1 00:00:07,640 --> 00:00:10,520 Speaker 1: Well, well, well, sauce on the side episode. I have 2 00:00:10,640 --> 00:00:13,200 Speaker 1: no idea, but it starts with a seven. Where to 3 00:00:13,280 --> 00:00:15,160 Speaker 1: begin diamond? Where do we begin? 4 00:00:16,079 --> 00:00:16,799 Speaker 2: Elsk? 5 00:00:17,040 --> 00:00:18,400 Speaker 1: No, that's called where do I begin? 6 00:00:19,200 --> 00:00:21,000 Speaker 3: Here we go? Didn't you work on the book? Like, 7 00:00:21,040 --> 00:00:23,360 Speaker 3: didn't you help promote it? And you don't know the name? 8 00:00:23,440 --> 00:00:26,040 Speaker 1: Great? Where do we begin? Diamond? 9 00:00:26,680 --> 00:00:30,200 Speaker 3: We should begin with the fact that Andrew is a lunatic. 10 00:00:30,800 --> 00:00:34,559 Speaker 1: Oh that's a nice one about it. So here's what 11 00:00:34,640 --> 00:00:36,720 Speaker 1: had happened by the time you hear this. This may 12 00:00:36,760 --> 00:00:39,280 Speaker 1: have already been addressed on the big show. But this 13 00:00:39,400 --> 00:00:41,839 Speaker 1: little rat fink Andrew that we call a rat all 14 00:00:41,840 --> 00:00:44,400 Speaker 1: the time, pulled some rat shit the other day. What 15 00:00:44,479 --> 00:00:48,240 Speaker 1: did he do? You ask, Well, we ordered breakfast. Breakfast 16 00:00:48,280 --> 00:00:50,239 Speaker 1: took forever to get here, because of course it always does, 17 00:00:50,240 --> 00:00:53,360 Speaker 1: because there are like thirty people ordering breakfast arrives, we 18 00:00:53,400 --> 00:00:55,000 Speaker 1: have guests. We can't bring the food in here and 19 00:00:55,040 --> 00:00:58,320 Speaker 1: eat it. That's just rude, so we leave it out there. Well, 20 00:00:58,400 --> 00:01:01,080 Speaker 1: the day moves on and I had to leave it. 21 00:01:01,120 --> 00:01:02,800 Speaker 1: I even took a little piece of a croissant and 22 00:01:02,840 --> 00:01:04,280 Speaker 1: I put it on a plate with the bag, and 23 00:01:04,319 --> 00:01:06,120 Speaker 1: I was like, I'm coming back to get this. Andrew 24 00:01:06,120 --> 00:01:09,560 Speaker 1: claims he did not hear this. I come back from 25 00:01:09,600 --> 00:01:11,760 Speaker 1: this long lunch thing that we had to do, and 26 00:01:11,760 --> 00:01:13,560 Speaker 1: all I'm looking forward to is taking my chicken and 27 00:01:13,600 --> 00:01:16,880 Speaker 1: going home and eating it. Because it's banging chicken. I 28 00:01:16,920 --> 00:01:19,319 Speaker 1: go to get the bag. The bag's empty, but it's 29 00:01:19,319 --> 00:01:21,800 Speaker 1: not as if somebody had cleaned up, because the bags 30 00:01:21,800 --> 00:01:25,039 Speaker 1: were there. So somebody just went in and took the 31 00:01:25,120 --> 00:01:28,280 Speaker 1: chicken out and ate the chicken. So I'm like, what 32 00:01:28,319 --> 00:01:31,520 Speaker 1: the where's my chicken? The chicken is gone. I was 33 00:01:31,560 --> 00:01:34,120 Speaker 1: fuming about it. Our intern Bend is like, dude, I 34 00:01:34,120 --> 00:01:36,040 Speaker 1: have no idea. That's crazy. Who would do something like that? 35 00:01:36,040 --> 00:01:38,360 Speaker 1: That's really weird. I was like, broke ass people around here. 36 00:01:38,440 --> 00:01:42,120 Speaker 1: I don't know nothing. I said to Andrew Andrew, somebody 37 00:01:42,280 --> 00:01:44,240 Speaker 1: ate my chicken. And Andrew's like, that's crazy, Oh my god, 38 00:01:44,240 --> 00:01:48,000 Speaker 1: who would do that? Okay, So I like try to 39 00:01:48,000 --> 00:01:50,720 Speaker 1: do conduct my own little investigation for a short amount 40 00:01:50,720 --> 00:01:53,560 Speaker 1: of time. I get nowhere. Josh comes in today. Just 41 00:01:53,600 --> 00:01:55,600 Speaker 1: talking to him. He's like, give me a hug. I 42 00:01:55,600 --> 00:01:57,840 Speaker 1: give him a hug and he says, your chicken was 43 00:01:57,920 --> 00:02:00,680 Speaker 1: so good. I said, what what did you just say? 44 00:02:00,720 --> 00:02:03,160 Speaker 1: And He's like, yeah, Andrew ate your chicken. I said, wait, 45 00:02:03,440 --> 00:02:05,600 Speaker 1: Andrew et it or you ate it? And he was like, well, 46 00:02:05,640 --> 00:02:07,160 Speaker 1: Andrew had it, and he brought it in here and 47 00:02:07,200 --> 00:02:11,360 Speaker 1: gave it to me. So Andrew took the chicken knowing 48 00:02:11,360 --> 00:02:12,760 Speaker 1: that it was mine, and he's gonna say, I didn't 49 00:02:12,760 --> 00:02:13,760 Speaker 1: know it was yours. All he had to do was 50 00:02:13,760 --> 00:02:15,360 Speaker 1: look at the order to see who it was. Also, 51 00:02:15,480 --> 00:02:17,920 Speaker 1: he saw me put it in a bag, ate the chicken, 52 00:02:18,600 --> 00:02:21,200 Speaker 1: distributed the chicken, looked me in the face and lined 53 00:02:21,240 --> 00:02:23,880 Speaker 1: about it. What should we do to him, diamond Ooh. 54 00:02:23,720 --> 00:02:26,720 Speaker 3: I almost said something that may need to be edited out. 55 00:02:26,880 --> 00:02:34,480 Speaker 1: Doesn't need to be go ahead, hang him Andrew? What 56 00:02:34,680 --> 00:02:35,960 Speaker 1: say Hugh about this? 57 00:02:36,160 --> 00:02:37,840 Speaker 2: I didn't know it was your chicken. I checked the 58 00:02:37,880 --> 00:02:42,040 Speaker 2: receipt afterwards, thinking like, oh, it's there, but they didn't 59 00:02:42,040 --> 00:02:46,040 Speaker 2: list anything. So I just saw a bag. I saw, 60 00:02:47,600 --> 00:02:51,320 Speaker 2: is this chocolate thing you're saying, the half of the croissant? Yes, 61 00:02:51,600 --> 00:02:54,400 Speaker 2: the thing that just sat on my desk, yes, okay, 62 00:02:54,440 --> 00:02:57,040 Speaker 2: So it wasn't even no I moved it to the bag. 63 00:02:57,160 --> 00:03:00,079 Speaker 2: I didn't even see it. What I sa too, I 64 00:03:00,160 --> 00:03:02,560 Speaker 2: did not touch that. That was not my tribe anyway, 65 00:03:02,760 --> 00:03:06,200 Speaker 2: it was also gone before the chicken was gone, just flenning, you. 66 00:03:06,160 --> 00:03:08,839 Speaker 1: Know, anyway, no bearing on what you did. 67 00:03:09,400 --> 00:03:12,959 Speaker 2: Totally. I admit that I shouldn't have ate the food. 68 00:03:13,040 --> 00:03:14,160 Speaker 2: I just thought, no, no. 69 00:03:13,919 --> 00:03:16,960 Speaker 1: No, no, no, no, you've wildly missed the point. I 70 00:03:17,000 --> 00:03:18,280 Speaker 1: don't care that you ate the chicken. 71 00:03:18,480 --> 00:03:19,160 Speaker 2: I lied about you. 72 00:03:20,120 --> 00:03:22,080 Speaker 1: I share my food with everyone, do I not? I 73 00:03:22,120 --> 00:03:23,959 Speaker 1: walk around, Hey, who wants them? Anyone wants them. I 74 00:03:23,960 --> 00:03:25,560 Speaker 1: don't care you ate the chicken. I'm glad you ate 75 00:03:25,600 --> 00:03:27,680 Speaker 1: the chicken, especially if you're starving and you know, homeless, 76 00:03:27,720 --> 00:03:30,519 Speaker 1: whatever was going on. Glad that you ate the chicken. 77 00:03:30,760 --> 00:03:34,080 Speaker 1: I'm happy you didn't go to waste the lying about it. 78 00:03:34,200 --> 00:03:36,000 Speaker 2: You sound like my mom after I drove a car 79 00:03:36,040 --> 00:03:38,080 Speaker 2: illegally because you're a. 80 00:03:38,040 --> 00:03:39,480 Speaker 1: Little shitbag for doing these things. 81 00:03:39,520 --> 00:03:42,840 Speaker 2: Everything, Well, she said, I'm not mad, I'm just very disappointed, 82 00:03:42,880 --> 00:03:44,440 Speaker 2: and then she cried, and then I was literally like, 83 00:03:44,520 --> 00:03:45,560 Speaker 2: well here we go. 84 00:03:45,560 --> 00:03:46,600 Speaker 1: There will be no tears. 85 00:03:48,080 --> 00:03:50,839 Speaker 3: How do you like shit on your mom for being 86 00:03:50,880 --> 00:03:52,360 Speaker 3: disappointed in your actions? 87 00:03:54,320 --> 00:03:57,600 Speaker 2: It feels like the same thing where it's like home 88 00:03:57,880 --> 00:04:01,360 Speaker 2: man made worse by the lie. 89 00:04:01,520 --> 00:04:04,120 Speaker 1: What do I say all the time? Di'mon everyone trusts Andrew. 90 00:04:04,400 --> 00:04:07,920 Speaker 1: You can't trust Andrew because he's a little lying rat. 91 00:04:08,200 --> 00:04:08,960 Speaker 1: Believe chicken. 92 00:04:09,160 --> 00:04:12,720 Speaker 2: It's not the chickens lying about the chicken. 93 00:04:14,400 --> 00:04:16,560 Speaker 1: It's even weird that you lied about chickens. 94 00:04:16,560 --> 00:04:19,159 Speaker 4: Broke behavior, that you're shung up about a chicken that 95 00:04:19,160 --> 00:04:20,000 Speaker 4: you didn't even pay for. 96 00:04:20,200 --> 00:04:23,480 Speaker 3: It's not about the chicken principle, it's the principle. 97 00:04:23,520 --> 00:04:24,800 Speaker 2: Lying about the free chicken. 98 00:04:24,839 --> 00:04:28,680 Speaker 1: You're trying to deflect your rat actions followed by the 99 00:04:28,760 --> 00:04:29,200 Speaker 1: rat lie. 100 00:04:29,279 --> 00:04:32,160 Speaker 2: Because you did apology, you go still. 101 00:04:32,040 --> 00:04:34,480 Speaker 1: Rat by making it about something that it wasn't. This 102 00:04:34,560 --> 00:04:36,240 Speaker 1: is kind of a scary move, and I appreciate it, 103 00:04:36,440 --> 00:04:37,919 Speaker 1: but I apologize. 104 00:04:37,960 --> 00:04:39,120 Speaker 2: You didn't like the apology. 105 00:04:39,200 --> 00:04:40,960 Speaker 1: You only apologize because you got caught. When I said that, 106 00:04:41,000 --> 00:04:41,720 Speaker 1: you were like, yeah, duh. 107 00:04:43,400 --> 00:04:44,400 Speaker 2: Do you want it to be? Do you want a 108 00:04:44,480 --> 00:04:45,360 Speaker 2: formal written note? 109 00:04:45,560 --> 00:04:47,560 Speaker 1: Yeah, actually yes I would great, I will. 110 00:04:47,960 --> 00:04:49,720 Speaker 2: Do you want to in script? I wrote in script 111 00:04:49,760 --> 00:04:50,600 Speaker 2: so it might look real bad. 112 00:04:50,640 --> 00:04:53,000 Speaker 1: I want an apology in cursive, and I also want 113 00:04:53,040 --> 00:04:54,720 Speaker 1: the love letter that you never gave me two years ago, 114 00:04:55,240 --> 00:04:55,840 Speaker 1: because I think. 115 00:04:58,279 --> 00:05:01,600 Speaker 2: At this moment as well, totally fine. 116 00:05:01,640 --> 00:05:02,920 Speaker 1: I'm just saying I don't think you're gonna have a 117 00:05:02,960 --> 00:05:05,440 Speaker 1: lot of people on your side here. I know, an 118 00:05:05,520 --> 00:05:07,520 Speaker 1: opportunity when I was like so many in my chicken to. 119 00:05:07,560 --> 00:05:09,920 Speaker 2: Just be like, yeah, it was mean because I think crime. 120 00:05:10,000 --> 00:05:11,640 Speaker 2: Josh wasn't gonna rat. And then what does he do 121 00:05:11,760 --> 00:05:13,600 Speaker 2: the first thing he sees he's the rat. You know 122 00:05:13,720 --> 00:05:15,040 Speaker 2: that if the shoe was on the other foot and 123 00:05:15,160 --> 00:05:16,800 Speaker 2: I did it, he would have been like what the 124 00:05:16,880 --> 00:05:18,800 Speaker 2: fuck man? And I still would have been in the 125 00:05:18,839 --> 00:05:20,880 Speaker 2: sea shop. I believe you, I still would have been 126 00:05:20,880 --> 00:05:24,800 Speaker 2: in the same shoe worse had the. 127 00:05:24,800 --> 00:05:26,040 Speaker 1: Shoe been on the other foot. I do think you 128 00:05:26,040 --> 00:05:28,200 Speaker 1: would have been in the same situation that that he 129 00:05:28,320 --> 00:05:30,200 Speaker 1: is in. But he sort of has immunity here because 130 00:05:30,200 --> 00:05:31,400 Speaker 1: he just came to the table and was like, your 131 00:05:31,440 --> 00:05:33,360 Speaker 1: chicken was so good, Like he didn't think that you 132 00:05:33,400 --> 00:05:36,080 Speaker 1: guys had committed a crime. He just came out there, 133 00:05:36,320 --> 00:05:39,360 Speaker 1: you knew you guys had committed a crime, lied about 134 00:05:39,400 --> 00:05:39,839 Speaker 1: it about it. 135 00:05:39,960 --> 00:05:43,159 Speaker 3: Recruited in turn Ben by the way, on my list, 136 00:05:43,200 --> 00:05:44,680 Speaker 3: who better not come back next. 137 00:05:46,120 --> 00:05:47,080 Speaker 1: A bagel? I said, not from you. 138 00:05:48,640 --> 00:05:51,200 Speaker 2: We ate the chicken before we knew it was your chicken. 139 00:05:51,800 --> 00:05:52,719 Speaker 1: What does this matter? 140 00:05:54,200 --> 00:05:57,560 Speaker 2: Doesn't matter, because here's how it went down. I see 141 00:05:57,600 --> 00:05:59,599 Speaker 2: the bags there, I'm like, these people do not clean 142 00:05:59,680 --> 00:06:02,080 Speaker 2: up after themselves. Let me clean up. I see a 143 00:06:02,240 --> 00:06:04,840 Speaker 2: whole thing at the bottom of the bag, and I'm like, 144 00:06:05,120 --> 00:06:07,720 Speaker 2: open these people wrapped up then, and so in my head, 145 00:06:07,800 --> 00:06:09,840 Speaker 2: and it's happened on more than one occasion, because let's 146 00:06:09,839 --> 00:06:11,960 Speaker 2: just say, when it's kid's birthday parties here and we 147 00:06:12,080 --> 00:06:15,040 Speaker 2: order forty two thousand things of food, there's often trees 148 00:06:15,080 --> 00:06:19,919 Speaker 2: that are just left. Okay, a full food I'm speaking, but. 149 00:06:19,960 --> 00:06:24,160 Speaker 1: I'm speaking, yes, go ahead, kama, I'm speaking. 