WEBVTT - Ep. 35: Morgan Mason

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<v Speaker 1>Hey, everybody, welcome episode number thirty five of The Hunting Collective.

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<v Speaker 1>And of course I'm Ben O'Brien, and this week we

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<v Speaker 1>are in Bozeman, Montana on a Saturday afternoon in the

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<v Speaker 1>Mediator Offices, the lovely brand new Mediator Offices full of

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<v Speaker 1>plastic tables and no office furniture, and I'm hanging out

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<v Speaker 1>with our new associate editor, Morgan Mason. And Morgan came

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<v Speaker 1>to this company from gear Junkie and moreover from Wakefield,

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<v Speaker 1>Kansas as a small town farm kid who's got a

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<v Speaker 1>pretty badass story to tell us about joining the army,

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<v Speaker 1>headed to Iraq, coming back and spending time outside and

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<v Speaker 1>then finally, after many years, find his way to this

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<v Speaker 1>company and it will be creating some content alongside this

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<v Speaker 1>podcast and others for all of you, so hopefully you

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<v Speaker 1>enjoy that. So, without further ado basin Morgan, Yes, sir,

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<v Speaker 1>what's going on man? Not too much, just packing up,

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<v Speaker 1>getting ready to hit the road. That's right, that's right.

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<v Speaker 1>I'd like to start podcasts off with people you like,

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<v Speaker 1>describe your surroundings. Normally the surroundings are way more exciting

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<v Speaker 1>than their current surroundings. But still, I think a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of people are interested in where we are learning about

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<v Speaker 1>it to give your best pros describing where we are.

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<v Speaker 1>We are in the Canary District in Bozeman, Montana. In

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<v Speaker 1>our offices. Don't give out any addresses because people want

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<v Speaker 1>to come in and there all the women are gonna

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<v Speaker 1>want to come especially with these dogs laying around like

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<v Speaker 1>continue anyways down here in our office in our corner

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<v Speaker 1>that they stuffed us in the editorial team, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>and just hanging out at our fancy tables. Yeah, there

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<v Speaker 1>are plastic tables and they came probably from Target and

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<v Speaker 1>they probably cost about yep. When you're a startup, that's

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<v Speaker 1>kind of how it goes. That's life. Yeah, that's startup life,

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<v Speaker 1>and that's what we are. Um. But we have two

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<v Speaker 1>dogs laying sleeping under these plastic tables. Puppies by the

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<v Speaker 1>name of Arlow and by the name Opinion Opinion, being

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<v Speaker 1>the office dog. He's claimed it. Tell us about tell

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<v Speaker 1>us about Opinion. So the Opinion is a wire hair

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<v Speaker 1>pointing grayfawn that I picked up in June and he

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<v Speaker 1>is my little bird dog, amigo. So he just got

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<v Speaker 1>him trained up and we're gonna hit the road here

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<v Speaker 1>pretty soon. And head back to my home state of

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<v Speaker 1>Kansas and go chase birds around. And I've got his brother,

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<v Speaker 1>Arlow from the same litter that I'm dropping off with

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<v Speaker 1>my brother, So we're gonna go take these little hooligans

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<v Speaker 1>out and chase quail around out there. Dude, these wire

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<v Speaker 1>hairs are just like they come in here and they

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<v Speaker 1>just sleep. And if if a fucking quail wandered into

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<v Speaker 1>this office, ship would erupt, it would erupt. And I

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<v Speaker 1>wish if we were in a situation where a quail

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<v Speaker 1>would wander in to our office. I watched Opinion down

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<v Speaker 1>at the front windows looking at a little tweet bird

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<v Speaker 1>and almost getting ready to blast through. That's a good dog.

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<v Speaker 1>I imagine we should talk about because you know, you

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<v Speaker 1>and I both work for this company, right, so, but

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<v Speaker 1>it's early on, so we have an opportunity to shape

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<v Speaker 1>some things, primarily in this case what the office looks like,

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<v Speaker 1>but also what's in it. Yeah, I have a pretty

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<v Speaker 1>gnarly case of a d D when it comes to work,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I don't have a d D in any other

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<v Speaker 1>person in my life, and then when I'm working, I

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<v Speaker 1>always want to be doing something else. So I have

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<v Speaker 1>a d D. We currently have a putting green. If

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<v Speaker 1>you go to my Instagram you'll see a photo of it.

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<v Speaker 1>It's very popular. Mr Stephen Ronella, founder of this whole venture.

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<v Speaker 1>He's always anti I golf, but me, I'm terrible black golf.

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<v Speaker 1>But my brain needs a distraction. MM. So what do

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<v Speaker 1>you feel like we should like? What kind of things

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<v Speaker 1>should we build around the office to keep our minds

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<v Speaker 1>off work? Um, we definitely need to get the kitchen

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<v Speaker 1>up and running so we can tinker around with recipes, right, yep,

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<v Speaker 1>tune into the tune into the meat eater platform. At

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<v Speaker 1>some point we'll just cook ship at random times of

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<v Speaker 1>the day and everybody should love that. It will be

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<v Speaker 1>like on fire. Just set the little switch and go

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<v Speaker 1>live and show that a bottle that's going on drunken

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<v Speaker 1>mess that it will hopefully be anything else any like

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<v Speaker 1>other awesome things. And I don't know like a new

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<v Speaker 1>startup office should have, especially this one. We should have

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<v Speaker 1>boatloads of taxidermy everywhere, and we should probably have bows

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<v Speaker 1>and arrows, with the arrows having little belcrow tips that

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<v Speaker 1>we can shoot at the taxidermy for the kill shots.

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<v Speaker 1>That's a good point. Maybe at each other. Is that unsafe. No,

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<v Speaker 1>I think that's fine. Okay, we can do that well. Also,

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<v Speaker 1>we were talking about having a kegurator. Yep, I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like that would be good. Um, pretty much anything we

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<v Speaker 1>want at this point are lords of this tiny little

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<v Speaker 1>domain in which we sit. Yeah, that's that's the Media

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<v Speaker 1>Incorporate office is. Hopefully, Uh we'll soon have podcast studios

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<v Speaker 1>and video areas where we can go live and show

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<v Speaker 1>you what we're doing over here, and hopefully that ship

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<v Speaker 1>is interesting. So you out there, that's that's our job.

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<v Speaker 1>You're out there on the internet world. Uh, we would

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<v Speaker 1>want to read it or learn about it. So tell

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<v Speaker 1>us about your position here at Meat Eater Incorporated. So

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<v Speaker 1>I was brought on as an assistant editor and constent creator.

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<v Speaker 1>So my job is to work with some of the

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<v Speaker 1>individuals that we're working with in the meters, so like

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<v Speaker 1>April Ooki and others that are writing in and slip

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<v Speaker 1>and bringing in pieces and going through and editing those,

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<v Speaker 1>getting ready for the web and all of that, and

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<v Speaker 1>then also looking for interesting stories and putting things together,

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<v Speaker 1>whether it's out twos or recipes or what have you,

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<v Speaker 1>and whip those up for the company and just drive

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<v Speaker 1>that website traffic and just keep looking for interesting things

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<v Speaker 1>going on. Yeah. See, this is at some level I think,

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<v Speaker 1>live in the dream. Yeah, because some of the things

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<v Speaker 1>you listed aren't like dream like scenarios. But the dream

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<v Speaker 1>like scenario was very much that we can kind of

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<v Speaker 1>like wake up in the morning, like I'd like to

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<v Speaker 1>write about that, and then you dear audience out there

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<v Speaker 1>listening can then decide whether we're good at our jobs

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<v Speaker 1>or completely terrible at them, and that we should be

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<v Speaker 1>We should go away and stop bothering you with this

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<v Speaker 1>content and put all those hate comments on the on

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<v Speaker 1>the internet. Yeah, you can do whatever you want on

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<v Speaker 1>you as a free country. But hopefully you like the

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<v Speaker 1>things that we come up with, the crazy ideas that

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<v Speaker 1>we spawn in this room or room similar to it,

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<v Speaker 1>and uh, we keep our jobs and you guys, you're entertained.

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<v Speaker 1>I think that's an easy one. But for me as

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<v Speaker 1>a journalist, that's pretty pretty much a dream scenario. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>just wake up and research find interesting things, or take

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<v Speaker 1>off for Kansas and go round up a bunch of

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<v Speaker 1>interesting things there. Yeah, which is yeah, so you're leaving

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<v Speaker 1>here tomorrow to go back to your home place or

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<v Speaker 1>a m pushing off Oh man, you're that's hard. That's

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<v Speaker 1>hardly gonna have to have more coffee than booze in

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<v Speaker 1>the cop in the morning. It's a party. That's a

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<v Speaker 1>hardy trip right there. How long a drive is that? Um,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna stop three quarters of the way down in

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<v Speaker 1>Nebraska and do some pheasant hunting there with a buddy,

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<v Speaker 1>and so that should only be like ten and a

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<v Speaker 1>half hours, but with the puppy stops, that might turn

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<v Speaker 1>into about a twelve hour situation. Hang out there for

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<v Speaker 1>about forty eight hours and then drop down another four

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<v Speaker 1>hours down to the little quarter section family farm and

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<v Speaker 1>chase birds with my brother. Yeah that's pretty cool, man, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>pretty cool that. See, if you can round up some

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<v Speaker 1>white tails and spend the month, they're just kind of

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<v Speaker 1>whipping up content. Yeah, well, I think it'd be are

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<v Speaker 1>gonna be reading your content that we did. They need

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<v Speaker 1>to know what the hell you know? You came from Kansas.

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<v Speaker 1>We learned that part. You have awesome dogs. We know

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<v Speaker 1>that we work here. We also know that, Um tell

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<v Speaker 1>us about your upbringing. So I grew up out in

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<v Speaker 1>northeastern Kansas on the edge of the Smoky Hills and

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<v Speaker 1>the Flint Hills on the side bordering the Flint Hills.

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<v Speaker 1>And I grew up on a quarter section farm hundred

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<v Speaker 1>sixty six acres that was passed down from my great uncle.

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<v Speaker 1>UM and Dad brought us up out there, bought my

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<v Speaker 1>brother and I up working behind bird dogs, bucking hay bales. UM,

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<v Speaker 1>just kind of living the little country homestead dream out there,

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<v Speaker 1>working cattle and and doing that. So did that. Grew

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<v Speaker 1>up through high school and played ball in high school,

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<v Speaker 1>and then shipped off for the Army. UM shortly after

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<v Speaker 1>signed in between my junior and senior year, and spent

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<v Speaker 1>that time just kind of working through the reserve unit

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<v Speaker 1>that I signed up for. And then let's not go

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<v Speaker 1>too quick. Let's go back to when you were working

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<v Speaker 1>on the farm. UM. I grew up in the suburbs

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<v Speaker 1>where there was no farms. I mean there were farms,

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<v Speaker 1>but I just hunted on them. I didn't work on them.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you feel like you learned anything growing up on

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<v Speaker 1>a farm, or like you have a little bit of

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<v Speaker 1>grit you might have not had otherwise. Absolutely, part of

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<v Speaker 1>it from the farm and part of it from my dad.

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<v Speaker 1>He's a kind of guy that doesn't say a whole

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<v Speaker 1>lot but when he does, it's very strong points. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Um pe he deals with people all day. He works

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<v Speaker 1>at this little gas station mechanics shop in town, and

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<v Speaker 1>so there's people coming in and coming out all the time,

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<v Speaker 1>and he's just learned a way to effectively use his

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<v Speaker 1>words to tell you to get the hell out. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>That's usually a good dad, a good version of a dad,

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<v Speaker 1>kind of like that old school dad. Yeah, very much so.

