WEBVTT - A New Chapter with Hannah Brown

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<v Speaker 1>Wind Down with Janet Kramer and I'm Heeart Radio podcast.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, so we're back.

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<v Speaker 3>Quick, name your most codependent friend. While you were filming

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<v Speaker 3>Christen n I was like Hi, I was like, Hi,

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<v Speaker 3>would you do in?

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<v Speaker 2>Hi? How's your first day?

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<v Speaker 4>Hey?

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<v Speaker 2>Checking in? On your second day?

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<v Speaker 3>You would text anything and I'd be like hi, yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>go within four seconds.

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<v Speaker 2>You guys, we have a special guest today, stunning special guests.

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<v Speaker 2>We've got my niece Ava joining us today. Yay, it's

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<v Speaker 2>our seventeenth birthday, so listen to this. Okay, So Ava

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<v Speaker 2>just turn seventeen today and I'm like, bless, what a

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<v Speaker 2>time to be alive seventeen But like, is it though? No?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh well that's sad.

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<v Speaker 2>But I wouldn't want to be seventeen in this day

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<v Speaker 2>and age in social media. I would give I would

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<v Speaker 2>rather be seventeen back then than now. I would say

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<v Speaker 2>that too. Would you there never have social media or

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<v Speaker 2>have social media? Never have social media? Thank you? That's

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<v Speaker 2>why I'm giving me.

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<v Speaker 1>But would you would you get rid of it now

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<v Speaker 1>that you've had it?

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<v Speaker 4>Now? No? Because I tried deleting social media, like I

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<v Speaker 4>deleted Snapchat and I was just left out of everything.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so I'm hearing that about the whole Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't so my kids some are on social media. However,

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<v Speaker 1>the Snapchat was a no for me. Yeah, but then

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<v Speaker 1>I gave in for Caden and high school because apparently

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<v Speaker 1>that's how everyone communicates.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah. I think I have like three of my friends numbers.

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<v Speaker 4>Other than that, it's just all Snapchat.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, wait what He's like, that's just how

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<v Speaker 1>everybody communicates, and I'm like, this is not cool.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't like Snapchat doesn't have like forums of like commenting,

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<v Speaker 2>do they.

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<v Speaker 4>No, that's just like more Instagram TikTok.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>See that's where I'm like, I will not give kids

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<v Speaker 2>until high school. We were to have that conversation.

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<v Speaker 1>So Snapchat is the one there where they get in

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<v Speaker 1>trouble because it gives away because it goes away.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah yeah, there's like unless you screenshot or save it

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<v Speaker 4>in the chat, like it's no proof.

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<v Speaker 2>But like if you could never have Instagram or any

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<v Speaker 2>of those things, you wish that you never.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I mean if no one else had it, then

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<v Speaker 4>I'd be fine without having it, But with everyone having it,

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<v Speaker 4>I feel like I kind of have to, Like, I mean,

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<v Speaker 4>I don't have to my kids.

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<v Speaker 2>Gonna hate me, because that's just it's gonna be it. No,

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<v Speaker 2>I think we're resurrecting old school parenting our generation. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>there's a lot of just going to be a straight

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<v Speaker 2>Now is she going to hate me? No?

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<v Speaker 4>I mean I know a lot of people who don't

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<v Speaker 4>have social media. O great, But I mean I didn't

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<v Speaker 4>get I was allowed Snapchat, Instagram, TikTok. I kind of

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<v Speaker 4>had it anyways, but.

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<v Speaker 1>I candle and then there's that just so y'all, y'all, No,

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<v Speaker 1>that's what happens.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I think I downloaded Snapchat in seventh grade and

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<v Speaker 4>I wasn't allowed to have it, and I kind of

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<v Speaker 4>delete it on and off my phone.

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<v Speaker 2>But now that's why I'm getting Life three, not like

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<v Speaker 2>you're sixty. I'm doing Covenant Eyes. I have devices.

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<v Speaker 1>I have Safer Kid and it alerts me when ever anything. Now, granted, yes,

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<v Speaker 1>I have allowed my kids to have Instagram, which is fine.

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<v Speaker 1>Everyone can judge me or whatever. But I also have

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<v Speaker 1>their accounts and I go on it daily and I

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<v Speaker 1>get notifications anytime they get anything. So for me, I

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<v Speaker 1>could control that one Snapchat, I don't know well enough.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't control it. I can't. That one scares me.

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<v Speaker 2>So the reason I won't do that is because I

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<v Speaker 2>don't want to control, I mean for me, because it's

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<v Speaker 2>two for my past. I don't want to look. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't want to control. I'd rather just them not have it.

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<v Speaker 2>So I don't even feel like look at it, you

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<v Speaker 2>know what I mean, where it's like that way, they

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<v Speaker 2>don't feel like I'm invading or or like I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, it's just I'm out. So I had a.

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<v Speaker 3>Mom friend who thought she was monitoring their Instagram, but

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<v Speaker 3>they also had a different Instagram.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh for sure, will and she like the.

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<v Speaker 3>One we were all seeing was like Hallelujah, church girl,

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<v Speaker 3>praise and worship, and then the one on the side

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<v Speaker 3>was like wait, I'm sorry, and we get one more

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<v Speaker 3>inch on that skirt.

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<v Speaker 2>Maam.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, that's why I think the other stuff so important,

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<v Speaker 1>like what they're downloading, like you can get notifications on

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<v Speaker 1>what they download and stuff, because they will do all

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<v Speaker 1>kinds of things and what works for I mean, if

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<v Speaker 1>I'm paying for your phone, then I have every right.

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<v Speaker 2>Amen, that's my opinion.

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<v Speaker 1>If I'm paying for your phone and I can look

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<v Speaker 1>at your text messages, I can look at what you've done.

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<v Speaker 1>I can do whatever I want, and I do and

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<v Speaker 1>I don't. Some people get more leeway in my house

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<v Speaker 1>than others.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, those that don't need it, or those that show

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<v Speaker 2>you that they don't. You probably don't.

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<v Speaker 1>So there's just different.

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<v Speaker 2>Do your parents look at your phone?

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<v Speaker 6>No?

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<v Speaker 4>Not no more. But my mom has an app where

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<v Speaker 4>she like can control my phone. So yeah, she sees

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<v Speaker 4>like everywhere, Well, she has Life through sixty two, so

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<v Speaker 4>she can see where I'm at all times. Yeah, and

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<v Speaker 4>then she can see every app I download. If I'm

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<v Speaker 4>like at school or I have to study, she just

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<v Speaker 4>will shut off my whole phone completely.

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<v Speaker 2>Good on.

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<v Speaker 1>I do that too.

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<v Speaker 2>I love that. That feels really good to me. Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>so I have an announcement to make.

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<v Speaker 1>I just it's like, somehow I'm not surprised Cat.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm always like on the edge of my seat, and

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<v Speaker 3>Cat soays like, here we go.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I got no clue where we're going with this.

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<v Speaker 2>But never you can't even get it.

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<v Speaker 3>Sometimes it's that she's switched shampoo, and sometimes it's that.

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<v Speaker 1>We changed it's important or literally you can't get it.

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<v Speaker 2>Nope, No, I took a pregnancy test.

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<v Speaker 1>You're not telling us on there so it was negative.

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<v Speaker 1>There's no way.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't believe what Kat just said. I don't believe

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<v Speaker 3>I would not tell us. Oh, there is no way.

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<v Speaker 3>And you're an actress, dammit, go.

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<v Speaker 2>Cramer, go. So I was late. Can you continue? For

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<v Speaker 2>the love of Jesus, I feel like.

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<v Speaker 1>Some minutes last, I need to know the whole story.

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<v Speaker 1>This is why I haven't asked. I've been tempted to ask.

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<v Speaker 2>Of course you've been tempted. I'm just going to wait.

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<v Speaker 2>So we had a little whoopsie. Speaking of seventeen. Speaking

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<v Speaker 2>of seventeen, this is for you. You have to be

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<v Speaker 2>careful because sometimes guys just forget Okay.

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<v Speaker 1>Let's guys. I can't okay, okay, seventeen I know, but

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<v Speaker 1>so your mom just shut off her phone.

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<v Speaker 2>Podcast she should have your.

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<v Speaker 5>No.

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<v Speaker 2>But you know, you have to be careful.

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<v Speaker 3>You know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 2>They have to you have to be very careful. And

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<v Speaker 2>I'm very much like I am not careful. Well I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know so anyways, but something and it just happened

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<v Speaker 2>to be the actual day that I was ovulating that

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<v Speaker 2>when I started counting, I was like, oh my god, this,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm going to be pregnant, like no doubt, and so

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<v Speaker 2>that that like that morning when I was literally like

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<v Speaker 2>something took over my body because I was just like what,

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<v Speaker 2>because I'm like, if I wanted, if we were to

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<v Speaker 2>have another baby, I want to be able to have

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<v Speaker 2>a be on when we discuss it and we have

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<v Speaker 2>a conversation and when we talk about it and we

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<v Speaker 2>really sit down and go, Okay, are we going to

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<v Speaker 2>do this again? Remember that seventeen There's a lot to discuss.

