Speaker 1: Welcome to Can'tfully Reckless, the production of our Heart Radio
Speaker 1: and the Black Effect, Oh ship we want to air.
Speaker 1: Welcome back to another carefully reckless episode. It is your
Speaker 1: girl just hilarious. And look this week I got a guess.
Speaker 1: This ain't the same guests that've been on for the
Speaker 1: last three weeks. So when I know y'all got tired
Speaker 1: in here, her voice is all good, I get tired
Speaker 1: in her voice too. That's still my bitch, though this
Speaker 1: is another friend. This friend ain't no ordinary friend. This
Speaker 1: bitch is my best friend. Like my best friend Shane Girl,
Speaker 1: I love her to death and I hate her even
Speaker 1: more save what's up to the people? Y'all? H what nah?
Speaker 1: What's going on? Shane of girl? But no, she forgot
Speaker 1: to add a word her real best friend, because Jess
Speaker 1: thinks that everybody is her best who coming out of
Speaker 1: the gate on it like, I know how you come over? Damn. Okay,
Speaker 1: Look all right, So since we're gonna since she gonna
Speaker 1: hit a little belt like that, we're just coming off
Speaker 1: of a hiatus m hm. And for those who don't
Speaker 1: know what a hiatus is, that's when you take a
Speaker 1: break from something meaningful in your life. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. She's very meaningful to me. Break. I'm meaningful
Speaker 1: to her, and I took a break. I ain't gonna
Speaker 1: lie initiated the break. But this this the hiatus. We
Speaker 1: go back and forth. She'll take a break. Then I'll
Speaker 1: be like, man, I don't like you. Right now. She's like,
Speaker 1: all right, whatever, Yeah, I know, I know, but that's
Speaker 1: why I said I don't like you. I never say
Speaker 1: I don't like you. Been my best friend since my
Speaker 1: son was a baby. Go ahead, no, no, no, negative,
Speaker 1: all right, negative, so not listen. Listen. So I've been
Speaker 1: knowing this girl. The reason why she you know, she
Speaker 1: says she's my real best friend, and I can second
Speaker 1: that is because since my son was a baby. I
Speaker 1: actually met her through another friend and I actually stole
Speaker 1: her from someone. She was somebody else's best friend. And
Speaker 1: ten years ago I met and I'm trifling. You came along,
Speaker 1: what are you talking about? You came along, I came
Speaker 1: taking along. This was before Jesse Larius. This was before
Speaker 1: I was just Jesse from around Hall of Dukeling and
Speaker 1: West Baltimore, right, And I met this girl man, and
Speaker 1: then fast forward, she ended up being related to my
Speaker 1: baby father, the little baby father. Tell baby, tell who
Speaker 1: you are to little baby father. Yeah, I'm his god sister.
Speaker 1: That's my brother, my brother, you know. So. Yeah, so
Speaker 1: that's a little history on that. Now listen the hiatus.
Speaker 1: You know that we we we go on every now
Speaker 1: and then. You know how you have like a really
Speaker 1: really close friend and that both of y'all are alpha.
Speaker 1: Both of y'all are headstrong. Both of y'all are very
Speaker 1: blunting forward. Y'all don't take no ship Like me and Sheina,
Speaker 1: we are the opposite while we are very much alike.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like, Okay, I'm the the
Speaker 1: one that a pop off. She'll take him into the
Speaker 1: pop off because she's rather calm and she's a very
Speaker 1: laid back person. To take a lot to get her there,
Speaker 1: but she can get there. She can get there. I'm
Speaker 1: gonna tell you that I can get there, girl. I
Speaker 1: already be there. I walk in the room. I'm not
Speaker 1: raised here and play with nobody. I skehin, you know.
Speaker 1: And I like to calm to her storm. Yeah, so
Speaker 1: that's what it is. The calm the Internet and the
Speaker 1: fool with y'all. First of all excuse me, I hadn't
Speaker 1: ect to the fool what not? Like they're gonna say
Speaker 1: what then we do about with y'allground like listen please,
Speaker 1: but it's very hard to get Jess to listen. And
Speaker 1: it is j you don't want to listen to nobody,
Speaker 1: like even now you have your mind made up. Oh no,
Speaker 1: no no, Now she's grown a lot. Okay, I give
Speaker 1: you that, You're welcome, but I just don't want didn't
Speaker 1: want to listen to nobody. You try to give her
Speaker 1: advice to tell her, you know, don't do this, try
Speaker 1: not to do that, and she's like, ship, I'm Jess,
Speaker 1: I do what I want. I know, I know, and
Speaker 1: I'm definitely definitely and yeah a lot has changed and
Speaker 1: I'm very proud of you. Sure, thank you, thank you.
Speaker 1: I appreciate that. Now I came along with she didn't
Speaker 1: see me. Man, do like, do crazy ship in relationships?
Speaker 1: I'm talking about do crazy shit and don't, oh lord,
Speaker 1: do crazy ship in relationships? I'm talking about do crazy
Speaker 1: ship to people and friendships like all that type of
Speaker 1: ship you know while out online. She's been with me
Speaker 1: through all my cancelations, like, oh my god, what y'all
Speaker 1: trying to man, I don't want to. Yes, what's probably
Speaker 1: what's so long to get up on this mic right here? Yeah? Yeah,
Speaker 1: not being out there and then the public. I like that.
