WEBVTT - The Luminous Kelli O'Hara

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<v Speaker 1>I'm Alec Baldwin and you're listening to Here's the thing.

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<v Speaker 1>Here's how The New York Times has described My guest

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<v Speaker 1>Today a full fledged Broadway star, Broadways reigning Ingenue, Broadways

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<v Speaker 1>Golden Girl, and luminous three different times. Writers called her

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<v Speaker 1>luminous three years in a row. It's hard to avoid

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<v Speaker 1>repetition when it comes to My guest today, because Kelly

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<v Speaker 1>O'Hara is luminous, as you can hear in this clip

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<v Speaker 1>from South Pacific. She is one of the greatest, sweet

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<v Speaker 1>voiced and infinitely bankable Broadway stars of her generation. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>as corney as Kansas and high as a flag on

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<v Speaker 1>the fourth of July. If you'll excuse an expression, irons,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm in lull, I'm in love, I'm in law. She

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<v Speaker 1>worked hard to get there. O'Hara grew up in rural Oklahoma.

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<v Speaker 1>At eighteen, she convinced legendary voice teacher Florence Birdwell to

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<v Speaker 1>take her on as a protegee, as Kristin Chenowith did

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<v Speaker 1>before her. After graduation, she toiled in the trenches in

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<v Speaker 1>Wichita and in New York as an understudy. She exudes

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<v Speaker 1>gratitude for how far She's come. The thing is, though,

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<v Speaker 1>despite the Tony, despite selling out Broadway and the West

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<v Speaker 1>End in South Pacific, the King and I Kiss Me

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<v Speaker 1>Kate and more, Kelly O'Hara gets tired of being luminous.

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<v Speaker 1>I made choices to make a living. A commercial musical

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<v Speaker 1>on Broadway is a financial living. That is um. There

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<v Speaker 1>was more than I expected growing up on a farm

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<v Speaker 1>in western Oklahoma. I didn't take the when I did

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<v Speaker 1>the public it was a financial It was de financially difficult, okay, um.

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<v Speaker 1>And so to go do the little not that I've

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<v Speaker 1>been asked or even called in for an audition, but

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<v Speaker 1>to do those little things or wait for the you know,

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<v Speaker 1>the TV job, or do one day of a guest

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<v Speaker 1>artist for nothing on a TV show, I've never been

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<v Speaker 1>able to afford to do that. So I keep saying

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<v Speaker 1>yes to the commercial Broadway musical. And the thing is is, um,

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<v Speaker 1>if I have to make those choices, they have to

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<v Speaker 1>be really really great for me. Believe me, if anyone

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<v Speaker 1>had believed in me that I could play something that

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<v Speaker 1>was a little bit more gritty than I'm in Love

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<v Speaker 1>with a wonderful guy, I would have jumped at it

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<v Speaker 1>any time in my past. I will never stop wanting

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<v Speaker 1>to do a play or a theater theater. I should

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<v Speaker 1>just say theater. I've always wanted to do a play.

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<v Speaker 1>I've only been asked to do a play like once.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, people say, why don't you want to, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>do more things. I'm not a star. I'm not you know,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe in musical theater whatever. You say that in a

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<v Speaker 1>certain bubble, but not even outside of this range. Did

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<v Speaker 1>you study acting as well? Was acting a big did you?

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<v Speaker 1>It was musical theater you study? No? I got an

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<v Speaker 1>opera degree because that's what my teacher went. Yes, Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>with Florence Birdwell, the premier voice teacher there, and um,

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted my whole life to study with her, So

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<v Speaker 1>that's what I did. Did you break Florence Birdwell's heart

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<v Speaker 1>when you moved from voice to the theater? You know,

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<v Speaker 1>I was on a track to do opera, and I've

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<v Speaker 1>since done some opera and just found very lovely people.

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<v Speaker 1>But in that moment, in my senior of college, doing

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<v Speaker 1>the met audition circuit, I met ugly people. It was

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<v Speaker 1>not for me. If I'm going to make art or

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<v Speaker 1>if I'm going to make art, whatever that is if

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to do something that is expressive and communicative

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<v Speaker 1>with my voice, I love to do it with people

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<v Speaker 1>and feel things. And I just literally I remember saying,

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<v Speaker 1>I want to be an actor. I don't want any

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<v Speaker 1>part of that solo ego thing. That's not who I am.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to go inside things and live in them.

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<v Speaker 1>Pass the ball and if it gets passed back to me,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to be paying attention and I'm gonna catch it,

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<v Speaker 1>but I'm gonna pass it back off quickly. That is

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<v Speaker 1>exciting to me. And I walked into her room one

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<v Speaker 1>day and I said, I told her. I had told

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<v Speaker 1>her I'm not going to go to grad school. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not going to go to grad school. We had filled

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<v Speaker 1>out all the applications for American Volcal Academy and everything,

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<v Speaker 1>and I said, I'm gonna move to New York. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna go to acting school and I'm gonna be a

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<v Speaker 1>real actor. And I remember I walked in one day

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<v Speaker 1>and she held up the application to a v A

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<v Speaker 1>and she looked me in the eye and she ripped

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<v Speaker 1>it into and she said, go live, Go do what

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<v Speaker 1>you're gonna do. And honestly, she's more of that person too,

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<v Speaker 1>So I didn't break her heart. I think I just

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<v Speaker 1>surprised her um and she has supported me ever since.

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<v Speaker 1>But I I went to Strasbourg for acting here in

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<v Speaker 1>the city right when I moved, literally that fall, because

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<v Speaker 1>I felt that insecurity, the idea that when you're an

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<v Speaker 1>opera singer there is no acting ability in there. I

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<v Speaker 1>wanted so badly to be an actor, and I still

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<v Speaker 1>so badly want to be a better actor. But I

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<v Speaker 1>went to Strasbourg because I needed to have that um

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<v Speaker 1>for myself, you know what I mean. Even if I thought,

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<v Speaker 1>oh I can get into musicals, maybe an act okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I needed it. I needed that label. Honestly, what's the

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<v Speaker 1>one you did with? There was some real acting you

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<v Speaker 1>had to do in that piece. Um. You know. I

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<v Speaker 1>must I must have thought everything was like a major

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<v Speaker 1>acting I'll tell you what. I that the show that

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't I feel like I knew what I was doing,

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<v Speaker 1>or that I didn't speak up as an actor, which

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<v Speaker 1>was sweet smell of success, which was my first big

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<v Speaker 1>role with Let's Go and Brandosha James and stuff. And

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<v Speaker 1>I look back at that as the time when I

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<v Speaker 1>said either ship or get off the pot, like do it,

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<v Speaker 1>speak out for yourself or stop this business. I was

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<v Speaker 1>trying to lean on my singing and kind of felt

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<v Speaker 1>like I was in a straight jacket and didn't make

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<v Speaker 1>any choices. It wasn't until things like you know, the

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<v Speaker 1>Bridges of Madison County might have asked for me to

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<v Speaker 1>be the most unlike myself. That was way late in

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<v Speaker 1>the game. I had already done South Pacific and other things,

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<v Speaker 1>but um, that was the one where I felt like,

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<v Speaker 1>I've been here for a while, I've learned a few things.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna trust myself. It's interesting how for myself included

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<v Speaker 1>when I got into the business and nowhere was this

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<v Speaker 1>more uh laid there than when I would do plays.

