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<v Speaker 1>Welcome to The Hidden Gin, a production of I Heart

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<v Speaker 1>Radio and Grimm and Mild from Aaron Minky. Hi, and

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<v Speaker 1>welcome to this very special bonus series of The Hidden Gin.

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<v Speaker 1>The interviews in these episodes, you'll hear me talk to

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<v Speaker 1>people from all walks of life who have had GIN experiences,

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<v Speaker 1>are drawn to the stories of Gin, and draw lessons

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<v Speaker 1>from these stories. You'll hear from artists, scholars, writers, journalists,

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<v Speaker 1>and Gin exorcists, and even from me as I discuss

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<v Speaker 1>how and why this series came about in a very

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<v Speaker 1>personal conversation with my husband. Thanks for listening and enjoy.

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<v Speaker 1>All Right, so I'm pretty excited. I think this is

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<v Speaker 1>the first time I've ever recorded any kind of podcast

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<v Speaker 1>with my husband. Air Faun, isn't that right? Correct? That

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<v Speaker 1>correct rates five years and made it finally you've made it. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome to the show Air Fun Disease. Thank you very much. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>So for for this episode, what I wanted to do

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<v Speaker 1>is I want to talk a little bit about how

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<v Speaker 1>this show came about, and then you and I are

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<v Speaker 1>going to have a conversation about like what it was

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<v Speaker 1>like for us growing up with these stories, any experiences

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<v Speaker 1>we've had Okay, So people who know me know that

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a lawyer. I have a criminal justice podcast undisclosed.

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<v Speaker 1>A lot of people know um me, probably just through

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<v Speaker 1>cereal and a non story and stuff. But I am

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<v Speaker 1>a box sunny American Muslim. I fun, are you a

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<v Speaker 1>box any American Muslim? Canadian? Close enough? Almost made it

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<v Speaker 1>to the Promised Land? Well, I mean I think it's

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<v Speaker 1>a step above America. Right, Well, things are different now,

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<v Speaker 1>things have changed since we got married. But anyway, um so,

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<v Speaker 1>I what happened was this. I was a big fan of,

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<v Speaker 1>and I still I'm a big fan of the show

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<v Speaker 1>Lore by Aaron Manki. And a few years ago I

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<v Speaker 1>had the pleasure of meeting Aaron Mankey. I think my daughter,

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<v Speaker 1>my middle daughter was with me at the time at

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<v Speaker 1>like a podcast movement conference and she was fan girling.

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<v Speaker 1>I was fan girling who took pictures with him. I

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<v Speaker 1>talked to him about it, and I told him, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I just love folklore. I love supernatural stuff. It's been

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<v Speaker 1>stuff I've been like reading about and listening to, like

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<v Speaker 1>well reading about since I was a kid. And then

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<v Speaker 1>I asked him, I said, have you ever considered like

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<v Speaker 1>for flore To branch out of like European and North

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<v Speaker 1>American folklore, like there's a whole world of full floor

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<v Speaker 1>and all kinds of things. Uh And he said no.

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<v Speaker 1>And he said no because I wouldn't want to like

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<v Speaker 1>dabble into cultures and try to understand like they're out

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<v Speaker 1>like they're not mine, like he's you know, and I

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<v Speaker 1>get that. I think that was really smart. Yeah, it's

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<v Speaker 1>respectful of him. So what happened was like a year

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<v Speaker 1>or two ago, spy and why anyway? I told him,

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<v Speaker 1>I said, there's this entire world of beings called the Gin.

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<v Speaker 1>And he's like, I don't know what that is. I said, well,

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<v Speaker 1>you've heard of the genies, like right, ad um? And

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<v Speaker 1>I explained to him kind of like the background and

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<v Speaker 1>how Muslims are obsessed with it. And every time we

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<v Speaker 1>get together we swapped Gin stories. But um, so a

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<v Speaker 1>year or two goes by, I can't remember how long,

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<v Speaker 1>and suddenly he reaches out and said, hey, I am

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<v Speaker 1>producing a whole slate of shows um that are like

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<v Speaker 1>similarly themed to lore for I Heeart Media. Would you

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<v Speaker 1>like to produce a podcast about the Gin? Your version

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<v Speaker 1>of inception? Is it? My version of how you sort

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<v Speaker 1>of planted the seed. Right, I don't remember inception well enough.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't. I don't remember it well enough. All right,

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<v Speaker 1>So I remember when I I was immediately excited and

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<v Speaker 1>then I told you that about this. What was your

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<v Speaker 1>first reaction? Well, I was excited too as well. I

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<v Speaker 1>think it's I mean, it's definitely unique something that I

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<v Speaker 1>feel there's a thirst four within them with some community,

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<v Speaker 1>I think exposing it to the broader community that they

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<v Speaker 1>too would enjoy something like this. Okay, that is not

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<v Speaker 1>the reaction I remember. I remember you saying, we're gonna

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<v Speaker 1>get haunted, We're gonna get possessed. You do not talk

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<v Speaker 1>with the gin. You do not, You can't. Yeah, it's

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<v Speaker 1>that's true too. It's like Voldemort. You know, you don't

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<v Speaker 1>mention the name. It's it's it's it's something that you avoid,

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<v Speaker 1>especially growing up in these families. I mean, remember this

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<v Speaker 1>was something. I'm sure you remember it too with your

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<v Speaker 1>parents too as well. It's like, don't talk about it, um,

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<v Speaker 1>but it's it's kind of the thing. I had a

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<v Speaker 1>bit of a different experience with my family. Well, well

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<v Speaker 1>here's the Okay, we'll get into that in a second.

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<v Speaker 1>But I, um, said yes, even I said I will

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<v Speaker 1>risk the possession because I figured, like, if on my

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<v Speaker 1>husband he's always like you're always praying and stuff, I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>we'll be okay, um, also my prayers and let's do

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<v Speaker 1>this um. And the other thing was I had spent

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<v Speaker 1>like four or five years working really really hard on

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<v Speaker 1>like wrongful conviction stuff and ring the other book, and

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<v Speaker 1>was I almost wanted like a creative project that would

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<v Speaker 1>be less stressful, although it was equally stressful. If now

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<v Speaker 1>more it was pretty stressful. Yeah, it's been a it's

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<v Speaker 1>been a long year because I spent this whole year

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<v Speaker 1>pretty much scripting this and researching this podcast. So all right,

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<v Speaker 1>so now let's regress into our childhood. So I grew

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<v Speaker 1>up in like the DC area mostly, and if I

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<v Speaker 1>grew up were Toronto, Canada and parts of parts. Actually

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<v Speaker 1>a few years I lived right outside Montreal in a

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<v Speaker 1>place called Cornwall. So I want to ask you what

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<v Speaker 1>is your earliest kind of memory around You said that

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<v Speaker 1>your parents would say, don't talk with the gin. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that I mean, so the prompt was don't talk about it.

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<v Speaker 1>And furthermore than it was like don't go outside and

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<v Speaker 1>late at night don't hang around trees, don't urinate on

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<v Speaker 1>trees if you're if you're a girl, like they would

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<v Speaker 1>tell my sisters, don't go up with wet hair after

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<v Speaker 1>dark by trees because there are so many I guess

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<v Speaker 1>experiences that they heard about um when they were growing

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<v Speaker 1>up where people were possessed in those in those circumstances.

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<v Speaker 1>So and additionally, it was mentioning it. Don't mention it

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<v Speaker 1>because you then sort of attracted. It's like the law

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<v Speaker 1>of attraction. You mentioned Jin, and all of a sudden

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<v Speaker 1>you might be haunted by some so, uh, you know

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<v Speaker 1>for us as as kids growing up. But did your

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<v Speaker 1>parents ever say to you, don't do this because we

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<v Speaker 1>have we have experienced with jin. We know what's like,

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<v Speaker 1>we've been like, have have any of your elders told

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<v Speaker 1>you Jin stories they've experienced? No? No, No, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean I'm sure you know growing up in the

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<v Speaker 1>family family, there wasn't much of that type of conversation.

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<v Speaker 1>It was just like, don't do this, and I don't

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<v Speaker 1>ask questions, right, it was like I know better. So

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<v Speaker 1>we extrapolated from that that maybe they had some experiences,

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<v Speaker 1>and then I think my mother would sometimes you know,

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<v Speaker 1>past questions, I mean past comments about Oh I knew

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<v Speaker 1>this girl growing up and she would go out with

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<v Speaker 1>her hair open and wet after dark, and she just

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<v Speaker 1>went bogg love the hair, I guess, so I guess

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<v Speaker 1>they love the Muslim hair, Muslim wet hair. The question remains, yes,

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<v Speaker 1>that how came all these other people who are not

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<v Speaker 1>Muslim go out at night? Maybe the hair is not wet.

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe maybe I think I think that the key. I

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<v Speaker 1>think maybe the the motivaane factor is taking a shower

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<v Speaker 1>with wet hair or something like that. UM So, if

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<v Speaker 1>your hair isn't washed, or if it's filthy, then maybe

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<v Speaker 1>this was filthy. It's filthy. Warning out there with filthy

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<v Speaker 1>hair you not washed, don't worry. Now, I was kidding.

