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Speaker 1: Hey, man walking back to it ain't five self shoe.

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Speaker 2: Baby Dude got a very special guest in the house

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Speaker 2: with today.

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Speaker 1: We gotta change the name of the show.

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Speaker 2: Now it's gonna be eighty five million dollars worth a game.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, yeah, if you can look at him.

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Speaker 4: The baby on the edition, Hey, we're not playing with me?

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Speaker 5: Was man, that's that's jokes, you know, twenty five years

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Speaker 5: in the chain.

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Speaker 3: Man, he just said he was going through a bottle

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Speaker 1: Now, I see it's a possibility, you can.

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Speaker 6: That's no.

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Speaker 1: I never confirmed that I was going to do that.

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Speaker 7: But even if you don't confirm that you did it,

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Speaker 7: you was in the vicinity of somebody else right.

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Speaker 5: There in the fast fast motion is not good e

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Speaker 5: lootion is better.

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Speaker 1: See this was this is this ship going somewhere. I

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Speaker 6: Nothing other than slipper ass wallow.

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Speaker 2: In here with us today talking about his new book,

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Speaker 2: Yes with good intentions.

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Speaker 1: It's amazing that he wrote a book he just learned

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Speaker 1: how to read last year. Yeah, you help me? Hey,

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Speaker 1: what made you do it? Willer?

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Speaker 4: I wanted to share my story so they can see

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Speaker 4: the similarities in my journey and how didn't give up

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Speaker 4: and how they you know, they can't give up, they'll

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Speaker 4: keep going because a lot of times if people are

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Speaker 4: They look at the jury, the cars, but they don't

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Speaker 4: know it's shit. You know, you got to pay attention

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Speaker 4: to your story, not your glory. All of us here

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Speaker 4: we had some hardships, some trauma growing up, trying to

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Speaker 4: Times some people see once you get to success, success

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Speaker 4: is there, it's like, oh, he got to figure it out.

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Speaker 4: No we don't. We're still figuring this shit out. And

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Speaker 4: the process of while we winning, you're still trying to

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Speaker 5: Well so I'm I'm I'm thirty two, right, So take

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Speaker 5: us back, take us back to cause everybody claimed that

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Speaker 5: got to ask end of the stick. Yeah, but like

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Speaker 5: then when Wallow realized, oh shit.

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Speaker 6: My life just got taken away from it.

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Speaker 5: And now during this process, how do I keep the

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Speaker 5: But when my day come, when my day actually came,

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Speaker 1: You know what it was like me being in the streets.

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Speaker 4: I was just emulating the shit that I seen take

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Speaker 1: Niggas been doing that shit since the beginning of the time.

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Speaker 4: And it's this idea that we have in our mind

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Speaker 4: They respect Mike with the bens that pull up getting

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Speaker 4: When I thought about it later on the job, said, Man,

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Speaker 1: To do nothing. Was what was the thrill of the

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Speaker 4: The thrill was the excitement that in America loved the

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Speaker 1: So I wanted to be one.

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Speaker 4: If you go to a judge or lawyer, district attorney,

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Speaker 4: is Scall Face or Michael Cooleione and the God.

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Speaker 1: That's all they love. That's all they loved.

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Speaker 8: Damn and that drugs. He got the car and up Bama.

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Speaker 8: Mister John ain't never had no brand new bands. Man,

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Speaker 4: This motherfucker flying doing his got all the girls got

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Speaker 4: They out fucking number, They outnumbered. When you sti up

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Speaker 4: They just know how to camouflage that shit better than you.

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Speaker 5: So when when was the moment that you realize, oh shit,

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Speaker 1: It wasn't just about being caught.

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Speaker 4: fuck did I didn't do, you know, because I was

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Speaker 1: But that shit wasn't really nothing. But when you you know,

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Speaker 6: Fixed, who might wallow?

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Speaker 5: Motherfucking get deep now, God damn the juveni joints.

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Speaker 6: This is first day, remember that JUI joints.

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Speaker 6: You're fucking up. Nigga coming in here with his hand

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Speaker 4: But I'm a juvenile when they certify me as a

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Speaker 4: dope because in Pennsylvania, you.

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Speaker 6: Know, all these states is get your child being charges

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Speaker 1: Now we're gonna see you up top.

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Speaker 4: And then you go to court and you and there

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Speaker 4: trying to get the mercy. The judge judge like, nah,

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Speaker 4: You got to go up top to the big boys

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Speaker 7: And something that you say all the time, what I

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Speaker 7: saw you say about your message into you know, throughout

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Speaker 7: your time being in jail, watching the revolving door, the

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Speaker 7: young is coming in and out, keep coming in and out.

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Speaker 7: Was y'all operating out out of a book that don't

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Speaker 7: nobody read no more.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, that's what the old that's what the younger to

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Speaker 1: And I'm like, damn nothing, you know you did, Jon shit,

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Speaker 1: He said? Y'all heard me? Man, mind y'all business man.

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Speaker 4: I'm like, because I'm sitting here processing like, damn, that

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Speaker 4: Street Coal Manual, whatever it was, it's like and then

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Speaker 4: When we get out of all this shit, right and

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Speaker 1: Who really won? You'd be like, damn, who really won?

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Speaker 3: Bro mortuary?

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Speaker 4: Yeah, you know what I'm saying. So it's like and

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Speaker 4: when I think about all the robberies, all my crimes

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Speaker 4: I get locked up.

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Speaker 1: It was like I'll do a bit. Fuck you. I

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Speaker 4: Going there it was it was a program whereas I

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Speaker 1: I seen. Oh, let me get some clean equipment.

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Speaker 4: I splashed to sell down clean and sell scrub it

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Speaker 1: Back into my bed, you know what I mean.

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Speaker 4: Because it's a program, and you see, you see so

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Speaker 4: it ain't fire, motherfucker five years ain't Noh?

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Speaker 2: Hey man, how you do that much time and not

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Speaker 1: Though?

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Speaker 3: Wallow?

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Speaker 2: Because like we've been knowing you for a long time.

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Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, Nigga, don't get that. And

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Speaker 2: I ain't never seen you get out of character. I

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Speaker 2: ain't never seen you not smiling. I ain't never seen

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Speaker 2: away from from the routed nigga you were, like, how

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Speaker 4: Prison humble me because no matter what you're doing and

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Speaker 4: I didn't seen some real live angry motherfuckers. And to

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Speaker 4: and majority of these dudes got it. They got to

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Speaker 4: it like I always had this relief in me, like damn,

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Speaker 4: To day, I'm the man motherfuck.

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Speaker 4: So but then it's also the dudes that's on a

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Speaker 4: are different. You know, homeboys gonna go through it, and

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Speaker 4: it fuck the whole the movement of the prison up

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Speaker 4: because once that go down there, they're gonna lock us down.

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Speaker 1: Motherfucker's got to get shipped out.

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Speaker 4: They're gonna start taking certain prison privileges, and they fuck

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Speaker 4: So you sit back like I ain't got them problems.

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Speaker 4: I'm gonna get out of here one day. Tomorrow's gonna

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Speaker 4: ain't got I ain't.

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Speaker 1: I ain't gotta be here for them.

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Speaker 4: I'm gonna get out of here one day, even because

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Speaker 4: because when you're going there and it seems crazy, twenty

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Speaker 4: years is a long time. But I'm like, there's a

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Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying. So I'm looking at this

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Speaker 4: it like damn, you know. I can't be in here complaining.

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Speaker 4: getting raped, Uh, motherfucker's getting stabbed to motherfucker arm get tired,

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Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying. And it's like I didn't

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Speaker 4: you know, I had to go so deep into prison,

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Speaker 4: whereasdo I had to go insane in order to stay sane.

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Speaker 1: So me and you kicking it, we.

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Speaker 4: Walking in the yard, man, you see you see the

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Speaker 4: bron last lad, You see the fight man, That shit

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Speaker 4: was crazy. You hear motherfucker screaming over there eye motherfucker

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Speaker 4: chasing the motherfucker with a knife, stabbing him.

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Speaker 1: But me and you, our minds is.

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Speaker 4: Protected because we already went insane and stay sane. So

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Speaker 4: some dumb shit. But yeah, man, the game was crazy,

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Speaker 4: and we walking the dehumanization of black people by black people.

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Speaker 4: It already took place in the ghetto. Whereas though we

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Speaker 4: and you start.

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Speaker 1: Crying, boy, stop crying. To be tough.

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Speaker 4: You taught not to feel it, not to be human

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Speaker 4: from a kid perspective. So now we in the penitentiary

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Speaker 4: is really real. You definitely can't be no human. You

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Speaker 4: definitely can't show no signs of emotion. You see what

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Speaker 4: I'm saying. You're gonna do that when you're going yourself,

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Speaker 4: put your tiel up. That's when you when you're by yourself,

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Speaker 7: With that being said, you you know you lost your brother, Yeah,

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Speaker 7: you was in jail.

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Speaker 3: Your mom's no.

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Speaker 4: My mom my grandma, my grandmom, your grandmom my mom.

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Speaker 3: How did you manage that? Though?

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Speaker 7: What you just said about not being able to show

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Speaker 3: In that environment, it gets deep.

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Speaker 1: It get deep with me because like.

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Speaker 9: My my my prison joint, I was a part of it.

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Speaker 4: I was a part of generational incarceration. This is something

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Speaker 4: Generational incarceration. Is in the eighties, I used to go

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Speaker 4: brother Steve in July.

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Speaker 1: JULYO is my step pop son, my youngest brother.

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Speaker 4: So we used to always go up there and hip

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Speaker 4: I don't do this. Man go to school. He used

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Speaker 4: to always push that on me. But you're in the penitentiary.

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Speaker 4: So I'm going to the penitentiary to seeing it didn't work.

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Speaker 4: The game he was giving me didn't work. So we

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Speaker 4: nineteen ninety By the time, this in the eighties, so

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Speaker 4: I'm growing up doing my stuff here in prison. We

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Speaker 4: always going to see him. By nineteen ninety eight, me

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Speaker 4: to visit him as a kid. In two thousand and five,

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Speaker 4: Me and my brother is seal means in the prison.

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Speaker 4: We used to visit my step pop as a kid.

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Speaker 4: Fund them going home. I'm doing big numbers. Both of

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Speaker 4: it's real deep. But on the flip side of this,

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Speaker 4: it's this in prison, I learned about nepotism because while

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Speaker 4: is a sergeant, His sister is run the nurse building,

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Speaker 4: his other brother run the gym activities to the prison.

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Speaker 1: His other cousin run the prison kitchen.

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Speaker 4: So you got fifteen motherfucker family members on the other

437
00:18:42,840 --> 00:18:44,440
Speaker 4: side that work in here, and then you got a

438
00:18:44,480 --> 00:18:46,560
Speaker 4: bunch of other families that's over here. You got you

439
00:18:46,640 --> 00:18:49,399
Speaker 4: got mom, you got sons and dads. She sells is

440
00:18:49,440 --> 00:18:52,439
Speaker 4: both doing life in the penitentiary. So it's a crazy

441
00:18:52,560 --> 00:18:54,640
Speaker 4: thing when you look at it. So when I see

442
00:18:55,359 --> 00:18:57,880
Speaker 4: what be going on. I'm not speaking to these cats

443
00:18:57,920 --> 00:19:00,760
Speaker 4: from a place of some old head that connected from the.

444
00:19:00,800 --> 00:19:03,200
Speaker 1: Reality of life. Just don't do that. I'm not talking

445
00:19:03,240 --> 00:19:04,200
Speaker 1: and don't do that shit.

446
00:19:04,560 --> 00:19:08,040
Speaker 4: I'm telling you because listen, Slim and I said it,

447
00:19:08,119 --> 00:19:10,679
Speaker 4: that little money you got, don't disrespect your blessing. Reverend

448
00:19:10,720 --> 00:19:12,880
Speaker 4: was Pool, Rebbert, was Doug, whoever it was. I'm giving

449
00:19:12,920 --> 00:19:14,440
Speaker 4: it to them if you look at it. I'm not

450
00:19:14,600 --> 00:19:16,440
Speaker 4: talking to them niggas as they peer. I'm talking to

451
00:19:16,520 --> 00:19:19,359
Speaker 4: them niggas as an elder. Like listen, now, I'm telling you,

452
00:19:19,400 --> 00:19:23,000
Speaker 4: I don't give fuck what you talking about. Because when

453
00:19:23,040 --> 00:19:25,280
Speaker 4: the people come and like you said, we seeing this

454
00:19:25,320 --> 00:19:27,879
Speaker 4: with Dinny, when they come and they want you, that

455
00:19:27,960 --> 00:19:32,240
Speaker 4: money don't mean nothing, man, money don't mean shit sometimes

456
00:19:32,680 --> 00:19:36,000
Speaker 4: when they want you. So I'm speaking from a place

457
00:19:36,080 --> 00:19:41,320
Speaker 4: of it's established like and like I tell people, I

458
00:19:41,400 --> 00:19:44,160
Speaker 4: don't speak no theory shit like I want to. I'm

459
00:19:44,200 --> 00:19:45,520
Speaker 4: not no speaker out here to talking about.

460
00:19:45,520 --> 00:19:45,880
Speaker 6: Oh you could.

461
00:19:46,080 --> 00:19:49,600
Speaker 4: I'm not speaking from theory. I'm only speaking from manifestation experience.

462
00:19:50,040 --> 00:19:52,560
Speaker 4: If I tell you something about the you know, the

463
00:19:52,680 --> 00:19:54,800
Speaker 4: dark side of the street culture, the penitariy I'm telling

464
00:19:54,840 --> 00:19:55,920
Speaker 4: you based off experience.

465
00:19:56,359 --> 00:19:58,120
Speaker 1: You know, some people will tell you it ain't jail,

466
00:19:58,119 --> 00:19:58,520
Speaker 1: ain't cool.

467
00:19:58,560 --> 00:19:59,920
Speaker 4: Don't go to the nigga. You haven't been to jail.

468
00:20:00,880 --> 00:20:02,560
Speaker 4: Some people are gonna tell you, yeah, you could do it.

469
00:20:02,600 --> 00:20:03,680
Speaker 4: You can materialize your dreams.

470
00:20:03,680 --> 00:20:06,119
Speaker 1: They're gonna be on Instagram with all this motivational ship. Nigga.

471
00:20:06,160 --> 00:20:07,440
Speaker 1: What you do? Where your money at? What you do?

472
00:20:07,880 --> 00:20:10,320
Speaker 4: What you come about them? What did we see from

473
00:20:10,359 --> 00:20:12,200
Speaker 4: you for you to tell me that I could be

474
00:20:12,440 --> 00:20:14,399
Speaker 4: to try to motivate me? Nigga, You can't motivate me.

475
00:20:14,440 --> 00:20:16,119
Speaker 4: You ain't get no money. See one thing about this

476
00:20:16,200 --> 00:20:17,960
Speaker 4: ship out here. You can't teach what you don't know

477
00:20:18,000 --> 00:20:19,919
Speaker 4: when you can't leave. When you don't go, these niggas

478
00:20:19,920 --> 00:20:22,159
Speaker 4: ain't going nowhere. They just talking a ship so they

479
00:20:22,200 --> 00:20:25,680
Speaker 4: don't have They don't have the expertise the knowledge to

480
00:20:25,760 --> 00:20:27,480
Speaker 4: be able to speak on certain ship.

481
00:20:28,440 --> 00:20:29,920
Speaker 1: All that magical ship motive.

482
00:20:30,240 --> 00:20:31,880
Speaker 4: Now that shit sound good and it looks good because

483
00:20:31,880 --> 00:20:34,040
Speaker 4: you think you're gonna get some clickbait and you're gonna win.

484
00:20:34,400 --> 00:20:36,600
Speaker 1: But what did you did you motivate yourself first?