Speaker 1: You got to be a strong person to really take
Speaker 1: on all those different you know, and like to play
Speaker 1: the back a lot. Like I've asked her to do
Speaker 1: this podcast, and it's not that she didn't want to,
Speaker 1: it's just like she liked. Like, for essence, if we're
Speaker 1: shooting the movie, Shannon would be like the director. I
Speaker 1: never wouldn't want to be that. I never tried to
Speaker 1: enso when it comes to her and her platform, like
Speaker 1: I don't need to be in a front, I don't
Speaker 1: need to be in every video. I don't have to
Speaker 1: be on her back on the hills, you know. I
Speaker 1: like to play the background, watch your do a thing, yeah,
Speaker 1: and just give her head no it like yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: always not. This sign has always been like when I
Speaker 1: went and I did l she flew out, she stayed
Speaker 1: with a nigga, congratulated and nia and look I was.
Speaker 1: I remember I was with the nigga Chris when I happened.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. You don't even tell you
Speaker 1: what I was coming. No, you didn't. You popped up
Speaker 1: on me and l A. And she has family in
Speaker 1: l A y'all. By the way, listen, she was raised
Speaker 1: in Baltimore. But this is the Army Brad. My best
Speaker 1: friend was born not in Baltimore. She's born in Florida, California. Nope, Tacoma, Washington.
Speaker 1: What is not you're about direct that ship somebody? First
Speaker 1: of all, never been back since I was born. Okay, anyway,
Speaker 1: we don't know her, but yeah, and then she went
Speaker 1: you lived in Florida, You've been in down there California
Speaker 1: South like you know, but you know most of her life,
Speaker 1: you know, an adult life. You know, she's been here
Speaker 1: in Baltimore. You know. So that's where the acting do
Speaker 1: come from? Um, the same one I got over here.
Speaker 1: Yeah see yeah, that old that's not that's not tacomas.
Speaker 1: The tacomas. That's little word we made up. So that's like, yeah,
Speaker 1: I know, I know, I know. We got niggas walking
Speaker 1: around saying O yo, and yeah, yeah that's some ship
Speaker 1: that niggas made it up. Definitely niggas in Bottomore be like, hey, y'all,
Speaker 1: we say that a niggas in bottomore stay and that
Speaker 1: we'd be like, oh yeah, we gotta make it a
Speaker 1: little different. You know, we're gonna we're gonna do what
Speaker 1: everybody else doing. Not real ship. Now. Listen, when when
Speaker 1: I was with Chris, you know what I'm saying, Like,
Speaker 1: you would be the one catching this nigga in actually,
Speaker 1: and you know because I would tell him she saw you,
Speaker 1: she saw you with the bit and knew. I'm like,
Speaker 1: why you don't like me? I don't give a fuck,
Speaker 1: I know because I never cared. But it was like
Speaker 1: because that was the first and only boyfriend that has
Speaker 1: never liked you. Yeah, that's that didn't like you, like
Speaker 1: everybody loves her because I told you ye, But I'm like,
Speaker 1: I didn't on the first time because I'm when I'm
Speaker 1: talking about this, Nia cheated so much. He had to
Speaker 1: tell me and it was with my home girl, so
Speaker 1: I had to say something sorry. And I had the
Speaker 1: same time to you, like let's saying yeah, I definitely
Speaker 1: had to say something my look, look my best friendkie
Speaker 1: and he's like, oh yeah, So then that's when he started.
Speaker 1: But like, nig okay, you call you, You're just out
Speaker 1: here doing reckless ship. Like I ain't nobody like, how
Speaker 1: the funk I'm gonna date somebody who is like publicly known,
Speaker 1: sheet on them in the public, and then people expect yeah,
Speaker 1: and then yeah, you know what I'm saying, and you
Speaker 1: see him like d C, you're cheating righting DC, Sheena
Speaker 1: hanging d C. I'm everywhere all the time, everywhere, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean, Like, don't ever date just if
Speaker 1: you want to cheat, I'm gonna be there that ya.
Speaker 1: Don't if you want to cheat the yeah, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: see you. But yeah, you know I didn't cut the
Speaker 1: nigga close up, bleach ship, put ship out, but no,
Speaker 1: come on, tell the truth though what I used to say,
Speaker 1: don't sucking shut up because you know he's gonna be
Speaker 1: right back next week. And then your dumb mass rebuying
Speaker 1: that same ship that you bought from the jump and
Speaker 1: if you boarded, why the fund is you sucking it up?
