WEBVTT - Ep 214: Eargasms & Rollercoasters 0:00:02.360 --> 0:00:11.520 I guess what decision we're about to make a horrible decisions. Hey, welcome, 0:00:12.080 --> 0:00:18.759 I'm so unsorable episode A horrible decisions. I do be 0:00:18.800 --> 0:00:20.360 out of breath. And I don't know about you. If 0:00:20.400 --> 0:00:23.560 you started like that, I thinks the views will go crazy, right, 0:00:23.720 --> 0:00:26.120 you know? When we can't keep start doing that every 0:00:26.120 --> 0:00:28.440 other week? You moaned and I'm oan and you moan 0:00:28.560 --> 0:00:30.520 and I'm owed. You don't want to do that. Welcome 0:00:30.520 --> 0:00:32.440 you all, Welcome to another I feel like I was 0:00:32.479 --> 0:00:36.960 just that's that you know, when you're at someone's house 0:00:37.040 --> 0:00:40.559 and they started sucking another room and you're like, oh, 0:00:40.600 --> 0:00:43.199 that's what I feel like, this happens it. Wait, that's 0:00:43.240 --> 0:00:46.080 how you That's how you are if someone's sucking in 0:00:46.120 --> 0:00:48.800 another room and you're like, oh my god, yeah, I 0:00:48.800 --> 0:00:52.440 feel like this is so unconsensual. Like if I'm staying 0:00:52.440 --> 0:00:54.320 at someone's house and then they start sucking, and I'm like, 0:00:54.480 --> 0:00:58.639 if you're staying, it's someone's house, it's unconsensual for them 0:00:58.640 --> 0:01:00.639 to have sex in their own house because you there, bro, 0:01:01.240 --> 0:01:03.640 don't do it? Are you fucking kidding me? Like, I 0:01:03.640 --> 0:01:07.080 don't want to hear it. I wouldn't do that if 0:01:07.120 --> 0:01:09.120 someone was saying in my house, I'm gonna make you 0:01:09.200 --> 0:01:12.800 very hold you. I have told you, baby, I was 0:01:12.880 --> 0:01:15.759 fucking this morning off of someone else's alarm. Came ten times. 0:01:15.920 --> 0:01:18.120 And listen, not only did I come ten times? Did 0:01:18.120 --> 0:01:19.400 she have to knock on the door to say by me? 0:01:19.520 --> 0:01:22.280 You know? The door was wide open, um and so 0:01:22.360 --> 0:01:25.080 she was just putting packing her luggage as I was 0:01:25.120 --> 0:01:30.400 sucking legs in the fucking air Modina. Let me know when, uh, 0:01:30.680 --> 0:01:35.399 you need ubercards active? Right now? I want to make 0:01:35.440 --> 0:01:38.040 sure I give you a hug before you leave. No, 0:01:38.240 --> 0:01:40.360 what do you mean? No, it's my house, my bills, 0:01:40.400 --> 0:01:42.240 my man is there. I'm going to fuck him. I 0:01:42.280 --> 0:01:44.320 don't care who's in my out. We know you'd have 0:01:44.360 --> 0:01:47.920 them on the floor. Tell the story. No, bro, listen, 0:01:48.520 --> 0:01:53.600 Mandy told us hellas you were hellas shady. I wasn't shady. 0:01:53.680 --> 0:01:56.840 I was judging. What are the difference? Could I see 0:01:56.880 --> 0:02:00.400 what shady is when aggressive? I was being honest about 0:02:00.440 --> 0:02:02.520 like you were being honestly judging. You don't think that 0:02:02.560 --> 0:02:07.120 there's two differences shade? And do you think that was 0:02:07.520 --> 0:02:09.720 kind of you? Like that? You did know? I was 0:02:09.720 --> 0:02:12.400 like Mandy, that would make me uncomfortable, like I feel 0:02:12.400 --> 0:02:14.880 like I was very open about this. Well, let's let's 0:02:14.880 --> 0:02:17.280 explain if y'all know, because what y'all can do is 0:02:17.320 --> 0:02:20.200 become a patron go on over to patreon dot com 0:02:20.200 --> 0:02:22.800 back slash horrible Decisions. And I did just have a 0:02:22.880 --> 0:02:27.799 threesome where my man got into his dom ways and 0:02:28.040 --> 0:02:30.200 made the third sleep on the floor. So this clo 0:02:30.240 --> 0:02:31.799 was on our town Hall episode. If you need to go, 0:02:31.880 --> 0:02:34.800 run and find it for five dollars because I would 0:02:34.800 --> 0:02:37.119 pay for that too. It was great it, I mean, 