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Speaker 1: Forever. Okay, we're in here. We're in the students. Hello everybody.

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Speaker 2: Hi friend, Oh my god, I am already excited to

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Speaker 2: be here because one I'm drinking Bang, which I wasn't

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Speaker 2: gonna do an ad for, but our guests brought it

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Speaker 2: and I was like, let me just pop the top

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Speaker 2: and now I already feel like I've been doing like

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Speaker 2: lines all morning.

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Speaker 1: Apparently it's an energy drink.

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Speaker 3: It's called Bang, so you know it got all types

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Speaker 3: of crazy things in it. I don't know why Sidney

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Speaker 3: mentioned it on top. It's apparently it's not that good.

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Speaker 2: It's not, but you know Bang, if you want us

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Speaker 2: to do ads, I got your boot. We already said

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Speaker 2: it's trash. O. Hey, but you know what, a lot

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Speaker 2: of people date trash, so it's not like it's a

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Speaker 2: bad thing.

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Speaker 1: A lot of people date trash. Well, I don't drink trash.

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Speaker 1: My body is a what temple?

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Speaker 3: Got it?

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Speaker 1: Ink? Hey?

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Speaker 4: Friend?

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Speaker 2: Oh my god, how are you doing? You look like

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Speaker 2: you're glowing. Oh I did a mask yesterday.

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Speaker 1: You know I've had quite a weekend.

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Speaker 3: Yes you have.

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna get into it.

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Speaker 2: You're not at all, But I am boiling right now.

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Speaker 3: I want to talk about it so bad, but you can't.

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Speaker 1: It's nine just I'm just gonna say this.

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Speaker 2: Lets let the record show that I properly ended my

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Speaker 2: eight prey whole year with wait for it, a bang, Okay,

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Speaker 2: with a good bang. You have been doing your due

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Speaker 2: due diligence as Oh it's great.

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Speaker 3: Honestly, if I could tell y'all what happened to me

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Speaker 3: this weekend and who it was with, you guys.

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Speaker 1: Would be gagging. Oh my god, we had sex with

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Speaker 1: Michael B. Jordan's on the record and you called him

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Speaker 1: Dwayne car.

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Speaker 2: Imagine you wouldn't even come in today if that happened.

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Speaker 2: If I had sex with the Rock, I don't think

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Speaker 2: I'd be able to walk. Yeah now, And if I

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Speaker 2: had sex with Michael B. Jordan, I feel like he

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Speaker 1: Oh you got it? Like that's it? You like that.

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Speaker 1: I would drown him, drownd him.

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Speaker 2: Squirt and master flex dropping bombs on him.

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Speaker 1: Squisquish squish.

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Speaker 3: Okay, wow, I'm starting really hot. But yeah, just the

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Speaker 3: weekend was I just I got some rest. I went

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Speaker 1: I needed it. I was you know what I was

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Speaker 1: gonna call you and then I was like, you know

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Speaker 1: what she needs this? Yeah? Which time were you gonna

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Speaker 1: call me? Friend? I was gonna call you like eleven.

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Speaker 1: I wanted to chat. Oh yeah, just something. Yeah, because

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Speaker 1: I feel like I didn't really talk to you that

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Speaker 3: You know the new development happened.

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Speaker 2: Well, and we can't even go to the patreon, but

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Speaker 2: you guys should go to the patreon.

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Speaker 3: You should just be my friend in real life.

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Speaker 1: If you know me in real life, if you know me.

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Speaker 2: A real life, I will spill all of the Tea'll names.

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Speaker 3: You spirret all the tea if you.

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Speaker 1: If you come.

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Speaker 3: See us live and you're like, yo, Marie, well what

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Speaker 3: was you talking about on that episode?

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Speaker 1: I just asked me. I'll tell you.

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Speaker 1: That can stop. I can stop drinking water. My eyes

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Speaker 1: are burning. Yeah, I need to say hydrated.

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Speaker 2: I am an expert.

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Speaker 1: In our friend? Well, what you did this week? Just

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Speaker 1: fucking wasting my money.

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Speaker 2: Just I went to Austin, Texas's film a set for

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Speaker 3: And I'm out here.

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Speaker 2: I'm booked work, but I feel like I was more

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Speaker 2: I went to Forever twenty one and I was like, hey, already, Austin,

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Speaker 2: You know, because sometimes you could be going through something

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Speaker 2: and that's why you spend a lot of money And they.

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Speaker 1: Were like, okay, right, retail therapy, yes, yes, yea.

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Speaker 2: So they said, people who are depressed usually do these

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Speaker 1: We're gonna blame this on the depression. Yes, I am

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Speaker 3: We're not gonna blame We're not gonna blame it on

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Speaker 3: the fact that you already had bad spending habits.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, but this one, I have never done anything that stupid.

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Speaker 3: I mean, the woman was just too hot.

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Speaker 1: Who would play this lady in a movie?

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Speaker 2: Describe her to us like a like a Selma Hyak

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Speaker 2: slash Eva Mendez Like she was just like Latin.

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Speaker 1: Oh.

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Speaker 3: They were on Fleet U.

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Speaker 2: She had a blazer on, so I was like, well,

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Speaker 2: I have to take her seriously.

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Speaker 5: She's working impressed that you bought the curling one.

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Speaker 2: She was rubbing my shoulders, she was doing my hair,

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Speaker 2: and then she was like, oh, yes, you need this,

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Speaker 2: this will make your life better. And she was saying

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Speaker 2: my life to be better.

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Speaker 1: How did you know? Like she was looking at me

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Speaker 1: the whole time, and I was like, are we together?

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Speaker 1: Like it was just strange. Manes.

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Speaker 3: Just this reminds me of the time.

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Speaker 2: Remember when I did that short film and the girl

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Speaker 3: It's like, no, bitch, she's acting.

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Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, friend, I remember that. Every time you get

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Speaker 1: on a plane, friend, something bad happening. That's why I

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Speaker 2: But yeah, so I spent too much money in Austin

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Speaker 1: So she packed it up.

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Speaker 2: She saw that one one packed it up, and she

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Speaker 3: She has enough money to start a new life.

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Speaker 1: You spent so much money.

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Speaker 3: That she yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, you just threw money

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Speaker 4: Girl.

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Speaker 1: You through some money some cities.

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Speaker 3: Okay, Wow, I just went to a strip club that

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Speaker 3: was in them all.

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Speaker 1: That's what I'm gonna say. Collaborate.

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Speaker 2: I know you're looking at me and you're judging very

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Speaker 2: Just tell me what you do.

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Speaker 1: I'm judging you so hard.

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Speaker 3: I'm judging myself. It's fine. So when does this episode

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Speaker 3: come out at.

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Speaker 1: The end of this year beginning of next year?

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Speaker 5: I think it might be at the beginning of next year.

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Speaker 3: Oh okay, well, so we are recording this then in

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Speaker 3: December obviously, if I'm asking that question. But I a

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Speaker 3: lot of people don't know this, but I haven't been

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Speaker 3: you sis sadness for me means I got to get

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Speaker 1: So I went.

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Speaker 3: end of this year twenty nineteen. And so this week

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Speaker 3: the Blank Fitness to open by my house. It's not

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Speaker 3: better than so much.

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Speaker 2: You should be in like, you know, a private gym.

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Speaker 2: But we'll we'll bo teak.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, we seek bootique.

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Speaker 3: But I also don't feel like spending, you know, hundred

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Speaker 2: And I definitely don't want to spend two hundred dollars.

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Speaker 1: Equinox is not an ally. They're canceled.

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Speaker 3: Can't silt? Okay tea Yeah? And so I was like, well,

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Speaker 3: let me drag my ashy ass the Planet Fitness and

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Speaker 3: I went and they charged me two dollars and sixty

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Speaker 3: six cents for the month of December.

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Speaker 1: I said, you know what this is. That's my gim

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Speaker 1: ma read two dollars and sixty six cents.

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Speaker 2: I spent all the money and you save all the money. Literally,

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Speaker 1: Well, you look great and I missed you a lot.

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Speaker 1: Can I hold your hand? Come on, you got bang

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Speaker 1: on your fingers? You got somebody to bang on your

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Speaker 1: Give me your hand. Stupid sid. You don't know where Muffy?

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Speaker 1: Actually you know where Uffin is? I know? I am yo,

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Speaker 1: My god. Our guests today sucks up.

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Speaker 2: He is a director, he's a writer, he's a producer,

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Speaker 2: he's doing all things professional.

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Speaker 3: But he's in today to be our sex party.

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Speaker 2: Expert, which Marie.

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Speaker 1: Give it up for Jordan's.

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Speaker 3: First man bang bang mag bang bang bang bang.

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Speaker 4: There's so many things I wanted to say, Yes, get

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Speaker 4: in there, get it now, come in. Okay, I'm the

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Speaker 4: I'm the same as you. Where if someone looks at

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Speaker 4: me they want to fuck me. Yes, And I've been

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Speaker 4: like every time, I'm usually wrong and they're usually either

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Speaker 4: like with straight guys, especially if they're like, hey, how's

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Speaker 4: it going, I'm like, okay, I'm rock hard and we're

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Speaker 4: gonna have fuck right now.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, And that's all they want for me is just

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Speaker 1: to be nice. But you know, well, you got all

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Speaker 1: your chest hair out. I mean this, you look.

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Speaker 3: Like the type of person that doesn't wear coats because

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Speaker 3: you're like, well, I want people to be able to

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Speaker 3: see my body.

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Speaker 1: Yes, it's so funny. And I hate my body.

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Speaker 4: Oh really Yeah, and I'm like, I work out so

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Speaker 4: much and it doesn't work.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, what's your dang? It's not that great drinking bang.

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Speaker 4: And the bang was a joke, yeah, that I thought

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Speaker 4: could maybe help us. Okay, connect, Well, honestly I'm connected.

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Speaker 1: Baby, we're here. Oh your hands are so he want

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Speaker 1: me a bang? I did not open it. Open the bang.

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Speaker 1: By the end of this, you're going to open the bang.

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Speaker 3: I might bring it to somebody house after this. Okay,

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Speaker 3: So what let's talk about the gym real quick, exactly.

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Speaker 3: So what do you work when you go to the gym?

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Speaker 1: What do you work?

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Speaker 4: I do I need like I'm a class queen, Like

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Speaker 4: like two hours too, right, but like these forty five

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Speaker 4: do you.

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Speaker 1: Know what that is?

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Speaker 2: No?

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Speaker 1: It is bang it What do you do?

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Speaker 4: It's it's just like high intensity shit with weights and

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Speaker 4: it's forty five minutes long and you're dead by the end,

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Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm okay with how I look right now.

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Speaker 4: And I'm just wondering if I'll ever like actually like

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Speaker 4: one hundred percent look in the mirror and be like, yeah.

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Speaker 3: Are you trying to tone up or are you trying

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Speaker 1: What do you want when you're gay?

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Speaker 4: Every day is like a new thing of like, oh,

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Speaker 1: To be like a skinny twink art faggot and so

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Speaker 4: So I'm like I'm also I'm at that like perfect

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Speaker 1: I today it's while you're not young.

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Speaker 4: So thirty twenty eight, it's like right there, and it

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Speaker 1: young anymore. Well you know that you are beige. That's

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Speaker 2: Wait a minute, you're twenty three and the next that's

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Speaker 3: Look like, Margarine, this has been out for too long?

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Speaker 1: Who left the butty? Actually I can't believe it's not better.

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Speaker 1: But Jordan does my boyfriend every morning. You have a boyfriend,

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Speaker 4: I know, Well that's the thing. Also, it's another fucking

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Speaker 1: But that's that's yeah. Do you think straight guys feel

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Speaker 4: No? No, the only people they're just like I will

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Speaker 3: No, but they don't even think that they're fat. They're

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Speaker 3: just no body is what I look. Yeah, why would

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Speaker 3: I pretend to suck it in? Why would I do

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Speaker 4: And they're not even like, oh I'm hot or I'm not.

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Speaker 4: They don't would even like thinking those They're.

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Speaker 2: Just like, I'm a person. Take me as I am.

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Speaker 2: I mean, yeah, I don't have any furniture, but and.

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Speaker 3: I have six teeth missing in the back. Somebody's gonna want.

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Speaker 1: To yeah, but I will in fact own this entire.

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Speaker 4: World, and I deserve it.

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Speaker 3: It's mine.

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Speaker 4: I was, I'm like, I usually don't hang out with

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Speaker 4: straight people, yeah, but I was with like my upstairs

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Speaker 4: like apartment people in l A are just this like hot,

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Speaker 4: fucking effortless straight couple.

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Speaker 1: Yes, I saw, I saw the transformation. Yeah, it's this

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Speaker 1: is a big year. Weird year, big year, Yeah, weird

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Speaker 4: It like came together, fell apart, and we're seeing like

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Speaker 4: And we went out to dinner with them, and I

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Speaker 1: And I was like what were they saying?

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Speaker 4: Like just talking and I was like, oh my god,

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Speaker 4: this is what it's like to be straight, the ease

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Speaker 4: and like, and then I like cut in my brain.

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Speaker 4: I cut like my gay group of friends hanging out

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Speaker 1: No one could get a word in.

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Speaker 4: Like, everyone has to be the funniest, the hottest, the like, smartest,

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Speaker 4: the like.

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Speaker 1: That's what it's like when black people hang out too.

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Speaker 3: It's loud, and we're all trying to be sexy and

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Speaker 3: funny and witty and get nine separate checks. But it's

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Speaker 3: this you're upstairs sexy neighbors are beige.

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Speaker 1: Also actually no, they're both mixed rates.

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Speaker 3: That's different, different to halle Berry's hanging out with you.

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Speaker 3: I don't even really know.

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Speaker 4: This is like a half white, half Japanese guy and

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Speaker 1: Oh they're just wait, do you have pictures? I'll show

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Speaker 1: you off. She's half Guatemala.

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Speaker 3: Is she the woman that sold Sydney's World?

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Speaker 2: Les?

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Speaker 1: I love it? Okay, So so you said that you

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Speaker 1: you know, not that happy with your body, but somehow

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Speaker 1: you're into sex parties and you have no problem having

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Speaker 4: I have weirdly like always had an insane amount of

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Speaker 2: Sexual confidence that's different from from like day to day.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, and like I'm like, no, because.

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Speaker 3: I think it's different, but it's also kind of the same, right,

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Speaker 3: because when you have sexual confidence, you walk into a

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Speaker 3: have sex with me, and you you carry yourself a

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Speaker 3: little bit different. And then when it when it gets

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Speaker 3: you're naked in front of somebody for the first time,

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Speaker 3: the power in just like the power in the confidence

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Speaker 3: is like another level of just person completely.

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Speaker 1: I feel like I was. I was with a guy

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Speaker 4: I'm like, I'm gonna tell me boy for not to

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Speaker 4: listen to this.

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Speaker 1: Do you think he's gonna listen you?

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Speaker 3: You don't have to name names if you don't want to.

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Speaker 1: But we want all of the messy details.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, no, I'll tell you all the messy I mean,

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Speaker 4: we are in an open relationship. Yeah, But like I

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Speaker 4: don't know if he wants to hear like the compliments

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Speaker 4: I get from guys.

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Speaker 2: But yeah, I loved Wait, you have great confidence.

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Speaker 1: I need some of this. This is well, you know,

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Speaker 1: I want to spare his feelings because like, honestly, I

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Speaker 1: am the ship. Everyone said, Sydney, you do have this confidence.

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Speaker 1: You you definitely have a sexual confidence. Really, it's not.

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Speaker 3: Even about that we do this podcast every week and

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Speaker 3: every week she's like, well, I'm not going to say

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Speaker 3: so and so to be mad about Like, yeah, Sidney,

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Speaker 3: this is exactly how I've had.

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Speaker 4: People get mad at me for things I have said.

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Speaker 4: In this very chair.

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Speaker 1: I will say, yeah, then you go off.

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Speaker 3: If this episode comes out and no one is mad

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Speaker 3: at you, then you didn't.

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Speaker 2: Do it, yeah, exactly, Then you didn't do the unofficial

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Speaker 2: yeah right.

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Speaker 4: I the one time I was in this chair, I

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Speaker 4: I talked about the ex because.

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Speaker 1: He's like you described him as like the hottest guy

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Speaker 4: I was like I kind of didn't, and I like

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Speaker 4: I was like, I thought it was like pretty good

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Speaker 4: about being even to like everyone.

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Speaker 1: I just explained the situation. Then I might have to

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Speaker 1: go through all this being like no, no, baby, like

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Speaker 1: you're the husband.

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Speaker 4: And then two weeks later I found out my ex

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Speaker 4: listen to it and he's.

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Speaker 1: Like, the way you described me was disgusting. I'm like,

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Speaker 1: I can't wear here. I can't wear what episode.