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<v Speaker 1>Was how much I wanted to please people, and there

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<v Speaker 1>if I didn't want to impose my ideas and say,

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<v Speaker 1>well I want to do this, I want to do this.

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<v Speaker 1>I walked in there going what do you want me

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<v Speaker 1>to do? And I wanted everybody to direct me, and

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<v Speaker 1>I was I was afraid. And then when I got

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<v Speaker 1>into the world, even in small roles, supporting roles in

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<v Speaker 1>films with legendary directors like Mike Nichols, you realize that

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<v Speaker 1>on this mount Olympus. It was the opposite. They were

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<v Speaker 1>looking at you like, well, what do you got? What

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<v Speaker 1>do you want to do? That's why you're here. I

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<v Speaker 1>hired you because of your instincts, and do you find

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<v Speaker 1>there was a bit of that of view that one

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<v Speaker 1>point does Kelly O would turn around and I got this,

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<v Speaker 1>I know what I want to do, absolutely show. I

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<v Speaker 1>really think that It was the Bridges Masson County where

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<v Speaker 1>I said, I'm going to speak up for myself. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>going to try to find my way in, and any

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<v Speaker 1>smart director, anyone who's confident enough in their abilities, will say, yes,

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<v Speaker 1>it's going to be only better if if it's more

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<v Speaker 1>natural from you, if it's coming from you, use your voice.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I'm going to listen. As opposed to being

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<v Speaker 1>threatened by that um that first job that I mentioned

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<v Speaker 1>sweet film success, the girl before me had been fired

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<v Speaker 1>in the workshops. So I walked in so fearful it

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<v Speaker 1>was my first role on Broadway that I would be fired,

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<v Speaker 1>and I also felt like I would be people have

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<v Speaker 1>already got it wrong once, you know. And I was

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<v Speaker 1>walking in and it was that atmosphere too. It felt

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<v Speaker 1>very much like nobody quite had control and Um, I

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<v Speaker 1>learned Nick Kitner, and it was a bad time. It

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<v Speaker 1>was after night, right after anyway, UM, I promised myself

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<v Speaker 1>I would never do that again. I remember actually having

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<v Speaker 1>a conversation in a rehearsal where I was starting to

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<v Speaker 1>feel that where there was a sexual scene between the

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<v Speaker 1>my leading man and we were doing something and I've

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<v Speaker 1>really never told the story. Uh, and we're just going

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<v Speaker 1>to start with it. And Nick said, you know, stop, stop,

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<v Speaker 1>you look like you're mothering him. And I knew that

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't me. And I said, I know how to touch

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<v Speaker 1>a man. I know what I'm doing. And I stood

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<v Speaker 1>up for myself for the first, like literally the first time,

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<v Speaker 1>and it had to do with just being a human

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<v Speaker 1>being a woman and I and I felt that in

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<v Speaker 1>my core. I felt like, no, I there is something

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<v Speaker 1>I can bring here. I might not be what you

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<v Speaker 1>want or what other people expect or envision, but if

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<v Speaker 1>you if you have any sense of your own humanity

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<v Speaker 1>or self, that's what you bring, you know, if you

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<v Speaker 1>can access it. I literally have to take most of

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<v Speaker 1>my questions down and throw them in the garbage because

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<v Speaker 1>I was expecting a kind of Julie Andrews and you

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<v Speaker 1>sent ship and going off the pod you said, I

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<v Speaker 1>know how to touch a man. My interview with Kelly O.

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<v Speaker 1>Harris going we're we're very often and we're off roading

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<v Speaker 1>here completely. We're going up into territory. I was unprepared

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<v Speaker 1>to go for it. So I'm ready though, I'm ready. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>But here's what's interesting to me is that we'll just

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<v Speaker 1>get this out of the way, which is in the

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<v Speaker 1>world that you typically inhabit. You're out there and it's

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<v Speaker 1>a fantasy and they want it to be beautiful and

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<v Speaker 1>they want to be And then then now you come

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<v Speaker 1>this famous award winning singer in the theater and when

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<v Speaker 1>you come out there, do you feel like that's the obligation?

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<v Speaker 1>Is like you're hosting an event and you've got to

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<v Speaker 1>give these people this magical evening. I know what you're

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<v Speaker 1>talking about. There is an obligation. This is what we do,

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<v Speaker 1>and you do in order to just you know, get

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<v Speaker 1>up and do it every night for hows a week

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<v Speaker 1>for twenty years. You have to tell yourself. I heard

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<v Speaker 1>once someone say it's either someone's first time seeing this

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<v Speaker 1>theater at all, or it's someone's last time, and so

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<v Speaker 1>it gives you this kind of reason to be, I guess,

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<v Speaker 1>because otherwise you're literally thinking of the grocery list. Sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>when you've sung a song a hundred and seventy five times,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and you have to kind of find a

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<v Speaker 1>way to connect. I think that I do this for

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<v Speaker 1>very personal reasons. I don't know why it bit me

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<v Speaker 1>a long time ago, because I wasn't raised around any

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<v Speaker 1>of it. Um So sometimes I think about that obligation,

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<v Speaker 1>and sometimes I I lose myself in it in a

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<v Speaker 1>weird way, like I've actually tried to have, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I try to dig deep and say, what does this

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<v Speaker 1>do to you? That's different, I think sometimes in what

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<v Speaker 1>other it does to other people. I guess I learned

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<v Speaker 1>from it. I kind of fall into it. Even even

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<v Speaker 1>after eight shows a week, I find myself kind of

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<v Speaker 1>dealing with all of this, all of my innards out there.

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<v Speaker 1>And I think maybe it's because overwhelmed when singing a song,

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<v Speaker 1>you almost broke down crying. That's I do. I do

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<v Speaker 1>all the time, and it's so and it can be

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<v Speaker 1>a song of song thousand times and something will just

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<v Speaker 1>a It's how I filter, it's how I process, I think,

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<v Speaker 1>and it's why I'm not quite tired of it. It's

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<v Speaker 1>why I'm not quite jaded by it. Sometimes I am,

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<v Speaker 1>but for the most part I find that I go

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<v Speaker 1>inside it, maybe as opposed to just dealing with it

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<v Speaker 1>all out here. You said that you didn't grow up

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<v Speaker 1>around this. What did your dad do? It's a farmer? Literally?

