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Speaker 1: Hey, this is Anny and Samantha and welcome to Stuff

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Speaker 1: Never Told You producture buy Heart Radio. Welcome to another

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Speaker 1: addition of Happy Hour. As always, if you choose to

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Speaker 1: drink or whatever you choose to do, you please do

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Speaker 1: so responsibly. Are you sipping on anything, Santa?

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Speaker 2: I am drinking water because I feel like I need

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Speaker 2: lots of water today. What about you?

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Speaker 1: I have kind of a hot toddy situation. I really

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Speaker 1: wanted a sing taw for this episode because of the topic,

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Speaker 1: but I don't have any. So that's what I'm it.

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Speaker 1: Yes it is, Yes, it is. So this is going

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Speaker 1: to be kind of embarrassing for me. I think I'm

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Speaker 1: not going to get Sometimes I worry when I do

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Speaker 1: these that people are going to psychoanalyze me and write

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Speaker 1: in like this is what was going on with you?

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Speaker 1: But if you've been listening to our recent happy Hours,

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Speaker 1: a lot of them have been about in my past

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Speaker 1: relationships and experiences being queer and all of that stuff.

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Speaker 1: And in the most recent one, I said I'd been

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Speaker 1: in this relationship with my ex boyfriend for a long

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Speaker 1: time because I thought I should be that, you know,

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Speaker 1: I wasn't. I said the yearner in it like I

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Speaker 1: was not the one yearning for this, and I felt

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Speaker 1: a little bit of guilt and I said some kind

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Speaker 1: of throwaway line like I don't think I've ever been

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Speaker 1: that broken hearted. Well, immediately after loss that I had, she.

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Speaker 2: Sent an email.

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Speaker 1: Immediately. I think I must have like pushed this whole

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Speaker 1: when I was listening to the QA, when we listened

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Speaker 1: like that, I immediately was like, oh wait, I forgot

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Speaker 1: this part. I have been uh. And it was very

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Speaker 1: serious indeed, actually, and I kind of want to talk

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Speaker 1: about it because I've never confronted it since I've gotten

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Speaker 1: older about what happened. So essentially, I went to China

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Speaker 1: eight months, and I was I just turned twenty one,

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Speaker 1: and I was very insecure. That's what I'm going to

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Speaker 1: we were teaching English, and I, as the head of

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Speaker 1: and we would watch movies together and stuff, and so

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Speaker 1: I just really like looked forward to hanging out with

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Speaker 1: we were so close and he would say these things

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Speaker 1: to me, like I could wait a thousand years and

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Speaker 1: never meet anyone like you like these Really I felt

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Speaker 2: I've been there.

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Speaker 3: I think about some my own moments, like I sobbed

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Speaker 2: And I sobbed. I met him for a week in

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Speaker 3: I remember his name. I'm just beyond embarrassed. Like I

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Speaker 1: Yeah, that's the thing I'm still grappling with is I

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Speaker 1: And we did do everything together and we had so

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Speaker 1: But when he would say something like that to me,

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Speaker 2: Like me okay, as a person yeah, which.

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Speaker 1: Again is terrible. And I was thinking about this and

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Speaker 1: but I think that's where it was coming from. But

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Speaker 1: of course they thought that we got magic tattoos. And

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Speaker 1: I was wearing his clothes all the time. Oh got

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Speaker 1: I never went back, uh, And we kept in touch

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm sure it did.

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Speaker 1: I'm kind of it kind of sounds similar to what

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Speaker 1: you were saying, Samantha. This way was way more extreme

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Speaker 1: very emotional like I'll never see you again. You came

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Speaker 4: Gonna fall apart. I've been spending every day with you

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Speaker 4: for eight months. All the other interns that I was

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Speaker 4: so cool it's riding around on a motorcycle.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, but it was also I mean, we just had

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Speaker 1: really deep conversations. I think sometimes it's easier to have

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Speaker 1: what kind of power our partnership on this show came

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Speaker 1: And yeah, because I was twenty one, I think I

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Speaker 1: And he was so like affectionate, openly affection but I'd forgotten.

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Speaker 1: I can't believe. I cannot believe you left him. Now

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Speaker 1: the yearners whatever that might look like, had your heart broken.

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Speaker 1: Turns out I really did. I did understand our card

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Speaker 2: Day for imagine if you would like to China, Yeah.

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Speaker 1: My life would have been so different. And now when

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Speaker 1: I was when I was leaving in my exit interview,

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Speaker 1: I started crying and I was like, please don't make

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Speaker 2: You cried to your boss. Now, that's intense.

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Speaker 1: It was so embarrassing. It was so embarrassing, but I did, like,

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Speaker 2: I'm sure it isn't unless people told him how much

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Speaker 2: You'll probably still be like, oh that sweet.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, No, I don't. I don't think so. And I

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Speaker 1: was being very dramatic. He was, I think he was.

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Speaker 1: when I showed up and it's like, oh, what is this?

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Speaker 2: Yeah?

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Speaker 1: And he was just very open, and I think it

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Speaker 1: feel like when I went to Europe it was sort

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Speaker 1: of a it was less of a culture shock, and

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Speaker 1: and so it just felt like I was learning a

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Speaker 2: Right and be overwhelming.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, But he was kind of a steadying presence and

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Speaker 1: he was the one that would be like here's where,

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Speaker 1: here's the food you gotta eat, here's the drinks cold

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Speaker 1: r yeah yeah, yeah, yeah. Anyway, that's part of my messy,

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Speaker 1: my messy relationship history. I don't know. I still am

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Speaker 1: not sure. I don't think I was in love. I

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Speaker 1: think there was something though. There was definitely something going on.

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Speaker 2: You an attachment that's not uncommon.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, that's what I think. But I have to say,

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