1 00:00:19,040 --> 00:00:22,319 THERÉSA: Hello, my haunting crew. Welcome back, Welcome back. I hope 2 00:00:22,360 --> 00:00:26,200 THERÉSA: everyone had a fantastic Halloween. I spent the evening appearing 3 00:00:26,239 --> 00:00:30,440 THERÉSA: to strangers and making prolonged, unsettling eye contact with only 4 00:00:30,480 --> 00:00:36,120 THERÉSA: one member of a large group. Oh my god, Len Len, 5 00:00:36,280 --> 00:00:37,376 THERÉSA: how did that get out of cage? 6 00:00:37,376 --> 00:00:37,640 LEN: [MUMBLES] 7 00:00:39,200 --> 00:00:46,600 THERÉSA: Just grab it, Merlin. No, no! So I applied for 8 00:00:46,640 --> 00:00:49,720 THERÉSA: a familiar, you know, cute little animal who typically belongs 9 00:00:49,760 --> 00:00:51,640 THERÉSA: to a witch and has ties to the physical and 10 00:00:51,720 --> 00:00:56,640 THERÉSA: spiritual realms, thinking I'd get like a black cat or 11 00:00:56,680 --> 00:00:59,240 THERÉSA: maybe a golden doodle. Well, in what I have to 12 00:00:59,280 --> 00:01:02,319 THERÉSA: assume is the do of my old caseworker, Sharon, who 13 00:01:02,400 --> 00:01:04,520 THERÉSA: I didn't even think wanted to see me cross over 14 00:01:04,600 --> 00:01:07,280 THERÉSA: by the way, I've ended up with a great horned owl. 15 00:01:09,720 --> 00:01:11,880 THERÉSA: Ugh I have to feed him four live mice a day, 16 00:01:11,920 --> 00:01:14,160 THERÉSA: and he coughs up whatever he can't digest. 17 00:01:15,840 --> 00:01:16,200 MERLIN: [BURP] 18 00:01:17,240 --> 00:01:19,760 THERÉSA: It's like halfway between a hoot and a burp. I'm 19 00:01:19,760 --> 00:01:23,320 THERÉSA: calling them hurps and no, not like Len's flaky cold sores. 20 00:01:25,959 --> 00:01:29,440 THERÉSA: These are phlegmy globs of bone, teeth and fur we 21 00:01:29,560 --> 00:01:34,039 THERÉSA: keep finding around the studio. It's disgusting. I mean, before Purgatory, 22 00:01:34,120 --> 00:01:37,120 THERÉSA: I was a California vegan, which is essentially just a 23 00:01:37,160 --> 00:01:43,480 THERÉSA: regular vegan, except when you're at Nobu, Mastro's, or blackout drunk. Merlin, down! Oh, 24 00:01:43,720 --> 00:01:47,000 THERÉSA: He keeps mounting Len. We think he's trying to mate, 25 00:01:47,040 --> 00:01:49,840 THERÉSA: which I can actually understand. I've always thought Len looks 26 00:01:49,840 --> 00:01:52,560 THERÉSA: a little like an owl, not much of a blinker. 27 00:01:52,920 --> 00:01:55,040 LEN: [MUMBLES] 28 00:01:55,080 --> 00:01:56,593 THERÉSA: It's okay. Some people just aren't. 29 00:01:56,593 --> 00:01:56,760 MERLIN: [HURP] 30 00:01:59,040 --> 00:02:03,000 THERÉSA: Oh great, another hurp. While Len cleans that up, let's 31 00:02:03,000 --> 00:02:06,320 THERÉSA: get into today's episode. This story comes to us from 32 00:02:06,360 --> 00:02:09,959 THERÉSA: Steven in North Carolina, whose life took on a supernatural 33 00:02:10,040 --> 00:02:15,200 THERÉSA: hue after an unexplainable encounter during a religious retreat. I 34 00:02:15,280 --> 00:02:18,480 THERÉSA: once attended a religious retreat, well sort of. I tried 35 00:02:18,480 --> 00:02:20,480 THERÉSA: peyote at Burning Man with a guy who referred to 36 00:02:20,560 --> 00:02:24,800 THERÉSA: himself as a wisdom keeper. After the purging ended, we 37 00:02:24,880 --> 00:02:27,560 THERÉSA: cried together for eight hours and then baptized ourselves in 38 00:02:27,600 --> 00:02:30,840 THERÉSA: a neighboring camp's water reserves. Turns out he wasn't a 39 00:02:30,840 --> 00:02:33,800 THERÉSA: wisdom keeper after all. He was just some guy who 40 00:02:33,880 --> 00:02:36,720 THERÉSA: worked the Enterprise counter at the Reno Airport. But it 41 00:02:36,760 --> 00:02:37,800 THERÉSA: was still pretty profound. 