1 00:00:00,240 --> 00:00:15,440 Speaker 1: Hi, everyone, it's Sophia. Welcome to work in progress. Hey 2 00:00:15,440 --> 00:00:18,560 Speaker 1: wh'b smarties. Today we are joined by a guest that 3 00:00:18,680 --> 00:00:23,200 Speaker 1: has me absolutely geeked. I mean, someone that I grew 4 00:00:23,280 --> 00:00:27,440 Speaker 1: up watching on television, whose story has now been made 5 00:00:27,480 --> 00:00:31,640 Speaker 1: into an incredible scripted drama, who has led the most 6 00:00:32,320 --> 00:00:35,440 Speaker 1: interesting life, and I just can't wait to ask her 7 00:00:35,560 --> 00:00:38,960 Speaker 1: all of the questions I have. Today we are joined 8 00:00:39,400 --> 00:00:44,920 Speaker 1: by none other than Marcia Clark, prosecutor, author, television correspondent, 9 00:00:44,920 --> 00:00:48,400 Speaker 1: and television producer. She is perhaps best known for having 10 00:00:48,440 --> 00:00:51,040 Speaker 1: been the lead prosecutor in the O. J. Simpson murder case, 11 00:00:51,760 --> 00:00:55,880 Speaker 1: and during that case she was really thrust into what 12 00:00:56,120 --> 00:00:59,000 Speaker 1: has been called the hell of the trial. She was 13 00:00:59,120 --> 00:01:02,760 Speaker 1: made overnight in a way that was kind of terrifying, 14 00:01:03,280 --> 00:01:08,039 Speaker 1: and her experience on that trial was really a confluence 15 00:01:08,040 --> 00:01:12,800 Speaker 1: of media and tabloid drama and early disinformation in the 16 00:01:12,880 --> 00:01:19,600 Speaker 1: media and such incredible sexism, the craziest experiences of the 17 00:01:19,640 --> 00:01:22,160 Speaker 1: way that a woman could be picked apart a woman 18 00:01:22,200 --> 00:01:24,160 Speaker 1: in a position of power in an era that was 19 00:01:24,200 --> 00:01:28,680 Speaker 1: not great for women. No less, everything from her arguing 20 00:01:28,720 --> 00:01:33,320 Speaker 1: style to her hair, her wardrobe was picked apart. On television, 21 00:01:33,360 --> 00:01:36,920 Speaker 1: the La Times even described her as resembling Sigourney Weaver, 22 00:01:37,080 --> 00:01:40,200 Speaker 1: only more professional, and The New York Times retorted that 23 00:01:40,240 --> 00:01:44,759 Speaker 1: the transformation was not entirely seamless, like what this one 24 00:01:44,880 --> 00:01:49,360 Speaker 1: was prosecuting a murder trial. It seems so wildly inappropriate today, 25 00:01:49,360 --> 00:01:52,560 Speaker 1: but this is just a moment ago in our human history. 26 00:01:53,080 --> 00:01:57,120 Speaker 1: After the trial, Clark actually resigned from the District Attorney's office. 27 00:01:57,240 --> 00:02:00,560 Speaker 1: She was so disillusioned with justice system. And then she 28 00:02:00,880 --> 00:02:03,520 Speaker 1: and Teresa Carpenter wrote a book about the case called 29 00:02:03,560 --> 00:02:07,560 Speaker 1: Without a Doubt. Since the trial, Marsha Clark has made 30 00:02:07,680 --> 00:02:11,000 Speaker 1: numerous appearances on television. She's been a special correspondent for 31 00:02:11,120 --> 00:02:15,119 Speaker 1: Entertainment Tonight. She has provided coverage of high profile trials 32 00:02:15,160 --> 00:02:18,840 Speaker 1: and reported from even red carpets at the Emmys. She 33 00:02:18,960 --> 00:02:24,440 Speaker 1: is an incredibly multifaceted woman who has taken a lot 34 00:02:24,480 --> 00:02:29,800 Speaker 1: of frankly sexist pushback and turned it into an incredible career. 35 00:02:30,360 --> 00:02:34,559 Speaker 1: She's written several novels, even a series surrounding a prosecutor 36 00:02:34,560 --> 00:02:38,120 Speaker 1: in the lada's office called Rachel Knight, and now she 37 00:02:38,240 --> 00:02:42,600 Speaker 1: has a brand new podcast out called Informants Lawyer X. 38 00:02:43,240 --> 00:02:47,000 Speaker 1: It is a story you have to hear to believe 39 00:02:47,040 --> 00:02:50,240 Speaker 1: it because it's true. And I'm telling you from the 40 00:02:50,280 --> 00:02:53,040 Speaker 1: Hollywood world. If any of us had pitched this to 41 00:02:53,120 --> 00:02:55,679 Speaker 1: a studio, they would have said it was too fantastical. 42 00:02:55,840 --> 00:02:58,360 Speaker 1: But it's real life, and so for those of us 43 00:02:58,360 --> 00:03:01,600 Speaker 1: who are obsessed with justice, obsessed with true crime, this 44 00:03:01,760 --> 00:03:05,960 Speaker 1: is going to be your next favorite podcast. Informant's Lawyer 45 00:03:06,120 --> 00:03:09,600 Speaker 1: X reveals the story of Nicolagabo, a defense attorney who 46 00:03:09,639 --> 00:03:14,440 Speaker 1: represented key players in Australia's violent gang Wars, and as 47 00:03:14,480 --> 00:03:17,480 Speaker 1: she appeared to become one of the gang, she was 48 00:03:17,600 --> 00:03:20,520 Speaker 1: actually turning into a police informant, selling out the people 49 00:03:20,600 --> 00:03:24,720 Speaker 1: she was sworn to defend. It's a wild story and 50 00:03:24,800 --> 00:03:28,200 Speaker 1: I am so excited to ask Marcia how she discovered 51 00:03:28,520 --> 00:03:32,680 Speaker 1: Nicolagabo's story in the first place, and every single question 52 00:03:32,720 --> 00:03:35,160 Speaker 1: I wanted to ask her since the oj Simpson trial 53 00:03:35,320 --> 00:03:48,840 Speaker 1: was on TV. So let's get to it. Hi, Marcia, 54 00:03:48,960 --> 00:03:49,480 Speaker 1: how are you. 55 00:03:50,240 --> 00:03:52,640 Speaker 2: I'm good. It's so nice to be here. 56 00:03:52,520 --> 00:03:55,120 Speaker 1: It's so lovely to have you. Thank you so much 57 00:03:55,160 --> 00:03:59,240 Speaker 1: for taking the time. My mind is absolutely blown right now, 58 00:04:00,280 --> 00:04:01,360 Speaker 1: just thrilled that you're here. 59 00:04:01,720 --> 00:04:04,120 Speaker 2: I've thrilled to be here. Thank you for having me. 60 00:04:04,280 --> 00:04:05,240 Speaker 2: Really yeah. 61 00:04:05,320 --> 00:04:07,880 Speaker 1: I mean, I you know, as a kid who went 62 00:04:07,920 --> 00:04:09,560 Speaker 1: to journalism school in LA. 63 00:04:09,480 --> 00:04:11,720 Speaker 2: I'm like, I have so many questions for you. 64 00:04:14,160 --> 00:04:16,599 Speaker 1: There is really there's so much to talk about. But 65 00:04:18,000 --> 00:04:20,080 Speaker 1: you know, anyone I get to sit across from has 66 00:04:20,520 --> 00:04:24,360 Speaker 1: a pretty incredible list of accomplishments, and yours I have 67 00:04:24,400 --> 00:04:26,719 Speaker 1: a million questions about. But I actually want to I 68 00:04:26,760 --> 00:04:29,560 Speaker 1: want to go back a bit to the beginning and 69 00:04:30,120 --> 00:04:34,680 Speaker 1: know if you could kind of retrace your steps. When 70 00:04:34,720 --> 00:04:37,000 Speaker 1: did you know that you wanted to be an attorney? 71 00:04:37,080 --> 00:04:39,360 Speaker 1: Was it a dream you had from the time that 72 00:04:39,400 --> 00:04:41,760 Speaker 1: you were a young girl, or or was it something 73 00:04:41,800 --> 00:04:45,160 Speaker 1: that sort of evolved, you know, through your young life 74 00:04:45,160 --> 00:04:47,359 Speaker 1: and led you to decide you wanted to be a 75 00:04:47,400 --> 00:04:49,839 Speaker 1: prosecutor in school? How did we get here? 76 00:04:51,040 --> 00:04:54,040 Speaker 2: No, it's funny for you. It reminds me of that 77 00:04:54,040 --> 00:04:57,400 Speaker 2: buzz light Year thing where flying is just a series 78 00:04:57,440 --> 00:04:59,960 Speaker 2: of fallings. Yeah, and that's what it kind of happ 79 00:05:00,080 --> 00:05:03,200 Speaker 2: and to me, it was all accidental. I started out 80 00:05:03,960 --> 00:05:06,880 Speaker 2: wanting to be an actress, not movies. I wanted to 81 00:05:06,920 --> 00:05:09,719 Speaker 2: do not Broadway even I wanted to do off Broadway, 82 00:05:09,800 --> 00:05:11,880 Speaker 2: you know, small theater stuff, and I really liked that. 83 00:05:12,560 --> 00:05:14,840 Speaker 2: And in my y, that's crazy. And in my first 84 00:05:14,920 --> 00:05:18,760 Speaker 2: year of undergrad I realized I was majoring in theater arts, 85 00:05:18,800 --> 00:05:22,040 Speaker 2: and I realized, that's a really dumb major because you're 86 00:05:22,080 --> 00:05:23,920 Speaker 2: either an actor or you're not, you know what I mean. 87 00:05:24,120 --> 00:05:26,360 Speaker 2: But you know, certainly having a degree is not going 88 00:05:26,400 --> 00:05:29,920 Speaker 2: to make your one. So I gave up on that thought, Okay, 89 00:05:29,920 --> 00:05:32,440 Speaker 2: I should get like something different, and I thought, oh, 90 00:05:32,520 --> 00:05:34,919 Speaker 2: political science seems like it encompasses a lot of the 91 00:05:34,920 --> 00:05:37,800 Speaker 2: stuff that might interesting to me. And then I really 92 00:05:37,839 --> 00:05:40,360 Speaker 2: got into that and I wanted to be I got 93 00:05:40,360 --> 00:05:44,080 Speaker 2: interested in international relations, particularly, you know, I wanted to 94 00:05:44,120 --> 00:05:46,520 Speaker 2: work for the State Department, but I wanted to be 95 00:05:46,520 --> 00:05:49,680 Speaker 2: in the field, you know. I wanted to work out, 96 00:05:49,920 --> 00:05:53,960 Speaker 2: not at a desk. And back then, the only thing 97 00:05:54,160 --> 00:05:56,560 Speaker 2: that girls were allowed to do was type, and they 98 00:05:56,600 --> 00:05:59,840 Speaker 2: asked me how fast I could type, and I did 99 00:05:59,880 --> 00:06:03,520 Speaker 2: not have any desire to tell them that I was 100 00:06:03,560 --> 00:06:07,760 Speaker 2: a fast typist, nor was I a fast So that 101 00:06:07,920 --> 00:06:11,240 Speaker 2: was that that dream went crashing down. And then it 102 00:06:11,320 --> 00:06:12,520 Speaker 2: was like, now what do I do? 103 00:06:12,960 --> 00:06:13,120 Speaker 1: You know? 104 00:06:13,200 --> 00:06:16,200 Speaker 2: I mean, I really didn't know, and it was just 105 00:06:16,240 --> 00:06:19,320 Speaker 2: a matter of sitting down and making a list of 106 00:06:19,320 --> 00:06:21,719 Speaker 2: the things I liked to do the things that I 107 00:06:21,800 --> 00:06:24,440 Speaker 2: thought I could do, and it seemed to add up 108 00:06:24,440 --> 00:06:27,479 Speaker 2: to law school, which really pissed me off because I 109 00:06:27,560 --> 00:06:31,080 Speaker 2: hated school. Hated it, hats all forms of school. I 110 00:06:31,160 --> 00:06:33,039 Speaker 2: really liked studying on my own. Okay, you know, I 111 00:06:33,040 --> 00:06:34,760 Speaker 2: want to give me the book, I'll go away, I'll 112 00:06:34,800 --> 00:06:36,560 Speaker 2: figure it out. But I really don't want to sit 113 00:06:36,600 --> 00:06:39,080 Speaker 2: in class. So having to go back to school was 114 00:06:39,120 --> 00:06:42,680 Speaker 2: not my favorite thing to do. I went back to 115 00:06:42,760 --> 00:06:46,760 Speaker 2: law school with a very bad attitude. But I really 116 00:06:46,880 --> 00:06:49,880 Speaker 2: figured in the first like two months of law school. 