1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:19,400 Speaker 1: Oh, beat force. If it doesn't work, you're just not 2 00:00:19,680 --> 00:00:24,880 Speaker 1: using enough. You're listening to soft a Gradio Special Operations, 3 00:00:24,920 --> 00:01:08,800 Speaker 1: military news and straight talk with the guys and the community. 4 00:01:10,640 --> 00:01:14,920 Speaker 1: Welcome to Software at Radio, on Time, on Target. Yeah, yes, 5 00:01:15,000 --> 00:01:17,600 Speaker 1: stuck with me again. This week it's big Phil campaign 6 00:01:17,640 --> 00:01:20,679 Speaker 1: from across the Pond, and this week we're gonna be 7 00:01:20,720 --> 00:01:23,480 Speaker 1: taking a little adventure. We're going to talk about the 8 00:01:23,520 --> 00:01:26,600 Speaker 1: second part of selection, which is what I called Selection proper, 9 00:01:26,959 --> 00:01:28,720 Speaker 1: and then I'm gonna tell you a few tales from 10 00:01:28,720 --> 00:01:32,520 Speaker 1: my time on the anti piracy circuit, knocking about with 11 00:01:32,560 --> 00:01:36,440 Speaker 1: the pirates down in Somalia. So let's begin straight away. 12 00:01:36,440 --> 00:01:39,280 Speaker 1: We finished last time I was on talking about the 13 00:01:39,360 --> 00:01:44,640 Speaker 1: Hills phase of selection. But remember that's purely the Hill's phase. 14 00:01:45,000 --> 00:01:48,040 Speaker 1: It's called aptitude, and it's aptitude for a reason, because 15 00:01:48,040 --> 00:01:51,280 Speaker 1: it's only designed to test that you're good enough to 16 00:01:51,360 --> 00:01:55,320 Speaker 1: go on Selection proper. So selection proper then, as I 17 00:01:55,360 --> 00:01:59,560 Speaker 1: call it, what the selection proper consists of, Well, it's 18 00:01:59,600 --> 00:02:02,400 Speaker 1: the junk good face. Before you go there, you spend 19 00:02:02,440 --> 00:02:05,040 Speaker 1: a couple of weeks in Hereford preparing for it. You 20 00:02:05,160 --> 00:02:08,680 Speaker 1: learn new weapons, you learn a bit of communications, you 21 00:02:08,760 --> 00:02:11,560 Speaker 1: take some jabs. You do all your bits and pieces 22 00:02:11,560 --> 00:02:13,600 Speaker 1: you need to do for your preparation to go to 23 00:02:13,639 --> 00:02:17,280 Speaker 1: the jungle. The jungle is serious. It's proper soldiering. If 24 00:02:17,320 --> 00:02:19,800 Speaker 1: you can sold you in the jungle, you can soldier 25 00:02:19,840 --> 00:02:24,320 Speaker 1: absolutely anywhere. Is the theory behind this, So bearing your mind, 26 00:02:24,320 --> 00:02:27,000 Speaker 1: I joined the army to be a soldier. Although it 27 00:02:27,080 --> 00:02:31,200 Speaker 1: is an extremely an incredible hard phase of selection, it's 28 00:02:31,240 --> 00:02:34,560 Speaker 1: probably also one of the most enjoyable phases. And it 29 00:02:34,680 --> 00:02:37,000 Speaker 1: really was. And I want to tell I'm gonna tell 30 00:02:37,040 --> 00:02:39,720 Speaker 1: you now about what actually goes on when you go 31 00:02:39,760 --> 00:02:42,480 Speaker 1: to the jungle. So, like I said, you spend two 32 00:02:42,480 --> 00:02:45,040 Speaker 1: weeks preparation time and here, by the time you've finished 33 00:02:45,400 --> 00:02:49,600 Speaker 1: that preparation, you're more than ready and chomping at the bit. Remember, 34 00:02:49,639 --> 00:02:52,400 Speaker 1: we flew out from I think we flew from Bryans Norton, 35 00:02:52,720 --> 00:02:56,160 Speaker 1: and we flew out to Brunei, where I remember getting 36 00:02:56,160 --> 00:02:58,600 Speaker 1: off the plane and straight away as I got off 37 00:02:58,639 --> 00:03:01,679 Speaker 1: the plane, the heat absolutely smashed me in the head. 38 00:03:01,960 --> 00:03:03,720 Speaker 1: It really did. As I came down the steps of 39 00:03:03,760 --> 00:03:07,040 Speaker 1: the plane in Brunei, the heat took me straight away, 40 00:03:07,520 --> 00:03:09,560 Speaker 1: that sort of heat where it just knocks the breath 41 00:03:09,600 --> 00:03:12,160 Speaker 1: out of you, well it proper did. It was like 42 00:03:12,280 --> 00:03:15,320 Speaker 1: it was absolutely incredibly hot. So the first thing we 43 00:03:15,360 --> 00:03:18,000 Speaker 1: did when we got to Brunei, we traveled out to 44 00:03:18,080 --> 00:03:20,360 Speaker 1: the camp where we were going to be staying and 45 00:03:20,440 --> 00:03:23,680 Speaker 1: staging from. And in that camp, you've got a basher, 46 00:03:23,919 --> 00:03:26,040 Speaker 1: you've got your bed, you put your mossy net up, 47 00:03:26,280 --> 00:03:28,519 Speaker 1: and then he started your first round of briefings. Now, 48 00:03:28,840 --> 00:03:31,680 Speaker 1: for the first week or so in the jungle or 49 00:03:31,720 --> 00:03:35,480 Speaker 1: on the jungle phase of selection, it's spent actually acclimatizing. 50 00:03:35,520 --> 00:03:37,920 Speaker 1: Don't forget if you're can acclimatize when you're go into 51 00:03:37,960 --> 00:03:40,360 Speaker 1: any of these reasons where it's hot and different to 52 00:03:40,400 --> 00:03:43,520 Speaker 1: where you've just come from, it's always worth doing so. 53 00:03:43,680 --> 00:03:46,960 Speaker 1: And bearing in mind selection although it's tough is of course, 54 00:03:47,640 --> 00:03:50,920 Speaker 1: it's still worth spending the time to acclimatize because if 55 00:03:50,920 --> 00:03:54,240 Speaker 1: you don't acclimatize properly, you're gonna pick up heat injuries, 56 00:03:54,440 --> 00:03:56,800 Speaker 1: and people are going to go down really quickly, and 57 00:03:56,800 --> 00:03:59,040 Speaker 1: he's just gonna lose people for the sake of having 58 00:03:59,080 --> 00:04:01,240 Speaker 1: a bit of acclimatized some time. So how do we 59 00:04:01,280 --> 00:04:03,640 Speaker 1: spend that acclimatization. While we spent quite a bit of 60 00:04:03,640 --> 00:04:06,720 Speaker 1: it in the classroom and we were learning the stuff 61 00:04:07,000 --> 00:04:09,760 Speaker 1: that we needed to know once we got into the jungle. 