WEBVTT - BONUS: Lala's Confessions

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<v Speaker 1>Hello, gorgeous. It's La La Kent.

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<v Speaker 2>Welcome to Untraditionally Lala. Hello, my loves, Welcome to the

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<v Speaker 2>bonus episode of Untraditionally Lala.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my gosh.

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<v Speaker 2>We have such good questions today, and I love it

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<v Speaker 2>because we're kind of like all over the place. This

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<v Speaker 2>is my first solo bonus episode.

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<v Speaker 1>A lot of cherries being popped this week. For real.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, whoa, it's a nice little feeling, little nervous.

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<v Speaker 2>It does feel like when I lost my virginity. Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>So the first question is what's your favorite part of

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<v Speaker 2>being a mom right now? Oh my gosh, that's so

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<v Speaker 2>hard to even pinpoint one thing. I think my most

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<v Speaker 2>favorite part about being a mom right now is watching

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<v Speaker 2>so so says only a year old. So like she's fun,

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<v Speaker 2>but like we're still learning. We're still learning a lot.

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<v Speaker 2>We're in a learning process. Not saying that Ocean isn't

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<v Speaker 2>but Ocean is very much like a little human being

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<v Speaker 2>who can go toes with me. She's opinionated, she's like

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<v Speaker 2>a little character and she just she is who she is.

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<v Speaker 2>And I can sit here and say like, oh, she

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<v Speaker 2>got that from me, she got that from him. But

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<v Speaker 2>I just think that they come how they are. So

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<v Speaker 2>my favorite part about being a mom right now is

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<v Speaker 2>watching my kids just turn into like the little humans

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<v Speaker 2>that they were born to be. Like, I can already

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<v Speaker 2>see how Ocean is going to be when she's older.

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<v Speaker 2>The girl has mad stamina. She does not take no

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<v Speaker 2>for an answer. It is completely exhausting, and I love

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<v Speaker 2>it because I'm like, girl, you are going to go places,

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<v Speaker 2>you know when she's such a character. And my mom

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<v Speaker 2>has said, like I really want you to set up

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<v Speaker 2>a YouTube channel for her, and you guys, this is

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<v Speaker 2>where I'm at with it. So Ocean has never been

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<v Speaker 2>able to be on TV except for when she was

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<v Speaker 2>like a brand new baby, because the other side won't

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<v Speaker 2>sign off on it, And like, that's a blessing and a.

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<v Speaker 1>Curse for me. It's a curse because she's getting older.

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<v Speaker 2>So if I film anything, I have to say to her,

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<v Speaker 2>like you have to go away, and she doesn't quite

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<v Speaker 2>understand why.

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<v Speaker 1>But it's a blessing because being.

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<v Speaker 2>A mom is the most sacred thing that I have

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<v Speaker 2>and it's not for anyone to judge.

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<v Speaker 1>It's not for anyone to.

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<v Speaker 2>Weigh in on what I did wrong, how I could

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<v Speaker 2>have done it differently. It's just between myself, my kids,

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<v Speaker 2>my household, and I really like it that way. So

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<v Speaker 2>although Ocean is very funny and many people think like

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<v Speaker 2>you need to put her on TV, she needs to

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<v Speaker 2>be on YouTube. This is where my head's at. She's

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<v Speaker 2>going to get older, her body's going to change. People

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<v Speaker 2>who follow her are going to start experiencing life. Some

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<v Speaker 2>will become trolls, others will still stay kind. I just

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<v Speaker 2>don't want to put her out there like that. It's

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<v Speaker 2>one thing for me to post a twenty four hour

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<v Speaker 2>story that literally no one can comment on, or a

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<v Speaker 2>cute little photo. It's quite another to literally hand over

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<v Speaker 2>content that's just Ocean for people to weigh in on.

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<v Speaker 2>I just I want to incubate her mindset. Which homegirl

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<v Speaker 2>has hair down to her ass, lashes to the sky.

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<v Speaker 2>You cannot tell her anything, and I want to keep

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<v Speaker 2>it that way for as long as I possibly can.

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<v Speaker 2>The world is going to attempt to break her spirit.

