WEBVTT - “THE MOST HORRIBLE THING I’VE DONE” 0:00:00.120 --> 0:00:02.560 Hey, folks, it's Lyle. Before we get into the episode, 0:00:02.640 --> 0:00:04.440 I wanted to talk to you guys about a new 0:00:04.519 --> 0:00:07.880 thing I'm doing where you can help support my lizard 0:00:08.119 --> 0:00:12.680 endeavors by becoming a premium member of this podcast over 0:00:12.720 --> 0:00:17.400 at Therapy Gecko dot supercast dot com. Premium members, or 0:00:17.600 --> 0:00:20.479 gek Legends, as I call them, we'll be able to 0:00:20.480 --> 0:00:24.360 get every new and existing episode of Therapy Gecko completely 0:00:24.440 --> 0:00:27.720 ad free. 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All right, let's get into 0:00:59.520 --> 0:00:59.960 the episode. 0:01:00.720 --> 0:01:02.400 Call from Tom. 0:01:02.440 --> 0:01:04.800 Hello, Hey, is this a gecko? 0:01:05.440 --> 0:01:05.640 Yeah? 0:01:05.720 --> 0:01:06.480 Is this Tom? 0:01:06.680 --> 0:01:07.640 Yeah? This is Tom. 0:01:07.760 --> 0:01:09.880 How I'm good? How are you? What's going on? 0:01:09.959 --> 0:01:11.240 Baby? Nothing much? 0:01:11.360 --> 0:01:11.520 You know. 0:01:11.760 --> 0:01:14.160 I was looking at your stream and I had gek 0:01:14.440 --> 0:01:17.560 in the last four letters, and I had to wait 0:01:17.640 --> 0:01:20.920 to have flashed for the numbers because I never really 0:01:20.920 --> 0:01:23.440 got that. 0:01:23.520 --> 0:01:24.559 What are you doing right now? 0:01:26.520 --> 0:01:29.880 I'm sitting at my desk this watching. 0:01:31.280 --> 0:01:35.600 Hanging out with hanging out? Well, well, listen, man, is 0:01:35.640 --> 0:01:37.560 there anything in particular you called in to want to 0:01:37.600 --> 0:01:38.080 talk about? 0:01:39.440 --> 0:01:41.640 No, I've just been a long time fan. I think 0:01:42.000 --> 0:01:43.479 it's an interesting what you're doing. 0:01:44.280 --> 0:01:49.840 Thanks, man. Hmmm, all right, let me think of something. 0:01:50.040 --> 0:01:52.200 What's the most horrible thing you've ever seen? 0:01:54.440 --> 0:02:01.240 The most horule thing I've ever seen? Hmmm. I think 0:02:01.440 --> 0:02:06.280 it's when I was giving birth to a goat, well 0:02:06.360 --> 0:02:13.640 assisting aiding giving birth to a goat, and then like 0:02:13.720 --> 0:02:19.760 it got kind of like ripped in half. Because I 0:02:19.760 --> 0:02:21.959 don't know why it happened. I guess I tugged too 0:02:22.000 --> 0:02:35.280 hard and through weird experience for me, I think, you know, 0:02:35.320 --> 0:02:39.880 people think about agriculture and they never think about, you know, 0:02:40.400 --> 0:02:48.080 how a goat gives birth or whatnot? 0:02:48.280 --> 0:02:51.280 You how did you rip a goat in half? 0:02:53.800 --> 0:03:00.240 Well? I think it was a prettymature goat, so like 0:03:00.520 --> 0:03:04.120 the mother started like crowning and you have to pick 0:03:04.160 --> 0:03:08.840 it by behind legs and I don't think it was 0:03:08.880 --> 0:03:10.679 ready to be born yet, I don't know. I'm not 0:03:10.720 --> 0:03:11.440 a veterinarian. 0:03:14.919 --> 0:03:16.600 What so, what the fuck were you doing? What were 0:03:16.639 --> 0:03:19.320 you doing helping a goat give birth? If you're not 0:03:19.360 --> 0:03:20.160 a veterinarian? 0:03:21.040 --> 0:03:23.400 Well, what are you gonna do at like three am 0:03:23.480 --> 0:03:25.760 on the farm? Right? You're gonna call a vet out there? No, 0:03:25.919 --> 0:03:29.080 you're can try and help the goat out an assistant 0:03:29.280 --> 0:03:30.320 labor or whatever. 0:03:31.440 --> 0:03:33.680 So, like, are you when you get so like you 0:03:33.720 --> 0:03:37.280 were holding the head of the goat and then eventually 0:03:37.320 --> 0:03:39.520 you were just had the head? Oh you're holding back? Wait, 0:03:39.560 --> 0:03:41.800 so you you ripped the goat, You ripped the mom 0:03:41.840 --> 0:03:44.040 and a and a half for the baby. 0:03:43.760 --> 0:03:45.800 In half the kid. 0:03:47.040 --> 0:03:50.480 Oh man, Yeah, that's a good that's a good answer 0:03:50.560 --> 0:03:54.560 to the question. Thank you for answering. Honestly, Well, you're welcome. 0:03:54.600 --> 0:03:56.360 You kind of called me off guard with that. I 0:03:56.480 --> 0:03:58.960 wasn't kind of expecting that, but yay, you got it. 0:03:59.000 --> 0:04:02.160 Man, No, somebody who wasn't expecting to have an answer, 0:04:02.200 --> 0:04:04.520 you definitely had an answer. 0:04:06.640 --> 0:04:07.600 I'm glad you're happy. 0:04:08.560 --> 0:04:13.920 I wouldn't say I'm happy, but I'm I'm satisfied. I 0:04:14.320 --> 0:04:18.000 don't know, I don't know the word to express how 0:04:18.040 --> 0:04:21.320 I feel about the interaction that we just had. But 0:04:21.520 --> 0:04:23.880 why are you giving birth to goats? What's do you 0:04:24.000 --> 0:04:24.679 live on a farm? 0:04:26.240 --> 0:04:29.120 Well, I lived on a farm when I was growing up, 0:04:29.320 --> 0:04:31.359 and maybe that was the reason, because you know, it 0:04:31.440 --> 0:04:34.640 was like an adolescent I didn't know what I was doing. 0:04:34.680 --> 0:04:36.919 Maybe that was like a rite of passage for my 0:04:37.080 --> 0:04:40.440 parents or whatever, you know, like, oh see how an 0:04:40.440 --> 0:04:47.440 animal gives birth and assisted in that and it didn't 0:04:47.480 --> 0:04:51.120 turn out well, I don't think they were too happy 0:04:51.160 --> 0:04:52.080 with my performance. 0:04:53.560 --> 0:04:56.520 Oh that was the very first time you gave birth, 0:04:56.600 --> 0:04:57.920 you helped to go give birth. 0:04:59.240 --> 0:05:01.160 I wouldn't say it's the first time, you know, I 0:05:01.160 --> 0:05:05.600 always aided guy like the bucket cleaned up the afterbirds, 0:05:05.920 --> 0:05:09.000 you know, but I guess it was my first hands 0:05:09.040 --> 0:05:11.120 on type of situation. 0:05:12.320 --> 0:05:16.080 Okay, man, isn't that That's the weird thing about the 0:05:16.080 --> 0:05:20.279 medical field, right, is that there's always a first Like 0:05:20.600 --> 0:05:28.840 there have been several babies born where the whoever's helping 0:05:29.640 --> 0:05:32.680 birth the baby, the obg U I and the doctor 0:05:32.720 --> 0:05:36.039 person which their first one. I mean, I'm sure that 0:05:36.040 --> 0:05:38.039 there's like they've done it a lot of times, like 0:05:38.480 --> 0:05:41.719 with supervision, but there's always there has to be the 0:05:41.760 --> 0:05:46.960 first time you do it with no training wheels, and 0:05:47.000 --> 0:05:52.000 they probably ripped a lot of kids in alf so 0:05:52.160 --> 0:05:55.440 you know what, I wouldn't feel too bad about it. 0:05:58.800 --> 0:06:10.560 Yeah, yeah, I suppose so, yeah, go ahead, please continue. No, yeah, okay, no, 0:06:10.680 --> 0:06:12.640 I didn't think I was going to get through. It's like, 0:06:13.600 --> 0:06:15.880 it's very late in the morning here, I'm just setting 0:06:15.920 --> 0:06:16.839 at my desk. 0:06:18.200 --> 0:06:21.359 Early in the morning. Where what what time is it 0:06:21.400 --> 0:06:22.280 where you are right now? 0:06:23.480 --> 0:06:24.560 It's three in the morning. 0:06:25.360 --> 0:06:27.400 It's three in the morning, and you're on the phone 0:06:27.400 --> 0:06:29.760 with a gecko telling him about the time that you 0:06:30.240 --> 0:06:32.080 ripped a baby goat in half. How do you feel 0:06:32.080 --> 0:06:33.000 about your life right now? 0:06:34.520 --> 0:06:38.039 You know, actually I feel pretty good. 0:06:38.600 --> 0:06:38.960 You should. 0:06:40.120 --> 0:06:44.000 Yeah, my life hasn't always been so stable. I just 0:06:44.040 --> 0:06:48.080 got accepted into engineering college. I got a new jobs. 0:06:50.160 --> 0:06:51.719 Thank you, thank you very much. 0:06:52.680 --> 0:06:53.359 What's the job? 0:06:55.120 --> 0:06:55.520 It's an it? 0:06:59.520 --> 0:07:01.640 What do you what do you? What do you? Are 0:07:01.680 --> 0:07:05.320 you big? Are you a big computer man? No? 0:07:06.120 --> 0:07:08.560 Well, I mean I've studied it in the past, and 0:07:08.600 --> 0:07:11.280 I've worked in the field as well as customer service. 0:07:12.280 --> 0:07:18.400 But I think like it's it's a step in the 0:07:18.480 --> 0:07:19.040 right direction. 0:07:20.000 --> 0:07:23.920 Okay, it's It's funny to me because you grew up 0:07:23.920 --> 0:07:28.160 on a farm, which is very you know, farming, and 0:07:28.520 --> 0:07:31.680 I think of computers as being very computery, and that 0:07:31.720 --> 0:07:33.400 those are those are sort of opposites. 0:07:35.000 --> 0:07:39.960 Oh that could be. I couldn't. I wouldn't say it's 0:07:40.000 --> 0:07:42.720 the opposite. I mean a lot of people think of 0:07:42.960 --> 0:07:45.960 farm work as you know, taking a hoe to the 0:07:46.000 --> 0:07:49.440 ground and plowing rows. But now our tractors are guided 0:07:49.480 --> 0:07:53.960 by GPS and there's a lot of math involved in calculations. 0:07:54.080 --> 0:07:57.840 So a lot of engineers or farmers. 0:07:59.640 --> 0:08:00.000 Mm hmm. 0:08:00.840 --> 0:08:02.880 So what's your what's your dream in life? What's your 0:08:02.920 --> 0:08:03.560 ultimate goal? 0:08:06.520 --> 0:08:11.280 My ultimate goal? Well, I think I want to marry 0:08:11.280 --> 0:08:12.480 this woman in Sweden. 