62 00:04:09,800 --> 00:04:14,400 Speaker 1: Proper tactics, navigation, navigations huge in the jungle, as we're 63 00:04:14,400 --> 00:04:16,720 Speaker 1: gonna want to talk about in a bit. We also 64 00:04:16,839 --> 00:04:20,520 Speaker 1: took the opportunity to do some physical activities in the 65 00:04:20,600 --> 00:04:25,039 Speaker 1: sunshine and in the heat. Okay, it's just those incredible 66 00:04:25,080 --> 00:04:27,719 Speaker 1: beach runs where we used to leave camp first thing 67 00:04:27,720 --> 00:04:29,720 Speaker 1: in the morning for runs down these beaches, and I'm 68 00:04:29,720 --> 00:04:33,680 Speaker 1: telling you now it was tough, hard, horrible running. It 69 00:04:33,760 --> 00:04:36,279 Speaker 1: really was on sand and you know what it's like, 70 00:04:36,320 --> 00:04:38,600 Speaker 1: it's sand anyway, you know, your feet sink into it. 71 00:04:38,640 --> 00:04:41,039 Speaker 1: You can't get a proper purchase. You team to take 72 00:04:41,080 --> 00:04:43,880 Speaker 1: two steps forwards and five steps backwards in it. It 73 00:04:44,000 --> 00:04:46,479 Speaker 1: was absolutely honking and you can imagine there must have 74 00:04:46,520 --> 00:04:49,320 Speaker 1: been still ninety old blokes left on selection at this 75 00:04:49,360 --> 00:04:51,640 Speaker 1: stage of the campaign. So we're trying to run down 76 00:04:51,680 --> 00:04:54,559 Speaker 1: this beach that DS screaming at you. You're being yelled 77 00:04:54,600 --> 00:04:57,120 Speaker 1: at and all the time you've got to keep going. 78 00:04:57,200 --> 00:05:00,159 Speaker 1: You can't afford at any stage of selection to just 79 00:05:00,200 --> 00:05:02,799 Speaker 1: give up because you'll be got rid of straight away. 80 00:05:02,920 --> 00:05:05,359 Speaker 1: So no matter what they throw at you. You've got 81 00:05:05,440 --> 00:05:07,720 Speaker 1: to keep going. And remember the beach runs. And I 82 00:05:07,760 --> 00:05:09,560 Speaker 1: wasn't a very good runner, so I could go up 83 00:05:09,560 --> 00:05:11,680 Speaker 1: and down the hills okay with my pack on because 84 00:05:11,720 --> 00:05:13,840 Speaker 1: the back to the leveler. But you had these guys 85 00:05:13,880 --> 00:05:16,320 Speaker 1: who were like racing snakes, and they could let it 86 00:05:16,360 --> 00:05:18,440 Speaker 1: down the beach as quick as I could sprint, and 87 00:05:18,440 --> 00:05:20,480 Speaker 1: they could keep it up for hours and hours on end. 88 00:05:20,480 --> 00:05:22,240 Speaker 1: And I think to myself, am I ever going to 89 00:05:22,320 --> 00:05:24,440 Speaker 1: stick with this? Well, that's the thing you do. You 90 00:05:24,560 --> 00:05:27,279 Speaker 1: just stick with it. You can't be expected to catching 91 00:05:27,400 --> 00:05:30,159 Speaker 1: people up because they are just lungs on legs, you know. 92 00:05:30,320 --> 00:05:32,599 Speaker 1: But you just have to keep going. And I remember 93 00:05:32,600 --> 00:05:34,200 Speaker 1: one time coming in and I must have been near 94 00:05:34,240 --> 00:05:36,280 Speaker 1: the back of the pack. And I wasn't always near 95 00:05:36,320 --> 00:05:37,719 Speaker 1: the back of the pack when I had a burgen on, 96 00:05:37,800 --> 00:05:39,800 Speaker 1: but on this particular occasion, I was at the back 97 00:05:39,839 --> 00:05:43,200 Speaker 1: of the pack. And remember the ds hovering about, waiting 98 00:05:43,200 --> 00:05:44,839 Speaker 1: to see who was going to give up and who wasn't. 99 00:05:44,839 --> 00:05:46,440 Speaker 1: And I thought, there's no way am I gonna give up? 100 00:05:46,440 --> 00:05:48,680 Speaker 1: So we got in the camp. So that first week, 101 00:05:48,920 --> 00:05:51,640 Speaker 1: those beach runs actually did put a couple of guys 102 00:05:51,680 --> 00:05:54,160 Speaker 1: off and didn't want to go into the jungle proper. Now, 103 00:05:54,160 --> 00:05:57,080 Speaker 1: the other thing you do on that first week is 104 00:05:57,120 --> 00:05:59,520 Speaker 1: you have a look at your kit, your packet properly. 105 00:05:59,839 --> 00:06:02,440 Speaker 1: I think we looked at river crossings, We did some 106 00:06:02,520 --> 00:06:04,320 Speaker 1: of the drills you were going to be doing for real, 107 00:06:04,960 --> 00:06:07,720 Speaker 1: actually on the plains, because obviously once you get into 108 00:06:07,720 --> 00:06:09,640 Speaker 1: the jungle it's a tight environment. And it's done so 109 00:06:09,760 --> 00:06:12,159 Speaker 1: on purpose. But to learn the drills, to learn the 110 00:06:12,200 --> 00:06:14,919 Speaker 1: content drills, to learn how to fight forwards, backward, sideways, 111 00:06:15,080 --> 00:06:16,760 Speaker 1: to learn how to deal with ambushes and all that 112 00:06:16,800 --> 00:06:18,880 Speaker 1: sort of stuff, do it in the open first. We 113 00:06:19,000 --> 00:06:20,800 Speaker 1: did it all in the open first, so that we 114 00:06:20,800 --> 00:06:22,960 Speaker 1: could look around us and say, yeah, he's there, he's here, 115 00:06:23,160 --> 00:06:25,200 Speaker 1: I need to be here. This is what we do there. 116 00:06:25,240 --> 00:06:29,240 Speaker 1: You know. It was just such invaluable time spent training. 117 00:06:29,480 --> 00:06:31,440 Speaker 1: And remember training in that heat as well with all 118 00:06:31,440 --> 00:06:35,000 Speaker 1: your gear on is extremely intense. So we were we 119 00:06:35,000 --> 00:06:37,560 Speaker 1: were we were acclimatizing all the time in that first week, 120 00:06:37,760 --> 00:06:42,160 Speaker 1: first seven days, we just acclimatized, acclimatized, acclimatized, and like 121 00:06:42,160 --> 00:06:43,720 Speaker 1: they said, we covered a lot of the points that 122 00:06:43,760 --> 00:06:46,279 Speaker 1: we needed to cover once we got into the jungle proper. 123 00:06:46,680 --> 00:06:48,720 Speaker 1: So the jungle proper, and well, we were broken up 124 00:06:48,720 --> 00:06:51,880 Speaker 1: into patrols and you stay in those patrols of four 125 00:06:51,920 --> 00:06:55,320 Speaker 1: to six men until people start obviously failing, because people 126 00:06:55,360 --> 00:06:58,240 Speaker 1: do fail, in fact, they start dilapidating the minute you 127 00:06:58,279 --> 00:07:00,400 Speaker 1: get in there. You know, I remember guys went on 128 00:07:00,440 --> 00:07:02,800 Speaker 1: the first night. They really did. They just they just 129 00:07:02,839 --> 00:07:06,000 Speaker 1: didn't like it. So you're in your patrols and you 130 00:07:06,080 --> 00:07:10,320 Speaker 1: wait to be helicoptered, choppered into the jungle proper. You 131 00:07:10,400 --> 00:07:12,720 Speaker 1: have no idea what this and it was really tense 132 00:07:12,760 --> 00:07:14,600 Speaker 1: for me because you know, you have no idea what 133 00:07:14,640 --> 00:07:17,000 Speaker 1: to expect. I've not done a jungle trip proper. I've 134 00:07:17,000 --> 00:07:19,520 Speaker 1: been to Kenya before, and I've been in the trees 135 00:07:19,560 --> 00:07:21,480 Speaker 1: in Kenya, but it's not being in the woods and Kenya. 