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<v Speaker 2>Ocean talks about boys. We're getting into that stage of things,

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<v Speaker 2>which is very fucking wild. She had this boyfriend named

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<v Speaker 2>Cam at school and they would hold hands and he

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<v Speaker 2>painted her a picture and she came home and I

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<v Speaker 2>posted about this. I think it was on TikTok, her

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<v Speaker 2>telling me how Cam is her boyfriend now, and I

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<v Speaker 2>like tech his mom and I was like, hey in

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<v Speaker 2>lawn and we both thought it was so funny. She

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<v Speaker 2>comes home the next day and I was like, hey, girl,

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<v Speaker 2>how's Cam.

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<v Speaker 1>She's He's not my boyfriend anymore. Mom. I go, already,

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<v Speaker 1>you already broke up? What happened?

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<v Speaker 2>And she goes, I just thought about it and I

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<v Speaker 2>kind of changed my mind.

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<v Speaker 1>Excellent, excellent.

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<v Speaker 2>You are allowed to change your mind in the Bravo universe.

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<v Speaker 1>You guys, you are not allowed to change your mind.

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<v Speaker 2>I can say something right now and people will be

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<v Speaker 2>like sea then for you said this now, bitch, you

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<v Speaker 2>can change your mind. You can feel one way right now,

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<v Speaker 2>and in five minutes.

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<v Speaker 1>You can feel a different way. And I'm cool with that.

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<v Speaker 1>What's one thing.

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<v Speaker 2>About you people would be surprised to know? Oh, I

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<v Speaker 2>think the one thing people would be surprised to know.

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<v Speaker 2>And actually, this conversation came up with someone.

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<v Speaker 1>The other day who is on the valley.

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<v Speaker 2>I won't share more than that, but basically, I think

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<v Speaker 2>people think that I come into a situation and that

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<v Speaker 2>I like confrontation. I don't like confrontation. I'm very good

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<v Speaker 2>at confrontation, but I don't like it. And I think

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<v Speaker 2>people think I come in, I go toes and I

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<v Speaker 2>feel great about myself. I go home and sleep like

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<v Speaker 2>a baby. I will beat myself up for days on end,

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<v Speaker 2>months on end when it comes to season eleven, years

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<v Speaker 2>on end. I left Season eleven of vander Pump Rules,

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<v Speaker 2>and although I felt how I felt in the moment

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<v Speaker 2>and for many months after, I was like, I stand

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<v Speaker 2>by what I said. It may not have been the

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<v Speaker 2>waste anyone wanted me to say it, but it is

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<v Speaker 2>what it is. That's how I felt, and I stand

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<v Speaker 2>by that sentiment of like, say how you feel.

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<v Speaker 1>Right.

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<v Speaker 2>My whole thing is when I'm facing foreign emotions, which

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<v Speaker 2>is very much what was happening all of season eleven,

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<v Speaker 2>I just react and then regret. So I'm trying to conquer.

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<v Speaker 2>And I've been working on this with my sponsor because

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<v Speaker 2>it was a few months ago where I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, I just I can't get over and I'm

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<v Speaker 2>saying it as season eleven for you guys, because that's

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<v Speaker 2>the only way to pinpoint it for you guys.

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<v Speaker 1>At that point, in my life.

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<v Speaker 2>For me, what it was was I was finally the

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<v Speaker 2>adrenaline had gone. I was in the fight of my

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<v Speaker 2>life for you guys, Season ten and then season eleven

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<v Speaker 2>for me was when a time in my life where

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<v Speaker 2>I was coming to grips with the fact that this

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<v Speaker 2>was my life. I was having to share my kid.

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<v Speaker 2>The adrenaline had worn off. I was angry, and I

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<v Speaker 2>didn't want to be angry anymore because I had a

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<v Speaker 2>child that I didn't want her to see me as

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<v Speaker 2>an angry person, and so we went the complete opposite way.

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<v Speaker 1>There was no balance.

