Speaker 1: This Big Bank DJ Scream and BABYJ with the number
Speaker 1: one podcast in the streets, Big Big.
Speaker 2: Facts live from Repose Studios in the Atil.
Speaker 3: It's time for Big Facts.
Speaker 1: What Up, Big Bank? What Up? Baby J? DJ Scream?
Speaker 3: I'm here g Herbo on Big Facts today.
Speaker 1: What Up? What Up?
Speaker 4: What Up?
Speaker 1: What's up?
Speaker 3: What's up with Man? First? I gotta ask you, man,
Speaker 3: what what?
Speaker 1: What?
Speaker 3: What got into you in twenty twenty five because we
Speaker 3: woke up.
Speaker 2: And you went the work. I'm talking about you on
Speaker 2: your what third fourth album?
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm about to drop again on the seven yeah,
Speaker 1: eleven seven? What got into you? What motivated you? Bro?
Speaker 5: It was really honestly, like you know how they say,
Speaker 5: like proper preparation, like prevent poor performance, like the whole
Speaker 5: twenty twenty three and twenty four. I was just trying
Speaker 5: to get like my business affairs in order, and just
Speaker 5: like that motivated me with like when I'm when I'm
Speaker 5: able to drop frequently, how I can? I ain't gonna
Speaker 5: let up because I always been like a super like workhorse,
Speaker 5: like in the studio, like putting in like hours and hours,
Speaker 5: like I have sixteen eighteen hour days in the studio,
Speaker 5: like recording. I record a lot of music, and I
Speaker 5: feel like at that time when I couldn't release it,
Speaker 5: how I wanted to it like let a fire inside me. Like, man,
Speaker 5: as soon as I get it right, I'm just gonna
Speaker 5: drop like a flood is bitch.
Speaker 3: I don't even care. And as soon as like the moment.
Speaker 1: I was able to drop a project, I dropped like
Speaker 1: two back to back, and I was really like on
Speaker 1: some just trying to like kind of like heat back
Speaker 1: up and just see what the streets was feeling for real,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like.
Speaker 5: Just testing and be like all right, but if they
Speaker 5: if they rocking right now? You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 5: because I know I got like a core audience. But
Speaker 5: I'm just saying, like, you know, music and what it is,
Speaker 5: it changed up so much, you know what I'm saying. Yeah,
Speaker 5: So it's like, all right, better if I drop and
Speaker 5: it should do what I what I think is gonna do.
Speaker 3: I'm gonna just keep releasing bro when they've been working
Speaker 3: for me.
Speaker 6: How do you think that like that blockage from having
Speaker 6: to deal with a label and trying to get your
Speaker 6: business affairs in order and not being able to drop
Speaker 6: when you wanted to do you think that for the
Speaker 6: average artists that could discourage them from wanting to do
Speaker 6: music at all.
Speaker 3: Definitely, most definitely for sure.
Speaker 5: And it's like that's why you gotta and I'll be
Speaker 5: trying to say it as much as possible. Man, you
Speaker 5: even when you like at a standstill or stagnant for you,
Speaker 5: it's like you gotta like gotta just see it through.
Speaker 5: You just gotta keep pushing, especially like if you're an
Speaker 5: artist and it's your passion, Like I won't never tell
Speaker 5: and I don't care how ugly it get.
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna never like advise nobody to quit. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. It's like because you will want to.
Speaker 5: I didn't want it to before, Like I didn't really
Speaker 5: want to be like man, fucking shit, you know, but
Speaker 5: I ain't gonna lize like I feel like that little
Speaker 5: time at a period of time a year and a
Speaker 5: half real when I was really like and I don't
Speaker 5: even think it was really all the way whereas like
Speaker 5: I couldn't drop music, you feel me, I just couldn't
Speaker 5: do it how I wanted to, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 5: at the pace that I wanted to, So I just
Speaker 5: felt like, all right, bet, I'm gonna get it in order.
Speaker 5: Where it's like I don't have full control, like you
Speaker 5: know what I'm saying, I could take advantage the way
Speaker 5: I want to. So when I did that, that's what, like,
Speaker 5: you know, like just made me feel like all right, bet,
Speaker 5: Like you will lose your confidence what I'm saying, Like
Speaker 5: you know, like but basically what you're saying. As artists,
Speaker 5: you'll lose your confidence. But you just gotta just just
Speaker 5: push through that shit and just keep on.
Speaker 3: Then you will get it back though you know it'll
Speaker 3: come back to you.
Speaker 1: Yeah, what path you thank you on? You know, it's
Speaker 1: different paths we take while we're on our journey. What
Speaker 1: path you thank you on? Right now? Man?
Speaker 5: Really, it's like for me, I got a point to
Speaker 5: prove still, like you know what I'm saying, Like I
Speaker 5: feel like I had a little chip on my shoulder
Speaker 5: like going through all that shit, and right now I say,
Speaker 5: my path is really like I'm trying to and this
Speaker 5: is the first time my career, I'm about to be
Speaker 5: one hundred percent fully independent where it's like I got
Speaker 5: full control of everything that I'm doing. After I dropped
Speaker 5: this project, so it's like we're having that I want
Speaker 5: to like I need to go on a crazy one
Speaker 5: where it's like and I ain't trying to say it
Speaker 5: like sound cliche or nothing like that, but it's like
Speaker 5: I feel like it's still a lot of respect in
Speaker 5: the industry like that I got to earn, you know
Speaker 5: what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: So that's what I'm trying to do.
Speaker 1: Like I'm trying to get to a point where it's
Speaker 1: like everybody know like all.
Speaker 3: Right, bet no, he don't want like what about your
Speaker 3: life my life path?
Speaker 1: Really, man, I ain't.
Speaker 5: I'm gonna be honest with you and I ain't even
Speaker 5: know like no funny shit like when I be when
Speaker 5: I see like when y'all be doing them walks and
Speaker 5: ship like y'all only all healthy ship, like that'd be motivated.
Speaker 1: Yeah, sure, I'm gonna pull in.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I'm gonna pull in for sure because I've been
Speaker 5: trying to like that's my real like my next I
Speaker 5: feel like my next chapter in life on this type
Speaker 5: of journey, like I want to really like get my
Speaker 5: man and my body together, you feel what I'm.
Speaker 1: Saying, like really getting healthy?
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, like exactly, cause like I'll be like, you know,
Speaker 5: how you move so fast you're working, it's like you
Speaker 5: disregard a lot.
Speaker 3: But it's like, man, I just turned thirty.
Speaker 1: It's like you know when you get a certain age,
Speaker 1: it's like shit just click, like man I gotta start. Yeah.
Speaker 5: Yeah, but I feel like I just got to, like,
Speaker 5: you know, just be the best version of myself is
Speaker 5: what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: Like, you know, because that ship it'll.
Speaker 5: Pass you bay, you will be young and it's like
Speaker 5: nigga having fun drinking and day doing and shit like no,
Speaker 5: I want to get myself Yeah exactly.
Speaker 1: So what you know it comes with your ship. Yeah,
Speaker 1: gotta be a little selfish, like you lose a lot
Speaker 1: along the way to doing that for sure. So how
Speaker 1: you how how you preparing for that? Yeah? You know, yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm trying for real, for real, cause it's like and
Speaker 1: I think it's just my personality, like just me being
Speaker 1: such a loyal person. You feel what I'm saying where
Speaker 1: it's like you just gotta make the tough decison. You know,
Speaker 1: everybody ain't really built for this ship.
Speaker 5: You feel what I'm saying, like making a tough decisions
Speaker 5: where it's like, man, I gotta have discipline, and you know,
Speaker 5: like when having discipline, you do lose a lot along
Speaker 5: the way.
Speaker 3: And I know, my you know how you know yourself?
Speaker 3: Like you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 5: That's one of the things that I gotta work on,
Speaker 5: just having discipline, because you will have like all the
Speaker 5: resources that should have come to you so easy, where
Speaker 5: you feel like you ain't even gotta have the discipline
Speaker 5: that you really should be the best version of myself.
Speaker 3: But I feel like I owe it to myself and
Speaker 3: I owe it to my kids, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 6: Sh Yeah, And speaking of like, you know, owing it
Speaker 6: to yourself and your kids and getting your mind and
Speaker 6: your body and everything together and having to leave some
Speaker 6: shit behind. Like you said in an earlier interview, basically
Speaker 6: how like long story short, you were done with the
Speaker 6: hood shit, And there was a lot of controversy about that,
Speaker 6: and a lot of people presumably took it the wrong
Speaker 6: way because they felt like you were saying it as
Speaker 6: if you were like turning your back on your people.
Speaker 4: But I want you to just kind.
Speaker 6: Of elaborate a little bit more like after the comment
Speaker 6: about what you meant by that, so that people can understand,
Speaker 6: like the full scope of what you were talking about.
Speaker 5: It's really like what I meant was I never like
Speaker 5: ever in my life like forget where I come from
Speaker 5: or turn my backround.
Speaker 1: People. You fee what I'm saying, But it's like when
Speaker 1: you get to a certain point in your life, it's like, damn,
Speaker 1: why would you want to be on a dumb shit anyway?
Speaker 7: You feel what I'm saying, are still on the same shit.
Speaker 3: You say shit and not elevating you feel me?
Speaker 5: So that's what I meant by that, like just leaving
Speaker 5: the street shit behind where it's like, because I'm gonna
Speaker 5: be honest, like all my life I was in the streets.
Speaker 5: I've been a street nigga my entire life, and it's
Speaker 5: like that shit put you in a certain mindset where
Speaker 5: you feel like you gotta do this and behave a
Speaker 5: certain way you feel I'm saying where it's like I
Speaker 5: really just want to focus on being an artist and
Speaker 5: a father, Like I don't care about the street dude
Speaker 5: image or the shit that come with the streets. Like
Speaker 5: that's what I mean, Like I'm cutting tasks from all
Speaker 5: that shit where it's just like I don't I shouldn't
Speaker 5: have to focus on nothing but getting money and taking
Speaker 5: care of my family. I shouldn't have to focus on
Speaker 5: those streets shit or no dumb shit or trying to
Speaker 5: help niggas out and bring him to where I'm at
Speaker 5: you find, I'm saying because I've been doing it for
Speaker 5: fifteen years. I've been taking care of niggas, paying niggas bonds,
Speaker 5: paying for funerals like you feel. I'm saying, I want
Speaker 5: the niggas to get to a point where it's like
Speaker 5: they don't want to do that shit no more either,
Speaker 5: because when you really in this shit, don't nothing to
Speaker 5: come with that shit but depth with jail, you know
Speaker 5: what I'm saying, Like.
Speaker 6: Or least like even get to the point where like
Speaker 6: bonds and funerals aren't even in the universe that you
Speaker 6: guys are like revolving in type.
Speaker 5: Of sure like you gotta you gotta have that type
Speaker 5: of man set and have that energy up like in
Speaker 5: your life in around you where it's like, nigga don't
Speaker 5: want to be on the goofy shit no more because
Speaker 5: I'm just being a hundred like staying outside in my hood.
Speaker 3: My shit dangerous. You gonna get shot at you. It's
Speaker 3: gonna die.
Speaker 1: Being out there, you know, regardless, Like.
Speaker 5: You know what I'm saying, that shit is gonna keep
Speaker 5: on history repeat itself. You feel me in my hood
Speaker 5: been like that for fifty years.
Speaker 1: Why do you think it's so much of a and
Speaker 1: all y'all can answer this way, y'all think it's so
Speaker 1: much of a badge honor for a nigga to feel
Speaker 1: like I'm a streeting and the ship. I'm still in
Speaker 1: my hood, I'm still standing out here, like.