136 00:07:21,760 --> 00:07:24,120 Speaker 1: This is a jungle proper. Now, this is brune This 137 00:07:24,200 --> 00:07:27,880 Speaker 1: has got slippery, oirable snakes, it's got massive spiders. Everything 138 00:07:27,960 --> 00:07:31,480 Speaker 1: once you're dead, it's overgrown. It's secondary, it's primary, it's 139 00:07:31,520 --> 00:07:34,240 Speaker 1: there's ever anything there. Everything you expected to be the 140 00:07:34,320 --> 00:07:37,760 Speaker 1: jungle to be, it's there in Brunei. So you're waiting 141 00:07:37,800 --> 00:07:40,280 Speaker 1: to go. And remember we've we we we've finally got down. 142 00:07:40,280 --> 00:07:43,960 Speaker 1: We had all our kit packed on webbing on all 143 00:07:44,040 --> 00:07:46,120 Speaker 1: your gear. Okay, some of your gear went in in 144 00:07:46,160 --> 00:07:48,520 Speaker 1: front of you. So I was had already gone okay, 145 00:07:48,560 --> 00:07:51,080 Speaker 1: because I'll explain the set up when I get in there. 146 00:07:51,080 --> 00:07:53,440 Speaker 1: But you have stuck a base camp and you work 147 00:07:53,480 --> 00:07:56,720 Speaker 1: from the base camp, so it's a massive harbor area, 148 00:07:57,040 --> 00:07:59,040 Speaker 1: and so you're being flown into this and I remember, 149 00:07:59,720 --> 00:08:02,880 Speaker 1: but it's one of the most impressive things I've seen 150 00:08:03,240 --> 00:08:05,320 Speaker 1: in my Army career up to date. At that point 151 00:08:05,440 --> 00:08:08,120 Speaker 1: was when we lifted off and we flew low over 152 00:08:08,160 --> 00:08:10,280 Speaker 1: the treetops out to where we were going to be 153 00:08:10,320 --> 00:08:11,960 Speaker 1: dropped off, and I remember if we were sat on 154 00:08:12,000 --> 00:08:14,760 Speaker 1: the side of the chopper looking down and thinking to myself, 155 00:08:14,800 --> 00:08:17,360 Speaker 1: this is real. Now, this is proper, this is soldiering. 156 00:08:17,720 --> 00:08:19,400 Speaker 1: And I was really excited by it. And I knew 157 00:08:19,440 --> 00:08:21,559 Speaker 1: we was going to be in for an extremely hard time, 158 00:08:22,000 --> 00:08:24,080 Speaker 1: but I was massively excited by the fact that we 159 00:08:24,080 --> 00:08:26,320 Speaker 1: were actually now going to be doing some proper soldiering. 160 00:08:26,680 --> 00:08:28,600 Speaker 1: When you've been on the hills, you're just up and 161 00:08:28,680 --> 00:08:30,720 Speaker 1: down all day. It's just seeing, like I say, if 162 00:08:30,720 --> 00:08:34,000 Speaker 1: you're capable of carrying the weights to distance. You don't 163 00:08:34,040 --> 00:08:36,360 Speaker 1: do anything tactical. You don't raise your weapon, you don't 164 00:08:36,400 --> 00:08:38,880 Speaker 1: fire your weapon, you just go from eight to B. 165 00:08:39,160 --> 00:08:40,880 Speaker 1: Now we were going to be doing all these all 166 00:08:40,880 --> 00:08:42,960 Speaker 1: the all the staff proper. We're going to be soldiering 167 00:08:43,320 --> 00:08:46,280 Speaker 1: with proper soldiers. These guys who were on selection, the DS, 168 00:08:46,679 --> 00:08:48,640 Speaker 1: the staff, they were they were the top of the game. 169 00:08:48,679 --> 00:08:50,480 Speaker 1: These are the people you looked up to. And finally 170 00:08:50,520 --> 00:08:51,880 Speaker 1: you were going to be going into the air back 171 00:08:51,920 --> 00:08:54,760 Speaker 1: garden their environment and doing some soldier with them. And 172 00:08:54,760 --> 00:08:57,000 Speaker 1: I remember thinking all that sort of stuff as we 173 00:08:57,000 --> 00:09:00,400 Speaker 1: were flying across the tree tops in Bruno. Finally we 174 00:09:00,520 --> 00:09:02,480 Speaker 1: came down. You know what it's like on the l 175 00:09:02,559 --> 00:09:08,040 Speaker 1: Z massive whirling blades and dust and grit and all 176 00:09:08,120 --> 00:09:10,120 Speaker 1: sorts of stuff going all over the place. And finally 177 00:09:10,160 --> 00:09:13,160 Speaker 1: when the chopper lifts off, you're there. And I remember 178 00:09:13,160 --> 00:09:14,880 Speaker 1: we were on there sort of like they'd improvised a 179 00:09:14,920 --> 00:09:17,120 Speaker 1: helipad and they'd knocked down, you know, trees, and they 180 00:09:17,240 --> 00:09:19,959 Speaker 1: built this and built that, and you're on the helipad 181 00:09:20,480 --> 00:09:23,360 Speaker 1: or on the ELZ is as the choppler lifts off, 182 00:09:23,360 --> 00:09:26,200 Speaker 1: and when it's gone and the sound drops, all you 183 00:09:26,280 --> 00:09:30,480 Speaker 1: can hear is this mass jungle noise for the first 184 00:09:30,480 --> 00:09:32,760 Speaker 1: time you've ever heard it, You know, all the crickets 185 00:09:32,800 --> 00:09:36,640 Speaker 1: and the insects, and the screaming and the howling of 186 00:09:36,679 --> 00:09:39,280 Speaker 1: the odd monkey here and all these sounds hit it 187 00:09:39,320 --> 00:09:42,640 Speaker 1: straight away and it was just bizarre. You're like, wow, 188 00:09:42,720 --> 00:09:45,760 Speaker 1: this is incredible. But before you've even really got time 189 00:09:45,800 --> 00:09:48,160 Speaker 1: to take all that in, your burglon was on your 190 00:09:48,160 --> 00:09:50,600 Speaker 1: back and you were being told by yours you've got 191 00:09:50,600 --> 00:09:53,000 Speaker 1: to make it up to you to your harbor area. Now, 192 00:09:53,280 --> 00:09:55,679 Speaker 1: the harbor area proper wasn't anywhere near the el's it. 193 00:09:55,840 --> 00:09:58,040 Speaker 1: I can tell you that. Now right, we're geting to 194 00:09:58,080 --> 00:10:00,600 Speaker 1: basically pick up all our gear, and now we were 195 00:10:00,640 --> 00:10:02,560 Speaker 1: going up a hill and it was worse than anything 196 00:10:02,960 --> 00:10:06,199 Speaker 1: we've seen in Wales one selection, worse than anything. The 197 00:10:06,360 --> 00:10:09,719 Speaker 1: hills in this jungle were absolutely torrid. They were disgusting, 198 00:10:09,720 --> 00:10:13,080 Speaker 1: They were high, they were steep, and moreover, the weather 199 00:10:13,679 --> 00:10:16,760 Speaker 1: it was just so hot and humid and sticky. You 200 00:10:16,840 --> 00:10:19,960 Speaker 1: were sweating before you've even got off the chopper. And 201 00:10:20,000 --> 00:10:22,280 Speaker 1: now this heat had hit your proper and you were 202 00:10:22,320 --> 00:10:24,839 Speaker 1: walking into the canopy of the jungle with all your 203 00:10:24,880 --> 00:10:27,600 Speaker 1: gear on a