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<v Speaker 1>But he's a good guy. He's got a soft heart. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, he's a good dude. And just one brother. Ye,

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<v Speaker 1>one brother, Joel. You guys close, Yeah we are. We

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<v Speaker 1>weren't so close growing up. I was kind of that

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<v Speaker 1>an asshole older brother. Yeah. Yeah, I had one of those. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>How what's the age of difference, uh six years? Yeah, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>well I was a year and a half my brother. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>we weren't really friends until we got old enough to

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<v Speaker 1>like not be assholes to each other. Yeah. I think

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<v Speaker 1>he's got some emotional scars from when I like pinned

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<v Speaker 1>him down and put baby mice down a shirt. Everybody listen.

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<v Speaker 1>He's probably better off for that. Yeah. No, my brother

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<v Speaker 1>used to go online and back when there was like

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<v Speaker 1>a O L and semester and I show up high

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<v Speaker 1>like my freshman year of high school, and he was

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<v Speaker 1>a junior, maybe your sophomore, and I'd be going to

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<v Speaker 1>class and some young lady would approach that I had

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<v Speaker 1>no interest in dating and be like, I can't believe

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<v Speaker 1>here dating, I can't believe we're growing out, Like what?

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<v Speaker 1>And it turns out my brother had hacked my well

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<v Speaker 1>screen name and made girlfriends for me at various times.

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<v Speaker 1>Good for him, Yeah, he's a nice I love, lovely fellow.

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<v Speaker 1>I admire him now. But yeah, I mean that's just

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<v Speaker 1>growing up man. Yeah, you're either doing the beating or

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<v Speaker 1>or or seeing it. Yeah. Yeah, it's been awesome just

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<v Speaker 1>developing that relationship with Joel and coming back to it

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<v Speaker 1>is like at the very core of our relationship and

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<v Speaker 1>and our father's relationship with us is hunting. It's like

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<v Speaker 1>he barely had any time to do anything because he

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<v Speaker 1>was hustling his ass off at the gas station and

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<v Speaker 1>then coming home and work in the fields until like

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<v Speaker 1>ten o'clock at night, and so we didn't see him

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<v Speaker 1>a whole lot. But when we did, it was on

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<v Speaker 1>Sundays and we would be walking the fields or we'd

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<v Speaker 1>be driving around country roads with binoculars and hands and

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<v Speaker 1>looking for deer at first and last light. And that

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<v Speaker 1>was just how we were brought up an ingrained and

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<v Speaker 1>so it's it's been a really cool situation. Uh, once

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<v Speaker 1>Joel and I have gotten past all that other bullshit

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<v Speaker 1>to share this, and I'm exceptionally excited excited to come

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<v Speaker 1>home and have these two bird dogs and for us

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<v Speaker 1>to walk the fields together. It would be really cool. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that's a good part of life. Man. You're in a

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<v Speaker 1>good part of life for sure, where you can kind

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<v Speaker 1>to return to the place where you know, having fond

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<v Speaker 1>memories is important. Not everybody's homes gather up fond memories,

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<v Speaker 1>but a lot of us, my mind does. I'm sure

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<v Speaker 1>you're years does too, and um returning to those places,

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<v Speaker 1>especially around hunting. Like I have a strong hunting bond

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<v Speaker 1>with my dad. My brother never took it up, like

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<v Speaker 1>just never. I think he just he was out partying

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<v Speaker 1>and running around when I was up on Saturday mornings

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<v Speaker 1>chasing deer. He was out chasing, yeah, chasing different kinds

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<v Speaker 1>of tale, which is never. He never really took to

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<v Speaker 1>it and to this day really doesn't have much interest

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<v Speaker 1>in it. I even guess some interest in it because

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<v Speaker 1>I do it. Like he is aware that it is something,

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<v Speaker 1>but he's also not all fully on board with the

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<v Speaker 1>situation and like questions things all the time like why

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<v Speaker 1>would you shoot that fox? Or why would you do this?

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<v Speaker 1>And um, I've come to value that part of our

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<v Speaker 1>relationship because I spend so much time in a bubble.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure you do as well around him. You shround yourself

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<v Speaker 1>with people that like to do the ship you like

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<v Speaker 1>to do. And uh, it's nice. Everyone's a while for

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<v Speaker 1>me at least to go back and have that. But

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<v Speaker 1>you have to get those checks and balances. So so, uh,

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<v Speaker 1>you're in high school, you play ball, football, baseball, all

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<v Speaker 1>all balls, pretty much everything. It was small town Kansas.

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<v Speaker 1>We had eight hundred people in the town and so

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<v Speaker 1>it's just like you want to play something here, you

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<v Speaker 1>go go sign up. And then army. So that's a

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<v Speaker 1>big stage of your life. Was it the army? Correct? Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>Army reserves. Army reserves. So tell me about why and

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<v Speaker 1>how on that one. Oh, there's a lot of why

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<v Speaker 1>in that one. There's a lot of family history. It's

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<v Speaker 1>just very rich in military. Um, so there was a big,

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<v Speaker 1>big element of like my upbringing of looking back to

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<v Speaker 1>my grandfather and my great grandfather, UM, and just all

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<v Speaker 1>over in our our family tree, there's history of the military,

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<v Speaker 1>and so that's always something that had been on my mind.

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<v Speaker 1>But at the same time, I was also looking for

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<v Speaker 1>opportunities because it was very much small town Kansas, not

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of opportunities to to get out to go

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<v Speaker 1>to college. UM didn't come from a wealthy family, and

0:14:08.200 --> 0:14:12.000
<v Speaker 1>tuition was not spoken for. It was figure this out,

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<v Speaker 1>find your way. So between all of that, the just

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<v Speaker 1>the feeling of wanting to serve and and do something

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<v Speaker 1>with my life that was meaningful, and also just creating

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<v Speaker 1>that that opportunity to break out into the world and

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<v Speaker 1>and see what I can do to give it a go. Yeah. No,

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<v Speaker 1>that's that's an impressive thing. I mean I never had

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<v Speaker 1>inklings of that, and I don't think I would have

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<v Speaker 1>listened somebody told me to stand in line. I think

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<v Speaker 1>I probably would have been kicked out pretty early on.

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<v Speaker 1>It was it was difficult. There's a lot of teeth

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<v Speaker 1>written in there. Yeah, particularly what was hard is for

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<v Speaker 1>you mm hmm, Yeah, just breaking because I was just

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<v Speaker 1>like running around like a wild child in Kansas. Just

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<v Speaker 1>running around, mashing the accelerator down on my little pickup

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<v Speaker 1>truck everywhere I went, and just kinda running around without

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<v Speaker 1>cause and and then jumping in and getting that discipline.

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<v Speaker 1>It was. It was good for me. Yeah. So what

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<v Speaker 1>happens during your your army tenure? Did you go fight?

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<v Speaker 1>Did you give me the full full experience? Yeah? So,

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<v Speaker 1>like I had mentioned, I joined in between my junior

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<v Speaker 1>senior year, so I got to have a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>of a half step in where I went to drills

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<v Speaker 1>and kind of learned the lay of the land before

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<v Speaker 1>jumping on full throttle. And then after I graduated, shipped

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<v Speaker 1>off to Fort leonard Wood, Missouri and ran through basic

0:15:32.960 --> 0:15:35.160
<v Speaker 1>training there. Did that, went down to a i T

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<v Speaker 1>which is Advanced Individual Training UM, and I was in

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<v Speaker 1>ninety six Bravo, which was an intelligence analyst, And so

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<v Speaker 1>did that training down in Arizona and finished up with

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<v Speaker 1>that and then went back to Kansas to jump in

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<v Speaker 1>a school into college and really had no fucking clue

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<v Speaker 1>what I wanted to do with my life. I was

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<v Speaker 1>still like fresh off the farm, having a clue, still

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<v Speaker 1>super green, and I just did that and just kind

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<v Speaker 1>of puttered around in school didn't do much. And then

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<v Speaker 1>one day I was litting or laying around in my

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<v Speaker 1>room and on my little thirteen inch TV screen I

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<v Speaker 1>watched news clips of the planes in the towers and

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<v Speaker 1>I was just like, oh shit, my life has just changed.

0:16:18.200 --> 0:16:20.040
<v Speaker 1>And like I just got goose bumps right now thinking

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<v Speaker 1>about it. UM, just knowing that something was going to

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<v Speaker 1>happen at that point in time, my life was going

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<v Speaker 1>to be different. And sure enough, two years later, our unit,

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<v Speaker 1>which was a FOTE Movement Control battalion out of Manhattan, Kansas,

0:16:35.400 --> 0:16:38.520
<v Speaker 1>we got deployed and we were in. We went basically

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<v Speaker 1>like right behind the Marines UM, coming in from Quait

0:16:41.240 --> 0:16:45.960
<v Speaker 1>into Iraq. So I spent fourteen months over there on undemployment.

0:16:46.640 --> 0:16:49.600
<v Speaker 1>And I went from a small town Kansas boy with

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<v Speaker 1>no clue about the world too rude awakening of life

0:16:53.920 --> 0:16:59.400
<v Speaker 1>and politics and third World country dynamics UM and just

0:16:59.560 --> 0:17:01.840
<v Speaker 1>running around the desert with a machine gun on my

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<v Speaker 1>hip and learning this all in. Wow, how old were

0:17:05.080 --> 0:17:07.800
<v Speaker 1>you then? I was twenty? So I had my twenty

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<v Speaker 1>first birthday Jesus interact, Oh boy. And this was in

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<v Speaker 1>this was during the Shock and all the initial invasion.

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<v Speaker 1>So we were in Fort Riley, Kansas when the shock

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<v Speaker 1>and all went down, But we were shipped out like

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<v Speaker 1>very soon after that. So we were like in our

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<v Speaker 1>deployment stages as that, like as the blasts we're going off,

0:17:28.280 --> 0:17:32.399
<v Speaker 1>and then when when give me the moment prior to

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<v Speaker 1>any you know, firefights or any Browns going off that

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<v Speaker 1>you realized ship was about to be different, Like you

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<v Speaker 1>was it when you got on the plane to go

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<v Speaker 1>over or did you land and look around or what? Like?

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<v Speaker 1>What was the realization moment? And maybe in the military

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<v Speaker 1>training you have to be prepared with that prior. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>we definitely were a little bit prepared for that, um

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<v Speaker 1>but I think it was when we were on the

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<v Speaker 1>plane and I think I think we're on a Sea

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<v Speaker 1>one thirty flying over. I can't remember exactly, but it

0:17:59.400 --> 0:18:02.280
<v Speaker 1>was a pretty eizable plane and as we were sitting there,

0:18:02.720 --> 0:18:05.119
<v Speaker 1>we were loaded in wearing full battle rattle, so we

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<v Speaker 1>had kevlar helmets on, we had our flak jackets on,

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<v Speaker 1>We're holding our sixteens, and we were all sitting shoulder

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<v Speaker 1>to shoulder on this little like twelve to fourteen inch

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<v Speaker 1>cargo strap that was on the side of the plane

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<v Speaker 1>like running down and we sat there and it was

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<v Speaker 1>just like a complete bear airplane on the inside, and

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<v Speaker 1>all of our gear was piled up in the middle.

