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Speaker 1: Call It What It Is with Jessica Capshaw and Camille Luddington,

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Speaker 1: an iHeartRadio podcast. Well, Hello, Hello, hello everybody, Hello, Call It.

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Speaker 2: Crew, and welcome to a really.

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Speaker 3: Special episode of Call It What It Is with Kyler Lee.

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Speaker 2: I just right off the bat.

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Speaker 1: A lot of times we'll tee it up and we'll

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Speaker 1: be like, but this is just an episode with Kyler Lee.

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Speaker 1: I'm so happy you're here.

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Speaker 4: I'm so happy that you asked me to be here.

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Speaker 1: I'm live in person to look at your beautiful face

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Speaker 1: in so long.

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Speaker 3: I know, we get to me for the first time,

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Speaker 3: and fans the reason why I'm geeking out, we'll talk

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Speaker 3: about this, but I'm a fan of you for a

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Speaker 3: million years. And then when I got on the show,

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Speaker 3: everyone has always said that Lexi and Joe would have

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Speaker 3: been really fun friends, and we never got to play

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Speaker 3: on screen together.

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Speaker 4: And so even when I came back as a little dead, like.

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Speaker 2: Yes, I still I was not allowed on that beach.

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Speaker 3: And and so to get to see you right now

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Speaker 3: is like, it's very strange for me, like I'm fangirling,

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Speaker 3: but it feels like I know you too, and it's

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Speaker 3: just very cool.

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Speaker 1: And I am it's funny. I just saw you outside

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Speaker 1: and then now sitting with you, I mean we did.

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Speaker 5: We did.

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Speaker 1: We've not just done one show together.

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Speaker 5: We've done two shows together.

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Speaker 4: Yes we have.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, and that's crazy. Like forever, a really long time

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Speaker 2: we were I know this. You guys want the practice

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Speaker 2: together too. For how many seasons I did one, Well,

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Speaker 2: there was there was we can, we.

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Speaker 1: Can, we can, we can put it in a little

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Speaker 1: and it's not it'll never be a SoundBite, but the

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Speaker 1: quickest way that I would. So I came onto the

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Speaker 1: practice I think season six, and then I believe you

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Speaker 1: came in towards the am I making it up? You

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Speaker 1: came in towards the end of that.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, yes, as this as a guest star. We were

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Speaker 5: both sort of like these like full of.

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Speaker 1: Moxie younger you know, because the show had lawyers that were,

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Speaker 1: you know, in one age range and they were starting

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Speaker 1: to have kids and be adults, and we were kind

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Speaker 1: of like a younger generation.

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Speaker 5: We came in and then my memory was that we.

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Speaker 1: All got taken to New York City for upfronts, which

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Speaker 1: is like the big marketing branding you know, sell ad

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Speaker 1: dollars type thing, and we all got.

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Speaker 2: Pulled out onto the stage.

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Speaker 4: We did the whole thing, the show, the whole thing,

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Speaker 4: and then and then we went to.

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Speaker 5: The restaurant and do you remember what was in the basement.

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Speaker 4: It was a shooting range in the restaurant. It was

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Speaker 4: was phenomenal Italian restaurant. We went, We had like seventy

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Speaker 4: four courses. It was insane and it was and then

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Speaker 4: afterwards like a come along like drinking. Yeah, well I

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Speaker 4: didn't because I was pregnant. Yeah she was pregnant.

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Speaker 2: You were pregnant.

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Speaker 1: I don't think there was a ton of drinking, but no,

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Speaker 1: it was a club because it definitely felt like it had.

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Speaker 5: A member's vibes.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, okay, so yeah, so.

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Speaker 1: We finished our seventeen course meal.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, and then what and then and then we go

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Speaker 4: downstairs and we just let it rip for a little while.

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Speaker 5: And shooting range, then range, but then guns.

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Speaker 4: But then we was did we go to leave the

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Speaker 4: next day? I remember being in the cab and with

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Speaker 4: with my manager at the time and getting the phone

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Speaker 4: call and they were like, so listen, the show is

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Speaker 4: going to be renewed for another season. However, we're going

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Speaker 4: to be letting six I think it was six characters go.

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Speaker 2: That were in New York City that we literally were

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Speaker 4: We were just on the stage like him excited about

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Speaker 4: the new season. Oh my god, it's going to be amazing,

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Speaker 4: like I don't know. Twelve hours later in the car going.

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Speaker 5: What yeah, yeah, like six of us go yeah.

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Speaker 4: They're like they're like, thank you so much, really appreciate you.

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Speaker 4: Why did I come then? Yeah?

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Speaker 5: No, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

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Speaker 1: It was yeah that it was wild and I ended up

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Speaker 1: somehow staying and I just kept hearing about and I

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Speaker 1: this one place to to like not that they have

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Speaker 1: the one I knew, and I remember calling Marla Sokoloff

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Speaker 1: and saying, what is going on? Like I don't understand,

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Speaker 1: like there's I'm hearing these things, but I'm getting these

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Speaker 1: messages on my cell phone died, what's happening? And she

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Speaker 1: that was when the practice ended up then turning into

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Speaker 1: Boston Legal, which.

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Speaker 2: Was a show that remember it, Yeah, see that's where

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Speaker 2: we first met. But I remember being young and fun.

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Speaker 1: And I just remember that we were.

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Speaker 5: I just did, like I just always always.

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Speaker 1: I think people say this, and maybe it's too broad

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Speaker 1: away to say it, but I think that, like, especially

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Speaker 1: in our business, there's this idea that actresses are a

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Speaker 1: certain way, or that they're like gamy, or that they're

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Speaker 1: looking over their shoulder, or there's some competition that's implied

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Speaker 1: to being in business together. And I never felt that

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Speaker 1: in my own life, and so I never felt it

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Speaker 1: with you. And I always remember coming you coming in

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Speaker 1: and they're being like a real like it gives me goose.

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Speaker 1: It's like a sister ship and like a taking care

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Speaker 1: and all that. So then when I ended up then

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Speaker 1: coming to grays and you were there, it was.

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Speaker 2: Like, wait, what here we are? You had the job

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Speaker 2: and I was a guest star and there we.

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Speaker 4: Were in your in your Heelings.

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Speaker 1: Ye in my Little Heelings for my three episode guest star.

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Speaker 4: But it was adorable. It was pretty cute. No thing,

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Speaker 4: no you're you coming in was so iconic. That whole

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Speaker 4: relationship with you and Soda like that was just yeah,

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Speaker 4: it was good love.

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Speaker 3: It was really good. When I started the show, I

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Speaker 3: so the we don't want, we don't like to talk

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Speaker 3: about the plane crash episode because everyone's traumatized. But I

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Speaker 3: way to come on because we're losing such iconic characters

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Speaker 2: This is a little bit scary.

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Speaker 3: And everybody talked about how truly incredible you were as

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Speaker 3: a cast member. And we're talking about, like crew always

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Speaker 3: know crue on TV shows, like your reputation really sits

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Speaker 3: with the crew because they see you every day. Not

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Speaker 3: every actor sees you every day, but the cameraman does

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Speaker 3: your makeup, artists, like everyone just could not say like

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Speaker 3: they just were in love with you and so.

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Speaker 2: Sad that you were leaving. And one thing that I

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Speaker 3: Which we just talked about, is how incredible you were

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Speaker 3: both comedy and drama on the show, and how you

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Speaker 3: were just there was nothing that those writers wouldn't want

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Speaker 3: to write for you. It's like I felt in the

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Speaker 3: early days and I was having to, like, you know,

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Speaker 3: it just felt like you were always an actress that

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Speaker 3: they adored. And so one of my questions is going back.

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Speaker 3: I know it's a long time ago, but when you

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Speaker 4: I mean, yes, I did. I definitely felt that. I

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Speaker 4: hope to answer that without it sounding like no, no.

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Speaker 2: No, no, but no, we like on this on our show.

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Speaker 3: We liked to we like to own all our stuff,

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Speaker 3: so you can be like, yeah, I rocked it, like

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Speaker 3: everyone loved me on the show.

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Speaker 4: ID Yeah, No, I just I loved being there. I

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Speaker 4: loved the opportunity unity. We had so many wonderful people

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Speaker 5: You were babies.

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Speaker 4: I was having babies, and yeah, I was probably the

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Speaker 4: whole fifth season of the show. I had Annie ten

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Speaker 4: days after we wrapped Wow, and it was just like

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Speaker 4: so coming back with her. She was only I think

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Speaker 1: I remember the trailers just she would always be there.

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Speaker 2: No, it's hard having baby's the only show for Yeah, yeah.

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Speaker 4: Absolutely, But I know I I appreciate that. I really

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Speaker 4: appreciate that, especially with the crew, because I mean, we're

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Speaker 4: and let them know that it's so important. Yeah. So

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Speaker 4: when Yeah, when I when I went to leave, it

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Speaker 4: was it was bittersweet. I mean, for sure it was

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Speaker 2: Is there any part of you now the wishes that

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Speaker 2: it was still like the right moment.

