1 00:00:03,560 --> 00:00:06,400 Speaker 1: Tell me a little bit about the name snow the product. 2 00:00:06,440 --> 00:00:08,360 Speaker 1: My friend from high school, she was like, I'm Belle, 3 00:00:08,400 --> 00:00:09,760 Speaker 1: which princess do you want to be? And I was like, 4 00:00:09,760 --> 00:00:11,600 Speaker 1: which one can I be? She's like snow White and 5 00:00:11,640 --> 00:00:14,400 Speaker 1: I was like, Okay, snow White, that's cool. I always 6 00:00:14,440 --> 00:00:17,200 Speaker 1: had anxiety. I have ways of coping, but definitely I 7 00:00:17,239 --> 00:00:20,279 Speaker 1: think it's physically painful for me sometimes to talk to 8 00:00:20,280 --> 00:00:22,880 Speaker 1: people or like sometimes I feel like I can't. It's 9 00:00:22,880 --> 00:00:25,880 Speaker 1: just a lot there's a lot of like rapper artists 10 00:00:25,920 --> 00:00:28,280 Speaker 1: that they try to do is like I'm Mexican, like 11 00:00:28,360 --> 00:00:30,000 Speaker 1: I should be the best of the Mexicans in the 12 00:00:30,040 --> 00:00:32,120 Speaker 1: Mexican American community, and to me, it's like no bro 13 00:00:32,240 --> 00:00:43,760 Speaker 1: like duty. Yeah, welcome back to the Cheekies and Chill podcasts. Guys, 14 00:00:43,920 --> 00:00:46,720 Speaker 1: You're not going to believe who I have on today's show. 15 00:00:46,960 --> 00:00:49,560 Speaker 1: I'm really excited to be speaking with a super raw 16 00:00:49,720 --> 00:00:52,840 Speaker 1: and real Latina artist. She's probably already your favorite rapper, 17 00:00:53,040 --> 00:00:54,920 Speaker 1: and if she isn't, I'm sure by the end of 18 00:00:54,920 --> 00:00:57,040 Speaker 1: the show she will be. Before we're bring her in. 19 00:00:57,160 --> 00:00:59,480 Speaker 1: I just want to say this conversation is probably going 20 00:00:59,520 --> 00:01:02,720 Speaker 1: to get a little spicy, so just keep that in mind. Okay, 21 00:01:02,760 --> 00:01:04,920 Speaker 1: So now that that's out of the way, let's go 22 00:01:04,959 --> 00:01:07,679 Speaker 1: ahead and bring her in. This is cheekys and chill. 23 00:01:17,200 --> 00:01:19,520 Speaker 1: Sitting in front of me is none other than the 24 00:01:19,640 --> 00:01:23,560 Speaker 1: Latin Grammy nominated rapper and podcaster Snow, the product Hi, 25 00:01:23,760 --> 00:01:27,160 Speaker 1: how are you doing. I'm good, Welcome to my podcast. 26 00:01:27,160 --> 00:01:30,120 Speaker 1: I was on yours recently and we got a little wild, 27 00:01:30,440 --> 00:01:33,360 Speaker 1: but it was fun. Yours a lot more zen's a 28 00:01:33,400 --> 00:01:35,520 Speaker 1: lot more calm. Yes, it's a little bit more zen. 29 00:01:35,640 --> 00:01:38,560 Speaker 1: But look, it's probably better that I don't have tequila 30 00:01:38,720 --> 00:01:40,560 Speaker 1: right now. But whenever you want, I'll go back on 31 00:01:40,600 --> 00:01:42,839 Speaker 1: your podcast so we can actually finish a conversation, because 32 00:01:42,880 --> 00:01:48,200 Speaker 1: that's what everyone's saying, Like, you guys didn't finish any topic. Yeah, 33 00:01:48,280 --> 00:01:50,520 Speaker 1: it's because we left a lot of things unsaid, so 34 00:01:50,560 --> 00:01:53,240 Speaker 1: we can just keep going exactly, which is good. So 35 00:01:53,320 --> 00:01:55,360 Speaker 1: that means I have to go back. Yeah, but they 36 00:01:55,400 --> 00:01:57,400 Speaker 1: did say that the chemistry was undeniable and that we 37 00:01:57,400 --> 00:01:59,640 Speaker 1: should podcast together more. So here we Yes, I think 38 00:01:59,640 --> 00:02:01,600 Speaker 1: we should. People did say that, and I didn't know. 39 00:02:01,680 --> 00:02:05,040 Speaker 1: Here's the thing I've known about Snow. I've seen her. 40 00:02:05,200 --> 00:02:06,960 Speaker 1: We've always said hi when we see each other. But 41 00:02:07,000 --> 00:02:09,079 Speaker 1: we've never really sat down and had a conversation. That 42 00:02:09,160 --> 00:02:11,440 Speaker 1: was the first time, so it was super raw. And 43 00:02:11,480 --> 00:02:13,720 Speaker 1: I didn't know she was a cancer. So yeah, so 44 00:02:13,760 --> 00:02:16,959 Speaker 1: I think the chemistry was undeniable. And yeah, people saw 45 00:02:16,960 --> 00:02:20,440 Speaker 1: it and felt it. That's right, that's tight. Like so 46 00:02:20,919 --> 00:02:23,760 Speaker 1: I didn't know this either, that you started as a 47 00:02:23,800 --> 00:02:26,840 Speaker 1: mariachi singer? Are you saying mariachi? When I was a 48 00:02:26,840 --> 00:02:28,680 Speaker 1: little kid, when as soon as I could talk, my 49 00:02:28,760 --> 00:02:33,720 Speaker 1: dad right away had me singing, the singing, the rapping. 50 00:02:33,760 --> 00:02:35,720 Speaker 1: Where does that come from? Does it come from any 51 00:02:35,760 --> 00:02:39,880 Speaker 1: like any family member? Like I okay, like I forgot 52 00:02:39,880 --> 00:02:43,520 Speaker 1: the lyrics to and after that, I was just like 53 00:02:44,840 --> 00:02:46,520 Speaker 1: it was always embarrassing because my dad, I was the 54 00:02:46,600 --> 00:02:49,440 Speaker 1: kid in the family that like at every gathering they 55 00:02:49,440 --> 00:02:51,640 Speaker 1: would tell me to sing. So I'm just like singing 56 00:02:51,760 --> 00:02:54,320 Speaker 1: for everybody. And I was embarrassing because once I started 57 00:02:54,400 --> 00:02:56,239 Speaker 1: kind of you know, being eleven twelve, like the kids 58 00:02:56,240 --> 00:02:59,000 Speaker 1: are laughing at me, Like I'm embarrassed. I've always been 59 00:02:59,080 --> 00:03:01,000 Speaker 1: very shy when it comes to like all the attention 60 00:03:01,000 --> 00:03:03,040 Speaker 1: on me, So I just hated it. So I just 61 00:03:03,040 --> 00:03:07,560 Speaker 1: thought I was never gonna make music ever, And like 62 00:03:07,600 --> 00:03:10,760 Speaker 1: until he fucking died. My dad sing untas my whole 63 00:03:10,800 --> 00:03:13,040 Speaker 1: family on my dad's side, that's what they do. Um. 64 00:03:13,040 --> 00:03:14,880 Speaker 1: And my dad's a good songwriter. I think that's where 65 00:03:14,880 --> 00:03:18,880 Speaker 1: I got like writing from um, but I never I 66 00:03:18,880 --> 00:03:21,640 Speaker 1: don't know. I think rapping was a rebellion because my 67 00:03:21,720 --> 00:03:25,079 Speaker 1: dad hated rap um, he hated cholos, he hated rap 68 00:03:25,120 --> 00:03:27,519 Speaker 1: he hated all that. So I was like, that was 69 00:03:27,560 --> 00:03:30,040 Speaker 1: my big fuck you to everybody, like or whatever I want. 70 00:03:31,120 --> 00:03:34,760 Speaker 1: So your dad's like very very like traditional. I'm assuming, like, yes, 71 00:03:35,200 --> 00:03:38,920 Speaker 1: super macho Mexican man, fucking you know, don't cut my 72 00:03:38,920 --> 00:03:41,080 Speaker 1: little girl's hair like all that type of shit. So 73 00:03:41,480 --> 00:03:45,200 Speaker 1: when I was growing up, I didn't even cross my 74 00:03:45,240 --> 00:03:47,880 Speaker 1: mind who I was going to end up being. But 75 00:03:47,960 --> 00:03:49,880 Speaker 1: it's crazy that now it kind of has come full 76 00:03:49,880 --> 00:03:52,080 Speaker 1: circle with the pride in the Mariachi and the Mexican 77 00:03:52,120 --> 00:03:55,119 Speaker 1: and all these things that were instilled in me are 78 00:03:55,160 --> 00:03:57,200 Speaker 1: still there. I guess it just I had to find 79 00:03:57,240 --> 00:03:59,000 Speaker 1: them on my own. I didn't want them put on me, 80 00:03:59,120 --> 00:04:00,960 Speaker 1: you know what I mean? Yeah, Oh my god, See 81 00:04:01,000 --> 00:04:04,320 Speaker 1: that's such a cancer thing. Like I'm you push me 82 00:04:04,400 --> 00:04:06,760 Speaker 1: up against a corner, and I'm going to push back, 83 00:04:06,800 --> 00:04:09,280 Speaker 1: like I don't like to feel like I'm forced to 84 00:04:09,320 --> 00:04:10,800 Speaker 1: do anything. It's like, no, I need to figure out 85 00:04:10,840 --> 00:04:14,920 Speaker 1: my and I'm like I am because I want to 86 00:04:14,960 --> 00:04:17,719 Speaker 1: learn things myself, you know what I mean. And and 87 00:04:17,760 --> 00:04:19,320 Speaker 1: I like that. I like that about you. Are you 88 00:04:19,360 --> 00:04:23,000 Speaker 1: open to like singing with Mariachi? Yeah? I did. I 89 00:04:23,040 --> 00:04:26,240 Speaker 1: have this little intro um called It's All my Little 90 00:04:26,279 --> 00:04:27,920 Speaker 1: EP that I dropped and then now it's going to 91 00:04:28,000 --> 00:04:30,200 Speaker 1: be the beginning the first song on my tour and 92 00:04:30,240 --> 00:04:34,279 Speaker 1: it starts with a little it's a little coo type 93 00:04:34,320 --> 00:04:35,960 Speaker 1: thing and then it goes into this rap part that 94 00:04:36,040 --> 00:04:37,880 Speaker 1: just like the drums are going crazy and the lights 95 00:04:37,920 --> 00:04:40,159 Speaker 1: are going crazy, and it's just like it's just very me. 96 00:04:40,400 --> 00:04:43,479 Speaker 1: You know. It starts, you know, and it goes like 97 00:04:43,480 --> 00:04:44,520 Speaker 1: that and then all of a sudden, it just like 98 00:04:44,640 --> 00:04:47,520 Speaker 1: fucking fu Yeah, oh my. I want to go to 99 00:04:47,680 --> 00:04:49,960 Speaker 1: one of your shows. I always see them on Instagram. 