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Speaker 4: I think it's but I did.

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Speaker 1: He was like I.

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Speaker 4: He was like, I wouldn't have been mad, but you

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Speaker 4: told them what I did and where I worked.

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Speaker 2: Like and we doing We are very specific. Yeah, we

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Speaker 2: dropped a pin, We give the core and it's all

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Speaker 4: And now I'm not gonna say okay, any of that, okay,

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Speaker 4: any of.

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Speaker 1: That, because I respect this person and I'm growing growth.

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Speaker 4: But yeah, the compliment and it's just a thing he said,

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Speaker 4: is a compliment. But he was like, you just like

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Speaker 4: gave me all your energy. He was like, wow, that energy.

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Speaker 3: And I was like, a ka for something else?

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Speaker 1: Is it come?

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Speaker 3: Their energy has come? You just gave me all the energy.

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Speaker 2: You put it all over my face and put somebody

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Speaker 2: energy on my.

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Speaker 1: Put it on my crack. Okay, but I was like

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Speaker 1: that that does feel like how I live my life.

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Speaker 2: I also didn't I feel like it's somebody complimented my energy.

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Speaker 1: I'd be offended.

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Speaker 3: I'd be like, what like, of all the other things

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Speaker 3: you could have complimented, you compliment in my energy.

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Speaker 1: But it's all we got.

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Speaker 2: Yes, when I get off stage and somebody's like, you

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Speaker 2: have great stage presence and energy, that's like, oh I bombed,

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Speaker 2: I had I had fun.

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Speaker 1: Up there, But Washington, No, that is.

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Speaker 4: Literally the one thing you can learn how to write

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Speaker 4: a joke, Like anyone can learn how to like do

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Speaker 4: the thing you think you like want to be complimented on.

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Speaker 4: You can't teach energy, right, and you can't teach stage present. Yeah.

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Speaker 3: I feel like I feel like on stage it's that's.

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Speaker 1: A good compliment.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I feel like in the bedroom, notice not a

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Speaker 3: good compan for me anyway.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean what what he meant was like you

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Speaker 4: get you gave yourself to me, like you gave you.

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Speaker 1: Was throwing it back. You gave it up. Yeah, I

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Speaker 1: gave it up. You were vulnerable kind of Yeah. I do.

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Speaker 1: Like I'm like, I'm into like.

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Speaker 4: Really dirty, okay, sweaty, but but heart open sex.

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Speaker 2: But heart open, but heart opened, my heart open, my

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Speaker 2: butt heart is closed.

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Speaker 3: I shut down, Oh my god, And can you relate?

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Speaker 4: But I know this it was interpreted that way, which

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Speaker 4: I like better than what I was actually saying.

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Speaker 1: It was, but as well open. It works better the

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Speaker 1: other way.

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Speaker 2: That's a title that's merchant but come a heart heart.

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Speaker 4: For the white girls it's but dot heart open, and

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Speaker 4: for everyone else it's butt heart open.

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Speaker 1: I like that wide open.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, okay, but that's where I'm at right now.

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Speaker 4: I've been in phases where I'm like just a machine

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Speaker 4: and like all I want to do is like fuck

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Speaker 4: and like not feel anything. And then this year has

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Speaker 4: been like I don't know, I'm in a very sexual

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Speaker 4: place this year. Yeah, and I feel I did like

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Speaker 4: a mushroom trip and in August by myself when I

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Speaker 4: like why because I was trying to figure out, like

448
00:19:48,640 --> 00:19:51,840
Speaker 4: why am I going so boy crazy right now? And

449
00:19:51,920 --> 00:19:55,000
Speaker 4: I think I realized that, like I am coming into

450
00:19:55,640 --> 00:19:59,320
Speaker 4: my my prime so to speak, and like biologically my

451
00:19:59,359 --> 00:20:04,040
Speaker 4: body is like impregnate everything, like get your come everywhere

452
00:20:04,200 --> 00:20:07,760
Speaker 4: you like it, just like my body is like needs

453
00:20:07,880 --> 00:20:09,000
Speaker 4: a jiz machine.

454
00:20:09,240 --> 00:20:10,919
Speaker 1: But even as a gay man, you feel like you

455
00:20:10,960 --> 00:20:13,160
Speaker 1: need to impregnate it. It's my it's biological.

456
00:20:13,880 --> 00:20:15,919
Speaker 5: It's like my body is being like this is my

457
00:20:15,960 --> 00:20:17,720
Speaker 5: bottoms to still make sense at all.

458
00:20:19,960 --> 00:20:21,760
Speaker 1: Evolutionary they don't.

459
00:20:22,359 --> 00:20:25,280
Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, wait, how old were you when you lost

460
00:20:25,320 --> 00:20:27,920
Speaker 2: your virginity?

461
00:20:28,160 --> 00:20:32,960
Speaker 1: I think thirteen fourteen guys. Yeah, but then I relate

462
00:20:33,160 --> 00:20:36,080
Speaker 1: to yeah I was, and I was like.

463
00:20:37,040 --> 00:20:38,959
Speaker 4: This is like the thing about energy and like I

464
00:20:39,000 --> 00:20:41,960
Speaker 4: just can't keep anything in. Like when I like realized

465
00:20:42,040 --> 00:20:44,480
Speaker 4: I was gay, it was like within a week everyone knew,

466
00:20:44,800 --> 00:20:47,520
Speaker 4: like I was not about to hold it in to anyone.

467
00:20:48,040 --> 00:20:50,720
Speaker 1: And then I gave famously.

468
00:20:50,800 --> 00:20:53,040
Speaker 4: I think I've told this story before, but my first

469
00:20:53,080 --> 00:20:55,399
Speaker 4: hand job I ever gave was a guy who like

470
00:20:55,560 --> 00:20:57,280
Speaker 4: wasn't ready to come out. And it was at a

471
00:20:57,320 --> 00:21:00,399
Speaker 4: sleepover party and he was like sitting on the couch

472
00:21:00,480 --> 00:21:02,880
Speaker 4: and I was like sitting on his lap, like facing

473
00:21:02,920 --> 00:21:03,359
Speaker 4: the couch.

474
00:21:03,440 --> 00:21:04,960
Speaker 1: Do you understand the visual? Yes?

475
00:21:05,080 --> 00:21:08,120
Speaker 4: And we were I was straddling him while people were

476
00:21:08,119 --> 00:21:09,800
Speaker 4: watching like Lizzie McGuire movie.

477
00:21:09,960 --> 00:21:14,240
Speaker 2: No, but wait, you don't go to a sleepover and

478
00:21:14,320 --> 00:21:15,679
Speaker 2: not do some gey ship like that.

479
00:21:15,840 --> 00:21:19,920
Speaker 1: Just that's that's the purpose of sleepovers. I've never been

480
00:21:19,920 --> 00:21:20,439
Speaker 1: to a sleepover.

481
00:21:20,520 --> 00:21:23,240
Speaker 3: My parents wouldn't let me really, like somebody's gonna touch

482
00:21:23,240 --> 00:21:24,159
Speaker 3: you and or take.

483
00:21:24,200 --> 00:21:27,400
Speaker 1: Yeah, exactly, that's there. They were absolutely right.

484
00:21:29,200 --> 00:21:29,320
Speaker 6: You.

485
00:21:29,440 --> 00:21:31,840
Speaker 1: I was touched and taken and every single.

486
00:21:32,080 --> 00:21:39,400
Speaker 2: Touch and take out, My god, can we do that?

487
00:21:39,400 --> 00:21:45,280
Speaker 1: That's gonna be on sweatpants. It's going down the crowd. Yea,

488
00:21:46,119 --> 00:21:50,720
Speaker 1: touched and taking. But so we were giving jobs and

489
00:21:50,760 --> 00:21:52,520
Speaker 1: then like he freaked out.

490
00:21:52,440 --> 00:21:55,400
Speaker 2: Wait out in the open. Yeah, you had no blankets,

491
00:21:55,400 --> 00:21:57,000
Speaker 2: so nothing, no Comford.

492
00:21:59,280 --> 00:22:04,360
Speaker 1: Rap. Okay he's a lady. Yeah, but then he like decided.

493
00:22:04,440 --> 00:22:08,240
Speaker 4: It was like he just went crazy and then pretended

494
00:22:08,280 --> 00:22:11,600
Speaker 4: to be possessed what and then it's like his eyes

495
00:22:11,640 --> 00:22:14,520
Speaker 4: started rolling back and then he threw up.

496
00:22:16,000 --> 00:22:20,320
Speaker 1: He threw up. No, that's Molly, that's what's happened to me.

497
00:22:20,560 --> 00:22:22,679
Speaker 4: But it was like his shame took over and he

498
00:22:22,840 --> 00:22:25,400
Speaker 4: was like, I can't have let myself do this.

499
00:22:25,440 --> 00:22:28,360
Speaker 1: So he's like something took over my body.

500
00:22:28,160 --> 00:22:30,680
Speaker 3: Exorcisa and where is this person now?

501
00:22:31,960 --> 00:22:35,720
Speaker 4: I just I can't even get into specific I just.

502
00:22:35,880 --> 00:22:38,800
Speaker 1: Oh my god, this is actually incredible. He's a sweet kid.

503
00:22:38,840 --> 00:22:40,440
Speaker 1: I ended up like knowing him in the future. He

504
00:22:40,480 --> 00:22:40,919
Speaker 1: sweet kid.

505
00:22:41,000 --> 00:22:43,040
Speaker 4: But I just looked on Facebook for the first it

506
00:22:43,119 --> 00:22:46,359
Speaker 4: I'm not on it, but he just started working at

507
00:22:46,480 --> 00:22:49,600
Speaker 4: a butthole rejuvenation clinic.

508
00:22:49,760 --> 00:22:53,080
Speaker 1: I'm not kidding the irony, but.

509
00:22:58,400 --> 00:23:02,199
Speaker 4: LinkedIn but all I could not believe it because it

510
00:23:02,240 --> 00:23:04,320
Speaker 4: was like blank blank started a new job, and I like,

511
00:23:04,520 --> 00:23:06,720
Speaker 4: I was curious. I was like, oh, he's a doctor now,

512
00:23:07,040 --> 00:23:08,479
Speaker 4: and then I clicked on the link. It was like

513
00:23:08,640 --> 00:23:12,040
Speaker 4: targeted for gay men like butthole, like to make it

514
00:23:12,080 --> 00:23:12,879
Speaker 4: look better.

515
00:23:12,760 --> 00:23:14,120
Speaker 3: To make it tighter, or to make.

516
00:23:14,040 --> 00:23:15,800
Speaker 4: It tighter, like a lot of game ent are into

517
00:23:15,800 --> 00:23:20,879
Speaker 4: fist and it happens fisting has become so par for

518
00:23:20,960 --> 00:23:23,560
Speaker 4: the course for gay man because it's just this insatiable

519
00:23:23,680 --> 00:23:25,399
Speaker 4: like hole to fill it.

520
00:23:25,440 --> 00:23:28,080
Speaker 3: Can we talk about how you get the fist the butthole?

521
00:23:28,520 --> 00:23:29,520
Speaker 1: I think it takes work.

522
00:23:29,640 --> 00:23:32,879
Speaker 4: Do you put a glove on like some some and

523
00:23:32,920 --> 00:23:35,200
Speaker 4: then there's gonna be tearing, and then do you there's

524
00:23:35,240 --> 00:23:36,120
Speaker 4: gonna be terring.

525
00:23:36,000 --> 00:23:38,080
Speaker 1: And then do you open your hand?

526
00:23:38,560 --> 00:23:41,120
Speaker 2: I believe see Patty Cake, while you're in it, I'll

527
00:23:41,119 --> 00:23:41,880
Speaker 2: play numbers.

528
00:23:44,200 --> 00:23:45,240
Speaker 1: I'll tell you a little story.

529
00:23:45,480 --> 00:23:49,280
Speaker 4: I was probably twenty three years old, was like, I

530
00:23:49,280 --> 00:23:51,560
Speaker 4: think a guy had just like rejected me, and I

531
00:23:51,720 --> 00:23:54,320
Speaker 4: get on the apps and I there's a kind of

532
00:23:54,400 --> 00:23:56,879
Speaker 4: hot guy, but I could tell in his eyes he associo.

533
00:23:57,240 --> 00:23:59,840
Speaker 1: But I was like whatever wit, How could you tell?

534
00:24:00,119 --> 00:24:03,400
Speaker 2: You can tell sometimes when somebody has crazy you can't

535
00:24:03,440 --> 00:24:04,000
Speaker 2: always tell.

536
00:24:04,040 --> 00:24:05,960
Speaker 1: But sometimes you look at somebody and think about some

537
00:24:06,000 --> 00:24:08,560
Speaker 1: of the people you know who are little boom yeah,

538
00:24:08,600 --> 00:24:10,680
Speaker 1: and you'd be like, oh, yeah, they I like ticky

539
00:24:10,760 --> 00:24:13,639
Speaker 1: ticky boom. But when it's like nothing.

540
00:24:13,760 --> 00:24:16,560
Speaker 2: That, I don't oh like, it's like dead yeah, yeah,

541
00:24:16,600 --> 00:24:17,560
Speaker 2: oh I love that.

542
00:24:17,560 --> 00:24:19,880
Speaker 1: That's my brand dead inside.

543
00:24:20,040 --> 00:24:22,240
Speaker 5: I got up with someone last night that had exactly

544
00:24:22,359 --> 00:24:25,080
Speaker 5: those eyes, and I was like, and pictures, it's not that.

545
00:24:25,119 --> 00:24:26,840
Speaker 5: But then you made up with them and it's like, no,

546
00:24:27,160 --> 00:24:27,880
Speaker 5: you're actually like.

547
00:24:27,960 --> 00:24:32,200
Speaker 1: And now you're dating dead eyes.

548
00:24:32,359 --> 00:24:36,080
Speaker 4: That's the trick of model. Like dead eyes are hot people. Yeah,

549
00:24:36,200 --> 00:24:38,520
Speaker 4: you know what has dead eye theory?

550
00:24:38,960 --> 00:24:44,000
Speaker 1: Cocaine my theory about hot guys. It's grew with the

551
00:24:44,000 --> 00:24:44,639
Speaker 1: girls a little.

552
00:24:44,720 --> 00:24:47,920
Speaker 4: But like if they have whites under their eyes naturally

553
00:24:47,960 --> 00:24:48,840
Speaker 4: showing their model.

554
00:24:49,320 --> 00:24:50,560
Speaker 1: Do you know what I'm talking about?

555
00:24:51,160 --> 00:24:52,919
Speaker 4: You know the guys that always look like they're like

556
00:24:52,960 --> 00:24:57,119
Speaker 4: looking up, they like have lower eye sockets.

557
00:24:58,000 --> 00:25:02,160
Speaker 2: You look crazy like that is not modeling money.

558
00:25:02,240 --> 00:25:02,840
Speaker 1: I don't see it.

559
00:25:02,840 --> 00:25:05,040
Speaker 4: The next time you like see an a PC campaign,

560
00:25:05,160 --> 00:25:06,920
Speaker 4: look at it and all the guys while whites blow

561
00:25:06,960 --> 00:25:07,679
Speaker 4: their eyes. Okay.

562
00:25:07,880 --> 00:25:09,400
Speaker 3: I think if you hold your head a certain way,

563
00:25:09,480 --> 00:25:10,200
Speaker 3: you can see the whites.

564
00:25:10,440 --> 00:25:12,800
Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, I try to do it sometimes in Selvi.

565
00:25:16,119 --> 00:25:17,399
Speaker 3: Ty Red didn't teach me that on time.

566
00:25:17,440 --> 00:25:19,000
Speaker 1: I don't. She told me how smiles, but not how

567
00:25:19,040 --> 00:25:23,160
Speaker 1: to have dead eyes. Yeah, Marie, you have white son.

568
00:25:25,040 --> 00:25:31,399
Speaker 1: I look posist. This is me. Yeah, okay, I log on.

569
00:25:31,560 --> 00:25:33,800
Speaker 4: I log on to grind her. And I literally said

570
00:25:33,800 --> 00:25:36,439
Speaker 4: to this guy, my intentions were so clear. I was like,

571
00:25:36,840 --> 00:25:39,800
Speaker 4: I just want someone to like be nice to meet tonight.

572
00:25:43,320 --> 00:25:46,200
Speaker 2: That's the rudest thing you could say on the level

573
00:25:46,240 --> 00:25:48,479
Speaker 2: of disresped.

574
00:25:49,920 --> 00:25:51,280
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's a bug right there.

575
00:25:51,440 --> 00:25:53,159
Speaker 4: But he was like no, he was like, I was like,

576
00:25:53,200 --> 00:25:54,879
Speaker 4: I just want to like huddle and make out and

577
00:25:54,920 --> 00:25:55,800
Speaker 4: just like feel good right now.