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Speaker 4: I feel like it was the right Yeah. And when

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Speaker 3: You the wishes that she hadn't died, because like, you know,

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Speaker 4: I kind of got that redemption during the whole COVID

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Speaker 4: that moment. And when I got reached out to for

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Speaker 2: Like you heard, it was tough to get you.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, it was really tough because I was filming NonStop,

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Speaker 4: So I'm pushing Meredith on like a an invisible Meredith.

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Speaker 4: And I never felt so ridiculous.

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Speaker 4: To just do I mean, and granted, look, I was

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Speaker 4: can feel pretty ridiculous. This was right up there. This

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Speaker 4: oh that it was really well received, and I felt

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Speaker 4: you know, all this year ys later to be able

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Speaker 4: to come back in a really lovely way, and yeah,

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Speaker 4: I was really greatful.

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Speaker 1: And during a time where people were really looking for

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Speaker 4: I had just had my daughter, so Tailan, she's eighteen no, wow, yeah,

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Speaker 3: So you got all this I've never heard, I've never

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Speaker 4: like you know, oh.

445
00:23:00,640 --> 00:23:04,960
Speaker 1: There's a definite seriousness to like your responsibility is at grace.

446
00:23:05,000 --> 00:23:06,760
Speaker 1: It's like you do you take it very seriously what

447
00:23:06,800 --> 00:23:07,560
Speaker 1: you say.

448
00:23:07,640 --> 00:23:12,080
Speaker 4: Oh yeah, so I realize and I recognize how like

449
00:23:12,400 --> 00:23:16,040
Speaker 4: astounding that is, Like I I will always be grateful

450
00:23:16,560 --> 00:23:20,600
Speaker 4: for that, no matter what. Of course. Yeah, and it's

451
00:23:21,320 --> 00:23:24,960
Speaker 4: it doesn't happen. I'm glad that you said that, because yeah,

452
00:23:25,040 --> 00:23:31,760
Speaker 4: it was. It was very Kismodi University meant to be

453
00:23:32,680 --> 00:23:33,200
Speaker 4: that whole thing.

454
00:23:33,320 --> 00:23:34,919
Speaker 2: Okay, I'm just grateful to watch you on it.

455
00:23:35,000 --> 00:23:36,359
Speaker 5: I know I can't say it.

456
00:23:36,400 --> 00:23:38,160
Speaker 2: I have I have fangirl questions.

457
00:23:38,359 --> 00:23:41,760
Speaker 3: What was your favorite and least favorite storyline on the show?

458
00:23:41,800 --> 00:23:44,600
Speaker 1: For Lexi, I just.

459
00:23:44,520 --> 00:23:45,000
Speaker 5: Thought of one.

460
00:23:45,320 --> 00:23:48,679
Speaker 4: I thought of one to break the penis storyline?

461
00:23:49,160 --> 00:23:50,040
Speaker 2: Is your favorite?

462
00:23:50,200 --> 00:23:55,720
Speaker 4: No, no, no, it twas not my favorite.

463
00:23:56,440 --> 00:23:57,800
Speaker 2: And I remember having.

464
00:23:57,600 --> 00:24:01,040
Speaker 4: To read at the table rate no idea it was coming.

465
00:24:01,119 --> 00:24:03,119
Speaker 4: You had no idea what was happening. You're reading it,

466
00:24:03,160 --> 00:24:06,160
Speaker 4: and I remember shrinking in my chair and it stri

467
00:24:06,400 --> 00:24:08,359
Speaker 4: going up in front of my face because it was

468
00:24:08,400 --> 00:24:12,000
Speaker 4: like a fire ris bloodbread. Yeah yeah, yeaheah. It was mortifying,

469
00:24:12,520 --> 00:24:19,160
Speaker 4: absolutely mortifyed geez like favorite, Oh that's tough.

470
00:24:19,040 --> 00:24:20,520
Speaker 2: Or favorite moment on the show.

471
00:24:20,560 --> 00:24:22,280
Speaker 5: I woulden diaper we're in the diaper for the really

472
00:24:22,320 --> 00:24:23,160
Speaker 5: long st The.

473
00:24:23,119 --> 00:24:25,680
Speaker 4: Diaper was really great. Also, another thing that I did

474
00:24:25,680 --> 00:24:29,600
Speaker 4: not appreciate was having because I was pregnant, we had

475
00:24:29,640 --> 00:24:32,639
Speaker 4: to explain why Lexi was gaining weight. So we all

476
00:24:32,680 --> 00:24:35,520
Speaker 4: of a sudden made the storyline that I remember nervously ate.

477
00:24:35,840 --> 00:24:38,639
Speaker 1: Yes, I had every time she got stressed. Yeah, I

478
00:24:38,680 --> 00:24:41,280
Speaker 1: feel like that wouldn't happen now. No, it wouldn't happen now.

479
00:24:41,359 --> 00:24:42,520
Speaker 2: I don't think that happened now.

480
00:24:43,040 --> 00:24:44,000
Speaker 5: It shouldn't happen then.

481
00:24:44,320 --> 00:24:49,119
Speaker 4: No, but it was what it was. Yeah, and so

482
00:24:49,240 --> 00:24:51,560
Speaker 4: that was That was a little rough, but I did.

483
00:24:51,800 --> 00:24:56,800
Speaker 4: I understood. I got it. But I had to eat

484
00:24:56,840 --> 00:25:02,040
Speaker 4: seventeen Reese's peanut buttercups what in a scene? Because it

485
00:25:02,080 --> 00:25:05,479
Speaker 4: was during the scene. I couldn't spit back.

486
00:25:05,600 --> 00:25:08,000
Speaker 2: Oh no, you had to flat. Oh you had to eat.

487
00:25:07,840 --> 00:25:08,919
Speaker 4: The seventeen of them.

488
00:25:09,400 --> 00:25:12,000
Speaker 1: So, just so we're clear, gross, Jessica Kepsha would have

489
00:25:12,000 --> 00:25:13,760
Speaker 1: found a loophole in this.

490
00:25:14,000 --> 00:25:15,840
Speaker 5: Just so we're clear, Kyler Lee would not.

491
00:25:15,920 --> 00:25:22,120
Speaker 1: Because Kyler Lee is a committed actress. I wouldn't figure out,

492
00:25:22,720 --> 00:25:27,040
Speaker 1: I'm gonna like, I'm gonna see. No, Kyler would never

493
00:25:27,080 --> 00:25:30,080
Speaker 1: have done that you were also, so I talk about

494
00:25:31,119 --> 00:25:35,400
Speaker 1: how Chandra and also Sarah Drew are like low key

495
00:25:35,400 --> 00:25:37,480
Speaker 1: annoying to me because they're always.

496
00:25:37,160 --> 00:25:40,480
Speaker 2: Right about stuff street to know.

497
00:25:40,440 --> 00:25:43,560
Speaker 1: Like they're always like, oh, continuity, like you got to

498
00:25:43,560 --> 00:25:45,280
Speaker 1: do the thing that you were doing last time, Like

499
00:25:45,320 --> 00:25:46,679
Speaker 1: your hair doesn't look the same or.

500
00:25:46,680 --> 00:25:50,600
Speaker 2: What Jessina doesn't care about contuity.

501
00:25:52,400 --> 00:25:56,040
Speaker 4: Or whatever we're paying attention to that I'm not being

502
00:25:55,800 --> 00:25:56,480
Speaker 4: do my job.

503
00:25:56,920 --> 00:26:01,040
Speaker 2: It is true, It's true, very true. Okay. Favorite moment

504
00:26:02,240 --> 00:26:02,800
Speaker 2: on the show.

505
00:26:04,600 --> 00:26:11,560
Speaker 4: One of my favorite moments was early on when George

506
00:26:11,600 --> 00:26:15,239
Speaker 4: and Lexi were gonna move into an apartment together in

507
00:26:15,280 --> 00:26:18,320
Speaker 4: a non romantic way she thought it was. And so

508
00:26:18,400 --> 00:26:21,600
Speaker 4: all of a sudden, you know, Lexi decides, well, we've

509
00:26:21,600 --> 00:26:24,040
Speaker 4: got to spruce this place up. So I want to

510
00:26:24,080 --> 00:26:26,359
Speaker 4: find like things to put into the apartment, but had

511
00:26:26,440 --> 00:26:29,520
Speaker 4: no money, so started stealing things from the hospital, so

512
00:26:29,640 --> 00:26:33,040
Speaker 4: stealing potted you know, flowers that someone had left in

513
00:26:33,080 --> 00:26:38,160
Speaker 4: the room, or like literally like medical supplies, paintings off

514
00:26:38,200 --> 00:26:40,359
Speaker 4: the wall. Like it was one of the moments that

515
00:26:40,400 --> 00:26:43,240
Speaker 4: they gave me like run with it, like half none

516
00:26:43,280 --> 00:26:46,120
Speaker 4: of it. And I feel like that for me kind

517
00:26:46,160 --> 00:26:49,440
Speaker 4: of opened me up a little bit more to feel

518
00:26:50,240 --> 00:26:54,840
Speaker 4: more confident being there and among such amazing people in

519
00:26:54,880 --> 00:26:57,680
Speaker 4: this massive show, because so much of it, I'm just

520
00:26:57,680 --> 00:26:59,400
Speaker 4: sitting here and like, what am I doing here?

