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Speaker 1: All from Nick.

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Speaker 2: Hi is this Nick?

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Speaker 3: Hello?

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Speaker 1: Hey?

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Speaker 4: How you doing Nick?

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Speaker 5: Hey?

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Speaker 6: Man, I didn't expect to be on that's crazy.

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Speaker 2: I didn't expect anyone to ever call into this thing ever,

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Speaker 2: So we are in the same kayak.

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Speaker 6: Oh wow, dude, first caller, This is a lot of pressure.

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Speaker 4: Hold on real quick. But why why is it a

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Speaker 4: lot of press?

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Speaker 2: Tell me? Let's get into the pressure that you're feeling.

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Speaker 2: Tell me more, what exactly do you feel pressured to do?

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Speaker 3: Well?

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Speaker 7: Well, I saw you on TikTok about a year ago

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Speaker 7: and then I I just recently, like I'll put on

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Speaker 7: your stream highlights in the car and on the way

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Speaker 7: to work, and uh, I don't know, man, I just.

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Speaker 6: This is the first time calling in.

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Speaker 2: Okay, so you've been You've listened to the stream highlights

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Speaker 2: on the podcast, But have you Is there anything in

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Speaker 2: particular that maybe you wanted to talk about? It's fine

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Speaker 2: if not, we can just be river people. But if

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Speaker 2: there is somehow I'm happy to discuss.

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Speaker 5: Yeah.

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Speaker 6: Man, I actually have been thinking about this for a minute,

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Speaker 6: Like if I ever called in, which is today, if

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Speaker 6: I was to talk about anything, it'd be about my work,

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Speaker 6: my work slash home life, M I feel like I

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Speaker 6: put more into work than I do at home, which

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Speaker 6: is I don't know if that's an issue or what.

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Speaker 2: You put more into work than you don't? First of all,

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Speaker 2: real quick, sorry, I have to do this. Everyone in

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Speaker 2: the chat. Can you all hear Nick?

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Speaker 4: This is what this happens.

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Speaker 2: I'll talk to someone for a long time, then I'll

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Speaker 2: look at the chat and I'll be like, they can't

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Speaker 2: hear anyone?

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Speaker 4: Okay, perfect, all right?

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Speaker 2: So you put to more work more uh uh more

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Speaker 2: into your work than you do into your home life.

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Speaker 2: What do you do for work?

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Speaker 6: I work at a tire shop. I'm a third in

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Speaker 6: command at a tire shop, and I I love my job,

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Speaker 6: and it's not that's not an issue. It's mostly I

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Speaker 6: don't know. I don't feel like I'm putting as much

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Speaker 6: work as i'd like to into my relationship.

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Speaker 2: M How your relationship? When you say your relationship, do

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Speaker 2: you mean your relationships across the board or are we

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Speaker 2: talking about a romantic relationship that you're involved.

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Speaker 6: With mostly romantic. I have a fiance and we own

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Speaker 6: a house together, and we don't really I mean, you know,

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Speaker 6: we work several hours and come home and just kind

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Speaker 6: of chill out, but you know, we're just kind of there,

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Speaker 6: you know, it's not really.

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Speaker 5: I don't know.

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Speaker 4: So she's working several hours as well.

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Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah, and it's mostly when I get home, she's

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Speaker 6: not really there. But on our days off we do

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Speaker 6: spend time together. But I'm not one there, you know,

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Speaker 6: like I'm I'm I'm always thinking about something else. It's

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Speaker 2: You're not one hundred percent there, So you're hanging out

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Speaker 2: with her, but you're not really there. Your mind is

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Speaker 4: I understand that for sure.

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Speaker 5: Mmm mm hmmm.

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Speaker 2: When your mind, when you say you're not really there,

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Speaker 2: when you're and you're thinking about stuff like give give

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Speaker 2: me an example, like what do you like last time

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Speaker 2: you were with her.

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Speaker 4: And your mind was somewhere else? What where was your

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Speaker 4: mind exactly?

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Speaker 2: What? What?

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Speaker 4: What's like?

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Speaker 2: What specifically were you thinking about? You can get very

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Speaker 2: specific if you want, Like you're like, oh, I saw

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Speaker 2: I saw some god. On my drive home, I saw

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Speaker 2: made a U turn and tailed him until I was like, hey,

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Speaker 2: you come to our tire shop. What was the thought

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Speaker 6: That's that's actually in my state. That's how you get stabbed.

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Speaker 6: But she'll get she'll get upset at me because like

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Speaker 6: I'll get home and I'll just like fucking research tires man,

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Speaker 6: like on the website, Like what kind of technology do

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Speaker 5: Man?

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Speaker 6: They're freak, They're very interesting.

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Speaker 2: Mmmm. Well see, you know this is this is a

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Speaker 2: tough one because on one hand, I'm like, you know,

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Speaker 2: it's such a rare thing to like your job that much,

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Speaker 2: because this is a good thing, right because when you

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Speaker 2: because you said to me, at least what I'm hearing

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Speaker 2: from you is like I get home from my job

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Speaker 2: working all day at tires, and I'm like, and you

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Speaker 2: go home and you research tires like for fun.

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Speaker 6: I know, I know it sounds fucking nuts.

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Speaker 2: No, no, it's I know. I don't think it sounds

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Speaker 2: much at all because what what what I didn't want

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Speaker 2: like you're not there because you're like stressed about your job.

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Speaker 2: You don't sound like you're stressed. You sound like you're

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Speaker 2: actually very much enjoying what you're doing.

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Speaker 6: Yeah, one hunder.

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Speaker 4: Huh what do you find?

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Speaker 2: What do you find?

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Speaker 4: So interesting about tires.

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Speaker 8: Dude, like the tread patterns, Like I like really big tires,

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Speaker 8: I like really small tires. Like you can see kind

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Speaker 8: of how much work somebody somewhere has put into a

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Speaker 8: and just like damn, like somebody put a lot.

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Speaker 6: Of work into that ship it, you know, m h

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Speaker 6: And I find that fascinating.

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Speaker 2: Get what's your favorite tire company? Because automatically, if I

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Speaker 2: ever have a tire related question, like, you're the You're

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Speaker 4: You really you're not like just doing this for a living.

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Speaker 4: You care deeply about tires.

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Speaker 6: Yeah, Man, if I was to because I'm a big

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Speaker 6: I love Yokohama because man, they they offer such a

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Speaker 6: safe tire that's such a low cost compared to other tires. Man,

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Speaker 6: So if you need a tire, I would go with Yokohama.

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Speaker 2: Mm hmm. So this is interesting to me because on

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Speaker 2: one hand, you know, I feel like you're very lucky

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Speaker 4: Rare thing. I feel like to.

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Speaker 2: Genuinely enjoy what you're doing the way that I can

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Speaker 2: tell that you do, but you're like obsessed with times

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Speaker 2: I don't I don't know. I don't have I don't

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Speaker 2: I don't have like a like advice for you or anything.

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Speaker 2: But like, I think it's nice that your your mind

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Speaker 2: you like you're enjoying it so much. Like that's not

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Speaker 2: the that's not the common story people write, you know,

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Speaker 2: the common The common story is like, oh, I can't

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Speaker 4: You know, So it's a good you have a good problem.

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Speaker 6: I understand that, but it it's if if and I'm

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Speaker 6: seeing the chat, I know, I know how you are

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Speaker 6: about like being one with the call, but I'm not.

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Speaker 6: I don't work for Yokohama. That's just what.

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Speaker 2: I oh no, oh no, the chat you you don't know.

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Speaker 2: I don't think you work for Yokohama at all. I

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Speaker 2: think you are just a guy who is passionate about tires,

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Speaker 2: I just no, you are not someone I feel like

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Speaker 4: I I believe that about.

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Speaker 6: You, dude. I fucking perish before a false opinion is given.

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Speaker 2: That's just not what is What does your wife do?

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Speaker 6: She works at a bath and body works, which is kind.

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Speaker 2: Of she as as as die hard interested in soaps

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Speaker 6: Uh some yeah, I mean she's always coming home with

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Speaker 6: The house smells wonderful all the time. But she's not

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Speaker 6: as invested into it as I am with tires, you

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Speaker 6: know what I mean? Mm hmm.

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Speaker 2: Now okay, So you told when you told me, you

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Speaker 2: were like, what does this sound good? So when you

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Speaker 1: Like?

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Speaker 4: What's her view on the Wait? Am I hold on?

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Speaker 4: Craptis I'm disconnected? Am I back?

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Speaker 5: Yeah?

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Speaker 6: You're good?

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Speaker 4: Hold on?

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Speaker 6: Can you hear me?

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Speaker 4: I can tell you about that anyway.

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Speaker 2: You your wife? What does she think about all this?

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Speaker 6: I don't know. She just kind of gets frustrated because

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Speaker 6: I'm always talking about work, I'm always talking about tires.

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Speaker 6: I don't know, man, it's it's it's a tough one

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Speaker 6: because I don't know what she's thinking. I know what

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Speaker 6: of my mind, man, I just I just wish that

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Speaker 6: I was at work, you know, like I like making money,

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Speaker 6: and that's not the root of it all. But the money,

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Speaker 6: I think the root.

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Speaker 2: Of it all is uh tires. So yeah, man, well listen,

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Speaker 2: what'd you say? My name was Nick? Nick.

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Speaker 4: I'm well Nick.

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Speaker 2: Look, I don't have any like concrete advice for you,

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Speaker 2: except you know, the sort of platitudes that everyone would

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Speaker 2: tell you about, you know, making dedicated time to not

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Speaker 2: think about tires. But you know, I'll say my immediate

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Speaker 2: thoughts is, consider self lucky. You have a thing that

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Speaker 2: you actually enjoy doing that is your job. You know,

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Speaker 6: Mister get thank you so much for having me time.

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Speaker 6: I'm pretty sure, like I'm ninety nine percent sure, I'm

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Speaker 6: going to watch your stuff for the rest of my life.

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Speaker 2: Beautiful. Hey, if I'm ever in your town, I'm coming

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Speaker 2: by the tire shop.

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Speaker 4: Where do you live?

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Speaker 9: Again?

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Speaker 4: What's your town?

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Speaker 6: It's it's actually in Virginia. Okay, I I hope you

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Speaker 6: understand this. I'm not really comfortable with the exact location,

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Speaker 6: but it's in the Richmond.

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Speaker 4: Oh for sure. For sure.

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Speaker 2: No, you'd get mobbed. Everyone here would be like, oh,

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Speaker 2: this is my new tire guy. Now, well beautiful, I'll

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Speaker 2: come to you next time I need tires.

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Speaker 4: Thank you, Nick. You have a good rest of the night.

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Speaker 6: I love you guy.

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Speaker 2: Nick.

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Speaker 10: Forever Baby goes on the line taking your phone calls

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Speaker 10: every night, goes to teaching you.

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Speaker 2: Hello, Hey, hey, how are you GEK.

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Speaker 4: I'm doing good.

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Speaker 2: I'm streaming live on on spank bang dot com and

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Speaker 2: I'm I'm having a good time.

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Speaker 11: Hell yeah, hell yeah.

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Speaker 2: Everyone always everyone always makes jokes at pornhub. But I

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Speaker 4: Does anyone actually go to pornhub to watch porn?

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Speaker 9: Okay, I'll be straight up right now and let you

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Speaker 2: Okay, So when you go to watch porn, you type

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Speaker 9: No, no, no, no, that's like way too much effort.

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Speaker 9: I usually just do like you know, just pornhub in

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Speaker 2: I go to the sight that way you go on

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Speaker 9: Uh, yes, yes, I do.

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Speaker 4: Wow.

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Speaker 2: I remember I got to a certain age where I

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Speaker 6: I don't know.

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Speaker 9: I have to hide myself, man, I don't want I

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Speaker 2: What I like.

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Speaker 9: What if somebody gets my phone or something?

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Speaker 2: I don't know.

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Speaker 9: I'm paranoid though, It's fair.

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Speaker 2: Jay, What's uh? What's going on? I'm a gecko, You're

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Speaker 2: a void. I don't know what you are exactly, but

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Speaker 4: And what's what's what's what's what's happening?

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Speaker 9: I'm say similar to how you're just get I'm just Jay.

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Speaker 5: I don't know.

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Speaker 2: Well, you said you told our call screen or something

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Speaker 9: Something Okay, So I have a sugar daddy and this

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Speaker 2: Mm hmm.

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Speaker 9: I really don't know even to start with it.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, so you said recently, So you are new to

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Speaker 9: Yes, because I was not like openly searching or looking

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Speaker 9: it's been going pretty great. He's not a psycho, he's

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Speaker 2: And was this your first ever offer to be someone's

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Speaker 9: Yes? I, like I said, I never really like went

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Speaker 2: Interesting And did you did you accept it? Did you

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Speaker 9: I definitely had apprehensions, just because, like I'm a very

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Speaker 9: I'm cool with and I also like wanted to meet

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Speaker 2: Okay, So how many times you met up with them?

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Speaker 9: I've only met him in person three times and it's

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Speaker 2: Jay, do me do me a huge favorite? Can you

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Speaker 2: take me off of speaker phone?

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Speaker 9: You're not on speaker phone?

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Speaker 2: Oh? What am I on? I feel like I'm on some.

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Speaker 11: Do you feel like you're on some?

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Speaker 5: No?

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Speaker 2: Like, am I on like your AirPods?

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Speaker 11: Or no?

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Speaker 9: You're just on my phone?

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Speaker 2: Oh?

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Speaker 4: Okay, maybe it's maybe I'm crazy. All right, So you

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Speaker 4: met up with him for coffee?

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Speaker 9: Yeah, I met him up for coffee and then lunch

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Speaker 9: and then coffee again.

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Speaker 4: Okay and all all.

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Speaker 2: So he just pays you?

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Speaker 4: How much is he paying you?

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Speaker 9: So right now it kind of just depends. He's been

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Speaker 9: is that like if I do decide to have to

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Speaker 9: chext with him, he will give me five thousand dollars

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Speaker 9: up front, But as far as the coffee, meats and stuff,

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Speaker 9: he gave me three hundred dollars one time, and then

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Speaker 2: So can I ask, And you don't have to tell

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Speaker 2: me anything that you're not comfortable telling me, But are

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Speaker 4: What are you're like, what's your thought process behind that?

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Speaker 9: You know, I really am thinking about it because this dude,

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Speaker 12: Be five hundred bucks.

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Speaker 5: Hmmm.

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Speaker 9: So I trust this dude, is what I guess I'm.

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Speaker 6: Trying to say.

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Speaker 2: See, I'm thinking in my head, I'm like, well, I

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Speaker 2: don't know, I don't, I don't. I feel like, because

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Speaker 2: I'm a guy, I don't have his good intuition for

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Speaker 2: these kind of things. But part of me feels like

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Speaker 2: I don't know if it feels unsafe.

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Speaker 11: I definitely okay.

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Speaker 9: Also, no offense to this dude. But he's shorter than me,

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Speaker 9: and he's also really skinny. I used to fight mma,

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Speaker 9: so like I could definitely kick his ass. Okay, So

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Speaker 9: I feel very safe in that department.

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Speaker 2: Hmmm, did you say did you say he was People

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Speaker 2: in the chatter saying don't do what? He's married? Did

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Speaker 2: you don't?

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Speaker 4: You didn't say he was married?

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Speaker 2: Did you no?

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Speaker 9: He he is married and his wife knows.

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Speaker 2: His wife knows, Yes, how do you know his wife knows?

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Speaker 9: We had a conversation about it, because I mean, I'm

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Speaker 9: and she's really.

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Speaker 13: Cool with it so far.

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Speaker 9: And then he was like open and he's like, yeah,

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Speaker 9: he's like she knows about it.

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Speaker 2: And I was like, oh, all right, I dude, so

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Speaker 2: you're okay. So both of you are in committed long

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Speaker 5: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: Interesting, Just so, so your partner did did you say

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Speaker 2: did you say, uh, it's your partners, is she.

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Speaker 11: Yes?

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Speaker 2: So is so your partner? Have you guys always been

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Speaker 9: We We never have had an open relationship. I was

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Speaker 9: literally just trying to like make some side cash by

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Speaker 9: But then that's when like the sugar daddy's flitting into

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Speaker 9: the DM.

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Speaker 2: So you floated with your partner the idea of having

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Speaker 6: Yes, hm hmm.

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Speaker 9: I'm looking at her right now. She's literally watching the stream.

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Speaker 9: I can't.

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Speaker 2: I don't know my only person I ever with this,

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Speaker 2: And I guess this is sort of a thing you

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Speaker 9: I was like, and once again, I genuinely do feel

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Speaker 9: that's his whole thing. He has a very normal life

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Speaker 9: and that's all he wants. He's very boring if anything.

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Speaker 4: Mm so what do you think are you thinking of

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Speaker 4: you're gonna do it.

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Speaker 11: For the five thousand?

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Speaker 9: I don't know, but I'll think he's a for five

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Speaker 9: in the buck?

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Speaker 2: Now would you? Hmmm mm hmmm, So now would your

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Speaker 5: I don't I.

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Speaker 9: Don't think she would want to come with.

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Speaker 11: She's shaking her head.

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Speaker 8: No, I obviously cat.

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Speaker 4: Catch doctor.

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Speaker 9: Do you want to talk to her?

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Speaker 11: Yeah?

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Speaker 4: I would love to.

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Speaker 9: Okay, I'm passing a rustle though.

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Speaker 4: Hi yet, Hey, what's up?

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Speaker 14: Nothing much? I was gonna play some DODA and then

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Speaker 14: I can't say got on the call wait list, so I.

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Speaker 3: Passed with you?

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Speaker 2: Am I am? I I'm sorry if I'm taking away

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Speaker 2: from your Dota time.

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Speaker 14: No, no, no, no, I'm this is this is exciting.

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Speaker 2: So what do you what do you?

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Speaker 4: What are your thoughts on this situation? What's your name?

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Speaker 14: By the way, I'm Netlieu. You know money is money,

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Speaker 14: So I'm I'm comfortable in our relationships. We've been for

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Speaker 14: like six years. We've met in high school. So I know,

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Speaker 14: you know, we're good. So money is money.

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Speaker 15: I don't really care.

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Speaker 14: As long as the the sugar daddy is clean, and

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Speaker 14: he is he's clean, so I don't care.

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Speaker 2: M Well, I mean, I don't know. I guess this

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Speaker 2: sounds like a done deal. Then, Yeah, what what do

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Speaker 2: you do, Natalie?

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Speaker 4: What's your what's your situation?

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Speaker 14: I go to school for computer science and I work

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Speaker 14: at a cafe.

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Speaker 2: Beautiful, beautiful, sounds like sounds like you guys got a

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Speaker 2: good life going on.

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Speaker 3: Before.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, that was that was easy. Crap with your girlfriend's

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Speaker 2: name again, Jay, Jay? Yes, let me talk to Jay

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Speaker 2: one more time.

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Speaker 6: Yeah, of course.

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Speaker 2: Hey, geg, what's up Jay? Well listen, Jay, I wish

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Speaker 2: you good luck and whatever you choose to do. And

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Speaker 2: God bless you, God bless you.

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Speaker 11: Gek.

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Speaker 9: I just real quick, real quick, I have one more question.

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Speaker 4: Sorry, hit me, hit me in the face.

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Speaker 11: You should.

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Speaker 9: It's not a question, I guess it's more of a statement.

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Speaker 6: I agree with chat.

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Speaker 4: It's pay in my face around.

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Speaker 11: I'm hanging out.

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Speaker 9: No, no, no, no, no, it's not about the face. It's

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Speaker 9: not about the face. Bean bag. You should get a

453
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Speaker 9: bean bag.

454
00:24:48,800 --> 00:24:50,440
Speaker 4: Ah a being bag.

455
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Speaker 2: I would have if I got a bean bag, Chat,

456
00:24:51,960 --> 00:24:53,840
Speaker 2: I would have to make it like really expensive.

457
00:24:55,440 --> 00:24:56,720
Speaker 11: Well, because okay, Chat.

458
00:24:56,480 --> 00:24:58,840
Speaker 9: Was talking about like while I was waiting on hold

459
00:24:58,840 --> 00:25:00,040
Speaker 9: of all the money.

460
00:24:59,760 --> 00:25:01,679
Speaker 4: That you would make, would would have to then go

461
00:25:01,760 --> 00:25:01,960
Speaker 4: to me.

462
00:25:04,760 --> 00:25:06,480
Speaker 2: You have to buy that chair.

463
00:25:08,480 --> 00:25:08,920
Speaker 11: That's fine.

464
00:25:10,040 --> 00:25:11,760
Speaker 4: How much does it cost to make a custom bean

465
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Speaker 4: bag chair?

466
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Speaker 9: You know, I don't know, I don't I don't make

467
00:25:16,440 --> 00:25:17,720
Speaker 9: custom bean bag chairs.

468
00:25:17,760 --> 00:25:18,399
Speaker 11: One hundred dollars?

469
00:25:18,400 --> 00:25:18,840
Speaker 5: How do you know that?

470
00:25:19,520 --> 00:25:20,240
Speaker 9: One hundred bucks?

471
00:25:20,240 --> 00:25:20,640
Speaker 11: Apparently?

472
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Speaker 4: Okay, I'll look into that. I'll look into that.

473
00:25:23,040 --> 00:25:27,040
Speaker 2: Thank you for the suggestion, Jay, Yeah, you're welcome so much.

474
00:25:27,600 --> 00:25:29,560
Speaker 4: Beautiful have aggressed to that. Thank you for going.

475
00:25:30,880 --> 00:25:36,880
Speaker 1: God bless geck Asher, Hey, gek.

476
00:25:40,680 --> 00:25:44,359
Speaker 4: What is going on baby?

477
00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:48,560
Speaker 1: Nothing much. I'm just a lot of stress recently.

478
00:25:50,000 --> 00:25:52,000
Speaker 4: Why are you stressed out? Asher?

479
00:25:56,119 --> 00:26:01,119
Speaker 1: So to preference this? I am a trance guy and

480
00:26:01,119 --> 00:26:07,119
Speaker 1: it's just a lot yep and it's just been a

481
00:26:07,119 --> 00:26:11,000
Speaker 1: lot of like stuff relating to my work. I still

482
00:26:11,040 --> 00:26:14,120
Speaker 1: get clupchy, even though like my voice is deep now

483
00:26:14,840 --> 00:26:18,600
Speaker 1: I present his masculine and it's still just like I

484
00:26:18,640 --> 00:26:21,560
Speaker 1: do everything I'm told to sit in that box.

485
00:26:22,200 --> 00:26:25,159
Speaker 2: And what do you actually when you say when you

486
00:26:25,160 --> 00:26:27,520
Speaker 2: hold on really quick just now, because I don't want

487
00:26:27,560 --> 00:26:29,000
Speaker 2: you to gloss over it, because I'm kind of curious

488
00:26:29,040 --> 00:26:29,680
Speaker 2: what you mean when you.

489
00:26:29,640 --> 00:26:32,240
Speaker 4: Say you said.

490
00:26:33,520 --> 00:26:35,800
Speaker 2: You do everything you can to fit in the box

491
00:26:35,840 --> 00:26:37,600
Speaker 2: you're supposed to. What does that mean?

492
00:26:39,520 --> 00:26:45,760
Speaker 1: So you know how people are supposed to see masculine,

493
00:26:46,800 --> 00:26:51,160
Speaker 1: you know, you're supposed to be yeah, strong, and.

494
00:26:51,880 --> 00:26:59,640
Speaker 2: You're sure you know so you so, so you try

495
00:26:59,640 --> 00:27:03,480
Speaker 2: to act more masculine in an attempt to get people

496
00:27:03,520 --> 00:27:09,959
Speaker 2: to see you as a quote, real man. Yes, and

497
00:27:10,000 --> 00:27:12,639
Speaker 2: it sucks, okay, because I was gonna say, if you

498
00:27:12,960 --> 00:27:16,000
Speaker 2: don't whose, I was gonna ask, like, do you do

499
00:27:16,040 --> 00:27:19,119
Speaker 2: you do you feel inherently masculine or is that a

500
00:27:19,280 --> 00:27:23,679
Speaker 2: thing that you only do to, like, you know, for

501
00:27:23,680 --> 00:27:25,399
Speaker 2: for the sake of other people.

