WEBVTT - Patricia Clarkson

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<v Speaker 1>Today's episode was recorded before the SAG after a strike

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<v Speaker 1>began on July fourteenth. Table for two thanks you as

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<v Speaker 1>always for tuning in and supporting entertainers.

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<v Speaker 2>Hey, everybody, welcome back to Table for two.

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<v Speaker 1>We are sitting at the Sunset Tower here on a

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<v Speaker 1>very gray Los Angeles day.

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<v Speaker 2>But that's okay. I'm super excited.

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<v Speaker 1>Because today a powerhouse New Yorker is in the house.

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<v Speaker 3>Do we really eat?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh god? Oh yeah, okay, good, I'm a little hungry.

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<v Speaker 1>She's a Southern girl from birth, moved to New York

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<v Speaker 1>in the eighties, went to Fordham, got a BFA, went

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<v Speaker 1>to Yale, got an MFA. You've seen her in countless films.

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<v Speaker 1>You've seen her in countless Broadway productions. She owns every

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<v Speaker 1>scene she's in.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh, I'll have the Chinese chickens. Are we drinking just water?

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<v Speaker 2>No?

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<v Speaker 3>We drank yees verse like dry?

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<v Speaker 2>Is you know?

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<v Speaker 3>Perfect?

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<v Speaker 1>She's outspoken, she is sexy, she's super talented. Today we're

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<v Speaker 1>having lunch with Patricia Clarkson, So sit back and enjoy.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm Bruce Bozi and this is my podcast Table for two.

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<v Speaker 2>Wow, this is a.

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<v Speaker 1>Super special day in LA and you want to know why, Patty.

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<v Speaker 2>Because New York is in the house. Yes, we are

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<v Speaker 2>having lunch today.

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<v Speaker 1>If you hold up a chair with the incredible, super

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<v Speaker 1>talented someone I always have a rock and roll time

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<v Speaker 1>with Patricia Clarkson.

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<v Speaker 2>Can I call you Patty?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh please god, oh please, yes, Hey Darling, welcome. I'm

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<v Speaker 3>so happy to see you again. I have to tell

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<v Speaker 3>you I've been looking forward to this, you know, because

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<v Speaker 3>we were trying to juggle the dates everything. I was

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<v Speaker 3>literally asking if we had worked out a date to

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<v Speaker 3>talk with you, kind of every hour on the hour,

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<v Speaker 3>like we just said, Patty, we're going to figure it

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<v Speaker 3>out with Okay, we're going to figure it out.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, I mean, thank you my god. That is such

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<v Speaker 1>a compliment. And so we have a lot to talk about.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah we do.

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<v Speaker 2>We do a movie that's Monica that we're going to

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<v Speaker 2>talk about. Oh, here's Rose. Okay, let's just be civilized.

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<v Speaker 3>I know. It's so nice, Southern born lady. I so

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<v Speaker 3>adore you. Thank you, thank you, thank you. Oh that's nice.

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<v Speaker 3>It's nice. Right. I feel better. Well, I flew in

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<v Speaker 3>last night. I had a COVID. I'm like, well, because

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<v Speaker 3>I have to I'm doing a few other things after you.

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<v Speaker 3>This is but this is the highlight.

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<v Speaker 1>This is exactly and this is the only time you're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna sit and eat. So Patty, you're born in the South,

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<v Speaker 1>You're Louisiana.

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<v Speaker 3>Orle and girl girl.

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<v Speaker 2>You hit New York, Fordham eighties, the nineteen.

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<v Speaker 3>Eighties, nineteen eighty, I hit New York.

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<v Speaker 1>Big decade for New York. A lot goes down you.

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<v Speaker 1>Then you also go to Yalef. So just talk to

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<v Speaker 1>me about your New York, Like what do you love

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<v Speaker 1>about New York? I kind of want to know, Like

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<v Speaker 1>also like what was that New York versus.

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<v Speaker 2>What is this? Oh?

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<v Speaker 3>Wow, Well, I have to tell you the best story.

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<v Speaker 3>So I come off. I go to LSU, transfer to Fordham.

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<v Speaker 3>Best decision I ever made. It was very hard for

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<v Speaker 3>my father for it because I was nineteen. I left

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<v Speaker 3>New Orleans and it was my parents. I grew up

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<v Speaker 3>very middle class, very very very middle class, and it

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<v Speaker 3>was tough to get me to Fordham. But my beauty

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<v Speaker 3>because no, just tough. No. I had good grades. And

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<v Speaker 3>my aunt, my beautiful aunt restor So, my beautiful aunt

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<v Speaker 3>Becky was dean of Admissions of Loyola in New Ork

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<v Speaker 3>and she said, Patty, let's try to connect you to Fordham.

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<v Speaker 3>So I didn't have to audition then, but I wanted.

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<v Speaker 3>I heard they had a very good theater program. So

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<v Speaker 3>my parents gather the money. I go off to New York.

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<v Speaker 3>Fordham has no dorm at Lincoln Center. So there's a

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<v Speaker 3>rose Hill, huge rose Hill with many and then there's

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<v Speaker 3>Lincoln Center. Guess where I lived.

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<v Speaker 1>Because of the Forum, And funnily enough, I just walked

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<v Speaker 1>by forduam about a week and a half ago.

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<v Speaker 2>I thought about that.

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<v Speaker 3>I think, why am here? I am this southern girl,

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<v Speaker 3>like really not innocent and well a little bit I

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<v Speaker 3>mean naive. I mean, I'm born and raised in New

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<v Speaker 3>Orleans and Norman's is very cosmopolitan and very cool, but

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<v Speaker 3>and very progressive, thankfully. But I get off to New York.

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<v Speaker 3>I go to the Riots. It's only ladies on one floor.

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<v Speaker 3>The room was literally the size that you had to

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<v Speaker 3>turn sideways to get into the room.

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<v Speaker 2>Wow.

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<v Speaker 3>And it was women of all ages and we all

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<v Speaker 3>showered together in a big, pink old bathroom just because

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<v Speaker 3>of the door. And it was the most depressing place

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<v Speaker 3>you could have ever been in the history of depressing.

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<v Speaker 3>And it was brutal. It was brutal. It's sixty fourth

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<v Speaker 3>and Broadway. But I meet this woman, Viviana from Karraka.