100 00:04:50,000 --> 00:04:53,039 Speaker 1: I really really want to go really bad. I feel 101 00:04:53,080 --> 00:04:55,719 Speaker 1: like they get like I'm gonna get crazy. Yeah No, 102 00:04:55,920 --> 00:04:58,760 Speaker 1: straight up, Like there's a every show, there's a moment 103 00:05:00,040 --> 00:05:02,520 Speaker 1: fucking you know, there's Yeah, though, there's all kinds of shit, 104 00:05:02,600 --> 00:05:04,440 Speaker 1: like I try to do it in not corny way. 105 00:05:04,440 --> 00:05:06,479 Speaker 1: I feel like nowadays, like there's a lot of like 106 00:05:06,600 --> 00:05:08,760 Speaker 1: rapp or artists that they try to do is like 107 00:05:09,360 --> 00:05:12,160 Speaker 1: I'm Mexican, like I should be the best of the Mexicans, 108 00:05:12,200 --> 00:05:14,599 Speaker 1: you know, and in the Mexican American community. And to me, 109 00:05:14,640 --> 00:05:17,240 Speaker 1: it's like, bro, we just rep in ways that like that. 110 00:05:17,279 --> 00:05:18,840 Speaker 1: You don't got to be corny about it and that's it. 111 00:05:18,920 --> 00:05:21,240 Speaker 1: Keep it pushing, you know, don't take on being the 112 00:05:21,240 --> 00:05:23,840 Speaker 1: face of the Mexicans as your identity. It's like, no, bro, 113 00:05:23,960 --> 00:05:28,119 Speaker 1: like fucking duity. Yeah yeah, And there's nothing nothing corny 114 00:05:28,120 --> 00:05:30,640 Speaker 1: about you. And that's one thing like I've known forever, 115 00:05:30,880 --> 00:05:33,200 Speaker 1: like you're just who you are. You're very raw, You're 116 00:05:33,279 --> 00:05:37,360 Speaker 1: very authentic, and I think that's fucking amazing. But now 117 00:05:37,400 --> 00:05:40,159 Speaker 1: in like the society that we live in, where's everyone's 118 00:05:40,160 --> 00:05:43,800 Speaker 1: so just so sensitive about everything, but I feel like 119 00:05:43,839 --> 00:05:48,719 Speaker 1: you're unapologetically yourself. Like it's like either you like me 120 00:05:48,839 --> 00:05:50,960 Speaker 1: or you don't. And is that how you've always been 121 00:05:51,040 --> 00:05:53,440 Speaker 1: or is that something that just happened, like with maturity 122 00:05:53,520 --> 00:05:56,080 Speaker 1: and shit that you've gone through. I think it's been growing. 123 00:05:56,240 --> 00:05:58,120 Speaker 1: Like I always I always make it a big point 124 00:05:58,160 --> 00:05:59,720 Speaker 1: to let people know who Snow the Product is and 125 00:05:59,760 --> 00:06:03,040 Speaker 1: who Claudia is, um because whenever I talk about it 126 00:06:03,080 --> 00:06:04,920 Speaker 1: sometimes people won't won't realize. And that's also why I 127 00:06:04,960 --> 00:06:06,960 Speaker 1: wear my Claudia thing because it's like I want people 128 00:06:07,000 --> 00:06:09,120 Speaker 1: to understand I'm a person and there's a really like 129 00:06:09,360 --> 00:06:12,679 Speaker 1: my fucking name is Snow the Product, like it literally 130 00:06:12,720 --> 00:06:15,560 Speaker 1: says the product like that is what I'm selling as 131 00:06:15,560 --> 00:06:18,400 Speaker 1: a fucking you know thing, as my alter ego, as 132 00:06:18,680 --> 00:06:20,919 Speaker 1: the strong bitch that I wish I could be. But 133 00:06:21,040 --> 00:06:24,839 Speaker 1: like Claudia myself personally, I'm like, if anything, I've always 134 00:06:24,880 --> 00:06:29,560 Speaker 1: been a fucking cry baby, emotional, sentimental chikia Like that's 135 00:06:29,680 --> 00:06:32,880 Speaker 1: you know, that's me. So it's like that Snow the 136 00:06:32,920 --> 00:06:35,599 Speaker 1: Product person is who I needed to embody to be 137 00:06:35,680 --> 00:06:38,560 Speaker 1: able to do what I knew I was put on 138 00:06:38,600 --> 00:06:40,080 Speaker 1: this earth to do, you know what I mean? Like, 139 00:06:40,120 --> 00:06:41,600 Speaker 1: I do think I have a voice. I do think 140 00:06:41,600 --> 00:06:43,239 Speaker 1: I know how to talk. I think if if anyone 141 00:06:43,360 --> 00:06:45,440 Speaker 1: was to speak on certain issues, I think I'm always 142 00:06:45,440 --> 00:06:47,680 Speaker 1: gonna make sure that I do it the correct way, 143 00:06:47,720 --> 00:06:49,800 Speaker 1: you know, And I don't. I don't lead people the 144 00:06:49,839 --> 00:06:52,359 Speaker 1: wrong way. I know I'm a natural born leader, but 145 00:06:52,400 --> 00:06:53,840 Speaker 1: as far as me, like, if you put too much 146 00:06:53,839 --> 00:06:56,279 Speaker 1: attention on me, I'm like, and you know, I get 147 00:06:56,320 --> 00:06:58,440 Speaker 1: nervous and I get shy, and you know that's why 148 00:06:58,440 --> 00:07:01,480 Speaker 1: I drink. I feel you. I feel like we have 149 00:07:01,520 --> 00:07:05,160 Speaker 1: a lot in common because I also there's cheekies and 150 00:07:05,200 --> 00:07:07,719 Speaker 1: then there's Jenney, and Janet is a hippie and I'd 151 00:07:07,800 --> 00:07:10,360 Speaker 1: rather not have makeup on and I'm just this is me. 152 00:07:10,440 --> 00:07:13,080 Speaker 1: What you see right now is like I'm chilling. I'm 153 00:07:13,120 --> 00:07:15,600 Speaker 1: a hippie at heart. But in order to do what 154 00:07:15,680 --> 00:07:18,320 Speaker 1: I do, I had to that I had to And 155 00:07:18,360 --> 00:07:21,280 Speaker 1: I learned this in twenty eighteen after going like on 156 00:07:21,320 --> 00:07:23,840 Speaker 1: a drinking binge and I was like, I can't get 157 00:07:23,840 --> 00:07:26,000 Speaker 1: on stage unless I'm fucking drunk. And it's like it's cool, 158 00:07:26,000 --> 00:07:28,240 Speaker 1: it's fun, don't get me wrong, but it was causing 159 00:07:28,280 --> 00:07:31,880 Speaker 1: me depression. So I had to learn to separate. I said, Okay, 160 00:07:31,920 --> 00:07:34,120 Speaker 1: I have to separate cheekies from Janey. And I feel 161 00:07:34,120 --> 00:07:35,360 Speaker 1: like that's kind of like what you do when you're 162 00:07:35,400 --> 00:07:37,360 Speaker 1: at home, when you get home to your son, are 163 00:07:37,400 --> 00:07:40,320 Speaker 1: you like, Okay, I'm Claudia and snow the product she's 164 00:07:40,400 --> 00:07:43,120 Speaker 1: kind of on hold or put away or how do 165 00:07:43,120 --> 00:07:45,960 Speaker 1: you work through that. No. Absolutely. I've always made sure 166 00:07:46,000 --> 00:07:48,640 Speaker 1: that I hold space for the people that I love 167 00:07:48,720 --> 00:07:51,720 Speaker 1: the most, which is my brother, my son, like my 168 00:07:51,800 --> 00:07:55,480 Speaker 1: real core, and I always show up for them as 169 00:07:55,800 --> 00:07:57,920 Speaker 1: as Claudia, you know what I mean. I've never snow 170 00:07:57,960 --> 00:08:01,040 Speaker 1: the product. So even with fans, there's some fans that 171 00:08:01,120 --> 00:08:03,680 Speaker 1: I am very personal with and that I you know, 172 00:08:03,720 --> 00:08:05,520 Speaker 1: they really get to see me and we really talk, 173 00:08:05,600 --> 00:08:08,520 Speaker 1: and I value that so much. Anywhere where I feel 174 00:08:08,560 --> 00:08:12,880 Speaker 1: safe to be Claudia is so important for me because 175 00:08:12,920 --> 00:08:14,840 Speaker 1: there's a lot of times when when I do like 176 00:08:14,920 --> 00:08:16,760 Speaker 1: that that you need to put that shell on, you know, 177 00:08:16,760 --> 00:08:18,400 Speaker 1: and you should know, being a cancer, like we have 178 00:08:18,440 --> 00:08:21,160 Speaker 1: to have that shell because we're like softies on the inside. 179 00:08:21,360 --> 00:08:24,560 Speaker 1: So it's very important to have comfort. And every time 180 00:08:24,600 --> 00:08:27,480 Speaker 1: I'm always finding comfort, I'm always looking for a place 181 00:08:27,480 --> 00:08:30,679 Speaker 1: to sit by myself. I every time that I'm around 182 00:08:30,680 --> 00:08:32,120 Speaker 1: people for like more than an hour, like I have 183 00:08:32,160 --> 00:08:33,640 Speaker 1: to go and be by myself for a little bit. 184 00:08:33,679 --> 00:08:36,319 Speaker 1: And like just I don't know why I get overstimulated 185 00:08:36,360 --> 00:08:38,840 Speaker 1: really quickly. That might be me being on the spectrum 186 00:08:38,920 --> 00:08:42,400 Speaker 1: or something, but realistically I just m I need to 187 00:08:42,400 --> 00:08:44,680 Speaker 1: calm down. I need to get grounded as much as possible. 188 00:08:44,760 --> 00:08:47,120 Speaker 1: You know, dude, that's crazy. On the same way, that's 189 00:08:47,120 --> 00:08:50,600 Speaker 1: so crazy. I've learned to love that alone time and 190 00:08:50,679 --> 00:08:55,480 Speaker 1: the silence and just hearing my own thoughts, and it's 191 00:08:55,480 --> 00:08:57,920 Speaker 1: an everyday thing because I feel like, yes, we're very 192 00:08:57,960 --> 00:09:00,160 Speaker 1: emotional and we can go into a dark place. It's 193 00:09:00,240 --> 00:09:03,000 Speaker 1: real quick if we're not intentional about saying hold up, 194 00:09:03,400 --> 00:09:06,280 Speaker 1: let me have my time, let me decompress, you know, 195 00:09:06,640 --> 00:09:09,679 Speaker 1: and being in the industry and giving so much of 196 00:09:09,720 --> 00:09:12,160 Speaker 1: yourself on stage and it's just like give, gift, give. 197 00:09:12,520 --> 00:09:14,360 Speaker 1: Sometimes I feel depleted when I get off stage. I 198 00:09:14,400 --> 00:09:16,280 Speaker 1: don't know if if you do. Sometimes you're like, hold on, 199 00:09:16,360 --> 00:09:18,640 Speaker 1: I just need to like I need five minutes before 200 00:09:18,640 --> 00:09:20,520 Speaker 1: I do my meeting great or whatever, because I need 201 00:09:20,559 --> 00:09:23,440 Speaker 1: to replenish myself. No. Absolutely, there's a lot of times 202 00:09:23,440 --> 00:09:25,040 Speaker 1: when fans want to be like, oh, you know, I 203 00:09:25,040 --> 00:09:26,800 Speaker 1: want to go backstage, or I want this, or can 204 00:09:26,840 --> 00:09:28,680 Speaker 1: we go on the bus, and I'm like, the thing 205 00:09:28,760 --> 00:09:31,120 Speaker 1: is that those are the small moments where I get 206 00:09:31,120 --> 00:09:33,120 Speaker 1: to be by myself, and you're gonna be You're gonna 207 00:09:33,120 --> 00:09:35,559 Speaker 1: be disappointed, because that's Claudia time. Like you know, I 208 00:09:36,040 --> 00:09:38,079 Speaker 1: finish a show. I do my meeting great before my shows. 