WEBVTT - Mike Shinoda

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<v Speaker 1>I Heart Radio Presents Inside the Studio. I'm your host

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<v Speaker 1>Joe Leaving. My guest today is Mike Shinoda, the rapper, producer,

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<v Speaker 1>songwriter of Lincoln Park. Although he's here to talk about

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<v Speaker 1>what's essentially his first solo album, it's called Post Traumatic,

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<v Speaker 1>and although Mike has released music under the name Fort

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<v Speaker 1>Minor before, this is the first album he's released under

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<v Speaker 1>his own name now. Last year, on Lincoln Park released

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<v Speaker 1>their seventh studio album, One More Light. It became their

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<v Speaker 1>fifth album to debut at number one on the Billboard

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<v Speaker 1>Album Chart, and in fact, all the two of their

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<v Speaker 1>albums have debuted at number one, which is a pretty

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<v Speaker 1>remarkable run over an eighteen year stretch. But what should

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<v Speaker 1>have been a moment of celebration was marked by tragedy.

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<v Speaker 1>On May eighth, the day before the release of One

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<v Speaker 1>More Light It, Chris Cornell of Sound Garden took his

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<v Speaker 1>own life. Cornell and Lincoln Park's Chester Bennington were close,

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<v Speaker 1>and at a memorial service in Los Angeles ten days later,

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<v Speaker 1>Bennington saying Hallelujah, accompanied by bandmate Brad Delson on guitar.

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<v Speaker 1>Here's how Bennington paid tribute to Cornell on Twitter. Your

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<v Speaker 1>voice was joy and pain, anger and forgiveness, love and

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<v Speaker 1>heartache all wrapped up into one. I suppose that's what

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<v Speaker 1>we all are. You helped me understand that thing week. Indeed,

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<v Speaker 1>Bennington had a lot of pain and heartache of his own,

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<v Speaker 1>more than a share who cares it for more like

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<v Speaker 1>goes out in the sky of fa millions, and two

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<v Speaker 1>months later, on July, he took his own life, as

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<v Speaker 1>some people immediately noted that day was Chris Cornell's birthday.

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<v Speaker 1>Kind of thing that can make you think you understand

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<v Speaker 1>an action that at its core resists easy explanations or understanding.

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<v Speaker 1>As Mike Shinoda explains, he himself grew up a visual

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<v Speaker 1>artist and a musician, and he's always used his art

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<v Speaker 1>as a way of processing his experience of making sense

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<v Speaker 1>of things. But immediately after Chester's death, he really wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>sure what to do. It was weird because when I

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<v Speaker 1>look back at it, I don't think there's ever been

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<v Speaker 1>a time when I've not been able to go write,

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<v Speaker 1>Like when I felt like weird about writing a song.

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<v Speaker 1>It's always like, if I have something going on, that's

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<v Speaker 1>like the best time to go write a song. You

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<v Speaker 1>know you're dealing with stuff. I use my visual art

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<v Speaker 1>and my music as therapy, so it's always like a thing.

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<v Speaker 1>If I'm going through something difficult, oftentimes I'll go straight

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<v Speaker 1>to the songwriting stuff. But with this, there was a

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<v Speaker 1>time where I was really like scared to be in

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<v Speaker 1>the studio a little bit. Let'm like scared, but just

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<v Speaker 1>like anxious. What was going on? Well, yeah, so after

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<v Speaker 1>Chester passed, it was hard for me to go in

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<v Speaker 1>the studio for a while. And then at a certain point,

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<v Speaker 1>I remember speaking to Dave Phoenix from the band and um,

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<v Speaker 1>actually all of us got together at Dave's house and

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<v Speaker 1>he had said, oh, have you guys listened to any

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<v Speaker 1>of our music yet? And everyone was like, no way,

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<v Speaker 1>but he had, and he was like, you know, it

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<v Speaker 1>was hard. It seemed scarier than it was, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>And now that I've listened to it, I know I

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<v Speaker 1>can listen to it. Well. The same thing happened to

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<v Speaker 1>me with getting in the studio. It's like, at first

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<v Speaker 1>it seemed like, oh man, it's gonna feel really weird

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<v Speaker 1>to go in and write about anything. And I did

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<v Speaker 1>a few I just kind of, you know, bit the

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<v Speaker 1>bullet and went in and did some stuff and some

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<v Speaker 1>of it was really just screwing around and just playing whatever,

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<v Speaker 1>like play guitar for a couple of hours, or just

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<v Speaker 1>doodle around on the piano, or make some sounds, make

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<v Speaker 1>a little like beat. Eventually I was making songs every day.

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<v Speaker 1>It seemed like all the ones that were about stuff

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<v Speaker 1>that was actually going on, songs that were actually serious songs,

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<v Speaker 1>most of those just kind of turned in this record,

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<v Speaker 1>I Don't have a Leg to Stand, spinning like a

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<v Speaker 1>whirl and in the Land. The solo music Shinoda began

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<v Speaker 1>to release starting in January, talked about loss in ways

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<v Speaker 1>that we're both deeply personal and universal. In a song

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<v Speaker 1>called Place to Start, he sang about feeling like he

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<v Speaker 1>was in a whirlwind, sometimes scared that everything he'd built

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<v Speaker 1>might fall apart, sometimes feeling like he was so focused

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<v Speaker 1>on endings that he'd run out of the will to

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<v Speaker 1>find a beginning. But it felt less like a song

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<v Speaker 1>and more like a page out of his journal. And

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<v Speaker 1>that feeling was reinforced by a video he put out

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<v Speaker 1>of him simply singing this ang into his phone, which

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<v Speaker 1>was more like a skype call than a video from

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<v Speaker 1>a musician who's been selling out arenas for almost two decades,

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<v Speaker 1>and that immediacy was the whole point. Shonota was figuring

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<v Speaker 1>out things as he went and sharing the process. And

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<v Speaker 1>when I say figuring out things as he went, I

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<v Speaker 1>mean it very literally. The first verse of over Again

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<v Speaker 1>was written and recorded on October, the day Lincoln Park

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<v Speaker 1>played a memorial concert at the Hollywood Bowl, with friends

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<v Speaker 1>from Blink, No Doubt, Korn, and many others stepping in

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<v Speaker 1>to help honor Chester Bennington. Shinodah is describing the feelings

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<v Speaker 1>he had beforehand, right down to wanting to puke his

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<v Speaker 1>guts out rather than get on stage. But at the

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<v Speaker 1>same time, anyone who's experienced the death of a friend

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<v Speaker 1>or a loved one is wrestled with what's expressed in

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<v Speaker 1>the chorus of this song. That's saying goodbye isn't confined

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<v Speaker 1>to a single moment or even a series of moments.

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<v Speaker 1>It happens over and over and over again. And anyone

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<v Speaker 1>who's experience loss also knows the moment when someone comes

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<v Speaker 1>up to you and expresses his or her condolences, and

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<v Speaker 1>it is more to do with them than it does

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<v Speaker 1>with you. Shinodah talks about this and hold it together,

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<v Speaker 1>they say that they sympathize. I'm grateful they take the

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<v Speaker 1>time for bringing it up. But to six year old,

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<v Speaker 1>what I really wanted to do with a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>those things, and it happens in the show too, is

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<v Speaker 1>to take you and put you in my shoes, you like,

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<v Speaker 1>and make sure that when you're hearing it, it's like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh shit, like I haven't thought of what it must

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<v Speaker 1>be like, right. And there were a few moments like

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<v Speaker 1>like that on the record where you know, somebody's asking

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<v Speaker 1>about you know, oh, it must be so hard, are

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<v Speaker 1>you okay? And whatever, and it's like, you know what, motherfucker,

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<v Speaker 1>I was doing really good until you started bringing it up,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I haven't even thought about that all day. Now

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<v Speaker 1>I'm thinking about it and we're at a birthday party.