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<v Speaker 1>Did you just laugh just that you are this queen

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<v Speaker 1>of Broadway? And I found was a farmer. What did

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<v Speaker 1>he farm? We farmed wheat, cattle, and cotton. It was

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<v Speaker 1>in western Oklahoma, very small town that he grew up

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<v Speaker 1>and my mother they met in the eighth grade. My

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<v Speaker 1>dad went back to school when he was forty. He

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<v Speaker 1>went to law school. It was his dream and he

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<v Speaker 1>changed our lives. I was sixteen when he graduated law school,

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<v Speaker 1>and so my last two years of high school we

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<v Speaker 1>had moved to the big city of Oklahoma City, and

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<v Speaker 1>then I was off to college. His mother continues to

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<v Speaker 1>be there. He's my dad's still kept. Yes, and my

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<v Speaker 1>dad and my brothers still run cattle and they're still

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<v Speaker 1>practice what kind of law they He and my brother

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<v Speaker 1>practiced together. They practice a state tax, oil and gas law.

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<v Speaker 1>Because he was a farmer. My dad's first big case

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<v Speaker 1>was fighting like Phillips. Their land had been kind of

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<v Speaker 1>ruined by the oil drilling and stuff. And my dad

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<v Speaker 1>represented he is a dooder and your mom school teacher

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<v Speaker 1>what subject, uh, social studies? It was my dad, my

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<v Speaker 1>dad to social studies. A dear friend of mine, Jeff Ambrassini,

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<v Speaker 1>who I went to high school when I grew up

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<v Speaker 1>with him. He and his wife were in the world

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<v Speaker 1>you're in, you know, striving and then uh he was.

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<v Speaker 1>She was from Norman and they upped and left and

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<v Speaker 1>moved to Oklahoma, and not only for her to be

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<v Speaker 1>near her mother, but they got more work in that

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<v Speaker 1>area than they did in New York. Um. I have

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<v Speaker 1>a really good friend that's back there teaching voice and

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<v Speaker 1>she does cabaret. She performed in the shows when they're there,

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<v Speaker 1>And Um, New York was like air for me, Like

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<v Speaker 1>the first time I breathed. I remember running down I

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<v Speaker 1>was twenty one, and I remember running down Fifth Avenue,

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<v Speaker 1>darting in between people with my backpack on like I

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<v Speaker 1>was in a car, like I was in rush hour.

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<v Speaker 1>I was alive. I was alive for the first time,

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<v Speaker 1>and I don't really believe that I knew it. What

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<v Speaker 1>was it? About you that felt that way, this is

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<v Speaker 1>the mountain you wanted to climb. Yes, And because I

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<v Speaker 1>loved the vast number of people, different types of people,

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<v Speaker 1>I somehow didn't even matter. Who cares what I did.

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<v Speaker 1>When you grew up in a small town, I was,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, riddled by um. I had really good upbringing.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean I did it was a safe but I

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<v Speaker 1>was kind of riddled by the feeling of being different

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit. It was a chubby kid or whatever,

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<v Speaker 1>and and there was really I was I was a

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<v Speaker 1>chubby kid, and there was this kind of feeling of

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<v Speaker 1>but I still did gymnastics, and I still did flips,

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<v Speaker 1>and I still sang, and there was this feeling of

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<v Speaker 1>you can't do that, you know, or I just felt

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<v Speaker 1>like there was this kind of cap you know, of

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<v Speaker 1>don't try to do anything special or and I it

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't so much like I'll show you. It's more just

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<v Speaker 1>like I need I need the quiet. I need that

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<v Speaker 1>all that to be quiet. And you just come up

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<v Speaker 1>here and whether you make it or not, no one's

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<v Speaker 1>really on your back about it. You're just doing it,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. I've always loved the acceptance, you know, like

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<v Speaker 1>whatever you're into people like, wow, you know whatever your

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<v Speaker 1>thing is now, Scott ellis so I family with I

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<v Speaker 1>went to go visit me to rehearsal, and I was,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want to say appalled, but I was mildly

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<v Speaker 1>shocked by the mechanics of the rehearsal of the Broadway music.

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<v Speaker 1>I couldn't believe. It was like I was at Boeing

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<v Speaker 1>and they were putting a jet plane together, how technical

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<v Speaker 1>it was, and people were they were like okay again

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<v Speaker 1>and they're like bot of the botto the pop pop

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<v Speaker 1>up stop, and it was start start. I mean I

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<v Speaker 1>got a headache watching this and how hard they were

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<v Speaker 1>and how precise they were, and how they made them

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<v Speaker 1>do it again and again. I mean I thought they

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<v Speaker 1>were all getting paid just for the insanity inducing repetition

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<v Speaker 1>of it. Well you know what you're when you describe

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<v Speaker 1>the musical theater rehearsal, My my heart kind of pounds

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<v Speaker 1>with that. Yes, you know, you say it's like nauseating,

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<v Speaker 1>but that data data stop. But that's not really me.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not a dancer. I'm not a timed performer. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>which I love. I love that because I'm better at

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<v Speaker 1>They do all do that until you come out and

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<v Speaker 1>then it's a play. Um, when you're rehearsing a musical,

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<v Speaker 1>a big musical, the kind you would do, what does

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<v Speaker 1>a director offer you at this point in your career.

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<v Speaker 1>Any good director is never going to tell you where

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<v Speaker 1>to go, how to stand, where to move. What do

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<v Speaker 1>they tell you? Go, Let's go, let's read the scene,

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<v Speaker 1>Let's see what happens, and then so you get it,

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<v Speaker 1>you get something going on with with the person you're

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<v Speaker 1>working with. Whatever the scene is just like a play,

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<v Speaker 1>and then they might have some suggestions about if you

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<v Speaker 1>entered here, you know, because we've got exiting here. I

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<v Speaker 1>think in a way, musical theater can be more cinematic

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<v Speaker 1>because it's transitions. It's like what comes in between each scene.

