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Speaker 2: I'm teaching you your life.

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Speaker 3: All from Rose.

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Speaker 4: Rose. Hello Rose? Who are you with? You're at like

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Speaker 4: a party? Who are you? Have so many friends?

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Speaker 5: No, I'm not at a party with my I remember

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Speaker 4: Tell me about your roommates. How many of them are there?

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Speaker 5: They're human beings, but they can be pretty crazy.

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Speaker 4: Okay are you Are you not from the US?

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Speaker 5: No, I was born in the US, but my mom's

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Speaker 4: K Oh okay, nice rock and roll? What so? How

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Speaker 4: many people are you with? Total? Because I want all

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Speaker 5: Oh okay, you want all their favorite sounds.

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Speaker 4: Okay, well let's start with you. What's whereas? What's your

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Speaker 5: I really like it's really weird. I like listening to

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Speaker 4: Different car chimes, like what kind of car like? Like

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Speaker 7: Which?

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Speaker 4: That's your fucking slaps.

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Speaker 5: It's so cute.

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Speaker 4: It's so sweet that is you know what You're right?

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Speaker 5: Ship in your little driving buddy.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, it's a little driving fairy beeping at you because

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Speaker 5: Yeah. I mean when you have no one else in

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Speaker 5: Okay, because they want to hear your You need to

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Speaker 4: Oh ooh, a belly flop, because to me, a belly

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Speaker 4: The floor now, got you cold and hard?

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Speaker 4: I was talking over you again? Who's the last roommate?

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Speaker 4: God damn my eyes are fucked up, but it's fine.

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Speaker 2: All from em Emily.

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Speaker 4: Emily, Oh my god, you were laughing in the thing.

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Speaker 3: Oh yes. So when this question came up, I thought

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Speaker 4: I mean, look, you're not doing anything different than what

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Speaker 4: What inspired now that you said fourth grade?

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Speaker 3: I think it was fourth grade?

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean you had a lust for sort of

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Speaker 4: I mean, that's that's pretty young to look at your

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I don't, I don't. I'm not proud of it.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, it's okay. He yeah, he was a writer too, actually, yeah,

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Speaker 4: And he and I like the idea that your grandpa

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Speaker 3: I don't think he embellished that. He's more nonfiction. My

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Speaker 4: Did you tell what?

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Speaker 4: Did you what? I? Yeah, hold on, sorry, I'm startying.

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Speaker 4: What was your excuse to your grandma? I want to know,

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Speaker 3: I don't think I gave an explanation. I'm pretty sure

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Speaker 4: I think I just you know, because that's the thing,

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Speaker 3: I'm sensitive.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I think I think I've moved past it, and

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Speaker 3: I hope that she's forgiven me. Have She hasn't brought

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Speaker 4: So probably for a reason, though, you think.

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Speaker 3: Maybe I should just like actually get her story now,

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Speaker 4: That's that that could be. Maybe that's maybe that is

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Speaker 4: it as you go out. You tell the real story.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I'll get her to do a tell all. It'll

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Speaker 3: be great and I will not budge the details. Okay,

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Speaker 3: that's a good plan.

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Speaker 4: Beautiful, Well, Emily, you got a plan going. Uh. Thank

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Speaker 3: I love you, gre Thank you.

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Speaker 4: Take care bye.

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Speaker 6: All from Scott.

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Speaker 9: Scott gonna take me away, Scott, I gotta take me away,

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Speaker 9: fever Scott.

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Speaker 8: Hey, what the hell.

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Speaker 4: Are we gonna do?

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Speaker 8: I was hoping you tell me.

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Speaker 4: Well, I have a couple of ideas.

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Speaker 8: Hit me.

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Speaker 4: We could run or we could fight.

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Speaker 2: So you do you?

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Speaker 4: Are you a fighter? Scott?

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Speaker 8: Not really? No? No, nah nah.

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Speaker 4: So if you're not a runner and you're not a fighter,

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Speaker 8: Danger? Well, my bike, so it's kind of dangerous.

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Speaker 4: What do you do if you encounter danger and you

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Speaker 8: Scott? I guess I would run, but another runner?

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Speaker 4: So so then what are you gonna do? Scott? Fight?

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Speaker 4: But you can't because you said you're not a fighter.

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Speaker 8: I guess I'll find a corner and I'll cower in

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Speaker 4: Scott, I think I figured it out.

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Speaker 8: What what you find out?

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Speaker 4: You're not a runner? Uh huh, you're not a fighter? Correct,

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Speaker 4: You're a hider? Hide Scott.

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Speaker 8: No, I guess you're not wrong with that.

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Speaker 4: I have a question, Scott. Yes, what are you hiding from?

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Speaker 8: I'm hiding from the real world. I'm scared of it.

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Speaker 4: Do you see in the real world that are that

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Speaker 8: H in general uncertainty, I don't know what you.

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Speaker 6: Like?

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Speaker 8: My future, the future what's gonna happen? Where do I

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Speaker 4: I don't know, Thomas Scott? Where is here? Where are

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Speaker 8: Right now? We are finishing up college.

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Speaker 6: M HM.

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Speaker 8: With a degree in insurance.

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Speaker 4: I might have a friend that you could talk to.

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Speaker 8: Excellent.

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Speaker 4: I'm just kidding. It was a guy code joke.

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Speaker 8: Oh I give it. I give a good job. I

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Speaker 4: I liked the insurance. Why did you pick insurance?

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Speaker 8: It was the quickest way for me to get out

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Speaker 4: The quickest way for you to get out of college

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Speaker 4: is to not go.

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Speaker 8: You got a point. But uh, I'm here five years.

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Speaker 4: In HM, So why are you so uncertain? It seems

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Speaker 4: like do you not want to go do insurance? Whatever

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Speaker 8: Yeah, yep, that's exactly it. I well, I'm also doing

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Speaker 8: is insurance certificate. It's just kind of a thing. But

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Speaker 8: like when I'm graduating in May, what's gonna happen? I

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Speaker 4: How would you feel about getting a job at an

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Speaker 8: I mean, I'm sure it would pay well. Is not

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Speaker 8: the worst thing? In the world, but waking up every

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Speaker 8: doesn't sound like the plan.

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Speaker 4: Scott. If you could wave a magic Scott wand what

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Speaker 8: I would? I think I would try and find myself

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Speaker 8: giving myself a career path in music, particularly music production engineering,

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Speaker 8: I don't really like paperwork office work. I like, I've

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Speaker 4: Scott? Do you make tiktoks?

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Speaker 8: I do not make tiktoks.

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Speaker 4: You gotta make tiktoks.

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Speaker 8: I guess I should. It's pretty yeah, I thought about it.

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Speaker 4: Don't think about Scott. You gotta go make some tiktoks.

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Speaker 8: She I guess I will.

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Speaker 4: That's That's the key. People are going to tell you

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Speaker 8: Me my roommates have thought about it. I mean we're

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Speaker 4: Oh yeah, got TikTok. TikTok fucked me up, dude, TikTok

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Speaker 4: changed my life. How I'm doing this now? Dude? Look stupid?

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Speaker 8: Hey, I mean i'd see you're doing something. Would you say,

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Speaker 7: Right now?

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Speaker 8: I got a question for you. Yeah, you're following your dreams.

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Speaker 4: So I don't have to hold too hard to what

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Speaker 4: that is I always want to make money, or the

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00:24:41,280 --> 00:24:48,359
Speaker 4: version of that is I always want to fucking be

449
00:24:48,720 --> 00:24:51,679
Speaker 4: with interesting people or something like that. You know. So

450
00:24:51,760 --> 00:24:55,000
Speaker 4: I think that I think that following a general idea

451
00:24:55,400 --> 00:25:01,960
Speaker 4: is much better than following a particular specific paths. But

452
00:25:02,040 --> 00:25:06,320
Speaker 4: I mean following particular specific paths key into that. But yeah,

453
00:25:06,600 --> 00:25:08,840
Speaker 4: that's how I view, you know, my life, and if

454
00:25:08,880 --> 00:25:10,280
Speaker 4: and if I view it like that, then I and

455
00:25:10,600 --> 00:25:14,760
Speaker 4: then I would consider myself to be following not so

456
00:25:14,800 --> 00:25:16,200
Speaker 4: much my a dream, but my ideal.

457
00:25:17,880 --> 00:25:22,000
Speaker 8: Right, right, I like what you said, like interesting, Like

458
00:25:22,720 --> 00:25:24,359
Speaker 8: that's really what I want is I want to do

459
00:25:24,400 --> 00:25:27,240
Speaker 8: something interesting, Like I don't want to work at McDonald.

460
00:25:27,240 --> 00:25:29,560
Speaker 8: I want to work like I want to do something

461
00:25:29,640 --> 00:25:31,840
Speaker 8: kind of cool, Like I used to work out of

462
00:25:31,920 --> 00:25:36,000
Speaker 8: vinyl vinyl record pressing plant. That was pretty interesting, that

463
00:25:36,080 --> 00:25:38,480
Speaker 8: was pretty cool, Like I want to do something like that.

464
00:25:39,400 --> 00:25:43,440
Speaker 8: I just want to do something insurance is not interesting

465
00:25:43,600 --> 00:25:45,639
Speaker 8: to me at least, Like, I just want to do

466
00:25:45,720 --> 00:25:48,560
Speaker 8: something something I can get down behind.

467
00:25:48,720 --> 00:25:54,880
Speaker 4: You know, yeah, you know, I mean if I it's

468
00:25:55,040 --> 00:25:57,560
Speaker 4: I mean, if I m if I keep using my

469
00:25:57,560 --> 00:26:01,160
Speaker 4: my myself as an example, Like I think what I'm

470
00:26:01,160 --> 00:26:04,000
Speaker 4: doing right I think what I'm doing right now is

471
00:26:04,040 --> 00:26:10,760
Speaker 4: interesting to me. But you know, moving to freaking Thailand

472
00:26:11,080 --> 00:26:15,440
Speaker 4: would be interesting. You know, it's starting a bottled water

473
00:26:15,600 --> 00:26:21,000
Speaker 4: company could be interesting. You know, there's I think there's

474
00:26:21,040 --> 00:26:25,720
Speaker 4: infinite things in the realm of interesting. So I don't know,

475
00:26:25,840 --> 00:26:31,480
Speaker 4: it's good to have things that are totally unrelated to

476
00:26:31,520 --> 00:26:34,639
Speaker 4: each other, but the fall under the umbrella of whatever

477
00:26:34,680 --> 00:26:36,160
Speaker 4: your ideal is.

478
00:26:37,720 --> 00:26:41,879
Speaker 8: Right, Yeah, I just want to do something something I

479
00:26:41,880 --> 00:26:47,560
Speaker 8: can enjoy, which is a lot of things, but probably

480
00:26:47,600 --> 00:26:49,000
Speaker 8: not insurance for sure.