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<v Speaker 1>There's a couple of humbies in the back of the middle,

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<v Speaker 1>and we're just sitting there for I don't even know

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<v Speaker 1>how many, like fourteen hours or something, just looking at

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<v Speaker 1>each other and like the freezing cold as we flew over,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm just like, huh, this is life uncomfortable. Yeah, um,

0:18:42.600 --> 0:18:44.480
<v Speaker 1>so yeah that And then so when we dropped in,

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<v Speaker 1>we dropped into Kuwait, which things weren't too crazy there.

0:18:47.760 --> 0:18:50.440
<v Speaker 1>It was a very westernized base. Um, it was very

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<v Speaker 1>safe and secure within the base that we were staging

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<v Speaker 1>at for deployment. But then as soon as we got

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<v Speaker 1>the call and we're just like we're heading boys, get

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<v Speaker 1>your stuff, get get everything ready to go. It was

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<v Speaker 1>jumping the humbies. And as we approached the border, that

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<v Speaker 1>was like that was the moment. And we approached and

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<v Speaker 1>there like the border was this big burn that was

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<v Speaker 1>going down the line and they were just in one

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<v Speaker 1>Abram tanks all pointed, dozens of them pointed into a rack,

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<v Speaker 1>and at that point in time, I was just like,

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<v Speaker 1>holy fucking shit, like what are we what are we

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<v Speaker 1>getting into right now? Um? And yeah, that was wild.

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<v Speaker 1>And then I was in the convoy at the very

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<v Speaker 1>rear and my job was as a saw gunner as

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<v Speaker 1>well to pull rear security on the convoy. So we

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<v Speaker 1>had a lot of reports that there were attacks coming

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<v Speaker 1>up from the rear, and it was my job to

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<v Speaker 1>make sure that nobody came up and got after us.

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<v Speaker 1>So I had a saw in him two four nine

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<v Speaker 1>hanging out the back of the humby and just pointed

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<v Speaker 1>backwards down the road making sure we didn't get hit.

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<v Speaker 1>So I chewed on a lot of dust that day. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but you did. And do you feel how long from

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<v Speaker 1>when you crossed the border to when you fire the

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<v Speaker 1>first round? You know? Actually when I went over there,

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<v Speaker 1>I never squeezed off my trigger. Really great. Yeah, So

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<v Speaker 1>I'm I'm thankful for that, But I'm also thankful for

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<v Speaker 1>the guys that that had to and had to do

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<v Speaker 1>what they had to do and came back, and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>always thinking of the guys that didn't come back and

0:20:15.240 --> 0:20:17.840
<v Speaker 1>the gals that didn't come back. But I'm I'm very

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<v Speaker 1>much blessed of the fact that I don't have that

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<v Speaker 1>hanging over me. Um, that I'm not dealing with that.

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<v Speaker 1>So you have friends that did or folks that's tough. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>And I think from somebody like me or a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of people listening, just you can't comprehend that, Like there's

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<v Speaker 1>no comprehension of of that kind of stress and that

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<v Speaker 1>environment and what that does to your perspective, let alone

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<v Speaker 1>in your mind. Yeah, it was. There was definitely a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of emotions to to filter through coming back after

0:20:46.720 --> 0:20:49.800
<v Speaker 1>that one. Yeah, So you spent how much time in combat?

0:20:50.400 --> 0:20:52.919
<v Speaker 1>I was in? Our deployment was fourteen months, so we

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<v Speaker 1>had orders for six months and then as soon as

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<v Speaker 1>we got over there, before we jumped in, they're just

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<v Speaker 1>like up by the way orders changed were three six

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<v Speaker 1>boots on ground. So wow. And so two thousand three

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<v Speaker 1>to two thousand four we were there the entire time. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>And so at some point you come back home, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>and tell us about you know, you cycled through, You've

0:21:15.920 --> 0:21:19.240
<v Speaker 1>done your time, You've done your fourteen months, and then

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<v Speaker 1>it's time to come home. What's that like? That? That

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<v Speaker 1>was wild. That was a lot to digest and filter

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<v Speaker 1>through and marinate on. And just all the things that

0:21:33.800 --> 0:21:35.760
<v Speaker 1>I saw over there, all the things that I felt

0:21:35.840 --> 0:21:39.560
<v Speaker 1>over there. Um, it was wild. It took me a

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<v Speaker 1>long time to to get through all of that, and

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<v Speaker 1>I basically came home to Kansas, went back to Manhattan, UM,

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<v Speaker 1>and was just really wasn't sure what to do with

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<v Speaker 1>my life at that point, really didn't have any direction.

0:21:51.960 --> 0:21:55.160
<v Speaker 1>I was just knowing that I needed to go through

0:21:55.160 --> 0:21:57.760
<v Speaker 1>everything that i'd i'd felt and saw and all of

0:21:57.760 --> 0:22:01.399
<v Speaker 1>that and somehow figure it out out. And so I

0:22:01.440 --> 0:22:05.080
<v Speaker 1>was there, and then about three months down the line,

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<v Speaker 1>I had a buddy came back that had moved to Colorado,

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<v Speaker 1>and he's just like, what the hell are you still

0:22:08.680 --> 0:22:11.880
<v Speaker 1>doing in Kansas? Like, let's go. So a week later

0:22:11.920 --> 0:22:14.560
<v Speaker 1>I packed up my car and I moved outside of

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<v Speaker 1>Breckon Ridge. And for the next jo i'd say like

0:22:18.200 --> 0:22:22.399
<v Speaker 1>thirteen years, I spent my time bouncing in between Colorado

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<v Speaker 1>and Mexico and just just try to enjoy life, just

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<v Speaker 1>get back to happiness and and getting back to a

0:22:30.400 --> 0:22:33.080
<v Speaker 1>better person and and figuring that out. But it was

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<v Speaker 1>it was definitely a long journey along the way. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>are there any um stories you want to tell from

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<v Speaker 1>being over there? You feel like would inform folks about

0:22:43.760 --> 0:22:46.120
<v Speaker 1>what it was like? Like some you know, you don't

0:22:46.160 --> 0:22:47.879
<v Speaker 1>have to tell something if you don't want to, but

0:22:47.960 --> 0:22:51.080
<v Speaker 1>there might be something that I always wondered if it's

0:22:51.080 --> 0:22:54.359
<v Speaker 1>even worth telling what actually happened, other than you know,

0:22:54.359 --> 0:22:57.119
<v Speaker 1>folks understand the fall before and they understand you know,

0:22:57.720 --> 0:22:59.800
<v Speaker 1>violence and those types of things. But there's was there

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<v Speaker 1>any seminal moments for it over there that you know,

0:23:03.280 --> 0:23:05.960
<v Speaker 1>give you some positive look on it or just an

0:23:05.960 --> 0:23:10.520
<v Speaker 1>overly negative look back on it. I'd say, like the

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<v Speaker 1>one thing that stands out in my mind that like

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<v Speaker 1>when I think back to memories over there, that like

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<v Speaker 1>it comes like first and foremost for me is we

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<v Speaker 1>were out on a convoy and we had to go

0:23:22.600 --> 0:23:25.359
<v Speaker 1>into Baghdad for this deal and we had to go

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<v Speaker 1>through this section called I. E. D Alley. It was

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<v Speaker 1>just like notorious, and like my job in the unit

0:23:30.280 --> 0:23:32.320
<v Speaker 1>was an intel analyst, and so I was in charge

0:23:32.320 --> 0:23:34.639
<v Speaker 1>of tracking all the attacks that happened on the highways,

0:23:35.119 --> 0:23:37.040
<v Speaker 1>figuring out who was doing it, why they were doing it,

0:23:37.080 --> 0:23:38.960
<v Speaker 1>and briefing that to our commanders. So I was very

0:23:39.000 --> 0:23:41.719
<v Speaker 1>involved in like what was going on. So we were

0:23:41.720 --> 0:23:43.919
<v Speaker 1>going through the section called I. D Alley, and I

0:23:44.080 --> 0:23:46.320
<v Speaker 1>very much knew like the ship that went down there.

0:23:46.320 --> 0:23:48.160
<v Speaker 1>It's just people were getting blown up right and left,

0:23:48.920 --> 0:23:53.520
<v Speaker 1>and so we rolled through and pushed through, and we

0:23:53.680 --> 0:23:55.560
<v Speaker 1>like had guns hanging out the window, just waiting for

0:23:55.600 --> 0:23:59.520
<v Speaker 1>something to pop off. Never did um. And then about

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<v Speaker 1>thirty minut it's later, we had swung around, finished what

0:24:01.640 --> 0:24:03.679
<v Speaker 1>we needed to do, and we're coming back down the

0:24:03.680 --> 0:24:07.880
<v Speaker 1>other side and there was a Humby sitting there smoldering

0:24:08.040 --> 0:24:10.639
<v Speaker 1>that had just been blown up, so meaning that we

0:24:10.720 --> 0:24:13.600
<v Speaker 1>had driven over an I E. D. And they chose

0:24:13.680 --> 0:24:16.399
<v Speaker 1>not to press the trigger at that moment. And seeing

0:24:17.840 --> 0:24:20.600
<v Speaker 1>like the black smoke rolling and knowing that there was

0:24:20.680 --> 0:24:24.320
<v Speaker 1>people inside, soldiers inside, and like that was just that

0:24:24.359 --> 0:24:29.720
<v Speaker 1>shook me down to the core. Yeah, but it did. Yeah.

0:24:29.760 --> 0:24:32.960
<v Speaker 1>We had a gentleman by the name of Omar A Villa.

0:24:33.040 --> 0:24:36.160
<v Speaker 1>He was a sergeant in the army. On probably maybe

0:24:36.160 --> 0:24:39.040
<v Speaker 1>ten episodes ago seven episodes to go to the podcast,

0:24:39.760 --> 0:24:41.320
<v Speaker 1>he spoke about the same thing. He was blown up

0:24:41.320 --> 0:24:44.000
<v Speaker 1>in an I D attack and he lost, you know,

0:24:44.680 --> 0:24:47.320
<v Speaker 1>and maybe in the same spot you're talking about, because

0:24:47.359 --> 0:24:49.960
<v Speaker 1>he spoke about it in that same terminology like I

0:24:50.080 --> 0:24:51.920
<v Speaker 1>D Alley. Look, this is the place where he knew

0:24:52.960 --> 0:24:54.359
<v Speaker 1>that there was a lot of that going on, and

0:24:54.400 --> 0:24:57.520
<v Speaker 1>he was blown up, and Um had third degree burns

0:24:57.520 --> 0:24:59.320
<v Speaker 1>the most of his body and lost a leg and

0:25:00.080 --> 0:25:03.560
<v Speaker 1>Um lost most of most of the fingers on both

0:25:03.560 --> 0:25:05.600
<v Speaker 1>his hands and went through his gun and still going

0:25:05.600 --> 0:25:10.119
<v Speaker 1>through hundreds of surgeries. Now today, you know and like

0:25:10.359 --> 0:25:12.760
<v Speaker 1>that that story and even yours, you know, from an

0:25:12.800 --> 0:25:15.760
<v Speaker 1>outside perspective, not having been lucky enough not to go

0:25:15.840 --> 0:25:18.080
<v Speaker 1>through that, but being so close to it is. Yeah,

0:25:18.280 --> 0:25:22.399
<v Speaker 1>like you feel this overwhelming amount of like thankfulness that

0:25:22.440 --> 0:25:23.960
<v Speaker 1>you didn't just get blown up. But then you look

0:25:23.960 --> 0:25:25.840
<v Speaker 1>and you're just like, holy sh it, somebody else did.