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<v Speaker 1>So we need this kind of thing filtering on while

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<v Speaker 1>you're filtering off. So then you have these suggestions of

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<v Speaker 1>how we're going to stage this as far as transitions,

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<v Speaker 1>but within the moment. I think, especially with Bart Sheer,

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<v Speaker 1>who I've done a lot of shows with, we spend

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of time at the table before, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>or in school studying World War two or clown classes

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<v Speaker 1>or whatever it is, that then we're going to put

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<v Speaker 1>into it and then we only spend a few a

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<v Speaker 1>couple of days just moseying around, you know, trying to

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<v Speaker 1>make a scene, and that that's it, that's set. And

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<v Speaker 1>then once we start previewing or whatever, then he might

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<v Speaker 1>say this, this and this, And then once in a while,

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<v Speaker 1>when you're talking about kind of real, you know, the

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<v Speaker 1>acting part of it, again comes to your room and says,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, let's talk about if this is a deeper moment,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, how do you feel about this or and

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<v Speaker 1>then we can get deeper. And but there's a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of allowance if it's a good director, if they can

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<v Speaker 1>trust you and you can trust them and believe me,

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<v Speaker 1>there are times when I said, I don't know what

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<v Speaker 1>the hell I'm doing here? You know, can you talk

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<v Speaker 1>to me? But I mean, I think that you are

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<v Speaker 1>ready to ask those questions and admit those things when

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<v Speaker 1>you have the director who let you try first, and

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<v Speaker 1>then if you need something you ask does the director

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<v Speaker 1>is embedded in his role? Is the vocal direction or

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<v Speaker 1>is there somebody separate who handles you when you're singing?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, I mean Bart bart Sheer wouldn't know what

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<v Speaker 1>to say about. There's the musical director. Ted Spurling and Paul,

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<v Speaker 1>Jim and Janni one of the greatest, and what I

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<v Speaker 1>love about him again is just his absolute confidence in

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<v Speaker 1>everyone else's ability. He doesn't control, he doesn't obsess. He

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<v Speaker 1>just he sits there and moves his hand like an

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<v Speaker 1>inch high and inch low and just controls it. There's

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of time where you're at a piano with

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<v Speaker 1>someone like Jim and and they're talking about how you're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna play the song. Yeah, you're to do it, and

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<v Speaker 1>then we're gonna talk to Yeah, we're gonna I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 1>bring my way, and then listen. We're gonna all listen

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<v Speaker 1>to each other and kind of figure it out. We're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna talk about Tempe and whatever. Um. But yeah, the

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<v Speaker 1>music director in a musical is right up there with

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<v Speaker 1>the director and the choreographer or the stager. You kind

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<v Speaker 1>of have a three part team where you have to

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<v Speaker 1>all of those things have to fall in place. Tempo,

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<v Speaker 1>how you transition from scene to scene, which is the

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<v Speaker 1>director's choice, has to also be supported by musical interludes

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<v Speaker 1>that time just right. So it's a it's a big team.

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<v Speaker 1>It's not just doesn't sit still, it continually moves Broadway

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<v Speaker 1>star Kelly O'Hara. Another great Broadway leading lady is Patti Lapone.

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<v Speaker 1>Her breakthrough role was as Eva Perone in A Vida,

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<v Speaker 1>but on opening night in New York, she didn't know

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<v Speaker 1>how legendary her performance would become. I threw up in

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<v Speaker 1>the sink before I sank. Don't cry from Argentina. I

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<v Speaker 1>got extremely bad notices opening in l A and extremely

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<v Speaker 1>bad this is opening in San Francisco. There was an

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<v Speaker 1>article coming out in Susie Nicko Parker's column the next

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<v Speaker 1>day that I was going to be fired and that

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<v Speaker 1>actor's Equity was waiting to clear Elaine Page to take

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<v Speaker 1>my place. I'm dealing with all of this press of

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<v Speaker 1>me being fired and me not being able to sing

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<v Speaker 1>the part, and still going on from my throwing the

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<v Speaker 1>s and al came to me and said, we're going

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<v Speaker 1>to laugh about this in twenty years, Patty. The rest

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<v Speaker 1>of my interview with Patty Lapone is in our archives

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<v Speaker 1>at Here's the Thing Dot Org. Kelly O'Hara returns after

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<v Speaker 1>the break. This is Alec Baldwin and you're listening to

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<v Speaker 1>Here's the Thing. Kelly O'Hara has been at the top

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<v Speaker 1>of the Broadway game for almost twenty years. Some things

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<v Speaker 1>have stayed the same, while others are unrecognizable. Yeah, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I think one of the biggest ones isn't even a

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<v Speaker 1>stage thing. I remember I was doing South Pacific, I

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<v Speaker 1>got pregnant with my first child. I left to have him,

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<v Speaker 1>and I came back to do my next Broadway show.

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<v Speaker 1>I remember that I'm having a meeting and rehearsal about

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<v Speaker 1>social media, about filming, what you could and couldn't film,

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<v Speaker 1>what you couldn't couldn't post, and literally the show before

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<v Speaker 1>that show the idea of having anyone come inside your

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<v Speaker 1>rehearsal room and sharing it with anybody but your team,

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<v Speaker 1>your family. I I thought they were joking, Like I

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<v Speaker 1>literally thought I was being you know, maybe candid camera

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<v Speaker 1>or being punked. I was kind of horrified. Now I

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<v Speaker 1>can be old fashioned. I'm made fun of by all

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<v Speaker 1>my friends because I I still kind of live in

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<v Speaker 1>that place of how dare you, how dare you share

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<v Speaker 1>this problem with the world so that they can be

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<v Speaker 1>a part of our that because what we bring to me, well,

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<v Speaker 1>that's is that what we're leaning on or were we

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<v Speaker 1>going to lean on? This craft? So that I had

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<v Speaker 1>to really get used to, because then everyone started filming

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<v Speaker 1>all of the rehear souls and they said, oh, this

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<v Speaker 1>is only to teach the choreography or whatever b s.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, that's going to be somewhere, and then there's

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<v Speaker 1>going to be the commentary, and then then that's going

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<v Speaker 1>to affect decisions. Why don't we trust ourselves? You know?

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<v Speaker 1>So I actually had to get used to that part

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<v Speaker 1>of theater. When you do these shows, do you have

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<v Speaker 1>a casting approval? Sometimes? I mean, you know, maybe we're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna make you do it with somebody you don't want

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<v Speaker 1>to do it with. No, not anymore. And I mean

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<v Speaker 1>all the way back to light in the Piazz, I

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<v Speaker 1>sat in on the auditions for Fabrizio, the guy I

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<v Speaker 1>played I loved and um which is always great opposite

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<v Speaker 1>Matthew Morrison. It's always great to kind of feel, but

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<v Speaker 1>you never see. The thing is that you might shoot

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<v Speaker 1>yourself in the foot because you might think that you

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<v Speaker 1>want to work with somebody and you might be pleasant

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<v Speaker 1>you don't think you don't and then really be pleasantly

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<v Speaker 1>surprised by have someone. How someone works is or comes

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<v Speaker 1>off is very different how they normally are. Sometimes Um,

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<v Speaker 1>I've been pretty lucky. Almost everyone across the board has

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<v Speaker 1>been pretty great to work with for the most part,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and sometimes I got a choice and sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't. I found that Pacino had the great line.

