WEBVTT - GECK ME ALL NIGHT LONG

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<v Speaker 1>All from to accept press one.

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<v Speaker 2>Hello, is this random crackling noise?

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<v Speaker 3>Yes?

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<v Speaker 2>This is sorry you random crackling noise? What do you do?

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<v Speaker 4>What do I do?

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<v Speaker 5>I'm a garbage truck man.

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<v Speaker 2>You're a garbage truck man. Yeah, do you have a

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<v Speaker 2>favorite piece of trash?

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<v Speaker 5>Expensive things that rich people throw out?

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<v Speaker 2>What are some expensive things that rich people throw out?

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<v Speaker 5>Math books without their chargers. They just think they're broken.

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<v Speaker 5>It's pretty nice.

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<v Speaker 2>You're telling me that a rich person will just their

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<v Speaker 2>MacBook will just run out of battery.

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<v Speaker 5>I've found two MacBooks so far, so I mean, I

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<v Speaker 5>don't know what they're thinking.

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<v Speaker 4>Man, I just had to buy.

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<v Speaker 2>A charger, and then they throw it away instead of

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<v Speaker 2>charging it.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, right on top of the dumpster.

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<v Speaker 2>Perfectly, nothing wrong at all with the MacBook.

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<v Speaker 5>A smelly Uh.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you ever like look at the person's personal data

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<v Speaker 2>when you open up the MacBook?

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<v Speaker 5>Ah?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I definitely did. For sure. What would you do

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<v Speaker 4>if you found something like that?

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<v Speaker 2>Man, They didn't look through the face of their personally Yeah, man,

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<v Speaker 2>didn't do.

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<v Speaker 5>Anything malicious, but it definitely Uh.

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<v Speaker 2>No, I wouldn't do it like No, I feel like

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<v Speaker 2>I wouldn't like I wouldn't like fucking like try to

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<v Speaker 2>find people's like you know, this fucking credit card information anything,

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<v Speaker 2>but just I would like I would like read their.

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<v Speaker 5>Texts basically pictures.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, what do you find the life? Uh?

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<v Speaker 5>They were old people, their grandchildren.

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<v Speaker 4>Uh, this dude's wiener.

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<v Speaker 5>That was cool. So you know he found the more

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<v Speaker 5>you find he was old.

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<v Speaker 4>He's like, you know, seventy sixty.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm not really a dick doctor.

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<v Speaker 2>So he was a seventy year old? Was it a

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<v Speaker 2>young was it like an old picture of his wiener?

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<v Speaker 2>It was like his seventy year old wiener.

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<v Speaker 5>Like, I don't know, maybe said to his wife, I'm

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<v Speaker 5>not I don't have apple products. Other than that, uh.

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<v Speaker 2>Really has nothing to do with whether or not you

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<v Speaker 2>have apple products.

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<v Speaker 5>No, So I don't know how I took the picture,

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<v Speaker 5>you know what I'm saying. I don't know if if

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<v Speaker 5>it gets sent from his phone or if it was

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<v Speaker 5>like an awkward angle off the laptop.

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<v Speaker 2>You know that's where did you like? What app? Was that?

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<v Speaker 2>Was it under like the photo booth?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>Like, oh okay, so he used the photo booth app

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<v Speaker 2>to take a picture of his wiener.

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<v Speaker 5>I guess it was some photos you know what I

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<v Speaker 5>don't Yeah, okay for Apple apple products?

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<v Speaker 2>Interesting? What else did you find, uh in trash.

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<v Speaker 5>In general or just on that laptop or.

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<v Speaker 2>I kind of want to hear what else found on

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<v Speaker 2>this laptop?

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<v Speaker 5>Nothing really too interesting other than a wang. But I'm

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<v Speaker 5>sure everyone has a picture of their wang. You know,

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<v Speaker 5>after a certain age you got a significant other or not,

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<v Speaker 5>you're gonna you know, it's in that dick pic.

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<v Speaker 2>It's interesting that old people are still sending each other

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<v Speaker 2>pictures of like nudes.

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<v Speaker 3>Is it?

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<v Speaker 4>You know it's uh, I was old, I might do that.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like, yeah, I don't know, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>It's you know, it's weird about sex? Is that you

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<v Speaker 2>it's I know, it's biologically whatever. But by the time

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<v Speaker 2>you're seventy, if you're like a guy, if you're a guy, like,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know, shouldn't seeing boobs shouldn't it just be

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<v Speaker 2>like I'm seventy, I've seen boobs before whatever, But it's

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<v Speaker 2>still that's seventy. It's like, oh my god, that's the

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<v Speaker 2>most amazing thing I've ever seen. Crazy. I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>I get it now, but I get it. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>their boots.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm over tits already, you know, unless unless you're gonna

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<v Speaker 5>let me cop a field and tits or tits?

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<v Speaker 2>What else did you find in this garbage disposal?

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<v Speaker 5>Lots of sex toys of all the times? Yep, people

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<v Speaker 5>throw those away? Gun?

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<v Speaker 2>Got a gun, lots of pizza.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, you got you gotta call it.

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<v Speaker 5>You gotta call the police. So m hm you gotta

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<v Speaker 5>do that.

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<v Speaker 4>The police have that gun?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, mm hmm. You don't have to call the police,

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<v Speaker 2>if you if you call anyone? Who do you call

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<v Speaker 2>when you find the sex toys? Or do you just

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<v Speaker 2>not call anyone?

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<v Speaker 5>Call my mom, give her the address and see swings

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<v Speaker 5>by pick them up.

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<v Speaker 2>It's so the nice of you to help her out

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<v Speaker 2>with that.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I'm a good son.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm sure you are that.

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<v Speaker 5>Do it again? Of car parts? I guess you know?

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<v Speaker 5>Dead animals?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>Have you ever found a dead animal? That just made

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<v Speaker 2>you really sad? To find all dogs and cats?

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<v Speaker 4>It makes me sad.

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<v Speaker 2>Really, you find dogs and cats all the.

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<v Speaker 5>Time, You don't think people throw those away?

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<v Speaker 2>Where are you a garbage person at because this place

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<v Speaker 2>sounds fucked up?

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<v Speaker 4>Well, what do you mean?

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<v Speaker 5>It's America?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh?

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<v Speaker 2>Orange County, Orange County. Yeah, do you feel like you

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<v Speaker 2>can learn a lot about a person about what they

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<v Speaker 2>throw away?

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<v Speaker 5>Depends on the person.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I feel like even now you sort of have

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<v Speaker 2>made some judgments about not like you know, harsh judgments,

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<v Speaker 2>but like many judgments about people based on what they

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<v Speaker 2>throw away. You know, like like if someone throws away

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<v Speaker 2>a MacBook, you assume that they are like rich.

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<v Speaker 5>Or they were rich.

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<v Speaker 2>That necessarily means that you're rich. It could just mean

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<v Speaker 2>that you if because if you throw away your MacBook

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<v Speaker 2>after it runs out of battery, you.

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<v Speaker 5>Could just be liigated community. I mean they, I mean

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<v Speaker 5>they're probably stupid and rich.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, listen, thank you so much for for having this

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<v Speaker 2>conversation with me.

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<v Speaker 5>All Right, yeah, I'm gonna go take us some trush.

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<v Speaker 2>Beautiful, have a good one.

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<v Speaker 4>How you do.

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<v Speaker 6>On the line, goes, I was teaching you.

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<v Speaker 1>Paul from Angel.

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<v Speaker 2>Angel.

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<v Speaker 7>Oh dude, hey, how you doing good?

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<v Speaker 8>How are you?

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<v Speaker 6>Have we talked before? Angel?

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<v Speaker 7>No, this is actually my first dream.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh how did you?

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<v Speaker 9>Uh?

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<v Speaker 2>How'd you find yourself here? TikTok TikTok on the clock.

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<v Speaker 2>The party don't stop now? Oh oh oh oh, oh

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<v Speaker 2>oh oh oh what made you download TikTok on the

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<v Speaker 2>first place? Were you bored?

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 8>I mean I saw it on Twitter and then you know,

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<v Speaker 8>gay weight drug and then I've never been off since.

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<v Speaker 2>You've never been off it, since.

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<v Speaker 8>It's always open in the background of everything. I haven't

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<v Speaker 8>closed it for two years.

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<v Speaker 2>Interesting, kidding? What do you feel like? It sounds like

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<v Speaker 2>you spend a lot of time on there.

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<v Speaker 8>I used to, and then I got nine to five jobs,

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<v Speaker 8>so limited.

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<v Speaker 2>Now, well, what are you doing your nine to five job?

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<v Speaker 8>I am a business systems analyst for a data firm.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, you seem like a really nice person, So

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<v Speaker 2>I don't find this offensive, But that sounds really boring.

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<v Speaker 11>Oh it is.

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<v Speaker 8>It's terrible. My first job out of college. I just

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<v Speaker 8>accepted it because I was scared I wasn't.

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<v Speaker 11>Going to get one.

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<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm. And I mean, is there anything that you

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<v Speaker 2>would rather be doing than? God? What is that again?

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<v Speaker 2>That is the most boring job I've ever heard of?

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<v Speaker 8>My job again, business systems analysts. I don't even know

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<v Speaker 8>what it means, Like, what do.

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<v Speaker 2>You know what it means? How long have you been

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<v Speaker 2>working there?

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<v Speaker 9>For?

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<v Speaker 8>Three weeks?

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<v Speaker 2>What do you what do you think it means?

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<v Speaker 8>So it's a data firm, so they basically manage the

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<v Speaker 8>database systems for like big companies.

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<v Speaker 5>Like I don't know.

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<v Speaker 8>I had to find an NDA, so I don't know

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<v Speaker 8>how much I can stay on a Twitch screen without

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<v Speaker 8>getting in trouble.

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<v Speaker 2>You to sign an NDA, Yeah, what do they tell

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<v Speaker 2>you not to talk about?

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<v Speaker 8>Well, that's the thing, right I got. I don't know,

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<v Speaker 8>Well I haven't. You know, it's my third week. Do

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<v Speaker 8>I know any of the things like you get in

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<v Speaker 8>trouble for? I'm still an orientation.

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<v Speaker 2>It's true. You couldn't have learned that. It's true three

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<v Speaker 2>weeks in. They're probably none of the things you know

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<v Speaker 2>are like two secret.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, well we it's actually it's a pretty cool company.

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<v Speaker 8>They have like Disney as a client, McDonald's, Shell, Nissan,

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<v Speaker 8>all that big shit. But I never even heard of

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<v Speaker 8>them before. I applied to like an internship my senior year.

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<v Speaker 2>So so, okay, so you do a really boring is

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<v Speaker 2>the job it's self boring?

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<v Speaker 8>Well, I'm thinking it's gonna be since I have to

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<v Speaker 8>analyze some business systems, but they kind of They pay

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<v Speaker 8>me a lot to do it, well more than I

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<v Speaker 8>made when I was in college. So I figure I

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<v Speaker 8>can just save money and then do figure out whatever

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<v Speaker 8>I want to do later. I mean, I'm twenty two,

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<v Speaker 8>so like I don't have to have the coolest job

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<v Speaker 8>in the world.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you know, I feel like you. You know, you

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<v Speaker 2>didn't come on this phone call like, oh my goodness,

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<v Speaker 2>I have this boring job and I'm dying to get

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<v Speaker 2>out of here. You feel you've very healthily resigned yourself.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 8>Well I'm high right now, so I'm feeling better than

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<v Speaker 8>I was a couple hours though. When I'm on the job,

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<v Speaker 8>how high are you on like a scale from one's

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<v Speaker 8>dead that's been a couple of hours, I'd say three

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<v Speaker 8>a three.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you ever get high at work?

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<v Speaker 8>Well, they don't drug test and it's like a virtual

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<v Speaker 8>gig for right now because like COVID and shit. Sure,

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<v Speaker 8>so I reasonably could, but you know, I have thought

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<v Speaker 8>about it. So I'm only three weeks since. Maybe once

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<v Speaker 8>to get comfortable at my old jobs, I definitely did right.

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<v Speaker 2>Maybe once you it's like, know what your job title is.

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<v Speaker 4>And what it means. Yeah, you can get high.

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<v Speaker 3>Maybe I can.

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<v Speaker 8>Afford to do that.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, do you have a thing that you want to

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<v Speaker 2>do in the future. Or is this is this hit?

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<v Speaker 8>I think I'd like to own some sort of bar

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<v Speaker 8>or something thing.

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<v Speaker 10>Maybe like a gay bar.

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<v Speaker 2>Interesting that set up left field? You want to own

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<v Speaker 2>a gay bar?

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>Are are yourself gay? Or are you doing this as

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<v Speaker 2>like an ally?

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<v Speaker 8>I'm a less hearing yes, okay.

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<v Speaker 2>That could be. Where do you where do you want

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<v Speaker 2>to open up this bar?

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<v Speaker 12>Well?

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<v Speaker 8>I live in Dallas right now, and there's only one

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<v Speaker 8>lesbian bar in Dallas, but San Antonio has a cool vibe.

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<v Speaker 8>I kind of want to get out of Texas.

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<v Speaker 9>Well.

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<v Speaker 8>Who knows, the whole world's open, not right now, but

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<v Speaker 8>hopefully soon, so we've all travel around and figure out

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<v Speaker 8>the best location. You some scouting.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you think there are straight people that like have

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<v Speaker 2>opened gay bars? Oh?

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<v Speaker 8>Definitely. Straight people do everything, especially things that don't relate

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<v Speaker 8>to them.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, so what would that just what would like the

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<v Speaker 2>theme of the spar be. Would it have like a

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<v Speaker 2>you know, I don't know, some sort of of some

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<v Speaker 2>sort of theme like space or cowboy or something like that.

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<v Speaker 8>I think I'd like to have like cool like art

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<v Speaker 8>maybe like local artists, and you kind of like a

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<v Speaker 8>gallery flash bar thing support the community, you know. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 8>see I got a good idea.

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<v Speaker 10>No, I.

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<v Speaker 2>You know I had. I had, But before before this,

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<v Speaker 2>my dream was to open up a venue in New York.

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<v Speaker 2>And I quickly found out that the uh, the overhead

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<v Speaker 2>of this which is uh, you know, let's see, it

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<v Speaker 2>costs me about this gecko costume costs about sixty dollars.

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<v Speaker 2>I already had all the equipments. These startup costs of

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<v Speaker 2>this venture is probably like one hundred dollars, and the

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<v Speaker 2>startup cost of running a venue is about a million something.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, this was worked out better. But I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>Maybe in Dallas it's it's I mean, I was looking

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<v Speaker 2>at you know, like New York and should maybe Dallas

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<v Speaker 2>it's it's more doable. I love that idea. I think

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<v Speaker 2>it's great. Thank you, well, listen, good luck. What do

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<v Speaker 2>you want to wait? What do you want to call

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<v Speaker 2>the bar?

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<v Speaker 9>Well?

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<v Speaker 8>Fuck, I haven't thought that far. Maybe business system analyst.

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<v Speaker 8>Maybe it's like a.

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<v Speaker 9>A thing if you.

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<v Speaker 2>Made like a what if you yo, what if you

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<v Speaker 2>made like an office themed bar?

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, Like there's some bars called the library, so you

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<v Speaker 8>could say like I'm going to the library, when really

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<v Speaker 8>you're going to a bar. So it could be like

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<v Speaker 8>I'm going to the office, but really it's a gay bar.

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<v Speaker 2>Great, that would be cool, Like I don't know people

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<v Speaker 2>like sit in cubicles or something like that.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, there's like a water there's a water cooler, but

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<v Speaker 8>it's actually I like that.

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<v Speaker 10>I like this.

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<v Speaker 8>When you open this bar, everyone in shock come.

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<v Speaker 4>To the bar.

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<v Speaker 2>I know when you open this bar, I want to

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<v Speaker 2>come through. That sounds cool.

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<v Speaker 7>Okay, back, thanks.

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<v Speaker 2>Beautiful, Thank you so much for calling. Do yo rest to.

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<v Speaker 8>Night you Vie.

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<v Speaker 9>Call from Jackson.

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<v Speaker 2>Jackson Yello. Did we speak recently Jackson?

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<v Speaker 9>No, No, we've never spoken. I've seen you talk to

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<v Speaker 9>other people, but this is my first time talking to you.

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<v Speaker 2>Wait a minute, you've seen me talk to other people. Yeah, no,

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<v Speaker 2>way right, I never do that. Look you're my one

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<v Speaker 2>and only Jackson. I'm not talking to other people. It's

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<v Speaker 2>just you and me, Babe. Listen, what's up, Jackson? Tell

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<v Speaker 2>me everything?

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<v Speaker 9>Oh what do you want to know?

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<v Speaker 2>What's your relationship like with your father?

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<v Speaker 4>Oh?

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<v Speaker 9>Shit, constrained actually.

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<v Speaker 2>Constrained, No, strained, like.

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<v Speaker 9>Well, both of my parents, my father included, they're very religious.

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<v Speaker 9>They believe in God, but specifically they believe in.

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<v Speaker 2>Jesus.

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<v Speaker 9>So I went to church my whole life, and I

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<v Speaker 9>guess at this point I I believe in like the

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<v Speaker 9>idea of God, like God is good.

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<v Speaker 2>But yeah, what are they what are they like about him?

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<v Speaker 2>What do they think is so great about Jesus?

