Speaker 1: Hey, guys, welcome to Yeah, another motherfucking episode of horrible Decisions.
Speaker 1: Did your girl Mandy b a k A full Core
Speaker 1: Pumps a k A dad Bitch a k A the
Speaker 1: Booty Bandit? Apparently I'm the fucking booty Warrior. Y'all motherfucker's
Speaker 1: want to give me all the goddamn booty titles in
Speaker 1: the world. Um, but I am joined today with a
Speaker 1: very special co host. Um. As you guys know, it's
Speaker 1: now getting holiday season. UM, me and Wheezy are traveling
Speaker 1: a lot. We have a lot going on with work.
Speaker 1: So because of scheduled conflict, you only got me today.
Speaker 1: But it's not really only me because I brought a
Speaker 1: special co host who was previously on our show. Kid alrighty, Hi,
Speaker 1: this is Kiki once again. UM. As you know, I
Speaker 1: have a podcast, It's Kinks with Kiki, where I discuss,
Speaker 1: you know, freak shit every week. Alright, freaks every week
Speaker 1: every week. Freak ship every week is actually a good
Speaker 1: thing to live by, Yes it is. It should be
Speaker 1: a mother completely um and so I'm excited to have
Speaker 1: her on this episode today, our lovely guest. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: let her eat these main goes real quick before I
Speaker 1: put all but our episode this week is super exciting
Speaker 1: for any of you listening, UM, specifically to the ladies,
Speaker 1: but also to the men. We want to talk to you.
Speaker 1: This is a sub versus dome episode, So you guys.
Speaker 1: When K was on the show, she was a super
Speaker 1: submissive UM. She shared a ton of um interesting stories.
Speaker 1: She had to ask UM if she could turn the
Speaker 1: light on when she entered. There was toilet drinking, there
Speaker 1: was looking, there was fine bottles and assholes. There was
Speaker 1: there was a lot of things going on. And I'm
Speaker 1: super excited because I've been trying to get our guests
Speaker 1: on this show for a very long time. Um. She
Speaker 1: goes by the name of God is Unk, but she
Speaker 1: is a beautiful black woman who is a true dumb
Speaker 1: in every of the matter. So we're gonna go ahead.
Speaker 1: Do you want to introduce yourself while you're looking sexy
Speaker 1: as hell? But the man goes eave y'all know to
Speaker 1: pust the smell goody good, introduce yourself. Mistress Unknown a
Speaker 1: k a on Instagram because you know they banned me,
Speaker 1: So now I'm God is you and K's got his own,
Speaker 1: So Mistress Unknown, and what are you you really you
Speaker 1: known for it? Though you're not unknown? What are you known?
Speaker 1: Um for doing it? Showcasing on your Instagram everything. That's
Speaker 1: why I keep getting banned, trying to find a home.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to find a social media home where i
Speaker 1: can put my stuff on because I'm an exhibitionist. I
Speaker 1: love it. So I liked a show. I like to
Speaker 1: like all eyes on me. And the reason why, um,
Speaker 1: you know, unknown, is because I just wanted to protect
Speaker 1: my At first, I'm going to protect my identity. I
Speaker 1: didn't want my family and vanilla friends to know what
Speaker 1: I was doing, so, you know, tucked away your alter ego. Essentially,
Speaker 1: you know, essentially I was living. I was living two
Speaker 1: lives until I was Instagram. No yes, Instagram exposed me.
Speaker 1: It exposed me to my aunt who's a pastor, and
Speaker 1: I didn't want her to know. And when she came
Speaker 1: to me and she told me, she was like, I
Speaker 1: don't want you to be Mistress Unknown. I've seen your website,
Speaker 1: I've seen your Instagram. She's like, I've seen everything. If
Speaker 1: God wanted you to have a penis, he would have
Speaker 1: gave it to you. So you ain't know where this
Speaker 1: is going. So with with both of you sitting across
Speaker 1: from me. The icebreaker for this episode, I want to
Speaker 1: do UM kind of a again, a sub versus dum
Speaker 1: with terminology um. And you actually just said one again
Speaker 1: for the new listeners that may not know what is vanilla?
Speaker 1: You called and you're not talking about the white people,
Speaker 1: So what is what is vanilla? When you when you
Speaker 1: referenced someone as vanilla, Well, vanilla is basically anyone outside
Speaker 1: of king just like people in the military they say civilians,
Speaker 1: is anyone that's not within the community, you know, police. Obviously,
Speaker 1: I was like, you know, so that's vanilla, and you
Speaker 1: know vanilla is you know that playing playing ice cream?
Speaker 1: So yeah, so I'm like, you know, you're y'all a
Speaker 1: normal people, y'all, y'all, y'all be about his life. That's
Speaker 1: what she's definitely not about this. Another term um switch.
Speaker 1: If someone references themselves as a switch, a switch is
Speaker 1: a person who may be in a particular role as
Speaker 1: a dom or a sub, but sometimes every now and
Speaker 1: then they'll like to switch over to the opposite role.
Speaker 1: So a doub will a dom will become a sub
Speaker 1: and a sub will become a dom, which I think
Speaker 1: that's me and realized for me. So I love playing
Speaker 1: the dom role, which is why I've I got my
Speaker 1: dick in my cloth that um and so I have
Speaker 1: played where you know, I've been dominant to a man.
Speaker 1: But I also do from time to time like a
Speaker 1: man to choke me and like to feel at their
Speaker 1: wills sometimes exactly let me interrupt you as I'm eating
Speaker 1: my main goes, Okay, when we get started, I do smack.
Speaker 1: So if you're a person who was you know hard
Speaker 1: with you know, hearing people smacking this episode, you're gonna
Speaker 1: deal with that doesn't deal with it, okay. And secondly,
Speaker 1: is a lot of times women feel that if they
Speaker 1: want to get smacked or like you know, choked there
Speaker 1: and sex and they're submissive, it could be you just
Speaker 1: like of sex. That's how I came into this, that
Speaker 1: would be ready because I'm somewhat of um. I just
Speaker 1: felt like, you know, actually, this past month I kind
Speaker 1: of came to the realization that I am a sado massacust. Okay, Okay,
Speaker 1: a sado massacust is someone who is a sadist and
Speaker 1: also a massacust. But I'm writing yes, like like some
Speaker 1: people say this, like to inflict pain and okay pain
Speaker 1: and so like that can be. And I realized that
Speaker 1: I have like a sado massachism side, but only with
Speaker 1: sex period, absolutely outside of it. If you're like, oh,
Speaker 1: let me spain, let me do this, nah, but if
Speaker 1: we haven't said like, I want to like like, I'm
Speaker 1: very primal, primal, physical, animalistic. So when I'm having sex,
Speaker 1: I want you to like, I want like we're ravishing
Speaker 1: each other like that's my know, that's how I am.
Speaker 1: So I'm thinking just because I want to be choked
Speaker 1: out in sects that I'm submissive, But that's not really submissive,
Speaker 1: says But it's not even about being a say this,
Speaker 1: um you know mass metal, just that you know, just
Speaker 1: what I kind of came to. The real relation doesn't
Speaker 1: make sense. At the end of the day, this is
Speaker 1: all a journey for each and every one of us.
