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Speaker 1: Hello, can you hear me?

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Speaker 2: Yes, sir? What's your name?

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Speaker 1: I guess i'd prefer if you give me a name.

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Speaker 2: School all right, I'm gonna call you Daniel. What's up? Daniel.

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Speaker 1: That's funny, that's my best friend's name. Not much, Uh,

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Speaker 1: I guess I was calling because I was looking for

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Speaker 1: some outside perspective on my current situation. I am. I'm

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Speaker 1: on disability due to my mental health. I have schizophrenia,

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Speaker 1: PTSD and a few other things. But I want to

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Speaker 1: start my own business and I'm just kind of like

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Speaker 1: paranoid that if I do that, you know, the government's

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Speaker 1: going to tell me that I don't need the disability anymore,

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Speaker 1: and then if my business doesn't work out, I'm kind

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Speaker 3: So, Daniel, I I think you know this already, but

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Speaker 3: I'm not a real therapist. Uh, nor do I know

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Speaker 3: anything about government benefits or anything like that. So I

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Speaker 3: have any information I could possibly give you, uh is

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Speaker 3: going to be completely worthless. But we can talk through

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Speaker 3: it a little bit if if if you'd.

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Speaker 1: Like, Yeah, I mean, I guess I'm just kind of

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Speaker 1: looking for like a outside perspective, not really any any

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Speaker 1: advice or anything like that.

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Speaker 3: Okay, Well, I mean, look, ye, I mean, let me

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Speaker 3: ask you this. So you so, okay, so you're getting

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Speaker 3: like benefits from you're getting money from uh from Uncle

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Speaker 3: Sam and uh do you know for a fact that

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Speaker 3: if you go and start a business and become a

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Speaker 3: we're gonna get into some We're gonna get into some

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Speaker 3: weeds here. Okay, if you become a a ten ninety

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Speaker 3: nine independent contractor employee as you would for your business,

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Speaker 3: if you become a self employed individual and start, you know,

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Speaker 3: make it a little bit of that ten ninety nine money.

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Speaker 3: Do you know for a fact that the government is

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Speaker 3: going to tell you to fuck off?

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Speaker 1: I don't know that for a fact. But the work

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Speaker 1: I would be doing is pretty much the same thing

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Speaker 1: that I was doing before I had my mental breakdown

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Speaker 1: and got on disability.

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Speaker 2: Okay, So here's the thing is.

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Speaker 3: You should call you should find that out because my

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Speaker 3: outside perspective to this is, uh, the the one of

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Speaker 3: the great cures to paranoia is evidence facts. You know,

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Speaker 3: this is this is like an empirical thing that you're

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Speaker 3: talking about here. So go go ask an accountant man,

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Speaker 3: go ask a bring this, Bring this inquiry to the

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Speaker 3: people who who would know, and I just that's my

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Speaker 3: general thing is like, you know, you could be paranoid

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Speaker 3: about something and rull it over in your head over

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Speaker 3: and over again, but it's foolish to do that about

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Speaker 3: something like this, where you could just look it up

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Speaker 3: on the internet or talk to somebody who knows about it,

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Speaker 3: you know.

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Speaker 2: So, Uh, it's surprisingly weirdly common for people.

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Speaker 3: To just decide out of thin air a fact and

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Speaker 3: do no research on it, low low key, possibly because

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Speaker 3: they secretly want some excuse to not do something, which,

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Speaker 3: by the way, I get because excuses to not do

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Speaker 3: things are awesome. They they make it so that you

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Speaker 2: But uh, dude, fucking you.

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Speaker 3: Know, get get get off, get off the phone with me,

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Speaker 3: and go talk to a tax attorney or something like that,

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Speaker 3: you know, instead of instead of star stewing around and worrying,

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Speaker 3: why don't you why don't you do some.

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Speaker 2: This? This is my long winded version of telling you

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Speaker 2: to to just google it.

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Speaker 4: I have.

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Speaker 1: I have googled it. I've done my fair share of research.

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Speaker 1: But the okay, the consensus is a pretty mixed bag,

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Speaker 1: where some people will be able to work, uh and

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Speaker 1: without any explanation. It's kind of just like if they.

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Speaker 3: Well, look, let me let me what what's what's the

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Speaker 3: what's the what's the business?

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Speaker 2: What's the business you want to do? Can I ask that?

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Speaker 5: Uh?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, I make jewelry.

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Speaker 3: Okay, So you think that if you start an Etsy

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Speaker 3: the government is going to kick you off of your disability.

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Speaker 1: Not necessarily if I did like an Etsy, because I

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Speaker 3: Sell I what is that? What is the difference between

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Speaker 1: I guess the difference would be how much money I

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Speaker 1: make off of it.

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Speaker 3: I guess I'm slightly confused at what you just said,

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Speaker 3: because you were like, I don't want to start an

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Speaker 3: online shop where I just pawn off jewelry I make.

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Speaker 2: I want to open a shop where I sell jewelry.

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Speaker 1: I make well. No, I mean I mean, like, I like,

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Speaker 1: I don't wanna. I don't wanna like only be confined

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Speaker 2: Right.

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Speaker 3: But sure, sure, sure, but we I mean we're getting

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Speaker 2: I guess, like I don't know, man, Yeah, I mean

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Speaker 2: you should. I if you really want my outside opinion,

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Speaker 2: you should just do it. You should just do it.

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Speaker 2: And yeah, you should just do it. And here's the thing.

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Speaker 2: I again, you should please your God.

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Speaker 3: I know you said you've done some research, but please,

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Speaker 3: dear God, talk to somebody who's not me about this,

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Speaker 3: because I don't have any of this information and I'm

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Speaker 2: Blind on it.

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Speaker 3: But like, dude, just do it, because if you want to,

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Speaker 3: if you want to do something, you should, you should

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Speaker 3: do it. You're gonna fucking die and be nothing forever,

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Speaker 3: so just do it. And worst case scenario if you

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Speaker 3: that you don't need government disability anymore.

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Speaker 2: Isn't that a good thing? Isn't that what you want?

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Speaker 1: Well, that's that's what I want. But if if it

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Speaker 2: You should? You should? You should? You should really talk

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Speaker 3: Is not me about this, but like, if you make

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Speaker 3: I don't think the government is going to take away

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Speaker 3: your benefits. Please take please don't take my word for that.

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Speaker 3: Please go talk to somebody who knows. But from a

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Speaker 3: not to make again I'm being This is why one

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Speaker 2: But it's like, you know, I did.

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Speaker 3: The reason the reason I hate giving advice is because

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Speaker 3: I'm noticing your man I you're making like you're like

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Speaker 3: operating out of fear. This is like a fear based indecision,

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Speaker 3: which I am the king in my personal life of

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Speaker 3: that's what I'm seeing here. So I mean, just so

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Speaker 3: so I would say, I mean, yeah, stop doing that

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Speaker 2: Goddamn.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, I know, I just like I'm it makes

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Speaker 1: I get. And if the government tells me, you know,

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Speaker 1: you were already doing this before so you can do

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Speaker 2: I don't know, Okay, I don't want to. I don't

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Speaker 2: want to, I don't want to get I don't I

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Speaker 2: don't know. Yeah, well, I don't want.

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Speaker 3: To get too deep in like the weeds, because this

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Speaker 3: is like your where I'm you know, I'm sitting here

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Speaker 2: But like, let me ask you this, Well, so what

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Speaker 3: So I'm curious, like, before you were on disability, what

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Speaker 2: Were you a W two employee or like, what were

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I was working for the Garrett you're working for

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Speaker 1: Jerry Under Yeah, Under, I was doing like repairs and stuff.

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Speaker 3: Okay, And you were doing that as a salary to

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Speaker 3: W two employee with benefits. Yes, okay, that's significantly different

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Speaker 3: than you know, making some extra money selling jewelry on

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Speaker 3: your Etsy store.

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: I do not know if the government i'd been doing.

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Speaker 1: The same stuff with my hands, you know what I mean?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, but I don't think that's what the I I get.

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Speaker 3: I really I hate, I hate, I hate saying these

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Speaker 3: But from my dumb ass, uninformed perspective, I would assume

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Speaker 3: It's very different from being W TWOD whether or not,

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Speaker 3: like because you're not. You're not doing the same thing.

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Speaker 3: You're starting a whether or not the Yeah, you're not

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Speaker 3: doing the same thing. You're doing a totally different thing.

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Speaker 3: You're starting your own business. You're probably at least at

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Speaker 2: Uh than you were making before.

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Speaker 3: But you know, the in the ideal version of your life,

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Speaker 3: I assume you start this little business and eventually you

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Speaker 3: too scared to try. I don't know, it just it

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Speaker 3: just seems figure outable. And again, please do your fucking god,

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Speaker 3: go talk to somebody who you know, I go talk

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Speaker 3: to a tax douche or or you know, government. Yeah,

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Speaker 3: don't don't ask me about these things.

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Speaker 2: I don't know.

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Speaker 3: But if, if, if this conversation can be a catalyst

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Speaker 3: for you to go figure it out, than great. But yeah,

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Speaker 3: I mean don't. I wouldn't sit around being scared about it.

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Speaker 3: I would just, you know, go go do it. Sounds

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Speaker 3: So just fucking do it.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, that was a good point too, with you know,

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Speaker 1: it's not in the same environment. I never really looked

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Speaker 3: Well, my friend, I hope I hope that you uh

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Speaker 2: Hello, Hello, Hi, Hey, what's your name?

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Speaker 4: My name's uh Max?

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Speaker 2: Max? What's up Max? How's life?

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Speaker 6: Mhm?

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Speaker 2: Good?

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Speaker 4: What's your name?

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Speaker 2: My name is Lyle. Oh hey, hi, hey.

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Speaker 4: I actually met you like less see what I think?

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Speaker 2: Where did? Where did we meet?

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Speaker 4: Yeah, she really, she really enjoyed it. I don't know

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Speaker 3: I'm glad that she didn't I'm glad that she didn't

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Speaker 6: Yeah.

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Speaker 4: I don't think she's that kind of person. But yeah,

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Speaker 3: Max, Uh, what's up? What brings you to call in

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Speaker 4: Okay? Well, you know, I mean, obviously everybody has so

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Speaker 2: Like, so what again? What's the what's the issue?

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Speaker 4: Like she from going she cop blocked me, Bro, I

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Speaker 2: I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Max Max Max? How old? How

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Speaker 4: Why does it matter?

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Speaker 2: It made? Max? Are you above the age of eighteen?

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Speaker 2: How old are you?

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Speaker 4: Oh? Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm twenty six.

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Speaker 2: You're twenty six, Matt Maxie.

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Speaker 4: There, yeah, I'm here. Can you hear me?

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Speaker 3: You're twenty six, you're my Look at twenty six? Your

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Speaker 4: Okay, But I live with her, you know, that's the thing.

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Speaker 4: No you do.

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Speaker 3: Not though you do not, though you do not, though

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Speaker 3: you know what you know what?

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Speaker 2: You know?

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Speaker 5: What?

