WEBVTT - Keep Pushin’

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<v Speaker 1>Third Squad is a podcast about war. Every episode contains

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<v Speaker 1>strong language and descriptions of violence that may not be

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<v Speaker 1>suitable for all listeners. I remember this night, about ten

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<v Speaker 1>years ago. I was walking down this brick street in Charlottesville, Virginia,

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<v Speaker 1>where no cars are allowed, so there are big trees

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<v Speaker 1>where there used to be traffic, and there are tons

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<v Speaker 1>of bars and restaurants with outdoor seating. It was a

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<v Speaker 1>perfect summer night, and the whole place was packed with

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<v Speaker 1>beautiful young people out having a good time, people about

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<v Speaker 1>my age. Part of me wanted to grab a drink

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<v Speaker 1>and join them, but this much bigger part of me

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to flip over a table and scream, do you

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<v Speaker 1>have any fucking idea? There's a war going on? We

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<v Speaker 1>all know how the Afghanistan war ends. Now I've concluded

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<v Speaker 1>that it's time to end America's longest war. It's time

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<v Speaker 1>for American troops to come home. The Afghan government and

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<v Speaker 1>security forces collapsed under a Taliban van. The pandemonium outside

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<v Speaker 1>Kabbal airports of Taliban fighters have flooded the capitol. Afghan

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<v Speaker 1>officials troops have surrendered Bodroom Air Base to the Taliban.

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<v Speaker 1>We just learned that the presidential palace was officially handed

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<v Speaker 1>over the Taliban presidents maybe former president now as Traf

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<v Speaker 1>Ghani leaves town Taliban fighters behind the desk of the

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<v Speaker 1>presidential Palace. I did not, nor did anyone else, see

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<v Speaker 1>a collapse of an army that size in eleven days.

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<v Speaker 1>Seeing the images of Afghan's hugging the landing gear of

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<v Speaker 1>an Air Force C seventeen as it lifted off from Kabul,

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<v Speaker 1>it's impossible not to remember the Americans plummeting from the

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<v Speaker 1>burning towers almost exactly twenty years earlier, and you can

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<v Speaker 1>see the two towers a huge exposure out rating to

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<v Speaker 1>pray on all of us get out of the m

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<v Speaker 1>and for a lot of people, these images are going

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<v Speaker 1>to be the gruesome book ends to America's longest war.

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<v Speaker 1>But me, I'm stuck between the book ends. I'm Elliott Woods.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a veteran and a journalist. And there's this one

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<v Speaker 1>MBD I did back in two thousand eleven that I

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<v Speaker 1>can't stop thinking about. In a part of Afghanistan called Sangin,

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<v Speaker 1>with the squad of strung out marines who lived in

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<v Speaker 1>mud brick buildings surrounded by barriers, filled with dirt and rocks.

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<v Speaker 1>It was my fourth MBD in Afghanistan in two years,

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<v Speaker 1>and I didn't know it at the time, but it

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<v Speaker 1>would also be my last, and I could never have

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<v Speaker 1>known that I was documenting the final days of one

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<v Speaker 1>of those Marines. This is the story of that marine

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<v Speaker 1>and his squad, Third Squad, Episode one, Keep Pushing. I

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<v Speaker 1>landed and sang in on a V twenty two Osprey

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<v Speaker 1>and July two thousand eleven, took an armored gun truck

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<v Speaker 1>out to a dusty outpost. That's where I met the

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<v Speaker 1>twelve Marines of Third Squad for the first time. My

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<v Speaker 1>name is Jeffrey Lopez. Got the catch, We take off.

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<v Speaker 1>Brian Sheer, Michael Minor, Taylor Moody, Emmanuel Mendoza, Michael Joseph Dutcher.

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<v Speaker 1>They were officially Third Squad, first Platoon, Blackfoot Company from

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<v Speaker 1>the first Battalion, Fifth Marines, or one five for short.

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<v Speaker 1>They were infantry, the riflemen and machine gunners known in

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<v Speaker 1>the core as grunts, and their home base was Camp Pendleton, California,

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<v Speaker 1>but they came from all over the United States, Asia,

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<v Speaker 1>in California, California and Repid City, South Dakota, North Carolina, Watertown,

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<v Speaker 1>New York, Missical, Texas, Home Park, Illinois, Asheville, North Carolina.

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<v Speaker 1>Most of them were fresh out of high school, and

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<v Speaker 1>I could hardly be leave how young they looked. They

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<v Speaker 1>could be sitting in the street that right here, just

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<v Speaker 1>waiting for us fucking push out of the opening book

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<v Speaker 1>unless you just do the comes over. They were at war,

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<v Speaker 1>but they still acted like kids. Sometimes when the guy

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<v Speaker 1>is running to the left building left the building seven,

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<v Speaker 1>So you're all angry and stuff, do you know, hug No,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going in fucking patient. You're making You're making my

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<v Speaker 1>combat recording sound really immature. This is supposed to be war. Guys.

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<v Speaker 1>I brought an old film camera with me to take

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<v Speaker 1>their portraits, and I also brought an audio recorder, and

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<v Speaker 1>whenever we had a break between patrols and sleeping I

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<v Speaker 1>try to pull one of them aside for a sit

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<v Speaker 1>down interview in one of those stuffy mud brick rooms,

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<v Speaker 1>which wasn't always easy. My name is h and Matthew Fort,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was born Stone. So from this point forward,

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<v Speaker 1>if you guys are gonna stay in here, and you

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<v Speaker 1>should make as little noise as possible, Okay, said no?

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<v Speaker 1>Bell girl, no farting? Can you handle that? Okay? They

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<v Speaker 1>were bone tired and they didn't always know quite what

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<v Speaker 1>to make of me or my questions. But they were cool.

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<v Speaker 1>I guess I was a welcome diversion. Was fun. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it's it's pretty fun. It's kind of fun where it

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<v Speaker 1>really wasted one night and you do a bunch of

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<v Speaker 1>stupid ship it's fun to talk about. Firefights are fun.

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<v Speaker 1>I enjoy firefights. You drop bombs on people and kill

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<v Speaker 1>bad man. That's that's what we're here for. Still, it

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<v Speaker 1>didn't take me long to see that the excitement barely

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<v Speaker 1>covered up the dread. If you could describe saying it

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<v Speaker 1>in a couple of sentences, what would you say, Probably

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<v Speaker 1>one of the worst places on earth right now. I

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<v Speaker 1>could hear the stress and exhaustion in their voices. They

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<v Speaker 1>were far from home and in full blown survival mode,

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<v Speaker 1>and all they had was each other. Everything you do

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<v Speaker 1>out here is fair, fella, Marines in yourself. I love

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<v Speaker 1>my Marines. Those are my boys, and I just don't

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<v Speaker 1>want anything to happen to them. I want to keep

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<v Speaker 1>them as safe as I possibly can. And what I'd

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<v Speaker 1>like to consider the most probably one of the most

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<v Speaker 1>dangerous place on Earth. Sang In is a rural district

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<v Speaker 1>in southern Afghanistan's Helmand Province, which shares its name with

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<v Speaker 1>a wide river that forms way up in the Hindu

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<v Speaker 1>Kush Mountains. Most of Helmand is a scorched waste land,

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<v Speaker 1>but the river cuts a sliver of green from north

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<v Speaker 1>to south across the desert. It's a lifeline to Sangon's farmers,

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<v Speaker 1>whose main cash crop is poppy, the key ingredient in heroin.

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<v Speaker 1>And when Third Squad first showed up and sang In,

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<v Speaker 1>the scenery kind of blew their minds. Everybody thinks, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>when they think of Ghanistan, they think the Middle East.

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<v Speaker 1>They think of some big, giant, hot desert. But like

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<v Speaker 1>it's not like that. You wouldn't expect how green it

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<v Speaker 1>is when you get out here. It's amazing that you

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<v Speaker 1>see flowers blooming everywhere, big fields of green crops and

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<v Speaker 1>grass and trees. The reads an hour twelve ft tall,

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<v Speaker 1>and there's bamboo that's even duller than that. Like you

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<v Speaker 1>just walked across open, huge fields like you would see,

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<v Speaker 1>Like been to France before, so those huge open fields

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<v Speaker 1>they have there. It's kind of like take that the

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<v Speaker 1>swampy ship and mix it together, and yet saying in

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<v Speaker 1>Afghanistan it looks like a beautiful country. But as far

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<v Speaker 1>as stepping out the wire with all your gears, shitty

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<v Speaker 1>o you cash right? Yeah, you can see whatever you

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<v Speaker 1>want to ask. That's about it. I can't really explain.

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<v Speaker 1>It's all you don't want to be. The situation in

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<v Speaker 1>Sangin was terrible. Hundreds of British, Afghan and American troops

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<v Speaker 1>have been killed and wounded. The war was in its

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<v Speaker 1>tenth year, and what had begun is a straightforward mission

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<v Speaker 1>to hunt down and kill Osama bin Laden and members

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<v Speaker 1>of al Qaeda. After nine eleven had morphed into a

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<v Speaker 1>complicated nation building effort in a raging battle against the Taliban.

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<v Speaker 1>We'll get into why that shift happened later in the series.

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<v Speaker 1>For now, you just need to know that at this

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<v Speaker 1>particular moment, Afghanistan was spiraling out of control, and President

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<v Speaker 1>Barack Obama had deployed tens of thousands of extra troops

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<v Speaker 1>in a bid to turn the war around. The situation

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<v Speaker 1>in Afghanistan has deteriorate. This phase of the war became

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<v Speaker 1>known as the Afghanistan Surge and third Squad deployed at

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<v Speaker 1>its peak, and as Commander in Chief, I have determined

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<v Speaker 1>that it is in our vital national interest to send

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<v Speaker 1>an additional thirty thousand US troops to Afghanistan. Third Squad

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<v Speaker 1>was tasked with carrying out the surge strategy at whatever cost,

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<v Speaker 1>but the big picture was barely visible from their perspective.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's the perspective I went there to report on

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<v Speaker 1>the third Squad. Marines all had their own reasons for

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<v Speaker 1>joining the corps. So number one, why did join the

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<v Speaker 1>Marine Corps? I joined the Marines because the Marines are

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<v Speaker 1>the best. They're badass. This is private first class. Scott mccatchen,

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<v Speaker 1>a twenty year old college dropout for Northern California. Tell

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<v Speaker 1>me a little bit about, just very briefly, about the

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<v Speaker 1>kid that you were, that that didn't do so out

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<v Speaker 1>of college, because I was actually that kid too. I

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<v Speaker 1>was a kid in college that I just wanted a party.