massive amount of gear and you're walking 204 00:10:27,600 --> 00:10:30,160 Speaker 1: into the jungle proper to get into your harbor area. 205 00:10:30,240 --> 00:10:32,000 Speaker 1: And when we got to the harbor area, you were 206 00:10:32,040 --> 00:10:35,000 Speaker 1: giving your location and you started to set up. You 207 00:10:35,120 --> 00:10:37,560 Speaker 1: built your a frames where you were going to sleep, 208 00:10:37,600 --> 00:10:40,319 Speaker 1: which is like a basher arrangement, like a hammock type 209 00:10:40,320 --> 00:10:42,600 Speaker 1: thing with a canopy over the top of it. And 210 00:10:42,679 --> 00:10:45,600 Speaker 1: you started to build your little area, okay, and that 211 00:10:45,679 --> 00:10:47,520 Speaker 1: took some time, and it was nice to do that, 212 00:10:47,920 --> 00:10:49,720 Speaker 1: and the d s would come around and explain to 213 00:10:49,720 --> 00:10:51,199 Speaker 1: your how things were going to be and what your 214 00:10:51,240 --> 00:10:53,920 Speaker 1: arks of fire were. And once you're in the jungle proper, 215 00:10:54,200 --> 00:10:57,559 Speaker 1: everything is done tactically. Okay, there's no all right with 216 00:10:57,640 --> 00:10:59,760 Speaker 1: our terminuts offer this with our terminuts offer that we'll 217 00:10:59,800 --> 00:11:01,559 Speaker 1: go on tak will get a pizza, all that sort 218 00:11:01,600 --> 00:11:04,800 Speaker 1: of stuff. Everything is done tactically. So you go everywhere 219 00:11:04,800 --> 00:11:06,679 Speaker 1: and pairs, you take your were when your weapon everywhere. 220 00:11:06,960 --> 00:11:09,640 Speaker 1: The whole thing is done as if at any time 221 00:11:10,000 --> 00:11:12,480 Speaker 1: you could be attacked and you have to disappear, okay. 222 00:11:12,720 --> 00:11:14,880 Speaker 1: And to that end, you had drills, you know, you 223 00:11:14,960 --> 00:11:17,280 Speaker 1: had you knew where you are, your emergency wonder who 224 00:11:17,400 --> 00:11:19,000 Speaker 1: was and if you got double to go to the 225 00:11:19,000 --> 00:11:21,120 Speaker 1: egests you who you had to go to. The e 226 00:11:21,320 --> 00:11:24,520 Speaker 1: r V was ever present. So you in your harbor area. 227 00:11:25,080 --> 00:11:27,760 Speaker 1: Remember the first night of selection, the first night in 228 00:11:27,800 --> 00:11:30,520 Speaker 1: the jungle proper, you're like, you go to sleep because 229 00:11:30,559 --> 00:11:32,720 Speaker 1: you sleep under the canopy. Once it gets dark, you 230 00:11:32,720 --> 00:11:35,080 Speaker 1: can't go anywhere, you can't see anywhere. I remember the 231 00:11:35,120 --> 00:11:37,599 Speaker 1: first night, they're thinking, Wow, I wonder what this is 232 00:11:37,640 --> 00:11:39,360 Speaker 1: all going to be about. I was in my dry kit, 233 00:11:39,679 --> 00:11:42,439 Speaker 1: in my bash of sleeping, and I'm thinking to myself, 234 00:11:42,440 --> 00:11:44,560 Speaker 1: this is gonna be this is gonna be one of 235 00:11:44,600 --> 00:11:46,760 Speaker 1: the hardest things I've ever done in my life. The 236 00:11:46,800 --> 00:11:49,400 Speaker 1: next morning we got up and the first period of selection, 237 00:11:49,480 --> 00:11:52,560 Speaker 1: for about three weeks, is all lessons, but it's all 238 00:11:52,600 --> 00:11:55,040 Speaker 1: done tactically. There's a big schoolhouse in there that they've 239 00:11:55,040 --> 00:11:58,079 Speaker 1: built out of logs and an old canopy and all 240 00:11:58,120 --> 00:12:00,679 Speaker 1: that sort of stuff. And you every morning and you 241 00:12:00,800 --> 00:12:03,400 Speaker 1: wake up, you stand to okay, so you stand to 242 00:12:03,480 --> 00:12:05,719 Speaker 1: you by your basher. The DS come around they check 243 00:12:05,720 --> 00:12:08,120 Speaker 1: everybody's all right. Once you stood too, you get your 244 00:12:08,200 --> 00:12:10,560 Speaker 1: kid together and it disappeared up to the school else 245 00:12:10,600 --> 00:12:14,000 Speaker 1: and you start having the many many lessons. A lot 246 00:12:14,040 --> 00:12:16,400 Speaker 1: of lessons are basic, basic soldier, and I've always been 247 00:12:16,400 --> 00:12:19,480 Speaker 1: told to be a Special Forces soldier. It's just basic 248 00:12:19,600 --> 00:12:23,400 Speaker 1: soldiering done extremely well. Okay, So there's no there's no 249 00:12:23,520 --> 00:12:26,320 Speaker 1: swinging off ropes, dangling in the water and fighting underneath 250 00:12:26,320 --> 00:12:30,000 Speaker 1: the waves. Okay, it's just basic soldiering done well. And 251 00:12:30,120 --> 00:12:32,240 Speaker 1: to that end, you cover a lot of the lessons 252 00:12:32,240 --> 00:12:36,319 Speaker 1: you've covered before as a normal soldier. But the foundations 253 00:12:36,320 --> 00:12:39,800 Speaker 1: of a soldier are laid in those basic lessons, and 254 00:12:39,800 --> 00:12:41,839 Speaker 1: if you can't get them right, there's no point You 255 00:12:42,000 --> 00:12:45,800 Speaker 1: even cover things like marksmanship, the marksmanship principles and things 256 00:12:45,840 --> 00:12:48,720 Speaker 1: like that, just to make sure that everybody's got put 257 00:12:48,760 --> 00:12:52,600 Speaker 1: themselves completely wired tight. So it's first three weeks extremely 258 00:12:52,640 --> 00:12:55,120 Speaker 1: intense because not only having the lessons, it's like a 259 00:12:55,120 --> 00:12:59,280 Speaker 1: monkey see monkey, monkey siege monkey does they show you, 260 00:12:59,280 --> 00:13:02,200 Speaker 1: you go and they you, they demonstrate it, okay, and 261 00:13:02,240 --> 00:13:04,760 Speaker 1: then you go and do it too. So everything they 262 00:13:04,840 --> 00:13:08,160 Speaker 1: do you do. You did navigation exercises where we walked 263 00:13:08,200 --> 00:13:11,400 Speaker 1: for two or three days on end, sometimes into the jungle, 264 00:13:11,679 --> 00:13:14,040 Speaker 1: practicing all our drills, laying up at night and all 265 00:13:14,080 --> 00:13:18,760 Speaker 1: that sort of stuff. We practiced ambushes, We practice contact drills. 