0:08:15.960 --> 0:08:18.000 Uh. Tell me about this woman in Sweden. 0:08:21.680 --> 0:08:28.040 I met her when I was a freshman in college. 0:08:28.760 --> 0:08:32.120 It's just everything she says about her life is just 0:08:32.400 --> 0:08:34.920 kind of like a fairy toe to me, doesn't make sense. 0:08:35.000 --> 0:08:41.640 They have wild parties and raves and all types of 0:08:41.679 --> 0:08:46.440 intoxicants and imbibing and plenty of days off. 0:08:48.480 --> 0:08:50.600 Mm hm. So you want to live with her so 0:08:50.640 --> 0:08:54.560 that you can get a visa and move to Sweden 0:08:54.720 --> 0:08:56.680 and you and her can live the sweetest dream. 0:08:58.480 --> 0:09:01.680 Well, No, she doesn't live in Sweden. She lives in 0:09:01.760 --> 0:09:04.800 the Netherlands. She actually doesn't want to live in Sweden, 0:09:04.880 --> 0:09:08.079 but I want to go to Sweden because it's cold. 0:09:08.960 --> 0:09:10.480 You like the cold. 0:09:11.120 --> 0:09:14.640 I do like the cold, but personally I believe winter 0:09:14.800 --> 0:09:20.040 is going extinct, so I want to move somewhere very cold. 0:09:21.520 --> 0:09:22.880 Oh, because of global warming? 0:09:24.200 --> 0:09:25.120 Correct? Yeah? 0:09:25.640 --> 0:09:29.360 Yeah. The Netlands is awesome too, though. I mean there's 0:09:29.400 --> 0:09:34.559 plenty of raving and drugs, and there's play of raving 0:09:34.600 --> 0:09:37.920 and intoxication over there. If you want to do that, 0:09:38.559 --> 0:09:39.679 if that's your your mo. 0:09:42.679 --> 0:09:45.080 Well, I don't know. I don't know. I don't know 0:09:45.120 --> 0:09:50.200 if that's my m It does seem like a very 0:09:50.280 --> 0:09:51.400 easy way of life. 0:09:54.200 --> 0:10:00.480 Hey, look tell that to the folks in rehab. Okay, 0:10:00.520 --> 0:10:02.640 So how did you meet this Swedish woman? 0:10:03.760 --> 0:10:03.960 Yeah? 0:10:03.960 --> 0:10:05.480 I know you said you were freshman in college, but 0:10:05.520 --> 0:10:07.120 what was the deal? Were you studying abroad? 0:10:08.440 --> 0:10:11.480 No? I wasn't. She actually came to like my co 0:10:11.720 --> 0:10:18.120 dunk University out in the middle of a cornfield, and 0:10:18.880 --> 0:10:21.120 I was just known to hang out with the international 0:10:21.160 --> 0:10:25.800 students and at first, you know, I wasn't really interested 0:10:25.840 --> 0:10:32.160 in her but her friend. And then as time grew Well, 0:10:32.200 --> 0:10:36.640 I wasn't so interested in her friend, but more than her, 0:10:36.720 --> 0:10:40.280 and I feel like, you know, after I got to 0:10:40.320 --> 0:10:44.479 know her, I've gone fond of her. 0:10:45.080 --> 0:10:49.520 M What uh? Why why were you interested in her 0:10:49.559 --> 0:10:52.640 friend and not her first? What was what was attracting 0:10:52.679 --> 0:10:53.440 you about the friends? 0:10:55.200 --> 0:10:56.000 She was German? 0:10:57.440 --> 0:11:00.560 Uh? You have German fever? 0:11:02.600 --> 0:11:07.520 Yeah, I guess so. I guess that type of personality 0:11:07.600 --> 0:11:08.440 has always got to you. 0:11:08.559 --> 0:11:15.320 I don't know, maybe the austere personality of the German women. Okay, 0:11:15.800 --> 0:11:21.680 and then how would you describe the Swedish girl? 0:11:24.480 --> 0:11:30.160 Very kind, very sweet, she bakes and you know it 0:11:30.280 --> 0:11:33.480 seems to be pictures of her cakes and whatnot. 0:11:34.440 --> 0:11:36.880 Damn, she sounds cool. I can see why you want 0:11:36.880 --> 0:11:40.920 to marry her and do mommy all day. 0:11:41.200 --> 0:11:45.240 Maybe not so much as drugs, but you know something settled. 0:11:44.880 --> 0:11:49.480 Down with Well, Molly is a drug. But are you good? 0:11:49.520 --> 0:11:51.400 Are you ever gonna go visit her in the Netherlands? 0:11:53.080 --> 0:11:58.880 I think so. I I'm planning a trip to Mexico 0:11:59.240 --> 0:12:00.920 and I want her to meet me down there. 0:12:01.160 --> 0:12:06.480 So okay, she's gonna come meet you in Mexico. 0:12:08.480 --> 0:12:11.120 Well that's the plan. Who knows? Bode Willing and the 0:12:11.160 --> 0:12:11.880 creek don't rise? 0:12:12.760 --> 0:12:17.280 Are you okay? So let's say, so is the deal 0:12:17.320 --> 0:12:22.640 with this? I am going to Mexico. You can come 0:12:22.679 --> 0:12:24.360 with me if you'd like, but if you don't come, 0:12:24.440 --> 0:12:25.240 I'm still gonna go. 0:12:27.880 --> 0:12:30.400 That's correct. Yeah, yeah, I'm still of Mexico. 0:12:30.960 --> 0:12:31.840 Yeah, gone by myself. 0:12:33.920 --> 0:12:35.679 Well maybe me and my dog. I don't know. 0:12:36.679 --> 0:12:39.400 Okay, rock and roll. We're in Mexico. 0:12:40.960 --> 0:12:43.800 Uh, Mexico City. 0:12:43.320 --> 0:12:45.440 Mexico City. I went by myself to Mexico City, had 0:12:45.440 --> 0:12:45.960 a great time. 0:12:46.920 --> 0:12:50.480 How did you do it? What was the logistics I 0:12:50.600 --> 0:12:50.959 went on? 0:12:51.800 --> 0:12:55.720 I went on the internet and I booked stuff and 0:12:55.760 --> 0:13:02.440 then I physically got there. Okay, are you having are 0:13:02.480 --> 0:13:03.720 you having logistical issues? 0:13:05.640 --> 0:13:12.040 Well, I'm quite far away from Mexico, so me and 0:13:12.120 --> 0:13:14.280 my dog hopping in my car and driving? 0:13:14.640 --> 0:13:14.800 You know? 0:13:15.200 --> 0:13:17.439 Oh okay, Well, like if you want to bring the dog, 0:13:17.480 --> 0:13:19.360 I have no idea how to get a dog to Mexico. 0:13:19.520 --> 0:13:23.920 That sounds it sounds like a fun adventure taking a 0:13:23.960 --> 0:13:26.560 dog to Mexico. I went without a dog. I don't 0:13:26.559 --> 0:13:34.679 have a dog. But mm, why you awake at three 0:13:34.720 --> 0:13:35.560 o'clock in the morning. 0:13:38.480 --> 0:13:43.480 My new job starts like in a couple of weeks, well, 0:13:43.480 --> 0:13:46.240 not even a couple of weeks in like a week. 0:13:46.440 --> 0:13:50.240 So I figured, hey, man, I might as well live 0:13:50.280 --> 0:13:54.520 it up. You know, this might be the last weekday 0:13:54.559 --> 0:13:55.760 I get to stay up like this. 0:13:56.440 --> 0:13:59.760 So what do you do when you stay up really late? 0:14:02.120 --> 0:14:07.280 I play war Thunder and I'll listen to a bunch 0:14:07.280 --> 0:14:08.640 of old eighties music. 0:14:11.400 --> 0:14:14.520 Okay, you said, how old are you? By the way, 0:14:14.760 --> 0:14:16.840 I can't tell if you're nineteen or thirty five? 0:14:20.320 --> 0:14:22.800 Closed I'm the median, I'm twenty five. 0:14:23.720 --> 0:14:25.880 Oh okay, you're my age? 0:14:26.280 --> 0:14:32.840 Really? Yeah? All right? Oh? Any advice to pass on 0:14:33.560 --> 0:14:35.600 to your fellow twenty five year old? 0:14:36.200 --> 0:14:38.920 Any advice to pass on to you? You know you 0:14:38.920 --> 0:14:40.680 don't need. I don't think you need my advice. You 0:14:40.720 --> 0:14:43.160 sound like you're living a good life. You have asked, 0:14:43.160 --> 0:14:49.040 you have dreams that seems well intentioned. You have you 0:14:49.040 --> 0:14:54.040 you're traveling around your goat, you're becoming an engineer. You've 0:14:54.080 --> 0:15:01.200 lived like you've persevered through trauma of killing a goat. Baby, 0:15:02.560 --> 0:15:04.800 if do you do you have any fucking advice for me? 0:15:07.280 --> 0:15:08.080 Don't get married? 0:15:10.240 --> 0:15:11.080 Did you get married? 0:15:12.000 --> 0:15:13.000 I did? Yeah? 0:15:13.560 --> 0:15:16.320 How'd that go bad? 0:15:18.200 --> 0:15:21.760 Why did it go bad? 0:15:24.000 --> 0:15:28.480 I don't know? I think it was like not more 0:15:28.560 --> 0:15:33.960 so one issue, but like compounded issues, you know, and 0:15:34.080 --> 0:15:35.000 just that gone. 0:15:37.600 --> 0:15:42.640 Uh okay, what were what were the issues? What was 0:15:42.680 --> 0:15:45.160 the main issue was the biggest? What issue made you 0:15:45.240 --> 0:15:51.000 the most upset? I'm sorry, what issue made you the 0:15:51.040 --> 0:15:51.960 most upset? 0:15:56.120 --> 0:16:01.640 The issue that made me the most upset? Okay, Y's 0:16:03.480 --> 0:16:07.760 she had a ferret, right, and we got this ferret together. 0:16:08.280 --> 0:16:13.840 We bought it, and uh, well, the fair would always 0:16:13.880 --> 0:16:16.960 fucking bite me. I'd be in my office working and 0:16:17.000 --> 0:16:20.680 it would only bite my feet. And then when it 0:16:20.720 --> 0:16:23.720 got tired of biting my feet, it would like crawl 0:16:23.760 --> 0:16:29.400 into my lap and like crawl all over me. And 0:16:29.440 --> 0:16:32.760 then when I confronted her, it was like, hey, Hopper, 0:16:33.000 --> 0:16:35.960 you know he's getting out of hand. Can we put 0:16:36.040 --> 0:16:39.479 him up? And she's like, no, Hopper needs his playtime. 0:16:41.200 --> 0:16:44.440 And I think that was one of the neils in 0:16:44.480 --> 0:16:45.640 the golfin you know what I'm saying. 