WEBVTT - Bonus: Life in Charles Manson's Cult

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<v Speaker 3>In February of twenty twenty three, I spoke with Diane Lake,

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<v Speaker 3>who joined the Charles Manson Family cult when she was fourteen,

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<v Speaker 3>and author Deborah Herman. The two collaborated on the book

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<v Speaker 3>Member of the Family, My Story of Charles Manson, Life

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<v Speaker 3>Inside his Cult and the Darkness that Ended the Sixties,

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<v Speaker 3>about Diane's experience with the Manson family. We talked about

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<v Speaker 3>Diane's time with the Manson family and Lynette From's role

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<v Speaker 3>in the group.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm Debora Herman. I'm an author and an indie publisher.

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<v Speaker 4>My specialty has become memoir, especially true crime memoir, and

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<v Speaker 4>I was fortunate enough to collaborate with Diane Lake, formerly

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<v Speaker 4>known as Snake, who was the youngest member of the

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<v Speaker 4>Manson Family cult. I Do Want to Save up Front.

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<v Speaker 4>Diane was fourteen when she joined the cult, did not

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<v Speaker 4>participate in the crimes, but everyone confessed to her, so

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<v Speaker 4>she became the unwitting confessor as she's stuck in the

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<v Speaker 4>desert with them and eventually testified against them.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm Diane Lake, former member of the family. I'm now

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<v Speaker 2>going to be seventy.

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<v Speaker 4>Which I can't believe. We started this journey what six

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<v Speaker 4>years ago? Yeah, when we first connected with one another

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<v Speaker 4>to do this book. And it was after Diane had

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<v Speaker 4>kept her secret for many years?

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<v Speaker 2>How many years? Forty seven? Pretty much nobody her children

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<v Speaker 2>didn't even know.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh, that's interesting. How did you manage to maintain that?

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<v Speaker 2>I just didn't talk about it. I told a couple

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<v Speaker 2>of pastors that I had, and I told a couple

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<v Speaker 2>of close friends, but it didn't always go well, and

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<v Speaker 2>so I eventually just didn't say anything. I just didn't

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<v Speaker 2>talk about it. I didn't want to be associated with it.

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<v Speaker 4>People have a very visceral reaction about just the name Manson.

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<v Speaker 4>People don't realize what the times were like, and so

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<v Speaker 4>they're looking at the circumstances of Diane's early life and

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<v Speaker 4>how she wound up with Manson through the lens of

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<v Speaker 4>the second decade of the two thousands. The nineteen sixties,

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<v Speaker 4>especially mid to late sixties, were a time of tremendous

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<v Speaker 4>change culturally. We had so many different movements going on

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<v Speaker 4>that were either peaceful they ultimately many of them became violent.

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<v Speaker 2>Later.

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<v Speaker 4>We had the women's movement, the civil rights movement, the

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<v Speaker 4>protests against the war, and we also had the psychedelic movement,

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<v Speaker 4>where people were experimenting with alternative ways of consciousness. It's

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<v Speaker 4>not the kind of recreational drugs we see today for

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<v Speaker 4>the most part. In Diane'll talk more about this, it

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<v Speaker 4>was like a sacrament. They were looking to expand their

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<v Speaker 4>consciousness and see the world in an alternative way. I

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<v Speaker 4>really think people need to look at the times, and

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<v Speaker 4>Diane was a witness.

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<v Speaker 3>With that being said, how did the initial meeting with

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<v Speaker 3>Charles Manson occur?

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<v Speaker 2>That's a yeah, that multifaceted question or answer. The quick

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<v Speaker 2>story is my my parents had got turned on and

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<v Speaker 2>they tuned in and my dad kind of bought into

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<v Speaker 2>Timothy Leary's you know philosophy and so we which was

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<v Speaker 2>that that the world was going to be a better

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<v Speaker 2>place if everybody took acid base exactly. He was an intellectual,

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<v Speaker 2>always been into Alan Ginsberg and Buckminster Fuller and you

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<v Speaker 2>know all these people. But he was also an artist,

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<v Speaker 2>and so he got into the psychedelic when he got

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<v Speaker 2>turned on, he started doing psychedelic day glow, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>neon posters and and he got involved with the Oracle

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<v Speaker 2>in Los Angeles.

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<v Speaker 4>It was an underground newspaper for the psychedelic movement, and

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<v Speaker 4>they were also a commune, and they wound up.

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<v Speaker 2>Moving into their home. They lost their lease. I think

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<v Speaker 2>they only did like nine or ten issues. And my

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<v Speaker 2>dad was one of the art directors and he provided

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<v Speaker 2>some of the posters that were free. So they lost

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<v Speaker 2>their lease and a lot of them moved in with

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<v Speaker 2>us in Santa Monica, and my dad and one of

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<v Speaker 2>the other guys decided that they were going to drop out,

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<v Speaker 2>and so they bought bread trucks converted them to campers.

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<v Speaker 2>We sold all our stuff, we moved into the camper,

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<v Speaker 2>went on down to will Rogers Beach in California. The

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<v Speaker 2>police moved us on after two weeks. Went to Zuma

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<v Speaker 2>Hippie Lifestyle. Met a couple with a young child and

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<v Speaker 2>they invited us to come and stay with them in

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<v Speaker 2>his mother's house while she was on vacation and on

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<v Speaker 2>an acid trip, I heard God say it's time for

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<v Speaker 2>me to leave home. So I talked to my parents.

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<v Speaker 2>They gave me a note, because I'm fourteen that they

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<v Speaker 2>gave me a note, you know, giving me permission to

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<v Speaker 2>live with this other couple and to be on my

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<v Speaker 2>basically emancipated. They continued on, went to Grand Canyon or something,

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<v Speaker 2>and I lived with this couple for a while.

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<v Speaker 4>Diane was really part of what was happening in the sixties.

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<v Speaker 4>From there she went to hate Ashbury, which was, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>one of the ground zero areas for the Flower Child movement.

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<v Speaker 3>Hate Ashbury was a neighborhood in San Francisco that, in

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<v Speaker 3>the mid to late sixties was a kind of geographical

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<v Speaker 3>and symbolic center for the counterculture before.

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<v Speaker 4>It became violent. That's where people were, you know, make

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<v Speaker 4>love not war. They were giving flowers to the soldiers.

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<v Speaker 4>There were free clinics. It really was the heart of

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<v Speaker 4>the sixties. It was until it wasn't. And so Diane

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<v Speaker 4>went to look for her parents, who had moved on

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<v Speaker 4>and where were they now. They were at the Hog Farm,

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<v Speaker 4>which another iconic commune in the foothills of Los Angeles.

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<v Speaker 4>I wasn't really welcome there.

