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Speaker 1: Westlift Service. I'm Angela Yee.

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Speaker 2: I'm g G Maguire, I'm Jordie.

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Speaker 3: Geor come one.

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Speaker 1: Life is so funny, but like unintentionally funny. You just

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Speaker 1: say stuff like whatever comes to your mind. We were

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Speaker 1: watching the remastered Redone version of Must Be Nice and

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Speaker 1: and when you just, uh, there was one person that's

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Speaker 1: in the video and you talked about like what they're

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Speaker 1: you know, you were talking about what everybody's doing now

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Speaker 1: from the original video, right, and you said one of the.

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Speaker 4: Worst h.

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Speaker 3: Nah, that lady, that lady had told me, like that

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Speaker 3: was really happened when I left the joint, that lady

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Speaker 3: talking about you'll be back.

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Speaker 1: That's awful. Well, listen, that was a long time ago.

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Speaker 1: That was in the nineties, right in the nineties.

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Speaker 3: It was your whole life.

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Speaker 4: Just about she wasn't even born yet, just about two

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Speaker 4: thirds of it at least.

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Speaker 1: But that's a life changing experience as much as like

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Speaker 1: you know, it is something we would never wish on anyone.

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Speaker 1: But at the same time, that's where you discoverage your

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Speaker 1: love for music.

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Speaker 3: Absolutely absolutely, yeah.

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Speaker 1: I wonder what you would have been doing, like if

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Speaker 1: that hadn't if you ever would have said I'm going

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Speaker 1: to sing.

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Speaker 3: I don't even want to know. I don't even want

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Speaker 3: to know. But who knows. Like I used to teach English, abe,

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Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying, Math and English. So I

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Speaker 3: was a teacher, I like, you know, giving people stuff

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Speaker 3: that can make them successful. So maybe I would have

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Speaker 3: been a teacher.

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Speaker 1: Okay, that's what I went to school for, too nice

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Speaker 1: major and I wanted to be a teacher.

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Speaker 3: Wow. Yeah, English is something else because even when I

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Speaker 3: write like that, English is always important. You could put

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Speaker 3: a punctuation at the end that it changed the whole

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Speaker 3: meaning of.

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Speaker 1: A sentence, you know, I always say, no matter what

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Speaker 1: you do in life, writing is one of the most

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Speaker 1: important skills that you can have. If you're doing marketing,

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Speaker 1: if you're doing finance, just being able to send out emails,

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Speaker 1: you know, whatever it is that you do. It's so

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Speaker 1: important to be able to write well because a lot

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Speaker 1: of people can't do it, especially now, I feel like

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Speaker 1: with phones and with everybody, like with the autocorrect and

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Speaker 1: AI can write things for you so you don't even

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Speaker 1: got to write it yourself, you know.

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Speaker 3: Right right, But you're looking real regal right now, bro?

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Speaker 3: You know, like you said, have one of those yess

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Speaker 3: on them long ass sticks with a cigarette on the

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Speaker 3: end and you be smoking shit. Man, oh I'm listening.

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Speaker 3: We're back to English.

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Speaker 1: Okay, back to that, but well, congratulations on deciding to

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Speaker 1: So are you going to redo like your first album

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Speaker 1: all over again for you? Because I know it has

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Speaker 1: to do with masters and ownership. Can you talk about

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Speaker 1: redoing Must be Nice twenty years later and why you

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Speaker 1: did that?

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Speaker 3: Yeah? I think one of the reasons why is because,

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Speaker 3: like you said, I want to own the masters. I

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Speaker 3: want to eat with them cats like they've been eating

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Speaker 3: off for me for so long. And that's why you

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Speaker 3: got the ao U at the end. The AOU is

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Speaker 3: for artists owned umbrella. So every time anybody see that AOU,

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Speaker 3: when you stream that or buy that, that goes straight

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Speaker 3: to the artists, you know. And then also we're living

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Speaker 3: in the time. But these kids just would look at

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Speaker 3: the world and get the impression like it just is

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Speaker 3: no hope, And I just want to remind them that

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Speaker 3: it wasn't always like this, Like you can get back

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Speaker 3: to a place what Must be Nice came out, You

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Speaker 3: can still go to house parties. The worst thing you

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Speaker 3: had to worry about was getting stumped out in the

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Speaker 3: house party, but you're gonna live. It wasn't no guns,

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Speaker 3: block off the street and have block parties, open the

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Speaker 3: fire hydrant, and I just wanted that nostalgic. We can

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Speaker 3: get back to this man. But you know, it's just

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Speaker 3: start with you.

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Speaker 2: That's dope.

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Speaker 1: We still had landlines in our houses back in two

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Speaker 1: thousand and four.

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Speaker 3: You couldn't even if I call and you was on

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Speaker 3: the phone, that thing busy.

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Speaker 1: Unless you did an emergency breakthrough. People got caught like that. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: you do emergency breakthroughs. He was on the phone with

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Speaker 1: somebody else and then as an emergency breakthrough from life.

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Speaker 3: That's back with the mamas. I call their daughters. The

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Speaker 3: mama's just be pretending like they was their daughters on

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Speaker 3: the phone. I'd be like this, don't even sound like you.

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Speaker 1: Now, why would that happen?

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Speaker 2: You get caught up a few times.

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Speaker 3: A couple of times they mama pretending like they daughter.

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Speaker 3: Then when you figure them out, they like, what you

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Speaker 3: want with my daughter?

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Speaker 2: What you want with my daughter.

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Speaker 1: I think anybody would have been scared of their daughter

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Speaker 1: talking to like, you know, especially obviously you were younger then, right,

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Speaker 1: and you have daughters.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I got a she's about to be sixteen this month.

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Speaker 3: Twenty second.

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Speaker 1: How is that with dating for her? Now?

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Speaker 3: Nobody talks more than a fifteen year old girl. Let

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Speaker 3: me start there. You could be, You could be soon

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Speaker 3: a moment that you get in the car, she's going

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Speaker 3: to be talking to the moment you open the door

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Speaker 3: to get out. But ironically, my daughter has never said

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Speaker 3: anything about a boy.

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Speaker 1: I wouldn't either. I'll not tell you that, maybe not

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Speaker 1: to you my dad, like Jennison.

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Speaker 3: Never, I never saw it like. She has never said

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Speaker 3: I gave such and such my number, But she tells me,

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Speaker 3: like a lot of guys, my daughter's beautiful. But she's

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Speaker 3: never said I gave a guy my number, or can

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Speaker 3: I go out with this guy? She's never said she.

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Speaker 1: Might got a little high school crush that you don't

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Speaker 3: She she haven't discovered boys.

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Speaker 5: Okay, So what are you gonna say when she asks

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Speaker 5: you about, you know, going on her first date?

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Speaker 1: Huh? Glad she talked for the moment you get in

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Speaker 1: a car, because I wasn't talking to my dad when

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Speaker 1: I was missen. You just think about it like coming up, Well,

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Speaker 1: you love Georgia.

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Speaker 2: I'm very close to my so.

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Speaker 1: But that's nice, Like, clearly your daughter has a great

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Speaker 1: relationship with you to want to talk to you even

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Speaker 1: though she's not telling you about.

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Speaker 4: Her crush, even though she's not telling you about her

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Speaker 4: except when it feels that first date.

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Speaker 3: We ain't even there yet.

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Speaker 1: You know what you were like at her age? How

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Speaker 1: old were you when you first started talking to girls?

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Speaker 3: When I first started talking to girls, it's gonna be

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Speaker 3: so crazy because I wind up going to prison at fourteen.

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Speaker 3: I had just start talking to girls at thirteen, so

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Speaker 3: I only got like a whole year run and then

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Speaker 3: you know it was cut short.

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Speaker 1: So fourteen years old? Did you go to jail at

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Speaker 1: fourteen or you were or you committed a crime at fourteen?

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Speaker 3: Uh? Jail at fourteen?

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Speaker 1: Sheesh? So they sent it you as an adult?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I had other shit going on before that.

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Speaker 1: Why were you like that?

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Speaker 3: Like?

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Speaker 1: What in your life were you doing? Were you running

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Speaker 1: with the wrong people?

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Speaker 3: I think I discovered money too early. You know, you

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Speaker 3: know how you'll get kids and you'll better be like

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Speaker 3: they have a one hundred dollar bill and you could

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Speaker 3: be like, yo, I got three quarters, let me trade

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Speaker 3: you for that one hundred dollar bill. They don't know

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Speaker 3: they'd give you the three quarters. I discovered the value

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Speaker 3: of money too early, so I was really trying to

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Speaker 3: get to the money, to.

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Speaker 1: The real money.

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Speaker 2: And this is in Toledo, Yeah, Toledo, Ohio.

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Speaker 1: Okay. And what it like your family situation? You grew

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Speaker 1: up with your mom, your dad, like who was in

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Speaker 1: your life?

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Speaker 3: I grew up like with my moms and my grandmama.

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Speaker 3: When my mama didn't want me there, yeah, then when

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Speaker 3: my grandmama got tired of me, I'm.

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Speaker 1: Backing back at your right. And that had to be

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Speaker 1: such a disappointment too, because you were so young and

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Speaker 1: I know you were the baby. So it's kind of like,

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Speaker 1: we don't want to see this happen, but what are we.

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Speaker 2: Going to do with him?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, cause you know, at the same time, I mean

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Speaker 3: I discovered the money at the same time I discovered

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Speaker 3: my emotions, like you know, and so you be dealing

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Speaker 3: with so much shit like like for me, it was

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Speaker 3: just like, you know, damn, why do I feel like this.

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Speaker 3: I'm sad about this, I'm happy about this. So I

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Speaker 3: was just going through shit, man, That's all, okay.

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Speaker 1: And then so fourteen years old, you go to jail.

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Speaker 1: You had to be like the youngest person in there.

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Speaker 1: You went to a juvenile facility, you went to grown

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Speaker 3: I went to grown man jail.

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Speaker 1: I mean crazy.

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Speaker 3: First, No, I didn't stay till I was eighteen at juvenile.

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Speaker 3: I went to juneole first. I stayed there for a

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Speaker 3: little while, but then once my cage got boumed over,

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Speaker 1: Sheeh, I was thinking because I read Wallow's book recently

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Speaker 1: where he talked about being really young and you know,

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Speaker 1: messing up a lot going to Julie, and you think

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Speaker 1: it's not that serious, so you just keep on messing up. Eighteen, Yeah,

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Speaker 1: and then you go to jail and it's very serious.

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Speaker 3: Because well, you know, you know, and it's so crazy.

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Speaker 3: It's a delicate time because everything is fun when you're

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Speaker 3: that young, you know what I'm saying, Like, going to jail,

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Speaker 3: like that shit is fun because it's new. But then

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Speaker 3: when that shit gets old, that's when that shit really

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Speaker 3: This shit got old. You know quick Yeah, not that

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Speaker 3: quick though, but quick enough. Man.

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Speaker 1: You know, how did you learn the rules? Like of

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Speaker 1: but you because he was telling his book he talks

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Speaker 1: a lot about out like learning what you can and

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Speaker 1: can't do and how to avoid any type of conflicts.

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Speaker 1: You know, for you, what was that like? And did

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Speaker 1: you know a lot of people? Because did your family?

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Speaker 1: You know how sometimes you go in and you know

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Speaker 1: people from the block or in the neighborhood, or people

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Speaker 1: who are protecting you and looking out for you.

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Speaker 3: That's another thing. When I got there, I knew everybody. Hey,

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Speaker 3: you know you when you get to prison, and this

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Speaker 3: is why kids keep on coming back. Everybody that was

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Speaker 3: like hey, it was like a part. It's like you

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Speaker 3: came home from college or something. My uncles was down there.

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Speaker 3: My uncles uncles was heavy down there too, right, so

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Speaker 3: they doing life bitch down there. And I get down

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Speaker 3: there and it was like when I came, I wasn't

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Speaker 3: really blocking no smoke because it wasn't like punishment no more.

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Speaker 3: Was like okay, cool. But then again, after about four

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Speaker 3: five years, everybody start going home and you still there.

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Speaker 3: It's hard to say, see, y'all, y'all don't want to

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Speaker 1: You were still pretty right, because y'all learn did you

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Speaker 4: You don't, man, You're trying. There had to be something there.

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Speaker 4: You had children by her.

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Speaker 3: No, no, no, she's a great woman, like you don't

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Speaker 3: don't don't get me wrong, I just think for me,

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Speaker 3: maybe not in love is the wrong thing. But what

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Speaker 3: I'm saying is I spent most of my life in

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Speaker 2: You were still learning yourself, the man.

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Speaker 3: I wasn't like, I hadn't even been fucking for a whole.

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Speaker 2: Year before you.

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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Speaker 3: So and then she like, this is gonna sound crazy too,

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Speaker 3: but it is the truth. I never even had my digs.

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Speaker 1: Up before you.

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Speaker 3: Wow, I mean before no, no, no, no.

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Speaker 2: Sorry, we don't want to get.

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Speaker 1: They do have CEOs, you know, but what's your c

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Speaker 3: Wasn't nobody that does happen?

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Speaker 1: I hear a lot of stories, you see it on

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Speaker 4: So, speaking of that experience, how was that for you?

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Speaker 4: Your first time receiving room getting hit?

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Speaker 3: Man?

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Speaker 2: Do you still remember?

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Speaker 1: That's when I fell in love?

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Speaker 3: Let me tell you how to Let me tell you

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Speaker 3: how it happened. So I came down, I did the

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Speaker 3: So I won the whole pollo. One night we had dinner,

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Speaker 2: Wow, immediately this is the deal.

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Speaker 1: I've been missing out.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, so you know, you just be so quick to

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Speaker 4: I was just gonna say how long did that last?

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Speaker 3: Long?

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Speaker 2: It was? It was a long time.

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Speaker 1: They were like, where do you go? Does he want

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Speaker 3: Right? Yeah? Man? We had a lot of good experiences, man,

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Speaker 3: And I hate you know how you you you have

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Speaker 3: I got my first deal. She she created a lot

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Speaker 3: of the opportunities that I expanded upon. She didn't do everything,

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Speaker 3: But I'm like like other niggas that say she didn't

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Speaker 3: do nothing. She wasn't with me shooting in the gym.

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Speaker 3: She wasn't with me when I was shooting in the gym,

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Speaker 3: But when I came out to the gym, she did

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Speaker 3: have that goddamn towl. Like that's you know what I'm saying,

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Speaker 3: And that's worth something, man, you know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 1: So definitely is y'all been through a lot?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, And I hate it because you know you again,

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Speaker 3: like you asked me about to reimagine must be nice.

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Speaker 3: It just rewinds you to a time and you just

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Speaker 3: like whenever you think of that personal out of what

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Speaker 3: when shi it was simpler.

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Speaker 2: Man, you know, can.

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Speaker 1: You imagine that was your first time at a restaurant?

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Speaker 1: Were you addicted? You think after that?

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Speaker 2: Like absolutely?

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Speaker 1: Now what about the first time you performed oral on

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Speaker 3: Let me see, I don't remember that memory. That one

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Speaker 3: as good as that bathroom.

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Speaker 1: The excitement of it, Like come to the bathroom and

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Speaker 1: you're like all right, like because you know we're outside,

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Speaker 1: you know there's people around, but I gotta do this

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Speaker 3: It's one of those kind of bathroom like the bathroom

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Speaker 3: hit this button, the whole glass.

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Speaker 2: Just frost up.

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Speaker 1: This is as like.

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Speaker 3: This. I want to go back. It was in New

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Speaker 3: York too. You know they filmed Apollo in New York.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, that's in Harlem.

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Speaker 3: I don't know what spot that was.

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Speaker 1: But now, what about what about the first time you

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Speaker 3: First time it was with her again?

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Speaker 1: Again?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, because I think I didn't. I didn't fall in

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Speaker 3: Don't get me wrong. I didn't fall in love with

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Speaker 3: because it's some sexual stuff or something like that. I

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Speaker 3: You didn't know what I'm saying, Like didn't again, Like

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Speaker 3: y'all don't know, not to classify y'all, But with a man,

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Speaker 3: a man gonna go where his peace and where he

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Speaker 3: feels needed. You know what I'm saying, and she made

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Speaker 3: me feel needed, like even just some small ship, like damn,

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Speaker 3: I can't get this jar open, you know what I'm

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Speaker 3: saying or asking me, Hey, you know I'm having a

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Speaker 3: couple of problems with my mom. What do you thinking

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Speaker 3: about this?

