WEBVTT - Smart Talks with IBM: 355 Days in Space: Finding Meaning with Astronaut Mark Vande Hei

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome to Smart Talks with IBM podcast Bushkin Industries, Ighart

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<v Speaker 1>Radio and IBM. I'm Malcolm Glabo. This season, we're talking

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<v Speaker 1>the industry. On the final episode of the season. Our

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<v Speaker 1>guest is NASA astronaut and retired Army Colonel Mark Bandahi.

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<v Speaker 1>Mark holds the record for the longest single space flight

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<v Speaker 1>undertaken by an American. He spent three hundred and fifty

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<v Speaker 1>five days in orbit on the International Space Station, returning

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<v Speaker 1>to Earth on March thirty. During his nearly year long

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<v Speaker 1>stay in space, Mark conducted scientific experiments on behalf of NASA,

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<v Speaker 1>including research where he himself was the test subject. By

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<v Speaker 1>documenting the physiological changes he went through, Mark serves as

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<v Speaker 1>an important source of data and understanding the impact of

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<v Speaker 1>extended spaceflight on humans. I spoke with Mark about his

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<v Speaker 1>experience as an astronaut and what he learned from living

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<v Speaker 1>in space for a year. He told me about performing

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<v Speaker 1>research only doable in space, times he felt true fear,

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<v Speaker 1>and how seeing Earth from orbit challenged his personal beliefs

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<v Speaker 1>and led him to become an advocate for mental health

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<v Speaker 1>and sustainability. Okay, let's get to the interview, So tell

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<v Speaker 1>me a little bit. Did you always want to be

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<v Speaker 1>an astronaut? What? What? What drew you to space in

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<v Speaker 1>the first place. I was always curious about space, largely

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<v Speaker 1>because just trying to get my head wrapped around how

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<v Speaker 1>we fit into the very grandest scheme of things has

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<v Speaker 1>always been interesting to me. But I always thought of

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<v Speaker 1>becoming an astronaut, like trying to become Spider Man. Like

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<v Speaker 1>that's just not a realistic idea. It might sound cool,

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<v Speaker 1>but that's like a superhero thing. So when I first

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<v Speaker 1>joined the Army, my company commander, my boss, handed me

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<v Speaker 1>a note because he knew I had a degree in

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<v Speaker 1>in a technical field. That was a message from the

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<v Speaker 1>Army saying that NASA wanted military people with these qualifications

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<v Speaker 1>to apply to the ASTERNAT program. And I looked at

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<v Speaker 1>the list and I had a bunch of them. That

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<v Speaker 1>made me really excited. I thought, that's like, that's a possibility.

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<v Speaker 1>And then um, when I went to grad school, had

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of different things to possibly study, and it

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<v Speaker 1>showed space physics, and just randomly, the Army said, Hey,

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<v Speaker 1>we're starting a new career field called space operations. I

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<v Speaker 1>signed up and got accepted to go into space operations,

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<v Speaker 1>and I ended up getting loaned out to the Aston

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<v Speaker 1>office at NASA to work in the Mischi Control Center, which, honestly,

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<v Speaker 1>I love that job so much that I could be

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<v Speaker 1>doing that till and never having been an astro, and

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<v Speaker 1>felt like I was super blessed. It was amazing to

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<v Speaker 1>live in history and just talking to the astronauts in space,

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<v Speaker 1>helping them solve problems while I'm listening to what the

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<v Speaker 1>flight control team is doing. That's a fantastic job. I

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<v Speaker 1>absolutely loved it. During the three year period that I

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<v Speaker 1>expected to do that, they're hired another class and that

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<v Speaker 1>was That was the first time I decided to apply,

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<v Speaker 1>and largely because my wife said, Mark, come on, you

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<v Speaker 1>gotta try. Because I thought there's no way they would

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<v Speaker 1>ever hire me, so I almost self selected myself out

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<v Speaker 1>of that possibility. So really, I feel very very fortunate.

