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Speaker 1: Hey, so, welcome to another episode a Horrible Decision. You're

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Speaker 1: white boys, I mean it was closed, it wasn't bike.

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Speaker 2: I'm like on a huh.

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Speaker 1: Anyways, I wanted to mow them because we have someone

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Speaker 1: who moans as well, so I just wanted to do that. Anyways, guys,

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Speaker 1: welcome to another episode of horror. This is yos.

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Speaker 3: I'm your girl maybe b aka pet de Sign aka

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Speaker 3: full cor Posts aka Debt bitch.

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Speaker 1: Y'all, it's weezy we're back for another episode. Today, we

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Speaker 1: have a guest that we met at the a b NS.

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Speaker 1: And what's crazy about this guest is that Mandy and

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Speaker 1: I were literally looking through categories on like who to interview,

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Speaker 1: and so I'm like sharing them with my boo or.

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Speaker 2: Whatever, not even sharing them wear her boo. She's sending

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Speaker 2: them to me.

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Speaker 1: Well you were both, y'all. Yeah, so and Yoe was

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Speaker 1: literally one of them, but I think it just didn't

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Speaker 1: work out because we end up getting Nicole Kit and Mia.

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Speaker 1: So anyway, we're in line and this bitch asked my

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Speaker 1: man the whole sme. I'm like, and and way it

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Speaker 1: turns around is like, bitch, I know you no, but like,

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Speaker 1: it's so cool to go to the av AND Awards

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Speaker 1: and actually see people that you, you know, follow online.

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Speaker 1: That's so dope. And one of the things you said

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Speaker 1: to us in line, Julie you were I was like,

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Speaker 1: I hope you get to win. She was like, even

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Speaker 1: if it's not me, it better be a real BBW.

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Speaker 1: Yeah that's literally what she said. I did say that.

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Speaker 1: By the way, guys, we have Julie Ginger in the

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Speaker 1: motherfucking buildings. Julie Ginger real bb tell us what you

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Speaker 1: meant by that, because all right, look, there there are

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Speaker 1: levels to this ship.

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Speaker 2: When it comes to bbw's right, you've got your smaller baby,

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Speaker 2: you know, like they they got that little puge, they

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Speaker 2: got that little like small like crease, and then just

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Speaker 2: then you actually, you know, like mid size that has

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Speaker 2: you know, and they just keep going up and up

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Speaker 2: and up. The girl who won no shade, congratulations alex

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Speaker 2: As always.

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Speaker 1: Where do you where do you place her?

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Speaker 2: She is just on that fucking cusp of not being

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Speaker 2: a BBW, oh, which I'll say not being so she's

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Speaker 2: She's gained a little since I've seen I've gained a.

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Speaker 1: Little, which is crazy because even in the fashion world,

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Speaker 1: of that like their toe You're twelve act was probably

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Speaker 2: I've seen some new ones come out lately. Yes, yeah, yeah.

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Speaker 1: When that page came out, I was like, oh, now,

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Speaker 1: don't get me wrong, I still in my opinion, I'm like,

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Speaker 2: Oh no, no, let's be very clear.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, y'all have been listening to this podcast. That's the

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Speaker 3: I stood in my BBW motherfucking realm, and as soon

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Speaker 3: as I started losing my weight after Gastig, they said, oh, yeah, girl,

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Speaker 3: I remember during the I remember during the pandemic actually

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Speaker 3: Why do you feel that way about bbw's because I

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Speaker 2: What does that kind of uh family or sisterhood look

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Speaker 2: I was I was kind of being that pick me girl.

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Speaker 2: Oh yeah, hey, why aren't you working with me? Why

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Speaker 1: I mean, maybe I would say everything, but why are

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Speaker 2: For some people? Because some people don't know how to

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Speaker 2: But back to you know, like the you know why

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Speaker 2: I've grown, I'm different. I'm not the same that I was.

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Speaker 1: Done grow speaking, I'm still growing. I do want to know,

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Speaker 2: You know what, Honestly, I don't even think it's so

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Speaker 2: I also had the gastic surgery, but I wasn't as

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Speaker 1: Sleep as well? Yeah, my mom just had it, and

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Speaker 1: I think even on tour, so many of our fans

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Speaker 2: I was happy, I was happy, but when I decided

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Speaker 3: So can you not say that your surgery was then unsuccessful,

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Speaker 1: You lost the whole human being I did.

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Speaker 2: I lost a whole lot of weigh and have gained though.

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Speaker 2: But the fluctuation part is it does. It comes with emotions,

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Speaker 1: Have a deep connection. I don't mean that in a

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Speaker 2: Do honestly, Well, honestly, I just I love what I do.

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Speaker 1: Does it make you feel mean, what do you love

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Speaker 2: I just love being able to fuck all these men

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Speaker 3: So, so two years before you started your content creation journey,

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Speaker 2: I was still a BBWs two hundred and ninety pounds.

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Speaker 1: So do you feel like leaning into the BBW category

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Speaker 2: Probably definitely, because I think I wanted to make sure

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Speaker 3: Like, I think that that's the hard part.

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Speaker 1: Like it's so weird because you have society. But also

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Speaker 3: Say, other women, more than anything, make you feel as

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Speaker 1: You feeling the most from that's a good thing. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: Like do you feel it more for men or women?

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Speaker 1: When it's like what do you mean? Like just like

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Speaker 1: overall making you feel like your weight is too much

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Speaker 1: or hearn's way anything to me.

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Speaker 2: You know, it's it's honestly for me. I get a

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Speaker 2: lot of hate from men, really I do. I get

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Speaker 2: a lot of like really bad comments on my techotox,

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Speaker 3: So publicly met Yes, absolutely, yes, personally it was women.

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Speaker 3: So it was women that when they found out I

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Speaker 3: Don't want to start a fire with y'all tweeg as

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Speaker 2: Selective about who I do that with just because I

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Speaker 2: I don't get to not get looked at even when

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Speaker 1: I know they are. Have you I do I do

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Speaker 2: with me sitting there in the in this club we

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Speaker 1: I love the stories.

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Speaker 2: Let's go, and we went to after Hours. I'm with him.

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Speaker 2: We're sitting there, I'm eating food, He's rubbing up on

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Speaker 1: Right, It's amazing.

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Speaker 2: And these women, this older woman had said to him,

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Speaker 2: without me hearing, you really don't have to be doing that.

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Speaker 2: You don't have to be selling your body, you don't

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Speaker 1: They thought I was paying him to be with me.

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Speaker 1: Do you know who the fuck I am? Right right?

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Speaker 2: They thought that you yes, yes, when it was nothing

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Speaker 2: And after that he said, hey, come on, let's go.

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Speaker 2: He was like, I'm total turned off he's and then

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Speaker 2: I try to be because I don't want it to

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Speaker 2: I wanted I didn't have it.

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Speaker 2: what airing is that?

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Speaker 1: Southwest?

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Speaker 2: Oh? Yes, really they have for a person of size,

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Speaker 2: complimentary seat and I spill over most certainly, I do

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Speaker 3: Soya, no, no, no, people don't understand, like even if

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Speaker 3: Removed because they couldn't close the clamp on me. That's

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Speaker 1: And I was even telling her, sure you, well, well

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Speaker 1: do the math. They literally couldn't close it over me

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Speaker 3: So I remember me and my best friend one time

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Speaker 3: She had something else, and I literally wanted to change

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Speaker 2: I have to bundle.

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Speaker 3: So now I look three hundred pounds even though I'm

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Speaker 2: Yeah, most definitely, And you know what you're touching on

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Speaker 2: the roller coaster aspect is really funny because that's one

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Speaker 1: Been twenty years.

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Speaker 2: Never have thought it's been twenty years since I've been

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Speaker 1: Many talked about clothes a lot. We've been doing this

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Speaker 1: did not even think.

438
00:19:50,160 --> 00:19:52,800
Speaker 2: About like certain I see literally just activity or riding

439
00:19:52,800 --> 00:19:54,560
Speaker 2: a horse like I love horseback riding.

440
00:19:54,560 --> 00:19:56,320
Speaker 3: Haven't ridden a horse since I was a kid. Wow,

441
00:19:56,520 --> 00:19:58,679
Speaker 3: you know I just bought up six flags one of

442
00:19:58,680 --> 00:20:02,480
Speaker 3: my tricks. Yeah, blew me to I was Abu Dabi

443
00:20:02,560 --> 00:20:05,560
Speaker 3: with one of my tricks. Once we went to uh

444
00:20:05,720 --> 00:20:08,520
Speaker 3: Ferrari World, Okay, literally had to get off a ride

445
00:20:08,600 --> 00:20:12,040
Speaker 3: with my We left because it wouldn't close.

446
00:20:12,560 --> 00:20:13,439
Speaker 2: And they closed on him.

447
00:20:14,560 --> 00:20:16,080
Speaker 1: Was so uncom It's uncomfortable.

448
00:20:16,200 --> 00:20:19,400
Speaker 2: It's you and you get looked at and you're like, oh,

449
00:20:19,440 --> 00:20:20,840
Speaker 2: don't look at me, Like I don't want to. I

450
00:20:20,880 --> 00:20:22,920
Speaker 2: don't want to draw attention. And that's one of the

451
00:20:22,920 --> 00:20:24,480
Speaker 2: biggest things as a big person, I think that we

452
00:20:24,520 --> 00:20:26,840
Speaker 2: try not to do is to draw attention. But you know,

453
00:20:27,040 --> 00:20:30,679
Speaker 2: with my my look, it's not easy to not draw attention,

454
00:20:30,680 --> 00:20:32,160
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. It's like I get looked

455
00:20:32,160 --> 00:20:34,000
Speaker 2: at no matter where I go, so and I don't

456
00:20:34,000 --> 00:20:36,359
Speaker 2: feel uncomfortable much anymore because I think I've grown so

457
00:20:36,720 --> 00:20:40,600
Speaker 2: used to being looked at that I just hey, it's me,

458
00:20:40,960 --> 00:20:41,679
Speaker 2: take it to leave.

459
00:20:41,560 --> 00:20:47,080
Speaker 3: It, get the fuck out, Like I don't care if

460
00:20:47,119 --> 00:20:48,679
Speaker 3: I want to make this positive just a little bit.

461
00:20:49,000 --> 00:20:50,600
Speaker 3: I want to get into our vanilla ship.

462
00:20:50,720 --> 00:20:53,919
Speaker 1: Yeah. Well, so no no no is a.

463
00:20:53,920 --> 00:20:56,760
Speaker 3: Little positive because it's giving affirmations. We're about to get

464
00:20:56,760 --> 00:20:57,560
Speaker 3: into some affirmation.

465
00:20:57,760 --> 00:20:59,560
Speaker 1: I thought you wanted to bring up no, no, no oh,

466
00:20:59,600 --> 00:20:59,840
Speaker 1: I am.

467
00:20:59,800 --> 00:21:03,119
Speaker 3: Going to bring up the breakfast club. So so motherfuckers

468
00:21:03,160 --> 00:21:06,119
Speaker 3: just got dragged. I'm only gonna mention Charlemagne, not the

469
00:21:06,160 --> 00:21:11,680
Speaker 3: other person. So Charlemagne got dragged recently for bringing up

470
00:21:11,880 --> 00:21:14,960
Speaker 3: or speaking about Resa Tisa, who was popular with her

471
00:21:15,880 --> 00:21:19,720
Speaker 3: thing on TikTok, about her relationship with a pathological liar,

472
00:21:20,400 --> 00:21:23,960
Speaker 3: and he referenced that as big back behavior. Of course,

473
00:21:24,000 --> 00:21:27,399
Speaker 3: he later did apologize, called her big back but I

474
00:21:27,480 --> 00:21:31,160
Speaker 3: wanted to speak about with you, No, he called, he did,

475
00:21:31,480 --> 00:21:34,840
Speaker 3: he said, he said, he sounds like big back behavior, right,

476
00:21:35,600 --> 00:21:38,080
Speaker 3: and then literally then the other person who shall not

477
00:21:38,119 --> 00:21:40,680
Speaker 3: be mentioned, continue.

478
00:21:40,160 --> 00:21:42,880
Speaker 1: Going on, called a Sheila from some goddamn show.

479
00:21:43,320 --> 00:21:46,240
Speaker 3: And then literally he did apologize later because of course

480
00:21:46,400 --> 00:21:47,760
Speaker 3: he is a mental health advocate.

481
00:21:48,119 --> 00:21:51,760
Speaker 1: Way bitch that's looking at me? Because I hold on, wait, wait, wait, wait,

482
00:21:51,760 --> 00:21:55,680
Speaker 1: the tip that I saw said she's reading him.

483
00:21:56,080 --> 00:21:58,440
Speaker 2: We can bleep that out. We can't say the girls

484
00:21:58,440 --> 00:22:00,000
Speaker 2: on the show, that's fine, were gonna bleep the name.

485
00:22:00,280 --> 00:22:07,480
Speaker 1: Okay, she's going over the story. I'm that's right, that's right. Story.

486
00:22:07,720 --> 00:22:10,280
Speaker 1: And then Charletane' is listening and he's like, oh, this

487
00:22:10,359 --> 00:22:13,000
Speaker 1: sounds like big bead behavior. What she looked like facts?

488
00:22:13,720 --> 00:22:15,359
Speaker 1: But I didnt even hear him like look at her

489
00:22:15,520 --> 00:22:19,240
Speaker 1: say no, no, no, But regardless, hold on, bro, where's

490
00:22:19,240 --> 00:22:23,159
Speaker 1: the fucking line? Now? What line? He said that he

491
00:22:23,200 --> 00:22:23,880
Speaker 1: didn't call her.

492
00:22:23,840 --> 00:22:26,520
Speaker 2: Fat, No, he said his big back behavior.

493
00:22:26,720 --> 00:22:28,440
Speaker 1: Okay. Then literally.