Speaker 6: I feel like because back in the day, like being
Speaker 6: a street nigga like really stood for something and it
Speaker 6: really meant like it really meant something like that was honorable.
Speaker 6: Now the ship ain't honorable no more so it's like
Speaker 6: the ship don't even matter for real.
Speaker 4: So it's not that big of a deal like Whoopedi Dode.
Speaker 5: But you gotta think like the older generation, like I
Speaker 5: feel like everything changed.
Speaker 1: It' shit all watered down now. You feel what I'm.
Speaker 5: Saying, Like back then, street niggas kind of was honorable.
Speaker 5: I ain't gonna say kind of because they was doing
Speaker 5: honorable shit, you know what I mean. It's gonna always
Speaker 5: be whole ass niggas.
Speaker 1: A lot of shit going on just magnified. Yeah, they
Speaker 1: generation cause y'all niggas on camera exactly. That's it's been
Speaker 1: whole ass nigga doing whole ass ship. It's just magnified
Speaker 1: now because like this ring camera.
Speaker 5: You know, yeah, it's like what I'm saying, camera niggas
Speaker 5: that really had morals and ship. It took like the
Speaker 5: people that was like the people who that was praised
Speaker 5: in the hood. That will make you grow up like
Speaker 5: a kid, you will grow up and want to be
Speaker 5: a street nigga because you want to be like him,
Speaker 5: because you see this nigga taking care of everybody, He
Speaker 5: taking kids, family, He do solid ship.
Speaker 1: He keep kids out the way.
Speaker 5: You know, niggas used to go to the hood games,
Speaker 5: the football games, or you just scored thirty, give you
Speaker 5: five hundred dollars, Like that's that'll make a nigga want
Speaker 5: to stay in school.
Speaker 6: In the real street niggas discouraged the whole ship exactly.
Speaker 1: Ship. But y'all right what you're saying, correct, you know
Speaker 1: how back they Yeah, it was a lot, but you
Speaker 1: gotta think for every real nigga with.
Speaker 3: Ten fu niggas. Yeah, yeah, but the baby.
Speaker 1: They were breaking in that nigga ship, right, yeah, but
Speaker 1: it's right here doing little whole ship tailing on him.
Speaker 1: You'd be a nigga at told on we watched this
Speaker 1: nigga take the whole hood, but it's such a toe
Speaker 1: on it.
Speaker 4: But it's like the whole niggasig.
Speaker 1: It wasn't being recorded, Yeah.
Speaker 6: And it was like the whole niggas didn't even the
Speaker 6: whole niggas got shunned like it was.
Speaker 4: It was even though it was ten whole niggas.
Speaker 6: You would have never known that it was so many
Speaker 6: of them because the hood didn't respect it.
Speaker 1: So they didn't fucking they didn't. You know what I'm saying, niggas.
Speaker 1: What niggas know you did some fun ship. They know
Speaker 1: you were a slimy snake ass and get out of
Speaker 1: the air like snitch. They still let you come back outside.
Speaker 1: She's still outside.
Speaker 5: You're still tough, all type of ship, Like I see
Speaker 5: this ship on my own ass all the time. You
Speaker 5: feel me like so you right a lot of time
Speaker 5: that she was frowned upon where it's like lass frown upon,
Speaker 5: but like, no, sh ain't my business at telling me?
Speaker 1: Yeah, like if you, if you, if you the nigga
Speaker 1: are trying to be the street referee. You was a
Speaker 1: hater if you're a nigga that called she for whatever
Speaker 1: it is. And I had to get these like my
Speaker 1: kids live with the man to tell me, like, Bro,
Speaker 1: you ain't got to be the nigga tell a nigga
Speaker 1: what they're wrong. Wrong.
Speaker 4: You gotta get out of.
Speaker 1: This ship long time. I'm like you right all you
Speaker 1: doing making a nigga that don't want to be wrong?
Speaker 4: Mad at you?
Speaker 1: Mad at you now? You know what I'm saying, He's
Speaker 1: been ruled before you and spread man. I hate the
Speaker 1: man come and told the nigga the truth. But that
Speaker 1: ship that was just a whole ship, the real truth.
Speaker 1: I want a nigga tell me that, bro, like damn real.
Speaker 3: That's why you ain't gonna lie all the time.
Speaker 5: I know you, Like, that's why you always hear my
Speaker 5: respect because you like you always call ship out.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 5: It's like I just you know, you just see how
Speaker 5: nigga move like y'all bro, move on real principle more.
Speaker 1: That's what I always respected about respect your respectable. Like
Speaker 1: most of the world feeling there's like so much ship
Speaker 1: goes on Bro. A lot of a lot of ship
Speaker 1: niggas be saying, be right, but you can't even like it. Yeah,
Speaker 1: a lot of saying you really like it or coming
Speaker 1: you might offend the nigga. Yeah, for sure.
Speaker 5: There It's like a lot of niggas do like, especially
Speaker 5: in the industry and the ship that we in. This
Speaker 5: ship big, but it's small, and a lot of times
Speaker 5: niggas be like playing puppet masks and pulling strings behind
Speaker 5: the scenes that you don't even know they do, like
Speaker 5: stopping you from getting it certain and all type of ship.
Speaker 1: You they're gonna introduce you before you can get introduce yourself,
Speaker 1: but they introduce you as a fun.
Speaker 5: Nimma, no bullship, and nigga won't even try to get
Speaker 5: to know you because they scared. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 5: Like against the bro, that's what that ship fucked up.
Speaker 1: That's why I never judge the nigga off of what
Speaker 1: he did to another nigga. It could have been a reaction.
Speaker 4: I don't know what you did to make him do that.
Speaker 1: I don't know. I can only judge you my interaction
Speaker 1: with you. Like niggas say whatever they want to say
Speaker 1: about her like, man, you know that nigga never did
Speaker 1: that around me or to me. I don't know why
Speaker 1: I done did bullshit the nigga. I learned that too, though.
Speaker 5: It's like I'm gonna say some eating some other shit
Speaker 5: even like that, like when you don't treat niggas like that,
Speaker 5: like I'm not gonna treat a nigga a certain way
Speaker 5: because you said it, and then you started to see
Speaker 5: ones like all right, but now I didn't getting nigga
Speaker 5: the benefit of the doubt, just like evil and equal
Speaker 5: in the playing field.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 5: The nigga who said some shit, you gotta see how
Speaker 5: they reaction is to you being around him, because you
Speaker 5: know what I'm saying to a nigga, like then you
Speaker 5: would see this nigga colors, like his flow will come
Speaker 5: out and this will probably really be your dog for real,
Speaker 5: you know what I'm saying. I started doing that, and
Speaker 5: I started like it kind of was like a blessing
Speaker 5: because like fuck, niggas stopped being around me for real, Like.
Speaker 1: No, I've read how that shit go brou nigga tried
Speaker 1: to persuapt that that's the whole shit in the world.
Speaker 1: Persuade your opinion about me to another nigga. If I
Speaker 1: got a problem with a nigga, I just got a
Speaker 1: problem with you. I ain't finna go try to get
Speaker 1: no clue because I feel like I'm man enough down
Speaker 1: to you by my motherfuckerself. I ain't gotta go make
Speaker 1: jade man that you and this person mast you nigga
Speaker 1: coming like bro, how you feel about man, get your mind.
Speaker 1: I ain't a nigga trying to be fun with the niggas,
Speaker 1: so don't fuck with him. That's the lame. Shouldn't run
Speaker 1: do that ship.
Speaker 5: But it's like the niggas like us, that should get
Speaker 5: done to you a lot. Though it's like when and
Speaker 5: that be like other niggas insecurity where it's like were
Speaker 5: you really a threat to him or his manhood or
Speaker 5: some ship he doing like me and both of you
Speaker 5: could be great. We could do the same thing and
Speaker 5: both be good as fun at it. Like nigga not
Speaker 5: want you to be around because he thinks you're gonna
Speaker 5: take his spot or take his position when it's like nah,
Speaker 5: we really could put this ship together and be better
Speaker 5: like knowing.
Speaker 1: As he being you mean't around he remixing you. So
Speaker 1: you got niggas that to have a nigga that's doing
Speaker 1: the same thing as them. But they'll study you and
Speaker 1: study you, hate on you, and go in the rooms
Speaker 1: introduce you without you even knowing it. But I'm you,
Speaker 1: I'm being kind of what I think you would do. Y'all.
Speaker 1: Ain't see that nigga use your same image everything whole sweat,
Speaker 1: but in their way. Like, but what basically what I'm
Speaker 1: saying is a nigga hate on you that you inspire, right,
Speaker 1: That's then that what they hate really be for real,
Speaker 1: Like for sure they'll.
Speaker 6: Take your whole ship and try to beat you to
Speaker 6: the punch and be you inside of another nigga to
Speaker 6: a whole bunch of other niggas.
Speaker 1: Like nigga be sending me ship, like, Bro, didn you
Speaker 1: say it before? I was like, Bro, that's what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: this ship to inspire niggas. So I don't get if
Speaker 1: a nigga say some ship like I said before, But
Speaker 1: in they way, I a'm at at that because we
Speaker 1: all got knowledge from so well.
Speaker 4: Imitation is the best form of flattery.
Speaker 1: That means I'm going up, but don't go in the
Speaker 1: room and be like no, no.
Speaker 4: My nuts that when it turned out, Yeah, like what
Speaker 4: the hell you want me?
Speaker 1: You don't want me to get in with the ship
Speaker 1: that's inspiring you like you me to get where you
Speaker 1: need to be?
Speaker 5: Don't being a real niggas Like man, I always say that.
Speaker 5: She's like, boy, you don't get no war shows for
Speaker 5: this ship.
Speaker 1: No, bro, you just just gotta be you.
Speaker 5: You just gotta just do that ship, like I'm blessed
Speaker 5: to say, like I ain't never like block nobody from
Speaker 5: doing ship like ever spread and no like false narrative
Speaker 5: or talked about a nigga behind their back or a
Speaker 5: nigga I love or stop you know, because that ship,
Speaker 5: that shit happened to me a lot, and that shit
Speaker 5: really do be hurt my feelsh for real, no bullshit, nigga.
Speaker 1: Got feelings.
Speaker 5: Ye do, because like damn, I would never do that, bro,
Speaker 5: Like I ain't never did that ship before ending to
Speaker 5: be people that you fuck with, Like sometimes you gotta
Speaker 5: like just see that ship for what it is and
Speaker 5: don't even like something.
Speaker 3: It takes a lot and not even have the energy
Speaker 3: to address the.
Speaker 1: Ship, you know what I'm saying, Like real ship, you
Speaker 1: gotta take the ship what it is, because the only
Speaker 1: thing you get mad on a person for doing some
Speaker 1: ship that you wouldn't do to them. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. So you gotta understand that people are not
Speaker 1: you like I give people chanced. How only you been there.
Speaker 1: But just just know I ain't gonna fuck with you
Speaker 1: ever again. I ain't in my feeling about it. I
Speaker 1: bro out with your chain like back in the day
Speaker 1: when I had work. It's certa niggas. I gave ship too,
Speaker 1: so they can suck up. I know you ask a nigga, bro,
Speaker 1: you ain't even gotta gotta gott a zip cussle. Ask
Speaker 1: you what you're saying. You want to get some money,
Speaker 1: shout what you want. I need a bag. He ain't
Speaker 1: got a ground because okay, you go your bag. I
Speaker 1: just bought your friendship away from me because I know
Speaker 1: you finter fuck this bag up. I can stand it.
Speaker 1: You know you can't as me for ship else, buddy,
Speaker 1: But were cool, I said, boy, I ain't mad about that.
Speaker 3: I seen my big brother do that a lot of times.