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Speaker 2: You know? What short?

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Speaker 3: If you're living short, if you're living with your mom

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Speaker 3: and yeah, and your mom is like, uh well my house,

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Speaker 3: my rules. I mean that sucks, though, do you?

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Speaker 2: I mean, like it's not.

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Speaker 4: That bad because she lets me, she doesn't tell me,

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Speaker 3: But here's the thing, and I don't I want to

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Speaker 2: But like, I mean, what do you have do you do?

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Speaker 6: You?

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Speaker 2: Are you attempting to leave your parents' house?

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Speaker 4: Like what do you mean attempting to leave? As in

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Speaker 4: like when they move out?

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Speaker 6: Yeah?

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Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, okay, obviously, yeah, I'm not trying to be

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Speaker 4: It's just like if I'm just not financially there and

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Speaker 4: But people in the chat saying I don't sound twenty six.

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Speaker 4: I know, I sound like a freaking eighteen year old

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Speaker 4: just because of the way I talk, don't.

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Speaker 3: But don't, don't, don't, don't, don't look at don't look

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Speaker 2: Let's just talk.

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Speaker 4: Okay, it's too late, all right, all right, So yeah,

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Speaker 4: that was my issue as as of today.

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Speaker 3: Normally I would be like, your mom can't fucking tell

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Speaker 3: you what to do? But I guess if you're yeah,

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Speaker 3: I guess, I guess if you live at her house,

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Speaker 4: She yeah, that's that's exactly what I was thinking. I mean, loki.

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Speaker 4: I was about to say, like, I don't really care,

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Speaker 4: you I'll just stay.

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Speaker 2: Do you have I will? I mean, do you do?

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Speaker 2: You do you have a div John? Hello? Hello?

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Speaker 3: Okay, this person? All right, this person has disappeared. This

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't know. That's a tough to bit.

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Speaker 3: Again, I like, this is a tough one to talk

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Speaker 3: I don't know, I don't know, it's that's a tough one.

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Speaker 3: And I also think that like I also like fully

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Speaker 3: It's tough to make. It's tough to manage that and

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Speaker 2: That's tough. I don't know, but yeah, I don't know. Uh,

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Speaker 2: I hope that.

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Speaker 3: This caller can go have sex with her boyfriends and

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Speaker 2: Hell yeah, Hey, what's up. What's your name?

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Speaker 1: Hey, it's a Max.

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Speaker 5: I actually sent you an email for the gek mail.

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Speaker 2: Did I read it on the podcast? Yeah?

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Speaker 1: Yeah you did.

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Speaker 5: It was the It was the one where you did

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Speaker 5: as well.

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Speaker 2: Oh what was the email that you sent?

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Speaker 5: It was about father issues. It was like stuff about

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Speaker 5: like that.

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Speaker 2: Yeah. I remember that.

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Speaker 3: You were kind of you were sort of talking about like, uh,

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Speaker 3: where uh where are you at with that?

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Speaker 5: You know, I'm still in the same boat. To be

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Speaker 5: little more in depth with that because it's not just like, mmm,

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00:26:03,640 --> 00:26:07,359
Speaker 5: I don't know if it's making my parents pro I

444
00:26:07,359 --> 00:26:08,800
Speaker 5: don't know. I'd like to go more.

445
00:26:08,840 --> 00:26:12,800
Speaker 3: We'll do We'll do us, do us a favor for

446
00:26:12,880 --> 00:26:16,800
Speaker 3: those who have not heard me read that email, and

447
00:26:17,119 --> 00:26:19,440
Speaker 3: as a refresher for everyone, involved. Why don't you want

448
00:26:19,520 --> 00:26:20,440
Speaker 3: you start from scratch?

449
00:26:22,040 --> 00:26:22,840
Speaker 1: Yeah, for sure.

450
00:26:23,520 --> 00:26:27,600
Speaker 5: So I am a second year in a university and

451
00:26:28,520 --> 00:26:32,480
Speaker 5: I'm down there. Last time I took some really hard

452
00:26:32,520 --> 00:26:35,639
Speaker 5: classes and the main point is that I showed my

453
00:26:35,760 --> 00:26:38,760
Speaker 5: dad my grades and they were all pretty much a's

454
00:26:38,800 --> 00:26:41,800
Speaker 5: and there was just that one C. And he looked

455
00:26:41,800 --> 00:26:43,760
Speaker 5: at that one C and then called me out for it,

456
00:26:44,560 --> 00:26:47,800
Speaker 5: and I was just pretty upset about that. So I

457
00:26:47,880 --> 00:26:51,240
Speaker 5: just didn't know where to go from there. So that

458
00:26:51,359 --> 00:26:55,240
Speaker 5: that was like the whole point of that email. I'd

459
00:26:55,320 --> 00:26:56,800
Speaker 5: like to get a little bit more in depth.

460
00:26:56,560 --> 00:27:01,359
Speaker 3: With that, sure, I mean, I mean, yeah, I have

461
00:27:01,440 --> 00:27:03,720
Speaker 3: thoughts and they're probably similar to the thoughts I expressed

462
00:27:03,720 --> 00:27:06,280
Speaker 3: when I read the email, But yeah, what what more death?

463
00:27:06,480 --> 00:27:08,119
Speaker 3: What more depth do you want to get into?

464
00:27:10,640 --> 00:27:15,080
Speaker 5: So actually this was literally almost going to be a

465
00:27:15,119 --> 00:27:19,920
Speaker 5: year ago. So this was actually the seventh of February.

466
00:27:20,320 --> 00:27:24,480
Speaker 5: It was around like three am and another for some context,

467
00:27:24,600 --> 00:27:27,359
Speaker 5: I my dad has an auto shop, so it's like

468
00:27:27,400 --> 00:27:31,159
Speaker 5: a family business that we have and I always go

469
00:27:31,200 --> 00:27:35,359
Speaker 5: there and like help out, and yeah, around that time,

470
00:27:36,000 --> 00:27:40,159
Speaker 5: he's actually having some chest pains and I guess he

471
00:27:40,200 --> 00:27:43,159
Speaker 5: had to go to the hospital at like three, and

472
00:27:43,200 --> 00:27:45,960
Speaker 5: then it ended up being his main arteries was clogged

473
00:27:46,400 --> 00:27:50,840
Speaker 5: like ninety five percent, So I'm guessing if he didn't go,

474
00:27:50,960 --> 00:27:57,600
Speaker 5: he'd be dead probably, So so the reason why I

475
00:27:57,640 --> 00:28:02,800
Speaker 5: wanted to make him in a way proud because when

476
00:28:02,840 --> 00:28:06,080
Speaker 5: he left, I'm all also alone with him for you

477
00:28:06,119 --> 00:28:11,040
Speaker 5: know obviously, right, so I there's no one left to

478
00:28:11,240 --> 00:28:15,480
Speaker 5: cover the business, so it's just me. So by that time,

479
00:28:15,680 --> 00:28:19,159
Speaker 5: I was like eighteen stone, I was still eighteen. I

480
00:28:19,160 --> 00:28:22,480
Speaker 5: don't know shit about running a business. I don't know anything.

481
00:28:23,400 --> 00:28:27,080
Speaker 5: So it's just me my two co workers and that's it,

482
00:28:28,280 --> 00:28:33,159
Speaker 5: literally nothing more than that. And I'm also juggling like

483
00:28:33,160 --> 00:28:36,880
Speaker 5: like going to work, opening up in the morning, going

484
00:28:36,920 --> 00:28:41,360
Speaker 5: to classes, and I had to do that for like

485
00:28:42,280 --> 00:28:44,840
Speaker 5: a month and a half while he was in the

486
00:28:44,880 --> 00:28:50,040
Speaker 5: hospital and also recovering, So honestly, that took a really

487
00:28:50,200 --> 00:28:55,120
Speaker 5: really big mentaltone me and I just like I had

488
00:28:55,320 --> 00:29:01,080
Speaker 5: no social life in any means whatsoever. And yeah, definitely

489
00:29:01,160 --> 00:29:04,200
Speaker 5: that time sucked, and that's like one of the reasons

490
00:29:04,240 --> 00:29:05,920
Speaker 5: why I wanted to make in proud of me. And

491
00:29:06,000 --> 00:29:09,240
Speaker 5: I also saw it and I kind of expected him

492
00:29:09,240 --> 00:29:13,400
Speaker 5: to acknowledge like everything that I've gone through and like

493
00:29:14,320 --> 00:29:18,760
Speaker 5: I'm not expecting it. I'm not saying like he's a

494
00:29:18,800 --> 00:29:21,320
Speaker 5: reason that I'm going through this heell or whatever. That's

495
00:29:21,360 --> 00:29:24,960
Speaker 5: like out of his control. But I just wanted some

496
00:29:25,040 --> 00:29:28,520
Speaker 5: sort of validation from him, and I just didn't get that,

497
00:29:29,480 --> 00:29:31,560
Speaker 5: like at all in any means.

498
00:29:32,720 --> 00:29:34,320
Speaker 6: So I just I.

499
00:29:34,600 --> 00:29:38,640
Speaker 5: Didn't get anything. And like I failed one class, but

500
00:29:38,760 --> 00:29:42,000
Speaker 5: it's like I actually still passed it either way, So

501
00:29:42,160 --> 00:29:46,040
Speaker 5: it's fine. I passed everything, and I was still doing

502
00:29:46,080 --> 00:29:49,520
Speaker 5: this back and forth and I'm just not getting anything

503
00:29:49,520 --> 00:29:52,480
Speaker 5: from that dude. And I understand that you and I

504
00:29:52,520 --> 00:29:56,640
Speaker 5: have said this already at hey, like you already know

505
00:29:56,760 --> 00:29:59,160
Speaker 5: that you're proud of yourself of everything that you've done.

506
00:30:00,040 --> 00:30:03,320
Speaker 5: You don't need ship from the stupid But I just

507
00:30:03,360 --> 00:30:08,520
Speaker 5: want something that's like it's like the only thing I want.

508
00:30:09,080 --> 00:30:12,440
Speaker 5: M hm. So I don't know, it's a lot. I'm

509
00:30:12,440 --> 00:30:14,400
Speaker 5: not looking for anything for you to say or anything,

510
00:30:14,560 --> 00:30:16,600
Speaker 5: just like I don't know your thoughts or whatever.

511
00:30:17,320 --> 00:30:17,680
Speaker 6: M hmm.

512
00:30:18,960 --> 00:30:21,480
Speaker 2: And why you're why you're nineteen.

513
00:30:22,640 --> 00:30:24,120
Speaker 5: You're now nineteen.

514
00:30:24,960 --> 00:30:32,600
Speaker 2: Mmm mm hmm. And well, I gut, what are you

515
00:30:32,600 --> 00:30:35,160
Speaker 2: studying again? Remind me you talked about a little bit

516
00:30:35,160 --> 00:30:35,800
Speaker 2: of email, like.

517
00:30:37,360 --> 00:30:38,400
Speaker 5: Mechanical engineering.

