WEBVTT - Episode 429: The Dream Seller (Feat. Steph G) 0:00:01.480 --> 0:00:03.960 What's up. It's lift Service. I'm Angela Yee. 0:00:03.760 --> 0:00:05.600 I'm g G Maguire, I'm Laura Ramara. 0:00:06.080 --> 0:00:08.159 I'm stuff G like a G like a G like. 0:00:09.360 --> 0:00:11.119 But first of all, I'm want to thank Steph G. 0:00:11.240 --> 0:00:13.120 Because I see all the work you do in the community. 0:00:13.280 --> 0:00:13.640 Thank you. 0:00:13.840 --> 0:00:15.960 She just recently came out to an event as you 0:00:16.000 --> 0:00:19.520 did to Laura, supporting a man of these children's hospital 0:00:19.920 --> 0:00:20.560 where I was born. 0:00:20.600 --> 0:00:21.639 Do y'all know where you were born? 0:00:21.880 --> 0:00:22.200 I do. 0:00:22.760 --> 0:00:26.439 I was born at Chestnut Hill Hospital in Philadelphia, and 0:00:26.640 --> 0:00:29.760 fun fact, my daughter was born there as well, and 0:00:29.880 --> 0:00:32.960 my sister had her daughter there a year after my daughter, 0:00:33.080 --> 0:00:35.080 and her and my daughter have the same doctor. 0:00:35.960 --> 0:00:37.479 Wow, that's a good feeling. 0:00:38.400 --> 0:00:39.280 Keep it in the family. 0:00:39.360 --> 0:00:41.080 Yeah, you know your hospital, Lauren. 0:00:41.920 --> 0:00:43.720 No. I was born in the Dominican Republic. 0:00:43.840 --> 0:00:44.160 Okay. 0:00:44.200 --> 0:00:45.400 I haven't even seen my birth. 0:00:45.560 --> 0:00:46.640 This is a Dominican couch. 0:00:48.200 --> 0:00:50.800 I haven't even seen. I probably have two birthdays. 0:00:51.040 --> 0:00:51.360 Okay. 0:00:51.400 --> 0:00:54.680 And you were just there though not that yet long ago. Yes, yes, yes, 0:00:54.800 --> 0:00:55.560 sitting your dad. 0:00:55.720 --> 0:00:58.600 Yes, visiting my dad, which I could bring him here 0:00:58.600 --> 0:01:00.440 so he could come visit and sell right here. 0:01:00.480 --> 0:01:03.480 But okay, and Steph G. You know what hospital. 0:01:03.640 --> 0:01:05.240 Yeah, I was born in Boue Hospital. 0:01:05.480 --> 0:01:05.960 Okay. 0:01:06.040 --> 0:01:12.160 Yeah, he said yea in the city like that every time, Like, yo, 0:01:12.240 --> 0:01:13.959 you was born in the crazy people hospital. 0:01:18.080 --> 0:01:21.200 All right, but you're from Brooklyn. Yeah you're kind of 0:01:21.200 --> 0:01:22.119 you're from Brooklyn too. 0:01:22.080 --> 0:01:24.760 Yeah, I'm from Crown Heights from Okay. 0:01:24.800 --> 0:01:35.880 Yes, now listen, we were watching the video where yeah, okay, 0:01:36.360 --> 0:01:40.240 and it's about to go down when like, when's the 0:01:40.280 --> 0:01:41.320 last time you've been in a fight. 0:01:42.000 --> 0:01:46.440 I'm gonna lie, it's been a little minute. But there's 0:01:46.480 --> 0:01:48.160 a couple of girls that I'm like, you know what, 0:01:48.360 --> 0:01:50.120 I feel like I need to come out of retirement 0:01:50.120 --> 0:01:53.640 real quick because they just be talking crazy about you. 0:01:53.680 --> 0:01:55.200 Now. Is it because you as an artist? 0:01:55.640 --> 0:01:58.520 Yeah, it's like artist ship, like you know, people just 0:01:58.920 --> 0:02:02.240 be talking online or whatever. So that song, I really 0:02:02.240 --> 0:02:05.040 wrote it like when I was feeling a way oh damn, yeah, 0:02:05.280 --> 0:02:07.840 don't sleep because it's always about the bitch season. Yeah, 0:02:07.880 --> 0:02:09.600 it is for me. You know, I'm all about love 0:02:09.639 --> 0:02:12.600 right now, like I'm in my glow up season, so 0:02:12.720 --> 0:02:15.400 I'm not really about that. But when I wrote that, 0:02:15.520 --> 0:02:17.320 I was I was feeling like, you know what, I'm 0:02:17.360 --> 0:02:19.480 coming out of retirement, Like she's talking too much. 0:02:19.760 --> 0:02:21.839 But is it about you or is it about because 0:02:21.840 --> 0:02:23.280 I feel like a lot of times we get into 0:02:23.320 --> 0:02:25.320 it over you know who we're dating. 