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<v Speaker 2>The leader of that commune, Hugh Romney, who later became

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<v Speaker 2>Wavy Gravy at Woodstock, is when he really came into prominence. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>I think it was BB King gave him that, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>Gray Wavy Gravy.

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<v Speaker 3>Hugh Romney aka Wavy Gravy was a counterculture figure known

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<v Speaker 3>for his prominent role at Woodstock and for founding the

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<v Speaker 3>Hog Farm Collective, a commune that included musicians and artists.

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<v Speaker 2>But I wasn't really welcome there because they had a

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<v Speaker 2>conversation with me that I was jailbait because I was

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<v Speaker 2>a sexually active underage female and they had young guys

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<v Speaker 2>coming up, and the police were you know, the neighbors

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<v Speaker 2>weren't happy. They posted guards, the police would come up

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<v Speaker 2>on occasion. Yeah, So Hugh Romney was basically protecting his commune. Yes, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>he was not happy with the possibility that they were

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<v Speaker 2>going to get heat and visibility because they were doing

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<v Speaker 2>things that were probably against the law. A few days later,

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<v Speaker 2>I think this other couple came up and asked me

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<v Speaker 2>if I'd like to live with them. So I went

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<v Speaker 2>and lived with them, and they lived in another part

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<v Speaker 2>of Los Angeles, and they said, oh, we're going to

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<v Speaker 2>go to a party. You know, we want you to

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<v Speaker 2>meet this groovy guy and his girls. Okay, so fine.

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<v Speaker 2>So I went with them and it was Charlie. So

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<v Speaker 2>I walked up the stairs of this of the house

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<v Speaker 2>into Penga Canyon called the Spiral Staircase House, and I'd

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<v Speaker 2>actually lived there with that couple previously, so I knew

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<v Speaker 2>the house. And when I walked in, everybody knew me.

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<v Speaker 2>And I was like, I was just flabbergasted. It's like, Charlie,

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<v Speaker 2>Diane's here. It is like what? And he got up

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<v Speaker 2>from the circle they were in a circle, he was

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<v Speaker 2>playing the guitar, they were singing, and offered me some

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<v Speaker 2>of his root beer and said, oh, so this is

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<v Speaker 2>our Diane. And I'm just like, I'm just what. How

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<v Speaker 2>did they know me? I hadn't. I didn't. I didn't

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<v Speaker 2>know him anyway, so uh, typical love bomb. Yeah. They

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<v Speaker 2>just showered me and I felt so at home, but

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't totally move in at that point. It wasn't

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<v Speaker 2>until they were talking about taking the bus and going

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<v Speaker 2>to New Mexico and Arizona. You know, I had to

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<v Speaker 2>make a decision, and I really wasn't welcome at the

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<v Speaker 2>hog Farm and I had to sleep in the attic,

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<v Speaker 2>and so I had I just felt so loved and

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<v Speaker 2>I felt like I belonged there. So I went with

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<v Speaker 2>them and the rest is history. So you know, we moved.

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<v Speaker 2>We obviously, we came back from Arizona and New Mexico.

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<v Speaker 2>I was just like, I don't know what he was doing.

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<v Speaker 2>Had he knew people there. I think that he'd been

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<v Speaker 2>in jail with But we came back, lived different places

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<v Speaker 2>in Topanga Canyon. Then we found the Spawn Ranch and

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<v Speaker 2>you know, George was the blind owner and it was

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<v Speaker 2>like an old movie set up in the hills of

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<v Speaker 2>Los Angeles in the San Fernando Valley, and he, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>loved the place and we George didn't really know everything

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<v Speaker 2>that was going on. Squeaky was in charge of kind

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<v Speaker 2>of taking care of George and making him happy, and

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<v Speaker 2>the rest of we mucked out stalls and we rented

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<v Speaker 2>horses because at that point, you know, it was an

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<v Speaker 2>old movie set. It still could be used as that,

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<v Speaker 2>but it was now basically being used to rent horses.

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<v Speaker 2>Everything was at that time, I'm idyllic.

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<v Speaker 4>They were this group of hippies and they loved each

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<v Speaker 4>other and they were living from they were manifesting.

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<v Speaker 2>Everything they needed.

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<v Speaker 4>They would go dumpster diving for food or people would

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<v Speaker 4>give them things. And Charlie was always saying that he was.

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<v Speaker 2>What did he call it, He was manifesting it. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>he called postulating.

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<v Speaker 4>He was postulating for things and then somehow they would happen. Now,

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<v Speaker 4>of course he may have been scheming, and he may

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<v Speaker 4>have been bargaining. People need to remember he had learned

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<v Speaker 4>to be a pimp, so he may have actually been

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<v Speaker 4>trading some of the women for some of the things

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<v Speaker 4>that they all needed. You know, you've got several sides

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<v Speaker 4>to what was happening. But the side he was presenting

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<v Speaker 4>to the women was one of a guru and a

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<v Speaker 4>musician and their lover.

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<v Speaker 2>And he just had this uncanny a bit to read

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<v Speaker 2>people and then use it, you know, for his survival

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<v Speaker 2>or his you know, forward movement. It's called cognitive empathy.

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<v Speaker 2>It could be from the bomb to the airline pilot.

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<v Speaker 4>It's cognitive empathy that is very common in psychopaths, where

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<v Speaker 4>they have the ability to mimic empathy but they really

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<v Speaker 4>don't have it. It's very It's a very interesting perspective

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<v Speaker 4>because he could make some he could make someone feel

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<v Speaker 4>that they were the only person in the world, but

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<v Speaker 4>yet he was still thinking what he needed.

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<v Speaker 3>What do you think he saw in you that he

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<v Speaker 3>was able to use to build a relationship with you?

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<v Speaker 2>I guess well as the reason that he knew me

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<v Speaker 2>and I didn't know him, the reason he knew me,

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<v Speaker 2>it was because he had gone to the hog farm,

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<v Speaker 2>called him Blackbust Charlie back then, and he'd gone to

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<v Speaker 2>the hog farm and before Diane got there, before parents

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<v Speaker 2>were there. Yeah, before I knew him. Before I went

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<v Speaker 2>to the hog farm and met my parents and they

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<v Speaker 2>all went on a road trip out to the Mojave

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<v Speaker 2>Desert together and my mom, I was in San Francisco

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<v Speaker 2>at that point. My mom gave him my picture because

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<v Speaker 2>they were going to be going to San Francisco, Charlie

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<v Speaker 2>and the girls. She doesn't exactly remember what it was,

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<v Speaker 2>but like, either you know, find my daughter and bring

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<v Speaker 2>her back, or you know, here's a picture my daughter,

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<v Speaker 2>say hi. My mom thought he and the girls were great,

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<v Speaker 2>you know. And back then there were lots of communes,

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<v Speaker 2>there were lots of guru varieties. You know, and he

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<v Speaker 2>kind of pawned himself off as this wise philosopher through

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<v Speaker 2>his music. He played the guitar, the songs were fun.

