Speaker 1: Look man, oh, I see you? Why and look over there?
Speaker 1: How is that culture? Yes? Goodness, last culture calling in.
Speaker 1: I think we have a new youthhemism for a gay
Speaker 1: man go, which is someone who knows how to pair
Speaker 1: rabbit with bojoli. Oh my god, you must be fresh
Speaker 1: from the fight, because let me tell you something. Let
Speaker 1: me tell you what I did not think was going
Speaker 1: to happen this morning, This Monday, January, the day before
Speaker 1: Katrina Rodgers is goddamn birthday. Okay, so happy birthday. Mother
Speaker 1: comes out on Wednesday. You will be a year older
Speaker 1: and we celebrate you. Thank you, Katrina, Thank you Katrina.
Speaker 1: But stepping aside from that, I did not think this
Speaker 1: morning i'd wake up to Twitter dot com with every
Speaker 1: queer person screaming, sobbing in a state because of this
Speaker 1: zombie show, The Last of Us, which I had heard.
Speaker 1: I had to be watching the show. Hold on home,
Speaker 1: what is it? Go ahead? Set the scene and why
Speaker 1: we're crying. It is based off of the seminal video
Speaker 1: game The Last of Us, which has been described as
Speaker 1: a citizen Kane of video games, acheating heights of storytelling.
Speaker 1: It's Rosebud that's on a zombie story because these are
Speaker 1: not zombies. What would you call those girls? Then running
Speaker 1: around trying to kill infected Court accepts fungally infected freaks clickers,
Speaker 1: the fungally challenge. You'll see you saw some clickers at
Speaker 1: the end of episode two. You're gonna like that at all?
Speaker 1: And I won't be watching the show only when there's
Speaker 1: a queer love story at the center of that Twitter
Speaker 1: dot com yells. I mean, I absolutely have to watch,
Speaker 1: but other than that, it's gonna be and I don't
Speaker 1: think so, honey. I believe they said, did you watch
Speaker 1: this independent of the first two episodes? I had sort
Speaker 1: of done the cursory skimming of the first two episodes
Speaker 1: to know what I needed to know. Our guests are
Speaker 1: like buzzing, giggling on mute. We're gonna bring them in
Speaker 1: a second. We're gonna bring them in a second. But
Speaker 1: I have to tell you watching this third episode out
Speaker 1: of the Last of Us, which started in very much
Speaker 1: a bottle episode fashion, and we love a bottle episode.
Speaker 1: It's actually recal you number nine. We love the bottle episode.
Speaker 1: So these two actors, Marie Bartlett and Nick Offerman, gave
Speaker 1: us sort of a gorgeous gorgeous tale of these two
Speaker 1: men living in this dystopian society, and it covers many
Speaker 1: decay up gay away from her. It was getting gay
Speaker 1: away from her and what's an iconic reference. Both good
Speaker 1: for you and I have to say, I've been sobbing
Speaker 1: all morning. You need to brush up on the Lord.
Speaker 1: This is truly an important piece of television. It was
Speaker 1: so beautiful. My confession is that I'm still You begged
Speaker 1: me to what I was going to save it for
Speaker 1: the plane, right for the flight back to New York,
Speaker 1: and I still have twenty minutes left, but the sad
Speaker 1: thing has already happened. Oh I'm sobbing. I'm a mess,
Speaker 1: And thank god I had the palate cleanser of the
Speaker 1: show that our two guests are. Let's just say on,
Speaker 1: let's just say they're on this television program renewed for
Speaker 1: season three, The Sex Lives of College Girls. We love
Speaker 1: to see some shows out there getting renewed waits. Sometimes
Speaker 1: they don't have to be our own shows. Sometimes it
Speaker 1: doesn't even have to be on our own show that
Speaker 1: gets renewed. To be happy, sometimes you can be in
Speaker 1: a state of what the fund is happening with the
Speaker 1: show that I'm on, you know what I mean. And
Speaker 1: to know that other girls out there are getting renewed,
Speaker 1: it's beautiful. This show deserves renewal. Do you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. This show is an iconic show that honestly, like,
Speaker 1: I hope goes ten seasons because I'm seeing myself in
Speaker 1: the show. That's what I'm saying. I'm men that you
Speaker 1: just heard a voice. We met these two girls in Miami, Florida,
Speaker 1: Rhonda Santis Country of all places, and it was truly Matt,
Speaker 1: do you agree with us? We were at Miley and
Speaker 1: Dollies New Year's party, so fun. You had your fucking
Speaker 1: Mercy Thomas, your Paris Hilton's, You're There was a lot
Speaker 1: of star Wars. There was the star wat was through
Speaker 1: the roof, out of control. But when I saw our
Speaker 1: guests from across the way, first of all, these two people,
Speaker 1: I'm like, there are people that I'm like, I'm not
Speaker 1: going to take a picture with them. I'm not going
Speaker 1: to take a picture with them. I need them to
Speaker 1: think that we're cool. You wanted to express being cool.
Speaker 1: I want them to think we're cool. I want to
Speaker 1: potentially be friends with them, even sometime in the near future.
Speaker 1: I don't want to screw this up. I'm sort of
Speaker 1: less like that. I'm sort of like ambling over to
Speaker 1: the bar, being like, we're gonna say hi, and you're
Speaker 1: sort of like no. This reminds me of the iconic
Speaker 1: time we saw Meredith Marks at the red carpet of
Speaker 1: the Fire Island premiere and I left the carpet' gonna
Speaker 1: say hello to Meredith Marks And I said, bow and
Speaker 1: get over here, and you said, I'm too scared. I
Speaker 1: was too scared. I was too scared to go talk
Speaker 1: to Meredith. And now you struck up a lifelong friendship
Speaker 1: with her. Listen, roll out the red carpet for the friends, Jip.
Speaker 1: You guys hung out at sun Dance. Oh my god,
Speaker 1: we have to talk about Sunday. Kind of mentioned Sundance.
Speaker 1: I saw a Meredith Sundance. It's not as exciting as
Speaker 1: you saw Seth at Sundance. I rallied with Seth Marks
Speaker 1: at Sundance. Okay, Seth Marks. Can we just say Seth
Speaker 1: Marks's favorite film? Fire? He said, He laughed, he cried,
Speaker 1: he was getting down with it. He said. It was
Speaker 1: amazing to sort of get to know the culture, and
Speaker 1: he was screaming and Meredith Marks's boutique in Park City
Speaker 1: how much he loved Fire Island and I was receptive
Speaker 1: and I will continue to be receptive. And then his
Speaker 1: hand flicked. Can I just about your introduction or you're
Speaker 1: walking up to your name at Miami is like now
Speaker 1: one of our friend groups, Like, it's our bit. It's
Speaker 1: our bit because I said to me, and it was
Speaker 1: so funny, it was hot. It goes like, no, not here,
Speaker 1: not right now. You said that about funny. I'm not here,
Speaker 1: I'm not right now, and and was I wrong? You're
Speaker 1: you're absolutely no. But but the thing was it had
Speaker 1: to be right here, right now, and then it was.
Speaker 1: And it was gorgeous because when we told y'all that
Speaker 1: a scala was there, we saw you light up because
Speaker 1: you understood what it meant for a scala to be there.
Speaker 1: And that's sister, huge night. But we have to introduce formula, okay,
Speaker 1: because that's it's getting too loose. Our guests are on
Speaker 1: the sex slights of college girls. Between them, they share
Speaker 1: so many credits Jimmy Award Winners reboots with Rachel Bloom
Speaker 1: period period. Hello, these are stars and they play wealthy
Speaker 1: girls that are sympathetic and likable. Very hard to pull
Speaker 1: off and not for nothing. But vocalists, vocalists hear me
Speaker 1: when I say it, Boca lists, and we're gonna get it.
Speaker 1: We're gonna get into it a little something like like
Speaker 1: if you want to harmonize on three, like one to three. Yeah, sorry,
Speaker 1: I just wanted to get out. You just had to
Speaker 1: let everyone know what we're dealing with. Yeah, so if
Speaker 1: you didn't know, now you know, and you must simply
Speaker 1: welcome our guests today. Welcome to the arena. These two
Speaker 1: they showed up. They're giving like what that's how you
Speaker 1: clap like without making noise. We're feeling amazing today. We
Speaker 1: are feeling amazing. We're the world to be here. We
Speaker 1: love you both. We're just so you said you're in bus.
Speaker 1: Do we like it? We love We're valley girls through
Speaker 1: and three. We are real. Don't thinking about us. We
Speaker 1: love parking. Okay, get at it. I am renne. Okay.
Speaker 1: So we started Passenger here early title about I'm actually
Speaker 1: not allowed to drive. Really basically everybody's like reviews, which
Speaker 1: I think is we get homophobic. But that being said,
Speaker 1: mommy parks well Valet because Park it's giving Laton. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's actually a lot of crossover. People aren't talking about it. Well,
Speaker 1: that's what we're here to talk about. That's what we're
Speaker 1: here to talk about, the things people don't talk about enough.
Speaker 1: And Whitney being a good driver. It's also giving Whitney. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's on brand for sure. The dynamics are all thrown off.
Speaker 1: At the end of season two, I have to say,
Speaker 1: I mean we are thrust forward into a show that
Speaker 1: I mean honestly, and also congrats on the renewal. That's
Speaker 1: amazing and I honestly the show is a blast to watch.
Speaker 1: It's so funny. I love like performance, very clear closeness
Speaker 1: between you guys, Like it's really really fun. Is it
Speaker 1: fun to do? It must be. I mean, look at
Speaker 1: the two of you glowing. We don't well trust first
Speaker 1: of all threats tell yeah, it's super fun. We also
Speaker 1: just like get to hang out all day, which is ideal. Um. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and we we just have a silly goofy time. We
Speaker 1: really did you hang out in cute outfits? Your costume
Speaker 1: designer is sorry, that was actually just as harmonizing. Again,
Speaker 1: that didn't mean anything, No, no, yeah, that's true. Not
Speaker 1: much true. Did y'all meet on the show. Yes, this
Speaker 1: is really special because there is such an energy. I
Speaker 1: can feel it through the screen. Girls. Don't lose that,
Speaker 1: don't lose that. Don't lose that in this town. Don't
Speaker 1: you lose that. We had many bits realizing the all
Speaker 1: very visual. So I don't know, I don't know. I
Speaker 1: don't read on the podcast, podcast our visual medium. We've
Speaker 1: been we say podcast our visual medium. Okay, okay, so
Speaker 1: they're kind of geting limp wristed, sort of fist up.