117 00:06:49,920 --> 00:06:52,440 Speaker 2: I realized it was going to be criminal law. That 118 00:06:52,560 --> 00:06:54,840 Speaker 2: was the only thing I was going to practice, and 119 00:06:55,440 --> 00:06:57,640 Speaker 2: it was the I never looked back, and I never 120 00:06:57,680 --> 00:06:59,840 Speaker 2: regretted it because it really was where I wanted to be. 121 00:07:00,320 --> 00:07:02,520 Speaker 2: So it kind of happened like that. And I have 122 00:07:02,600 --> 00:07:05,599 Speaker 2: to tell you it was such an accidental thing that 123 00:07:05,680 --> 00:07:10,120 Speaker 2: I had actually forgotten about. The LSATs are the admissions, 124 00:07:11,000 --> 00:07:12,840 Speaker 2: you know, tests you have to take to get into 125 00:07:12,920 --> 00:07:15,560 Speaker 2: law school. Yeah, and I had forgotten that it was 126 00:07:15,640 --> 00:07:17,800 Speaker 2: due the following morning, and I went out and partied 127 00:07:17,800 --> 00:07:20,320 Speaker 2: the night before. Oh my god, it was really not good. 128 00:07:22,040 --> 00:07:25,400 Speaker 2: I showed up more than slightly hungover for the LSAT. 129 00:07:26,120 --> 00:07:27,360 Speaker 2: I mean, you know, you have to fill in those 130 00:07:27,360 --> 00:07:29,760 Speaker 2: little bubbles back in the day, and they were very blurry. 131 00:07:30,280 --> 00:07:31,880 Speaker 2: I don't know what score I got. It was good 132 00:07:32,000 --> 00:07:33,800 Speaker 2: enough to get into law school. That was fine with me, 133 00:07:35,280 --> 00:07:37,160 Speaker 2: so you know what I mean. It wasn't like some 134 00:07:37,240 --> 00:07:39,920 Speaker 2: big career path. It just kind of happened and happened 135 00:07:39,920 --> 00:07:43,400 Speaker 2: and happened, and then, yeah. 136 00:07:42,600 --> 00:07:45,160 Speaker 1: What was it about criminal law that stood out to 137 00:07:45,200 --> 00:07:45,920 Speaker 1: you so quickly? 138 00:07:47,000 --> 00:07:50,040 Speaker 2: I think that started when I was like really really little, 139 00:07:50,080 --> 00:07:52,960 Speaker 2: I mean six years old, kind of little, because I 140 00:07:53,000 --> 00:07:54,960 Speaker 2: was always looking for the mystery, and I was always 141 00:07:54,960 --> 00:07:57,400 Speaker 2: looking to solve the mystery, make it up and then 142 00:07:57,480 --> 00:08:02,160 Speaker 2: solve it, which is sure, yeah, exactly. So there was 143 00:08:02,200 --> 00:08:04,360 Speaker 2: this house where we were living, at the end of 144 00:08:04,400 --> 00:08:06,120 Speaker 2: the street that looked kind of that was kind of 145 00:08:06,120 --> 00:08:09,720 Speaker 2: abandon well, it was abandoned actually, and so I decided, 146 00:08:09,720 --> 00:08:12,600 Speaker 2: of course that a big murder had happened there. And 147 00:08:12,880 --> 00:08:15,760 Speaker 2: I saw, you know, spots on the sidewalk and those 148 00:08:15,800 --> 00:08:19,040 Speaker 2: became blood drops, and for some reason I persuaded all 149 00:08:19,040 --> 00:08:21,320 Speaker 2: the kids on the block that this was really happening 150 00:08:21,480 --> 00:08:24,440 Speaker 2: and we were going to crack this case wide open. Yeah. 151 00:08:24,520 --> 00:08:27,560 Speaker 2: So It started very very young. I was always fascinated 152 00:08:27,600 --> 00:08:30,280 Speaker 2: with crime, and so it's not really a surprise that 153 00:08:30,320 --> 00:08:32,520 Speaker 2: in law school I said criminal laws had to be. 154 00:08:32,800 --> 00:08:35,160 Speaker 1: Right well, and not really a surprise that you fast 155 00:08:35,200 --> 00:08:39,119 Speaker 1: forward to today and you know you're writing these incredible mysteries. 156 00:08:39,600 --> 00:08:41,320 Speaker 1: It all really makes sense. 157 00:08:42,640 --> 00:08:44,559 Speaker 2: Yeah, it really does now. 158 00:08:44,679 --> 00:08:48,560 Speaker 1: So many of us obviously came to know you as 159 00:08:48,559 --> 00:08:53,080 Speaker 1: a household name during the oj Simpson trial. It wasn't 160 00:08:53,200 --> 00:08:57,560 Speaker 1: lost on me as a tiny little activist in my 161 00:08:57,600 --> 00:09:01,080 Speaker 1: whole life. I remember saying to my parents, I do 162 00:09:01,120 --> 00:09:03,600 Speaker 1: not like the way they're talking about this lady on TV. 163 00:09:04,600 --> 00:09:08,640 Speaker 1: You know, it really irked me as a kid that 164 00:09:10,120 --> 00:09:13,080 Speaker 1: I could see, even as a child not understanding the 165 00:09:13,120 --> 00:09:16,360 Speaker 1: complexities of the world in patriarchy and society and systems 166 00:09:16,400 --> 00:09:19,959 Speaker 1: and all the things that I understand now. I could 167 00:09:20,000 --> 00:09:25,000 Speaker 1: see the way you were vilified. You know, this hyper intelligent, 168 00:09:25,240 --> 00:09:29,679 Speaker 1: committed prosecutor doing this work, who was as enraged as 169 00:09:29,679 --> 00:09:32,680 Speaker 1: the rest of us that this trial was going the 170 00:09:32,720 --> 00:09:36,920 Speaker 1: way that it was. And you know, there'd be tabloids 171 00:09:36,960 --> 00:09:39,560 Speaker 1: at the grocery store and people were calling you a bitch, 172 00:09:39,600 --> 00:09:43,800 Speaker 1: and it was like, it really pissed me off. 173 00:09:43,840 --> 00:09:44,560 Speaker 2: As a kid. 174 00:09:45,679 --> 00:09:49,760 Speaker 1: What what was that experience like for you at the time, 175 00:09:49,840 --> 00:09:52,719 Speaker 1: Because it seemed from the outside that because of who 176 00:09:52,760 --> 00:09:56,600 Speaker 1: OJ was and how public he and Nicole Brown Simpson's 177 00:09:56,640 --> 00:10:01,679 Speaker 1: life had been, and everyone knew about, you know, the 178 00:10:01,679 --> 00:10:04,000 Speaker 1: cops being called in, the abuse and the police reports 179 00:10:04,000 --> 00:10:08,120 Speaker 1: and the things, and yet everybody was pissed off at 180 00:10:08,120 --> 00:10:12,440 Speaker 1: you for going after the bad guy? Like what was 181 00:10:12,480 --> 00:10:16,400 Speaker 1: it surreal to you? Was it shocking? Was it traumatizing? 182 00:10:16,520 --> 00:10:19,079 Speaker 1: Was it infuriating? Maybe it was all of the things. 183 00:10:20,400 --> 00:10:23,800 Speaker 1: I feel like it was just such the beginning of 184 00:10:23,840 --> 00:10:26,680 Speaker 1: this era of all this stuff being on TV. Was 185 00:10:26,720 --> 00:10:28,560 Speaker 1: it surreal? As a lawyer? 186 00:10:30,160 --> 00:10:34,640 Speaker 2: That really was? It? Really really was so Before Simpson, 187 00:10:34,920 --> 00:10:38,600 Speaker 2: I had been a prosecutor for fourteen years defense attorney 188 00:10:38,600 --> 00:10:44,160 Speaker 2: before that, and had never felt particularly focused on as 189 00:10:44,200 --> 00:10:48,280 Speaker 2: a female. And even if there even if I initially was, 190 00:10:48,360 --> 00:10:52,320 Speaker 2: even if the detectives initially kind of looked like a girl, really, 191 00:10:53,320 --> 00:10:55,040 Speaker 2: by the time I got into doing the job and 192 00:10:55,080 --> 00:10:57,280 Speaker 2: working with them and going out and talking to witnesses, 193 00:10:57,440 --> 00:11:00,520 Speaker 2: they got over it really fast and it didn't matter anymore. 194 00:11:01,280 --> 00:11:04,040 Speaker 2: Same thing with judges and other defense attorneys suggest it 195 00:11:04,080 --> 00:11:07,440 Speaker 2: became a matter of not no big deal, right, and 196 00:11:07,520 --> 00:11:11,040 Speaker 2: so I had stopped worrying about it. If ever I 197 00:11:11,120 --> 00:11:14,120 Speaker 2: did really worry about it, I don't think I really did. 198 00:11:14,840 --> 00:11:16,600 Speaker 2: I thought I just do the job, you know, get 199 00:11:16,640 --> 00:11:18,760 Speaker 2: past whatever. Then there were sexist jokes and all the 200 00:11:18,760 --> 00:11:21,280 Speaker 2: rest of it, whatever la la lah, and I do 201 00:11:21,400 --> 00:11:24,360 Speaker 2: the job, you know, because everybody could get over it. 202 00:11:24,360 --> 00:11:26,400 Speaker 2: It didn't stick in my mind at the time, and 203 00:11:26,440 --> 00:11:29,199 Speaker 2: by the time the Simpson case happened, it had been 204 00:11:29,240 --> 00:11:32,360 Speaker 2: many years of nobody giving me a hard time about 205 00:11:32,360 --> 00:11:36,480 Speaker 2: being female, or being impassioned, or being a prosecutor any 206 00:11:36,480 --> 00:11:40,439 Speaker 2: of that stuff. And at that time, as of that time, 207 00:11:40,880 --> 00:11:44,320 Speaker 2: having a high profile case meant what was high profile 208 00:11:44,480 --> 00:11:48,240 Speaker 2: was maybe the press would spell your name right and 209 00:11:48,360 --> 00:11:51,480 Speaker 2: only in print and certainly not on television, and maybe 210 00:11:51,480 --> 00:11:54,200 Speaker 2: they wouldn't mention you at all. You're just the prosecution. 211 00:11:54,880 --> 00:11:57,439 Speaker 2: So that was high profile. And that's all I had 212 00:11:57,440 --> 00:11:59,320 Speaker 2: ever had to deal with, and I had dealt with 213 00:11:59,320 --> 00:12:02,160 Speaker 2: other pride h profile cases. This was not my first. 214 00:12:02,760 --> 00:12:04,920 Speaker 2: But then when the Simpson case hit, there was a 215 00:12:04,920 --> 00:12:07,920 Speaker 2: sudden it was like being in this vortex. Suddenly there 216 00:12:08,080 --> 00:12:10,559 Speaker 2: was media coverage that was twenty four to seven. Suddenly 217 00:12:10,559 --> 00:12:14,480 Speaker 2: there were these cable networks and outlets that were all 218 00:12:14,480 --> 00:12:16,920 Speaker 2: over the country, not just in one tiny pocket here 219 00:12:16,960 --> 00:12:21,280 Speaker 2: and there, that were nationwide, and they needed content and 220 00:12:21,320 --> 00:12:25,040 Speaker 2: they could afford to fill the air waves constantly, And 221 00:12:25,120 --> 00:12:29,240 Speaker 2: so now the spotlight became huge, which it never had 222 00:12:29,280 --> 00:12:33,199 Speaker 2: been before. So that was shocking. And the degree to 223 00:12:33,240 --> 00:12:36,400 Speaker 2: which people got invested in, got involved and had opinions 224 00:12:36,440 --> 00:12:41,480 Speaker 2: and wanted to be heard was unprecedented. That I would 225 00:12:41,480 --> 00:12:44,520 Speaker 2: become a focus of interest at all, That I would 226 00:12:44,559 --> 00:12:47,360 Speaker 2: be the focus of any kind of attention was a 227 00:12:47,400 --> 00:12:50,960 Speaker 2: brand new thing and not a welcome thing, and not 228 00:12:51,000 --> 00:12:53,520 Speaker 2: a welcome thing in so many ways. Number One, I 229 00:12:53,559 --> 00:12:55,880 Speaker 2: never wanted to be the focus of attention like that 230 00:12:57,280 --> 00:12:59,360 Speaker 2: number or as me, you know, I mean, even when 231 00:12:59,400 --> 00:13:00,839 Speaker 2: I wanted to be an actress, I didn't want to 232 00:13:00,840 --> 00:13:02,880 Speaker 2: be focused on as me. I wanted to be a character. 233 00:13:03,480 --> 00:13:07,880 Speaker 2: So you know what I mean, there's that, Yeah, you would, 234 00:13:08,800 --> 00:13:13,520 Speaker 2: you know what I mean exactly. So this was horrifying. 235 00:13:14,080 --> 00:13:15,959 Speaker 2: But what was more horrifying to me was the way 236 00:13:16,000 --> 00:13:18,960 Speaker 2: in which I could see justice being subverted. All of 237 00:13:19,000 --> 00:13:23,440 Speaker 2: the proper considerations about truth, about evidence, about guilt and 238 00:13:23,559 --> 00:13:27,920 Speaker 2: innocence went out the window. In favor of gossip and 239 00:13:28,240 --> 00:13:32,160 Speaker 2: sensationalism and clickbait. Although we didn't know the word clickbait, 240 00:13:32,200 --> 00:13:36,359 Speaker 2: then it was that. And so it was really depressing 241 00:13:36,440 --> 00:13:40,360 Speaker 2: and very upsetting to see the important values in our 242 00:13:40,400 --> 00:13:44,960 Speaker 2: criminal justice system being buried under a mile of slime 243 00:13:45,520 --> 00:13:51,479 Speaker 2: and false reporting, deliberately false at times and just recklessly 244 00:13:51,480 --> 00:13:55,400 Speaker 2: false at other times. And then the court itself, the 245 00:13:55,520 --> 00:13:59,720 Speaker 2: judge himself, who became obsessed with celebrity and his own 246 00:14:00,280 --> 00:14:03,640 Speaker 2: spotlight and all of that was to the detriment of 247 00:14:04,360 --> 00:14:08,840 Speaker 2: justice and the proper legal administration. So it was really 248 00:14:10,080 --> 00:14:14,040 Speaker 2: it was a very depressing, very upsetting experience and very surreal. 