0:25:26.160 --> 0:25:27.760
<v Speaker 1>And then you just like have this weight of guilt

0:25:27.840 --> 0:25:30.760
<v Speaker 1>laying on you. And it's it's, I don't know, it's

0:25:30.800 --> 0:25:35.600
<v Speaker 1>it's tough to to describe, like the that feeling. It's random, Yeah,

0:25:35.800 --> 0:25:38.760
<v Speaker 1>the randomness of life. Yeah. Yeah. I heard somebody try

0:25:38.800 --> 0:25:43.480
<v Speaker 1>and describe that on a sports regarding like a baseball

0:25:43.520 --> 0:25:47.879
<v Speaker 1>game the other day, and I thought, how shallow was Like,

0:25:49.280 --> 0:25:51.480
<v Speaker 1>just at the moment I heard it, I thought, well,

0:25:51.600 --> 0:25:54.720
<v Speaker 1>anything could happen at any time, and and one little

0:25:54.720 --> 0:25:56.679
<v Speaker 1>thing is different and we win the game. I thought, Uh,

0:25:58.000 --> 0:26:01.320
<v Speaker 1>all right, that's that's life. But in those situations, those

0:26:01.440 --> 0:26:05.919
<v Speaker 1>those things way that's circumstantial, the consequences way heavier. No,

0:26:06.119 --> 0:26:08.440
<v Speaker 1>even the circumstantial occurrences like that, like you drive over

0:26:08.520 --> 0:26:10.439
<v Speaker 1>I D and the guy doesn't hit the button or

0:26:10.720 --> 0:26:13.679
<v Speaker 1>isn't sitting by it's sitting by the button. Then the

0:26:13.720 --> 0:26:15.760
<v Speaker 1>next guy doesn't he and it does and it changes

0:26:15.880 --> 0:26:19.000
<v Speaker 1>in that that those things changed just not your life,

0:26:19.000 --> 0:26:23.400
<v Speaker 1>but many many, many lives just in those small decisions.

0:26:23.600 --> 0:26:27.320
<v Speaker 1>So I'm glad they didn't blow you up. Yeah, me too. Yeah,

0:26:27.400 --> 0:26:31.199
<v Speaker 1>what it sucked for everybody. Um so you're back. You

0:26:31.240 --> 0:26:35.080
<v Speaker 1>go back, and you're doing Colorado in Mexico. Um, you

0:26:35.119 --> 0:26:37.120
<v Speaker 1>spent a lot of time outside, I imagine. Oh yeah,

0:26:37.200 --> 0:26:39.600
<v Speaker 1>So when I came back, I had kind of like

0:26:39.600 --> 0:26:41.200
<v Speaker 1>bounced around a little bit trying to figure out what

0:26:41.240 --> 0:26:43.560
<v Speaker 1>I was gonna do. And then one New Year's Eve,

0:26:43.600 --> 0:26:45.639
<v Speaker 1>I just made a little pack to myself to follow

0:26:45.680 --> 0:26:50.480
<v Speaker 1>happiness and jumped into that. And then when I first

0:26:50.480 --> 0:26:52.720
<v Speaker 1>came over it first came back, I was a white

0:26:52.760 --> 0:26:55.439
<v Speaker 1>water raft guy down in Buena Vista and Brown's Canyon,

0:26:55.720 --> 0:26:57.520
<v Speaker 1>and I had a hell of a time and then

0:26:57.560 --> 0:26:59.840
<v Speaker 1>I left that. Because we're basically surviving off of PB

0:27:00.000 --> 0:27:03.160
<v Speaker 1>are peanut butter. I was like, I gotta do something else.

0:27:03.920 --> 0:27:07.520
<v Speaker 1>Every other kid that age yep, sleeping out of my

0:27:07.560 --> 0:27:09.800
<v Speaker 1>car down on some ranchers land out there. It was

0:27:09.840 --> 0:27:13.520
<v Speaker 1>an amazing time. Um. But I went back and got

0:27:13.520 --> 0:27:16.080
<v Speaker 1>involved in the white water industry and was like kayaking

0:27:16.240 --> 0:27:19.000
<v Speaker 1>and paddle boarding and surfing river waves and just having

0:27:19.040 --> 0:27:23.480
<v Speaker 1>an absolute blast doing that. And so I chased that

0:27:23.560 --> 0:27:27.000
<v Speaker 1>around for a while and ended up learning how to surf,

0:27:27.080 --> 0:27:30.520
<v Speaker 1>and then going down and ended up going down to

0:27:30.600 --> 0:27:33.320
<v Speaker 1>Mexico a couple of times. Once lived down in San

0:27:33.400 --> 0:27:36.320
<v Speaker 1>Jose Docabo and ran a paddle board and surf shop

0:27:36.359 --> 0:27:38.080
<v Speaker 1>down there and got to go out and surf for

0:27:38.160 --> 0:27:42.199
<v Speaker 1>lunch and after work, and that was amazing. Um. And

0:27:42.240 --> 0:27:45.160
<v Speaker 1>then came back up, kicked around Colorado for a while.

0:27:45.680 --> 0:27:48.120
<v Speaker 1>I went back down there a second time, was amazing.

0:27:48.160 --> 0:27:50.600
<v Speaker 1>I took my brother that time. I bought a camper

0:27:50.680 --> 0:27:53.159
<v Speaker 1>van and the dog that I had before bomb or

0:27:53.160 --> 0:27:55.560
<v Speaker 1>this black lab and we just road tripped the whole

0:27:55.600 --> 0:27:57.520
<v Speaker 1>way down on this white Cambra van. So it's like

0:27:58.119 --> 0:27:59.879
<v Speaker 1>the dream, Yeah, it's like, but it was funny. In

0:27:59.880 --> 0:28:03.639
<v Speaker 1>the little Ford Econo line one fifty or whatever, and

0:28:03.680 --> 0:28:06.240
<v Speaker 1>there's like me, I'm six ft about one ninety my

0:28:06.320 --> 0:28:08.960
<v Speaker 1>brother six four two twenty and then a black lab

0:28:09.680 --> 0:28:11.359
<v Speaker 1>and we had no room in this and we were

0:28:11.440 --> 0:28:14.680
<v Speaker 1>like sleeping in there and there's black dog hair everywhere.

0:28:14.760 --> 0:28:18.720
<v Speaker 1>Every meal, we're like pulling dog hair out of Yeah,

0:28:18.920 --> 0:28:23.119
<v Speaker 1>it's almost like a Patagonian commercial, like a modern The

0:28:23.160 --> 0:28:25.119
<v Speaker 1>funny thing about this is is I watched a hundred

0:28:25.160 --> 0:28:28.200
<v Speaker 1>eighty degree South, so that and not just like screw

0:28:28.320 --> 0:28:31.479
<v Speaker 1>Colorado for a while, I'm going to Mexico. Well, I mean,

0:28:31.720 --> 0:28:35.119
<v Speaker 1>you know, the benefit of going through, you know, some

0:28:35.200 --> 0:28:38.440
<v Speaker 1>pretty scarring events in battle, I think maybe help you

0:28:38.480 --> 0:28:40.240
<v Speaker 1>find a little bit of what you were, you know,

0:28:40.560 --> 0:28:43.440
<v Speaker 1>like just go like there was some live in the moment,

0:28:43.480 --> 0:28:46.320
<v Speaker 1>because you certainly get to realize in those situations at

0:28:46.360 --> 0:28:49.640
<v Speaker 1>moments that don't always laugh like every moment is precious. Yep.

0:28:49.840 --> 0:28:51.120
<v Speaker 1>There's a lot of that, and there's just like a

0:28:51.120 --> 0:28:53.440
<v Speaker 1>lot of confidence of the things you can do us

0:28:53.680 --> 0:28:56.360
<v Speaker 1>you go through so much that tests you mentally and physically.

0:28:56.960 --> 0:28:58.720
<v Speaker 1>You're like, I'm gonna go live in a van in

0:28:58.800 --> 0:29:00.600
<v Speaker 1>Baja for four months and just wing it and I

0:29:00.640 --> 0:29:02.200
<v Speaker 1>don't know, like a lick of Spanish, I know, I

0:29:02.280 --> 0:29:05.400
<v Speaker 1>e d s down there. Nope. Now, I'm pretty big

0:29:05.440 --> 0:29:10.680
<v Speaker 1>on perspective for sure, and I think, um, everybody's perspective

0:29:11.360 --> 0:29:13.840
<v Speaker 1>is different, of course, based on their experiences, but there

0:29:13.840 --> 0:29:17.760
<v Speaker 1>are certain experiences in your life that provide the ultimate perspective.

0:29:17.760 --> 0:29:19.040
<v Speaker 1>And there's not a lot of people that have what

0:29:19.320 --> 0:29:21.760
<v Speaker 1>you know, that the perspective you have and then came

0:29:21.800 --> 0:29:24.120
<v Speaker 1>out of it clean at least physically came out of

0:29:24.120 --> 0:29:27.320
<v Speaker 1>it clean. And and is that perspective something you still

0:29:27.800 --> 0:29:31.880
<v Speaker 1>use today daily basis? Yeah, absolutely, I'm always trying to

0:29:31.920 --> 0:29:36.800
<v Speaker 1>pursue passion and work to fulfilling like a just living

0:29:36.800 --> 0:29:42.240
<v Speaker 1>a really good life, um, you know, and just just

0:29:42.280 --> 0:29:45.280
<v Speaker 1>trying to live the best life I can um and

0:29:45.480 --> 0:29:49.000
<v Speaker 1>staying within the realms of passion and not that's brought

0:29:49.000 --> 0:29:51.080
<v Speaker 1>me pretty much to where I am here today. It's

0:29:51.120 --> 0:29:53.200
<v Speaker 1>just kind of falling exactly like what my heart and

0:29:53.240 --> 0:29:55.680
<v Speaker 1>what my gut tells me to do, and and keep

0:29:55.720 --> 0:29:58.880
<v Speaker 1>investing in myself and investing in little bearded bird. Dugs

0:29:58.920 --> 0:30:03.000
<v Speaker 1>thrown around with, Yeah. No, So then you know, after

0:30:04.000 --> 0:30:05.720
<v Speaker 1>that time in your life you decided to move to

0:30:05.760 --> 0:30:08.280
<v Speaker 1>Montana and then he told me just basically because you

0:30:08.400 --> 0:30:10.160
<v Speaker 1>thought there was some opportunity here, and you thought the

0:30:10.200 --> 0:30:12.560
<v Speaker 1>hunting and fishing world was where you wanted to stake

0:30:12.600 --> 0:30:16.280
<v Speaker 1>your claim and kind of worked out where he didn't it. Yeah,

0:30:16.280 --> 0:30:20.840
<v Speaker 1>I did, you know. I had left Colorado and bounced

0:30:20.840 --> 0:30:23.560
<v Speaker 1>to Utah for a little bit to some fly fish guiding,

0:30:24.160 --> 0:30:26.320
<v Speaker 1>and then came back and did a little white tail

0:30:26.400 --> 0:30:28.920
<v Speaker 1>hunting with my brother. And it was just kind of

0:30:28.920 --> 0:30:32.560
<v Speaker 1>this this deal of figuring out hunting again because I

0:30:32.600 --> 0:30:34.880
<v Speaker 1>took a lot of time off after coming back from war.