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<v Speaker 2>Everything was so foreign to me, and I was doing

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<v Speaker 2>the best that I could, and I knew going into

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<v Speaker 2>film a show when I was in that state of

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<v Speaker 2>mind was not good, and I still did it, and.

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<v Speaker 1>That was my life path.

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<v Speaker 2>But the aftermath of that and the anger that I felt,

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<v Speaker 2>along with all the guilt that I felt, was suffocating,

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<v Speaker 2>and I had to work through it with my sponsor,

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<v Speaker 2>and you know, for so long I could not stop

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<v Speaker 2>fixating on it.

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<v Speaker 1>And I think that's.

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<v Speaker 2>What people would be most surprised by, is like, you

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<v Speaker 2>don't need to beat me up over anything, you guys,

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<v Speaker 2>Like I got that handled, like no one's gonna knock

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<v Speaker 2>me out quicker than I will knock myself out. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>a thinker and overthinker, which is another reason why I

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<v Speaker 2>wanted to do the Preneuvo scan was I'm like, the

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<v Speaker 2>amount of stress that I put on myself on a

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<v Speaker 2>regular basis is going to take its toll on me.

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<v Speaker 1>When I was a vapor my mom was like, you

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<v Speaker 1>gotta give up the vape. It's going to kill you.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, the stress I feel is gonna kill me

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<v Speaker 2>way before this fucking vape.

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<v Speaker 1>Trust me.

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<v Speaker 2>That's what people would be surprised by. Also, I love

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<v Speaker 2>my knee caps massaged. I think that people would think

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<v Speaker 2>that's weird. It's the fucking best. Get on down there

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<v Speaker 2>to those knee cabs. Boy, if you could go back

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<v Speaker 2>to your first season on Vanner Pump Rules, what advice

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<v Speaker 2>would you give yourself?

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<v Speaker 1>Not a one fucking thing. Chef's kiss, no notes. I

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<v Speaker 1>wish I.

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<v Speaker 2>Could go back and be that fucking cool again. She

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<v Speaker 2>did not give one shit. I watch it and I

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<v Speaker 2>cringe and I'm like, oh, wow, you're committed.

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<v Speaker 1>You're committed to the bit.

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<v Speaker 2>However, that first season that I was on Vanner Pump Rules,

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<v Speaker 2>which is season four for me.

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<v Speaker 1>I was so insecure.

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<v Speaker 2>I was broken out, and I really I had to

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<v Speaker 2>like fake confidence. I faked it until I made it,

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<v Speaker 2>and then we went a little too confident. Then the

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<v Speaker 2>head was like in the clouds. I would have told her, like,

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<v Speaker 2>it's I know you're having a great time. Maybe I

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<v Speaker 2>would have told her to not hit the bottle as

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<v Speaker 2>hard because I really wish I could like have just

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<v Speaker 2>a drink with someone instead.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, how's that drink? I'm going to hit a meeting.

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<v Speaker 1>It's all good, though. Uh, if you.

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<v Speaker 2>Could collab with any celebrity on a project, who would

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<v Speaker 2>it be?

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<v Speaker 1>Larry David? Larry David?

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<v Speaker 2>Larry David because there is no one like him. There

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<v Speaker 2>is no one funnier. He is completely effortless. He's uncancellable,

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<v Speaker 2>which is fucking awesome. If you guys have not watched

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<v Speaker 2>every season of Seinfeld and every season of Curved, you

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<v Speaker 2>are really messing up. I would die to work with him.

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<v Speaker 2>I just find him to be a fucking genius. Also,

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<v Speaker 2>there's a new one though, you guys. It's called Bad

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<v Speaker 2>Friends with Andrew Santino and Bobby Lee Easton. My brother

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<v Speaker 2>introduced me to this comedian and the first one I

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<v Speaker 2>watched was Cheese Burger on Netflix.

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<v Speaker 1>Hysterical I die.

