1 00:00:00,040 --> 00:00:04,120 Speaker 1: My Girl. I Heart Radio, now number one for podcasting, 2 00:00:04,200 --> 00:00:07,040 Speaker 1: presents Sunday Night podcast. Every Sunday, we played one of 3 00:00:07,040 --> 00:00:09,000 Speaker 1: the most played and most listened to and most share 4 00:00:09,039 --> 00:00:11,200 Speaker 1: podcasts of the week from the two hundred and fifty 5 00:00:11,200 --> 00:00:13,720 Speaker 1: thousand podcasts available in the free I heart Radio app. 6 00:00:13,840 --> 00:00:16,440 Speaker 1: Find your next favorite podcast on I heart Radio. This 7 00:00:16,480 --> 00:00:21,319 Speaker 1: week is The Breakfast Club thirty morning. Everybody is DJ Envy, 8 00:00:21,600 --> 00:00:24,640 Speaker 1: Angela Yee, Charlomagne the guy. We are the Breakfast Club. 9 00:00:24,680 --> 00:00:26,560 Speaker 1: We got special guests in the building. She's in here 10 00:00:26,560 --> 00:00:29,400 Speaker 1: with all this big queen energy. Ari A Lennox Welcome, 11 00:00:29,800 --> 00:00:32,400 Speaker 1: Thank you so much. How you feel this morning? Horror 12 00:00:32,479 --> 00:00:39,360 Speaker 1: pid All right, I'm just a little nervous, you only 13 00:00:39,440 --> 00:00:42,640 Speaker 1: because he's just kidding. Yeah, but it's a little nervous. 14 00:00:42,680 --> 00:00:45,440 Speaker 1: It's a very legendary show. So what took you so 15 00:00:45,520 --> 00:00:48,920 Speaker 1: long to come up hitting beer beer? Yeah? What you 16 00:00:49,000 --> 00:00:55,800 Speaker 1: scared of before? And yeah, I love we had to 17 00:00:55,800 --> 00:00:59,560 Speaker 1: get to No, it's just you know, y'all can be 18 00:01:00,000 --> 00:01:03,760 Speaker 1: a little tough on people sometimes. Yeah, we've evolved, You've 19 00:01:03,840 --> 00:01:06,520 Speaker 1: changed the whole lots. Yeah, and I feel that I 20 00:01:06,560 --> 00:01:09,080 Speaker 1: feel that I want to if you don't mind, you know, 21 00:01:09,120 --> 00:01:11,560 Speaker 1: for people that that don't know who Arilens is or 22 00:01:11,600 --> 00:01:13,280 Speaker 1: where you're signed to or how you got your story. 23 00:01:13,319 --> 00:01:14,760 Speaker 1: I want to start from the beginning for those people. 24 00:01:14,800 --> 00:01:17,759 Speaker 1: Since this is you, you're here to do a documentary. 25 00:01:16,480 --> 00:01:20,720 Speaker 1: Oh yeah, so you're signed to J Cole. How did 26 00:01:20,760 --> 00:01:25,200 Speaker 1: you get into the music industry and signed to Cole? Well? 27 00:01:25,560 --> 00:01:29,920 Speaker 1: I was working at Public storage and just dropping music 28 00:01:29,920 --> 00:01:34,560 Speaker 1: on SoundCloud and there's an amazing rapper named Omen. He 29 00:01:35,240 --> 00:01:38,440 Speaker 1: loved my music. He told Eve and Cole about it, 30 00:01:38,920 --> 00:01:41,959 Speaker 1: and he was like, we'll fly you out like tomorrow 31 00:01:42,400 --> 00:01:44,880 Speaker 1: or tonight something like that so that you can meet 32 00:01:44,920 --> 00:01:47,640 Speaker 1: Cole and the studio and stuff like that. And I 33 00:01:47,680 --> 00:01:50,440 Speaker 1: was horrified. You know, I just got the job. I 34 00:01:50,440 --> 00:01:52,240 Speaker 1: didn't want to lose the job. It was ten dollars 35 00:01:52,320 --> 00:01:55,520 Speaker 1: an hour, you know what it meant. It was the 36 00:01:55,600 --> 00:02:00,400 Speaker 1: highest paid job I ever had an hour. Yeah, so 37 00:02:00,440 --> 00:02:02,760 Speaker 1: I didn't want to like lose this, so I almost 38 00:02:02,760 --> 00:02:06,480 Speaker 1: didn't go. But honestly, I think it was fear, you know, 39 00:02:06,640 --> 00:02:09,639 Speaker 1: fear of flying and things like that. But I just 40 00:02:09,880 --> 00:02:12,600 Speaker 1: I got over it. I drank Matt vodka and I 41 00:02:12,639 --> 00:02:14,840 Speaker 1: got on that flight. I was the first flight as well, 42 00:02:15,000 --> 00:02:18,079 Speaker 1: first flight in a long time, like years. Did you 43 00:02:18,160 --> 00:02:22,680 Speaker 1: lose your job? Yeah? I did, and I was I 44 00:02:22,720 --> 00:02:28,600 Speaker 1: was horrified and I started doing uber. First of all, 45 00:02:29,120 --> 00:02:31,440 Speaker 1: what were you afraid? Why are you afraid of fly? Well? 46 00:02:31,520 --> 00:02:34,360 Speaker 1: I had a traumatic experience when I was young on 47 00:02:34,360 --> 00:02:38,680 Speaker 1: a flight or or something. Yeah, well the engines went 48 00:02:38,680 --> 00:02:45,440 Speaker 1: out and so yeah and so as yeah, so as 49 00:02:45,480 --> 00:02:48,360 Speaker 1: we're about to land, he's basically telling us to brace 50 00:02:48,400 --> 00:02:52,640 Speaker 1: for impact. And I was very young and just praying. 51 00:02:53,280 --> 00:02:56,840 Speaker 1: But I don't remember having fear before that moment. But 52 00:02:56,960 --> 00:03:00,320 Speaker 1: after that moment, I was just scared at trumble. Yeah, 53 00:03:00,760 --> 00:03:04,480 Speaker 1: so absolutely. Now let's let's let's rewind. Now you lose 54 00:03:04,520 --> 00:03:06,400 Speaker 1: your job and you become a looble driver. I can't 55 00:03:06,440 --> 00:03:12,079 Speaker 1: see you are h am I good driver? It depends. 