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Speaker 1: Hello and welcome to this episode of Keep It Positive, Sweetie. Today,

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Speaker 1: I have missus Jesus is bobbing himself. Yeah, Country Wayne, Ya,

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Speaker 1: Wayne Coley, what do you want to be addressed as Dwayne?

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Speaker 2: People call me Wayne? Yeah, people just be like Wayne Wayne.

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Speaker 1: Okay, so Wayne, we got Wayne in the house for sure,

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Speaker 1: better known as Country Wayne. You have a new book

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Speaker 1: out called help Us on the Way. Yes, this is

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Speaker 1: what we titled this episode.

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Speaker 2: Okay, that's what I.

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Speaker 1: Think about, help Us on the Way. The first thing

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Speaker 1: that comes to mind is that church song.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, help I can't. Yeah, Whitney Houston sounding on.

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Speaker 1: She did?

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Speaker 2: Yeah.

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Speaker 1: I love her version so good, so good. Let me

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Speaker 1: just tell people a little bit about you, in case

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Speaker 1: you don't know, count Wayne. You're a comedian of social

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Speaker 1: media personality who was formerly a rapper. I didn't even

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Speaker 1: know that.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, I just spit. But it ain't work.

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Speaker 1: It didn't work.

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Speaker 2: Nah.

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Speaker 1: Okay. You're known for your comedy content, which is what

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Speaker 1: how I was introduced to you on Instagram. But you

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Speaker 1: had a video that went viral in twenty fourteen on Facebook.

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Speaker 1: Is that when everything just.

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Speaker 2: Kind of went Yeah, that's when it well, they the

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Speaker 2: video took off. But I didn't take off, but I

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Speaker 2: took off with it like I kept working.

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Speaker 1: Saw something on to something here.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I already knew for sure.

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Speaker 1: That's good. Okay. You made funny short videos about life's

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Speaker 1: inconvenient and unfortunate moments, and then since twenty fifteen you've

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Speaker 1: been doing stand up comedy, which is really taking off.

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Speaker 1: I've noticed that you're on the road all the time now,

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Speaker 1: and you've appeared in films such as Brazilian Wavy, The Turnaround, Holiday, Heartbreak,

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Speaker 1: and then most recently the movie we did together, Praises

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Speaker 1: Praise Ye. Yes, yes.

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Speaker 2: Some of the other movies you name, I don't even

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Speaker 2: know where they know? Did you do this one of them? Oh? No,

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Speaker 2: I ain't really do that, which was no. Nah, Now

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Speaker 2: it was something you know how I beat you know

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Speaker 2: how when you first thar, I ain't gonna kock the

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Speaker 2: people moving?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I got you. I didn't do that.

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Speaker 2: Don't watch it.

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Speaker 1: That's what we're doing this. We're gonna find these movies

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Speaker 1: and I'll let you know how it goes. Okay, So

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Speaker 1: I remember I met you on the set of Praise

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Speaker 1: This you were the DJ. Yeah, you had some really

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Speaker 1: funny moments and that too funny. And you're very quiet

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Speaker 1: on set.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm a quiet person for real. I'm a I'm

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Speaker 2: a great listener.

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Speaker 1: Mm gotcha. Okay, so you, I guess you are extroverted

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Speaker 1: when it comes to work. Yeah, but like Wayne, in

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Speaker 1: real life is just kind of chill.

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Speaker 2: I'm chill on real chill because that's how I soak

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Speaker 2: up my content. Okay. I listened to people, so I'm

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Speaker 2: a great listener. And in order to be a great talker,

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Speaker 2: you got to be a great listener. So I just

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Speaker 2: like to listen.

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Speaker 1: I love that. That's good. So tell me a little

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Speaker 1: bit about you. I know you grew up in a

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Speaker 1: small town in Georgia where at a young age you

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Speaker 1: were exposed to criminal Like, yeah, get into I wanna

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Speaker 1: know a little bit more.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, well, hey, it's a book. I was a dope boy,

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Speaker 2: so you know, I was a dope boy at the time.

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Speaker 2: My daddy was a dope boy. My uncle was a

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Speaker 2: dope boy, so you know, uh uh. I hustled. As

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Speaker 2: soon as I graduated high school two thousand and six,

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Speaker 2: I started hustling. Immediately, I got caught. I got ten

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Speaker 2: years probation. Then I tried to go working. Now to five, child'

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Speaker 2: resport were kicking in so I had Uh it wasn't enough.

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Speaker 1: Wait, man, how many kids did you have by then?

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Speaker 2: By then I was twenty two with seven kids? M

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Speaker 2: waye yeah wow, Now why everybody be thinking now they

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Speaker 2: don't know I've been on it. I ain't been really

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Speaker 2: you doing nothing. I ain't been like that since twenty two.

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Speaker 2: I'm thirty five.

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Speaker 1: Now you've been like that.

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Speaker 2: I ain't been like that since I was out there,

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Speaker 2: like from the age from the age of fourteen to

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Speaker 2: twenty two. Tho was my you know, the my real

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Speaker 2: women days.

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: Wow, So people be seeing me I got a lot

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Speaker 2: of kids. They be thinking, like, but nah, I had

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Speaker 2: was twenty two to thirty five on I had three kids.

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Speaker 1: Wow.

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Speaker 2: Okay, she slowed down a lot, slow down a lot.

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Speaker 1: Okay. M So get back to when you are child

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Speaker 1: sport was kicking your ass.

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Speaker 2: Child sport was kicking man. Me and my daddy boy

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Speaker 2: we would ride one day and I was like, bruh,

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Speaker 2: I asked him, was I said, man, me get some

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Speaker 2: money to go to work. I wouldn't pay you back

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Speaker 2: and I get paid. Say, son, I was just about

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Speaker 2: to ask you why I went to the bank. Got

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Speaker 2: me along cause I always kept my card credit straight

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Speaker 2: and I knew how to go to manuvered banks. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: I got borrowed some money. When it brought me a

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Speaker 2: four way four and a half miles was a cocaine. Uh.

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Speaker 2: I ain't looked back every since. I was Damn it

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Speaker 2: was Kevin flipping.

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Speaker 1: Oh no, that's right.

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Speaker 2: Wow, that's crazy. We had nightclubs all you.

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Speaker 1: Went and got alone to get some cocaine.

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Speaker 2: Yeah you were a business man for real.

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Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, business mind like to think, i'm'a go get

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Speaker 1: this loan and get this then I pay the loan back,

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Speaker 1: paid the loan back and still have extra money, still

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Speaker 1: had extra money, many child support, child support, and.

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Speaker 2: I was chasing my dreams. So this time when I

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Speaker 2: went back, I ain't go just to sell drugs. I

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Speaker 2: was like, man, i'm'a go be I'm pushing my career.

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Speaker 2: So I was using the money, some of the money

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Speaker 2: to form my ral career. Wow, you know, and uh

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Speaker 2: but you know. So that's how it was. I was

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Speaker 2: in small town big Miland.

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Speaker 1: Georgia mill how far is it from Atlanta?

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Speaker 2: About three hours? Okay? But then I went to Statesboro, Georgia,

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Speaker 2: So that's about three that's what Georgia Southern University. Yeah yeah, yeah, yeap.

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Speaker 1: Did you go to that's where you went to school?

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Speaker 2: Nah, I ain't gonna I went to college. I went

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Speaker 2: to community college just to get the student loan check.

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Speaker 2: That was my first time buying. Okay, right, Oh my god.

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Speaker 2: I got through the loan and pail grant.

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Speaker 1: Listen, Yeah, I didn't get I had my last year

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Speaker 1: of college. I got to sit the loan. Other than that,

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Speaker 1: I was. I had scholarships, but.

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Speaker 2: You turned them down. You turned them down.

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Speaker 1: My parents are really big on not coming out of

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Speaker 1: college of debts.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, so I had to get that one to get

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Speaker 2: it that stood. The loan felt like free money.

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Speaker 1: Until you gotta pay it back that free listen. I

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Speaker 1: know a lot of people right now, like, please forgive

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Speaker 1: me for my student loans.

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Speaker 2: Black people don't forget theyself. I don't know why they

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Speaker 2: worry about that. Man, I ain't worry about that stud

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Speaker 2: loan bill like that. You gotta hit the lottery before

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Speaker 2: we pay that bad like nobody ain't just pay no

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Speaker 2: student loan back. Your career got to be set, and

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Speaker 2: then you got to show me. You said again, it

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Speaker 2: gott to be double crossed, like are you showing making

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Speaker 2: this money? Then pay it back? Ain't worry about that man?

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Speaker 2: Who No, Then they be like, it's gonna go in

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Speaker 2: your credit for But I don't care about no credit

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Speaker 2: for it, not for real life, right. We care about

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Speaker 2: this stuff when we get up, like on the way

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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, when you're down, you're not thinking about it.

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Speaker 2: I'm trying to survive right now. I don't care about

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Speaker 2: no stood loan or hospital bills. You should have got

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Speaker 2: me when I was at the hospital paying that stuff.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, we're getting a comedy show with the show this.

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Speaker 1: I love this. This is so good, mkay. So you

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Speaker 1: ended up going to Statesboro then, how like what was

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Speaker 1: like the shifts where you started to see okay, you

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Speaker 1: selling drugs? And what was the shift? Were you like, okay,

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Speaker 1: let me did this your career start taking off for you?

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Speaker 1: Like I don't have this anymore?

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Speaker 2: Or was I? Ah? I sold drug two thousand fourteen

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Speaker 2: when I went viral with the comedy, I quit the

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Speaker 2: rapping thing right then and I just started big assistant.

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Speaker 2: But I was still I had over a million followers,

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Speaker 2: people knowing me, and I still was hustling the whole time.

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Speaker 2: I had a nightclub and then I got my second

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Speaker 2: night club so I could finally quit selling dope cause

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Speaker 2: I wasn't getting no, I wasn't getting shows like that.

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Speaker 2: I was getting some shows, but uh, January two thousand sixteen,

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Speaker 2: I finally quit for real and I started. I said,

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Speaker 2: i'm'a do this comedy for real yea, And then I

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Speaker 2: started touring. But I was making like thirty or forty

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Speaker 2: cause you know the child's bot, you know.

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Speaker 1: Uh, but then this time you had how many kids

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Speaker 2: I was at I was at eight eight Okay, I

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Speaker 2: was at eight. But what happened was I went to

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Speaker 2: a show one day and I made twenty comy club

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Speaker 2: and I made like twenty grand in one week.

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Speaker 1: I oh, in a week, You're like, oh, I can.

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Speaker 2: Do this w W one weekend. Yeah, I said, Oh,

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Speaker 2: I'm finla offenda make a million off. Yeah. I knew

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Speaker 2: I was about to make it. So then I was like,

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Speaker 2: but that was two thousand sixteen when I really felt

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Speaker 2: that confidence was really quick and uh ever since then,

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Speaker 2: you know, I just been grinding.

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Speaker 1: I love that.

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Speaker 2: I love that.

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Speaker 1: So I know a lot of comedians find humor in

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Speaker 1: the inconvenience and their pain, as Kevin Hart has laughing

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Speaker 1: my pain? What is that? What really started? And what

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Speaker 1: was the thing? Like, I'm gonna talk about this. I

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Speaker 1: wanna shed light on this and let's make fun of it.

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Speaker 2: Oh, because I I had, I had uh information on

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Speaker 2: the streets, so I knew nobody couldn't tell my story

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Speaker 2: because most people don't make it out the way I did.

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Speaker 2: And I was sober through the whole thing cause I

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Speaker 2: never did drugs, so the whole time, through my mama life,

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Speaker 2: my uncle's life, in my life, I was able to

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Speaker 2: capture these moments and the picture, you know. And and women,

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Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. So I learned women. My

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Speaker 2: mama told me a lot about it. So me learning women,

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Speaker 2: I knew a lot of people won't gonna be able

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Speaker 2: to talk about it as detailed as me because I

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Speaker 2: listened to women.

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Speaker 1: So you were sober through it?

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Speaker 2: So yeah, I'm sober. So I know what.

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Speaker 1: So you don't drink and nothing, don't do nothing. Nah,

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Speaker 1: I don't do nothing.

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Speaker 2: Yeah.

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Speaker 1: Wow, So you just a temple is just clean?

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Speaker 2: Well, it ain't nobody perfect for God. But I drink water.

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Speaker 1: I always find a way to how can I come

434
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Speaker 1: out of this better? You know, this is the time

435
00:19:48,160 --> 00:19:50,280
Speaker 1: that God has set me down. What can I do

436
00:19:50,400 --> 00:19:52,960
Speaker 1: to hone in on different skills? And now I'm in

437
00:19:52,960 --> 00:19:55,639
Speaker 1: the position. I feel like I'm in my own pandemic

438
00:19:55,760 --> 00:19:59,840
Speaker 1: with the strike because we're not working and acting was

439
00:19:59,880 --> 00:20:01,840
Speaker 1: my bread and butter. And I got two shows and

440
00:20:01,840 --> 00:20:03,360
Speaker 1: that was like I'm like, I'm good, Like I can

441
00:20:03,440 --> 00:20:06,639
Speaker 1: just enjoy work, literally, work up one month out of

442
00:20:06,680 --> 00:20:09,840
Speaker 1: the year, and thus I book something else for those

443
00:20:09,880 --> 00:20:11,840
Speaker 1: two shows. Can we shoot really fast? And then I

444
00:20:11,880 --> 00:20:13,760
Speaker 1: have the rest of you to just enjoy my life.

445
00:20:14,200 --> 00:20:16,359
Speaker 1: So now that we're not working, we had just worked

446
00:20:16,400 --> 00:20:20,199
Speaker 1: in March or April for Sisters, and then I was

447
00:20:20,200 --> 00:20:21,399
Speaker 1: like I was supposed to be working right now for

448
00:20:21,520 --> 00:20:23,160
Speaker 1: as a team, which is my big check. So I'm

449
00:20:23,200 --> 00:20:25,520
Speaker 1: like I'm good, you know, like thinking I'm good. And

450
00:20:25,560 --> 00:20:27,000
Speaker 1: now it's like we don't know when we're going back

451
00:20:27,000 --> 00:20:30,040
Speaker 1: to work. So it comes in like budgeting and like yourself,

452
00:20:30,200 --> 00:20:33,560
Speaker 1: like overhead is like fifty k over saying for everything,

453
00:20:33,600 --> 00:20:37,359
Speaker 1: and it's like cool, okay, like everything you see like

454
00:20:37,640 --> 00:20:39,919
Speaker 1: my accounts, like all right, we can this is what

455
00:20:39,960 --> 00:20:41,360
Speaker 1: you can do. We can live off of this for

456
00:20:41,359 --> 00:20:44,720
Speaker 1: however long, but you have to stick this budget. So

457
00:20:45,359 --> 00:20:47,400
Speaker 1: now Donor and I are like working on other things,

458
00:20:47,480 --> 00:20:50,560
Speaker 1: and it's just this pandemic that we're going through right now,

459
00:20:50,840 --> 00:20:54,239
Speaker 1: what we call it. The strike is forcing me to

460
00:20:54,320 --> 00:20:56,640
Speaker 1: like look at other streams and things I'm passionate about

461
00:20:56,680 --> 00:20:59,080
Speaker 1: and things that I love. So it's like a restructure

462
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Speaker 1: phase all over again.

463
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Speaker 2: I think, ya, I think a lot of people. If

464
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Speaker 2: somebody asks me about that. The other day, I was like,

465
00:21:03,680 --> 00:21:05,320
Speaker 2: what this thing is gonna do for actors? I think

466
00:21:05,359 --> 00:21:08,600
Speaker 2: a lot of actors are gonna be more creative, yes,

467
00:21:08,840 --> 00:21:12,080
Speaker 2: and business savvy after this acts because it's gonna force

468
00:21:12,160 --> 00:21:14,240
Speaker 2: them to. Cause that's what it did for me. Man,

469
00:21:14,240 --> 00:21:16,760
Speaker 2: I wouldn't never if it if I would have had

470
00:21:16,800 --> 00:21:19,399
Speaker 2: a bunch of money put up, MM, I wouldn't have

471
00:21:19,440 --> 00:21:23,680
Speaker 2: never built this because it because sometime when p people

472
00:21:23,680 --> 00:21:25,960
Speaker 2: got to know, like that song William Murphy got is

473
00:21:26,000 --> 00:21:29,600
Speaker 2: working and it's your season. Oooh, when you know you

474
00:21:29,720 --> 00:21:32,639
Speaker 2: got 'em, everything that go bad is in your faivor

475
00:21:32,840 --> 00:21:34,879
Speaker 2: it is. So you got to just soak that in

476
00:21:34,960 --> 00:21:37,920
Speaker 2: black mm no matter how and it get ugly cause

477
00:21:37,960 --> 00:21:40,800
Speaker 2: the devil he sent tests. God don't test nobody. See,

478
00:21:40,800 --> 00:21:43,760
Speaker 2: people don't know that the devil the only ones sent tests. Wow,

479
00:21:44,160 --> 00:21:46,720
Speaker 2: you know he sent tests. But as long as people

480
00:21:46,720 --> 00:21:48,399
Speaker 2: hold on to that faith, and I know that sounds

481
00:21:48,440 --> 00:21:52,160
Speaker 2: like Grandma them and and and be like, ah, everybody

482
00:21:52,200 --> 00:21:54,840
Speaker 2: been said that, but boy, that faith in him yeah

483
00:21:54,920 --> 00:21:58,760
Speaker 2: every time, and and mm, that's what it is. And

484
00:21:58,800 --> 00:22:01,840
Speaker 2: I think that's what it's gonna take. Uh, you know,

485
00:22:02,000 --> 00:22:03,879
Speaker 2: that's what's that's what's happening now. Because the way they

486
00:22:03,880 --> 00:22:05,520
Speaker 2: shut down the industry, I was like, hold up, brother,

487
00:22:05,720 --> 00:22:08,199
Speaker 2: I understand they're trying to get more money, but they

488
00:22:08,240 --> 00:22:11,680
Speaker 2: gonna get people, so money vote because right, I notice

489
00:22:11,680 --> 00:22:16,400
Speaker 2: a union we need. But it's it's a crazy time.

490
00:22:16,480 --> 00:22:20,720
Speaker 2: And on that way, I feel I feel for sometimes

491
00:22:20,720 --> 00:22:22,880
Speaker 2: when I see people go through stuff, man, because I'm like, well,

492
00:22:23,200 --> 00:22:25,400
Speaker 2: if they ain't got their faith, you know what I'm saying,

493
00:22:25,400 --> 00:22:27,320
Speaker 2: But that faith is gonna get everybody through everything.

494
00:22:27,480 --> 00:22:31,160
Speaker 1: Yeah, no, absolutely no, for real. You also talk about

495
00:22:31,160 --> 00:22:33,840
Speaker 1: living in your truth. Yeah, let me say, don't hide

496
00:22:33,840 --> 00:22:36,240
Speaker 1: from where you came from, celebrated this is what makes

497
00:22:36,240 --> 00:22:38,679
Speaker 1: you original. And a lot of people from the streets

498
00:22:38,720 --> 00:22:41,119
Speaker 1: shy away from talking about their love for God and

499
00:22:41,200 --> 00:22:45,120
Speaker 1: fear of making them look soft. We talked about you

500
00:22:45,160 --> 00:22:47,480
Speaker 1: talked about it on social media all the time, like

501
00:22:47,520 --> 00:22:49,439
Speaker 1: you're like Jesus been popping and that's what I love

502
00:22:49,480 --> 00:22:51,439
Speaker 1: about you. It is like a man who does not

503
00:22:52,080 --> 00:22:54,760
Speaker 1: mind like screaming from the mountaintop. Have you ever had

504
00:22:54,800 --> 00:22:56,919
Speaker 1: people like why I know you said during the pandemic,

505
00:22:56,920 --> 00:22:58,720
Speaker 1: people like we just looking to see, like if you're

506
00:22:58,720 --> 00:23:01,720
Speaker 1: gonna lose your joy? Have you had people like come

507
00:23:01,760 --> 00:23:03,840
Speaker 1: to you, like recently or doing your journey saying like

508
00:23:04,440 --> 00:23:08,200
Speaker 1: why are you always like that? Jesus?

509
00:23:08,320 --> 00:23:10,760
Speaker 2: That's the question I get, Really, that's the question I

510
00:23:10,760 --> 00:23:13,040
Speaker 2: get the most. But now I used to talk about

511
00:23:13,040 --> 00:23:16,680
Speaker 2: it online, but God told me to hush. And now

512
00:23:16,720 --> 00:23:18,920
Speaker 2: as they see my life going up, they don't really

513
00:23:19,000 --> 00:23:21,880
Speaker 2: question no more. They start to believe because the way

514
00:23:21,960 --> 00:23:25,960
Speaker 2: my career being is being, it's just been a different ride.

515
00:23:26,280 --> 00:23:28,560
Speaker 2: And it's just like and I went on Good Morning America,

516
00:23:28,560 --> 00:23:31,720
Speaker 2: and I remember, you know, because you can't for real,

517
00:23:31,720 --> 00:23:33,480
Speaker 2: they don't let you say Jesus in these places. It's

518
00:23:33,480 --> 00:23:35,800
Speaker 2: just like it's just bad for business. We're not against it.

519
00:23:35,840 --> 00:23:37,879
Speaker 2: But I went on Good Morning America. The first thing

520
00:23:37,920 --> 00:23:40,840
Speaker 2: they did was zooming on my chain. My publicers was

521
00:23:40,840 --> 00:23:43,400
Speaker 2: looking like wow because she couldn't believe because they were

522
00:23:43,440 --> 00:23:46,159
Speaker 2: kind of like, you know, you know how they are.

523
00:23:47,119 --> 00:23:50,320
Speaker 2: But it's what I learned it's people out there, even

524
00:23:50,320 --> 00:23:54,879
Speaker 2: in them evil places, that real pim. They're just not

525
00:23:55,240 --> 00:23:56,440
Speaker 2: bold enough to say his name.

