1 00:00:00,160 --> 00:00:04,120 Speaker 1: First question will be my grease, followed by Ben Vollen 2 00:00:06,200 --> 00:00:08,680 Speaker 1: ed before I ask, I you just want to ask 3 00:00:08,720 --> 00:00:11,440 Speaker 1: if there's anything I want to say before you get 4 00:00:11,440 --> 00:00:17,280 Speaker 1: any questions. Um. No, man, Uh, I've been thinking a 5 00:00:17,280 --> 00:00:20,400 Speaker 1: lot the last couple of days. And UM, I've had 6 00:00:20,440 --> 00:00:26,239 Speaker 1: so many different emotions of being angry, being said. UM. 7 00:00:26,640 --> 00:00:28,720 Speaker 1: A lot of it has really been what I try 8 00:00:28,760 --> 00:00:30,720 Speaker 1: to talk to young kids about it is. I've been 9 00:00:30,800 --> 00:00:34,839 Speaker 1: I've felt very hopeless and UM, I don't have a statement, like, 10 00:00:34,880 --> 00:00:38,760 Speaker 1: I don't have anything powerful. Um, it's just been just 11 00:00:38,960 --> 00:00:44,640 Speaker 1: very disheartening. Um, just watching things transpire, watching lives still 12 00:00:44,640 --> 00:00:49,320 Speaker 1: be lost. Um. And it's not just police brutality, Like, 13 00:00:49,360 --> 00:00:52,600 Speaker 1: it's just everything we deal with, even you know, like today, 14 00:00:52,600 --> 00:00:54,640 Speaker 1: I'm gonna come on here, you guys and ask me questions, 15 00:00:54,640 --> 00:00:57,120 Speaker 1: and it's gonna be about, you know, my opinions on 16 00:00:57,240 --> 00:01:02,600 Speaker 1: different things. But I just feel like overall until people 17 00:01:02,680 --> 00:01:05,000 Speaker 1: turn on different things and we watch that and we 18 00:01:05,080 --> 00:01:07,680 Speaker 1: all have that same outlook of like, man, like what 19 00:01:07,800 --> 00:01:11,160 Speaker 1: is going on? Like this is heartbreaking, this is terrible. Um, 20 00:01:11,520 --> 00:01:14,160 Speaker 1: it just doesn't matter, man, And I've just felt very 21 00:01:14,200 --> 00:01:18,440 Speaker 1: hopeless the last couple of days. Sorry to hear that, 22 00:01:18,840 --> 00:01:22,399 Speaker 1: m is it hard to come to work and do 23 00:01:22,400 --> 00:01:26,759 Speaker 1: you almost feel like practicing it's it's almost like secondary 24 00:01:26,840 --> 00:01:34,120 Speaker 1: to just secondary, Harry, I mean everything is I think, 25 00:01:34,280 --> 00:01:37,400 Speaker 1: you know, I think everybody in this locker room has 26 00:01:37,440 --> 00:01:41,240 Speaker 1: so many different thoughts and feelings and going on and um. 27 00:01:41,560 --> 00:01:44,559 Speaker 1: But I also don't know if we if we don't 28 00:01:44,600 --> 00:01:48,240 Speaker 1: practice one day but go back to practicing the next day, UM, 29 00:01:48,280 --> 00:01:50,880 Speaker 1: I don't. I don't know what that really accomplishes. I 30 00:01:50,920 --> 00:01:54,440 Speaker 1: don't know, um, what will be done. I'm a guy 31 00:01:54,520 --> 00:01:57,520 Speaker 1: who's you know, I've done a lot of this work 32 00:01:57,560 --> 00:02:00,320 Speaker 1: over the last couple of years. I've studied things. I 33 00:02:00,480 --> 00:02:04,440 Speaker 1: try to do different things. And I know we could 34 00:02:04,440 --> 00:02:06,240 Speaker 1: take a whole day off and we could talk about 35 00:02:06,240 --> 00:02:09,840 Speaker 1: a bunch of different things. We have talked as a team, 36 00:02:09,880 --> 00:02:13,720 Speaker 1: like we've done all that stuff, Like it just hasn't mattered, 37 00:02:13,800 --> 00:02:17,960 Speaker 1: you know, And you know, obviously football distracts people from that. Um. 38 00:02:18,080 --> 00:02:19,920 Speaker 1: But if there was no football, like, I don't think 39 00:02:19,960 --> 00:02:21,960 Speaker 1: people are still gonna care about black and brown people 40 00:02:21,960 --> 00:02:24,040 Speaker 1: in our country. Like, I just don't think that'll be 41 00:02:24,080 --> 00:02:26,680 Speaker 1: the result of it. So, like I