485
00:20:36,680 --> 00:20:36,960
Speaker 6: Nigga.

486
00:20:37,840 --> 00:20:41,119
Speaker 4: I came out of the penitentiary and took it to

487
00:20:41,160 --> 00:20:43,680
Speaker 4: the took it to the top. So that's that what

488
00:20:43,800 --> 00:20:47,359
Speaker 4: y'all build. Y'all building, y'all build it. You know, y'all,

489
00:20:47,480 --> 00:20:50,119
Speaker 4: y'all ain't no different. Now y'all is different, y'all a

490
00:20:50,160 --> 00:20:52,920
Speaker 4: little different than you know with the Waynes Brothers built

491
00:20:52,960 --> 00:20:55,800
Speaker 4: with living color, because y'all own y'all ship. It's a

492
00:20:55,840 --> 00:20:57,800
Speaker 4: little different. It ain't no disrespect to them. They was

493
00:20:57,840 --> 00:21:00,840
Speaker 4: ogs delaid the foundation. But it's it differ, you see

494
00:21:00,920 --> 00:21:02,960
Speaker 4: what I'm saying. So y'all can speak on the behalf

495
00:21:03,040 --> 00:21:08,000
Speaker 4: of how to build you know, a company, a platform,

496
00:21:09,000 --> 00:21:10,880
Speaker 4: multiple platforms.

497
00:21:10,280 --> 00:21:10,679
Speaker 1: You know what I mean.

498
00:21:10,720 --> 00:21:13,000
Speaker 4: So it's like I think we live in this world

499
00:21:13,040 --> 00:21:15,280
Speaker 4: whereas though people in a young cast they not trying

500
00:21:15,280 --> 00:21:16,760
Speaker 4: to hear him from somebody that ain't doing it, and

501
00:21:16,760 --> 00:21:17,440
Speaker 4: it ain't got shit.

502
00:21:18,240 --> 00:21:19,080
Speaker 1: There's a big difference.

503
00:21:23,840 --> 00:21:26,879
Speaker 7: You was gone for a dug like that's you know

504
00:21:26,880 --> 00:21:29,200
Speaker 7: what I mean, That's unreal when you think about that,

505
00:21:29,359 --> 00:21:31,160
Speaker 7: and you know what I mean, that's like a nigga

506
00:21:31,359 --> 00:21:34,000
Speaker 7: went to jail and two thousand and four came home today.

507
00:21:34,800 --> 00:21:37,440
Speaker 7: What was your connection to being able to come straight

508
00:21:37,480 --> 00:21:39,560
Speaker 7: out like you did and jump right into the culture

509
00:21:39,600 --> 00:21:41,320
Speaker 7: that was going on in the time that you got

510
00:21:41,359 --> 00:21:43,119
Speaker 7: out like that, you have a constictly hell on the

511
00:21:43,200 --> 00:21:45,960
Speaker 7: outside that was like, hey this social media said this

512
00:21:46,200 --> 00:21:46,920
Speaker 7: is where it is.

513
00:21:47,480 --> 00:21:49,760
Speaker 4: I was interrogator in prison. Let me give you the game.

514
00:21:50,280 --> 00:21:54,320
Speaker 4: So I got so much time in prison that you

515
00:21:54,440 --> 00:21:57,040
Speaker 4: know myself. I told her one CEO that was working

516
00:21:57,080 --> 00:21:59,680
Speaker 4: the block because I'm in the Greatest four Penitentiary and

517
00:21:59,760 --> 00:22:01,480
Speaker 4: that's right close to Philly. So it's a lot of

518
00:22:01,480 --> 00:22:03,160
Speaker 4: black guards in there. Now, if you move from there,

519
00:22:03,440 --> 00:22:05,159
Speaker 4: you in them joints with them hill billy guards. It

520
00:22:05,160 --> 00:22:08,159
Speaker 4: ain't no fucking joke. So I got the guard to

521
00:22:08,240 --> 00:22:10,680
Speaker 4: make my cell a transit cell. So when my cell

522
00:22:10,760 --> 00:22:14,840
Speaker 4: became a transit cell, that means they moving people out

523
00:22:14,880 --> 00:22:16,400
Speaker 4: of there. Might be there for a week, two weeks,

524
00:22:16,400 --> 00:22:18,600
Speaker 4: but they coming straight from the streets, parole violadies and

525
00:22:18,640 --> 00:22:21,360
Speaker 4: stuff like that. So by that I'm in there, I'm

526
00:22:21,400 --> 00:22:24,800
Speaker 4: able to interrogate them. It gets sidewalk therapy through them

527
00:22:25,240 --> 00:22:27,240
Speaker 4: because they coming. I'm like, damn, yeah, yeah, man, I

528
00:22:27,280 --> 00:22:29,280
Speaker 4: went to Miami and yeah, let me see the pizlhit

529
00:22:29,520 --> 00:22:31,959
Speaker 4: my girl, wont send them this week. Damn, how did

530
00:22:32,000 --> 00:22:33,720
Speaker 4: you go to Miami? Because you're talking to a nigga

531
00:22:33,720 --> 00:22:35,720
Speaker 4: that never went nowhere. I'm like, no, I had to.

532
00:22:35,840 --> 00:22:37,480
Speaker 4: You know, I'll be booking a flight to my deb

533
00:22:37,600 --> 00:22:38,960
Speaker 4: before I go on this joint called it speedy.

534
00:22:39,000 --> 00:22:40,560
Speaker 1: I'm speedy. What's that?

535
00:22:40,720 --> 00:22:43,800
Speaker 4: It's online? What the fuck is online? So I'm writing

536
00:22:43,800 --> 00:22:45,960
Speaker 4: shit in my book of life. Book of life is

537
00:22:46,000 --> 00:22:48,119
Speaker 4: nothing but a composition book. While I would write everything

538
00:22:48,160 --> 00:22:50,960
Speaker 4: that I was told here, you do that? Yeah, So

539
00:22:51,080 --> 00:22:54,119
Speaker 4: they always feed me. Then my homeboy, resting piece of him, nitty.

540
00:22:55,080 --> 00:22:56,879
Speaker 4: He came to my cell one day. He had a

541
00:22:56,920 --> 00:22:59,840
Speaker 4: wireless hot spot, a clear wireless hotspot like this thing

542
00:23:00,680 --> 00:23:03,840
Speaker 4: in an iPod touch. He said, Bro, man, we gotta this.

543
00:23:04,000 --> 00:23:06,200
Speaker 4: The joint set up an Instagram page. That's how I

544
00:23:06,240 --> 00:23:09,040
Speaker 4: set up the Instagram page. And that's how my name

545
00:23:09,640 --> 00:23:14,159
Speaker 4: became Walldow two sixty seven. See my prison number. A

546
00:23:14,240 --> 00:23:16,800
Speaker 4: lot of people think, damn two six seven, that's Philly. Now,

547
00:23:16,880 --> 00:23:19,679
Speaker 4: that's obsolete. It wasn't two six seven when I went

548
00:23:19,680 --> 00:23:23,040
Speaker 4: to the penitentiary. It was two one five. So motherfucker's

549
00:23:23,080 --> 00:23:25,280
Speaker 4: be like, damn man, well you know when they get

550
00:23:25,320 --> 00:23:27,239
Speaker 4: the name so and I'm gonna show you why if

551
00:23:27,280 --> 00:23:29,200
Speaker 4: you look, that's my prison ID right there.

552
00:23:30,200 --> 00:23:32,080
Speaker 1: See my number DG two sixty seven.

553
00:23:32,160 --> 00:23:34,359
Speaker 4: Oh, I got the two six seven for my prison

554
00:23:34,480 --> 00:23:36,480
Speaker 4: name when I was setting up my Instagram because when

555
00:23:36,480 --> 00:23:38,800
Speaker 4: I go set my Instagram up, it was somebody that

556
00:23:38,880 --> 00:23:41,000
Speaker 4: had the name. So I'm like, I gotta so I

557
00:23:41,080 --> 00:23:43,240
Speaker 4: took the two sixty seven so I can remember where

558
00:23:43,240 --> 00:23:44,720
Speaker 4: I came from when I ain't never going back to

559
00:23:45,200 --> 00:23:47,280
Speaker 4: That's my prison number. A lot of people didn't know that.

560
00:23:47,320 --> 00:23:49,000
Speaker 4: They think, oh, you just got it from fifty nine.

561
00:23:49,359 --> 00:23:52,280
Speaker 4: So I set that shit up. And I'm sitting in

562
00:23:52,320 --> 00:23:54,600
Speaker 4: the cell now on gram. I'm looking at this shit,

563
00:23:54,680 --> 00:23:56,760
Speaker 4: but it's like two thousand when I get the phone,

564
00:23:56,800 --> 00:24:00,520
Speaker 4: twenty twelve, two thirteen, some shit like that. At the phone,

565
00:24:00,560 --> 00:24:03,120
Speaker 4: I mean, get that shit. It was like I'm studying

566
00:24:03,200 --> 00:24:05,800
Speaker 4: the game now for real. I'm in the inside watching

567
00:24:05,840 --> 00:24:07,920
Speaker 4: a whole sits. I'm like, damn, it's sweet out there

568
00:24:08,480 --> 00:24:11,199
Speaker 4: because I'm looking at the I'm in prison, looking at

569
00:24:11,200 --> 00:24:14,560
Speaker 4: the world outside, especially our community, and.

570
00:24:14,640 --> 00:24:18,199
Speaker 1: I'm like telling them a homebo I said, is it me? Oh?

571
00:24:18,280 --> 00:24:20,280
Speaker 4: Was it more motherfuckers in prison out there than their head?

572
00:24:20,280 --> 00:24:23,680
Speaker 4: Because these motherfuckers they put limitations on themself on anything

573
00:24:23,760 --> 00:24:26,520
Speaker 4: motherfuckers ain't doing too much out there. I could relapse

574
00:24:26,560 --> 00:24:29,680
Speaker 4: around these motherfuckers because we ain't grow up with the satellite.

575
00:24:30,600 --> 00:24:34,080
Speaker 4: I'm like, these motherfuckers got the satellite. Andy ain't doing

576
00:24:34,119 --> 00:24:36,360
Speaker 4: nothing with that shit. I'm like, I could do anything.

577
00:24:37,400 --> 00:24:37,840
Speaker 1: It was up.

578
00:24:37,920 --> 00:24:41,080
Speaker 4: I'm in there watching Anthony Bourdain. Anthony Bourdain used to

579
00:24:41,119 --> 00:24:43,199
Speaker 4: be on drugs. This nigga got his life together. Now

580
00:24:43,240 --> 00:24:46,040
Speaker 4: he giving people education about the world and exposure. I

581
00:24:46,119 --> 00:24:48,360
Speaker 4: knew that in the ghetto we lacked exposure. Niggas ain't

582
00:24:48,359 --> 00:24:50,680
Speaker 4: going nowhere. A nigga ain't gonna leave they city.

583
00:24:51,800 --> 00:24:52,239
Speaker 1: You know what I mean.

584
00:24:52,280 --> 00:24:56,199
Speaker 4: Motherfucker's never left making Georgia. Man, they ain't gonna knowwhere.

585
00:24:57,359 --> 00:25:01,240
Speaker 4: Coming to land is like, oh man, it's so easy

586
00:25:01,280 --> 00:25:02,560
Speaker 4: to get a flight. I ain't know if flight was

587
00:25:02,600 --> 00:25:05,720
Speaker 4: that cheap. So I'm looking online in the phone. I'm

588
00:25:05,760 --> 00:25:08,000
Speaker 4: looking at him right down. Oh damn, you could fly

589
00:25:08,200 --> 00:25:11,720
Speaker 4: from from Philly to LA for one hundred seven dollars.

590
00:25:12,280 --> 00:25:14,719
Speaker 1: What the fuck. I ain't know the difference between airlines

591
00:25:14,760 --> 00:25:15,840
Speaker 1: and cheap airlines.

592
00:25:16,000 --> 00:25:18,280
Speaker 4: I'm like, yo, So I'm talking niggas in they all

593
00:25:18,320 --> 00:25:20,240
Speaker 4: like niggas don't even hey, man, niggas.

594
00:25:20,240 --> 00:25:22,440
Speaker 1: Don't be going away. What was you doing out there? Man?

595
00:25:22,480 --> 00:25:23,000
Speaker 1: I was chilling.

596
00:25:23,040 --> 00:25:25,400
Speaker 4: He was chilling down the way you know, a flight

597
00:25:25,520 --> 00:25:29,119
Speaker 4: CAUs I'm study his shit, looking up stuff, and I'm like,

598
00:25:29,240 --> 00:25:31,240
Speaker 4: oh man, yeah, it's sweet when I get out and

599
00:25:31,359 --> 00:25:33,680
Speaker 4: I just came home, and I'm like, I had to

600
00:25:33,800 --> 00:25:36,119
Speaker 4: rope man because I had a starting point from the

601
00:25:36,200 --> 00:25:40,280
Speaker 4: Cheak Code of telecommunication, And I said, when I get out,

602
00:25:40,880 --> 00:25:42,720
Speaker 4: it's feet. I come from the eighties, whizsdore, you had

603
00:25:42,760 --> 00:25:44,280
Speaker 4: to hustle a day to get you or so I'm like,

604
00:25:44,800 --> 00:25:47,600
Speaker 4: I'm I'll hustle these dudes. And the one thing I

605
00:25:47,800 --> 00:25:52,919
Speaker 4: realized about the black culture was everybody got too many tubes.

606
00:25:53,640 --> 00:25:55,520
Speaker 4: They were too cool, they were too tough, so they

607
00:25:55,600 --> 00:25:57,760
Speaker 4: gonna be too broke. It's even one of them over.

608
00:25:58,200 --> 00:26:00,880
Speaker 4: And when I say too cool, a mother fucking got

609
00:26:01,000 --> 00:26:03,240
Speaker 4: all these stipulations on what they too cool to do.

610
00:26:03,720 --> 00:26:06,119
Speaker 4: And I ain't getting no job, man, Oh man, I

611
00:26:06,119 --> 00:26:08,720
Speaker 4: ain't fucking with them. They cony, I ain't doing everything.

612
00:26:08,760 --> 00:26:10,520
Speaker 4: It's you too cool for everything, nigga.

613
00:26:11,160 --> 00:26:12,680
Speaker 1: And then you got the other part. I'm just tough.

614
00:26:13,040 --> 00:26:15,959
Speaker 4: The niggas pussies, man, I can't be around them pussies.

615
00:26:15,960 --> 00:26:18,360
Speaker 4: I'm a tough guy for no reason. I never made

616
00:26:18,400 --> 00:26:20,120
Speaker 4: no money being tough, but I love being tough.

617
00:26:20,760 --> 00:26:22,080
Speaker 1: I'm just a loser and I love it.

618
00:26:23,920 --> 00:26:27,640
Speaker 4: He's a fucking idiot because you know you got motherfucker

619
00:26:28,040 --> 00:26:29,600
Speaker 4: the dude, it's too cool to work. It's like you

620
00:26:29,720 --> 00:26:32,200
Speaker 4: always begging and barron and by trying to get something

621
00:26:32,200 --> 00:26:37,960
Speaker 4: from the motherfucker at work. Because historically there's always been

622
00:26:38,000 --> 00:26:40,200
Speaker 4: the working people in our family that went and build

623
00:26:40,280 --> 00:26:43,359
Speaker 4: niggas out of jail, that said niggas commisary money. But

624
00:26:43,520 --> 00:26:45,359
Speaker 4: you was too cool to do all this shit. But

625
00:26:45,440 --> 00:26:47,560
Speaker 4: then you go to the penitentiary and gotta work for

626
00:26:47,720 --> 00:26:50,159
Speaker 4: since on the dollar. But at the same time, you

627
00:26:50,280 --> 00:26:51,320
Speaker 4: niggas be out here too cool.