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<v Speaker 2>The girls of door him. I adored the girls. I

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<v Speaker 2>got along great with you know, most of the girls

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<v Speaker 2>in the early days, and it was like any other commune.

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<v Speaker 2>But they accepted me, you know, and I felt love

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<v Speaker 2>by them. And so that's why I because I didn't

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<v Speaker 2>really know where to go, you know, my parents had

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<v Speaker 2>chosen this commune that I wasn't welcome and I didn't

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<v Speaker 2>feel comfortable in. So where am I going to go?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm sure he saw me that I was. I was

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<v Speaker 2>a valuable commodity that he could he could use for

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<v Speaker 2>favors or whatever, you know, attracting other men to the

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<v Speaker 2>to the group. I'm not, you know, at its very

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<v Speaker 2>basic level.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, it was a form of trafficking at its very

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<v Speaker 4>basic level.

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<v Speaker 2>But I don't even know if he thought of it

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<v Speaker 2>that way at the time. No, I don't. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>think he did, because maybe I don't know.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know he he worked. He did things so

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<v Speaker 4>much on instinct of how to survive, based on a

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<v Speaker 4>lifetime of being in penal and and.

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<v Speaker 2>This was a whole new I mean, he came out

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<v Speaker 2>of jail. He'd had lessons on how to be a pimp,

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<v Speaker 2>a successful pimp, because he'd been out before and tried

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<v Speaker 2>it and failed, and so you know, he'd gotten more lessons,

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<v Speaker 2>and so he came out in the middle of them, the.

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<v Speaker 5>Summer of the Love, you know, where it's like free

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<v Speaker 5>love and free sex and free drives. You know, I'm

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<v Speaker 5>sure that he was just like wow. And so he

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<v Speaker 5>morphed into head of the commune guru.

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<v Speaker 2>And that's what he was. He was good at becoming

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<v Speaker 2>whatever we needed, you know, whatever each person individually needed,

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<v Speaker 2>whether it was a father figure, a lover, a husband,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, an uncle or brother or whatever. He was

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<v Speaker 2>really good at with you. He excused some violent behavior

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<v Speaker 2>as saying you need the discipline, as being kind of

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<v Speaker 2>a father figure who's going to show her the ropes.

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<v Speaker 2>He used me as an example to discipline others, right,

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<v Speaker 2>a couple of twos, they use beatings. Yeah, I was

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<v Speaker 2>not beat on a regular basis, but there were a

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<v Speaker 2>few moments when memorable moments he chose to, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>beat me with the cord a chair leg once.

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<v Speaker 3>And yeah, you said before like you got along with

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<v Speaker 3>most of the other girls at the beginning. I assume

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<v Speaker 3>you were the youngest of the group. So was it

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<v Speaker 3>like having a whole bunch of older sisters or how

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<v Speaker 3>did that all kind of go?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, we were like sisters. They were like older. We

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<v Speaker 2>were like you know, the sister wives, you know, because

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<v Speaker 2>we were all having sex with him and sometimes with

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<v Speaker 2>each other with him. But it was, you know, it

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<v Speaker 2>was like a family. I mean, we did the cooking,

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<v Speaker 2>the cleaning, got ready, you know, had meals read, We

0:17:00.760 --> 0:17:06.439
<v Speaker 2>played music, you know, sang learned Charlie songs and sang them. Basically,

0:17:07.000 --> 0:17:09.879
<v Speaker 2>we had to learn how to take care of ourselves,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, get food. It's not like anybody really had

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<v Speaker 2>a job, so, you know, finding housing that was free

0:17:18.640 --> 0:17:22.879
<v Speaker 2>and finding food. We went dumpster diving behind the grocery

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<v Speaker 2>stores and panhandled for money. So however you could eke

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<v Speaker 2>out an existence, That's what we did. And then we

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<v Speaker 2>you know, we moved to the Spawn ranch. Found that

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<v Speaker 2>and ended up moving to the back house of the ranch.

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<v Speaker 2>More and more people were coming and going. Paul Watkins

0:17:44.480 --> 0:17:50.320
<v Speaker 2>and then Text joined us, and Leslie Sandy those people

0:17:50.400 --> 0:17:54.760
<v Speaker 2>came later when I came it was Susan Atkins, Mary Brunner,

0:17:55.800 --> 0:18:03.000
<v Speaker 2>Squeaky Fron. There was another girl, Bailey. So anyway, he'd

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<v Speaker 2>always been talking about a black white race war, kind

0:18:06.280 --> 0:18:10.479
<v Speaker 2>of like apocalyptic moment in time that he'd been hearing

0:18:10.520 --> 0:18:14.000
<v Speaker 2>about in the jail, and then when the Beatles White

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<v Speaker 2>Album came out, that's when it got coined as Helter

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<v Speaker 2>Skelter because he thought that he really thought the Beatles

0:18:21.840 --> 0:18:25.320
<v Speaker 2>were sending him a message about helter skelter.

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<v Speaker 3>Helter Skelter was the term that Manton used to describe

0:18:30.160 --> 0:18:33.040
<v Speaker 3>his theory about what he saw as the upcoming race

0:18:33.080 --> 0:18:36.040
<v Speaker 3>war in the US and the part that the Manson

0:18:36.119 --> 0:18:39.399
<v Speaker 3>family would play in ruling the country in its aftermath.

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<v Speaker 3>You can hear more about helter Skelter in episode two

0:18:43.960 --> 0:18:45.760
<v Speaker 3>Don't Want Out and You're Free.

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<v Speaker 2>But he got kind of frenzied, and I remember one

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<v Speaker 2>time at the ranch on the saloon, he'd gotten all

0:18:53.840 --> 0:18:58.119
<v Speaker 2>these Forest Service maps and he taped them all together,

0:18:58.200 --> 0:19:01.760
<v Speaker 2>and he was looking for a pathway to the desert

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<v Speaker 2>because we had got introduced to Barker Ranch through one

0:19:04.400 --> 0:19:08.080
<v Speaker 2>of the girls that joined the family, and he was

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<v Speaker 2>looking for a path from there up to Barker Ranch

0:19:12.200 --> 0:19:15.360
<v Speaker 2>or that part of the Death Valley on these topographical

0:19:15.560 --> 0:19:20.000
<v Speaker 2>forestry maps, and he just there was this frenzy to

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<v Speaker 2>get money and supplies gas. He talked about digging a

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<v Speaker 2>huge trench and then hijacking a gas tanker and burying

0:19:29.200 --> 0:19:32.879
<v Speaker 2>it so that we would have lots of gas. Yeah,