266 00:13:19,080 --> 00:13:21,640 Speaker 1: Do you name it all the skills required to become 267 00:13:21,640 --> 00:13:25,560 Speaker 1: a Special Forces soldier or a basic Special Forces operated 268 00:13:25,559 --> 00:13:27,520 Speaker 1: because like I said, you never stopped learning in the 269 00:13:27,520 --> 00:13:31,120 Speaker 1: regiment we're being instilled into in this first three weeks, okay, 270 00:13:31,320 --> 00:13:33,280 Speaker 1: and that was your time to practice everything. That was 271 00:13:33,280 --> 00:13:35,600 Speaker 1: the time to get everything right. So you would go, 272 00:13:35,880 --> 00:13:39,000 Speaker 1: you know, on extremely Some of the exercises would go 273 00:13:39,000 --> 00:13:41,199 Speaker 1: on for a couple of days, some would last for 274 00:13:41,240 --> 00:13:43,480 Speaker 1: half an hour, but you would cover everything you needed 275 00:13:43,520 --> 00:13:47,240 Speaker 1: to cover to become a Special Forces operator. Okay. At 276 00:13:47,240 --> 00:13:49,840 Speaker 1: the end of that three weeks, then it's then time 277 00:13:49,880 --> 00:13:52,679 Speaker 1: to be tested. It's then time to run like a 278 00:13:52,679 --> 00:13:55,600 Speaker 1: three or four week exercise where all the skills you've 279 00:13:55,679 --> 00:13:59,160 Speaker 1: learned are put into practice, okay, and you disappear out 280 00:13:59,240 --> 00:14:02,000 Speaker 1: onto the area. Okay. Now, Brunei is a huge area. 281 00:14:02,320 --> 00:14:06,760 Speaker 1: It's got massively dense jungle. So you disappear into the jungle. 282 00:14:07,000 --> 00:14:10,040 Speaker 1: And just like the old days in Borneo and Malaya 283 00:14:10,080 --> 00:14:13,319 Speaker 1: and places like that, where the regiment operated and conducted 284 00:14:13,600 --> 00:14:17,440 Speaker 1: some superb operations in the jungle, you were now doing 285 00:14:17,440 --> 00:14:20,160 Speaker 1: this sort of thing on an exercise and it was 286 00:14:20,280 --> 00:14:23,440 Speaker 1: absolutely superb. But like I said, what you gotta remember 287 00:14:23,440 --> 00:14:26,520 Speaker 1: is the whole time you are in the jungle. You 288 00:14:26,560 --> 00:14:29,720 Speaker 1: can be sacked absolutely any type. They can get rid 289 00:14:29,760 --> 00:14:33,200 Speaker 1: of you for anything at any time. Okay, it could 290 00:14:33,240 --> 00:14:36,000 Speaker 1: be you know, you haven't done something properly, you've skyped off, 291 00:14:36,200 --> 00:14:38,840 Speaker 1: you've smoked when you shouldn't have smoked. You've got to 292 00:14:39,120 --> 00:14:42,040 Speaker 1: accept that when you go into the jungle, Okay, you're 293 00:14:42,040 --> 00:14:45,720 Speaker 1: being watched seven and you might not see them watching you, okay, 294 00:14:45,760 --> 00:14:48,160 Speaker 1: but they are watching it. They are there somewhere, somebody 295 00:14:48,240 --> 00:14:50,080 Speaker 1: is having to look at you all the time. So 296 00:14:50,120 --> 00:14:52,320 Speaker 1: you can't afford the sky of off. And it goes 297 00:14:52,360 --> 00:14:55,920 Speaker 1: back to the EPOS where I spoke about that last 298 00:14:55,920 --> 00:14:58,760 Speaker 1: time I was on this show. The e FOS number 299 00:14:58,760 --> 00:15:02,680 Speaker 1: two Highest standards of self discipline. Okay, do you need 300 00:15:02,720 --> 00:15:05,160 Speaker 1: the highest standards of self discipline and jungle? There's no 301 00:15:05,280 --> 00:15:08,280 Speaker 1: point a soldier being in the jungle who's going to 302 00:15:08,360 --> 00:15:11,120 Speaker 1: do his own thing because in theory, when you're not 303 00:15:11,160 --> 00:15:13,120 Speaker 1: being watched b a DS and it's not a parcel 304 00:15:13,200 --> 00:15:15,400 Speaker 1: file on a course. Yeah, you probably could have a 305 00:15:15,400 --> 00:15:18,160 Speaker 1: slight cigarette. Yeah, you probably could have hot food when 306 00:15:18,160 --> 00:15:20,560 Speaker 1: you shouldn't be having hot food. But worse than the 307 00:15:20,680 --> 00:15:22,640 Speaker 1: d S when you do it for real. It is 308 00:15:22,680 --> 00:15:25,160 Speaker 1: the enemy that are coming after you. So that cigarette 309 00:15:25,240 --> 00:15:27,280 Speaker 1: or that smell of hot food is the thing that 310 00:15:27,320 --> 00:15:30,640 Speaker 1: compromises your whole patrol and gets you whacked. Okay. So 311 00:15:30,720 --> 00:15:32,640 Speaker 1: that's why they make it so intense in the jungle. 312 00:15:32,720 --> 00:15:35,160 Speaker 1: That's why they you under scrutiny the whole time, and 313 00:15:35,280 --> 00:15:39,120 Speaker 1: that's why you feel as if there is an enemy presence. 314 00:15:39,360 --> 00:15:42,320 Speaker 1: It's not enemy, it's a DS And you know, the 315 00:15:42,360 --> 00:15:45,560 Speaker 1: prize is not winning the operation or whatever it might be. 316 00:15:45,680 --> 00:15:48,080 Speaker 1: The prize is that sanbury at the end of it. 317 00:15:48,120 --> 00:15:50,120 Speaker 1: The prize is getting into that unit, you know, one 318 00:15:50,120 --> 00:15:52,920 Speaker 1: of the where I consider it the best unit in 319 00:15:52,920 --> 00:15:55,120 Speaker 1: the world, the S A S. Sure a few of 320 00:15:55,200 --> 00:15:56,680 Speaker 1: you over there would disagree with me or have your 321 00:15:56,760 --> 00:15:58,640 Speaker 1: arguments with me, but for me, the S A S 322 00:15:58,760 --> 00:16:01,160 Speaker 1: is the toughest regiment in the world. And the prize 323 00:16:01,200 --> 00:16:02,520 Speaker 1: at the end we're not at the end of the 324 00:16:02,600 --> 00:16:03,960 Speaker 1: jungle leaving, but the prize at the end of the 325 00:16:03,960 --> 00:16:06,560 Speaker 1: selection is that very Okay, he's wearing that wing dagger 326 00:16:06,600 --> 00:16:09,280 Speaker 1: on your head, and you've got to accept any time 327 00:16:09,320 --> 00:16:11,440 Speaker 1: that can be taken away from you in the jungle, okay, 328 00:16:11,920 --> 00:16:15,160 Speaker 1: And failure is probably fear by most people, you know, 329 00:16:15,400 --> 00:16:18,520 Speaker 1: more than anything else. You know, failure is it is 330 00:16:18,520 --> 00:16:21,160 Speaker 1: a feared thing, alright. So like I say that the 331 00:16:21,400 --> 00:16:25,520 Speaker 1: constraints that you operate under un selection are extremely real 332 00:16:25,920 --> 00:16:28,080 Speaker 1: because there is this fear all the time that you 333 00:16:28,080 --> 00:16:30,080 Speaker 1: could be you could be slung off and sent home, 334 00:16:30,200 --> 00:16:31,480 Speaker 1: just know what I mean, and you don't want that. 335 00:16:32,040 --> 00:16:35,000 Speaker 1: And obviously all the times is going on, some guys 336 00:16:35,160 --> 00:16:38,640 Speaker 1: have decided for themselves this ain't for me. Plenty of 337 00:16:38,720 --> 00:16:42,240 Speaker 1: guys turned around and just left the course, okay. And 338 00:16:42,280 --> 