518
00:30:39,120 --> 00:30:40,480
Speaker 2: Is that what you want to be doing?

519
00:30:41,920 --> 00:30:44,200
Speaker 5: Yes, it's exactly what I want to be doing.

520
00:30:44,400 --> 00:30:44,880
Speaker 2: Okay, great.

521
00:30:44,880 --> 00:30:47,480
Speaker 5: If I didn't have that, i'd be working McDonald dude.

522
00:30:48,120 --> 00:30:53,240
Speaker 2: Okay, great, okay, great, okay, great everything.

523
00:30:53,560 --> 00:30:56,080
Speaker 3: I have a question everything that you just said to me.

524
00:30:58,320 --> 00:31:00,239
Speaker 3: Have you ever have you ever said any of this

525
00:31:00,280 --> 00:31:02,400
Speaker 3: to your dad? Have you ever told your dad like,

526
00:31:02,800 --> 00:31:06,000
Speaker 3: have you ever ever sat with your dad and been like, yo, dude,

527
00:31:06,280 --> 00:31:09,760
Speaker 3: I fucking have been doing so much shit for you,

528
00:31:09,760 --> 00:31:11,440
Speaker 3: you know, because here's the thing, like you, like, you

529
00:31:11,480 --> 00:31:13,280
Speaker 3: don't have to do any of that ship your dad.

530
00:31:13,360 --> 00:31:16,480
Speaker 3: Your dad gave birth to a son, not a fucking employee,

531
00:31:17,000 --> 00:31:20,960
Speaker 3: you know, like like like you like you you did

532
00:31:20,960 --> 00:31:27,240
Speaker 3: all that shit for him because like because you wanted to,

533
00:31:27,440 --> 00:31:30,280
Speaker 3: and you felt a responsibility to and you rose to

534
00:31:30,320 --> 00:31:34,320
Speaker 3: the responsibility that you felt you had. It's a very

535
00:31:34,360 --> 00:31:38,560
Speaker 3: admirable thing to do. And you certainly feel that way.

536
00:31:39,280 --> 00:31:41,280
Speaker 3: And have you ever sat down with your dad and

537
00:31:41,320 --> 00:31:46,040
Speaker 3: been like, yo, like, I did a bunch of work

538
00:31:46,080 --> 00:31:46,440
Speaker 3: for you.

539
00:31:46,760 --> 00:31:47,960
Speaker 2: I helped you out a lot.

540
00:31:49,000 --> 00:31:52,719
Speaker 3: I've been putting in a lot to you know, have

541
00:31:52,760 --> 00:31:54,719
Speaker 3: a good relationship with you and to try to make

542
00:31:54,800 --> 00:31:59,240
Speaker 3: you proud and to uh, you know, I've been putting

543
00:31:59,280 --> 00:32:01,680
Speaker 3: in a lot here and I don't I'm not getting

544
00:32:01,800 --> 00:32:04,120
Speaker 3: anything from you.

545
00:32:04,120 --> 00:32:06,120
Speaker 2: You know what the fuck? Have you sat him down?

546
00:32:06,600 --> 00:32:09,320
Speaker 3: Not those exact words, but have you sat him down

547
00:32:09,360 --> 00:32:10,880
Speaker 3: and expressed that to you?

548
00:32:11,280 --> 00:32:12,080
Speaker 2: That that to him?

549
00:32:13,720 --> 00:32:16,840
Speaker 5: Not those exact words. I didn't mention it to him once,

550
00:32:16,960 --> 00:32:20,720
Speaker 5: but this was like maybe like a couple of weeks,

551
00:32:20,720 --> 00:32:23,440
Speaker 5: almost a month after he got out, and I didn't

552
00:32:23,480 --> 00:32:25,240
Speaker 5: mention it to him, and he just kind of like

553
00:32:26,840 --> 00:32:31,000
Speaker 5: shrugged it off in a way. So yeah, I didn't

554
00:32:31,000 --> 00:32:34,680
Speaker 5: really get like a like a full on like response

555
00:32:34,720 --> 00:32:35,120
Speaker 5: from him.

556
00:32:36,120 --> 00:32:38,280
Speaker 2: He so you you brought all this to his attention,

557
00:32:38,400 --> 00:32:39,360
Speaker 2: He just shrugged.

558
00:32:39,000 --> 00:32:39,600
Speaker 1: It off.

559
00:32:41,920 --> 00:32:42,320
Speaker 2: In a way.

560
00:32:42,440 --> 00:32:47,720
Speaker 5: Yeah, in a way. M yeah. M. So it's just

561
00:32:47,760 --> 00:32:51,000
Speaker 5: like like like what more can I do? There's not

562
00:32:51,280 --> 00:32:54,800
Speaker 5: more that I can do, Like legitimately, that's why I

563
00:32:54,880 --> 00:32:58,360
Speaker 5: tell you, and you told me as well. Okay, like again,

564
00:32:58,560 --> 00:33:01,560
Speaker 5: you know you're proud of yourself, and I think that's

565
00:33:01,600 --> 00:33:04,200
Speaker 5: all I need. I don't need shit from this dude.

566
00:33:04,360 --> 00:33:05,000
Speaker 5: So I don't know.

567
00:33:07,160 --> 00:33:10,479
Speaker 2: I'm yeah, God, go ahead, go ahead, go ahead.

568
00:33:11,360 --> 00:33:12,880
Speaker 5: By the way, I don't I don't know if this

569
00:33:13,040 --> 00:33:15,000
Speaker 5: helps I don't even know if I can say this

570
00:33:15,080 --> 00:33:19,840
Speaker 5: on the stream, but I've literally been working there since

571
00:33:19,840 --> 00:33:25,440
Speaker 5: I was like fifteen fourteen. I don't think it's any.

572
00:33:25,400 --> 00:33:28,320
Speaker 1: Like help, but yeah, I don't know.

573
00:33:28,360 --> 00:33:31,040
Speaker 5: I just I've been at this for a while, not yeah,

574
00:33:31,160 --> 00:33:33,800
Speaker 5: handling this alone, but I've been at this for a while.

575
00:33:34,480 --> 00:33:38,920
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm I'm like, no, sincerely, I'm I'm I'm very

576
00:33:39,000 --> 00:33:43,000
Speaker 3: sorry to hear that your dad has not been appreciative

577
00:33:43,880 --> 00:33:47,200
Speaker 3: of your efforts. And I hope that that doesn't affect

578
00:33:47,280 --> 00:33:50,600
Speaker 3: your own personal view of yourself.

579
00:33:50,720 --> 00:33:52,720
Speaker 2: And dude, I don't know. It's like you're kind of right,

580
00:33:52,880 --> 00:33:55,760
Speaker 2: It's like, yeah, what the fuck more can you do?

581
00:33:56,160 --> 00:33:58,600
Speaker 3: Like all you, like in any relationship of any kind

582
00:33:58,720 --> 00:34:02,800
Speaker 3: is like you put in, like you put an effort

583
00:34:02,800 --> 00:34:04,880
Speaker 3: to it, and like if the other person is not

584
00:34:05,040 --> 00:34:08,400
Speaker 3: appreciative of your efforts, you know you can communicate that.

585
00:34:08,480 --> 00:34:10,400
Speaker 3: You can go, hey, dad, what the fuck I've been

586
00:34:10,400 --> 00:34:12,440
Speaker 3: doing all this work and you've you know, never tell me,

587
00:34:13,000 --> 00:34:15,680
Speaker 3: you know that you're proud of me and any this stuff.

588
00:34:15,680 --> 00:34:19,040
Speaker 3: And if he shrugs it off, Dude, I don't know,

589
00:34:19,160 --> 00:34:20,799
Speaker 3: it sucks, but it's like, yeah, I guess there is

590
00:34:20,840 --> 00:34:24,200
Speaker 3: nothing that you can do except there, I guess there

591
00:34:24,239 --> 00:34:26,359
Speaker 3: is nothing that you can do except be like, all right,

592
00:34:26,400 --> 00:34:28,399
Speaker 3: you know what, if you're not gonna appreciate me, I'm

593
00:34:28,440 --> 00:34:31,120
Speaker 3: just I'm not gonna do anything shit for you anymore.

594
00:34:31,200 --> 00:34:34,279
Speaker 2: You know, I'm not fifteen anymore. I don't you know,

595
00:34:35,280 --> 00:34:35,759
Speaker 2: need you.

596
00:34:36,480 --> 00:34:40,160
Speaker 3: I'm gonna just like do my own shit. I'm gonna

597
00:34:40,160 --> 00:34:42,920
Speaker 3: try to get good grades because I like what I'm doing.

598
00:34:43,520 --> 00:34:45,520
Speaker 3: And uh, you know, I'm not gonna let you be

599
00:34:45,600 --> 00:34:48,960
Speaker 3: in control of me emotionally. You know, we're getting into

600
00:34:49,040 --> 00:34:51,360
Speaker 3: we're getting into such like this is like such like

601
00:34:51,520 --> 00:34:58,160
Speaker 3: real therapy shit right here. But like, yeah, but yeah,

602
00:34:58,239 --> 00:35:02,759
Speaker 3: I'm deeply sorry to here that uh that that.

603
00:35:04,960 --> 00:35:07,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, you're dealing with this ship for your dad.

604
00:35:07,200 --> 00:35:10,319
Speaker 3: It's tough because like, I don't know, I feel like

605
00:35:10,360 --> 00:35:12,960
Speaker 3: if you're like if you're like a parent, you know,

606
00:35:13,400 --> 00:35:17,080
Speaker 3: like you gotta uh like that like the like like

607
00:35:17,239 --> 00:35:20,839
Speaker 3: love and appreciation has to be like virtually like unconditional,

608
00:35:21,320 --> 00:35:23,600
Speaker 3: you know. I think that's kind of like a contract

609
00:35:24,080 --> 00:35:28,720
Speaker 3: for doing something like that. So I feel I feel

610
00:35:28,840 --> 00:35:33,719
Speaker 3: I feel bad for people who uh you know have

611
00:35:33,880 --> 00:35:36,839
Speaker 3: not like you know, don't have that as their experience

612
00:35:37,360 --> 00:35:39,560
Speaker 3: and it's a bummer, And I guess the best that

613
00:35:39,600 --> 00:35:41,759
Speaker 3: you can, like because it's like, yeah, what the fuck

614
00:35:41,800 --> 00:35:43,560
Speaker 3: can you do? Because after you've communicated with it, and

615
00:35:43,600 --> 00:35:45,840
Speaker 3: after you put in all this effort, bro, the best

616
00:35:45,920 --> 00:35:51,040
Speaker 3: you can do is like take this is gonna sound

617
00:35:51,120 --> 00:35:54,520
Speaker 3: like kind of like sweet and corny, but like, dude,

618
00:35:54,600 --> 00:35:58,080
Speaker 3: I mean the best you can do is like examine

619
00:35:58,239 --> 00:36:01,799
Speaker 3: what you're not getting from your dad and like give

620
00:36:01,840 --> 00:36:04,319
Speaker 3: it to other people, you know what I mean? Like

621
00:36:04,360 --> 00:36:05,960
Speaker 3: you you can look at your dad and be like

622
00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:07,839
Speaker 3: you look at your dad and be like, oh, he's

623
00:36:07,840 --> 00:36:11,880
Speaker 3: not appreciative, he's not this, he's not that, and be like, Okay,

624
00:36:11,960 --> 00:36:13,880
Speaker 3: how in my relationships, Like I don't know if you

625
00:36:13,920 --> 00:36:17,000
Speaker 3: have a you know, a fucking girlfriend or friends or

626
00:36:17,520 --> 00:36:20,839
Speaker 3: like whatever, it's like in my relationships that I don't

627
00:36:20,840 --> 00:36:25,240
Speaker 3: want to be like this, Like how can I be

628
00:36:25,239 --> 00:36:27,120
Speaker 3: be better so I don't make other people feel the

629
00:36:27,120 --> 00:36:30,600
Speaker 3: way that like my fucking dad is making me feel,

630
00:36:31,080 --> 00:36:33,359
Speaker 3: you know what I mean. That's that in terms of

631
00:36:33,400 --> 00:36:35,120
Speaker 3: like how you can feel like you have some control

632
00:36:35,160 --> 00:36:37,640
Speaker 3: of the situation, that that kind of seems like it

633
00:36:37,640 --> 00:36:39,439
Speaker 3: makes sense, dude.

