1 00:00:08,200 --> 00:00:15,240 Speaker 1: Pushkin. When Run DMC Sucker MC started spinning on small 2 00:00:15,320 --> 00:00:18,200 Speaker 1: radio stations around New York City in nineteen eighty three. 3 00:00:18,480 --> 00:00:22,479 Speaker 1: Believe it or not, this was new school, the cutting edge. 4 00:00:23,239 --> 00:00:26,280 Speaker 1: Sucker MC's was the B side to Run DMC's first single, 5 00:00:26,440 --> 00:00:29,920 Speaker 1: It's like that. These songs completely changed the sound of 6 00:00:30,000 --> 00:00:33,480 Speaker 1: hip hop in the early eighties. They're sparse, bass, heavy beats, 7 00:00:33,479 --> 00:00:36,600 Speaker 1: and aggressive rhymes. Represented the real hip hop her live 8 00:00:36,680 --> 00:00:39,120 Speaker 1: at block parties and clubs and the Bronx and queens. 9 00:00:39,840 --> 00:00:42,040 Speaker 1: It was a huge leap forward from the first ever 10 00:00:42,120 --> 00:00:44,360 Speaker 1: hip hop releases from groups like The Sugar Hill Gang 11 00:00:44,360 --> 00:00:47,120 Speaker 1: and Grandmaster Flash and the Furious Five, who are putting 12 00:00:47,120 --> 00:00:51,400 Speaker 1: out polished R and B influenced records. Joseph run Simmons, 13 00:00:51,479 --> 00:00:54,680 Speaker 1: Jason jam Maaster, j Mizelle and our guests today Darryl 14 00:00:54,760 --> 00:00:58,160 Speaker 1: dmc McDaniels came together in nineteen eighty three, not long 15 00:00:58,200 --> 00:01:02,000 Speaker 1: before the release of those first two songs. As Run DMC. 16 00:01:02,200 --> 00:01:04,600 Speaker 1: They helped define the look and sound of hip hop 17 00:01:04,600 --> 00:01:08,319 Speaker 1: in the eighties worldwide. Their true pioneers, who have had 18 00:01:08,360 --> 00:01:11,280 Speaker 1: no shortage of first in their career, including the first 19 00:01:11,319 --> 00:01:14,320 Speaker 1: ever hip hop group to go gold, then platinum, then 20 00:01:14,440 --> 00:01:17,639 Speaker 1: multi platinum. There were also the first rappers on MTV 21 00:01:17,800 --> 00:01:20,560 Speaker 1: and on the cover of Rolling Stone. Rick Reubin and 22 00:01:20,640 --> 00:01:23,240 Speaker 1: DMC have been friends since the early days of Run DMC, 23 00:01:23,800 --> 00:01:26,520 Speaker 1: when Rick founded Deaf Jam Records with runs older brother 24 00:01:26,600 --> 00:01:29,360 Speaker 1: and produced two of the group's classic albums, and of 25 00:01:29,360 --> 00:01:33,039 Speaker 1: course their collaboration with Aerosmith Walked This Way and this 26 00:01:33,160 --> 00:01:36,120 Speaker 1: candid conversation between old friends. You'll hear how DMC and 27 00:01:36,200 --> 00:01:39,000 Speaker 1: Run formed the group and also how despite a career 28 00:01:39,040 --> 00:01:43,080 Speaker 1: full of accolades, DMC struggled for years with suicidal thoughts. 29 00:01:43,120 --> 00:01:45,319 Speaker 1: The only thing that kept him alive during its darkest 30 00:01:45,400 --> 00:01:48,680 Speaker 1: days was a song he heard on light FM. Brace 31 00:01:48,760 --> 00:01:51,760 Speaker 1: Yourself for a wild story about Sarah McLaughlin's song Angel. 32 00:01:52,080 --> 00:01:57,520 Speaker 1: You'll never hear the song the same again. This is 33 00:01:57,600 --> 00:02:01,000 Speaker 1: broken record liner notes for the digital a I'm justin 34 00:02:01,080 --> 00:02:06,000 Speaker 1: ma Here's Rick Rubin and Darryl dmc McDaniels. Thank you 35 00:02:06,040 --> 00:02:07,880 Speaker 1: so much for doing this. First of all, thank you 36 00:02:07,920 --> 00:02:11,120 Speaker 1: for having met. The last time we talked, you told 37 00:02:11,160 --> 00:02:19,240 Speaker 1: me an incredible story that blew my mind. And it's 38 00:02:19,240 --> 00:02:21,240 Speaker 1: been long enough now where I don't remember all of 39 00:02:21,240 --> 00:02:24,920 Speaker 1: the details, but I remember I left feeling different than 40 00:02:26,000 --> 00:02:30,880 Speaker 1: I felt, Like what you said changed me just hearing 41 00:02:30,919 --> 00:02:34,640 Speaker 1: the story. Really Yeah, so maybe you couldn't tell me 42 00:02:34,720 --> 00:02:38,720 Speaker 1: the story again? Um, well is it? Is it the 43 00:02:38,840 --> 00:02:43,600 Speaker 1: Sarah McLachlan story. Yeah, about how her records saved my life? Yes, 44 00:02:44,400 --> 00:02:48,200 Speaker 1: but tell me from the beginning, like, oh, in the beginning, Um, 45 00:02:50,560 --> 00:02:55,600 Speaker 1: nineteen ninety three, Yeah, Down went to King, Yes, which 46 00:02:55,760 --> 00:03:00,359 Speaker 1: was produced by Pete Rock, one of the greatest produces. Yes. 47 00:03:00,680 --> 00:03:05,960 Speaker 1: Ever that record Pete hates when I say this, Dan 48 00:03:06,040 --> 00:03:09,800 Speaker 1: went the King did for Rundy m c what walked 49 00:03:09,840 --> 00:03:12,919 Speaker 1: this way? People say he did for Arrowsmith. It put 50 00:03:13,040 --> 00:03:20,919 Speaker 1: us back. Prior to that, we were respected, yes, praised, pioneers, legends, 51 00:03:21,520 --> 00:03:25,040 Speaker 1: but hip hop had changed. Yes, nobody cared. We're not 52 00:03:25,120 --> 00:03:27,200 Speaker 1: on the radio, We're not on him TV no more. 53 00:03:27,360 --> 00:03:33,160 Speaker 1: We had love, but we wasn't participating anymore. So Pete 54 00:03:33,240 --> 00:03:35,800 Speaker 1: Rock produces the title track on the Down with the 55 00:03:35,920 --> 00:03:43,200 Speaker 1: King album, and that record just put us back on 56 00:03:43,240 --> 00:03:46,560 Speaker 1: the road, put us back on a chart, put us 57 00:03:46,560 --> 00:03:50,680 Speaker 1: back on tour. Now we're in the midst of what 58 00:03:50,760 --> 00:03:54,000 Speaker 1: was going on in the nineties, and you would think 59 00:03:55,200 --> 00:03:59,160 Speaker 1: that that would make me happy. And the eighties was again, 60 00:03:59,200 --> 00:04:01,960 Speaker 1: eighties money on the nineties were getting the nineties money 61 00:04:02,000 --> 00:04:04,680 Speaker 1: when everybody was getting there. As soon as that record 62 00:04:04,760 --> 00:04:07,680 Speaker 1: drop Rick, something in me said, I don't want to 63 00:04:07,680 --> 00:04:13,040 Speaker 1: live no more. Was it instantaneous? Did it happen in 64 00:04:13,040 --> 00:04:16,040 Speaker 1: a moment or did it build over time? It wasn't 65 00:04:16,040 --> 00:04:20,680 Speaker 1: a moment. It happened. I woke up one day when 66 00:04:20,720 --> 00:04:24,800 Speaker 1: everybody was like, Yo, the videos are smash and the records, 67 00:04:25,000 --> 00:04:27,000 Speaker 1: you're back on a chart and you're going on the road. 68 00:04:27,000 --> 00:04:29,880 Speaker 1: You're gonna open for Naughty by Nature. When we got 69 00:04:29,920 --> 00:04:32,600 Speaker 1: on the road, when we started tune, we started making 70 00:04:32,640 --> 00:04:35,479 Speaker 1: that money again, something in me just said, I don't 71 00:04:35,520 --> 00:04:39,120 Speaker 1: want to live. And it was like disvoiding me and 72 00:04:40,480 --> 00:04:43,159 Speaker 1: I was leaving. I was coming off a stage. Everything. 73 00:04:43,240 --> 00:04:45,080 Speaker 1: It was a new feeling. You never had an experience 74 00:04:45,120 --> 00:04:48,799 Speaker 1: that I never had experience. Out of the blue, Yes, 75 00:04:49,240 --> 00:04:51,160 Speaker 1: out of the blue. And interesting too that it was 76 00:04:51,200 --> 00:04:54,520 Speaker 1: triggered by things going good, not by things going bad. Right, 77 00:04:54,640 --> 00:04:59,360 Speaker 1: It's interesting, right, exactly, very interesting. Yeah. I tell people that, Yo, 78 00:04:59,760 --> 00:05:03,080 Speaker 1: every thing was good in this seven it's interesting. So 79 00:05:03,120 --> 00:05:05,040 Speaker 1: I would go back to my hotel room and I 80 00:05:05,040 --> 00:05:07,719 Speaker 1: would just lay there and it was just the dread 81 00:05:07,760 --> 00:05:10,839 Speaker 1: of the world that was on me, and that happened 82 00:05:10,880 --> 00:05:14,279 Speaker 1: probably for like, I don't know, I was going through that. 83 00:05:14,760 --> 00:05:17,080 Speaker 1: I was going through that for six and seven. It 84 00:05:17,160 --> 00:05:19,040 Speaker 1: was saying six or seven months. And then in six 85 00:05:19,120 --> 00:05:20,920 Speaker 1: and seven do you remember how old you were at 86 00:05:20,920 --> 00:05:25,680 Speaker 1: that time? I was thirty five, okay, thirty third, thirty four, 87 00:05:25,839 --> 00:05:30,920 Speaker 1: thirty five, you know, um And the six or seventh 88 00:05:31,000 --> 00:05:33,960 Speaker 1: month for that, I just laid in my band. I said, okay, 89 00:05:34,000 --> 00:05:37,160 Speaker 1: what's going on with me? And I went through my 90 00:05:37,200 --> 00:05:40,240 Speaker 1: life and who I was. Okay, I'm Daryl McDaniels from 91 00:05:40,240 --> 00:05:43,440 Speaker 1: Hollis Queens, New York, bif and and ban is my mother, 92 00:05:43,600 --> 00:05:47,160 Speaker 1: Alfred's my brother, remember, son of Bifford, brother of al 93 00:05:47,320 --> 00:05:50,720 Speaker 1: bann As my mother, and runs my paler. It's McDaniels, 94 00:05:50,800 --> 00:05:54,440 Speaker 1: not McDonald's. These rhymes are Daryl's. Those Burghers are Roynalds. 95 00:05:54,480 --> 00:05:57,520 Speaker 1: I ran down my family tree, my mother, my father, 96 00:05:57,680 --> 00:06:00,960 Speaker 1: my brother and me. Okay run my friend, Jay's my 97 00:06:01,000 --> 00:06:03,599 Speaker 1: friend just think called hip hop comes over the bridge 98 00:06:03,640 --> 00:06:06,360 Speaker 1: from the Bronx. We made one record that was a hit. 99 00:06:06,400 --> 00:06:08,000 Speaker 1: We made another record who was a hit. We made 100 00:06:08,040 --> 00:06:11,360 Speaker 1: an album Boom Boom. Idida's everything. Now I'm back on 101 00:06:11,400 --> 00:06:13,680 Speaker 1: the road. Were down with King lefeisos a good? Why 102 00:06:13,720 --> 00:06:16,719 Speaker 1: do I feel like this? Had no idea what it was. 103 00:06:17,839 --> 00:06:22,279 Speaker 1: So I'm going through that routine every day, every day, 104 00:06:22,320 --> 00:06:26,480 Speaker 1: every day, and that void in me and that feeling 105 00:06:26,560 --> 00:06:30,680 Speaker 1: got so uncomfortable that now I'm thinking I don't want 106 00:06:30,680 --> 00:06:32,640 Speaker 1: to learn them more. Now you would think I would 107 00:06:32,680 --> 00:06:36,200 Speaker 1: have everything ale I'm DMC. I had a wife and 108 00:06:36,240 --> 00:06:39,480 Speaker 1: a kid at that time. Down with the King is killing, yes, 109 00:06:39,760 --> 00:06:42,400 Speaker 1: But this feeling on me made me say that I 110 00:06:42,440 --> 00:06:46,040 Speaker 1: can't live like this. This is very uncomfortable, which is 111 00:06:46,480 --> 00:06:49,159 Speaker 1: the worst feeling of it. So now I find myself 112 00:06:49,240 --> 00:06:52,160 Speaker 1: trying to think a way to kill myself. We go 113 00:06:52,240 --> 00:06:55,640 Speaker 1: over to Europe. I remember we go over to Europe 114 00:06:55,640 --> 00:06:58,839 Speaker 1: one time and we was like in Um. We was 115 00:06:58,920 --> 00:07:02,839 Speaker 1: in Um Austria somewhere, and we was we wasn't in 116 00:07:02,880 --> 00:07:06,400 Speaker 1: the big city, was in those little towns outside of Austria. 117 00:07:06,480 --> 00:07:09,279 Speaker 1: And we had did an interview and when we was 118 00:07:09,360 --> 00:07:11,240 Speaker 1: up on the roof of the building, I noticed they 119 00:07:11,280 --> 00:07:15,160 Speaker 1: didn't have no guardrails like most hotels after guardrails or whatnot. 120 00:07:15,560 --> 00:07:18,480 Speaker 1: So after we did the interview, we went back downstairs 121 00:07:18,480 --> 00:07:21,200 Speaker 1: and I remember Eric going being a lobby sixth story 122 00:07:21,280 --> 00:07:24,240 Speaker 1: for sale, checking order us the routine, and I remember 123 00:07:24,560 --> 00:07:26,800 Speaker 1: I went in my room and I waited, okay, run 124 00:07:26,960 --> 00:07:28,600 Speaker 1: Jay and Eric should be in the room stud I 125 00:07:28,640 --> 00:07:31,360 Speaker 1: go to my door and I look, nobody's in the hallway. 