0:19:32.920 --> 0:19:36.600
<v Speaker 2>so that he could be independent. But it just it

0:19:36.720 --> 0:19:39.159
<v Speaker 2>just escalated. It was in and it was crazy. And

0:19:39.200 --> 0:19:41.800
<v Speaker 2>then he heard about the Bottomless Pit and so we're

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<v Speaker 2>looking for the Bottomless Pit because he thinks this war

0:19:45.200 --> 0:19:47.560
<v Speaker 2>is going to happen and we need a place to hide,

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<v Speaker 2>and you know that the Winter's not going to be

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<v Speaker 2>able to rule, and so then they're going to come

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<v Speaker 2>and ask the family, you know, to I guess repopulate

0:19:57.480 --> 0:20:00.840
<v Speaker 2>the world and rule. It makes me c to even

0:20:01.000 --> 0:20:05.800
<v Speaker 2>say it, but that's what I heard from him. So anyway,

0:20:05.800 --> 0:20:08.760
<v Speaker 2>it just it just went from crazy to crazy. And

0:20:08.800 --> 0:20:12.840
<v Speaker 2>then he was having the girls do these creepy crawley missions.

0:20:13.560 --> 0:20:16.439
<v Speaker 2>I never was asked to do that, but it was like,

0:20:16.640 --> 0:20:18.359
<v Speaker 2>you know, they'd dressed in black and they'd go and

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<v Speaker 2>sneak into people's houses and move the furniture and eat

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<v Speaker 2>some food and as far as I know, they weren't

0:20:24.280 --> 0:20:28.840
<v Speaker 2>stealing anything, but I don't know, and it was all

0:20:28.960 --> 0:20:33.679
<v Speaker 2>dry run or just a control thing. He wanted to

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<v Speaker 2>see how much he could control them. And then a

0:20:37.440 --> 0:20:40.879
<v Speaker 2>drug deal went bad with Gary Hinman, and Gary Hinman

0:20:41.000 --> 0:20:46.200
<v Speaker 2>ended up getting killed and Bobby got caught in his car.

0:20:47.040 --> 0:20:49.399
<v Speaker 3>Manson thought that Hinman had ripped him off in a

0:20:49.480 --> 0:20:53.760
<v Speaker 3>drug deal in ordered Bobby Bosle to kill him. Bosle

0:20:53.960 --> 0:20:58.199
<v Speaker 3>murdered Hinman and wrote political piggies and drew a pawprint

0:20:58.240 --> 0:21:02.520
<v Speaker 3>in Himan's blood attempt to throw suspicion on the Black Panthers.

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<v Speaker 3>The murders at Charon Tate's house on Cielo Drive occurred

0:21:06.520 --> 0:21:10.520
<v Speaker 3>just hours after Bosola's arrests for Hinman's murder was reported

0:21:10.560 --> 0:21:11.639
<v Speaker 3>in the news.

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<v Speaker 2>I think really that the two murder nights were trying

0:21:16.680 --> 0:21:22.280
<v Speaker 2>to be a cover up, a copycat and twofold. It's

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<v Speaker 2>like Helter Skelter wasn't coming fast enough for Charlie, so

0:21:25.920 --> 0:21:29.080
<v Speaker 2>he was going to start it. So I think that was,

0:21:29.280 --> 0:21:38.760
<v Speaker 2>you know, that's what kind of triggered those two murderous nights.

0:21:39.000 --> 0:21:41.920
<v Speaker 2>I was at the ranch and I got whisked off,

0:21:41.960 --> 0:21:44.720
<v Speaker 2>but I didn't know what had happened. I got whisked

0:21:44.760 --> 0:21:48.920
<v Speaker 2>off the next day to the gateway to the Death Valley,

0:21:48.960 --> 0:21:53.520
<v Speaker 2>which we'd waited there before in Atlantia, and tex was

0:21:53.560 --> 0:21:56.320
<v Speaker 2>there and I ended up getting picked up as a

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<v Speaker 2>vagrant or runaway, you know, on three ninety five. I

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<v Speaker 2>was in the local jail for twenty four hours and

0:22:02.680 --> 0:22:10.320
<v Speaker 2>then they just determined that, you know, that I wasn't underage,

0:22:10.960 --> 0:22:14.480
<v Speaker 2>which I was, but anyway, so they took me back

0:22:15.040 --> 0:22:18.040
<v Speaker 2>back to Milanta, and Text was frantic and he had

0:22:18.040 --> 0:22:21.240
<v Speaker 2>a newspaper in his hand about the murders, you know,

0:22:21.320 --> 0:22:23.400
<v Speaker 2>these horrible Hollywood murders.

0:22:23.720 --> 0:22:27.200
<v Speaker 3>She is talking here about the Tate and LaBianca murders.

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<v Speaker 2>He slaps the paper and he says, I did this,

0:22:32.080 --> 0:22:37.040
<v Speaker 2>Charlie told me to. I was just in shock from

0:22:37.160 --> 0:22:40.920
<v Speaker 2>then on and stuck with them. Well, I didn't where

0:22:40.960 --> 0:22:42.879
<v Speaker 2>could I go? You couldn't go anywhere.

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<v Speaker 4>When we were researching the book together, after we were

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<v Speaker 4>under contract, we took a trip together with my husband

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<v Speaker 4>up into Death Valley to Barker Ranch, and in many

0:22:55.680 --> 0:22:58.919
<v Speaker 4>ways it's exactly as it was. Some of the buildings

0:22:59.240 --> 0:23:06.480
<v Speaker 4>have fun in, but there was enough there to basically

0:23:06.520 --> 0:23:10.800
<v Speaker 4>support everything Diane had been telling us about what it

0:23:10.840 --> 0:23:13.640
<v Speaker 4>was like to live there. There was even a remnant

0:23:13.960 --> 0:23:19.040
<v Speaker 4>of decorating that Diane had done when she was up there.

0:23:19.440 --> 0:23:21.200
<v Speaker 4>She had been up there by herself for a while

0:23:21.240 --> 0:23:25.399
<v Speaker 4>and with just two other people and decorating with stones

0:23:25.440 --> 0:23:28.160
<v Speaker 4>to make it look pretty, and it was all still there,

0:23:28.920 --> 0:23:33.280
<v Speaker 4>but it is remote. Manson did not want them to

0:23:33.320 --> 0:23:36.600
<v Speaker 4>be found. They were going to hide out in this

0:23:36.800 --> 0:23:42.919
<v Speaker 4>remote place until everything was over, but that didn't happen

0:23:42.920 --> 0:23:43.280
<v Speaker 4>that way.