56 00:03:12,360 --> 00:03:16,160 Speaker 1: I'm very safe at driving, yes, but there are things 57 00:03:16,520 --> 00:03:18,080 Speaker 1: that have happened where it's just like I could have 58 00:03:18,120 --> 00:03:20,679 Speaker 1: been more a little bit more alert. Okay, where you 59 00:03:21,000 --> 00:03:23,239 Speaker 1: Where was your star rating? My star rating? Oh? It 60 00:03:23,320 --> 00:03:26,080 Speaker 1: started dropping like crazy, and and I don't, I don't. 61 00:03:26,240 --> 00:03:29,000 Speaker 1: I don't know why. Some people thought I was driving 62 00:03:29,000 --> 00:03:31,680 Speaker 1: too fast or one note I got was I was 63 00:03:31,720 --> 00:03:35,800 Speaker 1: switching lanes too much. But I was trying to get them, man, 64 00:03:35,840 --> 00:03:44,720 Speaker 1: I don't know what Hell, yeah, I was public storage. No, 65 00:03:44,840 --> 00:03:50,520 Speaker 1: I didn't have no big fancy you know, tell me. Um, 66 00:03:50,560 --> 00:03:53,680 Speaker 1: it was just a nice flack interior and a big 67 00:03:53,720 --> 00:03:59,360 Speaker 1: bowl of candy and drivers have candy. Yes, I did 68 00:03:59,400 --> 00:04:01,960 Speaker 1: have much I would give because you know you can't trust. 69 00:04:02,040 --> 00:04:04,200 Speaker 1: Did you play your own music? I did? No, not 70 00:04:04,200 --> 00:04:13,000 Speaker 1: my I would never, I mean never never. No. Did 71 00:04:13,000 --> 00:04:15,680 Speaker 1: you make conversation or were you quiet? I made some 72 00:04:15,720 --> 00:04:20,640 Speaker 1: conversations sometimes. Um, three times people threw up in my car? 73 00:04:21,000 --> 00:04:22,599 Speaker 1: How does that work? Do they pay for it? Or 74 00:04:22,839 --> 00:04:25,000 Speaker 1: they pay for it but it's nowhere near enough and 75 00:04:25,000 --> 00:04:28,120 Speaker 1: then you lose like five days of work because your 76 00:04:28,200 --> 00:04:32,479 Speaker 1: car stinks and you're traumatized. How long did you have 77 00:04:32,480 --> 00:04:34,560 Speaker 1: the Uber job for? This is interesting. This is my 78 00:04:34,680 --> 00:04:38,360 Speaker 1: longest job today. Uber. I probably did for like at 79 00:04:38,440 --> 00:04:41,440 Speaker 1: least a year or something. Wow. Yeah, I guess the 80 00:04:41,520 --> 00:04:43,520 Speaker 1: media didn't go well because you lost your job, but 81 00:04:43,520 --> 00:04:46,400 Speaker 1: then you started driving Uber. No, the meeting went really well. 82 00:04:46,800 --> 00:04:49,000 Speaker 1: I just you know, I had to still make money. 83 00:04:49,279 --> 00:04:52,080 Speaker 1: You know, they were still you know, taking their time 84 00:04:52,160 --> 00:04:55,240 Speaker 1: with the idea of like signing me. It wasn't like 85 00:04:55,279 --> 00:04:57,480 Speaker 1: an immediate This is my last uber question when you 86 00:04:57,520 --> 00:05:00,160 Speaker 1: saw that. When you saw the episode of ventually, yo, 87 00:05:00,200 --> 00:05:02,640 Speaker 1: we need to read with driving, did you say, oh 88 00:05:02,760 --> 00:05:07,920 Speaker 1: I see me? Oh you know what? Okay, yeah, yeah 89 00:05:07,920 --> 00:05:12,679 Speaker 1: she drove Insecure for wow, I feel like a loser. 90 00:05:12,720 --> 00:05:16,480 Speaker 1: I need to you know why I never watched Insecure 91 00:05:16,600 --> 00:05:19,320 Speaker 1: because every time I would watch an episode, I would 92 00:05:19,360 --> 00:05:22,160 Speaker 1: just get so sad about my life and how like 93 00:05:22,279 --> 00:05:25,360 Speaker 1: sexy these men were and how I had no men. 94 00:05:28,600 --> 00:05:33,680 Speaker 1: But but that's my choice. I feel like my choice. 95 00:05:35,240 --> 00:05:37,520 Speaker 1: Maybe it is my choice. Could you could have a man, 96 00:05:38,839 --> 00:05:41,080 Speaker 1: but it might not be the one. Some people are 97 00:05:41,120 --> 00:05:44,320 Speaker 1: okay with settling and saying Okay, I don't want to 98 00:05:44,320 --> 00:05:46,240 Speaker 1: be alone, and people make you feel like that, But 99 00:05:46,279 --> 00:05:48,560 Speaker 1: the truth is just better to like wait till the 100 00:05:48,640 --> 00:05:52,920 Speaker 1: right person. Absolutely, I've definitely learned that like the hard way, 101 00:05:53,000 --> 00:05:57,039 Speaker 1: so very like intentional particular about like who I want 102 00:05:57,040 --> 00:05:59,960 Speaker 1: to share my time with. So I found myself alone 103 00:06:00,040 --> 00:06:02,240 Speaker 1: on a lot, why not changing the mindset a little? 104 00:06:02,240 --> 00:06:03,680 Speaker 1: Like you see the sexy man and you'd be like, 105 00:06:03,920 --> 00:06:05,960 Speaker 1: I'm gonna have that one day. I'm gonna have a 106 00:06:06,040 --> 00:06:09,120 Speaker 1: man like that for myself one day. I've been more 107 00:06:09,279 --> 00:06:14,080 Speaker 1: adamant on like my standards. Absolutely, I do do that. 108 00:06:14,200 --> 00:06:17,800 Speaker 1: Like I'm more like, yes, he has to be fine, Yes, 109 00:06:17,839 --> 00:06:20,560 Speaker 1: he has to have a nice job. Yes, he has 110 00:06:20,560 --> 00:06:23,320 Speaker 1: to be good to me, an effective communicator, like I am, like, 111 00:06:23,400 --> 00:06:25,120 Speaker 1: have his own place. He did have his own place. 