Speaker 1: Is that queer girl power? I stand with your sister.
Speaker 1: Someone's calling calling? Is it? Hollywood? Was another role? It
Speaker 1: was God? It was God God. Yeah, he said, do
Speaker 1: you need me? God? Is he? God? Is he? They
Speaker 1: described what what was the first because Matt and I
Speaker 1: remember the first moment of our friendship when we were
Speaker 1: like wow, like who is this? Is there an indelible
Speaker 1: memory for you to describe it? Wait? Two words? Okay,
Speaker 1: one to three? Hotel? I was gonna say, Okay, so
Speaker 1: there was a residence in, and the residence in is
Speaker 1: a huge part of culture. I mean, we have all
Speaker 1: stayed there. So when you say residents in, everyone listening
Speaker 1: knows that exactly. We can see it, we can feel,
Speaker 1: we can almost taste it. So what's happening? Fill in
Speaker 1: the scene. The scene is he's like, Hey, do you
Speaker 1: want to come over? Do you want to hang out?
Speaker 1: And mind you, I'm a fan, right, I'm a Broadway girl,
Speaker 1: throw and through, So I'm like, okay, great, let's do
Speaker 1: it out. Not that I know that when I was
Speaker 1: coming over to her hotel room, it was going to
Speaker 1: be her crying for three hours and telling me every
Speaker 1: traumatic thing that's ever happened to her. And that was
Speaker 1: that was that. Yeah, it really was because also like
Speaker 1: we were so we were in this hotel and this
Speaker 1: was December and we're actually technically like we're breaking by
Speaker 1: seeing each other. And I was so fucking scared to
Speaker 1: be here. We both moved to l A for the show.
Speaker 1: It was just like anxiety. So it was like a
Speaker 1: new experience because you guys are it's like the first
Speaker 1: big show for you guys, you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: Like you're putting it out there in a major way
Speaker 1: and like it was going to be a breakthrough and
Speaker 1: you guys knew it because it's Mindy Kaling. It's like
Speaker 1: big budget tbh, you know what I mean. There's a
Speaker 1: lot going on at HBO Max like etcetera. So that's
Speaker 1: like all happening. Yeah, and then there was also the
Speaker 1: out of respect of like COVID, and those were like
Speaker 1: getting canceled up in right SHOs, we're not happening, and
Speaker 1: so we fully believe that we weren't actually even going
Speaker 1: to make a show until we showed up, you know,
Speaker 1: on day one, and they were putting us in costumes work. Okay,
Speaker 1: I guess it is happening. Um, So there are a
Speaker 1: lot of variables there. Yeah. Sure, the costumes what you love?
Speaker 1: Obsessed with them? Jesus, Oh my god. If I could
Speaker 1: knit anything, it would be a two we'd set girl.
Speaker 1: I couldn't ye say it again but away though in
Speaker 1: a way though, if you want to say it again,
Speaker 1: please do but but but I would say that in
Speaker 1: a way. Is this sort of a college experience for
Speaker 1: you guys? I mean this is Rene's like full college experience.
Speaker 1: This is like, yeah, I mean educated now. I said
Speaker 1: this to you in Miami. But Joel can Booster, Brandon,
Speaker 1: Scott Jones and I were at the Jimmy Awards that
Speaker 1: Renee was at really was I'm sorry. Yeah, winner, it does.
Speaker 1: It does kind of make you like an instant like
Speaker 1: celebrity in the world of like Broadway theater. Though, wouldn't
Speaker 1: you say it is so wild? It's a cult. I've
Speaker 1: said it before. I'll say it again. It's a cult.
Speaker 1: It's a cult. But do you draw a straight line
Speaker 1: from Okay, so here you are this North Carolinian slay
Speaker 1: as slay first of all, a tar heel through and through,
Speaker 1: a tar heel through and through you. Jimmy it up.
Speaker 1: You blank your mean girls, you blank, there's COVID, you
Speaker 1: blank your on sex lives you meet Aliah. Yeah, that's amazing.
Speaker 1: I believe in the unit birds. I believe in the universe,
Speaker 1: and I think that somewhere along the lines, two people
Speaker 1: were born, right, one of those people was born and
Speaker 1: and the other one of those people was born in
Speaker 1: the year two thousand, So you were two thousand and
Speaker 1: you were Okay, So basically we're talking to people that
Speaker 1: are the same age as Titanic, and like, what's a
Speaker 1: two thousand film? It's that sort of Titanic crouching tiger
Speaker 1: meeting that we all have that Yeah, what do you
Speaker 1: mean what does that mean? I think it just really
Speaker 1: sinks in to the soul for me. Do you want
Speaker 1: to explain though? So what year is which that you're
Speaker 1: talking about? This is gen z of it all. I'm
Speaker 1: I'm cussed, I'm not, but you're but you're getting Z.
Speaker 1: You ask because I thought I was in the Some
Speaker 1: people were like, no, you're not. You're giving millennial and
Speaker 1: I was like, what bad? But I don't know. No,
Speaker 1: you're you're Z. But you're also a grandmother. Becca has
Speaker 1: corrected us and said, I feel that you're so gen Z.
Speaker 1: You just are like that's why, grandma. Yeah. But the
Speaker 1: way Leah was talking to Doug was very gen Z,
Speaker 1: being like, look, we don't have a microphone, we don't
Speaker 1: have headphones like this is and it was. It was
Speaker 1: the coolest thing I've ever seen. Take me, that's actually true.
Speaker 1: No I didn't read it that way, No, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: it was inspiring. I'm awestrack. Oh thanks, I can teach you.
Speaker 1: Because Bowen and I asked millennials are big apologizers were like, sorry, sorry, sorry,
Speaker 1: honest I was before I met Renee. Renee will walk
Speaker 1: into anything and look at like the head exact of HB.
Speaker 1: And be like, hey, bitch, what's up? And I'm like, oh, dear,
Speaker 1: I understand or should just be like, oh dad, what's
Speaker 1: going on? Yeah? It will serve you well, It will
Speaker 1: serve you very well. Fun. It's fun, especially because like
Speaker 1: I just like, I don't know, man, I think like
Speaker 1: I don't know even that even that, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean, even that what is that energy? And I
Speaker 1: could never and Bowen could never Bowen and I could
Speaker 1: never have I don't know man energy about someone in
Speaker 1: a position of power, I don't know man energy is
Speaker 1: a front runner for title of up at this point. Yeah,
Speaker 1: here's the thing. Okay, if you like walk up to
Speaker 1: like I don't know who is daddy of HBO, right,
Speaker 1: but like whoever is daddy HBO? Like okay, you got
Speaker 1: there and we can get here. Hey, girl, like playing field,
Speaker 1: be realistic. What did you do this morning? You woke
Speaker 1: up just the same as me. You woke up Stobs
Speaker 1: to an episode of zombie television that he actually put
Speaker 1: on the air. By the way, this is energy synergy. Yeah,
Speaker 1: this is network's energy and we love it. So you
Speaker 1: meet basically trauma bonding in a hotel room. Yeah, did
Speaker 1: you sort of speak the language that Renee was speaking
Speaker 1: when she was sobbing. Were you ready to receive that?
Speaker 1: Are you sort of open to that? Astrologically? What's happening here? Oh? Interesting? Yeah?
Speaker 1: Well I'm a cancer. I'm Capricorn. Yeah, so capricorn. You're right? Um,
Speaker 1: And I am often the like therapist friends like, I'm
Speaker 1: often and I encourage it. Honestly, I do, really do.
Speaker 1: I do dig sometimes, but I'm the friend that's like
Speaker 1: to tell me, what are you actually happy? Yeah, and
Speaker 1: then we'll go in, Oh my god, but you take
Speaker 1: care of you? Right? Well, who's taking care of you?
Speaker 1: I have started going to pottery and that has been
Speaker 1: my new way of taking care of myself. Although my
Speaker 1: friends would disagree that that's not an actual thing. No,
Speaker 1: I agree, I disagree, Yeah, I think it is an
Speaker 1: actual thing. Macky on the other hand, literally, our friend Mackey,
Speaker 1: he was also on College Girls, literally went up to
Speaker 1: Alia talking about pottery and he was like, so, what
Speaker 1: are you running from? Even see friends that you've been
Speaker 1: in the pottery studio a lot, do you think you're
Speaker 1: running from something? Me? But you're correct, he was right,
Speaker 1: He was right. No, No, he's not and he's not
Speaker 1: a good form of therapy. Also, I think you take
Speaker 1: care of yourself super well. Thanks, I actually really do.
Speaker 1: It's productive and creative. You're making something. Yeah, yeah, it's great.
Speaker 1: And I can listen to law school treoths as well.
Speaker 1: I do pottery stop it it's my favorite stop. That
Speaker 1: I would be in the pottery like laughing to myself
Speaker 1: and I realized, I'm like, I look like I'm I'm
Speaker 1: cracking up at the wheel and like at the wheel
Speaker 1: we are talking to the drug. Right, Well that's fucking huge. Okay,
Speaker 1: So you meet because of the show. It's an instant
Speaker 1: fast friendship because of a trauma. Well, I feel like
Speaker 1: Layton's story in terms of her coming out journey is
Speaker 1: like very death the way both of you were able
Speaker 1: to perform that aspect of that time in your life
Speaker 1: where someone's figuring out in identity and then another person
Speaker 1: is present as a friend, like light touch but very powerful.
Speaker 1: And then for Whitney, it's like fuck this girl like
Speaker 1: got fully fucking like preyed upon or just taken advantage
Speaker 1: of by this like fun up dynamic. Yeah. Yeah. The
Speaker 1: thing that I like about it is that, like I
Speaker 1: genuinely feel like we literally just show up. That's it. Um,
Speaker 1: we literally just show them up and just like like
Speaker 1: take things from like our friendship that could like kind
Speaker 1: of tie into what we're doing, and just like put right,
Speaker 1: like our storyline is kind of tied into our lives,
Speaker 1: which I don't know if that's like intentional of the
Speaker 1: writers being like oh I heard when they say that
Speaker 1: she but like literally like that feels like when we'll
Speaker 1: show up and get the table draft and be like, oh,
Speaker 1: this is triggering Hunter, but in the best way, and
Speaker 1: in a way that feels like we have enough space
Speaker 1: from the trauma to like reenact it in a way
Speaker 1: that feels you know what I mean, that feels like
Speaker 1: it's a light touch enough, but also that we have
Speaker 1: a friend there. So like if there's ever a day
Speaker 1: we're like, we're having a tough time, which is very
Speaker 1: rare because we're in a comedy. It's like not we're
Speaker 1: not saving lives, um, But if there's ever a day
Speaker 1: we're like, that was a lot, girl. I just like
Speaker 1: look at a and we're you know, we're both there.
