1 00:00:09,119 --> 00:00:11,760 Speaker 1: In today's episode, we'll be taking a closer look at 2 00:00:11,760 --> 00:00:14,360 Speaker 1: the history and origins of some of the most popular 3 00:00:14,400 --> 00:00:18,640 Speaker 1: spiritual concepts of our time. From Star C's Crystal Indigos 4 00:00:18,680 --> 00:00:21,560 Speaker 1: and light workers, from the New Age movement of the 5 00:00:21,600 --> 00:00:25,800 Speaker 1: twentieth century to ancient spiritual traditions and belief systems. These 6 00:00:25,840 --> 00:00:29,040 Speaker 1: concepts have emerged from a variety of sources and continue 7 00:00:29,080 --> 00:00:32,720 Speaker 1: to inspire and captivate people around the world. Today, we 8 00:00:32,720 --> 00:00:35,519 Speaker 1: welcome our guests, who will share her personal journey and 9 00:00:35,680 --> 00:00:39,320 Speaker 1: experiences as a healer. Her insights into the art and 10 00:00:39,440 --> 00:00:42,279 Speaker 1: practice of healing have touched the lives of many, and 11 00:00:42,320 --> 00:00:44,199 Speaker 1: we are excited to have her on the show to 12 00:00:44,240 --> 00:00:47,480 Speaker 1: share her knowledge and wisdom. So to my guests, I argue, 13 00:00:47,520 --> 00:00:48,120 Speaker 1: how you feeling. 14 00:00:50,000 --> 00:00:52,440 Speaker 2: I'm doing fine. I'm great. 15 00:00:53,720 --> 00:00:57,840 Speaker 3: It's different because we have the new move and areas 16 00:00:57,880 --> 00:01:00,959 Speaker 3: and we have the solar eclipse. What's like balancing both 17 00:01:00,960 --> 00:01:02,920 Speaker 3: of those energies out as that energy coming in. 18 00:01:03,040 --> 00:01:05,520 Speaker 2: But other than that, I'm doing five Okay. 19 00:01:05,240 --> 00:01:07,319 Speaker 1: Okay, Well, I want to say thank you so much 20 00:01:07,319 --> 00:01:10,400 Speaker 1: for being a part of the Professional Homegirl podcast. I 21 00:01:10,440 --> 00:01:12,600 Speaker 1: am super excited to have you on the show. A 22 00:01:12,640 --> 00:01:17,920 Speaker 1: lot of my listeners, especially my ogphgs, love talking about spirituality. 23 00:01:18,040 --> 00:01:20,440 Speaker 1: So I'm excited to have this conversation with you. 24 00:01:21,280 --> 00:01:21,640 Speaker 2: Thank you. 25 00:01:22,800 --> 00:01:26,320 Speaker 1: Now, can you please explain what Star City, Crystal Indigos 26 00:01:26,319 --> 00:01:27,560 Speaker 1: and light workers are. 27 00:01:28,680 --> 00:01:32,360 Speaker 3: All right, So with star seeds, star seeds are from 28 00:01:32,680 --> 00:01:36,600 Speaker 3: the star system. So what's really cool is that you 29 00:01:36,640 --> 00:01:39,720 Speaker 3: can have many past lives. So people always tend to 30 00:01:39,720 --> 00:01:42,160 Speaker 3: be like man like, they y'all, what is dy y'all? Like, 31 00:01:42,200 --> 00:01:45,200 Speaker 3: I feel like I've been here before, And what it 32 00:01:45,240 --> 00:01:47,640 Speaker 3: is is that in many other lives you could have 33 00:01:47,720 --> 00:01:54,240 Speaker 3: been something else. So for example, for me, I'm a Palladian, Octurian, Syrian, 34 00:01:54,760 --> 00:01:58,680 Speaker 3: and Venizian star seed because I've had multiple lives already 35 00:01:58,960 --> 00:02:01,120 Speaker 3: and when you get to that point in your spiritual 36 00:02:01,240 --> 00:02:03,960 Speaker 3: journey where you start to remember them, that's how you know. 37 00:02:04,200 --> 00:02:06,960 Speaker 3: It's like, I know I'm not coming back. This is 38 00:02:07,000 --> 00:02:09,320 Speaker 3: my last life because I'm doing what I was supposed 39 00:02:09,360 --> 00:02:12,520 Speaker 3: to do, what was leading me up to it. So 40 00:02:13,040 --> 00:02:15,800 Speaker 3: when you talk about star seeds, these are your star 41 00:02:16,600 --> 00:02:19,200 Speaker 3: the star connections to you, or your star ancestors or 42 00:02:19,200 --> 00:02:23,720 Speaker 3: your star linage, just like you have angelic ancestors. Like 43 00:02:24,280 --> 00:02:26,720 Speaker 3: it's different things and you wonder why you have so 44 00:02:26,760 --> 00:02:29,680 Speaker 3: many different gifts. So when it comes to star Seeds, 45 00:02:29,960 --> 00:02:34,680 Speaker 3: those gifts are way different than your Claivoiant, your Clare Confidencing, 46 00:02:34,760 --> 00:02:37,919 Speaker 3: your Clare audience. Because with those, when we think about 47 00:02:38,120 --> 00:02:42,120 Speaker 3: star as to to rescue, we're thinking future forward, right. 48 00:02:42,600 --> 00:02:45,720 Speaker 3: So for example, see me like move somebody across the 49 00:02:45,800 --> 00:02:47,600 Speaker 3: floor or lift them up. 50 00:02:49,560 --> 00:02:50,880 Speaker 2: They're like, oh my god, how you do that? 51 00:02:50,919 --> 00:02:53,440 Speaker 3: And I'm just like, dude, you gotta understand who you 52 00:02:53,480 --> 00:02:56,000 Speaker 3: are so you can know where you're going. They the 53 00:02:56,000 --> 00:03:03,000 Speaker 3: Indigo Children. You have the first Indigos, you have the 54 00:03:03,080 --> 00:03:07,400 Speaker 3: Crystal Indigos, Rainbow Indigos, you have the Golden Children, and 55 00:03:07,520 --> 00:03:10,400 Speaker 3: you have the Diamond Children. You'll know by each essence 56 00:03:10,400 --> 00:03:12,839 Speaker 3: and that's what people come to the shop. I can 57 00:03:12,919 --> 00:03:15,919 Speaker 3: tail in your hands, like what part you belong with? 58 00:03:16,200 --> 00:03:18,280 Speaker 3: And I feel that I can tell by the viboration 59 00:03:18,360 --> 00:03:22,760 Speaker 3: that hits my heart. So with the Indigo Children, this 60 00:03:22,919 --> 00:03:24,840 Speaker 3: were a lot of people went wrong when they were 61 00:03:24,880 --> 00:03:28,040 Speaker 3: dyving getting their kids diagnosed and stuff because they were 62 00:03:28,080 --> 00:03:31,079 Speaker 3: putting them on written lin in ADHD medicines and they 63 00:03:31,120 --> 00:03:37,760 Speaker 3: were just very sensitive, you understand. So with the first wave, 64 00:03:37,800 --> 00:03:40,200 Speaker 3: so when you think about it. You have the first 65 00:03:40,200 --> 00:03:44,640 Speaker 3: Wave indigos, who were those nineteen sixties, late nineteen fifties 66 00:03:44,640 --> 00:03:47,480 Speaker 3: to the nineteen seventies. If you notice what the indiegoals, 67 00:03:47,560 --> 00:03:51,200 Speaker 3: the world shifts. Right when you have indigos like the 68 00:03:51,240 --> 00:03:54,880 Speaker 3: first wave indigos, those were our nineteen fifties and sixties, 69 00:03:54,920 --> 00:03:55,240 Speaker 3: that was. 70 00:03:55,200 --> 00:03:57,680 Speaker 2: Like, you know what, you were just smoking her. 71 00:03:57,640 --> 00:04:01,080 Speaker 3: Butt, We're gonna do this right rave on, Like you 72 00:04:01,200 --> 00:04:04,640 Speaker 3: have that, and then you have the crystal indigos. Now 73 00:04:04,640 --> 00:04:06,720 Speaker 3: you always get something that come a little bit earlier 74 00:04:06,800 --> 00:04:10,360 Speaker 3: to later vibration. It didn't come in so we come 75 00:04:10,360 --> 00:04:13,440 Speaker 3: in and we're like, Okay, we're gonna get it done, 76 00:04:13,760 --> 00:04:15,800 Speaker 3: but we're gonna play it by the rules. So you 77 00:04:15,880 --> 00:04:19,480 Speaker 3: see how each one shifted. Then let's go to the 78 00:04:19,600 --> 00:04:22,320 Speaker 3: nineties and the two thousand. Here go the rainbow babies 79 00:04:22,600 --> 00:04:25,719 Speaker 3: and them the ones them live at. 80 00:04:25,600 --> 00:04:29,240 Speaker 1: Five, right, but like I'm not I'm not. 81 00:04:29,360 --> 00:04:31,800 Speaker 2: Going to school, I'm not taking that debt. 82 00:04:31,920 --> 00:04:33,760 Speaker 1: Yeah, I feel like they're very like vocal. 83 00:04:34,400 --> 00:04:36,520 Speaker 2: Right. It was just like I can't believe you just 84 00:04:36,560 --> 00:04:37,280 Speaker 2: said that. Right. 85 00:04:37,360 --> 00:04:40,240 Speaker 3: Then you got your golden children that start coming in. Now, 86 00:04:40,279 --> 00:04:43,760 Speaker 3: what's cool about the golden children? Of course we always 87 00:04:43,760 --> 00:04:46,320 Speaker 3: have some that sprinkled in a little bit earlier. And 88 00:04:46,400 --> 00:04:49,320 Speaker 3: so with the golden children, you'll notice with them, they 89 00:04:49,320 --> 00:04:53,320 Speaker 3: don't come in carrying karma. They don't have to fix 90 00:04:53,360 --> 00:04:54,839 Speaker 3: what the ancestors. 91 00:04:54,240 --> 00:04:54,880 Speaker 2: Didn't make up. 92 00:04:55,440 --> 00:04:58,880 Speaker 3: Mmmy coming in with pure light, the golden and diamond children. 93 00:04:59,200 --> 00:05:01,320 Speaker 3: So if you were to put your hands over a 94 00:05:01,360 --> 00:05:05,039 Speaker 3: diamond or golden child's hands, it will be an energy 95 00:05:05,040 --> 00:05:07,960 Speaker 3: that shoots something in your heart so strong that's light 96 00:05:08,160 --> 00:05:09,800 Speaker 3: that it'll bring tears to your eyes. 97 00:05:10,160 --> 00:05:10,880 Speaker 2: That's how pure. 98 00:05:11,760 --> 00:05:15,680 Speaker 3: So each wave have their own their own job pretty much. 99 00:05:16,279 --> 00:05:18,760 Speaker 1: Mm hmm. And then what about the light workers. 100 00:05:19,279 --> 00:05:22,719 Speaker 3: Now, with light workers, they're here to bring the light. Now, 101 00:05:22,760 --> 00:05:25,000 Speaker 3: with light workers, you don't necessarily have to have a 102 00:05:25,040 --> 00:05:28,599 Speaker 3: spiritual gift. With light workers, that's your mission. You're you're 103 00:05:28,680 --> 00:05:31,599 Speaker 3: way sure you show people the way you light the 104 00:05:31,600 --> 00:05:32,120 Speaker 3: world up. 105 00:05:32,880 --> 00:05:37,080 Speaker 2: The same thing with there, there's a gift. 106 00:05:36,960 --> 00:05:39,120 Speaker 3: Called the awakener. Now, what's the difference between a light 107 00:05:39,160 --> 00:05:42,800 Speaker 3: work and awakener. Awakener they awaken the next person to 108 00:05:43,040 --> 00:05:44,040 Speaker 3: their spiritual gifts. 109 00:05:44,600 --> 00:05:45,920 Speaker 1: Mm hmmm, mm hmmm. 110 00:05:46,240 --> 00:05:49,839 Speaker 3: So when we talk about like Reaki for example, that's 111 00:05:49,839 --> 00:05:50,760 Speaker 3: not a spiritual gift. 112 00:05:50,920 --> 00:05:51,880 Speaker 2: Anybody can learn. 113 00:05:51,760 --> 00:05:55,320 Speaker 3: Reiki's right, if that you know, you add to it 114 00:05:55,560 --> 00:05:56,479 Speaker 3: that make it different. 115 00:05:57,000 --> 00:06:00,320 Speaker 1: Mm hmmm mmmm All right, Josh about the flex on us. 116 00:06:04,960 --> 00:06:06,880 Speaker 1: And I'm assuming that for the most part, all of 117 00:06:06,880 --> 00:06:10,520 Speaker 1: these are all related to each other. Yes in a sense. 118 00:06:11,080 --> 00:06:15,880 Speaker 3: Yes, Oh about witches, like, it's no different, like I don't. 119 00:06:16,160 --> 00:06:19,080 Speaker 3: We don't segregate. So it was funny because we grow 120 00:06:19,120 --> 00:06:20,800 Speaker 3: up and we think about Wizard of Ours, we think 121 00:06:20,839 --> 00:06:23,479 Speaker 3: of Glinda and then the Witch of the West. 122 00:06:23,880 --> 00:06:24,159 Speaker 1: Right. 123 00:06:25,240 --> 00:06:27,880 Speaker 3: Also, it's just like you have like working star c 124 00:06:28,080 --> 00:06:30,680 Speaker 3: healers and and shamans and all of that. 125 00:06:30,800 --> 00:06:33,039 Speaker 2: You got witches as well. You have your light, your gray, 126 00:06:33,080 --> 00:06:36,160 Speaker 2: you're dark. What are the it's the gray witches they 127 00:06:36,200 --> 00:06:39,719 Speaker 2: balance karma. What are the light? They work with with light? 128 00:06:40,200 --> 00:06:41,920 Speaker 2: What are the dark? I mean we know what the 129 00:06:42,080 --> 00:06:42,560 Speaker 2: dark does. 130 00:06:43,000 --> 00:06:44,600 Speaker 1: So right, thing. 131 00:06:45,920 --> 00:06:47,960 Speaker 3: When you think about it, in every life, we've been 132 00:06:48,000 --> 00:06:49,640 Speaker 3: more than one thing. You have to look at your 133 00:06:49,720 --> 00:06:52,799 Speaker 3: root to understand what's in your lineage. 134 00:06:53,240 --> 00:06:59,080 Speaker 1: But yeah, it's kind of like your metamorphine in a sense. Right, 135 00:07:00,160 --> 00:07:02,520 Speaker 1: since you say that you constantly changed it something one 136 00:07:02,560 --> 00:07:05,760 Speaker 1: life time you may have been yeah, right, you may 137 00:07:05,800 --> 00:07:07,920 Speaker 1: have been a crystal indigo another lifetime you may have 138 00:07:08,000 --> 00:07:10,360 Speaker 1: been let's say a witch the following. Like I guess 139 00:07:10,360 --> 00:07:12,680 Speaker 1: I said, when you finish your mission, you can move 140 00:07:12,720 --> 00:07:13,960 Speaker 1: on to something else, right. 