Speaker 1: I'm on a journey going through this year. On your journey,
Speaker 1: I am still Look. I remember when you was like, yeah,
Speaker 1: on my bucket list, I want to get money, money,
Speaker 1: and now that's that's there. It's just all there there
Speaker 1: and here to stay. I'm trying to you know, I'm
Speaker 1: trying to get more people to get out here and
Speaker 1: pay UM. So I'm gonna go ahead and do one
Speaker 1: more before we get into our vanilla ships. This is
Speaker 1: something that I believe. Actually, Oh, here's one negotiation. Do
Speaker 1: you all know what that means? The most important thing
Speaker 1: about So that's what I want to discuss because our
Speaker 1: last guests, UM or one of our last guests, UM
Speaker 1: was he came on. He was the fake sugar daddy, y'all,
Speaker 1: and we realized that he wasn't a sugar daddy. But
Speaker 1: one of the things that he mentioned, UM, is that
Speaker 1: if you walked in on him having sex, you would
Speaker 1: probably assume it's a rape. This is what he said
Speaker 1: in the episode, UM. And then we were like WHOA,
Speaker 1: Like you do you let them know it's gonna be
Speaker 1: this rough before then? And he was like no, UM,
Speaker 1: do you guys want to kind of talk about what
Speaker 1: negotiation is in this BDS some sense? That's what I'm thinking, Like,
Speaker 1: like a negotiation on my side is well, purposely, I say,
Speaker 1: it's kind of like a finesse thing, like where a
Speaker 1: sub will definitely negotiate their way out of being punished
Speaker 1: or having to go to bed. Because I was a
Speaker 1: bit of a bread as a submissive. So it's like
Speaker 1: I would negotiate little things like he's like you need
Speaker 1: to go to bed at ten, and I'm like, no,
Speaker 1: let's neg I'll do something like all finess. It'll do
Speaker 1: some ship and just figure out a way to get
Speaker 1: it pushed, like an hour or two hours. That's negotiation
Speaker 1: for a dumb well, I would say negotiation slash vetting.
Speaker 1: That's okay. That's the time when you say, this is
Speaker 1: what I'm not doing right, this is what I'm doing.
Speaker 1: This is what you give your hard one. This is
Speaker 1: what you say, how soon do you give those immediately?
Speaker 1: That's what I think that. I think that a lot
Speaker 1: of women feel this insecurity to kind of before they
Speaker 1: have sex with a man, say how they like it,
Speaker 1: what they expect. You have to because women are so
Speaker 1: used to pleasing a man. If we don't get pleased,
Speaker 1: we will get a man's ego and black, oh yeah,
Speaker 1: you was good knowing this motherfucker ain't nothing, And then
Speaker 1: you'll be like, damn, I wish I would have told
Speaker 1: him he ain't know what the fun he was doing.
Speaker 1: So you have to help people what you like, what
Speaker 1: you want, what you want it out and lose even
Speaker 1: as when I do it, I'll do like, you know,
Speaker 1: what are your interests? What are your hard limits? How
Speaker 1: long you've been doing this? Right? Plade? How come you
Speaker 1: didn't play between? And do you have any do you
Speaker 1: take any medications? Type of medications do you take? Do
Speaker 1: you have any? You know the thing that hinders your
Speaker 1: movement is it because you have an old sports injury
Speaker 1: you have to find And I think that for for
Speaker 1: most of us women, UM, not me, because y'all know
Speaker 1: I'll be straight asking the nigga can I've been him over?
Speaker 1: But what ladies don't feel like you're more of a
Speaker 1: hoe or damn, I'm starting to sex talk to really
Speaker 1: like a lot of women will feel like damn, now
Speaker 1: he's gonna judge me. But in the same sense, you
Speaker 1: do have to look out like, bitch, is your pussy
Speaker 1: walls worth getting slammed by name man? Please you anyways,
Speaker 1: just because you may not know if you guys like
Speaker 1: the same things in the back room. So we're gonna
Speaker 1: we're gonna make it a little light now for y'all.
Speaker 1: Go Vanilla ship, y'all and vanilla ship. Um it's actually uh,
Speaker 1: I saw it. I thought of Rory Shout out Rory
Speaker 1: from the Joe Budding podcast. But a woman who has
Speaker 1: had sex with twenty ghosts is now engaged to a spirit,
Speaker 1: so she is like Europe. Sorry to white listeners, Um,
Speaker 1: she definitely is. She and I wanted to explain this.
Speaker 1: So basically, she's from London. She found this spirit while
Speaker 1: she was visiting Australia. Um. She has had sex with
Speaker 1: previous um ghosts before. And she said in terms of
Speaker 1: getting proposed to in now celebrating their nine month relationship,
Speaker 1: she said that there was no going down on one knee.
Speaker 1: He doesn't have knees. For the first time I heard
Speaker 1: him speak, I could actually hear his voice. It was beautiful, deep,
Speaker 1: sexy and real. By the way, guys, she's thirty years old. UM.
Speaker 1: And she met him again while she was in Australia.
Speaker 1: She said, I did not I had not had a
Speaker 1: phantom fling for a while. So if you're into ghost
Speaker 1: or you've had sex with a ghost, it's called a
Speaker 1: phantom fling. And as I was away on business, starting
Speaker 1: a new relationship was the last thing on my mind.
Speaker 1: Then one day while I was walking through the bush,
Speaker 1: definitely white, because who's walking through bushes, was enjoying nature.
Speaker 1: I suddenly felt this incredible energy. A new love had arrived.
Speaker 1: Um I wanted to talk about this. I didn't know
Speaker 1: if you guys had ever heard of sex with ghost
Speaker 1: or sex with a ghost. My fingers, he had sex.
Speaker 1: He had sex with a lot of people. Though I
Speaker 1: watched that documentary problem every clip there's a new kid
Speaker 1: that's going always pretty much. Um But I mean, I
Speaker 1: don't know, I said it before. I'm not into spirits
Speaker 1: or ghosts or any of that like witchcrash shit. Not
Speaker 1: only that, UMU that I mean, I do feel like
Speaker 1: my fingers get possessed something because these figures gonna be
Speaker 1: having that same energy. Like but that's another thing. Um So,
Speaker 1: the kink of the week this week, we're gonna go
Speaker 1: ahead and move into that. Every week we do a kink.
Speaker 1: Um Kiki knows this because she is kink switt kink.
Speaker 1: But basically we talked about a kink trying to um
Speaker 1: not only normalize these things that a lot of people
Speaker 1: are turned on by or maybe into, but also just
Speaker 1: to start the conversation, just to see if maybe your
Speaker 1: partner or your friends would ever do it. Um So,
Speaker 1: this specific one is because I saw it on your page.
Speaker 1: We've never had anyone do it, so I'm gonna ask
Speaker 1: the funk out of you. Um, it's called cigarette ashing
Speaker 1: or human furniture. So I bring up the cigarette ashing.
Speaker 1: You may have heard us speak of this and human
Speaker 1: look see human furnishing now, Bright, it's astray on automit.
Speaker 1: Even though all of my ash trays are candle holders sore,
Speaker 1: not real ash trays. But I brought this up because
Speaker 1: on your page you do have a photo of you
Speaker 1: asking a cigarette onto the tongue of one of your subs. Um. Now,
Speaker 1: I wanted to know what you know about this kink
Speaker 1: if you can explain it to our listeners and how
Speaker 1: they ask you for this, So just say I'm a
Speaker 1: human ash tray like that. The thing about it is
Speaker 1: you have to understand vanilla people don't talk about ship Agreed,
Speaker 1: That's why y'all so so with your sexuality, agree and kink.
