WEBVTT - Mirror Mirror on the Wall 0:00:00.160 --> 0:00:03.120 Welcome to Carefully Reckless, the production of Our Heart Radio 0:00:03.240 --> 0:00:20.640 and the Black Effect, And just like that, we're back 0:00:20.680 --> 0:00:23.320 on the air. Welcome to yet another episode of Carefully 0:00:23.320 --> 0:00:25.560 Reckless with your girl just hilarious. I got my sister 0:00:25.640 --> 0:00:28.520 in here again, shape say without yo yo with a 0:00:28.600 --> 0:00:31.639 holes at again like the holes won't always come to 0:00:31.720 --> 0:00:34.640 the podcast. Listen, listen, I'm gonna do storytime today, although 0:00:34.640 --> 0:00:36.879 my sister is here because this is a topic that 0:00:36.960 --> 0:00:41.960 will forever be debatable and discussed amongst us. So grab 0:00:42.040 --> 0:00:44.760 your tea, your halls, your hot tidy, your handy, whatever 0:00:44.800 --> 0:00:49.840 you want, because it's story time. Back in two thousand 0:00:49.880 --> 0:00:53.600 and fifteen, there were two girls, their sisters Claremont twins. 0:00:53.680 --> 0:00:56.880 Y'all know the mask, Shannon and Shied. They start on 0:00:56.960 --> 0:01:00.520 the reality series b g C Bad Girls Club right 0:01:01.200 --> 0:01:04.240 as y'all can see. They look nothing like they used 0:01:04.240 --> 0:01:06.759 to look. Now. They were beautiful girls to me, I swear, 0:01:06.800 --> 0:01:09.360 I mean, I you know, they were beautiful, brown skinned girls. 0:01:09.600 --> 0:01:11.360 And I always make fun of them, you know, with 0:01:11.480 --> 0:01:13.040 just with the mess and all of that ship, I mean, 0:01:13.080 --> 0:01:16.600 because you know who wouldn't. But I'm just saying they 0:01:16.640 --> 0:01:20.960 did not look the same. They had excellent bone structure. 0:01:21.160 --> 0:01:24.480 They nice bodies, you know, but something happened to those 0:01:24.520 --> 0:01:28.200 girls where they just felt like they weren't beautiful had 0:01:28.240 --> 0:01:31.039 to be because they look completely different. I'm talking about 0:01:31.319 --> 0:01:33.760 in two thousand and fifteen on Bad Girls Club. If 0:01:33.760 --> 0:01:35.280 that was the last time y'all ever saw them, and 0:01:35.280 --> 0:01:37.200 they walked down the street today, you would not know 0:01:37.280 --> 0:01:39.880 that that is Shannon and Chanelle Claremont. And that brings 0:01:39.880 --> 0:01:44.000 me to the topic of today, body dysmorphia disorder. And 0:01:44.200 --> 0:01:46.120 I never knew that there was a name for this. 0:01:46.240 --> 0:01:49.160 My sister just brought this to my attention today. Actually, 0:01:49.600 --> 0:01:53.040 you know that this is an actual disorder that people have, 0:01:53.160 --> 0:01:56.160 because I've always said, in my mind, not everybody who 0:01:56.200 --> 0:01:59.240 gets addicted to plastic surgery is doing it because they 0:01:59.280 --> 0:02:01.400 want to. They're doing it because they feel like they 0:02:01.400 --> 0:02:03.440 have to. They're doing it because there is something that 0:02:03.800 --> 0:02:07.000 they see that they don't like every time they look 0:02:07.000 --> 0:02:09.680 in the mirror. You know. That's why I wanted to 0:02:09.800 --> 0:02:13.160 cater to it, the disorder by doing an episode on it. 0:02:13.520 --> 0:02:16.040 And um my sister actually told me that she actually 0:02:16.080 --> 0:02:20.480 suffers with body dysmorphia disorder. I did not know that, Yes, 0:02:20.919 --> 0:02:24.720 So for those who don't know what body dysmorphia disorder is, 0:02:24.760 --> 0:02:27.239 I'm going to read this off of Google. It is 0:02:27.280 --> 0:02:31.680 a mental illness involving obsessive focus on a perceived flaw 0:02:31.760 --> 0:02:35.320 in appearance. That flaw can just be looking in the 0:02:35.320 --> 0:02:40.160 mirror and not seeing something that you like. So with 0:02:40.200 --> 0:02:42.880 me looking in the mirror, of course, you already know that. 0:02:42.919 --> 0:02:44.720 You know, I lost