141 00:07:14,760 --> 00:07:16,240 Speaker 2: So this is the thing. 142 00:07:17,160 --> 00:07:19,640 Speaker 3: When you don't finish your mission, you come back and 143 00:07:19,680 --> 00:07:20,880 Speaker 3: you start where you left. 144 00:07:20,640 --> 00:07:23,680 Speaker 1: Off, right, So you need to complete it right. 145 00:07:23,760 --> 00:07:25,600 Speaker 3: In my case, I didn't because I was killed for 146 00:07:25,680 --> 00:07:28,640 Speaker 3: my hands and every life I need nothing about these hands. 147 00:07:28,800 --> 00:07:31,120 Speaker 3: So who would have known that I would be doing 148 00:07:31,280 --> 00:07:34,120 Speaker 3: more work with my hands than because when I started, 149 00:07:34,160 --> 00:07:38,160 Speaker 3: I was on YouTube doing a terror and astrology like, ok, yeah, 150 00:07:38,200 --> 00:07:41,440 Speaker 3: I saw that this wasn't even in motion yet and 151 00:07:41,480 --> 00:07:43,840 Speaker 3: this was found by accident, and I have to ask 152 00:07:43,880 --> 00:07:47,200 Speaker 3: my family, like you know what's going on? But in 153 00:07:47,240 --> 00:07:51,280 Speaker 3: every life, whether I was in Atlantis right, So people 154 00:07:51,280 --> 00:07:55,360 Speaker 3: think that Atlantis wasn't real, but it was. And we 155 00:07:55,400 --> 00:07:57,960 Speaker 3: would bring the people to the water to be healed 156 00:07:57,960 --> 00:08:01,040 Speaker 3: by the dolphins. So that's where where the down healing 157 00:08:01,080 --> 00:08:04,160 Speaker 3: comes from. And then another life, I was killed for 158 00:08:04,280 --> 00:08:06,960 Speaker 3: my hands. I was very what you call it, like 159 00:08:07,040 --> 00:08:09,400 Speaker 3: you know how people would come to the person and 160 00:08:09,400 --> 00:08:11,440 Speaker 3: they would do the healing and stuff like that, and 161 00:08:11,560 --> 00:08:14,280 Speaker 3: everyone they would try to take me out from my hands. 162 00:08:14,720 --> 00:08:16,880 Speaker 1: Mmm. How did you find this out about yourself? 163 00:08:18,560 --> 00:08:20,200 Speaker 2: It's calling the Kashic records. 164 00:08:20,480 --> 00:08:24,520 Speaker 1: Okay, why what the records is? Yeah, that's how I 165 00:08:24,560 --> 00:08:25,920 Speaker 1: wanted to see because I was going to ask you. 166 00:08:25,920 --> 00:08:28,000 Speaker 1: You had somebody to access your library and they told 167 00:08:28,040 --> 00:08:29,800 Speaker 1: you about your past and current lives. 168 00:08:31,040 --> 00:08:31,760 Speaker 2: Not only that, but. 169 00:08:31,760 --> 00:08:34,040 Speaker 3: You start to see glimpses of it when you're like 170 00:08:34,160 --> 00:08:37,840 Speaker 3: when you're going through your journey. So I saw them before, 171 00:08:37,880 --> 00:08:41,040 Speaker 3: he told me. I saw the Atlantis part and I 172 00:08:41,080 --> 00:08:44,560 Speaker 3: saw me all being blue and in the spaceship, so 173 00:08:44,559 --> 00:08:45,839 Speaker 3: I knew that was the Doctorians. 174 00:08:46,440 --> 00:08:49,840 Speaker 2: So you'll start to get memories, like you'll start. 175 00:08:49,679 --> 00:08:53,720 Speaker 3: To remember like downloads right, and you'll start like with 176 00:08:54,640 --> 00:08:57,120 Speaker 3: I was a high priestess of God is isis? So 177 00:08:57,320 --> 00:09:00,320 Speaker 3: they showed me like in the tomb, looking at like 178 00:09:00,600 --> 00:09:02,240 Speaker 3: it was like we walked through the tomb and then 179 00:09:02,280 --> 00:09:04,839 Speaker 3: in this room right here, it was nothing but gold 180 00:09:04,960 --> 00:09:07,880 Speaker 3: and it was just shining like on this little leverage 181 00:09:08,000 --> 00:09:12,960 Speaker 3: table thing like that, and it was like it's like 182 00:09:13,400 --> 00:09:15,840 Speaker 3: they start it comes back to you. You start to 183 00:09:15,840 --> 00:09:20,560 Speaker 3: remember your past lives. You make the stream, but it's not. 184 00:09:21,160 --> 00:09:24,640 Speaker 1: Right, it's a memory that's coming back to you. There 185 00:09:24,640 --> 00:09:28,000 Speaker 1: you go, So What are some common misconceptions that you 186 00:09:28,040 --> 00:09:31,319 Speaker 1: would like to clear up about the different spiritual concepts. 187 00:09:34,000 --> 00:09:36,360 Speaker 3: I don't which one do I want to clear up 188 00:09:36,800 --> 00:09:38,520 Speaker 3: because I've gotten to that point in my life while 189 00:09:38,520 --> 00:09:40,520 Speaker 3: I'm not trying to clear anything up at this point. 190 00:09:41,320 --> 00:09:43,840 Speaker 1: Or what are some ones that you normally hat? 191 00:09:44,840 --> 00:09:46,080 Speaker 2: Oh? What well? 192 00:09:46,120 --> 00:09:50,120 Speaker 3: When they say, like when they see you like working 193 00:09:50,120 --> 00:09:52,240 Speaker 3: with your hands or doing reiki and they're not educated 194 00:09:52,240 --> 00:09:54,160 Speaker 3: and they call it which craft, That's one that I 195 00:09:54,200 --> 00:09:57,600 Speaker 3: really hate. I don't like it, and I think it's ignorant. 196 00:09:58,800 --> 00:10:02,360 Speaker 3: What's another one? When they see you doing any type 197 00:10:02,400 --> 00:10:05,360 Speaker 3: of healing work, they are immediately all they like black 198 00:10:05,400 --> 00:10:10,720 Speaker 3: magic and dark magic? What's another one? And I don't 199 00:10:10,840 --> 00:10:14,199 Speaker 3: like when they try to make spirituality like East coasts 200 00:10:14,240 --> 00:10:19,439 Speaker 3: versus West coast, Like you'll say we're one. So for example, 201 00:10:19,440 --> 00:10:21,400 Speaker 3: I had a lady come into my shop. I wasn't there, 202 00:10:22,559 --> 00:10:24,200 Speaker 3: and she was like, I'm a chaotic witch. And they 203 00:10:24,200 --> 00:10:26,360 Speaker 3: started to give a tour and do this and that. 204 00:10:26,679 --> 00:10:28,240 Speaker 3: All right, you can be a chaotic which all you 205 00:10:28,280 --> 00:10:30,040 Speaker 3: want to, but at the end of the day, I'm 206 00:10:30,240 --> 00:10:32,560 Speaker 3: this is what I do. My purpose is to teach, 207 00:10:32,880 --> 00:10:36,880 Speaker 3: so my advisors are trained to teach. If you feel uncomfortable, 208 00:10:36,880 --> 00:10:40,240 Speaker 3: then there's the door you can come, or they try 209 00:10:40,280 --> 00:10:43,280 Speaker 3: to push their beliefs onto you. 210 00:10:43,640 --> 00:10:45,640 Speaker 1: Yeah, how are you come in somebody else household acting 211 00:10:45,720 --> 00:10:46,760 Speaker 1: like that? 212 00:10:46,760 --> 00:10:49,480 Speaker 3: That's exactly And you know me, I'm like, okay, you one, two, three, four, five, 213 00:10:49,520 --> 00:10:50,480 Speaker 3: six seven, Like I don't. 214 00:10:50,480 --> 00:10:53,160 Speaker 2: I don't have time because you know, at the end 215 00:10:53,200 --> 00:10:54,760 Speaker 2: of the day. Oh. 216 00:10:54,840 --> 00:10:57,960 Speaker 3: The other great misconception is because you're a healing because 217 00:10:57,960 --> 00:11:00,320 Speaker 3: you're a light worker, you don't have those hands. It's like, 218 00:11:00,520 --> 00:11:02,400 Speaker 3: just because we're all our mission in purpose, you're not 219 00:11:02,440 --> 00:11:04,200 Speaker 3: about to just treat us any type of way or 220 00:11:04,200 --> 00:11:06,720 Speaker 3: talk to us any crazy that we were somebody. 221 00:11:06,400 --> 00:11:07,040 Speaker 2: Before this life. 222 00:11:07,040 --> 00:11:08,160 Speaker 1: You're gonna fight somebody. 223 00:11:08,520 --> 00:11:12,440 Speaker 2: Oh yeah, I'll pop you up real quick. Like, but yeah, 224 00:11:12,840 --> 00:11:13,600 Speaker 2: I don't have time. 225 00:11:13,640 --> 00:11:17,840 Speaker 3: I'm fred pounds Like no, I'm a sweetheart, I really am. 226 00:11:17,880 --> 00:11:20,920 Speaker 3: But I've learned, like and I haven't done that. 227 00:11:21,000 --> 00:11:21,760 Speaker 2: I haven't, but what. 228 00:11:21,760 --> 00:11:23,520 Speaker 1: I'm learning, that's what she's telling us, y'all. 229 00:11:24,080 --> 00:11:28,199 Speaker 3: Yeah, I swear like every love, I haven't, but I learned, 230 00:11:28,240 --> 00:11:30,840 Speaker 3: like they really think, because it's like you're on the spiritual. 231 00:11:30,440 --> 00:11:32,840 Speaker 1: Path that they people will try you try. 232 00:11:32,679 --> 00:11:35,240 Speaker 3: You and I just be looking like and then the 233 00:11:35,280 --> 00:11:37,640 Speaker 3: minute you give them a reaction, it's like, oh my god, 234 00:11:37,679 --> 00:11:40,439 Speaker 3: you're so aggressive, Like what did you think? 235 00:11:41,080 --> 00:11:44,040 Speaker 2: So right, like respect us as we respect you. 236 00:11:44,200 --> 00:11:46,840 Speaker 3: Like again, if you're coming in here to get support 237 00:11:47,000 --> 00:11:49,880 Speaker 3: or you're trying to find out information, you wouldn't be 238 00:11:49,920 --> 00:11:53,000 Speaker 3: here if you had the answer, So don't come here 239 00:11:53,040 --> 00:11:54,720 Speaker 3: and then beat me down when I'm giving you information 240 00:11:54,800 --> 00:11:56,640 Speaker 3: that you're not that you're not comfortable with. 241 00:11:56,720 --> 00:11:58,200 Speaker 2: I mean, at the end of the day, taken. 242 00:11:58,120 --> 00:12:01,600 Speaker 3: Leave it because you notice all in one I didn't 243 00:12:01,679 --> 00:12:02,559 Speaker 3: keep us separated. 244 00:12:04,080 --> 00:12:06,320 Speaker 1: Yeah, I will agree with you that. I do feel 245 00:12:06,320 --> 00:12:10,560 Speaker 1: like a lot of people try to demonize spirituality, especially 246 00:12:10,600 --> 00:12:13,360 Speaker 1: when it's spirituality that they don't understand or they don't 247 00:12:13,720 --> 00:12:14,440 Speaker 1: know much about. 248 00:12:15,160 --> 00:12:15,520 Speaker 2: Mm hmm. 249 00:12:16,880 --> 00:12:19,520 Speaker 3: You're right, and sadly sometimes they can come from your 250 00:12:19,520 --> 00:12:23,000 Speaker 3: own family members that don't understand. Like, I'm really good 251 00:12:23,000 --> 00:12:25,319 Speaker 3: at manifesting, so again, like you go back to your 252 00:12:25,320 --> 00:12:28,880 Speaker 3: past life. I'm a matrix master, so I know how 253 00:12:28,880 --> 00:12:30,960 Speaker 3: to manifest. I know how to manifest and help people 254 00:12:31,000 --> 00:12:33,360 Speaker 3: get things that they need and want. And I had 255 00:12:33,720 --> 00:12:36,439 Speaker 3: like an auntie that was like you know, she over there, 256 00:12:36,960 --> 00:12:40,520 Speaker 3: what she she told my sister. She's like, she's over 257 00:12:40,520 --> 00:12:43,400 Speaker 3: there doing that, which grad and my auntie lost it 258 00:12:43,400 --> 00:12:45,920 Speaker 3: because that was the auntie that helped me understand like 259 00:12:46,120 --> 00:12:49,360 Speaker 3: where all our gifts and stuff come from from, you know, 260 00:12:49,440 --> 00:12:52,920 Speaker 3: from granty from the south right not doing that? She 261 00:12:52,960 --> 00:12:55,440 Speaker 3: says she has a gift, and she said, you know, 262 00:12:55,720 --> 00:12:58,280 Speaker 3: she's a healer. I've seen what she be doing. And 263 00:12:58,440 --> 00:13:01,400 Speaker 3: she kept trying to convince her sister that it was witchcraft, 264 00:13:01,640 --> 00:13:02,720 Speaker 3: and she wouldn't listen to her. 265 00:13:03,960 --> 00:13:06,600 Speaker 1: You think she was mad or do she got gifts. 266 00:13:06,559 --> 00:13:08,480 Speaker 3: She claimed she could see, but no, she can. The 267 00:13:08,520 --> 00:13:10,240 Speaker 3: only thing she see is how to scam people. And 268 00:13:10,280 --> 00:13:13,080 Speaker 3: that's how often you know what? 269 00:13:13,120 --> 00:13:15,120 Speaker 1: That was gonna be my next question I had on 270 00:13:15,120 --> 00:13:17,520 Speaker 1: my list, What are your thoughts on people using spirituality 271 00:13:17,559 --> 00:13:19,120 Speaker 1: to scam. 272 00:13:19,200 --> 00:13:23,280 Speaker 3: I think it's sickening because I have five fake accounts 273 00:13:23,960 --> 00:13:26,400 Speaker 3: that's actually pretending to be me right now, and I 274 00:13:26,480 --> 00:13:29,160 Speaker 3: had to actually do free readings with some people because 275 00:13:29,200 --> 00:13:32,960 Speaker 3: they really needed the information and the help, and I 276 00:13:33,120 --> 00:13:35,680 Speaker 3: actually have proof, like okay, y'all gonna take these accounts 277 00:13:35,720 --> 00:13:36,760 Speaker 3: down and stuff like that. 278 00:13:37,040 --> 00:13:38,880 Speaker 2: Now, when it comes to other people. 