Speaker 1: Guess what decision we're about to make a horrible decisions.
Speaker 1: Welcome guy, no British act brish. Well, I'm trying to
Speaker 1: give it to the lovers, so I want to be
Speaker 1: calm and soothing like quiet storm. Hi guys, welcome to
Speaker 1: another episode, more horrible decisions. So we gotta put like
Speaker 1: some music in event, like make a sound on. We
Speaker 1: gotta go more to that. Okay, my bad, Well, welcome
Speaker 1: you all to another episode. Yo, my dog just fell
Speaker 1: in the back. That's how crazy the voice was. No,
Speaker 1: I just watched that ship coming. Why that ship says
Speaker 1: y'all welcome. I'm your girl, Mandy b a k A
Speaker 1: pant sillion a k A outside indie screets. God damn,
Speaker 1: I'm sorry. Hey, I'm crazy. Let me tell y'all. We
Speaker 1: on a new set. Is there a ghost in here?
Speaker 1: But I'm telling you right now, maybe there's the spirit
Speaker 1: in this bitch. We're the first ones to be on
Speaker 1: this new set, and I feel like something's off. Well
Speaker 1: if that camera turned black. Anyway, we do have these
Speaker 1: niggas because it's the week of Valentine's Day and y'all
Speaker 1: don't know how to We're gonna get to you all
Speaker 1: in a little bit. I mean, I'll go ahead, you're
Speaker 1: gonna introduce yourself though. I'm easy all over and we
Speaker 1: ain't had nothing to drink this crazy. I had coffee,
Speaker 1: so that's pretty much. You know, honestly, if you've never
Speaker 1: done drugs, I promise you all coffee just the same.
Speaker 1: It's like doing yes, it is. It's like, you know,
Speaker 1: I think I think I've done it too much, Like
Speaker 1: it does it happen when you do drugs too much?
Speaker 1: Like it stops working. Yeah, so I'll be taking like
Speaker 1: four shots of expressive you have the tail like, and
Speaker 1: I'm like, that ship does not work for me. Sorry,
Speaker 1: we're gonna put this guy. Um No, I had some
Speaker 1: coffee and I'm turning the funk up. So I'm back
Speaker 1: in New York. It's really nice to be back. Um also,
Speaker 1: just kind of love the way niggas to me here.
Speaker 1: I woke up this morning, took a walk down the street,
Speaker 1: and it turns out near in in my neighborhood, there's
Speaker 1: a new story called Zaza City. So that's a fun time.
Speaker 1: And I said, okay, So now I lived by two
Speaker 1: weed stores in both cities, and um, I passed by
Speaker 1: this dude that I've known. He's like, there's like a
Speaker 1: barbershop nearby and he follows me on I so he
Speaker 1: knows I've been trying to work out a lot. He
Speaker 1: said to me, And this was a great compliment. He goes, Damn, Mama,
Speaker 1: you ain't eating ship in l A and you look
Speaker 1: bad good. I said, yeah, that she was kind of hot.
Speaker 1: Just say but anyway, how would they say that in
Speaker 1: l A. Well, I don't wrote. Nigga's barely talk to
Speaker 1: me like it's a really weird. They're like sending nigga
Speaker 1: to the section or they're like they're just not Southern niggas,
Speaker 1: New York niggas. Um. I just I don't know I
Speaker 1: meet men in l A. Um. I mean I think
Speaker 1: that it's just like when they're in groups, they get weird, yeah,
Speaker 1: and they get very like they're too cool for cool
Speaker 1: mind you. I really love being out there right now.
Speaker 1: I'm having a great time. It's fun. But like I
Speaker 1: just grammy weekend just happened, right and I posted this
Speaker 1: ship on my close friends. Like there's a lot of
Speaker 1: girls in l A that will invite me out to
Speaker 1: stuff when they need a good look. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, and I'm not. I'm not saying like, by
Speaker 1: the way, these girls are hella bad like I do
Speaker 1: Batty style, but I guess when they're like short a bit,
Speaker 1: they'll they'll hit me up for real. But like, never
Speaker 1: have they invited me to you know, eat or hang
Speaker 1: out or whatever, which is fine, Yeah, that makes sense,
Speaker 1: that's what they will. No, no, no, that was on
Speaker 1: my dick grammy weekend. Okay, everybody knows I love quest
Speaker 1: love and knows, so they just saying to me like, oh,
Speaker 1: what are you up to this weekend because but you
Speaker 1: know I'm going into something you know what I'm saying
Speaker 1: or like whatever, And that was kind of like I
Speaker 1: peep game on that. And then one of the girls
Speaker 1: I said, straight to her face, I went to DJ
Speaker 1: Dramas listening party and she brought three girls at three
Speaker 1: girls and it was so packed. I was like, okay,
Speaker 1: I'll get a bottle. I only do that when the
Speaker 1: bottles are like under five, but because you know sometimes
Speaker 1: they beat well, I said, he goes, I'll take the
Speaker 1: don Julio. Um. So she was there and she was like, oh,
Speaker 1: so good to see your girls. Been a minute I
Speaker 1: was like, yeah, you know, you could be inviting me
Speaker 1: to think it's the same my city, this show city.
Speaker 1: So but I'm glad. I'm glad you could make it
Speaker 1: on Grammy Weekends. Awesome. Um that I think that was
Speaker 1: probably the thing that made me want to get the
Speaker 1: funk out of there. It made me miss New York
Speaker 1: a little bit because even in fashion week, which is
Speaker 1: right now for us, I don't feel like New York
Speaker 1: is that phony. New York definitely has its scene of
Speaker 1: like it does, you know, society, like cool kids, whatever.
Speaker 1: But there is a thing in l A on like
Speaker 1: hot weekends where it's I don't know, it's weird. And
Speaker 1: also the other thing there is an l A Look okay,
Speaker 1: um that makes me want to make fun of l
Speaker 1: A lot and I'm sai in l A Look it's
Speaker 1: athletisure and I'm starting to work close to the grocery
Speaker 1: store and I'm like they do during the time dash
Speaker 1: it sucks. I got back to New York. I'm like
Speaker 1: kind of my shoot again, which is nice, but like, yeah,
Speaker 1: for the most part, the reason I like it is
Speaker 1: the weather. I'm healthier and the weather. That's really it.
Speaker 1: Even though I'll still be saying that. Uh, y'all be
Speaker 1: lying every time I go to l A, bitch is
Speaker 1: cold or I can't breathe because there's a fire, so
Speaker 1: sounds good. Maybe I don't go often enough. You'll be
Speaker 1: sucking lying, bro. You said when you came when we
Speaker 1: did the Kicky interview, You're like, yo's so I was
Speaker 1: sitting at the foot but that was one that but
Speaker 1: I'll be going. And then y'all just had like a
Speaker 1: monsoon when it was raining there for a week, which
Speaker 1: is like what the fuck? Like motherfucker's always want to
Speaker 1: talk about how good the weather is. I'm telling you
Speaker 1: I don't want to. And that's fine because guess what.
Speaker 1: You wake up and at least you know what you
Speaker 1: have to wear all day. I have to have three
Speaker 1: outfits prepared for one day in l A. It's cold,
Speaker 1: then it's hot, then it's like fall, then it's cold again. Nigga,
Speaker 1: what am I win? I was shaking. I walked to
Speaker 1: my workout. I was wearing shorts and a T shirt
Speaker 1: comfortably and would say it felt like a seventy went
Speaker 1: to go eat two hours later. I was mandy. I
Speaker 1: was shaking, My hands were like I walking to a
Speaker 1: store by the way, it was the only story that
Speaker 1: was around there was luling limit. I was like, O,
Speaker 1: can I get a jacket? The shop was ten dollars.
Speaker 1: That's a damn bitch. Hypothermia and hypothermia. Bitch, I get home,
Speaker 1: so you don't say five, I get the failed like
Speaker 1: and that's the funny thing. It's like, that's how maybe
Speaker 1: I'm getting money, but not like that, because like I
Speaker 1: don't check the tag at certain places, like if you
Speaker 1: know where, I don't check the tag. And I just
Speaker 1: and I just realized I gotta chill out. Bitch. Amazon, bitch, oh,
Speaker 1: I don't check it. Target, I don't check. When I
Speaker 1: got got the way, I just looked at my last
Speaker 1: like three months of orders. I said, oh, bitch, I
Speaker 1: could just start looking at these prices. I have one
Speaker 1: card for Amazon and Uber. It's disgusted. It's disgusting. I'm
Speaker 1: considering getting a car even because of Uber WM. I'm
Speaker 1: it's not a cute seven having apart over seven hundred
Speaker 1: dollars of money. Don't do it. It's just enjoy being driven.
