WEBVTT - EP 332: What Would a Heaux Do? (Ft. Ciara Miller & Mya Allen) 0:00:02.560 --> 0:00:11.640 Guess what decision we're about to make. Horrible decision. West coast, 0:00:11.680 --> 0:00:13.600 west coast, west coast, and when I say it, it 0:00:13.680 --> 0:00:16.840 might be as west as you could get Seattle. That's real, 0:00:16.880 --> 0:00:20.960 West Seattle. We are finally coming to you. Listen, you 0:00:21.040 --> 0:00:23.520 gotta get tickets because I'm telling you right now. If 0:00:23.560 --> 0:00:25.640 Mandy and I ever thought about doing a loop of 0:00:25.720 --> 0:00:28.480 the show again, that shit far as hell it is. 0:00:28.480 --> 0:00:31.040 We gotta take a Laska air loge or so shit. Anyway, 0:00:31.040 --> 0:00:33.720 The point is I'm only doing it for y'all, that's right. 0:00:33.800 --> 0:00:38.919 So y'all, the Climax Tour is coming to Seeattle. That's Washington, right, 0:00:39.000 --> 0:00:41.960 But not DC. It's the Well, it's Portland, peeps, and 0:00:42.000 --> 0:00:44.479 whoever is like up there to come see you. Yeah, 0:00:44.520 --> 0:00:46.640 y'all know, I gotta pull out a map. But Seattle, 0:00:46.760 --> 0:00:50.519 we are coming to you on September seventh at the 0:00:50.600 --> 0:00:54.040 Neptune Theater. Must be fucking some things out there, because 0:00:54.040 --> 0:00:55.840 he's like, oh, go to Seattle. He cannot wait to 0:00:55.880 --> 0:00:58.040 go to Seattle. Hunt And you know what, I'm going 0:00:58.120 --> 0:00:59.840 to talk to the people who make the weather machines, 0:00:59.840 --> 0:01:01.640 and it's gonna be good weather, because I do know 0:01:01.680 --> 0:01:04.080 that Seattle be rainy. What day of the week is it. 0:01:04.080 --> 0:01:07.640 It is September one, seventh. Okay, so here's the team. 0:01:07.880 --> 0:01:10.640 What's the team? The seventh is a Thursday. People like 0:01:10.720 --> 0:01:14.040 going out on Thursday night, they do. It's Friday. We 0:01:14.080 --> 0:01:16.360 barely show up for work, y'all. Make it a little bit. 0:01:17.480 --> 0:01:22.720 I would say, call off at Let's Day. Yeah, so 0:01:22.800 --> 0:01:26.119 make sure you go on over to hoorhive dot com 0:01:26.160 --> 0:01:30.320 and get your tickets happed. Hey, guys, welcome to another 0:01:30.360 --> 0:01:33.120 episode of Horrible Decisions. Before we start this week, I 0:01:33.120 --> 0:01:36.039 would like to start with an affirmation. I'm open to 0:01:36.120 --> 0:01:38.840 receiving all the mini blessings that are on their way 0:01:38.920 --> 0:01:45.200 into my life. Now, all to the other ladies home, y'all. 0:01:45.200 --> 0:01:47.880 I'm a new bitch and stays a moon bitch. I 0:01:47.920 --> 0:01:51.480 am Celibitch. I am allowing the universe to bring all 0:01:51.560 --> 0:01:55.559 wonderful things to me and this podcast, Horror Blade Decisions, y'all. 0:01:55.560 --> 0:01:58.919 Welcome back. I'm your girl, Stars and moons Bitch herself 0:01:59.800 --> 0:02:06.280 bewitch up you girl, I'm weezy. Welcome back, y'all. And 0:02:06.320 --> 0:02:09.520 we have another podcast in the building with us special guests, 0:02:09.600 --> 0:02:12.919 the co Dependence called the painted podcast. Let's go ahead 0:02:12.919 --> 0:02:17.000 real quick, introduce yourself. I'm Sierra Miller and I'm Maya Allan. Okay, 0:02:17.040 --> 0:02:20.680 are y'all straight to gay? Straight? Okay? Why you said it? 0:02:20.720 --> 0:02:26.800 Not that nothing homicida, all right, it's it's embarrassing for 0:02:26.840 --> 0:02:28.840 me to hold on you never even what about a 0:02:28.919 --> 0:02:29.480 drunk kiss. 0:02:29.520 --> 0:02:31.880 You're in a reality show, of course. Of course I've 0:02:31.960 --> 0:02:34.840 kissed a girl. Oh, I are like not like super straight, 0:02:34.840 --> 0:02:39.080 but like, you know, she's straight. She's straight straight, Like 0:02:38.840 --> 0:02:41.400 I'm not like I can't look at vagina, but like 0:02:41.440 --> 0:02:42.200 i'll kiss a girl. 0:02:42.320 --> 0:02:42.720 I'll tell you. 0:02:42.960 --> 0:02:44.760 Are you like Charlotte when she hadn't even looked at her? 0:02:45.760 --> 0:02:49.760 Pretty much, she's my Charlotte. My friends will with tea. Yeah, 0:02:49.800 --> 0:02:52.160 my friends call me church girl like I'm Charlotte. 