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<v Speaker 2>Yesterday I listened to his Hulu stand up and it's

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<v Speaker 2>called Andrew Santino White Noise. Highly recommend. I would die

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<v Speaker 2>to work with him too, die. He's so fucking hysterical.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not going to tell his jokes on here because

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<v Speaker 2>it's just not gonna hit the same, But please go

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<v Speaker 2>watch I beg of you so we can all talk

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<v Speaker 2>about it. Do you ever still have moments where the

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<v Speaker 2>thought of drinking crosses your mind? And if so, how

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<v Speaker 2>do you handle those feelings? They're not often, but yes,

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<v Speaker 2>there are moments where I will sit there and watch

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<v Speaker 2>someone like crack a hard Seltzer or have a glass

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<v Speaker 2>of rose. It's only during the day, though, you guys

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<v Speaker 2>like I used to love day drinking because then I

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<v Speaker 2>could still implement my nighttime routine. You know, I'm a

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<v Speaker 2>creature of routine, Get drunk, shake it off bed by seven.

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<v Speaker 2>And in those moments, I can only count on one

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<v Speaker 2>hand where I've been like we need to empty the minibar.

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<v Speaker 2>That was probably in twenty twenty. I had that moment

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<v Speaker 2>in Puerto Rico, where I was like, I'm gonna drink

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<v Speaker 2>and no one's gonna know. And I called the front desk.

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<v Speaker 2>I said, I need someone to immediately come and clear

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<v Speaker 2>out the minibar, and they did.

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<v Speaker 1>They called my sponsor. We talked through it.

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<v Speaker 2>That was the biggest one since then. There was one

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<v Speaker 2>moment where I called my sponsor and I knew I

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<v Speaker 2>wasn't going to be able to stay sober for myself

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<v Speaker 2>in that moment, I was going to have to stay

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<v Speaker 2>sober for something.

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<v Speaker 1>Bigger than me, which that was ocean.

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<v Speaker 2>So they don't come around often, but I know the

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<v Speaker 2>days are looming, and I know the Beast is never

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<v Speaker 2>gonna be conquered, like she's always gonna win. That motherfucker

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<v Speaker 2>is aggressive, she has stamina. The moment I feed into her,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna be fucking chaoed and not on my watch.

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<v Speaker 2>I have such That's a fantastic new sponsor. By the way, too,

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<v Speaker 2>if you could play matchmaker for Easton, what type of

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<v Speaker 2>partner would you set him up with? So Eathan's very chill,

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<v Speaker 2>he would need someone with a lot of drive. Not

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<v Speaker 2>saying he's not driven, but he is just like the

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<v Speaker 2>best time the brightest delight, and you know there are

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<v Speaker 2>people that are like, he's got the most brilliant ideas,

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<v Speaker 2>and I know that he is going to.

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<v Speaker 1>Take one of them and just like fucking crush it.

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<v Speaker 2>But he needs someone who balances him out because he's

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<v Speaker 2>a fucking good time. He needs someone to kind of

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<v Speaker 2>put him back on the train tracks physically Madison Beer.

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<v Speaker 1>But then I may have to steal her.

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<v Speaker 2>From him, so that wouldn't be good because I'm a winner, guys,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm a winner. How is your relationship with LVP today?

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<v Speaker 2>LVP and I are so thick. I'm actually so glad

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<v Speaker 2>someone wrote this because I actually.

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<v Speaker 1>Need to call her.

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<v Speaker 2>She has always just been so supportive of me and

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<v Speaker 2>so kind, and I think there are things out there

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<v Speaker 2>about her from certain people where I'm like, okay, that's

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<v Speaker 2>your experience, but for it to be an overall, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm really into this thing right now and I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know how it happened, but I'm like, depends on who

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<v Speaker 2>you ask. People are like, La, La, you're a raging

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, maybe depends on who he asks.

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<v Speaker 1>You could ask this person.

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<v Speaker 2>They could say I'm absolutely fucking wonderful, just depends on

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<v Speaker 2>who you ask for me. I'm being asked if Lisa

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<v Speaker 2>vander Pump is freaking fantastic. Lisa vander Pump is freaking fantastic.

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<v Speaker 1>I like what she.

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<v Speaker 2>Believes in stands for when it comes to the dogs.

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<v Speaker 2>She and I are thick, and I hope it stays

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<v Speaker 2>that way. If you and Shena weren't on speaking terms,

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<v Speaker 2>would you still let ocean in summer moon have playdates?