521
00:26:59,560 --> 00:27:00,199
Speaker 2: That's how I fun?

522
00:27:00,400 --> 00:27:02,600
Speaker 4: Why did they pick me? What am I doing here?

523
00:27:02,800 --> 00:27:03,320
Speaker 2: Yeah?

524
00:27:03,359 --> 00:27:05,600
Speaker 4: And so it didn't. It took me a while to

525
00:27:05,640 --> 00:27:07,720
Speaker 4: not think that I was going to be fired every episode.

526
00:27:08,000 --> 00:27:10,560
Speaker 1: I think that's a common I think that everybody, A

527
00:27:10,600 --> 00:27:11,640
Speaker 1: lot of people report.

528
00:27:11,760 --> 00:27:13,040
Speaker 5: I mean, I think it's just.

529
00:27:14,640 --> 00:27:17,040
Speaker 3: It's such an established show and everyone had been on

530
00:27:17,119 --> 00:27:20,320
Speaker 3: for so long, and it just felt it felt very

531
00:27:20,359 --> 00:27:21,199
Speaker 3: intimidating to me.

532
00:27:21,480 --> 00:27:23,760
Speaker 1: Yeah, but I think there were also there were people

533
00:27:23,800 --> 00:27:24,840
Speaker 1: that were let go.

534
00:27:25,760 --> 00:27:27,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, well, I.

535
00:27:27,119 --> 00:27:29,560
Speaker 1: Mean that's do you know that it could happen. You

536
00:27:30,160 --> 00:27:33,480
Speaker 1: remember there being a whole thing about getting a chair?

537
00:27:34,080 --> 00:27:35,920
Speaker 1: You know that there were some people that bought like.

538
00:27:36,640 --> 00:27:39,760
Speaker 4: Yes, yeah, Chandra had a chair, and so did Sandra

539
00:27:40,280 --> 00:27:40,880
Speaker 4: had a chair?

540
00:27:41,400 --> 00:27:42,200
Speaker 2: What do you mean a chair?

541
00:27:43,200 --> 00:27:45,679
Speaker 4: Like getting their own cast chare.

542
00:27:45,800 --> 00:27:47,679
Speaker 2: Oh with the name on that's like the more the

543
00:27:47,800 --> 00:27:48,760
Speaker 2: so like it's like.

544
00:27:48,760 --> 00:27:51,880
Speaker 4: But the ones that have like the little yeah, yeah

545
00:27:51,920 --> 00:27:52,480
Speaker 4: you can't.

546
00:27:52,320 --> 00:27:54,680
Speaker 2: Do that because yeah, yeah you.

547
00:27:55,000 --> 00:27:59,199
Speaker 3: I heard well listen listening. There are legends when you

548
00:27:59,240 --> 00:28:02,320
Speaker 3: come on our show. There are like myths right that,

549
00:28:02,520 --> 00:28:06,800
Speaker 3: like if you come on and you buy your own chair,

550
00:28:07,840 --> 00:28:09,000
Speaker 3: that is the.

551
00:28:09,440 --> 00:28:11,720
Speaker 1: Okay, I'm going to say it, so yes, I think

552
00:28:11,720 --> 00:28:14,120
Speaker 1: the last person that bought a chair was.

553
00:28:15,760 --> 00:28:17,440
Speaker 2: Like, oh, you don't have to say who it is, but.

554
00:28:18,080 --> 00:28:20,880
Speaker 5: Yes, she was let go. And so everybody was like.

555
00:28:21,160 --> 00:28:24,880
Speaker 4: Yes, yes, don't buy the chair.

556
00:28:24,920 --> 00:28:27,359
Speaker 1: And she had just bought the chair, and Trulie like

557
00:28:27,400 --> 00:28:29,840
Speaker 1: had just come in there and they're they're sorry, just

558
00:28:30,040 --> 00:28:33,840
Speaker 1: to be clear, they're personal expenses. You would buy an

559
00:28:33,960 --> 00:28:36,120
Speaker 1: up Yes, there would be an up charge for really

560
00:28:36,200 --> 00:28:39,120
Speaker 1: nice chair, probably like five hundred and six hundred bucks.

561
00:28:39,120 --> 00:28:40,560
Speaker 5: And yeah, she bought it.

562
00:28:40,600 --> 00:28:42,720
Speaker 3: And then she was says, why I don't decorate my

563
00:28:42,800 --> 00:28:46,840
Speaker 3: trailer my trailer. I took over Eric's Eric Danes trailer

564
00:28:46,960 --> 00:28:50,720
Speaker 3: when I started, and it is the same trailer from

565
00:28:51,200 --> 00:28:54,440
Speaker 3: thirteen years ago, and I have not decorated it and

566
00:28:54,480 --> 00:28:57,280
Speaker 3: made it all fancy because I hear that when you do.

567
00:28:57,320 --> 00:29:01,120
Speaker 8: That, that's, you know, could also be a kiss of death.

568
00:29:01,440 --> 00:29:09,320
Speaker 2: It's a case of death, Yes, vowels divorced, it's that.

569
00:29:09,520 --> 00:29:09,920
Speaker 4: It's that.

570
00:29:10,200 --> 00:29:15,520
Speaker 5: Yeah, okay, mm hmm, yeah, no, I get it.

571
00:29:15,560 --> 00:29:17,080
Speaker 4: I mean there was there was. It was.

572
00:29:17,200 --> 00:29:20,760
Speaker 1: It was just such a it was such a popular show.

573
00:29:20,960 --> 00:29:23,800
Speaker 1: It was there was so much happening. Yes, there were

574
00:29:23,840 --> 00:29:28,360
Speaker 1: a lot of like that. The stakes were high, and

575
00:29:28,480 --> 00:29:30,400
Speaker 1: I think then because people started watching it on the

576
00:29:30,400 --> 00:29:34,320
Speaker 1: streaming it it literally never let go of its hold.

577
00:29:47,920 --> 00:29:50,880
Speaker 2: Do you find that you're still approached NonStop for the

578
00:29:50,920 --> 00:29:55,120
Speaker 2: show more than anything because you've worked solidly, like for

579
00:29:55,200 --> 00:29:57,760
Speaker 2: so long, more than anything.

580
00:29:58,560 --> 00:30:03,720
Speaker 4: It's grace and and it would be probably Supergirl, Supergirl,

581
00:30:04,120 --> 00:30:05,080
Speaker 4: not another teen movie.

582
00:30:05,360 --> 00:30:09,040
Speaker 3: Okay, yeah, finally it finally gets to Finally I get

583
00:30:09,080 --> 00:30:13,320
Speaker 3: my time to shine, you guys, because as we were

584
00:30:13,320 --> 00:30:16,560
Speaker 3: sitting here, Jessica was like, don't even like save it

585
00:30:16,600 --> 00:30:20,520
Speaker 3: because I was geeking out Kyler before she was on Grays.

586
00:30:20,680 --> 00:30:22,880
Speaker 2: How old were you when you did not another teen movie?

587
00:30:23,400 --> 00:30:23,840
Speaker 4: Eighteen?

588
00:30:25,400 --> 00:30:27,920
Speaker 2: It is Halen's age, you guys. It's the fucking best.

589
00:30:28,480 --> 00:30:29,200
Speaker 4: So it is.

590
00:30:29,320 --> 00:30:30,000
Speaker 2: I'm not kidding.

591
00:30:30,320 --> 00:30:35,680
Speaker 3: It's it's so fucking funny, and it's it's still amazing.

592
00:30:35,760 --> 00:30:38,000
Speaker 2: I watched it. I've watched it in the last couple

593
00:30:38,000 --> 00:30:38,400
Speaker 2: of years.

594
00:30:38,440 --> 00:30:39,040
Speaker 4: Oh my god.

595
00:30:39,360 --> 00:30:42,880
Speaker 3: It makes fun So for people that don't know this movie,

596
00:30:42,920 --> 00:30:47,240
Speaker 3: it makes fun of like all those teen two thousands movies.

597
00:30:47,880 --> 00:30:48,600
Speaker 2: What was it?

598
00:30:48,680 --> 00:30:48,920
Speaker 6: Is it?

599
00:30:49,200 --> 00:30:49,719
Speaker 4: What is it?

600
00:30:49,920 --> 00:30:53,040
Speaker 2: She's all that, She's all things I hate about you

601
00:30:54,440 --> 00:30:54,720
Speaker 2: and you.

602
00:30:55,840 --> 00:30:58,400
Speaker 3: The best part is that Kyler was cast as the

603
00:30:58,480 --> 00:31:01,480
Speaker 3: typical nerdy girl who was actually just really hot and

604
00:31:01,520 --> 00:31:05,680
Speaker 3: had glasses. But you were so funny in that movie.

605
00:31:05,800 --> 00:31:08,720
Speaker 3: Was that your first big role? And how?

606
00:31:09,120 --> 00:31:12,040
Speaker 2: Because that was a big studio movie, right.

607
00:31:12,520 --> 00:31:17,560
Speaker 4: We filmed it took us forty eight days to film it.