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Speaker 1: It just felt like my opinion necessary, right.

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Speaker 3: I'm necessary, And that's when I fell in love with

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Speaker 3: the idea of having somebody that needs you.

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Speaker 1: I was necessary, and then also feeling like you can

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Speaker 1: ask for things to Yeah, bom, can we do that again?

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Speaker 4: You know?

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Speaker 3: I really wish sometimes with women man that at least

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Speaker 3: just pull your man's, your significant others man's mind out

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Speaker 3: of and just observe it for a second. Yeah, I

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Speaker 3: would want that because I would want you to see

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Speaker 3: that so many of the futile arguments, so many of

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Speaker 3: the do I look fast in this and let me

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Speaker 3: go do this because I think he's gonna like it,

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Speaker 3: like you, instead of me having to say it and

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Speaker 3: You asked me, like, maybe do I love fat in this? Yes?

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Speaker 3: You fat as hell in that? Take that like.

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Speaker 5: You can say that's not the most bright or I

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Speaker 3: But I want to be that confidant to you.

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Speaker 1: Nigge wanted it right.

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Speaker 3: I want you to know when I say some ship,

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Speaker 3: I mean that ship. I don't want you to be

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Speaker 3: Like my nigga said this ship and he meant that ship,

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Speaker 3: and he's not gonna fucking lie to me because it's

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Speaker 1: Would you want that same honesty in return, Like if

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Speaker 1: had and she's like, I say, third.

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Speaker 3: Not doing the process. Maybe what you're using your.

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Speaker 5: Thumb h I feel like, in the same sense that

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Speaker 5: I feel like we ask those questions because we want

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Speaker 5: know what I'm saying, that's going to be getting that

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Speaker 5: thrill in the bathroom, dada da da. So when you

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Speaker 5: don't say those things regularly, I feel like we set

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Speaker 5: because we're not necessarily getting that.

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Speaker 4: Right.

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Speaker 3: But it's so hard. Let me tell you something. I

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Speaker 3: mean that's cool. Sometimes I mean I feel it, and

444
00:21:31,359 --> 00:21:35,000
Speaker 3: I do. I do feel like dealing dealing with women.

445
00:21:35,720 --> 00:21:38,920
Speaker 3: I'm gonna compliment you when it's time to compliment you,

446
00:21:39,000 --> 00:21:41,119
Speaker 3: but it's always something in the back of my mind,

447
00:21:41,560 --> 00:21:43,639
Speaker 3: and I feel like it's like this with all guys.

448
00:21:44,200 --> 00:21:46,640
Speaker 3: When we compliment you too much and give you too

449
00:21:46,720 --> 00:21:50,200
Speaker 3: much of what you want, then you tend to feel

450
00:21:50,200 --> 00:21:53,000
Speaker 3: like you have conquered this part of your life and

451
00:21:53,080 --> 00:21:59,040
Speaker 3: now your eyes is looking on who conquered next. Just

452
00:21:59,560 --> 00:22:06,920
Speaker 3: feel like I get that gives an example. As soon

453
00:22:06,960 --> 00:22:09,640
Speaker 3: as I'm doing everything that you want me to do,

454
00:22:10,000 --> 00:22:14,400
Speaker 3: whether it's monetaria, whether it's physical or whatever, then all

455
00:22:14,400 --> 00:22:17,600
Speaker 3: of a sudden, you start treating me different. Now my

456
00:22:17,720 --> 00:22:21,960
Speaker 3: jokes ain't as funny. Now, it ain't like it ain't

457
00:22:22,200 --> 00:22:25,320
Speaker 3: as many thank yous as it used to be. You know,

458
00:22:25,600 --> 00:22:28,480
Speaker 3: I'm not priority no more because it just feel like, Okay,

459
00:22:28,560 --> 00:22:31,359
Speaker 3: I did this, and now it's that dude that don't

460
00:22:31,400 --> 00:22:33,560
Speaker 3: really show you no attention, that you don't even really

461
00:22:33,600 --> 00:22:35,920
Speaker 3: want it, just that he don't show you as much attention,

462
00:22:36,359 --> 00:22:37,960
Speaker 3: and then you feel like that he don't think you

463
00:22:38,000 --> 00:22:41,160
Speaker 3: are tracked so now I feel like, in my little spirit,

464
00:22:41,240 --> 00:22:43,880
Speaker 3: my little post spirit, that I got to cut down

465
00:22:43,880 --> 00:22:46,480
Speaker 3: on my compliments and cut down on the amount of things

466
00:22:46,480 --> 00:22:47,280
Speaker 3: I do.

467
00:22:47,320 --> 00:22:49,480
Speaker 2: That sounds like you were just with the wrong women.

468
00:22:49,720 --> 00:22:52,320
Speaker 3: It's been, but it's been several of them that's exactly

469
00:22:52,359 --> 00:22:53,840
Speaker 3: the same. It's like a game.

470
00:22:54,040 --> 00:22:55,520
Speaker 1: Do you think it's the kind of women you like,

471
00:22:56,280 --> 00:22:57,800
Speaker 1: A type of woman that you like.

472
00:22:58,080 --> 00:23:00,560
Speaker 3: I don't know, but I do like holes. Oh God,

473
00:23:00,640 --> 00:23:08,320
Speaker 3: see a niggas, no boys, But I just I swear

474
00:23:08,359 --> 00:23:10,920
Speaker 3: to God, bro. And I'm probably only saying this from

475
00:23:10,960 --> 00:23:13,160
Speaker 3: the you know, the little shot of patrol that I had,

476
00:23:13,200 --> 00:23:17,159
Speaker 3: But I really I'm reserved with niggas because of that,

477
00:23:17,280 --> 00:23:19,600
Speaker 3: not only just females. Like I just feel like even

478
00:23:19,600 --> 00:23:22,160
Speaker 3: with niggas, I don't really deal with a lot of niggas,

479
00:23:22,160 --> 00:23:25,480
Speaker 3: And I'm so aggressive with niggas and females because I

480
00:23:25,520 --> 00:23:30,000
Speaker 3: feel like, as soon as you befriend the nigga, he

481
00:23:30,119 --> 00:23:33,760
Speaker 3: think's sweet all a sudden, Like he think he think

482
00:23:33,840 --> 00:23:36,399
Speaker 3: that because you nice twin, because you might call him

483
00:23:36,440 --> 00:23:37,840
Speaker 3: like nigga, I was just checking on you to make

484
00:23:37,840 --> 00:23:40,040
Speaker 3: sure everything was cool. Now he think he got some

485
00:23:40,119 --> 00:23:42,600
Speaker 3: kind of win. He owe you some money, and this

486
00:23:42,680 --> 00:23:45,240
Speaker 3: nigga he would be at the strip club next to you,

487
00:23:45,720 --> 00:23:48,080
Speaker 3: throwing ones. And I'm like, I'm in my mind, I

488
00:23:48,080 --> 00:23:50,320
Speaker 3: ain't saying nothing to but in my mind I'm steaming,

489
00:23:50,400 --> 00:23:55,920
Speaker 3: like niggas, you want me forty dollars if it's a dollar,

490
00:23:56,000 --> 00:23:58,240
Speaker 3: I want it. Oh my god, you owe it to me.

491
00:23:58,400 --> 00:23:59,919
Speaker 3: If you owe it to me, I want it.

492
00:24:00,200 --> 00:24:04,120
Speaker 5: Why you're say forty bands?

493
00:24:05,080 --> 00:24:08,359
Speaker 3: No, I'm that serious, bro, Oh me, don't be playing

494
00:24:08,359 --> 00:24:08,520
Speaker 3: with me.

495
00:24:08,640 --> 00:24:11,760
Speaker 1: Now I'm mad, and it's somebody might forget.

496
00:24:11,720 --> 00:24:16,679
Speaker 3: Now I'm mad. Now I'm fartening your car with the windows.

497
00:24:16,720 --> 00:24:19,760
Speaker 1: That's doing that.

498
00:24:20,119 --> 00:24:22,920
Speaker 3: But what it's the same. It's the same with a woman.

499
00:24:23,040 --> 00:24:26,600
Speaker 3: It's like, it's like, goddamn, why can't I just treat

500
00:24:26,640 --> 00:24:29,840
Speaker 3: you like you deserve to be treated without you getting

501
00:24:29,960 --> 00:24:31,840
Speaker 3: accustomed to that treatment life.

502
00:24:31,920 --> 00:24:34,200
Speaker 1: You think you're a little crazy when it comes to women,

503
00:24:35,320 --> 00:24:37,359
Speaker 1: you don't think so you're a gemini, aren't you. I

504
00:24:37,480 --> 00:24:40,280
Speaker 1: was gonna say cancer, Oh, I just I just can't.

505
00:24:40,440 --> 00:24:41,159
Speaker 1: Are you cancer?

506
00:24:43,280 --> 00:24:46,000
Speaker 3: But I just fighting with myself. I just be. I

507
00:24:46,160 --> 00:24:49,080
Speaker 3: just be fighting with my anger. It's like, I know

508
00:24:49,240 --> 00:24:52,960
Speaker 3: ship can't be simple, but I'm still always like damn,

509
00:24:53,000 --> 00:24:54,560
Speaker 3: why can't you just be simple? Why can't you?

510
00:24:54,960 --> 00:24:57,800
Speaker 1: I got to ask you what happened that day when

511
00:24:57,880 --> 00:25:02,680
Speaker 1: you when you showed up at your exis house, who

512
00:25:03,160 --> 00:25:08,280
Speaker 1: the one that you went to jail again, hanging on

513
00:25:08,320 --> 00:25:10,560
Speaker 1: the door. All of that happened, and then they were

514
00:25:10,840 --> 00:25:11,960
Speaker 1: you were like, all right.

515
00:25:12,480 --> 00:25:15,800
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, it was just some simple ship. Like you know,

516
00:25:16,480 --> 00:25:19,359
Speaker 3: my boy in here, still here checking it.

517
00:25:21,640 --> 00:25:22,480
Speaker 2: He's back, he's back.

518
00:25:23,680 --> 00:25:27,359
Speaker 1: You got to step out again, and then he can't

519
00:25:27,400 --> 00:25:32,160
Speaker 1: go search the episode and watch it on his own. Okay,

520
00:25:32,720 --> 00:25:34,800
Speaker 1: As a as a fellow Gemini, I do want to

521
00:25:34,800 --> 00:25:37,439
Speaker 1: tell you that you, in fact are crazy. And it's okay,

522
00:25:37,840 --> 00:25:39,480
Speaker 1: I'm crazy too, because there's two of you.

523
00:25:40,760 --> 00:25:46,280
Speaker 3: I swear a guy like me, I'm a I'm a

524
00:25:46,320 --> 00:25:49,439
Speaker 3: good dude. I only want one woman I want to

525
00:25:49,480 --> 00:25:53,720
Speaker 3: have and and like I'm cool, so you don't never

526
00:25:53,760 --> 00:25:56,680
Speaker 3: got to go in your purse until I feel conflicted.

527
00:25:56,800 --> 00:25:59,960
Speaker 3: And then when I feel like that, you you just

528
00:26:01,720 --> 00:26:04,879
Speaker 3: you taking for granted my kindness even with dudes like

529
00:26:04,920 --> 00:26:08,040
Speaker 3: women and dudes. When you when you're taking my kindness

530
00:26:08,119 --> 00:26:11,639
Speaker 3: for weakness, I be upset, and then I'm one of

531
00:26:11,680 --> 00:26:13,479
Speaker 3: them dudes that I don't feel like I want to

532
00:26:13,480 --> 00:26:15,919
Speaker 3: tell you that I'm upset. So with just build and.

533
00:26:15,800 --> 00:26:22,399
Speaker 4: Building right and then explode with with women, I wind

534
00:26:22,480 --> 00:26:24,320
Speaker 4: up just being like, yo, I'm done, and I don't

535
00:26:24,320 --> 00:26:25,000
Speaker 4: want to give you no.

536
00:26:25,000 --> 00:26:27,960
Speaker 3: Explanation because I'm upset. And when niggas, I might just

537
00:26:28,000 --> 00:26:32,720
Speaker 3: start beating your ass with like you know, that's that's

538
00:26:32,800 --> 00:26:36,080
Speaker 3: just me and I hate that, not now, no now,

539
00:26:39,760 --> 00:26:42,040
Speaker 3: and I hate that. And I be working on my ship.

540
00:26:42,119 --> 00:26:44,080
Speaker 3: I do. I be working on my ship. But it'd

541
00:26:44,080 --> 00:26:47,560
Speaker 3: be like if you extend yourself, it's just like damn,

542
00:26:47,600 --> 00:26:50,040
Speaker 3: because I didn't have to do this with your human ass,

543
00:26:50,080 --> 00:26:53,560
Speaker 3: like you know, I didn't have to do this, but

544
00:26:54,480 --> 00:26:55,520
Speaker 3: into it you know.

545
00:26:55,600 --> 00:26:58,560
Speaker 1: Who knew, mister Jennings was so complex. But all right,

546
00:26:58,600 --> 00:26:59,880
Speaker 1: so tell me what happened that day.

547
00:27:00,000 --> 00:27:02,040
Speaker 3: I won't be fanning out over no female. I don't

548
00:27:02,080 --> 00:27:03,920
Speaker 3: be chasing, I don't be doing none of that.

549
00:27:04,080 --> 00:27:06,360
Speaker 2: So what had happened was no real talk.

550
00:27:06,480 --> 00:27:10,040
Speaker 3: So what just happened is I ran into a situation

551
00:27:10,160 --> 00:27:13,879
Speaker 3: that she was always playing with my kids. You know

552
00:27:13,920 --> 00:27:16,360
Speaker 3: what I'm saying, mind you kids, that I've taken care

553
00:27:16,359 --> 00:27:18,119
Speaker 3: of my whole life, Like if you ask any of

554
00:27:18,119 --> 00:27:20,480
Speaker 3: my kids I've always done right by my kids. At

555
00:27:20,520 --> 00:27:23,080
Speaker 3: one time, I was paying ten thousand dollars a month

556
00:27:23,080 --> 00:27:25,639
Speaker 3: in child's sport. Only reason why I'm not now is

557
00:27:25,680 --> 00:27:29,320
Speaker 3: because he's grown. So I'm still paying eight thousand dollars

558
00:27:29,400 --> 00:27:31,600
Speaker 3: a month, and I don't mind it because I think

559
00:27:31,640 --> 00:27:35,040
Speaker 3: that's where my blessings come from. But anyway, this particular night,

560
00:27:35,119 --> 00:27:38,400
Speaker 3: she had been playing about my kids. You know, you can't,

561
00:27:38,440 --> 00:27:41,000
Speaker 3: Oh you can't respect me, then you can't see your kids.

562
00:27:41,000 --> 00:27:45,840
Speaker 3: I don't got nothing to do with with my kids.

563
00:27:45,760 --> 00:27:45,960
Speaker 4: You know.

564
00:27:46,720 --> 00:27:50,879
Speaker 3: And and I really felt and I never I would

565
00:27:50,880 --> 00:27:52,439
Speaker 3: never do that. I was never putting it. I mean,

566
00:27:52,480 --> 00:27:55,760
Speaker 3: I can't say never, but I can ninety nine percent

567
00:27:55,840 --> 00:27:58,239
Speaker 3: say that I would never do that because I've never

568
00:27:58,320 --> 00:28:01,360
Speaker 3: been in that situation where I had give them to her,

569
00:28:01,600 --> 00:28:04,240
Speaker 3: Like you know what I'm saying. But this particular night,

570
00:28:04,960 --> 00:28:09,000
Speaker 3: I'm upset about it because I'm busy. So when I'm

571
00:28:09,000 --> 00:28:11,320
Speaker 3: in town, I want to I want to see my youngins,

572
00:28:11,359 --> 00:28:14,600
Speaker 3: you know. So again it was one of those situations

573
00:28:14,640 --> 00:28:17,199
Speaker 3: that she felt like she didn't want to let me

574
00:28:17,240 --> 00:28:20,240
Speaker 3: see them, and so I was happened to be drinking

575
00:28:20,320 --> 00:28:25,000
Speaker 3: that night, and so you know that it was Patron fought.

