WEBVTT - KJ Live - J.Marques Johnson

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<v Speaker 1>This is kJ Live with Chris john Sali and Chris

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<v Speaker 1>is having conversations with influencers in the sports world and

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<v Speaker 1>entertainment industry. Now here's Chris Johnson. You're now tuned in

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<v Speaker 1>to kJ Live. Today's guest on the show is an actor, model,

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<v Speaker 1>and renaissance man. He recently was named to a role

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<v Speaker 1>on Tyler Perry's All the Queen's Men, starring on BT.

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome into the show. My little brother, Ja Marcus Johnson

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<v Speaker 1>is in the building. What's up, man, appreciate it's kind

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<v Speaker 1>of cool. That's something cool to talk about. Now, well,

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<v Speaker 1>now you always had something cool to talk about. I

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<v Speaker 1>think schedules permitting. You've been a busy man lately, so

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<v Speaker 1>I appreciate you taking the time out of your schedule,

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<v Speaker 1>your shooting schedule too, to join the show. Man. Look,

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<v Speaker 1>it's as somebody that you growing up in a family

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<v Speaker 1>with older brothers and brothers and siblings and dads and

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<v Speaker 1>people that have always, you know, been sort of in

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<v Speaker 1>the limelight or achieved what sort of pressure did you

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<v Speaker 1>feel in carving out your own niche when you decided

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<v Speaker 1>to chase this acting thing. You know, it's funny you

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<v Speaker 1>say that because just thinking about it, you know, Like,

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<v Speaker 1>so it's either you kind of fold under the pressure,

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<v Speaker 1>which I did as a kid growing up, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>just kind of folded blah blah blah, like this is

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<v Speaker 1>for me, or then like you rise to it. And

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<v Speaker 1>then so I got to a point where I was like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that's it. I'm gonna rise to it, man, like whatever, Like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I got one life to live and like,

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<v Speaker 1>this is my life, this is what I want to do.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna go for it. And so the pressure, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it kind of just it's just it's I changed in myself,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and I was just like, yeah, like let's

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<v Speaker 1>do it. I'm gonna go for it. The pressures on.

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<v Speaker 1>I got something to live up to, I got something

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<v Speaker 1>to live for, and I'm gonna keep this name going.

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<v Speaker 1>How long did it take, as far as like for

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<v Speaker 1>that light bulb to click in for you to have

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<v Speaker 1>that confident when you say fold or kind of rise?

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<v Speaker 1>What made you like when you were folding? Why why

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<v Speaker 1>were you folding? Why were you shrinking away from whatever

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<v Speaker 1>pressure in your mind? Just growing up? You know, like

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<v Speaker 1>just so I mean not to put the blame on basketball,

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<v Speaker 1>but you know, our father was NBA legend, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>and like so he was like extreme, like athletically, like

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<v Speaker 1>he was just supreme and all that and I that

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<v Speaker 1>didn't hit from me until later on, and like and

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<v Speaker 1>so like I just never thought it would happen, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>like I had went through things in my childhood which

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<v Speaker 1>it cost my my my process of groing to to

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<v Speaker 1>slow down a bit. And I remember one time I

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<v Speaker 1>went to the doctor for a check up and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>he told he told me and my mother that I'd

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<v Speaker 1>be lucky if I made it to six ft and

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<v Speaker 1>so like things like that just kind of like destroyed

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<v Speaker 1>me and blah blah, and like you know, just that

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<v Speaker 1>whole process, me being the fourteen year old kid and

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<v Speaker 1>just like dangn just like seeing your dreams kind of

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<v Speaker 1>just shattered, you know, like you're taking it from a

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<v Speaker 1>medical professional, and then you know, then you just keep

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<v Speaker 1>getting older and then you realize like, oh snap, six one,

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<v Speaker 1>now he was wrong, you know. So it just it

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<v Speaker 1>was just like constant progression of me just realizing things

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<v Speaker 1>like you know, I'm in control, and I just you know,

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<v Speaker 1>use it to my advantage and just kept pushing and

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<v Speaker 1>kept kid persistent and kept persevering and here and you

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<v Speaker 1>went through Lookemia. Tell tell us about just with all

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<v Speaker 1>that entailed, what the disease did to you and how

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<v Speaker 1>you had to deal with it on a daily basis.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh man, So you know it started the summer of nineties, six,

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<v Speaker 1>I believe or seven. I remember just being just like

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<v Speaker 1>just crazy pain, like daily, like couldn't sleep at night,

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<v Speaker 1>like nice sweats, just headaches. I feel it in my

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<v Speaker 1>lefe right now, like they just burning and all that,

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<v Speaker 1>and just not being able to keep up. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>I got a brother who's two a year and a

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<v Speaker 1>half younger than me, so he's five at the time,

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<v Speaker 1>and like you know, I couldn't keep up with him them,

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<v Speaker 1>and just like extreme me, thethargic and lazy until one

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<v Speaker 1>night I just I just couldn't sleep and then like

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<v Speaker 1>my mom was just like no, we gotta go to

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<v Speaker 1>the hospital. And then we found out then. So I

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<v Speaker 1>just remember that whole process, you know, all the shots

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<v Speaker 1>and all the tests had to go through, and then

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<v Speaker 1>you know the chemotherapy for four years, gone to remission

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<v Speaker 1>when I was eleven, so two thousand, Um, yeah, dude, Jesus,

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<v Speaker 1>you know the different medications, the hunger, craves and all that.

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<v Speaker 1>And like, so the k is a cancer of the

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<v Speaker 1>blood and bones. If I'm not mistaken, oh seven, so

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<v Speaker 1>forgive me now. But if I'm not mistakeing to cancer

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<v Speaker 1>the blood and bones. So like you know, you feel it.

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<v Speaker 1>It's you know, you feel it all throughout your body.

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<v Speaker 1>Your whole body is much on fire. Yeah. And with that,

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<v Speaker 1>so sports for you, And I do remember this time.

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<v Speaker 1>It was tough. I was at U c l A

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<v Speaker 1>and just just hearing about the spinal taps and those

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<v Speaker 1>those shots. That still remember that vividly, just what you

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<v Speaker 1>had to go through every time they did that. Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>not to really bring up that memory, but the fact

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<v Speaker 1>that you were able two go through that, do you

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<v Speaker 1>feel and then you grew and then you were able

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<v Speaker 1>to play sports. Talk about just the what that did

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<v Speaker 1>for you your life, Just that the beating that disease,

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<v Speaker 1>be getting out of that that cloud, that rut. What

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<v Speaker 1>did that do for you your confidence? So first and foremost,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, a lot of credit to my village, like

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<v Speaker 1>you know you Joe Mo, like you know Dad, Mom,

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<v Speaker 1>Just I just remember, you know, one of my most

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<v Speaker 1>vivid memories through all that is you know, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I would sleep at the time in the hospital just

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<v Speaker 1>waking up and like somebody always being there, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>and like especially what y'all haven't been through, you know

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<v Speaker 1>what I mean, and like seeing me like that and

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<v Speaker 1>like y'all still being there every day, you know. So

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<v Speaker 1>that gave me so much strength as a child that

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<v Speaker 1>I never realized that it gave me until I got older,

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<v Speaker 1>and just how much I appreciate and love y'all for

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<v Speaker 1>that and just kind of you know, so my my,

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<v Speaker 1>my value of family is just so much bigger and

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<v Speaker 1>more important than pretty much anything in the world. And

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<v Speaker 1>like so I'm so grateful and blessed that were just

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<v Speaker 1>so connected like that first and foremost, and then just

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<v Speaker 1>being able to survive that just kind of taught me, like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I'm built to survive anything in a way,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and like just to have faith and just

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<v Speaker 1>to attack it. So that's why I have such a

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<v Speaker 1>lust for life and such an attack for life and

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<v Speaker 1>just such a I try to be charismatic and everything

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<v Speaker 1>I do, I try to be appreciative and everything I do,

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<v Speaker 1>like every time, you know, I'm always trying to think,

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<v Speaker 1>who if I see a city worker, like I'm rolling

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<v Speaker 1>down my window, I'm beeping. I'm thanking them for their

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<v Speaker 1>role work. I don't care about the traffic. I'm living

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<v Speaker 1>in constant gratitude every day and just you know, constantly

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<v Speaker 1>trying to put a smile of somebody else's face. So

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<v Speaker 1>this is why I'm glad I'm an entertainment because I'm

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<v Speaker 1>able to entertain and like bring joy or show overcoming

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<v Speaker 1>or show triumph in in in situations. And so it's

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<v Speaker 1>just really put that perspective in my world of just realizing,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, things could suck and at the end of

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<v Speaker 1>the day, you know, the good always altweighs the bad.