0:02:25.840 --> 0:02:27.640 No, I wasn't off for no guy, Okay, nah. I 0:02:27.639 --> 0:02:28.440 feel like that'd be the. 0:02:28.440 --> 0:02:31.640 Number one reason we don't get alone with people they 0:02:31.720 --> 0:02:34.040 masally don't like you that you don't even know. 0:02:34.240 --> 0:02:36.800 I don't even know what really my situation like. I 0:02:36.800 --> 0:02:38.440 feel like a lot of girls don't even know me, 0:02:38.760 --> 0:02:41.720 and it's like y'all already talking smack about me, but 0:02:41.720 --> 0:02:43.320 it's like y'all don't even know me, like relax. 0:02:43.760 --> 0:02:45.040 Is it like other artists? 0:02:46.720 --> 0:02:49.240 It was some artists, but they weren't really nobody big. 0:02:49.480 --> 0:02:51.680 I don't really get I really let the internet get 0:02:51.760 --> 0:02:53.720 to me because I already know like what the internet 0:02:53.760 --> 0:02:56.760 is here for. But you know, I'm human, and. 0:02:56.760 --> 0:03:00.560 You know, sometimes it is a conversation like people talk 0:03:00.600 --> 0:03:02.080 shit but then they meet you and have it and 0:03:02.080 --> 0:03:02.480 then like. 0:03:02.440 --> 0:03:04.880 Oh yes, and that happened to me so many times. 0:03:04.960 --> 0:03:08.040 It's like you see you, you you you was not 0:03:08.080 --> 0:03:09.800 liking me for no reason, like when you meet me, 0:03:09.840 --> 0:03:12.279 you love me. So it's like it was all for nothing. 0:03:12.280 --> 0:03:15.160 All night and you got to have like forgiveness you 0:03:15.639 --> 0:03:18.040 certain extent, there's some things that people can say about 0:03:18.040 --> 0:03:19.120 you that's unforgivable. 0:03:19.639 --> 0:03:23.000 Yeah, you know, like when people make up shit about you. Yes, 0:03:23.400 --> 0:03:25.160 making up womans is crazy. 0:03:25.080 --> 0:03:27.040 That I remember that happened to me. I ran into 0:03:27.080 --> 0:03:27.440 a girl. 0:03:27.520 --> 0:03:30.040 She had been talking mad shit about me, and I 0:03:30.080 --> 0:03:34.240 was like, man, So she was actually applying for a 0:03:34.360 --> 0:03:37.960 job somewhere right. My friend owned the clothing line, and 0:03:38.000 --> 0:03:39.600 so I was going to meet her at the clothing 0:03:39.600 --> 0:03:42.880 line and the girl was there interviewing for a job. 0:03:43.080 --> 0:03:44.080 That's crazy. 0:03:44.600 --> 0:03:47.320 Guess when you get hired then, but guess who did not. 0:03:47.600 --> 0:03:49.120 So I was like, can I talk to you for 0:03:49.160 --> 0:03:51.520 a second, you know, in the hallway. And so we 0:03:51.560 --> 0:03:53.080 went to the hallway and I was like, you said X, 0:03:53.120 --> 0:03:55.120 Y and Z about me. I heard about it. She 0:03:55.240 --> 0:03:56.240 was like, well no, I didn't. 0:03:56.640 --> 0:03:56.880 You know. 0:03:57.040 --> 0:04:00.000 She just felt crazy because sometimes when people talk about you, 0:04:00.360 --> 0:04:02.120 and I didn't like confer her like I want to 0:04:02.120 --> 0:04:02.760 fight her, like and. 0:04:02.720 --> 0:04:04.080 You were just on some Yeah. 0:04:07.120 --> 0:04:08.880 I just wanted to let her know that I know. 0:04:09.200 --> 0:04:12.119 Yeah, And so I went back inside and I told 0:04:12.160 --> 0:04:14.160 my friend and she was like, oh, yeah, she's not working. 