0:02:52.200 --> 0:02:53.280 I am, yeah. 0:02:54.040 --> 0:02:59.079 I just I'm the seeing a lot of vaginas. They're crazy. Wow, yeah, 0:02:59.080 --> 0:03:01.960 they're crazy. I think has a crazy vagina, My vagina, 0:03:02.200 --> 0:03:04.919 You have a crazy vagina. It's like she has no 0:03:04.960 --> 0:03:06.160 pussy lips. 0:03:07.560 --> 0:03:07.960 Wow. 0:03:08.560 --> 0:03:10.480 Oh that's why you don't want it, because you'd be 0:03:10.480 --> 0:03:14.280 down there not lips. 0:03:14.600 --> 0:03:16.800 No, she says, I look like like it's like a 0:03:16.800 --> 0:03:19.720 Barbie vaginant. It's because and it's not just me that 0:03:19.760 --> 0:03:20.120 says that. 0:03:20.160 --> 0:03:21.360 So that's how. I don't know. 0:03:21.680 --> 0:03:23.680 There's nothing I can do about that, though, but I 0:03:23.720 --> 0:03:26.440 think I'm a Charlotte more so because I don't, like, 0:03:26.600 --> 0:03:32.480 you need like fillers in your she said, what is 0:03:32.480 --> 0:03:36.920 the Codependence podcast about? Honestly, just our sisterhood. We so 0:03:36.960 --> 0:03:40.320 we met on a reality TV show. I was like 0:03:40.320 --> 0:03:42.920 one of the day which one Summer House. I met 0:03:42.920 --> 0:03:45.120 on Summer House. I was like one of the first 0:03:45.120 --> 0:03:50.040 black women on Summer House. And then Maya came in first. Yeah. 0:03:48.960 --> 0:03:52.440 I look, I'm confused because I was like, BITCHA watch 0:03:52.440 --> 0:03:54.240 Summer House and it's all black people. But y'all, Oh 0:03:54.320 --> 0:03:59.520 that's my whole she said, I watched y'all was on 0:03:59.520 --> 0:04:01.760 the white version. Yeah, we were on the white version. Bro, 0:04:01.880 --> 0:04:05.160 how crazy is that? Emonie Williams first, like, yep to 0:04:05.320 --> 0:04:09.320 know that, and it's wild. I remember when that happened too. Yeah, 0:04:09.400 --> 0:04:12.520 I've always liked Hannah's like Instagram content before we met. Yeah, 0:04:12.560 --> 0:04:14.960 and my first comment, I remember when that happened. I 0:04:15.040 --> 0:04:19.320 was like wow, no, yeah, that was me. 0:04:19.440 --> 0:04:21.040 So it was kind of a crazy season. But then 0:04:21.080 --> 0:04:24.839 may came in season six and we immediately hit it off, 0:04:24.839 --> 0:04:26.360 and honestly, it's kind of been like. 0:04:27.080 --> 0:04:29.200 I gotta know because one of my good friends is 0:04:29.200 --> 0:04:32.400 Gabrielle Canary, so she did Winter House too, and I remember, yeah, 0:04:32.480 --> 0:04:33.760 I remember. I was like, oh, yeah, you're not the 0:04:33.760 --> 0:04:36.440 only black girl. Thank god when y'all found each other 0:04:36.480 --> 0:04:39.440 on Summer House, Like, do you ever see comments that 0:04:39.480 --> 0:04:42.520 are just like because I remember with Gabby who and 0:04:42.520 --> 0:04:44.800 we've been friends a long time now, and like the 0:04:44.839 --> 0:04:47.440 way people would talk about her obviously, like the girl's 0:04:47.480 --> 0:04:50.000 a model, and you're like calling her ugly and this 0:04:50.040 --> 0:04:52.800 and that. I'm like, this is interesting. This is maybe 0:04:52.800 --> 0:04:55.600 a lot of things, but she's not ugly. But let's 0:04:55.640 --> 0:04:58.200 say that first. But they say wild shit about you. 0:04:58.279 --> 0:05:00.919 They they have a pin is about how I should 0:05:00.920 --> 0:05:03.279 be wearing my hair, how I should be representing black people, 0:05:03.320 --> 0:05:04.279 how I should be doing this. 0:05:04.560 --> 0:05:06.400 If you don't get in the pool enough, it's a problem. 