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Speaker 1: Tell me a little bit about the name snow the product.

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Speaker 2: My friend from high school, she was like, I'm bell,

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Speaker 2: which princess do you want to be? And I was like,

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Speaker 2: which one can I be? She's like snow White and

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Speaker 2: I was like, Okay, snow White, that's cool. I always

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Speaker 2: had anxiety. I have ways of coping, but definitely I

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Speaker 2: think it's physically painful for me sometimes to talk to

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Speaker 2: people or like sometimes I feel like I can't. It's

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Speaker 2: just a lot there's a lot of like rapper artists

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Speaker 2: that they try to do is like I'm Mexican, like

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Speaker 2: I should be the best of the Mexicans in the

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Speaker 2: Mexican American community, And to me, it's like no, bro,

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Speaker 2: like do it. Yeah.

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Speaker 1: Welcome back to the Cheeky's and Chill Podcast. Guys, You're

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Speaker 1: not going to believe who I have on today's show.

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Speaker 1: I'm really excited to be speaking with a super raw

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Speaker 1: and real Latina artist. She's probably already your favorite rapper,

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Speaker 1: and if she isn't, I'm sure by the end of

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Speaker 1: the show she will be. Before we bring her in,

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Speaker 1: I just want to say this conversation is probably going

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Speaker 1: to get a little spicy, so just keep that in mind. Okay,

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Speaker 1: So now that that's out of the way, let's go

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Speaker 1: ahead and bring her in. This is Cheeky's and chill.

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Speaker 1: Sitting in front of me is none other than the

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Speaker 1: Latin Grammy nominated rapper and podcaster Snow, the product Hi,

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Speaker 1: how you doing, I'm good, Welcome to my podcast. I

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Speaker 1: was on yours recently and we got a little wild.

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Speaker 1: It was fun.

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Speaker 2: Yours is a lot more zen. There's just a lot

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Speaker 1: Yes, it's a little bit more zen. But look, it's

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Speaker 1: probably better that I don't have to kill that right now.

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Speaker 1: But whenever you want, I'll go back on your podcast

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Speaker 1: so we can actually finish a conversation, because that's what

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Speaker 1: everyone's saying, Like, you guys didn't finish any topic.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, it's because it's we left a lot of things unsaid,

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Speaker 2: so we can just.

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Speaker 1: Keep going exactly, which is good. So that means I

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Speaker 2: Yeah, but they did say that the chemistry was undeniable

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Speaker 2: and that we should podcast together more.

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Speaker 1: So here we Yes, I think we should. People did

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Speaker 1: say that, and I did it. No. Here's the thing

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Speaker 1: I've known about Snow. I've seen her. We've always said, Hi,

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Speaker 1: when we see each other, but we've never really sat

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Speaker 1: so it was super raw. And I didn't know she

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Speaker 1: was a cancer. So yeah, so I think the chemistry

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Speaker 2: That's tight.

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Speaker 1: That's tight. I like that. So I didn't know this either,

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Speaker 1: that you started as a Mariachi singer. Are you saying

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Speaker 2: When I was a little kid, When I as soon

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Speaker 2: singing Mariacci Liker.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, the singing, the rapping, where does that come from?

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Speaker 2: Like I okay, Like I forgot the lyrics to a

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Speaker 2: it was always embarrassing because my dad, I was the

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Speaker 2: tas like till he fucking died. My dad singsas my

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Speaker 2: And my dad's a good songwriter. I think that's where

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Speaker 2: I think rapping was a rebellion because my dad hated rap,

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Speaker 2: So I was like, that was my big fuck you

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Speaker 2: Yes, super macho Mexican man, fucking you know, don't cut

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Speaker 1: Yeah, oh, my god. See that's such a cancer thing.

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Speaker 1: And and I like that. I like that about you.

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Speaker 1: Are you open to like singing with Mariachi?

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Speaker 2: Yeah? I did. I have this little intro called Ranchito.

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Speaker 2: It's all my little EP that I dropped, and then

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Speaker 1: I fucking love that. Yeah, oh my, I want to

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Speaker 2: I'm really bad.

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Speaker 1: I feel like they get like I'm gonna get crazy.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, no, straight up, like there's every show there's a

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Speaker 2: mariachi moment and fucking you know there's yeah, though there's

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Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, And there's nothing nothing corny about you. And

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Speaker 2: I think it's been growing. Like I always, I always

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Speaker 2: make it a big point to let people know who

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Speaker 2: also why I wear my Claudia thing because it's like

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Speaker 2: like it literally says the product like that is what

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Speaker 2: I'm selling as a fucking you know thing, as my

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Speaker 2: I've always been a fucking cry baby, emotional, sentimental chikiada

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Speaker 1: I feel you, I feel like we have a lot

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Speaker 2: what I mean. I've never snow the product. So even

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Speaker 2: Anywhere Where I feel safe to be Claudia is so

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Speaker 2: And every time I'm always finding comfort, I'm always looking

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Speaker 1: And being in the industry and giving so much of

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Speaker 2: Right, Yeah, I think we're developing a nice friendship here.

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Speaker 2: I've manifested my life. I don't know, because I did

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Speaker 2: And is it it stuck? By the way, where did

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Speaker 1: I put it on you? She has my ring on? You, guys,

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Speaker 2: I'm gonna have it all tour a tour. I'm gonna

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Speaker 2: be You're gonna say, see my hand like this your butt?

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Speaker 2: She still got the ring on.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, he's there.

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Speaker 1: my girl. One thing, I absolutely apparently I love a

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Speaker 1: I mean, obviously it's something that comes naturally, but did

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Speaker 2: and a in a weird way like still fucking roqueta

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Speaker 1: Self sufficient yes, self sufficiency yes, Oh my god. That

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Speaker 1: that was one of my biggest dreams, is like one

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Speaker 1: It is like, dude, you see someone rising, someone doing

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Speaker 2: Absolutely my whole career, I think, you know, like they

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Speaker 1: Yeah. The comparison situation, like everywhere, it's like, oh there is,

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Speaker 1: There's never going to be another General Diverda Like there's

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Speaker 1: the type of music that I sing, because I sing

431
00:18:08,640 --> 00:18:11,120
Speaker 1: corrido sometimes here and there. It's like, ah, no, you're

432
00:18:11,320 --> 00:18:14,719
Speaker 1: fucking not good enough or whatever. I hate that. Like

433
00:18:14,760 --> 00:18:17,280
Speaker 1: I'm learning to now what you said, not give a fuck,

434
00:18:17,480 --> 00:18:19,520
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like now I really believe it.