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<v Speaker 9>I don't really know. I guess they're just in it

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<v Speaker 9>deep man.

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<v Speaker 2>So why is this caused a strain on your relationship?

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<v Speaker 2>Because I assume you do not believe in God? But

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<v Speaker 2>why do they care? Does God like tell them that

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<v Speaker 2>things that you do are wrong?

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<v Speaker 8>Well?

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<v Speaker 9>God tells them.

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<v Speaker 3>That if.

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<v Speaker 9>You don't believe in God, then you go to Hell.

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<v Speaker 9>I'm so I guess they're worried about me going to hell.

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<v Speaker 2>They're worried about you going to hell. By the way,

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<v Speaker 2>look i'm a little I'm kind of on their side

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<v Speaker 2>because for a few reasons. Here's the thing. Your parents

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<v Speaker 2>genuinely well, look, whether or not they're right is irrelevant,

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<v Speaker 2>but you have to understand they like from there? Does

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<v Speaker 2>you have to understand even if they're wrong and what

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<v Speaker 2>they believe. I'm not saying any I'm not saying yes

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<v Speaker 2>that is or it is, But even if what they

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<v Speaker 2>believe is crazy, you have to understand they genuinely believe

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<v Speaker 2>that you are going to spend all of eternity in Hell.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah. I mean that's why it's been strained. That's why

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<v Speaker 9>it's been strained. Like I know that they're like sad.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, to be sad too if I believe that my

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<v Speaker 2>son are going to Hell.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah. And my older brother, he just was ordained. He's

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<v Speaker 9>a new pastor and he wrote my old pastor a

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<v Speaker 9>nasty email that said, look, you're not taking care of

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<v Speaker 9>my brother. So he called me and he was like, hey,

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<v Speaker 9>has a relationship with God. I was like, well, I'm

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<v Speaker 9>not so hot, but yeah, he wants to set up

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<v Speaker 9>a meeting with the session. I'm supposed to show up

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<v Speaker 9>and they're going to excommunicate me. They're going to excommunicate you, yeah,

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<v Speaker 9>which is kind of like it's heavy.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, yeah, why old he Jackson, I'm eight, you're

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<v Speaker 2>twenty eight.

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<v Speaker 9>Yep.

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<v Speaker 2>Really I'm interested that, Like, you know, for twenty eight

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<v Speaker 2>how recent is this family religious thing?

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<v Speaker 9>Well, I mean I grew up in the church for

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<v Speaker 9>most of my life. Like I went to church probably

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<v Speaker 9>till I was like twenty four, and then I kind

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<v Speaker 9>of stopped going. And it's only been within the last

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<v Speaker 9>like three years that I guess I like, I get

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<v Speaker 9>organized religion, like I see some benefits in it. But

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<v Speaker 9>I just think that there's lots of people around the

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<v Speaker 9>world who are They're trying to understand who God is,

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<v Speaker 9>and I think that's reasonable. You know, I'm not going

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<v Speaker 9>to say, hey, don't try to find God. But what

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<v Speaker 9>gets me is when all these different sects of Christianity,

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<v Speaker 9>or not even Christianity, but people around the world they're

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<v Speaker 9>just trying to understand God, and then groups of people

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<v Speaker 9>condemn each other. They're like, hey, we have it right,

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<v Speaker 9>and you don't know what you're talking about.

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<v Speaker 2>So I don't know, why do you believe Jackson? Because look,

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<v Speaker 2>I mean at twenty eight, you know, you got to

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<v Speaker 2>understand you really don't know your parents' shit at all.

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<v Speaker 9>No, that's true, that's true. I mean I guess what

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<v Speaker 9>it to me is that this is the lens that

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<v Speaker 9>they view the world through, and so when there is

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<v Speaker 9>they think about anything, their own finances, their relationship with anybody,

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<v Speaker 9>they're looking at it through the lens of how can

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<v Speaker 9>I share the Gospel with these people? Which I mean

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<v Speaker 9>they're good people, they have kind hearts, but I think

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<v Speaker 9>it limits our ability to connect because they're thinking, how

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<v Speaker 9>can we bring Jackson back to the light, And I'm like, hey,

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<v Speaker 9>I just want to talk to you.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, no, I understand that.

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<v Speaker 9>Hm.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I mean you might you might not be able

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<v Speaker 2>to connect with them, but you can you you can

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<v Speaker 2>still love your parents without the able to connect with them.

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<v Speaker 9>Dude, I try to. And I mean you were asking

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<v Speaker 9>me what I think about God. I mean I don't

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<v Speaker 9>think that there is really a lot known about him.

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<v Speaker 9>I'd like to believe that God is like good, like

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<v Speaker 9>when you like God is love and kind of like

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<v Speaker 9>the warm, fuzzy ideas about goodness in a sense. But

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<v Speaker 9>you know, I've experienced spiritual things, you know, experiences in

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<v Speaker 9>life where maybe I was in a low spot and

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<v Speaker 9>I felt like there was some kind of divine that

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<v Speaker 9>acted and like helped me. But I don't know, it's

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<v Speaker 9>a I think a lot of people have experienced that

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<v Speaker 9>kind of thing.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, Jackson, listen, I hope things get better with your family,

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<v Speaker 2>And I appreciate what you calling in.

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<v Speaker 9>Share Yeah, man takes through.

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<v Speaker 2>You're to of course you take care.

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<v Speaker 13>Paul from event.

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<v Speaker 2>You vet, Hey, Hello, Hi, how are you? Did you say?

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<v Speaker 2>Your name is Yvette. Yeah, Uh tell me everything, you bet.

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<v Speaker 8>So.

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<v Speaker 10>I mean I tuned in. I think this is the

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<v Speaker 10>first time I've actually gotten through and I saw that

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<v Speaker 10>apparently today you were taking on regrets, and holy shit.

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<v Speaker 2>You sound you sound like you've got a lot of regrets.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like you. I feel like you are the first. Uh.

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<v Speaker 2>We haven't really talked to I haven't directly asked anyone

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<v Speaker 2>the question this evening. You sound prime to answer it. Uh,

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<v Speaker 2>do you have any regrets you vete? That's rot for fucking.

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<v Speaker 10>Rhymes by the way, Oh, definitely. I think I regret

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<v Speaker 10>being like the kid that always followed instructions. I kind

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<v Speaker 10>of regret not being a troublemaker, you know, and kind

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<v Speaker 10>of like either ditch in school or like you know,

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<v Speaker 10>staying out past curfew. I mean, there were really good

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<v Speaker 10>reasons why, like I shouldn't be doing those things. But

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<v Speaker 10>I mean I kind of like look back now, and

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<v Speaker 10>I'm like, you know where we're Where were my days

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<v Speaker 10>of like you know, doing shit out like at two am,

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<v Speaker 10>or like you know, getting my fake idea or whatever,

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<v Speaker 10>Like they just don't exist. So I don't have like

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<v Speaker 10>theod cool stories to tell from like remember when I

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<v Speaker 10>did this, They just don't exist, and I kind of

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<v Speaker 10>regret that.

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<v Speaker 2>Sorry one second, I'm fucking around with my audio again.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh little again? All right, that's cool one, okay, great,

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<v Speaker 2>all right, you've hat Okay, So how old are you now?

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<v Speaker 10>I just hit thirty?

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<v Speaker 2>You just hit thirty? Yeah, So you've always followed the rules?

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<v Speaker 2>You wish you got into more trouble? What kinds of

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<v Speaker 2>trouble do you wish you'd got? You wish you'd stolen

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<v Speaker 2>more of thing? Like when you.

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<v Speaker 10>Like, I'm not trying to go out for like a

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<v Speaker 10>felony or like none of that shit. No, but I mean, like,

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<v Speaker 10>you know, the harmless kind of trouble that like most

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<v Speaker 10>teenagers go up to, like get up to, or like,

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<v Speaker 10>you know, the mistakes you usually run into, like when

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<v Speaker 10>you're in your early twenties, Like I got none of that,

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<v Speaker 10>and now.

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<v Speaker 2>I kind of know you you wish you'd gotten more,

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<v Speaker 2>do us?

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<v Speaker 10>I mean I never got any and I didn't like

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<v Speaker 10>So that's the kind of trouble that I wouldn't want

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<v Speaker 10>to like you know, of course, like like trouble that

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<v Speaker 10>put other people at risk. Of course, not like that's

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<v Speaker 10>some dumb shit, but like the harmless one that was

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<v Speaker 10>like supposed to you know, like not really have a

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<v Speaker 10>terrible consequence, but make for a decent story, do you

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<v Speaker 10>know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm trying to think of what would constitute some harmless trouble.

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<v Speaker 2>Like I mean when when I was sixteen, like you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I mean would get high. But you're thirty. You're getting

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<v Speaker 2>high is not you know, here's not really trouble for you.

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<v Speaker 13>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 10>I never even fucking like how to smoke. I never

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<v Speaker 10>even got high, Like I was literally like goody two shoes,

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<v Speaker 10>like the whole way through, And I'm just.

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<v Speaker 11>Like what the fuck, Like why what do you do now?

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<v Speaker 10>What I get out of it?

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<v Speaker 2>Nothing? What do you do now?

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<v Speaker 10>What do you mean? Like what do I do now?

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<v Speaker 4>Like, like are you what do you do?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you work for the government? Do you run a commune?

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<v Speaker 11>Oh?

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<v Speaker 9>Oh?

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<v Speaker 10>I heard that girl about the commune and I was

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<v Speaker 10>like great on paper, but kind of needs more planning.

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<v Speaker 10>But no, I don't run a commune. I don't work

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<v Speaker 10>for the government. I currently work for the city.

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<v Speaker 14>I see, like work for the city.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like working for the city constitutes working for

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<v Speaker 2>the government in a way.

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<v Speaker 10>I mean, I guess it's more like local.

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<v Speaker 2>Anyway trouble you wish she got into. I mean, is

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<v Speaker 2>there any trouble that you want to get into now?

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<v Speaker 10>See now, Like it's that whole like adult mindset of it,

0:27:25.720 --> 0:27:29.479
<v Speaker 10>And I'm just like oof, that's like now any trouble

0:27:29.520 --> 0:27:32.840
<v Speaker 10>would actually have like permanent consequences, you know what I.

0:27:32.920 --> 0:27:35.320
<v Speaker 2>Mean, Well, well, here's what I'm saying is though, like

0:27:35.480 --> 0:27:38.800
<v Speaker 2>what I'm trying to arrive at something here, like but

0:27:38.840 --> 0:27:40.719
<v Speaker 2>it's something that you could have gotten away with as

0:27:40.760 --> 0:27:42.440
<v Speaker 2>a kid, or like trouble you would have wanted to

0:27:42.480 --> 0:27:45.440
<v Speaker 2>do as a kid that you couldn't do right, you know, everything.

0:27:46.080 --> 0:27:49.400
<v Speaker 10>These stories were like you know, a kid would sneak out,

0:27:49.560 --> 0:27:51.200
<v Speaker 10>you know, from their house and go like during the

0:27:51.880 --> 0:27:53.600
<v Speaker 10>like friends at a party or whatever. I never did

0:27:53.640 --> 0:27:57.560
<v Speaker 10>that ship and like you know, just stuff that like Okay, yeah,

0:27:57.600 --> 0:28:00.399
<v Speaker 10>maybe you would have gotten ground before, but like you know,

0:28:01.240 --> 0:28:01.600
<v Speaker 10>that was it.

0:28:02.960 --> 0:28:05.080
<v Speaker 2>Because I feel like, whatever are we arriving to play

0:28:05.080 --> 0:28:09.400
<v Speaker 2>a thing like this and we have a very shallow

0:28:09.520 --> 0:28:14.840
<v Speaker 2>pool of concrete answers. It's almost like you're of examining

0:28:15.280 --> 0:28:21.680
<v Speaker 2>this fake version of the average teenager experience that just

0:28:21.840 --> 0:28:23.360
<v Speaker 2>never happened. To anyone.

0:28:24.640 --> 0:28:28.160
<v Speaker 10>I mean true, Yeah, I mean because like it's like, okay,

0:28:28.320 --> 0:28:30.560
<v Speaker 10>you know how they always say, like kindsight is twenty twenty,

0:28:30.680 --> 0:28:33.080
<v Speaker 10>So like I think that's probably definitely what's happening.

0:28:33.680 --> 0:28:35.040
<v Speaker 15>Because Oh, the.

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<v Speaker 10>Other regret that popped up, I was, like I regret

0:28:37.280 --> 0:28:37.720
<v Speaker 10>that I was.

0:28:37.800 --> 0:28:44.080
<v Speaker 15>Such a freaking like I was so oblivious to like

0:28:45.840 --> 0:28:49.040
<v Speaker 15>the like people's skills I have. No, Like, I had

0:28:49.160 --> 0:28:50.320
<v Speaker 15>very little people's skills.

0:28:50.160 --> 0:28:52.040
<v Speaker 10>To the point where like it took me seven years

0:28:52.080 --> 0:28:54.160
<v Speaker 10>to find like to finally get that light bulb to

0:28:54.200 --> 0:28:57.680
<v Speaker 10>click on. We're like, oh, this person was super interested

0:28:57.760 --> 0:29:00.520
<v Speaker 10>in me, and I just like you know, went over me.

0:29:00.920 --> 0:29:02.840
<v Speaker 10>So that was another revent that I had. But you know,

0:29:02.960 --> 0:29:06.080
<v Speaker 10>it's the whole thing is like, yeah, we're looking back

0:29:06.520 --> 0:29:10.880
<v Speaker 10>and now I can catch everything, but you know, I

0:29:10.880 --> 0:29:12.560
<v Speaker 10>don't actually know where I'm heading with this.

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<v Speaker 2>No, no, no, have you So do you feel as

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<v Speaker 2>though your people's skills have improved now that you are thirty?

0:29:18.960 --> 0:29:19.080
<v Speaker 11>Oh?

0:29:19.160 --> 0:29:20.000
<v Speaker 10>I kind of have had to.

0:29:20.160 --> 0:29:24.080
<v Speaker 2>Yeah you said that, you said they've had they've had.

0:29:24.400 --> 0:29:26.600
<v Speaker 2>You said you had to have improved to them.

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah, because, like I said, I worked for like the city.

0:29:29.720 --> 0:29:29.800
<v Speaker 2>So.

0:29:31.440 --> 0:29:34.520
<v Speaker 10>I definitely have to interact with people on a daily basis,

0:29:34.600 --> 0:29:37.360
<v Speaker 10>So yeah, those people skills definitely have to have like.

0:29:38.360 --> 0:29:39.040
<v Speaker 16>Come into play.

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<v Speaker 2>Well when was the turning point for you, because you

0:29:41.840 --> 0:29:43.480
<v Speaker 2>just said that it took you a very long time

0:29:43.600 --> 0:29:45.520
<v Speaker 2>to develop these people's skills.

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<v Speaker 10>Well, I think, well, probably when I started working for

0:29:49.240 --> 0:29:55.080
<v Speaker 10>the city, so maybe like twenty five that's yeah, that

0:29:55.240 --> 0:29:57.440
<v Speaker 10>was probably the turning point because I got that job

0:29:57.520 --> 0:30:00.320
<v Speaker 10>and then like I had to really interact with people

0:30:00.840 --> 0:30:02.960
<v Speaker 10>and there was kind of like no getting out of it.

0:30:04.120 --> 0:30:06.120
<v Speaker 2>And did that make you nervous when you had to

0:30:06.200 --> 0:30:10.280
<v Speaker 2>start interacting with more people than you typically did.

0:30:11.800 --> 0:30:16.280
<v Speaker 10>I'm not nervous per se, but more like it kind

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<v Speaker 10>of felt like a like a new like a puzzle,

0:30:19.800 --> 0:30:22.200
<v Speaker 10>Like people were puzzles, you know, and it was like

0:30:22.320 --> 0:30:24.200
<v Speaker 10>as long as I could figure out the rules, you know,

0:30:24.440 --> 0:30:27.440
<v Speaker 10>I was cool with it, and I kind of figured

0:30:27.480 --> 0:30:29.480
<v Speaker 10>out the roles and so like I managed to kind

0:30:29.480 --> 0:30:30.600
<v Speaker 10>of pick up those skills.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you have a lot of friends?

0:30:36.920 --> 0:30:39.400
<v Speaker 10>I would say I have a lot of acquaintances, but

0:30:39.520 --> 0:30:42.720
<v Speaker 10>I have like a handful of people that I would

0:30:42.760 --> 0:30:43.440
<v Speaker 10>consider friends.

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<v Speaker 2>M Do you now is this by choice? Because a

0:30:49.160 --> 0:30:52.520
<v Speaker 2>lot of people they enjoy you know, their own company

0:30:52.640 --> 0:30:55.040
<v Speaker 2>more than you know, having a lot of people around

0:30:55.080 --> 0:30:55.720
<v Speaker 2>them at all times.

0:30:57.000 --> 0:31:00.280
<v Speaker 10>I mean, I would say that part of it has

0:31:00.360 --> 0:31:02.320
<v Speaker 10>been by choice, part of it has been by circumstance,

0:31:02.360 --> 0:31:04.920
<v Speaker 10>because I really do enjoy like my own alone time life.

