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Speaker 1: And we're both Nikki fans. So yes, all right, so

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Speaker 1: don't this about me. I love like drug little stories,

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Speaker 1: I don't want to say intimidated, but I would say nervous.

427
00:21:37,160 --> 00:21:39,200
Speaker 1: I get a little nervous certain people because like she's

428
00:21:39,240 --> 00:21:41,480
Speaker 1: like known, like she's in the industry, you know what

429
00:21:41,520 --> 00:21:43,840
Speaker 1: I'm saying, but not the industry, but she just she

430
00:21:43,960 --> 00:21:47,479
Speaker 1: just know. And yo, when I when she started crying

431
00:21:47,520 --> 00:21:49,480
Speaker 1: off of a question, I asked that, That's when I

432
00:21:49,520 --> 00:21:54,359
Speaker 1: know I was doing good because I was that girl.

433
00:21:55,000 --> 00:21:56,920
Speaker 1: And that's why I was like, oh, bitch, you do

434
00:21:57,080 --> 00:22:00,399
Speaker 1: you get you get your bag off? Like because I

435
00:22:00,440 --> 00:22:03,840
Speaker 1: always feel like when you can evoke and emotional somebody,

436
00:22:03,960 --> 00:22:08,600
Speaker 1: especially when you're a storyteller, you're doing your thing. Yep.

437
00:22:09,160 --> 00:22:11,720
Speaker 1: So I think with that episode, I think that when

438
00:22:11,720 --> 00:22:14,280
Speaker 1: I see certain people, um, like when I did the

439
00:22:14,440 --> 00:22:18,000
Speaker 1: HIV um, I have HIV and this is the person

440
00:22:18,000 --> 00:22:21,199
Speaker 1: who discovered jay Z and I remember hearing on jay

441
00:22:21,280 --> 00:22:23,560
Speaker 1: z album. So like, when I see certain people that

442
00:22:23,960 --> 00:22:26,040
Speaker 1: actually bite the bait that I give them, like that

443
00:22:26,119 --> 00:22:29,640
Speaker 1: gives me confidence and reassurance like okay, bitch, like you're

444
00:22:29,680 --> 00:22:33,480
Speaker 1: doing your thing, You're gonna roll mm hm. And you're

445
00:22:33,520 --> 00:22:37,000
Speaker 1: doing your research too, like I got to see firsthand

446
00:22:37,080 --> 00:22:40,280
Speaker 1: you're going through interviews and oh yeah, sure when we

447
00:22:40,320 --> 00:22:43,000
Speaker 1: get these next episodes, like you don't ask the same

448
00:22:43,080 --> 00:22:46,240
Speaker 1: questions as everybody else, like, oh, tell me about yourself,

449
00:22:46,359 --> 00:22:48,840
Speaker 1: Like no, let's get right into it. Why are you

450
00:22:48,880 --> 00:22:54,120
Speaker 1: selling drugs right, because people want to know, Like and honestly,

451
00:22:54,160 --> 00:22:55,720
Speaker 1: I think that a lot of my guests, a lot

452
00:22:55,760 --> 00:22:58,359
Speaker 1: of people don't ask you the questions that I asked,

453
00:22:58,440 --> 00:23:00,760
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. And I also think it's

454
00:23:00,760 --> 00:23:03,240
Speaker 1: a it's coming from somebody that looked like them, so

455
00:23:03,280 --> 00:23:07,120
Speaker 1: it makes it even more comfortable, you know. Yeah, yeah,

456
00:23:07,320 --> 00:23:10,399
Speaker 1: that makes a big difference. But you ain't gonna tell

457
00:23:10,440 --> 00:23:12,159
Speaker 1: Bethy what time it is, but you're gonna tell me

458
00:23:12,200 --> 00:23:14,320
Speaker 1: what time it is. Yeah, right, let me tell you

459
00:23:14,400 --> 00:23:18,000
Speaker 1: what happens. Don't tell you the ins and out what

460
00:23:18,200 --> 00:23:21,360
Speaker 1: time it was. All that, especially because I'm anonymous exactly.