42 00:02:41,120 --> 00:02:45,480 STEVEN: I'm Stephen, and I saw something terrifying while on a 43 00:02:45,600 --> 00:02:53,120 STEVEN: religious retreat. I grew up in a small town in 44 00:02:53,120 --> 00:02:57,760 STEVEN: North Carolina, just outside of Winston Salem, right in the 45 00:02:57,800 --> 00:03:01,080 STEVEN: heart of the Bible Belt. And so, I grew up 46 00:03:01,280 --> 00:03:08,840 STEVEN: very religious. I was the poster child for Southern Methodism. 47 00:03:09,400 --> 00:03:12,200 STEVEN: I got involved in a lot of youth group activities, 48 00:03:12,800 --> 00:03:18,080 STEVEN: mission trips, youth retreats, mostly with the churches that I attended, 49 00:03:18,840 --> 00:03:22,400 STEVEN: but I got involved with a faith community that was 50 00:03:23,080 --> 00:03:30,720 STEVEN: very secretive. Essentially, the idea of this community was weekend retreats. 51 00:03:31,680 --> 00:03:36,760 STEVEN: You would sponsor people to go and they spend the 52 00:03:36,800 --> 00:03:43,680 STEVEN: weekend going to worship services, listening to talks, hearing messages, 53 00:03:44,920 --> 00:03:47,400 STEVEN: and at the end of the weekend, there's big celebration. 54 00:03:48,760 --> 00:03:52,120 STEVEN: But we were not allowed to tell anybody what was 55 00:03:52,160 --> 00:03:55,520 STEVEN: going to go on for the weekend. What they don't 56 00:03:55,640 --> 00:03:59,480 STEVEN: know is the people sponsoring them are there behind the 57 00:03:59,520 --> 00:04:05,200 STEVEN: scenes entire time. We're there making sure meals get cooked 58 00:04:05,600 --> 00:04:10,880 STEVEN: and activities are set up, rooms are clean. The fact 59 00:04:10,920 --> 00:04:16,320 STEVEN: that we weren't supposed to tell other people strikes me 60 00:04:16,360 --> 00:04:20,919 STEVEN: as a lot weirder now than it did then. I 61 00:04:20,960 --> 00:04:25,560 STEVEN: remember one time I was at the retreat. It was 62 00:04:25,839 --> 00:04:29,320 STEVEN: a camp that was run during the summer as a camp, 63 00:04:29,440 --> 00:04:33,800 STEVEN: but also was a horse farm. It was out off 64 00:04:33,880 --> 00:04:36,840 STEVEN: the highway, in the middle of nowhere, not a lot 65 00:04:36,880 --> 00:04:41,839 STEVEN: of people around. I was all jazzed from this worship 66 00:04:41,839 --> 00:04:45,800 STEVEN: service that night. I was eighteen. I was all full 67 00:04:45,880 --> 00:04:51,480 STEVEN: of bravado. I sat there and I thought, okay, I'm 68 00:04:51,520 --> 00:04:53,200 STEVEN: on like a spiritual high. 69 00:04:54,279 --> 00:04:57,520 STEVEN: So little Christian Steven did something you should never do. 70 00:04:58,800 --> 00:05:06,240 STEVEN: I challenged the darkness. I essentially said, I feel like 71 00:05:06,279 --> 00:05:13,159 STEVEN: I could take on anything spiritually right now. That was 72 00:05:13,160 --> 00:05:18,280 STEVEN: a mistake. As I said that, out of the corner 73 00:05:18,279 --> 00:05:22,200 STEVEN: of my eye, I saw this shape shoot across the field. 74 00:05:24,960 --> 00:05:29,839 STEVEN: I thought, oh, horse ran across the field, but it 75 00:05:29,880 --> 00:05:34,000 STEVEN: was too fast. This thing crossed a horse pasture in 76 00:05:34,279 --> 00:05:38,880 STEVEN: one or two seconds. I turned and followed where it 77 00:05:38,920 --> 00:05:42,600 STEVEN: had gone, and I saw that there were these three trees, 78 00:05:43,839 --> 00:05:47,320 STEVEN: two trees kind of behind one, forming a little triangle 79 00:05:47,360 --> 00:05:51,279 STEVEN: of trees. So I followed where the shadow had gone. 80 00:05:52,279 --> 00:06:01,800 STEVEN: And there's this silhouette of a human being, no features, 81 00:06:02,000 --> 00:06:08,680 STEVEN: no anything. It was completely shadow, just black, and it's 82 00:06:08,680 --> 00:06:11,920 STEVEN: sitting on the ground, leaning against one of the trees, 83 00:06:12,120 --> 00:06:17,640 STEVEN: the front one. It's sitting on the ground, knees up 84 00:06:17,680 --> 00:06:23,119 STEVEN: to its chest, hands resting on its knees. I close 85 00:06:23,200 --> 00:06:28,440 STEVEN: my eyes, like, that's not real. I could feel that 86 00:06:28,520 --> 00:06:34,240 STEVEN: it was looking at me. I open them up, and 87 00:06:35,839 --> 00:06:42,600 STEVEN: there it is. I start moving around the area. I'm like, 88 00:06:42,880 --> 00:06:46,360 STEVEN: the moon's probably catching the light weird. There's shadows here 89 00:06:46,360 --> 00:06:46,719 STEVEN: and there. 