494
00:22:29,560 --> 00:22:32,840
Speaker 3: The person next to him said she a big bag.

495
00:22:33,000 --> 00:22:35,919
Speaker 3: She provided me up so it was confirmed.

496
00:22:35,400 --> 00:22:36,040
Speaker 2: On the side.

497
00:22:36,119 --> 00:22:38,800
Speaker 3: Then she goes a big girls Tisa goes on tammern

498
00:22:38,840 --> 00:22:41,000
Speaker 3: Hall show and lets it be known that with all

499
00:22:41,000 --> 00:22:45,240
Speaker 3: of this nice ouacklip, that that those words her the

500
00:22:45,240 --> 00:22:49,040
Speaker 3: most coming from that platform. By the way, Charlemagne, in

501
00:22:49,119 --> 00:22:53,840
Speaker 3: his due diligence, has sense apologized. Nonetheless, I want to

502
00:22:53,880 --> 00:22:56,159
Speaker 3: get on you to be a little mouthy, so you know,

503
00:22:56,720 --> 00:23:01,320
Speaker 3: I want to get into however, what are affirming words

504
00:23:02,000 --> 00:23:07,000
Speaker 3: for plus size women or women of stature? Because I

505
00:23:07,119 --> 00:23:09,439
Speaker 3: talk about it, and I did talk about it often

506
00:23:09,840 --> 00:23:13,720
Speaker 3: men A few men love to call me fluffy. While

507
00:23:13,720 --> 00:23:15,680
Speaker 3: we have had a guest come on and say I

508
00:23:15,720 --> 00:23:18,720
Speaker 3: love fluffy, Fluffy didn't really sit too well with me.

509
00:23:19,119 --> 00:23:22,240
Speaker 3: So I would love to know which words you find

510
00:23:22,280 --> 00:23:24,960
Speaker 3: to be affirming in and out of the bedroom for

511
00:23:25,200 --> 00:23:28,080
Speaker 3: men and women to describe a plus size.

512
00:23:27,840 --> 00:23:31,240
Speaker 2: But yeah, I mean, there's always the go to volumptuous.

513
00:23:31,400 --> 00:23:33,240
Speaker 2: I feel like that someone's so fun to say you're

514
00:23:33,280 --> 00:23:38,800
Speaker 2: so volumptuous. It's like sexus volumptious girl, now is there?

515
00:23:39,400 --> 00:23:48,920
Speaker 1: Hold on, is it bluious? Volumptuous? I like to say delicious?

516
00:23:49,240 --> 00:23:54,760
Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, ye delicious, yeah, volumptuous.

517
00:23:55,400 --> 00:23:56,680
Speaker 1: It could be it's a Julie word just.

518
00:23:56,800 --> 00:24:02,520
Speaker 3: To be that gotta be the I don't know the episode.

519
00:24:03,960 --> 00:24:06,240
Speaker 2: I like, I mean, I like being called kurvy because

520
00:24:06,280 --> 00:24:09,080
Speaker 2: you know, I you know, it's not negative, it's not

521
00:24:09,160 --> 00:24:16,280
Speaker 2: necessarily curvy. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I mean, I like, I

522
00:24:16,280 --> 00:24:19,359
Speaker 2: don't mind being called a big bitch because I am one.

523
00:24:20,320 --> 00:24:22,359
Speaker 1: I said about it, I'm a big bitch. That was

524
00:24:22,400 --> 00:24:23,080
Speaker 1: okay to say.

525
00:24:23,320 --> 00:24:26,720
Speaker 2: That's okay to say because we are, and any person

526
00:24:26,760 --> 00:24:29,840
Speaker 2: who is big doesn't accept that. And if you're like,

527
00:24:29,840 --> 00:24:32,080
Speaker 2: for instance, like yes I'm fat because I am.

528
00:24:32,440 --> 00:24:34,200
Speaker 1: It's just a statement. It's just what it is.

529
00:24:34,600 --> 00:24:36,879
Speaker 2: You know. Yes, I'm trying to be healthy, you know,

530
00:24:36,960 --> 00:24:39,640
Speaker 2: trying to shed some weight off me, but I'm I'm

531
00:24:39,640 --> 00:24:40,120
Speaker 2: a big girl.

532
00:24:40,160 --> 00:24:40,679
Speaker 1: I'm fat.

533
00:24:40,720 --> 00:24:43,600
Speaker 3: So your partner in the bedroom or out can refer

534
00:24:43,640 --> 00:24:45,200
Speaker 3: to you as my fat bitch.

535
00:24:45,640 --> 00:24:47,840
Speaker 2: Bring that fat ass over here like he's fat as

536
00:24:49,040 --> 00:24:53,320
Speaker 2: it says it in like a you know, very positive way. Sure,

537
00:24:53,359 --> 00:24:56,159
Speaker 2: but don't come up and say, ooh you fat, you know,

538
00:24:56,200 --> 00:24:58,480
Speaker 2: like with that negative tone, like you could say fat

539
00:24:58,480 --> 00:25:02,840
Speaker 2: in a positive way. I I hear some fat positive sentences.

540
00:25:03,440 --> 00:25:06,600
Speaker 3: Oh girl, that ass is so fat. Okay, yeah, but

541
00:25:06,680 --> 00:25:08,160
Speaker 3: that's PhD pH at.

542
00:25:08,600 --> 00:25:12,240
Speaker 1: It could be. It could be do p h A T?

543
00:25:13,080 --> 00:25:15,119
Speaker 1: Can it just asses?

544
00:25:15,920 --> 00:25:20,520
Speaker 2: Because I feel like even because even so, it's how

545
00:25:20,560 --> 00:25:22,800
Speaker 2: you say the word, it's how you content. But the

546
00:25:22,880 --> 00:25:25,280
Speaker 2: reason why I also say the p h A T

547
00:25:25,520 --> 00:25:31,439
Speaker 2: is because going back back porn category, POGs right is right,

548
00:25:31,960 --> 00:25:32,840
Speaker 2: badass white girl?

549
00:25:32,960 --> 00:25:33,080
Speaker 1: Right?

550
00:25:33,240 --> 00:25:35,520
Speaker 2: But it's literally spelled what a P. I think it's

551
00:25:35,520 --> 00:25:35,720
Speaker 2: just a.

552
00:25:35,840 --> 00:25:38,320
Speaker 1: Fog is weird? Yeah, I really do know.

553
00:25:38,720 --> 00:25:41,159
Speaker 2: I mean it's it's just contextual what it is.

554
00:25:41,640 --> 00:25:44,160
Speaker 1: If we put fat like the spelling that we're saying,

555
00:25:44,200 --> 00:25:45,200
Speaker 1: I feel like fog is weird.

556
00:25:45,320 --> 00:25:49,119
Speaker 3: But literally maybe fog makes sense. Yeah, okay, see pog

557
00:25:49,160 --> 00:25:55,000
Speaker 3: makes sense. Don't make no goddamn sense either, make whatever.

558
00:25:55,600 --> 00:25:58,840
Speaker 1: Let's get into that. You know, like, have you been.

559
00:25:58,720 --> 00:26:02,320
Speaker 2: Referred to as a talk about Paul, Yeah, I've been

560
00:26:02,359 --> 00:26:04,200
Speaker 2: for you the badass girl.

561
00:26:04,400 --> 00:26:07,440
Speaker 1: Let's like, yeah, that's a myth or not? Yeah?

562
00:26:07,520 --> 00:26:08,320
Speaker 2: Are you mainly.

563
00:26:08,160 --> 00:26:10,880
Speaker 1: Dating black men? And is it because you me? Why

564
00:26:10,880 --> 00:26:13,000
Speaker 1: do black men love big white girls? I don't know,

565
00:26:13,400 --> 00:26:15,200
Speaker 1: do you find that like white guys are just.

566
00:26:15,119 --> 00:26:18,399
Speaker 2: Not I never had sex with a black man until

567
00:26:18,440 --> 00:26:21,800
Speaker 2: I moved to Iowa and I was twenty one. Iowa, bitch,

568
00:26:21,800 --> 00:26:25,680
Speaker 2: those black people in Iowa. I lived in central Florida

569
00:26:25,840 --> 00:26:28,840
Speaker 2: when I was a teenager. Oh step up city. But

570
00:26:29,040 --> 00:26:31,520
Speaker 2: you know my white ass too, my pau gas mamla

571
00:26:32,119 --> 00:26:33,480
Speaker 2: ow calla.

572
00:26:33,720 --> 00:26:34,879
Speaker 1: You wasn't fucking black man?

573
00:26:35,040 --> 00:26:38,600
Speaker 2: You no, you wantn't know why because I wasn't. I

574
00:26:38,800 --> 00:26:40,399
Speaker 2: never really noticed that man.

575
00:26:40,600 --> 00:26:42,520
Speaker 1: Wait, she was married. I wasn't married yet.

576
00:26:42,560 --> 00:26:45,480
Speaker 2: I was a teenager girl, I was. I was only

577
00:26:45,680 --> 00:26:47,399
Speaker 2: like when I lived in Florida, I was between the

578
00:26:47,400 --> 00:26:50,919
Speaker 2: ages of twelve and twenty. Did you your identity when

579
00:26:50,960 --> 00:26:53,280
Speaker 2: you losked in Virginia at twenty years old? That's why, bitch,

580
00:26:53,720 --> 00:26:54,760
Speaker 2: you started earlier?

581
00:26:55,280 --> 00:26:55,879
Speaker 1: Knew? Did you?

582
00:26:55,960 --> 00:26:58,280
Speaker 2: Never had any black men really like press upon me though,

583
00:26:58,320 --> 00:27:00,800
Speaker 2: That's what I'm saying. I never really anybody like come

584
00:27:00,880 --> 00:27:05,040
Speaker 2: and be like yo, I'm way maybe, And I don't

585
00:27:05,040 --> 00:27:07,240
Speaker 2: think I was prettier back. I'm way prettier now than

586
00:27:07,280 --> 00:27:09,440
Speaker 2: I was back when I was younger. Like, hell, yeah,

587
00:27:09,640 --> 00:27:13,480
Speaker 2: I blossomed, come on, blossom you. So I'm like, I

588
00:27:13,520 --> 00:27:16,399
Speaker 2: feel like the eyes always get it. So yeah, I

589
00:27:16,760 --> 00:27:19,919
Speaker 2: moved to Iowa and met this guy and we started.

590
00:27:20,520 --> 00:27:22,240
Speaker 1: Black guys one year after virginity.

591
00:27:22,440 --> 00:27:24,760
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's what it was, but that was only I

592
00:27:24,800 --> 00:27:26,720
Speaker 2: only that was like one and then like I only

593
00:27:26,800 --> 00:27:29,520
Speaker 2: mess with like white guys for a while, and then

594
00:27:29,600 --> 00:27:31,600
Speaker 2: like I married a white guy and then after that

595
00:27:31,920 --> 00:27:35,080
Speaker 2: it clicked. I went you said, these crackers, Yeah, oh

596
00:27:35,160 --> 00:27:36,760
Speaker 2: pretty much, these crackers.

597
00:27:37,600 --> 00:27:39,600
Speaker 1: What why? Why though, do you find that black men

598
00:27:39,640 --> 00:27:42,160
Speaker 1: are more like they do more body worship. They're they're

599
00:27:42,160 --> 00:27:43,080
Speaker 1: attracted to your body.

600
00:27:43,119 --> 00:27:46,040
Speaker 2: You're passionate and all all honestly, like even the white

601
00:27:46,040 --> 00:27:51,840
Speaker 2: guys are very vanilla. No white guy ever was with

602
00:27:52,680 --> 00:27:56,159
Speaker 2: was really like any black man I've ever been with,

603
00:27:56,960 --> 00:28:01,720
Speaker 2: swear to guy, Hey, hey, hey, it's too much, too much. Actually,

604
00:28:02,880 --> 00:28:04,120
Speaker 2: I'm a very honest person.

605
00:28:04,240 --> 00:28:05,200
Speaker 1: Okay, you know like it?

606
00:28:05,520 --> 00:28:07,800
Speaker 2: Well, well I would like to know Weezy bringing up

607
00:28:07,840 --> 00:28:09,240
Speaker 2: the body worshiping again.

608
00:28:09,960 --> 00:28:12,800
Speaker 1: As a by the way, I brought that up because

609
00:28:13,040 --> 00:28:15,320
Speaker 1: any friend I had that was big and they were like,

610
00:28:15,560 --> 00:28:16,879
Speaker 1: oh no, I always say that.

611
00:28:18,960 --> 00:28:22,159
Speaker 3: They used to love to rub my stomach, and of

612
00:28:22,280 --> 00:28:25,200
Speaker 3: course for me, it did make me uncomfortable. So in

613
00:28:25,480 --> 00:28:29,120
Speaker 3: body worshiping, specifically as as a plus size woman.

614
00:28:29,640 --> 00:28:31,879
Speaker 2: Where do you where do you like being touched?

615
00:28:32,480 --> 00:28:34,919
Speaker 1: Like? And what is okay? What is uncomfortable? I love

616
00:28:34,960 --> 00:28:35,600
Speaker 1: booty rubs.

617
00:28:35,600 --> 00:28:37,520
Speaker 2: I mean, no, who doesn't love a good booty rub? Right?

618
00:28:37,920 --> 00:28:40,200
Speaker 2: I don't mind my stomach being rubbed on because I

619
00:28:40,240 --> 00:28:42,760
Speaker 2: think I've just gotten so used to it as time

620
00:28:42,840 --> 00:28:44,960
Speaker 2: has gone on that it has just become something that

621
00:28:45,120 --> 00:28:47,720
Speaker 2: happens with most guys that I hang out with or

622
00:28:47,760 --> 00:28:53,400
Speaker 2: that i'm with. Like I I'm very sensual when I'm

623
00:28:53,520 --> 00:28:56,520
Speaker 2: when I'm really into somebody, but like when I'm filming,

624
00:28:56,760 --> 00:28:57,600
Speaker 2: I'm I'm you know.