461
00:23:21,359 --> 00:23:24,320
Speaker 1: And I say one thing that I'm I'm thankful for

462
00:23:24,440 --> 00:23:26,359
Speaker 1: it that none of my guests ever felt like I

463
00:23:26,400 --> 00:23:28,840
Speaker 1: was judging them because that's not my intentions. Like I

464
00:23:29,119 --> 00:23:32,920
Speaker 1: felt like I just we keep kid with though. Yeah, yeah,

465
00:23:33,080 --> 00:23:35,439
Speaker 1: and it feels like that feels like, Okay, listen to

466
00:23:35,760 --> 00:23:38,440
Speaker 1: the professional home girls talk about what's going on. Yeah

467
00:23:41,640 --> 00:23:44,320
Speaker 1: that is really cool. And then I guess I want

468
00:23:44,320 --> 00:23:47,440
Speaker 1: to know too, what was sixteen year old you say

469
00:23:47,480 --> 00:23:57,080
Speaker 1: about you right now? Ye know, you're so dope, no,

470
00:23:57,240 --> 00:24:01,479
Speaker 1: because it's like, you know, I think that like I

471
00:24:01,520 --> 00:24:03,560
Speaker 1: feel like who I am now would definitely be a

472
00:24:03,560 --> 00:24:06,000
Speaker 1: person that thin you're gonna be needed. And thankfully I

473
00:24:06,040 --> 00:24:08,680
Speaker 1: had like my grandma, I had my childhood friends and stuff.

474
00:24:08,680 --> 00:24:12,280
Speaker 1: But like I think that I know this is what

475
00:24:12,359 --> 00:24:15,000
Speaker 1: I'm supposed to be doing again. It just feels it

476
00:24:15,080 --> 00:24:16,800
Speaker 1: feels safe. It feels like I'm at home, Like it

477
00:24:16,840 --> 00:24:18,960
Speaker 1: feels like I'm in my element, you know. So I

478
00:24:19,000 --> 00:24:21,040
Speaker 1: think the sixth year old me would be like I

479
00:24:21,040 --> 00:24:23,040
Speaker 1: would tell my six year stuff like yo, just hanging

480
00:24:23,040 --> 00:24:25,880
Speaker 1: in there, like she don't get moving, like just keep going,

481
00:24:25,960 --> 00:24:27,800
Speaker 1: like you on the right track. And like I think

482
00:24:27,840 --> 00:24:29,639
Speaker 1: one thing I would told also would help told my

483
00:24:29,720 --> 00:24:32,960
Speaker 1: younger stuff is like just follow your heart, like stop

484
00:24:33,000 --> 00:24:36,280
Speaker 1: asking people what they think, stop asking people for Like,

485
00:24:36,840 --> 00:24:38,399
Speaker 1: if that's what you want to do, do it, and

486
00:24:38,440 --> 00:24:40,200
Speaker 1: if it don't work out, at least you did it

487
00:24:40,200 --> 00:24:41,840
Speaker 1: because something has ain't even got the balls to do it,

488
00:24:41,920 --> 00:24:45,119
Speaker 1: you feel me. So if that's anything I can and

489
00:24:45,200 --> 00:24:48,000
Speaker 1: still in my kids, like go with your first mom,

490
00:24:48,080 --> 00:24:49,760
Speaker 1: Like stop asking everybody what they're doing, because a lot

491
00:24:49,760 --> 00:24:52,120
Speaker 1: of people be fear projectors, and when she don't work

492
00:24:52,119 --> 00:24:54,639
Speaker 1: out for them, they project their fears on you. You

493
00:24:54,680 --> 00:24:58,240
Speaker 1: feel me, yep. And that's something you can tell yourself

494
00:24:58,280 --> 00:25:02,679
Speaker 1: now too. At all times, the same advice supplies. I

495
00:25:02,720 --> 00:25:05,320
Speaker 1: guess certain friends, like including yourself, that I go to

496
00:25:05,480 --> 00:25:09,080
Speaker 1: for certain things because I know that certain people understand

497
00:25:09,080 --> 00:25:10,960
Speaker 1: where I'm coming from, and there are certain people have

498
00:25:11,000 --> 00:25:12,480
Speaker 1: their best interests at heart when it comes to me.