526
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Speaker 1: Yes, yes, absolutely.

527
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Speaker 2: What I learned people who say is naw, he ain't

528
00:24:00,320 --> 00:24:04,240
Speaker 2: strown people out there that that are really in their industry.

529
00:24:04,240 --> 00:24:05,760
Speaker 2: But because I got some people out there in my

530
00:24:05,760 --> 00:24:09,199
Speaker 2: favor that be pushing for me, like yeah, and it's like,

531
00:24:09,359 --> 00:24:11,159
Speaker 2: but people are that's the question they give me, like

532
00:24:11,880 --> 00:24:14,359
Speaker 2: that Jesus thing everybody want to know, cause everybody down

533
00:24:14,359 --> 00:24:16,399
Speaker 2: I know our grandma told her that hello, and we

534
00:24:16,480 --> 00:24:18,560
Speaker 2: got we got a people don't got away from it.

535
00:24:18,600 --> 00:24:22,119
Speaker 2: And it's like that's the universe now, it's yeah, now universe. Man.

536
00:24:22,200 --> 00:24:24,480
Speaker 2: I hate people come talking about when your birthday, oh sanity,

537
00:24:25,200 --> 00:24:27,600
Speaker 2: Well what happened to Leo? You ain't know he was

538
00:24:27,600 --> 00:24:31,240
Speaker 2: gonna break your heart? I be like, man, come on, man,

539
00:24:32,160 --> 00:24:35,239
Speaker 2: I'm not They mean everybody people don't know how to

540
00:24:35,280 --> 00:24:37,400
Speaker 2: put the batteries right in their remote, but all sud

541
00:24:37,480 --> 00:24:40,040
Speaker 2: they know about the start. Yeah, I'm like, bro, come on, man,

542
00:24:40,080 --> 00:24:42,760
Speaker 2: we just the same thing Grandma and them talking about

543
00:24:43,680 --> 00:24:46,440
Speaker 2: yeah he been around that long for a reason, he.

544
00:24:46,480 --> 00:24:49,119
Speaker 1: Has he as and it is. Our industry is very,

545
00:24:49,240 --> 00:24:51,840
Speaker 1: very funny about that. I love it when people get

546
00:24:51,880 --> 00:24:55,640
Speaker 1: on stage at award shows and say thank you Jesus,

547
00:24:55,800 --> 00:24:57,600
Speaker 1: thank you. You know what I'm saying. They like give not

548
00:24:57,680 --> 00:24:59,560
Speaker 1: just thank you God, cause there's so many guys in

549
00:24:59,600 --> 00:25:03,080
Speaker 1: this world exactly like there's different guys, but there's only

550
00:25:03,080 --> 00:25:03,719
Speaker 1: one Jesus.

551
00:25:03,880 --> 00:25:06,680
Speaker 2: There's only one Jesus. But and and and people scared.

552
00:25:06,720 --> 00:25:09,080
Speaker 2: But if you pay attention the people I've seen really

553
00:25:09,080 --> 00:25:11,320
Speaker 2: standing on it. The industry can't stop him.

554
00:25:11,400 --> 00:25:11,760
Speaker 1: They can't.

555
00:25:11,840 --> 00:25:15,480
Speaker 2: It's a dude in Marvel Chris Press, Yeah, and him

556
00:25:15,520 --> 00:25:17,359
Speaker 2: be DM and and like I told him, I say,

557
00:25:17,440 --> 00:25:20,359
Speaker 2: I seen him going there one day because deep down

558
00:25:21,720 --> 00:25:24,520
Speaker 2: that's what only thing they said, I have seen a

559
00:25:24,560 --> 00:25:26,919
Speaker 2: god say, He say, Man, the devil is not scared

560
00:25:26,920 --> 00:25:30,760
Speaker 2: of your good deeds. M only thing he feared is

561
00:25:30,840 --> 00:25:31,520
Speaker 2: Jesus name.

562
00:25:31,800 --> 00:25:32,040
Speaker 1: Wow.

563
00:25:32,440 --> 00:25:34,360
Speaker 2: That's why they try to shut it up. They trying

564
00:25:34,400 --> 00:25:37,159
Speaker 2: to share it, cause it's power. It's power just in

565
00:25:37,200 --> 00:25:39,200
Speaker 2: that man name. If Siri got this much power, and

566
00:25:39,240 --> 00:25:42,479
Speaker 2: I could say, a Siri, what's mart Luther King birthday?

567
00:25:42,480 --> 00:25:45,760
Speaker 2: And she answered, imagine how much more power? Jesus God,

568
00:25:45,880 --> 00:25:47,720
Speaker 2: I've seen it and I've used it. I used it.

569
00:25:47,720 --> 00:25:50,120
Speaker 2: He he he he tied. He probably tied me cause

570
00:25:50,760 --> 00:25:53,040
Speaker 2: cause some of this stuff. He'd be like, you know

571
00:25:53,080 --> 00:25:55,000
Speaker 2: what I'm saying, some of this stuff, Oh got good

572
00:25:55,040 --> 00:25:59,320
Speaker 2: at all? SI See.

573
00:25:59,400 --> 00:26:01,280
Speaker 1: He tried to. He just tried it.

574
00:26:02,000 --> 00:26:03,040
Speaker 2: He was like, we're gonna.

575
00:26:02,840 --> 00:26:03,840
Speaker 1: Stop this right now.

576
00:26:04,520 --> 00:26:06,520
Speaker 2: But Jesus react faster than Syria.

577
00:26:06,600 --> 00:26:06,760
Speaker 1: Man.

578
00:26:06,800 --> 00:26:09,720
Speaker 2: And it just cause people can't see. I know, for

579
00:26:09,880 --> 00:26:12,399
Speaker 2: me bro it than him.

580
00:26:12,520 --> 00:26:14,880
Speaker 1: I met Chris Pratt when I was going to when

581
00:26:14,920 --> 00:26:17,560
Speaker 1: John Gray had his church here in Atlanta, and he

582
00:26:17,640 --> 00:26:19,480
Speaker 1: was filming something and he came to the back and

583
00:26:19,560 --> 00:26:22,560
Speaker 1: told us a story about when he was running one

584
00:26:22,640 --> 00:26:26,560
Speaker 1: day here in Atlanta through the woods and just really heavy.

585
00:26:26,640 --> 00:26:29,240
Speaker 1: It was a heavy day for him and I need

586
00:26:29,240 --> 00:26:30,680
Speaker 1: to go for a run. So he goes to a

587
00:26:30,760 --> 00:26:33,399
Speaker 1: running he sees this random bench in the woods. He

588
00:26:33,520 --> 00:26:35,840
Speaker 1: was like, why is this bench there? And something just

589
00:26:35,840 --> 00:26:39,120
Speaker 1: said sit down. And as he sat down, he looked

590
00:26:39,160 --> 00:26:40,840
Speaker 1: down and he knows like a stone on the ground

591
00:26:40,880 --> 00:26:43,680
Speaker 1: and he moved the leaves and it said be still

592
00:26:43,800 --> 00:26:47,480
Speaker 1: and know that I'm God. And he was like, wow,

593
00:26:47,560 --> 00:26:50,439
Speaker 1: like it's funny, like God found me as I'm running.

594
00:26:50,680 --> 00:26:52,080
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, trying to clear my mind

595
00:26:52,119 --> 00:26:52,880
Speaker 1: and set me down.

596
00:26:52,880 --> 00:26:54,679
Speaker 2: And I saw that and I was like, that's powerful.

597
00:26:54,920 --> 00:26:58,240
Speaker 1: So I just love I appreciate artists like Chris, like

598
00:26:58,320 --> 00:27:01,320
Speaker 1: you and myself who liked who aren't afraid to talk

599
00:27:01,320 --> 00:27:01,600
Speaker 1: about it.

600
00:27:01,680 --> 00:27:04,040
Speaker 2: You can see it on you though, you can see

601
00:27:04,080 --> 00:27:07,119
Speaker 2: it on you like. But when I first met you,

602
00:27:07,160 --> 00:27:10,119
Speaker 2: I was like, because I've seen you on TV. I'm like, Man,

603
00:27:10,160 --> 00:27:12,800
Speaker 2: ain't no way this person looks this. Nobody don't see this.

604
00:27:13,560 --> 00:27:16,560
Speaker 2: It's just like this. You got a walking filter.

605
00:27:17,920 --> 00:27:18,280
Speaker 1: Filter.

606
00:27:20,560 --> 00:27:23,800
Speaker 2: It's like it's like this globe. Man, man, thank you,

607
00:27:24,000 --> 00:27:25,120
Speaker 2: like for real, I.

608
00:27:25,119 --> 00:27:26,840
Speaker 1: Just had on here and she was like it was you.

609
00:27:26,920 --> 00:27:28,119
Speaker 1: It was your light. And I'm just like we were

610
00:27:28,119 --> 00:27:31,720
Speaker 1: in a bawling crime. But that's wake up.

611
00:27:31,840 --> 00:27:36,040
Speaker 2: Your ear even looking angelic, Like your ear looks so healthy.

612
00:27:38,600 --> 00:27:48,560
Speaker 2: You know you seen you're a you got they're brand

613
00:27:48,640 --> 00:27:52,840
Speaker 2: news like ye'all here right, had getting here surgery.

614
00:27:55,720 --> 00:28:00,600
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's a new thing. You're amn not, that's not

615
00:28:00,840 --> 00:28:01,600
Speaker 1: that's man.

616
00:28:02,920 --> 00:28:03,639
Speaker 2: She definitely is.

617
00:28:04,280 --> 00:28:06,720
Speaker 1: I want people to see that. Like my prayer every

618
00:28:06,720 --> 00:28:08,560
Speaker 1: morning when I wake up is God, Like when I

619
00:28:08,600 --> 00:28:10,800
Speaker 1: walk out these doors, I want people to see you

620
00:28:10,880 --> 00:28:13,040
Speaker 1: through me and just let your light shine through me. Yeah.

621
00:28:13,080 --> 00:28:17,119
Speaker 1: So that's what I ask God for every day, is

622
00:28:17,119 --> 00:28:19,119
Speaker 1: that he is that people see him through me. So

623
00:28:19,680 --> 00:28:22,720
Speaker 1: that's really good. I know that Also in living in

624
00:28:22,760 --> 00:28:24,800
Speaker 1: your truth as you are seen in your career, A

625
00:28:24,800 --> 00:28:27,480
Speaker 1: lot of men struggle with leaving the street tough god

626
00:28:27,560 --> 00:28:31,199
Speaker 1: persona behind and feel like they still are kind of

627
00:28:31,200 --> 00:28:34,679
Speaker 1: tapped into the hood just to keep their credibility. Is

628
00:28:34,720 --> 00:28:36,320
Speaker 1: that something you struggle with at all?

629
00:28:36,480 --> 00:28:40,040
Speaker 2: Nah? Because see, I know women for real, So most

630
00:28:40,080 --> 00:28:43,400
Speaker 2: men do that because they think women they perceive through

631
00:28:43,480 --> 00:28:46,479
Speaker 2: hip hop, they think women like, but they don't know

632
00:28:46,760 --> 00:28:48,880
Speaker 2: what women like or sometimes women don't know what they like.

633
00:28:49,200 --> 00:28:54,920
Speaker 2: Everybody like everybody like one thing, but everybody love another.

634
00:28:55,120 --> 00:28:56,400
Speaker 1: Yeah, and I learned man.

635
00:28:56,480 --> 00:28:59,040
Speaker 2: You know, people love you for the you to be

636
00:28:59,160 --> 00:29:02,160
Speaker 2: you ever who you are, and ain't nobody We wasn't

637
00:29:02,160 --> 00:29:06,440
Speaker 2: born us and killers. That's true, you know what I'm saying.

638
00:29:06,480 --> 00:29:07,640
Speaker 2: Even when I was in the street, I ain't never

639
00:29:07,720 --> 00:29:09,760
Speaker 2: have no gun. I got me some money and you

640
00:29:09,800 --> 00:29:12,240
Speaker 2: know I love a pretty woman, point plain period. But

641
00:29:13,160 --> 00:29:14,880
Speaker 2: I ain't struggle with that hard stuff because I don't.

642
00:29:15,000 --> 00:29:16,840
Speaker 2: I know on me and I know I fight in

643
00:29:16,880 --> 00:29:19,320
Speaker 2: real life, so I ain't gonna walk around all, they

644
00:29:19,320 --> 00:29:22,640
Speaker 2: proven it. But everybody can touch me, but I get

645
00:29:22,680 --> 00:29:24,880
Speaker 2: touched back. So nah, man, that street, that street life

646
00:29:24,960 --> 00:29:28,520
Speaker 2: or something that I would I was born in. If

647
00:29:28,560 --> 00:29:30,560
Speaker 2: I was born another way, I would have did it

648
00:29:30,680 --> 00:29:32,960
Speaker 2: another way. But that ain't nothing I was wanting to

649
00:29:32,960 --> 00:29:35,440
Speaker 2: even glorify. You know. That's why I don't even talk

650
00:29:35,480 --> 00:29:37,280
Speaker 2: about it like that. They had to make me write

651
00:29:37,280 --> 00:29:37,720
Speaker 2: that book.

652
00:29:37,880 --> 00:29:38,200
Speaker 1: Wow.

653
00:29:38,600 --> 00:29:41,960
Speaker 2: I didn't even want to talk about it cause I

654
00:29:42,000 --> 00:29:43,160
Speaker 2: was like, man, I don't made it out and that

655
00:29:43,160 --> 00:29:45,680
Speaker 2: stuff just happened. A lot of the stuff in that book. Wow,

656
00:29:46,160 --> 00:29:47,800
Speaker 2: we wrote that book twenty twenty one. I just got

657
00:29:47,800 --> 00:29:50,120
Speaker 2: a streets, I said, team. But they got lawyers involved,

658
00:29:50,760 --> 00:29:52,800
Speaker 2: and I said, you sure. I was recording them on

659
00:29:52,840 --> 00:29:54,200
Speaker 2: the phone and everything. When I was on the phone

660
00:29:54,200 --> 00:29:56,800
Speaker 2: with them, I would messing record but it was like, nah,

661
00:29:57,080 --> 00:29:59,040
Speaker 2: I can't get in trouble. But nah, that tough guy

662
00:29:59,360 --> 00:30:02,360
Speaker 2: personally yuydsk know what women? They really paid attention to women.

663
00:30:03,320 --> 00:30:05,600
Speaker 2: They'll learn how to be. But they think women because

664
00:30:05,600 --> 00:30:07,560
Speaker 2: women go through a stage. What they think, that's what

665
00:30:07,600 --> 00:30:08,000
Speaker 2: they want.

666
00:30:08,120 --> 00:30:10,480
Speaker 1: You are so right, I went through that. I love

667
00:30:10,560 --> 00:30:12,880
Speaker 1: my mom always say you like them really nice and

668
00:30:12,880 --> 00:30:15,160
Speaker 1: sweet but rough on the edges like I wanted the

669
00:30:15,200 --> 00:30:17,400
Speaker 1: little I need something like a little eye.

670
00:30:17,680 --> 00:30:20,360
Speaker 2: Y'all break them guys heart. Yep, see what happened. Y'all

671
00:30:20,400 --> 00:30:22,120
Speaker 2: break their heart. Then they get mad, then want to

672
00:30:22,120 --> 00:30:23,640
Speaker 2: call y'all to be word and what's name. Then they

673
00:30:23,720 --> 00:30:26,800
Speaker 2: stay in this state because they thought that's what y'all wanted.

674
00:30:27,000 --> 00:30:28,240
Speaker 1: Yeah, and that's not that's not what we do.

675
00:30:28,360 --> 00:30:32,240
Speaker 2: Then when y'all leaving for they got it. They like,

676
00:30:32,640 --> 00:30:34,880
Speaker 2: you know, but you gotta be a mister Solomon said

677
00:30:34,880 --> 00:30:37,160
Speaker 2: in the Bible. You can't be too holy, you can't

678
00:30:37,200 --> 00:30:39,760
Speaker 2: be too wicked. M I tell people, I say, man,

679
00:30:39,880 --> 00:30:41,440
Speaker 2: he say, stay somewhere in the middle. I say so.

680
00:30:41,440 --> 00:30:43,240
Speaker 2: I ain't Kurt Frankly, but I ain't Little Boost either,

681
00:30:43,440 --> 00:30:46,000
Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. So I'm like Russell Wilson

682
00:30:46,000 --> 00:30:47,200
Speaker 2: in Future Miss Together.

683
00:30:50,400 --> 00:30:51,080
Speaker 1: It's a good bath.

684
00:30:51,160 --> 00:30:52,840
Speaker 2: We're gonna sleep in peace and all that. But I'm

685
00:30:52,840 --> 00:30:57,800
Speaker 2: telling anyone has some fun too. Now he's yeah, I

686
00:30:57,840 --> 00:30:58,160
Speaker 2: love it.

687
00:30:58,240 --> 00:31:00,520
Speaker 1: I love it. You also talked about it. Don't get

688
00:31:00,560 --> 00:31:04,840
Speaker 1: mad getting money, Ya get money, Ignore people who want

689
00:31:04,920 --> 00:31:07,160
Speaker 1: to tear you down, and provide the for the ones

690
00:31:07,160 --> 00:31:12,360
Speaker 1: who love you. How have you navigated changing your friendships

691
00:31:12,680 --> 00:31:14,720
Speaker 1: as you succeeded when it comes with like.

692
00:31:16,000 --> 00:31:18,640
Speaker 2: Man, somebody ain't really trying to get no money, We

693
00:31:18,720 --> 00:31:19,920
Speaker 2: better be talking about something.

694
00:31:20,040 --> 00:31:23,720
Speaker 1: Is that friends and relationships? Like with your significant what

695
00:31:23,840 --> 00:31:24,440
Speaker 1: your woman too?

696
00:31:24,600 --> 00:31:26,200
Speaker 2: Well? W I ain't got no woman.

697
00:31:26,000 --> 00:31:27,520
Speaker 1: I know, but like if what if you were if

698
00:31:27,560 --> 00:31:29,560
Speaker 1: you had one, like what was you? What would she

699
00:31:29,640 --> 00:31:31,600
Speaker 1: need to do? She need to be getting.

700
00:31:31,280 --> 00:31:33,520
Speaker 2: Money to or getting Nah, not really, she just need

701
00:31:33,560 --> 00:31:35,560
Speaker 2: to be. Yeah, she need to be getting a real money.

702
00:31:35,640 --> 00:31:38,880
Speaker 2: And that's that's taking care of herself. Drinking water, you know,

703
00:31:39,400 --> 00:31:41,480
Speaker 2: cause that's main step before we do anything. We gotta

704
00:31:41,560 --> 00:31:45,040
Speaker 2: drink water. Cause you got a billion dollars and and

705
00:31:45,040 --> 00:31:47,280
Speaker 2: and uh you're in there tracking fish and they don't

706
00:31:47,280 --> 00:31:50,920
Speaker 2: go together. So we gotta we gotta drink this water.

707
00:31:51,240 --> 00:31:53,280
Speaker 1: Uh, I've done okay.

708
00:31:53,320 --> 00:31:55,840
Speaker 2: So I really just want a woman. When I say,

709
00:31:55,840 --> 00:31:59,640
Speaker 2: I want her to love herself. That's the main thing. Man,

710
00:31:59,760 --> 00:32:02,160
Speaker 2: put that energy to her, because you can't love somebody

711
00:32:02,160 --> 00:32:03,120
Speaker 2: more than you love yourself.

712
00:32:03,560 --> 00:32:04,920
Speaker 1: So and do you practice the same thing? Were you?

713
00:32:05,160 --> 00:32:06,880
Speaker 2: Yeah? I love me? So when I give mine off,

714
00:32:07,240 --> 00:32:08,680
Speaker 2: I ain't never been in a relationship where a woman

715
00:32:08,800 --> 00:32:12,320
Speaker 2: wasn't happen Okay, she always had it because i'm'a love me.

716
00:32:12,440 --> 00:32:15,280
Speaker 2: So whatever I give off, yeah, you're not from it

717
00:32:15,480 --> 00:32:18,280
Speaker 2: like production. Yeah, the better this post gonna be is

718
00:32:18,360 --> 00:32:20,840
Speaker 2: gonna be the better of the the the pre production.

719
00:32:21,320 --> 00:32:21,920
Speaker 1: Absolutely.

720
00:32:22,160 --> 00:32:24,000
Speaker 2: So if I put my time in this pre production,

721
00:32:24,080 --> 00:32:27,440
Speaker 2: by the time this piece come out, I ain't gonna

722
00:32:27,440 --> 00:32:29,440
Speaker 2: have to say nothing about it. You gonna feel it. Yeah,

723
00:32:29,520 --> 00:32:33,200
Speaker 2: you gonna feel Ooh did the director make that person

724
00:32:33,280 --> 00:32:35,280
Speaker 2: turn they head and do this? Did they take the

725
00:32:35,400 --> 00:32:36,960
Speaker 2: time and do a whole nother scene?

726
00:32:37,120 --> 00:32:37,719
Speaker 1: Mm?

727
00:32:37,800 --> 00:32:40,480
Speaker 2: Because it was the energy they put in the pre production.

728
00:32:41,080 --> 00:32:43,400
Speaker 2: So I put that in me every day behind closed doors.

729
00:32:44,120 --> 00:32:46,760
Speaker 2: So when I you know, when I give it out,

730
00:32:46,760 --> 00:32:47,560
Speaker 2: they gonna feel it.

731
00:32:47,600 --> 00:32:50,520
Speaker 1: That's good. Have you had any old friends call you

732
00:32:50,520 --> 00:32:52,160
Speaker 1: like a sell out or cheat? You definitely as a

733
00:32:52,160 --> 00:32:54,640
Speaker 1: real results of your success or had to let people

734
00:32:54,680 --> 00:32:56,960
Speaker 1: go cause I know for me, I went through recently

735
00:32:57,000 --> 00:32:59,680
Speaker 1: what I call a pursing season where like I saw

736
00:32:59,720 --> 00:33:02,360
Speaker 1: that I was ascending and certain people weren't happy for

737
00:33:02,440 --> 00:33:04,400
Speaker 1: me or supportive, and I'm like, okay, what do you

738
00:33:04,440 --> 00:33:06,560
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying? Where is this really going? Have

739
00:33:06,640 --> 00:33:08,640
Speaker 1: there been people where it's like, oh, you doesnet change.