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<v Speaker 3>No, What was it like, just like on a day

0:23:46.760 --> 0:23:50.840
<v Speaker 3>to day basis when you were at Spawn Ranch? What

0:23:50.960 --> 0:23:53.399
<v Speaker 3>did you do personally?

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I walked a lot in the hills. I

0:23:56.200 --> 0:23:59.359
<v Speaker 2>did a lot of fasting on lemon and lemon juice

0:23:59.400 --> 0:24:02.240
<v Speaker 2>and honey. Seemed like we always. I think somebody gave

0:24:02.320 --> 0:24:06.080
<v Speaker 2>us like a five gallon ten of honey at some point, so,

0:24:06.560 --> 0:24:10.520
<v Speaker 2>you know, and Charlie at one point, you know, he's, oh,

0:24:10.560 --> 0:24:14.399
<v Speaker 2>you don't really need food, and you know there is

0:24:14.440 --> 0:24:17.080
<v Speaker 2>no such thing as pain, you know, he always was

0:24:17.240 --> 0:24:21.280
<v Speaker 2>playing these mind games. But I remember just enjoying nature.

0:24:21.880 --> 0:24:24.320
<v Speaker 2>When I go buy Spawn Ranch a lot, or not

0:24:25.840 --> 0:24:30.119
<v Speaker 2>necessarily the ranch itself, but that area the Santa Susana pass.

0:24:30.200 --> 0:24:33.640
<v Speaker 2>I go there, you know, probably once a week, and

0:24:33.920 --> 0:24:38.480
<v Speaker 2>I don't really have bad memories because that nature, the

0:24:38.560 --> 0:24:42.120
<v Speaker 2>nature was the overriding thing. Yes, bad things happened there,

0:24:42.160 --> 0:24:45.320
<v Speaker 2>but the overriding thing was the beauty of that whole area.

0:24:46.560 --> 0:24:51.040
<v Speaker 2>At that time, your days were fairly routine, cleaning, making food,

0:24:51.240 --> 0:24:53.560
<v Speaker 2>taking care of babies that you know, a couple of

0:24:53.600 --> 0:24:56.399
<v Speaker 2>the ladies had babies, and so you know, we would

0:24:56.400 --> 0:24:58.600
<v Speaker 2>take care of them. We took care of George, we

0:24:58.640 --> 0:25:01.640
<v Speaker 2>took care of Charlie. We washed clothes in the river.

0:25:02.520 --> 0:25:04.960
<v Speaker 2>You know. People said that we were, you know, like dirty.

0:25:05.080 --> 0:25:07.480
<v Speaker 2>I'm sure that in some ways we were. I did

0:25:07.720 --> 0:25:12.200
<v Speaker 2>end up with Impanago, but it was a horse rental

0:25:12.600 --> 0:25:16.680
<v Speaker 2>place and flies. It's you know, you couldn't get away

0:25:16.680 --> 0:25:16.920
<v Speaker 2>from it.

0:25:16.920 --> 0:25:20.199
<v Speaker 4>But you guys, we were just living a life as

0:25:20.240 --> 0:25:24.000
<v Speaker 4>a commune. You ate food, I mean you gathered it

0:25:23.480 --> 0:25:28.520
<v Speaker 4>in kind of different ways than the typical.

0:25:28.359 --> 0:25:30.760
<v Speaker 2>But you still had to provide, you know, I mean

0:25:30.760 --> 0:25:34.520
<v Speaker 2>that it was basically survival. You've got to feed twenty

0:25:34.560 --> 0:25:39.159
<v Speaker 2>people every night, and then you played music. We played music,

0:25:39.200 --> 0:25:43.320
<v Speaker 2>and we smoked and smoked marijuana and we got high

0:25:43.359 --> 0:25:46.640
<v Speaker 2>on LSD. You know, probably once a week, and we

0:25:46.840 --> 0:25:49.800
<v Speaker 2>helped rent out the horses and mock the stalls, and

0:25:50.119 --> 0:25:53.879
<v Speaker 2>there seems like there was always a lot to do that.

0:25:54.320 --> 0:25:58.280
<v Speaker 2>And you listen to Charlie pontificate every night, didn't you?

0:25:58.320 --> 0:26:03.600
<v Speaker 2>Pretty much? Yeah, I've had some philosophy in part.

0:26:04.119 --> 0:26:08.960
<v Speaker 3>Was there like a hierarchy amongst the girls there or

0:26:09.080 --> 0:26:11.640
<v Speaker 3>was it just basically everybody was sort of equal?

0:26:12.800 --> 0:26:15.199
<v Speaker 2>At one point, you know, I felt like I was

0:26:15.280 --> 0:26:20.119
<v Speaker 2>part of the inner circle, which was like Susan Lynette,

0:26:20.160 --> 0:26:24.520
<v Speaker 2>Me and Mary Brunner. But then other girls came and

0:26:25.960 --> 0:26:29.000
<v Speaker 2>I wasn't the most obedient. Apparently I wasn't the most

0:26:29.040 --> 0:26:33.520
<v Speaker 2>obedient girl. And then when we went up to Barker

0:26:33.600 --> 0:26:37.000
<v Speaker 2>Ranch and he'd left me up there with a couple

0:26:37.000 --> 0:26:42.040
<v Speaker 2>of other people, and I felt abandoned. And Bobby Bosselet

0:26:42.200 --> 0:26:44.800
<v Speaker 2>came up and he wanted some girls to help him

0:26:44.840 --> 0:26:49.199
<v Speaker 2>panhandle money, and so I volunteered and we ended up

0:26:49.240 --> 0:26:53.000
<v Speaker 2>going back to not Spawn Ranch now but Gresham Street,

0:26:53.359 --> 0:26:56.520
<v Speaker 2>and Charlie was furious with me and he said, I'm

0:26:56.520 --> 0:26:59.320
<v Speaker 2>taking you back to your parents, and he did find

0:26:59.359 --> 0:27:03.920
<v Speaker 2>my parents, but I felt crazy there. I had too

0:27:03.960 --> 0:27:08.119
<v Speaker 2>much Charlie indoctrination at that point. And so then he

0:27:08.200 --> 0:27:10.480
<v Speaker 2>took me to Gary Hinman's and I stayed with Gary

0:27:10.520 --> 0:27:13.119
<v Speaker 2>Hinman for a week, and then I went to the

0:27:13.119 --> 0:27:15.480
<v Speaker 2>There was another commune now at the Spawn Ranch, and

0:27:15.520 --> 0:27:20.720
<v Speaker 2>I went there, but eventually I got wound up back

0:27:21.280 --> 0:27:23.360
<v Speaker 2>with Charlie.

0:27:23.560 --> 0:27:27.119
<v Speaker 3>As mentioned earlier, Hinman was a Manson associate who was

0:27:27.240 --> 0:27:28.760
<v Speaker 3>murdered by Bobby Bouselet.