0:04:13.880 --> 0:04:16.039 Here period period. 0:04:17.560 --> 0:04:19.560 Yeah, that's how you. When's the last time you've been 0:04:19.560 --> 0:04:19.880 in the fight. 0:04:20.760 --> 0:04:25.840 You I am a lover. When is the last time 0:04:25.880 --> 0:04:28.919 I've been in the fight? Years? 0:04:28.920 --> 0:04:30.400 Probably the time I knoed out that girl in the 0:04:30.440 --> 0:04:34.400 bathroom in Orlando house. 0:04:36.520 --> 0:04:38.719 She was she was white, and she called me a 0:04:38.720 --> 0:04:39.320 black bitch. 0:04:39.480 --> 0:04:42.559 What she drunk or something? 0:04:43.440 --> 0:04:43.880 I don't know. 0:04:44.080 --> 0:04:45.960 Probably I think I was. I think I might have 0:04:45.960 --> 0:04:48.560 been drunk. We was with Jock shout Out, a young 0:04:48.640 --> 0:04:51.040 job was with jo It was Guardian. 0:04:56.200 --> 0:04:59.640 And you know, this was my cream cartel days. 0:04:59.680 --> 0:05:02.760 We used to roll thick out, throwing our things so 0:05:02.800 --> 0:05:05.039 out of the jasmine because she was there. But anyway, 0:05:05.720 --> 0:05:07.760 in the bathroom, get into a argument with this girl 0:05:07.839 --> 0:05:09.919 and I was by myself and she like had like 0:05:09.960 --> 0:05:12.640 people with her whatever. And I remember I had on 0:05:12.680 --> 0:05:18.120 some Gucci mules. Remember the Gucci mules with the wooden bottoms. 0:05:18.240 --> 0:05:19.400 I had one. 0:05:19.800 --> 0:05:23.440 I had those on and I walked I left. She 0:05:23.480 --> 0:05:24.200 called me a black bitch. 0:05:24.200 --> 0:05:27.159 I was like, okay, I turned around, I walked speed 0:05:27.200 --> 0:05:28.359 walked to the section. 0:05:28.480 --> 0:05:29.080 I kicked my soul. 0:05:29.080 --> 0:05:30.719 I come to imagine, I come to the section and 0:05:30.760 --> 0:05:32.560 I just like kicked my shoes off, put my bag 0:05:32.600 --> 0:05:34.359 down and turn around and walk back. So all my 0:05:34.360 --> 0:05:35.960 friends was like, what the fuck and they followed me 0:05:35.960 --> 0:05:37.960 to the bathroom. When I tell you, I started running 0:05:37.960 --> 0:05:39.560 and by the time I got to that girl, I 0:05:39.640 --> 0:05:41.720 hit her so hard that she hit the ground and 0:05:41.720 --> 0:05:42.200 that was it. 0:05:42.400 --> 0:05:43.880 I can't even imagine. 0:05:43.400 --> 0:05:45.560 Her friends was like, oh, but you know what, I'm 0:05:45.640 --> 0:05:47.440 lying because I think the first time I met Gigi 0:05:47.560 --> 0:05:49.120 she might have gotten in a fight and live. 0:05:50.400 --> 0:05:51.479 Yes, that. 0:05:54.320 --> 0:05:56.080 Was the first time we met. Okay, we met, but 0:05:56.240 --> 0:05:58.480 we were but we did meet that live. That wasn't 0:05:58.480 --> 0:05:59.880 the first time we met, but it was around that 0:06:00.120 --> 0:06:01.280 begin that into a fight. 0:06:01.920 --> 0:06:06.000 I remember that that was that over a guy. That 0:06:06.240 --> 0:06:07.520 wasn't over a guy. Okay, And. 0:06:10.160 --> 0:06:12.560 Me ask you this, if your friend starts fighting or like, 0:06:12.600 --> 0:06:14.560 let's say in a situation where I didn't know Gig 0:06:14.720 --> 0:06:17.279 that well but she we at the same table. 