608
00:31:18,040 --> 00:31:20,960
Speaker 4: A lot of us. It was like our first big thing,

609
00:31:22,680 --> 00:31:26,280
Speaker 4: especially for Chris and I Evans. Chris Evans, So let

610
00:31:26,320 --> 00:31:28,480
Speaker 4: me tell you about auditioning for that though, Okay, I

611
00:31:28,480 --> 00:31:32,760
Speaker 4: want to hear nine times thank you? Really more and

612
00:31:32,840 --> 00:31:36,440
Speaker 4: more and more and more, people like I think we

613
00:31:36,520 --> 00:31:38,760
Speaker 4: auditioned for people that weren't even anything to do with

614
00:31:38,760 --> 00:31:40,560
Speaker 4: the movie. I thought, get it by that by that

615
00:31:41,480 --> 00:31:46,239
Speaker 4: auditioned nine times together, because they didn't. They just we

616
00:31:46,240 --> 00:31:49,280
Speaker 4: were unknowns, yeah, you know at that point. And originally

617
00:31:49,320 --> 00:31:52,040
Speaker 4: I had actually I went in and read for the

618
00:31:52,160 --> 00:31:55,560
Speaker 4: character that Lacey Shaver ended up playing. Oh yes, so

619
00:31:55,640 --> 00:31:57,240
Speaker 4: it was only supposed to be like so.

620
00:31:57,240 --> 00:32:01,720
Speaker 3: Lacey ends up playing basically she had an incredible like

621
00:32:01,800 --> 00:32:03,960
Speaker 3: teen movie where she walks in She's like the teen

622
00:32:04,040 --> 00:32:07,320
Speaker 3: princess and yeah, but yeah, so she Lacey got that role,

623
00:32:07,320 --> 00:32:09,120
Speaker 3: which is kind of funny because they had worked together

624
00:32:09,160 --> 00:32:09,560
Speaker 3: in the past.

625
00:32:09,600 --> 00:32:10,720
Speaker 2: That was good that that's the role.

626
00:32:10,760 --> 00:32:14,280
Speaker 4: I went in for audition interesting and then I read

627
00:32:14,640 --> 00:32:17,920
Speaker 4: role yeah yeah, yeah yeah, and I read with Joel

628
00:32:17,920 --> 00:32:19,520
Speaker 4: Gallen who is the director, and he looked at me

629
00:32:19,560 --> 00:32:23,080
Speaker 4: and he's like, hm, I don't think this is gonna work.

630
00:32:23,160 --> 00:32:25,040
Speaker 4: And I was like said, I was.

631
00:32:25,000 --> 00:32:28,720
Speaker 7: Like, oh, I'm so sorry because no, no, no, no no, I

632
00:32:28,720 --> 00:32:32,200
Speaker 7: want you to read for Janie and handed me twelve

633
00:32:32,240 --> 00:32:37,680
Speaker 7: pages of you know, of our sides and I was like,

634
00:32:38,120 --> 00:32:39,520
Speaker 7: he's like, can you come back tomorrow.

635
00:32:39,840 --> 00:32:43,560
Speaker 8: I was like, you can't do it now. Janie says,

636
00:32:43,560 --> 00:32:49,720
Speaker 8: you can't do that now. Yeahs okay.

637
00:32:49,800 --> 00:32:50,040
Speaker 6: Yeah.

638
00:32:50,080 --> 00:32:52,320
Speaker 4: So then I went in and auditioned and and then

639
00:32:52,440 --> 00:32:54,960
Speaker 4: it was just we had just had to keep going

640
00:32:55,000 --> 00:32:57,520
Speaker 4: in improve, proo, proof, proof, But then we got it

641
00:32:57,560 --> 00:32:59,560
Speaker 4: and we were like, you guys, by that point we

642
00:32:59,600 --> 00:33:02,080
Speaker 4: basically you had the whole movie, yeah, memorized.

643
00:33:02,120 --> 00:33:05,480
Speaker 3: Yeah, essentially, And you said your son just watched this movie.

644
00:33:05,600 --> 00:33:09,840
Speaker 4: He watched it like a year ago or something, and

645
00:33:09,880 --> 00:33:12,400
Speaker 4: it just makes me go back and think of all

646
00:33:12,480 --> 00:33:15,160
Speaker 4: the stuff that's in that movie, and I'm not appruved.

647
00:33:15,200 --> 00:33:18,200
Speaker 4: My son, like whatever, it just hit me where it

648
00:33:18,240 --> 00:33:22,240
Speaker 4: was like so gross said the same thing. He was like,

649
00:33:22,280 --> 00:33:24,160
Speaker 4: He's like, Mom, I had no idea it was you

650
00:33:24,240 --> 00:33:26,479
Speaker 4: until I saw the credits at the end, and then

651
00:33:26,520 --> 00:33:28,600
Speaker 4: I felt really uncomfortable.

652
00:33:30,120 --> 00:33:31,640
Speaker 2: There's an American Pie element.

653
00:33:31,680 --> 00:33:33,920
Speaker 3: Now if you watch American Pie, it's like, so you

654
00:33:34,000 --> 00:33:35,680
Speaker 3: can't believe that ever air?

655
00:33:36,840 --> 00:33:37,440
Speaker 2: What got me?

656
00:33:39,080 --> 00:33:40,240
Speaker 4: Why did that happen?

657
00:33:40,360 --> 00:33:42,640
Speaker 3: It was no, I was seriously and you were so

658
00:33:42,800 --> 00:33:45,840
Speaker 3: funny in that movie that I'm not surprised that you

659
00:33:46,080 --> 00:33:49,400
Speaker 3: did comedy on very funny. You were very funny. If

660
00:33:49,440 --> 00:33:53,040
Speaker 3: you could do one thing moving forward, because we're going

661
00:33:53,120 --> 00:33:54,880
Speaker 3: to get to your project that you're on right now.

662
00:33:54,920 --> 00:33:57,200
Speaker 3: But if you could do one thing, would it be

663
00:33:58,040 --> 00:33:59,960
Speaker 3: another movie like that? Another comedy?

664
00:34:00,200 --> 00:34:02,960
Speaker 4: I want to be a villain, man, you do. I

665
00:34:03,000 --> 00:34:05,000
Speaker 4: want to be a villain like I want to play

666
00:34:05,040 --> 00:34:05,560
Speaker 4: the bad guy.

667
00:34:05,800 --> 00:34:07,200
Speaker 5: Yeah, for sure.

668
00:34:07,320 --> 00:34:09,439
Speaker 4: I want to be a wish or like.

669
00:34:11,719 --> 00:34:15,240
Speaker 1: Gap And you're very very cool, and I'm thinking maybe

670
00:34:15,400 --> 00:34:15,680
Speaker 1: I don't know.

671
00:34:15,920 --> 00:34:17,320
Speaker 5: I think I get it. I would buy it. I

672
00:34:17,400 --> 00:34:19,799
Speaker 5: buy you as a villain. I honestly don't think there's

673
00:34:19,800 --> 00:34:20,480
Speaker 5: anything you can't do.

674
00:34:21,239 --> 00:34:21,799
Speaker 4: Yeah, I've been.

675
00:34:21,840 --> 00:34:23,759
Speaker 1: I actually had a front ro seat for a long time,

676
00:34:24,120 --> 00:34:26,239
Speaker 1: just established so I'm I'm a big bully rid.

677
00:34:26,640 --> 00:34:27,840
Speaker 5: I don't think there's anything you can't do.

678
00:34:27,960 --> 00:34:30,680
Speaker 4: So great. I'm leaving this room feeling so.

679
00:34:32,200 --> 00:34:34,360
Speaker 2: You should, honestly, because it's you.

680
00:34:35,360 --> 00:34:36,200
Speaker 4: It's really real.

681
00:34:37,120 --> 00:34:40,959
Speaker 3: Your reputation is like King Stellar. Okay, let's talk about

682
00:34:40,960 --> 00:34:41,960
Speaker 3: the project you're on now.

683
00:34:41,840 --> 00:34:45,000
Speaker 1: Though, yes, Okay, we'll talk about my jealous later, be

684
00:34:45,080 --> 00:34:45,680
Speaker 1: jealous lator.

685
00:34:46,400 --> 00:34:49,759
Speaker 2: Okay, So you work with Andy Andy McDowell.

686
00:34:49,480 --> 00:34:51,759
Speaker 4: Anny McDowell, who plays my mom on the show.

687
00:34:53,160 --> 00:34:53,920
Speaker 2: That's good casting.

688
00:34:54,000 --> 00:34:57,319
Speaker 4: By the way, I could see that she's like one

689
00:34:57,320 --> 00:35:01,279
Speaker 4: of I've never met this women I've ever met and

690
00:35:01,440 --> 00:35:05,560
Speaker 4: or worked with in my life. Like, she is so cool,

691
00:35:06,160 --> 00:35:10,320
Speaker 4: and she's so quirky and eccentric and all these wonderful

692
00:35:10,360 --> 00:35:13,359
Speaker 4: things that you want her to be, and she's just

693
00:35:13,600 --> 00:35:17,320
Speaker 4: lovely and kind and like it's been it's been really

694
00:35:17,760 --> 00:35:23,400
Speaker 4: wonderful for me to have her to talk to and

695
00:35:23,520 --> 00:35:25,600
Speaker 4: to just kind of be able to have like that

696
00:35:25,840 --> 00:35:26,520
Speaker 4: mom figure.