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<v Speaker 1>But I think the urine aspect of it is that

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and you speak about this in the podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>UM Gin's are made from fire, right, so dousing them

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<v Speaker 1>with urine or any water is in a way detrimental

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<v Speaker 1>for them. And I've heard from other people where if

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<v Speaker 1>you do do that, there are times gins can be

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<v Speaker 1>killed because that's the exposure to water. So the family

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<v Speaker 1>or the relative of that gener will then attack you.

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<v Speaker 1>Um because of that injuring them. Yeah, so let me

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<v Speaker 1>ask you, do to what extent do you believe? Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>so here's the deal with my family. My parents never

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<v Speaker 1>talked about We just didn't talk about supernatural still, like

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<v Speaker 1>it wasn't a thing, right, We didn't talk about There

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<v Speaker 1>are some families where they really do talk a lot

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<v Speaker 1>about this. We didn't. It was just like, and my

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<v Speaker 1>mother never would say, don't go out because they don't

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<v Speaker 1>go out at night with your hair open because of gin.

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<v Speaker 1>She would just say for me and my sister, she

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<v Speaker 1>would said, don't go out after dark, um without covering

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<v Speaker 1>your head, and you know, And it was like, what,

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<v Speaker 1>why what is that about? Because I mean, as a Muslim,

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<v Speaker 1>I do cover my head now, but I didn't growing up.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't start that like Beau, I was thirty years old.

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<v Speaker 1>That was totally something I did my own. But growing

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<v Speaker 1>up I didn't do it. My mother didn't do it.

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<v Speaker 1>But I was like, why is this thing like about

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<v Speaker 1>just in the dark? Right? Um? I don't remember if

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<v Speaker 1>there was much said about trees. So my question is,

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<v Speaker 1>do you have to what extent do you think it's

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<v Speaker 1>kind of like just a control mechanism because even even

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<v Speaker 1>the urinating under the trees. I'm not saying that the

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<v Speaker 1>full core doesn't exist. It does exist. Like for there

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<v Speaker 1>are stories that go back hundreds may thousands of years,

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<v Speaker 1>not just in Muslim tradition and other tradition, to like

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<v Speaker 1>in Jewish treation and other tradition. Um would let say

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<v Speaker 1>that they are these demons and entities that occupy certain trees. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>But also, hello, you know, urinating in a tree, like

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<v Speaker 1>in public is just generally kind of gross and disrespectful,

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<v Speaker 1>so maybe it was one way also, well, I mean

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, I mean because if you if you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean you know, um, and in the pins or

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<v Speaker 1>in the villages, people go out into the to the

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<v Speaker 1>the the farms or to the open land to urinate.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm not sure how. Yeah, but you know, here's

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<v Speaker 1>the thing. Though it's not usually open. It'll be like

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<v Speaker 1>in a field, so nobody can really see you, and

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<v Speaker 1>it's not under a tree necessarily, so you're it's kind

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<v Speaker 1>of private in a way even though it's and they

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<v Speaker 1>have designated areas where they that they got to go

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<v Speaker 1>somewhere if they don't have a outhouse writing. But well, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>so let me ask you this, Um, so your parents aside?

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<v Speaker 1>What about like you grew up around a lot of family, right, yeah, so, um,

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<v Speaker 1>that was definitely something we've spoke about, especially when cousins

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<v Speaker 1>would get together. A lot of cousins we did, um

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<v Speaker 1>so ghost stories and jin stories and people would you know,

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<v Speaker 1>hear from somebody else and then it would be passed on. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>So was there ever a point like you guys um

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<v Speaker 1>tried to like summon a gin? You know there was,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, we we tried exactly, but we actually went

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<v Speaker 1>through out of a Luiji board instead. So we we

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<v Speaker 1>assumed that it would be summoning spirits or jins or

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<v Speaker 1>something like that. But um, it was definitely who was it?

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<v Speaker 1>Who was there? So was my my sister, my older sister,

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<v Speaker 1>my brother, and then my a few of my cousins

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<v Speaker 1>we had gotten together. I think I was probably I

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<v Speaker 1>want to say it was about six for seven. You

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<v Speaker 1>didn't go run and tell your parents because you know

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<v Speaker 1>they're freaking out though, because I mean, I mean I

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<v Speaker 1>know I didn't of course. I mean there's mom's a word, right,

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<v Speaker 1>and you don't want to be invited back to the party.

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<v Speaker 1>So um, you know, of course they didn't mention anything

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<v Speaker 1>to my parents, but um, yeah, so that was kind

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<v Speaker 1>of like the first sort of exposure to it. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>nothing really happened. And I think, you know, wegi boards,

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<v Speaker 1>there's so much people say that. Sometimes it's so you

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<v Speaker 1>tried it one time, but you do like turn off

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<v Speaker 1>the lights and turn off the lights. We created a

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<v Speaker 1>makeshift wigi board and oh you don't even get like

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<v Speaker 1>a real one. Did you just make a paper remember correctly?

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<v Speaker 1>And then um, I think somewhere along that time we

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<v Speaker 1>also did. That's why it didn't work, do you think

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<v Speaker 1>so maybe maybe? Um? And then I think along that

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<v Speaker 1>time we also had um we were we were into

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<v Speaker 1>this Bloody Marry. Do you remember Bloody Mary. Oh yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>Bloody Mary. Did you ever do it? I want to

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<v Speaker 1>say I did, but I think I was too scared.

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<v Speaker 1>I was so young, and the stories that you know,

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<v Speaker 1>my cousins were telling me, or my my sister and

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<v Speaker 1>my brother were saying it just really freaked me out.

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<v Speaker 1>They did do it, I want to say they did? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I think, um, I did once. And you know what,

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<v Speaker 1>it is absolutely an optical effect. Look, you're in the dark,

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<v Speaker 1>you're spinning around, you flip on the light's real quick,

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<v Speaker 1>you're gonna see something like your eyes are not quite focused, right.

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<v Speaker 1>I remember there being something weird. I didn't do like

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<v Speaker 1>a bloody looking for a girl standing behind me or

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<v Speaker 1>anything like that profound, but there was something. And then

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<v Speaker 1>I ran out of the bathroom and I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just not gonna do this again, Like, even if

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<v Speaker 1>I see her, what am I going to get out

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<v Speaker 1>of it? What's the point of this? Right? Right? Right?

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<v Speaker 1>And and and I think it's just the curiosity of

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<v Speaker 1>you know, children, Just that's really true. I mean, you're here,

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<v Speaker 1>So whose idea was it? Like? Who want to do it?

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<v Speaker 1>Your sisters are like, I think it was my cousin's. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>So my cousins, UM, I think they might have been

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<v Speaker 1>a little more more braver, more sort of had more

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<v Speaker 1>experiences with with these types of stories. So whenever we

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<v Speaker 1>visit them, they would have, you know, a ray of

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<v Speaker 1>stories that they would be just telling us. And this

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<v Speaker 1>was one of the experiences that they wanted to share

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<v Speaker 1>with us. I think they may have tried it with

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<v Speaker 1>their friends, um, and it just seemed like a good

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<v Speaker 1>exercise to do with the cousins. When we all got

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<v Speaker 1>together do you remember and like I remember and one

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<v Speaker 1>of the episodes, I'll talk about it, so I won't

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<v Speaker 1>talk about it here. But um there was one story,

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<v Speaker 1>a gen story that if this family friends they told

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<v Speaker 1>us that stuck with me, Like growing up, do you

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<v Speaker 1>remember any of like you said, your cousins tell you

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of stories, was any story that really particularly

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<v Speaker 1>stuck with you? Well? Um so, my cousins and Niagara Falls. Uh.

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<v Speaker 1>They owned a motel. So this was way back in

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<v Speaker 1>like nineteen eighties or something like that. Um So they

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<v Speaker 1>would have a lot of experiences um and the supposedly

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<v Speaker 1>the motel was built upon UM I think um a battlefield,

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<v Speaker 1>like an old battlefield. It was like the British and

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<v Speaker 1>fighting the the first nations. Um so. Uh. They would

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<v Speaker 1>have these experiences where a specific room light would turn on,

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<v Speaker 1>um and then they'd go turn it off, and then

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<v Speaker 1>then that light would turn on again, or they would

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<v Speaker 1>hear a television and then those are back in the day.

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<v Speaker 1>It wasn't like the televisions where we had to remote.

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<v Speaker 1>It was those you know televisions where you'd pulled the

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<v Speaker 1>nozzle and then change the channel, click click, you have

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<v Speaker 1>the knob and then you you changed and you clicked

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<v Speaker 1>with what was a uh F and VHF. I think

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<v Speaker 1>back in the day UM so so so somebody would

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<v Speaker 1>actually have to pull the knob for it to turn on.

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<v Speaker 1>It's not like and so so they would just be

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<v Speaker 1>like it would be the locked motel room and they

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<v Speaker 1>would hear the TV turn on. All of a sudden,

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<v Speaker 1>they hear the TV turn on. And there was this

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<v Speaker 1>UM experience, I think the one story where they mentioned

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<v Speaker 1>that behind UM the motel they ended up finding like

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<v Speaker 1>stairs that were leading down into some sort of um

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<v Speaker 1>I guess a seller and they had seen it before UM.