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe you could have stopped yourself like thirty seconds ago

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<v Speaker 1>and said, wait, it's now the appropriate time to ask

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<v Speaker 1>this or to say this, like maybe we wait till

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<v Speaker 1>later to understand the magnitude of the loss that charges

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<v Speaker 1>post traumatic and you have to understand how Chester Bennington

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<v Speaker 1>in My Shinoda each served as the engine of one

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<v Speaker 1>another's dreams. When Lincoln Park first released their debut album,

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<v Speaker 1>hybrid theory. In two thousand, they were lumped in with

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of other bands that had grown up on

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<v Speaker 1>both heavy guitars and hip hop, and some of them

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<v Speaker 1>shared a pensiont for the gratuitous use of the letter

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<v Speaker 1>K when spelling their names. I'm thinking here of Corn

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<v Speaker 1>and Limp Biscuit. But Lincoln Park were bigger and have

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<v Speaker 1>lasted longer in part because they did more, not just

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<v Speaker 1>made me USI with a broader range, more open to

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<v Speaker 1>other sounds and feelings than pure rage. It's also as

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<v Speaker 1>they were coming up, they cared about nothing but playing

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<v Speaker 1>shows and meeting fans afterwards. We're shooting for the title

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<v Speaker 1>of hardest working band in America. Bennington boasted to Rolling

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<v Speaker 1>Stone in two thousand and one, and that is the

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<v Speaker 1>year that they did three hundred and twenty four live performances,

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<v Speaker 1>which is not exactly one a day for a full year.

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<v Speaker 1>It's one every one point one seven days. I did

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<v Speaker 1>the math. They also had something that other bands with

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<v Speaker 1>the K didn't too, vocalists Mike Shinodah and Chester Bennington.

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<v Speaker 1>Shinodah was the rapper, Bennington was the singer and also

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<v Speaker 1>the screamer and also everything in between. On breakthrough songs

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<v Speaker 1>like In the End, Bennington could sound delicate like the

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<v Speaker 1>piano and raw like the guitars. It was like a

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<v Speaker 1>whole band in one throat. It starts with I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know why it doesn't need no matter how hard to

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<v Speaker 1>keep that in mind, I protect to was playing to

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<v Speaker 1>do one thing. I don't know why it doesn't need to.

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<v Speaker 1>It took more than a year for Hybrid Theory to

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<v Speaker 1>climb to number two on the album chart. Don't let

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<v Speaker 1>that number to fool you. It was a dominator. Hybrid

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<v Speaker 1>Theory would become the best selling album of two thousand

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<v Speaker 1>and one, beating out records from jay Z and Sinc.

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<v Speaker 1>And Britney Spears, and it stayed on the Billboard chart

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<v Speaker 1>for two hundred and nine weeks. A little more than

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<v Speaker 1>four years gets sold better than ten million copies. Lincoln

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<v Speaker 1>Park went added hard when they were on stage and

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<v Speaker 1>hard when they weren't, but not the way most bands did.

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<v Speaker 1>We'd rather go to somebody's house and write a song

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<v Speaker 1>than go to a party, Shinoda told Rolling Stone in

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<v Speaker 1>two thousand and three. At parties, you knew what was

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<v Speaker 1>going to happen, you knew who was going to get drunk.

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<v Speaker 1>But when we got together to write songs, we never

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<v Speaker 1>knew what was going to happen. It was much more exciting.

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<v Speaker 1>Lincoln Park became the biggest new rock band of the

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<v Speaker 1>two thousand's for years. They had their own touring festival

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<v Speaker 1>project Revolution that in two thousand and four featured both

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<v Speaker 1>Corn and Snoop Dogg. Thank You, Thank You, Thank you

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<v Speaker 1>kind And that's the same year they get a special friend,

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<v Speaker 1>TV jay Z that became the Collision Core CP, the

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<v Speaker 1>rare man ship project that works for more than a

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<v Speaker 1>few minutes at the time. It's amazing how well Numb

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<v Speaker 1>and Encore go together and how much each side gets

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<v Speaker 1>from the other. Lincoln Park is a whole new kind

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<v Speaker 1>of swagger. Jay Z has a new kind of thunder.

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<v Speaker 1>It shouldn't work, but it totally does, you know. After that,

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<v Speaker 1>it was natural that Lincoln Park hook up with producer

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<v Speaker 1>Rick Rubin, who had masterminded some of the first fusions

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<v Speaker 1>of rock, guitar and hip hop with Run DMC and

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<v Speaker 1>The Beastie Boys. They recorded three albums with Ruben, who

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<v Speaker 1>pushed them to write songs rather than make tracks, and

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<v Speaker 1>on songs like Shadow of the Day from two thousand

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<v Speaker 1>and sevens Minutes to Midnight, they sounded more like a

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<v Speaker 1>band than ever. In fact, they sounded like they were

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<v Speaker 1>ready to be the next you Tube. At the beginning

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<v Speaker 1>for Lincoln Park, everybody played two roles, one in the band,

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<v Speaker 1>one behind the scenes. Shinoda and keyboardist turntablist John handled

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<v Speaker 1>the visuals, with Han directing the videos. Guitarist Delson and

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<v Speaker 1>drummer Rob Borden handled some marketing and finance duties. Bassist

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<v Speaker 1>Dave Farrell was the tour correspondent, doing updates for their website,

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<v Speaker 1>but Bennington's job was more like being the heart of

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<v Speaker 1>the band. He and Shinoda wrote the lyrics, and in

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<v Speaker 1>interviews he embodied the pain, the angst, and the positivity

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<v Speaker 1>expressed in the songs. He talked about his past, his

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<v Speaker 1>struggles with addiction and childhood abuse, and he talked about

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<v Speaker 1>being a regular guy, about working hard, and about life

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<v Speaker 1>being good. The band had existed before Chester Bennington joined.

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<v Speaker 1>They'd written songs, they'd played together, they had recorded, but

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<v Speaker 1>it only really came together once he was there to

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<v Speaker 1>add a voice and a face and a heart to

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<v Speaker 1>the music. It's no surprise that you notice says, now,

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<v Speaker 1>the future of the band is an open question. It's

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<v Speaker 1>tempting to hear all of post Traumatic as a reaction

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<v Speaker 1>to Bennington's death. Some songs aren't so sometimes even those

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<v Speaker 1>have a way of coming back to the subject. But

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<v Speaker 1>there's a post in post Traumatic for a reason. Mike

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<v Speaker 1>Shinoda is struggling to find the way to move forward,

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<v Speaker 1>and in one of his first in depth sit downs

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<v Speaker 1>since Chester Bennington's death, we talked about whether or not

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<v Speaker 1>there's a future for Lincoln Park, what it's going to

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<v Speaker 1>be like to go on tour playing his own music

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<v Speaker 1>and some Lincoln Park songs by himself on stage in

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<v Speaker 1>massive festivals, and how much Chester Bennington meant him. Let's

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<v Speaker 1>hear what Mike Shinoda has to say. So, how are you.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm good, Yeah, I'm good. Yeah. Tell me about putting

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<v Speaker 1>this record together. First, Let's start at the beginning. Now,

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<v Speaker 1>the songs that we heard on the post Traumatic EP

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<v Speaker 1>seemed to very directly address Chester's death and your feelings afterwards.

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<v Speaker 1>But are you saying that there were other songs you

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<v Speaker 1>were making during that period that we're about something else

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<v Speaker 1>or or didn't fit into this project but had a

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<v Speaker 1>different direction. It was mostly that I was writing about

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<v Speaker 1>whatever was on my mind, so usually that would fit

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<v Speaker 1>under the umbrella of this album. I did a couple

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<v Speaker 1>of things that were a little more like stylistically like

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<v Speaker 1>way different, Like I've joked around. It was like the

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<v Speaker 1>sounded like like a bad Smashing Pumpkin song or like

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<v Speaker 1>a Nine Inch Nails song or something. Yeah, those just

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<v Speaker 1>didn't pan out like I did them for fun, just

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<v Speaker 1>to do it. But the vast majority of the stuff

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<v Speaker 1>I made became post traumatic. And there's sixteen songs on

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<v Speaker 1>the record, which is the longest album I've ever done

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<v Speaker 1>or been involved with. I should say, you know, it's autobiographical.

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<v Speaker 1>It had this live journal feel to it. I mean

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<v Speaker 1>it's journalistic in some sense, particularly once those videos started

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<v Speaker 1>coming out. Tell me about the process of putting together

0:14:48.240 --> 0:14:51.680
<v Speaker 1>those videos. There's place to start over again. I had

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<v Speaker 1>done the first few songs. I didn't know where it

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<v Speaker 1>was going to go, but I knew I had some songs,

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<v Speaker 1>and the first ones it seemed to me that it

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<v Speaker 1>should be in some chronological order or something that resembled that.