628
00:26:51,760 --> 00:26:54,360
Speaker 1: Everybody don't want to work. Damn, you ask the mother

629
00:26:54,400 --> 00:26:56,879
Speaker 1: for average dude. Damn, what's up man? What you work at? No?

630
00:26:56,920 --> 00:26:59,000
Speaker 1: I don't work, man, I rack, No, you don't. He

631
00:26:59,119 --> 00:27:00,479
Speaker 1: was a fucking hobby. You don't rap.

632
00:27:00,520 --> 00:27:02,720
Speaker 4: Don't tell nobody you rap. You rap when you get money.

633
00:27:02,760 --> 00:27:05,440
Speaker 4: You don't wrap. When you're just a hobbyist. That's a hobby, nigga.

634
00:27:06,080 --> 00:27:08,639
Speaker 4: You're not getting no money for rapping. You you out here,

635
00:27:08,720 --> 00:27:11,760
Speaker 4: fantasy you you gotta you dealing with fantasies and shit, man,

636
00:27:12,320 --> 00:27:13,920
Speaker 4: fuck is you talking about I rap?

637
00:27:14,160 --> 00:27:15,639
Speaker 1: I had to tell my homie son that shit. He

638
00:27:15,720 --> 00:27:17,640
Speaker 1: was mad at me. Man, maddest ship at He's still

639
00:27:17,680 --> 00:27:19,640
Speaker 1: mad at me. Brian, I said, now, what the fuck

640
00:27:19,720 --> 00:27:22,439
Speaker 1: I'm telling niggas you rap man? That's a hobby man.

641
00:27:22,480 --> 00:27:23,760
Speaker 1: It's like I said, you see, what's the.

642
00:27:23,760 --> 00:27:26,119
Speaker 4: Name is always going to the motherfucking the playground with

643
00:27:26,160 --> 00:27:28,479
Speaker 4: the k knee breaks is on. He doing all them

644
00:27:28,520 --> 00:27:30,240
Speaker 4: extra shots and all them dumb ass moves.

645
00:27:30,560 --> 00:27:32,240
Speaker 1: That's a hobby man. That nigga ain't get no money

646
00:27:32,240 --> 00:27:34,680
Speaker 1: for playing basketball. You the same as him. He was

647
00:27:34,760 --> 00:27:35,760
Speaker 1: mad as shit at me. Mad.

648
00:27:35,880 --> 00:27:38,320
Speaker 3: That's the worst thing you can I that.

649
00:27:40,440 --> 00:27:43,679
Speaker 4: I said that, Oh, motherfucking or or the brothers shows

650
00:27:44,320 --> 00:27:46,119
Speaker 4: up in New York and they was I said, one

651
00:27:46,160 --> 00:27:48,840
Speaker 4: of the most disrespectful things you can tell. The motherfucker's

652
00:27:48,880 --> 00:27:51,480
Speaker 4: equivalent of spinning the niggas faces that he can't rap

653
00:27:51,520 --> 00:27:55,480
Speaker 4: in the ghetto. Because this is what happened. This ship

654
00:27:55,600 --> 00:28:00,000
Speaker 4: right here, this ship is worse than the tell obvision

655
00:28:00,840 --> 00:28:04,240
Speaker 4: tell a live vision. The lives as tool because this

656
00:28:04,400 --> 00:28:08,760
Speaker 4: shit got motherfuckers believing that they motherfucker Michael Jordan when

657
00:28:08,760 --> 00:28:09,680
Speaker 4: they really a tow boy.

658
00:28:11,000 --> 00:28:12,320
Speaker 1: Because it's the illusion of this.

659
00:28:13,240 --> 00:28:15,840
Speaker 9: We removed this one. We removed in our community. We

660
00:28:15,960 --> 00:28:21,440
Speaker 9: remove judgment, we remove reality, shame, and remove shame. So

661
00:28:21,520 --> 00:28:27,320
Speaker 9: now it's like everybody is extraordinating victims. As soon as

662
00:28:27,359 --> 00:28:29,960
Speaker 9: you say something to you, man, listen, man, you gotta

663
00:28:29,960 --> 00:28:31,879
Speaker 9: stop getting high. Man, you want some dumps. Come on, man,

664
00:28:31,880 --> 00:28:32,959
Speaker 9: I'm doing hey doing him?

665
00:28:33,040 --> 00:28:35,920
Speaker 1: Man. Man, you can't, man, you can't just judge him

666
00:28:35,960 --> 00:28:36,959
Speaker 1: like that. Man, he doing him.

667
00:28:37,119 --> 00:28:40,320
Speaker 4: No, you're a junkie nigga. You're a fiend nigga. You

668
00:28:40,400 --> 00:28:42,920
Speaker 4: got dope in your body. You're a fiend nigga. That

669
00:28:43,040 --> 00:28:43,920
Speaker 4: always been the story.

670
00:28:44,760 --> 00:28:48,000
Speaker 1: Oh no, she just doing her. No, she's a whore. No, No,

671
00:28:48,080 --> 00:28:50,400
Speaker 1: they're calling that. You can't she doing her nothing? No.

672
00:28:50,760 --> 00:28:54,800
Speaker 4: Everybody got all these words to slide out of accountability

673
00:28:55,520 --> 00:28:57,920
Speaker 4: and they play victim. Why you gotta talk to them

674
00:28:58,000 --> 00:29:00,920
Speaker 4: like that? Why you gotta everybody that's our community fucked

675
00:29:00,960 --> 00:29:04,120
Speaker 4: up now? Because can't nobody tell nobody the truth and

676
00:29:04,240 --> 00:29:06,360
Speaker 4: hold nobody Accountability is dead.

677
00:29:06,640 --> 00:29:08,360
Speaker 1: So as soon as you check the motherfucker tell him,

678
00:29:08,480 --> 00:29:11,120
Speaker 1: damn you a junkie man. No, it ain't. No, he ain't.

679
00:29:11,680 --> 00:29:17,320
Speaker 1: But anybody want a morning cry when the motherfucker died? Motherfucker?

680
00:29:17,440 --> 00:29:21,320
Speaker 1: Was it Jay Well Jane James died. That's what happened.

681
00:29:21,680 --> 00:29:23,840
Speaker 1: Motherfucker was a street nigga. Street niggas get killed.

682
00:29:25,280 --> 00:29:27,400
Speaker 4: That's why you see the funeral funeral when you see

683
00:29:27,480 --> 00:29:30,200
Speaker 4: keishing them. My baby ain't never hurt nobody. Your baby

684
00:29:30,280 --> 00:29:32,320
Speaker 4: was a fucking mass murder. You know you shot poo

685
00:29:32,360 --> 00:29:34,200
Speaker 4: poo with them the other day, right? Fuck you mean

686
00:29:34,240 --> 00:29:36,680
Speaker 4: they came back and shot him. But you too busy

687
00:29:36,800 --> 00:29:38,479
Speaker 4: not knowing what's going on, because you keep running down

688
00:29:38,520 --> 00:29:42,440
Speaker 4: to Miami because you got your body done, and you

689
00:29:42,520 --> 00:29:46,000
Speaker 4: worried about yourself because now it's your turn. You figure

690
00:29:46,000 --> 00:29:48,360
Speaker 4: it's like, no, he figured out. I gave the laptop

691
00:29:48,440 --> 00:29:50,560
Speaker 4: of brought him some drawings that nigga figured out.

692
00:29:50,600 --> 00:29:51,959
Speaker 1: You ain't know he got that gun too.

693
00:29:53,520 --> 00:29:55,480
Speaker 4: You ain't never stairs his room though, but you know

694
00:29:55,560 --> 00:29:57,480
Speaker 4: how to get into a nigga phone, breaking nigger codes

695
00:29:57,520 --> 00:29:59,560
Speaker 4: and all that shit and find out he talking to Keisha.

696
00:29:59,600 --> 00:30:01,040
Speaker 1: But you're not to search you something wrong. You don't

697
00:30:01,040 --> 00:30:01,520
Speaker 1: how to find a.

698
00:30:01,480 --> 00:30:04,720
Speaker 4: Gun in there, so it'd be real live situations that

699
00:30:04,800 --> 00:30:06,680
Speaker 4: we don't talk to and anybody to step up in

700
00:30:06,720 --> 00:30:07,840
Speaker 4: our coach and talk real shit.

701
00:30:09,200 --> 00:30:09,800
Speaker 1: They don't like that.

702
00:30:09,840 --> 00:30:12,840
Speaker 3: Shit, Well, they've been showing it to us for years.

703
00:30:12,920 --> 00:30:13,200
Speaker 1: Niggas.

704
00:30:13,280 --> 00:30:15,560
Speaker 3: Nigga needs to watch tails from the hood. After you

705
00:30:15,720 --> 00:30:19,320
Speaker 3: shot the Crazy k some of his homies came back

706
00:30:19,400 --> 00:30:20,120
Speaker 3: and shot.

707
00:30:20,000 --> 00:30:25,120
Speaker 6: You as well.

708
00:30:25,880 --> 00:30:28,400
Speaker 2: After being you know, lotted down for so long, when

709
00:30:28,440 --> 00:30:30,640
Speaker 2: you got the news that you was going home though,

710
00:30:31,720 --> 00:30:33,080
Speaker 2: what was that feeling.

711
00:30:32,880 --> 00:30:35,280
Speaker 6: Like, because some niggas were in cars.

712
00:30:36,320 --> 00:30:38,280
Speaker 1: No, the scariest dead prisons that you got to get

713
00:30:38,320 --> 00:30:41,040
Speaker 1: out of prison for real. You know why? Because now

714
00:30:41,760 --> 00:30:43,320
Speaker 1: now you got to be that nigga that you never

715
00:30:43,520 --> 00:30:45,840
Speaker 1: was in your life, the nigga.

716
00:30:45,920 --> 00:30:48,200
Speaker 4: That's the scariest thing because when you're in the penitentiary

717
00:30:48,240 --> 00:30:51,479
Speaker 4: eight year, you're doing five years first year. Mom, I'm

718
00:30:51,560 --> 00:30:53,640
Speaker 4: chilling men, I ain't. I ain't fucking with boot Boom

719
00:30:53,640 --> 00:30:55,600
Speaker 4: and Craig no more. You're telling you telling your baby, mom,

720
00:30:55,640 --> 00:30:58,000
Speaker 4: I'm telling your babies. I just want my family back

721
00:30:58,040 --> 00:31:00,080
Speaker 4: as me and you against the world. I'm done with

722
00:31:00,120 --> 00:31:02,120
Speaker 4: the niggas, man, I'm done with a body. I got

723
00:31:02,160 --> 00:31:04,960
Speaker 4: my mind right. You learned about six seven, maybe twenty

724
00:31:05,120 --> 00:31:07,680
Speaker 4: or thirteen. Big words. You know what I'm saying. You

725
00:31:07,800 --> 00:31:09,480
Speaker 4: dropping them on the phone. You know how nigga come

726
00:31:09,520 --> 00:31:10,640
Speaker 4: on call from the penitentiary.

727
00:31:10,680 --> 00:31:12,920
Speaker 1: They know some shit. Now they trying to tell everybody saying, oh,

728
00:31:12,960 --> 00:31:13,760
Speaker 1: you're doing that wrong.

729
00:31:13,880 --> 00:31:14,040
Speaker 3: Man.

730
00:31:14,520 --> 00:31:16,480
Speaker 4: When I get out there, I'm telling you, man, we're

731
00:31:16,480 --> 00:31:19,000
Speaker 4: gonna do some things different. I got a plan and

732
00:31:19,120 --> 00:31:21,120
Speaker 4: then you got some goofy niggas that be wait for them,

733
00:31:21,280 --> 00:31:23,360
Speaker 4: Like damn, what's nigga? Gonn come on with the play nigga,

734
00:31:23,400 --> 00:31:24,400
Speaker 4: what you're doing in the streets?

735
00:31:26,240 --> 00:31:26,680
Speaker 1: You know what I mean?

736
00:31:26,840 --> 00:31:28,479
Speaker 4: Like Jay Z said and saw niggas got them down

737
00:31:28,520 --> 00:31:30,080
Speaker 4: the street from jail. You in the street playing make

738
00:31:30,120 --> 00:31:32,640
Speaker 4: your moves, get your mail. Niggas cant cools in the

739
00:31:32,760 --> 00:31:35,720
Speaker 4: ESSL but can't post mail. So it's like they on

740
00:31:35,800 --> 00:31:36,160
Speaker 4: the streets.

741
00:31:36,160 --> 00:31:38,120
Speaker 1: You ain't for a nigga here, But that's niggas be waiting.

742
00:31:38,320 --> 00:31:39,880
Speaker 1: So now when it's time to go out, niggas be

743
00:31:40,040 --> 00:31:42,200
Speaker 1: like this. They be pushing Niggasigga like hold up, don't

744
00:31:42,200 --> 00:31:45,200
Speaker 1: push me. Fuck you mean look trying to go now niggas.

745
00:31:44,920 --> 00:31:48,320
Speaker 4: No, no hold up man, because now on your street

746
00:31:48,360 --> 00:31:51,920
Speaker 4: cloth now It's like, I gotta see if I'm really

747
00:31:51,960 --> 00:31:52,360
Speaker 4: this nigga.

748
00:31:52,400 --> 00:31:53,600
Speaker 1: I told my grandma I am.

749
00:31:53,640 --> 00:31:56,320
Speaker 4: Now because the nigga that you said that you is

750
00:31:56,400 --> 00:31:59,080
Speaker 4: now that you became, he never got challenged. He he

751
00:31:59,160 --> 00:32:01,840
Speaker 4: never smelled him tape because he and the joint. But

752
00:32:02,000 --> 00:32:07,120
Speaker 4: now you come out might crack motherfucker's crack because now

753
00:32:07,160 --> 00:32:08,520
Speaker 4: you got to come out here and be a law body,

754
00:32:08,640 --> 00:32:10,800
Speaker 4: cenisor you got to go get your identification. You got

755
00:32:10,880 --> 00:32:13,200
Speaker 4: to walk around with identification now, buddy, you got to

756
00:32:13,200 --> 00:32:13,760
Speaker 4: have your license.

757
00:32:13,760 --> 00:32:15,720
Speaker 1: You got to have insurance. You got to make sure

758
00:32:15,760 --> 00:32:18,880
Speaker 1: your baby's got insurance. You just is running around out here.

759
00:32:18,920 --> 00:32:20,680
Speaker 4: Your whole life existed off a bank road that was

760
00:32:20,720 --> 00:32:23,040
Speaker 4: in your pocket or under your mattress. That ain't how

761
00:32:23,120 --> 00:32:27,200
Speaker 4: life worked down baby, for one k all the real shit.

762
00:32:28,040 --> 00:32:31,920
Speaker 4: So now that's that's hard. Responsibility is hard. Accountability is hard.

763
00:32:32,840 --> 00:32:34,680
Speaker 4: So you know, you know when they told me I

764
00:32:34,800 --> 00:32:36,480
Speaker 4: was coming out, was scared, just like everybody else, because

765
00:32:36,480 --> 00:32:38,320
Speaker 4: you got to be somebody else that you never was.

766
00:32:38,400 --> 00:32:40,920
Speaker 4: You don't know everything that you set up and they

767
00:32:41,000 --> 00:32:43,840
Speaker 4: put you prepare you to be, you don't know if

768
00:32:43,840 --> 00:32:44,920
Speaker 4: you can maintain that person.

769
00:32:45,120 --> 00:32:45,760
Speaker 1: Shit is scary.

770
00:32:46,720 --> 00:32:49,880
Speaker 6: So so it was give us that day. You know

771
00:32:49,920 --> 00:32:52,520
Speaker 6: what I'm saying, I ain't doing nothing that one day, nigga.

772
00:32:52,800 --> 00:32:53,520
Speaker 1: That's a long time.