Speaker 1: You begin lit you want to go out late? Actually
Speaker 1: I would still you're used. Oh for the last two
Speaker 1: and a half years that we could drove me everywhere,
Speaker 1: and that's why you get paid, so you just have
Speaker 1: somebody else do it and be right for free in
Speaker 1: the backseat. But he was, he was driving me everywhere.
Speaker 1: Look and uh, look, I need you to be on Ariola.
Speaker 1: Watch Nick come over there like he's like, damn many
Speaker 1: things like I should. And we need you to take
Speaker 1: notes any phone ahead and show your face as they
Speaker 1: want it because they want they want to sit on
Speaker 1: your face. W HR. But I mean getting this is work.
Speaker 1: It is all right. But wait, we are we are
Speaker 1: going to get into the Valancine's nation. So we was
Speaker 1: having a conversation off camera, and I do want to
Speaker 1: I'm about to put you on the spot since we
Speaker 1: don't introduce your my fucking ass. Are you doing something
Speaker 1: for your little lady friend for Valentine's Day? No, And
Speaker 1: I need to know why I'm not doing anything for
Speaker 1: my lady friend for my girlfriend because I've been working hard.
Speaker 1: I've been working hard all year. I've been making sacrifices.
Speaker 1: I'm spending a lot of money. I get paid very
Speaker 1: well at w T Have Media. However, the money is
Speaker 1: not unlimited. Oh, not, he said, bitch, if you want
Speaker 1: me to get put a little bit on the street. Okay, So, ladies,
Speaker 1: why don't you just treat it like a date? Na
Speaker 1: see no, because he already don't up hold on because
Speaker 1: being his girlfriend is closed closer than me and him.
Speaker 1: But not on day. Okay. So I'm not saying that
Speaker 1: we can't have a date like a date night is
Speaker 1: like I'm a hundred percent okay, but that's something real, calm,
Speaker 1: something real, relaxed. We didn't ask you to buy her
Speaker 1: a ring. I like to do a big though. I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna lie like I don't know how to do
Speaker 1: a little like I do. I will give you this
Speaker 1: what he did for her birthday? Birthdays, birthday, you do,
Speaker 1: you put some Here's the thing I'm gonna say it
Speaker 1: to you. I'm gonna say it to everyone listening. First off,
Speaker 1: you're probably not gonna have a girlfriend after Valentine's Day.
Speaker 1: And let me finish it. Here's why, ladies, if you
Speaker 1: are dealing with a man who wants to talk about
Speaker 1: the socio economic gain of this Americanized holiday and how
Speaker 1: well I treat her special on other occasions, I don't
Speaker 1: need to treat you special on Valentine's Day? Here's the
Speaker 1: question to ask your man, why would you go out
Speaker 1: of your way to not make me feel special on
Speaker 1: the day that women often feel special for. Are you
Speaker 1: not that much into me that you are technically making
Speaker 1: sure to go out of your way to not make
Speaker 1: me feel special on a day that most women this
Speaker 1: is also, Yes, we get it, it's a holiday for
Speaker 1: the girls. But if your man is literally going out
Speaker 1: of the way to not make you feel special, y'all hurt?
Speaker 1: What happened last year? Broke up with that nigga for
Speaker 1: them we as flowers nigga and canceled the air friles
Speaker 1: gonna get him because he chose not to show up
Speaker 1: on a day that, to me would have made me
Speaker 1: feel special, despite the fact that he did give flowers
Speaker 1: on other occasions. So now I'm gonna ask you again, No, no, no,
Speaker 1: why are you going out of your way hold on
Speaker 1: to make sure that she does not feel special on
Speaker 1: a day that, as a woman, I'm sure she would
Speaker 1: like to feel special on. Because now it's not about you,
Speaker 1: wait about her. He's going he is, He said, I'm exhausted, nigga,
Speaker 1: you cannot show up on Monday, you need to show up.
Speaker 1: You ain't gotta show up today on the thirteen, but
Speaker 1: on the fourteen, nigga, show up and untire yourself. But listen,
Speaker 1: let me ask you some real ship. What if I
Speaker 1: you know, let me naviget this carefully. What if what
Speaker 1: if I go like what if I go harder as
Speaker 1: a partner than she does? You understand what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: like what if like like this needs to be discussed,
Speaker 1: not on the I'm as like these two things one,
Speaker 1: even though Mandy Be acting like we never agree, totally
Speaker 1: agree on this one. I think it is objectively obvious
Speaker 1: that this day is very simple to make someone feel loved,
Speaker 1: even if you're not with him. Let's just say you've
Speaker 1: been sucking a shorty for a minute and you talked
Speaker 1: to her on the regular, and you're gonna maybe see
Speaker 1: her on balance candy something like they even create a
Speaker 1: Walgreens for you. Honestly, Oldbe and I weren't really like
Speaker 1: we we do vacations. That's our ship. And so even
Speaker 1: he would get me like just little tangible things because
Speaker 1: it feels sweet, you go come He would come home
Speaker 1: from the gym with flowers because you know, you pass
Speaker 1: somebody on the road, like it's so basic, and so
Speaker 1: I think that when someone can't. And again I'm not
Speaker 1: trying to say that one person's money like, oh, twenty
Speaker 1: dollars isn't you know, a lot to some But it's
Speaker 1: just the effort. It's like, go to the store and
Speaker 1: get a card, get candy, and I'm gonna feel special
Speaker 1: and nigga, I'm sing with a millionaire right now. And
Speaker 1: if that naked still got me just candy and not
Speaker 1: a gift, I would be like, oh, if we were
Speaker 1: getting in the car to do something that, it's sweet
Speaker 1: to me. Yeah, it's just a standard. We live in America.
Speaker 1: Most of the people listening except for London, we'll see
Speaker 1: you on Valentine's Day, but anyway, most people to live here,
Speaker 1: we live in America. This is something that's a tradition.
Speaker 1: We see it all the time. You care about someone,
Speaker 1: you get them something on Valentine's Day. I'm not asking
Speaker 1: you to bend down on one knee, take me to
Speaker 1: the movie, or even get me the prefixed menu, but
Speaker 1: just do a little bit of an effort, if not
Speaker 1: for the simple factor, if you don't want to hear
Speaker 1: my fucking or not get broken up? We Hey, now
Speaker 1: you have to your problem. You had a second point,
Speaker 1: what I don't know? You said you have two things.
Speaker 1: That's the second one I feel. I feel like to
Speaker 1: to not do it is almost going harder, like you
Speaker 1: really you knew the day niked you do have swipe
Speaker 1: on your phone without seeing you knew the fucking day
Speaker 1: the second week of February A first off, this already
Speaker 1: a short money Well if I don't want to have
Speaker 1: to do this, because she may listen to this episode,
Speaker 1: but I swear to God, if you don't get anything,
Speaker 1: I'm not have to do it myself. If I have
Speaker 1: to send floppers here to keep the peace in this house.
Speaker 1: And what is the type of girl don't really care
Speaker 1: for about? Shut up? Shut then up all you don't
Speaker 1: care about? Balatized day? I hate hearing now. Me and
Speaker 1: Brianna got a mutual friend who swears to God she
Speaker 1: don't like any of this sheet. When I tell you her,
Speaker 1: Niggett said, oh, I'm not getting her nothing on her
Speaker 1: birthday because she's not about that. Son. I flipped out
Speaker 1: on him, flipped out what I mean? And don't you
Speaker 1: know when he got her gifts. She was like, oh man,
Speaker 1: this is what I mean. Bro, I'm telling you it's
Speaker 1: the gesture. She didn't want anything. Yeah, please don't get
Speaker 1: me anything. Don't worry about me that we acknowledge the
Speaker 1: delusion halfway Loki, because it's like, if you tell now
Speaker 1: we're delusion. It's all all women are doing is a
Speaker 1: test and you are you and ladies, stop them bullshit
Speaker 1: as tests. Ask for what the funk you want? I
Speaker 1: ain't even gonna hold you. I don't be testing nobody.
