Speaker 1: Wind Down with Janet Kramer and I'm Heeart Radio podcast.
Speaker 2: Okay, so we're back.
Speaker 3: Quick, name your most codependent friend. While you were filming
Speaker 3: Christen n I was like Hi, I was like, Hi,
Speaker 3: would you do in?
Speaker 2: Hi? How's your first day?
Speaker 4: Hey?
Speaker 2: Checking in? On your second day?
Speaker 3: You would text anything and I'd be like hi, yeah,
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Speaker 2: You guys, we have a special guest today, stunning special guests.
Speaker 2: We've got my niece Ava joining us today. Yay, it's
Speaker 2: our seventeenth birthday, so listen to this. Okay, So Ava
Speaker 2: just turn seventeen today and I'm like, bless, what a
Speaker 2: time to be alive seventeen But like, is it though? No?
Speaker 1: Oh well that's sad.
Speaker 2: But I wouldn't want to be seventeen in this day
Speaker 2: and age in social media. I would give I would
Speaker 2: rather be seventeen back then than now. I would say
Speaker 2: that too. Would you there never have social media or
Speaker 2: have social media? Never have social media? Thank you? That's
Speaker 2: why I'm giving me.
Speaker 1: But would you would you get rid of it now
Speaker 1: that you've had it?
Speaker 4: Now? No? Because I tried deleting social media, like I
Speaker 4: deleted Snapchat and I was just left out of everything.
Speaker 1: Yeah, so I'm hearing that about the whole Yeah, I
Speaker 1: didn't so my kids some are on social media. However,
Speaker 1: the Snapchat was a no for me. Yeah, but then
Speaker 1: I gave in for Caden and high school because apparently
Speaker 1: that's how everyone communicates.
Speaker 4: Yeah. I think I have like three of my friends numbers.
Speaker 4: Other than that, it's just all Snapchat.
Speaker 1: I was like, wait what He's like, that's just how
Speaker 1: everybody communicates, and I'm like, this is not cool.
Speaker 2: I don't like Snapchat doesn't have like forums of like commenting,
Speaker 2: do they.
Speaker 4: No, that's just like more Instagram TikTok.
Speaker 5: Yeah.
Speaker 2: See that's where I'm like, I will not give kids
Speaker 2: until high school. We were to have that conversation.
Speaker 1: So Snapchat is the one there where they get in
Speaker 1: trouble because it gives away because it goes away.
Speaker 4: Yeah yeah, there's like unless you screenshot or save it
Speaker 4: in the chat, like it's no proof.
Speaker 2: But like if you could never have Instagram or any
Speaker 2: of those things, you wish that you never.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean if no one else had it, then
Speaker 4: I'd be fine without having it, But with everyone having it,
Speaker 4: I feel like I kind of have to, Like, I mean,
Speaker 4: I don't have to my kids.
Speaker 2: Gonna hate me, because that's just it's gonna be it. No,
Speaker 2: I think we're resurrecting old school parenting our generation. Yeah,
Speaker 2: there's a lot of just going to be a straight
Speaker 2: Now is she going to hate me? No?
Speaker 4: I mean I know a lot of people who don't
Speaker 4: have social media. O great, But I mean I didn't
Speaker 4: get I was allowed Snapchat, Instagram, TikTok. I kind of
Speaker 4: had it anyways, but.
Speaker 1: I candle and then there's that just so y'all, y'all, No,
Speaker 1: that's what happens.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I think I downloaded Snapchat in seventh grade and
Speaker 4: I wasn't allowed to have it, and I kind of
Speaker 4: delete it on and off my phone.
Speaker 2: But now that's why I'm getting Life three, not like
Speaker 2: you're sixty. I'm doing Covenant Eyes. I have devices.
Speaker 1: I have Safer Kid and it alerts me when ever anything. Now, granted, yes,
Speaker 1: I have allowed my kids to have Instagram, which is fine.
Speaker 1: Everyone can judge me or whatever. But I also have
Speaker 1: their accounts and I go on it daily and I
Speaker 1: get notifications anytime they get anything. So for me, I
Speaker 1: could control that one Snapchat, I don't know well enough.
Speaker 1: I can't control it. I can't. That one scares me.
Speaker 2: So the reason I won't do that is because I
Speaker 2: don't want to control, I mean for me, because it's
Speaker 2: two for my past. I don't want to look. I
Speaker 2: don't want to control. I'd rather just them not have it.
Speaker 2: So I don't even feel like look at it, you
Speaker 2: know what I mean, where it's like that way, they
Speaker 2: don't feel like I'm invading or or like I don't know.
Speaker 2: I'm like, it's just I'm out. So I had a.
Speaker 3: Mom friend who thought she was monitoring their Instagram, but
Speaker 3: they also had a different Instagram.
Speaker 2: Oh for sure, will and she like the.
Speaker 3: One we were all seeing was like Hallelujah, church girl,
Speaker 3: praise and worship, and then the one on the side
Speaker 3: was like wait, I'm sorry, and we get one more
Speaker 3: inch on that skirt.
Speaker 2: Maam.
Speaker 1: Well, that's why I think the other stuff so important,
Speaker 1: like what they're downloading, like you can get notifications on
Speaker 1: what they download and stuff, because they will do all
Speaker 1: kinds of things and what works for I mean, if
Speaker 1: I'm paying for your phone, then I have every right.
Speaker 2: Amen, that's my opinion.
Speaker 1: If I'm paying for your phone and I can look
Speaker 1: at your text messages, I can look at what you've done.
Speaker 1: I can do whatever I want, and I do and
Speaker 1: I don't. Some people get more leeway in my house
Speaker 1: than others.
Speaker 2: Well, those that don't need it, or those that show
Speaker 2: you that they don't. You probably don't.
Speaker 1: So there's just different.
Speaker 2: Do your parents look at your phone?
Speaker 6: No?
Speaker 4: Not no more. But my mom has an app where
Speaker 4: she like can control my phone. So yeah, she sees
Speaker 4: like everywhere, Well, she has Life through sixty two, so
Speaker 4: she can see where I'm at all times. Yeah, and
Speaker 4: then she can see every app I download. If I'm
Speaker 4: like at school or I have to study, she just
Speaker 4: will shut off my whole phone completely.
Speaker 2: Good on.
Speaker 1: I do that too.
Speaker 2: I love that. That feels really good to me. Okay,
Speaker 2: so I have an announcement to make.