634
00:36:39,480 --> 00:36:43,400
Speaker 5: That's so fucking real, honest too, because I'm it's actually

635
00:36:43,480 --> 00:36:45,760
Speaker 5: my last day when a break, so I'm actually really

636
00:36:45,760 --> 00:36:46,239
Speaker 5: happy that.

637
00:36:46,200 --> 00:36:47,399
Speaker 1: I don't have to go back to work.

638
00:36:48,719 --> 00:36:52,399
Speaker 5: I'm happy about that yet I don't care. But dude,

639
00:36:52,440 --> 00:36:56,120
Speaker 5: that's such a good point because every dude, I've spent

640
00:36:56,239 --> 00:36:59,560
Speaker 5: with this dude every single fucking day, and for some reason,

641
00:37:00,719 --> 00:37:03,399
Speaker 5: I don't know, I just see myself and my dad

642
00:37:03,480 --> 00:37:05,000
Speaker 5: now and I'm like, I don't want to be like

643
00:37:05,000 --> 00:37:09,800
Speaker 5: this fucking dude. I really fucking don't. This dude's fucking stubborn,

644
00:37:09,880 --> 00:37:13,279
Speaker 5: his help. This dude's a baby about not everything, but

645
00:37:13,320 --> 00:37:16,960
Speaker 5: it's the smallest little fucking thing. And I act like

646
00:37:17,000 --> 00:37:18,799
Speaker 5: that sometimes too, and I'm like, dude, I don't want

647
00:37:18,840 --> 00:37:21,920
Speaker 5: to be around this fucking dude, like really.

648
00:37:21,840 --> 00:37:24,080
Speaker 2: But yeah, dude, and that but that's the Yeah, that's

649
00:37:24,120 --> 00:37:24,480
Speaker 2: the crazy.

650
00:37:24,520 --> 00:37:26,520
Speaker 3: That's that's like, how you can be productive about it

651
00:37:26,560 --> 00:37:31,360
Speaker 3: is like, like you know, unfortunately, it's like, yeah, you

652
00:37:31,440 --> 00:37:32,800
Speaker 3: look like if you look at your dad and you

653
00:37:32,880 --> 00:37:34,719
Speaker 3: see what like like you just said, like, it's you.

654
00:37:35,560 --> 00:37:37,480
Speaker 2: It's in your DNA.

655
00:37:37,400 --> 00:37:40,760
Speaker 5: Literally literally exactly, it's.

656
00:37:40,600 --> 00:37:41,880
Speaker 2: Literally in your DNA.

657
00:37:42,360 --> 00:37:44,960
Speaker 3: But you're a smart guy, and so you have the

658
00:37:45,040 --> 00:37:50,480
Speaker 3: ability to consciously recognize that and then make like conscious

659
00:37:50,520 --> 00:37:54,799
Speaker 3: decisions to be less like that.

660
00:37:56,680 --> 00:38:02,759
Speaker 5: You know, Yeah, it's fucking crazy. I'm actually glad I

661
00:38:02,800 --> 00:38:06,560
Speaker 5: have therapy tomorrow. It's actually my first session. Actually it's

662
00:38:06,600 --> 00:38:09,879
Speaker 5: just kind of dope, So I'm cool. I'm happy about

663
00:38:09,880 --> 00:38:15,560
Speaker 5: that ship. But yeah, it's just like I also like

664
00:38:15,640 --> 00:38:18,600
Speaker 5: realize you're fucking and all those people out there that

665
00:38:18,680 --> 00:38:20,759
Speaker 5: worked it like nine to five, I don't know how

666
00:38:20,800 --> 00:38:22,000
Speaker 5: the fuck you guys do it.

667
00:38:22,080 --> 00:38:23,319
Speaker 1: That shit sucks.

668
00:38:23,600 --> 00:38:26,439
Speaker 5: It's like the same shit over and over again. It's

669
00:38:26,480 --> 00:38:29,560
Speaker 5: like the repetitanis fucking gets to you and it's fucking

670
00:38:29,680 --> 00:38:32,719
Speaker 5: like But for me, it's like I feel like a

671
00:38:32,840 --> 00:38:36,080
Speaker 5: robot man, Like I feel like I don't feel anything.

672
00:38:36,520 --> 00:38:38,680
Speaker 5: I feel everything until I get back home and it's

673
00:38:38,719 --> 00:38:42,600
Speaker 5: the same fucking cycle like every other day, every single

674
00:38:42,680 --> 00:38:43,200
Speaker 5: fucking time.

675
00:38:43,200 --> 00:38:44,040
Speaker 1: And I hate that ship.

676
00:38:45,160 --> 00:38:47,680
Speaker 3: You're night like you're you're you're like nineteen, Like, Oh,

677
00:38:47,680 --> 00:38:50,160
Speaker 3: I don't know, man, do you know I have to

678
00:38:50,200 --> 00:38:51,000
Speaker 3: do something crazy?

679
00:38:51,640 --> 00:38:52,920
Speaker 2: I don't know. I don't know. I don't I've now

680
00:38:52,920 --> 00:38:53,919
Speaker 2: all right, I'm getting I'm didnting.

681
00:38:53,920 --> 00:38:56,440
Speaker 3: I'm getting do carried away by telling you to go

682
00:38:56,480 --> 00:39:00,840
Speaker 3: do something crazy. But I don't know, man, well, but

683
00:39:00,920 --> 00:39:02,840
Speaker 3: you like mechanical engineering, right.

684
00:39:03,920 --> 00:39:06,720
Speaker 5: Oh yeah, dud, dude, dude, this is why I'm happy

685
00:39:06,800 --> 00:39:09,160
Speaker 5: that winter break is ending, because I don't have to

686
00:39:09,200 --> 00:39:11,279
Speaker 5: fucking be there, and then now we can actually do

687
00:39:11,320 --> 00:39:14,000
Speaker 5: what I want, what I want to do, Like I'm gonna,

688
00:39:14,320 --> 00:39:16,080
Speaker 5: you know, I'm gonna look for an internships. I'm gonna

689
00:39:16,120 --> 00:39:16,840
Speaker 5: get really.

690
00:39:16,960 --> 00:39:18,600
Speaker 1: Busy so I don't have to be there.

691
00:39:19,200 --> 00:39:22,640
Speaker 5: It's all good from here. But it's just like, dude,

692
00:39:22,680 --> 00:39:25,120
Speaker 5: it sucking, sucks, It just really does. I just wish

693
00:39:25,160 --> 00:39:31,320
Speaker 5: I enjoyed being there, but I just I just don't.

694
00:39:30,200 --> 00:39:32,000
Speaker 2: Talk about your dad. You talk about your dad's shop?

695
00:39:33,480 --> 00:39:37,200
Speaker 5: Yeah, just him. Do you do what people, dud?

696
00:39:38,200 --> 00:39:39,480
Speaker 3: Do you do you make do you make any money

697
00:39:39,520 --> 00:39:41,000
Speaker 3: for Did your dad pay you money or is it

698
00:39:41,080 --> 00:39:42,280
Speaker 3: like a you work for the family.

699
00:39:44,080 --> 00:39:46,400
Speaker 5: Yeah, he pays me. I don't ask him for money,

700
00:39:46,520 --> 00:39:48,200
Speaker 5: but he pays me either way.

701
00:39:49,200 --> 00:39:52,279
Speaker 2: Mm hmmm mm hmmm. Do you need do you need

702
00:39:52,280 --> 00:39:53,280
Speaker 2: the money from his shop?

703
00:39:55,840 --> 00:40:02,440
Speaker 5: Uh? You know that's a good question. I guess in

704
00:40:02,480 --> 00:40:11,000
Speaker 5: a way, yes, in a way. Yeah, yeah, I don't know.

705
00:40:11,080 --> 00:40:15,239
Speaker 5: That's a good question. Oh, ship, Well, I don't know.

706
00:40:15,280 --> 00:40:16,839
Speaker 2: I'm not you know, I don't I don't.

707
00:40:16,840 --> 00:40:17,040
Speaker 6: I don't.

708
00:40:17,040 --> 00:40:18,480
Speaker 2: I don't know the answer to the question, but it's

709
00:40:18,520 --> 00:40:19,399
Speaker 2: a good thing to think about.

710
00:40:20,840 --> 00:40:25,200
Speaker 5: Yeah that's a good question. Yeah that's a good question.

711
00:40:26,560 --> 00:40:29,680
Speaker 5: But yeah, it just fucking sucks. I'm literally not the

712
00:40:29,719 --> 00:40:31,879
Speaker 5: only one. Like my brothers went to this ship too,

713
00:40:32,360 --> 00:40:34,319
Speaker 5: So it's just like I think we all have like

714
00:40:34,360 --> 00:40:40,719
Speaker 5: atsd from this ship. Mm hmm. Yeah, I don't know, dude, but.

715
00:40:42,280 --> 00:40:44,400
Speaker 1: Uh yeah, I mean, I mean.

716
00:40:44,320 --> 00:40:49,040
Speaker 5: That's that's basically it. I just like, I'm kind of

717
00:40:49,080 --> 00:40:51,080
Speaker 5: glad that I don't have to go to work anymore,

718
00:40:51,080 --> 00:40:52,799
Speaker 5: and like I can focus on what I actually want

719
00:40:52,800 --> 00:40:56,560
Speaker 5: to do. Yeah, man, that's what I got.

720
00:40:57,880 --> 00:40:59,280
Speaker 2: Well, what's your name again?

721
00:41:01,160 --> 00:41:01,480
Speaker 5: Max?

722
00:41:02,320 --> 00:41:02,680
Speaker 2: Max?