435
00:18:20,880 --> 00:18:23,119
Speaker 1: They're not just saying it and pretending. Now it's like,

436
00:18:23,200 --> 00:18:24,760
Speaker 1: I don't give a shit. I'm gonna do whatever I want.

437
00:18:24,800 --> 00:18:26,960
Speaker 1: You're not gonna put me in a little box. I'm

438
00:18:27,000 --> 00:18:28,639
Speaker 1: gonna step out of the box. I'm gonna do me.

439
00:18:29,000 --> 00:18:30,840
Speaker 2: And yeah, they I don't know why they always have

440
00:18:30,880 --> 00:18:32,919
Speaker 2: to do that comparison shit, it's always so There's been

441
00:18:32,920 --> 00:18:35,560
Speaker 2: plenty times when I see people like, yeah, this female

442
00:18:35,760 --> 00:18:37,800
Speaker 2: Mexican rapper or this female Mexican rapper, and it's like,

443
00:18:37,800 --> 00:18:39,879
Speaker 2: why do you guys always have to like compare and

444
00:18:40,200 --> 00:18:43,400
Speaker 2: you know, push more of the collaboration and also with you,

445
00:18:43,400 --> 00:18:45,199
Speaker 2: you know, like I think obviously your mom is who

446
00:18:45,240 --> 00:18:48,240
Speaker 2: your mom was. You know, there is like there's I

447
00:18:48,240 --> 00:18:49,960
Speaker 2: don't know why people have to bring that up, like

448
00:18:50,000 --> 00:18:52,159
Speaker 2: they should let you be a human being, you know.

449
00:18:52,400 --> 00:18:54,800
Speaker 1: I think now it's taken some work and I'm gonna

450
00:18:55,119 --> 00:18:57,119
Speaker 1: I think I'm going the eighth year of my career

451
00:18:57,280 --> 00:19:00,960
Speaker 1: as a singer and now, like cause I've been diligent

452
00:19:01,119 --> 00:19:03,720
Speaker 1: and like I like, I don't care, Like I'm kind

453
00:19:03,720 --> 00:19:05,080
Speaker 1: of like a horse in that sense where I'm just

454
00:19:05,080 --> 00:19:06,719
Speaker 1: like Nimolo they said, Okay, they got fuck it. I'm

455
00:19:06,720 --> 00:19:08,399
Speaker 1: gonna keep going because I believe in myself, you know

456
00:19:08,400 --> 00:19:09,639
Speaker 1: what I mean. I know that I meant to do

457
00:19:09,680 --> 00:19:12,040
Speaker 1: what I gotta do. And that's It's there's been so

458
00:19:12,080 --> 00:19:15,000
Speaker 1: many times Where'm like fuck this and something happens that

459
00:19:15,040 --> 00:19:16,600
Speaker 1: I have to keep going, and I feel like that's

460
00:19:16,640 --> 00:19:19,400
Speaker 1: just a god given thing, you know, so I've learned

461
00:19:19,400 --> 00:19:22,840
Speaker 1: to just you know, go around that. But AnyWho, you

462
00:19:22,920 --> 00:19:27,520
Speaker 1: are an independent artist, but you were with Atlantic Records, right,

463
00:19:27,840 --> 00:19:29,080
Speaker 1: m hmm for how long?

464
00:19:29,640 --> 00:19:32,919
Speaker 2: Shit, like five six years or something like that. But

465
00:19:33,000 --> 00:19:36,520
Speaker 2: I was doing my own thing independently. Like basically, I

466
00:19:36,600 --> 00:19:38,159
Speaker 2: knew that they were gonna fuck me over, which is

467
00:19:38,200 --> 00:19:39,760
Speaker 2: kind of weird. I guess I already came into it

468
00:19:39,800 --> 00:19:42,080
Speaker 2: all negative. But I was broke. I had like twenty

469
00:19:42,080 --> 00:19:44,320
Speaker 2: dollars in the bank, I was pregnant. I had a

470
00:19:44,320 --> 00:19:46,439
Speaker 2: song that was kind of blowing up on YouTube, and

471
00:19:46,480 --> 00:19:48,280
Speaker 2: I was like, fuck it. You know, I was in

472
00:19:48,320 --> 00:19:51,720
Speaker 2: a shitty independent deal that you know it Segundrasai and

473
00:19:51,800 --> 00:19:53,840
Speaker 2: independent you were always gonna be better. But no, they

474
00:19:53,840 --> 00:19:56,439
Speaker 2: had already fucked me over and they were my people.

475
00:19:56,760 --> 00:19:58,480
Speaker 2: So by the time Atlantic comes knocking, I'm like, well, shit,

476
00:19:58,480 --> 00:20:00,119
Speaker 2: if I'm gonna get sucked over by somebody, I'm might

477
00:20:00,160 --> 00:20:01,959
Speaker 2: as well do it with the fucking major and you know,

478
00:20:02,240 --> 00:20:04,320
Speaker 2: get a check. So I did. I got a check.

479
00:20:04,359 --> 00:20:07,119
Speaker 2: I flipped that. So I made my clothing lines merch,

480
00:20:07,240 --> 00:20:08,760
Speaker 2: you know, I bought all my stuff to make my

481
00:20:08,800 --> 00:20:11,119
Speaker 2: own music. And even while I was at Atlantic, I

482
00:20:11,160 --> 00:20:13,399
Speaker 2: was really trying. I was really hoping that my career

483
00:20:13,920 --> 00:20:15,800
Speaker 2: would work, but they just didn't get it, you know.

484
00:20:15,920 --> 00:20:18,400
Speaker 2: So I would just drop my own music on YouTube.

485
00:20:18,440 --> 00:20:19,919
Speaker 2: Like I would show them something and be like, no,

486
00:20:20,000 --> 00:20:21,400
Speaker 2: that's not gonna work. So I'll drop it on YouTube.

487
00:20:21,440 --> 00:20:23,240
Speaker 2: I'll give million views, and then I'll do it again,

488
00:20:23,240 --> 00:20:24,679
Speaker 2: and I'll do it again. I'll do it again. So

489
00:20:24,720 --> 00:20:27,440
Speaker 2: it's like everything that I would show them wasn't good enough.

490
00:20:27,760 --> 00:20:29,440
Speaker 2: But then when I would do it on my own

491
00:20:29,440 --> 00:20:31,399
Speaker 2: for my fans, I was growing as an artist, so

492
00:20:31,640 --> 00:20:33,680
Speaker 2: I was like, I need to leave, but they kept

493
00:20:33,680 --> 00:20:35,280
Speaker 2: being like, give us another chance, or like now we

494
00:20:35,280 --> 00:20:37,159
Speaker 2: brought this other person, give us another chance. And I'm like,

495
00:20:37,200 --> 00:20:38,879
Speaker 2: all right, cool. But that's always been me as a

496
00:20:38,880 --> 00:20:41,480
Speaker 2: person in relationships in business, like I always give people

497
00:20:41,480 --> 00:20:44,280
Speaker 2: too many chances, and then I just regret spending so

498
00:20:44,359 --> 00:20:44,760
Speaker 2: much time.