90 00:06:48,360 --> 00:06:51,200 STEVEN: It stays that same sort of figure no matter what 91 00:06:51,320 --> 00:06:55,160 STEVEN: perspective I'm looking at. And I realize as I'm moving, 92 00:06:56,400 --> 00:07:03,560 STEVEN: its head is turning following me. At this point, I'm terrified. 93 00:07:05,040 --> 00:07:08,479 STEVEN: I closed my eyes and I said, this isn't real. 94 00:07:10,680 --> 00:07:15,920 STEVEN: I opened my eyes. Now there's three shadow fingers and 95 00:07:16,760 --> 00:07:23,560 STEVEN: each of them is leaning against one of the trees. Okay, 96 00:07:24,480 --> 00:07:31,840 STEVEN: three shadow figures. At this point, I'm a good little 97 00:07:31,920 --> 00:07:35,080 STEVEN: religious boy, and I just start praying "Our Father, who art in Heaven, hallowed be 98 00:07:35,480 --> 00:07:39,160 STEVEN: thy name." I pray every prayer I can think of 99 00:07:40,120 --> 00:07:46,760 STEVEN: because I'm terrified, but I stop because my curiosity got 100 00:07:46,760 --> 00:07:51,520 STEVEN: the better of me. It sounds like a dumb thing 101 00:07:51,560 --> 00:07:55,640 STEVEN: that someone would do in a horror movie. But I 102 00:07:55,800 --> 00:08:02,200 STEVEN: start asking out loud, what are you doing? What are you? 103 00:08:05,120 --> 00:08:10,120 STEVEN: No response, and then I rattled off a few more questions, 104 00:08:11,600 --> 00:08:16,720 STEVEN: no response, and then I said, what do you want? 105 00:08:18,600 --> 00:08:22,360 STEVEN: And the front shape snapped his head to the side 106 00:08:23,280 --> 00:08:26,640 STEVEN: and turned and looked at the building where all of 107 00:08:26,680 --> 00:08:31,920 STEVEN: the campers and retreat attendees were, and then turned its 108 00:08:31,960 --> 00:08:36,520 STEVEN: head back. "Our father, who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name. 109 00:08:36,679 --> 00:08:38,320 STEVEN: Thy kingdom come." So I turned my back on this 110 00:08:39,240 --> 00:08:44,320 STEVEN: and started praying I was just terrified "and lead us 111 00:08:44,360 --> 00:08:47,720 STEVEN: not into temptations, but deliver us from evil," and when 112 00:08:47,720 --> 00:08:55,200 STEVEN: I opened my eyes, they were gone. About that time, 113 00:08:55,720 --> 00:09:00,640 STEVEN: my friend stepped outside. He's standing over on the porch, 114 00:09:01,679 --> 00:09:06,000 STEVEN: just enjoying the evening. He came over and could tell 115 00:09:06,040 --> 00:09:09,240 STEVEN: I was clearly rattled, and so I'm explaining to him 116 00:09:09,280 --> 00:09:13,040 STEVEN: what's happening, saying, yeah, they clearly wanted something, and he 117 00:09:13,160 --> 00:09:17,280 STEVEN: looked over at the building where everyone is. About that time, 118 00:09:17,760 --> 00:09:21,079 STEVEN: one of the adults comes walking up to me and 119 00:09:21,120 --> 00:09:26,559 STEVEN: he said, your person that you sponsored has had a seizure. 120 00:09:28,400 --> 00:09:35,560 STEVEN: She will be leaving. And I said, when did it happen? 