Speaker 1: How you do that ship? Nigga's on the problem looking
Speaker 1: like damn what he did. Niggas probably watching it right now.
Speaker 1: I don't mind now you up once see it? Yeah,
Speaker 1: for sure, because but if you don't, because it's been
Speaker 1: some nigga that didn't fuck up and shock me like no,
Speaker 1: he wanted some money. You know what I'm saying. But
Speaker 1: if you fuck up, I ain't tripp.
Speaker 4: I can't come on down.
Speaker 1: I can't give you something that I can't stand. If
Speaker 1: I can't stand, I want to give it to you
Speaker 1: right now now. But nigga, it all depends on how
Speaker 1: nigga play. I know a nigga fuck it up. He
Speaker 1: just fucked up. He ain't got no story for me,
Speaker 1: like bro, I sucked it up. But the nigga got
Speaker 1: there just acting like you don't talk something that's a
Speaker 1: different that's right, you know.
Speaker 5: Them soft story. I can forgive it for sure, really
Speaker 5: trying to to do right, but just like yeah, ain't
Speaker 5: you got a lot of people like that like you love.
Speaker 3: Them like damn, man, this nigga really can't get right.
Speaker 6: Yeah, I like that, but you pud it up and
Speaker 6: you're trying to like you took it in your top.
Speaker 1: He talked about you don't do that cost twelve dollars
Speaker 1: and ship don't do that taking the motherfucker. Some people
Speaker 1: got like I ain't gonna lie. It's real.
Speaker 5: I had to learn that ship too when I got older.
Speaker 5: Like certain people, I feel like they got like a
Speaker 5: sickness like you really just it's like they really don't
Speaker 5: even like had a mental capacity to know that they're
Speaker 5: doing some fun ship.
Speaker 1: But that ship just really naturally. That's why get around
Speaker 1: to get around to knowing. Like like you said, she
Speaker 1: heard your feeling, bro, that's it's something wrong with everybody
Speaker 1: do something meaning I'd be like, it's some wrong with
Speaker 1: you because I would have been a good friend, right,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, So, man, is this some
Speaker 1: wrong with you that I love?
Speaker 5: I learned that like I was something because me, I
Speaker 5: ain't gonna lie some ship on my brain or I
Speaker 5: feel like I did something like as a man, I
Speaker 5: learned like accountability is important, just being having enough like
Speaker 5: and you to be like, damn, bro, I.
Speaker 1: Did some function.
Speaker 5: But you know what I'm saying, you feel like you
Speaker 5: did some function, but you really, like all the way
Speaker 5: didn't because you're not even a fu nigga in character.
Speaker 1: But it's like I did some ship. I feel like
Speaker 1: I should apologize to you for I do that. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying.
Speaker 5: You feel me like I do that other niggas just
Speaker 5: I feel like I don't even understand enough to be
Speaker 5: able to do that.
Speaker 3: Like never feel like they wrong ever about.
Speaker 1: That's worst kind of everybody. No, boys, I know I
Speaker 1: don't did ship the niggas. Niggas nd ship to me.
Speaker 1: I ain't trick me. I'm by by, I'm dead wrong nigga.
Speaker 1: It's cool boys, but I'm moving pat. I ain't gonna
Speaker 1: get stuck there right. I ain't gonna be the nigga like.
Speaker 1: But he nigga did something me. No, he probably did
Speaker 1: it because I said that I told him his whole
Speaker 1: fucking or whatever. Yeah, you know you telling nigga ship, bro,
Speaker 1: You being real like whatever you trying to like, Bro,
Speaker 1: you gotta watch that. Try to tell the niggas some
Speaker 1: righteous ship nigga to be bro, to do some righteous ship,
Speaker 1: and you would really lose a motherfucker behind it because
Speaker 1: they just don't want you to tell the little rights
Speaker 1: ship to be naive. That what I like, bro, because
Speaker 1: some people can't take the truth, Like, say, listen, I
Speaker 1: have told niggas real ship that friends should tell niggas, Hey, Bro,
Speaker 1: the truth, get with the bitch. She tell him I'm lying,
Speaker 1: and now I'm a fuck nigga bitch. And I talked
Speaker 1: to Brother, that's my man. He said, she's blow job beatty.
Speaker 1: You want me to call him? No, Brother didn't even
Speaker 1: behave Now now I'm a fuck nigga because you're thinking
Speaker 1: I'm goinna gonna tell the world that that you would
Speaker 1: blow up. No, Bro, I'm telling you you my man,
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna tell nobody. If you're gonna be with
Speaker 1: the cool nigga, your secret is cool with me. That
Speaker 1: nigga don't even want to come around you no more.
Speaker 1: That's it. Don't come around you because you're still with
Speaker 1: the little You know it deep down inside you really
Speaker 1: know you just want to be into now you know
Speaker 1: he didn't know. You don't want nobody else to know
Speaker 1: exactly at it. I didn't seen that ship. I didn't
Speaker 1: did to though. Bro. I didn't told nigga ship and
Speaker 1: like you will fall out with the nigga telling him wrong.
Speaker 1: They said that when I got big fat. That's why
Speaker 1: people don't call me when they into it with niggas,
Speaker 1: because the first thing I asked you what you did?
Speaker 1: What you do? Like I get what you're saying. He
Speaker 1: did what you did? What you so he said all
Speaker 1: that you ain't said that, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: Like all this ship, he just woke up and chose
Speaker 1: you like people hate talking to me because I'm trying.
Speaker 5: You're gonna ask the right question. You're gonna get to
Speaker 5: the bottom up. You know who else like that? Those
Speaker 5: savage like that though he like that.
Speaker 1: He ain't gonna if you feel like something, but he
Speaker 1: like with that thud ship, but he ain't let him
Speaker 1: out of you know what that person all I thought about.
Speaker 1: It's always some bullshit that Nigga called me every day
Speaker 1: to damn got on the phone line. Man, you can't
Speaker 1: hear your brother, you can't. He always been like that
Speaker 1: I call about Nigga always been like like motherfucker see
Speaker 1: that he does. But that Nigga little man, but if
Speaker 1: he witch wisch okayig always been like.
Speaker 5: That though, just like just how you really asked the
Speaker 5: right question to get to the bottom of ship, because
Speaker 5: like you a funk with a nigga like Nigga be
Speaker 5: your man's and he telling the story. You're really not
Speaker 5: asking the questions because you're just like I'm on whatever.
Speaker 5: He but you got to ask the questions to tell the.
Speaker 1: Nigga if they're wrong too, because you would get into
Speaker 1: some bullshit because your homie just feeling a certain ways.
Speaker 5: Like you gotta like, no, he you probably shouldn't did
Speaker 5: it like that. You probably should have did it like this,
Speaker 5: you know what I'm saying, Like bro wan them type
Speaker 5: of nigga.
Speaker 4: You gotta rationalize before you react to You been on.
Speaker 1: That ship forever, like we like we beaving back in
Speaker 1: the day when I wrapped me. I'm like, they ain't
Speaker 1: really did no, No, we just hate him, right, don't
Speaker 1: try to make up a false like the nigga did
Speaker 1: you nigga really did? Like we just hat you know,
Speaker 1: we don't say fuck him. It's cool and still with
Speaker 1: you fuck these knas, but I need to know did
Speaker 1: ship Yeah I'm here so y'all you know as the
Speaker 1: ship go on, nigga to make it up story what
Speaker 1: a nigga did yeap? Just to make it believe.
Speaker 6: It's like, is this fucking baseless or does this fucking
Speaker 6: have substance?
Speaker 1: Yeah? Yeah, most of the don't have no sub.
Speaker 5: A lot of it, A lot of this ship though, boy,
Speaker 5: I didn't seen it, well I didn't. That's why we're
Speaker 5: feeling like I know I'm young, but I just feel
Speaker 5: like I had been through so much ship and earlier,
Speaker 5: Like you know what I'm saying, Like I was like
Speaker 5: living like a grown man when I'm fifteen years old,
Speaker 5: you know what I'm saying, really having responsibility, paying bills,
Speaker 5: doing all type of ship. You know what I'm saying, fifteen,
Speaker 5: sixteen years old. But it's like, yeah, that ship, that
Speaker 5: ship come with a lot though, bro, you know what
Speaker 5: I'm saying. Then it's like you ain't gonna mention it
Speaker 5: because deep down you feel like, all right, bet God
Speaker 5: and put me in this position. I feel like this
Speaker 5: is my bro, like this what I'm supposed to do?
Speaker 1: You feel me?
Speaker 5: But you will take on a lot because everybody just
Speaker 5: be like you you the one. Now, I ain't just
Speaker 5: taking care of my household.
Speaker 1: I'm taking care of this household, this household, these niggas, this,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, this nigga og all this shit.
Speaker 5: And then it's like you do it and you don't
Speaker 5: tell nobody. I ain't saying nothing about it. You know
Speaker 5: what I'm saying, because I don't want no credit for it.
Speaker 5: And then it's like, damn, the one thing you do
Speaker 5: or one thing you might do that don't they like
Speaker 5: that'll upset somebody, you know what I'm saying, Like that
Speaker 5: they don't.
Speaker 1: Like they just say fuck you.
Speaker 5: You feel me like I had to get to a
Speaker 5: point where it's like doing that you learn, like bro,
Speaker 5: you like like you said in the beginning of the interview,
Speaker 5: like Bro, you just gotta damn and really choose.
Speaker 3: Yourself for real.
Speaker 5: Like everybody that's with you that fuck with you, they're
Speaker 5: come along, you know what I'm saying. But it's like
Speaker 5: you can't just be a real nigga, Like nah, I
Speaker 5: want to and don't get me wrong, I want to
Speaker 5: see everybody win. But it's like you just don't want
Speaker 5: to help this person, want to help. Even if you
Speaker 5: want to help somebody, sometimes you just can't do that
Speaker 5: shit be empty, cap.
Speaker 1: I can't wait to say no now complete sending no
Speaker 1: that ship? Feel better, Bro, that's a release? Do you
Speaker 1: think you do? You think by you basically announcing the
Speaker 1: street nigga ship, that that that keeps you from being
Speaker 1: responsible for another nigga attitude. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: that's my best show. I can't respond for no other
Speaker 1: nigga attitude. Nobody. They said that in their mouth, that's
Speaker 1: who they're represent. I'm representing bank only. I can't even
Speaker 1: represent little, I can't represent nobody. He said that out
Speaker 1: of mouth, that's his mouth. But usually when you're so
Speaker 1: tired in with niggas and ship, whatever he said out
Speaker 1: in mouth, we said, and then it leads to the
Speaker 1: nigga look, say some ship and it be like, you know,
Speaker 1: banking them said, I wasn't even down for sure, that's them. Yeah,
Speaker 1: they said that, that's what they don't Yeah, exactly. So
Speaker 1: you feel like that feel like a relief. Yeah.
Speaker 5: I was just gonna say that ship like a real big,
Speaker 5: like weight off my shoulder. And I already was feeling
Speaker 5: like that in moving like that before I ever said
Speaker 5: it on camera. And then when you say ship, and
Speaker 5: it's like the message I was trying to get out,
Speaker 5: I feel like it shouldn't even have offended nobody, Like
Speaker 5: it shouldn't offending nobody from the hood that fucked with me,
Speaker 5: or that that even didn't fuck with me.
Speaker 3: But it's like you should see what I'm on and
Speaker 3: knowing like the.