625
00:28:57,720 --> 00:28:59,080
Speaker 1: Doing my job. You know I don't.

626
00:28:59,200 --> 00:29:01,800
Speaker 2: I don't usually gets unless I'm really into you. That's

627
00:29:01,840 --> 00:29:03,600
Speaker 2: pretty much where I'm at. But like, I don't mind

628
00:29:03,640 --> 00:29:05,200
Speaker 2: how my belly rubbed on. Like I rub on my

629
00:29:05,240 --> 00:29:07,800
Speaker 2: belly too, Okay, I slap it, I play bong gos

630
00:29:07,840 --> 00:29:16,000
Speaker 2: on it. But you know I'm yeah, I like to.

631
00:29:16,000 --> 00:29:27,160
Speaker 1: Be touched all over touch melchool No. Wait, So I

632
00:29:27,360 --> 00:29:30,880
Speaker 1: was gonna say, is there a fetish community that you've joined?

633
00:29:31,000 --> 00:29:33,680
Speaker 1: And by joining that? So, I had a super BBW

634
00:29:33,800 --> 00:29:35,520
Speaker 1: that I worked with, and she used to tell me

635
00:29:35,680 --> 00:29:37,240
Speaker 1: she would go to BBW party, She's like, but I

636
00:29:37,320 --> 00:29:39,040
Speaker 1: have to go to the super ones. I'm not. I'm

637
00:29:39,120 --> 00:29:41,480
Speaker 1: like almost too big for the regular ones. Are you

638
00:29:41,560 --> 00:29:44,680
Speaker 1: a part of a community and do you enjoy meeting

639
00:29:44,720 --> 00:29:46,840
Speaker 1: people there or do you feel like this it's too fetishy.

640
00:29:49,880 --> 00:29:53,520
Speaker 2: I mean, the the porn industry with the bbw's, it's

641
00:29:53,560 --> 00:29:55,880
Speaker 2: its own little community in itself, and I'm cool. I

642
00:29:56,120 --> 00:29:58,920
Speaker 2: try to be cool with everybody, you know. Outside of that,

643
00:29:59,240 --> 00:30:02,200
Speaker 2: there are some like BBW bashes and events that I

644
00:30:02,360 --> 00:30:06,680
Speaker 2: like to attend that are not necessarily in connection with

645
00:30:06,720 --> 00:30:07,720
Speaker 2: the sex work industry.

646
00:30:08,080 --> 00:30:11,800
Speaker 1: So they're just like plus size acceptance type.

647
00:30:13,040 --> 00:30:17,160
Speaker 2: Parties, and so like that's where I think I feel

648
00:30:17,200 --> 00:30:20,520
Speaker 2: like the most comfortable because it's just all all body types,

649
00:30:21,280 --> 00:30:24,840
Speaker 2: even girls, y'all sizes will come because it's so it's

650
00:30:24,920 --> 00:30:28,960
Speaker 2: just so inviting. So it's not just it's inviting because

651
00:30:29,200 --> 00:30:32,760
Speaker 2: we want everyone to feel accepted and comfortable, and if

652
00:30:32,800 --> 00:30:36,960
Speaker 2: we turn away people who aren't of size quote unquote,

653
00:30:37,400 --> 00:30:40,920
Speaker 2: then we're the hypocrites, right, you know, because then we're

654
00:30:41,000 --> 00:30:44,720
Speaker 2: basically shunning and shaming skinny people, and that's not I.

655
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Speaker 3: Don't know if you remember, do you remember when we

656
00:30:49,560 --> 00:30:53,280
Speaker 3: went to Jamaica, for hedonism. So Missy the New York

657
00:30:53,320 --> 00:30:56,000
Speaker 3: promoter that brought a lot of people there for that

658
00:30:56,120 --> 00:30:59,920
Speaker 3: specific weekend, she's plus sized friendly and that's I don't

659
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Speaker 3: know if you remember a lot of the people that

660
00:31:01,880 --> 00:31:06,000
Speaker 3: were there, but her her following does do that. Like

661
00:31:06,240 --> 00:31:09,680
Speaker 3: so they throw sex club parties and then hotel party

662
00:31:10,080 --> 00:31:13,360
Speaker 3: specific to men who love plus size women and plus

663
00:31:13,400 --> 00:31:15,800
Speaker 3: size women to feel comfortable in a room with they're

664
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Speaker 3: all over.

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Speaker 1: They shaming right like in that category. I know skinny

666
00:31:20,560 --> 00:31:22,680
Speaker 1: girls feel like they could be shamed too. I feel

667
00:31:22,720 --> 00:31:25,400
Speaker 1: like there's a small line. If you're Coiler Ray skinny,

668
00:31:25,560 --> 00:31:27,360
Speaker 1: I do believe you could be body shame. People are

669
00:31:27,480 --> 00:31:30,160
Speaker 1: very mean to Coiler Ray, and it's like when you're

670
00:31:30,240 --> 00:31:32,360
Speaker 1: that kind of thing, it looks like she's been that

671
00:31:32,400 --> 00:31:34,400
Speaker 1: way her whole life. She has that very like gymnast

672
00:31:34,760 --> 00:31:37,800
Speaker 1: Valerie thin thin body to me, that kind of thing.

673
00:31:37,880 --> 00:31:39,680
Speaker 1: When I see body shaming, I think it's fucked up,

674
00:31:40,920 --> 00:31:43,680
Speaker 1: just a little regular look. You can't be out here

675
00:31:43,720 --> 00:31:46,720
Speaker 1: saying I'm not thinking that I've spoken to this and

676
00:31:47,040 --> 00:31:49,360
Speaker 1: I kind of actually do not care who I offend

677
00:31:49,520 --> 00:31:52,560
Speaker 1: when I say this. In terms of people who do

678
00:31:53,160 --> 00:31:56,480
Speaker 1: feel like there's a skinny shaming happening. The difference in

679
00:31:57,520 --> 00:32:00,680
Speaker 1: the difference between fat shaming and skinny shaming is that

680
00:32:00,880 --> 00:32:03,200
Speaker 1: skinny people are able to still walk into stores and

681
00:32:03,320 --> 00:32:04,200
Speaker 1: fit the clothes.

682
00:32:04,480 --> 00:32:08,000
Speaker 3: They can still do everything that can happen by for data.

683
00:32:08,400 --> 00:32:10,520
Speaker 3: Their day to day life does not change because of

684
00:32:10,600 --> 00:32:13,920
Speaker 3: their size when people aren't I get it, but but

685
00:32:14,080 --> 00:32:16,600
Speaker 3: that's where like for me, when they try to compare

686
00:32:16,920 --> 00:32:20,880
Speaker 3: their plight to fat shaming, those are two separate things.

687
00:32:21,400 --> 00:32:23,400
Speaker 3: If you are skinny, don't come at a fat woman

688
00:32:23,480 --> 00:32:27,360
Speaker 3: and say, oh my god, I'm body shamed too. There's

689
00:32:27,480 --> 00:32:31,720
Speaker 3: not a There's zero comparison between someone being too small

690
00:32:31,800 --> 00:32:35,239
Speaker 3: and body shamed, maybe because someone is looking at them

691
00:32:35,320 --> 00:32:37,600
Speaker 3: not as sexually or whatever. Literally, their day to day

692
00:32:37,640 --> 00:32:41,320
Speaker 3: life can happen without their size affecting how they live.

693
00:32:41,440 --> 00:32:42,120
Speaker 2: I would agree.

694
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Speaker 1: I've just I brought up coiler Ray because that was

695
00:32:44,640 --> 00:32:47,840
Speaker 1: some of the meanest shit I've seen recently, Like I

696
00:32:47,880 --> 00:32:50,560
Speaker 1: would even equate it to the way that Lizzo can't

697
00:32:50,600 --> 00:32:52,720
Speaker 1: post a picture without them talking about her body. Don't

698
00:32:52,760 --> 00:32:55,560
Speaker 1: I see one nice thing about Coilerat, who's cute, adorable,

699
00:32:55,600 --> 00:32:58,760
Speaker 1: kadance and she raps it was like boom boom boom.

700
00:32:58,800 --> 00:33:02,400
Speaker 1: I mean on that shit would make me insecurious about

701
00:33:02,520 --> 00:33:05,120
Speaker 1: especially because you're in the world where the rapper girls

702
00:33:05,240 --> 00:33:06,760
Speaker 1: need to be thick. Let's be very clear.

703
00:33:06,960 --> 00:33:09,680
Speaker 3: Yeah, Cardi also just dropped her last video and the

704
00:33:09,720 --> 00:33:11,360
Speaker 3: way they spoke about Cardi's body.

705
00:33:12,080 --> 00:33:14,320
Speaker 1: No Cardian and color no no no. But what I'm

706
00:33:14,360 --> 00:33:15,880
Speaker 1: saying is coilor ra is that but.

707
00:33:16,240 --> 00:33:20,800
Speaker 3: People talking about BBLS, people talking about skinny shaming, I

708
00:33:20,920 --> 00:33:24,080
Speaker 3: one hundred percent will stand on it is nowhere near

709
00:33:25,600 --> 00:33:29,520
Speaker 3: the f shaming experience and the actual experience of someone

710
00:33:29,560 --> 00:33:30,960
Speaker 3: who is plus size.

711
00:33:31,040 --> 00:33:34,200
Speaker 1: It's true, it really, I'm not saying it's not. I'm

712
00:33:34,280 --> 00:33:37,320
Speaker 1: just saying I do think that level of skinny has

713
00:33:37,400 --> 00:33:40,880
Speaker 1: definitely no just human suck. But that's car being shamed.

714
00:33:41,960 --> 00:33:45,400
Speaker 1: Human suck. Now, that's just to be very human. Yeah,

715
00:33:45,440 --> 00:33:47,360
Speaker 1: we have to think of the prototype of what people

716
00:33:47,400 --> 00:33:49,760
Speaker 1: think the perfect body is in this era, you know,

717
00:33:50,280 --> 00:33:52,080
Speaker 1: but there is no perfect There is no perfect body.

718
00:33:52,080 --> 00:33:54,760
Speaker 1: But that's there is no perfect body. And you can't

719
00:33:54,760 --> 00:33:56,960
Speaker 1: tell everyone to do the same makeup that you can't

720
00:33:57,000 --> 00:33:58,560
Speaker 1: tell girls that are showing the same doctor.

721
00:33:59,000 --> 00:34:03,240
Speaker 2: But there's the delusional is also subjective.

722
00:34:03,280 --> 00:34:05,560
Speaker 1: Let's be very flee because the same way you have

723
00:34:05,760 --> 00:34:08,279
Speaker 1: men that like you at whatever size you've been.

724
00:34:08,360 --> 00:34:10,920
Speaker 2: Now because you've shaped, you've changed your side.

725
00:34:11,280 --> 00:34:11,920
Speaker 1: The same with me.

726
00:34:12,320 --> 00:34:14,800
Speaker 2: I really think that the men who are hold on

727
00:34:15,280 --> 00:34:16,120
Speaker 2: I'm being serious.

728
00:34:16,360 --> 00:34:19,920
Speaker 1: You really think in the era of today, beauty is

729
00:34:20,080 --> 00:34:23,440
Speaker 1: subjective according to the Internet. I think that in reality, yes,

730
00:34:23,520 --> 00:34:27,040
Speaker 1: this is true, but there isn't clear standard of what

731
00:34:27,239 --> 00:34:28,480
Speaker 1: girls like to look like today.

732
00:34:28,960 --> 00:34:32,360
Speaker 2: I mean, come on, I'm gonna say that, not anymore.

733
00:34:32,480 --> 00:34:36,279
Speaker 3: It's subjective because you still have those that fallen over

734
00:34:36,360 --> 00:34:36,840
Speaker 3: the BBL.

735
00:34:37,360 --> 00:34:39,960
Speaker 2: We are now getting into the natural girl era. We

736
00:34:40,120 --> 00:34:41,960
Speaker 2: also have people who.

737
00:34:41,880 --> 00:34:44,080
Speaker 1: Have gone to the BBL and remove those I think

738
00:34:44,120 --> 00:34:48,439
Speaker 1: it's shifting. But bro, the Kim Kardashian era of the look,

739
00:34:48,680 --> 00:34:52,040
Speaker 1: the eyebrow, the hair, even I don't know. I definitely

740
00:34:52,120 --> 00:34:54,560
Speaker 1: think there's a way that society has pushed girls to

741
00:34:54,719 --> 00:34:56,640
Speaker 1: kind of look at too.

742
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Speaker 3: I also think it depends on your city. Even me

743
00:34:59,760 --> 00:35:02,440
Speaker 3: going to the to the to the Midwest. With tonight's conversation,

744
00:35:03,040 --> 00:35:06,320
Speaker 3: the girls that you clearly know was like them. Girls

745
00:35:06,600 --> 00:35:08,640
Speaker 3: look completely different than the girls that we're gonna see

746
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Speaker 3: in New York or.

747
00:35:09,239 --> 00:35:10,399
Speaker 1: Atlanta or La or La.

748
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Speaker 3: It depends where you're at as well, and option Base.

749
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754
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755
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Speaker 2: We want our whole Europe and Europe pull.

756
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Speaker 1: Whatever, all the black people that live over there, just

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Speaker 1: Speaking of though, we got bananas here, I want to

767
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Speaker 1: get into our motherfucker hoard dirt because baby, you said

768
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Speaker 1: you about to show us some things.

769
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Speaker 2: Am I?

770
00:36:08,080 --> 00:36:12,120
Speaker 3: So yeah, our hoar drive portion of the pot is

771
00:36:12,200 --> 00:36:15,839
Speaker 3: where oh wait you I face say, I I say

772
00:36:15,880 --> 00:36:17,680
Speaker 3: I was gonna put a banana in my mouth, you

773
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Speaker 3: feel me? Hold on not the producer like everyone your hair.