00:16:44,080 Speaker 1: by the time we were coming near to the final 339 00:16:44,080 --> 00:16:47,360 Speaker 1: exercises in the Trees, I don't know how many bloods 340 00:16:47,360 --> 00:16:51,640 Speaker 1: we had left. We must have been down if that. 341 00:16:52,120 --> 00:16:55,720 Speaker 1: So the numbers are depleted completely from when we started 342 00:16:55,720 --> 00:16:59,560 Speaker 1: off after the Trees or after the hills even you know, 343 00:17:00,000 --> 00:17:02,560 Speaker 1: and the three hundred started selection is now probably down 344 00:17:02,600 --> 00:17:05,360 Speaker 1: to about twenty or twenty five, okay. So the numbers 345 00:17:05,400 --> 00:17:08,520 Speaker 1: that the Trees claims is phenomenal, okay, and rightly so, 346 00:17:08,640 --> 00:17:10,600 Speaker 1: because it is a tough place, and like the same, 347 00:17:10,640 --> 00:17:13,520 Speaker 1: selection is designed to find out who is going to 348 00:17:13,560 --> 00:17:17,320 Speaker 1: be capable of operating within this to these these two 349 00:17:17,400 --> 00:17:20,000 Speaker 1: one units of the SBS and the s A s okay. 350 00:17:20,040 --> 00:17:22,800 Speaker 1: So it's an extremely tough test for a reason. So 351 00:17:23,040 --> 00:17:25,440 Speaker 1: I'm just I'm straying away from the trees at the 352 00:17:25,480 --> 00:17:27,760 Speaker 1: moment and just explaining to you about selection. But this 353 00:17:28,320 --> 00:17:31,080 Speaker 1: those finals, those those final days of the exercise, I 354 00:17:31,080 --> 00:17:33,640 Speaker 1: can tell you because you don't know either when it's 355 00:17:33,640 --> 00:17:35,280 Speaker 1: going to finish. They don't give you a date. They 356 00:17:35,280 --> 00:17:37,200 Speaker 1: don't go we'll be going home on the twenty two. 357 00:17:37,600 --> 00:17:39,520 Speaker 1: They just tell you you're on selection, okay, So you 358 00:17:39,560 --> 00:17:41,320 Speaker 1: don't know what day of the exercise is going to 359 00:17:41,400 --> 00:17:43,960 Speaker 1: finish proper. You get the old jungle drums, you get 360 00:17:44,000 --> 00:17:46,040 Speaker 1: the old rumors you might have had had an inkl 361 00:17:46,040 --> 00:17:48,159 Speaker 1: and how long selection goes on for, but you don't 362 00:17:48,240 --> 00:17:50,560 Speaker 1: know exactly when it's going to fish down. I remember, 363 00:17:51,000 --> 00:17:53,720 Speaker 1: you know, we we we attacked a jungle base camp 364 00:17:53,960 --> 00:17:56,320 Speaker 1: on one of the final attacks that we did, and 365 00:17:56,359 --> 00:17:59,480 Speaker 1: then we were switched to another camp, okay, which we 366 00:17:59,520 --> 00:18:01,800 Speaker 1: didn't know was there. And then we're thinking, and they're 367 00:18:01,800 --> 00:18:04,199 Speaker 1: gonna walk as a bit further, we're gonna go. You 368 00:18:04,280 --> 00:18:06,439 Speaker 1: just don't know. And the point of being there, and 369 00:18:06,440 --> 00:18:09,720 Speaker 1: it goes back, it goes back to what Sterling said again, 370 00:18:09,880 --> 00:18:12,240 Speaker 1: and I keep referring back to the epos, but it's true, 371 00:18:12,560 --> 00:18:16,280 Speaker 1: an unrelented pursuit of excellence, Okay, And that's with any attack. 372 00:18:16,520 --> 00:18:19,840 Speaker 1: Don't just think because you've taken one position, that's it done, 373 00:18:20,160 --> 00:18:22,640 Speaker 1: it's over for the day, because there might be positions 374 00:18:22,640 --> 00:18:25,080 Speaker 1: in depth, you might have more enemy to go on after. 375 00:18:25,359 --> 00:18:27,600 Speaker 1: And so this thing is sort of like, right, I'm done, 376 00:18:27,600 --> 00:18:30,199 Speaker 1: Now I've done, I've achieved. That's not the thing you 377 00:18:30,240 --> 00:18:31,760 Speaker 1: want to be looking for in a person. You want 378 00:18:31,760 --> 00:18:33,600 Speaker 1: to be looking for the guy that wants the next challenge, 379 00:18:33,600 --> 00:18:35,360 Speaker 1: that wants to keep going, that wants the next thing 380 00:18:35,400 --> 00:18:38,240 Speaker 1: to come with him, and through the selection, that's exactly 381 00:18:38,280 --> 00:18:40,679 Speaker 1: how they run it. That's exactly what they do. They 382 00:18:40,760 --> 00:18:42,560 Speaker 1: keep you going all the time. I'm not to say 383 00:18:42,600 --> 00:18:45,280 Speaker 1: by the time we'd finished, we've probably had about three 384 00:18:45,320 --> 00:18:47,280 Speaker 1: or four false what we thought we're going to be 385 00:18:47,320 --> 00:18:49,399 Speaker 1: the end. We've had about three or four times it 386 00:18:49,440 --> 00:18:51,639 Speaker 1: had been, it hadn't been the end, and we carried on. 387 00:18:51,680 --> 00:18:53,119 Speaker 1: And you've just got to get your head around that 388 00:18:53,240 --> 00:18:55,040 Speaker 1: and not focus on what you think is the end, 389 00:18:55,080 --> 00:18:57,240 Speaker 1: but focus on what you think is coming next, or 390 00:18:57,280 --> 00:19:00,520 Speaker 1: what you want to come next. Might not happen. So yeah, 391 00:19:00,640 --> 00:19:02,359 Speaker 1: by the time they actually did say it was right, 392 00:19:02,400 --> 00:19:04,560 Speaker 1: this is the end of the exercise. I actually didn't 393 00:19:04,560 --> 00:19:06,880 Speaker 1: believe them. I'm not no, no, no, no, no, that's 394 00:19:06,920 --> 00:19:08,600 Speaker 1: not going to be the end of the exercise. But 395 00:19:08,680 --> 00:19:11,199 Speaker 1: sure enough it was. And I remember we did like 396 00:19:11,240 --> 00:19:14,080 Speaker 1: a reor the reorganization on the last position that we took, 397 00:19:14,359 --> 00:19:16,480 Speaker 1: and we sat down and the DS came around and said, look, 398 00:19:16,600 --> 00:19:18,320 Speaker 1: you know it's over. You know, that's the end of 399 00:19:18,359 --> 00:19:20,840 Speaker 1: the trees phase. And then we all pulled into the middle. 