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<v Speaker 1>I interviewed Pacino a million years ago from my college

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<v Speaker 1>favor that I listen to your podcast that's very funny,

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<v Speaker 1>and Paccino said to me that he didn't get involved

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<v Speaker 1>in the cast. He kept his focus on himself, into

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<v Speaker 1>his own thing and let everything take care of itself.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you sit there and go it doesn't matter who

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<v Speaker 1>the guy is. Now, that's you know, it might not

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<v Speaker 1>matter so much in film, although you really need to

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<v Speaker 1>make something with somebody, but there's you're you're you know,

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<v Speaker 1>you're getting a close up, you're getting different angles. I

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<v Speaker 1>think in theater there's an element of actually kind of

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<v Speaker 1>being a little bit as opposed to start and stop

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<v Speaker 1>catching some sort of specific thing. In theater, you're kind

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<v Speaker 1>of having two hours of maybe being together. And if

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<v Speaker 1>there was someone I just really I didn't like or

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<v Speaker 1>didn't manage that to the extent that there were people

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<v Speaker 1>who you love them less than other people you worked

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<v Speaker 1>with that when you did that, it's just something where

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<v Speaker 1>you just have to find a way to just get

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<v Speaker 1>through it. Yeah, but I'm terrible at that. I'm so

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<v Speaker 1>emotional about it that I would just maybe not to

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<v Speaker 1>their I mean I would just come in my dressing

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<v Speaker 1>room and just scream and throw things into a pillow.

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<v Speaker 1>When you let me borrow your dressing I can see

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<v Speaker 1>there were a lot of dents in the wall and

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of holes in the wall. Though this woman

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<v Speaker 1>is really she's wild, She's a she's a fire cat. Listen.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, when you have to pretend like you love somebody,

0:23:21.359 --> 0:23:24.280
<v Speaker 1>it's and they're playing, you know, and this is this

0:23:24.320 --> 0:23:26.439
<v Speaker 1>wasn't kiss Me Kate? Which is that dressing room? But

0:23:26.480 --> 0:23:28.600
<v Speaker 1>when they're you know, you're doing a musical comedy or

0:23:28.640 --> 0:23:31.000
<v Speaker 1>a musical theater piece and someone wants to think they're

0:23:31.040 --> 0:23:36.320
<v Speaker 1>doing Macbeth or you know, they're they're Willie Lohman or something,

0:23:36.359 --> 0:23:38.600
<v Speaker 1>and you're like, come on, you know, we all take

0:23:38.600 --> 0:23:41.200
<v Speaker 1>this very seriously and we're doing our best, but come on,

0:23:41.960 --> 0:23:44.680
<v Speaker 1>get over it. You know that that pisces me off.

0:23:44.920 --> 0:23:47.200
<v Speaker 1>Who's the guy you did kiss Me Kate? With? Chase?

0:23:49.200 --> 0:23:51.680
<v Speaker 1>We just had I never had to throw things about well,

0:23:52.440 --> 0:23:54.080
<v Speaker 1>all the holes in the wall were about something else.

0:23:54.640 --> 0:23:58.920
<v Speaker 1>The the I loved him. I loved him. He glowed

0:23:59.359 --> 0:24:02.320
<v Speaker 1>with a warm, warm and a masculinity and I'm like,

0:24:02.359 --> 0:24:04.280
<v Speaker 1>he had it all. Like a lot of guys want

0:24:04.280 --> 0:24:06.960
<v Speaker 1>to do the masculinity thing and they lose the glow,

0:24:07.160 --> 0:24:08.920
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. And then those guys who

0:24:08.960 --> 0:24:10.639
<v Speaker 1>come on and they just have they have it all.

0:24:10.680 --> 0:24:12.920
<v Speaker 1>He was fantas, don't cut this out. I want him

0:24:12.920 --> 0:24:14.320
<v Speaker 1>to hear this, and I'm gonna tell him to listen,

0:24:14.320 --> 0:24:16.000
<v Speaker 1>because I mean, I think he kind of got us,

0:24:16.480 --> 0:24:18.960
<v Speaker 1>you know, a bad rap for somehow he didn't quite

0:24:18.960 --> 0:24:22.040
<v Speaker 1>get acknowledged. And I and I I just I just

0:24:22.080 --> 0:24:26.639
<v Speaker 1>thought he really was such a sweetheart. Whoa is it?

0:24:26.720 --> 0:24:33.600
<v Speaker 1>This guy's great? Um, what's the last straight play you did? Uh?

0:24:33.960 --> 0:24:41.400
<v Speaker 1>King Lear? And you did that? I'm looking at you.

0:24:41.760 --> 0:24:43.480
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I just love this. This is why we're

0:24:43.520 --> 0:24:46.159
<v Speaker 1>so glad you're here. I'm looking at you. When I

0:24:46.160 --> 0:24:48.920
<v Speaker 1>think you I'm willing to watch that man right out

0:24:48.920 --> 0:24:50.600
<v Speaker 1>of my hair. Then I go, what do you do

0:24:50.640 --> 0:24:56.080
<v Speaker 1>after that? King Lear? That's exactly what I did. Um.

0:24:56.119 --> 0:24:58.560
<v Speaker 1>I desperately wanted to do something. Besides, I was going

0:24:58.600 --> 0:25:00.480
<v Speaker 1>to wash that man right out of my hair. I mean,

0:25:01.359 --> 0:25:04.200
<v Speaker 1>listen exactly what you assume. Uh. And I think that's

0:25:04.200 --> 0:25:06.879
<v Speaker 1>why Julie Andrews. You said Julie Andrews, Well, Julie Andrews

0:25:06.920 --> 0:25:09.680
<v Speaker 1>just throws f bombs and cut curses all the time.

0:25:09.720 --> 0:25:12.200
<v Speaker 1>She's that's she's I think she must have done that,

0:25:12.320 --> 0:25:15.840
<v Speaker 1>not only her upbringing. But you get so sick and

0:25:15.960 --> 0:25:20.199
<v Speaker 1>tired of what you feel is an assumption about yourself,

0:25:20.320 --> 0:25:22.679
<v Speaker 1>even if it's true, even if there's a little bit

0:25:22.720 --> 0:25:25.399
<v Speaker 1>of that. And I want to apologize for being, you know,

0:25:25.560 --> 0:25:27.520
<v Speaker 1>so god damn happy to be in love and my

0:25:27.560 --> 0:25:31.800
<v Speaker 1>shows are so genuinely sincere. I want to apologize for

0:25:31.840 --> 0:25:34.520
<v Speaker 1>that because it's what I love to do. I love

0:25:34.560 --> 0:25:37.480
<v Speaker 1>to go inside something and really try to make it.