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<v Speaker 2>That's right, Yeah, continue, please gone. So I was obviously

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<v Speaker 2>not very happy because that was just kind of like

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<v Speaker 2>that conversation was just not had. And again he's always

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<v Speaker 2>so careful, so like I wasn't like mad at him

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<v Speaker 2>because it's like he's never happened like that before. It

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<v Speaker 2>was just like this, it's literally never happened before.

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<v Speaker 3>It's always wild to talk about this stuff too. It's

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<v Speaker 3>like we all know what we're talking about.

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<v Speaker 2>And it's also just like bless you allen, but it's

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<v Speaker 2>never happened before, like ever, He's so careful so well

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<v Speaker 2>at least once before. Go ahead. So then Jace takes

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<v Speaker 2>this little rock and he goes out of nowhere. I

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<v Speaker 2>mean literally out of nowhere. Dear God, I want to

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<v Speaker 2>have I want my mommy to have another baby, and

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<v Speaker 2>praise to this rock. And I was like, throw the

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<v Speaker 2>rock outside shop the rock a real rock and a

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<v Speaker 2>hard play. I was like, oh my god. I was

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<v Speaker 2>like between like the freak thing that's never happened, like

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<v Speaker 2>minus that one time, then like the rock incident. I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>oh this is I'm so going to be pregnant. So

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<v Speaker 2>then for two weeks after that, it was just like

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<v Speaker 2>I had to really like think about I'm on set,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, kind of worrying about it too. I'm like, shoot, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna have almost like Irish twins are going to

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<v Speaker 2>be like almost like eleven months apart, like you're apart.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, oh my gosha, I'm like, how am I

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<v Speaker 2>going to do this? Just trying to like figure it

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<v Speaker 2>all out. But then and then I was like, so

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<v Speaker 2>then I started to freak out. I'm still not not

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<v Speaker 2>freaking out, so we have because we haven't gotten to

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<v Speaker 2>the end of it. So then I take a test

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<v Speaker 2>and I see a faint, faint, faint faint just like

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<v Speaker 2>my first test, faint faint line right, I can see

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<v Speaker 2>it sounds like I don't see it. I'm like, there's

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<v Speaker 2>a lie. It's a lie. Cramer, I see a lie.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm freaking out. But and I'm late, so I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>oh my god, Like this is how it happened with Ruman.

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<v Speaker 2>I had a faint little line and then I was pregnant.

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<v Speaker 2>So I was like, I'm totally pregnant, and who knows,

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<v Speaker 2>maybe the faint was like a little maybe, I don't know,

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<v Speaker 2>who knows. But then like three days later I started

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<v Speaker 2>my period. Okay, so and then and then I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>it's been like ten days. I have like I can't

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<v Speaker 2>stop leaving, but anyway, all over the place. I know,

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<v Speaker 2>it's been like all over But I literally was like,

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<v Speaker 2>but then when I got my period, this was the

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<v Speaker 2>breaking news. I was like, I kind of want another.

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<v Speaker 1>This was coming.

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<v Speaker 3>My pelvic floor was holding its breath the entire conversation.

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<v Speaker 1>Every woman kind of does that a little bit though, no,

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit like you don't really want one, but

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<v Speaker 1>then the thought of like you might be, and then

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<v Speaker 1>there's a I think there's a like a just a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit of disappointment, like maybe I did one.

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<v Speaker 2>It was I like, I kind of I didn't want one,

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<v Speaker 2>and this is Alan and I have since had the conversation.

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<v Speaker 2>He's like, we should be excited your period came, and

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, but now it made I had to I

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<v Speaker 2>was thinking for two weeks that I was pregnant or

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<v Speaker 2>like maybe pregnant. So I'm like I had to really

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<v Speaker 2>kind of like go through and I got to a

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<v Speaker 2>place where I'm like, I would love another one with

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<v Speaker 2>you on the right timeline. I was like, but I'm forty,

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<v Speaker 2>and that's that's the piece that stops me is I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>if I was younger, I would have another one in

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<v Speaker 2>a heartbeat. If I was thirty eight, i'd have another

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<v Speaker 2>one if I was Because I'm like, I keep envisioning

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<v Speaker 2>like this girl. So those the past two weeks, I

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<v Speaker 2>was like, I had these visions of like a little girl,

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<v Speaker 2>and I was like, if it is, it's a girl,

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<v Speaker 2>like I just know it, you know, and like so

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<v Speaker 2>I started to like kind of like visualize it.

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<v Speaker 3>I have a theory about miss this okay, the lateness. Okay,

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<v Speaker 3>So I've always thought that soul's float before they land

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<v Speaker 3>to make you do exactly what you're doing, which is

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<v Speaker 3>like trying it on in your brain, so I'll catch

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<v Speaker 3>you in a month. But if you're going to do that,

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<v Speaker 3>we need to know was are we still going to

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<v Speaker 3>get married far away?

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<v Speaker 2>And we've got a lot so I think, like, so

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<v Speaker 2>that's like because I'm like, he's either going to get

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<v Speaker 2>a snip like in the next month or two or

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<v Speaker 2>like you know. But I'm like, I don't think my

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<v Speaker 2>body could handle another one, and he doesn't want to

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<v Speaker 2>do ivah, So I think it's done. I also wanted one.

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<v Speaker 1>Does he want to He.

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<v Speaker 2>Said he'd be open to it, but again, it's like

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<v Speaker 2>my age and my pregnancy is like it'd be my

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<v Speaker 2>fourth sea section, which would be they say you should

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<v Speaker 2>stop at three. Gets dangerous, Yeah, I gets dangerous. I

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<v Speaker 2>already had like a quite traumatic like stuff that like,

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<v Speaker 2>so I think my body says no, but like this

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<v Speaker 2>little soul like I'm like the what I was thinking

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<v Speaker 2>of those two weeks, I was like and like to

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<v Speaker 2>have roman like when the kids leave, like then he

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<v Speaker 2>has a sibling and I don't know, but I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>it's the age it's stopping me. So I think it's

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<v Speaker 2>I think it's done. But there was a piece of

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<v Speaker 2>me that was like, if I was younger, I would

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<v Speaker 2>go more for sure. He doesn't want to do sarrogate.

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<v Speaker 2>I've already said. I was like, well how about we

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<v Speaker 2>try and do a surrogate and he's just like, I

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<v Speaker 2>don't want to do it that way. I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>all right, like I respect you know. Yeah, I'm like yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>So anyways, that's it. M hm, protect wrap it up.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh gosh, save yourself from one of those needs marriage.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean someone needs to say I'm gonna.

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<v Speaker 3>Be the one that's okay, Yeah I would. I would

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<v Speaker 3>have more kids if I was younger. I just feel

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<v Speaker 3>my body really went through it this time.

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<v Speaker 2>That's kind of the same thing. Yeah, I was thinking of.

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<v Speaker 2>But anyways, that's my that's my one story. And now

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<v Speaker 2>ave us here and she's young and seventeen and I

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<v Speaker 2>just got this like facial done in my face that

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna I was like, I'm gonna look like a

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<v Speaker 2>zoo animal. Your aunt's gonna look like a total zoo

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<v Speaker 2>animal tomorrow. I wish I looked like a zoo ann

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<v Speaker 2>to be young. Well, it's like, if I was seventeen,

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<v Speaker 2>what would you do differently? First of all, you want

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<v Speaker 2>to wear sunscreen so that you're not lasering and sprain.

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<v Speaker 1>That's a good way.

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<v Speaker 3>Twenty three years from now, I would say I would

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<v Speaker 3>more than I would have more faith in my own guts.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't think I trusted my gut enough good one

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<v Speaker 3>With boys, I knew what I knew what I knew,

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<v Speaker 3>But then I got distracted, which is with the age.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, did you really know that at seventeen? Because

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't.

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<v Speaker 2>I was so so boy crazy with like even when

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<v Speaker 2>Matt would like make me cry and I was like, no,

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<v Speaker 2>choose me, like I was still I didn't see that

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<v Speaker 2>the like, oh, that's not how it should be at

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<v Speaker 2>a zero percent.

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<v Speaker 3>Zero Yeah, I don't think it was more. I don't

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<v Speaker 3>think it was as like in depth as that. I

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<v Speaker 3>think I just knew what was good for me and

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<v Speaker 3>what wasn't good for me, but I kept choosing maybe

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<v Speaker 3>what wasn't good for me. Warp Tour was a thing

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<v Speaker 3>at a tub top. His name was Josh, and I

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<v Speaker 3>was like, oh my gosh, we get tota late. Just

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<v Speaker 3>keep calling each other.

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<v Speaker 2>On our flip phone. Yeah, I don't. We didn't even

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<v Speaker 2>have flip phones then right seventeen, we didn't have got

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<v Speaker 2>the bad orange.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah that like first phone Yeah yeah, yeah, that was

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<v Speaker 3>like as big as a throw pillow.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean I wasn't like crazy crazy boy crazy. I

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<v Speaker 1>mean I dated and stuff, but nothing major. I think

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<v Speaker 1>mine would be more about friends and like not taking

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<v Speaker 1>things so personally, not being a part of when so

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<v Speaker 1>and so is being mean to so and so, like

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<v Speaker 1>never being a part of that, Like just being stronger

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<v Speaker 1>and like the whole friend situation would be mine.