0:02:37.440 --> 0:02:42.600 I he really liked getting He is a dom he's 0:02:43.160 --> 0:02:46.480 very masculine, and we ended up just being with someone 0:02:46.520 --> 0:02:48.520 who could be a little bit more stubby than me. 0:02:48.960 --> 0:02:51.760 And when because we communicated the whole time, and when 0:02:52.200 --> 0:02:57.760 I guess he felt like he could really dom er um. 0:02:57.800 --> 0:03:01.280 A threesome is is not good when the third spends 0:03:01.280 --> 0:03:04.800 the night on a queen bed. And so I got, 0:03:05.040 --> 0:03:08.679 I didn't I got I was coastrophobic, bitch, because this 0:03:08.760 --> 0:03:11.760 was my friend. I brought in. You don't you have 0:03:11.800 --> 0:03:14.480 a couch? I do have a couch, which is why 0:03:14.600 --> 0:03:17.440 I went to the couch and my man came and 0:03:17.480 --> 0:03:20.160 got me off the bitch, go to Patreon. You make 0:03:20.200 --> 0:03:23.239 a mistake too much. Okay, no, we want your five 0:03:23.280 --> 0:03:28.880 dollars so bad. No, but yeah, go to Patreon. We 0:03:28.919 --> 0:03:31.520 share a lot over there. So we did. We did 0:03:31.560 --> 0:03:32.800 what we did. Want to talk at the top of 0:03:32.800 --> 0:03:34.920 this episode, though, I made a note for it, like 0:03:35.480 --> 0:03:37.760 about Patreon. I really want to discuss this. So a 0:03:37.800 --> 0:03:39.560 lot of things with horrible decisions have changed in the 0:03:39.600 --> 0:03:41.280 last year. If you listen to the audio, you may 0:03:41.280 --> 0:03:43.920 hear more advertisements. Um, there are a lot of guests. 0:03:43.920 --> 0:03:45.720 We are a guest based pod. We always have been. 0:03:46.320 --> 0:03:48.760 We are starting to see differences with the solo episodes, 0:03:48.800 --> 0:03:51.000 and as long as we're happy and getting along, we're 0:03:51.000 --> 0:03:54.960 going to give you more. And you didn't told me 0:03:55.000 --> 0:03:56.880 you came with Core one in two weeks. We gotta 0:03:56.880 --> 0:03:59.320 still get along. For one of the two weeks, I 0:03:59.480 --> 0:04:03.360 was really like, hey, hey, we just talked on the phone. 0:04:03.400 --> 0:04:05.400 We should really go to the studio like tomorrow and 0:04:05.440 --> 0:04:07.960 get some episodes knocked out, and she was like, well, 0:04:08.160 --> 0:04:12.880 you know, I'm busy. I'm recording that documentary. Like uh, 0:04:13.000 --> 0:04:15.640 then my other co host is coming and we're potting 0:04:15.960 --> 0:04:17.960 two weeks straight. I don't have time for you. I 0:04:18.200 --> 0:04:20.640 never said that all or at you and may hopefully 0:04:20.640 --> 0:04:24.640 we're still getting along. I just sent you didn't know 0:04:24.760 --> 0:04:26.680 what I want to have done rollings on the show. 0:04:26.720 --> 0:04:28.919 You were like, I'm doing my boxes. I said, baby, 0:04:29.040 --> 0:04:31.440 let's do some ship Okay, well I was busy. You're 0:04:31.440 --> 0:04:34.480 the difference though she hit me, it was like, can 0:04:34.520 --> 0:04:37.839 you get to Canal Street in two hours? Bro? She 0:04:38.000 --> 0:04:41.440 didn't really really hits me up literally last mint all 0:04:41.680 --> 0:04:43.920 all the time and expects me to drop. I don't 0:04:43.920 --> 0:04:45.400 know if this is what she did with her niggas, 0:04:45.640 --> 0:04:47.599 but at the drop of a dime, she wants me 0:04:47.640 --> 0:04:49.839 to not have a life and be like, y'all be 0:04:50.000 --> 0:04:51.960 right there. So I guess we're gonna be having a 0:04:52.040 --> 0:04:56.279 guest next week because there's an issue. No, but I did. 0:04:56.480 --> 0:04:58.000 But you know, when you do, see, the thing is 0:04:58.160 --> 0:04:59.839 you don't want to do any even in the morning 0:05:00.000 --> 0:05:03.040 one because we record for three hours Eddie and I. 0:05:03.200 --> 0:05:05.359 Eddie lives in l A. He's coming to literally do 0:05:05.400 --> 0:05:08.400 that every day. So I was like, it's not fair 0:05:08.440 --> 0:05:12.159 to horrible fans. You know, when you're exhausted should really 0:05:12.160 --> 0:05:14.880 be tiring, and people don't know it's because you and 0:05:15.720 --> 0:05:18.520 it's because what I said, this should really be tired. 