weight, and even before I gained 0:02:44.760 --> 0:02:47.240 a whole lot of weight after having three children, I 0:02:47.280 --> 0:02:49.680 looked at myself and looked at my stomach and just like, 0:02:49.720 --> 0:02:52.000 oh my gosh, this is not what I'm used to 0:02:52.120 --> 0:02:54.000 Because I had three kids back to back to back, 0:02:54.080 --> 0:02:56.160 didn't give my body any rest. So that last tessity 0:02:56.280 --> 0:03:00.680 is gone, and that is normal for most mothers if 0:03:00.680 --> 0:03:03.000 they didn't snap back the way some people did, Like 0:03:03.040 --> 0:03:05.320 you know, you snap bag. You know you look good still. 0:03:05.880 --> 0:03:08.600 But you know a lot of mothers go straight to surgery. 0:03:08.760 --> 0:03:11.200 Now nowadays, you know, they go straight to surgery. Like 0:03:11.240 --> 0:03:14.840 Cardi was even saying she didn't go and have light hope, 0:03:14.840 --> 0:03:17.160 but she was actually saying it right before she had 0:03:17.160 --> 0:03:19.960 this baby, that she's laying on that table as soon 0:03:20.080 --> 0:03:22.000 as she had his baby. So she can get back 0:03:22.040 --> 0:03:24.160 to work. A lot of people just don't do it 0:03:24.160 --> 0:03:26.560 the natural way anymore. They feel like, you know, there 0:03:26.600 --> 0:03:30.320 has to has to be a surgery right after you 0:03:30.360 --> 0:03:33.160 give birth so you can look good quicker, you know. 0:03:33.320 --> 0:03:35.040 I mean, honestly, it might be too son for her, 0:03:36.160 --> 0:03:38.120 That's what she was saying. It's too saon. But I 0:03:38.200 --> 0:03:42.040 know women who have done that went got right off 0:03:42.080 --> 0:03:44.400 the fucking table and went to another room and got 0:03:44.400 --> 0:03:49.080 on another table. Man, if you're doctors or whomever decide 0:03:49.120 --> 0:03:51.760 they want to do that, then that's up to them. 0:03:51.880 --> 0:03:54.800 Honestly me, I don't think that may be safe because 0:03:54.920 --> 0:03:57.560 you know, you just lost blood from having a child 0:03:58.600 --> 0:04:01.119 and all that stuff like that. If you are uncomfortable 0:04:01.120 --> 0:04:05.040 with how you look and you have body dysmorph your disorder, 0:04:05.160 --> 0:04:07.360 then that's what it drives you to do, you know 0:04:07.400 --> 0:04:08.880 what I mean. Like, there are a lot of things 0:04:08.880 --> 0:04:10.800 that I I still I'm not happy with. Yeah, I 0:04:10.840 --> 0:04:12.720 had surgery, you know, I got I had a BBL, 0:04:12.760 --> 0:04:15.120 I had my boobs done, and there are still things 0:04:15.120 --> 0:04:17.039 that I still feel like, No, I don't have hips. 0:04:17.040 --> 0:04:19.960 I'm not as wide enough in my hip area as 0:04:20.000 --> 0:04:21.479 I would want to be. But am I gonna go 0:04:21.520 --> 0:04:23.799 back and lay on the table. No, I'm not, because 0:04:23.960 --> 0:04:26.120 I now know there are natural ways that you can 0:04:26.160 --> 0:04:29.200 make your hips spread, you know. And then also I 0:04:29.240 --> 0:04:32.719 don't go lay down on the table again, and then 0:04:33.120 --> 0:04:35.000 I get up in one of my hips is bigger 0:04:35.000 --> 0:04:36.880 than the other one. I ain't trying to do that. 0:04:36.960 --> 0:04:42.679 Ship like that happens a lot. I know your hips. 0:04:42.960 --> 0:04:47.640 You know why I said, what fucking is not the 0:04:47.720 --> 0:04:49.920 only way you can spread them, goddamn hip. So don't 0:04:49.960 --> 0:04:51.600 remember that. People used to say that's like you get 0:04:51.680 --> 0:04:53.120 hit from the back, that will make your but bigger. 