Speaker 1: I have tough days often it has nothing to do
Speaker 1: with the writing, but I have tough days and then
Speaker 1: there yeah, that's fair. The way that everyone supports each
Speaker 1: other as a unit, like that feels like my unit,
Speaker 1: or it feels like and the conflicts are also like
Speaker 1: I'm never like, oh, that friendship is doomed. I'm like, no,
Speaker 1: you know what, like this is working as a unit
Speaker 1: and they're having a moment. But it did get me
Speaker 1: to think about like my own college experience and like
Speaker 1: I don't think I have any friends from freshman year,
Speaker 1: but do you have any friends from freshman year? Still? Um,
Speaker 1: like I said, thirty two year old, I have friends
Speaker 1: from like doing comedy obviously, but they were they were
Speaker 1: upper classmen. No one from freshman year. No one really,
Speaker 1: no one from freshman year. But wait yeah, yah is
Speaker 1: completely like the opposite. Yeah really Yes, I went to
Speaker 1: Michigan for musical theater, so that's just like that there, yes, there,
Speaker 1: let's just drop that in the ether. Yeah. So there
Speaker 1: was only twenty of us in the class in Michigan
Speaker 1: at the time. Where I entered was still very like
Speaker 1: an episode of Glee, Like you have the upper classman,
Speaker 1: you have the juniors, like every class has a role,
Speaker 1: and when you are freshman, you are nothing, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean? So we all kind of like looking
Speaker 1: to each other like, you know, should we be here,
Speaker 1: Like what's going on? Um? And then we became sophomorees together,
Speaker 1: and then we became you know what I mean, so
Speaker 1: like we kind of enmed up the ranks of the Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's like a totally different experience, experience, very specific and unique.
Speaker 1: So I have a lot of friends for my freshman year.
Speaker 1: So like one of our best friends I grew up
Speaker 1: with doing theater. Caroline's weird, a weird sort of thing
Speaker 1: that happened, which act how we were technically introduced to
Speaker 1: each other. Yes, okay, let's I went to college with
Speaker 1: a friend of mine who is now my producing partner.
Speaker 1: His name is Thomas. We were classmates and then very
Speaker 1: quickly he was like, oh, I'm not gonna be an actor.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be a producer. And I was like what
Speaker 1: is that? Um? And went through the whole thing together
Speaker 1: and then graduated and I booked college girls and enabled
Speaker 1: to college girls, and weirdly he was like, oh hey,
Speaker 1: he told Renee was like, Okay, my one of my
Speaker 1: classmate's gonna be in your show. You're gonna love her.
Speaker 1: And then he was up staying at my house in
Speaker 1: l A while we were working on the show, and
Speaker 1: I was like, Oh, Renee's gonna come over for dinner.
Speaker 1: And I was like, oh, my friend Thomas is here.
Speaker 1: She was like Thomas loud and I was like yeah.
Speaker 1: And then the entire night they just like chatted about
Speaker 1: high school like North Carolina and oh my gotten, which,
Speaker 1: to be clear, let's talk about a cult that's I've
Speaker 1: never been with more ship in my life than I
Speaker 1: was in the Charlotte theater scene speaking out about it
Speaker 1: and speaking out about it now because justice, O, God,
Speaker 1: it's crazy. Is that the Tommy two Awards or No,
Speaker 1: that's not, That's Houston. I guess I have questions about, like,
Speaker 1: so when you refer to it as this like high octane,
Speaker 1: intense thing like and the where you have put through
Speaker 1: a lot, like I was always wondering, like how a
Speaker 1: high school like funnels someone even into the Jimmy Awards.
Speaker 1: Is that because it starts as a really intense atmosphere
Speaker 1: like and those are like the people that we're seeing
Speaker 1: at the Jimmy Awards who have been through like a
Speaker 1: theater boot camp. In a way, I think it's all
Speaker 1: over the place. The reason that Charlotte was so intense
Speaker 1: for me. Specifically was the mother's literally there there were yeah, no,
Speaker 1: and let's let's get into it. Okay, because let's get
Speaker 1: into it. I was I was a you know, I
Speaker 1: was a junior in high school and we were doing
Speaker 1: this like musical and I had a friend come to
Speaker 1: me and say that there were these three girls moms
Speaker 1: who had a running group chat talking shit about me
Speaker 1: coming to this school and being in the show. So
Speaker 1: I was like, Okay, it's on, let's go. So basically
Speaker 1: what happened was I transferred to this musical theater high
Speaker 1: school because I knew a Broadway actor and an amazing
Speaker 1: fucking being. Eva Nobles had gone Star Star Star, He
Speaker 1: had gone to this high school, and so I wanted
Speaker 1: to do the same thing because I didn't want to
Speaker 1: go to college and I wanted to live in New
Speaker 1: York and do me. So then the Jimmy's became a thing.
Speaker 1: But yeah, theater's crazy. Yeah the moms, though, did moms
Speaker 1: motivate anything? Is that how they fit into this? Like
Speaker 1: I fucking sometimes moms can be the worst. I wish
Speaker 1: you could see my face right now because I'm snarling
Speaker 1: on the podcast. I wish you could see my um.
Speaker 1: I don't know. Can we all just like take a moment,
Speaker 1: because I know we all want to get this out.
Speaker 1: We've all had tough mornings. We need to snarl, and
Speaker 1: we all just let's just take three seconds to just
Speaker 1: snow already go. That did something for me. I want
Speaker 1: that felt good? Right? Feel better? My pulse is racing
Speaker 1: and I don't know what I've heard Kimberly A Kimbell better.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, the way it's been theater on theater.
Speaker 1: We had Bonnie Milligan on last week. We have y'all
Speaker 1: too now. They love her, incredible theater moms. I don't
Speaker 1: know if it's that they motivated me. I think it's
Speaker 1: that I was like, oh my god, not these like
Speaker 1: forty plus year old women being mad at a teenager. Okay, bitch, fine,
Speaker 1: come on. Because that's also when you get the idea
Speaker 1: that just because someone is an adult and should know better,
Speaker 1: they don't. And it's like that in the industry. It's
Speaker 1: like that amongst people, and it's it's actually good and formative.
Speaker 1: A smart team can look around and be like, oh,
Speaker 1: I had that moment in high school. I'm sure that
Speaker 1: we all have people readers listening. Are all like the
Speaker 1: first time you realized that an adult was a funk
Speaker 1: up and you in front of a train. That's a
Speaker 1: big moment because, let me tell you, age doesn't mean
Speaker 1: you're mature. Times you end up being the kid. We're
Speaker 1: gonna at least some real trauma right now. So he's
Speaker 1: going to ran it back in. We're pulling it out.
Speaker 1: This is what both of you are giving right now.
Speaker 1: I don't know, man, it's I don't know, man. Oh yeah,
Speaker 1: it's so aspirational. I hear like, oh my god, who
Speaker 1: is h's at at a girl? How are you coming
Speaker 1: to the stage? I don't know, man. Wait, Okay, So
Speaker 1: as we sort of transport back in time, I feel
Speaker 1: it's appropriate to ask the question. Yes, it's appropriate. Are
Speaker 1: we calling you yahya? Is not just a you guys.
Speaker 1: It is the thing that Renee has made a thing. Yeah.
Speaker 1: I'm not sure how I feel about it, to be
Speaker 1: perfectly frank, Okay, So thank you for giving me a
Speaker 1: platform I've never been asked. There is no bigger play
Speaker 1: there there was no consent, and then there was never
Speaker 1: consent to use yaya, no send me to be named
Speaker 1: Telly Tubby, incredible friend and you and your identity has
Speaker 1: changed and the shifted. Wait, Renee, are you the nickname friend,
Speaker 1: because that's how I am with this one. Renee's the
Speaker 1: mad alias Bowen. Yeah, it's a heavy burden, but just
Speaker 1: so you know, it's joyful life. Rene my back, it's like,
Speaker 1: oh my god, Like you know, sometimes I like say
Speaker 1: nick names from other people though you do? Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: I actually stole you stole that one, did, Yeah, from
Speaker 1: my best friend from from the Sisterhood. That's a real
Speaker 1: millennial joke. Yeah, that's the millennial joke now, and don't
Speaker 1: worry about it anyway, don't worry. I loved it, Sisterhood.
Speaker 1: I love the joke. I love the reference. I loved
Speaker 1: And now there's multiple ones though, can I bring up
Speaker 1: the other one? What's the other one? Yes? Oh yeah,
Speaker 1: there's a little yet, yeh. I say, y'all, when you
Speaker 1: love someone, you can call them anything that's not like me,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? When you love some one
Speaker 1: like both Bowen will be bobis bobiseet. Sometimes he'll just
Speaker 1: be another name like Cheryl or Lauren, and then sometimes
Speaker 1: he'll be Ritaina, Trina. That's just my mom's name of Regina.
Speaker 1: Something I like for about when is Collette. I love
Speaker 1: to reard to bonas Collette's. Yeah, and so there's just
Speaker 1: many different things you can call someone that you love.
Speaker 1: We have a friend named Leanne who's my best one
Speaker 1: from college, who we referred to as Vivian just because
Speaker 1: you know, my good But when when we wake up
Speaker 1: in the morning, I like some it depends on how
Speaker 1: good we're feeling. Like. I'll usually like hit Leah, I'll
Speaker 1: be like, good morning, my little muffin pussy princess. How
Speaker 1: I'm like, let let's start go baby clean? So much? Yes, yes,
Speaker 1: it truly communicates so many ideas, like what if Matt
Speaker 1: text me and goes hi Grisha, I'm like, I know
Speaker 1: what mood he is, g r e C I a
Speaker 1: Grisa and I don't know that, but I know that. Yeah,
Speaker 1: well you know, let's I want to like really like
Speaker 1: comfiently for a second. You do know that, babe, I
Speaker 1: know that I don't know that. Oh yeah, what was
Speaker 1: the and this is this is a big moment. What
Speaker 1: was the culture that made you say culture was for you?
Speaker 1: It is your time to answer the question. Oh my gosh, Okay,
Speaker 1: there were many things I'm trying to down. I I
Speaker 1: really have thought about this a lot. Okay, there's two things.