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<v Speaker 1>And they mentioned that their father and their uncle ended

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<v Speaker 1>up going down there. The only thing that they meant,

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<v Speaker 1>they related back to us was that they saw what

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<v Speaker 1>it looked like to them was dried blood going down

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<v Speaker 1>the stairs, UM two kids. It was probably probably could

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<v Speaker 1>have could have been like maybe somebody dropped in some

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<v Speaker 1>soda or something of that nature. Yeah, right. But what

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<v Speaker 1>they did say is that after their father and uncle

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<v Speaker 1>went down there, they still all the kids do not

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<v Speaker 1>go down there. So that just of course created you

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<v Speaker 1>know that for their curiosity. What what are they telling

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<v Speaker 1>us not to see down there? Um, so did the

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<v Speaker 1>kids go down there? No, they really no, No, I

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<v Speaker 1>think that would be like, okay, we absolutely have right.

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<v Speaker 1>It seemed like a good experience with with all your

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<v Speaker 1>cousins because now you have a pack to go with you.

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<v Speaker 1>Do they still have motelity, No, it's not. Actually I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know if the motel is still there, but they

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<v Speaker 1>saw that. Yeah, it would be nice. You know. There

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<v Speaker 1>was an experience that I think the first actual experience

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<v Speaker 1>was there Niagara Falls. So, um, um, you know their house,

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<v Speaker 1>the front portion of it was actually an office, the

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<v Speaker 1>motel office. Um. So we were hanging around in the

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<v Speaker 1>front portion of that of the house, and what happens

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<v Speaker 1>is that all of a sudden we see, um, some

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<v Speaker 1>like a shadow walking up to the door. Um. Now,

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<v Speaker 1>so we're expecting maybe are you in the office. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>we're in the office. We're just playing with the lights off,

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<v Speaker 1>just messing around in the office with the lights off.

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<v Speaker 1>And then all of a sudden we see the shadow

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<v Speaker 1>that is approaching the door. So we assume that somebody's

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<v Speaker 1>gonna come knock on the door, maybe they want to

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<v Speaker 1>rent a room or something like that. All of a sudden,

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<v Speaker 1>the shadow comes to the door, and it doesn't knock,

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<v Speaker 1>it doesn't do anything. So we're like, what the hell

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<v Speaker 1>is going on? You can see a clear outlot, We

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<v Speaker 1>can see a clear outline of a person of a person. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>did you could you? Could you see it? Oh? Did

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<v Speaker 1>you hear like the footsteps too? Um? When I think

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<v Speaker 1>back to it, I think we heard rustling, but not

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<v Speaker 1>actual footsteps walking up. Um. So now we're we're trying

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<v Speaker 1>to peer out from the window and you know, they're

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<v Speaker 1>the sort of stained glasses where you can't really see

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<v Speaker 1>and we don't see anybody there. But there is this,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, um, the shadow. So when you're looking out

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<v Speaker 1>the window you see nobody there, but from inside the room,

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<v Speaker 1>what the actual about it? So there we all, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I excuse my French, but we all pooped our pants

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<v Speaker 1>and ran out there as quickly as we could. So

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<v Speaker 1>you ran to the house, right, Well, we ran out

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<v Speaker 1>of the office and went to the house. We told

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<v Speaker 1>you know, so you opened the front door. No, we

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<v Speaker 1>didn't open the front door. We didn't have the courage

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<v Speaker 1>to do that. So the shadow to stay there. Nobody

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<v Speaker 1>opened the door. Nobody opened the door because we assumed

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<v Speaker 1>that if it was somebody that was willing to rent

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<v Speaker 1>a room. They would knock, or they would ring the

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<v Speaker 1>doorbell or ring the bell to allow allow them to

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<v Speaker 1>come in, and then when we came back, of course

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<v Speaker 1>it was gone. So that was what if it was

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<v Speaker 1>an actual person there, and you I don't even know

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<v Speaker 1>because that and it could it could very well have

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<v Speaker 1>been because I think our our view that we were

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<v Speaker 1>looking at it obstructive, obstructive to stained glass. But I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>you let your imagination run wild and then you're like, well,

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<v Speaker 1>why isn't this person knocking? Maybe they weren't knocking because

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<v Speaker 1>you're like, what am I hearing? Inside? It's absolutely dark?

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<v Speaker 1>But I hear a bunch of like why wouldn't freaked

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<v Speaker 1>out kids? I mean, if you're coming there to rent

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<v Speaker 1>a room, why would you come to the moment you

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<v Speaker 1>would knock on the door? I mean, right dark? You

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<v Speaker 1>said it's dark inside? Absolutely Okay, I'm just started poke

0:18:28.359 --> 0:18:29.920
<v Speaker 1>holes and well, okay, so that freaked you up. But

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<v Speaker 1>that might have been a fun experience for the kids,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sure. Yeah. And of course, um we went back

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<v Speaker 1>and relaid that to their father and he came out,

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<v Speaker 1>and of course nobody was there at the door, So

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<v Speaker 1>that just only added to the mystery and the curiosity

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<v Speaker 1>and of course us being further scared. Yeah. I so

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<v Speaker 1>I also have my own I think. I guess when

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<v Speaker 1>you're at that age, you kind of like walk this

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<v Speaker 1>line of fear and also like, um, you like fascination

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<v Speaker 1>because you want to, like you want to, you want

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<v Speaker 1>to experience it, you want to witness it. So I

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<v Speaker 1>also have my own stupid whigi board story, which I'm

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<v Speaker 1>going to talk about later in the podcast. I want

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<v Speaker 1>to talk about it now. But that was it. But

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<v Speaker 1>like I never when I was young, I never had

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<v Speaker 1>any experience like that. Like we were, we had family,

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<v Speaker 1>friends would tell the stories, but I had not. I

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<v Speaker 1>had none of my own personal stories. It wasn't until

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<v Speaker 1>I was an adult that I had some really weird,

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<v Speaker 1>inexplicable stories that I am Listen, guys, I know this

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<v Speaker 1>is going to complete a story. My credibility, I do

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<v Speaker 1>not care. I am convinced it was like something supernatural,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'll talk about that, But first I want to know,

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<v Speaker 1>once you are not a kid anymore and you're grown up,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, did you then have any personal experiences? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, well, first and foremost I think even as

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<v Speaker 1>after that, I think at the age of like eleven

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<v Speaker 1>and twelve, I was living in boarding school. Remember outside

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<v Speaker 1>of Montreal, So, um, this was a Muslim boarding school.

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<v Speaker 1>So if you remember that, as you mentioned, like listen,

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<v Speaker 1>kids get together exactly. So there was always this discussion

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<v Speaker 1>of like, okay, you know, um, they're probably Jim's among

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<v Speaker 1>us because there was you know, they would always pass

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<v Speaker 1>this theory along that um they too come to study.

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<v Speaker 1>So one of the things would always be told is like,

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<v Speaker 1>look at shoes. So if somebody comes in, because you

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<v Speaker 1>place your shoes on on the rack or at least

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<v Speaker 1>right in front of the entrance of the mosque, if

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<v Speaker 1>somebody would shoes would be turned around the other way

0:20:24.160 --> 0:20:27.119
<v Speaker 1>that person was it gin because they would say, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know if it's true or not, but they would say,

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<v Speaker 1>the feet of the gin are backwards, um, compared to us.

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<v Speaker 1>So even when they put them on the shoe rack,

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<v Speaker 1>which they do because that's the appropriate thing to do,

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<v Speaker 1>they would take off their shoes and put them on

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<v Speaker 1>the shoe right well, they would leave them on like

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<v Speaker 1>if so, yeah, if you saw shoes on the floor

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<v Speaker 1>and they're pointing the opposite direction then to the entrance.

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<v Speaker 1>Then you knew that that person was a gin. And

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<v Speaker 1>of course the other things were like some kids would

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<v Speaker 1>be like, oh, you know, um, because gyms are shape shifters. UM.

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<v Speaker 1>So uh, there was just stories that would always be

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<v Speaker 1>circulated that UM time, there was a student that was

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<v Speaker 1>a gin and he was sitting there and reciting or

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<v Speaker 1>reading his text, and um, one of the principal walked

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<v Speaker 1>by and he noticed that the light was on and

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<v Speaker 1>he looked in and there was a snake or serpent

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<v Speaker 1>sitting there reading his text, you know, rocking back and forth.

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<v Speaker 1>So he knocked on the door. And then you know,

0:21:21.320 --> 0:21:24.879
<v Speaker 1>the student who was a gym transferring back to his

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<v Speaker 1>human form. And then you know that this is the

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<v Speaker 1>story that kids told each other. Yeah this is a story,

0:21:30.240 --> 0:21:32.840
<v Speaker 1>but nobody actually knew that kid. Nobody actually knew that kid.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if it was true. I don't even

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<v Speaker 1>if it wasn't. The school it was just you know,

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<v Speaker 1>one of those things that were circulated. But as far

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<v Speaker 1>as my own experiences go, I actually have had two

0:21:41.760 --> 0:21:46.040
<v Speaker 1>specific experiences. I've told you about these, but I'll share

0:21:46.040 --> 0:21:49.640
<v Speaker 1>it with um. You know, the podcast listeners to as well.