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<v Speaker 1>And so I'm just appreciative to have gone through that

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<v Speaker 1>antency life through that leans. Yeah, you do live your

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<v Speaker 1>life with assessed. To put it mildly, I mean, if

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<v Speaker 1>you if you go to Josh's Twitter or i g

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<v Speaker 1>or stories and follow them, you'll you'll get a sense

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<v Speaker 1>of what this young man's talking about. Um, when you

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<v Speaker 1>decided to go on the basketball journey and you took

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<v Speaker 1>it serious. Um, We'll talk about basketball journeys a lot

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<v Speaker 1>here on this show. When you went on your basketball

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<v Speaker 1>journey and it was one in the family of people

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<v Speaker 1>that came before you that all bald and you were

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<v Speaker 1>involved heavily, deeply rooted in the city of l a

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<v Speaker 1>and you went to Crenshaw and you know, so it

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<v Speaker 1>was a similar type of path, and so you're going

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<v Speaker 1>down the similar path. Is your people before you? How

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<v Speaker 1>is your experience? So little backstory, so chemotherapy and all

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<v Speaker 1>that that, all that kind of slowed down my my

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<v Speaker 1>puberty process and all that. So I really I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>hear my Grosberg til I was like eighteen nineteen and

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<v Speaker 1>then so I was probably about I probably graduate high

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<v Speaker 1>schoolbout six too. Uh, just like barely tapping the surface.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I remember I started working out with you like

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<v Speaker 1>after my highs my senior season, like I like like

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<v Speaker 1>I wasn't able to dunk like that, and then like

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<v Speaker 1>I just started being able to. Just I was getting

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, I was so athletic it was crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>And then like you know, now I'm six five six.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just like so it's just it's kind of annoying

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<v Speaker 1>in hindsight. Just I just I do wonder what if

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<v Speaker 1>at points, but you know, everything happens for a reason,

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<v Speaker 1>and so I just you know, live be gratitude with that.

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<v Speaker 1>But so yeah, I mean I went to prep school

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<v Speaker 1>for a year, still worked on my game, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>went to a D to an Oregon Western ok University,

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<v Speaker 1>did pretty well there, and you know, I thought, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I could probably do better. So I went to Pastadena

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<v Speaker 1>City College. I bounced back to the junior college year,

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<v Speaker 1>did pretty well, average like fifteen and teen. But then

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I just kind of kind of got over it.

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<v Speaker 1>Why what what what happened? I was I've always been

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<v Speaker 1>I think school. I just kind of like, it's like

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<v Speaker 1>I need a new simula. So I went to school

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<v Speaker 1>and it was just like I fel like I was

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<v Speaker 1>learning the same thing in high school and I was

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<v Speaker 1>just like, man, this is a waste of my time. Bro,

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<v Speaker 1>Like let me figure this out, and I mean, let

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<v Speaker 1>me let me go out another path. It was really

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<v Speaker 1>stupid to me. But whatever, that's just not that's not

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<v Speaker 1>it's not stupid because you have to go with how

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<v Speaker 1>you're feeling. When you're at that age and you're doing

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<v Speaker 1>things and you're traveling around and you beat what you beat.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, you have you walk around with a sense

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<v Speaker 1>of self confidence, in a sense of you know, hey,

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<v Speaker 1>I know my just decisions. I can stand on my

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<v Speaker 1>decisions basically, like you know, so I don't think it

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<v Speaker 1>was stupid. I think we live and we learned and

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<v Speaker 1>it happens the way it's supposed to happen. Now. When

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<v Speaker 1>you quit basketball, it was a little like, come on,

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<v Speaker 1>you're balling. It was like, what's why? I mean, it

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<v Speaker 1>was just a confusing thing for me that I just

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<v Speaker 1>kind of like Jesus Christ, I don't know what the

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<v Speaker 1>hell is going on. Yeah, he's probably starting to make

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<v Speaker 1>sense that you do this now, come on, but I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know. I just you know, I don't huh. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't really have a strategy and calculation with my decisions though.

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<v Speaker 1>I just kind of just like live and go, just

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<v Speaker 1>like okay, you just kind of just throttle, which you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it looks like work in my benefit a little bit,

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<v Speaker 1>but you know, absolutely whatever, you know, it's good. I

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<v Speaker 1>was still alive, still living, you know, out here it's

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<v Speaker 1>a gamble, it's it's life as a whole as a gamble. Dog.

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<v Speaker 1>You never know, especially with all the recent situations we've

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<v Speaker 1>had recently, Dog, you know, just you never know, somebody

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<v Speaker 1>just gonna snap it. Just want to go crazy, and

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<v Speaker 1>you know, you just never know, so you just kind

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<v Speaker 1>of gotta stand on your gut and just go for

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<v Speaker 1>what you want, almost man like, and it's unfortunate, but

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<v Speaker 1>it's the real world and that's it. That's the reality

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<v Speaker 1>of it all. And after you made that decision from Pasadena,

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<v Speaker 1>you decided to hang it up. What did you do next? Oh? Man,

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<v Speaker 1>So my oldest brother you it's kind of you kind

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<v Speaker 1>of put me aside over day, like, man, what you

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<v Speaker 1>want to do with your life? I don't know. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>to figure it out. And you know, you said you

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<v Speaker 1>ever thought about modeling, and then I was like, kind of,

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<v Speaker 1>but I don't know how to get into it. And

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<v Speaker 1>then you made a call next to you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>was in Miami and then TIGN with the ABC and

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<v Speaker 1>all that, and then my first ever job was with Ever,

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<v Speaker 1>probably a fitch. So I was in my I living

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<v Speaker 1>in Miami. Then came back home Santa Barbara. That's where

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<v Speaker 1>I had my first shoot at for a week Ever

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<v Speaker 1>probably a Fish, And that was just crazy because you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think Aver probably and Fish be looking for

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<v Speaker 1>people to look like me, but you know, they booked me.

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<v Speaker 1>It was fun. It was a great experience, and I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, dang, I think we're on the right path here.

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<v Speaker 1>So that was cool Miami for about a year and

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<v Speaker 1>the have Molin work with like ever coming, Fitch, Periellis,

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<v Speaker 1>kopa Veda, um, who else? Nike? Yeah, I did a

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<v Speaker 1>lot bro Man with Eagle outfit or what was what

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<v Speaker 1>was the scene like in Miami? I mean you hear

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<v Speaker 1>about it a lot, and I've been New York. I

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<v Speaker 1>know the scene in Cold I've been in Mammie for

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit. But what was the scene when you

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<v Speaker 1>were down there working in monom Oh my god, Miami.

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<v Speaker 1>It's crazy pig never ending party dog. It is like

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<v Speaker 1>the weather like so it'll rain a lot, but it's

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<v Speaker 1>still be warm, so it'll be like it'd be like

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<v Speaker 1>sexy raining. So you like you just like f and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna go out with my shirt off, you know. Ever,

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<v Speaker 1>Like every Thursday is Sunday, it's cracking on the b

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<v Speaker 1>I living on South Beat, so you'll be cracking on

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<v Speaker 1>Ocean Avenue. Man, So I'm whatever, I'm shirtless, I'm pulling up,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to the Clevelander. It's a new batch every weekend. Man.

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<v Speaker 1>I was out there whiling out. Man, I living my

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<v Speaker 1>best life. And then I just got to the point, like,

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<v Speaker 1>dagn this is not sustainable. I can't be doing this

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<v Speaker 1>much longer. Man. So but shouts out to Miami beach. Man,

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<v Speaker 1>it was fun. It was fun for what it was.

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<v Speaker 1>I learned a lot. It was a weird place, but

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<v Speaker 1>it's all good. Yeah. I'm sure, I'm sure you you

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<v Speaker 1>did learn a lot. I mean, god, bro, yeah, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>sure you did. Um. I remember when my you know,

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<v Speaker 1>when you leave home and the first time anywhere kind

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<v Speaker 1>of overseas or whatever. It's sort of a culture shock

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<v Speaker 1>at first, but once you figure figure out the culture

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<v Speaker 1>and and the network, man, it becomes really live. Um. Now,

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<v Speaker 1>you did modeling, You're so you're heavy with the modeling.

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<v Speaker 1>This is a career you're trying to chase. It was

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<v Speaker 1>modeling something that you actually liked or did you want

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<v Speaker 1>to expand on that or were you kind of just

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<v Speaker 1>locked into being a model. Um? I liked it. But

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<v Speaker 1>me as a person, I'm always looking to to to

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<v Speaker 1>what's next and how I can expand on something. And

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<v Speaker 1>of course, I mean acting was the next foray and so,

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<v Speaker 1>but I did really enjoy modeling. I mean, I mean

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<v Speaker 1>you get, like you said, money to take pictures and

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<v Speaker 1>like three food on the set and like, but you

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<v Speaker 1>can't because you gotta watch your weight, right. I mean

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a hog though, so I'll be working out like

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<v Speaker 1>four or five times a day. I was going crazy,

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<v Speaker 1>so I mean, you know, I was doing like wake

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<v Speaker 1>up in the morning, do my hour cardio, just four

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<v Speaker 1>situations like that, you know, lifting my weights. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>I was doing probably like four or five thousand like

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<v Speaker 1>crunches or legled like that whole app combination to day.