Speaker 1: The first thing, you know me. The first is extreme
Speaker 1: makeover home edition. Move that bus. People lives were changed
Speaker 1: because people don't say that, and that's a real culture.
Speaker 1: That's really what was that again? When that bus moved,
Speaker 1: people with lives were changed. I completely agree, could not
Speaker 1: agree more. My life has changed when that bus moved
Speaker 1: every single time, every time, and now that's how I
Speaker 1: see the world. I'm like, oh, there's a problem. Just
Speaker 1: move that bus. Yeah, just move that bus. Well, if
Speaker 1: you do the work, you can move the bus. But
Speaker 1: if you haven't done the work and you move the bus,
Speaker 1: it's going to be the same image, the same old
Speaker 1: shabby house. It takes a community, it takes a community
Speaker 1: coming together, right. So that's the first thing that person
Speaker 1: that can actually I'm sick. The second would be, um,
Speaker 1: there's a mode that I was gifted when I was
Speaker 1: ten and it was beyond says uh. The Beyonce Experience
Speaker 1: live her performance on her birthday at what was formerly
Speaker 1: known as a Staple Center in two thousand and seven.
Speaker 1: That is like a two hour long, just full pro
Speaker 1: shot of her concert. That's about seven costume changes in
Speaker 1: there's a dream Girls section. Jay Z comes out, Michelle
Speaker 1: and Kelly come out, like it just when I tell you,
Speaker 1: ten year old me watched that on a loop maybe
Speaker 1: once a week, impossitive. I remember this one because this
Speaker 1: was this was when dream Girls was like just the
Speaker 1: year before, and it was like a moment and it
Speaker 1: was like, I remember she was referring to referring to
Speaker 1: it at the time as the role of her career. Yes,
Speaker 1: and he turned twenty six. Can you think about that?
Speaker 1: And that just that made me who I am? I
Speaker 1: think that's crazy? Yeah, I mean, that's that. The thing
Speaker 1: about that era is that when it was truly leveling
Speaker 1: up and we did not know how many times it would,
Speaker 1: but that was like we've been calling her like the
Speaker 1: greatest entertainer that's alive since even before that, like like
Speaker 1: two six, it really started and then it was like
Speaker 1: gets disrespected, disrespected? It does? It does The new discography
Speaker 1: like kind of makes people think that the day is
Speaker 1: not number one and they will always one, which is
Speaker 1: they forget about ringing the alarm, they forget they forget
Speaker 1: about freakum dress. They forget, they forget. Get me body,
Speaker 1: Get me body body. Yeah, the extended version also the
Speaker 1: one on on the live recorded like two thousand and
Speaker 1: one year was that eleven? I think, Okay, I'm from Houston.
Speaker 1: Beyonce is like my god, so I don't imagine that's
Speaker 1: my thing. And I was in Dubai, but I won't
Speaker 1: go into that. I won't speak on that for the record.
Speaker 1: I was in Dubai. You you were in Dubai for
Speaker 1: the performance I was, baby, you were in concert? Was there?
Speaker 1: But you can you can't talk about it? No, I
Speaker 1: mean it's controversy. What do you mean to talk about
Speaker 1: it because of the controversial Okay, here's the deal here.
Speaker 1: Of course, I thought we were going to mention all
Speaker 1: on lost Coach. I guess not. I guess even gets afraid.
Speaker 1: I guess. I guess you will never walk up to
Speaker 1: HBO exact and say I don't know man, because you
Speaker 1: couldn't even walk up too. I could do it. I could.
Speaker 1: We'd be here all day, baby, strip away that come on.
Speaker 1: Here's the deal, the no phones rule. I have a
Speaker 1: theory about it, Okay. My theory is that there was
Speaker 1: an intentional. What they gave you to put your phone
Speaker 1: in was a zipper pouch, like a pencil pouch that
Speaker 1: you would use in middle school. Right. There was no lock.
Speaker 1: There was no yonder, no blue, no nothing. It was
Speaker 1: a ziplock bag that said, hey, put your phone in
Speaker 1: there for the show. Of course you're not going to
Speaker 1: keep your it was it was it was to give
Speaker 1: people talk. No, no, it was a fabric. It was
Speaker 1: either the hotel was like leak it girl at a
Speaker 1: press for us, or yourself was like this will be
Speaker 1: good for because I'm not doing any renaissance babe, like
Speaker 1: build up the hype for the tour. Both are so true.
Speaker 1: It was when you will not be silenced. No, I'm
Speaker 1: really glad that you're taking this opportunity. And that's all
Speaker 1: I say about I didn't know there. I did not
Speaker 1: know that. Yeah, there was. They had like a letter
Speaker 1: in your rooms that said, like for tonight's VIP performance,
Speaker 1: like please be your phone's way, and then on the
Speaker 1: night you're sitting in like a restaurant dud. I was
Speaker 1: the craziest experience in my life and I'll never forget.
Speaker 1: It was just weird. Go put at a table at
Speaker 1: dinner with Tassia the bachelorette for her mother. Like they
Speaker 1: just paired us with two random people and it happened
Speaker 1: to be Tasia and her mother. So imagine imagine being
Speaker 1: me in center myself really quick. No, imagine the white
Speaker 1: bisexual speak. I was, so, I'm in Europe and I'm
Speaker 1: getting like real time updates from Leia and like every
Speaker 1: now and again, like I would get updates, and I
Speaker 1: was like, I wonder if I should call someone, like
Speaker 1: if this is a call for help. But I knew
Speaker 1: things were okay. When I got a video of Aliah
Speaker 1: and Taitia, I was like, oh, yeah, anything I could
Speaker 1: have ever met. It was so unbelievably fancy for no reason.
Speaker 1: Like you're sitting at dinner, it's me, Thomas, Tashia and
Speaker 1: her mother. A man walks up and he's like, I
Speaker 1: will escort you to the performance now, and we're like, okay,
Speaker 1: follow us. We follow this man through a quarter down
Speaker 1: a hall. We're outside, we're inside, we're in an elevator,
Speaker 1: we're up some stairs, like we don't know where we're going.
Speaker 1: They hand us these like blue or pink pins that
Speaker 1: we put on our lapels, and then a little bag
Speaker 1: and they say put your phones away now, and they
Speaker 1: walk us over and we're just sitting there. There's a
Speaker 1: full stage obviously the phones have come out of the pouch,
Speaker 1: like we're not right, but I have to make it
Speaker 1: to the show my life Wow. And it was. It
Speaker 1: was a great performance. It was incredible, and I personally
Speaker 1: am such a fan that there was no renaissance, like
Speaker 1: I want to see renaissance when I see Yeah, I agree,
Speaker 1: agree saying I care, I want to hear. I want
Speaker 1: to hear thank you. I want to thank you. And
Speaker 1: she's not gonna sing like a queer ass motherfucking album
Speaker 1: in du bob, you know what I'm saying. Yeah, Yeah,
Speaker 1: she knew, she knew. And there's something about just seeing
Speaker 1: that woman live truly, you are fucking floating above yourself
Speaker 1: the entire damn time. How many times have you seen her? Like?
Speaker 1: What was this in the grand scheme of like Beyonce
Speaker 1: Live for You? This was for I'm refused in girls
Speaker 1: like her album? Yeah no, no, no, Like how many
Speaker 1: times I've seen that? I know, I know, but I'm
Speaker 1: saying the same number as her album Also A second
Speaker 1: to be Day for me? Actually before from it's Beyonce
Speaker 1: self titled for and then I do. I am a
Speaker 1: Lemonade fan like, but it gets hard because the thing
Speaker 1: is like I love b Day, but does it does
Speaker 1: exist to the bottom for me, not because any disrespect
Speaker 1: to be there, but because our other work is so
Speaker 1: fucking good. Wow, that's that's that's interesting. There's not a
Speaker 1: disrespectful word. And what I said, you look for it
Speaker 1: with the biggest magnifying glass and America disrespecting. No, I didn't. Okay,
Speaker 1: before we ask Garna the question, congrats on this tour.
Speaker 1: How has it been? These shows look incredible and of
Speaker 1: course because the songs are stunning, Oh my god, it's
Speaker 1: been so much fun. I kind of always have imagined
Speaker 1: like what like live shows and performances in my body
Speaker 1: of work would look like, but um, actually doing it
Speaker 1: is a completely different fucking beast because A I like
Speaker 1: overheat like really often, and I wasn't really thinking about that.
Speaker 1: It was like a fashion over comfort like sort of
Speaker 1: tour for me. A lot of trench coats, a lot
Speaker 1: of sweater. Yeah, and like there was a sweater in Boston.
Speaker 1: I know this isn't interact with the question, but like,
Speaker 1: this is like a specific it's giving having been styled yes,
Speaker 1: and the sweater in Boston actually blinded me and then
Speaker 1: I started choking on it because it was it was
Speaker 1: shedding and it was shedding, and I actually I was
Speaker 1: like if I pass out right now, that I kind
Speaker 1: of a moment, and so I kept going because I
Speaker 1: would have been concerned dead on the stage. Didn't be dead?
Speaker 1: How is she like own iconic post And this was
Speaker 1: my moment, Like I was like, I have to pass out.
Speaker 1: So I was like, let me keep going. But I
Speaker 1: also has a live standing witnessing this happened. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: was concerned. No, well, and then so I brought a
Speaker 1: Leah up on stage with me because you know, at
Speaker 1: the point, I'm like how much more can I go? Right?
Speaker 1: And also would it be even cuntier if like I
Speaker 1: pass out on stage and you witness my best friend
Speaker 1: maybe watch me like potentially lose my life like you
Speaker 1: would have cried upon? No, it was upon and a ploy.
Speaker 1: I do agree that I do agree that if I
Speaker 1: ever start to die, bow and should be there because
Speaker 1: they can get it on tape and that can go
Speaker 1: the other way. But it also would have been iconic.
Speaker 1: Renee how do you like lost your life there on
Speaker 1: stage and there's a moment of Aliyah sort of having
Speaker 1: intense grief and then she goes over to the mic
Speaker 1: and just goes, don't tell mamma, and to be clear, yeah,
Speaker 1: starts acoustic and everyone's sort of like, oh my god.
Speaker 1: Wait yeah, but also to because I also would have
Speaker 1: left on the state like I would I would do.