0:04:53.240 --> 0:04:55.400 Oh yeah, I've been getting hit from the back for 0:04:55.440 --> 0:04:57.160 a long time and that did not make my butt 0:04:57.160 --> 0:04:59.880 bigger at all. Like, seriously, it don't matter how you 0:05:00.040 --> 0:05:01.920 or then I heard somebody say if you if you 0:05:02.000 --> 0:05:05.760 do reverse cow girl, that will widen your hips. Well, ship, 0:05:05.880 --> 0:05:07.880 I don't know. Maybe I'm sucking the wrong man because 0:05:07.880 --> 0:05:10.760 I'm telling you I don't know. Maybe they're talking about 0:05:10.760 --> 0:05:14.120 a different reverse because I just sex never did anything 0:05:14.520 --> 0:05:18.520 to enhance my body. But they say sweet potatoes, um 0:05:18.520 --> 0:05:22.680 eating them sweet potatoes? Yeah, potatoes, rice, sweet potatoes especially 0:05:23.120 --> 0:05:26.120 that can that go straight to your hips? Yeah? Hiding carbs, 0:05:26.200 --> 0:05:29.279 which is still not healthy. But I do want my 0:05:29.360 --> 0:05:31.920 damn hips. You know what I'm saying. Other things I 0:05:31.960 --> 0:05:34.440 don't like. I don't like my feet. I can't stand it. 0:05:34.560 --> 0:05:37.520 I got bunyans from dad Yo. But am I gonna 0:05:37.560 --> 0:05:39.400 get a bunyan surgery? No? Because I need to walk 0:05:39.480 --> 0:05:44.520 on stage. Monica had one. Monica had bunion surgery. John Sally, 0:05:44.839 --> 0:05:48.720 Um he's a basketball player. Um, well he retired, Yeah, 0:05:48.760 --> 0:05:50.800 he had bunyan surgery. He said he was down for 0:05:50.920 --> 0:05:53.240 like six months. I don't got that kind of time 0:05:53.720 --> 0:05:55.520 that get does to rule you out on that stage. 0:05:57.400 --> 0:06:02.760 Shut roll into the stage, just desol And then I 0:06:02.760 --> 0:06:04.640 was gonna say then because you know, Ray hate me, 0:06:04.720 --> 0:06:07.800 bitch Rare and be like, yeah, how does it fair 0:06:08.839 --> 0:06:13.880 talking with that motherfucking tongue? Off topic, Let's get back 0:06:13.920 --> 0:06:15.280 on it, Okay, So what are some other things you 0:06:15.320 --> 0:06:17.680 don't like about yourself? Because I I really didn't know 0:06:17.720 --> 0:06:20.000 that you had suffered from this disorder. I really didn't. 0:06:20.320 --> 0:06:22.080 I know some other celebrities that have. But we're gonna 0:06:22.080 --> 0:06:23.840 get into that. What don't you like about yourself? I 0:06:23.920 --> 0:06:25.560 look in the mirror and I see that I have 0:06:25.680 --> 0:06:28.240 bags under my eyes. I literally go back and I 0:06:28.279 --> 0:06:32.040 look at my pictures from being a toddler. I looked 0:06:32.040 --> 0:06:35.080 at my kindergarten school pictures just like, damn, I had 0:06:35.160 --> 0:06:38.840 bags under my eyes then. So it's not like I'm 0:06:38.839 --> 0:06:40.599 tired or whatever like that, but it's just like I 0:06:40.640 --> 0:06:42.680 look at it and I'm just like, damn, I'm getting older. 0:06:42.720 --> 0:06:45.520 So it's just like the older I get, which I'm 0:06:45.560 --> 0:06:47.599 only thirty five and that's not really old. When I 0:06:47.600 --> 0:06:49.840 look at myself and I'm like, damn, I need some 0:06:49.839 --> 0:06:53.120 fellers under my eyes. So you know, I go and 0:06:53.120 --> 0:06:55.240 I start looking up feelers and stuff like that, and 0:06:55.320 --> 0:06:57.320 I'm just like, do I really want to do this 0:06:57.360 --> 0:07:00.160 to myself? Yes, because I feel like it will make 0:07:00.200 --> 0:07:02.760 me happy, But will it really make me happy? I 0:07:02.800 --> 0:07:05.080 don't know. I look in the mirror. I have full 0:07:05.080 --> 0:07:10.440 lips already your around with like thin mints. But then 0:07:10.480 --> 0:07:14.560 I'm just like, oh man, my lips aren't the same size. 0:07:14.800 --> 0:07:17.480 So it's just like, like, how your lips Your lips 0:07:17.520 --> 0:07:19.960 are a full, yeah, full lips, but I feel like 0:07:20.000 --> 0:07:23.400 your lips are equally the same size top and bottom lips. 0:07:23.640 --> 0:07:25.119 And then I look at my lips and I'm like, damn, 0:07:25.440 --> 0:07:27.680 should I get the top lip plumped up a little bit? 0:07:27.840 --> 0:07:32.000 And it's just like I look at the invasive fillers 0:07:32.000 --> 0:07:34.360 where they actually stick the needle