773
00:32:53,600 --> 00:32:54,520
Speaker 6: Man, that's a long time.

774
00:32:54,760 --> 00:32:58,280
Speaker 5: But still it taught me like, oh shit, that one day, niggas,

775
00:32:58,440 --> 00:33:00,000
Speaker 5: that could be ten years, fifteen years.

776
00:33:00,000 --> 00:33:02,040
Speaker 1: You won't do that. I always tell people when you

777
00:33:02,160 --> 00:33:04,240
Speaker 1: get out that sign of.

778
00:33:04,560 --> 00:33:07,840
Speaker 10: Freedom because you've been so restrict for so long, when

779
00:33:07,880 --> 00:33:11,160
Speaker 10: you been like, damn, can't nobody tell me to lay

780
00:33:11,200 --> 00:33:12,600
Speaker 10: down to do that. I can eat what I want,

781
00:33:12,600 --> 00:33:14,840
Speaker 10: touch what I want, I can go across the street.

782
00:33:14,880 --> 00:33:17,600
Speaker 6: That sign of just being thankful and grateful for the

783
00:33:17,680 --> 00:33:18,160
Speaker 6: little shit.

784
00:33:18,560 --> 00:33:20,239
Speaker 4: It's that and then it's the sad part that hit

785
00:33:20,280 --> 00:33:23,000
Speaker 4: when you hit back to t T when you get

786
00:33:23,080 --> 00:33:27,720
Speaker 4: back to the reality of your environment in your community.

787
00:33:28,600 --> 00:33:31,960
Speaker 4: Boo boo dead like dead. See, a lot of shit

788
00:33:32,120 --> 00:33:34,960
Speaker 4: is just different. It's like a movie. I don't know

789
00:33:35,000 --> 00:33:37,880
Speaker 4: if you ever ever seen an education of Sunny Costing right, Yeah,

790
00:33:37,960 --> 00:33:40,320
Speaker 4: most definitely. But Sunday, come on, you remember when Sunny

791
00:33:40,320 --> 00:33:40,600
Speaker 4: come home?

792
00:33:40,800 --> 00:33:42,880
Speaker 1: How sad it was. He walking down the street, see

793
00:33:42,920 --> 00:33:45,440
Speaker 1: the girls, he feed out, his man all feeded out.

794
00:33:45,840 --> 00:33:47,520
Speaker 1: He comes down. He's like you get on the joint

795
00:33:47,600 --> 00:33:50,400
Speaker 1: like that. You got that walk, but anybody like everything

796
00:33:50,480 --> 00:33:52,200
Speaker 1: is dead, it's glue. Shit. He was beat down, but

797
00:33:52,240 --> 00:33:53,320
Speaker 1: before he even got to the HEU.

798
00:33:53,880 --> 00:33:55,239
Speaker 4: But let me give you a game. Let me lay

799
00:33:55,240 --> 00:33:57,280
Speaker 4: it on you. So when I get back I'm in Philly,

800
00:33:58,960 --> 00:34:00,880
Speaker 4: I ain't liking what I see. I had to wash

801
00:34:00,960 --> 00:34:07,760
Speaker 4: my eyes. When I say washed my eyes the poverty

802
00:34:07,800 --> 00:34:09,920
Speaker 4: that took place, that was taking place in the ghetto.

803
00:34:09,960 --> 00:34:17,000
Speaker 4: When I got back, it was so draining that my homegirl,

804
00:34:19,160 --> 00:34:22,120
Speaker 4: my sister from another mother, Nadia, she was living down

805
00:34:22,160 --> 00:34:26,840
Speaker 4: here in Atlanta and she had a motherfucker Johns. She

806
00:34:26,960 --> 00:34:30,960
Speaker 4: had a store on Peter Street, right next to Pee

807
00:34:30,960 --> 00:34:34,560
Speaker 4: Weet long Way Studio, right and she was like, Yo,

808
00:34:34,640 --> 00:34:37,200
Speaker 4: come down here, man. And my brother was living from

809
00:34:37,239 --> 00:34:40,279
Speaker 4: another mother's sife. He was living in Alpharetta, Georgia. So

810
00:34:40,360 --> 00:34:41,239
Speaker 4: he said, I'm gonna come get you.

811
00:34:41,360 --> 00:34:41,680
Speaker 1: Came down.

812
00:34:41,760 --> 00:34:43,719
Speaker 4: We drove down this motherfucker. I came down this bitch.

813
00:34:44,400 --> 00:34:48,480
Speaker 4: Let me tell you something, man, you know. And I

814
00:34:48,560 --> 00:34:50,880
Speaker 4: always said when I said this, when I was in

815
00:34:50,960 --> 00:34:51,600
Speaker 4: a joint.

816
00:34:51,680 --> 00:34:53,400
Speaker 1: I said, I'm going down Atlanta, man, I gotta go

817
00:34:53,480 --> 00:34:53,839
Speaker 1: down there.

818
00:34:54,160 --> 00:34:57,480
Speaker 4: Because all the TV shows they always had that Georgia.

819
00:34:58,080 --> 00:35:01,000
Speaker 4: Everything was in Atlanta. Everything, so you and the joint.

820
00:35:01,040 --> 00:35:02,719
Speaker 4: Watching the TV shows at the end, you just see

821
00:35:02,760 --> 00:35:04,560
Speaker 4: that joint coming. I'm like, I'm going down Atlanta, man,

822
00:35:04,600 --> 00:35:06,799
Speaker 4: Everything down Land's popping down there, and they got all

823
00:35:06,840 --> 00:35:07,520
Speaker 4: the chicks down there.

824
00:35:07,560 --> 00:35:11,480
Speaker 1: Man, so I'm like, he bring me down this jaw man.

825
00:35:12,160 --> 00:35:14,200
Speaker 1: I go on here. I'm on Peter Street at the time.

826
00:35:14,280 --> 00:35:15,400
Speaker 1: I'm selling these T shirts.

827
00:35:15,960 --> 00:35:18,640
Speaker 4: There's always money and different cities, got the different cities

828
00:35:18,680 --> 00:35:19,160
Speaker 4: on there, all.

829
00:35:19,040 --> 00:35:22,319
Speaker 1: This dumb shit, but I'm making I'm right there, my man.

830
00:35:22,640 --> 00:35:24,439
Speaker 1: This when I meet. My man called me at one five.

831
00:35:26,280 --> 00:35:28,759
Speaker 1: He knew my cousin. We connect. Yeah, that's my guy.

832
00:35:28,840 --> 00:35:31,000
Speaker 1: Man called me shot out the carving. Man. I meet

833
00:35:31,040 --> 00:35:35,960
Speaker 1: carving carving, showing me around, showing me love, and.

834
00:35:37,800 --> 00:35:40,160
Speaker 4: I'll never forget. I still outside of linexmall. I got

835
00:35:40,239 --> 00:35:42,319
Speaker 4: me a cup of tea. I ain't really had no money.

836
00:35:42,719 --> 00:35:44,600
Speaker 4: My brother, like, yo, man, I said, I'll just leave

837
00:35:44,640 --> 00:35:47,239
Speaker 4: me here. And I sat in front of that motherfucker

838
00:35:47,320 --> 00:35:50,080
Speaker 4: for like half a day, just keep going, getting teed,

839
00:35:50,160 --> 00:35:51,920
Speaker 4: going in the joint, taking the piss and just walking

840
00:35:51,960 --> 00:35:54,880
Speaker 4: around watching motherfuckers. But in front of them all I

841
00:35:54,960 --> 00:35:57,680
Speaker 4: sat there and I never seen black people living like

842
00:35:57,800 --> 00:36:01,480
Speaker 4: that in my life. And I'm looking, I'm thinking anybody

843
00:36:01,560 --> 00:36:02,840
Speaker 4: every time I see them, my foot go to a

844
00:36:02,920 --> 00:36:05,359
Speaker 4: car lambc GHINDI for I'm like, oh, they probably they

845
00:36:05,400 --> 00:36:06,719
Speaker 4: got a lot of different vallets in here.

846
00:36:07,480 --> 00:36:08,960
Speaker 1: I'm like like, oh shit, that's that.

847
00:36:09,840 --> 00:36:12,319
Speaker 4: That's just it motivated me in a way I never

848
00:36:12,600 --> 00:36:14,799
Speaker 4: It was just a motivation because I never seen black

849
00:36:14,840 --> 00:36:17,000
Speaker 4: success and I never seen black mannerism in the way

850
00:36:17,000 --> 00:36:17,919
Speaker 4: I've seen it in the South.

851
00:36:18,440 --> 00:36:19,360
Speaker 1: How are you doing this, sneaks?

852
00:36:19,440 --> 00:36:21,960
Speaker 4: Nice brother, I'm like, damn we talking to each other

853
00:36:22,120 --> 00:36:25,759
Speaker 4: like that. It was something and it changed my life

854
00:36:26,040 --> 00:36:27,799
Speaker 4: and I went back up top when time, I went

855
00:36:27,840 --> 00:36:29,960
Speaker 4: back up top like it's all I'm gonna like this

856
00:36:30,040 --> 00:36:32,200
Speaker 4: shit up because I realized that it was a world

857
00:36:32,280 --> 00:36:34,360
Speaker 4: that was bigger than the world that produced me. A

858
00:36:34,440 --> 00:36:37,440
Speaker 4: lot of us don't understand its neighborhoods outside of the

859
00:36:37,480 --> 00:36:39,160
Speaker 4: neighborhood that we live in our whole life.

860
00:36:39,600 --> 00:36:40,080
Speaker 1: But we don't.

861
00:36:40,200 --> 00:36:42,880
Speaker 4: We don't see and I think we lack exposure in

862
00:36:42,960 --> 00:36:45,160
Speaker 4: the hood a lot of times that we miss out

863
00:36:45,239 --> 00:36:46,040
Speaker 4: on a lot of blessings.

864
00:36:46,400 --> 00:36:48,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, now let me ask you this with somebody who

865
00:36:48,480 --> 00:36:50,320
Speaker 2: from the South. I guess we get used to the

866
00:36:50,400 --> 00:36:53,600
Speaker 2: hospitality and like that. But you said you saw niggas

867
00:36:53,640 --> 00:36:56,120
Speaker 2: talking to each other for the first time and sitting

868
00:36:56,160 --> 00:36:57,440
Speaker 2: on life like on.

869
00:36:57,520 --> 00:37:01,879
Speaker 4: Some there was almost a respect It was. Everything was respectable, man,

870
00:37:02,520 --> 00:37:04,440
Speaker 4: You see what I'm saying. It was just every little thing.

871
00:37:04,480 --> 00:37:07,520
Speaker 4: I'm like, it was detailed because I'm knowing for motherfucker see,

872
00:37:07,640 --> 00:37:08,560
Speaker 4: man know your whole life.

873
00:37:08,600 --> 00:37:09,520
Speaker 1: Man, won't say nothing to you.

874
00:37:09,840 --> 00:37:11,640
Speaker 4: I know niggas I never spoke to in my life

875
00:37:11,680 --> 00:37:13,560
Speaker 4: that they mad at me, and I don't know why.

876
00:37:14,680 --> 00:37:16,479
Speaker 4: And they never spoke to me and I never spoke

877
00:37:16,520 --> 00:37:19,200
Speaker 4: to them. We lived on the same block. They don't

878
00:37:19,239 --> 00:37:23,080
Speaker 4: fucking know that. Listen, the East Coast is the most

879
00:37:23,120 --> 00:37:28,400
Speaker 4: critical place in America, from that Baltimore, DC, all the

880
00:37:28,440 --> 00:37:32,240
Speaker 4: way up to New York. Mother fucking me down Baltimore,

881
00:37:32,280 --> 00:37:34,040
Speaker 4: slim out and niggas behave. It's a slim I don't

882
00:37:34,080 --> 00:37:36,919
Speaker 4: know you man down DC. You know, fuck you talking

883
00:37:36,960 --> 00:37:39,800
Speaker 4: to me for slim. The nigga just be mad to

884
00:37:39,880 --> 00:37:45,120
Speaker 4: be mad down here. His brotherhood and sisterhood on its

885
00:37:45,200 --> 00:37:49,000
Speaker 4: highest form. And that's why why you think y'all don't

886
00:37:49,040 --> 00:37:51,440
Speaker 4: know this, Why the whole fucking the land ain't a

887
00:37:51,480 --> 00:37:53,120
Speaker 4: landing no morning. Everybody got the fuck from out the

888
00:37:53,160 --> 00:37:55,440
Speaker 4: East coast and ran down this bitch. Majority of the

889
00:37:55,480 --> 00:37:59,960
Speaker 4: people down this joints from East Coast, New York, Philly, DC, Cleveland,

890
00:38:00,640 --> 00:38:02,160
Speaker 4: all that ship Baltimore.

891
00:38:02,320 --> 00:38:03,800
Speaker 1: Then they didn't.

892
00:38:03,680 --> 00:38:07,200
Speaker 4: Veediate because it was it was soft, it was love,

893
00:38:07,280 --> 00:38:09,040
Speaker 4: and down here was soothing down this motherfucker.

894
00:38:09,719 --> 00:38:10,719
Speaker 1: That's why you body left.

895
00:38:12,160 --> 00:38:12,279
Speaker 3: Man.

896
00:38:12,360 --> 00:38:14,600
Speaker 7: One of the things that I admired about you is

897
00:38:14,640 --> 00:38:17,400
Speaker 7: the discipline that you have because you got out of prison,

898
00:38:17,480 --> 00:38:20,000
Speaker 7: but you're on parole till till what year.

899
00:38:19,960 --> 00:38:22,880
Speaker 4: Two thousand and forty eight, got like two between nine

900
00:38:22,920 --> 00:38:25,040
Speaker 4: two thousand and forty eight. And the blessing about that

901
00:38:25,239 --> 00:38:26,960
Speaker 4: is that next month I got a hearing to get

902
00:38:27,000 --> 00:38:28,160
Speaker 4: off roll Octoba eight.

903
00:38:31,000 --> 00:38:35,160
Speaker 2: Luck because I know you didn't been all the way

904
00:38:35,239 --> 00:38:37,239
Speaker 2: through the justice system and all that, and I see

905
00:38:37,239 --> 00:38:40,319
Speaker 2: you've been working with the city council and all.

906
00:38:40,239 --> 00:38:41,800
Speaker 1: The fish to the city. I got the key to

907
00:38:41,880 --> 00:38:49,200
Speaker 1: the city, just been doing all from going from one

908
00:38:49,280 --> 00:38:50,040
Speaker 1: side to the other.

909
00:38:50,400 --> 00:38:53,640
Speaker 4: They gave me the they made me ah, they gave

910
00:38:53,680 --> 00:38:55,319
Speaker 4: me a Honter Rayed shirt badge so I could lock

911
00:38:55,360 --> 00:38:55,960
Speaker 4: you niggas up.

912
00:38:56,680 --> 00:38:57,800
Speaker 1: That ain't what that means.

913
00:39:04,760 --> 00:39:07,680
Speaker 6: You You are tricking you.

914
00:39:07,920 --> 00:39:09,360
Speaker 1: I said, man like a lot. He said, know you

915
00:39:09,560 --> 00:39:11,120
Speaker 1: rent lock of niggas up.

916
00:39:11,160 --> 00:39:13,680
Speaker 6: I said, that's why to him when.

917
00:39:13,560 --> 00:39:15,239
Speaker 5: He said, oh here, mind your business, he said, you

918
00:39:15,360 --> 00:39:16,760
Speaker 5: know what I am the police.