0:05:19.000 --> 0:05:21.679 Dore gonna get with you, as Mandy called me drunk 0:05:21.720 --> 0:05:23.120 the other day, and when you said it, I was 0:05:23.160 --> 0:05:25.320 so happy because I kind of agree. She got in 0:05:25.320 --> 0:05:30.279 an argument with someone and she goes, she calls me dog. 0:05:30.560 --> 0:05:33.080 We're just doing our own ship because I'm really tired 0:05:33.080 --> 0:05:35.920 of motherfucker's I want to have Daniel on again and 0:05:35.960 --> 0:05:38.960 that's it. I'm done. And I'm like, okay, well we 0:05:39.000 --> 0:05:41.400 do have Eddie and that's fine, but like, this is it. 0:05:41.800 --> 0:05:44.279 This is it because I get sick of dealing with people, 0:05:44.400 --> 0:05:47.600 I mean ship in this space. We've had guests now 0:05:47.680 --> 0:05:49.440 that we don't really funk with and y'all can hear 0:05:49.520 --> 0:05:51.840 us talk about dances on Patreon because we should do, 0:05:52.680 --> 0:05:55.960 and yeah, we'd be talking shit, and you know what 0:05:56.000 --> 0:05:58.000 it's because even like it's a safe space, you know 0:05:59.080 --> 0:06:02.039 it's not, but you know what, people really be people 0:06:02.080 --> 0:06:04.320 in out here, and it's just like, bro, I'd be 0:06:04.400 --> 0:06:07.440 trying to be nice and you know they just take 0:06:07.520 --> 0:06:09.679 kindness for weakness out here, and I don't be playing 0:06:09.680 --> 0:06:12.440 with these little pussy ass holes. You feel me. I 0:06:12.480 --> 0:06:14.880 didn't want to start off because this is a solo episode. 0:06:15.560 --> 0:06:17.839 Can we catch up outside of business, y'all if y'all 0:06:17.839 --> 0:06:19.320 want to hear what we've got going on in business? 0:06:19.400 --> 0:06:22.000 Also joined Patron. We talk a lot about what that's, 0:06:22.120 --> 0:06:25.000 what that looks like, But what's going on? I guess 0:06:25.000 --> 0:06:29.360 with you outside of business, love life, sex life, vacation life, 0:06:30.120 --> 0:06:32.520 download covid party life, I don't know what you'd be 0:06:32.560 --> 0:06:37.640 doing download which I know. Okay, I'm gonna keep it 0:06:37.640 --> 0:06:41.040 a hunting with y'all with I really want to take 0:06:41.080 --> 0:06:42.920 this jacket off, but I'm not wearing a plain black 0:06:42.960 --> 0:06:45.480 top so sports brow and I feel like it'll clash. 0:06:45.600 --> 0:06:49.640 Are you dead? Can I just do it? So? The 0:06:49.680 --> 0:06:53.080 download COVID parties right, Oh my god, here's this. We 0:06:53.120 --> 0:06:56.000 do not endorse them, by the way, here, I never 0:06:56.120 --> 0:06:59.040 wanted to admit to doing this. I never thought i'd 0:06:59.040 --> 0:07:03.279 be that person I did. You never thought could be 0:07:03.320 --> 0:07:07.000 that person like you. Wasn't like bars are closed, I'd 0:07:07.040 --> 0:07:09.520 go to Mexico so I could be all the beach straight. No. 0:07:09.640 --> 0:07:11.680 I was genuinely getting depressed. That's why I moved to Mexico. 0:07:12.800 --> 0:07:14.880 But like I was, like, I'm gonna kill myself if 0:07:14.880 --> 0:07:16.840 we don't get Sun and then that's how we moved. 