Speaker 1: You know you have to talk, and you come across
Speaker 1: someone who knows how to vet you, you're gonna learn
Speaker 1: how You're gonna have to communicate with someone. So you
Speaker 1: have to say, I'm You're gonna ask what are your interests?
Speaker 1: That's when you say, oh, human ash tray or yeah,
Speaker 1: I really like it when you like ash the tongues
Speaker 1: and then I ask, okay, well, have you ever had
Speaker 1: it but put out on your tongue or just the
Speaker 1: ash on your tongue, because that's different. The but put
Speaker 1: out on your tongue is now I'm taking that hot,
Speaker 1: I'm or do you just want the ash and swallowing
Speaker 1: in it? Swallow, swallowing sallow. We got that bird. So yeah,
Speaker 1: So that's the thing you you find out Once they
Speaker 1: tell you that, that's when you okay and you start
Speaker 1: to vet them and ask them questions because you want
Speaker 1: to try to get a makeup of how you're going
Speaker 1: to play with them. I can't just come and and
Speaker 1: then just take a cigarette and put it out or
Speaker 1: a blunt or a cigar out on your tongue and
Speaker 1: you be like, whoa, that's what we didn't talk about this.
Speaker 1: What other furniture pieces outside of ash train are you
Speaker 1: familiar with? Guys asking to be or girls in your
Speaker 1: in your carpets, human carpet. They want to be walked
Speaker 1: overman table, so table like sitting, not sitting a cup
Speaker 1: on your ass, but like he had his whole dinner
Speaker 1: on your back. Yeah, a tray and you can eat
Speaker 1: or hold your glass or you're gonna be How long
Speaker 1: are you those furniture pieces? You to be? How long
Speaker 1: I want you to be? Yeah? Now what comes into
Speaker 1: play is now like I had a sixty year old
Speaker 1: yesterday playing with me, and I'm like, you know, usually
Speaker 1: you have to be naked on on your knees when
Speaker 1: you're in my presence. But he's bad, you know, Oh,
Speaker 1: so I'm not going to keep him on for hour
Speaker 1: and keep for an hour. You have to be when
Speaker 1: you're playing in this you have to be cognizant of
Speaker 1: you're very much so. And I'm young, but my dumb
Speaker 1: knew Okay, I have joint issues. I can't be on
Speaker 1: my knees that long. So there was usually a pillow
Speaker 1: underneath me. He wouldn't even he was very soft witted. Okay,
Speaker 1: you just wanted me in a kneeling position. Didn't necessarily
Speaker 1: have to be painful. He just wanted me there. You
Speaker 1: gotta be beneath. But I have bad crazy What I
Speaker 1: see is this, And I don't think people put it
Speaker 1: for doms that doms are caring or having And I
Speaker 1: like that because the guy to come and saying you
Speaker 1: probably think I'm raping hear like to know that. Listen, well,
Speaker 1: she's not enjoying something. Don't tone it down like you
Speaker 1: still have to be connisant of the person because when
Speaker 1: you like, you know what, it's not even not At
Speaker 1: the end of the day, submissive have to submit their
Speaker 1: power and that is what you do. So is a
Speaker 1: very big way to show your position in the like
Speaker 1: your position of submission, and they do that as well
Speaker 1: to you. You have to like the guy that you're
Speaker 1: talking about. He doesn't playing. He doesn't play saying safe
Speaker 1: and consensual risk, where do we go? So that's not
Speaker 1: he's not playing like that, which means that he's just
Speaker 1: one of those guys the soft shades are great. There
Speaker 1: was like that and wants to act out and those
Speaker 1: there's some girls as incidents. But he don't know how
Speaker 1: to vet and you don't know how to do it
Speaker 1: right right, So he's the one going out traumatizing as
Speaker 1: a woman out there. Yeah, can I'll make you. It'll
Speaker 1: make you as being a person in that position. I've
Speaker 1: been that person before. After it happens, it can't kind
Speaker 1: of make you feel like well, damn, what did I
Speaker 1: do to deserve this? Like it'll make there are some
Speaker 1: people that there are some women that will like that.
Speaker 1: Actually right, But then that's the case. I have to
Speaker 1: discuss that course everything everything is discussed, yea. So guys,
Speaker 1: if I think every guy, damn thing comes out to communication. Communication,
Speaker 1: And it's even it's it's funny that you guys say
Speaker 1: this too, because even having conversations with the guys where
Speaker 1: I strongly let them know I like taking charge, I
Speaker 1: always wait to hear that, well, I want to be
Speaker 1: your sub before I even take it all the way like,
Speaker 1: and there's we need to have an understanding that there's
Speaker 1: these roles that I want to play and I want
Speaker 1: to be sure that you'll play the opposite. Can't have
Speaker 1: to two doms in a room like then one of
Speaker 1: us ain't gonna please one of us aren't. So that's
Speaker 1: very big. So guys, this brings us, of course to
Speaker 1: the horrible decision if you guys did not know by
Speaker 1: now it is kind of dom versus sub. But we're
Speaker 1: gonna focus on Mistress Unknown with all of her dom tricks,
Speaker 1: her dom stories, what led her to owning her dominess?
Speaker 1: Um and hopefully because some good stories bitch, because a
Speaker 1: bitch like storytime, I'd like to hear them, always giving them.
Speaker 1: And I specifically ask Kecky to do this show with
Speaker 1: me because she is a super sub, but she is
Speaker 1: someone who would be interested in switching and playing the
Speaker 1: domb role. So any questions that she has for you,
Speaker 1: you know, as a sub, she'll go ahead in and
Speaker 1: chime in. So I guess, yeah, let's start off with
Speaker 1: how you started with owning your dombness. I'm a naturally
Speaker 1: dominant woman, and in hindsight, as I was getting dominant,
Speaker 1: i am six foot tall, barefoot, but I'm six six
Speaker 1: stepping on these motherfucker's skull day the bit get out
Speaker 1: of here basically for real. Yes, yes I do have it.
Speaker 1: You know, I'm not gonna say to high school, but yeah,
Speaker 1: you have the record of me about yes I was.
Speaker 1: But yeah, So where did you get into your dominant
Speaker 1: in the bedroom per se? Well, I've always had it,
Speaker 1: but I would say I didn't really have an awakening
Speaker 1: until after I got out of another relationship and I
Speaker 1: told myself I'm never doing this ship again. And that's
Speaker 1: when I started to explore my sexuality because It first
Speaker 1: started with me exploring my sexuality though in how let
Speaker 1: me back up? And two in UHD is when I
Speaker 1: started exploring being a swinger. Yep, that's that's right, man.
Speaker 1: So I started exploring being a swinger. So that's what
Speaker 1: eighteen years. I'm thirty eight, so I've been a swinger
Speaker 1: for that long. And being in the swing world you
Speaker 1: get exposed to different things. So this is all making
Speaker 1: sense to you, do, I would say, and and real quick,
Speaker 1: I'm not going to cut you off. I want to
Speaker 1: let you finish um specifically, because I will say it
Speaker 1: wasn't until um I was exposed. I went to hedonism
Speaker 1: at two years old. I'm now taking my friends to
Speaker 1: sex clubs. And I most recently took a home girl
Speaker 1: to the sex club and it opened her mind in
Speaker 1: the slightest way, because now you go to a sex up,
Speaker 1: you become a virus okay, expeditionist, all these things that
Speaker 1: she had never been before. She felt it and enjoyed it,
Speaker 1: and now she's she just like that this first of
Speaker 1: all this stuff like this out here right right? What
Speaker 1: else can you do? Right? How else can you explore?