723
00:41:03,000 --> 00:41:04,919
Speaker 5: Not not the other one.

724
00:41:05,160 --> 00:41:06,000
Speaker 1: Not the other one.

725
00:41:07,040 --> 00:41:10,799
Speaker 2: I don't even Max. You rank you you you you rank.

726
00:41:11,320 --> 00:41:15,879
Speaker 3: You rank very low on the list of people who

727
00:41:15,920 --> 00:41:17,800
Speaker 3: when I hang up the phone from them, I'm a

728
00:41:17,840 --> 00:41:19,160
Speaker 3: little worried about what's.

729
00:41:19,000 --> 00:41:20,360
Speaker 2: Going to happen to them.

730
00:41:22,080 --> 00:41:22,520
Speaker 5: Mm hmm.

731
00:41:23,080 --> 00:41:25,640
Speaker 2: You rank low. You rank your rank low on that list.

732
00:41:25,680 --> 00:41:27,759
Speaker 3: I think, uh, you seem I mean, I don't know,

733
00:41:27,760 --> 00:41:31,200
Speaker 3: I've only been talking to you for uh seventeen minutes,

734
00:41:31,280 --> 00:41:34,200
Speaker 3: but I think you seem like you have a good uh.

735
00:41:34,400 --> 00:41:36,879
Speaker 2: A good head on your shoulders. So you know, I'm

736
00:41:36,920 --> 00:41:38,640
Speaker 2: not I'm not, I'm not worried about you.

737
00:41:43,040 --> 00:41:43,440
Speaker 1: I just.

738
00:41:45,000 --> 00:41:49,040
Speaker 5: I'm trying to be optimistic about everything. So just yeah,

739
00:41:49,280 --> 00:41:51,759
Speaker 5: just trying to do just trying to do my own thing.

740
00:41:52,480 --> 00:41:56,880
Speaker 5: And also the way I feel guilty leaving. Actually I

741
00:41:56,880 --> 00:41:58,440
Speaker 5: don't actually know how.

742
00:41:58,320 --> 00:41:59,239
Speaker 1: To feel about that.

743
00:42:00,840 --> 00:42:03,799
Speaker 5: I feel guilty leaving in a way.

744
00:42:05,040 --> 00:42:10,120
Speaker 3: Yeah, well, because yeah, I feel like there's all like, uh,

745
00:42:10,960 --> 00:42:13,200
Speaker 3: the whole like uh uh oh, I want to cut

746
00:42:13,239 --> 00:42:16,160
Speaker 3: off my dad because or like not cut on my dad,

747
00:42:16,200 --> 00:42:18,719
Speaker 3: but like you know, we had the whole thing about like, oh, well,

748
00:42:18,920 --> 00:42:20,560
Speaker 3: what can you do? I mean, you can stop like

749
00:42:20,680 --> 00:42:23,840
Speaker 3: doing shit for him. Uh, but there's guilt associated with

750
00:42:23,880 --> 00:42:24,880
Speaker 3: that obviously.

751
00:42:25,560 --> 00:42:26,000
Speaker 1: Uh.

752
00:42:26,320 --> 00:42:29,000
Speaker 2: I'm curious what your therapist will say about it tomorrow.

753
00:42:31,000 --> 00:42:33,200
Speaker 5: Oh yeah, I hope. So yeah, yeah, I hope. So

754
00:42:33,400 --> 00:42:37,000
Speaker 5: I actually had a Yeah, yeah, I hope she said

755
00:42:37,000 --> 00:42:39,759
Speaker 5: something about it. But yeah, and I'm reading the chat

756
00:42:39,840 --> 00:42:43,080
Speaker 5: fucking too mac dude that that girl was fucking like

757
00:42:43,719 --> 00:42:46,439
Speaker 5: fourteen at least, there's no fucking.

758
00:42:46,120 --> 00:42:50,720
Speaker 2: Way, Well, what do you what, there's no.

759
00:42:50,920 --> 00:42:53,000
Speaker 5: Dude, she didn't sound like she was twenty six.

760
00:42:53,880 --> 00:42:57,880
Speaker 2: Who are you talking? Who are you talking about.

761
00:42:56,800 --> 00:42:58,840
Speaker 5: Remember the other Max that went on the other.

762
00:42:58,719 --> 00:43:02,520
Speaker 2: Line, Oh, the girl with the snow thing.

763
00:43:03,160 --> 00:43:07,799
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, oh yeah, that's why I put the real

764
00:43:07,880 --> 00:43:10,640
Speaker 5: Max because the other one was just I don't know, man,

765
00:43:10,719 --> 00:43:11,400
Speaker 5: that's stupid.

766
00:43:12,480 --> 00:43:15,279
Speaker 3: Okay, well, Max, is there anything else you want to

767
00:43:15,280 --> 00:43:17,000
Speaker 3: say to the people of the computer before we go?

768
00:43:17,520 --> 00:43:19,360
Speaker 2: H just I hope everyone is.

769
00:43:19,320 --> 00:43:23,400
Speaker 5: A good night and yeah. Yeah, that's basically thank you

770
00:43:23,400 --> 00:43:25,720
Speaker 5: for taking my call. Man, appreciate it. One.

771
00:43:26,280 --> 00:43:35,040
Speaker 2: Hey, good luck, Max, take care YouTube? Hello, hey, hey, hey, hey, Hey,

772
00:43:35,040 --> 00:43:35,640
Speaker 2: what's your name?

773
00:43:36,080 --> 00:43:36,480
Speaker 6: Daniel?

774
00:43:37,400 --> 00:43:39,040
Speaker 2: Daniel? What's going on? Daniel?

775
00:43:40,640 --> 00:43:40,879
Speaker 1: Uh?

776
00:43:40,960 --> 00:43:43,280
Speaker 6: No? Then I bought a four hundred dollars chare today.

777
00:43:44,160 --> 00:43:46,520
Speaker 2: You bought a four hundred dollars chair today?

778
00:43:47,320 --> 00:43:48,040
Speaker 4: Yeah, I did.

779
00:43:49,360 --> 00:43:50,480
Speaker 2: What kind of chair is it?

780
00:43:51,560 --> 00:43:57,759
Speaker 6: Oh, dude, it's called it's a Beauty rest chair. So

781
00:43:58,120 --> 00:44:00,759
Speaker 6: I went to Staples to get like a return and

782
00:44:00,800 --> 00:44:02,920
Speaker 6: it gave me a coupon, and then I walked around

783
00:44:03,880 --> 00:44:07,200
Speaker 6: and I went to the chair section and four hundred

784
00:44:07,239 --> 00:44:10,160
Speaker 6: dollars chair. And the reason that it's four hundred dollars

785
00:44:10,200 --> 00:44:12,960
Speaker 6: is because it has this one special feature that allows

786
00:44:13,000 --> 00:44:16,440
Speaker 6: me to work on my lumbar support, So it basically

787
00:44:16,480 --> 00:44:19,440
Speaker 6: extends it and it has this like hydraulic system in

788
00:44:19,440 --> 00:44:21,839
Speaker 6: the back of the chair. Never ever bought a chair

789
00:44:21,880 --> 00:44:24,719
Speaker 6: so expensive, And I'm really really happy that about it.

790
00:44:25,480 --> 00:44:26,000
Speaker 2: I like that.

791
00:44:26,680 --> 00:44:28,480
Speaker 3: Yeah, I think if you're going to splurge on some

792
00:44:28,680 --> 00:44:30,560
Speaker 3: on some on some bullshit like that, you should be

793
00:44:30,640 --> 00:44:33,200
Speaker 3: happy about it, because you never want to buy a

794
00:44:33,239 --> 00:44:35,520
Speaker 3: four hundred dollars chair and then be pissed at yourself

795
00:44:35,560 --> 00:44:38,000
Speaker 3: for buying a four hundred dollars chair.

796
00:44:39,120 --> 00:44:41,719
Speaker 6: Yeah, you're right, But the thing is for my back, dude,

797
00:44:41,840 --> 00:44:43,680
Speaker 6: you know. And I sat in it for like maybe

798
00:44:43,719 --> 00:44:47,520
Speaker 6: thirty minutes and it did the thing, you know, moved

799
00:44:47,800 --> 00:44:50,839
Speaker 6: my muscles and feels great. I'm sitting in it right now.

800
00:44:50,880 --> 00:44:56,680
Speaker 2: Actually pretty good, pretty good. So I guess is your

801
00:44:56,719 --> 00:45:01,279
Speaker 2: life perfect now that you have this chair? You know?

802
00:45:01,560 --> 00:45:04,000
Speaker 6: I think my daily basis would is going to be

803
00:45:04,040 --> 00:45:06,160
Speaker 6: a lot better because a lot of my mental energy

804
00:45:06,200 --> 00:45:11,040
Speaker 6: goes into how my body's feeling, you know. So I

805
00:45:11,080 --> 00:45:14,480
Speaker 6: feel like if I have a stronger body, I don't

806
00:45:14,520 --> 00:45:16,239
Speaker 6: have to worry about that as much, and I can

807
00:45:16,280 --> 00:45:19,680
Speaker 6: worry about the things that I don't know other people

808
00:45:19,680 --> 00:45:22,040
Speaker 6: worry about. There's always stuff to worry about, but I

809
00:45:22,040 --> 00:45:25,000
Speaker 6: don't want to have to worry about my body. I

810
00:45:25,040 --> 00:45:26,319
Speaker 6: want that to be but you know.

811
00:45:26,640 --> 00:45:29,680
Speaker 3: Yeah, well, I mean your body will eventually decay and

812
00:45:29,840 --> 00:45:33,520
Speaker 3: be nothing forever. But in this period of time, it

813
00:45:33,600 --> 00:45:36,919
Speaker 3: is funny. It is really crazy to think about how

814
00:45:36,960 --> 00:45:39,560
Speaker 3: fragile the human body is.

815
00:45:40,040 --> 00:45:40,640
Speaker 2: It's so.

816
00:45:42,200 --> 00:45:46,319
Speaker 3: Like we're like walking vases and we pretend like we're invincible,

817
00:45:46,360 --> 00:45:49,640
Speaker 3: and it's like you're one little tap on the back

818
00:45:49,719 --> 00:45:53,120
Speaker 3: away from you know, nothingness forever.

819
00:45:55,000 --> 00:45:58,240
Speaker 6: Yeah, I know. I took a misstep when I was running,

820
00:45:58,440 --> 00:46:00,960
Speaker 6: maybe like six weeks ago, spring my ankle for the

821
00:46:01,000 --> 00:46:04,360
Speaker 6: first time. And I used to or I always have

822
00:46:04,600 --> 00:46:06,440
Speaker 6: pride in my ankles, you know. I used to jump

823
00:46:06,480 --> 00:46:08,640
Speaker 6: off trees as a kid and stuff, and I always

824
00:46:08,640 --> 00:46:10,680
Speaker 6: thought I had pretty thirty ankles. But first time I

825
00:46:10,719 --> 00:46:12,839
Speaker 6: ever got a pop in my ankle down there. So

826
00:46:13,400 --> 00:46:14,880
Speaker 6: I've had to take it a little bit slow in

827
00:46:14,880 --> 00:46:17,600
Speaker 6: the last couple of weeks. And uh, we think the

828
00:46:17,640 --> 00:46:19,200
Speaker 6: way that I use my body, so.