740
00:33:08,440 --> 00:33:10,960
Speaker 2: Or yeah, for sure do you do with that? I

741
00:33:10,960 --> 00:33:14,760
Speaker 2: don't really care. I don't care about nothing, but I'll

742
00:33:14,800 --> 00:33:18,160
Speaker 2: be I can't even try to care. M I. That's

743
00:33:18,200 --> 00:33:20,680
Speaker 2: always been one of my flaws in my stress. My

744
00:33:20,720 --> 00:33:23,760
Speaker 2: sister say, I never care for nobody else. I don't.

745
00:33:24,280 --> 00:33:26,840
Speaker 2: I just don't care. Yeah, and I think that's how

746
00:33:26,880 --> 00:33:28,800
Speaker 2: I'm able to be creative. Yeah cause I don't even

747
00:33:28,840 --> 00:33:31,479
Speaker 2: care what my fans think? Why about my content?

748
00:33:31,680 --> 00:33:33,920
Speaker 1: Really? You just that's good cause you you're doing it for,

749
00:33:34,120 --> 00:33:35,280
Speaker 1: like this is what you enjoyed doing.

750
00:33:35,360 --> 00:33:38,040
Speaker 2: This will come gave you that. I don't care what

751
00:33:38,040 --> 00:33:42,360
Speaker 2: the industry say. Yeah, I just don't care. Mm cause

752
00:33:42,360 --> 00:33:44,280
Speaker 2: how long if he loved me, man, he ain't finish.

753
00:33:44,280 --> 00:33:46,760
Speaker 2: I ain't gonna give you the power control of my life.

754
00:33:46,840 --> 00:33:49,520
Speaker 2: Use sometime the Double he know he can't get you,

755
00:33:49,880 --> 00:33:51,280
Speaker 2: but as long as he get a moment out of you.

756
00:33:51,400 --> 00:33:54,720
Speaker 2: M so like the devil would be like like, yeah,

757
00:33:54,720 --> 00:33:56,520
Speaker 2: I don't say now the Double I got sixty five

758
00:33:56,560 --> 00:33:58,920
Speaker 2: years out of you though, it's like that God told

759
00:33:58,960 --> 00:34:00,880
Speaker 2: him my life when when when when they were about

760
00:34:00,880 --> 00:34:03,360
Speaker 2: to shoot the guy here like the state of Mississippy

761
00:34:03,360 --> 00:34:07,320
Speaker 2: got forty years out of you know, so, Uh, I

762
00:34:07,320 --> 00:34:09,000
Speaker 2: don't care. I don't give people that power. Man.

763
00:34:09,120 --> 00:34:12,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, wow, you around me your Tyler when you say that, Yeah,

764
00:34:12,040 --> 00:34:13,480
Speaker 1: cause that's how I feel like. That's why he is

765
00:34:13,520 --> 00:34:14,279
Speaker 1: so successful.

766
00:34:14,360 --> 00:34:16,920
Speaker 2: He does not listen to any of the nay say

767
00:34:17,040 --> 00:34:20,440
Speaker 2: nah taler, but and real people like great people recognize

768
00:34:20,480 --> 00:34:22,680
Speaker 2: great people. Cause man, I remember when Tyler period had

769
00:34:22,719 --> 00:34:25,040
Speaker 2: on DVD. I mean it was a DV was a

770
00:34:25,120 --> 00:34:28,200
Speaker 2: DVD or the tape. I know it's DVD. I remember

771
00:34:28,280 --> 00:34:31,000
Speaker 2: going to my friends and be like, man, this me deal.

772
00:34:31,120 --> 00:34:33,719
Speaker 2: Person's so funny. I slid it in. I say, well,

773
00:34:33,800 --> 00:34:36,560
Speaker 2: y'allf in a laugh. Uh. So they watching it, but

774
00:34:36,640 --> 00:34:39,000
Speaker 2: this one, I know sometimes the world is stuck on trends.

775
00:34:39,239 --> 00:34:42,160
Speaker 2: He wasn't trending yet to them. Mm they watching it,

776
00:34:42,200 --> 00:34:43,680
Speaker 2: and they watching it, they don't see what I see.

777
00:34:44,239 --> 00:34:46,480
Speaker 2: I wasn't stuck they talking about. I'm like, man, this funny.

778
00:34:47,080 --> 00:34:50,319
Speaker 2: Seven weeks later, the buzzs going around by Tyler Perry.

779
00:34:50,360 --> 00:34:52,000
Speaker 2: They were watching it one day they bust out laught.

780
00:34:52,080 --> 00:34:54,600
Speaker 2: I say, man, y'all so fake. Wow, y'all not even

781
00:34:54,600 --> 00:34:55,840
Speaker 2: controlling y'all own emotions.

782
00:34:55,840 --> 00:34:57,080
Speaker 1: Mine control literally the media has.

783
00:34:57,160 --> 00:34:59,680
Speaker 2: But the world got you yes, and the world is

784
00:34:59,719 --> 00:35:03,279
Speaker 2: saying so you don't even know what's m good. Yeah,

785
00:35:04,400 --> 00:35:05,840
Speaker 2: when I look at you, I'm like, man, like I

786
00:35:05,840 --> 00:35:07,800
Speaker 2: told you today, I was that girl or a beautiful

787
00:35:07,800 --> 00:35:11,719
Speaker 2: woman in health. You know what I'm saying. But they

788
00:35:11,800 --> 00:35:13,600
Speaker 2: might they might have got you ranked, but they probably

789
00:35:13,600 --> 00:35:15,520
Speaker 2: like this, but this person got moved, I'm like, no,

790
00:35:16,520 --> 00:35:19,319
Speaker 2: And so I never cared, so I could see. I

791
00:35:19,440 --> 00:35:22,160
Speaker 2: just never cared. So I handle what people don't like

792
00:35:22,239 --> 00:35:24,680
Speaker 2: me or mad about something I move, or they wasting

793
00:35:24,719 --> 00:35:26,800
Speaker 2: their time. Cause yeah, that's good.

794
00:35:26,840 --> 00:35:29,160
Speaker 1: And you'll go far with that too, because a lot

795
00:35:29,200 --> 00:35:32,480
Speaker 1: of times, I know, as a woman in the industry,

796
00:35:32,760 --> 00:35:34,480
Speaker 1: I have got caught caught up in that, like what

797
00:35:34,520 --> 00:35:36,920
Speaker 1: people think and how I'm perceived, and I feel like

798
00:35:36,920 --> 00:35:39,040
Speaker 1: I'm I'm in the most free space of my life

799
00:35:39,040 --> 00:35:42,719
Speaker 1: where I don't care anymore, and I'm allowing people just

800
00:35:42,800 --> 00:35:44,719
Speaker 1: to see Crystal. You know, I used to try to

801
00:35:44,800 --> 00:35:48,239
Speaker 1: like hide certain things, or I always say I'm giving

802
00:35:48,280 --> 00:35:50,440
Speaker 1: so much my life through acting. I just want to

803
00:35:50,480 --> 00:35:53,399
Speaker 1: have everything else be private. But like nobody knows why

804
00:35:53,400 --> 00:35:56,520
Speaker 1: I'm not sharing the blessings. I'm not like allowing people

805
00:35:56,520 --> 00:35:57,359
Speaker 1: to see all that guy.

806
00:35:57,360 --> 00:36:00,160
Speaker 2: Got you girl. Yeah, you gotta let them see you

807
00:36:00,200 --> 00:36:03,160
Speaker 2: cause you get you walk around with a filter. You

808
00:36:03,239 --> 00:36:05,839
Speaker 2: got a natural human old gain that filter. You gotta

809
00:36:05,920 --> 00:36:08,799
Speaker 2: let him see you cause you as they need to

810
00:36:08,800 --> 00:36:09,120
Speaker 2: see that.

811
00:36:10,160 --> 00:36:12,799
Speaker 1: I'm working on it. I'm I'm I denorhere has helped me.

812
00:36:13,360 --> 00:36:16,480
Speaker 2: You can't remember what uh Jesus homeboy peter On told them.

813
00:36:16,520 --> 00:36:18,359
Speaker 2: They say, man, you got to go ahead and show

814
00:36:18,360 --> 00:36:21,279
Speaker 2: people who you is, cause the world ain't gonna know you,

815
00:36:21,400 --> 00:36:23,640
Speaker 2: ye until you yeah to pull up side He put

816
00:36:23,719 --> 00:36:29,880
Speaker 2: up sideways on the donkey. Yeah, yep, Yeah, he had

817
00:36:29,880 --> 00:36:32,840
Speaker 2: to show Jesus see people throw Jesus. That's why I

818
00:36:32,920 --> 00:36:35,640
Speaker 2: name my brand Jesus Poppa, because people think Jesus is born.

819
00:36:36,160 --> 00:36:38,480
Speaker 2: Mm So the world that made it seem like Jesus

820
00:36:38,520 --> 00:36:40,960
Speaker 2: are all people gonna corride and preaching. Judge, that ain't Jesus.

821
00:36:41,000 --> 00:36:44,440
Speaker 2: That's people using his name. Yep, but instead of let

822
00:36:44,600 --> 00:36:48,880
Speaker 2: him use them and Jesus is the coolest the flies.

823
00:36:49,960 --> 00:36:53,640
Speaker 2: I tell I tell my son, that's why I fight

824
00:36:53,680 --> 00:36:55,359
Speaker 2: with the world and my sons because you know, it's

825
00:36:55,400 --> 00:36:57,719
Speaker 2: rappers and a lot of people out there. If my

826
00:36:57,800 --> 00:36:59,680
Speaker 2: sons didn't see that women like me the way they

827
00:36:59,800 --> 00:37:01,759
Speaker 2: like me. That's why I let them see how women

828
00:37:01,800 --> 00:37:03,799
Speaker 2: act around because I'm letting him know you can still

829
00:37:03,840 --> 00:37:06,560
Speaker 2: be this. Yes, this whey ain't gonna look now. They

830
00:37:06,600 --> 00:37:10,880
Speaker 2: gonna like him for a moment. But Jesus was the coolest.

831
00:37:11,360 --> 00:37:15,440
Speaker 2: His name still buzz ate, no brand niked. Nobody is

832
00:37:15,480 --> 00:37:19,600
Speaker 2: outlasting Jesus. And we ain't even seen him, isn't it.

833
00:37:20,120 --> 00:37:20,319
Speaker 1: Wow?

834
00:37:20,440 --> 00:37:23,640
Speaker 2: We ain't had no pictures now that man either, he

835
00:37:23,719 --> 00:37:25,920
Speaker 2: either he real good, he was a camel because we

836
00:37:25,920 --> 00:37:29,359
Speaker 2: ain't seen nothing. And this joker's brand is going.

837
00:37:31,239 --> 00:37:31,959
Speaker 1: I love it.

838
00:37:32,000 --> 00:37:35,080
Speaker 2: So you got when people believe in Jesus, the church

839
00:37:35,080 --> 00:37:37,480
Speaker 2: will be like, we gonna sit back and we're gonna wait. No, man,

840
00:37:37,920 --> 00:37:41,560
Speaker 2: Jesus nad because nobody don't want to follow that big soup. Yeah,

841
00:37:41,680 --> 00:37:45,359
Speaker 2: and that had you go to yo, put that drip

842
00:37:45,400 --> 00:37:48,919
Speaker 2: on it and shine because when you step out there,

843
00:37:49,440 --> 00:37:51,480
Speaker 2: he gonna help you. Step out there, caulse God now

844
00:37:51,600 --> 00:37:53,719
Speaker 2: cut yeah, and the god him out here walking on

845
00:37:53,719 --> 00:37:55,520
Speaker 2: his water. You better help me cause I fall off.

846
00:37:55,560 --> 00:38:01,160
Speaker 2: You know, they gonna say nothing. I said a pandemic Lord,

847
00:38:01,320 --> 00:38:04,800
Speaker 2: and I've been feeling your name and I'm on social media,

848
00:38:05,320 --> 00:38:07,640
Speaker 2: so something I'm just saying you know, I'm right with

849
00:38:07,680 --> 00:38:13,960
Speaker 2: you reguardless, but for your name and what yeah walking

850
00:38:14,000 --> 00:38:16,360
Speaker 2: on the water man the water again and my and

851
00:38:16,480 --> 00:38:30,040
Speaker 2: my knees wet the shoot Jesus keep working for me. Hey,

852
00:38:30,239 --> 00:38:31,200
Speaker 2: get me out of here now.

853
00:38:31,520 --> 00:38:33,480
Speaker 1: Oh my gosh.

854
00:38:33,080 --> 00:38:37,200
Speaker 2: I give man Frid they brought this strike. I'm like,

855
00:38:37,280 --> 00:38:39,839
Speaker 2: oh what. I already a trust the industry the first

856
00:38:39,840 --> 00:38:41,560
Speaker 2: time you hit me when it shut down, So then

857
00:38:41,560 --> 00:38:44,320
Speaker 2: I'm a comforting build if I got some projects, Say God,

858
00:38:45,360 --> 00:38:49,319
Speaker 2: did he hit again? I said, oh hell no, they

859
00:38:49,560 --> 00:38:52,799
Speaker 2: never get me again. To believe maybe you got me here.

860
00:38:53,120 --> 00:38:55,879
Speaker 2: I remember we have projects coming out. What right, I'm

861
00:38:55,960 --> 00:38:58,799
Speaker 2: just stopping. Yes, you should have called me a year ago.

862
00:38:59,280 --> 00:39:01,839
Speaker 2: I would have played my life a quarteringly right. Let

863
00:39:01,880 --> 00:39:07,439
Speaker 2: me know, don't stop nothing like this. Ain't no people

864
00:39:07,480 --> 00:39:12,279
Speaker 2: be coming. No, I'm staying over here. I don't want

865
00:39:12,280 --> 00:39:14,360
Speaker 2: to help my agent. They can't get me comfort in

866
00:39:14,440 --> 00:39:18,520
Speaker 2: no more. There's nothing until them. Don't sit with chick.

867
00:39:18,880 --> 00:39:23,960
Speaker 1: Hello, that's right, No Manhess, I'm sure you like that

868
00:39:24,040 --> 00:39:26,200
Speaker 1: probably helped you build your own table. As Tyler said,

869
00:39:26,200 --> 00:39:27,720
Speaker 1: it's like I'm not going to depend on anymore.

870
00:39:27,760 --> 00:39:31,480
Speaker 2: Well, I don't trust Nah, that's what made do it

871
00:39:31,520 --> 00:39:33,279
Speaker 2: during the pandem I was forced to but not even

872
00:39:33,360 --> 00:39:36,000
Speaker 2: doing this because you know, I got Nicholas specially coming

873
00:39:36,040 --> 00:39:38,440
Speaker 2: out and they was like and this I know God

874
00:39:38,719 --> 00:39:40,960
Speaker 2: where they say the only thing you allowed to promote

875
00:39:41,080 --> 00:39:43,719
Speaker 2: is coming special, So you know my Nittles has to

876
00:39:43,760 --> 00:39:45,480
Speaker 2: come out. I said, tell me, man, that was good.

877
00:39:45,800 --> 00:39:47,200
Speaker 1: Even this was saved by that.

878
00:39:47,400 --> 00:39:50,160
Speaker 2: But you know what I runed though, People got to

879
00:39:50,160 --> 00:39:58,160
Speaker 2: stop praying start praying because I said, I said my

880
00:39:58,239 --> 00:40:02,040
Speaker 2: brother over. I realized wronging the word everybody praying and

881
00:40:02,120 --> 00:40:06,480
Speaker 2: one person blessed could be another person's demise. Cause I'm like,

882
00:40:07,000 --> 00:40:10,120
Speaker 2: I can't say thank you God. He shut the intererestry

883
00:40:10,160 --> 00:40:12,520
Speaker 2: down from me right because I'm like, but what about

884
00:40:12,520 --> 00:40:14,319
Speaker 2: all the other people? So now I realize that's why

885
00:40:14,320 --> 00:40:16,600
Speaker 2: I don't pray. That's why the only thing I asked God,

886
00:40:16,680 --> 00:40:20,840
Speaker 2: let God's will be done? A man, yes, because we

887
00:40:20,880 --> 00:40:22,920
Speaker 2: pray for storms. I worked for this pole company one time.

888
00:40:22,960 --> 00:40:25,080
Speaker 2: We used to pray for storms when storm coming and

889
00:40:25,120 --> 00:40:27,320
Speaker 2: who we hope he hit? Could we get some overtime?

890
00:40:27,440 --> 00:40:29,360
Speaker 1: Mm?

891
00:40:29,360 --> 00:40:31,000
Speaker 2: And when it hit, we say thank you God for

892
00:40:31,040 --> 00:40:34,160
Speaker 2: the overtime. But it is so many people don't got hurt.

893
00:40:34,160 --> 00:40:37,399
Speaker 2: So what I learned, Man, let Gods, that's the only

894
00:40:37,480 --> 00:40:38,960
Speaker 2: prayer everybody should be praying. That's it.

895
00:40:39,040 --> 00:40:42,080
Speaker 1: I need. I say that too. I used to be like, Lord,

896
00:40:42,080 --> 00:40:43,680
Speaker 1: please see this, Lord, I want this. The Lord God,

897
00:40:43,840 --> 00:40:46,239
Speaker 1: please change this person, please help me with this. And

898
00:40:46,280 --> 00:40:48,239
Speaker 1: it was like this long list of things that I'll

899
00:40:48,280 --> 00:40:50,239
Speaker 1: be praying about. And then I read the scripture where

900
00:40:50,239 --> 00:40:53,160
Speaker 1: it says, don't go in your closet babbling, just say

901
00:40:53,280 --> 00:40:55,360
Speaker 1: the Lord's prayer. That what we've done, and that's it.

902
00:40:55,520 --> 00:40:58,759
Speaker 1: And literally, when I took that on, I realized that

903
00:40:58,800 --> 00:41:01,920
Speaker 1: the things I was praying for one too small, and

904
00:41:01,960 --> 00:41:03,840
Speaker 1: what God had for me and what he was showing

905
00:41:03,880 --> 00:41:06,239
Speaker 1: for me that he had was way bigger than I

906
00:41:06,280 --> 00:41:06,960
Speaker 1: even imagine.

907
00:41:07,160 --> 00:41:07,560
Speaker 2: That's real.

908
00:41:08,120 --> 00:41:10,680
Speaker 1: So that's speaking you preaching that girl.

909
00:41:11,600 --> 00:41:13,080
Speaker 2: You don't know what you just said. You think you

910
00:41:13,120 --> 00:41:16,040
Speaker 2: just said something normal. Most times people say something big,

911
00:41:16,080 --> 00:41:19,279
Speaker 2: they think you are big. When that big what you

912
00:41:19,360 --> 00:41:22,040
Speaker 2: just said something, girl, Because that is so true. That's

913
00:41:22,040 --> 00:41:23,719
Speaker 2: so cause we don't know what to ask for, because

914
00:41:23,760 --> 00:41:26,360
Speaker 2: we so we're a piece of saying to a thousand

915
00:41:26,400 --> 00:41:28,920
Speaker 2: beaches to God, yes my baby, mamas trying to give

916
00:41:28,960 --> 00:41:30,560
Speaker 2: me a child support. They can't get me because they

917
00:41:30,560 --> 00:41:34,520
Speaker 2: don't even know how to ask for enough. I had

918
00:41:34,560 --> 00:41:38,640
Speaker 2: to help them to your Lord, you wasn't good enough.

919
00:41:38,800 --> 00:41:40,840
Speaker 2: Let me give you double that. They can't hit me

920
00:41:41,040 --> 00:41:44,919
Speaker 2: because what your brain can't even not even fathoming one. Yes,

921
00:41:45,200 --> 00:41:48,120
Speaker 2: and that's what you don't really they need to let

922
00:41:48,200 --> 00:41:52,680
Speaker 2: God will just trust his will because what we because

923
00:41:52,680 --> 00:41:55,160
Speaker 2: what because the dangerous thing, whatever you pray for, you

924
00:41:55,239 --> 00:41:59,080
Speaker 2: eventually gonna get. That's why old girl the Lillah got

925
00:41:59,120 --> 00:42:02,239
Speaker 2: it from Sampson, Yes, cause she kept aggravating. And God,

926
00:42:02,320 --> 00:42:05,040
Speaker 2: he's a father of all things. He asking me, i'm'a

927
00:42:05,040 --> 00:42:06,400
Speaker 2: open that door for you, and you gonna say thank you?

928
00:42:06,480 --> 00:42:10,000
Speaker 2: But he all right, knowledge, no right now, wisdom, no,

929
00:42:10,520 --> 00:42:15,080
Speaker 2: in time, Yes, that's only one prayer. God will be double.

930
00:42:15,160 --> 00:42:17,919
Speaker 2: He can't stand and here baby cry mm he gonna

931
00:42:17,920 --> 00:42:21,520
Speaker 2: give you that passify. And sometimes in life, very very seldom,

932
00:42:21,560 --> 00:42:25,239
Speaker 2: you have somebody in your life who who who uh,

933
00:42:25,280 --> 00:42:29,360
Speaker 2: grandparents or something who's stopping you from getting your blessing

934
00:42:29,400 --> 00:42:32,839
Speaker 2: too early. If I would have been this popular at

935
00:42:32,880 --> 00:42:37,000
Speaker 2: twenty two out at all kind of women, God knew,

936
00:42:37,280 --> 00:42:40,560
Speaker 2: Yeah it's time. It was not yeah, because now I'm

937
00:42:40,600 --> 00:42:45,200
Speaker 2: too sleepy. I ain't got the energy. I'm like, well,

938
00:42:45,239 --> 00:42:48,520
Speaker 2: I'm tired, right, but nah, it it it. That's what

939
00:42:48,560 --> 00:42:52,200
Speaker 2: it is, man, It's it's God's will man to be done.