499
00:25:12,560 --> 00:25:16,880
Speaker 1: He feeled me. Yeah, yeah, definitely. And what was your

500
00:25:16,920 --> 00:25:20,000
Speaker 1: hardest interview? Like, what was one that you like? It

501
00:25:20,080 --> 00:25:21,879
Speaker 1: was like kind of question like how am I going

502
00:25:21,920 --> 00:25:25,360
Speaker 1: to get through this one? Oh my god? I know

503
00:25:26,240 --> 00:25:32,439
Speaker 1: what would you think? They're all hard like sties like

504
00:25:33,160 --> 00:25:36,440
Speaker 1: the HIV one. It just seems like that would be hard,

505
00:25:36,520 --> 00:25:39,760
Speaker 1: like listening to somebody finding out about what's going on

506
00:25:39,840 --> 00:25:45,280
Speaker 1: with them and uh, she's so cool by the way. Yeah,

507
00:25:46,680 --> 00:25:48,400
Speaker 1: um no, it was at my hardest one. I think

508
00:25:48,440 --> 00:25:52,159
Speaker 1: my hardest one was, um, oh my god, when uh

509
00:25:53,040 --> 00:25:56,720
Speaker 1: I survived child abuse? Oh my god? Did you listen

510
00:25:56,720 --> 00:26:03,560
Speaker 1: to that one? Man? Because I said, I also endured

511
00:26:03,600 --> 00:26:08,080
Speaker 1: childhood beats growing up, so I didn't endure it, not

512
00:26:08,160 --> 00:26:10,560
Speaker 1: to compare, but I didn't endure it as much as

513
00:26:10,640 --> 00:26:13,280
Speaker 1: she did to a point where she was like raped

514
00:26:13,280 --> 00:26:16,679
Speaker 1: by her stepfather and stuff. But man, oh, man, that

515
00:26:16,800 --> 00:26:19,800
Speaker 1: ship was heartbreaking. Like I had to take a minute

516
00:26:19,800 --> 00:26:23,320
Speaker 1: for that one. Yeah, that was hard. I think that

517
00:26:23,440 --> 00:26:27,520
Speaker 1: was hard. Listen to my best friend mom story was

518
00:26:27,560 --> 00:26:32,840
Speaker 1: hard by her mom. Uh what else was hard? I

519
00:26:32,880 --> 00:26:35,520
Speaker 1: mean I always hearing about a woman gaining sexual assault

520
00:26:35,600 --> 00:26:40,440
Speaker 1: to this hard. When I listened to but the Battle Survivor,

521
00:26:40,600 --> 00:26:43,520
Speaker 1: that was hard her getting raped, Like, but it wasn't hard.

522
00:26:44,200 --> 00:26:46,080
Speaker 1: It wasn't hard because it was like, you know, you're

523
00:26:46,080 --> 00:26:48,320
Speaker 1: talking to your home girls. I think the situation and

524
00:26:48,320 --> 00:26:51,960
Speaker 1: stuff was just like damn, like, yo, niggas really be

525
00:26:52,000 --> 00:26:56,479
Speaker 1: I heard this violating you know, um they're do. I

526
00:26:56,520 --> 00:27:00,280
Speaker 1: think when I did an episode earlier where um with

527
00:27:00,640 --> 00:27:02,680
Speaker 1: she dontated her kidney, that was kind of hard because

528
00:27:02,680 --> 00:27:05,560
Speaker 1: it's like, damn, Like sometimes I don't even think parents

529
00:27:05,640 --> 00:27:07,960
Speaker 1: understand the importance of and stilling that stuff love within

530
00:27:08,000 --> 00:27:11,080
Speaker 1: their child because it starts at home, you know. Yeah,

531
00:27:11,480 --> 00:27:15,720
Speaker 1: and she didn't donate the whole kidney child, so uh,

532
00:27:16,040 --> 00:27:18,040
Speaker 1: you know. The bd W poinn Star one was like

533
00:27:18,080 --> 00:27:20,600
Speaker 1: that was one of my funniest episodes, Like, I that's

