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Speaker 2: Hello, is this random crackling noise?

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Speaker 3: Yes?

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Speaker 2: This is sorry you random crackling noise? What do you do?

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Speaker 4: What do I do?

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Speaker 5: I'm a garbage truck man.

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Speaker 2: You're a garbage truck man. Yeah, do you have a

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Speaker 2: favorite piece of trash?

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Speaker 5: Expensive things that rich people throw out?

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Speaker 2: What are some expensive things that rich people throw out?

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Speaker 5: Math books without their chargers. They just think they're broken.

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Speaker 5: It's pretty nice.

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Speaker 2: You're telling me that a rich person will just their

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Speaker 2: MacBook will just run out of battery.

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Speaker 5: I've found two MacBooks so far, so I mean, I

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Speaker 5: don't know what they're thinking.

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Speaker 4: Man, I just had to buy.

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Speaker 2: A charger, and then they throw it away instead of

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Speaker 2: charging it.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, right on top of the dumpster.

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Speaker 2: Perfectly, nothing wrong at all with the MacBook.

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Speaker 5: A smelly Uh.

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Speaker 2: Do you ever like look at the person's personal data

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Speaker 2: when you open up the MacBook?

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Speaker 5: Ah?

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I definitely did. For sure. What would you do

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Speaker 4: if you found something like that?

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Speaker 2: Man, They didn't look through the face of their personally Yeah, man,

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Speaker 2: didn't do.

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Speaker 5: Anything malicious, but it definitely Uh.

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Speaker 2: No, I wouldn't do it like No, I feel like

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Speaker 2: I wouldn't like I wouldn't like fucking like try to

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Speaker 2: find people's like you know, this fucking credit card information anything,

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Speaker 2: but just I would like I would like read their.

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Speaker 5: Texts basically pictures.

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Speaker 4: You know, what do you find the life? Uh?

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Speaker 5: They were old people, their grandchildren.

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Speaker 4: Uh, this dude's wiener.

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Speaker 5: That was cool. So you know he found the more

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Speaker 5: you find he was old.

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Speaker 4: He's like, you know, seventy sixty.

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Speaker 5: I'm not really a dick doctor.

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Speaker 2: So he was a seventy year old? Was it a

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Speaker 2: young was it like an old picture of his wiener?

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Speaker 2: It was like his seventy year old wiener.

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Speaker 5: Like, I don't know, maybe said to his wife, I'm

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Speaker 5: not I don't have apple products. Other than that, uh.

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Speaker 2: Really has nothing to do with whether or not you

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Speaker 5: No, So I don't know how I took the picture,

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Speaker 5: you know what I'm saying. I don't know if if

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Speaker 5: it gets sent from his phone or if it was

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Speaker 5: like an awkward angle off the laptop.

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Speaker 2: You know that's where did you like? What app? Was that?

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Speaker 2: Was it under like the photo booth?

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Speaker 4: Yeah?

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Speaker 2: Like, oh okay, so he used the photo booth app

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Speaker 2: to take a picture of his wiener.

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Speaker 5: I guess it was some photos you know what I

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Speaker 5: don't Yeah, okay for Apple apple products?

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Speaker 2: Interesting? What else did you find, uh in trash.

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Speaker 5: In general or just on that laptop or.

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Speaker 2: I kind of want to hear what else found on

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Speaker 2: this laptop?

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Speaker 5: Nothing really too interesting other than a wang. But I'm

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Speaker 5: sure everyone has a picture of their wang. You know,

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Speaker 5: after a certain age you got a significant other or not,

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Speaker 5: you're gonna you know, it's in that dick pic.

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Speaker 2: It's interesting that old people are still sending each other

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Speaker 2: pictures of like nudes.

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Speaker 3: Is it?

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Speaker 4: You know it's uh, I was old, I might do that.

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Speaker 2: I feel like, yeah, I don't know, I don't know.

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Speaker 2: It's you know, it's weird about sex? Is that you

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Speaker 2: it's I know, it's biologically whatever. But by the time

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Speaker 2: I don't know, shouldn't seeing boobs shouldn't it just be

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Speaker 2: still that's seventy. It's like, oh my god, that's the

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Speaker 2: most amazing thing I've ever seen. Crazy. I was like,

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Speaker 2: I get it now, but I get it. You know,

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Speaker 5: let me cop a field and tits or tits?

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Speaker 2: What else did you find in this garbage disposal?

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Speaker 5: Lots of sex toys of all the times? Yep, people

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Speaker 5: throw those away? Gun?

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Speaker 2: Got a gun, lots of pizza.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, you got you gotta call it.

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Speaker 5: You gotta call the police. So m hm you gotta

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Speaker 4: The police have that gun?

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Speaker 2: Okay, mm hmm. You don't have to call the police,

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Speaker 2: if you if you call anyone? Who do you call

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Speaker 2: when you find the sex toys? Or do you just

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Speaker 5: Call my mom, give her the address and see swings

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Speaker 5: by pick them up.

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Speaker 2: It's so the nice of you to help her out

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Speaker 2: with that.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, I'm a good son.

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Speaker 2: I'm sure you are that.

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Speaker 5: Do it again? Of car parts? I guess you know?

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Speaker 5: Dead animals?

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Speaker 4: Yeah?

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Speaker 2: Have you ever found a dead animal? That just made

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Speaker 2: you really sad? To find all dogs and cats?

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Speaker 4: It makes me sad.

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Speaker 2: Really, you find dogs and cats all the.

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Speaker 5: Time, You don't think people throw those away?

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Speaker 2: Where are you a garbage person at because this place

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Speaker 2: sounds fucked up?

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Speaker 4: Well, what do you mean?

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Speaker 5: It's America?

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Speaker 1: Oh?

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Speaker 2: Orange County, Orange County. Yeah, do you feel like you

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Speaker 2: can learn a lot about a person about what they

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Speaker 5: Depends on the person.

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Speaker 2: Well, I feel like even now you sort of have

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Speaker 2: made some judgments about not like you know, harsh judgments,

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Speaker 2: but like many judgments about people based on what they

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Speaker 2: throw away. You know, like like if someone throws away

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Speaker 2: a MacBook, you assume that they are like rich.

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Speaker 5: Or they were rich.

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Speaker 2: That necessarily means that you're rich. It could just mean

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Speaker 2: that you if because if you throw away your MacBook

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Speaker 5: Could just be liigated community. I mean they, I mean

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Speaker 5: they're probably stupid and rich.

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Speaker 2: Well, listen, thank you so much for for having this

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Speaker 5: All Right, yeah, I'm gonna go take us some trush.

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Speaker 2: Beautiful, have a good one.

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Speaker 4: How you do.

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Speaker 6: On the line, goes, I was teaching you.

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Speaker 1: Paul from Angel.

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Speaker 2: Angel.

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Speaker 7: Oh dude, hey, how you doing good?

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Speaker 8: How are you?

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Speaker 6: Have we talked before? Angel?

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Speaker 7: No, this is actually my first dream.

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Speaker 2: Oh how did you?

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Speaker 9: Uh?

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Speaker 2: How'd you find yourself here? TikTok TikTok on the clock.

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Speaker 2: The party don't stop now? Oh oh oh oh, oh

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Speaker 2: oh oh oh what made you download TikTok on the

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Speaker 2: first place? Were you bored?

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Speaker 10: Yeah?

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Speaker 8: I mean I saw it on Twitter and then you know,

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Speaker 8: gay weight drug and then I've never been off since.

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Speaker 2: You've never been off it, since.

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Speaker 8: It's always open in the background of everything. I haven't

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Speaker 2: Interesting, kidding? What do you feel like? It sounds like

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Speaker 2: you spend a lot of time on there.

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Speaker 8: I used to, and then I got nine to five jobs,

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Speaker 2: Now, well, what are you doing your nine to five job?

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Speaker 8: I am a business systems analyst for a data firm.

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Speaker 2: You know, you seem like a really nice person, So

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Speaker 2: I don't find this offensive, But that sounds really boring.

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Speaker 11: Oh it is.

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Speaker 8: It's terrible. My first job out of college. I just

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Speaker 8: accepted it because I was scared I wasn't.

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Speaker 11: Going to get one.

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Speaker 2: Mm hmm. And I mean, is there anything that you

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Speaker 2: would rather be doing than? God? What is that again?

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Speaker 2: That is the most boring job I've ever heard of?

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Speaker 8: My job again, business systems analysts. I don't even know

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Speaker 2: You know what it means? How long have you been

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Speaker 9: For?

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Speaker 8: Three weeks?

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Speaker 2: What do you what do you think it means?

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Speaker 8: So it's a data firm, so they basically manage the

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Speaker 8: database systems for like big companies.

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Speaker 5: Like I don't know.

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Speaker 8: I had to find an NDA, so I don't know

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Speaker 2: You to sign an NDA, Yeah, what do they tell

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Speaker 8: Well, that's the thing, right I got. I don't know,

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Speaker 8: Well I haven't. You know, it's my third week. Do

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Speaker 8: I know any of the things like you get in

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Speaker 8: trouble for? I'm still an orientation.

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Speaker 2: It's true. You couldn't have learned that. It's true three

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Speaker 2: weeks in. They're probably none of the things you know

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Speaker 8: Yeah, well we it's actually it's a pretty cool company.

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Speaker 8: They have like Disney as a client, McDonald's, Shell, Nissan,

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Speaker 8: all that big shit. But I never even heard of

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Speaker 8: them before. I applied to like an internship my senior year.

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Speaker 2: So so, okay, so you do a really boring is

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Speaker 8: Well, I'm thinking it's gonna be since I have to

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Speaker 8: me a lot to do it, well more than I

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Speaker 8: can just save money and then do figure out whatever

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Speaker 8: I want to do later. I mean, I'm twenty two,

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Speaker 8: so like I don't have to have the coolest job

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Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, I feel like you. You know, you

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Speaker 2: didn't come on this phone call like, oh my goodness,

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Speaker 2: I have this boring job and I'm dying to get

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Speaker 2: out of here. You feel you've very healthily resigned yourself.

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Speaker 4: Yeah.

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Speaker 8: Well I'm high right now, so I'm feeling better than

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Speaker 8: I was a couple hours though. When I'm on the job,

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Speaker 8: how high are you on like a scale from one's

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Speaker 8: dead that's been a couple of hours, I'd say three

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Speaker 8: a three.

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Speaker 2: Do you ever get high at work?

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Speaker 8: Well, they don't drug test and it's like a virtual

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Speaker 8: gig for right now because like COVID and shit. Sure,

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Speaker 8: so I reasonably could, but you know, I have thought

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Speaker 8: about it. So I'm only three weeks since. Maybe once

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Speaker 8: to get comfortable at my old jobs, I definitely did right.

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Speaker 2: Maybe once you it's like, know what your job title is.

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Speaker 4: And what it means. Yeah, you can get high.

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Speaker 3: Maybe I can.

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Speaker 8: Afford to do that.

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Speaker 2: Okay, do you have a thing that you want to

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Speaker 8: I think I'd like to own some sort of bar

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Speaker 2: Interesting that set up left field? You want to own

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Speaker 2: That could be. Where do you where do you want

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Speaker 8: I live in Dallas right now, and there's only one

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Speaker 9: Well.

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Speaker 8: Who knows, the whole world's open, not right now, but

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Speaker 8: Definitely. Straight people do everything, especially things that don't relate

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Speaker 2: Okay, so what would that just what would like the

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Speaker 2: You know I had. I had, But before before this,

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Speaker 2: it's it's more doable. I love that idea. I think

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Speaker 2: it's great. Thank you, well, listen, good luck. What do

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Speaker 2: you want to wait? What do you want to call

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Speaker 9: Well?

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Speaker 8: Fuck, I haven't thought that far. Maybe business system analyst.

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Speaker 8: Maybe it's like a.

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Speaker 2: Made like a what if you yo, what if you

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Speaker 8: Yeah, Like there's some bars called the library, so you

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Speaker 8: could say like I'm going to the library, when really

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Speaker 2: Great, that would be cool, Like I don't know people

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Speaker 8: Yeah, there's like a water there's a water cooler, but

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Speaker 8: it's actually I like that.

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Speaker 10: I like this.

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Speaker 8: When you open this bar, everyone in shock come.

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Speaker 4: To the bar.

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Speaker 2: I know when you open this bar, I want to

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Speaker 2: come through. That sounds cool.

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Speaker 7: Okay, back, thanks.

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Speaker 2: Beautiful, Thank you so much for calling. Do yo rest to.

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Speaker 8: Night you Vie.

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Speaker 9: Call from Jackson.

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Speaker 2: Jackson Yello. Did we speak recently Jackson?

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Speaker 9: No, No, we've never spoken. I've seen you talk to

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Speaker 2: Wait a minute, you've seen me talk to other people. Yeah, no,

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Speaker 2: way right, I never do that. Look you're my one

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Speaker 2: and only Jackson. I'm not talking to other people. It's

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Speaker 2: just you and me, Babe. Listen, what's up, Jackson? Tell

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Speaker 2: me everything?

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Speaker 9: Oh what do you want to know?

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Speaker 2: What's your relationship like with your father?

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Speaker 4: Oh?

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Speaker 9: Shit, constrained actually.

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Speaker 2: Constrained, No, strained, like.

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Speaker 9: Well, both of my parents, my father included, they're very religious.

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Speaker 9: They believe in God, but specifically they believe in.

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Speaker 9: So I went to church my whole life, and I

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Speaker 2: But yeah, what are they what are they like about him?

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Speaker 2: What do they think is so great about Jesus?

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Speaker 9: I don't really know. I guess they're just in it

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Speaker 2: So why is this caused a strain on your relationship?

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Speaker 2: Because I assume you do not believe in God? But

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Speaker 2: why do they care? Does God like tell them that

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Speaker 2: things that you do are wrong?

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Speaker 8: Well?

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Speaker 9: God tells them.

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Speaker 3: That if.

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Speaker 9: You don't believe in God, then you go to Hell.

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Speaker 9: I'm so I guess they're worried about me going to hell.

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Speaker 2: They're worried about you going to hell. By the way,

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Speaker 2: look i'm a little I'm kind of on their side

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Speaker 2: because for a few reasons. Here's the thing. Your parents

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Speaker 2: genuinely well, look, whether or not they're right is irrelevant,

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Speaker 2: you have to understand even if they're wrong and what

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Speaker 2: they believe. I'm not saying any I'm not saying yes

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Speaker 9: Yeah. I mean that's why it's been strained. That's why

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Speaker 9: it's been strained. Like I know that they're like sad.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, to be sad too if I believe that my

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Speaker 9: Yeah. And my older brother, he just was ordained. He's

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Speaker 9: a new pastor and he wrote my old pastor a

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Speaker 9: nasty email that said, look, you're not taking care of

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Speaker 9: my brother. So he called me and he was like, hey,

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Speaker 9: has a relationship with God. I was like, well, I'm

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Speaker 9: and they're going to excommunicate me. They're going to excommunicate you, yeah,

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Speaker 9: which is kind of like it's heavy.

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Speaker 2: I mean, yeah, why old he Jackson, I'm eight, you're

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Speaker 9: Yep.

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Speaker 2: Really I'm interested that, Like, you know, for twenty eight

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Speaker 9: Well, I mean I grew up in the church for

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Speaker 9: I just think that there's lots of people around the

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Speaker 9: and I think that's reasonable. You know, I'm not going

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Speaker 9: gets me is when all these different sects of Christianity,

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Speaker 9: just trying to understand God, and then groups of people

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Speaker 9: and you don't know what you're talking about.

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Speaker 2: So I don't know, why do you believe Jackson? Because look,

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Speaker 2: I mean at twenty eight, you know, you got to

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Speaker 9: No, that's true, that's true. I mean I guess what

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Speaker 9: they're good people, they have kind hearts, but I think

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Speaker 9: it limits our ability to connect because they're thinking, how

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Speaker 9: can we bring Jackson back to the light, And I'm like, hey,

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Speaker 9: I just want to talk to you.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, no, I understand that.

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Speaker 9: Hm.

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Speaker 2: Well, I mean you might you might not be able

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Speaker 9: Dude, I try to. And I mean you were asking

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Speaker 9: I'd like to believe that God is like good, like

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Speaker 9: you know, I've experienced spiritual things, you know, experiences in

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Speaker 9: a I think a lot of people have experienced that

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Speaker 2: Well, Jackson, listen, I hope things get better with your family,

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Speaker 2: And I appreciate what you calling in.

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Speaker 9: Share Yeah, man takes through.

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Speaker 2: You're to of course you take care.

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Speaker 13: Paul from event.

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Speaker 2: You vet, Hey, Hello, Hi, how are you? Did you say?

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Speaker 2: Your name is Yvette. Yeah, Uh tell me everything, you bet.

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Speaker 8: So.

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Speaker 10: I mean I tuned in. I think this is the

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Speaker 10: first time I've actually gotten through and I saw that

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Speaker 10: apparently today you were taking on regrets, and holy shit.

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Speaker 2: You sound you sound like you've got a lot of regrets.

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Speaker 2: I feel like you. I feel like you are the first. Uh.

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Speaker 2: We haven't really talked to I haven't directly asked anyone

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Speaker 2: do you have any regrets you vete? That's rot for fucking.

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Speaker 10: Rhymes by the way, Oh, definitely. I think I regret

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Speaker 10: staying out past curfew. I mean, there were really good

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Speaker 10: I mean I kind of like look back now, and

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Speaker 10: I'm like, you know where we're Where were my days

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Speaker 10: Like they just don't exist. So I don't have like

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Speaker 10: theod cool stories to tell from like remember when I

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Speaker 2: Sorry one second, I'm fucking around with my audio again.

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Speaker 2: Oh little again? All right, that's cool one, okay, great,

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Speaker 2: all right, you've hat Okay, So how old are you now?

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Speaker 10: I just hit thirty?

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Speaker 2: You just hit thirty? Yeah, So you've always followed the rules?

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Speaker 2: You wish you got into more trouble? What kinds of

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Speaker 2: trouble do you wish you'd got? You wish you'd stolen

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Speaker 10: Like, I'm not trying to go out for like a

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Speaker 10: and now.

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Speaker 2: I kind of know you you wish you'd gotten more,

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Speaker 10: I mean I never got any and I didn't like

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Speaker 10: to like you know, of course, like like trouble that

453
00:25:52,280 --> 00:25:54,280
Speaker 10: put other people at risk. Of course, not like that's

454
00:25:54,320 --> 00:25:57,359
Speaker 10: some dumb shit, but like the harmless one that was

455
00:25:57,480 --> 00:26:03,600
Speaker 10: like supposed to you know, like not really have a

456
00:26:03,760 --> 00:26:06,000
Speaker 10: terrible consequence, but make for a decent story, do you

457
00:26:06,040 --> 00:26:06,520
Speaker 10: know what I mean.

458
00:26:07,840 --> 00:26:10,840
Speaker 2: I'm trying to think of what would constitute some harmless trouble.

459
00:26:13,040 --> 00:26:16,280
Speaker 2: Like I mean when when I was sixteen, like you know,

460
00:26:16,440 --> 00:26:19,680
Speaker 2: I mean would get high. But you're thirty. You're getting

461
00:26:19,720 --> 00:26:22,399
Speaker 2: high is not you know, here's not really trouble for you.

462
00:26:22,720 --> 00:26:22,920
Speaker 13: Yeah.

463
00:26:23,160 --> 00:26:27,160
Speaker 10: I never even fucking like how to smoke. I never

464
00:26:27,200 --> 00:26:30,439
Speaker 10: even got high, Like I was literally like goody two shoes,

465
00:26:30,480 --> 00:26:32,439
Speaker 10: like the whole way through, And I'm just.

466
00:26:32,520 --> 00:26:35,679
Speaker 11: Like what the fuck, Like why what do you do now?

467
00:26:35,840 --> 00:26:36,520
Speaker 10: What I get out of it?

468
00:26:36,640 --> 00:26:40,880
Speaker 2: Nothing? What do you do now?

469
00:26:42,520 --> 00:26:43,760
Speaker 10: What do you mean? Like what do I do now?

470
00:26:44,000 --> 00:26:46,639
Speaker 4: Like, like are you what do you do?

471
00:26:46,800 --> 00:26:50,440
Speaker 2: Do you work for the government? Do you run a commune?

472
00:26:51,400 --> 00:26:51,600
Speaker 11: Oh?

473
00:26:52,080 --> 00:26:52,199
Speaker 9: Oh?

474
00:26:52,280 --> 00:26:54,000
Speaker 10: I heard that girl about the commune and I was

475
00:26:54,080 --> 00:26:56,879
Speaker 10: like great on paper, but kind of needs more planning.

476
00:26:56,960 --> 00:27:00,199
Speaker 10: But no, I don't run a commune. I don't work

477
00:27:00,280 --> 00:27:05,320
Speaker 10: for the government. I currently work for the city.