502
00:27:26,760 --> 00:27:28,159
Speaker 1: I feel like I do it for the sake of

503
00:27:28,240 --> 00:27:32,439
Speaker 1: other people most of the time, because it's just like

504
00:27:32,560 --> 00:27:35,160
Speaker 1: I have to say, like, my dad's a football coach,

505
00:27:35,880 --> 00:27:38,879
Speaker 1: so like I grew up around like super masculine dudes.

506
00:27:41,800 --> 00:27:46,320
Speaker 1: So it's all this machowness that I've been trying to emilate,

507
00:27:46,800 --> 00:27:49,919
Speaker 1: and it's just I'm not like that. Like I like

508
00:27:49,960 --> 00:27:53,399
Speaker 1: to draw, you know, pink is a cute color. And

509
00:27:54,520 --> 00:27:58,560
Speaker 1: you know, like I dress not like if I'm not

510
00:27:58,600 --> 00:28:00,960
Speaker 1: in my work clothes, I dress a little more feminine

511
00:28:01,480 --> 00:28:03,400
Speaker 1: than what would you considered more.

512
00:28:09,440 --> 00:28:10,120
Speaker 2: Where do you work?

513
00:28:12,320 --> 00:28:14,600
Speaker 1: I work at an organic grocery store.

514
00:28:15,240 --> 00:28:15,600
Speaker 2: Do you like?

515
00:28:15,680 --> 00:28:16,600
Speaker 4: Do you like working there?

516
00:28:18,720 --> 00:28:23,960
Speaker 1: It pays well, so like that's why I'm there? What?

517
00:28:24,480 --> 00:28:28,399
Speaker 2: Okay? So in your daily life, in your circles, be

518
00:28:28,560 --> 00:28:35,280
Speaker 2: they family circles, work circles, friends circles, what circles that

519
00:28:35,359 --> 00:28:37,480
Speaker 2: are present in your day life do you feel the

520
00:28:37,480 --> 00:28:43,120
Speaker 2: most like like disrespected and uncomfortable?

521
00:28:43,200 --> 00:28:51,600
Speaker 1: Then definitely my family circle because.

522
00:28:51,600 --> 00:28:53,360
Speaker 2: Family, Sorry, it's a tough one.

523
00:28:54,920 --> 00:28:59,040
Speaker 1: Yeah, Like my parents like if I try to talk

524
00:28:59,080 --> 00:29:01,720
Speaker 1: about it through like really hush hush about it, like

525
00:29:01,760 --> 00:29:03,800
Speaker 1: they don't want anything to do with it.

526
00:29:04,280 --> 00:29:04,680
Speaker 2: Mm hmm.

527
00:29:04,880 --> 00:29:07,760
Speaker 1: And then oh, don't even think about I don't even

528
00:29:07,800 --> 00:29:10,640
Speaker 1: think about talking it to my extended family because oh lord,

529
00:29:11,280 --> 00:29:12,480
Speaker 1: they're old Trump supporters.

530
00:29:12,480 --> 00:29:13,160
Speaker 6: And move.

531
00:29:14,720 --> 00:29:17,480
Speaker 4: Do you do you live with your parents?

532
00:29:19,400 --> 00:29:19,640
Speaker 16: Yes?

533
00:29:19,720 --> 00:29:22,960
Speaker 1: I still do, but I'm talking about moving out and

534
00:29:23,000 --> 00:29:25,160
Speaker 1: going living with my boyfriend down in Houston.

535
00:29:25,760 --> 00:29:27,760
Speaker 2: Okay, rock and roll. Okay, that's cool because that's why

536
00:29:27,800 --> 00:29:31,160
Speaker 2: I was gonna say, is like I know it's it's tough,

537
00:29:31,320 --> 00:29:34,760
Speaker 2: you know. Not everyone has like the the you know

538
00:29:35,200 --> 00:29:36,800
Speaker 2: is fortunate enough to be able to like live with

539
00:29:36,840 --> 00:29:38,680
Speaker 2: their parents and like, you know, save up money and

540
00:29:38,720 --> 00:29:42,280
Speaker 2: all that shit, so you know, if you can. It

541
00:29:42,400 --> 00:29:45,680
Speaker 2: sounds like it would be you know, you're employed, sounds

542
00:29:45,720 --> 00:29:48,640
Speaker 2: like it would be for the best of your mental

543
00:29:48,680 --> 00:29:51,320
Speaker 2: health to to live with your boyfriend down in Houston.

544
00:29:51,960 --> 00:29:54,600
Speaker 2: So so, so I assume Houston is not where you live.

545
00:29:54,680 --> 00:29:58,760
Speaker 2: Then no, I see you get a new gig.

546
00:30:00,840 --> 00:30:03,480
Speaker 1: Yes, I would have to get a new job, and

547
00:30:04,160 --> 00:30:07,360
Speaker 1: hopefully by the time I'm done with community college, I'll

548
00:30:07,400 --> 00:30:09,520
Speaker 1: be able to get a better paying drop than when

549
00:30:09,560 --> 00:30:10,400
Speaker 1: I have right now.

550
00:30:11,160 --> 00:30:19,200
Speaker 2: Mm hmmmm, Well, you know, look Asher, uh uh, you

551
00:30:19,240 --> 00:30:23,880
Speaker 2: probably don't need me to tell you this, but uh

552
00:30:24,240 --> 00:30:26,720
Speaker 2: you know, look, it's it's not up to anyone else

553
00:30:26,760 --> 00:30:30,240
Speaker 2: to define who you are as as as I feel like,

554
00:30:30,520 --> 00:30:37,080
Speaker 2: you know, you know, and you know, have you.

555
00:30:37,320 --> 00:30:39,520
Speaker 4: This place where you live? Where have you lived there

556
00:30:39,560 --> 00:30:40,280
Speaker 4: your entire life?

557
00:30:42,000 --> 00:30:45,120
Speaker 1: Yes, I moved to I lived at one side of

558
00:30:45,160 --> 00:30:47,440
Speaker 1: the town and now I live at the other side

559
00:30:47,480 --> 00:30:51,480
Speaker 1: of down with my parents, so I haven't moved much.

560
00:30:52,240 --> 00:30:56,200
Speaker 4: Okay, Well, don't let don't let whatever.

561
00:30:55,960 --> 00:30:56,120
Speaker 3: Like.

562
00:30:57,920 --> 00:31:05,320
Speaker 2: The the the vibe is of that small town, and like,

563
00:31:08,560 --> 00:31:13,800
Speaker 2: don't don't let that form your like grander idea of

564
00:31:13,880 --> 00:31:16,160
Speaker 2: how people will.

565
00:31:15,880 --> 00:31:20,360
Speaker 4: Respond to you in general. Does that make sense? Because like, yeah,

566
00:31:20,880 --> 00:31:22,160
Speaker 4: does that make because I feel like if.

567
00:31:22,040 --> 00:31:24,280
Speaker 2: You grew up in a small town where everyone is

568
00:31:24,360 --> 00:31:28,800
Speaker 2: like sort of you know, thinks in a similar way

569
00:31:28,880 --> 00:31:31,000
Speaker 2: and like is responding to you in a similar way,

570
00:31:31,080 --> 00:31:35,360
Speaker 2: you you think, oh, everyone like you know, and I'm

571
00:31:35,400 --> 00:31:37,440
Speaker 2: not saying this is you know how you're feeling, but

572
00:31:37,480 --> 00:31:40,480
Speaker 2: I only you feel like everyone everywhere will never accept

573
00:31:40,520 --> 00:31:42,240
Speaker 2: me every because, like you said, you're you're working with

574
00:31:42,280 --> 00:31:44,760
Speaker 2: a very small sample size.

575
00:31:45,040 --> 00:31:57,280
Speaker 1: Yeah, yes, yeah, hopefully soon too. Like if I move

576
00:31:57,320 --> 00:32:01,760
Speaker 1: to a more basically blue area of Texas, then my

577
00:32:02,680 --> 00:32:05,000
Speaker 1: I'm safer. But at the same time, I'm moving to

578
00:32:05,080 --> 00:32:11,400
Speaker 1: a city which I'm just not comfortable with because like

579
00:32:11,640 --> 00:32:13,640
Speaker 1: everything would be in walking distance?

580
00:32:15,840 --> 00:32:16,480
Speaker 2: Is that not good?

581
00:32:17,160 --> 00:32:23,960
Speaker 1: And no, it's good, but it's different for me. I'm

582
00:32:24,000 --> 00:32:27,000
Speaker 1: not used to that, like convenience.

583
00:32:30,880 --> 00:32:34,160
Speaker 2: Sorry for laughing, but why why is why are you

584
00:32:34,200 --> 00:32:37,000
Speaker 2: making you're making convenient? Why is convenience bad? I've never

585
00:32:37,040 --> 00:32:41,000
Speaker 2: heard someone talk about everything being in not walking distance.

586
00:32:41,680 --> 00:32:43,480
Speaker 2: I've never heard someone present that as a as a

587
00:32:43,520 --> 00:32:44,160
Speaker 2: negative thing.

588
00:32:45,920 --> 00:32:48,960
Speaker 1: It's just weird to me because I have the driver

589
00:32:49,200 --> 00:32:54,000
Speaker 1: or to get stuff and the idea of.

590
00:32:54,520 --> 00:32:57,080
Speaker 2: Sucking and you want to be able to get fucking

591
00:32:57,120 --> 00:32:59,720
Speaker 2: pizza down the street and not have to get in

592
00:32:59,720 --> 00:33:03,720
Speaker 2: your part of it every time you want to, you know,

593
00:33:03,840 --> 00:33:05,200
Speaker 2: do your laundry or whatever.

594
00:33:07,080 --> 00:33:11,760
Speaker 1: It sounds amazing like, but it's just my brain just

595
00:33:11,800 --> 00:33:16,440
Speaker 1: can't wrap around that. How like easy it is.

596
00:33:19,840 --> 00:33:21,920
Speaker 2: I think, uh, I think you're gonna have I think

597
00:33:21,920 --> 00:33:24,600
Speaker 2: you're gonna have fun. Ashure, I think it'll be cool.

598
00:33:24,760 --> 00:33:28,520
Speaker 2: I think, uh uh, you know, it sounds like it

599
00:33:28,520 --> 00:33:30,040
Speaker 2: sounds like it'll be good for you to get into

600
00:33:30,080 --> 00:33:32,560
Speaker 2: a new environment. How old are about it?

601
00:33:32,640 --> 00:33:35,440
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's what I'm thinking too. I am twenty two.

602
00:33:36,160 --> 00:33:40,000
Speaker 2: Okay, word, did you uh do you have like a grant?

603
00:33:40,080 --> 00:33:41,920
Speaker 2: You said you're going to community college and you're getting

604
00:33:41,920 --> 00:33:43,719
Speaker 2: a new gig. Do you have like a like a

605
00:33:43,760 --> 00:33:46,280
Speaker 2: grand thing that you want to do.

606
00:33:46,800 --> 00:33:50,520
Speaker 1: I want to go into film by the same time.

607
00:33:51,640 --> 00:33:53,760
Speaker 1: You know, I draw as well, so I can see

608
00:33:53,760 --> 00:33:56,440
Speaker 1: that as like I take emissions and stuff like that

609
00:33:56,560 --> 00:34:02,560
Speaker 1: on the side, so I could see that being like

610
00:34:02,600 --> 00:34:05,000
Speaker 1: a part time job. And then I go work out

611
00:34:05,040 --> 00:34:07,760
Speaker 1: a TV station for my full time job or something

612
00:34:07,800 --> 00:34:11,600
Speaker 1: like that, and that sounds like the ideal dream for me.

613
00:34:14,760 --> 00:34:19,600
Speaker 4: Damn, you know, I'm in Look. I think it's good that, uh,

614
00:34:19,800 --> 00:34:21,080
Speaker 4: you're you're putting.

615
00:34:20,760 --> 00:34:23,000
Speaker 2: Yourself out there. You know, you could have just stayed

616
00:34:23,040 --> 00:34:26,640
Speaker 2: in your in your small town. You could have suppressed

617
00:34:27,000 --> 00:34:30,200
Speaker 2: who you were to make other people happy. But you

618
00:34:30,239 --> 00:34:34,719
Speaker 2: didn't do it, Asher, And I'm proud. I'm proud of

619
00:34:34,760 --> 00:34:44,720
Speaker 2: you for that. That's pretty that's pretty cool. Keep keep sucking,

620
00:34:44,800 --> 00:34:49,600
Speaker 2: rocking and rolling. Uh. I think I think that facing

621
00:34:49,719 --> 00:34:53,799
Speaker 2: these uncomfortable things will work out for you in the in.

622
00:34:53,760 --> 00:34:57,040
Speaker 1: The long run, definitely.

623
00:34:59,239 --> 00:34:59,760
Speaker 3: Mm hmmm.

624
00:35:00,920 --> 00:35:04,680
Speaker 2: Here's another thing that I that I'll that I'll tell

625
00:35:04,719 --> 00:35:07,359
Speaker 2: you because I believe in this. I've talked to I've

626
00:35:07,360 --> 00:35:10,400
Speaker 2: had I've had a few people call in here with

627
00:35:10,719 --> 00:35:14,200
Speaker 2: a similar with similar problems as you I've taken. I've

628
00:35:14,239 --> 00:35:17,200
Speaker 2: talked to people about this before, and I like to

629
00:35:17,239 --> 00:35:20,560
Speaker 2: say that, like, uh, you know, I feel like when

630
00:35:20,600 --> 00:35:22,840
Speaker 2: you when you're growing up in that small town environment,

631
00:35:22,880 --> 00:35:26,360
Speaker 2: everyone will convince you that like you know, for example,

632
00:35:26,360 --> 00:35:30,239
Speaker 2: you were talking about how you you know, uh, you

633
00:35:30,440 --> 00:35:36,400
Speaker 2: like to present femininely. You dress feminine, but that other people,

634
00:35:36,960 --> 00:35:39,240
Speaker 2: you know, give.

635
00:35:39,080 --> 00:35:39,880
Speaker 4: Your ship for that.

636
00:35:40,200 --> 00:35:42,000
Speaker 2: And I feel like if you if you have if

637
00:35:42,000 --> 00:35:44,200
Speaker 2: you go up with that small town mentality, people will

638
00:35:44,200 --> 00:35:47,560
Speaker 2: convince you that certain things about you are like are weaknesses,

639
00:35:49,120 --> 00:35:52,440
Speaker 2: but but they're actually but they're actually but and maybe

640
00:35:52,480 --> 00:35:54,600
Speaker 2: like it causes you to think about them as a

641
00:35:54,640 --> 00:35:57,440
Speaker 2: weaknesses because like they they cause you experience, like that

642
00:35:57,520 --> 00:35:59,759
Speaker 2: stress that you're talking about what they're but they're but

643
00:35:59,800 --> 00:36:03,719
Speaker 2: they're strengths. Sure, their strengths, especially for you when you

644
00:36:03,760 --> 00:36:05,560
Speaker 2: want to get into the media, right when you want

645
00:36:05,560 --> 00:36:08,279
Speaker 2: to get into film, because when it comes time for

646
00:36:08,400 --> 00:36:11,160
Speaker 2: you as a as an artist, as a as a

647
00:36:11,200 --> 00:36:16,359
Speaker 2: filmmaker to like tell whatever your your story is, right

648
00:36:17,480 --> 00:36:20,920
Speaker 2: that aspect of the story of that whatever aspects of

649
00:36:20,960 --> 00:36:23,600
Speaker 2: the story that you thought were weaknesses, like you know,

650
00:36:24,040 --> 00:36:29,840
Speaker 2: talking about dressing feminine and getting shipped for that, Like

651
00:36:30,239 --> 00:36:32,239
Speaker 2: that's gonna become your strength. That's gonna be the thing

652
00:36:32,280 --> 00:36:36,160
Speaker 2: that like people you know, like look at your fucking

653
00:36:36,200 --> 00:36:38,799
Speaker 2: comic about or your film about and are like, oh,

654
00:36:38,840 --> 00:36:41,520
Speaker 2: I had that exact same experience, and that makes me

655
00:36:41,600 --> 00:36:44,920
Speaker 2: identify more with this person, and it's actually become a

656
00:36:44,960 --> 00:36:45,799
Speaker 2: strength for you.

657
00:36:47,200 --> 00:36:53,680
Speaker 4: Does that make sense. Yeah, definitely, alright, cool, don't forget

658
00:36:53,719 --> 00:36:54,080
Speaker 4: about that.

659
00:36:55,840 --> 00:36:59,200
Speaker 2: I want to ever beautiful. Thank you for calling Asher,

660
00:36:59,200 --> 00:37:00,000
Speaker 2: Good luck to you.

661
00:37:01,560 --> 00:37:03,000
Speaker 1: Thank you, and you have a great night.

662
00:37:04,120 --> 00:37:07,759
Speaker 2: Hello, Hello, how are you?

663
00:37:08,760 --> 00:37:12,640
Speaker 15: I had I had a nightmare story. I wanted to

664
00:37:12,640 --> 00:37:14,480
Speaker 15: tell you. I'm gonna lay in my bed and just

665
00:37:14,520 --> 00:37:19,600
Speaker 15: close my eyes. It kind of follows along perfectly with

666
00:37:21,120 --> 00:37:23,880
Speaker 15: that conversation you had with that guy about kids destroying things.

667
00:37:24,239 --> 00:37:29,320
Speaker 2: Oh yes, yes, yes, hey, an important podcast. I have adolescence.

668
00:37:30,320 --> 00:37:30,960
Speaker 4: In my opinion.

669
00:37:31,200 --> 00:37:34,640
Speaker 15: Yeah, and definitely. I mean and I wasn't a very

670
00:37:34,640 --> 00:37:38,480
Speaker 15: destructive kid, but late if I destroyed something, it was

671
00:37:39,840 --> 00:37:41,279
Speaker 15: it was on a big, bigger scale, you know what

672
00:37:41,360 --> 00:37:47,399
Speaker 15: I mean. So I guess we'll just start start from the.

673
00:37:47,320 --> 00:37:51,200
Speaker 2: Beginning, right sure, sure, hit me all right.

674
00:37:51,239 --> 00:37:54,360
Speaker 15: So go back like which, by the way, I'm like

675
00:37:54,360 --> 00:37:57,359
Speaker 15: twenty three right now, So go back like twelve years ago.

676
00:37:58,480 --> 00:38:04,920
Speaker 15: My school did is like camping trip sing and there

677
00:38:05,040 --> 00:38:07,760
Speaker 15: was our school is pretty small, so like a single

678
00:38:07,880 --> 00:38:12,280
Speaker 15: class was like you know, forty kids, twenty boys, twenty girls.

679
00:38:12,960 --> 00:38:14,960
Speaker 15: There was two classes that went on this camping trip,

680
00:38:15,840 --> 00:38:18,160
Speaker 15: and so all the boys from the two classes slept

681
00:38:18,200 --> 00:38:21,520
Speaker 15: in like a military style cabin, you know, with like

682
00:38:21,560 --> 00:38:24,600
Speaker 15: the bunk beds and stuff like that, and there was

683
00:38:24,640 --> 00:38:29,120
Speaker 15: about forty of us, and I think it was like

684
00:38:29,200 --> 00:38:33,520
Speaker 15: the last night, the last night we were there, I

685
00:38:33,680 --> 00:38:38,680
Speaker 15: like I went to go use the bathroom, right, and

686
00:38:38,719 --> 00:38:43,560
Speaker 15: I clogged the toilet and there was no like plunger

687
00:38:43,640 --> 00:38:46,920
Speaker 15: in there. I couldn't fix it, so I just kind

688
00:38:46,920 --> 00:38:48,640
Speaker 15: of walked out, and you know, there was like a

689
00:38:48,640 --> 00:38:50,920
Speaker 15: line of kids waiting to get into the bathroom. So

690
00:38:50,960 --> 00:38:52,879
Speaker 15: somebody was like, dude, you clog the toilet. I'm like, well,

691
00:38:52,880 --> 00:38:55,799
Speaker 15: what do you want me to do about it? And

692
00:38:55,880 --> 00:38:57,759
Speaker 15: then he was like, I don't know. And then I

693
00:38:57,840 --> 00:39:01,759
Speaker 15: was like, wait, wouldn't it be fun if we all

694
00:39:01,840 --> 00:39:05,360
Speaker 15: like pooped in the same toilet. So I ended up

695
00:39:05,400 --> 00:39:09,040
Speaker 15: getting like easily like twenty eight to thirty kids to

696
00:39:09,120 --> 00:39:14,279
Speaker 15: like all take thumps in this toilet, right, and you know,

697
00:39:14,280 --> 00:39:17,239
Speaker 15: we ended up like filling it up, and you know,

698
00:39:17,320 --> 00:39:21,440
Speaker 15: we all went to sleep, and then the counselors came

699
00:39:21,480 --> 00:39:23,239
Speaker 15: in the morning and saw what had happened, and they

700
00:39:23,239 --> 00:39:26,759
Speaker 15: got like really pissed about it because like it was

701
00:39:26,920 --> 00:39:30,080
Speaker 15: it was just like super cloud like there was nothing

702
00:39:30,120 --> 00:39:31,759
Speaker 15: anybody could do about that. Like they had to call

703
00:39:31,800 --> 00:39:36,680
Speaker 15: in plumbers and stuff like that. I'm sure, and you know,

704
00:39:36,960 --> 00:39:40,279
Speaker 15: so that kind of ended that experience and for like

705
00:39:40,320 --> 00:39:43,279
Speaker 15: the longest time, you know, that was something that like

706
00:39:43,360 --> 00:39:47,440
Speaker 15: me and my friends would laugh about that we did.

707
00:39:49,440 --> 00:39:52,520
Speaker 15: Any any questions so far, how many.

708
00:39:52,400 --> 00:39:56,319
Speaker 2: Kids did you say pooped in this toilet?

709
00:39:56,480 --> 00:39:58,640
Speaker 15: I would say somewhere between twenty eight to thirty five.

710
00:40:01,600 --> 00:40:07,880
Speaker 2: You don't have to say, you know, I have to say,

711
00:40:08,560 --> 00:40:14,759
Speaker 2: I think that this shows a strong leadership initiative on

712
00:40:14,800 --> 00:40:20,960
Speaker 2: your part because it takes a lot of effort to

713
00:40:21,200 --> 00:40:27,720
Speaker 2: mobilize and coordinate thirty people to achieve one common goal.

714
00:40:31,760 --> 00:40:36,760
Speaker 15: Yeah, I would really say that, like we really traded

715
00:40:36,880 --> 00:40:39,000
Speaker 15: like abandoned brothers.

716
00:40:40,200 --> 00:40:42,160
Speaker 4: Especially how old were you guys? Again?

717
00:40:45,239 --> 00:40:50,160
Speaker 15: Approximately, I don't remember, but like a twelve thirteen easily.

718
00:40:50,280 --> 00:40:54,719
Speaker 2: I mean, you know, it's hard to I mean especially

719
00:40:55,920 --> 00:41:00,640
Speaker 2: you know, children have very you know, short attention spans,

720
00:41:00,800 --> 00:41:02,640
Speaker 2: you know, and and they're very fickle.

721
00:41:02,719 --> 00:41:08,080
Speaker 4: It's hard to like, you know, mobilize that many people.

722
00:41:10,239 --> 00:41:13,799
Speaker 15: No, there was definitely like a singular purpose and you know,

723
00:41:15,280 --> 00:41:19,839
Speaker 15: I feel like we achieved something, but like I did

724
00:41:21,400 --> 00:41:24,000
Speaker 15: have like I was really paranoid like after it happened,

725
00:41:24,000 --> 00:41:26,680
Speaker 15: because I thought I was gonna get in trouble, and honestly,

726
00:41:26,760 --> 00:41:30,879
Speaker 15: I like I should have, you know, but like it's

727
00:41:30,880 --> 00:41:33,719
Speaker 15: one of those things where everybody is responsible, so you

728
00:41:33,760 --> 00:41:37,960
Speaker 15: know you can't do yeah, but they didn't know that,

729
00:41:39,280 --> 00:41:39,600
Speaker 15: And what.

730
00:41:39,680 --> 00:41:44,640
Speaker 2: Sort of rhetoric did you use to convince people towards

731
00:41:44,719 --> 00:41:45,280
Speaker 2: your cause?

732
00:41:49,920 --> 00:41:53,400
Speaker 15: It was just kind of like I wasn't like manipulating people.