0:06:17.279 --> 0:06:18.440 Am I supposed to jump in. 0:06:19.640 --> 0:06:21.479 The way I look at it is like, if there's 0:06:21.560 --> 0:06:24.240 one on one, let them fight, Like, let them fight 0:06:24.360 --> 0:06:27.279 now if you've seen it's an unfair fight. I'm jumping 0:06:27.279 --> 0:06:27.919 in for my front. 0:06:28.440 --> 0:06:31.080 Yeah, yeah, that's your you know, that was my girl, 0:06:31.160 --> 0:06:35.040 that's yeah. I feel like it was just more like throwing. 0:06:35.000 --> 0:06:35.560 We were selling. 0:06:35.880 --> 0:06:37.760 It was like I remember the girls was like going 0:06:37.800 --> 0:06:39.559 up the steps and he was like throwing stuff down 0:06:39.600 --> 0:06:40.000 and stuff. 0:06:40.000 --> 0:06:42.120 It was crazy. It was like a reality TV show 0:06:42.160 --> 0:06:48.039 it I guess we did continue to party right after. 0:06:48.680 --> 0:06:49.480 Have you been in a fight? 0:06:51.160 --> 0:06:52.240 Yeah, back in Miami. 0:06:52.480 --> 0:06:52.880 Mm hmm. 0:06:53.400 --> 0:06:56.080 I think I had a fight and forge I go 0:06:56.240 --> 0:06:58.159 to fight. She was fighting me and that my friend 0:06:58.480 --> 0:07:01.280 beat her up. Why you ain't fight my friend didn't 0:07:01.320 --> 0:07:02.359 even give me a chance to hit. 0:07:02.520 --> 0:07:03.560 Yeah, I have to period. 0:07:03.640 --> 0:07:06.479 I had a fight like that before. Like that. Sometimes 0:07:07.520 --> 0:07:09.240 I didn't even get out. I was like, damn, could 0:07:09.279 --> 0:07:10.720 you let me get the person. 0:07:12.680 --> 0:07:14.880 With a guy and he gets into a fight, right, 0:07:15.000 --> 0:07:16.360 what's your responsibility me? 0:07:17.920 --> 0:07:20.520 It depends how much. Look I got my system, Like 0:07:21.320 --> 0:07:23.680 if you with me, I just always feel like I 0:07:23.720 --> 0:07:25.880 gotta like protect you. No matter who you are. You 0:07:25.880 --> 0:07:28.360 could be ten times bigger than me. I'm gonna fight 0:07:28.400 --> 0:07:30.720 with you, like that's just what I am. Again, Like 0:07:30.760 --> 0:07:32.880 if it's two girls, I'm gonna let you fight. But 0:07:32.880 --> 0:07:34.600 if I feel like it's unfair, I'm probably gonna jump 0:07:34.600 --> 0:07:36.720 in after a guy. I'm doing the same thing. Especially 0:07:36.720 --> 0:07:38.160 if you my man, I'm fighting. 0:07:38.120 --> 0:07:41.240 Right, are you there. Let's just say, yeah, man, do 0:07:41.280 --> 0:07:44.000 you have a boyfriend now? Nah? Okay, so you're single? Yeah? 0:07:44.040 --> 0:07:45.440 When was your last relationship? 0:07:46.320 --> 0:07:48.160 It was like two years ago. 0:07:48.480 --> 0:07:50.160 Okay, that's a decent amount of time. 0:07:50.320 --> 0:07:50.480 Yeah. 0:07:50.760 --> 0:07:52.720 Single. Are you enjoying single life? 0:07:52.960 --> 0:07:55.000 Yeah? Because I just feel like I'm more focused when 0:07:55.000 --> 0:07:57.600 I'm single, Like, I don't got the distractions. I don't 0:07:57.600 --> 0:08:00.320 got somebody like bugging me and stuff. I feel like, 0:08:00.440 --> 0:08:03.440 especially what I do, like, I just can't, like, I can't. 0:08:03.440 --> 0:08:06.200 I gotta be like this right now, tunnel vision. I mean, 0:08:06.200 --> 0:08:08.920 I got a little booth thing. But okay, yee my man, 0:08:09.760 --> 0:08:14.440 they going towards that or nah? Why not? We just 0:08:14.640 --> 0:08:16.040 you know, having fun, that's it. 0:08:17.960 --> 0:08:18.600 Does he know that? 0:08:19.160 --> 0:08:21.080 Yeah? I tell him. I remind him all the time. 0:08:21.320 --> 0:08:23.160 He did, so he hasn't tried to make it more serious. 