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<v Speaker 1>I could have very easily not pursued this. I'm very

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<v Speaker 1>happy it worked out, and I'm very happy I did

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<v Speaker 1>pursue it. There's thousands of people that could do this

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<v Speaker 1>job that never got the opportunity and may have done

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<v Speaker 1>a better job than I did. I just somehow got

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<v Speaker 1>the job. Yeah. Now, you had the record for the

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<v Speaker 1>longest time in space, right, it's the record for an

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<v Speaker 1>American astronut for the longest single flight. So Scott Kelly

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<v Speaker 1>flew for three and forty days continuously, and I threw

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<v Speaker 1>flew for three and fifty five days continuously. What is

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<v Speaker 1>it about you that allows you to do that? Like

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<v Speaker 1>you know, if you I'm I'm I'm gonna say, if

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<v Speaker 1>you put me through the exact same training you went through,

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<v Speaker 1>there's no way I'm spending three days I would have,

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<v Speaker 1>I would lose my mind. I think what I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 1>do is compare myself between the first flight and the

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<v Speaker 1>second flight. After I came back from the first flight,

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<v Speaker 1>I had no desire to go back. The big change

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<v Speaker 1>for me between the first and second flight is I

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<v Speaker 1>paid a lot more attention to my mental health. I

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<v Speaker 1>got in the habit of meditating every day, and I

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<v Speaker 1>think that helped me not only recognize the value of

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<v Speaker 1>trying to appreciate the present moment and try to be

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<v Speaker 1>curious about the present moment, but it also made me

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<v Speaker 1>more aware of what internal habit patterns I have, and

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<v Speaker 1>it gave me the ability to kind of almost be

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<v Speaker 1>an external observer of those, so that when I I

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<v Speaker 1>could recognize sometimes that hey, you're making up a very

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<v Speaker 1>negative story and that's why you're grumpy right now. And

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<v Speaker 1>that really helped me out with making a mental shift.

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<v Speaker 1>Tell me a little bit about what you're doing when

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<v Speaker 1>you're up. You know, why is it important to do

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<v Speaker 1>various kinds of experiments and things in space? Yeah, great question.

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<v Speaker 1>That's a really important question too. So it is a

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<v Speaker 1>national laboratory, and it's it's unique because a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>dominant forces on the ground are not dominant forces in space.

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<v Speaker 1>So you get pretty interesting effects. Like when you make

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<v Speaker 1>a flame on the Earth, because of the pressure differentials

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<v Speaker 1>and the fact that the hot combustion products are lighter,

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<v Speaker 1>they will rise up and go away from the flame,

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<v Speaker 1>and that will draw in the auction rich gases that

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<v Speaker 1>keep the flame going. So in space, those combustion gases

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<v Speaker 1>will just make a ball around the source of the fire.

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<v Speaker 1>Turns out that flames in space burn more efficiently and

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<v Speaker 1>at a lower temperature, So there's some potential to have

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<v Speaker 1>a cleaner burning combustion engine. But that just gives us

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<v Speaker 1>a more depth of understanding of how these things work.

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<v Speaker 1>It just gives us another way to change some of

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<v Speaker 1>the the variables. Another thing that that we can do

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<v Speaker 1>on the space station is sedimentation. If you take a

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<v Speaker 1>solution over time on the Earth with the heavier items

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<v Speaker 1>and that solution are going to settle to the bottom. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>in space, there's no preferred direction for those things to

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<v Speaker 1>go in because everything isn't. This what I like to

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<v Speaker 1>call a free fall that just keeps missing the Earth.

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<v Speaker 1>So we're in a continuous state of freefall. Solutions stay

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<v Speaker 1>very homogeneous. You can do experiments like there's even the

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<v Speaker 1>way we try to simulate the human body with body

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<v Speaker 1>samples and try to understand how things work. In the

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<v Speaker 1>space station, where those things float, it's a closer simulation

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<v Speaker 1>to something being inside the human body. So there's this

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<v Speaker 1>I could go on and on. Clearly there's a whole

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<v Speaker 1>lot of different things that that allows us to do.

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<v Speaker 1>And delicate structures, even protein structures that we could never

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<v Speaker 1>make stay together on the ground, can stay together in space.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh that's interesting. So it just gives you a it's

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<v Speaker 1>like another context for trying to it and scientific knowledge.

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<v Speaker 1>It just you've you've changed all of kind of the

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<v Speaker 1>defining variables of the experiment. Absolutely, that's it's a very

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<v Speaker 1>significant thing. Absolutely. And then there's also that the idea

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<v Speaker 1>of what we're doing in the space station, not just

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<v Speaker 1>for science, but for human exploration, because we're putting people

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<v Speaker 1>in space for such a long period of time, we're

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<v Speaker 1>getting a better understanding of how to keep people healthy.

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<v Speaker 1>We can do technology experiments to try to figure out

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<v Speaker 1>how to get things to work for these long er

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<v Speaker 1>ation space flights where we're gonna put people much further

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<v Speaker 1>away from the Earth than I was on my flight.