0:16:46.800 --> 0:16:48.720 She chose the ferret over you. 0:16:51.240 --> 0:16:51.920 I think she did. 0:16:51.960 --> 0:16:57.200 Man, And look, I'm not gonna lie. You seem like 0:16:57.240 --> 0:17:03.560 a great guy, but in all fairness, fair, it's a 0:17:03.600 --> 0:17:10.320 pretty cool. And you know, I don't know, I could 0:17:10.320 --> 0:17:17.679 see myself divorcing my significant other over a ferret. So 0:17:19.080 --> 0:17:21.080 and now you have a dog, and does your dog 0:17:21.160 --> 0:17:22.680 bite you as your dog an asshole? 0:17:23.680 --> 0:17:29.000 No, my dog is my best friend in my entire world. 0:17:29.640 --> 0:17:30.119 That's sweet. 0:17:30.160 --> 0:17:32.760 He goes with me everywhere. In fact, the years me 0:17:32.800 --> 0:17:35.600 talking right now, and he's he's ready to go. 0:17:37.119 --> 0:17:39.919 Well, I hope you guys have a good look. I 0:17:39.960 --> 0:17:45.000 hope that you go to Mexico City. I hope this 0:17:45.080 --> 0:17:47.760 Swedish woman comes with you, because she seems really nice. 0:17:49.080 --> 0:17:50.600 I don't think. I don't know if there's any future 0:17:50.600 --> 0:17:52.560 in that relationship, unless if one of you is willing 0:17:52.600 --> 0:17:54.919 to move. But I don't know. You could write each 0:17:54.920 --> 0:17:58.440 other letters, that's hound's romantic. I've enjoyed having this conversation 0:17:58.480 --> 0:17:59.800 with you. I feel like I feel like we're having 0:17:59.800 --> 0:18:00.440 a leap over. 0:18:02.720 --> 0:18:05.359 Well, thank you gek Man, it was a pleasure talking 0:18:05.359 --> 0:18:06.000 to you as well. 0:18:09.520 --> 0:18:13.320 Maybe one day I'd like to think that when you die, 0:18:13.560 --> 0:18:17.560 you'll be reincarnated as the baby goat that you killed, 0:18:18.680 --> 0:18:21.640 and then when you die as the goat, you're reborn 0:18:21.720 --> 0:18:25.560 again as you as a baby, and it's just an 0:18:25.560 --> 0:18:26.760 eternal cycle of that. 0:18:30.359 --> 0:18:33.600 Yeah, I never thought about that, but that sounds horrific, 0:18:33.720 --> 0:18:36.040 and thank you for implanting that in my mind. 0:18:37.359 --> 0:18:37.879 You have a good night. 0:18:37.920 --> 0:18:48.200 Ma'm thank you too. Oh hello, Hi, holy shit, man? 0:18:48.280 --> 0:18:48.840 How you doing? 0:18:50.000 --> 0:18:51.359 I'm doing all right, man? How are you? 0:18:52.359 --> 0:18:56.240 I've been better, but we're here living life. 0:18:57.440 --> 0:18:59.760 I've been better, but we're here living life. Is that 0:19:00.359 --> 0:19:04.040 do you tell? Okay? When you say we're here living 0:19:04.080 --> 0:19:09.320 life and you say it as a a way of 0:19:09.600 --> 0:19:12.119 dealing with whatever this thing is that you feel? 0:19:12.240 --> 0:19:12.720 What do you. 0:19:14.200 --> 0:19:18.760 What is you here living life feel like? And how 0:19:18.840 --> 0:19:22.480 is it a positive thing to counteract the negative things 0:19:22.520 --> 0:19:25.600 that you're feeling. I really hope that what I said 0:19:25.720 --> 0:19:26.639 just now made sense. 0:19:28.880 --> 0:19:31.120 I was kind of jumbled, but I think I got 0:19:31.119 --> 0:19:31.520 the gist. 0:19:31.800 --> 0:19:33.000 Thank you for being honest with me. 0:19:35.880 --> 0:19:42.240 Well, pretty much. I moved for a promotion and I 0:19:42.280 --> 0:19:45.400 hated it, so I quit. And now we're here. 0:19:45.840 --> 0:19:46.800 Where did you move to. 0:19:48.720 --> 0:19:52.760 Massachusetts from New York? 0:19:53.920 --> 0:19:54.959 That's not that bad? 0:19:57.160 --> 0:20:00.879 No, no, not terrible. People have hours from where I 0:20:01.000 --> 0:20:01.479 was before. 0:20:01.840 --> 0:20:11.080 People have walked from New York to Massachusetts. Yeah, no, thanks, Okay, 0:20:11.119 --> 0:20:12.959 did your family come with you? Do you have a family? 0:20:14.280 --> 0:20:14.399 Na? 0:20:15.040 --> 0:20:17.880 Nope. I I'm single and my family's in New York 0:20:17.960 --> 0:20:19.800 and other spots in the US. 0:20:19.960 --> 0:20:24.280 So, oh shit, what were you doing before you moved 0:20:24.320 --> 0:20:25.000 for this promotion? 0:20:27.800 --> 0:20:30.080 Same thing for the same company. 0:20:31.320 --> 0:20:34.080 Same thing for the same company. And then what how 0:20:34.119 --> 0:20:36.199 come you do you hate it less when you were 0:20:36.200 --> 0:20:38.120 in New York? Or had you just been hating it 0:20:38.480 --> 0:20:40.320 and you were like, fuck it, let's finally just leave. 0:20:42.600 --> 0:20:46.240 I didn't hate it as much before, but coming up here, 0:20:46.840 --> 0:20:49.920 basically I'm working on a branch that was not very 0:20:50.080 --> 0:20:54.960 established and basically being a good worker. I was putting 0:20:56.040 --> 0:20:59.959 basically picking up all everybody else's slack. Yeah, and then 0:21:00.119 --> 0:21:00.879 is not working. 0:21:02.359 --> 0:21:02.679 Hmm. 0:21:03.880 --> 0:21:05.679 Okay, So now that you've quit, what do you do 0:21:05.720 --> 0:21:07.119 you have a plan of what you want to do 0:21:07.200 --> 0:21:07.800 with yourself? 0:21:09.400 --> 0:21:12.399 Well, since I live in a state that's legal, and 0:21:12.480 --> 0:21:15.280 I liked some weed when it was illegal, maybe I'll 0:21:15.320 --> 0:21:16.080 do it now legally. 0:21:17.240 --> 0:21:21.240 I love that idea. I love so much that that's 0:21:21.320 --> 0:21:24.200 like I'm sure that there's lots of people who've made 0:21:24.200 --> 0:21:28.840 that made that jump before of like they started, like 0:21:29.480 --> 0:21:32.000 you know, it was an illegal drug dealer, maybe like 0:21:32.240 --> 0:21:34.560 in fucking high school or college or whatever, and then 0:21:35.080 --> 0:21:38.000 finally the laws you know, and look, they were just 0:21:38.119 --> 0:21:41.639 you know, I think if you dealt weed before it 0:21:41.680 --> 0:21:44.080 was legal. You're you're I don't think you're a criminal. 0:21:44.119 --> 0:21:47.359 I think you're just you're progressive. You know, you're ahead 0:21:47.400 --> 0:21:55.040 of the curve. Now, yes, and now you can deal 0:21:55.080 --> 0:21:57.480 with legally. It's so beautiful, you know, it's crazy, it's crazy. 0:21:57.800 --> 0:22:01.760 You ever have you been to I'm an idiot. Have 0:22:01.840 --> 0:22:04.399 you been to like a country where like weed is 0:22:04.400 --> 0:22:07.239 like super super illegal, where like they they'll throw you 0:22:07.320 --> 0:22:08.560 away for a long time. 0:22:09.640 --> 0:22:11.920 So I've never left the US, but I've been the 0:22:12.000 --> 0:22:13.679 states that are kind of like that. 0:22:14.880 --> 0:22:17.119 Which which state is? I don't you know the laws? 0:22:17.200 --> 0:22:18.760 I assume what states are like that. 0:22:20.520 --> 0:22:23.680 Texas isn't too good on weed laws, that's for sure. 0:22:24.280 --> 0:22:27.199 And is that state like all the people who are 0:22:27.240 --> 0:22:32.840 like getting super stoned in Austin, are they subject to 0:22:32.840 --> 0:22:36.280 the same laws or is there like city laws or something. 0:22:36.240 --> 0:22:39.400 I think they're subject to the same laws. I think 0:22:39.400 --> 0:22:43.800 it depends, though, I'm not, like, you know, no, no, 0:22:43.800 --> 0:22:48.480 no way, am I an expert at Texas weed laws. 0:22:50.400 --> 0:22:52.520 That sucks that even like if you're like, if you like, 0:22:52.560 --> 0:22:55.680 if you're just a cool guy in a leather jacket 0:22:55.720 --> 0:22:59.240 smoking weed outside of a bar or something, they'll still 0:22:59.320 --> 0:23:00.320 arrest you. 0:23:00.960 --> 0:23:01.479 I believe. 0:23:01.600 --> 0:23:06.560 So that's crazy. How long did you sell weed illegally 0:23:06.600 --> 0:23:16.119 for a good couple of years? Okay, and this was 0:23:16.160 --> 0:23:20.280 in New York? Yeah, was that your with these couple 0:23:20.280 --> 0:23:22.560 of years? Was that your full time gig was selling 0:23:22.640 --> 0:23:24.080 selling pot? 0:23:24.560 --> 0:23:25.080 Uh? 0:23:25.119 --> 0:23:27.159 For a bit? I pretty much started up when I 0:23:27.200 --> 0:23:31.000 was between jobs, and then it continued to supplement my 0:23:31.040 --> 0:23:32.400 income once I found another job. 0:23:32.960 --> 0:23:38.359 Okay. You know, did you have fun selling weed? 0:23:39.440 --> 0:23:39.640 Oh? 0:23:39.720 --> 0:23:42.719 Yeah, oh yeah. 0:23:42.800 --> 0:23:44.480 I had a lot of friends in college and in 0:23:44.560 --> 0:23:47.840 high school who sold weed, and I always thought it, like, 0:23:49.240 --> 0:23:51.320 it always seemed fun to me, and they were always 0:23:51.320 --> 0:23:54.480 stressed out, and I'm sure it was stressful for them, 0:23:55.480 --> 0:23:57.320 but I always it always seemed fun to me because 0:23:57.320 --> 0:24:00.680 they were always like zipping around town and like, you know, 0:24:00.920 --> 0:24:04.120 they they made all these friends from it and stuff. 0:24:04.200 --> 0:24:05.760 But yeah, it's. 0:24:05.640 --> 0:24:07.480 Almost like kind of like a social thing at the 0:24:07.480 --> 0:24:10.719 same time as it is, you know, a job, right. 0:24:12.320 --> 0:24:14.879 You know I had friends that used to you know, 0:24:15.520 --> 0:24:18.480 deliver Chinese food until at the same time that was 0:24:18.520 --> 0:24:19.040 a blast. 