Speaker 1: You can just go and sell it or go and
Speaker 1: do you know, I really just I just want to
Speaker 1: keep you on point, you know what I mean? Yeah,
Speaker 1: so you know, whatever decisions you make, I'm gonna get
Speaker 1: back regardless. But I just wanted you to be on point,
Speaker 1: no matter what. Yeah, it's that should happened. A lot
Speaker 1: of it took me a long time to leave. One
Speaker 1: thing I can say that you never did that. A
Speaker 1: lot of friends do is tell me to leave judge me,
Speaker 1: or tell me to leave him. You know what I'm saying, Like,
Speaker 1: because at that point you knew, no matter what you're saying,
Speaker 1: I would, I would go back, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: I just got to feel about someone. Yes, that's your
Speaker 1: feelings you have. You have to get over that. Like
Speaker 1: if you want to come and cry my shoulder here,
Speaker 1: you know, you want to talk about it, Let's talk
Speaker 1: about it a thousand times. Yeah, I got your back,
Speaker 1: all right, let's talk about it. But you know, it's
Speaker 1: nothing that I could say to make you leave somebody
Speaker 1: that you love. Yeah, you know, if you love them,
Speaker 1: you're gonna be there until you're tired. Yeah, and I
Speaker 1: eventually got tired, you know what I'm saying. And that's
Speaker 1: and that's when it happened. I'm talking about like I
Speaker 1: wasn't hanging around y'all. I wasn't remember like trash bitchy
Speaker 1: was trash? I was, I was, But I did promise
Speaker 1: you I never let you in London. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. London is my my cousin, and excuse me,
Speaker 1: don't play with I love London, but we know they
Speaker 1: they have a love hate relationship. London gonna be on here,
Speaker 1: Big Lone, gonna be on here next week, and I'm
Speaker 1: gonna here too. What's that big lines? She coming for
Speaker 1: you line? Yes, yo, this that episode gonna be funny
Speaker 1: and ship next week. London, I know, I know, so
Speaker 1: I promised you and her I would never let another
Speaker 1: guy have me like that, you know. But it wasn't
Speaker 1: even so much me. It was the type of guy
Speaker 1: he was. And I haven't been with a guy like
Speaker 1: that since you know. No, seriously, thin, shut up, Hold up,
Speaker 1: hold up. I know the ship getting good, but listen
Speaker 1: to just a couple of seconds of a commercial. If
Speaker 1: you love me, you'll listen. So now let's talk about
Speaker 1: me calling everybody my best friend. I mean, you said
Speaker 1: that at the top of the episode. We need to
Speaker 1: clarify more on that. We need some clarification because I
Speaker 1: don't know what you're talking about. I don't know. No,
Speaker 1: you're telling me ship, you're doing it. No, you don't
Speaker 1: want that, bought it up? I mean, but you don't
Speaker 1: want to keep talking about everybody your best friends? So
Speaker 1: why I never said that? Why? All right? Well, first
Speaker 1: of all, all right, I do all right? So when
Speaker 1: I have, you know, first moved to l A to
Speaker 1: do row. I adopted. Well, I'm not adopted. I became
Speaker 1: friends with April Jones and she not too long after
Speaker 1: was diagnosed as a best friend. Oh yeah, al a,
Speaker 1: I love April. You don't like Aple. I don't know
Speaker 1: it no more, and they I don't like it. It's
Speaker 1: just you just don't like me. And honestly, first of all,
Speaker 1: I'm not even thinking about you. Fuck you and April
Speaker 1: ship like that, and I'll fuck you. You're my best
Speaker 1: friend that I might need to get one. You know
Speaker 1: what she got? Damn right there you thinking about me?
Speaker 1: That bitch with Dr dreysone. I wouldn't been thinking about it, honestly,
Speaker 1: But um, anybody out there I want to be my
Speaker 1: best friend, please contact girl. Fuck you. It's not happen
Speaker 1: as soon as possible. What you already got a million friends.
Speaker 1: But we're gonna talk about that leader anyway. So that
Speaker 1: was April. Okay, we fell out or whatever we I
Speaker 1: think we adopted. We adopted each other as best friends
Speaker 1: too fast, and I didn't really know her, and um,
Speaker 1: you never know nobody before you say that your best
Speaker 1: friend anyway, So who's next? Go go go? It's like, no,
Speaker 1: who next? Um, Joey, Joey Jody? Who are you called
Speaker 1: a Jody? But La la Louis. I know you do
Speaker 1: love her and she loves you too. What's the problem? Huh?
Speaker 1: That should adopted best friend? Another about it? Another one
Speaker 1: another one? All? Yeah? So when I was out there
Speaker 1: and look, I ain't even like Joey when I met her,
Speaker 1: I ain't eve gonna like you don't even meet her.
Speaker 1: I always like you would not let me meet her
Speaker 1: for the longest. Why was that? Because I didn't want
Speaker 1: to insertwine that we Honestly, I was scared to tell
Speaker 1: you that I had another best friend. I'm gonna be
Speaker 1: honest with and I ain't scared of ship, but I
Speaker 1: was scared to put you around her because I didn't
Speaker 1: want that ship. You know, Yeah, I don't want you
Speaker 1: to be like you know what I'm saying. You know
Speaker 1: she's from the outskirts of Detroit. Oh yeah, I'm kind
Speaker 1: of scared. Ain't scared she wouldn't kill a fly, but
Speaker 1: real ship, you know, I think honestly, you're honestly what
Speaker 1: it was. But just be very honest. And I'm not
Speaker 1: even the person or you know, I'm not even the
Speaker 1: one to do this, like give people chances like off
Speaker 1: the rip all the time and ship. But when I
Speaker 1: was out there in l A, I didn't know anybody.
Speaker 1: I just had to move out there for the show.
Speaker 1: So you had to adopt a best friend just because
Speaker 1: you was about yourself. Like I said, you know, when
Speaker 1: I moved out there and I didn't know I'm gonna
Speaker 1: fly away, I didn't send me a flight and I'm
Speaker 1: on my We have a fucking job. Okay, you had
Speaker 1: a job then and you have a job now, and
Speaker 1: you gotta better job than any motherfucking body. You got
Speaker 1: a better job than me. Yeah, but I'm talking about
Speaker 1: like one of them job jobs, like you work for
Speaker 1: the government. Stop playing? What did that mean? I'm tired?