697
00:35:26,640 --> 00:35:26,920
Speaker 2: Yeah.

698
00:35:26,960 --> 00:35:30,520
Speaker 4: The really wild thing about this show is that it

699
00:35:30,560 --> 00:35:33,880
Speaker 4: is so much life imitates art and very cathartic for

700
00:35:33,960 --> 00:35:37,920
Speaker 4: me in what way in the way that the character.

701
00:35:38,080 --> 00:35:42,080
Speaker 4: So my character, I play Andy McDowell's daughter, and then

702
00:35:42,120 --> 00:35:47,080
Speaker 4: I also play a mom, so I'm in the middle generation,

703
00:35:47,960 --> 00:35:52,360
Speaker 4: and the two myself and my mom haven't spoken to

704
00:35:52,400 --> 00:35:55,160
Speaker 4: each other after like a really terrible family tragedy happens,

705
00:35:56,560 --> 00:35:58,759
Speaker 4: end up kind of like falling apart, falling away from

706
00:35:58,800 --> 00:36:02,680
Speaker 4: each other for about twenty years. And I had the

707
00:36:02,680 --> 00:36:05,080
Speaker 4: same thing with my mother, So I haven't spoken to

708
00:36:05,480 --> 00:36:08,879
Speaker 4: or seen my mother in twenty years. And then I

709
00:36:08,920 --> 00:36:11,359
Speaker 4: also have teenage daughters. So in the show, I have

710
00:36:11,400 --> 00:36:16,880
Speaker 4: a seventeen sixteen year old daughter had gotten together with

711
00:36:17,200 --> 00:36:22,359
Speaker 4: the father of our child as a teenager, essentially like

712
00:36:22,760 --> 00:36:25,680
Speaker 4: a long time together. Yeah, Like there were just all

713
00:36:25,800 --> 00:36:29,759
Speaker 4: these it was mirroring, like, yeah, synchronicities that were coming up,

714
00:36:29,800 --> 00:36:31,799
Speaker 4: and I was like, wow, this is like that's kind

715
00:36:31,800 --> 00:36:34,279
Speaker 4: of you know, it's kind of wacky. And originally when

716
00:36:34,320 --> 00:36:38,080
Speaker 4: I first got called about it, because this was after COVID,

717
00:36:38,200 --> 00:36:40,879
Speaker 4: everything was on tape, and it was like, oh my god,

718
00:36:41,000 --> 00:36:43,440
Speaker 4: I feel like I'm the worst actor ever because when

719
00:36:43,440 --> 00:36:45,319
Speaker 4: you try to self tape, yeah, and you look at

720
00:36:45,320 --> 00:36:47,120
Speaker 4: yourself and it takes you four hours because you're just

721
00:36:47,160 --> 00:36:48,160
Speaker 4: like I'm a piece of shit.

722
00:36:48,640 --> 00:36:50,719
Speaker 2: Yeah, this is the reality.

723
00:36:51,239 --> 00:36:53,480
Speaker 3: Now we have to like tape our auditions in our

724
00:36:53,520 --> 00:36:55,880
Speaker 3: home and we'd get to watch it back, which is horrified.

725
00:36:55,880 --> 00:36:57,080
Speaker 5: Oh god, I don't watch back.

726
00:36:57,160 --> 00:36:58,640
Speaker 4: No, it's just awful. It's awful.

727
00:36:58,680 --> 00:37:00,879
Speaker 3: You're like, how can I light my double chant? It's

728
00:37:00,920 --> 00:37:05,440
Speaker 3: really exciting, That's how I feel.

729
00:37:05,800 --> 00:37:07,600
Speaker 4: No, it's terrible.

730
00:37:08,640 --> 00:37:11,080
Speaker 5: Are they going to notice just how much light is?

731
00:37:12,719 --> 00:37:14,759
Speaker 4: Yeah, we just pumped it up a little bit?

732
00:37:17,440 --> 00:37:19,800
Speaker 2: Balls yeah no, yeah, no, it's horrifying.

733
00:37:19,840 --> 00:37:23,240
Speaker 4: No, okay, it was rough. And so I was submitting

734
00:37:23,280 --> 00:37:26,040
Speaker 4: tapes and I was just like, I don't I don't

735
00:37:26,120 --> 00:37:27,920
Speaker 4: think I'm ever going to work again. I feel like

736
00:37:27,960 --> 00:37:30,400
Speaker 4: I'm awful. And then I get a phone call from

737
00:37:30,400 --> 00:37:33,960
Speaker 4: my manager. My manager says, you know, hey, we got

738
00:37:34,239 --> 00:37:36,799
Speaker 4: a call. We have an offer on the table for you.

739
00:37:37,560 --> 00:37:41,879
Speaker 4: And I was just like, okay, like what are we doing?

740
00:37:42,960 --> 00:37:48,080
Speaker 4: Tell me about and I'm back. And then initially I

741
00:37:48,200 --> 00:37:52,759
Speaker 4: was she my manager says, Joni. She says, so hear

742
00:37:52,840 --> 00:37:56,879
Speaker 4: me out, and I was like okay, okay, okay, where

743
00:37:56,880 --> 00:37:59,840
Speaker 4: are we going with this? And she goes it's Hallmark,

744
00:38:01,160 --> 00:38:07,319
Speaker 4: And initially my first thought was like okay, okay, like

745
00:38:08,280 --> 00:38:10,239
Speaker 4: feed me a little bit more, like I, yes, I

746
00:38:10,239 --> 00:38:12,440
Speaker 4: want to know, because all I really knew Hallmark for

747
00:38:12,760 --> 00:38:14,960
Speaker 4: was the Christmas movie yeah, and like the hallwrite stuff,

748
00:38:14,960 --> 00:38:17,440
Speaker 4: and I hadn't seen any of the series or anything

749
00:38:17,480 --> 00:38:21,200
Speaker 4: like that, and I just didn't I didn't see Hallmark

750
00:38:21,280 --> 00:38:24,480
Speaker 4: as like a series kind of network at that time.

751
00:38:25,200 --> 00:38:27,839
Speaker 4: And so I was like, I was like, okay, all right,

752
00:38:28,120 --> 00:38:32,719
Speaker 4: and Jonie was like, just trust me, Like this is

753
00:38:33,080 --> 00:38:36,960
Speaker 4: like nothing you would know from Hallmark like ever, And

754
00:38:37,040 --> 00:38:39,680
Speaker 4: so I want you to talk to the showrunners who

755
00:38:39,719 --> 00:38:44,640
Speaker 4: happened to me Mother Daughter team and phenomenal. And so

756
00:38:44,800 --> 00:38:46,400
Speaker 4: Jonie sends me, She's like, I'm going to send you

757
00:38:46,400 --> 00:38:48,040
Speaker 4: the first two scripts. I want you to read it

758
00:38:48,120 --> 00:38:50,680
Speaker 4: and then call me back right away because I really

759
00:38:50,719 --> 00:38:51,759
Speaker 4: want to talk to you about it. And I was

760
00:38:51,800 --> 00:38:53,680
Speaker 4: like okay. She seems like super hyped about this, and

761
00:38:53,719 --> 00:38:56,640
Speaker 4: I was like okay, and I trust Jonie. Yeah, And

762
00:38:56,760 --> 00:39:02,360
Speaker 4: so I read them and it was it was mind blowing,

763
00:39:02,640 --> 00:39:07,640
Speaker 4: like reading it and going, wait, this is what like it?

764
00:39:08,080 --> 00:39:10,200
Speaker 4: There was so much to it and it was so

765
00:39:10,280 --> 00:39:13,799
Speaker 4: beautifully done and so beautifully written, and these characters were

766
00:39:13,840 --> 00:39:17,960
Speaker 4: so rich, but it was like gritty almost it was.

767
00:39:18,080 --> 00:39:23,520
Speaker 4: It was like raw, emotional, deep dark stuff, not pretty things. Yeah,

768
00:39:23,760 --> 00:39:27,000
Speaker 4: and for what people knew Homemark Bee, like you you

769
00:39:27,239 --> 00:39:29,120
Speaker 4: knew you could always count on there being a heart

770
00:39:29,239 --> 00:39:33,440
Speaker 4: behind it, right, There's certain things that there is sentimentality. Absolutely,

771
00:39:33,920 --> 00:39:37,080
Speaker 4: there's certain things that we feel about Hallmark that yeah,

772
00:39:37,160 --> 00:39:38,759
Speaker 4: you can sit and you know you're gonna be able

773
00:39:38,800 --> 00:39:39,719
Speaker 4: to walk away and feel good.

774
00:39:40,000 --> 00:39:42,160
Speaker 2: This is like, this is it.