0:31:05.240 --> 0:31:07.400
<v Speaker 10>There is a difference between being alone and being lonely,

0:31:07.520 --> 0:31:09.760
<v Speaker 10>and definitely there's days where like it's one or the other.

0:31:10.400 --> 0:31:13.800
<v Speaker 10>But I definitely do enjoy, Like I am that person

0:31:13.840 --> 0:31:15.880
<v Speaker 10>who is like super comfortable going off to the movies

0:31:15.880 --> 0:31:18.640
<v Speaker 10>by themselves, going to you know, a thing part by themselves,

0:31:18.720 --> 0:31:21.720
<v Speaker 10>Like you know, if I want, you know, my friends

0:31:21.800 --> 0:31:25.480
<v Speaker 10>don't want to, I'm perfectly fine going on my own. However,

0:31:26.360 --> 0:31:29.040
<v Speaker 10>like then there's also the circumstance of you know, people

0:31:29.200 --> 0:31:32.640
<v Speaker 10>entering different stages in their life and you know, life

0:31:32.720 --> 0:31:35.200
<v Speaker 10>responsibilities getting in the way, and then that kind of

0:31:35.280 --> 0:31:38.200
<v Speaker 10>been like when it happened by circumstance.

0:31:41.760 --> 0:31:44.840
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well, I'm glad that you hear. The things have

0:31:45.160 --> 0:31:49.320
<v Speaker 2>have shifted for you better. I mean, that's the cool

0:31:49.360 --> 0:31:51.200
<v Speaker 2>thing about this. That's the thing. It's like, you know,

0:31:51.440 --> 0:31:53.360
<v Speaker 2>and I was I always, you know, was talking about

0:31:53.400 --> 0:31:55.320
<v Speaker 2>this a little bit on on on some of the

0:31:55.440 --> 0:31:58.840
<v Speaker 2>video that I did, but I really do feel like

0:31:58.960 --> 0:32:01.080
<v Speaker 2>being a kid is over. Every time I see someone

0:32:01.160 --> 0:32:02.640
<v Speaker 2>be like, oh, man, I wish I was in fucking

0:32:03.080 --> 0:32:05.800
<v Speaker 2>high schooler again, or middle school, or like I was

0:32:05.880 --> 0:32:08.200
<v Speaker 2>you know it, you know, could just sit around playing

0:32:08.880 --> 0:32:11.840
<v Speaker 2>Call of Duty all day with my fucking Xbox friends

0:32:11.960 --> 0:32:15.360
<v Speaker 2>or something like. I just I don't get it. Being

0:32:15.440 --> 0:32:20.880
<v Speaker 2>thirty is life theoretically should be getting better with age,

0:32:21.040 --> 0:32:23.719
<v Speaker 2>because you know who you are now more. I bet

0:32:23.800 --> 0:32:28.040
<v Speaker 2>when you were in you know, high school, you were

0:32:28.080 --> 0:32:34.200
<v Speaker 2>all you know it's you are more vulnerable to the

0:32:34.280 --> 0:32:37.400
<v Speaker 2>opinions of other people because you don't know who you

0:32:37.600 --> 0:32:39.760
<v Speaker 2>fucking are, and that's what makes you second guess all

0:32:39.800 --> 0:32:42.600
<v Speaker 2>your social interactions. But by the time you're thirty, you're like,

0:32:42.680 --> 0:32:45.440
<v Speaker 2>I've lived on the earth long enough to know how

0:32:45.560 --> 0:32:48.160
<v Speaker 2>I talk to people. I'm just gonna be that, and

0:32:48.240 --> 0:32:50.239
<v Speaker 2>if people don't like it, I don't care. It's too

0:32:50.360 --> 0:32:51.160
<v Speaker 2>late to change.

0:32:52.680 --> 0:32:55.080
<v Speaker 10>I mean, definitely, you have like a really good point

0:32:55.120 --> 0:32:57.920
<v Speaker 10>with that, I would say, though, However, it's like those

0:32:58.840 --> 0:33:02.120
<v Speaker 10>I think like I've always heard more of, like the

0:33:02.200 --> 0:33:06.200
<v Speaker 10>people being like, oh I wish I like had fucked

0:33:06.240 --> 0:33:08.920
<v Speaker 10>up in high school and done better. But I think

0:33:09.040 --> 0:33:10.880
<v Speaker 10>like where I was coming from it more was like

0:33:11.000 --> 0:33:12.560
<v Speaker 10>I wish I had sucked up a little bit more

0:33:12.600 --> 0:33:17.120
<v Speaker 10>in night school. You know, I still fuck up, you know, yeah,

0:33:17.160 --> 0:33:19.880
<v Speaker 10>but now there's like lasting permanent consequences.

0:33:20.080 --> 0:33:23.160
<v Speaker 2>No, there's not. There's nothing. Nothing is permanent. You're gonna die,

0:33:23.280 --> 0:33:28.360
<v Speaker 2>there's no permanent consequences. I mean, here's what here's what

0:33:28.440 --> 0:33:31.080
<v Speaker 2>you should do. Go go to Southeast Asia. Book a

0:33:31.200 --> 0:33:38.320
<v Speaker 2>one way ticket, go there. Murder is actually legal in Cambodia,

0:33:38.600 --> 0:33:41.280
<v Speaker 2>So go kill a bunch of people. You steal it

0:33:41.480 --> 0:33:47.400
<v Speaker 2>is legal in uh Laos, So go there, steal everything,

0:33:47.560 --> 0:33:51.080
<v Speaker 2>bring it back souvenirs for all your friends and family.

0:33:51.720 --> 0:33:54.920
<v Speaker 2>And you know, all I'm trying to say is there's

0:33:54.960 --> 0:33:57.960
<v Speaker 2>more adventure out there to be had at the age

0:33:57.960 --> 0:34:01.000
<v Speaker 2>of thirty. There's more trouble to get into. So I

0:34:01.080 --> 0:34:04.520
<v Speaker 2>would be on the lookout for it, all right.

0:34:04.560 --> 0:34:07.520
<v Speaker 10>I'll definitely have to like go out there and find

0:34:07.560 --> 0:34:09.600
<v Speaker 10>some opportunities to do so, not the murder.

0:34:09.440 --> 0:34:14.120
<v Speaker 2>But beautiful well you know what happens in Cambodia. Say

0:34:14.160 --> 0:34:15.799
<v Speaker 2>is it Cambodia? Thank you so much for calling man.

0:34:15.840 --> 0:34:16.759
<v Speaker 2>You're rest to night.

0:34:17.440 --> 0:34:18.160
<v Speaker 15>Hie buye.

0:34:20.960 --> 0:34:23.400
<v Speaker 9>Call from Matthew.

0:34:26.000 --> 0:34:38.560
<v Speaker 2>Matthews that your word Matthew hey is yeah, Matthew. Wait

0:34:38.600 --> 0:34:42.120
<v Speaker 2>a minute, I got all the time in the world.

0:34:44.680 --> 0:34:45.160
<v Speaker 17>All right, mam.

0:34:46.120 --> 0:34:47.480
<v Speaker 2>How are you Matthew? Where you call him from?

0:34:48.960 --> 0:34:53.920
<v Speaker 17>I'm going from Quebec, Gobec Yere, Canada.

0:34:54.480 --> 0:34:56.960
<v Speaker 2>Are you French Canadian? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 9>Where?

0:35:00.239 --> 0:35:00.439
<v Speaker 1>Way?

0:35:00.560 --> 0:35:02.480
<v Speaker 2>The cool? I don't know what the bakoo. I know whey,

0:35:02.600 --> 0:35:04.040
<v Speaker 2>I know we means yes, but I don't know what

0:35:04.080 --> 0:35:04.800
<v Speaker 2>pacoo means.

0:35:05.760 --> 0:35:09.359
<v Speaker 4>Bakoo is very much way but cool.

0:35:10.520 --> 0:35:13.879
<v Speaker 2>Bokoop a coop, that's awesome. That sounds like it doesn't

0:35:13.920 --> 0:35:14.759
<v Speaker 2>mean anything, but it.

0:35:18.160 --> 0:35:18.319
<v Speaker 4>Does.

0:35:18.400 --> 0:35:24.879
<v Speaker 2>Bikimian anything like bakool bakey. What let's talk about something else.

0:35:25.160 --> 0:35:25.279
<v Speaker 9>Uh.

0:35:25.560 --> 0:35:26.560
<v Speaker 2>Do you have any regrets?

0:35:28.640 --> 0:35:28.799
<v Speaker 12>Uh?

0:35:29.880 --> 0:35:31.120
<v Speaker 17>Yeah, I got one right now.

0:35:31.800 --> 0:35:35.080
<v Speaker 18>I grow weed in my backyard mm hm.

0:35:36.360 --> 0:35:41.440
<v Speaker 17>And I planted them too close to each other mhm.

0:35:42.440 --> 0:35:44.880
<v Speaker 17>And they grew way more than I thought it would be,

0:35:45.080 --> 0:35:48.200
<v Speaker 17>so I'm kind of scared of my neighbors might steal it.

0:35:50.080 --> 0:35:50.600
<v Speaker 9>This is like.

0:35:53.239 --> 0:35:56.560
<v Speaker 2>You set up you have. You have two friends, and

0:35:57.080 --> 0:36:01.120
<v Speaker 2>you introduced them to each other, and so they start

0:36:01.200 --> 0:36:04.719
<v Speaker 2>hanging out, right, they become good friends, but then all

0:36:04.719 --> 0:36:07.840
<v Speaker 2>of a sudden, they start hanging out without you, and

0:36:07.960 --> 0:36:11.840
<v Speaker 2>you're like what the hell I introduced you guys, and

0:36:11.960 --> 0:36:14.839
<v Speaker 2>then you're so sad and alone, you know, but it's

0:36:14.880 --> 0:36:16.680
<v Speaker 2>like it's like to have it with weed plants.

0:36:19.560 --> 0:36:20.919
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, I guess.

0:36:21.880 --> 0:36:26.080
<v Speaker 17>Well, I mean more more a because I mean it's

0:36:26.160 --> 0:36:26.840
<v Speaker 17>my neighbor, you know.

0:36:28.239 --> 0:36:31.640
<v Speaker 2>Okay, why why does them being close to each other

0:36:31.920 --> 0:36:34.080
<v Speaker 2>mean that you're afraid your neighbor will steal them?

0:36:36.600 --> 0:36:41.960
<v Speaker 17>Because I have a newer I have little fans between

0:36:42.239 --> 0:36:47.840
<v Speaker 17>the two places. And when when do you cut his grass?

0:36:47.880 --> 0:36:51.080
<v Speaker 17>He comes a lot too, more on my side, so

0:36:51.239 --> 0:36:51.879
<v Speaker 17>you know you can.

0:36:51.880 --> 0:36:52.279
<v Speaker 10>See the.

0:36:54.360 --> 0:36:54.719
<v Speaker 18>The weed.

0:36:57.800 --> 0:36:59.719
<v Speaker 2>Do you know your neighbor? Have you like met them?

0:37:01.480 --> 0:37:06.160
<v Speaker 17>Yeah, I'm pretty sure. How do you say you can

0:37:06.239 --> 0:37:07.960
<v Speaker 17>do a lot of drugs like speed?

0:37:08.000 --> 0:37:10.440
<v Speaker 2>You know, well he does speed.

0:37:11.800 --> 0:37:13.279
<v Speaker 18>Yeah, I'm pretty sure he's hurt on speed.

0:37:13.360 --> 0:37:14.719
<v Speaker 4>Man, I'll finally.

0:37:15.080 --> 0:37:18.560
<v Speaker 11>Talked to me talking about buying my house and making

0:37:22.360 --> 0:37:26.040
<v Speaker 11>coldle I don't think con the medium he said.

0:37:26.360 --> 0:37:29.120
<v Speaker 2>Okay, he wants to buy your house and turn it

0:37:29.160 --> 0:37:30.120
<v Speaker 2>into a condominium.

0:37:30.960 --> 0:37:33.120
<v Speaker 18>Yeah, like a party and everything.

0:37:34.200 --> 0:37:36.359
<v Speaker 17>But you know that the guy that doesn't have money,

0:37:36.440 --> 0:37:38.280
<v Speaker 17>so fucking wording.

0:37:40.440 --> 0:37:43.479
<v Speaker 2>Okay, so you've met your neighbor, you say you've gotten

0:37:43.560 --> 0:37:44.440
<v Speaker 2>high with him? Before.

0:37:45.800 --> 0:37:48.000
<v Speaker 17>No, no, no, I didn't. I was this, you know,

0:37:48.320 --> 0:37:50.600
<v Speaker 17>we're working in the backyard, and he came to me

0:37:50.719 --> 0:37:53.879
<v Speaker 17>like what happened there? We were really shaky and ship

0:37:53.960 --> 0:37:54.080
<v Speaker 17>you know.

0:37:54.920 --> 0:37:57.759
<v Speaker 2>Oh okay, So I guess the reason why I'm asking

0:37:57.800 --> 0:38:01.359
<v Speaker 2>you that is because I'm curious, like what relationship you've

0:38:01.440 --> 0:38:07.560
<v Speaker 2>established with your neighbor, right, Like, well, why why are

0:38:07.800 --> 0:38:10.560
<v Speaker 2>you so on edge around them? Why don't you trust

0:38:10.640 --> 0:38:14.200
<v Speaker 2>them to not steal your plants?

0:38:15.719 --> 0:38:15.839
<v Speaker 19>Well?

0:38:15.880 --> 0:38:19.480
<v Speaker 17>I mean I trust them, but his friend, you know her,

0:38:19.600 --> 0:38:22.279
<v Speaker 17>he brings friend to his house and you know, I

0:38:22.360 --> 0:38:24.680
<v Speaker 17>don't know what I'm that much neither, and I know

0:38:24.880 --> 0:38:26.320
<v Speaker 17>him does drugs.

0:38:28.520 --> 0:38:29.600
<v Speaker 18>One, one does two?

0:38:31.960 --> 0:38:32.120
<v Speaker 9>Right?

0:38:32.480 --> 0:38:35.520
<v Speaker 2>Right, You're afraid that his friends. You can trust him

0:38:35.600 --> 0:38:38.839
<v Speaker 2>a little bit, but his friends that are also high

0:38:38.880 --> 0:38:41.439
<v Speaker 2>on speed probably not as much.

0:38:43.719 --> 0:38:44.120
<v Speaker 4>That's right.

0:38:45.040 --> 0:38:48.280
<v Speaker 2>Okay, So why don'd you get some sort of why'd

0:38:48.280 --> 0:38:48.920
<v Speaker 2>you get a fence?

0:38:49.120 --> 0:38:49.279
<v Speaker 9>Man?

0:38:50.280 --> 0:38:50.480
<v Speaker 13>Yeah?

0:38:51.080 --> 0:38:54.879
<v Speaker 18>Isn't actually why I was calling in tonight, because.

0:38:56.880 --> 0:38:59.719
<v Speaker 2>You are you trying to Tom Sawyer me here? You

0:38:59.800 --> 0:39:01.280
<v Speaker 2>try to give me to paint your fence?

0:39:03.239 --> 0:39:06.800
<v Speaker 17>Oh yeah, yeah, I just want to fence there you come.

0:39:07.400 --> 0:39:09.200
<v Speaker 2>I want to I want to there's I want to

0:39:09.280 --> 0:39:15.000
<v Speaker 2>let I'm like I will let you continue talking about

0:39:15.040 --> 0:39:17.200
<v Speaker 2>why you called me in relation to the fence. But

0:39:18.440 --> 0:39:20.360
<v Speaker 2>I don't think I can help you put up your fence.

0:39:20.920 --> 0:39:25.000
<v Speaker 2>You know a whole lot. Okay, okay, how how can

0:39:25.040 --> 0:39:26.680
<v Speaker 2>I help you? How? How can I? How am I

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<v Speaker 2>can I be involved in this?

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<v Speaker 17>Because I was wondering if because the plants are getting

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<v Speaker 17>way bigger than I thought they would be, so I

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<v Speaker 17>thought about the electrifying defense.

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<v Speaker 4>I put a.

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<v Speaker 17>Battery car on it.

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<v Speaker 12>You know.

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<v Speaker 2>You said the fence is bigger than you thought it

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<v Speaker 2>would be.

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<v Speaker 17>No, the wee grows way higher than I probably one.

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<v Speaker 17>It's like my fresh year grew in it, so I'm

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<v Speaker 17>not used to it.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, the other plants are way bigger than you thought

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<v Speaker 2>they would be. Okay, And how am I involved? Again?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you want to electric you?

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<v Speaker 11>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>I was wondering if.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm sorry, my my English is pretty bad.

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<v Speaker 2>No, you're good. It's better than a lot of.

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<v Speaker 17>But like, sure, should I put electricity on it? Or

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<v Speaker 17>try to trust my neighbor and like go talk to

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<v Speaker 17>him about it and everything.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, what's your name? Matthew, Matthew, Matthew. Look, here's

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<v Speaker 2>let me tell you. I'm gonna tell you the two

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<v Speaker 2>answers that I have. I want to live in a

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<v Speaker 2>world with less electric fences, with less locks, with less

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<v Speaker 2>barriers between people. It's the world I want to live in.