279 00:13:41,080 --> 00:13:43,320 Speaker 3: Pretending to be something they're not and just hopping on 280 00:13:43,320 --> 00:13:47,240 Speaker 3: the bandwagon. Honestly, it takes a lot to be able 281 00:13:47,280 --> 00:13:49,600 Speaker 3: to step out the spiritual closet is what I call it, 282 00:13:49,920 --> 00:13:53,920 Speaker 3: and then be put yourself in a vulnerable position for 283 00:13:54,000 --> 00:13:56,920 Speaker 3: people to actually accept you for who you are. And 284 00:13:56,960 --> 00:14:01,199 Speaker 3: it wasn't like my family, like my nana them, they 285 00:14:01,280 --> 00:14:04,199 Speaker 3: knew it was something I've seen as the terrestrials. I've 286 00:14:04,200 --> 00:14:07,000 Speaker 3: seen it all, so they knew with me growing up. 287 00:14:07,200 --> 00:14:10,440 Speaker 3: But I live with my mom until I was like sixteen, 288 00:14:10,480 --> 00:14:12,280 Speaker 3: and I moved away from her, so they got to 289 00:14:12,320 --> 00:14:16,000 Speaker 3: see me from sixteen to up right, and she used 290 00:14:16,000 --> 00:14:17,760 Speaker 3: to always say like, baby, you got a sixth sense. 291 00:14:17,800 --> 00:14:20,720 Speaker 3: And she was a Catholic and she was like, I 292 00:14:20,720 --> 00:14:21,800 Speaker 3: don't know what to do with that. 293 00:14:22,440 --> 00:14:24,280 Speaker 1: So, yeah, I read I saw in one of your 294 00:14:24,360 --> 00:14:28,320 Speaker 1: videos you mentioned that your family is really religious. Yeah, 295 00:14:28,840 --> 00:14:29,560 Speaker 1: what are you smiling? 296 00:14:30,720 --> 00:14:33,120 Speaker 3: Because now, I mean because now it's not it never 297 00:14:33,400 --> 00:14:37,720 Speaker 3: was a judgment, right, I love them unconditionally because it 298 00:14:37,800 --> 00:14:41,480 Speaker 3: never it never has been like you know, remember you 299 00:14:41,480 --> 00:14:43,840 Speaker 3: got your mama's sad to daddy side, you know, So 300 00:14:43,920 --> 00:14:47,920 Speaker 3: it's like that. So with my nana, like it's it's 301 00:14:47,960 --> 00:14:50,400 Speaker 3: everything for her because it's like she never judges me 302 00:14:50,440 --> 00:14:51,240 Speaker 3: and she knows like. 303 00:14:51,280 --> 00:14:53,120 Speaker 2: She always knew something, but she. 304 00:14:53,080 --> 00:14:57,880 Speaker 3: Just couldn't put her finger on it because now like 305 00:14:58,040 --> 00:15:01,200 Speaker 3: I used to be so like I'll be quiet around 306 00:15:01,240 --> 00:15:05,240 Speaker 3: certain family members and you know, be more vocal around others. 307 00:15:05,320 --> 00:15:07,080 Speaker 3: And I remember my god Mama was like, you don't 308 00:15:07,120 --> 00:15:09,360 Speaker 3: then for nobody. You've got something you want to say, 309 00:15:09,840 --> 00:15:12,520 Speaker 3: you know, you saying I'm like h or but she 310 00:15:12,640 --> 00:15:13,720 Speaker 3: was like, well, I know why you need the other 311 00:15:13,800 --> 00:15:15,320 Speaker 3: room because you know the energy and stuff. And it 312 00:15:15,840 --> 00:15:18,400 Speaker 3: made me smiles, like looking it up, they like they're 313 00:15:18,480 --> 00:15:22,160 Speaker 3: learning what what I'm doing. What I'm doing, what I'm doing. 314 00:15:34,880 --> 00:15:37,280 Speaker 1: So tell us more about your upbringing and some of 315 00:15:37,320 --> 00:15:39,240 Speaker 1: the things that you did notice that you was that 316 00:15:39,320 --> 00:15:41,080 Speaker 1: was different because I've read or I saw somewhere in 317 00:15:41,080 --> 00:15:43,520 Speaker 1: one of your videos that you mentioned that you saw 318 00:15:43,680 --> 00:15:49,680 Speaker 1: like extra Torresco beings. You can like you can feel 319 00:15:49,800 --> 00:15:52,760 Speaker 1: things like you just always knew that something was different 320 00:15:52,800 --> 00:15:53,560 Speaker 1: about yourself. 321 00:15:54,960 --> 00:15:58,400 Speaker 3: I used to think our house was hunted. Yes, yep, 322 00:15:58,480 --> 00:16:02,240 Speaker 3: because I actually I when I got burned, they took me. 323 00:16:02,160 --> 00:16:02,680 Speaker 2: From my mom. 324 00:16:02,960 --> 00:16:04,240 Speaker 1: So how did you get burned? 325 00:16:05,000 --> 00:16:07,840 Speaker 3: She fell asleep the first time she fell asleep with 326 00:16:07,880 --> 00:16:11,480 Speaker 3: a cigarette in the bed, and they was like, okay, mistake. 327 00:16:11,920 --> 00:16:15,000 Speaker 3: Then when I was two, she was born and hot 328 00:16:15,080 --> 00:16:19,640 Speaker 3: dogs on those little heeter pots and I just and 329 00:16:19,800 --> 00:16:24,240 Speaker 3: just threw it on myself and so you can't right 330 00:16:24,360 --> 00:16:26,680 Speaker 3: off you'll be able to see like the little splotches. 331 00:16:26,760 --> 00:16:30,000 Speaker 3: But it was on my hands, in my whole face. 332 00:16:31,240 --> 00:16:33,920 Speaker 3: So they took her for like five years. So I 333 00:16:34,000 --> 00:16:35,560 Speaker 3: went back to her at the age of six and 334 00:16:35,560 --> 00:16:38,680 Speaker 3: I left home at sixteen, So technically I only was 335 00:16:38,720 --> 00:16:41,760 Speaker 3: with my mother for ten years because I really didn't know. 336 00:16:42,040 --> 00:16:43,920 Speaker 3: I didn't even know who she was. I thought my 337 00:16:44,000 --> 00:16:46,080 Speaker 3: auntie was my mom because she was light skinned it 338 00:16:46,080 --> 00:16:48,960 Speaker 3: and my mama was dark skinned, right, so it's time 339 00:16:49,000 --> 00:16:51,840 Speaker 3: to come back. They didn't do when you do that 340 00:16:51,920 --> 00:16:54,600 Speaker 3: to a child, you should slowly do weekend visits and 341 00:16:54,680 --> 00:16:57,520 Speaker 3: then do that. Don't just snatch your kid out of 342 00:16:57,560 --> 00:17:00,080 Speaker 3: one spot and throw them back into another, because. 343 00:17:00,000 --> 00:17:01,160 Speaker 1: I mean that's traumatizing. 344 00:17:01,400 --> 00:17:03,400 Speaker 2: Oh yeah, it was traumatizing. I was like, what is this. 345 00:17:03,560 --> 00:17:07,600 Speaker 3: I'm like reving news. I'm like, oh right, I was spoiled. 346 00:17:07,720 --> 00:17:10,280 Speaker 3: I was like, I skates, like I go wear. 347 00:17:10,160 --> 00:17:13,760 Speaker 1: My wood, right, And I think a lot of parents 348 00:17:13,800 --> 00:17:15,600 Speaker 1: they don't think nothing of it because they just want 349 00:17:15,600 --> 00:17:17,280 Speaker 1: their child to be back at home with them, but 350 00:17:17,320 --> 00:17:19,000 Speaker 1: they don't know the effects that it can have on 351 00:17:19,080 --> 00:17:21,359 Speaker 1: a child. Because if you're used to living a certain way, 352 00:17:21,720 --> 00:17:23,680 Speaker 1: and you've been living a certain way for so long, 353 00:17:23,760 --> 00:17:25,000 Speaker 1: and then you got to go back to the hood 354 00:17:25,000 --> 00:17:27,520 Speaker 1: and eat some damn ramen noodles like. 355 00:17:27,560 --> 00:17:30,600 Speaker 3: A conglomerate, I was like, oh no, I was like 356 00:17:30,840 --> 00:17:33,239 Speaker 3: Lli's And it was traumatizing because I remember holding on 357 00:17:33,280 --> 00:17:36,520 Speaker 3: to the back of the white car, That's all I remember, and. 358 00:17:36,440 --> 00:17:38,520 Speaker 2: I was like, Mommy, where are you going? Mom? See 359 00:17:38,560 --> 00:17:40,560 Speaker 2: where you going? And my mama kept saying I'm your 360 00:17:40,560 --> 00:17:41,800 Speaker 2: mama and kept grabbing me. 361 00:17:42,200 --> 00:17:44,280 Speaker 3: Man, my heart was just ripped in half and I 362 00:17:44,320 --> 00:17:47,040 Speaker 3: have to sit there pretend. Then I didn't like my 363 00:17:47,119 --> 00:17:49,399 Speaker 3: other mom like that much, so when she would come 364 00:17:49,400 --> 00:17:50,800 Speaker 3: to visit me, I was like, I guess I could 365 00:17:50,840 --> 00:17:51,520 Speaker 3: go house. 366 00:17:53,080 --> 00:17:56,200 Speaker 2: Man, I got that car. I was like, we out right. 367 00:17:57,760 --> 00:17:59,600 Speaker 2: I love that lady so much, you know what I mean. 368 00:17:59,600 --> 00:18:01,359 Speaker 2: I thought she was my mama, but she's my aunty, 369 00:18:01,560 --> 00:18:02,760 Speaker 2: so I didn't know. 370 00:18:03,520 --> 00:18:06,760 Speaker 1: Oh wow, But but is that true? Not to cut 371 00:18:06,840 --> 00:18:08,520 Speaker 1: you off, but is it true that because I've read 372 00:18:08,560 --> 00:18:11,159 Speaker 1: somewhere that a lot of people, and I have a psycha, 373 00:18:11,240 --> 00:18:12,840 Speaker 1: and I believe she told me this as well, that 374 00:18:12,880 --> 00:18:16,520 Speaker 1: a lot of people are not able to tap into 375 00:18:16,560 --> 00:18:20,520 Speaker 1: their gifts until something traumatic happens. 376 00:18:21,119 --> 00:18:23,040 Speaker 2: No, not all the time, because. 377 00:18:25,160 --> 00:18:27,159 Speaker 1: Or I guess it's in hands more or like it 378 00:18:27,200 --> 00:18:27,880 Speaker 1: comes out. 379 00:18:27,720 --> 00:18:31,960 Speaker 2: More, maybe being hands more because like nothing true. I guess. 380 00:18:32,040 --> 00:18:34,960 Speaker 3: I don't know because I drowned too, so I don't 381 00:18:35,080 --> 00:18:35,960 Speaker 3: I don't remember. 382 00:18:36,480 --> 00:18:37,320 Speaker 1: Why don't you drown? 383 00:18:38,520 --> 00:18:40,800 Speaker 3: We was at the WE was it was my fault 384 00:18:40,800 --> 00:18:43,560 Speaker 3: because I could get out the donut and walk over 385 00:18:43,640 --> 00:18:46,280 Speaker 3: to my cousin, who I thought was my sister. I 386 00:18:46,320 --> 00:18:48,320 Speaker 3: thought I can go in the her donut. But I 387 00:18:48,359 --> 00:18:50,879 Speaker 3: got out and walked under and went under, so they 388 00:18:50,920 --> 00:18:53,160 Speaker 3: had to pull me up. All I remember is seeing 389 00:18:53,160 --> 00:18:55,080 Speaker 3: the feet and then I woke up walking out. 390 00:18:55,560 --> 00:18:57,080 Speaker 2: That's all I remember, and that. 391 00:18:57,160 --> 00:19:01,040 Speaker 3: I kept hearing she wow know but we I was just. 392 00:19:02,720 --> 00:19:03,440 Speaker 2: It was crazy. 393 00:19:04,680 --> 00:19:07,720 Speaker 1: So you had like two two their death experiences or 394 00:19:07,720 --> 00:19:10,800 Speaker 1: maybe three yeah. 395 00:19:11,320 --> 00:19:15,720 Speaker 3: Mm hmm, maybe like four or five. But that's when 396 00:19:15,760 --> 00:19:19,720 Speaker 3: I got older, because you're getting a gunpoint. 397 00:19:19,720 --> 00:19:23,360 Speaker 2: It's a lot. Yeah, I don't know. 398 00:19:23,440 --> 00:19:25,840 Speaker 3: With the with that house, I knew it was something 399 00:19:25,880 --> 00:19:28,919 Speaker 3: because that's when they started, so how you know that 400 00:19:29,080 --> 00:19:30,720 Speaker 3: it started being like this be like. 401 00:19:32,840 --> 00:19:35,000 Speaker 2: While you little, like heavy breathing. 402 00:19:34,640 --> 00:19:36,520 Speaker 1: And stuff like that, like somebody used in the room 403 00:19:36,560 --> 00:19:37,720 Speaker 1: with you, right. 404 00:19:37,600 --> 00:19:40,800 Speaker 3: And I'm being there like like I know somebody like 405 00:19:41,800 --> 00:19:44,000 Speaker 3: And then I used to, you know, the sleep paralysis 406 00:19:44,240 --> 00:19:47,399 Speaker 3: mm hm, I used to It's not sleep paralysis, by 407 00:19:47,440 --> 00:19:51,640 Speaker 3: the way, call it in your back. Yeah, they call 408 00:19:51,680 --> 00:19:55,680 Speaker 3: it a hat yeah yep, like you know, yeah, those 409 00:19:55,680 --> 00:19:57,680 Speaker 3: two terms, but that's what we call it in the South. 410 00:19:58,680 --> 00:20:01,640 Speaker 3: Yet five or six, like at age five or six, 411 00:20:01,680 --> 00:20:03,639 Speaker 3: so I knew something was weird and I was like, 412 00:20:03,680 --> 00:20:06,200 Speaker 3: what is this? And so when I noticed we would 413 00:20:06,280 --> 00:20:09,880 Speaker 3: move to different apartments, it followed me until at one 414 00:20:09,880 --> 00:20:12,440 Speaker 3: point I said no, no, no, no, no, no no, I said, 415 00:20:12,480 --> 00:20:14,439 Speaker 3: it ain't these houses. I said, it's something on me. 416 00:20:15,040 --> 00:20:16,880 Speaker 3: I'm like and I'm like, I gotta figure it out. 417 00:20:16,960 --> 00:20:18,119 Speaker 2: And mind you, we. 418 00:20:17,960 --> 00:20:20,240 Speaker 3: Were all separated at that time. I was living with 419 00:20:20,359 --> 00:20:22,960 Speaker 3: never the one speaking to my mama. So in any 420 00:20:23,040 --> 00:20:26,160 Speaker 3: questions I ever had to answer, she, I don't know, girl, 421 00:20:26,880 --> 00:20:28,600 Speaker 3: what I don't know what you're talking about? 