Speaker 5: Proopers in up putting the facts of the facts, bro
Speaker 5: I didnet took care of so many fucking people from
Speaker 5: that hood I didn't turn like my hood. It's literally
Speaker 5: it's four millionaires include me. That's from my block. That's
Speaker 5: from that block that stood out there. That's a lot
Speaker 5: that's great for real, Like you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 5: that grew up together, thuging together. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 5: getting shot at together, sleeping on the same couches and
Speaker 5: floors and shit, that's really legit on paper, millionaires, you
Speaker 5: know what I'm saying. So it's like we're daring it
Speaker 5: them broke generational curses coming out of there. So you
Speaker 5: should see that shit and then they get happy, Like
Speaker 5: you should get inspired by that. You shouldn't say, oh yeah,
Speaker 5: you a fuck nigga, don't come on the block, or
Speaker 5: you can't do this. You can't you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 5: Like that should never even cross nobody mind. So it's
Speaker 5: like when you see that with me personally, when I
Speaker 5: seen that, and it's like damn, it's like all right, man,
Speaker 5: nigga really doing me a favor?
Speaker 3: Like you ain't got to deal with this shit and.
Speaker 1: You speaking as you growing. But you can see how
Speaker 1: niggas said when you were back on the block, right, yeah,
Speaker 1: for sure exactly what I'm for sure because like Bro,
Speaker 1: I used to really believe in my head that I
Speaker 1: would be out there forever, like even with the money,
Speaker 1: like I thought I was gonna be one of the
Speaker 1: niggas with the money pulling up in my block like
Speaker 1: you feel me like every day though, like yeah, I'm
Speaker 1: out here, you feel I'm saying, staying over and just
Speaker 1: like I thought I would be that nigga that just
Speaker 1: never wanted to lead that environment.
Speaker 5: You feel what I'm saying, But it's like a lot
Speaker 5: come with, just like trauma and grief. Though nigga done
Speaker 5: lost so many homies that didn't died for this ship.
Speaker 5: It's like damn that'll make you like, man, fuck this ship.
Speaker 5: You feel me like it ain't just got to do
Speaker 5: with like the hood and not wanting to be around
Speaker 5: like on some fun nigga shit like oh I got
Speaker 5: some money, I feel like I'm better than y'all.
Speaker 1: I don't want to be around y'all. It's like, well,
Speaker 1: we done lost some real niggas to this shit you
Speaker 1: just got. They got something back then somehow to a nigga. Okay,
Speaker 1: there's just another nigga dead. Whatever. Now it's something you
Speaker 1: she gonna fake. You know what I'm saying. Back then,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. Ship Really, that's why he's
Speaker 1: telling the nigga like they be like. But he it's
Speaker 1: a certain thing called your niggas be crazy. They with
Speaker 1: young niggas got smart, smooth, started to get smarter. See
Speaker 1: the little baby looking jail like him and ship, but
Speaker 1: this ship getting different. This is life now. Back then
Speaker 1: nigga didn't didn't know no better. That's what it is
Speaker 1: to sure, Yeah, my grand man, that girl likes something
Speaker 1: I gotta talk about about.
Speaker 3: Said she loved me yesterday.
Speaker 1: I love Uncle swir. She like, you know, the white
Speaker 1: the white man on the elevator. I'm telling little came
Speaker 1: on the other day, right, and they came over there.
Speaker 1: So I was over at the studio. You know, got
Speaker 1: the studio, right, I was over at the studio, just over.
Speaker 1: He called. He said, man, why is he got an elevator?
Speaker 1: And the white man said, what's ups? He like, you
Speaker 1: look like you know about doughter, like I see you
Speaker 1: with a granddad, Like Boss is gonna walk up on
Speaker 1: you and just hug. Yeah he ain't. Gotta know, like
Speaker 1: for real, for real, you know my songs all type
Speaker 1: of ship be tweaking me up every dingy bro. Nah,
Speaker 1: but I think I think that's good and I think
Speaker 1: that's the new path man. Like any nigga they're standing
Speaker 1: on the destruction ship.
Speaker 5: Yeah them, yeah, them, That's like that should be crazy
Speaker 5: to me, Like, bro, and we just we kind of
Speaker 5: talked about it a little bit already, just like what.
Speaker 3: Do what being a nigga.
Speaker 5: Man, We're just like right now in today's age where
Speaker 5: I feel like you got like a badge of Arnold's rank,
Speaker 5: saying I'm be on this block like I'm outing on
Speaker 5: this block. This fucker ain't producing no money for real,
Speaker 5: you know what I'm saying, Like you're not getting nothing
Speaker 5: out of doing this ship.
Speaker 1: It's not like you out here.
Speaker 5: Protecting the hood making sure kids and babies don't get shot.
Speaker 5: This motherfucker ain't worth nothing. So what do you what
Speaker 5: do you get? What kind of accomplishment do you get
Speaker 5: feeling like, oh, this is my ship. I'm just right
Speaker 5: here like this all you got.
Speaker 3: That's all they no right at some point though, that's
Speaker 3: all people know.
Speaker 1: But the world so bit you can't really say that.
Speaker 5: Well you can't say that, and then you can't at
Speaker 5: the same time, cause it's like you could see this
Speaker 5: ship on paper on Instagram now, like you know, a
Speaker 5: lot of people just didn't know how big the world
Speaker 5: was outside they blocking, they ain't seen. You could see
Speaker 5: niggas getting money now, like wake up on your phone, click,
Speaker 5: like damn. That shit should motivate you, like you shouldn't
Speaker 5: see no nigga getey like that. Nigga bitch, you know
Speaker 5: what I'm saying, Like, niggas be like that, Bro, That
Speaker 5: shit crazy to me.
Speaker 1: Niggas be fucked ump, niggas mind be fucking try just
Speaker 1: flopping on niggas. I'm just saying, like, Bro, niggas gott
Speaker 1: to thank bro when niggas mindset up being there and
Speaker 1: I get niggas my mind up being in some fucked
Speaker 1: up places and looking back on that ship like damn, bro,
Speaker 1: I used to think like that. I be feeling like
Speaker 1: that though, like yeah, like even just thinking just just
Speaker 1: seeing niggas, you know, like back in the day you
Speaker 1: see niggas, God damn blow up and be like man nigga.
Speaker 1: Fagre here man nigga. But it ain't got no money,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like I didn't get all
Speaker 1: them niggas. You in your mind, that's where the mentality
Speaker 1: come from. You think that you can save everybody. So
Speaker 1: when you get your money, that's the first thing you're
Speaker 1: gonna try to do.
Speaker 7: Its blessed, try to.
Speaker 1: Save everybody until you start seeing all this pleasure. This
Speaker 1: person will all the fuck me because of this this
Speaker 1: person he doll't love me because it's hard to believe
Speaker 1: in real love when everybody you that say they really
Speaker 1: love you, brother, you you take care of them.
Speaker 4: Treat you like a transaction.
Speaker 1: It's hard, bro, It's hard to believe everybody love you
Speaker 1: and you can't do some ship for him. It's like,
Speaker 1: oh yeah, no, you me for real because they'll show you,
Speaker 1: like even if they don't show you know, it's hard
Speaker 1: to believe it because it's like do you love me
Speaker 1: because or do you love me exactly? Because I'm like
Speaker 1: everybody that say them to say they love you, you're
Speaker 1: a part of their life, like you them to take
Speaker 1: care of the folks you're them to employed whatever. So
Speaker 1: everybody's saying I love you. Is this love transactional? Yeah?
Speaker 6: And then another thing that comes with that with that,
Speaker 6: right for sure?
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 6: And then like another thing that comes with that too
Speaker 6: is when you you know, when you're taking care of
Speaker 6: the hood and you know that's that's the first thing
Speaker 6: that you feel like you gotta do as a real nigga.
Speaker 6: You also have to understand the fact that a lot
Speaker 6: of these people don't respect the fact that you're giving
Speaker 6: them your hard earned money.
Speaker 1: No, they don't.
Speaker 4: They don't.
Speaker 6: And it's like there even though they might act like okay,
Speaker 6: it's not a handout or you know, whatever they got
Speaker 6: going on, they're careless with their gift or their present.
Speaker 1: People will envy you because you're able to do for
Speaker 1: them what they can't do for themselves. I've seen niggas
Speaker 1: respect nigga that they have told them no every time
Speaker 1: when I said yes every time. It's like because he
Speaker 1: actually making you go hand on your betingess, I'm crippling
Speaker 1: them enabling you. So it makes its do some of
Speaker 1: your characters, to your to your to your ego, and
Speaker 1: you got a column say nigga hate that. They really
Speaker 1: got to act like you only do it because you
Speaker 1: fletch the nigga. You know, you know my whole. No,
Speaker 1: you're finna pay our rent. Yeah, you I need to
Speaker 1: call your whole that show.
Speaker 5: For show boy, for show your bitch or really, I'm
Speaker 5: saying a nigga bitch, make him want to do something
Speaker 5: to a nigga that's really helping him because you don't
Speaker 5: even know the conversations about you can't do this unless
Speaker 5: you call him. Put that nigga and you don't even
Speaker 5: know y'all having this conversation. You really dareing and might
Speaker 5: care about the nigga that your man. But it's like, man,
Speaker 5: you really don't even like you for real.
Speaker 1: For sure. Yeah, I'm telling you it's like that, just
Speaker 1: like like lit it up. She's like because a bitcher
Speaker 1: say that, Like yeah, you want me to call your dad,
Speaker 1: like call a nigga like that like that, we want
Speaker 1: to take a niggas soul from I need to call
Speaker 1: him see if we gonna can we go out tonight? Yeah,
Speaker 1: like what we're gonna eat? You need what you need?
Speaker 1: We hold over rock Man, Ready kill your boyship boy
Speaker 1: nigga do something to a nigga just off there. You
Speaker 1: don't even know, Like boy, in your head, you're wondering, like, damn,
Speaker 1: what the fuck wrong this nigga? Like you feel me?
Speaker 5: Nigga attitude, he mug and ship. He don't even want
Speaker 5: to talk. He hopping the car with you and what
Speaker 5: you are.
Speaker 1: You're good. You don't even know he's mad because it's
Speaker 1: bit saying something about you. He tried to rap, doing
Speaker 1: to wrap your ship. No bullship, boy, I'm telling you
Speaker 1: people with my bitch nigga, the pause of your seen
Speaker 1: this ship, boy, I swear God, it's a cold world
Speaker 1: we live in there. It's crazy. It's crazy. That's even.
Speaker 1: That's even like how ship starts in niggas neighborhood. Right,
Speaker 1: If a nigga from the hood, you from right, and
Speaker 1: you're gonna blew up you on the road. This's your
Speaker 1: first time out on the road. Everybody can't go. We
Speaker 1: all know that, right. Yeah, you're you're blessing the hood
Speaker 1: as you can. But people, it's certain people that gonna
Speaker 1: be in the hood. People gonna be asking like, ain't
Speaker 1: you forgot damn ain't you from Big Fat Avenue? You
Speaker 1: be like, hey, yeah you bank, so why you ain't
Speaker 1: out there, Why you ain't right there with him? Why
Speaker 1: you ain't ain't it? Can you come over here?
Speaker 5: It take a real nigga that just like be in
Speaker 5: that situation, be like no bro handling his business facts.
Speaker 1: Niggas don't do that.
Speaker 4: Don't hold this down out here.
Speaker 1: Yeah, niggas start feeling like that, nigga go cut them people,
Speaker 1: rip it up, like why don't be fun with y'all?
Speaker 1: Like that nigga do that intentionally to like try to
Speaker 1: turn you against you. There's certain niggas that do that.
Speaker 3: Like fin say this real quickly, fuck with him.
Speaker 5: You know what I'm saying, Like turn him against him
Speaker 5: cause he did and never liked you anyway, you feel
Speaker 5: what I'm saying. So it's not like all right, but
Speaker 5: I'm gonna make his homies because they wait on that
Speaker 5: opportunity when you write there in public. Some some niggas
Speaker 5: are really like not say certain ship because they know
Speaker 5: how you're gonna handle it. Like I'm I'm gonna stand
Speaker 5: on all team about any nigga playing on me regardless.