481
00:26:50,040 --> 00:26:55,239
Speaker 4: Where do your interests lie?

482
00:26:55,680 --> 00:27:00,359
Speaker 8: Anything that I can get my hands on, and at

483
00:27:00,400 --> 00:27:03,639
Speaker 8: the end of the day be like, hey, I'm happy

484
00:27:03,680 --> 00:27:06,480
Speaker 8: with what I did. Like I like, I like the

485
00:27:06,520 --> 00:27:08,919
Speaker 8: thing I've created. I like the thing I worked on.

486
00:27:09,920 --> 00:27:10,960
Speaker 8: That sort of thing.

487
00:27:14,600 --> 00:27:16,080
Speaker 4: Should make tiktoks.

488
00:27:17,359 --> 00:27:19,680
Speaker 8: You know, not the worst idea ever.

489
00:27:20,640 --> 00:27:23,119
Speaker 4: I serious, it gives you like a thing, right because like,

490
00:27:24,800 --> 00:27:27,320
Speaker 4: because I've been like making ship on the internet for

491
00:27:27,359 --> 00:27:31,000
Speaker 4: a long time, but I would start like, I hope

492
00:27:31,040 --> 00:27:32,680
Speaker 4: this is related to where we're talking, but I think

493
00:27:32,720 --> 00:27:34,080
Speaker 4: I think it is, like I would I was making

494
00:27:34,080 --> 00:27:37,200
Speaker 4: sure on the internet for a long time. But if

495
00:27:37,240 --> 00:27:39,879
Speaker 4: you don't. The thing about TikTok is it forces you

496
00:27:39,960 --> 00:27:42,920
Speaker 4: to be like, oh shit, I got to keep putting

497
00:27:43,000 --> 00:27:47,400
Speaker 4: energy into this thing or else it'll die. Right Whereas

498
00:27:47,440 --> 00:27:50,040
Speaker 4: like if you're just in this empty sea of like

499
00:27:50,160 --> 00:27:52,320
Speaker 4: I'll start a project here, and I'll start a project here,

500
00:27:52,359 --> 00:27:56,399
Speaker 4: and there's no like stakes or anything. Personally, I just

501
00:27:56,440 --> 00:27:58,600
Speaker 4: don't do it as fuck around funk off because there's

502
00:27:58,600 --> 00:28:01,960
Speaker 4: no there's no stay, there's no people like depending on

503
00:28:02,040 --> 00:28:04,080
Speaker 4: seeing anything that you've made or anything like that. But

504
00:28:04,119 --> 00:28:06,679
Speaker 4: TikTok is cool because you can build an audience on

505
00:28:06,760 --> 00:28:08,639
Speaker 4: there and there's a lot you can do with that,

506
00:28:09,400 --> 00:28:12,160
Speaker 4: I think, and then you can also translate and take

507
00:28:12,160 --> 00:28:16,400
Speaker 4: that into other places. So TikTok, especially especially with the music,

508
00:28:16,440 --> 00:28:19,440
Speaker 4: I see a lot of people who are music producers

509
00:28:19,480 --> 00:28:22,119
Speaker 4: and music engineer people do a lot with that. I

510
00:28:22,160 --> 00:28:23,600
Speaker 4: think that would be a good a good place for

511
00:28:23,640 --> 00:28:27,440
Speaker 4: you to for you to you know, bang it up.

512
00:28:28,880 --> 00:28:31,480
Speaker 8: Yeah, it's kind of a dream or the dream would

513
00:28:31,480 --> 00:28:34,640
Speaker 8: be like make a good song if it gets popular

514
00:28:34,680 --> 00:28:35,359
Speaker 8: on TikTok.

515
00:28:35,800 --> 00:28:37,840
Speaker 4: Hell yeah, I like, yes, I've made it.

516
00:28:37,920 --> 00:28:40,960
Speaker 8: But like even making tiktoks in general, Like I've tried

517
00:28:40,960 --> 00:28:43,000
Speaker 8: to make YouTube videos, it's.

518
00:28:42,840 --> 00:28:46,600
Speaker 4: Hard to fuck don't make YouTube videos. Necessariusly making a

519
00:28:46,640 --> 00:28:48,000
Speaker 4: uti videos, it's kind of a waste of time. You

520
00:28:48,000 --> 00:28:49,040
Speaker 4: should make tiktoks.

521
00:28:49,840 --> 00:28:54,760
Speaker 8: Yeah, much shorter, much less effort, I guess.

522
00:28:54,720 --> 00:28:59,320
Speaker 4: Not necessarily less effort, but liked make songs and put

523
00:28:59,360 --> 00:29:00,920
Speaker 4: them on TikTok. I think that's what you should do.

524
00:29:01,160 --> 00:29:03,400
Speaker 4: It's like just a thing to be like, hey, I'm

525
00:29:03,440 --> 00:29:05,040
Speaker 4: gonna get on my head for five seconds and like

526
00:29:05,080 --> 00:29:05,600
Speaker 4: do some shit.

527
00:29:07,280 --> 00:29:09,920
Speaker 8: Yeah, I would like that. It was pretty nice.

528
00:29:11,600 --> 00:29:13,080
Speaker 4: What's your favorite insurance company?

529
00:29:14,080 --> 00:29:17,920
Speaker 8: Insurance company? Ooh, I mean my parents have been with

530
00:29:18,040 --> 00:29:22,720
Speaker 8: a State Farm for like twenty five years, so I

531
00:29:22,760 --> 00:29:23,920
Speaker 8: guess they're my favorite.

532
00:29:26,120 --> 00:29:29,160
Speaker 4: Shout out to State Farm, show US farm. And if

533
00:29:29,160 --> 00:29:30,600
Speaker 4: you work for State Farm and you can hear this,

534
00:29:30,640 --> 00:29:32,640
Speaker 4: send me an email so that you can get one

535
00:29:32,720 --> 00:29:36,520
Speaker 4: hundred dollars for saying that beautiful? Would you say your

536
00:29:36,560 --> 00:29:40,880
Speaker 4: name was Scott? Thanks for conn and Scott And I

537
00:29:40,920 --> 00:29:43,000
Speaker 4: was about to apologize for yelling at you at the

538
00:29:43,080 --> 00:29:46,680
Speaker 4: very beginning with my noises, But I'm not gonna apologize

539
00:29:46,680 --> 00:29:48,920
Speaker 4: for that. I think I like doing that.

540
00:29:49,520 --> 00:29:51,560
Speaker 8: At first, I didn't realize you were actually talking to me.

541
00:29:51,640 --> 00:29:53,400
Speaker 8: I thought it was someone else named Scott. But then

542
00:29:53,440 --> 00:29:56,239
Speaker 8: I realized, Oh, you're actually coming through my phone. So

543
00:29:57,080 --> 00:29:57,520
Speaker 8: here we are.

544
00:29:57,600 --> 00:30:01,080
Speaker 4: Hell yeah, thank you, Scott. I'll talk to you. Love

545
00:30:01,120 --> 00:30:03,240
Speaker 4: you too, man.

546
00:30:07,480 --> 00:30:11,440
Speaker 6: Call from Scotty.

547
00:30:12,160 --> 00:30:18,840
Speaker 4: Yeah, Scott, Yeah, there's another Skerno. You're the new Scott.

548
00:30:20,000 --> 00:30:20,880
Speaker 8: I'm the next guy.

549
00:30:20,920 --> 00:30:23,000
Speaker 2: I heard you had the last Scout. I didn't like that.

550
00:30:23,120 --> 00:30:27,400
Speaker 4: Well, no, why didn't you all come on, Scott? Why

551
00:30:27,400 --> 00:30:29,560
Speaker 4: didn't you like the last Scott? What the last got

552
00:30:29,560 --> 00:30:30,040
Speaker 4: do to you?

553
00:30:31,880 --> 00:30:34,120
Speaker 2: Why is he going to school for insurance? It's the

554
00:30:34,280 --> 00:30:36,520
Speaker 2: last thing he wants to do is insurance. I don't

555
00:30:36,640 --> 00:30:37,200
Speaker 2: understand that.

556
00:30:38,640 --> 00:30:40,880
Speaker 4: I don't know me, probably because it's the funk. What

557
00:30:40,880 --> 00:30:42,080
Speaker 4: did he say? Did he say his?

558
00:30:42,480 --> 00:30:42,760
Speaker 8: He was?

559
00:30:42,840 --> 00:30:43,120
Speaker 6: He was?

560
00:30:43,600 --> 00:30:47,600
Speaker 4: He probably? Look, he got he got, He got suckered

561
00:30:47,600 --> 00:30:53,479
Speaker 4: into the system. He got suckered into the system, and

562
00:30:53,560 --> 00:30:56,640
Speaker 4: he tried to find the best way out. I don't know.

563
00:30:56,680 --> 00:30:58,760
Speaker 4: I don't know, ship, dude, I I I I have

564
00:30:58,800 --> 00:31:01,000
Speaker 4: all these opinions about things, and then it's just and

565
00:31:01,040 --> 00:31:02,640
Speaker 4: then I just step back and I'm like, what the

566
00:31:02,640 --> 00:31:04,520
Speaker 4: fuck do I know about anything? What'd you go to

567
00:31:04,560 --> 00:31:05,440
Speaker 4: school for? Scott?

568
00:31:08,320 --> 00:31:09,840
Speaker 2: I went to architecture school?

569
00:31:11,040 --> 00:31:11,920
Speaker 4: Are you an architect?

570
00:31:13,480 --> 00:31:15,000
Speaker 2: I am currently an architect.

571
00:31:15,080 --> 00:31:19,760
Speaker 4: Yeah, that's beautiful. I love that for you. Nothing better

572
00:31:19,800 --> 00:31:22,600
Speaker 4: than a guy who made nothing better, honest to god,

573
00:31:22,680 --> 00:31:27,800
Speaker 4: nothing's creamier. You know those satisfying memes or like satisfying

574
00:31:27,880 --> 00:31:35,880
Speaker 4: videos of fucking things being crushed by hydraulic presses. Right,

575
00:31:36,440 --> 00:31:38,040
Speaker 4: that's how I feel about you telling me that you

576
00:31:38,120 --> 00:31:40,720
Speaker 4: went to school for architecture and now you're an architect.

577
00:31:41,840 --> 00:31:46,000
Speaker 2: You know what, it's creamier than that. I had like

578
00:31:46,080 --> 00:31:50,720
Speaker 2: a third grade I had a I got into an

579
00:31:50,800 --> 00:31:54,080
Speaker 2: art mentorship program because I used to like to paint

580
00:31:54,120 --> 00:31:58,360
Speaker 2: and draw, and I was paired up with an architect

581
00:31:58,720 --> 00:32:01,080
Speaker 2: because he likes to paint on So that's when I

582
00:32:01,160 --> 00:32:05,040
Speaker 2: thought I'm going to be an architect. So so I

583
00:32:05,080 --> 00:32:09,520
Speaker 2: carried that all the way through super creamy.