112 00:06:25,200 --> 00:06:28,200 Speaker 1: I am, you know, chanting those things with it. And 113 00:06:28,320 --> 00:06:32,479 Speaker 1: my assistant loves you, Mercedes, Mercedes. So she sent me 114 00:06:32,560 --> 00:06:35,080 Speaker 1: a couple of questions. One of the questions she said, 115 00:06:35,120 --> 00:06:37,680 Speaker 1: you have a song called pof. She's single, by the way, right, 116 00:06:37,680 --> 00:06:40,960 Speaker 1: because she says, have you tried the dating app pof? 117 00:06:41,040 --> 00:06:42,960 Speaker 1: And what you ever catfish? And then she goes, by 118 00:06:43,000 --> 00:06:45,719 Speaker 1: the way, that dating site is terrible, Oh, so have 119 00:06:45,839 --> 00:06:48,920 Speaker 1: you ever tried plenty of fish before? Absolutely? I met 120 00:06:49,000 --> 00:06:52,400 Speaker 1: my first boyfriend on pof? Really his name is John. 121 00:06:52,560 --> 00:06:53,960 Speaker 1: I don't know if I'll get in trouble for that, 122 00:06:54,000 --> 00:07:04,640 Speaker 1: but yeah, I shouldn't have shouted name John is right, John, 123 00:07:04,680 --> 00:07:06,240 Speaker 1: It's gonna be so lit when the thing of you 124 00:07:06,320 --> 00:07:12,040 Speaker 1: come out. Got kicked up with some dating sites because 125 00:07:12,040 --> 00:07:15,200 Speaker 1: I didn't believe that it was you. Yeah, tender um, 126 00:07:15,240 --> 00:07:17,320 Speaker 1: they didn't believe it was me, and I didn't want 127 00:07:17,320 --> 00:07:21,240 Speaker 1: to blank my Instagram so that people would know it's me. 128 00:07:21,360 --> 00:07:24,480 Speaker 1: And then maybe reach out to me for the wrong reasons. 129 00:07:24,560 --> 00:07:30,680 Speaker 1: Secret rappers. This is fly, thank you. What is happening here? 130 00:07:30,800 --> 00:07:34,920 Speaker 1: I think I need to step outside more. But I'm 131 00:07:34,920 --> 00:07:38,840 Speaker 1: finally stepping outside and like meeting like nice, like you know, 132 00:07:38,960 --> 00:07:41,760 Speaker 1: enjoyable individuals. Let's go back to John for a second. 133 00:07:42,080 --> 00:07:44,800 Speaker 1: Why did you throw John back in the sea? Well? 134 00:07:45,160 --> 00:07:48,680 Speaker 1: John went to the military, and I felt like we 135 00:07:48,680 --> 00:07:52,400 Speaker 1: were growing apart and the affection was lacking. He called 136 00:07:52,400 --> 00:07:55,560 Speaker 1: me bro one and I was just like, you know what, 137 00:07:55,600 --> 00:07:58,560 Speaker 1: I couldn't yeah, and it triggered me. But and I 138 00:07:58,600 --> 00:08:00,720 Speaker 1: know it wasn't just bro like, it's it's fine, you 139 00:08:00,720 --> 00:08:02,960 Speaker 1: can call me that. It's just I felt like our 140 00:08:03,080 --> 00:08:06,240 Speaker 1: romance was kind of dissipating, and so I think that 141 00:08:06,360 --> 00:08:08,520 Speaker 1: was just a triggering thing. And we had an argument. 142 00:08:08,920 --> 00:08:11,120 Speaker 1: Now I was like, well, I guess we're not together anymore, 143 00:08:11,200 --> 00:08:15,520 Speaker 1: and that's kind of where to protect myself. Unfortunately I 144 00:08:15,640 --> 00:08:17,840 Speaker 1: do that, and he was like, Okay, fine, we're not 145 00:08:17,920 --> 00:08:20,600 Speaker 1: together anymore, and he was really serious, Well, his loss. 146 00:08:20,600 --> 00:08:25,520 Speaker 1: How many songs is he inspired? Um? Probably Pope the 147 00:08:25,640 --> 00:08:29,520 Speaker 1: EP and my album Shape, but her Baby that's literally 148 00:08:29,880 --> 00:08:33,360 Speaker 1: greatly inspired by him. And I'm so grateful. Well was 149 00:08:33,400 --> 00:08:36,960 Speaker 1: the first relationship I ever had. Yeah, we're cool. We 150 00:08:37,040 --> 00:08:39,240 Speaker 1: check on each other sometimes. I ain't get a credit 151 00:08:39,440 --> 00:08:44,679 Speaker 1: shape well, I mean say when you just don't want 152 00:08:44,679 --> 00:08:48,240 Speaker 1: to get back together and back I know women that 153 00:08:48,400 --> 00:08:50,880 Speaker 1: swear by shape butter Baby, like they like that's like 154 00:08:50,920 --> 00:08:54,800 Speaker 1: their their bible. So that's that's big of him. You 155 00:08:55,240 --> 00:09:02,560 Speaker 1: John I inspired Shape shirts please. The free iHeart Radio 156 00:09:02,600 --> 00:09:06,560 Speaker 1: app has over two hundred and fifty thousand podcasts to explode. Yes, 157 00:09:06,679 --> 00:09:09,080 Speaker 1: this is the Breakfast Club thirty part of Sunday Night 158 00:09:09,120 --> 00:09:12,600 Speaker 1: podcast on iHeartRadio. We're still kicking it with Ari Lenox. 159 00:09:12,760 --> 00:09:14,719 Speaker 1: So you've met a lot of guys like, well, you've 160 00:09:14,800 --> 00:09:17,600 Speaker 1: dated guys and they've been secret rappers. I thought that 161 00:09:17,679 --> 00:09:19,839 Speaker 1: was really funny. Oh when you dating somebody and then 162 00:09:19,840 --> 00:09:22,280 Speaker 1: all of a sudden you find out later like your 163 00:09:22,280 --> 00:09:25,880 Speaker 1: pastors to cold from me? Are you exactly? Oh my god, 164 00:09:26,040 --> 00:09:29,400 Speaker 1: And it's the worst it happens. Like, but that's why 165 00:09:29,400 --> 00:09:33,880 Speaker 1: I've learned with dating acts specific questions. Are you a 166 00:09:33,960 --> 00:09:44,560 Speaker 1: rapper recording? Do you play basketball? Specifically? Goodness, dude, that 167 00:09:44,640 --> 00:09:46,720 Speaker 1: is hilarious. That's a plot for a movie or something. 168 00:09:46,760 --> 00:09:48,959 Speaker 1: The girl thinks that the guy is cheating, but he's 169 00:09:49,000 --> 00:09:54,360 Speaker 1: really sneaking off the recording escape exactly. And what did 170 00:09:54,440 --> 00:09:56,880 Speaker 1: your mom and your family say when you're recording with 171 00:09:56,960 --> 00:09:59,080 Speaker 1: Cole and going out there and recording, because a lot 172 00:09:59,120 --> 00:10:03,120 Speaker 1: of times parents don't leading the industry, right, my dad 173 00:10:03,160 --> 00:10:09,000 Speaker 1: never really knew what was going on in my life. Yeah, 174 00:10:08,040 --> 00:10:11,880 Speaker 1: I mean he knew. He was the one who always 175 00:10:12,280 --> 00:10:15,319 Speaker 1: said you're gonna be something one day, Like he always 176 00:10:15,320 --> 00:10:17,960 Speaker 1: said that, but like he was kind of always doing 177 00:10:18,000 --> 00:10:20,520 Speaker 1: his own things, so he never really was seeing that 178 00:10:20,600 --> 00:10:22,679 Speaker 1: I was how serious I was about music, which is 179 00:10:22,679 --> 00:10:24,199 Speaker 1: why he was like, you should be a nurse, but 180 00:10:24,440 --> 00:10:26,920 Speaker 1: really he wanted to be a nurse. And my mom 181 00:10:27,040 --> 00:10:31,120 Speaker 1: was very calm, was just like forward, like happy for me, 182 00:10:31,160 --> 00:10:34,080 Speaker 1: but yeah, very supportive. She never really knew this, like 183 00:10:34,679 --> 00:10:38,040 Speaker 1: how serious he said that. Your dad used to always 184 00:10:38,080 --> 00:10:40,360 Speaker 1: tell you you're gonna be something, You're gonna be something. 