249 00:14:14,960 --> 00:14:18,200 Speaker 2: And so what I had to do is early early on, 250 00:14:19,320 --> 00:14:22,480 Speaker 2: not pay attention. I just had to. Really, what I 251 00:14:22,520 --> 00:14:24,960 Speaker 2: had to do is in court, that's what matters, whoever's 252 00:14:25,000 --> 00:14:27,520 Speaker 2: talking about, whatever they're talking about. At one point I 253 00:14:27,560 --> 00:14:30,800 Speaker 2: heard rush Limbaugh was talking about my skirts. I mean, really, 254 00:14:30,800 --> 00:14:34,320 Speaker 2: how crazy does this get? So enough of that, and 255 00:14:34,400 --> 00:14:38,080 Speaker 2: so I turned off the TV, yep, and just focused 256 00:14:38,120 --> 00:14:38,960 Speaker 2: on what was going on. 257 00:14:39,520 --> 00:14:49,040 Speaker 1: And now for our sponsors, it's such an odd thing 258 00:14:50,120 --> 00:14:53,680 Speaker 1: in my own relative experience with this to see what 259 00:14:53,760 --> 00:14:57,520 Speaker 1: it's like, particularly before the advent of social media where 260 00:14:57,520 --> 00:15:00,480 Speaker 1: you could have your own voice, where the media, for 261 00:15:00,680 --> 00:15:03,400 Speaker 1: as you said, clickbait, would essentially cast you as a 262 00:15:03,520 --> 00:15:06,080 Speaker 1: character in a in a version of a tabloid soap 263 00:15:06,080 --> 00:15:09,200 Speaker 1: opera because it helped them sell papers. Whether it was 264 00:15:09,280 --> 00:15:12,560 Speaker 1: anything real about your life or not, it it was. 265 00:15:13,040 --> 00:15:17,160 Speaker 1: It was so disconcerting and as a person who's pretty 266 00:15:17,200 --> 00:15:20,480 Speaker 1: obsessed with justice myself, drove me nuts because it feels 267 00:15:20,480 --> 00:15:25,520 Speaker 1: so unjust. And I think that's what I picked up 268 00:15:25,520 --> 00:15:29,720 Speaker 1: on as a kid. You know, watching this trial, what 269 00:15:29,840 --> 00:15:33,000 Speaker 1: a crazy thing to you know, to know your name, 270 00:15:33,120 --> 00:15:37,400 Speaker 1: to know lance Edo's name, like what who knows judges' names? 271 00:15:38,200 --> 00:15:41,680 Speaker 1: And this trial, you know, blew up into this space 272 00:15:43,240 --> 00:15:46,520 Speaker 1: that it was everywhere all the time, you know, twenty 273 00:15:46,600 --> 00:15:48,880 Speaker 1: four hours. It was like the Super Bowl never ended 274 00:15:48,880 --> 00:15:52,120 Speaker 1: in a way. That much coverage. You know, when you 275 00:15:52,520 --> 00:15:56,600 Speaker 1: when you talk about the reporting, and you know, you 276 00:15:56,640 --> 00:15:59,120 Speaker 1: said something really interesting a moment ago, you said, sometimes 277 00:15:59,160 --> 00:16:04,760 Speaker 1: deliberately reporting what did you know to be false? That 278 00:16:04,920 --> 00:16:07,040 Speaker 1: was moving at such a torrent that you couldn't get 279 00:16:07,040 --> 00:16:08,400 Speaker 1: ahead of it and make it stop. 280 00:16:08,800 --> 00:16:11,560 Speaker 2: I mean, there were so many things. Sophia has so 281 00:16:11,600 --> 00:16:14,080 Speaker 2: many things that I can't even recount one in particular. 282 00:16:14,520 --> 00:16:17,880 Speaker 2: But I would have arguments with Johnny on the side, 283 00:16:17,920 --> 00:16:20,040 Speaker 2: and we always got along, you know, and there was 284 00:16:20,120 --> 00:16:23,720 Speaker 2: we did not have acrimoni personally ever, But I would 285 00:16:23,720 --> 00:16:27,680 Speaker 2: get annoyed because he would float these nonsensical stories about 286 00:16:27,680 --> 00:16:30,680 Speaker 2: this witness that witness. There weren't witnesses, and he knew it, 287 00:16:30,920 --> 00:16:33,040 Speaker 2: but he would just throw it out there because he 288 00:16:33,120 --> 00:16:35,520 Speaker 2: knew the press would pick it up and run with 289 00:16:35,600 --> 00:16:37,640 Speaker 2: it as though, oh new Lee knew this, knew that, 290 00:16:37,920 --> 00:16:42,920 Speaker 2: And it was can I say this? Okay? You know? Yeah? 291 00:16:43,080 --> 00:16:45,320 Speaker 2: And it was. And I said, Johnny, you know it's good. 292 00:16:45,320 --> 00:16:48,640 Speaker 2: We're gonna blow this up tomorrow. He said, well, you 293 00:16:48,680 --> 00:16:50,880 Speaker 2: know whatever. And of course it's not up to him 294 00:16:50,920 --> 00:16:53,160 Speaker 2: to worry about that. That's not his job. But it 295 00:16:53,240 --> 00:16:55,880 Speaker 2: is the press's job. He should be a journalist's job 296 00:16:56,200 --> 00:16:59,240 Speaker 2: to look at, you know, something that comes out. I 297 00:16:59,280 --> 00:17:01,720 Speaker 2: would watch it a reporter walk into the men's room 298 00:17:01,960 --> 00:17:04,200 Speaker 2: with someone from the defense team and then come out 299 00:17:04,200 --> 00:17:07,520 Speaker 2: and file a story. What do you think you had 300 00:17:07,680 --> 00:17:10,240 Speaker 2: one side of something that you've not verified, you've never 301 00:17:10,280 --> 00:17:12,320 Speaker 2: tried to corroborate. You don't care where it came from. 302 00:17:12,600 --> 00:17:14,720 Speaker 2: You guys were standing at the urinal together, and he 303 00:17:14,880 --> 00:17:16,959 Speaker 2: told you a tale, and now you're putting it out 304 00:17:16,960 --> 00:17:19,840 Speaker 2: there as though this is gospel truth. And that's completely 305 00:17:19,880 --> 00:17:24,080 Speaker 2: spinning public opinion and giving people a lie, giving people 306 00:17:24,400 --> 00:17:27,520 Speaker 2: garbage because you haven't bothered to corroborate or verify anything 307 00:17:27,560 --> 00:17:29,720 Speaker 2: you've done. So it would happen over and over and 308 00:17:29,720 --> 00:17:32,440 Speaker 2: over again. And Johnny was right, no one cared because 309 00:17:32,480 --> 00:17:34,560 Speaker 2: the very next lie would happen the next day and 310 00:17:34,600 --> 00:17:36,640 Speaker 2: that would wipe it out. And you know, it looks 311 00:17:36,640 --> 00:17:37,720 Speaker 2: like our politics today. 312 00:17:38,240 --> 00:17:40,320 Speaker 1: I was going to say, it's not dissimilar to what's 313 00:17:40,359 --> 00:17:41,480 Speaker 1: been happening in Ohio. 314 00:17:43,320 --> 00:17:44,640 Speaker 2: That's right, that's right. 315 00:17:44,640 --> 00:17:49,600 Speaker 1: It's so hard to watch people who will lie for gain, 316 00:17:49,720 --> 00:17:54,639 Speaker 1: even if it causes harm. And I would imagine you 317 00:17:54,680 --> 00:17:59,119 Speaker 1: know that it was incredibly difficult to know what the 318 00:17:59,200 --> 00:18:03,040 Speaker 1: victim had been through, you know, how abused she'd been, 319 00:18:03,160 --> 00:18:07,160 Speaker 1: how many incidents of violence there were. Obviously you saw 320 00:18:07,640 --> 00:18:09,480 Speaker 1: more than any of the rest of us, what the 321 00:18:09,520 --> 00:18:12,040 Speaker 1: crime scene really looked like, all of these things that 322 00:18:12,800 --> 00:18:15,119 Speaker 1: I just I know the way they've stuck with me, 323 00:18:15,240 --> 00:18:17,000 Speaker 1: and I know I wasn't nearly as close to it 324 00:18:17,040 --> 00:18:22,960 Speaker 1: as you, and so I guess I wonder as misrepresented 325 00:18:23,000 --> 00:18:26,040 Speaker 1: as so much was in the world. Then were you 326 00:18:26,359 --> 00:18:29,440 Speaker 1: nervous when you heard that FX was going to make 327 00:18:29,560 --> 00:18:31,200 Speaker 1: the people versus O. J. Simpson? 328 00:18:31,800 --> 00:18:36,440 Speaker 2: It was miserable, it was. It was miserable, miserable when 329 00:18:36,440 --> 00:18:37,480 Speaker 2: I heard they were going to do it. 330 00:18:37,720 --> 00:18:40,560 Speaker 1: Did that shift at all because you got to sit 331 00:18:40,600 --> 00:18:43,119 Speaker 1: down with Sarah Paulson or were you just worried the 332 00:18:43,160 --> 00:18:44,879 Speaker 1: whole time until you got to see it? 333 00:18:45,840 --> 00:18:48,480 Speaker 2: Well? I couldn't. The actors were not allowed to meet 334 00:18:48,520 --> 00:18:52,160 Speaker 2: the real people they portrayed throughout the shooting. No, they 335 00:18:52,200 --> 00:18:55,359 Speaker 2: never did. They weren't allowed to. So yeah, I mean, 336 00:18:55,400 --> 00:18:57,960 Speaker 2: when I first heard it that they were going to 337 00:18:58,000 --> 00:19:01,400 Speaker 2: do this limited series, I thought, first of all, oh God, no, 338 00:19:01,480 --> 00:19:04,680 Speaker 2: please no, And then I thought, well, no harm, no foul, 339 00:19:04,760 --> 00:19:07,800 Speaker 2: No one's going to care, No one's going to watch this. 340 00:19:07,840 --> 00:19:09,560 Speaker 2: We all know the story. It's old news, you know. 341 00:19:10,480 --> 00:19:13,119 Speaker 2: And then people were telling me it's not old news, 342 00:19:13,200 --> 00:19:14,800 Speaker 2: and we think it's going to be big, And then 343 00:19:14,840 --> 00:19:17,199 Speaker 2: I was miserable again. And then I heard Sarah Paulson 344 00:19:17,320 --> 00:19:20,280 Speaker 2: was going to play me, and then I thought, well, 345 00:19:21,160 --> 00:19:23,639 Speaker 2: if this awful thing has to happen, at least I 346 00:19:23,640 --> 00:19:26,480 Speaker 2: have a genius portraying me. At least I have this 347 00:19:26,600 --> 00:19:30,320 Speaker 2: amazing actress portraying me, so that was like, that was 348 00:19:30,359 --> 00:19:33,119 Speaker 2: some comfort. But I didn't get to see her or 349 00:19:33,160 --> 00:19:36,159 Speaker 2: speak to her until they were done shooting. And then, 350 00:19:36,200 --> 00:19:38,040 Speaker 2: of course it was wonderful. We had the best time. 351 00:19:38,560 --> 00:19:43,240 Speaker 2: We closed the restaurant down, got pretty drunk, had a 352 00:19:43,240 --> 00:19:46,000 Speaker 2: great time. We still exchanged texts. I love her dearly. 353 00:19:46,160 --> 00:19:48,800 Speaker 1: Oh, I'm so glad. How did you feel about it 354 00:19:48,840 --> 00:19:50,720 Speaker 1: when you saw it? Or did you not watch it? 355 00:19:50,880 --> 00:19:54,280 Speaker 2: Of course I had to watch it. Okay, could you 356 00:19:54,320 --> 00:19:54,639 Speaker 2: not watch it? 357 00:19:54,680 --> 00:19:55,560 Speaker 1: I didn't want to assume. 358 00:19:56,200 --> 00:19:58,959 Speaker 2: I thought it was great, you know. And people are 359 00:19:58,960 --> 00:20:01,280 Speaker 2: always asking me how how accurate it was, and was 360 00:20:01,320 --> 00:20:03,160 Speaker 2: this that and the other? And they always tell them, Look, 361 00:20:03,200 --> 00:20:05,679 Speaker 2: they can't be accurate. They I mean, they can be, 362 00:20:06,000 --> 00:20:07,840 Speaker 2: and they were to the extent that they could be. 363 00:20:07,920 --> 00:20:11,360 Speaker 2: They told the essential truth of the core of the story. 