Speaker 1: Can I come work for you today? I said, I'm tired?
Speaker 1: Now what's that this topic? Canda? I come, I don't
Speaker 1: care alright? Best friends? Huh, alright? Cool? Honestly, yo, what
Speaker 1: it was, And I'm not even a type of person
Speaker 1: to really do this off the rip like call you
Speaker 1: my bit. That was the first time ever I was
Speaker 1: even shocked at myself. I knew April for like I'm
Speaker 1: at April on the setup I got the hook up to.
Speaker 1: She was so cool, beautiful girl, beautiful spirit, like she
Speaker 1: was lit, you know what I'm saying, and we had
Speaker 1: chemistry off the rip. She became my best friend of
Speaker 1: like a month. Within a month of me living there.
Speaker 1: I didn't get to know her enough to come. I
Speaker 1: didn't get to meet her real you know in it,
Speaker 1: you know, I didn't didn't get to know like go ahead,
Speaker 1: and then I met Joey and you know it won't
Speaker 1: me April fell out. But I met Joey, and like
Speaker 1: I said, I didn't like her at first we met
Speaker 1: at like karaoke. I didn't like her. I felt like
Speaker 1: she was like the mean black white girl and ship
Speaker 1: like girl funck No. And then I got to know
Speaker 1: her and I'm like, oh no, she she's a good spirit.
Speaker 1: You know you you met her, you liked her too.
Speaker 1: It was just the only thing was the best friend
Speaker 1: title that that's not okay, like and it's funny because
Speaker 1: just doesn't like if I have a single friend, like
Speaker 1: home girl from somebody middle school, somebody who not even
Speaker 1: your knew my whole life. She don't want me to
Speaker 1: have a cousin or something brother because you don't even
Speaker 1: have friends that you knew your lifecause she was going
Speaker 1: to Takoma. First of all, I was going to Takama,
Speaker 1: but I came to bottom and I'm going to Florida
Speaker 1: to California. I came back around. You don't have no
Speaker 1: friends in Florida. You don't have no friends of California.
Speaker 1: You only got from here. And the only one that
Speaker 1: you really have iss mean, first of all, and I
Speaker 1: wan't even have you, because I don't even like you
Speaker 1: know more, because I don't like bitch. I am like, yeah,
Speaker 1: listen another funny story. She had a boyfriend in high
Speaker 1: school and I sucked him. Now I want to fight
Speaker 1: because that was a flashback moment, like, no, why why
Speaker 1: would you tell these people about it? Why do you
Speaker 1: do that? It's school? Why you why do you do
Speaker 1: that to my boyfriend? What's that my boyfriend at the
Speaker 1: time you said he was he was was yeah, he
Speaker 1: looked like Lucy's what year was that. It's funny you
Speaker 1: plan on make it, but not some my nineteen twenty
Speaker 1: two like she is terrible. I'm about to say, yeah,
Speaker 1: Ship said, I don't need no best friend like that now, Ship,
Speaker 1: because I'm trying to find a way to really get
Speaker 1: rid of you. You would never in your life for real, y'all.
Speaker 1: Just is a handful. I really do get tired of her.
Speaker 1: Keep claiming everybody's the best friend in all seriousness. Yeah,
Speaker 1: for surely, but I mean not saying that they don't
Speaker 1: like or whatever or love you, care about you all that,
Speaker 1: but they're not your best friend. Yeah, yeah, I do understand.
Speaker 1: I don't understand how that can because like, all right,
Speaker 1: so stop doing it, all right? So, like she said,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna hold a toy. If she makes a video,
Speaker 1: please contact me. What's my number? No? No, no no, I
Speaker 1: definitely got how it can be frustrating because she wasn't
Speaker 1: lying when she said, you know, I'm a very jealous
Speaker 1: friend myself, you know what I mean, Like, I don't
Speaker 1: like when she like Nigga, we could be out this girl. No,
Speaker 1: like you know, people like know me, people know her too,
Speaker 1: and it's like, actually, let's rewind it. When he was
Speaker 1: Jessica Robin Moore, we will be out before. Jess was
Speaker 1: just hilarious. I was popping. Yeah, Jess was like my
Speaker 1: little baby. She was right there on my little side,
Speaker 1: by my side, walking around with me. I'm introducing other
Speaker 1: people every I was the one whut you introduced me
Speaker 1: to the night I was like, you know what, I'm saying, No,
Speaker 1: for sure, that's done. Old. Why are you? She definitely was.
Speaker 1: She introduced me to so many people like hat me
Speaker 1: in d C. And that was my little baby, Like everybody, Hey,
Speaker 1: yeah you name, you had a nickname. That's to the
Speaker 1: point where you never alright, So look, she didn't tell
Speaker 1: me her nickname. Somebody tried me one day. I felt
Speaker 1: like they was trying me. But I just never like
Speaker 1: knew her as that. When I met her, she was
Speaker 1: introduced to me as China and I started calling her Sheens.
Speaker 1: And this girl walked up and she like, we're Skittles.