185 00:10:40,760 --> 00:10:45,480 Speaker 1: Is that put added pressure on a daughter with me? Wow? No, 186 00:10:46,480 --> 00:10:49,680 Speaker 1: you know what? And it sucks because we were not 187 00:10:49,720 --> 00:10:54,120 Speaker 1: even speaking right now. Ill what's going on? Okay, so 188 00:10:54,160 --> 00:10:56,839 Speaker 1: we're not even speaking right now. But I do feel 189 00:10:56,840 --> 00:11:01,840 Speaker 1: like when you instill certain things like that, it goes 190 00:11:01,880 --> 00:11:05,160 Speaker 1: a long way for sure, because um, that is the 191 00:11:05,200 --> 00:11:08,040 Speaker 1: one area in my life where I feel like I 192 00:11:08,120 --> 00:11:11,840 Speaker 1: did really good right now with you when your dad 193 00:11:11,880 --> 00:11:13,960 Speaker 1: not now speaking, is it something small that you can 194 00:11:14,000 --> 00:11:17,040 Speaker 1: call him like? Because life is it's so much so 195 00:11:17,120 --> 00:11:22,240 Speaker 1: like it. Um, I really think it's important for like 196 00:11:22,360 --> 00:11:25,880 Speaker 1: people to be healed when they're bringing kids into this 197 00:11:25,920 --> 00:11:30,880 Speaker 1: world because it's just like that alone. I feel like 198 00:11:31,000 --> 00:11:35,040 Speaker 1: probably innately helped me in so many ways, like always 199 00:11:35,080 --> 00:11:39,800 Speaker 1: grinding and like that. But um, I could also see 200 00:11:39,840 --> 00:11:44,360 Speaker 1: the other like you know that I carry and it's, um, 201 00:11:44,400 --> 00:11:46,560 Speaker 1: I'm sure it has to do with the others you 202 00:11:46,640 --> 00:11:50,000 Speaker 1: know that you go through trauma. Well, let me let 203 00:11:50,000 --> 00:11:51,680 Speaker 1: me tell you something I learned in therapy because the 204 00:11:51,679 --> 00:11:54,280 Speaker 1: first time I had a breakthrough in therapy was literally 205 00:11:54,559 --> 00:11:57,160 Speaker 1: realizing all the daddy issues I had. Yeah, So when 206 00:11:57,200 --> 00:11:59,680 Speaker 1: me and my dad had a conversation and I realized, damn, 207 00:11:59,720 --> 00:12:02,320 Speaker 1: he was a human before he was my dad, and 208 00:12:02,360 --> 00:12:05,760 Speaker 1: he had his own issues self distribus issues, dealing with 209 00:12:05,760 --> 00:12:07,840 Speaker 1: mental health issues and he was just doing the best 210 00:12:07,840 --> 00:12:09,840 Speaker 1: he could with what he had at the time. It 211 00:12:09,880 --> 00:12:12,360 Speaker 1: allowed me to give him a lot more grace. Yes, 212 00:12:12,480 --> 00:12:14,400 Speaker 1: and I got to give our parents great I know, 213 00:12:14,679 --> 00:12:19,040 Speaker 1: and I feel like there needs to be a lot 214 00:12:19,080 --> 00:12:21,760 Speaker 1: of group therapy, absolutely, and of course I want to 215 00:12:21,800 --> 00:12:26,400 Speaker 1: continue my therapy alone, but I think that would probably 216 00:12:26,440 --> 00:12:29,559 Speaker 1: be best because I know these are things I'm even 217 00:12:29,640 --> 00:12:32,800 Speaker 1: carrying into my dating life and I just don't want 218 00:12:32,800 --> 00:12:35,160 Speaker 1: to have that weight on me. And I do want 219 00:12:35,160 --> 00:12:38,120 Speaker 1: to be more compassionate because he went through a lot, 220 00:12:39,080 --> 00:12:44,360 Speaker 1: you know, with foster care and abandonment issues and all 221 00:12:44,520 --> 00:12:49,000 Speaker 1: kinds of like dark things, So I do recognize why 222 00:12:49,120 --> 00:12:51,439 Speaker 1: he is the way that he is. And you've been 223 00:12:51,440 --> 00:12:53,959 Speaker 1: really open about going to therapy. When did you decide 224 00:12:54,320 --> 00:12:57,200 Speaker 1: that that was something you wanted to do this year? 225 00:12:57,440 --> 00:13:01,200 Speaker 1: I was just tired of just being a big ball 226 00:13:01,320 --> 00:13:06,559 Speaker 1: of like traumas, like just being unaware of like what 227 00:13:06,600 --> 00:13:09,800 Speaker 1: was going on inside, and like, you know, a lot 228 00:13:09,840 --> 00:13:13,079 Speaker 1: of times I could be so triggered and it's just like, 229 00:13:13,120 --> 00:13:17,840 Speaker 1: well why, And now I'm realizing why somebody just pretending 230 00:13:17,880 --> 00:13:20,400 Speaker 1: like I don't exist, or like not even looking at me, 231 00:13:20,520 --> 00:13:22,640 Speaker 1: or like kind of having like this arrogant nature can 232 00:13:22,640 --> 00:13:25,400 Speaker 1: be so triggering. Like where did I see that like 233 00:13:25,520 --> 00:13:29,400 Speaker 1: earlier in my life or experience that, Like I'm starting 234 00:13:29,400 --> 00:13:32,000 Speaker 1: to realize it never stops. It's like a cycle. Like 235 00:13:32,080 --> 00:13:35,640 Speaker 1: if you don't realize that you're carrying all of this way, 236 00:13:35,720 --> 00:13:38,400 Speaker 1: it comes out in different ways and people be like, 237 00:13:38,440 --> 00:13:41,240 Speaker 1: why she freaked out? It wasn't even that serious. It 238 00:13:41,320 --> 00:13:44,280 Speaker 1: was a reminder. It was a flashback, probably a trigger 239 00:13:44,440 --> 00:13:48,160 Speaker 1: without even realizing where it came from. There's always something 240 00:13:48,160 --> 00:13:51,079 Speaker 1: in our childhood. Yeah, always something that happened in our childhood. 