534
00:27:20,600 --> 00:27:22,399
Speaker 1: one of my favorite. But like towards the end of

535
00:27:22,720 --> 00:27:26,040
Speaker 1: part one, she talked about, you know, her being raped

536
00:27:26,040 --> 00:27:28,119
Speaker 1: by her self father and her mother Norman about the

537
00:27:28,119 --> 00:27:30,320
Speaker 1: whole situation. So she was like, you know, I was

538
00:27:30,359 --> 00:27:32,199
Speaker 1: a porn star because somebody had to teach me. And

539
00:27:32,200 --> 00:27:36,440
Speaker 1: it's just like damn, Like you know what I'm saying,

540
00:27:36,480 --> 00:27:39,280
Speaker 1: Like a lot of these stories are difficult because it's like,

541
00:27:39,800 --> 00:27:41,879
Speaker 1: you know, I'm almost at a hundred episodes, and that's

542
00:27:41,880 --> 00:27:43,600
Speaker 1: a hundred different people I've spoken to. But that's a

543
00:27:43,680 --> 00:27:47,520
Speaker 1: hundred different types of trauma. Yeah, you feel me so

544
00:27:49,200 --> 00:27:50,520
Speaker 1: and then you got to go when you got them

545
00:27:50,520 --> 00:27:55,440
Speaker 1: into this car, that's good episode Like fifteen. I'm looking

546
00:27:55,480 --> 00:27:58,720
Speaker 1: at the thing now like fifteen and imagine like how

547
00:27:58,800 --> 00:28:01,119
Speaker 1: far you've got now, because now that is a really

548
00:28:01,200 --> 00:28:04,959
Speaker 1: big thing right now, Like that is an industry that

549
00:28:05,080 --> 00:28:09,280
Speaker 1: every a lot of women are tapping into. Um. Not really,

550
00:28:09,359 --> 00:28:11,120
Speaker 1: I don't really see men doing it, but I see

551
00:28:11,160 --> 00:28:13,560
Speaker 1: a lot of women doing it. Um. But you got

552
00:28:13,600 --> 00:28:15,760
Speaker 1: that interview early on to see like kind of what

553
00:28:15,840 --> 00:28:19,760
Speaker 1: it's about. How was that that was fun She actually

554
00:28:19,760 --> 00:28:22,080
Speaker 1: did a reading for me too. But you know what's

555
00:28:22,080 --> 00:28:23,840
Speaker 1: so funny because I was like, damn, because I'm also

556
00:28:23,880 --> 00:28:26,879
Speaker 1: tapping into like, uh, well, I've always been like very spiritual,

557
00:28:27,359 --> 00:28:30,080
Speaker 1: but I'm tapping into like the whole crystals and stuff

558
00:28:30,119 --> 00:28:32,480
Speaker 1: like that, you know, just getting back to my ancestors,

559
00:28:33,119 --> 00:28:35,280
Speaker 1: and um, I actually want to do an episode with

560
00:28:35,320 --> 00:28:39,400
Speaker 1: somebody about crystals because that's a really big thing. And

561
00:28:39,440 --> 00:28:41,440
Speaker 1: I'm and I have like, I'm starting to build my

562
00:28:41,480 --> 00:28:45,520
Speaker 1: own look crystal game up. So yeah, are you into

563
00:28:45,520 --> 00:28:49,520
Speaker 1: crystal cookies up? I'm starting to get into My cousins

564
00:28:49,600 --> 00:28:51,680
Speaker 1: sent me. They sent me a bunch of them and

565
00:28:51,720 --> 00:28:54,160
Speaker 1: they were literally what I needed at the time I needed.

566
00:28:54,160 --> 00:28:56,960
Speaker 1: And it was right after I went to uh an

567
00:28:56,960 --> 00:28:59,800
Speaker 1: intuitive reader and she was telling me which ones to

568
00:28:59,800 --> 00:29:02,040
Speaker 1: get and then I checked my mailbox and my cousin

569
00:29:02,120 --> 00:29:05,280
Speaker 1: has sent them to me, and I was like, I

570
00:29:05,360 --> 00:29:10,400
Speaker 1: was like, I guess I needed this at the universe. Yeah,

571
00:29:11,040 --> 00:29:13,720
Speaker 1: sure do. So it's it's really interesting to me. And

572
00:29:14,160 --> 00:29:18,560
Speaker 1: I keep having to um work with with intuitive people.