Speaker 1: Did y'all hear me on the at the end of
Speaker 1: that couch what I brought that ship up again? Don't
Speaker 1: ask me where the hell I'm staying in London? I said,
Speaker 1: why are you playing it on doing something? You showing up?
Speaker 1: Or am I gonna be getting shuckle lives? I said,
Speaker 1: cause I don't want to have a hundred flowers dot
Speaker 1: CO dot UK might were listening. I need you to know, ladies,
Speaker 1: in three we are asking and receiving and if Nigga
Speaker 1: not gonna give, then moved to the next one. That wheel, baby,
Speaker 1: and I'm back on the like flew out tips. Oh.
Speaker 1: I made sure I picked up hotel. I was staying
Speaker 1: at and I let them know, Oh, well, since you're
Speaker 1: gonna be busy, I'm gonna want to go shopping. Drop
Speaker 1: the money here you go, Like I let him know,
Speaker 1: Oh you're gonna be busy, and I'm not gonna be
Speaker 1: there by myself. I'm gonna go shocking. Put your by
Speaker 1: the shots for one, and then I I about two
Speaker 1: more pairs of shoes, uh, and then some sweatpants and ships.
Speaker 1: So it was cute and I asked and received and
Speaker 1: my home girls like, suck first clothes for sure. If
Speaker 1: it was already like verified good Dick, Oh no, it's
Speaker 1: good Dick. And by the way, y'all the way, I
Speaker 1: realized New Dick is yucky. I am just so nevers
Speaker 1: about New Dick. So it's just like I know, so
Speaker 1: like it's like yucky. So I'm like, I got y'all
Speaker 1: know my roller Dicks is lick rollers, so bitch roller
Speaker 1: dicks literally, So y'all. I went back on Snapchat, scroll
Speaker 1: through that ship and started just hitting up the hell
Speaker 1: of niggas. One nigga was like who is this and
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, fuck, well we talked years ago.
Speaker 1: Never fun, but I was like, I would suck him
Speaker 1: so I had to make sure he was. I was like,
Speaker 1: you're still married, you know, married normal. I was like, oh,
Speaker 1: this is cute. I was good for him, but literally
Speaker 1: went went through and I literally told him. I said, well,
Speaker 1: I see we used to talk about snapchat and well
Speaker 1: I'm singling again, so I'm just hitting niggas back up,
Speaker 1: seeing what it do. I am been a I'm beenna
Speaker 1: move on from this heartbreak, y'all. And where I went
Speaker 1: back time and time again, I ain't going back no more.
Speaker 1: So I'm probably here. I'm probably my So honestly, I
Speaker 1: love hitting up old niggas. I mean it's just fun
Speaker 1: for me. Also, like I recently said this while out
Speaker 1: with someone and it's no no. So basically we were
Speaker 1: talking about like longevity and like how getting serious may
Speaker 1: like throw you off your track, like you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, like when you get wrapped up in somebody,
Speaker 1: like if something's going well, you just can get addicted
Speaker 1: to each other. And I was like, but you know
Speaker 1: what I said, on the other end of my day,
Speaker 1: ship going well, not kind of like not having to
Speaker 1: explain myself or going out. And I kept a buck
Speaker 1: with him too. I was like, on the rail. If
Speaker 1: I wasn't sitting here with you, I would just be
Speaker 1: out with some other niggas and then out to eat there.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. But like that's my repertoire. Literally,
Speaker 1: niggas that I used to funk with know that they
Speaker 1: can find me at Lucienne because I don't feel like
Speaker 1: paying for it for it, I don't feel like paying
Speaker 1: for my own s cargo. This is where I like
Speaker 1: to frequent and I'm gonna take you there. I can
Speaker 1: walk there, I enjoy the food Nina's allowed in, so
Speaker 1: you might see me on another day there. I literally
Speaker 1: and if you've been inside of me and you live
Speaker 1: in New York City, you've taken me by the way.
Speaker 1: That is so crazy because another thing we agree on
Speaker 1: the way. I have had four friends trys car got
Speaker 1: in the last week. I've been taking them the funk
Speaker 1: out because I like Bouthazar the s car go there
Speaker 1: because it's like really good buttery. And I put Mandy on. Y'all.
Speaker 1: You put me on first about don't do that? You
Speaker 1: were like, where's the first No, I didn't the first time.
Speaker 1: First off, I go shopping there every time I go
Speaker 1: to Seoul. So don't. I mean, I go eating there
Speaker 1: every time I go shopping. Saul dan as someone who's fished.
Speaker 1: My first time I have as car got was in
Speaker 1: front of the Eiffels. I were bitch, we we who?
Speaker 1: And that's why you like that? No I did? I
Speaker 1: got a picture eating it at all. Wait, you were
Speaker 1: saying it wasn't good. I think you turned the time. No,
Speaker 1: I I like that when I get it all the time.
Speaker 1: Did we ordered another around? I call Adriana right now
Speaker 1: we ordered more? Adriana put me on s car. You
Speaker 1: didn't like, Harris, I like that was because, uh, it's
Speaker 1: the aluminum free deod for me. Damn niggas. So me
Speaker 1: and my homegirls like this summer. I'll be like, what's that?
Speaker 1: They're healthier people. But I'm gonna keep it really execute.
Speaker 1: She came back from the grocery store stressed out. She's like,
Speaker 1: oh my god, bro, I can't find anything. We have
Speaker 1: to call somebody that's on their way to Paris and
Speaker 1: tell them to bring the older. She was so stressed out.
Speaker 1: It is, but you know what they lack for and
Speaker 1: sent they make up for inquisine. Ok Uh. Speaking of
Speaker 1: Lovey deVie, things like Paris. We are going to go
Speaker 1: over some I would say today's episode. Even though I'm
Speaker 1: happy right now, it's still fun Valentine's Day, it's bad
Speaker 1: for your mental health and these niggas even way hold on, Wolf,
Speaker 1: we didn't get back before we before we get into
Speaker 1: another ship. Did anything we said make you want to
Speaker 1: get flowers? He's got a choice. I'm gonna take that
Speaker 1: net a CAFC after this and then well no, so
Speaker 1: he could get U break because I forgot that nigga
Speaker 1: don't eat food h so he could take the air
Speaker 1: of the fried chicken um. And then we gotta go
Speaker 1: get We're gonna go right here the Broadway. You gotta
Speaker 1: get her son? Noway, seriously, are you really not? You
Speaker 1: know what I realized I missed. I did not represent
Speaker 1: myself right. I'm gonna do something, but I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: do what I would usually do, which is I used
Speaker 1: to like to make a huge impression, and nowadays I
Speaker 1: like I've been on a good tour of huge impressions.
Speaker 1: I think I can calm the pockets. No, I'm an
Speaker 1: agree with him. I've just not on this holiday. I
Speaker 1: you know I agree with him. I don't think Valentine's
Speaker 1: Day is I would rather you go crazy on my birthday,
Speaker 1: which you do, which which was kind of recent for her.
Speaker 1: I think, like I just said, I'm fucking with a
Speaker 1: living again. I don't expect like an expensive gift. I
Speaker 1: think that I like basis don't have to be expensive,
Speaker 1: but basic SI on Valentine's Day is cool. That's actually
Speaker 1: now I'm disagreeing with you. Basic ship on Valentine said
Speaker 1: he wasn't getting her ship. What are you talking about? How?
Speaker 1: He said, I'm just not going all out? Yeah, but
Speaker 1: he wasn't gonna get her. He wasn't at first, but
Speaker 1: now he said, I'm which is fine and I'm fine.
Speaker 1: We just said, okay, fine, you about to get something
Speaker 1: that was even crazy. It's New York, niggay be. Do
Speaker 1: you know what, let's get some dairy in there. Why
Speaker 1: don't you get hus some milk, some good diva. They
Speaker 1: said plant based. The plant based is not sexy cow.
Speaker 1: Isn't that what it is? Because like that's the Chesley
Speaker 1: Coco especially gonna be the bitterest that ship. You need
Speaker 1: some sugar happy Valentine's They stay healthy. Hop Um, Okay,
Speaker 1: let me get into this Vanilla ship. So I saw
Speaker 1: this one on I think it was ball or Alert
Speaker 1: or some ship a week ago. I thought it said
Speaker 1: bless me. Oh no no, I copy and paste and like.