0:07:17.440 --> 0:07:21.160 So basically, the download COVID parties, here's how I'm feeling 0:07:21.360 --> 0:07:24.840 about the sick as someone that I recently found out 0:07:24.920 --> 0:07:29.320 has anti parties, which makes sense because honestly I cannot 0:07:29.360 --> 0:07:31.520 believe I haven't had COVID, and I was like, this 0:07:31.600 --> 0:07:34.400 just doesn't add up. Let's just keep it like that. Yeah, 0:07:34.680 --> 0:07:36.840 Like it wasn't like I wanted to knock on wood 0:07:36.880 --> 0:07:38.840 at all of just I don't think that's a real 0:07:38.880 --> 0:07:46.000 wood table. It's from Amazon, but it can't hurt. Okay, 0:07:46.800 --> 0:07:49.600 So the download COVID parties In New York. I went 0:07:49.640 --> 0:07:52.280 to a party the other night, Mandy. It was like 0:07:52.360 --> 0:07:54.760 Great Gatsby. I would say the address, but I'm not 0:07:54.760 --> 0:07:57.720 trying to get these things because I don't say the address. Basically, 0:07:57.720 --> 0:08:02.200 I go to this party. It's five worse. Dudes had 0:08:02.200 --> 0:08:04.240 to pay two d dollars to get in. Women are free, 0:08:04.360 --> 0:08:07.840 there's completely open premium bar. Dog. I went in there 0:08:07.880 --> 0:08:10.040 and I was like, oh my god. Every floor is 0:08:10.080 --> 0:08:12.960 a different vibe. One was hip hop, one was how 0:08:12.960 --> 0:08:15.119 many people was on each floor week at this party? 0:08:16.840 --> 0:08:20.960 Look at this house, Oh this is someone's house. No 0:08:21.160 --> 0:08:23.280 it's like five. It's not really a house more than 0:08:23.320 --> 0:08:29.400 it's like a It was like a museum almost. Then 0:08:29.920 --> 0:08:32.600 you know it was crazy. So there's a rooftop, like 0:08:32.640 --> 0:08:34.400 you know, it's amazing. So when I walked in there, 0:08:34.440 --> 0:08:36.000 I was like, oh my god, like, this is the 0:08:36.000 --> 0:08:37.720 best ship I've ever seen. It was like great gats 0:08:37.760 --> 0:08:39.280 because you actually had to be dressed up to go there. 0:08:39.280 --> 0:08:41.840 People were into Essentially it was fired and they really 0:08:41.880 --> 0:08:45.560 took this prohibitionary ship back into like the real world. 0:08:45.559 --> 0:08:47.199 And it's kind of real because at the same time, 0:08:47.240 --> 0:08:52.080 you know this isn't right, not at all. So obviously 0:08:52.120 --> 0:08:54.600 you can't use card there, so Nigga's pants who aren't 0:08:54.640 --> 0:08:57.160 honestly gin But once you pay, you get the open bar. 0:08:57.280 --> 0:09:01.920 You can also get tables, bottles. There's like champagne squirting everywhere. 0:09:02.200 --> 0:09:05.080 There's like models and drugs. It honestly felt like me 0:09:05.120 --> 0:09:11.000 three years ago. So were you this week? Yeah? And 0:09:11.040 --> 0:09:13.120 Alex is coming home. He's been so stressed out doing 0:09:13.160 --> 0:09:15.720 some other work. He's like, we're going to a COVID party. 0:09:15.720 --> 0:09:17.280 If I have to buy a bottle, I will I'm like, 0:09:17.280 --> 0:09:20.480 oh my god. Yes. Now, even Dave, who works here, 0:09:20.480 --> 0:09:22.760 he's a photographer. This need could be posting ship. Sometimes 0:09:22.840 --> 0:09:24.520 I'd be hitting up like three, I'm like, where you at? 0:09:24.520 --> 0:09:26.400 Where we go? Where I gotta go? See? The only 0:09:26.440 --> 0:09:28.960 place that I go to, And I'm like, I really 0:09:29.000 --> 0:09:31.520 want to listen is the sex club? See you? But 0:09:31.600 --> 0:09:34.640 that's still see literally worse and I'm literally the party 0:09:34.640 --> 0:09:39.079 goer or a come swapper. Bro. First off, the sex club. 0:09:39.600 --> 0:09:42.680 That ship just had five hundred people. Maybe the sex 0:09:42.720 --> 0:09:45.480 club be like twenty. But you're fucking and swapping spit 0:09:45.520 --> 0:09:49.920 on not with my man, Mandy, Did you really just 0:09:49.960 --> 0:09:55.040 pause that long? I said, my motherfucking man, bitch, take 0:09:55.040 --> 0:09:59.719 a drink, everybody. Actually my catchup is about that. So 0:10:00.240 --> 0:10:05.319 the sex party, No, man, what did you expect? Wheezy, 0:10:06.000 --> 0:10:10.240 I don't know that. So you're just gonna sound You're 0:10:10.320 --> 0:10:13.160 just gonna sound like the YouTube comments on the podcast. 