in your lip, and 0:07:34.360 --> 0:07:38.160 then they also have like this hydro something kind of um, 0:07:38.560 --> 0:07:41.160 non invasive filler where they I don't know what they do, 0:07:41.240 --> 0:07:43.960 they just put something on your lip and like shock 0:07:44.040 --> 0:07:46.600 it to make it swollen. So you're really doing research 0:07:46.720 --> 0:07:50.080 on different things to perfect your face. And this is 0:07:50.120 --> 0:07:52.520 the thing. Do you think it has something to do 0:07:52.600 --> 0:07:57.040 with nowadays? Um knowing that just seeing how everybody else 0:07:57.080 --> 0:08:00.200 can fix it about them or because like you aren't 0:08:00.240 --> 0:08:03.480 even thinking about this ship until like more recently. Like 0:08:03.560 --> 0:08:05.600 I would say, what, like how long have you had 0:08:05.600 --> 0:08:07.720 this disorder? You feel like, what years? A couple of 0:08:07.800 --> 0:08:12.080 years at least, um, two years, like going on two years? Okay, 0:08:12.120 --> 0:08:14.240 So is it what you see? Because that can be 0:08:14.240 --> 0:08:16.520 a form of you being conditioned to think you have 0:08:16.720 --> 0:08:20.360 to make yourself look pretty to keep up with what 0:08:20.440 --> 0:08:23.120 you see. So I feel like, um, it may be 0:08:23.200 --> 0:08:29.560 a combination of just looking at the internet, you know, 0:08:29.600 --> 0:08:32.319 looking at looking at the magazines and stuff like that. 0:08:32.480 --> 0:08:37.920 It's just like you still be looking at magazines. Okay, 0:08:37.920 --> 0:08:39.360 but you don't have a bomb. You do that like 0:08:39.360 --> 0:08:41.719 you'll look at them. I will bomb every once in 0:08:41.760 --> 0:08:43.600 a while, Like if I see a magazine with Brandy 0:08:43.600 --> 0:08:46.800 on it, I'm buying it. That's just I'm just like, Brandy, 0:08:46.960 --> 0:08:50.080 let me get this. Or you know, the last magazine 0:08:50.080 --> 0:08:53.200 I actually purchased was UM with Meg and Marco and 0:08:53.520 --> 0:08:55.880 Harry on there. Okay, I kind of you know. I 0:08:55.960 --> 0:08:58.480 was just like, right, this is about so, and the 0:08:58.520 --> 0:09:00.640 line was moving fast. I was like, I'm just gonna 0:09:00.640 --> 0:09:04.240 have to buy. Yeah. So it's what you see in 0:09:04.280 --> 0:09:06.280 the magazines and online and ship like that, and I 0:09:06.520 --> 0:09:09.520 that's exactly what I feel like it is because Yo, 0:09:09.760 --> 0:09:12.760 you've been like in guy's eyes and and other That's 0:09:12.760 --> 0:09:14.640 why our bitches hated on you. When you were younger. 0:09:14.679 --> 0:09:16.520 You had the perfect body, you had full lips, you 0:09:16.559 --> 0:09:18.840 had like nobody. I don't know, I don't really feel 0:09:18.880 --> 0:09:21.280 like nobody was paying attention to the ship that you 0:09:21.280 --> 0:09:23.800 can consider a flaw right now, back in the day, 0:09:24.040 --> 0:09:27.960 because everybody had flaws. It's like nobody was really focusing 0:09:28.000 --> 0:09:32.360 on perfecting themselves. Everybody seeing each other just for who 0:09:32.360 --> 0:09:34.720 the funk they were, you know, what I'm saying, and 0:09:34.720 --> 0:09:36.960 and of course I'm not saying there were no bullying. 0:09:37.000 --> 0:09:38.520 There was no ugly people back in the day, but 0:09:38.559 --> 0:09:42.280 people weren't so conscious about being perfect. And I really 0:09:42.280 --> 0:09:45.199 feel like surgery is so much more affordable today than 0:09:45.240 --> 0:09:47.480 it used to be, and it's way more popular. You 0:09:47.559 --> 0:09:50.320 got installments you can make on your your surgeries and 0:09:50.320 --> 0:09:52.200 all that type of ship down payments and all you 0:09:52.200 --> 0:09:54.760 can actually pay off your titties, you know what I'm saying, 0:09:54.840 --> 0:09:57.760 in installments and ship like that. So I felt like 0:09:57.920 --> 0:10:01.960 that's also people's drive. This