Speaker 1: But I was swiping and I saw this. I thought
Speaker 1: this was cool. There's an Only Fans creator who's buying
Speaker 1: houses and renting them to low income families for next
Speaker 1: to nothing. Her name is Rebecca Goodwin. Who would have
Speaker 1: thought Becky doing a good deed? Rebecca Goodwin, come on,
Speaker 1: twenty years old Only Fans for creator told Buzzby she's
Speaker 1: sick of seeing how ridiculous rental prices are becoming, and
Speaker 1: so basically, um, she decided to purchase homes. Um she
Speaker 1: opened up the first of her intended eight properties. But anyway,
Speaker 1: basically she's trying to do her own affordable housing scheme.
Speaker 1: She said. One house I'll be renting out is three stories,
Speaker 1: four bedrooms, three bathroom house with off road parking six
Speaker 1: fifty euros a month. Um it says about seven US.
Speaker 1: But basically she is trying to just help other people.
Speaker 1: She said that she's inspired to do this because, um,
Speaker 1: she's been there herself, and I guess Only Fans has
Speaker 1: changed her life and in regards to pricing, she looks
Speaker 1: at the rates in each area and she massively undercuts
Speaker 1: each one. And I just want to give a shout
Speaker 1: out to Lena the plug um because in the sex
Speaker 1: those episode, I had no idea at first, Like I
Speaker 1: just wanted to talk about how she was lit it
Speaker 1: makes mad money. Didn't even realize she owned the property
Speaker 1: that she shoots her content that am in and rents
Speaker 1: out the different rooms. And granted it's not like she
Speaker 1: ain't making bread on that, but why it was a
Speaker 1: dope move. It's because like content creators were getting kicked
Speaker 1: out Airbnbs, getting kicked out of hotels, so already you're
Speaker 1: in a place where you're shamed, the shame free right
Speaker 1: queer friendly, and like I've actually seen a lot of
Speaker 1: Twitter clips with some of the rooms, So I think
Speaker 1: that's super dope for her to do. And I would
Speaker 1: love to make a horehouse with my own one day.
Speaker 1: So she's specifically running out to sex workers and content creators,
Speaker 1: but not even just that, Like I think that there's
Speaker 1: been like high end photo shoots in the house, Like
Speaker 1: she put mad money into interior designing, like it looks
Speaker 1: really good. You gotta go see it. That's really dope.
Speaker 1: It was impressive, like doing a shoot in there. Actually,
Speaker 1: maybe we should do that, and we should do that.
Speaker 1: The library is a rainbow color, like dog is so
Speaker 1: crazy her dress up room. I mean, and it's clean,
Speaker 1: not to say it would be. I'm just saying, like
Speaker 1: you you stay doing this, You're kind of shamed. I'm
Speaker 1: so shaming the juices that come from sexual secretions. That
Speaker 1: was a little but you know what, I'm gonna stand
Speaker 1: on that because I feel like I said it, but
Speaker 1: somebody might be thinking it. I say, clearly, Lena and
Speaker 1: Adam don't look dirty. I'm just saying, you know, niggas
Speaker 1: just click and rent and you never know how they
Speaker 1: leave a place. But she got that ship that it
Speaker 1: looked really good. Um, I still would need I get
Speaker 1: what you mean, it's clean? Do black light tests where
Speaker 1: when you go places? I know where? Did you say
Speaker 1: that is really clean? Nigga? And I know this because
Speaker 1: you know, I'd be liking niggas to jack off, Like
Speaker 1: do you see where we went? Because real quick, I'm no,
Speaker 1: because they'd be a nice ass, expensive ass hotel rooms.
Speaker 1: You would never believe the places they jack off because
Speaker 1: i'd be liking weird ship. So I'll be like, see
Speaker 1: if you can reach the wall, didn't make it get
Speaker 1: on the headboard, like make it go above your head.
Speaker 1: I'll be making niggas shoot in crazy places. Niggas be
Speaker 1: jacking off right onto the rug. The house cleaner ain't
Speaker 1: gonna know a nigga jacked off onto the rug. So
Speaker 1: if you go to a hotel right like nice bitch,
Speaker 1: the nice ones, like the sweets bitch, you're not gonna
Speaker 1: think nigga is jeckcking off on the walls. But you
Speaker 1: don't know them. Nigga talk to me and they do.
Speaker 1: There's the craziest place, and niggas jerked off and sent
Speaker 1: it to you. I'm telling you, like like, so one
Speaker 1: used to shoot real hot, so finally I got him
Speaker 1: to shoot into his face. But I was like, see
Speaker 1: if you could shoot it above your head and the headboard,
Speaker 1: that should be crazy. I love feeling like I love shooters,
Speaker 1: I love funny. I love I'm telling you it's like, oh, dick,
Speaker 1: I had it in a while, but it's still good.
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna well now I'm back, like, yeah, let
Speaker 1: me see you jack off. Nig I'm single again, so
Speaker 1: I'm bringing it back. So literally, I don't like the
Speaker 1: ooze out dick. I like the shooting volume shooter. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I like, let me see if there's something you can do,
Speaker 1: or do you shoot? He's fucking plant bass, bitch. You
Speaker 1: know this ship is clear? You right? How do I
Speaker 1: make my come shoot out? No? I think it's like
Speaker 1: a part of your genetics. Like I don't think all
Speaker 1: shoot like a pro. Wait, hold on. Astro glide dot
Speaker 1: Com says, you can actually maximize your ejaculatory function. There's
Speaker 1: a lot of energy that you have to put into it.
Speaker 1: Staying hard is not the issue. Here are the tips.
Speaker 1: Cut back on alcohol says that alcohol decreases the amount
Speaker 1: that you can ejaculate and so and it can delay
Speaker 1: it um and it can make you not come at all.
Speaker 1: Avoid the heat. Your balls have to be relatively cool
Speaker 1: extreme do'll be on top of the sheet. But no,
Speaker 1: think about when you're sucking it's hot. That's what I
Speaker 1: was just thinking about. So it's bad for spurs. Has
Speaker 1: got to be room temperature. It's really cooler, it says
Speaker 1: seven Volume. There's an issue with the heat. They need
Speaker 1: to be able to maintain a lower temperature than core
Speaker 1: body temperature. So from a practical standpoint, if you want
Speaker 1: to make your ejaculate boost, you have to avoid activities
Speaker 1: including sauna, steam rooms, jacuzi bath, even tight underwear, diet.
Speaker 1: So what comes out of us during sex? To improve performing,
Speaker 1: certain foods have been linked to decreasing inflammation. Berries, coconuts
Speaker 1: are to chokes will increase your attracting ejaculatory volume. Nig
Speaker 1: I'm about to be serving Nigga's deep in the bedroom. Nigga,
Speaker 1: he goes montow nick fluid. Two to three liters of
Speaker 1: water a day can help you with volume, maybe athletes,
Speaker 1: So that's why I know to be hydrated. Caffeine can
Speaker 1: have lower and steven function. UM smoking like caffeine, marijuana included,
Speaker 1: but particularly cigarette smoking is the worst and good. We're millennials.
Speaker 1: We don't sleep getting good sleep. You have you actually
Speaker 1: seen this is a good one. Abstinence no no, no,
Speaker 1: like taking a break will help you shoot out quicker
Speaker 1: not endig naked. Think about it and who we do
Speaker 1: at Steve retention nineteen keys probably right at you. Probably
Speaker 1: you can run it at Oh, I ain't dodge supplements,
Speaker 1: UM hold on fullic acid okay, and zinc will increase
Speaker 1: it by sevent creatine can make it go down, which
Speaker 1: a lot of niggas have when they go to the gym. Okay,
Speaker 1: that was actually a good article. Okay, so shout out
Speaker 1: to the nut shooters. I love nut shooters. How about
Speaker 1: day when I go back on the on the day
Speaker 1: to naps, I'm gonna be like nutshooters preferred. Don't be
Speaker 1: bringing a little drizzle over like yo, that's nuts. Wow. Um.