241 00:13:51,080 --> 00:13:52,960 Speaker 1: And to bring you it happened to you an adult. 242 00:13:53,240 --> 00:13:55,719 Speaker 1: When it happened, you can triggered. You're like, oh, that's 243 00:13:55,760 --> 00:13:57,840 Speaker 1: what that's why therapy is. Greg's like, oh, that's why 244 00:13:58,000 --> 00:14:01,400 Speaker 1: I'm reacting, Like, because what happened here? Yes, and it's 245 00:14:01,520 --> 00:14:04,640 Speaker 1: it's been really beautiful and like eye opening for sure. 246 00:14:04,720 --> 00:14:07,599 Speaker 1: Are you healing those those childhood wounds? Oh? Definitely, I 247 00:14:08,559 --> 00:14:12,360 Speaker 1: want to keep going deeper. This start is happening for sure. 248 00:14:12,480 --> 00:14:14,680 Speaker 1: And you said you see a lot of that in 249 00:14:14,679 --> 00:14:16,640 Speaker 1: the relationships that you have now, Like what are some 250 00:14:16,760 --> 00:14:19,120 Speaker 1: things and patterns Like I know you said you want 251 00:14:19,120 --> 00:14:21,600 Speaker 1: to be more sympathetic, So what are some things that 252 00:14:21,640 --> 00:14:24,200 Speaker 1: you feel like, Okay, I gotta work on this. Damn 253 00:14:25,080 --> 00:14:31,520 Speaker 1: Probably how I'm communicating. I'm a very anxious person, so 254 00:14:31,640 --> 00:14:35,640 Speaker 1: basically instead of saying I've said this before, but instead 255 00:14:35,640 --> 00:14:38,720 Speaker 1: of saying like nobody cares, like it's just about wealth, 256 00:14:39,040 --> 00:14:41,320 Speaker 1: you know, I feel like this is how I'm feeling, 257 00:14:41,360 --> 00:14:45,040 Speaker 1: like you know that I'm not being heard or you 258 00:14:45,080 --> 00:14:47,120 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Like, I try to work on 259 00:14:47,840 --> 00:14:50,880 Speaker 1: how I'm communicating because I get so kind of in 260 00:14:50,960 --> 00:14:54,960 Speaker 1: my own anxiety and mess that I can kind of 261 00:14:55,200 --> 00:14:58,560 Speaker 1: be a little insensitive sometimes. So I just want to 262 00:14:58,600 --> 00:15:02,080 Speaker 1: work on like that. And when it comes to performing 263 00:15:02,520 --> 00:15:05,080 Speaker 1: and getting on stage, are you the type of person 264 00:15:05,120 --> 00:15:07,440 Speaker 1: who gets nervous before that or does it all go 265 00:15:07,520 --> 00:15:10,520 Speaker 1: away and that's where you feel most comfortable most times. 266 00:15:10,560 --> 00:15:14,880 Speaker 1: I rarely get nervous like that nervous, but certain things 267 00:15:14,920 --> 00:15:19,080 Speaker 1: like TV performances like I'm shaking, like it's just certain things. 268 00:15:19,160 --> 00:15:22,720 Speaker 1: Or Jasmine Jasmine like at the when we performed at 269 00:15:22,760 --> 00:15:25,600 Speaker 1: the BT Awards, like horrified, like I don't want to 270 00:15:25,680 --> 00:15:31,960 Speaker 1: let this legend down, like Jasmine Sullivan is everything. So yeah, question, 271 00:15:32,000 --> 00:15:35,720 Speaker 1: when you get triggered by secret rappers, do you remember 272 00:15:35,720 --> 00:15:39,840 Speaker 1: the struggle rapper who traumatized you? Oh? So many, so 273 00:15:39,880 --> 00:15:45,040 Speaker 1: many yeah, gious people will never hear of. There's so 274 00:15:45,120 --> 00:15:48,840 Speaker 1: many bright people we never hear of, like they just 275 00:15:48,960 --> 00:15:51,960 Speaker 1: they won't say it until like you like them, and 276 00:15:52,040 --> 00:15:53,760 Speaker 1: it's just like, oh, I'm about to go to the studio. 277 00:15:54,840 --> 00:15:59,840 Speaker 1: Why like when whatever, they don't know who you are 278 00:16:00,120 --> 00:16:01,920 Speaker 1: when they want to date you and act like, oh 279 00:16:02,000 --> 00:16:04,800 Speaker 1: my god, like hey, what what do you do? You know, 280 00:16:04,960 --> 00:16:07,360 Speaker 1: and act like they're not sure who you are. Yeah, 281 00:16:07,480 --> 00:16:10,520 Speaker 1: I've definitely been in a relationship where he acted like 282 00:16:10,600 --> 00:16:14,120 Speaker 1: I was not who I am at all. That's ridiculous. Yeah, 283 00:16:14,160 --> 00:16:19,040 Speaker 1: I was trying to feel appreciated. He kept trying to 284 00:16:19,080 --> 00:16:22,320 Speaker 1: say it was just it's ego, like you know, it's 285 00:16:22,360 --> 00:16:25,280 Speaker 1: not all about you type thing. But really I just 286 00:16:25,320 --> 00:16:30,920 Speaker 1: felt like he always kind of diminished everything about me, 287 00:16:31,160 --> 00:16:33,440 Speaker 1: you know, like kind of pretended like this singing part 288 00:16:33,480 --> 00:16:36,360 Speaker 1: didn't even exist. I hate people like that. Don't try 289 00:16:36,400 --> 00:16:38,440 Speaker 1: to make me feel small because you're clue. Yeah, oh 290 00:16:38,520 --> 00:16:44,560 Speaker 1: my god, oh my gosh, what I mean? You know what? 291 00:16:51,600 --> 00:16:55,600 Speaker 1: I want to know what you know? What I mean 292 00:16:55,680 --> 00:16:58,400 Speaker 1: people that try to make us feel small just because 293 00:16:58,400 --> 00:17:01,600 Speaker 1: they haven't done what they wanted doing life. Yeah, I 294 00:17:01,640 --> 00:17:10,840 Speaker 1: guess so. But now now him Jesus, but now you know, 295 00:17:11,080 --> 00:17:14,320 Speaker 1: like I just my goal is just just a date 296 00:17:14,640 --> 00:17:17,120 Speaker 1: nice people. It's got to be hard though, because you're 297 00:17:17,200 --> 00:17:19,439 Speaker 1: r linox now for you don't know who well, you 298 00:17:19,440 --> 00:17:21,120 Speaker 1: don't know who likes you for you or who likes 299 00:17:21,160 --> 00:17:25,760 Speaker 1: you because you're a superstar. Where you guys size the 300 00:17:26,040 --> 00:17:28,760 Speaker 1: you know plenty of fish like where you meeting? Well, 301 00:17:28,800 --> 00:17:31,359 Speaker 1: the other day I met a guy at the fashion 302 00:17:31,440 --> 00:17:33,800 Speaker 1: show that was really nice and he was he was 303 00:17:33,840 --> 00:17:36,399 Speaker 1: so fine, But the date is terrible? How do you 304 00:17:36,920 --> 00:17:44,560 Speaker 1: what was the date? Dressing probably better than yours want 305 00:17:44,600 --> 00:17:48,680 Speaker 1: to dress? How do heki continue? How you're sitting there? 306 00:17:48,760 --> 00:17:52,080 Speaker 1: He walks over, he acts security first while we were 307 00:17:52,160 --> 00:17:54,960 Speaker 1: sitting in a seat, and he oh, dang, I don't 308 00:17:54,960 --> 00:17:58,320 Speaker 1: want nobody to but yeah, she's sitting next to you, 309 00:17:59,320 --> 00:18:01,520 Speaker 1: but I want tell you when you could stop? Now? Yeh, 310 00:18:03,240 --> 00:18:06,760 Speaker 1: what was your He just he reached out and introduced 311 00:18:06,800 --> 00:18:09,920 Speaker 1: himself in like shook hands and it was really cute 312 00:18:09,960 --> 00:18:12,440 Speaker 1: and sweet. W was the first date the first day? 313 00:18:12,480 --> 00:18:17,080 Speaker 1: I ain't gonna tell you where. It was a lovely restaurant, 314 00:18:17,160 --> 00:18:20,800 Speaker 1: it really was. But he was late. He was late 315 00:18:20,840 --> 00:18:22,800 Speaker 1: to think his bad during fashion now he supposed to 316 00:18:22,840 --> 00:18:26,719 Speaker 1: be he was. He was hanging out with Jacole and 317 00:18:26,960 --> 00:18:32,920 Speaker 1: Um what it's able. No, that's what I'm saying that 318 00:18:33,040 --> 00:18:36,360 Speaker 1: with Jacole my Day, the whole team is like stopped. 319 00:18:40,200 --> 00:18:44,000 Speaker 1: It's just not my Heart Radio. For podcast Discovery, this 320 00:18:44,080 --> 00:18:47,760 Speaker 1: is the Breakfast Club. Third we go your chance to 321 00:18:47,800 --> 00:18:50,080 Speaker 1: hear the biggest trending podcast each week from the free 322 00:18:50,119 --> 00:18:52,160 Speaker 1: I Heart Radio app. We're still kicking it with Ari 323 00:18:52,480 --> 00:18:55,639 Speaker 1: Lennox Charlagne. What was your intention with this album? The 324 00:18:55,760 --> 00:19:01,080 Speaker 1: intention was just me showcasing dating, and it's entirety from 325 00:19:01,400 --> 00:19:02,719 Speaker 1: I was trying to get away from dating, but used 326 00:19:02,720 --> 00:19:06,920 Speaker 1: to bought us right back. I know it's all right, 327 00:19:07,000 --> 00:19:09,760 Speaker 1: it's on subject for and it's where you all right, 328 00:19:09,760 --> 00:19:11,399 Speaker 1: you know what a lot of people can relate to you. 329 00:19:11,840 --> 00:19:13,720 Speaker 1: That's one of the main questions people ask, how do 330 00:19:13,760 --> 00:19:17,439 Speaker 1: you find somebody like, somebody good, somebody nice? Do you 331 00:19:17,440 --> 00:19:19,920 Speaker 1: think about marriage? Like? Are you dating with the intention 332 00:19:20,040 --> 00:19:23,600 Speaker 1: to get married? That's how you find somebody probably is 333 00:19:23,600 --> 00:19:27,640 Speaker 1: how finding yourself really, and so that's really what I'm 334 00:19:27,680 --> 00:19:31,080 Speaker 1: focused on. I got a little distracted with that recent 335 00:19:31,200 --> 00:19:33,400 Speaker 1: date and then I was like, well, let me see 336 00:19:33,440 --> 00:19:35,400 Speaker 1: what else is out here. But I think I'm gonna 337 00:19:35,440 --> 00:19:38,119 Speaker 1: pull back into like myself and just kind of like, 338 00:19:38,640 --> 00:19:43,000 Speaker 1: change my number and just focus on more beautiful books 339 00:19:43,040 --> 00:19:45,720 Speaker 1: on trauma and just focus on me. I got a 340 00:19:45,720 --> 00:19:50,080 Speaker 1: great one for you momenticum my grandmother's hands. Really. Yeah. 341 00:19:50,200 --> 00:19:53,119 Speaker 1: We also have a Marian I'm Bothered book in here? Wow? 342 00:19:53,560 --> 00:20:09,200 Speaker 1: Is that about Trauma's adorable? Okay? Things? Oh no, no, no, 343 00:20:09,680 --> 00:20:12,840 Speaker 1: I have to get the book back. No singers, no singers, 344 00:20:12,880 --> 00:20:15,960 Speaker 1: no rapper. What about ball players you said earlier? Oh, 345 00:20:16,080 --> 00:20:19,040 Speaker 1: if he played basketball, he doesn't mention that. Maybe a 346 00:20:19,119 --> 00:20:23,960 Speaker 1: soccer player. Go with the money? At is that where 347 00:20:23,960 --> 00:20:29,760 Speaker 1: the money? That's money yet real money yet soccer? Okay, 348 00:20:30,600 --> 00:20:37,399 Speaker 1: I'm just saying we have intentions. That's all. Did you 349 00:20:37,400 --> 00:20:39,520 Speaker 1: finish your thought on the intentions of this album? The 350 