Speaker 1: I just it's like, somehow I'm not surprised Cat.
Speaker 3: I'm always like on the edge of my seat, and
Speaker 3: Cat soays like, here we go.
Speaker 1: I mean, I got no clue where we're going with this.
Speaker 2: But never you can't even get it.
Speaker 3: Sometimes it's that she's switched shampoo, and sometimes it's that.
Speaker 1: We changed it's important or literally you can't get it.
Speaker 2: Nope, No, I took a pregnancy test.
Speaker 1: You're not telling us on there so it was negative.
Speaker 1: There's no way.
Speaker 3: I don't believe what Kat just said. I don't believe
Speaker 3: I would not tell us. Oh, there is no way.
Speaker 3: And you're an actress, dammit, go.
Speaker 2: Cramer, go. So I was late. Can you continue? For
Speaker 2: the love of Jesus, I feel like.
Speaker 1: Some minutes last, I need to know the whole story.
Speaker 1: This is why I haven't asked. I've been tempted to ask.
Speaker 2: Of course you've been tempted. I'm just going to wait.
Speaker 2: So we had a little whoopsie. Speaking of seventeen. Speaking
Speaker 2: of seventeen, this is for you. You have to be
Speaker 2: careful because sometimes guys just forget Okay.
Speaker 1: Let's guys. I can't okay, okay, seventeen I know, but
Speaker 1: so your mom just shut off her phone.
Speaker 2: Podcast she should have your.
Speaker 5: No.
Speaker 2: But you know, you have to be careful.
Speaker 3: You know what I mean.
Speaker 2: They have to you have to be very careful. And
Speaker 2: I'm very much like I am not careful. Well I
Speaker 2: don't know so anyways, but something and it just happened
Speaker 2: to be the actual day that I was ovulating that
Speaker 2: when I started counting, I was like, oh my god, this,
Speaker 2: I'm going to be pregnant, like no doubt, and so
Speaker 2: that that like that morning when I was literally like
Speaker 2: something took over my body because I was just like what,
Speaker 2: because I'm like, if I wanted, if we were to
Speaker 2: have another baby, I want to be able to have
Speaker 2: a be on when we discuss it and we have
Speaker 2: a conversation and when we talk about it and we
Speaker 2: really sit down and go, Okay, are we going to
Speaker 2: do this again? Remember that seventeen There's a lot to discuss.
Speaker 2: That's right, Yeah, continue, please gone. So I was obviously
Speaker 2: not very happy because that was just kind of like
Speaker 2: that conversation was just not had. And again he's always
Speaker 2: so careful, so like I wasn't like mad at him
Speaker 2: because it's like he's never happened like that before. It
Speaker 2: was just like this, it's literally never happened before.
Speaker 3: It's always wild to talk about this stuff too. It's
Speaker 3: like we all know what we're talking about.
Speaker 2: And it's also just like bless you allen, but it's
Speaker 2: never happened before, like ever, He's so careful so well
Speaker 2: at least once before. Go ahead. So then Jace takes
Speaker 2: this little rock and he goes out of nowhere. I
Speaker 2: mean literally out of nowhere. Dear God, I want to
Speaker 2: have I want my mommy to have another baby, and
Speaker 2: praise to this rock. And I was like, throw the
Speaker 2: rock outside shop the rock a real rock and a
Speaker 2: hard play. I was like, oh my god. I was
Speaker 2: like between like the freak thing that's never happened, like
Speaker 2: minus that one time, then like the rock incident. I'm like,
Speaker 2: oh this is I'm so going to be pregnant. So
Speaker 2: then for two weeks after that, it was just like
Speaker 2: I had to really like think about I'm on set,
Speaker 2: you know, kind of worrying about it too. I'm like, shoot, okay,
Speaker 2: I'm gonna have almost like Irish twins are going to
Speaker 2: be like almost like eleven months apart, like you're apart.
Speaker 2: I'm like, oh my gosha, I'm like, how am I
Speaker 2: going to do this? Just trying to like figure it
Speaker 2: all out. But then and then I was like, so
Speaker 2: then I started to freak out. I'm still not not
Speaker 2: freaking out, so we have because we haven't gotten to
Speaker 2: the end of it. So then I take a test
Speaker 2: and I see a faint, faint, faint faint just like
Speaker 2: my first test, faint faint line right, I can see
Speaker 2: it sounds like I don't see it. I'm like, there's
Speaker 2: a lie. It's a lie. Cramer, I see a lie.
Speaker 2: I'm freaking out. But and I'm late, so I'm like,
Speaker 2: oh my god, Like this is how it happened with Ruman.
Speaker 2: I had a faint little line and then I was pregnant.
Speaker 2: So I was like, I'm totally pregnant, and who knows,
Speaker 2: maybe the faint was like a little maybe, I don't know,
Speaker 2: who knows. But then like three days later I started
Speaker 2: my period. Okay, so and then and then I'm like,
Speaker 2: it's been like ten days. I have like I can't
Speaker 2: stop leaving, but anyway, all over the place. I know,
Speaker 2: it's been like all over But I literally was like,
Speaker 2: but then when I got my period, this was the
Speaker 2: breaking news. I was like, I kind of want another.
Speaker 1: This was coming.
Speaker 3: My pelvic floor was holding its breath the entire conversation.
Speaker 1: Every woman kind of does that a little bit though, no,
Speaker 1: a little bit like you don't really want one, but
Speaker 1: then the thought of like you might be, and then
Speaker 1: there's a I think there's a like a just a
Speaker 1: little bit of disappointment, like maybe I did one.
Speaker 2: It was I like, I kind of I didn't want one,
Speaker 2: and this is Alan and I have since had the conversation.
Speaker 2: He's like, we should be excited your period came, and
Speaker 2: I'm like, but now it made I had to I
Speaker 2: was thinking for two weeks that I was pregnant or
Speaker 2: like maybe pregnant. So I'm like I had to really
Speaker 2: kind of like go through and I got to a
Speaker 2: place where I'm like, I would love another one with
Speaker 2: you on the right timeline. I was like, but I'm forty,
Speaker 2: and that's that's the piece that stops me is I'm like,
Speaker 2: if I was younger, I would have another one in
Speaker 2: a heartbeat. If I was thirty eight, i'd have another
Speaker 2: one if I was Because I'm like, I keep envisioning
Speaker 2: like this girl. So those the past two weeks, I
Speaker 2: was like, I had these visions of like a little girl,
Speaker 2: and I was like, if it is, it's a girl,
Speaker 2: like I just know it, you know, and like so
Speaker 2: I started to like kind of like visualize it.