0:30:34.960 --> 0:30:37.080
<v Speaker 1>Just like the whole thought and idea of killing just

0:30:37.280 --> 0:30:40.360
<v Speaker 1>wasn't I wasn't in the and mentally in the place

0:30:40.400 --> 0:30:43.040
<v Speaker 1>to to get after that. So I spent a little

0:30:43.040 --> 0:30:44.600
<v Speaker 1>bit of time away from it to the tune of

0:30:44.640 --> 0:30:48.760
<v Speaker 1>about ten years, and just really did some soul searching

0:30:48.840 --> 0:30:51.600
<v Speaker 1>of what that meant for me before I got back

0:30:51.600 --> 0:30:54.240
<v Speaker 1>into it. And I'm really glad that I did that

0:30:54.280 --> 0:30:56.400
<v Speaker 1>and took my time, and it's thankful that I had

0:30:56.440 --> 0:30:58.280
<v Speaker 1>that core of going around in the fields with my

0:30:58.360 --> 0:31:02.160
<v Speaker 1>dad and my brother and Jason birds and yeah, yeah,

0:31:02.160 --> 0:31:05.680
<v Speaker 1>I mean, was it was that the aversion to hunting

0:31:05.720 --> 0:31:08.800
<v Speaker 1>during that time? Was that a visual thing or was

0:31:08.840 --> 0:31:12.120
<v Speaker 1>it a just a philosophical like I've seen death and

0:31:12.160 --> 0:31:14.480
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to participate or what. Do you have

0:31:14.520 --> 0:31:16.800
<v Speaker 1>a take on what that really was for you? Yeah,

0:31:16.800 --> 0:31:20.840
<v Speaker 1>I was, Yeah, it was the aspect of taking life

0:31:21.360 --> 0:31:25.120
<v Speaker 1>that I just I wasn't comfortable with. Um just like well,

0:31:25.120 --> 0:31:28.280
<v Speaker 1>it was just like the whole thought of killing, Like

0:31:28.400 --> 0:31:30.520
<v Speaker 1>as soon as I thought of like killing it, like

0:31:31.280 --> 0:31:33.920
<v Speaker 1>you know, like the crisp bodies that I saw that

0:31:33.960 --> 0:31:36.280
<v Speaker 1>were like blackened and tarred up and all of that.

0:31:36.320 --> 0:31:38.640
<v Speaker 1>It's just like that's what killing brought into my head,

0:31:38.680 --> 0:31:40.400
<v Speaker 1>Like no matter if it was hunting or any sort

0:31:40.440 --> 0:31:42.960
<v Speaker 1>of deal, and shows this mental imagery that came into it.

0:31:43.880 --> 0:31:45.480
<v Speaker 1>And it took a little bit a while to like

0:31:45.560 --> 0:31:48.200
<v Speaker 1>filter through that and figure out what everything meant to me.

0:31:48.320 --> 0:31:52.560
<v Speaker 1>And and now I'm in a really good place in it. Yeah,

0:31:52.560 --> 0:31:54.560
<v Speaker 1>I'm sure that takes some time to get through. Yeah,

0:31:54.600 --> 0:31:56.920
<v Speaker 1>it's not a small thing. I've I've heard a lot

0:31:57.160 --> 0:32:02.320
<v Speaker 1>of veterans talk of bounce. Well, there's two things. One

0:32:02.400 --> 0:32:05.800
<v Speaker 1>is what you're talking about, right. The killing becomes you know,

0:32:06.040 --> 0:32:09.080
<v Speaker 1>less palatable for lack of a better term, or killing

0:32:09.120 --> 0:32:13.120
<v Speaker 1>becomes this um, you know, this negative force in your

0:32:13.120 --> 0:32:14.760
<v Speaker 1>life and you don't want to you know, you want

0:32:14.760 --> 0:32:17.520
<v Speaker 1>to eliminate that negative force or or those things with

0:32:17.600 --> 0:32:19.440
<v Speaker 1>The second thing I've heard is that that like time

0:32:19.480 --> 0:32:24.520
<v Speaker 1>spent outside, the solitude of mountains, the what wildered, the

0:32:25.200 --> 0:32:27.800
<v Speaker 1>focus and the intensity of being in the wilderness. Like

0:32:27.840 --> 0:32:31.000
<v Speaker 1>those types of things, the bonds that you are similar

0:32:31.080 --> 0:32:35.480
<v Speaker 1>from from those of you know, your your combat, your

0:32:35.560 --> 0:32:37.840
<v Speaker 1>patriots and combat are similar to those that you go

0:32:37.880 --> 0:32:41.560
<v Speaker 1>outside and have adventures with. Like did you was going

0:32:41.560 --> 0:32:44.360
<v Speaker 1>outside still something that heals you while you were getting

0:32:44.400 --> 0:32:47.640
<v Speaker 1>to the point where killing was then get okay for you? Yeah? Absolutely,

0:32:47.720 --> 0:32:50.440
<v Speaker 1>That's That's what Colorado was for me, getting out there

0:32:50.480 --> 0:32:53.040
<v Speaker 1>and just exploring the mountains and exploring some of my

0:32:53.080 --> 0:32:57.440
<v Speaker 1>family roots in western Colorado and chasing adventure out there.

0:32:57.480 --> 0:33:00.720
<v Speaker 1>It was. It was very healing for me, and it's

0:33:02.480 --> 0:33:04.880
<v Speaker 1>it did me a lot of a lot of good

0:33:04.920 --> 0:33:07.200
<v Speaker 1>to get out there and just be free and be

0:33:07.280 --> 0:33:10.560
<v Speaker 1>in the mountains and and have that solace. Yeah, it's

0:33:11.320 --> 0:33:14.920
<v Speaker 1>I've always struggled with that personally as just conceptually or

0:33:15.000 --> 0:33:18.560
<v Speaker 1>just as a you know, kind of as an ideology

0:33:18.640 --> 0:33:22.600
<v Speaker 1>of you know, taking veterans outside to kill things as

0:33:22.640 --> 0:33:26.560
<v Speaker 1>a way to either it's not a reward, but as

0:33:26.600 --> 0:33:29.760
<v Speaker 1>a way to um, you know, distract them or to

0:33:29.840 --> 0:33:32.400
<v Speaker 1>take a you know, to give them something to draw

0:33:32.440 --> 0:33:35.840
<v Speaker 1>all away from their negative experiences. I think it's something

0:33:35.880 --> 0:33:38.040
<v Speaker 1>to focus in on. It's like it's a mission for them.

0:33:38.040 --> 0:33:40.040
<v Speaker 1>And like I was very much the same way. I

0:33:40.120 --> 0:33:43.560
<v Speaker 1>always needed like something I could just dive wholeheartedly into

0:33:43.680 --> 0:33:47.640
<v Speaker 1>and just engulf myself in. And that's that's what hunting

0:33:47.800 --> 0:33:50.040
<v Speaker 1>was when I was growing up. That's what the action

0:33:50.080 --> 0:33:53.400
<v Speaker 1>sports that I was working on in Colorado. Um. I mean,

0:33:53.400 --> 0:33:55.960
<v Speaker 1>when you're like class four, class five kayaking, you've got

0:33:55.960 --> 0:33:58.760
<v Speaker 1>to be in the moment. And that was a blast

0:33:58.840 --> 0:34:01.960
<v Speaker 1>doing that. And then you know, coming back here and

0:34:02.160 --> 0:34:04.200
<v Speaker 1>now I'm in this place where I'm like creeping around

0:34:04.200 --> 0:34:07.600
<v Speaker 1>in the woods and calling bulls and chasing ran animals

0:34:07.640 --> 0:34:10.279
<v Speaker 1>with a stick and a bow and there's just a

0:34:10.280 --> 0:34:13.319
<v Speaker 1>bow and arrow, and that's very much the same way.

0:34:13.320 --> 0:34:17.400
<v Speaker 1>It's just it's been a great journey getting to there. Yeah,

0:34:17.560 --> 0:34:21.839
<v Speaker 1>I mean that's uh, you're you know, if if we're

0:34:21.880 --> 0:34:23.920
<v Speaker 1>all lucky, we're not that far away through a lot

0:34:23.920 --> 0:34:26.960
<v Speaker 1>of years left. But it sounds to me like those

0:34:27.719 --> 0:34:31.480
<v Speaker 1>those years may have been tough, but those were important

0:34:32.120 --> 0:34:36.120
<v Speaker 1>years of your life. UM. And I think the last

0:34:36.120 --> 0:34:38.400
<v Speaker 1>podcast or one of the previous ones, we talked Adam

0:34:38.440 --> 0:34:41.719
<v Speaker 1>green Tree, and Adam had similar or not. You know,

0:34:41.800 --> 0:34:45.440
<v Speaker 1>he never had your experiences, but he had some traumatic

0:34:45.440 --> 0:34:49.520
<v Speaker 1>experiences growing up and talked a lot about those traumatic

0:34:49.560 --> 0:34:53.480
<v Speaker 1>experiences being um. What drives him, like what allows him

0:34:53.560 --> 0:34:58.319
<v Speaker 1>not to um, not to be lazy? What provides you know,

0:34:58.440 --> 0:35:01.960
<v Speaker 1>the drive to get things done and his his inner voice.

0:35:01.960 --> 0:35:03.480
<v Speaker 1>It's like that we're just not gonna quit on this

0:35:03.600 --> 0:35:07.200
<v Speaker 1>because we're just not going to there's no option to quit.

0:35:07.280 --> 0:35:10.080
<v Speaker 1>You got that perspective of what it looks like back there. Yeah,

0:35:10.080 --> 0:35:11.480
<v Speaker 1>it's like I don't want to go back there. I

0:35:11.520 --> 0:35:13.880
<v Speaker 1>don't have any desire to go back there. I'm not

0:35:14.000 --> 0:35:16.960
<v Speaker 1>going back there. And while I'm here, in the place

0:35:17.000 --> 0:35:19.120
<v Speaker 1>that's better than there, I'm going to succeed and I'm

0:35:19.160 --> 0:35:23.360
<v Speaker 1>not gonna accept no for any answer. Yeah. Absolutely. So

0:35:23.520 --> 0:35:25.479
<v Speaker 1>that's an important perspect and I think there's it's lost

0:35:25.480 --> 0:35:27.520
<v Speaker 1>in a lot of people in our society today. And

0:35:27.520 --> 0:35:31.120
<v Speaker 1>you got it in probably not a a desirable way,

0:35:31.160 --> 0:35:33.239
<v Speaker 1>but you got it nonetheless, you know, I found it

0:35:33.320 --> 0:35:36.000
<v Speaker 1>one way or another thing. Yeah, I mean, I think

0:35:36.320 --> 0:35:38.600
<v Speaker 1>sometimes it's very trivial that I would I come on

0:35:38.600 --> 0:35:41.560
<v Speaker 1>this podcast and talk about you know, I went hunting

0:35:41.560 --> 0:35:43.080
<v Speaker 1>and I learned all these things, and now I'm a

0:35:43.120 --> 0:35:45.440
<v Speaker 1>better person and I have perspective that I was playing

0:35:46.000 --> 0:35:50.920
<v Speaker 1>like it's playing these are this is playground. Sometimes you

0:35:50.920 --> 0:35:54.400
<v Speaker 1>go outside, um, not that it doesn't allow, you know,

0:35:54.640 --> 0:35:56.480
<v Speaker 1>when I went to Nepal or when I've gone to

0:35:56.520 --> 0:35:59.319
<v Speaker 1>New Zealand and spend time outside doing very hard things.

0:35:59.360 --> 0:36:03.120
<v Speaker 1>That's perspective of gaming. But I'm still playing. Yeah, still playing.