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<v Speaker 3>She's studying at Parsons and she did not speak a

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<v Speaker 3>lot of English, but she spoke enough English to say,

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<v Speaker 3>we have to get out of here. She did well,

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<v Speaker 3>showering with some of these lads. Open huge open shower

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<v Speaker 3>and like you walked in it spicts out the wall

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<v Speaker 3>and some of the lady you know, and there were

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<v Speaker 3>people on it was and on Saturday nights there were

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<v Speaker 3>all these young men in the lobby and me, stupidly

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<v Speaker 3>I thought, oh, it's the boy scouts returning from a trip.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh so a lot was going down a lot and

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<v Speaker 3>I finally, you know, I finally we found an apartment

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<v Speaker 3>on the upper with this woman, with Vivian, we found

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<v Speaker 3>an apartment. There was a big bedroom. And even though

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<v Speaker 3>they were so kind to us and they built a

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<v Speaker 3>wall down the center, we got our separate bedrooms and

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<v Speaker 3>we It was the best thing that happened. We got

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<v Speaker 3>out of the y and that was New York. For me,

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<v Speaker 3>it was going to afford him no money. I had

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<v Speaker 3>no money, but that is none.

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<v Speaker 1>So there's so many things that are inspiring about that.

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<v Speaker 1>One is that it's very scary for parents. You were

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<v Speaker 1>one of five sisters and parents are like, okay, and

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<v Speaker 1>now to say it, I'm gonna do this. There was

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<v Speaker 1>no spoiled and titled that might have been fear, but

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<v Speaker 1>you're like, I'm.

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<v Speaker 3>I packed doing bags and went to you know, big

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<v Speaker 3>bags and got there. I knew no one, but I

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<v Speaker 3>met my mentor, one of my biggest mentors at Fordham,

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<v Speaker 3>Joe Jozevsky, and he was at the theater in the

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<v Speaker 3>theater department. A teacher I was taught by. Deborah Monk,

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<v Speaker 3>was my first acting teacher. Deborah Monk, the great, the great, great, great,

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<v Speaker 3>gorgeous Deborah Monk was my first acting teacher at Fordham. Okay,

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<v Speaker 3>it was just I loved for it. I just I

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<v Speaker 3>go back every year now and speak to the graduating

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<v Speaker 3>actors every year. I had to miss a few times

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<v Speaker 3>here or there because I was shooting or something, but

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<v Speaker 3>I just did it, like a couple of weeks ago.

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<v Speaker 2>What were some of the shows that you did.

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<v Speaker 3>I did Pinter I did the famous pinter play Three Characters,

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<v Speaker 3>the Old Fair Betrayal, Trill Betrayal. You'd like the Trail

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<v Speaker 3>with Ron Morasco, the best actor ever at Fordham. I

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<v Speaker 3>was in his shadow. And I mean he's now an academic.

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<v Speaker 3>He's brilliant, brilliant man of renaissance man. He's writer, actor

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<v Speaker 3>director anyway, But I I formed, I became an actor,

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<v Speaker 3>and Joe Jozevsky helped shape me, directed me, and had

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<v Speaker 3>a gabbler in my senior year, you know, and then

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<v Speaker 3>I he's the one who told me you will get

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<v Speaker 3>into Yale. I said no, they had people were telling

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<v Speaker 3>me you have to have connections to get in the Yale.

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<v Speaker 3>Joe said, no, Patty, we're going to get the right

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<v Speaker 3>two right pieces for you and we're going to work

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<v Speaker 3>your ass off for this and you're going to get in.

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<v Speaker 2>So you knew then at Fordham, when you were getting

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<v Speaker 2>your BFA, yes, that you want your next goal was

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<v Speaker 2>MFA eal.

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<v Speaker 3>Well I always had. I never thought about film. I

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<v Speaker 3>always thought about theater, and I knew how important studying was.

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<v Speaker 3>And really, remember I had only had two years at Fordham.

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<v Speaker 3>I needed more depth and breadth of studying. And I

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<v Speaker 3>thought I just always had this thing about well, if

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<v Speaker 3>I could get into Yale, and I'll never forget the

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<v Speaker 3>day I lived. So we found an apartment, me and

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<v Speaker 3>Viviana on seventy seventh and Broadway and Fordham is at sixtieth.

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<v Speaker 3>And I got that letter in the mail. I opened

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<v Speaker 3>it at my little our little table that was in

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<v Speaker 3>our little apartment, and it says you have been accepted

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<v Speaker 3>to the School of Dramas. I ran seventeen blocks to Fordham.

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<v Speaker 3>Joe and everybody was in a staff meeting, and I

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<v Speaker 3>just went through the secretary. I just opened it in

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<v Speaker 3>and I said, Joe, right, and.

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<v Speaker 1>There's so much great, like I mean, first of all,

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<v Speaker 1>like remember that time in your life and everything.

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<v Speaker 2>First of all, it was nineteen eighty so.

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<v Speaker 3>For everyone to really this was eighty two. Now in

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<v Speaker 3>nineteen eighty.

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<v Speaker 2>Two, eighty two, it's New York City. It's a very

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<v Speaker 2>special time in New York City. Things are real, you

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<v Speaker 2>know what I mean. And you're young, and we're young

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<v Speaker 2>like that.

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<v Speaker 3>Twenty two everything was just like the world was. Everything

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<v Speaker 3>was before me, and I had nothing to regret behind me,

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<v Speaker 3>so everything was forward. And again my parents had to

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<v Speaker 3>find and I had a full ride to study at Rutgers.

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<v Speaker 3>I had a full I was offered a a I

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<v Speaker 3>was offered a soap opera.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, I was.

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<v Speaker 3>And my father was like, well, well of course she

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<v Speaker 3>takes you.

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<v Speaker 1>What made you know that you wanted to continue with learning,

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<v Speaker 1>in studying as opposed to hitting.

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<v Speaker 2>Did you see Broadway shows?

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<v Speaker 3>I would assume, And I saw it, and you know what,

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<v Speaker 3>you know what I saw like twelve times and I

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<v Speaker 3>had no money. I stood dream Girls. I was j Jennifer.

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<v Speaker 3>Most people would think it was some straight and I'm

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<v Speaker 3>not a musical theater person at all. Just if I

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<v Speaker 3>sang one note, you'd know immediately. I did dance when

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<v Speaker 3>I was young. But but Jennifer holiday that performance. I

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<v Speaker 3>saw that just it informed me in ways as an

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<v Speaker 3>actor that I will never lose.