499
00:20:44,800 --> 00:20:44,920
Speaker 3: You know.

500
00:20:44,960 --> 00:20:46,800
Speaker 2: I'm like, I should have left when I knew I

501
00:20:46,800 --> 00:20:48,320
Speaker 2: should have left instead of being here.

502
00:20:48,160 --> 00:20:49,360
Speaker 1: For another fella in your gut.

503
00:20:49,440 --> 00:20:51,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, So I've been learning to trust that too.

504
00:20:52,720 --> 00:20:55,800
Speaker 1: And it's a lot of financial responsibility though being independent,

505
00:20:56,000 --> 00:20:58,119
Speaker 1: because I was independent for a little bit, and then

506
00:20:58,119 --> 00:21:00,680
Speaker 1: that's when I was kind of like, hey, Universa was

507
00:21:00,720 --> 00:21:03,000
Speaker 1: looking for me for a while and finally I gave in.

508
00:21:03,040 --> 00:21:06,080
Speaker 1: But because it was just so much, it's a lot.

509
00:21:06,119 --> 00:21:08,040
Speaker 1: People don't realize that. People are like, oh my god,

510
00:21:08,080 --> 00:21:11,119
Speaker 1: you're fucking rich, you're balling, blah blah blah, and it's like, yeah,

511
00:21:11,119 --> 00:21:12,520
Speaker 1: but the way we make the money is the way

512
00:21:12,560 --> 00:21:15,439
Speaker 1: we need to invest it to continue the growth, you know,

513
00:21:16,000 --> 00:21:17,600
Speaker 1: And people don't understand. It's a lot.

514
00:21:17,840 --> 00:21:21,440
Speaker 2: But you know what, And I sometimes on just some universe,

515
00:21:21,520 --> 00:21:24,680
Speaker 2: like human shit, I feel like the world just wasn't

516
00:21:24,720 --> 00:21:27,320
Speaker 2: ready for who I was back then. Like I always say,

517
00:21:27,359 --> 00:21:28,960
Speaker 2: being ahead of your time is like one of the

518
00:21:29,040 --> 00:21:31,160
Speaker 2: saddest stories ever, you know, cause it's like you'll never

519
00:21:31,480 --> 00:21:34,240
Speaker 2: really see it till the person is gone, that you'll

520
00:21:34,280 --> 00:21:36,639
Speaker 2: be like, oh shit, Like that was fucking dope. And

521
00:21:36,680 --> 00:21:38,520
Speaker 2: I started to finally get some sort of like I

522
00:21:38,560 --> 00:21:40,920
Speaker 2: started to realize that when I was going on tour

523
00:21:40,960 --> 00:21:42,720
Speaker 2: and I was like seeing some pictures of like Prints

524
00:21:42,720 --> 00:21:45,000
Speaker 2: performing or like Nirvana or like different people A mean,

525
00:21:45,040 --> 00:21:47,399
Speaker 2: why now, And I was seeing the size venues and

526
00:21:47,440 --> 00:21:49,439
Speaker 2: I'm like, oh shit, I'm doing bigger than some of

527
00:21:49,440 --> 00:21:51,800
Speaker 2: those venues that were iconic moments, you know what I mean.

528
00:21:51,800 --> 00:21:54,800
Speaker 2: And to me, because I'm this independent little rapper geya,

529
00:21:55,080 --> 00:21:57,879
Speaker 2: I don't see it like I don't appreciate what I

530
00:21:57,920 --> 00:22:00,520
Speaker 2: actually have and one day I'll be gone and people

531
00:22:00,560 --> 00:22:02,040
Speaker 2: will see it and be like, yo, she was doing

532
00:22:02,040 --> 00:22:04,000
Speaker 2: this for so long. But I think just for so

533
00:22:04,119 --> 00:22:07,600
Speaker 2: long it didn't make sense that a Mexican female queer

534
00:22:07,680 --> 00:22:10,920
Speaker 2: rapper was doing what I do. And now I see

535
00:22:10,920 --> 00:22:13,520
Speaker 2: more queer rappers coming out, I see more Mexican artists.

536
00:22:13,560 --> 00:22:16,320
Speaker 2: I see more hip hop. They're looking for girls and

537
00:22:16,359 --> 00:22:19,159
Speaker 2: when they when labels go, oh like this, they'll show me.

538
00:22:19,200 --> 00:22:21,120
Speaker 2: As an example, I know a girl that just got

539
00:22:21,160 --> 00:22:23,119
Speaker 2: signed to with Lanting for like a single deal, and

540
00:22:23,200 --> 00:22:25,160
Speaker 2: she was like, they were bringing you up, like can

541
00:22:25,240 --> 00:22:26,919
Speaker 2: you do what Snow's doing. I'm like they had me,

542
00:22:27,440 --> 00:22:29,280
Speaker 2: so I'm like, they fucking had me, and they never

543
00:22:29,680 --> 00:22:30,760
Speaker 2: did what they needed to do.

544
00:22:30,920 --> 00:22:33,240
Speaker 1: They didn't appreciate you. Now that you're gone, Nko mals

545
00:22:33,320 --> 00:22:37,840
Speaker 1: and no. Probably that's what's happening, you know, And that's

546
00:22:37,840 --> 00:22:39,520
Speaker 1: good though. That's tight that you're doing it all on

547
00:22:39,560 --> 00:22:42,040
Speaker 1: your own and you have control of your career, and

548
00:22:42,200 --> 00:22:44,080
Speaker 1: I think that's tight. I mean, I admire that. I

549
00:22:44,080 --> 00:22:45,800
Speaker 1: think that's super tight, and I think you're doing a

550
00:22:45,800 --> 00:22:48,000
Speaker 1: good job, and I think that it's beautiful that you're

551
00:22:48,040 --> 00:22:50,040
Speaker 1: so focused and hone in on like this is what

552
00:22:50,080 --> 00:22:53,560
Speaker 1: I'm doing, and versus being like big headed and saying

553
00:22:53,840 --> 00:22:55,119
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like, I think there's a

554
00:22:55,320 --> 00:22:59,040
Speaker 1: there's a lot of beauty in humility, and you're kind

555
00:22:59,080 --> 00:23:02,439
Speaker 1: of like just enjoying the moment, and then when you

556
00:23:02,440 --> 00:23:04,760
Speaker 1: step back, you're like, oh shit, I'm actually doing like

557
00:23:04,880 --> 00:23:06,840
Speaker 1: damn okay. And you could say I'm proud of myself.