0:36:03.320 --> 0:36:04.960
<v Speaker 1>But it's as long as you're getting out there and

0:36:05.000 --> 0:36:08.200
<v Speaker 1>you're looking for the lessons to be like that's that's

0:36:08.239 --> 0:36:10.719
<v Speaker 1>the big thing, instead of just taking it all for

0:36:10.760 --> 0:36:13.400
<v Speaker 1>granted and just running around doing your thing. Man, No,

0:36:13.480 --> 0:36:15.680
<v Speaker 1>you're right about that too. And now but yeah, I

0:36:15.719 --> 0:36:18.560
<v Speaker 1>think I always and talking to guys like you and

0:36:18.680 --> 0:36:21.239
<v Speaker 1>you know, folks like Omara Vila and and even if

0:36:21.239 --> 0:36:23.439
<v Speaker 1>you you know, in a very different way, Adam green Tree,

0:36:23.920 --> 0:36:28.960
<v Speaker 1>that struggle, real struggle, you know, inescapable struggle, like non

0:36:29.120 --> 0:36:32.959
<v Speaker 1>voluntary involuntary struggle. Yeah, it's coming whether you wanted, it's telling,

0:36:32.960 --> 0:36:35.440
<v Speaker 1>whether you wonder or not. It's in your face. It's

0:36:35.520 --> 0:36:39.000
<v Speaker 1>just a different you know if if humans were mold,

0:36:39.080 --> 0:36:40.759
<v Speaker 1>it was just it's just a different you're cut out

0:36:40.760 --> 0:36:43.480
<v Speaker 1>of a different mold. You're you're shaped from a different thing.

0:36:44.280 --> 0:36:47.360
<v Speaker 1>And um, and you had you know, you had a choice,

0:36:47.360 --> 0:36:49.880
<v Speaker 1>but once you're there, you had no choice. Once you

0:36:49.880 --> 0:36:52.880
<v Speaker 1>were in it, you had no choice. And so, um,

0:36:53.080 --> 0:36:55.520
<v Speaker 1>I just I would just say that, I it's something

0:36:55.560 --> 0:36:58.000
<v Speaker 1>that I respect and something that you know, I'm not.

0:36:58.040 --> 0:36:59.880
<v Speaker 1>I don't wish that I had that, but I know,

0:37:00.000 --> 0:37:02.600
<v Speaker 1>oh that there's still a lot of good that comes

0:37:02.600 --> 0:37:05.719
<v Speaker 1>from it. Yeah, even though that it even though that

0:37:05.800 --> 0:37:10.000
<v Speaker 1>it's can be a you know, negative force to think about.

0:37:10.040 --> 0:37:11.560
<v Speaker 1>And you know, as you look back on it, but

0:37:12.719 --> 0:37:14.680
<v Speaker 1>you're here today, I mean, you don't incorporated after all

0:37:14.680 --> 0:37:19.520
<v Speaker 1>that ship. Yeah, living a pretty good life right now. Yeah. Um,

0:37:19.560 --> 0:37:23.440
<v Speaker 1>so a couple of podcasts ago, I'd say, well, it's

0:37:23.480 --> 0:37:27.799
<v Speaker 1>only just ninely a month ago now. Um. We when

0:37:27.800 --> 0:37:32.560
<v Speaker 1>we launched the company, we talked about our Y and

0:37:32.680 --> 0:37:35.080
<v Speaker 1>I think we've probably covered a lot of your Y already.

0:37:35.560 --> 0:37:37.239
<v Speaker 1>We've kind of gotten to the Y. But I think

0:37:37.239 --> 0:37:41.080
<v Speaker 1>every employee of this company has especially when something's new,

0:37:41.520 --> 0:37:44.719
<v Speaker 1>you have the opportunity to really, you know, you rightly

0:37:44.800 --> 0:37:47.319
<v Speaker 1>give it what ninth employee, tenth employee or something like

0:37:47.360 --> 0:37:50.400
<v Speaker 1>that like that. Yeah, pretty small team right now. Um,

0:37:50.440 --> 0:37:55.480
<v Speaker 1>we just added two dogs. We have ten plus two. Um,

0:37:55.520 --> 0:37:59.200
<v Speaker 1>but we have the opportunity to really get up in

0:37:59.200 --> 0:38:01.040
<v Speaker 1>the morning and say why am I doing this? Because

0:38:01.080 --> 0:38:03.480
<v Speaker 1>we're not We're not cogs in a wheel. We're not

0:38:03.719 --> 0:38:06.840
<v Speaker 1>you know, button pushers or leverpoolers, were not going to

0:38:06.880 --> 0:38:09.960
<v Speaker 1>the factory and working on the line. We are in

0:38:10.040 --> 0:38:14.000
<v Speaker 1>positions where we can chart our course in whatever way

0:38:14.040 --> 0:38:17.520
<v Speaker 1>that it makes sense for us. So what's you know?

0:38:17.600 --> 0:38:22.000
<v Speaker 1>What is your why today after going through what you've

0:38:22.000 --> 0:38:27.040
<v Speaker 1>been through and coming out on the other end. Good question. Um, Yeah,

0:38:27.040 --> 0:38:29.640
<v Speaker 1>I don't let you off of the bullshit podcast talk.

0:38:30.120 --> 0:38:32.719
<v Speaker 1>We're going deep color. We're going deep here on the

0:38:32.760 --> 0:38:37.120
<v Speaker 1>hunting collective. We always do. I would say, looking back

0:38:38.120 --> 0:38:40.400
<v Speaker 1>with hunting, looking at hunting as far as I can

0:38:40.520 --> 0:38:44.360
<v Speaker 1>a lifestyle and industry to dive into, um and to

0:38:44.440 --> 0:38:50.960
<v Speaker 1>pursue it's with hunting itself. It's become this connection based

0:38:50.960 --> 0:38:54.640
<v Speaker 1>thing for me. Where so thankful that I have the

0:38:54.719 --> 0:38:58.200
<v Speaker 1>upbringing that I did and being able to understand the

0:38:58.239 --> 0:39:01.560
<v Speaker 1>connection to the dirt and the animals and the chemical

0:39:02.160 --> 0:39:05.600
<v Speaker 1>composition of everything and like being so grounded, like going

0:39:05.600 --> 0:39:07.920
<v Speaker 1>out and killing these animals but then eating them and

0:39:07.960 --> 0:39:10.960
<v Speaker 1>becoming like not to sound to Granola, but like becoming

0:39:11.000 --> 0:39:13.600
<v Speaker 1>one with the land and like filling that absolute connection.

0:39:14.120 --> 0:39:19.360
<v Speaker 1>It's this primal thing that is it's so hard to describe,

0:39:19.400 --> 0:39:22.319
<v Speaker 1>but it's I'm so thankful for of of feeling that

0:39:22.360 --> 0:39:26.400
<v Speaker 1>and seeing that, and and knowing that I've got that

0:39:26.440 --> 0:39:30.880
<v Speaker 1>connection to the earth and how that makes me feel mentally,

0:39:30.920 --> 0:39:37.040
<v Speaker 1>and like how fulfilled I become with that, and and

0:39:37.080 --> 0:39:41.960
<v Speaker 1>it's just this, man, it's not like a loss for

0:39:42.080 --> 0:39:45.360
<v Speaker 1>words of how to describe it. But that's probably a

0:39:45.360 --> 0:39:47.759
<v Speaker 1>good thing. It's probably the best way to describe at

0:39:47.760 --> 0:39:50.839
<v Speaker 1>the loss of verbs. But yeah, I mean it's yeah,

0:39:50.840 --> 0:39:54.759
<v Speaker 1>it's just going out there and it's it's fulfillment. Is

0:39:54.920 --> 0:39:57.080
<v Speaker 1>is an incredible way to describe it that I can

0:39:57.120 --> 0:40:00.799
<v Speaker 1>see and just becoming it's like it's been kicked around

0:40:00.840 --> 0:40:02.839
<v Speaker 1>the office here, but it's it's true. It's becoming a

0:40:02.840 --> 0:40:06.919
<v Speaker 1>better person because of it, and that's what I'm looking

0:40:06.960 --> 0:40:09.400
<v Speaker 1>for in life. And sitting around last winter with my

0:40:09.440 --> 0:40:12.520
<v Speaker 1>brother while we're chasing white tails and just kicking back

0:40:12.560 --> 0:40:15.279
<v Speaker 1>on the sofa, and watching Meat Eater and just like

0:40:15.320 --> 0:40:20.160
<v Speaker 1>having conversations about what Steve's talking about and know they're

0:40:20.200 --> 0:40:23.040
<v Speaker 1>like I'm pushing forward in this realm. And then having

0:40:23.040 --> 0:40:25.120
<v Speaker 1>it all come like circle to being here in the

0:40:25.160 --> 0:40:27.440
<v Speaker 1>office and working with you and Steve and and being

0:40:27.480 --> 0:40:31.600
<v Speaker 1>a part of these conversations. Is that's just I'm so

0:40:31.680 --> 0:40:33.680
<v Speaker 1>happy to be here. Yeah, and we're happy to have

0:40:33.760 --> 0:40:37.480
<v Speaker 1>you know. I think that's important. And there's a big

0:40:37.480 --> 0:40:40.719
<v Speaker 1>part of me that's like, I'm it's just a regular dude,

0:40:41.160 --> 0:40:44.240
<v Speaker 1>And there's this big part of me that it's wonders

0:40:44.280 --> 0:40:46.439
<v Speaker 1>why I can't just get on the podcast and talk

0:40:46.480 --> 0:40:51.839
<v Speaker 1>about calibers and talk about let's talk about seven mill

0:40:52.080 --> 0:40:57.919
<v Speaker 1>or six man. I'm a Jack O'Connor fan there, six baby. Well, yeah,

0:40:57.920 --> 0:40:59.800
<v Speaker 1>I mean I think there's part of me the wonders

0:40:59.840 --> 0:41:01.799
<v Speaker 1>why that. And there's a part of me that that

0:41:02.160 --> 0:41:07.279
<v Speaker 1>is honestly and openly wondering whether trying to balance like

0:41:08.040 --> 0:41:12.080
<v Speaker 1>the virtue signaling that can go on, like just saying

0:41:12.080 --> 0:41:15.920
<v Speaker 1>the right thing because that gets the best reaction, but

0:41:16.040 --> 0:41:20.720
<v Speaker 1>then really truly believing what I'm saying or what I'm writing.

0:41:21.760 --> 0:41:24.000
<v Speaker 1>And so I think that's in this day and it's

0:41:24.160 --> 0:41:27.960
<v Speaker 1>essentially the struggle that we all have to go through

0:41:28.600 --> 0:41:31.720
<v Speaker 1>to make sure we're openly and honestly delivering our message

0:41:31.760 --> 0:41:33.640
<v Speaker 1>in a way that the best way that we can.