Speaker 5: So it's like nigga don't get the opportunity to play
Speaker 5: with you until you're gone or on the internet.
Speaker 1: Now it's like you gotta think where you didn't.
Speaker 5: I didn't like being in a situation where it's like
Speaker 5: you thinking, like I don't really finna have to do
Speaker 5: something to a nigga just because they like, you know
Speaker 5: what I'm saying, just because niggas playing with you, but
Speaker 5: you don't because I learned that you knowe what I'm saying.
Speaker 5: But it's like nigga try to trick you, like, oh yeah,
Speaker 5: cause you like and in person, nigga don't play with you.
Speaker 5: But then it's like when you get to getting money
Speaker 5: and getting the where it's like, no, no, you.
Speaker 1: Think a nigga that that didn't go through that, Yeah,
Speaker 1: who the hell are they? Yeah, everybody gotta go through
Speaker 1: that for sure, make us as ximple. But but the
Speaker 1: dumb niggas when you're so close to the street and
Speaker 1: you'll be a dumb nigga thrash out by some ship.
Speaker 1: For sure, Like if you was in my faith, you
Speaker 1: wouldn't say that. You wouldn't say that. That's what I
Speaker 1: had to learn. I was on that.
Speaker 3: You wn't on that exactly for.
Speaker 2: The for the purpose of the blueprint, though, So when
Speaker 2: you when you're on the custo of putting yourself in
Speaker 2: a situation where you can get out the hood for
Speaker 2: the purpose of sending a blueprint, would y'all advise.
Speaker 3: Go and don't look back?
Speaker 1: Mmmm? I mean ship now that I know what I know?
Speaker 1: Hell yeah? Like, man, fuck that shit, what don't do
Speaker 1: you and take care of who you need to take
Speaker 1: care of.
Speaker 5: Bring whoever with you that's really for you that you
Speaker 5: feel in your heart all right, but I'm bringing these
Speaker 5: people with me and then don't look back for real,
Speaker 5: Cause it's like it's certain people where it's like even
Speaker 5: I didn't thought about this ship, like bro, I'm I
Speaker 5: just say in the interview, like the like my hood,
Speaker 5: the East Side of Chicago, it's big, so it's like
Speaker 5: it ain't just my little one block. I didn't hung
Speaker 5: out in three four different hoods all over East you
Speaker 5: know what I'm saying. So it's like it's certain niggas
Speaker 5: where it's like, even when I was outside posted up
Speaker 5: on the blocked day, I ain't even funck with you
Speaker 5: for real, might have just said what up till you
Speaker 5: walk past you like a nigga feel like you're suposed
Speaker 5: to did something for them.
Speaker 1: It's like, bro, I ain't never been in your crib.
Speaker 1: You ain't ever been in my ship. Like we ain't
Speaker 1: never shared to McDonald's burger, none of this ship together.
Speaker 1: So it's like, how the fuck do I supposed to
Speaker 1: do something for you? It's niggas don't really feel like that.
Speaker 5: And it's like and I had to think, like damn,
Speaker 5: just be cause the niggas say he from this neighborhood
Speaker 5: or from this block, or claim this or claim the
Speaker 5: same ship that you clean. He felt like all the
Speaker 5: post did something for me just off that like.
Speaker 1: Hell no, Like niggas ain't even said nothing, but what
Speaker 1: up to you? And Kevin moving? You got niggas that
Speaker 1: mad at you because they know ship. Mean, I got it? Now?
Speaker 1: What are you talking about? That's the people's favorite saying
Speaker 1: when somebody I remember that nigga that boy had it.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I said.
Speaker 1: In a cool way, like I been new you okay, bro.
Speaker 1: People gotta grow like it's niggas in grade school. They
Speaker 1: feel like if they can just get in touch at
Speaker 1: you get something. No bullshit, what I didn't seen that
Speaker 1: ship too?
Speaker 5: Like I ain't gonna lie a lot of it I didn't then,
Speaker 5: just seeing all all different type of scenarios that motherfuckers
Speaker 5: just thinking shit and entitlement and all that shit.
Speaker 3: Niggas in dealt with that ship for sure.
Speaker 4: So let me ask all of y'all a question.
Speaker 6: And since we're talking about entitlement and we're talking about
Speaker 6: like elevating and moving on and not looking back or whatever,
Speaker 6: how do you deal with.
Speaker 4: What am I trying to say?
Speaker 6: How do you deal with family members that act like
Speaker 6: they're happy for you, but they know that they have
Speaker 6: such a huge influence over you that they try to
Speaker 6: poison your thoughts about your success and what you have
Speaker 6: going on to make you feel like you're not worthy
Speaker 6: of it.
Speaker 1: Like with me, I ain't gonna lie. It's like.
Speaker 5: I feel like family them kind of the only people
Speaker 5: right now at this point that could probably say some
Speaker 5: shit and make me feel think twice about it.
Speaker 1: I feel like then, because it's like.
Speaker 5: It's my family, my cousins, auntie, like damn nigga really
Speaker 5: love you, so it's like you would think twice, Like
Speaker 5: now if they say some shit and I know that
Speaker 5: shit like it's bad too, like entitlement in general, but
Speaker 5: it's like like my family out there to try to
Speaker 5: figure out a way, like, all right, let me just
Speaker 5: help you anyway, because I was like, you know what
Speaker 5: I'm saying, I don't want to like cripple my family.
Speaker 5: You feel me, But I know that's wrong too, though.
Speaker 1: Bro, I ain't even really got no cousins, my brothers
Speaker 1: and sisters and my kids, like my family is they
Speaker 1: did like they do.
Speaker 4: Yeah, but I'm not.
Speaker 6: Even talking about necessarily financially. I'm just talking about like
Speaker 6: as far as like even the energy.
Speaker 1: No, I don't know you. I don't know you. I
Speaker 1: don't know you. Bro, I don't know who it is. Bro.
Speaker 1: It can be Barbara's son. She ain't got one, She's
Speaker 1: got two dollars. So then I say, barbara son. It
Speaker 1: could be Barbara's son. I don't give a bro. It
Speaker 1: don't serve me. It don't belongs with me. Bro, I
Speaker 1: don't serve everything I can serve for them the forty years.
Speaker 1: I'm faulty, Sam. Now I need the rest of this
Speaker 1: for me, man, Bro, it's really peace, like, man, fuck it,
Speaker 1: I ain't even gotta deal with this ship.
Speaker 5: That's just a level of peace. I want to get
Speaker 5: to another thing though, me, I ain't gonna lie. Like
Speaker 5: the reason why, it's like it's a little like smooth
Speaker 5: with me with my family is like my my family
Speaker 5: close like on my mama's side, it's like I just
Speaker 5: let everything go through my mama.
Speaker 3: Call my mama for some ship, call her.
Speaker 1: She do what she does.
Speaker 5: She don't like a lot of ship don't even get
Speaker 5: to me. Really really, I like that too, though, ship man,
Speaker 5: if you need to call her, she.
Speaker 4: Shemin weed it out.
Speaker 5: You figure that ship out, man, Like my mama deal
Speaker 5: with that type of ship. So it's like I intentionally
Speaker 5: sometimes I don't answer my ship on purpose. I see
Speaker 5: my ship ringing a hundred times. I'm not answering. I
Speaker 5: don't gonna forgot. I do love you, though, but talk
Speaker 5: to my mama, man, and then she will tell me
Speaker 5: or not tell me what I'm saying, Like a lot
Speaker 5: of ship can't handled that way, and it don't really
Speaker 5: get to me. So it's like I don't really always
Speaker 5: look like the bad guy because my mama ain't you
Speaker 5: know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: Ain't nobody gonna tweak with her. So it's like she
Speaker 1: just did, but I can't don't get said that. Yes,
Speaker 1: you're gonna have the invinsity tes somebody know that you
Speaker 1: care about. Yeah, did too many? Yes, I'm all out
Speaker 1: of them. By saying, man, call somebody, I'm just saying
Speaker 1: because I've been in I don't been in this position that
Speaker 1: I couldn't call nobody, And even if I could, my
Speaker 1: pride wouldn't even allow me to. I feel like nigga
Speaker 1: need if I can climb, Nigga better got there, get
Speaker 1: their client, can get that boots on.
Speaker 5: Yeah, you think like that too, though, because it's like
Speaker 5: a lot of like that's how you feel like. I
Speaker 5: feel like anything I get in like it's just all
Speaker 5: a part of my journey. I'm gonna just do whatever
Speaker 5: necessary to just change my situation. And I wish everybody
Speaker 5: else thought like that, Like everybody else thought like that
Speaker 5: should be much easier because you.
Speaker 1: Really can, though Nigga can really change the situation.
Speaker 5: They feel like they want to point the finger, I'm
Speaker 5: fucked up because he my cousin and he got the money.
Speaker 1: Like, no, Nigga, you fucked up because you fucked up
Speaker 1: to figure out a way to get right before I
Speaker 1: even heal. Though thinking about started, this really had an
Speaker 1: awakening when it started for me, brother B B A.
Speaker 1: When I started getting digital money, bro, you know that
Speaker 1: street money with difference, because yeah, yeah that ship. Now
Speaker 1: I gotta send you my ship. I gotta you my car.
Speaker 1: You know that digital money makes me say no easy.
Speaker 6: That should make you think because you're seeing you see
Speaker 6: the numbers.
Speaker 1: This ship coming in. I'm caring about this. I know
Speaker 1: how to get this. No, I'm working. I'm at work.
Speaker 1: This is work. Talking to family, but this still is work. Yeah,
Speaker 1: all right what I'm saying so nigga, I can go
Speaker 1: to work.
Speaker 5: You can't know you ain't laying because like ship, yeah,
Speaker 5: you ain't lying. Know what that digital money is like, yeah,
Speaker 5: I got to send the while I gotta do this.
Speaker 1: It steps to it. It's like I think you could
Speaker 1: think about time. Time like.
Speaker 4: Take too much effort.
Speaker 1: Like that. Man.
Speaker 3: No, I always say this and another thing.
Speaker 5: I swear to God the thing with me like my phones, man,
Speaker 5: my security. I got my phones right.
Speaker 4: Now, shout that boy smoked dog.
Speaker 5: Intentionally, I swear to God like I purposely didn't want
Speaker 5: to have like no zel cash up. None of that
Speaker 5: ship on my phone was like I don't got it
Speaker 5: right now, Like you just sitting I don't got none.
Speaker 1: Of that ship.
Speaker 5: I gotta call somebody to do that ship, Like I
Speaker 5: got to call my account. I got to call this person,
Speaker 5: you know.
Speaker 1: Saying they got to prove it. They purposally don't have
Speaker 1: that ship on my phone for that bro, because the
Speaker 1: nigga really is like held on, let me see.
Speaker 5: I'm saying, I'll be like, hold on, let me see.
Speaker 5: I see what I could do. Like, boy, you can
Speaker 5: send it right now. You don't got to say cashot. No,
Speaker 5: I don't got that ship set up for sure. That
Speaker 5: ship got me through a lot, that should save me.
Speaker 4: I did the same ship, I said, added up.
Speaker 1: My app ain't nothing. Everything is out.
Speaker 3: Like work.