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<v Speaker 4>You're you're eating that's I have a very tight dress,

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<v Speaker 4>gorgeous Christian Syrianna dress tomorrow night.

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<v Speaker 3>And I.

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<v Speaker 4>But anyway, so I'm yes, I'm girls, you're standing in

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<v Speaker 4>the yes and I because when she hits that last

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<v Speaker 4>closing song of Act one, and I am telling you,

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<v Speaker 4>she's just.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, it's it's.

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<v Speaker 2>The earth moves, the earth.

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<v Speaker 3>Moves, and it's it's such a visceral, beautiful performance, and

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<v Speaker 3>you didn't want to change me. It just inform me

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<v Speaker 3>as an actress. Sorry, would go back and back and back.

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<v Speaker 3>You know. It's what I just told that all the

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<v Speaker 3>Fordham kids I just spoke to. I said, nobody, nobody

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<v Speaker 3>was filming anything. This is the Your cell phone is

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<v Speaker 3>a death of you as an actress. I felt everything

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<v Speaker 3>I saw. I didn't have to record it. It was

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<v Speaker 3>my body, my soul, my mind was recording it. I

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<v Speaker 3>will never forget Jennifer Holiday ever. I mean, Jennifer was

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<v Speaker 3>wonderful also, but Jennifer Holiday is my erson now in.

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<v Speaker 1>The eighties, specifically in that show which just blew it

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<v Speaker 1>off the room.

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<v Speaker 3>I had a rich friend and he came to visit me.

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<v Speaker 3>Kathy Smith and her mother bought us tickets and I

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<v Speaker 3>sat in. I sat down to watch it. Finally, Oh

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<v Speaker 3>my god, like really good seats.

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<v Speaker 2>So why didn't you just say I'm ready?

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<v Speaker 3>You know, after Fordam, Yeah, like I'm ready. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>I had this. I had this desire to keep trying

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<v Speaker 3>to hone my craft. You know, as actors we it

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<v Speaker 3>is a craft. It is a muscle that needs to

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<v Speaker 3>be flexed and toned and you know, exercise. But what

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<v Speaker 3>we ultimately want is to make art, and I think

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<v Speaker 3>it it's hard. It's hard to take craft and lift

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<v Speaker 3>it art. It's hard.

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<v Speaker 2>How come every senior in you own you own?

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<v Speaker 1>And clearly it started at fordom Patricia clar When you're

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<v Speaker 1>in a movie and you're in and you've done a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of theater, and you've done a lot of movies, when.

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<v Speaker 2>You walk on, can you identify it? Don't you know?

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<v Speaker 3>Do it? This is the only thing I do know

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<v Speaker 3>this as I've gotten older, and I hope this doesn't

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<v Speaker 3>sound pretentious. I think as actors we can only create

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<v Speaker 3>so much and fake so much, and kind of I

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<v Speaker 3>do believe that as we age, we bring more and

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<v Speaker 3>more and more of ourselves, and I think that's essential.

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<v Speaker 3>We have to marry life and art. And yes there

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<v Speaker 3>are times when we're outside the box of ourselves, but

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<v Speaker 3>ourselves we always have to. Our emotional life has to

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<v Speaker 3>somehow mirror our own right and maybe I'm comfortable the

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<v Speaker 3>body wants to shut you down when you act and

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<v Speaker 3>you do these very big emotional scenes, are you just

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<v Speaker 3>or when you're taking on like when I was doing

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<v Speaker 3>sharp objects, you know, these hideous scenes are poisoning my child.

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<v Speaker 3>The body wants to shut you down, but you have

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<v Speaker 3>to actually understand. You have to have the truth around it.

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<v Speaker 3>You have to understand it. You have to understand the

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<v Speaker 3>way Patty would understand it, so then it actually is

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<v Speaker 3>the way the character would understand. And as I've moved

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<v Speaker 3>forward in this world, I realize when I'm not present,

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<v Speaker 3>it's not a good thing. And as difficult as that is,

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<v Speaker 3>I think that's the shame about acting. Although things are

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<v Speaker 3>dramatically changing in Hollywood, as we age, we just we

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<v Speaker 3>get better because we're able to just be there.

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<v Speaker 2>Welcome back to Table for two.

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<v Speaker 1>After earning not one, but two prestigious drama degrees, Patricia

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<v Speaker 1>Clarkson began her professional life on stage. I want to

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<v Speaker 1>know when she first sensed that her career was taken off.

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<v Speaker 2>What's the first play you nail?

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<v Speaker 3>Hit?

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<v Speaker 2>Past that?

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<v Speaker 3>You were like, holy shit, you mean that? I got yes, well,

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<v Speaker 3>House of Blue Leaves on Broadway. I replaced Julie Haggerty

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<v Speaker 3>right after they won that, but I had an audition

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<v Speaker 3>for it. Originally had given this crazy audition, got a

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<v Speaker 3>standing ovation, but they went with Julie Haggerty. Nine months

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<v Speaker 3>later we.

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<v Speaker 2>Got standing ovation in the.

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<v Speaker 3>In the audition, John, they were so sweet. They were

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<v Speaker 3>so sweet to me, and so I think I'm getting this.

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<v Speaker 3>I bought a new dress, I had no money, I

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<v Speaker 3>had my hair because I'm playing you know, you can

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<v Speaker 3>say the hearing impair. She wasn't deaf, she was hearing

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<v Speaker 3>impaired movie star Corina. And I fell out my chair

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<v Speaker 3>and you know, and I didn't get the part. And

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<v Speaker 3>then nine months later, after they win the Tony, Julia

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<v Speaker 3>Haggerty's leaving to go do one of her big films

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<v Speaker 3>at the time. And I have a message on my

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<v Speaker 3>answering machine from Jerry's Axe Patricia.

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<v Speaker 2>Jerry's right, We're.

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<v Speaker 3>Giving you the part, you know. And it was one

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<v Speaker 3>thousand dollars a week. I thought I died and gone right.

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<v Speaker 3>I'd never made.

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<v Speaker 2>Any money, that's so amazing.