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<v Speaker 1>So the first few songs I had were the ones

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<v Speaker 1>you just named, and I decided At one point I

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<v Speaker 1>was listening back to them in my studio on the sofa,

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<v Speaker 1>and I pulled out my phone and I I had

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<v Speaker 1>this idea of what a video for that song could

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<v Speaker 1>look like, and I just pulled out my phone and

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<v Speaker 1>did a selfie video of it. I just saw the

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<v Speaker 1>look of the thing, and I thought that would actually

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<v Speaker 1>make a kind of cool video, so I just shot it,

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<v Speaker 1>and then later, having done that, I did another one,

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<v Speaker 1>and I did some more little shots and it became

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<v Speaker 1>stylistically that again, like autobiographical kind of depiction of what

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<v Speaker 1>I was doing felt like the right way to visually

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<v Speaker 1>represent the songs. What it did is it removed any

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<v Speaker 1>kind of like intermediary in the conversation. It was just

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<v Speaker 1>me talking to you right as opposed to like it's

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<v Speaker 1>being shot by a director. Here's Mike talking about this

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<v Speaker 1>really personal stuff, and we storyboarded out this really cool narrative.

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<v Speaker 1>All of that was removed, the feelings happening in time

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<v Speaker 1>and the songs being documented that way. Yes, And once

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<v Speaker 1>I did them, it became part of the visual aesthetic

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<v Speaker 1>of the whole thing. Part of the idea was from

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<v Speaker 1>the paintings that I was doing at the time, those

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<v Speaker 1>became the packaging, they became the merchandise. The videos and

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<v Speaker 1>the autobiographical nature. Just like the communication style is there

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<v Speaker 1>on the record, it's there in the visuals. In one sense,

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<v Speaker 1>it just blurs the line between real time social media

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<v Speaker 1>and videos and things that you don't usually think of

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<v Speaker 1>as a real time Like the most recent when I

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<v Speaker 1>did was for a song about you, which we just

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<v Speaker 1>put out a couple of weeks ago. Decided to put

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<v Speaker 1>it out. The week that we were putting it out,

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<v Speaker 1>I decided to shoot the video while I was out

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<v Speaker 1>promoting the record, and I flew to China. I was

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<v Speaker 1>already going to be out there to do some record

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<v Speaker 1>promo and shoot some stuff for tour announcements in Asia,

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<v Speaker 1>And while I was there, we shot the video and

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<v Speaker 1>then a few days later it was on the internet.

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<v Speaker 1>Like everything is in real time. And just to be

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<v Speaker 1>clear for people who haven't heard it, about you, like

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of songs on this record is addressing loss,

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<v Speaker 1>so about you. The idea of the song is even

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<v Speaker 1>when I don't think the song is about this, even

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<v Speaker 1>when I don't think the moment is about this, it

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<v Speaker 1>comes back to this, right or there's two versions of it.

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<v Speaker 1>Sometimes when I'm writing about something, it does come back

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<v Speaker 1>to the context of having lost Chester or the uncertainty

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<v Speaker 1>of the band's current situation. The other thing is, though,

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<v Speaker 1>that even when I actually don't write a song having

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<v Speaker 1>anything to do with those things, people see it through

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<v Speaker 1>that lens. So, in other words, just to put it

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<v Speaker 1>into somebody else's context entirely, so that you can see

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<v Speaker 1>where I'm coming from. Joe, if you have a public

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<v Speaker 1>breakup with a woman, let's say you get both super

0:17:51.840 --> 0:17:55.080
<v Speaker 1>celebrities and you're dating, this is going to be really imaginary.

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<v Speaker 1>But okay, Scarlett Johansson, right, good for me. And then

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<v Speaker 1>you broke up and everyone's like, oh man, they broke up.

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<v Speaker 1>It's on the front page of all the things and

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<v Speaker 1>all that, and people are talking about it. And then

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<v Speaker 1>you go and you get coffee in your sweats and

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<v Speaker 1>they take pictures of you and it's like, oh see,

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<v Speaker 1>he's super depressed, Like didn't put on jeans in the

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<v Speaker 1>shirt today today it was sweats, Like he must be

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<v Speaker 1>super depressed. It's all about her. And then you get

0:18:22.119 --> 0:18:24.080
<v Speaker 1>a slice of pizza. You see he got the like

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<v Speaker 1>five different toppings could have been. Yeah, he's really hurting

0:18:28.160 --> 0:18:30.920
<v Speaker 1>right now. They see everything through this lens of like

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<v Speaker 1>what they think you're going through, and even if you're

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<v Speaker 1>like no, I literally just felt comfortable in my pj's

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<v Speaker 1>and I went and got a slice of pizza because

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<v Speaker 1>I like pizza. Guys, Like, that's all there is to it.

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<v Speaker 1>There's no reason to read further into it. But that's

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<v Speaker 1>just how our world works. They're gonna start seeing things

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<v Speaker 1>through that lens. In fact, just this weekend I had

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<v Speaker 1>my first show. Two shows. Actually, I did a double

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<v Speaker 1>header and did a radio show in the afternoon and

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<v Speaker 1>did a longer headline set in the evening. It was

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<v Speaker 1>in front of City Hall in l A. It was

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<v Speaker 1>part of an Asian festival. Really special way to like

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<v Speaker 1>kick things off. Perfect for me. I just loved it.

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<v Speaker 1>A couple of the journalists who came and wrote about

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<v Speaker 1>the events called it a tribute show. So I asked

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<v Speaker 1>online just today, I tweeted, did you guys think that

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<v Speaker 1>these were tribute shows? And if so, like, do you

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<v Speaker 1>feel like that means it was sad? Did it feel

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<v Speaker 1>like sad overall? Not that it didn't feel bitter sweet

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<v Speaker 1>at certain moments. There was definitely a tribute moment I

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<v Speaker 1>played in the end and we sang it together, just

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<v Speaker 1>piano and me and the crowd. You mentioned that you

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<v Speaker 1>were working these tracks chronologically, and I'm curious to know

0:19:40.840 --> 0:19:43.920
<v Speaker 1>is the album sequenced that way. For the most part,

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<v Speaker 1>it's not exact chronology. It doesn't follow exactly in the

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<v Speaker 1>order in which they were written or have happened, because

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<v Speaker 1>I did, as a listener have this sensation of getting

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<v Speaker 1>too not exactly the more upbeat songs, but definitely the

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<v Speaker 1>sense of as the tracks go on, I'm getting this

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<v Speaker 1>feeling of you're going on, You're moving on right, And

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<v Speaker 1>I think that one thing that's different about this album

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<v Speaker 1>than most albums I've put out, from all the Lincoln

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<v Speaker 1>Park albums to the fourth Minor album. Usually, when you

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<v Speaker 1>put out an album, it's hey, I finished a thing,

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<v Speaker 1>check out the thing I made. It's finished. And this

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<v Speaker 1>is almost like I started a thing, like this is

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<v Speaker 1>an album that captures a moment in time for the

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<v Speaker 1>last six to nine months, and it is what it is,

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<v Speaker 1>and now I'm going to continue to evolve and move

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<v Speaker 1>on from here. Because we get deeper into the album,

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<v Speaker 1>we come to these tracks like make it Up As

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<v Speaker 1>I go World's on Fire. These are songs that seemed

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<v Speaker 1>to me we're addressing the same sorts of problems or feelings.

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<v Speaker 1>Make it up as I go? How do I go? On?

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<v Speaker 1>Worlds on fire? This is a bad time. But they

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<v Speaker 1>were also had another side to them. They had this

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<v Speaker 1>side of like, here's how I get past this? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so like make it up as I go. Actually started

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<v Speaker 1>the hook of that we wrote towards the end of

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<v Speaker 1>One More Light. It was Brad and I and k Flay.

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<v Speaker 1>That song is more about in its inception of having

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<v Speaker 1>that feeling of like not knowing what the next steps are,

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<v Speaker 1>but you just kind of power through it and figure

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<v Speaker 1>it out as you go. And I thought, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I came back to that song because I just always

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<v Speaker 1>loved it, And then I wrote the verses more recently.