0:05:06.400 --> 0:05:09.200 If you get in the pool, what you like, I 0:05:09.200 --> 0:05:12.360 don't have my natural hair, Like I'm a sellout. 0:05:12.520 --> 0:05:17.039 You can't wear we I do. But that's the problem. 0:05:17.080 --> 0:05:19.520 That's the problem, Like, oh, I'm black, I should come 0:05:19.560 --> 0:05:21.320 in with like but you're not black, and yeah, I'm 0:05:21.320 --> 0:05:21.960 not black enough. 0:05:22.040 --> 0:05:24.000 I get a lot of them not black enough. Wow 0:05:24.320 --> 0:05:27.560 we do. Yeah, well, I don't even like skin and 0:05:27.600 --> 0:05:29.799 you're not black enough. That's interesting. Way we just talked 0:05:29.800 --> 0:05:32.960 about this literally just because I would be were I 0:05:34.000 --> 0:05:35.760 think I'm light skin. I think I'm meeting your brown 0:05:36.680 --> 0:05:37.480 but some people. 0:05:37.279 --> 0:05:39.839 Will I categorize myself as dark skin, but some people 0:05:39.839 --> 0:05:42.320 are like, no, you're brown skin, And I'm like, I 0:05:42.320 --> 0:05:46.400 don't know where there drawn. Yeah, I'm like it doesn'tvedn't 0:05:46.400 --> 0:05:48.359 really matter. But it's just kind of funny. Like what 0:05:48.400 --> 0:05:51.880 your perception is is both. 0:05:50.920 --> 0:05:53.800 Of you gets a high yellow undertone, not necessarily a 0:05:53.839 --> 0:05:55.719 brown undertone. That's why is that that you can have 0:05:55.760 --> 0:05:57.960 the red or the yell? Now are y'all single or 0:05:58.000 --> 0:06:01.040 in relationships? Single? So let me ask you, between the 0:06:01.080 --> 0:06:07.800 two of you, who gets the better quality? Men? Not both? Yeah, 0:06:07.960 --> 0:06:12.520 like quality. If you said quantity, that would be one thing. 0:06:12.560 --> 0:06:18.960 Not like quality. Men all trash the quantity. I say, 0:06:19.080 --> 0:06:22.680 you talk to more people, more trash. She's trying to 0:06:22.720 --> 0:06:23.800 be nice and she said talk to. 0:06:25.640 --> 0:06:25.760 No. 0:06:25.800 --> 0:06:27.960 I really I can't being nice like I is, talk 0:06:28.040 --> 0:06:28.120 to you. 0:06:28.320 --> 0:06:30.800 I don't not open my legs for many men. Why, 0:06:30.960 --> 0:06:34.159 I don't know, i'mserving, Yeah exactly. Come on, Okay, so 0:06:34.200 --> 0:06:36.440 you said you're undeserving, you said you were a celibate. 0:06:36.600 --> 0:06:39.719 How long have you been celebrating. I'm like three weeks, 0:06:40.279 --> 0:06:42.680 two weeks, two weeks in. I'm two weeks in. But 0:06:42.680 --> 0:06:44.839 by the time this podcast come out, I'm gonna at 0:06:44.880 --> 0:06:49.600 least be five. Okay, so it's given pitch. This pussy 0:06:49.760 --> 0:06:52.760 is out of commission. I've been telibate for like a 0:06:52.800 --> 0:06:57.080 year and a half before like I yeah, because okay, 0:06:57.080 --> 0:06:59.839 Well I was dating just like trash and trash and trash, 0:07:00.040 --> 0:07:02.760 and then I had this awful sexual experience with this 0:07:02.800 --> 0:07:05.280 guy who was just so fucking weird in bed, and 0:07:05.600 --> 0:07:09.080 it literally scarred me, and I just vowed that the 0:07:09.120 --> 0:07:11.080 next person that I sleep with would be someone that 0:07:11.120 --> 0:07:14.040 I was actually interested in wearing a half damn we 0:07:14.200 --> 0:07:16.480 are fu Yeah, I just didn't want it to be 0:07:16.760 --> 0:07:19.640 or feel like in exchange. It just the one that 0:07:19.720 --> 0:07:21.840 kind of scarred me. It was, but the one that 0:07:21.880 --> 0:07:23.920 you had sex with after was it worth it? 0:07:24.520 --> 0:07:28.160 Honestly? Yeah? Okay, yeah I think that. And I'm even 0:07:28.320 --> 0:07:32.080 like after my breakup, I was like, okay, maybe I 0:07:32.080 --> 0:07:34.280 need to try like a different type. You know how 0:07:34.320 --> 0:07:38.120 nearly single are you? Oh? Three months? Oh girl by 0:07:38.160 --> 0:07:42.480 the time this come out folk, but no, Like you know, 0:07:42.520 --> 0:07:44.800 I was like, okay, well, let me entertain someone different. 