919
00:39:18,480 --> 00:39:21,680
Speaker 4: I felt like this train today, I'm like nigga so

920
00:39:21,880 --> 00:39:24,520
Speaker 4: but no, it's like, uh, it just feel good, you know,

921
00:39:25,560 --> 00:39:27,480
Speaker 4: you know you don't know, just like people is really

922
00:39:27,520 --> 00:39:29,719
Speaker 4: watching you, just doing it because you're doing it from

923
00:39:29,719 --> 00:39:32,239
Speaker 4: me and you're looking out for the people. Uh, trying

924
00:39:32,280 --> 00:39:35,880
Speaker 4: to encourage youngins and uh, just loving, loving where you

925
00:39:36,000 --> 00:39:38,680
Speaker 4: come from. And I believe like with me, I come

926
00:39:38,760 --> 00:39:44,400
Speaker 4: from every neighborhood, every every ghetto in America. It's just

927
00:39:44,480 --> 00:39:46,040
Speaker 4: a different name. We all family. We got to the

928
00:39:46,080 --> 00:39:48,279
Speaker 4: same struggles. And that's why I get the love that

929
00:39:48,360 --> 00:39:51,240
Speaker 4: I get because I show people love. It's like it's easy,

930
00:39:51,320 --> 00:39:55,279
Speaker 4: but it's like, uh, it's a blessing man to get

931
00:39:55,360 --> 00:39:56,600
Speaker 4: recognized for doing right.

932
00:39:56,880 --> 00:39:58,520
Speaker 1: You always got recognized for doing wrong.

933
00:39:58,640 --> 00:40:02,360
Speaker 5: We can what can I say that whatever happened or

934
00:40:02,480 --> 00:40:06,200
Speaker 5: transpired in the past life, it's this life that we

935
00:40:06,280 --> 00:40:08,600
Speaker 5: get to see the real you.

936
00:40:09,280 --> 00:40:10,600
Speaker 6: You dig know what I'm saying. That's why I say

937
00:40:10,960 --> 00:40:11,759
Speaker 6: you are a product of.

938
00:40:11,800 --> 00:40:15,880
Speaker 5: Rehabilitation, because they swear that once we get in that system,

939
00:40:16,160 --> 00:40:19,120
Speaker 5: we trapped you stuck, we always gonna be that same person.

940
00:40:19,200 --> 00:40:20,799
Speaker 1: But this is like you said, we.

941
00:40:20,880 --> 00:40:25,120
Speaker 5: Never embraced our individualism never, and who you are is

942
00:40:25,360 --> 00:40:26,280
Speaker 5: who you were before.

943
00:40:26,560 --> 00:40:28,680
Speaker 6: It's just you had to own it. You feel what

944
00:40:28,719 --> 00:40:30,800
Speaker 6: I'm saying, and we see it.

945
00:40:31,440 --> 00:40:34,880
Speaker 5: We appreciate it, and we appreciate you giving off that

946
00:40:35,120 --> 00:40:38,400
Speaker 5: energy because people who get incarcerated and come out, they

947
00:40:38,440 --> 00:40:40,839
Speaker 5: at least got somebody that they can have a hero,

948
00:40:41,200 --> 00:40:42,759
Speaker 5: look up to it and be like, look, I'm not

949
00:40:42,880 --> 00:40:44,920
Speaker 5: a criminal. I may have done some stupid shit, but

950
00:40:45,520 --> 00:40:47,920
Speaker 5: I'm like him. Yeah, and if he could do it,

951
00:40:48,000 --> 00:40:49,759
Speaker 5: what you think I can't do it? And you know,

952
00:40:49,960 --> 00:40:52,160
Speaker 5: it's like it's like I had to realize. And I

953
00:40:52,640 --> 00:40:55,000
Speaker 5: always tell people it's not about me.

954
00:40:55,120 --> 00:40:57,399
Speaker 4: It's about the people that's coming after me, because when

955
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:00,520
Speaker 4: you look at me, you say, damn okay, brother, come

956
00:41:00,560 --> 00:41:01,840
Speaker 4: out of jail. I've been out of jail going on

957
00:41:01,880 --> 00:41:03,120
Speaker 4: eight years February eight.

958
00:41:04,400 --> 00:41:07,600
Speaker 6: That's a long time. That's a long time.

959
00:41:08,040 --> 00:41:11,319
Speaker 4: And it's like I'm the cultural advisor of YouTube, bro.

960
00:41:12,520 --> 00:41:16,040
Speaker 4: You know, what I mean, think about that cultural advisor

961
00:41:16,200 --> 00:41:18,920
Speaker 4: of YouTube, which is owned by Google, and I created

962
00:41:18,960 --> 00:41:21,320
Speaker 4: a program called YouTube Avenues. We went to about like

963
00:41:21,400 --> 00:41:24,000
Speaker 4: ten cities already put like five six hundred people in

964
00:41:24,040 --> 00:41:27,640
Speaker 4: the room. We bring different people from the music industry

965
00:41:27,680 --> 00:41:30,359
Speaker 4: to talk on a panel with me outside of my team.

966
00:41:30,480 --> 00:41:33,600
Speaker 1: Rachie Ritchie from the AID, the Queen.

967
00:41:33,400 --> 00:41:40,080
Speaker 4: Of the A Mahllet, Adam Brittany c Money abodys on

968
00:41:40,160 --> 00:41:42,600
Speaker 4: the team. These sisters and brothers that work on YouTube,

969
00:41:43,160 --> 00:41:45,000
Speaker 4: they get there, they show you how to start your YouTube,

970
00:41:45,080 --> 00:41:47,320
Speaker 4: how to scale on YouTube, how to monetize your YouTube.

971
00:41:47,760 --> 00:41:49,239
Speaker 4: And it's just some shit that I came up with

972
00:41:49,320 --> 00:41:51,520
Speaker 4: that I wanted to do when I got the position.

973
00:41:52,080 --> 00:42:00,440
Speaker 4: And we've been a to Atlanta, d C, Baltimore, Philly, Detroit, Houston, Miami, Oakland,

974
00:42:00,880 --> 00:42:02,759
Speaker 4: and we really took to the community. That's something I

975
00:42:02,800 --> 00:42:04,839
Speaker 4: wanted to do. But I'll just be trying to lead

976
00:42:04,880 --> 00:42:09,400
Speaker 4: by example the show. It ain't about me. It's about imagine.

977
00:42:09,400 --> 00:42:13,120
Speaker 4: When you give people a real second chance and you

978
00:42:13,239 --> 00:42:15,080
Speaker 4: get them a shot. That's coming from where I'm coming from,

979
00:42:15,400 --> 00:42:16,800
Speaker 4: the possibility.

980
00:42:16,239 --> 00:42:17,400
Speaker 1: Is endless, you know.

981
00:42:17,680 --> 00:42:21,000
Speaker 4: And I told him when I walked in here, you know,

982
00:42:21,080 --> 00:42:25,040
Speaker 4: my book came out last week September September tenth, right,

983
00:42:27,000 --> 00:42:30,160
Speaker 4: you know what I mean? It came out September tenth

984
00:42:30,840 --> 00:42:34,480
Speaker 4: and this you know today it became a New York

985
00:42:34,520 --> 00:42:35,160
Speaker 4: Times bestseller.

986
00:42:37,400 --> 00:42:45,000
Speaker 6: Man, yes, sir, you know.

987
00:42:48,400 --> 00:42:51,120
Speaker 4: It's about it's about just showing bottle. No, no, we

988
00:42:51,160 --> 00:42:53,759
Speaker 4: don't need to do all that. It's a pops of water.

989
00:42:54,160 --> 00:42:59,200
Speaker 4: So it's like, uh, it's just trying to show, not me.

990
00:42:59,320 --> 00:43:00,960
Speaker 4: I just got to be example of what could come

991
00:43:01,040 --> 00:43:03,319
Speaker 4: if we give you really give people a chance and.

992
00:43:03,360 --> 00:43:05,640
Speaker 6: You actually oh, you actually have a second chance.

993
00:43:05,719 --> 00:43:05,799
Speaker 1: Right.

994
00:43:05,800 --> 00:43:09,439
Speaker 6: People don't understand how the system works. You did it, dug.

995
00:43:10,880 --> 00:43:15,880
Speaker 5: You ain't technically quite done because you still on parole

996
00:43:16,320 --> 00:43:18,280
Speaker 5: to twenty forty eight, which.

997
00:43:18,200 --> 00:43:21,400
Speaker 6: Means a small mass.

998
00:43:22,920 --> 00:43:23,719
Speaker 1: They can remix me.

999
00:43:24,920 --> 00:43:27,479
Speaker 6: So how do you know I keep it? I'm free,

1000
00:43:28,440 --> 00:43:30,759
Speaker 6: I'm positive, but you still got to chain on me.

1001
00:43:31,000 --> 00:43:34,040
Speaker 4: You know what's crazy that that's always online with me,

1002
00:43:34,960 --> 00:43:38,759
Speaker 4: Like it's always like it's always like you know, you

1003
00:43:38,880 --> 00:43:42,040
Speaker 4: keep it in your mind, but I still be just

1004
00:43:42,160 --> 00:43:45,960
Speaker 4: thankful to physically be here. It's like, but you'd be like, ah,

1005
00:43:46,640 --> 00:43:50,160
Speaker 4: sometimes you sit back. I'm like, damn, I'm gonna walk

1006
00:43:50,200 --> 00:43:51,520
Speaker 4: this shit. I gotta walk this day. But then you

1007
00:43:51,680 --> 00:43:53,759
Speaker 4: be like, somethings gonna happen, something good is gonna happen.

1008
00:43:58,200 --> 00:44:01,480
Speaker 7: You successful now, like you one of the most successful

1009
00:44:01,600 --> 00:44:05,279
Speaker 7: media personality period, So you exposed to a lot of

1010
00:44:05,360 --> 00:44:08,240
Speaker 7: things that meant that it's easy access that's kind.

1011
00:44:08,120 --> 00:44:10,279
Speaker 3: Of productive to what it is that you know you

1012
00:44:10,400 --> 00:44:11,600
Speaker 3: got to do to stay out here.

1013
00:44:12,040 --> 00:44:15,680
Speaker 7: How do you mentally keep yourself from doing the things

1014
00:44:15,760 --> 00:44:18,680
Speaker 7: that is available to you that will you know that

1015
00:44:18,800 --> 00:44:20,600
Speaker 7: you know may take you back, But it's just you

1016
00:44:20,680 --> 00:44:21,400
Speaker 7: know what I mean, you.

1017
00:44:21,400 --> 00:44:22,000
Speaker 1: Know what's crazy?

1018
00:44:22,440 --> 00:44:26,160
Speaker 6: Pole is like discipline. It's like it ain't really even

1019
00:44:26,200 --> 00:44:27,040
Speaker 6: that I don't even fuck it.

1020
00:44:27,239 --> 00:44:28,920
Speaker 1: It ain't even about the parole and stuff.

1021
00:44:29,120 --> 00:44:33,600
Speaker 4: It's really about like, bro I thought when I got money,

1022
00:44:35,120 --> 00:44:37,919
Speaker 4: I think, I think the idea that we have money,

1023
00:44:39,680 --> 00:44:42,080
Speaker 4: but we think life going change, and we think all

1024
00:44:42,160 --> 00:44:44,759
Speaker 4: the triuments of our upbringing going to disappear, and you

1025
00:44:44,880 --> 00:44:47,239
Speaker 4: think this magical feeling gonna come. You be like, damn,

1026
00:44:47,239 --> 00:44:48,560
Speaker 4: I got the paper and I was like I was

1027
00:44:48,600 --> 00:44:51,520
Speaker 4: disappointed because I was like, what the fuck they was

1028
00:44:51,560 --> 00:44:53,120
Speaker 4: talking like some like I was gonna get the Bruce

1029
00:44:53,239 --> 00:44:55,360
Speaker 4: Leevery and glow. I thought I was gonna be like

1030
00:44:55,400 --> 00:44:57,920
Speaker 4: Bruce Leevey and shit like some glow.

1031
00:44:57,800 --> 00:44:58,279
Speaker 1: Was gonna happen.

1032
00:44:58,320 --> 00:45:01,000
Speaker 4: I was gonna be able to do all kick people's yeah,

1033
00:45:01,000 --> 00:45:03,120
Speaker 4: all that ship, but nothing happened. He'd be like, all right,

1034
00:45:03,120 --> 00:45:05,359
Speaker 4: I get money, I buyt some ship, I get a car,

1035
00:45:06,360 --> 00:45:07,799
Speaker 4: I drive it a couple of times. I don't give

1036
00:45:07,800 --> 00:45:08,680
Speaker 4: about it no more.

1037
00:45:09,120 --> 00:45:11,640
Speaker 1: I do this. It's like it's just shit.

1038
00:45:11,680 --> 00:45:14,960
Speaker 4: Get bored quick because you have ac it's more fascinating

1039
00:45:15,000 --> 00:45:15,800
Speaker 4: when you can't do it.

1040
00:45:16,480 --> 00:45:17,360
Speaker 1: When you got access.

1041
00:45:17,440 --> 00:45:19,239
Speaker 4: She ain't be like all right, and then you start

1042
00:45:19,280 --> 00:45:23,360
Speaker 4: respecting the regular things in life, like you know, simply

1043
00:45:23,440 --> 00:45:25,800
Speaker 4: going in the crib, you know what I mean, watching

1044
00:45:25,880 --> 00:45:28,759
Speaker 4: some motherfucking movies chilling, you know, I mean doing some

1045
00:45:28,840 --> 00:45:31,960
Speaker 4: research whatever. And I enjoy that more than anything, being

1046
00:45:32,000 --> 00:45:32,880
Speaker 4: in the hot just chilling.

1047
00:45:33,560 --> 00:45:35,520
Speaker 1: And I was. I thought that I would be giver.

1048
00:45:35,880 --> 00:45:38,400
Speaker 4: But then I'm glad I never went to nonther parties

1049
00:45:38,440 --> 00:45:41,120
Speaker 4: that you you attended, y'all to ship.

1050
00:45:43,239 --> 00:45:43,919
Speaker 1: To go to the party.

1051
00:45:44,000 --> 00:45:47,000
Speaker 6: Keep heard about friends and party you.

1052
00:45:49,160 --> 00:45:55,000
Speaker 3: Like with a town wrapped around his neck like a superhero.

1053
00:45:56,560 --> 00:45:57,719
Speaker 1: Night baby, the.

1054
00:45:59,280 --> 00:46:02,520
Speaker 3: Fish cans openlynight.

1055
00:46:03,440 --> 00:46:05,040
Speaker 7: But I do want to ask you this million dollars

1056
00:46:05,080 --> 00:46:08,640
Speaker 7: worth of game man, like you can tell from watching

1057
00:46:08,719 --> 00:46:10,800
Speaker 7: that you on Guild Is Partners.

1058
00:46:11,200 --> 00:46:14,520
Speaker 3: How did y'all keep that connection with you being away

1059
00:46:14,600 --> 00:46:15,560
Speaker 3: for a dog like?

1060
00:46:15,640 --> 00:46:18,120
Speaker 7: How did y'all come back straight into like y'all niggas

1061
00:46:18,160 --> 00:46:19,920
Speaker 7: have been functioning in the freeway and.

1062
00:46:20,000 --> 00:46:22,320
Speaker 1: Not thinking that he owe you you know what it is?

1063
00:46:23,120 --> 00:46:24,919
Speaker 1: And I see that we ain't got that these days.

1064
00:46:25,239 --> 00:46:28,800
Speaker 1: It's lost. If I love you, DC, I love you.

1065
00:46:31,040 --> 00:46:33,359
Speaker 1: You know how you got a cousin or family member.

1066
00:46:34,320 --> 00:46:35,919
Speaker 4: You might don't talk to that nigga for six seven

1067
00:46:35,960 --> 00:46:38,680
Speaker 4: months whatever, But it ain't no you want some bullshit.

1068
00:46:39,280 --> 00:46:40,560
Speaker 1: You ain't know he on some bullshit.