576
00:28:25,280 --> 00:28:29,440
Speaker 3: Patron told me go over there. Patron was like, yo,

577
00:28:29,480 --> 00:28:31,399
Speaker 3: you gotta go to town in the morning. Man, go

578
00:28:31,520 --> 00:28:33,880
Speaker 3: over there and get a glimpse of your youngins. Man.

579
00:28:33,960 --> 00:28:38,160
Speaker 3: So when I went by there, man, I knock on

580
00:28:38,240 --> 00:28:42,720
Speaker 3: the door. Nobody answered the door. So then boom, I

581
00:28:42,800 --> 00:28:46,600
Speaker 3: kicked the door in, and it immediately tell me like damn,

582
00:28:46,760 --> 00:28:49,120
Speaker 3: like the youngs, they gonna be scared they hear the

583
00:28:49,160 --> 00:28:52,440
Speaker 3: door getting kicked in. So I immediately I didn't even

584
00:28:52,480 --> 00:28:55,000
Speaker 3: go in or nothing like that, and I just went

585
00:28:55,080 --> 00:28:58,440
Speaker 3: back to the whip, jumping the whip and I'm driving,

586
00:28:58,520 --> 00:29:01,959
Speaker 3: so I guess that she called, you know the law whatever.

587
00:29:02,680 --> 00:29:05,800
Speaker 3: And so next thing I know, I got the whole

588
00:29:05,840 --> 00:29:09,280
Speaker 3: police force behind me, and I keep a burner, so

589
00:29:09,840 --> 00:29:11,280
Speaker 3: they try to make it like, oh I went over

590
00:29:11,320 --> 00:29:16,800
Speaker 3: there with burners, Now I keep a burner. I let

591
00:29:16,800 --> 00:29:20,000
Speaker 3: a couple of ship off in the I was upset,

592
00:29:20,280 --> 00:29:22,960
Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying, But that ship would have

593
00:29:23,040 --> 00:29:25,680
Speaker 3: already been on me anyway, Like you know what I'm saying.

594
00:29:26,160 --> 00:29:30,240
Speaker 3: So I leave and then next thing I know, the

595
00:29:30,280 --> 00:29:34,320
Speaker 3: whole police force is behind me, and I'm just thinking

596
00:29:34,400 --> 00:29:38,240
Speaker 3: like and I think sometimes you know what I'm saying,

597
00:29:38,320 --> 00:29:43,400
Speaker 3: and I just was like, I'm not stopping for these motherfuckers,

598
00:29:43,440 --> 00:29:50,120
Speaker 3: like and I'm going, and Tupaco'll never forget he played

599
00:29:50,320 --> 00:29:51,080
Speaker 3: Hell Married.

600
00:29:51,960 --> 00:29:54,480
Speaker 1: Everybody listening to ship.

601
00:29:56,160 --> 00:29:56,600
Speaker 5: Exactly.

602
00:29:57,840 --> 00:30:01,120
Speaker 3: That's the exact part when when not when when you

603
00:30:01,240 --> 00:30:04,360
Speaker 3: hit that front part, come with me, Hell Married, nigga

604
00:30:04,440 --> 00:30:09,960
Speaker 3: want Hey? So I'm just going And then I just

605
00:30:10,080 --> 00:30:15,560
Speaker 3: I just fucking hit the gas and I heard the

606
00:30:15,640 --> 00:30:17,240
Speaker 3: engine because I was in a vet and I didn't

607
00:30:17,280 --> 00:30:18,800
Speaker 3: even have the top on so I can hear the

608
00:30:18,840 --> 00:30:23,080
Speaker 3: engine good. That ship was like and they was just

609
00:30:23,160 --> 00:30:26,400
Speaker 3: behind me. And then next thing I know, I'm like,

610
00:30:26,640 --> 00:30:30,080
Speaker 3: I don't know, Like it's kind of hard to explain

611
00:30:30,240 --> 00:30:33,880
Speaker 3: you going unconscious, but I was just I was coming

612
00:30:33,880 --> 00:30:36,240
Speaker 3: to like like what the fuck?

613
00:30:36,760 --> 00:30:37,560
Speaker 1: What am I doing?

614
00:30:37,840 --> 00:30:41,320
Speaker 3: I want? And I look up and it's a tree

615
00:30:42,240 --> 00:30:46,080
Speaker 3: in the car with me, and I'm like, I'm trying.

616
00:30:46,080 --> 00:30:48,719
Speaker 3: I'm trying to remember, like what the fuck happened? Like

617
00:30:48,960 --> 00:30:51,600
Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying, And it's lights around and

618
00:30:51,640 --> 00:30:55,960
Speaker 3: I'm trying to get my bearings. But what happened is

619
00:30:56,040 --> 00:31:00,440
Speaker 3: I wound up hitting the tree, split my car leases

620
00:31:00,520 --> 00:31:04,160
Speaker 3: around me, and my first thought on my mind when

621
00:31:04,160 --> 00:31:08,040
Speaker 3: I saw the lights, I'm looking for my gun. I'm like, damn,

622
00:31:08,200 --> 00:31:12,520
Speaker 3: like I'm padding around like well my acce at and

623
00:31:12,600 --> 00:31:15,920
Speaker 3: then it just all came to police is there. I

624
00:31:15,920 --> 00:31:18,000
Speaker 3: don't know what my guns because the car hit you

625
00:31:18,000 --> 00:31:20,080
Speaker 3: know what I'm saying. So they got through everywhere and

626
00:31:20,080 --> 00:31:20,920
Speaker 3: that's what happened.

627
00:31:20,920 --> 00:31:23,080
Speaker 1: Man, Base Guys, that had to be one of the

628
00:31:23,120 --> 00:31:27,160
Speaker 1: worst nights for you because then afterward it's like a

629
00:31:27,280 --> 00:31:30,000
Speaker 1: night like that where first of all, it sucks. I

630
00:31:30,000 --> 00:31:33,720
Speaker 1: think it's really hard when kids are using a situation

631
00:31:33,840 --> 00:31:36,520
Speaker 1: like that, that's difficult. And I do very much so

632
00:31:36,760 --> 00:31:39,000
Speaker 1: sympathize when men when they have to go through that.

633
00:31:39,360 --> 00:31:42,880
Speaker 1: Right when your relationship with your the person you were

634
00:31:42,920 --> 00:31:47,200
Speaker 1: with affects your relationship with your kids. As a tough who,

635
00:31:48,240 --> 00:31:51,120
Speaker 1: my daughter's father was murdered five days after her second birthday.

636
00:31:52,240 --> 00:31:56,080
Speaker 1: I hate to see when a woman, a woman purposely

637
00:31:56,200 --> 00:31:59,360
Speaker 1: keeps her children away from their father. My daughter does

638
00:31:59,400 --> 00:32:02,280
Speaker 1: not have a chore to be away from her father.

639
00:32:03,360 --> 00:32:05,760
Speaker 1: When you take that away from a child, you're only

640
00:32:05,840 --> 00:32:08,760
Speaker 1: hurting the child in the long run. And I just

641
00:32:08,920 --> 00:32:12,440
Speaker 1: don't have any respect for that. And if I was

642
00:32:12,480 --> 00:32:16,160
Speaker 1: a man, that would, Yeah, I don't.

643
00:32:16,040 --> 00:32:24,600
Speaker 2: Know if I mean that was so long didn't fall

644
00:32:24,680 --> 00:32:24,920
Speaker 2: on you?

645
00:32:25,200 --> 00:32:28,440
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I mean that ship was right next to me.

646
00:32:28,520 --> 00:32:33,840
Speaker 3: That's it, and that's you know. And when I think

647
00:32:33,880 --> 00:32:38,120
Speaker 3: back on that now, it's just really more like regardless

648
00:32:38,160 --> 00:32:40,600
Speaker 3: of what she did, I was out of control. I

649
00:32:40,600 --> 00:32:45,400
Speaker 3: take responsibility and then but now I take responsibility for everything,

650
00:32:45,600 --> 00:32:48,160
Speaker 3: and not even not only even for the reck I

651
00:32:48,200 --> 00:32:51,360
Speaker 3: take the responsibility for putting her in the position that

652
00:32:51,440 --> 00:32:53,800
Speaker 3: she felt like she had to do that to get

653
00:32:53,800 --> 00:32:57,400
Speaker 3: some kind of consolidation in her life. Like I should

654
00:32:57,400 --> 00:32:59,280
Speaker 3: have been given that to all along. I should have

655
00:32:59,280 --> 00:33:01,880
Speaker 3: been up front like this is what it is, and

656
00:33:01,960 --> 00:33:04,440
Speaker 3: this is what it's not. Because she got a guest,

657
00:33:04,520 --> 00:33:07,200
Speaker 3: then yeah, she's gonna do ship that stradle both sides

658
00:33:07,240 --> 00:33:10,000
Speaker 3: of the fence, you know what I'm saying. So again,

659
00:33:10,120 --> 00:33:12,920
Speaker 3: like it's just a I never even thought about that

660
00:33:12,920 --> 00:33:15,040
Speaker 3: ship again until right now.

661
00:33:15,080 --> 00:33:15,440
Speaker 1: Man.

662
00:33:15,800 --> 00:33:20,040
Speaker 3: But yeah, again, like she's old in apology, My kids

663
00:33:20,080 --> 00:33:23,160
Speaker 3: is old in apology. I even know apology to myself,

664
00:33:23,160 --> 00:33:25,800
Speaker 3: because I'm better than that ship, bro, you.

665
00:33:25,760 --> 00:33:28,280
Speaker 1: Know, but thank god you're alive. Sometimes things you don't

666
00:33:28,360 --> 00:33:30,720
Speaker 1: know at the time, but sometimes things happen for a reason.

667
00:33:31,480 --> 00:33:33,760
Speaker 3: I could have. I could have caught one of them

668
00:33:33,760 --> 00:33:36,840
Speaker 3: little pistols by accident and I would have immediately up

669
00:33:36,960 --> 00:33:39,840
Speaker 3: that ship and been busting and I wouldn't be here.

670
00:33:40,000 --> 00:33:42,840
Speaker 1: Yeah, thank god. And then you did end up getting

671
00:33:42,880 --> 00:33:44,440
Speaker 1: married to someone else after that?

672
00:33:45,040 --> 00:33:45,640
Speaker 3: Here we go.

673
00:33:45,920 --> 00:33:53,800
Speaker 1: What I'm trying to follow the life jetting storyline? So

674
00:33:54,120 --> 00:33:55,920
Speaker 1: what made you propose and get married?

675
00:33:56,320 --> 00:33:56,440
Speaker 3: Like?

676
00:33:56,480 --> 00:33:58,440
Speaker 1: What was it that you were like? Did you feel

677
00:33:58,440 --> 00:34:00,520
Speaker 1: like it was time, it was appropriate it were you

678
00:34:00,600 --> 00:34:03,160
Speaker 1: in love? Did you feel like this is my forever?

679
00:34:03,440 --> 00:34:04,840
Speaker 1: I want to just know what was going on in

680
00:34:04,840 --> 00:34:05,240
Speaker 1: your head.

681
00:34:08,200 --> 00:34:09,640
Speaker 3: I hope she don't see this either.

682
00:34:11,719 --> 00:34:12,919
Speaker 2: It's just your confessions.

683
00:34:13,560 --> 00:34:14,520
Speaker 1: That's episode.

684
00:34:16,960 --> 00:34:19,359
Speaker 3: I just don't be on that lion ship. Like one

685
00:34:19,360 --> 00:34:22,480
Speaker 3: of my greatest fears sometimes when I be in a

686
00:34:22,520 --> 00:34:25,480
Speaker 3: relationship and the woman asked me like did you cheat?

687
00:34:25,560 --> 00:34:30,520
Speaker 1: And you gotta tell them telling her her dress looks

688
00:34:30,600 --> 00:34:31,560
Speaker 1: ugly and she looks.

689
00:34:31,320 --> 00:34:35,080
Speaker 3: Bad, I know, And she asked, that's what me And

690
00:34:35,160 --> 00:34:35,680
Speaker 3: you ask.

691
00:34:35,520 --> 00:34:36,279
Speaker 2: Someone to tell the truth?

692
00:34:36,360 --> 00:34:38,960
Speaker 1: Would rather give you his brain once a week so

693
00:34:39,000 --> 00:34:43,920
Speaker 1: you can. You ain't got to ask nothing here, just

694
00:34:43,920 --> 00:34:45,120
Speaker 1: read it right here.

695
00:34:45,440 --> 00:34:45,920
Speaker 3: Take this guy.

696
00:34:46,000 --> 00:34:50,320
Speaker 1: Damn, you ain't gonna ask me nothing. So what happened.

697
00:34:50,520 --> 00:34:58,000
Speaker 3: The marriage thing. It was she was, it was it

698
00:34:58,400 --> 00:35:02,600
Speaker 3: was somebody that that I liked, not necessarily he was

699
00:35:03,640 --> 00:35:07,200
Speaker 3: in love with or something like that. And mind you,

700
00:35:07,280 --> 00:35:09,839
Speaker 3: let me preface this with saying that you gotta think

701
00:35:10,000 --> 00:35:13,040
Speaker 3: like I went to the penitentiary for eleven years. I

702
00:35:13,120 --> 00:35:15,560
Speaker 3: came home two years later, I went right back to

703
00:35:15,600 --> 00:35:18,280
Speaker 3: the penitentiary for three more. Like you know what I'm saying,

704
00:35:18,760 --> 00:35:21,080
Speaker 3: I was just really on some bullshit, so I never

705
00:35:21,160 --> 00:35:24,200
Speaker 3: had a chance to really that's not an excuse. I'm

706
00:35:24,239 --> 00:35:27,120
Speaker 3: just appreciating so you can see where this ship.

707
00:35:27,000 --> 00:35:27,760
Speaker 1: Comes in a situation.

708
00:35:28,000 --> 00:35:31,719
Speaker 3: So anyway, I met this chick from Germany. You know

709
00:35:31,760 --> 00:35:38,440
Speaker 3: what I'm saying, great girl, long legs, all that good shit. So,

710
00:35:38,520 --> 00:35:41,400
Speaker 3: unbeknownst to me, she wound up having the whole feetus

711
00:35:41,480 --> 00:35:46,040
Speaker 3: in her stomach one day. So I was like, damn, Like.

712
00:35:47,400 --> 00:35:49,279
Speaker 1: Wait what that's a strange way to say that. She was,

713
00:35:51,280 --> 00:35:55,760
Speaker 1: so why would you say it like that? He said, stomach?

714
00:35:56,640 --> 00:35:57,080
Speaker 2: I don't know.

715
00:35:59,160 --> 00:36:00,600
Speaker 1: Vagina who's beating?

716
00:36:00,800 --> 00:36:01,080
Speaker 4: Was this?

717
00:36:01,360 --> 00:36:01,600
Speaker 6: Okay?

718
00:36:01,640 --> 00:36:02,040
Speaker 1: Go ahead?

719
00:36:02,120 --> 00:36:04,960
Speaker 3: No, because I don't be nuhing right, So I'd be like,

720
00:36:06,120 --> 00:36:08,680
Speaker 3: what what you don't?

721
00:36:08,719 --> 00:36:09,200
Speaker 1: What do you do?

722
00:36:09,239 --> 00:36:10,640
Speaker 2: You can get breaking from premp.

723
00:36:11,040 --> 00:36:12,000
Speaker 3: That's what y'all.

724
00:36:11,760 --> 00:36:16,880
Speaker 1: Said, So you just stop yourself.

725
00:36:17,239 --> 00:36:20,319
Speaker 3: Yeah, I be willing to reserve that injury. I mean

726
00:36:20,360 --> 00:36:21,400
Speaker 3: that energy.

727
00:36:22,680 --> 00:36:23,520
Speaker 1: Energy.

728
00:36:23,960 --> 00:36:27,440
Speaker 3: I want to preserve that energy because I always be thinking.

729
00:36:28,080 --> 00:36:30,759
Speaker 3: Another one of my not fears, but my thoughts is

730
00:36:30,880 --> 00:36:35,000
Speaker 3: like before I get old old, right, I'm gonna have

731
00:36:35,040 --> 00:36:38,480
Speaker 3: to tussle with some nigga before some young nigga, before

732
00:36:38,520 --> 00:36:40,800
Speaker 3: I get old, I'm gonna have to tussle with this nigga.