Speaker 3: I have a theory about miss this okay, the lateness. Okay,
Speaker 3: So I've always thought that soul's float before they land
Speaker 3: to make you do exactly what you're doing, which is
Speaker 3: like trying it on in your brain, so I'll catch
Speaker 3: you in a month. But if you're going to do that,
Speaker 3: we need to know was are we still going to
Speaker 3: get married far away?
Speaker 2: And we've got a lot so I think, like, so
Speaker 2: that's like because I'm like, he's either going to get
Speaker 2: a snip like in the next month or two or
Speaker 2: like you know. But I'm like, I don't think my
Speaker 2: body could handle another one, and he doesn't want to
Speaker 2: do ivah, So I think it's done. I also wanted one.
Speaker 1: Does he want to He.
Speaker 2: Said he'd be open to it, but again, it's like
Speaker 2: my age and my pregnancy is like it'd be my
Speaker 2: fourth sea section, which would be they say you should
Speaker 2: stop at three. Gets dangerous, Yeah, I gets dangerous. I
Speaker 2: already had like a quite traumatic like stuff that like,
Speaker 2: so I think my body says no, but like this
Speaker 2: little soul like I'm like the what I was thinking
Speaker 2: of those two weeks, I was like and like to
Speaker 2: have roman like when the kids leave, like then he
Speaker 2: has a sibling and I don't know, but I'm like,
Speaker 2: it's the age it's stopping me. So I think it's
Speaker 2: I think it's done. But there was a piece of
Speaker 2: me that was like, if I was younger, I would
Speaker 2: go more for sure. He doesn't want to do sarrogate.
Speaker 2: I've already said. I was like, well how about we
Speaker 2: try and do a surrogate and he's just like, I
Speaker 2: don't want to do it that way. I was like,
Speaker 2: all right, like I respect you know. Yeah, I'm like yeah,
Speaker 2: So anyways, that's it. M hm, protect wrap it up.
Speaker 3: Oh gosh, save yourself from one of those needs marriage.
Speaker 2: I mean someone needs to say I'm gonna.
Speaker 3: Be the one that's okay, Yeah I would. I would
Speaker 3: have more kids if I was younger. I just feel
Speaker 3: my body really went through it this time.
Speaker 2: That's kind of the same thing. Yeah, I was thinking of.
Speaker 2: But anyways, that's my that's my one story. And now
Speaker 2: ave us here and she's young and seventeen and I
Speaker 2: just got this like facial done in my face that
Speaker 2: I'm gonna I was like, I'm gonna look like a
Speaker 2: zoo animal. Your aunt's gonna look like a total zoo
Speaker 2: animal tomorrow. I wish I looked like a zoo ann
Speaker 2: to be young. Well, it's like, if I was seventeen,
Speaker 2: what would you do differently? First of all, you want
Speaker 2: to wear sunscreen so that you're not lasering and sprain.
Speaker 1: That's a good way.
Speaker 3: Twenty three years from now, I would say I would
Speaker 3: more than I would have more faith in my own guts.
Speaker 3: I don't think I trusted my gut enough good one
Speaker 3: With boys, I knew what I knew what I knew,
Speaker 3: But then I got distracted, which is with the age.
Speaker 3: You know, did you really know that at seventeen? Because
Speaker 3: I didn't.
Speaker 2: I was so so boy crazy with like even when
Speaker 2: Matt would like make me cry and I was like, no,
Speaker 2: choose me, like I was still I didn't see that
Speaker 2: the like, oh, that's not how it should be at
Speaker 2: a zero percent.
Speaker 3: Zero Yeah, I don't think it was more. I don't
Speaker 3: think it was as like in depth as that. I
Speaker 3: think I just knew what was good for me and
Speaker 3: what wasn't good for me, but I kept choosing maybe
Speaker 3: what wasn't good for me. Warp Tour was a thing
Speaker 3: at a tub top. His name was Josh, and I
Speaker 3: was like, oh my gosh, we get tota late. Just
Speaker 3: keep calling each other.
Speaker 2: On our flip phone. Yeah, I don't. We didn't even
Speaker 2: have flip phones then right seventeen, we didn't have got
Speaker 2: the bad orange.
Speaker 3: Yeah that like first phone Yeah yeah, yeah, that was
Speaker 3: like as big as a throw pillow.
Speaker 1: I mean I wasn't like crazy crazy boy crazy. I
Speaker 1: mean I dated and stuff, but nothing major. I think
Speaker 1: mine would be more about friends and like not taking
Speaker 1: things so personally, not being a part of when so
Speaker 1: and so is being mean to so and so, like
Speaker 1: never being a part of that, Like just being stronger
Speaker 1: and like the whole friend situation would be mine.
Speaker 2: It's hard.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I look at it now with like my daughter,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, oh, well, they're just trying to fit in.
Speaker 1: I'm like, man, can imagine if like people didn't do
Speaker 1: that and they were just nice to everybody.
Speaker 3: That's one thing I think about your generation I really
Speaker 3: admire though, So for me, I feel like y'all are
Speaker 3: just a little more sure of yourselves.
Speaker 2: Yeah do you think that? Yeah, yeah, you're a little
Speaker 2: less bs.
Speaker 3: It feels like to me, which I love. For you, Yeah,
Speaker 3: we were really trying to fit into a bunch of boxes.
Speaker 1: It's funny. Speaking of we were talking about social media
Speaker 1: earlier and I was watching I watched my daughter and
Speaker 1: her friend's tiktoks as they all know, and I, you know, whatever,
Speaker 1: but everyone's been really nice.
Speaker 2: I've been shocked the comic girl's changed.
Speaker 1: And maybe it's fake. I don't know, but when I
Speaker 1: look at these, it is literally like all like, oh
Speaker 1: my god, you're so beautiful. Oh my god, and then
Speaker 1: they are all responding like no, that's you.
Speaker 2: You're beautiful.
Speaker 1: And I'm like, I do feel like that's a little
Speaker 1: bit of a trend we didn't have.
Speaker 2: But is that not?
Speaker 1: But is it not? I mean maybe different people are different,
Speaker 1: but yeah.