Speaker 1: It's given the last of us, Like it's like I
Speaker 1: want to be there, you know, like put me in
Speaker 1: a little coma. Oh my god. So anyway, you're slaying
Speaker 1: the tour. The EP is fucking great. I mean Colorado is,
Speaker 1: like I think, maybe my favorite. But that in Colorado
Speaker 1: Bone came out from my show that I was doing
Speaker 1: in Colorado and we were spending Colorado. We really were.
Speaker 1: But what was the culture that made you were? N
Speaker 1: raps aid culture was for you. I attribute so much
Speaker 1: of my personality, my empathy, my lack thereof my cunt,
Speaker 1: my obsessive everything is about me nature to this specifically
Speaker 1: as a kid. Two moments for me, they're both going
Speaker 1: to be housewives, franchise moment love and go off before
Speaker 1: you go there, No, thank you again for giving me
Speaker 1: the space, permission to go off the first big moment
Speaker 1: because I, as a kid with anger issues, used to
Speaker 1: throw a lot of ship and really, yeah, was everybody sure? Um?
Speaker 1: Did anybody fight me back? Yeah? They did, Yeah they did.
Speaker 1: So never forget where I was or how I felt
Speaker 1: when Teresa Judy cha table, Yeah that was that was
Speaker 1: the conversation in the rap household, the whole family talking
Speaker 1: about it, the whole family, because it was like it
Speaker 1: was a family there, like such a big moment because
Speaker 1: I was like internally like young Renee is like wow,
Speaker 1: that must have been such a relief, like unbridled physicalization
Speaker 1: of your anger. Ala taught me unbridled and bridle. I
Speaker 1: love when I hear it, no bridle, no zero briden.
Speaker 1: And then the other one is madam okay keny more
Speaker 1: and it's the twirl, It's the gone with the wind
Speaker 1: facil It's always going to sit with me like that,
Speaker 1: because again, these I understand, these are both like fighting moments.
Speaker 1: I don't know what that is saying about me. I
Speaker 1: don't know what it's not saying. I think it's more
Speaker 1: like what's between the lines here. People were taking their space.
Speaker 1: They were and hello, I was throwing things. Okay, she
Speaker 1: said she was gone with the wind fibulars, and I
Speaker 1: was like, you're so like ridiculous and also like really
Speaker 1: anti what you're saying. Yet perfect and years later still
Speaker 1: I think maybe the bar setter for maybe even what
Speaker 1: it means to be a housewife. I would say Keny
Speaker 1: Moore isn't top ten. I agree, she really has sucking
Speaker 1: And I was, I wasn't like a super big like
Speaker 1: Kenya person in the beginning because very specific, like I'm
Speaker 1: like an o G person like when new people come
Speaker 1: in and I'm like, yeah, yeah, she really ate speaking
Speaker 1: of new people. And you're going we briefly touched on
Speaker 1: the watch What Happens Live of it All where you
Speaker 1: were sitting next to Mia fucking Thornton herself had to
Speaker 1: give you your problem because and I actually I was.
Speaker 1: I was on it like two weeks after you with Candy,
Speaker 1: and I literally I meant to say on the show,
Speaker 1: shout out to Renee rap who deserves an Emmy for
Speaker 1: Best Guests in a Drama for her performance pretending that
Speaker 1: she was down with me a Thornton's antics. Thank you
Speaker 1: so much, because let me motherfucking tell you Okay, get
Speaker 1: this is what I'm saying. This is your Dubai moment,
Speaker 1: this is your The NBA has been removed. Girl. Hi,
Speaker 1: so girl, I literally like when we were talking about
Speaker 1: doing Housewives, that was like doing housewives, doing Watch what
Speaker 1: Happens Life? Right, that was like my my dream the
Speaker 1: whole life, Like there's for me. There's like a ego
Speaker 1: to it, and the w is watch what it's and
Speaker 1: so it's a go I'm sorry, type back out, I misspoke,
Speaker 1: You're right. I really wanted to do it so bad
Speaker 1: and they were like at first it was supposed to
Speaker 1: be canvas Matt, and I was like, oh no, I
Speaker 1: swear to god. I was like, well that's my bitch,
Speaker 1: like done. Like also like hello, the music industry on
Speaker 1: her shoulders, let's be really drive back. So the box
Speaker 1: of the year, the record of the year. Hello, And
Speaker 1: so I was like, okay, well, what's gonna be me?
Speaker 1: And can't it is amazing? And then there was like
Speaker 1: a change, there was a shift, a shift in the
Speaker 1: fucking set well and then all of us like, oh,
Speaker 1: well who is it and they're like it's me a
Speaker 1: thor now like radio silence, radio science. I think I
Speaker 1: forbade him said. I was like, there's no fun, but
Speaker 1: because like I again, I'm very actually didn't say that yet,
Speaker 1: but I'll bring it up again. I feel like I'm
Speaker 1: very judgmental, especially the housewives, right, well that's kind of
Speaker 1: part and Parcel I didn't die and breathe for these women,
Speaker 1: and I don't fucking like her on the show, to
Speaker 1: be clear, And so the whole night, I'm like, what
Speaker 1: am I about to say? Because although I don't want
Speaker 1: to disrespect you, like in a working environment, like I'm sure,
Speaker 1: yeah I am, so I ask anybody one thing they'll
Speaker 1: tell you about me is I'm rational. And we found
Speaker 1: that out really when you were like we show up,
Speaker 1: that's it. That's it there. And also this is something
Speaker 1: that I said that actually was so true. And this
Speaker 1: was like my recurring thing throughout the night, like this
Speaker 1: is all I said in different fonts. I was like,
Speaker 1: I love your kids. Yeah, yeah, so cute, and you
Speaker 1: know what, not you didn't tell a lie. And I
Speaker 1: will say the one thing and I even said that
Speaker 1: I think bow When I was texting, I was like,
Speaker 1: Renee Wrap is sort of slaying at sort of letting
Speaker 1: us think maybe she's down with me because but I
Speaker 1: knew intrinsically you can't be because I didn't. You didn't
Speaker 1: seem to me like a crazy person. You don't know that. Also,
Speaker 1: there's like there's like a part on the show where
Speaker 1: like I was really trying to like be like chill
Speaker 1: or whatever, and it doesn't cut to my face in
Speaker 1: this moment. But she said on the show she basically
Speaker 1: started like body shaming Robin, and I got I got
Speaker 1: piste off. She said something about like she was like, well,
Speaker 1: you know, Robin is built like Dada, And I was like,
Speaker 1: remember she said this, like you just became scum of
Speaker 1: the earth to me, bitch, she's all became. She's done. Beniah,
Speaker 1: do you agree with this? Listen? I like PiZZ personally,
Speaker 1: so not me. Not me. This also makes me the
Speaker 1: renee because I was on there all week after being
Speaker 1: like I was burning Robin's family fun party down, the
Speaker 1: family fun party. Yeah, Like I understand you. It was
Speaker 1: just so mean. I was like, that's just like, ah,
Speaker 1: that was sucked up. It was probably sucked up in
Speaker 1: my presence. I was like yeah. I was like yeah,
Speaker 1: and you know what, they probably they probably knew they
Speaker 1: were looking in the control and when they were like,
Speaker 1: oh that pisted Renee off, don't cut to Renee also
Speaker 1: like it also like t like it would have been
Speaker 1: funnier if you catch me, I think, but absolutely looking
Speaker 1: for comedy. He's got the reactions. These are all great
Speaker 1: answers from both of you. I feel like there is
Speaker 1: an interesting moment with these housewives, moments being sort of
Speaker 1: anger centered. Can I ask what your relationship with anger
Speaker 1: is now? Question? So I it's important because because I'll go,
Speaker 1: I'll go. I was kind of I have like some
Speaker 1: anger set for sure. There are shouting matches with the
Speaker 1: family that would make your head spinet all three of you.
Speaker 1: I get that, like truly, like I kind of don't
Speaker 1: recognize myself and I get and Matt's seen me and
Speaker 1: like you know, the Veneer crack, but like it's really
Speaker 1: taken a lot of work to like fully move past.
Speaker 1: I think I am mostly like beyond it. I don't know.
Speaker 1: I can't like fully say that for myself, but I'm
Speaker 1: curious about people who identify as having been angry maybe
Speaker 1: in the past, and like how they have maybe progressed
Speaker 1: from that if they want, if they would, like I'm
Speaker 1: in the thick of it. I think so like my choice,
Speaker 1: that's that's great, that's great. But yes, um, it's shifted
Speaker 1: from the things that I get angry about. Right like
Speaker 1: when I was a kid, I really really really frustrated,
Speaker 1: and I like struggling a lot mentally, right and so like,
Speaker 1: I have different areas of where my anger goes now.
Speaker 1: My anger used to come like internally and then go externally.
Speaker 1: Now I get an. This is also why Leah and
Speaker 1: I are so good together. The story of it all
Speaker 1: is going to be one of two things. One if
Speaker 1: you disrespect someone I love, or you disrespect me, or
Speaker 1: you think that you have any sort of agency over
Speaker 1: my friend space or my space, you will you will
Speaker 1: fucking hear about it. I don't care what space I'm in.
Speaker 1: I don't care. Be it professional, be it familial, I don't.
Speaker 1: I do not care. I love it, I love I
Speaker 1: don't like. I don't like the sort of like, oh,
Speaker 1: let's like keep it you know kosher here. Nope, that's
Speaker 1: not working for me. So if that's the one way,
Speaker 1: and Aliyah usually is, even if it's like, even if
Speaker 1: it's something that has happened like to you or to
Speaker 1: like one of our friends and like Elijah's like okay, okay,
Speaker 1: like mother will send to me and bring me back down.
Speaker 1: Now the b side of this, Elean, I like to
Speaker 1: go out. We need to go out. Okay, when a
Speaker 1: Lee and I go out, we do fight anyone I'm
Speaker 1: having I'm talking to range, right, what fights, Let's go
Speaker 1: to the range. Okay. There was an old woman in
Speaker 1: oh she had a coming. She was in Chicago style,
Speaker 1: she had a coming. Yeah, she was old Chicago. This
Speaker 1: just happened to me. A Kimberly, a Kimbo Kimlia Kimbo.
Speaker 1: The woman in front of me turned around. Me and
Speaker 1: my friend Patrick were laughing because it was a funny,
Speaker 1: fucking comedy musical comedy show. God for fucking bib and
Speaker 1: she turns around and scolds us, and I honestly had
Speaker 1: to like. It was a moment where I was like, look,
Speaker 1: I understand there's like the respect your elders of it all,
Speaker 1: but like, this is not tenable. This is not going
Speaker 1: to be tenable in the world. I'm very publicly I
Speaker 1: don't I don't respect your elders in me, neither any
Speaker 1: sort of things surrounding me. You're done, So it ranges
Speaker 1: from them. It's the moms. It's the moms. It's the moms.
