Speaker 1: Guess what decision we're about to make. Horrible decision. West coast,
Speaker 1: west coast, west coast, and when I say it, it
Speaker 1: might be as west as you could get Seattle. That's real,
Speaker 1: West Seattle. We are finally coming to you. Listen, you
Speaker 1: gotta get tickets because I'm telling you right now. If
Speaker 1: Mandy and I ever thought about doing a loop of
Speaker 1: the show again, that shit far as hell it is.
Speaker 1: We gotta take a Laska air loge or so shit. Anyway,
Speaker 1: The point is I'm only doing it for y'all, that's right.
Speaker 1: So y'all, the Climax Tour is coming to Seeattle. That's Washington, right,
Speaker 1: But not DC. It's the Well, it's Portland, peeps, and
Speaker 1: whoever is like up there to come see you. Yeah,
Speaker 1: y'all know, I gotta pull out a map. But Seattle,
Speaker 1: we are coming to you on September seventh at the
Speaker 1: Neptune Theater. Must be fucking some things out there, because
Speaker 1: he's like, oh, go to Seattle. He cannot wait to
Speaker 1: go to Seattle. Hunt And you know what, I'm going
Speaker 1: to talk to the people who make the weather machines,
Speaker 1: and it's gonna be good weather, because I do know
Speaker 1: that Seattle be rainy. What day of the week is it.
Speaker 1: It is September one, seventh. Okay, so here's the team.
Speaker 1: What's the team? The seventh is a Thursday. People like
Speaker 1: going out on Thursday night, they do. It's Friday. We
Speaker 1: barely show up for work, y'all. Make it a little bit.
Speaker 1: I would say, call off at Let's Day. Yeah, so
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Speaker 1: and get your tickets happed. Hey, guys, welcome to another
Speaker 1: episode of Horrible Decisions. Before we start this week, I
Speaker 1: would like to start with an affirmation. I'm open to
Speaker 1: receiving all the mini blessings that are on their way
Speaker 1: into my life. Now, all to the other ladies home, y'all.
Speaker 1: I'm a new bitch and stays a moon bitch. I
Speaker 1: am Celibitch. I am allowing the universe to bring all
Speaker 1: wonderful things to me and this podcast, Horror Blade Decisions, y'all.
Speaker 1: Welcome back. I'm your girl, Stars and moons Bitch herself
Speaker 1: bewitch up you girl, I'm weezy. Welcome back, y'all. And
Speaker 1: we have another podcast in the building with us special guests,
Speaker 1: the co Dependence called the painted podcast. Let's go ahead
Speaker 1: real quick, introduce yourself. I'm Sierra Miller and I'm Maya Allan. Okay,
Speaker 1: are y'all straight to gay? Straight? Okay? Why you said it?
Speaker 1: Not that nothing homicida, all right, it's it's embarrassing for
Speaker 1: me to hold on you never even what about a
Speaker 1: drunk kiss.
Speaker 2: You're in a reality show, of course. Of course I've
Speaker 2: kissed a girl. Oh, I are like not like super straight,
Speaker 2: but like, you know, she's straight. She's straight straight, Like
Speaker 2: I'm not like I can't look at vagina, but like
Speaker 2: i'll kiss a girl.
Speaker 1: I'll tell you.
Speaker 2: Are you like Charlotte when she hadn't even looked at her?
Speaker 2: Pretty much, she's my Charlotte. My friends will with tea. Yeah,
Speaker 2: my friends call me church girl like I'm Charlotte.
Speaker 1: I am, yeah.
Speaker 2: I just I'm the seeing a lot of vaginas. They're crazy. Wow, yeah,
Speaker 2: they're crazy. I think has a crazy vagina, My vagina,
Speaker 2: You have a crazy vagina. It's like she has no
Speaker 2: pussy lips.
Speaker 3: Wow.
Speaker 1: Oh that's why you don't want it, because you'd be
Speaker 1: down there not lips.
Speaker 2: No, she says, I look like like it's like a
Speaker 2: Barbie vaginant. It's because and it's not just me that
Speaker 2: says that.
Speaker 1: So that's how. I don't know.
Speaker 2: There's nothing I can do about that, though, but I
Speaker 2: think I'm a Charlotte more so because I don't, like,
Speaker 2: you need like fillers in your she said, what is
Speaker 2: the Codependence podcast about? Honestly, just our sisterhood. We so
Speaker 2: we met on a reality TV show. I was like
Speaker 2: one of the day which one Summer House. I met
Speaker 2: on Summer House. I was like one of the first
Speaker 2: black women on Summer House. And then Maya came in first. Yeah.
Speaker 1: I look, I'm confused because I was like, BITCHA watch
Speaker 1: Summer House and it's all black people. But y'all, Oh
Speaker 1: that's my whole she said, I watched y'all was on
Speaker 1: the white version. Yeah, we were on the white version. Bro,
Speaker 1: how crazy is that? Emonie Williams first, like, yep to
Speaker 1: know that, and it's wild. I remember when that happened too. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I've always liked Hannah's like Instagram content before we met. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and my first comment, I remember when that happened. I
Speaker 1: was like wow, no, yeah, that was me.
Speaker 2: So it was kind of a crazy season. But then
Speaker 2: may came in season six and we immediately hit it off,
Speaker 2: and honestly, it's kind of been like.
Speaker 1: I gotta know because one of my good friends is
Speaker 1: Gabrielle Canary, so she did Winter House too, and I remember, yeah,
Speaker 1: I remember. I was like, oh, yeah, you're not the
Speaker 1: only black girl. Thank god when y'all found each other
Speaker 1: on Summer House, Like, do you ever see comments that
Speaker 1: are just like because I remember with Gabby who and
Speaker 1: we've been friends a long time now, and like the
Speaker 1: way people would talk about her obviously, like the girl's
Speaker 1: a model, and you're like calling her ugly and this
Speaker 1: and that. I'm like, this is interesting. This is maybe
Speaker 1: a lot of things, but she's not ugly. But let's
Speaker 1: say that first. But they say wild shit about you.
Speaker 2: They they have a pin is about how I should
Speaker 2: be wearing my hair, how I should be representing black people,
Speaker 2: how I should be doing this.
Speaker 1: If you don't get in the pool enough, it's a problem.
Speaker 2: If you get in the pool, what you like, I
Speaker 2: don't have my natural hair, Like I'm a sellout.
Speaker 1: You can't wear we I do. But that's the problem.
Speaker 2: That's the problem, Like, oh, I'm black, I should come
Speaker 2: in with like but you're not black, and yeah, I'm
Speaker 2: not black enough.
Speaker 1: I get a lot of them not black enough. Wow
Speaker 1: we do. Yeah, well, I don't even like skin and
Speaker 1: you're not black enough. That's interesting. Way we just talked
Speaker 1: about this literally just because I would be were I
Speaker 1: think I'm light skin. I think I'm meeting your brown
Speaker 1: but some people.
Speaker 2: Will I categorize myself as dark skin, but some people
Speaker 2: are like, no, you're brown skin, And I'm like, I
Speaker 2: don't know where there drawn. Yeah, I'm like it doesn'tvedn't
Speaker 2: really matter. But it's just kind of funny. Like what
Speaker 2: your perception is is both.
Speaker 1: Of you gets a high yellow undertone, not necessarily a
Speaker 1: brown undertone. That's why is that that you can have
Speaker 1: the red or the yell? Now are y'all single or
Speaker 1: in relationships? Single? So let me ask you, between the
Speaker 1: two of you, who gets the better quality? Men? Not both? Yeah,
Speaker 1: like quality. If you said quantity, that would be one thing.
Speaker 1: Not like quality. Men all trash the quantity. I say,
Speaker 1: you talk to more people, more trash. She's trying to
Speaker 1: be nice and she said talk to.
Speaker 2: No.
Speaker 1: I really I can't being nice like I is, talk
Speaker 1: to you.
Speaker 2: I don't not open my legs for many men. Why,
Speaker 2: I don't know, i'mserving, Yeah exactly. Come on, Okay, so
Speaker 2: you said you're undeserving, you said you were a celibate.
Speaker 2: How long have you been celebrating. I'm like three weeks,
Speaker 2: two weeks, two weeks in. I'm two weeks in. But
Speaker 2: by the time this podcast come out, I'm gonna at
Speaker 2: least be five. Okay, so it's given pitch. This pussy
Speaker 2: is out of commission. I've been telibate for like a
Speaker 2: year and a half before like I yeah, because okay,
Speaker 2: Well I was dating just like trash and trash and trash,
Speaker 2: and then I had this awful sexual experience with this
Speaker 2: guy who was just so fucking weird in bed, and
Speaker 2: it literally scarred me, and I just vowed that the
Speaker 2: next person that I sleep with would be someone that
Speaker 2: I was actually interested in wearing a half damn we
Speaker 2: are fu Yeah, I just didn't want it to be
Speaker 2: or feel like in exchange. It just the one that
Speaker 2: kind of scarred me. It was, but the one that
Speaker 2: you had sex with after was it worth it?
Speaker 1: Honestly? Yeah? Okay, yeah I think that. And I'm even
Speaker 1: like after my breakup, I was like, okay, maybe I
Speaker 1: need to try like a different type. You know how
Speaker 1: nearly single are you? Oh? Three months? Oh girl by
Speaker 1: the time this come out folk, but no, Like you know,
Speaker 1: I was like, okay, well, let me entertain someone different.