422 00:20:28,640 --> 00:20:31,119 Speaker 2: Like she never knew because she stayed away. You know 423 00:20:31,160 --> 00:20:31,760 Speaker 2: how when. 424 00:20:31,680 --> 00:20:33,200 Speaker 3: They when they grew up in the sixties. They just 425 00:20:33,240 --> 00:20:34,560 Speaker 3: wanted to be out the way. They ain't want to 426 00:20:34,600 --> 00:20:35,359 Speaker 3: look right. 427 00:20:36,119 --> 00:20:37,560 Speaker 2: I stay out the way. I ain't gonna get beat 428 00:20:37,560 --> 00:20:38,399 Speaker 2: down like that's all right. 429 00:20:38,440 --> 00:20:39,800 Speaker 1: I ain't trying to be seeing or her. I'm just 430 00:20:39,800 --> 00:20:41,080 Speaker 1: trying to go about my business. 431 00:20:41,320 --> 00:20:43,720 Speaker 2: Yep. And so I don't know. When I really started 432 00:20:43,760 --> 00:20:44,720 Speaker 2: to knew something, like. 433 00:20:44,840 --> 00:20:48,240 Speaker 3: Know something was off is when I saw the extraterrestrials 434 00:20:48,240 --> 00:20:50,560 Speaker 3: come through my TV in the den room. And I 435 00:20:50,600 --> 00:20:53,360 Speaker 3: will never forget that. And I didn't eat for three weeks. 436 00:20:53,880 --> 00:20:57,920 Speaker 2: M I literally around. I was so scared. 437 00:20:58,000 --> 00:21:01,119 Speaker 3: I was because the thing was, you'll know when something's 438 00:21:01,160 --> 00:21:03,320 Speaker 3: happening is going to happen to you spiritually, because you'll 439 00:21:03,359 --> 00:21:06,000 Speaker 3: start getting what they call the devil's ride or the hag. 440 00:21:06,080 --> 00:21:06,800 Speaker 2: You'll feel like. 441 00:21:07,080 --> 00:21:09,280 Speaker 3: Like someone's trying to throw you into a deep sleep. 442 00:21:10,200 --> 00:21:12,320 Speaker 3: And I remember that was happening, and I. 443 00:21:12,240 --> 00:21:13,399 Speaker 2: Was like, no, like that. 444 00:21:13,520 --> 00:21:16,920 Speaker 3: And I ran downstairs and BB was laying on the couch. 445 00:21:16,920 --> 00:21:18,560 Speaker 2: And she'll tell you BB was laying on the couch. 446 00:21:18,920 --> 00:21:20,560 Speaker 1: Christmas, who was BB? We don't know BB. 447 00:21:20,920 --> 00:21:25,919 Speaker 3: That's my that's she's my cousin, but that they raised me, 448 00:21:26,000 --> 00:21:28,879 Speaker 3: so that's my sister. So she laying on the couch 449 00:21:29,119 --> 00:21:31,959 Speaker 3: christ to my cousin, she laying at the feet. So 450 00:21:32,040 --> 00:21:33,840 Speaker 3: I hurry up and get the you know those quills 451 00:21:33,840 --> 00:21:36,320 Speaker 3: that your grandma made with with the squaze, and I 452 00:21:37,400 --> 00:21:39,040 Speaker 3: all of us like we all little. 453 00:21:40,080 --> 00:21:42,600 Speaker 2: I'm like, oh man, So I get behind BB. I'm 454 00:21:42,600 --> 00:21:43,000 Speaker 2: like all right. 455 00:21:43,040 --> 00:21:44,800 Speaker 3: So I'm sitting there breathe, and you hear me like 456 00:21:45,440 --> 00:21:48,440 Speaker 3: chest And they all of them knew anytime they see 457 00:21:48,440 --> 00:21:50,720 Speaker 3: me running out of my room and go in somebody's bed, 458 00:21:50,800 --> 00:21:54,600 Speaker 3: they knew something was happening spiritually. So sitting there and 459 00:21:54,640 --> 00:21:57,000 Speaker 3: I throw the cub over bb head and I'm like, 460 00:21:57,400 --> 00:21:59,879 Speaker 3: I see my TV, Like the TV's in the den rooms. 461 00:22:00,240 --> 00:22:03,200 Speaker 3: So I'm looking at the TV and I'm watching. All 462 00:22:03,240 --> 00:22:06,480 Speaker 3: of a sudden it turns completely like a circle and 463 00:22:06,520 --> 00:22:10,240 Speaker 3: it was white, and three little estra terrestrials hopped out 464 00:22:10,280 --> 00:22:12,560 Speaker 3: one by one. When you're talking about somebody, I couldn't 465 00:22:12,560 --> 00:22:13,000 Speaker 3: even breathe. 466 00:22:13,040 --> 00:22:14,760 Speaker 2: I was like, oh, like and. 467 00:22:14,680 --> 00:22:17,439 Speaker 3: Then that what they do is they stiff your body 468 00:22:17,720 --> 00:22:20,200 Speaker 3: because again they don't want to be hurt either. They 469 00:22:20,240 --> 00:22:21,720 Speaker 3: know you're there, they don't want to be hurt either. 470 00:22:21,760 --> 00:22:25,160 Speaker 3: So you're going you get like stiff so you don't 471 00:22:25,680 --> 00:22:29,040 Speaker 3: pass out or whatever. And literally he walked it up 472 00:22:29,040 --> 00:22:31,520 Speaker 3: to my face like this because they thought that, you know, 473 00:22:31,560 --> 00:22:34,280 Speaker 3: the covers, but I can see mm hmm, and he 474 00:22:34,800 --> 00:22:38,840 Speaker 3: sniffed like that and then went towards Chrys the face 475 00:22:39,080 --> 00:22:41,600 Speaker 3: because by now I can't pull the cover all up, 476 00:22:41,680 --> 00:22:44,160 Speaker 3: so it's right here at the bottom of her deck. 477 00:22:44,800 --> 00:22:48,320 Speaker 2: And when I see him leaning on her, I'm like, oh, 478 00:22:48,400 --> 00:22:51,320 Speaker 2: like that like trying to because I'm stuck. And he 479 00:22:51,480 --> 00:22:54,240 Speaker 2: looked and run back over and put I'm like, oh my. 480 00:22:54,240 --> 00:22:56,760 Speaker 1: God, wait, how old were you? 481 00:22:58,000 --> 00:23:02,320 Speaker 2: I was, man, I think I just turned eighteen. Wow. 482 00:23:02,680 --> 00:23:05,679 Speaker 3: I would never and my nana was like, are you okay? 483 00:23:05,800 --> 00:23:08,639 Speaker 3: I'm just like shaking white man. I was so like, 484 00:23:09,240 --> 00:23:11,040 Speaker 3: I was like, it can't do the t me like 485 00:23:11,320 --> 00:23:14,800 Speaker 3: I was like, out of it always happened or when 486 00:23:14,840 --> 00:23:18,360 Speaker 3: I start. Ancestors tried to bring us back to our 487 00:23:18,440 --> 00:23:22,280 Speaker 3: star placement and and I feel like it's like giving 488 00:23:22,359 --> 00:23:25,399 Speaker 3: us some information on communicating when us literally having float 489 00:23:25,440 --> 00:23:27,439 Speaker 3: in my room like this and moved my ceiling and 490 00:23:27,480 --> 00:23:29,560 Speaker 3: I went right through the stars and I was like, oh, 491 00:23:30,080 --> 00:23:31,840 Speaker 3: you know growing up in the hood that winning. 492 00:23:31,960 --> 00:23:34,040 Speaker 2: I'm like, like, ain't you ready to die. 493 00:23:33,880 --> 00:23:36,720 Speaker 3: Because that's what I thought was happening, right whatever was? 494 00:23:36,840 --> 00:23:40,040 Speaker 3: It turned me towards my bed. Literally, I'm looking at 495 00:23:40,160 --> 00:23:43,040 Speaker 3: my bed nothing's there because I was, you know, laying 496 00:23:43,040 --> 00:23:47,040 Speaker 3: like this watching TV and I said, okay, it rolls 497 00:23:47,080 --> 00:23:48,719 Speaker 3: me up some morning. I just got to seeing all 498 00:23:48,760 --> 00:23:50,960 Speaker 3: those beautiful stars. I'm like, oh, pull me, put me 499 00:23:51,000 --> 00:23:54,520 Speaker 3: this elevator. My booty hit the floor and I took 500 00:23:54,560 --> 00:23:58,119 Speaker 3: off right to Nana like, I'm like, you are me 501 00:23:58,480 --> 00:24:05,119 Speaker 3: sheesus like what I'm like, So, yeah. 502 00:24:03,960 --> 00:24:06,439 Speaker 1: I believe in spirituality and I believe in your story. 503 00:24:06,520 --> 00:24:08,639 Speaker 1: But I'm pretty sure you meet people who be like 504 00:24:08,960 --> 00:24:11,960 Speaker 1: what like how do like how does it feel to 505 00:24:12,040 --> 00:24:16,719 Speaker 1: be to sometimes be met with judgment or like doubt 506 00:24:16,880 --> 00:24:22,080 Speaker 1: or like people always what's the word, I guess just 507 00:24:22,160 --> 00:24:24,160 Speaker 1: doubt like people always like is she for real? 508 00:24:26,240 --> 00:24:26,720 Speaker 2: Mm hmmm? 509 00:24:28,280 --> 00:24:30,280 Speaker 1: Because do you do you sometimes feel like you can 510 00:24:30,400 --> 00:24:33,200 Speaker 1: truly be yourself? Oh? 511 00:24:33,240 --> 00:24:34,520 Speaker 2: Yeah, and I don't. 512 00:24:34,680 --> 00:24:36,600 Speaker 3: I don't have any shame when it comes to any other. 513 00:24:36,840 --> 00:24:39,560 Speaker 3: So when I'm in the streets, like, I'm an introvert, 514 00:24:39,560 --> 00:24:42,520 Speaker 3: in an extrovert. So when I'm in the street, wow, 515 00:24:42,640 --> 00:24:46,600 Speaker 3: they're so like amazed because I'm so like, let's like 516 00:24:46,800 --> 00:24:47,680 Speaker 3: I really. 517 00:24:47,440 --> 00:24:50,600 Speaker 2: Like really like I'm not I'm about to be. I 518 00:24:50,640 --> 00:24:50,879 Speaker 2: had a. 519 00:24:53,119 --> 00:24:56,359 Speaker 3: Mentor tell me when he first met me. He said, 520 00:24:56,359 --> 00:24:59,240 Speaker 3: you know you've got a heart and I said, what 521 00:24:59,280 --> 00:24:59,919 Speaker 3: you mean you dress up? 522 00:25:00,200 --> 00:25:01,440 Speaker 2: He was like, you know, you gotta go the road. 523 00:25:01,560 --> 00:25:02,680 Speaker 2: You gotta look like this that. 524 00:25:03,200 --> 00:25:05,000 Speaker 3: And I said, well, how am I doing my job 525 00:25:05,280 --> 00:25:07,280 Speaker 3: if I'm being something I'm not? I said, I want 526 00:25:07,280 --> 00:25:11,359 Speaker 3: to be able to heal somebody in some Gucci slat, 527 00:25:11,480 --> 00:25:14,359 Speaker 3: you know, like slides or flats. 528 00:25:13,720 --> 00:25:15,200 Speaker 2: Just as okay, sketch. 529 00:25:15,240 --> 00:25:17,680 Speaker 3: It's like, I don't, I said, this is what we're 530 00:25:17,800 --> 00:25:21,159 Speaker 3: evolving into. I said, this is the new spirituality. No 531 00:25:21,200 --> 00:25:23,800 Speaker 3: one's gonna feel comfortable coming to me looking like a hermit. 532 00:25:24,480 --> 00:25:28,760 Speaker 3: And I'm like to you, like, no, like, this is spirituality. 533 00:25:28,760 --> 00:25:30,280 Speaker 3: And he looked at me and he said you know what. 534 00:25:30,840 --> 00:25:32,879 Speaker 3: He was like, you're right, And I was happy to 535 00:25:32,880 --> 00:25:38,120 Speaker 3: sut up for myself. So I don't care about like judgment, 536 00:25:38,240 --> 00:25:39,760 Speaker 3: like this is the first time in my life where 537 00:25:39,760 --> 00:25:43,400 Speaker 3: I'm like, like all our lives, you know what I mean, 538 00:25:43,440 --> 00:25:45,160 Speaker 3: Like when we're growing up, we hear people like. 539 00:25:45,080 --> 00:25:47,960 Speaker 2: Oh you're you poor, you're this, you all trust me? 540 00:25:48,000 --> 00:25:49,879 Speaker 1: Oh, you should be like this, You should be like that. 541 00:25:50,760 --> 00:25:52,600 Speaker 3: And now I look at them and be like you, 542 00:25:54,119 --> 00:25:56,520 Speaker 3: It's like I smile because I'm not like whenever time. 543 00:25:56,800 --> 00:25:57,720 Speaker 2: This is the best way to be. 544 00:25:58,200 --> 00:26:00,119 Speaker 3: Anytime you think you want to say something back to 545 00:26:00,200 --> 00:26:02,679 Speaker 3: somebody that's hurt your feelings or something, you just be 546 00:26:02,800 --> 00:26:04,480 Speaker 3: like look at them and just be like, yeah, god, 547 00:26:04,520 --> 00:26:06,720 Speaker 3: you're so beautiful, like and that really will switch. 548 00:26:06,480 --> 00:26:09,000 Speaker 2: Your mindset, like instead of getting dark. 549 00:26:09,800 --> 00:26:12,960 Speaker 3: And I would say when we're in the shop and 550 00:26:13,000 --> 00:26:15,400 Speaker 3: they always be like, yeah, so we's on your TikTok 551 00:26:15,480 --> 00:26:19,440 Speaker 3: or whatever, you know, and I just been looking at them, 552 00:26:19,560 --> 00:26:22,520 Speaker 3: and when I slapped them across my floor, then you know, 553 00:26:22,760 --> 00:26:24,080 Speaker 3: their opinion changes. 