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<v Speaker 1>Didn't it care too much about school or think what

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<v Speaker 1>I could possibly lose if I were to just do

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<v Speaker 1>nothing but party. And sure enough I lost it. But

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<v Speaker 1>I fucking manned up and I joined the military. And

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<v Speaker 1>here I am saying in Afghanistan. Lance Corporal David Ortega,

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<v Speaker 1>twenty year old from southern California, came from a military family.

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<v Speaker 1>He was so nervous when he talked to me, his

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<v Speaker 1>voice trembled. I would just always look up to the

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<v Speaker 1>Marines and I was like, I'm gonna become one of

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<v Speaker 1>them someday. I'm gonna keep introducing you to the squad,

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<v Speaker 1>but don't worry about keeping track of all the names.

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<v Speaker 1>You'll get to know the guys throughout the series. Lance

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<v Speaker 1>Corporal Taylor Moody was also twenty years old. He was

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<v Speaker 1>from Upstate New York. He was rail Finn and his

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<v Speaker 1>hair was trimmed close on the sides, in line with

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<v Speaker 1>Marine Corps REGs. But he hadn't always looked like that

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<v Speaker 1>back in the States. When I was in high school,

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<v Speaker 1>I was just a little punk. I had a mohawk.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like a foot long, and I died it red.

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<v Speaker 1>I went to conserts all the time, and I used

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<v Speaker 1>to brag about how good I was at washing, and

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<v Speaker 1>that was pretty good. You know, I did my ship.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, washing is right, okay, you know I beat

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<v Speaker 1>the ships. Some guys in the mosh pit, but that's

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<v Speaker 1>That's not important to me anymore. The only thing right

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<v Speaker 1>now that matters to me he is getting home alive

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<v Speaker 1>with me. Guys, I can Corporal man Well Mendoza told

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<v Speaker 1>me he was a responsible kid who worked three jobs

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<v Speaker 1>during high school in the East Texas border town where

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<v Speaker 1>he grew up. He was twenty when I met him,

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<v Speaker 1>which means he was still in elementary school when eleven happened.

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<v Speaker 1>I'll never forget September eleven. I'll never forget what happened

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<v Speaker 1>in New York. And I'll never forget people, never hurt

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<v Speaker 1>people that died. I'll of my country. I'm a patriot

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<v Speaker 1>straight up, like even Mexican. I love I love America

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<v Speaker 1>because we had a lot of great things in our country.

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<v Speaker 1>I have such a great life back home. I got

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<v Speaker 1>my family, I had a good education, you know, so

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<v Speaker 1>I felt like I needed to pay that dead. The

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<v Speaker 1>youngest of the group was nineteen year old Lance Corporal

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<v Speaker 1>David rich Boalski from Wailua, Hawaii. I joined the Marine

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<v Speaker 1>Corps because I want to go off the island. Mission.

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<v Speaker 1>Accomplished mud hut, three ft thick walls of mud. Right now,

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<v Speaker 1>it's actually pretty dirty, just because I've been disgusting and

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<v Speaker 1>not cleaned it, and uh I got fleas because of

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<v Speaker 1>the fucking chickens that run around. The sweltering mud brick

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<v Speaker 1>compound where the squad lived was officially called Patrol based Fires,

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<v Speaker 1>but everyone just called it fires or PB fires. It

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<v Speaker 1>was home to a single platoon of Marines around arty guys,

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<v Speaker 1>plus the various people who supported them. The platoons three

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<v Speaker 1>squads took turns patrolling, resting, and pulling watch. Southern Afghanistan

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<v Speaker 1>was a furnace that July. The heat made my lips

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<v Speaker 1>crack and the dry air burned the inside of my

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<v Speaker 1>nose when I inhaled. Hygienically, it's there is none. You're

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<v Speaker 1>a constantly dirty. Twenty year old Lance Corporal Brian Shearer

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<v Speaker 1>was from Rapid City, South Dakota. He wanted to join

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<v Speaker 1>the Marines ever since he was a little kid, and

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<v Speaker 1>now here he was embracing the suck. You get really

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<v Speaker 1>bad transfer from being in uh water all day, and

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<v Speaker 1>then you stay in your socks and you can never

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<v Speaker 1>get your feet dry or clean. The guys bathed by

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<v Speaker 1>poking holes in water bottles and squeezing them over their

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<v Speaker 1>heads whenever there was time to rest. They sacked out

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<v Speaker 1>on cots and played video games or watch DVDs on

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<v Speaker 1>little personal players. When I they were all stoked because

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<v Speaker 1>they've just gotten lights, but there was still much to

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<v Speaker 1>be desired. The things I missed the most back in

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<v Speaker 1>the United States are definitely women, drinking good food, having

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<v Speaker 1>the luxury of electricity, running water all the time, just

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<v Speaker 1>simple ship going, taking a crap and a fucking toilet.

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<v Speaker 1>The flushes um come out here and you lose everything

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<v Speaker 1>and then you realize what you really had. Back in

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<v Speaker 1>the United States, food was something that guys talked about

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<v Speaker 1>a lot, so much that I'm surprised they weren't hiding

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<v Speaker 1>copies of bone appetite under their cots instead of nudy mags.

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<v Speaker 1>Pickens around the patrol base could be pretty slim. So

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<v Speaker 1>what do you eat? I don't know what you like

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<v Speaker 1>to what you what you like to eat, Well, it's

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<v Speaker 1>not what I like to eat. It's what I have

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<v Speaker 1>to eat. And most of the time it's it's just

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<v Speaker 1>like a kind of spaghettier, the thing of ramen Newles

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<v Speaker 1>heat it open the sun Somewhere. Twenty two year old

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<v Speaker 1>Lance Corporal Jeffrey Lopez was small but scrappy looking. He

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<v Speaker 1>craved the comfort food of the Jersey Shore where he

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<v Speaker 1>grew up. My Miss McDonald's Applebee's all you can eat crabs,

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<v Speaker 1>like the base ade buffet. The food at patrol Base

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<v Speaker 1>Fires was well, it's sure as funk, was not the

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<v Speaker 1>bay side buffet. I didn't notice it at first, but

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<v Speaker 1>the other Marines in my squad noticed. Since even other

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<v Speaker 1>even other squads noticed, I had lost a ship ton

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<v Speaker 1>of weight and you can see yourself that um extremely skinny.

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<v Speaker 1>And then I just kept losing more and more weight.

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<v Speaker 1>All I could do is think of food, and it's

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<v Speaker 1>that's still I do was. I think of food like

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<v Speaker 1>on patrol. Will take a quick break every now and

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<v Speaker 1>then I'll just be sitting there and thinking, God, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>so fucking hungry. It wasn't just the food from home

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<v Speaker 1>that they missed. I mean, none of us have seen

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<v Speaker 1>our families, and almost a year now none of us

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<v Speaker 1>have been back home. And almost a year now. I

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<v Speaker 1>told you. Third Squad had been an Afghanistan for four

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<v Speaker 1>months when I arrived, but they trained constantly during the

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<v Speaker 1>work up period leading up to the deployment, with almost

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<v Speaker 1>no downtime. Some of them had girlfriends, wives, even kids

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<v Speaker 1>waiting for them back in the States. They were homesick,

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<v Speaker 1>but it was more than that. They were worried they

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<v Speaker 1>might never see their families again. I'm really looking forward

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<v Speaker 1>to getting back home, being able to just relax with

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<v Speaker 1>the family and just not having to worry on a

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<v Speaker 1>day to day basis as to whether or not you're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna get hurt badly that day. So, I mean, civilians

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<v Speaker 1>don't wake up in the morning and say I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 1>lose my legs today or die today. For most of

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<v Speaker 1>third Squad, Sanging was their first deployment, and before they

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<v Speaker 1>got there they'd heard horror stories about what it was like.

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<v Speaker 1>Their predecessors at patrol based fires were from the third Battalion,

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<v Speaker 1>Fifth Marine Regiment or three five, also from Camp Pendleton.

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<v Speaker 1>Three five had a horrendous time and Sanging. Over their

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<v Speaker 1>seven months tour, twenty five of their marines died and

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<v Speaker 1>a hundred and eighty four were wounded. That's about one

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<v Speaker 1>out of every five marines and the battalion. It was

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<v Speaker 1>the worst casualty rate of any single unit in the

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<v Speaker 1>Afghanistan War up to that point. Many of those casualties

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<v Speaker 1>were caused by the Taliban's weapon of choice and sang

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<v Speaker 1>in the pressure plate improvised explosive device or i e D,

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<v Speaker 1>a homemade land mine that detonates when someone steps on it.

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<v Speaker 1>Mines and i e d s are ingenious, knowing that

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<v Speaker 1>you can step right next to one or sit right

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<v Speaker 1>with one between your legs, and you have no ideas

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<v Speaker 1>ever there until someone steps on it and dies. News

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<v Speaker 1>of three fives bloody tour spread through Camp Pendleton while

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<v Speaker 1>Third Squad was training to deploy. It was like every

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<v Speaker 1>day seemed like three five was taking casualties, especially Corman.