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<v Speaker 2>It's hard.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I look at it now with like my daughter,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm like, oh, well, they're just trying to fit in.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, man, can imagine if like people didn't do

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<v Speaker 1>that and they were just nice to everybody.

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<v Speaker 3>That's one thing I think about your generation I really

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<v Speaker 3>admire though, So for me, I feel like y'all are

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<v Speaker 3>just a little more sure of yourselves.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah do you think that? Yeah, yeah, you're a little

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<v Speaker 2>less bs.

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<v Speaker 3>It feels like to me, which I love. For you, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>we were really trying to fit into a bunch of boxes.

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<v Speaker 1>It's funny. Speaking of we were talking about social media

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<v Speaker 1>earlier and I was watching I watched my daughter and

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<v Speaker 1>her friend's tiktoks as they all know, and I, you know, whatever,

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<v Speaker 1>but everyone's been really nice.

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<v Speaker 2>I've been shocked the comic girl's changed.

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<v Speaker 1>And maybe it's fake. I don't know, but when I

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<v Speaker 1>look at these, it is literally like all like, oh

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<v Speaker 1>my god, you're so beautiful. Oh my god, and then

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<v Speaker 1>they are all responding like no, that's you.

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<v Speaker 2>You're beautiful.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm like, I do feel like that's a little

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<v Speaker 1>bit of a trend we didn't have.

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<v Speaker 2>But is that not?

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<v Speaker 1>But is it not? I mean maybe different people are different,

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<v Speaker 1>but yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>There's definitely lots of fakeness, especially like with girls on

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<v Speaker 4>social media. But I mean, yeah, like people I've like

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<v Speaker 4>never talked to, they'll like comment like, oh my god,

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<v Speaker 4>you're so pretty.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and I'm like, there's like a lot of but

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<v Speaker 2>you are so pretty. Yeah. Maybe they're just truth tellers.

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<v Speaker 4>But then it's also like there'll be people who are

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<v Speaker 4>like who will say like one thing like oh my god,

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<v Speaker 4>you're so pretty, but then they'll like be talking talking

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<v Speaker 4>about it.

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<v Speaker 2>I just want you to know. That's kind of yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>all of life. Well, speaking of lots of girls competing

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<v Speaker 2>against one boy, we've got Hannah Brown on oh Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>The Ultimate Competition, The Ultimate Competition. She's got a book out,

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<v Speaker 2>so let's take a break and then get her on.

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<v Speaker 2>Hey girl, Hi, it's Janna Catherine Kristen. And then my

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<v Speaker 2>niece Ava is joining as well. Okay, amazing, it's a

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<v Speaker 2>little girl's wine down today.

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<v Speaker 5>I love this. I'm glad I can join.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you for coming on. I so a few things.

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<v Speaker 2>I was opening up, you know, the mail or whatever,

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<v Speaker 2>and I open this box and I see this book

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<v Speaker 2>and I'm like, oh, like, this is like so cool.

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<v Speaker 2>And I'm like, you know, I love the cover and

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<v Speaker 2>I'm kind of like I opened it up just to

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<v Speaker 2>kind of you know, read a little bit of it,

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<v Speaker 2>and I'm like, oh, this is like right up my

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<v Speaker 2>alley and I look and I'm like, Hannah Brown. I

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<v Speaker 2>was like, no way. And then I'm like, wait, is

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<v Speaker 2>it a is it a like a truth s terer?

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<v Speaker 2>Like I know you wrote that your your memoir before

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<v Speaker 2>and I'm like, does she do another one? Then I

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<v Speaker 2>was like, oh my god, this is so cool. It's

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<v Speaker 2>like totally not It's like she's like really an author,

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<v Speaker 2>and like it's like how cool is that?

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<v Speaker 6>It's It's been really cool. Yeah, this is something that

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<v Speaker 6>I've always wanted to do. But yeah, it's definitely. I

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<v Speaker 6>think it's like combine Finding my World as a romance

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<v Speaker 6>novel and people you know, followed my journey and I

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<v Speaker 6>continue to follow and support me on.

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<v Speaker 5>My journey to love.

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<v Speaker 6>So you know, this is another love story that is

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<v Speaker 6>definitely connected to me, but it's a whole it's a

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<v Speaker 6>whole new one for people to enjoy.

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<v Speaker 2>No, I mean, I'm I've gotten through a couple chapters down.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a great but it reminds me of you write

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<v Speaker 2>like Emily Giffen. Oh, I love that.

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<v Speaker 6>That is That's an honor because those were like some

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<v Speaker 6>of my very first Her books were some of my

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<v Speaker 6>very first when I got into the genre. So that

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<v Speaker 6>is definitely a very sweet praise from you, So thank you.

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<v Speaker 2>No, I mean, it's it's really really cute and I

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<v Speaker 2>like it a lot. So was it something where you're like, Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>what made you shift that direction? I know you say

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<v Speaker 2>you always want to do it.

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<v Speaker 6>But yeah, it really was that. Like I mean, I

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<v Speaker 6>think the first time I had a call, like the

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<v Speaker 6>first meeting I had when I got agents, after I

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<v Speaker 6>was on a few of the reality TV shows I.

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<v Speaker 5>Was on there what do you want to do? And oh,

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<v Speaker 5>my god, I don't know. I mean like I.

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<v Speaker 6>Had just like the world opened up to me in

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<v Speaker 6>a different way. But one of the things that I,

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<v Speaker 6>you know, had a dream about, Like in my kitchen,

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<v Speaker 6>my parents' kitchen in Tusco's, Alabama, I.

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<v Speaker 5>Remember talking to my mom about how.

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<v Speaker 6>I would love to, like one day, really work hard

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<v Speaker 6>and be able to do a novel, write a novel,

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<v Speaker 6>because I've always enjoyed reading and writing. But so this

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<v Speaker 6>has been like my first real dream come true. So

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<v Speaker 6>it was something that we talked about a while ago

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<v Speaker 6>of this this happening, but finally the right like I

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<v Speaker 6>had a great team that I had a lot of

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<v Speaker 6>help to figure out, like how do I even make

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<v Speaker 6>this change? Like what do I need to do to

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<v Speaker 6>be able to make this happen? And we've been working

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<v Speaker 6>on mistakes we never made for about two years now,

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<v Speaker 6>but it has It's it's been a dream and something

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<v Speaker 6>that you know, I was working towards for for a

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<v Speaker 6>really long time.

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<v Speaker 2>It kind of reminds me of two I don't know

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<v Speaker 2>if any of you girls have seen the movie, but

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<v Speaker 2>anyone but you.

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<v Speaker 5>Have I seen that movie.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like I am I saying it right, am

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<v Speaker 2>I saying that right anyone, but you have you seen it?

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<v Speaker 2>Afa we're watching it tonight. It's it's like the it's

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<v Speaker 2>Sydney Sweeney, Sidney yes, and I feel like I've seen

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<v Speaker 2>that dude from it just came well, I mean it

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<v Speaker 2>kind of just came out, but it's on Netflix now.

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<v Speaker 2>It reminded me of the old school How to Lose

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<v Speaker 2>a Guy in ten Days. It was very it was

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<v Speaker 2>like the best romantic comedy that I've seen since since

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<v Speaker 2>back then. Like it's so good. Like we're watching it tonight,

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<v Speaker 2>like hands down, Like I've been so excited that it's

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<v Speaker 2>coming on Netflix because we just watched it in the

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<v Speaker 2>hotel like a couple of weeks ago, and I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>this is so good. But it kind of reminds me

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<v Speaker 2>of that where it's like that missed interaction kind of

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<v Speaker 2>mess but then the world's kind of come back together.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, because they're not like full like there's these classic

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<v Speaker 6>romance trips like enemies to lovers, because Emma and Finn

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<v Speaker 6>aren't full enemies. Neither were like Sidney Sweeney and Glenn

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<v Speaker 6>Powell's character, they have like a there's a connection.

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<v Speaker 5>Onto each other.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, just the miscommunication that's made there to be that

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<v Speaker 6>like tension, and you know, just like in that that movie,

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<v Speaker 6>they go on the journey to see if they can

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<v Speaker 6>ever figure it out and be able to be together

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<v Speaker 6>in any type of amicable way, And Emma and Finn

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<v Speaker 6>kind of have that similar thing. Like in the book

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<v Speaker 6>they're they're best friends, Sybil it's getting married and said

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<v Speaker 6>they're both there for the wedding weekend, and Emma's very

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<v Speaker 6>type A and just she feels like.

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<v Speaker 5>It's her duty to be like she would be.

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<v Speaker 6>She's a great maid of honor, she's got she got

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<v Speaker 6>everything down like written in.

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<v Speaker 5>The schedule, but she's just kind of can be intense.

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<v Speaker 6>And Sybil is a runaway bride, and so of course

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<v Speaker 6>she takes it on herself to be able to like

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<v Speaker 6>fix it and to save her best friend from making

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<v Speaker 6>a terrible mistake. But like she could deal with Finn.