150 00:06:25,720 --> 00:06:28,599 Speaker 2: So I'm like, so somebody ordered something and just left 151 00:06:28,640 --> 00:06:30,880 Speaker 2: it here. So then I open it up. We eat 152 00:06:30,920 --> 00:06:33,880 Speaker 2: the chicken, and then running around you and the things, 153 00:06:34,000 --> 00:06:37,400 Speaker 2: the elevator doors open like an hour later, and you're like, 154 00:06:37,720 --> 00:06:40,000 Speaker 2: someone took my fucking chicken. Yeah, And so then I 155 00:06:40,120 --> 00:06:43,080 Speaker 2: was like, oh, oh, it was her chicken. So then 156 00:06:43,200 --> 00:06:45,680 Speaker 2: I went to Josh and was like, it was Condy's chicken. 157 00:06:45,720 --> 00:06:48,320 Speaker 2: We're screwed. And so I thought we were in a 158 00:06:48,440 --> 00:06:51,400 Speaker 2: pact to not say anything. And it turns out he's 159 00:06:51,440 --> 00:06:51,800 Speaker 2: a rat. 160 00:06:51,920 --> 00:06:53,560 Speaker 1: If in fact, that's the way it went. Josh is 161 00:06:53,680 --> 00:06:55,320 Speaker 1: a rat to you, but to me, he just came 162 00:06:55,360 --> 00:06:57,680 Speaker 1: off as very honest in the middle of a hug, 163 00:06:57,720 --> 00:06:59,680 Speaker 1: A very nice like he don't worry about the rat. 164 00:07:00,040 --> 00:07:03,200 Speaker 1: I here comes Ben, Yeah, Ben, come in here, Come 165 00:07:03,240 --> 00:07:05,720 Speaker 1: on in, Ben, bring your ass Come sit over here, Ben, 166 00:07:06,680 --> 00:07:09,680 Speaker 1: sit your ass down. You have to talk into the microphone. 167 00:07:09,760 --> 00:07:12,040 Speaker 1: I know, yes, Okay, there you go. Not my first day, 168 00:07:12,160 --> 00:07:13,440 Speaker 1: it will seemed like it because we weren't talking to 169 00:07:13,480 --> 00:07:13,920 Speaker 1: the microphone. 170 00:07:13,960 --> 00:07:14,080 Speaker 2: Ben. 171 00:07:14,680 --> 00:07:20,240 Speaker 1: Oh wow, I can tell what say you in all 172 00:07:20,280 --> 00:07:22,120 Speaker 1: of this? Because Ben says he's an innocent party, that 173 00:07:22,160 --> 00:07:22,920 Speaker 1: he didn't do anything. 174 00:07:23,000 --> 00:07:24,400 Speaker 4: Ben was he He was just being. 175 00:07:24,360 --> 00:07:24,920 Speaker 1: Loyal to you. 176 00:07:25,200 --> 00:07:28,080 Speaker 2: He was being an innocent party because again, we ate 177 00:07:28,160 --> 00:07:28,600 Speaker 2: the chicken. 178 00:07:28,720 --> 00:07:31,120 Speaker 1: If anything one cares that you ate the chicken. 179 00:07:30,960 --> 00:07:33,560 Speaker 2: Can you listen? No, I heard you say someone cares. No. 180 00:07:33,800 --> 00:07:35,840 Speaker 1: I care that he lied about the chicken, Ben, and 181 00:07:36,000 --> 00:07:37,480 Speaker 1: and you I care that you lied about it. I 182 00:07:37,520 --> 00:07:40,240 Speaker 1: don't care that you did it. It's chicken. Say. 183 00:07:40,280 --> 00:07:42,800 Speaker 2: There was like a fierce slice of pizza and you 184 00:07:42,840 --> 00:07:44,440 Speaker 2: were like, oh, who's this? 185 00:07:44,760 --> 00:07:45,320 Speaker 4: I'm taking it? 186 00:07:45,920 --> 00:07:48,600 Speaker 1: And then two hours later Andrew comes swimming in, Who 187 00:07:48,880 --> 00:07:49,520 Speaker 1: ate my pizza? 188 00:07:49,600 --> 00:07:50,760 Speaker 2: Would you want me to go gandhi? 189 00:07:50,880 --> 00:07:51,240 Speaker 4: Gandhi. 190 00:07:51,480 --> 00:07:53,400 Speaker 1: I would wholeheartedly expect that because I will do that 191 00:07:53,480 --> 00:07:55,920 Speaker 1: to any of you. Oh, without a doubt, Ben, how 192 00:07:55,960 --> 00:07:57,440 Speaker 1: long do you think I looked around for that chicken? 193 00:07:57,640 --> 00:07:58,320 Speaker 4: Like five minutes? 194 00:07:58,720 --> 00:08:01,080 Speaker 1: Five minutes. I was looking around, I was looking under tables, 195 00:08:01,200 --> 00:08:02,440 Speaker 1: I was looking on my desk. I did I put 196 00:08:02,440 --> 00:08:04,120 Speaker 1: over here? Did someone throw it away? I was trying 197 00:08:04,160 --> 00:08:06,880 Speaker 1: to see in trash cans, which trash can it was in, 198 00:08:06,960 --> 00:08:07,840 Speaker 1: so I could blame somebody. 199 00:08:07,960 --> 00:08:09,480 Speaker 2: It was at the one over by the coffee machine. 200 00:08:09,560 --> 00:08:13,080 Speaker 1: Didn't look at that trash can. But Ben just watched 201 00:08:13,120 --> 00:08:14,040 Speaker 1: me do it, and he was like, oh my god, 202 00:08:14,040 --> 00:08:16,240 Speaker 1: who would do that? That's so crazy. So we have 203 00:08:16,360 --> 00:08:20,960 Speaker 1: two liars, Ben and Andrew, and one truth teller by default, 204 00:08:21,120 --> 00:08:22,560 Speaker 1: who's still an idiot, Josh. 205 00:08:24,960 --> 00:08:28,800 Speaker 2: I just yes, the way it went down was I 206 00:08:28,880 --> 00:08:31,000 Speaker 2: didn't know whose chicken it was, and then it just 207 00:08:31,080 --> 00:08:34,559 Speaker 2: so had happened that the elevators doors opened and it 208 00:08:34,679 --> 00:08:37,120 Speaker 2: was you, And I was like, I am so screwed. 209 00:08:37,240 --> 00:08:39,200 Speaker 1: You would have been screwed at all. If you were 210 00:08:39,240 --> 00:08:40,400 Speaker 1: just like, oh, I didn't think you're gonna eat it, 211 00:08:40,480 --> 00:08:42,880 Speaker 1: ate your chicken, I'd be like, all right, no, no, yes, 212 00:08:44,600 --> 00:08:47,360 Speaker 1: if you ate it, I wouldn't care if you lie 213 00:08:47,440 --> 00:08:49,520 Speaker 1: about it. Now I have trust issues with you, which 214 00:08:49,520 --> 00:08:51,040 Speaker 1: I had anyway, so this just confirms it. 215 00:08:51,120 --> 00:08:53,040 Speaker 2: Yeah, pretty much all over chicken. 216 00:08:53,120 --> 00:08:54,520 Speaker 1: But it's not about the joh No, it's not about 217 00:08:54,520 --> 00:08:56,679 Speaker 1: the chickens. And it's not about this time. Domind and 218 00:08:56,720 --> 00:08:57,520 Speaker 1: I have a running tab. 219 00:08:57,720 --> 00:09:02,240 Speaker 2: I'm tan If you're chicken letters from two years ago, 220 00:09:02,320 --> 00:09:04,160 Speaker 2: than we're good for sure. I just feel like if 221 00:09:04,200 --> 00:09:06,400 Speaker 2: you order a meal like keep talk of it. I did. 222 00:09:06,480 --> 00:09:07,679 Speaker 1: I put it in a bag and put it on 223 00:09:07,760 --> 00:09:08,080 Speaker 1: the side. 224 00:09:09,120 --> 00:09:10,520 Speaker 2: Actually, you put it on Celia's desk. 225 00:09:10,760 --> 00:09:15,439 Speaker 1: Celia doesn't have a dusky desk where no one is 226 00:09:15,440 --> 00:09:16,000 Speaker 1: supposed to be. 227 00:09:16,200 --> 00:09:17,719 Speaker 2: But if it was on your desk, I would have known, 228 00:09:18,600 --> 00:09:18,880 Speaker 2: so I. 229 00:09:19,720 --> 00:09:20,439 Speaker 1: Still would have eaten it. 230 00:09:20,720 --> 00:09:22,839 Speaker 2: No, if it was on your because I would have 231 00:09:22,880 --> 00:09:25,040 Speaker 2: known it was yours. This was literally like no one 232 00:09:25,080 --> 00:09:26,800 Speaker 2: got their breakfast. This is so weird. This is so 233 00:09:26,920 --> 00:09:28,199 Speaker 2: strange to me. I don't get it. 234 00:09:28,440 --> 00:09:30,559 Speaker 1: No, I get why you ate it. I understand why 235 00:09:30,720 --> 00:09:32,280 Speaker 1: you ate it. There's no questioning. 236 00:09:32,720 --> 00:09:34,760 Speaker 2: I eat it, and I understand why you're mad about 237 00:09:34,800 --> 00:09:35,280 Speaker 2: the lot And. 238 00:09:35,320 --> 00:09:37,520 Speaker 1: Why do you keep going back to it's just chicken, because. 239 00:09:37,280 --> 00:09:39,520 Speaker 2: You keep bringing it up as if it's malicious and 240 00:09:40,040 --> 00:09:42,440 Speaker 2: it is it's the worst thing that's ever been happening, 241 00:09:42,480 --> 00:09:46,520 Speaker 2: and then defaming character in the meantime, you can't. 242 00:09:46,320 --> 00:09:48,360 Speaker 1: Assue me when it's true when the thing happened. 243 00:09:49,320 --> 00:09:53,880 Speaker 3: I just think that we are circling the drain because 244 00:09:54,400 --> 00:09:56,760 Speaker 3: we know that Andrew lax integrity. 245 00:09:56,920 --> 00:10:00,680 Speaker 1: Yes are let me tell you something. 246 00:10:00,880 --> 00:10:03,600 Speaker 2: You can't attack anybody else here but me punching peg 247 00:10:03,720 --> 00:10:05,240 Speaker 2: let right center, keep it going. 248 00:10:05,280 --> 00:10:08,480 Speaker 4: Absolutely love it so much. 249 00:10:08,720 --> 00:10:11,520 Speaker 2: But we love you so much. No, no lies. 250 00:10:11,640 --> 00:10:14,240 Speaker 1: I rarely ever say that last part. But yes, Diamond, 251 00:10:15,320 --> 00:10:16,000 Speaker 1: talk about. 252 00:10:17,760 --> 00:10:17,800 Speaker 2: You. 253 00:10:17,920 --> 00:10:20,160 Speaker 4: Never say, oh, I love you so much, talk about it, 254 00:10:20,480 --> 00:10:21,000 Speaker 4: stalk about it. 255 00:10:21,320 --> 00:10:23,400 Speaker 2: Okay, you have the lie. 256 00:10:23,480 --> 00:10:25,480 Speaker 1: You do give good hugs, which I said on the 257 00:10:25,520 --> 00:10:26,240 Speaker 1: air today too. 258 00:10:26,720 --> 00:10:27,800 Speaker 4: And would give a good hug. 259 00:10:27,880 --> 00:10:31,319 Speaker 1: He does give a good hug because it's cloaked and lies. Diamond, 260 00:10:31,360 --> 00:10:33,640 Speaker 1: What were you saying about Anderson technology? He likes it. 261 00:10:35,600 --> 00:10:36,720 Speaker 1: You were just talking over. 262 00:10:36,679 --> 00:10:40,200 Speaker 2: Her because we went over this a whole two weeks ago. 263 00:10:40,280 --> 00:10:44,320 Speaker 2: It's the same story. I lack integrity, I suck, I'm 264 00:10:44,360 --> 00:10:47,400 Speaker 2: a liar. After a while, how much more do you 265 00:10:47,559 --> 00:10:48,480 Speaker 2: really want me to give? 266 00:10:49,400 --> 00:10:50,640 Speaker 4: I'd rather you get nothing. 267 00:10:50,760 --> 00:10:52,000 Speaker 2: And then I recall a conversation. 268 00:10:52,080 --> 00:10:54,640 Speaker 1: But you'd be like, oh, Andrew, people believe you. 269 00:10:54,720 --> 00:10:56,400 Speaker 2: That's so sad and look, thank you. 270 00:10:57,280 --> 00:10:58,760 Speaker 4: I would never be sad about Oh. 271 00:10:59,040 --> 00:11:02,400 Speaker 1: I was sad about that high school. Yeah, yeah, I 272 00:11:02,440 --> 00:11:08,120 Speaker 1: felt bad, but also like, I get it how you 273 00:11:08,200 --> 00:11:09,760 Speaker 1: operated in high school. Duh. 274 00:11:10,040 --> 00:11:12,280 Speaker 2: Andrew says nothing and the minutie he lies. It's the 275 00:11:12,360 --> 00:11:14,320 Speaker 2: worst lie in the world. Over freaking chicken. 276 00:11:14,640 --> 00:11:17,920 Speaker 1: Andrew didn't say nothing. Andrew said a lie. I feel 277 00:11:17,920 --> 00:11:23,800 Speaker 1: like to protect you. Get out of here, because my 278 00:11:23,960 --> 00:11:28,000 Speaker 1: lie was to protect Andrews. He needs the protection for sure. 279 00:11:28,960 --> 00:11:29,840 Speaker 4: Yeah, look at him. 280 00:11:31,840 --> 00:11:35,280 Speaker 1: For this podcast is actually have a guest coming in. 281 00:11:36,880 --> 00:11:36,920 Speaker 2: No. 282 00:11:37,040 --> 00:11:38,360 Speaker 1: I just wanted to get to the bottom of what 283 00:11:38,559 --> 00:11:41,040 Speaker 1: the fuck happened here and who is loyal and who 284 00:11:41,120 --> 00:11:42,719 Speaker 1: is not? And who's a liar and he's not and 285 00:11:42,840 --> 00:11:45,439 Speaker 1: we see two liars and that is okay now we know. 286 00:11:45,840 --> 00:11:50,000 Speaker 1: But we still like you guys about love Andrew very much, 287 00:11:50,120 --> 00:11:51,520 Speaker 1: Like I will still go to Chili's with you for 288 00:11:51,760 --> 00:11:57,440 Speaker 1: so should you want to. But yeah, I just wanted 289 00:11:57,440 --> 00:11:58,360 Speaker 1: to know your side of the story. 290 00:11:58,440 --> 00:11:59,840 Speaker 4: Ben, That's all I gotta say. 291 00:12:00,160 --> 00:12:01,839 Speaker 2: I hope you don't lose too many followers over this. 292 00:12:03,000 --> 00:12:05,600 Speaker 1: Yeah, I have to leave due to a personal situation. Okay, amazing, 293 00:12:06,000 --> 00:12:08,000 Speaker 1: Off you go, Ben, Thanks for bringing someone tea. 294 00:12:08,240 --> 00:12:08,560 Speaker 2: Thanks. 295 00:12:09,360 --> 00:12:14,640 Speaker 1: We won't forget this. What Okay, So now to our 296 00:12:14,679 --> 00:12:16,480 Speaker 1: guest Andrew, how's your blood pressure? 297 00:12:17,200 --> 00:12:19,280 Speaker 2: It's moderate, is it? 298 00:12:19,520 --> 00:12:19,720 Speaker 4: Yeah? 299 00:12:19,760 --> 00:12:21,320 Speaker 1: You look like your about to blow a gasket. Now 300 00:12:21,360 --> 00:12:24,000 Speaker 1: there's a tinge of red, some angers, a little steam 301 00:12:24,040 --> 00:12:28,360 Speaker 1: coming out the ears. It's a self tanner Okay, okay, Diamond, 302 00:12:29,840 --> 00:12:30,680 Speaker 1: you can use words. 303 00:12:31,240 --> 00:12:35,000 Speaker 3: No, I'm shocked, so I'm not even gonna I'm yeah, 304 00:12:35,080 --> 00:12:37,440 Speaker 3: I don't shocked by the self tanner line. 305 00:12:37,440 --> 00:12:38,800 Speaker 2: It's hyaluronic acida. 