558
00:23:06,840 --> 00:23:08,160
Speaker 1: Can you say that? Can you say that you're proud

559
00:23:08,200 --> 00:23:08,600
Speaker 1: of yourself?

560
00:23:08,720 --> 00:23:08,920
Speaker 3: Yeah?

561
00:23:08,960 --> 00:23:11,480
Speaker 2: Yeah, I could say I'm proud of myself. Yeah I am.

562
00:23:11,560 --> 00:23:13,720
Speaker 2: And you know, one thing though that people don't get

563
00:23:13,800 --> 00:23:16,879
Speaker 2: is that, you know, I love the freedom, but and

564
00:23:16,920 --> 00:23:21,080
Speaker 2: I always relate music to relationships. It's like I love

565
00:23:21,119 --> 00:23:24,520
Speaker 2: the freedom, but I also like not not thinking sometimes.

566
00:23:24,560 --> 00:23:26,480
Speaker 2: So I would love if there was a label that

567
00:23:26,520 --> 00:23:28,720
Speaker 2: came in and knew exactly what to do and was like, yo,

568
00:23:29,000 --> 00:23:30,840
Speaker 2: is what we're gonna do, and I'm like, lit, this

569
00:23:30,960 --> 00:23:33,119
Speaker 2: is amazing, Like I love that shit, you know. But

570
00:23:33,160 --> 00:23:35,080
Speaker 2: it's just that when they do that, a lot of

571
00:23:35,080 --> 00:23:37,080
Speaker 2: times they don't get what it's supposed to do, so

572
00:23:37,119 --> 00:23:39,119
Speaker 2: they do. I let them do what they want to do,

573
00:23:39,200 --> 00:23:41,199
Speaker 2: and then I'm like, oh, like you led me the

574
00:23:41,240 --> 00:23:44,120
Speaker 2: wrong way. I think one day I'll find a partner

575
00:23:44,240 --> 00:23:48,320
Speaker 2: in music where we could maybe work together a lot better.

576
00:23:48,400 --> 00:23:50,159
Speaker 2: And it's like some things, I don't want to make

577
00:23:50,200 --> 00:23:52,000
Speaker 2: decisions on some things. I'm like, you tell me what

578
00:23:52,040 --> 00:23:54,040
Speaker 2: do you want. I like to write music. I make

579
00:23:54,280 --> 00:23:56,239
Speaker 2: good songs. I show them to y'all. Do you like it?

580
00:23:56,240 --> 00:23:58,239
Speaker 2: Do you not? Do you tell me other than that?

581
00:23:58,320 --> 00:24:01,400
Speaker 2: Sometimes I'm like, I don't. I don't want to do

582
00:24:01,680 --> 00:24:03,240
Speaker 2: some of the bullshit, you know what I mean.

583
00:24:03,359 --> 00:24:04,920
Speaker 3: I like the connection with the fans, and I like

584
00:24:04,960 --> 00:24:08,080
Speaker 3: the music, like focus on what you do best versus

585
00:24:08,160 --> 00:24:11,240
Speaker 3: taking care of like the business side of it. Maybe yeah,

586
00:24:11,320 --> 00:24:14,680
Speaker 3: because there's a lot of people, but they don't actually

587
00:24:14,680 --> 00:24:16,360
Speaker 3: get shit done. It's like you've been on the phone

588
00:24:16,400 --> 00:24:19,360
Speaker 3: off fucking day but on nothing, Like nothing really gets handled.

589
00:24:19,359 --> 00:24:21,120
Speaker 2: That's what I don't like. Better. If you're the type

590
00:24:21,119 --> 00:24:23,159
Speaker 2: of person to get shit handled, I'm like, shit, go ahead.

591
00:24:23,160 --> 00:24:25,080
Speaker 2: I'm like, I'm here, I'm pretty easy going.

592
00:24:25,520 --> 00:24:27,600
Speaker 1: So you are open then open to maybe someone if

593
00:24:27,640 --> 00:24:29,439
Speaker 1: someone comes knocking on your door and says, hey, I

594
00:24:29,480 --> 00:24:32,160
Speaker 1: want to fucking invest in your ass. I believe and

595
00:24:32,200 --> 00:24:33,840
Speaker 1: you like you're open to it.

596
00:24:34,080 --> 00:24:36,280
Speaker 2: Yeah, if it's the right situation. One thing people don't

597
00:24:36,280 --> 00:24:40,280
Speaker 2: know about me is I'm super like I trust the universe.

598
00:24:40,320 --> 00:24:43,520
Speaker 2: I have faith. I know that there's so much good

599
00:24:43,560 --> 00:24:45,360
Speaker 2: karma that I've had from the past. And this isn't

600
00:24:45,400 --> 00:24:47,920
Speaker 2: just me saying like, there's been so many situations where

601
00:24:48,080 --> 00:24:51,240
Speaker 2: things happen and I showed my character and I know

602
00:24:51,320 --> 00:24:54,160
Speaker 2: that my good karma will come one day that I'm

603
00:24:54,200 --> 00:24:58,600
Speaker 2: so trusting in shit coming that I'm like, when is it?

604
00:24:58,960 --> 00:25:01,159
Speaker 2: You know what I mean, Like, who's gonna knock? Because

605
00:25:01,240 --> 00:25:02,000
Speaker 2: it's gonna happen.

606
00:25:02,400 --> 00:25:11,920
Speaker 1: Yeah, it definitely is. Do you suffer from anxiety?

607
00:25:12,280 --> 00:25:13,560
Speaker 2: Yes, very much.

608
00:25:13,680 --> 00:25:15,680
Speaker 1: Has that always been a thing or it was like

609
00:25:15,960 --> 00:25:19,680
Speaker 1: it just happened more when you, I don't know, stepped

610
00:25:19,680 --> 00:25:20,160
Speaker 1: into this.

611
00:25:20,720 --> 00:25:22,640
Speaker 2: I think forever. I think since I was a little kid.

612
00:25:22,640 --> 00:25:24,760
Speaker 2: I think back then they didn't really know how to

613
00:25:24,920 --> 00:25:26,000
Speaker 2: like explain all that.

614
00:25:26,080 --> 00:25:26,280
Speaker 1: I know.