0:07:44.920 --> 0:07:46.720 And I realized I was like at this point, I 0:07:46.960 --> 0:07:48.640 don't really know what I want. I don't really know 0:07:48.640 --> 0:07:51.480 how to communicate it. But this guy came over that I, 0:07:51.640 --> 0:07:53.920 you know, ye took me on a great date and 0:07:53.960 --> 0:07:56.280 we've been talking and he came over and I was 0:07:56.320 --> 0:07:58.200 just like this, I can't do this. He's not like 0:07:58.240 --> 0:08:01.760 what at so I don't know what like a Paula 0:08:01.800 --> 0:08:07.680 santoll a lot that's a lot like it doesn't that 0:08:07.760 --> 0:08:12.280 go with the movie? Smell like smell like tom Ford? 0:08:12.280 --> 0:08:14.960 He sell like. I didn't like the smell. It smelt 0:08:15.000 --> 0:08:19.480 like outside, it smelt like no, it smelt like he 0:08:19.640 --> 0:08:20.320 just didn't. 0:08:20.080 --> 0:08:21.920 Like his cologne. Is really what it came down to. 0:08:22.080 --> 0:08:24.080 And that's why that's how much he irritated me. I said, 0:08:24.120 --> 0:08:27.480 let me go back to my type. I cannot Oh, 0:08:27.520 --> 0:08:29.160 I couldn't do it. Oh you know who it is? 0:08:29.320 --> 0:08:30.360 I that was him? 0:08:30.440 --> 0:08:34.240 Yeah you didn't sleep with him? No, but you guys like, yeah, 0:08:35.080 --> 0:08:36.720 I want to smell him. Now does he smellt like 0:08:36.760 --> 0:08:40.600 what I know? Was just likes he like not your 0:08:40.640 --> 0:08:42.600 type even on page Yeah, he looked white. 0:08:42.640 --> 0:08:45.640 He's there. Look okay, wait, you'all have a type. No, 0:08:45.960 --> 0:08:47.000 I actually don't have a type. 0:08:47.000 --> 0:08:48.400 All my friends to say I don't have Oh no, 0:08:48.480 --> 0:08:51.600 everyone says white man, black man, it's everything. 0:08:51.760 --> 0:08:53.280 You don't have a white and black eyed type because 0:08:53.320 --> 0:08:56.680 I do. Okay, white guys. I typically like darker haired guys, 0:08:56.760 --> 0:08:59.839 facial hair. You should not be a blonde adult. I can't. 0:08:59.880 --> 0:09:04.800 I can't date a fucking I don't as a blond. 0:09:04.880 --> 0:09:05.880 A don't as a man. 0:09:06.760 --> 0:09:08.839 As a man, you need to grow out of your 0:09:08.840 --> 0:09:10.400 blondness by the time you hit like. 0:09:10.679 --> 0:09:15.480 That's real. It's what he ate except being generous twenty Yeah, 0:09:15.600 --> 0:09:17.599 that's being very generous. Long white boys do look a 0:09:17.600 --> 0:09:21.880 little Barbie. I can't join a conversation. It's never a 0:09:21.880 --> 0:09:26.680 white man. Still when you like, are attracted to celebrity 0:09:26.679 --> 0:09:29.800 white guys, I like fucking Jason Momo, who apparently isn't white. 0:09:29.800 --> 0:09:32.200 You know, white. That's the type of I like. 0:09:32.360 --> 0:09:36.840 Okay, I like that that's colored. Yeah, that's colored. Yeah, 0:09:37.360 --> 0:09:43.480 color conversation about so my white guy type. They need 0:09:43.520 --> 0:09:46.080 to be a bushwick, prsy white boy that's already been 0:09:46.120 --> 0:09:46.800 with a black girl, but he. 0:09:46.800 --> 0:09:49.040 Don't have to tell you. Don't you find out because 0:09:49.080 --> 0:09:50.240 you scrolling through the timeline. 