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<v Speaker 1>I was very serious, you know. And in the South Beach.

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<v Speaker 1>I was in New York too, so both of those

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<v Speaker 1>places you're doing a lot of walking, so you probably

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<v Speaker 1>walked like six seven miles a day easy. And I was,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I was mama talized, was kind of fast

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<v Speaker 1>and all that. So me, I would need that. I

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<v Speaker 1>would need to eat to sustain to look otherwise, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>you get skinny fat and look ugly. Skinny fat fat,

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<v Speaker 1>Oh man, it's when you look. It's like when you're skinny,

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<v Speaker 1>but like you look sloppy. And I don't down skinny

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<v Speaker 1>fat phobic, but like it didn't work for me. I

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't happy with the look, and so you know, you

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<v Speaker 1>just gotta figure out what's work with, what works for

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<v Speaker 1>you as far as your fitness goes. But yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>mean as far as you say about the eating, Like

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<v Speaker 1>there were certain things you couldn't eat, so I had

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<v Speaker 1>to be really like I had to be super on

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<v Speaker 1>top of it. Even it just got so crazy though,

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<v Speaker 1>like man, because you just be overthinking everything you eat,

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<v Speaker 1>so you end up stressing yourself out, and then that

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<v Speaker 1>affects you negatively because when you stress, you build cortisol,

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<v Speaker 1>and cortisol builds fat. And it's just it's just all

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<v Speaker 1>just a weird, messed up chemical biological situation that goes

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<v Speaker 1>on in your body. And I had to a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of you to figure it out, but I figured it

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<v Speaker 1>out clearly. I mean, you see this to see hello. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>search f s are to listen live. How many hours

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<v Speaker 1>a day you work out? He's too much. I'm probably

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<v Speaker 1>like there four. Yeah, it's not too bad. What about you?

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<v Speaker 1>Was you? I don't work out at all? You know

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<v Speaker 1>work at at all. I don't work out. I woke

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<v Speaker 1>up like this. No, but Josh, seriously, listen, you know

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<v Speaker 1>we're gonna get on more fitness tips later on. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>I just I really want to get to this kind

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<v Speaker 1>of thing because because you're very talented in the acting space,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm just trying to figure out the evolution of

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<v Speaker 1>the modeling journey into you know, that day or that

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<v Speaker 1>moment when I don't remember this story, but when was

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<v Speaker 1>the moment that you said I want to make the

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<v Speaker 1>transition from acting from modeling the actor. Um, I've always

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to be an actor of I've always being so

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<v Speaker 1>just boisterous in my character and so just like, um,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I wear my heart on the sleeve, wear

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<v Speaker 1>my heart on my face, I wear my emotions on

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<v Speaker 1>my face. And like, I think it was a point

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<v Speaker 1>of me being afraid to learn how to challenge that

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<v Speaker 1>and use it to my advantage in the acting space.

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<v Speaker 1>But I think it finally happened when we think. So,

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<v Speaker 1>I did this this short film called The Other Side,

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, I didn't have very many lines whatever,

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<v Speaker 1>It's like five six minutes, but I remember showing Dad

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<v Speaker 1>and he showed his acting coach. And you know the

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<v Speaker 1>acting coach, his acting coach. He's such a hard as

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<v Speaker 1>sorry for cursion and like you know, he's tough. But Rick, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>and he said, he told that I didn't really told

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<v Speaker 1>that I did really good work. And I knew he

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<v Speaker 1>meant it because he didn't know which character I was.

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<v Speaker 1>So he told, he said that the bad guy with

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<v Speaker 1>the white shirt, he did, he did really really, really

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<v Speaker 1>good work. And you can tell he really took all

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<v Speaker 1>so Rick didn't even know which character. He just picked

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<v Speaker 1>out the best performance. Yeah. So there was like a

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<v Speaker 1>cop and then there was me, and there was like

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<v Speaker 1>I had there was another character who was like my my,

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<v Speaker 1>my Robert partner, and he he said he did really

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<v Speaker 1>good work and I was like, oh, snap, okay tight.

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<v Speaker 1>And then so I started taking classes and all that,

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<v Speaker 1>doing more short films, and then I did another short

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<v Speaker 1>film called Behind Greatness, which you know, one of my

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<v Speaker 1>favorite's one of my favorite pieces that I've done so far.

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<v Speaker 1>And uh that the basketball one, that's the basketball one. Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that's pretty powerful. I mean you you show a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of range and that I didn't know I had that

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<v Speaker 1>inem me bro. So I was just like wow, Okay, like,

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<v Speaker 1>let's take this serious. So then I just started the

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<v Speaker 1>grind of it all, you know. So I was just

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<v Speaker 1>constantly or trying to be around set. So I was

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<v Speaker 1>working as a p a just to be around you know,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, then you know, doing extra word body double work.

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<v Speaker 1>And then things started progressing until I got uh so

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<v Speaker 1>I went from doing background work. Now the director noticed

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<v Speaker 1>me in the in the background, He's like, yo, you

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<v Speaker 1>come here, puts me in the front of the camera.

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<v Speaker 1>So now I'm getting those those bumps and those upgrades

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<v Speaker 1>and all that stuff. And then so it just kind

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<v Speaker 1>of just kept progressing and kept progressing, and I just

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<v Speaker 1>kept on working and staying on it and just being

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<v Speaker 1>cognizant of of of real life situations and applying that,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and just kind of shedding that what I

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<v Speaker 1>think actors should be and just me being comfortable in

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<v Speaker 1>myself to to portray whatever I could, whatever I want

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<v Speaker 1>to portray, and in touch on that point for a minute,

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<v Speaker 1>when you say what an act or what you think

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<v Speaker 1>and actors should be versus being comfortable with yourself, what

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<v Speaker 1>does that mean? So a lot of people get it

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<v Speaker 1>mess So a lot of people when they look at acting.

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<v Speaker 1>They look at it as you being a character and

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<v Speaker 1>all this, when you know that's not real being. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>they don't want to see real. So real is this

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<v Speaker 1>really your everyday situations, on everyday interactions, And so you

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<v Speaker 1>you apply that and you be you be cognizant of

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<v Speaker 1>that how you move in real life, and then you

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<v Speaker 1>apply that to acting. So now it looks real. Now,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, now it looks like you're watching a real

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<v Speaker 1>conversation as opposed to you watching two people trying to

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<v Speaker 1>be characters and not trying to be anything. You're being you're, you're,

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<v Speaker 1>you're you you know, and like you know, they put

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<v Speaker 1>on the accent and all that, but you're you're you're

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<v Speaker 1>not even know the word I'll be trying to use,

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<v Speaker 1>but you're. It's you're, you're, you're, you're using your you

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<v Speaker 1>miss it for lack of better terms, you know what

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, As opposed to trying to be this whole

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<v Speaker 1>other thing, and that that's not it. That's fake and

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<v Speaker 1>that's super dramatic. It's not super dramatic because that's not

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<v Speaker 1>how life is all the time. Like sometimes just a

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<v Speaker 1>simple conversation like that when you're mad, it's not you

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<v Speaker 1>just cursing to be sometimes your maddest, you're trying to

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<v Speaker 1>hold back a tear or something like that. So you've

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<v Speaker 1>got to be able to recognize all those things and

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<v Speaker 1>all your triggers and all your inabilities and all what

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<v Speaker 1>makes you happy your vulnerabilities and just don't know, throw

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<v Speaker 1>them out there though. M hm. So you feel like

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<v Speaker 1>you turned the corner once you figured that out? What

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<v Speaker 1>you said behind Greatness was the performance that you felt

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<v Speaker 1>like you turned the acting corner or was it something

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<v Speaker 1>else behind? And then so after so on the heels

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<v Speaker 1>of or after beyond greatness? What was your next role

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<v Speaker 1>that she had that was notable? Um? So I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>do any short films after that, but I did a

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<v Speaker 1>couple of commercials, so I was you know, I had

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<v Speaker 1>a small role in a commercial Magana Stallion for Coach.

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<v Speaker 1>It was it was background, but my face wasn't it

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<v Speaker 1>quite a bit? And that because like I wore a

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<v Speaker 1>very provocative outfit, you know, I showed the muscles and

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<v Speaker 1>all that and they said, oh, yeah, we need that.

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<v Speaker 1>And then um, I did another commercial, Magan the Stallion

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<v Speaker 1>for cash app where I was like her assistant, her

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<v Speaker 1>sexy mail assistant. Remember that. Yeah, I was pretty fun.