554 00:26:25,080 --> 00:26:27,200 Speaker 1: How we're going to get into that. But the next 555 00:26:27,280 --> 00:26:29,600 Speaker 1: question I wanted to ask you is because I'm really 556 00:26:29,600 --> 00:26:32,560 Speaker 1: big on learning more about where I come from. So 557 00:26:32,600 --> 00:26:35,360 Speaker 1: tell us when you found out who you were, and 558 00:26:35,400 --> 00:26:38,800 Speaker 1: you found that out through your aunt and she told 559 00:26:38,840 --> 00:26:40,560 Speaker 1: you stories about your your nana. 560 00:26:42,160 --> 00:26:47,399 Speaker 3: Yeah, so basically, I was like, I remember it like 561 00:26:47,440 --> 00:26:49,280 Speaker 3: it was yesterday because I was going through my special 562 00:26:49,280 --> 00:26:53,280 Speaker 3: awakening and I was so afraid, Like imagine being in 563 00:26:53,320 --> 00:26:55,800 Speaker 3: New York. You don't got nobody then you're going through 564 00:26:55,800 --> 00:26:58,919 Speaker 3: all these different changes. Not only that, but I started 565 00:26:58,960 --> 00:27:01,960 Speaker 3: to feel everyone of so like I worked in Times 566 00:27:01,960 --> 00:27:02,800 Speaker 3: Square at the time. 567 00:27:03,160 --> 00:27:04,280 Speaker 1: Oh child, that's a lot. 568 00:27:05,200 --> 00:27:05,960 Speaker 2: I've never been. 569 00:27:05,800 --> 00:27:07,840 Speaker 3: Going to work, and all of a sudden, that one 570 00:27:07,920 --> 00:27:10,480 Speaker 3: day it was like everything was like boom and I 571 00:27:10,520 --> 00:27:13,920 Speaker 3: literally was like crouched over on the street. 572 00:27:14,240 --> 00:27:16,560 Speaker 2: It was like, oh, like I just I was like, 573 00:27:16,600 --> 00:27:17,880 Speaker 2: oh my god, Oh my god, Oh my god. 574 00:27:17,880 --> 00:27:20,160 Speaker 3: And that's when I started wearing crystals. I haven't sopped 575 00:27:20,200 --> 00:27:24,119 Speaker 3: wearing crystal since twenty fourteen. So I asked, I said, 576 00:27:25,520 --> 00:27:28,240 Speaker 3: you know, Auntie, I said, was oh, grandma bad you 577 00:27:28,280 --> 00:27:28,720 Speaker 3: call it song? 578 00:27:29,320 --> 00:27:31,280 Speaker 2: And she said, why you stay that? 579 00:27:31,920 --> 00:27:32,600 Speaker 1: What made you ask? 580 00:27:32,680 --> 00:27:32,760 Speaker 3: Well? 581 00:27:32,800 --> 00:27:33,920 Speaker 1: What made you say your grandma? 582 00:27:34,600 --> 00:27:39,080 Speaker 3: Because I knew it had to be her, because because 583 00:27:40,040 --> 00:27:43,800 Speaker 3: it was just like I felt this energy where anytime 584 00:27:43,800 --> 00:27:45,560 Speaker 3: I had a reading or something like that, they'd be 585 00:27:45,600 --> 00:27:48,040 Speaker 3: like your grandmother's around you. I never got to meet 586 00:27:48,040 --> 00:27:51,159 Speaker 3: her because she died before I was born. And so 587 00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:56,800 Speaker 3: I asked her because I remember at work, I touched somebody's. 588 00:27:56,080 --> 00:27:59,080 Speaker 2: Heart and no, he lost his keys. 589 00:27:59,119 --> 00:28:00,960 Speaker 3: And you know when you're working flagship, when you lose 590 00:28:00,960 --> 00:28:02,960 Speaker 3: your keys, that said you fire because there's so much 591 00:28:02,960 --> 00:28:07,280 Speaker 3: money coming to a flatship. And I looked at him 592 00:28:07,680 --> 00:28:10,520 Speaker 3: and I like kind of glid over, and I was 593 00:28:10,600 --> 00:28:12,760 Speaker 3: I touched his heart and I looked at him and 594 00:28:12,800 --> 00:28:14,840 Speaker 3: I said, go find your keys. Like with the seconds 595 00:28:14,840 --> 00:28:16,320 Speaker 3: he walked by, mind you, he was looking the whole 596 00:28:16,359 --> 00:28:19,119 Speaker 3: day stressing out. He was a d d MB and 597 00:28:19,760 --> 00:28:23,160 Speaker 3: district for visuals. And he came back between his keys 598 00:28:23,600 --> 00:28:25,199 Speaker 3: and the girl who was in the room looked over 599 00:28:25,240 --> 00:28:26,480 Speaker 3: at me and was like, what did you do with it? 600 00:28:27,200 --> 00:28:30,280 Speaker 3: And I don't know, Like I couldn't say anything because 601 00:28:30,280 --> 00:28:32,720 Speaker 3: I didn't know she was watching the whole thing. And 602 00:28:33,480 --> 00:28:35,679 Speaker 3: he goes, don't you dare speak to her like that, 603 00:28:35,760 --> 00:28:38,440 Speaker 3: and he walked down and slammed the door, and I was. 604 00:28:38,400 --> 00:28:40,840 Speaker 2: Like, that's the first thing. I was like, oh mmm, 605 00:28:41,520 --> 00:28:42,120 Speaker 2: my hands. 606 00:28:42,640 --> 00:28:45,320 Speaker 3: And the second time an incident happened like that where 607 00:28:45,360 --> 00:28:48,680 Speaker 3: I touched the boy his heart, he never spoke to 608 00:28:48,720 --> 00:28:51,400 Speaker 3: me again, and that was at work, mind you, because 609 00:28:51,440 --> 00:28:52,880 Speaker 3: it was something wrong with him. And I just was like, 610 00:28:54,160 --> 00:28:55,400 Speaker 3: and so that's what made me come on. 611 00:28:55,600 --> 00:28:58,880 Speaker 1: But he was scared or like is he just never. 612 00:28:58,760 --> 00:29:01,040 Speaker 3: The feeling that you get from and that it's either 613 00:29:01,800 --> 00:29:05,520 Speaker 3: it's so much unconditional love that if it's a male, 614 00:29:05,600 --> 00:29:06,120 Speaker 3: come on out. 615 00:29:06,240 --> 00:29:09,800 Speaker 2: They ain't trying to feel like that, right right. So yeah, 616 00:29:09,840 --> 00:29:11,240 Speaker 2: that's what made me ask my auntie. 617 00:29:11,240 --> 00:29:13,640 Speaker 3: I said, Auntie because she grew up with great Grandma 618 00:29:13,920 --> 00:29:15,640 Speaker 3: and she grew up with Grandma, so. 619 00:29:15,520 --> 00:29:18,920 Speaker 1: She so she didn't be able to speak right right, because. 620 00:29:18,720 --> 00:29:20,920 Speaker 3: Mama was always acting like she had a niece, you know, 621 00:29:21,000 --> 00:29:23,360 Speaker 3: her win sister. But again, they just want to stay 622 00:29:23,360 --> 00:29:25,880 Speaker 3: out the way I get it now. But he's the 623 00:29:25,880 --> 00:29:27,840 Speaker 3: one that told me. She was like, all right, let 624 00:29:27,920 --> 00:29:29,640 Speaker 3: me tell you a story. And she was like, we 625 00:29:29,640 --> 00:29:32,719 Speaker 3: was in the hospital and your auntie Ruby was pregnant, 626 00:29:32,920 --> 00:29:34,680 Speaker 3: and them doctors couldn't get her to shut up for 627 00:29:34,720 --> 00:29:37,680 Speaker 3: nothing in the world. And she was like, all I 628 00:29:37,760 --> 00:29:39,600 Speaker 3: know is I saw Mama go over there with her 629 00:29:39,640 --> 00:29:42,560 Speaker 3: hands and make her face some type of way. And 630 00:29:42,600 --> 00:29:45,080 Speaker 3: she was like, Ruby ain't sing a note after that. 631 00:29:45,240 --> 00:29:47,160 Speaker 3: And I was like, and she said, I knew something 632 00:29:47,280 --> 00:29:49,400 Speaker 3: was up, she said, because me and Mama we walked 633 00:29:49,440 --> 00:29:52,280 Speaker 3: up the hospital. She gonna say, you tell anybody, I'm 634 00:29:52,280 --> 00:29:53,320 Speaker 3: gonna cut your tongue out. 635 00:29:53,520 --> 00:29:55,080 Speaker 2: And she said, Mama, I don't even know what's talking about. 636 00:29:55,080 --> 00:29:56,840 Speaker 3: She said, keep it that way because she thought she 637 00:29:56,920 --> 00:30:00,440 Speaker 3: knew what she was doing, and she just put two 638 00:30:00,440 --> 00:30:02,760 Speaker 3: and two together because she said great Grandma was the 639 00:30:02,760 --> 00:30:03,240 Speaker 3: same way. 640 00:30:03,600 --> 00:30:06,240 Speaker 2: She said she went into the cabinets and was like, Granny, 641 00:30:06,720 --> 00:30:10,520 Speaker 2: what's all these sticks and dirt up in here? 642 00:30:10,760 --> 00:30:13,760 Speaker 3: Right? Get your what out of my cabinet. And she said, 643 00:30:15,280 --> 00:30:18,760 Speaker 3: one time Auntie Sophie got called. They used to wonder 644 00:30:18,800 --> 00:30:21,280 Speaker 3: where Auntie Sophie would be going in the field. So 645 00:30:21,320 --> 00:30:23,840 Speaker 3: Paul Paul Ben went out there looking for her and 646 00:30:23,880 --> 00:30:27,560 Speaker 3: she was getting charmed by a snake. My grandfather is 647 00:30:27,560 --> 00:30:31,320 Speaker 3: a thirty three degree Mason, and so a lot of 648 00:30:31,800 --> 00:30:35,240 Speaker 3: like land which down to us. Yeah, So when he 649 00:30:35,360 --> 00:30:38,520 Speaker 3: went out and he found Auntie Sophie, Sophie was sitting 650 00:30:38,680 --> 00:30:41,480 Speaker 3: right in front of a snake, stuck and a snake 651 00:30:41,600 --> 00:30:45,280 Speaker 3: was doing like this in front of her face. She 652 00:30:46,200 --> 00:30:49,080 Speaker 3: was going out to go see the snake every time 653 00:30:49,120 --> 00:30:50,160 Speaker 3: she snuck out the house. 654 00:30:50,480 --> 00:30:52,920 Speaker 1: Now, break their down for people that might not understand 655 00:30:52,920 --> 00:30:59,680 Speaker 1: the may not understand the uh, the correlation between our 656 00:30:59,760 --> 00:31:04,600 Speaker 1: world and in that world. What was going what was 657 00:31:04,640 --> 00:31:05,320 Speaker 1: the snake doing? 658 00:31:06,000 --> 00:31:08,320 Speaker 2: It was charming her? 659 00:31:09,040 --> 00:31:12,120 Speaker 3: So why the snake was because you know, snakes have 660 00:31:12,200 --> 00:31:15,760 Speaker 3: spirit and all. And also remember Grandpa being was very wealthy, 661 00:31:16,160 --> 00:31:18,160 Speaker 3: so it was a people that would try to do 662 00:31:18,240 --> 00:31:21,400 Speaker 3: like black magic and do stuff to on his on him, 663 00:31:21,720 --> 00:31:24,400 Speaker 3: you get what I'm saying, on his family line. So 664 00:31:24,480 --> 00:31:28,840 Speaker 3: his our blood name is actually Fraser mm hmm. But 665 00:31:28,880 --> 00:31:31,120 Speaker 3: you know how you mama get married and the right, 666 00:31:32,720 --> 00:31:36,360 Speaker 3: and so she could have died, she could have, but 667 00:31:36,440 --> 00:31:38,680 Speaker 3: he had her froze like the snake thing literally was 668 00:31:38,720 --> 00:31:42,520 Speaker 3: like the snake was just going and and she just 669 00:31:42,600 --> 00:31:44,920 Speaker 3: was in front of his starrings just like this. And 670 00:31:44,960 --> 00:31:47,320 Speaker 3: he ran up and grabbed a hole and he chopped 671 00:31:47,360 --> 00:31:49,360 Speaker 3: it up. And then he said, as soon as they 672 00:31:49,440 --> 00:31:52,840 Speaker 3: chopped up the snake, she woke up. She wouldn't stop screaming. 673 00:31:52,880 --> 00:31:54,720 Speaker 3: They had to carry her in the house. They carried 674 00:31:54,760 --> 00:31:58,520 Speaker 3: her in the house. Then Grandma Essie made Saint John's ward, 675 00:31:59,080 --> 00:32:01,640 Speaker 3: made an stea shata Saint John's ward, and she had 676 00:32:01,680 --> 00:32:04,160 Speaker 3: a sleep of two days. And it used to always 677 00:32:04,240 --> 00:32:06,960 Speaker 3: crank jokes and be like, you know, soakin' been right 678 00:32:07,040 --> 00:32:08,720 Speaker 3: ever since Papa chopped up that stake. 679 00:32:10,200 --> 00:32:11,200 Speaker 1: Yeah, is that true? 680 00:32:11,840 --> 00:32:13,560 Speaker 2: Yep? They always crank jokes. 681 00:32:13,600 --> 00:32:16,560 Speaker 3: And that's how I knew when you have indigenous in 682 00:32:16,600 --> 00:32:19,840 Speaker 3: your family because remember great Grandma Essie is full blood 683 00:32:19,880 --> 00:32:25,560 Speaker 3: Cherokee Indian grandma being black, he got Grandma. He got 684 00:32:25,600 --> 00:32:28,280 Speaker 3: grandma's hand in marriage by giving her daddy an ox 685 00:32:28,360 --> 00:32:33,720 Speaker 3: and a blanket. So over twenty something kids, you know, 686 00:32:33,920 --> 00:32:36,720 Speaker 3: some day and birth. But she had twenty kids. My 687 00:32:36,800 --> 00:32:41,160 Speaker 3: grandma had teen. So and I started doing the research. 688 00:32:41,200 --> 00:32:43,000 Speaker 3: I said, okay, let me see. And all of her 689 00:32:43,080 --> 00:32:46,800 Speaker 3: kids were magical, even Auntie Carrey, she lived to ninety 690 00:32:46,920 --> 00:32:49,360 Speaker 3: nine and she just passed away in twenty twenty one. 691 00:32:50,080 --> 00:32:54,440 Speaker 3: But even her kids wrote about her magical abilities in 692 00:32:54,520 --> 00:32:57,160 Speaker 3: her obituary. I'm like, yeah, Sam, of course Auntie Bernie 693 00:32:57,280 --> 00:32:59,440 Speaker 3: was like here, I'm sending you something so you can see. 694 00:32:59,520 --> 00:33:01,760 Speaker 3: You know, it's more, you know, it's in a family, 695 00:33:01,800 --> 00:33:04,960 Speaker 3: you just not by yourself. I'm like, right, So that's 696 00:33:04,960 --> 00:33:07,920 Speaker 3: where it started from. Like it started honestly originated from 697 00:33:08,120 --> 00:33:13,200 Speaker 3: great Grandma right there, Helena, Arkansas and people too, like 698 00:33:13,800 --> 00:33:17,000 Speaker 3: every all of them. They all got to sixteen to 699 00:33:17,080 --> 00:33:20,040 Speaker 3: seventeen and ran away from home. They didn't want to 700 00:33:20,080 --> 00:33:23,080 Speaker 3: work the fields. They felt the house was too magical 701 00:33:23,240 --> 00:33:26,960 Speaker 3: and creepy. They all had to give the site so 702 00:33:27,000 --> 00:33:29,320 Speaker 3: they would see where stuff like people falling off the ceiling, 703 00:33:30,000 --> 00:33:32,080 Speaker 3: or they would see little fairies. 