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<v Speaker 1>We'll be right back after the short break. I think

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<v Speaker 1>I was. I want to say it was seventeen years old.

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<v Speaker 1>Um here I was being in the outskirts of Toronto

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<v Speaker 1>and a in a town called Ajax, and there too,

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<v Speaker 1>of course, UM you know, I lived with a bunch

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<v Speaker 1>of Muslims. So um you know that expects other students, right,

0:22:12.680 --> 0:22:16.479
<v Speaker 1>exactly other students. Um. So one time, I think it

0:22:16.560 --> 0:22:19.960
<v Speaker 1>was after pre dawn, um, pre dawn prayers. I'd come

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<v Speaker 1>back to my to my room and I, um, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>laid down, went to sleep, um, and I was awoken

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<v Speaker 1>maybe about an hour later. All of a sudden, I

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<v Speaker 1>felt like this pressure on my chest and it was

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<v Speaker 1>an immense amount of pressure. All of a sudden, it

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<v Speaker 1>just felt like my chest was constricting, and my breathing

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<v Speaker 1>became ever more challenging. And then slowly that the progressed

0:22:42.960 --> 0:22:45.479
<v Speaker 1>to like it being felt like I was being choked.

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<v Speaker 1>Now here. I was, Yeah, I'm my eyes are awake,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm I can't, I can't. I'm trying to yell. I

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<v Speaker 1>can't yell. I'm trying to move my body. I can't

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<v Speaker 1>move my body at all, and the pressure is just

0:22:59.359 --> 0:23:04.880
<v Speaker 1>increasing and increasing. Thankfully, I was, I was, you know, sure,

0:23:04.920 --> 0:23:08.040
<v Speaker 1>you know too as well. We're taught little um prayers

0:23:08.080 --> 0:23:11.160
<v Speaker 1>to recite Um for protection. So I began to try

0:23:11.160 --> 0:23:14.200
<v Speaker 1>to recite. I told Coursie, it's it's Um a verse

0:23:14.280 --> 0:23:17.240
<v Speaker 1>in inside the Koraan, which is recited for protection. And

0:23:17.280 --> 0:23:19.760
<v Speaker 1>I'm trying and I'm struggling. I get to a few

0:23:19.920 --> 0:23:22.200
<v Speaker 1>like in your head you're trying to say, I'm trying

0:23:22.240 --> 0:23:25.200
<v Speaker 1>to yell it. I'm trying to yell it and I can't.

0:23:25.240 --> 0:23:27.080
<v Speaker 1>And what the other people in the room when there's nobody, No,

0:23:27.240 --> 0:23:30.480
<v Speaker 1>this was just my own in my own dorm um.

0:23:30.640 --> 0:23:33.520
<v Speaker 1>So here I am. I'm trying to move, wiggle me

0:23:33.880 --> 0:23:36.479
<v Speaker 1>my way out of this um, trying to just scream

0:23:36.560 --> 0:23:39.720
<v Speaker 1>for help, and nothing's not My body is not moving,

0:23:40.119 --> 0:23:43.159
<v Speaker 1>my mouth is not making or I'm not able to

0:23:43.200 --> 0:23:45.480
<v Speaker 1>make a sound. But I still try to recite this

0:23:45.680 --> 0:23:48.679
<v Speaker 1>verse and you know, slowly, slowly I'm trying to And

0:23:48.720 --> 0:23:52.680
<v Speaker 1>as I continue to recite it, the pressure is increasing,

0:23:53.280 --> 0:23:55.639
<v Speaker 1>which is trying to prevent me to recite it. But

0:23:55.760 --> 0:23:58.200
<v Speaker 1>I work my way through it. Could you see anything

0:23:58.320 --> 0:24:01.800
<v Speaker 1>is happening? No, it was it dark in the room. No,

0:24:01.880 --> 0:24:04.440
<v Speaker 1>it was actually because it's after I mean after that

0:24:04.560 --> 0:24:09.280
<v Speaker 1>morning morning sunrise. It was daylight. It wasn't it wasn't

0:24:09.640 --> 0:24:12.880
<v Speaker 1>dark in the room at all. But I finally am

0:24:12.880 --> 0:24:15.400
<v Speaker 1>able to with a great amount of struggle, I'm able

0:24:15.480 --> 0:24:19.679
<v Speaker 1>to recite um the whole prayer. And just as I

0:24:19.800 --> 0:24:23.760
<v Speaker 1>finished reciting, I see like this disbursement of light, like

0:24:23.800 --> 0:24:25.800
<v Speaker 1>a burst of light, like a burst of light, and

0:24:25.840 --> 0:24:29.800
<v Speaker 1>then my the the it feels like my neck is released,

0:24:29.880 --> 0:24:32.760
<v Speaker 1>the body, the weight is lifted off my shoulder, and

0:24:33.160 --> 0:24:37.480
<v Speaker 1>the the the entity I feel which it was, is

0:24:37.480 --> 0:24:40.840
<v Speaker 1>no longer present in the room. Um. So that was

0:24:41.400 --> 0:24:45.919
<v Speaker 1>my first experience that. Could you tell anybody? Yeah? Right away?

0:24:45.960 --> 0:24:49.960
<v Speaker 1>I told that my close friend and he mentioned that

0:24:51.600 --> 0:24:53.760
<v Speaker 1>somebody else had told him that that happened to him

0:24:53.760 --> 0:24:59.720
<v Speaker 1>too as well. And pre you scared? I I was

0:24:59.760 --> 0:25:02.199
<v Speaker 1>a I was. I was a little taken back, but

0:25:02.240 --> 0:25:04.800
<v Speaker 1>I wasn't. I wasn't freaked out. I was just like,

0:25:04.960 --> 0:25:07.120
<v Speaker 1>what the heck is this? And one of my friends,

0:25:07.200 --> 0:25:08.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm the friend that I told me. I told he

0:25:08.880 --> 0:25:10.439
<v Speaker 1>was like, oh, maybe it might have been a female

0:25:10.480 --> 0:25:13.840
<v Speaker 1>jin who likes you. Man, So um, next time, that's

0:25:13.840 --> 0:25:16.879
<v Speaker 1>so exciting for a teenage boy. I can't get me

0:25:16.920 --> 0:25:22.200
<v Speaker 1>a real girl, I can get a gin noo. Yeah. Um,

0:25:22.280 --> 0:25:25.560
<v Speaker 1>so I think the biggest thing when you're like, well

0:25:25.840 --> 0:25:31.679
<v Speaker 1>bring it out on, can we get a second date? Um?

0:25:31.720 --> 0:25:36.119
<v Speaker 1>But no, I think I was. I mean, I wasn't

0:25:36.320 --> 0:25:42.400
<v Speaker 1>really frightened, but it was definitely alarmed. Um. And so

0:25:43.440 --> 0:25:45.600
<v Speaker 1>from that moment not I would just always make sure

0:25:45.640 --> 0:25:48.160
<v Speaker 1>that I was reciting my prayer, prayers for protection before

0:25:48.160 --> 0:25:50.040
<v Speaker 1>I went to sleep and when I woke up and

0:25:50.080 --> 0:25:54.119
<v Speaker 1>stuff like that. But then I had, UM, you know,

0:25:54.160 --> 0:25:56.240
<v Speaker 1>the same incident that happened a second time. I think

0:25:56.240 --> 0:25:58.480
<v Speaker 1>I want to say about it a year or change later.

0:26:00.240 --> 0:26:03.160
<v Speaker 1>What happens is now I'm sleeping. This is that Um,

0:26:03.200 --> 0:26:06.199
<v Speaker 1>this is around four o'clock at night. I'm sleeping in

0:26:06.240 --> 0:26:10.280
<v Speaker 1>the same house, in a in a different dorm room. Um,

0:26:10.359 --> 0:26:13.399
<v Speaker 1>and the same thing happens to me again. And all

0:26:13.440 --> 0:26:16.840
<v Speaker 1>of a sudden, UM, my chest is constricted. There's a

0:26:16.880 --> 0:26:19.240
<v Speaker 1>heavy it feels like a heavyweight on my chest. My

0:26:19.400 --> 0:26:22.639
<v Speaker 1>throat is being choked, it feels that way. Um, I

0:26:22.680 --> 0:26:25.840
<v Speaker 1>can't scream. And there was somebody I think, sleeping in

0:26:25.880 --> 0:26:28.720
<v Speaker 1>the next bed, but I couldn't. I couldn't. I couldn't

0:26:28.920 --> 0:26:32.840
<v Speaker 1>I couldn't make a sound, um, you know, to try

0:26:32.880 --> 0:26:35.040
<v Speaker 1>to call for help. I couldn't move my body as

0:26:35.119 --> 0:26:37.639
<v Speaker 1>much as I tried to with a lot of the hold.

0:26:37.760 --> 0:26:40.919
<v Speaker 1>It just seemed like, um, I had no power over it.

0:26:41.119 --> 0:26:43.720
<v Speaker 1>So then again, I do you feel like in that moment,

0:26:44.040 --> 0:26:46.399
<v Speaker 1>because I've read about this, and you know, people know

0:26:46.480 --> 0:26:49.760
<v Speaker 1>this is sleep paralysis, right, it's a very common, very common.