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<v Speaker 1>I think that one relates a little more closely this

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<v Speaker 1>stuff of this last year. But the other one you

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<v Speaker 1>mentioned the World's on fire. When I wrote that one,

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<v Speaker 1>the course of that is basically the World's on fire,

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<v Speaker 1>But all I need is you. It's the first time

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<v Speaker 1>I've really written that kind of like it's like almost

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<v Speaker 1>like just a love song. I was specifically thinking of

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<v Speaker 1>my family It occurred to me because it was one

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<v Speaker 1>of those days when I was like really like up

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<v Speaker 1>to my eyeballs in my social media feed and it

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<v Speaker 1>seems like everything was just a mess. You know, you're

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<v Speaker 1>reading it's like the political tweets are firing and everybody's

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<v Speaker 1>like freaked out about the state of the country, in

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<v Speaker 1>the state of the world, and then environmental tweets and

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<v Speaker 1>like net neutrality tweets, and then on top of it,

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<v Speaker 1>like there's like five wildfires going on in Los Angeles

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<v Speaker 1>at the same time, so all of this is happening

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<v Speaker 1>at once, and all of that without the crap that

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<v Speaker 1>I had been through in the six months proceeding, that

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<v Speaker 1>would have been enough as it was, but all put

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<v Speaker 1>together was just like everything is just falling apart of

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<v Speaker 1>the seems what a mess. And then I can go

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<v Speaker 1>like sit down and play with my kids, and it

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<v Speaker 1>all kind of evaporates. And what's so interesting is receiving

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<v Speaker 1>it now. I connected to some comments you've made about

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<v Speaker 1>lost being like a wildfire. You know, things are destroyed

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<v Speaker 1>in a clear space for something new. But also there's

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<v Speaker 1>that image. The image of the wildfire is actually in

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<v Speaker 1>the Nothing makes Sense video. Keep in mind. I grew

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<v Speaker 1>up thinking I was going to be a painter. I

0:23:06.760 --> 0:23:10.040
<v Speaker 1>grew up in art. I went to school for illustration.

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<v Speaker 1>I've had three gallery shows now. The only reason I

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<v Speaker 1>haven't had more is because I'm busy with the playing music.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, there's that minor distraction in the world. Doing that,

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<v Speaker 1>I would do what I really want to do in

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<v Speaker 1>all seriousness. I grew up painting, And one of the

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<v Speaker 1>things I get out of doing an art show, creating

0:23:31.359 --> 0:23:33.480
<v Speaker 1>a body of work that way is that when you

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<v Speaker 1>walk in, if it's done right, like, you have a

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<v Speaker 1>sense of this thread of intention that just weaves its

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<v Speaker 1>way through everything that you're experiencing. Because some shows there's

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<v Speaker 1>painting and installation and sound and all of these different

0:23:47.680 --> 0:23:50.120
<v Speaker 1>ways that you can communicate the concept of the thing.

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<v Speaker 1>And so this record, in a sense, I wanted to

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<v Speaker 1>bring a little bit of that gallery experience, with that

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<v Speaker 1>gallery intention to the thing. So something we mentioned, like

0:23:58.960 --> 0:24:03.040
<v Speaker 1>the fires or or other symbolism on the record, it

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<v Speaker 1>occurs in various media in the whole effort, And still

0:24:09.880 --> 0:24:12.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm still weaving it in even as we're starting to

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<v Speaker 1>do live shows and and look at the production to

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<v Speaker 1>the show. But it's funny to me as a listener,

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<v Speaker 1>how conflicting some of the emotions on this record are.

0:24:24.280 --> 0:24:28.880
<v Speaker 1>There are moments of real rising above, like I think

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<v Speaker 1>of can't hear You Now, which is almost like a

0:24:31.080 --> 0:24:34.080
<v Speaker 1>battle rap if you're a hater, I can't hear you now.

0:24:34.200 --> 0:24:35.920
<v Speaker 1>But because that's really one way of looking at that

0:24:36.000 --> 0:24:38.159
<v Speaker 1>song and hearing that song, really, I think that was

0:24:38.240 --> 0:24:40.359
<v Speaker 1>the intention of the song for sure, And yet I

0:24:40.440 --> 0:24:43.320
<v Speaker 1>hear it now and I come to that line woke

0:24:43.400 --> 0:24:45.040
<v Speaker 1>up knowing I don't have to be numb again, and

0:24:45.160 --> 0:24:47.440
<v Speaker 1>I think, oh, yeah, maybe that's a reference back to

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<v Speaker 1>this other thing I've been thinking about on this record. Well,

0:24:50.280 --> 0:24:54.560
<v Speaker 1>that's the reality of the record and of going through

0:24:54.640 --> 0:24:57.240
<v Speaker 1>something like this is you know, most of us know

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<v Speaker 1>it's that it's messy and the references going to blend

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<v Speaker 1>into one another. And even I listened to it and

0:25:02.840 --> 0:25:05.359
<v Speaker 1>I go, oh, yeah, I was definitely thinking about a

0:25:06.320 --> 0:25:08.800
<v Speaker 1>But subconsciously there's a little bit of be in there.

0:25:09.400 --> 0:25:12.320
<v Speaker 1>You know. It's funny with a tragedy like this, Sometimes

0:25:13.040 --> 0:25:17.720
<v Speaker 1>difficult days are the good days. Sometimes you have a

0:25:17.800 --> 0:25:20.280
<v Speaker 1>good day. Everything's fine, you're with your kids, you're with

0:25:20.359 --> 0:25:22.159
<v Speaker 1>your family, you don't think about the other thing, and

0:25:22.240 --> 0:25:26.639
<v Speaker 1>you catch yourself feeling good and that feels strange. I

0:25:27.000 --> 0:25:30.720
<v Speaker 1>thought that I would get taken off guard by that

0:25:31.880 --> 0:25:35.080
<v Speaker 1>more than I did. A lot of people that I

0:25:35.720 --> 0:25:41.960
<v Speaker 1>I've talked to had real difficult battles with feeling guilty

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<v Speaker 1>for feeling good. One person described it as like I

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<v Speaker 1>made it all the way to lunch without thinking of

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<v Speaker 1>the horrible thing that had happened. In their case, it

0:25:53.640 --> 0:25:55.800
<v Speaker 1>was it was similar with somebody passing away. Oh I

0:25:55.880 --> 0:25:58.120
<v Speaker 1>made it all the way to lunch without thinking of them.

0:25:58.560 --> 0:26:01.000
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, I'm so horrble that I didn't think

0:26:01.040 --> 0:26:03.600
<v Speaker 1>about them until lunch, And it's like no, no, no

0:26:04.200 --> 0:26:06.080
<v Speaker 1>for me, I'm like grateful on days when I can

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<v Speaker 1>get back to more of a sense of normal, there's

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<v Speaker 1>no disrespect or guilt that should come with that. Maybe

0:26:13.400 --> 0:26:17.320
<v Speaker 1>I don't feel like elty because I did feel like

0:26:18.600 --> 0:26:23.360
<v Speaker 1>when things kind of fell apart and the dust settled,

0:26:23.720 --> 0:26:25.879
<v Speaker 1>that I was able to take a step back and

0:26:26.040 --> 0:26:28.480
<v Speaker 1>look at my life and say, Okay, am I doing

0:26:29.080 --> 0:26:31.520
<v Speaker 1>things that I'm proud of? Am I doing good things?

0:26:31.640 --> 0:26:35.560
<v Speaker 1>Like what I do with the music and my professional life.

0:26:35.880 --> 0:26:37.879
<v Speaker 1>Is that in a good balance with my family and like,

0:26:37.920 --> 0:26:39.919
<v Speaker 1>am I taking care of my wife and my kids

0:26:40.040 --> 0:26:43.119
<v Speaker 1>and that type of stuff. I do feel like I

0:26:43.160 --> 0:26:44.960
<v Speaker 1>looked at that and said, yeah, I'm doing I'm doing

0:26:45.040 --> 0:26:49.399
<v Speaker 1>good fine, And this isn't just about like sell records

0:26:49.440 --> 0:26:53.240
<v Speaker 1>and make money. This is about getting out with the

0:26:53.320 --> 0:26:59.159
<v Speaker 1>people that have been hard. My Lincoln Park and individual

0:26:59.440 --> 0:27:03.120
<v Speaker 1>musical community we have like a family. There are people

0:27:03.200 --> 0:27:06.960
<v Speaker 1>with my drawings and signatures and banned artwork tattooed on

0:27:07.000 --> 0:27:12.080
<v Speaker 1>their bodies. This is a a moment in time when

0:27:12.920 --> 0:27:16.119
<v Speaker 1>they have been there for me when I'm feeling like

0:27:16.240 --> 0:27:18.480
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what the hell is going on, and

0:27:18.680 --> 0:27:20.959
<v Speaker 1>when I have been there for them to reassure them

0:27:21.000 --> 0:27:24.200
<v Speaker 1>that things are going to be okay. I'm not responsible

0:27:24.240 --> 0:27:26.720
<v Speaker 1>for them, they're not responsible for me. But we can

0:27:26.880 --> 0:27:31.159
<v Speaker 1>be support for one another, and they can be support

0:27:31.200 --> 0:27:33.159
<v Speaker 1>for one another without me even being in the picture.