704 00:33:32,080 --> 00:33:33,840 Speaker 1: Fair I mean that gonna be a lot for some people. 705 00:33:34,640 --> 00:33:36,560 Speaker 3: Yeah, they never wanted to go back, and they never 706 00:33:36,720 --> 00:33:38,840 Speaker 3: wanted to go back to that house because it was 707 00:33:38,920 --> 00:33:42,160 Speaker 3: so it was so spiritual. And it was funny because 708 00:33:42,200 --> 00:33:45,960 Speaker 3: Grandma had said she didn't like taking pictures, and she 709 00:33:46,040 --> 00:33:48,520 Speaker 3: said the reason why she didn't like taking pictures because 710 00:33:48,560 --> 00:33:51,920 Speaker 3: a person's spirit is left in the photo. Right. 711 00:33:52,040 --> 00:33:55,360 Speaker 1: So right, you're about to have people scared of taking pictures. 712 00:33:55,480 --> 00:33:59,560 Speaker 3: Child. But it's true because I looked over what happened 713 00:33:59,640 --> 00:34:01,600 Speaker 3: last week. I looked over at my brother and I 714 00:34:01,720 --> 00:34:03,680 Speaker 3: was doing a raking session, so I opened up the 715 00:34:03,720 --> 00:34:05,320 Speaker 3: raki healing space on his birthday. 716 00:34:05,360 --> 00:34:08,080 Speaker 2: His birthday is February third, and the other day. 717 00:34:08,120 --> 00:34:09,120 Speaker 1: Oh he's an Aquarius? 718 00:34:09,800 --> 00:34:11,080 Speaker 2: Am I a little too too? Yeah? 719 00:34:11,640 --> 00:34:15,279 Speaker 3: So I was doing a session and I happened to 720 00:34:15,320 --> 00:34:17,480 Speaker 3: look at his photo and I'm like, looks and I 721 00:34:17,640 --> 00:34:20,080 Speaker 3: start to see the face shift like that, and I 722 00:34:20,239 --> 00:34:22,920 Speaker 3: was like, and I looked again, and then it did 723 00:34:23,000 --> 00:34:24,839 Speaker 3: it again start to I'm like, oh man. 724 00:34:25,080 --> 00:34:26,920 Speaker 2: I was like, all right, let me hurry and like 725 00:34:27,120 --> 00:34:31,560 Speaker 2: shake this off. So when them whise women and men 726 00:34:31,680 --> 00:34:33,160 Speaker 2: be talking. You need to be listening. 727 00:34:33,239 --> 00:34:53,840 Speaker 3: You need to be you know. 728 00:34:53,960 --> 00:34:56,120 Speaker 1: I feel like black women have a long and rich 729 00:34:56,360 --> 00:34:59,719 Speaker 1: tradition of healing practices and traditions that haven't passed down 730 00:34:59,760 --> 00:35:03,840 Speaker 1: through generations, with many known black killers throughout history, including 731 00:35:03,920 --> 00:35:07,560 Speaker 1: figures like Harriet Tubman, so During the Truth, and so 732 00:35:07,719 --> 00:35:10,120 Speaker 1: many more. So, do you feel like black women receive 733 00:35:10,840 --> 00:35:12,960 Speaker 1: the credit that they deserve when it comes to healing. 734 00:35:13,719 --> 00:35:17,879 Speaker 2: No, And I feel like a lot of people trying 735 00:35:17,920 --> 00:35:21,520 Speaker 2: to benefit and take too m h. And I'm not. 736 00:35:22,760 --> 00:35:25,239 Speaker 1: They feel like it's trending now, that's the thing. 737 00:35:25,320 --> 00:35:26,040 Speaker 2: It's too trendy. 738 00:35:26,239 --> 00:35:31,359 Speaker 3: So again, like when we get these gifts and we're 739 00:35:31,520 --> 00:35:35,080 Speaker 3: given like our certain soul missional purpose, it's not for 740 00:35:35,239 --> 00:35:40,000 Speaker 3: us to be like what we do. God source divine 741 00:35:40,080 --> 00:35:43,080 Speaker 3: makes away our ancestors for us to live abundantly. So 742 00:35:43,239 --> 00:35:47,400 Speaker 3: the same thing with me, for example, right, I was 743 00:35:47,520 --> 00:35:51,520 Speaker 3: so afraid to open my crystal shop, But that idea 744 00:35:51,760 --> 00:35:54,360 Speaker 3: didn't come until I started on my awakening. And I 745 00:35:54,520 --> 00:35:56,839 Speaker 3: actually was going to leave my six figure paying job 746 00:35:56,960 --> 00:35:58,960 Speaker 3: and work at a regular crystal store just because I 747 00:35:59,120 --> 00:36:02,040 Speaker 3: felt more at home. All those crystal shops told me, no, 748 00:36:02,400 --> 00:36:05,160 Speaker 3: every last one of them own You're not you're you're 749 00:36:05,200 --> 00:36:08,560 Speaker 3: not ready yet. I was a year in my journey. 750 00:36:09,080 --> 00:36:10,919 Speaker 2: I said, all right, cool, mind you this is twenty 751 00:36:10,960 --> 00:36:11,400 Speaker 2: twenty one. 752 00:36:12,239 --> 00:36:14,640 Speaker 3: I said okay, and some like I started like being 753 00:36:14,680 --> 00:36:17,040 Speaker 3: my YouTube channel twenty twenty all right, so that's when 754 00:36:17,040 --> 00:36:21,040 Speaker 3: I'm in public. So I said, all right, cool, but 755 00:36:21,120 --> 00:36:23,560 Speaker 3: they wanted me to come there use my hands, and 756 00:36:23,680 --> 00:36:27,239 Speaker 3: then after testing me out, oh you know, maybe you know, 757 00:36:27,960 --> 00:36:29,000 Speaker 3: I said okay, cool. 758 00:36:29,360 --> 00:36:30,120 Speaker 2: So I went home there. 759 00:36:30,680 --> 00:36:32,480 Speaker 3: I said, God, I said, if this is what you 760 00:36:32,560 --> 00:36:34,680 Speaker 3: want me to do, then why are you not letting 761 00:36:34,680 --> 00:36:37,640 Speaker 3: me do it? So I said, okay, here we go. 762 00:36:38,280 --> 00:36:39,879 Speaker 3: So he gave me the message. I said all right. 763 00:36:40,239 --> 00:36:44,800 Speaker 3: So then I started doing more of my YouTube that 764 00:36:44,960 --> 00:36:48,920 Speaker 3: got big, that got crazy. Then clients came from my 765 00:36:49,040 --> 00:36:53,320 Speaker 3: YouTube MHM, to my ex shop, then to my website. 766 00:36:53,640 --> 00:36:56,959 Speaker 3: So meanwhile, my roommate is going crazy like oh my god, 767 00:36:58,960 --> 00:37:00,440 Speaker 3: like he was. I said, listen, if you want to 768 00:37:00,520 --> 00:37:02,920 Speaker 3: run this, I got to work at the pharmacy. I'm like, okay, 769 00:37:03,000 --> 00:37:06,520 Speaker 3: I don't got that. I don't handle it was handling everything. 770 00:37:07,040 --> 00:37:09,440 Speaker 3: So in Joseys like he has stake in the company, 771 00:37:09,560 --> 00:37:11,800 Speaker 3: like that's my boy, that's my soul brother. But he 772 00:37:12,000 --> 00:37:13,480 Speaker 3: was on it the design everything. 773 00:37:14,120 --> 00:37:16,560 Speaker 1: All right, you need people like that in your corner. 774 00:37:16,800 --> 00:37:19,359 Speaker 2: Man, I'm what And I was just like wow. 775 00:37:20,400 --> 00:37:23,080 Speaker 3: And fast forward a year and a half later, I 776 00:37:23,200 --> 00:37:25,800 Speaker 3: walked into those same three crystal shops, taking my students 777 00:37:25,880 --> 00:37:27,480 Speaker 3: on a field trip so they can see the difference 778 00:37:27,520 --> 00:37:29,760 Speaker 3: in each crystal shop, and every. 779 00:37:29,640 --> 00:37:34,520 Speaker 2: Owner was like you what, Yeah, Like what happened? 780 00:37:34,640 --> 00:37:36,879 Speaker 3: I'm like, oh, you know, I'm very humble, so I'm 781 00:37:36,920 --> 00:37:40,120 Speaker 3: not like, oh rememberably I was like. I was just like, 782 00:37:40,160 --> 00:37:42,040 Speaker 3: I'm just bringing back to the places, you know, where 783 00:37:42,080 --> 00:37:44,160 Speaker 3: I started, and they can learn different you know, like 784 00:37:44,239 --> 00:37:46,080 Speaker 3: I took them to the witch store, everything like it 785 00:37:46,200 --> 00:37:46,719 Speaker 3: was beautiful. 786 00:37:48,400 --> 00:37:50,120 Speaker 1: So about when it comes to you awaken, then, what 787 00:37:50,160 --> 00:37:52,839 Speaker 1: were some of the biggest challenges that you faced doing 788 00:37:52,920 --> 00:37:54,560 Speaker 1: that process and how did you overcome it? 789 00:37:56,280 --> 00:38:00,480 Speaker 2: Realizing that everything I was taught was a lot and 790 00:38:01,440 --> 00:38:04,000 Speaker 2: I was like, what is going on? It was more 791 00:38:04,040 --> 00:38:09,080 Speaker 2: about it doesn't matter what religion practice. 792 00:38:08,680 --> 00:38:11,520 Speaker 3: Or where you're from, or what color you are, or 793 00:38:11,680 --> 00:38:15,480 Speaker 3: what God you practice. It's the same God in every religion. 794 00:38:15,600 --> 00:38:19,160 Speaker 3: I mean, it's the same God, just different names. Oh yeah, 795 00:38:19,200 --> 00:38:21,560 Speaker 3: for sure, same God, just different names And when I 796 00:38:21,640 --> 00:38:24,279 Speaker 3: got that aha moment, I was like, Okay, whatever, m 797 00:38:25,120 --> 00:38:28,880 Speaker 3: what's the other one? The other part was the breaking 798 00:38:29,040 --> 00:38:34,040 Speaker 3: down if I felt like I've been in boot camp camp. 799 00:38:34,640 --> 00:38:37,279 Speaker 2: I felt like I was back in boot camp times too, 800 00:38:37,960 --> 00:38:38,319 Speaker 2: mm hmm. 801 00:38:39,160 --> 00:38:43,480 Speaker 3: So it was the shedding in the in the in 802 00:38:43,600 --> 00:38:49,480 Speaker 3: the healing work, in the in the mind, like you 803 00:38:49,719 --> 00:38:51,279 Speaker 3: you have to go back to when you were a 804 00:38:51,360 --> 00:38:53,640 Speaker 3: fairy or when you were that kid that would jump 805 00:38:53,680 --> 00:38:55,440 Speaker 3: off the couch with the with the towel around your 806 00:38:55,480 --> 00:38:58,359 Speaker 3: back mm hmm. Because if you're trying to look at 807 00:38:58,400 --> 00:39:01,240 Speaker 3: this the new way that you're being in that light. 808 00:39:01,880 --> 00:39:02,600 Speaker 1: It's gonna work. 809 00:39:03,160 --> 00:39:06,279 Speaker 3: No, it's not gonna work. And then awake it really 810 00:39:06,840 --> 00:39:10,359 Speaker 3: breaks you down. To build you back up the right way. Right, 811 00:39:10,920 --> 00:39:12,520 Speaker 3: there's gonna be a lot of being on your knees 812 00:39:12,520 --> 00:39:14,399 Speaker 3: and crying because I didn't see this is the key. 813 00:39:15,040 --> 00:39:18,200 Speaker 3: You have to tell spirit to give it to you 814 00:39:18,360 --> 00:39:20,920 Speaker 3: in the way that you understand, because they don't think 815 00:39:20,920 --> 00:39:21,600 Speaker 3: it's resistant. 816 00:39:21,800 --> 00:39:23,600 Speaker 2: So the more they think you're resisting, the harder your 817 00:39:23,600 --> 00:39:24,759 Speaker 2: awakening process is. 818 00:39:25,480 --> 00:39:28,279 Speaker 1: So you have to surrender right when I that's what 819 00:39:28,400 --> 00:39:28,680 Speaker 1: I did. 820 00:39:28,800 --> 00:39:30,640 Speaker 2: I got on my I was on my knees I mean, 821 00:39:30,680 --> 00:39:34,359 Speaker 2: I was on the floor snot everything. I ain't gonna 822 00:39:34,360 --> 00:39:34,520 Speaker 2: do it. 823 00:39:35,120 --> 00:39:37,160 Speaker 3: I said, you know how when you cry and you 824 00:39:37,239 --> 00:39:40,759 Speaker 3: have that little right, I said, I ain't saying I 825 00:39:40,760 --> 00:39:43,279 Speaker 3: ain't gonna do I just don't know what is what 826 00:39:43,360 --> 00:39:44,200 Speaker 3: you asking me? 827 00:39:44,400 --> 00:39:45,720 Speaker 2: Like tears everything. 828 00:39:45,800 --> 00:39:47,320 Speaker 3: And I was beat up because I was like, I 829 00:39:47,360 --> 00:39:49,200 Speaker 3: can't go run into my roommates room. They're gonn think 830 00:39:49,200 --> 00:39:49,600 Speaker 3: them crazy. 