0:08:23.240 --> 0:08:25.360 Of course, he always tries to make it serious. But 0:08:25.400 --> 0:08:26.480 I'm just not with that right now. 0:08:26.520 --> 0:08:28.440 Are you okay with him seeing other women and stuff? 0:08:28.520 --> 0:08:31.320 Yeah? I understand him, Like I got it, like it 0:08:31.440 --> 0:08:31.960 is what it is. 0:08:32.640 --> 0:08:33.959 You got it? Okay? 0:08:33.960 --> 0:08:37.960 With you see another man? Yeah? Show every chance I get. 0:08:38.200 --> 0:08:41.560 I tell him, like, I tell him go talk to 0:08:41.600 --> 0:08:45.199 other girls, like don't just stay stuck on me because 0:08:45.320 --> 0:08:46.839 I'm gonna talk to other guys if I feel like 0:08:46.840 --> 0:08:48.240 I want to talk to other guys. So I don't 0:08:48.240 --> 0:08:50.160 want you feeling like this is going somewhere, Like I 0:08:50.160 --> 0:08:52.520 don't like to leave people on if it's not really 0:08:52.520 --> 0:08:53.080 going nowhere. 0:08:53.800 --> 0:08:56.880 Why so he's just your boot thing? Why won't it 0:08:56.920 --> 0:08:57.360 go to them? 0:08:57.360 --> 0:09:00.000 Maybe I need them wrong? Maybe he's not my booth thing, 0:09:00.040 --> 0:09:06.679 and we fucking So there's chemistry, you know, sometimes chemistry 0:09:06.679 --> 0:09:08.920 and that, but you don't see it going nowhere else, 0:09:09.480 --> 0:09:10.720 So that's okay. 0:09:10.880 --> 0:09:14.520 Yeah it is okay, right you focused, I mean, and 0:09:14.600 --> 0:09:17.120 so like okay, So for instance, it sounds like pretty 0:09:17.160 --> 0:09:20.679 and nasty. Yeah, okay, you're pretty and you're nasty, so 0:09:20.800 --> 0:09:22.160 way is nasty about you? 0:09:23.120 --> 0:09:24.959 It's no rules to me when it comes to the 0:09:25.000 --> 0:09:27.800 like the bathroom, like there's really no rules, And I 0:09:27.800 --> 0:09:30.760 feel like if you're really nasty, you know, there's. 0:09:30.559 --> 0:09:33.600 No rules, so you've never so there's nothing you were saying, no, 0:09:33.640 --> 0:09:34.000 don't do. 0:09:34.000 --> 0:09:37.760 That, nah, especially on a nineteen forty two night, it's 0:09:37.800 --> 0:09:43.840 like it's over, we're doing whatever, Like, yeah. 0:09:43.440 --> 0:09:46.480 Well, what's the most Like Okay, you're saying you've never 0:09:46.760 --> 0:09:49.840 so you've never said no to anything, like if somebody. 0:09:49.679 --> 0:09:51.400 I said, I never said no before, Like now in 0:09:51.480 --> 0:09:53.439 this stage is like now I'm like with whatever. 0:09:53.520 --> 0:09:55.679 You gotta be a little Are you okay with getting filmed? 0:09:56.480 --> 0:10:07.280 Okay? Books, filming stuff that I'm not really we unless 0:10:07.400 --> 0:10:11.320 like it's like my phone, I gotta be my phone. 0:10:11.679 --> 0:10:13.120 I'm the one that got to request it, Like, yo, 0:10:13.200 --> 0:10:15.560 film me real quick. Okay, but you popping out your 0:10:15.559 --> 0:10:17.680 phone and you having secret little cameras because I know 0:10:17.720 --> 0:10:21.360 guys that you're having secret cameras. Like I'm not with that, right, Okay? 0:10:21.400 --> 0:10:25.040 What about spinning in your mouth? Yeah okay, she said 0:10:25.040 --> 0:10:28.680 that fast. I mean that's what about it? 0:10:28.720 --> 0:10:31.800 But like you know you put a finger in his ass? 0:10:32.160 --> 0:10:35.600 Yes, okay, I've done that and I've gotten in trouble 0:10:35.600 --> 0:10:37.400 a couple of times the next day because of that, 0:10:37.559 --> 0:10:37.840 but not. 0:10:37.960 --> 0:10:45.559 That day