615
00:25:26,320 --> 00:25:29,560
Speaker 2: My mom's always had anxiety and she's bipolar, So having

616
00:25:29,560 --> 00:25:32,480
Speaker 2: a bipolar mom could definitely add on to your mental

617
00:25:32,520 --> 00:25:38,200
Speaker 2: health issues. But I always had anxiety. But now now

618
00:25:38,320 --> 00:25:40,719
Speaker 2: so I have coping, I have ways of coping, but

619
00:25:40,720 --> 00:25:44,679
Speaker 2: definitely I think it's physically painful for me sometimes to

620
00:25:44,720 --> 00:25:47,560
Speaker 2: talk to people or like, like physically painful to know

621
00:25:47,640 --> 00:25:49,920
Speaker 2: that I'm going into a room where there's just gonna

622
00:25:49,920 --> 00:25:52,119
Speaker 2: be like all this, Like sometimes I feel like I

623
00:25:52,160 --> 00:25:54,880
Speaker 2: can't you know. It's just really a lot. Yeah, it's

624
00:25:54,880 --> 00:25:58,000
Speaker 2: like a lot. But I take it day by day,

625
00:25:58,040 --> 00:26:00,720
Speaker 2: and you know, maybe sometimes that's why I never you know,

626
00:26:00,800 --> 00:26:03,639
Speaker 2: blew up or like was bigger than I needed to be.

627
00:26:03,680 --> 00:26:05,399
Speaker 2: I think sometimes it saved my life, you know, to

628
00:26:05,480 --> 00:26:07,320
Speaker 2: kind of do it little by little because I don't

629
00:26:07,320 --> 00:26:09,560
Speaker 2: know if I would have been able to handle everything.

630
00:26:09,800 --> 00:26:13,520
Speaker 1: I think it happening little by little is like so

631
00:26:13,640 --> 00:26:15,520
Speaker 1: much better than it going from one day to another

632
00:26:15,600 --> 00:26:18,639
Speaker 1: because gomo sub is that mean backas and you have

633
00:26:18,680 --> 00:26:20,520
Speaker 1: to like I feel like just little by little boka

634
00:26:20,560 --> 00:26:25,440
Speaker 1: poka like savoring and really appreciating the moment in reality,

635
00:26:25,480 --> 00:26:27,840
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. So I feel you on that.

636
00:26:28,600 --> 00:26:32,560
Speaker 1: Have you ever tried microdosing? Yeah, like truths Yeah.

637
00:26:32,200 --> 00:26:35,520
Speaker 2: Yeah, I like it, not every day, but I've done it.

638
00:26:35,560 --> 00:26:38,720
Speaker 1: Microdosing really helps you got to put me on Yeah,

639
00:26:38,800 --> 00:26:40,120
Speaker 1: I do, and I gotta explain it to you because

640
00:26:40,119 --> 00:26:43,240
Speaker 1: it's something I've been doing for the past eight months

641
00:26:43,359 --> 00:26:47,480
Speaker 1: and it's changed my life, like with anxiety, depression, confidence,

642
00:26:47,560 --> 00:26:50,520
Speaker 1: like it just you take a certain amount every three

643
00:26:50,600 --> 00:26:52,679
Speaker 1: days and it's like a vitamin. You don't feel like

644
00:26:53,240 --> 00:26:54,760
Speaker 1: when you take a bunch of it, you know, but

645
00:26:54,960 --> 00:26:56,760
Speaker 1: you you just feel different. Don't even know how to

646
00:26:56,760 --> 00:26:58,800
Speaker 1: explain it, but it just I know that it changes

647
00:26:58,960 --> 00:27:01,280
Speaker 1: everything on a cellular level. So it's probably something that

648
00:27:01,520 --> 00:27:02,680
Speaker 1: I don't know. Just putting it out there.

649
00:27:02,720 --> 00:27:03,800
Speaker 2: Absolutely, I would love that.

650
00:27:04,080 --> 00:27:05,520
Speaker 1: And so tell me a little bit, because I didn't

651
00:27:05,560 --> 00:27:07,840
Speaker 1: know that you were married until I was on your podcast.

652
00:27:07,960 --> 00:27:10,320
Speaker 1: You were married for ten years, So I have a question.

653
00:27:10,359 --> 00:27:11,760
Speaker 1: I don't know if I asked you this. I'm telling you.

654
00:27:11,800 --> 00:27:13,240
Speaker 1: I kind of like I was having too much mone

655
00:27:13,240 --> 00:27:16,720
Speaker 1: I kind of blacked out a little bit anyway. Okay,

656
00:27:16,760 --> 00:27:19,720
Speaker 1: So you identify as queer. So what's the difference between

657
00:27:19,840 --> 00:27:23,439
Speaker 1: like lesbian and queer or like queer? Does it mean

658
00:27:23,440 --> 00:27:24,800
Speaker 1: bisexual right or does it?

659
00:27:25,160 --> 00:27:27,440
Speaker 2: To me, it's always been like all encompassing. I don't

660
00:27:27,440 --> 00:27:30,320
Speaker 2: fucking know, Like I'm just you know, queer. I don't know.

661
00:27:30,480 --> 00:27:34,160
Speaker 2: I think with labels and all that. It's hard because

662
00:27:34,200 --> 00:27:37,880
Speaker 2: I feel like human beings are always finding out more

663
00:27:37,920 --> 00:27:39,959
Speaker 2: things about themselves and getting to know yourself, and you're

664
00:27:39,960 --> 00:27:43,239
Speaker 2: always growing and you know, and things are very on

665
00:27:43,320 --> 00:27:46,520
Speaker 2: a person to person level, and just I don't know,

666
00:27:46,680 --> 00:27:51,120
Speaker 2: so to me, I understand that people could be gay

667
00:27:51,240 --> 00:27:54,120
Speaker 2: or by or whatever and have a real fucking connection

668
00:27:54,160 --> 00:27:57,119
Speaker 2: with somebody, and really, really, I'll definitely say that I

669
00:27:57,240 --> 00:28:00,960
Speaker 2: don't care much for labels, like, for example, I identify

670
00:28:00,960 --> 00:28:05,160
Speaker 2: like me personally identify non binary. However, I don't say

671
00:28:05,200 --> 00:28:07,520
Speaker 2: it out loud because then people will tag that on

672
00:28:07,560 --> 00:28:09,639
Speaker 2: me and then they'll be like, oh, so they boba,

673
00:28:09,680 --> 00:28:12,600
Speaker 2: and it's like no, like I just don't know. I

674
00:28:12,640 --> 00:28:14,479
Speaker 2: don't know, and I don't care, Like if you want

675
00:28:14,520 --> 00:28:16,600
Speaker 2: to get me non binary, cool and if you don't, cool,

676
00:28:16,600 --> 00:28:17,719
Speaker 2: But I don't want to be the face of it.