584
00:32:09,600 --> 00:32:13,400
Speaker 4: Right, do you like architect? Do you like what? Do

585
00:32:13,480 --> 00:32:14,560
Speaker 4: you like what you do? Now?

586
00:32:16,440 --> 00:32:17,280
Speaker 8: I like doing it?

587
00:32:17,400 --> 00:32:19,200
Speaker 7: Yeah?

588
00:32:19,280 --> 00:32:21,360
Speaker 4: Do you have a favorite building?

589
00:32:24,800 --> 00:32:27,320
Speaker 2: I would say no, and Honestly, I keep hearing you

590
00:32:27,440 --> 00:32:31,080
Speaker 2: say what thrills you to a lot of people, and

591
00:32:31,120 --> 00:32:34,920
Speaker 2: I keep thinking, I'm on Reddit a lot. There's always

592
00:32:34,960 --> 00:32:37,440
Speaker 2: a lot of things about what's your favorite, what's your

593
00:32:38,120 --> 00:32:40,320
Speaker 2: what do you always remember? And I just I never

594
00:32:40,360 --> 00:32:43,720
Speaker 2: have a favorite, And I gotta say, I can't remember

595
00:32:43,760 --> 00:32:47,160
Speaker 2: the last time I was super thrilled about something, So

596
00:32:48,080 --> 00:32:48,480
Speaker 2: I don't know.

597
00:32:48,600 --> 00:32:52,480
Speaker 4: That's part of Oh okay, So so you're here trying

598
00:32:52,480 --> 00:32:54,600
Speaker 4: to figure out You're here trying to figure out what

599
00:32:54,680 --> 00:32:56,959
Speaker 4: thrills you.

600
00:32:57,120 --> 00:33:09,240
Speaker 2: Maybe yeah, hmm, reserve that for something pretty pretty up there,

601
00:33:09,240 --> 00:33:12,160
Speaker 2: pretty exciting, right, do you do you?

602
00:33:12,320 --> 00:33:15,480
Speaker 4: Well, let me ask you something, because you might not be.

603
00:33:16,160 --> 00:33:23,160
Speaker 4: Are you a thrill seeker? Because if you're not looking

604
00:33:23,160 --> 00:33:25,080
Speaker 4: for thrills, how the hell are you gonna find them

605
00:33:25,320 --> 00:33:27,080
Speaker 4: if you're not seeking them?

606
00:33:27,480 --> 00:33:31,240
Speaker 2: I guess, I guess I don't know if I could

607
00:33:31,240 --> 00:33:33,600
Speaker 2: call myself a thrilled seeker, right, I guess when I

608
00:33:33,680 --> 00:33:39,320
Speaker 2: think of a thrill seeker at somebody jumping off buildings doing,

609
00:33:39,440 --> 00:33:42,200
Speaker 2: you know, doing some pretty extreme things, I don't think I'm.

610
00:33:42,000 --> 00:33:47,480
Speaker 4: That, but no, but we've I think we've learned tonight

611
00:33:47,520 --> 00:33:49,520
Speaker 4: that that's not true, you know, We've had many people

612
00:33:49,600 --> 00:33:52,760
Speaker 4: call in who receive thrills of all different kinds of

613
00:33:52,960 --> 00:33:54,800
Speaker 4: I mean, this whole stream. I've not had anyone answer

614
00:33:54,880 --> 00:33:59,440
Speaker 4: the question with, you know, jumping out of a plane.

615
00:33:59,800 --> 00:34:03,400
Speaker 4: I've heard masturbating, I've heard video games, I've heard what else?

616
00:34:03,520 --> 00:34:10,280
Speaker 4: What have we heard here but relationships? No one's mentioned

617
00:34:10,360 --> 00:34:18,680
Speaker 4: anything about jumping out of a plane yet, right, So

618
00:34:18,719 --> 00:34:20,280
Speaker 4: what thrills you, mister architect?

619
00:34:21,280 --> 00:34:24,160
Speaker 2: And yeah, well so I enjoy life, right, but I

620
00:34:24,239 --> 00:34:28,160
Speaker 2: still can't bring myself to say that anything I'm doing

621
00:34:28,280 --> 00:34:32,480
Speaker 2: is thrilling me? Right, I do you know I've got

622
00:34:32,800 --> 00:34:38,000
Speaker 2: I've got some children. They bring me enjoyment. But what

623
00:34:38,520 --> 00:34:41,799
Speaker 2: thrills me is I think I've got a hard time

624
00:34:41,840 --> 00:34:42,080
Speaker 2: with that.

625
00:34:43,800 --> 00:34:46,640
Speaker 4: Do you desire thrills?

626
00:34:48,160 --> 00:34:48,440
Speaker 5: Hmm?

627
00:34:48,640 --> 00:34:51,080
Speaker 2: I think there's certainly a part of me that think,

628
00:34:51,200 --> 00:34:55,440
Speaker 2: you know that, that wonders if others are if others

629
00:34:55,440 --> 00:34:58,480
Speaker 2: are being thrilled out there, I think, sure, I want

630
00:34:58,480 --> 00:34:59,240
Speaker 2: to be thrilled.

631
00:35:01,160 --> 00:35:02,879
Speaker 4: Oh but I just got all right, but just now

632
00:35:02,920 --> 00:35:07,480
Speaker 4: you said if others are being thrilled, you want to

633
00:35:07,520 --> 00:35:14,560
Speaker 4: be thrilled? Yeah, yeah, okay, what do you think? What

634
00:35:14,880 --> 00:35:19,280
Speaker 4: do you see out in the world that is thrilling others.

635
00:35:21,040 --> 00:35:23,960
Speaker 2: Ah, I think there are people that seem to be

636
00:35:24,440 --> 00:35:30,319
Speaker 2: extremely passionate about well, even you know, even architects that

637
00:35:30,400 --> 00:35:34,160
Speaker 2: seem to be so focused on on that or so

638
00:35:34,360 --> 00:35:37,120
Speaker 2: passionate about that that that's all they do, right. They

639
00:35:37,120 --> 00:35:39,960
Speaker 2: don't have they don't have time for other things. They

640
00:35:40,000 --> 00:35:42,799
Speaker 2: spend all their time on that. And it's like, well,

641
00:35:42,840 --> 00:35:43,839
Speaker 2: I don't really want to do.

642
00:35:43,880 --> 00:35:47,279
Speaker 4: That, Okay, what do you do outside of architecture?

643
00:35:49,760 --> 00:35:54,400
Speaker 2: I like enjoying my time with my family, you know,

644
00:35:55,000 --> 00:35:58,319
Speaker 2: fixing things up at the house, just just kind of

645
00:35:58,400 --> 00:36:02,799
Speaker 2: enjoying people, that sort of thing. But it but it

646
00:36:02,800 --> 00:36:04,799
Speaker 2: would never be thrilling. I don't think.

647
00:36:07,760 --> 00:36:11,719
Speaker 4: I can't tell if you want thrills, you might be

648
00:36:11,880 --> 00:36:14,160
Speaker 4: you might be fine without thrills. You seem like you

649
00:36:14,200 --> 00:36:15,480
Speaker 4: got a good you seem to make you like what

650
00:36:15,520 --> 00:36:18,600
Speaker 4: you do, You got a good fan. You may you

651
00:36:18,640 --> 00:36:21,399
Speaker 4: probably make a lot of money. You're chilling. You don't

652
00:36:21,400 --> 00:36:23,960
Speaker 4: seem like you need anything thrilling. But but also at

653
00:36:24,000 --> 00:36:27,160
Speaker 4: the same time, I sort of hear in your voice

654
00:36:28,120 --> 00:36:30,880
Speaker 4: the opposite. I hear that nothing mad, I'm hearing in

655
00:36:30,880 --> 00:36:34,239
Speaker 4: your voice, and this is not me fucking going Uh,

656
00:36:34,280 --> 00:36:38,080
Speaker 4: what's what's that? What's what's? People tell me what's the fuck?

657
00:36:38,160 --> 00:36:40,480
Speaker 4: What's her name? What's her name? The person who like

658
00:36:40,520 --> 00:36:40,719
Speaker 4: does is?

659
00:36:41,239 --> 00:36:41,480
Speaker 6: Fuck it?

660
00:36:42,120 --> 00:36:45,480
Speaker 4: Whatever I was thinking of. But also I hear you

661
00:36:45,520 --> 00:36:52,320
Speaker 4: know something is dying inside of you, mister architect, something

662
00:36:52,960 --> 00:36:56,280
Speaker 4: you you wanna You want to build a fucking building

663
00:36:56,640 --> 00:37:01,759
Speaker 4: and then jump off of it with a parachute? H Yeah,

664
00:37:01,840 --> 00:37:03,160
Speaker 4: I hear that from you.

665
00:37:05,120 --> 00:37:09,239
Speaker 2: Maybe I think I'm sure, I'm I'm I'm fine, right,

666
00:37:09,320 --> 00:37:11,280
Speaker 2: But do I want to just be fine? I think

667
00:37:11,400 --> 00:37:18,920
Speaker 2: maybe maybe I want some thrilled. Yeah, I'm finding this

668
00:37:19,000 --> 00:37:19,400
Speaker 2: out with you.

669
00:37:19,520 --> 00:37:23,239
Speaker 4: I think, what are you gonna do when I'm gone?

670
00:37:25,040 --> 00:37:25,279
Speaker 7: What?

671
00:37:29,440 --> 00:37:31,680
Speaker 4: I'm sorry? What did you? What did you say beforehand?

672
00:37:33,200 --> 00:37:35,400
Speaker 2: I said, I'm finding this out with you. Maybe I

673
00:37:35,440 --> 00:37:39,080
Speaker 2: need to find some thrills for real, because sure, I'm fine,

674
00:37:39,280 --> 00:37:43,799
Speaker 2: But but you keep asking what thrills people? And I

675
00:37:43,800 --> 00:37:48,400
Speaker 2: think that there are people that are getting getting thrilled,

676
00:37:48,440 --> 00:37:50,520
Speaker 2: and I'm wondering, what the hell can I need to

677
00:37:50,520 --> 00:37:51,160
Speaker 2: get them thrilled?