disorder is like kind of 0:10:02.000 --> 0:10:05.400 fuel because you have options there. You have options now 0:10:05.480 --> 0:10:08.040 you can fix this. I've just seen something online where 0:10:08.520 --> 0:10:11.959 you can make yourself taller. There is a plastic surgery 0:10:12.040 --> 0:10:15.120 that they do something to your bones where they extend 0:10:15.160 --> 0:10:18.600 them where you can have YO. That was on Shade Room. 0:10:18.840 --> 0:10:20.680 It was on Shade Room. Um, I could not believe 0:10:20.720 --> 0:10:22.760 it when I first saw that was on site. Shout 0:10:22.800 --> 0:10:25.000 out the right Ali. I love her unblocked page, but 0:10:25.040 --> 0:10:28.480 I first seen it on site, I believe. But yes, 0:10:28.720 --> 0:10:32.160 that you can you can be made taller. So these 0:10:32.200 --> 0:10:34.320 short niggers really go crazy. I know. Tory lanes where 0:10:34.320 --> 0:10:39.439 you go crazy with that ship. You know it was 0:10:39.480 --> 0:10:41.800 that just yeah, it's just please get the platforms. But yeah, 0:10:41.800 --> 0:10:44.240 you can do you can get new kneecaps. You know, 0:10:44.320 --> 0:10:47.160 you can get bitches is getting new chins out here. 0:10:47.480 --> 0:10:49.920 That's why I don't know why Natalie didn't do that yet. 0:10:50.000 --> 0:10:52.840 That's another thing I was looking. So they have um 0:10:53.120 --> 0:10:56.480 I've been looking at about my nose because I don't 0:10:56.520 --> 0:10:58.920 like how my nose hooks at the end. They have 0:10:59.200 --> 0:11:02.079 another procedure where you don't have to get cut. It's 0:11:02.120 --> 0:11:05.559 some kind of like like some kind of like rod 0:11:05.720 --> 0:11:08.040 or string or something like that, and they put it 0:11:08.240 --> 0:11:12.000 in your nose and they lifted, they lifted and it's 0:11:12.040 --> 0:11:16.400 just literally like I think it's just done under local anesthetics. 0:11:16.880 --> 0:11:18.800 It's not you got you ain't gotta get your your 0:11:18.800 --> 0:11:21.880 ship all cut up. Because now they're finding new ways, 0:11:21.960 --> 0:11:24.840 like you know, like surgery. This ship works just like technology. 0:11:24.880 --> 0:11:27.520 I see, like you see how we used to have iPods. 0:11:27.800 --> 0:11:30.040 Now there's no iPads. It's just Apple music on your phone. 0:11:30.240 --> 0:11:33.600 Like it evolves with time. So like now they have 0:11:33.840 --> 0:11:38.120 non invasive surgery and ship like that, Like everything is 0:11:38.160 --> 0:11:40.680 evolving pretty soon You're just going to go in the machine, 0:11:40.800 --> 0:11:43.000 don't you know the ts A machine where you go 0:11:43.120 --> 0:11:47.280 standing and your surgery. They're going turn around and you're 0:11:47.280 --> 0:11:50.040 gonna be a new person, will be a new person. 0:11:50.080 --> 0:11:52.600 You can be able to get out um. Having this 0:11:52.679 --> 0:11:56.160 disorder has cost me a lot of money, A lot 0:11:56.200 --> 0:11:59.040 of money. I actually was supposed to you have surgery, 0:11:59.000 --> 0:12:02.800 yeah bad in August. Right now, I'm supposed to be 0:12:02.800 --> 0:12:07.800 healing from my mommy makeover. But I spent damn there 0:12:07.840 --> 0:12:11.280 ten thousand dollars for this plastic surgery company. Can I 0:12:11.360 --> 0:12:17.280 mentioned that absolutely, I don't go there. So they called 0:12:17.320 --> 0:12:20.960 me two weeks before my surgery and they canceled my 0:12:21.040 --> 0:12:23.439 surgery and they told me I can't get a refund. 