573
00:29:18,720 --> 00:29:21,280
Speaker 1: Like the one of the clients that I'm probably gonna

574
00:29:21,280 --> 00:29:24,760
Speaker 1: begin I'm speaking into this that that I have. UM.

575
00:29:24,800 --> 00:29:27,520
Speaker 1: She does reading, she does spiritual bath, she does all

576
00:29:27,560 --> 00:29:31,440
Speaker 1: of that, and I'm just like, A right, yeah, you

577
00:29:31,520 --> 00:29:35,040
Speaker 1: already got that child, And I'm like, God is like

578
00:29:35,160 --> 00:29:38,080
Speaker 1: putting this in my face, like tap into it. And

579
00:29:38,120 --> 00:29:40,640
Speaker 1: then this woman is like literally saying like you don't

580
00:29:40,640 --> 00:29:43,200
Speaker 1: have to have people tapping into you. You You can tap

581
00:29:43,240 --> 00:29:46,440
Speaker 1: into yourself and do this for yourself. And I'm like, wow,

582
00:29:46,480 --> 00:29:50,280
Speaker 1: this is this is listen child, I always listen to UM.

583
00:29:50,320 --> 00:29:52,239
Speaker 1: I was in Chicago with my friend. I was like

584
00:29:52,440 --> 00:29:55,760
Speaker 1: stressing myself out over just like you know, just like

585
00:29:55,880 --> 00:29:58,360
Speaker 1: wanting to make more money. I want to be want

586
00:29:58,360 --> 00:30:00,720
Speaker 1: to do my podcast for a time and yeah, yeah, yeah,

587
00:30:00,720 --> 00:30:03,680
Speaker 1: you know, regular entrepreneurship. And let me say how the

588
00:30:03,760 --> 00:30:05,760
Speaker 1: university working. I literally got in the car. I think

589
00:30:05,760 --> 00:30:08,080
Speaker 1: I spoke about this on one of the episodes, got

590
00:30:08,080 --> 00:30:10,640
Speaker 1: in the car and Joel old Thing was literally saying

591
00:30:11,200 --> 00:30:14,080
Speaker 1: about how you need to have more faith in yourself

592
00:30:14,120 --> 00:30:16,200
Speaker 1: than you do on others because everything you need is

593
00:30:16,240 --> 00:30:19,280
Speaker 1: within you. And I was like, yoll, what the fucking bond?

594
00:30:22,000 --> 00:30:23,760
Speaker 1: It's just like one of the eyes, like and that

595
00:30:23,840 --> 00:30:26,280
Speaker 1: whole sermon was about like, you know, if you're an

596
00:30:26,360 --> 00:30:29,400
Speaker 1: entrepreneur or whatever, like don't despite the small beginnings of

597
00:30:29,440 --> 00:30:32,720
Speaker 1: the don't the smart don't despite the small steps in

598
00:30:32,760 --> 00:30:34,240
Speaker 1: the beginnings of the days. It's like one of my

599
00:30:34,240 --> 00:30:36,840
Speaker 1: favorite Barber scriptures. But it's pretty much saying like if

600
00:30:36,880 --> 00:30:38,760
Speaker 1: you start off for saying the beginning, like just keep

601
00:30:38,800 --> 00:30:41,400
Speaker 1: going because you gotta have to say some muster mustard

602
00:30:41,400 --> 00:30:43,080
Speaker 1: seed and things are gonna grow. You get know what

603
00:30:43,120 --> 00:30:46,320
Speaker 1: I'm saying. And I think sometimes we'd be comparing ourselves

604
00:30:46,320 --> 00:30:48,200
Speaker 1: not even knowing that we're doing it, but like looking

605
00:30:48,240 --> 00:30:50,240
Speaker 1: at somebody else business and they'd be popping you on

606
00:30:50,240 --> 00:30:51,680
Speaker 1: in this place, just like, yo, you can't compare your

607
00:30:51,720 --> 00:30:55,080
Speaker 1: day one of somebody day one hundreds, Like that's impossible. Yeah,

608
00:30:55,560 --> 00:30:59,080
Speaker 1: they don't match up. They don't match up at all.