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<v Speaker 1>She's great. She was like Cleopatra, and you're like the

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<v Speaker 1>Egyptian slave or whatever. I wouldn't call it a slave, man.

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<v Speaker 1>I was just like, you're acting like a slave in

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<v Speaker 1>that one, bro, No man, act like a maid. You know.

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<v Speaker 1>It's okay to be making the Stallion slave for for

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<v Speaker 1>a few minutes, Bros. A few hours. Shout out to

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<v Speaker 1>Magan Stallion, shout out to the party. He's a great right,

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<v Speaker 1>that's your boyfriend. But yeah, so I did that. That

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<v Speaker 1>was cool, you know, And then um, yeah, then we

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<v Speaker 1>started auditioning for like the big stuff, and then getting

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<v Speaker 1>closer and closer, I noticed that Mr Perry kept having

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<v Speaker 1>me audition for more and more things. You just felt

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<v Speaker 1>like you was trying to find something for me. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I may be wrong, but it just felt like that.

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<v Speaker 1>Let's back up. Let's back up to Tyler Perry and

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<v Speaker 1>in the auditions and and the whole your introduction into Hollywood,

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<v Speaker 1>Black Hollywood, if you will. Yeah, what was the first

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<v Speaker 1>audition that you went on? And and you said you

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<v Speaker 1>had to do audition for a lot of stuff, So

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<v Speaker 1>did you feel like you nailed some other things that

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<v Speaker 1>you might have been in or did you did you

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<v Speaker 1>feel like your best work was the audition for All

0:22:50.600 --> 0:22:54.919
<v Speaker 1>the Queens meant backtrack? Be right. Two weeks before we

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<v Speaker 1>got here with the pandemic audition to be on the

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<v Speaker 1>oval callback everything cast and director told my manager to

0:23:02.320 --> 0:23:06.639
<v Speaker 1>pin me, pin him meeting like we want them, so like, yeah,

0:23:06.720 --> 0:23:09.600
<v Speaker 1>everything's all good, and then pandemic happened and then everything

0:23:09.600 --> 0:23:12.960
<v Speaker 1>shut down and so I guess things kind of backtrack then.

0:23:13.680 --> 0:23:17.080
<v Speaker 1>But so then you know, like audition for like all

0:23:17.119 --> 0:23:21.960
<v Speaker 1>his like he has sisters, bro um, you know, he

0:23:22.000 --> 0:23:24.840
<v Speaker 1>got everything, bro he got like nineteen million shows, but

0:23:25.080 --> 0:23:28.679
<v Speaker 1>a lot. And then finally I had one audition. It

0:23:28.760 --> 0:23:31.520
<v Speaker 1>was two different two different roles for All the Queens Man,

0:23:31.560 --> 0:23:35.160
<v Speaker 1>So I didh you for both? And then like yeah,

0:23:35.320 --> 0:23:38.240
<v Speaker 1>then got the roller ray Sean and let's talk about

0:23:38.680 --> 0:23:41.159
<v Speaker 1>ray Sean and All the Queens man. When I was

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<v Speaker 1>reading the press release and it just trying to learn

0:23:43.320 --> 0:23:46.399
<v Speaker 1>a little bit about it. Um, it's a In the

0:23:46.440 --> 0:23:51.320
<v Speaker 1>first season, established Maryland, Madame Deville was a fierce businesswoman

0:23:51.400 --> 0:23:54.720
<v Speaker 1>ruling over her empire and delucrative male exotic nightclub industry.

0:23:54.840 --> 0:23:58.160
<v Speaker 1>Now hell bent on expanding her queendom. In season two,

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<v Speaker 1>Madam will have to navigate the sexy yet dangerous world

0:24:02.160 --> 0:24:04.840
<v Speaker 1>and she wants to stay alive in ahead of the game.

0:24:04.880 --> 0:24:07.600
<v Speaker 1>And so you're so ray Sean is a character who

0:24:07.680 --> 0:24:11.240
<v Speaker 1>was an amateur amateur that's basically not cut out for

0:24:11.320 --> 0:24:14.800
<v Speaker 1>the life of an exotic dancer, but he's hell bent

0:24:15.000 --> 0:24:18.959
<v Speaker 1>on becoming one. Okay, talk talk about this. What type

0:24:19.160 --> 0:24:24.000
<v Speaker 1>of inspirations did you draw upon when you acted out

0:24:24.080 --> 0:24:27.359
<v Speaker 1>this character of ray Sean? So honestly, you just I

0:24:27.440 --> 0:24:33.080
<v Speaker 1>just drew upon my own, you know, inspiration of of

0:24:33.800 --> 0:24:36.760
<v Speaker 1>wanting to be in this, wanting to be an actor,

0:24:36.760 --> 0:24:39.880
<v Speaker 1>wanted to be somebody, wanted to be as cool as

0:24:39.880 --> 0:24:42.280
<v Speaker 1>my brothers, wanted to be like as cool as my dad,

0:24:42.440 --> 0:24:44.199
<v Speaker 1>you know, just kind of just like that kind of

0:24:44.240 --> 0:24:47.199
<v Speaker 1>thirst and like desperation and all that, and wanted to

0:24:47.240 --> 0:24:49.639
<v Speaker 1>live up to something and just be somebody. And so

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<v Speaker 1>just you know, you know, and I wouldn't say willing

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<v Speaker 1>to do anything, but god damn willing to go far,

0:24:54.720 --> 0:24:56.600
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean, and just willing to push

0:24:56.600 --> 0:24:59.320
<v Speaker 1>myself and do whatever it takes. And so with that,

0:24:59.400 --> 0:25:03.320
<v Speaker 1>it's just it was just applying that and too maybe

0:25:03.359 --> 0:25:08.280
<v Speaker 1>a little different kind of situations. So it wasn't too hard.

0:25:08.320 --> 0:25:10.119
<v Speaker 1>It wasn't too hard to transition for me, you know,

0:25:10.200 --> 0:25:12.240
<v Speaker 1>to to to to plug all that in and be

0:25:12.320 --> 0:25:15.840
<v Speaker 1>fully brought in and fully committed to it. Yeah, because

0:25:15.880 --> 0:25:18.679
<v Speaker 1>there are things that you can you said, you relate

0:25:18.760 --> 0:25:23.480
<v Speaker 1>to with too, Ray sean Um, what's the most difficult

0:25:23.520 --> 0:25:25.919
<v Speaker 1>part of playing a character like that or being on

0:25:26.040 --> 0:25:28.159
<v Speaker 1>set in in a situation like that? Like for me,

0:25:28.240 --> 0:25:31.800
<v Speaker 1>I would imagine, you know, Tyler Perry working on that

0:25:31.840 --> 0:25:33.720
<v Speaker 1>production is sort of like you know, you're you're at

0:25:33.720 --> 0:25:36.200
<v Speaker 1>a tryout or you're on you know, at a game

0:25:36.240 --> 0:25:38.400
<v Speaker 1>with a high level coach, and you know it's kind

0:25:38.400 --> 0:25:40.840
<v Speaker 1>of like this guy is you know your coach isn't

0:25:40.880 --> 0:25:44.080
<v Speaker 1>this do you have the same type of correlationship? That

0:25:44.119 --> 0:25:46.760
<v Speaker 1>was like one of the factors. But like so like

0:25:46.800 --> 0:25:49.960
<v Speaker 1>my first day down there, we got dance rehearsals and

0:25:50.000 --> 0:25:51.800
<v Speaker 1>all that, and in the in the in the four

0:25:51.880 --> 0:25:54.919
<v Speaker 1>main dudes like them dudes is like crazy ass dances. Bro,

0:25:54.960 --> 0:25:57.359
<v Speaker 1>They're so good, Like they got food on, like like

0:25:57.480 --> 0:26:00.199
<v Speaker 1>choreography and like they're going crazy and I'm just like,

0:26:00.280 --> 0:26:02.920
<v Speaker 1>oh man, dog, I'm just sexy. Bro. I can't dance

0:26:02.960 --> 0:26:06.320
<v Speaker 1>like that they like, but they got they do it.

0:26:06.320 --> 0:26:08.199
<v Speaker 1>They hit all that like that, like the hit swivels

0:26:08.240 --> 0:26:11.480
<v Speaker 1>and all like, so I'm just there intimidated. Man, I'm

0:26:11.520 --> 0:26:13.479
<v Speaker 1>just like, damn, these dude is like really because they

0:26:13.520 --> 0:26:16.720
<v Speaker 1>actually like they this this is their lane, you know

0:26:16.760 --> 0:26:19.800
<v Speaker 1>what I mean lane, and like they're so good at it.