Speaker 1: And that and I just started other people going down
Speaker 1: the rabbit hole, like you know, grab, that's what happened,
Speaker 1: you know, rabbit. Yeah, we had the bottom flow at
Speaker 1: this point. I don't think any of my whole we
Speaker 1: can make sense. He always is there anything else we
Speaker 1: haven't thought of? I've said that to so many men before,
Speaker 1: like what else could we could we do? I think
Speaker 1: we talked about there there's so much stuff, didn't you.
Speaker 1: It's so much out there and when something comes, you'll
Speaker 1: be amazed. I was like, I can put him on
Speaker 1: a leash, like hello, like and I think, if you
Speaker 1: got my new page, that's I don't even have much
Speaker 1: on here, so I don't even know if he was
Speaker 1: with my old page. I think, I think this is
Speaker 1: now the second one that I fall. I see it's
Speaker 1: a new one. But they got me. So the swinging
Speaker 1: life got you to where you started exploring, opened up
Speaker 1: and export and and one thing is my fetish because
Speaker 1: just I'm Adam, but I also have fetishes and interests
Speaker 1: and my fetishes sex Okay, So I love sex period.
Speaker 1: I'm very sexual. That I had my um was it
Speaker 1: psycho sexual, which is basically the time when you know
Speaker 1: you realize about sex at a young age. I was
Speaker 1: exposed to sex young, so that opened me. Like I
Speaker 1: was constantly exploring it because I liked it. I liked
Speaker 1: the feelings. I had an orgasm at ten. I can
Speaker 1: make myself have an orgasm at ten and me not
Speaker 1: realizing that that's what I was having until I got older.
Speaker 1: I was like, oh my god, like I was having orgasm.
Speaker 1: Was my clip on all my Teddy Bears. I guess
Speaker 1: I was getting bigger my Teddy Bears. This is too
Speaker 1: on now I'm rubbing it. I got a really big
Speaker 1: Teddy Bear one year. That was my hubster right there.
Speaker 1: I'm happing ship out of that. And then I started
Speaker 1: reading fucking Zane books and they went downhill from everybody
Speaker 1: started like ten years old ready they know I was
Speaker 1: going to sex stores engage. When I was like in
Speaker 1: high school, I was going to like there was a
Speaker 1: gas station by my house and they had like magazines,
Speaker 1: and so I would go and like look magazines. I
Speaker 1: would go through my cousins and my brother's stuff and
Speaker 1: get their porn. I was like a horny guy. I
Speaker 1: was always trying to seek out. But then being in
Speaker 1: a Christian brought up in a Christian card, it's you
Speaker 1: know suppressed solid is when I started, I had my
Speaker 1: first threesome. I tried to, you know, figure out like women.
Speaker 1: I went to school in my hat and writing village everything,
Speaker 1: your age group, because I'm thinking I was like, oh,
Speaker 1: even back in the day, like a New York Nickels
Speaker 1: everything I know. I was just like Timberland's come here, sir,
Speaker 1: I don't like that. Through the ship. Probably by then
Speaker 1: they was so fun, can go ahead rock? We were
Speaker 1: wearing rebox in Florida. So you get to the point
Speaker 1: where you know exactly how you want to be treated
Speaker 1: in bed, when do you actually start communicating this to
Speaker 1: the partners you're with? And where I am right now?
Speaker 1: I just want to share with you where I am
Speaker 1: right now. I am to the point where I'm aware
Speaker 1: of what I want. And so when I have the
Speaker 1: vetting process, if I know that they're not going to
Speaker 1: be able to play the role I need them to play,
Speaker 1: I literally now can say there's no need for us
Speaker 1: to talk. We'll never have sucks because I eat. When
Speaker 1: did you get to that point and how were you
Speaker 1: able to start communicating that to your partners? I started
Speaker 1: communicating that early. I started letting people well actually wasn't.
Speaker 1: I started communicating. I started communicating what I liked. So
Speaker 1: when I would be in relationships like oh, yes, you
Speaker 1: know I like girls. Oh let's get threesomes. Okay, let's
Speaker 1: go find our blockbuster until right, you know, like I'll
Speaker 1: do little things. But the thing was is that I
Speaker 1: was in a relationship and my boyfriend at the time.
Speaker 1: I wanted to have threesomes with women, but I also
Speaker 1: wanted to experience it what other men. And this thing
Speaker 1: was like, oh yeah, we can have three sums, but
Speaker 1: I'm not reciprocating that you ain't you ain't having And
Speaker 1: of course I'm in a relationship and I'm like, okay,
Speaker 1: you know I love him, so I'll do the threesome thing. Well,
Speaker 1: I threesomes out because that's as much as as though
Speaker 1: y'all had so many threesomes, you just weren't interested anymore, Yes,
Speaker 1: because I wasn't getting what I want right and I
Speaker 1: wanted to just doing what he was wanting. That'll that'll
Speaker 1: bore you, Like told me my sexuality, I knew I
Speaker 1: just had more like I'm a horn Like I'm always morning,
Speaker 1: always one set. So when we broke up, you know,
Speaker 1: I told one of the chicks that I was having
Speaker 1: a three somewhere. I was like, you know what the
Speaker 1: writings on the wall when we break up, I want
Speaker 1: to get gang banged by eight dudes, and she was like,
Speaker 1: I was like yeah. I was like, I want to
Speaker 1: get gang banged. That's the point I like, I want
Speaker 1: I want that. And so when I broke up, I'm
Speaker 1: on Craigslist, I'm trying to meet guys, I'm trying to
Speaker 1: do things. And that's when I started to explore more. Okay,
Speaker 1: did you ever get the eight guys? Yes? Hello, Oh
Speaker 1: trust me, I've been How did you? How did you?
Speaker 1: How did you find eight guys to where they were
Speaker 1: all comfortable knowing you guys sented to this because this
Speaker 1: could end very badly. Wasn't just I'll be trying to
Speaker 1: find two goddamn like making sure you're gonna be coming
Speaker 1: me like problem? But you said the whole team, lakers, Nick,
Speaker 1: it had to be a team, And I was like, well,
Speaker 1: first of all, I was didn't just start me getting it?
Speaker 1: I was that was my goal. I wanted to be
Speaker 1: gang bang period. That's when I started realizing I like
Speaker 1: groups sex, okay. And then I also after that that's
Speaker 1: when I met my boyfriend. So I was doing, like,
Speaker 1: you met your boyfriend in a three summer gang bang. Yes, oh,
Speaker 1: I met my interest. I met my boyfriend on Craigslist.
Speaker 1: I put out an ad I want to have sex
Speaker 1: with two men, and he responded, yeah, we've been together
Speaker 1: for nine years. Why you well craig list is no
Speaker 1: longer hey, but I'm getting on. I got a lot
Speaker 1: if I show you the nigg is my phone, the
Speaker 1: nontroduced right, And thing is is that when I want
Speaker 1: to my boyfriend. But this is the thing is like
Speaker 1: when I broke up with my ex, I was in
Speaker 1: this hole, like I want to be in a relationship.
Speaker 1: I don't nobody want like I wanted to, Like, I
Speaker 1: just want to be in a relationship. I'm trying to
Speaker 1: find a dude, right, I'm having I'm sucking five dudes.