829
00:46:20,719 --> 00:46:22,200
Speaker 2: Well, that's nice that you have pride.

830
00:46:22,239 --> 00:46:24,880
Speaker 3: I've never heard anyone ever say in in my life

831
00:46:24,880 --> 00:46:29,080
Speaker 3: that they have pride in their ankles. But I've never

832
00:46:29,120 --> 00:46:31,239
Speaker 3: I've that's a it's a strange thing to say, but

833
00:46:31,320 --> 00:46:33,399
Speaker 3: I like it, and I'm actually gonna take it from you,

834
00:46:34,000 --> 00:46:36,640
Speaker 3: and I'm going to start I'm going to start to have.

835
00:46:36,520 --> 00:46:39,840
Speaker 2: Pride in my ankles. Why not? Why not have pride

836
00:46:39,840 --> 00:46:40,799
Speaker 2: in your ankles.

837
00:46:41,200 --> 00:46:42,680
Speaker 6: Yeah, I do a lot for you.

838
00:46:43,000 --> 00:46:44,920
Speaker 3: To do a lot for you. You have pride in your

839
00:46:47,239 --> 00:46:50,760
Speaker 3: in your body. I'm starting to like my body more.

840
00:46:51,080 --> 00:46:54,120
Speaker 2: I'm starting to like my a lot more.

841
00:46:54,800 --> 00:46:56,839
Speaker 3: Yeah, I have been talking a whole bunch of shit

842
00:46:56,920 --> 00:47:00,480
Speaker 3: about that. I have a bunch of shot. Well I

843
00:47:00,480 --> 00:47:02,080
Speaker 3: can talk, I can talk, we can talk about we

844
00:47:02,080 --> 00:47:03,960
Speaker 3: can talk about it.

845
00:47:05,360 --> 00:47:07,359
Speaker 2: We can talk about it. Yeah, I like.

846
00:47:09,160 --> 00:47:12,839
Speaker 3: I'm starting to really I I think I at a

847
00:47:12,840 --> 00:47:17,719
Speaker 3: certain point I had con like even at like I'm

848
00:47:17,719 --> 00:47:20,640
Speaker 3: twenty seven. Like when I was like twenty three, I

849
00:47:20,680 --> 00:47:23,160
Speaker 3: thought I was gonna I thought I was dead, Like

850
00:47:23,239 --> 00:47:25,359
Speaker 3: I felt dead, and I was like.

851
00:47:25,320 --> 00:47:26,239
Speaker 2: All right, I'm dead.

852
00:47:26,320 --> 00:47:30,120
Speaker 3: I don't need this anymore, So let me just pack

853
00:47:30,239 --> 00:47:34,279
Speaker 3: it with as much everything and why I did that

854
00:47:34,320 --> 00:47:39,200
Speaker 3: for the past uh forever, And now I'm like, oh,

855
00:47:39,239 --> 00:47:42,279
Speaker 3: I gotta actually, yeah, you weren't wait, I mean you

856
00:47:42,280 --> 00:47:43,640
Speaker 3: were involved in that, ye.

857
00:47:44,280 --> 00:47:46,000
Speaker 6: I mean like one time I pulled up to your

858
00:47:46,120 --> 00:47:50,200
Speaker 6: LA show and I gave you a bag of honey. No, no, no,

859
00:47:50,239 --> 00:47:54,600
Speaker 6: it was Hawaiian barbecue chips andshai.

860
00:47:53,840 --> 00:47:56,359
Speaker 3: And you gave me those Hawaiian barbecue I remember those

861
00:47:56,400 --> 00:47:57,480
Speaker 3: Hawaiian barbecue chips.

862
00:47:57,480 --> 00:47:59,480
Speaker 2: They were good as fuck. Yeah, I remember those.

863
00:47:59,520 --> 00:48:01,640
Speaker 3: Yeah they I don't remember the chips a Hawaii, but yeah,

864
00:48:01,640 --> 00:48:03,160
Speaker 3: I remember those Hawaiian barbecue chips.

865
00:48:03,160 --> 00:48:09,000
Speaker 2: I ate the funk out of those. Those were really good. Yeah, yeah,

866
00:48:09,160 --> 00:48:12,680
Speaker 2: that's crazy what that was you? Yeah?

867
00:48:15,520 --> 00:48:18,279
Speaker 3: But I I'm kind of I'm trying to come to

868
00:48:18,400 --> 00:48:23,080
Speaker 3: terms with the fact that I might actually live, I

869
00:48:23,160 --> 00:48:26,920
Speaker 3: might actually uh live past the age of thirty, and

870
00:48:26,960 --> 00:48:30,200
Speaker 3: I'm realizing that I gotta Well, here's the thing here,

871
00:48:30,360 --> 00:48:32,960
Speaker 3: I've come to terms with a few things. I'm never

872
00:48:33,040 --> 00:48:37,960
Speaker 3: gonna be like a guy who like only eats healthy.

873
00:48:38,120 --> 00:48:44,920
Speaker 3: It's just too like. Eating delicious, salty, unhealthy food is

874
00:48:45,160 --> 00:48:48,920
Speaker 3: I think, just a fundamental part of who I am.

875
00:48:49,320 --> 00:48:51,719
Speaker 3: I don't think I'm going to change that, but I

876
00:48:51,760 --> 00:48:54,960
Speaker 3: do what I do. I do think that I can

877
00:48:55,000 --> 00:48:59,840
Speaker 3: offset it by not doing it every fucking day and

878
00:49:00,160 --> 00:49:04,000
Speaker 3: by you know, exercising and generally trying to eat more.

879
00:49:04,640 --> 00:49:07,360
Speaker 3: I ate, for the first, dude, for the first time

880
00:49:07,760 --> 00:49:12,319
Speaker 3: in my life, yesterday, I was at a restaurant and

881
00:49:12,360 --> 00:49:16,120
Speaker 3: I ordered a plate of spinach, and I just ate

882
00:49:16,160 --> 00:49:17,120
Speaker 3: the plate of spinach.

883
00:49:17,480 --> 00:49:19,800
Speaker 2: It wasn't like. It wasn't like because in the my

884
00:49:20,200 --> 00:49:22,880
Speaker 2: encounters with spinach in the past were like, you know,

885
00:49:23,040 --> 00:49:27,040
Speaker 2: one leaf on top of a greasy slice of pizza,

886
00:49:27,520 --> 00:49:30,040
Speaker 2: something like that, you know what I mean.

887
00:49:30,040 --> 00:49:33,120
Speaker 3: There's my encounters with spinach like like this. This was

888
00:49:33,120 --> 00:49:36,960
Speaker 3: my first time hanging out with spinach one on one,

889
00:49:37,120 --> 00:49:40,480
Speaker 3: you know what I mean. Like normally spinach is like

890
00:49:42,800 --> 00:49:47,120
Speaker 3: normally spinach is like just a part of the group.

891
00:49:47,160 --> 00:49:48,880
Speaker 3: Is someone I hang out within a group setting. But

892
00:49:48,920 --> 00:49:51,800
Speaker 3: this is our first time, you know, testing the waters

893
00:49:51,800 --> 00:49:54,359
Speaker 3: one on one, and we had we had a good time.

894
00:49:54,400 --> 00:49:58,560
Speaker 3: We didn't have a great time, but I'm like, you

895
00:49:58,560 --> 00:50:00,760
Speaker 3: know what, it's a good that I have a relationship

896
00:50:01,360 --> 00:50:04,520
Speaker 3: with with this guy. I'm glad to know this person.

897
00:50:04,920 --> 00:50:07,240
Speaker 3: You know, they could be useful to me in the future.

898
00:50:07,320 --> 00:50:09,759
Speaker 3: Not in like a Machabelian sense, but you know what

899
00:50:09,760 --> 00:50:10,080
Speaker 3: I mean.

900
00:50:11,080 --> 00:50:14,799
Speaker 6: No, I feel the same way like about beats. I

901
00:50:15,000 --> 00:50:17,480
Speaker 6: never knew that that guy, you didn't really mess with

902
00:50:17,560 --> 00:50:19,400
Speaker 6: him that much. I thought that he's staying your clothes

903
00:50:19,400 --> 00:50:21,560
Speaker 6: a little bit too much. But uh, I learned that

904
00:50:21,600 --> 00:50:24,799
Speaker 6: you know, he's a super fruit, and uh, eating him

905
00:50:24,880 --> 00:50:27,680
Speaker 6: gives you a lot a lot of energies, like instantaneously.

906
00:50:27,920 --> 00:50:30,520
Speaker 6: So if you're working out, beat juice is a really

907
00:50:30,560 --> 00:50:32,440
Speaker 6: good thing to have. And I think that if I

908
00:50:32,520 --> 00:50:35,640
Speaker 6: didn't know that information, I would have been taken towards

909
00:50:36,640 --> 00:50:40,600
Speaker 6: beats in general. So learning about your diet, learning about

910
00:50:40,600 --> 00:50:43,840
Speaker 6: what the food specifically does for you, that's what's going

911
00:50:43,920 --> 00:50:44,239
Speaker 6: to help.

912
00:50:45,520 --> 00:50:46,840
Speaker 2: What do you give a fuck about?

913
00:50:46,880 --> 00:50:49,840
Speaker 3: Because I think the one of the main because like,

914
00:50:49,880 --> 00:50:51,800
Speaker 3: if you don't care about anything, you don't have anything

915
00:50:51,800 --> 00:50:54,919
Speaker 3: to like, uh, live for or care about, you kind

916
00:50:54,920 --> 00:51:00,400
Speaker 3: of start to just dig you you are you don't

917
00:51:00,440 --> 00:51:02,520
Speaker 3: care what you put in your body or anything like that.

918
00:51:02,560 --> 00:51:03,480
Speaker 2: You just really don't care.

919
00:51:03,520 --> 00:51:04,880
Speaker 3: But if you start to be like, oh, I actually

920
00:51:04,920 --> 00:51:08,560
Speaker 3: have things that I want to be alive to do.

921
00:51:10,040 --> 00:51:11,880
Speaker 2: What do you? What are those for you? What do

922
00:51:11,880 --> 00:51:13,719
Speaker 2: you what do you need your back to not suck?

923
00:51:13,760 --> 00:51:14,880
Speaker 2: For you to be able to do.

924
00:51:16,320 --> 00:51:18,520
Speaker 6: So that I can make other people's backs not suck?

925
00:51:18,760 --> 00:51:19,319
Speaker 6: You know you can't.

926
00:51:19,400 --> 00:51:19,640
Speaker 5: Are you?

927
00:51:19,800 --> 00:51:20,960
Speaker 2: Are you a chiropractor?

928
00:51:22,760 --> 00:51:24,839
Speaker 6: I wanted to. I thought about that for a while.