the night. Why you do that? 0:10:46.120 --> 0:10:47.800 I made like a little joke like, yo, you remember 0:10:47.840 --> 0:10:50.840 what I did? That's no, you can't do that. That's 0:10:50.880 --> 0:10:54.880 not everyone. You can't talk about it. Why because then 0:10:54.920 --> 0:10:56.719 they gonna then they're gonna fake be bad and then 0:10:56.720 --> 0:10:58.320 it happens again and then let me do it again, 0:10:58.400 --> 0:11:07.040 so you're not like, you know I sometimes they remember 0:11:07.480 --> 0:11:12.400 they'll be like, yo, you really did that's remember that's 0:11:12.440 --> 0:11:18.240 something that you're gonna remember no matter how I like, Yeah, 0:11:18.480 --> 0:11:21.920 I do it, but I gotta be really fucked up. 0:11:22.120 --> 0:11:23.120 Okay, you gotta really be. 0:11:23.400 --> 0:11:23.800 I'm trying. 0:11:23.960 --> 0:11:25.880 I'm trying to find something that she would be stuck on. 0:11:26.000 --> 0:11:27.680 What about golden showers? 0:11:28.559 --> 0:11:31.800 All right, I'm probably not Dynasty. I don't do golden shop, 0:11:31.840 --> 0:11:33.800 but would you do it to him if he asks you? 0:11:33.920 --> 0:11:36.760 If you know what, I ain't gonna lie like. It 0:11:36.800 --> 0:11:39.680 really just depends, like how fucked up I am, because 0:11:39.840 --> 0:11:42.680 I do crazy things when I'm like super late, Like 0:11:42.720 --> 0:11:45.959 I like taking edible too. That's like the most drug 0:11:45.960 --> 0:11:48.120 wise that I really go. Like, I don't even smoke. 0:11:48.160 --> 0:11:48.400 I just. 0:11:50.360 --> 0:11:54.520 Had a crazy experience. Yes, you have really crazy experience. 0:11:55.640 --> 0:11:58.480 It gets wold and I like wow. So you know, 0:11:58.559 --> 0:11:59.880 when I feel like I want to have a wild 0:12:00.040 --> 0:12:04.000 I'll do an edible. They have a bottle of nineteen 0:12:04.000 --> 0:12:06.600 forty two, and it's like it's really no telling what 0:12:06.840 --> 0:12:07.800 happens that night. 0:12:07.880 --> 0:12:08.000 Now. 0:12:08.080 --> 0:12:10.080 So that's why I'll never be like I'll never do this, 0:12:10.160 --> 0:12:11.640 I'll never do that. Because I just don't know. 0:12:12.080 --> 0:12:14.480 Have you ever forgotten, like the next year. 0:12:14.800 --> 0:12:17.480 I black out, like nineteen forty two, I'll be blacking out. 0:12:17.640 --> 0:12:18.400 That's not a good thing. 0:12:18.520 --> 0:12:23.520 I was about to say, camera blackout. I'll be blacking 0:12:23.520 --> 0:12:26.439 out in nineteen forty two. But it'd be fun. 0:12:26.760 --> 0:12:29.599 No, you don't even know if it was fun. 0:12:30.200 --> 0:12:33.280 Like it's fine in a moment. It's fine in the moment. 0:12:33.480 --> 0:12:35.800 It's fun in the moment. Yeah, I'm saying, I know 0:12:35.840 --> 0:12:37.480 I had a good ass time. You wake up with 0:12:37.480 --> 0:12:42.040 that sensation like damn, these two guys with you. Oh no, 0:12:42.080 --> 0:12:43.480 I'm probably gonna flip the funk out. 0:12:44.240 --> 0:12:47.439 You gotta just drink to get nice. Yes, I don't 0:12:47.640 --> 0:12:50.720 I'm blacking out. There's a lot of steak here, and 0:12:50.800 --> 0:12:52.439 you don't want to think. I'm just saying you. 0:12:52.360 --> 0:12:54.720 Don't want to black out and flashes on it. You 0:12:54.720 --> 0:12:58.160 don't drinker like I usually control my ship. It's like 0:12:58.280 --> 0:13:02.439 once we're in action, like I just be like in 0:13:02.480 --> 0:13:04.800 a comfortable It's. 0:13:04.679 --> 0:13:09.559 Not I'm just crazy, you trust right? So why did 0:13:09.600 --> 0:13:10.600 you in your ex breakup? 