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<v Speaker 1>Absolutely. My whole thing in all of this is I.

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<v Speaker 2>Want my kid to always be prioritized, and my kid

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<v Speaker 2>enjoys summer moon. Sheena and I are in a very

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<v Speaker 2>strange place, but there was a shift where I kind

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<v Speaker 2>of went er.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know about this. I love her, She's like family.

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<v Speaker 2>I am very disappointed on how she has gone about

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<v Speaker 2>certain things. She and I are obviously not in a

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<v Speaker 2>great place. She said it put friendships into perspective based

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<v Speaker 2>on who posted her book. She didn't talk about the

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<v Speaker 2>times that I've sat in a car and cried with

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<v Speaker 2>her about the situation that she wrote in her book.

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<v Speaker 2>She didn't talk about the message that I sent to

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<v Speaker 2>her about how fucking proud I am of.

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<v Speaker 1>Her that she wrote this book.

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<v Speaker 2>Put her heart out there and made it to the

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<v Speaker 2>New York Times bestseller list.

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<v Speaker 1>That is not easy.

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<v Speaker 2>But because none of that was public, it's not good

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<v Speaker 2>enough for her.

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<v Speaker 1>And I want to shake her at times.

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<v Speaker 2>Because in the past two years I have had to

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<v Speaker 2>do a lot of soul searching, and I have had

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<v Speaker 2>to own my part in a lot of situations that

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't want to own my part.

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to place blame. I wanted to say, but

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<v Speaker 1>you did this. We have come a long way with she.

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<v Speaker 2>And I want to shake her because it's like you.

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<v Speaker 2>You have a husband who's absolutely wonderful. He may not

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<v Speaker 2>have done wonderful things, but he has made massive changes

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<v Speaker 2>for you, and that's a beautiful thing. You chose to

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<v Speaker 2>stick with him. That is absolutely incredible and wonderful. You

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<v Speaker 2>have a beautiful, healthy little girl. You've got both your parents,

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<v Speaker 2>your sister's coolest fuck what are you.

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<v Speaker 1>So mad about? All the time you made your book hit.

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<v Speaker 2>The biggest fucking list that a book can possibly hit,

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<v Speaker 2>You've got a fantastic podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>Why do you continue to.

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<v Speaker 2>Try to scrape at the bottom of the barrel to

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<v Speaker 2>find the shit?

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<v Speaker 1>I want her to take.

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<v Speaker 2>A moment to self reflect and figure out what makes

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<v Speaker 2>her tick and what keeps her happy.

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<v Speaker 1>Genuinely happy. This is all gonna fade.

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<v Speaker 2>There's gonna be a day, y'all, where no television show exists,

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<v Speaker 2>the podcasts are over, the brand deals are done, no

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<v Speaker 2>one gives a fuck about Instagram. What do you want

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<v Speaker 2>when it's all over? How do you want your life

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<v Speaker 2>to be? I want to shake. I have fucked up

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<v Speaker 2>in the past, so have you. The difference is I

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<v Speaker 2>don't point out every fuck up that you have because

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<v Speaker 2>it's not worth it. Because I know you're a good person.

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<v Speaker 2>You should know I'm a good person.

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<v Speaker 1>It makes me so just like you think I just

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<v Speaker 1>bought a.

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<v Speaker 2>House next to you because I just like thought that

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<v Speaker 2>would be fun. No, that means I fuck with you

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<v Speaker 2>really hard, and we should have duped this out behind

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<v Speaker 2>the scenes. And my friendship to you should not be

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<v Speaker 2>based off of If I posted your book in the

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<v Speaker 2>proper timeline, you're setting me up for failure every time.

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<v Speaker 2>And let me be very clear, y'all. I posted the book,

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<v Speaker 2>the book was posted. She's upset that I didn't post

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<v Speaker 2>it in the proper timeline. I am not a robot.

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<v Speaker 2>You don't click in what you need from me. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>a person with a life. I posted the book when

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<v Speaker 2>you announced it for a pre order, and I did

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<v Speaker 2>post the book when I got it. But nothing I

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<v Speaker 2>do or anyone else does, will ever be good enough.