said, like I've 42 00:02:26,720 --> 00:02:29,480 Speaker 1: been a loss of what to do what not to do, 43 00:02:29,840 --> 00:02:33,560 Speaker 1: what is acceptable? Um, it was powerful seeing the NBA 44 00:02:33,639 --> 00:02:36,600 Speaker 1: all those guys not play, but doesn't really matter if 45 00:02:36,600 --> 00:02:38,200 Speaker 1: they go and play the there. Like I don't, I 46 00:02:38,240 --> 00:02:40,079 Speaker 1: don't know, And I'm not saying or wrong. I just 47 00:02:40,560 --> 00:02:42,640 Speaker 1: I'm being honest with you, like I don't know. I 48 00:02:42,639 --> 00:02:45,760 Speaker 1: don't have those answers. I don't know what's what's the 49 00:02:45,840 --> 00:02:48,840 Speaker 1: right thing to do. Um, it's just it's just been 50 00:02:48,880 --> 00:02:51,040 Speaker 1: it's just been tough. You know. I think all throughout 51 00:02:51,040 --> 00:02:54,240 Speaker 1: the day, you have emotions of being happy to being 52 00:02:54,240 --> 00:02:56,239 Speaker 1: out there on the football field. You have emotions of 53 00:02:56,840 --> 00:02:59,320 Speaker 1: talking about something that has nothing to do with football 54 00:02:59,680 --> 00:03:02,840 Speaker 1: while are out there. So I think as players and 55 00:03:03,040 --> 00:03:05,520 Speaker 1: as human beings, we're all figuring out a way to 56 00:03:05,600 --> 00:03:11,520 Speaker 1: just trying to continue to just press on. Next question, 57 00:03:11,639 --> 00:03:16,359 Speaker 1: Ben Bulan Jevan, thanks a lot for joining us today. 58 00:03:16,720 --> 00:03:21,000 Speaker 1: M just curious, did you guys discuss canceling practice today? 59 00:03:21,000 --> 00:03:22,920 Speaker 1: Because I think a few teams around the league are 60 00:03:22,960 --> 00:03:26,160 Speaker 1: canceling practice And do you guys have any anying plans 61 00:03:26,280 --> 00:03:31,280 Speaker 1: to do as a team in light of recent events? Honestly, like, 62 00:03:31,360 --> 00:03:34,280 Speaker 1: I haven't even I haven't even thought of any team 63 00:03:34,320 --> 00:03:37,080 Speaker 1: aspect because like I as an individual, like I haven't 64 00:03:37,120 --> 00:03:39,960 Speaker 1: been able to come to grips with anything, so like 65 00:03:40,040 --> 00:03:43,480 Speaker 1: let alone try to be a voice to guys and 66 00:03:43,520 --> 00:03:45,880 Speaker 1: say what we should have shouldn't do? I like, I 67 00:03:45,880 --> 00:03:48,400 Speaker 1: don't have that answer, So like I haven't. I haven't 68 00:03:48,520 --> 00:03:51,640 Speaker 1: tried to be the guy in front of anything like 69 00:03:51,680 --> 00:03:54,760 Speaker 1: I've I've been trying to handle things from an individual 70 00:03:54,760 --> 00:03:58,080 Speaker 1: standpoint of trying to understand. I've talked to guys separately 71 00:03:58,160 --> 00:04:00,760 Speaker 1: or just about how I feel and to engauge how 72 00:04:00,760 --> 00:04:04,560 Speaker 1: they feel and trying to make sense. But it's been 73 00:04:04,600 --> 00:04:09,320 Speaker 1: hard for me individually to even try to say, man, 74 00:04:09,400 --> 00:04:11,119 Speaker 1: we should do this or we should do that. And 75 00:04:11,400 --> 00:04:13,280 Speaker 1: I've been in like I said, I've been involved, and 76 00:04:13,360 --> 00:04:16,280 Speaker 1: I've been a guy that says, like man, this is important, 77 00:04:16,320 --> 00:04:18,720 Speaker 1: like guys, come on, let's do this, and like right now, 78 00:04:19,200 --> 00:04:20,919 Speaker 1: Like I don't know if I tell a young rookie 79 00:04:21,000 --> 00:04:23,159 Speaker 1: like male now, we don't need to practice because we 80 00:04:23,200 --> 00:04:26,200 Speaker 1: need to. And I don't have that answer. I don't 81 00:04:26,240 --> 00:04:29,360 Speaker 1: know what to tell a young rookie black white, I don't. 82 00:04:29,360 --> 00:04:30,919 Speaker 1: I don't care about that. I don't. I don't know 83 00:04:30,920 --> 00:04:32,760 Speaker 1: what