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<v Speaker 2>And here's the thing. If if if if people were

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<v Speaker 2>to storm the streets and be like, you know, if

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<v Speaker 2>a guy were to were to stand up on a

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<v Speaker 2>soapbox and be like, let's all get rid of our

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<v Speaker 2>fences and our locks and trust to one another, you know,

0:41:23.360 --> 0:41:27.520
<v Speaker 2>someone would be like, all right, you first. And I

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<v Speaker 2>don't think I would be that guy. I don't think

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<v Speaker 2>I would be that guy. So I'm not going to

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<v Speaker 2>tell you to be that guy. That's the world i'd

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<v Speaker 2>like to live live in. I don't know what world

0:41:37.480 --> 0:41:42.879
<v Speaker 2>we live in. But what were you gonna say?

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<v Speaker 17>I mean, I can try, you know, try to be

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<v Speaker 17>that guy a pleast.

0:41:49.200 --> 0:41:50.000
<v Speaker 2>Is that important to you?

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<v Speaker 17>Go see him and you know, just tell him, like,

0:41:54.719 --> 0:41:56.319
<v Speaker 17>you know, when when I get the when I get

0:41:56.360 --> 0:41:58.959
<v Speaker 17>the weird, I know, if he smokes them, I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 17>give him something, you know, like being a good neighbor.

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<v Speaker 17>But I don't know, I'm kind of scared of if

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<v Speaker 17>I go out to it and he's gonna notice, you know,

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<v Speaker 17>because I'm not sure that they noticed.

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<v Speaker 2>I think, you know, if people don't like to be

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<v Speaker 2>trusting because they're afraid that, you know, here's my honest answer.

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<v Speaker 2>People don't like to be trusting because they're afraid that

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<v Speaker 2>they'll get fucked over. But you know, being a trusting

0:42:30.080 --> 0:42:35.480
<v Speaker 2>person is a long term game, and in the short

0:42:35.560 --> 0:42:39.800
<v Speaker 2>term you inevitably will get fucked over. But in the

0:42:39.920 --> 0:42:43.680
<v Speaker 2>long term you will build a lot more peace for

0:42:43.800 --> 0:42:46.520
<v Speaker 2>your mind and a lot more integrity. And so you

0:42:46.600 --> 0:42:48.200
<v Speaker 2>have to decide if you want to play that long

0:42:48.320 --> 0:42:52.320
<v Speaker 2>term game that will inevitably involve you getting taken advantage

0:42:52.320 --> 0:42:55.120
<v Speaker 2>of or fucked here and there, but long term will

0:42:55.239 --> 0:42:57.640
<v Speaker 2>leave you with a greater sense of peace in your

0:42:57.680 --> 0:42:59.040
<v Speaker 2>innate trusting of other people.

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<v Speaker 17>Mhms correct.

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<v Speaker 2>So the decisions is up to you. Yeah, thank you

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<v Speaker 2>so much for calling, Matthew. I hope you have a

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<v Speaker 2>good gest you things go well for you.

0:43:15.480 --> 0:43:17.160
<v Speaker 4>Thanks for thanks for your time.

0:43:17.239 --> 0:43:22.399
<v Speaker 2>Man. By the I'm surprised you did too. I hope

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<v Speaker 2>that call doesn't cost you a lot of money.

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<v Speaker 4>I hope so via.

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<v Speaker 11>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 17>I'm gonna tell you about that at the end.

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<v Speaker 17>From Steven.

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<v Speaker 2>Stephen. Yes, Stephen, you said yes like I called you.

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<v Speaker 9>No.

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<v Speaker 11>No, Yeah.

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<v Speaker 20>I thought you were saying like Stephen, and I was saying, yes,

0:44:41.320 --> 0:44:44.440
<v Speaker 20>this is Stephen. I was acknowledging that I'm on the

0:44:44.480 --> 0:44:46.080
<v Speaker 20>line in your right and I.

0:44:46.440 --> 0:44:48.799
<v Speaker 2>Know, I know, like I know that that's what you did.

0:44:48.840 --> 0:44:51.239
<v Speaker 2>I'm just saying it sounded like you said yes, as

0:44:51.320 --> 0:44:54.960
<v Speaker 2>if I called you you said hello, I said, Stephen,

0:44:55.000 --> 0:44:55.760
<v Speaker 2>and you said.

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<v Speaker 20>Yes, yes, this is him. No, yeah, yeah, okay, here.

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<v Speaker 2>You how can I help you? Stephen?

0:45:03.400 --> 0:45:03.759
<v Speaker 9>I don't know.

0:45:03.800 --> 0:45:08.640
<v Speaker 20>I mean, I'm you're a therapy gecko, and I don't know.

0:45:08.680 --> 0:45:10.920
<v Speaker 20>I'm just feeling really tired.

0:45:12.640 --> 0:45:14.759
<v Speaker 2>You're feeling really tired, really tired of it.

0:45:18.719 --> 0:45:23.800
<v Speaker 20>I don't know, life just seems pretty insane. And I

0:45:24.000 --> 0:45:27.960
<v Speaker 20>just mean, like it sounds really high and mighty of me.

0:45:28.160 --> 0:45:31.600
<v Speaker 20>But like, does it seem like they're just more you're

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<v Speaker 20>you're you're American?

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<v Speaker 10>Right?

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<v Speaker 2>Yep?

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<v Speaker 20>Does this just does it seem like they're more like

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<v Speaker 20>really stupid people in America than there used to be?

0:45:41.280 --> 0:45:45.000
<v Speaker 20>Or is it just like more obvious now you think.

0:45:44.920 --> 0:45:47.200
<v Speaker 2>There are more stupid people in America than there used

0:45:47.239 --> 0:45:47.360
<v Speaker 2>to be.

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<v Speaker 20>Yeah, well it seems that way, But it also could

0:45:51.080 --> 0:45:57.120
<v Speaker 20>just be because media is like more prolific too. How old,

0:45:58.320 --> 0:45:59.120
<v Speaker 20>I'm thirty eight?

0:46:00.080 --> 0:46:03.040
<v Speaker 2>Thirty eight? Okay, that's long enough to see a thirty eight,

0:46:03.320 --> 0:46:07.200
<v Speaker 2>long enough to know some people over a period of time,

0:46:07.719 --> 0:46:10.080
<v Speaker 2>not enough to know a lot of people. So here's

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<v Speaker 2>the thing to say that America's gotten stupid er? You know,

0:46:13.480 --> 0:46:17.240
<v Speaker 2>I mean, realistically, give me a number how many people?

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<v Speaker 2>And I know it's a crazy question to even wrap

0:46:21.520 --> 0:46:25.000
<v Speaker 2>your head around. But how many people do you know?

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<v Speaker 11>Like do I know?

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<v Speaker 14>Well, yeah, h.

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<v Speaker 2>Ten, maybe you know ten people? Well, h have those

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<v Speaker 2>ten people gotten stupid or over the years.

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<v Speaker 4>A few of them?

0:46:44.640 --> 0:46:46.040
<v Speaker 2>Tell me about some of the people that have gotten

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<v Speaker 2>stupider over the years, how have they gotten stupider?

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<v Speaker 1>Well?

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<v Speaker 20>I like my father, for example, he he was never

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<v Speaker 20>like super bright, but he seemed reasonable.

0:46:57.840 --> 0:46:59.160
<v Speaker 4>You know, he is like a.

0:47:01.719 --> 0:47:05.319
<v Speaker 20>Cultist who believes that uh, like you know, Donald Trump

0:47:05.440 --> 0:47:10.720
<v Speaker 20>was robbed of the presidency in some past conspiracy COVID

0:47:11.000 --> 0:47:13.719
<v Speaker 20>is a conspiracy that's not real, that sort of thing.

0:47:15.600 --> 0:47:22.360
<v Speaker 20>When able person, I just try to to talk pojects

0:47:22.360 --> 0:47:26.600
<v Speaker 20>and think about the positive aspects of him, but he

0:47:26.920 --> 0:47:29.200
<v Speaker 20>just keeps getting louder about all the stupid shit and

0:47:29.280 --> 0:47:35.080
<v Speaker 20>making it harder to just talking about anything else. And uh,

0:47:35.440 --> 0:47:39.520
<v Speaker 20>it just made me very sad, and I just avoid

0:47:39.640 --> 0:47:44.480
<v Speaker 20>spending time with him, and it's and like okay. In

0:47:44.600 --> 0:47:49.560
<v Speaker 20>my place of work, for example, we're super shorthanded right now,

0:47:49.880 --> 0:47:53.520
<v Speaker 20>which is really annoying. And that's probably why I'm like

0:47:53.640 --> 0:47:55.400
<v Speaker 20>kind of at my wits end and I just just

0:47:55.480 --> 0:47:58.840
<v Speaker 20>had a really hard day at work. We're short handed

0:47:58.960 --> 0:48:01.919
<v Speaker 20>because half of the people I work with are out

0:48:02.440 --> 0:48:07.560
<v Speaker 20>stick with COVID because they refused to get vaccinated vaccine,

0:48:07.680 --> 0:48:11.440
<v Speaker 20>like right now, you know, middle of July twenty twenty one.

0:48:11.520 --> 0:48:13.920
<v Speaker 20>The vaccine has been available to everybody for quite a while,

0:48:14.600 --> 0:48:17.840
<v Speaker 20>and they're just like, no, no, I'm not going to

0:48:17.880 --> 0:48:19.520
<v Speaker 20>get vaccinated. I don't trust it.

0:48:22.000 --> 0:48:22.759
<v Speaker 4>Like what the fuck?

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<v Speaker 9>Why?

0:48:27.120 --> 0:48:27.640
<v Speaker 2>Interesting?

0:48:28.400 --> 0:48:30.040
<v Speaker 20>So I just feel like I'm running into a lot

0:48:30.160 --> 0:48:34.880
<v Speaker 20>more stuff. That's like obviously horse hit that more and

0:48:34.960 --> 0:48:38.680
<v Speaker 20>more people are buying into you, and I don't feel

0:48:38.719 --> 0:48:42.360
<v Speaker 20>like it used to be that way. What do you

0:48:42.400 --> 0:48:43.279
<v Speaker 20>think therapy kicking it?

0:48:46.320 --> 0:48:48.560
<v Speaker 2>Well, I'm trying to think, you know, because you know,

0:48:48.680 --> 0:48:50.040
<v Speaker 2>I guess you got to do the best you can

0:48:50.200 --> 0:48:58.759
<v Speaker 2>to limit yourself from exposure to things that annoy and

0:48:58.880 --> 0:49:03.400
<v Speaker 2>upset you. Yeah, I mean that's the thing is like,

0:49:03.480 --> 0:49:06.279
<v Speaker 2>you don't have to completely cut your father off, but

0:49:07.560 --> 0:49:13.320
<v Speaker 2>if he's just bothering you, you can. I think it

0:49:13.400 --> 0:49:15.680
<v Speaker 2>seems like you're already doing this. You're not fully cutting

0:49:15.719 --> 0:49:18.279
<v Speaker 2>him out of your life, but you are limiting the

0:49:18.400 --> 0:49:19.880
<v Speaker 2>interactions that you have.

0:49:20.040 --> 0:49:24.160
<v Speaker 20>Yeah, I've been trying to m hm, this is a

0:49:24.239 --> 0:49:28.480
<v Speaker 20>tough one. Yeah, it's a boomer what about the other

0:49:28.560 --> 0:49:29.040
<v Speaker 20>people with it.

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<v Speaker 2>You said, you know ten people and some of you

0:49:32.560 --> 0:49:35.640
<v Speaker 2>are stupid. Do you talk to people who you think

0:49:35.680 --> 0:49:36.400
<v Speaker 2>are not stupid?

0:49:37.640 --> 0:49:42.960
<v Speaker 20>Yeah, my wife and our close friends, they're all all

0:49:43.239 --> 0:49:45.920
<v Speaker 20>lovely and reasonable people smart.

0:49:47.200 --> 0:49:48.920
<v Speaker 2>So that's what I would do. I would continue to

0:49:49.440 --> 0:49:51.480
<v Speaker 2>limit the amount of I mean, this sounds obvious, but

0:49:51.560 --> 0:49:53.320
<v Speaker 2>you know, I would continue to limit the amount of

0:49:53.400 --> 0:49:55.920
<v Speaker 2>exposure that you have the people that you find unreasonable

0:49:56.360 --> 0:50:02.319
<v Speaker 2>and uh, you know, tunnel vision yourself into hanging out

0:50:02.320 --> 0:50:04.640
<v Speaker 2>with the reasonable people. That's the cool thing about being

0:50:04.640 --> 0:50:06.640
<v Speaker 2>an adult. You know, you're thirty eight, You could just

0:50:06.719 --> 0:50:08.920
<v Speaker 2>go you could just go double down on your own family,

0:50:09.400 --> 0:50:11.800
<v Speaker 2>right If you were sixteen and everyone your family sucked,

0:50:11.800 --> 0:50:13.640
<v Speaker 2>it'd be like, well, shaid, I gotta hang out with

0:50:13.680 --> 0:50:15.840
<v Speaker 2>them anyway, because I'm sixteen, you're thirty.

0:50:16.280 --> 0:50:18.759
<v Speaker 20>Whatever you want now, yeah, and just real quick the

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<v Speaker 20>main reason and when it calls, because like you seem

0:50:20.880 --> 0:50:23.440
<v Speaker 20>like you guys hear your shit together. Do you have

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<v Speaker 20>anything that you do to like kind of brighten your

0:50:26.840 --> 0:50:32.280
<v Speaker 20>mood or like to brighten my mood, brighten your mood,

0:50:32.560 --> 0:50:35.279
<v Speaker 20>like you know, you're feeling down in the dumps, in

0:50:35.400 --> 0:50:38.440
<v Speaker 20>the dol drums like, do you have any advice for

0:50:38.600 --> 0:50:40.520
<v Speaker 20>people to any.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, well, first of the therapist.

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<v Speaker 2>Trade, first of all, I'm not a therapist, but second

0:50:49.480 --> 0:50:51.800
<v Speaker 2>of them, Oh yeah, yeah, I know. How would you

0:50:52.239 --> 0:50:57.600
<v Speaker 2>How would you define uh, having your shit together? Because

0:50:57.600 --> 0:51:01.360
<v Speaker 2>I wouldn't confidently call myself. I wouldn't put myself on that.

0:51:01.600 --> 0:51:04.040
<v Speaker 4>Okay, you know what, Yeah I guess, I guess I was.

0:51:06.320 --> 0:51:07.319
<v Speaker 2>Here's what I mean.

0:51:07.719 --> 0:51:10.040
<v Speaker 20>Yeah, I mean, you got this cool thing going and

0:51:10.120 --> 0:51:11.640
<v Speaker 20>it seems really fun and I don't know.

0:51:12.760 --> 0:51:12.960
<v Speaker 9>Yeah.

0:51:13.120 --> 0:51:15.920
<v Speaker 2>Well, here's what I'll say is, uh, you know, I mean,

0:51:16.120 --> 0:51:18.279
<v Speaker 2>I'm a workaholic and I get obsessed with the things

0:51:18.320 --> 0:51:21.560
<v Speaker 2>that I do. So that's what I do. You know,

0:51:21.719 --> 0:51:26.239
<v Speaker 2>it's not healthy. I've been getting really fat, but I'm

0:51:26.440 --> 0:51:29.360
<v Speaker 2>like a lot happier I think than I was before

0:51:29.400 --> 0:51:31.640
<v Speaker 2>I was like working really hard on all this ship.

0:51:32.840 --> 0:51:34.640
<v Speaker 2>So I don't know. Man, Here's what I would tell

0:51:34.680 --> 0:51:36.640
<v Speaker 2>you is, don't chase after happen. It's chase after the

0:51:36.719 --> 0:51:39.320
<v Speaker 2>flow state. Chase after finding something that you can do

0:51:39.480 --> 0:51:42.680
<v Speaker 2>that can take your mind off of things.

0:51:44.680 --> 0:51:46.640
<v Speaker 20>That's a good idea because.

0:51:46.400 --> 0:51:49.120
<v Speaker 2>Happiness is kind of bullshit, but flow state is real.

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<v Speaker 1>Nice.

0:51:51.840 --> 0:51:54.440
<v Speaker 20>Okay, that sounds reasonable. Hey, thanks man, I don't really

0:51:54.440 --> 0:51:54.920
<v Speaker 20>appreciate it.

0:51:55.200 --> 0:51:56.319
<v Speaker 2>Thanks for fun, and you take care.

0:51:57.200 --> 0:52:02.880
<v Speaker 20>You took.

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<v Speaker 13>All from Nate.

0:52:06.680 --> 0:52:11.000
<v Speaker 2>Nate, Hey, Lyle, Nate.

0:52:11.040 --> 0:52:11.440
<v Speaker 18>How are you?

0:52:12.560 --> 0:52:13.200
<v Speaker 4>How are you doing?

0:52:13.280 --> 0:52:16.399
<v Speaker 2>Get go? Hold on, I'm gonna turn the thing down,

0:52:17.960 --> 0:52:29.080
<v Speaker 2>all right, Yeah, Nate, listen. Yeah, I'm on speakerphone. It's

0:52:29.080 --> 0:52:31.040
<v Speaker 2>like super hard hard to hear you. It's a little difficult.

0:52:31.239 --> 0:52:33.960
<v Speaker 4>Okay, sorry, I was on speakerphone. I'm off now.

0:52:36.040 --> 0:52:36.359
<v Speaker 9>All right.