0:27:30.040 --> 0:27:32.640
<v Speaker 2>I was like a hangar honor at that point.

0:27:32.880 --> 0:27:36.440
<v Speaker 4>Well, you have to remember too, if things were becoming

0:27:36.480 --> 0:27:41.679
<v Speaker 4>more sinister and he was making plans, it wouldn't have

0:27:41.840 --> 0:27:46.440
<v Speaker 4>been to his advantage to trust them to someone who

0:27:46.560 --> 0:27:52.560
<v Speaker 4>was not completely under his control and who would have

0:27:52.640 --> 0:27:54.000
<v Speaker 4>been a little bit of.

0:27:53.960 --> 0:27:57.120
<v Speaker 2>A loose cannon. Yeah, so I would say not even

0:27:57.160 --> 0:28:00.359
<v Speaker 2>by her choice. I would say that Lynette, and you

0:28:00.400 --> 0:28:03.760
<v Speaker 2>know Susan Atkins and Patty Krenwinkle. Oh, that's right. Patty

0:28:03.920 --> 0:28:06.680
<v Speaker 2>Kreenminkle was part of the group when I joined as well.

0:28:07.280 --> 0:28:11.719
<v Speaker 2>Those girls they continued, I think to be his main

0:28:11.920 --> 0:28:14.600
<v Speaker 2>especially Lynette. I always felt like Lynette was kind of

0:28:14.640 --> 0:28:16.840
<v Speaker 2>his right hand woman.

0:28:18.200 --> 0:28:19.280
<v Speaker 3>And why do you think that was?

0:28:20.320 --> 0:28:23.680
<v Speaker 2>Well, I don't know. Well, she was smart, and then

0:28:23.760 --> 0:28:27.600
<v Speaker 2>I don't think he read well. I think he might

0:28:27.640 --> 0:28:32.760
<v Speaker 2>have even been on the spectrum of autism because he

0:28:32.880 --> 0:28:36.840
<v Speaker 2>had an incredible auditory recall and he hadn't really been

0:28:36.840 --> 0:28:40.040
<v Speaker 2>to school. He'd always been the bad boy at school

0:28:40.080 --> 0:28:44.360
<v Speaker 2>and reform school in prison, and he so Lynette did

0:28:44.400 --> 0:28:49.080
<v Speaker 2>all any reading to him, so they confided. I think

0:28:49.120 --> 0:28:52.600
<v Speaker 2>that he and Lynette were closer than any of the girls,

0:28:53.000 --> 0:28:55.880
<v Speaker 2>and she was also very, very dedicated to him. Oh,

0:28:56.280 --> 0:28:57.760
<v Speaker 2>it still is, It still is.

0:28:58.880 --> 0:29:02.200
<v Speaker 3>Did Sandy have an particular role? I know, have you

0:29:02.240 --> 0:29:07.560
<v Speaker 3>read Jess Braven's book about Lynette? He feels, you know,

0:29:07.680 --> 0:29:10.560
<v Speaker 3>in the book it sort of comes across that that,

0:29:10.680 --> 0:29:14.960
<v Speaker 3>especially after the Manson days, that Sandra Good would sort

0:29:14.960 --> 0:29:18.000
<v Speaker 3>of wind Lynette up, and that the periods in which

0:29:18.040 --> 0:29:22.640
<v Speaker 3>they were separated, Lynette had a much sort of calmer existence,

0:29:23.040 --> 0:29:26.720
<v Speaker 3>and then Sandra would show up again and things would

0:29:26.880 --> 0:29:28.200
<v Speaker 3>sort of go off the rails.

0:29:28.600 --> 0:29:33.080
<v Speaker 2>That would make sense. Well, and Lynette spent what thirty

0:29:33.160 --> 0:29:36.640
<v Speaker 2>some years in prison for trying to shoot Gerald Ford.

0:29:37.480 --> 0:29:39.960
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, that's part of the podcast that I'm doing, is

0:29:40.000 --> 0:29:43.480
<v Speaker 3>that that event. What do you think when you heard

0:29:43.480 --> 0:29:43.920
<v Speaker 3>about that?

0:29:44.440 --> 0:29:48.840
<v Speaker 2>It didn't make sense at all? Sandy lived. I don't know.

0:29:48.960 --> 0:29:52.280
<v Speaker 2>Within five miles. I think of the prison, the two

0:29:52.280 --> 0:29:57.320
<v Speaker 2>of them were pretty pretty close and very devoted. I

0:29:57.320 --> 0:30:02.200
<v Speaker 2>think they were really working hard to change his image,

0:30:03.000 --> 0:30:09.280
<v Speaker 2>you know, from this because they proclaimed as innocence forever.

0:30:10.080 --> 0:30:12.440
<v Speaker 2>Then they got on this the kick about saving the

0:30:12.560 --> 0:30:16.720
<v Speaker 2>environment and animals and all that, and I think that

0:30:16.760 --> 0:30:22.200
<v Speaker 2>they were really trying to like change his image. After

0:30:22.240 --> 0:30:26.400
<v Speaker 2>the trial, I was in Europe for almost three years

0:30:26.440 --> 0:30:29.600
<v Speaker 2>and I wrote my mom like twenty some letters and

0:30:29.680 --> 0:30:32.160
<v Speaker 2>I in those and she saved them and I've been

0:30:32.200 --> 0:30:34.800
<v Speaker 2>able to read them, you know, within the last five years.

0:30:34.840 --> 0:30:39.560
<v Speaker 2>And she I never mentioned I never referred to or

0:30:39.680 --> 0:30:43.160
<v Speaker 2>mentioned being in the Madson family. So it was it

0:30:43.200 --> 0:30:45.560
<v Speaker 2>was way in my rear view mire. I did not

0:30:45.680 --> 0:30:49.640
<v Speaker 2>want to read anything about these people or know what

0:30:49.720 --> 0:30:52.280
<v Speaker 2>was happening, other than you know, had come across the

0:30:52.320 --> 0:30:54.880
<v Speaker 2>TV that so and so, you know, was up for

0:30:54.920 --> 0:31:00.440
<v Speaker 2>parole and they'd been denied. But that shooting. I couldn't

0:31:00.440 --> 0:31:04.960
<v Speaker 2>believe that that it's like what she tried to shoot somebody,

0:31:05.960 --> 0:31:09.960
<v Speaker 2>the president. I mean, it's just crazy.

0:31:10.960 --> 0:31:16.480
<v Speaker 3>The decision that you made to testify against Manson and

0:31:16.560 --> 0:31:19.040
<v Speaker 3>other members of the family. What was that like?