775
00:39:42,400 --> 00:39:45,160
Speaker 4: It was heavy, it was intense, it's time travel, it's

776
00:39:45,640 --> 00:39:54,600
Speaker 4: you know, these beautiful just profoundly deep relationships within the family,

777
00:39:54,760 --> 00:39:59,160
Speaker 4: but just like brokenness, a lot of brokenness. And so

778
00:39:59,480 --> 00:40:03,080
Speaker 4: I and I was like, this is absolutely fantastic, And

779
00:40:03,120 --> 00:40:05,080
Speaker 4: so I called and I spoke to the showrunners and

780
00:40:05,080 --> 00:40:07,279
Speaker 4: we had like an hour and a half conversation. They

781
00:40:07,360 --> 00:40:09,480
Speaker 4: were just like, we really want to break the mold here.

782
00:40:09,560 --> 00:40:14,040
Speaker 4: We really want to take this and have an opportunity

783
00:40:14,080 --> 00:40:16,200
Speaker 4: to turn the network on its head for what it's

784
00:40:16,480 --> 00:40:19,200
Speaker 4: most known for and show them what we're capable of.

785
00:40:19,400 --> 00:40:21,600
Speaker 4: And it's just like it was awesome because it gave

786
00:40:21,680 --> 00:40:25,040
Speaker 4: us a chance to kind of like really like flex

787
00:40:25,440 --> 00:40:28,919
Speaker 4: our muscles and like what we can Almost initially started

788
00:40:28,920 --> 00:40:30,880
Speaker 4: out what can we get away with? Yeah, you know,

789
00:40:31,040 --> 00:40:33,239
Speaker 4: and you're kind of where we were pushing boundaries. We

790
00:40:33,239 --> 00:40:39,000
Speaker 4: were doing, you know, these these largely emotional, like traumatic

791
00:40:39,080 --> 00:40:42,880
Speaker 4: scenes that a lot of the people that had worked

792
00:40:42,960 --> 00:40:46,320
Speaker 4: on you know, the other shows or the films and whatnot,

793
00:40:46,360 --> 00:40:49,960
Speaker 4: we're going holy like this is, this is. I had

794
00:40:49,960 --> 00:40:52,240
Speaker 4: someone and say like, did you just release some demons?

795
00:40:52,480 --> 00:40:54,480
Speaker 4: And I was like, yeah, I think I did. Actually

796
00:40:54,640 --> 00:40:55,800
Speaker 4: it was really great, thank you.

797
00:40:56,120 --> 00:40:56,319
Speaker 6: Yeah.

798
00:40:57,480 --> 00:41:01,320
Speaker 4: And it just has been this beautiful journey of just pushing,

799
00:41:01,440 --> 00:41:07,080
Speaker 4: pushing the boundaries and making things as real and authentic

800
00:41:07,560 --> 00:41:10,440
Speaker 4: and not giving a shit what you look like when

801
00:41:10,440 --> 00:41:13,040
Speaker 4: you're crying, because coming off of Grays, it's like it

802
00:41:13,080 --> 00:41:13,520
Speaker 4: was such.

803
00:41:13,400 --> 00:41:14,680
Speaker 2: A beauty show.

804
00:41:15,280 --> 00:41:17,000
Speaker 4: Even though it was a doctor show, it was still

805
00:41:17,040 --> 00:41:20,760
Speaker 4: like everybody looks We're walking around and everybody's ridiculously gorgeous

806
00:41:20,800 --> 00:41:24,840
Speaker 4: and beautiful, and for me, in a sense, it was like, ooh,

807
00:41:25,120 --> 00:41:29,440
Speaker 4: I have to maintain being pretty. I have to maintain that.

808
00:41:29,520 --> 00:41:31,200
Speaker 4: And then I go on to a superhero show and

809
00:41:31,239 --> 00:41:33,400
Speaker 4: it's like lots of makeup and like all this stuff,

810
00:41:33,719 --> 00:41:35,399
Speaker 4: and I just had this image in my head where

811
00:41:35,400 --> 00:41:37,719
Speaker 4: I was like, oh my god, like wait, they want

812
00:41:37,760 --> 00:41:40,560
Speaker 4: me to just wear mascara and it's like some concealer

813
00:41:40,600 --> 00:41:43,600
Speaker 4: and what I'm like, No, I'm gonna look horrible. So

814
00:41:43,640 --> 00:41:48,879
Speaker 4: I had to really grow yeah inside, like my heart,

815
00:41:49,000 --> 00:41:52,839
Speaker 4: my mind, my spirit, my soul had I had to

816
00:41:52,840 --> 00:41:55,080
Speaker 4: do a lot of growing, and I had gained weight

817
00:41:55,160 --> 00:41:57,920
Speaker 4: over the years. Like forty two, I hit perry menopause

818
00:41:58,120 --> 00:41:59,520
Speaker 4: pretty fucking quick.

819
00:42:00,160 --> 00:42:02,560
Speaker 3: We need to do Ale episode on paramenopause because I

820
00:42:02,640 --> 00:42:04,160
Speaker 3: just heard about it and I turned forty.

821
00:42:04,239 --> 00:42:05,560
Speaker 2: I'm like, oh, it's.

822
00:42:05,480 --> 00:42:08,920
Speaker 4: Common, it's pretty, it's pretty rude, it's yeah, everybody's got

823
00:42:08,920 --> 00:42:12,239
Speaker 4: their own stories whatever. But it started to hit and

824
00:42:12,280 --> 00:42:14,319
Speaker 4: all of a sudden, I'm just this whole version of me.

825
00:42:14,440 --> 00:42:18,880
Speaker 4: That's like what happened. And I felt like a foreigner,

826
00:42:19,680 --> 00:42:24,600
Speaker 4: but I was able to. I was surrounded by so

827
00:42:24,640 --> 00:42:28,520
Speaker 4: many people that just loved me and cared about me

828
00:42:29,239 --> 00:42:32,200
Speaker 4: and didn't give a shit about any of that. Like

829
00:42:32,280 --> 00:42:35,239
Speaker 4: it had no context. It was just no, just go

830
00:42:35,320 --> 00:42:38,279
Speaker 4: and be you know, just be you, like, go and

831
00:42:38,280 --> 00:42:42,000
Speaker 4: be you and be real and and watch what it

832
00:42:42,040 --> 00:42:46,920
Speaker 4: does for you. Ah you just like and it like

833
00:42:47,080 --> 00:42:50,319
Speaker 4: there was like a liberation that happened. And I still

834
00:42:50,320 --> 00:42:54,160
Speaker 4: struggle with with you know, how I look and things

835
00:42:54,320 --> 00:42:56,480
Speaker 4: change and you know, it's it is what it is,

836
00:42:56,560 --> 00:43:02,160
Speaker 4: but but it gave me like this sense of h yeah, yeah,

837
00:43:02,440 --> 00:43:07,120
Speaker 4: like okay, I actually I feel good about who I

838
00:43:07,160 --> 00:43:14,000
Speaker 4: am and who I'm growing to be, kind of almost

839
00:43:14,000 --> 00:43:18,360
Speaker 4: having like a do over at forty two. Yeah, like okay,

840
00:43:18,480 --> 00:43:20,319
Speaker 4: this is like there's a lot in here that I

841
00:43:20,360 --> 00:43:22,440
Speaker 4: need to work on. But I feel like it was

842
00:43:22,480 --> 00:43:26,680
Speaker 4: sort of like the the diving board for me to

843
00:43:26,840 --> 00:43:29,239
Speaker 4: just enter this whole new part of my life. And

844
00:43:29,320 --> 00:43:32,799
Speaker 4: so with this show, with the castmates, the work that

845
00:43:32,840 --> 00:43:38,680
Speaker 4: we're doing really genuinely has been healing Kyler like me

846
00:43:38,719 --> 00:43:42,600
Speaker 4: as a person and has helped me, you know. Also

847
00:43:42,800 --> 00:43:44,680
Speaker 4: with I'm Able to do, it's like a little bit

848
00:43:44,680 --> 00:43:46,560
Speaker 4: of comedy things here and there, like in the show

849
00:43:46,600 --> 00:43:49,160
Speaker 4: like we keep it. It's also there's lighthearted moments of

850
00:43:49,200 --> 00:43:50,040
Speaker 4: course because.

851
00:43:50,239 --> 00:43:52,560
Speaker 1: Balanced right yeah yeah, yeah.

852
00:43:51,960 --> 00:43:56,040
Speaker 4: But it really just gave me, like I don't know,

853
00:43:56,400 --> 00:44:01,279
Speaker 4: some I'm gonna say some balls, like to just to

854
00:44:01,440 --> 00:44:05,600
Speaker 4: just say, okay, I had the courage just live you. Yeah,

855
00:44:05,640 --> 00:44:07,600
Speaker 4: it gave me the courage. Gave you the courage, which

856
00:44:07,640 --> 00:44:11,120
Speaker 4: was like a really big which this.

857
00:44:11,080 --> 00:44:12,920
Speaker 1: Is so funny because I'm listening to you and I

858
00:44:13,520 --> 00:44:20,400
Speaker 1: I think recently, I have been saying to myself and

859
00:44:20,440 --> 00:44:27,719
Speaker 1: to others, like in my closest circle, why, in this

860
00:44:27,880 --> 00:44:29,600
Speaker 1: time of your life that you're actually meant to be

861
00:44:29,680 --> 00:44:33,800
Speaker 1: so secure and so set and so like you've earned

862
00:44:33,840 --> 00:44:36,880
Speaker 1: all these things? How does this self doubt creep in?