Speaker 1: And I realized I was like at this point, I
Speaker 1: don't really know what I want. I don't really know
Speaker 1: how to communicate it. But this guy came over that I,
Speaker 1: you know, ye took me on a great date and
Speaker 1: we've been talking and he came over and I was
Speaker 1: just like this, I can't do this. He's not like
Speaker 1: what at so I don't know what like a Paula
Speaker 1: santoll a lot that's a lot like it doesn't that
Speaker 1: go with the movie? Smell like smell like tom Ford?
Speaker 1: He sell like. I didn't like the smell. It smelt
Speaker 1: like outside, it smelt like no, it smelt like he
Speaker 1: just didn't.
Speaker 2: Like his cologne. Is really what it came down to.
Speaker 2: And that's why that's how much he irritated me. I said,
Speaker 2: let me go back to my type. I cannot Oh,
Speaker 2: I couldn't do it. Oh you know who it is?
Speaker 1: I that was him?
Speaker 2: Yeah you didn't sleep with him? No, but you guys like, yeah,
Speaker 2: I want to smell him. Now does he smellt like
Speaker 2: what I know? Was just likes he like not your
Speaker 2: type even on page Yeah, he looked white.
Speaker 1: He's there. Look okay, wait, you'all have a type. No,
Speaker 1: I actually don't have a type.
Speaker 2: All my friends to say I don't have Oh no,
Speaker 2: everyone says white man, black man, it's everything.
Speaker 1: You don't have a white and black eyed type because
Speaker 1: I do. Okay, white guys. I typically like darker haired guys,
Speaker 1: facial hair. You should not be a blonde adult. I can't.
Speaker 2: I can't date a fucking I don't as a blond.
Speaker 1: A don't as a man.
Speaker 2: As a man, you need to grow out of your
Speaker 2: blondness by the time you hit like.
Speaker 1: That's real. It's what he ate except being generous twenty Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's being very generous. Long white boys do look a
Speaker 1: little Barbie. I can't join a conversation. It's never a
Speaker 1: white man. Still when you like, are attracted to celebrity
Speaker 1: white guys, I like fucking Jason Momo, who apparently isn't white.
Speaker 1: You know, white. That's the type of I like.
Speaker 3: Okay, I like that that's colored. Yeah, that's colored. Yeah,
Speaker 3: color conversation about so my white guy type. They need
Speaker 3: to be a bushwick, prsy white boy that's already been
Speaker 3: with a black girl, but he.
Speaker 1: Don't have to tell you. Don't you find out because
Speaker 1: you scrolling through the timeline.
Speaker 2: I don't agree with that because it's like, you can
Speaker 2: be with one black girl before me, so I don't
Speaker 2: have to teach you everything. But if you have like
Speaker 2: five six, seven and black girlfriends before me or whatever,
Speaker 2: it's then it's a fetish and I don't like that.
Speaker 1: Well mm hmm. I want him to have like tadded
Speaker 1: be cultured of some sort, like you can't be out
Speaker 1: here like cultured what different you don't want to but
Speaker 1: cultured in the sense of like you can't be.
Speaker 2: Talking about Trump or anything like acts like you've been
Speaker 2: around black people before. You can't be like the only fucking.
Speaker 1: See this interesting because I want to be someone's tight, definitely,
Speaker 1: But at the same time, if I was actually dating
Speaker 1: a white way, the only day of Black Girls would
Speaker 1: freak me out. The last white guy date on the
Speaker 1: podcast Jeeves, every girl before me looked like something else,
Speaker 1: and I was like, okay, so he's like Pete Davidson.
Speaker 1: You always see it's like that one that's like just
Speaker 1: a little bit. It's like off white.
Speaker 2: Does he thinking about Pete Davison's Have we ever seen
Speaker 2: him with like a regular white girl?
Speaker 1: O cape back in So didn't he date Ariana grand.
Speaker 3: Not?
Speaker 1: I called her out for the spright hands and ship.
Speaker 1: He's not like that grand white She's I think is
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, I don't think that's the last name for real?
Speaker 1: For real? Can we look at what is? Ariana Big
Speaker 1: is not a real name. She's like she has to
Speaker 1: be Latina. It's giving no. Anyways, I did want to
Speaker 1: get into an icebreaker with you guys, and you know
Speaker 1: it's gonna be a w W y D versus a
Speaker 1: w E a h D, which is what would you do?
Speaker 1: Versus what would a whole do? She chose because it
Speaker 1: means something in Italian. It's Italian. It's not even like
Speaker 1: it's not even by the way, I added Danish. My bad,
Speaker 1: I added another word. Uh, so what would you do?
Speaker 1: And what would a whole do? So this one actually
Speaker 1: comes from our good sis Sukiana. She says, you find
Speaker 1: out your man was cheating right before your girl's trip
Speaker 1: to Jamaica. What are you doing? Are you one staying home? Crying.
Speaker 1: Two getting some Jamaican cocky. Three behave yourself and just
Speaker 1: go on your trip for invite the runner up on
Speaker 1: the trip or five enjoy yourself until stuff with friends
Speaker 1: your turn.
Speaker 2: Okay, can I just say something real quick, because like,
Speaker 2: we all know what Jamaica men are like.
Speaker 1: Do we really want to give Jamaica as the example
Speaker 1: because this is what I would do. We all know
Speaker 1: what Jamaican dick is like, bitch as you know. Oh yeah,
Speaker 1: it's it's demonic. Apparently it's I've been with a Jamaica
Speaker 1: just like my daddy. I don't want to he learned. Okay,
Speaker 1: what would I do? What would you do?
Speaker 2: I think I'm just gonna go and enjoy with my friends,
Speaker 2: But you're going to I've never experienced Jamaican dick.
Speaker 1: Maybe maybe like why not? He fucking cheated? Get what
Speaker 1: about you?
Speaker 2: I feel like I would stay with him so he
Speaker 2: thinks like it's okay, it's cool, and then I would
Speaker 2: go fuck someone in Jamaica.
Speaker 1: Okay, so y'all are doing what you would do as
Speaker 1: well as what a who would do. Y'all are clearly
Speaker 1: Yeah I think I like that.
Speaker 2: Yeah, so I'm gonna have to like, keep me a
Speaker 2: little bit of company when I'm over there.
Speaker 1: Okay, now this next one real taxing. One of your
Speaker 1: homegirls has an OnlyFans page and she lets you know
Speaker 1: that your boyfriend is her number one supporter over the
Speaker 1: last three months. Who are you more upset with? Three? Yep,
Speaker 1: three months? So he's been her top He's been her
Speaker 1: top subscriber over the last three months. That's why she's
Speaker 1: coming to you. How who are you more upset with?
Speaker 1: And how do you respond to this him? What the fuck?
Speaker 2: I feel like I need to find out how much
Speaker 2: he was spending on my best friend because that's wild.
Speaker 1: No, you don't want to know, but needs to tell me.
Speaker 1: I'm happy for her.
Speaker 2: I'm not asking for that cut at all, but I'm
Speaker 2: just saying, like, how much are you spending? We could
Speaker 2: have been like in the fucking south of France somewhere
Speaker 2: and you're sucking.
Speaker 1: Okay girl, If that was.
Speaker 2: A huge scribed, my man, you wouldn't tell me for
Speaker 2: three whole months.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna let it slide. Maybe it was a mistake.
Speaker 1: Now I'm dude, I'm out with him. Are you breaking day?
Speaker 1: If he's supporting your best friend, they're both entrepreneurial.
Speaker 2: I'm feeling weird for all in the same room together,
Speaker 2: like they're both.
Speaker 1: You can't watch my BITCHU No, no, absolutely not okay
Speaker 1: solo content, her feet and her mess to me, no,
Speaker 1: but to you have a lot of friends that I
Speaker 1: have a lot of friends, Like I mean, even when
Speaker 1: when Rory came on, I'm actually one of those friends
Speaker 1: that like, if my friend is out bad, like and
Speaker 1: I got a trick, I'd be like, girl, you could
Speaker 1: come on a trip and he'll pay you to fuck
Speaker 1: us type ship, Like I'm down to like support, you know,
Speaker 1: because I didn't. What am I rephrasing? If I have
Speaker 1: a friend who's down and out and I've done this
Speaker 1: multiple times, I have a friend that has looked out
Speaker 1: for me. She like was like, girl, I got this trick.
Speaker 1: This is back he used to play for for the
Speaker 1: Grizzlies and he pays I you still down and out.
Speaker 1: I set it up and I went on the trip,
Speaker 1: had fun, got my money. But I've done that in
Speaker 1: exchange with my friends, like especially like if I know
Speaker 1: they're down and out, finance man, was it my? Like
Speaker 1: those are those are my my niggas? Like my tricks.
Speaker 1: My partner is my you know what I mean, maybe
Speaker 1: not my man. I only just had my first relationship now,
Speaker 1: but also my ex fucked a lot of my friends
Speaker 1: with me as well, So so yeah, that wasn't a question. Bitch, girl,
Speaker 1: let me my home. Let me finished your homegirl. That's porn.
Speaker 1: You guys hang out, maybe you have dinner. Often you
Speaker 1: find out that all of the point he's watching is
Speaker 1: advantage in jer you're not. I don't think it bothers me. Wow,
Speaker 1: you are, I don't think. Yeah, I mean I watch.
Speaker 1: I mean, but she's a porn star I'm friends with,
Speaker 1: But there's a lot of porn. She's not the only
Speaker 1: one he could choose where human, I say, but you're
Speaker 1: moving the goal poles. You said that is the only
Speaker 1: porn he watches. I don't believe that anybody is just
Speaker 1: watching one person. I'm telling you he's he likes getting
Speaker 1: off to Havanta Ginger, y'all are friends. That doesn't bother me.