to tell him what we need to do next, 84 00:04:33,200 --> 00:04:36,880 Speaker 1: as a team to help different black and brown people 85 00:04:36,880 --> 00:04:40,920 Speaker 1: in communities that are struggling, whether it's police brutality, whether 86 00:04:40,920 --> 00:04:44,040 Speaker 1: it's education, whether it's healthcare. Like I don't have those 87 00:04:44,080 --> 00:04:46,160 Speaker 1: answers to help those people, and I don't want to 88 00:04:46,400 --> 00:04:48,800 Speaker 1: just do something just to do it because everybody else 89 00:04:48,960 --> 00:04:52,960 Speaker 1: is doing it. So I'm still I'm still searching within 90 00:04:53,080 --> 00:04:57,800 Speaker 1: myself for that. I don't see any additional hands raised. 91 00:04:57,800 --> 00:05:00,560 Speaker 1: If you have a question for Devon, please tick to 92 00:05:00,680 --> 00:05:04,680 Speaker 1: raise hand button. Definitely as a follow up, I mean, 93 00:05:04,720 --> 00:05:09,000 Speaker 1: what are your plans for the rest of today? I 94 00:05:09,080 --> 00:05:11,880 Speaker 1: don't know. I mean I would be interested, you know, like, 95 00:05:12,000 --> 00:05:13,960 Speaker 1: how do you guys feel like when you guys watch 96 00:05:14,040 --> 00:05:15,400 Speaker 1: that and you come in here and you ask us 97 00:05:15,480 --> 00:05:18,280 Speaker 1: questions like I know last night I said there and 98 00:05:18,520 --> 00:05:21,039 Speaker 1: I looked at my kids, and the only thing I 99 00:05:21,040 --> 00:05:23,239 Speaker 1: could think about is I have to tell my kids 100 00:05:23,320 --> 00:05:26,039 Speaker 1: what my mom taught me as I became a teenager 101 00:05:26,080 --> 00:05:29,159 Speaker 1: about how to handle being arrested or I mean being 102 00:05:29,160 --> 00:05:32,080 Speaker 1: pulled over by a cop, how to conduct myself, what 103 00:05:32,279 --> 00:05:35,000 Speaker 1: close to where, so that when I went somewhere people 104 00:05:35,000 --> 00:05:37,080 Speaker 1: would think that I had an education and didn't think 105 00:05:37,400 --> 00:05:39,479 Speaker 1: that I didn't know how to speak correctly, or that 106 00:05:39,800 --> 00:05:42,640 Speaker 1: I was intimidating or a threat to him. Like those 107 00:05:42,680 --> 00:05:45,159 Speaker 1: are the conversations my mom had with me as a 108 00:05:45,200 --> 00:05:48,200 Speaker 1: young teenager. And like I looked at my kids and 109 00:05:48,240 --> 00:05:50,920 Speaker 1: I was like, I have to tell my son how 110 00:05:51,000 --> 00:05:54,120 Speaker 1: to act a certain way so people don't think he's 111 00:05:54,120 --> 00:05:56,120 Speaker 1: a threat and so that he would always be able 112 00:05:56,160 --> 00:05:58,080 Speaker 1: to come home. I have to tell my daughter at 113 00:05:58,120 --> 00:06:01,240 Speaker 1: those same things. And like that just broke my heart 114 00:06:01,320 --> 00:06:04,159 Speaker 1: last night because I know my mom's mom told her that, 115 00:06:04,320 --> 00:06:06,400 Speaker 1: and I know my grandmother's mother told her that, and 116 00:06:06,680 --> 00:06:09,200 Speaker 1: dating back hundreds of years, like that has been an 117 00:06:09,200 --> 00:06:12,760 Speaker 1: ongoing conversation in black households. And I sat there last 118 00:06:12,839 --> 00:06:14,800 Speaker 1: night and I was like, my kids are three and two, 119 00:06:14,839 --> 00:06:17,000 Speaker 1: and I was like I have to try to shield 120 00:06:17,080 --> 00:06:19,719 Speaker 1: them as long as possible, but eventually, like I have 121 00:06:19,880 --> 00:06:23,240 Speaker 1: to have that conversation. And it's just very tiring, like 122 00:06:23,320 --> 00:06:27,120 Speaker 1: coming and talking about that and just like and it's 123 00:06:27,160 --> 00:06:30,320 Speaker 1: just like it's like whatever, like we'll move on. You know, 124 00:06:30,560 --> 00:06:33,080 Speaker 1: the talk would be I didn't practice today, It'll be 125 00:06:33,320 --> 00:06:35,280 Speaker 1: me a little bit about this, but like it's just 126 00:06:35,320 --> 00:06:38,400 Speaker 1: like no one cares. It's just been it's been brutal. 