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<v Speaker 1>It seemed like they're losing Corman left and right. Corman

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<v Speaker 1>or U S Navy sailors who provide medical aid to

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<v Speaker 1>wounded Marines in combat. In the Army, they're called medics

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<v Speaker 1>Third Squads. Corman was twenty five year old hospitalman first

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<v Speaker 1>Class Matthew for It from the Chicago suburbs. The guys

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<v Speaker 1>called him Doc and he wore a few different hats

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<v Speaker 1>and also how I yelled part therapist, part fucking nurse,

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<v Speaker 1>part counselor for it was a little softer than the Marines,

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<v Speaker 1>with a round face and buzzed red hair. He told

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<v Speaker 1>me about the handoff with three five. When I got here,

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<v Speaker 1>only like two of the original Corman remained. Everybody else

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<v Speaker 1>had either have been like blown up or shot or something.

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, when I got here, I was paranoid as hell,

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<v Speaker 1>and for it wasn't the only one. Twenty year old

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<v Speaker 1>Lance Corporal John Bollinger from Cheyenne, Wyoming had also prepared

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<v Speaker 1>himself for the worst. When we first were coming, I

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<v Speaker 1>was honestly expecting, like you couldn't you couldn't move without

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<v Speaker 1>hitting ninety and all their wear were Taliban everywhere and

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<v Speaker 1>everyone's you know, getting shot and blown up. That was

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<v Speaker 1>that was my expectation. Was fucking it was going to

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<v Speaker 1>be popping off. But when Third Squad got to sang

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<v Speaker 1>In and settled into their new home and patrol based fires,

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<v Speaker 1>everything was weirdly calm. For the first two months sanging

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't really meet my expectations at all, Like we

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<v Speaker 1>were just basically just patrolling for the ship of it,

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<v Speaker 1>Like nothing happened for the first two months. There was

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<v Speaker 1>no fire, there was no shooting or anything. It was

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<v Speaker 1>just start up walking around like we owned the place.

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<v Speaker 1>That's Taylor Moody again, the mosh pitt Menace telling me

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<v Speaker 1>what it was like when the squad first started going

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<v Speaker 1>out on patrol. When we first got here, the people

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<v Speaker 1>wouldn't even come out to us because the previous unit

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<v Speaker 1>was pretty rough on him. Then we started doing the

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<v Speaker 1>COIN operations and just talking with the people, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>getting to know what was going on, asking him questions,

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<v Speaker 1>looking for the enemy so we can exploit what they're

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<v Speaker 1>doing against him. Point that Acrony and Moody just used

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<v Speaker 1>stands for counterinsurgency. The basic idea of COIN is to

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<v Speaker 1>drive a wedge between insurgents and the civilian population by

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<v Speaker 1>delivering humanitarian aid things like new roads, medicine, and schools,

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<v Speaker 1>basically trying to buy the local people's love so they'll

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<v Speaker 1>reject the insurgency, in this case, the Taliban and support

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<v Speaker 1>the legitimate government instead. Coin is supposed to be more

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<v Speaker 1>about protecting the people than killing the enemy. Back in

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<v Speaker 1>the Vietnam War, they called it winning hearts and minds.

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<v Speaker 1>Sounds good in theory, but during the surge in Afghanistan,

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<v Speaker 1>it was young frontline troops like Third Squad who carried

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<v Speaker 1>out most of the work, and they didn't really have

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<v Speaker 1>the training or the resources to do it. They were grunts,

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<v Speaker 1>not diplomats. Are typical days, you know, wake up very early,

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<v Speaker 1>probably earlier than the average American. Trap on a flak

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<v Speaker 1>that weighs thirty pounds because it's got bulletproof plates in it.

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<v Speaker 1>On top of that, put a pack on your back.

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<v Speaker 1>You have rounds that weigh a law. You have a rifle.

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<v Speaker 1>I carry my rocket long, sure, the weigh thirty pounds,

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<v Speaker 1>So I carry a lot of weight. Patrol all day, walking,

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<v Speaker 1>walking through creeks, mud canals, water rivers, tall grass, corn fields,

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<v Speaker 1>and it just gets really tiring carrying all that weight

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<v Speaker 1>and body armor, weapons and ammunition. Gave them a firepower

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<v Speaker 1>advantage over the lightly armed Taliban, but it beat the

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<v Speaker 1>ship out of their bodies. A twenty year old marine

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<v Speaker 1>can look like he's thirty maybe not not maybe maybe

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<v Speaker 1>not in facial features, and like some people, some of

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<v Speaker 1>us can't grow full beards and stuff. But our knees

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<v Speaker 1>will be so jam packed and the carloads to be

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<v Speaker 1>ripped up in our feet will be callous, like I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know, like some dogs feed or something like the

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<v Speaker 1>little paths or whatever. Those grueling foot patrols were third squads,

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<v Speaker 1>only real opportunity to talk to the local people, one

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<v Speaker 1>of the most critical elements of counterinsurgency. But the Taliban

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<v Speaker 1>were out there too, hiding in the green fields and

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<v Speaker 1>tree lines surrounding PEP fires, waiting to ambush the Marines.

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<v Speaker 1>Sometimes the enemy fighters and lookouts would hide in plain sight.

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<v Speaker 1>Dressing him up to match the population is like crazy

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<v Speaker 1>smart because you don't know who they are, and they

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<v Speaker 1>could be watching any point. They could be shaking your

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<v Speaker 1>hand at any point. My first afternoon at PB fires,

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<v Speaker 1>I went out on patrol with third Squad in their

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<v Speaker 1>platoon commander. Almost as soon as we left the compound gate,

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<v Speaker 1>we were hip deep in a canal. The cool water

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<v Speaker 1>felt good in the heat, but as soon as I

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<v Speaker 1>climbed out, I was conscious of every step. There was

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<v Speaker 1>a marine at the front of the patrol with the

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<v Speaker 1>metal detector sweeping for I U d S, and another

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<v Speaker 1>one behind him marking the cleared path with a can

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<v Speaker 1>of blue spray talk. I stayed glued to those blue streaks.

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<v Speaker 1>Eventually the patrol stopped to talk to a farmer who

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<v Speaker 1>had knee high corn in his fields and a few

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<v Speaker 1>cows tethered by nose ranks. Traffic to start right now,

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<v Speaker 1>getting a lot of goodents all over. They were trying

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<v Speaker 1>to gather information about the Taliban. The tree brought us.

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<v Speaker 1>They are living tour, yeah and pish at the end

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<v Speaker 1>of there is a compound. The end of the compounds,

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<v Speaker 1>they are living. The man told them through an interpreter

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<v Speaker 1>that the Marines were not the only ones visiting his

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<v Speaker 1>home coming, but the ninth Taliman. Okay, so the night

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<v Speaker 1>to Taliban com It was risky for the man to

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<v Speaker 1>talk to the Marines. Anyone caught helping the Americans could

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<v Speaker 1>be punished by the Taliban. The Talibans not two people.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't there. The longer the squad stayed, the more likely

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<v Speaker 1>they'd be spotted by the enemy. They were walking the

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<v Speaker 1>fine line between doing their jobs and putting people in danger.

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<v Speaker 1>They hold him, don't him come back here, because we're

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<v Speaker 1>talking to this guy, and if this guy gets same

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<v Speaker 1>with someone, he's gonna get in trouble. To stop that kid.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't let him back here yet, We'll come to him.

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<v Speaker 1>It was a lot of responsibility for the Marines, but

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<v Speaker 1>the I E. D. S that had devastated the previous battalion,

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<v Speaker 1>we're still out there. And they did more than damage flesh.

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<v Speaker 1>They severely inhibited the Marines movement, making it almost impossible

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<v Speaker 1>to do counterinsurgency. They had to find them. Then we

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<v Speaker 1>solved the two Taliban out here where they planted nineties

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<v Speaker 1>today we saw two of them in the tree line.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's sometimes the intelligence gathering paid off Roger and

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<v Speaker 1>we cannot be break a bone. We found a secondary

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<v Speaker 1>about ten ms to the southwest of the first one

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<v Speaker 1>we found. As we're pushing back, they saw it. They

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<v Speaker 1>found a cluster of I E. D s and detonated

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<v Speaker 1>them safely. Oh my god, goddamn, I'm glad I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>go off. It was a small victory in the bigger war.

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<v Speaker 1>Out on patrol, everyone in the squad looked more or

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<v Speaker 1>less the same. They all wore desert camouflage uniforms and

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<v Speaker 1>kevlar helmets and wrap around sunglasses, and they wore body

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<v Speaker 1>armor weighed down by ammunition pouches and first aid kits

0:24:13.720 --> 0:24:17.399
<v Speaker 1>and water. But each person had a slightly different job.

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<v Speaker 1>The radio operator maintained colms with the patrol base, and

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<v Speaker 1>then there were the riflemen and the machine gunners. The

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<v Speaker 1>assaultment carried things like rocket launchers and the corman cared

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<v Speaker 1>for the wounded. Then there was the combat engineer, the

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<v Speaker 1>one who walked up front with the metal detector to

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<v Speaker 1>scan the path for i e d s. This job

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<v Speaker 1>was called sweeper and it was one of the most

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<v Speaker 1>dangerous jobs in the entire war. Those guys, you know

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<v Speaker 1>they're gonna get Like if you sweep, you're gonna get

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<v Speaker 1>hit eventually, Like you don't want to get hit, but

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<v Speaker 1>there's a good chance to get hit. On patrol, everybody

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<v Speaker 1>walked single file behind the sweeper, following his exact path.

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<v Speaker 1>He moved real slow. You pretty much moved with the sweeper.

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<v Speaker 1>Space can't any faster than a corporal. Michael Miner from Seagrove,

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<v Speaker 1>North Carolina, was the oldest member of third Squad. He

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<v Speaker 1>had two deployments to a Rock under his belt before

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<v Speaker 1>sang in. Miner told me the Taliban didn't just wait

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<v Speaker 1>around for the Marines to step on i e d s.