0:09:50.280 --> 0:09:52.600 I don't agree with that because it's like, you can 0:09:52.640 --> 0:09:54.360 be with one black girl before me, so I don't 0:09:54.360 --> 0:09:55.720 have to teach you everything. But if you have like 0:09:55.760 --> 0:09:58.240 five six, seven and black girlfriends before me or whatever, 0:09:58.320 --> 0:10:00.080 it's then it's a fetish and I don't like that. 0:10:00.400 --> 0:10:03.200 Well mm hmm. I want him to have like tadded 0:10:03.240 --> 0:10:05.120 be cultured of some sort, like you can't be out 0:10:05.160 --> 0:10:13.480 here like cultured what different you don't want to but 0:10:13.480 --> 0:10:15.120 cultured in the sense of like you can't be. 0:10:15.440 --> 0:10:18.360 Talking about Trump or anything like acts like you've been 0:10:18.360 --> 0:10:21.559 around black people before. You can't be like the only fucking. 0:10:21.880 --> 0:10:24.920 See this interesting because I want to be someone's tight, definitely, 0:10:25.360 --> 0:10:27.640 But at the same time, if I was actually dating 0:10:27.640 --> 0:10:29.040 a white way, the only day of Black Girls would 0:10:29.040 --> 0:10:30.800 freak me out. The last white guy date on the 0:10:30.800 --> 0:10:34.560 podcast Jeeves, every girl before me looked like something else, 0:10:34.600 --> 0:10:36.760 and I was like, okay, so he's like Pete Davidson. 0:10:36.840 --> 0:10:38.920 You always see it's like that one that's like just 0:10:39.000 --> 0:10:40.280 a little bit. It's like off white. 0:10:40.960 --> 0:10:43.680 Does he thinking about Pete Davison's Have we ever seen 0:10:43.720 --> 0:10:44.679 him with like a regular white girl? 0:10:44.679 --> 0:10:47.360 O cape back in So didn't he date Ariana grand. 0:10:50.280 --> 0:10:50.400 Not? 0:10:55.440 --> 0:10:57.280 I called her out for the spright hands and ship. 0:10:59.280 --> 0:11:03.640 He's not like that grand white She's I think is 0:11:05.000 --> 0:11:06.600 Oh yeah, I don't think that's the last name for real? 0:11:06.640 --> 0:11:09.760 For real? Can we look at what is? Ariana Big 0:11:09.840 --> 0:11:14.360 is not a real name. She's like she has to 0:11:14.360 --> 0:11:20.400 be Latina. It's giving no. Anyways, I did want to 0:11:20.400 --> 0:11:23.880 get into an icebreaker with you guys, and you know 0:11:24.040 --> 0:11:26.559 it's gonna be a w W y D versus a 0:11:26.760 --> 0:11:29.679 w E a h D, which is what would you do? 0:11:29.880 --> 0:11:33.560 Versus what would a whole do? She chose because it 0:11:33.600 --> 0:11:37.200 means something in Italian. It's Italian. It's not even like 0:11:37.400 --> 0:11:39.920 it's not even by the way, I added Danish. My bad, 0:11:39.960 --> 0:11:42.959 I added another word. Uh, so what would you do? 0:11:43.240 --> 0:11:45.480 And what would a whole do? So this one actually 0:11:45.480 --> 0:11:49.120 comes from our good sis Sukiana. She says, you find 0:11:49.120 --> 0:11:51.400 out your man was cheating right before your girl's trip 0:11:51.440 --> 0:11:55.960 to Jamaica. What are you doing? Are you one staying home? Crying. 0:11:56.200 --> 0:12:00.920 Two getting some Jamaican cocky. Three behave yourself and just 0:12:00.920 --> 0:12:03.440 go on your trip for invite the runner up on 0:12:03.480 --> 0:12:06.600 the trip or five enjoy yourself until stuff with friends 0:12:06.640 --> 0:12:07.120 your turn. 0:12:08.679 --> 0:12:10.640 Okay, can I just say something real quick, because like, 0:12:12.080 --> 0:12:21.240 we all know what Jamaica men are like. 0:12:17.640 --> 0:12:20.559 Do we really want to give Jamaica as the example 0:12:22.480 --> 0:12:24.400 because this is what I would do. We all know 0:12:24.400 --> 0:12:32.640 what Jamaican dick is like, bitch as you know. Oh yeah, 0:12:33.000 --> 0:12:36.880 it's it's demonic. Apparently it's I've been with a Jamaica 0:12:37.600 --> 0:12:42.839 just like my daddy. I don't want to he learned. Okay, 0:12:42.840 --> 0:12:44.439 what would I do? What would you do? 0:12:44.720 --> 0:12:49.280 I think I'm just gonna go and enjoy with my friends, 0:12:49.320 --> 0:12:53.160 But you're going to I've never experienced Jamaican dick. 0:12:53.440 --> 0:13:01.080 Maybe maybe like why not? He fucking cheated? Get what 0:13:01.160 --> 0:13:01.520 about you? 0:13:02.040 --> 0:13:06.240 I feel like I would stay with him so he 0:13:06.320 --> 0:13:08.280 thinks like it's okay, it's cool, and then I would 0:13:08.280 --> 0:13:09.320 go fuck someone in Jamaica. 