0:27:34.080 --> 0:27:37.639
<v Speaker 1>It's really reassuring to see that. I wish there was

0:27:37.680 --> 0:27:41.359
<v Speaker 1>a way for me to like share that with more people,

0:27:41.840 --> 0:27:43.800
<v Speaker 1>because when I look in my mentions and I see

0:27:43.880 --> 0:27:46.880
<v Speaker 1>them talking to one another and saying such wonderful things,

0:27:47.000 --> 0:27:49.320
<v Speaker 1>like I mean, the end of the thought was just

0:27:49.400 --> 0:27:51.800
<v Speaker 1>that that's really reassuring the other day, when I did

0:27:51.840 --> 0:27:54.760
<v Speaker 1>that show at l A City Hall, some of the

0:27:54.840 --> 0:27:57.120
<v Speaker 1>fans had gotten there super early in the morning, six

0:27:57.160 --> 0:27:59.080
<v Speaker 1>in the morning or something, and it was an unusually

0:27:59.200 --> 0:28:01.679
<v Speaker 1>cold day and l a kind of rainy. I saw

0:28:01.720 --> 0:28:05.040
<v Speaker 1>them tweeting like san tacos and pickets, send blankets and tacos, right,

0:28:05.760 --> 0:28:09.480
<v Speaker 1>believe it or not. One of the folks on our side,

0:28:09.560 --> 0:28:11.960
<v Speaker 1>like who works at Warner Brothers. His name's Adam and

0:28:12.080 --> 0:28:14.920
<v Speaker 1>he ran our Lincoln Park fan club first before he

0:28:15.040 --> 0:28:17.960
<v Speaker 1>moved over. He got poached by the label. But he's

0:28:18.359 --> 0:28:21.560
<v Speaker 1>a friend of the community of Lincoln Park and of

0:28:21.640 --> 0:28:24.000
<v Speaker 1>my music. He went and need to made sure they

0:28:24.040 --> 0:28:25.800
<v Speaker 1>were okay, Like are you warmed? You guys need some

0:28:25.880 --> 0:28:28.720
<v Speaker 1>merchandise in a sweatshirt? Can I get you some water?

0:28:29.440 --> 0:28:31.080
<v Speaker 1>That's what I'm talking about. Like you'll even see it

0:28:31.160 --> 0:28:34.760
<v Speaker 1>in in Chester's wife Tlenda's feet. She'll retweet people who

0:28:34.800 --> 0:28:37.160
<v Speaker 1>are just being kind to one another. Let me ask

0:28:37.200 --> 0:28:39.760
<v Speaker 1>you about Chester, those of us that knew him through

0:28:39.800 --> 0:28:42.440
<v Speaker 1>the songs. Yeah, and in the songs, there's a lot

0:28:42.480 --> 0:28:44.360
<v Speaker 1>of pain, there's a lot of struggle, there's a lot

0:28:44.440 --> 0:28:48.000
<v Speaker 1>of moving beyond that. But tell me a little bit

0:28:48.200 --> 0:28:51.360
<v Speaker 1>about the Chester we didn't know well. The one thing

0:28:51.440 --> 0:28:53.440
<v Speaker 1>that I like to remind people is that he was

0:28:53.600 --> 0:28:56.760
<v Speaker 1>naturally gifted with the way he performed in his voice,

0:28:56.800 --> 0:28:59.280
<v Speaker 1>in particular, like he had a world class, one of

0:28:59.320 --> 0:29:02.440
<v Speaker 1>a kind voice. Obviously if you didn't know, he could

0:29:02.480 --> 0:29:06.400
<v Speaker 1>sing basically any genre, any type of song that you

0:29:06.520 --> 0:29:09.640
<v Speaker 1>threw at him, barring hip hop, maybe a little bit

0:29:09.720 --> 0:29:11.800
<v Speaker 1>like it wasn't the best rapper. You give him a

0:29:11.880 --> 0:29:14.800
<v Speaker 1>singing part, and the dude could do anything. It didn't

0:29:14.840 --> 0:29:19.000
<v Speaker 1>matter if it was like quiet female singer songwriter. In fact,

0:29:19.040 --> 0:29:21.360
<v Speaker 1>he'd be singing something like one of our songs, like

0:29:21.480 --> 0:29:23.880
<v Speaker 1>tracking it in the studio, and I'd say, do it

0:29:24.000 --> 0:29:29.880
<v Speaker 1>with five more, Dave, gone, do it with twenty five more, Adele.

0:29:30.640 --> 0:29:34.720
<v Speaker 1>I'd throw out these references of other singers that I

0:29:34.800 --> 0:29:38.440
<v Speaker 1>wanted him to imitate or at a flavor of, and

0:29:38.560 --> 0:29:41.680
<v Speaker 1>he knew we had a vocabulary of that type of

0:29:41.720 --> 0:29:43.520
<v Speaker 1>stuff that I could say to him, and he knew

0:29:43.520 --> 0:29:49.240
<v Speaker 1>what I meant. Nobody else had that with him, So

0:29:50.480 --> 0:29:53.560
<v Speaker 1>that was a thing personally, you know, studio and all

0:29:53.600 --> 0:29:57.440
<v Speaker 1>that stuff aside. I think when we wrote, we wrote

0:29:57.440 --> 0:30:01.360
<v Speaker 1>about these difficult topics, but in general, especially in the

0:30:01.480 --> 0:30:04.680
<v Speaker 1>past few years. He was so much more together then

0:30:04.800 --> 0:30:07.120
<v Speaker 1>he had been in years prior. Like he joked that

0:30:07.320 --> 0:30:11.920
<v Speaker 1>the band was his most stable and together relationship. I

0:30:12.000 --> 0:30:13.880
<v Speaker 1>think he was saying that in a joking way, because

0:30:13.920 --> 0:30:15.640
<v Speaker 1>I think with his wife and his kids, I think

0:30:15.720 --> 0:30:18.440
<v Speaker 1>that was probably number one and we were probably number two.

0:30:18.640 --> 0:30:20.959
<v Speaker 1>But but just to be clear, there aren't a lot

0:30:21.040 --> 0:30:24.560
<v Speaker 1>of bands that have a run this long. Just last year,

0:30:24.680 --> 0:30:29.320
<v Speaker 1>you have a number one album, right, Usually when you

0:30:29.400 --> 0:30:32.680
<v Speaker 1>have that situation, you have your couple of classic albums

0:30:33.320 --> 0:30:35.080
<v Speaker 1>and then it's just you play the old stuff. We

0:30:35.320 --> 0:30:38.920
<v Speaker 1>were fortunate enough to for most of the records that

0:30:38.960 --> 0:30:41.840
<v Speaker 1>we put out, we got a number one or two

0:30:42.000 --> 0:30:44.920
<v Speaker 1>on the rock charts and alternative charts, and a number

0:30:44.960 --> 0:30:49.280
<v Speaker 1>one release and in many countries. So still very relevant,

0:30:49.400 --> 0:30:51.960
<v Speaker 1>is the point. I guess. I think with each album

0:30:52.400 --> 0:30:54.840
<v Speaker 1>I've ever been involved with, each step of the way,

0:30:54.840 --> 0:30:57.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to see what have I not done that

0:30:57.080 --> 0:31:00.560
<v Speaker 1>seems exciting and fun, that will keep it fresh and

0:31:00.800 --> 0:31:02.320
<v Speaker 1>like in the in a sense of like they to

0:31:02.400 --> 0:31:04.720
<v Speaker 1>go back to, like that body of work, like this

0:31:04.920 --> 0:31:07.440
<v Speaker 1>is the art show, like curate your experience, what is

0:31:07.480 --> 0:31:10.600
<v Speaker 1>the experience you're curating for the fans this time, and

0:31:10.680 --> 0:31:13.520
<v Speaker 1>how is that different than the other things that you've done.

0:31:14.320 --> 0:31:17.880
<v Speaker 1>You've worked with a remarkable range of rappers across the

0:31:18.040 --> 0:31:23.360
<v Speaker 1>career of Lincoln Park common of course jay Z. Have

0:31:23.560 --> 0:31:28.640
<v Speaker 1>you given thought to Lincoln Park's impact on hip hop? Oh? Sure,

0:31:28.800 --> 0:31:31.760
<v Speaker 1>absolutely that I grew up a hip hop kid first

0:31:31.760 --> 0:31:33.800
<v Speaker 1>and foremost, Like, that's the first type of music I

0:31:33.920 --> 0:31:35.880
<v Speaker 1>ever got into and fell in love with it and

0:31:36.040 --> 0:31:37.720
<v Speaker 1>most of what I listened to it. It's the legend

0:31:37.800 --> 0:31:40.600
<v Speaker 1>that your first show ever was a Public Enemy Anthrax show.