774
00:36:22,200 --> 00:36:23,360
Speaker 2: She's okay.

775
00:36:23,680 --> 00:36:26,239
Speaker 3: So, by the way, I learned this literally from the

776
00:36:26,280 --> 00:36:28,000
Speaker 3: Discovery channel. Y'all both opened it wrong.

777
00:36:28,360 --> 00:36:31,800
Speaker 2: Banana bottle the body. Oh, this is the this is

778
00:36:31,840 --> 00:36:32,239
Speaker 2: the girl.

779
00:36:32,280 --> 00:36:32,440
Speaker 1: See.

780
00:36:32,480 --> 00:36:34,520
Speaker 2: I opened up mine looking really good. So I know

781
00:36:34,600 --> 00:36:38,400
Speaker 2: what your problem is perfect birth, sof not mine already

782
00:36:38,440 --> 00:36:41,239
Speaker 2: being a little brown. It knew I like some brown,

783
00:36:41,320 --> 00:36:43,040
Speaker 2: bad brown.

784
00:36:43,200 --> 00:36:45,719
Speaker 1: She will okay, all right, give us your dick tea chest,

785
00:36:46,080 --> 00:36:47,399
Speaker 1: give us your dick sucking tip.

786
00:36:47,480 --> 00:36:49,440
Speaker 2: First of all, who doesn't love a good banana.

787
00:36:49,800 --> 00:36:51,840
Speaker 1: That's a good curve, isn't it. That's what I'm saying.

788
00:36:51,920 --> 00:36:53,640
Speaker 2: Like I had an ex boyfriend with the perfect curve

789
00:36:53,719 --> 00:36:55,919
Speaker 2: and this was it, damn And I loved it because

790
00:36:55,960 --> 00:36:58,919
Speaker 2: it was like the perfect down the throat action, straight

791
00:36:59,000 --> 00:36:59,560
Speaker 2: and narrow for me.

792
00:37:00,120 --> 00:37:03,600
Speaker 1: Know, I like to give a little I get a

793
00:37:03,640 --> 00:37:08,160
Speaker 1: little lick. Oh you do the giggle. That's very porny.

794
00:37:09,800 --> 00:37:10,320
Speaker 1: You giggle.

795
00:37:10,400 --> 00:37:12,560
Speaker 2: Wait, you giggle on the Okay, wait is that one

796
00:37:12,600 --> 00:37:15,680
Speaker 2: of your you giggle on the test. They like watch

797
00:37:16,200 --> 00:37:17,719
Speaker 2: to watch my porn to find out, I guess.

798
00:37:19,120 --> 00:37:21,799
Speaker 1: Okay, So okay, Also, wait, I need you to moan

799
00:37:21,840 --> 00:37:25,120
Speaker 1: and talking to this mike while you do this. Come

800
00:37:25,160 --> 00:37:27,239
Speaker 1: on production, let me audio experience a little bit.

801
00:37:28,760 --> 00:37:31,080
Speaker 2: So for me personally, when I'm when I'm doing it right,

802
00:37:31,160 --> 00:37:32,719
Speaker 2: like I like to lick on it and like tease

803
00:37:32,760 --> 00:37:34,799
Speaker 2: it because it kind of you know, gives that sensuality.

804
00:37:35,200 --> 00:37:37,279
Speaker 2: But when you're ready, when you're ready.

805
00:37:37,320 --> 00:37:39,200
Speaker 1: Okay, you just kind of h.

806
00:37:43,920 --> 00:37:54,080
Speaker 2: Mmm, I like to like you like talking here, you

807
00:37:54,200 --> 00:37:56,560
Speaker 2: love that ship way you talk. You fake talk on

808
00:37:56,640 --> 00:37:58,719
Speaker 2: a dick. Sometimes I like to gag, but you know

809
00:38:00,600 --> 00:38:02,600
Speaker 2: this isn't quite as thick as what most.

810
00:38:05,400 --> 00:38:09,320
Speaker 1: Right now lunch right now. No, I love having that

811
00:38:12,400 --> 00:38:16,520
Speaker 1: mmmm hmm m oh, it's so good.

812
00:38:16,960 --> 00:38:25,080
Speaker 3: Okay, okay, okay, so talking so you tease, that's a

813
00:38:25,120 --> 00:38:25,960
Speaker 3: part of your poor play.

814
00:38:26,160 --> 00:38:27,319
Speaker 2: Hell yeah, I mean okay.

815
00:38:27,520 --> 00:38:29,040
Speaker 1: They want to they want to have that, you know,

816
00:38:29,239 --> 00:38:32,720
Speaker 1: same you know type of like you know, how long.

817
00:38:32,719 --> 00:38:36,520
Speaker 3: Do you sease before you actually go ham? Because how

818
00:38:36,560 --> 00:38:39,239
Speaker 3: long is it before you childish? And he's like, bitch,

819
00:38:39,280 --> 00:38:40,359
Speaker 3: if you don't suck this guy down.

820
00:38:40,560 --> 00:38:42,560
Speaker 2: It just depends on the vibe and the energy that

821
00:38:42,640 --> 00:38:44,719
Speaker 2: they give off or like the way they either maybe

822
00:38:44,840 --> 00:38:46,000
Speaker 2: moan or.

823
00:38:49,000 --> 00:38:52,839
Speaker 1: How hard they get. I guess like that's a good yeah,

824
00:38:53,120 --> 00:38:55,480
Speaker 1: Like I'm realizing, like sometimes the teasing can make it

825
00:38:55,600 --> 00:38:56,160
Speaker 1: even harder.

826
00:38:56,320 --> 00:38:59,799
Speaker 2: Yes, you know like that that that that line part,

827
00:39:00,160 --> 00:39:02,640
Speaker 2: like right where the whole kind of makes that mush.

828
00:39:02,840 --> 00:39:05,440
Speaker 2: I don't Yes, I like to lick and touch and

829
00:39:05,560 --> 00:39:08,000
Speaker 2: play with that part because I've noticed it sometimes and

830
00:39:08,120 --> 00:39:10,920
Speaker 2: it depends on the guy. It makes them super hard

831
00:39:11,040 --> 00:39:14,239
Speaker 2: and but sometimes you just have to swallow the dick

832
00:39:14,320 --> 00:39:16,000
Speaker 2: to get them hard to. I don't know, it's weird.

833
00:39:16,120 --> 00:39:23,520
Speaker 1: Men are weird with your dicks. There is there a

834
00:39:23,640 --> 00:39:27,960
Speaker 1: conversation that you have at all to see how this

835
00:39:28,160 --> 00:39:30,440
Speaker 1: man probably likes to be pleased from the stick, Like

836
00:39:30,880 --> 00:39:33,640
Speaker 1: what what are questions you ask in regards to do

837
00:39:33,760 --> 00:39:35,360
Speaker 1: you prefer hands? Do you like it messy?

838
00:39:35,480 --> 00:39:38,120
Speaker 2: Like? Kind of what are those conversations? Depends on the

839
00:39:38,239 --> 00:39:41,520
Speaker 2: guide to you. Sometimes they come ready and sometimes I don't.

840
00:39:41,360 --> 00:39:42,200
Speaker 1: Have to worry about that.

841
00:39:42,400 --> 00:39:47,360
Speaker 2: But you're right too. Let me know you like me right?

842
00:39:47,440 --> 00:39:48,759
Speaker 2: Do you think you can do you think I could

843
00:39:48,760 --> 00:39:49,960
Speaker 2: take this all the way down my throat?

844
00:39:50,480 --> 00:39:50,719
Speaker 1: Hold on?

845
00:39:50,800 --> 00:39:52,839
Speaker 2: How many hits of the five?

846
00:39:53,000 --> 00:39:53,520
Speaker 1: About five?

847
00:39:54,640 --> 00:39:58,840
Speaker 2: I was about to say, No, this is this between

848
00:39:58,880 --> 00:40:02,680
Speaker 2: my finger and thumb is like five inches like you yeah,

849
00:40:05,480 --> 00:40:06,399
Speaker 2: to the back of your throat.

850
00:40:06,440 --> 00:40:13,680
Speaker 1: Oh my god, who four star bitch? Oh and brought

851
00:40:13,760 --> 00:40:25,239
Speaker 1: having the back at me because she's choking. Oh, I'm sorry, guys,

852
00:40:27,200 --> 00:40:29,320
Speaker 1: she said. She gag goes down.

853
00:40:32,239 --> 00:40:33,040
Speaker 2: And I'm gonna eat it.

854
00:40:33,400 --> 00:40:37,000
Speaker 1: Oh no more.

855
00:40:37,440 --> 00:40:44,560
Speaker 2: No, he was red my face. I know, I'm good.

856
00:40:44,800 --> 00:40:46,359
Speaker 2: It just broke off, so I had to like get

857
00:40:46,400 --> 00:40:48,040
Speaker 2: it up some sorry about.

858
00:40:48,760 --> 00:40:52,279
Speaker 1: I've watch so many videos where like pain and no

859
00:40:52,360 --> 00:40:53,200
Speaker 1: one helped.

860
00:40:53,000 --> 00:40:56,040
Speaker 2: By the way men like that, not the not the

861
00:40:56,160 --> 00:40:59,200
Speaker 2: Oyes water y'all, y'all.

862
00:40:59,640 --> 00:41:02,680
Speaker 1: Bro I almost choked last night. And while I was choking,

863
00:41:02,760 --> 00:41:04,719
Speaker 1: I stopped and he goes, do you think I give

864
00:41:04,760 --> 00:41:07,560
Speaker 1: a fuck about? I was like, oh my god, this

865
00:41:07,680 --> 00:41:09,840
Speaker 1: is such a meaning I like.

866
00:41:10,480 --> 00:41:12,920
Speaker 2: I liked I honestly. Okay, So one of my one

867
00:41:12,960 --> 00:41:14,719
Speaker 2: of my kinks is I like to choke on dick

868
00:41:14,840 --> 00:41:18,160
Speaker 2: so much that makes me like almost pass out. Okay,

869
00:41:19,280 --> 00:41:22,080
Speaker 2: so it's hot. I don't know, but I was sucking

870
00:41:22,320 --> 00:41:24,040
Speaker 2: since I was fourteen. So I mean, I'm just an

871
00:41:24,080 --> 00:41:24,759
Speaker 2: expert at this place.

872
00:41:24,800 --> 00:41:26,200
Speaker 1: And it took you six years?

873
00:41:28,600 --> 00:41:30,839
Speaker 2: Yeah we both did, bitch, it did?

874
00:41:30,880 --> 00:41:31,759
Speaker 1: It took me six years?

875
00:41:32,840 --> 00:41:35,040
Speaker 2: Hears the ship out of me, like with team pregnancy,

876
00:41:35,080 --> 00:41:37,680
Speaker 2: and can I also be can I also be very serious?

877
00:41:39,840 --> 00:41:42,320
Speaker 2: This is why they call women like you Becky, Like

878
00:41:42,480 --> 00:41:43,120
Speaker 2: y'all would.

879
00:41:43,000 --> 00:41:46,520
Speaker 1: Suck dick really early, like you know you you definitely

880
00:41:46,600 --> 00:41:48,880
Speaker 1: proved that myth, right, Okay.

881
00:41:48,840 --> 00:41:50,800
Speaker 2: Wow, So I want to just kind of ask you

882
00:41:50,800 --> 00:41:51,640
Speaker 2: a little bit more about this.

883
00:41:51,840 --> 00:41:56,040
Speaker 1: Yeah, I know I need to tell somebody that look

884
00:41:56,080 --> 00:41:56,239
Speaker 1: at this.

885
00:41:56,680 --> 00:42:00,320
Speaker 3: I know, so I know about sucking dick until you

886
00:42:00,400 --> 00:42:04,239
Speaker 3: throw up? What is sucking dick until you almost passed out?

887
00:42:04,480 --> 00:42:06,000
Speaker 2: It's like you get to the point where like your

888
00:42:06,040 --> 00:42:09,480
Speaker 2: airflow is like obviously you're cut off, right, and then

889
00:42:09,480 --> 00:42:11,759
Speaker 2: you kind of start like seeing stars. And then that's

890
00:42:11,800 --> 00:42:13,120
Speaker 2: when I how does he know?

891
00:42:13,320 --> 00:42:13,360
Speaker 1: Like?

892
00:42:13,440 --> 00:42:15,000
Speaker 2: What is? What is? He don't need to know. It's

893
00:42:15,040 --> 00:42:15,719
Speaker 2: my job to know.

894
00:42:16,719 --> 00:42:17,319
Speaker 1: It's my king.

895
00:42:17,760 --> 00:42:19,480
Speaker 2: You don't need to know. He just needs to enjoy it.

896
00:42:19,600 --> 00:42:19,960
Speaker 2: So what do you?

897
00:42:20,040 --> 00:42:20,400
Speaker 1: What do you do?

898
00:42:20,520 --> 00:42:22,080
Speaker 2: What is your Do you push him off of you?

899
00:42:22,160 --> 00:42:24,839
Speaker 2: Do you? You know? I just I just pull off.

900
00:42:24,960 --> 00:42:27,319
Speaker 2: And you know, cause I usually tell most guys I'm

901
00:42:27,400 --> 00:42:31,480
Speaker 2: in control here, you're not. I'm the one who's exactly

902
00:42:31,560 --> 00:42:33,880
Speaker 2: it's my dick that I'm sucking, and you're gonna you're

903
00:42:33,920 --> 00:42:37,160
Speaker 2: gonna enjoy it, and I have no complaint.

904
00:42:37,280 --> 00:42:40,960
Speaker 1: Have you never? Have you ever passed out my accent yet?

905
00:42:41,080 --> 00:42:41,120
Speaker 2: No?