929
00:51:24,920 --> 00:51:28,080
Speaker 6: You know, I'm trying to get trying to figure out

930
00:51:28,080 --> 00:51:30,680
Speaker 6: my career and put it into a path that you know,

931
00:51:31,120 --> 00:51:35,919
Speaker 6: does help me inherently do something altruistic. So right now

932
00:51:36,000 --> 00:51:38,720
Speaker 6: I do work as a high school in a cross

933
00:51:38,880 --> 00:51:41,239
Speaker 6: cross country or a college in a high school cross

934
00:51:41,239 --> 00:51:42,200
Speaker 6: country and track.

935
00:51:42,040 --> 00:51:42,640
Speaker 5: And field coach.

936
00:51:43,160 --> 00:51:44,799
Speaker 6: I've been doing that for a couple of years and

937
00:51:44,800 --> 00:51:46,799
Speaker 6: I really really do like it because I get to

938
00:51:46,840 --> 00:51:49,400
Speaker 6: help other people. And that's the thing that you're asking me,

939
00:51:49,520 --> 00:51:53,120
Speaker 6: Like what's the thing that you know I really like

940
00:51:53,200 --> 00:51:57,799
Speaker 6: to do. And I see visual progress and people around me,

941
00:51:58,880 --> 00:52:02,520
Speaker 6: you know, I want to maybe do pet something like that.

942
00:52:03,120 --> 00:52:10,440
Speaker 6: Coaching help me get into I guess more so the

943
00:52:10,520 --> 00:52:12,279
Speaker 6: technical aspect of my job.

944
00:52:12,640 --> 00:52:15,359
Speaker 2: So he can, I can? I can?

945
00:52:15,360 --> 00:52:17,920
Speaker 3: I can I say something that you might find insulting,

946
00:52:18,000 --> 00:52:23,960
Speaker 3: but I'm gonna also give you the space to defend yourself. Okay, okay,

947
00:52:24,120 --> 00:52:26,600
Speaker 3: So like all right, so like across like a track

948
00:52:26,640 --> 00:52:27,840
Speaker 3: and field coach, right.

949
00:52:29,600 --> 00:52:31,839
Speaker 2: Like okay, Like like a football coach.

950
00:52:31,960 --> 00:52:35,200
Speaker 3: They're like making play like basketball football Like they're like

951
00:52:35,280 --> 00:52:38,440
Speaker 3: making plays and like organizing a team and everything. But

952
00:52:38,560 --> 00:52:41,160
Speaker 3: like if you're like a track coach, do you just

953
00:52:41,239 --> 00:52:45,040
Speaker 3: like yell run Like how much is there to like

954
00:52:45,280 --> 00:52:47,880
Speaker 3: like there's I feel like there's not as many variables,

955
00:52:48,400 --> 00:52:49,879
Speaker 3: you know what I mean, like how do you how

956
00:52:49,880 --> 00:52:50,480
Speaker 3: do you do that?

957
00:52:52,040 --> 00:52:55,040
Speaker 6: So, I mean that's that's the best part of the job, right,

958
00:52:55,120 --> 00:52:57,319
Speaker 6: is that I get to tell other people to run,

959
00:52:57,719 --> 00:52:59,920
Speaker 6: you know, if you were to break it down into

960
00:53:00,440 --> 00:53:03,799
Speaker 6: you know, simple terms, but you know, there's various parts

961
00:53:03,840 --> 00:53:06,000
Speaker 6: of the training that you have to focus on. Their

962
00:53:06,000 --> 00:53:10,440
Speaker 6: speed training, their threshold training, their interval training, and all

963
00:53:10,520 --> 00:53:13,800
Speaker 6: those things help them with different things like speed, that's

964
00:53:14,000 --> 00:53:17,560
Speaker 6: your I would say, that's a different car that you'd have,

965
00:53:17,640 --> 00:53:19,200
Speaker 6: like you could have a Civic or you could have

966
00:53:19,239 --> 00:53:22,440
Speaker 6: a Ferrari. You know, different cars go different speeds. Then

967
00:53:22,480 --> 00:53:26,200
Speaker 6: you have your threshold training and that's basically how long

968
00:53:26,239 --> 00:53:29,560
Speaker 6: can you go for Some cars can do that for

969
00:53:29,640 --> 00:53:32,000
Speaker 6: longer and sustain that for others, So you have to

970
00:53:32,040 --> 00:53:34,680
Speaker 6: work on that. And then you have your botwo max

971
00:53:34,760 --> 00:53:39,160
Speaker 6: or your interval training as basically your efficiency how much

972
00:53:39,320 --> 00:53:43,840
Speaker 6: oxygen can you output or I guess MPG that's the

973
00:53:43,880 --> 00:53:46,799
Speaker 6: other way that you could say. So, I mean, that's

974
00:53:46,800 --> 00:53:48,920
Speaker 6: the thing I was talking about. There's that science aspect

975
00:53:49,000 --> 00:53:50,840
Speaker 6: to it, because you know, there was a time where

976
00:53:50,880 --> 00:53:53,360
Speaker 6: these you know, I work with some kids that you know,

977
00:53:53,440 --> 00:53:56,200
Speaker 6: were ship brains and stuff that they knew everything, and

978
00:53:56,440 --> 00:53:58,279
Speaker 6: you know, I expected you to know everything too and

979
00:53:58,480 --> 00:54:01,839
Speaker 6: have the answer for everything. And it's either I can

980
00:54:01,880 --> 00:54:04,160
Speaker 6: tell them I don't or I can go look for one.

981
00:54:04,600 --> 00:54:08,680
Speaker 6: So I got pushed into doing the ladder options.

982
00:54:08,840 --> 00:54:12,520
Speaker 3: You know, have you ever thought about like like a

983
00:54:12,560 --> 00:54:16,440
Speaker 3: whip or a rickshaw or something like that that you

984
00:54:16,480 --> 00:54:20,200
Speaker 3: could like, you know, yeah, like a rickshaw, Like all right,

985
00:54:20,239 --> 00:54:25,919
Speaker 3: today today we will be doing exercises where like, yeah,

986
00:54:25,960 --> 00:54:28,080
Speaker 3: where I'm in the back of a rickshaw and you're

987
00:54:28,080 --> 00:54:32,400
Speaker 3: gonna run and take me to do errands.

988
00:54:32,960 --> 00:54:35,319
Speaker 6: I mean there's some coaches out there that will bite

989
00:54:35,440 --> 00:54:38,520
Speaker 6: with their kids. I do run with mine because I

990
00:54:38,600 --> 00:54:40,759
Speaker 6: still got the legs for it, so I might as

991
00:54:40,800 --> 00:54:44,080
Speaker 6: well use it while I got it. But rickshaw pulling

992
00:54:44,160 --> 00:54:46,319
Speaker 6: like a sled sort of option, I think that would

993
00:54:46,320 --> 00:54:46,680
Speaker 6: be awesome.

994
00:54:46,960 --> 00:54:48,160
Speaker 2: Actually, that would be sick.

995
00:54:48,440 --> 00:54:54,400
Speaker 3: You might get there might be human violations involved, but

996
00:54:54,719 --> 00:54:57,400
Speaker 3: it could be could be worth it, It could be worth it.

997
00:54:57,440 --> 00:54:59,440
Speaker 6: Well, you know, I'm a brown guy, so me and

998
00:54:59,480 --> 00:55:02,200
Speaker 6: the rickshaw might give me an extra excuse, you know,

999
00:55:02,320 --> 00:55:05,640
Speaker 6: maybe if they'll think i'm you know, onto something doing something.

1000
00:55:05,960 --> 00:55:08,319
Speaker 2: You know, do you say, do you say you're a

1001
00:55:08,360 --> 00:55:09,000
Speaker 2: brown guy?

1002
00:55:09,960 --> 00:55:12,000
Speaker 6: Yeah, I'm a brown guy.

1003
00:55:13,320 --> 00:55:16,200
Speaker 3: Yeah, then you know, take a take, you know what,

1004
00:55:16,320 --> 00:55:19,640
Speaker 3: I regardless of of of of your race, I think

1005
00:55:19,800 --> 00:55:23,239
Speaker 3: everyone deserves a rickshaw ride or two in their life.

1006
00:55:25,320 --> 00:55:30,239
Speaker 6: Yeah, you know, on a three wheeler, you know. Yeah, tricycle, No,

1007
00:55:31,239 --> 00:55:36,759
Speaker 6: can be cool. It's good to talk to you again.

1008
00:55:37,480 --> 00:55:39,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's good. It's nice talking to you too. Man,

1009
00:55:39,040 --> 00:55:40,960
Speaker 2: it's nice talking to you too. I like this.

1010
00:55:41,160 --> 00:55:43,040
Speaker 3: I like the I'm happy that you have a chair

1011
00:55:43,320 --> 00:55:45,759
Speaker 3: that you like. I'm happy you bought a thing and

1012
00:55:45,800 --> 00:55:46,799
Speaker 3: you like it.

1013
00:55:46,800 --> 00:55:47,560
Speaker 2: It's really key.

1014
00:55:47,600 --> 00:55:49,840
Speaker 6: Yeah. There was a time where I didn't have the

1015
00:55:49,920 --> 00:55:52,920
Speaker 6: financial stability, like even when I bought one of your sweaters.

1016
00:55:52,920 --> 00:55:54,480
Speaker 6: Though you know, I love this guy too much. I

1017
00:55:54,480 --> 00:55:56,520
Speaker 6: don't have the moneys for it, but you know he

1018
00:55:57,040 --> 00:55:59,279
Speaker 6: Oh god, you got me through COVID bro.

1019
00:55:59,440 --> 00:56:03,120
Speaker 2: That was I appreciate. I appreciate it. That's my that's

1020
00:56:03,160 --> 00:56:04,000
Speaker 2: my worst.

1021
00:56:04,120 --> 00:56:05,520
Speaker 6: Was reborn through your show.

1022
00:56:06,120 --> 00:56:08,960
Speaker 2: Ye, yeah, really, I appreciate that.

1023
00:56:08,960 --> 00:56:10,560
Speaker 3: That's well, that's my worst fear is I don't want

1024
00:56:10,560 --> 00:56:13,759
Speaker 3: people like buying my merch or tickets to my show

1025
00:56:13,800 --> 00:56:16,320
Speaker 3: if they can't afford it. That's why I like ads,

1026
00:56:16,400 --> 00:56:19,759
Speaker 3: because ads are like you know, I I I can

1027
00:56:19,840 --> 00:56:22,880
Speaker 3: have money and the people listening to the show don't

1028
00:56:22,880 --> 00:56:27,040
Speaker 3: have to pay any money, and it's it's a good system.

1029
00:56:27,239 --> 00:56:29,600
Speaker 6: It's good. Yeah, I know, because I'm sure that you

1030
00:56:29,640 --> 00:56:32,600
Speaker 6: have a lot of other listeners that you know, super

1031
00:56:32,640 --> 00:56:35,399
Speaker 6: appreciative of what you do, but just don't have those

1032
00:56:35,400 --> 00:56:38,279
Speaker 6: funds to show you how much they appreciate it.