578
00:25:55,800 --> 00:26:00,119
Speaker 1: Oh, you want a boyfriend for the night, for the night. No,

579
00:26:00,200 --> 00:26:01,200
Speaker 1: this is when he was twenty three.

580
00:26:01,440 --> 00:26:04,040
Speaker 4: I was twenty three and cute, cute as fuck, and

581
00:26:04,119 --> 00:26:07,400
Speaker 4: like I was already like he was not as cute

582
00:26:07,400 --> 00:26:09,560
Speaker 4: as me. So like, I deserve to like have someone

583
00:26:09,720 --> 00:26:11,480
Speaker 4: that I'm giving him something by.

584
00:26:11,880 --> 00:26:13,240
Speaker 1: You're giving him a gift. Yeah.

585
00:26:13,280 --> 00:26:15,679
Speaker 4: He was probably like forty forty five, and so I

586
00:26:15,760 --> 00:26:17,760
Speaker 4: was like yeah, like we'll do this.

587
00:26:17,920 --> 00:26:19,640
Speaker 3: There was no one else wan Grinder for you to

588
00:26:19,680 --> 00:26:21,200
Speaker 3: be held by at.

589
00:26:21,040 --> 00:26:23,399
Speaker 4: That moment, Like he just seemed like the best option.

590
00:26:23,520 --> 00:26:24,960
Speaker 4: But deep down I knew it was wrong.

591
00:26:25,119 --> 00:26:28,000
Speaker 1: That's wrong because it's Grinder and the yeah, millions of people. Yeah,

592
00:26:28,440 --> 00:26:30,320
Speaker 1: I think the last I think I was in a

593
00:26:30,320 --> 00:26:33,040
Speaker 1: really vulnerable state. Okay, and I'm not I don't know.

594
00:26:33,080 --> 00:26:35,200
Speaker 1: I'm not not proud of it. I don't care about anything.

595
00:26:35,240 --> 00:26:37,560
Speaker 1: But like I think the last thing I said was

596
00:26:37,560 --> 00:26:41,760
Speaker 1: like just be nice. Okay. Cut to thirty minutes later,

597
00:26:41,800 --> 00:26:43,439
Speaker 1: he is forcing me to fit him.

598
00:26:43,720 --> 00:26:47,680
Speaker 2: Okay, does somebody forced you to fix is like.

599
00:26:47,720 --> 00:26:52,520
Speaker 4: Literally like taking my hand and like shoving it in his.

600
00:26:52,640 --> 00:26:56,240
Speaker 1: Okay, can you show how deep did you get to? High?

601
00:26:56,359 --> 00:26:58,600
Speaker 4: I got knuckled deep before I was like what am

602
00:26:58,640 --> 00:27:00,520
Speaker 4: I doing? Like I don't want this.

603
00:27:00,720 --> 00:27:03,199
Speaker 2: Like so when you fist, you have to kind of

604
00:27:03,320 --> 00:27:05,159
Speaker 2: have your hold your fingertips together.

605
00:27:05,359 --> 00:27:08,760
Speaker 1: Pretend all five fingers are one finger for a second, okay,

606
00:27:08,920 --> 00:27:12,600
Speaker 1: and then so like then is your way and.

607
00:27:12,359 --> 00:27:14,119
Speaker 4: This is we're all doing it in the studio and

608
00:27:14,160 --> 00:27:15,600
Speaker 4: actually if like this.

609
00:27:15,600 --> 00:27:18,840
Speaker 2: Looks like a praying mantis, like if we're doing a

610
00:27:18,880 --> 00:27:21,960
Speaker 2: shadow shadow art, you know you do the.

611
00:27:21,920 --> 00:27:25,080
Speaker 3: Better Like yeah, so like like a talking.

612
00:27:25,680 --> 00:27:33,040
Speaker 4: Up sock puppet. Actually, I'm not an expert. This is

613
00:27:33,040 --> 00:27:33,959
Speaker 4: not my expertise.

614
00:27:34,280 --> 00:27:38,919
Speaker 1: Really one time this is the one. It's like not

615
00:27:39,920 --> 00:27:41,800
Speaker 1: but I but now so many of you guys are

616
00:27:41,960 --> 00:27:42,320
Speaker 1: doing it.

617
00:27:42,400 --> 00:27:44,800
Speaker 4: And I have been told by some people that like

618
00:27:44,960 --> 00:27:49,439
Speaker 4: to get fisted actually feels like quite euphoric. My my

619
00:27:49,440 --> 00:27:52,399
Speaker 4: my friend who's an artist, said he got fisted and

620
00:27:52,480 --> 00:27:54,879
Speaker 4: like he's now creating the best work of his life.

621
00:27:55,240 --> 00:27:56,959
Speaker 1: He said it opened up something. Did he get an

622
00:27:56,960 --> 00:28:01,400
Speaker 1: oscar like epiphany? Yeah, this was Scarlet Rhanson.

623
00:28:03,680 --> 00:28:07,040
Speaker 2: That's why she'd be stealing other people, Uh, nationality she

624
00:28:07,800 --> 00:28:14,439
Speaker 2: needed to tap into. So great she's Asian now right, Okay,

625
00:28:14,520 --> 00:28:15,800
Speaker 2: Andrew's got questions.

626
00:28:15,920 --> 00:28:19,800
Speaker 4: I think there's like there are special lubricants that I mean,

627
00:28:19,880 --> 00:28:22,760
Speaker 4: like specifically in the old days it was Crisco, Like

628
00:28:22,800 --> 00:28:25,240
Speaker 4: they would fully use buckets of Crisco.

629
00:28:26,200 --> 00:28:29,920
Speaker 1: Yeah, there's a lot of like gunk, Oh.

630
00:28:30,040 --> 00:28:33,679
Speaker 3: Did you get out of taking your fist out of

631
00:28:33,680 --> 00:28:34,480
Speaker 3: this man's butt?

632
00:28:34,680 --> 00:28:36,879
Speaker 4: I literally just like took it out and I was

633
00:28:37,000 --> 00:28:39,720
Speaker 4: like I think I'm gonna go And he was like

634
00:28:40,200 --> 00:28:42,040
Speaker 4: totally man, totally understanding I'm.

635
00:28:41,880 --> 00:28:43,200
Speaker 1: Like, who are you.

636
00:28:45,000 --> 00:28:47,840
Speaker 4: I'm like, you just shoved my fists inside of you

637
00:28:47,880 --> 00:28:49,560
Speaker 4: and now you're like totally fine.

638
00:28:49,600 --> 00:28:52,440
Speaker 1: That is ending like so quickly he just snatched it back.

639
00:28:52,520 --> 00:28:57,560
Speaker 1: But like what I do?

640
00:28:57,640 --> 00:28:59,360
Speaker 3: You know how you like parallel park.

641
00:28:59,200 --> 00:29:01,280
Speaker 2: Where you go in and you go out and back.

642
00:29:03,040 --> 00:29:06,960
Speaker 1: It's probably dangerous to just yeah, you know, I think

643
00:29:07,040 --> 00:29:07,640
Speaker 1: I wasn't.

644
00:29:07,760 --> 00:29:11,680
Speaker 4: My hope fist was because because I was like, I

645
00:29:11,800 --> 00:29:14,160
Speaker 4: was feeling like what is happening?

646
00:29:14,920 --> 00:29:15,920
Speaker 1: But anyway, I don't know.

647
00:29:15,960 --> 00:29:17,880
Speaker 3: No man has ever asked me to test him yet.

648
00:29:17,680 --> 00:29:19,760
Speaker 1: But it don't happen hard on you.

649
00:29:19,880 --> 00:29:23,080
Speaker 3: I don't think fisting goes well with SNS powder. I

650
00:29:23,120 --> 00:29:24,480
Speaker 3: don't think that I'm a be able to do that

651
00:29:24,520 --> 00:29:29,320
Speaker 3: with the scales. Okay, so now let's talk about sex

652
00:29:29,360 --> 00:29:33,680
Speaker 3: parties because I feel like they're a lot more popular now.

653
00:29:33,800 --> 00:29:35,560
Speaker 3: I mean, I think people have always been going as

654
00:29:35,560 --> 00:29:37,800
Speaker 3: sex parties, but now people are a little bit more

655
00:29:37,800 --> 00:29:38,680
Speaker 3: open about it.

656
00:29:39,120 --> 00:29:41,680
Speaker 1: People are excuse me.

657
00:29:41,680 --> 00:29:43,920
Speaker 2: People want to be like invited to them. People are

658
00:29:43,960 --> 00:29:46,840
Speaker 2: curious about them. People are more open about infighting people

659
00:29:46,920 --> 00:29:47,400
Speaker 2: that they know.

660
00:29:47,760 --> 00:29:49,280
Speaker 4: Yeah, to do it in front of friends is like

661
00:29:49,320 --> 00:29:51,120
Speaker 4: a new thing, and that's kind of what I'm trying

662
00:29:51,160 --> 00:29:54,480
Speaker 4: to manifest in my twenty twenty is have more. I've like,

663
00:29:54,640 --> 00:29:57,640
Speaker 4: I have such boundaries with my gay male friends, and

664
00:29:57,680 --> 00:30:01,520
Speaker 4: it's like this is not sexual, and like why why

665
00:30:01,560 --> 00:30:04,880
Speaker 4: can't like I be open enough to fuck my friends

666
00:30:04,880 --> 00:30:06,680
Speaker 4: and it still be friends, you know?

667
00:30:07,320 --> 00:30:09,080
Speaker 1: So I want to find That's what I've been telling

668
00:30:09,280 --> 00:30:10,360
Speaker 1: Marie the whole time.

669
00:30:18,880 --> 00:30:22,880
Speaker 3: This doesn't feel like a safe spirit. You got this

670
00:30:22,920 --> 00:30:24,440
Speaker 3: new haircut announces.

671
00:30:25,640 --> 00:30:29,640
Speaker 1: Let's go. You guys like objectively would be very hot together.

672
00:30:29,440 --> 00:30:30,880
Speaker 3: Yeah, but it would just be awkward.

673
00:30:30,600 --> 00:30:33,400
Speaker 2: Because I'm like, uh, Marie would be like city, remember

674
00:30:33,440 --> 00:30:34,800
Speaker 2: when your text is like.

675
00:30:34,760 --> 00:30:35,360
Speaker 1: What's going on?

676
00:30:35,440 --> 00:30:36,760
Speaker 3: Like she would mention something that.

677
00:30:36,720 --> 00:30:39,520
Speaker 1: Would ruin the mood. Yeah, and then you'd be like

678
00:30:40,360 --> 00:30:46,120
Speaker 1: you were fighting? No, I mm hmm. Sometimes not really really.

679
00:30:46,280 --> 00:30:49,640
Speaker 3: Yeah, Well, because look at Marie. She's she's scary.

680
00:30:49,840 --> 00:30:53,880
Speaker 1: She's she's a more scared of Huh. Who am I

681
00:30:53,920 --> 00:30:57,360
Speaker 1: more scared of? Marie? Yeah? Maybe? Yeah.

682
00:30:57,880 --> 00:30:59,600
Speaker 3: I just want to let the record show that I

683
00:30:59,600 --> 00:31:03,360
Speaker 3: didn't say a single thing during that entire exactly exactly.

684
00:31:05,520 --> 00:31:09,040
Speaker 1: I'm just looking at him. She actually has a knife

685
00:31:09,080 --> 00:31:14,880
Speaker 1: up against and then I have a fist in Sydney.

686
00:31:16,360 --> 00:31:20,160
Speaker 2: You dare say that, I'm okay.

687
00:31:19,960 --> 00:31:22,360
Speaker 1: Yeah, do you remember the first time you.

688
00:31:22,280 --> 00:31:26,720
Speaker 4: Went to Yes, great question, Yes, I okay. I think

689
00:31:26,800 --> 00:31:32,320
Speaker 4: that basically, like Berlin did change my sexual identity. So

690
00:31:32,360 --> 00:31:34,880
Speaker 4: like I've always been a slut and I've always been

691
00:31:34,920 --> 00:31:38,320
Speaker 4: boy crazy, but it had been very much like just

692
00:31:38,360 --> 00:31:42,600
Speaker 4: like boys boys boys, one on one situation controlled and

693
00:31:42,720 --> 00:31:45,400
Speaker 4: like I just like I went to.

694
00:31:45,360 --> 00:31:48,240
Speaker 1: Berlin at twenty one years old, spent a month there.

695
00:31:48,440 --> 00:31:52,280
Speaker 2: A month yes on who's who died? Parents had daddy's

696
00:31:52,280 --> 00:31:52,720
Speaker 2: credit card.

697
00:31:52,760 --> 00:31:57,080
Speaker 1: I was. I was literally finding places to say on grinder, like,

698
00:31:57,200 --> 00:31:59,560
Speaker 1: oh you were a vagabond, Yeah you was. You were

699
00:31:59,680 --> 00:32:00,440
Speaker 1: like a.

700
00:32:00,280 --> 00:32:06,600
Speaker 4: Hopping on freight train hulbo hopping, Yeah I was.

701
00:32:06,720 --> 00:32:12,520
Speaker 1: I was absolute, absolutely that. Yeah.

702
00:32:12,720 --> 00:32:15,640
Speaker 4: I was definitely Like I think I had, like I

703
00:32:15,680 --> 00:32:19,440
Speaker 4: went to Europe with like twelve dollars I think two

704
00:32:19,440 --> 00:32:21,800
Speaker 4: thousand bucks, and I thought I was going to be

705
00:32:21,800 --> 00:32:23,200
Speaker 4: able to stay for like three weeks, and then I

706
00:32:23,280 --> 00:32:25,440
Speaker 4: just like made it work and stayed for like two months.

707
00:32:25,680 --> 00:32:26,600
Speaker 1: You had three months.

708
00:32:26,680 --> 00:32:29,160
Speaker 4: He was sucking all the dick huh, all of the dicks,

709
00:32:29,200 --> 00:32:32,480
Speaker 4: and I like got back and I was just like, doc,

710
00:32:32,760 --> 00:32:36,720
Speaker 4: whatever you got.

711
00:32:35,560 --> 00:32:39,400
Speaker 1: Give me all the cocktails, the medications.

712
00:32:38,680 --> 00:32:41,520
Speaker 4: Please there and there were a few a few situations.

713
00:32:41,520 --> 00:32:44,040
Speaker 4: Oh yeah, I had this like I stayed with this

714
00:32:44,160 --> 00:32:45,400
Speaker 4: German doctor.

715
00:32:45,480 --> 00:32:48,960
Speaker 1: Like a doctor. Yes, well that was the part that

716
00:32:49,240 --> 00:32:49,800
Speaker 1: I feel.

717
00:32:49,600 --> 00:32:52,240
Speaker 3: Like a German doctor can mean manything.

718
00:32:52,440 --> 00:32:54,760
Speaker 4: Yeah, he was just I thought he was just like

719
00:32:54,800 --> 00:32:57,400
Speaker 4: this hipster guy and like he was cute. I met

720
00:32:57,480 --> 00:33:01,280
Speaker 4: him on like a website called couch Surfers, which.

721
00:33:01,040 --> 00:33:03,320
Speaker 2: Is like I will never It's like that's like Craigslist.

722
00:33:03,360 --> 00:33:07,600
Speaker 2: I felt like afraid to get forward. Yeah, it's a

723
00:33:07,720 --> 00:33:08,840
Speaker 2: spelled couch.

724
00:33:10,840 --> 00:33:13,640
Speaker 1: And they can come to you to you can host

725
00:33:13,680 --> 00:33:16,120
Speaker 1: your couch. You're not sleeping on.

726
00:33:17,960 --> 00:33:23,240
Speaker 2: Joy Rich Joy bird Man Joy Poor.

727
00:33:24,560 --> 00:33:26,560
Speaker 3: Wait so you meet this doctor.

728
00:33:26,800 --> 00:33:29,360
Speaker 4: I made the doctor we like have a cute moment

729
00:33:29,480 --> 00:33:31,840
Speaker 4: and then like I couldn't like fall asleep. One night

730
00:33:31,920 --> 00:33:34,440
Speaker 4: he was like, do you want the pill? That's like French,

731
00:33:34,480 --> 00:33:35,520
Speaker 4: but let me shore.

732
00:33:35,840 --> 00:33:37,600
Speaker 1: Do you want it? No, I can't do it, German

733
00:33:38,080 --> 00:33:41,720
Speaker 1: you want They're so aggressive?

734
00:33:41,800 --> 00:33:45,200
Speaker 4: Yeah, they are aggressive. This guy was actually Slovenian, so

735
00:33:45,240 --> 00:33:46,680
Speaker 4: he was less. He was a little soft.