906
00:42:41,760 --> 00:42:41,960
Speaker 1: Never?

907
00:42:42,080 --> 00:42:44,040
Speaker 2: I mean, okay never, I'll never let that happen because

908
00:42:44,040 --> 00:42:45,800
Speaker 2: I've learned and controlled it and been doing it for

909
00:42:45,880 --> 00:42:48,680
Speaker 2: so long that I've learned to control like the like

910
00:42:48,920 --> 00:42:50,160
Speaker 2: I wonder my.

911
00:42:50,360 --> 00:42:52,439
Speaker 1: Cause I don't see stars. I just get a little

912
00:42:52,520 --> 00:42:54,960
Speaker 1: my focus kids glory. Then that's that's a.

913
00:42:55,160 --> 00:42:55,400
Speaker 2: That's a.

914
00:42:55,520 --> 00:42:57,120
Speaker 1: That's about the right point.

915
00:42:58,520 --> 00:43:00,839
Speaker 2: I be hating, bitch, I just got my last is done.

916
00:43:00,880 --> 00:43:03,040
Speaker 2: Don't maybe cry. I don't let my eyes water. I

917
00:43:03,080 --> 00:43:04,879
Speaker 2: don't like the gag. I fake gag right on the tip.

918
00:43:06,400 --> 00:43:08,799
Speaker 2: I do like that. Oh god, you have to make

919
00:43:08,800 --> 00:43:10,600
Speaker 2: me uncomfortable. Don't touch my head. It just got done.

920
00:43:10,640 --> 00:43:11,200
Speaker 2: Did you pay for this?

921
00:43:11,480 --> 00:43:13,200
Speaker 1: Actually? You know something I want to say that I

922
00:43:13,239 --> 00:43:15,359
Speaker 1: think a lot of women don't know about too much

923
00:43:15,400 --> 00:43:19,239
Speaker 1: spit or gagging. If you have it so sloppy to

924
00:43:19,320 --> 00:43:21,760
Speaker 1: the point where they can't feel it, men need friction.

925
00:43:22,360 --> 00:43:25,480
Speaker 1: It can't be Yeah, it can't be totally destroyed. And

926
00:43:25,520 --> 00:43:27,400
Speaker 1: also it'd be going down their booty crack like you

927
00:43:27,520 --> 00:43:30,280
Speaker 1: kind of that's what they like, and you saying booty

928
00:43:30,320 --> 00:43:34,480
Speaker 1: crack on motherfuckering horrible decisions like we ain't motherfucker goes

929
00:43:34,719 --> 00:43:37,160
Speaker 1: bootlehole every man in this real wolf Do you like

930
00:43:37,239 --> 00:43:41,160
Speaker 1: that at in? I mean no, no, no, no dude.

931
00:43:41,160 --> 00:43:42,560
Speaker 2: Do you want to spit going to your boothhole?

932
00:43:43,920 --> 00:43:46,839
Speaker 1: I love it? Answer you don't like it either. I'm

933
00:43:46,880 --> 00:43:49,000
Speaker 1: telling you I'm not going no no, no. It's not

934
00:43:49,120 --> 00:43:52,960
Speaker 1: like they play it. Couldn't stand up stuck great, then

935
00:43:53,000 --> 00:43:55,759
Speaker 1: it's uncomfortable for men. It's different if.

936
00:43:55,680 --> 00:43:59,040
Speaker 2: You're in it, so I ain't gonna hold you though.

937
00:43:59,120 --> 00:44:00,600
Speaker 2: That's where I've let my tip go.

938
00:44:01,120 --> 00:44:04,880
Speaker 3: If you really is sucking and making making it so

939
00:44:05,040 --> 00:44:06,840
Speaker 3: wet that now my spit is.

940
00:44:07,200 --> 00:44:09,480
Speaker 2: Going down to your to your boot hole.

941
00:44:09,960 --> 00:44:11,840
Speaker 1: What I like to do. That's where I like to use.

942
00:44:11,760 --> 00:44:15,440
Speaker 2: My my knuckles. Now that's no, I'm not playing with

943
00:44:15,480 --> 00:44:18,759
Speaker 2: one knuckle. Don't look like that. So the knuckle is

944
00:44:18,840 --> 00:44:23,040
Speaker 2: just to where it's moist crazing. It's not crazing. I'm

945
00:44:23,120 --> 00:44:26,640
Speaker 2: just grazing. And technically it's like Winch shield wipers in

946
00:44:26,680 --> 00:44:27,279
Speaker 2: the bouta crack.

947
00:44:27,400 --> 00:44:31,120
Speaker 1: Okay, I have a thing. If he's fully naked, then

948
00:44:31,200 --> 00:44:33,759
Speaker 1: I'll do it. If there's the gens are on, if

949
00:44:33,760 --> 00:44:35,160
Speaker 1: we're in the car if you just pulled it down

950
00:44:35,160 --> 00:44:36,719
Speaker 1: a little bit, you can't be making that much of

951
00:44:36,719 --> 00:44:38,000
Speaker 1: a mess, right.

952
00:44:38,040 --> 00:44:39,680
Speaker 3: You have to know when to make the mess and

953
00:44:39,680 --> 00:44:42,759
Speaker 3: when not to make the mess. That's a fact, iful, Okay.

954
00:44:42,760 --> 00:44:46,600
Speaker 3: And the other day I was stuck in this dick

955
00:44:46,640 --> 00:44:49,200
Speaker 3: and I said, sir, I have a full face on.

956
00:44:49,320 --> 00:44:51,920
Speaker 3: If you don't take your goddamn wife beater and Khaki's off,

957
00:44:52,160 --> 00:44:53,200
Speaker 3: my whole face about.

958
00:44:52,960 --> 00:44:53,279
Speaker 2: To be all.

959
00:44:53,920 --> 00:44:55,000
Speaker 1: You got to get naked.

960
00:44:55,000 --> 00:44:56,880
Speaker 2: You gotta be maked. Can this face is beat and

961
00:44:56,960 --> 00:44:58,400
Speaker 2: it will end up on you?

962
00:44:58,680 --> 00:44:59,600
Speaker 1: Yes, exactly.

963
00:44:59,640 --> 00:45:02,120
Speaker 2: And I told Kaki the white beater got to come

964
00:45:02,160 --> 00:45:04,239
Speaker 2: off playing. My mouth is like a waterfall, so like

965
00:45:04,360 --> 00:45:06,120
Speaker 2: I have to tell them. I put a towel underneath

966
00:45:06,120 --> 00:45:08,600
Speaker 2: their ass and say, hey, look you're about to have.

967
00:45:09,640 --> 00:45:11,400
Speaker 2: Mouth is a water You're about to have one of

968
00:45:11,440 --> 00:45:14,440
Speaker 2: the sloppies blowjobs you've ever had. So I'm please it

969
00:45:14,520 --> 00:45:16,520
Speaker 2: on a towel, so we're good. I don't get my

970
00:45:16,560 --> 00:45:18,200
Speaker 2: bed wet or you know whatever.

971
00:45:18,400 --> 00:45:19,360
Speaker 1: Yeah, no, hunt, I.

972
00:45:19,440 --> 00:45:25,040
Speaker 2: Have literally two two waterproof like towels that I bring

973
00:45:25,160 --> 00:45:28,120
Speaker 2: with me. Wait, you travel with waterproof towels? I have

974
00:45:28,280 --> 00:45:33,160
Speaker 2: to because of your head game. I'm so in you're

975
00:45:33,160 --> 00:45:35,040
Speaker 2: a squirter. I was trying to say, but my head

976
00:45:35,080 --> 00:45:37,120
Speaker 2: game is sloppy. It's it's really good.

977
00:45:37,560 --> 00:45:39,280
Speaker 1: So I'm only seeing one of your videos.

978
00:45:39,400 --> 00:45:42,200
Speaker 3: Well, I gotta watch all the other ones. I would

979
00:45:42,280 --> 00:45:44,840
Speaker 3: love to know real quick. Yes, you know that you

980
00:45:44,960 --> 00:45:48,640
Speaker 3: are a squirter. You know that your head is sloppy. Yes,

981
00:45:49,600 --> 00:45:54,480
Speaker 3: you travel with waterproof towels. Can you please narrate how

982
00:45:54,560 --> 00:45:57,160
Speaker 3: you have to lay this down prior to having sex

983
00:45:57,200 --> 00:45:58,280
Speaker 3: with maybe a new partner.

984
00:45:58,680 --> 00:46:00,400
Speaker 2: That isn't a word, like, how do you even let

985
00:46:00,440 --> 00:46:01,040
Speaker 2: them know gott to.

986
00:46:01,080 --> 00:46:01,640
Speaker 1: Lay the soul?

987
00:46:02,000 --> 00:46:04,920
Speaker 2: I mean I just basically say to them, hey, I squirt,

988
00:46:05,040 --> 00:46:07,640
Speaker 2: I laid down this towel to help keep everything dry.

989
00:46:08,120 --> 00:46:10,160
Speaker 2: I hope that's cool. And a lot of times they're like, yeah,

990
00:46:10,200 --> 00:46:13,239
Speaker 2: that's cool. They're like yeah, all right, nobody.

991
00:46:13,360 --> 00:46:16,880
Speaker 1: You're scene and scene and scene and saying I have

992
00:46:17,000 --> 00:46:19,160
Speaker 1: a whole mail that I wanted to bring up because

993
00:46:19,400 --> 00:46:21,400
Speaker 1: it's all about fetishizing. I want to know where the

994
00:46:21,480 --> 00:46:24,960
Speaker 1: line is right. So the whole mail was actually something

995
00:46:25,040 --> 00:46:29,279
Speaker 1: a listener sent in to me, okay, and I was like, okay,

996
00:46:29,320 --> 00:46:31,080
Speaker 1: it'll be a little tea. I'll read it to the Pika.

997
00:46:32,360 --> 00:46:34,680
Speaker 1: She really thought, I don't know. I feel like she

998
00:46:34,800 --> 00:46:36,239
Speaker 1: really was trying to check me, and I thought it

999
00:46:36,320 --> 00:46:38,600
Speaker 1: was weird just to check you. But also at the

1000
00:46:38,640 --> 00:46:41,080
Speaker 1: same time, I was like, I guess I see why

1001
00:46:41,200 --> 00:46:45,120
Speaker 1: she said it. I don't know. Oh fuck, I can't

1002
00:46:45,120 --> 00:46:46,520
Speaker 1: find her name. Keep talking, keep talking.

1003
00:46:46,880 --> 00:46:49,440
Speaker 3: Okay, Well, before we get into whole mail, there were

1004
00:46:49,560 --> 00:46:51,800
Speaker 3: some things that I just wanted to bring up wrapping

1005
00:46:51,880 --> 00:46:54,480
Speaker 3: up the horrible decision. So I did end up looking

1006
00:46:54,680 --> 00:46:58,359
Speaker 3: up size kinks, okay, And I just kind of wanted

1007
00:46:58,440 --> 00:47:01,240
Speaker 3: to run through a few in case someone was interested

1008
00:47:01,280 --> 00:47:04,239
Speaker 3: in searching certain categories. What they can expect in those

1009
00:47:06,239 --> 00:47:09,839
Speaker 3: sup size kink, of course comes from Urban Dictionary, because

1010
00:47:09,840 --> 00:47:12,640
Speaker 3: maybe they made it simple for us. That's being turned

1011
00:47:12,680 --> 00:47:15,960
Speaker 3: on or aroused at a distinct difference in size and

1012
00:47:16,000 --> 00:47:19,080
Speaker 3: comparison to your partner. Usually this does include, by the way,

1013
00:47:19,120 --> 00:47:23,000
Speaker 3: it's not just weight. It also includes height. It includes

1014
00:47:23,080 --> 00:47:27,880
Speaker 3: muscle size as well as penis size. It is generally

1015
00:47:28,040 --> 00:47:31,200
Speaker 3: used when referring to a submissive being turned on by

1016
00:47:31,280 --> 00:47:34,560
Speaker 3: being smaller than their partner. And I wanted to talk

1017
00:47:34,600 --> 00:47:37,360
Speaker 3: to you about that because where we normally think of

1018
00:47:37,760 --> 00:47:42,839
Speaker 3: sub and dom in a somewhat physical way, or how

1019
00:47:42,920 --> 00:47:45,800
Speaker 3: you speak to someone or how you adhere, maybe some

1020
00:47:46,080 --> 00:47:48,000
Speaker 3: sort of slapping or abuse.

1021
00:47:50,239 --> 00:47:52,360
Speaker 1: Men then who normally want to deal.

1022
00:47:52,239 --> 00:47:55,400
Speaker 3: With you, how do you feel like they enter into

1023
00:47:55,560 --> 00:47:59,080
Speaker 3: their submissive role being that you're normally larger than them

1024
00:47:59,200 --> 00:48:00,440
Speaker 3: in size or stature.

1025
00:48:01,080 --> 00:48:03,960
Speaker 2: A lot of times they want me to smother them,

1026
00:48:04,239 --> 00:48:06,279
Speaker 2: and so they'll be up underneath me, and so I'm

1027
00:48:06,320 --> 00:48:09,000
Speaker 2: able to assert my dominance that way by putting all

1028
00:48:09,080 --> 00:48:11,799
Speaker 2: my weight or just sitting my big ass on their

1029
00:48:11,840 --> 00:48:16,040
Speaker 2: face like they want, no, no, she ain't killed nobody.

1030
00:48:16,640 --> 00:48:17,440
Speaker 1: How do you do they do?

1031
00:48:17,560 --> 00:48:20,799
Speaker 2: You have to see usually they tap or well push

1032
00:48:20,880 --> 00:48:23,120
Speaker 2: my push me up off, like there's breath. Play is

1033
00:48:23,120 --> 00:48:26,880
Speaker 2: a huge kink when it comes to size play as well. Okay,

1034
00:48:27,719 --> 00:48:30,240
Speaker 2: I've had people ask me to do giant test content

1035
00:48:30,360 --> 00:48:32,600
Speaker 2: and I'm not even I'm not I'm under six foot.