733
00:36:41,280 --> 00:36:43,680
Speaker 4: Show out retain from ejaculating, so you can have all

734
00:36:43,719 --> 00:36:47,640
Speaker 4: that strength right now, you feel me ready to now

735
00:36:47,680 --> 00:36:49,640
Speaker 4: you feel met to get ready.

736
00:36:49,680 --> 00:36:52,040
Speaker 3: Every nigga need that one last win.

737
00:36:54,080 --> 00:37:02,520
Speaker 1: This crazy y'all was crazy right here, guys, that connection nigga.

738
00:37:02,600 --> 00:37:05,439
Speaker 3: I need that one last win that I can tell

739
00:37:05,560 --> 00:37:08,759
Speaker 3: my boy about, Like, yeah, you know nigga nigga, I

740
00:37:08,840 --> 00:37:11,279
Speaker 3: was sixty years old, but that nigga tried what.

741
00:37:14,280 --> 00:37:14,799
Speaker 2: A man.

742
00:37:14,960 --> 00:37:16,880
Speaker 3: That's a myth. That's some ship niggas tell you, So

743
00:37:16,920 --> 00:37:17,840
Speaker 3: you give him some pussy.

744
00:37:18,640 --> 00:37:22,600
Speaker 1: Somebody else said on that Yeah I was joey badass.

745
00:37:23,400 --> 00:37:26,640
Speaker 5: But also I feel like you've been used to not

746
00:37:28,120 --> 00:37:31,080
Speaker 5: having that intimacy, so I feel like you used to

747
00:37:31,080 --> 00:37:34,680
Speaker 5: coming no. But you've gone long times without it in

748
00:37:34,719 --> 00:37:36,280
Speaker 5: a different way than other people want.

749
00:37:36,160 --> 00:37:38,000
Speaker 1: To be masturbating in jail. Let's be clear, he was

750
00:37:38,040 --> 00:37:38,200
Speaker 1: at that.

751
00:37:38,400 --> 00:37:40,360
Speaker 2: You know, a woman's touch is different.

752
00:37:40,719 --> 00:37:43,560
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. You ejaculated. You didn't used

753
00:37:43,560 --> 00:37:44,680
Speaker 1: to masturbate a that in jail.

754
00:37:46,520 --> 00:37:50,600
Speaker 3: I nutted, Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, I got some nuts.

755
00:37:50,680 --> 00:37:53,399
Speaker 3: Goddamnit on Yeah.

756
00:37:53,800 --> 00:37:57,840
Speaker 1: If they would have tried to fight you.

757
00:37:56,320 --> 00:37:58,239
Speaker 3: You got to go in the booth. Yeah, going to

758
00:37:58,280 --> 00:37:58,720
Speaker 3: the booth.

759
00:37:58,719 --> 00:37:59,360
Speaker 2: The privacy.

760
00:38:00,480 --> 00:38:02,520
Speaker 3: I ain't saying that ship that it is what it is,

761
00:38:03,080 --> 00:38:06,560
Speaker 3: but who what we were talking about.

762
00:38:07,120 --> 00:38:14,480
Speaker 1: You're not ejaculating. And so the German lady.

763
00:38:14,200 --> 00:38:17,800
Speaker 3: Right right, So I feel like we don't drink champs

764
00:38:17,880 --> 00:38:25,120
Speaker 3: or some shit. So so that situation happened, and I

765
00:38:25,160 --> 00:38:29,160
Speaker 3: was I had already said even before her, like next chick,

766
00:38:29,239 --> 00:38:31,719
Speaker 3: I put a feetus in, like I want to be

767
00:38:31,960 --> 00:38:35,560
Speaker 3: married to her, you know what I'm saying. So when

768
00:38:35,600 --> 00:38:37,960
Speaker 3: she got pregnant or whatever she was, she was not

769
00:38:39,080 --> 00:38:42,239
Speaker 3: legally in the United States or whatever, so she's like, yo,

770
00:38:42,280 --> 00:38:44,000
Speaker 3: I need to be here, I need to you know,

771
00:38:44,120 --> 00:38:46,799
Speaker 3: be bla this and that third like, and I was like, well,

772
00:38:46,840 --> 00:38:49,279
Speaker 3: I'm not I'm not really ready to be in the

773
00:38:49,400 --> 00:38:52,360
Speaker 3: holy matrimony type ship, right, And she was like, well,

774
00:38:52,640 --> 00:38:54,919
Speaker 3: you know, your son need to be blah blah blah.

775
00:38:55,000 --> 00:38:57,960
Speaker 3: And that convicted me because I love my kids. I

776
00:38:58,000 --> 00:39:01,480
Speaker 3: don't play about none of them, even with them. If

777
00:39:01,480 --> 00:39:03,400
Speaker 3: one of my kids do something the other one like,

778
00:39:03,520 --> 00:39:05,480
Speaker 3: I'm harsh on that ship. I don't play that shit.

779
00:39:06,360 --> 00:39:08,960
Speaker 3: So anyway, I was just like cool, So I got

780
00:39:09,000 --> 00:39:15,200
Speaker 3: married and under that pretense. But then and a lot

781
00:39:15,239 --> 00:39:17,160
Speaker 3: of niggas don't even notice, right.

782
00:39:17,400 --> 00:39:19,800
Speaker 2: Exclusive Look.

783
00:39:22,840 --> 00:39:27,759
Speaker 3: When I got in the little I don't even know

784
00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:31,239
Speaker 3: what you call it, the little little federal room, and

785
00:39:31,280 --> 00:39:33,719
Speaker 3: they were just telling me what all came along with

786
00:39:34,880 --> 00:39:38,640
Speaker 3: marrying somebody that is not a citizen over here. I

787
00:39:38,719 --> 00:39:40,279
Speaker 3: was cool with it. You know, you got to make

788
00:39:40,320 --> 00:39:42,680
Speaker 3: sure that everything is okay with them. I life got that.

789
00:39:43,120 --> 00:39:44,560
Speaker 3: They was like, you got to make sure that this

790
00:39:44,760 --> 00:39:46,600
Speaker 3: is what that you want to do. I'm like, got that.

791
00:39:47,080 --> 00:39:49,280
Speaker 3: Things like you want to make sure that you provide

792
00:39:49,280 --> 00:39:51,160
Speaker 3: a place for them to be. I said, I got that.

793
00:39:51,560 --> 00:39:53,680
Speaker 3: And it's like you got to be responsible for them

794
00:39:53,800 --> 00:39:55,279
Speaker 3: financially for ten years.

795
00:39:55,320 --> 00:39:56,760
Speaker 1: I'll say, whoa ten years?

796
00:39:56,880 --> 00:39:57,160
Speaker 3: Yeah?

797
00:39:57,360 --> 00:40:00,239
Speaker 4: I said, wait, wait, wait, meaning that they can't get

798
00:40:00,239 --> 00:40:01,880
Speaker 4: on any public assistance or anything like that.

799
00:40:03,560 --> 00:40:10,880
Speaker 3: Married him nothing. Yeah, I wasn't. I wasn't. I was not.

800
00:40:13,000 --> 00:40:14,600
Speaker 1: I wasn't looking forward to the ten years.

801
00:40:14,640 --> 00:40:19,680
Speaker 3: I was not financially available, okay, to to take on

802
00:40:19,760 --> 00:40:22,600
Speaker 3: another kid at that point. This was my sixth kid.

803
00:40:23,440 --> 00:40:27,000
Speaker 3: I was responsible five. So if I was responsible for

804
00:40:27,040 --> 00:40:28,799
Speaker 3: her and the kid, that would be me and I

805
00:40:28,840 --> 00:40:33,240
Speaker 3: had seven kids. Wow, And I wasn't. I wasn't ready

806
00:40:33,280 --> 00:40:38,239
Speaker 3: for that. But you know I did have a conversation

807
00:40:38,360 --> 00:40:43,479
Speaker 3: with her and she we we basically didn't come to turn.

808
00:40:43,560 --> 00:40:47,080
Speaker 3: So I was like, I cannot concur disagreement that we

809
00:40:47,200 --> 00:40:48,520
Speaker 3: have made under the sun.

810
00:40:50,040 --> 00:40:55,800
Speaker 1: Wow. Yeah, So so you weren't holding your ejaculation because

811
00:40:55,800 --> 00:40:58,000
Speaker 1: you had six kids at that time.

812
00:40:58,040 --> 00:41:04,080
Speaker 3: It's been pre come.

813
00:41:03,520 --> 00:41:06,680
Speaker 1: Not every time. But I know you did get married

814
00:41:06,800 --> 00:41:07,800
Speaker 1: and then got divorced.

815
00:41:08,920 --> 00:41:12,240
Speaker 3: Well well well hurt. Yeah, so again like you get

816
00:41:12,400 --> 00:41:16,320
Speaker 3: married and then you follow the paperwork. So I got married,

817
00:41:16,680 --> 00:41:21,400
Speaker 3: fied the paperwork. When they told me these are randomous stipulations.

818
00:41:21,560 --> 00:41:22,120
Speaker 2: What were you?

819
00:41:22,200 --> 00:41:32,400
Speaker 4: Were like, yes, and my t I ship.

820
00:41:30,760 --> 00:41:33,280
Speaker 2: He was like second thought, never mind.

821
00:41:34,840 --> 00:41:39,440
Speaker 3: Basically you know, great, great, great, great fucking woman boss

822
00:41:39,560 --> 00:41:42,560
Speaker 3: type woman got a master's degree all of that ship.

823
00:41:42,600 --> 00:41:45,879
Speaker 1: Okay, so she wasn't a had needed your money.

824
00:41:46,280 --> 00:41:46,759
Speaker 2: She wasn't.

825
00:41:48,360 --> 00:41:51,120
Speaker 3: I just like honestly, like, I'm gonna keep it one hundred.

826
00:41:51,320 --> 00:41:56,520
Speaker 3: Marriage ain't for niggas, Marriages for women like, no, I'm boy,

827
00:41:56,560 --> 00:41:59,560
Speaker 3: I'm a boy. To check this out. You, I could

828
00:41:59,560 --> 00:42:02,680
Speaker 3: marry you, right, you could cheat on me with my

829
00:42:02,760 --> 00:42:05,279
Speaker 3: goddamn brother. I could come in the house and catch

830
00:42:05,320 --> 00:42:08,320
Speaker 3: you on the bed together. Guess what, You're still gonna

831
00:42:08,320 --> 00:42:14,600
Speaker 3: get half of my ship. No matter what.

832
00:42:14,600 --> 00:42:16,399
Speaker 2: What if she had more to me, then you get

833
00:42:16,400 --> 00:42:16,919
Speaker 2: half of mine.

834
00:42:17,120 --> 00:42:20,600
Speaker 3: Is it such a thing? Absolutely, that's her having more

835
00:42:20,640 --> 00:42:24,839
Speaker 3: to me? Okay, well I'm gonna get.

836
00:42:24,760 --> 00:42:30,200
Speaker 4: Married, Holly Barry, there's a married one who he said,

837
00:42:30,200 --> 00:42:31,160
Speaker 4: it's just such a thing.

838
00:42:31,680 --> 00:42:32,359
Speaker 1: Absolutely.

839
00:42:32,400 --> 00:42:35,279
Speaker 3: But what I'm saying is predominantly when you look at

840
00:42:35,880 --> 00:42:41,400
Speaker 3: all of the multi millionaires in women, ninety five percent

841
00:42:41,440 --> 00:42:44,200
Speaker 3: of them came from marriages to way they got half

842
00:42:44,280 --> 00:42:47,480
Speaker 3: the guys ship, and she became a millionaire.

843
00:42:47,040 --> 00:42:58,080
Speaker 6: Five just Oprah by herself.

844
00:43:02,480 --> 00:43:03,319
Speaker 3: Of women.

845
00:43:10,480 --> 00:43:11,120
Speaker 1: Statistics.

846
00:43:11,920 --> 00:43:14,040
Speaker 3: What I'm saying is it's not it's not built for

847
00:43:14,160 --> 00:43:16,400
Speaker 3: me in like, if I cheat on you, they're gonna

848
00:43:16,520 --> 00:43:18,800
Speaker 3: drag my ass. They're gonna give you more than have.

849
00:43:18,880 --> 00:43:21,719
Speaker 3: They gonna give you everything that you've ever been looking for.

850
00:43:21,960 --> 00:43:24,399
Speaker 3: But I could go through the same thing with you,

851
00:43:24,680 --> 00:43:27,120
Speaker 3: and you did the same ship, and they still gonna

852
00:43:27,120 --> 00:43:28,320
Speaker 3: give you.

853
00:43:28,360 --> 00:43:33,120
Speaker 1: Think it's hard and a lot of times and with.

854
00:43:34,520 --> 00:43:36,879
Speaker 3: Found a way around in prenups are found.

855
00:43:37,320 --> 00:43:38,760
Speaker 1: You don't think you'll ever get married again.

856
00:43:46,120 --> 00:43:48,040
Speaker 3: I can either confirm nor deny it.

857
00:43:52,000 --> 00:43:53,359
Speaker 2: Because I still haven't heard.

858
00:43:53,480 --> 00:43:55,520
Speaker 1: We have heard that in love Sudart.

859
00:43:56,640 --> 00:43:58,600
Speaker 2: He was in love with the son's mom.

860
00:43:59,440 --> 00:44:02,799
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I loved it. I definitely loved it.

861
00:44:03,000 --> 00:44:07,319
Speaker 1: You did a song called Greedy. Yeah, all right, Now,

862
00:44:07,400 --> 00:44:09,280
Speaker 1: what were you going through when you did that song?

863
00:44:09,360 --> 00:44:13,200
Speaker 1: Because that was all about and not just but you know,

864
00:44:13,239 --> 00:44:15,839
Speaker 1: people being greedy and one of that.

865
00:44:15,960 --> 00:44:17,880
Speaker 3: You know what's crazy about this ship? And this is

866
00:44:18,000 --> 00:44:22,719
Speaker 3: where the camera at what a camera is on. Don't

867
00:44:22,760 --> 00:44:25,080
Speaker 3: never say no ship that ain't happened to you yet,

868
00:44:25,080 --> 00:44:28,920
Speaker 3: because you were manifested. When I wrote that greedy joint,

869
00:44:29,400 --> 00:44:32,400
Speaker 3: I was in prison. I didn't have one kid and

870
00:44:32,440 --> 00:44:36,719
Speaker 3: I was talking about greedy baby mamas didn't have one.

871
00:44:37,320 --> 00:44:41,200
Speaker 1: So what inspired it? Then? Like people you saw other stories.

872
00:44:43,000 --> 00:44:57,560
Speaker 3: Nothing inspired that day and show shipped into existence five

873
00:44:57,719 --> 00:45:01,480
Speaker 3: baby mamas. Like people asked me how many kids you got? Now,

874
00:45:01,480 --> 00:45:05,239
Speaker 3: I only got real six kids, but always say I

875
00:45:05,280 --> 00:45:10,440
Speaker 3: got eleven kids because I got five and all of

876
00:45:10,440 --> 00:45:12,759
Speaker 3: them pay a lot of child support. I take care

877
00:45:12,800 --> 00:45:16,520
Speaker 3: of everybody's situations. Man, I make sure they cool, because

878
00:45:16,520 --> 00:45:18,640
Speaker 3: I don't want my kids to be wanting for nothing.

879
00:45:19,160 --> 00:45:22,280
Speaker 1: But you know that ship is how old is your youngest?

880
00:45:22,800 --> 00:45:25,160
Speaker 3: My youngest is about to be eight years old on

881
00:45:25,200 --> 00:45:28,200
Speaker 3: the twenty first, and then my sixteen years she's about

882
00:45:28,239 --> 00:45:31,919
Speaker 3: to be sixteen twenty second. Yeah, so I got eight,

883
00:45:32,640 --> 00:45:34,600
Speaker 3: and then my other son is eight, don't ask me

884
00:45:34,600 --> 00:45:38,799
Speaker 3: about that. And then we got to right then I

885
00:45:38,840 --> 00:45:39,160
Speaker 3: got a.

886
00:45:40,080 --> 00:45:40,600
Speaker 1: What do they call it?

887
00:45:40,680 --> 00:45:41,440
Speaker 2: Irish twins?