209 00:09:38,280 --> 00:09:40,079 Speaker 1: So once I got finish the show and I go 210 00:09:40,160 --> 00:09:42,360 Speaker 1: to the back of my bus, I'm like eating a soup, 211 00:09:42,600 --> 00:09:44,240 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. Like I'm like just sitting 212 00:09:44,280 --> 00:09:47,560 Speaker 1: there by myself, just like like not thinking about anything, 213 00:09:47,640 --> 00:09:49,720 Speaker 1: just kind of like letting everything and you know, after 214 00:09:49,760 --> 00:09:51,640 Speaker 1: like thirty minutes, then I'll come back out and if 215 00:09:51,679 --> 00:09:54,000 Speaker 1: I after party, I do. But people think that that 216 00:09:54,120 --> 00:09:56,640 Speaker 1: snow the product, you know, bitches, that's shaken all that 217 00:09:56,760 --> 00:09:58,640 Speaker 1: is like always and it's like, bro, nobody can live 218 00:09:58,679 --> 00:10:01,960 Speaker 1: like that forever, Like you know what I mean, it's unrealistic. Yeah, 219 00:10:02,000 --> 00:10:04,319 Speaker 1: it's like it's fun, it's dope whenever it happens. But 220 00:10:04,679 --> 00:10:09,560 Speaker 1: I value my personal time more because you know, that's 221 00:10:09,600 --> 00:10:13,280 Speaker 1: just few and far between, you know. Yeah. I feel 222 00:10:13,440 --> 00:10:16,199 Speaker 1: like I kind of met Claudia that night after the podcast, 223 00:10:16,240 --> 00:10:18,439 Speaker 1: after we were done, like we were having serious conversations, 224 00:10:18,480 --> 00:10:21,679 Speaker 1: and I was like, dude, I feel like you have 225 00:10:21,720 --> 00:10:24,040 Speaker 1: a beautiful heart, you know, I mean, you're a beautiful person. 226 00:10:24,240 --> 00:10:26,280 Speaker 1: And I was like, shit, like I don't know, I 227 00:10:26,280 --> 00:10:28,600 Speaker 1: felt really connected to you. So I wanted to just, 228 00:10:28,679 --> 00:10:30,720 Speaker 1: you know, thank you for that that you felt comfortable 229 00:10:30,840 --> 00:10:32,640 Speaker 1: enough to like we were talking about some deep shit. 230 00:10:32,800 --> 00:10:36,880 Speaker 1: So I feel like I know Claudia, and I'm so excited. Right, Yeah, 231 00:10:36,880 --> 00:10:38,840 Speaker 1: I think we're developing a nice friendship here. A lot 232 00:10:38,840 --> 00:10:41,000 Speaker 1: of people couldn't even believe that we had never talked. 233 00:10:41,400 --> 00:10:43,040 Speaker 1: Yeah you know what I mean, like that we had 234 00:10:43,080 --> 00:10:45,000 Speaker 1: never like because they were like, wait, that was way 235 00:10:45,000 --> 00:10:46,880 Speaker 1: too like you guys. I thought y'all were friends. And 236 00:10:46,920 --> 00:10:49,199 Speaker 1: I'm like, we've seen each other, you know, we said hi, 237 00:10:49,280 --> 00:10:52,160 Speaker 1: but we've never really sat down and talked. So I 238 00:10:52,160 --> 00:10:54,880 Speaker 1: thought it was effortless. I thought it was great me too, 239 00:10:54,960 --> 00:10:57,000 Speaker 1: and I love it. I love it. Now, tell me 240 00:10:57,000 --> 00:11:00,480 Speaker 1: a little bit about where the name Snow the Products from. 241 00:11:00,640 --> 00:11:04,520 Speaker 1: Is it from snow white from or no? Yeah? Yeah, 242 00:11:04,520 --> 00:11:06,520 Speaker 1: basically does it have to do with like because you 243 00:11:06,559 --> 00:11:08,080 Speaker 1: have a bunch of like you have like goats and 244 00:11:08,080 --> 00:11:10,760 Speaker 1: stuff at your house? No? You No, It's like what 245 00:11:10,880 --> 00:11:13,120 Speaker 1: are they? Are they I've manifested in my life? I 246 00:11:13,160 --> 00:11:15,000 Speaker 1: don't know, because I did was not thinking I was 247 00:11:15,000 --> 00:11:17,079 Speaker 1: gonna have a farm when I named myself Snow the Product. 248 00:11:17,520 --> 00:11:19,640 Speaker 1: It wasn't gonna be. I wasn't gonna be the Disney 249 00:11:19,679 --> 00:11:21,240 Speaker 1: start with all the animals. I mean, I grew up 250 00:11:21,240 --> 00:11:23,680 Speaker 1: in a ranch, but like, I didn't think that it 251 00:11:23,760 --> 00:11:26,760 Speaker 1: came from snow White. Because my friend Crystal from high school, 252 00:11:26,760 --> 00:11:28,839 Speaker 1: she was a really great singer. We always were like, 253 00:11:28,880 --> 00:11:31,160 Speaker 1: we're gonna sing, We're gonna live the fairytale life and 254 00:11:31,240 --> 00:11:33,040 Speaker 1: running at these mansions and you're gonna sing and I'm 255 00:11:33,040 --> 00:11:34,680 Speaker 1: gonna wrap, and we were pretty much we thought we 256 00:11:34,679 --> 00:11:36,200 Speaker 1: weren't in a guy, you know, like we're gonna be 257 00:11:36,240 --> 00:11:38,360 Speaker 1: so fucking dope. And she was like, I'm Belle because 258 00:11:38,360 --> 00:11:40,520 Speaker 1: my name's Crystal and I want to be a princess. 259 00:11:40,600 --> 00:11:41,920 Speaker 1: She's like, which princess do you want to be? And 260 00:11:42,000 --> 00:11:44,440 Speaker 1: I was like I don't fucking know. I was like, 261 00:11:45,000 --> 00:11:46,840 Speaker 1: I guess which one can I be. She's like, you're 262 00:11:46,840 --> 00:11:49,160 Speaker 1: really like white because at the time I was very pale. 263 00:11:49,440 --> 00:11:52,360 Speaker 1: She's like snow white. And I was like, okay, snow white, 264 00:11:52,440 --> 00:11:54,719 Speaker 1: that's cool. So I just kept snow white. And then 265 00:11:54,720 --> 00:11:56,800 Speaker 1: we added the product at some point, just kind of 266 00:11:56,800 --> 00:12:00,559 Speaker 1: a reference, like a drug reference obviously, and being dope. Yeah, 267 00:12:00,600 --> 00:12:02,280 Speaker 1: and then you know, Disney wasn't gonna be cool with 268 00:12:02,320 --> 00:12:04,080 Speaker 1: me being snow white, so I just will snow the 269 00:12:04,080 --> 00:12:06,280 Speaker 1: product and is it it's stuck. By the way, where 270 00:12:06,280 --> 00:12:08,880 Speaker 1: did this ring come from? I put it on you? 271 00:12:11,040 --> 00:12:12,839 Speaker 1: She has my ring on you? Guys, I sure did 272 00:12:12,880 --> 00:12:15,040 Speaker 1: put a ring on. I want you to know. It 273 00:12:15,080 --> 00:12:18,000 Speaker 1: does not come off. So that's it. We locked in. Baby, 274 00:12:18,160 --> 00:12:19,880 Speaker 1: you have you didn't take it off? And no, it 275 00:12:19,920 --> 00:12:21,880 Speaker 1: doesn't come off, all right? He stay. If I don't 276 00:12:21,880 --> 00:12:23,640 Speaker 1: see it, I'm gonna be real sad. And I'm just kidding. 277 00:12:23,600 --> 00:12:27,360 Speaker 1: I'm gonna look it doesn't you guys. Oh my god, 278 00:12:27,400 --> 00:12:29,800 Speaker 1: I love her. I'm so red right now. I'm blushing 279 00:12:29,840 --> 00:12:34,760 Speaker 1: you guys. Oh my god, that's funny. Oh my god. No, 280 00:12:34,800 --> 00:12:36,400 Speaker 1: I'm gonna have it all tour, all tour. I'm gonna 281 00:12:36,400 --> 00:12:38,559 Speaker 1: be you're gonna see see my hand, like, did she 282 00:12:38,600 --> 00:12:41,120 Speaker 1: still got the ring on? Yeah? He's stay. Yeah, And 283 00:12:41,160 --> 00:12:42,280 Speaker 1: if you have to put it away, put on a 284 00:12:42,360 --> 00:12:44,800 Speaker 1: necklace or something. But you know you guys, there there's 285 00:12:44,880 --> 00:12:47,839 Speaker 1: there's something here. But anyways, okay, let me let me 286 00:12:47,920 --> 00:12:49,400 Speaker 1: drink a little bit of coffee. Hold on me, hear 287 00:12:49,440 --> 00:12:59,000 Speaker 1: my girl. One thing I absolutely apparently I love a 288 00:12:59,000 --> 00:13:01,120 Speaker 1: lot of shit about you, but I absolutely love about 289 00:13:01,160 --> 00:13:05,760 Speaker 1: you is that you really do represent Mexicans and I 290 00:13:05,800 --> 00:13:09,360 Speaker 1: think that in everything that you do, I fucking love it. 291 00:13:09,440 --> 00:13:11,360 Speaker 1: I mean obviously something that comes naturally, but did you 292 00:13:11,400 --> 00:13:13,880 Speaker 1: feel that pressure or it is just something that this 293 00:13:14,000 --> 00:13:15,719 Speaker 1: is this I'm proud of being who I am, where 294 00:13:15,760 --> 00:13:18,760 Speaker 1: I come from. It's weird because a lot of these 295 00:13:18,800 --> 00:13:21,800 Speaker 1: things just like have happened. But also so like like 296 00:13:21,840 --> 00:13:23,959 Speaker 1: I told you before, so I was married early, right, 297 00:13:24,000 --> 00:13:26,439 Speaker 1: and he didn't speak English. I mean he didn't speak Spanish. Sorry, 298 00:13:26,440 --> 00:13:29,280 Speaker 1: he don't speak Spanish, so my like Spanish side of 299 00:13:29,280 --> 00:13:31,800 Speaker 1: me wasn't really always like unless I talked to my 300 00:13:31,840 --> 00:13:33,560 Speaker 1: mom and we moved to Texas, so like I wasn't 301 00:13:33,559 --> 00:13:36,240 Speaker 1: near my mom or my dad, nobody really that spoke Spanish. 302 00:13:36,320 --> 00:13:38,920 Speaker 1: So whatever. But eventually, like the more that I've been 303 00:13:38,920 --> 00:13:40,960 Speaker 1: just kind of growing and being more around Spanish speakers 304 00:13:40,960 --> 00:13:43,000 Speaker 1: and just being back to my real like Claudia, like 305 00:13:43,240 --> 00:13:45,959 Speaker 1: the Jigita, I've just been more like yo, I love 306 00:13:46,040 --> 00:13:48,640 Speaker 1: myself like I love myself in Spanish, like like all 307 00:13:49,040 --> 00:13:51,320 Speaker 1: everything that I grew up around, everything that I was, 308 00:13:51,360 --> 00:13:55,040 Speaker 1: it's like this healing my my inner child with doing 309 00:13:55,080 --> 00:13:58,400 Speaker 1: everything that I know from childhood has been making has 310 00:13:58,400 --> 00:14:00,839 Speaker 1: been really healing. You know, So those things are like, 311 00:14:01,120 --> 00:14:02,800 Speaker 1: you know, the chickens, the goats. I wanted my son 312 00:14:02,840 --> 00:14:05,160 Speaker 1: to grow up how I did in Scatecas. You know 313 00:14:05,520 --> 00:14:09,679 Speaker 1: um so yeah ATVs fucking um A bunch of animals. Trees. 