940
00:42:52,400 --> 00:42:55,120
Speaker 2: And that's what people got the h And when you

941
00:42:55,200 --> 00:42:58,440
Speaker 2: when you live like that, you really see it's enough

942
00:42:58,480 --> 00:43:01,640
Speaker 2: for everybody. It is I supposed to be. There's too

943
00:43:01,680 --> 00:43:04,759
Speaker 2: many rich people out here for everybody not to be

944
00:43:04,920 --> 00:43:10,040
Speaker 2: feeling it. Somebody be agreeing God, I don't make it.

945
00:43:10,280 --> 00:43:14,720
Speaker 2: I give away by give to my family of my business.

946
00:43:14,719 --> 00:43:18,279
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying about three hundred or four

947
00:43:18,360 --> 00:43:21,480
Speaker 2: hundred a month, But that four hundred month touched so

948
00:43:21,760 --> 00:43:25,319
Speaker 2: many people. But when I.

949
00:43:25,280 --> 00:43:28,920
Speaker 1: Say we need in the family.

950
00:43:29,320 --> 00:43:32,759
Speaker 2: It touched so many people. But it's people that's making

951
00:43:32,800 --> 00:43:37,759
Speaker 2: triple what I'm making. I'm like that why because people

952
00:43:37,760 --> 00:43:40,560
Speaker 2: don't believe in God's will. Everybody's nowadays online they teach

953
00:43:40,560 --> 00:43:43,759
Speaker 2: you how to keep your money for the future. That's

954
00:43:43,800 --> 00:43:45,880
Speaker 2: all they're trying to do. I'm gonna be dead what

955
00:43:45,960 --> 00:43:48,120
Speaker 2: you're talking about? All right?

956
00:43:48,280 --> 00:43:48,480
Speaker 1: Man?

957
00:43:48,560 --> 00:43:51,640
Speaker 2: This I ain't starting that. I'm trying to hey, so,

958
00:43:51,680 --> 00:43:54,520
Speaker 2: but what it is that's people who he told you, man,

959
00:43:54,680 --> 00:43:59,440
Speaker 2: money gonna beat the love of money. You know, money

960
00:43:59,480 --> 00:44:05,000
Speaker 2: is a loafer people. See, I told a god one time,

961
00:44:05,920 --> 00:44:07,440
Speaker 2: I take care of my baby. Mom. Don't call a man.

962
00:44:07,480 --> 00:44:09,799
Speaker 2: They were like, man, you simping. No, you simple, because

963
00:44:09,800 --> 00:44:14,279
Speaker 2: you're giving up energy, my energy reserved. I give away

964
00:44:14,320 --> 00:44:19,200
Speaker 2: federal reserve. They have no.

965
00:44:20,160 --> 00:44:22,239
Speaker 1: You better start you a little preacher over here to that.

966
00:44:23,000 --> 00:44:25,640
Speaker 2: No preacher, I'm preaching. I ain't. I ain't trying to preach.

967
00:44:28,360 --> 00:44:30,600
Speaker 1: He said, I'm getting away federal reserve.

968
00:44:31,200 --> 00:44:34,439
Speaker 2: Not my energy, but God's will. They trying to put together.

969
00:44:34,440 --> 00:44:36,560
Speaker 2: Everybody trying to prepare their own wheel. They set in

970
00:44:36,560 --> 00:44:42,120
Speaker 2: their own wheel up. But we ain't good. And the devil,

971
00:44:42,440 --> 00:44:44,040
Speaker 2: the devil. People don't know the devil don't come in

972
00:44:44,040 --> 00:44:46,560
Speaker 2: your life to horm on purpose. He tries to be God.

973
00:44:47,280 --> 00:44:51,320
Speaker 2: He's so bad a blessing because this low the energy

974
00:44:51,320 --> 00:44:55,799
Speaker 2: turned out, this ain't God. Now, because even if people

975
00:44:55,800 --> 00:45:01,239
Speaker 2: make it through the stress of what am I nagas through, see,

976
00:45:01,239 --> 00:45:04,160
Speaker 2: they would let God handle it. It'd be different. Yeah,

977
00:45:04,160 --> 00:45:06,480
Speaker 2: because what happens in the industry now, so many projects,

978
00:45:06,719 --> 00:45:08,359
Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, so many projects, what happen

979
00:45:08,440 --> 00:45:11,440
Speaker 2: It's a lot of selfish people and in ages in

980
00:45:11,520 --> 00:45:15,360
Speaker 2: the in the it's in the studios and the people.

981
00:45:15,840 --> 00:45:17,640
Speaker 2: If you know this project ain't gonna work in your

982
00:45:17,640 --> 00:45:21,919
Speaker 2: hard people are hire people just because they like 'em.

983
00:45:21,960 --> 00:45:24,680
Speaker 2: And you playing with other people money. You playing with

984
00:45:24,719 --> 00:45:28,239
Speaker 2: other people money. Now if this don't come back, and

985
00:45:28,360 --> 00:45:29,719
Speaker 2: we got to stop it in a minute, because I'm

986
00:45:29,719 --> 00:45:32,759
Speaker 2: not about to keep losing exactly. But it's people. It's

987
00:45:32,800 --> 00:45:35,719
Speaker 2: people that'll be like, put this person's project because you

988
00:45:35,760 --> 00:45:37,840
Speaker 2: putting your own wheel together cause it's gonna benefit you,

989
00:45:37,880 --> 00:45:40,120
Speaker 2: but not knowing that they will keep turning. Everybody got

990
00:45:40,280 --> 00:45:42,040
Speaker 2: but you know, so.

991
00:45:42,680 --> 00:45:47,359
Speaker 1: It's good you talked about giving. And one thing that

992
00:45:47,640 --> 00:45:49,440
Speaker 1: Andy Norman, who works at this he's one of the

993
00:45:49,520 --> 00:45:52,719
Speaker 1: vice presidents at Tyler Perry Studios. He leaves it work

994
00:45:52,760 --> 00:45:55,440
Speaker 1: and goes to Bible study every week. And when I

995
00:45:55,560 --> 00:45:59,000
Speaker 1: was still costuming, before I even became a costume designer, even

996
00:45:59,000 --> 00:46:01,520
Speaker 1: started styling Tyler, he called me one day he said,

997
00:46:01,560 --> 00:46:03,640
Speaker 1: I don't know why God put you on my heart

998
00:46:03,719 --> 00:46:05,680
Speaker 1: during Bible study, but he told me to tell you this,

999
00:46:06,280 --> 00:46:07,440
Speaker 1: and I was like, what do he tell you? He

1000
00:46:07,480 --> 00:46:08,680
Speaker 1: told me to tell you that your living is in

1001
00:46:08,760 --> 00:46:12,560
Speaker 1: your giving. And I was like, okay. He's like just

1002
00:46:12,600 --> 00:46:14,439
Speaker 1: remember that. And I was like, Okay, I got it.

1003
00:46:14,560 --> 00:46:16,239
Speaker 1: So I've always been like a tiler, like I always

1004
00:46:16,280 --> 00:46:19,719
Speaker 1: make sure I give God his and help people as

1005
00:46:19,760 --> 00:46:22,160
Speaker 1: I can. But as I began to send and like

1006
00:46:22,920 --> 00:46:25,840
Speaker 1: gang wealth, I was like, wow, like I knew exactly

1007
00:46:26,080 --> 00:46:27,480
Speaker 1: he didn't even He's like, Chris, I had no idea

1008
00:46:27,560 --> 00:46:29,239
Speaker 1: why God put that, But he knew where you were going,

1009
00:46:29,280 --> 00:46:30,759
Speaker 1: and he knew where he was taking you, and he

1010
00:46:30,800 --> 00:46:33,520
Speaker 1: didn't want you to forget that. So I always tell you.

1011
00:46:33,520 --> 00:46:34,839
Speaker 1: I want to tell you that as well, like your

1012
00:46:34,840 --> 00:46:36,480
Speaker 1: living is and you're giving and you're doing the right thing.

1013
00:46:36,719 --> 00:46:38,680
Speaker 2: I appreciate it. Man. Yeah I ain't. No, I ain't

1014
00:46:38,680 --> 00:46:40,200
Speaker 2: got no woman in my life to tell me I'm

1015
00:46:40,200 --> 00:46:45,520
Speaker 2: doing the right thing. Ain't that great? Is that crazy?

1016
00:46:46,640 --> 00:46:51,239
Speaker 1: But oh again, so let's talk about women since we're

1017
00:46:51,280 --> 00:46:54,680
Speaker 1: on the subject. You are a father of ten.

1018
00:46:56,600 --> 00:47:00,080
Speaker 2: How did you end up with so many kids and

1019
00:47:00,120 --> 00:47:00,520
Speaker 2: pull out?

1020
00:47:04,560 --> 00:47:07,439
Speaker 1: Were these like relationships or were these just.

1021
00:47:09,600 --> 00:47:12,840
Speaker 2: My first baby? Mom was my high school seeard. So

1022
00:47:12,880 --> 00:47:15,440
Speaker 2: we was together from eighth grade all the way to

1023
00:47:16,120 --> 00:47:18,040
Speaker 2: like for years. So we had three kids.

1024
00:47:18,080 --> 00:47:19,760
Speaker 1: Okay, okay, nah.

1025
00:47:21,080 --> 00:47:24,480
Speaker 2: I chs on her one time got a girl pregnant

1026
00:47:25,000 --> 00:47:27,680
Speaker 2: just all through. It was right after high school and

1027
00:47:27,680 --> 00:47:30,920
Speaker 2: then my three kids in between her was women I

1028
00:47:30,920 --> 00:47:34,279
Speaker 2: deal with one time. Wow, and cousin that. God did

1029
00:47:34,320 --> 00:47:36,480
Speaker 2: me like that because you know better? You know better?

1030
00:47:37,200 --> 00:47:39,080
Speaker 2: My these girl got pregnant. Man. I was like, oh

1031
00:47:39,120 --> 00:47:40,880
Speaker 2: my god, you know what I'm saying. So I was

1032
00:47:40,880 --> 00:47:44,040
Speaker 2: at I'm at six children out of know, you know

1033
00:47:44,080 --> 00:47:49,919
Speaker 2: what I'm saying. And then uh, and then my ex wife,

1034
00:47:50,080 --> 00:47:53,840
Speaker 2: me and her, me and her, I had three You

1035
00:47:53,840 --> 00:48:00,799
Speaker 2: were married okay for seven months, lady said, Nah, it

1036
00:48:00,840 --> 00:48:03,920
Speaker 2: was a year. Yeah, changed, but I was with her

1037
00:48:03,960 --> 00:48:04,640
Speaker 2: for ten years.

1038
00:48:07,719 --> 00:48:15,319
Speaker 1: Wait wait, together with her for teen years. Yep, yeah,

1039
00:48:16,239 --> 00:48:19,440
Speaker 1: married for seven months to a year. It was a

1040
00:48:18,960 --> 00:48:19,680
Speaker 1: year year.

1041
00:48:19,800 --> 00:48:21,360
Speaker 2: Yeah, sure what happened?

1042
00:48:21,640 --> 00:48:22,279
Speaker 1: Was it just like.

1043
00:48:23,840 --> 00:48:25,840
Speaker 2: Now? I married her? Because like, first of all, we

1044
00:48:25,880 --> 00:48:27,279
Speaker 2: had got custoded at one of my daughters. I had

1045
00:48:27,320 --> 00:48:28,799
Speaker 2: to go to court for us so and then I

1046
00:48:28,840 --> 00:48:30,480
Speaker 2: had just started doing the touring thing. I'm like, man,

1047
00:48:30,520 --> 00:48:32,239
Speaker 2: I've been with this girl. Man, I sold dope by

1048
00:48:32,280 --> 00:48:34,640
Speaker 2: her projects. Man. I was like, man, I got I'm

1049
00:48:34,640 --> 00:48:36,319
Speaker 2: going to marry bro. This's life cause I ain't study

1050
00:48:36,320 --> 00:48:38,040
Speaker 2: any women. I'm gonna get the money. When I got

1051
00:48:38,040 --> 00:48:41,760
Speaker 2: in industry. I tell everybody, a lot of men focus

1052
00:48:41,840 --> 00:48:43,680
Speaker 2: on these women because ain't never had them. See I

1053
00:48:43,800 --> 00:48:47,200
Speaker 2: didn't have them, so my focus now, Hey, Yeah, so

1054
00:48:47,719 --> 00:48:49,880
Speaker 2: I married her. I'm like, man, I used, I'm finna

1055
00:48:49,960 --> 00:48:53,040
Speaker 2: do this. I'm finna change my family life for real.

1056
00:48:53,719 --> 00:48:56,960
Speaker 2: So I married her, man and and then you know,

1057
00:48:57,320 --> 00:49:00,960
Speaker 2: a year later, I'm like, Noah, God to leave behind.

1058
00:49:01,480 --> 00:49:03,200
Speaker 2: I ain't gonna leave her up my first baby, mama.

1059
00:49:03,200 --> 00:49:04,640
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. But I found a way

1060
00:49:05,160 --> 00:49:07,399
Speaker 2: I could bring him up financially, and yeah, be there

1061
00:49:07,480 --> 00:49:07,799
Speaker 2: for them.

1062
00:49:07,840 --> 00:49:09,160
Speaker 1: But was that a hard decision.

1063
00:49:09,400 --> 00:49:12,520
Speaker 2: Yeah, that hard decision because you like, you know, you

1064
00:49:12,640 --> 00:49:15,400
Speaker 2: leaving the women like we grew up together. So like, damn,

1065
00:49:15,440 --> 00:49:21,480
Speaker 2: finna take off. But see y'all ain't with it the nah,

1066
00:49:21,520 --> 00:49:24,200
Speaker 2: they just on different lane. Man. You know, I'm I

1067
00:49:24,200 --> 00:49:27,600
Speaker 2: I started growing fast, Like I started worrying about my diet.

1068
00:49:27,680 --> 00:49:29,040
Speaker 2: I started cause you know, I s I picked up

1069
00:49:29,040 --> 00:49:31,360
Speaker 2: that Bible while me and he was in the project. Mm.

1070
00:49:31,400 --> 00:49:32,680
Speaker 2: I was like, man, I told her you should have

1071
00:49:32,719 --> 00:49:34,799
Speaker 2: picked it up with me. But she asked me one day,

1072
00:49:34,800 --> 00:49:37,160
Speaker 2: she said, what you read, you ain't gonna share what

1073
00:49:37,200 --> 00:49:38,320
Speaker 2: you read? I mean, I say, man, you got it.

1074
00:49:38,320 --> 00:49:41,279
Speaker 2: You should read the women. But I was growing so

1075
00:49:41,400 --> 00:49:43,680
Speaker 2: fast once I picked up that Bible, I was out

1076
00:49:43,719 --> 00:49:46,439
Speaker 2: growing a lot of stuff. Wow. So by the time

1077
00:49:46,480 --> 00:49:49,840
Speaker 2: I'm like, hey, man, I'm a changed person. That's so

1078
00:49:49,960 --> 00:49:52,279
Speaker 2: powerful cause you can't scream his name too long? Would

1079
00:49:52,280 --> 00:49:57,120
Speaker 2: I changed your capter? And how my character was changing?

1080
00:49:57,600 --> 00:50:00,800
Speaker 2: And I was like, damn, they can't. They had first chance.

1081
00:50:01,520 --> 00:50:03,240
Speaker 2: They had first they had these.

1082
00:50:03,080 --> 00:50:05,520
Speaker 1: Now do they do they have? Have they expressed any regret?

1083
00:50:05,760 --> 00:50:09,759
Speaker 2: Every woman I've been with regret. Ever, they ain't gonna

1084
00:50:09,760 --> 00:50:12,440
Speaker 2: find no Wayne. You ain't gonna find no way. You

1085
00:50:12,480 --> 00:50:15,799
Speaker 2: ain't gonna find no Wayne that when Wayne you your

1086
00:50:15,800 --> 00:50:18,879
Speaker 2: grandma gonna be excited in the world. See, it's hard

1087
00:50:18,880 --> 00:50:20,480
Speaker 2: to find that, cause your grandma would be excited about

1088
00:50:20,440 --> 00:50:23,000
Speaker 2: your friend Black but he like m But but the

1089
00:50:23,040 --> 00:50:24,879
Speaker 2: world could be excited, but your grandma like, he ain't

1090
00:50:24,880 --> 00:50:27,120
Speaker 2: the one for you. La, Man, I got the one

1091
00:50:27,200 --> 00:50:30,440
Speaker 2: t in the streets. So they gonna you blessed and

1092
00:50:30,480 --> 00:50:32,920
Speaker 2: you covered. But at the same time, you please mm

1093
00:50:32,960 --> 00:50:35,719
Speaker 2: cause you were in the flesh, your spear runing life.

1094
00:50:35,719 --> 00:50:38,280
Speaker 2: But the fletch got to be pleased. So the women

1095
00:50:38,360 --> 00:50:43,120
Speaker 2: were the women, Yeah, they regretted. Yeah, and a lot

1096
00:50:43,160 --> 00:50:44,719
Speaker 2: of a lot of women out there we think it's

1097
00:50:44,719 --> 00:50:47,359
Speaker 2: still a chain cause I'm free like al readyly I'm

1098
00:50:47,360 --> 00:50:48,920
Speaker 2: not in the relayship for real, right.

1099
00:50:48,880 --> 00:50:52,080
Speaker 1: But now do you lead them on to Makenah if

1100
00:50:52,080 --> 00:50:54,080
Speaker 1: they think they thatay like that?

1101
00:50:54,120 --> 00:50:55,360
Speaker 2: Okay, you know, I don't play. I don't pl I

1102
00:50:55,400 --> 00:50:58,399
Speaker 2: don't play with people. I don't play no game, don't

1103
00:50:58,400 --> 00:51:02,440
Speaker 2: play the radio. I'm direct. M. But nah, but nah,

1104
00:51:02,480 --> 00:51:04,520
Speaker 2: they definitely r They definitely regret it. M. But I'm

1105
00:51:04,560 --> 00:51:06,600
Speaker 2: petty like that. I made sure they were gonna regret it.

1106
00:51:07,840 --> 00:51:14,120
Speaker 2: I work hard to make people regret. Oh my god,

1107
00:51:14,120 --> 00:51:17,040
Speaker 2: I'm a competitive So I work on myself to be

1108
00:51:17,280 --> 00:51:22,239
Speaker 2: mm yeah, to grow, Cause like I put in my book, man,

1109
00:51:22,400 --> 00:51:25,360
Speaker 2: stay up. That's the only way a woman gonna really

1110
00:51:25,400 --> 00:51:28,279
Speaker 2: ever want you and keep loving you. You have to

1111
00:51:28,360 --> 00:51:28,920
Speaker 2: stay up.

1112
00:51:29,120 --> 00:51:33,520
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's real. That's real. So about your children, I

1113
00:51:33,560 --> 00:51:36,000
Speaker 1: see you're very active in all your children's lives. How

1114
00:51:36,040 --> 00:51:39,920
Speaker 1: do you manage and like with between business and cause

1115
00:51:39,960 --> 00:51:43,280
Speaker 1: you're always feel like you're always working and creating something.

1116
00:51:43,719 --> 00:51:45,200
Speaker 1: How do you like manage the time even to be

1117
00:51:45,239 --> 00:51:47,120
Speaker 1: here today? How do you imagine time for your children

1118
00:51:47,560 --> 00:51:48,320
Speaker 1: and your business.

1119
00:51:48,520 --> 00:51:50,000
Speaker 2: Well, I had to. I had to cre I had

1120
00:51:50,000 --> 00:51:51,640
Speaker 2: to retire a lot of people. Like my daddy. He

1121
00:51:52,200 --> 00:51:54,960
Speaker 2: I retire him. So he take my sons to basketball practice,

1122
00:51:54,960 --> 00:51:58,239
Speaker 2: He handled them like he took the kid the girls

1123
00:51:58,320 --> 00:52:00,440
Speaker 2: wanted to go to be on ste concert. He put

1124
00:52:00,480 --> 00:52:02,680
Speaker 2: him in the sprinter, took them in the baby mamas.

1125
00:52:02,800 --> 00:52:05,040
Speaker 2: And so basically I had to kind of like build

1126
00:52:05,080 --> 00:52:07,680
Speaker 2: a village around my kid, and they all helped me.

1127
00:52:07,719 --> 00:52:10,600
Speaker 2: And then I just make my and God made away

1128
00:52:10,600 --> 00:52:13,239
Speaker 2: with my schedule. I controlled my career so much like

1129
00:52:13,520 --> 00:52:15,600
Speaker 2: I shut something down like this summer. I shut the

1130
00:52:15,640 --> 00:52:18,160
Speaker 2: whole summer down. I told him I ain't working mm

1131
00:52:18,160 --> 00:52:19,960
Speaker 2: and I ain't even know the strike was coming right

1132
00:52:20,280 --> 00:52:21,920
Speaker 2: like that, and it was the right oft stripe. But

1133
00:52:21,960 --> 00:52:23,920
Speaker 2: I'm like, this be open, yeah, right, But then the

1134
00:52:24,000 --> 00:52:26,720
Speaker 2: abstract came. I'm like, oh, yeah, yeah, this is different.

1135
00:52:27,160 --> 00:52:29,480
Speaker 2: So I just I put them first. And I feel

1136
00:52:29,520 --> 00:52:31,279
Speaker 2: like whatever you put first, God to make a way

1137
00:52:31,320 --> 00:52:34,000
Speaker 2: for you to miss for the balance if you put

1138
00:52:34,000 --> 00:52:35,920
Speaker 2: the right thing first. I love that.

1139
00:52:36,880 --> 00:52:39,560
Speaker 1: Speaking of parenthood, you recently did a post about we

1140
00:52:39,640 --> 00:52:43,560
Speaker 1: talked about forgiving parents. What did you actually forgive your

1141
00:52:43,640 --> 00:52:44,000
Speaker 1: dad for?