Speaker 4: There's definitely lots of fakeness, especially like with girls on
Speaker 4: social media. But I mean, yeah, like people I've like
Speaker 4: never talked to, they'll like comment like, oh my god,
Speaker 4: you're so pretty.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and I'm like, there's like a lot of but
Speaker 2: you are so pretty. Yeah. Maybe they're just truth tellers.
Speaker 4: But then it's also like there'll be people who are
Speaker 4: like who will say like one thing like oh my god,
Speaker 4: you're so pretty, but then they'll like be talking talking
Speaker 4: about it.
Speaker 2: I just want you to know. That's kind of yeah,
Speaker 2: all of life. Well, speaking of lots of girls competing
Speaker 2: against one boy, we've got Hannah Brown on oh Yeah,
Speaker 2: The Ultimate Competition, The Ultimate Competition. She's got a book out,
Speaker 2: so let's take a break and then get her on.
Speaker 2: Hey girl, Hi, it's Janna Catherine Kristen. And then my
Speaker 2: niece Ava is joining as well. Okay, amazing, it's a
Speaker 2: little girl's wine down today.
Speaker 5: I love this. I'm glad I can join.
Speaker 2: Thank you for coming on. I so a few things.
Speaker 2: I was opening up, you know, the mail or whatever,
Speaker 2: and I open this box and I see this book
Speaker 2: and I'm like, oh, like, this is like so cool.
Speaker 2: And I'm like, you know, I love the cover and
Speaker 2: I'm kind of like I opened it up just to
Speaker 2: kind of you know, read a little bit of it,
Speaker 2: and I'm like, oh, this is like right up my
Speaker 2: alley and I look and I'm like, Hannah Brown. I
Speaker 2: was like, no way. And then I'm like, wait, is
Speaker 2: it a is it a like a truth s terer?
Speaker 2: Like I know you wrote that your your memoir before
Speaker 2: and I'm like, does she do another one? Then I
Speaker 2: was like, oh my god, this is so cool. It's
Speaker 2: like totally not It's like she's like really an author,
Speaker 2: and like it's like how cool is that?
Speaker 6: It's It's been really cool. Yeah, this is something that
Speaker 6: I've always wanted to do. But yeah, it's definitely. I
Speaker 6: think it's like combine Finding my World as a romance
Speaker 6: novel and people you know, followed my journey and I
Speaker 6: continue to follow and support me on.
Speaker 5: My journey to love.
Speaker 6: So you know, this is another love story that is
Speaker 6: definitely connected to me, but it's a whole it's a
Speaker 6: whole new one for people to enjoy.
Speaker 2: No, I mean, I'm I've gotten through a couple chapters down.
Speaker 2: It's a great but it reminds me of you write
Speaker 2: like Emily Giffen. Oh, I love that.
Speaker 6: That is That's an honor because those were like some
Speaker 6: of my very first Her books were some of my
Speaker 6: very first when I got into the genre. So that
Speaker 6: is definitely a very sweet praise from you, So thank you.
Speaker 2: No, I mean, it's it's really really cute and I
Speaker 2: like it a lot. So was it something where you're like, Okay,
Speaker 2: what made you shift that direction? I know you say
Speaker 2: you always want to do it.
Speaker 6: But yeah, it really was that. Like I mean, I
Speaker 6: think the first time I had a call, like the
Speaker 6: first meeting I had when I got agents, after I
Speaker 6: was on a few of the reality TV shows I.
Speaker 5: Was on there what do you want to do? And oh,
Speaker 5: my god, I don't know. I mean like I.
Speaker 6: Had just like the world opened up to me in
Speaker 6: a different way. But one of the things that I,
Speaker 6: you know, had a dream about, Like in my kitchen,
Speaker 6: my parents' kitchen in Tusco's, Alabama, I.
Speaker 5: Remember talking to my mom about how.
Speaker 6: I would love to, like one day, really work hard
Speaker 6: and be able to do a novel, write a novel,
Speaker 6: because I've always enjoyed reading and writing. But so this
Speaker 6: has been like my first real dream come true. So
Speaker 6: it was something that we talked about a while ago
Speaker 6: of this this happening, but finally the right like I
Speaker 6: had a great team that I had a lot of
Speaker 6: help to figure out, like how do I even make
Speaker 6: this change? Like what do I need to do to
Speaker 6: be able to make this happen? And we've been working
Speaker 6: on mistakes we never made for about two years now,
Speaker 6: but it has It's it's been a dream and something
Speaker 6: that you know, I was working towards for for a
Speaker 6: really long time.
Speaker 2: It kind of reminds me of two I don't know
Speaker 2: if any of you girls have seen the movie, but
Speaker 2: anyone but you.
Speaker 5: Have I seen that movie.
Speaker 2: I feel like I am I saying it right, am
Speaker 2: I saying that right anyone, but you have you seen it?
Speaker 2: Afa we're watching it tonight. It's it's like the it's
Speaker 2: Sydney Sweeney, Sidney yes, and I feel like I've seen
Speaker 2: that dude from it just came well, I mean it
Speaker 2: kind of just came out, but it's on Netflix now.
Speaker 2: It reminded me of the old school How to Lose
Speaker 2: a Guy in ten Days. It was very it was
Speaker 2: like the best romantic comedy that I've seen since since
Speaker 2: back then. Like it's so good. Like we're watching it tonight,
Speaker 2: like hands down, Like I've been so excited that it's
Speaker 2: coming on Netflix because we just watched it in the
Speaker 2: hotel like a couple of weeks ago, and I was like,
Speaker 2: this is so good. But it kind of reminds me
Speaker 2: of that where it's like that missed interaction kind of
Speaker 2: mess but then the world's kind of come back together.
Speaker 6: Yeah, because they're not like full like there's these classic
Speaker 6: romance trips like enemies to lovers, because Emma and Finn
Speaker 6: aren't full enemies. Neither were like Sidney Sweeney and Glenn
Speaker 6: Powell's character, they have like a there's a connection.
Speaker 5: Onto each other.
Speaker 6: Yeah, just the miscommunication that's made there to be that
Speaker 6: like tension, and you know, just like in that that movie,
Speaker 6: they go on the journey to see if they can
Speaker 6: ever figure it out and be able to be together
Speaker 6: in any type of amicable way, And Emma and Finn
Speaker 6: kind of have that similar thing. Like in the book
Speaker 6: they're they're best friends, Sybil it's getting married and said
Speaker 6: they're both there for the wedding weekend, and Emma's very
Speaker 6: type A and just she feels like.