733
00:41:53,440 --> 00:41:56,280
Speaker 15: It was more just like, hey, just to go ahead

734
00:41:56,280 --> 00:41:58,560
Speaker 15: and use like wouldn't be funny? It would be funny,

735
00:41:58,600 --> 00:42:00,000
Speaker 15: you know. I was just like, wouldn't it be funny?

736
00:42:00,640 --> 00:42:03,239
Speaker 15: And they all agreed, so just kind of happened, and

737
00:42:03,280 --> 00:42:06,320
Speaker 15: then I didn't really I wasn't really directing people afterwards.

738
00:42:06,360 --> 00:42:09,719
Speaker 15: I just kind of like went back to bed and

739
00:42:09,760 --> 00:42:12,480
Speaker 15: then everybody was like all right, yeah, yeah, if you

740
00:42:12,480 --> 00:42:13,840
Speaker 15: just have to use bath and just go ahead and

741
00:42:13,880 --> 00:42:16,399
Speaker 15: do it, and that was it.

742
00:42:16,520 --> 00:42:16,800
Speaker 3: Really.

743
00:42:17,520 --> 00:42:20,799
Speaker 15: But like I I talked to a plumber friend, you know,

744
00:42:21,560 --> 00:42:23,200
Speaker 15: when I got older, and told him about the story,

745
00:42:23,239 --> 00:42:27,000
Speaker 15: and he was like basically said that like because of

746
00:42:27,040 --> 00:42:29,759
Speaker 15: the location it was in that like it really it

747
00:42:29,800 --> 00:42:32,040
Speaker 15: could have like stopped up all the pipes and it

748
00:42:32,080 --> 00:42:36,080
Speaker 15: was easily like twelve to fifteen thousand dollars of damage,

749
00:42:38,200 --> 00:42:39,840
Speaker 15: like labor to clean it up.

750
00:42:39,880 --> 00:42:43,160
Speaker 2: Basically, that's very persuasive.

751
00:42:43,200 --> 00:42:50,720
Speaker 15: But yeah, but you know that I held up my conscious.

752
00:42:50,440 --> 00:42:52,360
Speaker 4: So you just told him that it would be funny.

753
00:42:55,200 --> 00:42:59,839
Speaker 15: Yeah. Yeah, they thought it was funny too. I mean,

754
00:42:59,840 --> 00:43:02,840
Speaker 15: I like, I've lost contact with a lot of those kids,

755
00:43:03,200 --> 00:43:05,080
Speaker 15: but like the ones I'm still in contact with, like

756
00:43:05,880 --> 00:43:07,640
Speaker 15: we still kind of bring it up and laugh about it.

757
00:43:08,239 --> 00:43:11,239
Speaker 15: And funny enough, one of those kids, I went on

758
00:43:11,280 --> 00:43:15,040
Speaker 15: a road trip with him. I'm from like how he

759
00:43:15,160 --> 00:43:17,759
Speaker 15: I'm from Indiana. But we did a road trip out

760
00:43:17,760 --> 00:43:21,080
Speaker 15: to San Diego and we met some people while we

761
00:43:21,120 --> 00:43:23,120
Speaker 15: were down there, and we went to go play basketball.

762
00:43:22,680 --> 00:43:24,640
Speaker 6: With them at night, and.

763
00:43:26,320 --> 00:43:30,360
Speaker 15: I went to this public restroom and you know, I

764
00:43:30,680 --> 00:43:33,600
Speaker 15: wasn't trying to, but I clogged the toilet toilet as well,

765
00:43:35,120 --> 00:43:37,560
Speaker 15: and you know, really it was just because the toilet

766
00:43:37,600 --> 00:43:41,200
Speaker 15: was really like really like a weak toilet.

767
00:43:40,800 --> 00:43:41,680
Speaker 7: I guess.

768
00:43:42,320 --> 00:43:46,680
Speaker 15: But my friend went in there after me. Yeah, my

769
00:43:46,719 --> 00:43:48,640
Speaker 15: friend went to the bathroom after me, and he also

770
00:43:48,680 --> 00:43:51,080
Speaker 15: took a dump on top of my tomb. And then

771
00:43:51,360 --> 00:43:53,560
Speaker 15: you know, we were playing basketball and he's like, guys

772
00:43:53,600 --> 00:43:55,239
Speaker 15: show up to play basketball. One of them was like, oh,

773
00:43:55,239 --> 00:43:56,480
Speaker 15: I have to take a dump. And then me and

774
00:43:56,520 --> 00:43:59,080
Speaker 15: my friend just kind of looked at each other like

775
00:43:59,239 --> 00:44:02,920
Speaker 15: shook my head like, yeah, don't know, don't tell him.

776
00:44:03,200 --> 00:44:07,400
Speaker 15: So he went in there took a dub, and so

777
00:44:07,440 --> 00:44:10,600
Speaker 15: I kind of came up with the definition that a

778
00:44:10,880 --> 00:44:14,160
Speaker 15: mass pooping is when more than two people take a

779
00:44:14,280 --> 00:44:16,440
Speaker 15: stump in the same toilet.

780
00:44:16,719 --> 00:44:24,160
Speaker 2: You are the father of the compound dump. Yeah, So

781
00:44:24,239 --> 00:44:30,400
Speaker 2: do you feel like you took any leadership skills away

782
00:44:30,800 --> 00:44:32,680
Speaker 2: from this?

783
00:44:36,520 --> 00:44:39,759
Speaker 6: Do you feel like, hold on, I don't feel like

784
00:44:39,760 --> 00:44:40,320
Speaker 6: I'm a leader.

785
00:44:41,480 --> 00:44:45,600
Speaker 2: So do you feel like you any leadership skills from

786
00:44:45,600 --> 00:44:46,360
Speaker 2: this experience?

787
00:44:49,719 --> 00:44:50,439
Speaker 15: No?

788
00:44:50,440 --> 00:44:53,360
Speaker 6: No, I don't. I disagree.

789
00:44:53,440 --> 00:44:58,560
Speaker 2: I've been very persuasive people. It sounds like are compelled

790
00:44:58,560 --> 00:44:59,480
Speaker 2: to follow.

791
00:44:59,160 --> 00:45:00,799
Speaker 4: You, you know.

792
00:45:01,840 --> 00:45:03,640
Speaker 2: I mean, you could do some good if you really

793
00:45:03,640 --> 00:45:04,040
Speaker 2: wanted to.

794
00:45:04,719 --> 00:45:05,120
Speaker 5: Mm hmm.

795
00:45:05,400 --> 00:45:07,080
Speaker 15: I mean if I had asked you to take a

796
00:45:07,160 --> 00:45:08,480
Speaker 15: dump on my dump, would you do it?

797
00:45:10,440 --> 00:45:16,600
Speaker 4: I think I would thank you that you, you know,

798
00:45:18,320 --> 00:45:20,080
Speaker 4: would want to do for good.

799
00:45:22,239 --> 00:45:24,640
Speaker 2: For this with the skill.

800
00:45:24,760 --> 00:45:26,880
Speaker 15: Yeah, but the story doesn't The story doesn't have a

801
00:45:26,880 --> 00:45:30,000
Speaker 15: good end. It doesn't have a good end, like there's

802
00:45:30,120 --> 00:45:36,400
Speaker 15: this there's just judgment and karma waiting for me at

803
00:45:36,400 --> 00:45:37,120
Speaker 15: the end of the right.

804
00:45:37,200 --> 00:45:38,919
Speaker 2: But no, but no, but no, but no, No, you're taling.

805
00:45:38,960 --> 00:45:40,920
Speaker 2: You're looking at the story itself. I'm looking at the

806
00:45:41,000 --> 00:45:43,520
Speaker 2: under what the story tells me about you and the

807
00:45:43,560 --> 00:45:48,480
Speaker 2: people involved. You know, that's that's that's what's what's what's

808
00:45:48,480 --> 00:45:51,879
Speaker 2: really important here. So yeah, I hope you do find

809
00:45:51,880 --> 00:45:54,360
Speaker 2: a good use for these, for these leadership skills.

810
00:45:56,880 --> 00:45:59,600
Speaker 15: I'll try to. I'll try to. You know, I'm in

811
00:45:59,640 --> 00:46:03,359
Speaker 15: school be a male nurse, so you know, that's that's

812
00:46:03,440 --> 00:46:07,040
Speaker 15: kind of a males in the nursing field tend to

813
00:46:07,040 --> 00:46:11,279
Speaker 15: go into leadership roles, so you know, maybe I'll maybe

814
00:46:11,320 --> 00:46:16,359
Speaker 15: I'll make up for my my past transgressions. But I mean,

815
00:46:16,400 --> 00:46:23,040
Speaker 15: honestly activist or a politician, you know, I really feel

816
00:46:23,080 --> 00:46:28,479
Speaker 15: like the issue is our toilets in society. I feel

817
00:46:28,520 --> 00:46:34,319
Speaker 15: like the infrastructure for toilets really needs to be revamped. Well,

818
00:46:34,680 --> 00:46:37,840
Speaker 15: I think I think we could easily take take some

819
00:46:37,920 --> 00:46:41,279
Speaker 15: money from from our taxes to towards that, if that's

820
00:46:41,320 --> 00:46:44,799
Speaker 15: not already a thing. But I would like to tell

821
00:46:44,840 --> 00:46:46,920
Speaker 15: you the end of the story, if that's okay.

822
00:46:48,120 --> 00:46:51,920
Speaker 2: I thought, which I thought, which story? Way? Which? Which story?

823
00:46:52,080 --> 00:46:55,160
Speaker 2: I feel like you began telling to a different story.

824
00:46:55,200 --> 00:46:56,560
Speaker 2: Which story are we hearing? The end of.

825
00:46:58,760 --> 00:47:01,120
Speaker 15: Just the trilogy? Man, I told you about what happened

826
00:47:01,520 --> 00:47:05,120
Speaker 15: when I was camping twelve years old, what happened not

827
00:47:05,200 --> 00:47:07,280
Speaker 15: too long ago in San Diego, and then what happened

828
00:47:07,360 --> 00:47:10,160
Speaker 15: last week is what I need to tell you about.

829
00:47:11,320 --> 00:47:13,520
Speaker 4: Sure, let's let's let's hear it quick.

830
00:47:14,920 --> 00:47:16,560
Speaker 2: Before everyone throws it up.

831
00:47:19,440 --> 00:47:20,680
Speaker 5: All right, So.

832
00:47:22,840 --> 00:47:28,080
Speaker 15: I host the Smash Brothers tournament in Indiana and it's

833
00:47:28,080 --> 00:47:33,160
Speaker 15: at this pizza place and I didn't know this was

834
00:47:33,200 --> 00:47:37,359
Speaker 15: going on, but the same thing happened to the one

835
00:47:37,400 --> 00:47:40,080
Speaker 15: bathroom that this restaurant has of the people at my

836
00:47:40,080 --> 00:47:46,680
Speaker 15: Smash tournament, and the owner made me clean it up,

837
00:47:47,080 --> 00:47:51,440
Speaker 15: like fix it, And honestly, it really took a lot

838
00:47:51,480 --> 00:47:52,960
Speaker 15: of weight off my shoulders after I did that, Like

839
00:47:53,040 --> 00:47:57,680
Speaker 15: I felt like I had fixed my sins essentially.

840
00:48:00,080 --> 00:48:00,440
Speaker 6: Mm hmm.

841
00:48:02,480 --> 00:48:04,480
Speaker 4: All right, So the story did end good?

842
00:48:06,960 --> 00:48:12,960
Speaker 15: Yeah, I mean, I'm not the same.

843
00:48:12,360 --> 00:48:17,000
Speaker 4: What's your name.

844
00:48:17,040 --> 00:48:22,080
Speaker 2: Steve, Steve Jim use your leadership skills for good. I

845
00:48:22,200 --> 00:48:25,600
Speaker 2: believe in you. I believe in your future, and uh,

846
00:48:25,680 --> 00:48:28,360
Speaker 2: I hope that you no longer serve evil, and I

847
00:48:28,400 --> 00:48:29,480
Speaker 2: hope you have a good rest.

848
00:48:29,239 --> 00:48:29,640
Speaker 4: Of the night.

849
00:48:30,280 --> 00:48:35,680
Speaker 15: All from it's little Mike, little Mike.

850
00:48:38,840 --> 00:48:39,600
Speaker 6: What's going on?

851
00:48:40,480 --> 00:48:43,839
Speaker 2: Is there a big Mike, big Mike?

852
00:48:44,040 --> 00:48:47,120
Speaker 13: I like to think there is, But I don't want

853
00:48:47,120 --> 00:48:49,520
Speaker 13: to think that I'm the product of big Mike necessarily.

854
00:48:51,320 --> 00:48:52,120
Speaker 4: What does that mean?

855
00:48:55,000 --> 00:48:57,040
Speaker 13: I like to think that I'm my own individual as

856
00:48:57,040 --> 00:48:59,600
Speaker 13: a little Mike, no product of another.

857
00:49:03,800 --> 00:49:06,800
Speaker 2: You'd like to think that you are your own? Well, okay,

858
00:49:06,920 --> 00:49:12,200
Speaker 2: you know, well when people are little, they're not necessarily

859
00:49:12,360 --> 00:49:19,160
Speaker 2: little in relation to anything, like like Lowayne. Lowayne is

860
00:49:19,200 --> 00:49:22,839
Speaker 2: not lou Wayne relative to a bigger Wayne, or even

861
00:49:22,880 --> 00:49:25,920
Speaker 2: a medium or even a regular sized Wayne. He simply

862
00:49:26,080 --> 00:49:29,600
Speaker 2: is in and of himself Lowayne. So I don't think

863
00:49:29,640 --> 00:49:32,799
Speaker 2: that you being little Mike necessarily has to be your

864
00:49:32,880 --> 00:49:36,200
Speaker 2: little mic relative to a medium's or big sized mic.

865
00:49:36,239 --> 00:49:36,960
Speaker 4: Does that make sense?

866
00:49:38,400 --> 00:49:39,359
Speaker 16: That does make sense?

867
00:49:39,440 --> 00:49:41,279
Speaker 17: And I actually I appreciate that.

868
00:49:42,440 --> 00:49:44,879
Speaker 4: Yeah, you know, how'd you get to bed to become

869
00:49:44,920 --> 00:49:45,359
Speaker 4: little Mic?

870
00:49:48,120 --> 00:49:51,799
Speaker 13: Uh, there's not too much of a story behind it.

871
00:49:51,800 --> 00:49:54,360
Speaker 13: It just kind of came about through talking with friends.

872
00:49:54,400 --> 00:49:59,920
Speaker 13: Definitely college days throwback. But uh, besides that, there's not

873
00:50:00,040 --> 00:50:02,239
Speaker 13: too much meaning behind it. It was just kind of more

874
00:50:02,320 --> 00:50:04,960
Speaker 13: or less. The fact that it was meaningless made it meaningful.

875
00:50:05,400 --> 00:50:08,480
Speaker 13: I don't know how they explain it. Kind of it's

876
00:50:08,480 --> 00:50:09,160
Speaker 13: hardly explain.

877
00:50:13,320 --> 00:50:14,960
Speaker 2: What are you doing right now, little Mike? How did

878
00:50:15,040 --> 00:50:20,320
Speaker 2: you find yourself to this humble, little Gecko stream.

879
00:50:20,600 --> 00:50:23,080
Speaker 13: I've been seeing mad clips of you on YouTube and

880
00:50:23,520 --> 00:50:26,399
Speaker 13: been sitting back and I was enjoying some beers and

881
00:50:27,640 --> 00:50:30,200
Speaker 13: I really enjoy watching your stream, so I thought i'd

882
00:50:30,239 --> 00:50:32,200
Speaker 13: call in. I did not think I would get in.

883
00:50:32,239 --> 00:50:34,800
Speaker 13: So I'm kind of rattled right now, to be honestly honest,

884
00:50:34,840 --> 00:50:37,600
Speaker 13: but uh, I love chopping.

885
00:50:37,280 --> 00:50:37,759
Speaker 7: It up with you.

886
00:50:38,719 --> 00:50:40,760
Speaker 2: I like chopping up with you. You said you're rattled

887
00:50:40,840 --> 00:50:42,880
Speaker 2: right now. Describe this rattleness? What is it? What does it?

888
00:50:42,880 --> 00:50:44,160
Speaker 2: What does it feel like to be rattled?

889
00:50:44,840 --> 00:50:47,040
Speaker 13: Yeah, I'm bad ass, Like, this is what it feels

890
00:50:47,040 --> 00:50:48,080
Speaker 13: like to be a living right now.

891
00:50:48,160 --> 00:50:51,480
Speaker 17: I'm seriously, I'm like, my heart's beating right now. I'm

892
00:50:51,520 --> 00:50:55,080
Speaker 17: a little shaky sitting here. I'm like, I'm humbled to

893
00:50:55,120 --> 00:50:58,399
Speaker 17: be on the stream right now. I'm actually like, I'm

894
00:50:58,440 --> 00:51:00,440
Speaker 17: glad I don't feel this feeling toot you know what

895
00:51:00,440 --> 00:51:03,200
Speaker 17: I mean. It feels good to get excited, beautiful.

896
00:51:03,680 --> 00:51:05,200
Speaker 2: I have so many things to say about what you

897
00:51:05,239 --> 00:51:07,719
Speaker 2: just said. First of all, I'm I'm I'm humbled that

898
00:51:09,239 --> 00:51:12,680
Speaker 2: you fucking watched this thing. Second of all, this is

899
00:51:12,680 --> 00:51:14,919
Speaker 2: so such an interesting thing what you just said, because

900
00:51:15,080 --> 00:51:16,960
Speaker 2: I try to think about this myself, and I've talked

901
00:51:16,960 --> 00:51:26,160
Speaker 2: about this on stream before. Your body's experiencing some you know,

902
00:51:27,719 --> 00:51:33,000
Speaker 2: like a visceral reaction, visceral reaction, visceral anxiety, your heart's beating,

903
00:51:33,040 --> 00:51:36,360
Speaker 2: all that stuff, and and and you have such a

904
00:51:36,400 --> 00:51:41,080
Speaker 2: great attitude toward it. Because when I get anxious for something,

905
00:51:41,120 --> 00:51:44,560
Speaker 2: I always try to think, like, oh, I'm I'm lucky, right,

906
00:51:44,680 --> 00:51:47,960
Speaker 2: I'm I'm lucky to be nervous, because that's what that's

907
00:51:48,000 --> 00:51:51,239
Speaker 2: how you know, you like you give a ship like

908
00:51:51,280 --> 00:51:53,560
Speaker 2: something is going on, like you have like there's like

909
00:51:53,600 --> 00:51:56,240
Speaker 2: you're a live Like if you're nervous, you're alive.

910
00:51:55,920 --> 00:51:57,200
Speaker 4: You know what I mean, You're.

911
00:51:57,040 --> 00:51:57,800
Speaker 2: Like doing that.

912
00:51:58,719 --> 00:52:01,800
Speaker 13: That's how I was literally just thinking this because at first,

913
00:52:01,840 --> 00:52:04,240
Speaker 13: like I was like, like I was saying quote unquote rattled,

914
00:52:04,280 --> 00:52:06,000
Speaker 13: and I didn't really know what to say. But I

915
00:52:06,040 --> 00:52:07,560
Speaker 13: was just like I got to work through this and

916
00:52:08,280 --> 00:52:11,840
Speaker 13: keep chopping it up and kind of just live in

917
00:52:11,840 --> 00:52:15,360
Speaker 13: the moment right now. And that's definitely that feeling that

918
00:52:15,440 --> 00:52:17,440
Speaker 13: feeling special, and I think I think you catch on.

919
00:52:17,560 --> 00:52:18,600
Speaker 16: I feel like you're feeling it.

920
00:52:19,960 --> 00:52:22,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, man, I sometimes when I get anxious for things,

921
00:52:22,239 --> 00:52:24,840
Speaker 2: I'm well, there's ANXI. Whether there's like a general anxiety,

922
00:52:24,880 --> 00:52:28,000
Speaker 2: which sucks because that's the one where you're like, well,

923
00:52:28,080 --> 00:52:30,200
Speaker 2: you can't pin it to anything that's not fun, that's

924
00:52:30,239 --> 00:52:32,440
Speaker 2: more in your head stuff. But this, but the nervousness,

925
00:52:32,480 --> 00:52:34,120
Speaker 2: were like you can pin it to something it's very

926
00:52:34,160 --> 00:52:37,000
Speaker 2: bodily or and all that shit. It's like, oh, it's

927
00:52:37,040 --> 00:52:40,400
Speaker 2: it's cool because like something's going on. Your body is reacting.

928
00:52:40,480 --> 00:52:44,840
Speaker 2: Your body is reacting to you the fucking dewey something

929
00:52:45,160 --> 00:52:49,000
Speaker 2: you know, to the way you know to live, to

930
00:52:49,080 --> 00:52:50,200
Speaker 2: be nervous.

931
00:52:51,280 --> 00:52:53,439
Speaker 13: It is, And little shit like this makes it worth

932
00:52:53,480 --> 00:52:54,520
Speaker 13: It makes it worth while.

933
00:52:58,880 --> 00:53:04,680
Speaker 4: M lot, Mike, Mike oh Man, little Mike man Is.

934
00:53:06,600 --> 00:53:06,719
Speaker 6: Mike.

935
00:53:06,800 --> 00:53:08,040
Speaker 2: Is there anything like in.

936
00:53:07,960 --> 00:53:11,120
Speaker 4: Particular that you wanted to talk about this evening?

937
00:53:16,760 --> 00:53:19,520
Speaker 13: Not in particular, I think I think more in life

938
00:53:19,520 --> 00:53:21,439
Speaker 13: in general. I love when you kind of just talk

939
00:53:21,520 --> 00:53:26,239
Speaker 13: about life and the abs and flows of life, and

940
00:53:26,280 --> 00:53:29,000
Speaker 13: I kind of almost think we just already achieved that.

941
00:53:29,360 --> 00:53:32,680
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, yeah, that's an interesting thing. It's funny you

942
00:53:32,719 --> 00:53:34,680
Speaker 2: say that you you like when I talk about life

943
00:53:34,719 --> 00:53:36,440
Speaker 2: and the ebbs and flows of life, because I, you know,

944
00:53:36,440 --> 00:53:38,160
Speaker 2: I feel like a fraud sometimes I feel like I'm

945
00:53:38,440 --> 00:53:39,840
Speaker 2: I don't even know what the fuck I'm talking.

946
00:53:39,640 --> 00:53:41,280
Speaker 4: About, but I you know, it makes me happy.

947
00:53:41,280 --> 00:53:45,560
Speaker 2: It makes me genuinely happy that uh, whatever I fucking ramble, Uh,

948
00:53:46,000 --> 00:53:50,080
Speaker 2: I hope his his fucking resonated in some.

949
00:53:51,400 --> 00:53:52,040
Speaker 4: Way shape.

950
00:53:52,560 --> 00:53:53,960
Speaker 7: No, totally, it totally does.

951
00:53:54,160 --> 00:53:56,719
Speaker 13: No, I'd usually appreciate you, and I listen to you

952
00:53:56,760 --> 00:53:59,440
Speaker 13: a lot of times going out of work, and I

953
00:53:59,440 --> 00:54:01,759
Speaker 13: I work with uh, work with kids, do a little

954
00:54:01,800 --> 00:54:04,799
Speaker 13: work in schools and stuff. So it's always like it's

955
00:54:04,840 --> 00:54:07,560
Speaker 13: it's good to hear other people's perspectives, even it doesn't

956
00:54:07,560 --> 00:54:11,200
Speaker 13: matter like how you think that person sounds. It's always

957
00:54:11,200 --> 00:54:15,319
Speaker 13: someone else's perspective and you've got to take that into consideration.

958
00:54:15,600 --> 00:54:19,400
Speaker 13: That's how someone feels, So that's it's legit. And I

959
00:54:19,520 --> 00:54:22,719
Speaker 13: like to like kind of just like hear everyone's perspective

960
00:54:22,760 --> 00:54:24,560
Speaker 13: and like kind of what people's worries are and what

961
00:54:24,680 --> 00:54:27,120
Speaker 13: takes they have in life and how they enjoy different

962
00:54:27,160 --> 00:54:28,560
Speaker 13: aspects of life or don't.