0:12:24.240 --> 0:12:27.840 I spent damn there ten thousand dollars, and I kind 0:12:27.840 --> 0:12:31.200 of fault myself. I tried not to fault myself because 0:12:31.240 --> 0:12:33.520 I'm just like, if I didn't have this disorder, I 0:12:33.520 --> 0:12:36.079 wouldn't have never been so quick to kick out the 0:12:36.120 --> 0:12:38.640 money and to be paying, you know, paying on this 0:12:38.720 --> 0:12:41.640 because I feel like I have to look a certain way, 0:12:42.240 --> 0:12:44.840 and I have my friends they tell me all the time, 0:12:44.880 --> 0:12:46.520 We're like, you know, are you really going to be 0:12:46.559 --> 0:12:51.360 happy if its done, and I'm just like probably not because, 0:12:51.360 --> 0:12:53.400 like I said, I've been looking at so like my news. 0:12:53.880 --> 0:12:55.560 I'm not trying to get my ship cut in half 0:12:55.600 --> 0:12:58.120 like paid LaBelle dead like I just wanted diamn you 0:12:58.320 --> 0:13:01.280 straight put out there. I mean, you know she didn't. Okay, 0:13:02.520 --> 0:13:06.840 go with school shitty. We love you though you are 0:13:07.280 --> 0:13:11.360 the queen and ship you you ain't like it. You 0:13:11.400 --> 0:13:13.719 got to fexts what it is like you know, I'm 0:13:13.720 --> 0:13:16.960 sitting there talking about getting my ship lifted with strings 0:13:17.480 --> 0:13:19.600 like what you say? Yeah, I ain't get my ship 0:13:19.640 --> 0:13:22.680 cutting half like Patty, but um yeah, so so for 0:13:22.720 --> 0:13:24.960 everybody out there who didn't know, yeah, Patty, ship is 0:13:24.960 --> 0:13:27.839 cutting half. So that's something you can say to it 0:13:27.920 --> 0:13:29.040 in the meet and Greek, I ain't know that you 0:13:29.120 --> 0:13:32.920 had ship cutting half. She'ld be like what but go ahead, 0:13:33.000 --> 0:13:39.640 yeah a little advers So I don't think that that 0:13:39.760 --> 0:13:42.560 I'll be happy. I really don't know, because I feel 0:13:42.640 --> 0:13:45.080 like no matter how I look at myself in the mirror, 0:13:45.120 --> 0:13:47.760 I'm always going to find something wrong. Like I don't 0:13:47.800 --> 0:13:50.480 like the peak. I have a peak. I have a 0:13:50.480 --> 0:13:53.360 peak too, but it's just like it's it's little things 0:13:53.559 --> 0:13:56.040 and it's just like you're about to get peak surgery. 0:13:56.240 --> 0:14:00.040 I don't know hairline food with surgery to bring the 0:14:00.120 --> 0:14:01.800 rest of it up because the pick will make you 0:14:01.880 --> 0:14:04.960 look bald. Here this fun, yeah, the peak. You know, 0:14:05.120 --> 0:14:07.880 like I cut my peek off before and that should 0:14:07.880 --> 0:14:11.920 look dumb as fun when you dumbs a bit, the 0:14:12.040 --> 0:14:15.719 ponytails look crazy, didn't they when I was looking dum 0:14:16.000 --> 0:14:19.520 But you know it's it's really it's really saying. I 0:14:19.560 --> 0:14:23.920 feel like these plastic surgery companies harp on people like myself, 0:14:24.960 --> 0:14:31.560 seeing the desperation and just knowing like, oh, you know, 0:14:31.640 --> 0:14:34.160 we could we could possibly get over when this person 0:14:34.240 --> 0:14:36.680 and I know I'm not the only one that they've got, 0:14:37.600 --> 0:14:40.040 did they have explained to you? Why they didn't? What 0:14:40.080 --> 0:14:42.840 did they say? So? Um, they called and they said 0:14:42.880 --> 0:14:46.960 that I have history of c v A. C v 0:14:47.120 --> 0:14:51.760 A can also be noticed as a stroke, but they're 0:14:51.800 --> 0:14:57.080 two different things. C v A stands for cerebral vascular accident, 0:14:58.080 --> 0:15:00.720 but stroke is stroke and cv it's c v A. 0:15:00.880 --> 0:15:03.800 But if they're related, they go handing in. I mean, yeah, 0:15:04.720 --> 0:15:06.760 I feel like if if they're going to put something, 0:15:06.800 --> 0:15:10.240 they need to put stroke slash c v A, just 0:15:10.280 --> 0:15:12.600 like lupus and cancer, you know what I'm saying. They 0:15:12.640 --> 0:15:15.760 have their own you know, they're like their own separate 0:15:15.840 --> 0:15:18.960 entities of diseases, but they are still hand in hand, 0:15:19.000 --> 0:15:20.520 you know what I mean. So like I feel like, 0:15:20.560 --> 0:15:22.440 you know, lupus is a type of cancer, although you 0:15:22.440 --> 0:15:26.200 know it's still identified as just lupus, but you had 0:15:26.240 --> 0:15:28.520 a stroke. If you love me, you'll listen to this 0:15:28.600 --> 0:15:34.360 commercial and then we'll be right back. So in the 0:15:34.400 --> 0:15:39.560 beginning they noticed it as a stroke. After I went 0:15:39.640 --> 0:15:42.640 to UM, the neurologists and they did testing stuff like that, 0:15:42.680 --> 0:15:45.440 and they said, okay, we can't per se classify this 0:15:45.560 --> 0:15:47.680 as a stroke, so we're going to classify it as 0:15:47.920 --> 0:15:50.240 c v A. So they changed it from stroke to 0:15:50.680 --> 0:15:54.640 c v A v A. So all my all my paperwork, 0:15:54.720 --> 0:15:58.320 it doesn't say stroke, it says c v A. So 0:15:58.440 --> 0:16:01.080 what what me? Aesthetics told me? They said, oh, you know, 0:16:01.400 --> 0:16:05.120 you can get the surgery, but you just can't get 0:16:05.120 --> 0:16:08.120 it done here because we're clinic based. Our doctors don't 0:16:08.160 --> 0:16:12.760 feel comfortable performing it on you. So I'm just like, okay, 0:16:12.840 --> 0:16:16.040 so now I ain't gonna lie. My anxiety has been high, 0:16:16.200 --> 0:16:17.680 it's been bothering the hell out of me because it's 0:16:17.680 --> 0:16:21.120 just like, I want my money, and it's just like 0:16:21.400 --> 0:16:23.440 and you're supposed to get your money back, and it's 0:16:23.440 --> 0:16:26.040 just like I want my money, so goals, so I 0:16:26.160 --> 0:16:29.160 get the ship fixed that I don't like about myself. 0:16:29.640 --> 0:16:32.280 So it's not even just I just want my money 0:16:32.280 --> 0:16:34.680 back and I'm gonna sit on it. No, I'm definitely 0:16:34.760 --> 0:16:38.880 going to go somewhere else because you had from the jump, 0:16:38.920 --> 0:16:41.320 like that's when you even gave them your money. That's 0:16:41.360 --> 0:16:45.000 why you gave them me money. I do understand. So basically, bitch, 0:16:45.320 --> 0:16:47.160 you got the c V A ship. That's why they 0:16:47.160 --> 0:16:49.040 didn't want to perform it. Yeah, so what they did 0:16:49.040 --> 0:16:50.760 wrong was not giving your money back because you are 0:16:50.880 --> 0:16:55.480 entitled to a refund because they canceled you. Okay, so 0:16:55.600 --> 0:16:58.360 yeah me esthetics, Yeah, yeah, you're gonna have some big 0:16:58.400 --> 0:17:03.360 lawsuits on your motherfucking hands because carefully reckless reaches all. 0:17:03.400 --> 0:17:06.200 It reaches a lot of people. Yes, And I don't 0:17:06.359 --> 0:17:08.600 you know, I got lawyers listening to my ship. I 0:17:08.680 --> 0:17:11.080 got a lot of people listening to my ship. Y'all 0:17:11.080 --> 0:17:13.679 be getting my sister bad hut ten thousand. But do 0:17:13.800 --> 0:17:15.919 you feel that you will go somewhere else and you 0:17:15.920 --> 0:17:20.000 will have the same fucking problem. Not non refund I'm 0:17:20.040 --> 0:17:25.000 talking about where they can't do it because my doctor 0:17:25.160 --> 0:17:29.480 medically cleared me to have the because your c v 0:17:29.680 --> 0:17:31.800 A a k A you know stroke what they told 0:17:31.800 --> 0:17:39.200 you was a stroke before was back in so my doctor. 0:17:39.240 --> 0:17:41.320 So I even said to me, and I'm just like, hey, 0:17:41.400 --> 0:17:43.160 my doctor cleared me. And they're just like, we see 0:17:43.200 --> 0:17:45.000 that the doctor cleared you because I had I had 0:17:45.000 --> 0:17:48.280 to um, I had to get the medical clearance forms 0:17:48.280 --> 0:17:52.920 filled out by doctor. So my doctor said it's okay 0:17:52.960 --> 0:17:55.640 for you to do this. I haven't had any any 0:17:55.680 --> 0:18:00.439 issues since but to a plastic surgey. And you know 0:18:00.440 --> 0:18:02.920 who's not all about the money, but in this case, 0:18:02.960 --> 0:18:06.080 I don't know because the money, Yeah, but they would 0:18:06.080 --> 0:18:08.000 have still just did this. Ship you feel me like, 0:18:08.119 --> 0:18:10.359 I guess they're more about your They're about your health 0:18:10.400 --> 0:18:14.720 and their money as well. Not about the health. They 0:18:14.800 --> 0:18:18.960 just about not wanting a death on their behad. So 0:18:19.040 --> 0:18:21.359 it's not it's not even about me. It's just they 0:18:21.400 --> 0:18:27.400 don't want their name, their reputation. Yeah, well people dying anyway, Yeah, Well, 0:18:27.520 --> 0:18:29.080 why then are you gonna go down there miss c 0:18:29.200 --> 0:18:33.399 v A, because I'm not happy with my I was depressed. 