1036
00:48:33,000 --> 00:48:35,759
Speaker 2: But there's certain angles you can do, right, you know

1037
00:48:35,880 --> 00:48:39,960
Speaker 2: for that, but like you know, small giant, explain what that? Yeah,

1038
00:48:40,000 --> 00:48:43,720
Speaker 2: So basically giant, it's like, uh, let's say, for instance,

1039
00:48:43,760 --> 00:48:47,160
Speaker 2: I have like a little little person, right, it's that side.

1040
00:48:47,160 --> 00:48:47,920
Speaker 1: It's like a figuration.

1041
00:48:48,080 --> 00:48:50,960
Speaker 2: It's like a figurine, like a little figurine person, right,

1042
00:48:51,239 --> 00:48:54,360
Speaker 2: and so people a lot of times will have the

1043
00:48:54,480 --> 00:48:57,040
Speaker 2: camera situated to a way it looks makes me look

1044
00:48:57,080 --> 00:48:59,600
Speaker 2: really tall, and this person obviously is small.

1045
00:48:59,719 --> 00:49:00,560
Speaker 1: It's right.

1046
00:49:00,920 --> 00:49:04,480
Speaker 2: I have had people ask me to squash gummy bears

1047
00:49:04,560 --> 00:49:07,839
Speaker 2: to represent small people and then turn around and eat

1048
00:49:07,880 --> 00:49:09,880
Speaker 2: them so that they are stuck in my tummy for

1049
00:49:09,920 --> 00:49:12,719
Speaker 2: forever and ever, like giant. You ain't even, you ain't even.

1050
00:49:13,000 --> 00:49:14,719
Speaker 2: They just wanted you to smash some gummy beer.

1051
00:49:15,120 --> 00:49:15,480
Speaker 1: I'm mad.

1052
00:49:19,120 --> 00:49:22,279
Speaker 2: Custom custom videos are a really big thing in the

1053
00:49:22,360 --> 00:49:26,120
Speaker 2: plus size and even regular sex community. But plus size,

1054
00:49:26,160 --> 00:49:27,400
Speaker 2: you know, big girls, we get a lot of the

1055
00:49:27,520 --> 00:49:30,080
Speaker 2: really crazy, like what are.

1056
00:49:30,040 --> 00:49:33,520
Speaker 1: Some of the other weird requests you've gotten? Let's get it,

1057
00:49:33,600 --> 00:49:34,960
Speaker 1: sawdy fluid stuff?

1058
00:49:36,160 --> 00:49:38,960
Speaker 2: How weird is at this point it's not, but we're

1059
00:49:38,960 --> 00:49:41,839
Speaker 2: talking the other one plus the menstrual cycle ones.

1060
00:49:41,920 --> 00:49:43,080
Speaker 1: What about the ship? What do I want you to

1061
00:49:43,120 --> 00:49:43,480
Speaker 1: do with the ship?

1062
00:49:43,560 --> 00:49:45,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's what I'm saying, what they want you to do. Oh,

1063
00:49:45,200 --> 00:49:46,960
Speaker 2: I've had people ask me to eat it. I've had

1064
00:49:47,000 --> 00:49:48,040
Speaker 2: people ask me.

1065
00:49:48,280 --> 00:49:50,080
Speaker 1: To you for that.

1066
00:49:50,680 --> 00:49:54,880
Speaker 2: It depends it's how much I charge, how much how

1067
00:49:54,960 --> 00:49:59,919
Speaker 2: much you charge? So you never, oh never.

1068
00:50:00,480 --> 00:50:01,319
Speaker 1: So that's a hard note.

1069
00:50:01,360 --> 00:50:03,640
Speaker 2: But that's a hard note for me. But there are

1070
00:50:04,120 --> 00:50:06,200
Speaker 2: females that will do it. Yep, there are females who

1071
00:50:06,200 --> 00:50:09,520
Speaker 2: will actually do sessions with men. We've talked about that, right,

1072
00:50:09,600 --> 00:50:13,839
Speaker 2: who will eat the ship? It's what's the going rate

1073
00:50:13,920 --> 00:50:16,080
Speaker 2: for eating your own ship? I don't know because I

1074
00:50:16,120 --> 00:50:17,920
Speaker 2: don't do it well. How much they done offered you?

1075
00:50:18,239 --> 00:50:21,520
Speaker 1: And oh no, how much I would like? How much

1076
00:50:21,560 --> 00:50:23,040
Speaker 1: I would charge? I don't even know.

1077
00:50:23,800 --> 00:50:25,520
Speaker 2: You don't know that number. You don't know that number

1078
00:50:25,640 --> 00:50:28,480
Speaker 2: personally because I've I've never had waity.

1079
00:50:28,640 --> 00:50:29,000
Speaker 1: How much?

1080
00:50:29,080 --> 00:50:31,759
Speaker 2: How much would you charge? You know? You should reach

1081
00:50:31,800 --> 00:50:36,000
Speaker 2: out to You should reach out to Goddess Nadia, god.

1082
00:50:38,120 --> 00:50:41,719
Speaker 1: Scat person. Okay, that is her like her bread and butter.

1083
00:50:42,800 --> 00:50:45,680
Speaker 1: So you you said no to that? I would love

1084
00:50:45,760 --> 00:50:47,239
Speaker 1: to know before we get into this home mail.

1085
00:50:47,800 --> 00:50:52,440
Speaker 3: What is the weirdest request you received that you agreed

1086
00:50:52,480 --> 00:50:54,560
Speaker 3: to and how much did you get for it?

1087
00:50:57,040 --> 00:50:59,880
Speaker 2: Quite honest with you, I've really not done anything that

1088
00:51:00,200 --> 00:51:02,840
Speaker 2: I'm not comfortable with doing. But I can tell you

1089
00:51:03,000 --> 00:51:07,600
Speaker 2: one of the most eye opening obscure ones was a

1090
00:51:07,719 --> 00:51:12,160
Speaker 2: man wanted to pay me ten thousand dollars to step on.

1091
00:51:12,239 --> 00:51:13,160
Speaker 1: A live animal.

1092
00:51:14,520 --> 00:51:17,840
Speaker 2: We hear that, why do we hear that someone.

1093
00:51:17,640 --> 00:51:19,600
Speaker 1: Is a big fetish? What was the animal?

1094
00:51:19,960 --> 00:51:20,120
Speaker 2: It was?

1095
00:51:20,360 --> 00:51:22,439
Speaker 1: It was just what a small something small?

1096
00:51:22,640 --> 00:51:24,640
Speaker 3: If you wouldn't I would have stepped on my motherfucking

1097
00:51:24,640 --> 00:51:25,600
Speaker 3: aunt for ten thousand.

1098
00:51:26,080 --> 00:51:30,800
Speaker 2: Well, I don't have the has to have the anatomy

1099
00:51:31,000 --> 00:51:33,200
Speaker 2: to be able to break and scrush, and so I'm

1100
00:51:33,200 --> 00:51:35,719
Speaker 2: thinking something like making a mouse or something. And to me,

1101
00:51:35,960 --> 00:51:40,239
Speaker 2: I'm so against that, Like I was really like appalled,

1102
00:51:40,360 --> 00:51:43,239
Speaker 2: but so intrigued by it, just because I'm like, I've

1103
00:51:43,360 --> 00:51:45,719
Speaker 2: never had anybody asked me to do this.

1104
00:51:47,239 --> 00:51:48,400
Speaker 1: I know what you want me to ring U right now.

1105
00:51:49,280 --> 00:51:50,799
Speaker 1: I went to a fucking DVD store where they had

1106
00:51:50,800 --> 00:51:53,440
Speaker 1: a bunch of animal porn. It's called Blue Door DVD.

1107
00:51:53,800 --> 00:51:56,440
Speaker 1: It's on Seventh Street. We were literally walking to a bookstore.

1108
00:51:56,680 --> 00:51:59,279
Speaker 1: I mean, not be Karsha, I mean.

1109
00:52:00,840 --> 00:52:01,239
Speaker 2: We go in.

1110
00:52:01,320 --> 00:52:03,400
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh yeah, man, let's pick a porn. So

1111
00:52:03,520 --> 00:52:05,440
Speaker 1: we get through the aisles and one of the aisles

1112
00:52:05,480 --> 00:52:07,520
Speaker 1: has animals. Oh my god. Right, we go to the

1113
00:52:07,560 --> 00:52:10,880
Speaker 1: next aisle and we're like, oh shit, like four fucking

1114
00:52:10,960 --> 00:52:13,759
Speaker 1: tears of animal porn. The place is known for animal porn,

1115
00:52:14,600 --> 00:52:17,399
Speaker 1: like wait, wait Dog was one of the titles. Oh wait, wait,

1116
00:52:17,480 --> 00:52:21,600
Speaker 1: they were fucking animals wait BC reality. But also the

1117
00:52:21,680 --> 00:52:23,880
Speaker 1: smushing was smushing was in there too. Wow.

1118
00:52:24,320 --> 00:52:26,200
Speaker 2: And that's the biggest and the craziest one. The other

1119
00:52:26,239 --> 00:52:28,759
Speaker 2: ones have been more scat related, and because my ass

1120
00:52:28,880 --> 00:52:30,200
Speaker 2: is so big so that they want to see that.

1121
00:52:30,480 --> 00:52:32,839
Speaker 2: You know, I've done some scat videos, but it's more

1122
00:52:33,040 --> 00:52:36,560
Speaker 2: just the act of but not me doing anything with it,

1123
00:52:36,680 --> 00:52:38,200
Speaker 2: no touching, nothing like that.

1124
00:52:38,360 --> 00:52:41,960
Speaker 1: Like how much do you get paid to ship on camera? Charge?

1125
00:52:42,239 --> 00:52:46,080
Speaker 1: Like four hundred for the video? Shit? Yeah? Yeah, damn.

1126
00:52:46,160 --> 00:52:47,799
Speaker 1: Have you ever seen the ship come out of your butt?

1127
00:52:48,160 --> 00:52:48,640
Speaker 2: Yeah? Have you?

1128
00:52:49,239 --> 00:52:52,000
Speaker 1: By the way, I looked at my own ship on

1129
00:52:52,080 --> 00:52:56,200
Speaker 1: a camera. I went to a toilet. It went to

1130
00:52:56,280 --> 00:52:58,040
Speaker 1: a toilet. You don't know. This is the first time

1131
00:52:58,040 --> 00:53:00,879
Speaker 1: I've ever seen my own ship, not just looking at it. Wait,

1132
00:53:01,560 --> 00:53:04,879
Speaker 1: it's called Rise Nation. It's a gym. It's not that great.

1133
00:53:04,960 --> 00:53:06,719
Speaker 1: I'm not trying to like pub them, but they have

1134
00:53:06,800 --> 00:53:10,480
Speaker 1: a it's a gym and tribecker and basically there's mirrors

1135
00:53:10,520 --> 00:53:12,960
Speaker 1: all over the bathroom down to the floor, right, And

1136
00:53:13,200 --> 00:53:15,160
Speaker 1: of course I'm not sitting my ass doat on the toilet,

1137
00:53:15,880 --> 00:53:17,920
Speaker 1: so I'm shitty and I'm looking at like, oh, bro,

1138
00:53:18,040 --> 00:53:19,880
Speaker 1: that's nat. I'm like, oh my god, this is so

1139
00:53:20,080 --> 00:53:24,800
Speaker 1: fucking hold you. I've never seen it before. I apologize

1140
00:53:25,719 --> 00:53:27,880
Speaker 1: at the end for any of y'all niggas listened to

1141
00:53:28,239 --> 00:53:32,360
Speaker 1: eating lunch. The fuck niggas be at work, bro, Sorry,

1142
00:53:32,719 --> 00:53:35,680
Speaker 1: now y'all going to y'all gotta ship your coffee out anyway.

1143
00:53:35,760 --> 00:53:38,360
Speaker 1: I know you listen go in there real quick and

1144
00:53:38,400 --> 00:53:39,600
Speaker 1: be like, oh yeah, how much does it cost to

1145
00:53:39,600 --> 00:53:41,120
Speaker 1: do a class? And they'd be like, can use your bathroom?

1146
00:53:41,480 --> 00:53:43,560
Speaker 1: Watch yourself ship. It's the most interesting interesting.

1147
00:53:43,960 --> 00:53:46,680
Speaker 2: It was crazy did your did your did your bootle

1148
00:53:46,719 --> 00:53:48,240
Speaker 2: hole rosebud girl?

1149
00:53:48,520 --> 00:53:52,919
Speaker 1: Anyway, it was a simple ship. It was a clean ship.

1150
00:53:53,120 --> 00:53:55,359
Speaker 1: I'm telling you. It's like a McDonald's ice cream machine.

1151
00:53:55,400 --> 00:53:55,560
Speaker 2: For me.

1152
00:53:55,600 --> 00:53:57,439
Speaker 1: It's very clean. It's just right out, it's done.

1153
00:53:57,560 --> 00:53:59,680
Speaker 3: Oh my god, I'm not funny because but you want

1154
00:53:59,719 --> 00:54:02,480
Speaker 3: to drink fucking matching asta e bowls like I know

1155
00:54:02,600 --> 00:54:03,120
Speaker 3: you be shit.