121 00:09:37,720 --> 00:09:44,040 STEVEN: He said about ten minutes ago, which was about the 122 00:09:44,120 --> 00:09:50,720 STEVEN: time that figure turned and looked at that building. Later 123 00:09:50,800 --> 00:09:53,560 STEVEN: that night, I was in the same room sleeping with 124 00:09:54,280 --> 00:09:57,280 STEVEN: the same buddy who had stepped out, so he knew 125 00:09:57,280 --> 00:10:03,120 STEVEN: the experience. I felt like somebody was taking a forearm 126 00:10:03,160 --> 00:10:07,320 STEVEN: and pushing on my throat and I started freaking out. 127 00:10:08,480 --> 00:10:12,320 STEVEN: We started doing the prayer thing again and it did stop. 128 00:10:15,800 --> 00:10:21,400 STEVEN: I went to sleep, and I figured that was the weirdest, 129 00:10:21,600 --> 00:10:29,720 STEVEN: strangest incident that has ever occurred. But that's when things 130 00:10:29,760 --> 00:10:30,400 STEVEN: got weird. 131 00:10:33,400 --> 00:10:39,600 THERÉSA: Oof. I do not envy Stephen. Shadow figures are nasty spirits. 132 00:10:40,200 --> 00:10:43,959 THERÉSA: Carol in accounting is one, and she is extremely unpleasant, especially 133 00:10:44,000 --> 00:10:47,920 THERÉSA: when she's auditing expense reports. And yes, I needed the 134 00:10:48,080 --> 00:10:51,720 THERÉSA: entire collection of Rhode peptide lip tints because I can't 135 00:10:51,720 --> 00:10:55,440 THERÉSA: commune with the living if my lips are chapped. Anyway, 136 00:10:55,559 --> 00:10:58,680 THERÉSA: I respect Stephen's tenacity. We need to take a quick 137 00:10:58,679 --> 00:11:00,960 THERÉSA: break to hear from our sponsors. But when we get back, 138 00:11:01,240 --> 00:11:05,559 THERÉSA: we'll see what horrors lie in store for Stephen. Oh, 139 00:11:05,600 --> 00:11:11,440 THERÉSA: good timing, Merlin, that was nice. 140 00:11:16,200 --> 00:11:19,240 THERÉSA: I think you just need to stay extremely still. 141 00:11:22,000 --> 00:11:22,154 LEN: [MUMBLES] 142 00:11:22,154 --> 00:11:25,720 THERÉSA: Great horned owls mate for life, Len. He clearly thinks 143 00:11:25,760 --> 00:11:28,680 THERÉSA: you're his partner. If you try to pull away, it's 144 00:11:28,720 --> 00:11:29,840 THERÉSA: just gonna upset him more. 145 00:11:35,679 --> 00:11:35,707 LEN: [MUMBLES] 146 00:11:35,707 --> 00:11:35,766 THERÉSA: Len, I said don't pull away! 147 00:11:35,766 --> 00:11:35,782 LEN: [MUMBLES] 148 00:11:35,782 --> 00:11:37,440 THERÉSA: Well, I'm not the one who let him get out 149 00:11:37,440 --> 00:11:43,319 THERÉSA: of his cage. Merlin, Merlin, you want a mouse, mousey mouse? 150 00:11:44,720 --> 00:11:50,440 THERÉSA: Quick under the table now while he's distracted. Whoever thought 151 00:11:50,480 --> 00:11:52,920 THERÉSA: birds should live indoors should be committed. As if we're 152 00:11:52,960 --> 00:11:58,239 THERÉSA: meant to just coexist beside a living, breathing dinosaur. It's insane. 153 00:11:59,320 --> 00:12:04,040 THERÉSA: Not the talons, not the talons, Oh God! I hate this fucking bird! 154 00:12:07,520 --> 00:12:11,720 STEVEN: After that experience at the retreat, a lot of different 155 00:12:11,760 --> 00:12:16,520 STEVEN: things happened. One of the big things that took place 156 00:12:16,640 --> 00:12:20,920 STEVEN: for the next close to ten years was I experienced 157 00:12:20,960 --> 00:12:26,200 STEVEN: auditory sleep paralysis at least twice a week. I didn't 158 00:12:26,200 --> 00:12:30,079 STEVEN: see demons, I didn't see a man in a top 159 00:12:30,120 --> 00:12:33,240 STEVEN: hat or the things a lot of people talk about. 160 00:12:36,920 --> 00:12:39,920 STEVEN: I sleep on my stomach, so I would be laying 161 00:12:40,000 --> 00:12:45,680 STEVEN: there and I could not open my eyes. No matter 162 00:12:45,720 --> 00:12:48,959 STEVEN: how hard I tried, I couldn't get them to open. 163 00:12:50,240 --> 00:12:55,240 STEVEN: All I could do was lay there and listen and feel. 164 00:13:00,040 --> 00:13:05,560 STEVEN: I could feel breath on my neck, just this breathing. 165 00:13:07,480 --> 00:13:11,120 STEVEN: I could feel the heat of that breath, you know 166 00:13:11,200 --> 00:13:16,360 STEVEN: when someone's whispering in your ear. The only way I 167 00:13:16,080 --> 00:13:20,760 STEVEN: could get it to go away wasn't falling back asleep. 