306 00:12:38,800 --> 00:12:42,719 Speaker 1: Melt the front, bring the guests in. Actually, our guest 307 00:12:42,760 --> 00:12:44,960 Speaker 1: today probably knows a lot about hyaluronic acid because her 308 00:12:45,000 --> 00:12:49,679 Speaker 1: name is Sarah Hartshorn. She was on America's Next Top Model. 309 00:12:50,040 --> 00:12:52,480 Speaker 1: She was one of the quote unquote plus size models, 310 00:12:52,480 --> 00:12:54,040 Speaker 1: which always blows my mind because I think they make 311 00:12:54,080 --> 00:12:56,400 Speaker 1: plus size like a six. She has a lot to 312 00:12:56,440 --> 00:12:58,720 Speaker 1: say about the show that we all watched it right 313 00:12:59,440 --> 00:13:02,079 Speaker 1: looking back? Is it not the most insane show ever? 314 00:13:02,679 --> 00:13:02,880 Speaker 2: Yeah? 315 00:13:03,040 --> 00:13:05,360 Speaker 1: Like I actually stopped watching it because Tyra Banks drove 316 00:13:05,440 --> 00:13:08,800 Speaker 1: me so crazy with her ridiculous dramatics and the way 317 00:13:08,880 --> 00:13:11,400 Speaker 1: she talked to people. I was rooting for you. We 318 00:13:11,559 --> 00:13:14,920 Speaker 1: were all rooting for you. When my money yells at 319 00:13:15,000 --> 00:13:18,439 Speaker 1: me like this this guy, she laughs me. It was 320 00:13:18,559 --> 00:13:21,400 Speaker 1: crazy they would like pick these women apart. Who when 321 00:13:21,800 --> 00:13:24,280 Speaker 1: when they say TV adds ten pounds, that is not true. 322 00:13:24,320 --> 00:13:26,480 Speaker 1: It adds like thirty people when they come in are 323 00:13:26,520 --> 00:13:28,640 Speaker 1: the tiniest people ever. When you see these skinny women 324 00:13:28,800 --> 00:13:30,920 Speaker 1: on America's Next Top Model and they're picking them apart, 325 00:13:31,080 --> 00:13:34,280 Speaker 1: they were even skinnier than you could ever believe. And 326 00:13:34,600 --> 00:13:37,280 Speaker 1: they'd chop off their hair, They wouldn't feed them. They 327 00:13:37,320 --> 00:13:40,000 Speaker 1: did all kinds of crazy stuff. The show America's Next 328 00:13:40,040 --> 00:13:43,240 Speaker 1: Top Model I think probably caused generational damage. Oh for sure, 329 00:13:43,280 --> 00:13:45,880 Speaker 1: people that watched it, without doubt. Now we have her 330 00:13:45,920 --> 00:13:47,200 Speaker 1: in here, and she just wrote a tell all book, 331 00:13:47,280 --> 00:13:48,920 Speaker 1: which I think is amazing, and I'm really excited to 332 00:13:48,920 --> 00:13:50,079 Speaker 1: have her. So I say, we just get to it 333 00:13:50,280 --> 00:13:51,800 Speaker 1: and then we can find out her thoughts on Andrew 334 00:13:51,840 --> 00:14:01,319 Speaker 1: being a lying rat. Yes, yes, I'm here with Sarah Hartshorn, 335 00:14:01,440 --> 00:14:04,880 Speaker 1: formerly of America's Next Top Model, and I have a 336 00:14:05,120 --> 00:14:07,400 Speaker 1: million questions for you. Thank you for joining me, thank 337 00:14:07,400 --> 00:14:09,280 Speaker 1: you for having me. I hope I have a million answers. 338 00:14:09,440 --> 00:14:10,920 Speaker 1: I think you do, because all of them have to 339 00:14:11,000 --> 00:14:12,840 Speaker 1: do with your time on the show and your opinions 340 00:14:12,880 --> 00:14:16,559 Speaker 1: of what the fuck that show even was, because I 341 00:14:16,800 --> 00:14:18,959 Speaker 1: definitely was one of the people that watched it and 342 00:14:19,680 --> 00:14:23,200 Speaker 1: have some sort of trauma from it in some capacity, 343 00:14:23,320 --> 00:14:25,400 Speaker 1: clearly not as much as you because you were actually 344 00:14:25,480 --> 00:14:25,680 Speaker 1: in it. 345 00:14:26,040 --> 00:14:29,640 Speaker 4: You know, it's it's not a competition. The early aughts 346 00:14:29,680 --> 00:14:31,120 Speaker 4: came for us all, you know what I mean, and 347 00:14:31,440 --> 00:14:32,600 Speaker 4: really no one was spared. 348 00:14:32,760 --> 00:14:35,960 Speaker 1: The fashion alone was wild, even though I kind of 349 00:14:36,040 --> 00:14:37,920 Speaker 1: do despite the fact that I weren't very high jeans 350 00:14:37,920 --> 00:14:39,920 Speaker 1: at the moment. I'm not opposed to bringing the low 351 00:14:40,000 --> 00:14:40,760 Speaker 1: rise jeans. 352 00:14:40,560 --> 00:14:43,000 Speaker 4: Back, honestly, and I hated all that fashion at the time. 353 00:14:43,000 --> 00:14:44,880 Speaker 4: I was like, I'm cool, like I'm not going to 354 00:14:44,920 --> 00:14:47,320 Speaker 4: wear that stuff, and now I'm like, no, I kind 355 00:14:47,360 --> 00:14:49,440 Speaker 4: of love it though, Like I did little butterfly clips 356 00:14:49,440 --> 00:14:50,000 Speaker 4: the other day. 357 00:14:49,880 --> 00:14:51,960 Speaker 1: And I was like, oh wait, okay, but they kind 358 00:14:51,960 --> 00:14:52,720 Speaker 1: of sluck of. 359 00:14:53,520 --> 00:14:56,040 Speaker 4: This is kind of so fun, Like, yeah, okay. 360 00:14:56,120 --> 00:14:58,680 Speaker 1: So you recently released a book called You Want to 361 00:14:58,720 --> 00:15:01,560 Speaker 1: Be On Top, a memoir of takeovers, manipulation, and not 362 00:15:01,840 --> 00:15:05,560 Speaker 1: becoming America's next top model. The title alone makes me 363 00:15:05,600 --> 00:15:07,640 Speaker 1: want to read all of it, But let's start at 364 00:15:07,640 --> 00:15:10,040 Speaker 1: the beginning. What got you there to audition, to do this? 365 00:15:10,520 --> 00:15:14,160 Speaker 4: To audition for the show. I had a friend who 366 00:15:14,280 --> 00:15:16,680 Speaker 4: talked me into it. He was the first person I 367 00:15:16,800 --> 00:15:19,040 Speaker 4: met in college and we are still friends to this day. 368 00:15:19,160 --> 00:15:21,680 Speaker 1: Okay, So even though he exposed you to this and 369 00:15:21,760 --> 00:15:23,160 Speaker 1: kind of give us you to go on and do 370 00:15:23,280 --> 00:15:23,600 Speaker 1: this thing. 371 00:15:24,200 --> 00:15:27,880 Speaker 4: That look, I wouldn't do the show again, and I 372 00:15:28,040 --> 00:15:31,400 Speaker 4: think it should have happened differently. But I don't regret 373 00:15:31,520 --> 00:15:33,760 Speaker 4: going on the show, and I certainly don't regret Yeah, 374 00:15:33,880 --> 00:15:35,760 Speaker 4: him talking me into it. It changed my life in 375 00:15:35,800 --> 00:15:37,280 Speaker 4: a lot of ways, good and bad. 376 00:15:37,520 --> 00:15:39,800 Speaker 1: And you try out, you get a call back, they 377 00:15:39,880 --> 00:15:42,240 Speaker 1: say hey, you want to be on top, and then 378 00:15:42,280 --> 00:15:43,920 Speaker 1: you head out to where was your house? 379 00:15:44,400 --> 00:15:46,800 Speaker 4: Our house was in La We shot the first episode 380 00:15:46,800 --> 00:15:49,440 Speaker 4: in Puerto Rico, so they flew us out to Puerto Rico. 381 00:15:49,480 --> 00:15:50,800 Speaker 4: We didn't know where we were going until we got 382 00:15:50,840 --> 00:15:53,760 Speaker 4: our plane ticket. It was very mysterious, very cloak and dagger. 383 00:15:53,880 --> 00:15:56,640 Speaker 4: And then yeah, we arrived. They fly us to I 384 00:15:56,720 --> 00:15:59,640 Speaker 4: mean they shuttle us off to a hotel where we 385 00:15:59,640 --> 00:16:02,360 Speaker 4: stayed for a couple of days doing crazy, rigorous testing 386 00:16:03,000 --> 00:16:07,000 Speaker 4: and then after the first episode, they narrowed us down 387 00:16:07,200 --> 00:16:10,240 Speaker 4: from I think thirty three to the thirteen that were 388 00:16:10,280 --> 00:16:11,320 Speaker 4: in the house in La Okay. 389 00:16:11,360 --> 00:16:13,680 Speaker 1: When you say crazy rigorous testing, what is that like? 390 00:16:13,880 --> 00:16:14,840 Speaker 4: Like medical testing? 391 00:16:14,920 --> 00:16:15,280 Speaker 1: Oh wow? 392 00:16:15,440 --> 00:16:17,400 Speaker 4: Yeah, like they drew my blood in a hotel room 393 00:16:17,440 --> 00:16:21,080 Speaker 4: in Puerto Rico. That sounds so sketchy, right, I assume 394 00:16:21,120 --> 00:16:23,720 Speaker 4: I was a doctor. He was wearing a lab coat. 395 00:16:23,960 --> 00:16:27,880 Speaker 1: You've been cloned on another planet somewhere, ohefully. 396 00:16:26,840 --> 00:16:29,920 Speaker 4: They have my hair, they don't have my pee. 397 00:16:30,080 --> 00:16:32,840 Speaker 1: Okay, but they that would have excluded anyone. I think 398 00:16:32,840 --> 00:16:34,800 Speaker 1: they probably would have appreciated if people were like strong 399 00:16:34,840 --> 00:16:37,280 Speaker 1: the fuck out, like come on, well, so we were. 400 00:16:37,560 --> 00:16:40,640 Speaker 4: Actually we did not get to talk very much at 401 00:16:40,720 --> 00:16:42,720 Speaker 4: all in those first early days. There were a bunch 402 00:16:42,760 --> 00:16:44,480 Speaker 4: of us. I think there were about fifty girls that 403 00:16:44,640 --> 00:16:46,160 Speaker 4: got narrowed down to the ones that made it to 404 00:16:46,200 --> 00:16:48,280 Speaker 4: the first episode, and we weren't allowed to talk for 405 00:16:48,400 --> 00:16:50,560 Speaker 4: most of the time, like we just had to sort 406 00:16:50,560 --> 00:16:52,960 Speaker 4: of sit in silence. But there was like one little 407 00:16:53,320 --> 00:16:56,640 Speaker 4: window after the medical testing, after we'd all like, yeah, 408 00:16:56,720 --> 00:16:59,440 Speaker 4: given blood and they I had hadn't peed because I 409 00:16:59,560 --> 00:17:01,880 Speaker 4: had like just peede, and so I was like I'm sorry, 410 00:17:01,960 --> 00:17:04,000 Speaker 4: I can't pay in this cop and they were like, yeah, 411 00:17:04,040 --> 00:17:07,040 Speaker 4: we'll get to it later. They never did, which is fine, 412 00:17:07,160 --> 00:17:09,159 Speaker 4: but we were like all guessing, like what are they 413 00:17:09,240 --> 00:17:10,920 Speaker 4: looking for? You know what I mean? Because one girl 414 00:17:11,040 --> 00:17:12,600 Speaker 4: was like, I think I still have ecstasy in my 415 00:17:12,680 --> 00:17:15,440 Speaker 4: system and one girl was like, I definitely have smoked weed. 416 00:17:15,520 --> 00:17:17,240 Speaker 4: And they did the hair test because this was back 417 00:17:17,280 --> 00:17:19,560 Speaker 4: when Britney Spears had just shaved her head, so we 418 00:17:19,680 --> 00:17:21,359 Speaker 4: all knew that there was a test you could do 419 00:17:21,440 --> 00:17:24,480 Speaker 4: on hair. We were all like experts, were yea, yeah, yeah, yea, yeah. 420 00:17:24,480 --> 00:17:26,880 Speaker 4: They took the hair. They took the hair, so it's 421 00:17:26,920 --> 00:17:29,800 Speaker 4: probably for weed. And we were all guessing. I was 422 00:17:29,920 --> 00:17:31,480 Speaker 4: a goodie two shoes at the time, and so I 423 00:17:31,600 --> 00:17:33,959 Speaker 4: was like, I think I'm good, Like I don't have anything. 424 00:17:34,960 --> 00:17:36,960 Speaker 4: But one girl was like, do you think that they'll 425 00:17:37,440 --> 00:17:39,960 Speaker 4: care if there's cocaine? Like we were all trying to 426 00:17:40,040 --> 00:17:42,359 Speaker 4: figure it out and we have no idea what they 427 00:17:42,400 --> 00:17:43,520 Speaker 4: were looking for or what they weren't. 428 00:17:43,680 --> 00:17:45,639 Speaker 1: So now you've gone through the testing, you become one 429 00:17:45,640 --> 00:17:48,080 Speaker 1: of the thirteen and we enter the house. Yes, and 430 00:17:48,119 --> 00:17:50,080 Speaker 1: now you're in a house with twelve other women who 431 00:17:50,160 --> 00:17:53,600 Speaker 1: also want to be models. Yes, and I from what 432 00:17:53,720 --> 00:17:55,800 Speaker 1: I read, it was very bizarre the way they made 433 00:17:55,840 --> 00:17:57,879 Speaker 1: you guys even interact with each other or not. Everything 434 00:17:57,960 --> 00:17:59,600 Speaker 1: was recorded from the time that you guys woke up, 435 00:17:59,600 --> 00:18:01,960 Speaker 1: you put on microphones before you could even say hello, yep, 436 00:18:02,280 --> 00:18:04,440 Speaker 1: And then if you wanted to have any type of 437 00:18:04,480 --> 00:18:08,040 Speaker 1: secret conversation, you had to sing Disney songs over so 438 00:18:08,160 --> 00:18:09,360 Speaker 1: that they couldn't play it on TV. 439 00:18:09,520 --> 00:18:11,440 Speaker 4: I mean we didn't have to, but we definitely did. 440 00:18:11,600 --> 00:18:14,000 Speaker 1: Yeah, you figured out that was our Yeah, that was 441 00:18:14,040 --> 00:18:14,640 Speaker 1: our work around. 442 00:18:14,640 --> 00:18:18,639 Speaker 4: We would sing Disney songs or slogans or I now 443 00:18:18,720 --> 00:18:21,440 Speaker 4: know we could have just sung like regular songs. I 444 00:18:21,480 --> 00:18:23,240 Speaker 4: don't know why. In our head we were like Disney 445 00:18:23,359 --> 00:18:25,760 Speaker 4: is the Ultimate and so yeah, we would do a 446 00:18:25,840 --> 00:18:29,080 Speaker 4: lot of like Hakuna Matada. And if we were not 447 00:18:29,480 --> 00:18:31,399 Speaker 4: being filmed, it's called being on ice and you're not 448 00:18:31,440 --> 00:18:33,600 Speaker 4: allowed to speak. We had to be just totally silent. 