Speaker 1: Hold on taking the hand and wrapping it around the
Speaker 1: ring of the penis as it comes out, timing it
Speaker 1: to the pelvit frus, you can get more out. So
Speaker 1: he's a pro. He does squeeze the end really, he'd
Speaker 1: be knowing he'd like to come. I'd be like, oh,
Speaker 1: shoot for me, daddy, squeeze the end just under your
Speaker 1: head with your thoughts, and he does. That should be
Speaker 1: shape the circle. Squeeze really hard as you were coming
Speaker 1: and the jis will back up in your dick, build pressure,
Speaker 1: release and squeeze again until the com comes out. It
Speaker 1: takes practice. Shoot your load over a nice big pair
Speaker 1: of tap im sorry, ask your man to shoot that load. Baby. Um,
Speaker 1: do you date a nut shooter. Oh and you can
Speaker 1: do the keegels. So you know what. Niggas make their
Speaker 1: dick jub that's their key goals. That should be fun,
Speaker 1: that should don't even look cute. I don't mind it.
Speaker 1: Don't taking a little dick dance. Okay, So we want
Speaker 1: to go through or actually I do, because I think
Speaker 1: it's gonna be funny. The twenty three things to do
Speaker 1: when You're single about not but the first one was
Speaker 1: an immediate note for me, and let me just say this, wait,
Speaker 1: what is this? What's the list? Okay, it's the things
Speaker 1: you should do because we're go into the horrible decision
Speaker 1: which is valentine'sdaying and how it's bad for your mental health,
Speaker 1: I mean impetuous. Oh yeah. But also I've made with
Speaker 1: someone on Valentine's Day and I hated him. Oh I
Speaker 1: was like it wasn't but also like we're out to dinner.
Speaker 1: So now the number one thing I've seen this is
Speaker 1: on brides dot com. This is such a terrible thing
Speaker 1: to do on Valentine's Day and I actually do this all.
Speaker 1: Is this something to do for couples for solo? What
Speaker 1: to do if your single valentine'se number one on brides
Speaker 1: dot Com. Go to a movie dumbest shit I've ever read.
Speaker 1: I go to the movies a lot alone. And I'm
Speaker 1: telling you right now it's already saying when you go alone,
Speaker 1: But like, I go a lot alone because I live
Speaker 1: by the grove in l A. So I'd be like,
Speaker 1: I'll just go see something, you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: in the daytime, bitch on Valentine's Days, I'm not doing that.
Speaker 1: So I could fucking be sitting there scool a whole
Speaker 1: bunch of couples. I'm gonna kill myself for host this
Speaker 1: singles only dinner party. Love this like that's fun. It's
Speaker 1: giving Gallantine, that's fun. I love a Galantine's beauty treatments.
Speaker 1: I also love that, but I would keep it a
Speaker 1: buck with you. Be aware. I went to Hawaii on
Speaker 1: Valentine's Day two years ago because old baby was cheating
Speaker 1: and I went solo and we wouldn't even have plans
Speaker 1: to go there. I was just like, fuck you, nigga.
Speaker 1: That's when I bought myself this Rolex. I was like,
Speaker 1: I'm a little as bitch. I'm going to Hawaii alone.
Speaker 1: Got a spot treatment on Valentine's day and I was
Speaker 1: the only single person. Oh yeah, because it's because they
Speaker 1: didn't They didn't even want to give me the treatment
Speaker 1: because they wanted to maximize on the couples. I could tell.
Speaker 1: But I was like that weekend get away visit a
Speaker 1: friend or family member. Now that I like, whatnot to me? Bitch?
Speaker 1: Valontine's Day is on Tuesday. Y'all don't have to go
Speaker 1: away on a weekend. No, But I'm just saying, like
Speaker 1: that's not a bad thing, like visiting your if you
Speaker 1: live in the same um areas your parents. Maybe like
Speaker 1: something I used to do on New Year's because I
Speaker 1: get very depressed on New Year's. Don't know why the depression.
Speaker 1: It's cold, No, it was just some It's something about
Speaker 1: the new yearest thing, the pressure of having to do something.
Speaker 1: I spent last New Year's I was tentiniling with any
Speaker 1: of them, but last New Year's with my mom and
Speaker 1: we were in the bed. I enjoyed that. It kind
Speaker 1: of like I made it like a thing I had
Speaker 1: to do and seeing family. Actually this year on New
Speaker 1: Year's I was on a plane. We were flying home
Speaker 1: because it was cheaper I was gonna I mean, speaking
Speaker 1: of that, I was actually gonna. I was supposed to
Speaker 1: take a trip this weekend, but I got booked to
Speaker 1: do some work and I was like, bitch, money calls,
Speaker 1: But I was actually gonna fly down to um another city.
Speaker 1: I ain't gole uh say which friend it was, but
Speaker 1: I was gonna fly down to be her Valentine. Because
Speaker 1: she literally realized her nigga was flaking around Valentine's Day.
Speaker 1: He just flaked around Christmas, and he flaked around New
Speaker 1: Year's So bitch because she started picking up that he
Speaker 1: was flaking on Valentine's Day, she said, let me let
Speaker 1: me google this nigga real quick. Bitch then called me.
Speaker 1: I bought the White Pages, but nine saw every speed
Speaker 1: and ticket that nigga has since two thousand eight and said,
Speaker 1: this is his address, and your long distance boyfriend actually
Speaker 1: is married and lives in Wait Wait and lives in
Speaker 1: the city. She was, she's been with him for a
Speaker 1: year and a half. He's been saying he lives here
Speaker 1: and been flying back and forth. He's been driving forty
Speaker 1: two minutes his home, which I found on White Pages,
Speaker 1: and she pulled up, where does she think he lives?
Speaker 1: He said, what here? Which is why I was like that,
Speaker 1: you've been with this nigga for a year and a half.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna say something, Bro, I say, your friends stupid
Speaker 1: fuck Bro. I google niggas bro after the appetizer, Bro,
Speaker 1: so I'll go to the bathroom and be taking a ship.
Speaker 1: Well that's the thing. He was a regular nigga, so
Speaker 1: there was really nothing to google. She knew his LinkedIn
Speaker 1: and that's about it. She ain't think. She ain't see
Speaker 1: a ring or ring print, none of that. He was
Speaker 1: a consultant about a nighttime on the phone, they talked.
Speaker 1: I guess they talked, maybe not a lot, but she
Speaker 1: go to bed early. No, no, no, no, I don't know. No,
Speaker 1: I think about it. I know like where she did
Speaker 1: she did. Later on I found out they never faced time,
Speaker 1: and I was like, bitch, that would right, But she
Speaker 1: said it worked for her because maybe you know what, Bro,
Speaker 1: you just think she don't. I ain't a lot. I
Speaker 1: only just face time that nigga because I don't see.
Speaker 1: I said, I wouldn't see. But we'll talk for two
Speaker 1: three hours at night. I'm not going but I don't know.
Speaker 1: Same me. I don't know the bath X almost fifty
Speaker 1: years old. You think that nigga wants face time. That
Speaker 1: in half the time we dated the niggata ms she
Speaker 1: knows he's a real person. That's the only time, Lenny,
Speaker 1: what do you think you're getting crack catfished? Bro? They no,
Speaker 1: he was. They were dating for a year and a half.
Speaker 1: That nigga was married whole time. Bitch I said, But
Speaker 1: you should have just gave me that nigga name a
Speaker 1: year and a half ago. We could have stayed the time,
Speaker 1: bitch I said, I love you on a pet is
Speaker 1: not nine not for white pages? Got it dead quick?
Speaker 1: New everything about that nick I said, I knew his
Speaker 1: know his mama name, I know his brother name. Bitch
Speaker 1: what else you need to know? Um? Seeing me with
Speaker 1: a jolt Pages, this is not an ad if you
Speaker 1: was dating somebody, ladies, and you should not really adding
Speaker 1: adding up first name, last name really all you need
Speaker 1: and then maybe the phone number, maybe where you know
Speaker 1: he lives. Go to white Pages, doctor it is. This
Speaker 1: is gonna be the only white thing we promote, this
Speaker 1: black head story. It is white pages, damn it. Shout
Speaker 1: out to y'all now on reverse re that ship was
Speaker 1: kind of teeth bit when you told of that did.
Speaker 1: She seem shocked, so no, I So I gave her
Speaker 1: the current address. I said, well, based on this mind
Speaker 1: you there were six addresses on there. Now there was
Speaker 1: to New York address. Let's be real. But I said, bitch,
Speaker 1: the current address. Say about the two minutes from your house? Bitch.
Speaker 1: She hopped right in the car. I heard the keys listen.
Speaker 1: She said, Bitch, I'm gonna pull up to the house.