0:25:37.520 --> 0:25:39.399
<v Speaker 1>When I first met you, I was surprised you remind

0:25:39.400 --> 0:25:42.920
<v Speaker 1>me more of like Bob Hoskins than Julie Andrews. I'm like, Wow,

0:25:42.960 --> 0:25:45.040
<v Speaker 1>this chick is tough. Well, I don't know if I well,

0:25:45.080 --> 0:25:47.960
<v Speaker 1>whatever it is, I thought you were. Thank you. I'll

0:25:47.960 --> 0:25:50.800
<v Speaker 1>take that, But I just I think that you I

0:25:51.119 --> 0:25:53.840
<v Speaker 1>wanted to act, I wanted to do Shakespeare did it

0:25:53.960 --> 0:25:57.840
<v Speaker 1>where I did its public Sam Waterson was earlier. It

0:25:57.920 --> 0:26:00.879
<v Speaker 1>was not a well received production. There were lots of

0:26:00.920 --> 0:26:02.760
<v Speaker 1>things about it, and when you're doing it, what was

0:26:02.800 --> 0:26:05.919
<v Speaker 1>it like for you? I mean, I think that it

0:26:06.040 --> 0:26:11.800
<v Speaker 1>was very strangely imagined. It when you're sitting in notes

0:26:11.800 --> 0:26:16.119
<v Speaker 1>sessions and there's no conversation coming back from the director

0:26:16.440 --> 0:26:20.359
<v Speaker 1>Um who has never done a Shakespeare play, but also

0:26:20.560 --> 0:26:24.199
<v Speaker 1>just um. When you make the choice to just be

0:26:24.359 --> 0:26:27.199
<v Speaker 1>silent and never say anything because maybe you don't know

0:26:27.240 --> 0:26:30.600
<v Speaker 1>what to say, your actors start to get a little

0:26:30.640 --> 0:26:33.640
<v Speaker 1>uncomfortable and get wind of Maybe it's not so much

0:26:33.680 --> 0:26:39.560
<v Speaker 1>just silence and and listening, it's more it's well and

0:26:39.880 --> 0:26:41.600
<v Speaker 1>we had great people in the cast. It's where I

0:26:41.640 --> 0:26:44.600
<v Speaker 1>met my great friend Arian Moyad, who I can continue

0:26:44.680 --> 0:26:48.359
<v Speaker 1>I've continued to work with and me too. So I

0:26:48.400 --> 0:26:50.679
<v Speaker 1>think that it was a great experience, but it was

0:26:50.720 --> 0:26:53.800
<v Speaker 1>not well received. And Sam, who was so wonderful and

0:26:53.840 --> 0:26:56.680
<v Speaker 1>we all know his Shakespeare ability, he choked on an

0:26:56.720 --> 0:27:00.240
<v Speaker 1>apple the night before our first preview for third even

0:27:00.240 --> 0:27:03.439
<v Speaker 1>minutes it went down his whimpipe. The next night he

0:27:03.440 --> 0:27:06.640
<v Speaker 1>had no voice, like zero voice, and so we had

0:27:06.680 --> 0:27:08.679
<v Speaker 1>to cancel and we but the next night it was

0:27:08.760 --> 0:27:11.719
<v Speaker 1>so raw and broken and then we had to do

0:27:11.760 --> 0:27:13.800
<v Speaker 1>the show eight shows a week, every night. He never

0:27:13.800 --> 0:27:16.560
<v Speaker 1>regained his voice. He never So it was when Bill

0:27:16.600 --> 0:27:18.879
<v Speaker 1>Irwin played the full which was all really fun. You know,

0:27:18.920 --> 0:27:23.000
<v Speaker 1>we had these great right, great top people, and um,

0:27:24.160 --> 0:27:26.960
<v Speaker 1>it just it wasn't It just didn't come together. I

0:27:26.960 --> 0:27:29.000
<v Speaker 1>mean you know at the time we were hoping it would,

0:27:29.000 --> 0:27:32.439
<v Speaker 1>but you done shake. I mean I was the person

0:27:32.520 --> 0:27:35.399
<v Speaker 1>with like raising my like, asking questions, listening to every

0:27:35.400 --> 0:27:37.679
<v Speaker 1>single thing, walking in the door with no and this

0:27:37.760 --> 0:27:40.840
<v Speaker 1>is how I handle myself, with no pretense, no assumptions

0:27:40.840 --> 0:27:42.639
<v Speaker 1>that I'm going to be great. It's all about I

0:27:42.680 --> 0:27:44.120
<v Speaker 1>just wanted to hear, I want to learn, I wanted

0:27:44.119 --> 0:27:47.240
<v Speaker 1>to listen. Um. I did the same thing with the opera.

0:27:47.280 --> 0:27:48.879
<v Speaker 1>It's like, I just want to do these things. If

0:27:48.880 --> 0:27:50.280
<v Speaker 1>I fall in my face, I guess at this point

0:27:50.320 --> 0:27:52.879
<v Speaker 1>I fall on my face, But I just I cannot

0:27:52.960 --> 0:27:57.280
<v Speaker 1>be doing one thing with all the assumptions. With the

0:27:57.400 --> 0:27:59.040
<v Speaker 1>moment you shout there and go I want to do

0:27:59.080 --> 0:28:02.200
<v Speaker 1>more of this, Yeah, something definitely, And I've just what's

0:28:02.200 --> 0:28:03.720
<v Speaker 1>the part you want to do? Now? What's a piece

0:28:03.720 --> 0:28:05.280
<v Speaker 1>of you? I'm sure there are several, but what's an

0:28:05.280 --> 0:28:07.240
<v Speaker 1>example of when you're dying to do well, I mean

0:28:07.480 --> 0:28:09.919
<v Speaker 1>rosalind or you know, I think there have been a

0:28:09.920 --> 0:28:13.040
<v Speaker 1>couple of even Shakespeare, oh chab Yeah. Sure. You know

0:28:13.080 --> 0:28:15.320
<v Speaker 1>what I really I really would love to do is

0:28:16.160 --> 0:28:18.040
<v Speaker 1>I would love to venture into these kind of great

0:28:18.080 --> 0:28:20.720
<v Speaker 1>American not Who's afraid of Princition in your Wolf, but

0:28:20.760 --> 0:28:25.240
<v Speaker 1>these these living room American stories or something more contemporary

0:28:25.280 --> 0:28:29.119
<v Speaker 1>Augustociage County, you know, these families sitting here. I have

0:28:29.160 --> 0:28:31.600
<v Speaker 1>so many ideas for you, well, do something with me,

0:28:32.320 --> 0:28:35.320
<v Speaker 1>so many ideas. Do you find that because you have

0:28:35.600 --> 0:28:39.200
<v Speaker 1>this very well established and very successful queer that you

0:28:39.280 --> 0:28:42.120
<v Speaker 1>just weren't interested in chasing movie roles and TV roles?