478
00:27:06,040 --> 00:27:08,640
Speaker 14: I see, like work for the city.

479
00:27:08,920 --> 00:27:10,680
Speaker 2: I feel like working for the city constitutes working for

480
00:27:10,760 --> 00:27:11,640
Speaker 2: the government in a way.

481
00:27:12,320 --> 00:27:14,640
Speaker 10: I mean, I guess it's more like local.

482
00:27:14,440 --> 00:27:17,600
Speaker 2: Anyway trouble you wish she got into. I mean, is

483
00:27:17,640 --> 00:27:20,080
Speaker 2: there any trouble that you want to get into now?

484
00:27:22,200 --> 00:27:25,560
Speaker 10: See now, Like it's that whole like adult mindset of it,

485
00:27:25,720 --> 00:27:29,479
Speaker 10: And I'm just like oof, that's like now any trouble

486
00:27:29,520 --> 00:27:32,840
Speaker 10: would actually have like permanent consequences, you know what I.

487
00:27:32,920 --> 00:27:35,320
Speaker 2: Mean, Well, well, here's what I'm saying is though, like

488
00:27:35,480 --> 00:27:38,800
Speaker 2: what I'm trying to arrive at something here, like but

489
00:27:38,840 --> 00:27:40,719
Speaker 2: it's something that you could have gotten away with as

490
00:27:40,760 --> 00:27:42,440
Speaker 2: a kid, or like trouble you would have wanted to

491
00:27:42,480 --> 00:27:45,440
Speaker 2: do as a kid that you couldn't do right, you know, everything.

492
00:27:46,080 --> 00:27:49,400
Speaker 10: These stories were like you know, a kid would sneak out,

493
00:27:49,560 --> 00:27:51,200
Speaker 10: you know, from their house and go like during the

494
00:27:51,880 --> 00:27:53,600
Speaker 10: like friends at a party or whatever. I never did

495
00:27:53,640 --> 00:27:57,560
Speaker 10: that ship and like you know, just stuff that like Okay, yeah,

496
00:27:57,600 --> 00:28:00,399
Speaker 10: maybe you would have gotten ground before, but like you know,

497
00:28:01,240 --> 00:28:01,600
Speaker 10: that was it.

498
00:28:02,960 --> 00:28:05,080
Speaker 2: Because I feel like, whatever are we arriving to play

499
00:28:05,080 --> 00:28:09,400
Speaker 2: a thing like this and we have a very shallow

500
00:28:09,520 --> 00:28:14,840
Speaker 2: pool of concrete answers. It's almost like you're of examining

501
00:28:15,280 --> 00:28:21,680
Speaker 2: this fake version of the average teenager experience that just

502
00:28:21,840 --> 00:28:23,360
Speaker 2: never happened. To anyone.

503
00:28:24,640 --> 00:28:28,160
Speaker 10: I mean true, Yeah, I mean because like it's like, okay,

504
00:28:28,320 --> 00:28:30,560
Speaker 10: you know how they always say, like kindsight is twenty twenty,

505
00:28:30,680 --> 00:28:33,080
Speaker 10: So like I think that's probably definitely what's happening.

506
00:28:33,680 --> 00:28:35,040
Speaker 15: Because Oh, the.

507
00:28:35,080 --> 00:28:37,160
Speaker 10: Other regret that popped up, I was, like I regret

508
00:28:37,280 --> 00:28:37,720
Speaker 10: that I was.

509
00:28:37,800 --> 00:28:44,080
Speaker 15: Such a freaking like I was so oblivious to like

510
00:28:45,840 --> 00:28:49,040
Speaker 15: the like people's skills I have. No, Like, I had

511
00:28:49,160 --> 00:28:50,320
Speaker 15: very little people's skills.

512
00:28:50,160 --> 00:28:52,040
Speaker 10: To the point where like it took me seven years

513
00:28:52,080 --> 00:28:54,160
Speaker 10: to find like to finally get that light bulb to

514
00:28:54,200 --> 00:28:57,680
Speaker 10: click on. We're like, oh, this person was super interested

515
00:28:57,760 --> 00:29:00,520
Speaker 10: in me, and I just like you know, went over me.

516
00:29:00,920 --> 00:29:02,840
Speaker 10: So that was another revent that I had. But you know,

517
00:29:02,960 --> 00:29:06,080
Speaker 10: it's the whole thing is like, yeah, we're looking back

518
00:29:06,520 --> 00:29:10,880
Speaker 10: and now I can catch everything, but you know, I

519
00:29:10,880 --> 00:29:12,560
Speaker 10: don't actually know where I'm heading with this.

520
00:29:13,680 --> 00:29:15,760
Speaker 2: No, no, no, have you So do you feel as

521
00:29:15,760 --> 00:29:18,200
Speaker 2: though your people's skills have improved now that you are thirty?

522
00:29:18,960 --> 00:29:19,080
Speaker 11: Oh?

523
00:29:19,160 --> 00:29:20,000
Speaker 10: I kind of have had to.

524
00:29:20,160 --> 00:29:24,080
Speaker 2: Yeah you said that, you said they've had they've had.

525
00:29:24,400 --> 00:29:26,600
Speaker 2: You said you had to have improved to them.

526
00:29:27,520 --> 00:29:29,880
Speaker 10: Yeah, because, like I said, I worked for like the city.

527
00:29:29,720 --> 00:29:29,800
Speaker 2: So.

528
00:29:31,440 --> 00:29:34,520
Speaker 10: I definitely have to interact with people on a daily basis,

529
00:29:34,600 --> 00:29:37,360
Speaker 10: So yeah, those people skills definitely have to have like.

530
00:29:38,360 --> 00:29:39,040
Speaker 16: Come into play.

531
00:29:39,720 --> 00:29:41,680
Speaker 2: Well when was the turning point for you, because you

532
00:29:41,840 --> 00:29:43,480
Speaker 2: just said that it took you a very long time

533
00:29:43,600 --> 00:29:45,520
Speaker 2: to develop these people's skills.

534
00:29:46,880 --> 00:29:49,160
Speaker 10: Well, I think, well, probably when I started working for

535
00:29:49,240 --> 00:29:55,080
Speaker 10: the city, so maybe like twenty five that's yeah, that

536
00:29:55,240 --> 00:29:57,440
Speaker 10: was probably the turning point because I got that job

537
00:29:57,520 --> 00:30:00,320
Speaker 10: and then like I had to really interact with people

538
00:30:00,840 --> 00:30:02,960
Speaker 10: and there was kind of like no getting out of it.

539
00:30:04,120 --> 00:30:06,120
Speaker 2: And did that make you nervous when you had to

540
00:30:06,200 --> 00:30:10,280
Speaker 2: start interacting with more people than you typically did.

541
00:30:11,800 --> 00:30:16,280
Speaker 10: I'm not nervous per se, but more like it kind

542
00:30:16,320 --> 00:30:19,640
Speaker 10: of felt like a like a new like a puzzle,

543
00:30:19,800 --> 00:30:22,200
Speaker 10: Like people were puzzles, you know, and it was like

544
00:30:22,320 --> 00:30:24,200
Speaker 10: as long as I could figure out the rules, you know,

545
00:30:24,440 --> 00:30:27,440
Speaker 10: I was cool with it, and I kind of figured

546
00:30:27,480 --> 00:30:29,480
Speaker 10: out the roles and so like I managed to kind

547
00:30:29,480 --> 00:30:30,600
Speaker 10: of pick up those skills.

548
00:30:33,040 --> 00:30:33,920
Speaker 2: Do you have a lot of friends?

549
00:30:36,920 --> 00:30:39,400
Speaker 10: I would say I have a lot of acquaintances, but

550
00:30:39,520 --> 00:30:42,720
Speaker 10: I have like a handful of people that I would

551
00:30:42,760 --> 00:30:43,440
Speaker 10: consider friends.

552
00:30:44,800 --> 00:30:49,120
Speaker 2: M Do you now is this by choice? Because a

553
00:30:49,160 --> 00:30:52,520
Speaker 2: lot of people they enjoy you know, their own company

554
00:30:52,640 --> 00:30:55,040
Speaker 2: more than you know, having a lot of people around

555
00:30:55,080 --> 00:30:55,720
Speaker 2: them at all times.

556
00:30:57,000 --> 00:31:00,280
Speaker 10: I mean, I would say that part of it has

557
00:31:00,360 --> 00:31:02,320
Speaker 10: been by choice, part of it has been by circumstance,

558
00:31:02,360 --> 00:31:04,920
Speaker 10: because I really do enjoy like my own alone time life.

559
00:31:05,240 --> 00:31:07,400
Speaker 10: There is a difference between being alone and being lonely,

560
00:31:07,520 --> 00:31:09,760
Speaker 10: and definitely there's days where like it's one or the other.

561
00:31:10,400 --> 00:31:13,800
Speaker 10: But I definitely do enjoy, Like I am that person

562
00:31:13,840 --> 00:31:15,880
Speaker 10: who is like super comfortable going off to the movies

563
00:31:15,880 --> 00:31:18,640
Speaker 10: by themselves, going to you know, a thing part by themselves,

564
00:31:18,720 --> 00:31:21,720
Speaker 10: Like you know, if I want, you know, my friends

565
00:31:21,800 --> 00:31:25,480
Speaker 10: don't want to, I'm perfectly fine going on my own. However,

566
00:31:26,360 --> 00:31:29,040
Speaker 10: like then there's also the circumstance of you know, people

567
00:31:29,200 --> 00:31:32,640
Speaker 10: entering different stages in their life and you know, life

568
00:31:32,720 --> 00:31:35,200
Speaker 10: responsibilities getting in the way, and then that kind of

569
00:31:35,280 --> 00:31:38,200
Speaker 10: been like when it happened by circumstance.

570
00:31:41,760 --> 00:31:44,840
Speaker 2: Yeah, well, I'm glad that you hear. The things have

571
00:31:45,160 --> 00:31:49,320
Speaker 2: have shifted for you better. I mean, that's the cool

572
00:31:49,360 --> 00:31:51,200
Speaker 2: thing about this. That's the thing. It's like, you know,

573
00:31:51,440 --> 00:31:53,360
Speaker 2: and I was I always, you know, was talking about

574
00:31:53,400 --> 00:31:55,320
Speaker 2: this a little bit on on on some of the

575
00:31:55,440 --> 00:31:58,840
Speaker 2: video that I did, but I really do feel like

576
00:31:58,960 --> 00:32:01,080
Speaker 2: being a kid is over. Every time I see someone

577
00:32:01,160 --> 00:32:02,640
Speaker 2: be like, oh, man, I wish I was in fucking

578
00:32:03,080 --> 00:32:05,800
Speaker 2: high schooler again, or middle school, or like I was

579
00:32:05,880 --> 00:32:08,200
Speaker 2: you know it, you know, could just sit around playing

580
00:32:08,880 --> 00:32:11,840
Speaker 2: Call of Duty all day with my fucking Xbox friends

581
00:32:11,960 --> 00:32:15,360
Speaker 2: or something like. I just I don't get it. Being

582
00:32:15,440 --> 00:32:20,880
Speaker 2: thirty is life theoretically should be getting better with age,

583
00:32:21,040 --> 00:32:23,719
Speaker 2: because you know who you are now more. I bet

584
00:32:23,800 --> 00:32:28,040
Speaker 2: when you were in you know, high school, you were

585
00:32:28,080 --> 00:32:34,200
Speaker 2: all you know it's you are more vulnerable to the

586
00:32:34,280 --> 00:32:37,400
Speaker 2: opinions of other people because you don't know who you

587
00:32:37,600 --> 00:32:39,760
Speaker 2: fucking are, and that's what makes you second guess all

588
00:32:39,800 --> 00:32:42,600
Speaker 2: your social interactions. But by the time you're thirty, you're like,

589
00:32:42,680 --> 00:32:45,440
Speaker 2: I've lived on the earth long enough to know how

590
00:32:45,560 --> 00:32:48,160
Speaker 2: I talk to people. I'm just gonna be that, and

591
00:32:48,240 --> 00:32:50,239
Speaker 2: if people don't like it, I don't care. It's too

592
00:32:50,360 --> 00:32:51,160
Speaker 2: late to change.

593
00:32:52,680 --> 00:32:55,080
Speaker 10: I mean, definitely, you have like a really good point

594
00:32:55,120 --> 00:32:57,920
Speaker 10: with that, I would say, though, However, it's like those

595
00:32:58,840 --> 00:33:02,120
Speaker 10: I think like I've always heard more of, like the

596
00:33:02,200 --> 00:33:06,200
Speaker 10: people being like, oh I wish I like had fucked

597
00:33:06,240 --> 00:33:08,920
Speaker 10: up in high school and done better. But I think

598
00:33:09,040 --> 00:33:10,880
Speaker 10: like where I was coming from it more was like

599
00:33:11,000 --> 00:33:12,560
Speaker 10: I wish I had sucked up a little bit more

600
00:33:12,600 --> 00:33:17,120
Speaker 10: in night school. You know, I still fuck up, you know, yeah,

601
00:33:17,160 --> 00:33:19,880
Speaker 10: but now there's like lasting permanent consequences.

602
00:33:20,080 --> 00:33:23,160
Speaker 2: No, there's not. There's nothing. Nothing is permanent. You're gonna die,

603
00:33:23,280 --> 00:33:28,360
Speaker 2: there's no permanent consequences. I mean, here's what here's what

604
00:33:28,440 --> 00:33:31,080
Speaker 2: you should do. Go go to Southeast Asia. Book a

605
00:33:31,200 --> 00:33:38,320
Speaker 2: one way ticket, go there. Murder is actually legal in Cambodia,

606
00:33:38,600 --> 00:33:41,280
Speaker 2: So go kill a bunch of people. You steal it

607
00:33:41,480 --> 00:33:47,400
Speaker 2: is legal in uh Laos, So go there, steal everything,

608
00:33:47,560 --> 00:33:51,080
Speaker 2: bring it back souvenirs for all your friends and family.

609
00:33:51,720 --> 00:33:54,920
Speaker 2: And you know, all I'm trying to say is there's

610
00:33:54,960 --> 00:33:57,960
Speaker 2: more adventure out there to be had at the age

611
00:33:57,960 --> 00:34:01,000
Speaker 2: of thirty. There's more trouble to get into. So I

612
00:34:01,080 --> 00:34:04,520
Speaker 2: would be on the lookout for it, all right.

613
00:34:04,560 --> 00:34:07,520
Speaker 10: I'll definitely have to like go out there and find

614
00:34:07,560 --> 00:34:09,600
Speaker 10: some opportunities to do so, not the murder.

615
00:34:09,440 --> 00:34:14,120
Speaker 2: But beautiful well you know what happens in Cambodia. Say

616
00:34:14,160 --> 00:34:15,799
Speaker 2: is it Cambodia? Thank you so much for calling man.

617
00:34:15,840 --> 00:34:16,759
Speaker 2: You're rest to night.

618
00:34:17,440 --> 00:34:18,160
Speaker 15: Hie buye.

619
00:34:20,960 --> 00:34:23,400
Speaker 9: Call from Matthew.

620
00:34:26,000 --> 00:34:38,560
Speaker 2: Matthews that your word Matthew hey is yeah, Matthew. Wait

621
00:34:38,600 --> 00:34:42,120
Speaker 2: a minute, I got all the time in the world.

622
00:34:44,680 --> 00:34:45,160
Speaker 17: All right, mam.

623
00:34:46,120 --> 00:34:47,480
Speaker 2: How are you Matthew? Where you call him from?

624
00:34:48,960 --> 00:34:53,920
Speaker 17: I'm going from Quebec, Gobec Yere, Canada.

625
00:34:54,480 --> 00:34:56,960
Speaker 2: Are you French Canadian? Yeah?

626
00:34:59,719 --> 00:34:59,919
Speaker 9: Where?

627
00:35:00,239 --> 00:35:00,439
Speaker 1: Way?

628
00:35:00,560 --> 00:35:02,480
Speaker 2: The cool? I don't know what the bakoo. I know whey,

629
00:35:02,600 --> 00:35:04,040
Speaker 2: I know we means yes, but I don't know what

630
00:35:04,080 --> 00:35:04,800
Speaker 2: pacoo means.

631
00:35:05,760 --> 00:35:09,359
Speaker 4: Bakoo is very much way but cool.

632
00:35:10,520 --> 00:35:13,879
Speaker 2: Bokoop a coop, that's awesome. That sounds like it doesn't

633
00:35:13,920 --> 00:35:14,759
Speaker 2: mean anything, but it.

634
00:35:18,160 --> 00:35:18,319
Speaker 4: Does.

635
00:35:18,400 --> 00:35:24,879
Speaker 2: Bikimian anything like bakool bakey. What let's talk about something else.

636
00:35:25,160 --> 00:35:25,279
Speaker 9: Uh.

637
00:35:25,560 --> 00:35:26,560
Speaker 2: Do you have any regrets?

638
00:35:28,640 --> 00:35:28,799
Speaker 12: Uh?

639
00:35:29,880 --> 00:35:31,120
Speaker 17: Yeah, I got one right now.

640
00:35:31,800 --> 00:35:35,080
Speaker 18: I grow weed in my backyard mm hm.

641
00:35:36,360 --> 00:35:41,440
Speaker 17: And I planted them too close to each other mhm.

642
00:35:42,440 --> 00:35:44,880
Speaker 17: And they grew way more than I thought it would be,

643
00:35:45,080 --> 00:35:48,200
Speaker 17: so I'm kind of scared of my neighbors might steal it.

644
00:35:50,080 --> 00:35:50,600
Speaker 9: This is like.

645
00:35:53,239 --> 00:35:56,560
Speaker 2: You set up you have. You have two friends, and

646
00:35:57,080 --> 00:36:01,120
Speaker 2: you introduced them to each other, and so they start

647
00:36:01,200 --> 00:36:04,719
Speaker 2: hanging out, right, they become good friends, but then all

648
00:36:04,719 --> 00:36:07,840
Speaker 2: of a sudden, they start hanging out without you, and

649
00:36:07,960 --> 00:36:11,840
Speaker 2: you're like what the hell I introduced you guys, and

650
00:36:11,960 --> 00:36:14,839
Speaker 2: then you're so sad and alone, you know, but it's

651
00:36:14,880 --> 00:36:16,680
Speaker 2: like it's like to have it with weed plants.

652
00:36:19,560 --> 00:36:20,919
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, I guess.

653
00:36:21,880 --> 00:36:26,080
Speaker 17: Well, I mean more more a because I mean it's

654
00:36:26,160 --> 00:36:26,840
Speaker 17: my neighbor, you know.

655
00:36:28,239 --> 00:36:31,640
Speaker 2: Okay, why why does them being close to each other

656
00:36:31,920 --> 00:36:34,080
Speaker 2: mean that you're afraid your neighbor will steal them?

657
00:36:36,600 --> 00:36:41,960
Speaker 17: Because I have a newer I have little fans between

658
00:36:42,239 --> 00:36:47,840
Speaker 17: the two places. And when when do you cut his grass?

659
00:36:47,880 --> 00:36:51,080
Speaker 17: He comes a lot too, more on my side, so

660
00:36:51,239 --> 00:36:51,879
Speaker 17: you know you can.

661
00:36:51,880 --> 00:36:52,279
Speaker 10: See the.

662
00:36:54,360 --> 00:36:54,719
Speaker 18: The weed.

663
00:36:57,800 --> 00:36:59,719
Speaker 2: Do you know your neighbor? Have you like met them?

664
00:37:01,480 --> 00:37:06,160
Speaker 17: Yeah, I'm pretty sure. How do you say you can

665
00:37:06,239 --> 00:37:07,960
Speaker 17: do a lot of drugs like speed?

666
00:37:08,000 --> 00:37:10,440
Speaker 2: You know, well he does speed.

667
00:37:11,800 --> 00:37:13,279
Speaker 18: Yeah, I'm pretty sure he's hurt on speed.

668
00:37:13,360 --> 00:37:14,719
Speaker 4: Man, I'll finally.

669
00:37:15,080 --> 00:37:18,560
Speaker 11: Talked to me talking about buying my house and making

670
00:37:22,360 --> 00:37:26,040
Speaker 11: coldle I don't think con the medium he said.

671
00:37:26,360 --> 00:37:29,120
Speaker 2: Okay, he wants to buy your house and turn it

672
00:37:29,160 --> 00:37:30,120
Speaker 2: into a condominium.

673
00:37:30,960 --> 00:37:33,120
Speaker 18: Yeah, like a party and everything.

674
00:37:34,200 --> 00:37:36,359
Speaker 17: But you know that the guy that doesn't have money,

675
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Speaker 17: so fucking wording.

676
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Speaker 2: Okay, so you've met your neighbor, you say you've gotten

677
00:37:43,560 --> 00:37:44,440
Speaker 2: high with him? Before.