Speaker 1: I'm like, excuse me. She's like we're skittles. I'm like,
Speaker 1: who's that. She was like your best friend skittles like,
Speaker 1: and she was with a dude and he was like
Speaker 1: like why the Like, oh no, we're gonna sound hard
Speaker 1: that you. I'm like you, I have my best day
Speaker 1: name and she's like, yeah, it skittles. She don't like
Speaker 1: what's to call the long time ago? I know those
Speaker 1: was the long, long time agos days. But still at
Speaker 1: the same time, yeah, let that man, and everybody didn't know.
Speaker 1: So you know I came up and pressed up on you,
Speaker 1: and you know how territorial I was over her and
Speaker 1: over my friendship with her, like because we would be out,
Speaker 1: she wouldn't even want to go to a spot anymore
Speaker 1: because too many people and they knew me. And then
Speaker 1: because that would take away from my time with you,
Speaker 1: like we would be chilling and it's like half the night.
Speaker 1: It's oh, skittles, skittled, it was. It was it was
Speaker 1: did tell you about I'm talking about everybody want to
Speaker 1: Could you know what my energy gives? I know, and
Speaker 1: it gives, it still gives. Yeah, yeah, it does, it does.
Speaker 1: That's what I'm like. You ain't like, you ain't know
Speaker 1: no more. You know, it's just that you. Yeah, And
Speaker 1: so now I understand how I was standing back then like,
Speaker 1: oh she you over here called they're calling you the best.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna wait a minute. You ain't ain't you ain't
Speaker 1: started from the bottom with you know, when he was
Speaker 1: first trying to do your thing. You know, it was
Speaker 1: always me, like I put you out. People didn't really
Speaker 1: know because I played the background and I never wanted
Speaker 1: to be all in the front. Oh let me, let
Speaker 1: me get in every video she in let me. No, No,
Speaker 1: I never, I never. But yeah, you never was really
Speaker 1: that tight, you know what I'm saying. And and I
Speaker 1: wanted you to shine. Yeah you know, yeah, always always
Speaker 1: been that way. And even when we like to take
Speaker 1: our little breaks and ship, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: This is for y'all who go through things with your friends,
Speaker 1: but like most importantly y'all best friends like me, and
Speaker 1: this girl has never had and listen, I'm gonna be honest.
Speaker 1: I've crossed her like not once, you know, not twice,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. But I've crossed the thousand times.
Speaker 1: But you would bitch. I did not crush you with
Speaker 1: the was in probably like sixty. But I'm not really
Speaker 1: really claimed like I crossed you like sixty. Yeah, a
Speaker 1: strong seven. It's definitely up there. It's up there, you know.
Speaker 1: But one thing about Sina she sees the good in people,
Speaker 1: and then she knows like I met her when I
Speaker 1: was really young. By the way, we had friends when
Speaker 1: I met her. Yeah, that's don't happen. That's another thing. Waitnen,
Speaker 1: let me just touch her. I'm sorry, just want to always.
Speaker 1: I just want to touch on this. Just don't even
Speaker 1: have friends. You would London say the same, not one friends.
Speaker 1: So how can you meet somebody call them your best friend?
Speaker 1: That's what really made me man, Oh no, no, no,
Speaker 1: I can't meet these people and one day and then
Speaker 1: your best friend the next day. Maybe that makes no sense.
Speaker 1: She's so fucking dramatic. I've never met somebody on Tuesday
Speaker 1: and it was my best friend on Wednesday. Wasn't no
Speaker 1: no lies, no lies? Yea, I might have metg they
Speaker 1: on the Tuesday. It was like my boyfriend Wednesday. That's different,
Speaker 1: but not yeah, that's different. It's like April thirty me,
Speaker 1: what thirty days? It's a joey what three months? Do
Speaker 1: they know you used to be gay? No? Stop like
Speaker 1: like just a little bit like not forthrying. And that's
Speaker 1: how I met her. So you skip that put when
Speaker 1: you told him how okay? Because I didn't know how
Speaker 1: far you wanted to go? Okay? So we can just
Speaker 1: we can do what we do. There was this girl
Speaker 1: from around my way, you know, and she was gay,
Speaker 1: and I always had a crush on her. And to me,
Speaker 1: she looked like lord Wayne nigga, and I was like,
Speaker 1: I'm not the nail lord Wayne, but you know, but
Speaker 1: the other Lord Wayne, you know, when he was young,
Speaker 1: long time, sexiest, just yeah, and I wanted her, and
Speaker 1: I caught myself dealing with her, you know, and I
Speaker 1: just was like my baby father was sending me through
Speaker 1: the motions after I had ash, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So I was like, I don't even want to deal
Speaker 1: with guys anymore. And I was always just attracted to her,
Speaker 1: so I was like, okay, cool she introduced. She pulled
Speaker 1: up one day with Shan's and I was like, damn,
Speaker 1: two of them shut looking good as you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. And it's just like they both were so
Speaker 1: fucking fine, you know, and I'm like, yo, so then,
Speaker 1: but but she ain't know what I'm trying to get
Speaker 1: with me though, you know. She was like, I wouldn't
Speaker 1: never s up how you doing, bitch? Excuse me. I
Speaker 1: try to say it like that, say I would never
Speaker 1: charge you with your uglees I but don't ever say
Speaker 1: it again. Bit they don't care about it. But yeah,
Speaker 1: so she got off the come. She was shut up.