0:41:33.719 --> 0:41:36.919
<v Speaker 1>Not everybody's gonna like it. You can't. You really can't

0:41:37.040 --> 0:41:40.040
<v Speaker 1>change your wife for someone else, but really make sure

0:41:40.120 --> 0:41:45.480
<v Speaker 1>your why is true and honest and not just some

0:41:45.560 --> 0:41:49.480
<v Speaker 1>semblance of talking points that the advertisers are paying for. Yeah,

0:41:49.480 --> 0:41:51.680
<v Speaker 1>that or this company came up with even you know

0:41:51.880 --> 0:41:55.120
<v Speaker 1>or or like you said, it's something that you post

0:41:55.120 --> 0:41:57.840
<v Speaker 1>on social media, everybody really likes. That can't then become

0:41:57.880 --> 0:42:01.400
<v Speaker 1>your thing. You have to say down and decide what

0:42:01.440 --> 0:42:03.400
<v Speaker 1>you want to do and then go and do it

0:42:03.440 --> 0:42:05.360
<v Speaker 1>and hope it works for everyone else. And in the

0:42:05.440 --> 0:42:08.680
<v Speaker 1>case of you know, editors at a company like this one,

0:42:09.080 --> 0:42:12.960
<v Speaker 1>I really hope everybody takes to it, doesn't think you're

0:42:12.960 --> 0:42:16.600
<v Speaker 1>full of it, that you're an idiot, um you're and

0:42:16.600 --> 0:42:20.160
<v Speaker 1>and some folks, you know, Steve's really great at just

0:42:20.239 --> 0:42:22.960
<v Speaker 1>being Steve Man and not let anybody else into that

0:42:22.960 --> 0:42:26.360
<v Speaker 1>would wreck that. And and that's a huge piece of

0:42:26.400 --> 0:42:29.440
<v Speaker 1>why I was so eager to jump on board is

0:42:29.440 --> 0:42:33.439
<v Speaker 1>because of the truth and like not chasing bullshit of

0:42:33.640 --> 0:42:35.719
<v Speaker 1>what needs to be said for this or that. It's

0:42:35.760 --> 0:42:41.520
<v Speaker 1>just it's truth and story and character and yeah, just

0:42:41.600 --> 0:42:43.840
<v Speaker 1>like the whole psychology of it all. Yeah, it's a

0:42:43.840 --> 0:42:47.160
<v Speaker 1>hell of an opportunity to to get get down to

0:42:47.200 --> 0:42:49.239
<v Speaker 1>communicate with everybody that likes to do what we like

0:42:49.320 --> 0:42:52.720
<v Speaker 1>to do and make them better. They make us better,

0:42:53.200 --> 0:42:57.560
<v Speaker 1>and that's what really, that's what really like content should

0:42:57.600 --> 0:43:01.040
<v Speaker 1>be about. I think I'm pretty sure we're going to

0:43:01.120 --> 0:43:04.120
<v Speaker 1>try it anyway, betting on it. I'm betting that it's true.

0:43:04.680 --> 0:43:06.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm betting that you know, you and I could sit

0:43:06.480 --> 0:43:09.560
<v Speaker 1>in this little room here with these dogs and shoot

0:43:09.560 --> 0:43:12.520
<v Speaker 1>the ship and talk about you know, sometimes talk about

0:43:12.520 --> 0:43:14.319
<v Speaker 1>what calibers are the best, but a lot of times

0:43:14.320 --> 0:43:17.399
<v Speaker 1>talk about like how we can you know, take other

0:43:17.440 --> 0:43:19.560
<v Speaker 1>folks that are in this company that are creating content

0:43:19.600 --> 0:43:22.040
<v Speaker 1>to shape them in a way that makes sense right

0:43:22.080 --> 0:43:24.319
<v Speaker 1>and tell them, hey, look this is let's make sure

0:43:24.400 --> 0:43:26.040
<v Speaker 1>we go back to our why every once in a

0:43:26.040 --> 0:43:29.040
<v Speaker 1>while and then then re examine what what we're doing

0:43:29.040 --> 0:43:32.640
<v Speaker 1>this for and why we're doing the creating content and yeah, man,

0:43:32.840 --> 0:43:36.480
<v Speaker 1>we've gotta make money, but we're not here to sell widgets,

0:43:35.840 --> 0:43:39.000
<v Speaker 1>sail or snake oil or here to to inform and

0:43:39.160 --> 0:43:41.439
<v Speaker 1>educate and entertain people and do it in a way

0:43:41.480 --> 0:43:44.920
<v Speaker 1>that's honest, and and do those things in you know,

0:43:45.040 --> 0:43:48.640
<v Speaker 1>in the public forum where we're putting our ship out

0:43:48.680 --> 0:43:51.680
<v Speaker 1>there and hoping that people like to, you know, click

0:43:51.719 --> 0:43:56.080
<v Speaker 1>on it. So please, everybody, we're begging you. We need

0:43:56.120 --> 0:43:58.320
<v Speaker 1>to feed the puppies. The puppies are hungry. They're not

0:43:58.440 --> 0:44:01.840
<v Speaker 1>sleeping right now. Yep, they've been sleeping through this whole podcast.

0:44:01.920 --> 0:44:04.600
<v Speaker 1>They don't even care. I love them. Do they come

0:44:04.640 --> 0:44:07.400
<v Speaker 1>in here? Opinion comes in here and just rolls right

0:44:07.440 --> 0:44:09.759
<v Speaker 1>on the concrete and as he goes to sleep, and

0:44:09.800 --> 0:44:12.680
<v Speaker 1>then all the ladies of the office make cooing noises

0:44:12.719 --> 0:44:15.879
<v Speaker 1>and pet him. And he loves that ship too, as

0:44:15.920 --> 0:44:19.040
<v Speaker 1>all dogs do. He's got to dial in. Man. He's

0:44:19.080 --> 0:44:21.600
<v Speaker 1>got the life. He's with six months old right, just

0:44:21.640 --> 0:44:24.719
<v Speaker 1>about six and a half months old, half well, and

0:44:24.800 --> 0:44:27.799
<v Speaker 1>every office needs a dog like that. I'm glad we

0:44:27.840 --> 0:44:30.520
<v Speaker 1>have one. So what are you looking forward to meeting? Or?

0:44:30.560 --> 0:44:33.440
<v Speaker 1>Inc wise, now that I'm glad, everybody that listens to

0:44:33.440 --> 0:44:36.719
<v Speaker 1>this podcast hopefully can get to, you know, introduced to

0:44:36.760 --> 0:44:38.480
<v Speaker 1>you and who you are and what you're about. And

0:44:38.600 --> 0:44:41.960
<v Speaker 1>start to read your stuff and experience the content you're

0:44:41.960 --> 0:44:43.799
<v Speaker 1>gonna be able to create. But like, what's what's the

0:44:43.840 --> 0:44:46.360
<v Speaker 1>thing do you look forward to? The thing that I

0:44:46.400 --> 0:44:49.560
<v Speaker 1>like chasing are the characters, like the folks that are

0:44:49.600 --> 0:44:54.239
<v Speaker 1>out there, the the unknown stories of just some very

0:44:54.239 --> 0:44:58.160
<v Speaker 1>eccentric individual and their life and what that looks like

0:44:58.160 --> 0:45:00.840
<v Speaker 1>and a deeper look into it and into their why.

0:45:01.000 --> 0:45:03.759
<v Speaker 1>And that's that's always been something that I've been fascinated

0:45:03.800 --> 0:45:05.439
<v Speaker 1>with and have done a little bit here and there,

0:45:05.440 --> 0:45:09.839
<v Speaker 1>and definitely hoping that I can jump into that here. Yeah. Yeah,

0:45:09.880 --> 0:45:13.759
<v Speaker 1>I mean, you know, we're part of the same generation.

0:45:14.120 --> 0:45:18.239
<v Speaker 1>And I would say, are we what generation? Are we

0:45:18.280 --> 0:45:24.920
<v Speaker 1>generation X y Z. We're millennials, dude, Yeah, we're at

0:45:24.960 --> 0:45:29.200
<v Speaker 1>the very beginning stage. We're like early on millennials. Um.

0:45:29.320 --> 0:45:31.640
<v Speaker 1>I think our millennial generation that we're a part of

0:45:31.719 --> 0:45:34.880
<v Speaker 1>is a lot about a lot about themselves, like a

0:45:34.920 --> 0:45:37.400
<v Speaker 1>lot about me, not even a selfish me, but just

0:45:37.480 --> 0:45:39.720
<v Speaker 1>that's kind of the content you see on social media.

0:45:39.760 --> 0:45:41.960
<v Speaker 1>It's like turning that came around the point towards you. Yeah,

0:45:42.000 --> 0:45:44.759
<v Speaker 1>that's the deal, right, That's what people do. So that's

0:45:44.800 --> 0:45:48.000
<v Speaker 1>why I agree with you, and I'm not doubting anybody

0:45:48.000 --> 0:45:51.839
<v Speaker 1>who likes to turn the camera on themselves. That's totally fine,

0:45:52.120 --> 0:45:55.520
<v Speaker 1>awesome and many and many aspects of freaking awesome. But

0:45:55.600 --> 0:45:59.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm with you man, my journalistic um tendencies and in

0:45:59.840 --> 0:46:03.960
<v Speaker 1>the that part of my mind is excited to explore,

0:46:04.800 --> 0:46:07.560
<v Speaker 1>you know, with a platform, with a bigger platform that

0:46:07.600 --> 0:46:10.799
<v Speaker 1>we can all share explore some those people, you know,

0:46:10.880 --> 0:46:12.560
<v Speaker 1>I've been able to, even through the short time of

0:46:12.560 --> 0:46:16.399
<v Speaker 1>this podcast, talked to like rabbit hunters from Maryland and

0:46:16.520 --> 0:46:21.080
<v Speaker 1>the kyote hunters from Texas and Cody Act bear guides

0:46:21.360 --> 0:46:25.879
<v Speaker 1>and freaking famous Australian dudes and just all I mean,

0:46:26.360 --> 0:46:32.359
<v Speaker 1>you know, Steve Ronella, CEOs of huge corporations, like all

0:46:32.440 --> 0:46:35.520
<v Speaker 1>kinds of stuff. And that's not it's not that it's

0:46:35.520 --> 0:46:39.399
<v Speaker 1>not that they're all one type of guests, but they're

0:46:39.440 --> 0:46:42.080
<v Speaker 1>just interesting people with their own stories to tell, and

0:46:42.200 --> 0:46:44.319
<v Speaker 1>all those stories kind of are grounded at hunting and

0:46:44.320 --> 0:46:46.640
<v Speaker 1>what hunting is about for all these people and hopefully

0:46:46.640 --> 0:46:49.880
<v Speaker 1>you learn something along the way with that. So happy

0:46:49.920 --> 0:46:53.439
<v Speaker 1>to add you into that group of people. Yeah. Absolutely, Oh,

0:46:53.719 --> 0:46:57.319
<v Speaker 1>I don't think, um, you know, I don't think it's

0:46:57.320 --> 0:47:00.000
<v Speaker 1>important that when you start creating concept for the come

0:47:00.040 --> 0:47:02.480
<v Speaker 1>been and you had out the Kansas that people know

0:47:02.560 --> 0:47:04.200
<v Speaker 1>everything about your life, but it's good for them to

0:47:04.239 --> 0:47:07.440
<v Speaker 1>have some background on who you are, little idea, a

0:47:07.480 --> 0:47:09.839
<v Speaker 1>little idea of what's going on, what's rattling around your

0:47:09.880 --> 0:47:15.400
<v Speaker 1>old brain? There? Good Kansas. Um, you're gonna kill a

0:47:15.400 --> 0:47:18.120
<v Speaker 1>big white tail. You guys got any like trail cam

0:47:18.160 --> 0:47:22.040
<v Speaker 1>images of giant bucks? Um, we don't have any trail

0:47:22.120 --> 0:47:25.520
<v Speaker 1>cam images. I've got my brothers down there. He lives there, um,

0:47:25.600 --> 0:47:28.440
<v Speaker 1>and he's had eyes where has been told from a

0:47:28.480 --> 0:47:31.839
<v Speaker 1>family friend of a decent one sixty class it's running around.