0:24:20.640 --> 0:24:26.440 That does sound kind of fun. Would anyone do you think, 0:24:27.160 --> 0:24:29.200 oh I wanted to walk up, But were you worried 0:24:29.200 --> 0:24:30.080 about getting quants. 0:24:32.400 --> 0:24:37.639 Ah, yeah, I mean Tankley, I got caught once. But 0:24:37.840 --> 0:24:43.119 what happens, well, that's a bit of a story. You 0:24:43.400 --> 0:24:45.280 want me to tell the whole thing or summarize it. 0:24:45.320 --> 0:24:46.760 You want to start in the middle, and then we'll 0:24:46.760 --> 0:24:48.879 start at the beginning. I just how you want to 0:24:48.880 --> 0:24:49.159 do this? 0:24:49.520 --> 0:24:50.920 Do you want to tell me? You know what? What's 0:24:50.960 --> 0:24:54.720 your name again? I forgot Jimmy, Jimmy, I like you. 0:24:54.760 --> 0:24:58.600 I want to hear your story, all right. 0:24:58.800 --> 0:25:04.320 So, basically, driving with the buddy of mine and we 0:25:04.480 --> 0:25:08.359 see two of my friends in another car driving with me. 0:25:10.000 --> 0:25:13.119 You know, we're pulling up on them, and I decided 0:25:13.119 --> 0:25:15.080 to be an idiot speed and cut them off and 0:25:15.119 --> 0:25:20.640 be like, ah, I put them off and oncoming traffic 0:25:21.440 --> 0:25:26.120 the cop passed by. Basically he pulled the U turn, 0:25:27.800 --> 0:25:29.320 and then I remembered I had an ounce a weed 0:25:29.320 --> 0:25:32.720 in the glove box, and then I kind of half 0:25:32.760 --> 0:25:38.040 assed tried to run and then gave up. And then 0:25:38.280 --> 0:25:41.960 pretty much they gave me a shiploaded tickets and a 0:25:41.960 --> 0:25:44.159 week charge what. 0:25:44.359 --> 0:25:47.600 And but they well, what's stay was this New York? 0:25:48.240 --> 0:25:50.919 All right? So it was they don't like lock you up. 0:25:50.960 --> 0:25:53.000 They just give you like a charge or did they 0:25:53.040 --> 0:25:54.520 did they lock you up or arrest you? 0:25:55.440 --> 0:25:55.680 Uh? 0:25:55.840 --> 0:25:59.000 They Yeah, technically you're like brought to the station and 0:25:59.080 --> 0:26:01.199 processed and then they just let you go. 0:26:03.320 --> 0:26:05.560 It's so crazy that people were. 0:26:05.400 --> 0:26:06.520 Like legal there now. 0:26:06.880 --> 0:26:09.080 Yeah, it's so crazy that people were like locked up 0:26:09.400 --> 0:26:10.840 for some people were locked up for like a long 0:26:11.160 --> 0:26:14.040 time for stuff that like is you can go to 0:26:14.080 --> 0:26:17.800 a like an apple store looking place and buy it. 0:26:17.880 --> 0:26:19.800 Yeah, there's people still locked up for that. 0:26:20.200 --> 0:26:25.680 It really did they do? They didn't? They are there? 0:26:26.200 --> 0:26:29.280 I like, I bet this is something you could research. Yeah, 0:26:29.280 --> 0:26:31.000 I about this is something you could research. I don't 0:26:31.000 --> 0:26:33.480 know anything about. I'm talking with no knowledge of anything, 0:26:33.560 --> 0:26:37.680 but there must have been a campaign to like free 0:26:37.720 --> 0:26:40.840 those people who were, like, you know, got drug charges 0:26:40.840 --> 0:26:42.119 for drugs that are now legal. 0:26:44.440 --> 0:26:46.399 Yeah, I mean it's only right. It's kind of a 0:26:46.520 --> 0:26:49.919 dick moved to leave them locked up after it's been legalized. 0:26:52.560 --> 0:26:54.440 Now when I when, I when do you think they're 0:26:54.440 --> 0:26:57.080 going to legalize cocaine? And and you can make like 0:26:57.280 --> 0:26:59.240 the apple store cocaine place. 0:27:00.600 --> 0:27:05.080 That just reminds me. There was actually in I think 0:27:05.119 --> 0:27:08.959 it's GTA five, there's a little blurb in the radio 0:27:09.119 --> 0:27:13.040 talking about a proposition to legalize cocaine, and that should 0:27:13.040 --> 0:27:16.000 always made me laugh. And that's what that just reminded 0:27:16.000 --> 0:27:16.239 me of. 0:27:17.680 --> 0:27:19.119 Do you think what do you do? You think they 0:27:19.119 --> 0:27:20.800 should make all drugs legal. 0:27:23.840 --> 0:27:27.160 At least like decriminalize and try to like treat people 0:27:27.160 --> 0:27:30.240 that are addicted instead of just treating it as a 0:27:30.320 --> 0:27:31.840 crime and shriven people in jail. 0:27:35.320 --> 0:27:37.159 What's the name of this? What's so you're going to 0:27:37.240 --> 0:27:38.159 start a weed store. 0:27:41.240 --> 0:27:43.280 I mean, I'll probably start as a bud tender, but 0:27:43.880 --> 0:27:46.359 that'd be a pretty dope career plan. 0:27:47.400 --> 0:27:51.160 What now, I you know, when you go in, when 0:27:51.200 --> 0:27:57.120 you apply for a job as a bud tender, can 0:27:57.160 --> 0:28:06.240 you use past experience illegally selling drugs as part of 0:28:06.280 --> 0:28:09.240 your resume? Because I think you should. 0:28:10.040 --> 0:28:10.960 That's a good question. 0:28:11.080 --> 0:28:13.280 I feel like you should be able to use it. 0:28:13.280 --> 0:28:15.160 It's relevant experience to the job. 0:28:15.240 --> 0:28:18.600 But I don't know, but it is definitely relevant experience. 0:28:18.600 --> 0:28:19.400 You're definitely right. 0:28:19.800 --> 0:28:21.359 It'd be funny if you had like a you know, 0:28:21.400 --> 0:28:24.680 how so in high school, like the drug dealer, kids 0:28:24.720 --> 0:28:28.359 would like post a picture of a huge nug on 0:28:28.680 --> 0:28:31.760 their Snapchat story and just be like swipe up, Like 0:28:31.840 --> 0:28:33.480 if you just showed up to the interview with like 0:28:33.520 --> 0:28:36.040 a portfolio of the huge nug picks that you would 0:28:36.040 --> 0:28:37.080 post on Snapchat. 0:28:39.880 --> 0:28:43.480 Yeah, I can, I can market I'm a marketing exactly 0:28:44.440 --> 0:28:45.160 and exactly. 0:28:45.200 --> 0:28:47.800 You laugh. But it would be a good if I 0:28:47.880 --> 0:28:50.240 were hiring but tenders for my weed business, I would 0:28:50.240 --> 0:28:51.280 be like, Yes, I want this guy. 0:28:52.520 --> 0:28:55.240 Look at me put in the effort. He knows. 0:28:56.040 --> 0:28:59.080 Mmmm. Okay, so you were well, so tell me this. 0:28:59.440 --> 0:29:03.160 You start out this conversation saying that you have been better, 0:29:04.000 --> 0:29:07.760 and yet it sounds as though, through us talking that 0:29:07.840 --> 0:29:16.440 you have a nice, uh I don't know, path forward 0:29:16.760 --> 0:29:19.800 for yourself. It sounds like you are optimistic about the future. 0:29:19.880 --> 0:29:21.080 What's what's the deal? 0:29:24.480 --> 0:29:27.160 Just I kind of feel stupid that I moved up 0:29:27.200 --> 0:29:29.400 here for this opportunity and I ended up painting it. 0:29:29.440 --> 0:29:32.840 But at the same time, it's kind of like if 0:29:32.840 --> 0:29:35.240 I didn't do it, I would have been questioning whether 0:29:35.760 --> 0:29:36.600 I should have or not? 0:29:37.400 --> 0:29:39.400 Right, Why do you feel stupid? Why do you feel stupid? 0:29:39.400 --> 0:29:41.200 That doesn't make sense to feel stupid about that. 0:29:43.360 --> 0:29:46.000 Just because I guess just didn't work out. 0:29:46.360 --> 0:29:52.000 Basically, okay, hoped do you feel you feel like yeah, 0:29:52.000 --> 0:29:54.880 because you know, look not to not to act like 0:29:54.920 --> 0:29:57.440 a fake therapist on the internet. But this belief you 0:29:57.520 --> 0:30:03.160 have it that this was stupid is I hope you 0:30:03.440 --> 0:30:06.640 uh eradicate that from your brain because it doesn't it 0:30:06.640 --> 0:30:07.600 doesn't make a lot of sense. 0:30:11.360 --> 0:30:13.640 Yeah, I mean, I guess you're right. It's just negative 0:30:13.920 --> 0:30:15.959 thought processing for some reason. 0:30:16.920 --> 0:30:20.640 I mean, you were offered a position with more money 0:30:22.240 --> 0:30:25.400 and with the information that you had to go off. 0:30:25.440 --> 0:30:27.600 At the time, you were like, this could be a 0:30:27.600 --> 0:30:29.880 good idea. I you know, Actually, here, I'm gonna tell 0:30:29.880 --> 0:30:33.480 you something. I think if you were still in the job, 0:30:33.560 --> 0:30:35.320 I think that would have been that would be stupid. 0:30:36.880 --> 0:30:40.280 I actually think you made the not stupid decision by leaving. 0:30:42.720 --> 0:30:45.080 I mean, I guess, I guess I'm just considering it 0:30:45.200 --> 0:30:48.680 kind of stupid just because I don't have another job 0:30:48.760 --> 0:30:53.480 lined up one percent yet and I still got bills 0:30:53.480 --> 0:30:54.840 to pay. But I mean, I do have money in 0:30:54.880 --> 0:30:58.040 the bank. I didn't just feel like, yeah, I have 0:30:58.120 --> 0:31:01.400 no absolutely no plan, but still not trying to put 0:31:01.400 --> 0:31:03.880 a gigantic dent in my bank account at the same time. 0:31:04.920 --> 0:31:08.240 Well, you can go to the Taco Bell parking lot 0:31:08.280 --> 0:31:10.680 and get some references to put down on your resume 0:31:11.640 --> 0:31:15.880 and build up a giant portfolio of nugs, and I 0:31:15.880 --> 0:31:17.240 think you'll be on your way in your time. 0:31:22.280 --> 0:31:24.120 Yeah, I mean that's that seems like a good place 0:31:24.160 --> 0:31:24.560 to start. 