677
00:28:17,760 --> 00:28:20,919
Speaker 2: I don't want another responsibility on me about it, Like

678
00:28:20,920 --> 00:28:22,200
Speaker 2: I don't want to write you know what I mean,

679
00:28:22,280 --> 00:28:24,399
Speaker 2: Like I'm not the voice of it. I just I

680
00:28:24,560 --> 00:28:27,400
Speaker 2: just know that my whole life, I've looked at myself

681
00:28:27,720 --> 00:28:30,160
Speaker 2: and sometimes I feel comfortable and sometimes I don't feel

682
00:28:30,200 --> 00:28:32,840
Speaker 2: comfortable as myself, and sometimes I have a out of

683
00:28:32,840 --> 00:28:35,119
Speaker 2: body experience, and I feel like I'm watching myself and

684
00:28:35,160 --> 00:28:37,600
Speaker 2: sometimes I feel like I'm in drag. Whether I'm dressed

685
00:28:37,600 --> 00:28:39,480
Speaker 2: more masculine or feminine, Like I don't know, that's like

686
00:28:39,520 --> 00:28:41,760
Speaker 2: a thing in me. And so all I can really

687
00:28:41,760 --> 00:28:44,240
Speaker 2: say is like, I'm just I'm just vibing. I'm just

688
00:28:44,240 --> 00:28:44,960
Speaker 2: a bubble vibe.

689
00:28:45,200 --> 00:28:47,280
Speaker 1: Claudia. I like what I like. If I have a connection,

690
00:28:47,360 --> 00:28:48,040
Speaker 1: it is what it is.

691
00:28:48,400 --> 00:28:50,280
Speaker 2: I will say, I see myself being with a woman

692
00:28:50,400 --> 00:28:54,240
Speaker 2: for sure, Like definitely, I think it just makes more sense.

693
00:28:54,720 --> 00:28:56,560
Speaker 2: That's a conversation I had with my ex husband, was

694
00:28:56,560 --> 00:28:58,320
Speaker 2: it just just makes sense?

695
00:28:58,440 --> 00:29:01,040
Speaker 1: I like womenat Was he cool with it?

696
00:29:01,360 --> 00:29:04,280
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean there's been it's been very giver, you know,

697
00:29:04,400 --> 00:29:07,200
Speaker 2: like back and forth and stuff, but eventually he was.

698
00:29:07,200 --> 00:29:08,960
Speaker 2: Eventually he was like, hey, man, you know whatever makes

699
00:29:08,960 --> 00:29:10,960
Speaker 2: you happy. Like when I see him, we don't have

700
00:29:11,000 --> 00:29:13,120
Speaker 2: any hate or anything. We talk. He thinks all the

701
00:29:13,120 --> 00:29:16,360
Speaker 2: girls like I've dated are pretty, but that's what he

702
00:29:16,440 --> 00:29:17,160
Speaker 2: hit on one of them.

703
00:29:17,400 --> 00:29:18,040
Speaker 1: Oh he did.

704
00:29:18,480 --> 00:29:20,680
Speaker 2: Yeah. I was like, hey, bro, like this is for real,

705
00:29:20,800 --> 00:29:21,600
Speaker 2: this isn't like.

706
00:29:21,720 --> 00:29:25,120
Speaker 1: What the hell You're not trying to get in her panties?

707
00:29:25,160 --> 00:29:28,440
Speaker 2: Like, what's that so like this fucking weird.

708
00:29:28,720 --> 00:29:31,320
Speaker 1: No, you you have the well your ex girlfriend and

709
00:29:31,360 --> 00:29:32,720
Speaker 1: some of the girls that we kind of talked about

710
00:29:32,720 --> 00:29:34,200
Speaker 1: when when I saw you when we were I was

711
00:29:34,200 --> 00:29:36,760
Speaker 1: there with you. They're good looking, you have good taste.

712
00:29:36,880 --> 00:29:39,720
Speaker 1: So yeah, okay, everyone keeps telling me, oh my god,

713
00:29:40,040 --> 00:29:42,320
Speaker 1: Snow is so cute, she's so beautiful, and this is

714
00:29:42,360 --> 00:29:45,800
Speaker 1: not I know, I know already get off her gig,

715
00:29:45,840 --> 00:29:52,440
Speaker 1: and I'm scared. But what's coming out to your parents?

716
00:29:52,520 --> 00:29:54,240
Speaker 1: Was that tough? How did they take it, being like

717
00:29:54,320 --> 00:29:57,600
Speaker 1: especially your dad being so like traditional, you know, Mexican

718
00:29:57,600 --> 00:29:58,240
Speaker 1: macho man.

719
00:29:59,000 --> 00:30:01,480
Speaker 2: Well, my dad and I didn't talk for fourteen years

720
00:30:01,760 --> 00:30:04,560
Speaker 2: because it's something he did, so he did some crazy

721
00:30:04,560 --> 00:30:06,720
Speaker 2: shit and then I just was like just a fucking

722
00:30:06,720 --> 00:30:09,640
Speaker 2: disappointment to all of us, and so we just didn't talk.

723
00:30:09,840 --> 00:30:11,560
Speaker 2: And so the first time that I saw him after

724
00:30:11,600 --> 00:30:13,560
Speaker 2: fourteen years, like I think it was me starting this

725
00:30:13,640 --> 00:30:16,400
Speaker 2: journey of like really reconnecting with like maybe the past.

726
00:30:16,440 --> 00:30:18,360
Speaker 2: I think I had been so dead set on my

727
00:30:18,960 --> 00:30:21,400
Speaker 2: on moving forward, which is great. I didn't even realize

728
00:30:21,400 --> 00:30:24,320
Speaker 2: how healthy I was for always moving forward until I

729
00:30:24,360 --> 00:30:26,080
Speaker 2: started to just kind of look backwards and try to

730
00:30:26,120 --> 00:30:28,200
Speaker 2: reconnect and then I met I think I just energetically

731
00:30:28,200 --> 00:30:30,320
Speaker 2: messed my whole fucking life up. But whatever. But also

732
00:30:30,360 --> 00:30:32,479
Speaker 2: maybe I'm going to come out of this rise from

733
00:30:32,520 --> 00:30:34,400
Speaker 2: the ashes and be so much better for it, you know,

734
00:30:34,480 --> 00:30:37,440
Speaker 2: So who knows. But anyway, I reconnect with him, and

735
00:30:37,840 --> 00:30:40,040
Speaker 2: I took my fiance at the time, and I really

736
00:30:40,120 --> 00:30:42,280
Speaker 2: didn't come out. I really was just like, this is

737
00:30:42,280 --> 00:30:44,480
Speaker 2: my fiance and he was like, Okay, that was it,

738
00:30:44,720 --> 00:30:47,000
Speaker 2: you know, that was it? And a did you document that?