0:47:31.920 --> 0:47:36.200
<v Speaker 1>Then we're gonna try and get after. That's nice. You

0:47:36.239 --> 0:47:39.080
<v Speaker 1>guys hunting field edges? What's the what's the situation there? Um?

0:47:39.160 --> 0:47:42.000
<v Speaker 1>A little bit more timber, yeah, Um, I mean everything

0:47:42.120 --> 0:47:44.080
<v Speaker 1>is kind of field edges there. There's just strips of

0:47:44.120 --> 0:47:47.280
<v Speaker 1>tember running through a little creek bottoms and and that stuff.

0:47:47.320 --> 0:47:50.719
<v Speaker 1>But it's definitely borderlined with with agg everywhere. I gotta

0:47:50.760 --> 0:47:53.920
<v Speaker 1>tell you, I'm how many white tail tangs are I

0:47:53.960 --> 0:47:57.439
<v Speaker 1>eating in Kansas? Or like five of them or something

0:47:57.440 --> 0:47:59.440
<v Speaker 1>like that. I've never killed a white tail in Kansas

0:47:59.480 --> 0:48:03.360
<v Speaker 1>that I can remember. Over Oklahoma. Sure, Texas great the

0:48:03.360 --> 0:48:07.000
<v Speaker 1>words gotten out on Kansas. Those white tails are getting pressured, yeah, man,

0:48:07.040 --> 0:48:09.640
<v Speaker 1>for sure, and they know how to become ghosts. I

0:48:09.680 --> 0:48:11.640
<v Speaker 1>feel like I've hund it all around that state, and

0:48:11.840 --> 0:48:14.880
<v Speaker 1>I've never had any luck with white tails for whatever reason,

0:48:15.360 --> 0:48:18.200
<v Speaker 1>I don't know why. Yeah, my brother got a really

0:48:18.280 --> 0:48:20.120
<v Speaker 1>nice from last year, a thick body. I mean he

0:48:20.200 --> 0:48:24.040
<v Speaker 1>shot a horse of a white tail. Uh. A white

0:48:24.040 --> 0:48:26.960
<v Speaker 1>tail is still my favorite thing, man. I don't know.

0:48:27.000 --> 0:48:30.160
<v Speaker 1>It's something about but we leave in Montana. This place

0:48:30.200 --> 0:48:33.680
<v Speaker 1>is a paradise for growing outside. I mean a freaking paradise.

0:48:34.680 --> 0:48:37.080
<v Speaker 1>There's always something going on. People who live here so

0:48:37.120 --> 0:48:40.000
<v Speaker 1>fucking spoiled. It's a good place to be. That's very

0:48:40.080 --> 0:48:42.160
<v Speaker 1>much part of why I wanted to be here too. Yeah,

0:48:42.280 --> 0:48:44.799
<v Speaker 1>I mean it's just it's a gluttony of outside things

0:48:44.840 --> 0:48:47.880
<v Speaker 1>to do. But for whatever reason, sitting in the timber

0:48:48.200 --> 0:48:53.160
<v Speaker 1>and here in that and knowing it's coming up, nine

0:48:53.200 --> 0:48:57.719
<v Speaker 1>times out of ten it's a squirrel walking up. I

0:48:57.760 --> 0:49:00.640
<v Speaker 1>hate squirrels for that reason. Um, you had or a

0:49:00.800 --> 0:49:04.759
<v Speaker 1>raccoon or some or a dough anything, what what you're

0:49:04.760 --> 0:49:07.240
<v Speaker 1>actually there to shoot? But yeah, you can visually see

0:49:07.560 --> 0:49:10.759
<v Speaker 1>your chest pocket like balancing out of your chest because

0:49:10.800 --> 0:49:12.839
<v Speaker 1>your heart rates going up. Yeah. And I've killed lots

0:49:12.880 --> 0:49:15.160
<v Speaker 1>of deer in that scenario and still to this day,

0:49:15.520 --> 0:49:18.080
<v Speaker 1>that's the moment. I last year hunt in Iowa and

0:49:18.200 --> 0:49:21.640
<v Speaker 1>Illinois and killed a buck in Illinois and Iowa with

0:49:21.719 --> 0:49:25.640
<v Speaker 1>John Dudley, and I'd spent most of the year hunting

0:49:25.640 --> 0:49:28.200
<v Speaker 1>in all these crazy places. But he filmed me. And

0:49:28.200 --> 0:49:29.880
<v Speaker 1>when I shot this deer or it wasn't like some

0:49:30.120 --> 0:49:33.759
<v Speaker 1>two buck. I mean, it's barely one fifty. I look like,

0:49:33.800 --> 0:49:35.239
<v Speaker 1>you know, all the stand pots when he used to

0:49:35.239 --> 0:49:38.960
<v Speaker 1>shoot his white tails, want eye fishing, one eye cut

0:49:38.960 --> 0:49:41.239
<v Speaker 1>in bait, That's what I look like. I was looking

0:49:41.320 --> 0:49:43.520
<v Speaker 1>up at other holy should away showy yet and it

0:49:43.560 --> 0:49:46.280
<v Speaker 1>was just an archery buck that I shot him. And

0:49:46.600 --> 0:49:48.359
<v Speaker 1>it wasn't you know, I just said, it wasn't any

0:49:48.400 --> 0:49:50.680
<v Speaker 1>giant that anybody would have overly impressed by. But what

0:49:50.880 --> 0:49:54.480
<v Speaker 1>for whatever reason that experienced every time freaking makes me

0:49:54.520 --> 0:49:56.920
<v Speaker 1>go nuts? Yeah I can. It's probably because how I

0:49:56.960 --> 0:49:59.520
<v Speaker 1>grew up, so you get to go do it, you

0:49:59.640 --> 0:50:02.959
<v Speaker 1>bast yep. Yeah, I And like the great part about

0:50:03.000 --> 0:50:06.320
<v Speaker 1>where I grew up is is it's a little wildlife

0:50:06.560 --> 0:50:10.319
<v Speaker 1>mecca down in Wakefield, Kansas. There's a little river that

0:50:10.360 --> 0:50:13.239
<v Speaker 1>comes in called the Republican River. Tell everybody where it is.

0:50:14.480 --> 0:50:19.400
<v Speaker 1>Everybody knows there's a huge lake there too. Um, and

0:50:19.440 --> 0:50:23.360
<v Speaker 1>so we've got amazing waterfowl hunting there as well snowshine

0:50:23.360 --> 0:50:25.400
<v Speaker 1>and bottoms by any means. But it's a it's a

0:50:25.440 --> 0:50:28.719
<v Speaker 1>great little refuge. Yeah, I mean you've got there's a

0:50:28.760 --> 0:50:35.160
<v Speaker 1>lot there. Yeah, there's that that culture, That Midwestern culture

0:50:36.239 --> 0:50:39.520
<v Speaker 1>is one that I enjoy ship tone because it's really

0:50:39.560 --> 0:50:44.840
<v Speaker 1>that just back forty buddies farm. You know, everybody gets together,

0:50:44.960 --> 0:50:48.200
<v Speaker 1>communal type of life. I mean it's it's same here.

0:50:48.320 --> 0:50:50.919
<v Speaker 1>It's just you gotta walk a lot further. Yeah, It's

0:50:50.920 --> 0:50:53.279
<v Speaker 1>it's something special back there for me because I had

0:50:53.280 --> 0:50:56.000
<v Speaker 1>two sets of great grandparents in that town growing up,

0:50:56.760 --> 0:51:00.279
<v Speaker 1>and so our family just knew everybody is. It's a

0:51:00.320 --> 0:51:02.239
<v Speaker 1>small town and so it's just you want to go

0:51:02.320 --> 0:51:04.879
<v Speaker 1>hunt that field. You want to go hunt that field. Absolutely.

0:51:05.080 --> 0:51:07.040
<v Speaker 1>What does your about your family say about your new

0:51:07.520 --> 0:51:10.560
<v Speaker 1>new gig slash life in Montana? Because when I go home,

0:51:10.600 --> 0:51:15.520
<v Speaker 1>I get like certain comments. I mean my dad is

0:51:15.560 --> 0:51:22.520
<v Speaker 1>just like nice cool. Yeah, really that probably means like, yes,

0:51:22.960 --> 0:51:25.120
<v Speaker 1>yeah he should. Well no, last year, he's just like,

0:51:25.160 --> 0:51:28.080
<v Speaker 1>you're telling me you get to go hunt and fish

0:51:28.160 --> 0:51:32.120
<v Speaker 1>for work, you son of a bitch. It's like, I'm

0:51:32.160 --> 0:51:38.000
<v Speaker 1>your son. Does there many sense? My dad's my dad?

0:51:38.160 --> 0:51:40.160
<v Speaker 1>My early my career, my dad did say ship like that.

0:51:40.200 --> 0:51:43.200
<v Speaker 1>But now he's just like malaise. He's like, oh yeah

0:51:43.320 --> 0:51:47.680
<v Speaker 1>they're hunt there. That's great for you. Congratulations. Yeah, so

0:51:48.000 --> 0:51:50.560
<v Speaker 1>he's pretty pumped about it. Mom's happy for me, Like, dude,

0:51:50.560 --> 0:51:52.800
<v Speaker 1>like ants and uncles be like, who's that Stephen Renowly

0:51:54.040 --> 0:51:59.080
<v Speaker 1>tell me about him? He's on the Netflix. He's crazy. Yeah,

0:51:59.080 --> 0:52:01.600
<v Speaker 1>that's what I get. Like, my dad calls, well, now,

0:52:01.680 --> 0:52:06.680
<v Speaker 1>my dad, I think corrected it. H Ronnelli is like Renelly,

0:52:07.040 --> 0:52:10.920
<v Speaker 1>it's Renelly, Steve renow I'm surprised it's not like Scott Ronnelly.

0:52:11.040 --> 0:52:14.600
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, my mom will say that it's Reelly. It's Ronnelli.

0:52:14.680 --> 0:52:17.520
<v Speaker 1>There he in the office, the Renelly. Can you see

0:52:17.600 --> 0:52:21.080
<v Speaker 1>him from the TV? Yes? Mom, I got a lot

0:52:21.080 --> 0:52:23.000
<v Speaker 1>of buddies asking me what's he like, what's he like,

0:52:23.360 --> 0:52:27.279
<v Speaker 1>what's he like off the camera? What's should just make

0:52:27.360 --> 0:52:31.000
<v Speaker 1>stories up? Oh man rarely, if ever wears a shirt.

0:52:33.120 --> 0:52:35.080
<v Speaker 1>He's got a one seven five a beam and he

0:52:35.160 --> 0:52:39.440
<v Speaker 1>just walks around the tattoos, I mean full tattoos. You

0:52:39.480 --> 0:52:42.440
<v Speaker 1>don't notice on the TV show Full Tattoos, they just

0:52:42.440 --> 0:52:46.120
<v Speaker 1>put makeup over the face tattoos on Netflix. Well that's

0:52:46.120 --> 0:52:50.279
<v Speaker 1>good man. I'm glad you're going home. Yeah, enjoy that. Uh,

0:52:50.400 --> 0:52:54.920
<v Speaker 1>hopefully everybody can tune in or to or read or

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0:52:57.440 --> 0:52:59.800
<v Speaker 1>company doing a little bit of all of that for sure.

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<v Speaker 1>Enjoy all of that and uh now and in the

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<v Speaker 1>we build this and appreciate you sharing your story. Dude. Yeah, absolutely,

0:53:26.760 --> 0:53:33.120
<v Speaker 1>thanks for having me. That's it. That's all episode number

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