127 00:06:46,000 --> 00:06:48,839 Speaker 1: I'll open it up for anyone else who has a question. Please, 128 00:06:49,160 --> 00:06:53,360 Speaker 1: um I mute yourself to ask Devin. It's Mike Rice 129 00:06:53,440 --> 00:06:56,359 Speaker 1: to get um heard you talk about just a feeling 130 00:06:56,440 --> 00:07:02,039 Speaker 1: of hopeless. Yeah, feeling hopeless from your experience when you 131 00:07:02,160 --> 00:07:05,640 Speaker 1: felt these type of things, with these issues that we're 132 00:07:05,640 --> 00:07:09,200 Speaker 1: talking about. What has helped you get the hope back? 133 00:07:09,600 --> 00:07:11,960 Speaker 1: You know? What are you lean on to try to 134 00:07:12,000 --> 00:07:15,560 Speaker 1: take at least a step in that direction. I've just 135 00:07:15,640 --> 00:07:18,480 Speaker 1: been praying, you know, I talked to my mom earlier 136 00:07:18,520 --> 00:07:21,440 Speaker 1: this morning. I was texting her and just trying to 137 00:07:21,520 --> 00:07:25,000 Speaker 1: lean on what I know and just praying on things 138 00:07:25,040 --> 00:07:31,680 Speaker 1: getting better, praying on the attitude of hope and having 139 00:07:31,800 --> 00:07:34,840 Speaker 1: faith to just go on knowing that things improve. And 140 00:07:34,840 --> 00:07:37,600 Speaker 1: it's not up to me to be able to see that, 141 00:07:37,880 --> 00:07:39,840 Speaker 1: you know, I'm only here to see what's seeing. But 142 00:07:40,280 --> 00:07:42,640 Speaker 1: the unseen things that will happen and things that I 143 00:07:42,680 --> 00:07:45,000 Speaker 1: don't know. Is to just lean on that in the future, 144 00:07:46,040 --> 00:07:48,480 Speaker 1: and I'm working my way towards it. It's just taking 145 00:07:48,520 --> 00:07:53,920 Speaker 1: some time. Van Doug Kite here, do you think there's 146 00:07:54,080 --> 00:07:58,240 Speaker 1: some undue pressure put on athletes to respond to things 147 00:07:58,240 --> 00:08:00,720 Speaker 1: like this like kind of the position that we're putting 148 00:08:00,760 --> 00:08:05,480 Speaker 1: you in right now talking about everything definitely, and you know, 149 00:08:05,520 --> 00:08:08,720 Speaker 1: I think over generations, athletes have taken that and athletes 150 00:08:08,760 --> 00:08:12,120 Speaker 1: have had a huge voice and change and being a 151 00:08:12,160 --> 00:08:16,360 Speaker 1: part of that. And I saw something Draymond Green posted about, 152 00:08:16,400 --> 00:08:19,800 Speaker 1: you know why I should athletes stop playing and be 153 00:08:19,880 --> 00:08:22,440 Speaker 1: the only people to stop playing when you know, why 154 00:08:22,440 --> 00:08:25,960 Speaker 1: doesn't some of the top businesses, whether it's Apple or 155 00:08:26,080 --> 00:08:28,520 Speaker 1: something like that, like why doesn't their CEO stop going 156 00:08:28,520 --> 00:08:30,960 Speaker 1: to work? Like why do we only look for athletes 157 00:08:31,080 --> 00:08:34,319 Speaker 1: to cancel game to stop going to work? And I 158 00:08:34,440 --> 00:08:36,720 Speaker 1: read that and I was like, man, like that's another 159 00:08:36,760 --> 00:08:40,480 Speaker 1: interesting point, Like that makes sense, And it's just that 160 00:08:40,520 --> 00:08:44,040 Speaker 1: feeling of like right now as an athlete, like almost 161 00:08:44,080 --> 00:08:46,840 Speaker 1: everything makes sense, but it's just like, is that the answer? 