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<v Speaker 6>I guess she's like, I can do this. But then

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<v Speaker 6>it's like now they have to go on this journey together,

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<v Speaker 6>and now they're like stuck in a car on a

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<v Speaker 6>road trip trying to find their friend. So they have

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<v Speaker 6>to have this like force interaction, and that forced proximity

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<v Speaker 6>to really like work through their stuff. So it's fun.

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<v Speaker 6>I think it's a great like Beatree with the.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah summer coming up. I think people really love it.

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<v Speaker 3>Is there any part of you that is Emma or

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<v Speaker 3>is there a Finn in your heart or world?

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<v Speaker 2>Like where did these two come from?

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<v Speaker 5>So Emma is definitely a part of me.

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<v Speaker 6>The whole idea of writing this book, like where did

0:21:57.359 --> 0:21:59.840
<v Speaker 6>they come from? I really wanted it to be centered

0:21:59.920 --> 0:22:02.959
<v Speaker 6>or around actually like a group of women, kind of

0:22:03.040 --> 0:22:07.160
<v Speaker 6>like that sex in the City vibe of like we're

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<v Speaker 6>really invested in the way that these the Core four

0:22:11.400 --> 0:22:15.040
<v Speaker 6>and six we never made what they're called, how like

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<v Speaker 6>their love story with each other, how we wreak them

0:22:17.600 --> 0:22:21.680
<v Speaker 6>and then their individuals love stories. But this book follows

0:22:21.720 --> 0:22:26.239
<v Speaker 6>Emma's and Emma is a part of me, just like

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<v Speaker 6>the other girls that you meet in this book for

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<v Speaker 6>the first time are a part of me as well.

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<v Speaker 6>And it's just me if I was like more of

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<v Speaker 6>those few characteristics.

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<v Speaker 5>Or times in my life, like what would I be?

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<v Speaker 6>And I would be an Emma Because I feel like

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<v Speaker 6>even though this is different than my first book that

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<v Speaker 6>was it was a memoir, there still has to be

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<v Speaker 6>truth to write from somewhere, like I cante just sit

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<v Speaker 6>down at a computer and write about something I don't

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<v Speaker 6>know at all, even if it is like really creative.

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<v Speaker 6>That's hard for me probably for you. Well, like writing

0:23:01.640 --> 0:23:04.280
<v Speaker 6>a song, like you have to write from somewhere that

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<v Speaker 6>is that it is true, or seeing from somewhere that

0:23:07.600 --> 0:23:11.359
<v Speaker 6>you can relate to. So to be able to do that,

0:23:11.480 --> 0:23:14.879
<v Speaker 6>had to infuse myself into these characters or experiences that

0:23:14.920 --> 0:23:18.480
<v Speaker 6>I've had. So when it comes to Finn, he really

0:23:19.440 --> 0:23:25.320
<v Speaker 6>isn't one person. I think he is a He is

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<v Speaker 6>parts of some of the I say, like the greatest

0:23:30.280 --> 0:23:32.679
<v Speaker 6>hits of my life, of like the guys that that

0:23:32.760 --> 0:23:38.600
<v Speaker 6>I've had relationships with miscommunication with. But he's not as

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<v Speaker 6>much of like a part of one guy is where

0:23:42.680 --> 0:23:45.840
<v Speaker 6>he really is just a mixture of different situations that

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<v Speaker 6>I've had.

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<v Speaker 2>Could could I ask a question about the Bachelorette or

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<v Speaker 2>are you just like done talking.

0:23:52.480 --> 0:23:54.240
<v Speaker 5>About you can totally ask me?

0:23:54.480 --> 0:23:58.000
<v Speaker 2>Okay, So, and I really want to hear too about

0:23:58.040 --> 0:23:59.760
<v Speaker 2>you know, obviously you're engaged. I want to hear all

0:23:59.800 --> 0:24:01.879
<v Speaker 2>about that. And I want to, you know, just because

0:24:01.960 --> 0:24:04.840
<v Speaker 2>because that's the he he you know, he got the

0:24:04.840 --> 0:24:08.280
<v Speaker 2>final final Prize final rose all of that. But I'm

0:24:08.359 --> 0:24:11.720
<v Speaker 2>curious because when I watched the show, you know, obviously

0:24:11.720 --> 0:24:13.520
<v Speaker 2>we all kind of saw like went down what went

0:24:13.560 --> 0:24:16.840
<v Speaker 2>down in the end, and then you had a thing

0:24:16.920 --> 0:24:19.840
<v Speaker 2>I guess with Tyler too, And I was curious because

0:24:19.840 --> 0:24:21.320
<v Speaker 2>when I watched it, I looked at it and go,

0:24:22.760 --> 0:24:25.360
<v Speaker 2>everyone was loving Tyler, right, and like, he's this guy

0:24:25.359 --> 0:24:28.159
<v Speaker 2>that stepped out of GQ magazine pretty much, and like,

0:24:28.480 --> 0:24:32.199
<v Speaker 2>you know, was it did your mind kind of shift

0:24:32.240 --> 0:24:34.240
<v Speaker 2>in a way where it was like you wanted that

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<v Speaker 2>out a little bit with Jed too, to be like, Okay,

0:24:37.040 --> 0:24:41.560
<v Speaker 2>this happened, and then to be like, because Tyler was

0:24:41.640 --> 0:24:45.880
<v Speaker 2>kind of the guy that everybody loved versus Jed, does

0:24:45.920 --> 0:24:47.000
<v Speaker 2>that make sense or no.

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<v Speaker 5>Totally it does? It does? I think.

0:24:51.000 --> 0:24:53.679
<v Speaker 6>I was really confused at the end of who I

0:24:53.720 --> 0:24:57.960
<v Speaker 6>wanted to be with, and then I started finding out

0:24:58.000 --> 0:24:59.360
<v Speaker 6>little things about.

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<v Speaker 5>The relationship that I had chosen, even though it was

0:25:03.160 --> 0:25:06.280
<v Speaker 5>like hard, like I was like wanting to run.

0:25:06.640 --> 0:25:10.040
<v Speaker 6>I wanted to change my mind at the last minute.

0:25:10.080 --> 0:25:13.000
<v Speaker 6>Then I didn't. I was like, no, this makes the

0:25:13.000 --> 0:25:16.560
<v Speaker 6>most sense. Jed makes the most sense. And not that

0:25:16.640 --> 0:25:21.080
<v Speaker 6>I cared for I cared for them. Gosh, the last

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<v Speaker 6>the last three guys in my season I really did

0:25:23.840 --> 0:25:27.080
<v Speaker 6>like have feelings for And it was tough because I

0:25:27.320 --> 0:25:31.600
<v Speaker 6>just like sent one guy home, Peter, and then two

0:25:31.680 --> 0:25:34.080
<v Speaker 6>days later I had to get engaged and on the

0:25:34.160 --> 0:25:36.399
<v Speaker 6>day that I get engaged, have to send somebody else home.

0:25:36.480 --> 0:25:38.560
<v Speaker 6>So it's really hard because like those phillies just don't

0:25:38.600 --> 0:25:41.800
<v Speaker 6>go away after you just decided to get engaged to another.

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<v Speaker 2>Person, right, and naturally what good person wouldn't have that.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, So like that was like really like hard already.

0:25:49.200 --> 0:25:52.320
<v Speaker 6>So it wasn't like I got engaged to Jed and

0:25:52.359 --> 0:25:55.280
<v Speaker 6>didn't like stop caring about Tyler.

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<v Speaker 5>You know.

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<v Speaker 6>And then when literally like the next day, I start

0:26:00.320 --> 0:26:07.760
<v Speaker 6>getting like something's not right here, that was really tough

0:26:08.119 --> 0:26:12.520
<v Speaker 6>because then I'm like, what did I just do? And

0:26:12.800 --> 0:26:15.440
<v Speaker 6>so it wasn't And then it of course was hard

0:26:15.440 --> 0:26:21.600
<v Speaker 6>to see everybody like, you know, really be on to

0:26:21.760 --> 0:26:25.320
<v Speaker 6>somebody else that you're that you're internally like, I don't

0:26:25.320 --> 0:26:28.159
<v Speaker 6>know what I just did. And then of course I'm

0:26:28.160 --> 0:26:30.840
<v Speaker 6>behind the scenes having this heartbreak that then people are

0:26:30.880 --> 0:26:33.159
<v Speaker 6>also kind of seeing some Yeah, it was just it

0:26:33.200 --> 0:26:33.439
<v Speaker 6>was real.

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<v Speaker 2>It's like no, no, wait, no, no, no, no, gig Hudi,

0:26:35.600 --> 0:26:39.200
<v Speaker 2>I want you back, like no, no, no, But I'm

0:26:39.280 --> 0:26:41.680
<v Speaker 2>just kidding.

0:26:40.760 --> 0:26:46.840
<v Speaker 6>Ultimate any of those relationships, like they weren't fully flushed through.