678
00:37:51,760 --> 00:37:54,080
Speaker 4: Well, don't listen to me, don't listen to them, Listen

679
00:37:54,080 --> 00:37:56,040
Speaker 4: to yourself, all right, because you don't want to be

680
00:37:56,080 --> 00:37:58,120
Speaker 4: out here listening to Dom Green Gecko man on the

681
00:37:58,120 --> 00:38:04,879
Speaker 4: computer having him convince you that you need more. Right right,

682
00:38:05,960 --> 00:38:07,719
Speaker 4: I'm dumb as ship, dude. I don't know anything. All

683
00:38:07,760 --> 00:38:12,600
Speaker 4: these people calling in, no one knows anything, dude. That

684
00:38:12,640 --> 00:38:14,759
Speaker 4: would be sick by the Here's what I'll say, though,

685
00:38:14,800 --> 00:38:16,759
Speaker 4: I think I think what you should try doing is

686
00:38:16,760 --> 00:38:18,759
Speaker 4: is I don't know if you should try doing this

687
00:38:18,760 --> 00:38:20,400
Speaker 4: because it's dangerous, but that would be sick of you

688
00:38:20,440 --> 00:38:22,160
Speaker 4: to jump off of your own building, to like base

689
00:38:22,239 --> 00:38:25,560
Speaker 4: jump off of your own building, not like like a

690
00:38:25,560 --> 00:38:27,680
Speaker 4: base jump, a bunch of jump.

691
00:38:28,800 --> 00:38:32,040
Speaker 2: I think that I'm in the progress of my first

692
00:38:32,040 --> 00:38:33,840
Speaker 2: building that I could actually jump off of.

693
00:38:34,480 --> 00:38:34,919
Speaker 4: Mm hmm.

694
00:38:36,120 --> 00:38:38,360
Speaker 2: No other building that I've done is tell enough that

695
00:38:38,440 --> 00:38:41,280
Speaker 2: this one it could. It could be telling.

696
00:38:41,920 --> 00:38:44,400
Speaker 4: That's how you're going to test it is by a

697
00:38:44,400 --> 00:38:45,799
Speaker 4: bunch of jumping off of that ship.

698
00:38:47,560 --> 00:38:48,880
Speaker 8: Let's let's see the worst.

699
00:38:50,320 --> 00:38:52,600
Speaker 4: I hope it does call back. If it does, and

700
00:38:52,640 --> 00:38:57,400
Speaker 4: if it doesn't, then it was nice knowing you.

701
00:38:59,080 --> 00:38:59,560
Speaker 2: All right.

702
00:39:01,239 --> 00:39:02,200
Speaker 4: Would you say your name.

703
00:39:02,080 --> 00:39:06,200
Speaker 2: Was well, I'm Scott number two, Scott.

704
00:39:05,960 --> 00:39:07,480
Speaker 4: Number two, thank you for calling in. Man, you have

705
00:39:07,480 --> 00:39:08,279
Speaker 4: a good rest of the night.

706
00:39:09,360 --> 00:39:13,760
Speaker 2: Thank you too.

707
00:39:22,600 --> 00:39:24,720
Speaker 4: Holy shit, what's up, dude?

708
00:39:25,480 --> 00:39:26,000
Speaker 8: What's up?

709
00:39:26,800 --> 00:39:30,719
Speaker 4: Have we have we spoken before. Never What is your name?

710
00:39:32,800 --> 00:39:33,200
Speaker 7: Scott?

711
00:39:34,960 --> 00:39:37,880
Speaker 4: Get the fuck out are you? Are you one of

712
00:39:37,920 --> 00:39:38,720
Speaker 4: the other Scots.

713
00:39:39,760 --> 00:39:40,960
Speaker 7: I'm Scott number three.

714
00:39:41,360 --> 00:39:44,160
Speaker 4: Get the fuck out of here. You're Scott number three.

715
00:39:45,000 --> 00:39:47,280
Speaker 7: Yeah, Scott number that's not even.

716
00:39:47,080 --> 00:39:50,759
Speaker 4: That's not even three Scots tonight. That's three Scotts in

717
00:39:50,840 --> 00:39:51,279
Speaker 4: a row.

718
00:39:52,520 --> 00:39:55,279
Speaker 7: That's three Scotts in a row. And I bought a

719
00:39:55,320 --> 00:39:58,160
Speaker 7: lottery ticket. I bought a lottery ticket of three numbers.

720
00:39:58,160 --> 00:39:59,760
Speaker 7: And if I win, I'll give you half.

721
00:40:00,080 --> 00:40:09,440
Speaker 4: The tic tac Scott. Okay, yeah, what's what you gotta bake?

722
00:40:09,840 --> 00:40:13,839
Speaker 7: Let me let me okay, let me hear your lunch.

723
00:40:14,040 --> 00:40:15,120
Speaker 4: We'll wait, we'll wait.

724
00:40:16,719 --> 00:40:16,919
Speaker 8: Wait.

725
00:40:17,000 --> 00:40:18,759
Speaker 7: I don't want to jack myself off all night. I

726
00:40:18,760 --> 00:40:21,120
Speaker 7: don't want to jack myself off all night over here. Okay,

727
00:40:21,280 --> 00:40:24,000
Speaker 7: So butten, I'll just read the text that I sent

728
00:40:24,120 --> 00:40:25,399
Speaker 7: to you and then you can.

729
00:40:25,719 --> 00:40:28,920
Speaker 4: No, don't read anything. Don't read anything. Who are you? What?

730
00:40:28,920 --> 00:40:31,359
Speaker 4: What's up? Scott? You have a you have a baked

731
00:40:31,360 --> 00:40:32,320
Speaker 4: potato in the microwave?

732
00:40:32,440 --> 00:40:32,600
Speaker 5: Just now?

733
00:40:32,680 --> 00:40:34,120
Speaker 4: Did you get it out? It was beeping?

734
00:40:37,680 --> 00:40:37,839
Speaker 8: Yeah?

735
00:40:37,880 --> 00:40:38,840
Speaker 7: I got it, I got it.

736
00:40:39,520 --> 00:40:41,720
Speaker 4: What was it? Was it a Potatoes't a potato?

737
00:40:41,840 --> 00:40:42,080
Speaker 6: Was it?

738
00:40:42,880 --> 00:40:42,960
Speaker 8: No?

739
00:40:43,120 --> 00:40:43,840
Speaker 7: It wasn't.

740
00:40:44,600 --> 00:40:45,040
Speaker 4: What was it?

741
00:40:46,120 --> 00:40:46,560
Speaker 7: Pious?

742
00:40:49,280 --> 00:40:52,200
Speaker 4: Tell me everything, Scott, tell me nothing. Who are you?

743
00:40:52,320 --> 00:40:52,959
Speaker 4: What are you doing?

744
00:40:54,560 --> 00:40:59,600
Speaker 7: Well? The interesting thing is that, you know, the uh

745
00:41:00,040 --> 00:41:06,440
Speaker 7: that I texted you about was that my wife left

746
00:41:06,480 --> 00:41:11,880
Speaker 7: me for a fifty year old preacher, and uh what

747
00:41:12,040 --> 00:41:12,600
Speaker 7: thrills me?

748
00:41:13,400 --> 00:41:13,600
Speaker 2: Uh?

749
00:41:14,080 --> 00:41:16,680
Speaker 7: You know what had been thrilling me. I guess I'm

750
00:41:16,800 --> 00:41:19,319
Speaker 7: trying to step away from it. You know, I want

751
00:41:19,320 --> 00:41:22,440
Speaker 7: to preface this by saying I am talking to a

752
00:41:22,440 --> 00:41:24,640
Speaker 7: real therapist and all of that about all this. But

753
00:41:24,800 --> 00:41:27,040
Speaker 7: you know, my wife left me for this fifty year

754
00:41:27,040 --> 00:41:35,160
Speaker 7: old preacher, and what thrilled me was to kind of

755
00:41:35,200 --> 00:41:47,040
Speaker 7: exposed that to everybody, and right, yeah, okay, And so

756
00:41:47,360 --> 00:41:54,399
Speaker 7: here's how I did it. Okay. You know, I went

757
00:41:54,440 --> 00:42:02,919
Speaker 7: onto all of their you know, serious uh social media accounts,

758
00:42:03,160 --> 00:42:05,680
Speaker 7: and I put them all into one chat group, and

759
00:42:05,760 --> 00:42:08,680
Speaker 7: I put her in there too, and I put a

760
00:42:08,719 --> 00:42:12,239
Speaker 7: picture of his car parked outside of her house late

761
00:42:12,239 --> 00:42:16,680
Speaker 7: at night, and you know, just kind of put all

762
00:42:16,680 --> 00:42:18,080
Speaker 7: the cards on the table and left it at that.

763
00:42:20,000 --> 00:42:20,120
Speaker 5: MM.

764
00:42:21,200 --> 00:42:23,120
Speaker 4: So you put who was in the group chat, the

765
00:42:23,600 --> 00:42:26,759
Speaker 4: wife of the preacher, the kids of the pre who

766
00:42:26,800 --> 00:42:27,880
Speaker 4: was in the group chat.

767
00:42:28,480 --> 00:42:33,880
Speaker 7: All those that's fair, Yeah, and brother.

768
00:42:34,000 --> 00:42:34,280
Speaker 6: Wow.

769
00:42:35,200 --> 00:42:35,759
Speaker 7: His mother.

770
00:42:36,640 --> 00:42:37,359
Speaker 2: Wow.

771
00:42:38,400 --> 00:42:41,120
Speaker 4: So you put all you put this guy's wife and

772
00:42:41,320 --> 00:42:45,359
Speaker 4: all of his people in the group chat and you

773
00:42:45,400 --> 00:42:48,560
Speaker 4: posted you you let them all know that he was

774
00:42:48,640 --> 00:42:51,439
Speaker 4: cheating with your wife.

775
00:42:53,080 --> 00:42:55,080
Speaker 7: Yeah.

776
00:42:55,120 --> 00:42:58,920
Speaker 4: Wow. How how did they respond? What? What did they

777
00:42:59,000 --> 00:42:59,600
Speaker 4: say back?

778
00:43:03,880 --> 00:43:07,840
Speaker 7: Well, they were religious, so they you know, we're saying

779
00:43:07,880 --> 00:43:12,440
Speaker 7: that I was like, you know, satanic, and uh I

780
00:43:12,520 --> 00:43:15,680
Speaker 7: was a demon and stuff like that. But one of

781
00:43:15,719 --> 00:43:16,960
Speaker 7: them reached out to me.

782
00:43:19,040 --> 00:43:20,480
Speaker 4: What did they say when they reached out to you?

783
00:43:21,480 --> 00:43:29,480
Speaker 7: Uh, they just asked me about the situation.

784
00:43:30,920 --> 00:43:32,759
Speaker 4: Are you in many issues right now while you're talking

785
00:43:32,760 --> 00:43:32,920
Speaker 4: to me?

786
00:43:34,000 --> 00:43:35,360
Speaker 1: No, I'm sitting outside.

787
00:43:37,719 --> 00:43:38,279
Speaker 2: Can you hear me?

788
00:43:38,320 --> 00:43:47,920
Speaker 4: Okay, yeah, I can hear you. Okay, what are we saying? Scott?