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<v Speaker 1>Some of those experiments associate were associated with me being

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<v Speaker 1>a subject of the experiments. Give me an example of

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<v Speaker 1>a kind of health care related line of research. Sure,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm very open about the fact that I lost eight

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<v Speaker 1>percent of my bone density. That's not typical for somebody

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<v Speaker 1>at my age and my activity level, But as a

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<v Speaker 1>function of being in space, I lost eight percent of

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<v Speaker 1>my bone density because no more you know, you're not

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<v Speaker 1>exercising with any resistance at all. Is that? Is that

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<v Speaker 1>the reason almost true? You spend all of your time

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<v Speaker 1>except for when you're exercising, without really needing a skeleton

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<v Speaker 1>to to to support you. Because that's why we have

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<v Speaker 1>a skeleton. When you're in a freefall all the time,

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<v Speaker 1>there's nothing that you have to use to resist the

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<v Speaker 1>ground or to keep you standing on the ground. So

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<v Speaker 1>we have a resistive exercise device on the space station that. Actually,

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<v Speaker 1>it's very interesting. It uses vacuum cylinders as the source

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<v Speaker 1>of the force. So when you expand the vacuum cylinder,

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<v Speaker 1>unlike a spring, the vacuum cylinder the force will be

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<v Speaker 1>constant regardless of how far you pull it, whereas with

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<v Speaker 1>a spring, the more you expand the spring, the higher

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<v Speaker 1>the force gets. So that allows us to have kind

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<v Speaker 1>of what we want. But I like to tell school kids,

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<v Speaker 1>if you imagine those vacuum cylinders being attached to one

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<v Speaker 1>side of a seesaw pulling upwards and you on the

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<v Speaker 1>other side of the seesaw pulling upwards, then you can

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<v Speaker 1>change the mechanical advantage by moving where the pivot point is,

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<v Speaker 1>where the fulcrum is, and so we have the ability

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<v Speaker 1>to turn a crank and it can adjust the force

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<v Speaker 1>you feel anywhere from twenty pound to six pounds. But

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<v Speaker 1>even so, I'm stunned though by in the space of

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<v Speaker 1>a year, even given determined efforts on your part to

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<v Speaker 1>counteract the effects of the physiological effects of being in

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<v Speaker 1>a zero gravity atmosphere, even then the effect on your

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<v Speaker 1>body was profound. A lot. It's a lot, But I

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<v Speaker 1>lost seven percent on the first flight, and I got

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<v Speaker 1>it all back before the second flight, so I fully

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<v Speaker 1>expect to get it all back. It does come back,

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<v Speaker 1>and with if somebody ever, some archaeologists someday ever examined

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<v Speaker 1>my bones, they would be able to tell that I

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<v Speaker 1>had flung in space because the way that matrix is

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<v Speaker 1>built is somewhat different. But I fully expect all of

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<v Speaker 1>all the bone density to come back. You know, the

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<v Speaker 1>series we're doing is it's called The New Creators, and

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<v Speaker 1>we're really focused on the role the creativity plays in

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<v Speaker 1>kind of pushing the envelopes of knowledge. So I'm just

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just curious about you're up there in this strange

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<v Speaker 1>environment doing what's sound like some pretty sophisticated experiments. Can

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<v Speaker 1>you give me an example at the time when you

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<v Speaker 1>felt your kind of your creativity was being tapped in

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<v Speaker 1>a meaningful way in this experience. Yeah? Interesting. I would

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<v Speaker 1>say there is an experiment called Celestial Immunity that involved

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<v Speaker 1>us with uh small Petrie dishes that contained body uh samples.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if it was a solution with some

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<v Speaker 1>blood or or what or what, but I just know

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<v Speaker 1>they were from various people, elderly and young people, and

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<v Speaker 1>we would go through and use a pipette too inoculate

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<v Speaker 1>them with various things, and then we would take these devices,

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<v Speaker 1>put him in a black box to control the carbon

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<v Speaker 1>dioxide and the temperature, and put them in a in

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<v Speaker 1>a place to let them kind of incubate for a while.

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<v Speaker 1>In the process of doing it, I think my creativity

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<v Speaker 1>came in as I was describing the challenges that I

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<v Speaker 1>realized that the the people who designed the experiment might

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<v Speaker 1>not have realized we run into. And I was able

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<v Speaker 1>to to use what I've had my hands on to

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<v Speaker 1>to give them advice about ways we could change the

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<v Speaker 1>experiment around. Because those peature dishes didn't have a lid,

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<v Speaker 1>so they were just held in there by surface tension.