Speaker 1: I'm but I want a man. Okay. So I want
Speaker 1: to my homeboys and I'm like, like, you know, just
Speaker 1: getting advice, Like why don't nobody want me? And he's like,
Speaker 1: because you're giving too much out. You're letting guys know
Speaker 1: everything too quick in they're running okay. And then after
Speaker 1: he said that to me. I was like, all right,
Speaker 1: that's what I want because I want to be open
Speaker 1: with my man. I want you to be he I
Speaker 1: want to be able to like tell you what, babe,
Speaker 1: Let's have a threesome. Let's go here. Let's I want
Speaker 1: a gang bang, so my boyfriend will put together gang bangs. Okay,
Speaker 1: I have gang bangs. Have you guys talked about your
Speaker 1: your limits? Like, so in gang bangs? What are you
Speaker 1: not allowed to do with these other guys? Like? The
Speaker 1: first thing? That is because as far as we're swinging,
Speaker 1: we talk within your relationship, you have to have your rules.
Speaker 1: So my rules with me and my boyfriend is no
Speaker 1: kissing a condoms at all time, okay, and the guy
Speaker 1: just has to be respectful of him. Yes, and then
Speaker 1: we've grown Now we full swap only if he ain't fucking,
Speaker 1: I ain't fucking. If I ain't fucking, he ain't sucking.
Speaker 1: So you got like both of us or we out.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah that is so you guys are now doing
Speaker 1: But we've been focus out for a while, but we
Speaker 1: really real quick because I want to make sure our
Speaker 1: listeners are understanding of this because I'm wait, so the
Speaker 1: people that you have sex now including the gang bangs
Speaker 1: with the other men. They have to be open to
Speaker 1: also fucking your man and no, no, no, no, they
Speaker 1: have to be It has to be full swap because
Speaker 1: you have a lot of times in swinging, well you'll
Speaker 1: have a couple and I'm just like, oh, we just
Speaker 1: want the female supply. So god, couple and couples. So
Speaker 1: the girl, the wife or girlfriend will play partner has
Speaker 1: to him and and your husband, boyfriend, whoever you and
Speaker 1: the woman. That's what we play. Full swap. Everyone is
Speaker 1: fucking right, okay, so unless you're bike couples and everyone's
Speaker 1: but okay, full swap. We full swap only we don't fuck.
Speaker 1: We love swap. We can be cool, but we only
Speaker 1: with you guys still doing gangs things now or is
Speaker 1: it's just swapping right now? Now we're just swapping. We
Speaker 1: still do we'll go to parties. I'm going on clubs.
Speaker 1: You don't do clubs. We go to parties and stuff.
Speaker 1: So I might need to talk to you because right
Speaker 1: now I've been bringing everyone to sex clubs. So I've
Speaker 1: gone here's good because my wild lifestyles as a party. Yes,
Speaker 1: that's where I go. People, they don't you go Okay,
Speaker 1: I'm not supposed to mention it, but I'm gonna mention this.
Speaker 1: Someone got on me gunna and beach in the summertime.
Speaker 1: Go out there, dude, beat y'all is your twenty one
Speaker 1: International swing? Is that what I'm okay, I'll be gonna
Speaker 1: go because they gonna be at Roba Moses until you
Speaker 1: can't be neud anymore. Well now, well now in Jersey,
Speaker 1: they so much fun so so it's liberating. It is nude.
Speaker 1: This so it's like, I just love my friends. Just
Speaker 1: gotta know y'all gonna see me as woody naked. Bit Okay,
Speaker 1: my friends naked, all of them. You're gonna see these is.
Speaker 1: So I'm gonna take this now real quick if we
Speaker 1: can get into um all. Wait but I didn't answer
Speaker 1: your question. Wait go ahead, So yeah, because we gotta
Speaker 1: get through this hold all that being in swinging, I
Speaker 1: got introduced to cuck holding. Okay, huck holding, what you know?
Speaker 1: A cup holding is? Right? Yes, Ma'm go out and
Speaker 1: explain to some of our listeners who may not know. So.
Speaker 1: Cuck holding is when the man in gets um turned on,
Speaker 1: like sexually turned on or pleasured in a way can
Speaker 1: be however he's you know, they have their gratification by
Speaker 1: his wife or significant other having sex with other men.
Speaker 1: It's like cheating on him without him knowing in those
Speaker 1: types of and that's cut holding. So I got introduced
Speaker 1: through cuck holding, through swinging, and then cup holding is
Speaker 1: a real up tie into B D s M. So
Speaker 1: that was my segue into that I've always been dominant
Speaker 1: and doing dominant things and doing it on things other people.
Speaker 1: And realize, like, oh my god, when I was choking
Speaker 1: him out and liking it at me like I was
Speaker 1: a say this fact, Look you got me. I'm finding
Speaker 1: what I am. We got to do another episode, and
Speaker 1: I think I just realized I'm queer. So I'm like
Speaker 1: all these titles like fuck them, like, but I'm sitting
Speaker 1: here like seeing what's going on. I'm learning myself. So
Speaker 1: what this? What this fucking podcasts? If you guys have
Speaker 1: listened from the very beginning, I would cringe if anyone
Speaker 1: mentioned anything about feet. And now I'm staying here kissing
Speaker 1: up to the ankles and writing big toes. I didn't
Speaker 1: write it all the way. I just gave it a
Speaker 1: lap dancer. I didn't that, but but it played so
Speaker 1: like now I'll be I'll be given seven foot massages
Speaker 1: and ship I don't know who the funk I am.
Speaker 1: And it's with this podcast and having these conversations. So
Speaker 1: so we know you're in a relationship. We also know
Speaker 1: that people are so uncomfortable with this that they feel
Speaker 1: like they have to be in secret and find people
Speaker 1: and donate to them. Um, so you're in a situation
Speaker 1: where people specifically come to you because this is what
Speaker 1: they want and they take care of you, bitch, so
Speaker 1: big bitch mistress unknown, Hello, when did you get into
Speaker 1: the part where you're like, Okay, these people will sit
Speaker 1: here and pay me to step on them. Like you
Speaker 1: don't even have to have sex with some of these things,
Speaker 1: you know had sex with any of them? So what
Speaker 1: did you do? And you say here getting paid? Like damn,
Speaker 1: you could get paid to the power to the Hello,
Speaker 1: women have power. It's there's so much. But there's power
Speaker 1: in your leathers, your straps, your cigarette butts at this point.
Speaker 1: But it's not even not because that's the little bits
Speaker 1: of things that I do. Anyone can put a cigarette
Speaker 1: out on you. But it's more to all this, what's
Speaker 1: more to it tells What's more, what happened was what
Speaker 1: happened was I was doing you know, I was exploring
Speaker 1: B D S M and one of my girlfriends she
Speaker 1: just started and she was telling me about like, yeah,
Speaker 1: she told me that she was um, a guy paid
Speaker 1: her to eat her pussy when she was on her period.
Speaker 1: Who I should have told you. I don't do blood.
Speaker 1: I don't even like looking at my own vagina when
Speaker 1: I wiped my limit, I looked, But you heard that
Speaker 1: she that she got paid for a guy just to
Speaker 1: eat her pussy while she was bleeding. And then you
Speaker 1: were like, damn, wasn't that. It was just like it's
Speaker 1: like and it She'll be like, oh yeah, like this
Speaker 1: dude pay me, And I'm just like wait, wait someone's
Speaker 1: paying right, And so me, I'm a businesswoman employed for
Speaker 1: a very long time, so I'm like, why would I
Speaker 1: not want to do something that I love doing and
Speaker 1: get paid for it? So okay, I was like I
Speaker 1: want to do that, and so I started because when
Speaker 1: I said I wanted to be a prodom, I was
Speaker 1: practicing vid SEM but it was just my fetishes and
Speaker 1: now I had to learn other be fetishes and so basically,
Speaker 1: you know, go through classes, read books, videos, try to
Speaker 1: get you know, people to teach me. So this way
Speaker 1: I can learn what's out there and what's going on.