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<v Speaker 3>I stepped in to House of Blue Leaves. I'd done

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<v Speaker 3>a few plays off Broadway before that, some Richard Greenberg

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<v Speaker 3>and atest some beautiful and then but then I got

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<v Speaker 3>House of Blue Leaves on Broadway right after they won

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<v Speaker 3>the Tony. Know that. Then I'm in that for three months,

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<v Speaker 3>but then I have to leave it to go do

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<v Speaker 3>the Untouchables.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, all right, So she just kind of throws the

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<v Speaker 1>Untouchables in.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, So the.

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<v Speaker 1>First movie This Gorgeous Woman Across from Me is in

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<v Speaker 1>is a Palmer film starring Kevin Costner in his height oftitious.

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<v Speaker 2>Gorgeous How did I mean? What I mean? That's it.

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<v Speaker 2>That's a huge, huge thing. You nail it.

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<v Speaker 1>Can you tell me about the process working with Brian

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<v Speaker 1>de Palmer making out with Kevin.

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<v Speaker 3>The famous great acting a great casting director who passed

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<v Speaker 3>away not long ago. Anyway, it'll come to me. And

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<v Speaker 3>I go in to read for him, and I kind

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<v Speaker 3>of was a little dulled up, and he goes listen.

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<v Speaker 3>I think Brian would like you, but you need to

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<v Speaker 3>come back in no makeup and don't wear that sexy dress.

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<v Speaker 3>So I go out by like a little house in

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<v Speaker 3>the prairie, drows seriously like like crunchy, like puffy sleeves

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<v Speaker 3>and like like a midt like a tie around the thing.

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<v Speaker 3>I walk in very unsuthered, like no makeup, like oh,

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<v Speaker 3>I hit my life, and and there's Brian to ball

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<v Speaker 3>and he the reader's there, but Brian reads Elliott nests

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<v Speaker 3>opposite me, and I think Brian liked the juxtaposition of

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<v Speaker 3>my kind of you know, deep voice, my kind of

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<v Speaker 3>you know, baritone dux opposed to my kind of you know,

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<v Speaker 3>upturned nose and you know, and my big hair. I

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<v Speaker 3>think he just liked that I was this sweet looking

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<v Speaker 3>person and I kind of had a little bit of

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<v Speaker 3>a naughty voice. Well, so I walk out the room

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<v Speaker 3>and the next thing I know is they're flying me.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm now in the middle of doing housabilities, but they're

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<v Speaker 3>flying me to Chicago to meet Kevin Costner. I have

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<v Speaker 3>a matinee I have to do, but they fly me on.

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<v Speaker 3>Like you it's seven, no, no, no, no, seven o'clock.

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<v Speaker 3>I walk in again. I wear kind of like a

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<v Speaker 3>plain Jane dress. I'm like Jesus, like these ugly shoes

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<v Speaker 3>and no make I'm like, oh God. And I walk

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<v Speaker 3>in and Kevin's kind of sweet and he's like, I

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<v Speaker 3>hear Brian, Brian loves you, Patricia. And I read with

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<v Speaker 3>Kevin and they tell me I have the part right

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<v Speaker 3>in the room, but my agents didn't believe me. So

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<v Speaker 3>I walk out. I'm like, I got the park. They're like, no, no, no, Patty.

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<v Speaker 3>I was like, no, no, no, no, They're not going

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<v Speaker 3>to lie to me. I would not lie to a

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<v Speaker 3>southern girl like with with who walked in with no

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<v Speaker 3>makeup and big hair, and of course, like you know,

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<v Speaker 3>I get back on the plane. I'm in my dressing

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<v Speaker 3>room preparing for my matinee. I made it back with

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<v Speaker 3>me matinee. Okay, but I'd never flown like first class. Really,

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<v Speaker 3>I never had a car picked me up. I never

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<v Speaker 3>had I had everybody just waiting on me. I never

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<v Speaker 3>had any of that. So anyway, I get back to

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<v Speaker 3>the dressing room in the phone rings and my agent

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<v Speaker 3>was like, Okay, you were right, you got the car.

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<v Speaker 3>But Bruce, it was wall to wall white men. Even

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<v Speaker 3>my makeup artist was a white man. Really beautiful man.

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<v Speaker 3>Mike can't got beautiful and beautiful. Everybody everybody was mail.

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<v Speaker 3>My mother came to visit me in set because my

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<v Speaker 3>mother had business in Chicago at the time, and she

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<v Speaker 3>came to visit me. She was like, petty, Petty, I

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<v Speaker 3>don't know if this is good or bad, but there's

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<v Speaker 3>a lot of handsome men and there's just nothing but man,

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<v Speaker 3>if I can see for are there any ladies here?

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<v Speaker 3>Are there any ladies in Chicago? I mean, it was

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<v Speaker 3>just wall. I was the only woman on the set

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<v Speaker 3>and then there was my mother for a day and

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<v Speaker 3>my mother was like, oh, hello, but no, Brian was

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<v Speaker 3>Brian was incredible to me. And I'll tell you what

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<v Speaker 3>he did, and it still moves me to this day.

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<v Speaker 3>I was broke and I was being paid but minimum.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, they got me for scale, but I was

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<v Speaker 3>still struggling in New York City. And he knew it,

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<v Speaker 3>and he couldn't get me more money. But he told paramount,

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<v Speaker 3>he said, I think we need miss Ness in the courtroom.

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<v Speaker 3>I think we need her in the courtroom. And they said, well,

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<v Speaker 3>it's a it's not We're not shooting the courtroom till

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<v Speaker 3>the month. He said, well, I guess you're just gonna

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<v Speaker 3>have to pay her for a month because we need

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<v Speaker 3>her in that court. I got paid an extra month,

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<v Speaker 3>a whole month. It saved me. Yeah, and I just

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<v Speaker 3>sat in New York and went back and shopped the

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<v Speaker 3>court right, but I got paid.

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<v Speaker 2>That makes me so happy.

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<v Speaker 3>That till this day, he's my hero. He's he was amazing,

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<v Speaker 3>amazing to me.

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<v Speaker 1>You bring up something that's so obviously changed, which is

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<v Speaker 1>a white male set, and that was you know, obviously

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<v Speaker 1>probably over the last ten years, massive, massive, how has

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<v Speaker 1>that now been for you and work and the whole

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<v Speaker 1>movement of really diversifying the place, the movie set.

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<v Speaker 3>It's the thing that's ever happened in Hollywood. It's single.