1069
00:46:40,960 --> 00:46:44,240
Speaker 4: I think our idea of buying of a real true

1070
00:46:45,040 --> 00:46:48,000
Speaker 4: you know, love for one anothers and real truth connection

1071
00:46:49,280 --> 00:46:52,759
Speaker 4: is I think it got it became dilute with social

1072
00:46:52,840 --> 00:46:57,920
Speaker 4: media that everything is about, Damn man, it's about right

1073
00:46:57,960 --> 00:47:00,200
Speaker 4: now in social media world wisdom. And then you got

1074
00:47:00,239 --> 00:47:02,799
Speaker 4: people that are so fucking clingy these days. They think

1075
00:47:02,840 --> 00:47:04,799
Speaker 4: they gotta be away with your a move. Damn man,

1076
00:47:04,880 --> 00:47:07,320
Speaker 4: you ain't post me for my birthday, nigga, then I

1077
00:47:07,440 --> 00:47:09,759
Speaker 4: just call you and send you a cash. Yet the

1078
00:47:09,840 --> 00:47:12,440
Speaker 4: fuck is you're talking about everything is so Me and

1079
00:47:12,560 --> 00:47:15,400
Speaker 4: cousin never had a cousin to have to He used

1080
00:47:15,440 --> 00:47:17,800
Speaker 4: to have a motherfucker come to my cell in the penitentiary.

1081
00:47:17,880 --> 00:47:21,200
Speaker 1: Right. They'd be like, Yo, man, I just was talking

1082
00:47:21,239 --> 00:47:22,919
Speaker 1: to my motherfucker cousin. Man he was with Gil.

1083
00:47:22,960 --> 00:47:25,040
Speaker 4: Gil said, what the fuck is wallaw at man? The

1084
00:47:25,120 --> 00:47:26,719
Speaker 4: nigga ain't called me in two and a half years.

1085
00:47:27,400 --> 00:47:30,560
Speaker 4: I'm like, Cuz I'm doing my bit. He'd be like,

1086
00:47:30,640 --> 00:47:31,759
Speaker 4: what the fuck type bitch you're doing?

1087
00:47:31,840 --> 00:47:33,799
Speaker 1: Nigga? You don't even call niggas. I'm like, I don't

1088
00:47:33,840 --> 00:47:36,040
Speaker 1: need nothing. I'ma call you for a nigga. You out there,

1089
00:47:36,080 --> 00:47:37,960
Speaker 1: I'll be there. Let me knock my time off.

1090
00:47:38,600 --> 00:47:40,680
Speaker 4: And when we can't came home, we right back at

1091
00:47:40,719 --> 00:47:43,600
Speaker 4: it because what we got is different than anybody else

1092
00:47:43,640 --> 00:47:45,960
Speaker 4: in the family. It's just different. Our connection is different.

1093
00:47:46,520 --> 00:47:49,239
Speaker 4: And it was like, you can never owe me nothing

1094
00:47:49,760 --> 00:47:52,600
Speaker 4: for something that I decided to do. I gotta be

1095
00:47:52,680 --> 00:47:55,120
Speaker 4: responsible for that. And in our community, we never want

1096
00:47:55,160 --> 00:47:57,279
Speaker 4: to be sponsored. A nigga shoot somebody then be mad

1097
00:47:57,320 --> 00:47:59,160
Speaker 4: at y' all three, But then them nigga's mad. They

1098
00:47:59,160 --> 00:48:00,560
Speaker 4: ain't send me the way they pay for my lord

1099
00:48:00,600 --> 00:48:02,200
Speaker 4: pay for your lord. For what the niggas got kids

1100
00:48:02,239 --> 00:48:04,320
Speaker 4: and family, Why would they pay for your lawyer. You

1101
00:48:04,480 --> 00:48:06,480
Speaker 4: went out there and shot boom boom because you was mad. An,

1102
00:48:06,480 --> 00:48:09,719
Speaker 4: you sucker punch and you couldn't fight. And I think

1103
00:48:09,760 --> 00:48:11,239
Speaker 4: that's what it is. I've never been a dude the

1104
00:48:11,280 --> 00:48:14,239
Speaker 4: point fingers or worried about what somebody supposed to do

1105
00:48:14,400 --> 00:48:16,399
Speaker 4: for me. Based off of the ship that I got

1106
00:48:16,480 --> 00:48:18,440
Speaker 4: myself in. I got it to go do my time

1107
00:48:18,520 --> 00:48:21,920
Speaker 4: and figure it out. And that's why when I came home,

1108
00:48:22,000 --> 00:48:23,719
Speaker 4: we was right back at it because it wasn't nothing.

1109
00:48:23,760 --> 00:48:26,279
Speaker 4: It ain't gonna never be nothing there that man.

1110
00:48:26,480 --> 00:48:28,879
Speaker 2: For the on the mental health side, you know, after

1111
00:48:28,960 --> 00:48:31,520
Speaker 2: being locked up for that much time, it's like and

1112
00:48:31,840 --> 00:48:33,880
Speaker 2: like you said, you get the money, you get, the success,

1113
00:48:33,960 --> 00:48:39,399
Speaker 2: you get. The girls lived beyond your wildest dreams. But upstairs, though, broh,

1114
00:48:39,440 --> 00:48:40,600
Speaker 2: how you keep your mind strong?

1115
00:48:40,640 --> 00:48:40,759
Speaker 1: You know?

1116
00:48:40,840 --> 00:48:42,960
Speaker 4: I talked to the therapists. Man, I ain't remember this.

1117
00:48:43,040 --> 00:48:45,680
Speaker 4: One of the first therapists I talked to, right. She

1118
00:48:45,840 --> 00:48:46,520
Speaker 4: was so beautiful.

1119
00:48:46,520 --> 00:48:49,719
Speaker 1: I told her everything that we must have set there,

1120
00:48:50,000 --> 00:48:52,200
Speaker 1: we must have set there today. I wasn't there. I

1121
00:48:52,239 --> 00:48:55,359
Speaker 1: went there earlier. I said, oh shit, but you want

1122
00:48:55,400 --> 00:48:58,880
Speaker 1: to know, it's like this digg is crazy when you

1123
00:48:59,000 --> 00:49:01,160
Speaker 1: against the idea of going on the therapy. First, No,

1124
00:49:01,360 --> 00:49:02,560
Speaker 1: I'm not against anything to that.

1125
00:49:02,760 --> 00:49:05,360
Speaker 4: Listen. If I listen this, I am. I'm one of

1126
00:49:05,400 --> 00:49:09,360
Speaker 4: these people. If I respect you and you tell me

1127
00:49:09,480 --> 00:49:13,279
Speaker 4: something that's gonna be beneficial to me, I respect you

1128
00:49:13,440 --> 00:49:15,279
Speaker 4: enough to trust you enough to know that it's gonna

1129
00:49:15,280 --> 00:49:17,640
Speaker 4: be beneficial to me. And you ain't gonna do nothing

1130
00:49:17,719 --> 00:49:20,800
Speaker 4: to me to direct me in the wrong path because

1131
00:49:20,880 --> 00:49:24,000
Speaker 4: our relationship don't call for that, you know what I'm saying.

1132
00:49:24,040 --> 00:49:26,440
Speaker 4: So I was in there, man, and I was just

1133
00:49:26,520 --> 00:49:29,759
Speaker 4: talking and talking and talking. Tell her anything she asked

1134
00:49:29,760 --> 00:49:33,120
Speaker 4: me questions. Robbie robbery, I got away with y'all did

1135
00:49:33,160 --> 00:49:33,440
Speaker 4: that too?

1136
00:49:34,000 --> 00:49:35,919
Speaker 1: Yeah? You know I was telling the all types of shit.

1137
00:49:35,960 --> 00:49:38,439
Speaker 1: I didn't know what the yeah.

1138
00:49:38,840 --> 00:49:42,760
Speaker 7: I mean you you got a lot of uh sponsorships.

1139
00:49:42,800 --> 00:49:46,960
Speaker 7: You just said something about YouTube, Colorado, call of different colleges.

1140
00:49:47,000 --> 00:49:49,480
Speaker 3: You're gonna speak at TED Talks. But your story is

1141
00:49:49,520 --> 00:49:50,000
Speaker 3: your story.

1142
00:49:50,200 --> 00:49:52,600
Speaker 7: So how do you disharm these people when they hear

1143
00:49:52,719 --> 00:49:55,120
Speaker 7: who's coming versus what they see when they get there?

1144
00:49:55,239 --> 00:49:57,040
Speaker 6: And how do you not get emotional?

1145
00:49:57,160 --> 00:49:59,800
Speaker 5: To add on that because it's personal and you speaking

1146
00:50:00,200 --> 00:50:01,120
Speaker 5: from the heart for real.

1147
00:50:01,400 --> 00:50:04,480
Speaker 4: See my area concentration is I'm speaking about things that's

1148
00:50:04,480 --> 00:50:06,640
Speaker 4: gonna benefit the team or the corporation.

1149
00:50:06,280 --> 00:50:08,960
Speaker 1: Or wherever I go at. Uh you know what, just

1150
00:50:09,200 --> 00:50:12,319
Speaker 1: allaring people or where you have records or was name?

1151
00:50:12,360 --> 00:50:16,719
Speaker 4: When you win, See you lean with the win like

1152
00:50:18,080 --> 00:50:20,839
Speaker 4: it ain't about No, they're not worrying about what you did.

1153
00:50:21,160 --> 00:50:23,640
Speaker 1: They worrying about what you're doing. That's just like a

1154
00:50:23,719 --> 00:50:25,440
Speaker 1: motherfucker for back in the day. Yeah, and I had

1155
00:50:25,480 --> 00:50:27,640
Speaker 1: the bins Man. Motherfucker's like, man, everybody want to hear that.

1156
00:50:27,680 --> 00:50:29,360
Speaker 1: Shit what you're doing now? Man?

1157
00:50:30,080 --> 00:50:32,080
Speaker 4: Fuck are you talking about? And that's how it is

1158
00:50:32,120 --> 00:50:34,879
Speaker 4: when you're dealing with corporate America. How can you bring

1159
00:50:35,000 --> 00:50:37,319
Speaker 4: value to our value? See, if you don't bring value

1160
00:50:37,360 --> 00:50:39,600
Speaker 4: to value the value value, they not calling me if

1161
00:50:39,600 --> 00:50:44,680
Speaker 4: I ain't bringing value. Because one thing about this, it's

1162
00:50:44,760 --> 00:50:47,800
Speaker 4: always going to be somebody in this corporation. It's always

1163
00:50:47,840 --> 00:50:50,160
Speaker 4: going to be somebody in these colleges that's going to

1164
00:50:50,200 --> 00:50:52,520
Speaker 4: be looking for you if you got something going on

1165
00:50:52,680 --> 00:50:55,560
Speaker 4: or if you're moving and shaken. And these young kids

1166
00:50:55,600 --> 00:50:58,080
Speaker 4: they want they want me up in them colleges. You

1167
00:50:58,080 --> 00:51:00,520
Speaker 4: see what I'm saying. And I'm all always there. I'm

1168
00:51:00,560 --> 00:51:02,920
Speaker 4: always there showing improvement, and I'm gonna show up and

1169
00:51:02,920 --> 00:51:05,040
Speaker 4: I'm gonna go up because I'm speaking from a different

1170
00:51:05,320 --> 00:51:06,759
Speaker 4: Like I told, you can't teach what you don't know,

1171
00:51:06,760 --> 00:51:08,400
Speaker 4: and you can't leave when you don't go. I'm not

1172
00:51:08,520 --> 00:51:12,080
Speaker 4: no motherfucking baggy baggy suit wearing motivational speaker talking some

1173
00:51:12,120 --> 00:51:16,479
Speaker 4: shit that's outdated, and I number won. They're like, damn,

1174
00:51:16,520 --> 00:51:20,800
Speaker 4: I see. Oh yeah, So they not worrying about what happened.

1175
00:51:20,800 --> 00:51:23,200
Speaker 4: They worrying about what's going on now, and they worrying

1176
00:51:23,200 --> 00:51:24,280
Speaker 4: about how can we win together?

1177
00:51:24,880 --> 00:51:25,319
Speaker 1: You know what I mean?

1178
00:51:25,400 --> 00:51:28,800
Speaker 4: How can we collab and me and bring get especially corporate,

1179
00:51:28,840 --> 00:51:31,120
Speaker 4: get visibility to their brand or whatever.

1180
00:51:31,200 --> 00:51:33,879
Speaker 1: You know that this ship is all about traffic. That's

1181
00:51:33,920 --> 00:51:36,920
Speaker 1: all they care about. You're thinking about writing some old books.

1182
00:51:37,480 --> 00:51:40,920
Speaker 1: You got your first one at the gate, and what

1183
00:51:41,080 --> 00:51:42,880
Speaker 1: made you write this one? Like? What made you?

1184
00:51:43,080 --> 00:51:43,120
Speaker 2: Like?

1185
00:51:43,200 --> 00:51:43,360
Speaker 1: You know what?

1186
00:51:43,360 --> 00:51:44,400
Speaker 6: I gotta write this ship.

1187
00:51:44,360 --> 00:51:47,200
Speaker 4: Down because I needed people to see the similarities in

1188
00:51:47,280 --> 00:51:49,319
Speaker 4: my journey and my struggles to that and let them

1189
00:51:49,360 --> 00:51:51,000
Speaker 4: know that I'm human, because they don't think people that

1190
00:51:51,160 --> 00:51:54,080
Speaker 4: that one is human they think it's always Man, That's

1191
00:51:54,120 --> 00:51:55,640
Speaker 4: why a lot of people don't bust some move and

1192
00:51:55,719 --> 00:51:58,120
Speaker 4: pull the triggers on their dream because they always make

1193
00:51:58,160 --> 00:51:59,520
Speaker 4: an excuse about why somebody else.

1194
00:51:59,560 --> 00:52:02,719
Speaker 1: Man, ain't they superheroes? Man? That's why I can't.

1195
00:52:02,719 --> 00:52:04,480
Speaker 4: I know you can do the same. That motherfucker went

1196
00:52:04,520 --> 00:52:07,239
Speaker 4: to even more struggle than you ever went through, you

1197
00:52:07,320 --> 00:52:09,120
Speaker 4: know what I mean. So I just wanted to show

1198
00:52:09,160 --> 00:52:11,960
Speaker 4: the similarities in our struggles that we all human, we

1199
00:52:12,040 --> 00:52:14,839
Speaker 4: all fuck up, we all lose, but I just didn't

1200
00:52:14,840 --> 00:52:15,160
Speaker 4: give up.

1201
00:52:15,520 --> 00:52:17,520
Speaker 3: You want to talk to them about the penitentiary love

1202
00:52:17,600 --> 00:52:18,399
Speaker 3: stories you got coming?

1203
00:52:18,560 --> 00:52:18,960
Speaker 1: Which one?

1204
00:52:19,560 --> 00:52:19,759
Speaker 3: See?

1205
00:52:19,840 --> 00:52:21,560
Speaker 7: That's That's what I'm saying, Like, you gotta tell them

1206
00:52:21,600 --> 00:52:24,600
Speaker 7: about like the novel that you're writing about.

1207
00:52:24,920 --> 00:52:28,440
Speaker 1: Oh, y'all don't need me for this. Which one?

1208
00:52:28,520 --> 00:52:31,360
Speaker 7: The novel that you're writing about, you know, the experiences

1209
00:52:31,440 --> 00:52:34,680
Speaker 7: you had and watching you know, your love experiences in prison.

1210
00:52:34,719 --> 00:52:35,880
Speaker 3: You told me about it at the airport.

1211
00:52:36,200 --> 00:52:37,239
Speaker 1: Oh, prison love story?

1212
00:52:37,719 --> 00:52:38,760
Speaker 6: Why are you so intrigue?