963
00:54:29,120 --> 00:54:29,560
Speaker 2: I don't know.

964
00:54:29,880 --> 00:54:33,640
Speaker 13: The show's the show's honestly, it's cool. Shit, I appreciate.

965
00:54:33,160 --> 00:54:35,399
Speaker 2: You, beautiful, thank you man.

966
00:54:36,200 --> 00:54:37,360
Speaker 4: It's you work with kids.

967
00:54:38,320 --> 00:54:42,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, before we go, little Mike, before we go, what

968
00:54:42,200 --> 00:54:45,479
Speaker 2: do the kids need to know? If there's one thing

969
00:54:46,120 --> 00:54:47,479
Speaker 2: that the kids? How old? How old?

970
00:54:47,560 --> 00:54:48,200
Speaker 4: Kids?

971
00:54:50,120 --> 00:54:50,520
Speaker 3: How old?

972
00:54:50,640 --> 00:54:54,440
Speaker 13: I work primarilyly with like ninth graders or eighth graders.

973
00:54:54,960 --> 00:54:58,520
Speaker 2: Okay, it's an interesting age. What so like thirteen fourteen?

974
00:54:59,600 --> 00:55:03,240
Speaker 2: Mm hm, what do you what for for your fourteen

975
00:55:03,280 --> 00:55:04,719
Speaker 2: year old kid? What do you what do you need

976
00:55:04,800 --> 00:55:05,080
Speaker 2: to know?

977
00:55:05,760 --> 00:55:06,239
Speaker 4: Low Mike?

978
00:55:08,000 --> 00:55:11,920
Speaker 13: You know right now? I think the message is specific

979
00:55:12,000 --> 00:55:14,879
Speaker 13: to the times, and I think it's a message of

980
00:55:15,560 --> 00:55:18,160
Speaker 13: you know, being that hard ass when you go in

981
00:55:18,239 --> 00:55:20,399
Speaker 13: every day, or trying to act cool or putting in

982
00:55:20,440 --> 00:55:24,480
Speaker 13: that shell or acting jaded like that's cool up to

983
00:55:24,480 --> 00:55:26,560
Speaker 13: an extent, but in the long run, it's not going

984
00:55:26,640 --> 00:55:28,799
Speaker 13: to pay out. And in the long run, if you

985
00:55:28,840 --> 00:55:31,360
Speaker 13: treat someone else, you choose to treat someone out to

986
00:55:31,400 --> 00:55:33,960
Speaker 13: a kindness and you treat it to hear someone or like,

987
00:55:34,080 --> 00:55:36,040
Speaker 13: choose to hear someone out, like you're listening to me

988
00:55:36,120 --> 00:55:38,279
Speaker 13: right now and being a good listener, it can make

989
00:55:38,320 --> 00:55:41,000
Speaker 13: that difference in someone else's life. And right now, I

990
00:55:41,000 --> 00:55:43,600
Speaker 13: think that's mad important during this time, during this pandemic

991
00:55:43,640 --> 00:55:47,600
Speaker 13: where people feel separated from others and isolated. If you

992
00:55:47,760 --> 00:55:50,719
Speaker 13: just can truly listen to someone and show someone some kindness,

993
00:55:51,200 --> 00:55:53,279
Speaker 13: it's you're gonna be a hell of let happy with

994
00:55:53,320 --> 00:55:54,719
Speaker 13: yourself at the end of the day than you are

995
00:55:54,760 --> 00:55:57,759
Speaker 13: if you're can act jade it or route towards someone

996
00:55:57,880 --> 00:55:58,719
Speaker 13: or put someone down.

997
00:55:59,239 --> 00:56:00,960
Speaker 4: And year olds definitely.

998
00:56:00,719 --> 00:56:05,640
Speaker 2: Need to hear that because they are extremely mean mm hmm.

999
00:56:06,440 --> 00:56:09,040
Speaker 13: And sometimes, you know, you can see the hurt going

1000
00:56:09,239 --> 00:56:11,880
Speaker 13: like from classmate to classmates sometimes and that just tears

1001
00:56:11,880 --> 00:56:14,840
Speaker 13: me up inside because try to build that community of

1002
00:56:14,880 --> 00:56:18,359
Speaker 13: connect but if you got that one little negative wore

1003
00:56:18,360 --> 00:56:21,359
Speaker 13: attacks it's hard to overcome, but not impossible, but just

1004
00:56:21,440 --> 00:56:22,839
Speaker 13: it makes it a little more difficult, you.

1005
00:56:22,760 --> 00:56:28,840
Speaker 2: Know, Mike, keep spreading the good message. I feel like

1006
00:56:28,920 --> 00:56:30,919
Speaker 2: kids need to know this. I you know, I could

1007
00:56:30,920 --> 00:56:33,200
Speaker 2: go I could fucking rant about this for hours, but like,

1008
00:56:34,239 --> 00:56:36,719
Speaker 2: I don't know. Sometimes I go on TikTok and I

1009
00:56:36,719 --> 00:56:39,320
Speaker 2: look at comments sections. I know I'm on the comment

1010
00:56:39,360 --> 00:56:42,719
Speaker 2: sections of TikTok is like fucking thirteen years old, and

1011
00:56:42,760 --> 00:56:45,279
Speaker 2: just the way that like, I don't know, there's the

1012
00:56:45,719 --> 00:56:49,680
Speaker 2: way that like the default of culture is like everyone

1013
00:56:49,680 --> 00:56:53,120
Speaker 2: to just be fucking like yelling at each other and

1014
00:56:53,120 --> 00:56:55,959
Speaker 2: pissed off all the time and like mean and shit.

1015
00:56:56,040 --> 00:56:59,840
Speaker 2: It's like, ah, fuck, you know hopefully you know the kids,

1016
00:57:00,040 --> 00:57:01,800
Speaker 2: So I need to hear what you're talking about.

1017
00:57:01,800 --> 00:57:03,640
Speaker 4: So I'm glad that someone someone's saying it.

1018
00:57:04,440 --> 00:57:06,359
Speaker 13: So I'm saying it's it's a cheap it's a cheap

1019
00:57:06,400 --> 00:57:08,879
Speaker 13: way to get some laughs. And the short you might

1020
00:57:08,920 --> 00:57:12,120
Speaker 13: feel good about yourself, but I mean, it really won't

1021
00:57:12,120 --> 00:57:13,680
Speaker 13: and it's not gonna pay off in the long run,

1022
00:57:13,800 --> 00:57:17,160
Speaker 13: does no one good? Yeah, pick pick your other friend up.

1023
00:57:17,520 --> 00:57:23,040
Speaker 13: So yeah, I'll leave it at that. You too, You too?

1024
00:57:23,160 --> 00:57:27,040
Speaker 4: God, bless guy, ghak, bless you a thousand years, little Mike.

1025
00:57:28,240 --> 00:57:28,600
Speaker 11: Thank you.

1026
00:57:30,720 --> 00:57:32,400
Speaker 1: Paul from Kay.

1027
00:57:34,560 --> 00:57:37,800
Speaker 9: May, Oh, Hey, what's what pleasant surprise?

1028
00:57:39,280 --> 00:57:41,840
Speaker 2: What are you? What are you doing with your life?

1029
00:57:41,960 --> 00:57:46,200
Speaker 2: Kat May? I said, what are you doing with your life?

1030
00:57:46,280 --> 00:57:46,480
Speaker 4: May?

1031
00:57:47,320 --> 00:57:48,560
Speaker 18: What am I doing with my life?

1032
00:57:49,920 --> 00:57:50,360
Speaker 13: I don't know.

1033
00:57:50,480 --> 00:57:52,320
Speaker 18: I'm just why it happened.

1034
00:57:52,360 --> 00:57:56,080
Speaker 3: I'm to flow. I'm in nursing school right now. I

1035
00:57:56,200 --> 00:57:59,880
Speaker 3: started when the pandemic happened. So it's been like an

1036
00:58:00,240 --> 00:58:02,440
Speaker 3: interesting journey thus far.

1037
00:58:03,520 --> 00:58:05,080
Speaker 2: I got a little bit of white claw on my

1038
00:58:06,280 --> 00:58:09,640
Speaker 2: laptop track pad. Oh so I'm wiping it off.

1039
00:58:14,080 --> 00:58:14,440
Speaker 5: Thanks?

1040
00:58:15,200 --> 00:58:15,960
Speaker 2: What did you say?

1041
00:58:16,240 --> 00:58:16,840
Speaker 4: Just now again?

1042
00:58:17,560 --> 00:58:23,360
Speaker 3: No, I I'm a nursing student, but I'm just going

1043
00:58:23,400 --> 00:58:23,880
Speaker 3: with the flu.

1044
00:58:24,320 --> 00:58:24,600
Speaker 5: Dude.

1045
00:58:24,640 --> 00:58:26,880
Speaker 3: It's been like a long journey.

1046
00:58:26,600 --> 00:58:29,280
Speaker 11: Like I actually, I don't know.

1047
00:58:29,760 --> 00:58:31,240
Speaker 18: I don't want to know.

1048
00:58:30,840 --> 00:58:34,480
Speaker 3: I don't have any expectations right now. I'm just when

1049
00:58:34,600 --> 00:58:36,760
Speaker 3: it happen as it comes far kind of do.

1050
00:58:39,480 --> 00:58:39,960
Speaker 2: What happened?

1051
00:58:39,960 --> 00:58:41,000
Speaker 4: What happened to you today?

1052
00:58:41,200 --> 00:58:49,000
Speaker 3: May I've been listening to your podcast like all night,

1053
00:58:49,880 --> 00:58:59,280
Speaker 3: and I I like this. I'm I like that, you

1054
00:58:59,280 --> 00:59:03,000
Speaker 3: you know, get online talk to people, listening to their stories.

1055
00:59:03,160 --> 00:59:05,400
Speaker 3: I kind of like doing that too. The problem is,

1056
00:59:05,440 --> 00:59:10,760
Speaker 3: like I'm not that person in real life. I tend

1057
00:59:10,800 --> 00:59:14,320
Speaker 3: to do that online. So recently I've been going on

1058
00:59:14,360 --> 00:59:15,720
Speaker 3: Tinder and just talking to people.

1059
00:59:17,600 --> 00:59:19,880
Speaker 4: You've been going on Tinder and talking.

1060
00:59:19,600 --> 00:59:26,200
Speaker 5: To Yeah, it's.

1061
00:59:24,160 --> 00:59:27,920
Speaker 3: It just fulfils my need to interact with people. That's it.

1062
00:59:29,400 --> 00:59:29,800
Speaker 2: What is?

1063
00:59:30,000 --> 00:59:32,200
Speaker 4: What does your husband think about that?

1064
00:59:35,480 --> 00:59:39,160
Speaker 3: When I told him about it, he had like this

1065
00:59:39,240 --> 00:59:42,800
Speaker 3: knee jerk reaction and it was kind of angersh But

1066
00:59:42,880 --> 00:59:47,120
Speaker 3: I understand because like, okay, well, people go on tender

1067
00:59:47,320 --> 00:59:53,080
Speaker 3: for hookups and whatnot kind of deal. But whenever that

1068
00:59:53,120 --> 00:59:57,120
Speaker 3: situation comes up, I just tend to ignore it or

1069
00:59:57,240 --> 00:59:59,960
Speaker 3: just deflect him, or I just give them my intentions.

1070
01:00:00,040 --> 01:00:01,920
Speaker 3: I tell them like, hey, I don't only hear for

1071
01:00:01,960 --> 01:00:04,480
Speaker 3: a conversation. If you have any sexual needs that you

1072
01:00:04,520 --> 01:00:06,720
Speaker 3: need to be met, I'm not the person to do that.

1073
01:00:09,040 --> 01:00:14,120
Speaker 2: Interesting, Well, so do I mean, do they like these

1074
01:00:14,160 --> 01:00:16,840
Speaker 2: these people that you're talking to? And do you? And

1075
01:00:16,880 --> 01:00:19,720
Speaker 2: I'm curious, do you said it to speak with with

1076
01:00:19,840 --> 01:00:22,760
Speaker 2: only men, or with men and or with people across

1077
01:00:23,200 --> 01:00:31,760
Speaker 2: the gender spectrum just guys? And do do How how

1078
01:00:31,800 --> 01:00:36,760
Speaker 2: do they typically respond when you tell them that you're married?

1079
01:00:38,240 --> 01:00:42,600
Speaker 6: Oh, well, it goes to waves.

1080
01:00:44,200 --> 01:00:47,240
Speaker 11: You know, they'll they'll understand what you call it.

1081
01:00:47,440 --> 01:00:52,200
Speaker 3: They're fine with what I'm seeking out. For those who

1082
01:00:53,040 --> 01:00:56,600
Speaker 3: potentially look up for a hookup or a relationship, they

1083
01:00:56,800 --> 01:00:59,640
Speaker 3: stop talking to me and like they unmatched me, which

1084
01:00:59,760 --> 01:01:02,480
Speaker 3: I'm perfectly fine with because it's like, well, you know,

1085
01:01:02,560 --> 01:01:05,680
Speaker 3: you can find someone else. You know. I'm not bothered

1086
01:01:05,680 --> 01:01:06,040
Speaker 3: by it.

1087
01:01:07,280 --> 01:01:07,560
Speaker 4: Mmm.

1088
01:01:10,840 --> 01:01:18,880
Speaker 2: And so your husband, you know, he he he ultimately

1089
01:01:19,480 --> 01:01:21,520
Speaker 2: is is okay with this. He doesn't see it as

1090
01:01:21,640 --> 01:01:24,960
Speaker 2: like well, because I assume, look, even if you're having

1091
01:01:24,960 --> 01:01:27,720
Speaker 2: conversations I assume like if the guy you're talking to

1092
01:01:27,840 --> 01:01:31,240
Speaker 2: doesn't know he I feel like like on Tinder, like

1093
01:01:31,280 --> 01:01:33,800
Speaker 2: it's the context is like would it be like a

1094
01:01:33,840 --> 01:01:36,120
Speaker 2: flirty conversation or what I mean, what are you even

1095
01:01:36,120 --> 01:01:38,000
Speaker 2: talking to these guys about?

1096
01:01:38,480 --> 01:01:39,720
Speaker 3: Like what do we talk about?

1097
01:01:40,600 --> 01:01:44,240
Speaker 2: Yeah? Tell me tell me the best who is? What's

1098
01:01:44,280 --> 01:01:47,040
Speaker 2: the best conversation you had on Tinder?

1099
01:01:48,080 --> 01:01:48,240
Speaker 1: Was it?

1100
01:01:50,320 --> 01:01:52,640
Speaker 3: I asked him, dude, how many like first grea years

1101
01:01:52,640 --> 01:01:53,400
Speaker 3: could he take on?

1102
01:01:56,760 --> 01:01:57,360
Speaker 11: Like how many.

1103
01:01:59,600 --> 01:02:01,840
Speaker 18: Are I've asked.

1104
01:02:03,440 --> 01:02:08,720
Speaker 3: I've asked guys like you know, uh, how often they

1105
01:02:08,800 --> 01:02:13,120
Speaker 3: yet asked their height is? Or I even asked them like, hey,

1106
01:02:13,200 --> 01:02:16,640
Speaker 3: what's your experiences like on tender kind of deal. I

1107
01:02:16,760 --> 01:02:19,240
Speaker 3: kind of set up my bio to have like different

1108
01:02:19,320 --> 01:02:21,920
Speaker 3: questions or like different thoughts I've had, and I've had

1109
01:02:21,920 --> 01:02:23,960
Speaker 3: people match with me and be like yeah, I agree

1110
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Speaker 3: with that and we talk about it for a little.

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01:02:26,040 --> 01:02:31,760
Speaker 2: Bit and yeah, interesting people in the chatter are suggesting

1112
01:02:31,800 --> 01:02:35,240
Speaker 2: you try bumble bff you think that.

1113
01:02:36,600 --> 01:02:37,120
Speaker 11: I tried that.

1114
01:02:37,360 --> 01:02:42,080
Speaker 18: I've I know the concept is that the women goes

1115
01:02:42,160 --> 01:02:44,960
Speaker 18: up to the guys and like they talk kind of

1116
01:02:45,000 --> 01:02:47,800
Speaker 18: deal a little, but I don't know what the experience

1117
01:02:47,920 --> 01:02:48,680
Speaker 18: is like.

1118
01:02:49,200 --> 01:02:52,120
Speaker 2: Well they have like a friend feature, a parent you

1119
01:02:52,120 --> 01:02:55,440
Speaker 2: can like just mat like you're just meeting friends.

1120
01:02:55,960 --> 01:02:58,120
Speaker 11: Oh so let me ask you.

1121
01:02:58,160 --> 01:03:01,000
Speaker 2: So Okay, so these conversations you're just having all those

1122
01:03:01,040 --> 01:03:05,160
Speaker 2: people on the internet, are you, like, are you feeling lonely?

1123
01:03:05,240 --> 01:03:07,360
Speaker 4: Like do you want to have more like friends?

1124
01:03:07,440 --> 01:03:10,320
Speaker 2: Like, like, would it be a wonderful thing for you

1125
01:03:10,440 --> 01:03:14,160
Speaker 2: if you like start, you know, had more like in

1126
01:03:14,320 --> 01:03:18,600
Speaker 2: person interaction with like friends or is this just like

1127
01:03:19,480 --> 01:03:22,000
Speaker 2: something you're doing just to like fuck around and pass time.

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01:03:24,920 --> 01:03:28,840
Speaker 3: I'm not necessarily looking for friends in general, Like I've

1129
01:03:28,880 --> 01:03:33,040
Speaker 3: come to realize that, you know, I'm not good at

1130
01:03:33,120 --> 01:03:35,960
Speaker 3: keeping up relationships, like even talking to people. Is it

1131
01:03:36,080 --> 01:03:40,520
Speaker 3: enough to like my or to deplete my energy?

1132
01:03:40,600 --> 01:03:41,120
Speaker 2: I just.

1133
01:03:42,640 --> 01:03:47,919
Speaker 3: I don't know. I'm not looking for anything deep, It's yeah,

1134
01:03:47,920 --> 01:03:49,360
Speaker 3: it's just a past time basically.

1135
01:03:50,600 --> 01:03:55,800
Speaker 2: Well, look, if you want to, you know, do you

1136
01:03:56,000 --> 01:03:58,280
Speaker 2: steal my idea for a stream? Which is it my

1137
01:03:58,360 --> 01:04:00,920
Speaker 2: idea at all? I'm just talking to people on the

1138
01:04:00,920 --> 01:04:02,480
Speaker 2: phone and they've been doing that for ten years?

1139
01:04:02,720 --> 01:04:04,840
Speaker 13: Do that you know?

1140
01:04:05,560 --> 01:04:05,920
Speaker 2: Ten years?

1141
01:04:05,920 --> 01:04:08,160
Speaker 4: I know I said ten years.

1142
01:04:08,960 --> 01:04:12,000
Speaker 11: I feel like you've done this like.

1143
01:04:12,720 --> 01:04:15,680
Speaker 3: Back, like I've kind of looked at your stuff on YouTube,

1144
01:04:15,680 --> 01:04:17,680
Speaker 3: and I've seen like your little clips about like pass

1145
01:04:17,720 --> 01:04:19,320
Speaker 3: branklet blah blah blah.

1146
01:04:19,920 --> 01:04:21,880
Speaker 2: I don't know, Oh you went on a deep dive.

1147
01:04:23,240 --> 01:04:26,400
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I do that all the time.

1148
01:04:26,920 --> 01:04:29,800
Speaker 18: Like, yeah, it's weird.

1149
01:04:29,920 --> 01:04:32,880
Speaker 3: Like anyone that I have an interest in, like I

1150
01:04:32,880 --> 01:04:35,560
Speaker 3: see their work, I try to like go back and

1151
01:04:35,600 --> 01:04:37,440
Speaker 3: see what I can find on the internet to kind

1152
01:04:37,480 --> 01:04:43,440
Speaker 3: of just track, you know, what inspired them or whatnot's

1153
01:04:43,480 --> 01:04:43,880
Speaker 3: trying to do.

1154
01:04:44,520 --> 01:04:49,480
Speaker 2: So yeah, well, I feel like we have a wonderful

1155
01:04:49,480 --> 01:04:55,400
Speaker 2: parasocial relationship going. Yeah, and you know, I'm I'm excited

1156
01:04:55,520 --> 01:04:56,600
Speaker 2: for for the future.

1157
01:04:57,800 --> 01:05:00,040
Speaker 3: I am too. I don't know what's out there, but

1158
01:05:00,080 --> 01:05:00,680
Speaker 3: I'm excited.

1159
01:05:01,800 --> 01:05:04,040
Speaker 4: Beautiful. Good luck to you, may thank you for.

1160
01:05:03,920 --> 01:05:11,760
Speaker 3: Calling in, Thank you for your time. Call from Miko.

1161
01:05:13,600 --> 01:05:18,080
Speaker 4: Miko, Hi, how are you doing?

1162
01:05:18,160 --> 01:05:18,480
Speaker 2: Miko?

1163
01:05:19,160 --> 01:05:19,440
Speaker 8: Wait?

1164
01:05:19,600 --> 01:05:20,240
Speaker 5: I got on?

1165
01:05:21,400 --> 01:05:23,400
Speaker 2: Yeah? What did you tell me about hold on real

1166
01:05:23,480 --> 01:05:26,680
Speaker 2: quick before don't let it pass? What was your brain

1167
01:05:26,800 --> 01:05:31,880
Speaker 2: space just now when you said hi, Oh.

1168
01:05:31,720 --> 01:05:34,520
Speaker 19: My gosh, wait, I didn't know there is a delay

1169
01:05:34,560 --> 01:05:37,960
Speaker 19: on your twitch stream. I was watching, I was listening,

1170
01:05:38,440 --> 01:05:41,200
Speaker 19: and then when I usually like, I didn't even know

1171
01:05:41,240 --> 01:05:43,360
Speaker 19: i'd get this far. I was just so used to

1172
01:05:43,440 --> 01:05:47,120
Speaker 19: saying like hearing the like the what is it? Oh,

1173
01:05:47,200 --> 01:05:51,919
Speaker 19: like you've reached the therey Gecko blah blah blahi.

1174
01:05:53,160 --> 01:05:53,920
Speaker 4: How are you, Miko?

1175
01:05:54,720 --> 01:05:55,840
Speaker 3: I'm good? How are you?

1176
01:05:57,240 --> 01:05:59,640
Speaker 4: I I'm good as well. Have you ever heard a code? Miko?

1177
01:06:01,320 --> 01:06:05,240
Speaker 2: What is that? It's like she's a twitch streamer of person.

1178
01:06:05,960 --> 01:06:07,320
Speaker 2: She has the same name as you. Its where I

1179
01:06:07,360 --> 01:06:08,280
Speaker 2: heard Miko before.

1180
01:06:09,120 --> 01:06:12,480
Speaker 20: Oh, Miko isn't my full name, it's my nickname.

1181
01:06:12,600 --> 01:06:13,200
Speaker 14: I wanted to do.

1182
01:06:14,800 --> 01:06:16,280
Speaker 4: What does Miko mean? Does Miko?

1183
01:06:16,480 --> 01:06:17,000
Speaker 2: Is that like a?

1184
01:06:17,200 --> 01:06:20,080
Speaker 4: Is there a? Is there a word for that? Or

1185
01:06:20,400 --> 01:06:21,440
Speaker 4: what does it mean something?

1186
01:06:23,440 --> 01:06:24,360
Speaker 20: I don't think so.

1187
01:06:29,040 --> 01:06:31,880
Speaker 4: Well anyway, Miko, Miko.

1188
01:06:31,920 --> 01:06:34,240
Speaker 2: It sounds like you've tried to call a lot, and

1189
01:06:34,280 --> 01:06:37,320
Speaker 2: I'm curious if there's anything in particular that you wanted

1190
01:06:37,360 --> 01:06:38,919
Speaker 2: to talk about.