0:31:27.360 --> 0:31:27.560 Yeah. 0:31:27.640 --> 0:31:29.840 I mean, you know, like I said, I'm gonna say 0:31:29.840 --> 0:31:34.560 this one more time. I think it would be stupid 0:31:34.560 --> 0:31:38.760 of you to waste your life, you know, staying at 0:31:38.760 --> 0:31:41.160 a thing you hate, especially if you know you feel 0:31:41.160 --> 0:31:45.840 like there's a different avenue to pursue. What are you 0:31:45.840 --> 0:31:46.640 gonna do tomorrow? 0:31:48.920 --> 0:31:52.959 What am I gonna do tomorrow? That's a good question. 0:31:54.800 --> 0:31:56.720 I don't really have a plan at the second. 0:31:58.440 --> 0:31:59.200 Is that is? 0:31:59.600 --> 0:32:01.760 Are you gonna start? Like when are you gonna start 0:32:02.080 --> 0:32:05.600 going door to door flyering yourself as the next hot 0:32:05.640 --> 0:32:08.480 bud tender in Massachusetts? Or are you going back to 0:32:08.520 --> 0:32:08.880 New York? 0:32:10.480 --> 0:32:13.080 Uh? No, I hate moving. I'm staying here for now. 0:32:13.320 --> 0:32:17.080 At least is we Is we legal in Massachusetts? 0:32:18.040 --> 0:32:18.440 Yes? 0:32:19.040 --> 0:32:21.280 Oh sick, just like legal everywhere now. 0:32:23.520 --> 0:32:26.160 Yeah, I'm just pissed because they legalized it like right 0:32:26.200 --> 0:32:27.840 before I left New York, and I'm like, damn, I 0:32:27.840 --> 0:32:28.480 could just stay. 0:32:28.480 --> 0:32:33.600 It's okay. When are you are you gonna go tomorrow? 0:32:33.600 --> 0:32:35.320 Why don't you fly? Why don't you go around to 0:32:35.360 --> 0:32:38.160 all the weed shops and flyer yourself as a as 0:32:38.160 --> 0:32:40.640 a as the hot new bud tender in town. 0:32:42.880 --> 0:32:44.800 I don't know. I feel like most places don't do 0:32:45.120 --> 0:32:47.440 in person ship anymore. And you just say, ope, the 0:32:47.520 --> 0:32:54.160 applications online. 0:32:53.080 --> 0:32:54.680 Right, but you go I feel like I'm your father 0:32:54.760 --> 0:32:55.040 right now. 0:32:55.120 --> 0:32:55.440 You're right. 0:32:55.480 --> 0:32:59.000 But you go in and they see your face and 0:32:59.000 --> 0:33:01.680 then they use your like you took it too far. 0:33:04.360 --> 0:33:07.360 You go in, they see your face and they're like, oh, 0:33:07.440 --> 0:33:09.880 this is a real guy. I like there's something to that. 0:33:10.120 --> 0:33:12.840 Right when they see your application, then you know. 0:33:12.960 --> 0:33:15.600 I guess puts a face to the application. 0:33:16.600 --> 0:33:18.280 I mean, you have nothing else to do tomorrow? 0:33:19.800 --> 0:33:23.040 No, no, not really. Maybe laundry that may be on 0:33:23.160 --> 0:33:26.760 my list of things to do tomorrow. Okay, I hate 0:33:26.800 --> 0:33:29.440 laundry as much as you say you hate laundry. I 0:33:29.480 --> 0:33:31.800 cannot stand laundry. 0:33:30.600 --> 0:33:33.280 I don't think you do. And you know how I 0:33:33.360 --> 0:33:35.080 know you do. You know how you know how I 0:33:35.120 --> 0:33:37.680 know you don't hate laundry as much as I hate laundry. 0:33:38.120 --> 0:33:39.800 Because I'm going to do it, because you're. 0:33:39.720 --> 0:33:44.040 Going to do it. So that was wrong that that 0:33:44.120 --> 0:33:46.440 you said that just now, you do not hate laundry. Actually, 0:33:46.440 --> 0:33:48.920 I did laundry yesterday and it's I have I have 0:33:48.960 --> 0:33:51.320 a pile I have. I have a pile of every 0:33:51.320 --> 0:33:53.360 time I do laundry. Fuck it up. It's my laundry 0:33:53.400 --> 0:33:56.560 is all soggy. I didn't put it in long enough, 0:33:56.560 --> 0:33:58.800 so I just have a pile of like soggy clothes 0:33:59.440 --> 0:34:05.360 in my part. Why not hung up? And you know 0:34:05.400 --> 0:34:07.040 what I want to do. I want to get high 0:34:07.320 --> 0:34:09.520 and forget about the laundry. But in order to do that, 0:34:09.600 --> 0:34:18.200 I need to live in a country populated by knowledgeable bud. 0:34:18.400 --> 0:34:20.680 I'm trying to link this back to our conversation knowledgeable 0:34:20.680 --> 0:34:27.800 bud tenders with with impeccable spirits such as yourself, Jared, Jimmy, 0:34:28.600 --> 0:34:31.919 and so go fucking get out there and put your 0:34:32.040 --> 0:34:37.040 You clearly have a knack for dealing drugs, and it 0:34:37.080 --> 0:34:41.680 would be a slight to the universe for you to 0:34:41.719 --> 0:34:43.120 not use it to your best ability. 0:34:45.760 --> 0:34:49.320 Oh, I appreciate that. I'm gonna put my nose to 0:34:49.400 --> 0:34:50.920 the grand stone and get out there. 0:34:52.400 --> 0:34:53.799 Is there anything else you want to say to me, 0:34:54.360 --> 0:34:58.600 or to God or to Jimmy Neutron before we go? 0:35:00.360 --> 0:35:04.160 Well, while I just want to appreciate, uh, you know, 0:35:04.280 --> 0:35:07.680 shreaming my appreciation for you taking my call tonight. Man. 0:35:07.880 --> 0:35:10.040 I mean it's only the second time I've ever watched 0:35:10.080 --> 0:35:13.440 you live. I literally just got a twitch to watch 0:35:13.480 --> 0:35:13.919 you live. 0:35:14.320 --> 0:35:18.839 Oh shit, hell yeah. Well I hope you enjoy all 0:35:18.920 --> 0:35:21.120 of the other things that twitch has to offer. Like 0:35:23.080 --> 0:35:26.080 you know, a guy playing Minecraft and not saying anything, 0:35:26.760 --> 0:35:29.280 there's some some people are really some people are somehow 0:35:29.480 --> 0:35:32.200 really good at playing Minecraft and not saying anything. I 0:35:32.200 --> 0:35:34.080 don't know why. I'm I'm not trying to talk to shit. 0:35:34.120 --> 0:35:36.960 I'm just trying to be funny and saying stupid things. 0:35:36.960 --> 0:35:40.799 All right, Hey, good luck to you, man, I when 0:35:40.840 --> 0:35:43.840 I don't next time I come to Are you in Boston? 0:35:45.160 --> 0:35:46.280 Yeah, I'm near Boston. 0:35:46.560 --> 0:35:50.080 Okay, Hopefully one day I'm gonna be in Boston with 0:35:50.120 --> 0:35:52.160 nothing to do, and I'll walk into a weed shop 0:35:52.200 --> 0:35:52.920 and there you'll be. 0:35:55.640 --> 0:35:57.520 There. I'll be waiting to help you out. 0:35:57.960 --> 0:36:00.520 God bless All right, Hey, good luck, team, I'll talk 0:36:00.520 --> 0:36:00.879 to you too. 0:36:02.239 --> 0:36:02.839 Have a good night. 0:36:02.920 --> 0:36:07.359 Le I don't know if I think all drugs should 0:36:07.360 --> 0:36:13.120 be legal. I hate talking about like any any even 0:36:13.320 --> 0:36:17.239 any even slightly any kind of social political philosophy thing 0:36:17.440 --> 0:36:21.520 on here, because then like one day I'm gonna like 0:36:21.640 --> 0:36:23.520 listen back to this and be like, I don't know 0:36:23.560 --> 0:36:26.359 what the fuck I mean. I never really know what 0:36:26.400 --> 0:36:29.920 I'm saying, but I guess all drugs should be legal 0:36:31.080 --> 0:36:33.360 and then everyone can just decide if the whether or 0:36:33.400 --> 0:36:38.040 not they want to do them. I did, all right, 0:36:38.120 --> 0:36:40.000 that was I'm moving on. 0:36:41.640 --> 0:36:42.920 Paul from Lindsay. 0:36:43.680 --> 0:36:47.640 Hello, Tie, Lindsay, Lindsay, Lindsay, what's going on with you? Lindsay? 0:36:48.360 --> 0:36:51.120 Yeah, I'm currently in a situationship. 0:36:50.320 --> 0:36:51.200 With my boss. 0:36:52.960 --> 0:36:55.399 Okay, tell me you tell me more. 0:37:03.520 --> 0:37:04.799 Am I on the stream right now? 0:37:05.040 --> 0:37:07.200 You are on the stream right now? Okay, you seem 0:37:07.280 --> 0:37:09.799 to be sorry. Yeah, well no, it's okay. You seem 0:37:09.840 --> 0:37:10.960 to let me ask you. Let me ask you a 0:37:11.000 --> 0:37:14.040 more specific question. You were in a situationship with your boss, 0:37:14.520 --> 0:37:16.759 and I can see, but could just the fact that 0:37:16.800 --> 0:37:18.560 you're calling me to talk about it, I'm going to 0:37:18.680 --> 0:37:23.400 assume that you have conflicting feelings about this situation you 0:37:23.440 --> 0:37:26.160 are in. So what are the conflicting feelings that you have. 0:37:26.680 --> 0:37:30.600 I'm definitely having conflicting feelings. I know that it's wrong. 0:37:30.680 --> 0:37:35.080 I know that it's a bad idea. However, we met 0:37:35.680 --> 0:37:38.880 on a dating app before I started at the place 0:37:38.920 --> 0:37:40.040 that I work at. 0:37:40.280 --> 0:37:46.239 Okay, well, look, let's break this. Tell me, tell me 0:37:46.280 --> 0:37:48.839 about the whole situation. How did you meet this guy? 0:37:49.040 --> 0:37:51.319 What's the deal? Where do you work or that? Give me, 0:37:51.880 --> 0:37:53.680 give me, give me the as they would call them, 0:37:53.760 --> 0:37:55.480 juicy details. 0:37:55.880 --> 0:38:00.480 Okay, Well, I work at like a chain restaurant kind 0:38:00.520 --> 0:38:02.360 of a little bit, so it's very fast paced and 0:38:02.400 --> 0:38:05.759 it's very fast food kind of thing. But it's a 0:38:05.840 --> 0:38:09.360 very close work environment. I will say, there's not very 0:38:09.400 --> 0:38:14.560 many people that work in the kitchen, and so that 0:38:14.640 --> 0:38:19.520 makes it very difficult to have this kind of situation, 0:38:19.640 --> 0:38:20.080 I guess. 