863
00:44:37,040 --> 00:44:37,120
Speaker 4: Like?

864
00:44:37,200 --> 00:44:40,560
Speaker 5: How does this like Oh I should look like.

865
00:44:40,560 --> 00:44:42,800
Speaker 1: This, or I should look like that, or I should

866
00:44:42,800 --> 00:44:45,120
Speaker 1: feel this, or I should have that or all these

867
00:44:45,160 --> 00:44:49,439
Speaker 1: things that should any of the shoulds. Yeah, and you

868
00:44:49,440 --> 00:44:53,160
Speaker 1: you doubt yourself. You go, well, what am I if

869
00:44:53,200 --> 00:44:56,319
Speaker 1: I'm not checking that box? And then you have a

870
00:44:56,320 --> 00:45:00,600
Speaker 1: whole other piece of you sort of like turn on,

871
00:45:00,840 --> 00:45:05,240
Speaker 1: which is your physiological being, Like what where you connect

872
00:45:05,280 --> 00:45:06,879
Speaker 1: to your body and what your body's doing?

873
00:45:07,000 --> 00:45:10,359
Speaker 2: Oh god, all the different things. So it's really it's

874
00:45:10,520 --> 00:45:11,160
Speaker 2: it's really wild.

875
00:45:11,200 --> 00:45:14,279
Speaker 1: We talk a lot about emotionally or in circumstances where

876
00:45:14,280 --> 00:45:18,120
Speaker 1: we have this amazing community of people that we've just

877
00:45:18,200 --> 00:45:20,040
Speaker 1: grown over the past, you know, six months since we

878
00:45:20,120 --> 00:45:23,840
Speaker 1: started that call in and they call in with questions

879
00:45:23,880 --> 00:45:28,160
Speaker 1: and and and situations and things, and we talk about

880
00:45:28,160 --> 00:45:30,319
Speaker 1: them all and they're all so incredible, and they bring

881
00:45:30,320 --> 00:45:32,880
Speaker 1: so much vulnerability and so much strength and so often

882
00:45:33,760 --> 00:45:37,840
Speaker 1: a lot of the time, we will say it seems

883
00:45:37,840 --> 00:45:40,799
Speaker 1: like it's time to hit the reset button and just

884
00:45:40,920 --> 00:45:45,440
Speaker 1: like take all your factory settings and like just clear

885
00:45:45,600 --> 00:45:49,120
Speaker 1: like clear the board, clear your mind, and get back

886
00:45:49,160 --> 00:45:54,400
Speaker 1: into something that is different. And it sounds I mean,

887
00:45:54,440 --> 00:45:56,120
Speaker 1: listen to you say it. It sounds like you were

888
00:45:56,160 --> 00:45:59,040
Speaker 1: able to get into something different. And I love that.

889
00:45:59,160 --> 00:46:02,520
Speaker 1: Joney I've known her since because I've known Carrie Russell. Yeah,

890
00:46:02,640 --> 00:46:04,759
Speaker 1: and I was Carrie Russell will talk about Jonny as

891
00:46:04,800 --> 00:46:05,160
Speaker 1: a manager.

892
00:46:05,200 --> 00:46:08,360
Speaker 4: I'd be like, Joni Bursteam, your manager.

893
00:46:07,960 --> 00:46:10,239
Speaker 1: Does what your manager said.

894
00:46:10,239 --> 00:46:12,959
Speaker 5: What I'm like, is this the smartest woman in the world, Like.

895
00:46:13,480 --> 00:46:15,840
Speaker 1: Yeah, essentially, And then I saw her again because she

896
00:46:15,920 --> 00:46:17,960
Speaker 1: was Patrick's manager and you're manager.

897
00:46:18,160 --> 00:46:21,600
Speaker 4: So that's how I came to be with Jia.

898
00:46:22,280 --> 00:46:24,239
Speaker 5: This is amazing. Oh my gosh. I feel like we

899
00:46:24,239 --> 00:46:25,360
Speaker 5: need a part too with Kyler.

900
00:46:25,560 --> 00:46:27,880
Speaker 4: Yeah. Are you kidding?

901
00:46:28,360 --> 00:46:29,880
Speaker 2: I'm down. I'm so no.

902
00:46:29,960 --> 00:46:32,399
Speaker 3: I'm just like, I'm so captivated by what you're saying

903
00:46:32,480 --> 00:46:36,360
Speaker 3: because I feel like there's so many people in so

904
00:46:36,440 --> 00:46:42,759
Speaker 3: many different industries. There are women hitting our age.

905
00:46:40,600 --> 00:46:49,680
Speaker 6: That's great, well, but we're being thrown in It feels

906
00:46:49,719 --> 00:46:52,600
Speaker 6: like we're being thrown back into the deep end in

907
00:46:52,680 --> 00:46:55,560
Speaker 6: so many different ways, paramenopause being one of them.

908
00:46:55,600 --> 00:46:58,240
Speaker 2: Right, I didn't even know that term until this year.

909
00:46:59,040 --> 00:47:01,520
Speaker 1: And I thinks it's getting a lot of airtime right now. Yeah,

910
00:47:01,560 --> 00:47:03,319
Speaker 1: I mean, and I truly mean that.

911
00:47:03,400 --> 00:47:06,640
Speaker 5: I mean that because no, so many you know.

912
00:47:06,600 --> 00:47:08,000
Speaker 2: It existed and it's coming.

913
00:47:08,280 --> 00:47:10,279
Speaker 3: But my point is, I think, is that like to

914
00:47:10,400 --> 00:47:16,400
Speaker 3: hear how powerful you feel and how you've taken the

915
00:47:16,400 --> 00:47:20,400
Speaker 3: bowl by the horns is just so fucking inspiring and cool,

916
00:47:21,320 --> 00:47:24,480
Speaker 3: and it's not easy to do. Like I know, it

917
00:47:24,520 --> 00:47:26,319
Speaker 3: sounds kind of maybe silly to other people, like just

918
00:47:26,360 --> 00:47:29,759
Speaker 3: wearing a scare and concealer, Like it feels really vulnerable

919
00:47:29,800 --> 00:47:33,320
Speaker 3: on camera, especially when you're like us and you've worked

920
00:47:33,440 --> 00:47:36,720
Speaker 3: very young and you can watch yourself back in twenty

921
00:47:36,800 --> 00:47:40,440
Speaker 3: eight being on film, right, which gives you this beautiful

922
00:47:40,480 --> 00:47:42,800
Speaker 3: filter and you're you know, you're not aged.

923
00:47:42,880 --> 00:47:46,880
Speaker 2: Yes, it's hard, it is hardful.

924
00:47:47,640 --> 00:47:50,440
Speaker 3: You're watching yourself age and then you're like, hey, strip

925
00:47:50,520 --> 00:47:52,640
Speaker 3: that away and you get to be you and you're.

926
00:47:52,520 --> 00:47:54,400
Speaker 2: Just gonna go out there with my scariot. Sounds silly,

927
00:47:54,400 --> 00:47:55,800
Speaker 2: but like it's tough.

928
00:47:56,000 --> 00:47:58,319
Speaker 4: It's very vulnerable, and it's very vulnerable and.

929
00:47:58,280 --> 00:48:01,560
Speaker 2: To hear you feel so powered by this production that

930
00:48:01,600 --> 00:48:01,920
Speaker 2: you're on.

931
00:48:02,160 --> 00:48:05,799
Speaker 8: I mean, yeah, it's amazing, it's amazing, and I think

932
00:48:05,800 --> 00:48:09,839
Speaker 8: that Hallmark they're rocking it clearly by supporting their actresses

933
00:48:09,920 --> 00:48:10,160
Speaker 8: like this.

934
00:48:10,280 --> 00:48:13,040
Speaker 2: I mean, that's a dream that really is it?

935
00:48:13,200 --> 00:48:18,000
Speaker 4: Really? It really has been a wonderful last few years.

936
00:48:18,080 --> 00:48:23,600
Speaker 4: So we just we finished season three and we're waiting

937
00:48:23,719 --> 00:48:25,959
Speaker 4: to hear about a season four.

938
00:48:26,000 --> 00:48:32,600
Speaker 8: It's so am you need to be picked up right away,

939
00:48:34,120 --> 00:48:34,719
Speaker 8: please please.

940
00:48:34,800 --> 00:48:38,640
Speaker 4: But also, we film in Toronto, and I love Toronto.

941
00:48:38,880 --> 00:48:43,400
Speaker 4: I love it there, and like I lived in Vancouver

942
00:48:43,480 --> 00:48:47,120
Speaker 4: for six years because that's where we filmed Supergirl, and

943
00:48:47,239 --> 00:48:49,319
Speaker 4: I just love Canada. I feel like I am I am,

944
00:48:52,040 --> 00:48:54,880
Speaker 4: I am now. So yeah, and and because I live

945
00:48:54,920 --> 00:48:58,160
Speaker 4: in Nashville, so it's only a two hour flight nor yeah,

946
00:48:58,280 --> 00:49:01,399
Speaker 4: you know, to Toronto. So that's also been a really

947
00:49:01,600 --> 00:49:03,600
Speaker 4: fun part of it is Nashville, do you know.