126 00:07:31,600 --> 00:07:34,000 Speaker 1: So I said, let me run upstairs before the hotel 127 00:07:34,560 --> 00:07:37,080 Speaker 1: security gout comes and locks the door again. So I 128 00:07:37,080 --> 00:07:40,440 Speaker 1: remember running upstairs and this true story. Run upstairs and 129 00:07:40,520 --> 00:07:43,560 Speaker 1: I get up on a ledge and I keep her 130 00:07:43,480 --> 00:07:46,560 Speaker 1: aware with y'all I'm standing there, and then something in 131 00:07:46,720 --> 00:07:50,640 Speaker 1: me says, y'all if I jump and down to day, 132 00:07:50,760 --> 00:07:55,200 Speaker 1: people know the DMC story, run DMC story. They know 133 00:07:55,600 --> 00:07:59,880 Speaker 1: just what behind the music, two books, movies, the Wikipedia, Google, 134 00:08:00,280 --> 00:08:03,200 Speaker 1: you could find out what I did with me running Jay, 135 00:08:03,280 --> 00:08:06,560 Speaker 1: but nobody knows about the little boy Daryl. So I 136 00:08:06,640 --> 00:08:10,000 Speaker 1: jumped back down. Can I say, before I kill myself, 137 00:08:10,360 --> 00:08:13,040 Speaker 1: I want to write this book. So I didn't want 138 00:08:13,040 --> 00:08:14,640 Speaker 1: to kill myself right there, because I wanted to write 139 00:08:14,680 --> 00:08:17,680 Speaker 1: a book and say, what's up world, I'm DMC from 140 00:08:17,680 --> 00:08:20,880 Speaker 1: the groundbreaking rapt run DMC, First to Go, Go, First 141 00:08:20,880 --> 00:08:22,840 Speaker 1: to Go, planting the first On the cover of Rolling Stone, 142 00:08:22,880 --> 00:08:26,360 Speaker 1: Blassie blades and blue back. So that was one of 143 00:08:26,400 --> 00:08:30,320 Speaker 1: my plans. So we go to Europe, then we go 144 00:08:30,360 --> 00:08:33,000 Speaker 1: to Japan. I go to Japan. I'm thinking of going 145 00:08:33,040 --> 00:08:36,079 Speaker 1: to the heart one storing, buying, poisoning, and killing myself. 146 00:08:36,160 --> 00:08:38,600 Speaker 1: And tell me, I'm just it's bad. I come home. 147 00:08:38,640 --> 00:08:41,520 Speaker 1: I'm thinking of shooting myself. Did you tell anyone at 148 00:08:41,520 --> 00:08:45,600 Speaker 1: this time? No, no, nobody, nobody were living with all 149 00:08:45,600 --> 00:08:49,400 Speaker 1: this pain by myself, suffering with it yourself, right, nobody knows. 150 00:08:49,640 --> 00:08:53,080 Speaker 1: Nobody knows. So fast forward. We come home from Europe 151 00:08:53,160 --> 00:08:55,640 Speaker 1: one trip, and I'm living in Jersey at this time. 152 00:08:56,120 --> 00:08:58,600 Speaker 1: So this was the this, this was the last straw. 153 00:08:59,240 --> 00:09:01,960 Speaker 1: The travel Asian couldn't fly me in the North, so 154 00:09:02,120 --> 00:09:05,720 Speaker 1: she flies me in the JFK and I live in Jersey. 155 00:09:06,040 --> 00:09:08,400 Speaker 1: So I remember coming home that day and I said 156 00:09:08,400 --> 00:09:11,960 Speaker 1: to myself, that's it. Life is so fucking fucked up. 157 00:09:12,000 --> 00:09:15,600 Speaker 1: I'm kid, I'm fucking coming home from JFK and I'm 158 00:09:15,600 --> 00:09:18,760 Speaker 1: really thinking that like these little things is adding to 159 00:09:18,880 --> 00:09:21,440 Speaker 1: this feeling, and so somebody, I'm gonna do it. Nothing fun, 160 00:09:21,960 --> 00:09:25,200 Speaker 1: it's over now. This is proof the universe is showing 161 00:09:25,280 --> 00:09:28,320 Speaker 1: me I gotta kill myself. So I come out and 162 00:09:28,360 --> 00:09:31,160 Speaker 1: I get in the car. I getting a guy. The 163 00:09:31,200 --> 00:09:34,720 Speaker 1: guy's talk town card is picking me up, and you 164 00:09:34,720 --> 00:09:37,240 Speaker 1: know he's being He turns around, you doing mister McDaniels, Rain, 165 00:09:37,320 --> 00:09:41,280 Speaker 1: New Jersey, and I'm like, yes, cool. So we're driving. 166 00:09:41,360 --> 00:09:45,280 Speaker 1: As we leave in JFK, we stop at the first 167 00:09:45,360 --> 00:09:47,240 Speaker 1: light because it's like two or three lights coming out 168 00:09:47,280 --> 00:09:50,200 Speaker 1: of JFK, and I could I saw the guy looking 169 00:09:50,280 --> 00:09:52,160 Speaker 1: at me. I felt the guy looking at me in 170 00:09:52,200 --> 00:09:54,760 Speaker 1: the reverview mirror. So every time I would turn to 171 00:09:54,800 --> 00:09:56,600 Speaker 1: look at him in the mirror, he would turn his head. 172 00:09:57,559 --> 00:09:59,319 Speaker 1: So we got to the second light and I felt 173 00:09:59,360 --> 00:10:01,240 Speaker 1: him looking again. I look up, you turn this at 174 00:10:01,720 --> 00:10:05,600 Speaker 1: So it got to the third light, I caught him 175 00:10:05,640 --> 00:10:07,760 Speaker 1: and when he caught my eyes, he just turned around 176 00:10:07,760 --> 00:10:10,560 Speaker 1: and said, mister dmc man, please don't tell my boss man. 177 00:10:10,600 --> 00:10:12,520 Speaker 1: I might get fired for this. Man. But when I 178 00:10:12,600 --> 00:10:15,040 Speaker 1: was younger, your music got me through the hardest times 179 00:10:15,080 --> 00:10:17,520 Speaker 1: in my life. This in that sucking seas I used 180 00:10:17,559 --> 00:10:20,400 Speaker 1: to go in my room and your room, your music 181 00:10:20,440 --> 00:10:22,280 Speaker 1: got me through the hardest time in your life. And 182 00:10:22,320 --> 00:10:24,520 Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm going I'm like, oh cool, cool, So 183 00:10:24,520 --> 00:10:26,440 Speaker 1: he said, please don't tell my boys. Man, can I 184 00:10:26,480 --> 00:10:29,600 Speaker 1: get a picture with you? And I'm like, yo, that's yeah, 185 00:10:29,720 --> 00:10:31,920 Speaker 1: I don't need a pitch. I'll give you an autograph. 186 00:10:31,960 --> 00:10:35,640 Speaker 1: What really? So now he's open. So we drive and 187 00:10:35,679 --> 00:10:37,199 Speaker 1: he says, you do your mind if I turn the 188 00:10:37,280 --> 00:10:39,960 Speaker 1: radio on, and I'm like yeah. So he turns the 189 00:10:40,040 --> 00:10:42,640 Speaker 1: radio to Hot ninety seven. That was the last thing 190 00:10:44,280 --> 00:10:47,080 Speaker 1: I wanted to hear. And I'm like, yo, man, turn 191 00:10:47,120 --> 00:10:49,360 Speaker 1: it to any of the station and except that, and 192 00:10:49,440 --> 00:10:53,560 Speaker 1: he's like okay. So he turns the station, turns it 193 00:10:53,600 --> 00:10:58,840 Speaker 1: to light FM. I hear these pianos boom, boom, and 194 00:10:58,840 --> 00:11:01,800 Speaker 1: then I hit his voice, It's been all your time 195 00:11:01,960 --> 00:11:07,000 Speaker 1: waiting for that second chance. I hear Sarah maclachlin's Arms 196 00:11:07,000 --> 00:11:11,160 Speaker 1: of the Angel and something said, yo, d life may 197 00:11:11,240 --> 00:11:15,640 Speaker 1: be messed up, but if something this beautiful exists, it's 198 00:11:15,720 --> 00:11:18,920 Speaker 1: good to be alive every day. So for one whole year, 199 00:11:19,720 --> 00:11:22,440 Speaker 1: all I did every day I walk up was listening 200 00:11:22,480 --> 00:11:25,720 Speaker 1: to the song. When I went to the gym. I'm 201 00:11:25,760 --> 00:11:28,000 Speaker 1: back in the gym. People looking at me. They're probably 202 00:11:28,040 --> 00:11:32,200 Speaker 1: thinking I'm listening to the LEDs Zethelin or some techno 203 00:11:32,280 --> 00:11:35,240 Speaker 1: or something. I had that on every day for a 204 00:11:35,320 --> 00:11:39,199 Speaker 1: whole year. At the end of that year, Eric, who 205 00:11:39,240 --> 00:11:43,400 Speaker 1: was still with me now him and Tracy Miller, our publicist, 206 00:11:43,520 --> 00:11:46,840 Speaker 1: was like, keep Darryl busy. We know he's going to something, 207 00:11:46,880 --> 00:11:48,760 Speaker 1: so he was just trying to keep me busy. So 208 00:11:48,920 --> 00:11:51,599 Speaker 1: Eric gets tickets to come out here to LA to 209 00:11:51,679 --> 00:11:54,600 Speaker 1: Clive davis Grammy party. He comes to me and said, 210 00:11:54,640 --> 00:11:57,080 Speaker 1: jo d Man, We're going to LA. I got two 211 00:11:57,080 --> 00:12:01,480 Speaker 1: tickets to grow fuck Clive Davis LA. For all I 212 00:12:01,520 --> 00:12:03,440 Speaker 1: need to do is stay here and listen to the 213 00:12:03,520 --> 00:12:07,600 Speaker 1: Sarah mclochny story. He's like, Yo, come on here. I said, no, 214 00:12:07,640 --> 00:12:09,480 Speaker 1: I don't need to do nothing, and he just looks 215 00:12:09,480 --> 00:12:11,880 Speaker 1: at me and this only this is funny, this only bething. 216 00:12:11,880 --> 00:12:13,200 Speaker 1: He looks at me and said, yo, d I worked 217 00:12:13,200 --> 00:12:16,120 Speaker 1: real hard to get these tickets because it's I said, 218 00:12:16,120 --> 00:12:18,319 Speaker 1: this fool probably gonna sold his soul to the devil 219 00:12:18,360 --> 00:12:21,120 Speaker 1: to go to Clive david stupid party. And I say, okay, Ja, Eric, 220 00:12:21,120 --> 00:12:23,319 Speaker 1: I'm gonna go with you. So Eric is like, Yo, 221 00:12:23,400 --> 00:12:26,560 Speaker 1: he's doing a manager, Yo, go do the red carpet. 222 00:12:26,600 --> 00:12:29,280 Speaker 1: You know, he's thinking business, this networking stuff like that. 223 00:12:29,320 --> 00:12:31,680 Speaker 1: I said, motherfucker, I only came here because of your 224 00:12:31,720 --> 00:12:34,720 Speaker 1: ass wanted to come to the stupid party. I'm staying 225 00:12:34,800 --> 00:12:36,880 Speaker 1: one album. I'm pulling up a chair right head by 226 00:12:36,960 --> 00:12:39,520 Speaker 1: this door, and the one album going back to my 227 00:12:39,640 --> 00:12:42,679 Speaker 1: room to listen to Sarah Mclocklin because it was just 228 00:12:42,840 --> 00:12:47,040 Speaker 1: something in that record, the vibal of it made me 229 00:12:47,320 --> 00:12:50,240 Speaker 1: feel not alone no more. Do you think it's the 230 00:12:50,280 --> 00:12:54,120 Speaker 1: words or the music or the combination. I think it 231 00:12:54,880 --> 00:12:59,160 Speaker 1: was a combination of it, especially in this dark, cold 232 00:12:59,200 --> 00:13:02,840 Speaker 1: hotel room. She knows because that's what I was doing, 233 00:13:02,960 --> 00:13:06,559 Speaker 1: I see. And she felt like she was singing to you. Yep, 234 00:13:06,960 --> 00:13:10,360 Speaker 1: like she made that, like that record was made for me. Yes, 235 00:13:10,640 --> 00:13:13,360 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So I go to the 236 00:13:13,480 --> 00:13:16,400 Speaker 1: I'm Clive Davis party and Eric it's like yo, come on, 237 00:13:16,520 --> 00:13:20,560 Speaker 1: and I'm like countdown now, but again it's fifty ninety seven. 238 00:13:20,600 --> 00:13:25,040 Speaker 1: So he walks away frustrated. So I'm sitting there, hey, 239 00:13:25,880 --> 00:13:29,480 Speaker 1: um by the front door. Stevie Wonder comes in. His 240 00:13:29,640 --> 00:13:32,760 Speaker 1: boy seen me, and his boy turns Steven to be like, yo, Stevie, 241 00:13:32,760 --> 00:13:35,640 Speaker 1: come over him. N DMC wanted me too, So Stevie 242 00:13:35,679 --> 00:13:37,800 Speaker 1: comes over to me and I'm in my head, I'm 243 00:13:37,880 --> 00:13:40,040 Speaker 1: that just true story work. I'm like this, I'm talking 244 00:13:40,040 --> 00:13:45,800 Speaker 1: to myself, Stevie, fucking wonder the motherfucker fallen busses. Yeah, 245 00:13:45,960 --> 00:13:50,120 Speaker 1: really like the fun don't yeah, don't come on the 246 00:13:50,120 --> 00:13:53,160 Speaker 1: fuck Steve before like I was, I said that, Wow, 247 00:13:53,240 --> 00:13:55,800 Speaker 1: so his boy come. I'm smiling, Hey, Stevie, listening it. 248 00:13:56,040 --> 00:13:58,319 Speaker 1: You guys are great. Whatever. He walks away and it 249 00:13:58,400 --> 00:14:02,520 Speaker 1: had nothing to do with him. It just like all 250 00:14:02,520 --> 00:14:06,600 Speaker 1: of this is bullshit, all the fucking see. Yeah, he 251 00:14:06,679 --> 00:14:11,360 Speaker 1: walks away. Next person cause Alicia Keys comes in. She 252 00:14:11,480 --> 00:14:14,280 Speaker 1: sees me, oh dmc oh, I know Ryn, I know, 253 00:14:14,360 --> 00:14:17,960 Speaker 1: Russellulan Camre. I never see you. How you doing? Fucking 254 00:14:18,040 --> 00:14:21,080 Speaker 1: Alicia killed the fucking piano falls and breaks your finger. 255 00:14:21,200 --> 00:14:24,680 Speaker 1: Like I'm just thinking, and I'm laughing now because I 256 00:14:24,680 --> 00:14:27,480 Speaker 1: can't believe it was thinking like that, get away from me, 257 00:14:27,560 --> 00:14:30,440 Speaker 1: like fucking come over here, like and she walks away. 258 00:14:30,920 --> 00:14:34,280 Speaker 1: I look up, who's coming in? A lady that made 259 00:14:34,280 --> 00:14:39,120 Speaker 1: that record? Oh my god, Sarah, and you and you 260 00:14:39,240 --> 00:14:42,440 Speaker 1: recognize that, yes, oh my god, that's that lady who 261 00:14:42,480 --> 00:14:45,120 Speaker 1: made that record. Like I knew of northing, but I 262 00:14:45,120 --> 00:14:48,280 Speaker 1: didn't even know. Oh shoot, so some let me see 263 00:14:48,360 --> 00:14:50,080 Speaker 1: r D get up and go over there and tell 264 00:14:50,160 --> 00:14:52,960 Speaker 1: her about what her music did. So I'm walking over 265 00:14:52,960 --> 00:14:56,160 Speaker 1: to Sarah and she sees me run DMC. It's tricky 266 00:14:56,200 --> 00:14:58,920 Speaker 1: to rocker Ryn, rocker Ryn, it's right on time. My 267 00:14:59,480 --> 00:15:01,960 Speaker 1: didas she does the being boys stands like, yo, you 268 00:15:02,000 --> 00:15:05,000 Speaker 1: guys are great whatever whatever. So in my head I go, yo, 269 00:15:05,080 --> 00:15:07,800 Speaker 1: See Daryl, that's the reason to stay alive. Even Sarah 270 00:15:07,840 --> 00:15:10,920 Speaker 1: McLaughlin like your music, so I just go, Miss McLaughlin, 271 00:15:11,760 --> 00:15:13,880 Speaker 1: I just want to tell you the name of the 272 00:15:13,880 --> 00:15:15,880 Speaker 1: record is an Angel. You sound like an angel. People 273 00:15:15,920 --> 00:15:17,520 Speaker 1: say you're an angel, but you're not an angel to me. 274 00:15:17,600 --> 00:15:19,400 Speaker 1: Your God. Every day of my living there for the 275 00:15:19,480 --> 00:15:21,440 Speaker 1: last year, all I do is listen to your record. 