0:26:49.760 --> 0:26:53.400
<v Speaker 1>It's actually quite a common experience. But people to report

0:26:53.480 --> 0:26:55.359
<v Speaker 1>that they literally in those moments feel like they're going

0:26:55.400 --> 0:26:57.960
<v Speaker 1>to die. Yeah, and I felt that way. And that's

0:26:57.960 --> 0:27:00.359
<v Speaker 1>the thing, like, see, I think where what's some of

0:27:00.359 --> 0:27:05.600
<v Speaker 1>these things can't be explained in from a scientific perspective?

0:27:05.640 --> 0:27:08.480
<v Speaker 1>And I'm doing quotes air quotes, yeah, because science needs

0:27:08.520 --> 0:27:10.240
<v Speaker 1>to be an air quotes. No, please do not put

0:27:10.240 --> 0:27:12.720
<v Speaker 1>science and air quotes. Put science and air quotes. But

0:27:12.760 --> 0:27:17.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying in this home, yes we do. When it

0:27:17.040 --> 0:27:19.879
<v Speaker 1>relates to gin and supernaturals, I feel there are science

0:27:19.880 --> 0:27:23.359
<v Speaker 1>can explain everything right exactly for for I mean at

0:27:23.440 --> 0:27:27.119
<v Speaker 1>least now I means science always is progressing and involving.

0:27:27.480 --> 0:27:31.680
<v Speaker 1>But um, I feel as it relates to gin, um,

0:27:31.680 --> 0:27:34.440
<v Speaker 1>maybe there might be a gap at this point in time.

0:27:34.760 --> 0:27:37.360
<v Speaker 1>So I know some people say, oh, well, yeah, I've

0:27:37.359 --> 0:27:41.320
<v Speaker 1>had that in c paralysis, but um, maybe that's science

0:27:41.320 --> 0:27:44.880
<v Speaker 1>way of explaining such a supernatural experience at this point

0:27:44.920 --> 0:27:47.600
<v Speaker 1>in time. Yeah, it could be. Okay, So you were

0:27:47.960 --> 0:27:50.320
<v Speaker 1>so in the second instance, again, what happened? Did you

0:27:50.359 --> 0:27:51.760
<v Speaker 1>do the same thing where you try to recite the

0:27:51.760 --> 0:27:55.800
<v Speaker 1>prayer and yeah, so there again, I you know, struggled,

0:27:56.640 --> 0:27:59.080
<v Speaker 1>I mean exerted as much effort as I could to

0:27:59.119 --> 0:28:04.119
<v Speaker 1>recite that, um, the prayer for protection and as the

0:28:04.240 --> 0:28:08.320
<v Speaker 1>same way, just as I completed the last you know word,

0:28:08.600 --> 0:28:11.400
<v Speaker 1>all of a sudden, I saw burst to light and

0:28:11.760 --> 0:28:15.080
<v Speaker 1>the weight was lifted off my my chest. Was this

0:28:15.200 --> 0:28:16.959
<v Speaker 1>also with the sun out like it was the daytime

0:28:17.160 --> 0:28:19.320
<v Speaker 1>this time it was at night and in the night

0:28:19.400 --> 0:28:21.800
<v Speaker 1>you saw a burst of light. It's like a flash

0:28:21.840 --> 0:28:25.199
<v Speaker 1>of light. Are you positive you're awake in both these experiences?

0:28:25.240 --> 0:28:27.800
<v Speaker 1>I'm positive because I can. I mean I got up

0:28:27.880 --> 0:28:30.359
<v Speaker 1>right after it, sat up. Yeah, I sat up, and

0:28:30.400 --> 0:28:31.879
<v Speaker 1>then I was like, what the hell is going on?

0:28:32.000 --> 0:28:35.080
<v Speaker 1>I was freaked out. So I mean I got up,

0:28:35.119 --> 0:28:38.000
<v Speaker 1>and you know, I just started reciting, you know, started

0:28:38.280 --> 0:28:42.640
<v Speaker 1>reciting a litany of prayers just for protection. But yeah,

0:28:42.640 --> 0:28:45.560
<v Speaker 1>it was. I mean my eyes were wide open um

0:28:45.600 --> 0:28:49.760
<v Speaker 1>in both both circumstances, so my eyes weren't closed at all. Um,

0:28:49.840 --> 0:28:51.600
<v Speaker 1>nor was I imagine I think there was something like

0:28:51.640 --> 0:28:54.120
<v Speaker 1>in that in that place, like in dorm. I think

0:28:54.120 --> 0:28:56.560
<v Speaker 1>it's fair to say. I mean, I would hear from

0:28:56.560 --> 0:28:59.200
<v Speaker 1>so many people and and was your system free of

0:28:59.360 --> 0:29:04.520
<v Speaker 1>any psychedelic substances? Yeah? No, I was taking shrooms and

0:29:04.520 --> 0:29:07.800
<v Speaker 1>I was kidding. No, of course, I was seventeen years old,

0:29:08.840 --> 0:29:10.920
<v Speaker 1>sixteen years old, I was. I was free from any

0:29:10.920 --> 0:29:17.960
<v Speaker 1>intoxication or any psychedelic I guess substances. Um. Yeah, I

0:29:18.000 --> 0:29:22.080
<v Speaker 1>mean in both circumstances. And the reason why it's sort

0:29:22.120 --> 0:29:26.080
<v Speaker 1>of um, I felt that way because I then passed,

0:29:26.160 --> 0:29:29.200
<v Speaker 1>I mean my friend reaffirming that had happened to somebody else.

0:29:29.720 --> 0:29:32.280
<v Speaker 1>And then later on in life. Um. You know, many

0:29:32.320 --> 0:29:34.360
<v Speaker 1>people have told me that they've had that same type

0:29:34.400 --> 0:29:37.440
<v Speaker 1>of experience too as well. Lady Jinn, trying to get

0:29:37.480 --> 0:29:40.440
<v Speaker 1>with everybody. You know, it's interesting, Um, I many of

0:29:40.520 --> 0:29:43.720
<v Speaker 1>the in fact, many of the accounts I've heard of

0:29:43.800 --> 0:29:46.200
<v Speaker 1>read happened. It seems to happen more with men. It

0:29:46.240 --> 0:29:47.920
<v Speaker 1>actually does seem to have more with men than women,

0:29:47.920 --> 0:29:51.440
<v Speaker 1>and I wonder what that's about. Um, so was that

0:29:51.560 --> 0:29:54.160
<v Speaker 1>it that those two times, those that happened, those were

0:29:54.160 --> 0:29:57.320
<v Speaker 1>the two times that had actually happened to me where

0:29:57.480 --> 0:30:02.040
<v Speaker 1>I feel they were supernatural Jane experiences. And you after

0:30:02.280 --> 0:30:03.960
<v Speaker 1>I think I remember telling you this in the past,

0:30:03.960 --> 0:30:06.160
<v Speaker 1>and you're like, well, you know, it could be c paralysis.

0:30:06.520 --> 0:30:10.680
<v Speaker 1>I was like, no, it's really well, Jane can causely paralysis, right,

0:30:10.720 --> 0:30:14.320
<v Speaker 1>I mean like, I'm not saying that they can't, but right, well, okay,

0:30:14.320 --> 0:30:16.840
<v Speaker 1>so that's interesting. So you were like seventeen or eighteen

0:30:16.840 --> 0:30:18.680
<v Speaker 1>the last time you had one of these experiences, but

0:30:18.760 --> 0:30:20.360
<v Speaker 1>the rest of your adult life even and you're like,

0:30:20.480 --> 0:30:25.960
<v Speaker 1>how do you know forty forty one? Yeah, I think

0:30:25.960 --> 0:30:28.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm turning forty one. Yeah, you'll be turning forty one

0:30:28.320 --> 0:30:30.280
<v Speaker 1>this year. So in all these years you haven't had

0:30:30.280 --> 0:30:35.400
<v Speaker 1>another experience. Why do you think that is? I think

0:30:35.440 --> 0:30:38.080
<v Speaker 1>I met you and you you've sort of warned them off.

0:30:40.640 --> 0:30:41.880
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what that means. I don't know if

0:30:41.880 --> 0:30:44.160
<v Speaker 1>that's good. But so I'll tell you about my experiences.

0:30:44.560 --> 0:30:46.720
<v Speaker 1>I'll tell the listeners about my experiences. And I've told

0:30:46.760 --> 0:30:49.440
<v Speaker 1>you about this again. I didn't grow up in a house.