0:52:36.400 --> 0:52:41.680
<v Speaker 2>We need to ease into this because this has started slightly.

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<v Speaker 2>This has started a little abruptly for me. Yeahs are

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<v Speaker 2>you okay?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 18>I was just turning on my fans off a little

0:52:54.080 --> 0:52:54.600
<v Speaker 18>too noisy.

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<v Speaker 2>How many fans do you have?

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<v Speaker 4>That's all going on right now?

0:52:59.400 --> 0:53:00.680
<v Speaker 2>Really is a hot where you are?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, Pennsylvania. It's like a hundred degrees today.

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<v Speaker 2>M hmm. Do you does the heat make you uncomfortable?

0:53:10.880 --> 0:53:11.960
<v Speaker 5>M m makes me a.

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<v Speaker 4>Little sweaty, but yeah, I could say it makes me uncomfortable.

0:53:16.680 --> 0:53:18.640
<v Speaker 2>Do you do you prefer to be comfortable?

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<v Speaker 5>No, I prefer the uncomfortable.

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<v Speaker 2>I respect that a lot. I believe that there is

0:53:25.320 --> 0:53:28.040
<v Speaker 2>a lot of character development to be had in embracing

0:53:28.160 --> 0:53:30.399
<v Speaker 2>uncomfortable situations such as extreme heat.

0:53:31.239 --> 0:53:34.399
<v Speaker 4>There is, Yes, it brings out the worst and best

0:53:34.480 --> 0:53:34.880
<v Speaker 4>in people.

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<v Speaker 2>What do you think it is brought out in you?

0:53:39.560 --> 0:53:40.360
<v Speaker 4>Procrastination?

0:53:41.360 --> 0:53:42.360
<v Speaker 2>Procrastination on what.

0:53:43.840 --> 0:53:44.560
<v Speaker 5>My schoolwork?

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<v Speaker 16>Mm?

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>What school work do you have? Nick?

0:53:51.840 --> 0:53:53.800
<v Speaker 4>I have English class?

0:53:53.960 --> 0:53:56.160
<v Speaker 9>Do I gotta do a paper by Friday?

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<v Speaker 2>M hmm? What's the paper on? I don't even know?

0:54:01.680 --> 0:54:03.920
<v Speaker 2>To be honest, just you don't even random?

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah?

0:54:07.040 --> 0:54:07.760
<v Speaker 2>Are you in college?

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<v Speaker 4>I am, yes, first semester.

0:54:11.400 --> 0:54:16.200
<v Speaker 2>Okay? What do you study finance? Finance? Why do you

0:54:16.239 --> 0:54:18.040
<v Speaker 2>have to? Okay, let me ask you? What's your goal

0:54:18.080 --> 0:54:18.640
<v Speaker 2>in finance?

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<v Speaker 4>I don't really know. To get somewhere with stocks, hopefully

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<v Speaker 4>one day.

0:54:26.320 --> 0:54:28.600
<v Speaker 2>But why don't you just want to just buy a

0:54:28.600 --> 0:54:30.800
<v Speaker 2>bunch of stock I do.

0:54:31.880 --> 0:54:33.279
<v Speaker 4>I'd buy a bunch of doge coin?

0:54:34.280 --> 0:54:36.759
<v Speaker 2>You buy a bunch of doge coin? What would you do?

0:54:36.960 --> 0:54:37.000
<v Speaker 1>Like?

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<v Speaker 9>What is?

0:54:38.560 --> 0:54:39.280
<v Speaker 2>Give me a number?

0:54:39.400 --> 0:54:39.440
<v Speaker 1>Like?

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<v Speaker 2>How much money would you like to have one day?

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<v Speaker 14>Hmm?

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<v Speaker 5>I don't know. A couple million, but all the money

0:54:49.480 --> 0:54:53.200
<v Speaker 5>in the world sounds as also, you know, world domination?

0:54:54.880 --> 0:54:56.200
<v Speaker 2>Really is that what you would like? You would like

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<v Speaker 2>to dominate the world.

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<v Speaker 4>Some sense?

0:55:01.040 --> 0:55:01.239
<v Speaker 9>Yeah?

0:55:02.400 --> 0:55:06.000
<v Speaker 2>Does you dominating the world? Inherently mean that you are

0:55:06.160 --> 0:55:11.640
<v Speaker 2>interested in stepping on other people to secure a higher

0:55:11.719 --> 0:55:13.320
<v Speaker 2>position for yourself.

0:55:14.840 --> 0:55:17.000
<v Speaker 3>No, no, no, I want to give everyone a fair,

0:55:18.920 --> 0:55:23.680
<v Speaker 3>fair leg up, you know, fair chances make it.

0:55:24.480 --> 0:55:29.680
<v Speaker 2>I think that's nice. I think that's nice. I'm not

0:55:29.719 --> 0:55:31.680
<v Speaker 2>sure if I believe you, but I do think that's nice.

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<v Speaker 5>I mean, power does get to people.

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<v Speaker 2>Though, Exactly how could you be so sure that you

0:55:36.400 --> 0:55:38.080
<v Speaker 2>will not be corrupted once your bank account has a

0:55:38.120 --> 0:55:41.200
<v Speaker 2>million dollars in it? I don't know.

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<v Speaker 4>I can't be sure. Time will only tell you.

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<v Speaker 5>Well.

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<v Speaker 2>I hope you stay strong. Nick, Thank you so much

0:55:48.800 --> 0:55:49.239
<v Speaker 2>for calling in.

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<v Speaker 13>Thank you, le.

0:55:52.000 --> 0:55:53.520
<v Speaker 4>I appreciate your words of wisdom.

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<v Speaker 13>Paul from bro.

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<v Speaker 9>Rose.

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<v Speaker 2>Are you in a car right now? Rose?

0:56:09.200 --> 0:56:09.480
<v Speaker 4>Hello?

0:56:10.800 --> 0:56:12.080
<v Speaker 2>Rose? Are you in a car right now?

0:56:13.600 --> 0:56:13.839
<v Speaker 18>Yeah?

0:56:13.960 --> 0:56:16.040
<v Speaker 19>I'm sorry, I just pulled in a taco bell.

0:56:17.600 --> 0:56:19.759
<v Speaker 2>What are you gonna get? Uh?

0:56:19.960 --> 0:56:24.480
<v Speaker 19>Probably three spicy potato sauce tacos fresco style, ad Rice?

0:56:25.480 --> 0:56:27.759
<v Speaker 2>What is a spicy potato sau I've never heard of

0:56:27.800 --> 0:56:28.560
<v Speaker 2>a sauce taco.

0:56:30.239 --> 0:56:32.400
<v Speaker 19>Well, it's just you know, you've never heard of a

0:56:32.480 --> 0:56:33.160
<v Speaker 19>sauce taco.

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<v Speaker 4>Are you serious?

0:56:34.680 --> 0:56:34.759
<v Speaker 1>Oh?

0:56:34.800 --> 0:56:36.680
<v Speaker 2>I think you said sauce taco.

0:56:38.400 --> 0:56:45.799
<v Speaker 19>Oh no, no, no sauce. Like, well, I got off

0:56:45.880 --> 0:56:49.600
<v Speaker 19>work and now I'm getting taco bell because I'm quite

0:56:50.400 --> 0:56:52.560
<v Speaker 19>I'm quite drained, and I don't think I have it

0:56:52.640 --> 0:56:53.879
<v Speaker 19>in me to cook right now?

0:56:55.440 --> 0:56:57.040
<v Speaker 2>Where do you work at? Rose?

0:56:58.400 --> 0:56:59.080
<v Speaker 14>I actually just.

0:56:59.120 --> 0:57:03.600
<v Speaker 19>Started walking working at a coffee shop that I had

0:57:03.680 --> 0:57:07.279
<v Speaker 19>been trying to work at for like over a year,

0:57:07.400 --> 0:57:11.320
<v Speaker 19>like pre pandemic. And then I interviewed there in the

0:57:11.400 --> 0:57:13.919
<v Speaker 19>summer and didn't get it while they were reopening because

0:57:13.920 --> 0:57:16.280
<v Speaker 19>they had a bunch of shit going on. And now

0:57:16.320 --> 0:57:18.160
<v Speaker 19>I finally got it two weeks ago, and I'm really

0:57:18.200 --> 0:57:21.040
<v Speaker 19>stoked on it because my previous jobs were very.

0:57:21.000 --> 0:57:24.720
<v Speaker 2>Depressing, interesting, and what makes this job so much better?

0:57:26.600 --> 0:57:29.840
<v Speaker 19>It's just like it's like less than ten people work there,

0:57:32.120 --> 0:57:34.400
<v Speaker 19>has kind of like like it's not a co op,

0:57:34.600 --> 0:57:38.000
<v Speaker 19>but they kind of run it similarly to a co op.

0:57:38.120 --> 0:57:41.440
<v Speaker 19>I guess, like everyone kind of has input and they

0:57:41.520 --> 0:57:42.400
<v Speaker 19>pay everyone.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, so so you'll get a little bit of input here.

0:57:47.200 --> 0:57:50.360
<v Speaker 19>Yeah, they said I'll get a vote, sometimes.

0:57:49.920 --> 0:57:53.400
<v Speaker 2>You'll get a fut I wonder if you will befall

0:57:53.600 --> 0:57:57.360
<v Speaker 2>the same thing that Nick is trying to avoid, where

0:57:57.600 --> 0:58:02.400
<v Speaker 2>you know, once you get one vote, you know maybe

0:58:03.800 --> 0:58:05.640
<v Speaker 2>one vote, it'll all go to your head and you'll

0:58:06.640 --> 0:58:10.920
<v Speaker 2>somehow find a way to scheme yourself a couple more votes,

0:58:11.720 --> 0:58:14.320
<v Speaker 2>until ultimately it's not our cop, it's your coffee shop.

0:58:15.320 --> 0:58:16.960
<v Speaker 2>But you've taken power from winin.

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<v Speaker 19>Yeah, I feel like I used to have a lot

0:58:20.840 --> 0:58:26.640
<v Speaker 19>of like false confidence in believing in things like like

0:58:26.880 --> 0:58:29.560
<v Speaker 19>just like anarchists or like communist stuff, And now I

0:58:29.640 --> 0:58:32.040
<v Speaker 19>don't pretend to know anything, so I don't really know

0:58:32.160 --> 0:58:33.640
<v Speaker 19>what would happen, to be honest with you.

0:58:36.000 --> 0:58:40.880
<v Speaker 2>Do you feel as though that might be an attractive

0:58:40.960 --> 0:58:44.200
<v Speaker 2>option to you, the seizure of power over this coffee shop?

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<v Speaker 4>Oh no, not at all.

0:58:48.640 --> 0:58:53.920
<v Speaker 19>It's kind of just a convenient job to do because

0:58:54.320 --> 0:58:58.160
<v Speaker 19>I do music a lot, and I kind of structure

0:58:58.200 --> 0:59:00.840
<v Speaker 19>my life around being able to they'll do that.

0:59:02.240 --> 0:59:04.520
<v Speaker 2>Well, there's power and music. Would you not say power

0:59:04.600 --> 0:59:06.360
<v Speaker 2>and melody? Power and words? I mean you could put

0:59:06.400 --> 0:59:08.760
<v Speaker 2>people into trance or if you learn the right melody.

0:59:09.200 --> 0:59:12.400
<v Speaker 19>Oh for sure, Still trying to figure that out.

0:59:13.560 --> 0:59:15.120
<v Speaker 2>It's your sound. How would you describe it?

0:59:16.760 --> 0:59:19.640
<v Speaker 19>Well, I actually have like have been in a lot

0:59:19.680 --> 0:59:24.720
<v Speaker 19>of hardcore bands, but recently started singing in a band,

0:59:25.640 --> 0:59:28.600
<v Speaker 19>like actually singing. I guess, except that I don't have

0:59:28.680 --> 0:59:31.680
<v Speaker 19>any like classical training in that, so it's like pretty

0:59:31.760 --> 0:59:34.680
<v Speaker 19>new to me, so I'm only kind of kind of there.

0:59:34.960 --> 0:59:37.960
<v Speaker 19>But I would say I'm figuring melody out, so I'm

0:59:37.960 --> 0:59:41.840
<v Speaker 19>pretty staked on that. But it's like more like shoegaze,

0:59:42.040 --> 0:59:44.160
<v Speaker 19>dreamy stuff, mess of reverb.

0:59:46.760 --> 0:59:49.400
<v Speaker 2>You know what you should use your vote for. I

0:59:49.440 --> 0:59:50.480
<v Speaker 2>don't know if you can do that. I don't know

0:59:50.480 --> 0:59:52.080
<v Speaker 2>if you can get this done with one vote. But

0:59:52.120 --> 0:59:54.040
<v Speaker 2>should I put on a little show at this coffee

0:59:54.080 --> 0:59:54.480
<v Speaker 2>shop here?

0:59:55.480 --> 0:59:55.680
<v Speaker 12>You know?

0:59:55.880 --> 0:59:59.640
<v Speaker 19>I was thinking about that because there's a venue where

0:59:59.640 --> 1:00:03.800
<v Speaker 19>I live that recently closed, and everyone's kind of scrambling

1:00:03.840 --> 1:00:08.320
<v Speaker 19>to figure out like places to do shows, and it

1:00:08.360 --> 1:00:10.280
<v Speaker 19>would be cool to do a show there. I don't

1:00:10.320 --> 1:00:13.000
<v Speaker 19>know how well it would work in like a hardcore setting,

1:00:13.160 --> 1:00:16.200
<v Speaker 19>but definitely like a softer show could probably go over

1:00:16.320 --> 1:00:18.320
<v Speaker 19>well there. And I work with a lot of people.

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<v Speaker 2>I actually think that you should play your hardcore music

1:00:20.920 --> 1:00:24.080
<v Speaker 2>if you do end up getting into this coffee shop,

1:00:24.520 --> 1:00:28.520
<v Speaker 2>because that would be kind of a fun venue to

1:00:28.640 --> 1:00:31.880
<v Speaker 2>have a hardcore show in, right, because you can take

1:00:31.960 --> 1:00:35.600
<v Speaker 2>coffee cups and smash them on each other's heads, and

1:00:35.800 --> 1:00:40.520
<v Speaker 2>there's a lot to destroy. There's a lot of supplies

1:00:40.640 --> 1:00:43.720
<v Speaker 2>to take out your punk energy on.

1:00:45.080 --> 1:00:45.320
<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 19>I definitely definitely had a lot of experiences playing in

1:00:49.400 --> 1:00:52.360
<v Speaker 19>places like that, so it wouldn't not make sense.

1:00:53.640 --> 1:00:56.440
<v Speaker 2>I think that the idea of hosting punk shows in

1:00:56.480 --> 1:01:01.440
<v Speaker 2>alternative venues such as coffee shops, yogas, do videos, uh,

1:01:01.960 --> 1:01:04.120
<v Speaker 2>things of that nature, I think that that might catch on.

1:01:04.240 --> 1:01:05.680
<v Speaker 2>I think you should be the pioneer of that.

1:01:06.760 --> 1:01:09.680
<v Speaker 19>Well, I wouldn't really be pioneering anything because that venue

1:01:09.760 --> 1:01:12.760
<v Speaker 19>that was kind of the centralized thing here was actually

1:01:12.800 --> 1:01:15.120
<v Speaker 19>a pizza place, so that's not very new to hear

1:01:15.160 --> 1:01:15.400
<v Speaker 19>at all.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I believe in you, Rose. You have a good

1:01:18.760 --> 1:01:19.240
<v Speaker 2>rest of the night.

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<v Speaker 19>You too, So glad to talk to you.

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<v Speaker 1>All from Grave.

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<v Speaker 2>Grave.

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<v Speaker 4>Hey, how are you doing today? Jack?

1:01:34.840 --> 1:01:38.120
<v Speaker 2>We ever talked before? Grave? We have a lot.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 18>I can't actually believe I got on. I know, like

1:01:41.880 --> 1:01:43.120
<v Speaker 18>everybody says that, but.

1:01:44.680 --> 1:01:46.840
<v Speaker 2>You sound like you need to cough really badly.

1:01:47.680 --> 1:01:51.120
<v Speaker 18>I need a cough really bad thing. Yeah, let me see,

1:01:52.880 --> 1:01:53.960
<v Speaker 18>let me see what I can do.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know. If it's.

1:01:58.200 --> 1:02:00.600
<v Speaker 18>I have my AirPods in right now, that might be it.

1:02:01.920 --> 1:02:02.240
<v Speaker 18>I don't know.

1:02:03.440 --> 1:02:05.040
<v Speaker 2>You have a very grave voice.

1:02:06.040 --> 1:02:07.320
<v Speaker 18>I'm very grave voice.

1:02:08.400 --> 1:02:09.400
<v Speaker 9>You know what it is? It is?

1:02:09.640 --> 1:02:12.840
<v Speaker 2>I think I don't know if it's a technical thing.

1:02:12.880 --> 1:02:13.080
<v Speaker 12>Or not.

1:02:14.600 --> 1:02:15.040
<v Speaker 4>My voice.

1:02:15.120 --> 1:02:17.880
<v Speaker 2>I don't know them what does your does it? Have

1:02:18.000 --> 1:02:20.120
<v Speaker 2>You always been told that your voice sounds like this.