Speaker 5: It's her duty to be like she would be.
Speaker 6: She's a great maid of honor, she's got she got
Speaker 6: everything down like written in.
Speaker 5: The schedule, but she's just kind of can be intense.
Speaker 6: And Sybil is a runaway bride, and so of course
Speaker 6: she takes it on herself to be able to like
Speaker 6: fix it and to save her best friend from making
Speaker 6: a terrible mistake. But like she could deal with Finn.
Speaker 6: I guess she's like, I can do this. But then
Speaker 6: it's like now they have to go on this journey together,
Speaker 6: and now they're like stuck in a car on a
Speaker 6: road trip trying to find their friend. So they have
Speaker 6: to have this like force interaction, and that forced proximity
Speaker 6: to really like work through their stuff. So it's fun.
Speaker 6: I think it's a great like Beatree with the.
Speaker 5: Yeah summer coming up. I think people really love it.
Speaker 3: Is there any part of you that is Emma or
Speaker 3: is there a Finn in your heart or world?
Speaker 2: Like where did these two come from?
Speaker 5: So Emma is definitely a part of me.
Speaker 6: The whole idea of writing this book, like where did
Speaker 6: they come from? I really wanted it to be centered
Speaker 6: or around actually like a group of women, kind of
Speaker 6: like that sex in the City vibe of like we're
Speaker 6: really invested in the way that these the Core four
Speaker 6: and six we never made what they're called, how like
Speaker 6: their love story with each other, how we wreak them
Speaker 6: and then their individuals love stories. But this book follows
Speaker 6: Emma's and Emma is a part of me, just like
Speaker 6: the other girls that you meet in this book for
Speaker 6: the first time are a part of me as well.
Speaker 6: And it's just me if I was like more of
Speaker 6: those few characteristics.
Speaker 5: Or times in my life, like what would I be?
Speaker 6: And I would be an Emma Because I feel like
Speaker 6: even though this is different than my first book that
Speaker 6: was it was a memoir, there still has to be
Speaker 6: truth to write from somewhere, like I cante just sit
Speaker 6: down at a computer and write about something I don't
Speaker 6: know at all, even if it is like really creative.
Speaker 6: That's hard for me probably for you. Well, like writing
Speaker 6: a song, like you have to write from somewhere that
Speaker 6: is that it is true, or seeing from somewhere that
Speaker 6: you can relate to. So to be able to do that,
Speaker 6: had to infuse myself into these characters or experiences that
Speaker 6: I've had. So when it comes to Finn, he really
Speaker 6: isn't one person. I think he is a He is
Speaker 6: parts of some of the I say, like the greatest
Speaker 6: hits of my life, of like the guys that that
Speaker 6: I've had relationships with miscommunication with. But he's not as
Speaker 6: much of like a part of one guy is where
Speaker 6: he really is just a mixture of different situations that
Speaker 6: I've had.
Speaker 2: Could could I ask a question about the Bachelorette or
Speaker 2: are you just like done talking.
Speaker 5: About you can totally ask me?
Speaker 2: Okay, So, and I really want to hear too about
Speaker 2: you know, obviously you're engaged. I want to hear all
Speaker 2: about that. And I want to, you know, just because
Speaker 2: because that's the he he you know, he got the
Speaker 2: final final Prize final rose all of that. But I'm
Speaker 2: curious because when I watched the show, you know, obviously
Speaker 2: we all kind of saw like went down what went
Speaker 2: down in the end, and then you had a thing
Speaker 2: I guess with Tyler too, And I was curious because
Speaker 2: when I watched it, I looked at it and go,
Speaker 2: everyone was loving Tyler, right, and like, he's this guy
Speaker 2: that stepped out of GQ magazine pretty much, and like,
Speaker 2: you know, was it did your mind kind of shift
Speaker 2: in a way where it was like you wanted that
Speaker 2: out a little bit with Jed too, to be like, Okay,
Speaker 2: this happened, and then to be like, because Tyler was
Speaker 2: kind of the guy that everybody loved versus Jed, does
Speaker 2: that make sense or no.
Speaker 5: Totally it does? It does? I think.
Speaker 6: I was really confused at the end of who I
Speaker 6: wanted to be with, and then I started finding out
Speaker 6: little things about.
Speaker 5: The relationship that I had chosen, even though it was
Speaker 5: like hard, like I was like wanting to run.
Speaker 6: I wanted to change my mind at the last minute.
Speaker 6: Then I didn't. I was like, no, this makes the
Speaker 6: most sense. Jed makes the most sense. And not that
Speaker 6: I cared for I cared for them. Gosh, the last
Speaker 6: the last three guys in my season I really did
Speaker 6: like have feelings for And it was tough because I
Speaker 6: just like sent one guy home, Peter, and then two
Speaker 6: days later I had to get engaged and on the
Speaker 6: day that I get engaged, have to send somebody else home.
Speaker 6: So it's really hard because like those phillies just don't
Speaker 6: go away after you just decided to get engaged to another.
Speaker 2: Person, right, and naturally what good person wouldn't have that.
Speaker 5: Yeah, So like that was like really like hard already.
Speaker 6: So it wasn't like I got engaged to Jed and
Speaker 6: didn't like stop caring about Tyler.
Speaker 5: You know.
Speaker 6: And then when literally like the next day, I start
Speaker 6: getting like something's not right here, that was really tough
Speaker 6: because then I'm like, what did I just do? And
Speaker 6: so it wasn't And then it of course was hard
Speaker 6: to see everybody like, you know, really be on to
Speaker 6: somebody else that you're that you're internally like, I don't
Speaker 6: know what I just did. And then of course I'm
Speaker 6: behind the scenes having this heartbreak that then people are
Speaker 6: also kind of seeing some Yeah, it was just it
Speaker 6: was real.
Speaker 2: It's like no, no, wait, no, no, no, no, gig Hudi,
Speaker 2: I want you back, like no, no, no, But I'm
Speaker 2: just kidding.
Speaker 6: Ultimate any of those relationships, like they weren't fully flushed through.
Speaker 6: Like the people will ask, you know, what do you
Speaker 6: what do you think would have happened if you would
Speaker 6: have done something else? I'm like, I don't know, because
Speaker 6: I didn't. You only know these people so much. I
Speaker 6: mean genuinely, I probably only spent in total, maybe forty
Speaker 6: eight hours with the person that I got engaged to
Speaker 6: when you stop actual hours, probably not.