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<v Speaker 3>It is the best thing. The best part of Hollywood

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<v Speaker 3>now is its diversity on camera. Off camera. We still

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<v Speaker 3>have a way to go, but I'm telling you off camera,

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<v Speaker 3>the things I've shot recently, everybody is reflected. When you

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<v Speaker 3>go to a movie set, you want to see yourself

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<v Speaker 3>reflected in all the people because the crew is part

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<v Speaker 3>of your life. You see them every day for twelve

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<v Speaker 3>fourteen hours a day, and often you're working for no money.

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<v Speaker 3>What are you there for if you're not reflected in

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<v Speaker 3>all of the people on that set, or more importantly,

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<v Speaker 3>if you're not reflected on film. Now sometimes you know,

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<v Speaker 3>we have to do things that don't include people of color,

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<v Speaker 3>if talking something historic but something important, but you know,

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<v Speaker 3>as a white woman, but an older white like, there's

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<v Speaker 3>older people now on sets. It used to just be

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<v Speaker 3>really young people, I mean young white guys and some

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<v Speaker 3>old guys that ran the show, and now it's older

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<v Speaker 3>women who are not giving up their careers, Beautiful makeup

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<v Speaker 3>artists and beautiful costume designers and beautiful set designers, all

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<v Speaker 3>of these women of many nationalities. We still have a

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<v Speaker 3>way to go, but it's the best thing that's ever

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<v Speaker 3>happened in Hollywood is the diversity.

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<v Speaker 2>Thanks for joining us.

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<v Speaker 1>Back on table for two, Patricia and I have had

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<v Speaker 1>a wonderful lunch talking about her career on Broadway and

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<v Speaker 1>the silver screen. All of a sudden, when I mentioned

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<v Speaker 1>Chelsea Handler in passing, she calls her her hero.

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<v Speaker 2>Let's find out why.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm a sixty three year old, single, straight Southern woman

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<v Speaker 3>who never married and never had children. You know that

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<v Speaker 3>man who's got the squeaky voice, who says she must

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<v Speaker 3>be the most unhappy when in the world. Come to

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<v Speaker 3>our house one night and see just how unhappy Chelsea

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<v Speaker 3>and I are. I mean, look, I have so many

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<v Speaker 3>sisters who have beautiful children, and they now have beautiful children.

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<v Speaker 3>I love being an aunt. I love it more than

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<v Speaker 3>probably more than acting, which is odd. Okay, they're on

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<v Speaker 3>a par okay, but but I'm telling you, these are

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<v Speaker 3>gorgeous children. But that defined that, that doesn't have to

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<v Speaker 3>define every woman.

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<v Speaker 2>You know what, Like, You're right, you made a choice.

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<v Speaker 3>I made a big choice.

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<v Speaker 5>I made it.

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<v Speaker 3>But I knew it when I was young, and I've

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<v Speaker 3>had beautiful men in my life. And I thought about

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<v Speaker 3>it with this one artist I dated where it's I

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<v Speaker 3>was like thirty eight. I had a window, well, a

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<v Speaker 3>window to have a child. I was thirty eight, so

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<v Speaker 3>I had a window. But in the end of the day,

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<v Speaker 3>I loved working. And I grew up with great parents

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<v Speaker 3>who sacrificed everything for me. And you have to really

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<v Speaker 3>be committed to having children, right, you have to be

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<v Speaker 3>a great parent, And I was afraid I couldn't be.

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't want to fail at being a parent. I'm

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<v Speaker 3>fine failing as an actor. I didn't want to fail

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<v Speaker 3>as being a parent. But look, I'm a Southern woman.

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<v Speaker 3>But let me tell you who's the coolest about it

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<v Speaker 3>is my mother, like my mother, my father. My mother said, Patty,

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<v Speaker 3>I just don't want you to wake up at fifty

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<v Speaker 3>and be unhappy. I woke up at fifty in stilettos

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<v Speaker 3>and a fall far. I let me tell you, no,

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<v Speaker 3>I mean I had great sexy asfeh. I mean I

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<v Speaker 3>I'm just saying is, And it's not that my whole

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<v Speaker 3>life is that.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm just saying is.

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<v Speaker 3>I love being an a. I love being a sister,

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<v Speaker 3>I love being a daughter, I love being a great

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<v Speaker 3>best friend. I'm a very good friend. I think it's

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<v Speaker 3>not what I wanted to define me because I didn't

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<v Speaker 3>want to fail.

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<v Speaker 1>I also just watched for the first time Pieces of April,

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<v Speaker 1>and my question around that it was a serious family

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<v Speaker 1>you're sick with cancer.

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<v Speaker 2>Katie Holmes is.

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<v Speaker 3>Sort of like, oh, delicious, and Katie was delicious.

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<v Speaker 1>You have you come from a family of five sisters,

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<v Speaker 1>like are the traditions that like? You know, this was

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<v Speaker 1>about Thanksgiving and this was about the complexities of it.

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<v Speaker 2>Do your family and it was a great one. All

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<v Speaker 2>of you should see it and.

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<v Speaker 3>We all have Yes. Well, well, my mother she doesn't

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<v Speaker 3>cook anymore. You know, my parents are still with me.

0:28:58.200 --> 0:28:59.040
<v Speaker 3>They're eighty seven.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, they're in credit.

0:29:01.000 --> 0:29:02.920
<v Speaker 3>My mother doesn't cook anymore. But you know it was

0:29:03.000 --> 0:29:05.640
<v Speaker 3>always you know, she was going to make Merlaton crab meat.

0:29:05.720 --> 0:29:08.440
<v Speaker 3>She's going to make jamalaia but very specific. You're very

0:29:08.720 --> 0:29:11.960
<v Speaker 3>going to make very specific jamalia. Not a Cajun. People

0:29:12.000 --> 0:29:16.400
<v Speaker 3>can flat Cajun and Creole. I'm Creole. We grew up

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<v Speaker 3>with Creole cooking. Creole is the Spanish and French influence

0:29:20.560 --> 0:29:25.640
<v Speaker 3>that really landed was throughout the people. It is. You know,

0:29:26.320 --> 0:29:28.960
<v Speaker 3>the people of New Orleans are a real gumbo. They're

0:29:29.080 --> 0:29:31.520
<v Speaker 3>such a mixture and that's the beauty of this city.

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<v Speaker 3>But the cooking, like my mother, my mother never saw

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<v Speaker 3>sausage in her life. You know, they did not cook.

0:29:38.600 --> 0:29:41.000
<v Speaker 3>My mother didn't cook with sausage really.