0:31:19.720 --> 0:31:21.840
<v Speaker 2>It was hard, I mean, I at that point I

0:31:22.000 --> 0:31:27.840
<v Speaker 2>was seventeen and Jack Gardner, who had been the arresting

0:31:27.840 --> 0:31:32.200
<v Speaker 2>officer up at Barker Ranch, he took me in as

0:31:32.240 --> 0:31:35.760
<v Speaker 2>his foster child, and I lived with him and his

0:31:35.800 --> 0:31:39.280
<v Speaker 2>family until I was eighteen, and he helped me through

0:31:39.320 --> 0:31:42.880
<v Speaker 2>the trial. I thank God for him coming into my life,

0:31:42.920 --> 0:31:46.840
<v Speaker 2>because it would have been really hard and dangerous because

0:31:46.840 --> 0:31:48.720
<v Speaker 2>I didn't at that point, I didn't realize that the

0:31:48.720 --> 0:31:54.000
<v Speaker 2>Manson family had gotten back together or stayed together, you know,

0:31:54.200 --> 0:31:56.560
<v Speaker 2>during the trial and after the trial, other than the

0:31:56.600 --> 0:32:00.959
<v Speaker 2>girls putting xes on their heads and crawling through the streets,

0:32:01.040 --> 0:32:04.560
<v Speaker 2>and I didn't realize that the family had actually gotten

0:32:04.600 --> 0:32:05.960
<v Speaker 2>back together at Spawn Ranch.

0:32:06.600 --> 0:32:10.360
<v Speaker 4>And at the time, for about nine months, Diane was

0:32:10.760 --> 0:32:15.800
<v Speaker 4>in a mental hospital, not only to deprogram her and

0:32:15.880 --> 0:32:19.640
<v Speaker 4>to help the person who was running the program specialized

0:32:19.800 --> 0:32:24.400
<v Speaker 4>in helping people who had been on LSD, but it

0:32:24.480 --> 0:32:27.840
<v Speaker 4>was also for her safety. And what we do know

0:32:28.360 --> 0:32:32.760
<v Speaker 4>is that some of the members of the Manson family

0:32:32.840 --> 0:32:38.080
<v Speaker 4>tried to meet her while she was in the hospital.

0:32:38.560 --> 0:32:42.560
<v Speaker 4>They were prevented, but it was really for her safety

0:32:43.920 --> 0:32:48.440
<v Speaker 4>to be there. And I think you say in the

0:32:48.480 --> 0:32:53.080
<v Speaker 4>book about your concern when you would have to face

0:32:53.400 --> 0:32:54.480
<v Speaker 4>Manson in court.

0:32:54.760 --> 0:32:55.000
<v Speaker 5>Yeah.

0:32:55.040 --> 0:32:57.800
<v Speaker 2>No, I was very worried because for a while I

0:32:57.880 --> 0:33:00.920
<v Speaker 2>heard his voice in my head, you know, telling me

0:33:01.000 --> 0:33:04.440
<v Speaker 2>to flip the switch, flip the light switch on. I mean,

0:33:04.520 --> 0:33:07.480
<v Speaker 2>just stupid stuff, but it was still like his voice,

0:33:07.880 --> 0:33:09.720
<v Speaker 2>and so I was really worried that when I was

0:33:09.760 --> 0:33:12.040
<v Speaker 2>going to testify against him that I would I would

0:33:12.040 --> 0:33:15.640
<v Speaker 2>hear his voice and he'd tell me to do something weird.

0:33:15.800 --> 0:33:18.280
<v Speaker 2>And I had lied at the grand jury, and so

0:33:18.400 --> 0:33:22.840
<v Speaker 2>they threatened me with perjury and I met with attorneys

0:33:22.880 --> 0:33:25.000
<v Speaker 2>and all that. In the end, no, I just want

0:33:25.040 --> 0:33:29.920
<v Speaker 2>to tell the truth as I know it, and that's

0:33:29.960 --> 0:33:33.960
<v Speaker 2>what I did. I just thought, and if I go

0:33:34.080 --> 0:33:37.120
<v Speaker 2>to jail for that, you know, that just didn't make sense.

0:33:37.160 --> 0:33:40.120
<v Speaker 2>I was really trusting that I was doing the right thing,

0:33:40.160 --> 0:33:41.680
<v Speaker 2>that I was doing the godly thing.

0:33:42.560 --> 0:33:48.960
<v Speaker 4>Diane was not only concerned about you know, repercussions and

0:33:49.240 --> 0:33:54.680
<v Speaker 4>Manson and his control, but also feelings because at one

0:33:54.720 --> 0:33:59.760
<v Speaker 4>point she loved this man, so you know, she wasn't

0:33:59.760 --> 0:34:04.160
<v Speaker 4>sure whether seeing him in that environment was going to

0:34:04.920 --> 0:34:07.160
<v Speaker 4>bring back those feelings.

0:34:07.160 --> 0:34:10.160
<v Speaker 2>One of the very first questions that I was asked

0:34:10.280 --> 0:34:15.600
<v Speaker 2>by the attorney was did I love Charles Manson, and

0:34:16.160 --> 0:34:21.040
<v Speaker 2>I said, yeah, I guess so, because I mean, were

0:34:21.080 --> 0:34:23.320
<v Speaker 2>they asking me if I still loved him or that

0:34:23.480 --> 0:34:27.520
<v Speaker 2>I had loved him? And I had loved him at

0:34:27.520 --> 0:34:31.239
<v Speaker 2>one point, but I barely got the words out, and

0:34:31.360 --> 0:34:36.080
<v Speaker 2>Charlie jumps in with, don't pin it all on, mister Manson.

0:34:36.239 --> 0:34:40.719
<v Speaker 2>She loved everybody, and so it just made me realize

0:34:41.000 --> 0:34:45.120
<v Speaker 2>that he was just a clown on the stage and

0:34:45.560 --> 0:34:48.040
<v Speaker 2>that was a great relief. So I was able to

0:34:48.080 --> 0:34:52.520
<v Speaker 2>answer the questions, you know, truthfully, and Jack was by

0:34:52.600 --> 0:34:56.040
<v Speaker 2>my side, and they took me into the courtroom through

0:34:56.040 --> 0:34:59.120
<v Speaker 2>the backways and so I didn't really have to pass

0:34:59.200 --> 0:34:59.880
<v Speaker 2>by the girl.

0:35:00.560 --> 0:35:03.400
<v Speaker 3>It's a lot for a sixteen or seventeen year old,

0:35:03.640 --> 0:35:04.800
<v Speaker 3>much less anybody else.

0:35:05.360 --> 0:35:07.520
<v Speaker 2>I didn't tell them how old I was for real,

0:35:08.000 --> 0:35:12.480
<v Speaker 2>or my name until I was at Los Angeles Jail

0:35:12.920 --> 0:35:17.160
<v Speaker 2>in front of the grand jury and the bailiff asked

0:35:17.160 --> 0:35:20.200
<v Speaker 2>me my name and my birthday and all that stuff.