678
00:37:45,800 --> 00:37:48,000
Speaker 17: No, no, no, I didn't. I was this, you know,

679
00:37:48,320 --> 00:37:50,600
Speaker 17: we're working in the backyard, and he came to me

680
00:37:50,719 --> 00:37:53,879
Speaker 17: like what happened there? We were really shaky and ship

681
00:37:53,960 --> 00:37:54,080
Speaker 17: you know.

682
00:37:54,920 --> 00:37:57,759
Speaker 2: Oh okay, So I guess the reason why I'm asking

683
00:37:57,800 --> 00:38:01,359
Speaker 2: you that is because I'm curious, like what relationship you've

684
00:38:01,440 --> 00:38:07,560
Speaker 2: established with your neighbor, right, Like, well, why why are

685
00:38:07,800 --> 00:38:10,560
Speaker 2: you so on edge around them? Why don't you trust

686
00:38:10,640 --> 00:38:14,200
Speaker 2: them to not steal your plants?

687
00:38:15,719 --> 00:38:15,839
Speaker 19: Well?

688
00:38:15,880 --> 00:38:19,480
Speaker 17: I mean I trust them, but his friend, you know her,

689
00:38:19,600 --> 00:38:22,279
Speaker 17: he brings friend to his house and you know, I

690
00:38:22,360 --> 00:38:24,680
Speaker 17: don't know what I'm that much neither, and I know

691
00:38:24,880 --> 00:38:26,320
Speaker 17: him does drugs.

692
00:38:28,520 --> 00:38:29,600
Speaker 18: One, one does two?

693
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Speaker 9: Right?

694
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Speaker 2: Right, You're afraid that his friends. You can trust him

695
00:38:35,600 --> 00:38:38,839
Speaker 2: a little bit, but his friends that are also high

696
00:38:38,880 --> 00:38:41,439
Speaker 2: on speed probably not as much.

697
00:38:43,719 --> 00:38:44,120
Speaker 4: That's right.

698
00:38:45,040 --> 00:38:48,280
Speaker 2: Okay, So why don'd you get some sort of why'd

699
00:38:48,280 --> 00:38:48,920
Speaker 2: you get a fence?

700
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Speaker 9: Man?

701
00:38:50,280 --> 00:38:50,480
Speaker 13: Yeah?

702
00:38:51,080 --> 00:38:54,879
Speaker 18: Isn't actually why I was calling in tonight, because.

703
00:38:56,880 --> 00:38:59,719
Speaker 2: You are you trying to Tom Sawyer me here? You

704
00:38:59,800 --> 00:39:01,280
Speaker 2: try to give me to paint your fence?

705
00:39:03,239 --> 00:39:06,800
Speaker 17: Oh yeah, yeah, I just want to fence there you come.

706
00:39:07,400 --> 00:39:09,200
Speaker 2: I want to I want to there's I want to

707
00:39:09,280 --> 00:39:15,000
Speaker 2: let I'm like I will let you continue talking about

708
00:39:15,040 --> 00:39:17,200
Speaker 2: why you called me in relation to the fence. But

709
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Speaker 2: I don't think I can help you put up your fence.

710
00:39:20,920 --> 00:39:25,000
Speaker 2: You know a whole lot. Okay, okay, how how can

711
00:39:25,040 --> 00:39:26,680
Speaker 2: I help you? How? How can I? How am I

712
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Speaker 2: can I be involved in this?

713
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Speaker 17: Because I was wondering if because the plants are getting

714
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Speaker 17: way bigger than I thought they would be, so I

715
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Speaker 17: thought about the electrifying defense.

716
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Speaker 4: I put a.

717
00:39:42,719 --> 00:39:43,560
Speaker 17: Battery car on it.

718
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Speaker 12: You know.

719
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Speaker 2: You said the fence is bigger than you thought it

720
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Speaker 2: would be.

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Speaker 17: No, the wee grows way higher than I probably one.

722
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Speaker 17: It's like my fresh year grew in it, so I'm

723
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Speaker 17: not used to it.

724
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Speaker 2: Okay, the other plants are way bigger than you thought

725
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Speaker 2: they would be. Okay, And how am I involved? Again?

726
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Speaker 2: Do you want to electric you?

727
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Speaker 11: I don't know.

728
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Speaker 2: I was wondering if.

729
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Speaker 4: I'm sorry, my my English is pretty bad.

730
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Speaker 2: No, you're good. It's better than a lot of.

731
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Speaker 17: But like, sure, should I put electricity on it? Or

732
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Speaker 17: try to trust my neighbor and like go talk to

733
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Speaker 17: him about it and everything.

734
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Speaker 2: You know, what's your name? Matthew, Matthew, Matthew. Look, here's

735
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Speaker 2: let me tell you. I'm gonna tell you the two

736
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Speaker 2: answers that I have. I want to live in a

737
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Speaker 2: world with less electric fences, with less locks, with less

738
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Speaker 2: barriers between people. It's the world I want to live in.

739
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Speaker 2: And here's the thing. If if if if people were

740
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Speaker 2: to storm the streets and be like, you know, if

741
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Speaker 2: a guy were to were to stand up on a

742
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Speaker 2: soapbox and be like, let's all get rid of our

743
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Speaker 2: fences and our locks and trust to one another, you know,

744
00:41:23,360 --> 00:41:27,520
Speaker 2: someone would be like, all right, you first. And I

745
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Speaker 2: don't think I would be that guy. I don't think

746
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Speaker 2: I would be that guy. So I'm not going to

747
00:41:31,600 --> 00:41:34,920
Speaker 2: tell you to be that guy. That's the world i'd

748
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Speaker 2: like to live live in. I don't know what world

749
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Speaker 2: we live in. But what were you gonna say?

750
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Speaker 17: I mean, I can try, you know, try to be

751
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Speaker 17: that guy a pleast.

752
00:41:49,200 --> 00:41:50,000
Speaker 2: Is that important to you?

753
00:41:51,880 --> 00:41:53,520
Speaker 17: Go see him and you know, just tell him, like,

754
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Speaker 17: you know, when when I get the when I get

755
00:41:56,360 --> 00:41:58,959
Speaker 17: the weird, I know, if he smokes them, I'm gonna

756
00:41:59,000 --> 00:42:03,320
Speaker 17: give him something, you know, like being a good neighbor.

757
00:42:03,440 --> 00:42:06,960
Speaker 17: But I don't know, I'm kind of scared of if

758
00:42:07,040 --> 00:42:09,920
Speaker 17: I go out to it and he's gonna notice, you know,

759
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Speaker 17: because I'm not sure that they noticed.

760
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Speaker 2: I think, you know, if people don't like to be

761
00:42:16,880 --> 00:42:21,839
Speaker 2: trusting because they're afraid that, you know, here's my honest answer.

762
00:42:22,120 --> 00:42:24,320
Speaker 2: People don't like to be trusting because they're afraid that

763
00:42:24,360 --> 00:42:29,960
Speaker 2: they'll get fucked over. But you know, being a trusting

764
00:42:30,080 --> 00:42:35,480
Speaker 2: person is a long term game, and in the short

765
00:42:35,560 --> 00:42:39,800
Speaker 2: term you inevitably will get fucked over. But in the

766
00:42:39,920 --> 00:42:43,680
Speaker 2: long term you will build a lot more peace for

767
00:42:43,800 --> 00:42:46,520
Speaker 2: your mind and a lot more integrity. And so you

768
00:42:46,600 --> 00:42:48,200
Speaker 2: have to decide if you want to play that long

769
00:42:48,320 --> 00:42:52,320
Speaker 2: term game that will inevitably involve you getting taken advantage

770
00:42:52,320 --> 00:42:55,120
Speaker 2: of or fucked here and there, but long term will

771
00:42:55,239 --> 00:42:57,640
Speaker 2: leave you with a greater sense of peace in your

772
00:42:57,680 --> 00:42:59,040
Speaker 2: innate trusting of other people.

773
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Speaker 17: Mhms correct.

774
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Speaker 2: So the decisions is up to you. Yeah, thank you

775
00:43:09,440 --> 00:43:11,400
Speaker 2: so much for calling, Matthew. I hope you have a

776
00:43:11,400 --> 00:43:14,120
Speaker 2: good gest you things go well for you.

777
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Speaker 4: Thanks for thanks for your time.

778
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Speaker 2: Man. By the I'm surprised you did too. I hope

779
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Speaker 2: that call doesn't cost you a lot of money.

780
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Speaker 4: I hope so via.

781
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Speaker 11: I don't know.

782
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Speaker 17: I'm gonna tell you about that at the end.

783
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Speaker 17: From Steven.

797
00:44:26,440 --> 00:44:35,040
Speaker 2: Stephen. Yes, Stephen, you said yes like I called you.

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Speaker 9: No.

799
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Speaker 11: No, Yeah.

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Speaker 20: I thought you were saying like Stephen, and I was saying, yes,

801
00:44:41,320 --> 00:44:44,440
Speaker 20: this is Stephen. I was acknowledging that I'm on the

802
00:44:44,480 --> 00:44:46,080
Speaker 20: line in your right and I.

803
00:44:46,440 --> 00:44:48,799
Speaker 2: Know, I know, like I know that that's what you did.

804
00:44:48,840 --> 00:44:51,239
Speaker 2: I'm just saying it sounded like you said yes, as

805
00:44:51,320 --> 00:44:54,960
Speaker 2: if I called you you said hello, I said, Stephen,

806
00:44:55,000 --> 00:44:55,760
Speaker 2: and you said.

807
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Speaker 20: Yes, yes, this is him. No, yeah, yeah, okay, here.

808
00:44:59,560 --> 00:45:01,240
Speaker 2: You how can I help you? Stephen?

809
00:45:03,400 --> 00:45:03,759
Speaker 9: I don't know.

810
00:45:03,800 --> 00:45:08,640
Speaker 20: I mean, I'm you're a therapy gecko, and I don't know.

811
00:45:08,680 --> 00:45:10,920
Speaker 20: I'm just feeling really tired.

812
00:45:12,640 --> 00:45:14,759
Speaker 2: You're feeling really tired, really tired of it.

813
00:45:18,719 --> 00:45:23,800
Speaker 20: I don't know, life just seems pretty insane. And I

814
00:45:24,000 --> 00:45:27,960
Speaker 20: just mean, like it sounds really high and mighty of me.

815
00:45:28,160 --> 00:45:31,600
Speaker 20: But like, does it seem like they're just more you're

816
00:45:31,680 --> 00:45:32,640
Speaker 20: you're you're American?

817
00:45:32,760 --> 00:45:32,920
Speaker 10: Right?

818
00:45:33,800 --> 00:45:34,040
Speaker 2: Yep?

819
00:45:35,120 --> 00:45:38,520
Speaker 20: Does this just does it seem like they're more like

820
00:45:38,640 --> 00:45:41,000
Speaker 20: really stupid people in America than there used to be?

821
00:45:41,280 --> 00:45:45,000
Speaker 20: Or is it just like more obvious now you think.

822
00:45:44,920 --> 00:45:47,200
Speaker 2: There are more stupid people in America than there used

823
00:45:47,239 --> 00:45:47,360
Speaker 2: to be.

824
00:45:48,520 --> 00:45:51,000
Speaker 20: Yeah, well it seems that way, But it also could

825
00:45:51,080 --> 00:45:57,120
Speaker 20: just be because media is like more prolific too. How old,

826
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Speaker 20: I'm thirty eight?

827
00:46:00,080 --> 00:46:03,040
Speaker 2: Thirty eight? Okay, that's long enough to see a thirty eight,

828
00:46:03,320 --> 00:46:07,200
Speaker 2: long enough to know some people over a period of time,

829
00:46:07,719 --> 00:46:10,080
Speaker 2: not enough to know a lot of people. So here's

830
00:46:10,080 --> 00:46:13,239
Speaker 2: the thing to say that America's gotten stupid er? You know,

831
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Speaker 2: I mean, realistically, give me a number how many people?

832
00:46:18,560 --> 00:46:21,439
Speaker 2: And I know it's a crazy question to even wrap

833
00:46:21,520 --> 00:46:25,000
Speaker 2: your head around. But how many people do you know?

834
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Speaker 11: Like do I know?

835
00:46:28,040 --> 00:46:30,719
Speaker 14: Well, yeah, h.

836
00:46:32,200 --> 00:46:37,080
Speaker 2: Ten, maybe you know ten people? Well, h have those

837
00:46:37,200 --> 00:46:39,360
Speaker 2: ten people gotten stupid or over the years.

838
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Speaker 4: A few of them?

839
00:46:44,640 --> 00:46:46,040
Speaker 2: Tell me about some of the people that have gotten

840
00:46:46,080 --> 00:46:47,720
Speaker 2: stupider over the years, how have they gotten stupider?

841
00:46:49,360 --> 00:46:49,600
Speaker 1: Well?

842
00:46:50,480 --> 00:46:54,239
Speaker 20: I like my father, for example, he he was never

843
00:46:54,400 --> 00:46:57,520
Speaker 20: like super bright, but he seemed reasonable.

844
00:46:57,840 --> 00:46:59,160
Speaker 4: You know, he is like a.

845
00:47:01,719 --> 00:47:05,319
Speaker 20: Cultist who believes that uh, like you know, Donald Trump

846
00:47:05,440 --> 00:47:10,720
Speaker 20: was robbed of the presidency in some past conspiracy COVID

847
00:47:11,000 --> 00:47:13,719
Speaker 20: is a conspiracy that's not real, that sort of thing.

848
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Speaker 20: When able person, I just try to to talk pojects

849
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Speaker 20: and think about the positive aspects of him, but he

850
00:47:26,920 --> 00:47:29,200
Speaker 20: just keeps getting louder about all the stupid shit and

851
00:47:29,280 --> 00:47:35,080
Speaker 20: making it harder to just talking about anything else. And uh,

852
00:47:35,440 --> 00:47:39,520
Speaker 20: it just made me very sad, and I just avoid

853
00:47:39,640 --> 00:47:44,480
Speaker 20: spending time with him, and it's and like okay. In

854
00:47:44,600 --> 00:47:49,560
Speaker 20: my place of work, for example, we're super shorthanded right now,

855
00:47:49,880 --> 00:47:53,520
Speaker 20: which is really annoying. And that's probably why I'm like

856
00:47:53,640 --> 00:47:55,400
Speaker 20: kind of at my wits end and I just just

857
00:47:55,480 --> 00:47:58,840
Speaker 20: had a really hard day at work. We're short handed

858
00:47:58,960 --> 00:48:01,919
Speaker 20: because half of the people I work with are out

859
00:48:02,440 --> 00:48:07,560
Speaker 20: stick with COVID because they refused to get vaccinated vaccine,

860
00:48:07,680 --> 00:48:11,440
Speaker 20: like right now, you know, middle of July twenty twenty one.

861
00:48:11,520 --> 00:48:13,920
Speaker 20: The vaccine has been available to everybody for quite a while,

862
00:48:14,600 --> 00:48:17,840
Speaker 20: and they're just like, no, no, I'm not going to

863
00:48:17,880 --> 00:48:19,520
Speaker 20: get vaccinated. I don't trust it.

864
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Speaker 4: Like what the fuck?

865
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Speaker 9: Why?

866
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Speaker 2: Interesting?

867
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Speaker 20: So I just feel like I'm running into a lot

868
00:48:30,160 --> 00:48:34,880
Speaker 20: more stuff. That's like obviously horse hit that more and

869
00:48:34,960 --> 00:48:38,680
Speaker 20: more people are buying into you, and I don't feel

870
00:48:38,719 --> 00:48:42,360
Speaker 20: like it used to be that way. What do you

871
00:48:42,400 --> 00:48:43,279
Speaker 20: think therapy kicking it?

872
00:48:46,320 --> 00:48:48,560
Speaker 2: Well, I'm trying to think, you know, because you know,

873
00:48:48,680 --> 00:48:50,040
Speaker 2: I guess you got to do the best you can

874
00:48:50,200 --> 00:48:58,759
Speaker 2: to limit yourself from exposure to things that annoy and

875
00:48:58,880 --> 00:49:03,400
Speaker 2: upset you. Yeah, I mean that's the thing is like,

876
00:49:03,480 --> 00:49:06,279
Speaker 2: you don't have to completely cut your father off, but

877
00:49:07,560 --> 00:49:13,320
Speaker 2: if he's just bothering you, you can. I think it

878
00:49:13,400 --> 00:49:15,680
Speaker 2: seems like you're already doing this. You're not fully cutting

879
00:49:15,719 --> 00:49:18,279
Speaker 2: him out of your life, but you are limiting the

880
00:49:18,400 --> 00:49:19,880
Speaker 2: interactions that you have.

881
00:49:20,040 --> 00:49:24,160
Speaker 20: Yeah, I've been trying to m hm, this is a

882
00:49:24,239 --> 00:49:28,480
Speaker 20: tough one. Yeah, it's a boomer what about the other

883
00:49:28,560 --> 00:49:29,040
Speaker 20: people with it.

884
00:49:29,080 --> 00:49:31,880
Speaker 2: You said, you know ten people and some of you

885
00:49:32,560 --> 00:49:35,640
Speaker 2: are stupid. Do you talk to people who you think

886
00:49:35,680 --> 00:49:36,400
Speaker 2: are not stupid?

887
00:49:37,640 --> 00:49:42,960
Speaker 20: Yeah, my wife and our close friends, they're all all

888
00:49:43,239 --> 00:49:45,920
Speaker 20: lovely and reasonable people smart.

889
00:49:47,200 --> 00:49:48,920
Speaker 2: So that's what I would do. I would continue to

890
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Speaker 2: limit the amount of I mean, this sounds obvious, but

891
00:49:51,560 --> 00:49:53,320
Speaker 2: you know, I would continue to limit the amount of

892
00:49:53,400 --> 00:49:55,920
Speaker 2: exposure that you have the people that you find unreasonable

893
00:49:56,360 --> 00:50:02,319
Speaker 2: and uh, you know, tunnel vision yourself into hanging out

894
00:50:02,320 --> 00:50:04,640
Speaker 2: with the reasonable people. That's the cool thing about being

895
00:50:04,640 --> 00:50:06,640
Speaker 2: an adult. You know, you're thirty eight, You could just

896
00:50:06,719 --> 00:50:08,920
Speaker 2: go you could just go double down on your own family,

897
00:50:09,400 --> 00:50:11,800
Speaker 2: right If you were sixteen and everyone your family sucked,

898
00:50:11,800 --> 00:50:13,640
Speaker 2: it'd be like, well, shaid, I gotta hang out with

899
00:50:13,680 --> 00:50:15,840
Speaker 2: them anyway, because I'm sixteen, you're thirty.

900
00:50:16,280 --> 00:50:18,759
Speaker 20: Whatever you want now, yeah, and just real quick the

901
00:50:18,840 --> 00:50:20,759
Speaker 20: main reason and when it calls, because like you seem

902
00:50:20,880 --> 00:50:23,440
Speaker 20: like you guys hear your shit together. Do you have

903
00:50:23,600 --> 00:50:26,759
Speaker 20: anything that you do to like kind of brighten your

904
00:50:26,840 --> 00:50:32,280
Speaker 20: mood or like to brighten my mood, brighten your mood,

905
00:50:32,560 --> 00:50:35,279
Speaker 20: like you know, you're feeling down in the dumps, in

906
00:50:35,400 --> 00:50:38,440
Speaker 20: the dol drums like, do you have any advice for

907
00:50:38,600 --> 00:50:40,520
Speaker 20: people to any.

908
00:50:41,080 --> 00:50:46,319
Speaker 4: Well, well, first of the therapist.

909
00:50:45,080 --> 00:50:49,439
Speaker 2: Trade, first of all, I'm not a therapist, but second

910
00:50:49,480 --> 00:50:51,800
Speaker 2: of them, Oh yeah, yeah, I know. How would you

911
00:50:52,239 --> 00:50:57,600
Speaker 2: How would you define uh, having your shit together? Because

912
00:50:57,600 --> 00:51:01,360
Speaker 2: I wouldn't confidently call myself. I wouldn't put myself on that.

913
00:51:01,600 --> 00:51:04,040
Speaker 4: Okay, you know what, Yeah I guess, I guess I was.

914
00:51:06,320 --> 00:51:07,319
Speaker 2: Here's what I mean.

915
00:51:07,719 --> 00:51:10,040
Speaker 20: Yeah, I mean, you got this cool thing going and

916
00:51:10,120 --> 00:51:11,640
Speaker 20: it seems really fun and I don't know.

917
00:51:12,760 --> 00:51:12,960
Speaker 9: Yeah.

918
00:51:13,120 --> 00:51:15,920
Speaker 2: Well, here's what I'll say is, uh, you know, I mean,

919
00:51:16,120 --> 00:51:18,279
Speaker 2: I'm a workaholic and I get obsessed with the things

920
00:51:18,320 --> 00:51:21,560
Speaker 2: that I do. So that's what I do. You know,

921
00:51:21,719 --> 00:51:26,239
Speaker 2: it's not healthy. I've been getting really fat, but I'm

922
00:51:26,440 --> 00:51:29,360
Speaker 2: like a lot happier I think than I was before

923
00:51:29,400 --> 00:51:31,640
Speaker 2: I was like working really hard on all this ship.