0:26:47.400 --> 0:26:51.440
<v Speaker 6>Like the people will ask, you know, what do you

0:26:51.480 --> 0:26:53.040
<v Speaker 6>what do you think would have happened if you would

0:26:53.040 --> 0:26:55.439
<v Speaker 6>have done something else? I'm like, I don't know, because

0:26:55.480 --> 0:26:59.520
<v Speaker 6>I didn't. You only know these people so much. I

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<v Speaker 6>mean genuinely, I probably only spent in total, maybe forty

0:27:06.680 --> 0:27:09.439
<v Speaker 6>eight hours with the person that I got engaged to

0:27:09.600 --> 0:27:12.320
<v Speaker 6>when you stop actual hours, probably not.

0:27:12.240 --> 0:27:17.040
<v Speaker 2>Even wild wild Yeah that's crazy. I didn't know that.

0:27:17.280 --> 0:27:20.560
<v Speaker 6>Yes, like nothing, there's nothing to like make a really

0:27:20.560 --> 0:27:23.560
<v Speaker 6>big decision to people who like who have had really

0:27:23.600 --> 0:27:26.760
<v Speaker 6>successful relationships out of them, like kudos to them, because

0:27:27.200 --> 0:27:28.560
<v Speaker 6>it's a lot of work.

0:27:28.320 --> 0:27:29.160
<v Speaker 5>After the show.

0:27:29.480 --> 0:27:34.000
<v Speaker 6>I feel like like you're just seeing literally like the

0:27:34.040 --> 0:27:37.080
<v Speaker 6>first few days with the person actually like what those

0:27:37.119 --> 0:27:38.000
<v Speaker 6>feelings that you have.

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<v Speaker 5>It's a lot of work afterwards, totally.

0:27:41.200 --> 0:27:43.240
<v Speaker 3>It's also a lot to sort through because like in

0:27:43.280 --> 0:27:46.479
<v Speaker 3>the first forty eight hours, the first forty eight like

0:27:46.760 --> 0:27:49.280
<v Speaker 3>there's this like you have this no one.

0:27:49.119 --> 0:27:52.040
<v Speaker 2>Died Christa, you know, well someone well loved it.

0:27:53.680 --> 0:27:55.560
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, there was there was an engagement death.

0:27:55.880 --> 0:27:58.840
<v Speaker 3>I do feel like there is this like like we're

0:27:58.840 --> 0:28:01.360
<v Speaker 3>all still in the rose colored glasses, like the lusty

0:28:01.680 --> 0:28:05.080
<v Speaker 3>like also intriguing, right, Like new people are intriguing. You

0:28:05.080 --> 0:28:07.040
<v Speaker 3>want to know, Like you seem like such a genuine

0:28:07.040 --> 0:28:09.639
<v Speaker 3>sweet person that I'm like, of course you probably really

0:28:09.680 --> 0:28:12.240
<v Speaker 3>wanted to get to know who these people are. So

0:28:12.400 --> 0:28:15.520
<v Speaker 3>now you're like trying to sort through and they're all

0:28:15.560 --> 0:28:20.000
<v Speaker 3>best foot forward, right as they should be. Yeah, right, So.

0:28:20.000 --> 0:28:22.040
<v Speaker 2>Then you're trying to decide, Wait, I'm going to spend

0:28:22.040 --> 0:28:24.680
<v Speaker 2>the rest of my life with someone, but like, also,

0:28:24.720 --> 0:28:27.159
<v Speaker 2>what's your favorite color? I mean I love Jed, but

0:28:27.200 --> 0:28:28.840
<v Speaker 2>you know, like he's like trying to like seduce her

0:28:28.880 --> 0:28:30.879
<v Speaker 2>with like singing like songs and stuff. It's like none

0:28:30.920 --> 0:28:32.960
<v Speaker 2>of that is like you know, you know, the country life,

0:28:32.960 --> 0:28:38.280
<v Speaker 2>I do it, got me, got me three kids.

0:28:38.320 --> 0:28:40.080
<v Speaker 3>I mean I still feel like I'm like, wait, we

0:28:40.120 --> 0:28:41.760
<v Speaker 3>only knew each other forty eight hours. So much of

0:28:41.760 --> 0:28:44.720
<v Speaker 3>what you're saying so relatable. I mean, we're all in

0:28:44.800 --> 0:28:46.880
<v Speaker 3>like we think we found our person, and we did,

0:28:46.960 --> 0:28:48.959
<v Speaker 3>but then you've got to like really get to know someone.

0:28:49.600 --> 0:28:49.800
<v Speaker 5>Yeah.

0:28:49.800 --> 0:28:52.320
<v Speaker 1>But also I mean they're sorry not to cut you off,

0:28:52.360 --> 0:28:54.880
<v Speaker 1>but like I mean, even if you only knew him

0:28:54.880 --> 0:28:57.760
<v Speaker 1>for a couple of months, you spent hours with hours

0:28:57.920 --> 0:28:59.800
<v Speaker 1>every time you're with me, and no one else like

0:28:59.800 --> 0:29:02.360
<v Speaker 1>they're there's no way to even really compare that.

0:29:02.560 --> 0:29:04.240
<v Speaker 3>No, I'm saying, like, I don't know how you would

0:29:04.240 --> 0:29:06.360
<v Speaker 3>do it, because like I got to like court and

0:29:06.440 --> 0:29:09.840
<v Speaker 3>love and see and FaceTime and and only one person.

0:29:10.560 --> 0:29:12.960
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, that's a lot, Like that's crazy.

0:29:13.600 --> 0:29:17.600
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, I think I think it's it's I'm so thankful

0:29:17.600 --> 0:29:20.120
<v Speaker 6>for the experience made me learn a lot about myself

0:29:21.360 --> 0:29:24.160
<v Speaker 6>and and love and what I what I want and

0:29:24.200 --> 0:29:27.840
<v Speaker 6>what I don't and even you know, now I can

0:29:27.880 --> 0:29:36.000
<v Speaker 6>look back so compassionately for myself with people there, it's

0:29:36.040 --> 0:29:39.360
<v Speaker 6>it's a it's a tough thing. But also had a

0:29:39.400 --> 0:29:43.479
<v Speaker 6>lot of cool experiences, but the relationship part, but I

0:29:43.520 --> 0:29:46.040
<v Speaker 6>did not know how to do very well because I

0:29:46.560 --> 0:29:49.840
<v Speaker 6>do think I had a hard time at first, but

0:29:49.840 --> 0:29:53.720
<v Speaker 6>then I did open my heart and then I mean,

0:29:53.760 --> 0:29:56.320
<v Speaker 6>any breakup is it's tough, especially if you just you

0:29:56.600 --> 0:29:59.040
<v Speaker 6>don't know why you're fully breaking up with people. It's

0:29:59.160 --> 0:30:01.560
<v Speaker 6>you got to make a decison of what feels the

0:30:01.600 --> 0:30:04.880
<v Speaker 6>best in that moment, and then then you've got to

0:30:05.040 --> 0:30:09.120
<v Speaker 6>like actually No, it's it's just hard. It's just overall

0:30:09.160 --> 0:30:12.120
<v Speaker 6>like a hard experience that.

0:30:13.840 --> 0:30:14.800
<v Speaker 5>I learned a lot.

0:30:14.680 --> 0:30:18.160
<v Speaker 2>From well, and I feel like it took like from that,

0:30:18.240 --> 0:30:20.040
<v Speaker 2>it was like a couple of years that you were

0:30:20.760 --> 0:30:24.320
<v Speaker 2>almost like trying to find like Hannah in that, you know,

0:30:24.400 --> 0:30:26.200
<v Speaker 2>like there was COVID.

0:30:26.440 --> 0:30:27.440
<v Speaker 5>I had a hard time.

0:30:27.560 --> 0:30:31.000
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well, and it's it's it was kind of like

0:30:31.080 --> 0:30:33.280
<v Speaker 2>again outsider. And I can only say that because I've

0:30:33.520 --> 0:30:35.160
<v Speaker 2>you know, we've all had our journeys where we can

0:30:35.160 --> 0:30:37.720
<v Speaker 2>look outside and go, Okay, I was trying to find

0:30:37.720 --> 0:30:40.680
<v Speaker 2>myself through divorce and messiness and all the things, you know,

0:30:40.800 --> 0:30:43.320
<v Speaker 2>all the things, and then but so you can see

0:30:43.320 --> 0:30:45.160
<v Speaker 2>it in other people too, and it's like she's gonna

0:30:45.200 --> 0:30:46.720
<v Speaker 2>get there, you know what I mean. And then when

0:30:47.000 --> 0:30:49.760
<v Speaker 2>unfortunate things happen, like stupid video. You know, there's just

0:30:49.840 --> 0:30:52.480
<v Speaker 2>even things that happen, you're just kind of like you've

0:30:52.520 --> 0:30:55.600
<v Speaker 2>done a beautiful job though of like recreating yourself, and

0:30:55.680 --> 0:30:57.440
<v Speaker 2>you know, you have your podcast, you've had your book,

0:30:57.520 --> 0:31:00.479
<v Speaker 2>you've got a beautiful new relationship. So it's it's been

0:31:00.520 --> 0:31:02.400
<v Speaker 2>a joy to kind of watch you go through it

0:31:02.440 --> 0:31:04.880
<v Speaker 2>too and like come out on the other side. Like

0:31:05.000 --> 0:31:09.719
<v Speaker 2>still unapologetically you and beautiful and kind, and so I

0:31:09.800 --> 0:31:11.320
<v Speaker 2>just like I want you to see like know that

0:31:11.400 --> 0:31:14.720
<v Speaker 2>like from the outside people that really like you know

0:31:14.800 --> 0:31:17.000
<v Speaker 2>genuinely you're doing you did an amazing job like through

0:31:17.040 --> 0:31:17.520
<v Speaker 2>all of it.