0:35:20.200 --> 0:35:22.760
<v Speaker 2>And it was the first time I felt safe enough.

0:35:23.239 --> 0:35:25.840
<v Speaker 2>And that was like in December, and we were arrested

0:35:25.880 --> 0:35:28.480
<v Speaker 2>in October, so i'd been, you know, in jail from

0:35:28.520 --> 0:35:31.880
<v Speaker 2>October to sometime in December, in a cell with all

0:35:31.920 --> 0:35:34.399
<v Speaker 2>the gools. They had us all together in the same

0:35:34.440 --> 0:35:37.799
<v Speaker 2>cell in Inyo County. All the girls were in one

0:35:37.840 --> 0:35:40.520
<v Speaker 2>cell and all the guys were in another. But anyway,

0:35:41.640 --> 0:35:45.319
<v Speaker 2>so I told the bailiffs and I'm dying Lake, I'm sixteen,

0:35:45.440 --> 0:35:50.279
<v Speaker 2>and I want my mommy, you know. Just that was

0:35:50.320 --> 0:35:53.160
<v Speaker 2>the first time I had felt sane enough and safe

0:35:53.239 --> 0:35:56.160
<v Speaker 2>enough because I'd been in jail for what three months,

0:35:56.560 --> 0:35:59.319
<v Speaker 2>no drugs and good food, you know, and I'd been

0:35:59.400 --> 0:36:03.240
<v Speaker 2>reading and so you know, it was good. They quickly

0:36:03.320 --> 0:36:06.120
<v Speaker 2>sequestered me and got me out of the women's channel.

0:36:07.000 --> 0:36:09.280
<v Speaker 3>So let me just ask you a quick follow up question.

0:36:09.320 --> 0:36:13.440
<v Speaker 3>When you were talking about how some of the girls

0:36:13.680 --> 0:36:17.319
<v Speaker 3>tried to meet you at the hospital, was squeaky from

0:36:17.400 --> 0:36:19.880
<v Speaker 3>one of the people who was in that group or

0:36:20.120 --> 0:36:22.319
<v Speaker 3>do you know for sure one way or the other.

0:36:22.920 --> 0:36:25.640
<v Speaker 2>I don't know, or I don't remember who it was that.

0:36:26.200 --> 0:36:28.920
<v Speaker 2>I don't think you ever knew. Yeah, I think it

0:36:28.960 --> 0:36:31.680
<v Speaker 2>was just it was later that I found out that

0:36:31.760 --> 0:36:35.759
<v Speaker 2>they did try and when I wasn't a foster in

0:36:35.880 --> 0:36:39.680
<v Speaker 2>foster care anymore, and Jack helped me get into Glendale

0:36:39.800 --> 0:36:43.520
<v Speaker 2>College and I was staying with a friend of my mom's.

0:36:44.560 --> 0:36:47.759
<v Speaker 2>Some scruffy looking guys come to the door. We're looking

0:36:47.800 --> 0:36:51.680
<v Speaker 2>for Diane Lake. And one of the guys at the

0:36:51.719 --> 0:36:54.000
<v Speaker 2>house said, what do you wanter for?

0:36:54.160 --> 0:36:54.480
<v Speaker 5>Get out?

0:36:54.600 --> 0:36:58.240
<v Speaker 2>Get out of here. Don't ever come back and close

0:36:58.360 --> 0:37:00.680
<v Speaker 2>the door. And he says, you're hot to get out

0:37:00.680 --> 0:37:03.000
<v Speaker 2>of here. You know, you've got to get out of

0:37:03.719 --> 0:37:06.839
<v Speaker 2>out of la And because I just it just never

0:37:06.920 --> 0:37:10.400
<v Speaker 2>occurred to me that they would be looking for me

0:37:10.840 --> 0:37:16.959
<v Speaker 2>and that they would be staying together and continuing as

0:37:17.280 --> 0:37:18.800
<v Speaker 2>the so called Manson family.

0:37:18.960 --> 0:37:23.640
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, what do you think about this sort of continued interest?

0:37:24.760 --> 0:37:30.120
<v Speaker 2>How could this little imp of a man right not

0:37:30.280 --> 0:37:36.880
<v Speaker 2>commit the murders but convince or manipulate these girls, you

0:37:36.880 --> 0:37:40.000
<v Speaker 2>know and texts which it just was shocking to me

0:37:40.200 --> 0:37:44.040
<v Speaker 2>that they were even capable of doing that. I mean,

0:37:45.000 --> 0:37:49.799
<v Speaker 2>how can you kill somebody without anger or passion or

0:37:50.560 --> 0:37:56.359
<v Speaker 2>some really deep I don't know, I think that is

0:37:56.760 --> 0:38:01.960
<v Speaker 2>that's the true mystery is like how could this? How

0:38:01.960 --> 0:38:07.239
<v Speaker 2>could this have happened? I want to know myself. But

0:38:07.520 --> 0:38:10.279
<v Speaker 2>it was part of the times. I really think that

0:38:10.360 --> 0:38:13.200
<v Speaker 2>it was part of I mean LSD had a big

0:38:13.840 --> 0:38:17.279
<v Speaker 2>thing to do with it. LSD and marijuana and just

0:38:17.400 --> 0:38:22.000
<v Speaker 2>the summer of love and it's just like he was

0:38:22.040 --> 0:38:25.799
<v Speaker 2>the antithesis of all of that. I mean, really, he

0:38:25.920 --> 0:38:30.640
<v Speaker 2>killed the sixties the way that I knew them, the

0:38:30.680 --> 0:38:34.680
<v Speaker 2>way my parents knew the sixties. I mean, people in Hollywood,

0:38:34.719 --> 0:38:38.520
<v Speaker 2>they got the stores ran out of guns, that they

0:38:38.920 --> 0:38:43.719
<v Speaker 2>guard dogs or you're unable to get a guard dog.

0:38:44.160 --> 0:38:47.120
<v Speaker 2>I mean, it scared that a crap out of people.

0:38:50.600 --> 0:38:54.040
<v Speaker 3>Thank you to author Deborah Herman and Diane Lake, the

0:38:54.080 --> 0:38:57.800
<v Speaker 3>youngest member of the Manton Family cult. They co authored

0:38:57.840 --> 0:39:01.400
<v Speaker 3>the book Member of the Family, My Story of Charles

0:39:01.440 --> 0:39:05.399
<v Speaker 3>Manson life inside his cult and the Darkness that ended

0:39:05.440 --> 0:39:10.600
<v Speaker 3>the Sixties. I'm Toby Ball. For more podcasts from iHeartRadio,

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