Speaker 1: Never see you, I'm sending this out. Nobody said like
Speaker 1: because it takes money. That was the worst. Yeah, Bush inside,
Speaker 1: we're bringing that back up. I was just I was
Speaker 1: just talking about that ship screen, Like how he just
Speaker 1: stopping nigga money for you. Yeah, yeah, we trusting, like
Speaker 1: we don't have nothing. Just even they take money. It
Speaker 1: ain't even no money circulation no more. They take these
Speaker 1: numbers out of circulation. What niggas gonna do. Niggas don't
Speaker 1: know how to do nothing. No bulls kept your head up,
Speaker 1: don't know how to fix do nothing to get to
Speaker 1: a point where you're really like you see it, but
Speaker 1: you really don't know where ship at really oh yeah,
Speaker 1: is in the numbers saying like on some doomsday ship money,
Speaker 1: what is how we're gonna live?
Speaker 7: Yeah, n make that ship.
Speaker 1: No bush you know, so I'll be like thinking about
Speaker 1: that ship like I've been looking like I'm trying to
Speaker 1: buy underground.
Speaker 3: Bunkers and ship all type of ship like I'm trying.
Speaker 1: To buy a couple of ship they got the ones
Speaker 1: that like energy saving food, say they got cold, we
Speaker 1: can't food all type of ship like, look five years
Speaker 1: already in that mother fucker. I've been looking at all
Speaker 1: that type of ship. They said anything else when I
Speaker 1: got big fat niggas, don't know how to do that
Speaker 1: buys change no all type of ship. I try to
Speaker 1: get somebody, but.
Speaker 4: I don't even know how to get nowhere.
Speaker 3: I know I changed tight.
Speaker 1: All. Yeah, don't want to do I know for sure
Speaker 1: I know how to do that though, but yeah, nigga,
Speaker 1: a lot of fish hunt none of that type of
Speaker 1: ship playing. Yeah right, you gotta grow food guarding and
Speaker 1: ship like, yeah, ship different.
Speaker 5: Boy, cause attention to new currency bullshit. Yeah, but that
Speaker 5: nigga get more happy with that than the money. I'm saying,
Speaker 5: nigga get more happy with that then the money though.
Speaker 4: That ship crazy bro.
Speaker 2: Yeah, don't you think if you're a hustler though, you're
Speaker 2: gonna be a hustler across the board.
Speaker 3: So that did happen, we would figure it out. They
Speaker 3: don't be determined. Gotta give im a fine do everything.
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's me. I'm gonna be selling niggas a doing
Speaker 1: s I know too many nigga don't know how to
Speaker 1: do ship. I know niggas a how to do ship.
Speaker 4: Yeah, you know what I'm sat.
Speaker 5: Gotta check like niggas like us, I think naturally or
Speaker 5: for so long we always been problem solved. So it's
Speaker 5: like even when you know nigga had a brick wall
Speaker 5: when they can't do some ship, We're gonna at least
Speaker 5: try to find a motherfucker that note. Don't I mean,
Speaker 5: know how to do what we don't know how to do?
Speaker 5: You know what I'm saying, and pay and treat you right,
Speaker 5: so you know what I'm saying. Could take care of
Speaker 5: the ship, want to take care of the ship?
Speaker 1: They won't know how to do.
Speaker 5: You know what I'm saying, Like that's just being a
Speaker 5: problem solve with Like a lot of niggas don't get
Speaker 5: that to doubt neither.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'll be like, you gotta think like our life
Speaker 1: the ship we go through, bro, we really we really
Speaker 1: wasn't spearman. We all know that, right, Yeah, but our
Speaker 1: lives to people bro that really sit down and listen
Speaker 1: to the podcasts, listen to your nigga music and ship, bro,
Speaker 1: this ship is like a moving to these like they
Speaker 1: knowing they wouldn't they survived, like have the shop you survived?
Speaker 1: Ship it online? And how you feel like, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, how your ship be going up? Sometimes
Speaker 1: you get emotional about your people by you see real love.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm Those are real feelings of our
Speaker 1: but some people crash and burn before they get to
Speaker 1: to feel those feelings. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 5: I just said that too of the motherfucker too. I sort
Speaker 5: of got the exact same thing you're saying. It's like
Speaker 5: the ship like reality for us and the ship that
Speaker 5: do feel surreal and make people get emotional and all
Speaker 5: that type of ship people never experienced it one and two.
Speaker 5: They really don't think that it's possible for them. Certain people,
Speaker 5: they like they look at us like we're superheroes, but
Speaker 5: we feel like we just regular niggas, no bullshit, like.
Speaker 1: Yeah, this ship so long, we glorified, like we don't
Speaker 1: have been through niggas. Niggas made everything that was positive,
Speaker 1: Like what you had to do that niggas got a dad.
Speaker 1: God damn, that's a bullet. Got a dad the god man,
Speaker 1: that's crazy niggas. You got a dad.
Speaker 5: All the cool sh niggas say that. Nigga's niggas street niggas, Like, boy,
Speaker 5: you fuck Nigga. You went to school, you played basketball,
Speaker 5: That's what I posted did Like Nigga was supposed to
Speaker 5: did that. I wasn't suposed to do all that slow
Speaker 5: Fridays ship that I did, you know what I'm saying
Speaker 5: looking back at it, like, man, Nigga was never supposed
Speaker 5: to do that, Like you're not lying, Nigga. Take you like, boy,
Speaker 5: I come from I come from a two parents household
Speaker 5: for real, Like I hed both of my parents my
Speaker 5: whole life.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 5: Nigga look at that, like, boy, how the funk he
Speaker 5: was in the streets. He got both parents, like nigga
Speaker 5: nigga when I went outside, When I went outside, I
Speaker 5: was in the street.
Speaker 1: You know, the niggas think the poor, they the crazy,
Speaker 1: the crazy day you really that pole? So the niggas
Speaker 1: hole that ship only got nothing to do with hard.
Speaker 1: That's all they got to do is hard. Like there's
Speaker 1: a lot of niggas.
Speaker 5: That grew up, fucked up, pole broke that really do
Speaker 5: think they crazy, but holds for real niggas then show
Speaker 5: them like you know what I'm saying. I didn't see
Speaker 5: niggas that you would think tough really get treated like
Speaker 5: real bitches for Yeah, I didn't hear it. I didn't
Speaker 5: treat niggas like real bitches that think they're crazy for real.
Speaker 5: But it's like I don't walk around like I'm tough.
Speaker 5: I just know what I really do. There was real.
Speaker 1: That's how a nigga ain't trying to do no bullshit. Ye,
Speaker 1: But nigga will be hating because they won't that ship
Speaker 1: for themself though.
Speaker 6: And they don't have They don't have the discipline or
Speaker 6: the fucking will power or the mind capacity to be
Speaker 6: able to even start doing what you're doing so all
Speaker 6: of a sudden instantly. But that's that goes back to
Speaker 6: what I was asking you all about. The family ship.
Speaker 4: That's like right there with y'all life.
Speaker 6: Yeah, because they want, they really want to be you,
Speaker 6: but they know that they can't, so they're gonna hate
Speaker 6: or fucking try to downplay everything that you do to
Speaker 6: make you feel like it's not worth it or it's
Speaker 6: not a big deal because it's something that they'll never
Speaker 6: be able to be for sure.
Speaker 1: You hear receive that information? What you mean, that's the problem.
Speaker 1: You're receiving the information.
Speaker 3: Who's telling you the why saying it? How you hear them?
Speaker 1: A nigga only out hear that you gonna have to
Speaker 1: type it up front of my picture, my number, my
Speaker 1: number still saying been on in there for National d M.
Speaker 1: If I do them read it.
Speaker 6: I don't know you, but I'm speaking on like family
Speaker 6: like like.
Speaker 1: What you're saying still family hate because I'm showing you
Speaker 1: I don't really know you. So gone and joined the crew. Yeah,
Speaker 1: go out loud. I'm gonna make you do it out loud.
Speaker 1: If you hate banking, I'm gonna make you hate me worse.
Speaker 1: Like that's where I get off on that, like I know, irritating,
Speaker 1: you get kick, I get it upy to make your
Speaker 1: ass be like man career.
Speaker 5: But you gotta like you gotta, I gotta learn to
Speaker 5: do that ship, you know what I'm saying, Like you
Speaker 5: know you would think like what I'm saying it is,
Speaker 5: like you gotta learn. It's that's like a good trait
Speaker 5: to have, That's what I'm saying, because you get to
Speaker 5: see the flow, Like you see what I'm saying, a
Speaker 5: lot of times you really don't see it because you
Speaker 5: just see it earlier. If you're doing and you providing
Speaker 5: for everybody doing this, you really don't know who really
Speaker 5: fuck with you or not fun with you. You know
Speaker 5: what I'm saying. It's like then they gotta put people
Speaker 5: through ship or just see if they really for you
Speaker 5: or not. You know what I'm saying, Like you gotta
Speaker 5: then put the motherfucker through something you want.
Speaker 1: To put them in a situation where I know you
Speaker 1: got nothing for you. So I'm drawing a line like, bro,
Speaker 1: we gotta strictly what they call it relationship, the word fucking.
Speaker 3: We have a strictly transactional.
Speaker 4: No transactional is the opposite. Okay, non transitional, matter of fact,
Speaker 4: nigga fuck you.
Speaker 5: Basically, that's what you're just saying, like I ain't got
Speaker 5: ship for a nigga regardless period, were cool.
Speaker 1: Turn that ship off man with your hands Bush went
Speaker 1: off and fitted it, little boy. That's what you're saying, Like, yeah,
Speaker 1: you gotta do that. But I wouldn't like that though
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna I'm gonna be a hundred with you.
Speaker 1: I wouldn't like that. I just like I'm trying to
Speaker 1: do something.
Speaker 5: But you know what I'm saying, like you know you,
Speaker 5: then they gotta do that like everybody, Well, I ain't
Speaker 5: got shipped for you.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you when you're gonna get like that,
Speaker 1: when you when the when the person or persons that
Speaker 1: you would have did you the game, you got everything
Speaker 1: whatever to they do it to you gonna be like
Speaker 1: you know what, man, you gonna know. Like I'm not
Speaker 1: saying everybody, they're gonna be selected you like it's it's
Speaker 1: ten people can call me and I got people that
Speaker 1: can call me that I know I can call too.
Speaker 1: We ain't even gotta be friends, buddies, grew up together
Speaker 1: another it is some niggas in this world that we
Speaker 1: got a transactional relationship. Like then, my man'm gonna bea
Speaker 1: up for him, he gonna be up for me. Whatever
Speaker 1: on your whatever. That's our relationship. We know that, Like
Speaker 1: I fun what you fuck with me? I got you, you
Speaker 1: got you know what I'm saying. All the people like
Speaker 1: just one side of relationship. I don't got nothing one
Speaker 1: side of like it's just all me. You know, I
Speaker 1: can't even really trust you, right you you out have
Speaker 1: seen niggas get mad at me for being able to
Speaker 1: do and they've been saying them they daddy no bullshit.
Speaker 1: It's one Nigga. I ain't gonna lie that.
Speaker 5: I know unconditionally that I know I could call for
Speaker 5: real like that. I know I could call about anything
Speaker 5: if I went broke, if anything, need a place to
Speaker 5: stay anything.
Speaker 1: Bigga gave me the shirt off his back south Side
Speaker 1: for sure. For sure, Sizz will do whatever for me.
Speaker 1: That's my real.
Speaker 3: You didn't show it, I'll do it for him for
Speaker 3: sure like we didn't.
Speaker 5: It's the proofers into pudding like Nigga and already you
Speaker 5: know what I'm saying like that, Nigga do anything for
Speaker 5: me for real like, that's one nigga I know that
Speaker 5: do anything for me that really loved me, Like, well,
Speaker 5: I love this exactly like my work. Like not like
Speaker 5: I'm just saying like I love it. That's my little brother.