276 00:15:21,440 --> 00:15:23,200 Speaker 1: It's the crutch that I stand on. It's the thing 277 00:15:23,200 --> 00:15:25,200 Speaker 1: that gets me to my day. I just rant and 278 00:15:25,240 --> 00:15:27,720 Speaker 1: raved us. So I finished. I'm standing in the sweating 279 00:15:27,720 --> 00:15:30,480 Speaker 1: So she's looking at me like this, So Shana what 280 00:15:30,560 --> 00:15:32,200 Speaker 1: to say? She was like, damn, I just wanted to 281 00:15:32,200 --> 00:15:33,920 Speaker 1: say how it is ass, But she looks at me 282 00:15:33,960 --> 00:15:36,600 Speaker 1: and says, thank you for telling me that, Daryl, that's 283 00:15:36,600 --> 00:15:39,800 Speaker 1: what music is supposed to do, shakes my hand and 284 00:15:39,840 --> 00:15:42,400 Speaker 1: walks away. So you know me the fay. I'm never 285 00:15:42,440 --> 00:15:45,560 Speaker 1: watching this hand again. I'm just feeling good, like that 286 00:15:45,640 --> 00:15:47,800 Speaker 1: was the best thing ever and stuff like that. Eric 287 00:15:47,840 --> 00:15:51,440 Speaker 1: comes over. I'm shining like the sun. Now what happened 288 00:15:51,480 --> 00:15:53,560 Speaker 1: to yo? I'm just met Sara mcluklin and this and 289 00:15:53,680 --> 00:15:56,160 Speaker 1: it so that made me today. So I go home 290 00:15:57,000 --> 00:15:59,320 Speaker 1: and I go, um, y'all finally, you know, I want 291 00:15:59,320 --> 00:16:00,960 Speaker 1: to write this book. I'm gonna write this book. So 292 00:16:00,960 --> 00:16:02,120 Speaker 1: I said in a book I want to do that. 293 00:16:02,120 --> 00:16:04,600 Speaker 1: I'm gonna say, yo, what's up world. I'm Daryl McDaniels 294 00:16:04,640 --> 00:16:07,080 Speaker 1: from Holles Queens, New York, from the groundbreaking rap group 295 00:16:07,160 --> 00:16:09,520 Speaker 1: run DMC, first to Go Go First, to go Platinum, 296 00:16:09,680 --> 00:16:12,280 Speaker 1: first on the cover Rolling Stone, for all of that stuff. 297 00:16:12,280 --> 00:16:15,440 Speaker 1: But I'm really just Darrel Matthews McDaniels from hollesce Queen's, 298 00:16:15,440 --> 00:16:18,040 Speaker 1: New York. Was born May thirty first, nineteen sixty four. 299 00:16:18,680 --> 00:16:20,520 Speaker 1: And when I got to that part of my identity, 300 00:16:20,520 --> 00:16:22,880 Speaker 1: I was like, oh, I know my birthday, but I 301 00:16:22,880 --> 00:16:25,560 Speaker 1: don't know no details about the dad was born. So 302 00:16:25,600 --> 00:16:28,840 Speaker 1: I called my mother and I go, hey, Mom, I'm 303 00:16:28,840 --> 00:16:30,880 Speaker 1: writing this book. I didn't say I'm writing this book 304 00:16:30,920 --> 00:16:32,720 Speaker 1: just in case I die and kill myself because she 305 00:16:32,760 --> 00:16:34,720 Speaker 1: would have lost it. I just want to know a 306 00:16:34,760 --> 00:16:37,240 Speaker 1: couple of more details about the dad was born, how 307 00:16:37,280 --> 00:16:39,040 Speaker 1: much did I weigh? What time I always born in 308 00:16:39,080 --> 00:16:41,560 Speaker 1: my hospital? So she tells me, thank you, Mama, I 309 00:16:41,640 --> 00:16:44,000 Speaker 1: love you. Hang up the phone. An hour goes by, 310 00:16:44,080 --> 00:16:48,080 Speaker 1: the phone rings. It's my mother and my father. Hey son, 311 00:16:48,280 --> 00:16:51,000 Speaker 1: Hey dad, what's going on? We have something else to 312 00:16:51,040 --> 00:16:58,440 Speaker 1: tell you. So I'm a metaphysical suicidal religious emotional records 313 00:16:58,480 --> 00:17:01,520 Speaker 1: about to commit suicide. The only thing keeping me from 314 00:17:01,600 --> 00:17:04,600 Speaker 1: jumping is this Sarah mclock corectly. My mother father hit 315 00:17:04,640 --> 00:17:07,359 Speaker 1: me with this. Um, we have something else to tell you, Okay, 316 00:17:07,359 --> 00:17:09,520 Speaker 1: what is it? You was a month old when we 317 00:17:09,560 --> 00:17:11,760 Speaker 1: brought you home, and you're adopted, but we love you 318 00:17:11,840 --> 00:17:19,560 Speaker 1: by click wow wing stop ricking wow my god. Now 319 00:17:19,600 --> 00:17:23,000 Speaker 1: you know when I heard that, I wasn't with you me. 320 00:17:23,080 --> 00:17:25,800 Speaker 1: I'm not Byford and Paris and you're my whole fan. 321 00:17:25,920 --> 00:17:28,480 Speaker 1: I rhymed about you Christmas time and I was queen. 322 00:17:28,520 --> 00:17:33,720 Speaker 1: But what the hell is going on? Universe? That's unbelievable. 323 00:17:34,920 --> 00:17:37,480 Speaker 1: And it was really a short conversation that that quick. 324 00:17:37,520 --> 00:17:39,639 Speaker 1: We have someone else to tell you, Okay, what is it? 325 00:17:39,840 --> 00:17:41,680 Speaker 1: You was a month old when we brought you home 326 00:17:41,720 --> 00:17:44,800 Speaker 1: and we love you by click because it was when 327 00:17:44,840 --> 00:17:47,720 Speaker 1: I think because they were just they didn't know how 328 00:17:47,720 --> 00:17:49,600 Speaker 1: to handle. They said, we have to tell him. My 329 00:17:49,680 --> 00:17:51,560 Speaker 1: mother hung up the phone and said, Byford, he's writing 330 00:17:51,600 --> 00:17:53,639 Speaker 1: a book and he's about there. My father was like, 331 00:17:53,840 --> 00:17:56,240 Speaker 1: we gotta call him back and let him know. It 332 00:17:56,359 --> 00:17:58,520 Speaker 1: was a secret. They hit from me, my whole life. Yes, 333 00:17:58,800 --> 00:18:01,800 Speaker 1: even though it's as trum manica, is that retive revelation 334 00:18:02,040 --> 00:18:08,760 Speaker 1: was Yes, all of that trauma, in the shock, the 335 00:18:08,960 --> 00:18:14,399 Speaker 1: destroying capacity of that revelation. Yes, something happened where a 336 00:18:14,520 --> 00:18:18,199 Speaker 1: calm just came over me, Something made me realize devoid 337 00:18:18,280 --> 00:18:21,080 Speaker 1: in me that started making me what the hell is 338 00:18:21,160 --> 00:18:23,520 Speaker 1: going on? Down with the king? Is it? There was 339 00:18:23,560 --> 00:18:27,359 Speaker 1: a missing piece to my identity. Wow. I'm John McDaniels, Hollies, Queens, 340 00:18:27,359 --> 00:18:29,440 Speaker 1: New York, son of Bye friend Man Diet has walked 341 00:18:29,440 --> 00:18:32,800 Speaker 1: this way. But I'm adopting just a quick break and 342 00:18:32,840 --> 00:18:40,159 Speaker 1: we'll get right back into DMC's story. We're back with DMC, 343 00:18:40,320 --> 00:18:44,120 Speaker 1: who's telling a powerful story about his depression. After years 344 00:18:44,119 --> 00:18:46,680 Speaker 1: of fighting suicidal thoughts, he received a phone call from 345 00:18:46,680 --> 00:18:49,720 Speaker 1: his parents informing him that he was adopted. There was 346 00:18:49,760 --> 00:18:53,560 Speaker 1: a missing piece to my identity. I'm John McDaniels, Hollies, Queens, 347 00:18:53,600 --> 00:18:55,680 Speaker 1: New York, son of Bye friend man Diet has walked 348 00:18:55,680 --> 00:18:59,040 Speaker 1: this way, but I'm adopting. Wow. So I came to 349 00:18:59,119 --> 00:19:02,879 Speaker 1: the revelation. I didn't fight that, yes, well this and that. 350 00:19:03,000 --> 00:19:04,800 Speaker 1: I said, Okay, I know what that means because I'm 351 00:19:04,840 --> 00:19:07,440 Speaker 1: a good student. That means I have another mother and 352 00:19:07,520 --> 00:19:10,000 Speaker 1: the father, and there's this whole other part of me. 353 00:19:10,480 --> 00:19:13,200 Speaker 1: But now that I'm adopted, that's just part of who 354 00:19:13,240 --> 00:19:16,760 Speaker 1: I am. And then the next thing was, oh, maybe 355 00:19:16,760 --> 00:19:20,959 Speaker 1: I can help somebody, beautiful, Maybe I can help somebody. Now, 356 00:19:21,000 --> 00:19:23,680 Speaker 1: I gotta don't kill yourself, D, because you can rhyme 357 00:19:23,760 --> 00:19:26,760 Speaker 1: and you make records for a reason. So I was like, oh, 358 00:19:26,800 --> 00:19:29,439 Speaker 1: I'm gonna get that lady who made a record that 359 00:19:29,560 --> 00:19:33,120 Speaker 1: helped me. I'm gonna make I'm gonna make it with her. 360 00:19:33,840 --> 00:19:36,520 Speaker 1: So I'm like, Eric, get Sarah on the phone. D. 361 00:19:36,720 --> 00:19:38,800 Speaker 1: What's the hell? You don't know what the hell is 362 00:19:38,840 --> 00:19:41,280 Speaker 1: going on? You know what I'm saying. I'm say, just 363 00:19:41,320 --> 00:19:44,840 Speaker 1: getting on the phone. Kill Okay. Um. It took like 364 00:19:44,920 --> 00:19:47,760 Speaker 1: probably it was a day later, Eric calls me, yo, 365 00:19:47,880 --> 00:19:51,000 Speaker 1: d pick up your phone. In five minute, Sarah's gonna 366 00:19:51,040 --> 00:19:56,200 Speaker 1: call you phone ring, Hi, Daryl, It's Sarah. So now Rick, 367 00:19:56,280 --> 00:19:58,359 Speaker 1: you know, I'm like, oh man, I'm sweating. Now I'm like, 368 00:19:58,400 --> 00:20:01,119 Speaker 1: oh man. And she thought it was crazy, you know. 369 00:20:01,160 --> 00:20:03,600 Speaker 1: And this was a period of three years after I 370 00:20:03,680 --> 00:20:05,439 Speaker 1: met her. I forgot to tell you that. This was 371 00:20:05,480 --> 00:20:08,000 Speaker 1: three years later when all this happened, and you've had 372 00:20:08,080 --> 00:20:13,439 Speaker 1: no contacts and no contact with her. At the party, yeah, 373 00:20:13,680 --> 00:20:16,280 Speaker 1: you talked to her for two minutes yep. And then 374 00:20:17,040 --> 00:20:19,760 Speaker 1: oh yeah, but I'm listening to the right you know. 375 00:20:19,800 --> 00:20:21,600 Speaker 1: On top of that, here's the funny part about there. 376 00:20:21,640 --> 00:20:24,879 Speaker 1: On top of that, it all started with the Angel record. 377 00:20:24,920 --> 00:20:28,240 Speaker 1: But after that, my wife goes out and Boss building 378 00:20:28,240 --> 00:20:30,720 Speaker 1: a mystery and all the previous albums, So now I 379 00:20:30,800 --> 00:20:34,200 Speaker 1: know all those others songs. So Sarah's on the phone 380 00:20:34,240 --> 00:20:36,400 Speaker 1: and I go, hey, miss mclaucher, how are you doing. 381 00:20:36,520 --> 00:20:38,480 Speaker 1: She says, how are you doing? And I was like, 382 00:20:38,800 --> 00:20:40,880 Speaker 1: she's funny, I said, remember when I met you three 383 00:20:40,920 --> 00:20:42,840 Speaker 1: years ago. She says, how could I forget you? You 384 00:20:42,920 --> 00:20:46,000 Speaker 1: call me god? So she was like she had I 385 00:20:46,080 --> 00:20:48,359 Speaker 1: was like, yeah, yeah, I said, well, remember when I 386 00:20:48,400 --> 00:20:50,480 Speaker 1: met you and I told you what your music did 387 00:20:50,600 --> 00:20:52,320 Speaker 1: for me, And she said yeah. I said, well, I 388 00:20:52,400 --> 00:20:55,280 Speaker 1: just found out that I'm adopted, and I want to 389 00:20:55,280 --> 00:20:57,719 Speaker 1: make a song that's going to speak to some people 390 00:20:57,760 --> 00:21:00,360 Speaker 1: who you know, the orphans and the four us two 391 00:21:00,400 --> 00:21:02,520 Speaker 1: kids and adopted kids like me. And I want to 392 00:21:02,520 --> 00:21:05,960 Speaker 1: make a song and I want to use Harry Chapin's 393 00:21:06,080 --> 00:21:09,160 Speaker 1: Cats in the Cradle. Will you do this re record 394 00:21:09,200 --> 00:21:12,160 Speaker 1: with me? Immediately she goes, sure, yes, I'll do it, 395 00:21:13,040 --> 00:21:15,439 Speaker 1: because usually it's let me talk to my label, let 396 00:21:15,480 --> 00:21:17,600 Speaker 1: me talk to my man. And I'm like, oh, I'm 397 00:21:17,640 --> 00:21:19,760 Speaker 1: like really, really okay, I'll bring you to New York 398 00:21:19,800 --> 00:21:22,280 Speaker 1: City this when a hit factory was still open. I'll 399 00:21:22,320 --> 00:21:23,760 Speaker 1: put you in the hit factory just in there. I 400 00:21:23,840 --> 00:21:25,719 Speaker 1: put you in the Fourth Sea. She says, no, Darryl, 401 00:21:26,080 --> 00:21:28,400 Speaker 1: you could come to my house and we'll make it there. 