162 00:08:46,920 --> 00:08:49,480 Speaker 1: Like none of us know that. M So, like there's 163 00:08:49,520 --> 00:08:52,240 Speaker 1: definitely pressure to go out there and do something like 164 00:08:52,320 --> 00:08:54,760 Speaker 1: right now, there's pressure for every team that goes out 165 00:08:54,800 --> 00:08:57,600 Speaker 1: there and practices like you should be canceling practices like 166 00:08:57,679 --> 00:09:00,680 Speaker 1: the theme right now or when them comes up, you 167 00:09:00,679 --> 00:09:02,559 Speaker 1: should be taking a knee for the anthem. And it's 168 00:09:02,600 --> 00:09:05,040 Speaker 1: just like at the end of all of that, if 169 00:09:05,080 --> 00:09:08,800 Speaker 1: the goal is to help these different people in different areas, 170 00:09:08,800 --> 00:09:10,840 Speaker 1: if it's to try to get rid of all the 171 00:09:10,920 --> 00:09:15,240 Speaker 1: systems that are holding an oppressing oppressing different people, like 172 00:09:15,400 --> 00:09:19,079 Speaker 1: when we do those things, does that really affect that change? 173 00:09:19,800 --> 00:09:22,480 Speaker 1: And that's what you know, I think is the issue 174 00:09:22,559 --> 00:09:24,640 Speaker 1: right now and something we have to try to find. 175 00:09:25,960 --> 00:09:28,959 Speaker 1: How much have you talked to, you know, guys on 176 00:09:29,120 --> 00:09:32,120 Speaker 1: other teams. I know that Ron and the Lions made 177 00:09:32,120 --> 00:09:34,880 Speaker 1: a statement, do you do you try to talk to 178 00:09:34,920 --> 00:09:37,079 Speaker 1: guys on other teams? Whereas it just such a hopeless 179 00:09:37,080 --> 00:09:40,040 Speaker 1: situation right now that, like you said, you're trying to 180 00:09:40,120 --> 00:09:44,760 Speaker 1: kind of internally figure out what's going on. Yeah, definitely internally, 181 00:09:44,760 --> 00:09:47,880 Speaker 1: But now I've talked to a couple of different people. 182 00:09:47,960 --> 00:09:51,000 Speaker 1: People have reached out to me um, So it has 183 00:09:51,080 --> 00:09:53,040 Speaker 1: been a lot of like conversation. I think a lot 184 00:09:53,040 --> 00:09:55,480 Speaker 1: of it, too, is just even before you get to 185 00:09:55,559 --> 00:09:58,559 Speaker 1: that team aspect, is just trying to understand like how 186 00:09:58,640 --> 00:10:01,680 Speaker 1: guys feel, what they're thinking and um and trying to 187 00:10:01,679 --> 00:10:03,600 Speaker 1: come to terms with that. I think has been a 188 00:10:03,600 --> 00:10:05,720 Speaker 1: lot of that across the league. I'm sure I'm not 189 00:10:05,720 --> 00:10:09,480 Speaker 1: the only guy that's been talking to friends and different 190 00:10:09,480 --> 00:10:12,439 Speaker 1: guys in different places so, um, there's definitely something that 191 00:10:12,600 --> 00:10:25,760 Speaker 1: going on. Hey, Devin, I wasn't at practice today, but 192 00:10:26,200 --> 00:10:28,880 Speaker 1: it looks like you were watching from the sideline. Did 193 00:10:28,920 --> 00:10:30,640 Speaker 1: that have anything to do with current events or is 194 00:10:30,640 --> 00:10:42,400 Speaker 1: that separate? No, that was separate. Okay, So Devin, Mike GARTI, Um, 195 00:10:44,960 --> 00:10:47,160 Speaker 1: the hopelessness and all the things that you and your 196 00:10:47,200 --> 00:10:50,480 Speaker 1: brother and others are expressing. You mentioned like you're not 197 00:10:50,520 --> 00:10:54,600 Speaker 1: sure what to do. Well, as you look at big pictures, 198 00:10:55,040 --> 00:10:57,680 Speaker 1: should the should the league step away for a little 199 00:10:57,720 --> 00:11:01,520 Speaker 1: bit to sort of get a grip on it? Do 200 00:11:01,520 --> 00:11:05,960 Speaker 1: you do you want more ownership involvement to to make 201 00:11:05,960 --> 00:11:10,160 Speaker 1: you guys voice is even louder. Yeah, I mean I 202 00:11:10,160 --> 00:11:12,240 Speaker 1: think I think everything should be on the table as 203 00:11:12,280 --> 00:11:16,920 Speaker 1: far as solutions, But like I don't know, Um, I 204 00:11:16,960 --> 00:11:19,600 Speaker 1: don't know, Like is that the answer? You know, Like 205 00:11:19,840 --> 00:11:22,040 Speaker 1: even as you think to yourself, like would it mean 206 00:11:22,120 --> 00:11:25,560 