Speaker 1: I have to have a skill, you know. So one
Speaker 1: of the things was is that after I started learning
Speaker 1: and then getting boys, that's when I started just getting
Speaker 1: experiencing hard lessons, easy lessons on you know what's going on.
Speaker 1: But yes, people men, yes, pay me to do what
Speaker 1: for an experience? Okay, they're paid? Why do they when
Speaker 1: you said that in this experience, tell the people some
Speaker 1: of the things that you get asked to do. Oh
Speaker 1: my goodness, ye scat sht do ship in men's mouth
Speaker 1: and shipped on them. I make them consume it. They
Speaker 1: have to eat it. Basically do full toilet. So that
Speaker 1: include what did I tell you about the human toilet?
Speaker 1: He talks about the human toilet? Yes? Brother, let is
Speaker 1: this what excuse the Okay I just just started to
Speaker 1: Now I don't blood is my heart limit? So I
Speaker 1: can't like have them, you know, eat me out or
Speaker 1: that because you don't y'all not even can't even touch me. Yeah,
Speaker 1: now I don't get my tampons your words open up? Yeah?
Speaker 1: So yeah, I oh my god, that is something that
Speaker 1: is done and that is requested. Uh. There's also, of course,
Speaker 1: you know, to slap and tickle stuff like worship. I
Speaker 1: a foot guide, as I do have side for my
Speaker 1: footboys that follow I have long, slender size of leven feet,
Speaker 1: long toes and black. Oh there, I didn't know all
Speaker 1: those details. I'm not like my boy. You know, I
Speaker 1: posted my feet now. So since I got all the
Speaker 1: foot finished page pages following you, now, I'm like, do
Speaker 1: I need to show my arch more? Yeah? For the soul.
Speaker 1: I live in New York. It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter.
Speaker 1: It's not even it's not even a wait, they're pretty, okay,
Speaker 1: don't I don't understand, Like it's not even like meaning
Speaker 1: you can go. You can go and walk on dirt
Speaker 1: and have your feet black and show it and they'll
Speaker 1: be like pain and like oh my god, yeah my god,
Speaker 1: still be like still like um manzie mansie, can you
Speaker 1: show more pictures of guy like that? Feel powerful? There's
Speaker 1: so many aspects to every fetish. Yes, okay, so had
Speaker 1: the pretty feet, then you have the sweaty, stinky feet,
Speaker 1: then you have the dirty feet. Then you have to
Speaker 1: crust the ashy fields. You have to fail is looking
Speaker 1: all crazy, like the long told fetish, short sold fetish.
Speaker 1: They like it when you got certain color. It's so
Speaker 1: much to it, like when you got because somebody loves that,
Speaker 1: goddamn it. And then I didn't know that. I'm not
Speaker 1: gonna lie. I knew of the foot fetish in the
Speaker 1: sense of pretty feet. I'm just pretty feet to know
Speaker 1: that there's fetishes of dirty feet, fresh from the gym,
Speaker 1: fee fresh all day work, don't want me, I don't
Speaker 1: want me to out, don't want me to like work.
Speaker 1: Can you go work out? And then yeah, it's so
Speaker 1: many levels that they want the students pungent and nastiest
Speaker 1: than Yes, that's what they want the better, like yeah,
Speaker 1: you know you have your stinky shoes and you're walking
Speaker 1: all the day in them and the comments right right,
Speaker 1: and they want to smell yeah, your shoes. Yes, a
Speaker 1: shoe part. We've had, you know, someone coming and say
Speaker 1: when he worked in Marshalls, he'd liked to jack off
Speaker 1: into shoes and that, and he's like, you know, I
Speaker 1: had a last night that's not I had a footboy
Speaker 1: and he worked at a shoe store and I was like, yeah,
Speaker 1: we know what you're doing at the shoe store. You
Speaker 1: was looking at stinky feet, so I was like, let
Speaker 1: me help you down trying to smell woman's feet, looking
Speaker 1: after him like I'll help you he was doing at
Speaker 1: that foot store. What the craziest thing, in your opinion,
Speaker 1: that you've been asked to do? And all? I think
Speaker 1: we may have asked you as a sub, so I
Speaker 1: would love to know as as a dom what's the
Speaker 1: craziest thing a stub has asked you to do? Blend
Speaker 1: the hamster and um put a hamster and a blender
Speaker 1: and blended. Whoa wait? Wait, wait man, what wait? Someone
Speaker 1: asked you to do animal whoopie and then we bring
Speaker 1: them on. That's a serious you are doing those sins, right,
Speaker 1: I mean, you probably can't admit if you did or didn't. Honestly,
Speaker 1: I don't want to know. I don't know how much
Speaker 1: he paid you for that ship. I mean, but that's
Speaker 1: s that's the makings of killer. That is a serial killer.
Speaker 1: I think they have, you know, people that like to
Speaker 1: have the fetish of people to like people like to
Speaker 1: have have sex with dead bodies. Go ahead and they
Speaker 1: want you know, crushing, crushing where they want you to
Speaker 1: take your heal in a cat and crushed out. You
Speaker 1: do some as well? What is it that you do
Speaker 1: with heels? Because I see you got your lace up.
Speaker 1: Look what type of stepping do you get asked to do?
Speaker 1: Oh like stuff on them with your heels, with my heels,
Speaker 1: body parts, everything, Just walk along them on their dick,
Speaker 1: on their head and their mouths. Their mouth does not
Speaker 1: bruise them. Yeah, well I want the bruises. Oh let me,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna say state. I was about to say you
Speaker 1: you didn't really see my right because you didn't see
Speaker 1: it in the marks and the stuff I put on people.
Speaker 1: I like to paint your flesh. Oh like, I like
Speaker 1: to inflict pain on very physical I like physical domination,
Speaker 1: like to wrestle. I like to punch, like I like
Speaker 1: choke out the men that like this. Would you say
Speaker 1: there's one type that comes to you or they all
Speaker 1: typespes because because he here's a shock. I get a
Speaker 1: lot of black men and want to get shing on
Speaker 1: sh a lot. But what you know what you like
Speaker 1: and the thing about it is they'd be going home
Speaker 1: and kissing their girlfriends. What are you went too far?
Speaker 1: We're not now you went too far? God damn it.
Speaker 1: But yes, there's a lot, and they're paying people in
Speaker 1: their mouths. People think that it's what is white people do.
Speaker 1: Like everyone is everyone dooin Hispanic men is into this,
Speaker 1: into these fetishes. I get all of them. It's just
Speaker 1: that I like that the white men. She's like, it's
Speaker 1: like the white men they don't mind putting himself out
Speaker 1: there because one thing is your privacy is a big
Speaker 1: thing for me. So you know, I would have pictures.