0:18:33.760 --> 0:18:37.840 I'm deppressed, and then that right there goes for the body, 0:18:37.920 --> 0:18:41.639 this mophea. It's a disorder in my mind. I'm sitting 0:18:41.640 --> 0:18:44.159 there like, oh, I don't care. I could possibly die 0:18:44.200 --> 0:18:46.080 on this table, but I don't care. What if I 0:18:46.119 --> 0:18:48.320 don't die, I can have the body that I want, 0:18:48.800 --> 0:18:51.520 my dreams or what I want. Ye, you're right, that's 0:18:51.520 --> 0:18:53.840 the disorder, because it's really a disorder just knowing that 0:18:53.880 --> 0:18:56.359 I could possibly die and don't even give a funk. 0:18:57.040 --> 0:19:00.720 It's really a mental illness, right. So it's like I'm 0:19:00.760 --> 0:19:03.359 putting my life on the line for something that I 0:19:03.400 --> 0:19:07.840 could be sitting there winning my casket right like oh yeah, yeah, 0:19:07.920 --> 0:19:10.240 she was snatched up in that casket, right, and you're 0:19:10.280 --> 0:19:13.240 not even here right. No, I'm gonna be on the 0:19:13.320 --> 0:19:16.440 top like, yeah girl, you look good, caast, get show it, 0:19:16.960 --> 0:19:18.680 and you're gonna be having all angels, gonna be walking 0:19:18.680 --> 0:19:20.680 bare and be like you did that because you're never 0:19:20.760 --> 0:19:22.520 going You're going. You're not gonna go up there with 0:19:22.520 --> 0:19:25.760 that body gog going, You're gonna be up and having 0:19:30.760 --> 0:19:34.800 I'm fucking done, bitch, Moving on all right, so listen, 0:19:35.320 --> 0:19:37.320 I feel like there are a lot of people that 0:19:37.400 --> 0:19:39.280 you can look at in the media, famous people that 0:19:39.320 --> 0:19:42.840 we see every day that has body dys morphia disorder, 0:19:42.880 --> 0:19:47.159 like Little Kim. Nobody can possibly possibly think that she 0:19:47.240 --> 0:19:48.959 wanted to look like that, that she wanted to go 0:19:49.000 --> 0:19:51.679 through all those changes and look like that Black China. 0:19:51.880 --> 0:19:55.760 Nobody can actually really sit here and say, not even her, 0:19:55.920 --> 0:19:59.199 you know, but that she is okay with looking the 0:19:59.200 --> 0:20:00.879 way that she was look and she's looking better and 0:20:00.960 --> 0:20:03.320 better now, but all the ship that she had to 0:20:03.359 --> 0:20:06.800 go through, like Chloe car Dashing, nobody is gonna sit 0:20:06.840 --> 0:20:09.480 here and tell me that this girl looks in the 0:20:09.560 --> 0:20:13.280 mirror without makeup and be like, this is my goal, 0:20:13.359 --> 0:20:15.000 this is what I wanted to look like. This is 0:20:15.200 --> 0:20:18.720 what I want to know. It's a disorder. You'll find 0:20:18.840 --> 0:20:22.200 something wrong with yourself just because, like like you just said, 0:20:22.320 --> 0:20:24.280 I never even heard you complain about your lips. Now 0:20:24.280 --> 0:20:26.000 you feel like your lips ain't right, that the bags 0:20:26.040 --> 0:20:28.800 under your eyes, Like now you know all your peak, bitch, 0:20:28.880 --> 0:20:31.359 all the ship that you grew up with, and you 0:20:31.400 --> 0:20:33.760 were just as beautiful as can be. Like you know 0:20:33.840 --> 0:20:36.680 what I'm saying it's like, but you've developed this disorder 0:20:36.720 --> 0:20:39.640 in the last two years, I don't even think it's 0:20:39.640 --> 0:20:42.879 a disorder, and we can go get diagnosed together, and 0:20:42.920 --> 0:20:46.400