0:13:11.559 --> 0:13:14.320 He cheated on me And it was not like one 0:13:14.360 --> 0:13:17.000 time music. It was just too much like it's like 0:13:17.160 --> 0:13:20.200 you really just don't care. So how did you find 0:13:20.200 --> 0:13:22.760 out the girl hit me up? 0:13:23.559 --> 0:13:24.360 It was one girl? 0:13:24.760 --> 0:13:26.960 It was. That's the thing with me, I feel like 0:13:27.160 --> 0:13:30.600 I understand, man, I just in the whole concept. Like 0:13:30.679 --> 0:13:33.200 you know, sometimes they get bored and they might have 0:13:33.240 --> 0:13:36.360 a one night stand or whatever. But once you catch feelings, 0:13:36.640 --> 0:13:39.560 that's like the icebreaker for me, Like you catching feelings, 0:13:39.559 --> 0:13:42.280 that's you basically have a whole other girlfriend. And I 0:13:42.320 --> 0:13:44.400 wasn't with that. So right, that's what it was. It 0:13:44.480 --> 0:13:45.360 was another girlfriend. 0:13:45.559 --> 0:13:49.680 Oh damn, yeah, I said, do you think that if? Okay, 0:13:49.720 --> 0:13:51.720 so you would have been okay to forgive him if 0:13:51.760 --> 0:13:53.920 it was. I don't tell him that a big deal. 0:13:54.040 --> 0:13:55.880 I don't tell him that. But it was like, you know, 0:13:56.040 --> 0:13:57.400 you made a mistake. Cool. 0:13:57.800 --> 0:13:58.840 Is he still with the other girl? 0:13:59.080 --> 0:14:00.000 Yeah? 0:14:00.160 --> 0:14:02.680 Ship, that's annoying, you know. 0:14:02.800 --> 0:14:07.600 But I feel bad for her. So it's like hitting you. Yeah, 0:14:07.640 --> 0:14:09.800 Like he tried it a couple of times, but it 0:14:09.920 --> 0:14:12.280 was like all right, like, nah, it's not happening. You 0:14:12.400 --> 0:14:15.040 never spun the block, not one time. No. I don't 0:14:15.080 --> 0:14:19.520 believe in spending the block, okay, So no, nah, that's 0:14:19.520 --> 0:14:23.200 not happening with me. Like once we're done but it 0:14:23.400 --> 0:14:27.120 was such a long time and the like they were. 0:14:27.000 --> 0:14:29.600 Super young, and she's not doing the mech and summer 0:14:29.640 --> 0:14:32.000 Walker like exactly. 0:14:33.000 --> 0:14:37.280 That's more accurate, right that. 0:14:38.960 --> 0:14:42.400 It's interesting because you your goal was never even to 0:14:42.480 --> 0:14:43.480 be an artist. 0:14:44.280 --> 0:14:46.640 You know what it was like. I was always into music, 0:14:46.680 --> 0:14:50.360 but like I don't know if you know you notice 0:14:50.520 --> 0:14:52.880 any of my past interviews, but I was always wanted 0:14:52.920 --> 0:14:55.800 to be a dancer. So I was always like into music, 0:14:55.880 --> 0:14:58.640 but I was just expressing it through dance. And it 0:14:58.760 --> 0:15:01.160 was like literally two years years ago I hopped in 0:15:01.160 --> 0:15:03.120 the studio and then they saw the vision and now 0:15:03.160 --> 0:15:04.960 I'm like, wow, this is what I was supposed to 0:15:05.000 --> 0:15:05.920 be doing the whole time. 0:15:06.400 --> 0:15:06.880 Mm hmmm. 0:15:07.080 --> 0:15:10.360 It was one of those situations. It was never like 0:15:10.400 --> 0:15:12.960 my initial goal, but I was always infatuated music. 