364 00:20:12,240 --> 00:20:15,000 Speaker 2: The ways in which racial justice, the issue of racial justice, 365 00:20:15,160 --> 00:20:19,119 Speaker 2: was manipulated in service of the acquittal of a man 366 00:20:19,160 --> 00:20:21,919 Speaker 2: who did not deserve it, The way in which the 367 00:20:21,960 --> 00:20:25,600 Speaker 2: wheels of justice were ground to a halt with all 368 00:20:25,680 --> 00:20:28,720 Speaker 2: kinds of tactics that should not be allowed. The ways 369 00:20:28,720 --> 00:20:30,760 Speaker 2: in which things went wrong should not have gone wrong, 370 00:20:31,600 --> 00:20:34,239 Speaker 2: leading to the verdict that we got, which we might 371 00:20:34,280 --> 00:20:36,960 Speaker 2: have gotten anyway. And that's an important thing to think 372 00:20:37,000 --> 00:20:40,600 Speaker 2: about in terms of our social history, written large in 373 00:20:40,720 --> 00:20:44,400 Speaker 2: terms of the context of that case, following so closely 374 00:20:44,440 --> 00:20:47,600 Speaker 2: after Rodney King and then the very most violent riots 375 00:20:47,600 --> 00:20:49,840 Speaker 2: of that century that occurred in the wake of the 376 00:20:49,920 --> 00:20:54,879 Speaker 2: Rodney King case so and trial. So, I mean, there 377 00:20:54,880 --> 00:20:57,160 Speaker 2: were so many issues that they did a really nice 378 00:20:57,240 --> 00:21:01,080 Speaker 2: job of incorporating there. To say that any limited series 379 00:21:01,520 --> 00:21:04,520 Speaker 2: could be completely accurate when you're talking about something that 380 00:21:04,600 --> 00:21:08,119 Speaker 2: was covered endlessly for a year twenty four to seven 381 00:21:08,320 --> 00:21:12,400 Speaker 2: is impossible, and you wouldn't even want to. So Yes, 382 00:21:12,480 --> 00:21:14,840 Speaker 2: in essence, I think they got a lot of it right. 383 00:21:15,840 --> 00:21:19,760 Speaker 1: I thought it was really quite beautiful, and I was 384 00:21:19,880 --> 00:21:25,840 Speaker 1: so impressed with Sarah Paulson, and I loved whether it 385 00:21:25,880 --> 00:21:30,280 Speaker 1: felt incredibly accurate or not to you as a viewer. 386 00:21:30,359 --> 00:21:34,719 Speaker 1: I appreciated really being able to see what you as 387 00:21:34,800 --> 00:21:38,440 Speaker 1: a woman, were put through that a man never would 388 00:21:38,480 --> 00:21:41,240 Speaker 1: have been put through. To have your hair and your 389 00:21:41,280 --> 00:21:46,360 Speaker 1: clothes and your demeanor and your speech and your custody battle, 390 00:21:46,480 --> 00:21:53,320 Speaker 1: your personal life all picked apart. I thought we were 391 00:21:53,359 --> 00:21:55,879 Speaker 1: able to as an audience see the injustice that was 392 00:21:55,960 --> 00:22:01,680 Speaker 1: done to you within this world that you mentioned. This 393 00:22:01,760 --> 00:22:04,960 Speaker 1: injustice was done to these victims because such a terrible 394 00:22:05,000 --> 00:22:08,840 Speaker 1: injustice had been done to someone else and people were 395 00:22:08,880 --> 00:22:13,159 Speaker 1: afraid to repeat it. It felt like a miscarriage on 396 00:22:13,200 --> 00:22:17,200 Speaker 1: a miscarriage, on a miscarriage of what the law should be, 397 00:22:18,160 --> 00:22:21,400 Speaker 1: you know, from personal to societal. And I thought that 398 00:22:21,400 --> 00:22:24,560 Speaker 1: that was a pretty incredible thing for them to have 399 00:22:24,600 --> 00:22:29,679 Speaker 1: been able to do on film. Did it allow you 400 00:22:29,800 --> 00:22:36,840 Speaker 1: to revisit the intense scrutiny that you experienced. Was it 401 00:22:36,880 --> 00:22:41,840 Speaker 1: cathartic in a way to see it told honestly to 402 00:22:42,240 --> 00:22:47,040 Speaker 1: a point or was it kind of painful all over again? 403 00:22:47,119 --> 00:22:48,040 Speaker 1: Or maybe it's both. 404 00:22:49,359 --> 00:22:52,960 Speaker 2: I think it is kind of both. It was cathartic 405 00:22:53,000 --> 00:22:57,800 Speaker 2: in the sense that Sarah captured the feeling of what 406 00:22:57,840 --> 00:23:00,639 Speaker 2: it was like to be in the focus of that 407 00:23:00,720 --> 00:23:04,760 Speaker 2: kind of attention. She captured it beautifully, and so that 408 00:23:04,840 --> 00:23:08,480 Speaker 2: was great. There's a wonderfulness about a feeling understood, and 409 00:23:08,560 --> 00:23:11,680 Speaker 2: she really did. Yeah, so that was good. It was 410 00:23:11,720 --> 00:23:15,320 Speaker 2: also very painful. Justice matters to me, the truth matters 411 00:23:15,320 --> 00:23:19,280 Speaker 2: to me a lot, and I saw it being I 412 00:23:19,320 --> 00:23:22,240 Speaker 2: saw it being shredded every day when I went to court, 413 00:23:22,840 --> 00:23:27,800 Speaker 2: and so I diving into that cesspool of what was really, 414 00:23:27,840 --> 00:23:32,560 Speaker 2: to me, just a complete subversion of all the values 415 00:23:32,560 --> 00:23:35,119 Speaker 2: that we hold so dear in a democracy where that 416 00:23:35,200 --> 00:23:38,080 Speaker 2: is founded on a system of justice that at least 417 00:23:38,080 --> 00:23:41,840 Speaker 2: strives to be fair, at least strives to be the 418 00:23:42,000 --> 00:23:45,720 Speaker 2: scales of justice. You know, she's blind and you're supposed 419 00:23:45,760 --> 00:23:48,280 Speaker 2: to be coming in to focus on the evidence, and 420 00:23:48,359 --> 00:23:50,320 Speaker 2: to focus on the truth, and to apply the law 421 00:23:50,359 --> 00:23:52,159 Speaker 2: to the evidence. This is what we're supposed to do. 422 00:23:52,520 --> 00:23:55,600 Speaker 2: None of that happened, and I don't think it was 423 00:23:55,640 --> 00:23:57,840 Speaker 2: allowed to happen for so many reasons. So that was 424 00:23:57,880 --> 00:24:01,600 Speaker 2: a very painful thing. And looking back watching the series 425 00:24:02,040 --> 00:24:06,800 Speaker 2: brought home that painful experience as well, so you know, 426 00:24:06,920 --> 00:24:09,119 Speaker 2: I mean, so it was both. It was both. 427 00:24:10,000 --> 00:24:13,960 Speaker 1: Well, I remember the feeling I had watching it, going, God, 428 00:24:14,000 --> 00:24:18,000 Speaker 1: I wonder if she's at home, going see I'm not crazy. 429 00:24:18,040 --> 00:24:21,200 Speaker 1: It was this bad, you know, And not that that 430 00:24:21,240 --> 00:24:25,440 Speaker 1: fixes it, but at least you don't necessarily feel so alone. 431 00:24:25,600 --> 00:24:29,080 Speaker 1: I imagine at the time when it was happening, again, 432 00:24:29,119 --> 00:24:31,320 Speaker 1: there was no social media. You couldn't have a voice, 433 00:24:31,359 --> 00:24:34,479 Speaker 1: you couldn't get ahead of anything. You couldn't tell your 434 00:24:34,520 --> 00:24:36,960 Speaker 1: own story. It was told for you in the pages 435 00:24:37,080 --> 00:24:40,040 Speaker 1: you know of all these newspapers and tabloids all around 436 00:24:40,040 --> 00:24:45,000 Speaker 1: the country. And who did you have in your corner? 437 00:24:45,200 --> 00:24:47,040 Speaker 1: Like did you have a best friend who you called 438 00:24:47,080 --> 00:24:51,800 Speaker 1: every night to flip out about the day or was 439 00:24:51,840 --> 00:24:54,960 Speaker 1: the case so intense that you were sort of underground 440 00:24:55,640 --> 00:24:58,680 Speaker 1: in your office for months and had to do it afterwards? 441 00:24:58,720 --> 00:25:00,320 Speaker 2: Like what was your life life? 442 00:25:00,720 --> 00:25:04,040 Speaker 1: Not just as Marcia Clerk the prosecutor, but as Marcia 443 00:25:04,119 --> 00:25:06,960 Speaker 1: as a woman who was trying to deal with all 444 00:25:07,000 --> 00:25:09,480 Speaker 1: of this, Like who did you turn to? 445 00:25:11,080 --> 00:25:13,359 Speaker 2: I did have best friends to talk to, and I 446 00:25:13,400 --> 00:25:15,360 Speaker 2: did talk to them every night, and I also had 447 00:25:15,359 --> 00:25:18,080 Speaker 2: my team and Chris, you know what I mean. And 448 00:25:18,119 --> 00:25:20,240 Speaker 2: so yes, I mean there were plenty of people to 449 00:25:20,280 --> 00:25:22,000 Speaker 2: talk to and vent to. And I'm sure they got 450 00:25:22,040 --> 00:25:26,320 Speaker 2: really sick of me. So I hope that I apologize 451 00:25:26,320 --> 00:25:29,080 Speaker 2: to them enough to say, I know you've heard this before, 452 00:25:29,119 --> 00:25:30,680 Speaker 2: but I can't believe what you know, you know what 453 00:25:30,720 --> 00:25:34,480 Speaker 2: I mean? Fill in the blank. Sure, And so yes, 454 00:25:34,680 --> 00:25:37,439 Speaker 2: there were people to talk to, and that was, of course, 455 00:25:37,760 --> 00:25:41,600 Speaker 2: as you know, very helpful. They have shoulders to lean on, 456 00:25:41,880 --> 00:25:46,600 Speaker 2: to wine to and to just you know, vent to constantly, 457 00:25:46,640 --> 00:25:49,600 Speaker 2: because it was a level of you're not in control 458 00:25:49,680 --> 00:25:53,160 Speaker 2: in a courtroom. I mean, I think anyone who says 459 00:25:53,240 --> 00:25:56,560 Speaker 2: that a prosecutor is controlling the proceedings is not a 460 00:25:56,640 --> 00:26:00,000 Speaker 2: lawyer or a very bad one because you are not 461 00:26:00,119 --> 00:26:03,280 Speaker 2: in control. Somebody once likened it to you know, oh, 462 00:26:03,320 --> 00:26:05,720 Speaker 2: you're the director of your film. No, you're not. The 463 00:26:05,840 --> 00:26:09,479 Speaker 2: judge is. You don't get to say cut. The judge does. So, 464 00:26:09,800 --> 00:26:11,240 Speaker 2: you know, you go in and you do your very 465 00:26:11,280 --> 00:26:13,440 Speaker 2: best to try and get the evidence to the jury 466 00:26:13,520 --> 00:26:16,720 Speaker 2: and to try and you know, unbury the truth for 467 00:26:16,760 --> 00:26:18,960 Speaker 2: the for the jury so they can see what really 468 00:26:19,000 --> 00:26:22,040 Speaker 2: happened and to see the truth in the witness's testimony. 469 00:26:22,359 --> 00:26:26,440 Speaker 2: But when when every roadblock keeps getting thrown in your way, 470 00:26:26,800 --> 00:26:29,960 Speaker 2: and every turn, everywhere you turn, there's another rock put 471 00:26:29,960 --> 00:26:33,080 Speaker 2: in front of the doorway that stops you from getting 472 00:26:33,080 --> 00:26:34,879 Speaker 2: to the jury from saying here, it is here, it 473 00:26:34,920 --> 00:26:37,600 Speaker 2: is here, this is what this means, this is why 474 00:26:37,680 --> 00:26:40,240 Speaker 2: we do this, this is what happened. But every time 475 00:26:40,280 --> 00:26:43,760 Speaker 2: you turn, it's like a door closes, that kind of thing, 476 00:26:44,200 --> 00:26:46,840 Speaker 2: or just big stumbling blocks that you're constantly trying to 477 00:26:46,920 --> 00:26:52,320 Speaker 2: crawl over. That kind of frustration was a daily occurrence, 478 00:26:52,520 --> 00:26:56,000 Speaker 2: and it was that you have to vent before you 479 00:26:56,040 --> 00:26:58,879 Speaker 2: go crazy. So it was it was that kind that 480 00:26:59,000 --> 00:27:03,280 Speaker 2: was the experience that ultimately, I think by the end 481 00:27:03,320 --> 00:27:05,439 Speaker 2: of the trial, I thought, I can't, I can't do 482 00:27:05,520 --> 00:27:09,560 Speaker 2: this anymore. Everything I thought and held dear about being 483 00:27:09,600 --> 00:27:12,560 Speaker 2: a lawyer, about being a prosecutor or a defense attorney, 484 00:27:13,440 --> 00:27:17,280 Speaker 2: all of those values kind of went got buried and 485 00:27:17,280 --> 00:27:21,800 Speaker 2: got tainted, got shredded. I didn't believe in the justice 486 00:27:21,800 --> 00:27:25,199 Speaker 2: system anymore. I walked away thinking I just can't, I can't, 487 00:27:25,760 --> 00:27:30,000 Speaker 2: I'm done, And then I got I wound up finding 488 00:27:30,040 --> 00:27:32,440 Speaker 2: that there were other things I could do, and wound 489 00:27:32,520 --> 00:27:37,040 Speaker 2: up writing. But then I wound up with writing fiction. 