Speaker 5: I'll do whatever like it. Mama do whatever for me.
Speaker 5: Know what I'm saying, My mama do whatever for him.
Speaker 5: Ship like that real ship.
Speaker 1: That ship rare for sure, one in a million for sure.
Speaker 1: Saying I'm just man, I just thank God he give
Speaker 1: a nigga the wheel power and never lay down, man,
Speaker 1: and just keep going bro what it is man, because
Speaker 1: relationships are the only thing bring you stress. Man, Friendships niggas,
Speaker 1: we could deal with our own problem. Trying to deal
Speaker 1: with other people. Problem with other people they bring in
Speaker 1: your life is what stresses you. Bro. Like you could
Speaker 1: be chilling, were chilling all day and we're gonna pick
Speaker 1: up our phone and look at a tick that's gonna
Speaker 1: make us feel away. Interview. This is a great interview.
Speaker 1: We have chilling King and Ship. Only time we're gonna
Speaker 1: look on social media and stroll or look at our phone.
Speaker 1: Some shit gonna change our mood from this perfect bullshit yeah,
Speaker 1: bullshit for real, for real and it's like on top
Speaker 1: of that, you would like I'll be going through some
Speaker 1: ship or you go through some shit, you be feeling
Speaker 1: no way, and it's like niggas like us, we ain't
Speaker 1: really like and I ain't gonna say we can't like
Speaker 1: you could really like feel feel away.
Speaker 5: And what I'm what I'm trying to say is like
Speaker 5: we ain't gonna complain about the ship. We're gonna go
Speaker 5: through the ship and just figure this ship out, thug
Speaker 5: it out, like I ain't gonna go home and tell
Speaker 5: you like damn bank man, stretch the fuck out like
Speaker 5: you feel what I'm saying like, don't get me wrong,
Speaker 5: I like had conversations. It's people that I could confide in,
Speaker 5: you know, if I need to. But just on a
Speaker 5: day to day they can endure so much shit every day.
Speaker 5: You ain't finela complaining about every problem. And I'm saying
Speaker 5: that to say you will be going through some shit
Speaker 5: and somebody else would be going through some ship and
Speaker 5: you acting normal about it. It's like it's cool, you
Speaker 5: knowe what I'm saying, They'll try to put that ship
Speaker 5: on you like you don't got problems just because you
Speaker 5: handle it well. You know what I'm saying, like, no,
Speaker 5: I got real ship going on too, and you don't
Speaker 5: say it like even your really do that, like like
Speaker 5: people will do that to you. You fee say it could
Speaker 5: be your friend or girl like you know, because we're
Speaker 5: just such a like strong niggas, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 5: But it's like all that ship, that ship really for the.
Speaker 1: Birds though, like you really got to dare.
Speaker 5: They're like you gotta show more, fucker Like no, hell no,
Speaker 5: Like what I'm saying is like you gotta show your emotion,
Speaker 5: like I got to a point where I'm nothing to
Speaker 5: keep having my emotion.
Speaker 1: And the nigga that you explain is the nigga that
Speaker 1: always trying to hold everybody up but being being pushed down.
Speaker 1: You just think when you that nigga, when you that nigga,
Speaker 1: when you want them chosen niggas, it's always gonna be
Speaker 1: you're gonna be forgot about. He gonna forget your birthday,
Speaker 1: then forget everything, you know what I'm saying, Like the
Speaker 1: people that you do for and then even posts, you're
Speaker 1: gonna drop your ab It could be your family member
Speaker 1: that you just you just pay for their school ship,
Speaker 1: little girl post my ship on your pay to sell
Speaker 1: people don't care, don't not do, but you'll get mad
Speaker 1: at me if you're having a pageant or something on
Speaker 1: posts exactly both way support me that you don't understand
Speaker 1: it might not reach number you might have. I heard
Speaker 1: my mom say, man, I ain't only Polish, I ain't
Speaker 1: got a five hundred that fire. People saying it don't
Speaker 1: make me feel the way don't make me feel good
Speaker 1: about Yeah, them handling up. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: Ryan with me.
Speaker 5: Boy, that's some of the really ship ever in the world.
Speaker 5: You just seeing right there, like that ship crazy. It's
Speaker 5: like on the normal we're normalize. It's like you know,
Speaker 5: but hell now you gotta for show like yeah, let.
Speaker 1: Me let me see it, let me feel that ship.
Speaker 1: And today today the fiend, I guess they feel like
Speaker 1: it don't matter, but it do smallst ship like like
Speaker 1: should take it by me? Motherfucker golf man? What five
Speaker 1: hung that ship means the world to me? Apple watch,
Speaker 1: I don't start wearing my rolets for every day and
Speaker 1: I got my grand baby and day picture on the
Speaker 1: motherfucker roletts. You get know what I'm saying. It's just
Speaker 1: certain ship just means certain ship. It could be the
Speaker 1: smallest ship in the world. You get what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: But down't do don't They don't look at it like
Speaker 1: that because they just start looking at you, like they said,
Speaker 1: niggas changing to get money. Know that people started changing,
Speaker 1: they started looking at you. You started fan out. I'm
Speaker 1: the same nigga. I ain't black no more. I'm big
Speaker 1: bank now. God damn, I'm still black, trying to still
Speaker 1: be swear to your people, but they looking at you
Speaker 1: as g Herbal the rock me bro for sure that Yeah,
Speaker 1: that shit hurt your feelings a little bit, like damn, Bro,
Speaker 1: like Nigga ain't even regular no.
Speaker 5: More for real, start treating you like like a leg Yeah,
Speaker 5: niggas do that for real, Like I ain't gonna lie.
Speaker 5: And I swear to guys people like friends, family, They
Speaker 5: what's up g Herbal?
Speaker 1: Like they hurt that crazy, Like I swear to God,
Speaker 1: Bro every time I do that, it really do And
Speaker 1: people do that like, yeah, what g Herbal on purpose? Though?
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, like trying to make you
Speaker 1: feel trying to make you feel like you only that
Speaker 1: like you then got bigger than me.
Speaker 5: You know what I'm saying, it's like I don't even
Speaker 5: do that you feeling. I don't ever feel like I'm
Speaker 5: better than nobody like they try to do make you
Speaker 5: feel like that. You feel like that, I don't care.
Speaker 5: Crazy that ship fucked up?
Speaker 1: You gonna shoot the movie for your city?
Speaker 3: Man, I don't know ship.
Speaker 1: You we need to go help produce this. To me,
Speaker 1: I want to really told the story with the movie.
Speaker 5: I've been saying, movie not about like the culture and
Speaker 5: the ship that's.
Speaker 1: Going on the show, but real shot to show.
Speaker 3: Yeah, shot the show, but that has been a real movie, like.
Speaker 6: A Chicago I'm about it, or some ship, like some
Speaker 6: real deep ship.
Speaker 5: It gotta be like and it's like like organic, like
Speaker 5: you know what I'm saying. Like even with like say,
Speaker 5: for instance, like your your role and super flu I
Speaker 5: feel like you was able.
Speaker 1: To play yourself like ship like that.
Speaker 5: I want to be like a part of some ship
Speaker 5: like that for Shure, I've been seeing that too, Like
Speaker 5: I want to start acting and ship.
Speaker 1: I want to take that ship serious.
Speaker 5: Like well, like right now, I feel like I had
Speaker 5: to like complete a couple of milestones and ship, like
Speaker 5: like I just said, I'm gonna be independent. So now
Speaker 5: it's like I could focus on other ships with I
Speaker 5: want to really like drop the music, get out of
Speaker 5: my situation, get out of the deal, you know what
Speaker 5: I'm saying. Where it's like I could see like I'm
Speaker 5: one of them type people. I can't have like too
Speaker 5: much on my plate at once and try to do
Speaker 5: all that, like I gotta do like step back, step back.
Speaker 5: So now I'm in the point right now with music,
Speaker 5: I'm gonna be able to like take a little time
Speaker 5: act and then get on my ship with like I'm independent,
Speaker 5: Like I.
Speaker 3: Don't want to be able to flood the music and
Speaker 3: still like have my ship.
Speaker 1: Don't.
Speaker 5: Like what I'm saying is organized, have enough music, Like
Speaker 5: all right, but I could drop this, this this at
Speaker 5: this time.
Speaker 3: But I can still wake up and go to acting school.
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying. I've been on that type
Speaker 3: of sh Just control your own ship. Yeah yeah, nah, but.
Speaker 1: You got a long way to go. But thirdy, but
Speaker 1: you got a loan life here and a nigga making
Speaker 1: the right choice at this moment. Killed the moment. I
Speaker 1: see a lot of niggas getting on the ship now,
Speaker 1: niggas waking up, Man, this ship kind of hard out here,
Speaker 1: too harder to make the money, saying they trying to
Speaker 1: push the rap ship out for ship, like niggas overpricing,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like clubs fucked up. Niggain't
Speaker 1: get no this shit fucked up. Yeah, so Nigga back
Speaker 1: against smart Yeah bullshit.
Speaker 5: And it's like I just feel like That's why I
Speaker 5: was saying earlier, like just that should inspire me, just
Speaker 5: like seeing you get on your like your health.
Speaker 3: Journey and all that ship.
Speaker 5: Like that ship when I see people doing that special people,
Speaker 5: I like, all right, but I gotta get on this
Speaker 5: ship to I gotta do it because I feel like
Speaker 5: even a little bit that I've been doing, like working out,
Speaker 5: I've been working out for like probably a month now,
Speaker 5: that ship makes me feel But you feel like.
Speaker 1: You could go and wake up sleep yeah, yeah, I do.
Speaker 1: Like fifty push ups in the row now, all type
Speaker 1: of ship that should make you feel good.
Speaker 5: It's like I know if I'm a got that, like
Speaker 5: if I'm if I'm feeling healthy and SS like it
Speaker 5: just it inspire you, Like Nigga waking up earlier, you
Speaker 5: feel I'm saying you're going to you could go get
Speaker 5: the money.
Speaker 1: And your brain be sharper. To this ship work hand
Speaker 1: in hand, fast, working out, eating right, sleeping right, all
Speaker 1: the ship work hand man. This had you sharp, Yeah,
Speaker 1: a lot of these niggas would be sharp. Don't be
Speaker 1: sharp to they like Lebron them niggas is sharp. All
Speaker 1: them work out in basketball football. You know a lot
Speaker 1: of nigga make dumb decison. I ain't saying everybody's smart,
Speaker 1: but let them nigga be sharp. Yeah, for sure, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, being able to be on that field.
Speaker 1: It's all this ship in mind. Just whine, you know, bro, Man,
Speaker 1: this right step. First step is to say choose you,
Speaker 1: Yeah and fun what a nigga think. That's the hardest
Speaker 1: ship a nigga do, Bro, It's say fun what people think? People?
Speaker 1: Everybody want to be got damn in the cool like bro, God,
Speaker 1: don't how nigga feel about it, because I never did
Speaker 1: nothing that I'm ashamed of, So.
Speaker 3: I don't give no.
Speaker 1: That's hard though, for sure.
Speaker 5: Nigga can't do that for sure, Like I seen even
Speaker 5: when I seen you, say, like bro, if everybody like you, bro,
Speaker 5: you gotta be a fake ass nigga.
Speaker 1: Like when you said that that made perfect and the
Speaker 1: truth nigga, won't everybody like him, like you can't even
Speaker 1: be yourself because you want to please this person.
Speaker 5: You probably don't even feel like that. I've seen you say.
Speaker 5: I'm like, that's real ship right there. I know everybody
Speaker 5: like it. You gotta be a fake ass nigga. But
Speaker 5: I see you like about that should.
Speaker 1: Make no bullshit fun don't cap. I definitely seen this.