1033
00:56:38,480 --> 00:56:42,600
Speaker 2: You know, no, no listen, no, no, no, listen, listen, listen. Yeah,

1034
00:56:42,640 --> 00:56:46,960
Speaker 2: I don't know. I also yeah, I don't know. I

1035
00:56:47,040 --> 00:56:47,359
Speaker 2: don't know.

1036
00:56:47,400 --> 00:56:49,920
Speaker 3: Sometimes, well, every once in a while, like someone will

1037
00:56:50,080 --> 00:56:53,719
Speaker 3: I'm not touring this year, but like someone I'll like

1038
00:56:53,760 --> 00:56:56,480
Speaker 3: if I get like a d M from someone and like, yo,

1039
00:56:56,520 --> 00:56:58,160
Speaker 3: I want to go to the show, but I can't

1040
00:56:58,160 --> 00:57:00,439
Speaker 3: afford it, I'll respond and I'll be like, yo, I'm through.

1041
00:57:00,840 --> 00:57:02,560
Speaker 2: Let's put them on the list or something like that.

1042
00:57:03,040 --> 00:57:06,719
Speaker 3: But uh, but also if you're listening, also like the opposite,

1043
00:57:07,120 --> 00:57:08,640
Speaker 3: Uh say one time.

1044
00:57:10,040 --> 00:57:11,880
Speaker 6: You said you put them on the list, is it

1045
00:57:12,040 --> 00:57:13,720
Speaker 6: like a secret show list or like.

1046
00:57:13,800 --> 00:57:15,880
Speaker 3: No, no, no, no, it's like that, like so they

1047
00:57:15,920 --> 00:57:19,880
Speaker 3: can come to the show for free. We also also

1048
00:57:20,160 --> 00:57:23,480
Speaker 3: I just want to I I I just want to

1049
00:57:23,520 --> 00:57:27,080
Speaker 3: say the opposite is true too. So if you're listening

1050
00:57:27,120 --> 00:57:30,960
Speaker 3: to this and you're a multi millionaire and you just

1051
00:57:31,000 --> 00:57:32,920
Speaker 3: want and you want to give me a lot of

1052
00:57:32,960 --> 00:57:34,920
Speaker 3: money for no reason, that would.

1053
00:57:34,680 --> 00:57:39,760
Speaker 2: Be awesome too. Yes, that's acceptable, very acceptable.

1054
00:57:41,320 --> 00:57:45,520
Speaker 6: All right, Well took up the phone in ten years yet?

1055
00:57:45,680 --> 00:57:50,320
Speaker 2: What's your name again, sir, Daniel Daniel.

1056
00:57:51,680 --> 00:57:53,680
Speaker 3: I'm happy you got you sitting in a chair, you

1057
00:57:53,720 --> 00:57:57,200
Speaker 3: know what, Daniel, h every I want you every single day,

1058
00:57:57,840 --> 00:58:01,040
Speaker 3: every time you sit down in that chair, just like

1059
00:58:01,080 --> 00:58:03,000
Speaker 3: when you sit when you sit in it, just really

1060
00:58:03,040 --> 00:58:05,000
Speaker 3: feel it, just be like I love this chair.

1061
00:58:06,080 --> 00:58:08,840
Speaker 6: Yes, it grounds me, dude. I'm reading a book about

1062
00:58:08,840 --> 00:58:11,880
Speaker 6: grounding and uh I think that that really this is

1063
00:58:11,920 --> 00:58:12,400
Speaker 6: helping me.

1064
00:58:14,000 --> 00:58:16,120
Speaker 2: Yea, I have a question, Yeah, what's up?

1065
00:58:17,280 --> 00:58:18,200
Speaker 6: Do you need a trainer?

1066
00:58:21,400 --> 00:58:21,520
Speaker 2: So?

1067
00:58:21,920 --> 00:58:26,360
Speaker 3: Uh, I actually don't. I I don't. I appreciate that.

1068
00:58:26,480 --> 00:58:29,760
Speaker 3: I don't like physical I don't like uh PT, I

1069
00:58:29,760 --> 00:58:37,480
Speaker 3: don't like training because anything uh uh well here's like

1070
00:58:37,600 --> 00:58:43,520
Speaker 3: anything that's like like in my life in general. I

1071
00:58:43,560 --> 00:58:47,280
Speaker 3: hate rigid structures like mine. I hated fucking like all

1072
00:58:47,280 --> 00:58:50,600
Speaker 3: of high school, and I hate like organized class and

1073
00:58:50,640 --> 00:58:52,880
Speaker 3: like all that ship and anything that like becomes like

1074
00:58:52,920 --> 00:58:57,160
Speaker 3: a like a rigid, weird structure where like I have

1075
00:58:57,240 --> 00:58:59,960
Speaker 3: to fucking show up for some guy I'm I.

1076
00:59:00,120 --> 00:59:00,720
Speaker 2: Doesn't hate it.

1077
00:59:01,760 --> 00:59:03,240
Speaker 6: Yeah I do a little bit.

1078
00:59:04,240 --> 00:59:07,480
Speaker 3: Yeah, well go ahead, what's your what's your what's your

1079
00:59:07,480 --> 00:59:09,320
Speaker 3: what's your what's what's your regimen?

1080
00:59:10,840 --> 00:59:14,760
Speaker 6: Okay, Well it's not that my regimen is just changing

1081
00:59:14,800 --> 00:59:17,840
Speaker 6: the daily habits that I'm doing so that way I

1082
00:59:17,840 --> 00:59:22,480
Speaker 6: can improve my life in a structure way where I

1083
00:59:22,520 --> 00:59:26,120
Speaker 6: feel that I'm improving in one percent increments. And I

1084
00:59:26,520 --> 00:59:31,240
Speaker 6: don't try to enforce on other people, like you said,

1085
00:59:31,480 --> 00:59:35,240
Speaker 6: strict schedules. I want to make small changes in other

1086
00:59:35,280 --> 00:59:38,960
Speaker 6: people's lives or at least show other people things that

1087
00:59:39,040 --> 00:59:42,160
Speaker 6: I've learned on my path that could help other people,

1088
00:59:42,560 --> 00:59:46,160
Speaker 6: because I find benefit in that. And you know, in

1089
00:59:46,240 --> 00:59:50,040
Speaker 6: terms of like you trying to like figure out what

1090
00:59:50,080 --> 00:59:52,640
Speaker 6: works for you, that's also what I'm trying to learn

1091
00:59:52,920 --> 00:59:55,560
Speaker 6: is trying to see what works for other people so

1092
00:59:55,600 --> 00:59:59,120
Speaker 6: that way I can better help them. And I think

1093
00:59:59,120 --> 01:00:02,720
Speaker 6: that's where I'm trying trying to take my career is

1094
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Speaker 6: trying to give more personalized help to people that actually,

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Speaker 6: you know, want it. And I'm trying to figure out

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Speaker 6: how to actualize it. I have the question that I

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Speaker 6: need to ask. It's just I don't know. I mean,

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Speaker 6: I have thoughts in my brain like everyone else, of

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Speaker 6: how to formalize it already. But you know, I'm trying

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Speaker 6: to move in the direction. So I feel like helping

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Speaker 6: you out would help me get a better sense of

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Speaker 6: how to help others.

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Speaker 2: Okay, if you can send me a video of you

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Speaker 2: doing one hundred push ups in a row, then I

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Speaker 2: would I'll consider hiring you as a personal trainer.

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Speaker 6: Okay, sounds good.

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Speaker 2: All right, what's your name again, Daniel? Daniel? Thanks for

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01:00:54,800 --> 01:00:55,560
Speaker 2: talking to me, Daniel.

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Speaker 3: This is a nice Thanks for letting me rant at

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Speaker 3: you about stuff, and thanks to me about stuff. And

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Speaker 3: I enjoyed this. I enjoyed this interaction. Is there anything

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Speaker 3: else you want to say to the people of the

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Speaker 3: computer before we go?

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Speaker 6: A stretch your back, lay down on the ground for

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01:01:12,280 --> 01:01:15,200
Speaker 6: like five minutes like a starfish, and just breathe and

1116
01:01:15,200 --> 01:01:19,360
Speaker 6: pretend that you're in a pond in my emerald forest.

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Speaker 6: Take a deep breast.

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Speaker 1: I like that.

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Speaker 6: Relax your hips, relax at all.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, thank you very much, Daniel. Enjoy your chair, My friend.

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Speaker 6: Yes, of course, all right, you have a good day.

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Speaker 2: You too many, but.

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Speaker 3: That I somebody in the chats, somebody in the twitch

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Speaker 3: chat said, I think this guy is just wants an excuse.

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Speaker 2: To touch you. But I don't think that's true. I

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01:01:51,320 --> 01:01:52,200
Speaker 2: don't think that's true.

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Speaker 3: I think Daniel seems like a like a stand up guy,

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Speaker 3: even though he's sitting down.

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Speaker 2: So that's was stupid too. It was stupid. I'm I'm

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Speaker 2: not cutting.

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Speaker 3: Any of this out of the podcast, but those are

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Speaker 3: heads stupid.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't know.

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01:02:08,440 --> 01:02:11,920
Speaker 3: I don't like I've never liked personal training. I like

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Speaker 3: just setting up my own thing. Because here's the thing is,

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Speaker 3: I don't want to hate it. That's the thing I'm

1137
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Speaker 3: getting like, I'm if I make it like a Rigid's

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Speaker 3: thing that I have to fucking do, like I like

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Speaker 3: creating my own structures and whatnot. And I I, uh,

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Speaker 3: I don't know. I don't want to hate it. I

1141
01:02:42,120 --> 01:02:45,400
Speaker 3: don't want to hate it, but uh, I don't know.

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Speaker 3: I hope he said I want to I want to

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Speaker 3: see the video. I hope that he sends me a

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Speaker 3: video of him doing a hundred push ups. I would

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Speaker 3: be very impressed by that.

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Speaker 2: If he does, if he sends me a if he

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Speaker 2: actually sent.

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Speaker 3: Me a video of him doing one hundred push ups,

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Speaker 3: and if he happened to live in the same if

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Speaker 3: he happened, if this man, who I have no idea

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Speaker 3: where he lives, happens to send me a video of

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01:03:12,520 --> 01:03:17,320
Speaker 3: him doing a hundred pushups, and we happen to exist

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01:03:17,400 --> 01:03:19,400
Speaker 3: in the same city, at some point I would do

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Speaker 3: a personal training session with him. I will say that

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Speaker 3: on this podcast on record. We Shall See, We Shall Seek.

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Speaker 2: Goes on the line taking your phone calls every night.

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01:03:33,280 --> 01:03:36,360
Speaker 2: Dere be Acent goes to and he's teaching you aloud

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01:03:36,440 --> 01:03:39,000
Speaker 2: in the mid of your line. But he's not really

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Speaker 2: an expert.