0:30:49.760 --> 0:30:51.360
<v Speaker 1>I mean even now when I've asked my dad as

0:30:51.360 --> 0:30:53.480
<v Speaker 1>I was producing this podcast, I was like, Woul do

0:30:53.520 --> 0:30:55.920
<v Speaker 1>you have any gin stories. He's like no. I was like,

0:30:56.080 --> 0:30:59.560
<v Speaker 1>you were born before the creation of Pakistan. I mean, like,

0:30:59.760 --> 0:31:02.800
<v Speaker 1>you know, you were raised in on grounds that probably

0:31:03.280 --> 0:31:06.640
<v Speaker 1>like ancient, ancient grounds you've never had. I was like,

0:31:06.720 --> 0:31:08.520
<v Speaker 1>I was like, what about your family, your father? He's

0:31:08.560 --> 0:31:11.200
<v Speaker 1>like no. I was like why not? He was like,

0:31:11.240 --> 0:31:13.120
<v Speaker 1>don't you believe jenn exists? He's like, yeah, they of

0:31:13.160 --> 0:31:15.880
<v Speaker 1>course we're supposed to believe it. Um but he's like,

0:31:15.880 --> 0:31:18.000
<v Speaker 1>you know, I guess I don't really think about that stuff.

0:31:18.040 --> 0:31:20.680
<v Speaker 1>You know, maybe if you are more receptive and open

0:31:20.720 --> 0:31:24.400
<v Speaker 1>and thinking about it, then you're going to have more experiences.

0:31:26.160 --> 0:31:29.600
<v Speaker 1>I guess maybe. But um so, I again, I didn't

0:31:29.760 --> 0:31:32.280
<v Speaker 1>have that, and I always it's not that I didn't

0:31:32.320 --> 0:31:34.719
<v Speaker 1>believe it. I did believe it. I've always believed in

0:31:34.960 --> 0:31:38.640
<v Speaker 1>things that I cannot see. Obviously, we are people of faith,

0:31:38.720 --> 0:31:40.480
<v Speaker 1>so we believe in God. We cannot see God, we

0:31:40.480 --> 0:31:42.240
<v Speaker 1>can't see angels, we can't see other things that we

0:31:42.360 --> 0:31:45.720
<v Speaker 1>still are part of our creed right. Um Now, some

0:31:45.760 --> 0:31:47.760
<v Speaker 1>people obviously will say, well, some things are literal and

0:31:47.760 --> 0:31:49.920
<v Speaker 1>some are figurative. But anyhow, the point is we've been

0:31:49.960 --> 0:31:53.000
<v Speaker 1>taught that to the general this is not figurative. It

0:31:53.040 --> 0:31:57.120
<v Speaker 1>was really But so the first time I had an experience.

0:31:57.160 --> 0:32:00.280
<v Speaker 1>So here's what happened. I went to I visited mankasan Um.

0:32:00.360 --> 0:32:04.200
<v Speaker 1>This happened about about twenty years ago. No, about seventeen

0:32:04.240 --> 0:32:07.520
<v Speaker 1>years ago. I visited bak Son and I visited like

0:32:07.600 --> 0:32:10.280
<v Speaker 1>this area up in the hills called Muddy There's a

0:32:10.280 --> 0:32:13.440
<v Speaker 1>lot of antique shops up there, and I bought this.

0:32:14.600 --> 0:32:18.040
<v Speaker 1>It looked like a silver kind of engraved picture, and

0:32:18.120 --> 0:32:19.520
<v Speaker 1>it was a picture of like a man playing a

0:32:19.560 --> 0:32:21.480
<v Speaker 1>flute and a woman. It's some kind of romantic scene.

0:32:21.480 --> 0:32:25.520
<v Speaker 1>It's supposed to illustrate something like a roomy poem or something.

0:32:25.560 --> 0:32:28.480
<v Speaker 1>I don't remember the history behind. It's beautiful engraving. And

0:32:28.480 --> 0:32:30.480
<v Speaker 1>I brought it back and man, this is a time

0:32:30.520 --> 0:32:33.800
<v Speaker 1>at which I had recently become a single parent. I

0:32:33.840 --> 0:32:38.440
<v Speaker 1>was I had gotten divorced, moved into a condo your

0:32:38.480 --> 0:32:40.600
<v Speaker 1>friends my friends condor that I was renting from her.

0:32:40.640 --> 0:32:41.840
<v Speaker 1>It was the first time I was kind of actually

0:32:41.880 --> 0:32:44.640
<v Speaker 1>living on my own um since like for many years.

0:32:44.720 --> 0:32:48.680
<v Speaker 1>And so what happened was I. She had a kitchen counter,

0:32:48.720 --> 0:32:50.440
<v Speaker 1>a counter, you know, one of those counters. I faced

0:32:50.480 --> 0:32:52.400
<v Speaker 1>out of the kitchen SEQ put stools on the other side.

0:32:53.040 --> 0:32:55.680
<v Speaker 1>So I had propped this engraving up, which is it

0:32:55.720 --> 0:32:57.600
<v Speaker 1>was maybe like an nine by twelve I don't know,

0:32:57.640 --> 0:33:01.800
<v Speaker 1>something like that, not huge up against um, like on

0:33:01.920 --> 0:33:04.800
<v Speaker 1>one end of the counter, up against the wall or

0:33:04.960 --> 0:33:07.760
<v Speaker 1>one side of it. And every so often it would

0:33:07.760 --> 0:33:10.320
<v Speaker 1>just keep it would just like slam down, right. I

0:33:10.360 --> 0:33:13.000
<v Speaker 1>was like, okay, well, maybe it's like a it's like

0:33:13.040 --> 0:33:16.360
<v Speaker 1>a granite countertop. Maybe it's slippery. So I would like

0:33:16.400 --> 0:33:18.800
<v Speaker 1>put things in front of it, like candles and things

0:33:18.840 --> 0:33:21.280
<v Speaker 1>to hold it up, and it would still go boom,

0:33:21.320 --> 0:33:24.160
<v Speaker 1>and it was slammed down over and over again. It

0:33:24.200 --> 0:33:27.040
<v Speaker 1>wouldn't slip, it would actually fall. It would just fall

0:33:27.080 --> 0:33:29.120
<v Speaker 1>on his face. It would just fall on his face,

0:33:29.160 --> 0:33:32.440
<v Speaker 1>like over and over. Even it was leaning backwards. Yeah,

0:33:32.880 --> 0:33:34.680
<v Speaker 1>So I was like, well, that's weird now, but that

0:33:34.760 --> 0:33:36.640
<v Speaker 1>wasn't so, I mean, that didn't freak me out so

0:33:36.680 --> 0:33:39.520
<v Speaker 1>much because I'm like, I don't know, maybe something's happening here. Um.

0:33:39.560 --> 0:33:42.400
<v Speaker 1>At the same time, I had bought from some shop,

0:33:43.160 --> 0:33:46.200
<v Speaker 1>you know the Rodan's the Thinker, that really famous statue

0:33:46.240 --> 0:33:48.000
<v Speaker 1>of a and I had this. I had a little

0:33:48.040 --> 0:33:50.080
<v Speaker 1>replicuff the Thinker. It was all it was made of

0:33:50.120 --> 0:33:52.840
<v Speaker 1>black marble or black something. And my mom was like,

0:33:53.000 --> 0:33:55.680
<v Speaker 1>get that little thing out of this, like that looks

0:33:55.720 --> 0:33:57.680
<v Speaker 1>like it's like some kind of a little demon idol.

0:33:57.680 --> 0:33:59.160
<v Speaker 1>I get it out of your I was like, it's

0:33:59.200 --> 0:34:02.520
<v Speaker 1>like a claw sickle, what else sculpture. She was convinced

0:34:02.560 --> 0:34:05.720
<v Speaker 1>that thing was gonna hot me. But so anyhow, nothing happens.

0:34:05.760 --> 0:34:08.719
<v Speaker 1>And then um, I had a cousin who came from Bakastan.

0:34:08.880 --> 0:34:12.880
<v Speaker 1>She was like sixteen years old, and um, she started

0:34:13.000 --> 0:34:14.800
<v Speaker 1>she was living with me while her parents were like

0:34:14.840 --> 0:34:16.480
<v Speaker 1>trying to find a place and stuff and trying to

0:34:16.480 --> 0:34:18.239
<v Speaker 1>get on their feet. She lived with me maybe like

0:34:18.239 --> 0:34:20.520
<v Speaker 1>four or five months. So it was me, her and

0:34:20.520 --> 0:34:22.520
<v Speaker 1>then my daughter, who was like I think four or five,

0:34:22.800 --> 0:34:25.440
<v Speaker 1>maybe six at the time, I can't remember. Um what

0:34:25.520 --> 0:34:28.719
<v Speaker 1>happened was one night I made meatballs for dinner. I

0:34:28.760 --> 0:34:31.799
<v Speaker 1>remember this, made meatballs for dinner. We're having meatballs, and

0:34:31.800 --> 0:34:34.160
<v Speaker 1>suddenly my cousin bites into a meat ball and an

0:34:34.280 --> 0:34:38.640
<v Speaker 1>entire human tooth that's insane comes out. Of the meat ball. Now, look,

0:34:38.719 --> 0:34:41.359
<v Speaker 1>I had this meat ball. It wasn't like I just

0:34:41.600 --> 0:34:43.640
<v Speaker 1>took the meat I cat from the store shaped it

0:34:43.680 --> 0:34:47.840
<v Speaker 1>into balls like I mixed it. It was not her tooth.

0:34:48.200 --> 0:34:51.759
<v Speaker 1>It was nobody's tooth. Um. I had mixed the meat.