168 00:13:22,559 --> 00:13:24,559 STEVEN: It was saying that Lord's prayer. 169 00:13:26,880 --> 00:13:29,000 STEVEN: "Our father, who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name, 170 00:13:29,080 --> 00:13:34,800 STEVEN: thy kingdom come, thy will..." Eventually it would stop. I 171 00:13:35,000 --> 00:13:41,280 STEVEN: was fully conscious and cognizant for these experiences. I one hundred percent 172 00:13:41,960 --> 00:13:47,000 STEVEN: believe that I was being visited by something. Something residual 173 00:13:47,640 --> 00:13:50,920 STEVEN: was sticking to me. I was scared to go to 174 00:13:51,000 --> 00:13:57,439 STEVEN: sleep because in those moments, I was the most terrified 175 00:13:58,600 --> 00:14:01,960 STEVEN: that I had ever been. And to this day, it's 176 00:14:01,960 --> 00:14:08,880 STEVEN: still the scariest thing I've ever experienced. Over the years, 177 00:14:09,480 --> 00:14:16,520 STEVEN: I graduated college, I got married. During that time, a 178 00:14:16,520 --> 00:14:22,560 STEVEN: lot of one-off, strange experiences happened. I would be in 179 00:14:22,680 --> 00:14:30,295 STEVEN: places that I didn't know had history. I would feel things, 180 00:14:30,295 --> 00:14:35,120 STEVEN: I would be able to tell someone something about the 181 00:14:35,160 --> 00:14:40,120 STEVEN: place I'm in, just a historical fact, something of that nature. 182 00:14:41,600 --> 00:14:45,920 STEVEN: One time I was on a historical tour western North Carolina. 183 00:14:46,440 --> 00:14:51,800 STEVEN: We're walking through this big mansion and there's this big 184 00:14:52,000 --> 00:14:56,680 STEVEN: empty tile room that used to be a pool that's 185 00:14:56,720 --> 00:15:00,000 STEVEN: been drained. I'm in there and I start freaking out 186 00:15:00,040 --> 00:15:03,920 STEVEN: out and I have to step out because I'm hearing things. 187 00:15:04,960 --> 00:15:13,560 STEVEN: I could hear splashing and screaming. It sounded like if 188 00:15:13,600 --> 00:15:16,440 STEVEN: you've ever been to an apartment pool on a summer day. 189 00:15:17,720 --> 00:15:21,520 STEVEN: The kids are playing and they're horsing around, they're laughing. 190 00:15:21,760 --> 00:15:25,680 STEVEN: Some of them sound like they're a little unhappy. But 191 00:15:25,720 --> 00:15:28,680 STEVEN: there's no water in the pool. There's no one there, 192 00:15:29,640 --> 00:15:39,400 STEVEN: there's nothing there. That's when I stepped outside. I went 193 00:15:39,480 --> 00:15:41,880 STEVEN: up to one of the people who worked there later 194 00:15:41,960 --> 00:15:45,920 STEVEN: and I said, someone died in that pool. And they 195 00:15:45,960 --> 00:15:51,040 STEVEN: said no, And I said, no, someone died in that pool. 196 00:15:51,880 --> 00:15:55,480 STEVEN: So one of the guides talked to another guide and 197 00:15:56,600 --> 00:15:59,920 STEVEN: turns out a young boy had drowned in that pool. 198 00:16:02,280 --> 00:16:07,480 STEVEN: There's absolutely no way I would have known that. I 199 00:16:07,960 --> 00:16:13,200 STEVEN: a few times heard things that weren't there. I saw 200 00:16:13,240 --> 00:16:17,480 STEVEN: things that weren't there. Or at least they couldn't be explained. 201 00:16:19,400 --> 00:16:21,600 STEVEN: I know, right now it all sounds like I'm talking 202 00:16:21,600 --> 00:16:27,840 STEVEN: about mental illness, But I saw psychologists neurologists, and they 203 00:16:27,840 --> 00:16:34,160 STEVEN: were like, nope, we've got no explanation for you. You 204 00:16:34,200 --> 00:16:42,520 STEVEN: aren't experiencing any other symptoms of any known mental illness. 