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Speaker 1: And to that I say yes. I say that I

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Speaker 1: Stay tuned to immerse yourself in the Greatest Stories Ever

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Speaker 1: Told from pray dot COM's podcast Heroes in the Bible.

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Speaker 2: Hi, I'm doctor Tony evan jehosts for Heroes in the

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Speaker 2: Bible Jesus. If you've been enjoying this series, please write

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Speaker 2: a review and let me know how this podcast has

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Speaker 2: impacted your life. Welcome to the greatest story ever told.

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Speaker 2: It is a story of a shepherd's heart for his sheep,

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Speaker 2: unlike any other we have seen before. Beside a fire

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Speaker 2: before he ruled over anything but a sheep pasture. Before

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Speaker 3: John was peering at the shore. As the sun rose

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Speaker 2: In our next episode, Jesus will commission the rest of

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Speaker 2: his disciples. His time on earth is coming to an end,

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Speaker 2: as is our series on the life of Jesus. Join

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