736
00:33:46,800 --> 00:33:48,840
Speaker 1: That sounds hot, but he was like I just like

737
00:33:48,880 --> 00:33:51,080
Speaker 1: took the pill. Whatever. He didn't even I didn't ask

738
00:33:51,120 --> 00:33:53,040
Speaker 1: what it was, and then he thought that was really hot.

739
00:33:53,240 --> 00:33:54,600
Speaker 1: He was like, what was the pill for? He was

740
00:33:54,600 --> 00:33:55,480
Speaker 1: like he was like for.

741
00:33:55,600 --> 00:33:57,640
Speaker 4: Sleeping, I guess, and he was like that's so hot

742
00:33:57,680 --> 00:34:01,040
Speaker 4: that you didn't ask what it was like I was trying, and.

743
00:34:02,200 --> 00:34:04,400
Speaker 1: I would have thrown up immediately. I would have been.

744
00:34:05,880 --> 00:34:09,640
Speaker 4: Yeah, and exactly, and then I like stay. Then every

745
00:34:09,760 --> 00:34:15,080
Speaker 4: night he kept like giving me stronger and like five

746
00:34:15,239 --> 00:34:17,920
Speaker 4: nights and then you know what he was doing while

747
00:34:18,000 --> 00:34:20,000
Speaker 4: you know, we would have sex.

748
00:34:20,080 --> 00:34:20,759
Speaker 1: Like it was like.

749
00:34:20,960 --> 00:34:25,239
Speaker 4: Were you conscious like what I was, and like it

750
00:34:25,360 --> 00:34:28,239
Speaker 4: was a weird. Like I don't want the story to

751
00:34:28,280 --> 00:34:31,360
Speaker 4: come off as like I was like completely raped, because I.

752
00:34:31,880 --> 00:34:35,880
Speaker 1: Wasn't a little bit I was.

753
00:34:36,120 --> 00:34:39,200
Speaker 4: I was just like I was attracted to the guy

754
00:34:39,360 --> 00:34:43,000
Speaker 4: and he was drugging me and I was.

755
00:34:42,160 --> 00:34:43,440
Speaker 1: Was he taking drugs? No?

756
00:34:44,000 --> 00:34:46,640
Speaker 2: Obviously not Okay, I will tell I'll have I have

757
00:34:46,719 --> 00:34:48,600
Speaker 2: a story kind of similar.

758
00:34:48,719 --> 00:34:51,239
Speaker 1: Not. Wow. Actually I used to.

759
00:34:51,400 --> 00:34:53,600
Speaker 2: I used to hook up with somebody and I would

760
00:34:53,600 --> 00:34:57,640
Speaker 2: get kid out, like in between like hooking up, and

761
00:34:57,680 --> 00:34:59,880
Speaker 2: there will be times where I would kind of like

762
00:35:00,080 --> 00:35:03,040
Speaker 2: be out of it just associated I was. I was conscious,

763
00:35:03,040 --> 00:35:05,480
Speaker 2: but not really but we were still having sex. I

764
00:35:05,480 --> 00:35:07,920
Speaker 2: felt like I was in another dimension, but I was

765
00:35:07,960 --> 00:35:10,239
Speaker 2: really just sleeping and then I would wake up and

766
00:35:10,280 --> 00:35:12,120
Speaker 2: then we would just still be having sex.

767
00:35:12,239 --> 00:35:14,839
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, I mean like it didn't feel bad and.

768
00:35:14,920 --> 00:35:17,720
Speaker 3: He can't relate, she's judging. It's fine. That was my journey.

769
00:35:18,239 --> 00:35:23,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, and what a ride, what a wild rock. Yeah

770
00:35:24,560 --> 00:35:26,279
Speaker 2: you guys, both of you, thank you for not dying.

771
00:35:27,040 --> 00:35:28,920
Speaker 1: I should have died so many times. I mean I

772
00:35:28,920 --> 00:35:29,399
Speaker 1: can tell.

773
00:35:29,560 --> 00:35:32,160
Speaker 4: So night five comes along and he keeps making these

774
00:35:32,320 --> 00:35:35,640
Speaker 4: these doses stronger and stronger, and so night five, I

775
00:35:35,680 --> 00:35:36,799
Speaker 4: wake up in the middle of night.

776
00:35:37,040 --> 00:35:39,279
Speaker 1: I have no idea where I am. I didn't know

777
00:35:39,640 --> 00:35:42,240
Speaker 1: I was in Berlin, Like I didn't know at all. Okay,

778
00:35:42,360 --> 00:35:43,879
Speaker 1: I was like, well, what is this? What is this?

779
00:35:44,280 --> 00:35:46,680
Speaker 4: And he had given me I'm saying it was a

780
00:35:46,760 --> 00:35:49,000
Speaker 4: huge smile on my face. He had given me what

781
00:35:49,040 --> 00:35:51,120
Speaker 4: they give to put someone back in a coma?

782
00:35:51,440 --> 00:35:55,120
Speaker 2: What is I had to put someone that gave me

783
00:35:55,320 --> 00:35:57,719
Speaker 2: Michael Jackson to put someone back.

784
00:35:57,520 --> 00:36:01,960
Speaker 1: And like, like a medically induced is that what Michael

785
00:36:02,000 --> 00:36:07,120
Speaker 1: Jackson was taking to go to sleep? Don't maybe maybe maybe, but.

786
00:36:07,160 --> 00:36:10,080
Speaker 3: You your body was like so strong that you were

787
00:36:10,080 --> 00:36:14,000
Speaker 3: like you were immune to it.

788
00:36:12,920 --> 00:36:17,360
Speaker 1: To party where am I but yeah, coma immune.

789
00:36:17,440 --> 00:36:17,600
Speaker 4: Yeah.

790
00:36:17,640 --> 00:36:18,960
Speaker 1: I stopped saying with him after that.

791
00:36:19,280 --> 00:36:23,680
Speaker 3: Okay, so thank you. But also but also, how did

792
00:36:23,719 --> 00:36:25,480
Speaker 3: you know that that's what he'd given you the last night?

793
00:36:25,520 --> 00:36:27,319
Speaker 1: Cause I asked him. He was so open about it.

794
00:36:27,440 --> 00:36:29,160
Speaker 1: He was like, Oh, that's what do we give people.

795
00:36:31,880 --> 00:36:33,520
Speaker 1: That's no way your day could get hard.

796
00:36:34,280 --> 00:36:37,000
Speaker 2: So he was just feeling these supplies from work or

797
00:36:37,000 --> 00:36:38,439
Speaker 2: he was making them in his ass.

798
00:36:38,600 --> 00:36:40,600
Speaker 4: No, I guess he was sealing them from work. Your

799
00:36:40,880 --> 00:36:43,880
Speaker 4: doctors just have pills, you know what I mean, Jordan.

800
00:36:43,719 --> 00:36:45,080
Speaker 3: We have to get to these sex parties.

801
00:36:45,080 --> 00:36:48,200
Speaker 2: Okay, so after you you were in a coma.

802
00:36:47,920 --> 00:36:49,440
Speaker 3: You change your sexuality, got it?

803
00:36:49,520 --> 00:36:49,680
Speaker 1: Yeah?

804
00:36:49,719 --> 00:36:49,879
Speaker 2: Yeah?

805
00:36:49,920 --> 00:36:50,320
Speaker 1: Yeah.

806
00:36:50,400 --> 00:36:56,640
Speaker 4: So Berlin, Berlin has like just a completely different relationship

807
00:36:56,800 --> 00:37:00,239
Speaker 4: to sex than I had ever experienced. And like there's

808
00:37:00,239 --> 00:37:01,760
Speaker 4: a place called Burkhine.

809
00:37:01,760 --> 00:37:02,719
Speaker 1: Have you heard of Burkhine?

810
00:37:02,920 --> 00:37:05,400
Speaker 2: No, But when I when I was in Europe, I

811
00:37:05,440 --> 00:37:08,000
Speaker 2: feel like Berlin would come up a lot because it's

812
00:37:08,000 --> 00:37:11,560
Speaker 2: like a super apparently it's it's it's known for being

813
00:37:11,640 --> 00:37:15,879
Speaker 2: super sexually free and clubs in Berlin stay open till

814
00:37:15,920 --> 00:37:17,200
Speaker 2: like eleven o'clock in the morning.

815
00:37:17,400 --> 00:37:21,400
Speaker 4: It's it's like Burghine is Friday to Monday and people

816
00:37:21,440 --> 00:37:23,400
Speaker 4: say the whole time, the whole time, and Sunday night,

817
00:37:23,440 --> 00:37:25,839
Speaker 4: you're like looking at people and you look like you're

818
00:37:25,840 --> 00:37:28,600
Speaker 4: in a zombie apocalypse. Like people's like eyes are down

819
00:37:28,640 --> 00:37:33,760
Speaker 4: to the floor, they've been on speed everything all weekend

820
00:37:34,320 --> 00:37:37,160
Speaker 4: and they're just like zombie like dancing to electronic music.

821
00:37:37,239 --> 00:37:39,640
Speaker 1: It's like it's a fascinating experience.

822
00:37:39,760 --> 00:37:42,440
Speaker 4: Okay, but so that was my first That was my

823
00:37:42,520 --> 00:37:44,160
Speaker 4: first dark room experience.

824
00:37:44,480 --> 00:37:46,680
Speaker 1: So like Berghine has like these.

825
00:37:47,560 --> 00:37:49,600
Speaker 4: I think a lot of bars are like now having them,

826
00:37:49,600 --> 00:37:51,160
Speaker 4: but it's just like a dark room in the back

827
00:37:51,160 --> 00:37:54,439
Speaker 4: where people are fucking. And it was like the first

828
00:37:54,520 --> 00:37:57,200
Speaker 4: time where I was like, oh my god, like there

829
00:37:57,239 --> 00:38:00,560
Speaker 4: are a thousand dicks around me, and I'm like.

830
00:38:00,640 --> 00:38:02,640
Speaker 3: How did you find out about this place?

831
00:38:02,760 --> 00:38:05,400
Speaker 4: Burkhine is like the place you know, so everyone's you

832
00:38:05,440 --> 00:38:08,920
Speaker 4: have to go to Burkhine. They're like very in a

833
00:38:09,080 --> 00:38:12,000
Speaker 4: very German way, like you'll line up outside. The line

834
00:38:12,040 --> 00:38:15,920
Speaker 4: is super long, and they're like, no.

835
00:38:15,360 --> 00:38:16,280
Speaker 3: It's like a nightclub.

836
00:38:16,480 --> 00:38:18,920
Speaker 1: Yeah you can. It's like you have to.

837
00:38:19,040 --> 00:38:21,040
Speaker 4: And you're like you cannot smile if you're online. If

838
00:38:21,040 --> 00:38:23,560
Speaker 4: they see you smiling, you're not getting in, Like if

839
00:38:23,560 --> 00:38:25,160
Speaker 4: you're not in all black, you're not getting in.

840
00:38:25,360 --> 00:38:27,680
Speaker 1: I feel like I've heard of this place. Yeah, it's intense.

841
00:38:27,920 --> 00:38:30,960
Speaker 1: It's intense, but it's like it's a special place.

842
00:38:31,000 --> 00:38:33,960
Speaker 2: It's like, hell, how like how big is the How

843
00:38:34,160 --> 00:38:35,839
Speaker 2: how many people do you think we're in in the.

844
00:38:36,239 --> 00:38:40,000
Speaker 4: I mean thousands? It's huge. It's like an old chemical

845
00:38:40,000 --> 00:38:44,880
Speaker 4: plant or something like. Yeah, that's what it honestly feels like.

846
00:38:45,520 --> 00:38:47,400
Speaker 3: And how much do you have to pay to get in?

847
00:38:47,840 --> 00:38:49,920
Speaker 4: I think it's like Berlin, So I think at when

848
00:38:49,960 --> 00:38:51,360
Speaker 4: I was twenty one, it was like ten bucks and

849
00:38:51,360 --> 00:38:52,840
Speaker 4: now it's like twenty but.

850
00:38:53,440 --> 00:38:56,000
Speaker 1: Cute Berlin is cheap as fuck. That's crazy. The drugs

851
00:38:56,040 --> 00:38:58,840
Speaker 1: are the drugs are so good. The drugs are so.

852
00:38:59,840 --> 00:39:05,319
Speaker 2: How especially after you dodged diatoma, which I still don't

853
00:39:05,320 --> 00:39:06,000
Speaker 2: know how you did that.

854
00:39:07,360 --> 00:39:09,879
Speaker 1: Yeah, I did it. You're a hero, a youth, you're

855
00:39:09,880 --> 00:39:12,560
Speaker 1: a legend. But so you you get.

856
00:39:12,400 --> 00:39:14,319
Speaker 3: In mine and the first time you go to this club,

857
00:39:14,360 --> 00:39:14,680
Speaker 3: you get in.

858
00:39:15,080 --> 00:39:17,080
Speaker 1: Yeah, I got in and like the people I was

859
00:39:17,120 --> 00:39:18,799
Speaker 1: with didn't get in, And it was one of those

860
00:39:18,840 --> 00:39:20,480
Speaker 1: moments where I was like do I and they're like

861
00:39:20,560 --> 00:39:24,080
Speaker 1: you have to you have to do this. Yeah, they're

862
00:39:24,120 --> 00:39:25,799
Speaker 1: like you bet it.

863
00:39:25,360 --> 00:39:27,200
Speaker 4: And so, and I think that was maybe the first

864
00:39:27,200 --> 00:39:29,839
Speaker 4: time I even tried Molly too, So it was like

865
00:39:30,320 --> 00:39:32,560
Speaker 4: it was such a heightened experience in every way. It

866
00:39:32,640 --> 00:39:35,440
Speaker 4: was like the first time I like sucked fifty dicks

867
00:39:35,440 --> 00:39:38,400
Speaker 4: in the night. This first night I did Molly fifty dicks,

868
00:39:38,400 --> 00:39:38,920
Speaker 4: you think for.

869
00:39:38,880 --> 00:39:42,640
Speaker 2: Sure, No, there's no way fifty that's I'm not looking

870
00:39:42,680 --> 00:39:43,239
Speaker 2: at your mouth.

871
00:39:43,360 --> 00:39:48,359
Speaker 4: There's well, like when you're in those environments, it's like

872
00:39:48,520 --> 00:39:51,719
Speaker 4: so animalistic and you're like like wherever one is in

873
00:39:51,760 --> 00:39:53,520
Speaker 4: front of you, and you're like it's.

874
00:39:53,360 --> 00:39:57,960
Speaker 2: Like hungry, hungry, yea, yeah, that's the games.

875
00:39:59,560 --> 00:40:02,359
Speaker 1: You're just off and Im'm sucking up. Did you get

876
00:40:02,400 --> 00:40:03,759
Speaker 1: cotton mouth? Yeah?

877
00:40:03,840 --> 00:40:10,640
Speaker 4: Yeah, you definitely do drugs. I naturally get dry mouth,

878
00:40:10,680 --> 00:40:12,719
Speaker 4: which is hard for me and you know.

879
00:40:13,000 --> 00:40:13,759
Speaker 1: And hard for the people that.

880
00:40:14,440 --> 00:40:18,200
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, so I need to like, yeah, whatever, there's

881
00:40:18,239 --> 00:40:20,200
Speaker 4: a trick I have, but I need to get.

882
00:40:19,880 --> 00:40:20,759
Speaker 1: It, No I do.

883
00:40:21,840 --> 00:40:25,120
Speaker 4: You kind of just have to immediately deep throat someone

884
00:40:25,239 --> 00:40:28,000
Speaker 4: and get the like get the mucus going in the back,

885
00:40:28,080 --> 00:40:29,239
Speaker 4: kind of gaggle a little bit.

886
00:40:30,800 --> 00:40:35,640
Speaker 1: Everyone does that, I know, yeah, but there they don't.

887
00:40:35,920 --> 00:40:36,319
Speaker 1: I don't.

888
00:40:36,440 --> 00:40:38,279
Speaker 3: Yeah, I definitely don't.

889
00:40:39,160 --> 00:40:42,000
Speaker 1: I'm out. I'm out out.

890
00:40:42,120 --> 00:40:44,479
Speaker 3: Yeah, SpongeBob, I'm gone.

891
00:40:46,080 --> 00:40:48,239
Speaker 4: But it was also like the first time I was like,

892
00:40:48,920 --> 00:40:52,399
Speaker 4: there is something just like truly exploring your dark side,

893
00:40:52,400 --> 00:40:54,520
Speaker 4: like in the most literal sense, like you cannot see

894
00:40:54,560 --> 00:40:57,839
Speaker 4: who is there. So these are like people I know

895
00:40:58,000 --> 00:41:00,760
Speaker 4: are like old and discus, oh.