402 00:21:28,400 --> 00:21:31,880 Speaker 1: I have a studio in my house, So now I'm 403 00:21:31,880 --> 00:21:36,520 Speaker 1: a fan. Set change. We on the plane flying to Vancouver, Canada, 404 00:21:36,720 --> 00:21:38,640 Speaker 1: and I look over the Eric and I said, Eric, 405 00:21:38,680 --> 00:21:41,800 Speaker 1: if I died tomorrow, don't say that. D stop saying no, Eric, 406 00:21:42,040 --> 00:21:44,960 Speaker 1: you know this is funny. Not know, Eric, really if 407 00:21:45,000 --> 00:21:49,200 Speaker 1: I die, I don't hear you. Eric, No, I say, 408 00:21:49,280 --> 00:21:52,000 Speaker 1: motherfucker stopped listening to me, motherfucker. If I died tomorrow, 409 00:21:52,080 --> 00:21:53,679 Speaker 1: and you can if anybody ask me, what do you 410 00:21:53,720 --> 00:21:55,760 Speaker 1: think thee's greatest time? You tell the motherfucker's that the 411 00:21:55,760 --> 00:21:57,760 Speaker 1: greatest thing that ever happened. Tode was going to Sea 412 00:21:58,640 --> 00:22:01,520 Speaker 1: mcclacklerhouse to make a record. Whether you got it, motherfucker, yeah, 413 00:22:01,520 --> 00:22:04,080 Speaker 1: I got it. Like it was like wow. So we 414 00:22:04,240 --> 00:22:07,120 Speaker 1: land in Vancouver. It took us two days to make 415 00:22:07,160 --> 00:22:10,679 Speaker 1: the record. When we finished recording, I was like, Sarah, 416 00:22:10,720 --> 00:22:13,040 Speaker 1: thank you for this. She goes, Darren, before you go, 417 00:22:13,080 --> 00:22:15,920 Speaker 1: I gotta tell you something. She says, I was adopted too. 418 00:22:16,160 --> 00:22:22,640 Speaker 1: And I did not know that. I did not. Everybody 419 00:22:22,720 --> 00:22:26,120 Speaker 1: with me, Eric and the people from UM it was UM, 420 00:22:26,119 --> 00:22:29,600 Speaker 1: the publicists with me, and some other people that Arista 421 00:22:29,640 --> 00:22:33,800 Speaker 1: Records has sent with me, they all lost it. I 422 00:22:33,840 --> 00:22:38,000 Speaker 1: did not know she was adopted too. How crazy is that? 423 00:22:38,440 --> 00:22:43,840 Speaker 1: It's amazing, it's amas crazy, it's amazed, it's beautiful. And 424 00:22:43,920 --> 00:22:47,360 Speaker 1: ever in the music. Yeah, it's in the music. It's 425 00:22:48,040 --> 00:22:50,720 Speaker 1: and felt it in the music. Yep, and ever ever 426 00:22:50,840 --> 00:23:00,440 Speaker 1: since that day, um my thing was suicide, anxiety, lone leanness, 427 00:23:00,560 --> 00:23:04,119 Speaker 1: this and that. Yo, we all, Oh you are not alone. Yes, 428 00:23:04,480 --> 00:23:06,919 Speaker 1: I was in a place where, you know, even when 429 00:23:06,920 --> 00:23:09,520 Speaker 1: I found out I was adopted, I didn't feel right 430 00:23:09,600 --> 00:23:12,240 Speaker 1: around Running, Jay and Eric and them because they didn't 431 00:23:12,320 --> 00:23:14,560 Speaker 1: understand what was going on to me. And even Run 432 00:23:14,640 --> 00:23:17,360 Speaker 1: even said because he don't know, Run said to him, 433 00:23:17,359 --> 00:23:19,679 Speaker 1: and he was right, he said, motherfucker's see how Run is? 434 00:23:19,800 --> 00:23:22,560 Speaker 1: Motherfuckers sucking a bifon and Banners your mother and father. 435 00:23:23,040 --> 00:23:24,800 Speaker 1: And I looked at Runner, I said, I know that, 436 00:23:25,240 --> 00:23:28,000 Speaker 1: But also I have a right to these other emotions 437 00:23:28,000 --> 00:23:31,040 Speaker 1: because when I found out what I was adopted, immediately 438 00:23:31,080 --> 00:23:34,080 Speaker 1: I'll started going, I wonder if what my mother was 439 00:23:34,160 --> 00:23:35,800 Speaker 1: to look like? And this and so all of those 440 00:23:35,880 --> 00:23:37,639 Speaker 1: wild why why was I giving up this? And that? 441 00:23:37,720 --> 00:23:41,200 Speaker 1: Boom bag? But I was able to maintain those through 442 00:23:41,200 --> 00:23:44,760 Speaker 1: the music. Yes, knowing that I'm bifing and Banner is 443 00:23:44,800 --> 00:23:46,960 Speaker 1: the bomb. Yes, you know what I'm saying. And they 444 00:23:46,960 --> 00:23:48,760 Speaker 1: were and they were your mom and dad, your whole 445 00:23:48,760 --> 00:23:52,680 Speaker 1: life and great exactly and great that example, and they 446 00:23:52,840 --> 00:23:58,359 Speaker 1: chose you. Yeah, that's a whole other level. That's a hope. 447 00:23:58,520 --> 00:24:04,640 Speaker 1: They chose right. They chose you, so Sarah, and then 448 00:24:04,680 --> 00:24:08,240 Speaker 1: you know it's deeply in the music too. That's why 449 00:24:08,280 --> 00:24:11,800 Speaker 1: I identify with her vibe identified. There was nothing on 450 00:24:11,840 --> 00:24:15,520 Speaker 1: its earth, yes, that made me feel like staying here 451 00:24:15,600 --> 00:24:19,159 Speaker 1: except of you know what I'm saying. It was public 452 00:24:19,200 --> 00:24:21,800 Speaker 1: information that she was adopted, but she don't talk about it. 453 00:24:22,400 --> 00:24:25,280 Speaker 1: I didn't have to die for that. No, it was 454 00:24:25,320 --> 00:24:33,960 Speaker 1: just amazing. I'm wondering if you know they say as souls, 455 00:24:34,600 --> 00:24:41,080 Speaker 1: we choose our parents, and I'm and it's interesting that 456 00:24:41,200 --> 00:24:47,160 Speaker 1: your your parents chose you, and and that on some 457 00:24:47,280 --> 00:24:50,560 Speaker 1: level you felt that you felt but you felt that 458 00:24:50,720 --> 00:24:55,360 Speaker 1: disconnect because we're used to picking like right, right, right. 459 00:24:55,800 --> 00:24:57,960 Speaker 1: I had so much love, like growing up, I had 460 00:24:58,040 --> 00:25:00,639 Speaker 1: so much love that there was never thought in my 461 00:25:00,680 --> 00:25:03,920 Speaker 1: mind that I wasn't a McDaniels. Yes. The funny thing Rick, 462 00:25:03,960 --> 00:25:06,880 Speaker 1: after all of this was happening, after the whole Sarah thing, 463 00:25:06,920 --> 00:25:11,560 Speaker 1: and all of that confidence had me say, yo, go 464 00:25:11,640 --> 00:25:16,719 Speaker 1: to therapy, d Yes, deal with your feelings. It's okay 465 00:25:16,720 --> 00:25:18,560 Speaker 1: to have this feelings even if the world think you 466 00:25:18,560 --> 00:25:20,280 Speaker 1: and you're not a knuckle and you're not weird, you're 467 00:25:20,280 --> 00:25:22,920 Speaker 1: not crazy. You need to go talk to somebody yes, 468 00:25:23,359 --> 00:25:25,159 Speaker 1: So I went to therapy. And matter of fact, I 469 00:25:25,200 --> 00:25:29,320 Speaker 1: went to therapy. I've discovered therapy because that helped me 470 00:25:29,320 --> 00:25:31,920 Speaker 1: stop drinking. Because member, I used to drink a lot 471 00:25:31,920 --> 00:25:34,679 Speaker 1: of forties. Yes, I used to drink a lot of drinker. 472 00:25:34,800 --> 00:25:37,040 Speaker 1: I was drinking a case of forties a day. Wow. 473 00:25:37,080 --> 00:25:39,119 Speaker 1: But I stopped. This is funny, Oh, I forgot to 474 00:25:39,119 --> 00:25:42,040 Speaker 1: tell you that before Down with the King came out. 475 00:25:42,480 --> 00:25:46,080 Speaker 1: In nineteen ninety one, I was diagnosed with a cute pancreatitis. 476 00:25:46,760 --> 00:25:49,199 Speaker 1: So I was in the hospital for a month and 477 00:25:49,240 --> 00:25:52,399 Speaker 1: a half. I couldn't take anything orally. I had to 478 00:25:52,400 --> 00:25:55,280 Speaker 1: take all my nurse man intravenously because I was like, yo, 479 00:25:56,480 --> 00:25:59,280 Speaker 1: your liver and your pear cris is going bananas. So 480 00:25:59,480 --> 00:26:02,240 Speaker 1: now I'm scared. But here's a miraculous thing. All my 481 00:26:02,320 --> 00:26:05,560 Speaker 1: tests came back clean. And I was drinking that Not 482 00:26:05,640 --> 00:26:08,119 Speaker 1: only that, I was drinking brass Monkey with the dcs, 483 00:26:08,800 --> 00:26:13,399 Speaker 1: Bacardi and coke in that era. And then in ninety 484 00:26:13,440 --> 00:26:15,160 Speaker 1: one I stopped. My doctor looked at me and said, 485 00:26:15,160 --> 00:26:18,439 Speaker 1: you have two choices, son, you could um drink and 486 00:26:18,520 --> 00:26:22,159 Speaker 1: die or not drink and live. So I was I 487 00:26:22,200 --> 00:26:27,320 Speaker 1: wasn't drinking during down with the king Um in two thousand. 488 00:26:27,359 --> 00:26:32,159 Speaker 1: Though in two thousand I started drinking again. Me and 489 00:26:32,200 --> 00:26:35,879 Speaker 1: Sarah did the record this and that. But this is funny. 490 00:26:37,040 --> 00:26:40,080 Speaker 1: I wasn't dealing with the feelings. You know what I'm 491 00:26:40,080 --> 00:26:42,320 Speaker 1: saying A resolve in my head. I'm okay, I said 492 00:26:42,320 --> 00:26:45,240 Speaker 1: to myself, okay. But I really wasn't okay because I 493 00:26:45,240 --> 00:26:47,480 Speaker 1: didn't sit there and you know, let's let's talk about 494 00:26:47,480 --> 00:26:49,480 Speaker 1: how do you feel about being adopted? How do you 495 00:26:49,480 --> 00:26:51,399 Speaker 1: feel about your mother and father not telling you this 496 00:26:51,520 --> 00:26:54,240 Speaker 1: and that. I just looked at I'm good, I love 497 00:26:54,320 --> 00:26:57,520 Speaker 1: being and there. But I kind of had these emotions. 498 00:26:57,520 --> 00:27:00,320 Speaker 1: And when the emotions started rising up, I started drinking again. 499 00:27:00,760 --> 00:27:03,160 Speaker 1: When I stopped drinking in ninety one, it was Bacardi 500 00:27:03,200 --> 00:27:06,800 Speaker 1: and coke and rum and coke and screwdrivers and all English. 501 00:27:06,840 --> 00:27:08,920 Speaker 1: Now starting to drink again. Now I got this new 502 00:27:08,920 --> 00:27:12,399 Speaker 1: thing called Hennessey and Jim Bean Jack Daniel. So I 503 00:27:12,440 --> 00:27:15,080 Speaker 1: was drinking that and my wife looked at me. This 504 00:27:15,160 --> 00:27:17,399 Speaker 1: is what made me go to rehab to stop drinking. 505 00:27:17,840 --> 00:27:22,400 Speaker 1: My wife looked at me. In UM two thousand and four, 506 00:27:22,880 --> 00:27:26,800 Speaker 1: I said, I'm drinking to celebrate my victory and my 507 00:27:26,880 --> 00:27:30,840 Speaker 1: new found missing identity. My wife said, motherfucker, you're drinking 508 00:27:31,080 --> 00:27:33,440 Speaker 1: because you can't handle the fact that your parents just 509 00:27:33,600 --> 00:27:38,440 Speaker 1: told you you were adopted. And that made me go, wow, 510 00:27:38,720 --> 00:27:41,560 Speaker 1: stop living a life, dy stop living a lie. D Yeah, 511 00:27:41,600 --> 00:27:43,879 Speaker 1: of course you're happy. It's Sarah record this and that 512 00:27:44,320 --> 00:27:46,640 Speaker 1: and not going to kill yourself no more. But now 513 00:27:46,680 --> 00:27:49,399 Speaker 1: I subconsciously found a way to kill myself and not 514 00:27:49,560 --> 00:27:53,000 Speaker 1: have to deal with them, because that's that's well, I'm 515 00:27:53,040 --> 00:27:55,600 Speaker 1: already thinking of killing myself. Now my parents revealing me 516 00:27:55,640 --> 00:27:59,239 Speaker 1: you're adopted, you're gonna feel some way about it. Did 517 00:27:59,480 --> 00:28:04,600 Speaker 1: where that the initial I'll call it depression, the first 518 00:28:04,680 --> 00:28:06,679 Speaker 1: round of when I first hit you, I didn't know 519 00:28:06,720 --> 00:28:09,080 Speaker 1: it was that. Yeah, but we'll call it that. So 520 00:28:09,160 --> 00:28:12,000 Speaker 1: now we're on the same we're using the same terms. 521 00:28:12,200 --> 00:28:15,960 Speaker 1: When the depression hit. Had you already stopped drinking that 522 00:28:16,080 --> 00:28:20,840 Speaker 1: first time? Yeah, because I'm stop drinking, that's when the 523 00:28:20,880 --> 00:28:23,199 Speaker 1: depression came. That's what I was just gonna say, is 524 00:28:23,200 --> 00:28:25,720 Speaker 1: that maybe, but you must be a therapist because you're 525 00:28:25,840 --> 00:28:28,960 Speaker 1: leading this right into what happened. It makes perfect sense. 526 00:28:29,040 --> 00:28:33,040 Speaker 1: It makes perfect sense that you stopped drinking and then 527 00:28:33,080 --> 00:28:37,399 Speaker 1: you started feeling your feelings. Yes, Greg, my wife says 528 00:28:37,480 --> 00:28:41,160 Speaker 1: that to me. I city, I can't deny She's right. Eric, 529 00:28:41,720 --> 00:28:44,600 Speaker 1: Kathy yes from the office Kathy and Eric goes to 530 00:28:44,760 --> 00:28:47,600 Speaker 1: Leo and says, Leo, we gotta fucking put d in rehab. 531 00:28:48,120 --> 00:28:50,440 Speaker 1: So I'm not kidding you. I'm not. I was a 532 00:28:50,480 --> 00:28:54,440 Speaker 1: functional drug, yes, you know. I wasn't like you, d Man, 533 00:28:54,480 --> 00:28:57,320 Speaker 1: you're fucking killing yourself. Yes. I found a way not 534 00:28:57,360 --> 00:28:59,120 Speaker 1: to use the gun, not to jump, and not to 535 00:28:59,200 --> 00:29:02,840 Speaker 1: drink toison do the thing that my wife said. Mother, 536 00:29:03,000 --> 00:29:05,360 Speaker 1: she said, Darrel, it's not like you. You should doctor 537 00:29:05,400 --> 00:29:08,720 Speaker 1: already told doctor already told you that it's going to 538 00:29:08,840 --> 00:29:12,040 Speaker 1: kill you, and you're doing it like it's Yeah, I 539 00:29:12,200 --> 00:29:15,000 Speaker 1: go into rehab to stop drinking. When I went in 540 00:29:15,000 --> 00:29:17,800 Speaker 1: to rehab to stop drinking as well, I could discover therapy. 