0:26:19.840 --> 0:26:21.600
<v Speaker 1>But you know, they all took me in and like

0:26:22.040 --> 0:26:24.400
<v Speaker 1>helped me in. So I got a better understanding of

0:26:24.560 --> 0:26:26.920
<v Speaker 1>how to feel music as opposed to dance to music,

0:26:27.400 --> 0:26:29.399
<v Speaker 1>and so that helped a lot. And so like now

0:26:29.440 --> 0:26:31.280
<v Speaker 1>I just find myself like if I'm in the gym,

0:26:31.400 --> 0:26:34.199
<v Speaker 1>like I just I'm actudentally hitting my moves, you know,

0:26:34.280 --> 0:26:36.400
<v Speaker 1>in the middle of doing bench presser like a role,

0:26:36.440 --> 0:26:38.399
<v Speaker 1>I'm just hitting a little swivel and like, you know,

0:26:38.440 --> 0:26:40.280
<v Speaker 1>I might get an eyre two looking at me, you know,

0:26:40.320 --> 0:26:42.719
<v Speaker 1>do my little gyrations and all that, but I mean

0:26:42.760 --> 0:26:45.720
<v Speaker 1>I'm just that. So I'm just always constantly feeling music now,

0:26:46.320 --> 0:26:48.120
<v Speaker 1>and I think that helped a lot. And then as

0:26:48.119 --> 0:26:52.640
<v Speaker 1>far as working with Mr Perry, I mean, dog man,

0:26:52.760 --> 0:26:55.800
<v Speaker 1>it's just just to be down there on that on that.

0:26:56.000 --> 0:26:59.199
<v Speaker 1>So they housed us at the studios. Yeah, what's the studio,

0:26:59.320 --> 0:27:02.719
<v Speaker 1>Like how big is it? I've heard about it, I've

0:27:02.760 --> 0:27:05.600
<v Speaker 1>seen a tour of it, but is it really that huge? Bro?

0:27:06.000 --> 0:27:09.120
<v Speaker 1>So from our housing to like the main building where

0:27:09.119 --> 0:27:13.000
<v Speaker 1>the gym is, it's a mile and a half walk. Wow,

0:27:13.840 --> 0:27:18.480
<v Speaker 1>Like so that's a straight walk. And so he's yeah,

0:27:19.080 --> 0:27:24.520
<v Speaker 1>like dog, it's like five different like residential sense, like

0:27:25.000 --> 0:27:29.639
<v Speaker 1>he's building like a New York skyline dog like dog.

0:27:29.880 --> 0:27:33.520
<v Speaker 1>But you know it's just it's just so it's like

0:27:33.560 --> 0:27:35.800
<v Speaker 1>you almost like almost so proud of him because you know,

0:27:35.880 --> 0:27:38.159
<v Speaker 1>like I grew up watching mcdea, bro, Like you know,

0:27:38.520 --> 0:27:41.639
<v Speaker 1>just see from from that to those stage plays and

0:27:41.760 --> 0:27:44.959
<v Speaker 1>productions to like all this is him, Like this is

0:27:45.000 --> 0:27:47.000
<v Speaker 1>all this is all his name on it. This is

0:27:47.080 --> 0:27:50.920
<v Speaker 1>like it's like almost seeing like like your uncle or

0:27:51.040 --> 0:27:52.879
<v Speaker 1>like your big brother just make it, you know what

0:27:52.920 --> 0:27:55.360
<v Speaker 1>I mean. And so it's just like it's just humbling

0:27:55.400 --> 0:27:58.120
<v Speaker 1>but so inspiring to be there, just like I used

0:27:58.160 --> 0:28:01.080
<v Speaker 1>to take walks every day like whenever we had like

0:28:01.119 --> 0:28:04.400
<v Speaker 1>an off there or anything, and just like walk around

0:28:04.400 --> 0:28:07.800
<v Speaker 1>and just like appreciate everything, just see just see it all.

0:28:07.960 --> 0:28:10.760
<v Speaker 1>Just like damn dog, this is really like this is

0:28:10.800 --> 0:28:13.240
<v Speaker 1>really him, bro, Like this is it's almost like it's

0:28:13.240 --> 0:28:15.520
<v Speaker 1>somebody you known for twenty years, you know, from watching

0:28:15.560 --> 0:28:18.199
<v Speaker 1>all his stuff and just to look like this is

0:28:18.240 --> 0:28:22.240
<v Speaker 1>all this all you dog, like wow, and then to

0:28:22.280 --> 0:28:25.080
<v Speaker 1>work with him, like dude is cool man, you know,

0:28:25.200 --> 0:28:27.600
<v Speaker 1>you mean, he's tough, but like you know, it's a lot.

0:28:27.680 --> 0:28:29.120
<v Speaker 1>He put a lot of pressure on himself. You want

0:28:29.119 --> 0:28:31.080
<v Speaker 1>to put out a good product. He want to really

0:28:31.080 --> 0:28:34.280
<v Speaker 1>communicate with his audience and his supporters and put out

0:28:34.320 --> 0:28:36.160
<v Speaker 1>a good product that people are gonna watch it, people

0:28:36.160 --> 0:28:37.760
<v Speaker 1>are gonna enjoy. And so he puts a lot of

0:28:37.800 --> 0:28:39.760
<v Speaker 1>pressure on himself and he puts it on us. But

0:28:39.800 --> 0:28:42.920
<v Speaker 1>he's also like a really guy. He's like a great teacher,

0:28:43.120 --> 0:28:45.920
<v Speaker 1>like almost like a great coach, acting wized, you know,

0:28:46.080 --> 0:28:51.160
<v Speaker 1>like he's you know, he be on you. I got

0:28:51.200 --> 0:28:53.360
<v Speaker 1>a problem where I when I'm on camera kind of

0:28:53.360 --> 0:28:56.360
<v Speaker 1>do a little like rock and like he like cussing.

0:28:56.560 --> 0:28:58.600
<v Speaker 1>He just like, hey, man, you guys stop doing that.

0:28:58.840 --> 0:29:00.880
<v Speaker 1>You guys are doing that's that's a bad thing to happen. Man,

0:29:01.080 --> 0:29:02.600
<v Speaker 1>gonna work with you. Man, I'm trying to help you.

0:29:03.040 --> 0:29:04.560
<v Speaker 1>And so like he keep it so real with you.

0:29:04.720 --> 0:29:06.520
<v Speaker 1>But like you know, he talked to you like like

0:29:06.720 --> 0:29:09.720
<v Speaker 1>he talked to you like it ain't condescend it, but

0:29:09.720 --> 0:29:11.960
<v Speaker 1>like he just really like he really want to help

0:29:12.360 --> 0:29:16.960
<v Speaker 1>you keep one get these careers off. Man. So it's

0:29:16.960 --> 0:29:19.600
<v Speaker 1>just amazing, bro. Like he pray over the set every day.

0:29:20.080 --> 0:29:22.080
<v Speaker 1>You lead us on like a big prayer, man. Like,

0:29:22.160 --> 0:29:24.640
<v Speaker 1>it's just it's just amazing, like you do. I still

0:29:24.720 --> 0:29:27.040
<v Speaker 1>can't believe, like it's me, you know, I can't believe

0:29:27.040 --> 0:29:29.360
<v Speaker 1>it's I get to work with this man. It's just like, Bro,

0:29:30.080 --> 0:29:33.920
<v Speaker 1>it's amazing, man, man, dog, it's crazy. You know, it

0:29:34.000 --> 0:29:36.440
<v Speaker 1>sounds dope. Man, it sounds like a heck of an

0:29:36.520 --> 0:29:39.960
<v Speaker 1>experience from what I've seen, dude, and from just the

0:29:40.000 --> 0:29:43.280
<v Speaker 1>reputation Tyler PERRYO. I don't know him personally, but for

0:29:43.360 --> 0:29:45.160
<v Speaker 1>you to having worked with him, man, it's it's it's

0:29:45.240 --> 0:29:48.920
<v Speaker 1>it's like I feel honored as well because my brother

0:29:49.040 --> 0:29:51.680
<v Speaker 1>is with you know, talking to Tyler Perry. He's on there.