896
00:41:00,640 --> 00:41:04,200
Speaker 1: For sure, and I'm like, hell would they get in? Weirdly,

897
00:41:04,520 --> 00:41:10,759
Speaker 1: it's like people there are lifers there right walking like.

898
00:41:12,360 --> 00:41:14,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, it's always sunny in Philadelphia.

899
00:41:15,040 --> 00:41:19,320
Speaker 4: Yeah, and Berliner is like really they like party until

900
00:41:19,360 --> 00:41:22,840
Speaker 4: they just die, so they like there are fifty sixty

901
00:41:23,040 --> 00:41:23,759
Speaker 4: I don't think there were.

902
00:41:23,760 --> 00:41:26,640
Speaker 1: I saw any like seventy year olds. But it wasn't

903
00:41:26,680 --> 00:41:28,960
Speaker 1: the dark dark yeah, dark dark room. You had no

904
00:41:29,040 --> 00:41:34,480
Speaker 1: warn buffets in there. Maybe I would, but yeah, how

905
00:41:34,480 --> 00:41:35,400
Speaker 1: long did you stay?

906
00:41:35,800 --> 00:41:40,280
Speaker 4: I stayed that time for I think like twenty six hours.

907
00:41:40,840 --> 00:41:42,960
Speaker 1: Well you didn't have anywhere to stay.

908
00:41:42,520 --> 00:41:46,279
Speaker 4: Yeah yeah, I mean, well, yeah, you might as well

909
00:41:46,280 --> 00:41:46,680
Speaker 4: stay at there.

910
00:41:47,520 --> 00:41:50,120
Speaker 1: This last summer I did, I stayed for like thirteen

911
00:41:50,200 --> 00:41:54,960
Speaker 1: hours because you had an airbody. Yeah, then there's the rich.

912
00:41:55,080 --> 00:41:58,200
Speaker 4: Now it was weird to like, so this summer I

913
00:41:58,280 --> 00:42:00,000
Speaker 4: did the exact same trip I did when I was

914
00:42:00,000 --> 00:42:01,760
Speaker 4: twenty one to be like, how is my life changed?

915
00:42:01,800 --> 00:42:04,360
Speaker 4: There was like an experiment I did, and it is

916
00:42:04,400 --> 00:42:07,719
Speaker 4: weird to have money when you like didn't used to.

917
00:42:07,840 --> 00:42:10,360
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm like, wait, I can just go out for dinner.

918
00:42:11,000 --> 00:42:13,960
Speaker 1: I can just eat when i'm I don't have to

919
00:42:14,120 --> 00:42:18,319
Speaker 1: suck this dictum. I don't have to put that pill

920
00:42:18,360 --> 00:42:23,680
Speaker 1: in my mouth. Still I'm gonna. I don't have to.

921
00:42:24,239 --> 00:42:28,719
Speaker 4: And that's beautiful, that's wealth adulting.

922
00:42:28,920 --> 00:42:29,240
Speaker 1: Yeah.

923
00:42:29,280 --> 00:42:32,759
Speaker 4: But then there's this other place attached to Burkhind that's

924
00:42:33,480 --> 00:42:37,080
Speaker 4: a male only sex club. So like Burkhine is like dancing,

925
00:42:37,120 --> 00:42:39,239
Speaker 4: it's like they're straight people, they're gay people. But then

926
00:42:39,320 --> 00:42:42,920
Speaker 4: laboratory next door is just sex and that shit gets dirty,

927
00:42:42,960 --> 00:42:46,040
Speaker 4: Like there are rooms dedicated to these like guys are

928
00:42:46,040 --> 00:42:47,879
Speaker 4: just sitting on the floor waiting to be pissed on,

929
00:42:48,840 --> 00:42:52,520
Speaker 4: and like they're just like it's such a funny vibe

930
00:42:52,560 --> 00:42:54,600
Speaker 4: because they're just kind of like haplessly like looking up

931
00:42:55,840 --> 00:42:59,480
Speaker 4: just like we know they're naked. They're naked, just waiting

932
00:42:59,480 --> 00:43:00,879
Speaker 4: to be pissed off. And there was like this one

933
00:43:00,920 --> 00:43:02,680
Speaker 4: guy who just like I could tell no one was

934
00:43:02,719 --> 00:43:03,279
Speaker 4: pissing on.

935
00:43:03,239 --> 00:43:07,239
Speaker 1: Him because he was dry. It was really dry, and

936
00:43:07,280 --> 00:43:08,960
Speaker 1: I think he was wearing a shirt and there it

937
00:43:09,000 --> 00:43:12,719
Speaker 1: was that he was. The shirt was bone dry, but

938
00:43:13,040 --> 00:43:14,680
Speaker 1: just like over and just like just give a little

939
00:43:14,880 --> 00:43:16,799
Speaker 1: I did. I did. That's the thing I saw him.

940
00:43:16,840 --> 00:43:20,360
Speaker 4: I was like, that was good and I and I

941
00:43:20,440 --> 00:43:22,040
Speaker 4: peered on him and he looked at me and he

942
00:43:22,080 --> 00:43:23,760
Speaker 4: said thank you so much.

943
00:43:24,400 --> 00:43:27,920
Speaker 1: And it was beautiful. It was the shirt. Maybe he

944
00:43:27,920 --> 00:43:28,560
Speaker 1: wanted somebody to.

945
00:43:28,560 --> 00:43:35,399
Speaker 4: Put No, that's a different room. That's but I had

946
00:43:35,600 --> 00:43:38,919
Speaker 4: there that that experience of sex party was a little

947
00:43:38,960 --> 00:43:39,520
Speaker 4: intense for me.

948
00:43:39,680 --> 00:43:42,080
Speaker 1: This this is actually a crazy story.

949
00:43:42,360 --> 00:43:46,759
Speaker 4: I was fucking some guy and a guy comes up

950
00:43:46,800 --> 00:43:49,800
Speaker 4: next to me, pulls my dick out of the person

951
00:43:49,840 --> 00:43:54,240
Speaker 4: I'm fucking and sticks it into him, Like he literally

952
00:43:54,840 --> 00:43:59,839
Speaker 4: took my penis and out out of a butt and

953
00:44:00,080 --> 00:44:00,880
Speaker 4: put it in his.

954
00:44:01,040 --> 00:44:08,600
Speaker 1: But wow, it is like that. I'm speechless. This is Listen.

955
00:44:08,640 --> 00:44:10,439
Speaker 3: We're having this conversation right now, and there are people

956
00:44:10,480 --> 00:44:10,920
Speaker 3: who are on the.

957
00:44:10,920 --> 00:44:11,600
Speaker 1: Way to work. Listen.

958
00:44:11,920 --> 00:44:14,680
Speaker 4: Yeah, but listen, I want to I want to be clear,

959
00:44:14,880 --> 00:44:17,000
Speaker 4: like I love that for you, gay men are broken,

960
00:44:17,160 --> 00:44:19,839
Speaker 4: but we're also great. No one else is doing ship

961
00:44:19,960 --> 00:44:20,239
Speaker 4: like that.

962
00:44:20,440 --> 00:44:24,400
Speaker 2: Nobody like everything you're saying makes it seem like my

963
00:44:24,440 --> 00:44:25,600
Speaker 2: weekend wasn't really that good?

964
00:44:26,880 --> 00:44:29,560
Speaker 1: Is I don't really do anything very light?

965
00:44:29,840 --> 00:44:34,919
Speaker 4: Yeah, Like yeah, it's this weird set like we're we're

966
00:44:34,960 --> 00:44:38,680
Speaker 4: men who like men. So it's like the there's parts

967
00:44:38,719 --> 00:44:42,120
Speaker 4: of it that are genuinely liberated and then parts of

968
00:44:42,160 --> 00:44:44,719
Speaker 4: it that like do come from like I'll never be

969
00:44:44,760 --> 00:44:46,480
Speaker 4: good enough, I'm gay, they're shame.

970
00:44:46,680 --> 00:44:48,279
Speaker 1: There's all this ship tied up in it.

971
00:44:48,360 --> 00:44:50,360
Speaker 2: Can you tell me the difference, Like what, what's something

972
00:44:50,360 --> 00:44:52,680
Speaker 2: that you do with that's liberating? And then the others like, oh,

973
00:44:52,719 --> 00:44:55,319
Speaker 2: there's trauma there. You need to talk to somebody. I mean,

974
00:44:55,440 --> 00:44:58,319
Speaker 2: it's so it's just a thin line. It's so thin line.

975
00:44:58,360 --> 00:45:01,080
Speaker 4: I'm like, I'm like, do I think it's the healthiest

976
00:45:01,120 --> 00:45:05,360
Speaker 4: thing to like every Tuesday night go be in a

977
00:45:05,400 --> 00:45:08,080
Speaker 4: place for six hours to get peed on by strangers?

978
00:45:08,120 --> 00:45:12,040
Speaker 1: Like it's probably not. There's probably not a complete.

979
00:45:11,680 --> 00:45:16,920
Speaker 2: Emotion every Tuesday May first Tuesday.

980
00:45:17,040 --> 00:45:19,480
Speaker 1: Every other, Yeah, every other every other.

981
00:45:19,640 --> 00:45:23,200
Speaker 2: But also we're conditioned to believe that there's this certain

982
00:45:23,280 --> 00:45:28,200
Speaker 2: way that's healthy to have sex, to be sexual, to

983
00:45:28,200 --> 00:45:32,160
Speaker 2: to have activities with people, and so yeah, for me

984
00:45:33,080 --> 00:45:36,279
Speaker 2: that that's not really mode lane, but for you and

985
00:45:36,360 --> 00:45:38,120
Speaker 2: somebody else that might think.

986
00:45:38,239 --> 00:45:41,160
Speaker 1: We all have I I actually think this is like

987
00:45:41,280 --> 00:45:42,439
Speaker 1: a hot take.

988
00:45:42,560 --> 00:45:47,960
Speaker 4: But like I wish people right now we're a little

989
00:45:48,080 --> 00:45:51,960
Speaker 4: less accepting of like anything you like sexually means.

990
00:45:51,719 --> 00:45:57,040
Speaker 1: It's healthy, because that's not true. It's not true. Anything

991
00:45:57,360 --> 00:45:58,000
Speaker 1: is not healthy.

992
00:45:58,120 --> 00:46:00,120
Speaker 4: Yeah, And like even like I feel like in a

993
00:46:00,160 --> 00:46:03,279
Speaker 4: BDSM world, like they are so so quick to be

994
00:46:03,320 --> 00:46:05,600
Speaker 4: like this is only positive, this is only good, and

995
00:46:05,640 --> 00:46:11,400
Speaker 4: I'm like, there you are pro projecting like something of

996
00:46:11,440 --> 00:46:14,319
Speaker 4: a dark nature inside to like either whether it's like

997
00:46:14,440 --> 00:46:17,759
Speaker 4: control or submissions. These are good things to explore, but

998
00:46:17,840 --> 00:46:21,399
Speaker 4: when it like kind of becomes the identity, like I'm

999
00:46:21,440 --> 00:46:23,959
Speaker 4: not sure that there is like a full a full thing.

1000
00:46:24,320 --> 00:46:24,560
Speaker 1: Yeah.

1001
00:46:24,600 --> 00:46:26,760
Speaker 2: But the thing about the first of all the letters

1002
00:46:27,040 --> 00:46:29,840
Speaker 2: b DSM to me have always looked dark, just the

1003
00:46:29,920 --> 00:46:30,400
Speaker 2: letters to it.

1004
00:46:30,440 --> 00:46:32,520
Speaker 3: I'm always like, oh, something crazy that could happen.

1005
00:46:32,320 --> 00:46:35,040
Speaker 1: There, which is fine too, Like darkness is good, Chewi,

1006
00:46:35,160 --> 00:46:37,719
Speaker 1: thank you so much for coming, I mean because.

1007
00:46:41,239 --> 00:46:45,120
Speaker 3: But also the thing about b d s M that

1008
00:46:45,360 --> 00:46:48,280
Speaker 3: I've always found interesting is like that all the rules

1009
00:46:48,280 --> 00:46:50,920
Speaker 3: that are built into for like safety, you know, you

1010
00:46:51,000 --> 00:46:53,400
Speaker 3: got safe words, you got this that third so like

1011
00:46:53,680 --> 00:46:56,640
Speaker 3: it might not be healthy the healthiest thing, but I

1012
00:46:56,680 --> 00:47:00,080
Speaker 3: think it's like still technically.

1013
00:47:00,400 --> 00:47:03,840
Speaker 1: But sexual repression is not healthy either. Like no, I

1014
00:47:03,880 --> 00:47:06,600
Speaker 1: think like we just are so far.

1015
00:47:06,960 --> 00:47:11,520
Speaker 4: From understanding sex, Like like I think that we've come

1016
00:47:11,560 --> 00:47:14,680
Speaker 4: a long way, but like I still don't understand in myself,

1017
00:47:14,760 --> 00:47:18,319
Speaker 4: like I am, I'm constantly being like what is going on?

1018
00:47:18,400 --> 00:47:20,799
Speaker 1: Like why do I need this so much?

1019
00:47:20,880 --> 00:47:23,719
Speaker 4: Like why am I so boy crazy? Why do I

1020
00:47:23,800 --> 00:47:27,280
Speaker 4: want all the boys, all the dicks? Like I thought

1021
00:47:27,320 --> 00:47:30,080
Speaker 4: it might have been a validation thing at one point.

1022
00:47:30,239 --> 00:47:32,799
Speaker 1: Therapy. I'm in therapy. Are you talking to me a

1023
00:47:32,800 --> 00:47:35,520
Speaker 1: therapist about this? Yeah? But he's such a like he's

1024
00:47:35,560 --> 00:47:40,239
Speaker 1: so obsessed with me? Why are you so obsessed with me?

1025
00:47:40,360 --> 00:47:42,960
Speaker 4: He's just like I think that's okay, And I'm like, no,

1026
00:47:43,000 --> 00:47:44,719
Speaker 4: I'm telling you something bad about me. He's like, no,

1027
00:47:44,800 --> 00:47:47,000
Speaker 4: I think we're good. I think like you think you

1028
00:47:47,040 --> 00:47:47,880
Speaker 4: will bang a therapist.

1029
00:47:48,280 --> 00:47:50,000
Speaker 1: I don't know. Sometimes we look at each other in

1030
00:47:50,040 --> 00:47:53,879
Speaker 1: the eyes and I'm like I love you, and he's

1031
00:47:53,880 --> 00:47:56,040
Speaker 1: like he's like, that's okay. We need to get you

1032
00:47:56,120 --> 00:47:57,600
Speaker 1: another therapist.

1033
00:47:58,600 --> 00:48:03,839
Speaker 4: A lady, if you're free, I actually like, I don't know,

1034
00:48:03,920 --> 00:48:06,400
Speaker 4: maybe that I don't think this is a racist thing

1035
00:48:06,480 --> 00:48:09,440
Speaker 4: to do, but when you say that word, then it is.

1036
00:48:09,680 --> 00:48:12,120
Speaker 4: But I was like, I want a black female therapist.

1037
00:48:12,200 --> 00:48:14,120
Speaker 4: I just like felt that in my heart. I hated it,

1038
00:48:14,360 --> 00:48:16,239
Speaker 4: and so I like looked up all in LA and

1039
00:48:16,239 --> 00:48:19,200
Speaker 4: there was like only one I could find and then she.

1040
00:48:19,440 --> 00:48:22,439
Speaker 1: Was so Judgi bad.

1041
00:48:22,600 --> 00:48:25,000
Speaker 4: No, she was like she was so I think she

1042
00:48:25,080 --> 00:48:28,959
Speaker 4: was insecure about her own talents and if I did

1043
00:48:28,960 --> 00:48:31,520
Speaker 4: not cry, that wasn't a good session for her.

1044
00:48:31,760 --> 00:48:33,680
Speaker 1: So she would do things to make me cry.

1045
00:48:34,080 --> 00:48:35,600
Speaker 4: What she'd be like, she'd be like, I know you

1046
00:48:35,640 --> 00:48:37,680
Speaker 4: talk about like not wanting to become your father, it

1047
00:48:37,719 --> 00:48:39,680
Speaker 4: sounds like you really are turning into him.

1048
00:48:40,280 --> 00:48:43,160
Speaker 3: Was your dad doing the stuff that you were talking

1049
00:48:43,160 --> 00:48:45,440
Speaker 3: to her about? I mean, what do you mean, Like

1050
00:48:45,680 --> 00:48:48,279
Speaker 3: you're she's saying you're you're turning into your dad, But

1051
00:48:48,560 --> 00:48:49,960
Speaker 3: where was she making that connection.