1142
00:52:44,680 --> 00:52:47,080
Speaker 2: Uh? He wasn't there, you know, the times in need

1143
00:52:47,239 --> 00:52:49,240
Speaker 2: and he had it. He was in the streets hustling

1144
00:52:49,280 --> 00:52:52,080
Speaker 2: and had money, but he won't really bless my mama

1145
00:52:52,200 --> 00:52:55,480
Speaker 2: unless they was on good turn and so it was

1146
00:52:55,719 --> 00:52:58,600
Speaker 2: it was under condition and now unconditional love.

1147
00:52:58,680 --> 00:52:59,520
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's different.

1148
00:52:59,600 --> 00:53:02,319
Speaker 2: Yeah, So, m I went through things that I didn't

1149
00:53:02,360 --> 00:53:05,040
Speaker 2: have to go through if he would just brought him

1150
00:53:05,120 --> 00:53:08,279
Speaker 2: some money around now mm. So I'm like, yeah, he

1151
00:53:08,320 --> 00:53:11,080
Speaker 2: wasn't there when he could have been right, and so

1152
00:53:11,719 --> 00:53:12,879
Speaker 2: I forgive him for that though.

1153
00:53:13,520 --> 00:53:16,480
Speaker 1: Does that help you see what he did and the

1154
00:53:16,560 --> 00:53:18,600
Speaker 1: wa where he went wrong? Be the father that you

1155
00:53:18,640 --> 00:53:19,080
Speaker 1: are today.

1156
00:53:19,239 --> 00:53:21,040
Speaker 2: Yeah? Know why I take care of my baby mamas

1157
00:53:21,040 --> 00:53:22,600
Speaker 2: cause at the end of the day, that's a hard job.

1158
00:53:23,200 --> 00:53:25,400
Speaker 2: And I learned that they set me free, Yeah, cause

1159
00:53:25,480 --> 00:53:27,719
Speaker 2: me trying to control they life. Lo Look, the kids

1160
00:53:27,760 --> 00:53:29,839
Speaker 2: stay there even though they do got a man, still

1161
00:53:29,840 --> 00:53:31,960
Speaker 2: got to pay the bill. Yes, I can't let the

1162
00:53:32,000 --> 00:53:34,359
Speaker 2: kids sit outside cause your mama, whatever your mama doing

1163
00:53:34,440 --> 00:53:36,560
Speaker 2: or whoever they talking to and got nothing to do

1164
00:53:36,640 --> 00:53:39,200
Speaker 2: with this decision we made together to have this child.

1165
00:53:40,000 --> 00:53:43,040
Speaker 2: So it helped me understand that cause I know if

1166
00:53:43,040 --> 00:53:46,359
Speaker 2: their household ain't right it's not good for the kids

1167
00:53:46,400 --> 00:53:46,799
Speaker 2: for sure.

1168
00:53:47,040 --> 00:53:49,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, do your kids live with you or they live

1169
00:53:49,239 --> 00:53:49,560
Speaker 1: all with.

1170
00:53:49,520 --> 00:53:51,960
Speaker 2: Their But my son lived with me, Teman, I live

1171
00:53:52,000 --> 00:53:54,439
Speaker 2: with me. But all the restaurant, they all got rooms

1172
00:53:54,480 --> 00:53:55,520
Speaker 2: in there, but they don't be there. They be with

1173
00:53:55,560 --> 00:53:58,319
Speaker 2: their mama. But they got a room there and they

1174
00:53:58,320 --> 00:54:00,239
Speaker 2: mama stay five or ten minutes away. But it to

1175
00:54:00,280 --> 00:54:02,520
Speaker 2: just be me and Tamar. Okay, come, my other sons

1176
00:54:02,520 --> 00:54:03,200
Speaker 2: just went to college.

1177
00:54:03,360 --> 00:54:06,279
Speaker 1: Got you what were the steps that led you to

1178
00:54:06,400 --> 00:54:08,200
Speaker 1: saying I need to forgive my dad.

1179
00:54:09,200 --> 00:54:11,439
Speaker 2: Man, I just don't like to waste time. I ain't

1180
00:54:11,480 --> 00:54:14,120
Speaker 2: holding nothing. Then, yeah, because that was yesterday.

1181
00:54:15,680 --> 00:54:18,040
Speaker 1: Was how was that conversation? Like? Was it hard? Because

1182
00:54:18,040 --> 00:54:22,000
Speaker 1: I know sometimes parents our generation is really big on

1183
00:54:22,160 --> 00:54:25,200
Speaker 1: like mental health and not wasting time, and we know

1184
00:54:25,239 --> 00:54:28,799
Speaker 1: the importance of certain things where our parents may kind

1185
00:54:28,840 --> 00:54:30,360
Speaker 1: of be stuck in their waist. Is your dad one

1186
00:54:30,400 --> 00:54:31,840
Speaker 1: of people that's kind of like second ways? Was it

1187
00:54:31,880 --> 00:54:33,240
Speaker 1: hard to even get through to him?

1188
00:54:33,640 --> 00:54:35,080
Speaker 2: Yeah, it was hard to get to to him. But

1189
00:54:35,400 --> 00:54:39,839
Speaker 2: the thing was, when you believe in yourself and you

1190
00:54:39,880 --> 00:54:42,359
Speaker 2: look at yourself a lot, you see that they went

1191
00:54:42,400 --> 00:54:44,480
Speaker 2: through things. So it's a change that we know we're

1192
00:54:44,480 --> 00:54:48,960
Speaker 2: coming out of slavery. Now, yeah, you feel what I'm saying.

1193
00:54:49,040 --> 00:54:53,439
Speaker 2: So what we expect our parents? Yeah, it's me real

1194
00:54:53,920 --> 00:54:54,839
Speaker 2: you you're right.

1195
00:54:54,920 --> 00:54:57,879
Speaker 1: I say the same thing. I was telling my dad

1196
00:54:57,880 --> 00:55:01,319
Speaker 1: this recently. I said, you know, I think about the

1197
00:55:01,360 --> 00:55:05,160
Speaker 1: generational curses and how like our parents just repeat what

1198
00:55:05,200 --> 00:55:08,680
Speaker 1: they saw, and you think about our grandparents who were

1199
00:55:09,000 --> 00:55:12,080
Speaker 1: the children of slaves, you know, like, or you're not

1200
00:55:12,160 --> 00:55:13,000
Speaker 1: as old, saying.

1201
00:55:12,800 --> 00:55:15,560
Speaker 2: But yeah, I'm older than you in spirit.

1202
00:55:15,760 --> 00:55:19,080
Speaker 1: If you are, you are and old you literally are. Yeah,

1203
00:55:19,480 --> 00:55:22,520
Speaker 1: I would give you that, you know. So yeah, but

1204
00:55:23,000 --> 00:55:25,200
Speaker 1: our parents, like it's like we're not that far. Like

1205
00:55:25,239 --> 00:55:27,839
Speaker 1: we're just getting out of that, you know, and we're

1206
00:55:27,880 --> 00:55:30,840
Speaker 1: the ones that are starting to break the cycles those patterns.

1207
00:55:32,040 --> 00:55:33,799
Speaker 1: That's so true. I literally just talked to my.

1208
00:55:33,840 --> 00:55:36,520
Speaker 2: Dad about that. So we're just getting out of slavery.

1209
00:55:36,560 --> 00:55:38,719
Speaker 2: So we expecting our parents and be like, Mama didn't

1210
00:55:38,760 --> 00:55:41,319
Speaker 2: do this, Mama didn't listen here, man, listen my dad.

1211
00:55:41,719 --> 00:55:44,480
Speaker 2: My dad ain't take my helps and throw it to them,

1212
00:55:44,520 --> 00:55:48,319
Speaker 2: got their women and have them bab Yeah I could

1213
00:55:48,360 --> 00:55:50,040
Speaker 2: have made that decision. I'll do that. So when you

1214
00:55:50,160 --> 00:55:52,960
Speaker 2: believe in yourself, I got two kids that believe in

1215
00:55:53,000 --> 00:55:57,120
Speaker 2: theirself and they never reflect their problems on their parents sometimes,

1216
00:55:57,200 --> 00:55:58,719
Speaker 2: so my kids are getting mad when they go through

1217
00:55:58,760 --> 00:56:02,320
Speaker 2: stuff they make their mama feel like. I just feel like, like, mmm,

1218
00:56:02,800 --> 00:56:06,719
Speaker 2: what's my two kids that believe in themselves. They internalized

1219
00:56:06,719 --> 00:56:10,200
Speaker 2: and they work on something. They don't take it and

1220
00:56:10,320 --> 00:56:11,960
Speaker 2: throwing on the parents. And I was always that child

1221
00:56:12,000 --> 00:56:15,480
Speaker 2: because deep down, man, kids will lie, people will be lit.

1222
00:56:15,760 --> 00:56:17,560
Speaker 2: I remember one time being bad at school. My mama

1223
00:56:17,560 --> 00:56:19,680
Speaker 2: don't about to beat me, Like, what's been your problem?

1224
00:56:19,719 --> 00:56:21,600
Speaker 2: Say my uncle Chunk. Come, my uncle Chunk had died. Man,

1225
00:56:21,680 --> 00:56:23,359
Speaker 2: he had died to you. I want to stand that man.

1226
00:56:23,840 --> 00:56:27,680
Speaker 2: But I needed something for them to feel sensley for me.

1227
00:56:27,760 --> 00:56:29,840
Speaker 2: I'm like my uncle Chuk. They were like, she was like,

1228
00:56:29,880 --> 00:56:37,560
Speaker 2: what's wrong with uncle? She was like she had that

1229
00:56:37,640 --> 00:56:38,479
Speaker 2: built to that building.

1230
00:56:38,520 --> 00:56:44,759
Speaker 3: And she said, what I said, he been coming to

1231
00:56:44,800 --> 00:56:48,440
Speaker 3: see me at night? She said, what did he say?

1232
00:56:48,560 --> 00:56:55,719
Speaker 3: I'll like, so I know how kids and people are.

1233
00:56:55,760 --> 00:56:58,520
Speaker 2: Man, they met other stuff the all like if if somebody,

1234
00:56:58,520 --> 00:57:02,640
Speaker 2: if you come in here and you slap somebody, they'd

1235
00:57:02,640 --> 00:57:04,600
Speaker 2: be like, it's because you said this. No, it's whatever

1236
00:57:04,680 --> 00:57:07,239
Speaker 2: happened before that that happened to happen. You just happen

1237
00:57:07,280 --> 00:57:09,319
Speaker 2: to be the one that get over to God during talk.

1238
00:57:10,080 --> 00:57:12,439
Speaker 2: So people in no, deep down bro, people be having

1239
00:57:12,480 --> 00:57:15,239
Speaker 2: all I like, man, people just ain't real. So I

1240
00:57:15,280 --> 00:57:16,800
Speaker 2: don't deal with a lot of that stuff coming in.

1241
00:57:17,120 --> 00:57:18,680
Speaker 2: People don't want to hit the real They only talking

1242
00:57:18,680 --> 00:57:20,280
Speaker 2: to me and people be going through other stuff, and

1243
00:57:20,360 --> 00:57:25,080
Speaker 2: most time it's relationships. Somebody that has gone through something

1244
00:57:25,160 --> 00:57:27,240
Speaker 2: like Brud. Nobody shouldn't be able to have a power

1245
00:57:27,240 --> 00:57:29,280
Speaker 2: in your life to text you on the phone and

1246
00:57:29,480 --> 00:57:31,960
Speaker 2: change your date for you to call somebody to talk

1247
00:57:32,040 --> 00:57:35,200
Speaker 2: an hour about that. That means that we're not letting

1248
00:57:35,240 --> 00:57:38,920
Speaker 2: God's being accounting nobody energy. Because we let God be

1249
00:57:38,960 --> 00:57:41,160
Speaker 2: the counting of our energy. He gonna know how much

1250
00:57:41,200 --> 00:57:42,760
Speaker 2: to put in there, and then when it do happen,

1251
00:57:42,760 --> 00:57:44,800
Speaker 2: it ain't gonna fix you at all. Yes, So my

1252
00:57:44,880 --> 00:57:47,680
Speaker 2: mom and daddy life, I wasn't that tied into them

1253
00:57:47,720 --> 00:57:51,240
Speaker 2: because the reason why everybody's heart was hurt my other

1254
00:57:51,320 --> 00:57:53,400
Speaker 2: siblings because you had too much faith in your mama

1255
00:57:53,400 --> 00:57:55,960
Speaker 2: and your daddy. That's only God. And as a child,

1256
00:57:56,040 --> 00:57:57,080
Speaker 2: we have time to learn that.

1257
00:58:00,400 --> 00:58:00,800
Speaker 1: Did we know?

1258
00:58:01,000 --> 00:58:03,480
Speaker 2: I don't know? Well, I I was My family was gone.

1259
00:58:03,480 --> 00:58:05,080
Speaker 2: They was drinking the smoke. So I guess I was

1260
00:58:05,080 --> 00:58:09,080
Speaker 2: one of them kids grew up there. But they have

1261
00:58:09,120 --> 00:58:11,640
Speaker 2: an option. My kids see me read that Bible, their

1262
00:58:11,680 --> 00:58:14,600
Speaker 2: friends see me reading. So somehow in our life.

1263
00:58:14,480 --> 00:58:16,280
Speaker 1: Yeah, you're giving them a different example.

1264
00:58:16,320 --> 00:58:20,760
Speaker 2: Though, God, we don't see this. I don't know like

1265
00:58:20,800 --> 00:58:23,360
Speaker 2: you say. I can't say that cause my sisters. I

1266
00:58:23,400 --> 00:58:27,240
Speaker 2: think some children judge their parents because my whole family

1267
00:58:27,280 --> 00:58:30,440
Speaker 2: did drug and my aunt tiv Wonda, she like she

1268
00:58:30,560 --> 00:58:32,160
Speaker 2: my cousin, but she my mom. My mom was like

1269
00:58:32,200 --> 00:58:35,040
Speaker 2: this friend and she always told us never try weed

1270
00:58:35,480 --> 00:58:38,480
Speaker 2: cause it was a gateway drug. But my sisters, my

1271
00:58:38,560 --> 00:58:41,600
Speaker 2: family always judged them, like y'all just a bunch of

1272
00:58:41,600 --> 00:58:44,520
Speaker 2: week is different. But what happened is they they told

1273
00:58:44,600 --> 00:58:47,280
Speaker 2: us never to try alcoholic. We they tried it. So

1274
00:58:47,320 --> 00:58:49,760
Speaker 2: now they fighting not to be an alcoholic. So instead

1275
00:58:49,760 --> 00:58:51,480
Speaker 2: of calling themself alcoholics, long as they keep them some

1276
00:58:51,520 --> 00:58:54,000
Speaker 2: money and have a party, we just having a know

1277
00:58:54,040 --> 00:58:56,680
Speaker 2: it hits you too. You judge our tea you were

1278
00:58:56,720 --> 00:58:59,920
Speaker 2: functioning alcoholic, But I didn't judge them. So I was like,

1279
00:59:00,680 --> 00:59:04,400
Speaker 2: m that's gonna get me. If I get in that,

1280
00:59:05,200 --> 00:59:06,880
Speaker 2: that's gonna get me. So I stay out of it.

1281
00:59:06,960 --> 00:59:09,040
Speaker 2: I'm not one of them people who think I'm better

1282
00:59:09,080 --> 00:59:12,560
Speaker 2: than something. But when you don't judge your parents, I knew.

1283
00:59:12,600 --> 00:59:14,600
Speaker 2: I said, man, that cocain't get me too. If I

1284
00:59:14,640 --> 00:59:16,440
Speaker 2: ever tried cocaine, it gonna get me if I ever

1285
00:59:16,720 --> 00:59:23,120
Speaker 2: good cause that cootcha got men sometime, Like I see

1286
00:59:23,120 --> 00:59:27,320
Speaker 2: how my daddy had out. Somethings just ain't but you have.

1287
00:59:27,360 --> 00:59:28,120
Speaker 1: You got a lot of kid.

1288
00:59:28,360 --> 00:59:31,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, my daddy got nine eight kids and my mama

1289
00:59:31,040 --> 00:59:32,600
Speaker 2: had three. So I was the oldest on my daddy's

1290
00:59:32,600 --> 00:59:34,360
Speaker 2: side and the youngest on my mama's side. I got

1291
00:59:34,400 --> 00:59:37,480
Speaker 2: two older sisters and all then I just I ain't

1292
00:59:37,520 --> 00:59:40,840
Speaker 2: never my mama. I cut my mama doing cocaine one day, mm,

1293
00:59:40,840 --> 00:59:43,360
Speaker 2: and I said, Mama. So the next morning asked, I said,

1294
00:59:43,360 --> 00:59:44,960
Speaker 2: why you put that white stuff over your nose? But

1295
00:59:45,000 --> 00:59:47,240
Speaker 2: I was so real as a child. The one thing

1296
00:59:47,240 --> 00:59:50,480
Speaker 2: I appreciate about this woman. She didn't give me n

1297
00:59:50,720 --> 00:59:52,320
Speaker 2: you ain't see that, you ain't this and that and

1298
00:59:52,480 --> 00:59:55,720
Speaker 2: this and that. I tell everybody, man, my warm my

1299
00:59:55,800 --> 01:00:00,560
Speaker 2: mama's prayers allowed me to be real. And she said, so,

1300
01:00:00,960 --> 01:00:02,480
Speaker 2: I just like the way it made me feel. M

1301
01:00:03,120 --> 01:00:06,800
Speaker 2: My sister them would have been like, yeah, you know

1302
01:00:06,840 --> 01:00:08,680
Speaker 2: what I'm saying. It's like, man, you know when you

1303
01:00:08,720 --> 01:00:11,080
Speaker 2: look at life, when you be still and look at

1304
01:00:11,120 --> 01:00:12,680
Speaker 2: life for what it really is, you could be real

1305
01:00:12,720 --> 01:00:15,360
Speaker 2: and make real judgements. Like m man, come on, man,

1306
01:00:15,400 --> 01:00:18,560
Speaker 2: so it you know. It's just you look at life

1307
01:00:19,120 --> 01:00:20,800
Speaker 2: for what it really is and stuff for how you

1308
01:00:20,840 --> 01:00:21,400
Speaker 2: want it to look.

1309
01:00:22,160 --> 01:00:27,880
Speaker 1: That's real, that's real. You recently said on our differend

1310
01:00:28,120 --> 01:00:31,160
Speaker 1: Be Small and Meghan's podcasts Not for Sure podcast, you

1311
01:00:31,200 --> 01:00:33,400
Speaker 1: said that you believe that the only way to properly

1312
01:00:33,400 --> 01:00:35,520
Speaker 1: love a woman is to give her what God wants

1313
01:00:35,600 --> 01:00:35,840
Speaker 1: for her.

1314
01:00:35,920 --> 01:00:36,760
Speaker 2: Give what God wants.

1315
01:00:36,800 --> 01:00:39,200
Speaker 1: Mm. Can you that really? Me and dor were like, oh, okay,

1316
01:00:39,520 --> 01:00:41,200
Speaker 1: we've never really heard a man say that. The way

1317
01:00:41,240 --> 01:00:42,760
Speaker 1: you broke that down, can you break that down for me?

1318
01:00:43,320 --> 01:00:45,240
Speaker 2: You gotta give what God wants for her? And what

1319
01:00:45,280 --> 01:00:47,200
Speaker 2: that is She gonna complain the whole time.

1320
01:00:47,560 --> 01:00:48,040
Speaker 1: Mm.

1321
01:00:48,040 --> 01:00:52,640
Speaker 2: My his wife, she complained the whole time. And she's

1322
01:00:52,720 --> 01:00:55,880
Speaker 2: happier now as a person cause I never copplied to

1323
01:00:55,920 --> 01:00:57,840
Speaker 2: the world when I was in the streets selling dope.

1324
01:00:58,720 --> 01:01:00,680
Speaker 2: She wanted us to be the lit couple, but I

1325
01:01:00,760 --> 01:01:04,040
Speaker 2: do that. I want good ud. It's certain things she wanted,

1326
01:01:04,280 --> 01:01:07,200
Speaker 2: but now she's a great mother and everything like, because

1327
01:01:07,240 --> 01:01:11,280
Speaker 2: in the end, that's who they gonna love, the one

1328
01:01:11,280 --> 01:01:12,320
Speaker 2: who kept it real with them.

1329
01:01:12,400 --> 01:01:15,680
Speaker 1: Man, he means she wanted y' what does that mean?

1330
01:01:15,840 --> 01:01:18,120
Speaker 2: Be gout? Like certain things I wouldn't do in the street,

1331
01:01:18,560 --> 01:01:21,120
Speaker 2: Like we ain't taking no trips, mama dope, but and

1332
01:01:21,240 --> 01:01:24,600
Speaker 2: posting no pictures, I'm living a wrong life. God gonna

1333
01:01:24,600 --> 01:01:26,960
Speaker 2: be like, oh, so you trying to get out, but

1334
01:01:27,000 --> 01:01:30,200
Speaker 2: you out here showing that. So it's just like that

1335
01:01:30,240 --> 01:01:31,960
Speaker 2: would have made her so happy. If I would have

1336
01:01:31,960 --> 01:01:33,480
Speaker 2: took her on one trip while we was selling drug

1337
01:01:34,360 --> 01:01:35,520
Speaker 2: that would have made her so happy. It was a

1338
01:01:35,560 --> 01:01:36,680
Speaker 2: lot of things that you wouldn't take.

1339
01:01:36,800 --> 01:01:38,440
Speaker 1: What if you just took her on shiping, doesn't.

1340
01:01:38,160 --> 01:01:42,360
Speaker 2: Taking pictures cause I'm selling drugs, So that ain't fair.