541 00:29:17,880 --> 00:29:20,200 Speaker 1: Rick is so crazy. You know what. I was diagnosed 542 00:29:20,240 --> 00:29:26,200 Speaker 1: with suppressed emotions. My therapist said, you was drinking so 543 00:29:26,240 --> 00:29:28,440 Speaker 1: you didn't have to deal with your feeling, he said, 544 00:29:28,480 --> 00:29:31,080 Speaker 1: all through the time. The first question he asked me 545 00:29:31,280 --> 00:29:34,520 Speaker 1: was this when I went into therapy, he said, Daryl, 546 00:29:35,200 --> 00:29:39,160 Speaker 1: during your career with run DMC, did run JA or 547 00:29:39,200 --> 00:29:42,479 Speaker 1: anybody ever do anything to make you mad, and I 548 00:29:42,520 --> 00:29:45,440 Speaker 1: said no. I sat there and I said no. Rick, 549 00:29:46,240 --> 00:29:49,280 Speaker 1: my therapist m he was. I was thirty five when 550 00:29:49,280 --> 00:29:52,360 Speaker 1: I went into therapy. My therapist was he had to be. 551 00:29:52,440 --> 00:29:54,600 Speaker 1: I think it was like forty six or forty seven. 552 00:29:54,920 --> 00:29:57,240 Speaker 1: He knew how I was and stuff like that. He 553 00:29:57,280 --> 00:29:59,400 Speaker 1: came in with the white doctor cloak on and the 554 00:29:59,440 --> 00:30:03,320 Speaker 1: notepad and everything. Daryl, during your career with running him 555 00:30:03,360 --> 00:30:06,120 Speaker 1: see that anybody ever do anything to make you mad? 556 00:30:06,640 --> 00:30:08,640 Speaker 1: You know I'm sitting there thinking I gotta go. No. 557 00:30:09,920 --> 00:30:12,720 Speaker 1: He put his head, true servant, he put his bad down, 558 00:30:13,440 --> 00:30:15,600 Speaker 1: he stood up, he took off his doctor cloak. He 559 00:30:15,640 --> 00:30:17,240 Speaker 1: wanted to get real with me. And he looked me 560 00:30:17,280 --> 00:30:21,719 Speaker 1: in my eyes and he said, you a goddamn motherfucking liar. 561 00:30:22,480 --> 00:30:25,000 Speaker 1: And when he said that to me, yeah, man, in 562 00:30:25,160 --> 00:30:28,200 Speaker 1: eighty five, when they like, he said what I would do, 563 00:30:28,480 --> 00:30:31,000 Speaker 1: and he said my problem was this, and he said 564 00:30:31,040 --> 00:30:34,400 Speaker 1: it had a lot to do with um post traumatic 565 00:30:35,240 --> 00:30:38,520 Speaker 1: thing from being adopted. Yes, I didn't want to be 566 00:30:38,560 --> 00:30:41,480 Speaker 1: given away again. I want to be the guy. Don't 567 00:30:41,560 --> 00:30:44,600 Speaker 1: don't think that I didn't know. Subconsciously, I knew my 568 00:30:44,600 --> 00:30:47,240 Speaker 1: first mother gave me away, So I want to be. 569 00:30:47,240 --> 00:30:48,800 Speaker 1: I don't want to be a troublemaker. I don't want 570 00:30:48,800 --> 00:30:51,440 Speaker 1: to call me running Jay. Never I shout it though, 571 00:30:51,680 --> 00:30:54,600 Speaker 1: Yeah me running Jay. I watched Running Jay. You see 572 00:30:54,640 --> 00:30:56,960 Speaker 1: the motherfuck? They would argue and this is it. I 573 00:30:56,960 --> 00:30:58,520 Speaker 1: would sit there, What you would you like me to do? 574 00:30:58,560 --> 00:31:00,680 Speaker 1: I don't want to be a troublemaker. I was diagnosed 575 00:31:00,720 --> 00:31:03,440 Speaker 1: with suppressed emotions. Makes sense because I was using the 576 00:31:03,520 --> 00:31:07,600 Speaker 1: old English, yes to suppressed. That's why I mean every 577 00:31:07,720 --> 00:31:10,320 Speaker 1: ray drunk Old English. He just didn't drink a case. 578 00:31:10,560 --> 00:31:14,239 Speaker 1: Smith drunk three. I drunk twelve. Yes, as soon as 579 00:31:14,280 --> 00:31:15,760 Speaker 1: the how I was going on to me, I don't 580 00:31:15,760 --> 00:31:19,760 Speaker 1: want to I want to feel. I was diagnosed with 581 00:31:19,880 --> 00:31:22,960 Speaker 1: suppressed emotions, so I went in to stop drinking. When 582 00:31:23,000 --> 00:31:25,400 Speaker 1: I went in the rehab as where I discovered therapy, 583 00:31:25,440 --> 00:31:27,760 Speaker 1: which was the best thing for me, because then now 584 00:31:27,760 --> 00:31:30,480 Speaker 1: I'm dealing with my truth. How do you feel? Yes, 585 00:31:30,560 --> 00:31:32,880 Speaker 1: I gotta saying, now you might not have even known 586 00:31:32,920 --> 00:31:36,160 Speaker 1: how you felt before because you're so suppressed. Yes, exactly, 587 00:31:37,280 --> 00:31:39,760 Speaker 1: he said, Yo, d your truth is how you really feel. 588 00:31:40,040 --> 00:31:41,920 Speaker 1: And he said it's okay to feel the way that 589 00:31:42,000 --> 00:31:43,680 Speaker 1: you feel, and he looked at me. He said, Yo, 590 00:31:43,960 --> 00:31:47,000 Speaker 1: if you don't admit how you feel, whether good or bad, 591 00:31:47,120 --> 00:31:52,239 Speaker 1: you never heal. Wow. And that journey all led up 592 00:31:52,240 --> 00:31:56,560 Speaker 1: from hearing that Sarah McLaughlin record in the car. Amazing, crazy, 593 00:31:56,720 --> 00:32:00,520 Speaker 1: amazing story. We'll be right back with dmcter the break. 594 00:32:05,040 --> 00:32:08,040 Speaker 1: We're back with more from DMC. Let's talk about your 595 00:32:08,120 --> 00:32:10,880 Speaker 1: first memories of hip hop as a kid. What was 596 00:32:10,920 --> 00:32:15,000 Speaker 1: the what's the first first experience of anything having to 597 00:32:15,000 --> 00:32:17,920 Speaker 1: do with rapper hip hop? Um, we've never talked about this. 598 00:32:19,160 --> 00:32:24,720 Speaker 1: Seventh grade Saint Pascal Baylon Elementary School. Billy Morris was 599 00:32:24,760 --> 00:32:27,800 Speaker 1: in the eighth grade. He was he was older than us, me, 600 00:32:28,080 --> 00:32:30,800 Speaker 1: David Sinclair, and I forgot who else was in the 601 00:32:30,880 --> 00:32:34,800 Speaker 1: schoolyard playing basketball on the one room that's the Catholic 602 00:32:34,880 --> 00:32:37,840 Speaker 1: school and in the schoolyard, and Billy goes, Yo, come in. 603 00:32:38,520 --> 00:32:42,000 Speaker 1: We said, Yo, why Billy want us? Let's tell YO. 604 00:32:42,040 --> 00:32:44,280 Speaker 1: He probably want us to smoke some reefer or something like. 605 00:32:44,520 --> 00:32:46,000 Speaker 1: This is before I even took a pull on the 606 00:32:46,080 --> 00:32:49,520 Speaker 1: joint and whatever. So Billy does what the bullies usually do. Yo, 607 00:32:49,640 --> 00:32:52,000 Speaker 1: I said, come here. I ain't gonna say it again, 608 00:32:52,680 --> 00:32:55,040 Speaker 1: so me I'll go Yo. It's three of us in 609 00:32:55,120 --> 00:32:57,480 Speaker 1: one of him. If he tried anything, we ain't know 610 00:32:57,520 --> 00:32:59,280 Speaker 1: what was gonna happen. It's three of us want to 611 00:32:59,520 --> 00:33:01,680 Speaker 1: try anything. You gotta jump him. So we're scared. We 612 00:33:01,720 --> 00:33:04,240 Speaker 1: come over Billy scared because we think we gotta fight 613 00:33:04,280 --> 00:33:07,240 Speaker 1: now smoke refer He says, Yo, check this out. He 614 00:33:07,320 --> 00:33:10,040 Speaker 1: pulls out a flat tape recorder. This is before the 615 00:33:10,080 --> 00:33:14,960 Speaker 1: boom box even existed. They was in schools and you 616 00:33:15,120 --> 00:33:17,959 Speaker 1: push the jacket pops up like that. You thought he 617 00:33:18,000 --> 00:33:19,800 Speaker 1: had one of those. He said, check this out. He 618 00:33:19,880 --> 00:33:27,360 Speaker 1: hit play and something said, dad, tact dad, And then 619 00:33:27,400 --> 00:33:30,520 Speaker 1: a voice said, when you messed around in New Yorktown, 620 00:33:30,640 --> 00:33:33,800 Speaker 1: you go down with the disco Cheeba clown. You go down, 621 00:33:33,920 --> 00:33:37,160 Speaker 1: go down, go down. You just keep the pep in 622 00:33:37,240 --> 00:33:39,480 Speaker 1: your step. You don't stop till you get on the 623 00:33:39,560 --> 00:33:42,240 Speaker 1: mountain top and when you reach the top, you reach 624 00:33:42,320 --> 00:33:45,280 Speaker 1: your peak. That's when you hear Eddie Cheeba's speak. And 625 00:33:45,280 --> 00:33:49,320 Speaker 1: it stopped a minute and thirty said, yo, do that again. 626 00:33:49,680 --> 00:33:51,520 Speaker 1: He did it again. We stood in the school yard 627 00:33:51,600 --> 00:33:53,960 Speaker 1: for three hours listening to it. I didn't know what 628 00:33:54,080 --> 00:33:56,720 Speaker 1: I didn't know what whatever that was it was the 629 00:33:56,920 --> 00:33:59,280 Speaker 1: I felt it it was the coolest thing ever. We 630 00:33:59,320 --> 00:34:02,280 Speaker 1: start different. I was just listening to that over and 631 00:34:02,480 --> 00:34:04,720 Speaker 1: it was just a little one minute one little kid 632 00:34:04,720 --> 00:34:08,920 Speaker 1: had static and everything. So I had to the recording 633 00:34:08,960 --> 00:34:14,000 Speaker 1: from alive. It was from a pirate radio um WFUV 634 00:34:14,360 --> 00:34:17,360 Speaker 1: Eddie Chiba had a Wednesday night. He had a station. 635 00:34:17,800 --> 00:34:20,080 Speaker 1: Only some people in Queen's could get it if you, 636 00:34:20,400 --> 00:34:23,839 Speaker 1: depending where you was your house was situated. So I 637 00:34:23,920 --> 00:34:26,000 Speaker 1: hit Billy with the question, your billy, man, can I 638 00:34:26,080 --> 00:34:29,319 Speaker 1: hold your tape? Hell no, Daryl mcdann, you just can't 639 00:34:29,320 --> 00:34:32,000 Speaker 1: hold my mother fucking tape this and that. You know, Billy, 640 00:34:32,000 --> 00:34:34,200 Speaker 1: I'll give you my allowance. I'll run home and give you. 641 00:34:34,560 --> 00:34:37,160 Speaker 1: I'll steal my father's car keys and give you. He's like, yeah, 642 00:34:37,239 --> 00:34:39,560 Speaker 1: y'all come home and no. So he saw he just 643 00:34:39,600 --> 00:34:41,920 Speaker 1: saw that I really wanted. It was a Friday afternoon. 644 00:34:42,320 --> 00:34:44,680 Speaker 1: He said, Daryl, you're a good kid. You can hold up. 645 00:34:44,719 --> 00:34:47,320 Speaker 1: Bring my fucking tape back Monday morning. Yes, So the 646 00:34:47,440 --> 00:34:51,600 Speaker 1: whole weekend, Friday night, all the way till Saturday Sunday, 647 00:34:51,960 --> 00:34:53,719 Speaker 1: I hated. I dreaded to give it back back. The 648 00:34:53,800 --> 00:34:55,880 Speaker 1: whole weekend. I just sat there listening to that over 649 00:34:56,280 --> 00:34:58,960 Speaker 1: and over and over. Monday, I gave it back to 650 00:34:59,040 --> 00:35:02,520 Speaker 1: Billy and that was it, Rickett, that was it. I 651 00:35:02,600 --> 00:35:05,920 Speaker 1: went back to my comic book Skateboard Bike Riding Self, 652 00:35:06,640 --> 00:35:10,160 Speaker 1: Summer Comes School, let's out, Summer Comes Now. Because of 653 00:35:10,200 --> 00:35:13,000 Speaker 1: the tape, it was always here, but I I it 654 00:35:13,040 --> 00:35:16,120 Speaker 1: wasn't my world yet. Now I'm noticing, Oh, that's what 655 00:35:16,160 --> 00:35:18,400 Speaker 1: they do in the park when the van comes and 656 00:35:18,440 --> 00:35:20,719 Speaker 1: they put the records out, and then they played the 657 00:35:20,800 --> 00:35:23,719 Speaker 1: speakers on and they started talking over the music. It 658 00:35:23,760 --> 00:35:27,000 Speaker 1: was still pretty new, right, it's so new. Oh no, 659 00:35:27,040 --> 00:35:29,880 Speaker 1: if it hadn't really had it was very new and 660 00:35:30,040 --> 00:35:33,160 Speaker 1: soaked in. Like I heard it and didn't know about it. 661 00:35:33,400 --> 00:35:36,359 Speaker 1: I heard it and then went away. Yes, so that's 662 00:35:36,360 --> 00:35:38,360 Speaker 1: when I started, No, oh, that's it was just this, 663 00:35:38,520 --> 00:35:40,319 Speaker 1: rick I'm round my bike to the part. So at 664 00:35:40,320 --> 00:35:45,200 Speaker 1: that time they were probably no, there wasn't even um 665 00:35:45,520 --> 00:35:48,359 Speaker 1: nobody knew what was going on in the Bronx. It 666 00:35:48,400 --> 00:35:52,000 Speaker 1: was just happening live at parties, every block part right, 667 00:35:52,120 --> 00:35:55,879 Speaker 1: So that summer even for the sugar Hill gag, right, 668 00:35:55,920 --> 00:35:58,160 Speaker 1: we had way before the sugar Hill gag. This this 669 00:35:58,280 --> 00:36:02,640 Speaker 1: probably was what the seventy this seventy but I remember 670 00:36:02,640 --> 00:36:05,319 Speaker 1: the bi centennial came when the by centennial quarters came 671 00:36:05,360 --> 00:36:08,879 Speaker 1: out the seven seventy eight, it was seventy eight because 672 00:36:08,880 --> 00:36:11,319 Speaker 1: I graduated. I graduated eighth grade in seventy nine. This 673 00:36:11,440 --> 00:36:16,040 Speaker 1: was seventy eight. So my brother comes to me, so, Jo, Daryl, 674 00:36:16,760 --> 00:36:19,720 Speaker 1: we gotta get some turntables in the mix. And I'm like, yeah, okay, okay, 675 00:36:19,760 --> 00:36:21,920 Speaker 1: you know I'm the little brother whatever whatever. So we 676 00:36:21,960 --> 00:36:25,240 Speaker 1: had a problem. Rick. We didn't sell weed. The guysa 677 00:36:25,360 --> 00:36:27,400 Speaker 1: so we have money. They was getting the good stuff. 