0:31:17.760 --> 0:31:18.480
<v Speaker 5>Thank you. Yeah.

0:31:18.560 --> 0:31:21.040
<v Speaker 6>I think sometimes when you get knocked down all the

0:31:21.040 --> 0:31:23.920
<v Speaker 6>way to the bottom of like you thought everything was

0:31:23.960 --> 0:31:25.840
<v Speaker 6>going to go one way and it goes completely different,

0:31:25.880 --> 0:31:28.960
<v Speaker 6>that's where really the growth can happen and you can

0:31:29.000 --> 0:31:32.360
<v Speaker 6>really become who you're meant to because all of the

0:31:32.480 --> 0:31:36.960
<v Speaker 6>like labels and the ways that you viewed yourself are

0:31:37.000 --> 0:31:39.080
<v Speaker 6>all stripped away. So it's like, okay, well now I

0:31:39.120 --> 0:31:42.440
<v Speaker 6>can just who am I and how do I want

0:31:42.480 --> 0:31:44.480
<v Speaker 6>to actually go out in the world. And it takes

0:31:44.520 --> 0:31:50.160
<v Speaker 6>a lot of hard work and like really soul searching

0:31:50.200 --> 0:31:52.640
<v Speaker 6>to figure out, like how did you get yourself in

0:31:52.680 --> 0:31:57.880
<v Speaker 6>a place to feel so lost, lonely needing love and

0:31:57.960 --> 0:32:03.520
<v Speaker 6>validation in these certain ways, And it's it's now I

0:32:03.560 --> 0:32:06.040
<v Speaker 6>can really read the blessings of doing that that hard

0:32:06.040 --> 0:32:09.920
<v Speaker 6>work that I did all myself, and it feels great.

0:32:10.200 --> 0:32:13.000
<v Speaker 2>And then Adam comes along, you know, and I think

0:32:13.040 --> 0:32:15.200
<v Speaker 2>that's beautiful too, because it's that's kind of how I

0:32:15.200 --> 0:32:17.000
<v Speaker 2>feel about Alan. I'm like, if he would have come

0:32:17.440 --> 0:32:19.440
<v Speaker 2>in in the middle of the mess, we would have

0:32:19.480 --> 0:32:22.600
<v Speaker 2>never been where we are today. He had to get

0:32:22.600 --> 0:32:25.000
<v Speaker 2>the the healthy, healed version of myself.

0:32:25.640 --> 0:32:29.400
<v Speaker 6>I would say, Adam, kind of he still kind of

0:32:29.440 --> 0:32:31.920
<v Speaker 6>met me in the mess, but I was in a like, Hey,

0:32:33.520 --> 0:32:35.120
<v Speaker 6>I don't know if you want to be with me right.

0:32:34.960 --> 0:32:38.960
<v Speaker 5>Now because I am still like healing.

0:32:40.240 --> 0:32:42.640
<v Speaker 6>There's a lot I don't know about love and how

0:32:42.640 --> 0:32:45.920
<v Speaker 6>to show up in this, but like he was like,

0:32:46.040 --> 0:32:47.640
<v Speaker 6>I'm in I want to be with you. And he

0:32:47.720 --> 0:32:50.280
<v Speaker 6>saw all the good part He saw all the good

0:32:50.320 --> 0:32:54.440
<v Speaker 6>parts of me and stuck with me. And he's gone

0:32:54.480 --> 0:32:57.040
<v Speaker 6>through he has seen me at you know, some of

0:32:57.040 --> 0:33:00.280
<v Speaker 6>my worst moments, but it's just like loved me. It

0:33:00.320 --> 0:33:05.640
<v Speaker 6>supported me through, it encouraged me, and I think we've

0:33:05.680 --> 0:33:08.400
<v Speaker 6>just been able to grow together in a really beautiful way.

0:33:08.440 --> 0:33:10.760
<v Speaker 6>But I think for me, it actually was really great

0:33:10.760 --> 0:33:15.920
<v Speaker 6>to see somebody who I was so like lost and

0:33:16.360 --> 0:33:21.000
<v Speaker 6>hurting and having to like rebuild just my own worthiness

0:33:21.000 --> 0:33:24.840
<v Speaker 6>in myself after a lot of things didn't go the

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<v Speaker 6>way that I thought they were going to go. And

0:33:28.200 --> 0:33:31.080
<v Speaker 6>he decided and said he's still he loved you, even

0:33:31.120 --> 0:33:34.520
<v Speaker 6>loved that version of me. And that's such a like cool,

0:33:34.640 --> 0:33:38.120
<v Speaker 6>like unconditional like love that I've been able to experience.

0:33:38.240 --> 0:33:41.560
<v Speaker 6>That For a while, I thought, you know, people can

0:33:41.600 --> 0:33:45.120
<v Speaker 6>only love me if I miss this or the Bachelora

0:33:45.480 --> 0:33:47.600
<v Speaker 6>or those are the times that I'm worthy of love.

0:33:47.680 --> 0:33:49.040
<v Speaker 5>But what is it when you're.

0:33:48.800 --> 0:33:52.920
<v Speaker 6>Just like an actual, just like absolute mess and somebody

0:33:52.960 --> 0:33:55.480
<v Speaker 6>says like, no, I love you and I choose you.

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<v Speaker 5>It was just a really.

0:33:56.440 --> 0:34:02.120
<v Speaker 6>Really great reflection of true love with Adam, and I'm

0:34:02.160 --> 0:34:02.640
<v Speaker 6>so lucky.

0:34:03.200 --> 0:34:04.880
<v Speaker 2>Well, and it shows you too that everything at all,

0:34:05.200 --> 0:34:08.319
<v Speaker 2>everything always happens, you know, for a reason. So the

0:34:08.400 --> 0:34:10.680
<v Speaker 2>journey that you went on was to get you here,

0:34:11.080 --> 0:34:13.440
<v Speaker 2>and everything that you're doing, it's like those to me

0:34:13.480 --> 0:34:16.600
<v Speaker 2>are always the God wings, totally along the way, totally.

0:34:17.520 --> 0:34:20.840
<v Speaker 3>I love that so much, Hannah, if you could tell

0:34:20.960 --> 0:34:23.480
<v Speaker 3>seventeen year old Hannah, because we have Janna's niece here

0:34:23.480 --> 0:34:26.240
<v Speaker 3>and we did a little like if we were seventeen,

0:34:26.320 --> 0:34:28.680
<v Speaker 3>what did what we wish we would have known or

0:34:28.719 --> 0:34:32.000
<v Speaker 3>said to ourselves or what would like what would seventeen

0:34:32.080 --> 0:34:37.400
<v Speaker 3>year old Hannah tell sweet seventeen year old girls everywhere,

0:34:37.680 --> 0:34:39.879
<v Speaker 3>but including this stunning one in our chair.

0:34:40.160 --> 0:34:44.560
<v Speaker 6>Oh, you don't have to like try to be worth it,

0:34:44.640 --> 0:34:48.160
<v Speaker 6>you already are. I think that was something for me,

0:34:48.400 --> 0:34:51.400
<v Speaker 6>Like I thought I always had to prove and be

0:34:51.760 --> 0:34:58.680
<v Speaker 6>like good instead of just like be Hannah like I wanted.

0:34:59.680 --> 0:35:01.239
<v Speaker 6>There was so much that I thought I had to

0:35:01.320 --> 0:35:05.240
<v Speaker 6>hide about myself and maybe the sadness that I felt

0:35:05.280 --> 0:35:08.839
<v Speaker 6>to be able to be good, happy, sweet Pianna and

0:35:09.040 --> 0:35:12.960
<v Speaker 6>really pushed all those other parts of myself that I

0:35:13.000 --> 0:35:18.120
<v Speaker 6>thought weren't worthy or wouldn't be loved away and like

0:35:18.360 --> 0:35:22.719
<v Speaker 6>it's just it's just with that I've gone on a

0:35:23.920 --> 0:35:27.040
<v Speaker 6>big journey. But like some of those parts are make

0:35:27.080 --> 0:35:31.960
<v Speaker 6>me who I am, And just because they don't like

0:35:32.440 --> 0:35:35.200
<v Speaker 6>always look good and perfect to put together doesn't mean

0:35:35.239 --> 0:35:36.560
<v Speaker 6>that they're not worth.

0:35:36.400 --> 0:35:38.520
<v Speaker 5>Like holding space for.

0:35:39.000 --> 0:35:44.080
<v Speaker 6>And yeah, I think I would just really like want

0:35:44.120 --> 0:35:47.440
<v Speaker 6>to tell myself, like all parts of you are like

0:35:47.560 --> 0:35:49.560
<v Speaker 6>what make you you, and you don't have to like

0:35:50.440 --> 0:35:53.560
<v Speaker 6>hide and put on a smile and pretend like things

0:35:53.600 --> 0:35:54.120
<v Speaker 6>are okay.