0:28:42.360 --> 0:28:45.000
<v Speaker 1>I got this, I mean yeah, I think also I

0:28:45.040 --> 0:28:49.040
<v Speaker 1>had such I had big dreams, in my opinion, but

0:28:49.120 --> 0:28:51.719
<v Speaker 1>growing up, you didn't. I didn't know about all of this.

0:28:51.800 --> 0:28:54.560
<v Speaker 1>I didn't know. And I loved musicals the most because

0:28:54.560 --> 0:28:57.160
<v Speaker 1>I was watching movie musicals, not live ones even. But

0:28:57.200 --> 0:28:59.720
<v Speaker 1>I wasn't thinking Hollywood. I wasn't thinking that kind of thing.

0:28:59.800 --> 0:29:01.840
<v Speaker 1>It's I moved here, I started to do it, and

0:29:01.880 --> 0:29:05.240
<v Speaker 1>I guess I probably felt so like I'm doing this.

0:29:05.400 --> 0:29:07.520
<v Speaker 1>I got this is what I always wanted and so

0:29:07.560 --> 0:29:09.400
<v Speaker 1>there was this weird part of me that put a

0:29:09.440 --> 0:29:12.360
<v Speaker 1>cap on well, you know, that would be selfish to

0:29:12.400 --> 0:29:15.240
<v Speaker 1>want more UM. But then of course you realize it's

0:29:15.240 --> 0:29:16.800
<v Speaker 1>all part of it. It's all part of what you

0:29:16.840 --> 0:29:19.840
<v Speaker 1>want to do. And and I started auditioning little bits,

0:29:19.880 --> 0:29:21.440
<v Speaker 1>but I would be doing eight shows a week, the

0:29:21.440 --> 0:29:23.680
<v Speaker 1>shows at night, going in for two seconds. And it

0:29:23.760 --> 0:29:26.520
<v Speaker 1>really at that point in my career twenties, early thirties,

0:29:26.840 --> 0:29:28.640
<v Speaker 1>it really kind of I would walk in and it

0:29:28.680 --> 0:29:30.720
<v Speaker 1>was just about what I looked like. I could feel it,

0:29:30.800 --> 0:29:33.080
<v Speaker 1>I could see the other women in the room, and

0:29:33.120 --> 0:29:36.960
<v Speaker 1>it started to put a dark thing inside me because

0:29:36.960 --> 0:29:40.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm blonde. It was I was going in for those things.

0:29:41.160 --> 0:29:43.000
<v Speaker 1>Are you piste off about the career you could have

0:29:43.040 --> 0:29:45.920
<v Speaker 1>had if you weren't a leading lady? I mean, listen, yeah,

0:29:46.080 --> 0:29:49.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm grateful would have had a career if I didn't

0:29:49.680 --> 0:29:55.000
<v Speaker 1>different well, a different um. Yeah. Yeah. But at the

0:29:55.080 --> 0:29:57.760
<v Speaker 1>same time, let me just let me say this. I

0:29:58.520 --> 0:30:01.000
<v Speaker 1>did start working. I did get at kind of a

0:30:01.040 --> 0:30:05.120
<v Speaker 1>big TV show. I didn't get to take it. This

0:30:05.240 --> 0:30:09.640
<v Speaker 1>was a really pivotal point in my life. I was

0:30:09.680 --> 0:30:13.200
<v Speaker 1>doing a Broadway show, The Nice Work If you can

0:30:13.240 --> 0:30:18.800
<v Speaker 1>get it, and the l A studio agreed to shoot

0:30:18.800 --> 0:30:21.800
<v Speaker 1>me Mondays and Tuesdays. They were going to work around

0:30:21.840 --> 0:30:26.880
<v Speaker 1>my schedule. Just the third lead ran five years big success.

0:30:28.200 --> 0:30:32.360
<v Speaker 1>I had some producers playing god and just said I

0:30:32.400 --> 0:30:34.800
<v Speaker 1>can't do it. We're going to sue you, we won't

0:30:34.880 --> 0:30:38.480
<v Speaker 1>let you do it. And I am stubborn, and I

0:30:38.520 --> 0:30:42.600
<v Speaker 1>mean it was. It was conversation over and my way

0:30:42.640 --> 0:30:45.040
<v Speaker 1>of dealing with it as opposed to, well, then f you,

0:30:45.120 --> 0:30:47.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna, you know, leave all you guys and go

0:30:47.960 --> 0:30:51.479
<v Speaker 1>take this was It's not meant to be. I'm never

0:30:51.480 --> 0:30:54.800
<v Speaker 1>gonna audition for television again. This is where I belong.

0:30:55.520 --> 0:30:58.080
<v Speaker 1>I'm supposed to do musicals. It's all I can do.

0:30:58.560 --> 0:31:00.560
<v Speaker 1>It's the only thing I'm you know, able to do.

0:31:01.560 --> 0:31:04.560
<v Speaker 1>And I did an audition for like four years after that,

0:31:04.640 --> 0:31:07.320
<v Speaker 1>and and it it's in here. Were you miserably the

0:31:07.480 --> 0:31:09.920
<v Speaker 1>entire time? They know? Okay, so no, that was actually

0:31:09.920 --> 0:31:12.040
<v Speaker 1>a really fun time. But I was miserable in my

0:31:12.120 --> 0:31:15.360
<v Speaker 1>little stomach at the people who had made decisions for

0:31:15.440 --> 0:31:18.040
<v Speaker 1>me like that that I couldn't get out of. And

0:31:18.080 --> 0:31:20.520
<v Speaker 1>if it had been one show before with different producers

0:31:20.560 --> 0:31:23.800
<v Speaker 1>who get it that this is a career, and that

0:31:23.920 --> 0:31:26.440
<v Speaker 1>you give a little to get a little. I would

0:31:26.440 --> 0:31:29.200
<v Speaker 1>have anyway, So I don't find regrets on that because

0:31:29.240 --> 0:31:32.000
<v Speaker 1>I have to get over that resentment, I guess. And

0:31:32.000 --> 0:31:34.880
<v Speaker 1>then I start doing little things here and there. And

0:31:34.920 --> 0:31:39.280
<v Speaker 1>I meet Arian Moya and he writes a web series,

0:31:39.320 --> 0:31:41.480
<v Speaker 1>and I do the kind of work I want because

0:31:41.480 --> 0:31:45.400
<v Speaker 1>it's small, it's no money. He teaches me about lenses,

0:31:46.480 --> 0:31:49.320
<v Speaker 1>he teaches me about close ups, he teaches me about

0:31:49.320 --> 0:31:51.040
<v Speaker 1>the things I never would have known, and I would

0:31:51.040 --> 0:31:53.760
<v Speaker 1>have gone and done television without any knowledge. Gets me

0:31:53.760 --> 0:31:57.440
<v Speaker 1>an Emmy nomination, and then I start getting things a

0:31:57.440 --> 0:31:59.840
<v Speaker 1>little by little. After that they're not that thing, and

0:32:00.080 --> 0:32:02.600
<v Speaker 1>maybe it will lean into something else. But I will

0:32:02.640 --> 0:32:04.880
<v Speaker 1>always be the person who thinks, maybe I'm done with

0:32:04.920 --> 0:32:06.760
<v Speaker 1>all this, Maybe I'm just going to live in Connecticut

0:32:06.800 --> 0:32:08.640
<v Speaker 1>and raise my kids. What's it like for you as

0:32:08.680 --> 0:32:12.479
<v Speaker 1>a mom and every night you're out there, Yeah, how

0:32:12.480 --> 0:32:15.920
<v Speaker 1>did you manage that? I've only managed, but I don't.