924
00:51:32,840 --> 00:51:34,640
Speaker 2: So I don't know. Man, Here's what I would tell

925
00:51:34,680 --> 00:51:36,640
Speaker 2: you is, don't chase after happen. It's chase after the

926
00:51:36,719 --> 00:51:39,320
Speaker 2: flow state. Chase after finding something that you can do

927
00:51:39,480 --> 00:51:42,680
Speaker 2: that can take your mind off of things.

928
00:51:44,680 --> 00:51:46,640
Speaker 20: That's a good idea because.

929
00:51:46,400 --> 00:51:49,120
Speaker 2: Happiness is kind of bullshit, but flow state is real.

930
00:51:51,200 --> 00:51:51,439
Speaker 1: Nice.

931
00:51:51,840 --> 00:51:54,440
Speaker 20: Okay, that sounds reasonable. Hey, thanks man, I don't really

932
00:51:54,440 --> 00:51:54,920
Speaker 20: appreciate it.

933
00:51:55,200 --> 00:51:56,319
Speaker 2: Thanks for fun, and you take care.

934
00:51:57,200 --> 00:52:02,880
Speaker 20: You took.

935
00:52:02,800 --> 00:52:04,640
Speaker 13: All from Nate.

936
00:52:06,680 --> 00:52:11,000
Speaker 2: Nate, Hey, Lyle, Nate.

937
00:52:11,040 --> 00:52:11,440
Speaker 18: How are you?

938
00:52:12,560 --> 00:52:13,200
Speaker 4: How are you doing?

939
00:52:13,280 --> 00:52:16,399
Speaker 2: Get go? Hold on, I'm gonna turn the thing down,

940
00:52:17,960 --> 00:52:29,080
Speaker 2: all right, Yeah, Nate, listen. Yeah, I'm on speakerphone. It's

941
00:52:29,080 --> 00:52:31,040
Speaker 2: like super hard hard to hear you. It's a little difficult.

942
00:52:31,239 --> 00:52:33,960
Speaker 4: Okay, sorry, I was on speakerphone. I'm off now.

943
00:52:36,040 --> 00:52:36,359
Speaker 9: All right.

944
00:52:36,400 --> 00:52:41,680
Speaker 2: We need to ease into this because this has started slightly.

945
00:52:41,760 --> 00:52:50,279
Speaker 2: This has started a little abruptly for me. Yeahs are

946
00:52:50,320 --> 00:52:50,760
Speaker 2: you okay?

947
00:52:52,160 --> 00:52:52,399
Speaker 1: Yeah?

948
00:52:52,400 --> 00:52:54,040
Speaker 18: I was just turning on my fans off a little

949
00:52:54,080 --> 00:52:54,600
Speaker 18: too noisy.

950
00:52:55,280 --> 00:52:56,320
Speaker 2: How many fans do you have?

951
00:52:57,360 --> 00:52:58,719
Speaker 4: That's all going on right now?

952
00:52:59,400 --> 00:53:00,680
Speaker 2: Really is a hot where you are?

953
00:53:01,680 --> 00:53:04,200
Speaker 4: Yeah, Pennsylvania. It's like a hundred degrees today.

954
00:53:05,120 --> 00:53:09,640
Speaker 2: M hmm. Do you does the heat make you uncomfortable?

955
00:53:10,880 --> 00:53:11,960
Speaker 5: M m makes me a.

956
00:53:11,960 --> 00:53:15,799
Speaker 4: Little sweaty, but yeah, I could say it makes me uncomfortable.

957
00:53:16,680 --> 00:53:18,640
Speaker 2: Do you do you prefer to be comfortable?

958
00:53:20,160 --> 00:53:22,040
Speaker 5: No, I prefer the uncomfortable.

959
00:53:23,120 --> 00:53:25,320
Speaker 2: I respect that a lot. I believe that there is

960
00:53:25,320 --> 00:53:28,040
Speaker 2: a lot of character development to be had in embracing

961
00:53:28,160 --> 00:53:30,399
Speaker 2: uncomfortable situations such as extreme heat.

962
00:53:31,239 --> 00:53:34,399
Speaker 4: There is, Yes, it brings out the worst and best

963
00:53:34,480 --> 00:53:34,880
Speaker 4: in people.

964
00:53:35,920 --> 00:53:37,160
Speaker 2: What do you think it is brought out in you?

965
00:53:39,560 --> 00:53:40,360
Speaker 4: Procrastination?

966
00:53:41,360 --> 00:53:42,360
Speaker 2: Procrastination on what.

967
00:53:43,840 --> 00:53:44,560
Speaker 5: My schoolwork?

968
00:53:45,719 --> 00:53:46,040
Speaker 16: Mm?

969
00:53:46,880 --> 00:53:47,080
Speaker 9: Yeah?

970
00:53:48,400 --> 00:53:49,640
Speaker 2: What school work do you have? Nick?

971
00:53:51,840 --> 00:53:53,800
Speaker 4: I have English class?

972
00:53:53,960 --> 00:53:56,160
Speaker 9: Do I gotta do a paper by Friday?

973
00:53:57,160 --> 00:54:01,520
Speaker 2: M hmm? What's the paper on? I don't even know?

974
00:54:01,680 --> 00:54:03,920
Speaker 2: To be honest, just you don't even random?

975
00:54:04,400 --> 00:54:04,600
Speaker 10: Yeah?

976
00:54:07,040 --> 00:54:07,760
Speaker 2: Are you in college?

977
00:54:08,680 --> 00:54:10,560
Speaker 4: I am, yes, first semester.

978
00:54:11,400 --> 00:54:16,200
Speaker 2: Okay? What do you study finance? Finance? Why do you

979
00:54:16,239 --> 00:54:18,040
Speaker 2: have to? Okay, let me ask you? What's your goal

980
00:54:18,080 --> 00:54:18,640
Speaker 2: in finance?

981
00:54:21,320 --> 00:54:24,720
Speaker 4: I don't really know. To get somewhere with stocks, hopefully

982
00:54:24,840 --> 00:54:25,239
Speaker 4: one day.

983
00:54:26,320 --> 00:54:28,600
Speaker 2: But why don't you just want to just buy a

984
00:54:28,600 --> 00:54:30,800
Speaker 2: bunch of stock I do.

985
00:54:31,880 --> 00:54:33,279
Speaker 4: I'd buy a bunch of doge coin?

986
00:54:34,280 --> 00:54:36,759
Speaker 2: You buy a bunch of doge coin? What would you do?

987
00:54:36,960 --> 00:54:37,000
Speaker 1: Like?

988
00:54:37,719 --> 00:54:38,080
Speaker 9: What is?

989
00:54:38,560 --> 00:54:39,280
Speaker 2: Give me a number?

990
00:54:39,400 --> 00:54:39,440
Speaker 1: Like?

991
00:54:39,480 --> 00:54:41,440
Speaker 2: How much money would you like to have one day?

992
00:54:44,160 --> 00:54:44,440
Speaker 14: Hmm?

993
00:54:45,040 --> 00:54:49,479
Speaker 5: I don't know. A couple million, but all the money

994
00:54:49,480 --> 00:54:53,200
Speaker 5: in the world sounds as also, you know, world domination?

995
00:54:54,880 --> 00:54:56,200
Speaker 2: Really is that what you would like? You would like

996
00:54:56,239 --> 00:54:57,320
Speaker 2: to dominate the world.

997
00:55:00,400 --> 00:55:00,959
Speaker 4: Some sense?

998
00:55:01,040 --> 00:55:01,239
Speaker 9: Yeah?

999
00:55:02,400 --> 00:55:06,000
Speaker 2: Does you dominating the world? Inherently mean that you are

1000
00:55:06,160 --> 00:55:11,640
Speaker 2: interested in stepping on other people to secure a higher

1001
00:55:11,719 --> 00:55:13,320
Speaker 2: position for yourself.

1002
00:55:14,840 --> 00:55:17,000
Speaker 3: No, no, no, I want to give everyone a fair,

1003
00:55:18,920 --> 00:55:23,680
Speaker 3: fair leg up, you know, fair chances make it.

1004
00:55:24,480 --> 00:55:29,680
Speaker 2: I think that's nice. I think that's nice. I'm not

1005
00:55:29,719 --> 00:55:31,680
Speaker 2: sure if I believe you, but I do think that's nice.

1006
00:55:32,360 --> 00:55:33,839
Speaker 5: I mean, power does get to people.

1007
00:55:33,920 --> 00:55:36,360
Speaker 2: Though, Exactly how could you be so sure that you

1008
00:55:36,400 --> 00:55:38,080
Speaker 2: will not be corrupted once your bank account has a

1009
00:55:38,120 --> 00:55:41,200
Speaker 2: million dollars in it? I don't know.

1010
00:55:41,600 --> 00:55:44,239
Speaker 4: I can't be sure. Time will only tell you.

1011
00:55:46,160 --> 00:55:46,359
Speaker 5: Well.

1012
00:55:46,680 --> 00:55:48,799
Speaker 2: I hope you stay strong. Nick, Thank you so much

1013
00:55:48,800 --> 00:55:49,239
Speaker 2: for calling in.

1014
00:55:50,200 --> 00:55:50,800
Speaker 13: Thank you, le.

1015
00:55:52,000 --> 00:55:53,520
Speaker 4: I appreciate your words of wisdom.

1016
00:55:57,640 --> 00:55:59,479
Speaker 13: Paul from bro.

1017
00:56:01,600 --> 00:56:01,799
Speaker 9: Rose.

1018
00:56:01,840 --> 00:56:07,800
Speaker 2: Are you in a car right now? Rose?

1019
00:56:09,200 --> 00:56:09,480
Speaker 4: Hello?

1020
00:56:10,800 --> 00:56:12,080
Speaker 2: Rose? Are you in a car right now?

1021
00:56:13,600 --> 00:56:13,839
Speaker 18: Yeah?

1022
00:56:13,960 --> 00:56:16,040
Speaker 19: I'm sorry, I just pulled in a taco bell.

1023
00:56:17,600 --> 00:56:19,759
Speaker 2: What are you gonna get? Uh?

1024
00:56:19,960 --> 00:56:24,480
Speaker 19: Probably three spicy potato sauce tacos fresco style, ad Rice?

1025
00:56:25,480 --> 00:56:27,759
Speaker 2: What is a spicy potato sau I've never heard of

1026
00:56:27,800 --> 00:56:28,560
Speaker 2: a sauce taco.

1027
00:56:30,239 --> 00:56:32,400
Speaker 19: Well, it's just you know, you've never heard of a

1028
00:56:32,480 --> 00:56:33,160
Speaker 19: sauce taco.

1029
00:56:33,560 --> 00:56:34,200
Speaker 4: Are you serious?

1030
00:56:34,680 --> 00:56:34,759
Speaker 1: Oh?

1031
00:56:34,800 --> 00:56:36,680
Speaker 2: I think you said sauce taco.

1032
00:56:38,400 --> 00:56:45,799
Speaker 19: Oh no, no, no sauce. Like, well, I got off

1033
00:56:45,880 --> 00:56:49,600
Speaker 19: work and now I'm getting taco bell because I'm quite

1034
00:56:50,400 --> 00:56:52,560
Speaker 19: I'm quite drained, and I don't think I have it

1035
00:56:52,640 --> 00:56:53,879
Speaker 19: in me to cook right now?

1036
00:56:55,440 --> 00:56:57,040
Speaker 2: Where do you work at? Rose?

1037
00:56:58,400 --> 00:56:59,080
Speaker 14: I actually just.

1038
00:56:59,120 --> 00:57:03,600
Speaker 19: Started walking working at a coffee shop that I had

1039
00:57:03,680 --> 00:57:07,279
Speaker 19: been trying to work at for like over a year,

1040
00:57:07,400 --> 00:57:11,320
Speaker 19: like pre pandemic. And then I interviewed there in the

1041
00:57:11,400 --> 00:57:13,919
Speaker 19: summer and didn't get it while they were reopening because

1042
00:57:13,920 --> 00:57:16,280
Speaker 19: they had a bunch of shit going on. And now

1043
00:57:16,320 --> 00:57:18,160
Speaker 19: I finally got it two weeks ago, and I'm really

1044
00:57:18,200 --> 00:57:21,040
Speaker 19: stoked on it because my previous jobs were very.

1045
00:57:21,000 --> 00:57:24,720
Speaker 2: Depressing, interesting, and what makes this job so much better?

1046
00:57:26,600 --> 00:57:29,840
Speaker 19: It's just like it's like less than ten people work there,

1047
00:57:32,120 --> 00:57:34,400
Speaker 19: has kind of like like it's not a co op,

1048
00:57:34,600 --> 00:57:38,000
Speaker 19: but they kind of run it similarly to a co op.

1049
00:57:38,120 --> 00:57:41,440
Speaker 19: I guess, like everyone kind of has input and they

1050
00:57:41,520 --> 00:57:42,400
Speaker 19: pay everyone.

1051
00:57:42,200 --> 00:57:45,680
Speaker 2: Well, so so you'll get a little bit of input here.

1052
00:57:47,200 --> 00:57:50,360
Speaker 19: Yeah, they said I'll get a vote, sometimes.

1053
00:57:49,920 --> 00:57:53,400
Speaker 2: You'll get a fut I wonder if you will befall

1054
00:57:53,600 --> 00:57:57,360
Speaker 2: the same thing that Nick is trying to avoid, where

1055
00:57:57,600 --> 00:58:02,400
Speaker 2: you know, once you get one vote, you know maybe

1056
00:58:03,800 --> 00:58:05,640
Speaker 2: one vote, it'll all go to your head and you'll

1057
00:58:06,640 --> 00:58:10,920
Speaker 2: somehow find a way to scheme yourself a couple more votes,

1058
00:58:11,720 --> 00:58:14,320
Speaker 2: until ultimately it's not our cop, it's your coffee shop.

1059
00:58:15,320 --> 00:58:16,960
Speaker 2: But you've taken power from winin.

1060
00:58:18,400 --> 00:58:20,760
Speaker 19: Yeah, I feel like I used to have a lot

1061
00:58:20,840 --> 00:58:26,640
Speaker 19: of like false confidence in believing in things like like

1062
00:58:26,880 --> 00:58:29,560
Speaker 19: just like anarchists or like communist stuff, And now I

1063
00:58:29,640 --> 00:58:32,040
Speaker 19: don't pretend to know anything, so I don't really know

1064
00:58:32,160 --> 00:58:33,640
Speaker 19: what would happen, to be honest with you.

1065
00:58:36,000 --> 00:58:40,880
Speaker 2: Do you feel as though that might be an attractive

1066
00:58:40,960 --> 00:58:44,200
Speaker 2: option to you, the seizure of power over this coffee shop?

1067
00:58:45,560 --> 00:58:46,760
Speaker 4: Oh no, not at all.

1068
00:58:48,640 --> 00:58:53,920
Speaker 19: It's kind of just a convenient job to do because

1069
00:58:54,320 --> 00:58:58,160
Speaker 19: I do music a lot, and I kind of structure

1070
00:58:58,200 --> 00:59:00,840
Speaker 19: my life around being able to they'll do that.

1071
00:59:02,240 --> 00:59:04,520
Speaker 2: Well, there's power and music. Would you not say power

1072
00:59:04,600 --> 00:59:06,360
Speaker 2: and melody? Power and words? I mean you could put

1073
00:59:06,400 --> 00:59:08,760
Speaker 2: people into trance or if you learn the right melody.

1074
00:59:09,200 --> 00:59:12,400
Speaker 19: Oh for sure, Still trying to figure that out.

1075
00:59:13,560 --> 00:59:15,120
Speaker 2: It's your sound. How would you describe it?

1076
00:59:16,760 --> 00:59:19,640
Speaker 19: Well, I actually have like have been in a lot

1077
00:59:19,680 --> 00:59:24,720
Speaker 19: of hardcore bands, but recently started singing in a band,

1078
00:59:25,640 --> 00:59:28,600
Speaker 19: like actually singing. I guess, except that I don't have

1079
00:59:28,680 --> 00:59:31,680
Speaker 19: any like classical training in that, so it's like pretty

1080
00:59:31,760 --> 00:59:34,680
Speaker 19: new to me, so I'm only kind of kind of there.

1081
00:59:34,960 --> 00:59:37,960
Speaker 19: But I would say I'm figuring melody out, so I'm

1082
00:59:37,960 --> 00:59:41,840
Speaker 19: pretty staked on that. But it's like more like shoegaze,

1083
00:59:42,040 --> 00:59:44,160
Speaker 19: dreamy stuff, mess of reverb.

1084
00:59:46,760 --> 00:59:49,400
Speaker 2: You know what you should use your vote for. I

1085
00:59:49,440 --> 00:59:50,480
Speaker 2: don't know if you can do that. I don't know

1086
00:59:50,480 --> 00:59:52,080
Speaker 2: if you can get this done with one vote. But

1087
00:59:52,120 --> 00:59:54,040
Speaker 2: should I put on a little show at this coffee

1088
00:59:54,080 --> 00:59:54,480
Speaker 2: shop here?

1089
00:59:55,480 --> 00:59:55,680
Speaker 12: You know?

1090
00:59:55,880 --> 00:59:59,640
Speaker 19: I was thinking about that because there's a venue where

1091
00:59:59,640 --> 01:00:03,800
Speaker 19: I live that recently closed, and everyone's kind of scrambling

1092
01:00:03,840 --> 01:00:08,320
Speaker 19: to figure out like places to do shows, and it

1093
01:00:08,360 --> 01:00:10,280
Speaker 19: would be cool to do a show there. I don't

1094
01:00:10,320 --> 01:00:13,000
Speaker 19: know how well it would work in like a hardcore setting,

1095
01:00:13,160 --> 01:00:16,200
Speaker 19: but definitely like a softer show could probably go over

1096
01:00:16,320 --> 01:00:18,320
Speaker 19: well there. And I work with a lot of people.

1097
01:00:18,480 --> 01:00:20,919
Speaker 2: I actually think that you should play your hardcore music

1098
01:00:20,920 --> 01:00:24,080
Speaker 2: if you do end up getting into this coffee shop,

1099
01:00:24,520 --> 01:00:28,520
Speaker 2: because that would be kind of a fun venue to

1100
01:00:28,640 --> 01:00:31,880
Speaker 2: have a hardcore show in, right, because you can take

1101
01:00:31,960 --> 01:00:35,600
Speaker 2: coffee cups and smash them on each other's heads, and

1102
01:00:35,800 --> 01:00:40,520
Speaker 2: there's a lot to destroy. There's a lot of supplies

1103
01:00:40,640 --> 01:00:43,720
Speaker 2: to take out your punk energy on.

1104
01:00:45,080 --> 01:00:45,320
Speaker 4: Yeah.

1105
01:00:45,520 --> 01:00:49,360
Speaker 19: I definitely definitely had a lot of experiences playing in

1106
01:00:49,400 --> 01:00:52,360
Speaker 19: places like that, so it wouldn't not make sense.

1107
01:00:53,640 --> 01:00:56,440
Speaker 2: I think that the idea of hosting punk shows in

1108
01:00:56,480 --> 01:01:01,440
Speaker 2: alternative venues such as coffee shops, yogas, do videos, uh,

1109
01:01:01,960 --> 01:01:04,120
Speaker 2: things of that nature, I think that that might catch on.

1110
01:01:04,240 --> 01:01:05,680
Speaker 2: I think you should be the pioneer of that.

1111
01:01:06,760 --> 01:01:09,680
Speaker 19: Well, I wouldn't really be pioneering anything because that venue

1112
01:01:09,760 --> 01:01:12,760
Speaker 19: that was kind of the centralized thing here was actually

1113
01:01:12,800 --> 01:01:15,120
Speaker 19: a pizza place, so that's not very new to hear

1114
01:01:15,160 --> 01:01:15,400
Speaker 19: at all.

1115
01:01:16,880 --> 01:01:18,720
Speaker 2: Well, I believe in you, Rose. You have a good

1116
01:01:18,760 --> 01:01:19,240
Speaker 2: rest of the night.

1117
01:01:19,640 --> 01:01:22,640
Speaker 19: You too, So glad to talk to you.

1118
01:01:24,760 --> 01:01:26,840
Speaker 1: All from Grave.

1119
01:01:28,680 --> 01:01:29,000
Speaker 2: Grave.

1120
01:01:31,760 --> 01:01:34,280
Speaker 4: Hey, how are you doing today? Jack?

1121
01:01:34,840 --> 01:01:38,120
Speaker 2: We ever talked before? Grave? We have a lot.

1122
01:01:38,400 --> 01:01:38,640
Speaker 4: Yeah.