789
00:43:47,920 --> 00:43:50,080
Speaker 8: You there? Yeah, I'm here, I say.

790
00:43:50,760 --> 00:43:52,000
Speaker 4: So one of these people reached out to you. What

791
00:43:52,000 --> 00:43:53,799
Speaker 4: did they say?

792
00:43:54,560 --> 00:43:55,000
Speaker 2: Uh?

793
00:43:55,920 --> 00:43:58,080
Speaker 1: I just asked me about the situations, and I told

794
00:43:58,160 --> 00:44:04,440
Speaker 1: them about it, and then they found and they they

795
00:44:04,520 --> 00:44:08,960
Speaker 1: confronted like they it was it was one of the people.

796
00:44:09,840 --> 00:44:12,920
Speaker 1: They confronted him about it, and they caught him at

797
00:44:13,040 --> 00:44:16,400
Speaker 1: her house and like they knocked on the door and

798
00:44:16,400 --> 00:44:21,279
Speaker 1: then come joint and then they didn't answer, Like this

799
00:44:21,320 --> 00:44:24,440
Speaker 1: person saw him walk into her house and said and

800
00:44:24,440 --> 00:44:28,240
Speaker 1: and it was like someone in his him and they

801
00:44:30,239 --> 00:44:33,480
Speaker 1: knocked on her door after them walked into her house,

802
00:44:33,520 --> 00:44:35,680
Speaker 1: and he didn't He didn't the door.

803
00:44:36,880 --> 00:44:37,880
Speaker 2: That's what the persons.

804
00:44:42,040 --> 00:44:46,120
Speaker 7: Yeah, h but here's the kicker.

805
00:44:46,160 --> 00:44:47,120
Speaker 2: Okay, here's the kick.

806
00:44:48,280 --> 00:44:53,000
Speaker 7: Everybody, like everybody knows that they don't care.

807
00:44:54,040 --> 00:44:58,719
Speaker 4: They don't care. They don't care, like they don't care.

808
00:44:59,080 --> 00:45:01,279
Speaker 4: You were telling me at the very beginning of this

809
00:45:01,440 --> 00:45:04,279
Speaker 4: that that it's been thrilling you so much to make

810
00:45:04,320 --> 00:45:08,000
Speaker 4: this Facebook ship and to you know, create this chaos.

811
00:45:08,160 --> 00:45:10,640
Speaker 4: But how thrilling can it really be? Scott? If they

812
00:45:10,680 --> 00:45:11,200
Speaker 4: don't care?

813
00:45:12,520 --> 00:45:12,759
Speaker 2: I know?

814
00:45:12,880 --> 00:45:13,080
Speaker 1: Right?

815
00:45:14,360 --> 00:45:16,000
Speaker 4: Does that piss you off? Do you wish that they

816
00:45:16,000 --> 00:45:20,319
Speaker 4: were fear? They were furious?

817
00:45:20,320 --> 00:45:21,000
Speaker 7: Not anymore?

818
00:45:23,480 --> 00:45:25,920
Speaker 4: What are you gonna do? Now? What's next for you?

819
00:45:25,920 --> 00:45:26,280
Speaker 7: Scott?

820
00:45:27,560 --> 00:45:29,560
Speaker 4: Did you divorce her?

821
00:45:30,160 --> 00:45:30,560
Speaker 7: Wow?

822
00:45:32,040 --> 00:45:35,879
Speaker 1: Yeah, of course. Uh, I'm gonna take the l man,

823
00:45:35,960 --> 00:45:36,920
Speaker 1: I'm gonna take the l.

824
00:45:40,560 --> 00:45:41,000
Speaker 7: Respect.

825
00:45:41,160 --> 00:45:41,520
Speaker 8: I've heard.

826
00:45:42,360 --> 00:45:44,040
Speaker 7: I've heard a lot of people call in and talk

827
00:45:44,080 --> 00:45:44,279
Speaker 7: to you.

828
00:45:44,360 --> 00:45:46,719
Speaker 1: And you know, I thought the stream I love the

829
00:45:46,760 --> 00:45:49,879
Speaker 1: stream on on Uh, I love the stream on Tuesday too,

830
00:45:50,640 --> 00:45:53,319
Speaker 1: thank you? And uh, you know, shut you know, tell

831
00:45:53,360 --> 00:45:58,920
Speaker 1: that guy he said, what that and uh, yeah. I mean,

832
00:45:58,960 --> 00:46:01,439
Speaker 1: I'm gonna take the l and like I was saying,

833
00:46:01,480 --> 00:46:03,080
Speaker 1: I heard a lot of people on here talking about

834
00:46:03,120 --> 00:46:07,799
Speaker 1: you know, there's stuff, and I like, I like hearing

835
00:46:07,800 --> 00:46:08,120
Speaker 1: about that.

836
00:46:08,480 --> 00:46:16,600
Speaker 4: Just mm hmm do you think.

837
00:46:18,239 --> 00:46:18,720
Speaker 8: Mm hmmm?

838
00:46:18,960 --> 00:46:22,040
Speaker 4: What was I gonna say? Are you gonna go out

839
00:46:22,040 --> 00:46:25,640
Speaker 4: there and uh date again? Or are you going to

840
00:46:25,680 --> 00:46:29,240
Speaker 4: take some time for yourself? What are you leaning towards

841
00:46:31,280 --> 00:46:32,040
Speaker 4: how you're feeling?

842
00:46:33,800 --> 00:46:39,560
Speaker 1: I'm feeling great, man, Uh no, I'm not. You know

843
00:46:39,640 --> 00:46:42,520
Speaker 1: what I'm gonna do is I'm gonna get into like archery.

844
00:46:44,200 --> 00:46:47,640
Speaker 1: I'm gonna get into like wit making, and I'm just

845
00:46:47,680 --> 00:46:52,759
Speaker 1: gonna become a badass and uh you know, I don't

846
00:46:52,800 --> 00:46:53,960
Speaker 1: be dramming.

847
00:46:56,040 --> 00:47:00,920
Speaker 4: I love it, man. Well, best of luck you Scott's

848
00:47:01,000 --> 00:47:07,160
Speaker 4: Number three, Wacky number three, You too, man, talk to

849
00:47:07,239 --> 00:47:07,600
Speaker 4: you soon.

850
00:47:08,719 --> 00:47:09,680
Speaker 8: I love you.

851
00:47:12,640 --> 00:47:12,799
Speaker 3: All.

852
00:47:12,880 --> 00:47:15,120
Speaker 6: From Ezra.

853
00:47:17,440 --> 00:47:25,480
Speaker 4: Ezra Ezra, Hello is this Ezra?

854
00:47:26,880 --> 00:47:27,640
Speaker 6: Uh? Yeah?

855
00:47:27,760 --> 00:47:27,960
Speaker 7: Hi?

856
00:47:29,120 --> 00:47:30,160
Speaker 4: What's so funny? Ezra?

857
00:47:32,160 --> 00:47:35,640
Speaker 6: I didn't think I was gonna actually get through and

858
00:47:35,719 --> 00:47:37,319
Speaker 6: now I'm kind of like freaked out.

859
00:47:37,400 --> 00:47:41,160
Speaker 4: You know, why would you call a phone number if

860
00:47:41,160 --> 00:47:43,560
Speaker 4: you weren't expecting someone to pick up the phone.

861
00:47:44,840 --> 00:47:45,839
Speaker 8: Why I call that?

862
00:47:46,480 --> 00:47:50,120
Speaker 6: I called like a lot of times. I guess I

863
00:47:50,160 --> 00:47:53,360
Speaker 6: don't know. I kept thinking of why I was calling,

864
00:47:53,400 --> 00:47:56,840
Speaker 6: and I thought of so many different reasons. Also, sorry,

865
00:47:56,880 --> 00:47:59,040
Speaker 6: I don't know if like the mic quality is okay,

866
00:47:59,120 --> 00:48:02,880
Speaker 6: but I just kept changing my mind on why I

867
00:48:02,960 --> 00:48:03,520
Speaker 6: was calling.

868
00:48:03,640 --> 00:48:06,640
Speaker 4: You know, Well, first of all, is you never have

869
00:48:06,680 --> 00:48:09,000
Speaker 4: to apologize to me for anything ever. But second of all,

870
00:48:10,800 --> 00:48:12,520
Speaker 4: all right, so you said that you flipped hold on

871
00:48:12,640 --> 00:48:18,040
Speaker 4: me once I have to charge my marapods. Ezra, stay there,

872
00:48:18,680 --> 00:48:19,719
Speaker 4: stay on the line.

873
00:48:19,520 --> 00:48:25,399
Speaker 6: Ezra, I'm staying. I'm I'm sweating, man, I'm yeah, you're

874
00:48:25,400 --> 00:48:27,120
Speaker 6: asking what real? Yeah?

875
00:48:27,920 --> 00:48:29,960
Speaker 4: Okay, Ezra, s all right, right, bear with me. Ezra.

876
00:48:30,040 --> 00:48:33,360
Speaker 4: First of all, I don't know if you're just remember

877
00:48:33,600 --> 00:48:35,080
Speaker 4: I'm not even I'm not. First of all, I'm not

878
00:48:35,080 --> 00:48:37,439
Speaker 4: even live right now. I ended the stream twenty minutes ago,

879
00:48:39,239 --> 00:48:42,040
Speaker 4: so it's just you and me just on the phone.

880
00:48:42,680 --> 00:48:46,960
Speaker 4: But Ezra, you said that you you said that multiple

881
00:48:47,040 --> 00:48:50,680
Speaker 4: different things went into your mind.

882
00:48:51,239 --> 00:48:53,200
Speaker 6: Yeah, is this is this volume?

883
00:48:53,200 --> 00:48:54,680
Speaker 8: Okay?

884
00:48:54,840 --> 00:48:57,880
Speaker 4: Yeah, you're fine, You're fine, Ezra. What tell me the

885
00:48:57,920 --> 00:48:59,759
Speaker 4: things that were going through your mind is reasons why

886
00:48:59,760 --> 00:49:00,680
Speaker 4: you might be calling it?

887
00:49:02,840 --> 00:49:08,080
Speaker 6: Well, uh, I've seen your stream pop up before, but

888
00:49:08,120 --> 00:49:11,439
Speaker 6: I've never really stayed around that long, and I was like, oh,

889
00:49:11,600 --> 00:49:14,600
Speaker 6: it'd be cool. Like when I was laying down and

890
00:49:14,640 --> 00:49:17,440
Speaker 6: I decided to like smoke. I got nothing to be

891
00:49:17,520 --> 00:49:21,440
Speaker 6: at to Friday night. I'm home alone, so I was like,

892
00:49:21,800 --> 00:49:24,600
Speaker 6: be cool to like just chat. And then I was

893
00:49:24,640 --> 00:49:28,640
Speaker 6: thinking about stuff going on in my life, thinking about

894
00:49:28,680 --> 00:49:31,839
Speaker 6: that and also thinking about things that thrill me, you know,

895
00:49:32,640 --> 00:49:34,920
Speaker 6: And I was like, it's kind of thrilling the idea

896
00:49:34,920 --> 00:49:38,480
Speaker 6: of trying to call, because I get like I get

897
00:49:39,080 --> 00:49:42,319
Speaker 6: fright when I I have a lot of anxieties, you

898
00:49:42,360 --> 00:49:44,920
Speaker 6: know what I mean. So like my hearts are really pumping.