205 00:16:43,480 --> 00:16:46,920 STEVEN: All these little one off experiences and strange things came 206 00:16:47,000 --> 00:16:53,080 STEVEN: to a head in the summer of 2019. My ex-wife 207 00:16:53,720 --> 00:16:59,160 STEVEN: was pregnant with our first child. She was a high 208 00:16:59,200 --> 00:17:03,680 STEVEN: school drama teacher. I decided, okay, well I'll go with 209 00:17:03,800 --> 00:17:07,240 STEVEN: her up to the school and I will help her 210 00:17:07,640 --> 00:17:11,679 STEVEN: just organize her office for the upcoming school year. I 211 00:17:11,720 --> 00:17:16,680 STEVEN: went in there, the AC's out turned on a bunch 212 00:17:16,680 --> 00:17:22,120 STEVEN: of fans. I decided I was going to alphabetize all 213 00:17:22,119 --> 00:17:24,480 STEVEN: the plays on the shelves that were just strewn about 214 00:17:24,520 --> 00:17:31,520 STEVEN: from last school year. There were a lot. And as 215 00:17:31,560 --> 00:17:36,080 STEVEN: I'm doing it, I start hearing this creak, crack, click 216 00:17:38,080 --> 00:17:43,520 STEVEN: coming from out on the stage. Her office is on 217 00:17:43,720 --> 00:17:48,359 STEVEN: the side of the stage. There's two dressing rooms in 218 00:17:48,400 --> 00:17:51,800 STEVEN: the back of the stage and then her office, so 219 00:17:51,840 --> 00:17:57,720 STEVEN: it's backstage along with everything else. I step onto the 220 00:17:57,720 --> 00:18:05,120 STEVEN: stage and there's nothing out there. I'm thinking, okay, I'm 221 00:18:05,119 --> 00:18:09,280 STEVEN: hearing things. You know, I'm in here by myself. The 222 00:18:09,359 --> 00:18:14,240 STEVEN: AC is probably just kicking on and off. It's fine, 223 00:18:15,640 --> 00:18:22,080 STEVEN: So I go back into the office. I heard a 224 00:18:22,160 --> 00:18:31,960 STEVEN: loud crack, go outside, nothing there, go back in, loud crack, 225 00:18:33,240 --> 00:18:35,840 STEVEN: step onto the stage. Nothing. 226 00:18:37,880 --> 00:18:42,639 STEVEN: The auditorium's dark, and I am just standing there on 227 00:18:42,840 --> 00:18:49,320 STEVEN: this stage looking out, unable to see the seats. I realized, 228 00:18:49,320 --> 00:18:52,000 STEVEN: as I was thinking about it, it can't be the 229 00:18:52,000 --> 00:18:54,400 STEVEN: AC cutting on and off because the AC is broken. 230 00:18:55,520 --> 00:18:58,639 STEVEN: Got a little spooked and I decided I was going 231 00:18:58,720 --> 00:19:02,520 STEVEN: to go back into the office so I step back 232 00:19:02,560 --> 00:19:07,080 STEVEN: in and I'm alphabetizing plays, and I had a large 233 00:19:07,119 --> 00:19:09,840 STEVEN: stack that was ready to go on the shelf. So 234 00:19:09,880 --> 00:19:13,399 STEVEN: I grabbed this stack and I turned to place it 235 00:19:13,440 --> 00:19:17,000 STEVEN: on the shelf. And when I do, no more than 236 00:19:17,160 --> 00:19:24,919 STEVEN: twelve inches from my face, there's the face of a woman. 237 00:19:25,080 --> 00:19:29,360 STEVEN: I go flying backwards into the table. Plays go everywhere. 238 00:19:30,040 --> 00:19:33,359 STEVEN: I'm just laying on the ground at this point, I 239 00:19:33,400 --> 00:19:37,560 STEVEN: look up and there's this woman, probably in her late twenties. 240 00:19:42,480 --> 00:19:46,560 STEVEN: She has long brown hair, She's wearing a brown dress. 241 00:19:47,359 --> 00:19:54,960 STEVEN: She's seen better days. She looked ragged. She didn't look angry, 242 00:19:55,800 --> 00:19:59,320 STEVEN: she didn't look happy. She just kind of stared at me, 243 00:20:00,320 --> 00:20:06,000 STEVEN: almost quizzically. She was there for maybe five seconds, and 244 00:20:06,040 --> 00:20:12,159 STEVEN: then she was gone. I'm freaked out, and I decide 245 00:20:12,560 --> 00:20:17,480 STEVEN: I'm leaving for the day. Two and a half months later, 246 00:20:18,160 --> 00:20:25,680 STEVEN: my daughter's born. That is when everything stops. I had 247 00:20:25,720 --> 