1052
00:48:50,200 --> 00:48:52,160
Speaker 4: She would literally just be like she had like heard

1053
00:48:52,200 --> 00:48:55,160
Speaker 4: me be like I didn't like these traits about my father,

1054
00:48:55,239 --> 00:48:56,880
Speaker 4: and she's like, well, it sounds like you kind of

1055
00:48:57,000 --> 00:48:58,359
Speaker 4: are turning into that your.

1056
00:48:58,320 --> 00:48:59,880
Speaker 3: Dad is getting pissed on what's going on?

1057
00:49:02,160 --> 00:49:02,520
Speaker 1: Question?

1058
00:49:03,320 --> 00:49:06,440
Speaker 4: No, it was more just about like like success and

1059
00:49:06,480 --> 00:49:10,360
Speaker 4: work ethics. But but like she would just do things

1060
00:49:10,400 --> 00:49:12,879
Speaker 4: to make me upset, and then she would you can't

1061
00:49:12,880 --> 00:49:15,120
Speaker 4: see the listeners, but then when I would cry, she

1062
00:49:15,120 --> 00:49:16,160
Speaker 4: would look at me like this.

1063
00:49:17,800 --> 00:49:20,000
Speaker 1: Like like said puppy dogs. Yeah, And I was like,

1064
00:49:20,160 --> 00:49:23,600
Speaker 1: fuck you, who is this one? Well? I'm later yeah

1065
00:49:26,600 --> 00:49:32,080
Speaker 1: yeah doctor yeah. Found her on grinder as well.

1066
00:49:32,160 --> 00:49:37,520
Speaker 2: Okay, I mean that's the place brinder is like ask jeeves.

1067
00:49:38,239 --> 00:49:39,760
Speaker 1: Would you guys go to sex parties?

1068
00:49:40,719 --> 00:49:43,560
Speaker 3: M you should ask me that question. That's if they're if.

1069
00:49:43,440 --> 00:49:45,759
Speaker 1: They're not as intense as the ones I'm speaking of,

1070
00:49:46,600 --> 00:49:47,600
Speaker 1: I would. I would go.

1071
00:49:47,960 --> 00:49:51,799
Speaker 2: My only issue is is that I am awkward. And

1072
00:49:51,920 --> 00:49:53,520
Speaker 2: when you go to sex parties, I feel like the

1073
00:49:53,680 --> 00:49:57,000
Speaker 2: energy has to be like open and just inviting because

1074
00:49:57,160 --> 00:49:59,520
Speaker 2: you don't want It's not about turning people off. It's

1075
00:49:59,600 --> 00:50:04,480
Speaker 2: just making people feel comfortable. Like if they're getting smacked

1076
00:50:04,600 --> 00:50:07,359
Speaker 2: or or like pissed on whatever, I can't have a

1077
00:50:07,480 --> 00:50:08,000
Speaker 2: judgy I.

1078
00:50:08,440 --> 00:50:11,760
Speaker 3: And I will app and I just I'm awkward.

1079
00:50:11,840 --> 00:50:14,359
Speaker 1: I need to what not every sex party has people

1080
00:50:14,360 --> 00:50:17,879
Speaker 1: getting pedled? Yeah, no, we're getting smacked. I think many don't.

1081
00:50:18,080 --> 00:50:20,000
Speaker 1: I've been at the sex parties before.

1082
00:50:20,239 --> 00:50:22,200
Speaker 3: I mean I went to one with my with our

1083
00:50:22,239 --> 00:50:25,080
Speaker 3: friend Carolina because she was doing comedy at the sex

1084
00:50:25,120 --> 00:50:26,280
Speaker 3: party to warm up the crowd.

1085
00:50:26,320 --> 00:50:29,520
Speaker 1: They're doing that now, they're doing that. And I went

1086
00:50:29,640 --> 00:50:31,040
Speaker 1: just because I was like, well, I had never been

1087
00:50:31,080 --> 00:50:32,319
Speaker 1: to one. I want to see what's going on.

1088
00:50:32,600 --> 00:50:35,080
Speaker 3: And when I got there, the people looked like it

1089
00:50:35,160 --> 00:50:38,440
Speaker 3: was like school teachers and like accountants and like regular

1090
00:50:38,640 --> 00:50:41,239
Speaker 3: ass people, and I was like, what is it?

1091
00:50:41,280 --> 00:50:43,359
Speaker 1: Like it was what I expected at all. Yeah, that's

1092
00:50:43,360 --> 00:50:44,279
Speaker 1: what I find to be.

1093
00:50:44,320 --> 00:50:46,920
Speaker 4: The cool thing that's happening now is like you'll go

1094
00:50:47,000 --> 00:50:49,560
Speaker 4: and like literally seeing people who don't get to express

1095
00:50:49,600 --> 00:50:52,640
Speaker 4: themselves just like having a good time.

1096
00:50:52,520 --> 00:50:56,239
Speaker 1: Right right, which we love. We stand for what's happening here?

1097
00:50:59,160 --> 00:51:00,880
Speaker 1: You're paying him, no for.

1098
00:51:03,400 --> 00:51:07,319
Speaker 2: The next guest. I'm paying him for the next guest.

1099
00:51:07,440 --> 00:51:10,040
Speaker 2: No drug exchange.

1100
00:51:09,680 --> 00:51:13,720
Speaker 1: Here, Sorry, you're paying him for no? No? No, no, okay?

1101
00:51:14,360 --> 00:51:17,840
Speaker 1: Uh so wait, Like what do you wear to a

1102
00:51:17,880 --> 00:51:18,600
Speaker 1: sex party? Like?

1103
00:51:18,920 --> 00:51:20,160
Speaker 3: Can I come in a turtleneck?

1104
00:51:20,280 --> 00:51:21,719
Speaker 1: Like yeah, I mean I.

1105
00:51:21,640 --> 00:51:23,360
Speaker 4: Guess you could wear I don't think you'd be like

1106
00:51:23,400 --> 00:51:27,640
Speaker 4: comfortable in that, but I'll usually like I feel like

1107
00:51:27,760 --> 00:51:30,440
Speaker 4: so many I'm thinking of like one my boyfriend and

1108
00:51:30,520 --> 00:51:32,880
Speaker 4: I went to here that was like that was actually

1109
00:51:32,880 --> 00:51:37,360
Speaker 4: the most liberated one I felt like I've been to

1110
00:51:37,480 --> 00:51:40,160
Speaker 4: because there was like a comedy show going on, Like

1111
00:51:40,200 --> 00:51:44,239
Speaker 4: it just felt very Brooklyn, very queer and fun and

1112
00:51:44,320 --> 00:51:47,600
Speaker 4: like drag queens getting their dick suck while singing the carpenters.

1113
00:51:47,719 --> 00:51:49,560
Speaker 1: Like it was just like a fun environment.

1114
00:51:49,680 --> 00:51:56,560
Speaker 2: Okay, Okay, that sounds like park slow, park slow, Okay.

1115
00:51:56,719 --> 00:51:58,080
Speaker 1: People will money.

1116
00:51:57,840 --> 00:52:01,200
Speaker 4: And that one is very like, oh we're the top inclusive,

1117
00:52:01,280 --> 00:52:04,799
Speaker 4: like they'll send emails being like we we realized that,

1118
00:52:04,920 --> 00:52:07,880
Speaker 4: like we gave two dollars off to someone because they

1119
00:52:07,880 --> 00:52:10,399
Speaker 4: were under thirty and that is ages of us and

1120
00:52:10,560 --> 00:52:14,760
Speaker 4: we we apologize and yeah, yeah exactly.

1121
00:52:15,040 --> 00:52:16,480
Speaker 1: But I like that. I would go to that.

1122
00:52:16,640 --> 00:52:18,440
Speaker 4: Yeah, and there's I mean there are women there, there

1123
00:52:18,440 --> 00:52:20,600
Speaker 4: are trans people there. I didn't there's not like a

1124
00:52:20,640 --> 00:52:23,840
Speaker 4: lot of women there. But do I do you like

1125
00:52:24,719 --> 00:52:25,840
Speaker 4: watching guys have sex?

1126
00:52:26,480 --> 00:52:29,839
Speaker 1: Yep? Yeah yeah, well I've watched that cad of porn.

1127
00:52:30,040 --> 00:52:35,360
Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah, I think I am open. I am just

1128
00:52:35,440 --> 00:52:37,320
Speaker 2: an awkward person sexually.

1129
00:52:37,480 --> 00:52:41,600
Speaker 1: Yeah. So when I walk in, I'm gonna have these eyes.

1130
00:52:41,320 --> 00:52:43,920
Speaker 2: Like oh okay, all right, and like when you're just

1131
00:52:44,000 --> 00:52:46,040
Speaker 2: supposed to come in like calm, like oh you know

1132
00:52:46,560 --> 00:52:47,320
Speaker 2: they're saying.

1133
00:52:47,360 --> 00:52:49,520
Speaker 3: They're saying you having sex.

1134
00:52:49,440 --> 00:52:52,160
Speaker 2: Is awkward, Me having sex is awkward, and then me

1135
00:52:52,680 --> 00:52:57,040
Speaker 2: being around like sexual beings, I get awkward too.

1136
00:52:57,239 --> 00:53:00,480
Speaker 4: But you but there is space for people to just watch,

1137
00:53:01,120 --> 00:53:02,520
Speaker 4: you know what I mean, Like you do not have

1138
00:53:02,600 --> 00:53:04,560
Speaker 4: to partake, and like a lot of people just kind

1139
00:53:04,600 --> 00:53:06,600
Speaker 4: of are there for like the thrill of watching it.

1140
00:53:06,880 --> 00:53:09,239
Speaker 1: But I will say, like, and I see this with

1141
00:53:09,320 --> 00:53:10,360
Speaker 1: my boyfriend.

1142
00:53:09,920 --> 00:53:13,719
Speaker 4: A lot, Like when he clicks in, it is like

1143
00:53:14,680 --> 00:53:17,680
Speaker 4: the world doesn't exist anymore. Like he'll get I'm like

1144
00:53:17,719 --> 00:53:20,160
Speaker 4: a very I'm like always on the hunt for sex,

1145
00:53:20,200 --> 00:53:21,920
Speaker 4: and like Charles a little less like that. But when

1146
00:53:21,960 --> 00:53:24,359
Speaker 4: I put him in a dark room, I'll come back

1147
00:53:24,440 --> 00:53:25,279
Speaker 4: five hours later.

1148
00:53:25,320 --> 00:53:27,000
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'll see you in a bit to do

1149
00:53:27,080 --> 00:53:27,480
Speaker 1: your thing.

1150
00:53:28,160 --> 00:53:30,719
Speaker 4: And he gets just like lost in this vortex of it,

1151
00:53:30,920 --> 00:53:33,400
Speaker 4: and he like he does lose himself and he is

1152
00:53:33,480 --> 00:53:37,719
Speaker 4: kind of like more of a stressed person than I am.

1153
00:53:37,760 --> 00:53:40,680
Speaker 1: So okay, we gotta get Sydney somewhere with the let's yeah,

1154
00:53:40,760 --> 00:53:47,320
Speaker 1: let's go guys, let's still like a group thing. Carolina

1155
00:53:47,600 --> 00:53:48,000
Speaker 1: get in.

1156
00:53:49,920 --> 00:53:50,040
Speaker 3: This.

1157
00:53:50,360 --> 00:53:50,719
Speaker 1: Michael B.

1158
00:53:50,800 --> 00:53:56,279
Speaker 3: Jordan, Dwayne Wayne will definitely be there.

1159
00:53:56,840 --> 00:53:58,480
Speaker 4: Oh my god, I do want to know who this

1160
00:53:58,520 --> 00:54:00,359
Speaker 4: guy is? Will you show me after?

1161
00:54:00,920 --> 00:54:01,200
Speaker 1: Sure?

1162
00:54:01,360 --> 00:54:08,040
Speaker 4: Okay, I'm so happy.

1163
00:54:08,280 --> 00:54:11,600
Speaker 1: Okay, So what do you wear to a sex part?

1164
00:54:11,719 --> 00:54:12,960
Speaker 3: Well, that's what I asked him.

1165
00:54:13,000 --> 00:54:14,239
Speaker 1: I was like, can I have a turtle neck on?

1166
00:54:14,320 --> 00:54:16,319
Speaker 4: It's like what I'm saying, like you'll just wear your

1167
00:54:16,360 --> 00:54:17,880
Speaker 4: normal clothes and then check them.

1168
00:54:17,680 --> 00:54:20,399
Speaker 3: All and then you get what. You just walk around with.

1169
00:54:20,360 --> 00:54:23,680
Speaker 4: Your shoes shoes and like sometimes like a lot of

1170
00:54:23,719 --> 00:54:24,800
Speaker 4: guys will wear a jockstrap.

1171
00:54:24,880 --> 00:54:28,920
Speaker 1: Can I get a rope? Satin rope? I guess you could,

1172
00:54:29,080 --> 00:54:30,800
Speaker 1: like you bring your own satin rope.

1173
00:54:31,000 --> 00:54:34,120
Speaker 2: I think that's a different type of sex. I think

1174
00:54:34,120 --> 00:54:36,000
Speaker 2: that's like an Upper West Side. You know.

1175
00:54:36,040 --> 00:54:42,120
Speaker 4: What I think you need is an orgy, like add

1176
00:54:42,200 --> 00:54:44,120
Speaker 4: someone's home and you guys, all.

1177
00:54:44,120 --> 00:54:49,920
Speaker 1: You have wine. I don't have wine, grape juice. You

1178
00:54:49,960 --> 00:54:51,480
Speaker 1: have a mottail locktail.

1179
00:54:51,600 --> 00:54:53,799
Speaker 4: But like you're like in the I see you now

1180
00:54:53,920 --> 00:54:57,120
Speaker 4: in the rope on a on a velvet couch.

1181
00:54:57,320 --> 00:54:59,160
Speaker 1: And like things are just like you're you.

1182
00:54:59,160 --> 00:55:01,479
Speaker 4: You know, you're all there to do it, so there's

1183
00:55:01,480 --> 00:55:03,759
Speaker 4: no pressure, like you're just chatting and you're having a

1184
00:55:03,760 --> 00:55:06,320
Speaker 4: good time, and then the moves are made and it

1185
00:55:06,600 --> 00:55:07,640
Speaker 4: kind of is a more fluid.

1186
00:55:08,080 --> 00:55:10,160
Speaker 1: That sounds kind of nice. Okay.

1187
00:55:10,360 --> 00:55:12,279
Speaker 2: I mean my thing is I don't want to hook

1188
00:55:12,360 --> 00:55:13,480
Speaker 2: up with with a dude.

1189
00:55:13,719 --> 00:55:15,400
Speaker 1: I don't I would know, but this I'm thinking, and

1190
00:55:15,480 --> 00:55:16,040
Speaker 1: I would.

1191
00:55:15,840 --> 00:55:19,560
Speaker 2: Watch and I could get in a few things. I

1192
00:55:19,600 --> 00:55:20,280
Speaker 2: don't think.

1193
00:55:20,640 --> 00:55:24,400
Speaker 4: But you know there's some like lesbian like apartment orgies happening.

1194
00:55:24,560 --> 00:55:27,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, I feel like lesbian orgies.

1195
00:55:27,680 --> 00:55:31,040
Speaker 1: Them talking to us book club. Yeah, but all the

1196
00:55:31,080 --> 00:55:37,680
Speaker 1: book the most well attended lesbian orgy of the century.

1197
00:55:38,040 --> 00:55:41,800
Speaker 1: The view I mean making Whoopie.

1198
00:55:42,360 --> 00:55:45,920
Speaker 3: I mean, so there's something happening, something good happening at

1199
00:55:45,920 --> 00:55:46,680
Speaker 3: those lesbians.

1200
00:55:46,680 --> 00:55:52,480
Speaker 1: Do you think WHOOPI has sex? I think Whoopy she

1201
00:55:52,640 --> 00:55:55,440
Speaker 1: jacks off a lot, does she? I believe I think

1202
00:55:55,480 --> 00:55:55,839
Speaker 1: she does.

1203
00:55:56,040 --> 00:55:58,239
Speaker 4: I think she gets super stone and like has a

1204
00:55:58,239 --> 00:56:01,160
Speaker 4: great vibrator and just goes to town.

1205
00:56:01,280 --> 00:56:02,840
Speaker 3: You think, what, he only has one vibrator.

1206
00:56:02,880 --> 00:56:06,319
Speaker 1: Oh, she has a closet. Well, that's another thing.