1156
00:54:03,239 --> 00:54:05,360
Speaker 1: I'm two times today bad bro. Let me tell you,

1157
00:54:05,520 --> 00:54:08,000
Speaker 1: speaking of as much as I be shitting, I'm going

1158
00:54:08,080 --> 00:54:09,960
Speaker 1: on my longest trip with a dude ever minus when

1159
00:54:09,960 --> 00:54:12,400
Speaker 1: I lived in Mexico. My EXE. We're going to Hawaii

1160
00:54:12,440 --> 00:54:14,239
Speaker 1: for a week, and all I kept needing myself is like,

1161
00:54:14,560 --> 00:54:16,160
Speaker 1: how am I gonna act like I have to keep

1162
00:54:16,200 --> 00:54:18,759
Speaker 1: taking phone calls? I don't want to share. I'll just

1163
00:54:18,920 --> 00:54:19,600
Speaker 1: go do it.

1164
00:54:20,040 --> 00:54:22,680
Speaker 2: No, your I ain't gonna hold you. When me and

1165
00:54:22,800 --> 00:54:25,319
Speaker 2: my eggs was together, baby in the morning, you're taking

1166
00:54:25,360 --> 00:54:28,360
Speaker 2: a shower. Baby, I'm shitting shitt want you in the shower?

1167
00:54:28,800 --> 00:54:29,000
Speaker 1: See?

1168
00:54:29,080 --> 00:54:30,960
Speaker 2: But that? How well, how comfortable are you with this

1169
00:54:31,080 --> 00:54:31,560
Speaker 2: person though?

1170
00:54:31,880 --> 00:54:32,680
Speaker 1: You gotta be fucked up?

1171
00:54:32,680 --> 00:54:34,759
Speaker 2: How comfortable are you see my ass that night?

1172
00:54:35,520 --> 00:54:38,239
Speaker 1: Anything with him? Except it's just it's not the comfortability

1173
00:54:38,280 --> 00:54:40,239
Speaker 1: for me. It's just like I don't want him to.

1174
00:54:40,239 --> 00:54:43,759
Speaker 2: See you can't believe he knows that you're a human being.

1175
00:54:45,400 --> 00:54:48,440
Speaker 1: Okay. So speaking of damn, why is the hair everywhere

1176
00:54:48,440 --> 00:54:49,359
Speaker 1: all over this pillow? Okay?

1177
00:54:50,520 --> 00:54:51,600
Speaker 2: So now let's get it.

1178
00:54:51,719 --> 00:54:53,880
Speaker 1: Here's this girl who gave me a read, but I

1179
00:54:53,880 --> 00:54:57,440
Speaker 1: don't feel like the read was worthy. Okay. So she

1180
00:54:57,640 --> 00:54:59,640
Speaker 1: has been listening to Horrible for a long time and

1181
00:54:59,719 --> 00:55:03,600
Speaker 1: said this in after listening to the episode about the forsome. Okay,

1182
00:55:03,640 --> 00:55:05,719
Speaker 1: we're at a fourthsome in Mexico with the two with

1183
00:55:05,800 --> 00:55:07,879
Speaker 1: the lesbian couple with one of which I kept calling

1184
00:55:07,880 --> 00:55:08,600
Speaker 1: the butch bitch.

1185
00:55:09,480 --> 00:55:11,200
Speaker 2: Which I don't feel like that was a slur.

1186
00:55:11,360 --> 00:55:14,080
Speaker 1: It's not like I called her the one we need

1187
00:55:14,120 --> 00:55:17,400
Speaker 1: to believe that anyways. I used to really enjoy the podcast,

1188
00:55:17,480 --> 00:55:19,719
Speaker 1: but recently feel like Wheezy has been reckless when it comes,

1189
00:55:19,840 --> 00:55:22,880
Speaker 1: incredibly reckless when it comes to a narrative she has

1190
00:55:22,960 --> 00:55:26,359
Speaker 1: about settling down listening to beginning episodes versus now, it's

1191
00:55:26,440 --> 00:55:28,880
Speaker 1: just disappointing. This episode put the nail on the coffin,

1192
00:55:29,160 --> 00:55:31,400
Speaker 1: and it was the foresome discussion. When you allowed your

1193
00:55:31,560 --> 00:55:35,440
Speaker 1: man to fetish size another gay person and also allowed

1194
00:55:35,520 --> 00:55:38,560
Speaker 1: yourself to be fetishized by white women, it just didn't

1195
00:55:38,560 --> 00:55:40,640
Speaker 1: seem to align with the person you've portrayed yourself to be.

1196
00:55:40,719 --> 00:55:43,640
Speaker 1: And I'm not saying this shit to y'all to be disrespectful,

1197
00:55:43,960 --> 00:55:46,480
Speaker 1: but as a dedicated listener, it was really disappointing to

1198
00:55:46,560 --> 00:55:50,080
Speaker 1: hear how to hear Wheezy's side on this podcast. I

1199
00:55:50,239 --> 00:55:52,200
Speaker 1: hope if y'all see this, you can be more considerate

1200
00:55:52,239 --> 00:55:54,480
Speaker 1: of the narrative you create around your sexuality, because it's

1201
00:55:54,520 --> 00:55:56,520
Speaker 1: not giving safe space the way it used to.

1202
00:55:57,080 --> 00:56:01,000
Speaker 2: Oh now, interesting, no, bitch, you responded, I want oh yeah, ye,

1203
00:56:01,000 --> 00:56:02,720
Speaker 2: I'm gonna read my oh okay rail response.

1204
00:56:03,040 --> 00:56:08,239
Speaker 1: The foursome conversation basically was about this lesbian couple that

1205
00:56:08,360 --> 00:56:10,200
Speaker 1: wanted to fuck us, and we wanted to fuck them.

1206
00:56:10,360 --> 00:56:12,319
Speaker 1: First episode of the year, I want to go back.

1207
00:56:12,680 --> 00:56:15,400
Speaker 1: He was like super interested because the girl had never

1208
00:56:15,480 --> 00:56:16,919
Speaker 1: had sex with a man. He was like, Oh my god,

1209
00:56:17,160 --> 00:56:17,400
Speaker 1: this is.

1210
00:56:17,360 --> 00:56:19,359
Speaker 2: An opportunity to do something that you know, I'll never

1211
00:56:19,400 --> 00:56:21,239
Speaker 2: get to do the next thing I don't remember me

1212
00:56:21,320 --> 00:56:23,680
Speaker 2: for life and forever right exactly, And so it was like,

1213
00:56:23,760 --> 00:56:26,880
Speaker 2: oh shit, like this is okay. So I said, I

1214
00:56:26,960 --> 00:56:27,680
Speaker 2: had so much fun.

1215
00:56:27,760 --> 00:56:29,840
Speaker 1: I lived in the moment. I don't think anything was

1216
00:56:29,880 --> 00:56:33,720
Speaker 1: wrong with him having a fantasy about fucking a mask lesbian,

1217
00:56:34,239 --> 00:56:36,759
Speaker 1: especially when that's never you know, has It's so clear

1218
00:56:36,840 --> 00:56:39,040
Speaker 1: that I was considered of them and their feelings and

1219
00:56:39,320 --> 00:56:41,759
Speaker 1: us being a safe space to experience a hetero couple

1220
00:56:42,040 --> 00:56:43,640
Speaker 1: that I really don't know how much I better could

1221
00:56:43,640 --> 00:56:46,160
Speaker 1: have handled the situation the four of us mutually wanted

1222
00:56:46,200 --> 00:56:49,160
Speaker 1: to be in. For example, one of them started getting emotional.

1223
00:56:49,239 --> 00:56:51,560
Speaker 1: He didn't notice because he's fucking enjoying pussy. But I

1224
00:56:51,680 --> 00:56:55,279
Speaker 1: literally stopped left, went in the bathroom and comforted her

1225
00:56:55,280 --> 00:56:58,359
Speaker 1: while she was crying. She wasn't uncomfortable about him being

1226
00:56:58,400 --> 00:57:03,680
Speaker 1: there was more hard provocating, but anyway, So in the scenario,

1227
00:57:04,920 --> 00:57:07,719
Speaker 1: there was a few situations with them, like gawking over him,

1228
00:57:07,719 --> 00:57:10,560
Speaker 1: and then she talks about this. Appreciate the acknowledgment. Still

1229
00:57:10,560 --> 00:57:12,400
Speaker 1: a fan. Didn't mean any disrespect. We're not going to

1230
00:57:12,440 --> 00:57:14,719
Speaker 1: agree on everything. I wanted to say my peace. Didn't

1231
00:57:14,760 --> 00:57:17,840
Speaker 1: think you'd respond. It was really the language and actions

1232
00:57:18,280 --> 00:57:21,080
Speaker 1: playing in his hair and the fixating on her never

1233
00:57:21,400 --> 00:57:23,280
Speaker 1: have been with a man. It was a bit hard

1234
00:57:23,360 --> 00:57:26,240
Speaker 1: to listen to as a gay woman who's been fetishized.

1235
00:57:27,320 --> 00:57:30,800
Speaker 1: That's how I interpreted it. I'm sorry, when are we

1236
00:57:30,880 --> 00:57:33,640
Speaker 1: going to ever be able to explore anything? Then? Yeah,

1237
00:57:33,920 --> 00:57:37,080
Speaker 1: like I understand how she might feel because guys have

1238
00:57:37,160 --> 00:57:40,440
Speaker 1: probably made her feel uncomfortable. Bijon, think you heard me

1239
00:57:40,480 --> 00:57:43,440
Speaker 1: when I say nobody's wanted to fuck anymore on anyone

1240
00:57:43,520 --> 00:57:44,920
Speaker 1: more on the planet than these two bigees want to

1241
00:57:44,920 --> 00:57:48,800
Speaker 1: fuck us. They were ridiculous. So they're fetishizing us, whether

1242
00:57:48,840 --> 00:57:51,480
Speaker 1: it's black chas dreads us being straight, whatever it was,

1243
00:57:52,640 --> 00:57:54,840
Speaker 1: Why couldn't we do the same, and also, why is

1244
00:57:54,880 --> 00:57:58,720
Speaker 1: it super unhealthy to fetishize anything. And so that's why

1245
00:57:58,760 --> 00:58:00,640
Speaker 1: I wanted to have this conversation with you, because I'm like,

1246
00:58:01,200 --> 00:58:03,760
Speaker 1: I'm sure someone wanted to fuck you just because of

1247
00:58:03,840 --> 00:58:06,600
Speaker 1: yourself absolutely all the time. When the time, when is

1248
00:58:06,640 --> 00:58:07,920
Speaker 1: it okay and not okay?

1249
00:58:08,960 --> 00:58:11,439
Speaker 2: I think it's on how you how you how someone

1250
00:58:11,480 --> 00:58:13,640
Speaker 2: comes and approaches you about it. I think it's about

1251
00:58:13,640 --> 00:58:16,240
Speaker 2: the approach and about the conversation you have about it.

1252
00:58:16,400 --> 00:58:19,000
Speaker 2: Like there are guys that all the time, you know,

1253
00:58:19,040 --> 00:58:21,080
Speaker 2: they'll gawk over you. Oh my god, you're so big.

1254
00:58:21,200 --> 00:58:22,080
Speaker 4: I just can't.

1255
00:58:22,200 --> 00:58:23,640
Speaker 2: You know, I've never been with a big girl before.

1256
00:58:23,640 --> 00:58:25,560
Speaker 2: I've always wanted to try it. That's the biggest line

1257
00:58:25,600 --> 00:58:26,800
Speaker 2: I get all the time.

1258
00:58:27,000 --> 00:58:31,959
Speaker 1: And you don't like that line. Honestly, I don't.

1259
00:58:32,160 --> 00:58:34,560
Speaker 2: I don't really care anymore. I really have gotten to

1260
00:58:34,640 --> 00:58:36,840
Speaker 2: that point where I'm like, I know I'm a big girl.

1261
00:58:36,920 --> 00:58:38,640
Speaker 2: I know I'm gonna get fetishized. I kind of just

1262
00:58:38,680 --> 00:58:41,160
Speaker 2: start like going, okay, yeah, I get it all right,

1263
00:58:41,560 --> 00:58:44,760
Speaker 2: you know, and I just kind of like try to

1264
00:58:44,920 --> 00:58:48,640
Speaker 2: just not be mean because I get where.

1265
00:58:48,520 --> 00:58:49,200
Speaker 1: They're coming from.

1266
00:58:49,360 --> 00:58:52,560
Speaker 2: I'm I know I fetishized black men sometimes, I know

1267
00:58:52,680 --> 00:58:54,520
Speaker 2: I do, and I don't mean to but I.

1268
00:58:54,560 --> 00:58:57,040
Speaker 1: Get so attracted or I get so like, oh my god,

1269
00:58:57,360 --> 00:58:59,960
Speaker 1: oh my, oh my god, oh my god, what is big?

1270
00:59:00,240 --> 00:59:00,720
Speaker 1: You know what I mean?

1271
00:59:00,840 --> 00:59:03,800
Speaker 2: Like, I know, I do the same thing most definitely

1272
00:59:04,440 --> 00:59:08,560
Speaker 2: without anything, without any malice, without any malice. It's never

1273
00:59:08,600 --> 00:59:10,920
Speaker 2: any malice. And behind my fetish sizing. So you've been

1274
00:59:10,960 --> 00:59:13,200
Speaker 2: able because you know that you look at maybe black

1275
00:59:13,280 --> 00:59:13,800
Speaker 2: men that way.

1276
00:59:14,600 --> 00:59:17,560
Speaker 1: As a white woman, you're just like, I'm not going

1277
00:59:17,680 --> 00:59:21,120
Speaker 1: to demonize someone for fetishizing me as a bigger.

1278
00:59:21,200 --> 00:59:24,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, well either way, you know she's white.

1279
00:59:24,760 --> 00:59:26,560
Speaker 1: Was really honest, I I.

1280
00:59:28,160 --> 00:59:29,400
Speaker 2: And I don't want that to come off as me

1281
00:59:29,520 --> 00:59:33,720
Speaker 2: being like rude or saying you know that's I do

1282
00:59:33,800 --> 00:59:36,320
Speaker 2: it all the time. No, it happens occasionally. It's not

1283
00:59:36,480 --> 00:59:38,640
Speaker 2: like I do it all the time. Sometimes I just

1284
00:59:38,720 --> 00:59:41,080
Speaker 2: see something that I like and i've you know, I'm like.