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<v Speaker 1>The hiding tree lines, white forest shoot as that way

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<v Speaker 1>they'll try to draw. Since I E d s. The

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<v Speaker 1>danger the Marines confronted outside the patrol base was extreme

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<v Speaker 1>and it came with a heavy dose of fear. So

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<v Speaker 1>how often do you think about your legs and your

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<v Speaker 1>feet every day. Tell me about that. You think about

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<v Speaker 1>it and you're walking around, You're stomping through all the

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<v Speaker 1>corn fields and the freaking weeds and the tree lines

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<v Speaker 1>and the canals, and you're just thinking, damn, that could

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<v Speaker 1>be an I d right there. Do you ever? I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>this is kind of weird question, but I'm only asking

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<v Speaker 1>this because when I've found out that I was going

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<v Speaker 1>to be coming to sang And several months ago, I

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<v Speaker 1>started thinking about it more and more and more. And

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<v Speaker 1>every time I go for a rounder, i go for

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<v Speaker 1>high creaking on my bike, I'd be looking on my

0:26:02.720 --> 0:26:07.920
<v Speaker 1>legs thinking I really like running, I really like biking,

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<v Speaker 1>I really like walking. I mean, do you ever imagine

0:26:11.680 --> 0:26:14.600
<v Speaker 1>what life would be like without legs? Yeah? I do

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<v Speaker 1>all the time, but right now we just make jokes

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<v Speaker 1>about it, you know, like you can you see it

0:26:21.160 --> 0:26:22.960
<v Speaker 1>all the time. You know, people lose their legs and

0:26:23.040 --> 0:26:25.800
<v Speaker 1>you have to help them out, and then you know,

0:26:25.880 --> 0:26:29.400
<v Speaker 1>you think about yours, and just like man, I can

0:26:29.440 --> 0:26:32.600
<v Speaker 1>just imagine going back to leather Necker, going to Germany

0:26:32.640 --> 0:26:34.639
<v Speaker 1>and getting surgery and then finally I'm all healed up

0:26:34.640 --> 0:26:36.439
<v Speaker 1>and they get my little tink tink legs. That's what

0:26:36.520 --> 0:26:41.359
<v Speaker 1>we call them, our little metal legs. We talk about jokes,

0:26:41.400 --> 0:26:44.600
<v Speaker 1>and you know, like I think smoothing be so much easier.

0:26:44.640 --> 0:26:50.159
<v Speaker 1>We just attached paddles to our little metal legs, you know,

0:26:51.240 --> 0:26:54.119
<v Speaker 1>and get those fucking those balanced legs. We see on

0:26:54.160 --> 0:26:57.000
<v Speaker 1>TV all the time that guys have just run a

0:26:57.040 --> 0:27:00.280
<v Speaker 1>little faster. You know. It's it's all about making jokes

0:27:00.280 --> 0:27:02.280
<v Speaker 1>out here. If you don't make jokes, and it's just

0:27:02.280 --> 0:27:07.600
<v Speaker 1>gonna be gon'll be too grim. Yeah, it wouldn't be

0:27:07.600 --> 0:27:18.639
<v Speaker 1>any happiness there. Third squads first months at pb fires

0:27:18.680 --> 0:27:22.119
<v Speaker 1>were unusually happy. It was calm enough that the Marines

0:27:22.200 --> 0:27:24.919
<v Speaker 1>started to wonder if they had missed the war. But

0:27:25.040 --> 0:27:28.239
<v Speaker 1>this was the cruelest of deceptions, and the calm was

0:27:28.280 --> 0:27:38.720
<v Speaker 1>shattered one day in June. We'll be back after the break.

0:27:51.000 --> 0:27:54.280
<v Speaker 1>We were here for three months, and I was just like, oh,

0:27:54.359 --> 0:27:56.760
<v Speaker 1>we're good, we're getting out of here. This place is

0:27:56.840 --> 0:28:01.399
<v Speaker 1>done well, three five security, We're golden. And then I

0:28:01.480 --> 0:28:03.399
<v Speaker 1>was sitting in this exact same room and then all

0:28:03.440 --> 0:28:08.920
<v Speaker 1>of a sudden we heard a big boom and then

0:28:09.160 --> 0:28:11.119
<v Speaker 1>my squad leader started as he comes running in and

0:28:11.160 --> 0:28:18.439
<v Speaker 1>says one two got hit. It was June nine, two eleven.

0:28:19.160 --> 0:28:21.439
<v Speaker 1>David Ortega and the rest of Third Squad were at

0:28:21.480 --> 0:28:24.040
<v Speaker 1>Pep Fires when they got the news that another squad,

0:28:24.240 --> 0:28:29.480
<v Speaker 1>Second Squad, had suffered a casualty. Lance Corporal Nicholas O'Brien

0:28:29.560 --> 0:28:32.159
<v Speaker 1>was a rifleman, but he'd been filling in for the

0:28:32.200 --> 0:28:35.119
<v Speaker 1>engineer that day. He was sweeping for I. E. D.

0:28:35.359 --> 0:28:38.719
<v Speaker 1>S when he stepped on one and was killed, and

0:28:38.800 --> 0:28:44.640
<v Speaker 1>I was just like fuck. I didn't even know what

0:28:44.720 --> 0:28:48.400
<v Speaker 1>to think. O'Brien may not have been in Third Squad,

0:28:48.480 --> 0:28:51.040
<v Speaker 1>but that didn't matter. He was part of first Platoon,

0:28:51.320 --> 0:28:53.200
<v Speaker 1>one of the forty odd guys they had trained with

0:28:53.240 --> 0:28:55.360
<v Speaker 1>at Camp Pendleton and had been living with at Peb

0:28:55.520 --> 0:28:59.560
<v Speaker 1>Fires for months, and the whole platoon was tight. O'Brian

0:28:59.640 --> 0:29:02.920
<v Speaker 1>was someone that anybody could be friends with him best

0:29:02.960 --> 0:29:07.560
<v Speaker 1>personality in the world, always making people laugh, and he

0:29:07.640 --> 0:29:09.360
<v Speaker 1>was just a great person to be around, and he

0:29:09.440 --> 0:29:11.800
<v Speaker 1>was to always have your back no matter what. Every

0:29:11.840 --> 0:29:15.520
<v Speaker 1>day I noticed his absence, it's hard to see that

0:29:15.600 --> 0:29:19.440
<v Speaker 1>he's gone. O'Brien had a reputation around the patrol base

0:29:19.520 --> 0:29:23.000
<v Speaker 1>for being generous with his care packages. He was also

0:29:23.120 --> 0:29:27.720
<v Speaker 1>known for his outspoken North Carolina pride. He just turned

0:29:27.720 --> 0:29:30.480
<v Speaker 1>twenty one, and his death rattled the younger guys who

0:29:30.480 --> 0:29:33.920
<v Speaker 1>were on their first deployment. Even for Michael Miner, who

0:29:33.920 --> 0:29:36.840
<v Speaker 1>had been to combat before, it was a wake up call.

0:29:37.480 --> 0:29:41.080
<v Speaker 1>You've been around. Yeah, you're years old, so you're fucking

0:29:41.160 --> 0:29:43.960
<v Speaker 1>granddad compared to these kids. It's basically what I'm trying

0:29:44.000 --> 0:29:46.400
<v Speaker 1>to say. So, what's it like seeing some of these,

0:29:46.680 --> 0:29:48.520
<v Speaker 1>you know, young kids go through this when you have

0:29:48.760 --> 0:29:51.080
<v Speaker 1>as much experience as you do already. I came to

0:29:51.080 --> 0:29:53.680
<v Speaker 1>this already knowing what to expect a little bit. These

0:29:53.720 --> 0:29:57.480
<v Speaker 1>guys had no idea Minor and O'Brien had bonded over

0:29:57.480 --> 0:30:01.280
<v Speaker 1>their shared North Carolina roots. He death forced Minor to

0:30:01.320 --> 0:30:04.520
<v Speaker 1>remember a lesson he learned back in a Rock Get close,

0:30:04.560 --> 0:30:07.040
<v Speaker 1>but not too close the way you have no emotional

0:30:07.080 --> 0:30:10.160
<v Speaker 1>attachments to anybody around because you never know when their

0:30:10.160 --> 0:30:16.120
<v Speaker 1>time is so filling. Wise, don't meant to come off

0:30:16.160 --> 0:30:18.960
<v Speaker 1>as a cold hearted montherfucker, because I really don't see

0:30:18.960 --> 0:30:32.400
<v Speaker 1>the difference. It would be wildly wrong to say that

0:30:32.480 --> 0:30:35.320
<v Speaker 1>Third Squad hadn't taken the threat and sang in seriously

0:30:35.480 --> 0:30:39.440
<v Speaker 1>before O'Brien died They all knew how badly three five

0:30:39.480 --> 0:30:42.760
<v Speaker 1>had gotten hammered, and there had been casualties elsewhere and

0:30:42.760 --> 0:30:46.000
<v Speaker 1>sang and since they arrived, but they weren't close to

0:30:46.040 --> 0:30:51.160
<v Speaker 1>those guys O'Brien. Though O'Brien was their brother. His death

0:30:51.200 --> 0:30:54.680
<v Speaker 1>made ship very real, but it wasn't like they could

0:30:54.720 --> 0:30:57.680
<v Speaker 1>sit around and dwell on it. We just one of

0:30:57.680 --> 0:30:59.400
<v Speaker 1>those things. It's got to keep going no matter what.

0:31:00.000 --> 0:31:03.760
<v Speaker 1>A tway maybe bad, but just keep pushing, keep pushing.

0:31:04.280 --> 0:31:09.480
<v Speaker 1>It was the only option. Three days after O'Brien died,

0:31:09.680 --> 0:31:12.800
<v Speaker 1>third Squad headed out from PB fires to help another platoon,

0:31:13.040 --> 0:31:17.200
<v Speaker 1>third Platoon from a nearby patrol base. They got the

0:31:17.360 --> 0:31:19.959
<v Speaker 1>Taliban held in a building and they were there for

0:31:20.320 --> 0:31:23.280
<v Speaker 1>over a day, just in a shootout with them, and

0:31:23.320 --> 0:31:25.400
<v Speaker 1>we were going up to re supply them. Everyone had

0:31:25.440 --> 0:31:28.120
<v Speaker 1>full packs, main packs of water and chow. We're going up.