0:31:40.720 --> 0:31:42.960
<v Speaker 1>Is that truth? That is my first The first concept

0:31:43.000 --> 0:31:45.160
<v Speaker 1>I ever went to it was you went in the

0:31:45.200 --> 0:31:48.520
<v Speaker 1>black young black teenagers primus Public Enemy Anthrax. So you

0:31:48.600 --> 0:31:50.280
<v Speaker 1>go to that and you're like, we get some depeche

0:31:50.320 --> 0:31:52.360
<v Speaker 1>Mode keyboards in here, we might have something. It's like,

0:31:52.680 --> 0:31:56.240
<v Speaker 1>it's almost comedic. How like it sounds like I would

0:31:56.240 --> 0:31:57.800
<v Speaker 1>just be I'd be making that up right, that that

0:31:57.840 --> 0:31:59.920
<v Speaker 1>would be the first show. But if you think about it,

0:32:00.240 --> 0:32:02.600
<v Speaker 1>at that time, those types of music were being put

0:32:02.680 --> 0:32:05.800
<v Speaker 1>together for the first time, and it was clumsy, like

0:32:05.880 --> 0:32:08.600
<v Speaker 1>in a way, there was a simplicity in the way

0:32:08.640 --> 0:32:11.640
<v Speaker 1>they would just like mash the stuff up together. There

0:32:11.680 --> 0:32:14.920
<v Speaker 1>were moments when it was really seamless, like walk this

0:32:15.040 --> 0:32:20.680
<v Speaker 1>way absolutely, like that is an album, Whereas when I

0:32:20.800 --> 0:32:22.840
<v Speaker 1>listened to it, I go, Okay, that's that's like a

0:32:23.080 --> 0:32:26.840
<v Speaker 1>very seamless blend. There's a lot of food analogies in

0:32:27.160 --> 0:32:29.840
<v Speaker 1>our band, so that would be like a soup where

0:32:29.880 --> 0:32:32.120
<v Speaker 1>you take the ingredients and you blend them together and

0:32:32.200 --> 0:32:35.040
<v Speaker 1>you can't tell one ingredient from the other. The Anthrax

0:32:35.080 --> 0:32:36.920
<v Speaker 1>Public Enemy thing is like a salad. You've got all

0:32:36.920 --> 0:32:38.880
<v Speaker 1>the ingredients, but you can see them all. They're all

0:32:38.960 --> 0:32:42.560
<v Speaker 1>separate ingredients, right. So sometimes we take one approach, sometimes

0:32:42.600 --> 0:32:44.960
<v Speaker 1>we take another, and it's the gray area in the

0:32:45.120 --> 0:32:49.960
<v Speaker 1>middle when it becomes really interesting. Whenever I've approached the stuff,

0:32:50.360 --> 0:32:52.960
<v Speaker 1>just the awareness of how blended do you want this

0:32:53.080 --> 0:32:56.080
<v Speaker 1>thing to be? The hybrid theory brand of it was

0:32:56.200 --> 0:32:59.280
<v Speaker 1>like kind of blended, but like you can kind of

0:32:59.320 --> 0:33:01.280
<v Speaker 1>still see the arts from one another. But if you

0:33:01.360 --> 0:33:04.840
<v Speaker 1>fast forward a few albums in you start getting songs

0:33:05.080 --> 0:33:08.960
<v Speaker 1>like on Um. For example, our fourth record was called

0:33:09.000 --> 0:33:11.960
<v Speaker 1>A Thousand Sons. There's a song on there called when

0:33:12.000 --> 0:33:14.040
<v Speaker 1>They Come for Me. When They Come for Me is

0:33:14.120 --> 0:33:16.960
<v Speaker 1>just this like I don't know what genre that song is.

0:33:17.200 --> 0:33:19.360
<v Speaker 1>There isn't a name for that thing. This is a

0:33:19.440 --> 0:33:22.920
<v Speaker 1>long way of saying we were growing up in a

0:33:23.000 --> 0:33:26.320
<v Speaker 1>time where music was very separate, and I know that

0:33:26.400 --> 0:33:29.239
<v Speaker 1>we played a role in making it less separate. When

0:33:29.320 --> 0:33:32.800
<v Speaker 1>I grew up, kids were metal kids, rock kids, rap kids,

0:33:32.920 --> 0:33:36.760
<v Speaker 1>pop kids. You weren't like just fans of music. People

0:33:36.800 --> 0:33:39.959
<v Speaker 1>didn't really do that. I mean, I think early late nineties,

0:33:40.000 --> 0:33:41.960
<v Speaker 1>early two thousands, you ask somebody what do you listen

0:33:42.000 --> 0:33:44.440
<v Speaker 1>to and they go, oh, everything, And that was the

0:33:44.480 --> 0:33:48.720
<v Speaker 1>beginning of oh everything. When I first heard Little Loozy

0:33:48.760 --> 0:33:51.640
<v Speaker 1>for Exo Tour Life, I was like, you know, this

0:33:51.880 --> 0:33:56.280
<v Speaker 1>is a rap song that would not exist without you guys.

0:33:58.040 --> 0:33:59.600
<v Speaker 1>You know I mean that that sense of like those

0:33:59.680 --> 0:34:04.320
<v Speaker 1>big keyboards, that keyboard drama, being open to that that

0:34:04.520 --> 0:34:07.240
<v Speaker 1>was a turning point. I think it's it's something different.

0:34:07.960 --> 0:34:10.200
<v Speaker 1>Uh Well, also lyrically, if you think about that song,

0:34:10.400 --> 0:34:13.360
<v Speaker 1>like there's a darkness and and an openness to just

0:34:13.480 --> 0:34:14.960
<v Speaker 1>saying like, well, this is how I feel I'm going

0:34:15.000 --> 0:34:19.120
<v Speaker 1>to write about in a depression and whatever. Right, that

0:34:19.280 --> 0:34:22.040
<v Speaker 1>emo side of current rap, some of those rappers are

0:34:22.120 --> 0:34:23.880
<v Speaker 1>kind of running from that a little bit and playing

0:34:23.960 --> 0:34:26.320
<v Speaker 1>that down and saying no, it's not emo or whatever.

0:34:27.120 --> 0:34:29.239
<v Speaker 1>I get why they're doing that. I would probably feel

0:34:29.280 --> 0:34:31.400
<v Speaker 1>the same way. You didn't want to be called a

0:34:31.520 --> 0:34:34.160
<v Speaker 1>rap rock band in the year two thousand and one

0:34:34.400 --> 0:34:37.960
<v Speaker 1>only because of the associations. We just wanted it to

0:34:38.040 --> 0:34:40.400
<v Speaker 1>be clear that they were such a big difference between

0:34:41.040 --> 0:34:43.680
<v Speaker 1>what a lot of those bands were doing. One of

0:34:43.760 --> 0:34:48.800
<v Speaker 1>your songs from the fort minor Days deal specifically with identity,

0:34:49.040 --> 0:34:52.200
<v Speaker 1>and I'm talking about Kenji. Yeah. Yeah. For those who

0:34:52.280 --> 0:34:55.360
<v Speaker 1>don't know, it's the story of Japanese immigrants held in

0:34:55.440 --> 0:34:58.239
<v Speaker 1>internment camps during World War Two, it's a personal story

0:34:58.360 --> 0:35:01.080
<v Speaker 1>for you. Well, they weren't just immigrants, they were American

0:35:01.160 --> 0:35:04.920
<v Speaker 1>citizens of Japanese descent. Basically, what happened is when Pearl

0:35:05.000 --> 0:35:08.000
<v Speaker 1>Harbor was bombed, there was a high that, you know,

0:35:08.040 --> 0:35:12.400
<v Speaker 1>the highest level of wartime paranoia going on. The American

0:35:12.480 --> 0:35:16.319
<v Speaker 1>government decided, oh no, like, we don't know who could

0:35:16.360 --> 0:35:18.520
<v Speaker 1>be a spy, We don't know, you know, what bad

0:35:18.600 --> 0:35:20.360
<v Speaker 1>things can be happening. I mean, this sounds like it

0:35:20.400 --> 0:35:23.400
<v Speaker 1>could happen today. Let's just make clear that that there

0:35:23.480 --> 0:35:25.960
<v Speaker 1>is a personal dimension here. Yeah. Yeah, my dad's Japanese.

0:35:26.160 --> 0:35:29.399
<v Speaker 1>My dad's side of the family is all Japanese. I'm half.