0:10:13.640 --> 0:10:15.320 I don't I don't care about that. Let me talk 0:10:15.360 --> 0:10:17.840 about let him be mad, who cares? Let him be man? 0:10:19.120 --> 0:10:22.240 But no, it's more so Twitter and everyone else talking like, 0:10:22.240 --> 0:10:24.000 oh my god, I thought I was listening to his 0:10:24.440 --> 0:10:26.920 why do you have a man? Damn? I wass about 0:10:26.920 --> 0:10:30.559 to have men? I mean, they know that's your boyfriend 0:10:31.200 --> 0:10:35.600 go back and suck all the day perfectly. That again, please, 0:10:36.120 --> 0:10:42.280 because whoa nineties six likes all caps? Mandy stopped talking 0:10:42.320 --> 0:10:44.000 about your boyfriend. We want to listen to the guest 0:10:44.040 --> 0:10:47.559 for once on God Yo. Then someone stuck up for 0:10:47.679 --> 0:10:49.760 you watch a different channel. They said, Okay, she don't 0:10:49.760 --> 0:10:53.319 talk about him that much. Yeah, I don't. I mean 0:10:53.320 --> 0:10:55.840 my catchup is about him because we're approaching our one 0:10:55.880 --> 0:10:59.520 year anniversary congratulations. And so we did just have the 0:10:59.559 --> 0:11:02.960 conversation station and you know, man, Nigga's don't know shit 0:11:03.040 --> 0:11:05.520 about anniversaries. So he was like, we met at April 0:11:05.520 --> 0:11:08.040 and May. I said, Nigga, don't do me because in 0:11:08.080 --> 0:11:10.000 April now, which means you should have been preparing if 0:11:10.040 --> 0:11:12.160 you thought it was in April. But I was like, 0:11:12.360 --> 0:11:16.440 so we met on zoom May fourth, and we actually 0:11:16.440 --> 0:11:19.480 met in person. Birthday made the fourth be with you, 0:11:19.480 --> 0:11:22.560 you know you feel me. But we met on May six, 0:11:22.960 --> 0:11:24.800 and so I was like, you know that means we 0:11:24.800 --> 0:11:27.280 gotta do something. What you want to do? I don't know. 0:11:27.360 --> 0:11:31.360 I don't know what had pretty now let me see 0:11:31.360 --> 0:11:35.200 where it is listening. I actually don't because I have 0:11:35.400 --> 0:11:39.600 caught COVIDR anniversaries on Tuesday. It's a Taco Tuesday. I'm 0:11:39.640 --> 0:11:41.600 not trying to get it again. We should go to 0:11:41.679 --> 0:11:45.240 a Salvation Taco. Have you ever heard of I'm not 0:11:45.320 --> 0:11:49.960 going to Taco Tuesday from my anniversary. Bro, you playing 0:11:50.000 --> 0:11:52.440 me like a little bum bitch. I want to be 0:11:52.559 --> 0:11:59.800 fancy a little bumble. I'm sorry you guys trying to 0:11:59.840 --> 0:12:02.040 put this jacket back on without showing people the tag 0:12:02.120 --> 0:12:06.440 still on it, bro, because it doesn't fit. It just 0:12:06.559 --> 0:12:08.560 came in the why are you wearing it? I'm gonna 0:12:08.559 --> 0:12:10.280 make sure what's the story because I'm gonna send him 0:12:10.280 --> 0:12:11.840 a picture of you in here. So you can't return 0:12:11.880 --> 0:12:15.280 the ship. Well, they sent it to me, so I can't. Technically, 0:12:16.320 --> 0:12:17.640 you know, they'll send me another one. But I just 0:12:17.640 --> 0:12:21.359 wanted to worry for this episode. So anyway, Basically, um, 0:12:21.559 --> 0:12:24.760 Salvation Taco is like a rooftop midtown and like it's 0:12:24.760 --> 0:12:27.400 like really nice bougeeing a bottle, but it's like tacos, 0:12:27.400 --> 0:12:30.360 but like little tacos can be bougie. It's a bougie 0:12:30.400 --> 0:12:32.600 spot because it's like a little rooftoppie bottle popping by. 0:12:32.679 --> 0:12:35.520 But it's fun Honestly, I love Mexican food, so I 0:12:35.559 --> 0:12:37.480 can't tell you that I wouldn't do. Just tell you 0:12:37.520 --> 0:12:42.040 Oreo Chinos talk about hold on this bitch beyond this 0:12:42.160 --> 0:12:45.600 motherfucker's show, talking about her heavy on Miss Spright, what's 0:12:45.640 --> 0:12:48.440 your hold on? Let me let me finish. You'll be 0:12:48.520 --> 0:12:52.600 talking about your motherfucker's seven course meals. She'd be talking about, 0:12:52.679 --> 0:12:54.600 Oh my god, we went to this hotel and oh 0:12:54.640 --> 0:12:56.680 my god, they were all these they just laid out 0:12:56.679 --> 0:12:58.600 the food and I had all these meals and it 0:12:58.679 --> 0:13:01.480 was a thousand dollars a person. And this bitch on 0:13:01.520 --> 0:13:03.320 my anniversary is telling me we should go get some 0:13:03.320 --> 0:13:09.480 tacos for Taco Tuesday? You really do? Am I really 0:13:09.480 --> 0:13:11.320 that ratchet to you that you just think I can't 0:13:11.360 --> 0:13:16.040 even have a nice anniversary? But she really be Yeah 0:13:16.200 --> 0:13:18.960 we we. I went to Petty and she talked about 0:13:19.000 --> 0:13:21.280 all a little hot class ship and she want to 0:13:21.280 --> 0:13:23.480 tell me on my anniversary to go to a motherfucking 0:13:23.559 --> 0:13:25.800 taco to Okay, now that I think about it, is 0:13:25.840 --> 0:13:28.120 that not trifling is fun? It is I will give 0:13:28.120 --> 0:13:29.720 it to you, you will give it to me. It 0:13:29.800 --> 0:13:31.880 was honestly because I start on a Tuesday, go to 0:13:31.920 --> 0:13:34.880 catch What do you mean to say? You see how 0:13:34.920 --> 0:13:37.120 she'd do me. I just wanted to call bro. That 0:13:37.240 --> 0:13:39.079 was real. You didn't even give me no like you 0:13:39.120 --> 0:13:41.079 need of your lux places. Oh, I know all these 0:13:41.080 --> 0:13:43.440 places I go and COVID they're illegal. But let me 0:13:43.440 --> 0:13:44.760 hear fel like man, he was gonna tell me, you you know, 0:13:44.800 --> 0:13:49.600 because white people should anyway, white people like food. Tell 0:13:49.600 --> 0:13:52.079 me where I could go get some hamachi crudeo and 0:13:52.120 --> 0:13:55.240 white people will be there. But I'm talking about the food. Okay, 0:13:55.360 --> 0:13:58.160 you should go. What's the what? Oh? I like him, 0:13:58.160 --> 0:13:59.920 my chant. I tell you how much I've grown to 0:14:00.080 --> 0:14:04.280 love Mandy even more this past week. Wait, why what happened? Son? 0:14:05.120 --> 0:14:08.319 She she she loves snacks as much as you do. Bro. 0:14:08.679 --> 0:14:15.160 Oh my god, by the shout out, shout out, who's wax? Yes, 0:14:15.760 --> 0:14:18.720 this man got on my live. I had just smoked. 0:14:18.760 --> 0:14:20.600 I woke up and wanted to smoke a blount. I 0:14:20.640 --> 0:14:25.600 was feeling good. The weather was a little moody. Well 0:14:25.680 --> 0:14:29.760 you know, I'm in the clouds. I'm high up in 0:14:29.800 --> 0:14:34.080 the sky, so you know. Anyways, I got the blunt, 0:14:34.160 --> 0:14:36.840 took the blunt out real quick. I just started talking 0:14:36.840 --> 0:14:40.560 about snacks because the bitch was high. Okay, I started 0:14:40.560 --> 0:14:44.360 eating this popcorn. No did you start? Think? Well? I 0:14:44.400 --> 0:14:50.400 started with the cheese and crack. I was high. Then 0:14:50.440 --> 0:14:54.800 I went to this popcorn that was on my fridge, right, bitch, 0:14:54.800 --> 0:14:58.040 it was maga popcorn. Oh wait, what it was maga? 0:14:58.280 --> 0:15:00.560 I thought it was just drizzled. Well, it was drizzled. 0:15:00.640 --> 0:15:02.920 What made it back there? It was mec bro It 0:15:03.000 --> 0:15:07.280 was a red bag. It was talking about being made 0:15:07.280 --> 0:15:11.760 on the backs of the blacks. No, I'm not. I'm 0:15:11.800 --> 0:15:14.600 so bad. I didn't bring the guy damn popcorn in here. 0:15:14.800 --> 0:15:19.760 It's called Indiana popcorn though, look up Indiana popcorn, red bag. 0:15:20.520 --> 0:15:23.200 Let me just read the back of the bag, Eddan. 0:15:23.280 --> 0:15:25.880 Can you please find the back of the bag of 0:15:25.960 --> 0:15:28.280 Indiana popcorn so I could read it for the people. 