1123
01:01:38,720 --> 01:01:41,680
Speaker 18: I can't actually believe I got on. I know, like

1124
01:01:41,880 --> 01:01:43,120
Speaker 18: everybody says that, but.

1125
01:01:44,680 --> 01:01:46,840
Speaker 2: You sound like you need to cough really badly.

1126
01:01:47,680 --> 01:01:51,120
Speaker 18: I need a cough really bad thing. Yeah, let me see,

1127
01:01:52,880 --> 01:01:53,960
Speaker 18: let me see what I can do.

1128
01:01:54,800 --> 01:01:55,560
Speaker 2: I don't know. If it's.

1129
01:01:58,200 --> 01:02:00,600
Speaker 18: I have my AirPods in right now, that might be it.

1130
01:02:01,920 --> 01:02:02,240
Speaker 18: I don't know.

1131
01:02:03,440 --> 01:02:05,040
Speaker 2: You have a very grave voice.

1132
01:02:06,040 --> 01:02:07,320
Speaker 18: I'm very grave voice.

1133
01:02:08,400 --> 01:02:09,400
Speaker 9: You know what it is? It is?

1134
01:02:09,640 --> 01:02:12,840
Speaker 2: I think I don't know if it's a technical thing.

1135
01:02:12,880 --> 01:02:13,080
Speaker 12: Or not.

1136
01:02:14,600 --> 01:02:15,040
Speaker 4: My voice.

1137
01:02:15,120 --> 01:02:17,880
Speaker 2: I don't know them what does your does it? Have

1138
01:02:18,000 --> 01:02:20,120
Speaker 2: You always been told that your voice sounds like this.

1139
01:02:22,040 --> 01:02:22,919
Speaker 18: Yeah, pretty much.

1140
01:02:22,960 --> 01:02:23,600
Speaker 13: I don't know why.

1141
01:02:23,680 --> 01:02:24,080
Speaker 1: It's just.

1142
01:02:25,840 --> 01:02:26,920
Speaker 18: It's just the way I am.

1143
01:02:28,320 --> 01:02:33,280
Speaker 2: Interesting. Well it Grave, There we go. There's the police

1144
01:02:33,320 --> 01:02:36,160
Speaker 2: on their way to arrest that high girl. Uh, Grave,

1145
01:02:36,240 --> 01:02:37,040
Speaker 2: I have a question for you.

1146
01:02:39,280 --> 01:02:40,760
Speaker 4: Yeah, go ahead. What's up?

1147
01:02:43,600 --> 01:02:44,240
Speaker 2: Will it work?

1148
01:02:47,080 --> 01:02:47,200
Speaker 9: Uh?

1149
01:02:47,680 --> 01:02:49,240
Speaker 18: You know, I sure hope it does.

1150
01:02:51,600 --> 01:02:54,200
Speaker 2: That seems to be the answer of the night. That's

1151
01:02:54,280 --> 01:02:58,720
Speaker 2: the most common answer that I've gotten so far is

1152
01:02:58,800 --> 01:03:03,120
Speaker 2: that people hope it does. People hope it works, which

1153
01:03:03,200 --> 01:03:05,280
Speaker 2: is good. I'm glad that there's still some hope that

1154
01:03:05,400 --> 01:03:09,720
Speaker 2: it'll work, you know. But another thing is, like, I mean,

1155
01:03:09,800 --> 01:03:12,840
Speaker 2: my opinion in case if you were wondering, Grave, is

1156
01:03:12,960 --> 01:03:16,400
Speaker 2: that you know, at the end of the day, I'm like,

1157
01:03:16,720 --> 01:03:18,760
Speaker 2: fuck it, I don't even hope it works. It's I'm

1158
01:03:18,800 --> 01:03:21,280
Speaker 2: at them. You got to be of the opinion of like, look, dude,

1159
01:03:22,400 --> 01:03:25,040
Speaker 2: whether it works or not, I don't I don't even care,

1160
01:03:25,280 --> 01:03:27,160
Speaker 2: all right, I don't need it to work. I'm not

1161
01:03:27,320 --> 01:03:30,920
Speaker 2: dependent on it working for me to exist, you know

1162
01:03:30,960 --> 01:03:33,360
Speaker 2: what I'm saying, Grave, I don't need it to work.

1163
01:03:33,840 --> 01:03:36,040
Speaker 2: Fuck it, I don't care if it works. I'm doing

1164
01:03:36,120 --> 01:03:37,680
Speaker 2: my own thing over here.

1165
01:03:38,440 --> 01:03:38,600
Speaker 9: You know.

1166
01:03:39,040 --> 01:03:42,680
Speaker 18: One makes a lot easier though if it doesn't work, right, Like.

1167
01:03:43,720 --> 01:03:45,880
Speaker 2: How would it working make your life easier? Grave?

1168
01:03:47,080 --> 01:03:51,320
Speaker 18: I mean, well, I sort of the idea I had

1169
01:03:51,360 --> 01:03:55,720
Speaker 18: in mind of like I'm going to college in the fall,

1170
01:03:56,960 --> 01:04:02,600
Speaker 18: and if I really hope that ends up working out,

1171
01:04:02,760 --> 01:04:05,920
Speaker 18: like I'm moving to like a place where I have

1172
01:04:06,360 --> 01:04:08,880
Speaker 18: no uh, I don't know really anyone.

1173
01:04:09,720 --> 01:04:10,320
Speaker 2: That's awesome.

1174
01:04:12,160 --> 01:04:17,560
Speaker 18: That's a lot of unknown there, right. No, you're eighteen, right, yeah,

1175
01:04:17,600 --> 01:04:18,080
Speaker 18: I'm eighteen.

1176
01:04:18,280 --> 01:04:21,080
Speaker 2: Yeah, Yeah, you should move to a place where you

1177
01:04:21,120 --> 01:04:21,800
Speaker 2: don't know anyone.

1178
01:04:22,800 --> 01:04:24,840
Speaker 18: Why do you think that, Well, because.

1179
01:04:24,600 --> 01:04:27,360
Speaker 2: You're only eighteen, you know that now is the time

1180
01:04:27,440 --> 01:04:29,920
Speaker 2: you don't want to You don't wanna stay in your

1181
01:04:30,040 --> 01:04:35,080
Speaker 2: hometown forever and hang out with the same three people

1182
01:04:35,200 --> 01:04:37,320
Speaker 2: you've been hanging out with your entire life. Go move

1183
01:04:37,400 --> 01:04:39,000
Speaker 2: to a place where you don't know anyone, and then

1184
01:04:39,040 --> 01:04:41,960
Speaker 2: you'll be what twenty in two years, and you'll know

1185
01:04:42,000 --> 01:04:44,120
Speaker 2: a whole bunch of people. As long as you're comfortable

1186
01:04:44,160 --> 01:04:46,760
Speaker 2: putting yourself out there. That's exactly what you should be

1187
01:04:46,800 --> 01:04:49,240
Speaker 2: doing when you're fucking eighteen. I'm glad to hear that.

1188
01:04:49,320 --> 01:04:51,440
Speaker 2: I'd be way more nervous for you if you said, yeah,

1189
01:04:51,440 --> 01:04:54,320
Speaker 2: I'm going to like a state school where like all

1190
01:04:54,480 --> 01:04:57,200
Speaker 2: of my friends are going to is. Well not there'snything

1191
01:04:57,200 --> 01:04:58,880
Speaker 2: wrong with goingness. I'm just you know, if you were

1192
01:04:58,960 --> 01:05:01,720
Speaker 2: going to a place because it was the comfortable option

1193
01:05:03,040 --> 01:05:07,320
Speaker 2: right for you. But when you say that college will work,

1194
01:05:08,160 --> 01:05:10,120
Speaker 2: you want it to work, What does it mean for

1195
01:05:10,240 --> 01:05:10,760
Speaker 2: it to work?

1196
01:05:13,400 --> 01:05:18,280
Speaker 18: I mean to have good roommates and like to get

1197
01:05:18,560 --> 01:05:23,080
Speaker 18: good grades and I don't know, get graduate and be

1198
01:05:23,240 --> 01:05:27,280
Speaker 18: successful with so that I don't know. I don't haven't

1199
01:05:27,320 --> 01:05:28,360
Speaker 18: really defined it before.

1200
01:05:29,160 --> 01:05:29,360
Speaker 9: See.

1201
01:05:29,400 --> 01:05:31,160
Speaker 2: That's the thing is if if you don't define it,

1202
01:05:31,240 --> 01:05:34,800
Speaker 2: then it won't work, right Yeah, I.

1203
01:05:34,840 --> 01:05:41,000
Speaker 18: Mean yeah, maybe maybe I need to find find what

1204
01:05:41,760 --> 01:05:44,400
Speaker 18: what it working means for me.

1205
01:05:46,440 --> 01:05:48,760
Speaker 2: Well let's let's let's let's try a little bit here

1206
01:05:48,760 --> 01:05:53,320
Speaker 2: if we can. You said you want to be successful, right, yeah,

1207
01:05:53,560 --> 01:05:54,720
Speaker 2: What does what does that mean?

1208
01:05:54,920 --> 01:05:54,960
Speaker 16: Like?

1209
01:05:55,480 --> 01:05:56,480
Speaker 2: What are you going to study?

1210
01:05:58,040 --> 01:06:01,000
Speaker 18: So I either want to go into nursing or I

1211
01:06:01,120 --> 01:06:06,240
Speaker 18: want to go into uh go to med school. I'm

1212
01:06:06,240 --> 01:06:10,080
Speaker 18: not quite sure yet. So I suppose working at like

1213
01:06:10,160 --> 01:06:13,600
Speaker 18: a sucsex the Sex, Oh, like a successful hospital.

1214
01:06:16,400 --> 01:06:20,480
Speaker 2: You said, working at a successful hospital. Are there unsuccessful hospitals?

1215
01:06:20,920 --> 01:06:22,760
Speaker 2: And if there are, can you tell me which ones

1216
01:06:22,920 --> 01:06:25,960
Speaker 2: are unsuccess? So I cannot go there? Oh, I don't

1217
01:06:25,960 --> 01:06:28,800
Speaker 2: want to go to an unsuccessful hospital, I.

1218
01:06:28,800 --> 01:06:33,360
Speaker 18: Said, Well, so one of the things I did was, I, like,

1219
01:06:33,800 --> 01:06:35,920
Speaker 18: I've known I wanted to be going to the medical

1220
01:06:35,960 --> 01:06:38,560
Speaker 18: fields for a little while. So one of the things

1221
01:06:38,600 --> 01:06:42,120
Speaker 18: I did was a CNA class and my CNA and

1222
01:06:43,680 --> 01:06:46,000
Speaker 18: I looked at like a nursing home and that felt

1223
01:06:46,080 --> 01:06:48,280
Speaker 18: like it was kind of crappy experience.

1224
01:06:48,440 --> 01:06:51,280
Speaker 2: Not gonna lie, Well, a nursing home is different from

1225
01:06:51,280 --> 01:06:52,000
Speaker 2: a hospital.

1226
01:06:52,760 --> 01:06:54,919
Speaker 18: I mean, yeah, sure, I mean, but I also worked

1227
01:06:54,920 --> 01:06:57,400
Speaker 18: at a hospital and that was also crap too. It

1228
01:06:57,600 --> 01:07:04,320
Speaker 18: was yeah, I disclose where it was because they quoting

1229
01:07:04,400 --> 01:07:04,720
Speaker 18: my house.

1230
01:07:04,800 --> 01:07:11,640
Speaker 2: But you know, yeah, well, okay, so you want to

1231
01:07:11,680 --> 01:07:13,960
Speaker 2: work in the medical field. I mean, here's the thing

1232
01:07:14,160 --> 01:07:16,280
Speaker 2: is that you know. Here's what I'll tell you grave

1233
01:07:16,720 --> 01:07:19,080
Speaker 2: is that you should to define your success. You know,

1234
01:07:19,440 --> 01:07:21,360
Speaker 2: you got to define what works out for you. And

1235
01:07:21,440 --> 01:07:22,800
Speaker 2: I just want you to know I want you to

1236
01:07:22,840 --> 01:07:24,640
Speaker 2: know this. I mean this, Grave, I mean this. I'm

1237
01:07:24,920 --> 01:07:28,160
Speaker 2: very happy to I know you're scared to go to

1238
01:07:28,280 --> 01:07:30,760
Speaker 2: a place where you don't know anyone, but I'm very

1239
01:07:30,840 --> 01:07:34,640
Speaker 2: happy to hear that you are. Because you're eighteen and

1240
01:07:35,520 --> 01:07:39,320
Speaker 2: you'll be dead before you know it, so you should

1241
01:07:39,360 --> 01:07:42,600
Speaker 2: take some chances in life. God damn it, you know,

1242
01:07:42,840 --> 01:07:46,480
Speaker 2: live living varied existence. You know, it's a good thing

1243
01:07:46,520 --> 01:07:48,360
Speaker 2: that you're doing. I'm glad that you're nervous for it.

1244
01:07:48,600 --> 01:07:52,000
Speaker 2: I'm so much I'm happier to hear that you're nervous

1245
01:07:52,160 --> 01:07:55,800
Speaker 2: than you're, you know, sitting around jacking off doing nothing

1246
01:07:55,840 --> 01:07:58,080
Speaker 2: all day. You know, it's rather hear that you're nervous

1247
01:07:59,040 --> 01:08:03,520
Speaker 2: to do a thing then doing nothing, so you're making

1248
01:08:03,560 --> 01:08:04,200
Speaker 2: the right choice.

1249
01:08:04,240 --> 01:08:04,479
Speaker 9: Grave.

1250
01:08:05,680 --> 01:08:08,600
Speaker 2: Well, thanks Greg, of course. Good luck to you man.

1251
01:08:08,640 --> 01:08:12,800
Speaker 2: Good luck right, lovely, Grek, have good night, take care baby.

1252
01:08:13,720 --> 01:08:14,040
Speaker 9: All right?

1253
01:08:17,400 --> 01:08:19,400
Speaker 13: All from Iceland?

1254
01:08:21,200 --> 01:08:21,760
Speaker 2: Iceland?

1255
01:08:23,320 --> 01:08:26,639
Speaker 8: Oh my gosh, no way, how are you Iceland?

1256
01:08:28,040 --> 01:08:28,240
Speaker 12: Good?

1257
01:08:28,560 --> 01:08:29,479
Speaker 13: I'm working right now.

1258
01:08:30,360 --> 01:08:31,080
Speaker 2: What are you working on?

1259
01:08:34,360 --> 01:08:34,800
Speaker 8: Strighting now?

1260
01:08:34,880 --> 01:08:35,400
Speaker 18: My gate guard?

1261
01:08:36,040 --> 01:08:37,920
Speaker 13: I'm covering a shift or somebody.

1262
01:08:39,000 --> 01:08:44,679
Speaker 2: You're a gate guard, yeah, I work behind the gate

1263
01:08:44,920 --> 01:08:48,240
Speaker 2: that you are guarding a bunch of blumber a bunch

1264
01:08:48,240 --> 01:08:48,759
Speaker 2: of lumber.

1265
01:08:49,960 --> 01:08:52,879
Speaker 13: Yeah, I work in as the hardware tour Dude.

1266
01:08:52,720 --> 01:08:55,680
Speaker 2: Why would anyone Okay, not no offense here, but why

1267
01:08:55,720 --> 01:09:01,960
Speaker 2: would anyone ever want to break and have If you

1268
01:09:02,120 --> 01:09:06,040
Speaker 2: break into a lumberyard to steal lumber, you're a moron? Right?

1269
01:09:06,520 --> 01:09:08,439
Speaker 2: Have you ever heard of the woods?

1270
01:09:11,120 --> 01:09:13,840
Speaker 4: Yeah, you can just go there.

1271
01:09:16,520 --> 01:09:16,760
Speaker 15: Yeah.

1272
01:09:17,040 --> 01:09:18,720
Speaker 13: We always have a lot of other stuff here back

1273
01:09:18,720 --> 01:09:20,640
Speaker 13: here too, like breaking stuff, emulge.

1274
01:09:20,720 --> 01:09:23,080
Speaker 2: But we get a lot of people like you know

1275
01:09:23,880 --> 01:09:27,040
Speaker 2: that way, Why would you steal? Like that's like if

1276
01:09:27,280 --> 01:09:29,559
Speaker 2: if you were like guarding a pile of leaves.

1277
01:09:32,760 --> 01:09:33,759
Speaker 4: I mean it's really simple.

1278
01:09:33,840 --> 01:09:36,559
Speaker 13: I'm just like sitting back here over here watching cars.

1279
01:09:36,680 --> 01:09:40,320
Speaker 4: So like the Pixar movie, mm hmm.

1280
01:09:42,280 --> 01:09:45,080
Speaker 2: Have you ever had to stop someone from stealing the.

1281
01:09:46,840 --> 01:09:47,080
Speaker 11: Yes?

1282
01:09:47,360 --> 01:09:48,439
Speaker 18: I do it every day.

1283
01:09:48,640 --> 01:09:50,320
Speaker 13: Oh my god, I just did it. Probably was all

1284
01:09:50,360 --> 01:09:53,320
Speaker 13: like twenty minutes ago and someone took extra bricks. So

1285
01:09:53,439 --> 01:09:55,960
Speaker 13: I have to stop people and they'll be like, oh,

1286
01:09:56,040 --> 01:09:57,840
Speaker 13: on the pick a ticket. I'll say one hundred and

1287
01:09:58,000 --> 01:10:00,559
Speaker 13: they'll have like one hundred and twenty and I'm like, hey.

1288
01:10:00,560 --> 01:10:00,960
Speaker 4: What's up?

1289
01:10:01,160 --> 01:10:03,200
Speaker 13: And they do it and this one person does it.

1290
01:10:04,000 --> 01:10:06,160
Speaker 13: I a I'm just covering a shift because I'm usually

1291
01:10:06,240 --> 01:10:07,640
Speaker 13: just like a cashier and I do a little bit

1292
01:10:07,640 --> 01:10:11,200
Speaker 13: of everything. And this one person every time I cover

1293
01:10:11,320 --> 01:10:13,840
Speaker 13: a ship is taking extra brick and they don't do anything,

1294
01:10:14,800 --> 01:10:15,680
Speaker 13: Like what is up with that?

1295
01:10:18,439 --> 01:10:18,599
Speaker 6: Why?

1296
01:10:18,720 --> 01:10:20,200
Speaker 2: Why are they still? What are you gonna do with

1297
01:10:20,320 --> 01:10:20,880
Speaker 2: one brick?

1298
01:10:22,240 --> 01:10:24,920
Speaker 13: No, it's like actually twenty bricks like they do it

1299
01:10:25,000 --> 01:10:27,120
Speaker 13: all the time. It's just like random stuff, extra stuff

1300
01:10:27,120 --> 01:10:29,400
Speaker 13: off the Let.

1301
01:10:29,360 --> 01:10:32,560
Speaker 2: Him have the brick. It's a brick. Let him have it.

1302
01:10:32,800 --> 01:10:37,599
Speaker 2: Let it what's your name? Let them have the bricks.

1303
01:10:37,600 --> 01:10:39,800
Speaker 2: They're just bricks. They're not that valuable. It's not like

1304
01:10:39,960 --> 01:10:41,880
Speaker 2: there are they made of gold or they just bricks.

1305
01:10:43,040 --> 01:10:45,080
Speaker 19: They're literally it'll be the thing.

1306
01:10:45,160 --> 01:10:47,200
Speaker 13: It's it's different stuff every time he comes through, so

1307
01:10:47,280 --> 01:10:50,719
Speaker 13: it'll be extra wood and sometimes it's extra brick, sometimes

1308
01:10:50,840 --> 01:10:53,600
Speaker 13: extra backumult like this guy will never get in.

1309
01:10:53,680 --> 01:10:57,559
Speaker 2: Trouble like he shouldn't and cares it's brick and you've

1310
01:10:57,560 --> 01:11:00,920
Speaker 2: ever been to it? Go to a playground, steal mulch

1311
01:11:01,439 --> 01:11:02,680
Speaker 2: from your local.

1312
01:11:02,520 --> 01:11:04,479
Speaker 9: Public, like.

1313
01:11:05,960 --> 01:11:08,679
Speaker 13: I look as they watched the cameras like freaking hawks.

1314
01:11:09,560 --> 01:11:13,320
Speaker 2: Why do they the If I see what I would

1315
01:11:13,400 --> 01:11:16,919
Speaker 2: do if I was this guy, I would be stealing

1316
01:11:17,040 --> 01:11:20,519
Speaker 2: the security equipment because it's worth more than the thing

1317
01:11:20,760 --> 01:11:29,960
Speaker 2: that the equipment is securing. Yeah, it's wood chips, do that.

1318
01:11:30,040 --> 01:11:33,000
Speaker 13: I swear to god, I don't even know what to say.

1319
01:11:33,080 --> 01:11:34,960
Speaker 13: Someone would walk up and take one of the cameras that.