Speaker 1: It's very particular with how you take the photos of
Speaker 1: these men. They either have masks or tattoos, your very
Speaker 1: if they know they're being film. That's what you see,
Speaker 1: like on my social media and stuff. I'm there a
Speaker 1: lot with you know, men who don't want I don't
Speaker 1: want no one knowing right, they got the bad phone,
Speaker 1: they don't want the company to you know, it's not
Speaker 1: that they got wise and they don't want people. It's
Speaker 1: none of their business importantly. Yeah, I mean you're right,
Speaker 1: it's not it's not. So you know, I'm very you
Speaker 1: know particular with that. But there's a lot. It's an
Speaker 1: array of people that's into this, and for me, all
Speaker 1: men can get it. I dominate every black, white, Spanish
Speaker 1: agent every man. My philosophy is all men were created
Speaker 1: in this universe. They've created this universe to serve, protect,
Speaker 1: and adore women absolute period. So you come into my space,
Speaker 1: you know that's the underlying the foundation. As long as
Speaker 1: you know that, then you can cross over and we
Speaker 1: can start. Yes. But that's the thing because I'm a
Speaker 1: womanist and a I'm a black female supremacist, and I'm
Speaker 1: a female supremacist, So I feel all men inferior to women,
Speaker 1: not men are not even about men are not equal
Speaker 1: to women. Y'all are my equals, not them, right. So
Speaker 1: that's how and that's how my philosophy, that's how I feel.
Speaker 1: So when I'm interacting with these boys, all of them
Speaker 1: want to come, all of them want to come, but
Speaker 1: it's who's gonna come, correct, Because the thing about it
Speaker 1: is I'm a lifestyle professional, which means money is not
Speaker 1: going to dictate what I do. I like that, So
Speaker 1: I have turned down money. I have walked away from
Speaker 1: money because you're not gonna dangle money in my face
Speaker 1: and you're carried, and I think I'm gonna jump because
Speaker 1: people that use money, and men know they use money
Speaker 1: as their power. So you're not gonna get that over me.
Speaker 1: I walk away from this. I walk away from this now.
Speaker 1: I like that. I like that a lot because when
Speaker 1: we get into where we discuss even you know, sex
Speaker 1: work or how women are often can't leave abusive relationships
Speaker 1: because of money, and that money is put out of
Speaker 1: power situation. We had this toast over their heads, so
Speaker 1: they're habitizing. You can't allow that as that monetary thing
Speaker 1: to be where you see yourself. If you do, you're
Speaker 1: you know, you're in need and a friend, like a
Speaker 1: male friend or someone who're like, okay, i'll give this
Speaker 1: to you do this. It's like you're taking advantage that
Speaker 1: you want me to do something that I don't want
Speaker 1: to do. But you know, I get that exactly. So
Speaker 1: you're thinking, you're you're gonna try to right there. But
Speaker 1: I took the money. Uh. But the thing is the
Speaker 1: thing that's it's awesome. This is all what I have
Speaker 1: to and it's caused me to be peace. One thing
Speaker 1: about me is I control who comes into my life.
Speaker 1: I'm self employed, so I'm not to worry about coworkers.
Speaker 1: I have my boyfriend, my friends. If you're not about me,
Speaker 1: if you don't bring no use to my life. You
Speaker 1: don't deserve to be around. It's freeing. So so with
Speaker 1: these boys, like your potential is nothing for sure. So
Speaker 1: even though you have the money, you have to come.
Speaker 1: It's my way to highway how you approach me and
Speaker 1: then okay, you went through my process, you got vetted.
Speaker 1: You want to see me. Okay, let's set the terms,
Speaker 1: let's negotiate. Let's let me scream you and see if
Speaker 1: you're worthy enough to even be in my present. Okay,
Speaker 1: you worthy and I'm so doing that now. It's so
Speaker 1: empowering women. Ladies, I don't know you know where you
Speaker 1: are in terms of your sex lies, if you're going
Speaker 1: through the whole phase, if you're going through um a
Speaker 1: dating or your vetting. But when I tell you opening
Speaker 1: those conversations to even see if they're worthy of you
Speaker 1: opening your ladies, honey, you know nine times out of
Speaker 1: town were not come insist, So make sure you come.
Speaker 1: But know what you want as a woman, and don't
Speaker 1: sit here let the man dictate where you might think
Speaker 1: you're going, or don't even sit here and feel like
Speaker 1: you gotta change yourself to become more of a girlfriend
Speaker 1: or cereal you're into these things. Communicate that in the
Speaker 1: very beginning, so that you're a not wasting time, but
Speaker 1: you're not wasting his time. Insists you can go to
Speaker 1: the next one because there's always a next one, and
Speaker 1: if they want, they come back. Every time you're trying
Speaker 1: to get these niggas out, My fucking always come back always.
Speaker 1: So I'm loving this. We're gonna go hey, because we
Speaker 1: actually got a question that I thought this was very funny.
Speaker 1: I think both of you might have your own personal
Speaker 1: stories for but we're gonna get into the homemail for
Speaker 1: this episode before we go ahead and get up out
Speaker 1: of here. But this one I laughed, so it says, hey,
Speaker 1: I love the show. I need your opinion on something
Speaker 1: because I don't know if I'm tripping or justified in
Speaker 1: my disgust. So I'm twenty seven and my husband and
Speaker 1: I have been together for five years, two kids, good life.
Speaker 1: We fit traditional gender roles. His career was on a
Speaker 1: faster track than mine at the time I got pregnant,
Speaker 1: so I'm now stay at home mom and he works
Speaker 1: ten hour days. We both stay stressed. So when we
Speaker 1: got a weekend away for a wedding around my birthday,
Speaker 1: I was excited he got us a nice, big room.
Speaker 1: I was in a great mood till I realized he
Speaker 1: forgot my bag with my heels and makeup. Fucking annoyed.
Speaker 1: But I didn't let that ruin our weekend, so I
Speaker 1: planned to make a target run before the wedding problem solved.
Speaker 1: They had a welcoming party for the wedding guest the
Speaker 1: day before, and we barely knew anyone, so we were
Speaker 1: enjoying the free alcohol a lot. We get back to
Speaker 1: our room, him poor nightcap, twist one up and start
Speaker 1: talking and taking off our clothes. We get to it,
Speaker 1: and I stopped and start topping him off, and I'm
Speaker 1: going at it for a couple of minutes. He's laying back,
Speaker 1: hands behind his head. I see his toes curling. I'm
Speaker 1: already in my head thinking, okay, let me stop before
Speaker 1: he bust, before I get one more. As I look
Speaker 1: up with his dick still in my mouth, he farts
Speaker 1: and and not like a little oops like it started
Speaker 1: a little that's respectful, kept going I'm sorry because I'm
Speaker 1: thinking you can't hear he started. I'm sorry, let me finish,
Speaker 1: let me finish. I'm sorry. So so the nature was like, no,
Speaker 1: we already started, let's finish strong. So it was elongated
Speaker 1: and ended in a question mark. Now I love him,
Speaker 1: but I tasted Oh my god, she tasted the fart.
Speaker 1: I immediately felt mad and disrespected. I got instantly selfish
Speaker 1: and hopped up. He said sorry and looked embarrass so
Speaker 1: I tried to laugh it off and got my nut
Speaker 1: and went to bed. This was almost two months ago,
Speaker 1: so clearly I'm still thinking about it now. When I
Speaker 1: see dirty socks and balls or dishes left hell, I'm muttered.
Speaker 1: This nigga parted in my face with a dig in
Speaker 1: my bow and he can't aload the dishwater the dishwasher.