490 00:27:37,359 --> 00:27:41,199 Speaker 2: At first, the publishers Weekly when I put out my 491 00:27:41,200 --> 00:27:44,960 Speaker 2: first work of criminal crime fiction said, Clark turns to 492 00:27:45,000 --> 00:27:50,080 Speaker 2: fiction to control the outcome. Very true. You're like, obviously, 493 00:27:50,680 --> 00:27:53,800 Speaker 2: obviously right. How great is that? But then I discovered 494 00:27:53,800 --> 00:27:56,560 Speaker 2: that there was a beauty in writing about true crime. 495 00:27:56,600 --> 00:27:59,159 Speaker 2: And that's fairly recent, but I mean, I've always been 496 00:27:59,160 --> 00:28:01,520 Speaker 2: addicted to true and I do it still. I'm an 497 00:28:01,520 --> 00:28:04,640 Speaker 2: appellate lawyer. I do court appointed cases for the indigen 498 00:28:05,080 --> 00:28:07,359 Speaker 2: So I'm still practicing criminal law, and I get I 499 00:28:07,400 --> 00:28:10,240 Speaker 2: have all these true crime cases. But my agent said, 500 00:28:10,240 --> 00:28:12,400 Speaker 2: why don't you write a true crime book. Why don't 501 00:28:12,440 --> 00:28:14,800 Speaker 2: you get into another case. I said, but I have 502 00:28:14,920 --> 00:28:17,960 Speaker 2: so many already. Yeah, And then I got into but 503 00:28:18,080 --> 00:28:19,879 Speaker 2: you know, maybe that's a cool thing. And then I 504 00:28:19,920 --> 00:28:25,240 Speaker 2: fell on the story of Lawyer X and that was amazing, 505 00:28:25,280 --> 00:28:28,480 Speaker 2: And that was one of these true stories that if 506 00:28:28,480 --> 00:28:30,360 Speaker 2: it weren't true, you wouldn't believe a word of it, 507 00:28:30,400 --> 00:28:32,480 Speaker 2: Like if I told you this as fiction, you'd say, 508 00:28:33,000 --> 00:28:36,840 Speaker 2: too far fetched. A high powered criminal lawyer, she was 509 00:28:36,880 --> 00:28:39,360 Speaker 2: at the top of her game, representing the most notorious 510 00:28:39,360 --> 00:28:42,520 Speaker 2: gangsters in Australia in the midst of the Gangland Wars, 511 00:28:42,520 --> 00:28:46,240 Speaker 2: which was around the late nineties, early aughts into twenty 512 00:28:46,320 --> 00:28:50,160 Speaker 2: ten eleven, and bodies were literally dropping in Melbourne. And 513 00:28:50,200 --> 00:28:54,560 Speaker 2: this was a very beautiful city, seaside Port, beauty Port 514 00:28:54,640 --> 00:28:58,200 Speaker 2: city that was gorgeous, known for its culture, really beautiful place. 515 00:28:58,600 --> 00:29:02,240 Speaker 2: And suddenly this very lovely place to live has blood 516 00:29:02,280 --> 00:29:04,560 Speaker 2: flowing in the streets because of these gangsters and the 517 00:29:04,640 --> 00:29:09,640 Speaker 2: drug wars. And Nicola Gabbo was standing at the forefront 518 00:29:09,640 --> 00:29:12,880 Speaker 2: of it all as the premiere defense attorney for all 519 00:29:12,880 --> 00:29:16,200 Speaker 2: of the biggest of the big the most notorious of notorious, 520 00:29:16,240 --> 00:29:19,320 Speaker 2: and it turns out that she becomes an informant for 521 00:29:19,400 --> 00:29:23,440 Speaker 2: the police. And the notion that a defense attorney, especially 522 00:29:23,440 --> 00:29:27,440 Speaker 2: a celebrated one like that, becomes the most prized informant 523 00:29:27,560 --> 00:29:32,120 Speaker 2: for the detectives is something that Hollywood pudnta made it up. 524 00:29:32,760 --> 00:29:36,680 Speaker 1: I mean, it's it's crazy, it feels unheard of and 525 00:29:36,720 --> 00:29:39,280 Speaker 1: now a word from our sponsors that I really enjoy 526 00:29:39,320 --> 00:29:48,840 Speaker 1: and I think you will too. How did you learn 527 00:29:49,360 --> 00:29:53,960 Speaker 1: about her story? And did she survive? I mean, it 528 00:29:53,960 --> 00:29:57,200 Speaker 1: feels like that's the number one person that a cartel 529 00:29:57,320 --> 00:29:59,720 Speaker 1: of drug runners is going to try to put out 530 00:29:59,720 --> 00:30:03,160 Speaker 1: a hit on. Like it does feel so far fetched 531 00:30:03,280 --> 00:30:07,000 Speaker 1: for a movie, but this is real life, Like how 532 00:30:07,000 --> 00:30:09,320 Speaker 1: did you hear about her? And then what happened? 533 00:30:09,880 --> 00:30:13,440 Speaker 2: Is she okay? Well? Is she okay? Is a really 534 00:30:13,440 --> 00:30:16,440 Speaker 2: good question. She's in hiding right now. I tried to 535 00:30:16,440 --> 00:30:18,720 Speaker 2: reach out to her. This was a nine part series 536 00:30:19,120 --> 00:30:21,480 Speaker 2: for Wondery and I think it's exclusive to Wondery Plus 537 00:30:21,560 --> 00:30:24,120 Speaker 2: right now. It's part of the Exhibit cea campaign for 538 00:30:24,240 --> 00:30:28,240 Speaker 2: True crime shows podcasts at Wondery and it's the first 539 00:30:28,280 --> 00:30:31,440 Speaker 2: one out of the gate. I heard about it in Hollywood, 540 00:30:31,920 --> 00:30:33,840 Speaker 2: and at that time all I knew was that there 541 00:30:33,920 --> 00:30:37,240 Speaker 2: was some magazine article that I since discovered that actually 542 00:30:37,280 --> 00:30:40,880 Speaker 2: there was a book written by these journalists. Anthony Dowsley 543 00:30:41,280 --> 00:30:45,520 Speaker 2: was the journalist in Australia who happened upon this story 544 00:30:45,680 --> 00:30:48,320 Speaker 2: by hanging out in a cop bar one night and 545 00:30:48,360 --> 00:30:52,760 Speaker 2: here's people gossiping and talking, and the detectives are talking 546 00:30:52,800 --> 00:30:56,800 Speaker 2: and gossiping. This name keeps popping out, Nicolagabo, and he says, 547 00:30:56,920 --> 00:30:59,800 Speaker 2: what is the story here? Why are these detectives talking 548 00:30:59,800 --> 00:31:03,280 Speaker 2: about about this lawyer? This is not common And as 549 00:31:03,280 --> 00:31:06,680 Speaker 2: he started to unravel the story, he came upon this 550 00:31:06,800 --> 00:31:09,719 Speaker 2: incredible tale that has to be the cornerstone of his career. 551 00:31:10,280 --> 00:31:12,360 Speaker 2: And when he published, they refused to allow him to 552 00:31:12,440 --> 00:31:15,760 Speaker 2: use her name. So she was Lawyer X. And that's 553 00:31:15,800 --> 00:31:18,800 Speaker 2: the show that we got. That's the podcast that's just 554 00:31:18,840 --> 00:31:22,680 Speaker 2: out now on Wondering on Wondery Plus and informants Lawyer 555 00:31:22,880 --> 00:31:24,880 Speaker 2: X and so she is her story. I talked to 556 00:31:24,920 --> 00:31:27,760 Speaker 2: Anthony Dowsley, who was the one who investigated it, along 557 00:31:27,760 --> 00:31:31,280 Speaker 2: with journalist Patrick Carlyon, also a detective who became involved 558 00:31:31,320 --> 00:31:35,120 Speaker 2: with Nicolagabo. Paul Dale, and also another criminal defense lawyer, 559 00:31:35,320 --> 00:31:38,560 Speaker 2: Zara guard Wilson, who was also knew her and knew 560 00:31:38,600 --> 00:31:42,640 Speaker 2: of Nicolagabo and what she was doing. The story has 561 00:31:42,680 --> 00:31:46,480 Speaker 2: twists and turns. It is the most incredible thing. First 562 00:31:46,520 --> 00:31:48,760 Speaker 2: when I stumbled on it, I thought, Okay, that's just weird, 563 00:31:49,240 --> 00:31:52,560 Speaker 2: and then I realized there's a whole thing that happens 564 00:31:52,560 --> 00:31:55,880 Speaker 2: with hers. There are murders, a double homicide involved. It's 565 00:31:55,960 --> 00:31:57,800 Speaker 2: got everything. It's just incredible. 566 00:31:57,960 --> 00:32:01,160 Speaker 1: Well and I imagine, as both a prosecut and an author, 567 00:32:01,280 --> 00:32:05,440 Speaker 1: you're like, this is a gold mine of drama and 568 00:32:05,600 --> 00:32:07,760 Speaker 1: tension and excitement, and it's true. 569 00:32:08,240 --> 00:32:13,120 Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, it's true. Unimaginable, Yeah it is. It was everything. 570 00:32:13,240 --> 00:32:17,600 Speaker 2: And what was incredible was as we're writing episode after episode, 571 00:32:17,760 --> 00:32:21,360 Speaker 2: I'm recording it and going, oh my god, you're getting 572 00:32:21,640 --> 00:32:25,400 Speaker 2: I mean one thing, no way, and you know something. 573 00:32:25,400 --> 00:32:28,080 Speaker 2: I mean, I've seen so much, having handled thousands and 574 00:32:28,120 --> 00:32:31,120 Speaker 2: thousands of cases, it's pretty hard to shock me, honestly, 575 00:32:31,640 --> 00:32:36,160 Speaker 2: and this shocked me over and over again, and I 576 00:32:36,200 --> 00:32:37,400 Speaker 2: really did keep going no way. 577 00:32:37,920 --> 00:32:41,240 Speaker 1: So from that, from that place, you know, that amount 578 00:32:41,280 --> 00:32:43,680 Speaker 1: of expertise. You say, you've seen it all, so it's 579 00:32:43,720 --> 00:32:46,080 Speaker 1: hard to shock. You can you give the rest of 580 00:32:46,160 --> 00:32:49,080 Speaker 1: us who don't know the ins and outs of your 581 00:32:49,120 --> 00:32:52,560 Speaker 1: world a little bit of an overview of what the 582 00:32:52,760 --> 00:32:58,360 Speaker 1: risks are that criminal informants face and a little information 583 00:32:58,400 --> 00:33:02,000 Speaker 1: on what criteria is necess to even become an informant, 584 00:33:02,240 --> 00:33:04,840 Speaker 1: because obviously it's very rare for a defense attorney to 585 00:33:04,880 --> 00:33:09,960 Speaker 1: flip state's evidence on his or her clients. So like that, 586 00:33:10,680 --> 00:33:15,640 Speaker 1: obviously we know is the ground zero for informants lawyer X, 587 00:33:16,080 --> 00:33:19,040 Speaker 1: But what does it mean to be an informant in 588 00:33:19,040 --> 00:33:19,760 Speaker 1: the first place? 589 00:33:21,120 --> 00:33:24,320 Speaker 2: So usually, and when I say usually, I mean always, 590 00:33:24,360 --> 00:33:27,440 Speaker 2: I've never heard of a defense attorney becoming an informant, 591 00:33:27,880 --> 00:33:31,600 Speaker 2: let alone an official registered informant for the police. Never. 592 00:33:31,960 --> 00:33:34,200 Speaker 2: This is a one off and it was a huge 593 00:33:34,200 --> 00:33:37,200 Speaker 2: story in Australia. We just get to find out about 594 00:33:37,200 --> 00:33:41,040 Speaker 2: it now and it's incredible. Usually, and when I say usually, 595 00:33:41,080 --> 00:33:45,120 Speaker 2: I mean always, informants are criminals. They're involved in some 596 00:33:45,240 --> 00:33:49,760 Speaker 2: kind of criminal enterprise, whether there it's a mafia situation, 597 00:33:49,920 --> 00:33:53,720 Speaker 2: whether it's just a drug ring or something, or it's gangs. 