899
00:49:45,040 --> 00:49:46,600
Speaker 6: My heart's really pumping right now.

900
00:49:46,960 --> 00:49:48,480
Speaker 4: Are you? Are you nervous right now?

901
00:49:49,600 --> 00:49:54,520
Speaker 6: I don't know. I don't know. Like when I when

902
00:49:54,560 --> 00:49:57,360
Speaker 6: I try to perform, or I try to tell people

903
00:49:57,520 --> 00:50:01,279
Speaker 6: jokes or show people music I like or anything like that,

904
00:50:01,360 --> 00:50:04,520
Speaker 6: I just I just start sweating in my heart.

905
00:50:04,560 --> 00:50:08,000
Speaker 4: Just you know, right, But do you would you consider

906
00:50:08,280 --> 00:50:11,400
Speaker 4: I wouldn't consider what you're doing. Do you consider what

907
00:50:11,400 --> 00:50:13,239
Speaker 4: you're doing right now to be a performance?

908
00:50:15,040 --> 00:50:20,520
Speaker 6: I struggle with trying to not perform, and it's gotten

909
00:50:20,560 --> 00:50:28,359
Speaker 6: worse throughout my life trying. I'm getting more anxious over

910
00:50:28,400 --> 00:50:31,480
Speaker 6: the years. It caused me to like want to be

911
00:50:32,400 --> 00:50:38,000
Speaker 6: likable and kind of more uh, put on a performance

912
00:50:38,160 --> 00:50:40,960
Speaker 6: throughout life to try to be more pleasing to other people.

913
00:50:42,239 --> 00:50:50,319
Speaker 4: Mmm, what kind of like? What do you think? How

914
00:50:50,400 --> 00:50:53,520
Speaker 4: how could you articulate the difference between just who you

915
00:50:53,560 --> 00:50:56,560
Speaker 4: are natural and who you are when you're performing? How

916
00:50:56,560 --> 00:50:58,000
Speaker 4: would you describe that difference?

917
00:50:59,640 --> 00:51:09,920
Speaker 6: I've I've I'm trying not to read the chat. I'm

918
00:51:10,120 --> 00:51:13,240
Speaker 6: really struggling with that. Actually, I feel like I've lost

919
00:51:13,280 --> 00:51:17,319
Speaker 6: it somewhere. I don't really know. I feel like I'm

920
00:51:17,360 --> 00:51:21,960
Speaker 6: probably always myself, but I don't really know who that is.

921
00:51:22,360 --> 00:51:26,560
Speaker 6: And with dissociating and stuff like that, it makes it

922
00:51:26,600 --> 00:51:31,120
Speaker 6: even harder to really firmly grasp who I am, like

923
00:51:31,239 --> 00:51:35,680
Speaker 6: really anymore. And also like as you, as you age

924
00:51:35,960 --> 00:51:39,359
Speaker 6: and shit changes, and I've had so much change in

925
00:51:39,400 --> 00:51:43,080
Speaker 6: my life and I just I feel so different, but

926
00:51:43,160 --> 00:51:44,319
Speaker 6: I maybe I'm the same.

927
00:51:45,360 --> 00:51:46,080
Speaker 4: How old are you?

928
00:51:47,600 --> 00:51:50,280
Speaker 6: I'm about to turn twenty.

929
00:51:54,920 --> 00:51:58,280
Speaker 4: When you earlier were talking to me about the different

930
00:51:58,320 --> 00:52:00,279
Speaker 4: reasons you were thinking about calling and you so you

931
00:52:00,280 --> 00:52:03,040
Speaker 4: were thinking about the stuff going on in your life? Right?

932
00:52:03,920 --> 00:52:04,680
Speaker 8: Yeah?

933
00:52:04,840 --> 00:52:06,799
Speaker 4: What is the stuff going on in your life that

934
00:52:06,840 --> 00:52:07,759
Speaker 4: you were thinking.

935
00:52:07,440 --> 00:52:13,279
Speaker 6: About well, I was thinking about a few different things,

936
00:52:13,320 --> 00:52:20,200
Speaker 6: but to summarize my situation right now, before COVID and

937
00:52:20,239 --> 00:52:23,120
Speaker 6: stuff like that, I've always had a lot of family struggles,

938
00:52:23,160 --> 00:52:27,400
Speaker 6: and I planned on leaving one day, and I decided

939
00:52:27,440 --> 00:52:29,279
Speaker 6: to stay with my boyfriend for a while, but I

940
00:52:29,320 --> 00:52:33,360
Speaker 6: had to go back because of COVID, And then during quarantine,

941
00:52:33,480 --> 00:52:37,160
Speaker 6: my mom kicked me out, so I was homeless, and

942
00:52:37,560 --> 00:52:41,560
Speaker 6: I went back to live with my boyfriend, but I

943
00:52:41,600 --> 00:52:43,680
Speaker 6: couldn't really live there. I didn't have money. I was

944
00:52:43,719 --> 00:52:46,920
Speaker 6: just staying there and I spent the whole summer just

945
00:52:47,000 --> 00:52:53,239
Speaker 6: kind of fucking around, you know. And now I got

946
00:52:53,280 --> 00:52:57,080
Speaker 6: a temporary job and I moved into a place with

947
00:52:57,080 --> 00:53:01,399
Speaker 6: one of my best friends, and it's just been it's

948
00:53:01,440 --> 00:53:03,520
Speaker 6: been a really crazy year.

949
00:53:03,800 --> 00:53:04,000
Speaker 5: You know.

950
00:53:06,000 --> 00:53:09,239
Speaker 4: That's awesome. Do you feel better having sort of gotten

951
00:53:09,239 --> 00:53:09,879
Speaker 4: your footing a bit?

952
00:53:13,080 --> 00:53:17,239
Speaker 6: Some Sometimes it's like a lot of times it's like

953
00:53:17,719 --> 00:53:19,960
Speaker 6: hard to tell if things are better or worse, or

954
00:53:19,960 --> 00:53:22,920
Speaker 6: if things are just different. If that makes sense.

955
00:53:23,480 --> 00:53:29,279
Speaker 4: Why did your mom kick you out?

956
00:53:30,280 --> 00:53:33,880
Speaker 6: There's a lot of My mom has a lot of issues,

957
00:53:34,000 --> 00:53:39,480
Speaker 6: and I wanted to leave myself because it was always

958
00:53:39,600 --> 00:53:42,240
Speaker 6: very toxic and stuff, and it was kind of crazy

959
00:53:42,600 --> 00:53:48,399
Speaker 6: that she ended up kicking me out, and she said

960
00:53:48,440 --> 00:53:50,520
Speaker 6: she was she'd always just say she's tired of my

961
00:53:50,560 --> 00:53:55,040
Speaker 6: attitude and things like that, you know, but she put

962
00:53:55,080 --> 00:53:58,799
Speaker 6: me through a crazy year the year before and it

963
00:53:58,880 --> 00:54:01,680
Speaker 6: was just kind of really out of left field, and

964
00:54:01,719 --> 00:54:04,359
Speaker 6: she just told me like to look for shelters and

965
00:54:07,360 --> 00:54:08,960
Speaker 6: I don't know, Sorry if I'm kind of all over

966
00:54:09,000 --> 00:54:09,400
Speaker 6: the place.

967
00:54:10,040 --> 00:54:15,000
Speaker 4: No, you're fine, man, m all right. So you said

968
00:54:15,000 --> 00:54:18,759
Speaker 4: a few different things and you said, of you, Oh,

969
00:54:18,880 --> 00:54:20,759
Speaker 4: I'm sorry, I'm I'm on backtracking. I'm thinking of what

970
00:54:20,760 --> 00:54:24,440
Speaker 4: you said. You said, I'm thinking of a few different things. Yeah.

971
00:54:25,960 --> 00:54:27,360
Speaker 4: Is there anything else that you were thinking of that

972
00:54:27,400 --> 00:54:28,560
Speaker 4: you hadn't said already?

973
00:54:30,120 --> 00:54:35,040
Speaker 6: Yeah. Uh, I'm a little distracted because my roommates cat's

974
00:54:35,040 --> 00:54:36,840
Speaker 6: attacking my cat off to the side.

975
00:54:37,440 --> 00:54:37,560
Speaker 5: Uh.

976
00:54:38,600 --> 00:54:41,680
Speaker 6: I was also oneed, is there anything that you're not

977
00:54:41,760 --> 00:54:44,239
Speaker 6: allowed to talk about on here? Like? Is there anything sus?

978
00:54:45,760 --> 00:54:51,000
Speaker 4: Uh? Let's see. Uh don't say any slurs. But I

979
00:54:51,040 --> 00:54:59,880
Speaker 4: didn't peg that of you. I think a first, do

980
00:54:59,880 --> 00:55:01,719
Speaker 4: you you have a real therapist?

981
00:55:02,719 --> 00:55:07,080
Speaker 6: I had one once and I had a counselor before. Uh,

982
00:55:07,960 --> 00:55:11,880
Speaker 6: I'm on a wait list, but things are tough, you know,

983
00:55:11,960 --> 00:55:14,320
Speaker 6: and a lot of my cat's trying to eat weed.

984
00:55:16,280 --> 00:55:16,600
Speaker 3: Stop.

985
00:55:18,600 --> 00:55:21,719
Speaker 4: I think my thing is, you know, I'm not I've

986
00:55:21,840 --> 00:55:24,279
Speaker 4: obviously not a real therapist. I'm not even a real

987
00:55:24,320 --> 00:55:26,280
Speaker 4: person computer.

988
00:55:27,400 --> 00:55:29,880
Speaker 6: You can literally steer me anywhere. I can talk about

989
00:55:29,920 --> 00:55:32,120
Speaker 6: anything forever. I'll talk I.

990
00:55:32,080 --> 00:55:35,000
Speaker 4: Mean you, but other but look other than that with you,

991
00:55:35,000 --> 00:55:37,839
Speaker 4: you look you don't seem like you're gonna come at

992
00:55:37,880 --> 00:55:41,399
Speaker 4: me with anything that fucking you know that. I'd be like, yeah,

993
00:55:41,400 --> 00:55:44,040
Speaker 4: we can't. We can't talk about that. On here. You

994
00:55:44,280 --> 00:55:46,080
Speaker 4: can talk about pretty much whatever you want and hit me,

995
00:55:46,120 --> 00:55:47,839
Speaker 4: what's up? What's what? What do you what do you think?