0:38:21.480 --> 0:38:26.920 Okay, so you said that you you you said, I 0:38:27.000 --> 0:38:32.040 know it's wrong. Yeah. What what about this situation do 0:38:32.120 --> 0:38:33.160 you believe to be wrong? 0:38:37.880 --> 0:38:41.359 Hmm? Well, I mean just like the ethics of it, 0:38:41.400 --> 0:38:43.520 like the work code ethics of like the fact that 0:38:43.560 --> 0:38:49.680 he's my boss and I am under him technically, but 0:38:49.960 --> 0:38:52.120 we met as like individual people. 0:38:52.760 --> 0:38:57.240 And the thing, here's the thing. You work at a restaurant. Yeah, okay, 0:38:57.239 --> 0:38:58.640 you work at a restaurant. You don't work at the 0:38:58.640 --> 0:39:04.600 White House. Yes, that's so. So I think the general 0:39:05.800 --> 0:39:10.080 like you know, I mean, is let me ask you 0:39:10.120 --> 0:39:15.720 this is he is? Is this relationship affecting your work 0:39:15.760 --> 0:39:18.200 in some way? 0:39:18.800 --> 0:39:19.640 I would say. 0:39:19.960 --> 0:39:23.440 No, okay, just more. 0:39:27.320 --> 0:39:30.399 Yes, okay, But. 0:39:30.400 --> 0:39:32.080 He didn't realize that it was me when I started 0:39:32.080 --> 0:39:36.400 working there. Does that make sense? M? 0:39:39.480 --> 0:39:42.560 So you guys met on a dating app and then 0:39:43.080 --> 0:39:46.520 you started working there and then he didn't realize and 0:39:46.560 --> 0:39:48.360 then and then he was like, oh shit, it's you. 0:39:50.040 --> 0:39:53.200 Yeah, after I brought it up because I realized and 0:39:53.239 --> 0:39:53.719 then I was. 0:39:53.680 --> 0:40:01.959 Like, oh fuck, okay, all right, do you like this guy? 0:40:03.239 --> 0:40:06.160 Yeah? Unfortunately, yes, Okay. 0:40:06.520 --> 0:40:07.759 Why is it unfortunate? 0:40:08.920 --> 0:40:12.640 Because like he's like really cool and I get along 0:40:12.680 --> 0:40:15.920 with him really well, and I really don't know, but 0:40:15.960 --> 0:40:19.080 it's not awesome because like he's my boss and I 0:40:19.160 --> 0:40:21.520 kind of want this job and I kind of want 0:40:21.600 --> 0:40:25.360 to still. Also I don't know, man, are you afraid? 0:40:25.440 --> 0:40:29.440 Are you let me? Okay? Because here's Are you afraid 0:40:30.200 --> 0:40:33.520 that if things were to go awry with this guy 0:40:34.200 --> 0:40:39.040 that it would then start to affect your, uh, your 0:40:39.080 --> 0:40:40.000 work environments? 0:40:41.120 --> 0:40:43.160 Like if things got weird between us, like if like 0:40:43.239 --> 0:40:45.360 we did something and then it did work out or 0:40:45.360 --> 0:40:45.960 something like that. 0:40:46.480 --> 0:40:50.200 Yeah, if if you decided to break things off, what 0:40:50.440 --> 0:40:52.920 do you do you feel like that would affect the 0:40:52.920 --> 0:40:55.480 workplace in the workplace environments. 0:40:58.600 --> 0:41:02.480 He's really cool, so probably know because of how safe 0:41:02.480 --> 0:41:04.920 of a space he is. Honestly, if I'm being real. 0:41:05.120 --> 0:41:06.719 Okay, Well, because that was what I was going to say, 0:41:06.719 --> 0:41:08.440 because I was going to say, look, if this dude 0:41:08.560 --> 0:41:12.760 really is, like, you know, a good guy, a nice guy, 0:41:12.880 --> 0:41:17.120 he I don't think he would. You know, you're at 0:41:17.200 --> 0:41:22.240 risk of him going some kind of weird retaliation mode 0:41:22.920 --> 0:41:26.480 upon you. You know. Yeah, if that is what you are 0:41:26.520 --> 0:41:28.319 afraid of, and. 0:41:28.280 --> 0:41:29.920 That's based on past things, you know? 0:41:30.840 --> 0:41:33.120 Okay? Have you okay? So I have you said it's 0:41:33.120 --> 0:41:35.600 based on past things. Have you been in a situation 0:41:35.800 --> 0:41:37.560 like this in the past that went poorly? 0:41:39.040 --> 0:41:42.040 No, I've been in a I've been in a really 0:41:42.680 --> 0:41:45.319 unfortunate relationship. I'll just say that I don't know. 0:41:46.840 --> 0:41:47.800 Mm hmm, Okay. 0:41:48.040 --> 0:41:49.880 I can elaborate if you want, But it's like not 0:41:49.920 --> 0:41:51.239 an important thing right now, you don't. 0:41:51.239 --> 0:41:53.279 Well, only again, only if you think it's it's only 0:41:53.320 --> 0:41:55.480 if you think it's relevant to what we're talking about. 0:41:56.719 --> 0:41:58.880 I I would say, I'll just say that it's a 0:41:58.960 --> 0:42:02.160 relationship that has given me traumas that are very relevant 0:42:02.160 --> 0:42:03.640 to the things that I deal with day to day. 0:42:04.320 --> 0:42:10.799 So he has been very understanding and comforting in that, 0:42:10.920 --> 0:42:12.840 and that is one of the reasons I was so 0:42:13.040 --> 0:42:15.839 drawn to him because of how willing to help. 0:42:17.000 --> 0:42:19.719 Okay, okay, how long have you been seeing this guy? 0:42:21.320 --> 0:42:23.359 So, so that's the thing. It's not like a we're 0:42:23.400 --> 0:42:25.520 not seeing each other or anything like that. We're just 0:42:25.600 --> 0:42:26.560 talking to each other. 0:42:27.480 --> 0:42:30.520 And do you do you have the do you have 0:42:30.760 --> 0:42:35.960 the desire or even vaguely see the potential for this 0:42:36.040 --> 0:42:39.279 to be like a actual boyfriend girlfriend thing. 0:42:42.640 --> 0:42:46.120 I don't. That's I don't know. I don't know. I 0:42:46.320 --> 0:42:49.080 like I in my delusional little headspace, I would love 0:42:49.160 --> 0:42:52.120 to think that. But also the other part of my 0:42:52.200 --> 0:42:53.760 cynical brain is saying, though. 0:42:53.640 --> 0:42:54.040 You know what I mean? 0:42:54.080 --> 0:42:56.279 Well, wait a minute, you said, why why are you 0:42:56.320 --> 0:42:58.920 saying delusional headspace? Wow? 0:42:59.040 --> 0:43:06.120 Okay, okay, I have borderline personality disordered. This makes me 0:43:06.239 --> 0:43:10.839 overthink things a lot. Okay, Hen's why I watch your 0:43:10.840 --> 0:43:11.319 stream a lot. 0:43:11.360 --> 0:43:11.759 It makes me. 0:43:12.600 --> 0:43:14.200 It balances me out a lot. 0:43:15.680 --> 0:43:19.160 You I had to hear that. Well, so okay, I'm 0:43:19.160 --> 0:43:22.120 trying to think here, so you so so okay, could 0:43:22.160 --> 0:43:27.160 you're like without judging the thoughts as as delusional or 0:43:27.200 --> 0:43:29.680 whatever it is, do you like plan and simple? Do 0:43:29.719 --> 0:43:32.840 you do you like this guy and desire to like 0:43:33.040 --> 0:43:45.640 date him date him. 0:43:39.840 --> 0:43:42.279 At this point in my life? No, because I I 0:43:42.320 --> 0:43:44.440 know I need to work on myself as a person. 0:43:45.719 --> 0:43:49.200 But it was open on the table for friends with 0:43:49.239 --> 0:43:56.239 benefits before. Okay, mmm, yeah, and that's why it's like 0:43:56.280 --> 0:43:57.040 a weird thing. 0:43:57.680 --> 0:44:03.440 Okay, so why did you Okay, it sounds like and 0:44:03.480 --> 0:44:06.279 tell me if i'm tell me if I'm reading this appropriately. 0:44:07.440 --> 0:44:10.279 It sounds like you like this guy. He's a good guy. 0:44:11.120 --> 0:44:17.600 You know, you have needs that he's fulfilling, and that's 0:44:17.640 --> 0:44:24.080 always nice. And for all that, I am understanding your 0:44:24.120 --> 0:44:29.640 your relationship with this guy has been a positive force 0:44:30.719 --> 0:44:35.399 in your life, but you are are concerned with how 0:44:35.440 --> 0:44:40.000 it might affect the workplace in the event it would 0:44:40.040 --> 0:44:44.520 go awry. Yet what you observe from him is that 0:44:44.560 --> 0:44:47.520 he's a nice guy and that you know he's a 0:44:47.640 --> 0:44:52.640 reasonable human being, and thus would not you know, go 0:44:52.800 --> 0:44:56.399 bonkers mode on you from from your judgment of from 0:44:56.440 --> 0:45:00.480 from your personal judgment of of him that you've been 0:45:01.080 --> 0:45:03.959 you know, made with the time that you've spent with him. 0:45:04.400 --> 0:45:04.880 M hmmm. 0:45:07.239 --> 0:45:12.480 Is that all accurate I'm getting at definitely okay. So 0:45:16.960 --> 0:45:20.839 mm hm take me take me to the to the 0:45:20.920 --> 0:45:24.040 to the to the end of the overthinking. Where does 0:45:24.080 --> 0:45:27.920 the overthinking ultimately? What negative place does this overthink ultimately 0:45:28.000 --> 0:45:31.560 lead us to? What's the worst? Are the worst case. 0:45:35.600 --> 0:45:37.959 Like him getting in trouble at his job? 0:45:39.239 --> 0:45:41.000 H oh, him getting in trouble. 0:45:41.960 --> 0:45:43.560 Yeah, Like I don't want him to get in trouble. 0:45:43.560 --> 0:45:45.360 I don't want anything to happen to him because, like 0:45:45.480 --> 0:45:48.920 you know what I mean, I'm the one who started later, 0:45:49.320 --> 0:45:53.279 like in work, you know, and I just don't want 0:45:53.280 --> 0:45:54.880 to be the one that comes in and screws it up. 0:45:54.880 --> 0:45:56.200 For is. 0:45:56.320 --> 0:46:01.440 Here's the is. It doesn't ever buddy in the restaurant industry, 0:46:01.520 --> 0:46:03.040 fucking dating, fuck each other. 0:46:04.320 --> 0:46:11.080 I mean, uh yeah, but this is like such close quarters. 