Speaker 1: She was introduced to me, and I gravitated towards her,
Speaker 1: but like for a different reason, like she was fine
Speaker 1: and ship but still at the same time, it was
Speaker 1: her energy, herd like she started trying to get to
Speaker 1: like nobody asked me questions and she was really like, oh,
Speaker 1: this is son, Like you know, she loved my baby,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. Yeah, people, man, come on, y'all,
Speaker 1: stop telling everybody's my business. Sech you but yeah, don't
Speaker 1: just yeah, look at all my chares. Yeah, was like that.
Speaker 1: But I said, I'm like that she stole me from her,
Speaker 1: like so her as my best friend. Listen, if somebody
Speaker 1: comes around you and they just sorry. And like I said,
Speaker 1: I was very young, I did already didn't have friends.
Speaker 1: She know. It was more so concerned about like if
Speaker 1: I needed anything for my son, if you know, like
Speaker 1: and still not even knowing that my son's father was
Speaker 1: hurt her god brother, you know, not even I found
Speaker 1: that out yesterday. I found that out like a couple
Speaker 1: of months ago. On Sam, you know, but yo, she
Speaker 1: just cared about me. She got to know my mom
Speaker 1: my dad, And like I said, this was not an
Speaker 1: intimate thing. This was not like her trying to get
Speaker 1: with me. And because you said you were in a relationship,
Speaker 1: yeah you know, so you know, I was still trying
Speaker 1: to get with the with your old best friend. You know,
Speaker 1: she was a goddamn ho. So I was like, shout,
Speaker 1: I ain't really I ain't even really gay for real,
Speaker 1: but I ain't gonna deal with the whole ways. She
Speaker 1: just got finished dealing with a whole ass snigger, you know.
Speaker 1: So I said, all right, whatever all we're gonna do
Speaker 1: was fighting and she can't go to jail because she
Speaker 1: just like me and ship so energy has always been
Speaker 1: the same, always always been the same, like it's and
Speaker 1: it's crazy because even when we're upset with one another
Speaker 1: or like, like I don't know, I feel like I'm
Speaker 1: one of the people you can't be mad at, yo, Honestly,
Speaker 1: I really can't because like because I'm hear no man, y'all,
Speaker 1: I sent this goddamn girl a message, a long message.
Speaker 1: I'm talking about I'm thinking I'm doing something, I'm chewing her,
Speaker 1: I'm getting my ship together, and I was mad. I
Speaker 1: was in my car and you know, I was mad
Speaker 1: as ship. It was over a throw rug, but I
Speaker 1: don't give a funk. I sent the message and it
Speaker 1: was real long and it was you know, and she
Speaker 1: was like, did you mean to send that to me?
Speaker 1: And I was like, yeah, I'm definitely talking to you.
Speaker 1: What's up? She said, Oh. Then the next day she
Speaker 1: just sent me some ship like it was nothing. But
Speaker 1: it was like, yeah, I sent you this because it
Speaker 1: was funny. Now by since she won't be mad about it,
Speaker 1: and I was like, Christ of all bitchy can be
Speaker 1: made that you don't ever come and start a conversation
Speaker 1: with me, And I don't even get to say nothing
Speaker 1: to you're talking about by. I didn't even say hi.
Speaker 1: She's like, yeah, well, like I said bye again. You know,
Speaker 1: it's it's hard to We've been saying to each other
Speaker 1: all week, all week, it's hard to feud with somebody
Speaker 1: like that, yo, because I'm too much of a good
Speaker 1: person mad at and really be mad like your heart
Speaker 1: how you just are as a person, you know, Like
Speaker 1: it's just crazy. Like even like I said, when I
Speaker 1: met her, she was more concerned about what I needed
Speaker 1: for my son than anything, not bashing Rome, not bringing
Speaker 1: up Oh that's a whole enough situation. I'm gonna invite
Speaker 1: him on here to so y'all what he did. Why
Speaker 1: she needed helpy. But I was just a broke, young
Speaker 1: single mother, like honestly, and she was helping me. And
Speaker 1: you know Rome was young too. You know, we just
Speaker 1: just trying to figure it out. But I was still
Speaker 1: mature form my age, which is how I even became
Speaker 1: friends with her. You know, I'm gonna quarious she we
Speaker 1: we al. Yeah, oh so like a motherfucker. So that's
Speaker 1: how because she don't be there, right, So that's how
Speaker 1: it is. Like you're an old soul and I have
Speaker 1: like a young Yeah yeah, but you're so wise still,
Speaker 1: so I think we meet in the middle. Yeah, that's how.
Speaker 1: That's how it is. And like I said, I just
Speaker 1: I cannot be mad at her for long and like, yo, listen, listen,
Speaker 1: so bag yo listen. One time we was real mad
Speaker 1: at each other. No, I got real mad at her,
Speaker 1: and I was even telling my cousin, don't talk to her.
Speaker 1: One thing my cousin will never do is not talk
Speaker 1: to Shana. Shana is just the life of everybody's party,
Speaker 1: like when I beat for with it, like it was
Speaker 1: one time I was beating what I told my parents
Speaker 1: not to say nothing to it. They looked at me like, okay, bitch,
Speaker 1: because that's not going anyway. So it was like I
Speaker 1: didn't even do nothing right. This girl popped up on me.
Speaker 1: I used to go to the Fridays a man Darman
Speaker 1: mall all the time. She knew where to find me.