1191
01:06:39,200 --> 01:06:42,040
Speaker 20: No, I just wanted to try calling you because I've

1192
01:06:42,080 --> 01:06:45,120
Speaker 20: been listening to you for like, I think a few

1193
01:06:45,120 --> 01:06:48,200
Speaker 20: weeks now. I found you on Spotify and I was like,

1194
01:06:48,280 --> 01:06:51,760
Speaker 20: this is such a cool concept, and so this is

1195
01:06:51,800 --> 01:06:57,040
Speaker 20: the first time for like first what would you call

1196
01:06:57,160 --> 01:07:01,160
Speaker 20: this like stream? I mean, I've been watching you before,

1197
01:07:01,280 --> 01:07:03,080
Speaker 20: but this is the first time I've been trying to

1198
01:07:03,120 --> 01:07:06,000
Speaker 20: call and in a weird way. This is kind of

1199
01:07:06,040 --> 01:07:06,720
Speaker 20: like gambling.

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01:07:08,440 --> 01:07:09,280
Speaker 17: I remind.

1201
01:07:11,520 --> 01:07:14,160
Speaker 20: Well, okay, well I've never actually been gambling. I just

1202
01:07:14,200 --> 01:07:16,120
Speaker 20: turned twenty one, so I haven't been able to try

1203
01:07:16,160 --> 01:07:19,760
Speaker 20: a spot machine yet. But I was like calling and

1204
01:07:19,840 --> 01:07:22,160
Speaker 20: like I'd pressed the call button and then it would

1205
01:07:22,200 --> 01:07:27,000
Speaker 20: hang up immediately, and that's like the most common, like

1206
01:07:27,120 --> 01:07:31,360
Speaker 20: the most common result. And then there's also a part

1207
01:07:31,400 --> 01:07:34,280
Speaker 20: where if you call, then it'll get to kind of

1208
01:07:34,320 --> 01:07:38,920
Speaker 20: like oh, then it gets to your voicemail, which is

1209
01:07:39,120 --> 01:07:42,640
Speaker 20: little less common, but it's definitely among the more common.

1210
01:07:43,200 --> 01:07:46,560
Speaker 20: And then there's a Google voice which gets me super excited.

1211
01:07:46,920 --> 01:07:48,960
Speaker 20: So then I'm like, oh, yeah, my name is Miko,

1212
01:07:49,120 --> 01:07:54,320
Speaker 20: and then I hear the thing ring and then sorry,

1213
01:07:54,400 --> 01:07:59,720
Speaker 20: I'm like super like anxious and like super excited, and

1214
01:07:59,760 --> 01:08:03,000
Speaker 20: I think, like the adrenaline is I.

1215
01:08:04,920 --> 01:08:09,200
Speaker 2: Hear my conversation. You know, it's a weird. It's like

1216
01:08:09,240 --> 01:08:13,240
Speaker 2: a weird uh position for me to be in because uh,

1217
01:08:13,760 --> 01:08:16,320
Speaker 2: I actually feel like when I'm doing when I'm just

1218
01:08:16,360 --> 01:08:19,360
Speaker 2: like do it like day to days, you know, doing

1219
01:08:19,360 --> 01:08:22,599
Speaker 2: a stream whatever, I feel really calm, like I'm feeling like.

1220
01:08:24,400 --> 01:08:25,679
Speaker 4: I don't know, I feel like at ease.

1221
01:08:27,439 --> 01:08:30,680
Speaker 2: So I don't so I guess, like maybe there's some

1222
01:08:30,720 --> 01:08:33,840
Speaker 2: sort of psychological mirroring effect or whatever the fun going on,

1223
01:08:33,920 --> 01:08:36,800
Speaker 2: Like I assume that whoever I'm talking to on the

1224
01:08:36,800 --> 01:08:39,280
Speaker 2: phone feels chill.

1225
01:08:39,080 --> 01:08:42,080
Speaker 4: As well, but then they you know.

1226
01:08:42,320 --> 01:08:45,000
Speaker 2: But then, but it's funny you say that because I've

1227
01:08:45,120 --> 01:08:51,360
Speaker 2: called in to other people's streams and like, and not

1228
01:08:51,400 --> 01:08:54,040
Speaker 2: even without even a lot of people watching or anything,

1229
01:08:54,040 --> 01:08:55,960
Speaker 2: I've called that. I and then on my heart starts

1230
01:08:55,960 --> 01:09:01,920
Speaker 2: to race, which is weird because I'm like, it's the mind.

1231
01:09:02,280 --> 01:09:08,440
Speaker 4: The logic of the mind is not ever computed.

1232
01:09:09,600 --> 01:09:14,040
Speaker 2: Why the central nervous system of the body. So good

1233
01:09:14,120 --> 01:09:17,559
Speaker 2: luck trying to you know, think yourself down from anything.

1234
01:09:17,680 --> 01:09:23,400
Speaker 5: But anyway, Oh, I was going to get to that.

1235
01:09:23,479 --> 01:09:27,840
Speaker 20: It's like in this whole gambling analogy, like getting to you,

1236
01:09:28,560 --> 01:09:31,720
Speaker 20: like getting to talk to you is like I don't

1237
01:09:31,760 --> 01:09:33,599
Speaker 20: know how slot machines, like is it when you get

1238
01:09:33,640 --> 01:09:34,479
Speaker 20: three in a row.

1239
01:09:34,439 --> 01:09:37,120
Speaker 19: Or something like that, and like you win.

1240
01:09:37,080 --> 01:09:40,040
Speaker 20: The jackpot and you get super excited, Like that's what

1241
01:09:40,080 --> 01:09:40,800
Speaker 20: it feels like.

1242
01:09:41,160 --> 01:09:42,479
Speaker 5: So I feel like, you know.

1243
01:09:42,520 --> 01:09:47,600
Speaker 20: Having all this I guess not anxiety, but like expectation,

1244
01:09:47,880 --> 01:09:51,600
Speaker 20: like you put in so much effort and naturally I

1245
01:09:51,640 --> 01:09:54,200
Speaker 20: feel like you would get you would expect to get

1246
01:09:54,240 --> 01:09:58,200
Speaker 20: a result out of it, but then because the chances

1247
01:09:58,240 --> 01:10:02,040
Speaker 20: are so low, you feel like it's not gonna happen.

1248
01:10:02,280 --> 01:10:04,919
Speaker 20: But then when it does happen, you get super excited

1249
01:10:05,000 --> 01:10:08,720
Speaker 20: and your heart starts racing, and like your breath starts

1250
01:10:08,920 --> 01:10:11,360
Speaker 20: or like my breath is starting to get shaky, and

1251
01:10:11,439 --> 01:10:16,439
Speaker 20: I think that's from your sympathetic nervous system. I don't know,

1252
01:10:16,520 --> 01:10:18,120
Speaker 20: I don't remember you.

1253
01:10:18,400 --> 01:10:21,840
Speaker 2: You know, all science and anatomy and health and that's

1254
01:10:21,840 --> 01:10:23,200
Speaker 2: all made up by humans.

1255
01:10:23,479 --> 01:10:27,120
Speaker 4: So you know, God just calls it stuff.

1256
01:10:28,840 --> 01:10:29,880
Speaker 3: What would you call it?

1257
01:10:31,600 --> 01:10:37,360
Speaker 4: I would call it poopy peepee uh vain stuff.

1258
01:10:37,560 --> 01:10:40,280
Speaker 2: Have you ever gambled before? Have you gambled in a

1259
01:10:40,320 --> 01:10:42,479
Speaker 2: real You say you just turned twenty one? You so

1260
01:10:42,640 --> 01:10:44,559
Speaker 2: you just turned twenty one? Was it your birthday like

1261
01:10:44,560 --> 01:10:46,240
Speaker 2: a week ago or something or right?

1262
01:10:46,320 --> 01:10:49,800
Speaker 20: I guess my birthday was back in August, but I

1263
01:10:49,880 --> 01:10:52,800
Speaker 20: was in school. I was in summer school, and then

1264
01:10:53,040 --> 01:10:55,960
Speaker 20: there is this whole like COVID thing, so I couldn't

1265
01:10:56,040 --> 01:11:00,360
Speaker 20: really go out and travel. But I'm planning hopefully, if

1266
01:11:00,479 --> 01:11:03,160
Speaker 20: things start to get a little better, I'll take a

1267
01:11:03,200 --> 01:11:06,360
Speaker 20: trip to Vegas and I'll try the penny plot receives.

1268
01:11:06,400 --> 01:11:07,760
Speaker 20: That's what I'm most excited for.

1269
01:11:09,479 --> 01:11:11,200
Speaker 2: Real quick. I gotta give a quick shout. We got

1270
01:11:11,200 --> 01:11:19,720
Speaker 2: a raid from I like to shout out the raids Prolatopia. Yes,

1271
01:11:19,880 --> 01:11:24,000
Speaker 2: thank you for the raid. Check out Prolatopia. I don't

1272
01:11:24,040 --> 01:11:28,800
Speaker 2: know what they do, but they got a cool name, Prolatopia.

1273
01:11:29,600 --> 01:11:35,439
Speaker 2: It's fun to say Prolatopia. What's the most money that

1274
01:11:35,520 --> 01:11:39,000
Speaker 2: you would theoretically throw down on a game of cards?

1275
01:11:40,280 --> 01:11:40,800
Speaker 11: Oh boy.

1276
01:11:44,400 --> 01:11:47,559
Speaker 20: I like to think I'm pretty conservative with how I

1277
01:11:47,600 --> 01:11:49,920
Speaker 20: spend my money. I try not to buy a bunch

1278
01:11:49,960 --> 01:11:53,480
Speaker 20: of really ridiculous things, but I think I do it anyways.

1279
01:11:53,960 --> 01:11:58,040
Speaker 20: So I feel like I would plan to put aside

1280
01:11:58,200 --> 01:12:02,880
Speaker 20: like maybe one hundred dollars. I don't know I have.

1281
01:12:03,320 --> 01:12:06,400
Speaker 20: I'm pretty young, so I don't have a big concept

1282
01:12:06,400 --> 01:12:10,920
Speaker 20: of money just yet. So to me, like twenty dollars

1283
01:12:11,040 --> 01:12:13,680
Speaker 20: is still a lot. But I feel like to go gambling,

1284
01:12:14,600 --> 01:12:17,519
Speaker 20: Like I think i'd put down one hundred dollars and

1285
01:12:17,560 --> 01:12:20,120
Speaker 20: then later in the night, I'm sure I convinced myself

1286
01:12:20,160 --> 01:12:22,960
Speaker 20: to put down like another two hundred, So I'm gonna

1287
01:12:22,960 --> 01:12:24,200
Speaker 20: say about three hundred.

1288
01:12:26,479 --> 01:12:28,160
Speaker 4: Well, let's see, I mean, you could win big with

1289
01:12:28,200 --> 01:12:29,519
Speaker 4: three hundred dollars. I don't know.

1290
01:12:29,520 --> 01:12:31,160
Speaker 2: I don't know. I've never been gambling. I'm not a

1291
01:12:31,200 --> 01:12:36,040
Speaker 2: gambling guy. I don't even like investing, like stocks and stuff.

1292
01:12:36,080 --> 01:12:41,000
Speaker 2: I'm like, I'm like, I don't want to. I don't

1293
01:12:41,040 --> 01:12:43,920
Speaker 2: want to lose my money. I like money. I want

1294
01:12:43,920 --> 01:12:46,639
Speaker 2: to keep it. I don't want to lose it. It's bad.

1295
01:12:48,680 --> 01:12:53,080
Speaker 20: I feel like the stock market is also pretty like illogical,

1296
01:12:53,120 --> 01:12:57,360
Speaker 20: Like there's no like, there's no logic, and there's no

1297
01:12:57,560 --> 01:13:00,839
Speaker 20: way of predicting how that this block market.

1298
01:13:00,680 --> 01:13:04,400
Speaker 2: Would do well. You know what I always say is

1299
01:13:04,439 --> 01:13:08,720
Speaker 2: that if you're dumb and don't understand anything, like me,

1300
01:13:09,360 --> 01:13:12,920
Speaker 2: everything is illogical. And when everything's logical, you just start

1301
01:13:13,000 --> 01:13:16,240
Speaker 2: up your hands and you go, all right, I'll just die.

1302
01:13:16,320 --> 01:13:16,519
Speaker 6: You know.

1303
01:13:17,920 --> 01:13:27,160
Speaker 20: Do you think it's nice to live life that way?

1304
01:13:27,479 --> 01:13:32,280
Speaker 2: Yeah? I think it's nice to live life that way.

1305
01:13:32,680 --> 01:13:35,760
Speaker 20: But I think that reminds me of some episode. I

1306
01:13:35,760 --> 01:13:38,320
Speaker 20: don't know what TV show it was from, but it

1307
01:13:38,360 --> 01:13:43,320
Speaker 20: was like this one couple was going to like a

1308
01:13:43,360 --> 01:13:46,960
Speaker 20: buffet and they got really irritated with the new like

1309
01:13:47,120 --> 01:13:52,000
Speaker 20: smart soda dispensers. But then this other couple came in

1310
01:13:52,080 --> 01:13:54,920
Speaker 20: and they like they forgot how to use it, so

1311
01:13:55,040 --> 01:13:57,680
Speaker 20: every time they went and they were always so fascinated

1312
01:13:57,760 --> 01:14:01,679
Speaker 20: by the smart soda dispenser, And then like, I guess

1313
01:14:01,680 --> 01:14:03,519
Speaker 20: they're supposed to be a dumb couple, so every time

1314
01:14:03,520 --> 01:14:07,040
Speaker 20: they went outside, they're like, oh, my gosh, a butterfly. Like,

1315
01:14:07,120 --> 01:14:10,600
Speaker 20: do you think it's better to live life where you.

1316
01:14:10,680 --> 01:14:13,519
Speaker 2: Don't know where you understand things, or where you don't

1317
01:14:13,600 --> 01:14:15,920
Speaker 2: understand things and so everything amazes you.

1318
01:14:16,720 --> 01:14:20,960
Speaker 4: Yeah, I think it's better to be amazed than to

1319
01:14:21,000 --> 01:14:24,360
Speaker 4: be numb to the wonders of life.

1320
01:14:25,080 --> 01:14:27,479
Speaker 20: But do you think there's a medium where you can

1321
01:14:27,600 --> 01:14:30,920
Speaker 20: understand everything and appreciate everything?

1322
01:14:32,680 --> 01:14:32,800
Speaker 3: Oh?

1323
01:14:32,880 --> 01:14:35,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, I think so too. I think you can understand

1324
01:14:35,200 --> 01:14:39,880
Speaker 2: things and still appreciate them for sure. For sure, understanding

1325
01:14:39,960 --> 01:14:41,920
Speaker 2: is a lot harder you could appre That's the problem

1326
01:14:41,960 --> 01:14:42,960
Speaker 2: is that understanding is.

1327
01:14:42,880 --> 01:14:44,000
Speaker 4: Way harder than appreciating.

1328
01:14:44,040 --> 01:14:48,000
Speaker 2: You can appreciate, and it's super easy to appreciate stuff.

1329
01:14:49,040 --> 01:14:53,200
Speaker 2: You can appreciate anything with really little efforts, but understanding

1330
01:14:53,240 --> 01:14:55,200
Speaker 2: stuff a lot harder.

1331
01:14:56,479 --> 01:15:01,320
Speaker 20: Do you think you need to learn to appreciate No.

1332
01:15:02,200 --> 01:15:08,000
Speaker 2: For example, I appreciate that the technology exists for me

1333
01:15:08,120 --> 01:15:15,400
Speaker 2: to live stream myself to the world and talk to

1334
01:15:15,479 --> 01:15:21,120
Speaker 2: you on the phone, and I would probably uh my

1335
01:15:21,240 --> 01:15:23,439
Speaker 2: brain would explode if I even tried to begin to

1336
01:15:23,520 --> 01:15:24,759
Speaker 2: understand how it all works.

1337
01:15:28,400 --> 01:15:32,120
Speaker 20: That is an interesting way to think about it, Miko.

1338
01:15:32,280 --> 01:15:34,240
Speaker 2: I I want to I want to take one more

1339
01:15:34,280 --> 01:15:36,960
Speaker 2: call before we do this whole.

1340
01:15:38,840 --> 01:15:39,439
Speaker 4: Whole thing.

1341
01:15:39,560 --> 01:15:43,120
Speaker 2: But uh, before we go, though, before we go, is

1342
01:15:43,120 --> 01:15:45,040
Speaker 2: there anything else that you wanted to talk about?

1343
01:15:46,040 --> 01:15:46,320
Speaker 5: Wait?

1344
01:15:46,360 --> 01:15:47,759
Speaker 20: Can I tell you a joke?

1345
01:15:48,520 --> 01:15:49,200
Speaker 2: Yes? Please?

1346
01:15:49,240 --> 01:15:51,800
Speaker 4: I forgot that we were doing that. Thanks for reminding me.

1347
01:15:51,840 --> 01:15:55,960
Speaker 20: Ok, I'm setting anatomy right now. And this joke is

1348
01:15:56,000 --> 01:15:59,760
Speaker 20: something that my professor told us. Why didn't the skeleton

1349
01:16:00,040 --> 01:16:05,600
Speaker 20: want to go skydiving? Why because he didn't have the guts?

1350
01:16:06,000 --> 01:16:10,479
Speaker 5: Huh.

1351
01:16:12,200 --> 01:16:13,639
Speaker 4: I don't want to go skydiving ever.

1352
01:16:13,720 --> 01:16:19,719
Speaker 2: I feel I have no search for for for ari,

1353
01:16:19,960 --> 01:16:23,439
Speaker 2: for thrills, via peril, you.

1354
01:16:23,400 --> 01:16:23,920
Speaker 4: Know what I mean?

1355
01:16:24,520 --> 01:16:26,960
Speaker 2: Mm hmmm, I have no I I I do not

1356
01:16:27,160 --> 01:16:32,920
Speaker 2: seek peril in my life. But but congratulations that skeleton

1357
01:16:32,960 --> 01:16:38,680
Speaker 2: for figuring out what works for him. Well, Mikah, I

1358
01:16:38,720 --> 01:16:41,599
Speaker 2: am a gecko and you are a person, and uh,

1359
01:16:41,600 --> 01:16:43,200
Speaker 2: this is a pleasure talking to you. Thank you very

1360
01:16:43,240 --> 01:16:45,080
Speaker 2: much for calling a super nice.

1361
01:16:46,200 --> 01:16:47,880
Speaker 19: Geg I'm so excited I got on.

1362
01:16:48,080 --> 01:16:50,080
Speaker 20: I love your stream, I love everything that you do,

1363
01:16:50,200 --> 01:16:52,360
Speaker 20: and I'm gonna buy one of your shirts for my

1364
01:16:52,479 --> 01:16:53,320
Speaker 20: Christmas presents.

1365
01:16:54,040 --> 01:16:59,599
Speaker 2: Www dot therapy Gecko dot com. Everybody, We're coming out

1366
01:16:59,600 --> 01:17:01,320
Speaker 2: with a new one, a pocket tea. I don't know

1367
01:17:01,320 --> 01:17:02,560
Speaker 2: feel like pocket teas.

1368
01:17:02,400 --> 01:17:03,800
Speaker 5: But oh I do.

1369
01:17:04,160 --> 01:17:05,640
Speaker 20: Is it gonna be the one where if you like

1370
01:17:05,680 --> 01:17:08,520
Speaker 20: slightly open the pocket, there's gonna be an image?

1371
01:17:09,320 --> 01:17:10,880
Speaker 4: No, no, no, the image could be on the front

1372
01:17:10,880 --> 01:17:12,920
Speaker 4: of the pocket. I think, I don't know. I might,

1373
01:17:12,920 --> 01:17:13,160
Speaker 4: I might.

1374
01:17:13,200 --> 01:17:14,280
Speaker 2: I might look at them and be like, oh I

1375
01:17:14,280 --> 01:17:16,640
Speaker 2: can't afford pocket eas but who knows. Thank you, but

1376
01:17:17,400 --> 01:17:20,639
Speaker 2: I'll shut up my march. But thank you for calling Miko,

1377
01:17:20,760 --> 01:17:24,760
Speaker 2: and uh have a good rest of the night. Jack

1378
01:17:24,840 --> 01:17:30,240
Speaker 2: bless you for a thousand years.

1379
01:17:30,920 --> 01:17:32,879
Speaker 3: Paul from eve.

1380
01:17:34,600 --> 01:17:37,480
Speaker 6: Eva Yvette.

1381
01:17:38,960 --> 01:17:39,200
Speaker 2: Ivet.

1382
01:17:40,320 --> 01:17:44,479
Speaker 4: Yes, like why eve It starts with a hy right?

1383
01:17:46,000 --> 01:17:46,120
Speaker 10: Uh?

1384
01:17:46,360 --> 01:17:51,640
Speaker 2: Yes, that's cool. I know motherfucker's named Yvette and it's

1385
01:17:51,680 --> 01:17:54,200
Speaker 2: probably top ten hardest names to pronounce.

1386
01:17:55,479 --> 01:17:57,680
Speaker 11: Oh no, trust me as a as a teacher, I've

1387
01:17:57,680 --> 01:18:01,000
Speaker 11: seen just about any like in every variation of every

1388
01:18:01,000 --> 01:18:02,000
Speaker 11: single name possible.

1389
01:18:02,080 --> 01:18:06,960
Speaker 2: So you're teacher, Yeah, what is your greatest lesson?

1390
01:18:08,680 --> 01:18:11,639
Speaker 11: My greatest lesson that was on the curriculum or off

1391
01:18:11,680 --> 01:18:12,560
Speaker 11: the curriculum.

1392
01:18:13,400 --> 01:18:17,960
Speaker 4: Your greatest lesson event, I.

1393
01:18:17,880 --> 01:18:20,880
Speaker 11: Guess it was teaching seventh graders about the two thousand

1394
01:18:20,920 --> 01:18:22,400
Speaker 11: and eight housing crisis.

1395
01:18:25,880 --> 01:18:27,720
Speaker 4: The two thousand and eight housing crisis.

1396
01:18:28,160 --> 01:18:32,080
Speaker 11: Yeah, so you know, the whole economy going downhill and

1397
01:18:32,120 --> 01:18:34,920
Speaker 11: all that stuff, just as they were learning about simple interests.

1398
01:18:36,200 --> 01:18:40,400
Speaker 2: What do you teach math? You teach math?

1399
01:18:41,120 --> 01:18:41,559
Speaker 11: Mm hmm.

1400
01:18:42,479 --> 01:18:44,360
Speaker 4: We have two teachers and we have your We had

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01:18:44,360 --> 01:18:46,080
Speaker 4: a math teacher on and we had an art teacher on.

1402
01:18:47,040 --> 01:18:49,479
Speaker 11: Oh I know, I love art teachers. They're so cool.

1403
01:18:50,080 --> 01:18:51,200
Speaker 2: Did you hear? Do you were?

1404
01:18:51,200 --> 01:18:51,280
Speaker 11: You?

1405
01:18:51,320 --> 01:18:52,880
Speaker 4: Were you here for the call with the art teacher

1406
01:18:53,600 --> 01:18:54,120
Speaker 4: part of it?

1407
01:18:54,200 --> 01:18:55,680
Speaker 11: I got like the second half of it.

1408
01:18:56,600 --> 01:18:58,080
Speaker 2: What do you think do you think schools should have

1409
01:18:58,120 --> 01:19:02,160
Speaker 2: more money or do you spend more money on helicopters?

1410
01:19:02,560 --> 01:19:06,000
Speaker 11: You know what if we can have the helicopters at school,

1411
01:19:06,360 --> 01:19:08,439
Speaker 11: that solve both of them at the same time.

1412
01:19:09,360 --> 01:19:11,160
Speaker 4: Damn you want a math helicopter.

1413
01:19:13,200 --> 01:19:15,160
Speaker 11: I mean I don't need a math helicopter, but I

1414
01:19:15,160 --> 01:19:18,760
Speaker 11: can definitely teach about the math stuff with the helicopter.

1415
01:19:21,240 --> 01:19:24,320
Speaker 2: How give me a detailed explanation of how you would

1416
01:19:24,360 --> 01:19:26,000
Speaker 2: teach math using a helicopter.

1417
01:19:26,960 --> 01:19:28,559
Speaker 11: Well, it depends what great am I teaching?

1418
01:19:29,439 --> 01:19:30,360
Speaker 2: Okay, do you teach?

1419
01:19:31,600 --> 01:19:32,519
Speaker 11: I'm in middle school.

1420
01:19:34,200 --> 01:19:35,160
Speaker 4: You're in middle school.

1421
01:19:35,520 --> 01:19:39,880
Speaker 2: Everyone's working with the kids on this on the stream tonight.