598 00:33:53,920 --> 00:33:57,400 Speaker 2: You know, it's somebody who's involved in the world, because 599 00:33:57,400 --> 00:34:00,280 Speaker 2: that's how they get the information, and that's the cops 600 00:34:00,360 --> 00:34:02,640 Speaker 2: get a hold of them because they get busted for whatever, 601 00:34:03,120 --> 00:34:05,360 Speaker 2: and then they get to make a deal and in turn, 602 00:34:05,560 --> 00:34:07,840 Speaker 2: in return for the deal that the cops give them 603 00:34:08,200 --> 00:34:11,560 Speaker 2: or the prosecutor gives them, they funnel information to them. 604 00:34:11,960 --> 00:34:16,200 Speaker 2: It is a very, very dangerous life. It's extremely dangerous 605 00:34:16,200 --> 00:34:18,920 Speaker 2: because you're always walking this tightrope that if the guys 606 00:34:18,960 --> 00:34:21,360 Speaker 2: that you're getting the information from, i e. Your gang, 607 00:34:21,600 --> 00:34:24,359 Speaker 2: your group, your drug ring, whatever it is, if they 608 00:34:24,360 --> 00:34:28,560 Speaker 2: find out you're snitching, you're dead, yes, or hurt very badly, 609 00:34:28,960 --> 00:34:32,440 Speaker 2: or your family is well your family right exactly. So 610 00:34:32,480 --> 00:34:35,480 Speaker 2: there's a lot of vulnerability there. And on the other hand, 611 00:34:35,480 --> 00:34:37,080 Speaker 2: if you don't deliver, you're going to go to prison. 612 00:34:37,640 --> 00:34:39,920 Speaker 2: So and the cops want you to deliver, the cops 613 00:34:39,920 --> 00:34:41,160 Speaker 2: are not going to make a deal with you, and 614 00:34:41,200 --> 00:34:42,799 Speaker 2: they're not going to carry through on that deal if 615 00:34:42,800 --> 00:34:46,200 Speaker 2: you don't give them what they want. So you're constantly 616 00:34:47,360 --> 00:34:51,479 Speaker 2: balancing these different interests. Nicola Gaba was doing in big time. 617 00:34:51,920 --> 00:34:54,600 Speaker 2: She was actually playing both sides against the middle. She 618 00:34:54,800 --> 00:34:57,480 Speaker 2: was working for the cops against her clients, but she 619 00:34:57,600 --> 00:35:01,080 Speaker 2: was also getting information from the cops her clients. It 620 00:35:01,239 --> 00:35:04,280 Speaker 2: was one of the most amazing kind of power plays 621 00:35:04,320 --> 00:35:07,200 Speaker 2: I've ever seen, where she's kind of the puppet master 622 00:35:07,640 --> 00:35:11,399 Speaker 2: of all time. But that's unusual. That's a very one 623 00:35:11,440 --> 00:35:16,320 Speaker 2: off situation. Usually it's the criminal trying to serve both masters, 624 00:35:16,440 --> 00:35:20,080 Speaker 2: very hard to do, to do, and then the cops 625 00:35:20,080 --> 00:35:21,919 Speaker 2: have to worry about how much they're getting what they're 626 00:35:21,920 --> 00:35:24,400 Speaker 2: getting from the inform and how much of it is true, right, 627 00:35:24,840 --> 00:35:26,839 Speaker 2: because he has every reason to want to please them, 628 00:35:26,880 --> 00:35:28,840 Speaker 2: to get to make his deal and keep on the 629 00:35:28,840 --> 00:35:31,479 Speaker 2: good side of them. And at the same time, lying 630 00:35:31,600 --> 00:35:34,200 Speaker 2: can help because it can shield people he wants to 631 00:35:34,239 --> 00:35:37,200 Speaker 2: shield or she wants to shield. On the criminal side 632 00:35:37,400 --> 00:35:40,480 Speaker 2: gets very complicated, but one thing that is never complicated 633 00:35:40,480 --> 00:35:43,960 Speaker 2: but always true is the constant threat of danger from 634 00:35:44,000 --> 00:35:46,239 Speaker 2: one side or another, prison or death. 635 00:35:46,920 --> 00:35:50,560 Speaker 1: Right. Well, and this is really interesting because you talk, 636 00:35:50,920 --> 00:35:54,319 Speaker 1: you know, across the country about the effects of celebrity 637 00:35:54,360 --> 00:35:59,000 Speaker 1: and press attention on criminal cases. Obviously so impactful when 638 00:35:59,000 --> 00:36:01,960 Speaker 1: we look back at oj trial, but even what you're 639 00:36:01,960 --> 00:36:07,200 Speaker 1: speaking about with this case, the Nicolagabo story, it became 640 00:36:07,239 --> 00:36:10,640 Speaker 1: a story because someone from the media heard about it. 641 00:36:11,480 --> 00:36:17,080 Speaker 1: And I'm really curious. You know, there's obviously a desire 642 00:36:17,120 --> 00:36:21,640 Speaker 1: to tell stories, and journalists want to inform their audience, 643 00:36:21,719 --> 00:36:25,960 Speaker 1: but sometimes informing an audience about a story like this 644 00:36:26,080 --> 00:36:29,839 Speaker 1: could cost someone their life. How do you kind of 645 00:36:30,160 --> 00:36:36,560 Speaker 1: mitigate these effects, you know, celebrity press attention, social media 646 00:36:36,600 --> 00:36:41,960 Speaker 1: attention on criminal cases. Are there best practices or is 647 00:36:41,960 --> 00:36:43,840 Speaker 1: Pandora's box just open at this point? 648 00:36:45,040 --> 00:36:48,279 Speaker 2: You know, it's a really good question, Sophia. I think 649 00:36:48,320 --> 00:36:52,720 Speaker 2: that journalists are kind of grappling with this constantly now 650 00:36:52,760 --> 00:36:54,840 Speaker 2: that we have social media and it's so easy to 651 00:36:54,880 --> 00:36:58,000 Speaker 2: publish a story without vetting it. It's so easy to 652 00:36:58,080 --> 00:37:01,000 Speaker 2: just get out there and send that tweet, post that 653 00:37:01,080 --> 00:37:04,000 Speaker 2: in whatever it is, a blog if you will, and 654 00:37:04,040 --> 00:37:05,920 Speaker 2: I don't even think that's a big deal, but substack 655 00:37:06,000 --> 00:37:08,400 Speaker 2: if you will, and people get it right away. And 656 00:37:08,480 --> 00:37:12,960 Speaker 2: so it does become their responsibility to be very careful 657 00:37:13,000 --> 00:37:14,439 Speaker 2: about what they do, and a lot of them are. 658 00:37:14,600 --> 00:37:17,440 Speaker 2: A lot of them are. They're very cognizant of the 659 00:37:17,520 --> 00:37:20,520 Speaker 2: fact that there is integrity involved in here, and there's 660 00:37:20,560 --> 00:37:24,120 Speaker 2: personal safety concerns of everybody you're talking about. In case 661 00:37:24,160 --> 00:37:27,680 Speaker 2: of Nippy Nicolagabo, it was a particularly vexing problem for 662 00:37:27,719 --> 00:37:31,920 Speaker 2: Anthony Dowsley, the journalist, because it was known that if 663 00:37:31,960 --> 00:37:35,200 Speaker 2: you reveal who she is, her life is in danger. 664 00:37:35,320 --> 00:37:38,359 Speaker 2: Well yeah, right, her life is in incredible danger, and 665 00:37:38,440 --> 00:37:41,239 Speaker 2: so are the lives of her children, not to mention 666 00:37:41,360 --> 00:37:43,320 Speaker 2: the fact that the cops are going to be furious 667 00:37:43,360 --> 00:37:46,560 Speaker 2: because you're killing the golden goose. So there was a 668 00:37:46,680 --> 00:37:49,759 Speaker 2: lot of there's a lot of litigation that happened to 669 00:37:49,800 --> 00:37:53,120 Speaker 2: suppress this story for years. Anthony Dowsley had to fight 670 00:37:53,200 --> 00:37:56,239 Speaker 2: for five years to finally publish the story and then 671 00:37:56,360 --> 00:37:59,080 Speaker 2: fight for even longer than that to get her name out. 672 00:38:00,400 --> 00:38:03,839 Speaker 2: And he had to balance those interests that you're talking about, 673 00:38:03,920 --> 00:38:06,840 Speaker 2: the safety interest and the threat of danger that was 674 00:38:06,880 --> 00:38:10,799 Speaker 2: so palpable, so real. The problem is too though, these 675 00:38:10,880 --> 00:38:14,200 Speaker 2: are also an important thing that the public needs to know 676 00:38:14,760 --> 00:38:17,839 Speaker 2: that the system of justice is being undermined by this. 677 00:38:18,520 --> 00:38:21,200 Speaker 2: People will say, for sure, they'll say, oh, so what 678 00:38:21,560 --> 00:38:26,400 Speaker 2: you know, the criminal the legal rights of these criminals, 679 00:38:26,440 --> 00:38:31,080 Speaker 2: these drug lords is being trampled. Boo who it kills 680 00:38:31,120 --> 00:38:33,719 Speaker 2: me for them? You know, I don't care. I want 681 00:38:33,719 --> 00:38:35,759 Speaker 2: the police to get them, and she's helping them get them, 682 00:38:35,800 --> 00:38:37,960 Speaker 2: so yeah, for her, Well, yeah, but it's not so 683 00:38:38,040 --> 00:38:41,440 Speaker 2: clean and it's not so clear because if they can 684 00:38:41,480 --> 00:38:44,960 Speaker 2: trample these guys' rights, they can trample other rights as well. 685 00:38:45,040 --> 00:38:48,080 Speaker 2: It's because the slippery slope. What if it's your brother, 686 00:38:48,200 --> 00:38:51,440 Speaker 2: your friend, your cousin who got busted for one minor 687 00:38:51,520 --> 00:38:53,959 Speaker 2: thing and the cop knows that he can just tap 688 00:38:54,000 --> 00:38:57,520 Speaker 2: a source that's completely unreliable. Because after all, we say 689 00:38:57,640 --> 00:38:59,799 Speaker 2: that's okay, if you're going to bust crime, do whatever 690 00:38:59,800 --> 00:39:03,279 Speaker 2: you we have to set those guardrails there important. So 691 00:39:03,440 --> 00:39:06,160 Speaker 2: even though it's drug lords largely who got hurt by this, 692 00:39:06,760 --> 00:39:09,280 Speaker 2: but now what's happening is their cases are getting reversed 693 00:39:09,280 --> 00:39:12,040 Speaker 2: and getting thrown out, and these dangerous guys are getting 694 00:39:12,080 --> 00:39:15,200 Speaker 2: out of prison because of what she did. So it 695 00:39:15,320 --> 00:39:18,600 Speaker 2: matters that the cops weren't doing their job correctly and 696 00:39:18,640 --> 00:39:21,720 Speaker 2: she wasn't doing her job correctly. In the system of justice, 697 00:39:21,920 --> 00:39:24,319 Speaker 2: it's a three legged stool, and this is something I 698 00:39:24,320 --> 00:39:27,919 Speaker 2: say in the podcast Prosecutors, cops and defense attorneys in court. 699 00:39:28,880 --> 00:39:31,200 Speaker 2: Any one of those three doesn't do their job and 700 00:39:31,239 --> 00:39:34,360 Speaker 2: the stool falls down, and that's what happened here. This 701 00:39:34,520 --> 00:39:38,080 Speaker 2: is unusual. Usually it's one of the others but we 702 00:39:38,160 --> 00:39:40,880 Speaker 2: have to be cognizant of the fact that it matters. 703 00:39:41,040 --> 00:39:43,520 Speaker 2: There are ripple effects that occur as a result when 704 00:39:43,560 --> 00:39:45,640 Speaker 2: someone doesn't do what they're supposed to do. 705 00:39:46,239 --> 00:39:58,960 Speaker 1: And now a word from our wonderful sponsors. So I'm 706 00:39:59,000 --> 00:40:02,480 Speaker 1: really curious this vantage of understanding all of this and 707 00:40:02,480 --> 00:40:06,919 Speaker 1: the amount of media literacy people have now. Still more 708 00:40:07,200 --> 00:40:10,040 Speaker 1: is needed, but we've come a long way, you know, 709 00:40:10,200 --> 00:40:13,479 Speaker 1: since since the famous trial. What do you think would 710 00:40:13,600 --> 00:40:17,520 Speaker 1: happen if the OJ Simpson trial were tried today? Do 711 00:40:17,560 --> 00:40:18,760 Speaker 1: you think it would be different? 712 00:40:20,480 --> 00:40:23,560 Speaker 2: I think it would. I think it would because now 713 00:40:23,600 --> 00:40:27,319 Speaker 2: there are competing narratives that get to be heard, that 714 00:40:27,360 --> 00:40:29,680 Speaker 2: get disseminated, and that's a very good thing. I think 715 00:40:30,680 --> 00:40:34,160 Speaker 2: for all that we have been decrying can cancel culture 716 00:40:34,200 --> 00:40:37,200 Speaker 2: and all that stuff, and I agree that we shouldn't 717 00:40:37,239 --> 00:40:40,600 Speaker 2: have it. I in favor of having people have a voice, 718 00:40:40,600 --> 00:40:43,120 Speaker 2: whether you agree with it or not. Let everyone speak, 719 00:40:43,400 --> 00:40:46,400 Speaker 2: or just about everyone. You know, we have a First Amendment. 