0:29:51.720 --> 0:29:54.440
<v Speaker 1>You know, he's hey, you know, getting getting yil that

0:29:54.560 --> 0:29:57.600
<v Speaker 1>by Tyler Perry. It's all good. Like any other time,

0:29:57.640 --> 0:29:59.360
<v Speaker 1>I'm sensitive, bro, so I'll be like one of this,

0:29:59.520 --> 0:30:05.080
<v Speaker 1>like know, maybe lash out of crying or something. But na, Rob, Yes,

0:30:05.320 --> 0:30:09.600
<v Speaker 1>Tyler Perry absolutely, I call it Mr Tyler Perry, absolutly

0:30:10.040 --> 0:30:13.880
<v Speaker 1>give you the whole name Tyler Perry, please absolutely. How

0:30:13.920 --> 0:30:19.680
<v Speaker 1>does someone that lands a show on like BT continue

0:30:19.760 --> 0:30:24.120
<v Speaker 1>to to stay sharp, not be complacent? They continue to

0:30:24.160 --> 0:30:26.440
<v Speaker 1>work on their craft, like what is your strategy or

0:30:26.480 --> 0:30:29.120
<v Speaker 1>approach to to like when you get it? When now

0:30:29.120 --> 0:30:31.520
<v Speaker 1>you've landed your first big role, how are you going

0:30:31.520 --> 0:30:36.239
<v Speaker 1>to continue to land other roles? I mean, first of all,

0:30:36.360 --> 0:30:38.880
<v Speaker 1>just staying grateful for it all and maintaining the same

0:30:38.960 --> 0:30:43.680
<v Speaker 1>hunger and maintain the same recognition of of life going

0:30:43.720 --> 0:30:47.680
<v Speaker 1>on around me. So I'm always observing and people watching

0:30:47.720 --> 0:30:49.520
<v Speaker 1>and just trying to take in what I can and

0:30:49.560 --> 0:30:52.640
<v Speaker 1>being on top of my thoughts and like my feelings

0:30:52.680 --> 0:30:54.400
<v Speaker 1>when I see on top of my thoughts just so

0:30:54.480 --> 0:30:57.840
<v Speaker 1>thoughts are like what I was taughting, acting thoughts will

0:30:57.880 --> 0:31:00.320
<v Speaker 1>help drive your emotion, like your eyes and all that,

0:31:00.400 --> 0:31:03.160
<v Speaker 1>and show people like DA he got a lot going on.

0:31:03.400 --> 0:31:05.840
<v Speaker 1>So it's always being on top of those and on

0:31:05.880 --> 0:31:08.520
<v Speaker 1>top of my feelings and you know, recognizing how feeling

0:31:08.560 --> 0:31:12.280
<v Speaker 1>certain situations, and you know, being aware of my vulnerabilities

0:31:12.360 --> 0:31:16.080
<v Speaker 1>and my irritabilities and all that, and you know, sick

0:31:16.120 --> 0:31:19.600
<v Speaker 1>as it sounds like remembering my reactions to things, you know,

0:31:19.720 --> 0:31:22.520
<v Speaker 1>So it's always constantly real, so it's always true to myself.

0:31:22.920 --> 0:31:25.400
<v Speaker 1>And then that's on top of that, staying true to

0:31:25.440 --> 0:31:28.080
<v Speaker 1>myself and me and my truth. So like that's why

0:31:28.120 --> 0:31:30.400
<v Speaker 1>I like my stories on Instagram or just how they

0:31:30.400 --> 0:31:33.600
<v Speaker 1>are so chaotic or whatever, because like it's honestly what

0:31:33.680 --> 0:31:36.000
<v Speaker 1>comes to mind. It makes me laughing, entertains me. So

0:31:36.080 --> 0:31:37.880
<v Speaker 1>you're about to get it too, whether you like it

0:31:37.960 --> 0:31:41.760
<v Speaker 1>or not. It's always trying to stay on top of

0:31:41.800 --> 0:31:44.200
<v Speaker 1>it like that. And that's that's that's my practice. You know,

0:31:44.280 --> 0:31:46.760
<v Speaker 1>that's my that's my work. You know, that's my That's

0:31:46.760 --> 0:31:49.120
<v Speaker 1>how I get my reps in. So I'm constantly getting

0:31:49.120 --> 0:31:53.719
<v Speaker 1>reps in. Are you in class? I'm not in class?

0:31:54.600 --> 0:31:56.600
<v Speaker 1>And you know I'll get back into it. I mean

0:31:56.640 --> 0:31:58.320
<v Speaker 1>I have I have, I have a coach that I

0:31:58.360 --> 0:32:01.160
<v Speaker 1>work with. Shout out to pat Uh. I mean he

0:32:01.280 --> 0:32:03.280
<v Speaker 1>just he's he's really good. He's really good at breaking

0:32:03.320 --> 0:32:04.880
<v Speaker 1>scripts down. He's really good at talking to me like

0:32:04.920 --> 0:32:06.360
<v Speaker 1>how I need to be talked to. He's good at

0:32:06.400 --> 0:32:09.760
<v Speaker 1>talking my language, and he's good at you know, of

0:32:09.840 --> 0:32:12.560
<v Speaker 1>helping me of of of breaking it down to a

0:32:12.560 --> 0:32:18.840
<v Speaker 1>philosophical and almost like it's so organic is teaching, and

0:32:19.080 --> 0:32:21.680
<v Speaker 1>it's just it's so real and it's like so so

0:32:23.400 --> 0:32:25.400
<v Speaker 1>cutic in a way. You know, he just knows how

0:32:25.440 --> 0:32:27.600
<v Speaker 1>to talk, and he knows how to just I don't know,

0:32:27.760 --> 0:32:30.200
<v Speaker 1>just communicated to me. So it's just every time, every time,

0:32:30.240 --> 0:32:32.280
<v Speaker 1>it's always like get an epiphany every time I talked

0:32:32.320 --> 0:32:34.240
<v Speaker 1>with him. Man. And so I don't not in the

0:32:34.280 --> 0:32:37.080
<v Speaker 1>classes right now, but you know, I got a coach

0:32:37.120 --> 0:32:39.280
<v Speaker 1>that I work with weekly. You know, he's also worked

0:32:39.320 --> 0:32:41.320
<v Speaker 1>out with me at the gym, So it's always giving

0:32:41.400 --> 0:32:43.240
<v Speaker 1>vice and tips. He always sending me tips, so and

0:32:43.280 --> 0:32:45.600
<v Speaker 1>I'm just always open to receiving them and just applying them.

0:32:46.640 --> 0:32:50.320
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0:33:00.640 --> 0:33:03.000
<v Speaker 1>As far as the physical fitness side, you've been You've

0:33:03.000 --> 0:33:06.760
<v Speaker 1>mentioned and alluded to yourself being sexy numerous times. You

0:33:06.800 --> 0:33:09.720
<v Speaker 1>have a tremendous you have a tremendous physique. I understand

0:33:10.120 --> 0:33:13.160
<v Speaker 1>it's not your fault, but when when we're going in

0:33:13.160 --> 0:33:16.560
<v Speaker 1>the summer and I had somebody on the show, Dr

0:33:16.640 --> 0:33:18.840
<v Speaker 1>Courtney Watson. She gave some great health tips from the

0:33:18.840 --> 0:33:24.080
<v Speaker 1>medical side of course. Corner. Yes, absolutely, I want to

0:33:24.120 --> 0:33:27.360
<v Speaker 1>I want to Joshua John Marcus Johnson to give us

0:33:27.440 --> 0:33:33.160
<v Speaker 1>Josh's tips on how to either maintain a nice summer

0:33:33.200 --> 0:33:36.560
<v Speaker 1>beach bod, get a beach bock, or just healthy tips

0:33:36.600 --> 0:33:40.560
<v Speaker 1>for living that will enhance our lifestyle because obviously you

0:33:40.600 --> 0:33:44.120
<v Speaker 1>have done a tremendous job at that. And it's so crazy, man,

0:33:44.160 --> 0:33:46.400
<v Speaker 1>because like people will tell you like all this difficult

0:33:46.440 --> 0:33:50.360
<v Speaker 1>heart advice, and in my opinion, it's really like because

0:33:50.400 --> 0:33:54.560
<v Speaker 1>people if you people literally do nothing. So like my

0:33:54.600 --> 0:33:56.760
<v Speaker 1>biggest thing is to do something like get out and

0:33:56.800 --> 0:33:58.960
<v Speaker 1>walk outside of your team twenty minutes. Like if you

0:33:59.040 --> 0:34:01.480
<v Speaker 1>got a gym membership, set the time for forty five

0:34:01.920 --> 0:34:06.080
<v Speaker 1>to an hour, pick three workout, pick three exercise to do,

0:34:06.760 --> 0:34:10.040
<v Speaker 1>so it could be like like a row, a push up,

0:34:10.120 --> 0:34:13.160
<v Speaker 1>and a squat do those forty five minutes straight, ten

0:34:13.239 --> 0:34:15.360
<v Speaker 1>sets of each. You gotta take a break, take a break,

0:34:15.520 --> 0:34:17.520
<v Speaker 1>but you gotta do something, you know, And that's that's

0:34:17.520 --> 0:34:20.920
<v Speaker 1>a lot of people's problems, like they're going from doing

0:34:20.920 --> 0:34:24.120
<v Speaker 1>nothing and just expecting things to be easy. I mean,

0:34:24.160 --> 0:34:26.360
<v Speaker 1>it's not gonna be easy, but you just gotta do

0:34:26.480 --> 0:34:28.319
<v Speaker 1>something like you know, it takes an hour a day.