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<v Speaker 1>And so the first time I did it, I I

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<v Speaker 1>put them very slowly into the box, I closed the box,

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<v Speaker 1>couldn't see what they were doing, and I had to

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<v Speaker 1>very gently move them over to to the place where

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<v Speaker 1>they can incubate. And I had no idea if I

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<v Speaker 1>was succeeding or failing. So I think there was a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of conversation, a lot of observing, a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>trying to draw on the unique experiences I'm exposed to

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<v Speaker 1>to help out them. And it turned out I was

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<v Speaker 1>an orbit long enough that the second iteration that came up,

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<v Speaker 1>and they had, among other things, that had put a

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<v Speaker 1>thin sheet of flexible plastic on top. So instead of

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<v Speaker 1>having to try to contain everything there, we just had

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<v Speaker 1>to puncture it with a needle and add the add

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<v Speaker 1>the inoculation that way instead, tell me a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>more about that paramit. That's that celestial immunity investigation. But

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<v Speaker 1>that's like the best name ever for a science experiment. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>I agree, it sounds like Jesus is involved in some ways.

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<v Speaker 1>I agree, no, wrong, But what was that experiment about

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<v Speaker 1>trying to trying to trying to investigate. We're trying to

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<v Speaker 1>understand how the human immune system reacts to different situations.

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<v Speaker 1>So again, I think it's a great experiment to highlight

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<v Speaker 1>because a better understanding of the human immune system will

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<v Speaker 1>help out everybody. So on Earth, we might do an

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<v Speaker 1>experiment where we have a variety of of different cell

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<v Speaker 1>samples that were exposing to various pathogens and studying them.

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<v Speaker 1>And hear, what we're doing is repeating the experiment under

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<v Speaker 1>a radically different set of of conditions and in the

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<v Speaker 1>hopes that changing the parameters of the experiment exposed some

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<v Speaker 1>new bit of knowledge or yes, And I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>if that's been successful or not, but we do know.

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<v Speaker 1>We do know that there are of viruses that are

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<v Speaker 1>more virulent in space for some reason. We don't understand

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<v Speaker 1>why their biological things react differently. What was the most

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<v Speaker 1>fun thing you did when the Uh one of my crewmates,

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<v Speaker 1>Caleb Baron, for some reason that two of us decided

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<v Speaker 1>we're going to try to do some stunts together. So

0:14:19.200 --> 0:14:23.480
<v Speaker 1>we we literally would just have our feet hooked underneath

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<v Speaker 1>some handrails and push off towards each other and then

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<v Speaker 1>do something like get curl up, hit our hands down low.

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<v Speaker 1>It causes to each spin um simultaneously Eno directions to

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<v Speaker 1>a couple of backflips and then land. And it took

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of attempts before we actually made it look

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<v Speaker 1>like something was in sync. I've never once done a

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<v Speaker 1>backflip in my life, but I've done four in a

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<v Speaker 1>row before I hit my head on something on the

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<v Speaker 1>space station. UH. We grew hatch chili peppers. UH. I

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<v Speaker 1>recently got a certificate from New Mexico that said, congratulations,

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<v Speaker 1>you're a hatstronaut. So I'm proud to have that title.

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<v Speaker 1>The thought we tarned cooking with them. We didn't cook

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<v Speaker 1>with them. We of course, it was science. So we

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<v Speaker 1>had to ship most of them back to the ground

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<v Speaker 1>frozen carefully. But they were very nice about letting us

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<v Speaker 1>have some of the chili peppers, and they warned us

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<v Speaker 1>that the stress response to the space environment that these

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<v Speaker 1>peppers have, they think would be that they're more potent.

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<v Speaker 1>And I think they were more potent. They were shockingly spicy.