400 00:19:21,080 --> 00:19:24,199 Speaker 1: We weren't too far from a helipad obviously, you know, 401 00:19:24,320 --> 00:19:26,480 Speaker 1: most of the kit from the jungle camp had already gone, 402 00:19:26,480 --> 00:19:28,800 Speaker 1: that had been collapsed. We were now operating in the 403 00:19:28,800 --> 00:19:31,199 Speaker 1: middle of nowhere, so we were ready to go. We 404 00:19:31,320 --> 00:19:34,600 Speaker 1: literally we packed our kit and patrol at the time, 405 00:19:34,680 --> 00:19:37,040 Speaker 1: or what was left of your patrols. Most of the patrols, 406 00:19:37,080 --> 00:19:38,919 Speaker 1: that's all I had too from this patrol, one from 407 00:19:38,960 --> 00:19:41,119 Speaker 1: that patrol. We know, we've all been amalgamated by this 408 00:19:41,160 --> 00:19:43,359 Speaker 1: stage of the campaign because of the amount of numbers 409 00:19:43,400 --> 00:19:45,879 Speaker 1: that were leaving patrol at the time we disappeared back 410 00:19:45,920 --> 00:19:48,280 Speaker 1: up to the helipad, and the same helicopters that took 411 00:19:48,320 --> 00:19:50,600 Speaker 1: us into the trees took us back out again. And 412 00:19:50,640 --> 00:19:53,320 Speaker 1: I remember I was probably about the fourth or fifth 413 00:19:53,359 --> 00:19:56,520 Speaker 1: patrol to go, waiting to go, and I heard the 414 00:19:56,520 --> 00:19:59,560 Speaker 1: bird come in and it came bum bum bum bum 415 00:19:59,600 --> 00:20:01,800 Speaker 1: bum bum them and it landed in the thing you 416 00:20:01,880 --> 00:20:03,959 Speaker 1: hold the dust and confusion again. We got on this thing. 417 00:20:04,000 --> 00:20:06,440 Speaker 1: As it lifted up, the low master kicked me in 418 00:20:06,480 --> 00:20:08,800 Speaker 1: the back of the in in the lower of me 419 00:20:08,840 --> 00:20:11,040 Speaker 1: back because I was sat on the skids and pass 420 00:20:11,119 --> 00:20:13,160 Speaker 1: for a can of beer to pass to the next 421 00:20:13,160 --> 00:20:14,960 Speaker 1: man down. And we all sat there with a canno 422 00:20:15,000 --> 00:20:18,359 Speaker 1: beer on this helicopter flying out of the trees. Job done, 423 00:20:18,480 --> 00:20:20,240 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. And now but you don't 424 00:20:20,240 --> 00:20:23,200 Speaker 1: know if you've passed or failed. So it's job done. 425 00:20:23,359 --> 00:20:25,240 Speaker 1: You can't do anymore. There's no more you're gonna do 426 00:20:25,320 --> 00:20:26,760 Speaker 1: to prove yourself in the trees because you're not in 427 00:20:26,800 --> 00:20:28,880 Speaker 1: there anymore. It's all done. So now you've just got 428 00:20:28,880 --> 00:20:31,840 Speaker 1: to accept the decision of the DS, and you don't 429 00:20:31,840 --> 00:20:33,639 Speaker 1: know what that's going to be. And remember you go 430 00:20:33,720 --> 00:20:35,480 Speaker 1: back to camp and you have a wash and a 431 00:20:35,560 --> 00:20:38,200 Speaker 1: shave because obviously haven't had a proper a proper decent 432 00:20:38,240 --> 00:20:40,520 Speaker 1: washing a shave. All the time you're in there, and 433 00:20:40,560 --> 00:20:42,520 Speaker 1: all the time you're thinking, are they're gonna call me? 434 00:20:42,560 --> 00:20:44,359 Speaker 1: Are they're gonna get me? They're gonna say I failed, 435 00:20:44,440 --> 00:20:47,040 Speaker 1: They're gonna say I passed, And they don't tell you. 436 00:20:47,560 --> 00:20:49,960 Speaker 1: They don't tell you. We had a night where we 437 00:20:50,000 --> 00:20:52,480 Speaker 1: had quite a few beers on the first night we 438 00:20:52,520 --> 00:20:55,639 Speaker 1: come out, so everybody's drinking and they're probably in trove. 439 00:20:56,040 --> 00:20:58,119 Speaker 1: You know, they're looking at you now to see who 440 00:20:58,200 --> 00:21:00,399 Speaker 1: thinks it's over, to see who thinks they can have 441 00:21:00,440 --> 00:21:02,280 Speaker 1: that many piers and be stupid and all that sort 442 00:21:02,280 --> 00:21:04,320 Speaker 1: of things. So you're not you're not out of the woods. 443 00:21:04,520 --> 00:21:06,160 Speaker 1: You're not out, You're not there yet. So I remember 444 00:21:06,200 --> 00:21:07,720 Speaker 1: we had that night on the Pierson. It was quite 445 00:21:07,720 --> 00:21:10,320 Speaker 1: a strange night because there's still some guys knocking about 446 00:21:10,320 --> 00:21:11,760 Speaker 1: the camp who were failed. They were going back, and 447 00:21:11,760 --> 00:21:13,680 Speaker 1: we're not going to join the regiment. So you've got 448 00:21:13,680 --> 00:21:14,960 Speaker 1: to sort of like get your head around that a 449 00:21:15,000 --> 00:21:16,879 Speaker 1: little bit. And then we woke up the next morning 450 00:21:17,320 --> 00:21:20,639 Speaker 1: and I woke up and I remember they were sending 451 00:21:20,640 --> 00:21:22,879 Speaker 1: the company Clark round to go and get people that 452 00:21:22,960 --> 00:21:25,760 Speaker 1: have failed. So we'd come around. He'd knocked the glay 453 00:21:25,800 --> 00:21:27,600 Speaker 1: on the top of the head who was in his bed, right, 454 00:21:27,840 --> 00:21:30,639 Speaker 1: they want to see you. They're going down there and 455 00:21:30,680 --> 00:21:32,280 Speaker 1: they've been talented. They failed, and they come back and 456 00:21:32,320 --> 00:21:35,399 Speaker 1: go I failed, And he looked at me, and and 457 00:21:35,400 --> 00:21:38,360 Speaker 1: there's the Company Clarks walking into walking into the room. 458 00:21:38,400 --> 00:21:40,680 Speaker 1: He is the most feared man in the world because 459 00:21:40,720 --> 00:21:42,560 Speaker 1: you know if he gets you, you failed the course. 460 00:21:42,680 --> 00:21:45,840 Speaker 1: So this is, after you've completed this period of time 461 00:21:45,880 --> 00:21:48,040 Speaker 1: in the jungle, which has been probably the hardest thing 462 00:21:48,080 --> 00:21:50,440 Speaker 1: you've ever done in your life. You're now waiting for 463 00:21:50,480 --> 00:21:52,199 Speaker 1: the Company Clark to come around and give you a 464 00:21:52,200 --> 00:21:54,840 Speaker 1: tap on the shoulder, and if he does, the likelihood 465 00:21:54,880 --> 00:21:57,440 Speaker 1: is you've failed. So that morning was particularly hideous. And 466 00:21:57,480 --> 00:22:00,000 Speaker 1: I remember it got to about midday. He was still 467 00:22:00,080 --> 00:22:02,840 Speaker 1: going because each guy just doesn't get told they failed. 468 00:22:02,840 --> 00:22:05,439 Speaker 1: They'll they'll probably have an interview and told why as well. 469 00:22:05,440 --> 00:22:07,159 Speaker 1: As The process took quite a bit of time. But 470 00:22:07,240 --> 00:22:10,480 Speaker 1: by midday the clerk has stopped coming around and the 471 00:22:10,520 --> 00:22:15,080 Speaker 1: ones who passed were setting on scratches, thinking, yeah, we 472 00:22:15,080 --> 00:22:17,960 Speaker 1: we might that we might not have done. Eventually, the 473 00:22:18,000 --> 00:22:20,840 Speaker 1: clerk comes around for the final time and says that's it. 474 00:22:21,000 --> 00:22:23,480 Speaker 1: You know, the rest of you. You're going back to Hereford. 