449 00:18:33,960 --> 00:18:37,239 Speaker 1: That sounds insane. I mean at this point as an 450 00:18:37,240 --> 00:18:39,000 Speaker 1: adult now look back on it and be like, you know, 451 00:18:39,080 --> 00:18:42,640 Speaker 1: they hurted us into this house, they wouldn't really feed 452 00:18:42,760 --> 00:18:44,479 Speaker 1: us because that was another thing, right, you only got 453 00:18:44,520 --> 00:18:47,400 Speaker 1: what thirty eight bucks a day, thirty seven dollars or seven. 454 00:18:47,240 --> 00:18:49,000 Speaker 4: Dollars which we had to use to pay for our 455 00:18:49,000 --> 00:18:49,440 Speaker 4: own food. 456 00:18:49,880 --> 00:18:51,840 Speaker 1: How was the alcohol situation? Were you allowed to drink 457 00:18:51,920 --> 00:18:53,520 Speaker 1: in there? Did they supply you with alcohol? 458 00:18:53,640 --> 00:18:55,520 Speaker 4: If you were over twenty one, you were allowed to 459 00:18:55,680 --> 00:19:00,480 Speaker 4: use that money to buy alcohol, which I think it 460 00:19:00,600 --> 00:19:05,959 Speaker 4: was Ambryel, Salicia and Janet we're we're over twenty one. 461 00:19:06,000 --> 00:19:08,480 Speaker 4: The rest of us were all under twenty one. They 462 00:19:09,400 --> 00:19:11,719 Speaker 4: would absolutely allow that. They said that they could. They 463 00:19:11,760 --> 00:19:14,560 Speaker 4: only did once because none of them were really big drinkers. 464 00:19:15,760 --> 00:19:18,000 Speaker 4: But I did hear that when they were in China, 465 00:19:18,480 --> 00:19:21,360 Speaker 4: which has a younger drinking age, they did have alcohol. 466 00:19:21,440 --> 00:19:24,200 Speaker 4: And I know on other cycles they would like go 467 00:19:24,320 --> 00:19:26,160 Speaker 4: out to eat and they would be like, if you're 468 00:19:26,160 --> 00:19:28,360 Speaker 4: over twenty one, you can order drinks, and if you're 469 00:19:28,440 --> 00:19:31,240 Speaker 4: under twenty one, you can ask someone to order drinks 470 00:19:31,280 --> 00:19:32,120 Speaker 4: for you if you want. 471 00:19:32,160 --> 00:19:34,320 Speaker 1: That sort of encouraged a little bit of the a 472 00:19:34,320 --> 00:19:35,040 Speaker 1: little bit of courage. 473 00:19:35,040 --> 00:19:37,840 Speaker 4: And I'm partially wondering if they were doing that, because 474 00:19:37,840 --> 00:19:39,240 Speaker 4: they kind of tried. They were like, if you guys 475 00:19:39,240 --> 00:19:40,720 Speaker 4: want to buy alcohol, you can, and they were just 476 00:19:40,760 --> 00:19:42,840 Speaker 4: sort of like, not really, and so I think they 477 00:19:42,880 --> 00:19:44,640 Speaker 4: were like, man, we got this group where the only 478 00:19:44,800 --> 00:19:46,879 Speaker 4: like over twenty one girls aren't big drinkers, Like we 479 00:19:46,920 --> 00:19:48,760 Speaker 4: got to like figure out a work around. 480 00:19:49,000 --> 00:19:51,359 Speaker 1: I mean that makes you a great reality TV. Any 481 00:19:51,400 --> 00:19:53,800 Speaker 1: little food, a lot of alcohol women competing against each 482 00:19:53,800 --> 00:19:57,200 Speaker 1: other for a modeling contract, and then you throw tire 483 00:19:57,280 --> 00:19:58,960 Speaker 1: Banks and a few other crazy judges in the mix. 484 00:19:59,080 --> 00:20:01,879 Speaker 1: Well could possibly go wrong, you know, And. 485 00:20:01,960 --> 00:20:04,000 Speaker 4: In a lot of ways. They absolutely nailed it because 486 00:20:04,040 --> 00:20:05,960 Speaker 4: it was great TV and that was their goal. And 487 00:20:07,040 --> 00:20:09,080 Speaker 4: I mean, I actually have a lot of trouble watching 488 00:20:09,160 --> 00:20:11,440 Speaker 4: reality shows because I look and I'm like, I know 489 00:20:11,600 --> 00:20:12,639 Speaker 4: that if I could have been I would have been 490 00:20:12,720 --> 00:20:14,320 Speaker 4: drunk the whole time. Like if it had occurred to 491 00:20:14,400 --> 00:20:15,800 Speaker 4: me to break the rules in that way or like 492 00:20:15,880 --> 00:20:17,879 Speaker 4: make it happen, I would have been absolutely trashed. I 493 00:20:17,880 --> 00:20:19,840 Speaker 4: didn't have I didn't have a prefrontal cortex, Like I 494 00:20:19,920 --> 00:20:21,159 Speaker 4: was like, give me something, you know what I mean, 495 00:20:21,240 --> 00:20:25,440 Speaker 4: give me some tool like to cope with this. I 496 00:20:25,520 --> 00:20:27,520 Speaker 4: would have been drunk and I would have said terrible, 497 00:20:27,520 --> 00:20:28,160 Speaker 4: stupid things. 498 00:20:28,680 --> 00:20:30,760 Speaker 1: So you didn't end up making it to the end. 499 00:20:31,520 --> 00:20:34,600 Speaker 1: You spoiler We're a slary spoiler alert for season nine 500 00:20:34,640 --> 00:20:37,879 Speaker 1: and America, I know you made it to what you 501 00:20:38,080 --> 00:20:38,800 Speaker 1: were eliminated. 502 00:20:38,880 --> 00:20:43,040 Speaker 4: Eighth, yeah, seventh, eighth yeah, seventh. I think. 503 00:20:43,240 --> 00:20:45,800 Speaker 1: But before we talk about that, I didn't mention that 504 00:20:45,960 --> 00:20:48,119 Speaker 1: you actually came onto the show as a quote unquote 505 00:20:48,160 --> 00:20:51,320 Speaker 1: plus size model. Yes, can we talk about what size 506 00:20:51,320 --> 00:20:54,560 Speaker 1: and actual plus size model is the real world, because 507 00:20:54,600 --> 00:20:57,080 Speaker 1: what the average American woman is a twelve or fourteen is? 508 00:20:57,160 --> 00:20:59,879 Speaker 4: Yeah, the average American woman is a size fourteen, and 509 00:21:00,720 --> 00:21:04,280 Speaker 4: plus size modeling does not reflect that reality. I always 510 00:21:04,400 --> 00:21:06,359 Speaker 4: like to say I was a plus size contestant on 511 00:21:06,400 --> 00:21:08,440 Speaker 4: America's Next Up Model. Then I worked for many years 512 00:21:08,520 --> 00:21:10,840 Speaker 4: as a plus size model. Then I quit modeling, gained 513 00:21:10,840 --> 00:21:12,840 Speaker 4: a bunch of weight, became a plus sized person. Okay, 514 00:21:12,960 --> 00:21:16,000 Speaker 4: weird how those weren't the same, Okay. And I could 515 00:21:16,040 --> 00:21:17,800 Speaker 4: go on and on about how the plus size industry 516 00:21:17,840 --> 00:21:19,400 Speaker 4: has changed a lot. But when I was on the show, 517 00:21:19,400 --> 00:21:20,800 Speaker 4: they made a really big deal about how I was 518 00:21:20,840 --> 00:21:22,240 Speaker 4: too small. They were like, oh, you're too small to 519 00:21:22,280 --> 00:21:23,679 Speaker 4: be a plus size model, Like, what are you going 520 00:21:23,760 --> 00:21:23,879 Speaker 4: to do? 521 00:21:24,080 --> 00:21:25,280 Speaker 1: Do you mind if I asked what size you were? 522 00:21:25,440 --> 00:21:26,720 Speaker 4: Not at all? I was a size eight. 523 00:21:27,800 --> 00:21:30,600 Speaker 1: I'm sorry, No, I was size small because you're just 524 00:21:30,640 --> 00:21:33,440 Speaker 1: a normal pers I was also five eleven, you know, 525 00:21:33,760 --> 00:21:36,480 Speaker 1: and eight at five eleven. By the way, I know 526 00:21:36,560 --> 00:21:38,959 Speaker 1: women are going to completely understand these sizes, but if 527 00:21:39,000 --> 00:21:42,040 Speaker 1: any of the dudes are listening, I am five foot. 528 00:21:42,440 --> 00:21:45,000 Speaker 1: A lot of people comment immediately on how small they 529 00:21:45,000 --> 00:21:46,199 Speaker 1: think I am when they meet me. Oh oh my god, 530 00:21:46,240 --> 00:21:48,320 Speaker 1: you're tiny. And these pants right here are size four, 531 00:21:48,840 --> 00:21:51,480 Speaker 1: So you were a foot taller than me and a 532 00:21:51,520 --> 00:21:51,959 Speaker 1: size eight. 533 00:21:52,200 --> 00:21:54,840 Speaker 4: And also a lot of the women listening who have 534 00:21:54,880 --> 00:21:57,040 Speaker 4: done any shopping will know I was a size eight 535 00:21:57,160 --> 00:21:58,720 Speaker 4: for the most part. I was also in size ten 536 00:21:58,880 --> 00:22:02,280 Speaker 4: twelve six. I had some size for it. Yeah, so, 537 00:22:03,280 --> 00:22:09,560 Speaker 4: because women's clothing is chaos, but purposely purposely I mean 538 00:22:09,600 --> 00:22:12,080 Speaker 4: after the show, I did do some fit modeling, which 539 00:22:12,119 --> 00:22:16,040 Speaker 4: is when you are like the designer's mannequin. Basically they 540 00:22:16,119 --> 00:22:18,120 Speaker 4: pin the clothes to you. And I was not made 541 00:22:18,119 --> 00:22:20,760 Speaker 4: out for it. It's that's a very hard career and 542 00:22:21,280 --> 00:22:23,239 Speaker 4: truly shout out to the fit models out there. 543 00:22:24,520 --> 00:22:24,639 Speaker 2: Uh. 544 00:22:24,800 --> 00:22:26,760 Speaker 4: And I was also too tall the ideal height. They 545 00:22:26,880 --> 00:22:28,960 Speaker 4: like the women to be average, so they make the 546 00:22:29,000 --> 00:22:30,840 Speaker 4: clothes to like an average height woman, which I think 547 00:22:30,960 --> 00:22:32,040 Speaker 4: is five seven or five eight. 548 00:22:32,880 --> 00:22:34,960 Speaker 1: Still so much taller than me. I'll never make it. 549 00:22:35,240 --> 00:22:38,240 Speaker 4: My best friend is four foot six oh no, oh wow, yeah, 550 00:22:38,440 --> 00:22:39,000 Speaker 4: I have a. 551 00:22:39,000 --> 00:22:40,879 Speaker 1: Few of those in my life too. That we were 552 00:22:40,960 --> 00:22:43,280 Speaker 1: standing next to each other like Snookie and Jay Wow, like. 553 00:22:44,600 --> 00:22:46,600 Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, yeah, nope, it's so it's amazing. 554 00:22:46,760 --> 00:22:48,600 Speaker 1: You just see a different world than we see. Like 555 00:22:48,680 --> 00:22:50,600 Speaker 1: you can walk through a grocery aisle or an aisle 556 00:22:50,800 --> 00:22:53,120 Speaker 1: and see what's on the other side. Yeah, I walk 557 00:22:53,200 --> 00:22:54,760 Speaker 1: through and like you need to attach a balloon to 558 00:22:54,840 --> 00:22:55,920 Speaker 1: my collar so that you can find me. 559 00:22:56,520 --> 00:22:56,680 Speaker 2: Yeah. 560 00:22:56,960 --> 00:22:58,920 Speaker 4: I don't actually like tall men. I just look best 561 00:22:58,960 --> 00:23:00,359 Speaker 4: from above, you know what I mean. Like, it's a 562 00:23:00,400 --> 00:23:01,840 Speaker 4: whole It's a whole world. I'm like, what are you 563 00:23:01,880 --> 00:23:03,920 Speaker 4: seeing down there? You're just we Actually, my friend and 564 00:23:03,960 --> 00:23:05,920 Speaker 4: I did a video where we filmed, like I filmed 565 00:23:06,000 --> 00:23:08,680 Speaker 4: what I see and she filmed what she sees. Yeah, 566 00:23:08,680 --> 00:23:10,040 Speaker 4: and all I see is like her boobs and all 567 00:23:10,080 --> 00:23:11,560 Speaker 4: she sees is like my chin. And I was like, 568 00:23:11,600 --> 00:23:14,080 Speaker 4: all right, I'm so glad you don't like me for 569 00:23:14,240 --> 00:23:17,760 Speaker 4: my looks because I looked terrible from down there. But yeah, 570 00:23:17,840 --> 00:23:19,920 Speaker 4: but so I was. I was the plus size contestant 571 00:23:19,960 --> 00:23:22,840 Speaker 4: and then I after the show, I went to pursue 572 00:23:22,880 --> 00:23:24,840 Speaker 4: plus sized modeling, and I found out I wasn't too 573 00:23:24,880 --> 00:23:27,159 Speaker 4: small at all. Okay, I worked all the time and 574 00:23:27,240 --> 00:23:30,520 Speaker 4: it wasn't a problem. And I was really surprised. And 575 00:23:30,640 --> 00:23:34,560 Speaker 4: then the girl who was who won cycle ten the 576 00:23:34,600 --> 00:23:37,680 Speaker 4: cycle after mine, ended up moving to New York and 577 00:23:37,760 --> 00:23:40,240 Speaker 4: also pursuing plus size modeling. She's amazing. Her name's Whitney. 578 00:23:40,359 --> 00:23:43,639 Speaker 4: She's beautiful and great, and we had the same measurements. 579 00:23:44,320 --> 00:23:44,560 Speaker 3: Wow. 580 00:23:44,840 --> 00:23:48,199 Speaker 4: Yeah okay, And also she sometimes wore different sizes than 581 00:23:48,240 --> 00:23:52,480 Speaker 4: I do, so truly, bodies make no sense. But the 582 00:23:53,840 --> 00:23:55,680 Speaker 4: it really taught me, I think from a young age, 583 00:23:55,800 --> 00:23:58,560 Speaker 4: is like, oh, clothing companies are just trying to sell 584 00:23:58,600 --> 00:24:01,760 Speaker 4: you something, and every thought you have about yourself someone 585 00:24:01,960 --> 00:24:03,639 Speaker 4: is making money off of. I bring this up a lot. 586 00:24:03,680 --> 00:24:05,680 Speaker 1: I was talking about chat GPT just about like social 587 00:24:05,720 --> 00:24:09,560 Speaker 1: media and the use and chat GPT basically said, well, 588 00:24:09,640 --> 00:24:13,800 Speaker 1: social media has changed every industry because it capitalizes and 589 00:24:14,200 --> 00:24:16,919 Speaker 1: forces you to be in this cycle where you're constantly 590 00:24:16,960 --> 00:24:19,080 Speaker 1: comparing yourself to others and you will never feel good enough, 591 00:24:19,359 --> 00:24:21,920 Speaker 1: so they capitalize on your insecurity and that's how it 592 00:24:22,000 --> 00:24:24,000 Speaker 1: moves forward and makes so much money because all you 593 00:24:24,119 --> 00:24:27,200 Speaker 1: see any day is a highlight reel of somebody's best moments. 