Speaker 1: I just wouldn't be able to leave my friend g
Speaker 1: porn Starine. That doesn't surprise Betsy bou Ass. Are you
Speaker 1: leaving them famous just a random porn star? We do
Speaker 1: understand Havana's iconic. Right, you were telling me you actually
Speaker 1: think it's okay that your man is only coming to
Speaker 1: your homegirl, y'all hang with the only word is I think,
Speaker 1: what's blowing mind? Because I didn't say only I'm saying,
Speaker 1: that's the scenario. Oh, you're you're giving me that scenario.
Speaker 1: I think it's weird. Are you leaving them in a
Speaker 1: room together and you're not there? I mean, to me,
Speaker 1: I have trust issues right now overall with people. To me,
Speaker 1: I don't think it's appropriate for me to leave my
Speaker 1: friends in a room with my nigga in any scenario. Okay,
Speaker 1: Like that to me doesn't make sense to me, Like
Speaker 1: why would that be? Let me ask you this. You
Speaker 1: already know that he's getting off to her.
Speaker 2: You just go to the bathroom, Like, y'all, the three
Speaker 2: of you are dinner, you are the bathroom.
Speaker 1: What the I'm peeing? Thinking? Like? What is he thinking
Speaker 1: about with her? Right? So, I'm not gonna lie, and
Speaker 1: I think that that's what we're That's that's why you're
Speaker 1: jerking off to my home, right, I just want two
Speaker 1: of them right there. There can be a fantasy. I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna lie. I think that that goes to what
Speaker 1: I be with a man that I believe I can't
Speaker 1: trust around my friends. Then, now that's a whole different scenario.
Speaker 1: You want you jacking your dick off to one of
Speaker 1: my friends that I know and I support and aware
Speaker 1: does sex work? No, that's not gonna bother me like it.
Speaker 1: It's to me, it's kind of like on trend of Oh,
Speaker 1: now that we're together, I'm gonna tell you who you
Speaker 1: can and cannot be friends with. So there's accessibility, and
Speaker 1: I think that's the difference too. Right, Like one of
Speaker 1: my not exes, but someone I've dated said to me
Speaker 1: he didn't like that. I was always now, I'm such
Speaker 1: a bias fan right now. It's never me saying like,
Speaker 1: oh my god, I want to suck Prince Dick. I
Speaker 1: would always be like, Yo, you gotta fuck to this.
Speaker 1: I literally told him in my first interview, I fucked
Speaker 1: to your music all the time, super fan of him. Right.
Speaker 1: He was like, you can't me too. He's like, you
Speaker 1: can't be a crazy fan of someone you have access
Speaker 1: to because it makes me look bad. And I was like, well,
Speaker 1: that's what my ex will be like. But here's his thing.
Speaker 1: He's like Yo, He's like, if I'm he was a writer, Like,
Speaker 1: if I'm talking about all these actresses that I'm writing for,
Speaker 1: it would make you feel uncomfortable. You're not just some
Speaker 1: girl on the street. You're gonna meet him, You're gonna
Speaker 1: know him ironically and ended up happening. Now we're friends.
Speaker 1: But he's like, you can't stand over niggas like other
Speaker 1: people because you're in rooms with them. So it's not
Speaker 1: a good look for me because boom, if I'm dating
Speaker 1: a bitch who works at Walgreens who may never see
Speaker 1: this person, fine, it feels like fandom, but you have
Speaker 1: access to that person. They may reply to your DM whatever.
Speaker 1: Now I'm fans and I'm gonna go today conference and
Speaker 1: probably just ask me how I've been and niggah him
Speaker 1: and go everywhere. Yeah, but my plan is corn is
Speaker 1: actually next level to me. So it's not just the accessibility,
Speaker 1: it's this is my friend. We're sharing spaces together. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I do not think it's appropriate to jerk off to
Speaker 1: my home girl sharing spaces.
Speaker 2: I just feel like I can't look at I just
Speaker 2: if the scenarios if I leave the room, like I
Speaker 2: just it's also like you're you're going over some sort
Speaker 2: of like line of decency because it's like suddenly you're
Speaker 2: I'm touching myself.
Speaker 1: This isn't the show Beef. Y'all watch Beef. No, I
Speaker 1: haven't seen Beef. You watched it, right?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Remember when he was jerking off to the coworker's pitch,
Speaker 1: that's crazy, he was, bitch, you ain't about the imagine
Speaker 1: if the nigga was jerking off to Mandy, I would die. No,
Speaker 1: wonder you look at her? Do you know what else?
Speaker 1: It's difficult about that too. I think like if the
Speaker 1: friend in question, Mandy and I look super different, right,
Speaker 1: the first thing I'm gona thinking is like, oh my god,
Speaker 1: you like big buds, and.
Speaker 2: I would do the same thing, Like it wouldn't like
Speaker 2: whatever she is something that you don't have and therefore
Speaker 2: you want that. My brain would go there the spiral scene.
Speaker 1: I I ain't gonna hold you at this point, like
Speaker 1: I'd have met two of the four bitches that my
Speaker 1: ex cheated on me with, and I was like, wow,
Speaker 1: ugly right, you have no type like none of us.
Speaker 1: Are you impressed you have anything in common except we're
Speaker 1: all creatives? None? Okay?
Speaker 2: Like but we have nothing in common. Literally all of
Speaker 2: us have nothing but your fans. They're your fans.
Speaker 1: Yeah. Uh, well the one girl didn't know about me
Speaker 1: till the other girl told her about me. And yeah, anyways,
Speaker 1: get their fans like the ear ain't listen. Well, I
Speaker 1: wanted to get into our vanilla shit and this one
Speaker 1: is wild. During a discussion on the Ice Coffee Hour podcast,
Speaker 1: an influencer revealed that she sleeps streams, which is a
Speaker 1: huge money maker for her. I'm trying to be if
Speaker 1: you're unaware, sleep streaming is merely live streams of people
Speaker 1: sleeping while an audience Hazel Grace just told us about
Speaker 1: that a few weeks ago. So she says that what
Speaker 1: did she become financial? Financially beneficial because viewers actually give
Speaker 1: her money to try to wake her up by playing
Speaker 1: loud music or videos through media share. However, she assumes
Speaker 1: her audience watches the live stream also as a form
Speaker 1: of voyeurism. The influencer claimed that her unique live streaming
Speaker 1: videos allow her to make over nine thousand dollars in
Speaker 1: just hours if you could count just on Twitch, probably
Speaker 1: like a couple of thousand dollars, but if you count
Speaker 1: the conversions potentially the only fans while I'm sleeping then
Speaker 1: maybe like ten thousand to fifteen thousand hours. She claims
Speaker 1: that she has brought beIN two million dollars in just
Speaker 1: one month doing these sleep streams. I believe I am
Speaker 1: trying to do it. I'm not gonna lie. I'm in
Speaker 1: the market a camera bitch. I just saw this little
Speaker 1: fat kids deal on a lighting sets about to be set.
Speaker 1: I want betting sponsors. I want I'm I drool a lot,
Speaker 1: like does because I sleep naked and y'all don't get
Speaker 1: to see me as you like, I lost weight. Uh,
Speaker 1: I don't snore it all anymore. My friends all let
Speaker 1: me know because we've been traveling so much so snoring
Speaker 1: was actually with a part of my my when I
Speaker 1: was heavier, I used to extra light awfully. Oh yeah,
Speaker 1: and like snoring actually causes like your your heart could
Speaker 1: stop snoring. Yeah, a lot of sleep at me my mom.
Speaker 1: Everyone is just like, wow, that really was connected to
Speaker 1: your way. I do not snore anymore. Yeah, WHOA like
Speaker 1: really good? I'm like, because I lightly snore and it's
Speaker 1: not like no one lights though, is that true?
Speaker 2: I feel like like you're probably it is the light rumble.
Speaker 2: It's a light rumble because I'm really fucked up. I
Speaker 2: will slip and everyone, I will slip into a light.
Speaker 2: But I've also heard her and it's not light.
Speaker 1: Yeah it is. That's how I don't believe your bitch.
Speaker 1: I'm with you, okay, bro y'all over there my ship,
Speaker 1: my alone. Girls would make sure they kept the motherfucking
Speaker 1: ear plugs off the flights, like bitch, were going on
Speaker 1: a trip with Mandy. Yeah, bitch, it was bad. But
Speaker 1: now my mom's like, I sleep like a princes.
Speaker 2: Wait can you is there any more information? Like is
Speaker 2: this girl doing anything?
Speaker 1: No, she's doing anything at all, And there's a screenshots
Speaker 1: she's sleeping literally regular even like fake sleeping. Oh my god.
Speaker 1: I'm so fucking here for this.
Speaker 2: And I don't know what I have to do to
Speaker 2: sign myself up, what camer I need, but I'm trying
Speaker 2: to do that.
Speaker 1: Well, we've been seeing a lot of the girls now
Speaker 1: with the yum ice cream, all of those type of things,
Speaker 1: which clearly there's not sex involved. I think it's called
Speaker 1: what NPC or something I've never seen that. I don't
Speaker 1: know what you're talking, y'all. Y'all have not seen and
Speaker 1: I'm a girl that's going viral Pinky Diamond, and they
Speaker 1: send her money like Timberland was just her top subscriber,
Speaker 1: and she literally is like yum yum ice cream. Y'all
Speaker 1: didn't like an Literally she plays like what it is?