0:46:11.160 --> 0:46:13.480 I've never worked in a restaurant disclose quarters. I've worked 0:46:13.480 --> 0:46:15.719 in restaurants before, but like, damn, you know what I mean. 0:46:16.160 --> 0:46:21.000 Sure, here's the thing I'm gonna say this. I'm gonna 0:46:21.000 --> 0:46:23.040 say as far as it look at my personal opinion, 0:46:23.360 --> 0:46:26.560 as far as like ethics go, like I don't I 0:46:27.239 --> 0:46:30.920 your I think your status is a human being and 0:46:30.960 --> 0:46:34.839 his status as a human being are greater than your 0:46:34.880 --> 0:46:38.839 statuses of working at this restaurant. And therefore, I don't 0:46:38.880 --> 0:46:43.080 think it's inappropriate for you guys to you know, engage 0:46:43.080 --> 0:46:47.400 with each other as human beings do. So that aside, 0:46:48.200 --> 0:46:50.400 I understand you wanting to look at the situation and 0:46:50.440 --> 0:46:57.520 going like, how could this somehow negatively affect me or him? 0:46:58.120 --> 0:47:04.840 And it's a reasonable thing to to look at. But 0:47:05.239 --> 0:47:09.120 from everything you're telling me, and again you you are 0:47:09.160 --> 0:47:13.120 in this situation and you've you've kind of seems as 0:47:13.120 --> 0:47:15.320 though you've thought a lot about it. It does not 0:47:16.480 --> 0:47:24.160 seem as though it has like the potential for strong 0:47:24.280 --> 0:47:26.719 negative outcomes. But I don't I don't know. That's that's 0:47:26.800 --> 0:47:29.879 kind of the decision you have to evaluate and make. 0:47:31.719 --> 0:47:33.279 Yeah, but I don't think it's like. 0:47:33.280 --> 0:47:36.160 I don't think it's a I don't think it's morally reprehensible. 0:47:36.440 --> 0:47:38.879 It's again, it's not like you work at Like it's 0:47:38.920 --> 0:47:44.040 not like you're like a fucking you know, teacher, the 0:47:44.200 --> 0:47:46.600 ta or something. It's not it's not anything weird. It's 0:47:46.600 --> 0:47:47.360 just a restaurant. 0:47:48.000 --> 0:47:50.080 Yeah, Like I'm not being a freaking like pretter or anything. 0:47:50.280 --> 0:47:52.960 This is a normal okay. Okay, yeah, see it sounds 0:47:53.000 --> 0:47:55.840 a lot more normal and okay when I talk to 0:47:55.880 --> 0:47:57.440 you about it, So thank you for that. 0:47:58.640 --> 0:48:00.279 Have you talked to who else? Have you talk to 0:48:00.280 --> 0:48:00.799 you about this? 0:48:03.000 --> 0:48:04.399 Uh? No? One? 0:48:05.400 --> 0:48:11.719 Okay, Yeah, I don't. I think it's I think it's okay. 0:48:11.800 --> 0:48:13.520 I think, like I said, I think your status is 0:48:13.680 --> 0:48:17.800 as human beings override your status is as a you know, uh, 0:48:18.000 --> 0:48:23.400 a waitress, even. 0:48:23.239 --> 0:48:24.760 Though like it's my manager. 0:48:26.280 --> 0:48:29.799 Well okay, so again the I'm not I have no 0:48:29.960 --> 0:48:34.200 moral concern over this. It's all about you making decision 0:48:34.280 --> 0:48:38.520 of if you think it will end, if you think 0:48:38.520 --> 0:48:41.279 it has the potential to end poorly for you. But 0:48:41.440 --> 0:48:46.719 from what you have told me, you believe that this 0:48:46.800 --> 0:48:49.719 guy is a good dude. And even if you had 0:48:49.719 --> 0:48:51.919 to come to him and be like, hey, I don't 0:48:51.960 --> 0:48:53.839 think this is going to work out. I don't want 0:48:53.880 --> 0:48:56.880 to see you in that way anymore, that he would 0:48:56.920 --> 0:48:59.280 be like, oh, that's totally cool, and that it wouldn't 0:48:59.480 --> 0:49:05.160 affect h you know, things at work. And if you 0:49:05.200 --> 0:49:07.200 believe that is true, then it does not sound like 0:49:07.239 --> 0:49:15.400 you have anything to worry about. Okay, Are there is 0:49:15.400 --> 0:49:18.440 there anything else floating around in this situation that you 0:49:18.600 --> 0:49:21.520 are feel as though you are overthinking or. 0:49:23.600 --> 0:49:26.200 I mean, like always everything just because of how I 0:49:26.239 --> 0:49:28.400 feel like my head works right now as it be, 0:49:29.320 --> 0:49:35.000 but specifically with this, it's just more like I don't 0:49:35.000 --> 0:49:38.000 want to project anything known to him or I don't 0:49:38.000 --> 0:49:40.600 want to make him have to worry about anything that's 0:49:40.600 --> 0:49:42.960 going on with me. And I also recognize that he 0:49:43.040 --> 0:49:45.319 cares about me as a person, and so I'm trying 0:49:45.360 --> 0:49:48.160 to find the line between like where that is as 0:49:48.200 --> 0:49:51.520 a friend who cares, where that is a situationip who cares, 0:49:51.640 --> 0:49:53.480 or where that is like wanting to go forward, And 0:49:53.520 --> 0:49:55.080 I literally can't figure out the difference. 0:49:57.080 --> 0:49:58.880 Do you feel like you have a good line of 0:49:58.880 --> 0:50:01.120 communication with him? Do you feel like you can talk 0:50:01.160 --> 0:50:03.840 to him about these these things that you were thinking. 0:50:05.480 --> 0:50:08.600 Not on the phone but overtext? 0:50:08.760 --> 0:50:14.240 Yes, not on the phone but over text. Okay, but 0:50:14.239 --> 0:50:16.279 but community you can commute, you can talk to him 0:50:16.280 --> 0:50:29.280 about these things? Uh? None, nonetheless in some type of medium. 0:50:24.880 --> 0:50:27.920 Like but like, can I just like express my emotions 0:50:27.920 --> 0:50:28.359 about it? 0:50:28.880 --> 0:50:29.240 Yes? 0:50:30.160 --> 0:50:31.600 Yes I can for sure? 0:50:31.600 --> 0:50:33.759 Okay, good, all right, Well that's that's I feel like 0:50:33.800 --> 0:50:40.120 the most important thing. What do you make at this restaurant? 0:50:40.160 --> 0:50:41.600 What's that? What are they specialized in. 0:50:43.560 --> 0:50:44.480 Pizza? 0:50:44.960 --> 0:50:46.320 You work on a pizza restaurant? 0:50:46.920 --> 0:50:48.759 Yes, but I'm trying not to give too much d too. 0:50:49.480 --> 0:50:52.640 Yeah, that makes sense. Look, here's the thing. I don't 0:50:52.640 --> 0:50:54.600 think that I don't think this will be the biggest 0:50:54.600 --> 0:50:56.960 scandal in the pizza industry. 0:50:57.040 --> 0:50:59.360 Okay, you know you don't think Papa John beat it 0:50:59.440 --> 0:50:59.880 or anything. 0:51:00.600 --> 0:51:00.719 No. 0:51:00.840 --> 0:51:06.680 I think I think you're going to be Okay, Okay, So. 0:51:06.800 --> 0:51:08.279 What what do I What do I do about this? 0:51:08.320 --> 0:51:09.600 What am I going moving forward? 0:51:10.200 --> 0:51:12.560 What do you do moving forward? What do you what 0:51:12.600 --> 0:51:16.080 do you do moving forward? What does that mean? 0:51:17.560 --> 0:51:17.640 Like? 0:51:18.320 --> 0:51:20.440 Okay, so now we've established that it's not going to 0:51:20.520 --> 0:51:27.160 necessarily hurt, Like the world's not going to crumble if 0:51:27.160 --> 0:51:29.560 I do something about this, If I decide, hey, you 0:51:29.600 --> 0:51:32.120 want to you want to maybe take this somewhere or whatever. 0:51:32.400 --> 0:51:34.200 If the world's not going to crumble, then how do 0:51:34.280 --> 0:51:35.000 I approach this? 0:51:35.840 --> 0:51:38.200 Okay? So we've established that the world is not going 0:51:38.200 --> 0:51:40.480 to crumble. If you ask this guy if he wants 0:51:40.520 --> 0:51:42.319 to be your like a boy, like in a real 0:51:42.360 --> 0:51:44.719 relationship with you, no, no, no, no no. 0:51:44.840 --> 0:51:49.560 If we just want to like flirt more and probably 0:51:49.600 --> 0:51:53.160 be friends with benefits and maybe that down the line. 0:51:53.160 --> 0:51:55.359 But like that's not anything I'm looking for right now. 0:51:55.880 --> 0:51:58.600 You said, you say exactly what you just told me 0:51:58.760 --> 0:52:03.200 to him. 0:52:03.239 --> 0:52:11.160 Oh my god, Yeah, okay, is that? 0:52:11.920 --> 0:52:14.680 What? What are you? What do you is that? Does that? 0:52:14.719 --> 0:52:16.400 Does that sound like a difficult thing to do? 0:52:17.760 --> 0:52:18.040 Yeah? 0:52:18.040 --> 0:52:20.640 For sure, it definitely difficult. 0:52:21.200 --> 0:52:23.560 Okay, but it's good. Practice's good, it's a good it's 0:52:23.560 --> 0:52:24.160 good practice. 0:52:24.200 --> 0:52:24.359 Though. 0:52:24.360 --> 0:52:29.440 It's good to you know, you're working on communication skills. 0:52:30.680 --> 0:52:32.799 You could say, and you know, look, if you ever 0:52:32.840 --> 0:52:34.719 ask him for a promotion, you could bring this up 0:52:34.760 --> 0:52:38.240 as uh, you know, an example of your good communication skills. 0:52:38.960 --> 0:52:40.759 Well, no, it's so hard, like when we're having a 0:52:40.800 --> 0:52:42.719 serious day at work, because I can't just like look 0:52:42.719 --> 0:52:44.800 at him and like not think of like the pictures 0:52:44.800 --> 0:52:45.839 I've seen, you know what I mean? 0:52:48.360 --> 0:52:54.719 Well, what's your name again, Lindsay? Lindsay? Does he ever 0:52:54.760 --> 0:52:58.239 send you one of those pictures and you send back 0:52:58.280 --> 0:53:02.759 your like, damn, put that on a pizza? 0:53:03.920 --> 0:53:08.120 This is a fuck? No, oh fuck, that's hilarious though. 0:53:08.880 --> 0:53:11.279 Well no, it's only been like one picture, but like 0:53:11.400 --> 0:53:12.680 now it's been burned in my brain. 