594 00:24:27,560 --> 00:24:29,119 Speaker 1: That is not their life, that is not what they 595 00:24:29,160 --> 00:24:30,719 Speaker 1: look like when they wake up in the morning, despite 596 00:24:30,840 --> 00:24:31,800 Speaker 1: when they say it ready with. 597 00:24:31,800 --> 00:24:33,520 Speaker 4: Me, I know are they say? Are there like the 598 00:24:34,280 --> 00:24:38,080 Speaker 4: Unpeeling video or the Morning sheds No please? I was 599 00:24:38,160 --> 00:24:40,200 Speaker 4: big on Morning shed TikTok for a while of these 600 00:24:40,240 --> 00:24:42,480 Speaker 4: like influencers being like, let me peel off the insane 601 00:24:42,640 --> 00:24:44,840 Speaker 4: contraptions that I sleep in, and I'm like, I think 602 00:24:44,880 --> 00:24:45,560 Speaker 4: this is a lot. 603 00:24:45,840 --> 00:24:48,560 Speaker 1: It is a lot, but there are just people out 604 00:24:48,560 --> 00:24:50,920 Speaker 1: there waiting to capitalize on it, and we all fall 605 00:24:51,000 --> 00:24:54,120 Speaker 1: victim to it and it happens. But America's next top 606 00:24:54,200 --> 00:24:57,399 Speaker 1: model was such a catalyst in all of this, And 607 00:24:57,440 --> 00:24:59,120 Speaker 1: again I was I told you I had to stop 608 00:24:59,200 --> 00:25:01,720 Speaker 1: watching the show because I I found Tyro to be insufferable. 609 00:25:02,480 --> 00:25:05,320 Speaker 1: Is she that insufferable in real life? Or was it editing? 610 00:25:06,200 --> 00:25:09,040 Speaker 1: I will say a little of Boom I knew it. 611 00:25:09,400 --> 00:25:12,520 Speaker 4: I listen in person. She is one of the most 612 00:25:12,600 --> 00:25:15,920 Speaker 4: magnetic people I have ever seen, or encountered or been 613 00:25:16,000 --> 00:25:19,000 Speaker 4: around in my life. She you want to look at her, 614 00:25:19,080 --> 00:25:21,159 Speaker 4: You want her to look at you, Even when she 615 00:25:21,320 --> 00:25:24,639 Speaker 4: was being weird and sort of maybe not making a 616 00:25:24,720 --> 00:25:27,040 Speaker 4: whole lot of sense and sort of uh maybe it 617 00:25:27,119 --> 00:25:30,200 Speaker 4: was even uncomfortable sometimes, but she's just she's very compelling. 618 00:25:30,720 --> 00:25:33,080 Speaker 4: She is how she seems on camera. Okay, Like I 619 00:25:33,160 --> 00:25:35,000 Speaker 4: don't really feel like I ever saw the real tyro. 620 00:25:35,240 --> 00:25:36,879 Speaker 4: I had a hard time connecting with it because I 621 00:25:36,960 --> 00:25:39,720 Speaker 4: was like, this isn't really you. Like, I know you 622 00:25:39,840 --> 00:25:41,480 Speaker 4: want to connect with me, but I also know that 623 00:25:42,080 --> 00:25:43,560 Speaker 4: you're not. This isn't you know what I mean. She 624 00:25:43,680 --> 00:25:45,720 Speaker 4: was like, there was this one moment where she was like, Okay, 625 00:25:46,040 --> 00:25:49,560 Speaker 4: the cameras are off. Now it's just as girls. And 626 00:25:49,640 --> 00:25:53,720 Speaker 4: I was like, I mean, sure it is, that's true, 627 00:25:53,880 --> 00:25:56,000 Speaker 4: you know. And so I was just like, I don't 628 00:25:56,240 --> 00:25:58,679 Speaker 4: you know, I don't know you and I can't connect 629 00:25:58,760 --> 00:26:01,119 Speaker 4: with you. And that's okay because you're around a lot 630 00:26:01,119 --> 00:26:02,560 Speaker 4: of people who are trying to take a lot of 631 00:26:02,600 --> 00:26:04,040 Speaker 4: things from you, you know what I mean. Like she's 632 00:26:04,160 --> 00:26:06,240 Speaker 4: at the level of fame where everyone she meets is 633 00:26:06,359 --> 00:26:09,800 Speaker 4: like transactional, and so I think she's very guarded against that. 634 00:26:10,080 --> 00:26:12,879 Speaker 1: I get that that makes sense, but still insufferable. I 635 00:26:12,920 --> 00:26:29,679 Speaker 1: had to shut that off. Do you guys sign NDAs 636 00:26:29,720 --> 00:26:31,280 Speaker 1: when you go on this show? So and for a 637 00:26:31,320 --> 00:26:32,879 Speaker 1: certain amount of time you cannot talk about it, and 638 00:26:32,920 --> 00:26:35,159 Speaker 1: then clearly that has run out for you. Now you 639 00:26:35,240 --> 00:26:36,960 Speaker 1: can talk about it. How long is that NDA, or 640 00:26:36,960 --> 00:26:37,920 Speaker 1: are you even allowed to say that? 641 00:26:38,240 --> 00:26:40,480 Speaker 4: I am allowed. I think I'm allowed to say that. 642 00:26:41,640 --> 00:26:44,280 Speaker 4: And my publishers have an amazing legal team who combed 643 00:26:44,320 --> 00:26:48,719 Speaker 4: through the contract very carefully and basically said like, they 644 00:26:48,800 --> 00:26:49,960 Speaker 4: probably won't sue you. 645 00:26:51,560 --> 00:26:55,280 Speaker 1: They probably won't. They probably won't, they will, but we can't. 646 00:26:55,320 --> 00:26:58,320 Speaker 4: They won't. Yeah, we can't. Legally, they aren't allowed to 647 00:26:58,400 --> 00:27:00,440 Speaker 4: say they definitely won't because they can't care garantee that. 648 00:27:00,680 --> 00:27:04,640 Speaker 4: But yeah, a lot of it expired. I think either 649 00:27:04,720 --> 00:27:06,800 Speaker 4: three or five years after the last episode of the 650 00:27:06,800 --> 00:27:09,879 Speaker 4: show aired. Not my cycle, the show itself okay, and 651 00:27:10,000 --> 00:27:12,480 Speaker 4: the show technically was not ever canceled. They just stopped 652 00:27:12,520 --> 00:27:16,440 Speaker 4: making it, which is an important legal distinction. So technically, 653 00:27:16,840 --> 00:27:18,720 Speaker 4: if they ever start up again, I could be in 654 00:27:18,800 --> 00:27:21,480 Speaker 4: legal hot water, but I doubt it. I also would 655 00:27:21,520 --> 00:27:23,399 Speaker 4: hope if they started it up again, it would be very. 656 00:27:23,280 --> 00:27:26,040 Speaker 1: Different, right, I think that it would be very different, 657 00:27:26,080 --> 00:27:28,080 Speaker 1: So they probably will not be starting it up again. 658 00:27:28,560 --> 00:27:32,200 Speaker 1: I always assumed that Janie Dickinson was the meanest judge 659 00:27:32,200 --> 00:27:34,800 Speaker 1: that ever existed, but you said it was somebody else. 660 00:27:35,160 --> 00:27:38,040 Speaker 4: I did. I thought it was Twiggy. But also Janis 661 00:27:38,040 --> 00:27:40,639 Speaker 4: Dickinson was not on my cycle, so I didn't have her. 662 00:27:40,760 --> 00:27:42,760 Speaker 4: I didn't have her to deal with. I do think 663 00:27:42,840 --> 00:27:45,720 Speaker 4: it's telling that Jane's definitely said what I would argue 664 00:27:45,720 --> 00:27:49,760 Speaker 4: were some of the most appallingly egregious things. And maybe 665 00:27:49,800 --> 00:27:52,320 Speaker 4: it's editing because you know, Twiggy would say things and 666 00:27:52,359 --> 00:27:53,880 Speaker 4: they would edit it in a way where she would 667 00:27:53,880 --> 00:27:54,679 Speaker 4: look really sweet. 668 00:27:54,960 --> 00:27:56,560 Speaker 1: Huh okay, you know what I mean. 669 00:27:56,600 --> 00:27:59,760 Speaker 4: She would say something like, oh, I'm really surprised that 670 00:28:00,960 --> 00:28:03,600 Speaker 4: this photo is so good. It's really very beautiful, because 671 00:28:03,640 --> 00:28:04,840 Speaker 4: you're quite plain in person. 672 00:28:06,040 --> 00:28:08,000 Speaker 1: Sorry, and they would just show her saying like, this. 673 00:28:08,040 --> 00:28:10,119 Speaker 4: Photo is really beautiful. I'm quite surprised. 674 00:28:10,400 --> 00:28:13,120 Speaker 1: She was like the Instagram comment section in real life. 675 00:28:13,680 --> 00:28:16,120 Speaker 4: In real life and also yeah, just like just real 676 00:28:16,240 --> 00:28:18,040 Speaker 4: mean almond mom behavior, you know what I mean, where 677 00:28:18,040 --> 00:28:20,479 Speaker 4: you're like okay, And at one point, yeah, she said like, oh, 678 00:28:20,560 --> 00:28:22,760 Speaker 4: I understand why you would be self conscious in that outfit. 679 00:28:22,800 --> 00:28:24,720 Speaker 4: You really look like a ham And it was like 680 00:28:24,840 --> 00:28:27,160 Speaker 4: mesh netting, you know what I mean. And I was like, cool, 681 00:28:27,160 --> 00:28:27,960 Speaker 4: I'm well cool. 682 00:28:28,280 --> 00:28:29,960 Speaker 1: So I didn't feel like a ham until you said 683 00:28:29,960 --> 00:28:30,359 Speaker 1: those I. 684 00:28:30,400 --> 00:28:33,680 Speaker 4: Feel like I am now. And then Miss Jay was 685 00:28:33,720 --> 00:28:35,760 Speaker 4: like really sweet and said like, oh, that's a nice 686 00:28:35,800 --> 00:28:37,040 Speaker 4: cut of hammer, So you know what I mean, Like 687 00:28:37,080 --> 00:28:39,920 Speaker 4: it was very it was very sweet. Miss Jay was 688 00:28:40,120 --> 00:28:41,200 Speaker 4: just lovely at every turn. 689 00:28:41,280 --> 00:28:42,240 Speaker 1: This was my favorite. 690 00:28:42,800 --> 00:28:45,840 Speaker 4: And also I think Miss Jay would roast you, but 691 00:28:45,960 --> 00:28:48,520 Speaker 4: it always felt like it was part of like it 692 00:28:48,640 --> 00:28:51,080 Speaker 4: was cultural almost, do you know what I mean? Where 693 00:28:51,080 --> 00:28:53,560 Speaker 4: I was like, you can take this, you are dishing it. 694 00:28:54,080 --> 00:28:56,560 Speaker 4: There's a back and forth here. The power dynamic feels 695 00:28:56,560 --> 00:29:01,120 Speaker 4: a lot less harmful somehow because reading is fundamental and 696 00:29:01,520 --> 00:29:03,160 Speaker 4: I think that was sort of what was happening there. 697 00:29:03,240 --> 00:29:05,320 Speaker 4: But also, yeah, I do think it's telling that Jannis 698 00:29:05,360 --> 00:29:07,920 Speaker 4: Dickinson has gotten this big redemption arc where we're like, yeah, 699 00:29:08,040 --> 00:29:10,240 Speaker 4: she said terrible things, but it was just the show, 700 00:29:10,440 --> 00:29:12,800 Speaker 4: and I'm like, okay, A, she was a grown woman. 701 00:29:12,960 --> 00:29:15,880 Speaker 4: B she said it. And see, like it's telling that 702 00:29:15,960 --> 00:29:18,640 Speaker 4: the white woman gets a redemption arc and Tyra bears 703 00:29:18,640 --> 00:29:19,960 Speaker 4: a lot of the flag interesting. 704 00:29:20,280 --> 00:29:22,320 Speaker 1: I find them both just oh, one hundred percent. 705 00:29:22,520 --> 00:29:25,080 Speaker 4: I'm not trying to absolve Tyra at all, and it's 706 00:29:25,200 --> 00:29:28,080 Speaker 4: it's yeah, I just like I wrote, Like, somebody wrote 707 00:29:28,080 --> 00:29:29,560 Speaker 4: an article about the book and they were like, oh 708 00:29:29,600 --> 00:29:32,600 Speaker 4: my god, Tyro didn't want to hug the contestants based 709 00:29:32,600 --> 00:29:34,440 Speaker 4: on a chapter that I'd written, And I was like, 710 00:29:34,560 --> 00:29:37,200 Speaker 4: in that chapter, I do talk about a male executive 711 00:29:37,280 --> 00:29:40,440 Speaker 4: threatening physical violence, And what they focused on instead was 712 00:29:40,440 --> 00:29:42,280 Speaker 4: that Tyra didn't want to hug everyone. And I was like, 713 00:29:42,360 --> 00:29:45,800 Speaker 4: I just I'm noting where the attention goes, you know 714 00:29:45,880 --> 00:29:47,440 Speaker 4: what I mean, Like, oh, she didn't want to hug 715 00:29:47,840 --> 00:29:48,880 Speaker 4: every single contestant? 716 00:29:49,400 --> 00:29:50,920 Speaker 1: Was that a little I don't want to hug anyone 717 00:29:51,520 --> 00:29:52,280 Speaker 1: unless I know them. 718 00:29:52,400 --> 00:29:52,840 Speaker 4: Number one? 719 00:29:52,960 --> 00:29:55,120 Speaker 1: Yeah, Now, when you talk about this male executive, let's 720 00:29:55,160 --> 00:29:57,320 Speaker 1: talk about that, because why should we let him off 721 00:29:57,360 --> 00:29:59,720 Speaker 1: the hook if we're talking about these other people? What happened? 722 00:30:00,520 --> 00:30:03,760 Speaker 4: Uh he If you've ever been on a cruise, you 723 00:30:03,880 --> 00:30:08,040 Speaker 4: might have noticed that they play pablom rock uh just everywhere, 724 00:30:08,040 --> 00:30:10,520 Speaker 4: all the time, yes, constantly, just in the background, and 725 00:30:10,840 --> 00:30:13,479 Speaker 4: they needed it to be off. I can only assume 726 00:30:13,600 --> 00:30:17,120 Speaker 4: that there's probably some big Master sound system that they 727 00:30:17,280 --> 00:30:20,520 Speaker 4: didn't want to turn off because then the passengers or 728 00:30:20,560 --> 00:30:22,920 Speaker 4: the entire cruise, yes, which God forbid you leave a 729 00:30:22,920 --> 00:30:25,240 Speaker 4: bunch of cruise passengers alone with their thoughts for two seconds. 730 00:30:25,320 --> 00:30:27,920 Speaker 1: But I don't know, I've been on a lot. I 731 00:30:27,920 --> 00:30:30,040 Speaker 1: don't know if you want to do that fair enough. 