1341
01:01:42,920 --> 01:01:45,040
Speaker 2: If I'm telling God I want to get out, that's

1342
01:01:45,080 --> 01:01:47,480
Speaker 2: throwing it in God's face. If I was legit, Okay,

1343
01:01:47,560 --> 01:01:50,680
Speaker 2: now I'm taking trips. Yeah, But it was a lot

1344
01:01:50,680 --> 01:01:52,440
Speaker 2: of things that would have made her happy in the moment.

1345
01:01:52,800 --> 01:01:54,520
Speaker 2: But she would have been with her friends at right now.

1346
01:01:55,360 --> 01:01:57,880
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. So a woman, it's like

1347
01:01:57,880 --> 01:02:00,320
Speaker 2: a child. You know what I'm saying. We got a gift. People.

1348
01:02:00,360 --> 01:02:02,320
Speaker 2: It ain't even a woman just people. But a woman,

1349
01:02:02,400 --> 01:02:06,360
Speaker 2: if you give her what God won't for her, her

1350
01:02:06,440 --> 01:02:10,479
Speaker 2: soul gonna love you, even when her flesh mad at you. Mm. See,

1351
01:02:10,520 --> 01:02:12,720
Speaker 2: what happens is a lot of women flesh like a man,

1352
01:02:12,760 --> 01:02:15,760
Speaker 2: but they soul ain't feeling it. So that's why depression

1353
01:02:15,800 --> 01:02:19,400
Speaker 2: come anxiety. But what happens is when your soul, when

1354
01:02:19,440 --> 01:02:22,280
Speaker 2: you talk to her soul instead of her flesh, her

1355
01:02:22,360 --> 01:02:26,000
Speaker 2: flesh gonna be mad, but it's even gonna comply. It's time.

1356
01:02:26,080 --> 01:02:28,800
Speaker 2: It's just gonna complain in the daytime. And eventually, when

1357
01:02:28,800 --> 01:02:31,280
Speaker 2: that flesch catch up, it's gonna be thank you because

1358
01:02:31,320 --> 01:02:33,880
Speaker 2: in the end she gonna glow. Yeah, her better days

1359
01:02:33,920 --> 01:02:36,640
Speaker 2: are front front of her, still behind her. And a

1360
01:02:36,680 --> 01:02:39,800
Speaker 2: woman when you give a woman that man, she give

1361
01:02:39,880 --> 01:02:42,520
Speaker 2: you her prayers. The name my netflix. Specially if a

1362
01:02:42,560 --> 01:02:44,960
Speaker 2: woman prayers. I'm up right now because even when the

1363
01:02:45,000 --> 01:02:47,520
Speaker 2: women I dealt with deal with other men, they prayers

1364
01:02:47,520 --> 01:02:51,520
Speaker 2: are with me. Because He's every woman has a spiritual

1365
01:02:51,560 --> 01:02:57,600
Speaker 2: vagina and they and that spiritual vagina is a virgin.

1366
01:02:58,080 --> 01:03:00,200
Speaker 2: That's why mayor is still a version because they say

1367
01:03:00,240 --> 01:03:03,320
Speaker 2: this is the vagina that could be washed out and

1368
01:03:03,480 --> 01:03:11,080
Speaker 2: bush day, Yeah that may be so happy about Yeah,

1369
01:03:11,120 --> 01:03:13,360
Speaker 2: I got that. The reason why it's so accessible because

1370
01:03:13,400 --> 01:03:18,280
Speaker 2: obviously it's not. It's a lord's frequency mm mm's frequency,

1371
01:03:18,400 --> 01:03:21,240
Speaker 2: that spiritual vagina, and God is only gonna let a man,

1372
01:03:21,360 --> 01:03:24,440
Speaker 2: a god touch that. Some women die a virtue. But

1373
01:03:24,440 --> 01:03:26,800
Speaker 2: if you ever find a man who touched that spiritual vagina,

1374
01:03:26,880 --> 01:03:28,000
Speaker 2: your life gonna be changed forever.

1375
01:03:29,520 --> 01:03:31,800
Speaker 1: I've never heard this in my life.

1376
01:03:31,880 --> 01:03:34,280
Speaker 2: Yea, and that spirit gonna be that's real. So now

1377
01:03:34,320 --> 01:03:37,280
Speaker 2: your spirit finally get to feel those moments and it's different.

1378
01:03:37,400 --> 01:03:39,960
Speaker 2: Open her legs cause she got her leg closed. She

1379
01:03:39,960 --> 01:03:41,120
Speaker 2: don't get a damn. She be like, you can do

1380
01:03:41,200 --> 01:03:43,520
Speaker 2: what you want to with yours. So while you giving

1381
01:03:43,560 --> 01:03:45,120
Speaker 2: it to them, you try to be like you try

1382
01:03:45,240 --> 01:03:47,560
Speaker 2: to trick each hurt your spiritual pla. It was good,

1383
01:03:47,560 --> 01:03:50,840
Speaker 2: like we connected for real and it's like girl, oh

1384
01:03:50,880 --> 01:03:52,600
Speaker 2: my God, like this the one then and it was

1385
01:03:52,640 --> 01:03:54,240
Speaker 2: spirit like, I don't know what you talking about. Then

1386
01:03:54,280 --> 01:04:00,960
Speaker 2: by seven months later, it just didn't work because it

1387
01:04:03,360 --> 01:04:07,240
Speaker 2: cause he applied to you. He did everything he can

1388
01:04:07,400 --> 01:04:11,720
Speaker 2: to get to that part of you and that spiritual person, like,

1389
01:04:11,760 --> 01:04:14,280
Speaker 2: you know, gotta think about it the way I run.

1390
01:04:14,320 --> 01:04:19,520
Speaker 2: I could easily seduce women, yeah now, but I could

1391
01:04:19,560 --> 01:04:22,960
Speaker 2: touch his head. It seemed more fun. But I'm like, no, man,

1392
01:04:23,040 --> 01:04:25,040
Speaker 2: this what this what they needed? I don't care, yes,

1393
01:04:25,320 --> 01:04:26,360
Speaker 2: because I know this works.

1394
01:04:26,960 --> 01:04:30,040
Speaker 1: Now what does a man of God determine what God

1395
01:04:30,080 --> 01:04:30,640
Speaker 1: wants for her?

1396
01:04:31,000 --> 01:04:31,120
Speaker 2: Like?

1397
01:04:31,120 --> 01:04:32,240
Speaker 1: How do you know? Like this?

1398
01:04:32,520 --> 01:04:35,560
Speaker 2: I know what he want her for? Feel man? And

1399
01:04:35,560 --> 01:04:37,320
Speaker 2: and he want her to get back on that journey.

1400
01:04:37,400 --> 01:04:39,240
Speaker 2: Cause when you get fulfilled, you gotta think about it.

1401
01:04:39,600 --> 01:04:42,240
Speaker 2: Peter of them was getting whilted and everything. It was

1402
01:04:42,280 --> 01:04:46,160
Speaker 2: so fulfilling just to talk about Jesus. Yeah, you gotta

1403
01:04:46,200 --> 01:04:48,959
Speaker 2: think how happy was they to walk around them dirty

1404
01:04:48,960 --> 01:04:54,880
Speaker 2: sandals and speak about Jesus And they found something that

1405
01:04:55,120 --> 01:04:58,520
Speaker 2: was so It's like a crackhead that cracks so good.

1406
01:04:59,120 --> 01:05:02,040
Speaker 2: They don't care that they Yeah, they don't care what

1407
01:05:02,080 --> 01:05:04,640
Speaker 2: you say about them. They like, just give me the

1408
01:05:04,840 --> 01:05:07,280
Speaker 2: fifty dollars to watch this car. Right, I'm finna go

1409
01:05:07,280 --> 01:05:08,840
Speaker 2: back and get this crack. So man, you find that,

1410
01:05:08,960 --> 01:05:11,400
Speaker 2: you find you activate that back in women because she

1411
01:05:11,480 --> 01:05:14,200
Speaker 2: influenced the world. Because once you see women talking about

1412
01:05:14,240 --> 01:05:17,240
Speaker 2: that and want that, like even even Sierra, just going

1413
01:05:17,240 --> 01:05:20,080
Speaker 2: to a man that talk about God, people women start

1414
01:05:20,080 --> 01:05:23,520
Speaker 2: shipping their head a little bit. Yeah, you get what

1415
01:05:23,560 --> 01:05:25,560
Speaker 2: I'm saying. So it gets them back on the journey

1416
01:05:25,600 --> 01:05:30,400
Speaker 2: and started feeling good to walk, eat good food, and

1417
01:05:30,880 --> 01:05:32,640
Speaker 2: live life. So once you get on that and once

1418
01:05:32,680 --> 01:05:35,600
Speaker 2: you get happy. Now, if y'all ever decide to get

1419
01:05:35,760 --> 01:05:38,560
Speaker 2: the relationship is supposed to be the last thing. It's

1420
01:05:38,960 --> 01:05:42,680
Speaker 2: a holy matrimony, is really your flesh and your spirit

1421
01:05:42,720 --> 01:05:44,720
Speaker 2: coming too agreements because they got to live with each other.

1422
01:05:44,840 --> 01:05:46,600
Speaker 2: So you got to come and hold a matrimony with

1423
01:05:46,640 --> 01:05:48,640
Speaker 2: yourself first. Because right now it's four people right here

1424
01:05:48,640 --> 01:05:51,360
Speaker 2: on this couch, my flesh with your flesh, my spirit,

1425
01:05:51,400 --> 01:05:55,840
Speaker 2: your spirit. So once you become hold, then you talk

1426
01:05:55,920 --> 01:05:58,800
Speaker 2: to that person's soul and that soul gonna tell you

1427
01:05:58,840 --> 01:06:00,400
Speaker 2: what to tell her to get her f that's back

1428
01:06:00,440 --> 01:06:03,480
Speaker 2: in line. Wow. Man, Now when you finally get to

1429
01:06:03,520 --> 01:06:05,640
Speaker 2: that moment, and that's why I'm waiting on for a

1430
01:06:05,800 --> 01:06:08,200
Speaker 2: woman to get to that moment so we could be

1431
01:06:08,240 --> 01:06:12,360
Speaker 2: hold together. But that's that's what it is. And and

1432
01:06:12,520 --> 01:06:15,040
Speaker 2: it's hard to do that because most men want to

1433
01:06:15,080 --> 01:06:18,880
Speaker 2: stay in good cahooks to get what they want, cause

1434
01:06:18,880 --> 01:06:21,360
Speaker 2: they gonna say and they and when they do say

1435
01:06:21,400 --> 01:06:23,280
Speaker 2: something triggering, it's out. It's malicious.

1436
01:06:23,680 --> 01:06:26,280
Speaker 1: Mm.

1437
01:06:26,320 --> 01:06:29,959
Speaker 2: It's the timing. They ain't really like my baby mama.

1438
01:06:30,200 --> 01:06:32,160
Speaker 2: But when I told her I married, I knew my

1439
01:06:32,200 --> 01:06:34,040
Speaker 2: attention was for her. When I met her, I said, oh,

1440
01:06:34,240 --> 01:06:35,920
Speaker 2: make sure this girl straight, even if we don't end

1441
01:06:36,040 --> 01:06:39,080
Speaker 2: up together. She got something in her. Yeah. I went

1442
01:06:39,120 --> 01:06:41,160
Speaker 2: over there and we talked. We finally talked for a

1443
01:06:41,200 --> 01:06:44,320
Speaker 2: little men couple mon. I finally got that cuture. I

1444
01:06:44,360 --> 01:06:45,960
Speaker 2: played like the cool guy. I bought her some weed

1445
01:06:46,000 --> 01:06:50,000
Speaker 2: and everything. See the devil act like God. Sometimes Dodd

1446
01:06:50,040 --> 01:06:52,480
Speaker 2: pretends like he'll devil to get your attention, cause you

1447
01:06:52,520 --> 01:06:54,200
Speaker 2: know that's what they like. I bought her weed. I

1448
01:06:54,320 --> 01:06:55,760
Speaker 2: bought her and her friend we were like, yeah, I'm

1449
01:06:55,760 --> 01:06:57,360
Speaker 2: acting like man. As soon as I got that cuchure,

1450
01:06:57,360 --> 01:06:59,440
Speaker 2: and I know I put that thing. Ever, then this

1451
01:06:59,560 --> 01:07:02,360
Speaker 2: morning I was aid, we gotta wash your dishes and stuff.

1452
01:07:02,360 --> 01:07:06,680
Speaker 2: Now she was like what cause I switched at like

1453
01:07:06,720 --> 01:07:09,640
Speaker 2: I was the turn up guy. Yes, as soon as

1454
01:07:09,640 --> 01:07:13,760
Speaker 2: I then she started this and that girl started glowing, glowing, glowing,

1455
01:07:13,800 --> 01:07:17,400
Speaker 2: and the whole hood seen it, and and women around

1456
01:07:17,400 --> 01:07:21,080
Speaker 2: there was trying to find ways that I seen the

1457
01:07:21,160 --> 01:07:25,640
Speaker 2: town change. So I learned that you know, you get

1458
01:07:25,640 --> 01:07:28,440
Speaker 2: you get women back on the right track. God to

1459
01:07:28,480 --> 01:07:30,919
Speaker 2: bless you. He'll take care of you, cause he ain't

1460
01:07:30,920 --> 01:07:34,960
Speaker 2: playing about y'all. Y'all prayers, y'all women n men don't

1461
01:07:35,000 --> 01:07:39,400
Speaker 2: understand that bro like y'all control the world. Y'all prayers

1462
01:07:39,440 --> 01:07:45,680
Speaker 2: are strong, y'all. That I wanted. Why women that I

1463
01:07:45,760 --> 01:07:50,240
Speaker 2: worked with, I paid them to do their job and

1464
01:07:50,280 --> 01:07:52,120
Speaker 2: the ain't know me an get paid more than women.

1465
01:07:52,160 --> 01:07:57,120
Speaker 2: It's because I know they keeping this up. It's day prayers. Yeah,

1466
01:07:57,480 --> 01:08:00,280
Speaker 2: that's good, you know, So that's what it is. Man

1467
01:08:00,360 --> 01:08:03,680
Speaker 2: just got to get that spiritual a drona, that spiritual drowna.

1468
01:08:03,680 --> 01:08:05,439
Speaker 2: Ain't they ain't still no live. They don't care about

1469
01:08:05,480 --> 01:08:08,040
Speaker 2: some smooth talk because it been here before. The ancestors

1470
01:08:08,440 --> 01:08:10,280
Speaker 2: see that flesh don't get no. We're gonna get tricked

1471
01:08:10,320 --> 01:08:13,640
Speaker 2: every time. And sometimes you got to drink a little

1472
01:08:13,640 --> 01:08:15,840
Speaker 2: alcohol to tell the spirit to shut up, so that

1473
01:08:15,920 --> 01:08:17,960
Speaker 2: so the flesh feel comfortable giving up what it beat.

1474
01:08:18,000 --> 01:08:21,320
Speaker 2: That's why most people before they cross the line, they

1475
01:08:21,400 --> 01:08:23,360
Speaker 2: because that's the only way that's flesh drink up like

1476
01:08:23,400 --> 01:08:25,080
Speaker 2: you talk to them too much. You're making me feel

1477
01:08:25,080 --> 01:08:29,360
Speaker 2: too conscious, So let me unconscious, do something to take

1478
01:08:29,439 --> 01:08:31,920
Speaker 2: my mind off. So now for this, for this moment,

1479
01:08:32,120 --> 01:08:34,760
Speaker 2: and then sometimes I still like I need another one

1480
01:08:37,320 --> 01:08:43,720
Speaker 2: shots shot yes, hush you know, and then all of

1481
01:08:43,720 --> 01:08:48,760
Speaker 2: a sudden, the hus Then you wake up in his back.

1482
01:08:48,800 --> 01:08:51,519
Speaker 2: See how you feel this morning? And then people try.

1483
01:08:51,600 --> 01:08:53,280
Speaker 2: Now you fight and trying to prove wrong, like I

1484
01:08:53,320 --> 01:08:55,320
Speaker 2: made the right decisions. So what people do that end

1485
01:08:55,400 --> 01:08:57,519
Speaker 2: up staying with that person long term just so they

1486
01:08:57,520 --> 01:09:01,280
Speaker 2: could prove to the spirit I was good. Then after

1487
01:09:01,320 --> 01:09:04,720
Speaker 2: a year later, uh, two years and if you you

1488
01:09:04,840 --> 01:09:07,720
Speaker 2: blessed if it's that early, cause sometime a person to

1489
01:09:07,840 --> 01:09:10,200
Speaker 2: take ten years of your life. You right, oof and

1490
01:09:10,280 --> 01:09:12,160
Speaker 2: get what the spirit do every time? Come here baby?

1491
01:09:12,360 --> 01:09:15,599
Speaker 2: Mm I told you I don't be telling you that, yeah,

1492
01:09:15,800 --> 01:09:18,000
Speaker 2: to stop you from having fun. Yeah, but trust me,

1493
01:09:18,080 --> 01:09:20,160
Speaker 2: I know I'm connected to the one.

1494
01:09:20,320 --> 01:09:20,639
Speaker 1: Yeah.

1495
01:09:20,720 --> 01:09:23,200
Speaker 2: Wow, and that's what it is.

1496
01:09:23,479 --> 01:09:28,120
Speaker 1: Mmm mmm. So they talking about the spiritual vagina? Yeah

1497
01:09:28,800 --> 01:09:30,680
Speaker 1: right now in your life, are you're single, but are

1498
01:09:30,720 --> 01:09:32,760
Speaker 1: you like ubstaining from sex? Are you open to sex

1499
01:09:32,800 --> 01:09:34,920
Speaker 1: cause you're very spiritual? Do are you feeding the flesh

1500
01:09:35,000 --> 01:09:36,560
Speaker 1: or you like I'm good on it.

1501
01:09:36,680 --> 01:09:38,479
Speaker 2: Well right now I'm fleshing there hungry, but it's still

1502
01:09:38,479 --> 01:09:39,120
Speaker 2: got appetite.

1503
01:09:39,200 --> 01:09:39,840
Speaker 1: MM.

1504
01:09:39,840 --> 01:09:42,960
Speaker 2: So it's gonna eat. My flesh's gonna eat. It ain't

1505
01:09:43,000 --> 01:09:46,479
Speaker 2: finna die. I don't know to hell doing that, but uh,

1506
01:09:47,360 --> 01:09:48,920
Speaker 2: it just ain't got appetite that used to have.

1507
01:09:49,040 --> 01:09:50,519
Speaker 1: MM. Can you sleep? You tired?

1508
01:09:50,680 --> 01:09:53,160
Speaker 2: Tired? It is that I can't God to set you up.

1509
01:09:53,160 --> 01:09:54,719
Speaker 2: I'm so busy, I literally can't.

1510
01:09:54,920 --> 01:09:56,040
Speaker 1: Mm.

1511
01:09:56,080 --> 01:10:00,600
Speaker 2: You know my lifestyle don't bump into people. Mm no,

1512
01:10:00,760 --> 01:10:03,120
Speaker 2: because I'm vegan, so most people go out to eat.

1513
01:10:03,400 --> 01:10:07,400
Speaker 2: He can take you awaste so much from stuff because man,

1514
01:10:07,560 --> 01:10:09,519
Speaker 2: no bad women in the restaurants they trying to figure.

1515
01:10:09,520 --> 01:10:13,840
Speaker 2: They just buy it back out, you know. So it's like,

1516
01:10:14,520 --> 01:10:17,760
Speaker 2: you know, I'm so disconnected. Yeah, I'm going like I'm

1517
01:10:17,960 --> 01:10:20,280
Speaker 2: always have said I'm never stopping that. God have to

1518
01:10:20,360 --> 01:10:25,920
Speaker 2: drive it out before I stopt. Like, I'm not gonna like,

1519
01:10:26,000 --> 01:10:28,360
Speaker 2: I'm not gonna never stop. But it's just organically, even

1520
01:10:28,360 --> 01:10:30,360
Speaker 2: if I try my heart to eat to my appetite,

1521
01:10:30,400 --> 01:10:35,559
Speaker 2: my appetite is and it. Yeah, it's just it's way way,

1522
01:10:35,600 --> 01:10:37,719
Speaker 2: way less than it would be. It don't matter.

1523
01:10:38,520 --> 01:10:40,680
Speaker 1: Do you feel like you said somebody because you're busier now,

1524
01:10:40,760 --> 01:10:43,200
Speaker 1: like you don't. I've heard men say that, like when

1525
01:10:43,200 --> 01:10:46,000
Speaker 1: they're focused on things, sometimes sex because a lot of

1526
01:10:46,000 --> 01:10:48,879
Speaker 1: people think like sex is always on y'all's mind.

1527
01:10:49,080 --> 01:10:52,519
Speaker 2: But it is most of the time until you hit

1528
01:10:52,520 --> 01:10:55,080
Speaker 2: you a certain level. Now I just don't have the appetite.

1529
01:10:55,439 --> 01:10:57,280
Speaker 2: Like it's like vegan. I didn't try to go vegan.

1530
01:10:57,920 --> 01:11:01,000
Speaker 2: He took the appetite away. And this appetite taking away

1531
01:11:01,000 --> 01:11:03,080
Speaker 2: from me now scared because I'm like, hey, god, I don't.

1532
01:11:03,320 --> 01:11:07,320
Speaker 2: I don't fight them on that. I want this, but

1533
01:11:08,000 --> 01:11:10,479
Speaker 2: now it just don't. It just don't. That ain't my

1534
01:11:10,560 --> 01:11:12,519
Speaker 2: main That just ain't. It just ain't the main course.

1535
01:11:12,520 --> 01:11:14,080
Speaker 2: Because I used to be man, I was born with

1536
01:11:14,080 --> 01:11:16,400
Speaker 2: a loss of spirit, cause I'd be like when I

1537
01:11:16,439 --> 01:11:19,000
Speaker 2: was young, like, man, God, you know I want this.