1207
00:56:06,360 --> 00:56:08,400
Speaker 2: I feel like there's some people that are just not

1208
00:56:08,600 --> 00:56:12,040
Speaker 2: sexualized at all, Like we can't even imagine them like

1209
00:56:12,400 --> 00:56:15,360
Speaker 2: getting freaky deeky with anybody. You know, we have to

1210
00:56:15,400 --> 00:56:19,120
Speaker 2: stop that narrative. Some people are out there living their lives. Yeah,

1211
00:56:19,120 --> 00:56:21,040
Speaker 2: they don't wear a v neck and they ain't got

1212
00:56:21,040 --> 00:56:21,720
Speaker 2: their tits out.

1213
00:56:21,600 --> 00:56:22,520
Speaker 1: So they have no idea.

1214
00:56:22,560 --> 00:56:26,759
Speaker 2: But people, everybody is having sex, isn't it? Except asexuals.

1215
00:56:26,760 --> 00:56:28,600
Speaker 2: But still, like, that's my favorite game.

1216
00:56:28,640 --> 00:56:30,960
Speaker 4: I love walking, especially when you're walking down the street

1217
00:56:31,000 --> 00:56:34,240
Speaker 4: and being like, oh, you all are horny, Like every

1218
00:56:34,360 --> 00:56:37,120
Speaker 4: no matter what you look like, your horny.

1219
00:56:37,920 --> 00:56:38,359
Speaker 1: I don't know.

1220
00:56:38,400 --> 00:56:40,760
Speaker 2: I used to play this game with my ex boyfriend,

1221
00:56:40,800 --> 00:56:43,600
Speaker 2: like this is like early twenties, and we walked down

1222
00:56:43,640 --> 00:56:45,080
Speaker 2: the street and we're like, who's getting fucked?

1223
00:56:45,080 --> 00:56:47,040
Speaker 1: And he was like, he's getting fucked. She's definitely not

1224
00:56:47,080 --> 00:56:47,640
Speaker 1: getting fucked.

1225
00:56:48,440 --> 00:56:51,880
Speaker 2: He's getting fucked. She's getting she's kind of getting fucked.

1226
00:56:51,920 --> 00:56:54,000
Speaker 2: She's getting fucked, but she does. It's not she's not coming.

1227
00:56:54,120 --> 00:56:54,919
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's not good.

1228
00:56:55,560 --> 00:56:57,240
Speaker 3: We played that game. It would be so fun.

1229
00:56:57,480 --> 00:56:58,879
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's a good game.

1230
00:56:59,040 --> 00:57:01,600
Speaker 4: Now I'm like, now that I've talked about sex so

1231
00:57:01,680 --> 00:57:06,080
Speaker 4: much in the last hour, now I'm like, when is

1232
00:57:06,080 --> 00:57:12,920
Speaker 4: this gonna end? Not the podcast I was liked, you

1233
00:57:12,960 --> 00:57:14,440
Speaker 4: did not have a great time with that.

1234
00:57:15,000 --> 00:57:16,600
Speaker 3: I think we're super entertaining.

1235
00:57:16,840 --> 00:57:17,560
Speaker 1: I mean it was just you.

1236
00:57:20,200 --> 00:57:23,120
Speaker 4: Oh my god, yeah, yeah, okay, Well is this gonna

1237
00:57:23,200 --> 00:57:26,080
Speaker 4: like am I gonna like, so I really do think

1238
00:57:26,120 --> 00:57:28,800
Speaker 4: about sex so much, and I'm like, when is that

1239
00:57:28,880 --> 00:57:29,480
Speaker 4: gonna stop?

1240
00:57:29,920 --> 00:57:33,240
Speaker 1: Because I'm like, it's fun and I like sex.

1241
00:57:33,000 --> 00:57:35,000
Speaker 3: But like you think, well, I think that your sex

1242
00:57:35,080 --> 00:57:36,240
Speaker 3: drive will slow down.

1243
00:57:36,360 --> 00:57:39,040
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm actually ready for that to happen. Would you

1244
00:57:39,120 --> 00:57:41,600
Speaker 1: have a three someh with a woman? I really want to?

1245
00:57:42,160 --> 00:57:44,240
Speaker 1: I really want to. I actually this is.

1246
00:57:44,240 --> 00:57:47,080
Speaker 4: The funniest story that I'm stealing because it's not completely

1247
00:57:47,120 --> 00:57:51,280
Speaker 4: my story. But the last the last dark room Charles

1248
00:57:51,280 --> 00:57:52,600
Speaker 4: and I were in, you know, when I let him

1249
00:57:52,600 --> 00:57:55,440
Speaker 4: go free, I come back and I see him and

1250
00:57:55,480 --> 00:57:58,880
Speaker 4: there's like a group of like twenty two year old

1251
00:57:58,920 --> 00:58:01,880
Speaker 4: like Latin X twins giving him a high fives, and

1252
00:58:01,960 --> 00:58:04,520
Speaker 4: I was like, what's happening? And they're all laughing. They're

1253
00:58:04,520 --> 00:58:06,080
Speaker 4: all laughing, and I was like, what just happened? And

1254
00:58:06,080 --> 00:58:09,720
Speaker 4: then up from whatever, I see a girl pop her

1255
00:58:09,760 --> 00:58:11,920
Speaker 4: head up and she had been.

1256
00:58:11,800 --> 00:58:14,760
Speaker 1: Sucking Charles's dick and he like did he like it?

1257
00:58:14,880 --> 00:58:17,040
Speaker 4: I mean it was very he was so wasted and

1258
00:58:17,080 --> 00:58:18,600
Speaker 4: it was like a dare The guys were like.

1259
00:58:18,560 --> 00:58:19,760
Speaker 1: Do it, girl, do it?

1260
00:58:19,880 --> 00:58:27,080
Speaker 4: And she was like no, and then she like got

1261
00:58:27,160 --> 00:58:29,439
Speaker 4: him and she's like thinks like you have a really

1262
00:58:29,520 --> 00:58:32,640
Speaker 4: nice dick and like that. Just like I see Charles

1263
00:58:32,640 --> 00:58:34,720
Speaker 4: getting all these high fives and I'm like, good for him.

1264
00:58:34,880 --> 00:58:36,680
Speaker 1: Here's here's a question that I have that I feel

1265
00:58:36,680 --> 00:58:39,360
Speaker 1: like I can't be the only one that has After

1266
00:58:39,400 --> 00:58:39,880
Speaker 1: you look up.

1267
00:58:41,440 --> 00:58:43,640
Speaker 3: Big how big is Charles looks like he has a

1268
00:58:43,640 --> 00:58:44,000
Speaker 3: big dick.

1269
00:58:44,120 --> 00:58:46,800
Speaker 4: He's got a nice a really nice dick, like it

1270
00:58:46,880 --> 00:58:50,200
Speaker 4: has like a great and people like really like his

1271
00:58:50,280 --> 00:58:54,520
Speaker 4: dick in and group experiences.

1272
00:58:54,600 --> 00:58:57,800
Speaker 2: That was not the question, But the question I was

1273
00:58:57,840 --> 00:59:00,680
Speaker 2: going to ask is how do you How do you

1274
00:59:00,960 --> 00:59:03,120
Speaker 2: part ways with someone.

1275
00:59:02,880 --> 00:59:04,760
Speaker 3: That you've hooked up with at a sex party or

1276
00:59:04,760 --> 00:59:06,919
Speaker 3: at an orgy or whatever? Are you saying thank you?

1277
00:59:07,400 --> 00:59:09,960
Speaker 3: Is there a high five? Do you leave and never

1278
00:59:10,040 --> 00:59:12,600
Speaker 3: look back? Do you take a couple of steps and

1279
00:59:12,880 --> 00:59:13,880
Speaker 3: catch a final.

1280
00:59:13,640 --> 00:59:16,680
Speaker 1: Glimpse of you? Put your hands to your heart?

1281
00:59:17,240 --> 00:59:18,840
Speaker 3: Do you say nice job?

1282
00:59:20,000 --> 00:59:20,360
Speaker 1: Literally?

1283
00:59:20,520 --> 00:59:23,960
Speaker 4: I've never thought about that question or been asked that question.

1284
00:59:24,080 --> 00:59:26,480
Speaker 4: It's so funny because you I do say thank you.

1285
00:59:27,240 --> 00:59:30,000
Speaker 1: I'm like, I just want to make sure thanks. Do

1286
00:59:30,440 --> 00:59:32,480
Speaker 1: you say thank Are you a sex party? I don't

1287
00:59:32,480 --> 00:59:33,200
Speaker 1: go to sex party.

1288
00:59:33,440 --> 00:59:35,960
Speaker 3: You've never been to a sex party. I've would you

1289
00:59:36,000 --> 00:59:36,880
Speaker 3: be open to going to.

1290
00:59:36,880 --> 00:59:39,480
Speaker 5: One, you know, the more I like the one that

1291
00:59:39,520 --> 00:59:41,520
Speaker 5: you were talking about. I think it's so funny that

1292
00:59:41,560 --> 00:59:44,120
Speaker 5: Carolina is doing comedy at the beginning.

1293
00:59:45,040 --> 00:59:47,800
Speaker 3: But yeah, yeah, they had snacks and stuff on the table.

1294
00:59:47,880 --> 00:59:49,560
Speaker 3: I was the only one eating chips. I was like

1295
00:59:50,160 --> 00:59:51,280
Speaker 3: somebody in me.

1296
00:59:52,120 --> 00:59:53,320
Speaker 1: It was that in an apartment.

1297
00:59:53,520 --> 00:59:56,880
Speaker 2: It was it was that like a big like lost space.

1298
00:59:57,680 --> 00:59:59,560
Speaker 3: And then in the back room they had like live

1299
00:59:59,640 --> 01:00:00,680
Speaker 3: sex demonstration.

1300
01:00:00,760 --> 01:00:03,000
Speaker 5: Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah I would do that, but

1301
01:00:03,080 --> 01:00:05,000
Speaker 5: not like the historym and you.

1302
01:00:04,880 --> 01:00:08,560
Speaker 1: Know, well not in Berlin. That's professional sex perien.

1303
01:00:09,000 --> 01:00:11,560
Speaker 2: People from all over the world come, people from all

1304
01:00:11,600 --> 01:00:13,880
Speaker 2: over the world come to pee people there.

1305
01:00:14,560 --> 01:00:15,600
Speaker 1: Yeah.

1306
01:00:15,640 --> 01:00:18,760
Speaker 2: My last question is like, so you have this crazy

1307
01:00:19,200 --> 01:00:22,960
Speaker 2: sexual energy experience, but you do have a normal life.

1308
01:00:23,280 --> 01:00:26,480
Speaker 1: Yeah, Like you have a day job. Yeah, you hang

1309
01:00:26,480 --> 01:00:29,960
Speaker 1: out with people who are oh my god, yeah, I

1310
01:00:30,360 --> 01:00:35,080
Speaker 1: as friends. Yeah. No, I have like a completely like

1311
01:00:35,560 --> 01:00:35,920
Speaker 1: I do.

1312
01:00:36,080 --> 01:00:40,960
Speaker 4: Like I think I have an energetic life though, like

1313
01:00:41,000 --> 01:00:45,720
Speaker 4: I'm like doing shit and like I I definitely want

1314
01:00:45,800 --> 01:00:50,560
Speaker 4: to like keep incorporating this like no rules and like

1315
01:00:51,080 --> 01:00:53,280
Speaker 4: there's no way to live a life, Like I don't

1316
01:00:53,280 --> 01:00:55,960
Speaker 4: want to just be like I work three hundred and

1317
01:00:56,000 --> 01:00:58,280
Speaker 4: sixty five days a year. Like I want to have

1318
01:00:58,320 --> 01:01:02,360
Speaker 4: a life and I want to have like experiences that

1319
01:01:02,480 --> 01:01:05,439
Speaker 4: like successful people think that they can't have because they're

1320
01:01:05,520 --> 01:01:07,800
Speaker 4: like of a certain like status. I'm like, no, I

1321
01:01:07,800 --> 01:01:09,680
Speaker 4: want to like be able to go to Berlin still

1322
01:01:10,040 --> 01:01:13,160
Speaker 4: and be successful and like still do my thing, and

1323
01:01:13,240 --> 01:01:16,000
Speaker 4: like I I do believe a way they're like we

1324
01:01:16,080 --> 01:01:19,200
Speaker 4: have no role models, like as gay people, like there's

1325
01:01:19,280 --> 01:01:21,760
Speaker 4: just no one, like they all die, but.

1326
01:01:21,680 --> 01:01:26,840
Speaker 2: Also everybody, they didn't all die, but also everybody, everybody's

1327
01:01:26,920 --> 01:01:28,480
Speaker 2: journey is different, you know what I mean, Like the

1328
01:01:28,480 --> 01:01:29,800
Speaker 2: way that you live your life is the.

1329
01:01:29,800 --> 01:01:31,360
Speaker 1: Way that it works for you.

1330
01:01:31,360 --> 01:01:34,200
Speaker 3: You're happy, You're like staying safe, I hope. I mean,

1331
01:01:34,200 --> 01:01:37,400
Speaker 3: you're not CouchSurfing no more. You're not taking.

1332
01:01:37,120 --> 01:01:38,880
Speaker 1: Pills from strange German dot now.

1333
01:01:39,400 --> 01:01:41,320
Speaker 3: I mean if anybody, if any doctor gives you a

1334
01:01:41,320 --> 01:01:43,160
Speaker 3: pill that you don't take, it's definitely a German doctor.

1335
01:01:43,240 --> 01:01:46,200
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah. History and as a Jew.

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01:01:47,880 --> 01:01:52,720
Speaker 4: Yeah yeah yeah, but yeah, I want to Like I

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01:01:52,720 --> 01:01:55,880
Speaker 4: I like having dinners and I also like going to

1338
01:01:55,920 --> 01:01:57,680
Speaker 4: sex parties, you know, like I like.

1339
01:01:57,880 --> 01:02:01,520
Speaker 1: You can get That's what it's like.

1340
01:02:02,240 --> 01:02:05,400
Speaker 4: I say this to Joel Cambooster all the time, but like,

1341
01:02:05,400 --> 01:02:07,520
Speaker 4: like we love Joel, and like I think with Joel

1342
01:02:07,640 --> 01:02:11,640
Speaker 4: is by being a public famous gay slut.

1343
01:02:11,640 --> 01:02:16,720
Speaker 1: It's amazing. It's amazing. He's like in Deadline every other week.

1344
01:02:17,360 --> 01:02:20,360
Speaker 4: Talking about fucking yeah, and I'm like, you are a slut.

1345
01:02:20,560 --> 01:02:22,480
Speaker 1: Let the world know you're a slut. Let the world

1346
01:02:22,520 --> 01:02:23,480
Speaker 1: know it's okay to.

1347
01:02:23,600 --> 01:02:25,440
Speaker 3: He came on this podcast and talked about some sex.

1348
01:02:25,480 --> 01:02:28,320
Speaker 4: But yeah, La, I love Joel and Joel and I

1349
01:02:28,360 --> 01:02:31,480
Speaker 4: feel like this we're both slutty in the same way.

1350
01:02:31,680 --> 01:02:34,440
Speaker 1: Like we're just like, yeah, whatever, let's just do.

1351
01:02:34,640 --> 01:02:36,160
Speaker 3: You do you host sex parties?

1352
01:02:36,160 --> 01:02:36,360
Speaker 2: Ever?

1353
01:02:36,600 --> 01:02:39,320
Speaker 4: No, but I think I another twenty twenty goal is

1354
01:02:39,320 --> 01:02:42,800
Speaker 4: like Charles and I have this very like seventies style.

1355
01:02:43,040 --> 01:02:47,560
Speaker 1: It's a nice place, a low situation. It's a it's

1356
01:02:47,560 --> 01:02:48,560
Speaker 1: a it's a nice place.

1357
01:02:48,680 --> 01:02:51,360
Speaker 4: Okay, So I want to like have like a private

1358
01:02:52,040 --> 01:02:55,040
Speaker 4: like by invitation only kind of thing.

1359
01:02:55,160 --> 01:02:58,160
Speaker 1: Eyes white shut. Yeah, if we're in La, we'll be there. Yeah,

1360
01:02:59,680 --> 01:03:06,320
Speaker 1: will be any times. Could hang out with the hot shrink. Okay.

1361
01:03:06,320 --> 01:03:09,040
Speaker 2: Wait, and then another question that just popped into my

1362
01:03:09,080 --> 01:03:11,200
Speaker 2: head is if you go to these sex parties, you

1363
01:03:11,240 --> 01:03:12,480
Speaker 2: gotta check your clothes.

1364
01:03:13,200 --> 01:03:14,000
Speaker 1: They give you a ticket.

1365
01:03:14,000 --> 01:03:16,400
Speaker 3: I'm assuming what you put the ticket to get your

1366
01:03:16,440 --> 01:03:17,600
Speaker 3: clothes back at the end of the night.