720 00:40:46,719 --> 00:40:49,640 Speaker 2: It does have certain guidelines. They're loose, and they should 721 00:40:49,640 --> 00:40:52,399 Speaker 2: be because I do want to hear from the right wing. 722 00:40:52,400 --> 00:40:53,680 Speaker 2: I want to hear from the left wing. I want 723 00:40:53,719 --> 00:40:57,000 Speaker 2: to hear from every wing. If I possibly can, as 724 00:40:57,000 --> 00:41:00,600 Speaker 2: long as it doesn't do obvious harm. The old saw 725 00:41:00,640 --> 00:41:03,680 Speaker 2: about crying fire in a crowded theater, well. 726 00:41:03,480 --> 00:41:05,960 Speaker 1: Exactly, you can't incite hate speech or harm. 727 00:41:06,040 --> 00:41:09,160 Speaker 2: But yeah, right, inciting a riot or that kind of thing. 728 00:41:09,200 --> 00:41:11,920 Speaker 2: But other than that, competing points of view good thing, 729 00:41:12,480 --> 00:41:13,960 Speaker 2: and I want to hear them, and I think you 730 00:41:14,040 --> 00:41:18,520 Speaker 2: would today. Back then, things were so much more narrow, 731 00:41:18,640 --> 00:41:22,640 Speaker 2: even though you had television that was showing all kinds 732 00:41:22,680 --> 00:41:26,640 Speaker 2: of things. Television was kind of a distorting force too, 733 00:41:27,040 --> 00:41:30,239 Speaker 2: because you have this moving picture, you see snapshots. You 734 00:41:30,280 --> 00:41:32,480 Speaker 2: don't see the whole thing. You don't under you know, 735 00:41:32,560 --> 00:41:34,560 Speaker 2: don't necessarily pay attention to all the things that are 736 00:41:34,560 --> 00:41:37,400 Speaker 2: said in court and or could you. Everybody has lives. 737 00:41:37,840 --> 00:41:40,360 Speaker 2: But as a result, when you only see me yelling 738 00:41:40,480 --> 00:41:43,680 Speaker 2: in one in one two second sound bite, you don't 739 00:41:43,680 --> 00:41:49,600 Speaker 2: see the whole other eight hours of very calm, reflective discourse. 740 00:41:50,120 --> 00:41:53,400 Speaker 2: So that was kind of a distorting influence. Whereas today 741 00:41:54,040 --> 00:41:56,319 Speaker 2: you would probably have people on both sides saying, well 742 00:41:56,360 --> 00:41:59,080 Speaker 2: I think this or I think that. Back then, Howard 743 00:41:59,160 --> 00:42:01,640 Speaker 2: Stern and I think Coralda Rivera were the only two 744 00:42:02,120 --> 00:42:04,360 Speaker 2: willing to come out front and say I think that 745 00:42:04,440 --> 00:42:06,759 Speaker 2: Simpson was guilty. I think he's did it. I think 746 00:42:06,760 --> 00:42:09,879 Speaker 2: he should be found guilty. But everyone else was very 747 00:42:09,920 --> 00:42:13,080 Speaker 2: afraid to say, oh, he did it. Yes, I think so. 748 00:42:13,360 --> 00:42:17,200 Speaker 2: In fact, in the very beginning it was not divided 749 00:42:17,200 --> 00:42:21,239 Speaker 2: by race. Everyone hated us. Everyone said I don't want 750 00:42:21,239 --> 00:42:23,319 Speaker 2: to hear this, it's not true. I don't believe it. 751 00:42:24,200 --> 00:42:26,440 Speaker 2: And then even when they started to believe it, I 752 00:42:26,440 --> 00:42:29,080 Speaker 2: would hear things from people saying like, well, you know, 753 00:42:29,160 --> 00:42:31,759 Speaker 2: I haven't seen all the evidence, so I can't form 754 00:42:31,840 --> 00:42:34,480 Speaker 2: an opinion. But you're not on the jury. You can 755 00:42:34,560 --> 00:42:37,560 Speaker 2: form an opinion today right now, in the next five minutes. 756 00:42:37,640 --> 00:42:39,799 Speaker 2: No one cares. You get to say what you think. 757 00:42:39,840 --> 00:42:42,719 Speaker 2: People were afraid to say what they thought, so I 758 00:42:42,719 --> 00:42:45,000 Speaker 2: don't think that would be the case today. Even though 759 00:42:45,000 --> 00:42:48,120 Speaker 2: we have a certain degree of worry about, you know, 760 00:42:48,160 --> 00:42:51,719 Speaker 2: people being afraid to voice their opinions that are not popular, 761 00:42:51,960 --> 00:42:54,399 Speaker 2: I think that's relaxing a lot. And I think people 762 00:42:54,480 --> 00:42:58,080 Speaker 2: are more and more willing thanks to podcasts like yours, 763 00:42:58,120 --> 00:43:02,600 Speaker 2: for example, podcast like The Fifth Column, More Blocked and Reported, 764 00:43:02,680 --> 00:43:04,799 Speaker 2: or you Know or job Steps. You know, you have 765 00:43:04,840 --> 00:43:07,960 Speaker 2: all these podcasts that are willing to be brave and 766 00:43:08,040 --> 00:43:10,440 Speaker 2: say what they have, say what they think, whether it's 767 00:43:10,440 --> 00:43:13,200 Speaker 2: popular or not. That's a really good thing, and people 768 00:43:13,200 --> 00:43:15,640 Speaker 2: have access to it another very good things. So I 769 00:43:15,680 --> 00:43:18,520 Speaker 2: do think it would probably be different. Would we have 770 00:43:18,600 --> 00:43:21,200 Speaker 2: won a conviction, maybe not. It might have been a 771 00:43:21,280 --> 00:43:24,080 Speaker 2: hung jury. I think that with even back then, had 772 00:43:24,080 --> 00:43:25,760 Speaker 2: we had a judge who knew how to run a courtroom, 773 00:43:25,760 --> 00:43:28,440 Speaker 2: we would have had hung jury then too, and it 774 00:43:28,440 --> 00:43:32,080 Speaker 2: would have gone a lot faster as well. But but 775 00:43:32,760 --> 00:43:35,000 Speaker 2: you know, that's just a just a guess. 776 00:43:35,320 --> 00:43:37,799 Speaker 1: Sure, Yeah, I think it must be so hard to 777 00:43:37,840 --> 00:43:40,879 Speaker 1: speculate on that stuff. I mean, I know people have 778 00:43:41,239 --> 00:43:44,640 Speaker 1: even asked you, oh, do you think if the you know, 779 00:43:44,680 --> 00:43:47,160 Speaker 1: the prosecutor had been a man, that it might have 780 00:43:47,200 --> 00:43:50,560 Speaker 1: gone differently, And it's like, how are you supposed to know? 781 00:43:51,440 --> 00:43:53,080 Speaker 2: Well, how am I supposed to know? But it's also 782 00:43:53,440 --> 00:43:56,080 Speaker 2: it ignores the much more important forces that were in play. 783 00:43:56,960 --> 00:43:57,919 Speaker 1: Say more about that. 784 00:43:58,200 --> 00:44:01,400 Speaker 2: Yeah, race became a huge vocal issue. I was really 785 00:44:01,440 --> 00:44:05,640 Speaker 2: more beside the point than people realize. And so there 786 00:44:05,760 --> 00:44:08,560 Speaker 2: was four hundred years of social injustice being packed into 787 00:44:08,560 --> 00:44:12,040 Speaker 2: that courtroom. Rodney King, As I said, whenever you have 788 00:44:12,120 --> 00:44:14,920 Speaker 2: a case that's getting buried under all of these social 789 00:44:14,920 --> 00:44:16,840 Speaker 2: issues that really have nothing to do with the evidence 790 00:44:16,880 --> 00:44:19,480 Speaker 2: at all. He did not kill the goal because she's white. 791 00:44:19,600 --> 00:44:21,920 Speaker 2: She did not divorce him because he's black. None of 792 00:44:21,960 --> 00:44:25,359 Speaker 2: that mattered to them, and so none of that had 793 00:44:25,360 --> 00:44:27,480 Speaker 2: anything to do with the case. Should never have been 794 00:44:27,480 --> 00:44:30,360 Speaker 2: allowed in the courtroom, but once it is, it can't 795 00:44:30,400 --> 00:44:35,440 Speaker 2: help but have a divisive and very distorting impact on 796 00:44:35,960 --> 00:44:38,600 Speaker 2: the evidence and on the jurors as well. And so, 797 00:44:39,160 --> 00:44:42,240 Speaker 2: you know, I think that's true, and that was true 798 00:44:42,239 --> 00:44:45,239 Speaker 2: then and it's still true now in any case where 799 00:44:45,280 --> 00:44:48,319 Speaker 2: you have that sort of thing happening. And I do 800 00:44:48,360 --> 00:44:50,000 Speaker 2: think it may have had an impact, and it still 801 00:44:50,040 --> 00:44:53,759 Speaker 2: having an impact on the lawyer X cases because there's 802 00:44:53,800 --> 00:44:56,919 Speaker 2: a certain Nicola Gobbo herself is in hiding. But people 803 00:44:56,960 --> 00:44:59,400 Speaker 2: are still wondering who's going to be held accountable. What 804 00:44:59,480 --> 00:45:01,320 Speaker 2: about all the police who knew that they shouldn't be 805 00:45:01,400 --> 00:45:04,520 Speaker 2: using a defense attorneys as an informant. They knew it, 806 00:45:04,840 --> 00:45:06,960 Speaker 2: They knew this wasn't the right thing to do, but 807 00:45:07,040 --> 00:45:09,520 Speaker 2: they still did it. But no one's been prosecuted yet. 808 00:45:09,760 --> 00:45:12,719 Speaker 2: And I think that they're afraid because the public really 809 00:45:12,760 --> 00:45:15,240 Speaker 2: doesn't want to see cops go and go to prison, 810 00:45:15,320 --> 00:45:17,600 Speaker 2: or go to jail, or even get fired necessarily because 811 00:45:17,600 --> 00:45:19,480 Speaker 2: they liked what they were doing. They cleaned up the streets. 812 00:45:19,520 --> 00:45:21,640 Speaker 2: After all, of course, they did stop crying. 813 00:45:22,120 --> 00:45:25,080 Speaker 1: And it's really hard to puncture the idea of the 814 00:45:25,080 --> 00:45:28,520 Speaker 1: good guy coming to save you. We're dealing with this 815 00:45:28,600 --> 00:45:31,600 Speaker 1: in our country all the time. You know, when you 816 00:45:31,680 --> 00:45:34,120 Speaker 1: realize that a third of the people murdered in America 817 00:45:34,320 --> 00:45:36,560 Speaker 1: die at the hands of a police officer, you go like, 818 00:45:37,200 --> 00:45:40,640 Speaker 1: oh God, what does that mean? You know what a 819 00:45:41,320 --> 00:45:44,040 Speaker 1: hold on? And it is really hard. And I say 820 00:45:44,040 --> 00:45:46,759 Speaker 1: this as a person who grew up, you know, with 821 00:45:46,800 --> 00:45:49,239 Speaker 1: my very favorite show on TV for a long time 822 00:45:49,280 --> 00:45:51,879 Speaker 1: being On Order SVU and who played a cop on TV? 823 00:45:52,000 --> 00:45:54,839 Speaker 1: And I'm like, I've had to reckon with a lot. 824 00:45:55,280 --> 00:46:02,440 Speaker 1: It's really complicated when you pierce the veil of the 825 00:46:02,480 --> 00:46:05,880 Speaker 1: societal story of who's a hero, who's a bad guy who? 826 00:46:05,920 --> 00:46:15,240 Speaker 1: It's deeply uncomfortable. And yeah, the question of this case, 827 00:46:15,320 --> 00:46:17,680 Speaker 1: you know, this lawyer X thing that you're talking about. 