1422
01:19:39,920 --> 01:19:43,760
Speaker 2: Did you hear the guy who was giving out the

1423
01:19:43,800 --> 01:19:46,280
Speaker 2: words of wisdom to the to the middle schoolers? What

1424
01:19:46,320 --> 01:19:46,960
Speaker 2: did you think of that?

1425
01:19:48,000 --> 01:19:52,000
Speaker 11: I don't that was that The one who was was

1426
01:19:52,040 --> 01:19:57,400
Speaker 11: that Mike, right, guess little Mike? Yeah, yeah, no, he

1427
01:19:57,720 --> 01:19:59,479
Speaker 11: was spot on it. He was spot on it.

1428
01:20:02,160 --> 01:20:02,439
Speaker 2: All right.

1429
01:20:02,479 --> 01:20:05,639
Speaker 4: So you hang out with thirteen year olds all day.

1430
01:20:07,280 --> 01:20:09,240
Speaker 11: More like eleven and twelve year.

1431
01:20:09,080 --> 01:20:12,519
Speaker 2: Olds, and tell me about the tell me about the

1432
01:20:12,560 --> 01:20:16,320
Speaker 2: youth of twenty twenty one. Are we what direction do

1433
01:20:16,320 --> 01:20:18,679
Speaker 2: you feel like we're heading in? How are the children

1434
01:20:18,720 --> 01:20:20,120
Speaker 2: different from when you were a kid.

1435
01:20:21,400 --> 01:20:25,599
Speaker 11: Oh my god, they're so quick witted like you, Like

1436
01:20:26,040 --> 01:20:29,519
Speaker 11: people who are teachers now have got like a whole

1437
01:20:29,600 --> 01:20:32,840
Speaker 11: different like skill set that they better catch on to

1438
01:20:33,320 --> 01:20:36,920
Speaker 11: or else. Like, these kids will just have no mercy

1439
01:20:36,960 --> 01:20:39,080
Speaker 11: on you, but in a great way.

1440
01:20:40,000 --> 01:20:40,520
Speaker 4: Interesting.

1441
01:20:40,720 --> 01:20:45,240
Speaker 2: Tell me about Give me an example of a interaction

1442
01:20:45,400 --> 01:20:48,800
Speaker 2: you had where a kid you know, surprised you with

1443
01:20:49,920 --> 01:20:50,439
Speaker 2: their wit.

1444
01:20:53,400 --> 01:20:58,000
Speaker 11: I mean, just just like Okay, So there was this

1445
01:20:58,040 --> 01:21:03,000
Speaker 11: one time where, like I think had I had to

1446
01:21:03,120 --> 01:21:06,600
Speaker 11: finish passing out papers and one kid, you know, just

1447
01:21:07,080 --> 01:21:09,720
Speaker 11: decides to start crumbling at it out of nowhere, and

1448
01:21:09,760 --> 01:21:11,680
Speaker 11: then like the little kid that was next to him

1449
01:21:11,800 --> 01:21:14,920
Speaker 11: just turns around. It's like, yo, that like paper is

1450
01:21:14,960 --> 01:21:17,439
Speaker 11: now like way more wrinkled than your grandma. And like

1451
01:21:17,439 --> 01:21:21,000
Speaker 11: the kids just looks so hard. And as a teacher,

1452
01:21:21,479 --> 01:21:24,920
Speaker 11: I have, you know, not nice, but thanks to the

1453
01:21:24,960 --> 01:21:28,200
Speaker 11: face mask, I was, I was, like, you know, able

1454
01:21:28,240 --> 01:21:30,040
Speaker 11: to hide the fact that I have no poker face.

1455
01:21:30,360 --> 01:21:33,080
Speaker 11: The poker phrase is definitely a skill of you better

1456
01:21:33,160 --> 01:21:34,799
Speaker 11: have if you're going to go into teaching.

1457
01:21:35,360 --> 01:21:38,599
Speaker 2: Yeah, you're right, because you know, nothing feels worse than

1458
01:21:38,640 --> 01:21:41,160
Speaker 2: when like a kid is bullying you and then the

1459
01:21:41,240 --> 01:21:43,639
Speaker 2: teacher and you see the teacher and the teacher's kind

1460
01:21:43,640 --> 01:21:44,800
Speaker 2: of also laughing.

1461
01:21:44,520 --> 01:21:45,280
Speaker 4: At you as well.

1462
01:21:46,439 --> 01:21:47,280
Speaker 5: Yeah.

1463
01:21:47,520 --> 01:21:51,200
Speaker 11: Not that I love my kids, they're great, but I

1464
01:21:51,240 --> 01:21:53,960
Speaker 11: mean I think it'd be great to also be able

1465
01:21:54,040 --> 01:21:55,080
Speaker 11: to give them a holicopter.

1466
01:21:59,800 --> 01:22:01,680
Speaker 2: Do I feel like they would use the helicopter to

1467
01:22:01,720 --> 01:22:02,920
Speaker 2: bullieve each other more?

1468
01:22:04,280 --> 01:22:07,800
Speaker 11: I think they, I mean, knowing mine, I think they

1469
01:22:07,840 --> 01:22:11,000
Speaker 11: would first a be like what did you do? To

1470
01:22:11,000 --> 01:22:15,000
Speaker 11: get a helicopter and then be like, somehow managed to

1471
01:22:15,040 --> 01:22:15,479
Speaker 11: break it.

1472
01:22:18,400 --> 01:22:19,200
Speaker 4: What did you say your name was?

1473
01:22:19,240 --> 01:22:25,920
Speaker 2: Again, you'vet youvet before we go, before we continue, before

1474
01:22:25,920 --> 01:22:29,639
Speaker 2: we move on. You're the last caller of the evening.

1475
01:22:30,400 --> 01:22:33,800
Speaker 2: Oh god, we have a tiny bit of time. If

1476
01:22:34,120 --> 01:22:36,280
Speaker 2: is there anything in particular you wanted to talk about,

1477
01:22:36,360 --> 01:22:39,240
Speaker 2: or anything that you wanted to leave us with, anything

1478
01:22:39,280 --> 01:22:44,639
Speaker 2: at all floating around and that big massy brain of yours, you.

1479
01:22:44,640 --> 01:22:51,400
Speaker 11: Know what, Yes, sure, please, I do not need like therapy,

1480
01:22:51,439 --> 01:22:53,479
Speaker 11: Get go, I need besty, get go right now, because

1481
01:22:53,560 --> 01:22:59,040
Speaker 11: I can't tell right now if I am crushing on

1482
01:22:59,080 --> 01:23:02,120
Speaker 11: this person or I'm just really fixated on the fact

1483
01:23:02,120 --> 01:23:03,360
Speaker 11: that someone's giving me attention.

1484
01:23:04,560 --> 01:23:09,960
Speaker 2: Interesting, who are they?

1485
01:23:11,080 --> 01:23:14,759
Speaker 11: They're essentially friend of a friend that lives like several

1486
01:23:14,800 --> 01:23:15,400
Speaker 11: states away.

1487
01:23:16,800 --> 01:23:19,880
Speaker 2: Well you know, look you're hanging well they live they

1488
01:23:19,880 --> 01:23:21,000
Speaker 2: live several states away.

1489
01:23:22,080 --> 01:23:22,479
Speaker 5: Mm hmm.

1490
01:23:22,600 --> 01:23:30,720
Speaker 11: But it's been most like yeah, yeah, exactly, And and

1491
01:23:30,760 --> 01:23:32,960
Speaker 11: I know those don't intend to pan out well and

1492
01:23:33,080 --> 01:23:36,559
Speaker 11: logical brain knows that. But at the same time, you know,

1493
01:23:36,840 --> 01:23:40,280
Speaker 11: attention is nice. And so now I'm like, wait, is

1494
01:23:40,320 --> 01:23:44,240
Speaker 11: it just because of the attention or is there something

1495
01:23:44,320 --> 01:23:49,680
Speaker 11: actually there? But yeah, the brain chemicals are not work,

1496
01:23:49,920 --> 01:23:52,719
Speaker 11: are not cooperating on how we need figure this out,

1497
01:23:53,360 --> 01:23:55,720
Speaker 11: and there's no math equation to solve this.

1498
01:23:57,160 --> 01:24:00,360
Speaker 2: Okay, I wish I had more time, we shul had

1499
01:24:00,400 --> 01:24:03,040
Speaker 2: more time to go in depth with you about this.

1500
01:24:03,200 --> 01:24:06,040
Speaker 4: But I do feel like, and again this is just U.

1501
01:24:06,680 --> 01:24:08,280
Speaker 2: I could be completely wrong, but I do kind of

1502
01:24:08,280 --> 01:24:12,720
Speaker 2: feel like if the notion is even occurring to you

1503
01:24:12,760 --> 01:24:15,320
Speaker 2: that you only like this person because they're giving you attention.

1504
01:24:17,320 --> 01:24:21,040
Speaker 2: You know, look, you Vet, you seem like you seem

1505
01:24:21,120 --> 01:24:24,519
Speaker 2: like a great gal, you seem like you got your

1506
01:24:24,600 --> 01:24:32,320
Speaker 2: life together. I'm sure you'll find plenty of other sources

1507
01:24:32,400 --> 01:24:38,000
Speaker 2: of attention in your possibly in your in a more

1508
01:24:38,040 --> 01:24:41,320
Speaker 2: immediate vicinity, if that is what you are looking for,

1509
01:24:41,360 --> 01:24:42,439
Speaker 2: if that is what you desire.

1510
01:24:44,000 --> 01:24:46,320
Speaker 11: I agree, I agree, I think you're right.

1511
01:24:47,280 --> 01:24:52,120
Speaker 2: So don't look at this with a with a scar

1512
01:24:52,640 --> 01:24:56,519
Speaker 2: The whole thing of of of oh, this guy's giving

1513
01:24:56,520 --> 01:24:58,400
Speaker 2: me attention, but you know, so I'm focused on him,

1514
01:24:58,400 --> 01:25:01,720
Speaker 2: but it's it's a scarce. The mindset. It comes from

1515
01:25:01,760 --> 01:25:06,840
Speaker 2: this idea of you know, oh, no one ever gives

1516
01:25:06,880 --> 01:25:09,200
Speaker 2: me attention, and then here we go, this is a

1517
01:25:09,200 --> 01:25:10,160
Speaker 2: guy who give me attention.

1518
01:25:10,200 --> 01:25:11,000
Speaker 4: Of a latch on that.

1519
01:25:11,000 --> 01:25:15,280
Speaker 2: That's a scarcity mindset. You'vett there's you gotta think, you

1520
01:25:15,360 --> 01:25:18,200
Speaker 2: gotta understand, there's there's there's lots of people out there

1521
01:25:18,200 --> 01:25:21,360
Speaker 2: who will give you attention. You know, you can't just

1522
01:25:21,400 --> 01:25:27,120
Speaker 2: fixate on the on the the the one just for all.

1523
01:25:27,240 --> 01:25:28,800
Speaker 2: I mean that. It would be another thing if you

1524
01:25:28,840 --> 01:25:30,240
Speaker 2: were telling me how much you were in love with

1525
01:25:30,360 --> 01:25:32,360
Speaker 2: him and you never met anyone like him before, all

1526
01:25:32,400 --> 01:25:34,600
Speaker 2: that stuff. But if the main thing is attention, it's like,

1527
01:25:34,680 --> 01:25:40,080
Speaker 2: you know, look, there's it's you gotta think abundantly.

1528
01:25:40,600 --> 01:25:40,720
Speaker 3: VET.

1529
01:25:41,840 --> 01:25:44,680
Speaker 11: Yes, you know what. You're right, You're right, gotck go.

1530
01:25:45,600 --> 01:25:50,839
Speaker 2: Beautiful, javette Thank you very much for steering the children

1531
01:25:50,880 --> 01:25:53,439
Speaker 2: of America in the correct direction. Again. I will tell

1532
01:25:53,439 --> 01:25:54,880
Speaker 2: you what I told the art teacher. If I could

1533
01:25:54,920 --> 01:25:57,679
Speaker 2: snap my fingers and you have a helicopter, I would

1534
01:25:57,680 --> 01:26:01,080
Speaker 2: do so. But I hope you the helicopter one day.

1535
01:26:01,680 --> 01:26:03,920
Speaker 2: And thank you very much for calling into my Gecko

1536
01:26:03,960 --> 01:26:09,000
Speaker 2: show and tell the children that I said to not vape.

1537
01:26:10,520 --> 01:26:13,080
Speaker 11: Well do well do beautiful?

1538
01:26:13,160 --> 01:26:17,120
Speaker 2: How can hello?

1539
01:26:19,160 --> 01:26:19,479
Speaker 3: Hello?

1540
01:26:21,720 --> 01:26:21,920
Speaker 4: Hi?

1541
01:26:22,479 --> 01:26:27,080
Speaker 2: Is this uh speed Jim Steve Jim?

1542
01:26:27,160 --> 01:26:31,080
Speaker 4: Yeah, it is Steve Jim.

1543
01:26:31,120 --> 01:26:34,040
Speaker 16: How are you Steve Jim, how's it going good? Just

1544
01:26:34,080 --> 01:26:36,040
Speaker 16: clipping my toenails right now?

1545
01:26:37,080 --> 01:26:38,760
Speaker 4: You said you're dipping your toenails?

1546
01:26:39,920 --> 01:26:44,559
Speaker 16: No clipping? Ah here, let me go outside and see that.

1547
01:26:44,960 --> 01:26:45,880
Speaker 16: You can hear me better?

1548
01:26:47,960 --> 01:26:49,800
Speaker 2: No, I can hear you said, you know what, there's

1549
01:26:49,840 --> 01:26:53,240
Speaker 2: too much focus on hearing and oh can you hear?

1550
01:26:53,280 --> 01:26:53,439
Speaker 3: Oh?

1551
01:26:53,439 --> 01:26:54,120
Speaker 4: Can you hear this?

1552
01:26:54,160 --> 01:26:54,280
Speaker 3: Oh?

1553
01:26:54,400 --> 01:26:54,960
Speaker 2: Can you hear me?

1554
01:26:55,040 --> 01:26:55,200
Speaker 5: Oh?

1555
01:26:55,240 --> 01:26:56,280
Speaker 4: What what was it?

1556
01:26:56,320 --> 01:26:56,880
Speaker 2: What did you say?

1557
01:26:56,920 --> 01:26:57,160
Speaker 4: Sorry?

1558
01:26:57,160 --> 01:26:59,040
Speaker 2: I can't hear you that, you know, Let's just focus

1559
01:26:59,080 --> 01:27:01,320
Speaker 2: on We don't have to hear each other.

1560
01:27:01,360 --> 01:27:03,439
Speaker 4: We just have to feel each other. Does that make sense?

1561
01:27:04,080 --> 01:27:06,439
Speaker 2: I feel that you are like to fa in my

1562
01:27:06,560 --> 01:27:09,600
Speaker 2: digital presence. That's all that matters to me.

1563
01:27:11,400 --> 01:27:13,200
Speaker 16: Yeah, that's real good. Yeah that sounds good.

1564
01:27:17,040 --> 01:27:20,840
Speaker 2: So what's going on with you Tonight's Speed Jim?

1565
01:27:21,080 --> 01:27:23,599
Speaker 16: Uh, not much, just getting ready to go to bed.

1566
01:27:23,800 --> 01:27:25,320
Speaker 16: I thought i'd try to call you. I've been trying

1567
01:27:25,320 --> 01:27:25,559
Speaker 16: to do.

1568
01:27:25,520 --> 01:27:26,439
Speaker 12: It for a couple of weeks.

1569
01:27:27,840 --> 01:27:28,639
Speaker 16: Actually got through.

1570
01:27:31,800 --> 01:27:33,640
Speaker 2: I've been trying to I've been trying to talk to

1571
01:27:33,680 --> 01:27:35,479
Speaker 2: you to speed Jim. Speed Jim, is there anything in

1572
01:27:35,520 --> 01:27:37,160
Speaker 2: particular that you wanted to talk about?

1573
01:27:39,160 --> 01:27:39,600
Speaker 3: What was that?

1574
01:27:48,080 --> 01:27:50,200
Speaker 4: Hello, Speed Jim?

1575
01:27:50,280 --> 01:27:52,920
Speaker 2: Is there anything in particular that you wanted to talk about.

1576
01:27:53,840 --> 01:27:56,400
Speaker 16: Oh yeah, I was gonna ask do you think it's

1577
01:27:57,040 --> 01:27:58,799
Speaker 16: normal to still sleep with your exes?

1578
01:28:01,640 --> 01:28:03,840
Speaker 4: Is this an interesting question? When you say normal? What

1579
01:28:03,880 --> 01:28:04,559
Speaker 4: do you mean by that?

1580
01:28:06,880 --> 01:28:07,280
Speaker 2: Uh?

1581
01:28:07,320 --> 01:28:10,040
Speaker 16: Like, is that something like a lot of people do?

1582
01:28:10,200 --> 01:28:13,280
Speaker 16: Or is it's just kind of like weird to do?

1583
01:28:13,280 --> 01:28:14,800
Speaker 4: Does it matter to you if it's something that a

1584
01:28:14,880 --> 01:28:15,519
Speaker 4: lot of people do.

1585
01:28:18,479 --> 01:28:19,040
Speaker 16: I guess not.

1586
01:28:19,880 --> 01:28:28,599
Speaker 2: No, Okay, clearly something about it is causing some sort

1587
01:28:28,600 --> 01:28:29,640
Speaker 2: of mental conflict for you.

1588
01:28:33,760 --> 01:28:38,760
Speaker 16: Yeah, like uh, kind of like worrying if they'd get

1589
01:28:38,800 --> 01:28:41,599
Speaker 16: feelings back for you and you end up like hurting

1590
01:28:41,600 --> 01:28:42,479
Speaker 16: them or something like that.

1591
01:28:43,360 --> 01:28:49,320
Speaker 4: M well, what are you are you sleeping with on

1592
01:28:49,479 --> 01:28:49,960
Speaker 4: your exes?

1593
01:28:51,640 --> 01:28:51,760
Speaker 19: Uh?

1594
01:28:51,920 --> 01:28:59,719
Speaker 2: Yeah, and you are primarily concerned that they will garner

1595
01:28:59,720 --> 01:29:02,400
Speaker 2: feels for you again and that you might end up

1596
01:29:02,439 --> 01:29:03,840
Speaker 2: hurting their feelings.

1597
01:29:04,360 --> 01:29:04,920
Speaker 12: Yeah.

1598
01:29:05,760 --> 01:29:06,200
Speaker 2: Interesting.

1599
01:29:06,280 --> 01:29:07,240
Speaker 4: Have you talked to them about this?

1600
01:29:10,680 --> 01:29:12,040
Speaker 16: Have I talked about this?

1601
01:29:12,720 --> 01:29:14,040
Speaker 4: Yeah?

1602
01:29:14,560 --> 01:29:15,280
Speaker 16: No, I haven't.

1603
01:29:18,240 --> 01:29:20,479
Speaker 2: Is have you not talked about this because you're avoiding

1604
01:29:20,520 --> 01:29:22,040
Speaker 2: or because you didn't think to talk to them about this?

1605
01:29:25,960 --> 01:29:28,080
Speaker 16: I guess I haven't really thought about it that much

1606
01:29:28,160 --> 01:29:33,080
Speaker 16: until basically, I guess tonight when they're asking, like, what

1607
01:29:33,200 --> 01:29:36,320
Speaker 16: kind of question I wanted to ask well.

1608
01:29:36,200 --> 01:29:36,840
Speaker 4: I feel like.

1609
01:29:39,439 --> 01:29:40,880
Speaker 2: And you know, I'm trying to do this too in

1610
01:29:40,960 --> 01:29:45,080
Speaker 2: my own relationships, be they any any any sort of

1611
01:29:45,080 --> 01:29:48,880
Speaker 2: relationship doesn't necessarily have to be romantic, but you know,

1612
01:29:48,960 --> 01:29:53,760
Speaker 2: transparency is it's always key. So you know, I feel like,

1613
01:29:53,800 --> 01:29:58,120
Speaker 2: if you're sleeping with a parson and yet you're you,

1614
01:29:58,360 --> 01:29:59,800
Speaker 2: you want them to.

1615
01:30:01,439 --> 01:30:08,160
Speaker 4: Have an accurate idea of how you feel about the situation.

1616
01:30:09,600 --> 01:30:12,000
Speaker 2: So that they have all the information that they need

1617
01:30:13,479 --> 01:30:17,040
Speaker 2: to inform their own decisions as well.

1618
01:30:19,960 --> 01:30:22,240
Speaker 4: Does that make sense right?

1619
01:30:22,520 --> 01:30:26,200
Speaker 2: If you tell this girl you're like, hey, listen, you know,

1620
01:30:26,840 --> 01:30:29,679
Speaker 2: I'm having a good time with you, you know, like

1621
01:30:29,680 --> 01:30:30,559
Speaker 2: like I like you.

1622
01:30:30,560 --> 01:30:31,559
Speaker 4: You know, you can say that.

1623
01:30:32,000 --> 01:30:34,439
Speaker 2: Just but you know, look, I'm not for whatever reason

1624
01:30:34,520 --> 01:30:36,200
Speaker 2: like you know, but I'm not trying to get back

1625
01:30:36,240 --> 01:30:38,640
Speaker 2: into a real thing, you know, I just want to

1626
01:30:38,640 --> 01:30:40,840
Speaker 2: I just want to let you know that so that

1627
01:30:41,000 --> 01:30:45,200
Speaker 2: you know, there's no hard, hard feelings. You know, just

1628
01:30:45,200 --> 01:30:47,200
Speaker 2: just wanted to let you know that, you know, and

1629
01:30:47,200 --> 01:30:50,160
Speaker 2: then that and then from there, you know, except to

1630
01:30:50,160 --> 01:30:52,080
Speaker 2: her whether or not she wants to, you know, keep

1631
01:30:52,080 --> 01:30:55,200
Speaker 2: seeing you. But at least now it's it's it's been discussed,

1632
01:30:55,200 --> 01:30:57,519
Speaker 2: it's out on the open you know, and then I'm like,

1633
01:30:57,600 --> 01:31:01,640
Speaker 2: you feel better that I'll make her feel better. But

1634
01:31:01,800 --> 01:31:04,800
Speaker 2: whether or not it's normal or wrong, it's not really,

1635
01:31:06,720 --> 01:31:12,439
Speaker 2: you know, for anyone to decide except you, guys. But

1636
01:31:12,479 --> 01:31:14,200
Speaker 2: it's easier for her to make the decision and for

1637
01:31:14,240 --> 01:31:18,480
Speaker 2: you to make decision if you're both aware of the

1638
01:31:18,520 --> 01:31:23,479
Speaker 2: sort of context behind it. Is there something you would

1639
01:31:23,479 --> 01:31:26,040
Speaker 2: have an issue you would take issue with? Is telling her,

1640
01:31:26,600 --> 01:31:29,840
Speaker 2: you know, bring bringing this up, talking through this with her.

1641
01:31:30,760 --> 01:31:34,400
Speaker 16: No, I'd be able to ask for I could probably

1642
01:31:34,439 --> 01:31:35,200
Speaker 16: ask for right now.

1643
01:31:37,240 --> 01:31:40,480
Speaker 4: Hell yeah, is she with you?

1644
01:31:40,520 --> 01:31:40,720
Speaker 11: No?

1645
01:31:41,720 --> 01:31:44,160
Speaker 16: So we talk like on Facebook and stuff.

1646
01:31:44,200 --> 01:31:49,840
Speaker 2: So that sounds nice. Well, good luck to you, speedy, Jim.

1647
01:31:50,960 --> 01:31:52,439
Speaker 2: Is there anything else you want to talk about before

1648
01:31:52,439 --> 01:31:52,640
Speaker 2: we go?

1649
01:31:55,680 --> 01:31:59,080
Speaker 16: Yeah, so the other week you're talking about a simulation,

1650
01:31:59,680 --> 01:32:01,519
Speaker 16: and I wanted to know if you think there's another

1651
01:32:01,560 --> 01:32:06,920
Speaker 16: simulation out there where humans was talking to Geckos.