0:31:28.320 --> 0:31:31.800
<v Speaker 1>They've been in contact pretty much all day and they're

0:31:31.840 --> 0:31:34.800
<v Speaker 1>obviously out because you get the firefly for that one.

0:31:34.840 --> 0:31:38.000
<v Speaker 1>You run our rounds and you get thirsty, and we

0:31:38.040 --> 0:31:40.720
<v Speaker 1>all started pushing up, pushing up. A few guys made

0:31:40.720 --> 0:31:43.840
<v Speaker 1>across the bridge. We're a crossing a bridge that we

0:31:43.920 --> 0:31:47.040
<v Speaker 1>crossed every day. We're just walking along everyone. It was

0:31:47.080 --> 0:31:50.560
<v Speaker 1>just a normal patrol. Everyone was just bullshitting and talking.

0:31:51.040 --> 0:31:56.720
<v Speaker 1>And we were about two outside of fires the only

0:31:56.760 --> 0:32:02.760
<v Speaker 1>blind spot from that post, and and uh, there's just

0:32:06.480 --> 0:32:08.640
<v Speaker 1>the idea went off and it was just a smoke cloud.

0:32:08.960 --> 0:32:10.520
<v Speaker 1>I was like in the back of which all when

0:32:10.520 --> 0:32:14.960
<v Speaker 1>we first heard the explosion. I saw this big ass, huge,

0:32:15.480 --> 0:32:19.680
<v Speaker 1>sixty ft mushroom cloud just shoved in the air. Mc

0:32:19.760 --> 0:32:23.960
<v Speaker 1>daniels struck the first I D. Lance Corporal Joshua McDaniels

0:32:24.000 --> 0:32:27.920
<v Speaker 1>was third squads combat engineer. He was up front sweeping

0:32:27.920 --> 0:32:29.760
<v Speaker 1>when he stepped on an I E D that launched

0:32:29.800 --> 0:32:33.400
<v Speaker 1>him straight up into the air. The blast hits several

0:32:33.400 --> 0:32:36.200
<v Speaker 1>of the other marines around him, including David rich Bolski.

0:32:36.880 --> 0:32:40.880
<v Speaker 1>It's about the ideas, maybe like fifteen ms away from that.

0:32:40.920 --> 0:32:44.719
<v Speaker 1>One just knocked me on my ass. As the dust cleared,

0:32:44.760 --> 0:32:48.440
<v Speaker 1>the deafening boom gave way to screams. It was the scariest,

0:32:48.600 --> 0:32:52.959
<v Speaker 1>scariest moment, as well as the worst moment in my life.

0:32:53.280 --> 0:32:57.600
<v Speaker 1>That's definitely the scariest moment. The squad scrambled to respond.

0:32:58.120 --> 0:33:00.120
<v Speaker 1>The first thing I did, I just spread towards the

0:33:00.120 --> 0:33:03.600
<v Speaker 1>front of the patrol. I got up. I started putting

0:33:03.600 --> 0:33:06.800
<v Speaker 1>out turn kids. The tourniquet is a belt that slips

0:33:06.840 --> 0:33:09.120
<v Speaker 1>around a limb and can be cranks super tight to

0:33:09.160 --> 0:33:12.120
<v Speaker 1>stop arterial bleeding, a common cause of death after an

0:33:12.160 --> 0:33:16.280
<v Speaker 1>I e D strike. Everyone carried tourniquets on patrol, not

0:33:16.360 --> 0:33:21.080
<v Speaker 1>just the Corman ground up over there, and I started

0:33:21.120 --> 0:33:23.920
<v Speaker 1>trying to work on him, but he was straight up

0:33:23.960 --> 0:33:28.400
<v Speaker 1>blown in half. I used probably about just gone, like

0:33:28.520 --> 0:33:30.680
<v Speaker 1>his whole half of his body was gone. So it

0:33:30.840 --> 0:33:33.840
<v Speaker 1>wasn't really much places to put a turn kit. So

0:33:33.880 --> 0:33:35.600
<v Speaker 1>I just started talking to him because he was screaming

0:33:36.840 --> 0:33:38.600
<v Speaker 1>and uh, how was like holding his hand. They tell

0:33:38.640 --> 0:33:40.560
<v Speaker 1>him I was gonna be okay, And that's what Lance

0:33:40.600 --> 0:33:47.680
<v Speaker 1>Corporal Eliott stepped on the second I D. In the chaos,

0:33:47.920 --> 0:33:51.600
<v Speaker 1>Lance Corporal Cody Elliott and machine gunner who floated between squads,

0:33:51.600 --> 0:33:54.720
<v Speaker 1>stepped on another I E D. The blast took down

0:33:54.800 --> 0:33:58.440
<v Speaker 1>everyone around him, including rich Bollski. I blacked out after that.

0:34:05.160 --> 0:34:07.920
<v Speaker 1>The Corman dock for it, also got hit as he

0:34:08.000 --> 0:34:10.640
<v Speaker 1>was rushing up to treat casualties of the first id D.

0:34:11.000 --> 0:34:14.160
<v Speaker 1>When I got blown up, I stumbled for a little bit,

0:34:14.200 --> 0:34:16.440
<v Speaker 1>like like I lost my hearing for a couple of seconds,

0:34:16.520 --> 0:34:18.759
<v Speaker 1>I kind of felt straight to my knees. I ain't

0:34:18.760 --> 0:34:22.120
<v Speaker 1>black out, but I just kind of sat there confused

0:34:22.120 --> 0:34:23.520
<v Speaker 1>for a couple of semes, just wanting what the hell

0:34:23.600 --> 0:34:28.360
<v Speaker 1>was going on. When the dust cleared, they died. The

0:34:28.440 --> 0:34:30.480
<v Speaker 1>dude who was in from the Lance Corporate Elliott, I

0:34:30.520 --> 0:34:33.280
<v Speaker 1>just saw his entire face was just covered in blood.

0:34:33.880 --> 0:34:35.239
<v Speaker 1>First thing I did, I just looked down to make

0:34:35.239 --> 0:34:37.040
<v Speaker 1>sure I was still okay and make sure I still

0:34:37.080 --> 0:34:38.759
<v Speaker 1>have my legs and arms, and then I just went

0:34:38.760 --> 0:34:43.640
<v Speaker 1>straight to McDaniels. McDaniels was for its first real world casualty.

0:34:43.960 --> 0:34:46.400
<v Speaker 1>When I got to him, his legs were gone almost

0:34:46.719 --> 0:34:49.160
<v Speaker 1>at least the flesh round his legs were gone, almost

0:34:49.200 --> 0:34:52.279
<v Speaker 1>up to his waist pretty much like I would say,

0:34:52.360 --> 0:34:56.960
<v Speaker 1>six inches below his hip was like where it had stopped,

0:34:56.960 --> 0:34:59.640
<v Speaker 1>and everything else below that was just bone. I tried

0:34:59.680 --> 0:35:02.399
<v Speaker 1>getting the turni uets on him, even like the metom.

0:35:02.480 --> 0:35:04.160
<v Speaker 1>I had a little bit difficulty just trying to get

0:35:04.200 --> 0:35:07.680
<v Speaker 1>on because it was like slipping off his leg almost,

0:35:08.800 --> 0:35:11.520
<v Speaker 1>And I like I applied like three Turner kits on

0:35:11.880 --> 0:35:16.080
<v Speaker 1>his right leg and one metal one his left leg,

0:35:16.120 --> 0:35:17.799
<v Speaker 1>which had a little bit more flesh on it than

0:35:17.840 --> 0:35:20.799
<v Speaker 1>the other one. For it completed about a year of

0:35:20.840 --> 0:35:24.360
<v Speaker 1>specialized training to get ready for that moment, but no

0:35:24.480 --> 0:35:27.520
<v Speaker 1>amount of simulation could have fully prepared him. I was

0:35:27.600 --> 0:35:31.959
<v Speaker 1>just basically like constantly saying to myself, fuck my life,

0:35:31.960 --> 0:35:35.120
<v Speaker 1>over and over again. He worked frantically over the gaping

0:35:35.160 --> 0:35:38.600
<v Speaker 1>hole below McDaniel's waste. I just began stuffing it was

0:35:38.680 --> 0:35:40.759
<v Speaker 1>as much gauze and combat cause that I had, just

0:35:40.840 --> 0:35:43.440
<v Speaker 1>trying to get the bleeding stopped, but it wasn't working.

0:35:43.760 --> 0:35:46.600
<v Speaker 1>He had lost too much blood and he was starting

0:35:46.600 --> 0:35:48.960
<v Speaker 1>to go into unconsciousness and starting to lose a pulse.

0:35:49.640 --> 0:35:52.160
<v Speaker 1>For it stuck McDaniels with an EpiPen and the last

0:35:52.239 --> 0:35:54.920
<v Speaker 1>ditch effort to boost his heart rate, and then we

0:35:55.000 --> 0:36:00.840
<v Speaker 1>got him on the grid. Mc annuals still had a

0:36:00.880 --> 0:36:03.680
<v Speaker 1>pulse when the Marines loaded him onto a Metavac helicopter.