Speaker 2: Even wild wild Yeah that's crazy. I didn't know that.
Speaker 6: Yes, like nothing, there's nothing to like make a really
Speaker 6: big decision to people who like who have had really
Speaker 6: successful relationships out of them, like kudos to them, because
Speaker 6: it's a lot of work.
Speaker 5: After the show.
Speaker 6: I feel like like you're just seeing literally like the
Speaker 6: first few days with the person actually like what those
Speaker 6: feelings that you have.
Speaker 5: It's a lot of work afterwards, totally.
Speaker 3: It's also a lot to sort through because like in
Speaker 3: the first forty eight hours, the first forty eight like
Speaker 3: there's this like you have this no one.
Speaker 2: Died Christa, you know, well someone well loved it.
Speaker 5: Yeah, there was there was an engagement death.
Speaker 3: I do feel like there is this like like we're
Speaker 3: all still in the rose colored glasses, like the lusty
Speaker 3: like also intriguing, right, Like new people are intriguing. You
Speaker 3: want to know, Like you seem like such a genuine
Speaker 3: sweet person that I'm like, of course you probably really
Speaker 3: wanted to get to know who these people are. So
Speaker 3: now you're like trying to sort through and they're all
Speaker 3: best foot forward, right as they should be. Yeah, right, So.
Speaker 2: Then you're trying to decide, Wait, I'm going to spend
Speaker 2: the rest of my life with someone, but like, also,
Speaker 2: what's your favorite color? I mean I love Jed, but
Speaker 2: you know, like he's like trying to like seduce her
Speaker 2: with like singing like songs and stuff. It's like none
Speaker 2: of that is like you know, you know, the country life,
Speaker 2: I do it, got me, got me three kids.
Speaker 3: I mean I still feel like I'm like, wait, we
Speaker 3: only knew each other forty eight hours. So much of
Speaker 3: what you're saying so relatable. I mean, we're all in
Speaker 3: like we think we found our person, and we did,
Speaker 3: but then you've got to like really get to know someone.
Speaker 5: Yeah.
Speaker 1: But also I mean they're sorry not to cut you off,
Speaker 1: but like I mean, even if you only knew him
Speaker 1: for a couple of months, you spent hours with hours
Speaker 1: every time you're with me, and no one else like
Speaker 1: they're there's no way to even really compare that.
Speaker 3: No, I'm saying, like, I don't know how you would
Speaker 3: do it, because like I got to like court and
Speaker 3: love and see and FaceTime and and only one person.
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's a lot, Like that's crazy.
Speaker 6: Yeah, I think I think it's it's I'm so thankful
Speaker 6: for the experience made me learn a lot about myself
Speaker 6: and and love and what I what I want and
Speaker 6: what I don't and even you know, now I can
Speaker 6: look back so compassionately for myself with people there, it's
Speaker 6: it's a it's a tough thing. But also had a
Speaker 6: lot of cool experiences, but the relationship part, but I
Speaker 6: did not know how to do very well because I
Speaker 6: do think I had a hard time at first, but
Speaker 6: then I did open my heart and then I mean,
Speaker 6: any breakup is it's tough, especially if you just you
Speaker 6: don't know why you're fully breaking up with people. It's
Speaker 6: you got to make a decison of what feels the
Speaker 6: best in that moment, and then then you've got to
Speaker 6: like actually No, it's it's just hard. It's just overall
Speaker 6: like a hard experience that.
Speaker 5: I learned a lot.
Speaker 2: From well, and I feel like it took like from that,
Speaker 2: it was like a couple of years that you were
Speaker 2: almost like trying to find like Hannah in that, you know,
Speaker 2: like there was COVID.
Speaker 5: I had a hard time.
Speaker 2: Yeah, well, and it's it's it was kind of like
Speaker 2: again outsider. And I can only say that because I've
Speaker 2: you know, we've all had our journeys where we can
Speaker 2: look outside and go, Okay, I was trying to find
Speaker 2: myself through divorce and messiness and all the things, you know,
Speaker 2: all the things, and then but so you can see
Speaker 2: it in other people too, and it's like she's gonna
Speaker 2: get there, you know what I mean. And then when
Speaker 2: unfortunate things happen, like stupid video. You know, there's just
Speaker 2: even things that happen, you're just kind of like you've
Speaker 2: done a beautiful job though of like recreating yourself, and
Speaker 2: you know, you have your podcast, you've had your book,
Speaker 2: you've got a beautiful new relationship. So it's it's been
Speaker 2: a joy to kind of watch you go through it
Speaker 2: too and like come out on the other side. Like
Speaker 2: still unapologetically you and beautiful and kind, and so I
Speaker 2: just like I want you to see like know that
Speaker 2: like from the outside people that really like you know
Speaker 2: genuinely you're doing you did an amazing job like through
Speaker 2: all of it.
Speaker 5: Thank you. Yeah.
Speaker 6: I think sometimes when you get knocked down all the
Speaker 6: way to the bottom of like you thought everything was
Speaker 6: going to go one way and it goes completely different,
Speaker 6: that's where really the growth can happen and you can
Speaker 6: really become who you're meant to because all of the
Speaker 6: like labels and the ways that you viewed yourself are
Speaker 6: all stripped away. So it's like, okay, well now I
Speaker 6: can just who am I and how do I want
Speaker 6: to actually go out in the world. And it takes
Speaker 6: a lot of hard work and like really soul searching
Speaker 6: to figure out, like how did you get yourself in
Speaker 6: a place to feel so lost, lonely needing love and
Speaker 6: validation in these certain ways, And it's it's now I
Speaker 6: can really read the blessings of doing that that hard
Speaker 6: work that I did all myself, and it feels great.
Speaker 2: And then Adam comes along, you know, and I think
Speaker 2: that's beautiful too, because it's that's kind of how I
Speaker 2: feel about Alan. I'm like, if he would have come
Speaker 2: in in the middle of the mess, we would have
Speaker 2: never been where we are today. He had to get
Speaker 2: the the healthy, healed version of myself.
Speaker 6: I would say, Adam, kind of he still kind of
Speaker 6: met me in the mess, but I was in a like, Hey,
Speaker 6: I don't know if you want to be with me right.
Speaker 5: Now because I am still like healing.