996
00:55:47,880 --> 00:55:49,480
Speaker 4: I'll think it's sus.

997
00:55:49,480 --> 00:55:52,000
Speaker 6: I can I can try to be like more.

998
00:55:53,000 --> 00:55:53,520
Speaker 5: You don't have to.

999
00:55:53,520 --> 00:55:55,040
Speaker 4: Try to be you don't have to try to be anything.

1000
00:55:55,080 --> 00:55:55,360
Speaker 6: What were you?

1001
00:55:55,440 --> 00:55:56,319
Speaker 4: What were you going to tell me?

1002
00:55:57,560 --> 00:56:03,400
Speaker 6: I was just thinking about the whole thrills thing, and Okay,

1003
00:56:04,960 --> 00:56:08,480
Speaker 6: how I'm feeling very blasse? I guess you'd say, is

1004
00:56:08,760 --> 00:56:11,440
Speaker 6: I think that's the term with like life, and a

1005
00:56:11,440 --> 00:56:14,640
Speaker 6: lot of people around me and people my age are

1006
00:56:14,640 --> 00:56:17,080
Speaker 6: feeling the same way. And I don't know if it's

1007
00:56:17,080 --> 00:56:19,640
Speaker 6: an everywhere thing or because I'm in a small city,

1008
00:56:19,840 --> 00:56:25,520
Speaker 6: but thrilling, thrilling experiences is such a huge thing for everyone.

1009
00:56:25,760 --> 00:56:29,759
Speaker 6: Everyone just wants to feel something all the time. And

1010
00:56:30,680 --> 00:56:34,879
Speaker 6: it's created this like drug culture, you know, and it's

1011
00:56:34,920 --> 00:56:41,200
Speaker 6: really scary to me and concerning to me that that's

1012
00:56:41,719 --> 00:56:46,560
Speaker 6: what so many people around me see as they're through

1013
00:56:46,920 --> 00:56:47,239
Speaker 6: you know.

1014
00:56:48,400 --> 00:56:54,279
Speaker 4: Yeah, absolutely, are you? Is that again? I'm not a

1015
00:56:54,320 --> 00:56:57,680
Speaker 4: real therapist, you know, but I mean, is that something

1016
00:56:57,719 --> 00:57:00,000
Speaker 4: that you're worried about happening with you?

1017
00:57:01,000 --> 00:57:03,160
Speaker 6: I know I wouldn't be able to do it, just

1018
00:57:03,200 --> 00:57:05,560
Speaker 6: because of the way that my mind is. I know

1019
00:57:05,960 --> 00:57:11,960
Speaker 6: it wouldn't benefit me in any positive way. And it's

1020
00:57:12,920 --> 00:57:17,000
Speaker 6: it's just kind of crazy how abundant it is. And

1021
00:57:17,080 --> 00:57:20,959
Speaker 6: like my the people around me range all all over

1022
00:57:21,040 --> 00:57:25,440
Speaker 6: in their twenties and it's just so it's everywhere. It's

1023
00:57:25,480 --> 00:57:28,160
Speaker 6: just everyone all the time. And I didn't expect that,

1024
00:57:28,400 --> 00:57:32,000
Speaker 6: and I feel like I'm going to lose people. But

1025
00:57:32,040 --> 00:57:35,160
Speaker 6: I don't want to lose people. And that's not where

1026
00:57:35,200 --> 00:57:39,480
Speaker 6: I I don't draw happiness from that.

1027
00:57:39,760 --> 00:57:42,840
Speaker 4: You know, what do you why do you feel like?

1028
00:57:42,920 --> 00:57:45,560
Speaker 4: And you sort of mentioned you sort of talked about

1029
00:57:45,560 --> 00:57:47,480
Speaker 4: this a little bit, but you know, if you wanted

1030
00:57:47,480 --> 00:57:49,680
Speaker 4: to elaborate why why do you feel like so many

1031
00:57:49,760 --> 00:57:55,160
Speaker 4: people are being drawn towards drugs where you.

1032
00:57:55,160 --> 00:58:01,320
Speaker 6: Are, it's there's I try talking people out of it

1033
00:58:01,400 --> 00:58:05,160
Speaker 6: and things like that, and it's I guess it's a

1034
00:58:05,160 --> 00:58:07,480
Speaker 6: part of a part of it is because it's such

1035
00:58:07,720 --> 00:58:11,280
Speaker 6: a thing, like it's so normalized. Everyone's just like, what

1036
00:58:11,320 --> 00:58:13,240
Speaker 6: are we doing on the weekend? Oh, we're gonna get

1037
00:58:13,280 --> 00:58:17,240
Speaker 6: fucked up? Like it's what people do for fun, you know,

1038
00:58:17,480 --> 00:58:20,720
Speaker 6: like they're like, what do we want to do that'll

1039
00:58:20,760 --> 00:58:23,920
Speaker 6: make us feel something? Oh, let's all do drugs?

1040
00:58:25,920 --> 00:58:28,840
Speaker 4: Are you talking like, you know, I'm curious, are you

1041
00:58:28,920 --> 00:58:32,280
Speaker 4: talking like smoking pot? Or are you talking about like

1042
00:58:32,680 --> 00:58:35,440
Speaker 4: popping pills? Stuff that's like a little bit harder than that.

1043
00:58:37,760 --> 00:58:42,320
Speaker 6: Everyone smokes. Everyone smokes weed. That's not what I mean.

1044
00:58:42,400 --> 00:58:45,480
Speaker 6: Like that's a whole different kind of like thing. I mean,

1045
00:58:45,600 --> 00:58:50,240
Speaker 6: like Mollie is like super big, like that kind of

1046
00:58:50,400 --> 00:58:55,360
Speaker 6: molly shrooms all that stuff, you know, nothing like not

1047
00:58:55,480 --> 00:59:01,720
Speaker 6: like no one's like shooting up, you know, I hopefully.

1048
00:59:00,480 --> 00:59:02,840
Speaker 4: Yeah, I think, well, I mean a lot of this

1049
00:59:02,960 --> 00:59:05,200
Speaker 4: is a very basic thing. And again I'm not a

1050
00:59:05,240 --> 00:59:09,840
Speaker 4: real person at all, but uh, you know, I feel

1051
00:59:09,880 --> 00:59:13,560
Speaker 4: like a lot of that happens, and you probably you

1052
00:59:13,600 --> 00:59:15,440
Speaker 4: were kind of saying, this is like if you have

1053
00:59:15,480 --> 00:59:24,480
Speaker 4: nothing else to do, yeah, that's what you do.

1054
00:59:24,480 --> 00:59:26,200
Speaker 6: Do you have any opinion on it? Do you think

1055
00:59:26,240 --> 00:59:28,000
Speaker 6: it's like do you think it's chill?

1056
00:59:28,160 --> 00:59:31,280
Speaker 4: Or do I think what's chill? Doing a bunch of

1057
00:59:31,320 --> 00:59:32,920
Speaker 4: molly and shrooms all the time?

1058
00:59:33,720 --> 00:59:33,959
Speaker 6: Yeah?

1059
00:59:35,640 --> 00:59:38,400
Speaker 4: Uh, it depends. It depends how you define chill.

1060
00:59:40,160 --> 00:59:40,560
Speaker 6: Mm hmm.

1061
00:59:44,320 --> 00:59:44,560
Speaker 7: Nah.

1062
00:59:45,040 --> 00:59:51,000
Speaker 4: Uh, Well, well, well what do I mean. It's probably

1063
00:59:51,040 --> 00:59:54,160
Speaker 4: gotten way worse than COVID. It's you know, it's probably

1064
00:59:54,200 --> 00:59:56,720
Speaker 4: gotten way worse with COVID because people aren't allowed to

1065
00:59:56,800 --> 01:00:00,720
Speaker 4: fucking go outside, but even before I I think the

1066
01:00:00,760 --> 01:00:02,720
Speaker 4: tendency now is to blame everything on COVID, But I

1067
01:00:02,720 --> 01:00:06,440
Speaker 4: think even before, like you know, people were doing drugs

1068
01:00:06,480 --> 01:00:12,960
Speaker 4: because they're bored, long before COVID. I don't know. I

1069
01:00:12,960 --> 01:00:19,160
Speaker 4: don't have like an answer of any kind. But it's hard.

1070
01:00:19,200 --> 01:00:22,400
Speaker 4: It's hard to find. It's I think in general, it's

1071
01:00:22,440 --> 01:00:26,760
Speaker 4: fucking hard to find shit to do, especially.

1072
01:00:26,400 --> 01:00:29,440
Speaker 6: When you're in a small city and you run out

1073
01:00:29,480 --> 01:00:31,880
Speaker 6: of things to do in your first few years of life,

1074
01:00:32,240 --> 01:00:35,160
Speaker 6: and then you turn like nineteen and you get some

1075
01:00:35,320 --> 01:00:39,720
Speaker 6: new things to do. You know, and it gets very

1076
01:00:39,760 --> 01:00:40,680
Speaker 6: old quickly.

1077
01:00:42,400 --> 01:00:44,640
Speaker 4: I've thought about this in general, like in life, how

1078
01:00:44,680 --> 01:00:48,600
Speaker 4: much is there? How much? It's it's so funny because

1079
01:00:48,640 --> 01:00:52,000
Speaker 4: I'm a strong believer in the op both sides of

1080
01:00:52,040 --> 01:00:55,919
Speaker 4: this is like, hey, you know, how much is there

1081
01:00:55,960 --> 01:01:01,560
Speaker 4: really to fucking do in in life? Like like when

1082
01:01:01,600 --> 01:01:07,000
Speaker 4: you think about like what, you go to a restaurant,

1083
01:01:08,440 --> 01:01:11,960
Speaker 4: you go to see it, you go out to a movie, Yeah,

1084
01:01:13,360 --> 01:01:14,560
Speaker 4: you see your friends.

1085
01:01:14,680 --> 01:01:16,800
Speaker 6: I wish it didn't stress me out. I really wish

1086
01:01:16,920 --> 01:01:19,080
Speaker 6: that I was fine with everything and that I could

1087
01:01:19,560 --> 01:01:21,800
Speaker 6: do that and that it didn't freak me out. Like

1088
01:01:21,840 --> 01:01:24,720
Speaker 6: I feel like partially it's because of things I grew

1089
01:01:24,800 --> 01:01:28,840
Speaker 6: up around, like suss shit with like my mom and stuff,

1090
01:01:28,880 --> 01:01:32,360
Speaker 6: and it freaks me out. But I have struggled for

1091
01:01:32,520 --> 01:01:33,160
Speaker 6: so many.