00:20:29,960 STEVEN: never envisioned myself being a dad growing up. We went 248 00:20:30,000 --> 00:20:34,879 STEVEN: through the pregnancy and I was stressed and scared. Rowan 249 00:20:35,000 --> 00:20:41,199 STEVEN: was born and all of that fear went away. I 250 00:20:41,240 --> 00:20:43,400 STEVEN: wasn't worried about whether or not I was going to 251 00:20:43,560 --> 00:20:46,720 STEVEN: be a good dad, because if you truly love it. 252 00:20:47,480 --> 00:20:48,800 STEVEN: You're going to be good at it. 253 00:20:50,119 --> 00:20:56,359 STEVEN: I had been having that auditory sleep paralysis experience twice 254 00:20:56,400 --> 00:21:04,240 STEVEN: a week for years. After she was born, I slept 255 00:21:04,280 --> 00:21:10,919 STEVEN: through the night every night. A few years before Rowan 256 00:21:11,040 --> 00:21:16,720 STEVEN: was born, I lost my father suddenly. He passed away 257 00:21:16,760 --> 00:21:23,120 STEVEN: in his sleep. We were close, we were friends. He 258 00:21:23,280 --> 00:21:27,800 STEVEN: was the funny guy at every party. I was an 259 00:21:27,840 --> 00:21:33,760 STEVEN: only child and my parents always wanted another child. He 260 00:21:33,800 --> 00:21:36,520 STEVEN: did communicate growing up. He was always little bummed he 261 00:21:36,560 --> 00:21:39,760 STEVEN: never got the chance to have a little girl. He 262 00:21:39,800 --> 00:21:41,960 STEVEN: told me for years that one day he was going 263 00:21:42,040 --> 00:21:44,880 STEVEN: to have a granddaughter and he was going to love 264 00:21:44,920 --> 00:21:48,040 STEVEN: on her, and I wasn't going to be able to 265 00:21:48,080 --> 00:21:50,760 STEVEN: stop him from giving her all the candy and toys 266 00:21:50,800 --> 00:21:56,200 STEVEN: and everything that she ever wanted. Unfortunately, he never got 267 00:21:56,200 --> 00:21:57,400 STEVEN: a chance to meet her. 268 00:21:58,400 --> 00:22:02,280 STEVEN: Rowan was born. Knowing that she never got to meet 269 00:22:02,760 --> 00:22:05,840 STEVEN: her grandfather, or her Papu as he would have wanted 270 00:22:05,880 --> 00:22:12,920 STEVEN: to be called. It's Greek for grandfather. A few months 271 00:22:12,960 --> 00:22:20,560 STEVEN: after my dad died, I had a dream. I was 272 00:22:20,640 --> 00:22:24,320 STEVEN: sitting in a restaurant in a booth with my back 273 00:22:24,359 --> 00:22:29,000 STEVEN: to the door. I heard Hey, pal. That's what my 274 00:22:29,080 --> 00:22:32,320 STEVEN: dad always called me growing up. I turned around and 275 00:22:32,359 --> 00:22:35,080 STEVEN: I remember saying you can't be here, you're dead, and say, yeah, 276 00:22:35,080 --> 00:22:40,600 STEVEN: I am dead. Let's talk. I knew it was a dream, 277 00:22:41,880 --> 00:22:46,639 STEVEN: but we talked and it gave me closure, and he 278 00:22:46,720 --> 00:22:50,159 STEVEN: told me at the end, I've got your back, like 279 00:22:50,359 --> 00:22:54,680 STEVEN: I'm gonna look out for you and your family. After 280 00:22:54,760 --> 00:22:59,359 STEVEN: Rowan was born, I thought to myself, all this stopped. 281 00:23:00,000 --> 00:23:03,080 STEVEN: Maybe now that I have a family, he really does 282 00:23:03,119 --> 00:23:03,760 STEVEN: have my back. 283 00:23:06,440 --> 00:23:10,840 STEVEN: Weird little things would happen. She would always just kind 284 00:23:10,880 --> 00:23:14,080 STEVEN: of look off into the corner and smile. I would 285 00:23:14,080 --> 00:23:18,040 STEVEN: see her on the baby monitor six seven in the morning. 