0:29:41.240 --> 0:29:41.320
<v Speaker 2>No.

0:29:41.800 --> 0:29:44.080
<v Speaker 3>Everything was crab meat, shrimp.

0:29:44.160 --> 0:29:45.000
<v Speaker 2>That's all Cajun.

0:29:45.200 --> 0:29:50.680
<v Speaker 3>That's all Cajun, and sausage and meat on doing. Yeah, yeah, no, no, no,

0:29:51.040 --> 0:29:55.600
<v Speaker 3>my mother, My mother cooked you know, creole. So everything

0:29:55.640 --> 0:29:57.920
<v Speaker 3>we ate, we had big you know, and we always

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<v Speaker 3>my mother never allowed a container on the table like ketchup.

0:30:01.360 --> 0:30:05.240
<v Speaker 3>Everything had to be even though we were like but

0:30:05.280 --> 0:30:08.200
<v Speaker 3>my mother had nice things because she was given nice

0:30:08.240 --> 0:30:10.680
<v Speaker 3>things from like her bubby, from her you know, from

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<v Speaker 3>down the line. But you know, we were living in

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<v Speaker 3>the suburbs of our years outside New Orleans, going to

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<v Speaker 3>public school, but we still a ketchup bottle was not

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<v Speaker 3>allowed all the time. But I'm like mom, I think

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<v Speaker 3>we can put the.

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<v Speaker 2>Clarks and sisters kind of wild.

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<v Speaker 3>No, well, we were all very different, but we were

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<v Speaker 3>all we all have the same tambur of voice. Like

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<v Speaker 3>if all my sisters, any of my sisters walk in,

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<v Speaker 3>it just got deeper and deeper and deeper. But no,

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<v Speaker 3>we all have these kind of de voice of that

0:30:49.920 --> 0:30:52.520
<v Speaker 3>I think we got from my grandmother on my father's side.

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<v Speaker 3>We are very close. We were all like we were

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<v Speaker 3>all sixteen eighteen months apart. Wow, we were all like

0:31:00.480 --> 0:31:02.880
<v Speaker 3>five of us. We were all, you know, we were

0:31:02.920 --> 0:31:06.080
<v Speaker 3>born with them out you know, we all there were

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<v Speaker 3>five sets of hot curlers, five sets of you know

0:31:08.840 --> 0:31:12.120
<v Speaker 3>what I mean, we all we you know, boxes of

0:31:12.240 --> 0:31:15.840
<v Speaker 3>Tampa everywhere, my all, I mean like we just like

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<v Speaker 3>our whole house with curlers and tampas and Panny Huges.

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<v Speaker 2>Curlersas that's the memoir. That's the name of the memoir.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, I that that was there, like any

0:31:30.160 --> 0:31:34.360
<v Speaker 2>of that? Like, did you have any like sparring with one? Yes?

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<v Speaker 3>Well, Kevy my oldest sister, My sister was just ahead

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<v Speaker 3>of me. Her name is Kevin. My mother in nineteen

0:31:41.400 --> 0:31:44.840
<v Speaker 3>in nineteen fifty in nineteen fifty eight named my sister

0:31:44.960 --> 0:31:48.440
<v Speaker 3>Kevin Elizabeth. She knew a little girl named Kevin. How

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<v Speaker 3>cool was that? First of all, because my father was

0:31:51.240 --> 0:31:53.640
<v Speaker 3>never going to have a boy, so well, we'll give

0:31:53.640 --> 0:31:56.560
<v Speaker 3>her a boy name. Buzz that's my buys name, but

0:31:56.720 --> 0:32:00.479
<v Speaker 3>it'll be close enough, all right. But Heavy and I

0:32:00.480 --> 0:32:04.200
<v Speaker 3>had to share clothes and share a room, and as

0:32:04.240 --> 0:32:09.000
<v Speaker 3>we got into teenage years and hormones raising, racing, and

0:32:09.200 --> 0:32:10.720
<v Speaker 3>we even I think one year I had to share

0:32:10.760 --> 0:32:13.920
<v Speaker 3>hot curlers. I mean, we were always we had to

0:32:13.960 --> 0:32:17.320
<v Speaker 3>share everything, and that was rough. But you know, my

0:32:17.400 --> 0:32:20.040
<v Speaker 3>mother and father didn't. My mother wasn't working at the

0:32:20.040 --> 0:32:22.640
<v Speaker 3>time when we were growing up. My father was working

0:32:22.640 --> 0:32:26.640
<v Speaker 3>and he was running a children's home, and we didn't

0:32:26.680 --> 0:32:30.880
<v Speaker 3>have money, you know, so we sparred. We would fight.

0:32:31.120 --> 0:32:39.120
<v Speaker 3>But then but my fiercest, staunchest defenders till the day

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<v Speaker 3>I die. If something bad happens to me in this industry,

0:32:42.120 --> 0:32:46.120
<v Speaker 3>my sister's life that I don't care. I hate that,

0:32:46.440 --> 0:32:49.000
<v Speaker 3>you know. I mean, they defend me to the death.

0:32:50.000 --> 0:32:52.920
<v Speaker 3>You do not want to best with the clarks And girls, No, no, no,

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<v Speaker 3>So they're beautiful.

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<v Speaker 2>So let's talk to you. Are starring in Monica.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, I mean the star is Tracey Lazet, but I

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<v Speaker 3>am a bigger I'm a bigger supporting character, very big.

0:33:12.200 --> 0:33:14.480
<v Speaker 1>Well, yeah, it's a huge supporting character, and it's really

0:33:14.600 --> 0:33:16.400
<v Speaker 1>kind of the emotional thing around.

0:33:16.480 --> 0:33:19.080
<v Speaker 3>Yes, I had to carry the emotional a lot of

0:33:19.080 --> 0:33:21.560
<v Speaker 3>the emotional way hinged on this character.

0:33:21.680 --> 0:33:26.240
<v Speaker 2>And again Patty Clarkson, just you own it, Honey, you

0:33:26.320 --> 0:33:26.880
<v Speaker 2>just own it.

0:33:26.880 --> 0:33:30.080
<v Speaker 1>It's a it's a You've always been a very strong

0:33:30.600 --> 0:33:33.440
<v Speaker 1>advocate for the LGBTQ plus.

0:33:33.200 --> 0:33:36.960
<v Speaker 2>Community, always always always talk to.