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<v Speaker 2>And I really really hope that she can take a

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<v Speaker 2>moment to reflect on why that is.

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<v Speaker 1>Sena.

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<v Speaker 2>I love you, I'm sorry if I've fucked up. What

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<v Speaker 2>advice would you give to women who want to have

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<v Speaker 2>a child on their own?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my gosh.

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<v Speaker 2>My advice would be to really really sit on it,

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<v Speaker 2>think about it, and really think about do I want

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<v Speaker 2>to be a mom?

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<v Speaker 1>Do I want to.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't want to say live for someone else, but

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<v Speaker 2>there's a period of time that you do live for

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<v Speaker 2>someone else. Literally, your life is not your life anymore.

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<v Speaker 2>There are dudes that I want to go and freaking

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<v Speaker 2>kick it with, But guess what, I got kids, So like,

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<v Speaker 2>you can't come over here because I'm not going to

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<v Speaker 2>bring you around my kids and I'm not going to

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<v Speaker 2>leave my kids to spend time with you. You really do

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<v Speaker 2>give up a massive piece of who you are. You

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<v Speaker 2>have to truly truly want kids. And I ask people

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<v Speaker 2>I've asked Katie Maloney this I think. I asked Brinn,

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<v Speaker 2>who used to be on Real Housewives of New York.

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<v Speaker 2>I said, do you want kids or do you want

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<v Speaker 2>a family? And I put that in quotes because I

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<v Speaker 2>have a family. It just looks different from most people's.

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<v Speaker 1>It's untraditional.

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<v Speaker 2>And both of those people said, I would like to

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<v Speaker 2>have a husband who I create a family with.

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<v Speaker 1>Great.

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<v Speaker 2>We know that a donor would never be for you

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<v Speaker 2>if you want kids, period.

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<v Speaker 1>I just want kids.

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<v Speaker 2>Highly recommend, highly recommend. I love doing motherhood on my own.

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<v Speaker 2>Are you thinking of getting another tattoo in the near future?

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<v Speaker 2>If I have one more child, I'll get another tattoo.

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<v Speaker 2>I already have the name picked out. It's a pretty

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<v Speaker 2>sick name and no one would guess it. Everyone was

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<v Speaker 2>trying to guess, So it's this name, and it was

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<v Speaker 2>like sailor spear, it was like all of these like

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<v Speaker 2>ocean things.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like no.

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<v Speaker 2>But then I come out with the name and everyone

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<v Speaker 2>first was like, so that means cocaine, like your drug

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<v Speaker 2>addict is showing. How the fuck would you know that?

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<v Speaker 2>But Sosa actually means saltwater in Portuguese. How wild? That's

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<v Speaker 2>the fucking universe. I don't want any more tattoos unless

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<v Speaker 2>I have another baby. I had got Sosa's name, and

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<v Speaker 2>then I got a bit tiny like la on my hand.

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<v Speaker 1>And I just want to be done.

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<v Speaker 2>Like now I'm starting to look like I have stickers

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<v Speaker 2>all over my body, and that's exactly what I didn't want.

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<v Speaker 2>It's like, I don't want to look like I have

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<v Speaker 2>stickers on my body, so put little tiny tattoos all

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<v Speaker 2>over my body. Fuck?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you talking about you? Guys?

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<v Speaker 2>I want to remind you please slide into my dms,

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<v Speaker 2>make sure you comment. Let me know like what you

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<v Speaker 2>guys want to be talking about on this podcast. Remember

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not talking at you, I'm talking with you. I

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<v Speaker 2>want to open the conversation. You guys are my pod.

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<v Speaker 2>You guys are my homies, so please weigh in. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>with a different team, so your dms are most certainly

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<v Speaker 2>going to be seen.

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<v Speaker 1>So if you're being an uber bitch, just no, I

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<v Speaker 1>won't see it. Won't see it. I love you guys

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<v Speaker 1>so much.

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<v Speaker 2>Have the best freaking week, fibabes,