Speaker 1: They act like a SIMS character and she moves like
Speaker 1: the video Oh my god, are you are y'allies? This
Speaker 1: world is king here and kink here. I'm in but
Speaker 1: I mean I literally like Tomorrow just came out and
Speaker 1: said she she goes like it's pinky doll, like you
Speaker 1: literally look her up. I'm just gonna play just a
Speaker 1: little bit of it, so y'all can hear it? Says yes, Hey,
Speaker 1: So people are paying money to send her like little
Speaker 1: emojis and she literally like a character has to respond
Speaker 1: to so so a lot of people so this is anime.
Speaker 1: Apparently people watch it and are turned on. A lot
Speaker 1: of people that are now seeing it want to see
Speaker 1: if they can break her because the more you give,
Speaker 1: the more she has to keep up. And so like
Speaker 1: she's literally acting like a video game character. I'm thinking
Speaker 1: about this clip of JT from the City Girls like
Speaker 1: get you have motherfucking shit, My head y'all femates cowboy,
Speaker 1: and she was atself serious. I know you guys came in.
Speaker 1: I know you guys came in and we're like, oh
Speaker 1: my god, we're looking, you know, for for sex workers.
Speaker 1: Right now, I wanted to ask you guys, what has
Speaker 1: been the most basic or strangest thing you've heard of
Speaker 1: sex worker do for money? Like that doesn't involve set
Speaker 1: If this is that, that is fuck and she's killing it.
Speaker 1: I would not how to say the ignore fetish, the
Speaker 1: ignore fetish Harmon ninety s ak Lisa Splifson, she talked
Speaker 1: about how ignore fetish. She was like, literally, they just
Speaker 1: pay me and I just ignored them on zoom and
Speaker 1: they try to get my attention. I could do. Wow,
Speaker 1: let me ask you guys a question. So I used
Speaker 1: to have people want to pay for pictures on my feet,
Speaker 1: and I'd have my friends be like, oh my god,
Speaker 1: you should do it. You'll make so much money, and
Speaker 1: I'm like, yeah, once I make an only fan, it
Speaker 1: puts me in a certain bracket and I can't come
Speaker 1: back from it. Now y'all are on reality TV, who
Speaker 1: which I have a show about being h you all,
Speaker 1: I'm sayings like putting you in a certain like standard
Speaker 1: of I'm sure. Especially do you think if you knew
Speaker 1: you could make just as much as that girl with
Speaker 1: sleep streaming but it was only on only fans, would
Speaker 1: you do it? Yes? I mean we have wiki feet accounts.
Speaker 1: People take me too, but it's not your purpose.
Speaker 2: Of course, purpose are collecting them and putting them on
Speaker 2: a database already. Why shouldn't I be doing that for
Speaker 2: money and making it sexual. Yeah, all right, church girls
Speaker 2: stepping up, That's exactly what it is.
Speaker 1: I would totally do my feet. Fuck you our sleep streaming, dude.
Speaker 2: People make fun of us already for being in the
Speaker 2: bed on our show, So why not fucking flip that
Speaker 2: ship and make a coin off of it.
Speaker 1: Why do we always be in a big because people
Speaker 1: are nuts in that fucking house. Oh so you're getting
Speaker 1: away to talk shit. Also, it's just like so, yeah,
Speaker 1: we're talking shit. They don't even show half the ship
Speaker 1: that we do.
Speaker 2: We're talking shit, major, we're having Maya's got a blut
Speaker 2: in her hands, like we're smoking. We're all just like
Speaker 2: shooting this ship. And also some people are just drama
Speaker 2: like you just we're chilling from these crazy white people yeah,
Speaker 2: we're Have you.
Speaker 1: Had a moment where you were like, I'm gotta get
Speaker 1: off off the show.
Speaker 2: I don't, yeah, get out yeah, every day, Like, yeah,
Speaker 2: that's why it was so vital having Maya because just
Speaker 2: and you know, I love girls on the show too,
Speaker 2: Yeah I do. But still and luckily like Page is
Speaker 2: like one of my homegirls now where she just like
Speaker 2: gets it. But I always joke, I'm like, she's fucking Italian,
Speaker 2: so like the loyalty runs different for Italians than just
Speaker 2: like regular white.
Speaker 1: It does.
Speaker 2: Spicy, yeah, dude, but just being able to look at
Speaker 2: her across the room and be like, fucking like, it's
Speaker 2: so fucking vital because so funny.
Speaker 1: But I'm starting I'm gonna start doing this shit.
Speaker 2: There's I'm like, I wonder if they would pick up
Speaker 2: on scenes because there are some moments We'll be out
Speaker 2: of dinner and I'm like, somebody will say something and
Speaker 2: we will just be like I had to if you're
Speaker 2: not watching.
Speaker 1: My tube, She's pointing to her palms. Yeah, indicate white people.
Speaker 1: Do you think that being on it, We've had a
Speaker 1: lot of people from reality shows, but not people that
Speaker 1: are like the only one that are on a White Show.
Speaker 1: Did people not like you? Well, she was the only
Speaker 1: black person on Ronie yeah and that way, and people
Speaker 1: were Yeah, I want to know if this opinion of
Speaker 1: you shifted when you became close to mine. Did people
Speaker 1: start to not like you because they felt like you
Speaker 1: had an alliance?
Speaker 2: No, but I think that anybody who comes in now
Speaker 2: who's black or something like, if I'm not best friends
Speaker 2: with them, then it's an issue. But I'm like, but also,
Speaker 2: she can be black and I still don't fuck with her.
Speaker 2: I'm like, I'm not fucking with they're just strictly because
Speaker 2: she's black, and fucking with her because I like the
Speaker 2: way she moves, Like not all bitches move the same way.
Speaker 2: And if you come in weird with some weird ass
Speaker 2: vibes or like, I can just pick up on certain
Speaker 2: things where everyone wants to be famous, we're on TV, Like, yeah,
Speaker 2: I get it. It's it's a it's a commonality that
Speaker 2: we share. But you also have to have like trust
Speaker 2: that runs deep in a different way, because I need
Speaker 2: to know when my back is turned, like I don't
Speaker 2: have to worry about you.
Speaker 1: Well it s now, y'all are always in the bed together,
Speaker 1: clearly not doing anything because y'all are both straight bored,
Speaker 1: but I wanted to get into I really am curious
Speaker 1: when it comes to Hannah talked about sex with Dez
Speaker 1: when he was coming in the house. What sex like
Speaker 1: for y'all on reality shows? I won't fuck on camera,
Speaker 1: but it's not on camera. It's like, can you ever
Speaker 1: have a moment where you kids have anything intimate that
Speaker 1: we kissed to go in the bathroom?
Speaker 2: I mean, like, if you don't want it to be,
Speaker 2: they'll use anything they I mean, I'm like, how much
Speaker 2: can I even say? They'll dub other people's sounds. We
Speaker 2: noticed sounds on like something innocent.
Speaker 1: So it's like, personally, I like, here's my thing with it?
Speaker 2: Because I was we were the only black people on
Speaker 2: a predominantly white situation show. I was not into like
Speaker 2: being sexualized, and I think even just being in the
Speaker 2: modeling industry from like a young age, like, yeah, like
Speaker 2: people are looking at my body and like they want
Speaker 2: to see me fucking like and they have this persona
Speaker 2: that they want me to live up to of like
Speaker 2: being a super sexual person and it's not that I'm not,
Speaker 2: but on TV, I'm not even like leading with that
Speaker 2: because a lot of times it's it's almost staining, as
Speaker 2: if you can't get away from it, and then they
Speaker 2: paint you a certain way and I'm like yeah, and
Speaker 2: I just I'm like, I'm not trying to do that.
Speaker 2: I'm so early into this. That's very interesting, you know.
Speaker 1: I thought about that a few times when I don't
Speaker 1: watch it, but I watched maybe one or two I
Speaker 1: think it was on Delta for a while, so I
Speaker 1: was like, fun, yeah, it actually it is. So when
Speaker 1: I watched it, I remember thinking that that was a
Speaker 1: good thing because I was laughing to myself at how
Speaker 1: sweet and nice Sierra was, because I was like, god forbid,
Speaker 1: she's the black bitch on the show. Yeah, and I
Speaker 1: had my moments. It's crazy. You also say that because
Speaker 1: Martha's Vineyard Summer House right there was sex. Oh they
Speaker 1: were fucking god damn episode they were to where in
Speaker 1: our group chat and I'm in a group chat with
Speaker 1: she loves Bravo I am, and literally we were in
Speaker 1: the group chat talking about like, why are they really
Speaker 1: like showing so much sex. I do believe that they.
Speaker 2: Had a complete different production team, but let them do
Speaker 2: things that we were not, like the way that they were.
Speaker 1: Moving on production. I well, it is, but.
Speaker 2: The actually okay, yeah, I'm like the production companies. It's
Speaker 2: also different when your first year. It's also different.
Speaker 1: You're you on a.
Speaker 2: Show, right, so you want to say it out, you
Speaker 2: want to come back, you want to be renewed for
Speaker 2: a second season. Not saying that they that's the reason
Speaker 2: that they did it, But it's like a different type
Speaker 2: of it's a different type of energy.
Speaker 1: You know, a second season coming out. I just read
Speaker 1: it was like the number one streamed on. It was
Speaker 1: well and they had it right after Housewives. It was
Speaker 1: like the timing that they had it. Yeah, it was great.