1285
00:59:41,160 --> 00:59:44,560
Speaker 1: Oh my god, Like I think the mutual fetishizing too, right, Yeah,

1286
00:59:44,720 --> 00:59:47,000
Speaker 1: let's say that it is because you're white or because

1287
00:59:47,000 --> 00:59:49,560
Speaker 1: you're big or whatever. I felt like in this moment

1288
00:59:49,680 --> 00:59:51,360
Speaker 1: when I read that, I was like, damn, I really

1289
00:59:51,600 --> 00:59:53,040
Speaker 1: and no one else had wrote me saying that they

1290
00:59:53,080 --> 00:59:55,600
Speaker 1: felt like we were wrong. And I also made a

1291
00:59:55,640 --> 00:59:57,840
Speaker 1: comment because she did say something about his hair or

1292
00:59:57,920 --> 01:00:00,120
Speaker 1: touched it or almost touched it, I can't remember. But

1293
01:00:00,200 --> 01:00:01,800
Speaker 1: I literally went over to him in the middle of

1294
01:00:01,800 --> 01:00:04,080
Speaker 1: it and said, are you okay? Like is this do

1295
01:00:04,120 --> 01:00:07,040
Speaker 1: you want to go? Because bitch, that's too much. Yeah.

1296
01:00:07,480 --> 01:00:09,200
Speaker 1: Now he was like, it's okay, it's okay. They're drunk,

1297
01:00:09,200 --> 01:00:11,680
Speaker 1: they're excited. Like he even stopped me. So I checked

1298
01:00:11,720 --> 01:00:13,800
Speaker 1: in with him because I wasn't prioritizing the two girls.

1299
01:00:13,800 --> 01:00:16,200
Speaker 1: I don't know, but I did feel like it was

1300
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Speaker 1: a mutual fetish thing. I never slept with a lesbian

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Speaker 1: couple with a lot of women, but like one saying

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Speaker 1: she was Mormon, oh the one never been.

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Speaker 2: I was like, oh my, this is this isn't fucking

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Speaker 2: if this isn't if this isn't the opportunity of a

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Speaker 2: lifetime to know like that, I don't know what is.

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Speaker 1: And that's what I think.

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Speaker 2: That's why I think like people should start taking more

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Speaker 2: of those opportunities. It's not being so scared, you know,

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Speaker 2: like if if you feel like if this person on

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Speaker 2: your Instagram is saying that they feel this way, that's

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Speaker 2: one that's one person's opinion, right right.

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Speaker 1: You had a good time. They had a good time.

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Speaker 1: Your dude's good, right. That was the first thing I

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Speaker 1: lad with, I said, I had. I lived in such

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Speaker 1: the moment. We had sex with them within thirty minutes

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Speaker 1: of that club. Never forget that. I was like, Yo,

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Speaker 1: should we stop and have a snack too? Was like no,

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Speaker 1: I really thought so they did.

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Speaker 2: It as much to you as as maybe y'all may

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Speaker 2: have done it to them.

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Speaker 1: It was definitely mutual fetishes. And I do think that

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Speaker 1: shit is that's what we're saying. I said, well, maybe

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Speaker 1: mine wasn't as bad, but maybe if it's like an

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Speaker 1: Asian girl or a black girl, maybe it's bad. Then

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Speaker 1: I'm like, okay, well why do they make the race thing? Okay, No,

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Speaker 1: it's all kind of if it's mutual. Listen, I'm a

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Speaker 1: super dark skin friend, right, a girl model, very dark,

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Speaker 1: And she's like, girl, what is up with me? Wanted

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Speaker 1: to fuck these vampy looking, pale white boys. And I

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Speaker 1: laughed about it, and she's like, oh my god, it's

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Speaker 1: like the ones that don't even turn red, they just

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Speaker 1: get a little blue if they're like outside of the well.

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Speaker 1: And she was like, I like that shit, And I'm like, oh,

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Speaker 1: my God, And I know somebody wants you because you're

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Speaker 1: super dark. So it's like, yeah, now one is obviously

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Speaker 1: more oppressed than the others. That's why then you get

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Speaker 1: your PC Olympics. But I think as long as we

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Speaker 1: understand that there may be a fetish and we feel comfortable.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I agree with you absolutely. I know I get fetishized.

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01:02:00,000 --> 01:02:04,400
Speaker 2: I know that I fetishize people, you know, even sometimes women.

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Speaker 2: I look at y'all sometimes and I'm.

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Speaker 1: Just like, hold on, Juliane, that's you want to podcasters

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Speaker 1: help you to find episode.

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Speaker 2: I like what I like, I audius. The way they

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Speaker 2: pretty much everything is BBW Julie Ginger. When it comes

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Speaker 2: to my socials, I would say the best place to

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Speaker 2: go is all my links dot com backslash BBW Julie

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Speaker 2: Ginger with the number one at the end. That's where

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Speaker 2: you'll find every single social media, my website which is

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Speaker 1: Oh shit.

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Speaker 2: And actually, if you want to get twenty five percent off,

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Speaker 2: and your first month is you know instead of twenty

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Speaker 2: four ninety five, it's only like okay, yeah, I was

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Speaker 2: a good point on there, and I'm dropping new stuff

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Speaker 2: every week twice a week, I drop videos.

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Speaker 1: You have a very good content schedule. Good for you.

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Speaker 2: Do you have the three month packages like to discount rights?

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Speaker 1: Yes, the ones i'd be like bye yeah, yeah, like

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Speaker 1: the Bond the package months. Ye.

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Speaker 2: I love it in specific King so yeah, only fans,

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Speaker 2: I love it, well, cocky, that's one thing I really

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Speaker 2: want to do Detroit area and I would love to well. Guys,

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Speaker 3: another episode of horrible decisions. Bye, hey guys, we are

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Speaker 3: super super excited to be announcing that we are part

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Speaker 2: In Atlanta, Georgia.

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Speaker 3: Hey guys, welcome, Well, come to another episode of Horrible Decisions.

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Speaker 3: You get at the well, come to another episode.

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Speaker 2: Of horrible decisions.

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Speaker 1: Y'all.

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Speaker 2: I'm your girl. V and dv Aka Bett is standing.

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Speaker 1: Hey, y'all, I'm weazy, and we've got a special og

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Speaker 1: guest in the building.

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Speaker 3: By the way she calls it, at this point, every

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Speaker 3: guest special, So don't feel too special.

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Speaker 1: I realize, I realize.

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Speaker 2: You know, you said what I don't say o G.

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Speaker 2: You don't say o G so og that's another word

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Speaker 2: for old.

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Speaker 1: They just say. We'd like it's so weird.

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Speaker 4: It happens out of nowhere. I felt like it went

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01:05:08,520 --> 01:05:12,920
Speaker 4: from like like you you you know, you start to

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01:05:12,960 --> 01:05:16,000
Speaker 4: get older and then you have two directions. You could go.

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01:05:16,080 --> 01:05:18,920
Speaker 4: You could be washed up or you can be an

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01:05:18,960 --> 01:05:19,200
Speaker 4: o G.

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Speaker 5: It's nice and it's you know, there's a point where

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01:05:22,440 --> 01:05:24,480
Speaker 5: it's like, are you gonna be old and washed up

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01:05:25,120 --> 01:05:27,000
Speaker 5: or are you gonna be an o G or a legend?

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Speaker 1: Joanna said, let me let me clean this for you

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Speaker 1: the night you think I was really heading to the

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01:05:32,240 --> 01:05:36,440
Speaker 1: washed up lane, and then everybody start calling me a legend.

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Speaker 2: And I was like, I got to say legend.

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01:05:37,960 --> 01:05:38,400
Speaker 1: There we got.

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Speaker 2: Legend is better. I didn't call up you are.

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Speaker 1: The reason I wanted to tell you about the day

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01:05:45,080 --> 01:05:46,400
Speaker 1: that I saw you is because.

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Speaker 3: Wait, one moment, Joanna angels by camera should girl all

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Speaker 3: out hello, and it's bad.

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Speaker 5: I always wind up looking at himself like an assholet up.

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Speaker 1: So speaking of legends, I'm at a food convention. Yeah.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, last year weren't eating call this year I did.

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Speaker 1: Yeah. We saw each other, right, yes, And I was

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01:06:10,840 --> 01:06:13,440
Speaker 1: trying to remind you and You're like girl, and I

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01:06:13,520 --> 01:06:16,320
Speaker 1: was like, that's a podcast girl. So the first year

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Speaker 1: that I saw her, I'm high shitting, I'm with questlove

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Speaker 1: and I'm not no lie kind of bored. After you eat,

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01:06:21,800 --> 01:06:24,120
Speaker 1: you getting tired, So We're sitting at some panel and

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Speaker 1: I'm like, am I fucked up in the head? Like

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01:06:26,920 --> 01:06:28,840
Speaker 1: am my eyes deceiving me? Or is that Joanna Angel?

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Speaker 4: So she's so funny because you're sitting next to Questlov

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Speaker 4: and you're excited about me.

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Speaker 1: Well, look what I do for a living, like a

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Speaker 1: pretty important guy. That's funny. So I said, it's like,

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Speaker 1: and I'm expecting that he doesn't know her name. I'm like,

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Speaker 1: oh my god, I know you don't know who this is.

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Speaker 1: But then he's like, that's my girl, up starts talking

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01:06:47,240 --> 01:06:49,480
Speaker 1: to this BI. I'm like looking at him while he's

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01:06:49,520 --> 01:06:54,200
Speaker 1: facing me, I'm like cry. And then I come up

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01:06:54,200 --> 01:06:59,600
Speaker 1: and I'm like and she's so sweet. I say podcasts

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01:06:59,600 --> 01:07:04,680
Speaker 1: and she's like, God, give me a number. So how

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01:07:04,800 --> 01:07:07,920
Speaker 1: I Know you is mainly when I was growing up,

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01:07:08,120 --> 01:07:11,400
Speaker 1: I only watched Blackborn, But how I Know You is

1443
01:07:11,520 --> 01:07:15,480
Speaker 1: from HBO, the show Times the Stars. You were really

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01:07:15,720 --> 01:07:18,640
Speaker 1: big in that kind of TV when watching the Age

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01:07:18,680 --> 01:07:21,200
Speaker 1: a Van Awards, when we would see documentaries and I

1446
01:07:21,240 --> 01:07:23,760
Speaker 1: would always hear your name, and there's not many porn

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01:07:23,800 --> 01:07:27,600
Speaker 1: stars I remember from back then. So seeing you now

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01:07:27,640 --> 01:07:29,480
Speaker 1: when I type in your name and it literally comes

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01:07:29,560 --> 01:07:33,560
Speaker 1: up with videos you made. I was so excited to

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Speaker 1: talk to you because we got to talk with Havana Ginger,

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01:07:37,200 --> 01:07:39,040
Speaker 1: who's one of my favorites. And I'm like, damn, when

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01:07:39,080 --> 01:07:41,360
Speaker 1: you see someone that like kind of goes up the

1453
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Speaker 1: ladder and they've evolved their career, like, to me, that's

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01:07:43,560 --> 01:07:48,000
Speaker 1: the most interesting. Oh yeah, and too, Yeah, yeah, yeah,

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Speaker 1: Havana was just more recent in my brain. But yeah,

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Speaker 1: tell us what you're famous for.

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Speaker 4: I'm just like, well, you know, depends on who you ask,

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01:08:03,200 --> 01:08:05,920
Speaker 4: but I guess my my legacy.

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Speaker 1: Was known for.

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Speaker 5: In two thousand and two, I sort of, I guess,

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01:08:08,840 --> 01:08:14,640
Speaker 5: came into this scene. I started the company h Burning Angel,

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01:08:14,680 --> 01:08:16,200
Speaker 5: which was not a company when it started. It was

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01:08:16,280 --> 01:08:18,120
Speaker 5: just a website and then it kind of spawned into

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Speaker 5: a company, So I.

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Speaker 4: Guess, uh, And there weren't there were very few, if

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Speaker 4: not any.

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Speaker 5: I never want to say the only because I don't

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Speaker 5: know everything that was going on, but there were very

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Speaker 5: few performer owned studios, you know, there were very few

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Speaker 5: you know, performers behind the camera. And there were also

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Speaker 5: I guess it was like unheard of to put tattooed

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Speaker 5: people and yeah, really, yeah, isn't that weird. It's like,

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Speaker 5: I don't even like saying that now, that that's what

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01:08:50,920 --> 01:08:53,840
Speaker 5: I'm known for, because it seems like such an obvious no.

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Speaker 2: It's crazy that you actually say that.

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01:08:55,760 --> 01:08:59,080
Speaker 3: I was just talking to my homeboy and when I'm

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01:08:59,080 --> 01:09:02,320
Speaker 3: at whole parties and things like that, when men, when

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01:09:02,400 --> 01:09:04,600
Speaker 3: men like approached me and asked me, they immediately go

1479
01:09:04,760 --> 01:09:07,840
Speaker 3: to are you a dancer? And I was like, so

1480
01:09:07,960 --> 01:09:10,000
Speaker 3: I'm telling him this story about how they think I'm

1481
01:09:10,120 --> 01:09:13,200
Speaker 3: a stripper every time I go to pool parties and

1482
01:09:13,280 --> 01:09:15,320
Speaker 3: I'm like, I guess my body, and he was like, no,

1483
01:09:15,600 --> 01:09:18,479
Speaker 3: it's your tattoos. He's like, a lot of dancers now

1484
01:09:19,040 --> 01:09:19,960
Speaker 3: are tatted.

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01:09:20,040 --> 01:09:20,880
Speaker 2: The fuck that the hat