678 00:36:27,440 --> 00:36:30,320 Speaker 1: All we had was my mother and father's receiver with 679 00:36:30,560 --> 00:36:35,080 Speaker 1: their their bullshit turntable and two bullshit win speakers. My 680 00:36:35,120 --> 00:36:37,840 Speaker 1: brother Alpha, we had a whole bit big comic book collection. 681 00:36:38,440 --> 00:36:40,200 Speaker 1: He said, Yo, we're gonna do a comic book sales, 682 00:36:40,239 --> 00:36:42,480 Speaker 1: so we could get enough money to get one Gemini'm 683 00:36:42,640 --> 00:36:46,600 Speaker 1: Up and Down mix up and one more BSR Wood turntable. 684 00:36:47,080 --> 00:36:49,520 Speaker 1: So we did that. So the next thing that happened, 685 00:36:49,560 --> 00:36:52,120 Speaker 1: this is when it began for me. A friend of 686 00:36:52,160 --> 00:36:56,800 Speaker 1: mine had a box up the cassette thing with this 687 00:36:56,960 --> 00:37:01,440 Speaker 1: guy named Grandmaster Flash and Grandmass. The Flash was doing 688 00:37:01,520 --> 00:37:04,839 Speaker 1: the Real Good Times, which rappers the like sample. But 689 00:37:04,920 --> 00:37:07,360 Speaker 1: he made it do this. It came on, um, you know, 690 00:37:07,440 --> 00:37:10,440 Speaker 1: good bees are the good time and the guy was 691 00:37:10,480 --> 00:37:13,360 Speaker 1: on the mike, Ladies and gentlemen, gentlemen, the Grand brand 692 00:37:13,480 --> 00:37:16,960 Speaker 1: Master Master flat, and I was those vocals were more 693 00:37:17,040 --> 00:37:19,759 Speaker 1: dynamic than hip hop. Down was what the fuck with 694 00:37:19,800 --> 00:37:22,000 Speaker 1: the cho What the hell is this, Ladies and gentlemen, 695 00:37:22,040 --> 00:37:24,520 Speaker 1: The Grand Master flash that she said, ding ling ling 696 00:37:24,600 --> 00:37:29,600 Speaker 1: ling ling, good times, boom boom, boom, bump bump, bump bump, 697 00:37:29,719 --> 00:37:32,600 Speaker 1: good times, boom boom. By the fuck he's a doing 698 00:37:32,480 --> 00:37:35,120 Speaker 1: no bump, bump, bump, bump, good tip. Then it's a 699 00:37:35,239 --> 00:37:38,359 Speaker 1: good time, good Denn, it's a good good, good good. 700 00:37:38,360 --> 00:37:40,160 Speaker 1: I'm gonna cut the funk out of there because you've 701 00:37:40,200 --> 00:37:42,759 Speaker 1: got magic rigors, no video. I'm listening. What the fire 702 00:37:42,840 --> 00:37:45,440 Speaker 1: did he make good times? Do that shit? So now 703 00:37:45,520 --> 00:37:49,279 Speaker 1: I go down in the basement and I'm taking my 704 00:37:49,360 --> 00:37:52,160 Speaker 1: brothers records and Anthony's things, and I'm trying to do 705 00:37:52,239 --> 00:37:54,360 Speaker 1: the thing I heard on the tape. Took me a 706 00:37:54,360 --> 00:37:55,759 Speaker 1: while to get it, but then I was able to 707 00:37:55,840 --> 00:37:58,319 Speaker 1: do the quick mix of good Times great. I was 708 00:37:58,400 --> 00:38:00,920 Speaker 1: my own DJ, my DJ name. In my basement, I 709 00:38:01,000 --> 00:38:05,080 Speaker 1: was pretending I was Grandmaster Get High because you don't 710 00:38:05,120 --> 00:38:07,680 Speaker 1: need all English a weed because my music will intoxic 711 00:38:07,880 --> 00:38:10,359 Speaker 1: ate you. So it was Grandmaster Get High and MC 712 00:38:10,520 --> 00:38:12,800 Speaker 1: eazy D. I was both of them and were fifteen 713 00:38:13,320 --> 00:38:15,880 Speaker 1: fifteen years old, and it was all make belief, pretending, 714 00:38:15,920 --> 00:38:18,960 Speaker 1: and it was just for yourself. It was I didn't 715 00:38:18,960 --> 00:38:21,279 Speaker 1: want to make records and stuff like that. It's just 716 00:38:21,440 --> 00:38:24,520 Speaker 1: for me, beautiful. It was yet the same way girls 717 00:38:24,560 --> 00:38:26,959 Speaker 1: played with Barbie and dudes play with g I Joe. 718 00:38:27,800 --> 00:38:31,520 Speaker 1: I was pretending to be whatever that thing that these 719 00:38:31,560 --> 00:38:34,279 Speaker 1: guys do that not me. Yes, it was pretend, but 720 00:38:34,360 --> 00:38:37,920 Speaker 1: it was the best feeling ever. That's amazing. After that, 721 00:38:38,160 --> 00:38:41,280 Speaker 1: what happened was remembered. I went to Saint Pascal Bayline 722 00:38:41,560 --> 00:38:45,720 Speaker 1: Elementary School. So now my routine was to come home, 723 00:38:45,800 --> 00:38:49,360 Speaker 1: you know, do my homework first whatever, watch Adam's family 724 00:38:49,400 --> 00:38:52,960 Speaker 1: offense stones or whatever, and then um, after I took 725 00:38:53,000 --> 00:38:55,280 Speaker 1: my shower, whatever, mom, I'm going out in the basement. 726 00:38:55,320 --> 00:38:58,800 Speaker 1: That was my whole routine run. Joseph Simmons was always 727 00:38:58,800 --> 00:39:00,719 Speaker 1: in the other class, and we would get out of 728 00:39:00,719 --> 00:39:03,840 Speaker 1: school two ten, so we'd be at my house plus 729 00:39:03,880 --> 00:39:07,160 Speaker 1: two twenty and my parents would get home at four PM. 730 00:39:07,200 --> 00:39:09,960 Speaker 1: He sees me and my brother's turn tables and he 731 00:39:10,000 --> 00:39:12,200 Speaker 1: looks and he goes, Joe, do you do that? And 732 00:39:12,239 --> 00:39:14,879 Speaker 1: I go, no, it's it's myself. I go, nah, that's 733 00:39:14,920 --> 00:39:18,760 Speaker 1: my brother's turntable. So then Joe goes, Yo, my brother's 734 00:39:18,880 --> 00:39:21,320 Speaker 1: Russell Russ. You ever see those flyers that's up on 735 00:39:21,400 --> 00:39:24,080 Speaker 1: the telephone poles. I'm like yeah, So now I'm playing 736 00:39:24,080 --> 00:39:26,839 Speaker 1: like I don't care. I got an entrance bold your 737 00:39:26,880 --> 00:39:29,400 Speaker 1: brother does this rap day? He says, yeah, my brother's 738 00:39:29,480 --> 00:39:32,560 Speaker 1: Russell Russe. He chose parties and um he promotes Curtis 739 00:39:32,560 --> 00:39:35,080 Speaker 1: Blow and like he starts dropping names and stuff like that. 740 00:39:35,200 --> 00:39:38,879 Speaker 1: I know Bam Bota and um um DJ Hollywood. So I'm, 741 00:39:38,920 --> 00:39:40,719 Speaker 1: you know, acting like I don't care and stuff like that. 742 00:39:40,840 --> 00:39:43,920 Speaker 1: So I go I dabbled a little bit, and Joe goes, yeah, 743 00:39:44,000 --> 00:39:46,000 Speaker 1: let me see what you could do. So I'll go 744 00:39:46,000 --> 00:39:49,600 Speaker 1: over to turn tables. I'm showing off now Lean Lan 745 00:39:49,719 --> 00:39:54,080 Speaker 1: lan Lee, good times, bon Bone, good time. Oh. Joe's like, 746 00:39:54,120 --> 00:39:56,200 Speaker 1: oh shit, Well Joe knew how to DJ, but he 747 00:39:56,200 --> 00:39:58,680 Speaker 1: ain't know how the batsman. So I said, he said, Yo, 748 00:39:58,719 --> 00:40:00,160 Speaker 1: you gotta teach me how to do that. Man, so 749 00:40:00,200 --> 00:40:02,200 Speaker 1: when I do when I go out with Curtis Blow, 750 00:40:02,480 --> 00:40:04,479 Speaker 1: when my brother brings about to Curtis Blow, I'm gonna 751 00:40:04,480 --> 00:40:07,120 Speaker 1: do that shit for Curtis Blow. So the routine was, 752 00:40:07,239 --> 00:40:10,160 Speaker 1: now we're gonna come to my house from two twenty 753 00:40:10,560 --> 00:40:13,440 Speaker 1: to like, uh, from two twenty to three o'clock, we're 754 00:40:13,440 --> 00:40:16,400 Speaker 1: gonna play basketball. But from three o'clock to three thirty five, 755 00:40:16,440 --> 00:40:18,120 Speaker 1: we're gonna go in the basement. We're gonna DJ and 756 00:40:18,160 --> 00:40:20,360 Speaker 1: stuff like that. So we started doing that. When we 757 00:40:20,360 --> 00:40:22,560 Speaker 1: started doing that, that's when Joe's now he's coming over. 758 00:40:22,560 --> 00:40:25,400 Speaker 1: He's bringing cassette tapes. Yo, this is me with Curtis 759 00:40:25,400 --> 00:40:28,480 Speaker 1: Blow up Barn Martin and you hear Kurt my disco 760 00:40:28,680 --> 00:40:30,680 Speaker 1: son DJ Run and then you're a joke. I'm on 761 00:40:30,719 --> 00:40:32,799 Speaker 1: bust his little rhyme and stuff like that. So now 762 00:40:32,840 --> 00:40:37,560 Speaker 1: I'm intrigued. But the whole time Rick he does that, Joe, Wow, 763 00:40:37,680 --> 00:40:41,120 Speaker 1: you really do it like it's far from my mind. 764 00:40:41,480 --> 00:40:44,239 Speaker 1: So the next time we're in the basement, were in 765 00:40:44,239 --> 00:40:46,480 Speaker 1: a basement, I'll never forget. Joe was on the turn No, 766 00:40:46,600 --> 00:40:48,759 Speaker 1: I was on the turntables, and I would always make 767 00:40:48,800 --> 00:40:51,279 Speaker 1: peanut butter and jelly and potato chips for whoever was 768 00:40:51,440 --> 00:40:53,719 Speaker 1: visiting my house. So Joe was sitting there and he 769 00:40:53,719 --> 00:40:57,960 Speaker 1: picks up my black and white notebooks and he goes, Joe, Daryl, 770 00:40:58,560 --> 00:41:02,000 Speaker 1: you rots. And I was like, yeah, this, you know, 771 00:41:02,200 --> 00:41:04,239 Speaker 1: it's just a hobby. He's like, yoh, this is really good. 772 00:41:04,600 --> 00:41:06,520 Speaker 1: And he looks at me, reckon, I'll never forget the 773 00:41:06,640 --> 00:41:09,720 Speaker 1: day he goes, and it seemed like the whole world 774 00:41:09,760 --> 00:41:15,680 Speaker 1: sloop slows down. When my brother Russell lets me make 775 00:41:15,960 --> 00:41:20,719 Speaker 1: my record, I'm putting you in my group. So I 776 00:41:20,840 --> 00:41:22,880 Speaker 1: look at him, like this record one day you're out 777 00:41:22,880 --> 00:41:25,640 Speaker 1: the other What the fuck did you like? Foreign language? 778 00:41:25,640 --> 00:41:28,120 Speaker 1: What the hell do then think? No? Now what the fun? 779 00:41:28,120 --> 00:41:30,279 Speaker 1: No like? And I was like, I don't do this. 780 00:41:30,320 --> 00:41:34,880 Speaker 1: That's cram flash y'all like do this. I graduate um 781 00:41:35,000 --> 00:41:38,520 Speaker 1: um um. June of eighty two and August of eighty two. 782 00:41:38,600 --> 00:41:40,640 Speaker 1: You know, me and Joe was hanging out. I've seeing 783 00:41:40,680 --> 00:41:43,239 Speaker 1: him hang with button stuff. August eighty two. I'll never 784 00:41:43,280 --> 00:41:46,759 Speaker 1: forget the phone rings. It's Joe and he goes, Yo, 785 00:41:46,920 --> 00:41:51,840 Speaker 1: d Remember when I said, when I make a record, 786 00:41:51,920 --> 00:41:53,920 Speaker 1: when my brother lets me make a record, I'm putting 787 00:41:53,920 --> 00:41:56,600 Speaker 1: you into my group. And I'm like, yeah, grab your 788 00:41:56,680 --> 00:41:59,440 Speaker 1: rom books, we're gonna make studio. We're gonna make a record. 789 00:41:59,480 --> 00:42:01,759 Speaker 1: I'm gonna do this record called It's like that. I 790 00:42:01,840 --> 00:42:03,680 Speaker 1: just want you to write a bunch of rhunds about 791 00:42:03,719 --> 00:42:06,080 Speaker 1: how the world is it's like home. I'm still not 792 00:42:06,200 --> 00:42:09,600 Speaker 1: say Okay, that's easy, so I write it that next 793 00:42:09,719 --> 00:42:13,680 Speaker 1: the next week, it was Sunday, two pm. Joe and 794 00:42:13,760 --> 00:42:16,080 Speaker 1: Larry Smith falls up to my house and takes me 795 00:42:16,120 --> 00:42:19,160 Speaker 1: to Green Street Recording Studios. How many years after the 796 00:42:19,320 --> 00:42:22,960 Speaker 1: first conversation years, four years later, four years later, unbelievable, 797 00:42:23,320 --> 00:42:28,160 Speaker 1: four years later, And I guess I needed that four 798 00:42:28,239 --> 00:42:31,120 Speaker 1: years to prep. Yeah, I had no idea this was 799 00:42:31,160 --> 00:42:34,799 Speaker 1: coming over, just me loving. When Joe finally called, I 800 00:42:34,880 --> 00:42:38,160 Speaker 1: was remember I heard Eddie Chie but I was writing 801 00:42:38,200 --> 00:42:40,839 Speaker 1: one way. Then I heard Rappers, the lighting, super rit 802 00:42:40,960 --> 00:42:43,239 Speaker 1: was writing woman. Then I heard the Chris every at 803 00:42:43,239 --> 00:42:45,120 Speaker 1: every level up. Change that change that. When I heard 804 00:42:45,120 --> 00:42:47,759 Speaker 1: the call Chris, this is the one that stucks. That's 805 00:42:47,800 --> 00:42:51,560 Speaker 1: when the call came. So Joe, when we we had 806 00:42:51,600 --> 00:42:53,160 Speaker 1: the demo that and now we're going to go to 807 00:42:53,160 --> 00:42:55,680 Speaker 1: the studio to make it. Joe had to convince Russell 808 00:42:55,760 --> 00:42:58,759 Speaker 1: to let me rhyme with him. Russell was like goo 809 00:42:58,840 --> 00:43:02,839 Speaker 1: d smart this and that whatever whatever, but he's not you. Yes, 810 00:43:03,040 --> 00:43:06,000 Speaker 1: and g Joe had seen me in the basement. Russell 811 00:43:06,040 --> 00:43:08,640 Speaker 1: never so Joe saw what the world inn't see. Yes. 812 00:43:08,880 --> 00:43:10,920 Speaker 1: So Joe was like, yo, Joe, you got it. So 813 00:43:11,000 --> 00:43:13,400 Speaker 1: Russell was like, okay, Daryl can record and slight that 814 00:43:13,440 --> 00:43:16,160 Speaker 1: with you. So we make it like that, and then 815 00:43:16,239 --> 00:43:18,799 Speaker 1: Joe goes in and records Suck Him Seas, which was 816 00:43:18,840 --> 00:43:21,360 Speaker 1: his record. Yes, that's why three times on the record. 