888
00:45:41,760 --> 00:45:44,840
Speaker 3: Okay, my guys, they handsome, They them little niggas a

889
00:45:45,960 --> 00:45:51,000
Speaker 3: phoenix and il I like those these these cats is

890
00:45:51,120 --> 00:45:52,160
Speaker 3: you know they they.

891
00:45:52,200 --> 00:45:53,160
Speaker 1: And they're best friends.

892
00:45:53,440 --> 00:45:54,600
Speaker 3: Yeah, they best friends.

893
00:45:54,600 --> 00:45:58,960
Speaker 4: They Yeah, now they're not twins the Irish.

894
00:45:59,400 --> 00:46:01,239
Speaker 3: Yeah they look, but you know what people think that

895
00:46:01,280 --> 00:46:04,640
Speaker 3: they twins. One was born in January, was born in October.

896
00:46:05,480 --> 00:46:08,279
Speaker 1: Okay, he was busy.

897
00:46:08,400 --> 00:46:09,799
Speaker 2: He was busy, not coming.

898
00:46:10,640 --> 00:46:14,520
Speaker 1: He was busy. Years I was watching.

899
00:46:15,480 --> 00:46:16,680
Speaker 2: He was busy with that plea com.

900
00:46:16,680 --> 00:46:18,719
Speaker 1: Now let me ask you this we all know about.

901
00:46:19,160 --> 00:46:20,520
Speaker 1: We watched Love and Hip Hop.

902
00:46:21,320 --> 00:46:24,719
Speaker 3: God damn you, Carly Red.

903
00:46:24,960 --> 00:46:27,120
Speaker 1: You gave her a ring. But the ring was not

904
00:46:28,160 --> 00:46:29,840
Speaker 1: It was not an engagement proposal.

905
00:46:30,040 --> 00:46:32,239
Speaker 4: It was a I promise you ain't gonna never find

906
00:46:32,280 --> 00:46:33,799
Speaker 4: a man like me and your life ring?

907
00:46:33,960 --> 00:46:34,800
Speaker 1: Can you please?

908
00:46:35,560 --> 00:46:35,600
Speaker 4: You?

909
00:46:37,640 --> 00:46:39,920
Speaker 1: That whole situation and she fainted.

910
00:46:40,320 --> 00:46:45,799
Speaker 3: That ring was real. That's that ring was a real commitment.

911
00:46:46,840 --> 00:46:48,400
Speaker 3: It might not have been a real diamond.

912
00:46:48,960 --> 00:46:51,560
Speaker 1: Oh my god, you give a fake diamond?

913
00:46:52,160 --> 00:46:54,680
Speaker 2: Is Conia think?

914
00:46:54,800 --> 00:46:59,279
Speaker 1: Was even that rectangle? What made you? Dude, I've never

915
00:46:59,320 --> 00:47:01,279
Speaker 1: heard of giving want to ring? Him break up.

916
00:47:01,760 --> 00:47:03,839
Speaker 2: Because you said you're never gonna find another.

917
00:47:04,080 --> 00:47:05,799
Speaker 3: I'm gonna say this on this show, right And I

918
00:47:05,800 --> 00:47:08,400
Speaker 3: ain't even said this before because I don't. I didn't.

919
00:47:08,920 --> 00:47:11,320
Speaker 3: I don't put nobody in bad like me and Collie Cool.

920
00:47:11,800 --> 00:47:13,520
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying. Like I've spoken to her

921
00:47:13,560 --> 00:47:16,520
Speaker 3: after that, you know she's successful a couple. She got

922
00:47:16,520 --> 00:47:20,200
Speaker 3: a couple of fast food restaurants with Neil Least. Last time, she's.

923
00:47:20,400 --> 00:47:24,440
Speaker 1: Fast food Johnny's Chicken, fast food restaurant.

924
00:47:24,520 --> 00:47:29,040
Speaker 4: It's called Johnny's Chicken. Told me it's a chicken and

925
00:47:29,080 --> 00:47:33,360
Speaker 4: waf restaurant. She said that with Crystal Crystal Smith.

926
00:47:33,600 --> 00:47:38,640
Speaker 3: Okay, apparently people eating and ship. I'm been there right stream,

927
00:47:38,760 --> 00:47:40,719
Speaker 3: but I said that to say like she's successful. So

928
00:47:40,760 --> 00:47:42,759
Speaker 3: I feel like that she wouldn't be mad at me

929
00:47:42,840 --> 00:47:48,200
Speaker 3: for telling my truth. So I used to deal with

930
00:47:48,280 --> 00:47:52,600
Speaker 3: Collie Red before I was ever on love and hip hop.

931
00:47:52,840 --> 00:47:57,399
Speaker 3: And I dealt with Collie Red because she she had

932
00:47:57,400 --> 00:47:59,640
Speaker 3: been through some ship in her life, you know what

933
00:47:59,680 --> 00:48:02,480
Speaker 3: I'm saying. And I felt like when people go through

934
00:48:02,480 --> 00:48:04,960
Speaker 3: ship in their life, which which shouldn't be the case,

935
00:48:05,160 --> 00:48:08,279
Speaker 3: I feel like that they can really appreciate when some

936
00:48:08,280 --> 00:48:12,800
Speaker 3: good ship come because they've been here. So through dealing

937
00:48:12,840 --> 00:48:15,799
Speaker 3: with her, she was always asking me, and in retrospect,

938
00:48:15,880 --> 00:48:18,600
Speaker 3: I felt like that she was always asked. That was

939
00:48:18,600 --> 00:48:21,040
Speaker 3: her whole intention all along. You know. When I because

940
00:48:21,080 --> 00:48:25,120
Speaker 3: I had never watched I never watched that ship. I

941
00:48:25,160 --> 00:48:27,000
Speaker 3: didn't know that she had a lot of different niggas

942
00:48:27,040 --> 00:48:30,440
Speaker 3: on there. Now Yeah, so sas, I just don't watch

943
00:48:30,480 --> 00:48:32,839
Speaker 3: that ship like I'm a different nigga, Like I don't

944
00:48:33,080 --> 00:48:35,000
Speaker 3: I don't get into godship. But none of that bro

945
00:48:35,440 --> 00:48:38,719
Speaker 3: So anyway, through dealing with her, she was always like, Yo,

946
00:48:38,920 --> 00:48:40,719
Speaker 3: I want you to get on the show. I was like, no,

947
00:48:40,920 --> 00:48:42,799
Speaker 3: fuck that ship, I ain't getting on the show. And

948
00:48:42,840 --> 00:48:44,160
Speaker 3: she was like, oh, can you get in the show.

949
00:48:44,200 --> 00:48:48,520
Speaker 3: I was like I should still, no, goddamnit, no, because

950
00:48:49,440 --> 00:48:55,799
Speaker 3: album coming out that so she she was like, yo,

951
00:48:56,600 --> 00:48:58,400
Speaker 3: she finally has something. And she was like, Yo, you

952
00:48:58,440 --> 00:49:00,600
Speaker 3: got an album coming out. She's like, I can make

953
00:49:00,640 --> 00:49:03,279
Speaker 3: sure that your album is promoted and blah blah blah.

954
00:49:05,120 --> 00:49:07,520
Speaker 3: I'm like, damn, I do need another must be nice

955
00:49:07,800 --> 00:49:11,759
Speaker 3: this motherfucker. So I say, I said, all right, cool, Right,

956
00:49:11,880 --> 00:49:14,719
Speaker 3: So I get on this goddamn show man, and I'm

957
00:49:14,719 --> 00:49:19,080
Speaker 3: going through audience random I'm going through and then I

958
00:49:19,080 --> 00:49:21,360
Speaker 3: think like, I'm a positive nigga. So I'm like, I

959
00:49:21,360 --> 00:49:24,800
Speaker 3: could get on this show and I could speak positivity

960
00:49:24,840 --> 00:49:28,680
Speaker 3: into this goddamn life. You know, these niggas dragged me.

961
00:49:31,440 --> 00:49:37,120
Speaker 3: Everybody as mona ass. Don't go fuck with you, drag

962
00:49:37,200 --> 00:49:41,360
Speaker 3: you the same way. But and so then through the

963
00:49:41,880 --> 00:49:44,960
Speaker 3: we had never promoted my album one goddamn time. Now

964
00:49:45,000 --> 00:49:48,879
Speaker 3: mind you, you promoted all this other bullsh shit, never

965
00:49:48,960 --> 00:49:51,800
Speaker 3: pum on my album. But I'm still giving it the

966
00:49:51,880 --> 00:49:55,000
Speaker 3: benefit of doubt because y'all women be goddamn tricking me.

967
00:49:55,120 --> 00:50:01,359
Speaker 3: Man Like, So finally one of my niggas that worked

968
00:50:01,360 --> 00:50:04,240
Speaker 3: on the show, he just was like, yo, you you ready,

969
00:50:04,520 --> 00:50:06,279
Speaker 3: And just the way he said it, he only said

970
00:50:06,280 --> 00:50:09,040
Speaker 3: it one time. I'm like, what you mean ready? Were

971
00:50:09,040 --> 00:50:10,600
Speaker 3: in LA were about to shoot out? Like what you

972
00:50:10,640 --> 00:50:14,440
Speaker 3: mean ready? He's like, man, man, I'm like, man, what

973
00:50:14,640 --> 00:50:19,279
Speaker 3: So anyway, short story shorter. He pulled me to the side, like, bro, like,

974
00:50:20,120 --> 00:50:22,600
Speaker 3: she about to clown you. She about to make you

975
00:50:22,640 --> 00:50:25,640
Speaker 3: look crazy for the one nigga, and she about to

976
00:50:25,640 --> 00:50:27,720
Speaker 3: tell you some shit. She's sleeping with the raw nigga.

977
00:50:27,760 --> 00:50:32,399
Speaker 3: This is the plan, right, I'm like, so she's trying

978
00:50:32,440 --> 00:50:36,400
Speaker 3: to goof me. Right, So I'm like, all right, cool.

979
00:50:36,760 --> 00:50:39,080
Speaker 3: So I tell my man that I was shooting cap.

980
00:50:39,120 --> 00:50:40,680
Speaker 3: I say, y'all want to get a real good shot

981
00:50:40,680 --> 00:50:42,120
Speaker 3: of this shit because I'm only gonna do this shit

982
00:50:42,200 --> 00:50:44,800
Speaker 3: one time. It's gonna be some really dope shit for TV.

983
00:50:45,160 --> 00:50:47,080
Speaker 3: And I said, this is gonna be a classic moment

984
00:50:47,120 --> 00:50:48,440
Speaker 3: in loving hip hop history.

985
00:50:48,560 --> 00:50:49,160
Speaker 2: Yes it was.

986
00:50:49,239 --> 00:50:51,839
Speaker 3: And hence the ring hents, the falling out.

987
00:50:52,360 --> 00:50:54,879
Speaker 5: Where did the ring come from?

988
00:50:54,920 --> 00:50:57,720
Speaker 3: The ring came from the ring costs Like thirty dollars.

989
00:50:57,880 --> 00:51:00,040
Speaker 5: Okay, but you just picked it up after he told.

990
00:50:59,880 --> 00:51:01,440
Speaker 3: Her that, or when he told me that.

991
00:51:01,560 --> 00:51:04,600
Speaker 1: I was looking, you know, for there's clear's accessories.

992
00:51:07,200 --> 00:51:12,640
Speaker 3: This could have been a ring. Wow, case could have

993
00:51:12,640 --> 00:51:18,640
Speaker 3: been an ing. But we did that, you know what

994
00:51:18,680 --> 00:51:22,479
Speaker 3: I'm saying. And then, but one thing you gotta say

995
00:51:22,480 --> 00:51:24,960
Speaker 3: about Collie, right, she know how to pivot, She know

996
00:51:25,040 --> 00:51:27,400
Speaker 3: how to get that bag. She came and made a

997
00:51:27,400 --> 00:51:31,720
Speaker 3: couple of episode she took the ring to the praiser, praiser,

998
00:51:32,080 --> 00:51:35,399
Speaker 3: praise the ring. Then the next episode was that broke

999
00:51:35,520 --> 00:51:38,319
Speaker 3: ass nigga life couldn't even get a real ring and

1000
00:51:38,400 --> 00:51:39,120
Speaker 3: all this stuff.

1001
00:51:39,120 --> 00:51:42,320
Speaker 2: I'm like, why am I give you a real ring? Breakup?

1002
00:51:43,080 --> 00:51:45,600
Speaker 3: But that's that's how this world is. This whole world

1003
00:51:45,640 --> 00:51:49,520
Speaker 3: is fake, bro, and and and and I realized at

1004
00:51:49,520 --> 00:51:53,000
Speaker 3: that moment, I really think Collie read in a whole franchise,

1005
00:51:53,160 --> 00:51:56,640
Speaker 3: because at that moment, I realized that the problem has

1006
00:51:56,680 --> 00:52:01,120
Speaker 3: never been all these fake motherfuckers, bro. Problem has been

1007
00:52:01,880 --> 00:52:05,479
Speaker 3: me being around these fake motherfuckers and showing up as

1008
00:52:05,520 --> 00:52:10,200
Speaker 3: the real me. That's been the problem all along. Motherfucker's

1009
00:52:10,200 --> 00:52:12,880
Speaker 3: being fake, but I'm showing up as the real me.

1010
00:52:13,280 --> 00:52:16,759
Speaker 3: Expecting them to be the real them and that was

1011
00:52:16,800 --> 00:52:17,480
Speaker 3: the problem.

1012
00:52:17,920 --> 00:52:20,759
Speaker 1: I mean, it's TV and you know, but love you

1013
00:52:20,760 --> 00:52:22,480
Speaker 1: also did an EP with a lot of songs. Wouldn't

1014
00:52:22,480 --> 00:52:25,120
Speaker 1: mean a butterfly. She's very talented.

1015
00:52:25,280 --> 00:52:27,160
Speaker 3: Yeah. Her nigga though, what's that nigga name?

1016
00:52:30,200 --> 00:52:35,320
Speaker 1: Peter sorry, Peter Peter Guns.

1017
00:52:35,480 --> 00:52:40,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, for the kids.

1018
00:52:39,680 --> 00:52:42,720
Speaker 3: The nigga was doing all these interviews and stuff talking

1019
00:52:42,719 --> 00:52:45,080
Speaker 3: about just talking recordless about me.

1020
00:52:45,239 --> 00:52:46,839
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying about you. I didn't even

1021
00:52:46,840 --> 00:52:47,200
Speaker 1: see that.

1022
00:52:47,440 --> 00:52:52,120
Speaker 3: Yeah, man, it was you. He mad because this little

1023
00:52:52,160 --> 00:52:55,680
Speaker 3: chick dig me whatever he was talking about. Did you

1024
00:52:55,680 --> 00:52:58,520
Speaker 3: guys address it? Yeah, I mean to me and the

1025
00:52:58,600 --> 00:52:59,760
Speaker 3: mean because.

1026
00:52:59,520 --> 00:53:01,160
Speaker 1: That was a lot of songs together on the EP

1027
00:53:01,360 --> 00:53:03,319
Speaker 1: that it felt a vibe. I felt that.

1028
00:53:06,360 --> 00:53:12,759
Speaker 3: I couldn't either confirm original no. But you know he said,

1029
00:53:13,120 --> 00:53:15,960
Speaker 3: I don't know, man, Peter Guns like his his this

1030
00:53:16,040 --> 00:53:17,719
Speaker 3: ship he was talking. I didn't even respond to that

1031
00:53:17,760 --> 00:53:22,440
Speaker 3: ship because it's like, yo, he ain't Peter Guns. That's PG, nigga.

1032
00:53:23,640 --> 00:53:25,600
Speaker 3: That's PG that ain't ready to I ain't nothing ready

1033
00:53:25,640 --> 00:53:27,280
Speaker 3: to all about you, nigga. That ship is PG.

1034
00:53:27,480 --> 00:53:30,160
Speaker 1: Oh my gosh. So you didn't even bother to respond

1035
00:53:30,160 --> 00:53:32,319
Speaker 1: to that. I didn't even see him saying nothing about you,

1036
00:53:32,400 --> 00:53:33,480
Speaker 1: but he.