1367
01:03:18,720 --> 01:03:20,480
Speaker 1: Oh sucks, you know what I mean?

1368
01:03:21,120 --> 01:03:26,840
Speaker 4: You have problems to with Like I smoke cigarettes.

1369
01:03:28,000 --> 01:03:29,439
Speaker 1: That's the nastiest thing you said.

1370
01:03:30,840 --> 01:03:31,880
Speaker 3: That's what we're judging you for.

1371
01:03:32,320 --> 01:03:34,720
Speaker 1: I'm not a crazy smoker. I'm not a crazy smoker.

1372
01:03:34,800 --> 01:03:37,440
Speaker 1: You drink, you smoke those capri those little skinny ones.

1373
01:03:37,280 --> 01:03:39,600
Speaker 4: I have before. I'll do it one or two day,

1374
01:03:39,640 --> 01:03:43,080
Speaker 4: one or two day. It's not crazy. But at a party,

1375
01:03:43,160 --> 01:03:45,000
Speaker 4: I want my cigarettes, and so I'm like, where do

1376
01:03:45,080 --> 01:03:45,760
Speaker 4: I put those?

1377
01:03:46,240 --> 01:03:48,040
Speaker 1: And where do you get and my sock? And it's

1378
01:03:48,040 --> 01:03:51,320
Speaker 1: really uncomfortable. And a credit card in the sock is uncomfortable.

1379
01:03:51,360 --> 01:03:52,680
Speaker 3: Why do you need your credit card?

1380
01:03:52,680 --> 01:03:55,000
Speaker 1: And a sex part at the bar?

1381
01:03:55,480 --> 01:03:58,600
Speaker 4: Yeah, we're not all sober like you.

1382
01:03:58,640 --> 01:04:00,000
Speaker 1: They don't just pass drinks around.

1383
01:04:00,120 --> 01:04:01,800
Speaker 3: You gotta pay. It's a club, it's.

1384
01:04:03,160 --> 01:04:05,240
Speaker 4: And the New York went like it's they're They're like,

1385
01:04:05,320 --> 01:04:07,400
Speaker 4: it's a business, you know, and you party only paying

1386
01:04:07,480 --> 01:04:10,040
Speaker 4: ten dollars to get Marty's to make you know.

1387
01:04:10,760 --> 01:04:12,880
Speaker 3: Sorry, this is a business man, this is.

1388
01:04:12,880 --> 01:04:15,720
Speaker 4: All a business. Do you think you're fucking for free?

1389
01:04:15,840 --> 01:04:20,720
Speaker 4: No way, I mean I do. But I never paid

1390
01:04:20,760 --> 01:04:23,000
Speaker 4: for Penis in my life. For you, I mean, I

1391
01:04:23,040 --> 01:04:23,800
Speaker 4: took a bus.

1392
01:04:23,600 --> 01:04:27,600
Speaker 2: To the Penis once and we all have taken many transfers.

1393
01:04:27,920 --> 01:04:30,760
Speaker 1: Yeah, the Penis didn't pay for the bus. He didn't reimburse,

1394
01:04:32,240 --> 01:04:33,160
Speaker 1: he didn't reinverse.

1395
01:04:33,240 --> 01:04:37,080
Speaker 2: I'll invoice you just the dick.

1396
01:04:37,200 --> 01:04:40,919
Speaker 1: Yeah. Uh. And and so, like, what do you look

1397
01:04:40,960 --> 01:04:43,880
Speaker 1: forward to in the in the new year. I'm going

1398
01:04:43,960 --> 01:04:45,080
Speaker 1: to have my show.

1399
01:04:46,400 --> 01:04:49,439
Speaker 4: I've been like working on my own TV show for

1400
01:04:49,520 --> 01:04:52,040
Speaker 4: like so long, and it's been through so many stages

1401
01:04:52,640 --> 01:04:55,920
Speaker 4: and it's like finally at the like right place with

1402
01:04:56,000 --> 01:04:59,160
Speaker 4: the right people. Okay, And I'm just like so ready

1403
01:04:59,200 --> 01:05:02,479
Speaker 4: to be just like have my voice out there.

1404
01:05:02,560 --> 01:05:05,920
Speaker 1: And like I've been writing on shows for so long now.

1405
01:05:06,040 --> 01:05:07,680
Speaker 3: Okay, can tell us some of the shows that you've

1406
01:05:07,680 --> 01:05:08,120
Speaker 3: written for.

1407
01:05:08,280 --> 01:05:10,960
Speaker 1: Yeah, I wrote for I mean, you don't have to

1408
01:05:10,960 --> 01:05:12,400
Speaker 1: if you don't want to, I can if you want

1409
01:05:12,400 --> 01:05:12,640
Speaker 1: me to.

1410
01:05:12,840 --> 01:05:16,040
Speaker 3: I mean, I want to be connected.

1411
01:05:16,120 --> 01:05:20,040
Speaker 1: Yeah, give us your LinkedIn. I did all four seasons

1412
01:05:20,080 --> 01:05:20,800
Speaker 1: of Search Party.

1413
01:05:21,680 --> 01:05:24,440
Speaker 4: I wrote on Big Mouth last year with a lot

1414
01:05:24,520 --> 01:05:28,400
Speaker 4: of friends of the b I wrote on the other.

1415
01:05:28,240 --> 01:05:31,240
Speaker 3: Two with Matt Matt Rogers.

1416
01:05:31,440 --> 01:05:34,200
Speaker 1: No, I was on the first season with Joel and

1417
01:05:34,480 --> 01:05:36,720
Speaker 1: cole it Scola. That was really fun.

1418
01:05:37,960 --> 01:05:41,720
Speaker 4: I directed the show for Sundance TV. That's with all

1419
01:05:41,880 --> 01:05:43,600
Speaker 4: deaf actors, which is really cool.

1420
01:05:43,760 --> 01:05:47,320
Speaker 1: How do you direct deaf actors? It was fascinating.

1421
01:05:47,360 --> 01:05:49,080
Speaker 2: I mean they could still see, but you got to

1422
01:05:49,160 --> 01:05:51,240
Speaker 2: scream cut and then in the middle of what they

1423
01:05:51,240 --> 01:05:53,200
Speaker 2: do is like interpreters.

1424
01:05:53,240 --> 01:05:56,200
Speaker 1: So like there's I think the one the one funny

1425
01:05:56,200 --> 01:05:57,080
Speaker 1: thing about.

1426
01:05:57,600 --> 01:06:00,680
Speaker 2: I'm saying, we're acting, yeah, and there in the middle

1427
01:06:00,680 --> 01:06:04,800
Speaker 2: of a scene. How do you get them the silah

1428
01:06:04,840 --> 01:06:06,000
Speaker 2: flash and lights.

1429
01:06:06,000 --> 01:06:09,640
Speaker 1: Kind of like there there will be someone like doing that, but.

1430
01:06:12,120 --> 01:06:18,000
Speaker 2: I don't think that that's offensive, but he said he

1431
01:06:18,080 --> 01:06:22,920
Speaker 2: said it was all deaf actors not listen. Like if

1432
01:06:23,320 --> 01:06:26,840
Speaker 2: some can hear, then yeah, they obviously they'll signal to stop.

1433
01:06:26,880 --> 01:06:30,400
Speaker 4: But if everybody, yeah no, I mean like I would

1434
01:06:30,400 --> 01:06:31,240
Speaker 4: tell the interpreter.

1435
01:06:31,280 --> 01:06:32,640
Speaker 1: I'd be like, we're going to cut, and then they

1436
01:06:32,640 --> 01:06:36,800
Speaker 1: would say cut. The interpreter does sign language, so.

1437
01:06:36,680 --> 01:06:40,520
Speaker 4: The interpreter is like, uh, yeah, nose sign language and

1438
01:06:40,560 --> 01:06:40,880
Speaker 4: can hear?

1439
01:06:41,120 --> 01:06:43,040
Speaker 3: Okay, Well, where can I watch this thing that you directed?

1440
01:06:43,080 --> 01:06:48,560
Speaker 4: Yes, I think it's online. It's called this Close This Close,

1441
01:06:49,640 --> 01:06:52,720
Speaker 4: But it was it was cool. I found like them

1442
01:06:52,760 --> 01:06:55,640
Speaker 4: to be such emotional actors because it's like what they have,

1443
01:06:55,880 --> 01:06:58,240
Speaker 4: like they can't they don't have the tool of like

1444
01:06:58,320 --> 01:07:00,720
Speaker 4: being able to use the voice.

1445
01:07:00,440 --> 01:07:02,680
Speaker 1: In a lot of ways. So it's like their emotion

1446
01:07:02,920 --> 01:07:05,200
Speaker 1: is just like all on their face. It was kind

1447
01:07:05,200 --> 01:07:08,960
Speaker 1: of an emotional experience. Powerful. It was cool. But my

1448
01:07:09,080 --> 01:07:10,680
Speaker 1: show is hopefully.

1449
01:07:10,280 --> 01:07:13,040
Speaker 4: Going to be out this year, and that's the most

1450
01:07:13,080 --> 01:07:16,640
Speaker 4: important one, and it's about your life kind of. It's

1451
01:07:16,680 --> 01:07:19,480
Speaker 4: like there's all of me, isn't it. Every part of

1452
01:07:19,520 --> 01:07:20,520
Speaker 4: my spirit is.

1453
01:07:20,520 --> 01:07:22,480
Speaker 3: In all of you, like when you when you gave

1454
01:07:22,560 --> 01:07:23,760
Speaker 3: all of you home, and.

1455
01:07:23,800 --> 01:07:25,800
Speaker 1: You'll you'll see what I mean by the end, like

1456
01:07:25,920 --> 01:07:27,680
Speaker 1: I give myself.

1457
01:07:27,280 --> 01:07:28,800
Speaker 4: And I mean it sounds like you do sound like

1458
01:07:28,800 --> 01:07:30,920
Speaker 4: a giver. I'm a giver and I go, I like

1459
01:07:31,000 --> 01:07:31,800
Speaker 4: go to some like.

1460
01:07:31,840 --> 01:07:34,439
Speaker 1: Ugly places in myself in the show. But I'm really

1461
01:07:34,440 --> 01:07:37,360
Speaker 1: proud of it. I'm so excited. Thank you so much.

1462
01:07:37,360 --> 01:07:38,560
Speaker 1: We'll get you on it. We'll get you.

1463
01:07:42,520 --> 01:07:44,160
Speaker 2: I'm the I'm the bitch at the co check at

1464
01:07:44,200 --> 01:07:48,400
Speaker 2: the sex part. That's all you brought you.

1465
01:07:48,360 --> 01:07:51,960
Speaker 1: Don't tip cane.

1466
01:07:55,160 --> 01:07:59,520
Speaker 2: Oh my god, this is actually a really informative, so fantastical,

1467
01:08:00,800 --> 01:08:03,680
Speaker 2: is there anything. If you want to leave the listeners

1468
01:08:03,720 --> 01:08:07,640
Speaker 2: with about like a misconception or something about yourself or

1469
01:08:07,840 --> 01:08:09,120
Speaker 2: I'm something you've learned.

1470
01:08:09,360 --> 01:08:11,680
Speaker 4: I just I guess I would leave you with like,

1471
01:08:12,240 --> 01:08:15,919
Speaker 4: I can talk a lot, but like I'm definitely still

1472
01:08:15,960 --> 01:08:18,679
Speaker 4: figuring out my sexual identity. I in no way think

1473
01:08:18,760 --> 01:08:21,240
Speaker 4: that like I'm doing it the right or wrong way,

1474
01:08:21,880 --> 01:08:23,479
Speaker 4: like you said, I'm just doing it the way that

1475
01:08:23,560 --> 01:08:26,720
Speaker 4: I'm doing it. I hope to like keep evolving as

1476
01:08:26,760 --> 01:08:29,200
Speaker 4: a sexual being. I hope to have a phase where

1477
01:08:29,200 --> 01:08:31,760
Speaker 4: I'm like less boy crazy and maybe it could just

1478
01:08:31,840 --> 01:08:35,320
Speaker 4: like settle down a bit and then maybe it'll come back.

1479
01:08:35,360 --> 01:08:37,280
Speaker 1: And life is about ebbs and flows.

1480
01:08:37,320 --> 01:08:39,360
Speaker 4: But go go out in there and fuck when you

1481
01:08:39,360 --> 01:08:41,120
Speaker 4: want to fuck, and don't fuck when you don't want

1482
01:08:41,120 --> 01:08:41,439
Speaker 4: to fuck.

1483
01:08:41,560 --> 01:08:43,679
Speaker 2: Yeah, and you could be but naked at somebody's house

1484
01:08:43,720 --> 01:08:44,599
Speaker 2: and change your mind.

1485
01:08:44,760 --> 01:08:47,320
Speaker 1: Yeah, Yes, you can take the hand out of the

1486
01:08:47,320 --> 01:08:49,000
Speaker 1: butt and then be like, no, I don't want to

1487
01:08:49,000 --> 01:08:51,680
Speaker 1: do this, take your power back. Yes. No means no.

1488
01:08:52,080 --> 01:08:55,240
Speaker 2: That's a narrative and I'm sticking to it. Can you

1489
01:08:55,240 --> 01:08:58,360
Speaker 2: give your you know, a social media handles.

1490
01:08:57,920 --> 01:09:02,640
Speaker 4: Please at JT for first men kind of only on Instagram,

1491
01:09:03,120 --> 01:09:04,360
Speaker 4: but I kill it on.

1492
01:09:04,600 --> 01:09:06,200
Speaker 1: That's brave. I kill it one.

1493
01:09:06,360 --> 01:09:09,280
Speaker 2: Look for you first, all of our listeners. If you

1494
01:09:09,360 --> 01:09:12,360
Speaker 2: love this episode, please follow this man. He gives you

1495
01:09:12,439 --> 01:09:17,320
Speaker 2: great instant story stories. I'm always on a journey when

1496
01:09:17,360 --> 01:09:20,320
Speaker 2: I watch it with you and you and Charles. I

1497
01:09:20,360 --> 01:09:23,840
Speaker 2: really enjoy social media and you put up great like

1498
01:09:24,280 --> 01:09:26,759
Speaker 2: post on the grid too. It's not just the stories.

1499
01:09:26,760 --> 01:09:38,360
Speaker 2: It isn't you guys, but good so done. But the size,

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01:09:38,400 --> 01:09:40,400
Speaker 2: the good sis, the hammies and quad.

1501
01:09:41,120 --> 01:09:45,160
Speaker 4: I will say someone someone for me, very famous dm

1502
01:09:45,200 --> 01:09:48,360
Speaker 4: me from that picture saying you thick brother?

1503
01:09:49,000 --> 01:09:53,160
Speaker 1: Was it Zach Fox? Because he commented he put a

1504
01:09:53,200 --> 01:09:59,920
Speaker 1: lot of flame. If you're listening, it's going to how

1505
01:10:00,439 --> 01:10:01,960
Speaker 1: He's not, but I'm gonna send it to him.

1506
01:10:02,720 --> 01:10:06,320
Speaker 3: I'm not listening. I will send it to Bitty Clip.

1507
01:10:06,400 --> 01:10:06,880
Speaker 1: I love it.

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01:10:06,920 --> 01:10:12,200
Speaker 3: I'm following immediately learned. Okay, well we learned a left.

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01:10:12,640 --> 01:10:15,000
Speaker 3: This episode cannot have been more perfectly timed for me.

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01:10:16,960 --> 01:10:19,599
Speaker 1: Right on time. Our God is right on that. I'll

1511
01:10:19,640 --> 01:10:22,759
Speaker 1: be late, but God is.

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Speaker 3: Rate comments subscribed, don't forget to slide over to the

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Speaker 3: patreot and you know, make sure you come see us

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Speaker 3: at Sketch Fest in San Francisco eighteenth. I mean, I mean,

1515
01:10:35,200 --> 01:10:36,320
Speaker 3: but yes, you can see what you're saying.

1516
01:10:36,439 --> 01:10:41,120
Speaker 2: No, no, I just want January eighteenth sketch Fest San Francisco.

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Speaker 3: Buy them fucking tickets. Buy them please.

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Speaker 4: even two Forever Dog.

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Speaker 1: But I do have a podcast on Forever Dog that

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Speaker 1: is I feel like it's kind of a failure, but

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Speaker 1: like you should promote it.

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Speaker 4: It's called Conference Call. I think it's really funny. It's

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Speaker 4: a chaotic, but it's funny. Just try it, Try it.

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Speaker 2: Try it, guys.

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Speaker 1: Amazing and chaotic and that's our brand. Okay, Well, Andrew

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01:11:10,760 --> 01:11:15,479
Speaker 1: just left the room. Sorry, you gotta keep talking. That's fine, beautiful,

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Speaker 1: Thanks guys, Bye bye.

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