1538
01:11:19,200 --> 01:11:23,080
Speaker 2: I won't. I won't. I'm like, what is that? You

1539
01:11:23,120 --> 01:11:25,240
Speaker 2: know what I'm saying? And then that lost of spirit

1540
01:11:25,360 --> 01:11:28,040
Speaker 2: lasted for a while. But I noticed when I started

1541
01:11:28,040 --> 01:11:30,000
Speaker 2: getting that word and when I started getting off that food,

1542
01:11:30,720 --> 01:11:33,519
Speaker 2: I noticed, man, I ain't have the inter and I

1543
01:11:33,520 --> 01:11:36,320
Speaker 2: think sometimes the hormones and that food. Do you having

1544
01:11:36,320 --> 01:11:38,760
Speaker 2: you anal like and whatever your animal spirit is. Some

1545
01:11:38,800 --> 01:11:40,720
Speaker 2: people it make them eat more. Some people make it

1546
01:11:40,800 --> 01:11:42,599
Speaker 2: more angry. At me, it was like I want to scoocha.

1547
01:11:42,760 --> 01:11:47,240
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. So most women and this

1548
01:11:47,320 --> 01:11:51,519
Speaker 2: is how it's going. But now I'm just more I moved,

1549
01:11:52,000 --> 01:11:54,720
Speaker 2: I walked like I walked like. So that ain't the

1550
01:11:54,720 --> 01:11:56,160
Speaker 2: main thing. I like to get to know people now.

1551
01:11:57,240 --> 01:11:59,880
Speaker 1: So like speaking of that, like as your single, like

1552
01:12:00,040 --> 01:12:02,479
Speaker 1: how do you even like approach relationships? Like if Wayne

1553
01:12:02,520 --> 01:12:04,479
Speaker 1: was supposed to to see somebody, like how w what

1554
01:12:04,520 --> 01:12:04,920
Speaker 1: would you do?

1555
01:12:04,960 --> 01:12:07,160
Speaker 2: I'm'a tell you straight up, h If I like a person, listen,

1556
01:12:07,200 --> 01:12:09,439
Speaker 2: I wanna be with you for real. Mm I I'm

1557
01:12:09,479 --> 01:12:12,519
Speaker 2: seriou about everything I say, Like I'm already thinking about marriage.

1558
01:12:12,800 --> 01:12:16,200
Speaker 2: I ain't got time to be wow. But most time

1559
01:12:16,280 --> 01:12:17,920
Speaker 2: they set up that they ain't gonna believe me.

1560
01:12:18,080 --> 01:12:19,400
Speaker 1: M yeah, they be like what.

1561
01:12:19,960 --> 01:12:22,960
Speaker 2: But I'll be serious. I go straight at it. I

1562
01:12:23,000 --> 01:12:26,160
Speaker 2: ain't got time to play right wow. I'm like, if

1563
01:12:26,200 --> 01:12:29,720
Speaker 2: I like somebody I already know, went through my mind? First,

1564
01:12:29,880 --> 01:12:31,880
Speaker 2: I write my country in my mind. I never use paper,

1565
01:12:31,920 --> 01:12:33,080
Speaker 2: so everything is in my mind.

1566
01:12:33,160 --> 01:12:33,720
Speaker 1: MM.

1567
01:12:33,760 --> 01:12:35,120
Speaker 2: So I look at a person and I be like

1568
01:12:38,920 --> 01:12:40,640
Speaker 2: so by the time I stepped to somebody, I'm like,

1569
01:12:40,640 --> 01:12:43,240
Speaker 2: hey man, this is what it is. But mostly black

1570
01:12:44,800 --> 01:12:46,880
Speaker 2: they kind of believe it. First they they gonna talk

1571
01:12:46,880 --> 01:12:49,760
Speaker 2: to one of they friends MM that they friends will

1572
01:12:49,800 --> 01:12:53,160
Speaker 2: google you they're black. A you gotta check this first. Yeah,

1573
01:12:53,240 --> 01:12:56,360
Speaker 2: you got look at this, look at this, and then

1574
01:12:56,439 --> 01:12:58,280
Speaker 2: they gonna come back with that. I'm like, well, alright,

1575
01:12:58,280 --> 01:13:00,519
Speaker 2: they gonna see and where they gonna be. They gonna

1576
01:13:00,520 --> 01:13:04,120
Speaker 2: look up and be like, damn God, damn I should

1577
01:13:05,920 --> 01:13:09,320
Speaker 2: So i'm'a go. But I really like I I like relationship.

1578
01:13:09,400 --> 01:13:10,880
Speaker 2: I do like relationship, but it just got to be

1579
01:13:10,920 --> 01:13:15,680
Speaker 2: somebody who really trusts and believe that this is it

1580
01:13:15,720 --> 01:13:16,040
Speaker 2: for real.

1581
01:13:16,160 --> 01:13:19,320
Speaker 1: Yeah do you feel like, I know, you balance your family, well,

1582
01:13:19,400 --> 01:13:21,280
Speaker 1: do you thought you could also balance a relationship?

1583
01:13:22,040 --> 01:13:26,720
Speaker 2: Oh? Yeah, okay, yeah I could balance a relationship. Is

1584
01:13:27,000 --> 01:13:29,360
Speaker 2: it's easier now because you ain't got time for a

1585
01:13:29,360 --> 01:13:29,920
Speaker 2: bunch of women?

1586
01:13:30,080 --> 01:13:31,040
Speaker 1: Mm?

1587
01:13:31,080 --> 01:13:33,160
Speaker 2: Sue, So a relationship is like cause.

1588
01:13:32,960 --> 01:13:34,760
Speaker 1: I feel like sometimes it's the opposite. I feel like

1589
01:13:34,760 --> 01:13:37,120
Speaker 1: a lot of times when men get success, it opens

1590
01:13:37,120 --> 01:13:39,120
Speaker 1: the door for more women. What do you mean you

1591
01:13:39,120 --> 01:13:40,400
Speaker 1: don't have a time for a lot of women?

1592
01:13:40,920 --> 01:13:43,599
Speaker 2: The door opened? Uh? They could go. They could stand

1593
01:13:43,640 --> 01:13:46,000
Speaker 2: at the door all they want. They've been getting on

1594
01:13:46,000 --> 01:13:48,200
Speaker 2: real energy out of me. If you want somebody taking naps,

1595
01:13:49,360 --> 01:13:52,280
Speaker 2: cause I don't. I'm not. Nah. I just ain't got time,

1596
01:13:53,000 --> 01:13:54,960
Speaker 2: especially when you in the land. I mean cause I

1597
01:13:55,000 --> 01:13:57,000
Speaker 2: ain't getting chicks. I ain't never got a check yet.

1598
01:13:57,120 --> 01:13:57,760
Speaker 1: Mm.

1599
01:13:57,840 --> 01:13:59,320
Speaker 2: All these chicks don't getting no creating.

1600
01:13:59,560 --> 01:13:59,840
Speaker 1: Wow.

1601
01:14:00,640 --> 01:14:02,519
Speaker 2: Like even in this movie, I got to go put

1602
01:14:02,560 --> 01:14:04,519
Speaker 2: together the agency had to do this. I had to

1603
01:14:04,520 --> 01:14:06,479
Speaker 2: go get the producer then to do so often to

1604
01:14:06,560 --> 01:14:07,720
Speaker 2: do this movie. You know what I'm saying, I gotta

1605
01:14:07,760 --> 01:14:11,479
Speaker 2: go raise ze ems. I'm in a I'm not in

1606
01:14:11,479 --> 01:14:14,920
Speaker 2: the state. I still haven't got a check m. Yeah.

1607
01:14:15,040 --> 01:14:18,280
Speaker 2: So I don't got time. Yeah, cause every piece of

1608
01:14:18,320 --> 01:14:21,000
Speaker 2: my business I never got a check M yeah. Uh.

1609
01:14:21,000 --> 01:14:23,320
Speaker 2: First check I got was that book, you know what

1610
01:14:23,360 --> 01:14:26,200
Speaker 2: I'm saying. And every other check I create, yeah, it

1611
01:14:26,200 --> 01:14:29,840
Speaker 2: to come every month. So I'm in that state of mind.

1612
01:14:30,840 --> 01:14:32,800
Speaker 2: I stay in a hustle. Yeah. And once I don't

1613
01:14:32,800 --> 01:14:35,120
Speaker 2: got this far with it, I put that before everything

1614
01:14:35,240 --> 01:14:39,439
Speaker 2: because this my freedom. Yes, that's my leverage, be able

1615
01:14:39,439 --> 01:14:43,040
Speaker 2: to walk into meetings and be like no, and I

1616
01:14:43,120 --> 01:14:45,640
Speaker 2: knitche it. If you I ain't tryna be mean. If

1617
01:14:45,720 --> 01:14:48,400
Speaker 2: y'all want a black botherby, go ahead, cause Jesus je

1618
01:14:48,640 --> 01:14:50,360
Speaker 2: turning the whole got you know what I'm saying, You

1619
01:14:50,360 --> 01:14:54,320
Speaker 2: got no woman? But nah, So relationship wise, man, it's

1620
01:14:54,360 --> 01:14:57,160
Speaker 2: easier to be in a relationship right now because if

1621
01:14:57,200 --> 01:15:00,200
Speaker 2: I had a woman who really on that journey with me, Bruhu,

1622
01:15:00,240 --> 01:15:00,959
Speaker 2: I ain't getting.

1623
01:15:00,720 --> 01:15:04,160
Speaker 1: Out Jesus absolutely yeah saying, so we.

1624
01:15:04,080 --> 01:15:05,680
Speaker 2: Ain't gotta talk about him all the time, but we

1625
01:15:05,720 --> 01:15:08,360
Speaker 2: better know that's the head cut. I'm not been getting

1626
01:15:08,360 --> 01:15:11,880
Speaker 2: no long conversation about them blinds. Then the like I

1627
01:15:11,960 --> 01:15:13,720
Speaker 2: even to be h have no woman talking to me

1628
01:15:13,760 --> 01:15:18,400
Speaker 2: about all day, no two hours. I'm like, we coulda

1629
01:15:18,439 --> 01:15:20,040
Speaker 2: talked about it, you know what I'm saying. So I

1630
01:15:20,080 --> 01:15:21,800
Speaker 2: just wanna live and I wanna have fun. I'm at

1631
01:15:21,880 --> 01:15:23,880
Speaker 2: that stay not I don't. I don't walk like I said,

1632
01:15:23,880 --> 01:15:26,519
Speaker 2: I don't walk across the path. So I ain't got

1633
01:15:26,560 --> 01:15:30,880
Speaker 2: no trouble. I wanna enjoy. Let's go eat together, let's

1634
01:15:30,880 --> 01:15:33,920
Speaker 2: travel together, and that just make love and let's work together.

1635
01:15:34,000 --> 01:15:36,560
Speaker 2: Let's let's okay. But you got going on? What's the

1636
01:15:36,600 --> 01:15:38,000
Speaker 2: business babe? What you think?

1637
01:15:38,600 --> 01:15:38,680
Speaker 1: Uh?

1638
01:15:39,240 --> 01:15:41,000
Speaker 2: I don't know, Okay, it is me. I think I

1639
01:15:41,000 --> 01:15:44,400
Speaker 2: wanna be in those conversations, uh prosperity, and I wanna

1640
01:15:44,439 --> 01:15:47,519
Speaker 2: be so in love that we don't even know we

1641
01:15:47,600 --> 01:15:51,559
Speaker 2: in love. Mm that we wake up. Then you see

1642
01:15:51,560 --> 01:15:54,000
Speaker 2: this person every day? Ay you good man? I guess

1643
01:15:54,040 --> 01:15:56,720
Speaker 2: what happened? Man, I just see this. You know what

1644
01:15:56,720 --> 01:16:00,360
Speaker 2: I'm saying, short conversations and and man, my goddamned hurt.

1645
01:16:00,520 --> 01:16:02,680
Speaker 2: I want to say something like that, not even hurt too.

1646
01:16:02,720 --> 01:16:05,080
Speaker 2: I don't want it to be act every day. Yes,

1647
01:16:06,160 --> 01:16:09,360
Speaker 2: they like, I'm gonna say it.

1648
01:16:09,520 --> 01:16:13,720
Speaker 1: Act the director is here.

1649
01:16:13,960 --> 01:16:16,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, like you know, even when people try to act

1650
01:16:16,000 --> 01:16:18,000
Speaker 2: like that, to see it CRIDs when people on TV. Yes,

1651
01:16:18,120 --> 01:16:21,639
Speaker 2: I'm not doing that to day, even even an acting

1652
01:16:21,680 --> 01:16:24,000
Speaker 2: world that scene. Yes, were like, hey man, I want

1653
01:16:24,000 --> 01:16:26,479
Speaker 2: to wake up last night, Ma, I sleep on the sofa,

1654
01:16:26,520 --> 01:16:28,800
Speaker 2: ca my neighbors hurt and I know it's just I

1655
01:16:28,840 --> 01:16:30,600
Speaker 2: want that organic natural and I don't want to be

1656
01:16:30,640 --> 01:16:33,320
Speaker 2: talking some note what we read. Yeah, to make our

1657
01:16:33,360 --> 01:16:35,800
Speaker 2: relationship better, man, let's figure this out.

1658
01:16:35,920 --> 01:16:39,400
Speaker 1: Yeah. I love that I saw on your Instagram that

1659
01:16:39,439 --> 01:16:41,639
Speaker 1: you bought a g Wagon for your future wife.

1660
01:16:41,680 --> 01:16:44,599
Speaker 2: Yeah, what made you do that? Make out my mad.

1661
01:16:46,479 --> 01:16:49,400
Speaker 1: Patty?

1662
01:16:49,840 --> 01:16:51,760
Speaker 2: I did that. I did this marketing because the name

1663
01:16:51,800 --> 01:16:53,920
Speaker 2: my specially as a woman's prayer. So I'm gonna start

1664
01:16:53,960 --> 01:16:55,200
Speaker 2: doing things up to that point.

1665
01:16:55,320 --> 01:16:59,560
Speaker 1: Condor Drake, he has like a closet of Erma's burking bags.

1666
01:16:59,560 --> 01:17:03,080
Speaker 2: For his your wife. But that's what I drove here,

1667
01:17:03,600 --> 01:17:08,040
Speaker 2: Oh you did. I was gonna leave it. Guess what

1668
01:17:08,640 --> 01:17:09,960
Speaker 2: I got? What damn?

1669
01:17:14,360 --> 01:17:15,320
Speaker 1: He said? I drove here?

1670
01:17:19,560 --> 01:17:22,840
Speaker 2: Well, as you spending your money, what you say, As

1671
01:17:22,840 --> 01:17:26,599
Speaker 2: you spending your money, you're supposed to keep yours. See

1672
01:17:26,600 --> 01:17:30,679
Speaker 2: women out day you don't, guys so independent, talk about

1673
01:17:30,720 --> 01:17:32,000
Speaker 2: it and tell you something. I'm gonna tell you. I

1674
01:17:32,040 --> 01:17:35,040
Speaker 2: say this on stage ear the week women got. They

1675
01:17:35,080 --> 01:17:39,240
Speaker 2: say that the laziest women got the basch. Let me

1676
01:17:39,280 --> 01:17:45,160
Speaker 2: tell you why. They say, because, ambitious woman, you use

1677
01:17:45,280 --> 01:17:49,320
Speaker 2: all her creative juices up here. Lazy woman, you goting here?

1678
01:17:50,479 --> 01:17:52,360
Speaker 2: I said that. Why I like a woman that scrubs.

1679
01:17:52,400 --> 01:17:57,400
Speaker 2: I like seeing cause it was too lazy to go

1680
01:17:57,479 --> 01:17:59,280
Speaker 2: to the school for a few years to get there.

1681
01:18:03,280 --> 01:18:05,880
Speaker 2: Sometimes you gotta keep your you gotta keep your money,

1682
01:18:06,680 --> 01:18:09,960
Speaker 2: But you gotta keep your money. She's somewhere that scared

1683
01:18:09,960 --> 01:18:12,160
Speaker 2: to be a scammel. Y'all was meant to be that

1684
01:18:12,200 --> 01:18:13,840
Speaker 2: you'l want to be spending your money if you want

1685
01:18:13,840 --> 01:18:15,800
Speaker 2: to spend your money because I want to be independent,

1686
01:18:16,200 --> 01:18:18,800
Speaker 2: No spend money and he be mad. I gave you yep,

1687
01:18:18,800 --> 01:18:22,000
Speaker 2: you show me and what ye can't be spent your

1688
01:18:22,000 --> 01:18:24,800
Speaker 2: all money too much? Okay, because that'll cost stress because

1689
01:18:24,880 --> 01:18:27,560
Speaker 2: now you're a man like you supposed to do it.

1690
01:18:27,640 --> 01:18:29,559
Speaker 1: Sometimes it's off like we were talking about.

1691
01:18:29,680 --> 01:18:31,040
Speaker 2: Yeah, you don't want to do that because you want

1692
01:18:31,080 --> 01:18:33,439
Speaker 2: to keep your money. Cause a woman got money, she

1693
01:18:33,520 --> 01:18:35,400
Speaker 2: keep her money. She feel good every day, no matter

1694
01:18:35,400 --> 01:18:41,839
Speaker 2: what time. A woman cannot handle seeing money going out her.

1695
01:18:44,720 --> 01:18:44,840
Speaker 1: Now.

1696
01:18:44,960 --> 01:18:46,720
Speaker 2: I tell most men you can't even get a woman

1697
01:18:46,760 --> 01:18:51,400
Speaker 2: attention till you take care of her life. She halfway

1698
01:18:51,479 --> 01:18:53,840
Speaker 2: talking to you is this person, but it's this person

1699
01:18:53,880 --> 01:18:55,400
Speaker 2: in the back of her mind. She's thinking about where

1700
01:18:55,439 --> 01:18:57,519
Speaker 2: she got to pay me as much, so she's there,

1701
01:18:57,560 --> 01:19:00,320
Speaker 2: but she's never really there. If you go and just

1702
01:19:00,320 --> 01:19:02,000
Speaker 2: figure out the way, don't even tell us, just pay

1703
01:19:02,040 --> 01:19:04,240
Speaker 2: it all. Sent a check every month guaranteed you. No

1704
01:19:04,320 --> 01:19:05,800
Speaker 2: it ain't. This ain't for nothing. You don't gotta give

1705
01:19:05,840 --> 01:19:08,720
Speaker 2: me nothing, but then go fifteen thous a month. Just

1706
01:19:09,120 --> 01:19:12,479
Speaker 2: we can sign a contract for five years. At first

1707
01:19:12,479 --> 01:19:17,439
Speaker 2: she's like that and You're like, then you got her

1708
01:19:17,439 --> 01:19:19,400
Speaker 2: a teencher, so what so what was you saying about

1709
01:19:19,400 --> 01:19:21,439
Speaker 2: all that stuff that you like? My eyes, she don't

1710
01:19:21,479 --> 01:19:25,960
Speaker 2: hear all that. Yeah, because but women can't handle money

1711
01:19:25,960 --> 01:19:29,599
Speaker 2: coming out there the count my daughter's bruh. I get

1712
01:19:29,640 --> 01:19:31,479
Speaker 2: them with lowndes every month. I give them two thousand

1713
01:19:31,479 --> 01:19:34,040
Speaker 2: dollars my daughter every month. But live we give him

1714
01:19:34,040 --> 01:19:36,000
Speaker 2: the nuch. He has shades on when she give a check.

1715
01:19:36,479 --> 01:19:39,120
Speaker 2: Oh my god, every month ride after the fourteen she

1716
01:19:39,240 --> 01:19:41,400
Speaker 2: be depressed. A mama like, what's wrong with I say,

1717
01:19:41,439 --> 01:19:45,080
Speaker 2: it's that money, and they be broke by by the

1718
01:19:45,080 --> 01:19:47,160
Speaker 2: other half of the month. I see they depression and

1719
01:19:47,240 --> 01:19:50,920
Speaker 2: I'll be laughing so hard. But women cannot handle money

1720
01:19:50,960 --> 01:19:56,280
Speaker 2: going out. It's not good for they psyche that joke.

1721
01:19:56,320 --> 01:19:57,720
Speaker 2: When a woman see that money, they want to turn

1722
01:19:57,760 --> 01:20:02,280
Speaker 2: their card. I'm like, what is this right? And I ordered,

1723
01:20:02,320 --> 01:20:05,640
Speaker 2: but they can't start ordering stuff. So man, I be

1724
01:20:05,680 --> 01:20:08,360
Speaker 2: telling women every woman I know. I know some women

1725
01:20:08,400 --> 01:20:11,360
Speaker 2: in the industry, bro I know some comedians. I know

1726
01:20:11,439 --> 01:20:13,120
Speaker 2: some women who don't spend their own money, and they

1727
01:20:13,240 --> 01:20:15,920
Speaker 2: is the press right now, and I feel sorry for them.

1728
01:20:16,080 --> 01:20:18,240
Speaker 2: They still got money, but I would pray for them

1729
01:20:18,240 --> 01:20:23,640
Speaker 2: because they tried that. And I'm like, y'all, ain't a

1730
01:20:23,720 --> 01:20:25,599
Speaker 2: man built for certain thing. I won't build a certain things.

1731
01:20:25,880 --> 01:20:28,519
Speaker 2: I go a man go down now because you know,

1732
01:20:28,800 --> 01:20:30,479
Speaker 2: but a woman that ain't good for her meals because

1733
01:20:30,479 --> 01:20:32,000
Speaker 2: even if she do bounce back, she don't lost some

1734
01:20:32,000 --> 01:20:33,680
Speaker 2: of her health on the way to that joannety mm.

1735
01:20:34,880 --> 01:20:36,880
Speaker 2: So I'll be like man only that why I take

1736
01:20:36,920 --> 01:20:39,719
Speaker 2: that press off my baby mama, because even now, because

1737
01:20:39,720 --> 01:20:41,559
Speaker 2: they don't got no big stash that I take them,

1738
01:20:41,640 --> 01:20:44,760
Speaker 2: but I have to give them a stash because I

1739
01:20:44,760 --> 01:20:47,000
Speaker 2: could see it on them. They walk different. Yes, I'm like,

1740
01:20:47,000 --> 01:20:50,439
Speaker 2: what wrong do they look dark? As soon as their

1741
01:20:50,439 --> 01:20:53,439
Speaker 2: money hit they all count. I promise you it's a light.