1037
00:53:33,360 --> 00:53:37,200
Speaker 3: Did, he said he it was under her post. He

1038
00:53:37,320 --> 00:53:41,840
Speaker 3: was just talking about, you know, some ship, about somebody

1039
00:53:41,840 --> 00:53:44,759
Speaker 3: I was messing with. He was messing with and they

1040
00:53:44,840 --> 00:53:47,520
Speaker 3: said this. I'm just like, so you might got to

1041
00:53:47,560 --> 00:53:48,520
Speaker 3: do a reality show.

1042
00:53:48,719 --> 00:53:52,560
Speaker 6: No, he's retired.

1043
00:53:53,000 --> 00:53:55,160
Speaker 3: He is, he's still doing I think Peter Gun is

1044
00:53:55,160 --> 00:53:58,239
Speaker 3: still doing that.

1045
00:53:58,440 --> 00:53:59,719
Speaker 2: Yeah, he's the new host.

1046
00:54:00,440 --> 00:54:04,000
Speaker 3: I didn't not to bring old ship up, but to

1047
00:54:04,000 --> 00:54:05,800
Speaker 3: bring old ship up. But didn't.

1048
00:54:06,120 --> 00:54:07,520
Speaker 2: Wasn't he cheating with yes?

1049
00:54:07,840 --> 00:54:09,040
Speaker 3: And then you do yes?

1050
00:54:10,040 --> 00:54:13,360
Speaker 2: Life comes at you like come s fast.

1051
00:54:14,480 --> 00:54:17,760
Speaker 3: I should be weird. It should be weird, man.

1052
00:54:18,040 --> 00:54:19,960
Speaker 1: And you're going to Hawaii're about to go to Hawaii

1053
00:54:20,000 --> 00:54:23,799
Speaker 1: soon too, right, I've never been to me. What I know.

1054
00:54:23,840 --> 00:54:26,040
Speaker 1: You're gonna have a time a couple.

1055
00:54:25,760 --> 00:54:29,160
Speaker 3: Of days there, Like I I got six shows out there.

1056
00:54:29,600 --> 00:54:32,240
Speaker 3: That's great, and I'll be out there for like four days.

1057
00:54:32,360 --> 00:54:33,799
Speaker 3: My son he coming out there too.

1058
00:54:33,840 --> 00:54:35,840
Speaker 1: Oh that's dope. See that's nice to be able to

1059
00:54:35,840 --> 00:54:39,000
Speaker 1: do stuff like that and bring like your son with you.

1060
00:54:39,000 --> 00:54:41,280
Speaker 1: You got him working, he's going to school for finance.

1061
00:54:41,840 --> 00:54:44,480
Speaker 3: He doing this ship and he trust him, proud of him.

1062
00:54:44,600 --> 00:54:46,080
Speaker 1: Did you, not your kid.

1063
00:54:46,280 --> 00:54:49,560
Speaker 3: Yeah, I have no reason to trust people. I don't

1064
00:54:49,560 --> 00:54:51,120
Speaker 3: even want to be put in a position to where

1065
00:54:51,160 --> 00:54:53,520
Speaker 3: I have to trust you. You know what I'm saying.

1066
00:54:53,520 --> 00:54:55,480
Speaker 3: That's my ship. I got a lot of ship going on,

1067
00:54:55,920 --> 00:54:59,359
Speaker 3: Like I got the clothing line, my ship topping repetition brand.

1068
00:54:59,440 --> 00:55:02,759
Speaker 3: My children just came out. Three book series. Not one

1069
00:55:02,760 --> 00:55:04,520
Speaker 3: of it's three book series. I'm gonna write a new

1070
00:55:04,560 --> 00:55:07,480
Speaker 3: book every year and added to it. My lounge is

1071
00:55:07,480 --> 00:55:10,920
Speaker 3: in Atlanta, if you'll have it down there. You live

1072
00:55:10,960 --> 00:55:13,160
Speaker 3: in Atlanta? Yeah, So I got a lounge out there.

1073
00:55:13,160 --> 00:55:16,120
Speaker 3: It's called Life eighteen fifty two.

1074
00:55:16,600 --> 00:55:17,480
Speaker 1: Where is it.

1075
00:55:17,480 --> 00:55:22,560
Speaker 3: It's in Jonesborough, Okay, Yeah, so that joint is out there.

1076
00:55:23,200 --> 00:55:26,319
Speaker 4: I just moved from the south side actually north now.

1077
00:55:26,400 --> 00:55:27,879
Speaker 4: But I'll check it out.

1078
00:55:28,080 --> 00:55:29,520
Speaker 3: So, I mean, you know good.

1079
00:55:29,800 --> 00:55:30,719
Speaker 2: I don't want to do is eat.

1080
00:55:31,600 --> 00:55:33,960
Speaker 3: I don't know if it's good. It's good each individual.

1081
00:55:34,000 --> 00:55:35,640
Speaker 3: It's just like you eat.

1082
00:55:35,800 --> 00:55:40,200
Speaker 1: You gotta sell it better than that, don't one. I don't.

1083
00:55:40,880 --> 00:55:41,919
Speaker 1: I don't know good.

1084
00:55:42,320 --> 00:55:43,040
Speaker 3: You know I won't.

1085
00:55:43,400 --> 00:55:44,600
Speaker 1: You're too honest.

1086
00:55:44,760 --> 00:55:47,600
Speaker 4: You're very restricted. Would you confirm anyway? So I'm gonna

1087
00:55:47,600 --> 00:55:48,600
Speaker 4: have to check it out with myself.

1088
00:55:48,800 --> 00:55:50,799
Speaker 3: Yeah, I just I just don't want the bullshit in

1089
00:55:50,840 --> 00:55:53,839
Speaker 3: my life at this point. Man, you know, I don't

1090
00:55:53,840 --> 00:55:56,120
Speaker 3: want to be coming from the breakfast club and smoking

1091
00:55:56,200 --> 00:55:57,719
Speaker 3: long cigarettes.

1092
00:56:02,600 --> 00:56:02,880
Speaker 1: Around.

1093
00:56:03,040 --> 00:56:03,080
Speaker 5: No.

1094
00:56:03,200 --> 00:56:07,759
Speaker 3: This is the ship. This is actually the best podcast

1095
00:56:07,800 --> 00:56:10,040
Speaker 3: that I've been on because I feel like I get

1096
00:56:10,040 --> 00:56:12,720
Speaker 3: to like when I when I drink, I don't necessarily

1097
00:56:12,800 --> 00:56:14,480
Speaker 3: drink a lot, but when I do drink, I do

1098
00:56:14,520 --> 00:56:19,680
Speaker 3: feel more relaxed. Because I probably shouldn't even say this,

1099
00:56:19,680 --> 00:56:22,040
Speaker 3: but I'm gonna say anyway, I be like, I be

1100
00:56:22,200 --> 00:56:26,359
Speaker 3: like paranoid, bro. I be like really like like when

1101
00:56:26,440 --> 00:56:29,320
Speaker 3: dudes be interviewing me, if a niggas say something slick,

1102
00:56:29,719 --> 00:56:32,319
Speaker 3: like if a niggas say something like yo, then you

1103
00:56:32,360 --> 00:56:37,000
Speaker 3: say that you was in prison with Jeffrey domind like

1104
00:56:37,080 --> 00:56:40,319
Speaker 3: my mind just be like this nigga trying so mean,

1105
00:56:40,400 --> 00:56:42,600
Speaker 3: Like this nigga like you, but you.

1106
00:56:42,520 --> 00:56:46,759
Speaker 1: Did say that pretty brown eyes. He asked for that.

1107
00:56:46,880 --> 00:56:48,480
Speaker 3: He did that.

1108
00:56:48,719 --> 00:56:50,160
Speaker 1: People didn't believe you for some reason.

1109
00:56:50,520 --> 00:56:53,000
Speaker 3: Yeah, But but like coming from you the way you

1110
00:56:53,000 --> 00:56:54,839
Speaker 3: say you say you just flip your hand like that,

1111
00:56:54,880 --> 00:57:04,800
Speaker 3: people didn't believe a cigarette different. It's like, I don't know,

1112
00:57:04,960 --> 00:57:06,400
Speaker 3: and this is why I stay in the house. I

1113
00:57:06,400 --> 00:57:08,720
Speaker 3: don't got to own a lot of friends at all.

1114
00:57:09,120 --> 00:57:11,680
Speaker 3: I do. I stay in the house. I'm never outside

1115
00:57:11,719 --> 00:57:14,319
Speaker 3: because you know, again, I'm working on me. And I

1116
00:57:14,320 --> 00:57:16,880
Speaker 3: feel some kind of like if a nigga asked me something,

1117
00:57:16,920 --> 00:57:18,480
Speaker 3: I'm just immediately just like.

1118
00:57:18,520 --> 00:57:20,120
Speaker 1: Trigger is that PTSD?

1119
00:57:20,680 --> 00:57:23,480
Speaker 3: I think it's from prison, because when you in prison,

1120
00:57:24,320 --> 00:57:26,880
Speaker 3: you gotta like no bullshit when the nigga. Even if

1121
00:57:26,880 --> 00:57:28,800
Speaker 3: a nigga come in prison and he'd be like hi,

1122
00:57:29,640 --> 00:57:32,520
Speaker 3: it's like you gotta analyze that whole ship in thirty

1123
00:57:32,520 --> 00:57:33,240
Speaker 3: different ways, like.

1124
00:57:33,280 --> 00:57:37,360
Speaker 1: Niggas like chess. You mean, Hi, he's doing this, and

1125
00:57:37,360 --> 00:57:42,120
Speaker 1: then I gotta do that and then wow, PTSD.

1126
00:57:42,720 --> 00:57:46,600
Speaker 3: Where the god I used to be in prison and

1127
00:57:46,600 --> 00:57:48,840
Speaker 3: the nigga do something to me, and I know I

1128
00:57:48,840 --> 00:57:51,080
Speaker 3: gotta fuck him up for it. I know I gotta

1129
00:57:51,160 --> 00:57:54,280
Speaker 3: do some vicious ship to him so that nobody ever

1130
00:57:54,400 --> 00:57:58,240
Speaker 3: do this ship but the only thing to even take presidents.

1131
00:57:58,360 --> 00:57:59,920
Speaker 3: I know I got to do this ship to this nigga.

1132
00:58:00,040 --> 00:58:02,160
Speaker 3: I'm about to do it, but then in my mind,

1133
00:58:02,200 --> 00:58:05,400
Speaker 3: I just be like, why did this nigga choose me

1134
00:58:05,480 --> 00:58:07,320
Speaker 3: to do this ship to it? Like what did this

1135
00:58:07,400 --> 00:58:10,200
Speaker 3: nigga see that that he thought like you know what,

1136
00:58:10,360 --> 00:58:12,400
Speaker 3: I'm gonna do this ship to this nigga, and that

1137
00:58:12,560 --> 00:58:17,360
Speaker 3: makes me fucking mad, like nigga, like you like, because

1138
00:58:17,560 --> 00:58:19,520
Speaker 3: it's like it's not only that I gotta fuck you

1139
00:58:19,640 --> 00:58:22,840
Speaker 3: up over this ship that you did, but now it's

1140
00:58:22,920 --> 00:58:26,120
Speaker 3: like the ship that I've been thinking has been working

1141
00:58:26,240 --> 00:58:28,840
Speaker 3: for to keep these niggas away from me from fucking

1142
00:58:28,880 --> 00:58:32,600
Speaker 3: with me. It's like, now, Nigga, I gotta rethink my

1143
00:58:32,760 --> 00:58:36,439
Speaker 3: whole ship. Nigga, I gotta reshow up my whole heem

1144
00:58:36,600 --> 00:58:38,640
Speaker 3: nigga because you done did some fuck ship.

1145
00:58:38,720 --> 00:58:41,200
Speaker 1: Like I just I want you to talk to someone

1146
00:58:41,360 --> 00:58:46,000
Speaker 1: like we don't find you a lad. I need you

1147
00:58:46,040 --> 00:58:52,520
Speaker 1: to talk because it's like some past trauma from things

1148
00:58:52,520 --> 00:58:55,440
Speaker 1: that you have never really addressed. I'm keeping it real.

1149
00:58:55,600 --> 00:58:59,160
Speaker 1: Just sitting here listening to you discuss this. Honestly does

1150
00:58:59,280 --> 00:59:02,400
Speaker 1: feel like you need to work through some things. Have

1151
00:59:02,480 --> 00:59:03,040
Speaker 1: you ever done that?

1152
00:59:03,120 --> 00:59:05,160
Speaker 3: Working someone? What?

1153
00:59:04,640 --> 00:59:04,680
Speaker 6: What?

1154
00:59:04,920 --> 00:59:06,120
Speaker 3: What? A therapist?

1155
00:59:06,200 --> 00:59:08,520
Speaker 1: Yeah? Like I'll see here, you say.

1156
00:59:09,480 --> 00:59:13,560
Speaker 3: Come on, because I look at the therapist like this fire. Everybody.

1157
00:59:14,200 --> 00:59:19,120
Speaker 3: Everybody got something that happened in You're gonna cry out

1158
00:59:19,280 --> 00:59:19,960
Speaker 3: your whole life and.

1159
00:59:20,000 --> 00:59:21,560
Speaker 2: You going to know you talk about it and you

1160
00:59:21,640 --> 00:59:24,400
Speaker 2: learn how to deal with a month and then learn

1161
00:59:24,440 --> 00:59:27,280
Speaker 2: from cry what like you know, when's.

1162
00:59:27,120 --> 00:59:27,960
Speaker 1: The last time you cried?

1163
00:59:28,840 --> 00:59:29,800
Speaker 3: I ain't never cry.

1164
00:59:30,320 --> 00:59:31,000
Speaker 1: Don't say that.

1165
00:59:31,000 --> 00:59:35,200
Speaker 4: That's not true your baby, And.

1166
00:59:35,080 --> 00:59:38,400
Speaker 3: That's cool for y'all because no, no, no real talk

1167
00:59:38,400 --> 00:59:40,880
Speaker 3: because I'm not I'm not tripping on it. Like I mean,

1168
00:59:40,960 --> 00:59:43,360
Speaker 3: I know, I know what it is. I know that

1169
00:59:43,400 --> 00:59:45,680
Speaker 3: it's there. I can see it. It's a big screen

1170
00:59:45,760 --> 00:59:48,280
Speaker 3: TV and it ain't the thirteen that's TV. I can see

1171
00:59:48,400 --> 00:59:51,720
Speaker 3: that it's there. But at the same time, it doesn't

1172
00:59:51,760 --> 00:59:54,320
Speaker 3: have to affect me, like in my dealings with people,

1173
00:59:54,560 --> 00:59:58,600
Speaker 3: because if I again, like with dudes and females, I

1174
00:59:58,640 --> 01:00:01,560
Speaker 3: don't have to be around you, like if I feel

1175
01:00:01,600 --> 01:00:04,000
Speaker 3: like like if I get triggered by something. You know

1176
01:00:04,040 --> 01:00:06,120
Speaker 3: what I'm saying. I know, I don't got to get

1177
01:00:06,200 --> 01:00:08,960
Speaker 3: upset at you or whatever. I know that you're a human,

1178
01:00:09,120 --> 01:00:11,720
Speaker 3: so I can choose to not be around you.

1179
01:00:12,400 --> 01:00:14,800
Speaker 1: But if not just for you, for your kids. I

1180
01:00:14,840 --> 01:00:17,840
Speaker 1: think it helps with everything in life. You know what

1181
01:00:17,880 --> 01:00:20,760
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I'm just saying, don't write it off. You

1182
01:00:20,800 --> 01:00:22,960
Speaker 1: never know. But I just do feel like, and you

1183
01:00:23,000 --> 01:00:25,320
Speaker 1: even said it yourself, it's thinking about like things you

1184
01:00:25,360 --> 01:00:27,920
Speaker 1: went through and how you deal with people and thinking

1185
01:00:27,960 --> 01:00:32,720
Speaker 1: about you know, you're bringing that into life now and

1186
01:00:33,280 --> 01:00:35,080
Speaker 1: I get it, like a lot of how we react

1187
01:00:35,160 --> 01:00:37,000
Speaker 1: and do things is based off of things that have

1188
01:00:37,040 --> 01:00:40,760
Speaker 1: happened to us in experiences and our past experiences. But

1189
01:00:41,640 --> 01:00:43,720
Speaker 1: it's different now and maybe there's different ways to deal

1190
01:00:43,720 --> 01:00:46,720
Speaker 1: with things, that's all for sure. It's not a mad thing.