0:34:28.360 --> 0:34:30.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm telling you, if you spend an hour a day

0:34:30.040 --> 0:34:32.680
<v Speaker 1>dog like, and then you'll find like as you as

0:34:32.719 --> 0:34:36.960
<v Speaker 1>you exercise more and more, your your exercise vocabulary experience.

0:34:37.120 --> 0:34:38.960
<v Speaker 1>And so now you're doing this, you're doing that, You're

0:34:39.000 --> 0:34:41.200
<v Speaker 1>doing this, you're doing that, and then you start actually

0:34:41.239 --> 0:34:43.319
<v Speaker 1>liking it. After three or four weeks or maybe a month,

0:34:43.600 --> 0:34:45.600
<v Speaker 1>you love it, and then it becomes something that you

0:34:45.680 --> 0:34:48.040
<v Speaker 1>need to do. It's it's it's just you take a

0:34:48.120 --> 0:34:50.440
<v Speaker 1>day off and you feel gross, and so it's just

0:34:50.480 --> 0:34:52.200
<v Speaker 1>something that you need to do. It almost becomes like

0:34:52.200 --> 0:34:54.960
<v Speaker 1>a positive addiction, you know. And so I just encourage

0:34:55.000 --> 0:34:58.839
<v Speaker 1>people to just do something anything, and then you'll find

0:34:58.840 --> 0:35:00.440
<v Speaker 1>it so good for your mental health. It's a good

0:35:00.440 --> 0:35:04.279
<v Speaker 1>way to transmute like different energies that you may have,

0:35:04.360 --> 0:35:07.640
<v Speaker 1>whether it be sadness, anger, you know, even happiness. You know,

0:35:07.680 --> 0:35:09.839
<v Speaker 1>it's just a good way to just just to get

0:35:09.840 --> 0:35:12.080
<v Speaker 1>that out, you know, just put it to use it

0:35:12.120 --> 0:35:13.479
<v Speaker 1>on something, to get it out, and then you find

0:35:13.480 --> 0:35:16.000
<v Speaker 1>that you sleep better, you start caring about what you

0:35:16.040 --> 0:35:18.080
<v Speaker 1>put in your body as far as eating goes, you know,

0:35:18.239 --> 0:35:21.279
<v Speaker 1>and that so it just starts with doing something. I mean,

0:35:21.360 --> 0:35:24.759
<v Speaker 1>I'm even even if it's just twenty minutes straight of

0:35:25.239 --> 0:35:28.359
<v Speaker 1>three exercises in the circuit and just go ten ten

0:35:28.440 --> 0:35:30.400
<v Speaker 1>ten reps each, like you just go, like you just

0:35:30.440 --> 0:35:34.600
<v Speaker 1>gotta do something. Yeah, what about eating stuff? Um, you know,

0:35:34.640 --> 0:35:37.120
<v Speaker 1>I felt I've always felt like the eating part is

0:35:37.480 --> 0:35:41.359
<v Speaker 1>more important than the physical part to a certain level,

0:35:41.360 --> 0:35:43.279
<v Speaker 1>because I've lost weight and gotten into shape and I

0:35:43.280 --> 0:35:45.440
<v Speaker 1>didn't work out before, but I was I was on

0:35:45.440 --> 0:35:48.759
<v Speaker 1>a vegetarian diet, so without having to go to the

0:35:48.760 --> 0:35:52.680
<v Speaker 1>extremes of like vegetarian, what's something like a normal person

0:35:53.560 --> 0:35:57.200
<v Speaker 1>you know, my age or younger and my around my

0:35:57.280 --> 0:36:00.000
<v Speaker 1>age because this is my audience. My audience is people

0:36:00.320 --> 0:36:03.040
<v Speaker 1>you know, thirty five to like fifty or so somewhere

0:36:03.040 --> 0:36:05.719
<v Speaker 1>around there, hopefully younger. But I think it's around that

0:36:06.480 --> 0:36:10.759
<v Speaker 1>what type of foods should we absolutely stay away from

0:36:10.800 --> 0:36:14.880
<v Speaker 1>and what should we gravitate towards. So I like to

0:36:14.920 --> 0:36:17.520
<v Speaker 1>live by like an eight percent percent things, So twenty

0:36:17.560 --> 0:36:19.360
<v Speaker 1>percent of the time you do something bad if you

0:36:19.400 --> 0:36:22.160
<v Speaker 1>have to, like not saying you have to, but but

0:36:22.960 --> 0:36:25.319
<v Speaker 1>people know not to eat fry foods, like you know

0:36:25.400 --> 0:36:29.680
<v Speaker 1>that that goes without saying, now you know, and and

0:36:29.800 --> 0:36:31.880
<v Speaker 1>so you get so I just encourage to get to

0:36:31.880 --> 0:36:34.680
<v Speaker 1>a point ahead. But no, there's also but there's also

0:36:34.760 --> 0:36:37.680
<v Speaker 1>these foods that for for the longest time, because I'm

0:36:37.680 --> 0:36:40.160
<v Speaker 1>asking you, because you're younger, you're you're plugged into the fitness.

0:36:40.200 --> 0:36:41.840
<v Speaker 1>But for the longest time, we used to think certain

0:36:41.880 --> 0:36:44.680
<v Speaker 1>foods were all good, and then later on they're like,

0:36:44.680 --> 0:36:47.440
<v Speaker 1>oh no, those that acts actually isn't all good. That's

0:36:47.440 --> 0:36:49.319
<v Speaker 1>not that's not a good. Kind of fact, I was

0:36:49.320 --> 0:36:52.120
<v Speaker 1>wonder if there's anything new out like that we should

0:36:52.160 --> 0:36:55.920
<v Speaker 1>know about. I don't even follow recommendations no more because

0:36:57.400 --> 0:37:00.640
<v Speaker 1>because like they they tell you, they change it up.

0:37:00.640 --> 0:37:05.520
<v Speaker 1>When your mess with people's minds. Now it's just, you know,

0:37:05.560 --> 0:37:07.920
<v Speaker 1>it's just dumb. So you just kinda gotta go. You

0:37:07.960 --> 0:37:11.240
<v Speaker 1>gotta be on top of what makes you feel good.

0:37:11.400 --> 0:37:15.080
<v Speaker 1>And so like the fry food is never gonna be good,

0:37:15.280 --> 0:37:17.120
<v Speaker 1>but if you have to have it, you know, planting

0:37:17.200 --> 0:37:19.600
<v Speaker 1>out to where you work out, you eat good for

0:37:19.640 --> 0:37:21.480
<v Speaker 1>like the three days before that and make you feel

0:37:21.480 --> 0:37:23.680
<v Speaker 1>like it's a reward or something like that. And so

0:37:24.239 --> 0:37:26.400
<v Speaker 1>I mean, but like a simple kind of die for

0:37:26.440 --> 0:37:29.800
<v Speaker 1>me is like you know, like grill saltae, shrimp, real salta,

0:37:30.000 --> 0:37:34.879
<v Speaker 1>chicken fish, steak um, you know, brown rice, white rice,

0:37:34.880 --> 0:37:38.160
<v Speaker 1>sweep potato, but starch in greens. You know, I just

0:37:38.239 --> 0:37:39.880
<v Speaker 1>keep it simple like that. And what do you do

0:37:39.920 --> 0:37:42.320
<v Speaker 1>with brown rice? How can you eat brown rice? This

0:37:42.440 --> 0:37:44.360
<v Speaker 1>is my question? How do you how do you actually

0:37:44.480 --> 0:37:47.640
<v Speaker 1>swallow brown rice and like eat it? How do you

0:37:47.680 --> 0:37:50.160
<v Speaker 1>do that? A little bit of grass their butter and

0:37:50.200 --> 0:37:51.880
<v Speaker 1>some of that juice from the fish or the chicken

0:37:53.320 --> 0:37:57.680
<v Speaker 1>grass that butter, different dog that grass, said, brother are different. Man.

0:37:58.239 --> 0:38:00.359
<v Speaker 1>It's good for you too. It's really good. Where you've

0:38:00.400 --> 0:38:02.840
<v Speaker 1>got that conjugated lino leg acid that c l A

0:38:03.239 --> 0:38:05.359
<v Speaker 1>and it you know, it helps with your belly fat,

0:38:05.960 --> 0:38:10.040
<v Speaker 1>doesn't it. Yeah? So they say where you get it from?

0:38:10.640 --> 0:38:13.800
<v Speaker 1>Getting from rouse? It's it's the carry gold carry carry

0:38:13.800 --> 0:38:18.879
<v Speaker 1>gold butter. Hm, it's grass fad butter, you know it's

0:38:19.239 --> 0:38:22.439
<v Speaker 1>it's so you got your regular butter the American eyes,

0:38:22.480 --> 0:38:24.040
<v Speaker 1>I guess whatever, and then you got your grass fed.