1652
01:32:09,200 --> 01:32:11,960
Speaker 2: I think I've I've made a decision not to care

1653
01:32:11,960 --> 01:32:14,400
Speaker 2: about simulations anymore, or whether or not life is a

1654
01:32:14,400 --> 01:32:18,800
Speaker 2: simulation or if life is real or anything, because it's

1655
01:32:18,840 --> 01:32:20,680
Speaker 2: just it's not gonna help me to think about, you know,

1656
01:32:20,760 --> 01:32:25,040
Speaker 2: I can't possibly take in the information of all the

1657
01:32:25,120 --> 01:32:30,280
Speaker 2: possible universes that could theoretically exist. So I've made the

1658
01:32:30,280 --> 01:32:34,280
Speaker 2: intentional decision to just focus on this universe.

1659
01:32:33,920 --> 01:32:35,400
Speaker 4: That I'm living in right now, and.

1660
01:32:37,600 --> 01:32:40,080
Speaker 2: With a greater aspiration to live in this moment that

1661
01:32:40,120 --> 01:32:42,000
Speaker 2: I'm living in right now, and you know, I hope

1662
01:32:42,000 --> 01:32:42,720
Speaker 2: we'll get there one day.

1663
01:32:45,439 --> 01:32:46,240
Speaker 16: Okay, that's good.

1664
01:32:48,800 --> 01:32:50,400
Speaker 4: Well, thank you for calling Speedy Jim. I wish you

1665
01:32:50,400 --> 01:32:51,000
Speaker 4: the best of luck.

1666
01:32:52,320 --> 01:32:53,040
Speaker 16: Yeah, thank you.

1667
01:32:53,600 --> 01:33:02,000
Speaker 2: But hello, Hi? Who is this?

1668
01:33:04,200 --> 01:33:04,840
Speaker 17: Thank God?

1669
01:33:04,960 --> 01:33:07,680
Speaker 2: Lyle? Hi, who is this?

1670
01:33:08,000 --> 01:33:08,719
Speaker 4: Tell me everything?

1671
01:33:09,520 --> 01:33:16,440
Speaker 12: This is Carl. How are you doing today?

1672
01:33:16,880 --> 01:33:17,000
Speaker 5: Uh?

1673
01:33:17,360 --> 01:33:23,679
Speaker 2: I'm doing Oh, I'm doing alright. I am uh feeling

1674
01:33:23,760 --> 01:33:25,639
Speaker 2: pretty pretty good. How are you, Carl?

1675
01:33:27,240 --> 01:33:30,360
Speaker 12: I'm not gonna lie. I'm low key like shaking, mister gek.

1676
01:33:31,520 --> 01:33:33,200
Speaker 4: Mmm, why are you shaking? Carl?

1677
01:33:34,560 --> 01:33:37,439
Speaker 12: I have called you like eight hundred times.

1678
01:33:39,160 --> 01:33:41,960
Speaker 4: M hm m hm, And this is the this is

1679
01:33:42,000 --> 01:33:43,120
Speaker 4: the eight hundredth.

1680
01:33:42,800 --> 01:33:49,719
Speaker 12: Time, probably somewhere around there. I lost track last stream

1681
01:33:49,760 --> 01:33:51,639
Speaker 12: it was four hundred and sixty seven.

1682
01:33:52,800 --> 01:33:53,000
Speaker 9: Wow.

1683
01:33:53,120 --> 01:33:55,040
Speaker 4: Wow, Carl. It sounds like you have something that you

1684
01:33:55,280 --> 01:33:56,800
Speaker 4: that you desperately need to tell me.

1685
01:33:58,760 --> 01:34:02,960
Speaker 12: Yes, Lyle, please, okay, please, So you changed my life?

1686
01:34:04,800 --> 01:34:05,519
Speaker 4: Tell me, may.

1687
01:34:07,000 --> 01:34:07,080
Speaker 3: So.

1688
01:34:07,360 --> 01:34:10,200
Speaker 12: About a year ago, I took about four and a

1689
01:34:10,240 --> 01:34:15,479
Speaker 12: half grams of mushrooms. Okay, sure, And I'm surfing through

1690
01:34:16,040 --> 01:34:20,360
Speaker 12: the interwebs twitch and I come across this green gecko

1691
01:34:20,920 --> 01:34:25,000
Speaker 12: staring at me. Crazy ass background going on, so I

1692
01:34:25,040 --> 01:34:29,320
Speaker 12: decided to click on you. You were talking about riding

1693
01:34:29,640 --> 01:34:35,000
Speaker 12: trains with no destination and everyone takes life too seriously. Lyle,

1694
01:34:35,960 --> 01:34:39,000
Speaker 12: my shit like reversed my brain right then and there.

1695
01:34:43,040 --> 01:34:46,880
Speaker 2: So you heard me talking about how everyone is riding

1696
01:34:46,920 --> 01:34:49,400
Speaker 2: trains and taking life too seriously, and you said it

1697
01:34:49,840 --> 01:34:52,560
Speaker 2: changed your life. And so am I to believe that

1698
01:34:52,600 --> 01:34:54,400
Speaker 2: you are calling me from a train right now?

1699
01:35:00,120 --> 01:35:00,880
Speaker 12: Life is a trade.

1700
01:35:03,560 --> 01:35:10,080
Speaker 2: Sure, we're all on a train. Sure, Carl, I have

1701
01:35:10,120 --> 01:35:14,479
Speaker 2: a question for you. Yes, are you high on mushrooms

1702
01:35:14,520 --> 01:35:14,880
Speaker 2: right now?

1703
01:35:18,000 --> 01:35:18,160
Speaker 6: Well?

1704
01:35:18,320 --> 01:35:18,640
Speaker 18: You know what?

1705
01:35:20,720 --> 01:35:21,040
Speaker 1: Yes?

1706
01:35:22,240 --> 01:35:27,640
Speaker 2: Okay, And so the mushroom trip. I've never personally done psychedelics,

1707
01:35:27,640 --> 01:35:30,080
Speaker 2: but I do know that a lot of people when

1708
01:35:30,080 --> 01:35:34,160
Speaker 2: they do do psychedelics, they go into it with a

1709
01:35:34,680 --> 01:35:36,080
Speaker 2: objective of some kind.

1710
01:35:36,160 --> 01:35:37,160
Speaker 4: Is that correct?

1711
01:35:39,640 --> 01:35:40,040
Speaker 12: Yeah?

1712
01:35:40,800 --> 01:35:41,960
Speaker 2: Okay, what is.

1713
01:35:41,920 --> 01:35:44,519
Speaker 4: The objective that you are going into this trip with?

1714
01:35:48,240 --> 01:35:54,240
Speaker 12: That's deep, mister gik Oh God, Well, I don't know

1715
01:35:54,560 --> 01:35:58,519
Speaker 12: you need you you're here. I didn't even think i'd

1716
01:35:58,560 --> 01:35:59,240
Speaker 12: get this far.

1717
01:36:00,360 --> 01:36:02,439
Speaker 2: Well, forget about me. I feel like this trip has

1718
01:36:02,439 --> 01:36:04,439
Speaker 2: something to do with me, unless if you know it,

1719
01:36:04,640 --> 01:36:07,760
Speaker 2: unless if it did, unless if you your dream for

1720
01:36:07,800 --> 01:36:08,960
Speaker 2: your mushroom trip was to.

1721
01:36:08,880 --> 01:36:10,120
Speaker 17: Be think about it.

1722
01:36:10,160 --> 01:36:14,040
Speaker 12: The first time, I was like I saw you, I

1723
01:36:14,160 --> 01:36:16,479
Speaker 12: was on mushrooms, and now I'm talking to you and

1724
01:36:16,560 --> 01:36:18,040
Speaker 12: I'm still on them.

1725
01:36:18,479 --> 01:36:21,920
Speaker 2: Sure, sure, hopefully there was time in between then that

1726
01:36:21,960 --> 01:36:26,439
Speaker 2: you were not on mushrooms. A couple of days, a

1727
01:36:26,479 --> 01:36:31,040
Speaker 2: single day, A couple of days, you said, are you

1728
01:36:31,040 --> 01:36:32,000
Speaker 2: saying are you joking?

1729
01:36:32,120 --> 01:36:33,960
Speaker 4: Or do you do mushrooms every day?

1730
01:36:35,560 --> 01:36:35,800
Speaker 3: Well?

1731
01:36:36,000 --> 01:36:41,600
Speaker 12: You micro dose them, tiny tiny mount Okay, and it

1732
01:36:41,760 --> 01:36:43,519
Speaker 12: just it. You know, you don't go on a full

1733
01:36:44,200 --> 01:36:46,639
Speaker 12: balls to the wall trip, but it just makes your

1734
01:36:47,000 --> 01:36:48,720
Speaker 12: mood a little bit more happier for the day.

1735
01:36:49,360 --> 01:36:49,719
Speaker 4: Okay.

1736
01:36:49,880 --> 01:36:52,519
Speaker 2: And are you micro doosed on shrooms right now? Or

1737
01:36:52,520 --> 01:36:53,479
Speaker 2: are you on a full dose?

1738
01:36:54,040 --> 01:36:56,559
Speaker 12: Oh no, we're We're on like three point five.

1739
01:36:59,080 --> 01:37:01,160
Speaker 2: Okay, so that's a full I don't know, I've never

1740
01:37:01,200 --> 01:37:06,080
Speaker 2: done mushrooms. Oh yeah, okay, so you're on a full dose.

1741
01:37:06,240 --> 01:37:09,720
Speaker 2: I mean, look, let me ask what, Carl, what do

1742
01:37:09,840 --> 01:37:11,200
Speaker 2: you How old are you?

1743
01:37:12,760 --> 01:37:13,360
Speaker 12: I'm eighteen?

1744
01:37:13,960 --> 01:37:14,240
Speaker 2: You're right?

1745
01:37:14,320 --> 01:37:14,479
Speaker 5: Gee?

1746
01:37:14,560 --> 01:37:17,040
Speaker 2: You're extremely young. So you I mean when you said

1747
01:37:17,040 --> 01:37:19,080
Speaker 2: a year ago so you were on mushrooms, you were

1748
01:37:19,120 --> 01:37:22,400
Speaker 2: seventeen years old. You heard me say something about being

1749
01:37:22,439 --> 01:37:27,639
Speaker 2: on a train and now, yeah, what are you looking for?

1750
01:37:28,760 --> 01:37:29,080
Speaker 4: Carl?

1751
01:37:29,160 --> 01:37:33,600
Speaker 2: I feel like you're doing all these drugs and whatnot,

1752
01:37:33,720 --> 01:37:38,920
Speaker 2: and like, is there a goal in mind? Or you

1753
01:37:39,120 --> 01:37:43,040
Speaker 2: seeking a truth of some kind? What's you're You're a

1754
01:37:43,080 --> 01:37:45,040
Speaker 2: young guy. What's going on with you?

1755
01:37:47,040 --> 01:37:49,640
Speaker 12: And the age has nothing to do with psychedelics. It's

1756
01:37:49,680 --> 01:37:52,120
Speaker 12: about maturity if you're open to it.

1757
01:37:54,840 --> 01:37:58,400
Speaker 2: Sure, sure, But I'm forgett about the psychedelics here. I'm

1758
01:37:58,479 --> 01:38:02,760
Speaker 2: asking you as just a regular laired boy.

1759
01:38:03,439 --> 01:38:08,920
Speaker 12: Oh well, that's the deep question, mister Gek. I don't

1760
01:38:08,920 --> 01:38:09,880
Speaker 12: even know how to answer that.

1761
01:38:10,640 --> 01:38:13,040
Speaker 2: Mm hmmm. Well what do you do? Are you in school?

1762
01:38:13,120 --> 01:38:16,519
Speaker 2: Do you are you in college? What's your what's your thing? No?

1763
01:38:17,160 --> 01:38:20,920
Speaker 12: I work on cars. I do body work for cars.

1764
01:38:21,439 --> 01:38:23,360
Speaker 4: Okay, cool? Cool?

1765
01:38:26,320 --> 01:38:26,679
Speaker 5: Mmm?

1766
01:38:29,080 --> 01:38:30,040
Speaker 4: You don't do you don't do?

1767
01:38:30,479 --> 01:38:31,120
Speaker 2: You don't like?

1768
01:38:31,760 --> 01:38:31,920
Speaker 3: No?

1769
01:38:32,040 --> 01:38:33,200
Speaker 4: Tell me sure please?

1770
01:38:35,160 --> 01:38:39,519
Speaker 12: So you probably wouldn't never guessed this. But I'm Mormon, right,

1771
01:38:40,000 --> 01:38:44,320
Speaker 12: LD is born and raised. Maybe that's why I do

1772
01:38:44,400 --> 01:38:45,600
Speaker 12: so many psychedelics.

1773
01:38:49,560 --> 01:38:49,960
Speaker 4: Mm hmm.

1774
01:38:50,600 --> 01:38:53,519
Speaker 2: You think you think you think your psychedelic use is

1775
01:38:53,880 --> 01:38:57,360
Speaker 2: because of your your Mormonism.

1776
01:38:57,439 --> 01:38:58,840
Speaker 12: Yeah, I want to what's up there?

1777
01:38:58,880 --> 01:38:59,040
Speaker 2: Man?

1778
01:38:59,439 --> 01:39:03,720
Speaker 4: Don't you up there? When you say up there? What

1779
01:39:03,800 --> 01:39:06,200
Speaker 4: do you were you referring to? When you say there?

1780
01:39:09,400 --> 01:39:14,240
Speaker 12: It's probably not up there, just in the realm of

1781
01:39:14,320 --> 01:39:18,719
Speaker 12: all the souls and spirits combined in the wont.

1782
01:39:20,520 --> 01:39:21,120
Speaker 4: Ah man.

1783
01:39:21,479 --> 01:39:24,439
Speaker 2: You know, I am Oh, I'm so tempted to give

1784
01:39:24,479 --> 01:39:27,000
Speaker 2: you advice, but I you know, I like giving you know,

1785
01:39:27,160 --> 01:39:28,000
Speaker 2: letting everyone.

1786
01:39:27,680 --> 01:39:28,320
Speaker 4: Do their own things.

1787
01:39:28,320 --> 01:39:30,200
Speaker 12: I am fully open to game.

1788
01:39:30,240 --> 01:39:32,400
Speaker 2: Okay, you're fully if you're fully only if you're fully

1789
01:39:32,400 --> 01:39:33,880
Speaker 2: open to it, because I don't like giving people.

1790
01:39:34,960 --> 01:39:37,320
Speaker 4: If you're open to it, I have a thought for you.

1791
01:39:37,320 --> 01:39:38,519
Speaker 2: I don't know if it'll work for you.

1792
01:39:38,560 --> 01:39:40,280
Speaker 4: And I'm not an authority on anything, but.

1793
01:39:40,479 --> 01:39:43,680
Speaker 2: Carl, look, you're eighteen years old. You're very young, and

1794
01:39:43,760 --> 01:39:48,240
Speaker 2: I understand that you have this desire to seek these

1795
01:39:48,560 --> 01:39:53,680
Speaker 2: whatever spiritual truths and and whatnot, and and I I

1796
01:39:53,760 --> 01:39:56,519
Speaker 2: believe that you know you should if that's what you

1797
01:39:56,560 --> 01:39:59,479
Speaker 2: want to do. But if you're telling me that every

1798
01:39:59,640 --> 01:40:03,920
Speaker 2: single day of the past year you've been microdosing on shrooms,

1799
01:40:04,320 --> 01:40:07,520
Speaker 2: I feel like you got to give yourself the opportunity

1800
01:40:07,920 --> 01:40:17,439
Speaker 2: to spend some significant time grounded in reality. You know,

1801
01:40:17,560 --> 01:40:20,040
Speaker 2: it's good to be spacy. A lot of people have

1802
01:40:20,200 --> 01:40:24,680
Speaker 2: the opposite problem, where they're too grounded in their own reality,

1803
01:40:25,120 --> 01:40:27,640
Speaker 2: and maybe they do need to like, you know, it

1804
01:40:27,640 --> 01:40:29,559
Speaker 2: doesn't have to necessarily be a substance thing. You can

1805
01:40:29,560 --> 01:40:32,920
Speaker 2: do this completely sober, but take some time to think

1806
01:40:33,040 --> 01:40:37,240
Speaker 2: about things in a grander sense. But you sound like

1807
01:40:37,280 --> 01:40:39,599
Speaker 2: you have the opposite problem, where you're too busy thinking

1808
01:40:39,640 --> 01:40:45,240
Speaker 2: about things in some grander spiritual, religious, whatever sense. And

1809
01:40:45,280 --> 01:40:48,680
Speaker 2: you got to spend some time standing in line at

1810
01:40:48,680 --> 01:40:53,680
Speaker 2: the grocery store and being impatient. You know, you got

1811
01:40:53,680 --> 01:40:55,600
Speaker 2: to live in reality for a second. You got to

1812
01:40:55,640 --> 01:40:59,599
Speaker 2: spend some time texting your friend and going, hey, what's up,

1813
01:40:59,600 --> 01:41:00,519
Speaker 2: and they go not much?

1814
01:41:00,520 --> 01:41:03,000
Speaker 4: How about you? And you go not much? And then.

1815
01:41:04,760 --> 01:41:08,799
Speaker 2: You know, I live a boring life in boring, shitty

1816
01:41:08,840 --> 01:41:11,719
Speaker 2: reality for a little bit of time. And then take,

1817
01:41:11,920 --> 01:41:14,880
Speaker 2: you know, take the information that you've gained there, and

1818
01:41:14,920 --> 01:41:17,320
Speaker 2: then take that back to your special place on the

1819
01:41:17,360 --> 01:41:20,599
Speaker 2: step ladder where you observe and think. But if you're

1820
01:41:20,600 --> 01:41:24,560
Speaker 2: always observing and thinking, you're not actually living and experiencing

1821
01:41:24,600 --> 01:41:27,000
Speaker 2: in this shit that you're always observing and thinking about.

1822
01:41:27,080 --> 01:41:29,479
Speaker 2: So I would suggest to you, Carl, if you can,

1823
01:41:29,760 --> 01:41:33,000
Speaker 2: especially since you're so goddamn young, take a little bit

1824
01:41:33,080 --> 01:41:37,000
Speaker 2: of time away from the shrooms, live in the real world,

1825
01:41:37,040 --> 01:41:40,840
Speaker 2: and then come back when you're ready. What is that?

1826
01:41:41,360 --> 01:41:43,160
Speaker 4: How do you feel about what I just said to you?

1827
01:41:46,240 --> 01:41:50,840
Speaker 12: I am flatter gasted. I don't even know what to say,

1828
01:41:50,880 --> 01:41:51,439
Speaker 12: mister gig.

1829
01:41:54,280 --> 01:41:56,679
Speaker 4: Take some time think about it.

1830
01:41:58,200 --> 01:41:59,880
Speaker 12: But I'm scared of that reality, mister.

1831
01:42:00,720 --> 01:42:03,679
Speaker 2: That's why you gotta live in there. That's the thing

1832
01:42:03,760 --> 01:42:05,720
Speaker 2: is if it's especially if you're scared. Why are you

1833
01:42:05,880 --> 01:42:07,080
Speaker 2: scared of that reality?

1834
01:42:07,160 --> 01:42:07,479
Speaker 4: Carl?

1835
01:42:10,720 --> 01:42:13,720
Speaker 12: I don't know. I just life is mean?

1836
01:42:15,040 --> 01:42:19,679
Speaker 4: Life is mean? Why is Why does life mean?

1837
01:42:19,800 --> 01:42:20,160
Speaker 2: Carl?

1838
01:42:25,080 --> 01:42:27,240
Speaker 12: I don't know. I just feel like, you know, sometimes

1839
01:42:27,280 --> 01:42:29,479
Speaker 12: life throws you that curveball every once in a while

1840
01:42:29,479 --> 01:42:30,960
Speaker 12: that just smacks you in the nuts.

1841
01:42:33,800 --> 01:42:35,840
Speaker 2: Hmmm, Carl, let me ask your question. Do you have

1842
01:42:35,920 --> 01:42:36,639
Speaker 2: a real therapist?

1843
01:42:38,760 --> 01:42:39,760
Speaker 12: I had one?

1844
01:42:40,880 --> 01:42:41,120
Speaker 15: Okay?

1845
01:42:41,160 --> 01:42:44,520
Speaker 2: Why'd you get rid of them?

1846
01:42:45,760 --> 01:42:48,000
Speaker 12: They just kept trying to prescribe me medicine and stuff.

1847
01:42:48,760 --> 01:42:51,920
Speaker 12: But it wasn't like it was like stimulants and stuff.

1848
01:42:51,960 --> 01:42:54,840
Speaker 12: I don't think, you know, I don't want to take myths.

1849
01:42:57,320 --> 01:43:04,360
Speaker 2: Okay, well you're taking Well, here's the thing, is your doctor, Okay,

1850
01:43:04,560 --> 01:43:07,200
Speaker 2: let me let me ask you something, let me let

1851
01:43:07,240 --> 01:43:09,120
Speaker 2: me let me tell you so. And by the way,

1852
01:43:09,160 --> 01:43:11,280
Speaker 2: I get it, because you know, everyone has their own

1853
01:43:11,320 --> 01:43:13,320
Speaker 2: ideas on you know, whatever they wanted to take and

1854
01:43:13,360 --> 01:43:15,639
Speaker 2: put into their body. But whatever, you sound like you're

1855
01:43:15,720 --> 01:43:22,760
Speaker 2: self medicating with mushrooms, right. But then this medical professional

1856
01:43:22,760 --> 01:43:25,799
Speaker 2: that you're seeing is like, Okay, I went to school

1857
01:43:25,880 --> 01:43:28,680
Speaker 2: and got my stupid license that you need to do

1858
01:43:28,720 --> 01:43:31,599
Speaker 2: this shit. And here's what I think, in my professional opinion,

1859
01:43:31,640 --> 01:43:37,000
Speaker 2: you should take try their idea first, because they probably

1860
01:43:37,120 --> 01:43:39,360
Speaker 2: know more than you about what you should put in

1861
01:43:39,400 --> 01:43:43,040
Speaker 2: your body. At least try it. It might not work

1862
01:43:43,120 --> 01:43:46,280
Speaker 2: for you, but you should at least try it. You know,

1863
01:43:46,439 --> 01:43:48,880
Speaker 2: I'll be I've gotten I've talked to people about this

1864
01:43:48,960 --> 01:43:51,479
Speaker 2: kind of shit before, and I get it's a complicated issue,

1865
01:43:51,520 --> 01:43:56,840
Speaker 2: but I always defer to trusting whatever your doctor tells

1866
01:43:56,880 --> 01:43:57,320
Speaker 2: you to do.

1867
01:44:01,560 --> 01:44:04,680
Speaker 12: Yeah, I saw that, but like it was also a

1868
01:44:04,720 --> 01:44:08,960
Speaker 12: Mormon therapist, so like you'd like throw a book of

1869
01:44:09,000 --> 01:44:12,320
Speaker 12: Mormon at me, you know what I mean? Sure, sure, sure,

1870
01:44:14,160 --> 01:44:17,000
Speaker 12: m I mean there's multiple layers to this.

1871
01:44:18,280 --> 01:44:20,040
Speaker 2: I'm sure there are. I'm sure there That's why I

1872
01:44:20,040 --> 01:44:21,479
Speaker 2: don't pretend to know anything, but.

1873
01:44:22,920 --> 01:44:24,280
Speaker 12: You know, you know everything.

1874
01:44:24,320 --> 01:44:26,799
Speaker 4: That's I don't know if.

1875
01:44:26,680 --> 01:44:30,559
Speaker 2: That's true, but Carl, I would just tell you, man,

1876
01:44:30,720 --> 01:44:35,160
Speaker 2: like take take take some time to live in in reality.

1877
01:44:35,280 --> 01:44:38,880
Speaker 2: I know that it it sucks and you're escaping from it,

1878
01:44:38,920 --> 01:44:42,639
Speaker 2: but that's kind of why you should learn to live

1879
01:44:42,680 --> 01:44:44,880
Speaker 2: in it for a little bit. That's your that's your

1880
01:44:45,000 --> 01:44:50,599
Speaker 2: little thing to conquer here, you know, try to live

1881
01:44:50,640 --> 01:44:52,880
Speaker 2: in reality for a little bit. Give it a week.

1882
01:44:53,360 --> 01:44:56,160
Speaker 2: Say I'm gonna live in the in the boring, shitty

1883
01:44:56,200 --> 01:44:59,439
Speaker 2: world for a week. Actually take back what I just said.