Speaker 6: There's a lot I don't know about love and how
Speaker 6: to show up in this, but like he was like,
Speaker 6: I'm in I want to be with you. And he
Speaker 6: saw all the good part He saw all the good
Speaker 6: parts of me and stuck with me. And he's gone
Speaker 6: through he has seen me at you know, some of
Speaker 6: my worst moments, but it's just like loved me. It
Speaker 6: supported me through, it encouraged me, and I think we've
Speaker 6: just been able to grow together in a really beautiful way.
Speaker 6: But I think for me, it actually was really great
Speaker 6: to see somebody who I was so like lost and
Speaker 6: hurting and having to like rebuild just my own worthiness
Speaker 6: in myself after a lot of things didn't go the
Speaker 6: way that I thought they were going to go. And
Speaker 6: he decided and said he's still he loved you, even
Speaker 6: loved that version of me. And that's such a like cool,
Speaker 6: like unconditional like love that I've been able to experience.
Speaker 6: That For a while, I thought, you know, people can
Speaker 6: only love me if I miss this or the Bachelora
Speaker 6: or those are the times that I'm worthy of love.
Speaker 5: But what is it when you're.
Speaker 6: Just like an actual, just like absolute mess and somebody
Speaker 6: says like, no, I love you and I choose you.
Speaker 5: It was just a really.
Speaker 6: Really great reflection of true love with Adam, and I'm
Speaker 6: so lucky.
Speaker 2: Well, and it shows you too that everything at all,
Speaker 2: everything always happens, you know, for a reason. So the
Speaker 2: journey that you went on was to get you here,
Speaker 2: and everything that you're doing, it's like those to me
Speaker 2: are always the God wings, totally along the way, totally.
Speaker 3: I love that so much, Hannah, if you could tell
Speaker 3: seventeen year old Hannah, because we have Janna's niece here
Speaker 3: and we did a little like if we were seventeen,
Speaker 3: what did what we wish we would have known or
Speaker 3: said to ourselves or what would like what would seventeen
Speaker 3: year old Hannah tell sweet seventeen year old girls everywhere,
Speaker 3: but including this stunning one in our chair.
Speaker 6: Oh, you don't have to like try to be worth it,
Speaker 6: you already are. I think that was something for me,
Speaker 6: Like I thought I always had to prove and be
Speaker 6: like good instead of just like be Hannah like I wanted.
Speaker 6: There was so much that I thought I had to
Speaker 6: hide about myself and maybe the sadness that I felt
Speaker 6: to be able to be good, happy, sweet Pianna and
Speaker 6: really pushed all those other parts of myself that I
Speaker 6: thought weren't worthy or wouldn't be loved away and like
Speaker 6: it's just it's just with that I've gone on a
Speaker 6: big journey. But like some of those parts are make
Speaker 6: me who I am, And just because they don't like
Speaker 6: always look good and perfect to put together doesn't mean
Speaker 6: that they're not worth.
Speaker 5: Like holding space for.
Speaker 6: And yeah, I think I would just really like want
Speaker 6: to tell myself, like all parts of you are like
Speaker 6: what make you you, and you don't have to like
Speaker 6: hide and put on a smile and pretend like things
Speaker 6: are okay.
Speaker 5: But like people that love you are going to like
Speaker 5: love it all and be there for it all.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I love that. I love that too. So how
Speaker 2: are you enjoying Nashville By the way.
Speaker 5: So I've been here.
Speaker 6: I think it's just like now you're like this week
Speaker 6: or last week or something.
Speaker 5: I'm like, I am liking it. I've missed the beach
Speaker 5: a lot.
Speaker 6: That's been That's been really tough for me because I've
Speaker 6: moved to your room in Santa Monica. I'm from Alabama
Speaker 6: but lived in Santa Monica for like four years, like
Speaker 6: right by the beach, and it was amazing. I think
Speaker 6: I'm like made for that type of life, Sylie, and
Speaker 6: people are like, I'm like the fast face. I'm like no,
Speaker 6: I'm like, I want to be at a beach town
Speaker 6: where people are just like hanging out.
Speaker 2: Okay, we're doing our best to make you feel at home.
Speaker 3: With all the traffic that we're giving you, We're just
Speaker 3: trying to give you California type traffic here in Nashville.
Speaker 6: Oh my gosh. Well see that's why I just I
Speaker 6: stayed on the West side. I didn't get in all that,
Speaker 6: and now I have to be in all this traffic. Yeah,
Speaker 6: It's it's just been shocking.
Speaker 5: Like how.
Speaker 6: I think I'm from a small town in the South
Speaker 6: and now like has really blown up. So it's been
Speaker 6: it's been a very different thing. Now I'm like in
Speaker 6: the middle of it all, living like closer downtown.
Speaker 5: But it's been really good.
Speaker 6: The community is awesome and people are just so sweet,
Speaker 6: and we found a church and just like I've just
Speaker 6: met like just really kind people, like at my gym
Speaker 6: and at church, and it's it's just it's been it's
Speaker 6: been really sweet and I love it because I'm also
Speaker 6: close to my family and like three and a half
Speaker 6: hours away, so I've been able to like see them
Speaker 6: a lot more driving distance.
Speaker 5: So it's been good. But like I did not like
Speaker 5: the winter at all.
Speaker 2: And that wasn't even a winter. We only have that one. Yeah,
Speaker 2: that was that was a very tame winter. So oh
Speaker 2: that makes me sad, I mean global warming maybe.
Speaker 3: Yeah, get that Santa Barbara or Santa Monica or Santa something.
Speaker 2: Just like every other year. It might be bad next year. Maybe.
Speaker 2: Where you're all from, well we're in the Franklin area, okay,
Speaker 2: but I'm from Michigan, so I'm but I moved to
Speaker 2: California when I was eighteen, so I lost. Like, I
Speaker 2: don't like the winners either. Yeah, this is as cold
Speaker 2: as I mean. I don't know how No, I.
Speaker 1: Don't know how I'll do that. But yeah, but I'm
Speaker 1: from here, so I'm used to the I.
Speaker 2: Have been debating a Boca move. Don't kill me. I
Speaker 2: would love it.
Speaker 5: Let's go.
Speaker 2: I feel like, did that come from I've just been
Speaker 2: kind of like looking into it a little bit like,
Speaker 2: you know, I's so me though, you know, like to move.
Speaker 2: But if I could get all my friends to move to.