1320
01:11:35,000 --> 01:11:37,960
Speaker 2: Watched me, like they should, they should steal the camp.

1321
01:11:38,240 --> 01:11:40,840
Speaker 2: That's what I would if I guarded them, I'd be like, Hey,

1322
01:11:40,960 --> 01:11:43,400
Speaker 2: the wood is like it's fucking you know, it's a

1323
01:11:43,520 --> 01:11:46,839
Speaker 2: dollar or whatever, and you know, the fucking security equipment

1324
01:11:47,280 --> 01:11:49,400
Speaker 2: is worth hundreds of least. You can melt it down

1325
01:11:49,520 --> 01:11:51,439
Speaker 2: into its raw materials and sell that.

1326
01:11:53,520 --> 01:11:56,360
Speaker 13: It's true too, I mean, if you want to go

1327
01:11:56,479 --> 01:11:58,559
Speaker 13: that far, I.

1328
01:11:58,560 --> 01:12:00,280
Speaker 2: Don't understand why they're having you. How much should I

1329
01:12:00,360 --> 01:12:01,040
Speaker 2: pay you to guard this?

1330
01:12:03,360 --> 01:12:06,120
Speaker 13: So we have COVID pay, so I regular pay is

1331
01:12:06,160 --> 01:12:09,280
Speaker 13: twelve sixty and technically I worked for an ours this

1332
01:12:09,360 --> 01:12:12,040
Speaker 13: is actually a different company than does a security guard thing.

1333
01:12:12,800 --> 01:12:15,840
Speaker 13: Since I'm just covering a shift and I get paid

1334
01:12:16,360 --> 01:12:18,440
Speaker 13: sixteen sixty an hour for COVID.

1335
01:12:18,240 --> 01:12:23,160
Speaker 2: Bay, how many bricks could you buy with sixteen dollars?

1336
01:12:24,280 --> 01:12:30,320
Speaker 13: Oh my gosh, so many these bricks are like probably

1337
01:12:30,360 --> 01:12:35,160
Speaker 13: fifty cents apiece, So sixteen sixty for an hour divided

1338
01:12:35,200 --> 01:12:41,240
Speaker 13: by fifty cents, I'm not quite.

1339
01:12:43,439 --> 01:12:44,120
Speaker 18: Okay, there you go.

1340
01:12:46,920 --> 01:12:48,760
Speaker 2: Let the guy have the bread. What is argue he's

1341
01:12:48,760 --> 01:12:50,400
Speaker 2: trying to steal? Like how many? How many extra bricks

1342
01:12:50,439 --> 01:12:53,200
Speaker 2: did you try to steal? I don't that's something you

1343
01:12:53,320 --> 01:12:54,639
Speaker 2: just steal pick twenty bricks?

1344
01:12:55,120 --> 01:12:56,639
Speaker 19: But yeah it was ten dollars.

1345
01:12:57,439 --> 01:13:01,519
Speaker 2: Let them have the bricks? Could you just could you

1346
01:13:01,680 --> 01:13:04,599
Speaker 2: just can you do a favorite? Can you just totally

1347
01:13:04,720 --> 01:13:08,679
Speaker 2: not do your job at all and let everyone steal

1348
01:13:08,720 --> 01:13:10,400
Speaker 2: whatever they want because it's not worth that much?

1349
01:13:11,520 --> 01:13:12,360
Speaker 6: Would you do that for me?

1350
01:13:12,479 --> 01:13:12,880
Speaker 11: Some days?

1351
01:13:13,080 --> 01:13:13,519
Speaker 2: Some days?

1352
01:13:13,640 --> 01:13:16,120
Speaker 13: I literally I'll probably see that tomorrow because I'm tomorrow

1353
01:13:16,160 --> 01:13:19,560
Speaker 13: I'm covering your ship again. And at this point, like

1354
01:13:19,600 --> 01:13:21,559
Speaker 13: I'm just just like bro fire meets, you know how

1355
01:13:21,640 --> 01:13:23,360
Speaker 13: you get that, like when you start a job and

1356
01:13:23,479 --> 01:13:25,560
Speaker 13: you're at first you're just like can I like what

1357
01:13:25,640 --> 01:13:27,000
Speaker 13: can I do for extra work or whatever?

1358
01:13:27,120 --> 01:13:27,880
Speaker 19: What can I do to help?

1359
01:13:27,920 --> 01:13:29,920
Speaker 13: And then like you work there for a few months

1360
01:13:29,960 --> 01:13:33,599
Speaker 13: and then you're just like bris fire me. That's where

1361
01:13:33,600 --> 01:13:34,200
Speaker 13: I'm at right now.

1362
01:13:34,400 --> 01:13:38,080
Speaker 2: So what if one day they just paid you in

1363
01:13:38,200 --> 01:13:40,120
Speaker 2: the bricks, like they get you just showed up and

1364
01:13:40,280 --> 01:13:42,240
Speaker 2: they gave you thirty two books.

1365
01:13:44,120 --> 01:13:44,800
Speaker 5: I would chuck it.

1366
01:13:44,920 --> 01:13:47,679
Speaker 13: I would literally look at them, dress straight and probably

1367
01:13:47,760 --> 01:13:48,759
Speaker 13: check about them or something.

1368
01:13:50,520 --> 01:13:52,760
Speaker 2: I feel like, do these people that you're trying to, like,

1369
01:13:52,960 --> 01:13:57,559
Speaker 2: stop these these brick thieves? I would be terrified if

1370
01:13:57,600 --> 01:13:59,840
Speaker 2: I were trying to stop a brick thief. He's armed

1371
01:13:59,880 --> 01:14:00,479
Speaker 2: with the brick.

1372
01:14:02,560 --> 01:14:03,160
Speaker 1: That's true.

1373
01:14:04,880 --> 01:14:09,360
Speaker 2: How would your name was? Thank you so much for

1374
01:14:09,439 --> 01:14:11,320
Speaker 2: calling us son. I hope you enjoy the rest of cars.

1375
01:14:13,760 --> 01:14:15,880
Speaker 13: Yeah bye, have a good night.

1376
01:14:17,760 --> 01:14:19,599
Speaker 19: All from Chris.

1377
01:14:21,439 --> 01:14:22,439
Speaker 2: Risk Is.

1378
01:14:22,600 --> 01:14:23,479
Speaker 4: This is real.

1379
01:14:24,120 --> 01:14:24,599
Speaker 2: This is real.

1380
01:14:26,800 --> 01:14:28,519
Speaker 4: Sorry, I put you on in my big screen codes.

1381
01:14:28,640 --> 01:14:30,200
Speaker 4: Very excited. I caught you tonight.

1382
01:14:31,760 --> 01:14:33,040
Speaker 2: How you doing, Fritz? Fritz?

1383
01:14:34,560 --> 01:14:34,680
Speaker 9: Uh?

1384
01:14:35,200 --> 01:14:37,960
Speaker 4: Doing the best I can? Today? Honestly a kind of

1385
01:14:37,960 --> 01:14:40,479
Speaker 4: stressful day, but you know vibeing.

1386
01:14:41,760 --> 01:14:42,679
Speaker 2: Why was it stressful?

1387
01:14:43,880 --> 01:14:46,320
Speaker 4: I don't know, just kind of a lot of money stress.

1388
01:14:46,439 --> 01:14:51,800
Speaker 4: Coming up a new job is kind of shitty day.

1389
01:14:52,040 --> 01:14:53,280
Speaker 4: First shitty day is a new job.

1390
01:14:53,360 --> 01:14:57,280
Speaker 2: So have you have you ever tried? Do you have

1391
01:14:57,400 --> 01:14:58,599
Speaker 2: any Do you have like any money?

1392
01:15:00,200 --> 01:15:04,040
Speaker 4: I have like enough to make rent my rent payments tomorrow.

1393
01:15:05,720 --> 01:15:08,120
Speaker 2: Have you tried? I don't know why more people don't

1394
01:15:08,120 --> 01:15:10,040
Speaker 2: do this. I feel like if you could, I feel

1395
01:15:10,040 --> 01:15:11,920
Speaker 2: like you can get like a copy machine or something

1396
01:15:12,000 --> 01:15:14,640
Speaker 2: and like just copy the money that you already have.

1397
01:15:16,240 --> 01:15:18,680
Speaker 4: I mean, I honestly I have thought about that. I

1398
01:15:18,760 --> 01:15:20,960
Speaker 4: work in its like I gotta. I got access to

1399
01:15:20,960 --> 01:15:23,400
Speaker 4: a lot of printers, so like I could set up

1400
01:15:23,400 --> 01:15:25,080
Speaker 4: a whole operation if I really wanted to.

1401
01:15:25,720 --> 01:15:28,000
Speaker 2: You should do that. That's all all you really needed

1402
01:15:28,040 --> 01:15:30,040
Speaker 2: to get rich is a dollar and a copy machine,

1403
01:15:30,120 --> 01:15:33,599
Speaker 2: because then you just copy that dollar a million times

1404
01:15:33,640 --> 01:15:34,400
Speaker 2: and you're a millionaire.

1405
01:15:35,520 --> 01:15:38,560
Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean, you're right. I can't. I can't argue that.

1406
01:15:43,600 --> 01:15:46,400
Speaker 2: How much uh well, how much is the Do you

1407
01:15:46,439 --> 01:15:48,880
Speaker 2: have enough to afford a copy machine? And you need

1408
01:15:48,920 --> 01:15:51,160
Speaker 2: a lot of ink? That's the problem. You need a

1409
01:15:51,200 --> 01:15:53,479
Speaker 2: lot of ink. So there are some startup costs to this.

1410
01:15:55,240 --> 01:15:56,479
Speaker 4: Yeah, I could. I could try to do like a

1411
01:15:56,560 --> 01:16:00,040
Speaker 4: small business loan and say, like completely reputable business and

1412
01:16:00,080 --> 01:16:02,840
Speaker 4: then just buy a ship ton of printers maybe and

1413
01:16:03,040 --> 01:16:10,680
Speaker 4: like once I get started, you know, I don't know.

1414
01:16:10,720 --> 01:16:12,120
Speaker 4: Maybe my credit is not good enough, but.

1415
01:16:14,400 --> 01:16:16,080
Speaker 2: You can can you print credit?

1416
01:16:17,280 --> 01:16:22,840
Speaker 4: Yeah? I mean, I fucking wish. I'll tell you a.

1417
01:16:22,880 --> 01:16:27,640
Speaker 2: Question for you. Yeah, wait, you were gonna tell me something? No,

1418
01:16:27,760 --> 01:16:33,479
Speaker 2: I'm good, Sorry, will it work?

1419
01:16:35,120 --> 01:16:35,280
Speaker 9: You know?

1420
01:16:36,840 --> 01:16:40,320
Speaker 4: I'm gonna be honest I don't know. I wish I did.

1421
01:16:41,000 --> 01:16:43,599
Speaker 4: I'd like, like I'm gonna say the line I hope

1422
01:16:43,640 --> 01:16:47,519
Speaker 4: it would, but like I'm honestly like, I don't know.

1423
01:16:51,160 --> 01:16:55,320
Speaker 2: Hmmm. When you say you wish, When you say you wish,

1424
01:16:56,600 --> 01:17:00,720
Speaker 2: do you hope it works or do you wish you

1425
01:17:00,880 --> 01:17:04,120
Speaker 2: knew whether or not it would so that you could

1426
01:17:04,160 --> 01:17:06,519
Speaker 2: do whatever you will do with that information?

1427
01:17:08,120 --> 01:17:10,920
Speaker 4: Honestly, I wish. I just wish I knew, because like

1428
01:17:11,160 --> 01:17:13,400
Speaker 4: if I know, like like what I'm doing and like

1429
01:17:13,520 --> 01:17:15,799
Speaker 4: where I'm going to life is gonna end up being okay.

1430
01:17:16,000 --> 01:17:18,240
Speaker 4: Like I know, if I know I made at least

1431
01:17:18,400 --> 01:17:21,960
Speaker 4: one right decision somewhere down the line, that it makes

1432
01:17:21,960 --> 01:17:23,920
Speaker 4: me feel good, and I'd like try to share that

1433
01:17:24,080 --> 01:17:26,519
Speaker 4: my people as I could. I guess if I knew

1434
01:17:26,520 --> 01:17:27,920
Speaker 4: everyone else's will it works.

1435
01:17:28,680 --> 01:17:28,800
Speaker 11: Well?

1436
01:17:28,840 --> 01:17:31,599
Speaker 2: See that's that's that that doesn't work, right, because if

1437
01:17:31,640 --> 01:17:33,800
Speaker 2: you knew for a fact everything was being to be okay,

1438
01:17:34,080 --> 01:17:38,040
Speaker 2: then you wouldn't do the things that you need to

1439
01:17:38,080 --> 01:17:39,719
Speaker 2: do to make it so that it ends up okay

1440
01:17:39,880 --> 01:17:43,800
Speaker 2: because you would psychologically no longer be stressed out enough

1441
01:17:43,880 --> 01:17:44,680
Speaker 2: to do them.

1442
01:17:46,240 --> 01:17:49,040
Speaker 4: Yeah no, yeah, yeah, that's that is true. That's the whole,

1443
01:17:50,439 --> 01:17:52,559
Speaker 4: the whole. Uh, I know, that's fucking I think about

1444
01:17:52,560 --> 01:17:55,400
Speaker 4: that a lot, Like if you knew, knowing knowing the

1445
01:17:55,520 --> 01:17:59,880
Speaker 4: outcome changes the outcome kind of do right now.

1446
01:18:00,000 --> 01:18:01,679
Speaker 2: But if you knew that you would fuck up and fail?

1447
01:18:01,960 --> 01:18:02,479
Speaker 2: What would you do?

1448
01:18:03,520 --> 01:18:05,400
Speaker 4: I mean, I've had a lot of shit. Having not

1449
01:18:05,400 --> 01:18:07,400
Speaker 4: a lot of shit, I've had some I made some mistakes,

1450
01:18:07,520 --> 01:18:10,040
Speaker 4: and I always say, like, if I had to go

1451
01:18:10,120 --> 01:18:12,720
Speaker 4: back and change them, I probably wouldn't because I'm who

1452
01:18:12,800 --> 01:18:16,040
Speaker 4: I am today because of those mistakes. They're sayings that

1453
01:18:16,120 --> 01:18:18,599
Speaker 4: I've done that I've been like, Wow, I don't want

1454
01:18:18,600 --> 01:18:21,360
Speaker 4: to fucking ever do that again. Now I know not

1455
01:18:21,479 --> 01:18:27,479
Speaker 4: to do that thing, you know, mm hmm, But liken't know.

1456
01:18:27,520 --> 01:18:27,640
Speaker 9: I have.

1457
01:18:27,720 --> 01:18:30,280
Speaker 4: Everything you do, like is a part of who you are.

1458
01:18:30,800 --> 01:18:32,920
Speaker 4: Mistakes and all the good the bad you take it.

1459
01:18:33,320 --> 01:18:36,639
Speaker 4: You're talking about different facets of yourself. They all come together,

1460
01:18:37,560 --> 01:18:40,200
Speaker 4: Like I agree all that stuff.

1461
01:18:41,320 --> 01:18:43,559
Speaker 2: I agree gould to embrace your mistakes or a part

1462
01:18:43,600 --> 01:18:45,559
Speaker 2: of who you are. That's why I don't have any regrets,

1463
01:18:45,600 --> 01:18:49,760
Speaker 2: to be honest, Well, no, you know, I mean it's

1464
01:18:49,800 --> 01:18:53,320
Speaker 2: you know, seriously, I because uh, every decision that I've made,

1465
01:18:53,320 --> 01:18:54,759
Speaker 2: even if it was a bad one. It was based

1466
01:18:54,800 --> 01:18:57,160
Speaker 2: on how I felt at the time, so I don't

1467
01:18:57,160 --> 01:18:59,360
Speaker 2: regret it. You know, I can't go back and change

1468
01:18:59,400 --> 01:19:01,720
Speaker 2: so I feel, and I didn't have access to the

1469
01:19:01,800 --> 01:19:03,680
Speaker 2: information that I have access now, so I don't really

1470
01:19:03,720 --> 01:19:04,360
Speaker 2: blame myself.

1471
01:19:06,080 --> 01:19:10,479
Speaker 4: Yeah, no, I I agree with that. I try to.

1472
01:19:10,479 --> 01:19:11,880
Speaker 4: I try to live that the same way as well.

1473
01:19:11,920 --> 01:19:14,280
Speaker 4: I mean I do. I'm not not nearly as strong

1474
01:19:14,320 --> 01:19:16,240
Speaker 4: as the guests. Well, like, I have some regrets in there,

1475
01:19:16,680 --> 01:19:19,320
Speaker 4: but like I try to live it the best I can.

1476
01:19:20,200 --> 01:19:21,680
Speaker 2: No, dude, I could be lying to you right now.

1477
01:19:21,680 --> 01:19:24,160
Speaker 2: I could be weak as hell. I could have losts

1478
01:19:24,200 --> 01:19:26,839
Speaker 2: and lots of regrets. I could be, you know, extremely

1479
01:19:26,960 --> 01:19:28,679
Speaker 2: mentally unhealthy right now. You'd have no idea.

1480
01:19:30,479 --> 01:19:32,479
Speaker 4: I mean, you're right, I've only I've only I could

1481
01:19:32,520 --> 01:19:34,560
Speaker 4: count on two hands on times I've clutch alive. So

1482
01:19:35,200 --> 01:19:35,559
Speaker 4: you're right.

1483
01:19:37,479 --> 01:19:39,080
Speaker 2: You could be putting on an act to me as well.

1484
01:19:40,120 --> 01:19:44,880
Speaker 4: Uh, yeah, yeah, you're right. I could be. I ain't.

1485
01:19:45,040 --> 01:19:49,360
Speaker 2: That could be. Well, Fritz, it was a pleasure getting

1486
01:19:49,400 --> 01:19:51,200
Speaker 2: to talk to you. I'm so glad that you called in.

1487
01:19:52,160 --> 01:19:54,439
Speaker 4: Yeah, I know, I'm real excited. I was, I was,

1488
01:19:54,880 --> 01:19:56,240
Speaker 4: I was waiting. I'm like I got, I got try

1489
01:19:56,280 --> 01:19:58,200
Speaker 4: at least one more time before I get to bed.

1490
01:19:58,320 --> 01:19:59,960
Speaker 4: I'm like, I'm so happy I got through. I appreci

1491
01:20:00,600 --> 01:20:01,640
Speaker 4: the conversations with me.

1492
01:20:01,920 --> 01:20:03,960
Speaker 2: Was this word did you get? And I you know,

1493
01:20:04,040 --> 01:20:05,840
Speaker 2: I like you, Fritz. I want to make sure before

1494
01:20:05,880 --> 01:20:07,960
Speaker 2: we go. Do you feel as though you got what

1495
01:20:08,160 --> 01:20:09,120
Speaker 2: you wanted out of this?

1496
01:20:10,400 --> 01:20:10,599
Speaker 11: Yeah?

1497
01:20:10,800 --> 01:20:11,240
Speaker 13: I think so.

1498
01:20:11,840 --> 01:20:14,920
Speaker 4: It's just like nice to kind of get the I

1499
01:20:14,960 --> 01:20:17,760
Speaker 4: guess I call it word vomit, the word vomit out there,

1500
01:20:17,880 --> 01:20:20,320
Speaker 4: what you're feeling, what you're thinking. Yes, it's good to

1501
01:20:20,400 --> 01:20:23,120
Speaker 4: have some kind of sounding board to go against. And

1502
01:20:23,200 --> 01:20:25,680
Speaker 4: I have all the chat fucking saying things too.

1503
01:20:25,840 --> 01:20:29,080
Speaker 2: So beautiful, beautiful. Well, thank you so much for calling in, Fritz.

1504
01:20:29,120 --> 01:20:29,960
Speaker 2: You have a good rest of the night.

1505
01:20:30,240 --> 01:20:32,000
Speaker 4: Oh, thank you for talking to me. I appreciate it

1506
01:20:32,040 --> 01:20:34,800
Speaker 4: you too, Gick Fritz the Cat.

1507
01:20:36,200 --> 01:20:37,759
Speaker 2: Oh it is a movie.

1508
01:20:38,720 --> 01:20:44,160
Speaker 19: Awesome Chile, Chile.

1509
01:20:47,400 --> 01:20:51,880
Speaker 4: Hello, Hi, Oh my god.

1510
01:20:51,960 --> 01:20:55,240
Speaker 1: I didn't think I would actually be on your your streams.

1511
01:20:55,720 --> 01:20:57,760
Speaker 2: Are you riding a motorcycle right now?

1512
01:20:59,120 --> 01:20:59,240
Speaker 9: Uh?

1513
01:20:59,720 --> 01:21:00,880
Speaker 4: No, I'm driving.