732 00:30:30,320 --> 00:30:32,760 Speaker 4: I've only been I've only been on well, actually i've 733 00:30:32,800 --> 00:30:34,600 Speaker 4: been on the one for the first episode. And then 734 00:30:34,640 --> 00:30:36,440 Speaker 4: my husband and I like a couple years later, we 735 00:30:36,520 --> 00:30:37,640 Speaker 4: were like, we got to do it. We got to 736 00:30:37,680 --> 00:30:39,360 Speaker 4: go on a cruise, because like that can't be your 737 00:30:39,400 --> 00:30:41,040 Speaker 4: only cruise, you know what I mean, you have to 738 00:30:41,160 --> 00:30:45,640 Speaker 4: like actually swim in a pool, sit in them needed it, 739 00:30:45,880 --> 00:30:47,680 Speaker 4: it really needed it, and we did it. And I 740 00:30:47,760 --> 00:30:50,200 Speaker 4: was like, Okay, I see, I see the appeal, Like 741 00:30:51,000 --> 00:30:53,920 Speaker 4: this is fun. The islands are definitely the best part. 742 00:30:54,680 --> 00:30:57,400 Speaker 4: But I was like, yeah, redemption arc for the cruise, 743 00:30:57,440 --> 00:31:00,760 Speaker 4: but yeah, And he was just losing his because obviously 744 00:31:00,840 --> 00:31:03,080 Speaker 4: they didn't want the music in the background of the shot, 745 00:31:03,120 --> 00:31:05,240 Speaker 4: and so they were trying to get them to turn 746 00:31:05,280 --> 00:31:07,040 Speaker 4: off the music. They didn't want to turn off the music, 747 00:31:07,400 --> 00:31:09,440 Speaker 4: and he was like, I will rip it out and 748 00:31:09,720 --> 00:31:12,240 Speaker 4: chuck it at you, like get it the fuck off 749 00:31:12,440 --> 00:31:14,440 Speaker 4: or and he was just screaming at the top of 750 00:31:14,520 --> 00:31:17,400 Speaker 4: his lungs in a way where like I come from 751 00:31:17,400 --> 00:31:20,800 Speaker 4: a pretty volatile family. But I had like, never really 752 00:31:20,880 --> 00:31:24,920 Speaker 4: seen someone like really in a professional setting like it felt. 753 00:31:24,960 --> 00:31:26,960 Speaker 4: It almost felt like I was watching him on TV, 754 00:31:27,080 --> 00:31:28,280 Speaker 4: you know what I mean. I was like, this is 755 00:31:28,320 --> 00:31:31,520 Speaker 4: good TV, Like this is this is what the viewers 756 00:31:31,600 --> 00:31:34,120 Speaker 4: want to see, Like, let's flip those cameras around, but 757 00:31:34,160 --> 00:31:35,240 Speaker 4: you can't because they had the music on. 758 00:31:35,880 --> 00:31:38,160 Speaker 1: You Do you name that person in the book? 759 00:31:38,520 --> 00:31:38,720 Speaker 2: Yeah? 760 00:31:38,720 --> 00:31:41,360 Speaker 4: I did. It was Ken Mock. Okay, I don't think 761 00:31:41,400 --> 00:31:44,360 Speaker 4: I'm the first or the last to say the Kenmuck screamed. 762 00:31:44,840 --> 00:31:47,120 Speaker 1: I bet you're not. And I'm sure that ever since 763 00:31:47,200 --> 00:31:48,840 Speaker 1: you were on America's Next Up Model and then you 764 00:31:48,880 --> 00:31:50,600 Speaker 1: went into the modeling industry, you've seen a lot more 765 00:31:50,600 --> 00:31:53,719 Speaker 1: screaming and threats of physical violence because if we're being real, 766 00:31:53,800 --> 00:31:57,480 Speaker 1: the entertainment industry it's just rife with these crazy people. 767 00:31:57,600 --> 00:32:00,000 Speaker 4: Gosh, you know, I was in plus sized catalog model 768 00:32:00,360 --> 00:32:04,280 Speaker 4: and I also worked a lot in Germany, and German 769 00:32:05,120 --> 00:32:09,280 Speaker 4: professional settings are really aggressively polite and wow. 770 00:32:10,680 --> 00:32:12,760 Speaker 1: So no, so it's just us Andrew that we're dealing with. 771 00:32:13,680 --> 00:32:16,000 Speaker 4: But when I got into comedy and people will be like, oh, 772 00:32:16,040 --> 00:32:18,640 Speaker 4: it's the fashion industry, so creepy, wh're photographers creepy? And 773 00:32:18,680 --> 00:32:21,240 Speaker 4: I was like, no, comedians are creepy. Because then I 774 00:32:21,280 --> 00:32:23,960 Speaker 4: got into comedy. I was like, oh, a're freaking creeps. 775 00:32:24,000 --> 00:32:24,600 Speaker 4: What are you doing? 776 00:32:25,360 --> 00:32:28,480 Speaker 1: Comedians are creepy and they're very dark, very dark. Yeah, 777 00:32:28,600 --> 00:32:30,960 Speaker 1: you have specific comedians that you remember being creepy. 778 00:32:31,520 --> 00:32:35,440 Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean, uh, it's yes. But also like at 779 00:32:35,480 --> 00:32:37,760 Speaker 4: an open mic in the Lower in a basement on 780 00:32:37,800 --> 00:32:40,000 Speaker 4: the Lower East Side where like someone's asleep in their 781 00:32:40,040 --> 00:32:41,720 Speaker 4: beer in the corner, like who cares? Do you know 782 00:32:41,760 --> 00:32:42,120 Speaker 4: what I mean? 783 00:32:42,280 --> 00:32:42,960 Speaker 1: Like creepy? 784 00:32:43,080 --> 00:32:44,960 Speaker 4: Yeah, I will say yeah I did. One of my 785 00:32:45,160 --> 00:32:47,680 Speaker 4: very early experiences was with a man who was about 786 00:32:47,880 --> 00:32:49,920 Speaker 4: I don't know, one hundred and forty and I was 787 00:32:50,000 --> 00:32:52,600 Speaker 4: like twenty two. His name is Jeffrey Gurian, and he 788 00:32:52,840 --> 00:32:55,840 Speaker 4: was so creepy to me. He was like, yeah, I'm 789 00:32:55,840 --> 00:32:58,200 Speaker 4: gonna help you write jokes. It was the old classic, 790 00:32:58,280 --> 00:33:01,080 Speaker 4: like we should let's write together, Like, let's write jokes. 791 00:33:01,120 --> 00:33:04,720 Speaker 4: I can coach you in hotel room literally, and he 792 00:33:04,920 --> 00:33:06,560 Speaker 4: was pressuring me to drink a lot of alcohol and 793 00:33:06,600 --> 00:33:09,760 Speaker 4: I was like, I'm really good, I'm okay, that's actually 794 00:33:09,800 --> 00:33:11,440 Speaker 4: not part of my writing process, thank you. 795 00:33:11,920 --> 00:33:14,360 Speaker 1: No, we're real quickly when we're talking about your writing processes, 796 00:33:14,440 --> 00:33:16,600 Speaker 1: because you've also done comedy, You've gotten into comedy. 797 00:33:16,640 --> 00:33:19,600 Speaker 4: It's not like he was writing this for your No, no, no, yeah, 798 00:33:19,680 --> 00:33:22,080 Speaker 4: this was this was when I first started stand up comedy. 799 00:33:22,520 --> 00:33:24,880 Speaker 4: And yeah, and he was going to help me write jokes, 800 00:33:26,240 --> 00:33:29,840 Speaker 4: which I assume he does. I've never seen evidence of it, 801 00:33:29,920 --> 00:33:34,240 Speaker 4: but I assume he writes jokes. And yeah, So yeah, 802 00:33:34,320 --> 00:33:37,160 Speaker 4: I did stand up comedy. That's what I transitioned to 803 00:33:37,280 --> 00:33:40,160 Speaker 4: after modeling, because I really I hate a steady paycheck, 804 00:33:40,200 --> 00:33:41,600 Speaker 4: you know what I mean, That's what I hate. 805 00:33:41,760 --> 00:33:43,360 Speaker 1: And it seems like you're just like living on the 806 00:33:43,440 --> 00:33:45,280 Speaker 1: verge of shitting your pants at any given moment, because 807 00:33:45,280 --> 00:33:48,520 Speaker 1: stand up comedy is terrifying. So my hat's off to you. 808 00:33:48,760 --> 00:33:50,920 Speaker 1: We're doing two things that would scare the crap out 809 00:33:50,920 --> 00:33:52,400 Speaker 1: of me, one of which I do want to do 810 00:33:52,520 --> 00:33:54,240 Speaker 1: at some point, but I'm not going to go to 811 00:33:54,320 --> 00:33:55,440 Speaker 1: that guy to help me write jokes. 812 00:33:55,560 --> 00:33:58,280 Speaker 4: Oh yeah, don't do it. Yeah yeah, zero stars, but 813 00:33:59,400 --> 00:33:59,920 Speaker 4: zero stars. 814 00:34:00,240 --> 00:34:02,360 Speaker 1: Yes, did you encounter because I've heard a lot of 815 00:34:02,440 --> 00:34:04,040 Speaker 1: and this is all very much rumor, I don't know 816 00:34:04,080 --> 00:34:06,400 Speaker 1: if it's true, but that people would wait for these 817 00:34:06,480 --> 00:34:08,600 Speaker 1: cycles of America's Next Hop Model to be done, and 818 00:34:08,719 --> 00:34:11,239 Speaker 1: then there was like a circle in Hollywood that would 819 00:34:11,239 --> 00:34:12,560 Speaker 1: try and hang out with them and get them to 820 00:34:12,600 --> 00:34:14,200 Speaker 1: go to parties and do all kinds of stuff with them. 821 00:34:14,280 --> 00:34:14,759 Speaker 1: Is that true? 822 00:34:14,840 --> 00:34:14,960 Speaker 2: Oh? 823 00:34:15,120 --> 00:34:15,520 Speaker 4: Interesting? 824 00:34:15,640 --> 00:34:15,920 Speaker 1: Maybe? 825 00:34:16,239 --> 00:34:19,319 Speaker 4: I Unfortunately, after the show went back to the East Coast. 826 00:34:19,320 --> 00:34:21,840 Speaker 4: Because I'm from Massachusetts, I was going to school in Boston. 827 00:34:22,320 --> 00:34:24,800 Speaker 4: I transferred to a school in New Jersey so I 828 00:34:24,840 --> 00:34:27,279 Speaker 4: could work in New York. Okay, so I was like 829 00:34:27,480 --> 00:34:30,200 Speaker 4: living in New Jersey trying to model in New York. 830 00:34:30,239 --> 00:34:32,759 Speaker 4: And also, honestly, when I went to modeling agencies, they 831 00:34:32,800 --> 00:34:36,840 Speaker 4: were like, you have short hair, and we can't have 832 00:34:36,920 --> 00:34:38,600 Speaker 4: a plus sized model with short hair. Come back in 833 00:34:38,600 --> 00:34:39,719 Speaker 4: a year when your hair is long. 834 00:34:40,000 --> 00:34:41,480 Speaker 1: Don't get me started on the haircufts. 835 00:34:41,600 --> 00:34:42,239 Speaker 4: The haircuts. 836 00:34:42,320 --> 00:34:44,640 Speaker 1: The haircuts were so atrocious. 837 00:34:44,760 --> 00:34:44,960 Speaker 2: I know. 838 00:34:45,200 --> 00:34:47,560 Speaker 1: They had these women come in with the most beautiful, long, 839 00:34:47,760 --> 00:34:49,840 Speaker 1: like curly, wavy hair and Tyro would be like, I 840 00:34:49,920 --> 00:34:52,319 Speaker 1: am going to make you a star. Shave it, shame 841 00:34:53,520 --> 00:34:56,080 Speaker 1: are you crazy? That was what especially in the day 842 00:34:56,120 --> 00:34:57,440 Speaker 1: and age of like I mean, I guess now you 843 00:34:57,480 --> 00:35:00,560 Speaker 1: could put wigs on, which they did a lot of times. 844 00:35:00,560 --> 00:35:01,680 Speaker 1: And then I would sa, why would you shave that 845 00:35:01,680 --> 00:35:02,759 Speaker 1: person's head and then put them in a wig? 846 00:35:02,920 --> 00:35:05,680 Speaker 4: Also like traumatize them they gave I remember they had 847 00:35:05,719 --> 00:35:07,359 Speaker 4: to shave Bianca's head and they were like, we're gonna 848 00:35:07,360 --> 00:35:09,120 Speaker 4: give you a medical grade wig. And I was like, 849 00:35:09,520 --> 00:35:10,960 Speaker 4: what grade? 850 00:35:12,680 --> 00:35:12,719 Speaker 2: What? 851 00:35:13,000 --> 00:35:16,640 Speaker 4: Where's the doctor? What doctor is prescribing a medical grade wig? 852 00:35:16,760 --> 00:35:18,480 Speaker 4: Like that's not like just get a lace front, do. 853 00:35:18,480 --> 00:35:19,000 Speaker 1: You know what I mean? 854 00:35:19,080 --> 00:35:21,640 Speaker 4: Like they exist, you can you don't have to bring 855 00:35:21,800 --> 00:35:23,920 Speaker 4: doctors into this. You can just get a wig, you know, 856 00:35:24,120 --> 00:35:25,400 Speaker 4: or you could have not shaved your head, or you 857 00:35:25,440 --> 00:35:26,920 Speaker 4: could have not shaved her head. And it also was 858 00:35:27,040 --> 00:35:29,080 Speaker 4: so bad. It looked so bad. It looked like a wig. 859 00:35:29,160 --> 00:35:30,160 Speaker 4: And I was like, what are you doing? 860 00:35:30,840 --> 00:35:33,160 Speaker 1: A wig prescribed from a hospital, a ply. 861 00:35:32,840 --> 00:35:34,919 Speaker 4: From a hospital. Get someone who knows how to lay 862 00:35:35,000 --> 00:35:37,719 Speaker 4: down a wig like that? That's a degree I would 863 00:35:37,760 --> 00:35:39,560 Speaker 4: like to see, is someone who knows how to install 864 00:35:39,600 --> 00:35:40,640 Speaker 4: a wig? Like what are you doing? 865 00:35:40,920 --> 00:35:42,320 Speaker 1: Let me get somebody who does wigs. 866 00:35:42,360 --> 00:35:45,680 Speaker 4: Not a nurse, right, like no one has called for 867 00:35:45,719 --> 00:35:48,879 Speaker 4: a doctor. Why are you bringing them in? And it's 868 00:35:48,960 --> 00:35:52,360 Speaker 4: it's very culty, right, it's like, oh, we're gonna control 869 00:35:52,440 --> 00:35:55,279 Speaker 4: how you look we're going to control exactly, like we're 870 00:35:55,280 --> 00:35:57,640 Speaker 4: gonna shave your head as punishment, Like it's it was 871 00:35:57,760 --> 00:35:59,240 Speaker 4: so wild wild. 872 00:35:59,480 --> 00:36:02,880 Speaker 1: Shaving your head punishment is crazy work. So pretty much 873 00:36:02,920 --> 00:36:05,160 Speaker 1: everything that they told you on America's Next Top Model, 874 00:36:05,160 --> 00:36:06,759 Speaker 1: which is you're not big enough to be a plus 875 00:36:06,800 --> 00:36:08,880 Speaker 1: sized model, We're going to cut your hair when you 876 00:36:08,920 --> 00:36:11,520 Speaker 1: go out into the real world of modeling, they looked 877 00:36:11,520 --> 00:36:14,120 Speaker 1: at you and said opposite what happened for you, Like 878 00:36:14,200 --> 00:36:16,480 Speaker 1: I am a product of America's Next Top Model, This 879 00:36:16,560 --> 00:36:17,040 Speaker 1: is what happened. 