1213
00:52:39,040 --> 00:52:40,640
Speaker 3: I mean, I just want him to tell the people,

1214
00:52:40,920 --> 00:52:42,640
Speaker 3: you know what I mean. It was intriguing to me when.

1215
00:52:42,560 --> 00:52:44,960
Speaker 1: Stuff, Man, I think you just I don't think they

1216
00:52:45,040 --> 00:52:46,600
Speaker 1: need to know all that that was about love. It

1217
00:52:46,600 --> 00:52:54,120
Speaker 1: didn't really matter. That was personal but on some real

1218
00:52:54,160 --> 00:52:55,319
Speaker 1: speaking of love though.

1219
00:52:55,400 --> 00:52:57,320
Speaker 2: Man, you you were in that box, man, and I

1220
00:52:57,440 --> 00:52:59,680
Speaker 2: know you saw a lot of dudes crash out when

1221
00:52:59,680 --> 00:53:01,440
Speaker 2: they got that bad news on the phone.

1222
00:53:01,760 --> 00:53:03,520
Speaker 1: Old girl sent that letter, she moved on.

1223
00:53:03,960 --> 00:53:05,719
Speaker 4: I wanted to crash out when I found out baby

1224
00:53:05,800 --> 00:53:08,120
Speaker 4: leg had my chicken leg had it didn't.

1225
00:53:08,680 --> 00:53:10,640
Speaker 1: She was going to spillman too. So I get on

1226
00:53:10,719 --> 00:53:11,040
Speaker 1: the phone.

1227
00:53:11,080 --> 00:53:14,040
Speaker 4: I'm like that you don't ring because I said when

1228
00:53:14,040 --> 00:53:15,600
Speaker 4: you stepped to the phone, you stepped into the phone

1229
00:53:15,600 --> 00:53:18,480
Speaker 4: with some Billy d William Shit. Damn man, what something? Listen,

1230
00:53:18,560 --> 00:53:23,440
Speaker 4: get it y'all later, Man, call my girl. Man, you

1231
00:53:23,600 --> 00:53:26,080
Speaker 4: have a collect call from a stated correctional institution.

1232
00:53:26,840 --> 00:53:31,840
Speaker 1: The caller is Wallow. You accept push it, except I'm like,

1233
00:53:31,920 --> 00:53:32,520
Speaker 1: what's up? Baby?

1234
00:53:32,640 --> 00:53:33,480
Speaker 6: Like, no, no, what's going on?

1235
00:53:33,680 --> 00:53:33,839
Speaker 1: Man?

1236
00:53:34,239 --> 00:53:35,040
Speaker 6: You know she ain't here.

1237
00:53:35,120 --> 00:53:42,320
Speaker 1: I'm like my heart was like and I wanted to

1238
00:53:42,360 --> 00:53:47,400
Speaker 1: scream because I'm like I just wanted to scream because it.

1239
00:53:47,480 --> 00:53:50,520
Speaker 6: Was like it was like a movie, like probation officer in.

1240
00:53:55,239 --> 00:53:56,480
Speaker 1: You is doing the interview.

1241
00:53:58,680 --> 00:54:02,440
Speaker 4: I wanted to scream because I'm like, you know how

1242
00:54:02,520 --> 00:54:03,600
Speaker 4: motherfucker like bigfoot.

1243
00:54:04,000 --> 00:54:08,239
Speaker 1: I wouldn't have screamed, baby, they got my chick. Now.

1244
00:54:08,840 --> 00:54:11,520
Speaker 1: That motherfucker answer the phone so cool and smooth, and

1245
00:54:11,760 --> 00:54:13,239
Speaker 1: he had an accent, so I knew that nigga was

1246
00:54:13,280 --> 00:54:14,359
Speaker 1: from bake Head. Some fun away.

1247
00:54:14,400 --> 00:54:16,000
Speaker 6: Why you gotta put it on the side, you know

1248
00:54:16,040 --> 00:54:18,319
Speaker 6: what world or he's saying that when the rap.

1249
00:54:18,280 --> 00:54:19,600
Speaker 1: Niggas does your family or something.

1250
00:54:19,680 --> 00:54:23,440
Speaker 4: I'm like, I'm like, yo, uh, I don't want to

1251
00:54:23,440 --> 00:54:25,160
Speaker 4: see a name because I think she married right that ship.

1252
00:54:25,560 --> 00:54:29,279
Speaker 4: She a lawyer, motherfucking doctor, lawyer, fucking uh Bosston. Now,

1253
00:54:29,560 --> 00:54:32,080
Speaker 4: but I'm like, is what's the name? I said this

1254
00:54:32,160 --> 00:54:32,680
Speaker 4: the right number.

1255
00:54:32,719 --> 00:54:35,279
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's the right number, man, because he didn't hear

1256
00:54:35,320 --> 00:54:35,600
Speaker 1: me with the.

1257
00:54:35,760 --> 00:54:38,040
Speaker 4: Yeah that's the right number. Mand he took that man.

1258
00:54:38,120 --> 00:54:40,040
Speaker 4: I said that nigga from down there. He from down there.

1259
00:54:40,080 --> 00:54:43,839
Speaker 4: So I'm like, so now I don't know what to say.

1260
00:54:44,200 --> 00:54:47,279
Speaker 1: You. You're like, you want to leave here, like you

1261
00:54:47,320 --> 00:54:48,399
Speaker 1: want to leave a message, bro.

1262
00:54:48,600 --> 00:54:51,040
Speaker 6: Goddamn nigga, this is a nice nigga.

1263
00:54:51,800 --> 00:54:54,759
Speaker 4: Hey, you want something on your book because you know

1264
00:54:55,040 --> 00:54:56,320
Speaker 4: I'm puting way me down.

1265
00:54:57,000 --> 00:54:58,319
Speaker 1: Putting the good one.

1266
00:54:58,360 --> 00:55:00,399
Speaker 7: They be like, hey, man, whatever you need for letting

1267
00:55:00,400 --> 00:55:01,919
Speaker 7: her get the moneys with the ice.

1268
00:55:02,800 --> 00:55:05,399
Speaker 1: I appreciate you for I'm like, no cool.

1269
00:55:05,440 --> 00:55:06,960
Speaker 4: So when I hang up and go back to the cell,

1270
00:55:07,480 --> 00:55:09,279
Speaker 4: see you gotta hear you, gotta you gotta make sure

1271
00:55:09,280 --> 00:55:10,680
Speaker 4: you're walking is right, because the nigga know when you

1272
00:55:10,719 --> 00:55:13,600
Speaker 4: got knocked for your phone room and they gonna get you.

1273
00:55:13,719 --> 00:55:16,879
Speaker 1: Oh yeah you got nigga got your You're done. Yeah

1274
00:55:18,200 --> 00:55:20,000
Speaker 1: the crowd you're done. Sure.

1275
00:55:20,000 --> 00:55:22,759
Speaker 4: I'm like, I walked out to Joe like, damn, man,

1276
00:55:23,600 --> 00:55:25,799
Speaker 4: I walked up what I said, but I said, because

1277
00:55:26,000 --> 00:55:28,680
Speaker 4: you know how the dudes be waiting in line. I'm like, damn, man,

1278
00:55:28,719 --> 00:55:31,520
Speaker 4: I got to call her right back, like because I

1279
00:55:31,560 --> 00:55:33,120
Speaker 4: ain't let him know what was going to So I

1280
00:55:33,200 --> 00:55:37,680
Speaker 4: slid to the cell through the tie up. Man, I screamed, man, so.

1281
00:55:37,760 --> 00:55:39,719
Speaker 6: What so what that filter on the ball?

1282
00:55:40,760 --> 00:55:43,000
Speaker 4: So what is it?

1283
00:55:43,160 --> 00:55:47,319
Speaker 1: I was like, this, why, she's a good girl.

1284
00:55:50,000 --> 00:55:51,800
Speaker 6: You don't deserve this, but what what?

1285
00:55:52,040 --> 00:55:52,560
Speaker 1: Why is it?

1286
00:55:52,719 --> 00:55:53,640
Speaker 6: Like that's the energy?

1287
00:55:53,719 --> 00:55:55,200
Speaker 5: Like I was just telling somebody the other day, I

1288
00:55:55,280 --> 00:55:58,000
Speaker 5: was like, bro, when you get locked up, bro, all

1289
00:55:58,080 --> 00:56:00,000
Speaker 5: you need is a woman to show you a little

1290
00:56:00,160 --> 00:56:01,040
Speaker 5: sign that she like you.

1291
00:56:01,120 --> 00:56:05,799
Speaker 6: You're gonna fall in love? What off top that that's

1292
00:56:05,920 --> 00:56:09,160
Speaker 6: my I don't even write to a letter.

1293
00:56:09,360 --> 00:56:13,840
Speaker 1: That's my big You're crazy, that's me, that's baby. You

1294
00:56:13,880 --> 00:56:15,040
Speaker 1: want to join, you want to join?

1295
00:56:15,080 --> 00:56:17,399
Speaker 4: You call listen, listen, you've been talking to her because listen,

1296
00:56:17,400 --> 00:56:19,279
Speaker 4: you got the pen pal game, so you might need

1297
00:56:19,320 --> 00:56:20,239
Speaker 4: to check you're talking to her.

1298
00:56:20,440 --> 00:56:21,880
Speaker 1: Listen. I didn't see you talking to him for a

1299
00:56:21,920 --> 00:56:24,480
Speaker 1: week and a half. You called this is that thing?

1300
00:56:25,040 --> 00:56:27,200
Speaker 1: Anything cool? Baby? You do the kids homework.

1301
00:56:27,640 --> 00:56:28,879
Speaker 6: You don't even know the kids.

1302
00:56:28,960 --> 00:56:30,279
Speaker 1: You went in the house for the joint.

1303
00:56:30,760 --> 00:56:33,560
Speaker 3: You just put up trouble. My mama was sucking with

1304
00:56:33,600 --> 00:56:34,000
Speaker 3: a nigga.

1305
00:56:34,000 --> 00:56:37,000
Speaker 6: And that's God man what he used to call.

1306
00:56:37,080 --> 00:56:37,839
Speaker 3: What's up, little man?

1307
00:56:37,840 --> 00:56:42,960
Speaker 1: How y'all mama still at work?

1308
00:56:45,080 --> 00:56:47,920
Speaker 7: I swear to God man, man, Man, the nigga was

1309
00:56:47,960 --> 00:56:50,239
Speaker 7: senting letters. Man, I take the letters and hide them

1310
00:56:50,280 --> 00:56:56,680
Speaker 7: and ship ye the yellow paper letters.

1311
00:56:56,760 --> 00:56:56,880
Speaker 2: Man.

1312
00:56:57,480 --> 00:56:59,759
Speaker 5: But white niggas, But white niggas don't keep that same

1313
00:57:00,320 --> 00:57:02,480
Speaker 5: like love intentions when they get out, because.

1314
00:57:02,320 --> 00:57:04,360
Speaker 4: Because you come outside and you see all his ASDs

1315
00:57:04,400 --> 00:57:07,200
Speaker 4: out here, man, especially right now, see, oh it's over though.

1316
00:57:07,280 --> 00:57:09,520
Speaker 4: Chicks don't do bitch no more. That shit over. You

1317
00:57:09,640 --> 00:57:11,239
Speaker 4: go to jail, man, you get it. Joining you lucky

1318
00:57:11,280 --> 00:57:14,080
Speaker 4: to the motherfucker. You get to check this man, You lucky.

1319
00:57:14,320 --> 00:57:16,160
Speaker 4: I tell all the young guys listen, man, go to jail.

1320
00:57:16,360 --> 00:57:18,520
Speaker 4: The little tender you got, baby, you're gonna put the penetrate.

1321
00:57:18,560 --> 00:57:20,280
Speaker 4: He gonna beat into the mattress.

1322
00:57:20,360 --> 00:57:21,320
Speaker 6: Beat to the man.

1323
00:57:21,640 --> 00:57:25,480
Speaker 7: Go to jail, now, man, that's that the comedic aspect

1324
00:57:25,560 --> 00:57:27,680
Speaker 7: of what you do and just how cool you are,

1325
00:57:28,160 --> 00:57:31,080
Speaker 7: and then not taking yourself so serious to be able

1326
00:57:31,120 --> 00:57:32,640
Speaker 7: to add that as an element and of what you

1327
00:57:32,720 --> 00:57:35,240
Speaker 7: and Gil do, like both of y'all niggas is fucking crazy.

1328
00:57:35,720 --> 00:57:38,400
Speaker 3: Like why what makes you y'all?

1329
00:57:38,480 --> 00:57:40,720
Speaker 7: Both of y'all okay, Both of y'all the real guys

1330
00:57:40,760 --> 00:57:42,800
Speaker 7: from the streets, both of y'all really got them stories.

1331
00:57:42,880 --> 00:57:43,880
Speaker 3: But what makes y'all okay?

1332
00:57:44,000 --> 00:57:46,520
Speaker 7: Especially with the way y'all clown each other all that shit,

1333
00:57:46,600 --> 00:57:49,040
Speaker 7: that's a big element of what makes people gravitate to y'all.

1334
00:57:49,080 --> 00:57:50,880
Speaker 3: What made y'all recognize the importance.

1335
00:57:50,480 --> 00:57:54,360
Speaker 4: Of that because we realize, just like y'all probably realize

1336
00:57:54,840 --> 00:57:56,400
Speaker 4: that all the ship that we take.

1337
00:57:56,320 --> 00:57:59,520
Speaker 1: Serious coming from the ghetto, it's just funny.

1338
00:58:00,480 --> 00:58:02,880
Speaker 4: All this tough shit, all this cool shit, that shit

1339
00:58:02,920 --> 00:58:05,520
Speaker 4: goofy to me I'd be like, I'm just laughing, and

1340
00:58:05,600 --> 00:58:07,600
Speaker 4: I make jokes of it, even if we making jokes

1341
00:58:07,600 --> 00:58:10,520
Speaker 4: to each other. And one thing about our community, Black folks,

1342
00:58:10,760 --> 00:58:12,560
Speaker 4: I grew up listening to Richard Pride, I listen.

1343
00:58:12,920 --> 00:58:14,560
Speaker 1: I still be listening to Richard just for no reason.

1344
00:58:14,560 --> 00:58:18,040
Speaker 4: I listen to Richard, Paul Moody, Red Fox, my uncle

1345
00:58:18,120 --> 00:58:20,480
Speaker 4: had all the albums. One thing about our community, if

1346
00:58:20,480 --> 00:58:21,880
Speaker 4: you can make them laugh, you can make them listen.

1347
00:58:22,920 --> 00:58:25,960
Speaker 4: And we gotta do that, wet. We always gotta give

1348
00:58:26,000 --> 00:58:29,320
Speaker 4: them candy cover medicine. That's the only way you're gonna

1349
00:58:29,440 --> 00:58:31,280
Speaker 4: take that's the only way we're gonna teach our people.

1350
00:58:31,280 --> 00:58:33,200
Speaker 4: They gotta They can't just be no, you can't be

1351
00:58:33,280 --> 00:58:36,160
Speaker 4: serious on them outfuck all day. So that's important with us.

1352
00:58:36,200 --> 00:58:37,920
Speaker 4: But it's also important to joke at all the shit

1353
00:58:38,000 --> 00:58:42,080
Speaker 4: that people think so serious. They'd be like this, it

1354
00:58:42,160 --> 00:58:45,080
Speaker 4: ain't that deep, like y'all goofies, and we're gonna joke

1355
00:58:45,080 --> 00:58:47,080
Speaker 4: at it. We're gonna joke off each other doing it.

1356
00:58:47,160 --> 00:58:48,919
Speaker 4: But it's still like making a joke of the whole

1357
00:58:49,360 --> 00:58:51,600
Speaker 4: idea of all this serious, this real shit, and all

1358
00:58:51,640 --> 00:58:54,360
Speaker 4: this goofy shit that's this don't make no sense.