0:15:13.480 --> 0:15:15.880 And then I think even for you to be able 0:15:15.960 --> 0:15:17.720 to put some of your like you know you're a 0:15:17.760 --> 0:15:21.240 Dominican and even on like the chap Cheese song, Yeah 0:15:21.360 --> 0:15:23.200 in corporate, are you going to do more of that? 0:15:24.200 --> 0:15:28.360 Maybe? Maybe I feel like right now I'm I'm at 0:15:28.400 --> 0:15:30.080 a space where it's like I want to talk more 0:15:30.080 --> 0:15:33.160 to my ladies. I'm not really more like I feel 0:15:33.200 --> 0:15:35.240 like I go through erarors with the music, like I 0:15:35.240 --> 0:15:37.480 feel like I was going through my like Spanish English. 0:15:37.480 --> 0:15:39.280 I wanted to do that blend, so I had chop 0:15:39.360 --> 0:15:41.720 cheese and then I did danger Zone so it was 0:15:41.760 --> 0:15:44.160 like do you know, like the Spanish drill. But now 0:15:44.160 --> 0:15:46.920 I feel like I'm in a different space. But I 0:15:46.960 --> 0:15:48.840 have people always in my DM like yo stuff when 0:15:48.880 --> 0:15:51.200 you drop in another Spanish drill, like we this is 0:15:51.200 --> 0:15:53.520 what we love you for, Like can we get that again? 0:15:53.680 --> 0:15:55.160 I'm like I will, I will eventually. 0:15:55.600 --> 0:15:55.800 Yeah. 0:15:55.800 --> 0:15:58.160 I think sometimes if people keep asking for something. 0:15:57.840 --> 0:16:02.520 And I thing, girl, Yeah. 0:16:03.840 --> 0:16:05.720 But it's good that you go through your eras and 0:16:05.880 --> 0:16:06.880 you feel like you want to do this and you 0:16:06.920 --> 0:16:08.920 want to do that, because not only are you able 0:16:08.960 --> 0:16:12.680 to express yourself right yeah, but you're also able to 0:16:12.920 --> 0:16:15.760 live in the moment and really just vibe out on 0:16:15.760 --> 0:16:17.160 what you got going on at that time. 0:16:17.680 --> 0:16:20.640 My thing is universatility, That's the thing. Like I feel 0:16:20.640 --> 0:16:22.800 like I don't want anything to ever feel forced with me, 0:16:22.920 --> 0:16:25.880 like whatever I'm feeling and whatever, that's what I write 0:16:25.880 --> 0:16:29.240 to them. Right, did you work if you had the 0:16:29.320 --> 0:16:33.320 chance to work with like uh artist, like a Spanish artist, 0:16:33.320 --> 0:16:38.880 which artists would be bad Bunny, for sure. I'm going 0:16:38.920 --> 0:16:43.800 to get that future too. 0:16:41.520 --> 0:16:42.120 To exist. 0:16:43.760 --> 0:16:46.720 Yeah, you think being from Brooklyn has influenced like who 0:16:46.760 --> 0:16:50.320 you are as a person from Brownsville, not just Brooklyn. 0:16:50.000 --> 0:16:52.160 But brown Yeah, from Brownsville. Like, I just feel like 0:16:52.240 --> 0:16:54.320 it gave me that tough skin. It gave me like 0:16:54.760 --> 0:16:57.880 that heart, like I don't let nobody play with me. 0:16:57.960 --> 0:17:01.080 Like I know it sounds very cliche, but if I 0:17:01.160 --> 0:17:04.119 really grew up seeing a lot of shit, So for me, 0:17:04.200 --> 0:17:06.800 it's like I just have like that hard like and 0:17:06.840 --> 0:17:09.119 I feel like in this industry you have to be tough. 0:17:09.280 --> 0:17:12.240 You can't be weak. Like I tell a lot of 0:17:12.240 --> 0:17:14.280 my other artist friends, like sometimes they'll come to me 0:17:14.280 --> 0:17:15.800 and they'll be like, you know, like I just feel 0:17:15.800 --> 0:17:18.280 like giving up like this, such as I'm like, girl, 0:17:18.320 --> 0:17:20.840 you gotta you gotta be shown like stuff is gonna happen. 0:17:20.840 --> 0:17:23.280 You just gotta keep going. I feel like coming from Brooklyn, 0:17:23.400 --> 0:17:24.720 that's what it gave me, Like it gave me like 0:17:24.760 --> 0:17:25.160 top skin. 0:17:25.359 --> 0:17:27.240