0:13:09.440 --> 0:13:11.199 Okay, so y'all are doing what you would do as 0:13:11.200 --> 0:13:12.679 well as what a who would do. Y'all are clearly 0:13:12.880 --> 0:13:14.400 Yeah I think I like that. 0:13:14.800 --> 0:13:17.280 Yeah, so I'm gonna have to like, keep me a 0:13:17.320 --> 0:13:18.800 little bit of company when I'm over there. 0:13:18.880 --> 0:13:23.199 Okay, now this next one real taxing. One of your 0:13:23.200 --> 0:13:26.840 homegirls has an OnlyFans page and she lets you know 0:13:27.120 --> 0:13:30.280 that your boyfriend is her number one supporter over the 0:13:30.360 --> 0:13:34.320 last three months. Who are you more upset with? Three? Yep, 0:13:34.640 --> 0:13:37.000 three months? So he's been her top He's been her 0:13:37.040 --> 0:13:39.200 top subscriber over the last three months. That's why she's 0:13:39.240 --> 0:13:41.720 coming to you. How who are you more upset with? 0:13:41.840 --> 0:13:44.559 And how do you respond to this him? What the fuck? 0:13:44.760 --> 0:13:46.320 I feel like I need to find out how much 0:13:46.360 --> 0:13:49.679 he was spending on my best friend because that's wild. 0:13:49.960 --> 0:13:52.920 No, you don't want to know, but needs to tell me. 0:13:52.920 --> 0:13:53.920 I'm happy for her. 0:13:54.280 --> 0:13:56.600 I'm not asking for that cut at all, but I'm 0:13:56.640 --> 0:13:59.079 just saying, like, how much are you spending? We could 0:13:59.080 --> 0:14:01.560 have been like in the fucking south of France somewhere 0:14:01.559 --> 0:14:02.160 and you're sucking. 0:14:02.280 --> 0:14:05.840 Okay girl, If that was. 0:14:05.800 --> 0:14:08.640 A huge scribed, my man, you wouldn't tell me for 0:14:08.720 --> 0:14:10.800 three whole months. 0:14:10.960 --> 0:14:12.920 I'm gonna let it slide. Maybe it was a mistake. 0:14:13.360 --> 0:14:20.400 Now I'm dude, I'm out with him. Are you breaking day? 0:14:20.760 --> 0:14:24.000 If he's supporting your best friend, they're both entrepreneurial. 0:14:24.800 --> 0:14:26.880 I'm feeling weird for all in the same room together, 0:14:27.080 --> 0:14:27.920 like they're both. 0:14:30.680 --> 0:14:35.560 You can't watch my BITCHU No, no, absolutely not okay 0:14:36.360 --> 0:14:40.120 solo content, her feet and her mess to me, no, 0:14:40.960 --> 0:14:44.480 but to you have a lot of friends that I 0:14:44.560 --> 0:14:46.640 have a lot of friends, Like I mean, even when 0:14:46.760 --> 0:14:50.000 when Rory came on, I'm actually one of those friends 0:14:50.000 --> 0:14:52.720 that like, if my friend is out bad, like and 0:14:52.800 --> 0:14:54.480 I got a trick, I'd be like, girl, you could 0:14:54.480 --> 0:14:56.720 come on a trip and he'll pay you to fuck 0:14:56.800 --> 0:14:59.800 us type ship, Like I'm down to like support, you know, 0:15:02.600 --> 0:15:05.320 because I didn't. What am I rephrasing? If I have 0:15:05.360 --> 0:15:06.760 a friend who's down and out and I've done this 0:15:06.800 --> 0:15:08.600 multiple times, I have a friend that has looked out 0:15:08.640 --> 0:15:11.560 for me. She like was like, girl, I got this trick. 0:15:11.880 --> 0:15:13.840 This is back he used to play for for the 0:15:13.880 --> 0:15:17.120 Grizzlies and he pays I you still down and out. 0:15:17.400 --> 0:15:19.360 I set it up and I went on the trip, 0:15:19.880 --> 0:15:22.120 had fun, got my money. But I've done that in 0:15:22.160 --> 0:15:25.040 exchange with my friends, like especially like if I know 0:15:25.080 --> 0:15:29.760 they're down and out, finance man, was it my? Like 0:15:29.920 --> 0:15:33.040 those are those are my my niggas? Like my tricks. 