314 00:14:09,720 --> 00:14:11,400 Speaker 1: I really want to plant, you know, more tree. We 315 00:14:11,440 --> 00:14:13,199 Speaker 1: have a lot of like citrus and avocado and stuff, 316 00:14:13,240 --> 00:14:15,160 Speaker 1: but I want to like plant more stuff and just 317 00:14:15,600 --> 00:14:17,719 Speaker 1: be a hippie in a a in a weird way 318 00:14:17,720 --> 00:14:21,360 Speaker 1: like still fucking shit, but like you know, hippie viby, 319 00:14:21,720 --> 00:14:26,280 Speaker 1: like self sufficient. Yeah, self sufficiency, yes, oh my god. 320 00:14:26,480 --> 00:14:28,000 Speaker 1: That that was one of my biggest dreams, is like 321 00:14:28,040 --> 00:14:31,600 Speaker 1: one day having a farm and like having my own animals, 322 00:14:31,640 --> 00:14:33,760 Speaker 1: growing my own food, like kind of like prints did 323 00:14:33,880 --> 00:14:36,080 Speaker 1: oh I love that one day. One day it don't happen. 324 00:14:36,560 --> 00:14:38,520 Speaker 1: But I was gonna tell you, let me plant a 325 00:14:38,560 --> 00:14:42,000 Speaker 1: tree at your house. Absolutely, yeah, I really want lemon trees. 326 00:14:42,960 --> 00:14:45,640 Speaker 1: I have a bunch lime. Yeah. I have the little 327 00:14:45,640 --> 00:14:48,760 Speaker 1: Mexican lemons and the little ones. You know, Mexicans never 328 00:14:48,760 --> 00:14:51,160 Speaker 1: know the difference between lemon and lime lit a little bit, 329 00:14:51,200 --> 00:14:55,200 Speaker 1: little ones a little their juicy. Yeah. No, honestly, I 330 00:14:55,240 --> 00:14:56,720 Speaker 1: really liked your place. I was like, do this is 331 00:14:56,760 --> 00:14:58,400 Speaker 1: fucking vibi. I feel like I could sit out here 332 00:14:58,400 --> 00:15:01,240 Speaker 1: and just fucking meditate and go to another world. It needed, 333 00:15:01,240 --> 00:15:03,240 Speaker 1: It needed a lot of love. It needs a lot 334 00:15:03,280 --> 00:15:05,280 Speaker 1: of work. But it's like that's when I become me, 335 00:15:05,400 --> 00:15:07,280 Speaker 1: you know. It's like I get to that's the beautiful 336 00:15:07,400 --> 00:15:11,040 Speaker 1: this place. Yeah, you're doing good, You're doing good. That's seu. 337 00:15:11,320 --> 00:15:14,000 Speaker 1: I mean talking about being Mexican and the whole thing. 338 00:15:14,480 --> 00:15:17,240 Speaker 1: I don't know about you, but sometimes it makes me 339 00:15:17,360 --> 00:15:21,000 Speaker 1: sad that we're so proud we're representing, you know. I 340 00:15:21,000 --> 00:15:23,800 Speaker 1: feel like I can honestly say I I'm proud of 341 00:15:23,840 --> 00:15:25,760 Speaker 1: the things that I've accomplished, you know, And and I 342 00:15:25,800 --> 00:15:30,480 Speaker 1: didn't even really sometimes even sometimes even in English something 343 00:15:30,520 --> 00:15:33,120 Speaker 1: I'm like, that's worries. I just don't say, right. But anyways, 344 00:15:33,440 --> 00:15:36,080 Speaker 1: I've gotten a lot of criticism from my own people, 345 00:15:36,480 --> 00:15:39,040 Speaker 1: you know what. I'm like, dude, why is it? Why 346 00:15:39,160 --> 00:15:41,680 Speaker 1: is it that? And I'm sure it happens a lot 347 00:15:41,720 --> 00:15:43,640 Speaker 1: in different cultures, but I do see like the Asian 348 00:15:43,680 --> 00:15:47,080 Speaker 1: cultures like they really support each other and they're like, 349 00:15:47,120 --> 00:15:50,680 Speaker 1: come on, like let me help you. I I've noticed, 350 00:15:50,720 --> 00:15:52,440 Speaker 1: and that's something that I talk about frequently. It is 351 00:15:52,440 --> 00:15:55,640 Speaker 1: like dude, you see someone rising, someone doing their thing, 352 00:15:57,600 --> 00:16:01,560 Speaker 1: that's tight, it's I can come thron you know. I 353 00:16:01,600 --> 00:16:04,760 Speaker 1: don't know have you ever experienced that? Absolutely my whole career, 354 00:16:04,840 --> 00:16:10,560 Speaker 1: I think, you know, like they say, straight up, um, 355 00:16:10,600 --> 00:16:13,360 Speaker 1: I feel like it's never enough. I feel like people 356 00:16:13,360 --> 00:16:16,560 Speaker 1: always want to find things in nitpick and and all that. 357 00:16:16,640 --> 00:16:18,800 Speaker 1: Like every other culture, I feel like they support each other, 358 00:16:18,840 --> 00:16:21,240 Speaker 1: they help each other, They collaborate a lot, you know, 359 00:16:21,280 --> 00:16:23,200 Speaker 1: they try to really, you know, they come from a 360 00:16:23,240 --> 00:16:25,480 Speaker 1: small island, so everybody's just so proud to be from 361 00:16:25,480 --> 00:16:27,880 Speaker 1: this one little place from there to the world, you know. 362 00:16:27,920 --> 00:16:30,080 Speaker 1: And with Mexico, you know, it's in some ways it's 363 00:16:30,120 --> 00:16:32,400 Speaker 1: like the second US, where it's like everybody from every 364 00:16:32,440 --> 00:16:36,840 Speaker 1: other country shows up there, makes a career. You know, 365 00:16:36,880 --> 00:16:38,920 Speaker 1: it's one of the biggest fucking streaming countries in the 366 00:16:38,920 --> 00:16:42,600 Speaker 1: whole world. But Mexicans don't show that same love for 367 00:16:42,680 --> 00:16:45,080 Speaker 1: to Mexicans, you know, and Mexican Americans same thing they 368 00:16:45,080 --> 00:16:47,120 Speaker 1: beat with Mexicans. It's just this whole fucking thing. And 369 00:16:47,120 --> 00:16:49,760 Speaker 1: it's like, dude, at some point we will, I think, 370 00:16:49,840 --> 00:16:52,520 Speaker 1: grow out of that, but unfortunately we do take all 371 00:16:52,560 --> 00:16:55,880 Speaker 1: the fucking hit for that because like fucking I don't 372 00:16:55,880 --> 00:16:59,280 Speaker 1: know why. Everybody's just like yah, she's not as good 373 00:16:59,280 --> 00:17:03,160 Speaker 1: as hers, like another person from another ethnicity, and it's like, bro, 374 00:17:03,400 --> 00:17:07,399 Speaker 1: you guys, like you know, I don't know how that 375 00:17:07,440 --> 00:17:10,760 Speaker 1: can cuss, but yes, like they're always yeah, yeah, yeah, 376 00:17:11,440 --> 00:17:15,560 Speaker 1: either fucking the like second dick, you know, but everybody else, 377 00:17:15,560 --> 00:17:19,240 Speaker 1: it's like everybody else is cool. Yeah, but we were like, okay, 378 00:17:19,240 --> 00:17:22,520 Speaker 1: I'm not cool enough, like fuck you. Yeah. Lately I've 379 00:17:22,560 --> 00:17:24,440 Speaker 1: been more like I'm gonna get over there, like fuck that. 380 00:17:24,640 --> 00:17:26,720 Speaker 1: I think that's why I start with this don't give 381 00:17:26,720 --> 00:17:28,480 Speaker 1: a fuck attitude, because I'm like, now I'm starting to 382 00:17:28,520 --> 00:17:31,240 Speaker 1: really realize. Sometimes I'll look at a hater's page and 383 00:17:31,240 --> 00:17:34,639 Speaker 1: their picture and I'll be like, oh, okay, you just 384 00:17:34,680 --> 00:17:36,240 Speaker 1: don't know better, you know what I mean, Like you're 385 00:17:36,240 --> 00:17:38,080 Speaker 1: just a hater, Like you're just you're not happy with 386 00:17:38,080 --> 00:17:42,360 Speaker 1: your life. Yeah. The comparison situation, like everyone it's like, oh, 387 00:17:42,400 --> 00:17:49,600 Speaker 1: they're always, especially in my genre, it's it's no and yeah, 388 00:17:49,640 --> 00:17:52,200 Speaker 1: you're absolutely right. Jenny Rivera is a queen, she's a beast. 389 00:17:52,240 --> 00:17:54,480 Speaker 1: There's never going to be another Jen Rivera, Like there's 390 00:17:54,480 --> 00:17:56,080 Speaker 1: never gonna be a Selena, like there's never gonna be 391 00:17:56,119 --> 00:17:59,439 Speaker 1: another Michael Jackson, another Prince, like they are one of 392 00:17:59,440 --> 00:18:02,280 Speaker 1: a kind. And that's where I'm like, but there's room 393 00:18:02,359 --> 00:18:03,800 Speaker 1: for so many of us, you know what I mean. 394 00:18:03,840 --> 00:18:07,160 Speaker 1: It doesn't just have to be one woman and all 395 00:18:07,160 --> 00:18:09,639 Speaker 1: the type of music that I say, because sometimes here 396 00:18:09,680 --> 00:18:12,600 Speaker 1: and there it's like, ah, no, you're fucking not good 397 00:18:12,680 --> 00:18:15,200 Speaker 1: enough or whatever, and I hate that. Like I'm learning 398 00:18:15,200 --> 00:18:17,520 Speaker 1: to now what you said, not give a fuck, you 399 00:18:17,560 --> 00:18:21,320 Speaker 1: know what I mean, Like now I really believe just 400 00:18:21,359 --> 00:18:23,560 Speaker 1: saying it and pretending. Now it's like I don't give 401 00:18:23,600 --> 00:18:24,920 Speaker 1: a shit. I'm gonna do whatever I want. You're not 402 00:18:24,960 --> 00:18:27,360 Speaker 1: gonna put me in a little box. I'm gonna step 403 00:18:27,400 --> 00:18:29,320 Speaker 1: out of the box. I'm gonna do me. And yeah, 404 00:18:29,720 --> 00:18:31,119 Speaker 1: I don't know why they always have to do that 405 00:18:31,160 --> 00:18:33,600 Speaker 1: comparison shit, It's always so There's been plenty times when 406 00:18:33,640 --> 00:18:36,080 Speaker 1: I am I see people like, yeah, this female Mexican 407 00:18:36,119 --> 00:18:38,000 Speaker 1: rapper or this female Mexican rapper, and it's like, why 408 00:18:38,040 --> 00:18:40,440 Speaker 1: do you guys always have to like compare and you know, 409 00:18:41,200 --> 00:18:43,600 Speaker 1: push more of the collaboration and also with you, you know, 410 