Speaker 1: Everybody in the world could find me there because that
Speaker 1: that was our ship. We would be up there every Thursday.
Speaker 1: And then when they got the hooker bitch, remember when
Speaker 1: they got the hook and this girl was en put
Speaker 1: me out? Who I wasn't smoking that show. I said,
Speaker 1: this ship don't get you, hir, I don't want this ship.
Speaker 1: She like girls smoking and didn't relax, drink, do your thing.
Speaker 1: So look, she popped up on me, y'all, and like
Speaker 1: as long as she was out of sight, I was like, no,
Speaker 1: I'm smick. When I said it was up like I
Speaker 1: don't even kid, like I don't want to see my
Speaker 1: best friend him more. Nothing came up. I was like,
Speaker 1: what looking dumb and ship like because I knew I
Speaker 1: missed her. I knew it's just her face. And then
Speaker 1: me as an aquaritious and me being how it always am,
Speaker 1: she knows I'm non confrontational with her, like you know,
Speaker 1: not with everybody said, don't get it like I'm a
Speaker 1: bit or something, but no, like but her, it's just
Speaker 1: it's like, what y'all, what don't what y'all? I don't
Speaker 1: care and all. She didn't say nothing. She just looked
Speaker 1: like Nigga, really really, I start laughing, head here you go,
Speaker 1: let me get you from that's get I'm the hendy
Speaker 1: to patron and that and that's just really what it is.
Speaker 1: And a lot of people get this very misconstrued when
Speaker 1: we say this. But when that Whitney documentary came out,
Speaker 1: Nigga and we looked on there, I mean we we
Speaker 1: both watched that ship, and I'm like, yo, I want
Speaker 1: some real ship. You're the robbing you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: Definitely like and people Christmas, Bobby good lord, Christmas Bobby
Speaker 1: honey in people really really get that misconstrued. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm ying? But that was that girl rolled off
Speaker 1: that even and then like y'all a lot of people
Speaker 1: getting confused too because they may have you know, had
Speaker 1: a relationship or something. I'm not really sure. I don't
Speaker 1: know about that part. But when it comes to her
Speaker 1: supporting her, having her back and been there for and
Speaker 1: being right there by her side throughout her career, like that,
Speaker 1: that's me. That's me all day. Definitely, that's all she
Speaker 1: has ever done. Yo. I'm talking about like every day
Speaker 1: one she disagrees with something like Yo, I remember listening.
Speaker 1: I called her and I do this. I do this
Speaker 1: a lot. I call her and I called my cousin London.
Speaker 1: Even back in the days when I didn't listen to nobody,
Speaker 1: I still would find my jemini. I will call, Yes,
Speaker 1: I will call this girl and I'll be like, Yo,
Speaker 1: you heard what this nigga said about me online. I'm
Speaker 1: ready the man. I'm ready getting because these niggas don't
Speaker 1: know me. Man, these niggas. She's like, Yo, it was
Speaker 1: so hard. Where are you going? Them? People don't even matter?
Speaker 1: Do you understand? Like you're talking real sense? London gonna
Speaker 1: be like bitch fuck them like stop, Like don't you
Speaker 1: know She's gonna talk to me radget always calm, Look, yo,
Speaker 1: you're going places, you know, And she would remind me
Speaker 1: of when she now and didn't even I didn't even
Speaker 1: realize where I would be right now. You always remain
Speaker 1: humble always, you know. That's one thing I love. It
Speaker 1: was times where I would be amazed with certain things
Speaker 1: and I'm sitting there looking at you, like and you
Speaker 1: just just having like a straight face, You're chilling. I'm
Speaker 1: looking like you see what's happening. So I've always admired
Speaker 1: the fact that you stayed so very humble. So that's
Speaker 1: that's that's a very good thing. And I and I
Speaker 1: do love that. Listen, above anything, you're my nigga, you know,
Speaker 1: I mean, you know, but you know to fight the mall. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but because you had to really put me out there
Speaker 1: like that, I mean, I'm gonna slap the shout out
Speaker 1: you for being like I mean no, because but she's not.
Speaker 1: She's like, oh yeah, that's another thing. You'll keep thinking,
Speaker 1: I'm in the bay. I'm not day man. No, she's
Speaker 1: not big. Ain't there. She ain't babe boom. That's worse
Speaker 1: than me. And you know how the of that is.
Speaker 1: I knew because look at how they never bring nobody
Speaker 1: on it. And she was like that this this was
Speaker 1: that because this was an hour. They don't know your
Speaker 1: what probably don't know so my best friend is a dog.
Speaker 1: But look, no people know you know, people know you.
Speaker 1: They've seen you from justifying Nigger, they've seen you in
Speaker 1: the cuss And I remember I had a fan that
Speaker 1: was like, what's up with you? But first of all,
Speaker 1: second she was fine as the motherfucker's he was listening,
Speaker 1: you're listening stripping DC or something. But no, she was like,
Speaker 1: uh she was like the one he said, No, I
Speaker 1: don't do those, but now look she was. She was
Speaker 1: so pretty. No, yo, she asked me. She was like,
Speaker 1: you're your best friend? They never and I'm like no.
Speaker 1: She was like all right, because I want to, like.