Speaker 1: I'm not usually the chick to bring up the past,
Speaker 1: to pick fights or linger over things I can't fix,
Speaker 1: but for some reason, this is always at the tip
Speaker 1: of my tongue. Literally, when I'm annoying. I mean, I'm
Speaker 1: not going to divorce him over it, But am I tripping?
Speaker 1: Should I just get over it it's just gas, or
Speaker 1: sit on his face and let out of retaliation? Thanks
Speaker 1: in advance? Mrs Oh no, he did it. I'm literally
Speaker 1: she said she was embarrassed. He worked embarrassed he looked.
Speaker 1: It was laughed off. There was no apology from what
Speaker 1: she should be like, Oh my bad, ye doing a
Speaker 1: real apology in black people terms. But I look at
Speaker 1: that as I wholeheartedly apologize. If I disrespected you, my bad.
Speaker 1: Don't say all that bros I was. I would definitely
Speaker 1: to my boyfriend bad. But I would be so mad
Speaker 1: because I always get mad when he farts around me,
Speaker 1: like something I did not like him. There's for you
Speaker 1: to fart on them. Oh, yes, I fart. But I
Speaker 1: don't like. I don't like that. I don't like that.
Speaker 1: This is just because I should on someone. It's not
Speaker 1: that I like it, is that I like humiliating and
Speaker 1: degradating you. This psychology humiliating to be ship. And while
Speaker 1: you're eating my ship, I'm laughing at you. I'm putting
Speaker 1: the ash to my blood out in your mouths. I'm
Speaker 1: making you eat. If you don't eat it, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: beat your ass. Yeah, okay, it's scared over here, you know,
Speaker 1: letting like you know, just like, that's what I like
Speaker 1: about it. I don't like. I don't like. I don't
Speaker 1: playing my ship. I don't do that. I'm not with
Speaker 1: the front. You know fetish. I'm with human toilet because
Speaker 1: when I go to take a ship, I'm not talking
Speaker 1: to my tollboll. I'm just going squatting and then leaving.
Speaker 1: You're going ship, I don't have to talk to you, right,
Speaker 1: So that's what I like about like something like that.
Speaker 1: It's not that I like this ship. So when anyone
Speaker 1: farts from me, I'm like, ill, really, I'm like, it's
Speaker 1: funny because if you guys go back, I don't know
Speaker 1: if you guys are going all the way back from
Speaker 1: the beginning. But I share a story. Um, I was
Speaker 1: in a fourth something. It was three girls, one one guy,
Speaker 1: and the girl that I spent the most attention on. Um,
Speaker 1: while she was sitting on my face, she farted, but
Speaker 1: I kept going and so he had that conversation because
Speaker 1: in the moment, like I heard it, but I just
Speaker 1: kept going. And so if you came a conversation like
Speaker 1: you weren't grossed out, and I'm like, it's like damn, now,
Speaker 1: I gotta think, Okay, we're human bodies. I'm sitting here
Speaker 1: looking the juices at your pussy like is a bad
Speaker 1: so for her, I know she feels traumatized right now
Speaker 1: because now she feels like she was violated with the fart. Um.
Speaker 1: I mean, he can't take the fart back, so I
Speaker 1: would fart on. I would actually, I would definitely fart
Speaker 1: in his face, just give it back to him and
Speaker 1: and then and then I'll be like, oh my bad.
Speaker 1: But remember doing retaliation to too. You gotta make sure
Speaker 1: like like if you don't, if you can't get to
Speaker 1: his face, like fart on his his thigh or lass
Speaker 1: his back, you know, like like the only time you
Speaker 1: can fart. I can't stay noning if you sleep in.
Speaker 1: But I'm still disgrunted, So like you definitely you gotta
Speaker 1: get him back, act like, you know, get him on
Speaker 1: the back, because I know when you when you married,
Speaker 1: and you'll be sleeping wild and I sleep wild each other,
Speaker 1: so you do a lot of opportunities to fart in
Speaker 1: his face on him. Yeah, and the guys I deal
Speaker 1: with a lot, honestly, maybe because they're athletic. Um. Yeah,
Speaker 1: they fart and just act like you're gonna far Oh well,
Speaker 1: turn over and be like, oh oh well you already
Speaker 1: Like I'm like you're so rude. Yeah all I do.
Speaker 1: I laugh it off, like, yeah, you can't do, and
Speaker 1: then I want I thought of forgot about the farts
Speaker 1: that come out of the booty hall and all that
Speaker 1: ship by the end of the goddamn night anyway, like damn.
Speaker 1: Then it's like, okay, you did just fart really bad
Speaker 1: out of it earlier, but whatever, like hopefully all the
Speaker 1: airs out. I don't know what else to say, like
Speaker 1: I don't know, well, you rather be out and said that.
Speaker 1: You know, why start? Oh you're trying, you opening up
Speaker 1: the ask to get up in the end, all of
Speaker 1: a sudden, it's like up. Oh hell, now that I
Speaker 1: think about it, I forgot your one that also pegs yes,
Speaker 1: m up Ebony Pegg and queen damn you take don't
Speaker 1: take my fALS all the booty being the title bitch,
Speaker 1: let me pay these things about myself. We'll have to
Speaker 1: bring you back on and talk about that. Maybe you'll
Speaker 1: get another um story from a fellow pegger who is
Speaker 1: a beautiful black woman who we been in these things
Speaker 1: over Hey, I love it so before we get up
Speaker 1: out of here, thank you so much for coming. Let
Speaker 1: um lose you know where they can reach you, where
Speaker 1: they can see you, and all that goes, I would say,
Speaker 1: because I'm constantly being banned from everywhere. The best place
Speaker 1: to go is my website, which is Mistress unknown dot com.
Speaker 1: But currently goddess you and k on Instagram and y'all
Speaker 1: gonna stay away from my snapchat because that's my personal heavy.
Speaker 1: So you guys follow her, I will say, you'll probably
Speaker 1: get mad quite because I'm sure there's a lot of
Speaker 1: women and owning their dominant for a lot of men
Speaker 1: feel uncomfortable asking to be dominated. Um and let me
Speaker 1: tell you they are comfortable because they'd be all up
Speaker 1: in the d M, feel like they can trust you
Speaker 1: for you and I we put it out there, we're
Speaker 1: accepting of this, and so I feel like that's why
Speaker 1: we're getting, you know, because they'll come and then they'll
Speaker 1: be like, oh, yeah, I'm straight. You know, I'm straight,
Speaker 1: you know, but I like it and what it is
Speaker 1: because that is straight. Pegging is still straight sexy. I
Speaker 1: I pegging is still straight sexes between a man and
Speaker 1: a woman. Woman. But when they realized that that's what
Speaker 1: you're into, oh, they come and and they be coming
Speaker 1: in because when I have my strap on and I'm
Speaker 1: the real quickly lives of my um me fucking them
Speaker 1: and so I got banned, but you were on I pegging.
Speaker 1: Oh I was Carasco depending Now we know why you
Speaker 1: ain't got no page no more. Well man, the old
Speaker 1: one ig you do not I'm much horribles. Do not
Speaker 1: come over because you don't like some ship. It's a horrihive.
Speaker 1: But it's horribles works too, Okay, the horribles works too,
Speaker 1: ho hive. Please don't come and bring you a Vanila
Speaker 1: van way of thinking like, oh I don't like this flag. Yeah, Audi,
Speaker 1: they're not They're not real in real life. And where
Speaker 1: can they find your hey? God, like, you can definitely
Speaker 1: find horrible though, Calm down. You find me on I
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