00:18:43,640 --> 00:18:45,720 Speaker 1: like I think obviously your mom is who your mom was, 411 00:18:45,800 --> 00:18:48,720 Speaker 1: you know, there is like there's I don't know why 412 00:18:48,720 --> 00:18:50,560 Speaker 1: people have to bring that up, like they should let 413 00:18:50,600 --> 00:18:53,000 Speaker 1: you be a human being, you know. I think now 414 00:18:53,040 --> 00:18:55,479 Speaker 1: it's taken some work and I'm gonna I think I'm 415 00:18:55,520 --> 00:18:57,840 Speaker 1: going an eighth year of my career as a singer 416 00:18:57,920 --> 00:19:02,280 Speaker 1: and now, like because I've been diligent and like I like, 417 00:19:02,320 --> 00:19:04,200 Speaker 1: I don't care, Like I'm kind of like a horse 418 00:19:04,240 --> 00:19:06,040 Speaker 1: in that sense where I'm just like Memolo these Okay, 419 00:19:06,040 --> 00:19:07,520 Speaker 1: they got fuck it. I'm gonna keep going because I 420 00:19:07,520 --> 00:19:08,919 Speaker 1: believe in myself, you know what I mean. I know 421 00:19:08,960 --> 00:19:10,399 Speaker 1: that I meant to do what I gotta do. And 422 00:19:10,680 --> 00:19:12,800 Speaker 1: that's It's there's been so many times where I might 423 00:19:12,880 --> 00:19:15,760 Speaker 1: fuck this and something happens that I have to keep going, 424 00:19:15,800 --> 00:19:17,600 Speaker 1: and I feel like that's just a god given thing, 425 00:19:17,760 --> 00:19:20,960 Speaker 1: you know. So I've learned to just you know, go 426 00:19:21,000 --> 00:19:24,840 Speaker 1: around that. But AnyWho, you are an independent artist, but 427 00:19:24,960 --> 00:19:29,840 Speaker 1: you were with Atlantic Records right for how long? Shit, 428 00:19:30,160 --> 00:19:33,040 Speaker 1: like five six years or something like that. But I 429 00:19:33,080 --> 00:19:36,800 Speaker 1: was doing my own thing independently, Like basically I knew 430 00:19:36,840 --> 00:19:38,320 Speaker 1: that they were gonna suck me over, which is kind 431 00:19:38,320 --> 00:19:40,360 Speaker 1: of weird. I guess I already came into it all negative. 432 00:19:40,560 --> 00:19:42,359 Speaker 1: But I was broke. I had like twenty dollars in 433 00:19:42,440 --> 00:19:44,600 Speaker 1: the bank, I was pregnant. I had a song that 434 00:19:44,680 --> 00:19:46,680 Speaker 1: was kind of blowing up on YouTube, and I was 435 00:19:46,720 --> 00:19:48,719 Speaker 1: like fuck it. You know, I was in a shitty 436 00:19:48,760 --> 00:19:52,760 Speaker 1: independent deal that. You know, an independent you are always 437 00:19:52,760 --> 00:19:54,480 Speaker 1: going to be better. But no, they had already sucked 438 00:19:54,480 --> 00:19:57,119 Speaker 1: me over and they were my people. So by the 439 00:19:57,119 --> 00:19:58,840 Speaker 1: time Atlantic comes, not gonna like, well shit, I'm gonna 440 00:19:58,840 --> 00:20:00,480 Speaker 1: get sucked over by somebody, I'm might as well do 441 00:20:00,520 --> 00:20:02,760 Speaker 1: it with the fucking major and you know, get a check. 442 00:20:03,080 --> 00:20:04,879 Speaker 1: So I did. I got a check. I flipped that 443 00:20:05,320 --> 00:20:07,480 Speaker 1: so I made my clothing lines merch, you know. I 444 00:20:07,520 --> 00:20:09,879 Speaker 1: bought all my stuff to make my own music. And 445 00:20:09,920 --> 00:20:11,720 Speaker 1: even while I was at Atlantic, I was really trying. 446 00:20:11,720 --> 00:20:14,400 Speaker 1: I was really hoping that my career would would work, 447 00:20:14,440 --> 00:20:16,560 Speaker 1: but they just didn't get it, you know. So I 448 00:20:16,560 --> 00:20:18,560 Speaker 1: would just drop my own music on YouTube, Like I 449 00:20:18,600 --> 00:20:20,159 Speaker 1: would show them something and be like, no, that's not 450 00:20:20,200 --> 00:20:21,760 Speaker 1: gonna work. So I'll drop it on YouTube, I'll give 451 00:20:21,800 --> 00:20:23,440 Speaker 1: million views, and then I'll do it again, and I'll 452 00:20:23,440 --> 00:20:24,919 Speaker 1: do it again. I'll do it again. So it's like 453 00:20:24,960 --> 00:20:27,920 Speaker 1: everything that I would show them wasn't good enough. But 454 00:20:28,320 --> 00:20:29,440 Speaker 1: then when I would do it on my own for 455 00:20:29,560 --> 00:20:31,719 Speaker 1: my fans, I was growing as an artist, so I 456 00:20:31,800 --> 00:20:33,879 Speaker 1: was like, I need to leave, but they kept being like, 457 00:20:33,920 --> 00:20:35,600 Speaker 1: give us another chance, or like now we brought this 458 00:20:35,640 --> 00:20:37,680 Speaker 1: other person, give us another chance. And I'm like, all right, cool, 459 00:20:37,840 --> 00:20:40,000 Speaker 1: But that's always been me as a person in relationships 460 00:20:40,040 --> 00:20:42,280 Speaker 1: in business, like I always give people too many chances, 461 00:20:42,480 --> 00:20:44,919 Speaker 1: and then I just regret spending so much time. You know, 462 00:20:44,920 --> 00:20:46,760 Speaker 1: I'm like, I should have left when I knew I 463 00:20:46,760 --> 00:20:48,879 Speaker 1: should have left instead of being here for another Felton 464 00:20:48,880 --> 00:20:51,480 Speaker 1: in your gut. Yeah. So I've been learning to trust 465 00:20:51,520 --> 00:20:55,080 Speaker 1: that too. And it's a lot of financial responsibility. They'll 466 00:20:55,080 --> 00:20:57,800 Speaker 1: being independent because I was independent for a little bit 467 00:20:57,840 --> 00:20:59,720 Speaker 1: and then that's when I was kind of like, hey, 468 00:21:00,160 --> 00:21:02,520 Speaker 1: Universal was looking for me for a while, and finally 469 00:21:02,560 --> 00:21:04,680 Speaker 1: I gave in. But because it was just so much, 470 00:21:04,800 --> 00:21:07,480 Speaker 1: It's it's a lot people don't realize that. People are like, 471 00:21:07,520 --> 00:21:09,960 Speaker 1: oh my god, you're fucking rich. You're balling blah blah blah, 472 00:21:10,000 --> 00:21:11,879 Speaker 1: and it's like, yeah, but the way we make the 473 00:21:11,920 --> 00:21:13,520 Speaker 1: money is the way we need to invest it to 474 00:21:13,640 --> 00:21:17,240 Speaker 1: continue the growth, you know, And people don't understand it's 475 00:21:17,280 --> 00:21:20,439 Speaker 1: a lot, but you know what, and I sometimes on 476 00:21:20,560 --> 00:21:23,760 Speaker 1: just some universe like human shit. I feel like the 477 00:21:23,800 --> 00:21:26,400 Speaker 1: world just wasn't ready for who I was back then. 478 00:21:26,520 --> 00:21:28,359 Speaker 1: Like I always say, being ahead of your time is 479 00:21:28,400 --> 00:21:30,359 Speaker 1: like one of the saddest stories ever, you know, because 480 00:21:30,400 --> 00:21:32,600 Speaker 1: it's like you'll never really see it till the person 481 00:21:32,760 --> 00:21:35,560 Speaker 1: is gone, that you'll be like, oh shit, like that 482 00:21:35,680 --> 00:21:37,720 Speaker 1: was fucking dope. And I started to finally get some 483 00:21:37,760 --> 00:21:39,919 Speaker 1: sort of like I started to realize that when I 484 00:21:39,960 --> 00:21:41,679 Speaker 1: was going on tour and I was like seeing some 485 00:21:41,680 --> 00:21:44,080 Speaker 1: pictures of like Prince performing, or like Nirvana or like 486 00:21:44,119 --> 00:21:46,600 Speaker 1: different people amy why now, And I was seeing the 487 00:21:46,680 --> 00:21:48,960 Speaker 1: size venues and I'm like, oh shit, I'm doing bigger 488 00:21:48,960 --> 00:21:51,359 Speaker 1: than some of those venues that were iconic moments, you 489 00:21:51,359 --> 00:21:52,679 Speaker 1: know what I mean. And to me, because I'm this 490 00:21:52,960 --> 00:21:55,960 Speaker 1: independent little rapper ga, I don't see it, like I 491 00:21:56,359 --> 00:21:59,400 Speaker 1: don't appreciate what I actually have and one day I'll 492 00:21:59,440 --> 00:22:01,479 Speaker 1: be gone and people will see it and be like, yo, 493 00:22:01,560 --> 00:22:03,520 Speaker 1: she was doing this for so long. But I think 494 00:22:03,560 --> 00:22:06,000 Speaker 1: just for so long it didn't make sense that a 495 00:22:06,040 --> 00:22:10,080 Speaker 1: Mexican female queer rapper was doing what I do. And 496 00:22:10,160 --> 00:22:12,440 Speaker 1: now I see more queer rappers coming out. I see 497 00:22:12,480 --> 00:22:15,160 Speaker 1: more Mexican artists, I see more hip hop. They're looking 498 00:22:15,200 --> 00:22:18,360 Speaker 1: for girls and when they when labels go, oh like this, 499 00:22:18,520 --> 00:22:20,600 Speaker 1: they'll show me. As an example, I know a girl 500 00:22:20,600 --> 00:22:22,280 Speaker 1: that just got signed with a learning for like a 501 00:22:22,320 --> 00:22:24,520 Speaker 1: single deal, and she was like, they were bringing you up, 502 00:22:24,560 --> 00:22:26,320 Speaker 1: like can you do what Snow is doing. I'm like 503 00:22:26,359 --> 00:22:28,760 Speaker 1: they had me. I'm like they fucking handed me and 504 00:22:28,760 --> 00:22:31,240 Speaker 1: they never did what they needed to do. They didn't 505 00:22:31,240 --> 00:22:36,960 Speaker 1: appreciate you. Now that you're gone Nam, probably that's what's happening, 506 00:22:37,320 --> 00:22:38,920 Speaker 1: you know, And that's good though. That's tight that you're 507 00:22:38,960 --> 00:22:41,000 Speaker 1: doing it all on your own and you have control 508 00:22:41,080 --> 00:22:43,160 Speaker 1: of your career, and I think that's tight. I mean, 509 00:22:43,240 --> 00:22:45,240 Speaker 1: i'd admire that. I think that's super tight. And I 510 00:22:45,240 --> 00:22:46,600 Speaker 1: think you're doing a good job. And I think that 511 00:22:46,840 --> 00:22:49,159 Speaker 1: it's beautiful that you're so focused and hone in on 512 00:22:49,240 --> 00:22:52,120 Speaker 1: like this is what I'm doing, and versus being like 513 00:22:52,480 --> 00:22:54,600 Speaker 1: bigheaded and saying you know what I mean, Like, I 514 00:22:54,640 --> 00:22:58,639 Speaker 1: think there's there's a lot of beauty in humility, and 515 00:22:58,640 --> 00:23:02,159 Speaker 1: you're kind of like just enjoying the moment and then 516 00:23:02,160 --> 00:23:04,360 Speaker 1: when you step back, you're like, oh shit, I'm actually 517 00:23:04,359 --> 00:23:06,440 Speaker 1: doing like damn okay, And you could say I'm proud 518 00:23:06,440 --> 00:23:07,840 Speaker 1: of myself. Can you say that? Can you say that 519 00:23:07,840 --> 00:23:09,720 Speaker 1: you're proud of yourself? Yeah? Yeah, I could say I'm 520 00:23:09,720 --> 00:23:12,360 Speaker 1: proud of myself. Yeah I am. And you know, one 521 00:23:12,400 --> 00:23:14,439 Speaker 1: thing though that people don't get is that, you know, 522 00:23:14,800 --> 00:23:19,560 Speaker 1: I love the freedom, but I always relate music to relationships. 