Speaker 1: Now I want to ask y'all back to some whole ship.
Speaker 1: Aren't or derv Is sex tips? And I'm giving the
Speaker 1: floor to you ladies, give us some sex tips. Look,
Speaker 1: I'm a toy girl all through and through. I love different, different,
Speaker 1: any type of toy. I'm fucking here for it. I
Speaker 1: wanted to vibrate.
Speaker 2: I wanted to fucking like it has to spin around,
Speaker 2: like I wanted to have an app.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't know. I don't really have hips. I mean,
Speaker 1: get more fucking toys, adding toys to so bare minimum.
Speaker 1: So do you bring toys though in with your partners? Okay,
Speaker 1: and then how is that conversation? Do you normally just
Speaker 1: whip it out and introduce it? Do you tell him
Speaker 1: like like or do you say, hey, I want to corpus.
Speaker 2: My vibrator lives in my bed, like the way that
Speaker 2: I live in my head. The vibrator lives in my
Speaker 2: bed literally all time lasting.
Speaker 1: When I first got her, bitch, that thing went missing
Speaker 1: and I was almost embarrassed to ask her, And eventually
Speaker 1: I was like, hey, there was something green on the bed.
Speaker 1: Where is it? Yeah, it's there. It's there.
Speaker 2: It's visible, like if you FaceTime y at night, if
Speaker 2: we're talking, you're going to see it. At some point.
Speaker 2: You have no question about like what it is that
Speaker 2: I'm about. Mine's in a box, but I also have
Speaker 2: some box girl, a whole joy right next to the bed,
Speaker 2: right I have a chest. Okay, Okay, so you just
Speaker 2: pretty much like I.
Speaker 1: Whip it out though I don't even give a four girl,
Speaker 1: you don't have consent. But no, it's my fucking toy.
Speaker 2: And it's not about him, not that it's not about him,
Speaker 2: but it's but he's gonna be fine.
Speaker 1: It's really what it's gonna be at the end of you.
Speaker 2: I have a guy one time I whipped it out
Speaker 2: and it was like, he's like, do you want me
Speaker 2: to fuck you with this?
Speaker 1: And I said maybe? Like now, wait to was it?
Speaker 1: It was just like a dildo. I was a vibrator.
Speaker 1: So you pulled out another phelic object. Okay, I can't
Speaker 1: do all that object. Come on. You wanted two dicks
Speaker 1: at once? No popping? Like no in both holes? Like
Speaker 1: what do we do? Not in both? Just like switch
Speaker 1: it up? It was a different side. It was bigger, bigger,
Speaker 1: was it bigger? Bigger?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 3: You do that?
Speaker 1: You no? No, no, girl. We talked about it, we
Speaker 1: played it. This was clearly my fantasy. I'll set up
Speaker 1: with ship. I would pull out one smaller than his
Speaker 1: and we would use kinks, so bit y'all would get
Speaker 1: fucked by three by three dicks essentially at once. He
Speaker 1: explained that this was my.
Speaker 2: Fans because at once, oh, at once, he would like
Speaker 2: make me suck on one. Then he would fit his
Speaker 2: dick and the dildo in my.
Speaker 1: Once we would do DVD DP. We played with all
Speaker 1: the toy DV two dicks in my vagina door or
Speaker 1: and the small one he would want to put like
Speaker 1: in my ass while he was in my post. So
Speaker 1: we played with all of them at once, but it
Speaker 1: was discussed and this was a fantasy of mine. Okay,
Speaker 1: well I heard from me adding men to the bedroom.
Speaker 1: So he's like, well, I want to play.
Speaker 2: Okay, I respect that more than like, I'm in bed
Speaker 2: with you and you pull out a dick that's bigger
Speaker 2: than mine that I agree.
Speaker 1: That's a little crazy. I felt like mine was a
Speaker 1: lot more milder.
Speaker 4: To not like spoke about it that lead first, like
Speaker 4: I agree, like as men, there's already insecurity women using toys,
Speaker 4: and now you pull out a dildo bigger than his dick.
Speaker 2: Yeah, there's a guy that I'm sleeping with right now
Speaker 2: that's never used toys in bed.
Speaker 1: Did he say why?
Speaker 2: He's just like, never done it. And I'm like, he
Speaker 2: just doesn't know it yet. I told him, like it's coming, okay.
Speaker 2: I was like, we can wait, but it's going to happen.
Speaker 2: What's a good start, easy toy thing? I feel like,
Speaker 2: like even like a little boy, like a girls either
Speaker 2: like a cock a cockering is good or a bullet
Speaker 2: cockering or yeah, and then I think you should.
Speaker 1: Have at all times like a butt plug. Oh, I
Speaker 1: like you haven't. Actually, I think you should have it
Speaker 1: all at all times. I have. Yeah. Okay, wait, have
Speaker 1: y'all ever sucked a fan?
Speaker 2: No?
Speaker 1: I mean I I think I want to call him
Speaker 1: a fan, but no, yes you have.
Speaker 2: You can call him a fan. Yes, she said, was
Speaker 2: on some real slick ship, Like he didn't. Did he
Speaker 2: let you that he knows who.
Speaker 1: Are we talking about?
Speaker 2: Okay, just wanted to make sure I understood you're just
Speaker 2: giving fan energy.
Speaker 1: It was good. No, you a fan, and it was bad.
Speaker 1: We didn't.
Speaker 2: It was actually a setup with one of our friends.
Speaker 2: And then he just turned into a fan. Like he's
Speaker 2: probably a fan from the start.
Speaker 1: He was a fan.
Speaker 2: He just like masted a little bit, but he was
Speaker 2: a fan for well like me, and his game wasn't good.
Speaker 1: See that's a very scary thing. Like right now on
Speaker 1: Riya in Hinge, right Riya, I'm just not really finding
Speaker 1: men that I like. Literally, you get your daily swipes
Speaker 1: in and you call it a day. You're not.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's not like conversations all the black men on
Speaker 2: Rise so limited. I don't know what's going on. I
Speaker 2: just mean, there's a lot of black women on there,
Speaker 2: but not black men. Maybe they're probably I feel like
Speaker 2: Hinto is a good amount of black men.
Speaker 1: They do and they find, for the most part, some
Speaker 1: uglies and some good ones about hair treatments. I'm just
Speaker 1: gonna I don't know. I have not been on dating
Speaker 1: probably you say dating apps. I was with my exprat
Speaker 1: three years, but even before, like, I just got really
Speaker 1: uninterested in the swiping. I refuse to download any dating app.
Speaker 1: So if y'all see me promote one, just notice because
Speaker 1: I'm getting paid. I ain't really on their I don't.
Speaker 1: I don't do dating apps and absident flows like I
Speaker 1: delete mine, Dad lead them, delete the download them, but
Speaker 1: then don't you download you see the same? Damn you.
Speaker 1: I like them when you're traveling, though, I tea but see,
Speaker 1: don't even mind. She got on HINT recently and the
Speaker 1: first day was great, the second day was great, and
Speaker 1: she made all these connections and she was like, bro,
Speaker 1: we haven't even left the messages or they because they
Speaker 1: want a pen pal. There's literally no one even I'm
Speaker 1: gonna tell you that. Yeah, this is the real truth.
Speaker 1: Respond and this is what I believe. My notifications are
Speaker 1: off for it, but people that are actually really like
Speaker 1: you get into you like I only there's so many
Speaker 1: men that wrote me, but I'll really respond to the
Speaker 1: one where I'm like, fuck, yeah, that's right, right to
Speaker 1: see where you say first, Yes, yeah, I was gonna
Speaker 1: say with fucking fan on Hinge. Generally speaking, I'm not
Speaker 1: sure if I'm talking to someone that knows me. Sometimes
Speaker 1: by the time we're sitting down figure listen, I'll say
Speaker 1: I have a date tonight. And he follows Sierra and
Speaker 1: I met him on Hinge, So I'm like, do you
Speaker 1: watch a show?
Speaker 2: Are you a fan of Mite?
Speaker 1: But she probably followed you on purpose just so you
Speaker 1: wouldn't see he already followed you. Oh girl, that could
Speaker 1: be one too, because if he was on that earlier season.
Speaker 1: So I'm like, And also, I'm like, I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: be mad as here's hot. It's like I would follow
Speaker 1: her too, But I'm like, what is this all? What's
Speaker 1: this all? Gonna like? This will be asked tonight at dinner.
Speaker 1: Still it makes me feel weird. What do I know?
Speaker 1: Don't feel weird, don't feel weird. We'll have to how
Speaker 1: many people does he follow? Over a thousand, it don't count, like, yeah,
Speaker 1: I don't think he follows like probably around a thousand.
Speaker 1: Maybe if Sierra has more followers than you, then she's
Speaker 1: popping up more. It's normal. That's normal. We'll find out.
Speaker 1: I'll tell you guys about this later. I wouldn't to me,
Speaker 1: I wouldn't trip if I saw someone following Mandy, I'd
Speaker 1: be like, okay, the content. And I thought of it
Speaker 1: the other day. I ain't gonna told you what girl,
Speaker 1: because I saw you liking all the green Eyes pictures
Speaker 1: and I'm like, how would she's green eyes? Bitch you?
Speaker 1: I've shown his page here a few times, so maybe
Speaker 1: you didn't realize. I really didn't know. Were you all
Speaker 1: in his likes? And bitch ill was on his page
Speaker 1: the other day and I said, not weezy liking all
Speaker 1: these pictures of green Eyes? Oh? I felt away. I
Speaker 1: felt a fucking way because I'm like, Bro, I've been
Speaker 1: talking about his nigga on the pod. I fuck him.