609
00:30:59,200 --> 00:31:02,880
Speaker 1: Destruct your price this that's so cool. I'm just so

610
00:31:03,120 --> 00:31:06,480
Speaker 1: proud and honored to know you and everything that you've

611
00:31:06,480 --> 00:31:10,360
Speaker 1: been doing in your growth and seeing far about it,

612
00:31:10,440 --> 00:31:13,320
Speaker 1: like you get me. You got me fired up this

613
00:31:13,360 --> 00:31:15,400
Speaker 1: weekend while you were here, and I'm like, okay, like

614
00:31:15,920 --> 00:31:19,160
Speaker 1: I'm slowly coming back. So your energy is so needed

615
00:31:19,240 --> 00:31:28,719
Speaker 1: for the world. But I know, no, we gotta you

616
00:31:28,720 --> 00:31:30,800
Speaker 1: gotta be there for your people and loving your people. Man,

617
00:31:30,920 --> 00:31:35,000
Speaker 1: like I was singing to her, y'all, I was yo,

618
00:31:35,240 --> 00:31:37,760
Speaker 1: I needed that. I'm like, oh, shoot, like hold up,

619
00:31:38,280 --> 00:31:41,240
Speaker 1: I am, I am, I am beyond my sadness. So

620
00:31:41,960 --> 00:31:44,680
Speaker 1: I thank you for that because I'm like, oh shoot,

621
00:31:44,720 --> 00:31:47,360
Speaker 1: like it's it's life is really little. It's like opening

622
00:31:47,360 --> 00:31:49,080
Speaker 1: your eyes a little bit more like, oh shoot, I

623
00:31:49,760 --> 00:31:54,200
Speaker 1: can't see. I'm not blind using those senses, but you

624
00:31:54,280 --> 00:31:57,240
Speaker 1: are needed. Um I'm trying to think. Is that anything

625
00:31:57,280 --> 00:32:02,560
Speaker 1: else I wanted to know? Um, let me see pull

626
00:32:02,560 --> 00:32:06,680
Speaker 1: out the journalistic bag. I personally want to know when

627
00:32:06,680 --> 00:32:11,040
Speaker 1: the notebooks are gonna be together. I know she was

628
00:32:11,120 --> 00:32:13,120
Speaker 1: having me with my merch because I really want to

629
00:32:13,160 --> 00:32:15,280
Speaker 1: have merch. Well I'm not ain't No, really, I'm gonna

630
00:32:15,280 --> 00:32:17,200
Speaker 1: have merch out by October so and the merch is

631
00:32:17,240 --> 00:32:19,480
Speaker 1: gonna be super cut y'all to make sure you'll um

632
00:32:19,520 --> 00:32:21,520
Speaker 1: support and it's gonna be super affordable, like I ain't

633
00:32:21,520 --> 00:32:22,960
Speaker 1: trying to break your bag because I know we ain't

634
00:32:22,960 --> 00:32:27,920
Speaker 1: a pandemic. And now it's so cute. So definitely by

635
00:32:27,960 --> 00:32:29,960
Speaker 1: October before we because me and her going on on

636
00:32:30,000 --> 00:32:32,360
Speaker 1: a cute trip. So before we going that trip, the

637
00:32:32,480 --> 00:32:34,160
Speaker 1: site is going to be live and I'm just gonna

638
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Speaker 1: bring yours with me. Yes, the noteless so cute, like

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Speaker 1: super cute, So I know I wanted to go. I

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Speaker 1: was like, take me the home goes, take me to the

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Speaker 1: the home goes and I'm like, why are you buying

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Speaker 1: a notebook? You've have to bring out your all note books.