1:02:22.040 --> 1:02:22.919
<v Speaker 18>Yeah, pretty much.

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<v Speaker 13>I don't know why.

1:02:23.680 --> 1:02:24.080
<v Speaker 1>It's just.

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<v Speaker 18>It's just the way I am.

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<v Speaker 2>Interesting. Well it Grave, There we go. There's the police

1:02:33.320 --> 1:02:36.160
<v Speaker 2>on their way to arrest that high girl. Uh, Grave,

1:02:36.240 --> 1:02:37.040
<v Speaker 2>I have a question for you.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, go ahead. What's up?

1:02:43.600 --> 1:02:44.240
<v Speaker 2>Will it work?

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<v Speaker 9>Uh?

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<v Speaker 18>You know, I sure hope it does.

1:02:51.600 --> 1:02:54.200
<v Speaker 2>That seems to be the answer of the night. That's

1:02:54.280 --> 1:02:58.720
<v Speaker 2>the most common answer that I've gotten so far is

1:02:58.800 --> 1:03:03.120
<v Speaker 2>that people hope it does. People hope it works, which

1:03:03.200 --> 1:03:05.280
<v Speaker 2>is good. I'm glad that there's still some hope that

1:03:05.400 --> 1:03:09.720
<v Speaker 2>it'll work, you know. But another thing is, like, I mean,

1:03:09.800 --> 1:03:12.840
<v Speaker 2>my opinion in case if you were wondering, Grave, is

1:03:12.960 --> 1:03:16.400
<v Speaker 2>that you know, at the end of the day, I'm like,

1:03:16.720 --> 1:03:18.760
<v Speaker 2>fuck it, I don't even hope it works. It's I'm

1:03:18.800 --> 1:03:21.280
<v Speaker 2>at them. You got to be of the opinion of like, look, dude,

1:03:22.400 --> 1:03:25.040
<v Speaker 2>whether it works or not, I don't I don't even care,

1:03:25.280 --> 1:03:27.160
<v Speaker 2>all right, I don't need it to work. I'm not

1:03:27.320 --> 1:03:30.920
<v Speaker 2>dependent on it working for me to exist, you know

1:03:30.960 --> 1:03:33.360
<v Speaker 2>what I'm saying, Grave, I don't need it to work.

1:03:33.840 --> 1:03:36.040
<v Speaker 2>Fuck it, I don't care if it works. I'm doing

1:03:36.120 --> 1:03:37.680
<v Speaker 2>my own thing over here.

1:03:38.440 --> 1:03:38.600
<v Speaker 9>You know.

1:03:39.040 --> 1:03:42.680
<v Speaker 18>One makes a lot easier though if it doesn't work, right, Like.

1:03:43.720 --> 1:03:45.880
<v Speaker 2>How would it working make your life easier? Grave?

1:03:47.080 --> 1:03:51.320
<v Speaker 18>I mean, well, I sort of the idea I had

1:03:51.360 --> 1:03:55.720
<v Speaker 18>in mind of like I'm going to college in the fall,

1:03:56.960 --> 1:04:02.600
<v Speaker 18>and if I really hope that ends up working out,

1:04:02.760 --> 1:04:05.920
<v Speaker 18>like I'm moving to like a place where I have

1:04:06.360 --> 1:04:08.880
<v Speaker 18>no uh, I don't know really anyone.

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<v Speaker 2>That's awesome.

1:04:12.160 --> 1:04:17.560
<v Speaker 18>That's a lot of unknown there, right. No, you're eighteen, right, yeah,

1:04:17.600 --> 1:04:18.080
<v Speaker 18>I'm eighteen.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Yeah, you should move to a place where you

1:04:21.120 --> 1:04:21.800
<v Speaker 2>don't know anyone.

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<v Speaker 18>Why do you think that, Well, because.

1:04:24.600 --> 1:04:27.360
<v Speaker 2>You're only eighteen, you know that now is the time

1:04:27.440 --> 1:04:29.920
<v Speaker 2>you don't want to You don't wanna stay in your

1:04:30.040 --> 1:04:35.080
<v Speaker 2>hometown forever and hang out with the same three people

1:04:35.200 --> 1:04:37.320
<v Speaker 2>you've been hanging out with your entire life. Go move

1:04:37.400 --> 1:04:39.000
<v Speaker 2>to a place where you don't know anyone, and then

1:04:39.040 --> 1:04:41.960
<v Speaker 2>you'll be what twenty in two years, and you'll know

1:04:42.000 --> 1:04:44.120
<v Speaker 2>a whole bunch of people. As long as you're comfortable

1:04:44.160 --> 1:04:46.760
<v Speaker 2>putting yourself out there. That's exactly what you should be

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<v Speaker 2>doing when you're fucking eighteen. I'm glad to hear that.

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<v Speaker 2>I'd be way more nervous for you if you said, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm going to like a state school where like all

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<v Speaker 2>of my friends are going to is. Well not there'snything

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<v Speaker 2>wrong with goingness. I'm just you know, if you were

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<v Speaker 2>going to a place because it was the comfortable option

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<v Speaker 2>right for you. But when you say that college will work,

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<v Speaker 2>you want it to work, What does it mean for

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<v Speaker 2>it to work?

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<v Speaker 18>I mean to have good roommates and like to get

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<v Speaker 18>good grades and I don't know, get graduate and be

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<v Speaker 18>successful with so that I don't know. I don't haven't

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<v Speaker 18>really defined it before.

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<v Speaker 9>See.

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<v Speaker 2>That's the thing is if if you don't define it,

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<v Speaker 2>then it won't work, right Yeah, I.

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<v Speaker 18>Mean yeah, maybe maybe I need to find find what

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<v Speaker 18>what it working means for me.

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<v Speaker 2>Well let's let's let's let's try a little bit here

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<v Speaker 2>if we can. You said you want to be successful, right, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>What does what does that mean?

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<v Speaker 16>Like?

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<v Speaker 2>What are you going to study?

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<v Speaker 18>So I either want to go into nursing or I

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<v Speaker 18>want to go into uh go to med school. I'm

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<v Speaker 18>not quite sure yet. So I suppose working at like

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<v Speaker 18>a sucsex the Sex, Oh, like a successful hospital.

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<v Speaker 2>You said, working at a successful hospital. Are there unsuccessful hospitals?

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<v Speaker 2>And if there are, can you tell me which ones

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<v Speaker 2>are unsuccess? So I cannot go there? Oh, I don't

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<v Speaker 2>want to go to an unsuccessful hospital, I.

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<v Speaker 18>Said, Well, so one of the things I did was, I, like,

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<v Speaker 18>I've known I wanted to be going to the medical

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<v Speaker 18>fields for a little while. So one of the things

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<v Speaker 18>I did was a CNA class and my CNA and

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<v Speaker 18>I looked at like a nursing home and that felt

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<v Speaker 18>like it was kind of crappy experience.

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<v Speaker 2>Not gonna lie, Well, a nursing home is different from

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<v Speaker 2>a hospital.

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<v Speaker 18>I mean, yeah, sure, I mean, but I also worked

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<v Speaker 18>at a hospital and that was also crap too. It

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<v Speaker 18>was yeah, I disclose where it was because they quoting

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<v Speaker 18>my house.

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<v Speaker 2>But you know, yeah, well, okay, so you want to

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<v Speaker 2>work in the medical field. I mean, here's the thing

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<v Speaker 2>is that you know. Here's what I'll tell you grave

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<v Speaker 2>is that you should to define your success. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>you got to define what works out for you. And

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<v Speaker 2>I just want you to know I want you to

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<v Speaker 2>know this. I mean this, Grave, I mean this. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>very happy to I know you're scared to go to

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<v Speaker 2>a place where you don't know anyone, but I'm very

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<v Speaker 2>happy to hear that you are. Because you're eighteen and

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<v Speaker 2>you'll be dead before you know it, so you should

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<v Speaker 2>take some chances in life. God damn it, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>live living varied existence. You know, it's a good thing

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<v Speaker 2>that you're doing. I'm glad that you're nervous for it.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm so much I'm happier to hear that you're nervous

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<v Speaker 2>than you're, you know, sitting around jacking off doing nothing

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<v Speaker 2>all day. You know, it's rather hear that you're nervous

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<v Speaker 2>to do a thing then doing nothing, so you're making

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<v Speaker 2>the right choice.

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<v Speaker 9>Grave.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, thanks Greg, of course. Good luck to you man.

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<v Speaker 2>Good luck right, lovely, Grek, have good night, take care baby.

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<v Speaker 9>All right?

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<v Speaker 13>All from Iceland?

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<v Speaker 2>Iceland?

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<v Speaker 8>Oh my gosh, no way, how are you Iceland?

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<v Speaker 12>Good?

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<v Speaker 13>I'm working right now.

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<v Speaker 2>What are you working on?

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<v Speaker 8>Strighting now?

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<v Speaker 18>My gate guard?

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<v Speaker 13>I'm covering a shift or somebody.

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<v Speaker 2>You're a gate guard, yeah, I work behind the gate

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<v Speaker 2>that you are guarding a bunch of blumber a bunch

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<v Speaker 2>of lumber.

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<v Speaker 13>Yeah, I work in as the hardware tour Dude.

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<v Speaker 2>Why would anyone Okay, not no offense here, but why

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<v Speaker 2>would anyone ever want to break and have If you

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<v Speaker 2>break into a lumberyard to steal lumber, you're a moron? Right?

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<v Speaker 2>Have you ever heard of the woods?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, you can just go there.

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<v Speaker 15>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 13>We always have a lot of other stuff here back

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<v Speaker 13>here too, like breaking stuff, emulge.

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<v Speaker 2>But we get a lot of people like you know

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<v Speaker 2>that way, Why would you steal? Like that's like if

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<v Speaker 2>if you were like guarding a pile of leaves.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean it's really simple.

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<v Speaker 13>I'm just like sitting back here over here watching cars.

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<v Speaker 4>So like the Pixar movie, mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 2>Have you ever had to stop someone from stealing the.

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<v Speaker 11>Yes?

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<v Speaker 18>I do it every day.

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<v Speaker 13>Oh my god, I just did it. Probably was all

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<v Speaker 13>like twenty minutes ago and someone took extra bricks. So

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<v Speaker 13>I have to stop people and they'll be like, oh,

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<v Speaker 13>on the pick a ticket. I'll say one hundred and

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<v Speaker 13>they'll have like one hundred and twenty and I'm like, hey.

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<v Speaker 4>What's up?

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<v Speaker 13>And they do it and this one person does it.

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<v Speaker 13>I a I'm just covering a shift because I'm usually

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<v Speaker 13>just like a cashier and I do a little bit

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<v Speaker 13>of everything. And this one person every time I cover

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<v Speaker 13>a ship is taking extra brick and they don't do anything,

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<v Speaker 13>Like what is up with that?

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<v Speaker 6>Why?

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<v Speaker 2>Why are they still? What are you gonna do with

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<v Speaker 2>one brick?

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<v Speaker 13>No, it's like actually twenty bricks like they do it

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<v Speaker 13>all the time. It's just like random stuff, extra stuff

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<v Speaker 13>off the Let.

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<v Speaker 2>Him have the brick. It's a brick. Let him have it.

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<v Speaker 2>Let it what's your name? Let them have the bricks.

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<v Speaker 2>They're just bricks. They're not that valuable. It's not like

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<v Speaker 2>there are they made of gold or they just bricks.

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<v Speaker 19>They're literally it'll be the thing.

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<v Speaker 13>It's it's different stuff every time he comes through, so

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<v Speaker 13>it'll be extra wood and sometimes it's extra brick, sometimes

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<v Speaker 13>extra backumult like this guy will never get in.

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<v Speaker 2>Trouble like he shouldn't and cares it's brick and you've

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<v Speaker 2>ever been to it? Go to a playground, steal mulch

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<v Speaker 2>from your local.

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<v Speaker 9>Public, like.

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<v Speaker 13>I look as they watched the cameras like freaking hawks.

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<v Speaker 2>Why do they the If I see what I would

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<v Speaker 2>do if I was this guy, I would be stealing

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<v Speaker 2>the security equipment because it's worth more than the thing

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<v Speaker 2>that the equipment is securing. Yeah, it's wood chips, do that.

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<v Speaker 13>I swear to god, I don't even know what to say.

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<v Speaker 13>Someone would walk up and take one of the cameras that.

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<v Speaker 2>Watched me, like they should, they should steal the camp.

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<v Speaker 2>That's what I would if I guarded them, I'd be like, Hey,

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<v Speaker 2>the wood is like it's fucking you know, it's a

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<v Speaker 2>dollar or whatever, and you know, the fucking security equipment

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<v Speaker 2>is worth hundreds of least. You can melt it down

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<v Speaker 2>into its raw materials and sell that.

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<v Speaker 13>It's true too, I mean, if you want to go

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<v Speaker 13>that far, I.

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<v Speaker 2>Don't understand why they're having you. How much should I

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<v Speaker 2>pay you to guard this?

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<v Speaker 13>So we have COVID pay, so I regular pay is

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<v Speaker 13>twelve sixty and technically I worked for an ours this

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<v Speaker 13>is actually a different company than does a security guard thing.

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<v Speaker 13>Since I'm just covering a shift and I get paid

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<v Speaker 13>sixteen sixty an hour for COVID.

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<v Speaker 2>Bay, how many bricks could you buy with sixteen dollars?

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<v Speaker 13>Oh my gosh, so many these bricks are like probably

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<v Speaker 13>fifty cents apiece, So sixteen sixty for an hour divided

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<v Speaker 13>by fifty cents, I'm not quite.

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<v Speaker 18>Okay, there you go.

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<v Speaker 2>Let the guy have the bread. What is argue he's

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<v Speaker 2>trying to steal? Like how many? How many extra bricks

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<v Speaker 2>did you try to steal? I don't that's something you

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<v Speaker 2>just steal pick twenty bricks?

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<v Speaker 19>But yeah it was ten dollars.

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<v Speaker 2>Let them have the bricks? Could you just could you

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<v Speaker 2>just can you do a favorite? Can you just totally

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<v Speaker 2>not do your job at all and let everyone steal

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<v Speaker 2>whatever they want because it's not worth that much?

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<v Speaker 6>Would you do that for me?

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<v Speaker 11>Some days?

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<v Speaker 2>Some days?

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<v Speaker 13>I literally I'll probably see that tomorrow because I'm tomorrow

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<v Speaker 13>I'm covering your ship again. And at this point, like

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<v Speaker 13>I'm just just like bro fire meets, you know how

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<v Speaker 13>you get that, like when you start a job and

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<v Speaker 13>you're at first you're just like can I like what

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<v Speaker 13>can I do for extra work or whatever?

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<v Speaker 19>What can I do to help?

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<v Speaker 13>And then like you work there for a few months

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<v Speaker 13>and then you're just like bris fire me. That's where

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<v Speaker 13>I'm at right now.

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<v Speaker 2>So what if one day they just paid you in

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<v Speaker 2>the bricks, like they get you just showed up and

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<v Speaker 2>they gave you thirty two books.

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<v Speaker 5>I would chuck it.

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<v Speaker 13>I would literally look at them, dress straight and probably

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<v Speaker 13>check about them or something.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like, do these people that you're trying to, like,

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<v Speaker 2>stop these these brick thieves? I would be terrified if

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<v Speaker 2>I were trying to stop a brick thief. He's armed

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<v Speaker 2>with the brick.

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<v Speaker 1>That's true.

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<v Speaker 2>How would your name was? Thank you so much for

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<v Speaker 2>calling us son. I hope you enjoy the rest of cars.

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<v Speaker 13>Yeah bye, have a good night.

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<v Speaker 19>All from Chris.

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<v Speaker 2>Risk Is.

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<v Speaker 4>This is real.

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<v Speaker 2>This is real.

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<v Speaker 4>Sorry, I put you on in my big screen codes.

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<v Speaker 4>Very excited. I caught you tonight.

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<v Speaker 2>How you doing, Fritz? Fritz?

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<v Speaker 9>Uh?

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<v Speaker 4>Doing the best I can? Today? Honestly a kind of

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<v Speaker 4>stressful day, but you know vibeing.

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<v Speaker 2>Why was it stressful?

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know, just kind of a lot of money stress.

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<v Speaker 4>Coming up a new job is kind of shitty day.

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<v Speaker 4>First shitty day is a new job.

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<v Speaker 2>So have you have you ever tried? Do you have

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<v Speaker 2>any Do you have like any money?

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<v Speaker 4>I have like enough to make rent my rent payments tomorrow.

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<v Speaker 2>Have you tried? I don't know why more people don't

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<v Speaker 2>do this. I feel like if you could, I feel

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<v Speaker 2>like you can get like a copy machine or something

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<v Speaker 2>and like just copy the money that you already have.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, I honestly I have thought about that. I

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<v Speaker 4>work in its like I gotta. I got access to

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<v Speaker 4>a lot of printers, so like I could set up

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<v Speaker 4>a whole operation if I really wanted to.

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<v Speaker 2>You should do that. That's all all you really needed

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<v Speaker 2>to get rich is a dollar and a copy machine,

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<v Speaker 2>because then you just copy that dollar a million times

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<v Speaker 2>and you're a millionaire.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I mean, you're right. I can't. I can't argue that.