739
00:30:47,040 --> 00:30:49,080
Speaker 2: I think I saw that. M hm when you went

740
00:30:49,120 --> 00:30:52,040
Speaker 2: actually to Mexico. YEAHI and Randritolo like you took her

741
00:30:52,720 --> 00:30:54,240
Speaker 2: and are you guys? You guys aren't talking right now

742
00:30:54,280 --> 00:30:57,640
Speaker 2: though right like, we're not we don't have a problem,

743
00:30:57,680 --> 00:30:59,640
Speaker 2: but I we don't. We're just different people.

744
00:31:00,160 --> 00:31:02,640
Speaker 1: You hard to kind of maybe rekindle after so many years.

745
00:31:02,680 --> 00:31:04,000
Speaker 1: And your mom, your mom's go with it.

746
00:31:04,160 --> 00:31:07,480
Speaker 2: She makes her comments here and there like she's never

747
00:31:07,480 --> 00:31:09,320
Speaker 2: really gotten along with any of my partners, whether male

748
00:31:09,400 --> 00:31:11,640
Speaker 2: or female. So my mom, I just give her her

749
00:31:11,640 --> 00:31:13,960
Speaker 2: space and I like let her. You know, she lives

750
00:31:14,000 --> 00:31:17,600
Speaker 2: in Mexico. She she she admittedly like rather be in Mexico.

751
00:31:17,640 --> 00:31:19,240
Speaker 2: She'd rather be in her own world. She'd rather not

752
00:31:19,280 --> 00:31:23,200
Speaker 2: deal with anything that isn't her and for her own

753
00:31:23,240 --> 00:31:24,520
Speaker 2: mental health. I'm like, go ahead, you know.

754
00:31:24,960 --> 00:31:25,160
Speaker 1: Yeah.

755
00:31:25,160 --> 00:31:28,080
Speaker 2: I got her a car, her house, everything she needed

756
00:31:28,120 --> 00:31:30,440
Speaker 2: to fix, you know, anything in her house, her phone,

757
00:31:31,040 --> 00:31:32,880
Speaker 2: you know, some money. So it's like you're good. Like

758
00:31:33,160 --> 00:31:34,840
Speaker 2: you're also an adult, so you know, you and your

759
00:31:34,840 --> 00:31:37,480
Speaker 2: boyfriend like figure your shit out, But like I don't.

760
00:31:37,920 --> 00:31:39,640
Speaker 2: I'm not her mom, you know. But she's not my

761
00:31:39,680 --> 00:31:40,120
Speaker 2: mom either.

762
00:31:40,760 --> 00:31:43,480
Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, I see, And I think probably for her,

763
00:31:43,560 --> 00:31:45,040
Speaker 1: it was just like, Okay, I've already used my kids.

764
00:31:45,040 --> 00:31:47,080
Speaker 1: I don't want to have the responsibility. I want to

765
00:31:47,080 --> 00:31:48,760
Speaker 1: do my own thing. It's good to give people their

766
00:31:48,800 --> 00:31:51,720
Speaker 1: space and eventually maybe they'll come around and realize things.

767
00:31:51,720 --> 00:31:53,200
Speaker 1: You see, no pust that me in, you know. Yeah,

768
00:31:53,320 --> 00:31:56,160
Speaker 1: so you're going on tour, M tell us about that.

769
00:31:56,600 --> 00:31:59,480
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm going all around the United States. I'm doing

770
00:31:59,480 --> 00:32:01,840
Speaker 2: the Key Inside Never Had, which I think people are

771
00:32:01,840 --> 00:32:03,720
Speaker 2: expecting it to be way more keen to it than

772
00:32:03,720 --> 00:32:05,280
Speaker 2: it actually is gonna be. I think people need to

773
00:32:05,320 --> 00:32:07,440
Speaker 2: remember how I dress and who I am. Like it's

774
00:32:07,480 --> 00:32:09,080
Speaker 2: I'm gonna have a little moment for it. But I'm

775
00:32:09,120 --> 00:32:12,080
Speaker 2: also like still a crowd surfing champagne pop and yeah,

776
00:32:12,280 --> 00:32:15,560
Speaker 2: ass smacking person, I'm not you know what I mean. Like,

777
00:32:17,600 --> 00:32:19,719
Speaker 2: so that's that's what that is. And then I come

778
00:32:19,800 --> 00:32:21,040
Speaker 2: home for like a couple of weeks, and then I

779
00:32:21,120 --> 00:32:23,400
Speaker 2: leave on tour with Sific Land for an arena tour.

780
00:32:23,520 --> 00:32:24,520
Speaker 2: So that'll be Dan.

781
00:32:25,000 --> 00:32:26,520
Speaker 1: You're gonna be gone for a hot ass minute.

782
00:32:26,720 --> 00:32:28,200
Speaker 2: Yep, I'm gonna be gone till the fall.

783
00:32:28,600 --> 00:32:29,120
Speaker 1: Damn.

784
00:32:30,080 --> 00:32:31,400
Speaker 2: I know we just met each other.

785
00:32:31,640 --> 00:32:34,240
Speaker 1: I know I'm gonna have to fly to you. I

786
00:32:34,280 --> 00:32:36,320
Speaker 1: don't know. We gotta figet it out.

787
00:32:36,040 --> 00:32:37,040
Speaker 2: I figure it out.

788
00:32:37,960 --> 00:32:40,280
Speaker 1: And when you leave that does your son go with you? Obviously,

789
00:32:40,280 --> 00:32:42,440
Speaker 1: because yeah, school, he probably doesn't urs he homeschooled.

790
00:32:42,520 --> 00:32:45,240
Speaker 2: He he doesn't. I'll fly him out there, or like

791
00:32:45,280 --> 00:32:47,320
Speaker 2: I'll come home whatever I need to do to you know,

792
00:32:47,400 --> 00:32:49,479
Speaker 2: keep that connection with my son all the time. But

793
00:32:49,760 --> 00:32:52,520
Speaker 2: definitely right now, Mike, Tia just she just showed up

794
00:32:52,560 --> 00:32:54,640
Speaker 2: and she's gonna live here now, so she's gonna help

795
00:32:54,680 --> 00:32:56,840
Speaker 2: me more with all the house stuff and with my

796
00:32:56,920 --> 00:32:58,960
Speaker 2: son with everything, because you know, I am getting so

797
00:32:59,040 --> 00:33:02,320
Speaker 2: much busier and sometimes I don't know the guilt of

798
00:33:03,040 --> 00:33:05,280
Speaker 2: not fully always being there for my son and not

799
00:33:05,320 --> 00:33:07,280
Speaker 2: fully being there for music, always kind of thinking of

800
00:33:07,320 --> 00:33:09,520
Speaker 2: both like personal life, all these things. It's just been

801
00:33:09,600 --> 00:33:12,160
Speaker 2: like too much. So having my Thea and she was

802
00:33:12,160 --> 00:33:14,400
Speaker 2: like a mom to me, so she's she's just very maternal,

803
00:33:14,520 --> 00:33:16,440
Speaker 2: very like, very nurturing and I love that.