0:15:28.280 --> 0:15:31.120 And I see it read black and white black, and 0:15:32.760 --> 0:15:35.360 it's white popcorn with the black drizzle just a sprinkle 0:15:35.400 --> 0:15:38.000 of it. Hold, just but read the back. Can we 0:15:38.040 --> 0:15:42.800 get the back? And what it's looks it looks like? 0:15:43.800 --> 0:15:45.840 Can you read it? Eddan? Is there a way to 0:15:45.960 --> 0:15:50.280 find y'all? Started reading this popcorn because I said, who 0:15:50.360 --> 0:15:52.160 this thing kind of tastes good? Why is it being 0:15:52.160 --> 0:15:54.760 sold for twenty seven dollars on Amazon? This is a 0:15:55.240 --> 0:15:58.200 maybe it's a big bag. I don't give a fuck 0:15:58.280 --> 0:16:02.120 if the god did bag. We were Popcorn, Indiana, named 0:16:02.160 --> 0:16:06.080 after a town embodying timeless American spirit. We championed the 0:16:06.120 --> 0:16:08.560 American dream, good times earned by passion and hard work, 0:16:08.600 --> 0:16:11.920 because that's our story, hard work. Starting from humble beginnings. 0:16:11.920 --> 0:16:14.560 We worked to make the best tasting popcorn popped and 0:16:14.760 --> 0:16:18.480 grown in the U. S A. You know, it just 0:16:18.640 --> 0:16:23.200 made me want to go like and then humble beginning. 0:16:23.400 --> 0:16:28.080 This land was not First off, y'all didn't work. Y'all 0:16:28.080 --> 0:16:32.560 made us work. Y'all made my ancestors work. You didn't work. 0:16:32.960 --> 0:16:35.040 You just said on your little rocking chair on the porch, 0:16:35.120 --> 0:16:40.360 telling everybody what you do. Then humble beginning, Well, you 0:16:40.520 --> 0:16:44.360 took over a land that wasn't your, earned by passion 0:16:44.400 --> 0:16:47.320 and hard work. Passion and hard hard work, which I 0:16:47.360 --> 0:16:49.200 read that. I said, I'll never ordered this ship again. 0:16:52.720 --> 0:16:55.320 But this is how high I was. It doesn't end there. 0:16:55.320 --> 0:16:58.160 There was more popcorn. Are you know? Are you talking 0:16:58.160 --> 0:17:02.840 about the purple bag? Is that the name of it? 0:17:02.920 --> 0:17:04.560 The boom Chicken pocket? And this is not an act 0:17:06.520 --> 0:17:08.960 I put it in my mouth, bitch, I started moaning 0:17:09.040 --> 0:17:10.960 the same way I'm moaning the beginning. I was like, 0:17:12.000 --> 0:17:16.240 M love that I'm talking about. It's the color of 0:17:16.280 --> 0:17:20.240 the goddamn knocking outfit I'm wearing right now. What podcaster 0:17:20.440 --> 0:17:23.680 said that, I believe it was Jesus in Mary, but 0:17:23.720 --> 0:17:27.359 I'm not particularly sure that when New York Pizza comes 0:17:27.400 --> 0:17:32.440 to Florida it's from ex Cops. Wait, wait, wait, that 0:17:32.800 --> 0:17:35.960 that any pizza place that started He said there ex 0:17:36.040 --> 0:17:39.160 Cops probably was Jesus Marriage. And let me tell you something, 0:17:39.200 --> 0:17:42.159 do you remember yet pizza? The fact that it was 0:17:42.200 --> 0:17:44.840 called Andy Pizza, and I used to tear that ship 0:17:44.960 --> 0:17:49.520 up well, and why Peti Pizza and Metro was let 0:17:49.520 --> 0:17:51.840 me tell you something. I do remember. I used to 0:17:51.880 --> 0:17:53.600 go there all the time after school. My mom would 0:17:53.600 --> 0:17:55.879 take me. And now that I think about it, it 0:17:56.040 --> 0:17:59.040 was kind of of course it's racist, but we know 0:17:59.160 --> 0:18:00.840 you went to jail haw lot, so that's why you 0:18:00.880 --> 0:18:03.879 probably pizza. That's the type of pizza d they served you. 0:18:03.920 --> 0:18:06.200 And you say, oh girl, let me tell you something. 0:18:06.920 --> 0:18:09.600 One of my friends is just catching up on our podcast. 