0:34:51.840 --> 0:34:53.800
<v Speaker 1>I had added spices to it and onion to it.

0:34:53.880 --> 0:34:56.279
<v Speaker 1>You know how we make our bokasani meatballs, right, it

0:34:56.360 --> 0:34:59.799
<v Speaker 1>had So I'm like, how did that even get past me? First,

0:35:00.000 --> 0:35:02.000
<v Speaker 1>all while I was making it. But also we're in

0:35:02.040 --> 0:35:03.440
<v Speaker 1>the heck and it was like a human too it

0:35:03.480 --> 0:35:06.600
<v Speaker 1>so again, now this could be the butcher's too, I

0:35:06.640 --> 0:35:10.080
<v Speaker 1>don't know, or a cow. It wasn't that big. It

0:35:10.120 --> 0:35:13.120
<v Speaker 1>was an actual human tool. So that was really weird.

0:35:13.160 --> 0:35:14.960
<v Speaker 1>But here's the part where I was like, I am

0:35:15.120 --> 0:35:18.120
<v Speaker 1>definitely like, something's definitely happening. What happened one morning was

0:35:18.239 --> 0:35:20.080
<v Speaker 1>every morning my daughter, I would drop off my daughter,

0:35:20.120 --> 0:35:23.000
<v Speaker 1>yes she was like six. Every morning I drop off

0:35:23.000 --> 0:35:25.120
<v Speaker 1>my daughter and my cousin. They had enrolled her at

0:35:25.120 --> 0:35:26.960
<v Speaker 1>the same school as my daughter dropped him off at school,

0:35:27.400 --> 0:35:29.879
<v Speaker 1>I come back, I get ready, and then I'd drive

0:35:29.920 --> 0:35:32.120
<v Speaker 1>into d C. I lived in Virginia. I drive into

0:35:32.160 --> 0:35:34.439
<v Speaker 1>DC for work because that would give me a little

0:35:34.440 --> 0:35:36.440
<v Speaker 1>more time, and they had to be at school earlier.

0:35:36.480 --> 0:35:38.400
<v Speaker 1>So one morning, I'm sitting on the sofa and this

0:35:38.440 --> 0:35:41.080
<v Speaker 1>was back in the day when people used calling cards

0:35:41.120 --> 0:35:43.719
<v Speaker 1>to make international phone calls. I had a calling card.

0:35:43.760 --> 0:35:47.400
<v Speaker 1>I was trying to call my uncle in Bukasan, and

0:35:47.560 --> 0:35:49.600
<v Speaker 1>so it's like six thirty or seven am, and I'm

0:35:49.640 --> 0:35:51.400
<v Speaker 1>trying to make it because it's like, that's the timing

0:35:51.480 --> 0:35:55.200
<v Speaker 1>is right, and you got a time the calls right, yeah,

0:35:55.280 --> 0:35:58.759
<v Speaker 1>ten twelve hour different. And I'm like, well, I can't

0:35:58.800 --> 0:36:00.719
<v Speaker 1>get through, and I'm called link to the girls. I'm

0:36:00.760 --> 0:36:02.640
<v Speaker 1>sitting on the sofa that's right by the front door.

0:36:02.719 --> 0:36:04.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, all right, girls, you know what, let's go.

0:36:04.560 --> 0:36:06.799
<v Speaker 1>We don't have time. And I put the calling card

0:36:06.800 --> 0:36:08.359
<v Speaker 1>on the phone down on the sofa and I thought,

0:36:08.440 --> 0:36:12.279
<v Speaker 1>I'll come back and I will make the call. And

0:36:12.360 --> 0:36:14.360
<v Speaker 1>we left, and in front of me, my daughter left,

0:36:14.480 --> 0:36:17.239
<v Speaker 1>my cousin left. I walked out behind them, I locked

0:36:17.280 --> 0:36:19.000
<v Speaker 1>the door, I went and I dropped him off. I

0:36:19.040 --> 0:36:21.600
<v Speaker 1>was back home in about ten minutes. And when I

0:36:21.680 --> 0:36:24.279
<v Speaker 1>walked in the door, I just I will never I

0:36:24.320 --> 0:36:26.520
<v Speaker 1>opened the door with my right hand. I stepped inside

0:36:26.760 --> 0:36:28.319
<v Speaker 1>the sofas to my left. I looked down to the

0:36:28.320 --> 0:36:32.719
<v Speaker 1>sofa and that calling card had been shredded into tiny

0:36:33.160 --> 0:36:37.080
<v Speaker 1>little bits. Now, first of all, calling cards have like

0:36:37.120 --> 0:36:40.239
<v Speaker 1>this little coating on them. Yeah, it is hard, and

0:36:40.560 --> 0:36:42.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm telling you, human hands could not have shredded that thing.

0:36:42.719 --> 0:36:46.680
<v Speaker 1>It wasn't tiny little like it wasn't like ripped in

0:36:46.719 --> 0:36:49.759
<v Speaker 1>like four pieces. It was like a little pile of

0:36:49.800 --> 0:36:52.960
<v Speaker 1>shredded calling card next to the phone. And I was like,

0:36:53.360 --> 0:36:55.880
<v Speaker 1>what the hell just happened. I was gone for ten minutes,

0:36:56.480 --> 0:36:59.560
<v Speaker 1>and then I just kind of started putting the pieces together.

0:36:59.560 --> 0:37:01.600
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, that thing keeps falling and this is happening

0:37:01.600 --> 0:37:04.920
<v Speaker 1>in human too. Then, um, so my mom, I said.

0:37:05.160 --> 0:37:06.880
<v Speaker 1>I was like, then I was convinced. I told the

0:37:06.880 --> 0:37:09.400
<v Speaker 1>story to um one of my friends and my co

0:37:09.480 --> 0:37:12.400
<v Speaker 1>host from Undisclosed and Susan Simpson, and she's like, Robbie,

0:37:12.480 --> 0:37:14.200
<v Speaker 1>I'm more terrified by the fact that somebody broke into

0:37:14.200 --> 0:37:17.720
<v Speaker 1>your house while you're go and they were probably hiding

0:37:17.719 --> 0:37:19.880
<v Speaker 1>in the closet. I'm like, if somebody broken into my house,

0:37:19.880 --> 0:37:22.799
<v Speaker 1>why would they do that? Of all things, why would

0:37:22.800 --> 0:37:25.560
<v Speaker 1>it be like this is what I'm gonna do? Are

0:37:25.560 --> 0:37:27.879
<v Speaker 1>they running around with a shredder, like what's going on here?

0:37:28.200 --> 0:37:31.560
<v Speaker 1>Like human hands couldn't do it. So I was then

0:37:31.560 --> 0:37:34.920
<v Speaker 1>convinced that something's happening now. I told my mom and

0:37:34.960 --> 0:37:36.680
<v Speaker 1>my mom was like, oh, yeah, definitely, it's that little

0:37:36.680 --> 0:37:40.520
<v Speaker 1>black thinker guy. You have a little black Yeah. So

0:37:40.560 --> 0:37:42.000
<v Speaker 1>she's like, this is what you do. She's like, you

0:37:42.120 --> 0:37:44.960
<v Speaker 1>tell that you have to assert yourself and you have

0:37:45.000 --> 0:37:47.160
<v Speaker 1>to tell that jin that that is your home and

0:37:47.200 --> 0:37:49.360
<v Speaker 1>that you believe in God and you cannot be scared

0:37:49.400 --> 0:37:51.520
<v Speaker 1>out of there. And I did it. I stood up

0:37:51.520 --> 0:37:54.839
<v Speaker 1>there a couple of times on different nights and I said,

0:37:54.960 --> 0:37:57.480
<v Speaker 1>my name is Roberta. I'm a Muslim. I am not

0:37:57.520 --> 0:37:59.600
<v Speaker 1>scared of you. This is my home. I command you

0:37:59.640 --> 0:38:02.759
<v Speaker 1>to get out, leave me alone. Sounds like what's that

0:38:02.840 --> 0:38:05.719
<v Speaker 1>movie Princess Pride. He's like where he's like, my name

0:38:05.840 --> 0:38:09.919
<v Speaker 1>is um. I forget what he says, and he says

0:38:09.960 --> 0:38:15.960
<v Speaker 1>prepared to die. I don't even know then, I don't.

0:38:16.040 --> 0:38:19.160
<v Speaker 1>I really don't. Well, I don't know if it worked

0:38:19.239 --> 0:38:20.400
<v Speaker 1>or not, because the truth is I only had a

0:38:20.400 --> 0:38:23.520
<v Speaker 1>six month lease, and I like, I think that's a

0:38:23.680 --> 0:38:25.680
<v Speaker 1>name or something like that. I had a six month

0:38:25.760 --> 0:38:27.960
<v Speaker 1>lease and I left, and so I don't know what happened,

0:38:28.000 --> 0:38:30.759
<v Speaker 1>But honestly, I know these were not frightening experiences. But

0:38:30.880 --> 0:38:32.520
<v Speaker 1>for the most part, when people talk about like the

0:38:32.520 --> 0:38:37.200
<v Speaker 1>experiences that are inexplicable, it's usually, um, it's not stuff

0:38:37.239 --> 0:38:40.600
<v Speaker 1>that's over terrifying. It's not like these If these beings

0:38:40.600 --> 0:38:42.879
<v Speaker 1>are messing with you, they're not trying to terrify. It's

0:38:42.880 --> 0:38:45.200
<v Speaker 1>almost like the kind of showing you when we're here, right.