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<v Speaker 1>NASA could sell those chili peppers to some fancy restaurant

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<v Speaker 1>and it could be, you know, celestially, you know, celestial

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<v Speaker 1>pepper soup or something. You know, what a great name

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<v Speaker 1>for a dish. I'm sure that celestial foods will be

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<v Speaker 1>the culinary trend of the future. Pretty soon, we'll all

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<v Speaker 1>be paying extra for specially vegetables grown in space. Forget

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<v Speaker 1>farm to table, try orbit to table. Getting aside, there

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<v Speaker 1>was one thing I made sure to ask Mark. I

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to know more about the relationship between the astronauts

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<v Speaker 1>and space and the NASA team on the ground. New

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<v Speaker 1>technologies are reshaping the way astronauts communicate with their counterparts

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<v Speaker 1>on Earth. IBM, for example, is testing edge computing solutions

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<v Speaker 1>on board the space station to try and reduce the

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<v Speaker 1>time it takes to analyze and send data. But what

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<v Speaker 1>does this information flow mean for an astronaut's day to

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<v Speaker 1>day life and what happens if there's an emergency? I

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<v Speaker 1>asked Mark for more details. Tell me a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>about the role that technology plays in UM in all

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<v Speaker 1>of this, I mean, you're you're doing these experiments, You're

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<v Speaker 1>actively learning in this new environment. UM, what's happening with

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<v Speaker 1>the data? How are you making sense of it? Processing it?

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<v Speaker 1>Tell me about that angle on the on your work.

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<v Speaker 1>The astronauts live in the space station. The ground control

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<v Speaker 1>team is controlling the space station, so that data flow,

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<v Speaker 1>the telemetry from the space station, and the commanding to

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<v Speaker 1>the space station is happening just to actually get the

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<v Speaker 1>thing of work, to get the lab to work, to

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<v Speaker 1>make it. If we want to change the temperature, we

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<v Speaker 1>could we could go ahead and go deep into the

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<v Speaker 1>software we got on board that we're trained to use

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<v Speaker 1>in case we lose communications with the ground. But if

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<v Speaker 1>we even want to change the temperature, we just call

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<v Speaker 1>the ground control team and say, hey, one of our

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<v Speaker 1>crew members feels a little cold. We all agreed we

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<v Speaker 1>should raise the temperature by a degree or something. They

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<v Speaker 1>would change it. So they're in charge. We live there

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<v Speaker 1>and we take we take care of everything that we

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<v Speaker 1>possibly can. So data transfer is crucial to the way

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<v Speaker 1>we operate the space station today. In your time up there,

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<v Speaker 1>did you have any kind of moments of crisis? Did

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<v Speaker 1>you ever lose communication with Houston? Two times we lost

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<v Speaker 1>as you control. I think we got to the point

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<v Speaker 1>where they told us to start executing the procedure and

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<v Speaker 1>then we're able to call us off, or they warned

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<v Speaker 1>us that it's possible you could lose you know, maybe

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<v Speaker 1>ten minutes from now, there's a risk of you losing

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<v Speaker 1>communications for example. Is that scary? What never felt scary

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<v Speaker 1>to me? And I don't. I think the reason it

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<v Speaker 1>didn't feel scary is because when we do that on

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<v Speaker 1>the ground for training, when we do it in a simulation,

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<v Speaker 1>the simulation is much harder because in space, the ground

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<v Speaker 1>was trying to help as much as possible. But on

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<v Speaker 1>the ground they give you a scenario where you call

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<v Speaker 1>the ground, you get no response. Every everything is as

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<v Speaker 1>bad as possible. So it was to me it felt

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<v Speaker 1>just like a simulation. But where the trainers were willing

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<v Speaker 1>to give us more help than they were willing to

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<v Speaker 1>give us on the ground. So and the culture that

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<v Speaker 1>I got trained in and that's worked for me really,

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<v Speaker 1>really well, is one that says, slow way down. If

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<v Speaker 1>you're on an emergency on the space station, unless it's

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<v Speaker 1>an ammonia leak. In all other cases, slow way down

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<v Speaker 1>because the worst thing you can do is go so

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<v Speaker 1>fast that you make a mistake and cause problems. But

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<v Speaker 1>otherwise it's a very safe system. When I was leading

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<v Speaker 1>newer crew members, I tried to encourage them to have

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<v Speaker 1>a cold sure where if they had any confusion, that

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<v Speaker 1>they would feel comfortable stopping everybody and say, hey, why

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<v Speaker 1>are we going down this path that doesn't make sense

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<v Speaker 1>to me? Because that could be the one question that

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<v Speaker 1>gets us to stay on the correct path. You said

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<v Speaker 1>you didn't get scared in that moment. Do you ever

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<v Speaker 1>get scared? Mark? Oh? Yeah, I definitely get scared. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't believe you. To give you an example, my experience

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<v Speaker 1>of returning to Earth is everything's really interesting. While you're

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<v Speaker 1>going through the atmosphere and you're in a ball of

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<v Speaker 1>flame and the heat shields melting away, and see things

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<v Speaker 1>that are melting away going past the window. That's interesting.