Speaker 1: more to you to hear owners get involved? Um, I 207 00:11:25,559 --> 00:11:27,599 Speaker 1: can't answer that. Like, I don't know. I don't know 208 00:11:27,640 --> 00:11:31,160 Speaker 1: if that will be the change that is needed, you know, 209 00:11:31,240 --> 00:11:33,840 Speaker 1: for NFL owners to get more involved. I think it 210 00:11:33,840 --> 00:11:36,240 Speaker 1: would be awesome, you know, I think if we had 211 00:11:36,280 --> 00:11:39,200 Speaker 1: that across the league. Um, I know, here in New England, 212 00:11:39,200 --> 00:11:42,439 Speaker 1: I've gotten to have plenty of conversations with mister Kraft 213 00:11:42,880 --> 00:11:46,360 Speaker 1: um about different things. Um, but like I don't, I 214 00:11:46,400 --> 00:11:50,000 Speaker 1: don't know, Like what it would it helped people to see, 215 00:11:50,360 --> 00:11:52,960 Speaker 1: you know, mister Kraft jumping in front of a camera 216 00:11:53,080 --> 00:11:55,439 Speaker 1: and say how he feels about the things in Wisconsin. 217 00:11:55,480 --> 00:11:58,240 Speaker 1: With that, would that cure all the things that are 218 00:11:58,280 --> 00:12:01,280 Speaker 1: going on in our country? With that, you know, help 219 00:12:01,320 --> 00:12:04,600 Speaker 1: the different people in Wisconsin walking around with guns? Um? 220 00:12:05,200 --> 00:12:07,079 Speaker 1: You know who in my eyes when I watched, and 221 00:12:07,160 --> 00:12:09,440 Speaker 1: I'm like, damn that that's pretty threatening to see someone 222 00:12:09,480 --> 00:12:13,440 Speaker 1: walking around with a loaded gun. But to the different people, 223 00:12:13,760 --> 00:12:16,040 Speaker 1: for some people in Wisconsin, that's not threatening at all, 224 00:12:16,280 --> 00:12:19,000 Speaker 1: you know, So like how do we change that? You know? 225 00:12:19,080 --> 00:12:21,520 Speaker 1: How do we how do we get people to understand 226 00:12:22,160 --> 00:12:24,560 Speaker 1: the difference of you know, being a black person and 227 00:12:24,600 --> 00:12:26,719 Speaker 1: being a white man, a black man and a white man, 228 00:12:26,800 --> 00:12:29,080 Speaker 1: Like why can't they be seen as equal walking down 229 00:12:29,120 --> 00:12:31,160 Speaker 1: the street And if one has a gun, that could 230 00:12:31,200 --> 00:12:33,160 Speaker 1: be threatening, you know, but the one that doesn't have 231 00:12:33,200 --> 00:12:35,000 Speaker 1: a gun, if he's black, might be more threatened to 232 00:12:35,120 --> 00:12:39,679 Speaker 1: someone Like I don't know if having ownership behind us 233 00:12:39,880 --> 00:12:42,880 Speaker 1: makes that that voice Louder. I think we're at a 234 00:12:42,960 --> 00:12:45,400 Speaker 1: point in our country where we've had the most eyes 235 00:12:45,480 --> 00:12:49,480 Speaker 1: awareness that we might have ever had, you know, especially 236 00:12:49,679 --> 00:12:52,120 Speaker 1: you talk about twenty and twenty with social media and 237 00:12:52,120 --> 00:12:55,600 Speaker 1: all the different outlets, um, you know, over the last 238 00:12:55,640 --> 00:12:57,520 Speaker 1: couple of months, Like people, I've been talking about this 239 00:12:57,679 --> 00:13:01,120 Speaker 1: non stop. So I don't know, Like I couldn't. I 240 00:13:01,120 --> 00:13:03,559 Speaker 1: couldn't give you a straight answer if if we all 241 00:13:03,600 --> 00:13:06,440 Speaker 1: boycott week one, that will that solve the problem? Like, 242 00:13:06,520 --> 00:13:08,200 Speaker 1: I don't know, because it doesn't matter if we all 243 00:13:08,200 --> 00:13:11,720 Speaker 1: come back to play week two. So I think everything 244 00:13:11,760 --> 00:13:13,960 Speaker 1: should be on the table. I'm not saying that those 245 00:13:13,960 --> 00:13:18,319 Speaker 1: aren't solutions. I just think that it's just hard. It's 246 00:13:18,360 --> 00:13:21,319 Speaker 1: just hard right now. And I've got an opportunity