0:36:06.320 --> 0:36:13.399
<v Speaker 1>M Meanwhile, the walking wounded started picking themselves up off

0:36:13.400 --> 0:36:15.640
<v Speaker 1>the ground. When I came to, I was just laying

0:36:15.719 --> 0:36:17.960
<v Speaker 1>face down in the sand. It's like in a poll

0:36:18.000 --> 0:36:21.160
<v Speaker 1>of blood. Rich Volsky had been knocked hard by the

0:36:21.200 --> 0:36:24.680
<v Speaker 1>second I e d, so had Brian Sheer. There was

0:36:24.680 --> 0:36:28.120
<v Speaker 1>just nothing but smoke, and I I walked out of

0:36:28.120 --> 0:36:31.720
<v Speaker 1>the smoke, I saw that I still had all my limbs,

0:36:32.400 --> 0:36:35.359
<v Speaker 1>and I just it's just instinct. I just turned around

0:36:35.360 --> 0:36:38.879
<v Speaker 1>and ran right back in. And that's when I saw

0:36:39.040 --> 0:36:43.560
<v Speaker 1>rich Volsky laying there in the in the hole, and

0:36:44.080 --> 0:36:47.480
<v Speaker 1>I turned him over and he was bleeding from the

0:36:47.520 --> 0:36:51.160
<v Speaker 1>side of his face, and I checked to make sure

0:36:51.160 --> 0:36:54.399
<v Speaker 1>he wasn't bleeding underneath his flak to where I could

0:36:54.560 --> 0:37:00.680
<v Speaker 1>see Sheer Lance Corporal Sheer rolled me over and he has, hey, man,

0:37:00.760 --> 0:37:03.080
<v Speaker 1>you got all your limbs, got your legs. I don't

0:37:03.080 --> 0:37:04.879
<v Speaker 1>know how you did it. I was like, you can

0:37:04.920 --> 0:37:06.880
<v Speaker 1>be okay, And I was like what, because like I

0:37:07.719 --> 0:37:11.600
<v Speaker 1>had a severe concussion. UM, I just got knocked straight

0:37:11.640 --> 0:37:16.279
<v Speaker 1>retarded and he started dragging me out. He was out

0:37:16.280 --> 0:37:17.400
<v Speaker 1>of it. He was really out of it, and I

0:37:17.400 --> 0:37:20.280
<v Speaker 1>didn't want him walking off or anything. So I grabbed

0:37:20.360 --> 0:37:24.640
<v Speaker 1>him and I pulled him back across the back, across

0:37:24.719 --> 0:37:28.160
<v Speaker 1>the bridge and got him back to UM got him

0:37:28.160 --> 0:37:30.879
<v Speaker 1>back to safety. I had a piece of shrapnel about

0:37:30.880 --> 0:37:33.840
<v Speaker 1>the size of a dime lodged in my temple, and

0:37:33.880 --> 0:37:36.960
<v Speaker 1>I had some more for just fragg and stuff in

0:37:37.000 --> 0:37:40.799
<v Speaker 1>my shoulder and pretty much the whole right side of

0:37:40.800 --> 0:37:44.680
<v Speaker 1>my body was like road rash. So I just fell

0:37:44.760 --> 0:37:50.879
<v Speaker 1>on his skateboard slid for about ten ft. My face

0:37:50.960 --> 0:37:57.040
<v Speaker 1>is just like a burger, like nasty burger. While all

0:37:57.080 --> 0:38:00.080
<v Speaker 1>this was going on, Mane Well Mendoza pulled security to

0:38:00.120 --> 0:38:02.480
<v Speaker 1>make sure no one tried to ambush them, but he

0:38:02.560 --> 0:38:05.840
<v Speaker 1>still caught glimpses of the carnage. I wasn't expecting the blood,

0:38:06.880 --> 0:38:11.560
<v Speaker 1>uh bones dangling everywhere. I wasn't expecting that. I was

0:38:11.560 --> 0:38:13.160
<v Speaker 1>hoping I wouldn't have to see that, but I did.

0:38:16.360 --> 0:38:18.400
<v Speaker 1>Two more I e d S went off before the

0:38:18.480 --> 0:38:21.680
<v Speaker 1>day was out, and the Marines found and safely destroyed

0:38:21.800 --> 0:38:25.800
<v Speaker 1>five more. To realize that the Taliban could plant nine

0:38:25.880 --> 0:38:28.880
<v Speaker 1>I e d S right under their noses, buried behind

0:38:28.880 --> 0:38:31.520
<v Speaker 1>a stand of trees, just two yards from the guard

0:38:31.560 --> 0:38:37.160
<v Speaker 1>posts of PB fires. It was a rude awakening. All told,

0:38:37.360 --> 0:38:41.120
<v Speaker 1>seventeen men got hit on June twelve. Three went home

0:38:41.160 --> 0:38:44.920
<v Speaker 1>with missing limbs and Joshua McDaniels, who they had put

0:38:44.960 --> 0:38:48.280
<v Speaker 1>on the metavact bird with a pulse. The guys found

0:38:48.280 --> 0:38:52.680
<v Speaker 1>out later he didn't make it. McDaniels had been captain

0:38:52.719 --> 0:38:55.320
<v Speaker 1>of his high school football team back in London, Ohio.

0:38:56.239 --> 0:38:58.800
<v Speaker 1>He liked to drive around in an old Mercedes Benz

0:38:58.840 --> 0:39:02.640
<v Speaker 1>blasting the star spang old banner. He was one when

0:39:02.640 --> 0:39:07.439
<v Speaker 1>he died, and he left behind a young widow. As

0:39:07.440 --> 0:39:11.040
<v Speaker 1>for the Taliban, they were just getting started. Then after

0:39:11.120 --> 0:39:13.560
<v Speaker 1>that we started getting hit, you know, I E d. S.

0:39:14.560 --> 0:39:18.480
<v Speaker 1>Fucking bollets started whizzing all over the place. That's when

0:39:18.520 --> 0:39:20.600
<v Speaker 1>we realized we didn't really own the place. We couldn't

0:39:20.600 --> 0:39:26.799
<v Speaker 1>just walk around like we're freaking invincible. Just three days later,

0:39:26.960 --> 0:39:30.920
<v Speaker 1>on June seven, more First Platoon Marines got blown up

0:39:30.920 --> 0:39:35.920
<v Speaker 1>in another multiple I e D. Mass casualty. The Marine

0:39:35.960 --> 0:39:48.759
<v Speaker 1>started calling it the Curse of June. We'll be back

0:39:48.840 --> 0:40:13.720
<v Speaker 1>after the break. The June curse happened before I arrived

0:40:13.719 --> 0:40:17.920
<v Speaker 1>in Sangin, so I never met O'Brien or McDaniels. In fact,

0:40:18.000 --> 0:40:19.600
<v Speaker 1>I never met a bunch of the Marines who had

0:40:19.600 --> 0:40:21.800
<v Speaker 1>been at peb fires before I got there. In July.

0:40:22.960 --> 0:40:25.400
<v Speaker 1>Close to half the guys who began the deployment had

0:40:25.440 --> 0:40:27.719
<v Speaker 1>been wounded by then, and a lot of them got

0:40:27.719 --> 0:40:32.080
<v Speaker 1>sent home for good to recover, including Sergeant Andrew Ski Mattelski,

0:40:32.520 --> 0:40:36.360
<v Speaker 1>third Squad's original squad leader. For the ones who were left,

0:40:36.600 --> 0:40:40.879
<v Speaker 1>there was only one option. Keep pushing. At first, it's

0:40:40.960 --> 0:40:45.840
<v Speaker 1>fucking it's like it just hurts. But then over time,

0:40:45.960 --> 0:40:48.600
<v Speaker 1>over time, you get over it, and you just learned

0:40:48.640 --> 0:40:51.200
<v Speaker 1>that you have to keep pushing, and you still start

0:40:51.280 --> 0:40:53.400
<v Speaker 1>to getting numbed everything. You know, someone gets hit and

0:40:53.400 --> 0:40:57.239
<v Speaker 1>it's just someone getting hit. You know, like if they survived,

0:40:57.480 --> 0:41:00.560
<v Speaker 1>they're going back to the States. If they're dead, at

0:41:00.600 --> 0:41:04.160
<v Speaker 1>least they're not here. The three mass casualty incidents of

0:41:04.200 --> 0:41:09.439
<v Speaker 1>the June Curse rendered First Platoon combat ineffective, too shorthanded

0:41:09.480 --> 0:41:12.560
<v Speaker 1>and thin on leadership to go into combat, so the

0:41:12.640 --> 0:41:15.239
<v Speaker 1>higher ups decided to pull First Platoon back to a

0:41:15.239 --> 0:41:17.920
<v Speaker 1>bigger base while they shuffled people around and waited for

0:41:17.960 --> 0:41:21.320
<v Speaker 1>fresh bodies from back home. When I got to Patrol

0:41:21.360 --> 0:41:24.640
<v Speaker 1>Base Fires in late July, the platoon was reinforced and

0:41:24.680 --> 0:41:28.240
<v Speaker 1>back in action, but the lineup was a little different.

0:41:29.040 --> 0:41:32.719
<v Speaker 1>Third Squad had two new faces. One of those new

0:41:32.800 --> 0:41:37.160
<v Speaker 1>Third Squad faces was Sergeant Jerich Fry, four year old

0:41:37.160 --> 0:41:41.200
<v Speaker 1>combat replacement from Irwin, Pennsylvania, who took over for the

0:41:41.239 --> 0:41:45.080
<v Speaker 1>critically injured Sergeant Ski as squad leader. If one person

0:41:45.320 --> 0:41:48.960
<v Speaker 1>in the team's week or in the squad's week, the

0:41:49.080 --> 0:41:53.439
<v Speaker 1>squad will fail. So everybody has to pull their own weight.

0:41:53.480 --> 0:41:55.879
<v Speaker 1>Everybody has to know their job, the job below them,

0:41:55.960 --> 0:41:58.560
<v Speaker 1>the job of o them. The other new face was

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<v Speaker 1>already pretty familiar to the squad, all right, So you're

0:42:01.760 --> 0:42:05.680
<v Speaker 1>on faith wonderful all right? So first, just what's your

0:42:05.760 --> 0:42:10.680
<v Speaker 1>full name? Michael Joseph Dutcher. Dutcher was originally in first Squad,

0:42:10.760 --> 0:42:13.440
<v Speaker 1>but he got transferred to third squad to boost their numbers.