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<v Speaker 1>But then when there's nothing to pay attention to while

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<v Speaker 1>you're falling towards the earth, and this time you know

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<v Speaker 1>you're in a trajectory that will result in you hitting

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<v Speaker 1>the earth with nothing to do except wait for the

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<v Speaker 1>parachute to open for what I think was probably a

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<v Speaker 1>couple of very long minutes, and nobody was having a conversation.

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<v Speaker 1>We're just all quietly waiting to find out if we're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna live and we're gonna die. I didn't realize how

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<v Speaker 1>afraid I was that it wasn't gonna work until the

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<v Speaker 1>parachute actually opened, and how giddily overjoyed I felt when

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<v Speaker 1>when it actually opened, because I was just like, we're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna live. So yeah, I was scared, And again I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't realize it until after the fact. Yeah. Yeah, Um,

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<v Speaker 1>let's talk You mentioned at the beginning your sort of

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<v Speaker 1>interest in mental health. Let's talk about that a little bit.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, you you went through an experience which is

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<v Speaker 1>exceedingly difficult and unusual and surely must have taught you

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<v Speaker 1>a great deal about the kind of the challenges of

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<v Speaker 1>maintaining one's mental health. Yeah, it was a good experience.

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<v Speaker 1>But certainly those life skills doesn't matter if you're in

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<v Speaker 1>space or not. Um I tend to get distracted easily,

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<v Speaker 1>and so practicing trying to stay focused on one thing

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<v Speaker 1>and paying attention and trying to maintain a sense of

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<v Speaker 1>curiosity about something as simple as breathing is I think

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<v Speaker 1>a really good practice to try to to expand your

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<v Speaker 1>ability to stay focused and and actually even find joy

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<v Speaker 1>and relaxation in it. It's it's very reassuring if you

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<v Speaker 1>can get yourself to feel really relaxed no matter what's

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<v Speaker 1>going on, that it's it's it's like you've got this

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<v Speaker 1>island of comfort that you know is just internal to you.

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<v Speaker 1>So I thought that was very powerful. It's not something

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<v Speaker 1>that I how does the skill before my fifties at all.

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<v Speaker 1>And I think meditation has certainly helped the awareness of

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<v Speaker 1>the negative impact that the narratives that I would use

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<v Speaker 1>to fill in the gaps and information I had was

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<v Speaker 1>really powerful for me. And I'll give you an example

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<v Speaker 1>that's associated with space flight. We have a module on

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<v Speaker 1>the space station that's called the PMM. It's like the

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<v Speaker 1>attic of the space station. If you have a task

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<v Speaker 1>that takes forty that you've given you forty. Miss Ado.

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<v Speaker 1>Part of every activity is typically gathered the material you

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<v Speaker 1>need and a lot of time. That means you go

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<v Speaker 1>into the p MM and it's not unusual to see

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<v Speaker 1>somebody's just ankles and feet sticking out between bags as

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<v Speaker 1>they're digging with a flash head lamp on trying to

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<v Speaker 1>get deep into the into the depths of these bags

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<v Speaker 1>that are bungee corded in place. And it can be

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<v Speaker 1>very chaotic when you have to get multiple items, and

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<v Speaker 1>if if you just loosely put it underneath the bungee

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<v Speaker 1>cord and then bump the bungee cord, it can disappear

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<v Speaker 1>very easily, So it can be very frustrating. So there

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<v Speaker 1>was an instance I remember really well where I was

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<v Speaker 1>had already spent twenty minutes trying to find stuff, and

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<v Speaker 1>I still hadn't found the first thing, and I was

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<v Speaker 1>getting mad, and I realized that the reason I was

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<v Speaker 1>getting grumpy was the narrative I had was I the

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<v Speaker 1>ground's going to start thinking of Vanda High is one

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<v Speaker 1>of the slow, the slow guys on the space station.