1191
01:00:47,000 --> 01:00:47,880
Speaker 3: I'm moving to it.

1192
01:00:48,160 --> 01:00:52,840
Speaker 1: Okay, yeah at home, right, We're not mad at it.

1193
01:00:53,240 --> 01:00:55,680
Speaker 1: We're not mad it. Honestly, we love the fact that

1194
01:00:55,720 --> 01:00:58,400
Speaker 1: you sat here today and really told us everything. Yes, yes,

1195
01:00:58,760 --> 01:01:01,200
Speaker 1: I think that's amazing. Appreciate that we didn't have to

1196
01:01:01,200 --> 01:01:05,440
Speaker 1: take your brain out of yet Gemini drink on shows again,

1197
01:01:08,840 --> 01:01:11,959
Speaker 1: there's no way you're not And fy I did Tiny

1198
01:01:12,040 --> 01:01:14,680
Speaker 1: Desk call you and say let's do this because it's time?

1199
01:01:15,120 --> 01:01:17,080
Speaker 1: Because I think after they had a chance to see

1200
01:01:17,520 --> 01:01:21,200
Speaker 1: you do yeah unplugged, they should be like, we fucked up.

1201
01:01:21,680 --> 01:01:26,680
Speaker 3: They hit my pr and they was just and again

1202
01:01:26,720 --> 01:01:30,080
Speaker 3: this is some human shit. Again. Oh, we didn't exactly

1203
01:01:30,280 --> 01:01:33,200
Speaker 3: say that. We said that, but we didn't say that,

1204
01:01:33,360 --> 01:01:35,640
Speaker 3: and we didn't think that he should have put us

1205
01:01:35,640 --> 01:01:36,880
Speaker 3: on this social media.

1206
01:01:37,080 --> 01:01:40,720
Speaker 2: Well, y'all said meanwhile, you sound amazing.

1207
01:01:40,400 --> 01:01:43,640
Speaker 3: Still, thank you man. That's the ship to get me mad.

1208
01:01:43,680 --> 01:01:48,080
Speaker 3: It's like, it's like, bro, like I can say, first

1209
01:01:48,120 --> 01:01:49,720
Speaker 3: of all, I can say whatever I want to say,

1210
01:01:49,800 --> 01:01:52,040
Speaker 3: and then on secondly, that pretty much is what you

1211
01:01:52,080 --> 01:01:56,880
Speaker 3: should right, that's what That's what I just said in

1212
01:01:56,920 --> 01:01:59,200
Speaker 3: the car. Stand on that ship. It's cool. I ain't

1213
01:01:59,200 --> 01:02:01,080
Speaker 3: mad at you, but just standing.

1214
01:02:01,320 --> 01:02:03,640
Speaker 1: You have to post the other girl though, and be like,

1215
01:02:03,680 --> 01:02:06,800
Speaker 1: oh you're doing this. I was like, life, don't do that.

1216
01:02:06,920 --> 01:02:09,760
Speaker 3: I thought about that after after it because I don't

1217
01:02:09,800 --> 01:02:14,640
Speaker 3: want to make her feeling, but I didn't want to

1218
01:02:14,800 --> 01:02:16,920
Speaker 3: just just for the win.

1219
01:02:17,080 --> 01:02:17,880
Speaker 2: That was that bad win.

1220
01:02:21,440 --> 01:02:23,360
Speaker 3: I do got an alter ego. And and that's why

1221
01:02:23,360 --> 01:02:24,120
Speaker 3: I gotta wrap.

1222
01:02:24,400 --> 01:02:26,400
Speaker 1: Uh yeah, you're rapping on the new album.

1223
01:02:26,680 --> 01:02:27,840
Speaker 3: Wrapping on a new album.

1224
01:02:28,000 --> 01:02:32,080
Speaker 1: Oh my god, God, we don't need this man.

1225
01:02:33,440 --> 01:02:36,040
Speaker 3: Look at her. Look look at her eyes. I know

1226
01:02:36,120 --> 01:02:38,080
Speaker 3: a lot about women, and look at her eyes. She

1227
01:02:38,280 --> 01:02:44,560
Speaker 3: is just really really just like trying to what you'all

1228
01:02:44,600 --> 01:02:46,640
Speaker 3: woman call it, when you when you're trying to see

1229
01:02:46,720 --> 01:02:47,880
Speaker 3: into a dude, you're trying to.

1230
01:02:48,360 --> 01:02:50,120
Speaker 1: She's picking you apart a little bit.

1231
01:02:50,320 --> 01:02:53,760
Speaker 3: Yeah, just like she really just trying to figure my

1232
01:02:53,880 --> 01:02:54,920
Speaker 3: ship out like this.

1233
01:02:54,840 --> 01:02:57,080
Speaker 2: Nigga, it's very interesting.

1234
01:02:57,320 --> 01:02:59,760
Speaker 3: Yeah you got you got it.

1235
01:02:59,720 --> 01:03:04,200
Speaker 2: Like I'm intrigued. Yes, he's intriguing.

1236
01:03:05,120 --> 01:03:08,720
Speaker 3: Imagine that for a couple more shots. Boy, who knows.

1237
01:03:10,040 --> 01:03:13,080
Speaker 4: After watching the remake of the Must Be Nice video,

1238
01:03:13,200 --> 01:03:14,880
Speaker 4: I am definitely going to go home and watch forst Gum.

1239
01:03:15,080 --> 01:03:16,240
Speaker 3: Thank you forst Gun.

1240
01:03:16,640 --> 01:03:18,720
Speaker 5: Why don't you do the running scene because that was

1241
01:03:18,760 --> 01:03:19,680
Speaker 5: my favorite scene.

1242
01:03:20,640 --> 01:03:29,960
Speaker 3: Man, these knees, all of that ship like, I'm just

1243
01:03:30,000 --> 01:03:33,080
Speaker 3: having Like, honestly, bro, I'm just really having a good time.

1244
01:03:33,280 --> 01:03:36,520
Speaker 3: Like I know that some cats talk about I want

1245
01:03:36,520 --> 01:03:38,320
Speaker 3: to be a I'm doing a lot of ship, like

1246
01:03:38,480 --> 01:03:42,000
Speaker 3: I could. I could possibly, you know, be what somebody

1247
01:03:42,040 --> 01:03:44,280
Speaker 3: called the mug or whatever, because I'm doing a lot

1248
01:03:44,280 --> 01:03:47,720
Speaker 3: of ship. But in reality, I've I've I've not even

1249
01:03:47,760 --> 01:03:50,960
Speaker 3: reached the pinnacle where most niggas reached. And I'm okay,

1250
01:03:51,160 --> 01:03:54,720
Speaker 3: Like I'm straight. It's enough money to sustain me for

1251
01:03:54,800 --> 01:03:57,160
Speaker 3: the rest of this little life, and my kids is

1252
01:03:57,200 --> 01:03:59,360
Speaker 3: gonna have some ship. I don't want to leave my

1253
01:03:59,480 --> 01:04:03,919
Speaker 3: kids eighty million dollars because it's a People ain't gonna

1254
01:04:03,920 --> 01:04:06,200
Speaker 3: tell you all this on these these shows either. Man,

1255
01:04:06,800 --> 01:04:08,800
Speaker 3: when you get to a certain level of money, you

1256
01:04:08,840 --> 01:04:11,959
Speaker 3: will lose your drive. I don't want to ever feel

1257
01:04:12,040 --> 01:04:13,880
Speaker 3: like I could just wake up in the morning and

1258
01:04:13,920 --> 01:04:16,640
Speaker 3: go buy a plane. I don't want that shit like

1259
01:04:16,680 --> 01:04:18,720
Speaker 3: I want to feel like I got it. Okay, all right,

1260
01:04:18,720 --> 01:04:21,120
Speaker 3: I gotta say I gotta put it together, like I

1261
01:04:21,160 --> 01:04:23,520
Speaker 3: gotta save this, I gotta cut out this. I want

1262
01:04:23,520 --> 01:04:25,920
Speaker 3: that ship because I still want to feel like something

1263
01:04:26,040 --> 01:04:30,000
Speaker 3: is important enough for me to sacrifice. You know what

1264
01:04:30,040 --> 01:04:31,960
Speaker 3: I'm saying. Yeah, does we love that?

1265
01:04:32,200 --> 01:04:33,960
Speaker 1: Yeah, and listen. I hope you come back when the

1266
01:04:33,960 --> 01:04:36,680
Speaker 1: new project jobs too. Yeah, yeah, we need we need

1267
01:04:36,680 --> 01:04:38,120
Speaker 1: a part two. I think we need a part two.

1268
01:04:38,720 --> 01:04:40,520
Speaker 3: I'll come and rap. Let me tell you my rap.

1269
01:04:40,920 --> 01:04:41,320
Speaker 2: What is it?

1270
01:04:41,320 --> 01:04:45,320
Speaker 3: The rap name is Colorado Slim Colorado one hundred and

1271
01:04:45,360 --> 01:04:49,320
Speaker 3: ninety pounds with no chain on your wife, the same

1272
01:04:49,400 --> 01:04:50,880
Speaker 3: bitch they ran to train on.

1273
01:04:51,360 --> 01:04:53,520
Speaker 1: Oh my god, put.

1274
01:04:53,360 --> 01:04:55,960
Speaker 3: This bitter like dame since Jay gone.

1275
01:04:56,080 --> 01:05:00,000
Speaker 4: Oh no, okay, Colorado slim on Colorad.

1276
01:05:01,840 --> 01:05:03,920
Speaker 1: He's not smoke now.

1277
01:05:03,960 --> 01:05:07,320
Speaker 3: I don't want to smoke. I know I spoke the

1278
01:05:07,400 --> 01:05:09,720
Speaker 3: dang before, man, like you know cool, I don't know.

1279
01:05:09,800 --> 01:05:11,200
Speaker 3: I don't owe that nigga nothing like you know what

1280
01:05:11,240 --> 01:05:13,840
Speaker 3: I'm saying. I know him and it's cool, like you

1281
01:05:13,840 --> 01:05:16,240
Speaker 3: know what I'm saying, But can we talk about that

1282
01:05:16,280 --> 01:05:19,600
Speaker 3: for a second. I can I just say what's on

1283
01:05:19,640 --> 01:05:23,920
Speaker 3: my inner spirit to say, man, because I know, like

1284
01:05:24,320 --> 01:05:27,040
Speaker 3: I don't know day, I've met him before, like I've

1285
01:05:27,080 --> 01:05:30,200
Speaker 3: been up there with UH with a jay Z and

1286
01:05:30,280 --> 01:05:32,680
Speaker 3: Ta Ti them niggas, and I spoke to the niggas,

1287
01:05:32,680 --> 01:05:35,400
Speaker 3: so I felt like that I could still say what

1288
01:05:35,440 --> 01:05:38,640
Speaker 3: the fuck like I feel like that I want to

1289
01:05:38,640 --> 01:05:41,160
Speaker 3: say because he's I feel like he wanted niggas that's

1290
01:05:41,160 --> 01:05:43,800
Speaker 3: not around them, niggas that be able to tell you

1291
01:05:44,480 --> 01:05:46,520
Speaker 3: like this is what it is he around niggas that

1292
01:05:47,440 --> 01:05:50,680
Speaker 3: you probably worked for him or he is it has

1293
01:05:50,760 --> 01:05:54,080
Speaker 3: some part in paying your bills or something like that.

1294
01:05:54,120 --> 01:05:57,280
Speaker 3: You can't use niggas like that all the time, Like

1295
01:05:57,320 --> 01:05:59,160
Speaker 3: you need a nigga that don't got nothing.

1296
01:05:58,960 --> 01:06:01,800
Speaker 1: That ain't you nothing, that don't owe you ship.

1297
01:06:01,840 --> 01:06:03,680
Speaker 3: And I don't owe that nigga ship. I don't give

1298
01:06:03,800 --> 01:06:08,400
Speaker 3: fuck what that nigga think of nothing. Like my stance

1299
01:06:08,520 --> 01:06:16,800
Speaker 3: is that it's like from a from a public stamp standpoint,

1300
01:06:17,120 --> 01:06:22,280
Speaker 3: that you can't keep this nigga name in your mouth

1301
01:06:22,400 --> 01:06:26,600
Speaker 3: like that make you look crazy like these niggas. Yeah,

1302
01:06:27,080 --> 01:06:30,200
Speaker 3: you you might think like you might think these niggas

1303
01:06:30,200 --> 01:06:32,400
Speaker 3: is doing interviews with you because they want to know

1304
01:06:32,440 --> 01:06:35,600
Speaker 3: about your ship. These niggas is dry humping you, my nigga.

1305
01:06:36,040 --> 01:06:39,240
Speaker 3: They can't wait until they know you're gonna say this

1306
01:06:39,360 --> 01:06:42,400
Speaker 3: nigga Jay name my nigga like that shit. Ain't that

1307
01:06:42,640 --> 01:06:44,640
Speaker 3: ain't cute? Like you way bigger than that nigga. I

1308
01:06:44,680 --> 01:06:47,000
Speaker 3: remember you from the movies. Nigga you're talking about nigga,

1309
01:06:47,000 --> 01:06:49,280
Speaker 3: I gotta I got a thousand dollars for every pimple

1310
01:06:49,320 --> 01:06:51,680
Speaker 3: on your face. Nigga, pay it in for that tight ship,

1311
01:06:51,800 --> 01:06:53,640
Speaker 3: like you know what I'm saying. Like we see that

1312
01:06:53,680 --> 01:06:56,520
Speaker 3: ship and we respect that ship, but you lose value

1313
01:06:56,600 --> 01:06:59,960
Speaker 3: every time you say this nigga name man.

1314
01:06:58,800 --> 01:07:01,040
Speaker 1: And if you did, that's what you were going to

1315
01:07:01,080 --> 01:07:03,120
Speaker 1: ask about them?

1316
01:07:03,160 --> 01:07:05,280
Speaker 3: Ain't your friends nigga like you think they want to

1317
01:07:05,320 --> 01:07:07,560
Speaker 3: talk to you them niggas. This comes just from a

1318
01:07:07,640 --> 01:07:10,360
Speaker 3: real nigga. You know what I'm saying, Them niggas ain't

1319
01:07:10,360 --> 01:07:10,960
Speaker 3: your friends.

1320
01:07:11,000 --> 01:07:14,800
Speaker 1: Bro's call platform now and I see he's speaking about

1321
01:07:14,800 --> 01:07:19,520
Speaker 1: things on his and on his platform, but maybe there's

1322
01:07:19,560 --> 01:07:21,680
Speaker 1: things that's heavy on him. That he wants to be

1323
01:07:21,720 --> 01:07:22,880
Speaker 1: able to tell I don't know.

1324
01:07:22,840 --> 01:07:25,240
Speaker 5: And people telling his story for a long time. I

1325
01:07:25,240 --> 01:07:28,400
Speaker 5: feel like and I feel like he was side.

1326
01:07:28,320 --> 01:07:30,520
Speaker 3: And that's okay, bro, But if you miss that nigga,

1327
01:07:30,640 --> 01:07:33,280
Speaker 3: just be like, I miss you, nigga. I mean, I

1328
01:07:33,320 --> 01:07:35,400
Speaker 3: missed the good times, my nigga, Like to a nigga

1329
01:07:35,480 --> 01:07:37,080
Speaker 3: like me who had I don't got a stake in

1330
01:07:37,120 --> 01:07:39,240
Speaker 3: the game. I don't know Jay like that. I don't

1331
01:07:39,280 --> 01:07:41,440
Speaker 3: really know you like that. But just as a consumer,

1332
01:07:41,520 --> 01:07:45,120
Speaker 3: when I see that ship and I value that, I

1333
01:07:45,240 --> 01:07:47,560
Speaker 3: value what Dame was to the community. Like when we

1334
01:07:47,560 --> 01:07:50,600
Speaker 3: see that niggas a nigga like he may not have

1335
01:07:50,720 --> 01:07:53,600
Speaker 3: been J, but he was a nigga standing next to Jay.