1884
01:44:59,560 --> 01:45:01,400
Speaker 2: I don't think of it as boring and shitty. Just

1885
01:45:01,439 --> 01:45:04,479
Speaker 2: be like, I'm gonna live soberly for a week. I

1886
01:45:04,520 --> 01:45:06,640
Speaker 2: don't know if you're physically addicted. I don't really know

1887
01:45:06,640 --> 01:45:08,679
Speaker 2: how mushrooms work. I don't know if you are addicted.

1888
01:45:08,720 --> 01:45:12,120
Speaker 2: If you are, talk to someone about that, but you know,

1889
01:45:12,280 --> 01:45:18,160
Speaker 2: try to live in reality a little bit. Carl. Thank you,

1890
01:45:19,120 --> 01:45:21,240
Speaker 2: of course, of course.

1891
01:45:21,600 --> 01:45:26,880
Speaker 4: I assuel you beautiful Carl Man.

1892
01:45:26,880 --> 01:45:29,280
Speaker 2: Thank you for thank you for calling, and uh feel

1893
01:45:29,320 --> 01:45:31,840
Speaker 2: free to call back in and let us know how

1894
01:45:31,880 --> 01:45:32,320
Speaker 2: this went.

1895
01:45:32,400 --> 01:45:34,479
Speaker 4: If you try it, which I hope you do.

1896
01:45:34,760 --> 01:45:37,120
Speaker 12: Oh, I would love to. This is not the last

1897
01:45:37,160 --> 01:45:38,080
Speaker 12: time you've heard of Carl.

1898
01:45:38,800 --> 01:45:40,720
Speaker 2: Good. Good, Thank you for calling Carl. You have a

1899
01:45:40,720 --> 01:45:44,439
Speaker 2: good rest of the night, Carl, Carl, Carl. I hope

1900
01:45:44,439 --> 01:45:45,080
Speaker 2: he's okay.

1901
01:45:47,840 --> 01:45:52,280
Speaker 4: This is Mariah can fine? Yes, now I can hear you. Fine.

1902
01:45:52,280 --> 01:45:53,360
Speaker 4: How are you doing, Mariah?

1903
01:45:55,240 --> 01:45:55,559
Speaker 5: Okay?

1904
01:45:57,400 --> 01:46:07,920
Speaker 2: So you know I'm doing pretty good. I'm yeah, I'm

1905
01:46:08,000 --> 01:46:13,439
Speaker 2: enjoying being a gecko. It's another day in the life.

1906
01:46:14,320 --> 01:46:18,800
Speaker 2: It's nice, you know, it's always nice. I've learned to

1907
01:46:18,880 --> 01:46:27,600
Speaker 2: have something to do. That's what I'm I'm happy that

1908
01:46:27,640 --> 01:46:29,880
Speaker 2: I'm doing this right now because it's just you ever

1909
01:46:29,960 --> 01:46:34,160
Speaker 2: not have anything to do, you'll just go insane.

1910
01:46:34,040 --> 01:46:38,360
Speaker 4: Yeah, it's good to have something to do.

1911
01:46:40,920 --> 01:46:46,479
Speaker 5: It's it's it can't be put into words, but it

1912
01:46:46,560 --> 01:46:55,960
Speaker 5: makes you feel really isolated if you don't put yourself

1913
01:46:55,960 --> 01:46:59,080
Speaker 5: into some kind of good habit.

1914
01:47:00,640 --> 01:47:01,040
Speaker 2: Mm hmm.

1915
01:47:01,880 --> 01:47:04,240
Speaker 4: Do you do you have any good habits that you've

1916
01:47:04,280 --> 01:47:07,759
Speaker 4: been habiting lately?

1917
01:47:10,640 --> 01:47:11,439
Speaker 5: Absolutely not?

1918
01:47:13,240 --> 01:47:13,599
Speaker 2: Mm hmm.

1919
01:47:14,200 --> 01:47:15,439
Speaker 4: Well, how do you feel in this moment?

1920
01:47:18,520 --> 01:47:18,680
Speaker 11: Uh?

1921
01:47:20,160 --> 01:47:28,080
Speaker 5: In this moment? H Yeah, it's been a very long month, well,

1922
01:47:28,280 --> 01:47:32,160
Speaker 5: a couple of months. A lot has happened in so

1923
01:47:32,360 --> 01:47:38,200
Speaker 5: little time, so I'm kind of all bundled up into

1924
01:47:38,320 --> 01:47:43,080
Speaker 5: the ball of everything. Yes, that makes sense.

1925
01:47:43,960 --> 01:47:44,360
Speaker 2: Mm hmm.

1926
01:47:45,479 --> 01:47:47,040
Speaker 4: What what has happened in this month?

1927
01:47:49,640 --> 01:47:54,800
Speaker 5: Mm hmm. I got damned by my brother and his girlfriend.

1928
01:47:54,960 --> 01:47:57,439
Speaker 2: I you said, you.

1929
01:47:57,360 --> 01:47:59,640
Speaker 4: Said you got you said you got scammed.

1930
01:48:01,560 --> 01:48:05,080
Speaker 5: Yeah, he sold me a car that he knew wasn't

1931
01:48:05,080 --> 01:48:09,280
Speaker 5: paid off and I came back to North Carolina and

1932
01:48:09,360 --> 01:48:12,800
Speaker 5: the car got repoked just for me to be told

1933
01:48:12,800 --> 01:48:13,920
Speaker 5: that it wasn't paid off.

1934
01:48:14,680 --> 01:48:15,040
Speaker 1: Mm hmm.

1935
01:48:17,479 --> 01:48:20,120
Speaker 4: Yeah, how did you react? Did you confront your brother

1936
01:48:20,160 --> 01:48:20,479
Speaker 4: about this?

1937
01:48:22,479 --> 01:48:25,280
Speaker 2: I'm saying, how did you react? Did you did you

1938
01:48:25,320 --> 01:48:26,519
Speaker 2: confront your brother about this?

1939
01:48:28,479 --> 01:48:34,240
Speaker 5: Oh? I was pissed. I was very upset. But you know.

1940
01:48:37,800 --> 01:48:42,040
Speaker 4: What is what is your relationship like with your brother?

1941
01:48:44,880 --> 01:48:49,920
Speaker 5: Awful? I well was my immediate family as far as

1942
01:48:50,120 --> 01:48:54,799
Speaker 5: my mom's side, I have like a brother, two brothers,

1943
01:48:54,840 --> 01:48:58,839
Speaker 5: and sister and those were the only ones that actually

1944
01:48:58,880 --> 01:49:03,799
Speaker 5: had a relationship. But even then it wasn't the best.

1945
01:49:04,160 --> 01:49:07,599
Speaker 5: Like me, we talked, we laughed, but we never really

1946
01:49:07,640 --> 01:49:11,720
Speaker 5: shared anything with each other. Mine our own business, be

1947
01:49:11,760 --> 01:49:12,479
Speaker 5: our own people.

1948
01:49:13,840 --> 01:49:15,360
Speaker 4: Mm hmm. And what about.

1949
01:49:16,840 --> 01:49:19,760
Speaker 2: The other side of the family, said, your your it

1950
01:49:19,840 --> 01:49:22,000
Speaker 2: sounds like, are your parents uh split up?

1951
01:49:24,080 --> 01:49:30,000
Speaker 5: Yeah, my dad was kind of a thought and he had, like.

1952
01:49:32,080 --> 01:49:32,840
Speaker 6: I thought.

1953
01:49:34,720 --> 01:49:37,599
Speaker 4: Thoughts. What does thought mean? By the way, thoughts?

1954
01:49:37,760 --> 01:49:41,959
Speaker 2: Okay, my understanding of a thought is that it's uh,

1955
01:49:42,520 --> 01:49:45,080
Speaker 2: it stands for that hoe over there?

1956
01:49:45,240 --> 01:49:46,920
Speaker 6: Right there?

1957
01:49:46,920 --> 01:49:47,240
Speaker 11: You go?

1958
01:49:47,560 --> 01:49:48,280
Speaker 5: You got it right?

1959
01:49:49,280 --> 01:49:53,200
Speaker 2: That's such a I don't know that's a corner? How

1960
01:49:53,200 --> 01:49:55,840
Speaker 2: does that even catch on? Like, I mean, I'm getting

1961
01:49:55,880 --> 01:49:56,800
Speaker 2: on a tangent here, but.

1962
01:49:59,120 --> 01:50:03,200
Speaker 5: You're good, I and understand it at first. Either it's

1963
01:50:03,360 --> 01:50:06,920
Speaker 5: I guess it's a generational slang thing like they come

1964
01:50:07,000 --> 01:50:10,000
Speaker 5: up with so much new ship that it doesn't even

1965
01:50:10,040 --> 01:50:13,520
Speaker 5: make sense now, Like you know they call hot dogs glizzies.

1966
01:50:14,360 --> 01:50:15,840
Speaker 2: I have seen that. What is that even?

1967
01:50:15,920 --> 01:50:17,160
Speaker 4: How did that even come about?

1968
01:50:18,880 --> 01:50:19,400
Speaker 11: Exactly?

1969
01:50:20,040 --> 01:50:23,760
Speaker 5: Doesn't it sound homophobic to people who are homophobic?

1970
01:50:25,160 --> 01:50:27,320
Speaker 2: Is is glzzy a homophobic word?

1971
01:50:29,240 --> 01:50:30,960
Speaker 5: Yeah?

1972
01:50:31,120 --> 01:50:35,200
Speaker 2: Is it? I've never heard of that. I don't know.

1973
01:50:35,280 --> 01:50:38,559
Speaker 5: This sounds like it's like, I mean, a weird person

1974
01:50:38,600 --> 01:50:41,280
Speaker 5: would say it, But it sounds like somebody would just

1975
01:50:41,320 --> 01:50:44,720
Speaker 5: be like, hey, we're getting a glizzy up backpack in

1976
01:50:44,760 --> 01:50:47,160
Speaker 5: the closet. Let's do it tonight.

1977
01:50:48,479 --> 01:50:54,479
Speaker 2: You know what it's it's it's these trends. They're compelled

1978
01:50:54,520 --> 01:50:58,920
Speaker 2: by just people with absolute confidence, right, because you need

1979
01:50:58,960 --> 01:51:03,400
Speaker 2: a lot of confidence to get something trending. Because here's how.

1980
01:51:03,640 --> 01:51:10,519
Speaker 2: Here's the very first conversation that you have when you

1981
01:51:10,560 --> 01:51:13,439
Speaker 2: try to get something going. You say to someone, what

1982
01:51:13,960 --> 01:51:15,680
Speaker 2: do you just say? You said, get the glizzy out

1983
01:51:15,720 --> 01:51:18,240
Speaker 2: of my backpack? So let's say I said to my friend,

1984
01:51:18,960 --> 01:51:21,839
Speaker 2: you know, hey, you want to go get a glizzy

1985
01:51:21,880 --> 01:51:25,519
Speaker 2: after school? And they said, what's a glizzy? And I said, oh,

1986
01:51:25,560 --> 01:51:28,160
Speaker 2: it's a new word I'm using for hot dog. And

1987
01:51:28,200 --> 01:51:32,200
Speaker 2: then and then they say, that's fucking stupid. You you

1988
01:51:32,240 --> 01:51:34,280
Speaker 2: then you go to that's what always. That's the first

1989
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Speaker 2: draft is you say it to someone you they say

1990
01:51:37,800 --> 01:51:39,920
Speaker 2: what is that? They go, that's fucking stupid. And then

1991
01:51:39,920 --> 01:51:41,599
Speaker 2: from there you're at a crossroad. You can do one

1992
01:51:41,600 --> 01:51:46,680
Speaker 2: of two things. You can either go, you know what,

1993
01:51:46,760 --> 01:51:48,600
Speaker 2: You're right, it is stupid and you can abandon it,

1994
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Speaker 2: or if you have supreme confidence, you can go, no,

1995
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Speaker 2: what do you mean?

1996
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Speaker 4: That's that makes sense? What I just said?

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Speaker 11: Right?

1998
01:51:57,840 --> 01:52:01,280
Speaker 2: Like nothing, although nothing actually makes sense. Anything that does

1999
01:52:01,360 --> 01:52:04,040
Speaker 2: make sense is just one person or one group of

2000
01:52:04,080 --> 01:52:06,719
Speaker 2: people really confidently convincing you that it does.

2001
01:52:08,439 --> 01:52:11,000
Speaker 5: Like, Hey, what are you talking about? I know what

2002
01:52:11,000 --> 01:52:15,040
Speaker 5: I'm saying, but whatever you're talking about is just you know,

2003
01:52:15,680 --> 01:52:19,560
Speaker 5: you don't even sound right, dude, I know that.

2004
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Speaker 2: Well, sorry for going on a tangent. Okay, so you're

2005
01:52:25,040 --> 01:52:26,599
Speaker 2: yes bad as a thought?

2006
01:52:29,120 --> 01:52:33,519
Speaker 5: Yeah. He The reason why him and my mom split

2007
01:52:33,640 --> 01:52:38,840
Speaker 5: up is because my little brother, it's only a couple

2008
01:52:38,920 --> 01:52:47,200
Speaker 5: months younger than me, he decided to go and have

2009
01:52:47,400 --> 01:52:51,120
Speaker 5: six with somebody else while my mom was at least

2010
01:52:51,560 --> 01:52:59,080
Speaker 5: seven months prement with me, I think. And they're awful people,

2011
01:52:59,280 --> 01:53:03,840
Speaker 5: I mean, on everyone of their own person. People did

2012
01:53:03,840 --> 01:53:07,320
Speaker 5: that ship sometime, but they just don't see the wrong

2013
01:53:07,400 --> 01:53:15,160
Speaker 5: in it. They say everything is supposed to be handed

2014
01:53:15,200 --> 01:53:19,120
Speaker 5: to them as adults, as adults.

2015
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Speaker 2: I just turned up your I realized your audio was

2016
01:53:25,439 --> 01:53:34,400
Speaker 2: down for but we're better, okay. M hmmm, so mm

2017
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Speaker 2: hmm Mariah, yeah, Riah, all right, So your brother scammed

2018
01:53:43,479 --> 01:53:49,240
Speaker 2: you unto this car deal. That's now I'm kind of curious.

2019
01:53:49,240 --> 01:53:52,280
Speaker 2: I'm kind of curious with the brother. You say you

2020
01:53:52,320 --> 01:53:54,920
Speaker 2: had a horrible relationship with him. Did you always have

2021
01:53:54,960 --> 01:53:57,880
Speaker 2: a horrible relationship with him or was that or is

2022
01:53:58,080 --> 01:54:02,880
Speaker 2: this car scamming thing part of that? Because I would

2023
01:54:02,880 --> 01:54:04,439
Speaker 2: think if you would have, if you've always had a

2024
01:54:04,439 --> 01:54:08,479
Speaker 2: horrible relationship with him, then I would ask what what

2025
01:54:08,520 --> 01:54:11,160
Speaker 2: made you trust him in this situation?

2026
01:54:12,760 --> 01:54:16,080
Speaker 5: Yeah, you could see that I clearly had a whole

2027
01:54:16,120 --> 01:54:18,840
Speaker 5: lot of trust in him to buy a car from him.

2028
01:54:19,800 --> 01:54:23,400
Speaker 5: And mind you, I bought this car without having the

2029
01:54:23,439 --> 01:54:26,360
Speaker 5: title in my hands. So that's a big fucking leap,

2030
01:54:27,240 --> 01:54:29,759
Speaker 5: a really big leaps. Heus my language on me because

2031
01:54:29,800 --> 01:54:36,880
Speaker 5: so much. But yeah, he explained to me, like, okay,

2032
01:54:37,000 --> 01:54:41,120
Speaker 5: little the car's paid off. She says she's gonna go

2033
01:54:41,200 --> 01:54:43,520
Speaker 5: get the title from North Carolina for you.

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01:54:44,640 --> 01:54:46,080
Speaker 6: Ball Okay.

2035
01:54:47,160 --> 01:54:52,839
Speaker 5: Months past, like two months, and this girl is still

2036
01:54:53,320 --> 01:54:57,000
Speaker 5: in my face looking at me not traveling to North

2037
01:54:57,040 --> 01:54:58,720
Speaker 5: Carolina to get down title.

2038
01:55:00,440 --> 01:55:02,440
Speaker 11: And it got so.

2039
01:55:02,520 --> 01:55:06,640
Speaker 5: Bad down there that we had to leave. I was

2040
01:55:06,720 --> 01:55:12,880
Speaker 5: pregnant for the whole trip, pretty much. We was up

2041
01:55:12,880 --> 01:55:17,480
Speaker 5: there for my whole pregnancy. And I gave them the

2042
01:55:17,520 --> 01:55:20,520
Speaker 5: benefit of the doubt to try to help change some

2043
01:55:20,680 --> 01:55:24,440
Speaker 5: things around the house because oh my god, don't get

2044
01:55:24,480 --> 01:55:27,280
Speaker 5: me started. The house was just in horrible condition.

2045
01:55:27,600 --> 01:55:32,600
Speaker 4: And well, hold on, so, how how how long ago

2046
01:55:32,720 --> 01:55:33,320
Speaker 4: was was all this?

2047
01:55:35,440 --> 01:55:41,040
Speaker 5: All of this conspired? Like we we came down here

2048
01:55:41,160 --> 01:55:48,480
Speaker 5: in August. Yeah, about two months ago.

2049
01:55:49,520 --> 01:55:52,600
Speaker 4: Oh are you still pregnant or did you have the child?

2050
01:55:53,520 --> 01:55:53,680
Speaker 1: Oh?

2051
01:55:53,760 --> 01:55:56,800
Speaker 5: Yeah, I had the baby. That's why we moved.

2052
01:55:59,240 --> 01:55:59,360
Speaker 3: Kid.

2053
01:56:01,440 --> 01:56:04,160
Speaker 5: No, this is this would be my second and I

2054
01:56:04,240 --> 01:56:08,080
Speaker 5: had him early because of stress that was related to

2055
01:56:08,280 --> 01:56:10,839
Speaker 5: my brothers.

2056
01:56:11,000 --> 01:56:13,240
Speaker 2: How are things going with the second child?

2057
01:56:15,240 --> 01:56:21,600
Speaker 5: Great? Great? I was. I felt so fucking relieve when

2058
01:56:21,600 --> 01:56:26,840
Speaker 5: I found out that his jaundice was gone. He was

2059
01:56:26,880 --> 01:56:30,640
Speaker 5: born premature, like a couple, you know, he was born

2060
01:56:30,680 --> 01:56:35,400
Speaker 5: a month early, and he was so tiny. He was

2061
01:56:35,760 --> 01:56:42,000
Speaker 5: like shit. Help They said he was only like four pounds.

2062
01:56:42,440 --> 01:56:45,240
Speaker 5: And we were in the hospital for four days. And

2063
01:56:45,400 --> 01:56:49,120
Speaker 5: right after we got out, we started packing our things

2064
01:56:49,840 --> 01:56:53,280
Speaker 5: and I left like two days after I got out

2065
01:56:53,320 --> 01:56:53,960
Speaker 5: of the hospital.

2066
01:56:55,400 --> 01:56:55,680
Speaker 2: Mhm.

2067
01:56:58,040 --> 01:57:00,960
Speaker 5: Its been a wild and I just got into a

2068
01:57:01,000 --> 01:57:08,600
Speaker 5: fight with my mom's boyfriend, so we had to tase

2069
01:57:08,880 --> 01:57:11,160
Speaker 5: I sound was a little bit faster, but we finally

2070
01:57:11,160 --> 01:57:14,960
Speaker 5: got a home. I guess all that nonsense kind of

2071
01:57:15,000 --> 01:57:18,600
Speaker 5: plaid off, and it's only but it also to our part,

2072
01:57:18,680 --> 01:57:19,600
Speaker 5: my relationship.

2073
01:57:21,080 --> 01:57:23,720
Speaker 6: It's no wild ride.

2074
01:57:25,280 --> 01:57:27,800
Speaker 4: Well what did you say?

2075
01:57:27,800 --> 01:57:28,040
Speaker 10: Aname?

2076
01:57:28,120 --> 01:57:28,840
Speaker 4: Was Mariah?

2077
01:57:31,440 --> 01:57:31,960
Speaker 5: O my time?

2078
01:57:33,400 --> 01:57:36,200
Speaker 2: Mariah Maria, is there anything else that you want to

2079
01:57:36,200 --> 01:57:36,640
Speaker 2: talk about?

2080
01:57:36,680 --> 01:57:38,600
Speaker 4: Before before we had out.

2081
01:57:38,440 --> 01:57:44,000
Speaker 5: Of here, M I actually did have a question for you.

2082
01:57:44,840 --> 01:57:45,160
Speaker 4: Hit me.

2083
01:57:46,160 --> 01:57:46,480
Speaker 1: Do you.

2084
01:57:48,520 --> 01:57:52,440
Speaker 5: Do you enjoy being a ghetto or your own person?

2085
01:57:53,640 --> 01:57:55,840
Speaker 4: Do I enjoy being a gecko or a person?

2086
01:57:58,320 --> 01:57:59,400
Speaker 5: Who would you prefer to be?

2087
01:58:03,160 --> 01:58:07,800
Speaker 4: You mean in in in what particular context.

2088
01:58:08,680 --> 01:58:13,800
Speaker 5: To go about your daily test, eating, sleeping, making good pop?

2089
01:58:14,480 --> 01:58:14,680
Speaker 2: Oh?

2090
01:58:15,040 --> 01:58:18,760
Speaker 4: Absolutely, I prefer to Yeah. I think it's nice to.

2091
01:58:20,400 --> 01:58:23,200
Speaker 2: You know, I think that wearing a giant green gacko costume,

2092
01:58:23,280 --> 01:58:24,320
Speaker 2: you know, it has its place.

2093
01:58:26,400 --> 01:58:26,640
Speaker 1: Uh.

2094
01:58:26,680 --> 01:58:29,280
Speaker 2: You know, wearing a giant green gecko costume has had

2095
01:58:29,320 --> 01:58:33,880
Speaker 2: its benefits for me in my life. There are certain

2096
01:58:33,920 --> 01:58:37,720
Speaker 2: places in which I think it's is better that I

2097
01:58:37,760 --> 01:58:41,000
Speaker 2: am I am wearing it, and then certain places in

2098
01:58:41,040 --> 01:58:43,839
Speaker 2: which I would probably be an impediment to my life

2099
01:58:44,160 --> 01:58:47,320
Speaker 2: to be wearing a giant green gecko costume, such as

2100
01:58:47,840 --> 01:58:52,160
Speaker 2: sleeping and eating and going to the grocery store, although

2101
01:58:52,160 --> 01:58:54,520
Speaker 2: I don't necessarily know because I really haven't tried going

2102
01:58:54,560 --> 01:58:57,440
Speaker 2: to the grocery store as a giant green gecko. Uh,

2103
01:58:57,480 --> 01:58:59,880
Speaker 2: and it possibly could be an interesting experience. Okay, I

2104
01:59:00,080 --> 01:59:02,800
Speaker 2: will try it. Then I will try that you like it.

2105
01:59:03,480 --> 01:59:05,640
Speaker 2: I will let you know how that goes.

2106
01:59:05,680 --> 01:59:08,080
Speaker 5: Thank you. I appreciate the conversation.

2107
01:59:08,360 --> 01:59:10,000
Speaker 4: Of course, of course, thank you for calling.

2108
01:59:10,040 --> 01:59:10,240
Speaker 3: Mara.

2109
01:59:10,400 --> 01:59:11,200
Speaker 2: Have a good rest of the night.

2110
01:59:11,960 --> 01:59:12,720
Speaker 5: You have a nice night.

2111
01:59:16,880 --> 01:59:18,680
Speaker 2: Someone said I look like a salamander. I don't even

2112
01:59:18,720 --> 01:59:22,360
Speaker 2: know where that is. I don't even know what a

2113
01:59:22,400 --> 01:59:25,720
Speaker 2: salamander is. People tell me I look like a salamander.

2114
01:59:28,800 --> 01:59:30,320
Speaker 2: You don't even know what a salamander is.

2115
01:59:32,600 --> 01:59:35,760
Speaker 9: Goes on the line, taking your phone calls every night.

2116
01:59:38,160 --> 01:59:38,720
Speaker 2: He was teaching