1514
01:21:00,960 --> 01:21:03,200
Speaker 1: I just went to Popeyes with my friends.

1515
01:21:05,040 --> 01:21:06,560
Speaker 2: What year were you born, Kyle.

1516
01:21:08,000 --> 01:21:09,559
Speaker 4: I was born in ninety five.

1517
01:21:09,640 --> 01:21:10,599
Speaker 3: What year were you born?

1518
01:21:13,720 --> 01:21:14,960
Speaker 2: What did you get at Popeye's?

1519
01:21:17,120 --> 01:21:20,519
Speaker 1: Personally, I just got the strawberry cheesecake, the new one,

1520
01:21:20,600 --> 01:21:22,040
Speaker 1: and a large sweet tea light ice.

1521
01:21:23,560 --> 01:21:25,120
Speaker 5: Just feeling a little something sweet tonight.

1522
01:21:26,720 --> 01:21:28,040
Speaker 2: Really, why are you feeling sweet?

1523
01:21:29,479 --> 01:21:29,640
Speaker 9: You know?

1524
01:21:30,000 --> 01:21:31,840
Speaker 1: I don't know, man, I just woke up this morning

1525
01:21:31,880 --> 01:21:34,280
Speaker 1: and thought it would be a good day into end

1526
01:21:34,320 --> 01:21:36,120
Speaker 1: the night and just thought of strawberry.

1527
01:21:35,760 --> 01:21:37,679
Speaker 17: Cheesecake with you know, to do the job.

1528
01:21:39,040 --> 01:21:41,479
Speaker 2: Do you typically think out your decisions a lot beforehand

1529
01:21:41,600 --> 01:21:42,760
Speaker 2: or do you like to make them on a win.

1530
01:21:43,960 --> 01:21:49,000
Speaker 1: I'm definitely just want to win, like I have ADHD,

1531
01:21:49,520 --> 01:21:51,920
Speaker 1: and I take meds. Well, I don't take the meds

1532
01:21:51,960 --> 01:21:55,920
Speaker 1: anymore because they make me feel like a zombie. So

1533
01:21:56,040 --> 01:21:58,000
Speaker 1: since I'm AWFU, it's just, you know, just gonna win.

1534
01:22:00,240 --> 01:22:04,160
Speaker 2: And how has that served? Does that typically work out

1535
01:22:04,160 --> 01:22:04,519
Speaker 2: well for you?

1536
01:22:07,760 --> 01:22:08,200
Speaker 12: Honestly?

1537
01:22:08,920 --> 01:22:13,240
Speaker 2: Probably not? Probably it doesn't. It doesn't.

1538
01:22:13,520 --> 01:22:21,320
Speaker 12: Yeah, okay, and tell me, well, tell me about the

1539
01:22:21,439 --> 01:22:27,280
Speaker 12: last time you made a decision on a whim that

1540
01:22:27,479 --> 01:22:28,800
Speaker 12: did not work out for you.

1541
01:22:30,520 --> 01:22:36,120
Speaker 1: So I ended up buying in a new car, like

1542
01:22:36,400 --> 01:22:40,120
Speaker 1: a brand new car after looking at a YouTube video,

1543
01:22:40,600 --> 01:22:42,160
Speaker 1: and the next day I went and bought it, and

1544
01:22:42,280 --> 01:22:47,600
Speaker 1: I spent forty two thousand dollars and I had it

1545
01:22:47,800 --> 01:22:51,840
Speaker 1: for two and a half months, realizing I couldn't afford

1546
01:22:51,880 --> 01:22:53,479
Speaker 1: the payment, so I had to get rid of it.

1547
01:22:53,640 --> 01:22:55,479
Speaker 1: And I was like, yep, that was that was definitely

1548
01:22:55,520 --> 01:22:56,519
Speaker 1: a bad decision.

1549
01:22:58,080 --> 01:22:59,880
Speaker 2: DEVI did you get back the money that you spent

1550
01:23:00,120 --> 01:23:00,439
Speaker 2: on the car?

1551
01:23:01,600 --> 01:23:04,160
Speaker 1: Actually I made three grand off the car, so it's

1552
01:23:04,320 --> 01:23:07,040
Speaker 1: not really a bad decision in that sense, because you know,

1553
01:23:07,120 --> 01:23:09,040
Speaker 1: I had a friend helped me do some you know,

1554
01:23:09,200 --> 01:23:12,760
Speaker 1: modifications to the car, but it was all free because

1555
01:23:12,760 --> 01:23:15,960
Speaker 1: of his old parts and ended up making all.

1556
01:23:15,920 --> 01:23:17,800
Speaker 2: Right, so you made money. So it worked. So you

1557
01:23:17,920 --> 01:23:19,680
Speaker 2: made money and you got to drive the car for

1558
01:23:19,760 --> 01:23:23,280
Speaker 2: two months. Yeah, yeah, it did work out that way.

1559
01:23:23,880 --> 01:23:24,880
Speaker 18: Yeah, you put it that way.

1560
01:23:25,040 --> 01:23:25,920
Speaker 9: Definitely worked out.

1561
01:23:26,680 --> 01:23:28,120
Speaker 2: You should totally put it that way. I mean I

1562
01:23:28,160 --> 01:23:31,559
Speaker 2: would not I would not recommend buying a forty two

1563
01:23:31,600 --> 01:23:35,800
Speaker 2: thousand dollars car that you can't afford. But yeah, it

1564
01:23:35,880 --> 01:23:36,280
Speaker 2: worked out.

1565
01:23:36,320 --> 01:23:39,439
Speaker 18: It worked out for you, Yeah, hundred percent.

1566
01:23:43,040 --> 01:23:45,400
Speaker 2: I don't. So it sounds to me like you've got

1567
01:23:45,400 --> 01:23:47,120
Speaker 2: a good track record so far. It sounds to me

1568
01:23:47,200 --> 01:23:53,280
Speaker 2: like this method is good for you, it has served you.

1569
01:23:55,600 --> 01:23:59,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, I think I think that's that's a valid point

1570
01:23:59,240 --> 01:24:00,759
Speaker 1: you have there, Therapy, get.

1571
01:24:00,680 --> 01:24:04,439
Speaker 2: Go, well, continue to make these off the wall, on

1572
01:24:04,720 --> 01:24:08,679
Speaker 2: the fly decisions and see if they work out.

1573
01:24:11,280 --> 01:24:14,040
Speaker 18: But could you repeat that you were cutting out a

1574
01:24:14,080 --> 01:24:14,720
Speaker 18: little bit there?

1575
01:24:15,560 --> 01:24:16,479
Speaker 2: What did you say? Your name was?

1576
01:24:18,160 --> 01:24:18,479
Speaker 4: Kyle?

1577
01:24:19,720 --> 01:24:22,840
Speaker 2: Kyle, you enjoy your desserts? Are you're nervous?

1578
01:24:23,640 --> 01:24:23,840
Speaker 10: Yeah?

1579
01:24:24,040 --> 01:24:25,200
Speaker 20: Dude, it's crazy, man.

1580
01:24:25,240 --> 01:24:28,080
Speaker 1: I've been watching you on TikTok for the longest times,

1581
01:24:28,360 --> 01:24:29,519
Speaker 1: like this is surreal.

1582
01:24:29,720 --> 01:24:32,280
Speaker 2: Right now is just the first time you called into

1583
01:24:32,320 --> 01:24:32,759
Speaker 2: the stream.

1584
01:24:34,080 --> 01:24:36,920
Speaker 1: I've been calling you for the last hour and that

1585
01:24:37,080 --> 01:24:39,200
Speaker 1: little lady that says state your name has come up

1586
01:24:39,320 --> 01:24:41,680
Speaker 1: like six times, so we thought we were going to

1587
01:24:41,760 --> 01:24:42,360
Speaker 1: get connected.

1588
01:24:43,600 --> 01:24:47,200
Speaker 2: Do you think that that lady is little or inherently?

1589
01:24:47,280 --> 01:24:48,800
Speaker 2: Do you think she's a small lady?

1590
01:24:50,600 --> 01:24:50,840
Speaker 18: Yeah?

1591
01:24:51,360 --> 01:24:53,760
Speaker 1: Yeah, I think it's you know, the little voice that

1592
01:24:53,840 --> 01:24:58,440
Speaker 1: you get in your head. She's a perfect auditory representation

1593
01:24:58,640 --> 01:24:58,800
Speaker 1: of that.

1594
01:25:01,080 --> 01:25:02,320
Speaker 2: I actually think she's huge.

1595
01:25:03,880 --> 01:25:05,160
Speaker 1: Whoa, why do you think that?

1596
01:25:06,120 --> 01:25:13,840
Speaker 2: I think she's like six hundred pounds and like twelve

1597
01:25:13,960 --> 01:25:18,320
Speaker 2: feet tall. I think she's a giant, giant woman.

1598
01:25:21,200 --> 01:25:24,160
Speaker 4: That's That's a lot to take it in.

1599
01:25:26,960 --> 01:25:28,280
Speaker 2: Hey, have a good rest of the night, Kyle.

1600
01:25:29,280 --> 01:25:30,799
Speaker 5: You two therapy cackl.

1601
01:25:31,120 --> 01:25:31,640
Speaker 9: I love you.

1602
01:25:32,439 --> 01:25:33,080
Speaker 2: I love you too.

1603
01:25:35,280 --> 01:25:39,719
Speaker 4: Bute bye call from Devin.

1604
01:25:41,800 --> 01:25:46,040
Speaker 2: Devin, Hi, have we talked before, Devon?

1605
01:25:46,840 --> 01:25:47,080
Speaker 17: Yeah?

1606
01:25:47,400 --> 01:25:48,559
Speaker 3: But not since April.

1607
01:25:48,680 --> 01:25:50,479
Speaker 14: I mean I was on GAK Day of Matt Devon.

1608
01:25:51,200 --> 01:25:53,000
Speaker 2: Oh, Devin, we've talked a bunch of times.

1609
01:25:54,640 --> 01:25:57,719
Speaker 3: I mean once once on your show in April.

1610
01:25:58,479 --> 01:25:59,760
Speaker 14: Well, I guess twice and then.

1611
01:25:59,680 --> 01:26:04,080
Speaker 2: Ga we talked before afore you get the Menotaur thing.

1612
01:26:04,960 --> 01:26:05,759
Speaker 14: That was in April?

1613
01:26:06,640 --> 01:26:07,400
Speaker 2: That was in April?

1614
01:26:08,040 --> 01:26:09,719
Speaker 11: Was that in April? Was that in March?

1615
01:26:10,000 --> 01:26:10,400
Speaker 4: I don't know.

1616
01:26:11,040 --> 01:26:12,120
Speaker 14: I know, yeah about how to have.

1617
01:26:12,120 --> 01:26:15,080
Speaker 3: Been April because I was in school. I started in

1618
01:26:15,160 --> 01:26:16,320
Speaker 3: April that Yeah.

1619
01:26:17,880 --> 01:26:22,080
Speaker 2: Devin, I just felt like calling, Well, we'll make it.

1620
01:26:22,200 --> 01:26:23,400
Speaker 2: We'll make it quick here Devon.

1621
01:26:24,080 --> 01:26:24,800
Speaker 14: Yeah, that was fine.

1622
01:26:24,960 --> 01:26:27,120
Speaker 2: I feel bad because all the return calls, because if

1623
01:26:27,160 --> 01:26:29,240
Speaker 2: you're a return caller, it means that you're a fan

1624
01:26:29,320 --> 01:26:30,840
Speaker 2: of the stream. I means you've been watching for a while,

1625
01:26:30,880 --> 01:26:32,960
Speaker 2: which I appreciate. I want to keep those people happy.

1626
01:26:33,000 --> 01:26:36,200
Speaker 2: But on the same coin, I always prefer to talk

1627
01:26:36,280 --> 01:26:37,000
Speaker 2: to new people.

1628
01:26:37,760 --> 01:26:38,439
Speaker 14: Oh you're chilling.

1629
01:26:38,560 --> 01:26:38,960
Speaker 8: No, I know.

1630
01:26:39,160 --> 01:26:40,600
Speaker 14: I didn't expect even to get on.

1631
01:26:40,760 --> 01:26:43,160
Speaker 3: It was just like I'm avoiding writing my essay right now.

1632
01:26:43,240 --> 01:26:45,479
Speaker 2: So I was like, fuck it, let's call why are

1633
01:26:45,479 --> 01:26:46,720
Speaker 2: you avoiding writing your essay?

1634
01:26:47,760 --> 01:26:51,160
Speaker 3: Because I just I, Okay, it's about something I'm passionate about.

1635
01:26:51,200 --> 01:26:54,160
Speaker 3: It's about food insecurity and the LGBC community and how

1636
01:26:54,200 --> 01:26:56,720
Speaker 3: they intersect. But I'm just like not in the mood

1637
01:26:56,760 --> 01:26:59,840
Speaker 3: to write a five page essay on intersectionality right now.

1638
01:27:00,000 --> 01:27:01,960
Speaker 2: You know what, I don't understand. If you're passionate about it,

1639
01:27:02,000 --> 01:27:04,800
Speaker 2: why are you having such a hard time writing it?

1640
01:27:05,680 --> 01:27:06,400
Speaker 14: I'm tired?

1641
01:27:07,520 --> 01:27:07,800
Speaker 9: Go to that.

1642
01:27:07,960 --> 01:27:08,400
Speaker 10: What time is?

1643
01:27:08,439 --> 01:27:10,840
Speaker 2: It's what time? Where I see? Devin? I already know

1644
01:27:10,840 --> 01:27:11,160
Speaker 2: about you.

1645
01:27:11,320 --> 01:27:12,160
Speaker 1: You I know you.

1646
01:27:13,280 --> 01:27:15,479
Speaker 2: I know where you live. I mean, not like where

1647
01:27:15,520 --> 01:27:17,720
Speaker 2: you live, but I know the state that you live in.

1648
01:27:18,560 --> 01:27:21,439
Speaker 14: I think, what do you think?

1649
01:27:21,680 --> 01:27:22,120
Speaker 4: What do you think?

1650
01:27:22,160 --> 01:27:22,760
Speaker 14: Where do you think?

1651
01:27:22,800 --> 01:27:23,120
Speaker 9: I live?

1652
01:27:23,640 --> 01:27:24,360
Speaker 2: Texas? Right?

1653
01:27:25,479 --> 01:27:32,960
Speaker 14: No, No, I live in California. Oh he lived in Texas.

1654
01:27:33,520 --> 01:27:36,679
Speaker 2: Oh okay, I confused to with the other guy. Yeah,

1655
01:27:36,680 --> 01:27:39,640
Speaker 2: I know who you are, but I know that you

1656
01:27:39,920 --> 01:27:41,000
Speaker 2: do hair and makeup.

1657
01:27:42,040 --> 01:27:42,240
Speaker 11: Yeah.

1658
01:27:42,880 --> 01:27:44,920
Speaker 2: It's the thing. I already know everything about you, Devon.

1659
01:27:46,240 --> 01:27:46,479
Speaker 9: I know.

1660
01:27:46,680 --> 01:27:48,240
Speaker 14: Like I said, I didn't expect to get on.

1661
01:27:49,280 --> 01:27:52,639
Speaker 2: Go out your essay, Devon, Go go go write about

1662
01:27:52,880 --> 01:27:58,560
Speaker 2: food scarcity in the LGBTQ community. Okay, you know what

1663
01:27:58,640 --> 01:28:01,000
Speaker 2: you should do. Look, if you have trouble writing it,

1664
01:28:01,400 --> 01:28:03,080
Speaker 2: I mean, can you talk about like why don't you

1665
01:28:03,200 --> 01:28:05,800
Speaker 2: why don't you like do a little voice memo there's

1666
01:28:05,840 --> 01:28:08,640
Speaker 2: some dictation of your raw thoughts and then edit that.

1667
01:28:11,560 --> 01:28:13,759
Speaker 3: M you know what, that's actually really smart.

1668
01:28:14,320 --> 01:28:15,040
Speaker 2: Try that, Devin.

1669
01:28:15,840 --> 01:28:18,120
Speaker 3: Yeah, No, that's actually that's really helpful.

1670
01:28:18,200 --> 01:28:22,320
Speaker 2: Thank you, of course, of course, Devin. See, it's funny.

1671
01:28:22,360 --> 01:28:23,800
Speaker 2: I don't want to. I'll talk about this real quick

1672
01:28:23,840 --> 01:28:25,040
Speaker 2: actually because it's funny.

1673
01:28:25,720 --> 01:28:25,800
Speaker 9: Uh.

1674
01:28:25,960 --> 01:28:29,080
Speaker 2: I used to before I started streaming, I like would

1675
01:28:29,320 --> 01:28:34,320
Speaker 2: edit video, I would like recording edit videos offline. But

1676
01:28:34,520 --> 01:28:36,840
Speaker 2: with this is almost like my version of that, where

1677
01:28:37,040 --> 01:28:40,360
Speaker 2: I rant and just talk off the cuff or whatever,

1678
01:28:40,680 --> 01:28:42,040
Speaker 2: and then I go on and then I go and

1679
01:28:42,120 --> 01:28:45,320
Speaker 2: I edit it in in and into its own video,

1680
01:28:45,439 --> 01:28:47,519
Speaker 2: and then I put that on fucking TikTok or whatever.

1681
01:28:47,880 --> 01:28:51,599
Speaker 2: And that feels like I'm taking my long, long rant

1682
01:28:51,680 --> 01:28:54,240
Speaker 2: and editing it down into like the whatever, And that

1683
01:28:54,320 --> 01:28:56,200
Speaker 2: works for me better than to just like sit down

1684
01:28:56,280 --> 01:28:57,479
Speaker 2: and write the concise thoughts.

1685
01:28:58,200 --> 01:28:58,519
Speaker 10: You know what.

1686
01:28:58,680 --> 01:29:01,400
Speaker 3: That's so fucking smart because I'm the same way. I

1687
01:29:01,520 --> 01:29:04,200
Speaker 3: feel like I have so much to say, but just

1688
01:29:04,360 --> 01:29:05,880
Speaker 3: like no way to put it in words. So I

1689
01:29:05,920 --> 01:29:07,559
Speaker 3: feel like if I just talk it out and ramble,

1690
01:29:07,640 --> 01:29:08,760
Speaker 3: I could easily disfect it.

1691
01:29:08,840 --> 01:29:11,120
Speaker 14: That's actually really smart, exactly.

1692
01:29:11,240 --> 01:29:13,240
Speaker 2: You talk it out, your ramble and you edit it,

1693
01:29:13,760 --> 01:29:16,559
Speaker 2: then you edit it for the real parts.

1694
01:29:17,280 --> 01:29:20,080
Speaker 14: Well, I had never think of that. You're you're so smart.

1695
01:29:21,560 --> 01:29:25,920
Speaker 2: Thank you, Devin. You're a genius. To go go go

1696
01:29:26,120 --> 01:29:29,240
Speaker 2: say go save the go go go do the thing, Devon,

1697
01:29:29,320 --> 01:29:35,320
Speaker 2: go do the thing. Thank you very much.

1698
01:29:36,280 --> 01:29:36,639
Speaker 18: All right?

1699
01:29:38,680 --> 01:29:49,679
Speaker 16: Pull from Amber Amber, Hello, Amber, Hi, longtime listeners, color.

1700
01:29:50,400 --> 01:29:52,320
Speaker 2: Oh so great to hear from you, Amber. How are you?

1701
01:29:52,439 --> 01:29:53,560
Speaker 2: How long have you been listening for?

1702
01:29:54,520 --> 01:29:56,439
Speaker 16: That was actually a complete life. This is the first

1703
01:29:56,479 --> 01:29:58,680
Speaker 16: stream I've ever watched. My boyfriend introduced me to you

1704
01:29:58,840 --> 01:30:00,280
Speaker 16: yesterday and it's been fantas.

1705
01:30:00,920 --> 01:30:01,959
Speaker 2: Beautiful, beautiful.

1706
01:30:02,920 --> 01:30:03,160
Speaker 10: You know what.

1707
01:30:03,200 --> 01:30:05,840
Speaker 2: I'm so happy that you told the truth.

1708
01:30:07,160 --> 01:30:10,439
Speaker 16: Yes, I'm sorry that I lied, but I've always wanted

1709
01:30:10,439 --> 01:30:12,360
Speaker 16: to say that, and it felt right, it felt natural,

1710
01:30:12,439 --> 01:30:14,120
Speaker 16: so I just let it slip out.

1711
01:30:14,720 --> 01:30:16,160
Speaker 2: Why have you always wanted to say that?

1712
01:30:18,200 --> 01:30:18,599
Speaker 4: I don't want?

1713
01:30:18,640 --> 01:30:20,000
Speaker 16: My boss said at once, and I thought it was

1714
01:30:20,080 --> 01:30:24,160
Speaker 16: really funny. So I and speaking of this, uh, my

1715
01:30:24,280 --> 01:30:27,280
Speaker 16: coworker and friend is watching. His name is Warren, So

1716
01:30:27,320 --> 01:30:31,520
Speaker 16: I just want to say, hi, Warren, I just started.