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<v Speaker 1>Us about this movie and about the complexities of the story.

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<v Speaker 3>I'll tell you, Bruce, if I can get through this

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<v Speaker 3>without crying, and and it's it's it's it's a very

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<v Speaker 3>it's taken a part of me being in this film

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<v Speaker 3>right now at this moment when I watch you know,

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<v Speaker 3>that beautiful woman who is just silenced on the Montana

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<v Speaker 3>floor for the rest of the year.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

0:34:00.840 --> 0:34:04.120
<v Speaker 3>I met on the day at Baloo who's like you.

0:34:04.200 --> 0:34:07.320
<v Speaker 3>Boo's just a gorgeous pan physically and of fears and

0:34:07.800 --> 0:34:11.959
<v Speaker 3>just a beautiful director. And I met him long ago

0:34:12.000 --> 0:34:15.200
<v Speaker 3>at Marrakesh when I was on the jury and he

0:34:15.239 --> 0:34:17.000
<v Speaker 3>said I want to work with you someday and then

0:34:18.080 --> 0:34:21.360
<v Speaker 3>he finally cast Trace and then he came to me

0:34:21.480 --> 0:34:23.479
<v Speaker 3>to play the mother and I said yes. In one day.

0:34:24.120 --> 0:34:27.160
<v Speaker 3>I literally said yes. By the end of the day,

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<v Speaker 3>maybe the next morning. And so Trace and I were

0:34:31.120 --> 0:34:33.480
<v Speaker 3>attached to this film for quite some time. But raising

0:34:33.520 --> 0:34:36.319
<v Speaker 3>money for a transgender film it's hard.

0:34:36.400 --> 0:34:36.799
<v Speaker 2>It's hard.

0:34:37.000 --> 0:34:41.600
<v Speaker 1>Can you take a beat and explain Trace so everyone

0:34:41.640 --> 0:34:43.040
<v Speaker 1>who's listening can understand.

0:34:43.160 --> 0:34:47.160
<v Speaker 3>Trace is a beautiful transgender actress. The real thing. We

0:34:47.239 --> 0:34:50.680
<v Speaker 3>finally have a transgender actress that I'm not denigrating anybody

0:34:50.680 --> 0:34:54.000
<v Speaker 3>else who played transgender. You know, we were politically incorrect

0:34:54.000 --> 0:34:58.239
<v Speaker 3>often in Hollywood. It's not new to us. We've all

0:34:58.280 --> 0:35:05.759
<v Speaker 3>been at moments politically. But she is a absolutely beautiful

0:35:06.000 --> 0:35:11.279
<v Speaker 3>inside and out, beautiful transgender woman. And this story grew

0:35:11.360 --> 0:35:14.960
<v Speaker 3>up in Ohio. This story of Monica echoes hers. She's

0:35:15.000 --> 0:35:19.960
<v Speaker 3>still playing a different woman, but she left home also

0:35:20.440 --> 0:35:24.239
<v Speaker 3>like Monica. So the story of the movie is she's

0:35:24.280 --> 0:35:29.600
<v Speaker 3>an eighteen year old, leaves home, is not well treated

0:35:29.640 --> 0:35:31.840
<v Speaker 3>by the father. I don't know that I did the

0:35:31.840 --> 0:35:35.400
<v Speaker 3>best I could as the mother. There is guilt and

0:35:35.480 --> 0:35:43.279
<v Speaker 3>shame in my world. She transitions on her own, which

0:35:43.360 --> 0:35:47.880
<v Speaker 3>must have been brutal. And anyway, she's returning home to

0:35:47.960 --> 0:35:51.160
<v Speaker 3>me because I'm in the final stages of cancer, and

0:35:51.200 --> 0:35:54.640
<v Speaker 3>this is brutal cancer. It's brain cancer. I'm in the

0:35:54.640 --> 0:35:58.680
<v Speaker 3>final stages and I'm dying, and I think she's hospice.

0:35:59.280 --> 0:36:02.279
<v Speaker 3>This beautiful comes in. I have a nurse played by

0:36:02.640 --> 0:36:08.320
<v Speaker 3>the Great Adriana Barrazza, who was in battle. And anyway,

0:36:08.360 --> 0:36:10.880
<v Speaker 3>it's a pot of to where we get to. But trace,

0:36:13.080 --> 0:36:15.760
<v Speaker 3>you know, on the day I auditioned many, many, many people,

0:36:15.920 --> 0:36:19.120
<v Speaker 3>and then he got to trace and he found he

0:36:19.160 --> 0:36:21.920
<v Speaker 3>found Monica and very you know, there was no question

0:36:22.120 --> 0:36:28.360
<v Speaker 3>she is. And she's so beautiful and subtle and truthful

0:36:28.600 --> 0:36:31.840
<v Speaker 3>and open and available. And you know, I've been asked before,

0:36:31.920 --> 0:36:34.359
<v Speaker 3>how did you do these emotional scenes? And I say, well,

0:36:36.640 --> 0:36:39.800
<v Speaker 3>she was. The love I have for her off screen

0:36:40.400 --> 0:36:45.000
<v Speaker 3>is on screen. The reverence and the respect I have

0:36:45.160 --> 0:36:48.279
<v Speaker 3>of what she went through to get to where she

0:36:48.440 --> 0:36:53.799
<v Speaker 3>is now moves me to the core. And so it

0:36:53.920 --> 0:36:58.359
<v Speaker 3>was very emotional. The whole shoot of this movie was

0:36:58.560 --> 0:37:02.720
<v Speaker 3>very emotional because dealing with the real thing and someone

0:37:02.800 --> 0:37:08.920
<v Speaker 3>who has made this remarkable transformation. But you know, I

0:37:09.000 --> 0:37:14.040
<v Speaker 3>tell you, Bruce, I don't think a transgender person's life

0:37:14.080 --> 0:37:18.160
<v Speaker 3>is up for debate. They are Americans. They are free

0:37:18.200 --> 0:37:22.040
<v Speaker 3>to be here and free to be themselves. That's why

0:37:22.080 --> 0:37:24.759
<v Speaker 3>we fight. We're born here and stay here, or we fight.