643
00:32:49,600 --> 00:32:51,600
Speaker 1: Don't even do it to yourself, right, And you know

644
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Speaker 1: you've seen the note book book. Mad cute it is

645
00:32:55,640 --> 00:32:57,840
Speaker 1: and you wrote all up in yours. I know I'm

646
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Speaker 1: a writer, y'all be fest you know it. But um,

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Speaker 1: I guess that's all I have for you. I'm just

648
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Speaker 1: excited to be a part of this and seeing your

649
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Speaker 1: growth and almost at a hundred episodes you out here

650
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Speaker 1: hold up like I know you know, thank you for

651
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Speaker 1: the point of me. I'm telling y'all. We we met

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00:33:18,160 --> 00:33:21,160
Speaker 1: tending to fifteen years ago and this girl has literally

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00:33:21,200 --> 00:33:25,120
Speaker 1: like helped me understand how to brand myself. Taught me

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Speaker 1: what I mean. She was doing business ship that I

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00:33:28,200 --> 00:33:29,960
Speaker 1: was doing, and she was doing this like teen years ago.

656
00:33:32,240 --> 00:33:34,360
Speaker 1: He was thinking for like three different companies orself and

657
00:33:34,440 --> 00:33:36,640
Speaker 1: what they brand in this ship. So like, I really

658
00:33:36,680 --> 00:33:40,719
Speaker 1: appreciate you, man, because you really helped me like shutting

659
00:33:40,720 --> 00:33:43,200
Speaker 1: my ass down and figure out exactly what PhD needs.

660
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Speaker 1: So I appreciate you because you're definitely a professional home girl, yes,

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Speaker 1: professor own girlfriend. Thank you. So you're the only person

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00:33:55,320 --> 00:33:57,280
Speaker 1: I probably do any more episodes with the interview because

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Speaker 1: other friends they got a child. So if you want

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Speaker 1: to know more about my guess what? Oh oh one more,

665
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Speaker 1: one more, one more, one more. What is the ultimate

666
00:34:11,400 --> 00:34:18,799
Speaker 1: goal of pH g Uh, that's a good question. You know.

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Speaker 1: I used to always think that I wanted to be

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Speaker 1: with certain Um what's the word I'm looking for. I

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00:34:25,280 --> 00:34:27,040
Speaker 1: used to always think I need I needed to be

670
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Speaker 1: with certain networks to get to where I want to

671
00:34:29,840 --> 00:34:32,839
Speaker 1: get to as far as like the growth. But I

672
00:34:32,880 --> 00:34:35,759
Speaker 1: think that, you know, God shows me glimpses of where

673
00:34:35,760 --> 00:34:37,800
Speaker 1: I can go by showing me that how other people

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00:34:37,840 --> 00:34:42,400
Speaker 1: did it by the just by themselves. So I did

675
00:34:42,480 --> 00:34:45,160
Speaker 1: the ultimate goal. Obviously need to do this for a time,

676
00:34:45,719 --> 00:34:48,719
Speaker 1: and I wanna my own everything. So if I was

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00:34:48,760 --> 00:34:50,600
Speaker 1: a part of up with a network, it would be

678
00:34:50,600 --> 00:34:54,080
Speaker 1: a partnership. Uh. You know, I really want to do

679
00:34:54,200 --> 00:34:58,360
Speaker 1: title Rock Nation, so put it out there. But um,

680
00:34:58,400 --> 00:35:00,239
Speaker 1: I just want to keep the stories going. You know,

681
00:35:00,239 --> 00:35:04,560
Speaker 1: I'm working on a documentary. UM, I'm very excited about that.

682
00:35:04,800 --> 00:35:06,839
Speaker 1: I want to be able to travel like I think

683
00:35:06,840 --> 00:35:08,960
Speaker 1: what he was in New York, what he does is

684
00:35:09,000 --> 00:35:10,960
Speaker 1: so cool and I kind of want to emulate that

685
00:35:10,960 --> 00:35:12,600
Speaker 1: because I think it's just so cool to be getting

686
00:35:12,600 --> 00:35:15,279
Speaker 1: like all these people's stories and like it'd be like

687
00:35:15,320 --> 00:35:17,360
Speaker 1: some off the wall story. So like the fact that

688
00:35:17,360 --> 00:35:19,279
Speaker 1: our stories are kind of similar. It's like I know