Speaker 1: I would never go through and like niggas that you fuck?
Speaker 1: I really, why did you tell me?
Speaker 2: I don't know so she can't like the photo, but bro,
Speaker 2: you are okay with I went to seven pictures and
Speaker 2: were they old?
Speaker 1: No girls all in the line, I wasn't a lot
Speaker 1: of each other because I'm like they were I'm like,
Speaker 1: if she likes one, okay, bit ch'all went down and
Speaker 1: I'm like for seven years. I I also feel like
Speaker 1: I've shown his picture multiple times because she always talked
Speaker 1: about how I like like skin niggas, but he dark skin.
Speaker 1: So I'm like no, and then she's always like green eyes.
Speaker 1: I'll be honest with you, I would never actually like,
Speaker 1: you know, I've never done it with anyone's name. I
Speaker 1: know I really don't know what he looks like. Now, Okay,
Speaker 1: well you do, because bitch you all through his life.
Speaker 2: No, they follow each other movie I said one like
Speaker 2: is one time, bitch I started going through the pill.
Speaker 1: I know, fine was six on the lights seven time.
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, bitch, you're sumust have been like
Speaker 1: wake up.
Speaker 2: No.
Speaker 1: So I'm thinking, like, I know what twenty four to
Speaker 1: seven looks like. I know what Black Jesus looks like.
Speaker 1: Even your ex have I I mean, he don't have socials.
Speaker 1: I feel like I know what they look like. Okay,
Speaker 1: but we're gonna I'll show you after the uh and
Speaker 1: I'll show you all the pictures. But do they follow
Speaker 1: each other? Oh? I didn't even look that far. I
Speaker 1: saw enough lights and I just was like, let me
Speaker 1: get off to your before a getment. But you know,
Speaker 1: when I'm on at like Instagram, because I don't really
Speaker 1: meet men there, if I see one that I would think,
Speaker 1: i'd fuck. That's the only thing I'll do. I won't
Speaker 1: follow out on message. But you'll like that's sound probable.
Speaker 1: But I'm like, I really didn't know. I was just
Speaker 1: gonna say something about the Oh, let me tell you
Speaker 1: about the date. Bitch, Okay, you don't. You don't follow him?
Speaker 1: So she went on a light Maybe she was trying
Speaker 1: to get that at Fitch and I don't know. Probably was,
Speaker 1: I don't know. I went real quick, as he looks like.
Speaker 1: So I went on this date and I just showed
Speaker 1: y'all before the uh before before we started so match
Speaker 1: with a guy who again I probably got fifty matches
Speaker 1: that I just redownload a Hinge and he was the
Speaker 1: only one wrote me, wrote back. Within five minutes we
Speaker 1: got on the phone on Hinge, which I thought was cool.
Speaker 1: I didn't even know that was the feature. Yeah, dat
Speaker 1: it has like questions you can ask in the middle,
Speaker 1: which I wasn't into and neither was he. But he
Speaker 1: was like, yo, like let's talk. So maybe he didn't
Speaker 1: think I was real because I don't use my I
Speaker 1: don't do the verify on the halfs because I don't
Speaker 1: want people to think it's really me, because somethings would
Speaker 1: be like what's go weezy and I'm like, oh, I
Speaker 1: don't know her. Yeah, So on the phone we click.
Speaker 1: Next day we go on a date. What time? What time?
Speaker 3: Like?
Speaker 1: What hour was this first conversation? Three pm? Okay, I
Speaker 1: had lovely. He was like, what are you up to
Speaker 1: on this Sunday? And I'm like, oh, I'm just chilling
Speaker 1: watching the movie. He was like, well, must not be
Speaker 1: that good. You're talking to me like, let's got on
Speaker 1: the phone. So we did, and I thought that was cool.
Speaker 1: I like that. So then we were like, fuck it,
Speaker 1: let's not waste time. Let's have drinks tomorrow, go to
Speaker 1: Soho house. I'm on the roof immediately ten seconds. I
Speaker 1: was like, whoa Like when I saw him, he look
Speaker 1: better than the pictures. He said, I looked better than
Speaker 1: my pictures. And we're vibe. So hour goes by in
Speaker 1: walks this dude named Abbi. You know Abbiola from Okay places.
Speaker 1: So I know this guy. He's with two girls and
Speaker 1: Abbi's married. There. It's a platonic thing with these women
Speaker 1: and he's like, what's up. They start talking at both
Speaker 1: Nigerian and Boom. They're and their vibe. One girl from Paris,
Speaker 1: one girls from Toronto. So the girls barely talk to him.
Speaker 1: I talked to maybe the one from Paris because I'm
Speaker 1: obsessed with it. For a few minutes. We end up
Speaker 1: sitting with them for about an hour, having drinks. I
Speaker 1: didn't want to. I wish Abby recognized I was on
Speaker 1: a first date, but like it was very chill, you
Speaker 1: know how Soho gets or whatever. So the end of
Speaker 1: the night comes, they want to go to Pargola. I'm like, no,
Speaker 1: I'm ana, we're gonna kick it here. I thought it
Speaker 1: was very clear that we would still stay here. So
Speaker 1: everyone gets up to go hug goodbye. Bobby goes to
Speaker 1: the bathroom. I hugged the girl from Paris goodbye. Say oh,
Speaker 1: I'll be there in two weeks. Let's get each other's instagrams.
Speaker 1: The Toronto girl comes around to him gives him a
Speaker 1: hug and mentions because he said, I'll be in Toronto
Speaker 1: for Caravana, which is soon like two weeks. So then
Speaker 1: the next girl's like, you look like a model. Does
Speaker 1: anyone ever tell you look like a model? And he's like, no,
Speaker 1: I work in blah blah blah. Oh like listening to
Speaker 1: this happened. She says yeah, and he's like, oh, I'm
Speaker 1: thank you for thinking on model, and she makes a
Speaker 1: joke about managing him and the hotter one who's from Toronto,
Speaker 1: sorry if you're listening to the one in Paris, but goes, yeah,
Speaker 1: what's your Instagram? And he's like, I don't do social
Speaker 1: media and then no, I don't ask for his number, bitch.
Speaker 1: I don't know who recommended it, but it was something
Speaker 1: about the old fashioned way. I got up, went to
Speaker 1: the bathroom. I was like, oh, I'm done right, Like
Speaker 1: this is kissing me up? Yeah, So I come back,
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, I already called my car. I'm like downstairs.
Speaker 1: He's waiting downstairs with me and he's like about to
Speaker 1: lean in and kiss me, and it's confused why the
Speaker 1: vibe is off? And I'm like, you don't know what,
Speaker 1: So at this point, like the conversation is about to continue,
Speaker 1: is like can I drive you home? Whatever? I'm like fine,
Speaker 1: because now I need to know why the fuck you
Speaker 1: just did this? Shit? Bro, this is how manipulative men are.
Speaker 1: He's in the car like you got her and felt
Speaker 1: like I just thought it was like exchange. I'm not
Speaker 1: gonna fuck her. I mean she's buiased, so maybe, but
Speaker 1: like you can still chill energy. It wasn't like you
Speaker 1: could be a model? Yeah, I said, yo, if you
Speaker 1: were vibing so crazy, like why you ain't get my
Speaker 1: own boys number? Who you was talking to most of
Speaker 1: the time. Secondly, like did you not think that's like
Speaker 1: not one part in your brain? He's like, this is
Speaker 1: what I'm so used to doing because I don't have
Speaker 1: social media. Like it was clear not my intent, like
Speaker 1: I'm interested in you. He's like, are you telling me
Speaker 1: this means will never go on a second date? Yeah,
Speaker 1: And he's like looking at me like yeah, bitch, are
Speaker 1: you serious? Yeah, I'm dead ass, and I'm looking at
Speaker 1: him like are you Yeah. I was like, yo, it's
Speaker 1: not even a big deal. We don't even need to
Speaker 1: talk about it this long because like I don't even know.
Speaker 2: You, like I met you one time.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but life was bothering you, like we could be
Speaker 1: messing up this connection. I'm like, this is shit that
Speaker 1: you do though, so why why? Yeah, you're not trying
Speaker 1: to change a man for who we are is Here's
Speaker 1: why I feel worse. And I'm actually really embarrassed to
Speaker 1: say this to everyone listening, But this is what ends
Speaker 1: up happening. I wanted to get out the car. I
Speaker 1: lived close enough to where we already done. I'm about
Speaker 1: to walk my dog and he's like, I'll walk with you. Somehow,
Speaker 1: this night still ended in a kiss, because I think
Speaker 1: that's how attracted to each other we were. Then I go
Speaker 1: home and I felt like shit about the kiss because
Speaker 1: I'm like, wellhy would I let this nigga kiss me?
Speaker 1: But then I get on the phone with Vinnie, my
Speaker 1: best friend he's also our tour manager the next day
Speaker 1: and he's like, I cannot believe that bothered you, and
Speaker 1: I'm like, you can't believe that bothered me? And he
Speaker 1: like brought up the fact that maybe I don't have
Speaker 1: closure from my lion asked X. I'm like, bro, years later,
Speaker 1: you don't think I have a closure you really think
Speaker 1: that was respectful. He's like, I'm just shocked you care
Speaker 1: that much. So once we started talking, he understood what
Speaker 1: I was saying, but like I was like, am I
Speaker 1: the one who's shipping? And then I call every other
Speaker 1: nigga I know who's not gay and friendly. I talked
Speaker 1: to Andre and he's like, I'm trying to think of
Speaker 1: what I would say to turn a girl down. He's like,
Speaker 1: but what I know is I would be more comfortable
Speaker 1: with making her uncomfortable than you exactly. He's like, because
Speaker 1: maybe he felt uncomfortable to say no because he didn't
Speaker 1: ask her Instagram, he didn't ask her number. They were
Speaker 1: the one doing it.