831 00:39:49,680 --> 00:39:53,400 Speaker 2: I'm right like, And then when I said that, it 832 00:39:53,520 --> 00:39:55,600 Speaker 2: was like they're like, oh. 833 00:39:55,600 --> 00:39:59,359 Speaker 3: So she's not resisting, she just don't know what we're asking, right, 834 00:40:00,000 --> 00:40:01,680 Speaker 3: It was smooth as but after that. 835 00:40:02,520 --> 00:40:05,799 Speaker 1: No, yo, no, Lie, I have that same situation because 836 00:40:05,840 --> 00:40:08,080 Speaker 1: I was just like just trying to figure things out, 837 00:40:08,200 --> 00:40:11,640 Speaker 1: make things happen whatever, and I feel like I was 838 00:40:11,719 --> 00:40:15,080 Speaker 1: just meeting so much resistance and I had a moment 839 00:40:15,160 --> 00:40:17,320 Speaker 1: in my room and I was just crying, like I 840 00:40:17,480 --> 00:40:19,480 Speaker 1: was just begging God. I'm like, yo, you got it, 841 00:40:19,600 --> 00:40:22,080 Speaker 1: Like what do you want me to do? Because because 842 00:40:22,600 --> 00:40:25,880 Speaker 1: I am hanging on by the thinnest thread here, like 843 00:40:26,160 --> 00:40:29,200 Speaker 1: we're gonna be I give up. You won, And I 844 00:40:29,400 --> 00:40:32,560 Speaker 1: swear to God. Ever since that night, things have been 845 00:40:32,680 --> 00:40:36,600 Speaker 1: so up for me, Like it has been so amazing 846 00:40:36,680 --> 00:40:38,640 Speaker 1: I'm like, come on, God, I'm so happy we're on 847 00:40:38,680 --> 00:40:40,040 Speaker 1: the same tape, on the same page. 848 00:40:40,080 --> 00:40:40,239 Speaker 2: Now. 849 00:40:40,880 --> 00:40:43,960 Speaker 3: Yeah, it's a beautiful feeling. I tell everybody, once you 850 00:40:44,520 --> 00:40:47,719 Speaker 3: are in your life purpose, there's no closing doors. Oh 851 00:40:47,880 --> 00:40:51,440 Speaker 3: it's over purpose open. It's like a yellow brick road 852 00:40:51,480 --> 00:40:54,319 Speaker 3: straight through. I said purpose. Ye. 853 00:40:54,960 --> 00:40:57,359 Speaker 1: And I can only imagine this process has also changed 854 00:40:57,400 --> 00:40:59,880 Speaker 1: your perspective on life, and it's just the world around you. 855 00:41:02,800 --> 00:41:03,719 Speaker 2: It definitely has. 856 00:41:04,080 --> 00:41:07,000 Speaker 3: And every day it's uh, it's like a it's like 857 00:41:07,080 --> 00:41:09,600 Speaker 3: a I appreciate stuff more because it's like when I 858 00:41:09,600 --> 00:41:11,880 Speaker 3: think about it, i'd be like, God, like I'm like 859 00:41:12,040 --> 00:41:15,680 Speaker 3: little old me, like out of all my family members 860 00:41:15,800 --> 00:41:18,200 Speaker 3: or even you know, for my ancestors, like you picked 861 00:41:18,239 --> 00:41:21,480 Speaker 3: my little butt, like like this one, the one that 862 00:41:21,560 --> 00:41:24,160 Speaker 3: they was like, oh, you gonna be there, and you're 863 00:41:24,160 --> 00:41:26,880 Speaker 3: gonna be there, you know when you look out on 864 00:41:26,920 --> 00:41:30,600 Speaker 3: the streets, I'm like, and first kid, graduate college, go 865 00:41:30,680 --> 00:41:32,600 Speaker 3: to the military, do all this, and I'm like, now 866 00:41:32,680 --> 00:41:33,520 Speaker 3: what you gotta say. 867 00:41:35,760 --> 00:41:37,000 Speaker 2: But it's it amazes me. 868 00:41:37,200 --> 00:41:40,200 Speaker 3: It amazes me because it's like, man, I'll be happy 869 00:41:40,239 --> 00:41:42,719 Speaker 3: for my ancestors a little you didn't. 870 00:41:42,560 --> 00:41:44,600 Speaker 2: Have to go through what you went through, but I'm 871 00:41:44,640 --> 00:41:46,040 Speaker 2: gonna take care of it the rest of the way. 872 00:41:46,520 --> 00:41:48,840 Speaker 3: And that's that's it makes me sad because it's like 873 00:41:48,920 --> 00:41:51,640 Speaker 3: I look at my family members, the ones that's my 874 00:41:51,760 --> 00:41:54,760 Speaker 3: age and like under and I'll be like, man, y'all. 875 00:41:54,680 --> 00:41:56,480 Speaker 2: Be seeing me down here like working and busting my 876 00:41:56,600 --> 00:41:58,279 Speaker 2: tail off, and like none of y'all will come down here. 877 00:41:58,360 --> 00:42:00,839 Speaker 3: Y'all all got Grandma's blood, Like none of y'all gonn 878 00:42:00,880 --> 00:42:02,280 Speaker 3: come help out of the shop on the weekend. 879 00:42:02,320 --> 00:42:07,919 Speaker 1: But yeah, because your family don't mean nothing sometimes, yeah, 880 00:42:08,080 --> 00:42:08,840 Speaker 1: don't know, it's like. 881 00:42:08,880 --> 00:42:11,600 Speaker 3: That the mentality though, So some of them are actually 882 00:42:11,719 --> 00:42:13,800 Speaker 3: like because Grandma was good at a lot, so we 883 00:42:13,920 --> 00:42:16,640 Speaker 3: have a lot that the pair dress and do party planning. 884 00:42:16,680 --> 00:42:19,680 Speaker 3: So I see everybody with their own their gifts in 885 00:42:19,760 --> 00:42:23,960 Speaker 3: their own way. But it's just like this is like 886 00:42:24,080 --> 00:42:26,719 Speaker 3: we're building like an empire. So you know, now I 887 00:42:26,760 --> 00:42:28,400 Speaker 3: got to think about now, Dane, Now I gotta have 888 00:42:28,440 --> 00:42:31,960 Speaker 3: a kid, because this ain't gonna work, like right, it's hard. 889 00:42:31,920 --> 00:42:36,720 Speaker 1: Just to be left behind, right right? Yeah, So speaking 890 00:42:36,760 --> 00:42:39,759 Speaker 1: of gifts, what are your gifts? As a healer man? 891 00:42:39,880 --> 00:42:48,040 Speaker 2: Every day it's like a new one is crazy? What else? 892 00:42:50,880 --> 00:42:53,600 Speaker 2: So my site the hearing. I have all the players, 893 00:42:54,880 --> 00:42:59,160 Speaker 2: as you know, I can heal with my hands. What's 894 00:42:59,200 --> 00:42:59,719 Speaker 2: the other one? 895 00:43:01,239 --> 00:43:03,680 Speaker 3: Psychoconesis So that's the one where you see me like 896 00:43:03,800 --> 00:43:05,560 Speaker 3: moving people around the floor all up and down. 897 00:43:06,280 --> 00:43:06,759 Speaker 2: Oh yeah. 898 00:43:06,920 --> 00:43:09,839 Speaker 1: I was on her TikTok page y'all, and I was like, nah, 899 00:43:09,840 --> 00:43:13,600 Speaker 1: I got to go to this lady's shop because she's 900 00:43:13,680 --> 00:43:17,920 Speaker 1: standing in front of someone else. And next thing you know, 901 00:43:18,040 --> 00:43:20,640 Speaker 1: you just see the person lifted up on their tiptoes 902 00:43:21,880 --> 00:43:24,640 Speaker 1: or you see them moving forward, and I'm just like, nah, 903 00:43:25,080 --> 00:43:30,120 Speaker 1: I gotta go to your shop. Yeah, but how does 904 00:43:30,160 --> 00:43:30,600 Speaker 1: that feel? 905 00:43:32,239 --> 00:43:33,839 Speaker 2: You know? Man? All right? 906 00:43:34,160 --> 00:43:38,120 Speaker 3: So I went to bed one night and I was like, God, 907 00:43:38,520 --> 00:43:39,840 Speaker 3: I said, show me what else I can do with 908 00:43:39,920 --> 00:43:42,120 Speaker 3: my hands? Because I knew the reiki, you know, like 909 00:43:42,480 --> 00:43:44,880 Speaker 3: that part, so I had. I said, just show me 910 00:43:44,920 --> 00:43:46,400 Speaker 3: what else I'm supposed to do with my hands. 911 00:43:47,320 --> 00:43:49,200 Speaker 2: And what happened. 912 00:43:49,239 --> 00:43:52,880 Speaker 3: I went to bed and that night I saw myself 913 00:43:52,960 --> 00:43:56,520 Speaker 3: walking in this hall and two men approached me. So 914 00:43:56,680 --> 00:43:59,040 Speaker 3: one came from this direction and I threw my hand 915 00:43:59,160 --> 00:44:01,080 Speaker 3: up like that and he hit the wall. And then 916 00:44:01,120 --> 00:44:03,040 Speaker 3: the other one tried to come at me from this way, 917 00:44:03,640 --> 00:44:05,200 Speaker 3: and I put it up like that and he hit 918 00:44:05,280 --> 00:44:07,759 Speaker 3: the wall. After he hit the wall, I opened my 919 00:44:07,880 --> 00:44:10,120 Speaker 3: hand like that and I was and I was up 920 00:44:10,360 --> 00:44:12,200 Speaker 3: like I just woke up like this with my hands 921 00:44:12,239 --> 00:44:13,080 Speaker 3: in front of my face. 922 00:44:13,640 --> 00:44:16,680 Speaker 2: And I was like, I was like all right, whatever. 923 00:44:17,920 --> 00:44:22,759 Speaker 3: Class And I went to class and I remember the 924 00:44:22,880 --> 00:44:24,520 Speaker 3: vision and I was like, come here real quick. 925 00:44:24,440 --> 00:44:25,600 Speaker 2: Let me see some let me see something. So I 926 00:44:25,640 --> 00:44:27,040 Speaker 2: put the girl up on the wall, you know, in 927 00:44:27,080 --> 00:44:29,719 Speaker 2: front of the door, and I was like, just stand here, 928 00:44:29,840 --> 00:44:32,600 Speaker 2: hold on. And so I've always put the light around 929 00:44:32,640 --> 00:44:34,919 Speaker 2: me to protect myself and I was like I didn't 930 00:44:34,960 --> 00:44:37,040 Speaker 2: know how I was going to do it. I just remember, 931 00:44:37,280 --> 00:44:39,520 Speaker 2: just put your hand out. So I was like, h 932 00:44:39,960 --> 00:44:42,000 Speaker 2: like that and she was like like that and the 933 00:44:42,120 --> 00:44:45,399 Speaker 2: class was like, oh my god, they's like do it again. 934 00:44:45,600 --> 00:44:47,799 Speaker 3: I was like, oh my god, and you can see 935 00:44:47,920 --> 00:44:50,080 Speaker 3: me because my chest like I was like like I 936 00:44:50,239 --> 00:44:52,640 Speaker 3: was like shaking because I couldn't believe, like what if 937 00:44:52,680 --> 00:44:53,520 Speaker 3: they showed me the night. 938 00:44:53,520 --> 00:44:55,040 Speaker 2: Perform what that was? Yeah? 939 00:44:55,400 --> 00:44:57,560 Speaker 1: Right? Does that take a lot out of you? 940 00:44:59,440 --> 00:45:01,719 Speaker 3: It's something weird and I know it's like my star 941 00:45:02,080 --> 00:45:05,640 Speaker 3: ancestor energy. But the moment I start to work, I 942 00:45:05,800 --> 00:45:11,759 Speaker 3: just automatically regenerate so say clients, there was one day 943 00:45:11,840 --> 00:45:13,800 Speaker 3: we did like ten reiki clients back to that. 944 00:45:15,640 --> 00:45:17,480 Speaker 2: My body just automatically generates. 945 00:45:19,120 --> 00:45:22,239 Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm just curious. What do you think about people 946 00:45:22,280 --> 00:45:27,240 Speaker 1: who uses magic for not so good purposes? 947 00:45:28,680 --> 00:45:33,080 Speaker 3: I think you're gonna grow three tails in a little 948 00:45:33,120 --> 00:45:35,719 Speaker 3: bit like I don't like because it happened to me, 949 00:45:36,120 --> 00:45:37,279 Speaker 3: and people what. 950 00:45:37,440 --> 00:45:37,880 Speaker 1: Happened to you. 951 00:45:38,880 --> 00:45:42,040 Speaker 3: Well, when you go to bed normal and wake up 952 00:45:42,080 --> 00:45:46,160 Speaker 3: paralyzed like half of your body because somebody is jealous 953 00:45:46,600 --> 00:45:51,120 Speaker 3: or envious, that does happen. And people always think, oh, 954 00:45:51,600 --> 00:45:53,680 Speaker 3: if you don't believe in black magic, it's not real. 955 00:45:53,880 --> 00:45:55,960 Speaker 3: Yes it is, so just get it out of your 956 00:45:56,000 --> 00:45:58,400 Speaker 3: head right now. So stop thinking your best friend or 957 00:45:58,480 --> 00:46:00,759 Speaker 3: your friend at work won't do something to you, because 958 00:46:00,800 --> 00:46:03,440 Speaker 3: you'll do They'll do it to you. So at the 959 00:46:03,560 --> 00:46:07,719 Speaker 3: end of the day, I recommend that everybody, like keep 960 00:46:07,760 --> 00:46:10,160 Speaker 3: Basil tied on the back of their door or their 961 00:46:10,200 --> 00:46:12,560 Speaker 3: house when you first walk in, because your house will 962 00:46:12,600 --> 00:46:17,839 Speaker 3: be so protected. I also recommend that you keep obsidian 963 00:46:18,160 --> 00:46:23,960 Speaker 3: amethyst pre night as a crystal on you for healing, protection, grounding. 964 00:46:26,000 --> 00:46:29,160 Speaker 3: And when people do like black magic, it does come back. 965 00:46:29,400 --> 00:46:31,880 Speaker 3: So say, for example, if someone comes to me. 966 00:46:31,960 --> 00:46:34,640 Speaker 2: I've had it siblings. 967 00:46:34,680 --> 00:46:36,799 Speaker 3: As a matter of fact, my sister trying to take 968 00:46:36,800 --> 00:46:39,680 Speaker 3: the house our mama, Dad, m hm, you know, I 969 00:46:39,760 --> 00:46:40,680 Speaker 3: need you to do something. 970 00:46:41,120 --> 00:46:41,400 Speaker 2: Do what? 971 00:46:42,920 --> 00:46:45,640 Speaker 3: Okay, Well, I'm gonna make sure y'all both get everything 972 00:46:45,719 --> 00:46:47,759 Speaker 3: fair and square and then I can do I don't 973 00:46:47,760 --> 00:46:48,560 Speaker 3: do that type of work here. 974 00:46:48,600 --> 00:46:50,320 Speaker 2: You got to go somewhere else. That's the type of 975 00:46:50,400 --> 00:46:51,719 Speaker 2: integrity you're supposed to have. 976 00:46:52,520 --> 00:46:56,080 Speaker 3: But when people get greedy and big dollars are involved, 977 00:46:56,480 --> 00:46:59,920 Speaker 3: that's when this black magic comes in, or they're jealous, 978 00:47:00,000 --> 00:47:04,680 Speaker 3: and you'll normally see it with couples or with pretty girls. 