0:42:14.239 --> 0:42:17.920
<v Speaker 1>Do you have a nickname in the squad? Dutch? You

0:42:17.920 --> 0:42:20.279
<v Speaker 1>could spot him from across the patrol base because of

0:42:20.320 --> 0:42:24.239
<v Speaker 1>his dorky standard issue glasses known in the military as

0:42:24.320 --> 0:42:29.719
<v Speaker 1>bcgs or birth control goggles. The first thing is why

0:42:29.719 --> 0:42:35.200
<v Speaker 1>did you join the Marine Corps? I honestly, I have

0:42:35.280 --> 0:42:39.160
<v Speaker 1>no idea anymore. There was something about Dutch that I

0:42:39.239 --> 0:42:42.400
<v Speaker 1>was drawn to as soon as we started talking. He

0:42:42.480 --> 0:42:45.560
<v Speaker 1>had the warm drawal of his native Ashville, and with

0:42:45.600 --> 0:42:48.600
<v Speaker 1>his thick glasses and overgrown buzz, he cut a generer

0:42:48.640 --> 0:42:51.520
<v Speaker 1>figure than the other Marines, and he often had a

0:42:51.520 --> 0:42:54.720
<v Speaker 1>wad of Frank's red hot buffalo wing flavored sunflower seeds

0:42:54.719 --> 0:42:57.600
<v Speaker 1>in his cheek. He passed around the bag to everyone

0:42:57.640 --> 0:43:01.160
<v Speaker 1>on patrol, including me. The you have to summon singing

0:43:01.360 --> 0:43:05.319
<v Speaker 1>in one sentence to somebody back home, how would you

0:43:05.360 --> 0:43:10.200
<v Speaker 1>describe it? I would definitely say keep your eyes out

0:43:11.760 --> 0:43:16.360
<v Speaker 1>and turn your ears up, because paying attention to everything

0:43:17.320 --> 0:43:19.000
<v Speaker 1>is the only thing you have out here to keep

0:43:19.000 --> 0:43:22.720
<v Speaker 1>you alive. Dutch was smart and curious in the ways

0:43:22.800 --> 0:43:26.439
<v Speaker 1>that made for a good counterinsurgency marine. He'd even learned

0:43:26.480 --> 0:43:29.200
<v Speaker 1>a bit of Pashto from the interpreters. What do you

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<v Speaker 1>think the Taliban are fighting for? They call themselves mugaden,

0:43:32.440 --> 0:43:35.279
<v Speaker 1>but they're not really that. A lot of them are

0:43:35.280 --> 0:43:38.920
<v Speaker 1>doing stuff that doesn't really describe the Muslim way of

0:43:38.960 --> 0:43:41.680
<v Speaker 1>life as I've learned about it and heard about it

0:43:41.760 --> 0:43:46.160
<v Speaker 1>from locals. Mden is the word for Muslim holy warriors.

0:43:46.520 --> 0:43:50.759
<v Speaker 1>They fight and kill whenever everyone else wouldn't. They do

0:43:50.880 --> 0:43:55.520
<v Speaker 1>things that Muslims shouldn't and wouldn't do. What's an example

0:43:55.560 --> 0:43:58.600
<v Speaker 1>of something that you think that Muslims shouldn't do according

0:43:58.640 --> 0:44:02.200
<v Speaker 1>to the rules with the Taliban do their whole murder

0:44:02.239 --> 0:44:08.800
<v Speaker 1>and intimidation campaign. They threatened locals and their own people,

0:44:09.280 --> 0:44:13.880
<v Speaker 1>who threatened other Muslims. They in place, I e. D

0:44:14.120 --> 0:44:19.680
<v Speaker 1>s that can kill children, and they're buying and selling

0:44:19.760 --> 0:44:24.840
<v Speaker 1>drugs that in the end killed mass quantities of people

0:44:25.719 --> 0:44:31.200
<v Speaker 1>and destroy families. On one patrol, I took photos of

0:44:31.280 --> 0:44:34.600
<v Speaker 1>Dutch using a handheld device to collect biometric data from

0:44:34.600 --> 0:44:38.920
<v Speaker 1>a middle aged man wearing a turban. The fingerprints, mug shots,

0:44:38.920 --> 0:44:42.719
<v Speaker 1>and Irish scans were checked against lists of known Taliban insurgents.

0:44:43.680 --> 0:44:46.360
<v Speaker 1>The man's kids looked on from a doorway with curious

0:44:46.360 --> 0:44:50.680
<v Speaker 1>smiles on their faces, but the man looked scared. To

0:44:50.760 --> 0:44:53.640
<v Speaker 1>have marines bristling with weapons stroll up to your house

0:44:53.680 --> 0:44:56.680
<v Speaker 1>and asked to scan your eyeballs had to be terrifying,

0:44:57.160 --> 0:44:59.160
<v Speaker 1>no matter how much they promised they were there to

0:44:59.200 --> 0:45:02.719
<v Speaker 1>help you. And I knew many locals wish nothing more

0:45:02.760 --> 0:45:04.960
<v Speaker 1>than for the foreign troops in the Afghan Army to

0:45:05.040 --> 0:45:09.480
<v Speaker 1>go away. Maybe then the fighting would have stopped. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know how much of this went through Dutch's mind,

0:45:12.080 --> 0:45:15.400
<v Speaker 1>but he reminded me of myself before I was a journalist,

0:45:15.760 --> 0:45:18.520
<v Speaker 1>back when I was an Army National Guard combat engineer.

0:45:20.360 --> 0:45:23.080
<v Speaker 1>During my own deployment to a rock in two thousand four,

0:45:23.160 --> 0:45:25.239
<v Speaker 1>I learned a bit of Arabic from the interpreters and

0:45:25.280 --> 0:45:28.640
<v Speaker 1>tried to get to know the Iraqi soldiers. I remember

0:45:28.640 --> 0:45:32.120
<v Speaker 1>wishing I could go into town and order lunch, hang out,

0:45:32.280 --> 0:45:34.960
<v Speaker 1>shoot the ship with the locals, but it wasn't a

0:45:35.000 --> 0:45:38.440
<v Speaker 1>semester abroad, and it wasn't one for Dutch either, though

0:45:38.480 --> 0:45:41.480
<v Speaker 1>we did have plans to go to college. Eventually, are

0:45:41.480 --> 0:45:45.640
<v Speaker 1>you going to re enlist? Um? I get out and

0:45:46.960 --> 0:45:51.880
<v Speaker 1>you know June twelve, I'm not going to re enlist.

0:45:51.960 --> 0:45:55.200
<v Speaker 1>I'm probably gonna do a nine day early out program

0:45:55.239 --> 0:45:57.840
<v Speaker 1>and go back to college and get my teaching Newly,

0:45:58.400 --> 0:46:00.239
<v Speaker 1>since I've joined the Marine Corps, I have decided I did.

0:46:00.280 --> 0:46:02.920
<v Speaker 1>I want to follow my mom's footsteps and become a

0:46:02.920 --> 0:46:06.840
<v Speaker 1>teacher because I really like what she does. Right now,

0:46:06.840 --> 0:46:08.319
<v Speaker 1>I'm just trying to figure out what subject I want

0:46:08.320 --> 0:46:11.360
<v Speaker 1>to teach. In the short term, all you wanted to

0:46:11.400 --> 0:46:14.480
<v Speaker 1>do was kick back and relax. The thing I missed

0:46:14.520 --> 0:46:19.719
<v Speaker 1>most about civilian life in general is uh, definitely weekends

0:46:20.719 --> 0:46:23.719
<v Speaker 1>that I can't wait to go back sleeping and not

0:46:23.880 --> 0:46:30.439
<v Speaker 1>have to worry about anything. Unlike Third Squad, I could

0:46:30.480 --> 0:46:33.799
<v Speaker 1>return to regular life whenever I wanted. So when my

0:46:33.920 --> 0:46:36.200
<v Speaker 1>m bed was over, I packed up my camera gear

0:46:36.200 --> 0:46:39.399
<v Speaker 1>and my recorder and flew back to the States. I've

0:46:39.440 --> 0:46:41.439
<v Speaker 1>been home from sang In for a few weeks. When

0:46:41.440 --> 0:46:43.799
<v Speaker 1>the film from that old school camera came back from

0:46:43.800 --> 0:46:47.000
<v Speaker 1>the developer, I couldn't wait to see the portraits of

0:46:47.080 --> 0:46:52.760
<v Speaker 1>Third Squad. Scanning the negatives was painstaking, lee slow, line

0:46:52.800 --> 0:46:57.319
<v Speaker 1>by line, the marines faces unfurled across the monitor. That's

0:46:57.360 --> 0:47:00.640
<v Speaker 1>when a Twitter notification from the Department of Defense popped up.

0:47:01.320 --> 0:47:05.240
<v Speaker 1>I clicked on the link. A marine had been killed

0:47:05.239 --> 0:47:10.280
<v Speaker 1>in Sangin, a marine from Third Squad. It was Dutch.

0:47:15.560 --> 0:47:18.640
<v Speaker 1>Duchess portrait was lying right there on my desk, next

0:47:18.680 --> 0:47:27.200
<v Speaker 1>in line for the scanner. I stared at it in disbelief.

0:47:29.640 --> 0:47:31.960
<v Speaker 1>I couldn't stop thinking about how much he'd been looking

0:47:31.960 --> 0:47:35.200
<v Speaker 1>forward to getting out, how he planned to go back

0:47:35.239 --> 0:47:38.520
<v Speaker 1>to school and move on with his life, hold up

0:47:38.520 --> 0:47:41.319
<v Speaker 1>in some leafy college town, to follow the trail of

0:47:41.320 --> 0:47:45.080
<v Speaker 1>his curiosity wherever it led, never having to sweep for

0:47:45.160 --> 0:47:48.920
<v Speaker 1>I E. D S. Sleep, and not have to worry

0:47:48.920 --> 0:47:53.280
<v Speaker 1>about anything. Dutch was so close to getting out of Sangin.