0:35:29.760 --> 0:35:34.040
<v Speaker 1>I grew up understanding that my family had unjustly been

0:35:34.120 --> 0:35:36.799
<v Speaker 1>put in these camps. Basically, what happened is short version

0:35:36.840 --> 0:35:39.719
<v Speaker 1>of the story Pearl Harbor happens. The government says, we're

0:35:39.719 --> 0:35:42.600
<v Speaker 1>putting all the Japanese on the West coast in prison camps.

0:35:43.040 --> 0:35:44.840
<v Speaker 1>They tell everybody to get out of their homes. They

0:35:44.960 --> 0:35:46.360
<v Speaker 1>let them pack two bags of stuff, and you have

0:35:46.440 --> 0:35:49.160
<v Speaker 1>to leave the rest of your earthly belongings in your

0:35:49.160 --> 0:35:51.200
<v Speaker 1>house alone. And you say, oh, well, when are we

0:35:51.280 --> 0:35:53.759
<v Speaker 1>coming back, And there's like, whenever we tell you you can,

0:35:54.320 --> 0:35:58.880
<v Speaker 1>you get thrown in horse stalls to sleep, sometimes just tents,

0:35:58.960 --> 0:36:02.040
<v Speaker 1>sometimes busses whatever. Once the camps are built, they are

0:36:02.080 --> 0:36:03.800
<v Speaker 1>built in the desert. You get shipped off to the

0:36:03.880 --> 0:36:06.920
<v Speaker 1>desert and you stay there for years until the end

0:36:06.960 --> 0:36:08.880
<v Speaker 1>of the war. And then when you go home, your

0:36:08.920 --> 0:36:13.320
<v Speaker 1>home has been vandalized and some cases burned. Some cases

0:36:13.320 --> 0:36:16.200
<v Speaker 1>people's stuff was okay, my family's was not. The place

0:36:16.280 --> 0:36:18.960
<v Speaker 1>was vandalized and everything was stolen um and they had

0:36:19.000 --> 0:36:21.319
<v Speaker 1>to start their lives over. When I was listening back

0:36:21.360 --> 0:36:24.759
<v Speaker 1>to the Fort Minor record, I was really struck by

0:36:25.480 --> 0:36:29.320
<v Speaker 1>the creeping sense of this feels like it should have

0:36:29.400 --> 0:36:32.799
<v Speaker 1>been impossible, and there are things happening now that feel

0:36:32.880 --> 0:36:34.840
<v Speaker 1>like they should be in part. Oh. Yeah, the Japanese

0:36:34.840 --> 0:36:37.680
<v Speaker 1>American community has been one of the most vocal communities

0:36:38.160 --> 0:36:42.080
<v Speaker 1>in the past couple of years, especially as it relates

0:36:42.160 --> 0:36:45.879
<v Speaker 1>to Muslim and immigrants. For example, um, when the whole

0:36:45.920 --> 0:36:47.920
<v Speaker 1>thing was going on about shutting the borders to to

0:36:48.040 --> 0:36:50.279
<v Speaker 1>folks who are coming in living in l A, the

0:36:50.360 --> 0:36:53.800
<v Speaker 1>Japanese American community in in l A was really vocal

0:36:54.280 --> 0:36:56.440
<v Speaker 1>about that subject. All of a sudden, they want to

0:36:56.480 --> 0:36:59.040
<v Speaker 1>start rounding people up again. So of course the Japanese

0:36:59.040 --> 0:37:01.640
<v Speaker 1>Americans like my family are saying, no, guys, we already

0:37:01.680 --> 0:37:04.640
<v Speaker 1>made this mistake, and the US government said we can't

0:37:04.680 --> 0:37:06.759
<v Speaker 1>make it again. You know, you mentioned that that you

0:37:06.840 --> 0:37:10.919
<v Speaker 1>recently played your first solo shows, and just to be clear,

0:37:11.120 --> 0:37:14.560
<v Speaker 1>these were really solo shows that we you on stage,

0:37:15.080 --> 0:37:18.960
<v Speaker 1>nobody else. You've got some dates coming up, I do.

0:37:19.200 --> 0:37:21.839
<v Speaker 1>I'm headed to Asia and Europe. You're going to play

0:37:21.880 --> 0:37:25.120
<v Speaker 1>the Reading Festival. Yes, is it just going to be you?

0:37:25.800 --> 0:37:29.440
<v Speaker 1>I thinks so I want to try that first and

0:37:29.960 --> 0:37:34.839
<v Speaker 1>uh see how that feels, and after that we'll see

0:37:34.920 --> 0:37:37.239
<v Speaker 1>what happens. I mean, I'm curious about what the show

0:37:37.280 --> 0:37:39.759
<v Speaker 1>would look like if I start adding a couple of people,

0:37:39.960 --> 0:37:41.960
<v Speaker 1>but I don't also don't want it to be confusing

0:37:42.040 --> 0:37:45.680
<v Speaker 1>in terms of, like, you know, the fans wondering if

0:37:45.760 --> 0:37:47.800
<v Speaker 1>it is or is not Lincoln Park, or you know,

0:37:47.920 --> 0:37:51.439
<v Speaker 1>anything like that. What was the feeling going into these

0:37:51.600 --> 0:37:54.160
<v Speaker 1>two shows? Were you nervous? Did you know how it

0:37:54.200 --> 0:37:56.760
<v Speaker 1>would feel to do those Lincoln Park songs by yourself?

0:37:58.320 --> 0:38:02.080
<v Speaker 1>I felt ready to do of them. I did feel anxious,

0:38:02.560 --> 0:38:06.640
<v Speaker 1>quite a bit more anxious before the first show, and

0:38:06.719 --> 0:38:08.239
<v Speaker 1>I was glad that I did the two on the

0:38:08.280 --> 0:38:10.040
<v Speaker 1>same day because the first show was almost like a

0:38:10.239 --> 0:38:13.320
<v Speaker 1>nice warm up, and I then I felt really relaxed

0:38:13.400 --> 0:38:16.880
<v Speaker 1>going to the second one. To your point, like, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know, maybe I'm just really good at compartmentalizing. I felt, Okay.

0:38:22.640 --> 0:38:25.600
<v Speaker 1>It's impossible to get through, for example, like Lincoln Park

0:38:25.680 --> 0:38:28.719
<v Speaker 1>songs without thinking about Chester, you know. You I look

0:38:28.760 --> 0:38:32.680
<v Speaker 1>out and I see one person like just raging, like

0:38:32.960 --> 0:38:37.040
<v Speaker 1>screaming and having the best time, and then like I

0:38:37.120 --> 0:38:39.560
<v Speaker 1>look over the other side and like somebody crying. Right,

0:38:40.280 --> 0:38:42.839
<v Speaker 1>that's a little tricky, Like that's new that's not something

0:38:42.920 --> 0:38:46.399
<v Speaker 1>I normally would see. How did it compare to last

0:38:46.440 --> 0:38:49.239
<v Speaker 1>October when you were at the Hollywood Bowl you did

0:38:49.280 --> 0:38:52.880
<v Speaker 1>this what was a memorial car? That was yeah, completely different.

0:38:52.960 --> 0:38:56.920
<v Speaker 1>In October we had done that show because we realized

0:38:57.000 --> 0:39:01.120
<v Speaker 1>that we had a private memorial and that the fans

0:39:01.320 --> 0:39:03.440
<v Speaker 1>didn't have a public one. They didn't have one that

0:39:03.480 --> 0:39:05.440
<v Speaker 1>they could go to. They didn't get to say goodbye,

0:39:05.520 --> 0:39:09.120
<v Speaker 1>they didn't get to experience that closure that comes with it.

0:39:09.280 --> 0:39:12.959
<v Speaker 1>We set that show up, we scheduled it to play

0:39:13.080 --> 0:39:16.840
<v Speaker 1>that role for the fans. Really don't get it twisted.

0:39:16.880 --> 0:39:19.440
<v Speaker 1>It was like very hard for us to do. You know.

0:39:19.680 --> 0:39:22.000
<v Speaker 1>Sometimes we'd be rehearsing stuff and the guys are just like,

0:39:22.520 --> 0:39:24.600
<v Speaker 1>can we like, let's take a break. It's like too much.