979 00:47:05,000 --> 00:47:06,600 Speaker 3: Then now all of a sudden they have fallen out 980 00:47:06,640 --> 00:47:10,839 Speaker 3: and they got scabs and looking. And the same thing 981 00:47:10,880 --> 00:47:13,920 Speaker 3: happened to my soul sister, like you know, and she 982 00:47:14,080 --> 00:47:16,279 Speaker 3: said somebody did something to me and my mama and 983 00:47:16,360 --> 00:47:18,120 Speaker 3: I knew it, and I was like, oh, okay, cool 984 00:47:18,480 --> 00:47:23,640 Speaker 3: did I go? So Basically, when when you do black magic, 985 00:47:23,680 --> 00:47:25,560 Speaker 3: you can do one or two things. You can either 986 00:47:25,760 --> 00:47:28,399 Speaker 3: destroy their life to where their money starts running low 987 00:47:28,440 --> 00:47:30,360 Speaker 3: and they don't and they lose that on opportunities and 988 00:47:30,400 --> 00:47:32,920 Speaker 3: they become like real tired. It depends on what they 989 00:47:33,000 --> 00:47:34,920 Speaker 3: want to do. The sky is the limit when it 990 00:47:35,000 --> 00:47:38,239 Speaker 3: comes to them. Q, it's important. You have to have 991 00:47:38,360 --> 00:47:41,080 Speaker 3: your you gotta study. Like like me. They always call 992 00:47:41,160 --> 00:47:43,759 Speaker 3: me a nerd, I mean every time. And because of 993 00:47:43,840 --> 00:47:47,680 Speaker 3: the right and they and the lady did that. She 994 00:47:47,920 --> 00:47:50,920 Speaker 3: put a root on my soul sister's mama. And I 995 00:47:51,040 --> 00:47:53,320 Speaker 3: was like, okay, cool because when I started, when I 996 00:47:53,520 --> 00:47:56,480 Speaker 3: touch you, it's like a movie. I'll be looking like, 997 00:47:57,120 --> 00:48:00,319 Speaker 3: I'm like, who Okay, I got it. And I gave 998 00:48:00,360 --> 00:48:04,040 Speaker 3: her candles because I make fixed candles and it's called returned, 999 00:48:04,360 --> 00:48:09,279 Speaker 3: it's called unbreakable. And when I said, hey, you look, 1000 00:48:09,480 --> 00:48:11,640 Speaker 3: you tell her to like this candle and she write 1001 00:48:11,640 --> 00:48:14,200 Speaker 3: down her petition and all I told her to write 1002 00:48:14,840 --> 00:48:17,800 Speaker 3: was whatever happened to her return to Cinda, and it 1003 00:48:17,920 --> 00:48:21,840 Speaker 3: went to the lady and she added, let something happened 1004 00:48:21,880 --> 00:48:23,960 Speaker 3: to this person's car. Not only did something happen to 1005 00:48:24,040 --> 00:48:27,160 Speaker 3: the person's car, but now she's in the mental hospital. Mmm, 1006 00:48:28,120 --> 00:48:29,840 Speaker 3: because you don't do that to people, like if you 1007 00:48:30,239 --> 00:48:31,840 Speaker 3: you need to watch what you're playing with. 1008 00:48:32,239 --> 00:48:34,759 Speaker 1: And I worked with life, so yeah, what you do 1009 00:48:34,840 --> 00:48:35,920 Speaker 1: in the dark, we'll come to light. 1010 00:48:36,960 --> 00:48:39,600 Speaker 3: Yeah, And it's sad, Like I literally was paralyzed and 1011 00:48:39,760 --> 00:48:43,160 Speaker 3: was walking around looking like ebore. It was very embarrassing 1012 00:48:43,400 --> 00:48:46,160 Speaker 3: and I need you know, and my soul sister like came, 1013 00:48:46,840 --> 00:48:49,719 Speaker 3: like she's my first friend in Jersey City. Like my 1014 00:48:49,840 --> 00:48:52,360 Speaker 3: soul sister, she literally came and grabbed me because I 1015 00:48:52,480 --> 00:48:54,879 Speaker 3: go from home to the shop back to the house. 1016 00:48:54,920 --> 00:48:57,520 Speaker 3: I don't be hanging out. And she went and grabbed 1017 00:48:57,560 --> 00:49:00,480 Speaker 3: me up and got me to the hospital. And it 1018 00:49:00,560 --> 00:49:04,000 Speaker 3: took me about man three months to be able to 1019 00:49:04,120 --> 00:49:07,840 Speaker 3: like get a walk back the way I And the 1020 00:49:08,000 --> 00:49:10,840 Speaker 3: thing is is that they'll hide it. It's called shielding. 1021 00:49:11,280 --> 00:49:14,000 Speaker 3: So if you go to somebody that's really good, they'll 1022 00:49:14,120 --> 00:49:15,960 Speaker 3: shield it to where you can't see who did it. 1023 00:49:16,680 --> 00:49:17,920 Speaker 2: So what happened to me? 1024 00:49:18,000 --> 00:49:19,879 Speaker 3: Every time I try to look, I couldn't see because 1025 00:49:20,080 --> 00:49:22,880 Speaker 3: of course I'm gifted, so they it blocked it. But 1026 00:49:23,040 --> 00:49:27,080 Speaker 3: my granny, my grandma came through when I did a 1027 00:49:27,440 --> 00:49:30,719 Speaker 3: Cotshik session because I wanted to know, like like help me, 1028 00:49:30,880 --> 00:49:33,960 Speaker 3: like who did you know if you were there? And 1029 00:49:34,080 --> 00:49:35,759 Speaker 3: so my grandma came through and she said it. 1030 00:49:35,920 --> 00:49:36,360 Speaker 2: She showed me. 1031 00:49:36,480 --> 00:49:37,960 Speaker 3: She said, I told you about leting people put that 1032 00:49:38,000 --> 00:49:41,200 Speaker 3: because I let the lady do me an ancestor. 1033 00:49:40,920 --> 00:49:43,000 Speaker 1: Wash, and yeah, you can't let everybody touch you. 1034 00:49:43,400 --> 00:49:46,120 Speaker 3: She touched my hand and my granny said, I told you. 1035 00:49:46,400 --> 00:49:48,520 Speaker 3: She showed right up and I was just tears in 1036 00:49:48,560 --> 00:49:50,279 Speaker 3: my eyes and everything, and she was, I'm watching it 1037 00:49:50,360 --> 00:49:52,520 Speaker 3: as the lady's talking, and she was like, I told 1038 00:49:52,560 --> 00:49:54,239 Speaker 3: you not to let nobody put their hands on you. 1039 00:49:54,520 --> 00:49:56,399 Speaker 3: She said, but don't you worry about it. I'm gonna 1040 00:49:56,400 --> 00:50:00,320 Speaker 3: take care of it, and said, show me what happened. 1041 00:50:00,400 --> 00:50:02,880 Speaker 3: And she showed the register, she showed the witch hat, 1042 00:50:03,040 --> 00:50:06,239 Speaker 3: she showed the she showed the place where I went 1043 00:50:06,320 --> 00:50:07,880 Speaker 3: and paid for the stuff to get done for how 1044 00:50:07,880 --> 00:50:09,680 Speaker 3: to do me a anset? Because I was trying to 1045 00:50:09,760 --> 00:50:15,440 Speaker 3: make my moments and her sisters get alone. So I 1046 00:50:15,560 --> 00:50:17,920 Speaker 3: went and did an ancestral bath for me and I 1047 00:50:18,040 --> 00:50:20,759 Speaker 3: had to call out all their last names. It's it 1048 00:50:20,960 --> 00:50:22,360 Speaker 3: worked for a little. 1049 00:50:22,080 --> 00:50:26,880 Speaker 1: Bit, right, Yeah. Wow, Yeah, I learned that at a 1050 00:50:27,120 --> 00:50:30,320 Speaker 1: very young age you cannot let people touch you. Oh no, 1051 00:50:31,000 --> 00:50:34,440 Speaker 1: because people do not have good intentions at all, if not, 1052 00:50:35,560 --> 00:50:38,200 Speaker 1: and last but not least, what what do you. 1053 00:50:41,760 --> 00:50:41,800 Speaker 3: Know? 1054 00:50:43,320 --> 00:50:51,560 Speaker 1: What do you think is your purpose or your mission 1055 00:50:52,480 --> 00:50:57,360 Speaker 1: on earth? Because you said that in many lives you 1056 00:50:57,520 --> 00:51:01,360 Speaker 1: have died mm hmmm. So what is it that you 1057 00:51:01,480 --> 00:51:02,640 Speaker 1: think that you are here to do. 1058 00:51:05,280 --> 00:51:08,040 Speaker 3: Exactly what you and I are both supposed to be doing, 1059 00:51:08,400 --> 00:51:12,400 Speaker 3: and that's raising a viation of the planet, building the 1060 00:51:12,520 --> 00:51:19,080 Speaker 3: new world, New Age, and living our life abundantly financially free. 1061 00:51:19,640 --> 00:51:22,279 Speaker 1: Yeah, that's what I mean. 1062 00:51:22,400 --> 00:51:24,839 Speaker 2: I wake up every day and I'm like, I won't 1063 00:51:24,880 --> 00:51:26,080 Speaker 2: be like you know, man, I got to go to 1064 00:51:26,160 --> 00:51:29,399 Speaker 2: the Jones. You know, when I started like opening the shop. 1065 00:51:29,840 --> 00:51:32,040 Speaker 3: I remember I had woke up and thought I was 1066 00:51:32,120 --> 00:51:34,200 Speaker 3: running late because I thought I was still back at 1067 00:51:34,239 --> 00:51:34,720 Speaker 3: the company. 1068 00:51:35,280 --> 00:51:37,560 Speaker 1: So I fell up the bed, like you know, retail 1069 00:51:37,760 --> 00:51:38,240 Speaker 1: is different. 1070 00:51:38,800 --> 00:51:43,920 Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm like please, I'm like and I looked up. 1071 00:51:44,000 --> 00:51:46,400 Speaker 3: I was like whatever, and I laid back down and 1072 00:51:46,680 --> 00:51:49,200 Speaker 3: that was the biggest smile I had, and like, that's 1073 00:51:49,239 --> 00:51:50,040 Speaker 3: when you know you're free. 1074 00:51:50,080 --> 00:51:53,400 Speaker 2: I laid I was like, I was canicking. I'm like girl, 1075 00:51:53,800 --> 00:51:58,439 Speaker 2: and I was like, this is happy, this is happiness. Yeah, 1076 00:51:58,560 --> 00:51:59,560 Speaker 2: that's supposed to do. 1077 00:52:00,080 --> 00:52:03,279 Speaker 3: And I mean, and you touch everybody when even with you, 1078 00:52:04,040 --> 00:52:06,799 Speaker 3: when you look at somebody, you light their soul up. 1079 00:52:07,640 --> 00:52:08,920 Speaker 2: The same myself. 1080 00:52:09,000 --> 00:52:12,600 Speaker 3: So when you walk past somebody, even if y'all don't speak, 1081 00:52:12,800 --> 00:52:15,960 Speaker 3: and you look at them, you like you awaken them. 1082 00:52:16,600 --> 00:52:18,400 Speaker 3: And that's what we're supposed to be doing. And that's 1083 00:52:18,440 --> 00:52:22,440 Speaker 3: why that's the real meaning of love and life, because 1084 00:52:24,160 --> 00:52:28,239 Speaker 3: love is not conditional, it's unconditional. And when you start 1085 00:52:28,280 --> 00:52:30,640 Speaker 3: to go down this path, you'll notice that you have 1086 00:52:30,840 --> 00:52:33,719 Speaker 3: more love for the planet for animals. Have you ever 1087 00:52:33,800 --> 00:52:35,520 Speaker 3: noticed now, like you see something on the street and 1088 00:52:35,520 --> 00:52:37,520 Speaker 3: they have to pop you to stop having you pick 1089 00:52:37,600 --> 00:52:40,640 Speaker 3: stuff up the animals. Now, all of a sudden, you 1090 00:52:40,719 --> 00:52:42,800 Speaker 3: want to sneak out some snacks to it because you 1091 00:52:42,840 --> 00:52:46,760 Speaker 3: don't want to see it starving. Your whole inside changes 1092 00:52:46,800 --> 00:52:50,040 Speaker 3: when you start to get on your mission purpose and 1093 00:52:50,200 --> 00:52:52,759 Speaker 3: we are going to change the world. And I think 1094 00:52:52,800 --> 00:52:56,760 Speaker 3: it's really amazing that now the government don't lie about 1095 00:52:56,840 --> 00:52:58,480 Speaker 3: the extraterrestrials anymore. 1096 00:52:59,120 --> 00:53:01,480 Speaker 2: Because I call it one. I called one in Brooklyn. 1097 00:53:01,520 --> 00:53:02,280 Speaker 2: I was so excited. 1098 00:53:02,320 --> 00:53:04,000 Speaker 1: I was like you in Brooklyn. 1099 00:53:04,239 --> 00:53:06,800 Speaker 2: I called a spaceship. Yea, it was spinning around. I 1100 00:53:06,880 --> 00:53:08,520 Speaker 2: was on a patio and I was like, squeishy, what 1101 00:53:08,640 --> 00:53:10,200 Speaker 2: you looking at? It was three in the morning. I 1102 00:53:10,320 --> 00:53:12,719 Speaker 2: got it on my page and I went, I stood 1103 00:53:12,760 --> 00:53:15,720 Speaker 2: outside of the thing and that little thing spits around. 1104 00:53:15,800 --> 00:53:17,760 Speaker 2: I was like, it was beautiful. 1105 00:53:17,880 --> 00:53:20,320 Speaker 3: Yeah, it's on my Instagram page. Though, you know, TikTok 1106 00:53:20,320 --> 00:53:21,399 Speaker 3: would have been like, uh huh. 1107 00:53:22,200 --> 00:53:24,320 Speaker 1: Girl, you know tiktalk gonna be with them gangs. 1108 00:53:25,760 --> 00:53:26,279 Speaker 2: Real quick. 1109 00:53:26,640 --> 00:53:28,600 Speaker 3: But yeah, it's it's like we all are one, and 1110 00:53:28,680 --> 00:53:32,080 Speaker 3: I honestly feel like there's more of that that energy coming. 1111 00:53:31,920 --> 00:53:34,799 Speaker 2: Down because they're a part of them and it don't 1112 00:53:34,920 --> 00:53:36,000 Speaker 2: I don't be afraid no. 1113 00:53:36,080 --> 00:53:39,719 Speaker 1: More as you shouldn't. I think this was a very 1114 00:53:39,880 --> 00:53:41,239 Speaker 1: insightful conversation. 1115 00:53:42,320 --> 00:53:42,480 Speaker 3: You know. 1116 00:53:42,840 --> 00:53:46,000 Speaker 1: I feel like a lot of people are gonna definitely 1117 00:53:46,120 --> 00:53:49,200 Speaker 1: be intrigued and want to learn more. So I want 1118 00:53:49,239 --> 00:53:51,279 Speaker 1: to say thank you so much for coming on the show. 1119 00:53:51,360 --> 00:53:54,680 Speaker 1: I'm super excited. I'm definitely coming to your shop hopefully. 1120 00:53:54,760 --> 00:53:56,360 Speaker 1: Well it's going to be a day when you're there, 1121 00:53:56,400 --> 00:53:59,960 Speaker 1: because obvious I'm coming to see you. Yeah, and hopefully 1122 00:54:00,000 --> 00:54:02,880 Speaker 1: I can book some sessions with you. And you're probably 1123 00:54:03,000 --> 00:54:07,839 Speaker 1: the newest member of my spiritual team, all right. 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