523 00:23:19,600 --> 00:23:22,760 Speaker 1: It's like, I love the freedom, but I also like 524 00:23:23,400 --> 00:23:25,960 Speaker 1: not thinking sometimes. So I would love if there was 525 00:23:26,000 --> 00:23:27,879 Speaker 1: a label that came in and knew exactly what to 526 00:23:27,960 --> 00:23:29,600 Speaker 1: do and was like, yo, is what we're gonna do, 527 00:23:29,680 --> 00:23:32,000 Speaker 1: and I'm like, lit, this is amazing, Like I love 528 00:23:32,040 --> 00:23:34,240 Speaker 1: that shit, you know. But it's just that when they 529 00:23:34,280 --> 00:23:35,919 Speaker 1: do that, a lot of times they don't get what 530 00:23:35,960 --> 00:23:38,120 Speaker 1: it's supposed to do, so they do. I let them 531 00:23:38,119 --> 00:23:40,160 Speaker 1: do what they want to do, and then I'm like, oh, 532 00:23:40,160 --> 00:23:42,880 Speaker 1: like you led me the wrong way around. I think 533 00:23:42,880 --> 00:23:45,760 Speaker 1: one day I'll find a partner in music where we 534 00:23:45,840 --> 00:23:48,800 Speaker 1: could maybe work together a lot better. And it's like 535 00:23:49,000 --> 00:23:51,120 Speaker 1: some things, I don't want to make decisions on some things, 536 00:23:51,160 --> 00:23:52,520 Speaker 1: I'm like, you tell me, what do you want. I 537 00:23:52,600 --> 00:23:55,160 Speaker 1: like to write music. I make good songs. I show 538 00:23:55,160 --> 00:23:56,560 Speaker 1: them to y'all. Do you like it? Do you not? 539 00:23:56,760 --> 00:23:59,920 Speaker 1: You tell me other than that, sometimes I'm like, I don't. 540 00:24:00,200 --> 00:24:02,879 Speaker 1: I don't want to do some of the bullshit, you 541 00:24:02,880 --> 00:24:04,600 Speaker 1: know what I mean, like the connection with the fans, 542 00:24:04,600 --> 00:24:06,919 Speaker 1: and I like them, like focus on what you do 543 00:24:06,960 --> 00:24:10,080 Speaker 1: best versus taking care of like the business side of it. 544 00:24:10,119 --> 00:24:13,280 Speaker 1: Maybe yeah, because there's a lot of people okay, asking them, 545 00:24:14,080 --> 00:24:15,840 Speaker 1: but they don't actually get shit done. It's like you've 546 00:24:15,840 --> 00:24:17,600 Speaker 1: been on the phone off fucking day but on nothing, 547 00:24:17,800 --> 00:24:20,400 Speaker 1: like nothing really gets handled. That's what I don't like. Better. 548 00:24:20,440 --> 00:24:22,159 Speaker 1: If you the type of person and gets your handled, 549 00:24:22,160 --> 00:24:24,199 Speaker 1: I'm like, shit, go ahead. I'm like I'm here, I'm 550 00:24:24,240 --> 00:24:26,919 Speaker 1: pretty easy going. So you are open then open to 551 00:24:26,960 --> 00:24:29,280 Speaker 1: maybe someone if someone comes knocking on your door and says, hey, 552 00:24:29,320 --> 00:24:31,520 Speaker 1: I want to fucking invest in your ass, I believe 553 00:24:31,960 --> 00:24:34,520 Speaker 1: and you like you're open to it. Yeah, if it's 554 00:24:34,520 --> 00:24:36,720 Speaker 1: the right situation. One thing people don't know about me 555 00:24:37,000 --> 00:24:40,359 Speaker 1: is I'm super like universe. I trust the universe. I 556 00:24:40,400 --> 00:24:43,879 Speaker 1: have faith. I know that there's so much good karma 557 00:24:43,920 --> 00:24:45,439 Speaker 1: that I've had from the past. And this isn't just 558 00:24:45,520 --> 00:24:48,680 Speaker 1: me saying like there's been so many situations where things happen, 559 00:24:48,800 --> 00:24:52,360 Speaker 1: and I showed my character and I know that my 560 00:24:52,400 --> 00:24:54,880 Speaker 1: good karma will come one day that I'm so trusting 561 00:24:55,040 --> 00:24:59,040 Speaker 1: in shit coming that I'm like, when is it? You 562 00:24:59,040 --> 00:25:01,360 Speaker 1: know what I mean, Like, who's gonna knock? Because it's 563 00:25:01,359 --> 00:25:12,480 Speaker 1: gonna happen. Yeah, it definitely is. Do you suffer from anxiety? Yes, 564 00:25:13,080 --> 00:25:15,000 Speaker 1: very much. It has not always been a thing or 565 00:25:15,000 --> 00:25:18,639 Speaker 1: it was like it just happened more when you, I 566 00:25:18,680 --> 00:25:21,680 Speaker 1: don't know, stepped into this, I think forever. I think 567 00:25:21,680 --> 00:25:23,280 Speaker 1: since I was a little kid. I think back then, 568 00:25:23,320 --> 00:25:25,960 Speaker 1: they didn't really know how to like explain all that. 569 00:25:26,080 --> 00:25:28,800 Speaker 1: I know, my mom's always had anxiety and she's bipolar, 570 00:25:28,880 --> 00:25:31,840 Speaker 1: So having a bipolar mom could definitely add on to 571 00:25:31,920 --> 00:25:36,800 Speaker 1: your mental health issues. But I always had anxiety, but 572 00:25:36,960 --> 00:25:40,520 Speaker 1: now now so I have coping. I have ways of coping. 573 00:25:40,560 --> 00:25:44,560 Speaker 1: But definitely, I think it's physically painful for me sometimes 574 00:25:44,560 --> 00:25:47,320 Speaker 1: to talk to people or like like physically painful to 575 00:25:47,400 --> 00:25:49,600 Speaker 1: know that I'm going into a room where there's just 576 00:25:49,640 --> 00:25:51,960 Speaker 1: gonna be like all this, Like sometimes I feel like 577 00:25:52,000 --> 00:25:54,560 Speaker 1: I can't you know, it's just really a lot. Yeah, 578 00:25:54,640 --> 00:25:57,719 Speaker 1: it's like a lot, but I take it day by 579 00:25:57,800 --> 00:26:00,439 Speaker 1: day and you know, maybe sometimes that's why I never 580 00:26:00,520 --> 00:26:03,159 Speaker 1: you know, blew up or like was bigger than I 581 00:26:03,200 --> 00:26:05,000 Speaker 1: needed to be. I think sometimes it saved my life, 582 00:26:05,040 --> 00:26:06,560 Speaker 1: you know, to kind of do it little by little 583 00:26:06,640 --> 00:26:08,160 Speaker 1: because I don't know if I would have been able 584 00:26:08,200 --> 00:26:12,280 Speaker 1: to handle everything. I think it happening little by little 585 00:26:12,720 --> 00:26:14,840 Speaker 1: is like so much better than it going from one 586 00:26:14,920 --> 00:26:18,840 Speaker 1: day to another because gomosubs Damian backass and you have to, like, 587 00:26:18,880 --> 00:26:21,520 Speaker 1: I feel like just little by little book like savoring 588 00:26:21,600 --> 00:26:25,720 Speaker 1: and really appreciating the moment in reality, you know what 589 00:26:25,720 --> 00:26:28,679 Speaker 1: I mean. So I feel you on that. Um. Have 590 00:26:28,720 --> 00:26:32,639 Speaker 1: you ever tried microdocing? Yeah? Like truths? Yeah, yeah, I 591 00:26:32,720 --> 00:26:35,439 Speaker 1: like it. Not every day, but I've I've done it. 592 00:26:35,520 --> 00:26:38,640 Speaker 1: Microdocing really helps. You got to put me on Yeah, 593 00:26:38,720 --> 00:26:40,080 Speaker 1: I do. And I got to explain it too, because 594 00:26:40,080 --> 00:26:43,159 Speaker 1: it's something I've been doing for the past eight months 595 00:26:43,280 --> 00:26:47,480 Speaker 1: and it's changed my life, like with anxiety, depression, confidence, 596 00:26:47,520 --> 00:26:50,520 Speaker 1: Like it just you take a certain amount every three 597 00:26:50,560 --> 00:26:52,679 Speaker 1: days and it's like a vitamin. You don't feel like 598 00:26:53,200 --> 00:26:54,800 Speaker 1: when you take a bunch of it, you know, but 599 00:26:54,960 --> 00:26:56,560 Speaker 1: you just you just feel different. I don't even know 600 00:26:56,560 --> 00:26:58,199 Speaker 1: how to explain it, but it just I know that 601 00:26:58,240 --> 00:27:00,760 Speaker 1: it changes everything on a cellular level. So it's probably 602 00:27:00,800 --> 00:27:03,240 Speaker 1: something that I don't know, just putting it out there. Absolutely, 603 00:27:03,320 --> 00:27:04,959 Speaker 1: I would love that, And so tell me a little bit, 604 00:27:04,960 --> 00:27:06,800 Speaker 1: because I didn't know that you were married until I 605 00:27:06,840 --> 00:27:09,119 Speaker 1: was on your podcast. You were married for ten years, 606 00:27:09,520 --> 00:27:10,840 Speaker 1: So I have a question. I don't know if I 607 00:27:10,840 --> 00:27:12,320 Speaker 1: ask you this, I'm telling you I kind of like 608 00:27:12,359 --> 00:27:13,680 Speaker 1: I was having too much mone I kind of blacked 609 00:27:13,680 --> 00:27:17,800 Speaker 1: out a little bit. Anyway. Okay, so you you identify 610 00:27:17,840 --> 00:27:21,280 Speaker 1: as queer, So what's the difference between like lesbian and 611 00:27:21,320 --> 00:27:25,040 Speaker 1: queer or like queer doesn't mean bisexual, right or does it? 612 00:27:25,080 --> 00:27:27,879 Speaker 1: To me, it's always been like all encompassing. I don't know, 613 00:27:28,000 --> 00:27:30,480 Speaker 1: Like I'm just you know, queer. I don't know. I 614 00:27:31,080 --> 00:27:34,280 Speaker 1: think with labels and all that, it's hard because I 