Speaker 1: That's what it is. Just became mother in that moment
Speaker 1: with that therapy. Well was so mother now there, I
Speaker 1: was sorry. I did not mean to cut you off
Speaker 1: because these mothers didn't have it like you have it, Bowen.
Speaker 1: No one's ever made that connection until right now. So
Speaker 1: what the fuck? It's because Bowen is one of the
Speaker 1: smartest women in America. That's so true. What I do,
Speaker 1: Like Jackson Jordan herself, where are we going? Tonight's good series?
Speaker 1: I couldn't remember. You said, what was it? Trina Truce?
Speaker 1: Oh I love shar Truce, could be anything. Sharna cardamomu Sharna. Wait,
Speaker 1: so the range is okay? There was an old woman. Yeahah,
Speaker 1: she was just honestly, she just yeah, she was just right.
Speaker 1: And just the girls at the club, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean, like, oh my god, the girls at the
Speaker 1: club that sometimes I don't have the patience that man
Speaker 1: in Taco Bell in New York. Oh right, that's the club. Now, okay,
Speaker 1: you're not talking about Canty. Another one in New York,
Speaker 1: the one where you can get a cocky is Marisol
Speaker 1: would say sure, a cocky, you know, like a cocktail.
Speaker 1: What do you guys watch? You guys need to watch
Speaker 1: with Miami. I don't want to talk to you guys.
Speaker 1: I'm sorry. I don't think I can say I don't
Speaker 1: like that cocky. You can't, my god, in my cock era,
Speaker 1: if you're buying, you say cock you're not by No,
Speaker 1: you're not by I actually by people don't say cop
Speaker 1: You're so right, Thank you for bringing that up. I
Speaker 1: want to come out right now. I want to come
Speaker 1: out publicly. I want to come out as straight straight
Speaker 1: no because you stay cough. Oh, I have a good thing.
Speaker 1: They're going right, I know, I know. Back, I'm sorry.
Speaker 1: I think it's just going to be that with zero
Speaker 1: cock please, so that work straight with no car okay, okay, wait,
Speaker 1: so you two like to go out, So then to
Speaker 1: bring this full circle, you throw hands for each other.
Speaker 1: You throw hands for each other, which I respect. I
Speaker 1: would fight for Matt. I literally like, there's some guys
Speaker 1: in bones life who if they ever if they ever
Speaker 1: act away, they've acted in the past, They're going to
Speaker 1: see Long Island pop all the way out. And when
Speaker 1: I say Long Island pop all the way out, I
Speaker 1: mean real male me. And then when it's about to
Speaker 1: get physical, eyeback off. But you're just like immediately physical.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, Nicky, I forgot about nick Well you
Speaker 1: have time, it'll it'll come, Your chance will come. That's
Speaker 1: gonna be her. I don't think so. Oh ship some
Speaker 1: girl named went down in Miami tell us. Yeah, this
Speaker 1: was not even We weren't out. We weren't We were
Speaker 1: getting a car. We were getting a rental car. Mind
Speaker 1: you at the Herb. Yeah, we were at the Herb. Yeah.
Speaker 1: I want to Nicky. Nikki, if you're listening there, fucking
Speaker 1: tune in. We're still not it. And I hope you
Speaker 1: had a happy fucking New Year. So Nikki at the
Speaker 1: Miami hurts something. One thing we've done on this podcast
Speaker 1: many times is named people and their place of work. Yeah,
Speaker 1: we have gotten for it. So just so Nikki at
Speaker 1: the Miami hurts, how could she improve? No, they deserve this. Well,
Speaker 1: there was an altercation that went on. There were quite
Speaker 1: a few applications and we took different approaches. So different
Speaker 1: here is our tactic as active. Okay, when one tactic
Speaker 1: doesn't work, you choose another. Yeah, and you've got to
Speaker 1: keep it going. So Nikki had a problem with the car.
Speaker 1: We decided to drive often. She said, you can't take
Speaker 1: that one. We said why, and she didn't really have
Speaker 1: a reason. She had no real reason. She was just like, um,
Speaker 1: that's not one that you can take. I said, that's
Speaker 1: not gonna work for me. Girl. We're already in the car,
Speaker 1: we're already pull we're trying to pull out. We're at
Speaker 1: the gate. You know, all she've got to do is
Speaker 1: press the button, lift the lever, and we're on our
Speaker 1: merry way right. Yeah, she decides to halt traffic. There's
Speaker 1: a line building up behind us. She said, I gotta
Speaker 1: call my supervisor. You can't take the car. We decide
Speaker 1: in that moment, literally with our friends, we decide, let's
Speaker 1: employ every every pull every trick out of the bag.
Speaker 1: Because also, I feel like most times, like I go
Speaker 1: from zero to tend so quickly. And I was like,
Speaker 1: I'm trying to be like a bit mature, like I'm
Speaker 1: on a trip with my friends right now. Like I
Speaker 1: was like, let me like until y'all are ready for
Speaker 1: me to go, And that was the words that was used.
Speaker 1: Renee was in the back seat. I was in the
Speaker 1: front seat. Our friend Thomas was He's so he was
Speaker 1: negotiating right like he was giving her, well, you know,
Speaker 1: I have the receipt right here, like I've already paid
Speaker 1: for the car. Just he was giving that. I decide
Speaker 1: my attact is gonna be tears here. I'm gonna give
Speaker 1: you cry. I'm gonna give you like this, mind you.
Speaker 1: This is going on like fifteen minutes, and you know
Speaker 1: it's like a long time. She's directed traffic around us
Speaker 1: because she wants us to get out of this car.
Speaker 1: All of our luggage is in the car. We are
Speaker 1: in the car. So I decide, I'm gonna give you
Speaker 1: so stressed out, like I just can't handle conflicts like whatever,
Speaker 1: Renee in the backseat goes, just let me know when
Speaker 1: you'll want me to go, and I'll go. That's all
Speaker 1: that was said. And I look at her as nicky
Speaker 1: As walked off to get her manager, and I was like,
Speaker 1: all right, Renee go in that moment. Renee, she's impulsive,
Speaker 1: but she's smart. She throws a hood over her head.
Speaker 1: She said, I'm incognita. I was like, I was like,
Speaker 1: Jama will not get me here, No, not today, not
Speaker 1: in Miami. At the hurts Nonna like Renee wrappit the
Speaker 1: hurts absolutely acting violence a non plays a non place,
Speaker 1: and it was just that Renee hops out of the
Speaker 1: car and I think with the breeze, like pops out
Speaker 1: of the car. Within three seconds. All I remember was
Speaker 1: Nicky saying, whoa, why are you pulling up on me?
Speaker 1: And Renee said, I'm gonna pull him up on you, bitch,
Speaker 1: and then my vision went black. I immediately was in
Speaker 1: crisis mode. I thought, sure and this would be thrown
Speaker 1: Nicky did. And then we got out. So this is
Speaker 1: what happened. I said, why are you in their? Babe
Speaker 1: outside going okay, you want to be in there? It
Speaker 1: got really cut out of the park, was everything paperwork wise,
Speaker 1: and we got the car. We got the car, and
Speaker 1: then we went to Disney World. Oh my god, happy ending,
Speaker 1: a literal happy ending at the happiest place on earth.
Speaker 1: What was the favorite ride at Disney World of the Galaxy?
Speaker 1: Bitch the way I just did it? Oh my god,
Speaker 1: Oh my god. The Guardians. It used to be Avatar,
Speaker 1: but she's she's not hitting the way she used to.
Speaker 1: It's because now the Guardians, Cosmic Rewind is there, and
Speaker 1: so how can you go do that and then go
Speaker 1: to Avatar and like it hit the same it well
Speaker 1: it will hit. So Bowen has not been down to
Speaker 1: go to Epcot to go do the Guardians of the
Speaker 1: Galaxy cosmic rewine, but we have had a very sort
Speaker 1: of cathartic experience on a metric ton of edibles on
Speaker 1: Avatar Flight of Passive. Me and it's ober okay. When
Speaker 1: I first went, it's like right when they had first
Speaker 1: opened it. Me and my friend Dylany, who you need
Speaker 1: to meet, and we'll love to wake up at the
Speaker 1: aspract John wait outside the gate, take like two full
Speaker 1: like ten milli grand edibles and wait in the line.
Speaker 1: At this point we were just like girls waiting in lines,
Speaker 1: you know, like we used to do um and we're
Speaker 1: in that line for like three hours. High as hell.
Speaker 1: I've never been under my life, Right was everything? Did
Speaker 1: you cry? I have a video off after and our
Speaker 1: manager Olivia cried. It was so pretty that moment when
Speaker 1: you sit in the cave, think about that an Avatar,
Speaker 1: an Avatar flight of passage, you get in the cave,
Speaker 1: there's a moment where you pull up into the cave
Speaker 1: and you sort of sit in the cave, and there's
Speaker 1: just a moment where you're on a Disney ride that's
Speaker 1: supposed to do things, but you're just really, quite frankly,
Speaker 1: just sitting in the cave. But you pulled up in
Speaker 1: the cave and then you see Renee rapid Hood going,
Speaker 1: I'm not pulling up on your bitch. It was the
Speaker 1: height of the ride that was missing, screaming Nicky in
Speaker 1: the cave, Nicky oh Man, Nicky's not Nikki? Why though,
Speaker 1: I need to understand why why did you have to
Speaker 1: become a villain on Lost Culture? It's worse than what
Speaker 1: you have? What do you have to say? What do
Speaker 1: you have to say? Leah, people hurt people? And Nikki
Speaker 1: she was having a bad day and she projected I
Speaker 1: have empathy now in space. I actually was likely projecting something.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna say, this has been a long January. We've
Speaker 1: really definitely been jerked out of There's been a lot
Speaker 1: going on, and when it comes to venting, frustrations actually
Speaker 1: come to the right place because we have a segment
Speaker 1: for that and we have arrived at the time where
Speaker 1: it's time to expel demons in one minute fashion. Bow,
Speaker 1: I don't think so, honey, how would you describe it?
Speaker 1: I can't do a better job than you just said.