475 00:22:23,760 --> 00:22:26,040 Speaker 1: You don't forget you haven't passed an excellent at this stage. 476 00:22:26,240 --> 00:22:28,680 Speaker 1: You've just had, you know, a period in your life 477 00:22:28,680 --> 00:22:31,080 Speaker 1: which is probably the hardest you've ever had. You still 478 00:22:31,119 --> 00:22:35,280 Speaker 1: haven't passed at this stage, but you have passed what 479 00:22:35,440 --> 00:22:38,880 Speaker 1: I term as the probably the hardest past selection, which 480 00:22:38,920 --> 00:22:42,920 Speaker 1: is the Trees. Okay, So now, certainly in the eyes 481 00:22:42,960 --> 00:22:44,720 Speaker 1: of the DS, I think they gave you a bit 482 00:22:44,720 --> 00:22:46,919 Speaker 1: more respect at this stage of the campaign, you know. 483 00:22:46,920 --> 00:22:49,199 Speaker 1: And if I'd have been at d S myself, you know, 484 00:22:49,440 --> 00:22:52,160 Speaker 1: looking at soldiers that have come through this part of selection, 485 00:22:52,680 --> 00:22:55,000 Speaker 1: they'd be getting a bit more respect for yourself as 486 00:22:55,040 --> 00:22:57,560 Speaker 1: in terms of as in terms of you know, you're 487 00:22:57,560 --> 00:23:02,080 Speaker 1: closer to the door than what you were. So that said, 488 00:23:02,359 --> 00:23:04,800 Speaker 1: that was the Trees. You know. We we spent a 489 00:23:04,840 --> 00:23:06,919 Speaker 1: couple of more days kicking around while we waiting for 490 00:23:06,960 --> 00:23:09,639 Speaker 1: the flights. In that time, we cleaned no weapons, We've 491 00:23:09,680 --> 00:23:12,440 Speaker 1: got everything ship shape, and then we flew back to Hereford. 492 00:23:12,560 --> 00:23:15,359 Speaker 1: Do you know what. I can't remember where we flew into. 493 00:23:15,480 --> 00:23:17,480 Speaker 1: But we get back and like they say, it's straight 494 00:23:17,520 --> 00:23:19,840 Speaker 1: back up to Hereford onto the camp and then you're 495 00:23:19,880 --> 00:23:22,680 Speaker 1: going onto the next phase, which I'll cover at some 496 00:23:22,800 --> 00:23:26,480 Speaker 1: stage in the future. But yeah, they say the jungle 497 00:23:26,720 --> 00:23:29,080 Speaker 1: was the hardest thing I've ever done, but probably at 498 00:23:29,080 --> 00:23:30,880 Speaker 1: this stage one of the best things I've ever done. 499 00:23:31,080 --> 00:23:34,400 Speaker 1: And don't forget this. If you find something you enjoy doing, 500 00:23:34,760 --> 00:23:38,080 Speaker 1: it's not work. Okay, it's not work, it's enjoyment. It 501 00:23:38,119 --> 00:23:40,000 Speaker 1: was a pleasure to be there. And people do often 502 00:23:40,000 --> 00:23:42,480 Speaker 1: ask me about selection and say, you know how I 503 00:23:42,720 --> 00:23:44,679 Speaker 1: was the trees where our trees was extremely hard, but 504 00:23:44,680 --> 00:23:48,600 Speaker 1: because I was enjoying it, it overweighed the extreme harshness 505 00:23:48,600 --> 00:23:51,280 Speaker 1: of the course, okay, and made it bearable. So there 506 00:23:51,280 --> 00:23:54,440 Speaker 1: you go. That was the trees. Okay, I'll continue. I've 507 00:23:54,480 --> 00:23:56,520 Speaker 1: done you in a little bit there because I've gone 508 00:23:56,560 --> 00:23:59,520 Speaker 1: so long into this show with the trees, although I 509 00:23:59,520 --> 00:24:01,480 Speaker 1: think it was worth it. We haven't got a lot 510 00:24:01,480 --> 00:24:03,439 Speaker 1: of time for antipiracy. What I will say is my 511 00:24:03,560 --> 00:24:07,000 Speaker 1: Taiwan anti piracy was a great time. I spent about 512 00:24:07,080 --> 00:24:10,000 Speaker 1: five years in the Gulf of Aden and around those areas, 513 00:24:10,040 --> 00:24:14,240 Speaker 1: transitting up and down protecting ships from the pirates from Somalia. 514 00:24:14,480 --> 00:24:16,120 Speaker 1: I haven't really got time to go into it that's 515 00:24:16,119 --> 00:24:18,120 Speaker 1: going to have to be one next My next show 516 00:24:18,200 --> 00:24:19,879 Speaker 1: is going to be on anti piracy because I have 517 00:24:20,040 --> 00:24:23,359 Speaker 1: probably got at least half an hour's worth of material 518 00:24:23,520 --> 00:24:25,800 Speaker 1: up and talk to you about with anti piracy, you know, 519 00:24:25,880 --> 00:24:28,760 Speaker 1: how it came about, where they came from, what they 520 00:24:28,760 --> 00:24:30,800 Speaker 1: were doing in the first place, because don't forget, you 521 00:24:30,800 --> 00:24:33,679 Speaker 1: don't just become a pirate overnight. Again, these people in 522 00:24:33,760 --> 00:24:37,080 Speaker 1: some respects were forced into piracy by client, by by 523 00:24:37,200 --> 00:24:39,840 Speaker 1: by by by the stuff that was going on around them. 524 00:24:40,160 --> 00:24:42,679 Speaker 1: I'll cover more of that. You know, how do they operate? 525 00:24:42,720 --> 00:24:44,680 Speaker 1: What was their motors up around on? How in there? 526 00:24:44,720 --> 00:24:47,320 Speaker 1: And it changed as well. So they started off, you know, 527 00:24:47,359 --> 00:24:50,159 Speaker 1: in these in these small skiffs, but they progressed and 528 00:24:50,200 --> 00:24:52,560 Speaker 1: they grew and as we started going down there and 529 00:24:52,560 --> 00:24:55,359 Speaker 1: putting up these counter measures, they started getting bigger and 530 00:24:55,400 --> 00:24:57,600 Speaker 1: so the tactics changed. So we'll talk about that with 531 00:24:57,640 --> 00:25:00,359 Speaker 1: the antipiracy because that's very important to understand that. And 532 00:25:00,359 --> 00:25:02,159 Speaker 1: then look, I say, I'll give you a few of 533 00:25:02,160 --> 00:25:04,479 Speaker 1: the stories where actually came face to face for pirates, 534 00:25:04,800 --> 00:25:06,760 Speaker 1: so that would be interesting. We'll do it at least 535 00:25:06,760 --> 00:25:09,040 Speaker 1: time I'm on the show. As always, be sure to 536 00:25:09,119 --> 00:25:12,159 Speaker 1: check out user dot com for the latest foreign policy, 537 00:25:12,280 --> 00:25:16,080 Speaker 1: security and defense news, and also great Club dot com, 538 00:25:16,160 --> 00:25:20,040 Speaker 1: the spects, great gear, hand picked pub professionals. See you 539 00:25:20,040 --> 00:25:23,040 Speaker 1: all again soon, Big Phil signing off. Who dares with 540 00:25:24,720 --> 00:25:29,000 Speaker 1: us them? 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