615 00:27:34,320 --> 00:27:38,080 Speaker 1: feel like human beings are always finding out more things 616 00:27:38,080 --> 00:27:40,240 Speaker 1: about themselves and getting to know yourself, and you're always 617 00:27:40,240 --> 00:27:43,320 Speaker 1: growing and you know, and things are very on a 618 00:27:43,400 --> 00:27:46,760 Speaker 1: person to person level, and just I don't know. So 619 00:27:46,840 --> 00:27:51,320 Speaker 1: to me, I understand that people could be gay or 620 00:27:51,359 --> 00:27:54,639 Speaker 1: buy or whatever and have a real fucking connection with somebody, 621 00:27:54,640 --> 00:27:57,800 Speaker 1: and really, really I'll definitely say that I don't care 622 00:27:57,920 --> 00:28:01,439 Speaker 1: much for labels, like for example, I identify like me 623 00:28:01,640 --> 00:28:05,400 Speaker 1: personally identify non binary. However I don't say it out 624 00:28:05,400 --> 00:28:07,720 Speaker 1: loud because then people will tag that on me and 625 00:28:07,720 --> 00:28:09,920 Speaker 1: then they'll be like, oh so they bubba, and it's 626 00:28:09,960 --> 00:28:12,959 Speaker 1: like no, like I just don't no, I don't know, 627 00:28:13,000 --> 00:28:14,760 Speaker 1: and I don't care, Like if you want to get 628 00:28:14,800 --> 00:28:16,639 Speaker 1: me non binary, cool and if you don't, cool, But 629 00:28:16,640 --> 00:28:17,800 Speaker 1: I don't want to be the face of it. I 630 00:28:17,800 --> 00:28:20,920 Speaker 1: don't want another responsibility on me about it, like I 631 00:28:20,960 --> 00:28:22,359 Speaker 1: don't want to ride, you know what I mean, Like 632 00:28:22,560 --> 00:28:24,600 Speaker 1: I'm not the voice of it. I just I just 633 00:28:24,640 --> 00:28:26,840 Speaker 1: had to know that. My whole life, I've looked at 634 00:28:26,880 --> 00:28:29,920 Speaker 1: myself and sometimes I feel comfortable and sometimes I don't 635 00:28:29,920 --> 00:28:32,760 Speaker 1: feel comfortable as myself. And sometimes I have an out 636 00:28:32,760 --> 00:28:34,840 Speaker 1: of body experience and I feel like I'm watching myself. 637 00:28:35,000 --> 00:28:37,080 Speaker 1: And sometimes I feel like I'm in drag, whether I'm 638 00:28:37,080 --> 00:28:39,160 Speaker 1: a dressed more masculine or feminine, Like I don't know, 639 00:28:39,200 --> 00:28:41,360 Speaker 1: that's like a thing in me, And so all I 640 00:28:41,360 --> 00:28:43,960 Speaker 1: can really say is like I'm just I'm just vibing. 641 00:28:43,960 --> 00:28:46,400 Speaker 1: I'm just a bubble. I'm Claudia. I like what I like. 642 00:28:46,480 --> 00:28:48,040 Speaker 1: If I have a connection, it is what it is. 643 00:28:48,360 --> 00:28:50,240 Speaker 1: I will say I see myself being with a woman 644 00:28:50,360 --> 00:28:54,240 Speaker 1: for sure, Like definitely, I think it just makes more sense. 645 00:28:54,680 --> 00:28:56,520 Speaker 1: That's a conversation I had with my ex husband. Was 646 00:28:56,520 --> 00:29:00,360 Speaker 1: it just just makes sense? I like women they're Was 647 00:29:00,400 --> 00:29:02,880 Speaker 1: it cool with it? Yeah, I mean there's been it's 648 00:29:02,920 --> 00:29:05,160 Speaker 1: been very give or you know, like back and forth 649 00:29:05,200 --> 00:29:08,120 Speaker 1: and stuff. Um, but eventually he was. Eventually he was like, hey, man, 650 00:29:08,240 --> 00:29:10,320 Speaker 1: you know whatever makes you happy, Like when I see him, 651 00:29:10,560 --> 00:29:12,520 Speaker 1: we don't have any hate or anything. We talk. He 652 00:29:12,600 --> 00:29:15,680 Speaker 1: thinks all the girls like I've dated are pretty um, 653 00:29:15,680 --> 00:29:17,520 Speaker 1: but that's what he hit on one of them. Oh 654 00:29:17,560 --> 00:29:20,160 Speaker 1: he did. Yeah. I was like, hey, bro, like this 655 00:29:20,240 --> 00:29:23,840 Speaker 1: is for real. This isn't like what the hell We're 656 00:29:23,840 --> 00:29:25,680 Speaker 1: not trying to get in her panties? Like what they 657 00:29:25,800 --> 00:29:29,600 Speaker 1: so like, this is fucking weird. No, you you have 658 00:29:29,840 --> 00:29:31,840 Speaker 1: the well your ex girlfriend and some of the girls 659 00:29:31,840 --> 00:29:33,400 Speaker 1: that we kind of talked about when when I saw 660 00:29:33,440 --> 00:29:34,920 Speaker 1: you when we were I was there with you. Um, 661 00:29:34,960 --> 00:29:38,200 Speaker 1: they're good looking, you have good taste. So yeah, Okay, 662 00:29:38,200 --> 00:29:41,120 Speaker 1: everyone keeps telling me, oh my god, Snow is so cute, 663 00:29:41,160 --> 00:29:43,840 Speaker 1: she's so beautiful, and this is not I know, I 664 00:29:44,000 --> 00:29:50,680 Speaker 1: know already get off her. Gag, I'm scared. But um, 665 00:29:50,920 --> 00:29:53,160 Speaker 1: what's coming out to your parents? Was that tough? How 666 00:29:53,200 --> 00:29:55,360 Speaker 1: did they take it? Being like especially your dad being 667 00:29:55,400 --> 00:29:59,200 Speaker 1: so like traditional, you know, Mexican macho man. Um. Well, 668 00:29:59,320 --> 00:30:02,080 Speaker 1: my dad I didn't talk for fourteen years because it's 669 00:30:02,120 --> 00:30:04,720 Speaker 1: something he did. Um. So he did some crazy shit 670 00:30:04,840 --> 00:30:07,320 Speaker 1: and then I just was like just a fucking disappointment 671 00:30:07,360 --> 00:30:09,600 Speaker 1: to all of us, and so we just didn't talk. 672 00:30:09,800 --> 00:30:11,560 Speaker 1: And so the first time that I saw him after 673 00:30:11,600 --> 00:30:13,520 Speaker 1: fourteen years, like, I think it was me starting this 674 00:30:13,600 --> 00:30:16,320 Speaker 1: journey of like really reconnecting with like maybe the past. 675 00:30:16,400 --> 00:30:18,320 Speaker 1: I think I had been so dead set on my 676 00:30:18,920 --> 00:30:21,360 Speaker 1: on moving forward, which is great. I didn't even realize 677 00:30:21,400 --> 00:30:24,320 Speaker 1: how healthy I was for always moving forward until I 678 00:30:24,320 --> 00:30:26,480 Speaker 1: started to just kind of look backwards and try to reconnect. 679 00:30:26,520 --> 00:30:28,680 Speaker 1: And then I think I've just energetically mess my whole 680 00:30:28,720 --> 00:30:30,800 Speaker 1: fucking life up. But whatever. But also maybe I'm going 681 00:30:30,840 --> 00:30:33,000 Speaker 1: to come out of this rise from the ashes and 682 00:30:33,080 --> 00:30:34,960 Speaker 1: be so much better for it, you know, So who knows. 683 00:30:35,160 --> 00:30:38,200 Speaker 1: But anyway, I reconnect with him, and I took my 684 00:30:38,240 --> 00:30:40,680 Speaker 1: fiance at the time, and I really didn't come out. 685 00:30:40,720 --> 00:30:42,840 Speaker 1: I really was just like, this is my fiance and 686 00:30:42,880 --> 00:30:45,040 Speaker 1: he was like, Okay, that was it, you know, that 687 00:30:45,160 --> 00:30:47,239 Speaker 1: was it? And hey, did you document that? I think 688 00:30:47,320 --> 00:30:51,640 Speaker 1: I saw that when you went actually to Mexico you 689 00:30:51,640 --> 00:30:53,960 Speaker 1: took her and are you guys? You guys aren't talking 690 00:30:54,040 --> 00:30:56,960 Speaker 1: right now though, right like we're not. We don't have 691 00:30:57,000 --> 00:30:59,560 Speaker 1: a problem, but I you know't we're just different people. 692 00:31:00,160 --> 00:31:02,600 Speaker 1: You hard to kind of maybe rekindle after so many years. 693 00:31:02,680 --> 00:31:04,560 Speaker 1: And your mom, your mom's go with it. She makes 694 00:31:04,560 --> 00:31:07,640 Speaker 1: her comments um here and there, like she's never really 695 00:31:07,640 --> 00:31:09,840 Speaker 1: gotten along with any of my partners, whether male or female. 696 00:31:09,880 --> 00:31:12,080 Speaker 1: So my mom, I just give her her space and 697 00:31:12,080 --> 00:31:14,560 Speaker 1: I like let her. You know, she lives in Mexico. 698 00:31:14,680 --> 00:31:17,760 Speaker 1: She she she admittedly like rather be in Mexico. She'd 699 00:31:17,840 --> 00:31:19,480 Speaker 1: rather be in her own world. She'd rather not deal 700 00:31:19,480 --> 00:31:23,680 Speaker 1: with anything that isn't her and for her own mental health, 701 00:31:23,680 --> 00:31:26,280 Speaker 1: I'm like, go ahead. You know, I got her a car, 702 00:31:26,600 --> 00:31:29,080 Speaker 1: her house, everything she needed to fix, you know, anything 703 00:31:29,080 --> 00:31:31,880 Speaker 1: in her house, her phone, you know, some money. So 704 00:31:31,920 --> 00:31:34,160 Speaker 1: it's like you're good, Like you're also an adult, so 705 00:31:34,280 --> 00:31:36,240 Speaker 1: you know, you and your boyfriend like figure your shit out, 706 00:31:36,240 --> 00:31:39,000 Speaker 1: But like I don't. I'm not her mom, you know, 707 00:31:39,080 --> 00:31:42,360 Speaker 1: but she's not my mom either. Yeah, Okay, I see, 708 00:31:42,480 --> 00:31:44,240 Speaker 1: and I think probably for her it was just like, okay, ef, 709 00:31:44,240 --> 00:31:46,680 Speaker 1: everybody's my kids. I don't want to have the responsibility. 710 00:31:46,720 --> 00:31:48,200 Speaker 1: I want to do my own thing. It's good to 711 00:31:48,200 --> 00:31:51,000 Speaker 1: give people their space and eventually maybe they'll come around 712 00:31:51,000 --> 00:31:52,560 Speaker 1: and realize things. He's seeing it up with that man, 713 00:31:52,640 --> 00:31:55,520 Speaker 1: you know. Yeah, so you're going on to her tell 714 00:31:55,600 --> 00:31:58,520 Speaker 1: us about that. Yeah, I'm going all around the United States. 