1742
01:20:53,640 --> 01:20:59,400
Speaker 2: They come, They speak different, they bones move different. Yeah,

1743
01:20:59,560 --> 01:21:02,599
Speaker 2: they even glow and they connected. That's just weed. That's

1744
01:21:02,720 --> 01:21:06,040
Speaker 2: how the weed man. The woman can't spend a whole

1745
01:21:06,080 --> 01:21:08,880
Speaker 2: money all the time. It's the they can't take it.

1746
01:21:09,640 --> 01:21:12,960
Speaker 1: So when we were talking, you said something about you

1747
01:21:13,000 --> 01:21:14,880
Speaker 1: went to this woman, and you the girl that you

1748
01:21:14,920 --> 01:21:16,960
Speaker 1: went to, and you brought the weed for the friends,

1749
01:21:17,000 --> 01:21:19,240
Speaker 1: and then you got the coach. Then the next morning

1750
01:21:19,280 --> 01:21:21,800
Speaker 1: you lookuse you know, you gotta wash some dishes. So

1751
01:21:21,920 --> 01:21:24,519
Speaker 1: when we talk about dishes, we all in society we

1752
01:21:24,600 --> 01:21:26,760
Speaker 1: talk about gender roles. Are there things that you feel

1753
01:21:26,800 --> 01:21:29,519
Speaker 1: like a woman has to do in the household and

1754
01:21:29,520 --> 01:21:31,599
Speaker 1: that it's some things are just for a man to do?

1755
01:21:32,720 --> 01:21:34,680
Speaker 2: No, you know, it's different situations. You know what I'm saying,

1756
01:21:34,720 --> 01:21:36,639
Speaker 2: that woman working, that man may be watching the dishes.

1757
01:21:36,640 --> 01:21:37,640
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. You got to work with

1758
01:21:37,680 --> 01:21:40,120
Speaker 2: each other. So it ain't no set it ain't no

1759
01:21:40,240 --> 01:21:43,639
Speaker 2: set life. It's just that for a set kind of person,

1760
01:21:44,280 --> 01:21:48,160
Speaker 2: like some women gonna make sure they ain't planning that

1761
01:21:48,320 --> 01:21:49,880
Speaker 2: you gotta take you gotta help take care of me

1762
01:21:50,240 --> 01:21:54,479
Speaker 2: because I'm gonna do this. So me, I just stayed

1763
01:21:54,880 --> 01:21:57,400
Speaker 2: the journey. I won the whole time. So if I

1764
01:21:57,439 --> 01:21:59,760
Speaker 2: want the whole time, at this point, we ain't gotta

1765
01:21:59,760 --> 01:22:02,040
Speaker 2: clean up cause we'll pay. But at that point we

1766
01:22:02,080 --> 01:22:05,599
Speaker 2: couldn't pay no maid, right, Okay, So who gonna watch

1767
01:22:05,640 --> 01:22:08,720
Speaker 2: your dish? Now I'll wash them. Yeah, I'm cool, I'll

1768
01:22:08,720 --> 01:22:11,320
Speaker 2: watch it. But you know when I go to keysh

1769
01:22:11,320 --> 01:22:14,960
Speaker 2: eyes and saying, you know what I'm saying. So it's

1770
01:22:15,000 --> 01:22:19,240
Speaker 2: like in each situation, I think each General Ros, it

1771
01:22:19,280 --> 01:22:20,760
Speaker 2: ain't no set what a man got to do, what

1772
01:22:20,800 --> 01:22:22,360
Speaker 2: a woman gotta do. Man, Cause at the end of

1773
01:22:22,400 --> 01:22:23,880
Speaker 2: the day, when it's time to fight, when y'all fighting

1774
01:22:23,920 --> 01:22:25,880
Speaker 2: life together, y'all just got to look out for each other. Man.

1775
01:22:25,960 --> 01:22:28,639
Speaker 2: If you tied, I gotta do this or this, call somebody,

1776
01:22:28,720 --> 01:22:30,360
Speaker 2: let me figure this out. But at the end of

1777
01:22:30,400 --> 01:22:33,000
Speaker 2: the day, it depends on where you add in life.

1778
01:22:33,800 --> 01:22:35,559
Speaker 2: It depends on who you are. Because some women are

1779
01:22:35,600 --> 01:22:37,960
Speaker 2: gonna make you be a man. You can't be nothing

1780
01:22:37,960 --> 01:22:40,000
Speaker 2: but a man, yeah, because you cain't fee let you

1781
01:22:40,040 --> 01:22:42,639
Speaker 2: be no woman. You gonna run across some men. Yeah,

1782
01:22:42,840 --> 01:22:44,840
Speaker 2: all that man stuff in you might well just be

1783
01:22:44,880 --> 01:22:47,680
Speaker 2: a woman. Yeah, cause that happened my past relationship to

1784
01:22:48,840 --> 01:22:52,000
Speaker 2: I ain't I ain't them whoever you talk to. Melissa

1785
01:22:52,040 --> 01:22:53,920
Speaker 2: Conan raided me and she taught me how to be

1786
01:22:53,960 --> 01:22:55,960
Speaker 2: a man. You ain't finna be nothing but a woman.

1787
01:22:56,240 --> 01:22:57,519
Speaker 2: And I'm not gonna put my hands on you. I

1788
01:22:57,520 --> 01:23:00,360
Speaker 2: ain't gonna raise my boys and I'm not malicious, but

1789
01:23:00,560 --> 01:23:02,559
Speaker 2: I am one hundred per cent there. So you can't

1790
01:23:02,560 --> 01:23:04,719
Speaker 2: beat nothing but a woman. Yeah, cause that roll over filled.

1791
01:23:06,040 --> 01:23:07,679
Speaker 2: But General Rod, we ain't got to watch no disgers

1792
01:23:07,680 --> 01:23:09,479
Speaker 2: a man or go in there watching I clean my house.

1793
01:23:09,479 --> 01:23:11,840
Speaker 2: My house is exactlate. I'm a clean person. Yeah, but

1794
01:23:11,880 --> 01:23:12,600
Speaker 2: ain't no woman to know.

1795
01:23:13,439 --> 01:23:17,759
Speaker 1: M that's right, so you know love it? So what

1796
01:23:19,040 --> 01:23:21,760
Speaker 1: is du Wayne looking for? Any woman?

1797
01:23:21,880 --> 01:23:24,200
Speaker 2: If you were to tell the ladies, tell the ladies

1798
01:23:24,280 --> 01:23:25,439
Speaker 2: what camera we're looking at, you.

1799
01:23:25,439 --> 01:23:27,080
Speaker 1: Can look at this and her that's shirt.

1800
01:23:28,520 --> 01:23:34,800
Speaker 2: And be honest, and it's gonna sound oh cliche. I'm

1801
01:23:34,840 --> 01:23:37,559
Speaker 2: looking for a woman who really believe in God for

1802
01:23:37,600 --> 01:23:41,120
Speaker 2: real and not the world. Mm cause I never had

1803
01:23:41,120 --> 01:23:42,679
Speaker 2: a woman cheat on me with the with a man,

1804
01:23:42,960 --> 01:23:44,240
Speaker 2: far as I know, but I had a cheat on

1805
01:23:44,280 --> 01:23:44,840
Speaker 2: me with the world.

1806
01:23:45,439 --> 01:23:46,040
Speaker 1: MM.

1807
01:23:46,080 --> 01:23:49,439
Speaker 2: So I just want a woman who really believe in

1808
01:23:49,479 --> 01:23:53,280
Speaker 2: God for real, for real, that crazy faith. Cause if

1809
01:23:53,439 --> 01:23:55,639
Speaker 2: if if she believe in that, everything else gonna fallow

1810
01:23:55,680 --> 01:23:58,719
Speaker 2: in order. Anyway, I don't need no woman who gonna

1811
01:23:58,760 --> 01:24:00,920
Speaker 2: clean up, even though I love a wan wanna cause

1812
01:24:00,960 --> 01:24:02,599
Speaker 2: we could pay somebody to do that. I don't need

1813
01:24:02,600 --> 01:24:04,080
Speaker 2: no woman who makes no money to get some money.

1814
01:24:04,080 --> 01:24:05,680
Speaker 2: I don't need no woman who. I don't care if

1815
01:24:05,720 --> 01:24:07,960
Speaker 2: you bruh, I don't care what it is. But if

1816
01:24:08,000 --> 01:24:11,519
Speaker 2: you just believe, you could come as you walk because

1817
01:24:11,560 --> 01:24:13,080
Speaker 2: that's gonna work in order, and we gonna live in

1818
01:24:13,120 --> 01:24:15,120
Speaker 2: our own world and people gonna pay attention to us.

1819
01:24:15,240 --> 01:24:18,439
Speaker 2: Mm if like, why they so happy? You know, don't

1820
01:24:18,439 --> 01:24:20,920
Speaker 2: be picking stuff out from the world bringing it back home.

1821
01:24:21,160 --> 01:24:23,080
Speaker 2: Mm cause he told us not to eat the apple.

1822
01:24:23,479 --> 01:24:25,280
Speaker 2: But we still on the iPhone with the app on

1823
01:24:25,280 --> 01:24:29,920
Speaker 2: the back bit off w l steal in the tree,

1824
01:24:30,920 --> 01:24:34,200
Speaker 2: picking up everything and bringing it back home. And God said,

1825
01:24:34,280 --> 01:24:39,400
Speaker 2: don't bring it back. Wow, I just w woma believe

1826
01:24:39,400 --> 01:24:43,320
Speaker 2: in Jesus for real? Did y'all hear what he just said?

1827
01:24:44,960 --> 01:24:45,840
Speaker 2: We still.

1828
01:24:47,040 --> 01:24:49,719
Speaker 1: Got that iPhone with the apple in the bag.

1829
01:24:52,040 --> 01:24:52,760
Speaker 2: Bringing it home.

1830
01:24:53,320 --> 01:24:56,240
Speaker 1: Wooh mm mmm.

1831
01:24:56,360 --> 01:24:57,519
Speaker 2: We gonna we gonna just.

1832
01:24:57,520 --> 01:25:02,280
Speaker 1: Leave it right there. Oh my gosh, I'm blown away.

1833
01:25:02,400 --> 01:25:06,200
Speaker 1: That was the whole op study. So good, so good, no,

1834
01:25:06,520 --> 01:25:08,479
Speaker 1: so good. Wow, thank you so much.

1835
01:25:08,560 --> 01:25:10,680
Speaker 2: I appreciate you all, men. I appreciate this so far

1836
01:25:10,920 --> 01:25:13,000
Speaker 2: in the whole morale. This is great what y'all got

1837
01:25:13,000 --> 01:25:15,160
Speaker 2: going on. And this is right on time.

1838
01:25:15,520 --> 01:25:20,639
Speaker 1: It is right on time. We're almost done. We're gonna

1839
01:25:20,960 --> 01:25:23,200
Speaker 1: we have a listener letter where people write into us

1840
01:25:23,240 --> 01:25:27,519
Speaker 1: and give them advice. Some'ma read letter. It's called Positive outcomes,

1841
01:25:27,560 --> 01:25:30,280
Speaker 1: and this generally says Hi, Crystal. I'm a forty four

1842
01:25:30,360 --> 01:25:32,839
Speaker 1: year old woman who just ended a six month relationship

1843
01:25:32,880 --> 01:25:35,160
Speaker 1: with a thirty nine year old man who I've actually

1844
01:25:35,240 --> 01:25:37,760
Speaker 1: known for years. We finally decided to link up one

1845
01:25:37,840 --> 01:25:40,720
Speaker 1: day and had great conversations about life and past relationships.

1846
01:25:41,000 --> 01:25:43,200
Speaker 1: Come to find out, he made all the qualities that

1847
01:25:43,240 --> 01:25:45,479
Speaker 1: I was looking for in a man. The only problem

1848
01:25:45,840 --> 01:25:48,400
Speaker 1: was he was broken, jobless. I stayed in it for

1849
01:25:48,439 --> 01:25:50,320
Speaker 1: six months and fell in love with the potential of

1850
01:25:50,400 --> 01:25:52,760
Speaker 1: him being, of him becoming the man that I wanted

1851
01:25:52,840 --> 01:25:55,840
Speaker 1: him to be. Things got ugly within the sixth month.

1852
01:25:56,240 --> 01:25:58,400
Speaker 1: I knew that it was God releasing him from me.

1853
01:25:58,800 --> 01:26:00,880
Speaker 1: I experienced a great dealer truma in the past three

1854
01:26:00,960 --> 01:26:03,880
Speaker 1: years and actually felt secure in the moment for all

1855
01:26:03,920 --> 01:26:07,040
Speaker 1: the wrong reasons. Although we don't talk and everything is

1856
01:26:07,040 --> 01:26:09,880
Speaker 1: still fresh, he still talks to my sister, who was

1857
01:26:09,920 --> 01:26:12,280
Speaker 1: in a relationship with one of his family members, as

1858
01:26:12,320 --> 01:26:14,720
Speaker 1: if he and I never happened. I keep trying to

1859
01:26:14,760 --> 01:26:18,120
Speaker 1: figure out what is it about me that keeps following

1860
01:26:18,160 --> 01:26:20,439
Speaker 1: for men who don't meet my requirements When it comes

1861
01:26:20,439 --> 01:26:22,960
Speaker 1: to job, money, and faith. I work two full time

1862
01:26:23,040 --> 01:26:25,240
Speaker 1: jobs and I take care of myself and my children.

1863
01:26:25,360 --> 01:26:28,400
Speaker 1: I will continue to have faith that my equal is

1864
01:26:28,439 --> 01:26:31,080
Speaker 1: on the way. Can you please give me some advice

1865
01:26:31,720 --> 01:26:34,720
Speaker 1: to strengthen my self confidence and put boundaries between my

1866
01:26:34,760 --> 01:26:37,400
Speaker 1: ex and I, who I still love with friendship.

1867
01:26:39,000 --> 01:26:42,519
Speaker 2: What's that last part? She said? Oh? Look, he said,

1868
01:26:42,880 --> 01:26:45,680
Speaker 2: can you please get me some of the bite. This

1869
01:26:45,800 --> 01:26:50,719
Speaker 2: was strengthen myself confidence and put boundaries. That's the answer.

1870
01:26:52,520 --> 01:26:56,000
Speaker 2: She got the answer right there, strengthened her. She just

1871
01:26:56,000 --> 01:26:58,639
Speaker 2: needs to work on her, work on her. You can't

1872
01:26:58,680 --> 01:27:00,840
Speaker 2: work on nobody else. You can't change men. You can't

1873
01:27:00,880 --> 01:27:02,439
Speaker 2: change the people that come in your life. The devil

1874
01:27:02,479 --> 01:27:06,559
Speaker 2: gonna send them, and and you just got to change

1875
01:27:06,600 --> 01:27:10,479
Speaker 2: you life. Getting life is like from kindergarten to twelfth grade.

1876
01:27:10,479 --> 01:27:12,840
Speaker 2: People think it's from twelve grade to kindergarten. The lesson

1877
01:27:12,920 --> 01:27:15,519
Speaker 2: getting harder. You go from one plus one to three

1878
01:27:15,600 --> 01:27:18,120
Speaker 2: EDGs times fifty eggs and then that, but you get

1879
01:27:18,160 --> 01:27:21,799
Speaker 2: stronger along the way that it feels like kindergarten. Wow,

1880
01:27:22,280 --> 01:27:24,840
Speaker 2: So you got to strengthen you so when that stuff

1881
01:27:25,240 --> 01:27:29,080
Speaker 2: come you know how to handle that. You're gonna be different. Okay, Nah,

1882
01:27:29,080 --> 01:27:31,080
Speaker 2: I ain't gonna lie because what it is sometimes the

1883
01:27:31,120 --> 01:27:33,320
Speaker 2: broke man got the best d so it's hard to

1884
01:27:33,400 --> 01:27:37,280
Speaker 2: leave me long because they gonna they focus on that.

1885
01:27:37,720 --> 01:27:40,840
Speaker 1: Like the lazy woman got the best the broken.

1886
01:27:41,880 --> 01:27:45,519
Speaker 2: A lazy way, but you come home, she just laying

1887
01:27:45,520 --> 01:27:51,479
Speaker 2: on that sofa for you got you got invite about you?

1888
01:27:51,520 --> 01:27:55,920
Speaker 2: Like if you like that, I'm lazy, You're gonna hard work.

1889
01:27:55,960 --> 01:27:58,679
Speaker 2: But yeah, I'm lazy.

1890
01:27:58,800 --> 01:27:59,759
Speaker 1: I never have a balance.

1891
01:28:00,000 --> 01:28:03,400
Speaker 2: Well you got that, like Joe, come on, then you

1892
01:28:03,520 --> 01:28:06,120
Speaker 2: be avery here. Well I hate to be on y'all day,

1893
01:28:06,160 --> 01:28:11,839
Speaker 2: but good lord, Okay.

1894
01:28:12,400 --> 01:28:16,519
Speaker 1: I would tell you definitely work on yourself, do some

1895
01:28:16,560 --> 01:28:19,000
Speaker 1: self work, do therapy, because it sounds like you've been

1896
01:28:19,000 --> 01:28:21,040
Speaker 1: through some things. You said you had trauma from past

1897
01:28:21,080 --> 01:28:23,880
Speaker 1: relationships in the past three years. I would work on

1898
01:28:23,920 --> 01:28:26,280
Speaker 1: yourself before hopping into a relationship. I do know that

1899
01:28:26,320 --> 01:28:30,200
Speaker 1: it is hard to deal with someone who is still

1900
01:28:30,280 --> 01:28:32,880
Speaker 1: friends with your family and still be kind of lingering.

1901
01:28:32,880 --> 01:28:35,400
Speaker 1: It's hard to get over somebody when they're still so close,

1902
01:28:35,600 --> 01:28:37,519
Speaker 1: Like you know, it's like, dang, can you just can

1903
01:28:37,560 --> 01:28:39,160
Speaker 1: I have my people? You know what I'm saying? Can

1904
01:28:39,200 --> 01:28:41,360
Speaker 1: you just go on so that I can have my

1905
01:28:41,439 --> 01:28:43,519
Speaker 1: life back and not think about you or constantly have

1906
01:28:43,560 --> 01:28:45,160
Speaker 1: to hear about what's going on with you. So I

1907
01:28:45,200 --> 01:28:49,280
Speaker 1: know that's hard as well. But you can't control the

1908
01:28:50,120 --> 01:28:52,600
Speaker 1: fact that your sister's in a relationship with one of

1909
01:28:52,600 --> 01:28:55,080
Speaker 1: his family members. I would just do my best to

1910
01:28:55,280 --> 01:28:57,559
Speaker 1: just let let your sister know. Hey, I don't want

1911
01:28:57,560 --> 01:28:59,599
Speaker 1: to hear anything about him. I'm trying to get over it.

1912
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Speaker 1: I know you love him, but I think it. What

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Speaker 1: Country says is right.

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Speaker 2: You have to start with yourself. That's real, all right.

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Speaker 1: So we do something called what I'm going through and

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01:29:12,040 --> 01:29:15,000
Speaker 1: what I'm growing through? Is there anything that you're going

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Speaker 1: through and growing through.

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Speaker 2: Him going through.

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Speaker 1: In life?

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Speaker 2: Shoot? Really?

1921
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Speaker 1: Just great.

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Speaker 2: I might be going through it, but he won't let

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Speaker 2: me feel it. I don't know.

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Speaker 1: That's good. So this hard of the show we feel

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Speaker 1: in the blank. It's called keep it blank, sweetie. Oh

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Speaker 1: from this episode, I would say, keep it.

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Speaker 3: Mm hmmm.

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Speaker 1: Creative, sweetie, never like get complacent. Always stay creative and

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Speaker 1: think of new ideas and things to do.

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Speaker 2: That's real.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, what would you say?

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Speaker 2: I like that?

1933
01:29:59,400 --> 01:30:00,640
Speaker 1: Like that you're going you can go with us.

1934
01:30:00,720 --> 01:30:01,920
Speaker 2: I'm gonna go with what you say, all right.

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Speaker 1: Purple were saying keep it creative sweetie.

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Speaker 2: Thank you Wayne, Nah, thank you, No.

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Speaker 1: I appreciate you. You have such great insight and the way

1938
01:30:10,200 --> 01:30:13,360
Speaker 1: you break things down is like no one else. I

1939
01:30:13,400 --> 01:30:16,000
Speaker 1: appreciate your funny You had us all laughing in here.

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Speaker 1: I hope you guys enjoy this episode of Keep It Positive, Sweety.

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Speaker 1: If you want to be featured on our positive outcomes,

1942
01:30:22,479 --> 01:30:25,760
Speaker 1: listen to letter write into Keep It Positive Sweetie at

1943
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Speaker 1: gmail dot com and that's Sweetie with an ie. You

1944
01:30:28,479 --> 01:30:31,280
Speaker 1: can follow Keep It Positive Sweety on all platforms, and

1945
01:30:31,320 --> 01:30:34,240
Speaker 1: you can follow me on all platforms at luv Chris

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Speaker 1: sa Reine and wait until where they can find you.

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Speaker 2: Oh it's Country Wayne with a K kou in t

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Speaker 2: R y Wayne.

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Speaker 1: That's right, all right, stay tuned. Make sure you guys

1950
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Speaker 1: get his book. His book is entitled help Us on

1951
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Speaker 1: the Way, Stay up and Live your Truth. It's out.

1952
01:30:51,920 --> 01:30:55,000
Speaker 1: Get it and remember Jesus is popping and in the meantime,

1953
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Speaker 1: until next time, keep it positive, Sweetie. Love you guys

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Speaker 1: can