Speaker 1: I am not moving to Boca.
Speaker 2: I am a great Did you hear that my U
Speaker 2: hauls in your drive bike person is gone. I'm from
Speaker 2: Michigan too.
Speaker 5: I love it.
Speaker 2: I would think it's great. Yeah. Yeah, well let's get
Speaker 2: together at some point in this you know, Nashville world.
Speaker 2: But everyone, please please go get mistakes we never made
Speaker 2: by Hannah Brown. It is available May seventh. Girl, Thank
Speaker 2: you so much for coming on really pre shade it.
Speaker 5: No, it was it was so.
Speaker 6: It was so nice to be just just hanging out
Speaker 6: with the girls. And yeah, I appreciate you.
Speaker 2: Appreciate your girl. Thank you soon All right, bye bye girl. Yeah,
Speaker 2: you would never move to Florida. I thought you liked
Speaker 2: It's not that I would never in Florida. I h
Speaker 2: I'm monking.
Speaker 1: Two things, yes, second thing, have you seen my hair?
Speaker 2: You would do anything in Florida? Yeah, therapy. Can I
Speaker 2: call you a poodle?
Speaker 1: Yeah, you would have to. I'd be Monica from friends,
Speaker 1: but also we'd be broke. My husband's job is in Tennessee.
Speaker 1: Oh you can sell his licenses in Tennessee.
Speaker 2: Hard just start all over?
Speaker 5: How hard is.
Speaker 4: Like?
Speaker 1: Real estate is not something you want to just like
Speaker 1: once you've built it, unless we create, like move and
Speaker 1: selling boat. But also, I mean, I think that's awesome,
Speaker 1: and I'll come visit you a lot. I'm just visiting us.
Speaker 2: You're visiting us.
Speaker 1: Sorry, but Christian's there, I'm Marty.
Speaker 2: Did you move to Florida Ava? Do you like cold weather?
Speaker 4: No?
Speaker 2: No, we almost moved in.
Speaker 4: We were going to move over the summer to Florida.
Speaker 2: Oh we didn't go to welcome you guys. My feeling
Speaker 2: and my lips are finally coming back. I had a
Speaker 2: panic attack today when I got my laser done because
Speaker 2: they put the numbing cream and I was like.
Speaker 5: I can't feel my lips.
Speaker 2: I've got them vizziling back because I am nineteen. You
Speaker 2: and anything else? Did we miss anything? We've missed so much?
Speaker 2: Definitely going back on the Road soon girls June. Oh, which,
Speaker 2: by the way, so the other movie came back around.
Speaker 2: Oh geez, We're not going on the road again girls. No, no,
Speaker 2: we are, but they had so did you see the
Speaker 2: text message where it was like, oh, Jane, are you
Speaker 2: talking to the director? Yes, because what happened was is
Speaker 2: they wanted me to do this movie in London. It
Speaker 2: was a Christmas movie. I really want to love Brian.
Speaker 2: I wanted to go do it, but it was five
Speaker 2: days after I wrapped this last movie, and I'm like, mentally,
Speaker 2: I've been literally bruised, like I've had bruises from like
Speaker 2: I'm just I need I need a beat. Like. So
Speaker 2: he's like, well, we can push it two weeks and
Speaker 2: I'm like, I cannot reschedule my wind down dates. So
Speaker 2: I've forfeited doing another movie. So yeah, because I'm like,
Speaker 2: I can't. I can't reschedule a second time. I can't
Speaker 2: do it. So I was like, if you can move
Speaker 2: it to the week after wind down.
Speaker 1: In the world, would that work?
Speaker 2: London just already being nestled in and then nestled in.
Speaker 2: I know, this has been fun. Ava. I love you.
Speaker 2: I'm glad you're here. What do you want to do
Speaker 2: this week. I don't know. I told her. I was like,
Speaker 2: I was like girls going to like rain and be cold.
Speaker 2: It's not like fun pool weather, but it'll be excuse
Speaker 2: for her to come back another time. It's also warmer
Speaker 2: than probably home. And I remember when I was seventeen,
Speaker 2: all I wanted to do was get tam, which is
Speaker 2: why we're laying there to do until forty. I know,
Speaker 2: because like, what are seventeen year olds like to do?
Speaker 2: It on social media? Sleep? Oh, sleep, shop shop.
Speaker 4: I wake up, go to school, sleep, take a nap,
Speaker 4: go to work. But then I also like coach kids too,
Speaker 4: and I babysit for a family, so very busy.
Speaker 3: Well, if you have any spare hours, seventeen, she's here
Speaker 3: to visit, not work.
Speaker 2: I'm I'm just here for two days.
Speaker 1: I'll take you for six hours.
Speaker 2: There's a couple of spare hours. Well, she just helped
Speaker 2: me and Alan push up the The golf cart died
Speaker 2: on the bottom of the so us three had to
Speaker 2: push up. That's amazing. He has a truck. Why don't
Speaker 2: you just latch it and pull it? Oh my, well
Speaker 2: too late now he did say that, but I was like, no, no,
Speaker 2: we got it. But the funny thing was is I'm
Speaker 2: pretty sure I wasn't doing anything even though I was.
Speaker 2: I was doing a full plank from my feet and
Speaker 2: then my arm's there and then like when I let go,
Speaker 2: it didn't move it all. So I was like, okay, support,
Speaker 2: It makes me nervous that if anyone let go that
Speaker 2: you'll just be right. And then he goes ava when
Speaker 2: I say, hurry up and put the brake the pea break.
Speaker 2: Why are you saying that? Why are saying that? Are
Speaker 2: you gonna let go? Because if you're gonna like go
Speaker 2: and I'm gonna run off, Because if you're gonna let go,
Speaker 2: you're gonna learn that I haven't been doing at your back,
Speaker 2: Cramer or I know same seas. Oh my gosh. Also
Speaker 2: the flight we didn't get into like one in the
Speaker 2: morning because we got delayed in because there was our
Speaker 2: airplane wouldn't land in the thunderstorm, so it got rerouted
Speaker 2: somewhere else than we like had to find a plane.
Speaker 2: But it's all good. Someone from refuge was there from therapy,
Speaker 2: and I was like, I'm about to need therapy and
Speaker 2: about when the baby starts crying. But everything is fine
Speaker 2: yah wait I just I'm seeing you guys in so long,
Speaker 2: so this episodes super long. Love you guys,