828 00:46:18,920 --> 00:46:21,239 Speaker 1: Did they need the information, yes, did they need to 829 00:46:21,280 --> 00:46:22,239 Speaker 1: put the bad guys away? 830 00:46:22,320 --> 00:46:22,520 Speaker 2: Yes? 831 00:46:22,560 --> 00:46:25,360 Speaker 1: Did they do it in potentially the wrong way that 832 00:46:25,400 --> 00:46:27,279 Speaker 1: probably put a woman in her family at risk. 833 00:46:27,400 --> 00:46:28,799 Speaker 2: Yes, what does it all mean? 834 00:46:29,400 --> 00:46:31,720 Speaker 1: Because someone will also say, well, she chose to defend 835 00:46:31,760 --> 00:46:34,440 Speaker 1: these people, and it's like, oh god, it's hard. 836 00:46:35,600 --> 00:46:38,520 Speaker 2: It's hard, and it's very It's what's fascinates me about 837 00:46:38,600 --> 00:46:42,279 Speaker 2: Lawyer X is also what leads a person to put 838 00:46:42,320 --> 00:46:46,799 Speaker 2: themselves in this position where she's up against it. She's 839 00:46:47,200 --> 00:46:48,799 Speaker 2: really she's an up and comer, and then she's a 840 00:46:48,840 --> 00:46:51,120 Speaker 2: celebrated lawyer and she has all this power and all 841 00:46:51,160 --> 00:46:55,560 Speaker 2: this fame and very successful and then turns on a 842 00:46:55,640 --> 00:47:00,520 Speaker 2: dime to become an informant and suddenly turns on the 843 00:47:00,640 --> 00:47:03,120 Speaker 2: very people who made her as successful as she is, 844 00:47:03,760 --> 00:47:05,759 Speaker 2: and at the same time that makes her miserable, and 845 00:47:05,800 --> 00:47:08,360 Speaker 2: she goes through all kinds of stress, and I, you know, 846 00:47:08,440 --> 00:47:10,960 Speaker 2: I just think this is a psychological study that is 847 00:47:11,600 --> 00:47:14,279 Speaker 2: endless because there's all these layers to it. Yes, she's 848 00:47:14,320 --> 00:47:17,280 Speaker 2: a power player, but she's also a pleaser. She's someone 849 00:47:17,280 --> 00:47:19,719 Speaker 2: who wants to be the very best lawyer possible for 850 00:47:19,800 --> 00:47:22,440 Speaker 2: all these bad guys, but also wants to be the 851 00:47:22,520 --> 00:47:24,759 Speaker 2: very best informant the police have ever seen it. She 852 00:47:24,840 --> 00:47:27,040 Speaker 2: actually said that to them, I want to be the 853 00:47:27,040 --> 00:47:29,560 Speaker 2: best informant you've ever had. Am I not the best? 854 00:47:29,840 --> 00:47:32,520 Speaker 2: I mean, this is a person whose personality is so 855 00:47:32,680 --> 00:47:35,959 Speaker 2: complex and so at odds with her with her self. 856 00:47:36,000 --> 00:47:38,640 Speaker 2: It's like she chases her own tail all the time. 857 00:47:38,960 --> 00:47:41,480 Speaker 2: Twenty four to seven. I you know, I did try 858 00:47:41,480 --> 00:47:42,960 Speaker 2: to reach out to her a number of times. 859 00:47:43,120 --> 00:47:44,000 Speaker 1: Did you get to her? 860 00:47:44,239 --> 00:47:46,400 Speaker 2: I try and never got to, never got to. But 861 00:47:46,480 --> 00:47:48,399 Speaker 2: that would be one of the interviews that I would 862 00:47:48,400 --> 00:47:52,600 Speaker 2: really really love to have to find out why did 863 00:47:52,600 --> 00:47:54,239 Speaker 2: you do it? What made you do it? How do 864 00:47:54,280 --> 00:47:56,439 Speaker 2: you feel about it now? What are your regrets? I mean, 865 00:47:56,920 --> 00:48:00,239 Speaker 2: because I can see you know, it's really hard. It's 866 00:48:00,280 --> 00:48:03,200 Speaker 2: hard to actually weave your way through the path, the 867 00:48:03,239 --> 00:48:07,640 Speaker 2: psychological path that she wound up in to find you know, 868 00:48:07,719 --> 00:48:09,759 Speaker 2: she went this way and this way and this way 869 00:48:09,760 --> 00:48:11,879 Speaker 2: and this way. It is the serpentine path, to put 870 00:48:11,880 --> 00:48:15,279 Speaker 2: it mildly, And now you know she's I don't know 871 00:48:15,320 --> 00:48:17,600 Speaker 2: where she is, and that's probably a very good thing 872 00:48:17,640 --> 00:48:20,680 Speaker 2: for her and her children. But I mean, it's what 873 00:48:20,719 --> 00:48:23,000 Speaker 2: a case study that is well, and what. 874 00:48:23,000 --> 00:48:26,080 Speaker 1: An interesting thing too. I wonder how you obviously your 875 00:48:26,160 --> 00:48:28,880 Speaker 1: circumstances are very different, but I wonder how you relate 876 00:48:29,000 --> 00:48:31,799 Speaker 1: because even for you, you know, you mentioned earlier you 877 00:48:31,840 --> 00:48:35,480 Speaker 1: were so disillusioned with the justice system after the acquittal, 878 00:48:35,680 --> 00:48:40,120 Speaker 1: and you left the LA District Attorney's office afterwards, and 879 00:48:40,520 --> 00:48:42,880 Speaker 1: your life has taken all these different twists and turns 880 00:48:42,920 --> 00:48:45,799 Speaker 1: and the writing and the podcast and the lecturing and 881 00:48:45,840 --> 00:48:50,600 Speaker 1: all the things you do. Do you miss anything about 882 00:48:50,920 --> 00:48:54,200 Speaker 1: your old career? Are there things that you would do 883 00:48:54,280 --> 00:48:59,080 Speaker 1: differently now? Or are you happy where it's all landed. 884 00:49:00,200 --> 00:49:02,000 Speaker 1: Maybe it's also a little bit of both. 885 00:49:02,600 --> 00:49:04,200 Speaker 2: I don't know. I think I'm kind of a fatalist 886 00:49:04,200 --> 00:49:07,520 Speaker 2: about that. Things happened the way they happened, you know, 887 00:49:07,960 --> 00:49:11,600 Speaker 2: and so I'm here now, and it just it was 888 00:49:11,640 --> 00:49:14,759 Speaker 2: what it was, and that's what I don't look back 889 00:49:14,800 --> 00:49:16,759 Speaker 2: and say, Gee, I wish I were a prosecutor again. 890 00:49:16,800 --> 00:49:20,440 Speaker 2: Then again, you know, I left the office because I 891 00:49:20,480 --> 00:49:23,839 Speaker 2: had to at that time. I just couldn't envision going 892 00:49:23,880 --> 00:49:26,799 Speaker 2: back into court, and then I did what I did 893 00:49:26,840 --> 00:49:28,399 Speaker 2: after that, you know what I mean. It just kind 894 00:49:28,400 --> 00:49:30,480 Speaker 2: of I've always been that way. I was that way 895 00:49:30,480 --> 00:49:33,719 Speaker 2: before I became a prosecutor. This looks right, that looks right, 896 00:49:33,840 --> 00:49:36,960 Speaker 2: and you know, whatever fits in at that time, as 897 00:49:37,000 --> 00:49:41,000 Speaker 2: you say, when work in progress exactly. So, yeah, I 898 00:49:41,360 --> 00:49:45,800 Speaker 2: do wonder about someone like Nicolagabo whose ambition was always 899 00:49:45,800 --> 00:49:48,600 Speaker 2: the same. She wasn't like me. She was somebody who 900 00:49:48,960 --> 00:49:50,799 Speaker 2: always wanted to be a lawyer. At one time even 901 00:49:50,800 --> 00:49:54,239 Speaker 2: thought about being a prime minister. She was. She came 902 00:49:54,280 --> 00:49:57,960 Speaker 2: from legal royalty, that was her background, and her uncle 903 00:49:58,040 --> 00:50:01,319 Speaker 2: was a very famous barrister. So she came from, you know, 904 00:50:01,440 --> 00:50:04,560 Speaker 2: a family that it makes it not surprising that she 905 00:50:04,600 --> 00:50:07,000 Speaker 2: would want to be a high powered criminal lawyer, and 906 00:50:07,040 --> 00:50:10,319 Speaker 2: so that she became one, and she succeeded to such great, 907 00:50:10,960 --> 00:50:13,840 Speaker 2: such a great degree, only to throw it all away 908 00:50:14,320 --> 00:50:18,239 Speaker 2: by becoming a notorious informant and becoming the focus of 909 00:50:19,000 --> 00:50:22,560 Speaker 2: a huge legal scandal in Australia is so mind boggling 910 00:50:22,600 --> 00:50:26,840 Speaker 2: to me. She yes, honestly, she threw away her own dream. 911 00:50:27,440 --> 00:50:31,080 Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean her story is wild and it as 912 00:50:31,120 --> 00:50:34,400 Speaker 1: you talk about it, and I think about all these stories. 913 00:50:35,200 --> 00:50:37,760 Speaker 1: Why do you think we're all so obsessed with true crime? 914 00:50:38,960 --> 00:50:40,040 Speaker 1: What do you think that is? 915 00:50:40,680 --> 00:50:43,719 Speaker 2: You know, Sophia, I'm one of them so well, he 916 00:50:43,880 --> 00:50:49,279 Speaker 2: do like this. This is a very good question. Why 917 00:50:49,320 --> 00:50:51,680 Speaker 2: are we like the way we are? I just don't know. 918 00:50:52,080 --> 00:50:55,440 Speaker 2: I mean, I think that ultimately true crime fanatics like 919 00:50:55,520 --> 00:51:00,160 Speaker 2: us are curious. They're curious, they want to so all 920 00:51:00,320 --> 00:51:02,600 Speaker 2: the mystery. They want to know the answer, they want 921 00:51:02,600 --> 00:51:05,160 Speaker 2: to get the solution. You know, why did this happen? 922 00:51:05,239 --> 00:51:08,320 Speaker 2: How did this happen? These are always they're puzzles to solve. 923 00:51:08,400 --> 00:51:10,880 Speaker 2: And I don't mean to be that in a demeaning 924 00:51:10,960 --> 00:51:14,000 Speaker 2: or just diminishing way, because often lives are on the line, 925 00:51:14,080 --> 00:51:17,520 Speaker 2: serious issues are in play. Here, you're more serious, but 926 00:51:17,719 --> 00:51:20,160 Speaker 2: at base, I think it is a curiosity and a 927 00:51:20,200 --> 00:51:24,719 Speaker 2: need to know that fuels the True crime Society community. 928 00:51:24,960 --> 00:51:27,439 Speaker 2: And I feel like it is a community, and it's 929 00:51:27,480 --> 00:51:29,799 Speaker 2: one that I've been a member of for a long 930 00:51:29,800 --> 00:51:32,640 Speaker 2: standing member of since childhood. And I don't see that 931 00:51:32,640 --> 00:51:33,240 Speaker 2: ever changing. 932 00:51:33,880 --> 00:51:36,480 Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't think it's going to change for me either. 933 00:51:38,440 --> 00:51:39,320 Speaker 2: I'm so sucked. 934 00:51:40,480 --> 00:51:45,160 Speaker 1: So you know, we're on the the precipice of this 935 00:51:45,239 --> 00:51:50,600 Speaker 1: new show, and there's such an incredible life and multifaceted 936 00:51:50,640 --> 00:51:53,600 Speaker 1: career behind you, and you're looking forward with all these 937 00:51:53,640 --> 00:52:00,200 Speaker 1: new projects as you look out at what excites you, 938 00:52:00,200 --> 00:52:03,080 Speaker 1: you know, what comes next, what feels like you're work 939 00:52:03,080 --> 00:52:06,560 Speaker 1: in progress in your life. It could be professional or personal. 940 00:52:08,160 --> 00:52:10,160 Speaker 2: I feel like everything in my life is a work 941 00:52:10,200 --> 00:52:14,239 Speaker 2: in progress on YouTube. You know, from day to day, 942 00:52:14,239 --> 00:52:17,600 Speaker 2: I feel like I learned something new. I learned to 943 00:52:17,600 --> 00:52:20,200 Speaker 2: improve about one thing or another, whether it's big or small, 944 00:52:20,320 --> 00:52:22,920 Speaker 2: every single day. And that's why I related so much 945 00:52:22,960 --> 00:52:25,680 Speaker 2: to your show. It's such a great idea work in progress. 946 00:52:25,880 --> 00:52:28,480 Speaker 2: I mean, yeah, and I kind of think that if 947 00:52:28,520 --> 00:52:32,080 Speaker 2: you're not a work in progress, then you're kind of 948 00:52:32,440 --> 00:52:35,160 Speaker 2: treading water in not a good way. You want to 949 00:52:35,200 --> 00:52:39,439 Speaker 2: be always in progress, developing, learning, improving if you can. 950 00:52:40,520 --> 00:52:41,320 Speaker 2: That's what we trieded. 951 00:52:41,760 --> 00:52:47,640 Speaker 1: That's absolutely I love that. Well, thank you so much. 952 00:52:47,680 --> 00:52:50,239 Speaker 1: It's really it's just such an honor to have you 953 00:52:50,360 --> 00:52:54,839 Speaker 1: on the show. I'm absolutely geeked about this, and I'm 954 00:52:54,920 --> 00:52:58,680 Speaker 1: so excited for the new podcast and I'm so I'm 955 00:52:58,719 --> 00:53:02,400 Speaker 1: just so excited to watch all of the next iterations 956 00:53:02,480 --> 00:53:05,400 Speaker 1: of the work that you do. Thank you for taking 957 00:53:05,440 --> 00:53:06,200 Speaker 1: the time today. 958 00:53:06,920 --> 00:53:09,080 Speaker 2: Thank you so much, Sophia. It's been a pleasure. I 959 00:53:09,120 --> 00:53:12,200 Speaker 2: hope you enjoy Lawyer X on Wondering Plus I can't 960 00:53:12,239 --> 00:53:12,479 Speaker 2: wait