0:35:54.280 --> 0:35:56.759
<v Speaker 5>But like people that love you are going to like

0:35:57.920 --> 0:36:00.560
<v Speaker 5>love it all and be there for it all.

0:36:00.840 --> 0:36:04.359
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I love that. I love that too. So how

0:36:04.360 --> 0:36:05.920
<v Speaker 2>are you enjoying Nashville By the way.

0:36:06.360 --> 0:36:07.239
<v Speaker 5>So I've been here.

0:36:08.120 --> 0:36:10.399
<v Speaker 6>I think it's just like now you're like this week

0:36:10.800 --> 0:36:12.400
<v Speaker 6>or last week or something.

0:36:12.600 --> 0:36:15.320
<v Speaker 5>I'm like, I am liking it. I've missed the beach

0:36:15.360 --> 0:36:15.800
<v Speaker 5>a lot.

0:36:16.120 --> 0:36:20.000
<v Speaker 6>That's been That's been really tough for me because I've

0:36:20.040 --> 0:36:22.160
<v Speaker 6>moved to your room in Santa Monica. I'm from Alabama

0:36:22.200 --> 0:36:24.279
<v Speaker 6>but lived in Santa Monica for like four years, like

0:36:24.920 --> 0:36:27.480
<v Speaker 6>right by the beach, and it was amazing. I think

0:36:27.520 --> 0:36:29.200
<v Speaker 6>I'm like made for that type of life, Sylie, and

0:36:29.239 --> 0:36:31.439
<v Speaker 6>people are like, I'm like the fast face. I'm like no,

0:36:31.600 --> 0:36:33.919
<v Speaker 6>I'm like, I want to be at a beach town

0:36:33.920 --> 0:36:36.200
<v Speaker 6>where people are just like hanging out.

0:36:37.440 --> 0:36:39.759
<v Speaker 2>Okay, we're doing our best to make you feel at home.

0:36:39.800 --> 0:36:42.000
<v Speaker 3>With all the traffic that we're giving you, We're just

0:36:42.040 --> 0:36:44.760
<v Speaker 3>trying to give you California type traffic here in Nashville.

0:36:44.920 --> 0:36:46.719
<v Speaker 6>Oh my gosh. Well see that's why I just I

0:36:46.760 --> 0:36:48.600
<v Speaker 6>stayed on the West side. I didn't get in all that,

0:36:48.680 --> 0:36:51.160
<v Speaker 6>and now I have to be in all this traffic. Yeah,

0:36:51.440 --> 0:36:53.160
<v Speaker 6>It's it's just been shocking.

0:36:52.800 --> 0:36:53.520
<v Speaker 5>Like how.

0:36:56.040 --> 0:36:58.839
<v Speaker 6>I think I'm from a small town in the South

0:36:58.880 --> 0:37:02.440
<v Speaker 6>and now like has really blown up. So it's been

0:37:02.480 --> 0:37:04.360
<v Speaker 6>it's been a very different thing. Now I'm like in

0:37:04.400 --> 0:37:08.440
<v Speaker 6>the middle of it all, living like closer downtown.

0:37:08.600 --> 0:37:10.359
<v Speaker 5>But it's been really good.

0:37:10.360 --> 0:37:12.760
<v Speaker 6>The community is awesome and people are just so sweet,

0:37:12.800 --> 0:37:16.680
<v Speaker 6>and we found a church and just like I've just

0:37:16.760 --> 0:37:20.640
<v Speaker 6>met like just really kind people, like at my gym

0:37:20.800 --> 0:37:25.480
<v Speaker 6>and at church, and it's it's just it's been it's

0:37:25.480 --> 0:37:27.520
<v Speaker 6>been really sweet and I love it because I'm also

0:37:27.520 --> 0:37:29.920
<v Speaker 6>close to my family and like three and a half

0:37:30.000 --> 0:37:32.000
<v Speaker 6>hours away, so I've been able to like see them

0:37:32.040 --> 0:37:34.200
<v Speaker 6>a lot more driving distance.

0:37:34.800 --> 0:37:38.600
<v Speaker 5>So it's been good. But like I did not like

0:37:38.680 --> 0:37:40.120
<v Speaker 5>the winter at all.

0:37:40.760 --> 0:37:44.399
<v Speaker 2>And that wasn't even a winter. We only have that one. Yeah,

0:37:44.440 --> 0:37:46.640
<v Speaker 2>that was that was a very tame winter. So oh

0:37:46.760 --> 0:37:51.160
<v Speaker 2>that makes me sad, I mean global warming maybe.

0:37:50.960 --> 0:37:54.959
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, get that Santa Barbara or Santa Monica or Santa something.

0:37:54.840 --> 0:37:58.600
<v Speaker 2>Just like every other year. It might be bad next year. Maybe.

0:37:59.160 --> 0:38:02.840
<v Speaker 2>Where you're all from, well we're in the Franklin area, okay,

0:38:03.120 --> 0:38:04.960
<v Speaker 2>but I'm from Michigan, so I'm but I moved to

0:38:04.960 --> 0:38:06.680
<v Speaker 2>California when I was eighteen, so I lost. Like, I

0:38:06.680 --> 0:38:09.080
<v Speaker 2>don't like the winners either. Yeah, this is as cold

0:38:09.120 --> 0:38:11.279
<v Speaker 2>as I mean. I don't know how No, I.

0:38:11.239 --> 0:38:12.920
<v Speaker 1>Don't know how I'll do that. But yeah, but I'm

0:38:12.960 --> 0:38:15.080
<v Speaker 1>from here, so I'm used to the I.

0:38:15.040 --> 0:38:18.040
<v Speaker 2>Have been debating a Boca move. Don't kill me. I

0:38:18.080 --> 0:38:18.759
<v Speaker 2>would love it.

0:38:18.840 --> 0:38:19.400
<v Speaker 5>Let's go.

0:38:20.680 --> 0:38:23.560
<v Speaker 2>I feel like, did that come from I've just been

0:38:23.600 --> 0:38:25.279
<v Speaker 2>kind of like looking into it a little bit like,

0:38:25.440 --> 0:38:28.360
<v Speaker 2>you know, I's so me though, you know, like to move.

0:38:28.920 --> 0:38:32.040
<v Speaker 2>But if I could get all my friends to move to.

0:38:32.520 --> 0:38:33.760
<v Speaker 1>I am not moving to Boca.

0:38:33.960 --> 0:38:37.239
<v Speaker 2>I am a great Did you hear that my U

0:38:37.320 --> 0:38:40.399
<v Speaker 2>hauls in your drive bike person is gone. I'm from

0:38:40.400 --> 0:38:41.000
<v Speaker 2>Michigan too.

0:38:41.560 --> 0:38:42.160
<v Speaker 5>I love it.

0:38:42.239 --> 0:38:46.879
<v Speaker 2>I would think it's great. Yeah. Yeah, well let's get

0:38:46.880 --> 0:38:50.279
<v Speaker 2>together at some point in this you know, Nashville world.

0:38:50.360 --> 0:38:53.919
<v Speaker 2>But everyone, please please go get mistakes we never made

0:38:54.000 --> 0:38:58.120
<v Speaker 2>by Hannah Brown. It is available May seventh. Girl, Thank

0:38:58.160 --> 0:39:00.360
<v Speaker 2>you so much for coming on really pre shade it.

0:39:00.760 --> 0:39:01.960
<v Speaker 5>No, it was it was so.

0:39:02.120 --> 0:39:05.279
<v Speaker 6>It was so nice to be just just hanging out

0:39:05.400 --> 0:39:08.799
<v Speaker 6>with the girls. And yeah, I appreciate you.

0:39:09.520 --> 0:39:26.200
<v Speaker 2>Appreciate your girl. Thank you soon All right, bye bye girl. Yeah,

0:39:26.200 --> 0:39:28.920
<v Speaker 2>you would never move to Florida. I thought you liked

0:39:29.400 --> 0:39:33.000
<v Speaker 2>It's not that I would never in Florida. I h

0:39:34.000 --> 0:39:34.839
<v Speaker 2>I'm monking.

0:39:34.840 --> 0:39:39.879
<v Speaker 1>Two things, yes, second thing, have you seen my hair?

0:39:41.280 --> 0:39:47.759
<v Speaker 2>You would do anything in Florida? Yeah, therapy. Can I

0:39:47.760 --> 0:39:48.480
<v Speaker 2>call you a poodle?

0:39:48.960 --> 0:39:51.760
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you would have to. I'd be Monica from friends,

0:39:52.560 --> 0:39:55.840
<v Speaker 1>but also we'd be broke. My husband's job is in Tennessee.

0:39:55.960 --> 0:39:58.880
<v Speaker 1>Oh you can sell his licenses in Tennessee.

0:40:00.040 --> 0:40:01.440
<v Speaker 2>Hard just start all over?

0:40:02.360 --> 0:40:03.160
<v Speaker 5>How hard is.

0:40:05.040 --> 0:40:05.120
<v Speaker 4>Like?