0:18:09.600 --> 0:18:12.159 She lives in Australia and she said that she was 0:18:12.200 --> 0:18:15.400 shocked at the conversation I had with you that day 0:18:15.440 --> 0:18:17.399 that I almost jumped off the stage or I did 0:18:17.480 --> 0:18:20.080 jump off the stage, and she says, you know, like 0:18:20.200 --> 0:18:22.040 she was like, look, I love you and I'm always 0:18:22.040 --> 0:18:25.800 gonna side with you. She's white, and she's like, but 0:18:26.000 --> 0:18:28.480 you know, did you not did you really not understand 0:18:28.520 --> 0:18:30.159 what Mandy was saying when she was like, you have 0:18:30.240 --> 0:18:32.040 to think larger and you have to think about your 0:18:32.040 --> 0:18:36.080 audience and keeping everybody safe. And I was like, no, 0:18:36.680 --> 0:18:38.960 Like I know what Mandy was saying may have been logical, 0:18:39.520 --> 0:18:42.320 but when it comes to like my mama and like 0:18:42.640 --> 0:18:45.440 just ship like that, I kind of do black black 0:18:45.440 --> 0:18:47.840 out a little bit. And I realized sometimes I do 0:18:47.880 --> 0:18:50.200 get to this point with a certain anger or rage 0:18:50.200 --> 0:18:52.520 where like, oh, I don't see anything anymore, like you 0:18:52.560 --> 0:18:54.320 were saying to me, like, oh, like we could went 0:18:54.320 --> 0:18:55.640 to jail, we could have got suit, Like I don't, 0:18:55.840 --> 0:18:57.560 I don't even see it, Like there's just this like 0:18:58.240 --> 0:19:00.159 it's gone. And I really think that's how I been 0:19:00.160 --> 0:19:03.639 to jail, Like I won't be thinking about nothing. And 0:19:03.680 --> 0:19:06.439 when I'm I'm such a happy person. Then when I 0:19:06.480 --> 0:19:09.920 actually get angry, it's like this is it, Like, I'll 0:19:09.960 --> 0:19:12.360 never go back. You should see me around a Nigata cheat. 0:19:12.440 --> 0:19:15.800 What does your therapist say about these things? My therapist 0:19:15.880 --> 0:19:20.399 told me that he thinks my anger stems from having 0:19:20.520 --> 0:19:25.400 not feeling respected um and feeling like I'm a pushover, 0:19:25.760 --> 0:19:28.720 and he thinks it's come from relationships. He's like, I 0:19:28.800 --> 0:19:33.560 think that a lot of time, you don't really he 0:19:33.600 --> 0:19:35.720 one told me he thinks it started from my podcast, 0:19:35.760 --> 0:19:37.639 which can't be true because it's definitely dates back. But 0:19:37.680 --> 0:19:40.320 he's basically like, you know, you have so many facets 0:19:40.359 --> 0:19:43.199 of yourself that people always end up saying like, you know, 0:19:43.240 --> 0:19:44.800 I'm sure this has happened to you. Oh wow, you 0:19:44.840 --> 0:19:46.240 have a podcast about this, but I didn't know you 0:19:46.280 --> 0:19:48.720 do this, or they try to tell you that you're 0:19:48.760 --> 0:19:50.840 so much more validated by the other things you do, 0:19:50.960 --> 0:19:53.720 as if horrible decisions means nothing. And I think that 0:19:53.960 --> 0:19:56.680 sometimes I really do feel like because I'm so chilling, 0:19:56.720 --> 0:19:58.680 fun niggas be working with me and bitches too, and 0:19:58.720 --> 0:20:02.600 I don't like that ship. Like maybe a year ago, 0:20:02.840 --> 0:20:05.399 before the world closed down, I was at lab and 0:20:05.480 --> 0:20:09.600 this girl was like, uh, talking about Mandy to me 0:20:09.680 --> 0:20:11.280 like I was gonna like laugh with her. And I 0:20:11.280 --> 0:20:13.160 remember I was with Rashida, one of my home girls, 0:20:13.200 --> 0:20:14.640 and I was like, if I'm gonna talk about Mandy, 0:20:14.640 --> 0:20:16.280 why would I talk about her with you? The fund 0:20:16.359 --> 0:20:18.800 is wrong with you, Like I don't like ship like that, Like, 0:20:18.840 --> 0:20:21.560 don't try me, Like I'm just some bitches about to 0:20:21.560 --> 0:20:23.360 do some ship like this. I make money with this girl. 0:20:23.359 --> 0:20:25.160 I don't give a funk if I said fuck Mandy 0:20:25.160 --> 0:20:27.000 and you heard me if I said it, I ain't 0:20:27.000 --> 0:20:28.920 talking to you. Like I feel like that ship is 0:20:28.960 --> 0:20:32.399 super disrespectful. And I think that people definitely take my 0:20:32.440 --> 0:20:35.200 personality as a weakness thing, and I think that's really 0:20:35.200 --> 0:20:38.720 why I jumped off the goddamn stage anyway, point being, 0:20:38.760 --> 0:20:41.000