715 00:31:59,080 --> 00:32:01,440 Speaker 1: I'm doing the keys I never had, which I think 716 00:32:01,480 --> 00:32:03,480 Speaker 1: people are expecting it to be way more keen say 717 00:32:03,520 --> 00:32:05,160 Speaker 1: than it actually is gonna be. I think people need 718 00:32:05,200 --> 00:32:06,920 Speaker 1: to remember how I dress and who I am. Like 719 00:32:07,200 --> 00:32:08,920 Speaker 1: it's I'm gonna have a little moment for it, but 720 00:32:08,960 --> 00:32:12,560 Speaker 1: I'm also like still a crowdsurfing champagne popping. Yeah, asked 721 00:32:13,240 --> 00:32:15,520 Speaker 1: smacking person. I'm not, you know what I mean. Like, 722 00:32:17,520 --> 00:32:19,719 Speaker 1: So that's that's what that is. And then I come 723 00:32:19,760 --> 00:32:21,000 Speaker 1: home for like a couple of weeks, and then I 724 00:32:21,120 --> 00:32:23,360 Speaker 1: leave on tour with southfec Land for an arena tour. 725 00:32:23,440 --> 00:32:25,640 Speaker 1: So that'll be dammy. So you're gonna be gone for 726 00:32:25,640 --> 00:32:27,640 Speaker 1: a hot as minute. Yeah, I'm gonna be gone to 727 00:32:27,800 --> 00:32:31,360 Speaker 1: the fall Damn. I know. We just met each other. 728 00:32:31,600 --> 00:32:34,200 Speaker 1: I know I'm gonna have to fly to you. I 729 00:32:34,240 --> 00:32:37,040 Speaker 1: don't know. We gotta figure out. I don't figure it out. 730 00:32:37,920 --> 00:32:39,880 Speaker 1: And when you leave that does your son go with you? 731 00:32:39,880 --> 00:32:42,360 Speaker 1: Obviously because he has school, he probably doesn't, or he homeschooled, 732 00:32:42,480 --> 00:32:45,080 Speaker 1: he does, he doesn't. I'll fly him out there, or 733 00:32:45,120 --> 00:32:47,000 Speaker 1: like I'll come home whatever I need to do to 734 00:32:47,120 --> 00:32:49,080 Speaker 1: you know, keep back connection with my son all the time. 735 00:32:49,320 --> 00:32:52,320 Speaker 1: But definitely right now, Mike, THEA just she just showed 736 00:32:52,400 --> 00:32:54,440 Speaker 1: up and she's gonna live here now, so she's gonna 737 00:32:54,440 --> 00:32:56,680 Speaker 1: help me more with all the house stuff and with 738 00:32:56,720 --> 00:32:58,840 Speaker 1: my son with everything, because you know, I am getting 739 00:32:58,880 --> 00:33:01,920 Speaker 1: so much busier and sometimes I don't know the guilt 740 00:33:02,040 --> 00:33:05,080 Speaker 1: of not fully always being there for my son and 741 00:33:05,160 --> 00:33:07,160 Speaker 1: not fully being there for music, always kind of thinking 742 00:33:07,160 --> 00:33:09,280 Speaker 1: of both like personal life, all these things. It's just 743 00:33:09,320 --> 00:33:11,960 Speaker 1: been like too much. So having my THEA and she 744 00:33:12,040 --> 00:33:13,640 Speaker 1: was like a mom to me. So she's she's just 745 00:33:13,720 --> 00:33:16,880 Speaker 1: very maternal, very like very nurturing and I love that. Yeah, 746 00:33:16,920 --> 00:33:18,920 Speaker 1: that's gonna help you so much. So I can stop 747 00:33:18,920 --> 00:33:21,160 Speaker 1: looking for that for my mommy issues and girls and 748 00:33:21,160 --> 00:33:25,160 Speaker 1: I could just focus, you could just I got a mom. 749 00:33:25,200 --> 00:33:27,800 Speaker 1: Now we got no, but it does. Honestly, it does 750 00:33:27,920 --> 00:33:31,200 Speaker 1: make like having someone, especially if it's your thea like 751 00:33:31,280 --> 00:33:33,400 Speaker 1: make it makes the house feel like a home. So 752 00:33:33,440 --> 00:33:35,480 Speaker 1: that's gonna give you so much peace while you're out 753 00:33:35,520 --> 00:33:37,680 Speaker 1: and know that your son's in good hands and you 754 00:33:37,680 --> 00:33:39,840 Speaker 1: don't got to worry about that extra shit. So as 755 00:33:39,840 --> 00:33:42,040 Speaker 1: far as the house and the groceries, and that's gonna 756 00:33:42,040 --> 00:33:44,880 Speaker 1: be wow. I love. Yeah. Yeah, my lady just left. 757 00:33:44,960 --> 00:33:47,120 Speaker 1: She was from so she had to go back as 758 00:33:47,200 --> 00:33:49,240 Speaker 1: her visa. But when she was here, just the house 759 00:33:49,280 --> 00:33:51,880 Speaker 1: just feels so warm, like and I need that, like, 760 00:33:51,920 --> 00:33:54,080 Speaker 1: I need that feeling. Then I get stuck doing all 761 00:33:54,080 --> 00:33:56,440 Speaker 1: the sen stuff and then I can't create. You know, 762 00:33:56,480 --> 00:33:58,719 Speaker 1: I'm tired to go to the fucking studio and like, 763 00:33:58,840 --> 00:34:00,200 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. So I don't know. I mean, 764 00:34:00,200 --> 00:34:02,440 Speaker 1: we gotta figure this out. I gotta see you and 765 00:34:03,520 --> 00:34:09,600 Speaker 1: go to one of your show. Yeah, but mom, we're 766 00:34:09,640 --> 00:34:12,480 Speaker 1: here every day. I just be rehearsing. You saw the studio. 767 00:34:12,560 --> 00:34:14,680 Speaker 1: We just saw the studio. I heard some of your 768 00:34:14,760 --> 00:34:18,720 Speaker 1: music that should like stuff that you guys are ready like. Honestly, 769 00:34:18,760 --> 00:34:20,480 Speaker 1: I was like, well, I was blowing the funk away. 770 00:34:20,680 --> 00:34:23,200 Speaker 1: It's really good. And I'm not just like blowing smoke 771 00:34:23,280 --> 00:34:25,080 Speaker 1: up your ass. I'm being serious out Like Richard, my 772 00:34:25,320 --> 00:34:27,640 Speaker 1: manager who was with me, was like, what the fuck, 773 00:34:27,760 --> 00:34:30,920 Speaker 1: He's like, this is crazy. So you I told you, 774 00:34:30,960 --> 00:34:32,880 Speaker 1: I puld you on your podcast, and I'll say it again. 775 00:34:33,000 --> 00:34:34,839 Speaker 1: You're a badass bitch, and I hope you know that. 776 00:34:36,360 --> 00:34:39,319 Speaker 1: And anyway, thank you, thank you so much, and I'm 777 00:34:39,360 --> 00:34:41,319 Speaker 1: just glad, thank you so much for taking the time 778 00:34:41,360 --> 00:34:43,279 Speaker 1: to be on my podcast to talk to me and 779 00:34:43,560 --> 00:34:46,280 Speaker 1: talking a little bit more about Claudia. You guys follow 780 00:34:46,320 --> 00:34:48,640 Speaker 1: her on her Instagram. Is there any what's your YouTube like? 781 00:34:48,680 --> 00:34:52,160 Speaker 1: Share all the platforms with us please, Well YouTube obviously, 782 00:34:52,200 --> 00:34:54,400 Speaker 1: Snow the product is like my music and everything, and 783 00:34:54,400 --> 00:34:56,160 Speaker 1: then every Day Days is a channel where I do 784 00:34:56,200 --> 00:34:58,160 Speaker 1: a little bit of vlog personal life. And then every 785 00:34:58,239 --> 00:35:01,000 Speaker 1: Night Nights is my podcast which is on my Everyday 786 00:35:01,040 --> 00:35:03,080 Speaker 1: Days channel. But that was supposed to be I made 787 00:35:03,080 --> 00:35:04,560 Speaker 1: that channel so that it's like you're not looking for 788 00:35:04,600 --> 00:35:06,719 Speaker 1: Snow the product on it, you're looking for Claudia. As 789 00:35:06,719 --> 00:35:08,400 Speaker 1: you see, I've been kind of on this journey of 790 00:35:08,400 --> 00:35:11,280 Speaker 1: really being like, yo, I'm a person because people people 791 00:35:11,400 --> 00:35:14,399 Speaker 1: just would talk to me or treat me as if 792 00:35:14,480 --> 00:35:16,840 Speaker 1: I'm Snow the product, and they were very aggressive and 793 00:35:16,880 --> 00:35:20,840 Speaker 1: abrasive with me because they think I'm this hard person. 794 00:35:21,160 --> 00:35:22,879 Speaker 1: And so it got to a point where I needed 795 00:35:22,880 --> 00:35:24,719 Speaker 1: to remind people like, that's not who I am, and 796 00:35:24,760 --> 00:35:26,719 Speaker 1: you're gonna make me cry, Like the amount of times 797 00:35:26,719 --> 00:35:29,080 Speaker 1: that I've cried with how I was treated because they 798 00:35:29,120 --> 00:35:30,880 Speaker 1: thought I'm cocky or they thought I'm this or that, 799 00:35:30,960 --> 00:35:32,840 Speaker 1: and I'm like, that's not who I am. That's just 800 00:35:32,920 --> 00:35:39,640 Speaker 1: a rapper. That's a rapper. So Claudia, Claudia. Yes, but again, 801 00:35:39,719 --> 00:35:41,279 Speaker 1: thank you, thank you so much. And you guys know, 802 00:35:41,320 --> 00:35:45,120 Speaker 1: on my ill listeners, we always end every episode with 803 00:35:45,200 --> 00:35:53,279 Speaker 1: a motivational quote. All right, if you guys know, I'm 804 00:35:53,320 --> 00:35:56,719 Speaker 1: huge on discipline, routine, and here's a discipline quote for 805 00:35:56,760 --> 00:35:59,359 Speaker 1: you guys. Discipline is choosing between what you want now 806 00:35:59,640 --> 00:36:05,000 Speaker 1: and what you want most play back, Okay. Discipline is 807 00:36:05,040 --> 00:36:08,000 Speaker 1: choosing between what you want now and what you want most. 808 00:36:08,000 --> 00:36:10,680 Speaker 1: Discipline you, guys, it will take you very very far 809 00:36:10,760 --> 00:36:13,040 Speaker 1: discipline and consistency. So anyways, I'll leave you guys with 810 00:36:13,080 --> 00:36:16,640 Speaker 1: that Snow. Thank you, thank you, You're beautiful inside and 811 00:36:16,640 --> 00:36:19,399 Speaker 1: now and thank you. Yes, I crush on you Heart, 812 00:36:19,560 --> 00:36:26,160 Speaker 1: Heart Heart, Um. I hope you enjoyed this conversation as 813 00:36:26,200 --> 00:36:28,000 Speaker 1: much as I did. And don't forget to listen to 814 00:36:28,040 --> 00:36:32,200 Speaker 1: my advice podcast, Dear Cheeky's new episodes drop every Wednesday. Okay, peace, 815 00:36:36,880 --> 00:36:41,319 Speaker 1: do you need advice on love, relationships, health emas. I'm 816 00:36:41,360 --> 00:36:43,520 Speaker 1: so excited to share with you that my Cheekies and 817 00:36:43,600 --> 00:36:46,800 Speaker 1: Chill podcast will have an extra episode drop each week. 818 00:36:47,120 --> 00:36:50,080 Speaker 1: I'll be answering all your questions. 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