0:40:05.200 --> 0:40:07.239
<v Speaker 1>Real estate is not something you want to just like

0:40:07.680 --> 0:40:11.319
<v Speaker 1>once you've built it, unless we create, like move and

0:40:11.719 --> 0:40:14.560
<v Speaker 1>selling boat. But also, I mean, I think that's awesome,

0:40:14.600 --> 0:40:20.000
<v Speaker 1>and I'll come visit you a lot. I'm just visiting us.

0:40:20.040 --> 0:40:21.000
<v Speaker 2>You're visiting us.

0:40:21.160 --> 0:40:26.120
<v Speaker 1>Sorry, but Christian's there, I'm Marty.

0:40:26.480 --> 0:40:28.919
<v Speaker 2>Did you move to Florida Ava? Do you like cold weather?

0:40:29.080 --> 0:40:29.600
<v Speaker 4>No?

0:40:29.600 --> 0:40:31.040
<v Speaker 2>No, we almost moved in.

0:40:32.200 --> 0:40:34.160
<v Speaker 4>We were going to move over the summer to Florida.

0:40:34.360 --> 0:40:40.440
<v Speaker 2>Oh we didn't go to welcome you guys. My feeling

0:40:40.440 --> 0:40:41.800
<v Speaker 2>and my lips are finally coming back. I had a

0:40:41.840 --> 0:40:44.320
<v Speaker 2>panic attack today when I got my laser done because

0:40:44.480 --> 0:40:46.520
<v Speaker 2>they put the numbing cream and I was like.

0:40:46.520 --> 0:40:47.640
<v Speaker 5>I can't feel my lips.

0:40:48.200 --> 0:40:50.400
<v Speaker 2>I've got them vizziling back because I am nineteen. You

0:40:50.760 --> 0:40:57.359
<v Speaker 2>and anything else? Did we miss anything? We've missed so much?

0:40:57.680 --> 0:41:02.680
<v Speaker 2>Definitely going back on the Road soon girls June. Oh, which,

0:41:02.719 --> 0:41:07.320
<v Speaker 2>by the way, so the other movie came back around.

0:41:07.480 --> 0:41:12.480
<v Speaker 2>Oh geez, We're not going on the road again girls. No, no,

0:41:12.640 --> 0:41:16.719
<v Speaker 2>we are, but they had so did you see the

0:41:16.719 --> 0:41:18.719
<v Speaker 2>text message where it was like, oh, Jane, are you

0:41:18.719 --> 0:41:21.480
<v Speaker 2>talking to the director? Yes, because what happened was is

0:41:21.600 --> 0:41:24.360
<v Speaker 2>they wanted me to do this movie in London. It

0:41:24.400 --> 0:41:26.400
<v Speaker 2>was a Christmas movie. I really want to love Brian.

0:41:26.480 --> 0:41:28.160
<v Speaker 2>I wanted to go do it, but it was five

0:41:28.280 --> 0:41:31.400
<v Speaker 2>days after I wrapped this last movie, and I'm like, mentally,

0:41:31.560 --> 0:41:35.200
<v Speaker 2>I've been literally bruised, like I've had bruises from like

0:41:35.280 --> 0:41:38.160
<v Speaker 2>I'm just I need I need a beat. Like. So

0:41:38.960 --> 0:41:42.239
<v Speaker 2>he's like, well, we can push it two weeks and

0:41:42.320 --> 0:41:45.839
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, I cannot reschedule my wind down dates. So

0:41:46.000 --> 0:41:52.480
<v Speaker 2>I've forfeited doing another movie. So yeah, because I'm like,

0:41:52.520 --> 0:41:54.640
<v Speaker 2>I can't. I can't reschedule a second time. I can't

0:41:54.640 --> 0:41:55.879
<v Speaker 2>do it. So I was like, if you can move

0:41:55.880 --> 0:41:58.680
<v Speaker 2>it to the week after wind down.

0:41:58.960 --> 0:42:01.360
<v Speaker 1>In the world, would that work?

0:42:01.680 --> 0:42:06.000
<v Speaker 2>London just already being nestled in and then nestled in.

0:42:07.200 --> 0:42:13.600
<v Speaker 2>I know, this has been fun. Ava. I love you.

0:42:14.120 --> 0:42:15.680
<v Speaker 2>I'm glad you're here. What do you want to do

0:42:15.719 --> 0:42:17.600
<v Speaker 2>this week. I don't know. I told her. I was like,

0:42:18.520 --> 0:42:20.400
<v Speaker 2>I was like girls going to like rain and be cold.

0:42:20.440 --> 0:42:23.440
<v Speaker 2>It's not like fun pool weather, but it'll be excuse

0:42:23.480 --> 0:42:25.080
<v Speaker 2>for her to come back another time. It's also warmer

0:42:25.120 --> 0:42:26.920
<v Speaker 2>than probably home. And I remember when I was seventeen,

0:42:27.000 --> 0:42:29.520
<v Speaker 2>all I wanted to do was get tam, which is

0:42:29.520 --> 0:42:32.480
<v Speaker 2>why we're laying there to do until forty. I know,

0:42:32.640 --> 0:42:34.520
<v Speaker 2>because like, what are seventeen year olds like to do?

0:42:36.480 --> 0:42:43.719
<v Speaker 2>It on social media? Sleep? Oh, sleep, shop shop.

0:42:43.560 --> 0:42:47.120
<v Speaker 4>I wake up, go to school, sleep, take a nap,

0:42:47.440 --> 0:42:49.960
<v Speaker 4>go to work. But then I also like coach kids too,

0:42:50.120 --> 0:42:52.880
<v Speaker 4>and I babysit for a family, so very busy.

0:42:52.960 --> 0:42:56.560
<v Speaker 3>Well, if you have any spare hours, seventeen, she's here

0:42:56.560 --> 0:42:57.520
<v Speaker 3>to visit, not work.

0:42:58.280 --> 0:42:59.480
<v Speaker 2>I'm I'm just here for two days.

0:42:59.520 --> 0:43:00.840
<v Speaker 1>I'll take you for six hours.

0:43:02.040 --> 0:43:04.240
<v Speaker 2>There's a couple of spare hours. Well, she just helped

0:43:04.239 --> 0:43:07.319
<v Speaker 2>me and Alan push up the The golf cart died

0:43:07.440 --> 0:43:09.960
<v Speaker 2>on the bottom of the so us three had to

0:43:10.000 --> 0:43:12.520
<v Speaker 2>push up. That's amazing. He has a truck. Why don't

0:43:12.520 --> 0:43:15.000
<v Speaker 2>you just latch it and pull it? Oh my, well

0:43:16.000 --> 0:43:18.600
<v Speaker 2>too late now he did say that, but I was like, no, no,

0:43:18.640 --> 0:43:20.120
<v Speaker 2>we got it. But the funny thing was is I'm

0:43:20.120 --> 0:43:22.719
<v Speaker 2>pretty sure I wasn't doing anything even though I was.

0:43:22.880 --> 0:43:26.080
<v Speaker 2>I was doing a full plank from my feet and

0:43:26.080 --> 0:43:28.440
<v Speaker 2>then my arm's there and then like when I let go,

0:43:28.520 --> 0:43:30.680
<v Speaker 2>it didn't move it all. So I was like, okay, support,

0:43:31.080 --> 0:43:32.800
<v Speaker 2>It makes me nervous that if anyone let go that

0:43:32.840 --> 0:43:36.000
<v Speaker 2>you'll just be right. And then he goes ava when

0:43:36.000 --> 0:43:38.479
<v Speaker 2>I say, hurry up and put the brake the pea break.

0:43:39.280 --> 0:43:40.359
<v Speaker 2>Why are you saying that? Why are saying that? Are

0:43:40.360 --> 0:43:41.520
<v Speaker 2>you gonna let go? Because if you're gonna like go

0:43:41.560 --> 0:43:44.000
<v Speaker 2>and I'm gonna run off, Because if you're gonna let go,

0:43:44.040 --> 0:43:50.319
<v Speaker 2>you're gonna learn that I haven't been doing at your back,

0:43:50.400 --> 0:43:54.640
<v Speaker 2>Cramer or I know same seas. Oh my gosh. Also

0:43:55.239 --> 0:43:56.920
<v Speaker 2>the flight we didn't get into like one in the

0:43:56.960 --> 0:43:59.560
<v Speaker 2>morning because we got delayed in because there was our

0:43:59.600 --> 0:44:02.759
<v Speaker 2>airplane wouldn't land in the thunderstorm, so it got rerouted

0:44:02.760 --> 0:44:04.600
<v Speaker 2>somewhere else than we like had to find a plane.

0:44:04.719 --> 0:44:09.040
<v Speaker 2>But it's all good. Someone from refuge was there from therapy,

0:44:09.200 --> 0:44:11.200
<v Speaker 2>and I was like, I'm about to need therapy and

0:44:11.239 --> 0:44:13.600
<v Speaker 2>about when the baby starts crying. But everything is fine

0:44:14.600 --> 0:44:16.719
<v Speaker 2>yah wait I just I'm seeing you guys in so long,

0:44:16.760 --> 0:44:23.680
<v Speaker 2>so this episodes super long. Love you guys,