0:53:12.760 --> 0:53:19.040 Hole. Well, Lindsey, good luck to you. You're not you 0:53:19.160 --> 0:53:21.839 think you're gonna be okay? And uh, is there anything 0:53:21.880 --> 0:53:23.160 else that you want to say to the people of 0:53:23.160 --> 0:53:24.160 the computer before we go. 0:53:26.160 --> 0:53:29.640 Thank you to everyone for listening, and thank you to 0:53:29.719 --> 0:53:31.759 you for taking calls all night and just being a 0:53:31.800 --> 0:53:33.920 person that listens and I get on the phone. I 0:53:33.960 --> 0:53:36.320 appreciate you so much. I listen to your stuff for 0:53:36.360 --> 0:53:38.040 a long time and it really helped me with my 0:53:38.520 --> 0:53:40.640 recovery and just being in my own head and that 0:53:40.719 --> 0:53:42.400 kind of thing. It helps me with other people's perspective. 0:53:42.480 --> 0:53:43.080 So thank you. 0:53:43.360 --> 0:53:45.759 Well, thanks man. I have my having fun tonight. This 0:53:45.800 --> 0:53:51.480 is cool. I'm fucking uh, I'm I'm back. I'm home ish. 0:53:51.800 --> 0:53:53.200 I don't know what. I don't know. I don't I 0:53:53.200 --> 0:53:54.439 don't know where I'm going to be at the time 0:53:54.480 --> 0:53:57.120 that I'm putting this podcast out. But as the time 0:53:57.160 --> 0:53:59.680 I'm recording this, I'm home and I'm I get I 0:53:59.680 --> 0:54:01.640 get antsy and in my head, so it's fun to 0:54:01.680 --> 0:54:03.640 talk to other people to get me out of that. 0:54:03.760 --> 0:54:08.880 So thank you, Lindsey, and have a good night, and uh, 0:54:09.200 --> 0:54:10.719 keep keep making pizzas. 0:54:12.239 --> 0:54:14.440 Thank you so much. Have a great night. Okay, have 0:54:14.520 --> 0:54:18.319 a good night everyone, Bye, thank you, by bye. 0:54:21.160 --> 0:54:26.560 Penis on a pizza, Penis pizza. I'll have one slice 0:54:26.640 --> 0:54:31.080 of Penis pizza, please, and can I also get some 0:54:32.280 --> 0:54:37.279 jizz on my penis pizza? So take a slice of 0:54:37.400 --> 0:54:43.400 penis and a little ranch side, like you know the 0:54:43.440 --> 0:54:45.640 cups they put ranch in, put some GI's in it, 0:54:46.320 --> 0:54:50.759 and make a make a little Penis pizza. All right? 0:54:50.800 --> 0:54:58.880 Sorry, Paul from not Basketball not bothering this. 0:54:59.560 --> 0:55:01.319 No, he's doing God's work right now. 0:55:01.320 --> 0:55:02.439 Who shut your whole mouth? 0:55:05.239 --> 0:55:07.359 What is this? Who am I on the thing with? 0:55:09.080 --> 0:55:12.560 Oh? Well hi? What uh? 0:55:13.480 --> 0:55:14.120 What's your name? 0:55:15.640 --> 0:55:18.160 I am not Basketball Dan? 0:55:18.480 --> 0:55:18.839 All right? 0:55:19.239 --> 0:55:21.799 Several I don't even know how long ago it was. 0:55:21.920 --> 0:55:24.040 I you know, here's the thing. I normally don't take 0:55:24.120 --> 0:55:27.680 repeat callers. I really, I normally don't. I've never been 0:55:27.719 --> 0:55:31.320 a good update guy. I don't know why. I think 0:55:31.560 --> 0:55:34.400 it's because I don't like to alienate people who haven't 0:55:34.680 --> 0:55:38.399 who didn't hear the call already. So I'm not I'm 0:55:38.440 --> 0:55:41.640 not a big update guy. I know people have been 0:55:41.680 --> 0:55:44.600 wanting updates. Maybe I should do updates. Maybe I'm just stubborn. 0:55:45.040 --> 0:55:49.680 But Basketball Dan, I mean, how long ago I don't 0:55:49.680 --> 0:55:51.279 know how long it was we talked. I still get 0:55:51.280 --> 0:55:53.799 comments all the time at about Basketball Dan. 0:55:54.600 --> 0:55:58.719 I'm gonna what if I told you the update was 0:55:58.840 --> 0:56:03.920 now I'm still cold Captain Basketball Dan hyphe in the 0:56:04.040 --> 0:56:04.800 FISTH logo. 0:56:06.800 --> 0:56:08.360 I told you I would tell you. I have no 0:56:08.440 --> 0:56:10.960 fucking idea what that means, as much as I had 0:56:11.000 --> 0:56:13.239 no idea what anything you were saying meant. The last 0:56:13.239 --> 0:56:13.960 time I talked to. 0:56:13.920 --> 0:56:15.680 You, good. 0:56:17.840 --> 0:56:18.319 Checks out? 0:56:19.000 --> 0:56:19.360 Who are you? 0:56:19.440 --> 0:56:19.520 What? 0:56:21.440 --> 0:56:25.520 I am actually with the man who gave me the monitor? 0:56:25.680 --> 0:56:26.600 Basketball Dan? 0:56:27.640 --> 0:56:28.600 Are you? What's what? 0:56:28.960 --> 0:56:29.040 Like? 0:56:29.080 --> 0:56:32.360 What is your location exactly? What is this like? 0:56:33.520 --> 0:56:33.600 What? 0:56:33.840 --> 0:56:35.600 Where are you in a car? Where are you? 0:56:37.360 --> 0:56:39.960 I am at a bar, so I didn't think I 0:56:40.040 --> 0:56:40.920 was gonna get through. 0:56:41.160 --> 0:56:43.200 You're at a bar right now. You're like fully in 0:56:43.320 --> 0:56:43.920 public right now? 0:56:44.040 --> 0:56:49.880 Of course, Basketball Ban in his natural habitat. 0:56:50.080 --> 0:56:53.759 Okay, Well, I don't really know what to do with you, 0:56:53.840 --> 0:56:55.759 Basketball Dan. What did you do? Is there something you 0:56:55.840 --> 0:57:00.000 wanted out of this? Yeah? 0:57:00.239 --> 0:57:05.359 So the last time I called you were like, who 0:57:05.480 --> 0:57:09.040 was Basketball Dan? But and I was wondering, who is 0:57:09.040 --> 0:57:10.080 the therapy gecko? 0:57:10.480 --> 0:57:12.400 I'm not doing this, I'll do I'm not doing this 0:57:12.480 --> 0:57:13.560 with you, Basketball Dan. 0:57:16.000 --> 0:57:19.160 All right, check out. 0:57:19.600 --> 0:57:21.080 What bar? Are you at? 0:57:22.360 --> 0:57:22.760 What bar? 0:57:23.320 --> 0:57:23.520 Yeah? 0:57:23.520 --> 0:57:23.880 What bar? 0:57:26.680 --> 0:57:29.960 It's called Franken Tony, but they should rename it to 0:57:30.040 --> 0:57:30.840 Basketball Dan. 0:57:31.960 --> 0:57:33.960 So you still go buy a basketball Dan? 0:57:35.080 --> 0:57:35.560 Correct? 0:57:35.920 --> 0:57:37.120 And do you play basketball? 0:57:38.200 --> 0:57:41.520 Not at all? I don't need you because I'm Basketball Dan. 0:57:42.200 --> 0:57:46.800 Okay? Do you has your life changed in any meaningful 0:57:46.800 --> 0:57:49.080 way since we last talked? The only thing I really 0:57:49.120 --> 0:57:51.440 know about you is that your name is basketball Dan. 0:57:51.480 --> 0:57:54.240 I tried to get other answers from you, but they 0:57:54.280 --> 0:57:57.440 all kind of led back to your name being basketball Dan, 0:57:59.280 --> 0:57:59.960 right right, right? 0:58:01.880 --> 0:58:06.080 Well, so now now sometimes they call me stone Cold 0:58:06.280 --> 0:58:11.400 Captain Basketball Dan, hyphen the fifth logo, and I've made it. 0:58:12.200 --> 0:58:20.600 Yeah, and okay, yeah that has this? Has that changed 0:58:20.640 --> 0:58:23.080 your life in any meaningful what? Well? You being named 0:58:23.080 --> 0:58:26.160 Here's like you being named Basketball Dan has had nothing 0:58:26.160 --> 0:58:28.240 to do with your actual life, and so you being 0:58:28.320 --> 0:58:31.760 named stone Cold whatever you just said, I assume also 0:58:31.800 --> 0:58:33.800 has nothing to do with your actual life or anything 0:58:33.800 --> 0:58:34.480 going on in it. 0:58:36.400 --> 0:58:36.640 Right. 0:58:40.160 --> 0:58:42.520 I think you might be my arch and my arch nemesis, 0:58:42.520 --> 0:58:43.200 Basketball Dan. 0:58:43.440 --> 0:58:46.520 Well, yeah, I think you might also be my arch 0:58:46.640 --> 0:58:48.160 nemesis therapy Gecko. 0:58:48.560 --> 0:58:51.040 You can come find me. You're gonna come defeat me. 0:58:55.040 --> 0:58:55.680 Who knows? 0:58:56.400 --> 0:58:58.600 I did almost actually come to that show in Columbus. 0:58:59.600 --> 0:59:01.400 Tell your should have came? How come you didn't come? 0:59:01.560 --> 0:59:03.120 I know I should have if I had to work 0:59:03.160 --> 0:59:03.680 the next day? 0:59:03.880 --> 0:59:04.959 Do something? You work? 0:59:05.000 --> 0:59:05.280 Okay? 0:59:05.320 --> 0:59:07.439 So what do you do? You do things with your life? 0:59:07.440 --> 0:59:12.480 You're not just the most one dimensional entity I've ever 0:59:12.520 --> 0:59:15.400 come into contact with. You have a job, you have friends, 0:59:15.440 --> 0:59:17.480 you have what do you do for work? 0:59:20.520 --> 0:59:22.160 Uh? 0:59:22.720 --> 0:59:23.600 I played the fifth? 0:59:27.240 --> 0:59:28.240 All right, I'll talk to you again. 0:59:28.400 --> 0:59:30.240 I'm invoking my fifth Amendment? 0:59:30.360 --> 0:59:30.560 Right? 0:59:33.640 --> 0:59:39.000 All right, Well, there we go. We did it. We 0:59:39.000 --> 0:59:41.800 had a repeat caller. If for those of you who 0:59:41.880 --> 0:59:43.760 have you know, been requesting that we follow up with 0:59:43.800 --> 0:59:46.960 some of the callers. That's that's a little sample of 0:59:46.960 --> 0:59:49.280 what it might be like. Let me know if if 0:59:49.280 --> 0:59:52.200 you enjoyed that, and we'll do it more. I mean 0:59:52.200 --> 0:59:53.919 probably not, but who knows. 0:59:55.440 --> 1:00:01.040 It goes on the line. Everything he goes through his ID. 1:00:01.160 --> 1:00:04.280 He's teaching him cloud to your life. But he's not 1:00:04.480 --> 1:00:06.520 really an expert.