0:47:54.320 --> 0:47:56.240
<v Speaker 1>He would have been home in a couple of weeks,

0:47:56.600 --> 0:47:59.920
<v Speaker 1>back on leave with his family in Asheville. When I

0:48:00.080 --> 0:48:03.640
<v Speaker 1>go back. I'll tell him the good stuff, what we've done,

0:48:04.360 --> 0:48:06.760
<v Speaker 1>the friends I've made, what I've done with my friends.

0:48:10.680 --> 0:48:12.680
<v Speaker 1>It was Dutch and his friends who were on my

0:48:12.760 --> 0:48:15.640
<v Speaker 1>mind that night in Charlottesville. When I was walking past

0:48:15.680 --> 0:48:19.399
<v Speaker 1>all those safe and happy people smiling over their expensive cocktails.

0:48:20.600 --> 0:48:23.120
<v Speaker 1>I thought about how devastated they must have been to

0:48:23.200 --> 0:48:28.520
<v Speaker 1>lose him yet another dead friend, and I could imagine

0:48:28.520 --> 0:48:32.480
<v Speaker 1>how they might feel. The list of my friends who

0:48:32.520 --> 0:48:34.919
<v Speaker 1>died in the wars in the Rock and Afghanistan kept

0:48:34.920 --> 0:48:38.439
<v Speaker 1>getting longer, and I wasn't sure I could handle anymore death.

0:48:38.520 --> 0:48:42.160
<v Speaker 1>After Dutch. I was also starting to feel like my

0:48:42.239 --> 0:48:45.760
<v Speaker 1>own luck was running out. The fact that I still

0:48:45.800 --> 0:48:48.160
<v Speaker 1>have my legs and that my mind and my heart

0:48:48.200 --> 0:48:51.760
<v Speaker 1>were still more or less intact. It felt like something

0:48:51.800 --> 0:48:55.600
<v Speaker 1>I shouldn't take for granted. I began to tell myself

0:48:55.640 --> 0:48:58.960
<v Speaker 1>that it was okay to choose life, so I did.

0:49:00.080 --> 0:49:03.400
<v Speaker 1>I never went back to the war, but the feeling

0:49:03.480 --> 0:49:07.040
<v Speaker 1>that I abandoned something has always tortured me, like I

0:49:07.120 --> 0:49:09.919
<v Speaker 1>walked away from the most important mission I ever had.

0:49:14.719 --> 0:49:17.400
<v Speaker 1>It's been ten years and now I know that the

0:49:17.480 --> 0:49:21.560
<v Speaker 1>rage I felt that night was masking something deeper. My

0:49:21.640 --> 0:49:28.080
<v Speaker 1>profound grief, grief that's heavier now than ever before. Grief

0:49:28.120 --> 0:49:30.759
<v Speaker 1>for the dead and for the ruined lives, and over

0:49:30.800 --> 0:49:35.160
<v Speaker 1>the new nightmare that's just beginning in Afghanistan. It may

0:49:35.239 --> 0:49:38.000
<v Speaker 1>seem like we're right back where we started twenty years ago,

0:49:39.239 --> 0:49:42.479
<v Speaker 1>but that's forgetting the mountain of tragedy between the book ends.

0:49:44.280 --> 0:49:46.759
<v Speaker 1>For the US, the war at Afghanistan came at a

0:49:46.800 --> 0:49:50.839
<v Speaker 1>financial cost of over two trillion dollars, but that's not

0:49:50.880 --> 0:49:53.879
<v Speaker 1>the cost that keeps me up at night. I think

0:49:53.920 --> 0:49:56.720
<v Speaker 1>about the hundred thousand Afghans who died in the fighting,

0:49:57.239 --> 0:49:59.680
<v Speaker 1>and the millions who were forced to flee their homes.

0:50:01.000 --> 0:50:03.440
<v Speaker 1>And I think about the tens of thousands of American

0:50:03.480 --> 0:50:06.880
<v Speaker 1>troops who came home with physical or psychological wounds, and

0:50:06.920 --> 0:50:18.520
<v Speaker 1>the nearly undred who died. I think about Dutch. Earlier

0:50:18.560 --> 0:50:21.600
<v Speaker 1>this year, with the tenth anniversary of Dutchess death and

0:50:21.600 --> 0:50:25.600
<v Speaker 1>the final withdrawal from Afghanistan looming, I started thinking a

0:50:25.640 --> 0:50:29.520
<v Speaker 1>lot about that mission. I abandoned the mission to use

0:50:29.560 --> 0:50:32.800
<v Speaker 1>my own experience as a veteran to help Americans understand

0:50:32.840 --> 0:50:34.600
<v Speaker 1>what it was like on the front lines of a

0:50:34.640 --> 0:50:39.160
<v Speaker 1>forgotten war. I decided it was finally time to go back,

0:50:40.000 --> 0:50:46.120
<v Speaker 1>not to Afghanistan, but to the Squad, Third Squad. Their

0:50:46.160 --> 0:50:49.880
<v Speaker 1>story is here now, and the war isn't over for them.

0:50:49.920 --> 0:50:53.040
<v Speaker 1>It's woven into their lives back home, and for some

0:50:53.120 --> 0:50:55.920
<v Speaker 1>of them and their families, the war left holes that

0:50:55.960 --> 0:51:00.439
<v Speaker 1>will never be filled. I recently found out the Dutch

0:51:00.480 --> 0:51:02.760
<v Speaker 1>had a big plan for when he got home from Sanging.

0:51:03.480 --> 0:51:05.480
<v Speaker 1>He was going to ride his motorcycle all the way

0:51:05.560 --> 0:51:08.520
<v Speaker 1>from Camp Pendleton on the Pacific coast clear across the

0:51:08.520 --> 0:51:12.040
<v Speaker 1>country to his mom's house in North Carolina. I decided

0:51:12.080 --> 0:51:14.880
<v Speaker 1>to make the journey that Dutch never got to. I

0:51:14.920 --> 0:51:17.239
<v Speaker 1>made a plan to drive from coast to coast and

0:51:17.280 --> 0:51:20.279
<v Speaker 1>to track down Dutchess friends along the way, the Third

0:51:20.320 --> 0:51:23.200
<v Speaker 1>Squad Marines, to find out what became of them since

0:51:23.239 --> 0:51:26.000
<v Speaker 1>we said goodbye and sang it, to talk about the

0:51:26.040 --> 0:51:29.680
<v Speaker 1>war and coming home, and to ask what was it

0:51:29.719 --> 0:51:39.799
<v Speaker 1>all for? And where do we go from here? Coming

0:51:39.880 --> 0:51:43.520
<v Speaker 1>up on Third Squad, I was in my own little world.

0:51:43.640 --> 0:51:47.520
<v Speaker 1>But once I felt her embrace, and just like it's

0:51:47.560 --> 0:51:51.080
<v Speaker 1>slowly awoken, you know the way I was before I left.

0:51:51.520 --> 0:51:53.520
<v Speaker 1>If we don't talk about the killing, we're not talking

0:51:53.520 --> 0:51:57.320
<v Speaker 1>about war. So to the extent that you're willing to

0:51:57.360 --> 0:51:59.040
<v Speaker 1>talk about it, I would like to go there with

0:51:59.120 --> 0:52:05.920
<v Speaker 1>you if you're able to killing Okay, physically, he was home.

0:52:06.560 --> 0:52:10.640
<v Speaker 1>I don't think it was really until you know, second

0:52:10.719 --> 0:52:13.880
<v Speaker 1>weekning back woke up in the middle of the night

0:52:13.920 --> 0:52:18.440
<v Speaker 1>getting choked, and so I was drinking a lot. I

0:52:18.640 --> 0:52:23.120
<v Speaker 1>drink a lot, smoke a lot, and when you know,

0:52:23.160 --> 0:52:26.360
<v Speaker 1>I just felt like I gave up, or actually I

0:52:26.400 --> 0:52:30.440
<v Speaker 1>did give up. It's like, let's just put it all

0:52:30.480 --> 0:52:34.880
<v Speaker 1>the way now, let's just put it all away. I

0:52:34.920 --> 0:52:37.600
<v Speaker 1>almost want to make a sign it says, do not enlist,

0:52:37.840 --> 0:52:40.160
<v Speaker 1>do not enlist? Do you have a chance to die?

0:52:40.200 --> 0:52:43.080
<v Speaker 1>I do not believe what they say. They are liars.

0:52:43.760 --> 0:52:45.759
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to be a fucking dick, but you're

0:52:45.800 --> 0:52:49.040
<v Speaker 1>not a dick. I'm just saying that. I what's gonna

0:52:49.040 --> 0:52:54.680
<v Speaker 1>fucking change, right? Maybe nothing? Probably nothing? But you know

0:52:54.760 --> 0:52:58.200
<v Speaker 1>what will change if I don't do it? Definitely nothing.

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<v Speaker 1>Third Squad is written and produced by Elliott Woods, Tommy Andres,

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<v Speaker 1>and Maria Byrne. It's an Heirloom Media production distributed by

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<v Speaker 1>iHeart Media, funding support from the National Endowment for the

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<v Speaker 1>Humanities and collaboration with the Center for Warren Society at

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<v Speaker 1>San Diego State University. Original music by Mondo Boys, editing

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<v Speaker 1>and sound design by John Ward. Fact checking by Ben Kalin.

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<v Speaker 1>Special thanks to Scott Carrier, Benjamin Bush, Caitlin Esh, Carrie Gracie,

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<v Speaker 1>Kevin Connolly, Lena Ferguson, and Nick Ward. If you'd like

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<v Speaker 1>to see my photographs from Sangin and from our road trip,

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<v Speaker 1>please visit third squad dot com. You can find me

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<v Speaker 1>on Instagram and Twitter at Elliott Woods.