to 247 00:13:21,360 --> 00:13:24,000 Speaker 1: be around a lot of really smart people and I'll 248 00:13:24,040 --> 00:13:27,319 Speaker 1: continue to try to lean on them, and I always 249 00:13:27,320 --> 00:13:34,040 Speaker 1: trying to brainstone with a lot of different individuals. Hey, Devin, 250 00:13:34,120 --> 00:13:38,120 Speaker 1: this is Levin. My question, is it simple? Where does 251 00:13:38,160 --> 00:13:41,280 Speaker 1: it need to start? Because I've racked my brain and 252 00:13:41,320 --> 00:13:43,000 Speaker 1: I don't know where it needs to start. I mean, 253 00:13:43,000 --> 00:13:44,560 Speaker 1: even if you start talking to your kids at a 254 00:13:44,600 --> 00:13:47,160 Speaker 1: young age, that doesn't mean that other people are not 255 00:13:47,160 --> 00:13:51,280 Speaker 1: talking to their kids for it to change. So where 256 00:13:51,320 --> 00:13:54,720 Speaker 1: does it need to start that everything can be equal 257 00:13:54,920 --> 00:13:57,559 Speaker 1: somewhat equal, Because this is the same thing Bill Russell 258 00:13:57,640 --> 00:13:59,360 Speaker 1: was fighting for in the sixties and we're talking to 259 00:13:59,400 --> 00:14:02,880 Speaker 1: six years and we're still fighting for it. I'm one 260 00:14:02,880 --> 00:14:06,120 Speaker 1: of the interestings I've been reading Tony Evans book called 261 00:14:06,160 --> 00:14:09,960 Speaker 1: Oneness Embrace, and he talks about all that kind of 262 00:14:10,000 --> 00:14:14,560 Speaker 1: goes through biblical times, the history of the country, and 263 00:14:15,760 --> 00:14:20,080 Speaker 1: it always comes back to just humanity of everyone understanding 264 00:14:20,120 --> 00:14:22,680 Speaker 1: that we're all humans. And it's so easy to say that, 265 00:14:23,160 --> 00:14:26,120 Speaker 1: but when something's been kind of ingrained and taught for 266 00:14:26,200 --> 00:14:30,080 Speaker 1: so long and systems in place that just don't view 267 00:14:30,160 --> 00:14:34,040 Speaker 1: things like that. If we were and you've seen that, 268 00:14:34,080 --> 00:14:36,840 Speaker 1: if we replace different people in different positions and we 269 00:14:36,920 --> 00:14:39,680 Speaker 1: put a new person in, it just doesn't change anything. 270 00:14:39,760 --> 00:14:42,400 Speaker 1: So like, where do you start? Like I don't know, 271 00:14:42,640 --> 00:14:44,880 Speaker 1: Like I have no idea where you start. I know 272 00:14:46,360 --> 00:14:49,160 Speaker 1: for each individual you have to look within yourself and 273 00:14:49,240 --> 00:14:52,280 Speaker 1: decide for yourself what you want to do. But like 274 00:14:52,320 --> 00:14:54,600 Speaker 1: you just said, Levin, does that solve the issue? For 275 00:14:55,280 --> 00:14:57,280 Speaker 1: if you teach your son one thing, but he goes 276 00:14:57,280 --> 00:14:59,120 Speaker 1: out in the street and someone has taught their son 277 00:14:59,240 --> 00:15:02,680 Speaker 1: something totally dif does that help your son in that situation? 278 00:15:03,160 --> 00:15:04,960 Speaker 1: I don't know, because like all you'll care about is 279 00:15:04,960 --> 00:15:07,680 Speaker 1: that your son comes home and he's safe and sound. 280 00:15:07,840 --> 00:15:10,560 Speaker 1: Or does that help a kid who grows up in 281 00:15:10,880 --> 00:15:14,360 Speaker 1: a lower income area that he won't get the same education, 282 00:15:14,680 --> 00:15:17,800 Speaker 1: Like if his mom tells him that, does that help 283 00:15:17,880 --> 00:15:21,560 Speaker 1: him advance in life? Does that help her advance? Like? No? 284 00:15:21,720 --> 00:15:24,760 Speaker 1: So um, I definitely think you have to start individually. 