Speaker 1: I'm like, no, this nigga ain't.
Speaker 5: Lying though all album man, Little Herd on the way
Speaker 5: eleven seven, I ain't even no funny ship, bro, I swimt.
Speaker 5: I feel like I'm rapping good as a motherfucker right now.
Speaker 5: Like I was playing some shit yesterday. I'm playing Little
Speaker 5: him some ship last night. He's like, boy, what the
Speaker 5: fuck you got going on? Like, boy, you tripping.
Speaker 1: You've been dropped back to back dropping.
Speaker 5: I'm gonna drop. I'm gonna drop as soon as I here,
Speaker 5: I'm gonna drop back to back. I'm gonna drop eleven
Speaker 5: seven and then I'm gonna drop. I gotta mixtape ready
Speaker 5: to like you know what I'm saying. You already dropped
Speaker 5: three this year already, right bro, this.
Speaker 1: Is gonna be my fourth project this year, so you're
Speaker 1: trying to sweeze five for the year.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I'm gonna try to drop at least again.
Speaker 5: I don't drop if I don't drop this because you know,
Speaker 5: the labels and ship shut down and all the ship.
Speaker 5: I'm stopping in the fourth quarter, So it's like if
Speaker 5: I don't drop on this side, and I feel like
Speaker 5: my album gonna goes so crazy. Even though I got
Speaker 5: the ship, I got both projects turned in in the
Speaker 5: system and everything, Like, I really could do some ship
Speaker 5: where it's like drop and then dropped that bitch two
Speaker 5: weeks later. I don't know I want to do that
Speaker 5: for sure because I got everything already set up here.
Speaker 1: Yeah you setting man torn this ship, Yeah for sure,
Speaker 1: that's what I'm trying to do.
Speaker 3: Go on toward top of the year.
Speaker 1: All that, but yeah yeah little Herd on the way, like.
Speaker 4: You gotta do a little hard deluxe top of the Air.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah I could.
Speaker 5: That's what I'm saying. I could drop this project, drop
Speaker 5: the taste, and then come de Luxe.
Speaker 1: When I want to for sure, studio man, he read,
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah.
Speaker 4: Way, sun Sign.
Speaker 5: He'd be in the crib like freestyle and coming up
Speaker 5: with ship like I ain't gonna lie that little nigga
Speaker 5: that should be making me proud to hear that.
Speaker 3: He's like, I want to do it. And it's like
Speaker 3: he's doing it because he's looking up to me.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, The hell up in and
Speaker 1: sit around and interiorate with y'all. Nigga, I'm a hero
Speaker 1: to somebody for sure. For nigga, be a damn man.
Speaker 1: They can't play themself out. They don't even exist no
Speaker 1: more exactly.
Speaker 3: That's the part right there. It's like the ship don't
Speaker 3: even exist.
Speaker 1: It's like you're trying to You're trying to be lord
Speaker 1: to some ship that ain't even lord or nobody. It
Speaker 1: don't even work. Bro, ain't be a different now. But
Speaker 1: it was a badge honor. I get what you're saying
Speaker 1: earlier day, Like okay, it was a token like ship,
Speaker 1: but that niggas it came home and kept that ship.
Speaker 1: Really that the nigga telling like Nigga, like, Bro, you
Speaker 1: don't getting there for me, No real nigga tell it
Speaker 1: like like no nobody nigga, like, ain't no consequences to
Speaker 1: this ship, don't.
Speaker 4: It ain't no trophies either for the guy.
Speaker 1: Damn for being really real. Yeah niggas and pussy Cat
Speaker 1: Puss in the solid nigga still getting the suckers getting
Speaker 1: more money and then it just it is fucked all up. Yeah, b.
Speaker 4: Take all up his heartbreaking.
Speaker 3: Man, I tell you was terrible for sure.
Speaker 1: Man, I'm going and that won't give me one to
Speaker 1: bunking through her.
Speaker 5: Okay, for sure, I'm saying them bitches, well, I'm I've
Speaker 5: been looking at them for I'm like a motherfucker by
Speaker 5: nice sass shit too.
Speaker 6: The ground on your just from a like another kind
Speaker 6: of sort of like mental health like wellness standpoint or whatever.
Speaker 6: How big of a part do you think your relationship
Speaker 6: played in your current state of healing?
Speaker 1: Definitely, Man, I ain't gonna lie like one hundred percent
Speaker 1: for real. Like my girl, man, she just like she
Speaker 1: make me feel like better about myself, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like just the small ship, Like like I
Speaker 1: bank said, it's the small ship that you do like
Speaker 1: just the ship, well, she do ship.
Speaker 5: Well, my kids show me appreciation, you feel what I'm saying,
Speaker 5: Like she do ship like that, the small ship. Like
Speaker 5: for my birthday, she got me a bunch of shit,
Speaker 5: but she got me. Yeah she got here. Yeah she
Speaker 5: got the slippers from the kids, like you feel I'm
Speaker 5: saying with the notes the ship they say, Daddy, I
Speaker 5: love you all type of shit like you feel, I'm saying,
Speaker 5: like she do ship.
Speaker 1: Well, she's saying gifts from all three of my kids.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, right like she treat yourself
Speaker 1: like that's her son.
Speaker 5: You know what I'm saying, because rightfully so she should,
Speaker 5: you feel me, But I was just saying like small
Speaker 5: she like she got me.
Speaker 1: Goddamnit, this.
Speaker 3: This this like I don't know what they call Like
Speaker 3: I understand that she got my pop's ashes.
Speaker 1: In the door.
Speaker 5: You know what I'm saying, Like I ain't took this
Speaker 5: motherfucker off since I got it like shit like that.
Speaker 5: Just let you know like she she paid, she pay attention,
Speaker 5: she care. You knowe what I'm saying. It's like I
Speaker 5: know for a fact I could talk to her about
Speaker 5: like anything like that's that's good where you feel like
Speaker 5: your girl, like we're one of your best friends, like
Speaker 5: we can talk to about shit, and it's like it
Speaker 5: ain't no, she ain't gonna judge you. You feel what
Speaker 5: I'm saying. She talked, I talked to her about like
Speaker 5: my business or personal shit. You feel what I'm saying
Speaker 5: that I really don't want to talk to nobody else about,
Speaker 5: you know what I'm saying. So it's like I'm saying
Speaker 5: that to say, like your relationship, if you feel like
Speaker 5: you got somebody that's like real. You know what I'm saying, Like,
Speaker 5: because like I was at a real low point in
Speaker 5: my life. I ain't gonna lie like twenty twenty two,
Speaker 5: twenty one when my little brother died and twenty twenty
Speaker 5: three and shit like because I couldn't drop music, I
Speaker 5: lost my swag a little bit more confidence. You feel
Speaker 5: what I'm saying, Like, damn bro, because you will see,
Speaker 5: like that's what make niggas do fuck nigga shit.
Speaker 1: You will see the world pass you by.
Speaker 5: Niggas start hating and doing this and feeling less about
Speaker 5: theirself because it's it's okay to like lose confidence, but
Speaker 5: it's like, whatever you feel about yourself shouldn't affect how
Speaker 5: you treat other niggas or how you feel about other
Speaker 5: niggas on the outside.
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying, Like I'm blessed and always
Speaker 3: had that masst.
Speaker 5: But what I'm saying is, when you're going through ship,
Speaker 5: your girl closest to you, she didn to get the
Speaker 5: short end of the stick because mentally, I gotta be
Speaker 5: in the studio.
Speaker 1: I want to be here.
Speaker 5: I ain't trying to be home as much. And I'm
Speaker 5: saying through all that she ain't do nothing but hold
Speaker 5: me down, you know what I'm saying. So it's like,
Speaker 5: you gotta reward your woman for that kept yeah, yeah, yeah, like.
Speaker 1: Fu you yourself niggas still.
Speaker 3: But certain ship, Yeah, for sure.
Speaker 1: That sh just cuts you so deep. But you find yourself.
Speaker 1: Just I said, Bro, you bitching up man, that ship
Speaker 1: that you crying for shit? Yeah, like like certain shit
Speaker 1: like you know it, dang yeah, No, sure I know
Speaker 1: how you feel. Bro.
Speaker 5: I know exactly what you're saying, because it's like, Bro,
Speaker 5: you've got certain people like come on, bro, you know
Speaker 5: I'm bro motherfucker. Then the like if you ain't know me,
Speaker 5: you would think I was from it. How I be
Speaker 5: out here and just really like you know, like thug
Speaker 5: with y'all, thug with Little Bronimp. You know what I'm saying, Like,
Speaker 5: because I feel home you know what I'm saying. So
Speaker 5: it's like certain shit, And I'm saying that to say,
Speaker 5: like it's certain ship that you seeing the fucker going
Speaker 5: through a certain people like you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 5: Like when my little brother died, like Sappage called me
Speaker 5: because he know like that that shit made him feel
Speaker 5: the way because like I said, I said this shit before,
Speaker 5: like my real friends became his friends and vice versa.
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 5: So I'm just saying all I have to say, Like
Speaker 5: there's certain people you would never be the same after
Speaker 5: you lose them. You feel what I'm saying, Like like Dave,
Speaker 5: you feel what I'm saying, Like no, boysh like Dave
Speaker 5: was my brother. I fuck with that, you knowee what
Speaker 5: I'm saying. It's like when I lost my little brother,
Speaker 5: everything changed for me. Like and I'm still like kind
Speaker 5: of touching on the subject. Like with my girl, she
Speaker 5: knew that, like damn lost myself in our head to
Speaker 5: get that shit back, Like I ain't want to do
Speaker 5: shit but drink all day because I'm mad, angry, sad,
Speaker 5: all this goofy ass shit and.
Speaker 1: She's seeing it.
Speaker 3: But like she was one of the people like and
Speaker 3: you don't want to hear that shit from you.
Speaker 1: Girl. She's like, you got to put yourself together, like
Speaker 1: she's saying this shit because she wants you to be better.
Speaker 1: I want you to be the best version of yourself.
Speaker 5: And then it's like when you get right because right now,
Speaker 5: like mentally, I'm in a great space, like I'm happy
Speaker 5: about a lot of shit, the way my life going,
Speaker 5: my relationship, you feel me, But you still got that
Speaker 5: like Scott, that ain't going overh Like I think about
Speaker 5: my little brother every single day, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 5: Like Nigga look at his kids on the phone, you
Speaker 5: know what I'm saying, talking to them and trying to
Speaker 5: you know, trying to make sure they good. But it's
Speaker 5: like it be kind of hard a little bit still
Speaker 5: because it's like, damn, man, Nigga don't got his dad.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like, I know he thinking
Speaker 1: about that shit. If I'm thinking about it, you feel
Speaker 1: what I'm saying.
Speaker 5: So it's like all that shit just play a real place,
Speaker 5: and like I'm saying, play a role and just like
Speaker 5: the shit I do think about because it's certain shit
Speaker 5: be like man, fuck this shit fuck.
Speaker 1: Niggas a fuck take kid in this because I want
Speaker 1: to take care of bro kids like shit like broke.
Speaker 1: Okapt man, I appreciate you putting on for sure. Man,
Speaker 1: you know that I'm coming back. Man, I need to
Speaker 1: really come do perspectives to though I'm pushing Yeah. Let
Speaker 1: already yeah man, we do yeah for sure. We gotta
Speaker 1: do it like that.
Speaker 5: Say let's bro, We're gonna do that man, because goddamn
Speaker 5: it album eleven seven man, Little Herd. We could just
Speaker 5: do that for a part of the you know what
Speaker 5: I'm saying, the rollout for that whenever come right out
Speaker 5: say letts say.
Speaker 1: Let's she heard.
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