0:38:45.640 --> 0:38:47.480
<v Speaker 1>And you know, it's interesting that you mentioned that. It

0:38:47.520 --> 0:38:51.279
<v Speaker 1>reminds me of a story of my friends. Uh. They

0:38:51.320 --> 0:38:56.440
<v Speaker 1>moved from Toronto and went to good Draft in India. UM,

0:38:56.520 --> 0:38:59.799
<v Speaker 1>and they did a reverse immigration. Well yeah, I think

0:38:59.800 --> 0:39:01.800
<v Speaker 1>they spent a few years. They're just trying to culture

0:39:01.840 --> 0:39:05.840
<v Speaker 1>their kids, um and the and or at least expose

0:39:05.880 --> 0:39:09.360
<v Speaker 1>your kids to the Indian culture. UM. So what happened

0:39:09.360 --> 0:39:13.160
<v Speaker 1>is that they wanted to find a house. I was

0:39:13.160 --> 0:39:14.800
<v Speaker 1>close to the school that their kids are going to

0:39:14.840 --> 0:39:17.360
<v Speaker 1>be attending, and they found that there was one house

0:39:17.480 --> 0:39:21.279
<v Speaker 1>that was empty and nobody would rent it. And so

0:39:21.320 --> 0:39:23.600
<v Speaker 1>they were like, well why why you know, they asked

0:39:23.640 --> 0:39:25.480
<v Speaker 1>around and people like, oh, no, that's the house with

0:39:25.600 --> 0:39:28.640
<v Speaker 1>Jin's in it. That's why nobody rents it. So the father,

0:39:28.840 --> 0:39:30.680
<v Speaker 1>I mean, he was a jeef. And when I knew him,

0:39:31.000 --> 0:39:34.200
<v Speaker 1>he was like, all right, well whatever, He's like, he's close.

0:39:34.560 --> 0:39:36.520
<v Speaker 1>He's like, this is prime real estate, so I'm gonna

0:39:36.560 --> 0:39:40.200
<v Speaker 1>get I'm gonna take this house. So um. What happens

0:39:40.239 --> 0:39:42.400
<v Speaker 1>is that he goes into the house and he grabs

0:39:42.400 --> 0:39:44.960
<v Speaker 1>a big staff and he walks into the house and

0:39:45.000 --> 0:39:47.360
<v Speaker 1>he says, my name is and I'm not going to

0:39:47.440 --> 0:39:49.960
<v Speaker 1>say the name. My name is. I hear x x

0:39:50.080 --> 0:39:52.600
<v Speaker 1>y Z, and I'm a I'm a I'm a believer

0:39:52.719 --> 0:39:56.200
<v Speaker 1>in God, and I'm a follower of the problems. And

0:39:56.239 --> 0:39:58.520
<v Speaker 1>this will be the place that I live. You shall

0:39:58.640 --> 0:40:01.680
<v Speaker 1>not touch my family or bother them, and if you do,

0:40:01.840 --> 0:40:04.040
<v Speaker 1>I will beat you the hell out of this house.

0:40:04.840 --> 0:40:08.600
<v Speaker 1>And um, they say that this family any side one year,

0:40:08.640 --> 0:40:13.200
<v Speaker 1>Lisa got a multi year because it was a good deal. Um.

0:40:13.320 --> 0:40:15.320
<v Speaker 1>But what happened was that his sons would tell me,

0:40:15.360 --> 0:40:18.439
<v Speaker 1>it's like, you know, they would hear running on sort

0:40:18.480 --> 0:40:21.359
<v Speaker 1>of the attic um, and every so often they would

0:40:21.360 --> 0:40:25.680
<v Speaker 1>see like, um, maybe a baby gin or something like that.

0:40:25.800 --> 0:40:30.719
<v Speaker 1>Um um. But they never never, never had any any

0:40:30.760 --> 0:40:34.640
<v Speaker 1>problems with it. So that to live together, um, and

0:40:34.719 --> 0:40:39.040
<v Speaker 1>we're able to sort of settle their differences and live

0:40:39.040 --> 0:40:41.040
<v Speaker 1>in the same place. It was that stuff. Yeah, I

0:40:41.080 --> 0:40:43.000
<v Speaker 1>guess so. I mean, but I think that's kind of

0:40:43.040 --> 0:40:46.920
<v Speaker 1>like how your mother said, right, well, look um in

0:40:47.000 --> 0:40:49.200
<v Speaker 1>the time that I because I was also a little

0:40:49.200 --> 0:40:51.280
<v Speaker 1>bit worried about the fact that I'm like, am I

0:40:51.320 --> 0:40:53.400
<v Speaker 1>like literally summoning the gin by or I have all

0:40:53.440 --> 0:40:54.880
<v Speaker 1>these gin books. I've got a whole stack of gin

0:40:54.920 --> 0:40:59.239
<v Speaker 1>books now in our bedroom, all places I'm reading about this.

0:40:59.360 --> 0:41:01.120
<v Speaker 1>I've got like and then you had that what was

0:41:01.160 --> 0:41:05.000
<v Speaker 1>that little book about how to summon Effreet and all

0:41:05.000 --> 0:41:07.560
<v Speaker 1>these other demons? Yes, I do, I have a summing.

0:41:07.600 --> 0:41:10.560
<v Speaker 1>I have all kinds of something burn that we can't

0:41:10.560 --> 0:41:12.799
<v Speaker 1>burn it right, not yet. Um, I still need it.

0:41:13.040 --> 0:41:15.440
<v Speaker 1>But the thing is like, so far, I feel like

0:41:15.440 --> 0:41:22.000
<v Speaker 1>we're okay, nothing's happened. He's looking our God willing. Let's

0:41:22.080 --> 0:41:24.960
<v Speaker 1>let's hope it stays that way. We'll continue to recite

0:41:24.960 --> 0:41:27.840
<v Speaker 1>our prayers in the litany of I'll let you recite

0:41:27.880 --> 0:41:30.919
<v Speaker 1>them and blow on me and everything. And I'm okay.

0:41:30.960 --> 0:41:32.560
<v Speaker 1>I feel like I'm one of those people who would, like,

0:41:32.600 --> 0:41:34.800
<v Speaker 1>you know, I remember when I was younger, I wanted

0:41:34.800 --> 0:41:37.040
<v Speaker 1>to be hypnotized, and I couldn't. I feel like I'm

0:41:37.080 --> 0:41:40.279
<v Speaker 1>too much of a like a cynic. I'm not like

0:41:40.800 --> 0:41:43.080
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, my veils not thin enough, like they

0:41:43.160 --> 0:41:46.600
<v Speaker 1>just won't come to me. Yeah maybe maybe maybe, but

0:41:46.719 --> 0:41:49.160
<v Speaker 1>I don't think you want to sort of tempt them

0:41:49.160 --> 0:41:51.000
<v Speaker 1>in that fashion as well, where you're like, I don't

0:41:51.000 --> 0:41:55.560
<v Speaker 1>think they'll come to me. Now I've said it out loud. Well,

0:41:55.600 --> 0:41:59.080
<v Speaker 1>if they do, I will definitely podcast about it. Yeah. Well, hey, great,

0:41:59.160 --> 0:42:02.360
<v Speaker 1>great way to share that story, I guess. All right, Okay,

0:42:02.360 --> 0:42:05.239
<v Speaker 1>well that's it. I think for our first episode, I

0:42:05.280 --> 0:42:08.480
<v Speaker 1>have a really great interview with UM Professor Ali Alumi,

0:42:08.840 --> 0:42:11.680
<v Speaker 1>who is like he knows everything about GIN inside now.

0:42:11.800 --> 0:42:15.799
<v Speaker 1>He is like a scholar and expert. It's a fantastic conversation,

0:42:16.120 --> 0:42:18.600
<v Speaker 1>so definitely to it in for that and UM of course,

0:42:18.680 --> 0:42:21.719
<v Speaker 1>check out the rest of the series. Stay safe, don't

0:42:21.960 --> 0:42:25.480
<v Speaker 1>pee under a tree, dry your hair for you go out,

0:42:26.000 --> 0:42:28.919
<v Speaker 1>cover your hair. All right, guys, thanks, thanks for fun.

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<v Speaker 1>I hope you enjoyed that conversation as much as I did. Now,

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<v Speaker 1>there are as many people in the world with Jin

0:42:41.560 --> 0:42:44.600
<v Speaker 1>stories as there are GIN, so if you have one

0:42:44.640 --> 0:42:46.719
<v Speaker 1>you'd like to share, make sure to email it to

0:42:46.760 --> 0:42:50.720
<v Speaker 1>me at the Hidden Gin at gmail dot com. That's

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<v Speaker 1>the Hidden Gin. Th H E H I D D

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<v Speaker 1>E N d J I n n at gmail dot com.

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<v Speaker 1>And until next time, remember we are not alone. The

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0:43:19.280 --> 0:43:22.960
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