285 00:15:25,520 --> 00:15:28,080 Speaker 1: But I've been starting a question. Even if you do that, 286 00:15:28,600 --> 00:15:30,920 Speaker 1: does that fix all the different systems that are already 287 00:15:30,920 --> 00:15:37,240 Speaker 1: in place? Don't? Just Doug Kite again going back to 288 00:15:37,320 --> 00:15:41,080 Speaker 1: that that hopelessness over the last few days and we 289 00:15:41,920 --> 00:15:44,240 Speaker 1: saw a police shoot him in just because they thought 290 00:15:44,240 --> 00:15:47,000 Speaker 1: that he might be armed, and seeing that seventeen year 291 00:15:47,040 --> 00:15:52,400 Speaker 1: old murderer be basically hereicized by m or hero by 292 00:15:52,560 --> 00:15:55,600 Speaker 1: by some media outlets, does it feel like things are 293 00:15:55,680 --> 00:16:02,240 Speaker 1: almost getting worse to some degree? When you say that 294 00:16:02,560 --> 00:16:04,800 Speaker 1: right away? I think of the football term that every 295 00:16:04,840 --> 00:16:07,680 Speaker 1: coach has always said to me, if you're not getting better, 296 00:16:07,720 --> 00:16:11,640 Speaker 1: you're getting worse. And I mean there's probably some aspect 297 00:16:11,720 --> 00:16:14,960 Speaker 1: of that, because the more we get to the more 298 00:16:15,000 --> 00:16:18,680 Speaker 1: we see all of these different tragic events happen, you 299 00:16:18,800 --> 00:16:22,160 Speaker 1: become numb to it, you know, Like I'm like everybody else. 300 00:16:22,160 --> 00:16:25,040 Speaker 1: And that's why I caught myself yesterday or a couple 301 00:16:25,080 --> 00:16:28,040 Speaker 1: of days agoing on and I see the video, I'm like, well, dang, 302 00:16:28,120 --> 00:16:29,760 Speaker 1: what did he do? Like how did this get to it? 303 00:16:30,200 --> 00:16:32,760 Speaker 1: And it's just like we leave out there when you 304 00:16:32,800 --> 00:16:35,320 Speaker 1: turn on that video, like you're watching humans, Like this 305 00:16:35,360 --> 00:16:38,280 Speaker 1: isn't a movie, this isn't a video game. You're watching 306 00:16:38,440 --> 00:16:41,080 Speaker 1: real life, Like you're watching someone gets shotting up back 307 00:16:41,160 --> 00:16:43,760 Speaker 1: seven times, like this is real. Like you're watching a 308 00:16:43,840 --> 00:16:46,840 Speaker 1: guy a kid walk around like not some train, but 309 00:16:46,920 --> 00:16:49,640 Speaker 1: you're watching a seventeen year old kid walk around with 310 00:16:49,760 --> 00:16:53,160 Speaker 1: a deadly rifle. And it's just like it's like a 311 00:16:53,280 --> 00:16:56,520 Speaker 1: video game and there's people running around and it's what 312 00:16:56,640 --> 00:16:58,880 Speaker 1: we watch on TV every once in a one. And 313 00:16:58,960 --> 00:17:02,160 Speaker 1: so like when you think of just a natural way 314 00:17:02,240 --> 00:17:05,320 Speaker 1: life goes, like if things don't get better yet, they 315 00:17:05,320 --> 00:17:08,640 Speaker 1: will start to get worse, because each time an incident happens, 316 00:17:08,680 --> 00:17:10,760 Speaker 1: you're like, well, why didn't we learn from the other incidents? 317 00:17:10,760 --> 00:17:14,119 Speaker 1: So and your brain as those things keep happening, it 318 00:17:14,160 --> 00:17:16,040 Speaker 1: gets worse and then you become numb to it, and 319 00:17:16,080 --> 00:17:18,720 Speaker 1: then it just becomes the norm um. And that's one 320 00:17:18,720 --> 00:17:21,840 Speaker 1: of my biggest fears is that you know, someday this 321 00:17:22,000 --> 00:17:25,000 Speaker 1: continues to just happen, and you know, people get tired 322 00:17:25,040 --> 00:17:28,720 Speaker 1: of yelling from balconies or or going and making statements 323 00:17:29,000 --> 00:17:31,639 Speaker 1: or trying to help, and they just become numb to 324 00:17:31,760 --> 00:17:51,280 Speaker 1: it. It It just becomes normalized the time. Just think, thanks 325 00:17:51,280 --> 00:17:53,600 Speaker 1: for taking the time to talk about it today for 326 00:17:53,720 --> 00:18:00,200 Speaker 1: that similar problems. Thank you. Thank you guys. Thanks when 327 00:18:00,240 --> 00:18:00,960 Speaker 1: you know you