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<v Speaker 1>He always takes longer to do other stuff. But then

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<v Speaker 1>I realized that I didn't know that that was just

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<v Speaker 1>some detail I was adding, And then I thought to myself,

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<v Speaker 1>wait a minute. For all I know the ground was bad,

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<v Speaker 1>that they didn't give me enough time to do this,

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<v Speaker 1>So what do I really All I really knew as

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<v Speaker 1>fact was that I was on the space station and

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<v Speaker 1>my job was to find stuff space hardware in these

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<v Speaker 1>bags that are all bungee corded and floating around, and honestly,

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<v Speaker 1>that was kind of cool, and I had really if

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<v Speaker 1>it took me longer than they expected, then that was

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<v Speaker 1>just a fact. It took longer than I expected. They

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<v Speaker 1>didn't have to be a positive or negative emotion associated

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<v Speaker 1>that was just a fact. So instead of as many

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<v Speaker 1>times before I've come out of there feeling angry at

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<v Speaker 1>the world, at the situation, just beating myself about not

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<v Speaker 1>being good enough for my job, I came out being like, well,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, this is kind of cool. It was just

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<v Speaker 1>such a huge shift, And I think over time you

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<v Speaker 1>perform better too when you give yourself a break like that.

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<v Speaker 1>So I think there's this aspect also about being more

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<v Speaker 1>accepting of yourself, being more curious about it. There's just

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<v Speaker 1>so many things that I think have helped make my

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<v Speaker 1>life easier. And again, by no means am I perfect. I.

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<v Speaker 1>This is a continuing process that I'm still working out

0:24:00.119 --> 0:24:03.480
<v Speaker 1>and struggling with. But it helps you to to keep

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<v Speaker 1>your kind of perfectionist stick and self judgmental side and

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<v Speaker 1>check absolutely, is that the most significant change that you've undergone. No,

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<v Speaker 1>honestly that the most significant change for me was uh, well,

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<v Speaker 1>the first big thing was when I first got to

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<v Speaker 1>the space station. It was after a very long day

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<v Speaker 1>and I had the next twenty four hours off to

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<v Speaker 1>recover from that. I spent the first ninety minutes the

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<v Speaker 1>first one time around the planet looking out the window

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<v Speaker 1>in awe, and the first thing that struck me was

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<v Speaker 1>how isolated the Earth looked. When you are looking at

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<v Speaker 1>the Earth and in the sun and your eyes are

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<v Speaker 1>adjusted to the sun, it makes the backdrop to the

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<v Speaker 1>Earth space look inky black, like the definition of lack

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<v Speaker 1>of light, like it's liquid. So that was shocking to me. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>you say shocking, It was shocking because I don't think

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<v Speaker 1>it was like I had never seen something that black.

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<v Speaker 1>It was just like again, I I if you can

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<v Speaker 1>imagine taking a ball and dropping it in a in

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<v Speaker 1>a in a pool of black ink. That's that's what

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<v Speaker 1>it looked like. And I knew it was I knew

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<v Speaker 1>it was emptiness, but it was it just there was

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<v Speaker 1>an emotional impact in that, and I think, uh, I

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<v Speaker 1>think there's been people that have been it's it can

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<v Speaker 1>be hard to grapple with the sense of the Earth

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<v Speaker 1>being isolated. Later on in the flight, as I was

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<v Speaker 1>getting ready to come home again this is my first flight,

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<v Speaker 1>I felt like I should be going back to the

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<v Speaker 1>Earth with some unique perspective and some type of change

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<v Speaker 1>to me. And I thought, am I blowing this? Am

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<v Speaker 1>I like, I don't know what that is. I had

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<v Speaker 1>this incredible sense of smallness. And I say that because

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<v Speaker 1>another thing that struck me looking at the Earth was

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<v Speaker 1>when you look towards the horizon, the atmosphere looks like

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<v Speaker 1>a varnish on a rock. It's like a puddle in

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<v Speaker 1>a parking lot. It just looks super thin. So recognizing

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<v Speaker 1>that first of all, and then recognizing that on that

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<v Speaker 1>same horizon, none of the mountains show up. They're too small.

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<v Speaker 1>So these things where we perceive as huge relative to

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<v Speaker 1>the size of the Earth are unobservable on the horizon.

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<v Speaker 1>But then the only thing about the largest structure that

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<v Speaker 1>humans have ever built, and how that compares to the

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<v Speaker 1>largest mountains, and then how big we are compared to

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<v Speaker 1>those structures. I just I felt like any sense of

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<v Speaker 1>self importance I had was stripped away. So I was

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<v Speaker 1>really struggling with is that what I'm gonna come home with?