Speaker 1: Then I said, yes, bitch, talked to her the whole
Speaker 1: time she pulled up, Bitch. The daughter was there, and
Speaker 1: the wife answered the door. She knocked on that door, bitch,
Speaker 1: he said. He said about can we talk please? Oh? Yeah,
Speaker 1: it was Oh, it was t what do wife say?
Speaker 1: It was t what do I say? Nothing? And which
Speaker 1: just sucks like and giving nothing was just like m
Speaker 1: hm hm hmm. Yeah. If I'll be honest with you,
Speaker 1: that's kind of gangster what the wife not saying nothing?
Speaker 1: I agree, I agree, that's gangsters. I agree. Like, bitch,
Speaker 1: you pulled up to my goddamn house because you fucking
Speaker 1: google this ship and you go fucking harass me in
Speaker 1: front of my child. Right beach, how that beach with
Speaker 1: the wife? Cuter beach? She wasn't ugly. I ain't gonna Okay,
Speaker 1: did they look like they were both light skins? No? No, no,
Speaker 1: let me tell you all something. What some real ship.
Speaker 1: I've recently been noticing a trend in exes. Oh, and
Speaker 1: I'm like, but I ain't gonna hold you that light
Speaker 1: skin home. I ain't gonna hold you. Yeah, married man
Speaker 1: the best. I never looked like the wives. I ain
Speaker 1: gonna hold you. If you're gonna cheat, you gotta get opposite.
Speaker 1: Why are you gonna cheat with the same looking bit?
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna she with a with a whole different beach,
Speaker 1: married man, I like she was talking about an airline.
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna delta every time. Not no, but for real,
Speaker 1: I never looked like the wives ever from any of
Speaker 1: the married niggas that was working with me. Hard bodies
Speaker 1: never looked like the wives. That was like, it was so,
Speaker 1: But why why are you gonna su with a with
Speaker 1: a carbon company? What carbon copy? That? I swear to god.
Speaker 1: It was like a YO review. It's given variety. You
Speaker 1: want a variety if you're gonna cheat, Um agreed. I
Speaker 1: mean one got along here and one guy short, and
Speaker 1: that's about the only different I want to give you
Speaker 1: all some teeth. So bad is it about how relationships?
Speaker 1: You know what? I guess it's not really relative. Okay, okay,
Speaker 1: So I know someone who's sleeping with a famous married person. Okay, okay,
Speaker 1: we all do that. Yeah, very favorite, very famous. Um like, okay,
Speaker 1: very famous, were gonna keep going, no, I would say, well,
Speaker 1: we don't need details, very famous. No no, no, no.
Speaker 1: To a point where, like maybe even once or twice,
Speaker 1: that person's used disguise, they can't even use commercial. So
Speaker 1: basically that person had to go to a speaking engagement
Speaker 1: in another city and invited the person I know who
Speaker 1: was like, yo, like you're really risking it, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Like, how are you even gonna come
Speaker 1: to the hotel? I met dada and they're like flying private.
Speaker 1: But she's still like this is like a lot. And
Speaker 1: he's like, I mean, luckily you and my wife have
Speaker 1: the same kind of hair right now, And so she
Speaker 1: clipped on the profile and the wife actually had braids,
Speaker 1: and she had braids in the moment, and she was like,
Speaker 1: this is the most trifling ship and he was like,
Speaker 1: this is perfect. Like if you're in a hoodie or
Speaker 1: you're from the back. Like, even if you go in
Speaker 1: the hotel, no one's gonna think anything because you look
Speaker 1: just like her right now. And I was like, bitch,
Speaker 1: what do the other bitches he looks like? So all
Speaker 1: his long term side chicks look like the wife. Bitch? Wow,
Speaker 1: is that not sick? That's yeah, because it's pointless you
Speaker 1: already have one. That's how much niggas want new pussy.
Speaker 1: It's got to just be that's it. It's only the
Speaker 1: new pussy then. So I'm like, and yes, I have
Speaker 1: a type, but I think I have a variation of niggas.
Speaker 1: Even I don't want the same type of nigga. I'm
Speaker 1: gonna have one. Wait, wait, wait, wait, here's the tea.
Speaker 1: They all got to look different. The person gets invited
Speaker 1: to a concept, okay, And they were like, I'm not
Speaker 1: going when your wife is there. And they were like,
Speaker 1: she'll never realize is you because she looking at all
Speaker 1: that think of and she's looking at white. It's like
Speaker 1: she ain't looking at you. And I was like, dog,
Speaker 1: it's true, because like I would generally look at women
Speaker 1: that were kind of like opposite me when I was
Speaker 1: expecting to be cheated on and for that Magna be
Speaker 1: like and not saying my homegirl looks simple because she's beautiful,
Speaker 1: but like, I get what he's like. She's gonna look
Speaker 1: at these I G batties, She's gonna look at the
Speaker 1: b BL girls backstage. She ain't looking at you. And
Speaker 1: it's true, nigga niggas ain no women got smarter because
Speaker 1: that's why people be in the comments be like egg like,
Speaker 1: ain't gotta be worried about me, bitch, I'll be around it.
Speaker 1: But it's true though. If you're if you know you're
Speaker 1: dating a really famous person and you're sitting here looking
Speaker 1: at like um, you know, like like just to say
Speaker 1: that I G batt he's like, Bro, when I go
Speaker 1: backstage to places the ship like that, I'm like, oh
Speaker 1: I know you bitch. Just a funny one of the
Speaker 1: rappers like hello, oh yeah, no, I've grown up. I
Speaker 1: finally learned um because i'd be outside now I'm letting
Speaker 1: niggas no, don't give me o friends and family tickets.
Speaker 1: I need you to buy them and put me in
Speaker 1: an area that make it seem like it's not I'm
Speaker 1: not sitting in friends and family no more. I am
Speaker 1: waits the fuck do you think I am. I'm not
Speaker 1: friends and family anymore? Why not? It's a good seat
Speaker 1: and then a lower bowl. But they know it's friends
Speaker 1: of family. Now you know I'm they're fucking a player.
Speaker 1: I want, by my sake, buy my tickets. I've sat
Speaker 1: in those seats as a friend. Yeah, me too, Buy
Speaker 1: my tickets. If I'm going for a nigga that I'm
Speaker 1: going to be sucking, fucking and licking his asshole. If
Speaker 1: I'm licking your asshole, by my tickets. I don't want
Speaker 1: the free tickets. I don't want to be with all
Speaker 1: the other bitches. I don't want to be around a family.
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna hold you. They're really not bade No,
Speaker 1: they're not. They could be better, and so buy them. Okay,
Speaker 1: so you're trying to help him out, what do you
Speaker 1: I'm trying to help him out, you know what I'm
Speaker 1: But also, nigga's know the friends and family section. I
Speaker 1: don't want to be in the area. Niggas know me. Now,
Speaker 1: you know what you know me? Now you now I
Speaker 1: don't want to be spotted up in that. So what
Speaker 1: else can do? It says sign up for a workout?
Speaker 1: Agreed Um and this is just anything. I damn try
Speaker 1: a new recipe corny um stay in. I like that one.
Speaker 1: I like to stay in. Visit your face. You got
Speaker 1: to see all the happy people. Visit your favorite bar.
Speaker 1: Now visit your favorite bar is a good one because
Speaker 1: if you live in a city with like a dive
Speaker 1: bar section single people love a dive bar. I love
Speaker 1: to die because I'm probably not gonna go with mind
Speaker 1: naked to a dive bar and bound holday because we
Speaker 1: do it on the weekend die bars where all the
Speaker 1: lonely single hole is gonna be really like the die
Speaker 1: bar and then y'all can talk to it about niggas
Speaker 1: comedy show. I still would avoid that because of couples.
Speaker 1: I don't want to be surrounded by the same and
Speaker 1: the last one they have is um by yourself flowers.
Speaker 1: I love mine. I love by myself. And when we
Speaker 1: get back, I'm better posting and act like I didn't
Speaker 1: I do that too. Hello, damn looking at my nigga
Speaker 1: sent to me ship. I love posting a little what's
Speaker 1: the what's the heart around the little faces? D have me? Like? Damn,
Speaker 1: who got you? Those? Not you be? I ain't gonna
Speaker 1: hold you, I'm gonna be so well. And I don't
Speaker 1: know if he's gonna listen to the pot but maybe,
Speaker 1: But I know he's probably lurking trying to find my
Speaker 1: I G or something what my ex? So while we
Speaker 1: learn to find your i G, what do you mean
Speaker 1: to to learn to see how I'm living? I was
Speaker 1: just like lurk on the Instagram. I'm gonna I'm gonna
Speaker 1: do all a little local floors. I'm gonna get all
Speaker 1: a little black floors, send myself all these little things
Speaker 1: and come home like m do you think the flowers
Speaker 1: from last year? I love this for me, love me. Hey,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be real with you. I'm single on Valencime
Speaker 1: to day, but at the same time you're not. I
Speaker 1: had that wasn't ship the last three hour sometimes days.