1717
01:30:31,600 --> 01:30:34,160
Speaker 2: What in what in there work context did he say?

1718
01:30:35,680 --> 01:30:37,160
Speaker 2: Longtime listener, first time caller?

1719
01:30:38,320 --> 01:30:40,599
Speaker 16: It was like a WebEx meeting that we were getting into.

1720
01:30:40,800 --> 01:30:43,479
Speaker 16: Let me just said it, and it was funny. So

1721
01:30:43,760 --> 01:30:46,040
Speaker 16: I've always wanted to use it. So not only did

1722
01:30:46,080 --> 01:30:47,439
Speaker 16: I lie, but I stole for real?

1723
01:30:47,680 --> 01:30:50,040
Speaker 2: Well you well you didn't missed. Well okay, well you

1724
01:30:50,280 --> 01:30:53,240
Speaker 2: used it in the context that felt appropriate, because this

1725
01:30:53,439 --> 01:30:57,160
Speaker 2: is a call in show, and it would make sense

1726
01:30:57,160 --> 01:30:58,639
Speaker 2: if you called it and said long Land just stiter

1727
01:30:58,640 --> 01:31:00,599
Speaker 2: for some car. But your boss saying in a zoom

1728
01:31:00,720 --> 01:31:05,120
Speaker 2: meeting doesn't seem I mean, I guess that could be

1729
01:31:05,160 --> 01:31:08,679
Speaker 2: funny if like, because you're I guess you're calling into

1730
01:31:08,760 --> 01:31:12,439
Speaker 2: a zoom meeting, right.

1731
01:31:13,000 --> 01:31:14,720
Speaker 16: I mean it made me laugh, but I you know,

1732
01:31:15,000 --> 01:31:16,160
Speaker 16: lots of things make me laugh.

1733
01:31:17,120 --> 01:31:17,760
Speaker 8: I like to laugh.

1734
01:31:21,680 --> 01:31:23,479
Speaker 2: How are you doing, Amber, Tell me everything? Tell me nothing.

1735
01:31:25,040 --> 01:31:26,679
Speaker 16: I'm doing all right. I mean I've had a headache

1736
01:31:26,680 --> 01:31:28,920
Speaker 16: all day. But I mean there's worse things in the world,

1737
01:31:29,120 --> 01:31:29,960
Speaker 16: you know, so.

1738
01:31:32,640 --> 01:31:35,160
Speaker 2: In the world than having a headache, the.

1739
01:31:35,200 --> 01:31:40,320
Speaker 16: Holocaust, getting pregnant and STD being addicted to drugs being homeless.

1740
01:31:40,400 --> 01:31:43,160
Speaker 2: Boom, that was impressed.

1741
01:31:44,479 --> 01:31:44,679
Speaker 10: Yeah.

1742
01:31:45,880 --> 01:31:49,439
Speaker 2: Uh, and I have a question for you. Yes, will

1743
01:31:49,520 --> 01:31:49,920
Speaker 2: it work.

1744
01:31:52,000 --> 01:31:55,080
Speaker 16: Here's the thing. I'm going to just say yes because

1745
01:31:55,240 --> 01:31:59,400
Speaker 16: will it work? Yes, something will work. What will work

1746
01:31:59,520 --> 01:32:02,600
Speaker 16: is subject. It might not be what you want, but

1747
01:32:02,800 --> 01:32:05,680
Speaker 16: it will work eventually, you know what I mean.

1748
01:32:08,640 --> 01:32:11,040
Speaker 2: Some STDs are not as bad as having a headache

1749
01:32:11,160 --> 01:32:13,599
Speaker 2: like chlamydia. I would rather have chlamydia than a headache.

1750
01:32:14,560 --> 01:32:16,360
Speaker 16: Absolutely not hard past my friend.

1751
01:32:17,080 --> 01:32:19,760
Speaker 2: You just tell you to take a pill and it's done. Mm.

1752
01:32:20,400 --> 01:32:22,639
Speaker 16: Same with a headache, right, well.

1753
01:32:22,560 --> 01:32:24,280
Speaker 2: You would, holle. I mean avil is not as effective.

1754
01:32:24,320 --> 01:32:25,439
Speaker 2: What if it's a really bad headache.

1755
01:32:27,320 --> 01:32:30,120
Speaker 16: You know they have injections uh that you can get

1756
01:32:30,280 --> 01:32:35,000
Speaker 16: to relieve headaches for multiple months, I think, But it

1757
01:32:35,080 --> 01:32:38,439
Speaker 16: doesn't make your lips looked. Depends on who you are.

1758
01:32:38,560 --> 01:32:41,479
Speaker 16: I mean, I used to have to have a I

1759
01:32:41,600 --> 01:32:45,080
Speaker 16: have a I have an autoimmune disease, and I used

1760
01:32:45,080 --> 01:32:47,200
Speaker 16: to have to give myself injections in the stomach every

1761
01:32:47,200 --> 01:32:51,880
Speaker 16: two weeks. Didn't hurt at all, It wasn't bad, you know.

1762
01:32:53,600 --> 01:32:55,960
Speaker 2: That was the first like confident answer, by the way,

1763
01:32:56,520 --> 01:33:00,559
Speaker 2: that yes, you said, yes, it will work, a lot

1764
01:33:00,600 --> 01:33:02,360
Speaker 2: of people say they hope. A lot of people and

1765
01:33:02,479 --> 01:33:04,240
Speaker 2: I don't know how long you've been listening. I don't

1766
01:33:04,280 --> 01:33:05,680
Speaker 2: know if you it's Amber. I mean, I mean I

1767
01:33:05,720 --> 01:33:09,360
Speaker 2: don't trust you at all anymore. You seem like, I mean,

1768
01:33:09,400 --> 01:33:10,880
Speaker 2: that's not a lie. I trust you a little bit.

1769
01:33:11,160 --> 01:33:13,200
Speaker 2: You you could have, for all I know, and hoped

1770
01:33:13,320 --> 01:33:15,679
Speaker 2: this could be the very you could have spent fifteen

1771
01:33:15,720 --> 01:33:19,200
Speaker 2: minutes total in the stream. But over the over the

1772
01:33:19,280 --> 01:33:20,479
Speaker 2: course of the evening, a lot of people have been

1773
01:33:20,520 --> 01:33:22,800
Speaker 2: saying that they hope it works. But you didn't even

1774
01:33:22,800 --> 01:33:24,439
Speaker 2: say it. But you just said, yes, it will work.

1775
01:33:25,760 --> 01:33:28,160
Speaker 16: Hope doesn't give you any results. And I used to

1776
01:33:28,200 --> 01:33:30,560
Speaker 16: be a very pessimistic person. But you know, in the

1777
01:33:30,640 --> 01:33:34,280
Speaker 16: last couple of years, Uh, my boyfriend has proved to

1778
01:33:34,320 --> 01:33:36,320
Speaker 16: me that things work out. Whether it's what you planned

1779
01:33:36,400 --> 01:33:37,880
Speaker 16: or not planned, things work out.

1780
01:33:37,920 --> 01:33:38,320
Speaker 4: In the end.

1781
01:33:38,800 --> 01:33:39,960
Speaker 16: You got to you got to see it through.

1782
01:33:40,160 --> 01:33:43,360
Speaker 2: So what has your boyfriend done to you, say, prove

1783
01:33:43,479 --> 01:33:43,920
Speaker 2: this to you?

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01:33:45,720 --> 01:33:45,840
Speaker 12: Uh?

1785
01:33:46,240 --> 01:33:48,479
Speaker 16: Well, I mean, I guess he hasn't proved anything, but

1786
01:33:48,520 --> 01:33:50,320
Speaker 16: he always tells me when I'm going through something hard,

1787
01:33:50,360 --> 01:33:51,920
Speaker 16: He's like, it's going to work out in the end.

1788
01:33:52,360 --> 01:33:54,200
Speaker 16: You're just not at the end yet and he's been

1789
01:33:54,280 --> 01:33:55,200
Speaker 16: right every time, you know.

1790
01:33:55,840 --> 01:33:58,320
Speaker 2: Mmmm, So he's.

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01:33:58,560 --> 01:34:01,439
Speaker 16: Every bad thing that's happened to me. I look back

1792
01:34:01,479 --> 01:34:04,200
Speaker 16: and every bad thing, every bad situation that's happened to me.

1793
01:34:04,560 --> 01:34:06,880
Speaker 16: It's over and done with now and I've moved on.

1794
01:34:06,960 --> 01:34:09,640
Speaker 16: Will there be bad things in the future. Probably, But

1795
01:34:09,760 --> 01:34:13,280
Speaker 16: you know what, you just got to keep going because yes,

1796
01:34:13,400 --> 01:34:13,960
Speaker 16: it will work.

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01:34:14,920 --> 01:34:20,599
Speaker 2: That's like the only that's something you can only realize

1798
01:34:20,640 --> 01:34:25,120
Speaker 2: after time experience. Oh, absolutely, having lived through.

1799
01:34:24,960 --> 01:34:27,759
Speaker 16: It, absolutely, I agree.

1800
01:34:28,720 --> 01:34:30,240
Speaker 2: Do you feel experienced in life?

1801
01:34:31,800 --> 01:34:32,200
Speaker 10: Not yet?

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01:34:32,360 --> 01:34:34,000
Speaker 16: You know, I've got a lot to go. I've got

1803
01:34:34,040 --> 01:34:36,599
Speaker 16: a lot to learn. I'm only twenty eight years young,

1804
01:34:36,760 --> 01:34:39,560
Speaker 16: so lots more to learn, you know.

1805
01:34:39,840 --> 01:34:43,280
Speaker 2: And ber I got to say, you are a total

1806
01:34:43,360 --> 01:34:43,960
Speaker 2: team player.

1807
01:34:46,800 --> 01:34:49,479
Speaker 16: I won't disagree with you. Teamwork makes the dream work.

1808
01:34:49,520 --> 01:34:51,160
Speaker 16: I'm big on team playing.

1809
01:34:51,600 --> 01:34:55,160
Speaker 2: You're a total team playing. You've gone, You've gone every

1810
01:34:55,240 --> 01:34:57,719
Speaker 2: direction I've asked you to go, and you've not questioned

1811
01:34:57,760 --> 01:35:03,000
Speaker 2: it once. And that's the high. That's the best thing

1812
01:35:03,040 --> 01:35:07,400
Speaker 2: I could possibly ask for from anyone calling into the stream.

1813
01:35:08,320 --> 01:35:10,200
Speaker 16: This is your show. I'm not going to ask you questions.

1814
01:35:10,400 --> 01:35:11,840
Speaker 16: I mean, that's that's not my job.

1815
01:35:13,360 --> 01:35:19,680
Speaker 2: I love it I love it, Ambert. Uh, what do

1816
01:35:19,760 --> 01:35:21,000
Speaker 2: you think you can do to make it work?

1817
01:35:23,720 --> 01:35:26,879
Speaker 16: Keep a positive attitude and try to be more truthful

1818
01:35:27,000 --> 01:35:29,040
Speaker 16: in the in the future. I don't want to lie

1819
01:35:29,080 --> 01:35:30,599
Speaker 16: to people like I just lied to you at the beginning.

1820
01:35:30,640 --> 01:35:32,559
Speaker 16: That was that was an awful way to start this friendship.

1821
01:35:34,479 --> 01:35:37,080
Speaker 16: So yeah, just you know, keep being true to myself

1822
01:35:37,280 --> 01:35:40,000
Speaker 16: and try to try to tell the truth as much

1823
01:35:40,000 --> 01:35:40,439
Speaker 16: as possible.

1824
01:35:40,479 --> 01:35:41,920
Speaker 2: It was the last big lot before the one that

1825
01:35:41,960 --> 01:35:43,240
Speaker 2: you told. I mean, that was a little bit of

1826
01:35:43,280 --> 01:35:45,599
Speaker 2: a white lie. What was the last big lie you told.

1827
01:35:48,920 --> 01:35:53,120
Speaker 16: I'm not big on big lies. I'm really not white lies, Like, hey,

1828
01:35:53,280 --> 01:35:55,240
Speaker 16: do these jeans lioten on me? Yeah, of course I knew.

1829
01:35:55,240 --> 01:35:56,439
Speaker 16: I don't want to hurt some feelings.

1830
01:35:56,520 --> 01:35:56,680
Speaker 9: You know.

1831
01:35:59,040 --> 01:36:01,320
Speaker 16: I'm not big on big life. I'm I mean, ask

1832
01:36:01,400 --> 01:36:04,000
Speaker 16: anyone of you that knows me very well, and I

1833
01:36:05,400 --> 01:36:08,160
Speaker 16: honestly is a huge thing for me. I am a

1834
01:36:08,280 --> 01:36:10,160
Speaker 16: very open person. I don't like lying.

1835
01:36:11,960 --> 01:36:14,120
Speaker 2: You said, you said that you will lie in order

1836
01:36:14,160 --> 01:36:16,040
Speaker 2: to save someone's feelings, though.

1837
01:36:17,520 --> 01:36:21,439
Speaker 16: In certain aspects, yes, I don't want to make somebody

1838
01:36:21,520 --> 01:36:23,920
Speaker 16: feel lesser of a person for little tiny things that

1839
01:36:24,040 --> 01:36:26,080
Speaker 16: don't matter. In the end, you know, what you look

1840
01:36:26,160 --> 01:36:26,880
Speaker 16: like doesn't matter.

1841
01:36:27,320 --> 01:36:28,120
Speaker 4: It really doesn't.

1842
01:36:29,479 --> 01:36:32,519
Speaker 2: But so okay, maybe I'm thinking of this because I

1843
01:36:32,680 --> 01:36:36,839
Speaker 2: am a whatever. But if a friend asks you if

1844
01:36:37,040 --> 01:36:41,600
Speaker 2: they look fat in a dress or whatever, is it

1845
01:36:41,720 --> 01:36:45,320
Speaker 2: better for you to lie and say that they don't

1846
01:36:45,520 --> 01:36:49,000
Speaker 2: or is it better for you to say it doesn't

1847
01:36:49,040 --> 01:36:51,800
Speaker 2: matter what you look like as a response to them,

1848
01:36:51,920 --> 01:36:53,000
Speaker 2: As a response to that question.

1849
01:36:53,800 --> 01:36:56,000
Speaker 16: It depends on the friend. And I know where my

1850
01:36:56,080 --> 01:36:59,920
Speaker 16: friends are mentally, you know, if they're able to take

1851
01:37:00,120 --> 01:37:01,880
Speaker 16: the hit and like they're like, hey, does this dress

1852
01:37:01,920 --> 01:37:02,880
Speaker 16: look good on me? I'll be like, you know what,

1853
01:37:02,960 --> 01:37:04,639
Speaker 16: I don't think that dress was made for you. There's

1854
01:37:04,680 --> 01:37:07,559
Speaker 16: other dresses that would way more bomb money. Let's find

1855
01:37:07,600 --> 01:37:10,280
Speaker 16: that dress. But you know, if I know they're down

1856
01:37:10,320 --> 01:37:12,080
Speaker 16: in the dumps and they're not filing themselves, I'm gonna

1857
01:37:12,080 --> 01:37:14,080
Speaker 16: be like, girl, you look good on anything you wear,

1858
01:37:14,200 --> 01:37:16,240
Speaker 16: So it doesn't matter what you wear. You put it

1859
01:37:16,320 --> 01:37:18,120
Speaker 16: on and you own it. You have that confidence.

1860
01:37:20,000 --> 01:37:22,120
Speaker 2: Really, but you'll say that and not truly believe it.

1861
01:37:24,439 --> 01:37:26,559
Speaker 16: No, no, no, See, now you put me in a corner,

1862
01:37:26,800 --> 01:37:27,479
Speaker 16: come on, get go.

1863
01:37:27,680 --> 01:37:29,000
Speaker 2: Which I'm not trying to put you out a corner.

1864
01:37:29,200 --> 01:37:30,519
Speaker 2: I'm going to ask you if you'll say it with

1865
01:37:30,760 --> 01:37:31,519
Speaker 2: that truly believing it.

1866
01:37:34,080 --> 01:37:36,080
Speaker 16: Well, no, because I do truly believe that. I do

1867
01:37:36,280 --> 01:37:38,599
Speaker 16: believe that if you have the confidence that you could

1868
01:37:38,680 --> 01:37:41,080
Speaker 16: rock anything, if you're talking about clothes and wearing it.

1869
01:37:41,280 --> 01:37:44,519
Speaker 2: Yes, yes, okay, Yes, that's that's what I'm asking. Okay,

1870
01:37:44,600 --> 01:37:46,240
Speaker 2: because for you to okay, because for you to say

1871
01:37:46,320 --> 01:37:48,280
Speaker 2: like you look good at anything, you might not truly

1872
01:37:48,320 --> 01:37:50,160
Speaker 2: believe it, But for you to have this general idea

1873
01:37:51,000 --> 01:37:53,559
Speaker 2: that anyone can look good in anything as long as

1874
01:37:53,640 --> 01:37:56,559
Speaker 2: they have the confidence to pull it off, that could

1875
01:37:56,560 --> 01:37:58,880
Speaker 2: be a truth idea. And then and then exactly what

1876
01:37:59,000 --> 01:38:01,000
Speaker 2: you would say to her is you can look at

1877
01:38:01,040 --> 01:38:03,120
Speaker 2: it anything if you you don't have the confidence to it.

1878
01:38:04,920 --> 01:38:06,679
Speaker 2: So yeah, I wouldn't consider that a lie. I would

1879
01:38:06,680 --> 01:38:11,760
Speaker 2: consider a truth a great message as well.

1880
01:38:12,000 --> 01:38:13,640
Speaker 8: And we agree, and we agree.

1881
01:38:16,280 --> 01:38:20,960
Speaker 2: Well, Ambert, So anything else that you wanted out of this,

1882
01:38:21,280 --> 01:38:23,240
Speaker 2: you know, I feel like you know you called in I.

1883
01:38:23,439 --> 01:38:25,800
Speaker 2: I you know you've definitely provided me a lot of

1884
01:38:25,920 --> 01:38:30,800
Speaker 2: value in your fast paced answering style. You seem like

1885
01:38:30,880 --> 01:38:34,719
Speaker 2: you know what you want out of life. Is anything

1886
01:38:34,760 --> 01:38:35,320
Speaker 2: I can do for you?

1887
01:38:36,920 --> 01:38:40,000
Speaker 16: You've done it. I mean, I excited that I got

1888
01:38:40,080 --> 01:38:42,599
Speaker 16: to call in on my first stream that I've watched,

1889
01:38:42,640 --> 01:38:45,080
Speaker 16: and you answered. That's amazing. I feel very lucky. I

1890
01:38:45,120 --> 01:38:46,400
Speaker 16: don't want to take up too much of your time.

1891
01:38:46,439 --> 01:38:48,200
Speaker 16: There's other people that have been watching you, probably for

1892
01:38:48,320 --> 01:38:50,920
Speaker 16: way longer, and probably want to get on the phone

1893
01:38:50,960 --> 01:38:51,120
Speaker 16: with you.

1894
01:38:51,200 --> 01:38:52,040
Speaker 17: So thank you so much.

1895
01:38:53,080 --> 01:38:54,439
Speaker 16: What you do is great. I mean, I go to

1896
01:38:54,520 --> 01:38:56,479
Speaker 16: I go to therapy with a human, but I think

1897
01:38:56,560 --> 01:38:58,960
Speaker 16: therapy with the get Go is equally as great.

1898
01:38:59,080 --> 01:38:59,439
Speaker 9: I love it.

1899
01:39:00,080 --> 01:39:01,760
Speaker 2: Thank you, Thank you, Amber. I appreciate that very much.

1900
01:39:01,760 --> 01:39:03,760
Speaker 2: Hope to see you in future streams. Talk to you soon.

1901
01:39:03,960 --> 01:39:05,720
Speaker 16: Oh absolutely, thank you.

1902
01:39:07,240 --> 01:39:07,680
Speaker 18: Good night.

1903
01:39:09,479 --> 01:39:11,280
Speaker 2: See that was nine minutes and thirty seconds. I didn't

1904
01:39:11,280 --> 01:39:11,800
Speaker 2: even feel like it.

1905
01:39:12,840 --> 01:39:13,919
Speaker 19: Never be Get.

1906
01:39:13,760 --> 01:39:16,960
Speaker 6: Goes on the line taking your phone calls every night.

1907
01:39:17,320 --> 01:39:19,880
Speaker 6: Never be Get goes to all his hide He's teaching

1908
01:39:19,920 --> 01:39:22,280
Speaker 6: you a house in the middle of your life. Money's

1909
01:39:22,360 --> 01:39:23,959
Speaker 6: not really an expert.