689
00:35:19,719 --> 00:35:24,680
Speaker 1: I can do what he does but my way, and like,

690
00:35:24,760 --> 00:35:26,280
Speaker 1: I don't know, it's just so much like I definitely

691
00:35:26,280 --> 00:35:28,000
Speaker 1: want to come out with a book, but I'm gonna

692
00:35:28,000 --> 00:35:29,719
Speaker 1: wait a couple of more years. I guess some more

693
00:35:29,719 --> 00:35:32,759
Speaker 1: ship going on, but that's pretty much that. I really

694
00:35:32,800 --> 00:35:35,160
Speaker 1: just want to travel and get stories from all over

695
00:35:35,280 --> 00:35:38,359
Speaker 1: and just tell these have black women tell they stories

696
00:35:38,400 --> 00:35:41,640
Speaker 1: and where they want to tell it. I like that

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00:35:41,880 --> 00:35:46,359
Speaker 1: right in your basket. I know. I'm like basket and

698
00:35:46,400 --> 00:35:49,880
Speaker 1: you don't do documents. There's so many different stories out there, y'all. Like,

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00:35:50,520 --> 00:35:52,279
Speaker 1: oh man, I think I seld you my list, and

700
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Speaker 1: I'm like, y'all, like I have so many ideas, Like

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00:35:56,080 --> 00:35:58,520
Speaker 1: in our documentary, I want to do two documentaries and

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00:35:58,560 --> 00:36:00,680
Speaker 1: one documentaries with this girl when the high school with

703
00:36:00,840 --> 00:36:04,640
Speaker 1: and she was she was killed, so I want to

704
00:36:04,680 --> 00:36:07,360
Speaker 1: shed light on that, and just like there's just so

705
00:36:07,520 --> 00:36:09,000
Speaker 1: much that I want to do. That's like I know,

706
00:36:09,120 --> 00:36:14,440
Speaker 1: like that's gonna be for us by us, no pun intended.

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Speaker 1: You go girl, all right, so we'd see town all right,

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00:36:22,120 --> 00:36:26,640
Speaker 1: but thank you, this is fun. Thank you for having me.

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Speaker 1: She had her questions ready, y'allah. If y'all have maybe

710
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Speaker 1: you have any questions comments with the scern if y'all

711
00:36:33,880 --> 00:36:36,760
Speaker 1: want to support my friend. Like I said, she's a DJ,

712
00:36:37,080 --> 00:36:40,280
Speaker 1: but tell them what you do. So I'm a DJ,

713
00:36:40,880 --> 00:36:43,400
Speaker 1: I do a post I'm a posterer. So if you

714
00:36:43,480 --> 00:36:46,120
Speaker 1: got an old couch, I can make that ding brand.

715
00:36:46,200 --> 00:36:48,920
Speaker 1: When I buy my first home, I'm literally flying her

716
00:36:48,960 --> 00:36:50,879
Speaker 1: to New York so she can do my house like

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00:36:51,520 --> 00:36:56,680
Speaker 1: I will ship her. Ship is so crazy, y'all, no life,

718
00:36:57,520 --> 00:36:59,440
Speaker 1: And I just went to the fabric store today and

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Speaker 1: it's on friendicure line is about to start. Yes, I want,

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Speaker 1: I want my e names the home Girl. Okay, Um

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Speaker 1: what else I do? And then I do marketing and

722
00:37:10,120 --> 00:37:13,680
Speaker 1: digital so I have a creative agency. Um, I do

723
00:37:13,800 --> 00:37:17,439
Speaker 1: all like social media and I plan out content um,

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00:37:17,520 --> 00:37:20,000
Speaker 1: and then I do pr as well. To tell you

725
00:37:20,040 --> 00:37:25,480
Speaker 1: all that profestional home girl, but get you all one

726
00:37:26,239 --> 00:37:33,520
Speaker 1: home girl, but for real, well until next time, thank

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00:37:33,560 --> 00:37:35,680
Speaker 1: you friend, I'm gonna call you it right after this episode.

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Speaker 1: So okay until next time. Everyone later, later,