0:15:33.120 --> 0:15:35.160 My partner is my you know what I mean, maybe 0:15:35.200 --> 0:15:37.400 not my man. I only just had my first relationship now, 0:15:37.720 --> 0:15:40.280 but also my ex fucked a lot of my friends 0:15:40.320 --> 0:15:45.400 with me as well, So so yeah, that wasn't a question. Bitch, girl, 0:15:46.560 --> 0:15:49.880 let me my home. Let me finished your homegirl. That's porn. 0:15:50.960 --> 0:15:53.360 You guys hang out, maybe you have dinner. Often you 0:15:53.400 --> 0:15:55.240 find out that all of the point he's watching is 0:15:55.280 --> 0:15:59.400 advantage in jer you're not. I don't think it bothers me. Wow, 0:15:59.520 --> 0:16:03.840 you are, I don't think. Yeah, I mean I watch. 0:16:04.000 --> 0:16:06.160 I mean, but she's a porn star I'm friends with, 0:16:06.320 --> 0:16:08.000 But there's a lot of porn. She's not the only 0:16:08.040 --> 0:16:12.800 one he could choose where human, I say, but you're 0:16:12.800 --> 0:16:14.880 moving the goal poles. You said that is the only 0:16:14.920 --> 0:16:17.560 porn he watches. I don't believe that anybody is just 0:16:17.560 --> 0:16:20.440 watching one person. I'm telling you he's he likes getting 0:16:20.440 --> 0:16:23.200 off to Havanta Ginger, y'all are friends. That doesn't bother me. 0:16:23.480 --> 0:16:25.600 I just wouldn't be able to leave my friend g 0:16:25.840 --> 0:16:28.720 porn Starine. That doesn't surprise Betsy bou Ass. Are you 0:16:28.800 --> 0:16:32.080 leaving them famous just a random porn star? We do 0:16:32.160 --> 0:16:35.320 understand Havana's iconic. Right, you were telling me you actually 0:16:35.320 --> 0:16:37.280 think it's okay that your man is only coming to 0:16:37.360 --> 0:16:41.560 your homegirl, y'all hang with the only word is I think, 0:16:41.560 --> 0:16:44.080 what's blowing mind? Because I didn't say only I'm saying, 0:16:44.320 --> 0:16:47.080 that's the scenario. Oh, you're you're giving me that scenario. 0:16:47.160 --> 0:16:49.400 I think it's weird. Are you leaving them in a 0:16:49.480 --> 0:16:52.520 room together and you're not there? I mean, to me, 0:16:52.600 --> 0:16:55.640 I have trust issues right now overall with people. To me, 0:16:55.800 --> 0:16:58.240 I don't think it's appropriate for me to leave my 0:16:58.360 --> 0:17:01.920 friends in a room with my nigga in any scenario. Okay, 0:17:02.080 --> 0:17:03.560 Like that to me doesn't make sense to me, Like 0:17:03.600 --> 0:17:05.159 why would that be? Let me ask you this. You 0:17:05.160 --> 0:17:06.840 already know that he's getting off to her. 0:17:07.000 --> 0:17:09.160 You just go to the bathroom, Like, y'all, the three 0:17:09.200 --> 0:17:10.520 of you are dinner, you are the bathroom. 0:17:10.560 --> 0:17:13.200 What the I'm peeing? Thinking? Like? What is he thinking 0:17:13.200 --> 0:17:15.000 about with her? Right? So, I'm not gonna lie, and 0:17:15.040 --> 0:17:17.520 I think that that's what we're That's that's why you're 0:17:17.720 --> 0:17:22.040 jerking off to my home, right, I just want two 0:17:22.080 --> 0:17:24.000 of them right there. There can be a fantasy. I'm 0:17:24.040 --> 0:17:26.119 not gonna lie. I think that that goes to what 0:17:26.320 --> 0:17:27.920 I be with a man that I believe I can't 0:17:27.960 --> 0:17:31.560 trust around my friends. Then, now that's a whole different scenario. 