0:37:25.120 --> 0:37:27.840
<v Speaker 3>People lose their lives fighting to get to this country

0:37:27.840 --> 0:37:31.759
<v Speaker 3>to what be persecuted. They're fleeing persecution. What the hell

0:37:31.800 --> 0:37:37.120
<v Speaker 3>are we doing persecuting people in this country? How do

0:37:37.239 --> 0:37:41.080
<v Speaker 3>you know how that person feels deep inside? They know,

0:37:41.880 --> 0:37:46.680
<v Speaker 3>their parent knows, often their doctor knows. Whenever they transition,

0:37:47.040 --> 0:37:52.920
<v Speaker 3>that is their choice, that is their freedom. Everybody balks

0:37:52.920 --> 0:37:56.600
<v Speaker 3>about freedom. Yeah, I don't think there's anything more American

0:37:56.640 --> 0:38:02.200
<v Speaker 3>than being transgender. There's nothing more beautiful than being transgender.

0:38:02.880 --> 0:38:07.200
<v Speaker 3>You have made it to the life you've always wanted.

0:38:07.520 --> 0:38:11.480
<v Speaker 3>You know, Trace Lessette is a beautiful, beautiful woman. And

0:38:11.520 --> 0:38:14.799
<v Speaker 3>I said, someday, Trace, you know, you are carrying the

0:38:14.840 --> 0:38:18.279
<v Speaker 3>banner and the flag. Thank you God for the transgender community.

0:38:18.360 --> 0:38:22.279
<v Speaker 3>She's so beloved in the transgender community. It's you know,

0:38:22.320 --> 0:38:24.880
<v Speaker 3>it's very moving to me, you know, to be a

0:38:24.920 --> 0:38:28.200
<v Speaker 3>part of all of this. But at the end of

0:38:28.200 --> 0:38:32.640
<v Speaker 3>the day, someday Trace will just be two actresses playing spies,

0:38:32.960 --> 0:38:36.560
<v Speaker 3>you know what I mean. And that's ultimately her goal

0:38:36.880 --> 0:38:41.000
<v Speaker 3>is just to be an actress. She's just a beautiful

0:38:41.040 --> 0:38:45.080
<v Speaker 3>woman in this world navigating a career completely.

0:38:51.360 --> 0:38:54.640
<v Speaker 1>I've had such an incredible lunch with Battye today. I

0:38:54.680 --> 0:38:57.640
<v Speaker 1>so admire her passion and how much she cares about others.

0:38:58.280 --> 0:39:00.799
<v Speaker 1>Before we go, she and I talk about how it

0:39:00.840 --> 0:39:03.840
<v Speaker 1>took a while to get the funding together for Monica

0:39:04.160 --> 0:39:07.760
<v Speaker 1>and how that led to a very interesting casting decision.

0:39:09.239 --> 0:39:12.319
<v Speaker 3>You know, this movie had no money, and you know

0:39:12.400 --> 0:39:13.759
<v Speaker 3>that the dog in the film is.

0:39:13.719 --> 0:39:22.080
<v Speaker 5>My own eyes because but and so on day, it

0:39:22.120 --> 0:39:24.279
<v Speaker 5>took us quite a while to get some filmed, some

0:39:24.320 --> 0:39:25.320
<v Speaker 5>money together.

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<v Speaker 3>So Andrea I would see easy in New York. She

0:39:28.680 --> 0:39:31.800
<v Speaker 3>he's here at the chateau because she just owned the chateau.

0:39:31.880 --> 0:39:38.080
<v Speaker 3>She roams free, and she's like Eloise, and.

0:39:38.680 --> 0:39:40.480
<v Speaker 2>You've made EASi, No I have.

0:39:41.000 --> 0:39:50.480
<v Speaker 3>She passed and so through that she she had plaits,

0:39:50.520 --> 0:39:55.000
<v Speaker 3>a kind of a dog form of lupas, and but

0:39:55.160 --> 0:40:00.040
<v Speaker 3>she lived to do the movie. Yeah, and she she

0:40:00.160 --> 0:40:03.680
<v Speaker 3>was so sweet during the filming. No, it was very hard.

0:40:03.960 --> 0:40:06.359
<v Speaker 3>Everybody in New York, who's coming to you know, all

0:40:06.400 --> 0:40:11.000
<v Speaker 3>my friends, they're all coming, I said, brinkleanex Yeah, oh yeah,

0:40:11.040 --> 0:40:13.520
<v Speaker 3>you know, because when you well, for other reasons, but

0:40:13.680 --> 0:40:15.319
<v Speaker 3>when you're going to see Izzy.

0:40:15.280 --> 0:40:16.400
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, they all loved.

0:40:16.800 --> 0:40:21.080
<v Speaker 3>Oh, she was the love of every single friend of mine.

0:40:21.520 --> 0:40:25.880
<v Speaker 3>Everybody loved Dizzy. Everybody she was like it was like

0:40:26.040 --> 0:40:28.279
<v Speaker 3>she was like a little black fawn. I had like

0:40:28.320 --> 0:40:30.480
<v Speaker 3>a black fawn in my house or something, you.

0:40:30.440 --> 0:40:33.000
<v Speaker 1>Know, Pricia Clarkson, as we sort of, I know you

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<v Speaker 1>have a very busy day. I want to say that

0:40:36.680 --> 0:40:38.279
<v Speaker 1>not only do I know you're one of the most

0:40:38.280 --> 0:40:42.960
<v Speaker 1>talented human beings on the silver screen, on a Broadway stage,

0:40:43.719 --> 0:40:48.000
<v Speaker 1>you are completely one of the kindest, most just generous humans.

0:40:48.160 --> 0:40:50.400
<v Speaker 1>And I love running into you on sixth Avenue. I

0:40:50.440 --> 0:40:54.440
<v Speaker 1>love sitting with you in Hollywood, and thank you so much,

0:40:54.520 --> 0:40:58.239
<v Speaker 1>and and I admire your courage and everything that you've

0:40:58.280 --> 0:41:00.160
<v Speaker 1>done from that why I.

0:41:00.120 --> 0:41:06.319
<v Speaker 2>Amc a shitdes form room to this movie. Thank you

0:41:07.080 --> 0:41:07.680
<v Speaker 2>so much.

0:41:08.239 --> 0:41:11.960
<v Speaker 3>You realize everything's going to be downhill from here on out,

0:41:12.360 --> 0:41:13.520
<v Speaker 3>but I'm taking the rest of my.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, everyone, thank you for pulling up with s

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<v Speaker 2>heare today. Thanks miss Patricia clarks Thank you.

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