804
00:33:16,680 --> 00:33:18,680
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's gonna help you so much, so I can.

805
00:33:18,640 --> 00:33:20,560
Speaker 2: Stop looking for that. It's for my mommy. And she

806
00:33:20,600 --> 00:33:23,600
Speaker 2: was in girls and I could just focus. I could

807
00:33:23,640 --> 00:33:25,400
Speaker 2: just I got a mom now.

808
00:33:26,320 --> 00:33:29,240
Speaker 1: No, but it does, Honestly, it does make like having someone,

809
00:33:29,320 --> 00:33:32,040
Speaker 1: especially if it's your Thea like make it makes the

810
00:33:32,080 --> 00:33:34,280
Speaker 1: house feel like a home. So that's gonna give you

811
00:33:34,320 --> 00:33:36,080
Speaker 1: so much peace while you're out and know that your

812
00:33:36,080 --> 00:33:38,320
Speaker 1: son's in good hands and you don't got to worry

813
00:33:38,320 --> 00:33:40,760
Speaker 1: about that extra shit so far the house and the

814
00:33:40,800 --> 00:33:43,280
Speaker 1: groceries and that's gonna be wow. I love.

815
00:33:43,640 --> 00:33:43,840
Speaker 3: Yeah.

816
00:33:43,880 --> 00:33:46,400
Speaker 1: My lady just left. She was from my last so

817
00:33:46,440 --> 00:33:48,240
Speaker 1: she had to go back as her visa. But when

818
00:33:48,240 --> 00:33:50,240
Speaker 1: she was here, just the house just feels so warm

819
00:33:50,400 --> 00:33:52,920
Speaker 1: like and I need that like, I need that feeling.

820
00:33:53,200 --> 00:33:55,000
Speaker 1: Then I get stuck doing all the Senora stuff and

821
00:33:55,000 --> 00:33:57,440
Speaker 1: then I can't create. You know, I'm tired to go

822
00:33:57,480 --> 00:33:59,360
Speaker 1: to the fucking studio and like, you know what I mean.

823
00:33:59,400 --> 00:34:00,720
Speaker 1: So I don't know. I mean, we got to figure

824
00:34:00,760 --> 00:34:04,200
Speaker 1: this out. I gotta see you and go to one

825
00:34:04,240 --> 00:34:07,160
Speaker 1: of your shows. On your shows.

826
00:34:07,840 --> 00:34:11,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm home. We're here every day. I just be rehearsing.

827
00:34:11,719 --> 00:34:12,520
Speaker 2: You saw the studio.

828
00:34:13,080 --> 00:34:15,040
Speaker 1: I saw the studio. I heard some of your music

829
00:34:15,080 --> 00:34:18,760
Speaker 1: that like stuff that you guys are ready like. Honestly,

830
00:34:18,800 --> 00:34:20,480
Speaker 1: I was like, well, I was blown the fuck away.

831
00:34:20,719 --> 00:34:23,239
Speaker 1: It's really good. And I'm not just like blowing smoke

832
00:34:23,320 --> 00:34:25,640
Speaker 1: up your ass. I'm being serious. Like Richard, my manager

833
00:34:25,640 --> 00:34:28,080
Speaker 1: who was with me, was like, what the fuck. He's like,

834
00:34:28,120 --> 00:34:31,359
Speaker 1: this is crazy. So you I told you. I've told

835
00:34:31,360 --> 00:34:33,200
Speaker 1: you on your podcast and I'll say it again. You're

836
00:34:33,200 --> 00:34:36,480
Speaker 1: a badass bitch and I hope you know that. And

837
00:34:36,560 --> 00:34:39,359
Speaker 1: anyway too, thank you, thank you so much, and I'm

838
00:34:39,400 --> 00:34:41,359
Speaker 1: just glad, thank you so much for taking the time

839
00:34:41,400 --> 00:34:43,279
Speaker 1: to be on my podcast to talk to me and

840
00:34:43,600 --> 00:34:46,320
Speaker 1: talking a little bit more about Claudia. You guys follow

841
00:34:46,360 --> 00:34:48,680
Speaker 1: her on her Instagram? Is there any what's your YouTube like?

842
00:34:48,719 --> 00:34:50,720
Speaker 1: Share all the platforms with us please?

843
00:34:51,160 --> 00:34:53,680
Speaker 2: Well YouTube obviously snow the product is like my music

844
00:34:53,840 --> 00:34:55,760
Speaker 2: and everything. And then every day Days is the channel

845
00:34:55,760 --> 00:34:57,759
Speaker 2: where I do a little bit of blog personal life,

846
00:34:57,760 --> 00:35:00,480
Speaker 2: and then every Night Nights is my podcast, which on

847
00:35:00,520 --> 00:35:02,680
Speaker 2: my Everyday Day's channel. But that was supposed to be

848
00:35:02,760 --> 00:35:04,239
Speaker 2: I made that channel so that it's like, you're not

849
00:35:04,280 --> 00:35:06,520
Speaker 2: looking for Snow the product on it, You're looking for Claudia.

850
00:35:06,600 --> 00:35:08,360
Speaker 2: As you see, I've been kind of on this journey

851
00:35:08,360 --> 00:35:10,720
Speaker 2: of really being like, yo, I'm a person because people

852
00:35:11,000 --> 00:35:14,200
Speaker 2: people just would talk to me or treat me as

853
00:35:14,280 --> 00:35:16,800
Speaker 2: if I'm Snow the product, and they were very aggressive

854
00:35:16,800 --> 00:35:20,880
Speaker 2: and abrasive with me because they think I'm this hard person.

855
00:35:21,239 --> 00:35:22,919
Speaker 2: And so it got to a point where I needed

856
00:35:22,920 --> 00:35:24,719
Speaker 2: to remind people like, that's not who I am, and

857
00:35:24,760 --> 00:35:26,719
Speaker 2: you're gonna make me cry, Like the amount of times

858
00:35:26,719 --> 00:35:29,000
Speaker 2: that I fucking cried with how I was treated because

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Speaker 1: So Claudia, Claudia, Yes, but again, thank you, thank you

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Speaker 1: so much. And you guys know, all my listeners, we

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Speaker 1: will take you very, very far. Discipline and consistency. So anyways,

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