0:17:31.920 --> 0:17:35.040 You want you jacking your dick off to one of 0:17:35.040 --> 0:17:37.760 my friends that I know and I support and aware 0:17:37.840 --> 0:17:40.920 does sex work? No, that's not gonna bother me like it. 0:17:41.119 --> 0:17:44.480 It's to me, it's kind of like on trend of Oh, 0:17:44.720 --> 0:17:47.280 now that we're together, I'm gonna tell you who you 0:17:47.320 --> 0:17:49.639 can and cannot be friends with. So there's accessibility, and 0:17:49.680 --> 0:17:52.000 I think that's the difference too. Right, Like one of 0:17:52.040 --> 0:17:55.720 my not exes, but someone I've dated said to me 0:17:56.359 --> 0:17:58.840 he didn't like that. I was always now, I'm such 0:17:58.880 --> 0:18:01.879 a bias fan right now. It's never me saying like, 0:18:02.119 --> 0:18:03.800 oh my god, I want to suck Prince Dick. I 0:18:03.800 --> 0:18:05.719 would always be like, Yo, you gotta fuck to this. 0:18:05.800 --> 0:18:07.760 I literally told him in my first interview, I fucked 0:18:07.800 --> 0:18:10.040 to your music all the time, super fan of him. Right. 0:18:10.680 --> 0:18:13.239 He was like, you can't me too. He's like, you 0:18:13.280 --> 0:18:15.560 can't be a crazy fan of someone you have access 0:18:15.600 --> 0:18:18.280 to because it makes me look bad. And I was like, well, 0:18:18.359 --> 0:18:21.040 that's what my ex will be like. But here's his thing. 0:18:21.400 --> 0:18:24.320 He's like Yo, He's like, if I'm he was a writer, Like, 0:18:24.359 --> 0:18:26.560 if I'm talking about all these actresses that I'm writing for, 0:18:26.560 --> 0:18:28.520 it would make you feel uncomfortable. You're not just some 0:18:28.600 --> 0:18:30.720 girl on the street. You're gonna meet him, You're gonna 0:18:30.760 --> 0:18:33.000 know him ironically and ended up happening. Now we're friends. 0:18:33.240 --> 0:18:36.280 But he's like, you can't stand over niggas like other 0:18:36.320 --> 0:18:38.800 people because you're in rooms with them. So it's not 0:18:38.880 --> 0:18:42.359 a good look for me because boom, if I'm dating 0:18:42.359 --> 0:18:45.160 a bitch who works at Walgreens who may never see 0:18:45.160 --> 0:18:47.439 this person, fine, it feels like fandom, but you have 0:18:47.560 --> 0:18:50.120 access to that person. They may reply to your DM whatever. 0:18:50.880 --> 0:18:54.280 Now I'm fans and I'm gonna go today conference and 0:18:54.359 --> 0:19:00.320 probably just ask me how I've been and niggah him 0:19:00.359 --> 0:19:03.040 and go everywhere. Yeah, but my plan is corn is 0:19:03.040 --> 0:19:06.119 actually next level to me. So it's not just the accessibility, 0:19:06.160 --> 0:19:09.200 it's this is my friend. We're sharing spaces together. Yeah, 0:19:09.240 --> 0:19:11.119 I do not think it's appropriate to jerk off to 0:19:11.160 --> 0:19:13.040 my home girl sharing spaces. 0:19:13.080 --> 0:19:15.560 I just feel like I can't look at I just 0:19:15.800 --> 0:19:18.520 if the scenarios if I leave the room, like I 0:19:18.760 --> 0:19:22.280 just it's also like you're you're going over some sort 0:19:22.280 --> 0:19:25.240 of like line of decency because it's like suddenly you're 0:19:25.320 --> 0:19:26.520 I'm touching myself. 0:19:26.560 --> 0:19:28.800 This isn't the show Beef. Y'all watch Beef. No, I 0:19:28.800 --> 0:19:30.280 haven't seen Beef. You watched it, right? 0:19:30.400 --> 0:19:30.560 Yeah? 0:19:30.880 --> 0:19:33.000 Remember when he was jerking off to the coworker's pitch, 0:19:33.359 --> 0:19:36.399 that's crazy, he was, bitch, you ain't about the imagine 0:19:36.440 --> 0:19:41.000 if the nigga was jerking off to Mandy, I would die. No, 0:19:41.080 --> 0:19:44.160 wonder you look at her? Do you know what else? 0:19:44.160 --> 0:19:47.639 It's difficult about that too. I think like if the 0:19:47.920 --> 0:19:49.959 friend in question, Mandy and I look super different, right, 0:19:49.960 --> 0:19:51.440 the first thing I'm gona thinking is like, oh my god, 0:19:51.480 --> 0:19:52.439 you like big buds, and. 0:19:53.600 --> 0:19:58.399