Speaker 2: But even like a look at you or some acknowledgment
Speaker 2: of the fact that, like we came here together, we're on.
Speaker 1: A first date. This is your first question to me,
Speaker 1: So I ain't gonna hold you. I've done this. I've
Speaker 1: exchanged contacts with other men when I'm there for another man.
Speaker 1: So I'm like listening to this, but I've done that
Speaker 1: for Because what did the guy networking? I mean, did
Speaker 1: it feel business? See that had no Well, the only
Speaker 1: reason why didn't feel business, ye, is because the conversations
Speaker 1: that were being had were very much like podcast conversations.
Speaker 1: I was chilling with a whole bunch of niggas. They
Speaker 1: thought ILL was the coolest person ever. This nigga sees
Speaker 1: all his homies like me. I've exchanged contact with the friends. No,
Speaker 1: did the guy have an issue with that or no? Oh,
Speaker 1: I don't know. He never checked me for it, but
Speaker 1: he still reaches out for me to come like around,
Speaker 1: so I don't know if it's an issue. The last
Speaker 1: time we were even together, he talked about how scared
Speaker 1: he was with me because you know he ain't ready for.
Speaker 2: Ready but dead ass inappropriately appropriate to you and honestly,
Speaker 2: I like, yeah, you would be going home alone.
Speaker 1: It feels very dope, respectful. So he hits me up yesterday,
Speaker 1: so I hope you had a great night, I said.
Speaker 1: I didn't even answer. I said, hellol, yesterday wasn't weird.
Speaker 1: He's like, I'm gonna call you tomorrow. He called me
Speaker 1: while I was sitting here, like what could you say
Speaker 1: to him? To me, it's to me, it's just one
Speaker 1: of those to where it's like, I don't know, maybe
Speaker 1: because I do have so many male platonic friends and
Speaker 1: to me, if I'm out and about like like we
Speaker 1: were even talking about my studio, Like of course, I'm like,
Speaker 1: we're gonna We're having a very conversation and maybe he's like, oh, well,
Speaker 1: I know regardless when I meet people, there's just always
Speaker 1: ways for me to make connections that don't always have
Speaker 1: to be sexual. But the girl my numbers.
Speaker 2: He was a model, Like the girl was clearly interested
Speaker 2: in him.
Speaker 1: And wasn't with Bobby like right, like he was just
Speaker 1: taking them a soho because they're coming from out of town,
Speaker 1: so she can hit on another guy because she's with
Speaker 1: her homeboy. Yeah she was. She was hitting on him.
Speaker 1: Tell you something. If I was fucking him, Oh I
Speaker 1: would have slapped that home and lost my membership. Are
Speaker 1: you fucking crazy?
Speaker 2: See, I'm very weird and crazy about boundaries, Like even if.
Speaker 1: I am on my first date, does that person know
Speaker 1: that that is a boundary? Embarrassed I feel, you know,
Speaker 1: like my homeboy watched that happen and he's looking at
Speaker 1: me like what and hitting me talking about where's you
Speaker 1: on a date? And I'm like, uh, yeah, I thought
Speaker 1: I was.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I thought I was so fucking embarrassed. Many and
Speaker 2: that fat manners like, that's in front of your face.
Speaker 2: It would be different if you walked out and no
Speaker 2: one saw him do this and in.
Speaker 1: Front of my faces. Apparently how he thinks it wasn't
Speaker 1: a big deal, But also like, aren't you supposed to
Speaker 1: be on your best behavior on your first date?
Speaker 2: You like, even if you really are that type of
Speaker 2: dude that like really does fuck around and does all
Speaker 2: types of represent right your first time.
Speaker 1: He was first, I think I'm gonna go, and like
Speaker 1: there's like, no, no, I don't know what you're gonna do.
Speaker 1: I don't know you, but like Trump has earned I
Speaker 1: don't make this in the comments and I can't wait
Speaker 1: because I really feel like most of them will be
Speaker 1: on my side, but I would to be the day
Speaker 1: though turned casual if for an hour on the date.
Speaker 1: We're also now speaking to one of your pause no no,
Speaker 1: no, no casual now And I apologize twice in the middle
Speaker 1: of it, like, oh my god, I'm so sorry. I
Speaker 1: don't know why he's staying around. And I was joking
Speaker 1: and now learned later I was like, I didn't know
Speaker 1: it was a first date. I thought you went to
Speaker 1: go have drinks with someone you were with. It was
Speaker 1: there I think there. To me, it was all just
Speaker 1: but it didn't turn casual though, just because some other
Speaker 1: people joined the table. They left together, they went home together.
Speaker 1: I didn't talk to bit from Toronto little bit, but
Speaker 1: like the majority of the conversation was between me and him
Speaker 1: and the dude. The girls were kind of just boring,
Speaker 1: no offense, but like they were probably really young, maybe
Speaker 1: twenty four hours to this point. The horrible decision is
Speaker 1: first dates, stay off of them, don't go on them.
Speaker 1: They ruin an anyway. I mean, yeah, damn all these
Speaker 1: niggas suck. Well. I want to get in the home
Speaker 1: mail before we get out of here and get you
Speaker 1: guys to help us with some advice. Hey, y'all, So
Speaker 1: I've been dealing with this guy for a couple of years,
Speaker 1: about five plus. He has a job, but he is
Speaker 1: not where I would like him to be. We don't
Speaker 1: really go out or do things. Our work schedules are
Speaker 1: a little different. He gets off a little later in
Speaker 1: the day and I get off earlier in the day.
Speaker 1: Maybe that plays a part in not having time to
Speaker 1: go out, but it's starting to drain me. In the past,
Speaker 1: he has not been the perfect partner he has done
Speaker 1: some things to make me rethink the relationship completely. I
Speaker 1: have seen some growth in him nowadays that I am
Speaker 1: proud of, but it may not be enough. Now it's
Speaker 1: weighing on me that I'm dealing with a guy who
Speaker 1: doesn't really take me anywhere or does anything with me,
Speaker 1: and hasn't always treated me the best. I don't want
Speaker 1: to feel like I'm saying something to him because he
Speaker 1: doesn't have enough money, especially after him trying hard in
Speaker 1: other departments of the relationship. How do I say I'm
Speaker 1: tired of him being broke and not being able to
Speaker 1: do things that I want to do without sounding ungrateful
Speaker 1: for his growth like I don't want to sound like
Speaker 1: a gold digger or materialistic ps. Also, I forgot to
Speaker 1: add it's affecting my sex drive with him. It's harder
Speaker 1: for me to get aroused knowing that he can't do
Speaker 1: anything for me. Am I wrong for feeling that way?
Speaker 1: I don't want to make it seem like I'm just
Speaker 1: in it for what I can get. But as we
Speaker 1: get older and I realize he's still not what I
Speaker 1: want him to be, it's harder for me to keep
Speaker 1: my attention here. Break up with him. Red flags here. Yeah,
Speaker 1: he wasn't the best partner. He's broke. Come on, there's
Speaker 1: so many ways to go out and like not spend
Speaker 1: a lot of money. There is you can go. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you can do the part I mean I hate museums
Speaker 1: like that too. At okay, I mean yeah, at the hour,
Speaker 1: there's a lot of specials, especially depending where you live.
Speaker 1: You could go out there's happy hour.
Speaker 2: On food, or he works late, so maybe they can't
Speaker 2: do that. But also like the schedules also work. It's
Speaker 2: like a die late time they could.
Speaker 1: Or if he works late on maybe your days off
Speaker 1: do a mat in a movie, work out dates, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. You can be creative. I think
Speaker 1: thoughtless men are a real issue. Yeah yeah, when someone's
Speaker 1: thoughtless and maybe I'm using their own word, but like
Speaker 1: that's the perfect that's okay, that's it, because broke isn't
Speaker 1: always it more than it's like I'm not even considering.
Speaker 2: Yeah, well he's doing the bare minimal, Like you could
Speaker 2: make a fucking lunch pack of lunch at home and
Speaker 2: go sit in the park. That's quality time at the
Speaker 2: end of the day. At the end of the day,
Speaker 2: it's quality time. The time that you're spending with this
Speaker 2: person and it doesn't matter what the fuck you're doing,
Speaker 2: they're not going anywhere. And then not to mention her
Speaker 2: sex drive, she's not even attracted to him because he's
Speaker 2: not like, because.
Speaker 1: He doesn't what I got. I went what you're the
Speaker 1: U in a man having some sort of ambition because
Speaker 1: we like providers.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's like you're also even thinking about her, like, yeah,
Speaker 2: home late ship, Like, yeah about you. You can pull
Speaker 2: a flower that you found on the side of the road.
Speaker 2: I don't care what it is. Just show me you
Speaker 2: were thinking about it.
Speaker 1: Could give me a piece of down by the way
Speaker 1: home girl. You but it's something little way flowers off
Speaker 1: the side of the road. Oh no, I thought you
Speaker 1: meant picking the flowers off.
Speaker 2: That's what I did. That's exactly what I meant. Oh,
Speaker 2: oh girl, are you talking about the guys that.