Speaker 1: So I'm winning into anybody this single and feeling, for
Speaker 1: a moment a little bit lonely. I'm gonna tell you
Speaker 1: this right now. My nigga on was some real ship.
Speaker 1: I never lied about my relationship and say that it
Speaker 1: was better than it was. I would just stay quiet,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, so that I wouldn't have
Speaker 1: to be a lot. I'd be like whatever on valni say.
Speaker 1: But the people that's posted and doing all that extra
Speaker 1: caption ship and all that sometimes don't even really be
Speaker 1: in love. I know a lot of couples and a
Speaker 1: lot of like influencers and giving me some tea recently
Speaker 1: because you know, l a bit just can't they love
Speaker 1: telling you tell me about a little athleast they've been
Speaker 1: a line with. And every time I begin the story,
Speaker 1: I'll be like, damn hoh, y'all look like y'all were
Speaker 1: having a beautiful life. Seriously, and so when you find
Speaker 1: out the realty or the ship they was putting up with,
Speaker 1: like that's why, at the end of the day, don't
Speaker 1: be in a relationship for anybody else but yourself, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Because a lot of people will
Speaker 1: stick witty because they just feel like, oh, it's gonna
Speaker 1: be so heart broke. I stuck with my relationship because
Speaker 1: not for anyone else, but more so thinking that I
Speaker 1: would get that initial feeling back. That's why I stayed
Speaker 1: in a bad relationship. I never thought I could change him.
Speaker 1: I just felt him being a better boyfriend at one point,
Speaker 1: and again, the day to day wasn't bad. It's not
Speaker 1: like he was abusive. He was just a cheater. But
Speaker 1: I kind of thought, I don't know, I thought it
Speaker 1: was like momentary like I thought maybe he was just
Speaker 1: going through something. I think he was getting old, Like
Speaker 1: I don't know what was going on in my brain,
Speaker 1: but I was making excuses for it and being like, no,
Speaker 1: I've seen him being good. I've seen him like staying
Speaker 1: in chilling. And then I had to realize, that's a
Speaker 1: pan venice. It was a pan aram you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. So of course the Nickles was with you
Speaker 1: in Mexico every day, enjoining the beach and eating and
Speaker 1: taking walks and working out like how he in a
Speaker 1: real world. I would plus me and stick like when
Speaker 1: you have to really sit back and say, like this
Speaker 1: ain't working. It's not easy. I remember there were days
Speaker 1: I had a lot of anxiety about coming a horrible
Speaker 1: not like anybody's gonna shame me for being angle. But
Speaker 1: at the same well, they shanged me for going back,
Speaker 1: break up, epidemic, What do you have any elevator? RD? No,
Speaker 1: we're done now, I'm all got all. But it was
Speaker 1: the same, It was the same thing. Life changed when
Speaker 1: the when the world opened back up and there are
Speaker 1: things that he couldn't handle. And the same way like
Speaker 1: for me, I knew like relationships were supposed to take work.
Speaker 1: So to me, I was I didn't want to just
Speaker 1: I don't want to feel like I gave up, especially
Speaker 1: with it being my first relationship. And I think that's
Speaker 1: kind of what what you did too. You just didn't
Speaker 1: want to give up and thought that maybe the things
Speaker 1: that you didn't like when it's the investment in the
Speaker 1: time it is, it's not like it's like it's the nigga,
Speaker 1: this so great. It's like, damn, bitch you put in
Speaker 1: this time. Oh my Dick wasn't like there was nothing
Speaker 1: right at home about I've had better dicks. He was
Speaker 1: just a great well round you. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: I was like, this is good on paper, and we
Speaker 1: had good sex together. I'm just not saying like I
Speaker 1: was like, I'm not dying over it now. God, That's
Speaker 1: why I'm not really hating on his new relationship, because
Speaker 1: you're like, and then Dick can't even all that it
Speaker 1: was good enough for a threesome, Like I never see
Speaker 1: was Dick was good for it. I were saying that
Speaker 1: we had you know better threes. I was never like,
Speaker 1: oh my god, I'm about to give a bitch weak
Speaker 1: dick like he wasn't that. But I'm just saying like this.
Speaker 1: You know, I've cried over there, cried over. I think
Speaker 1: you're gonna go back to the hospital, dick. You just
Speaker 1: gotta get over the fact that that nigga said you
Speaker 1: can't go to this job no more. But I think
Speaker 1: you'll still give him pussy. If he said left the
Speaker 1: band on wheezy, I think you'd be like, here you go. No,
Speaker 1: I think he would. I'm not saying all that's crazy
Speaker 1: that she was still giving nick a pussy. That it
Speaker 1: was like, you can't come here anymore for right now,
Speaker 1: and I'm gonna say your feelings are hurt. Stop. Hey, Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's how I do. Neither need the only person that
Speaker 1: can get over them. And I'm being like the only
Speaker 1: person Nina is not a person. Shut Oh god, Okay,
Speaker 1: So I'm okay, dog mom, no bitch, not one of
Speaker 1: my psychics. So y'all remember the lady said I was
Speaker 1: an abortion horror last time. Someone just told me at
Speaker 1: the fucking um black market flee childs a black market
Speaker 1: flee in l a a New York news one. Um,
Speaker 1: there was like a terror reader there and she told me,
Speaker 1: she said, you have a dog. I said yeah, and
Speaker 1: she said, m ran dog is one of your past children.
Speaker 1: Do you know what you gotta get out of that ship?
Speaker 1: What do you mean? Here we go? I know you
Speaker 1: ain't talking point base. Wait a second, are you doing
Speaker 1: just like the to told me that? Are you kidding me? No?
Speaker 1: She said that my dog is um a spirit Thatt's
Speaker 1: come back and it's one of my past Why do
Speaker 1: you do you think I'm crazy? Day they tell her
Speaker 1: to stop going to these guys. That's what y'all are
Speaker 1: talking about your niece in a way down appreciate second. No,
Speaker 1: the only is being a dead spirit of an abortion
Speaker 1: is nuts not there because my child, That's that's what
Speaker 1: I do. Think Nina could be one of my one
Speaker 1: Maybe not won't get you what you said? What, bitch?
Speaker 1: How many is the possible that it didn't have to
Speaker 1: be an abortion baby? It could have been, like you've
Speaker 1: been a Plan B bank, like one that didn't start.
Speaker 1: I wasn't playing b kids. You think you could ask
Speaker 1: Plan B. At one point I was like, bitch again,
Speaker 1: it was about how playing you say before it start
Speaker 1: working on your ass, because now your body used to
Speaker 1: a bitch. It's giving that coffee drugs. Plan b's, don't
Speaker 1: take too much of it. Oh that plan be diarious.
Speaker 1: That's crazy. You're really shooting out your baby. You're shooting
Speaker 1: out there, you know, so funny. I think I said
Speaker 1: this one on the podcast before, but maybe it was
Speaker 1: a Plan B episode last year when that they Can
Speaker 1: called me said how are you feeling? I said, damn,
Speaker 1: because you do be cramping on the plane east sometimes
Speaker 1: that you're a whole ass. They yeah, um no, Basically,
Speaker 1: Nina is my child from a previous life that I live.
Speaker 1: That's a previous life, not I like you, cul I
Speaker 1: put it in Joining Green with like three kids and
Speaker 1: need on one of them as a mess. Okay, well,
Speaker 1: shout out to you dead baby dogs. We have to
Speaker 1: bleep that. Should we do a trigger warning, I don't
Speaker 1: know whatever for an abortion. I didn't call her. You
Speaker 1: didn't call her vacuum babe, Like, jeezs oh did you
Speaker 1: say it? Bro? One of my Andrew Shoults was all right,
Speaker 1: hold on, oh man, here we go, hey, ladies. I
Speaker 1: absolutely love damn. It's a long one. Yeah, that's more along.