0:39:25.520 --> 0:39:29.440
<v Speaker 1>There are a few like realizations that were really necessary

0:39:29.760 --> 0:39:35.080
<v Speaker 1>about doing it. Number One, the warmth and the connected

0:39:35.560 --> 0:39:38.520
<v Speaker 1>energy of the whole Lincoln Park fan community of all

0:39:38.560 --> 0:39:41.439
<v Speaker 1>of the world like really came together around that show

0:39:41.560 --> 0:39:44.120
<v Speaker 1>and around the band during that time, and I'm super

0:39:44.200 --> 0:39:47.880
<v Speaker 1>grateful for that. I mean, everybody was so supportive. It

0:39:47.960 --> 0:39:52.400
<v Speaker 1>was incredible, and they've continued to be artist community, people

0:39:52.480 --> 0:39:55.160
<v Speaker 1>jumping in, sending in videos like I wish we could

0:39:55.200 --> 0:39:57.800
<v Speaker 1>be there coming on stage and singing with us and

0:39:57.960 --> 0:40:00.879
<v Speaker 1>doing all that really really special we had. I don't

0:40:00.880 --> 0:40:03.440
<v Speaker 1>know how the artist twenty something artists, I think. And

0:40:03.560 --> 0:40:06.719
<v Speaker 1>then in in retrospect, after having done those rehearsals and

0:40:06.840 --> 0:40:10.320
<v Speaker 1>played the show, you know, even watching it back and stuff,

0:40:10.360 --> 0:40:12.800
<v Speaker 1>I was like, these people who came on stage with

0:40:12.960 --> 0:40:15.839
<v Speaker 1>us all have awesome, awesome voices, and they're really really

0:40:15.920 --> 0:40:18.520
<v Speaker 1>wonderful and talented people, and not a single one of

0:40:18.560 --> 0:40:20.839
<v Speaker 1>them is chest her like that. There's no one's who

0:40:20.960 --> 0:40:24.040
<v Speaker 1>even if I'm imagining, like who could we sing these

0:40:24.120 --> 0:40:27.319
<v Speaker 1>songs with in the future. Is listening back to those

0:40:27.400 --> 0:40:30.719
<v Speaker 1>It's like those are all great moments, but that's none

0:40:30.719 --> 0:40:34.560
<v Speaker 1>of them are sustainable things. There isn't a version of

0:40:34.640 --> 0:40:37.840
<v Speaker 1>the band that exists with any of those types of people,

0:40:38.560 --> 0:40:41.560
<v Speaker 1>as wonderful as they are, right, So that just puts

0:40:41.680 --> 0:40:44.880
<v Speaker 1>more of a I doesn't doesn't add more of a

0:40:45.000 --> 0:40:47.040
<v Speaker 1>question mark, maybe, but it just checks things off the

0:40:47.120 --> 0:40:49.920
<v Speaker 1>list that are not. Really we just know what things

0:40:50.000 --> 0:40:52.840
<v Speaker 1>are not the option, Well, then what are the options?

0:40:53.000 --> 0:40:56.920
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. That's the million dollar question, right, And unfortunately,

0:40:57.000 --> 0:40:59.040
<v Speaker 1>you know I've said it before, but unfortunately there aren't

0:40:59.040 --> 0:41:01.360
<v Speaker 1>any answers to that at this point. It would be

0:41:01.400 --> 0:41:03.719
<v Speaker 1>awesome if there were. That would be really easy. Um,

0:41:03.800 --> 0:41:06.160
<v Speaker 1>I wish we were in in a Brian Johnson Bond

0:41:06.239 --> 0:41:08.839
<v Speaker 1>Scott situation where it's like, no, the guy, like our

0:41:08.920 --> 0:41:11.879
<v Speaker 1>best friend who sang for the band who passed away.

0:41:12.040 --> 0:41:15.160
<v Speaker 1>He literally said, this is the guy, and we listen

0:41:15.200 --> 0:41:16.799
<v Speaker 1>to the guy, and the guy is definitely the guy,

0:41:16.840 --> 0:41:18.279
<v Speaker 1>and we all love hanging out with him and we

0:41:18.280 --> 0:41:21.000
<v Speaker 1>want to play with him. That's not a normal that

0:41:21.120 --> 0:41:23.680
<v Speaker 1>that didn't happen to anybody else. Really, that hasn't happened

0:41:23.680 --> 0:41:25.640
<v Speaker 1>to us. Somebody comes and says, Hay Lincoln Park, do

0:41:25.719 --> 0:41:29.360
<v Speaker 1>you want to play a show in Germany? Then you

0:41:29.480 --> 0:41:31.040
<v Speaker 1>have to have a discussion with all the guys, and

0:41:31.120 --> 0:41:32.920
<v Speaker 1>you have one guy who's like, I definitely don't want

0:41:32.960 --> 0:41:34.440
<v Speaker 1>to do any one guy who says, I don't know,

0:41:34.560 --> 0:41:36.839
<v Speaker 1>maybe I agree, maybe we shouldn't do it, and two

0:41:36.880 --> 0:41:39.239
<v Speaker 1>guys to say we definitely need to do it. And

0:41:39.280 --> 0:41:44.920
<v Speaker 1>then there's concerns and all that noise, like that is

0:41:45.000 --> 0:41:47.879
<v Speaker 1>not something I can deal with right now, and it's

0:41:47.920 --> 0:41:50.080
<v Speaker 1>not a knock on anybody else, any one of us

0:41:50.120 --> 0:41:55.240
<v Speaker 1>could be the outlier opinion though, like minority voice on something.

0:41:56.080 --> 0:41:59.960
<v Speaker 1>But I definitely need some more simplicity in terms of

0:42:00.120 --> 0:42:02.600
<v Speaker 1>like decision making, Like oh my gut says that the

0:42:02.719 --> 0:42:04.440
<v Speaker 1>right thing to do is to shoot a video on

0:42:04.560 --> 0:42:07.680
<v Speaker 1>the crappy camera on my phone. I chewed it, I

0:42:07.760 --> 0:42:09.600
<v Speaker 1>look at it, I go I like that, and I

0:42:09.719 --> 0:42:11.759
<v Speaker 1>can put it on the internet and it's done. I

0:42:11.880 --> 0:42:14.560
<v Speaker 1>don't need to call anybody else. And that for me,

0:42:15.080 --> 0:42:17.799
<v Speaker 1>that power and that and that control has been part

0:42:17.880 --> 0:42:22.719
<v Speaker 1>of my like recovery process. When you miss Chester, what

0:42:22.760 --> 0:42:25.160
<v Speaker 1>do you miss most about him? In the beginning, I'll

0:42:25.160 --> 0:42:27.120
<v Speaker 1>tell you the thing that whenever I saw it, it

0:42:27.239 --> 0:42:29.560
<v Speaker 1>just made me like so it just like oh' just

0:42:29.760 --> 0:42:32.480
<v Speaker 1>so painful. Is at the end of every show we

0:42:32.600 --> 0:42:35.440
<v Speaker 1>put our arm around each other and always say a

0:42:35.560 --> 0:42:38.080
<v Speaker 1>good show. And that was always such a special moment.

0:42:38.160 --> 0:42:42.080
<v Speaker 1>It was always that like really satisfying, like hey, good job,

0:42:42.440 --> 0:42:45.080
<v Speaker 1>we did it. If the show is really good, then

0:42:45.120 --> 0:42:47.000
<v Speaker 1>it's like, hey man, that was a good show. It

0:42:47.120 --> 0:42:48.799
<v Speaker 1>was bad. I was like we made it through that show.

0:42:49.560 --> 0:42:54.320
<v Speaker 1>Good job. Also, like we always traveled together, we'd have

0:42:54.360 --> 0:42:57.120
<v Speaker 1>a lot of the same conversations and a lot of

0:42:57.160 --> 0:43:00.600
<v Speaker 1>inside jokes, and we played a lot of poker. Those

0:43:00.640 --> 0:43:03.399
<v Speaker 1>are things, especially on the road, that like other people

0:43:03.520 --> 0:43:06.719
<v Speaker 1>around us would have mentioned a lot of times, like, man,

0:43:07.120 --> 0:43:09.640
<v Speaker 1>it's always so funny hearing you guys like post show

0:43:09.760 --> 0:43:15.040
<v Speaker 1>in the van, like just rambling on about nonsense the

0:43:15.120 --> 0:43:17.799
<v Speaker 1>way we do. We do that goofy voices. And they

0:43:17.880 --> 0:43:19.880
<v Speaker 1>had like these characters and he he had like a

0:43:19.960 --> 0:43:22.600
<v Speaker 1>Russian character that always showed up like in this weird

0:43:22.680 --> 0:43:27.520
<v Speaker 1>Russian accent. Yeah, that was all really great stuff. I'm

0:43:27.680 --> 0:43:34.759
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