Speaker 1: It is a true exorcism. Your head is spinning, you
Speaker 1: are croaking in a vocal fry, calling your mother the
Speaker 1: worst things you can possibly call someone, while priest is,
Speaker 1: you know, screaming, Well you're really you're going with the
Speaker 1: exorcist thing. Well I heard you say expelled demons, and
Speaker 1: I was like, yes, Linda Blair were like, Linda Fag,
Speaker 1: all right, so let's listen. That's boone, Linda Fag. I
Speaker 1: have something. I have something. This is Matt Rogers's I
Speaker 1: don't think so, honey. His time starts it now, I
Speaker 1: don't think so, honey. How the funk am I supposed
Speaker 1: to eat mushrooms now after watching The Last of Us?
Speaker 1: Because everyone's head becomes a fucking mushroom. And let me
Speaker 1: tell you something, as someone who enjoys us mushroom with
Speaker 1: a steak dinner, I love mushrooms. And now every time
Speaker 1: I'm trying to eat a mushroom of the food varietal,
Speaker 1: not consuming of the drug virietal, I'll be looking down
Speaker 1: on my plate and I'll be seeing lush gushi zombie
Speaker 1: villains from the Last of us also the last of
Speaker 1: us in general. I don't think so, honey, that now
Speaker 1: to be part of the not only cultural conversation, I
Speaker 1: have to watch this zombie show that is scary, but
Speaker 1: now to be part of queer discussion and discourse, I
Speaker 1: have to watch this. I'm scared. I don't think so, honey.
Speaker 1: Me ever, not being scared of a TV show lives
Speaker 1: of college girls, I'm doing jump scares, honey. Sometimes one
Speaker 1: of these guys will come out, one of these college
Speaker 1: kids with the body of a thirty two year old
Speaker 1: man in West Hollywood, and I'll be squooked. She's sucking
Speaker 1: her neighbor. And the one I might excuse me that
Speaker 1: is a Shawn Cordy poine store, not anyone at this
Speaker 1: Ivy League college. I don't think so, honey. And that's
Speaker 1: one minute. The theatus are all in West Hollywood, They're
Speaker 1: all living in Hollywood each other. They look like Marvel superheroes,
Speaker 1: and you know they're all from we he They all
Speaker 1: be fucking each other and I want to see that
Speaker 1: show too. Also, yeah, you rose awareness for something very
Speaker 1: specific there that all all the men at this college
Speaker 1: look like they're fifty. The important when you're doing a
Speaker 1: high school or college show. I think too is it's
Speaker 1: like in order for everyone to like, really, fuck you
Speaker 1: got a cast thirty two year olds or else what.
Speaker 1: This is one of the most sexless times in media.
Speaker 1: And thank god for college girls for being out there
Speaker 1: showing fucking It's as horny as I was. I used
Speaker 1: to have to leave class to go jack off when
Speaker 1: I was in college. When I was a freshman in college,
Speaker 1: i'd be in physical pain. Not any more, honey, now
Speaker 1: that kids are yanking it in lectures in front of
Speaker 1: the teacher ranking crank what your friend? Oh, there's whispering
Speaker 1: each other's ears it mommy, okay, okay, god, oh my god.
Speaker 1: And every best friendship is one that's PR and and
Speaker 1: they say, can we release this information? I think you're
Speaker 1: a PR. It's just totally fine. I also like I
Speaker 1: look up to these sort of of people like it's
Speaker 1: like a it's like an idolizing thing. Our friends um
Speaker 1: to the Eiffel Tower under the everybody that all the
Speaker 1: time like they're secret night with me. Yeah, Like that's
Speaker 1: kind of the biggest torus destinations in the world. People
Speaker 1: come from far and wide to simply look at that
Speaker 1: it's a fun right underneath it is an I d
Speaker 1: G A F energy that is really aspirational. I don't know, man, yeah,
Speaker 1: I don't know. Man. Let me guess they're hot. Yeah yeah,
Speaker 1: yeah yeah. Anyway, I can't really eat mushrooms anymore. Um,
Speaker 1: so that's why I don't think, so honey, Bowen, do
Speaker 1: you have sort of one? I have one. I wonder
Speaker 1: if it will resonate. It might just be specific to me. See,
Speaker 1: I don't want to hear that insecurity, And the next
Speaker 1: time that comes up, I want you to think, like,
Speaker 1: why why do I have to voice that? You know
Speaker 1: what I mean? Because it's yeah, yeah, this is I
Speaker 1: don't think, so honey, and his time starts now, I
Speaker 1: don't think so honey reply ying with the heart eyes
Speaker 1: emoji and nothing else. What does it mean anymore? It's
Speaker 1: lost it's meaning. If I'm getting a heart eye emoji
Speaker 1: response to my stories, I can't tell if you're into it,
Speaker 1: if you're into me, if you're trying to fuck, if
Speaker 1: you're just being nice. It means nothing anymore. The meaning
Speaker 1: has collapsed. I don't know what's being communicated anymore. When
Speaker 1: it's if these are the modern hieroglyphs. Then this one
Speaker 1: is fucking Anubis, okay, because I'm going, who's that? I
Speaker 1: don't know her. I don't know that one. That's That's
Speaker 1: how I'm feeling about the heart eyes emoji now whenever,
Speaker 1: if you send me herd eys emoji, I'll go, that's
Speaker 1: a Nubis to me. I don't know who that is.
Speaker 1: I don't know what you're trying to tell me. I
Speaker 1: just all to agree as a culture what sis emoji means,
Speaker 1: regardless of context. I need it right now personally to
Speaker 1: mean let's have sex. And that's one minute. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: tell you what the emogis mean in response to stories
Speaker 1: and girls. Let me know if you agree. Hard eyes
Speaker 1: emoji means I love this. I think it's so cute
Speaker 1: what you're doing. Like I'm in supportive in a positive way.
Speaker 1: I'm here fire emoji. Flame emoji means or if someone
Speaker 1: just says some of that, good friends do fire emogi
Speaker 1: and I'm going, I don't know. The lines are being blurred.
Speaker 1: You need to respond to them and say, hey, listen,
Speaker 1: unless you're trying to suck me. Find a different emoji
Speaker 1: hunt because when you flame my story to me it
Speaker 1: means it's on to be honest, Like I feel like
Speaker 1: I'm like, do I just mess with like aggressive people?
Speaker 1: Because I don't really get emojis, nor do I send
Speaker 1: like it's more like, let's do it. Where are you?
Speaker 1: Where are you? Let's do it now? Do you use punctuation? No?
Speaker 1: But I'm talking like I'm like people I don't know,
Speaker 1: like I'm an emoji sender in a very like sarcastic way,
Speaker 1: like I fend like sad face, like the hand up
Speaker 1: all the time, like I do think emojis are sort
Speaker 1: of the funniest thing. But wait, are you guys like
Speaker 1: this is just a sidestep. I don't think I need
Speaker 1: for a second, And I wonder are you guys like
Speaker 1: people who sort of get flirting in the d M
Speaker 1: s are you've sort of passed that? Now? One thing
Speaker 1: about Rene Rapp, that is what her DM are for. Yeah,
Speaker 1: like that's what my public platform is for. I've really
Speaker 1: just like I don't I'm a flirtatious person. I think, Yeah,
Speaker 1: like I flirt with me probably I've done it for years,
Speaker 1: that's true. Yeah, yeah, yeah, that's nice and renew every
Speaker 1: now and then I see you post some some d
Speaker 1: M screenshots, you seem to return an unhinged fan d
Speaker 1: M with the proper fervor and enthusiasm, and I really
Speaker 1: respect this. I love to chat. I love to chat
Speaker 1: because like even sometimes like if somebody says something like mean,
Speaker 1: I want to go back. I want to go back, right,
Speaker 1: let's talk about sucking stupid. I'm like, okay, and you
Speaker 1: actually look like trash, so what I don't know. I
Speaker 1: love a conversation. Also, like I think my grandma has
Speaker 1: inspired me. She loves to talk to people on the
Speaker 1: internet brow like she's obsessed. I used to do the
Speaker 1: thing of like, um, when someone was nasty to me
Speaker 1: in a message or a d M or whatever, I
Speaker 1: would respond and be like, hey, I saw this, and
Speaker 1: I could tell you didn't think I would respond now
Speaker 1: that I have, can you explain why you did this?
Speaker 1: And they literally like, oh my god, yeah, I don't
Speaker 1: know why I did that, like sorry, I'm a fan,
Speaker 1: like etcetera. And I'll be like, oh, interesting, But it's
Speaker 1: never no one has ever doubled down. I've also like
Speaker 1: done it to someone, like a couple of years ago,
Speaker 1: there was an episode of the Bachelor. Oh it was
Speaker 1: Claire's season. I don't know if anybody wants, but long
Speaker 1: story short, there was a super super super fucking misogynistic
Speaker 1: guy and I like fully by the way, I mean
Speaker 1: like this was like probably like I was a public
Speaker 1: person at this point, and I go into his things
Speaker 1: and like, motherfucker, you don't deserve check that. And he
Speaker 1: responded and I was like, and you so you doubled down.
Speaker 1: I've been on both sides, Joni Mitchell. Respect, you've been
Speaker 1: on both sides. Now what that was? That's and that
Speaker 1: what are you just gonna say? And that's what makes
Speaker 1: you cuspe? And it also just shows that we need
Speaker 1: to come back in the cultural conversation in some way. Absolutely. Okay,
Speaker 1: so Aaliyah, I think it might be time for your
Speaker 1: I don't think so, honey. Oh god, I don't remember
Speaker 1: gonna do it, but you can, Okay, Okay, Okay, this
Speaker 1: is Elisha Nell Scott. I don't think so honey, her
Speaker 1: time starts now. I don't think so, honey. Wicked losing
Speaker 1: the two thousand four Tony Awards for Best and they
Speaker 1: lost to I don't think so honey. They lost two
Speaker 1: Avenue Queue so raised this puppet musical that have white
Speaker 1: people in the theater running around singing Everybody's a little
Speaker 1: bit racist. As an ingest fun gave them full permission
Speaker 1: to look me in my eye and say, have a
Speaker 1: new cue said, I said, hey wrote Avenue Cube Baby.
Speaker 1: Although I do love white men with their freaking and
Speaker 1: horatist character and and Gary Coleman over Wicked the musical
Speaker 1: of the Center like Wicked. Yeah, we're talking a story
Speaker 1: that actually truthfully racism about a girl overcoming their skin color.
Speaker 1: We're talking about female friendship love. We're talking about and
Speaker 1: you're gonna tell me that the silly racist puppet musical
Speaker 1: is better. I think we should go back and right
Speaker 1: that wrong as a community, as a people in the
Speaker 1: in the theater, I think we need to fix that.