817 00:43:21,800 --> 00:43:24,200 Speaker 1: So we did it like that. Joe Russell was um 818 00:43:27,239 --> 00:43:30,480 Speaker 1: not impressed, but ino d I like your voice, like 819 00:43:30,520 --> 00:43:32,319 Speaker 1: you know. He was liked like you. But he wrote 820 00:43:32,360 --> 00:43:34,560 Speaker 1: some good rounds like you know. But he still wasn't 821 00:43:34,600 --> 00:43:36,680 Speaker 1: so he was like, he was, so okay, I'll give 822 00:43:36,719 --> 00:43:38,520 Speaker 1: it to you. I'll give it. The record was good, 823 00:43:38,880 --> 00:43:42,040 Speaker 1: this and that. So Joe going and drop Suck Him Sees. 824 00:43:42,480 --> 00:43:44,200 Speaker 1: Joe comes out the booth. Now I was supposed to 825 00:43:44,200 --> 00:43:46,879 Speaker 1: be it'slight that Suck Him Seas was all here, Joe goes, 826 00:43:46,920 --> 00:43:49,880 Speaker 1: Joe d going in and put a verse on it. No, no, 827 00:43:49,960 --> 00:43:52,120 Speaker 1: you ain't gonna get Russell mad at me. Hell, the 828 00:43:52,160 --> 00:43:54,120 Speaker 1: motherfucker don't even want me here. You think I'm ruining. 829 00:43:54,320 --> 00:43:56,680 Speaker 1: I ain't. I'm not trying to fuck up. And already 830 00:43:56,920 --> 00:43:58,880 Speaker 1: it's two in the morning. I didn't even tell my 831 00:43:58,920 --> 00:44:01,640 Speaker 1: parents I'm doing this. I'm thinking I'm going into the basement. 832 00:44:01,680 --> 00:44:03,640 Speaker 1: I just leave the house at two pm and it's 833 00:44:03,640 --> 00:44:05,600 Speaker 1: two in the morning. So in my whole mind, I 834 00:44:05,680 --> 00:44:07,560 Speaker 1: know I'm getting in trouble and my parents gonna be 835 00:44:07,600 --> 00:44:10,400 Speaker 1: waiting that the motherfucker will was you at So Joe said, Yo, 836 00:44:10,560 --> 00:44:12,480 Speaker 1: I want Russell to see that you do this shit. 837 00:44:12,640 --> 00:44:14,560 Speaker 1: And I'm like, I don't know. I don't know nothing 838 00:44:14,560 --> 00:44:17,560 Speaker 1: about street kids. I'm fucking Catholic, Like you know, I 839 00:44:17,600 --> 00:44:19,560 Speaker 1: didn't know nothing about that ship that he was right. 840 00:44:19,600 --> 00:44:22,239 Speaker 1: He just said, going in, say your newest rhyme. So 841 00:44:22,360 --> 00:44:24,600 Speaker 1: it's summer eighty two. I was a class of eighty 842 00:44:24,600 --> 00:44:27,840 Speaker 1: two when I got the letter from Saint John's University 843 00:44:27,880 --> 00:44:30,839 Speaker 1: and I got accepted. Before I even told my mother, 844 00:44:30,880 --> 00:44:32,480 Speaker 1: I just went down in the basement. I wrote this 845 00:44:32,520 --> 00:44:35,239 Speaker 1: little rhyme, I'm DMC and the place to be going 846 00:44:35,280 --> 00:44:38,239 Speaker 1: to Saint John's Universe. I had that rhyme. I didn't 847 00:44:38,239 --> 00:44:40,200 Speaker 1: write it for the record, I just so just just 848 00:44:40,200 --> 00:44:42,320 Speaker 1: going and say your new rhyme. So going, Okay, I'm 849 00:44:42,360 --> 00:44:44,440 Speaker 1: saying this new rhyme at a row. So he said, 850 00:44:44,440 --> 00:44:46,040 Speaker 1: I'm gonna set it up for a DMC n if 851 00:44:46,040 --> 00:44:48,560 Speaker 1: you're ready the people rocket steady, I'm driving me cars. 852 00:44:48,560 --> 00:44:51,399 Speaker 1: Get your gays from getting I'm DMC and the place 853 00:44:51,480 --> 00:44:54,680 Speaker 1: to be. I'll go to Saint John's University. And since 854 00:44:54,760 --> 00:44:57,120 Speaker 1: Kennedy Garden out quiet, I said. The whole little rhyme 855 00:44:57,160 --> 00:45:00,440 Speaker 1: and stuff like that came out to both Larry. Andy 856 00:45:00,640 --> 00:45:02,759 Speaker 1: was like, Yo, Like, I'm like, what the fuck is 857 00:45:02,800 --> 00:45:04,719 Speaker 1: going on? Yo? Ruck, Russell comes to Yo, Russell, you 858 00:45:04,719 --> 00:45:08,600 Speaker 1: gotta heard this. Russell stands there yod that for the 859 00:45:08,600 --> 00:45:11,400 Speaker 1: rest of the session. That's manager shit now for the 860 00:45:11,440 --> 00:45:14,040 Speaker 1: rest of the session in Green Street. At first, Russell 861 00:45:14,080 --> 00:45:16,000 Speaker 1: was avoiding me for the rest of the session. I'm 862 00:45:16,040 --> 00:45:19,120 Speaker 1: just sitting there say, um, Larry, what ud You're not 863 00:45:19,120 --> 00:45:21,160 Speaker 1: gonna make it home till five in the morning. Damn, 864 00:45:21,239 --> 00:45:23,400 Speaker 1: I'm fucking in trouble now. But for the rest of 865 00:45:23,440 --> 00:45:25,799 Speaker 1: the session. You know, we're in Green Street, New York 866 00:45:25,840 --> 00:45:28,799 Speaker 1: at this time, people coming in through all times of night. Yes, 867 00:45:28,920 --> 00:45:31,040 Speaker 1: everybody who came to the door Russell say, d stay 868 00:45:31,040 --> 00:45:33,640 Speaker 1: the round. I can't even care about Joe. He'sa staying 869 00:45:33,640 --> 00:45:35,239 Speaker 1: a round. You listen to this. He's talking about Saint 870 00:45:35,280 --> 00:45:38,719 Speaker 1: John's University and that how it all came together. Amazing. 871 00:45:38,920 --> 00:45:41,040 Speaker 1: When did when did Jay become part of the group? 872 00:45:41,840 --> 00:45:44,400 Speaker 1: Jay became part of the group after Russell got a 873 00:45:44,520 --> 00:45:48,640 Speaker 1: sign to profile. Yes. Um, Russell goes, Yo, you're gonna 874 00:45:48,680 --> 00:45:50,560 Speaker 1: need a DJ if your dude shows and Joe goes, 875 00:45:50,560 --> 00:45:52,680 Speaker 1: oh shit, we didn't think about that part. This is 876 00:45:52,760 --> 00:45:56,680 Speaker 1: great history. Joe picks Smith first because Smith Jay was 877 00:45:56,719 --> 00:45:59,319 Speaker 1: down with two fifth down, but Jay picked I mean 878 00:45:59,400 --> 00:46:02,319 Speaker 1: Joe picks Smith first. Smith. Joe said, yo, man did 879 00:46:02,440 --> 00:46:04,719 Speaker 1: me and Daryl McDaniels got this record? You want to 880 00:46:04,760 --> 00:46:06,600 Speaker 1: be our DJ? So Smith says, yeah, I'll do that. 881 00:46:07,239 --> 00:46:09,719 Speaker 1: When it was time for us to really start, Yo, 882 00:46:09,800 --> 00:46:11,839 Speaker 1: we got a show coming up, Smith said, nah, man, 883 00:46:12,320 --> 00:46:14,960 Speaker 1: I can't be your d's true story. Rickie goes, nah man, 884 00:46:14,960 --> 00:46:16,600 Speaker 1: I can't be your DJ. Man I got a job 885 00:46:16,600 --> 00:46:19,399 Speaker 1: at the post office. Yeah, so now we ain't got 886 00:46:19,400 --> 00:46:22,239 Speaker 1: no DJ. So he picked j In and Javid came 887 00:46:22,280 --> 00:46:25,439 Speaker 1: out DJ because we was doing a show, and um 888 00:46:25,480 --> 00:46:28,839 Speaker 1: we was Our first show was in um in North 889 00:46:28,880 --> 00:46:34,719 Speaker 1: Carolina at a high school. So Smith quit because he 890 00:46:34,760 --> 00:46:39,839 Speaker 1: didn't see, Yeah, it wasn't real I not got a job, man, 891 00:46:40,000 --> 00:46:42,640 Speaker 1: of course, got a job at the post office, of course. 892 00:46:43,120 --> 00:46:44,960 Speaker 1: So Jo d didn't want to make records because he 893 00:46:45,000 --> 00:46:46,560 Speaker 1: worked in a record store. He was like, I have 894 00:46:46,560 --> 00:46:48,719 Speaker 1: a job. I can't do that. What do you mean? Yeah, 895 00:46:49,360 --> 00:46:54,520 Speaker 1: but people don't understand how small of a world hip 896 00:46:54,560 --> 00:46:58,120 Speaker 1: hop was at that time, and it wouldn't be realistic 897 00:46:58,160 --> 00:47:00,560 Speaker 1: if you did have a job. You're not stopping it, 898 00:47:00,880 --> 00:47:04,080 Speaker 1: stopping it to do this because nobody's going anywhere and 899 00:47:04,160 --> 00:47:07,080 Speaker 1: doing that at all. No, you did it because you 900 00:47:07,120 --> 00:47:10,319 Speaker 1: loved it. Yeah, yeah, I mean the whole thing was. Look, 901 00:47:10,320 --> 00:47:12,359 Speaker 1: we were just happy to get out. I mean, Joe 902 00:47:12,440 --> 00:47:14,799 Speaker 1: had a little bit more vision because he was it 903 00:47:14,840 --> 00:47:16,920 Speaker 1: was in his living room six or he knew there 904 00:47:16,960 --> 00:47:19,000 Speaker 1: was money, Like Joe knew, man, I could get some 905 00:47:19,040 --> 00:47:22,120 Speaker 1: new Adidas and and and British Walkers and Puma's offerers. 906 00:47:22,520 --> 00:47:25,560 Speaker 1: For me, my thing was, Wow, if I get played 907 00:47:25,600 --> 00:47:28,640 Speaker 1: on Magic, I made it. It's incredible. Yeah, Like if 908 00:47:28,719 --> 00:47:32,879 Speaker 1: Magic played my yeah, I made it, and that was it. 909 00:47:33,000 --> 00:47:35,160 Speaker 1: We didn't know you know that it was gonna go 910 00:47:35,200 --> 00:47:37,319 Speaker 1: that fun. I just bring up Smith because Smith was 911 00:47:37,320 --> 00:47:40,319 Speaker 1: like nah man and I spent Mister Magic was a 912 00:47:40,440 --> 00:47:44,759 Speaker 1: DJ who had a show on w HBI. First. It 913 00:47:44,800 --> 00:47:46,880 Speaker 1: was one hour a week, one hour, and that was 914 00:47:46,920 --> 00:47:49,080 Speaker 1: the only place you could hear any hip hop music 915 00:47:49,200 --> 00:47:51,759 Speaker 1: at all at all. That was if you got your 916 00:47:51,760 --> 00:47:54,080 Speaker 1: record on there, you arrived. That was it. And we 917 00:47:54,120 --> 00:47:56,680 Speaker 1: would record that every week and listen to it all week, 918 00:47:56,760 --> 00:48:00,000 Speaker 1: pause and records as soon as it came on. Yeah, 919 00:48:00,080 --> 00:48:02,240 Speaker 1: and that's all it was. But in the early shows 920 00:48:02,280 --> 00:48:04,120 Speaker 1: we played a lot in our neighborhood. He played all 921 00:48:04,120 --> 00:48:07,640 Speaker 1: the roller skating ranks. Um, you already dressed as run DMC. 922 00:48:08,480 --> 00:48:11,399 Speaker 1: How how are you? What was the original presentation? Oh 923 00:48:11,440 --> 00:48:15,520 Speaker 1: my god, man, I looked like a um. I looked 924 00:48:15,560 --> 00:48:18,719 Speaker 1: like a kid, and I looked like a freshman in 925 00:48:18,760 --> 00:48:24,160 Speaker 1: college was taking um um biology. I had on a 926 00:48:24,520 --> 00:48:29,320 Speaker 1: gray silk shirts, some gabardine gray pants. Pumas, had on 927 00:48:29,440 --> 00:48:33,120 Speaker 1: blue and white pumas, and Joe always thought it was cool. 928 00:48:33,120 --> 00:48:36,960 Speaker 1: I had this long um um um um London fog 929 00:48:37,320 --> 00:48:40,040 Speaker 1: blue trench coat. Yes, so that was the coolest thing 930 00:48:40,080 --> 00:48:43,800 Speaker 1: in my wardrobe. Joe had the leather, the burgundy leather blazers, 931 00:48:43,840 --> 00:48:46,960 Speaker 1: which was popular back then. Um, he had on his 932 00:48:47,080 --> 00:48:50,520 Speaker 1: leash and he had on on white on white Adidas. 933 00:48:51,280 --> 00:48:55,680 Speaker 1: But your man Jay, your man Jay had the fucking 934 00:48:55,800 --> 00:48:59,160 Speaker 1: godfather had on. He had the fucking shams, the bearing, 935 00:48:59,200 --> 00:49:01,600 Speaker 1: he had the fucking it will go Jane, you had 936 00:49:01,640 --> 00:49:03,960 Speaker 1: the fucking leaves on. He at the Dida's on, He 937 00:49:04,040 --> 00:49:06,879 Speaker 1: at the quarter field, he at the goose bubble, at 938 00:49:06,920 --> 00:49:09,279 Speaker 1: their name played, He at the gazelles, at the due 939 00:49:09,360 --> 00:49:13,080 Speaker 1: Rag hanging off. He was the coolest, always the coolest. 