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<v Speaker 2>How much uh well, how much is the Do you

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<v Speaker 2>have enough to afford a copy machine? And you need

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of ink? That's the problem. You need a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of ink. So there are some startup costs to this.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I could. I could try to do like a

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<v Speaker 4>small business loan and say, like completely reputable business and

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<v Speaker 4>then just buy a ship ton of printers maybe and

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<v Speaker 4>like once I get started, you know, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 4>Maybe my credit is not good enough, but.

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<v Speaker 2>You can can you print credit?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah? I mean, I fucking wish. I'll tell you a.

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<v Speaker 2>Question for you. Yeah, wait, you were gonna tell me something? No,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm good, Sorry, will it work?

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<v Speaker 9>You know?

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<v Speaker 4>I'm gonna be honest I don't know. I wish I did.

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<v Speaker 4>I'd like, like I'm gonna say the line I hope

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<v Speaker 4>it would, but like I'm honestly like, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>Hmmm. When you say you wish, When you say you wish,

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<v Speaker 2>do you hope it works or do you wish you

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<v Speaker 2>knew whether or not it would so that you could

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<v Speaker 2>do whatever you will do with that information?

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<v Speaker 4>Honestly, I wish. I just wish I knew, because like

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<v Speaker 4>if I know, like like what I'm doing and like

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<v Speaker 4>where I'm going to life is gonna end up being okay.

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<v Speaker 4>Like I know, if I know I made at least

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<v Speaker 4>one right decision somewhere down the line, that it makes

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<v Speaker 4>me feel good, and I'd like try to share that

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<v Speaker 4>my people as I could. I guess if I knew

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<v Speaker 4>everyone else's will it works.

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<v Speaker 11>Well?

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<v Speaker 2>See that's that's that that doesn't work, right, because if

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<v Speaker 2>you knew for a fact everything was being to be okay,

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<v Speaker 2>then you wouldn't do the things that you need to

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<v Speaker 2>do to make it so that it ends up okay

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<v Speaker 2>because you would psychologically no longer be stressed out enough

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<v Speaker 2>to do them.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah no, yeah, yeah, that's that is true. That's the whole,

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<v Speaker 4>the whole. Uh, I know, that's fucking I think about

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<v Speaker 4>that a lot, Like if you knew, knowing knowing the

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<v Speaker 4>outcome changes the outcome kind of do right now.

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<v Speaker 2>But if you knew that you would fuck up and fail?

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<v Speaker 2>What would you do?

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, I've had a lot of shit. Having not

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<v Speaker 4>a lot of shit, I've had some I made some mistakes,

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<v Speaker 4>and I always say, like, if I had to go

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<v Speaker 4>back and change them, I probably wouldn't because I'm who

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<v Speaker 4>I am today because of those mistakes. They're sayings that

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<v Speaker 4>I've done that I've been like, Wow, I don't want

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<v Speaker 4>to fucking ever do that again. Now I know not

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<v Speaker 4>to do that thing, you know, mm hmm, But liken't know.

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<v Speaker 9>I have.

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<v Speaker 4>Everything you do, like is a part of who you are.

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<v Speaker 4>Mistakes and all the good the bad you take it.

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<v Speaker 4>You're talking about different facets of yourself. They all come together,

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<v Speaker 4>Like I agree all that stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>I agree gould to embrace your mistakes or a part

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<v Speaker 2>of who you are. That's why I don't have any regrets,

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<v Speaker 2>to be honest, Well, no, you know, I mean it's

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<v Speaker 2>you know, seriously, I because uh, every decision that I've made,

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<v Speaker 2>even if it was a bad one. It was based

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<v Speaker 2>on how I felt at the time, so I don't

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<v Speaker 2>regret it. You know, I can't go back and change

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<v Speaker 2>so I feel, and I didn't have access to the

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<v Speaker 2>information that I have access now, so I don't really

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<v Speaker 2>blame myself.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, no, I I agree with that. I try to.

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<v Speaker 4>I try to live that the same way as well.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean I do. I'm not not nearly as strong

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<v Speaker 4>as the guests. Well, like, I have some regrets in there,

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<v Speaker 4>but like I try to live it the best I can.

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<v Speaker 2>No, dude, I could be lying to you right now.

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<v Speaker 2>I could be weak as hell. I could have losts

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<v Speaker 2>and lots of regrets. I could be, you know, extremely

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<v Speaker 2>mentally unhealthy right now. You'd have no idea.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, you're right, I've only I've only I could

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<v Speaker 4>count on two hands on times I've clutch alive. So

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<v Speaker 4>you're right.

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<v Speaker 2>You could be putting on an act to me as well.

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<v Speaker 4>Uh, yeah, yeah, you're right. I could be. I ain't.

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<v Speaker 2>That could be. Well, Fritz, it was a pleasure getting

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<v Speaker 2>to talk to you. I'm so glad that you called in.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I know, I'm real excited. I was, I was,

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<v Speaker 4>I was waiting. I'm like I got, I got try

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<v Speaker 4>at least one more time before I get to bed.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm like, I'm so happy I got through. I appreci

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<v Speaker 4>the conversations with me.

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<v Speaker 2>Was this word did you get? And I you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I like you, Fritz. I want to make sure before

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<v Speaker 2>we go. Do you feel as though you got what

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<v Speaker 2>you wanted out of this?

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<v Speaker 11>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 13>I think so.

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<v Speaker 4>It's just like nice to kind of get the I

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<v Speaker 4>guess I call it word vomit, the word vomit out there,

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<v Speaker 4>what you're feeling, what you're thinking. Yes, it's good to

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<v Speaker 4>have some kind of sounding board to go against. And

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<v Speaker 4>I have all the chat fucking saying things too.

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<v Speaker 2>So beautiful, beautiful. Well, thank you so much for calling in, Fritz.

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<v Speaker 2>You have a good rest of the night.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh, thank you for talking to me. I appreciate it

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<v Speaker 4>you too, Gick Fritz the Cat.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh it is a movie.

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<v Speaker 19>Awesome Chile, Chile.

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<v Speaker 4>Hello, Hi, Oh my god.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't think I would actually be on your your streams.

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<v Speaker 2>Are you riding a motorcycle right now?

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<v Speaker 9>Uh?

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<v Speaker 4>No, I'm driving.

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<v Speaker 1>I just went to Popeyes with my friends.

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<v Speaker 2>What year were you born, Kyle.

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<v Speaker 4>I was born in ninety five.

1:21:09.640 --> 1:21:10.599
<v Speaker 3>What year were you born?

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<v Speaker 2>What did you get at Popeye's?

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<v Speaker 1>Personally, I just got the strawberry cheesecake, the new one,

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<v Speaker 1>and a large sweet tea light ice.

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<v Speaker 5>Just feeling a little something sweet tonight.

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<v Speaker 2>Really, why are you feeling sweet?

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<v Speaker 9>You know?

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, man, I just woke up this morning

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<v Speaker 1>and thought it would be a good day into end

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<v Speaker 1>the night and just thought of strawberry.

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<v Speaker 17>Cheesecake with you know, to do the job.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you typically think out your decisions a lot beforehand

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<v Speaker 2>or do you like to make them on a win.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm definitely just want to win, like I have ADHD,

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<v Speaker 1>and I take meds. Well, I don't take the meds

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<v Speaker 1>anymore because they make me feel like a zombie. So

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<v Speaker 1>since I'm AWFU, it's just, you know, just gonna win.

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<v Speaker 2>And how has that served? Does that typically work out

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<v Speaker 2>well for you?

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<v Speaker 12>Honestly?

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<v Speaker 2>Probably not? Probably it doesn't. It doesn't.

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<v Speaker 12>Yeah, okay, and tell me, well, tell me about the

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<v Speaker 12>last time you made a decision on a whim that

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<v Speaker 12>did not work out for you.

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<v Speaker 1>So I ended up buying in a new car, like

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<v Speaker 1>a brand new car after looking at a YouTube video,

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<v Speaker 1>and the next day I went and bought it, and

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<v Speaker 1>I spent forty two thousand dollars and I had it

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<v Speaker 1>for two and a half months, realizing I couldn't afford

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<v Speaker 1>the payment, so I had to get rid of it.

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<v Speaker 1>And I was like, yep, that was that was definitely

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<v Speaker 1>a bad decision.

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<v Speaker 2>DEVI did you get back the money that you spent

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<v Speaker 2>on the car?

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<v Speaker 1>Actually I made three grand off the car, so it's

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<v Speaker 1>not really a bad decision in that sense, because you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I had a friend helped me do some you know,

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<v Speaker 1>modifications to the car, but it was all free because

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<v Speaker 1>of his old parts and ended up making all.

1:23:15.920 --> 1:23:17.800
<v Speaker 2>Right, so you made money. So it worked. So you

1:23:17.920 --> 1:23:19.680
<v Speaker 2>made money and you got to drive the car for

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<v Speaker 2>two months. Yeah, yeah, it did work out that way.

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<v Speaker 18>Yeah, you put it that way.

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<v Speaker 9>Definitely worked out.

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<v Speaker 2>You should totally put it that way. I mean I

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<v Speaker 2>would not I would not recommend buying a forty two

1:23:31.600 --> 1:23:35.800
<v Speaker 2>thousand dollars car that you can't afford. But yeah, it

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<v Speaker 2>worked out.

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<v Speaker 18>It worked out for you, Yeah, hundred percent.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't. So it sounds to me like you've got

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<v Speaker 2>a good track record so far. It sounds to me

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<v Speaker 2>like this method is good for you, it has served you.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think I think that's that's a valid point

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<v Speaker 1>you have there, Therapy, get.

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<v Speaker 2>Go, well, continue to make these off the wall, on

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<v Speaker 2>the fly decisions and see if they work out.

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<v Speaker 18>But could you repeat that you were cutting out a

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<v Speaker 18>little bit there?

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<v Speaker 2>What did you say? Your name was?

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<v Speaker 4>Kyle?

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<v Speaker 2>Kyle, you enjoy your desserts? Are you're nervous?

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 20>Dude, it's crazy, man.

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<v Speaker 1>I've been watching you on TikTok for the longest times,

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<v Speaker 1>like this is surreal.

1:24:29.720 --> 1:24:32.280
<v Speaker 2>Right now is just the first time you called into

1:24:32.320 --> 1:24:32.759
<v Speaker 2>the stream.

1:24:34.080 --> 1:24:36.920
<v Speaker 1>I've been calling you for the last hour and that

1:24:37.080 --> 1:24:39.200
<v Speaker 1>little lady that says state your name has come up

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<v Speaker 1>like six times, so we thought we were going to

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<v Speaker 1>get connected.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you think that that lady is little or inherently?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you think she's a small lady?

1:24:50.600 --> 1:24:50.840
<v Speaker 18>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think it's you know, the little voice that

1:24:53.840 --> 1:24:58.440
<v Speaker 1>you get in your head. She's a perfect auditory representation

1:24:58.640 --> 1:24:58.800
<v Speaker 1>of that.

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<v Speaker 2>I actually think she's huge.

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<v Speaker 1>Whoa, why do you think that?

1:25:06.120 --> 1:25:13.840
<v Speaker 2>I think she's like six hundred pounds and like twelve

1:25:13.960 --> 1:25:18.320
<v Speaker 2>feet tall. I think she's a giant, giant woman.

1:25:21.200 --> 1:25:24.160
<v Speaker 4>That's That's a lot to take it in.

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<v Speaker 2>Hey, have a good rest of the night, Kyle.

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<v Speaker 5>You two therapy cackl.

1:25:31.120 --> 1:25:31.640
<v Speaker 9>I love you.

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<v Speaker 2>I love you too.

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<v Speaker 4>Bute bye call from Devin.

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<v Speaker 2>Devin, Hi, have we talked before, Devon?

1:25:46.840 --> 1:25:47.080
<v Speaker 17>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>But not since April.

1:25:48.680 --> 1:25:50.479
<v Speaker 14>I mean I was on GAK Day of Matt Devon.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, Devin, we've talked a bunch of times.

1:25:54.640 --> 1:25:57.719
<v Speaker 3>I mean once once on your show in April.

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<v Speaker 14>Well, I guess twice and then.

1:25:59.680 --> 1:26:04.080
<v Speaker 2>Ga we talked before afore you get the Menotaur thing.

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<v Speaker 14>That was in April?

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<v Speaker 2>That was in April?

1:26:08.040 --> 1:26:09.719
<v Speaker 11>Was that in April? Was that in March?

1:26:10.000 --> 1:26:10.400
<v Speaker 4>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 14>I know, yeah about how to have.

1:26:12.120 --> 1:26:15.080
<v Speaker 3>Been April because I was in school. I started in

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<v Speaker 3>April that Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Devin, I just felt like calling, Well, we'll make it.

1:26:22.200 --> 1:26:23.400
<v Speaker 2>We'll make it quick here Devon.

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<v Speaker 14>Yeah, that was fine.

1:26:24.960 --> 1:26:27.120
<v Speaker 2>I feel bad because all the return calls, because if

1:26:27.160 --> 1:26:29.240
<v Speaker 2>you're a return caller, it means that you're a fan

1:26:29.320 --> 1:26:30.840
<v Speaker 2>of the stream. I means you've been watching for a while,

1:26:30.880 --> 1:26:32.960
<v Speaker 2>which I appreciate. I want to keep those people happy.

1:26:33.000 --> 1:26:36.200
<v Speaker 2>But on the same coin, I always prefer to talk

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<v Speaker 2>to new people.

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<v Speaker 14>Oh you're chilling.

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<v Speaker 8>No, I know.

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<v Speaker 14>I didn't expect even to get on.

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<v Speaker 3>It was just like I'm avoiding writing my essay right now.

1:26:43.240 --> 1:26:45.479
<v Speaker 2>So I was like, fuck it, let's call why are

1:26:45.479 --> 1:26:46.720
<v Speaker 2>you avoiding writing your essay?

1:26:47.760 --> 1:26:51.160
<v Speaker 3>Because I just I, Okay, it's about something I'm passionate about.

1:26:51.200 --> 1:26:54.160
<v Speaker 3>It's about food insecurity and the LGBC community and how

1:26:54.200 --> 1:26:56.720
<v Speaker 3>they intersect. But I'm just like not in the mood

1:26:56.760 --> 1:26:59.840
<v Speaker 3>to write a five page essay on intersectionality right now.

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<v Speaker 2>You know what, I don't understand. If you're passionate about it,

1:27:02.000 --> 1:27:04.800
<v Speaker 2>why are you having such a hard time writing it?

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<v Speaker 14>I'm tired?

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<v Speaker 9>Go to that.

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<v Speaker 10>What time is?

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<v Speaker 2>It's what time? Where I see? Devin? I already know

1:27:10.840 --> 1:27:11.160
<v Speaker 2>about you.

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<v Speaker 1>You I know you.

1:27:13.280 --> 1:27:15.479
<v Speaker 2>I know where you live. I mean, not like where

1:27:15.520 --> 1:27:17.720
<v Speaker 2>you live, but I know the state that you live in.

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<v Speaker 14>I think, what do you think?

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<v Speaker 4>What do you think?

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<v Speaker 14>Where do you think?

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<v Speaker 9>I live?

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<v Speaker 2>Texas? Right?

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<v Speaker 14>No, No, I live in California. Oh he lived in Texas.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh okay, I confused to with the other guy. Yeah,

1:27:36.680 --> 1:27:39.640
<v Speaker 2>I know who you are, but I know that you

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<v Speaker 2>do hair and makeup.

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<v Speaker 11>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>It's the thing. I already know everything about you, Devon.

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<v Speaker 9>I know.

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<v Speaker 14>Like I said, I didn't expect to get on.

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<v Speaker 2>Go out your essay, Devon, Go go go write about

1:27:52.880 --> 1:27:58.560
<v Speaker 2>food scarcity in the LGBTQ community. Okay, you know what

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<v Speaker 2>you should do. Look, if you have trouble writing it,

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, can you talk about like why don't you

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<v Speaker 2>why don't you like do a little voice memo there's

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<v Speaker 2>some dictation of your raw thoughts and then edit that.

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<v Speaker 3>M you know what, that's actually really smart.

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<v Speaker 2>Try that, Devin.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, No, that's actually that's really helpful.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you, of course, of course, Devin. See, it's funny.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't want to. I'll talk about this real quick

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<v Speaker 2>actually because it's funny.

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<v Speaker 9>Uh.

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<v Speaker 2>I used to before I started streaming, I like would

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<v Speaker 2>edit video, I would like recording edit videos offline. But

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<v Speaker 2>with this is almost like my version of that, where

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<v Speaker 2>I rant and just talk off the cuff or whatever,

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<v Speaker 2>and then I go on and then I go and

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<v Speaker 2>I edit it in in and into its own video,

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<v Speaker 2>and then I put that on fucking TikTok or whatever.

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<v Speaker 2>And that feels like I'm taking my long, long rant

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<v Speaker 2>and editing it down into like the whatever, And that

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<v Speaker 2>works for me better than to just like sit down

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<v Speaker 2>and write the concise thoughts.

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<v Speaker 10>You know what.

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<v Speaker 3>That's so fucking smart because I'm the same way. I

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<v Speaker 3>feel like I have so much to say, but just

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<v Speaker 3>like no way to put it in words. So I

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<v Speaker 3>feel like if I just talk it out and ramble,

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<v Speaker 3>I could easily disfect it.