Speaker 1: You think about? I was very much thinking about La
Speaker 1: right off that motherfucker highway. That's fine too. What is
Speaker 1: that two dollars? You know? Thinking it's not the best
Speaker 1: date I've ever been on, just but the richest man
Speaker 1: I'd ever been with. My best date with him was
Speaker 1: the cheapest and we talked about it. It was at
Speaker 1: a park and I remember with the lunch he was like, oh,
Speaker 1: I haven't been to Central Park before. He doesn't live
Speaker 1: in the country, and I was like, all right, cool,
Speaker 1: let's go. When we got there, it was like he
Speaker 1: made of lunch with these Walgreens like they snatched grab.
Speaker 1: I was like, this is so funny and cute. He
Speaker 1: had to buy ride, but like super rich and if
Speaker 1: your driver took you to Central Park in the maybag
Speaker 1: and you did this, that really got me. So I
Speaker 1: don't think there's a world where if a broke dude
Speaker 1: did that, we wouldn't acknowledge it. I mean, one of
Speaker 1: one of my favorite things that I used to do
Speaker 1: with my ex and now I like do on my
Speaker 1: own is do the scooters around Central Park twenty dollars
Speaker 1: an hour, So even for two people, it's less than
Speaker 1: one hundred dollars and you get to it's fun. It's
Speaker 1: so much fun. You take the scooters, you stop in place,
Speaker 1: yeah and talk. Look less than one hundred.
Speaker 2: I love a walk walking down the West Wall Highway,
Speaker 2: get an ice cream chat.
Speaker 1: You're spending time again about the ice cream date thing
Speaker 1: that went There was a women apparently don't want to
Speaker 1: go on ice cream dates. Now I'll go on an
Speaker 1: ice cream I want to walk into. But I was
Speaker 1: about to say it got to be dairy free because
Speaker 1: only he's like, I don't, no, no, no, I'm a definitely
Speaker 1: do gelado word to are on a grun day. So
Speaker 1: I said this to Wolf earlier. Now I would do
Speaker 1: an ice cream date. But there was a dude I
Speaker 1: matched with a hinge that I was talking to and
Speaker 1: he understood what I meant by this, and I appreciate
Speaker 1: that because to me, I was wanting a man to
Speaker 1: validate this because I felt a little bougie. So the
Speaker 1: guy hits me on hinge, We're talking for a few days,
Speaker 1: wants to go on a date, sends me a spot
Speaker 1: and it was a taco place and when I looked
Speaker 1: it up, it had the plastic seats. Oh, And I
Speaker 1: was like, hello, I'm not trying to sit in no
Speaker 1: parking lot outside, Like is there another place? Then he
Speaker 1: went on this whole you know the niggas. I was
Speaker 1: going to take you this speak either after this, but
Speaker 1: this is what I wanted to eat. The I don't
Speaker 1: want to sit on plastic chairs, I was I don't
Speaker 1: know you, bro. I want to be inside. I need
Speaker 1: some air conditioning. Like why had an outdoor truck. It's
Speaker 1: not like it's a food festival thing. We are really
Speaker 1: at the side of the road, and you want me
Speaker 1: to meet you.
Speaker 2: For the first day. You really do need to pull
Speaker 2: all the bells and whistles, like, not all of the
Speaker 2: bells and muscles. But like, I think, be thoughtful of
Speaker 2: this other person of the girl.
Speaker 1: The first one. You should bring your a game. Yeah
Speaker 1: like him, We now like you, and then we can
Speaker 1: go right like then we can go to the hole
Speaker 1: in the wall like you. You got to really like
Speaker 1: once you fuck with someone, it's great to do the.
Speaker 2: Show right exactly, but you want to get here sweating
Speaker 2: in the parking.
Speaker 1: I'm not doing it is a truck. And then when
Speaker 1: I think I might have said, like you want me
Speaker 1: to meet you a food truck, He's like, oh, they
Speaker 1: have feeding lo L And then I saw no o L,
Speaker 1: not this. There's nothing funny about you know the classroom.
Speaker 1: What about a bathroom? What about a bathroom? Yeah, what
Speaker 1: about it?
Speaker 2: But I think the sugar, the sugar coating on that
Speaker 2: is that he doesn't think of her and he's broke
Speaker 2: and not trying to think of her, and we love
Speaker 2: up in the past and we love effort.
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Speaker 2: We were just talking about doing like a codependence after
Speaker 2: dark type of situation here.
Speaker 1: So it's great dark. Hey, well y'all, thank y'all for
Speaker 1: tuning in to yet another episode of Horrible Decisions. It's
Speaker 1: bonus be Should I just get on with it? I mean,
Speaker 1: you wanted to do this yesterday? So yeah, I literally
Speaker 1: jumped on Mandy and I's recording platform one day early
Speaker 1: because I was so mad. Now I'm more like exhausted.
Speaker 1: But basically the flea market, nigga. There was a fake
Speaker 1: page that wrote me on like Friday of last week
Speaker 1: while I was in New York with this girl's Instagram
Speaker 1: basically in a group chat saying what was I gonna say? Hey,
Speaker 1: you both are dating xyz name just wanted you to
Speaker 1: meet each other. Clearly there's a third beach because this
Speaker 1: messy hoe started the group chat. Wait a second, you're
Speaker 1: getting right into it. Wait what is going on? So
Speaker 1: you've been in New York for a couple of weeks,
Speaker 1: you get a message from a bitch fake page. Oh
Speaker 1: it's a fake fake page sent me and another girl
Speaker 1: who lives in La saying, wait, a group chat, group chat, Beach, Actually,
Speaker 1: I think sorry, not a group chat. She sent us
Speaker 1: all the same message. I think maybe she tried to
Speaker 1: do a group chat, but I don't allow for group
Speaker 1: chats cause it was like, hey, you guys are like
Speaker 1: so whatever. So I don't see it because I'm sleep.
Speaker 1: I just got back from you visa. So this nigga
Speaker 1: calls me like seven pm New York time. He's like, Yo,
Speaker 1: do you see this shit? Now? There was a bitch
Speaker 1: who I think is the third Beach who basically had
Speaker 1: been asking him about me and be like on my
Speaker 1: Instagram and notice that I've like maybe posted it like
Speaker 1: a TV show with him or like whatever, and we'll
Speaker 1: like match up our stories. So this is the flea
Speaker 1: market nigga, who remember we broke up recently because we
Speaker 1: both said we loved each other. He was celibate, right,
Speaker 1: So I was like, how are you beeping over? He
Speaker 1: was laughing about it, so hold on. So I was like, yo,
Speaker 1: what this shit is wild? Like why is these bitches
Speaker 1: writing me? Like whould you piss off? Ha ha ha?
Speaker 1: So then I click on the girl's page that she
Speaker 1: sent me, and I'm like, well, maybe you really were
Speaker 1: dating this girl, because like there's certain art galleries that
Speaker 1: he would send me pictures from that she was at.
Speaker 1: There's a restaurant he always goes to and takes me
Speaker 1: too that she was at in just regular like grit
Speaker 1: maybe the last few posts, and I was like, are
Speaker 1: you dating this bitch? And he's like, what do you mean?
Speaker 1: Like we hang out like we're cool. I'm like, brouh,
Speaker 1: you're dating this bitch? Like stop lying to me, Like
Speaker 1: this isn't it? You're lying. I was like, how could
Speaker 1: that person have been right? The person was like Wheezy
Speaker 1: talks about him on Horrible. He bought her this he
Speaker 1: came to New York or whatever. I can't remember what
Speaker 1: it was because she didn't send it to me. She
Speaker 1: sent to the other girl. The long story short, she
Speaker 1: basically imploied, like showed all these ways that he knew me.
Speaker 1: He spent his birth her birthday with him. It was true.
Speaker 1: My shit was true. So you telling me the shit
Speaker 1: she said about the other bitches bake naw and then
Speaker 1: who is the third home? So anyway, I just started
Speaker 1: having a breakdown. Mandy, I'm on my period. I'm fucking
Speaker 1: jet lagged this last Thursday or something, and he was like, yo,
Speaker 1: like I'm on the phone with you. I'm not running
Speaker 1: from this, like I love you, I'm sorry that this
Speaker 1: is happening, Like, yes, I'm seeing this girl, but like
Speaker 1: it didn't really start up until you and I broke up,
Speaker 1: like I always kind of like knew her. We've been
Speaker 1: friends for years, and then it escalated. So the call
Speaker 1: ended because I was like, you know what, why am
Speaker 1: I hating about your current romantic choices? Like, yes, she
Speaker 1: is a post from February that you also had, but
Speaker 1: like whatever, I'm not. I was about to say, didn't
Speaker 1: you you've been stopped seeing him. It was more about
Speaker 1: the lying, right, because me and him talk almost every
Speaker 1: other day, maybe we talked like three four times a week.
Speaker 1: We were all I was sending him nudes and he
Speaker 1: visa like it was a thing. So anyway, basically I
Speaker 1: forget about it. Saturday, I go to Central Park and
Speaker 1: I really sat there and I was like damn, like
Speaker 1: he was, so I'm all about this spiritual shit, I'm this,
Speaker 1: I'm that, And then like then how are there two
Speaker 1: other women involved? So I call him again in Central Park.
Speaker 1: I'm with Nina first off, and Nick could be in
Speaker 1: about spiritual shit does not mean other bitches or not,
Speaker 1: and he told me they weren't, so I believed his mouth,
Speaker 1: so so