948
00:49:03,640 --> 00:49:06,640
Speaker 1: I've never been I love Nashville, never been to Nashville,

949
00:49:06,640 --> 00:49:07,880
Speaker 1: and I really want to go, So I'm going to

950
00:49:07,880 --> 00:49:10,600
Speaker 1: come to stay with you, okay. And I've also never

951
00:49:10,640 --> 00:49:15,760
Speaker 1: been to Miami, but that's there. I can skip that, Okay, Well.

952
00:49:15,560 --> 00:49:19,520
Speaker 4: Listen, just teenager, So much different vibes, So I don't

953
00:49:19,560 --> 00:49:21,960
Speaker 4: know what it's like anymore, So I can't say that confidently.

954
00:49:22,360 --> 00:49:23,480
Speaker 4: I kind of like semi compident.

955
00:49:23,520 --> 00:49:41,400
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, okay, okay, wait, hold on, we actually can't finish.

956
00:49:41,560 --> 00:49:42,120
Speaker 4: It's done.

957
00:49:42,520 --> 00:49:44,879
Speaker 2: You said it. We can't stop until we talk about

958
00:49:44,880 --> 00:49:45,840
Speaker 2: the musical episode.

959
00:49:46,360 --> 00:49:52,040
Speaker 8: Oh my god, we do okay, because again another.

960
00:49:51,920 --> 00:49:56,240
Speaker 1: Reason number seventy Hey, dear diary, Reason number eight hundred

961
00:49:56,280 --> 00:49:59,319
Speaker 1: and ninety five. Then I am jealous of Kyler. We

962
00:49:59,440 --> 00:50:02,920
Speaker 1: get our musical assignments and Kyler is singing are album.

963
00:50:03,120 --> 00:50:08,640
Speaker 2: She has an album released album. Jess could be your

964
00:50:08,640 --> 00:50:14,240
Speaker 2: backup whisper. You can whistle, I could.

965
00:50:14,880 --> 00:50:16,640
Speaker 4: She was a whistler and a half. I'll tell you

966
00:50:16,719 --> 00:50:19,400
Speaker 4: what nobody can whistle. Kyler.

967
00:50:19,840 --> 00:50:23,000
Speaker 3: Give me okay for the listen, give me one word

968
00:50:23,120 --> 00:50:26,120
Speaker 3: to describe your feeling about being in the musical episode.

969
00:50:26,800 --> 00:50:27,320
Speaker 2: One word.

970
00:50:27,680 --> 00:50:34,080
Speaker 4: It's hard before or after? Before terrified?

971
00:50:34,280 --> 00:50:36,719
Speaker 2: After terrified?

972
00:50:38,960 --> 00:50:43,680
Speaker 9: I was gonna be I know, but I feel like

973
00:50:43,719 --> 00:50:46,840
Speaker 9: I kind of went after him because I just feel

974
00:50:46,880 --> 00:50:51,040
Speaker 9: like that the rock.

975
00:50:50,880 --> 00:50:53,560
Speaker 4: And roll, the grit in his voice. Yeah, he definitely won.

976
00:50:54,480 --> 00:50:55,879
Speaker 2: Does an impression of that now?

977
00:50:55,960 --> 00:50:57,960
Speaker 4: On my god, it's so d.

978
00:51:01,760 --> 00:51:03,600
Speaker 8: Okay, we have to wrap up. But before we do

979
00:51:04,160 --> 00:51:06,560
Speaker 8: The Way Home? How can people watch it?

980
00:51:06,880 --> 00:51:10,880
Speaker 4: What time? So The Way Home Season three will be

981
00:51:11,120 --> 00:51:15,400
Speaker 4: airing on Hallmark Plus for streaming January second.

982
00:51:15,600 --> 00:51:18,040
Speaker 1: Amazing, I'm watching all that a ten weeks in a

983
00:51:18,160 --> 00:51:19,680
Speaker 1: row my times.

984
00:51:19,760 --> 00:51:21,360
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, yeah, do you want.

985
00:51:21,239 --> 00:51:25,839
Speaker 4: To have something to watch that? Because loving Andy, she's phenomenal.

986
00:51:26,239 --> 00:51:28,480
Speaker 4: But if there's like a family thing that you did

987
00:51:28,520 --> 00:51:31,399
Speaker 4: want to watch, it's a It's okay. I love it.

988
00:51:31,400 --> 00:51:32,919
Speaker 4: It's a wonderful show.

989
00:51:33,200 --> 00:51:35,239
Speaker 2: I can't wait. I can't watch Kyl.

990
00:51:35,600 --> 00:51:38,160
Speaker 1: I'm a fan for so long. I'm so happy. Thank

991
00:51:38,200 --> 00:51:40,000
Speaker 1: you so much for taking the time with us.

992
00:51:40,360 --> 00:51:42,480
Speaker 4: But let's do this again. I mean, I live I

993
00:51:42,520 --> 00:51:45,040
Speaker 4: live in Nashville, so it's like, okay, I mean, but

994
00:51:45,120 --> 00:51:46,880
Speaker 4: if I'm in or we do it.

995
00:51:47,120 --> 00:51:50,080
Speaker 3: We have We've had people who come in with us. Okay, great,

996
00:51:50,160 --> 00:51:52,200
Speaker 3: you have you can do there always be a guest

997
00:51:52,239 --> 00:51:54,720
Speaker 3: on the show. Yes, yes, you have a seat. Whenever

998
00:51:54,760 --> 00:51:56,080
Speaker 3: you want you tell us yes.

999
00:51:56,640 --> 00:51:58,600
Speaker 4: And then all I remember because I didn't watch the

1000
00:51:58,600 --> 00:52:04,120
Speaker 4: show after after yeah words, but that I guess I

1001
00:52:04,200 --> 00:52:07,880
Speaker 4: was eaten by wolves something like that. Really, like we

1002
00:52:07,920 --> 00:52:11,880
Speaker 4: could hear the wolves getting like getting after Lexi or

1003
00:52:11,920 --> 00:52:12,560
Speaker 4: something like that.

1004
00:52:12,760 --> 00:52:16,200
Speaker 2: My god, wait, why do I feel like that's it's okay?

1005
00:52:16,239 --> 00:52:16,479
Speaker 7: Thing?

1006
00:52:16,520 --> 00:52:20,200
Speaker 3: I think, is it someone's nightmare like they had they

1007
00:52:20,200 --> 00:52:21,480
Speaker 3: were calling something and they're.

1008
00:52:21,360 --> 00:52:25,080
Speaker 4: Feel No, I feel like it was Christina says that

1009
00:52:26,040 --> 00:52:28,879
Speaker 4: there's something that comes up, and Christina says, I could

1010
00:52:28,880 --> 00:52:29,319
Speaker 4: hear the.

1011
00:52:29,280 --> 00:52:30,919
Speaker 5: Wolves eating you.

1012
00:52:31,040 --> 00:52:34,720
Speaker 3: Yeah, I need you to confirm if Lexi was eaten

1013
00:52:34,760 --> 00:52:35,400
Speaker 3: by wolves.

1014
00:52:35,560 --> 00:52:37,680
Speaker 4: I just want to know, because like wolves like like

1015
00:52:37,719 --> 00:52:39,600
Speaker 4: one of my spirit animals. So I'm like, I'm down

1016
00:52:39,640 --> 00:52:44,160
Speaker 4: with that. If you like that, you're in it. Yeah,

1017
00:52:44,320 --> 00:52:46,239
Speaker 4: I'm just curious. I don't know.

1018
00:52:48,560 --> 00:52:51,040
Speaker 1: Do you remember me being so pregnant and like screaming

1019
00:52:51,120 --> 00:52:51,800
Speaker 1: in the woods.

1020
00:52:53,680 --> 00:52:59,960
Speaker 4: I do remember, because it was freezing it was so cold.

1021
00:53:00,640 --> 00:53:02,719
Speaker 4: Big Bear. Yeah, I was.

1022
00:53:02,680 --> 00:53:05,279
Speaker 2: Prayed with Poppy and then try by the way to

1023
00:53:05,320 --> 00:53:05,640
Speaker 2: Big Bear.

1024
00:53:05,680 --> 00:53:06,279
Speaker 5: I almost done.

1025
00:53:06,480 --> 00:53:06,600
Speaker 4: Ye.

1026
00:53:07,640 --> 00:53:10,000
Speaker 1: Actually, legitimately, that was the only time I've actually ever

1027
00:53:10,000 --> 00:53:13,759
Speaker 1: been afraid from my life, but I was. That must

1028
00:53:13,800 --> 00:53:16,240
Speaker 1: have been May and she was born on June twentieth,

1029
00:53:16,880 --> 00:53:19,480
Speaker 1: so truly like a month away from having Okay.

1030
00:53:20,000 --> 00:53:22,320
Speaker 2: Alright, alright, so every time where we.

1031
00:53:22,239 --> 00:53:23,600
Speaker 4: Call it okay.

1032
00:53:23,920 --> 00:53:30,000
Speaker 2: The end the episode