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<v Speaker 14>That's actually really smart, exactly.

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<v Speaker 2>You talk it out, your ramble and you edit it,

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<v Speaker 2>then you edit it for the real parts.

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<v Speaker 14>Well, I had never think of that. You're you're so smart.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you, Devin. You're a genius. To go go go

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<v Speaker 2>say go save the go go go do the thing, Devon,

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<v Speaker 2>go do the thing. Thank you very much.

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<v Speaker 18>All right?

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<v Speaker 16>Pull from Amber Amber, Hello, Amber, Hi, longtime listeners, color.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh so great to hear from you, Amber. How are you?

1:29:52.439 --> 1:29:53.560
<v Speaker 2>How long have you been listening for?

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<v Speaker 16>That was actually a complete life. This is the first

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<v Speaker 16>stream I've ever watched. My boyfriend introduced me to you

1:29:58.840 --> 1:30:00.280
<v Speaker 16>yesterday and it's been fantas.

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<v Speaker 2>Beautiful, beautiful.

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<v Speaker 10>You know what.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm so happy that you told the truth.

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<v Speaker 16>Yes, I'm sorry that I lied, but I've always wanted

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<v Speaker 16>to say that, and it felt right, it felt natural,

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<v Speaker 16>so I just let it slip out.

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<v Speaker 2>Why have you always wanted to say that?

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<v Speaker 4>I don't want?

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<v Speaker 16>My boss said at once, and I thought it was

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<v Speaker 16>really funny. So I and speaking of this, uh, my

1:30:24.280 --> 1:30:27.280
<v Speaker 16>coworker and friend is watching. His name is Warren, So

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<v Speaker 16>I just want to say, hi, Warren, I just started.

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<v Speaker 2>What in what in there work context did he say?

1:30:35.680 --> 1:30:37.160
<v Speaker 2>Longtime listener, first time caller?

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<v Speaker 16>It was like a WebEx meeting that we were getting into.

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<v Speaker 16>Let me just said it, and it was funny. So

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<v Speaker 16>I've always wanted to use it. So not only did

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<v Speaker 16>I lie, but I stole for real?

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<v Speaker 2>Well you well you didn't missed. Well okay, well you

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<v Speaker 2>used it in the context that felt appropriate, because this

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<v Speaker 2>is a call in show, and it would make sense

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<v Speaker 2>if you called it and said long Land just stiter

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<v Speaker 2>for some car. But your boss saying in a zoom

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<v Speaker 2>meeting doesn't seem I mean, I guess that could be

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<v Speaker 2>funny if like, because you're I guess you're calling into

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<v Speaker 2>a zoom meeting, right.

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<v Speaker 16>I mean it made me laugh, but I you know,

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<v Speaker 16>lots of things make me laugh.

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<v Speaker 8>I like to laugh.

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<v Speaker 2>How are you doing, Amber, Tell me everything? Tell me nothing.

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<v Speaker 16>I'm doing all right. I mean I've had a headache

1:31:26.680 --> 1:31:28.920
<v Speaker 16>all day. But I mean there's worse things in the world,

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<v Speaker 16>you know, so.

1:31:32.640 --> 1:31:35.160
<v Speaker 2>In the world than having a headache, the.

1:31:35.200 --> 1:31:40.320
<v Speaker 16>Holocaust, getting pregnant and STD being addicted to drugs being homeless.

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<v Speaker 2>Boom, that was impressed.

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh, and I have a question for you. Yes, will

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<v Speaker 2>it work.

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<v Speaker 16>Here's the thing. I'm going to just say yes because

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<v Speaker 16>will it work? Yes, something will work. What will work

1:31:59.520 --> 1:32:02.600
<v Speaker 16>is subject. It might not be what you want, but

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<v Speaker 16>it will work eventually, you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 2>Some STDs are not as bad as having a headache

1:32:11.160 --> 1:32:13.599
<v Speaker 2>like chlamydia. I would rather have chlamydia than a headache.

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<v Speaker 16>Absolutely not hard past my friend.

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<v Speaker 2>You just tell you to take a pill and it's done. Mm.

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<v Speaker 16>Same with a headache, right, well.

1:32:22.560 --> 1:32:24.280
<v Speaker 2>You would, holle. I mean avil is not as effective.

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<v Speaker 2>What if it's a really bad headache.

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<v Speaker 16>You know they have injections uh that you can get

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<v Speaker 16>to relieve headaches for multiple months, I think, But it

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<v Speaker 16>doesn't make your lips looked. Depends on who you are.

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<v Speaker 16>I mean, I used to have to have a I

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<v Speaker 16>have a I have an autoimmune disease, and I used

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<v Speaker 16>to have to give myself injections in the stomach every

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<v Speaker 16>two weeks. Didn't hurt at all, It wasn't bad, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>That was the first like confident answer, by the way,

1:32:56.520 --> 1:33:00.559
<v Speaker 2>that yes, you said, yes, it will work, a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of people say they hope. A lot of people and

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know how long you've been listening. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know if you it's Amber. I mean, I mean I

1:33:05.720 --> 1:33:09.360
<v Speaker 2>don't trust you at all anymore. You seem like, I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>that's not a lie. I trust you a little bit.

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<v Speaker 2>You you could have, for all I know, and hoped

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<v Speaker 2>this could be the very you could have spent fifteen

1:33:15.720 --> 1:33:19.200
<v Speaker 2>minutes total in the stream. But over the over the

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<v Speaker 2>course of the evening, a lot of people have been

1:33:20.520 --> 1:33:22.800
<v Speaker 2>saying that they hope it works. But you didn't even

1:33:22.800 --> 1:33:24.439
<v Speaker 2>say it. But you just said, yes, it will work.

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<v Speaker 16>Hope doesn't give you any results. And I used to

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<v Speaker 16>be a very pessimistic person. But you know, in the

1:33:30.640 --> 1:33:34.280
<v Speaker 16>last couple of years, Uh, my boyfriend has proved to

1:33:34.320 --> 1:33:36.320
<v Speaker 16>me that things work out. Whether it's what you planned

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<v Speaker 16>or not planned, things work out.

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<v Speaker 4>In the end.

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<v Speaker 16>You got to you got to see it through.

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<v Speaker 2>So what has your boyfriend done to you, say, prove

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<v Speaker 2>this to you?

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<v Speaker 12>Uh?

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<v Speaker 16>Well, I mean, I guess he hasn't proved anything, but

1:33:48.520 --> 1:33:50.320
<v Speaker 16>he always tells me when I'm going through something hard,

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<v Speaker 16>He's like, it's going to work out in the end.

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<v Speaker 16>You're just not at the end yet and he's been

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<v Speaker 16>right every time, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>Mmmm, So he's.

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<v Speaker 16>Every bad thing that's happened to me. I look back

1:34:01.479 --> 1:34:04.200
<v Speaker 16>and every bad thing, every bad situation that's happened to me.

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<v Speaker 16>It's over and done with now and I've moved on.

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<v Speaker 16>Will there be bad things in the future. Probably, But

1:34:09.760 --> 1:34:13.280
<v Speaker 16>you know what, you just got to keep going because yes,

1:34:13.400 --> 1:34:13.960
<v Speaker 16>it will work.

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<v Speaker 2>That's like the only that's something you can only realize

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<v Speaker 2>after time experience. Oh, absolutely, having lived through.

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<v Speaker 16>It, absolutely, I agree.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you feel experienced in life?

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<v Speaker 10>Not yet?

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<v Speaker 16>You know, I've got a lot to go. I've got

1:34:34.040 --> 1:34:36.599
<v Speaker 16>a lot to learn. I'm only twenty eight years young,

1:34:36.760 --> 1:34:39.560
<v Speaker 16>so lots more to learn, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>And ber I got to say, you are a total

1:34:43.360 --> 1:34:43.960
<v Speaker 2>team player.

1:34:46.800 --> 1:34:49.479
<v Speaker 16>I won't disagree with you. Teamwork makes the dream work.

1:34:49.520 --> 1:34:51.160
<v Speaker 16>I'm big on team playing.

1:34:51.600 --> 1:34:55.160
<v Speaker 2>You're a total team playing. You've gone, You've gone every

1:34:55.240 --> 1:34:57.719
<v Speaker 2>direction I've asked you to go, and you've not questioned

1:34:57.760 --> 1:35:03.000
<v Speaker 2>it once. And that's the high. That's the best thing

1:35:03.040 --> 1:35:07.400
<v Speaker 2>I could possibly ask for from anyone calling into the stream.

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<v Speaker 16>This is your show. I'm not going to ask you questions.

1:35:10.400 --> 1:35:11.840
<v Speaker 16>I mean, that's that's not my job.

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<v Speaker 2>I love it I love it, Ambert. Uh, what do

1:35:19.760 --> 1:35:21.000
<v Speaker 2>you think you can do to make it work?

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<v Speaker 16>Keep a positive attitude and try to be more truthful

1:35:27.000 --> 1:35:29.040
<v Speaker 16>in the in the future. I don't want to lie

1:35:29.080 --> 1:35:30.599
<v Speaker 16>to people like I just lied to you at the beginning.

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<v Speaker 16>That was that was an awful way to start this friendship.

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<v Speaker 16>So yeah, just you know, keep being true to myself

1:35:37.280 --> 1:35:40.000
<v Speaker 16>and try to try to tell the truth as much

1:35:40.000 --> 1:35:40.439
<v Speaker 16>as possible.

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<v Speaker 2>It was the last big lot before the one that

1:35:41.960 --> 1:35:43.240
<v Speaker 2>you told. I mean, that was a little bit of

1:35:43.280 --> 1:35:45.599
<v Speaker 2>a white lie. What was the last big lie you told.

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<v Speaker 16>I'm not big on big lies. I'm really not white lies, Like, hey,

1:35:53.280 --> 1:35:55.240
<v Speaker 16>do these jeans lioten on me? Yeah, of course I knew.

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<v Speaker 16>I don't want to hurt some feelings.

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<v Speaker 9>You know.

1:35:59.040 --> 1:36:01.320
<v Speaker 16>I'm not big on big life. I'm I mean, ask

1:36:01.400 --> 1:36:04.000
<v Speaker 16>anyone of you that knows me very well, and I

1:36:05.400 --> 1:36:08.160
<v Speaker 16>honestly is a huge thing for me. I am a

1:36:08.280 --> 1:36:10.160
<v Speaker 16>very open person. I don't like lying.

1:36:11.960 --> 1:36:14.120
<v Speaker 2>You said, you said that you will lie in order

1:36:14.160 --> 1:36:16.040
<v Speaker 2>to save someone's feelings, though.

1:36:17.520 --> 1:36:21.439
<v Speaker 16>In certain aspects, yes, I don't want to make somebody

1:36:21.520 --> 1:36:23.920
<v Speaker 16>feel lesser of a person for little tiny things that

1:36:24.040 --> 1:36:26.080
<v Speaker 16>don't matter. In the end, you know, what you look

1:36:26.160 --> 1:36:26.880
<v Speaker 16>like doesn't matter.

1:36:27.320 --> 1:36:28.120
<v Speaker 4>It really doesn't.

1:36:29.479 --> 1:36:32.519
<v Speaker 2>But so okay, maybe I'm thinking of this because I

1:36:32.680 --> 1:36:36.839
<v Speaker 2>am a whatever. But if a friend asks you if

1:36:37.040 --> 1:36:41.600
<v Speaker 2>they look fat in a dress or whatever, is it

1:36:41.720 --> 1:36:45.320
<v Speaker 2>better for you to lie and say that they don't

1:36:45.520 --> 1:36:49.000
<v Speaker 2>or is it better for you to say it doesn't

1:36:49.040 --> 1:36:51.800
<v Speaker 2>matter what you look like as a response to them,

1:36:51.920 --> 1:36:53.000
<v Speaker 2>As a response to that question.

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<v Speaker 16>It depends on the friend. And I know where my

1:36:56.080 --> 1:36:59.920
<v Speaker 16>friends are mentally, you know, if they're able to take

1:37:00.120 --> 1:37:01.880
<v Speaker 16>the hit and like they're like, hey, does this dress

1:37:01.920 --> 1:37:02.880
<v Speaker 16>look good on me? I'll be like, you know what,

1:37:02.960 --> 1:37:04.639
<v Speaker 16>I don't think that dress was made for you. There's

1:37:04.680 --> 1:37:07.559
<v Speaker 16>other dresses that would way more bomb money. Let's find

1:37:07.600 --> 1:37:10.280
<v Speaker 16>that dress. But you know, if I know they're down

1:37:10.320 --> 1:37:12.080
<v Speaker 16>in the dumps and they're not filing themselves, I'm gonna

1:37:12.080 --> 1:37:14.080
<v Speaker 16>be like, girl, you look good on anything you wear,

1:37:14.200 --> 1:37:16.240
<v Speaker 16>So it doesn't matter what you wear. You put it

1:37:16.320 --> 1:37:18.120
<v Speaker 16>on and you own it. You have that confidence.

1:37:20.000 --> 1:37:22.120
<v Speaker 2>Really, but you'll say that and not truly believe it.

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<v Speaker 16>No, no, no, See, now you put me in a corner,

1:37:26.800 --> 1:37:27.479
<v Speaker 16>come on, get go.

1:37:27.680 --> 1:37:29.000
<v Speaker 2>Which I'm not trying to put you out a corner.

1:37:29.200 --> 1:37:30.519
<v Speaker 2>I'm going to ask you if you'll say it with

1:37:30.760 --> 1:37:31.519
<v Speaker 2>that truly believing it.

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<v Speaker 16>Well, no, because I do truly believe that. I do

1:37:36.280 --> 1:37:38.599
<v Speaker 16>believe that if you have the confidence that you could

1:37:38.680 --> 1:37:41.080
<v Speaker 16>rock anything, if you're talking about clothes and wearing it.

1:37:41.280 --> 1:37:44.519
<v Speaker 2>Yes, yes, okay, Yes, that's that's what I'm asking. Okay,

1:37:44.600 --> 1:37:46.240
<v Speaker 2>because for you to okay, because for you to say

1:37:46.320 --> 1:37:48.280
<v Speaker 2>like you look good at anything, you might not truly

1:37:48.320 --> 1:37:50.160
<v Speaker 2>believe it, But for you to have this general idea

1:37:51.000 --> 1:37:53.559
<v Speaker 2>that anyone can look good in anything as long as

1:37:53.640 --> 1:37:56.559
<v Speaker 2>they have the confidence to pull it off, that could

1:37:56.560 --> 1:37:58.880
<v Speaker 2>be a truth idea. And then and then exactly what

1:37:59.000 --> 1:38:01.000
<v Speaker 2>you would say to her is you can look at

1:38:01.040 --> 1:38:03.120
<v Speaker 2>it anything if you you don't have the confidence to it.

1:38:04.920 --> 1:38:06.679
<v Speaker 2>So yeah, I wouldn't consider that a lie. I would

1:38:06.680 --> 1:38:11.760
<v Speaker 2>consider a truth a great message as well.

1:38:12.000 --> 1:38:13.640
<v Speaker 8>And we agree, and we agree.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, Ambert, So anything else that you wanted out of this,

1:38:21.280 --> 1:38:23.240
<v Speaker 2>you know, I feel like you know you called in I.

1:38:23.439 --> 1:38:25.800
<v Speaker 2>I you know you've definitely provided me a lot of

1:38:25.920 --> 1:38:30.800
<v Speaker 2>value in your fast paced answering style. You seem like

1:38:30.880 --> 1:38:34.719
<v Speaker 2>you know what you want out of life. Is anything

1:38:34.760 --> 1:38:35.320
<v Speaker 2>I can do for you?

1:38:36.920 --> 1:38:40.000
<v Speaker 16>You've done it. I mean, I excited that I got

1:38:40.080 --> 1:38:42.599
<v Speaker 16>to call in on my first stream that I've watched,

1:38:42.640 --> 1:38:45.080
<v Speaker 16>and you answered. That's amazing. I feel very lucky. I

1:38:45.120 --> 1:38:46.400
<v Speaker 16>don't want to take up too much of your time.

1:38:46.439 --> 1:38:48.200
<v Speaker 16>There's other people that have been watching you, probably for

1:38:48.320 --> 1:38:50.920
<v Speaker 16>way longer, and probably want to get on the phone

1:38:50.960 --> 1:38:51.120
<v Speaker 16>with you.

1:38:51.200 --> 1:38:52.040
<v Speaker 17>So thank you so much.

1:38:53.080 --> 1:38:54.439
<v Speaker 16>What you do is great. I mean, I go to

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<v Speaker 16>I go to therapy with a human, but I think

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<v Speaker 16>therapy with the get Go is equally as great.

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<v Speaker 9>I love it.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you, Thank you, Amber. I appreciate that very much.

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<v Speaker 2>Hope to see you in future streams. Talk to you soon.

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<v Speaker 16>Oh absolutely, thank you.

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<v Speaker 18>Good night.

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<v Speaker 2>See that was nine minutes and thirty seconds. I didn't

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<v Speaker 2>even feel like it.

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<v Speaker 19>Never be Get.

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<v Speaker 6>Goes on the line taking your phone calls every night.

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<v Speaker 6>Never be Get goes to all his hide He's teaching

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<v Speaker 6>you a house in the middle of your life. Money's

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<v Speaker 6>not really an expert.