00:20:39,600 --> 00:20:43,359 Speaker 1: intention of the album is just making beautiful music that 351 00:20:43,520 --> 00:20:46,399 Speaker 1: sounds like I'm in love based on crushes of people 352 00:20:46,960 --> 00:20:50,480 Speaker 1: I've never even hung out with before, like mean mug 353 00:20:50,520 --> 00:20:58,640 Speaker 1: and hoodie crushes on fine men that I never Yeah, 354 00:20:58,680 --> 00:21:01,480 Speaker 1: then it gets to blocking YouTube, it gets blocking you, 355 00:21:01,600 --> 00:21:03,719 Speaker 1: and That's where I'm at right now with it, like 356 00:21:04,640 --> 00:21:07,800 Speaker 1: in real life. But yeah, it's just dating and the 357 00:21:07,880 --> 00:21:11,800 Speaker 1: emotions and towards the end of the album, I'm definitely 358 00:21:11,840 --> 00:21:15,000 Speaker 1: more about like, Okay, it's time to protect my peace. Like, 359 00:21:15,040 --> 00:21:17,040 Speaker 1: no one's gonna do that for me. And I find 360 00:21:17,080 --> 00:21:20,200 Speaker 1: it irresponsible to be moving around in life with all 361 00:21:20,240 --> 00:21:24,439 Speaker 1: of these unhealed you know, traumas and trying to you know, 362 00:21:24,480 --> 00:21:27,159 Speaker 1: get to know people. So I just, you know, I 363 00:21:27,200 --> 00:21:32,679 Speaker 1: want to check some things, some codependency things and anxiety. 364 00:21:33,160 --> 00:21:36,879 Speaker 1: That's powerful. People fast, you about black people fast if 365 00:21:36,880 --> 00:21:40,359 Speaker 1: they ignore you, just black room, I do. Like one time, 366 00:21:40,760 --> 00:21:43,480 Speaker 1: I felt that there was distance happening, and I was like, hey, 367 00:21:43,520 --> 00:21:46,439 Speaker 1: can we talk. I feel like something is changing. He 368 00:21:46,520 --> 00:21:48,879 Speaker 1: was like, I thought we were good. I thought everything 369 00:21:48,960 --> 00:21:51,359 Speaker 1: was good. Um, you know what, I just need to 370 00:21:51,359 --> 00:21:53,040 Speaker 1: get something to eat. I'm gonna call you right back. 371 00:21:53,520 --> 00:21:56,680 Speaker 1: And so I got on the phone my dad and 372 00:21:57,080 --> 00:21:59,800 Speaker 1: me and my dad talked for like two hours and 373 00:22:00,000 --> 00:22:02,080 Speaker 1: I didn't hear from the guy. I'm looking at my 374 00:22:02,119 --> 00:22:06,640 Speaker 1: phone like wow, like and so I blocked him. After that, 375 00:22:06,640 --> 00:22:10,200 Speaker 1: that was it. We spoke one time since then. I'm 376 00:22:10,240 --> 00:22:14,720 Speaker 1: sure for some reason, I'm attracting avoidant people who don't 377 00:22:14,760 --> 00:22:17,600 Speaker 1: know how to communicate. Well, you're probably attracting what you are. 378 00:22:17,640 --> 00:22:19,560 Speaker 1: That's why what you said about you know, healing your 379 00:22:19,560 --> 00:22:21,639 Speaker 1: own trauma before you get into another situation. It's so 380 00:22:21,720 --> 00:22:24,040 Speaker 1: important that right there, that's better than money. You know 381 00:22:24,080 --> 00:22:25,440 Speaker 1: how we are you know about to say, you know 382 00:22:25,480 --> 00:22:27,040 Speaker 1: how we always say you need a man with money, 383 00:22:27,119 --> 00:22:31,920 Speaker 1: but did you you know, you know, but you really 384 00:22:31,920 --> 00:22:34,240 Speaker 1: want a man that is doing the work like you're 385 00:22:34,240 --> 00:22:35,800 Speaker 1: doing the work every I got so many home girls 386 00:22:35,800 --> 00:22:36,960 Speaker 1: to say, I can't date a man if they're not 387 00:22:37,000 --> 00:22:40,040 Speaker 1: in therapy, they're not trying to heal. Wow, that's what 388 00:22:40,080 --> 00:22:43,720 Speaker 1: I would want for myself, a secure individual and or 389 00:22:44,280 --> 00:22:48,320 Speaker 1: someone who's striving to be secure and healing as well 390 00:22:48,359 --> 00:22:51,160 Speaker 1: as I am healing and trying to heal. I wanted 391 00:22:51,200 --> 00:22:52,560 Speaker 1: to ask you what did you think, because you know 392 00:22:52,560 --> 00:22:54,240 Speaker 1: you are one of the leaders of this new R 393 00:22:54,320 --> 00:22:55,800 Speaker 1: and B era, what did you think of did these 394 00:22:55,840 --> 00:22:58,600 Speaker 1: comments that R and B is dead? I thought it 395 00:22:58,720 --> 00:23:03,120 Speaker 1: was dismissive to all of the amazing legendary artists that 396 00:23:03,520 --> 00:23:06,120 Speaker 1: have been in the game and that are also contributing. 397 00:23:06,160 --> 00:23:09,399 Speaker 1: I mean, from Mary J. Blige to Jasmine Sullivan to 398 00:23:09,560 --> 00:23:15,960 Speaker 1: Summer Walker, to Lame to Money Long Van Jest, Lucky Day, 399 00:23:16,160 --> 00:23:20,320 Speaker 1: Lucky Day, Aaron Ray. There's so many of us. T 400 00:23:20,440 --> 00:23:27,840 Speaker 1: Nariel Brent, Fiz Jalen Jossi her her. Yes, yes, let's 401 00:23:28,160 --> 00:23:32,679 Speaker 1: you know, Sissa, like everyone is still killing it and 402 00:23:32,800 --> 00:23:37,240 Speaker 1: dropping music. And it was dismissive just because I don't 403 00:23:37,240 --> 00:23:42,879 Speaker 1: know think. Yeah, Tank exactly amazing. Yeah, I don't know 404 00:23:42,920 --> 00:23:47,159 Speaker 1: why he said that it was not nice, but I 405 00:23:47,320 --> 00:23:51,640 Speaker 1: do love all that he's contributed to music, So it's 406 00:23:51,680 --> 00:23:54,240 Speaker 1: no shade. But it's like being more nice to the 407 00:23:54,280 --> 00:23:57,119 Speaker 1: people that are really you know, we're out here still 408 00:23:57,560 --> 00:24:00,880 