Speaker 1: You know I used to think living at my ailer
Speaker 1: did y'all gotta stop writing. That's five piagraph essays. This
Speaker 1: is not the FCT I don't have. This is not
Speaker 1: the f CAT. Okay, I'll start reading it. Okay, here
Speaker 1: we go, here, there we go. Huh Hey, ladies, I
Speaker 1: absolutely love y'all and have been rocking with you all
Speaker 1: from early on, but this is my first time writing
Speaker 1: a homemail. Mandy, I have like the biggest crush on
Speaker 1: you and Wheezy, You're so dope and free spirited when
Speaker 1: you're not in your head heads up. This is a
Speaker 1: long home nowl all right, I'll do the next pair
Speaker 1: group like school, do the paragraph after that. So I've
Speaker 1: been having sex with his fine ass man nine months
Speaker 1: and he's the complete package. Tall, firebody, big dick, owns
Speaker 1: a house, entrepreneur, sells great wheat or business. It's giving
Speaker 1: drug dealer. Don't ask barber. This is the entrepreneurship, knows
Speaker 1: his way in and around my pussy, loves to devour me.
Speaker 1: Very intimate, tan, trick, nastiest fuck, super spiritual, healthy, loving
Speaker 1: father to his kids. That was the bitch. Ain't perfect
Speaker 1: and the suit, she said, kids and a super combvibe.
Speaker 1: He's a little shy, but he's always giving me confident,
Speaker 1: alpha male energy. So I was ready to submit to
Speaker 1: him from the moment I sat in his barbered share
Speaker 1: two years ago. I'm a switch, non pornogamous, and by
Speaker 1: so bitch, I can't make up my mind about anything anyways.
Speaker 1: We've explored some kink together, but only the tip of
Speaker 1: the iceberg in my opinion. He randomly requested a golden
Speaker 1: shower for me recently and told me to use him
Speaker 1: and I want to, but bitch, it was ten am
Speaker 1: on a Monday while I was at work when I
Speaker 1: got that request via text from him, so I was
Speaker 1: beyond caught off guard. Well, I wasn't super surprised at
Speaker 1: the golden shower request because he does love when I
Speaker 1: squired all over him. I let him know that I'm
Speaker 1: surprised at how submissive he is, and he made it
Speaker 1: clear that he's with the ships and we can record
Speaker 1: it as long as he has a ski mask on,
Speaker 1: not the ski mask watching porn. I appreciate his trust
Speaker 1: in me and I trust him to Hey, I'm not
Speaker 1: judging him at all, and I'm with the ships too,
Speaker 1: but I just didn't expect him, of all my sex partners,
Speaker 1: to be this way incline, he's giving sub leaning switch energy.
Speaker 1: I'm noticing that I'm attracting more submissive men than I
Speaker 1: intended to. I know I get give off fem dom vibes,
Speaker 1: but damn all you niggas, my submissive side be yearning sometimes.
Speaker 1: A couple of weeks ago, anothering to I have sex
Speaker 1: with asked me to peg him. Mind you, I've never
Speaker 1: done the Golden shower or pegging before, but I'm so
Speaker 1: damn damn bit you actually just wanted to talk because
Speaker 1: that is a question. Now it's kinda love you, thanks
Speaker 1: for listening. Back to the water sports dude. We've discussed
Speaker 1: his boundaries in the usage category, but my creative flow
Speaker 1: is a bit struck struck because he's not open to
Speaker 1: anal play at all, not even tongue, nor is he
Speaker 1: into bondage. And I don't want any money from him.
Speaker 1: I expect his boundaries, but what are some other ways
Speaker 1: that I can dominate and use him. I'm not the
Speaker 1: best at using people because I'm a pleaser, so is he,
Speaker 1: and this nigga clearly just wants to be my pleasure stick.
Speaker 1: Let me know your thoughts. So she wants to know
Speaker 1: other ways that she can dominate him because I asked
Speaker 1: thank you for you know what? Wait this the nigga?
Speaker 1: Oh bit? She bought a hold on that first one
Speaker 1: look like a nigga. Hold on? Let me, don't you know?
Speaker 1: Like somebody hold on? She said, I've attached picks of
Speaker 1: him and I for wheezies nose. Yeah, but there's two.
Speaker 1: But there's two different niggas. Oh maybe not normally. I
Speaker 1: don't look at pictures, but bitch, which one one? The
Speaker 1: top one looked better? The top one definitely looks good.
Speaker 1: That's my type. Bitch to the ig to these niggas
Speaker 1: for further investiga, I ain't gonna take. Don't be a
Speaker 1: whole bag with a free purchase. That's right, okay, So
Speaker 1: other ways to dominate it? That's no, no, no, that's
Speaker 1: the same nigga. Because the tattoos match. That ain't the same. Niggas.
Speaker 1: One got dreads, one don't want to. That is not
Speaker 1: the same. It's the same nigga. Man, you look at
Speaker 1: the tattoos. Come on, you can do white pages, but
Speaker 1: you can't do this. Don't do that. Don't do that.
Speaker 1: The filters be throwing me off. That look like two
Speaker 1: different niggas. It do look like two different niggas. And
Speaker 1: let me tell you right now, this is what scares
Speaker 1: the shoot out of me about the internet, because I
Speaker 1: would swipe right on one. I'm the first picture that
Speaker 1: niggas that your brother? Is this the page for two niggas?
Speaker 1: It's just giving them dreads leaning all the way back.
Speaker 1: See he looked to it's the hat first picture. He
Speaker 1: looked like a whole different thing. She cute. She she looks,
Speaker 1: She looks like one of our past guests. She cute.
Speaker 1: What does she mean like? I don't think the c
Speaker 1: we're here the ball girl that's American Ki, a mix
Speaker 1: between Sera and Kiki yea. But she's beautiful. And anyway,
Speaker 1: what was the question? The question what other ways can
Speaker 1: I dominate man? So she doesn't seem to be that
Speaker 1: interested in pegging or the golden showers, So other ways
Speaker 1: to dominate sir? Let him service to you with him? Oh,
Speaker 1: the servicing is and it's not as sexual. And because
Speaker 1: she said she also wants to be submissive, and I
Speaker 1: think servicing um would be great I also would say
Speaker 1: doing things that are verbal if you're dealing with men
Speaker 1: that like the water sports sports guy she said, isn't
Speaker 1: into anial play at all. So I don't think that
Speaker 1: you have to fund somebody in the half or being
Speaker 1: an animal play to dominate them. I mean neither. I
Speaker 1: didn't even my brain didn't even go to pegging. I
Speaker 1: was even gonna say face sitting. That's the thing that
Speaker 1: I see happen in the sex club lot. Men when
Speaker 1: they do want to feel like, like really submissive, they
Speaker 1: just be like the phone call him while he eats
Speaker 1: your pussy. That's cute, talk on the phone with your
Speaker 1: home girl. Or no, you gotta do a work call.
Speaker 1: Do it, because then you gotta force yourself not to moan,
Speaker 1: and it's gonna make him go. That's harder. But yeah,
Speaker 1: but I'm stuck up, can't do it anymore. Yeah. And
Speaker 1: that's the thing too, there's so many ways for men
Speaker 1: to be submissive without as play. Um. I'm trying to think,
Speaker 1: how is she condominant? I would say even maybe verbal
Speaker 1: you could do a verbal humiliation. Um, if he's into that,
Speaker 1: maybe I think you could make him a fucking table
Speaker 1: and just sit on him. Oh yeah, any way to
Speaker 1: just use him like And when I say use him
Speaker 1: like from a literal standpoint of like using his body,
Speaker 1: making him do something physical for you, make him fucking yeah,
Speaker 1: and that's sexy too. I just had to hang some
Speaker 1: curtains up for me and I ain't go hold you.
Speaker 1: I was videotaping it. I'm sick. You can't wait to
Speaker 1: masturba I stuck. My name is Dick. As soon as
Speaker 1: he hung up my curtain, I said when I heard
Speaker 1: the zo, I love him and who knows how to work?
Speaker 1: All right? All right? Um, well hope, Actually I don't hope.
Speaker 1: You just have a happy Valentine's Day, uh, because y'all
Speaker 1: that are happy? Um, because god damn it, I'm single.
Speaker 1: But now okay, maybe I'll just ask on my Nimes
Speaker 1: SIMI ship, but we in London, so all the flowers
Speaker 1: gonna be waiting when I get back. Um. Anyways, y'all,
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