1336
01:07:53,960 --> 01:07:56,000
Speaker 3: He was a nigga that when Jay didn't want to

1337
01:07:56,040 --> 01:07:58,400
Speaker 3: do this, and because j can't take all them calls,

1338
01:07:58,440 --> 01:08:01,080
Speaker 3: you was a nigga taking them calls. And when we

1339
01:08:01,160 --> 01:08:05,439
Speaker 3: see this ship, it devalues our experience. The niggas that's

1340
01:08:05,440 --> 01:08:08,360
Speaker 3: with you, the main show, fucking friends, Bro, the niggas

1341
01:08:08,360 --> 01:08:10,560
Speaker 3: that's trying to they laughing at you, and watch this

1342
01:08:10,640 --> 01:08:13,320
Speaker 3: nigga say Jay they name and then it's last ship

1343
01:08:13,400 --> 01:08:15,120
Speaker 3: to come up like it pissed me off. Man. I

1344
01:08:15,120 --> 01:08:17,360
Speaker 3: don't get triggered by muchhit because I don't watch the internet.

1345
01:08:17,479 --> 01:08:20,439
Speaker 3: But when I saw that, I saw that what's the

1346
01:08:20,520 --> 01:08:25,240
Speaker 3: chick name that just said some ship about fuck? Bro

1347
01:08:25,439 --> 01:08:28,680
Speaker 3: like and then like you you know what ship going on?

1348
01:08:28,720 --> 01:08:30,240
Speaker 3: I don't even want to say this nigga name because

1349
01:08:30,240 --> 01:08:32,519
Speaker 3: everybody show speak this nigga name, but you know what's

1350
01:08:32,520 --> 01:08:37,000
Speaker 3: going on with this nigga might be? You know what's

1351
01:08:37,040 --> 01:08:40,599
Speaker 3: going on with this nigga? But then you feed into

1352
01:08:40,600 --> 01:08:44,920
Speaker 3: this ship with jagrier Like what waal don't why don't

1353
01:08:44,920 --> 01:08:47,240
Speaker 3: somebody just if that, if that is intrude, then why

1354
01:08:47,320 --> 01:08:50,000
Speaker 3: don't you just say it's not true? Like bro? Like,

1355
01:08:50,080 --> 01:08:52,720
Speaker 3: do you hate this nigga this? Like? Come on, man

1356
01:08:52,800 --> 01:08:55,240
Speaker 3: it because because what I'm gonna tell you what triggered

1357
01:08:55,280 --> 01:08:57,519
Speaker 3: me back to and this is why be triggered. It

1358
01:08:57,560 --> 01:09:00,400
Speaker 3: triggered me to my baby mama, like the ship go on,

1359
01:09:00,560 --> 01:09:02,600
Speaker 3: like do you hate me this much as you just

1360
01:09:02,640 --> 01:09:05,800
Speaker 3: want to see me destroyed? Like, because not only are

1361
01:09:05,840 --> 01:09:09,639
Speaker 3: you destroying you know what we feel is is valid

1362
01:09:09,680 --> 01:09:12,320
Speaker 3: points when we was growing up seeing this ship, seeing

1363
01:09:12,320 --> 01:09:15,200
Speaker 3: the greatness because you are a part of this greatness.

1364
01:09:15,280 --> 01:09:18,200
Speaker 3: Whether the nigga jay said or not, like, you are

1365
01:09:18,240 --> 01:09:20,800
Speaker 3: a part of this greatness. Niggas, you don't need validation

1366
01:09:20,920 --> 01:09:22,920
Speaker 3: from this nigga. You don't need this nigga to say

1367
01:09:23,160 --> 01:09:25,040
Speaker 3: that you are a part of this greatness for you

1368
01:09:25,080 --> 01:09:28,000
Speaker 3: ever know it, because the community know it. But then

1369
01:09:28,080 --> 01:09:30,160
Speaker 3: to see you not only trying to tear down his

1370
01:09:30,280 --> 01:09:33,160
Speaker 3: greatness and not have the fucking common sense to know

1371
01:09:33,240 --> 01:09:35,840
Speaker 3: when you tear down this nigga great chat on your

1372
01:09:35,840 --> 01:09:39,120
Speaker 3: own that ship pisses me the fuck off. When when

1373
01:09:39,200 --> 01:09:41,120
Speaker 3: niggas do this, man, I don't and again, I don't

1374
01:09:41,120 --> 01:09:43,719
Speaker 3: got no stake in the game. I don't know this nigga.

1375
01:09:45,760 --> 01:09:50,719
Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, when I see it, it's just it's saddens

1376
01:09:50,800 --> 01:09:54,519
Speaker 3: me because it makes me when you blot out a

1377
01:09:54,600 --> 01:09:56,680
Speaker 3: part of your life and when you just try to,

1378
01:09:57,240 --> 01:10:00,160
Speaker 3: you know, decolor a part of your life. Nigga, you

1379
01:10:00,240 --> 01:10:03,040
Speaker 3: the coloring the part of my life. I can't watch

1380
01:10:03,080 --> 01:10:05,400
Speaker 3: this ship the same I can't watch the whole videos

1381
01:10:05,439 --> 01:10:07,680
Speaker 3: with you and the nigga and your niggas happy and

1382
01:10:07,800 --> 01:10:10,800
Speaker 3: just remember I was happy at that moment too. It

1383
01:10:10,920 --> 01:10:14,080
Speaker 3: fuck it fucks It fucks us up as a as

1384
01:10:14,080 --> 01:10:16,800
Speaker 3: a as a community, as a culture. Bro. And I

1385
01:10:16,800 --> 01:10:20,000
Speaker 3: don't think niggas realize that. Bro, Like say that ship

1386
01:10:20,000 --> 01:10:22,799
Speaker 3: in silence. Bro, call that nigga on the phone, Fucking

1387
01:10:22,840 --> 01:10:25,439
Speaker 3: what's that ship? We used to have two way text.

1388
01:10:26,920 --> 01:10:28,680
Speaker 3: Put that nigga on the two way. Fuck it up

1389
01:10:28,720 --> 01:10:30,639
Speaker 3: for yourself, but don't fuck it up for me, nigga,

1390
01:10:30,680 --> 01:10:34,880
Speaker 3: because I got fond memories. I know my nigga that

1391
01:10:35,200 --> 01:10:40,440
Speaker 3: forever in my mind, Jay and Dame is a fucking duo. Nigga.

1392
01:10:40,760 --> 01:10:45,320
Speaker 3: This ship is like Million Vanilli, fucking if Milly was

1393
01:10:45,360 --> 01:10:53,519
Speaker 3: talking about. I don't funk with that. I don't fuck

1394
01:10:53,640 --> 01:10:57,559
Speaker 3: up my nigga. Don't fuck up my childhood. Don't fuck

1395
01:10:57,640 --> 01:11:01,479
Speaker 3: up my child because you don't fuck up my memories.

1396
01:11:01,760 --> 01:11:05,479
Speaker 3: Don't don't do that because now you're selfish. You got

1397
01:11:05,520 --> 01:11:09,160
Speaker 3: be with that nigga. Be with that nigga. Tak damn

1398
01:11:09,400 --> 01:11:11,479
Speaker 3: fuck up my ship, man, because I love both of

1399
01:11:11,520 --> 01:11:15,160
Speaker 3: you niggas man, because I got solid memories in my

1400
01:11:15,280 --> 01:11:17,599
Speaker 3: life that was based on that point in my life.

1401
01:11:17,680 --> 01:11:20,320
Speaker 3: If you remove that point in my life, you've erased

1402
01:11:20,320 --> 01:11:22,880
Speaker 3: my history. Nigga. You don't got the right to do that. Nigga.

1403
01:11:23,400 --> 01:11:28,000
Speaker 1: You sound very upset.

1404
01:11:24,720 --> 01:11:25,120
Speaker 4: I am.

1405
01:11:28,080 --> 01:11:28,240
Speaker 3: Right.

1406
01:11:29,560 --> 01:11:30,479
Speaker 1: That bothers me.

1407
01:11:30,880 --> 01:11:33,759
Speaker 3: It bothers me because I like when I when I

1408
01:11:33,800 --> 01:11:35,880
Speaker 3: when I was Maybe it's because I was in prison

1409
01:11:35,920 --> 01:11:39,519
Speaker 3: at that time, and that ship defined like two black

1410
01:11:39,640 --> 01:11:43,600
Speaker 3: men that's fucking getting money together, and these niggas is

1411
01:11:43,640 --> 01:11:48,360
Speaker 3: happy when I fucking wasn't happy. I wasn't happy. But

1412
01:11:48,439 --> 01:11:52,000
Speaker 3: I can live out my happiness through you niggas happiness. Man,

1413
01:11:52,040 --> 01:11:52,840
Speaker 3: don't do that to me.

1414
01:11:52,960 --> 01:11:56,040
Speaker 1: Man, we got to link you with Dame No.

1415
01:11:56,360 --> 01:11:58,120
Speaker 3: I don't want to talk to the nigga like he

1416
01:11:58,200 --> 01:12:02,160
Speaker 3: just said, yeah, that's it, because then they're gonna be like, oh,

1417
01:12:02,200 --> 01:12:04,960
Speaker 3: he just wanted the audience with Dame No.

1418
01:12:05,120 --> 01:12:08,000
Speaker 1: I understand this. Don't do relate that to a certain

1419
01:12:08,040 --> 01:12:09,240
Speaker 1: part of your life and feeling.

1420
01:12:09,320 --> 01:12:11,479
Speaker 3: You just don't do that with us and even to

1421
01:12:11,640 --> 01:12:14,960
Speaker 3: J like, whatever the fuck problems you got with this man,

1422
01:12:15,120 --> 01:12:18,160
Speaker 3: it's bigger than you, Jay, it's bigger than you. You're

1423
01:12:18,200 --> 01:12:21,599
Speaker 3: dealing with niggas memories out here right whatever. You got

1424
01:12:21,600 --> 01:12:23,840
Speaker 3: to work out with this nigga to preserve our memories

1425
01:12:23,880 --> 01:12:26,759
Speaker 3: because because obviously that's what you did it for. Everybody

1426
01:12:26,760 --> 01:12:28,879
Speaker 3: always talking this ship or I did it for the culture.

1427
01:12:28,960 --> 01:12:29,880
Speaker 3: I did it for the culture.

1428
01:12:29,920 --> 01:12:34,240
Speaker 1: Did you really don't, But it's really hard if you

1429
01:12:34,240 --> 01:12:36,680
Speaker 1: put yourself in like looking at both their positions, if

1430
01:12:36,680 --> 01:12:39,640
Speaker 1: you put yourself in Jay's position, can I now go

1431
01:12:39,760 --> 01:12:42,280
Speaker 1: back and really piece things up with all the things

1432
01:12:42,280 --> 01:12:45,280
Speaker 1: that have been said everything? And then for dame from

1433
01:12:45,280 --> 01:12:47,400
Speaker 1: his position, it's like, am I supposed to take the

1434
01:12:47,439 --> 01:12:49,439
Speaker 1: high road and not tell how I feel?

1435
01:12:49,880 --> 01:12:55,240
Speaker 3: It ain't. It ain't even about to hire road. It's

1436
01:12:55,360 --> 01:12:57,960
Speaker 3: like it's like it's like I hate to keep on

1437
01:12:58,240 --> 01:13:00,160
Speaker 3: resorting this ship back to this, but it's like I

1438
01:13:00,160 --> 01:13:04,160
Speaker 3: got a baby mama, and no matter what happened between us,

1439
01:13:04,400 --> 01:13:07,080
Speaker 3: it ain't about me taking the high road, me telling

1440
01:13:07,160 --> 01:13:09,439
Speaker 3: my kids and no shit like this. It's about my

1441
01:13:09,560 --> 01:13:12,000
Speaker 3: kids never happened to hear this ship and never happened

1442
01:13:12,040 --> 01:13:15,719
Speaker 3: to choose because I know their childhood is at steak.

1443
01:13:16,360 --> 01:13:19,000
Speaker 1: Innocence are the kids that don't want to right.

1444
01:13:19,360 --> 01:13:22,080
Speaker 3: We we the consumers, and I'm a consumer because I'm

1445
01:13:22,120 --> 01:13:24,920
Speaker 3: not as big as neither one of the niggas, but we,

1446
01:13:25,080 --> 01:13:28,400
Speaker 3: as a consumer are Innocence.

1447
01:13:27,920 --> 01:13:29,719
Speaker 2: Is as steak the innocent children.

1448
01:13:29,760 --> 01:13:32,840
Speaker 3: And I would never go to my kids and be like, yo,

1449
01:13:32,920 --> 01:13:35,679
Speaker 3: your mama did this or this is what really happened,

1450
01:13:35,800 --> 01:13:37,479
Speaker 3: and you know that's bullshit.

1451
01:13:37,640 --> 01:13:37,840
Speaker 4: Man.

1452
01:13:38,200 --> 01:13:43,040
Speaker 1: The consumers be hyping it up even more. Yes, we'll

1453
01:13:43,160 --> 01:13:46,920
Speaker 1: say that, but honestly, thank you so much for coming

1454
01:13:46,960 --> 01:13:49,880
Speaker 1: through and again you are on tour, so we want

1455
01:13:49,920 --> 01:13:53,880
Speaker 1: to make sure people know that Cincinnati, Honolulu, New Orleans, Florence,

1456
01:13:53,920 --> 01:13:59,759
Speaker 1: South Carolina, Atlanta, Georgia, San Diego, Memphis, Cleveland, Houston, Columbus, Vegas,

1457
01:13:59,760 --> 01:14:02,360
Speaker 1: and I make sure y'all get y'all tickets. All right,

1458
01:14:02,439 --> 01:14:05,640
Speaker 1: check out Life Jennings. I mean, how could you not

1459
01:14:05,720 --> 01:14:09,240
Speaker 1: have to that classic?

1460
01:14:09,800 --> 01:14:10,160
Speaker 3: A right?

1461
01:14:10,280 --> 01:14:10,559
Speaker 2: Great?

1462
01:14:11,040 --> 01:14:13,000
Speaker 3: I wish I wouldn't even said that ship because I

1463
01:14:13,000 --> 01:14:14,240
Speaker 3: don't want that nigga mad at me.

1464
01:14:14,400 --> 01:14:17,080
Speaker 1: Nobody's gonna be mad at you, nobody's.

1465
01:14:17,080 --> 01:14:23,200
Speaker 3: But I care. But I don't care. I'm like every

1466
01:14:23,240 --> 01:14:24,840
Speaker 3: other person. I want what I want.

1467
01:14:24,720 --> 01:14:26,720
Speaker 1: And you sat up here and lied about ejaculating.

1468
01:14:26,880 --> 01:14:28,040
Speaker 2: I mean, it's fine you.

1469
01:14:28,520 --> 01:14:30,880
Speaker 1: I don't know you got how many kids?

1470
01:14:31,360 --> 01:14:31,800
Speaker 3: I know it?

1471
01:14:31,880 --> 01:14:37,519
Speaker 4: Then not anymore, no more, no possible, no more.

1472
01:14:37,520 --> 01:14:44,879
Speaker 3: Baby, Unless somebody make me feel essential, make me feel needed, then.

1473
01:14:45,120 --> 01:14:47,360
Speaker 1: There might be another baby or anybody that could help

1474
01:14:47,479 --> 01:14:50,080
Speaker 1: this man and speak to him off the record. Please,

1475
01:14:51,120 --> 01:14:56,120
Speaker 1: I'm just listen, Life, changing life life changing.

1476
01:14:56,479 --> 01:15:02,000
Speaker 3: Life changing therapy, therapy. I have you've been through therapy? Absolutely,

1477
01:15:02,000 --> 01:15:02,799
Speaker 3: you've been through therapy.

1478
01:15:02,880 --> 01:15:03,920
Speaker 2: I'm currently in therapy.

1479
01:15:04,160 --> 01:15:05,160
Speaker 3: She ain't been through therapy.

1480
01:15:05,280 --> 01:15:06,959
Speaker 2: I am currently and I did it like same.

1481
01:15:06,840 --> 01:15:10,360
Speaker 1: Once, but but I'm keeping real I need it, but

1482
01:15:10,400 --> 01:15:17,760
Speaker 1: you need it more. Also judged Man Life Jennings. Ladies

1483
01:15:17,800 --> 01:15:20,040
Speaker 1: and gentlemen take this, take his brain out of his

1484
01:15:20,080 --> 01:15:22,840
Speaker 1: head and let's ask you some questions. Please, all right.

1485
01:15:22,960 --> 01:15:23,599
Speaker 1: Slip Service