Speaker 1: stop it. Right off the wonder when you was young 409 00:24:00,960 --> 00:24:02,800 Speaker 1: trying to get on, what did you think the industry 410 00:24:02,840 --> 00:24:05,639 Speaker 1: would be like? And what have you realized? You know 411 00:24:05,720 --> 00:24:08,000 Speaker 1: it really is. But I think it was gonna be 412 00:24:08,080 --> 00:24:11,199 Speaker 1: like I don't remember. I just knew. I just I 413 00:24:11,240 --> 00:24:14,080 Speaker 1: saw baw Wau up there and Joe Joe, and I 414 00:24:14,119 --> 00:24:17,560 Speaker 1: just wanted to be like them, like when I was young. Um, 415 00:24:17,680 --> 00:24:19,719 Speaker 1: what do I think? I don't know what I thought. Like, 416 00:24:20,160 --> 00:24:21,880 Speaker 1: maybe I thought there was gonna be like a lot 417 00:24:21,920 --> 00:24:26,480 Speaker 1: of like devil people illuminatis. I haven't seen yet to 418 00:24:26,520 --> 00:24:29,560 Speaker 1: see that. I thought there would be a lot of cocaine. 419 00:24:29,960 --> 00:24:35,720 Speaker 1: Yet I've yet to see the everthing I've never seen 420 00:24:35,760 --> 00:24:40,920 Speaker 1: it before, sacrifice a family member or something. I don't 421 00:24:40,920 --> 00:24:44,560 Speaker 1: want to think I've ever seen before either. No, yeah, exactly. 422 00:24:44,640 --> 00:24:47,359 Speaker 1: I've been offered it, but I've never seen it. It 423 00:24:47,440 --> 00:24:50,400 Speaker 1: was never been offered, I don't believe, or have offered 424 00:24:50,440 --> 00:24:52,720 Speaker 1: it twice in my life. But they didn't like have 425 00:24:52,840 --> 00:24:56,040 Speaker 1: it in their hand. Wow, They were like, do you party? Yeah, 426 00:24:56,440 --> 00:24:59,600 Speaker 1: then I have been offered it before then well yeah, 427 00:24:59,600 --> 00:25:02,199 Speaker 1: no bad through room. Yes that's what that meant. Oh 428 00:25:02,200 --> 00:25:07,720 Speaker 1: my god, you've been off a cocaine. I haven't offered cocaine. Say, 429 00:25:07,920 --> 00:25:14,119 Speaker 1: all your friends are in the little knot. We do 430 00:25:14,200 --> 00:25:17,520 Speaker 1: appreciate you, we appreciate your music. And you know, I 431 00:25:17,560 --> 00:25:18,880 Speaker 1: was kind of hurt when you said you don't want 432 00:25:18,880 --> 00:25:20,840 Speaker 1: to do interviews anymore. I was like, don't let one 433 00:25:21,000 --> 00:25:24,320 Speaker 1: bad interaction with somebody mess up somebody else, you know. 434 00:25:24,400 --> 00:25:26,040 Speaker 1: And I'm glad you're over that, and I'm glad you're 435 00:25:26,040 --> 00:25:29,240 Speaker 1: doing interviews again. Thank you. I want people to understand 436 00:25:29,560 --> 00:25:32,600 Speaker 1: that was just a part of my anxious nature of 437 00:25:32,720 --> 00:25:35,000 Speaker 1: like what I met earlier, when I was just like 438 00:25:35,040 --> 00:25:38,800 Speaker 1: nobody cares. I kind of worst case scenario and jumped 439 00:25:38,880 --> 00:25:41,640 Speaker 1: to like the extreme. I'm kind of black and white 440 00:25:41,680 --> 00:25:46,520 Speaker 1: with things especially. Yeah, and I definitely didn't mean that 441 00:25:46,640 --> 00:25:50,199 Speaker 1: I was just so heartbroken by the fact that he 442 00:25:50,240 --> 00:25:53,720 Speaker 1: would release something that we didn't agree on him releasing, 443 00:25:53,880 --> 00:25:58,399 Speaker 1: and I just kind of felt ambushed, you know. So, yeah, 444 00:25:58,640 --> 00:26:00,440 Speaker 1: let's get into a record off that what you want 445 00:26:00,480 --> 00:26:03,280 Speaker 1: to hear? Oh? I guess boy bye, because that's the 446 00:26:03,400 --> 00:26:07,400 Speaker 1: real sexy record. I love Lucky Days. Awesome. I can't 447 00:26:07,440 --> 00:26:09,159 Speaker 1: wait to see you on TV and movies too. I 448 00:26:09,400 --> 00:26:12,640 Speaker 1: see that in your future as well. That's so sweet. Yeah, 449 00:26:12,640 --> 00:26:14,000 Speaker 1: we need to get with Sean de Rymes and do 450 00:26:14,080 --> 00:26:16,040 Speaker 1: this a mini series, how to Get Away with Rapping? 451 00:26:16,119 --> 00:26:25,360 Speaker 1: Oh my god, struggle rapping, brilliant little thriller. Yes, our athletics, 452 00:26:25,440 --> 00:26:27,399 Speaker 1: Thank you for joining us. It wasn't that bad. It 453 00:26:27,480 --> 00:26:31,560 Speaker 1: was beautiful Dada's energy. Wow. And we prayed before we 454 00:26:31,600 --> 00:26:36,520 Speaker 1: came talk are you talking? Why you talk? Yeah? Why 455 00:26:36,560 --> 00:26:40,920 Speaker 1: do you talk so much? Because I love you the piece? No, 456 00:26:40,960 --> 00:26:42,880 Speaker 1: nothing day, you talk too much? You guys? This about 457 00:26:42,920 --> 00:26:47,800 Speaker 1: at about So we prayed together as a family. What 458 00:26:47,840 --> 00:26:50,359 Speaker 1: are you talking about? God? We said an intention before 459 00:26:50,400 --> 00:26:55,399 Speaker 1: the interview. That's what we did. Ye radio felt that 460 00:26:56,160 --> 00:26:58,679 Speaker 1: they don't ever date a radio personal located I promise 461 00:26:58,760 --> 00:27:07,280 Speaker 1: I won't, Okay, I won't really that's all you want 462 00:27:07,320 --> 00:27:12,760 Speaker 1: to go to. No more, you can't do that. Let's payola. Yeah, 463 00:27:18,760 --> 00:27:24,720 Speaker 1: I don't want that. Playing are so much two hundred 464 00:27:26,960 --> 00:27:30,640 Speaker 1: It's a Lynx is the Breakfast Club i al Radio 465 00:27:30,760 --> 00:27:33,520 Speaker 1: Sunday Night podcast. 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