880 00:36:17,120 --> 00:36:19,440 Speaker 4: I should have been, but I was so deep in 881 00:36:19,719 --> 00:36:23,759 Speaker 4: the like propaganda that they had fed me, which was 882 00:36:23,800 --> 00:36:26,839 Speaker 4: that this was an amazing opportunity. And maybe it's true 883 00:36:26,880 --> 00:36:29,680 Speaker 4: that I, like the girls that stayed in LA maybe 884 00:36:29,760 --> 00:36:32,960 Speaker 4: did have like a more opportunities, but also creepy people 885 00:36:33,080 --> 00:36:36,240 Speaker 4: trying to like prey on them. I think it just depends. 886 00:36:36,280 --> 00:36:39,279 Speaker 4: Like I always heard that models lived in New York 887 00:36:39,320 --> 00:36:41,359 Speaker 4: and that was where models went, and I had also 888 00:36:41,560 --> 00:36:43,000 Speaker 4: wanted to live in New York since I was like 889 00:36:43,040 --> 00:36:44,920 Speaker 4: three years old, so like that's what made sense for me. 890 00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:47,120 Speaker 4: I do know some girls went to LA they worked 891 00:36:47,160 --> 00:36:50,600 Speaker 4: a lot, and I wasn't really sure what I wanted 892 00:36:50,640 --> 00:36:52,480 Speaker 4: to do, but I was like, I feel like modeling 893 00:36:52,600 --> 00:36:54,719 Speaker 4: is the path, So I was like, let's just and also, 894 00:36:55,040 --> 00:36:57,520 Speaker 4: it's just this crazy opportunity that fell into my lap. 895 00:36:57,560 --> 00:36:59,200 Speaker 4: Why not make the most of it while I can 896 00:36:59,400 --> 00:37:01,400 Speaker 4: so so yeah, So for me, I was like in 897 00:37:01,520 --> 00:37:03,160 Speaker 4: New York, I was definitely a little bit out of 898 00:37:03,200 --> 00:37:05,400 Speaker 4: the scene. And yeah, everything was the opposite. And you 899 00:37:05,560 --> 00:37:06,960 Speaker 4: think that it would have occurred to me like, oh, 900 00:37:07,040 --> 00:37:10,440 Speaker 4: maybe they weren't looking out for my actual modeling career 901 00:37:10,560 --> 00:37:13,879 Speaker 4: in fashion since they got everything wrong. But it literally 902 00:37:13,920 --> 00:37:15,479 Speaker 4: didn't occur to me for like ten years. 903 00:37:15,600 --> 00:37:17,080 Speaker 1: They can't be doing this for writings, they have to 904 00:37:17,160 --> 00:37:17,880 Speaker 1: be looking out for me. 905 00:37:18,800 --> 00:37:21,520 Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, they really thought that. Yeah, But also I 906 00:37:21,640 --> 00:37:23,359 Speaker 4: do believe that they didn't know anything about the plus 907 00:37:23,400 --> 00:37:26,720 Speaker 4: size catalog world, which is very different from like high fashion. 908 00:37:26,960 --> 00:37:28,759 Speaker 1: So what are you doing now? You did comedy, you 909 00:37:28,840 --> 00:37:30,520 Speaker 1: did some modeling, How you write a book? 910 00:37:30,640 --> 00:37:32,680 Speaker 4: Now I write a book? Okay, now I'm working on 911 00:37:32,760 --> 00:37:34,960 Speaker 4: the next book. Wow, what was that one going to 912 00:37:35,000 --> 00:37:37,560 Speaker 4: be about? It's going to be about plus size modeling, Okay, yeah, 913 00:37:37,680 --> 00:37:39,600 Speaker 4: in New York. It's going to be about how the 914 00:37:39,680 --> 00:37:45,719 Speaker 4: industry has changed, both for good and ill also, you know, 915 00:37:45,880 --> 00:37:49,840 Speaker 4: probably gonna be available for other projects if anyone is hiring. 916 00:37:50,080 --> 00:37:53,719 Speaker 4: I can write things. And sometimes I'm funny. And the 917 00:37:53,800 --> 00:37:56,759 Speaker 4: industry is absolutely on fire. But that's okay, we're all 918 00:37:56,840 --> 00:38:01,640 Speaker 4: doing our best. Go on, It's fine. Know he's on fire, 919 00:38:01,760 --> 00:38:05,000 Speaker 4: everything's on fire. Yeah, So I'm sort of I'm in 920 00:38:05,080 --> 00:38:08,080 Speaker 4: that weird post book like hangover. My grandfather was a writer, 921 00:38:08,200 --> 00:38:11,239 Speaker 4: and he always said, don't buy a house, don't have 922 00:38:11,320 --> 00:38:14,799 Speaker 4: a baby, don't get a dog. Right after you turn 923 00:38:14,880 --> 00:38:16,719 Speaker 4: in your book and after you do, like there's a 924 00:38:16,760 --> 00:38:18,759 Speaker 4: big vacuum in your life and you're you feel this 925 00:38:19,080 --> 00:38:20,400 Speaker 4: like and I do feel the urge. I'm like I 926 00:38:20,400 --> 00:38:23,239 Speaker 4: should buy a house. I can't afford a house, Like 927 00:38:23,280 --> 00:38:26,359 Speaker 4: I should have another baby. No, No, it's but it's 928 00:38:26,560 --> 00:38:28,000 Speaker 4: like it's you know, I mean, what am I gonna 929 00:38:28,120 --> 00:38:29,920 Speaker 4: And I'm like I should get a dog. Nope, not 930 00:38:30,120 --> 00:38:32,920 Speaker 4: right now. Just gotta wait, just gotta wait, the post 931 00:38:33,000 --> 00:38:38,560 Speaker 4: creative project hangover. But yeah, and and yeah doing some 932 00:38:38,680 --> 00:38:39,160 Speaker 4: stand up? 933 00:38:39,960 --> 00:38:40,839 Speaker 1: Are you doing it around here? 934 00:38:40,880 --> 00:38:42,640 Speaker 4: Like can we come see you? Yeah? Absolutely? Yeah in 935 00:38:42,680 --> 00:38:45,000 Speaker 4: New York. I'm sort of I've been on a little 936 00:38:45,040 --> 00:38:46,719 Speaker 4: break while I've been doing the press because I was 937 00:38:46,800 --> 00:38:48,600 Speaker 4: in LA and then I I actually had to go 938 00:38:48,760 --> 00:38:51,520 Speaker 4: back to Massachusetts. My dad had surgery, so I was on. 939 00:38:51,640 --> 00:38:53,239 Speaker 4: I've been on a little break, but I'm gonna I'm 940 00:38:53,280 --> 00:38:55,560 Speaker 4: gonna get back. I'm gonna get my monthly show back, hopefully. 941 00:38:56,760 --> 00:38:59,560 Speaker 4: Well it used to be at the stand in Union Square, 942 00:38:59,600 --> 00:39:01,320 Speaker 4: and then it is a clubcoming, and I'm hoping we 943 00:39:01,360 --> 00:39:03,719 Speaker 4: can do it at clubcoming again. So I'm putting I'm 944 00:39:03,719 --> 00:39:05,239 Speaker 4: going to put this out there. They are, they are 945 00:39:05,320 --> 00:39:08,440 Speaker 4: booked since Traders, which I love, but I'm hoping they 946 00:39:08,480 --> 00:39:10,200 Speaker 4: can squeak us in. I had a monthly show called 947 00:39:10,200 --> 00:39:12,799 Speaker 4: Hot One Gay One where all the comedians were hot 948 00:39:12,840 --> 00:39:14,839 Speaker 4: and or gay because I demand one or the other, 949 00:39:15,080 --> 00:39:16,160 Speaker 4: one the other at all times. 950 00:39:16,239 --> 00:39:16,399 Speaker 2: Yeah. 951 00:39:16,480 --> 00:39:18,560 Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, So your book, let's move some of these 952 00:39:18,719 --> 00:39:19,960 Speaker 1: right now if we can not. 953 00:39:20,239 --> 00:39:20,600 Speaker 2: You need it. 954 00:39:20,760 --> 00:39:23,120 Speaker 1: But it's called You Want to Be On Top, a 955 00:39:23,200 --> 00:39:26,399 Speaker 1: memoir of makeovers, manipulation and not becoming America's next Top Model. 956 00:39:26,400 --> 00:39:28,640 Speaker 1: I would imagine this is available anywhere you can buy books. 957 00:39:28,680 --> 00:39:32,360 Speaker 4: Anywhere you can buy books. Yeah, please support your local bookstores. 958 00:39:32,960 --> 00:39:35,120 Speaker 4: And if it's not there, asked for it. And also 959 00:39:35,320 --> 00:39:37,000 Speaker 4: you want to be on Top dot com. I can't 960 00:39:37,000 --> 00:39:38,240 Speaker 4: believe that domain was available. 961 00:39:38,360 --> 00:39:40,239 Speaker 1: I cannot either. It sounds like that could really lead 962 00:39:40,280 --> 00:39:41,600 Speaker 1: to a lot of other sites as well. 963 00:39:41,800 --> 00:39:43,920 Speaker 4: This is what is the state of the porn industry 964 00:39:43,960 --> 00:39:46,080 Speaker 4: these days, that that domain name is available. You know, 965 00:39:46,320 --> 00:39:47,880 Speaker 4: it's we used to be a proper country. 966 00:39:48,040 --> 00:39:51,040 Speaker 1: Everything is on fire, Everything is on fire. It's crazy. 967 00:39:51,880 --> 00:39:54,960 Speaker 1: But I got a good domain name, and congratulations on that. 968 00:39:55,120 --> 00:39:57,000 Speaker 1: You want to be on top dot com dot com. 969 00:39:57,280 --> 00:39:59,440 Speaker 1: And if you could point to just one part of 970 00:39:59,480 --> 00:40:01,959 Speaker 1: this book that the most important part to you, which 971 00:40:02,040 --> 00:40:02,680 Speaker 1: part would that be? 972 00:40:03,360 --> 00:40:05,239 Speaker 4: I don't want to do spoilers, but I am going 973 00:40:05,320 --> 00:40:08,279 Speaker 4: to say it's probably at the end in the last 974 00:40:08,400 --> 00:40:11,560 Speaker 4: chapter where I talk about how I think that reality 975 00:40:12,000 --> 00:40:15,319 Speaker 4: contestants and everybody deserve to be paid for their time 976 00:40:15,360 --> 00:40:15,759 Speaker 4: in labor. 977 00:40:16,040 --> 00:40:19,239 Speaker 1: Yeah, oh absolutely, especially when you see how much those 978 00:40:19,320 --> 00:40:20,520 Speaker 1: networks make off of it. 979 00:40:20,920 --> 00:40:21,280 Speaker 4: Exactly. 980 00:40:21,280 --> 00:40:23,400 Speaker 1: It is wild. It's a very exploitive industry. 981 00:40:23,600 --> 00:40:24,280 Speaker 4: Exact general. 982 00:40:24,520 --> 00:40:25,920 Speaker 1: People think I'm going to get this big break in 983 00:40:25,960 --> 00:40:28,760 Speaker 1: a lot too. But what you sacrifice in the beginning, 984 00:40:28,840 --> 00:40:30,279 Speaker 1: a lot of times you can't make up for it 985 00:40:30,320 --> 00:40:32,800 Speaker 1: in a completely different way. When I first started in radio, 986 00:40:33,320 --> 00:40:35,279 Speaker 1: all I cared about was that somebody wanted to hire 987 00:40:35,320 --> 00:40:37,120 Speaker 1: me full time to be part of a morning radio 988 00:40:37,160 --> 00:40:39,880 Speaker 1: show when I was still in college. So the salary 989 00:40:39,960 --> 00:40:42,759 Speaker 1: that they tossed out to me, I said, yeah, oh, 990 00:40:42,840 --> 00:40:44,960 Speaker 1: I had no problem. I didn't even really have a 991 00:40:45,000 --> 00:40:47,000 Speaker 1: concept of money at that time. You know, I didn't 992 00:40:47,040 --> 00:40:50,640 Speaker 1: understand taxes, none of it, and I just accepted the offer. 993 00:40:51,000 --> 00:40:53,600 Speaker 1: Years later, now you start from that place, you're starting 994 00:40:53,680 --> 00:40:56,680 Speaker 1: from nothing. So same with reality TV. You're starting from nothing, 995 00:40:56,719 --> 00:40:58,239 Speaker 1: So why would the next person pay you a ton? 996 00:40:58,560 --> 00:40:58,920 Speaker 4: Exactly? 997 00:40:59,000 --> 00:41:01,680 Speaker 1: And my boss said to me, you really undersold yourself 998 00:41:01,719 --> 00:41:04,000 Speaker 1: when you just accepted the offer. You should have fought 999 00:41:04,040 --> 00:41:05,600 Speaker 1: for more money because there was a lot more money 1000 00:41:05,680 --> 00:41:08,360 Speaker 1: on the table for you. And I thought, screw you. 1001 00:41:08,920 --> 00:41:12,520 Speaker 1: You knew that, and you offered me this as a kid. 1002 00:41:12,719 --> 00:41:15,200 Speaker 1: I was still in college, like I didn't know any better. 1003 00:41:15,280 --> 00:41:17,879 Speaker 1: I was just really excited. And now because he said, 1004 00:41:17,920 --> 00:41:19,759 Speaker 1: from now, you know, that's your starting point and this 1005 00:41:19,840 --> 00:41:22,120 Speaker 1: is where we're going with Raises was based on that 1006 00:41:22,760 --> 00:41:23,440 Speaker 1: know your value. 1007 00:41:23,480 --> 00:41:26,000 Speaker 4: People know your value one hundred percent, and also know 1008 00:41:26,960 --> 00:41:29,239 Speaker 4: reality shows are not going to know your value. So 1009 00:41:29,360 --> 00:41:32,920 Speaker 4: if you want to negotiate, find another find another industry. Sadly. 1010 00:41:33,040 --> 00:41:33,239 Speaker 3: Yeah. 1011 00:41:33,320 --> 00:41:35,880 Speaker 1: It's tough now though, right because everybody wants to be famous, 1012 00:41:36,040 --> 00:41:38,359 Speaker 1: and now that you have TikTok and Instagram and all 1013 00:41:38,400 --> 00:41:40,279 Speaker 1: these other platforms where people get a taste of it 1014 00:41:40,640 --> 00:41:42,879 Speaker 1: and can actually kind of monetize what they're doing over there, 1015 00:41:43,520 --> 00:41:47,440 Speaker 1: it does really screw up the competition and in some 1016 00:41:47,600 --> 00:41:50,000 Speaker 1: ways improve it, I guess, But it is tough to 1017 00:41:50,040 --> 00:41:53,120 Speaker 1: get these reality shows to pay you more if they're like, please, 1018 00:41:53,680 --> 00:41:55,279 Speaker 1: some other asshole's going to come here and do the 1019 00:41:55,320 --> 00:41:55,960 Speaker 1: exact same thing. 1020 00:41:55,920 --> 00:41:58,000 Speaker 4: For nothing, exactly. And that's what they told us over 1021 00:41:58,080 --> 00:42:00,200 Speaker 4: and over again is a million girls would care for 1022 00:42:00,280 --> 00:42:02,080 Speaker 4: this opportunity, and we have their phone number. 