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<v Speaker 1>This this idea that that that there's this meaninglessness to

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<v Speaker 1>it like that was really troubling to me, And also

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<v Speaker 1>had a lot of time to think about my mortality

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<v Speaker 1>because I, you know what, I might not survive this,

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<v Speaker 1>So it's a for me at least. I don't tell

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<v Speaker 1>him that everybody has had his experience, but for me,

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<v Speaker 1>it was a very thoughtful time. Yeah, I realized that

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<v Speaker 1>you had. I was struggling with the scale of things

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<v Speaker 1>when really part of my role is to be attentive

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<v Speaker 1>to the scale I choose. If I'm studying a plant

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<v Speaker 1>for my whole career, or maybe I'm sitting around the

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<v Speaker 1>dinner table and being attentive to the scale right there,

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<v Speaker 1>which is just my loved ones around the table, or

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<v Speaker 1>maybe you're studying the structure universe, just being attentive to

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<v Speaker 1>that scale. The scale you choose, and we have the

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<v Speaker 1>flexibility to pick it and they're all okay. But just

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<v Speaker 1>kind of accepting that I thought was was a big

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<v Speaker 1>leap for me. UM. So, mental health advocacy is something

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<v Speaker 1>that you've become quite interested in. The sustainability has also

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<v Speaker 1>been an idea that UM is that something that also

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<v Speaker 1>grew out of your those sort of observations when when

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<v Speaker 1>you were in space that interesting sustainability. Yeah, I do

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<v Speaker 1>think that I did spend a lot of time on

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<v Speaker 1>the space station thinking about, well, this is probably my

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<v Speaker 1>last time in space, what's my what am I gonna

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<v Speaker 1>do after I work at NASA? What is my purpose here?

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<v Speaker 1>And I love being outside. That's why I joined the

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<v Speaker 1>Army as opposed to the Air Force. I I just

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<v Speaker 1>the idea of being outside and being comfortable in challenging

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<v Speaker 1>environments is something that's always been appealing to me. And

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<v Speaker 1>I also feel like with devices that we all carry

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<v Speaker 1>around that are engineered to distract us, I think it's

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<v Speaker 1>very easy for us to stop being attentive to the

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<v Speaker 1>environment that we actually live in. I I do think

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<v Speaker 1>we've got challenges ahead of us. The climate change is

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<v Speaker 1>is atmospheric change. Again, I've already mentioned my perception of

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<v Speaker 1>the atmosphere is that very thin resource, and I really

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<v Speaker 1>want to get that message across the people, because it's

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<v Speaker 1>easy to think of the earth as so big that

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<v Speaker 1>how could we possibly impact it? But really it's not

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<v Speaker 1>the whole earth we're worried about. It is just this

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<v Speaker 1>thin layer we live in. That idea you as well

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<v Speaker 1>as concern that we're getting so sucked into screens that

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<v Speaker 1>I would love to get involved in helping younger people

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<v Speaker 1>appreciate that there's other alternatives, that there's an outdoor world

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<v Speaker 1>that's super interesting, and I don't think a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>young people are getting the opportunity to compare one way

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<v Speaker 1>of living to the other like we have. We grew

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<v Speaker 1>up without those things. We know what it was like

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<v Speaker 1>and how much fun it could be without having a

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<v Speaker 1>cell phone in your pocket all the time, and a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of people are growing up without that. So I'd

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<v Speaker 1>love to get involved with getting people to experience that. Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>well wonderful. Thank you. Some of this has been really fascinating.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you. Thank you so much for taking the time

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<v Speaker 1>to chat with me, Malcolm. It really really was a pleasure. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel blessed I got to talk to you, it

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<v Speaker 1>was really a wonderful opportunity for me as well. When

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<v Speaker 1>Mark was looking at Earth from orbit and grappling with

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<v Speaker 1>how insignificant we all seemed, he said he felt troubled

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<v Speaker 1>by the possible meaninglessness of it all, But then he

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<v Speaker 1>realized it's up to human beings to choose the scale

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<v Speaker 1>we pay attention to. We decide what's worthy of our

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<v Speaker 1>attention and what's meaningful. That might be something as expansive

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<v Speaker 1>as studying the cosmos, or as immediate as having dinner

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<v Speaker 1>with our loved ones, or as minute as the well

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<v Speaker 1>being of a single hatch chilly pepper plant. This piece

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<v Speaker 1>of wisdom from Mark is a great place for us

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<v Speaker 1>to end this season. Pay attention to the scale you choose,

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<v Speaker 1>because creativity begins when we give attention to something previously unnoticed,

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<v Speaker 1>a minor detail overlooked, a bigger picture still unseen. As

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<v Speaker 1>we strive to be new creators in our work and

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<v Speaker 1>in our lives, let's remember that new insights can be

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<v Speaker 1>found wherever we choose to look, as long as we're

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<v Speaker 1>attentive enough to see it. Thanks for listening to Smart

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