1092
01:01:32,960 --> 01:01:34,680
Speaker 4: What freaks you out? I was talking about a bunch

1093
01:01:34,720 --> 01:01:37,400
Speaker 4: of shit. What specifically from what I just said freaks

1094
01:01:37,400 --> 01:01:37,800
Speaker 4: you out?

1095
01:01:38,200 --> 01:01:42,520
Speaker 6: Uh, like just the the I don't know IF's specifically

1096
01:01:42,520 --> 01:01:46,439
Speaker 6: what you're saying, but just thinking about like the normalization

1097
01:01:46,600 --> 01:01:49,520
Speaker 6: of everything and like seeing it all around me. It's

1098
01:01:49,560 --> 01:01:52,600
Speaker 6: just like it's not that I think it's bad, it's

1099
01:01:52,640 --> 01:01:56,479
Speaker 6: just you know, I don't even know Uh, I don't

1100
01:01:56,480 --> 01:01:59,919
Speaker 6: even know if this was what I'm meant to talk about.

1101
01:02:00,080 --> 01:02:02,240
Speaker 6: I guess there's nothing you're supposed to talk about. I

1102
01:02:02,320 --> 01:02:06,160
Speaker 6: just start to hate myself the more I talk.

1103
01:02:07,240 --> 01:02:08,920
Speaker 4: Why. I don't know why. I don't hate yourself.

1104
01:02:10,640 --> 01:02:13,160
Speaker 6: I can't really help it, you know. I would like

1105
01:02:13,200 --> 01:02:16,840
Speaker 6: to see sure, But I my dilemma. I'm a I'm

1106
01:02:16,840 --> 01:02:20,840
Speaker 6: a huge fucking extrovert. I love talking. I love people,

1107
01:02:21,200 --> 01:02:25,000
Speaker 6: and but the older and older I get, the worse

1108
01:02:25,160 --> 01:02:29,480
Speaker 6: my like anxiety gets and stuff like that. I I

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Speaker 6: love to talk, though, So if you have anything you'd

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01:02:33,880 --> 01:02:35,280
Speaker 6: like to talk about, let me let.

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Speaker 4: Me ask you. Let me ask you one final thing.

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Speaker 4: What you said you've been to therapy. Yeah, when you

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01:02:42,040 --> 01:02:44,560
Speaker 4: tell you, and I'm assuming you've you've talked about these

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01:02:45,760 --> 01:02:50,320
Speaker 4: similarish things that we've talked about tonight with your therapist. No,

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01:02:51,280 --> 01:02:55,480
Speaker 4: you haven't. No, I uh, that's because that's that's what

1116
01:02:55,520 --> 01:02:58,000
Speaker 4: I'm That's what I tell you. Anytime anyone comes on

1117
01:02:58,120 --> 01:03:00,160
Speaker 4: and and sort of talks about things where we're where,

1118
01:03:00,160 --> 01:03:02,360
Speaker 4: it's like they should talk about that with a real therapist.

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01:03:02,400 --> 01:03:03,600
Speaker 4: That's what I always say, is you should tell you

1120
01:03:03,640 --> 01:03:05,320
Speaker 4: should go talk about this with a real therapist and

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01:03:05,320 --> 01:03:06,240
Speaker 4: see what they have to say.

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01:03:06,880 --> 01:03:09,960
Speaker 6: I know, and now I I feel like I've wasted something.

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Speaker 4: I want to I want to No, no, no, no,

1124
01:03:12,120 --> 01:03:14,720
Speaker 4: that's just all fake. This isn't real. This is a no, no,

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01:03:14,720 --> 01:03:18,480
Speaker 4: no wrong. People are look for the past how long?

1126
01:03:19,400 --> 01:03:22,320
Speaker 4: For the past sixteen minutes? Everyone else, they're on this

1127
01:03:22,360 --> 01:03:26,240
Speaker 4: website watching people play fucking call of duty. That's not

1128
01:03:26,480 --> 01:03:29,360
Speaker 4: that's not any worse than what we're doing here. You

1129
01:03:29,400 --> 01:03:32,240
Speaker 4: didn't waste anything, so don't.

1130
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Speaker 6: I just you're a new person, and i'd like to.

1131
01:03:38,040 --> 01:03:42,160
Speaker 6: I'd like to learn something of your thoughts. I'd like to.

1132
01:03:43,640 --> 01:03:45,760
Speaker 6: I don't know if gained something from the interaction is

1133
01:03:45,800 --> 01:03:48,840
Speaker 6: the right word. I've definitely gained something, I guess in

1134
01:03:48,960 --> 01:03:52,440
Speaker 6: not being a coward and actually calling in even though

1135
01:03:52,440 --> 01:03:55,920
Speaker 6: I'm terrified. You know, well, I'm.

1136
01:03:55,720 --> 01:03:59,040
Speaker 4: Glad you did. Man. You know what's final? I was

1137
01:04:00,800 --> 01:04:03,560
Speaker 4: don't hate, don't hate? You know what's funny? I uh,

1138
01:04:04,960 --> 01:04:08,200
Speaker 4: I've been listening to Sometimes. What I'll do actually is

1139
01:04:08,880 --> 01:04:12,560
Speaker 4: I'll call in to other Reddit other something. A lot

1140
01:04:12,600 --> 01:04:14,840
Speaker 4: of other people will host call in shows on Reddit.

1141
01:04:14,960 --> 01:04:19,439
Speaker 4: Sometimes I'll call into their shows and yeah, and I've

1142
01:04:19,520 --> 01:04:23,080
Speaker 4: never it's there was some sort of fucking brain thing

1143
01:04:23,120 --> 01:04:25,720
Speaker 4: going on, because doing this stream does not make me nervous,

1144
01:04:25,760 --> 01:04:30,439
Speaker 4: even when there's like five it's it's like nervous, isn't

1145
01:04:30,440 --> 01:04:32,480
Speaker 4: the right word something. It's like stressful, but not like

1146
01:04:33,080 --> 01:04:33,720
Speaker 4: I don't get.

1147
01:04:33,800 --> 01:04:36,200
Speaker 6: Nervous because you're Is it because you're the gag?

1148
01:04:37,840 --> 01:04:41,360
Speaker 4: I guess? But when I call in to other people's

1149
01:04:41,560 --> 01:04:45,520
Speaker 4: shows for some reason, I get nervous. I'm like, I'm like,

1150
01:04:45,560 --> 01:04:48,080
Speaker 4: what the fuck is that? That makes no sense. It's fine,

1151
01:04:48,120 --> 01:04:53,320
Speaker 4: it's giving me more of a more of a idea

1152
01:04:53,360 --> 01:04:55,520
Speaker 4: of what it's like to be on the other side.

1153
01:04:55,840 --> 01:04:58,760
Speaker 4: And then I think about, like, you know what I'm

1154
01:04:58,760 --> 01:05:01,120
Speaker 4: talking I'm not nervous doing this by other people on

1155
01:05:01,120 --> 01:05:03,800
Speaker 4: the other side are nervous, and I know what that

1156
01:05:03,800 --> 01:05:05,560
Speaker 4: feels like now because I've been calling into other people's

1157
01:05:05,560 --> 01:05:09,000
Speaker 4: streams and I'm like, well, that's a weird dynamic. I

1158
01:05:09,000 --> 01:05:11,280
Speaker 4: hope I haven't said anything to anyone that makes them

1159
01:05:11,360 --> 01:05:12,920
Speaker 4: fucking go crazy or anything.

1160
01:05:14,080 --> 01:05:18,200
Speaker 6: Yeah, I uh, I don't. I don't even know, man.

1161
01:05:18,280 --> 01:05:21,440
Speaker 6: I also wanted to say, since it's your uh, I

1162
01:05:21,440 --> 01:05:24,000
Speaker 6: don't know if you change questions every night, like is

1163
01:05:24,040 --> 01:05:25,080
Speaker 6: that something you do or.

1164
01:05:25,520 --> 01:05:28,360
Speaker 4: I'm crazy, man, I don't even exist. Man, you're we're

1165
01:05:28,360 --> 01:05:29,920
Speaker 4: both in a dream right now. What's up?

1166
01:05:30,040 --> 01:05:32,800
Speaker 6: I just want to say, COVID. One of the things

1167
01:05:32,840 --> 01:05:36,480
Speaker 6: that pisses me off so much is uh that shows

1168
01:05:36,480 --> 01:05:38,959
Speaker 6: are canceled and then you can't pet people's dogs, because

1169
01:05:39,000 --> 01:05:42,680
Speaker 6: those two things that that gives me a thrill meeting

1170
01:05:42,680 --> 01:05:46,600
Speaker 6: people's dogs and falling in a mosh pit and getting

1171
01:05:46,720 --> 01:05:47,600
Speaker 6: fucking picked up.

1172
01:05:48,560 --> 01:05:50,680
Speaker 4: Well, man, look you can. You can pet me anytime

1173
01:05:50,720 --> 01:05:51,480
Speaker 4: you want.

1174
01:05:53,480 --> 01:05:55,600
Speaker 6: Thank you, mister gecko, of course.

1175
01:05:55,640 --> 01:05:57,400
Speaker 4: Now what you say your name was doctor?

1176
01:05:57,560 --> 01:05:59,600
Speaker 6: Are you a doctor? Gecko?

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01:06:01,240 --> 01:06:03,240
Speaker 4: I have no idea what the hell I am? But

1178
01:06:03,280 --> 01:06:06,800
Speaker 4: who are you? What's your name? My name is Ezra,

1179
01:06:07,800 --> 01:06:10,600
Speaker 4: Ezra Well, Ezra man, thank you for calling in, dude,

1180
01:06:10,720 --> 01:06:13,040
Speaker 4: and uh well, best of luck to you. Go try

1181
01:06:13,040 --> 01:06:16,000
Speaker 4: to see a real therapist if you can about this stuff.

1182
01:06:16,040 --> 01:06:22,320
Speaker 4: But I appreciate your calling in. No, I think everyone

1183
01:06:22,400 --> 01:06:24,480
Speaker 4: should probably at least try therapy.

1184
01:06:26,640 --> 01:06:27,840
Speaker 9: Iat.

1185
01:06:28,240 --> 01:06:30,000
Speaker 6: Sorry, people have said something nice.

1186
01:06:31,000 --> 01:06:32,960
Speaker 4: I'll talk to you soon, Ezra. Do take care, man,

1187
01:06:33,440 --> 01:06:34,680
Speaker 4: I thought people would be mean.

1188
01:06:35,440 --> 01:06:37,080
Speaker 6: Thank you. Have a good night. Man.

1189
01:06:37,720 --> 01:06:43,360
Speaker 4: Let her only goes on the line.

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01:06:43,240 --> 01:06:47,320
Speaker 6: Taking his own calls every night.

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01:06:47,480 --> 01:06:53,520
Speaker 4: He was teaching you