Speaker 1: I just didn't want to like because you know, like
Speaker 1: I ain't knew if you were just um calling her
Speaker 1: your best friend for a cover up. But that's the
Speaker 1: girl that got her and her bio just called me
Speaker 1: the best friend or something. I was like, she's just
Speaker 1: like me best friend. I mean, yeah, just called me
Speaker 1: best friend and I was like yeah. She was like
Speaker 1: because I want her and I'm sorry, Jos. I was like, yo,
Speaker 1: gotta be sorry. I told you, I know, I know
Speaker 1: the relationship and I don't condone the cheating thing. I don't.
Speaker 1: I don't condone the cheating because you know, cheating, Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's one thing you've never been. You've never been a
Speaker 1: cheatingh So I'm not gonna inflick my ship on you.
Speaker 1: But yeah, yeah, the podcast, she was a bad bitch.
Speaker 1: I don't know if she's still gay, but she definitely
Speaker 1: said she wanted you strip. But she go from dick
Speaker 1: the pussy to didict the pussy. You know, I'm good,
Speaker 1: I'm she ain't so used to turn the bitches out.
Speaker 1: Let me tell you so. I never seen who don't
Speaker 1: like already gay bitches. She's like, no, I want them straight,
Speaker 1: and she and then she returned. That was in high school. Now,
Speaker 1: you you don't like a bitch. You had too many girlfriends.
Speaker 1: That's one thing I had too many of anybody's. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I know, but you don't. Yeah, yeah, but you't. You
Speaker 1: don't like you don't like them to have too much
Speaker 1: going on, and you always end up hand picking the
Speaker 1: right ones. Motherfucker. I'll be sitting over here to me
Speaker 1: while with these niggers. Yeah, shut you know, it's tough
Speaker 1: out here. It's tough, tough and it's gonna be tough,
Speaker 1: but all right, you i'st so I want to talk
Speaker 1: some more. Alright, so what you're doing to more? Something's
Speaker 1: gonna be like, are y'all done? Yeah, let's not have
Speaker 1: a conversation. I never go to song with nobody. Yea,
Speaker 1: But y'all gonna hear this ship because look, that's what
Speaker 1: happens when the authenticity shines through. That's really my best friend.
Speaker 1: You know. This ain't no mother funcker. I met months ago,
Speaker 1: a year ago, three years ago. I'm the one, one
Speaker 1: man meeting on a wom man and I actually follow
Speaker 1: me on bitch not that's my time, y'all follow me Instagram.
Speaker 1: What's your name? Y'are telling me name Miss good morning,
Speaker 1: miss underscool good. At the end, No, I'm gonna tell
Speaker 1: you'nna tell you I got you. But listen, we come
Speaker 1: to the end of the episode. Listen. If I can
Speaker 1: leave y'all anything, I just want to let y'all know,
Speaker 1: if you have a best friend and you fight with
Speaker 1: that motherfucker constantly and you take breaks or whatever, just
Speaker 1: know they're real hard to come by. And look, it's
Speaker 1: a lot of childhood friends that fucked me over. As well.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, But this one is the
Speaker 1: only one that really likes stayed. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: this bites and I ain't gonna no, I didn't say that.
Speaker 1: I'm just saying that the people are listen, y'all. Let
Speaker 1: the people know. I ain't that. I never croske me over.
Speaker 1: I'm the one that did. But I was young. I
Speaker 1: knew what you was. You was always cold up bitch.
Speaker 1: Excuse me. I ain't never crossed her and I ain't
Speaker 1: never going across us. So and she's lucky to have
Speaker 1: somebody like me. I am, Okay, I am, And I
Speaker 1: know I'm not saying you don't think I know that.
Speaker 1: You better be telling like you know. That's the thing
Speaker 1: to act like. I know, bro, I probably you're gonna
Speaker 1: act like I know Pool I got you. So make
Speaker 1: sure y'all know, Shane, the girl ain't going no motherfucker
Speaker 1: were ever going away. I'm gonna slap the shut out
Speaker 1: of it when we done. Good morning because I ain't
Speaker 1: gay and my nigga listening, Oh, you don't want to
Speaker 1: win to school at home boy, I mean his homeboy.
Speaker 1: I can say school with him. Yeah, I love him.
Speaker 1: I've been knowing him forever. He's actually somebody I grew
Speaker 1: up with the same neighborhood and all that. So it's
Speaker 1: kind of cool to see her with somebody who I
Speaker 1: know very well, and I know he's a good person.
Speaker 1: So yeah, and they're old, but I do, I mean
Speaker 1: already older a baby. I'm a biby. Oh god, Now
Speaker 1: would you doctely look younger than me? And that's what
Speaker 1: it's given. Everybody looking younger than huh, everybody looks younger
Speaker 1: than you. What the fund are you talking about? You
Speaker 1: said you said look younger? Yeah, you who everybody else? Bitch? Look,
Speaker 1: this is what's all right? Another hiate excuse me because
Speaker 1: I don't appreciate it. But we come to the end
Speaker 1: of the episode. You're sorry you're cutting a short No,
Speaker 1: because the fun I don't look older than nobody you have. No,
Speaker 1: I don't have the more ship. Look, she's gonna be
Speaker 1: back next week, y'all might hand is I'm gonna have
Speaker 1: her and London on next That's gonna be a hell
Speaker 1: of a Show's make sure y'all soon into the festivities
Speaker 1: in the Shenanigans. That's gonna be going down on my
Speaker 1: goddamn couch every Wednesday, you'll already know. And then my
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