1023 00:42:02,320 --> 00:42:04,279 Speaker 1: So they were just out here trying to ruin you. 1024 00:42:05,880 --> 00:42:07,600 Speaker 1: Do you think they succeeded? How long did it take 1025 00:42:07,600 --> 00:42:08,279 Speaker 1: you to bounce back? 1026 00:42:08,640 --> 00:42:11,640 Speaker 4: Oh gosh, that's a great question. I mean, my life 1027 00:42:11,760 --> 00:42:15,279 Speaker 4: is pretty awesome, so very happy. Oh thank you, I 1028 00:42:15,360 --> 00:42:19,080 Speaker 4: mean for thirty minutes, thank you. I'm very lucky. I'm 1029 00:42:19,120 --> 00:42:21,399 Speaker 4: so And that's the thing is really, when I look 1030 00:42:21,560 --> 00:42:25,600 Speaker 4: at like the way that I was processing things after 1031 00:42:25,680 --> 00:42:27,920 Speaker 4: the show, I had access to a support system, I 1032 00:42:28,000 --> 00:42:31,600 Speaker 4: had access to mental health care, and I was stone 1033 00:42:31,640 --> 00:42:34,920 Speaker 4: cold broke. I was financially devastated by the show, but 1034 00:42:35,440 --> 00:42:39,719 Speaker 4: I had enough of a support system that I could 1035 00:42:39,719 --> 00:42:41,319 Speaker 4: go to school, right, I had a place to live. 1036 00:42:41,600 --> 00:42:43,680 Speaker 4: There were a lot of girls who were financially devastated 1037 00:42:43,680 --> 00:42:45,680 Speaker 4: by the show, and they did not have that support system. 1038 00:42:45,719 --> 00:42:47,839 Speaker 4: They didn't have access to mental health care, they weren't 1039 00:42:47,880 --> 00:42:53,239 Speaker 4: able to process things that they went through. And I 1040 00:42:53,520 --> 00:42:56,040 Speaker 4: just I think that everybody deserves the same thing, the 1041 00:42:56,080 --> 00:42:59,840 Speaker 4: same privileges that I had, which is like, yeah, access 1042 00:42:59,840 --> 00:43:04,359 Speaker 4: to mental health care, access to financial support, at least 1043 00:43:04,400 --> 00:43:06,360 Speaker 4: to the point where it's like a living wage, you 1044 00:43:06,400 --> 00:43:08,160 Speaker 4: know what I mean. Like the show cost me so 1045 00:43:08,320 --> 00:43:10,359 Speaker 4: much money. I came out of it with less money 1046 00:43:10,400 --> 00:43:11,960 Speaker 4: than I had going in, And so I just think 1047 00:43:12,080 --> 00:43:14,080 Speaker 4: that that should not be true, and I think that 1048 00:43:14,160 --> 00:43:19,399 Speaker 4: everyone deserves those same basic rights that I had. 1049 00:43:20,200 --> 00:43:22,640 Speaker 1: That's nice. So that was so you would say that's 1050 00:43:22,640 --> 00:43:24,319 Speaker 1: the highlight of it is Hey, this is my thought. 1051 00:43:24,360 --> 00:43:26,040 Speaker 1: This is my takeaway from it. Yes, when you think 1052 00:43:26,040 --> 00:43:27,640 Speaker 1: about the cycle and you think about the low light, 1053 00:43:27,960 --> 00:43:30,160 Speaker 1: what is that? And I probably should switch those questions. No, 1054 00:43:30,360 --> 00:43:32,040 Speaker 1: that's okay, editing is key. 1055 00:43:34,239 --> 00:43:38,560 Speaker 4: I mean, the low level was probably just a lot 1056 00:43:38,640 --> 00:43:40,560 Speaker 4: of the girls experienced the same thing, which is that 1057 00:43:40,680 --> 00:43:45,600 Speaker 4: we really experienced a loss of identity because we were 1058 00:43:45,680 --> 00:43:48,800 Speaker 4: trying so hard to be what the producers wanted and 1059 00:43:48,920 --> 00:43:52,360 Speaker 4: if we failed, which we all did in some point, 1060 00:43:52,520 --> 00:43:55,600 Speaker 4: they chose us because a we were tall and thin 1061 00:43:55,640 --> 00:43:57,920 Speaker 4: and attractive, but also because we were people pleasers who 1062 00:43:58,520 --> 00:44:01,560 Speaker 4: wanted to do the thing, or they chose us because 1063 00:44:01,560 --> 00:44:04,000 Speaker 4: we were contrarians, and it was definitely one of the other. 1064 00:44:04,400 --> 00:44:08,120 Speaker 4: But I think we all experienced a lot of identity, 1065 00:44:08,760 --> 00:44:10,160 Speaker 4: and that's something that I talked to a lot of 1066 00:44:10,239 --> 00:44:12,960 Speaker 4: I interviewed a lot of contestants and also have just 1067 00:44:13,120 --> 00:44:14,719 Speaker 4: kept in touch with them over the years. I test, 1068 00:44:14,840 --> 00:44:17,919 Speaker 4: like I say, I interviewed some contestants. I texted Jenna 1069 00:44:19,480 --> 00:44:24,000 Speaker 4: again like I do. She was like cool, that experience 1070 00:44:24,040 --> 00:44:25,640 Speaker 4: was super traumatic for me, and I was like word, 1071 00:44:27,239 --> 00:44:29,960 Speaker 4: But it really was like we didn't know who we 1072 00:44:30,080 --> 00:44:33,320 Speaker 4: were anymore. And so I'd say that that was probably 1073 00:44:33,400 --> 00:44:35,880 Speaker 4: the low light. But again, I was so lucky because 1074 00:44:35,920 --> 00:44:38,960 Speaker 4: I came to New York and I got to figure 1075 00:44:39,040 --> 00:44:41,200 Speaker 4: it out in the best city in the world with 1076 00:44:41,480 --> 00:44:42,520 Speaker 4: amazing people around me. 1077 00:44:42,640 --> 00:44:44,600 Speaker 1: So so you would say it knocked you all the 1078 00:44:44,640 --> 00:44:47,200 Speaker 1: way down, But it also allowed you to rebuild yourself 1079 00:44:47,200 --> 00:44:48,600 Speaker 1: in a way that you are proud of that you 1080 00:44:48,680 --> 00:44:49,120 Speaker 1: wanted to do. 1081 00:44:49,600 --> 00:44:52,880 Speaker 4: Yes, that's yeah, that that that put that on it. 1082 00:44:53,000 --> 00:44:56,960 Speaker 4: Yeah that's yeah, yeah what she said, So go. 1083 00:44:57,160 --> 00:45:00,360 Speaker 1: Buy her book. Sarah Hartshorn is wonderful for really of 1084 00:45:00,440 --> 00:45:02,400 Speaker 1: America's next Top Model cycle nine. 1085 00:45:02,239 --> 00:45:04,520 Speaker 4: But now current author, current author. 1086 00:45:04,760 --> 00:45:06,520 Speaker 1: I love that for you. Thank you, thank you so 1087 00:45:06,680 --> 00:45:07,360 Speaker 1: much for joining me. 1088 00:45:07,480 --> 00:45:08,800 Speaker 4: Oh my god, thank you so much for having me. 1089 00:45:08,840 --> 00:45:11,439 Speaker 1: Absolutely, is there anything we talked We didn't talk about 1090 00:45:11,440 --> 00:45:12,080 Speaker 1: that you want talk about? 1091 00:45:12,600 --> 00:45:14,120 Speaker 4: No, just do you know, yeah, you want to be 1092 00:45:14,200 --> 00:45:17,839 Speaker 4: on top dot com Sarah B. Hartsorn on all all platforms. Yeah, 1093 00:45:18,080 --> 00:45:20,440 Speaker 4: all heartsworn. Oh it's yeah, it's heartshorn. 1094 00:45:20,520 --> 00:45:23,360 Speaker 1: But I'm so sorry. No, no, I said heartshorn repeatedly. 1095 00:45:23,520 --> 00:45:26,800 Speaker 4: No, no, it truly. I don't actually notice anymore because 1096 00:45:27,239 --> 00:45:30,200 Speaker 4: everyone gets it wrong. Yeah, it's it's heartshorn. 1097 00:45:30,360 --> 00:45:30,840 Speaker 1: Heartsorn. 1098 00:45:30,880 --> 00:45:32,560 Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, yeah, okay, and I talk about that in 1099 00:45:32,600 --> 00:45:34,680 Speaker 4: the book too. I almost My middle name is Banks 1100 00:45:34,719 --> 00:45:36,239 Speaker 4: and I used to go by that and they asked 1101 00:45:36,280 --> 00:45:37,960 Speaker 4: me to change it. Well, my name is May the 1102 00:45:38,120 --> 00:45:39,880 Speaker 4: Gandhi and I expect people to get it right. So 1103 00:45:39,920 --> 00:45:41,719 Speaker 4: I'm really sorry that I got yours wrong and we're 1104 00:45:41,719 --> 00:45:45,320 Speaker 4: going to get it right in the edits maybe, well, 1105 00:45:45,360 --> 00:45:45,919 Speaker 4: thank you again. 1106 00:45:45,960 --> 00:45:46,680 Speaker 1: I appreciate it. 1107 00:45:55,760 --> 00:45:56,120 Speaker 4: All right. 1108 00:45:56,160 --> 00:45:59,759 Speaker 1: And that was Sarah Hartshorn. And Andrew did book that 1109 00:45:59,800 --> 00:46:01,200 Speaker 1: in you so okay? 1110 00:46:01,920 --> 00:46:06,279 Speaker 2: Can he get flowers once all the time? No, not you, 1111 00:46:06,600 --> 00:46:09,160 Speaker 2: not you, not anybody here. I sit here in a 1112 00:46:09,239 --> 00:46:12,759 Speaker 2: pile of shit every day. Oh here she goes here 1113 00:46:12,840 --> 00:46:15,840 Speaker 2: it I feel like Joe Peshy and my cousin Vinnie. 1114 00:46:16,040 --> 00:46:17,080 Speaker 2: Not to mention your. 1115 00:46:18,440 --> 00:46:26,239 Speaker 1: Biological clock is ticking, Diamond. I'm in one to four 1116 00:46:26,360 --> 00:46:29,719 Speaker 1: group chats with you. I think it is not a 1117 00:46:29,840 --> 00:46:33,200 Speaker 1: lie that every single group chat bully shit good. 1118 00:46:33,560 --> 00:46:34,319 Speaker 2: It's the same thing. 1119 00:46:35,200 --> 00:46:36,960 Speaker 1: I don't have her started. I actually was nice to 1120 00:46:37,040 --> 00:46:38,040 Speaker 1: him the other day in one of them. 1121 00:46:38,280 --> 00:46:40,400 Speaker 2: Oh is that when you said I had main character energy? 1122 00:46:40,440 --> 00:46:42,880 Speaker 2: Because I was trying to get you all out of cooking, 1123 00:46:42,920 --> 00:46:45,080 Speaker 2: and I said you could either go or I could cancel. 1124 00:46:45,120 --> 00:46:46,719 Speaker 2: It's up to you, and you said, twist it in. 1125 00:46:47,160 --> 00:46:49,840 Speaker 2: Andrew's having main character energy with this one. Do you 1126 00:46:49,880 --> 00:46:50,680 Speaker 2: guys want to cook? 1127 00:46:50,760 --> 00:46:54,160 Speaker 1: I can still cook syndrome. First of all, because Andrew, 1128 00:46:54,239 --> 00:46:56,320 Speaker 1: we do this community cook By the way, for the homeless, 1129 00:46:56,920 --> 00:46:59,360 Speaker 1: and Andrew decided a linkin Park concert was more important, 1130 00:46:59,400 --> 00:47:00,759 Speaker 1: and he's like, you, guys, I can't make cooking, so 1131 00:47:00,800 --> 00:47:03,560 Speaker 1: I'm just gonna reschedule it. I said, I think the 1132 00:47:03,600 --> 00:47:05,160 Speaker 1: rest of us can still cook without. 1133 00:47:04,960 --> 00:47:07,120 Speaker 2: You, and they did it, and I never said that. 1134 00:47:07,200 --> 00:47:09,440 Speaker 2: I said I can get a group to cover for us, 1135 00:47:09,520 --> 00:47:10,719 Speaker 2: so we don't have to this week. 1136 00:47:10,840 --> 00:47:13,400 Speaker 1: I'm not gonna be there. Yeah, because it's so important 1137 00:47:13,440 --> 00:47:15,960 Speaker 1: cooked without me there. That's why I said play. 1138 00:47:16,400 --> 00:47:18,919 Speaker 2: I gave more than without forty eight hours. With twenty 1139 00:47:18,960 --> 00:47:20,839 Speaker 2: four hours notice, I could get another group to cover. 1140 00:47:21,200 --> 00:47:23,440 Speaker 2: It's politely saying do you want you or do you not? 1141 00:47:23,600 --> 00:47:25,960 Speaker 2: Nobody gives an answer because I have to chase everyone around. 1142 00:47:26,200 --> 00:47:29,000 Speaker 2: You diverted entirely to be about something else. Then everyone 1143 00:47:29,080 --> 00:47:30,680 Speaker 2: piles on and I don't get an answer. 1144 00:47:31,040 --> 00:47:32,800 Speaker 1: So that was only one. That was only one of 1145 00:47:32,800 --> 00:47:35,160 Speaker 1: the group chats. The other ones they all started on themselves. 1146 00:47:35,320 --> 00:47:36,880 Speaker 4: Can I just please? 1147 00:47:37,960 --> 00:47:40,520 Speaker 3: Your voice is starting to annoy me today, Andrew. 1148 00:47:41,880 --> 00:47:42,960 Speaker 4: With you, I'm not doing it. 1149 00:47:43,280 --> 00:47:44,960 Speaker 2: I'm goilious, I'm out. 1150 00:47:45,840 --> 00:47:50,399 Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, he took the micpack off, he's walking out, 1151 00:47:50,640 --> 00:47:52,320 Speaker 1: all right. I guess we're not gonna plug his Instagram. 1152 00:47:52,480 --> 00:47:58,120 Speaker 1: He's like two hundred followers away from eleven thousand. She's 1153 00:47:58,160 --> 00:48:01,319 Speaker 1: breaking down, babe, She's breaking down, Diamond. If people want 1154 00:48:01,400 --> 00:48:03,719 Speaker 1: to follow you on Instagram, where can they find you? 1155 00:48:03,840 --> 00:48:05,719 Speaker 3: If you want to see me shit on Andrew? Every 1156 00:48:05,840 --> 00:48:08,120 Speaker 3: chance that I get at Diamond, Sincere at. 1157 00:48:08,080 --> 00:48:10,520 Speaker 1: Diamond, Sincere, I'm at Baby Hot Sauce. We will be 1158 00:48:10,640 --> 00:48:13,760 Speaker 1: nice because Andrew's not a victim and say at Andrew 1159 00:48:13,800 --> 00:48:16,480 Speaker 1: Pug on Instagram. He only needs two hundred more follows. 1160 00:48:19,440 --> 00:48:24,200 Speaker 1: I hope your page gets hacked. Like follow, subscribe, leave 1161 00:48:24,280 --> 00:48:25,759 Speaker 1: us a review for the podcast. If you want to 1162 00:48:25,800 --> 00:48:27,920 Speaker 1: leave us a talkback, there's a little microphone on the 1163 00:48:27,960 --> 00:48:30,520 Speaker 1: iHeartRadio app where you can leave us a talkback to 1164 00:48:30,560 --> 00:48:33,960 Speaker 1: talk about this specific incident. And until next time, everybody, 1165 00:48:34,000 --> 00:48:35,120 Speaker 1: say bye bye