0:32:16.000 --> 0:32:18.880
<v Speaker 1>It's not easy and it's no success. And the kids

0:32:18.880 --> 0:32:21.959
<v Speaker 1>coming into the city dinner with you when we when

0:32:22.000 --> 0:32:24.240
<v Speaker 1>we were in the city, they came between shows every time.

0:32:24.280 --> 0:32:27.040
<v Speaker 1>Of course, I'm you know, nursing, doing everything you have

0:32:27.120 --> 0:32:31.840
<v Speaker 1>to during the show. Uh four years ago, So you

0:32:31.920 --> 0:32:34.680
<v Speaker 1>left the city not that long ago. Yeah. Um so

0:32:34.720 --> 0:32:36.720
<v Speaker 1>when the baby, when the kids were babies, we were here.

0:32:36.840 --> 0:32:38.640
<v Speaker 1>I couldn't have done it otherwise because they had we

0:32:38.680 --> 0:32:40.320
<v Speaker 1>had I had to feed them, you know all that stuff.

0:32:40.720 --> 0:32:43.640
<v Speaker 1>Um it's getting harder as they get older, because they

0:32:43.680 --> 0:32:46.600
<v Speaker 1>notice more. They want more from me, They need more

0:32:46.680 --> 0:32:48.120
<v Speaker 1>for me, and I want to give it to them.

0:32:48.160 --> 0:32:52.280
<v Speaker 1>So I ten and six, I didn't do a show

0:32:52.440 --> 0:32:55.440
<v Speaker 1>after the King and I until until last year. I

0:32:55.440 --> 0:32:57.400
<v Speaker 1>did a very short run of Kiss Me Kate. And

0:32:57.480 --> 0:33:00.000
<v Speaker 1>that short run was really tough. It was really tough.

0:33:00.000 --> 0:33:02.400
<v Speaker 1>Off I'm gone. They come home from school, there's a

0:33:02.400 --> 0:33:04.000
<v Speaker 1>little bit of time, and then I have to get

0:33:04.080 --> 0:33:06.680
<v Speaker 1>in so I can be here early, do my yoga,

0:33:06.720 --> 0:33:10.040
<v Speaker 1>do my quiet, do do everything that I do. Um

0:33:10.080 --> 0:33:14.120
<v Speaker 1>So that that was difficult, But I these are times

0:33:14.120 --> 0:33:17.400
<v Speaker 1>when they come and they go shooting a television show.

0:33:17.920 --> 0:33:21.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm flying to San Francisco. I'm gone for days at

0:33:21.920 --> 0:33:25.920
<v Speaker 1>a time. I'm missing birthdays. That's worse. The thing about

0:33:25.920 --> 0:33:27.720
<v Speaker 1>a Broadway show, the only you know, the thing I

0:33:27.720 --> 0:33:30.040
<v Speaker 1>can say about it that's doable is that it's consistent,

0:33:30.520 --> 0:33:33.360
<v Speaker 1>so I know they know what time Mom's leaving. I

0:33:33.440 --> 0:33:35.800
<v Speaker 1>wake up with them every morning. You know, that's when

0:33:35.800 --> 0:33:38.160
<v Speaker 1>people say, how are you doing it well? The alternate

0:33:38.280 --> 0:33:41.160
<v Speaker 1>is sometimes much harder. If you're lucky, you're admitted midnight midnight,

0:33:41.240 --> 0:33:42.920
<v Speaker 1>and that's and then waking up for the bus because

0:33:42.920 --> 0:33:45.360
<v Speaker 1>I got to see them at six thirty, and then

0:33:45.360 --> 0:33:46.840
<v Speaker 1>I would go back to sleeve kind of waste your

0:33:46.880 --> 0:33:48.800
<v Speaker 1>day or whatever until they get home off the bus.

0:33:48.800 --> 0:33:52.160
<v Speaker 1>But you just do it, and I it doesn't sound

0:33:52.200 --> 0:33:55.280
<v Speaker 1>too glamorous, but you do it because I want to

0:33:55.320 --> 0:33:57.240
<v Speaker 1>try to do it for them. And you protect your

0:33:57.280 --> 0:33:58.920
<v Speaker 1>voice during the day when you're seeing on stage now

0:33:59.040 --> 0:34:02.000
<v Speaker 1>as much as I can. What's called a famous Broadway

0:34:02.040 --> 0:34:04.840
<v Speaker 1>singer who shall remain nameless, and her assistant said to me,

0:34:05.000 --> 0:34:06.880
<v Speaker 1>don't call it before twelve. She takes no phone CaAl,

0:34:06.960 --> 0:34:08.920
<v Speaker 1>she doesn't talk before noon. I don't have an assistant

0:34:08.920 --> 0:34:11.759
<v Speaker 1>who speaks for me, first of all. Secondly, uh, I

0:34:11.800 --> 0:34:15.000
<v Speaker 1>will speak to you and then I'll rest later. Um,

0:34:15.040 --> 0:34:17.440
<v Speaker 1>I protect my voice. If I had laryngitis, would protect

0:34:17.480 --> 0:34:20.680
<v Speaker 1>my voice. But I'm not going to be dramatic about

0:34:20.680 --> 0:34:22.160
<v Speaker 1>what I do. I'm either going to live in it

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<v Speaker 1>and enjoy it and have control over my own life,

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<v Speaker 1>or I won't do it. Kelly O'Hara, not justin Anginue.

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<v Speaker 1>If the lightmotif of our conversation was O'Hara's drive to

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<v Speaker 1>get serious, dramatic roles to shake her image, the story

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<v Speaker 1>has a hopeful coda. This new project I'm working on,

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<v Speaker 1>I can't talk about it. I'll mention it to you

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<v Speaker 1>and you'll understand. It's the closest thing I've felt to

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<v Speaker 1>letting this part of me out. It's an acting role,

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<v Speaker 1>a serious acting role. This is Alec Baldwin and you

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<v Speaker 1>were listening to. Here's the thing, o