1359
00:58:54,800 --> 00:58:56,800
Speaker 5: Well, now that you've been out eight years, you've an

1360
00:58:56,840 --> 00:59:01,520
Speaker 5: accomplished more than niggas who have been out their entire life.

1361
00:59:02,720 --> 00:59:07,600
Speaker 5: What fucking lazy fu? What's in it for a while?

1362
00:59:07,760 --> 00:59:09,880
Speaker 5: Because now you, like you said, it's no leggy, Like,

1363
00:59:10,720 --> 00:59:11,400
Speaker 5: what do you see?

1364
00:59:11,480 --> 00:59:13,120
Speaker 6: What do you want to do? What do you see?

1365
00:59:13,720 --> 00:59:15,520
Speaker 1: H you know back in the day, I used to

1366
00:59:15,760 --> 00:59:21,400
Speaker 1: be anxiety dance. Man, I don't need me get the book.

1367
00:59:21,440 --> 00:59:22,959
Speaker 6: Man, you know what I'm saying.

1368
00:59:23,040 --> 00:59:27,280
Speaker 4: I'm just saying, already doing parties again, Like you know

1369
00:59:27,320 --> 00:59:28,600
Speaker 4: they've been getting what you heard?

1370
00:59:28,640 --> 00:59:28,840
Speaker 1: What the.

1371
00:59:31,120 --> 00:59:31,160
Speaker 4: Like?

1372
00:59:31,320 --> 00:59:37,640
Speaker 9: I I'm just you know that nigga live that I

1373
00:59:37,720 --> 00:59:40,040
Speaker 9: was stripping on the streets hop me and Gil Gil

1374
00:59:40,160 --> 00:59:40,720
Speaker 9: was that's how you got.

1375
00:59:41,160 --> 00:59:43,280
Speaker 4: Gill was stripping first, he said, because we can make

1376
00:59:43,320 --> 00:59:45,400
Speaker 4: some fast money. So he said, you got to come

1377
00:59:45,440 --> 00:59:46,800
Speaker 4: up with the names. I came up with a name

1378
00:59:46,840 --> 00:59:48,320
Speaker 4: and go out. There're gonna cut you out for this.

1379
00:59:48,640 --> 00:59:50,600
Speaker 4: They called them baby stripped, They called me T T D.

1380
00:59:51,280 --> 00:59:55,920
Speaker 9: So I go out there, ladies and gentleman, like you

1381
00:59:56,000 --> 00:59:57,680
Speaker 9: know what I'm just saying, like it was wild man,

1382
00:59:58,640 --> 01:00:00,400
Speaker 9: it was, But I think about this some I'm like, man,

1383
01:00:00,400 --> 01:00:03,000
Speaker 9: I might go back, get a residency of vegans.

1384
01:00:02,720 --> 01:00:05,000
Speaker 1: And destructure still on parole. Man, don't do that. No

1385
01:00:05,120 --> 01:00:05,560
Speaker 1: I could do that.

1386
01:00:05,760 --> 01:00:07,480
Speaker 6: That's that's indecent exposure.

1387
01:00:07,520 --> 01:00:09,280
Speaker 1: I can flash heat long as it ain't real heat.

1388
01:00:09,320 --> 01:00:12,240
Speaker 3: So it's cool man, yo, man, wow ship.

1389
01:00:13,040 --> 01:00:15,520
Speaker 2: Hey man, you're trying about getting back in the strip,

1390
01:00:15,640 --> 01:00:17,000
Speaker 2: and we gotta put some clothes on you.

1391
01:00:17,080 --> 01:00:20,640
Speaker 1: Man, we got some cool right now. You know what's crazy?

1392
01:00:20,760 --> 01:00:23,080
Speaker 4: My time, my motherfucker color store, my whole bag, got

1393
01:00:23,120 --> 01:00:25,560
Speaker 4: my car. Man, we're able to watch the cleaning car

1394
01:00:25,640 --> 01:00:27,439
Speaker 4: for me. He's still a whole bag, the whole ship.

1395
01:00:27,480 --> 01:00:29,280
Speaker 4: Y'all gave me the join the Philly.

1396
01:00:29,640 --> 01:00:30,080
Speaker 3: Make sure you.

1397
01:00:32,400 --> 01:00:34,040
Speaker 1: Tell them where they can go get the book. You

1398
01:00:34,120 --> 01:00:35,640
Speaker 1: get the book anywhere books to show.

1399
01:00:35,920 --> 01:00:37,440
Speaker 4: It's on the best seller list, so if you want

1400
01:00:37,480 --> 01:00:39,240
Speaker 4: Amazon's gonna be on the best seller list, if you

1401
01:00:39,320 --> 01:00:42,600
Speaker 4: want Falls and Noble bestseller list with everywhere.

1402
01:00:43,200 --> 01:00:43,600
Speaker 1: You know what I mean.

1403
01:00:43,640 --> 01:00:45,480
Speaker 4: It's a best seller. But you know, I appreciate you

1404
01:00:45,600 --> 01:00:47,400
Speaker 4: all for having me. I appreciate everything y'all do. For

1405
01:00:47,480 --> 01:00:47,880
Speaker 4: the coaching.

1406
01:00:49,120 --> 01:00:50,080
Speaker 1: We ain't doing that. Man.

1407
01:00:50,120 --> 01:00:53,000
Speaker 2: You one of the most motivational niggas that we never

1408
01:00:53,080 --> 01:00:55,640
Speaker 2: bro You gotta you gotta bless the audience with some

1409
01:00:55,800 --> 01:00:58,680
Speaker 2: kind of you gotta leave them with at least worth

1410
01:00:58,760 --> 01:00:59,040
Speaker 2: a game.

1411
01:00:59,080 --> 01:01:00,680
Speaker 1: I know you might not get the whole million.

1412
01:01:02,760 --> 01:01:07,280
Speaker 6: You ain't gonna say ship oh man said, Okay.

1413
01:01:07,480 --> 01:01:19,800
Speaker 1: That's gone camp like sweating like a fresh all night.

1414
01:01:22,720 --> 01:01:25,000
Speaker 1: He's en roast the motherfucker.

1415
01:01:25,520 --> 01:01:29,320
Speaker 4: You know. I always believe that a lot of people

1416
01:01:29,360 --> 01:01:31,640
Speaker 4: don't matell how they dream because their biggest haters them.

1417
01:01:32,360 --> 01:01:34,880
Speaker 4: The biggest hater you ever gonna you're ever going to

1418
01:01:34,960 --> 01:01:37,800
Speaker 4: run up to in your life is you because some

1419
01:01:37,920 --> 01:01:40,040
Speaker 4: of y'all out here, y'all thought of the idea of

1420
01:01:40,120 --> 01:01:42,360
Speaker 4: whatever you want to do is dream or business idea,

1421
01:01:42,400 --> 01:01:44,880
Speaker 4: whatever y'all think of that idea, do y'all think of

1422
01:01:44,960 --> 01:01:47,120
Speaker 4: five ideas? Not to move out on that idea that

1423
01:01:47,200 --> 01:01:49,080
Speaker 4: you really do. They don't got nothing to do with

1424
01:01:49,160 --> 01:01:51,680
Speaker 4: nobody else, you know. They hating on me, No, the

1425
01:01:51,720 --> 01:01:53,800
Speaker 4: fuck out of here. You hating on yourself because every

1426
01:01:53,840 --> 01:01:56,400
Speaker 4: time you look in the mirror, you're not comfortable with yourself.

1427
01:01:56,440 --> 01:01:59,160
Speaker 4: You don't believe in yourself, you don't have confidence in yourself.

1428
01:01:59,720 --> 01:02:01,680
Speaker 4: And a lot of people always say you gotta be

1429
01:02:01,720 --> 01:02:03,360
Speaker 4: a con man. I always say you gotta be a

1430
01:02:03,440 --> 01:02:06,160
Speaker 4: con man. The word com man come from confidence man.

1431
01:02:06,200 --> 01:02:08,600
Speaker 4: The confidence man is somebody that's gonna come to you

1432
01:02:09,120 --> 01:02:11,040
Speaker 4: and even if they running the con on you, they

1433
01:02:11,120 --> 01:02:13,040
Speaker 4: gonna make you believe that they doing something right, even

1434
01:02:13,040 --> 01:02:15,360
Speaker 4: when they're doing something wrong. So you gotta become a

1435
01:02:15,440 --> 01:02:18,160
Speaker 4: comment of your life, of your dreams, of everything you

1436
01:02:18,240 --> 01:02:21,200
Speaker 4: want to do for yourself. It's and it can be

1437
01:02:21,240 --> 01:02:23,240
Speaker 4: the simplest things of I want to go here, I

1438
01:02:23,320 --> 01:02:25,160
Speaker 4: want to move here. You gotta be willing to take

1439
01:02:25,160 --> 01:02:27,080
Speaker 4: the leap of faith because, like I look at it

1440
01:02:27,200 --> 01:02:30,200
Speaker 4: like this, I'm forty five. It's a great chance that

1441
01:02:31,000 --> 01:02:37,120
Speaker 4: probably forty percent of my life is gone, fifty percent

1442
01:02:37,160 --> 01:02:39,080
Speaker 4: of my life is gone, ninety percent of my life.

1443
01:02:39,120 --> 01:02:40,880
Speaker 1: And I'm gonna show you something very important. So every

1444
01:02:40,960 --> 01:02:42,160
Speaker 1: day I want you to check this out.

1445
01:02:42,160 --> 01:02:43,720
Speaker 4: I get up and this is why I go so

1446
01:02:43,840 --> 01:02:46,640
Speaker 4: fucking hard, because I operate like I don't know when

1447
01:02:46,640 --> 01:02:49,040
Speaker 4: I'm gonna get up out of here. So I look

1448
01:02:49,040 --> 01:02:51,760
Speaker 4: at world meetings every day I get up. Thank God, yo,

1449
01:02:51,840 --> 01:02:55,040
Speaker 4: my man, Yeah, you hook me up again. I ain't

1450
01:02:55,040 --> 01:02:56,520
Speaker 4: gonna hold you up because you gotta take care that

1451
01:02:56,800 --> 01:02:59,400
Speaker 4: the babies, the elderly, the mintally ills. So I'm I'm

1452
01:02:59,400 --> 01:03:00,760
Speaker 4: gona keep it moving. I ain't gonna get you. I

1453
01:03:00,760 --> 01:03:02,640
Speaker 4: ain't gonna be to your head. I look at World

1454
01:03:02,680 --> 01:03:04,800
Speaker 4: Meetings out of that all right. World Meetings is a

1455
01:03:04,840 --> 01:03:09,840
Speaker 4: website where it show real time, real live population, how

1456
01:03:09,880 --> 01:03:12,600
Speaker 4: many people on the planet. You see this number, Well,

1457
01:03:12,720 --> 01:03:15,120
Speaker 4: let me show you. Turn it this way so I

1458
01:03:15,160 --> 01:03:18,000
Speaker 4: can blow it up. So right here, as you can see,

1459
01:03:18,760 --> 01:03:22,000
Speaker 4: there's a number. You see that number running. That's how

1460
01:03:22,000 --> 01:03:25,000
Speaker 4: many people is in the world. Eight point one billion, right,

1461
01:03:25,280 --> 01:03:28,200
Speaker 4: it's running in real time. This how many people was

1462
01:03:28,240 --> 01:03:31,480
Speaker 4: born this year bursts ninety four million. There's how many

1463
01:03:31,560 --> 01:03:35,360
Speaker 4: births today? There? How many people died this year? Forty

1464
01:03:35,400 --> 01:03:39,080
Speaker 4: four million. This how many people died today? Look, and

1465
01:03:39,160 --> 01:03:40,680
Speaker 4: it's dying in real time. Look at the numbers.

1466
01:03:42,720 --> 01:03:44,520
Speaker 1: So when you look at this, I look at that

1467
01:03:45,040 --> 01:03:47,200
Speaker 1: and I say, oh made it again. I'm gonna go

1468
01:03:47,240 --> 01:03:47,440
Speaker 1: out here.

1469
01:03:47,480 --> 01:03:49,240
Speaker 4: I'm gonna live this shit out to the max because

1470
01:03:49,240 --> 01:03:51,080
Speaker 4: I don't know when I'm gonna be a number number.

1471
01:03:51,480 --> 01:03:53,080
Speaker 4: I don't know when I'm gonna be one of them numbers.

1472
01:03:53,520 --> 01:03:56,840
Speaker 4: And the only number that I could be is that number.

1473
01:03:57,720 --> 01:04:00,560
Speaker 4: And the first number, the number is the population. I'm

1474
01:04:00,560 --> 01:04:02,280
Speaker 4: gonna drop off of that number to be a part

1475
01:04:02,280 --> 01:04:04,440
Speaker 4: of this number, and it's over lights out. It's nothing

1476
01:04:04,440 --> 01:04:07,400
Speaker 4: you can do that stop waiting to die, to leave

1477
01:04:07,440 --> 01:04:11,480
Speaker 4: your dreams. What the fuck you gonna do it?

1478
01:04:11,520 --> 01:04:11,920
Speaker 1: When you did?

1479
01:04:12,480 --> 01:04:15,520
Speaker 4: Like, everybody is afraid, everybody, and thedn't stop using social

1480
01:04:15,560 --> 01:04:17,760
Speaker 4: media as a measuristic of what you're doing and what

1481
01:04:17,840 --> 01:04:20,880
Speaker 4: you're not doing, because as you know, we know, these

1482
01:04:20,920 --> 01:04:21,840
Speaker 4: motherfuckers's capping.

1483
01:04:22,440 --> 01:04:24,400
Speaker 1: They manufactured this life that they want you to live.

1484
01:04:25,040 --> 01:04:26,960
Speaker 4: They want you to believe that they living is so perfect,

1485
01:04:27,080 --> 01:04:29,200
Speaker 4: and then and you will have a real life, and

1486
01:04:29,280 --> 01:04:31,440
Speaker 4: you would take your real life and put it up

1487
01:04:31,440 --> 01:04:36,120
Speaker 4: against this manufactured relationship, this manufactured success, this ship be

1488
01:04:36,240 --> 01:04:39,480
Speaker 4: like a production company. They're having Like you're looking at

1489
01:04:39,520 --> 01:04:42,600
Speaker 4: their relationship, Ah.

1490
01:04:41,400 --> 01:04:43,200
Speaker 1: A couple of goals, a couple of goals. They hate

1491
01:04:43,240 --> 01:04:46,800
Speaker 1: each other, he'd be beating her ass in real life.

1492
01:04:47,360 --> 01:04:51,200
Speaker 1: She really a drunk. She's a prostitute too. On the side,

1493
01:04:51,200 --> 01:04:52,000
Speaker 1: they don't like each other.

1494
01:04:52,440 --> 01:04:57,840
Speaker 4: But you're looking like, oh my god, relationship, it's fucked up.

1495
01:04:58,720 --> 01:05:00,760
Speaker 4: So my main thing is go out there, live, stop

1496
01:05:00,800 --> 01:05:02,600
Speaker 4: hating on yourself. And we're only going to do the

1497
01:05:02,640 --> 01:05:03,640
Speaker 4: game of life one time.

1498
01:05:04,160 --> 01:05:06,840
Speaker 2: Well, folks, there you have, I think we just hit

1499
01:05:06,920 --> 01:05:08,720
Speaker 2: you with eighty five million dollars worth of it.

1500
01:05:08,920 --> 01:05:09,400
Speaker 1: Whoa man?

1501
01:05:09,720 --> 01:05:13,200
Speaker 2: Eighty five South Show Wallow two six seven Craig facts

1502
01:05:13,680 --> 01:05:14,600
Speaker 2: were out of here, baby,