286 00:23:18,119 --> 00:23:20,560 STEVEN: She's standing in her crib, jumping up and down, and 287 00:23:20,640 --> 00:23:26,800 STEVEN: she is laughing, I mean hysterically, like she has seen 288 00:23:26,880 --> 00:23:29,560 STEVEN: the funniest thing she has ever seen in her life. 289 00:23:29,600 --> 00:23:34,159 STEVEN: She's two at this point she's laughing, and I walk in. 290 00:23:34,600 --> 00:23:37,919 STEVEN: I say, hey, what's so funny. She points at the 291 00:23:37,960 --> 00:23:46,000 STEVEN: corner and she says, Paoo, Pa-poo, funny man. There was 292 00:23:46,040 --> 00:23:48,520 STEVEN: no way she would have known that he wanted to 293 00:23:48,040 --> 00:23:53,000 STEVEN: be called Papu. He always loved to make kids laugh. 294 00:23:54,359 --> 00:23:56,960 STEVEN: That was his thing. He would do anything, He would 295 00:23:56,960 --> 00:23:59,240 STEVEN: make a fool of himself to make a kid laugh 296 00:24:00,320 --> 00:24:03,879 STEVEN: and so for her to be standing there laughing her 297 00:24:03,920 --> 00:24:09,120 STEVEN: ass off, it gave me the feeling that he's got 298 00:24:09,160 --> 00:24:13,840 STEVEN: my back. Seeing all of that and seeing her reaction, 299 00:24:14,000 --> 00:24:18,199 STEVEN: and knowing my dad, I one hundred percent believe that 300 00:24:19,200 --> 00:24:25,040 STEVEN: he is there, she is seeing him, and he's got us. 301 00:24:27,320 --> 00:24:29,800 THERÉSA: This had a way happier ending than I was expecting. 302 00:24:30,200 --> 00:24:31,960 THERÉSA: I was sure he was done for when we got 303 00:24:31,960 --> 00:24:34,679 THERÉSA: to the part about the lady in the Bookshelf, I 304 00:24:34,680 --> 00:24:37,280 THERÉSA: thought the scariest thing about high school theater was realizing 305 00:24:37,320 --> 00:24:40,480 THERÉSA: your drama teacher peaked as an understudy in an off-off-Broadway 306 00:24:40,480 --> 00:24:44,720 THERÉSA: production of Our Town. Papu to the rescue, I guess. 307 00:24:45,000 --> 00:24:47,120 THERÉSA: Let's take another quick break and we'll be right back 308 00:24:54,720 --> 00:24:59,680 THERÉSA: And we're back. Merlin has finally settled a bit. Right 309 00:24:59,720 --> 00:25:02,879 THERÉSA: now he's trying to preen Len. It's actually kind of sweet. 310 00:25:03,840 --> 00:25:05,920 THERÉSA: I had hoped my conduit to the physical realm would 311 00:25:05,920 --> 00:25:09,359 THERÉSA: be a little sexier with a smaller eye-to-skull ratio, but 312 00:25:09,560 --> 00:25:12,240 THERÉSA: Merlin is really starting to grow on me. I like 313 00:25:12,280 --> 00:25:15,040 THERÉSA: how his ear tuffs are purely aesthetic. And he can 314 00:25:15,080 --> 00:25:17,399 THERÉSA: turn his head almost fully around like that girl in 315 00:25:17,440 --> 00:25:30,120 THERÉSA: The Exorcist. Who's a spooky boy? Mamma's apex predator. Well, 316 00:25:30,200 --> 00:25:31,960 THERÉSA: Len's got hurps to clean up and I need to 317 00:25:31,960 --> 00:25:34,280 THERÉSA: figure out how to leash an owl. But we'll see 318 00:25:34,280 --> 00:25:38,120 THERÉSA: you all next time for more Haunting. 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Haunting is created and executive produced by Nancy Glass, 328 00:26:11,300 --> 00:26:14,679 CREDITS: Andrea Gunning, Ben Fetterman, and Lauren Lapkus and it is 329 00:26:14,680 --> 00:26:17,720 CREDITS: hosted by Lauren Lapkus as their character Therésa. The show 330 00:26:17,760 --> 00:26:20,280 CREDITS: is directed by Aleah Welsh and produced by Trey Morgan. 331 00:26:20,440 --> 00:26:22,879 CREDITS: It is written by Aleah Welsh, with additional writing by 332 00:26:22,920 --> 00:26:26,800 CREDITS: Nancy Glass, Trey Morgan, and Ben Fetterman. Additional production support 333 00:26:26,840 --> 00:26:30,080 CREDITS: by Curry Richman and Todd Ganz. Additional voice acting by 334 00:26:30,119 --> 00:26:33,760 CREDITS: Trey Morgan as the character producer Len Walker. Editing and 335 00:26:33,800 --> 00:26:36,909 CREDITS: sound design by Matt Delvecchio and mixed by Dave Saia. 336 00:26:36,910 --> 00:26:40,480 CREDITS: Operations and production support by Kristen Melchiorre. 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