940 00:49:13,120 --> 00:49:16,319 Speaker 1: He was always favor I miss him. I miss him 941 00:49:16,480 --> 00:49:19,040 Speaker 1: all the time, think about him all the time. You 942 00:49:19,120 --> 00:49:22,279 Speaker 1: have to, yeah, you have to. Most beautiful smile, Yes, 943 00:49:22,520 --> 00:49:27,360 Speaker 1: most beautiful smile. Just good person, good beautiful outside of 944 00:49:27,400 --> 00:49:33,360 Speaker 1: being Jay, of course, beautiful being. He brought life, flavor 945 00:49:33,360 --> 00:49:35,960 Speaker 1: and everything to us. Absolutely so. Me and Run was 946 00:49:36,280 --> 00:49:40,399 Speaker 1: uncoordinated as hell. Mean, I was wearing pumas. And then 947 00:49:40,400 --> 00:49:43,719 Speaker 1: we started playing New York Um. We started playing um 948 00:49:43,920 --> 00:49:48,240 Speaker 1: um um Um. Dancer Terrier was the hangout spot the world, 949 00:49:48,880 --> 00:49:51,560 Speaker 1: and then we started moving into the rocks and stuff 950 00:49:51,600 --> 00:49:53,759 Speaker 1: like that. But I first show at the Fever, Jay 951 00:49:53,880 --> 00:49:57,759 Speaker 1: missed it. So DJ Star Child from the Fever DJ 952 00:49:57,960 --> 00:50:01,680 Speaker 1: for us. Our second started to Jay wasn't gonna miss it. 953 00:50:02,680 --> 00:50:04,719 Speaker 1: So when we pulled up on two thirds to get Jay, 954 00:50:05,440 --> 00:50:08,120 Speaker 1: Jay comes checked this out right. Jake comes on the 955 00:50:08,120 --> 00:50:12,759 Speaker 1: steps for that show I had on pumas Um. It's 956 00:50:12,800 --> 00:50:14,839 Speaker 1: that famous picture with me and Joe got to check 957 00:50:14,880 --> 00:50:18,319 Speaker 1: a jacket on. Yeah after fever, Yes, Joe Ja Ja 958 00:50:18,480 --> 00:50:20,759 Speaker 1: missed that show. Yes, the second show, we got that 959 00:50:20,880 --> 00:50:23,560 Speaker 1: same shit on and we pull up to Jay House 960 00:50:23,640 --> 00:50:26,560 Speaker 1: and two thirds Jake comes out on a stoop. He 961 00:50:26,640 --> 00:50:29,560 Speaker 1: got the big fourth speak of box, he got the 962 00:50:29,640 --> 00:50:32,719 Speaker 1: Godfather had on, he got the black Adida jacket with 963 00:50:32,760 --> 00:50:35,759 Speaker 1: the white stripes coming down, he got the black leaves on, 964 00:50:35,880 --> 00:50:38,000 Speaker 1: and he got on brand new black and white shell 965 00:50:38,120 --> 00:50:42,200 Speaker 1: to Adidas with the tongue sticking up like tombstones, and 966 00:50:42,280 --> 00:50:44,600 Speaker 1: he got the laces around his neck. As soon as 967 00:50:44,600 --> 00:50:46,719 Speaker 1: he stepped on the steps, before it even could come 968 00:50:46,719 --> 00:50:50,040 Speaker 1: out of Larry's mouth, that mem say, Yo, that's how 969 00:50:50,080 --> 00:50:56,040 Speaker 1: outfit how Jay dressed in real life. No. In ninth 970 00:50:56,040 --> 00:50:58,080 Speaker 1: Brad tim that Jay was going to school like that. 971 00:50:59,680 --> 00:51:02,920 Speaker 1: That's our outfit. So that the second shows the fevers 972 00:51:02,960 --> 00:51:05,319 Speaker 1: the day that Rundy m C look came together as 973 00:51:05,320 --> 00:51:09,080 Speaker 1: a jam Master Jay. Wow, incredible, it's crazy beautiful. So 974 00:51:09,200 --> 00:51:12,640 Speaker 1: Jay dressed us, Jay dressed us and Jay Um Jay 975 00:51:12,800 --> 00:51:16,920 Speaker 1: was the Jay was the vibe flavor, Yes, of every 976 00:51:17,000 --> 00:51:20,360 Speaker 1: definite that we had, the fashion sense always. Oh, he 977 00:51:20,480 --> 00:51:23,439 Speaker 1: was always the coolest guy that record. Also, jam Master 978 00:51:23,560 --> 00:51:26,280 Speaker 1: J is one of my favorite of the Earth records. 979 00:51:26,360 --> 00:51:28,680 Speaker 1: I love that rac kick off Shoes, Jump on the 980 00:51:28,760 --> 00:51:33,400 Speaker 1: Job jams as they started because it's hip hop. Yeah, 981 00:51:33,400 --> 00:51:35,920 Speaker 1: it's real, and it's one of the it's one of 982 00:51:35,920 --> 00:51:38,640 Speaker 1: the first real ones. It's like that and Sucker mcs 983 00:51:38,640 --> 00:51:42,720 Speaker 1: are probably the first real hip hop Yeah, yeah, because 984 00:51:43,320 --> 00:51:46,080 Speaker 1: Larry was trying to do Charon's Rocket in the pocket. 985 00:51:47,280 --> 00:51:48,640 Speaker 1: If we would have did it over that, it would 986 00:51:48,640 --> 00:51:50,239 Speaker 1: have been it would have been really hip hop. If 987 00:51:50,239 --> 00:51:51,839 Speaker 1: we would have did it live the way we did 988 00:51:51,880 --> 00:51:55,160 Speaker 1: Here we Go. We use actual big beat, yes, And 989 00:51:55,160 --> 00:51:56,839 Speaker 1: that's why we did here We're Here we Go because 990 00:51:56,840 --> 00:51:59,160 Speaker 1: people started saying, oh, Rundy m C selling out the 991 00:51:59,239 --> 00:52:04,799 Speaker 1: commercial because they making records. People don't understand that there's, uh, 992 00:52:04,840 --> 00:52:11,960 Speaker 1: there's this group of records that's the music that all 993 00:52:12,000 --> 00:52:14,399 Speaker 1: of hip hop is based on, most of which are 994 00:52:14,520 --> 00:52:18,520 Speaker 1: not R and B records. They could be rock records, 995 00:52:18,560 --> 00:52:21,600 Speaker 1: they could be world music records, but those original those 996 00:52:22,120 --> 00:52:27,120 Speaker 1: those breakbeat records, a lot of rock records of James 997 00:52:27,160 --> 00:52:35,879 Speaker 1: Brown Brown ac DC. Yeah, the sound of it wasn't 998 00:52:35,880 --> 00:52:38,560 Speaker 1: about so. It wasn't about the style. It was just 999 00:52:38,600 --> 00:52:44,840 Speaker 1: about the groove. So it transcended any genre for sure, 1000 00:52:45,080 --> 00:52:47,839 Speaker 1: because in that genre of hip hop, you know we 1001 00:52:47,840 --> 00:52:51,840 Speaker 1: we were doing, you know we're doing it was like radio. 1002 00:52:52,000 --> 00:52:54,960 Speaker 1: Hip hop was different. It was different, It was different, 1003 00:52:55,200 --> 00:52:57,600 Speaker 1: it was very different. So that was what the whole 1004 00:52:57,640 --> 00:53:01,160 Speaker 1: idea of my I don't know that I knew it 1005 00:53:01,160 --> 00:53:04,279 Speaker 1: at the time, but my concept for deaf Jam was 1006 00:53:05,400 --> 00:53:07,960 Speaker 1: we gotta make music. That's like what it really what 1007 00:53:08,120 --> 00:53:10,879 Speaker 1: if you went to the club and you experienced him. Yeah, 1008 00:53:10,960 --> 00:53:14,800 Speaker 1: nobody was doing the records. Didn't sound like yes, I 1009 00:53:15,360 --> 00:53:18,160 Speaker 1: tell everybody we did that. We did what it was 1010 00:53:18,239 --> 00:53:21,040 Speaker 1: done in the parks. It was more like documentary. What 1011 00:53:21,080 --> 00:53:22,920 Speaker 1: we were doing, what both of us were doing, was 1012 00:53:22,960 --> 00:53:27,000 Speaker 1: like it was like documenting this already. We didn't invent it. No, 1013 00:53:27,040 --> 00:53:31,040 Speaker 1: he was there, it was just nobody was actually making it, 1014 00:53:31,480 --> 00:53:34,680 Speaker 1: attempting to want to do it, to desire to do it. 1015 00:53:35,160 --> 00:53:37,839 Speaker 1: So when when when people started saying that with me, 1016 00:53:38,280 --> 00:53:40,440 Speaker 1: I had to go back. That was my basis of 1017 00:53:40,600 --> 00:53:44,000 Speaker 1: doing the one two three and the place to be 1018 00:53:44,520 --> 00:53:46,520 Speaker 1: as it is playing what you said, so as it 1019 00:53:46,640 --> 00:53:49,760 Speaker 1: is playing to see he is d J jam massive 1020 00:53:49,800 --> 00:53:54,800 Speaker 1: roof yes and sought the place for fall the bac 1021 00:53:55,000 --> 00:53:56,879 Speaker 1: leads a fire and we all I got to tell 1022 00:53:56,920 --> 00:53:59,279 Speaker 1: him the crutch s groove in the record and it 1023 00:53:59,360 --> 00:54:01,719 Speaker 1: goes a little something like this, we don't drop no funk. 1024 00:54:01,880 --> 00:54:07,359 Speaker 1: It goes to one two three roa task their funk. 1025 00:54:07,440 --> 00:54:10,600 Speaker 1: Nobody was doing it over and now you can't put 1026 00:54:10,640 --> 00:54:14,520 Speaker 1: it past flash in them even for the beauty. The 1027 00:54:14,560 --> 00:54:18,120 Speaker 1: beauty about that is flashing them the way they dressed, 1028 00:54:18,160 --> 00:54:21,239 Speaker 1: they understand. I don't think the reason why they did 1029 00:54:21,239 --> 00:54:23,480 Speaker 1: it because they had no rappers to look up to, 1030 00:54:23,560 --> 00:54:28,040 Speaker 1: because they were the first My first favorite rap group 1031 00:54:28,200 --> 00:54:32,120 Speaker 1: was a Treacherous three based on based on those Enjoy records, 1032 00:54:32,160 --> 00:54:35,520 Speaker 1: which I loved, and then they signed to sugar Hill 1033 00:54:35,760 --> 00:54:38,879 Speaker 1: and then they made their first album and it wasn't 1034 00:54:38,960 --> 00:54:42,040 Speaker 1: hip hop, and I was heartbroken. And then I that 1035 00:54:42,160 --> 00:54:46,120 Speaker 1: was my first trying to get involved because again I 1036 00:54:46,320 --> 00:54:48,480 Speaker 1: know anything, I didn't know anybody. I didn't know how 1037 00:54:48,480 --> 00:54:51,279 Speaker 1: the record business worked, but I wanted to do that. 1038 00:54:51,400 --> 00:54:56,120 Speaker 1: I wanted to fix a problem as a fan. It's like, 1039 00:54:56,120 --> 00:55:00,279 Speaker 1: wait a minute, my favorite group just went well what 1040 00:55:00,320 --> 00:55:03,359 Speaker 1: did they do? It's like, and I know they know 1041 00:55:03,440 --> 00:55:05,960 Speaker 1: it because they made the good that ever heard them make. 1042 00:55:06,080 --> 00:55:09,200 Speaker 1: They had to know it. I always said that every 1043 00:55:09,200 --> 00:55:12,120 Speaker 1: time I see Mode, they got this ri this routine 1044 00:55:12,160 --> 00:55:15,280 Speaker 1: over big beat Wall, it goes boof bam boom booth 1045 00:55:15,600 --> 00:55:19,279 Speaker 1: bat and MODI goes, can you finding MC better than me? Mo? D? 1046 00:55:19,480 --> 00:55:22,080 Speaker 1: Can you finding MC better than me? No? Can you 1047 00:55:22,160 --> 00:55:26,440 Speaker 1: finding him? See who can say he's better than special K? No? 1048 00:55:26,600 --> 00:55:29,600 Speaker 1: Can you finding m C? Who can rhyme up against 1049 00:55:29,600 --> 00:55:33,400 Speaker 1: Elason Sean? No, you can't. You can't. Anthesia saw it. 1050 00:55:33,480 --> 00:55:35,200 Speaker 1: You got to come with the best. And I was like, no, 1051 00:55:35,320 --> 00:55:39,200 Speaker 1: why didn't y'all never do that on records? So that's 1052 00:55:39,280 --> 00:55:41,440 Speaker 1: that's the reason. So I reached out to him and 1053 00:55:41,480 --> 00:55:44,080 Speaker 1: I said, let's make records together because and again I 1054 00:55:44,160 --> 00:55:46,400 Speaker 1: didn't know anything about the business part of it, or 1055 00:55:46,440 --> 00:55:49,120 Speaker 1: what a producer does or anything. I just knew it 1056 00:55:49,200 --> 00:55:51,640 Speaker 1: was wrong. I knew it was wrong, and I was 1057 00:55:51,680 --> 00:55:53,919 Speaker 1: a fan and I loved him, and I said, let's 1058 00:55:53,960 --> 00:55:57,879 Speaker 1: make records that sound like what you really signd like it. Well, 1059 00:55:57,960 --> 00:55:59,640 Speaker 1: because they said, well, we're signing a sugar Hill. I 1060 00:55:59,680 --> 00:56:02,960 Speaker 1: can't do that. I didn't know anything about this, right, 1061 00:56:03,440 --> 00:56:05,640 Speaker 1: but that's the way it did change was he said, 1062 00:56:06,160 --> 00:56:09,920 Speaker 1: but Special kid as a brother to Lara, He's like, 1063 00:56:10,080 --> 00:56:13,759 Speaker 1: you can make a record with him, and and that's 1064 00:56:13,800 --> 00:56:21,120 Speaker 1: how it happened. And then I met Special commentating, Yeah, 1065 00:56:21,120 --> 00:56:23,680 Speaker 1: but that would have been a treacherous three record. Oh 1066 00:56:23,760 --> 00:56:27,440 Speaker 1: my goodness. Yeah, that was the original thought. You know. 1067 00:56:27,480 --> 00:56:30,080 Speaker 1: It was just like because it was the real hip 1068 00:56:30,080 --> 00:56:32,040 Speaker 1: hop what they was doing in when you walk in 1069 00:56:32,120 --> 00:56:34,960 Speaker 1: the club, you want to hit it. It was an experience, 1070 00:56:35,200 --> 00:56:40,759 Speaker 1: was so exciting, great for real. Yeah, cool man. Thank 1071 00:56:40,800 --> 00:56:47,239 Speaker 1: you so much for Thank you for Thanks again to 1072 00:56:47,320 --> 00:56:50,440 Speaker 1: Darryl dmc McDaniels for sharing his remarkable story with this 1073 00:56:51,239 --> 00:56:53,879 Speaker 1: Since the release of his autobiography in two thousand and one, 1074 00:56:54,040 --> 00:56:57,400 Speaker 1: DMC received the Congressional Angels and Adoption Award for his 1075 00:56:57,480 --> 00:57:01,360 Speaker 1: work helping foster children. Here's song with Sarah McLaughlin and 1076 00:57:01,440 --> 00:57:05,480 Speaker 1: more from Run DMC visit Broken Record podcast dot com. 1077 00:57:05,600 --> 00:57:08,000 Speaker 1: Broken Record is produced with help from Jason Gambrell, Mia 1078 00:57:08,080 --> 00:57:11,719 Speaker 1: Lobell and Leah Rose for Pushkin Industries. Our theme music 1079 00:57:11,800 --> 00:57:14,840 Speaker 1: is by Kenny Beats. I'm justin Richmond. Thanks for listening.