Speaker 1: Thank you. That was brilliant. First of all that one minute,
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I can't we have not talked about this,
Speaker 1: everybody speaking about it like best musical Tony that it
Speaker 1: is a piece of history that needs correcting. I think
Speaker 1: we can change this if we can get a petition going,
Speaker 1: if we can rally enough people. The Tony away from
Speaker 1: Avenue to It really is so crazy and the thing is,
Speaker 1: like you have to think maybe it's because they could
Speaker 1: not have known that Wicked would have the impact that
Speaker 1: it would have going forward, because had they, they would
Speaker 1: have been like, oh, yeah, we're obviously going to celebrate
Speaker 1: this revolutionary, iconic thing that is like changing the culture.
Speaker 1: I mean, I remember being in high school and like
Speaker 1: all my girlfriends in high school were like listening to
Speaker 1: that in their cars on the way to and fro school.
Speaker 1: It was a culture shaker, right, my only thing. And
Speaker 1: I love Adina the only thing. The only reason I
Speaker 1: can think is that it was a hard sing it
Speaker 1: times a week, and in truth they wore her out,
Speaker 1: and maybe that for the rest of her life, rest
Speaker 1: of her life, it was screaming, and maybe that if
Speaker 1: you do go back and watch it's not it's not good.
Speaker 1: If you go back and watch the Tony Award performance,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm it's tough. It's a very hard
Speaker 1: mountain to scale, is um and the girls have figured
Speaker 1: it out now now we know that mixing is a
Speaker 1: thing and we don't pull voice that And that was
Speaker 1: just a different time, different era, And I mean I
Speaker 1: could inter forgiving everything she had to it. I really do.
Speaker 1: He's a better woman than me. I mean, the thing
Speaker 1: about Adina is and we love Adina, and I've seen
Speaker 1: on the stage. Now I go, I go see Ladina's plays.
Speaker 1: I watch all of you, and I went to see
Speaker 1: skin Tight. Then I saw If then and I thought, okay.
Speaker 1: But literally all the televised performances of Adina, you can
Speaker 1: tell she gets nervous because because it's literally it's she
Speaker 1: obviously has the note. But I wonder if it's just
Speaker 1: when something is on television she feels nervous and maybe
Speaker 1: isn't breathing right, or like gets ahead of it, or
Speaker 1: something happens where it started falls apart on television. But
Speaker 1: you know, it's also it's it's a lot hard thing
Speaker 1: to be clear. I could not do it. You totally.
Speaker 1: You can't wait, thanks girl, I couldn't. I couldn't do that.
Speaker 1: I can't wait to see Cynthia though. Okay, are you ready? Yeah, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: I knew it. This is Renee Raps. I don't think so, honey,
Speaker 1: her time starts now. Hi, I don't think so, honey.
Speaker 1: To that bitch at French customs, you still have me
Speaker 1: been like two weeks later. Here's why I was doing fine.
Speaker 1: I had all my bags, I had all everything ready
Speaker 1: to go. When I was going into France. I was like,
Speaker 1: I was like, let me have all of my information,
Speaker 1: right okay. And I had to get like a special
Speaker 1: little stand because I was technically working, well, I'm coming
Speaker 1: out of France, okay, I'm going into London, and I
Speaker 1: was working on how to get a little extra stamp
Speaker 1: right like. She was like, do you know how long
Speaker 1: you're here? And I said no, because I don't hold
Speaker 1: that information. I go wherever everybody else goes. I'm not
Speaker 1: a logistics person. We all know the shows on my face.
Speaker 1: It's a very very clear to day bitch. Ok So
Speaker 1: I was like, fine, we get into a little tuft
Speaker 1: tiffed whatever, and she's immediately not sucking with me. And
Speaker 1: then next I go to the conveyor belt. These two
Speaker 1: girls are just next to each other the conveyor belt.
Speaker 1: They're like, put your bags in here. I'm like, this
Speaker 1: bag doesn't close. Put your bags in here. I'm like,
Speaker 1: it doesn't close, it's going to fall out. They're like, okay,
Speaker 1: put it in anyway, and I was like no. I
Speaker 1: took the bag with me through and then started breaking
Speaker 1: the funk out because I was like I fucking hate
Speaker 1: French customs, and I've always been a little bit skeptical
Speaker 1: of French people. I think I've seen too much. I
Speaker 1: was like, let me just fucking give everybody the benefit
Speaker 1: of the doubt. No, I actually didn't, because then a
Speaker 1: bald man afterward tried to get in our fucking way
Speaker 1: and apparently with yelling at my mother and don't yell
Speaker 1: at my mother. No, I don't think this was one
Speaker 1: minute and forty seconds. Wait, I have to say, but
Speaker 1: we have to we have to know what happened. Did
Speaker 1: you eventually get through? Like? What? Was it easy? Was
Speaker 1: it a hard process? Absolutely did get through. But so
Speaker 1: she was like, how long will you be here? You said,
Speaker 1: I don't fucking know. Yeah, well, because she had an
Speaker 1: attitude about her, and I was like, well, I don't.
Speaker 1: I don't really, I was honestly, I was just being
Speaker 1: super transparent because I'm all aboutransparency. And so I was
Speaker 1: like what and she was like, well, what are you
Speaker 1: here for us? At work? She said, what kind of
Speaker 1: work do you do? As in music? She said, okay,
Speaker 1: do you know what you're She was like, I thought
Speaker 1: you would have your paper. I was like, what paper?
Speaker 1: I was like, I gave you two pieces of paper
Speaker 1: We've got to be on there. She was like, is
Speaker 1: this you and her? Of course that's me. I was like,
Speaker 1: it's a pasty, little blonde bitch. It's me, honestly. If
Speaker 1: someone's going to have an attitude, though, it's the person
Speaker 1: at French Customs, which also like valid and empathy extended
Speaker 1: all of that. Yeah, something about I love London, the city,
Speaker 1: I love the British people, but something about me fly
Speaker 1: into London the other day yesterday, even this fucking flight
Speaker 1: attendant on British Airways talking down to me like crazy
Speaker 1: and then goes and then out of no, I'm just
Speaker 1: I'm trying to watch the last of us on my
Speaker 1: damn iPad. She goes, there's a reading like that. I
Speaker 1: don't know if you know that, which she said, do
Speaker 1: you know that? The way she asked me, do you
Speaker 1: know that? I said? I turned her. I go, yeah,
Speaker 1: I know that, Like, don't fucking talk to me like
Speaker 1: this ever in any class. I'm in business, thank you
Speaker 1: very much. Off of Universal Studios is dime. But like
Speaker 1: something about Heathrow. These fucking customs people don't know how
Speaker 1: to look at this paper on and have to go
Speaker 1: through all their their little stamps. It's so weird. You
Speaker 1: want to know what's fucking crazy? Actually, I was going
Speaker 1: to Berlin, so I guess German customs. The question that
Speaker 1: I was asked, he was like, how long are you
Speaker 1: here for? Again, I'm like, I don't know. Okay, I'm
Speaker 1: like with the people in front of you say because
Speaker 1: I'm with them, so and he was like he was like, um.
Speaker 1: He asked me another question. I was like sure, I'm
Speaker 1: just really not sure. And then he was like how
Speaker 1: much money do you have with you? And I said
Speaker 1: you have I don't really carry cash like that. Again,
Speaker 1: I'm say, okay, so I'm like I don't really have cash.
Speaker 1: I was like, I have a credit card. He proceeded
Speaker 1: to say, how much money is on your credit card? Incorrect? No, yeah,
Speaker 1: I swear to god. I watched up to my mother
Speaker 1: and I was like, I I almost got into a
Speaker 1: tip where I was like about to really like come
Speaker 1: for somebody and like be yeah, no, I do wonder
Speaker 1: I didn't go to jail in France because hey, I'm
Speaker 1: in a French prison and a non but a non place. Soon, yeah,
Speaker 1: everybody everybody's and you know what one of problems with
Speaker 1: other people. And you're like, maybe you should look in word.
Speaker 1: That's something I've been looking in word. No, I just
Speaker 1: have issues with others. Well, when someone's acting from Hurts
Speaker 1: like they can't they can't be like surprised when they
Speaker 1: get treated like Nikki from Hurts. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: I know, I'm thinking people solicit conflict in order to
Speaker 1: test a boundary. Period. So Nikki from Hurts is trying
Speaker 1: to fucking see where the boundary is. Look at the
Speaker 1: reacting to that. And you've you've been mother on this.
Speaker 1: You just spoke, period. I've never heard a statement. You
Speaker 1: really just spoke. Wow, y'all any of us would break
Speaker 1: reade out of a French prison or a German one.
Speaker 1: I mean, we've been speaking so much on this episode.
Speaker 1: You might call it the film women Talking. We've been
Speaker 1: speaking so much. This was almost the movie Women Talking
Speaker 1: with how much women talked on this episode. And I
Speaker 1: feel as though a word was said many times. And
Speaker 1: I feel that we have been blessed as as what
Speaker 1: we can really call ourselves about in a duo by
Speaker 1: this duo. And I see the future and it is bright.
Speaker 1: It is very bright. These are stars. They're among us stars,
Speaker 1: so many stars, too much? Right? You ate? Sorry you
Speaker 1: could make diamonds though, are so beautiflful. I can't even
Speaker 1: I can't even sing more. Isn't too emotional because this
Speaker 1: has been such an amazing app when you said about this,
Speaker 1: this has been an amazing episode. The energy is off
Speaker 1: the charts. I'm telling you, I see stars tonight. I
Speaker 1: see stars tonight. Thank you so much for Annaliah. We
Speaker 1: love you so much. We love you both. Thank you
Speaker 1: for having us. This is you gotta be streaming the
Speaker 1: sex Lies of College Grounds everybody. It's really fun and
Speaker 1: like it'll lift you, especially after an episode of the
Speaker 1: Last of Us That will destroy you and both on
Speaker 1: HBO Max. Listen to an e z P. Everything that
Speaker 1: every everything, Everyone, It's but you're not on it? Get
Speaker 1: on it if you're not obsessed with the way she sings,
Speaker 1: with the tambre her voice. When she sings, it's easier
Speaker 1: to holding a grudge. You haven't really lived, okay, And
Speaker 1: we end every episode with the song I see starts
Speaker 1: so many so soon night. You you so beautive, We're
Speaker 1: all star. Actually never learned like look for that one
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