0:38:24.680 --> 0:38:27.160
<v Speaker 1>Grass fed is like super it's almost like golden color.

0:38:27.239 --> 0:38:29.600
<v Speaker 1>So it's this is rich and like and like vitamin

0:38:29.719 --> 0:38:32.359
<v Speaker 1>a invada, carrooteen and stuff like that. Got the good

0:38:32.360 --> 0:38:36.080
<v Speaker 1>fast for you? And whereas this not as what not

0:38:36.160 --> 0:38:42.279
<v Speaker 1>as much interesting? Okay, okay? What about like liquids are

0:38:42.320 --> 0:38:45.239
<v Speaker 1>the liquids that like? For the longest I used to

0:38:45.280 --> 0:38:48.120
<v Speaker 1>think juice was cool, But juice apparently it's not. It's

0:38:48.120 --> 0:38:50.400
<v Speaker 1>not all good. There's a lot of fat. Even diet

0:38:50.440 --> 0:38:53.680
<v Speaker 1>sodas are kind of shaky. So do you what do

0:38:53.719 --> 0:38:56.399
<v Speaker 1>you suggest water all the time or what is your

0:38:56.480 --> 0:38:59.320
<v Speaker 1>juice daily liquid intake? Look like? Like I try to

0:38:59.400 --> 0:39:02.080
<v Speaker 1>drink like a don't have two gallons of water a day,

0:39:02.520 --> 0:39:06.120
<v Speaker 1>damn And lots of coffee. I like coffee a lot.

0:39:06.680 --> 0:39:09.320
<v Speaker 1>How much coffee do you drink? I'm probably like fi

0:39:09.400 --> 0:39:12.400
<v Speaker 1>cups coffee a day. It's gonna stain your teeth. You

0:39:12.480 --> 0:39:15.680
<v Speaker 1>better get that teeth white. And the thing, boy, it's

0:39:15.680 --> 0:39:17.759
<v Speaker 1>all good. You know what you got, what you got.

0:39:18.120 --> 0:39:20.320
<v Speaker 1>So it's just it's one of them Instagram has got me.

0:39:20.360 --> 0:39:23.400
<v Speaker 1>It's this purple stuff and then you spray and then purple.

0:39:23.920 --> 0:39:27.080
<v Speaker 1>It helped bleach out a bunch of it, bleach out

0:39:27.200 --> 0:39:29.040
<v Speaker 1>yellow things and stuff like that. It's really cool. I

0:39:29.080 --> 0:39:31.000
<v Speaker 1>forget what it's called. I'll texted to you it's working,

0:39:33.719 --> 0:39:38.160
<v Speaker 1>as he smiles and shows the pearly whites. Yes, it's working, Yes,

0:39:38.239 --> 0:39:44.080
<v Speaker 1>it's working. But so yeah, but water coffee is cool

0:39:44.160 --> 0:39:47.400
<v Speaker 1>because caffeine helps, you know, get your metabolism up, and

0:39:47.400 --> 0:39:50.120
<v Speaker 1>you know, it burns fat while you're at rest. Um,

0:39:50.600 --> 0:39:53.439
<v Speaker 1>I'll drink juice, but so you gotta do it strategically.

0:39:53.520 --> 0:39:57.080
<v Speaker 1>So if you have like a nice hard workout, your

0:39:57.120 --> 0:39:59.400
<v Speaker 1>muscles and all that are like craving cards. So if

0:39:59.440 --> 0:40:02.520
<v Speaker 1>you drink the juice after you work out, your muscle

0:40:02.560 --> 0:40:05.080
<v Speaker 1>is gonna know what to do with them, whereas he's

0:40:05.080 --> 0:40:07.799
<v Speaker 1>gonna know to do with the cars, whereas before it's

0:40:07.840 --> 0:40:09.520
<v Speaker 1>just kind of just chilling and hanging out. You know,

0:40:09.600 --> 0:40:11.759
<v Speaker 1>it has no use in application, but if you use

0:40:11.840 --> 0:40:14.399
<v Speaker 1>it as like a recovery drink, then you're gonna be like, oh,

0:40:14.440 --> 0:40:15.799
<v Speaker 1>this is kind of nice. It's just kind of good.

0:40:15.840 --> 0:40:20.279
<v Speaker 1>It's feeding my muscles, it's feeling my muscles. Okay, okay,

0:40:20.920 --> 0:40:23.880
<v Speaker 1>lots of water. So like simple cars, like simple cars,

0:40:23.920 --> 0:40:25.759
<v Speaker 1>like don't even be thinking you can go get like

0:40:25.800 --> 0:40:29.319
<v Speaker 1>a twelve pack of doughnuts from the Crispy Cream even

0:40:29.360 --> 0:40:32.400
<v Speaker 1>though the sign hot now on I couldn't blame you

0:40:32.440 --> 0:40:34.359
<v Speaker 1>if you did, but you know you gotta be careful. Man.

0:40:34.360 --> 0:40:37.120
<v Speaker 1>It's just full of oils and just bad fast and

0:40:37.239 --> 0:40:39.120
<v Speaker 1>or make it sixtens. It causes information on that you

0:40:39.160 --> 0:40:41.200
<v Speaker 1>don't want to be get. So so what is someone's

0:40:41.239 --> 0:40:45.120
<v Speaker 1>supposed to do if they have a sweep too? Uh?

0:40:45.400 --> 0:40:49.000
<v Speaker 1>Pick a day, pick a day and go crazy just

0:40:49.040 --> 0:40:51.000
<v Speaker 1>one day? So what's crazy to you? Because I feel

0:40:51.040 --> 0:40:54.040
<v Speaker 1>like crazy? Like me, my my disciplines got to the

0:40:54.040 --> 0:40:56.720
<v Speaker 1>point where crazy to me is like eating like four

0:40:56.800 --> 0:40:59.640
<v Speaker 1>doughnuts and and that's it, and that's it. That's my

0:40:59.719 --> 0:41:01.879
<v Speaker 1>crazy zy day. Or a piece of pie and ice

0:41:01.920 --> 0:41:05.240
<v Speaker 1>cream two in two scoops ice cream, Like that's crazy

0:41:05.280 --> 0:41:09.160
<v Speaker 1>for me. So what's crazy? So I don't know. So,

0:41:09.239 --> 0:41:11.160
<v Speaker 1>like my biology is kind of different. So I feel

0:41:11.200 --> 0:41:13.239
<v Speaker 1>like I'll be having like these cheat days where I

0:41:13.239 --> 0:41:15.480
<v Speaker 1>want to just go crazy, and so I start to

0:41:15.520 --> 0:41:17.440
<v Speaker 1>day off for like choking chip pancakes, and then I'll

0:41:17.480 --> 0:41:20.400
<v Speaker 1>be done, Like it'll be it'll be satisfied. And so

0:41:21.000 --> 0:41:23.560
<v Speaker 1>I just think you pick a day and maybe just

0:41:23.600 --> 0:41:25.359
<v Speaker 1>planning to go all out, and then you'll find like, oh,

0:41:25.520 --> 0:41:28.040
<v Speaker 1>like I'm done this. You know, I got what I needed,

0:41:28.120 --> 0:41:30.280
<v Speaker 1>you know, and like, so it ends of not being crazy.

0:41:30.320 --> 0:41:32.680
<v Speaker 1>But just pick a day, make sure you on your stuff,

0:41:32.719 --> 0:41:34.279
<v Speaker 1>make sure you on you're working out, make sure you're

0:41:34.280 --> 0:41:37.400
<v Speaker 1>on eating appropriately for your diet and for your goals.

0:41:38.080 --> 0:41:39.799
<v Speaker 1>And then just if you need to have a day

0:41:39.880 --> 0:41:43.439
<v Speaker 1>just like, Okay, I'm I'm planning it for two days

0:41:43.440 --> 0:41:46.319
<v Speaker 1>from now, I'm gonna go crazy. I'm just gonna just

0:41:46.360 --> 0:41:49.080
<v Speaker 1>eat whatever I want. Blah blah blah. But make sure

0:41:49.120 --> 0:41:51.160
<v Speaker 1>you're following your plan and doing it right and earn it.

0:41:51.360 --> 0:41:53.920
<v Speaker 1>You know, what's your thoughts on alcohol? And this will

0:41:53.960 --> 0:41:59.080
<v Speaker 1>be the last question on the diet. Um, So I'm

0:41:59.080 --> 0:42:01.200
<v Speaker 1>not gonna love the man. When the pandemic first hit, Dog,

0:42:01.600 --> 0:42:06.040
<v Speaker 1>I'll probably taking down a bottle of day I had, Like, man,

0:42:06.600 --> 0:42:12.920
<v Speaker 1>I had so much unemployment money. Dog, Like, what so tequila?

0:42:12.960 --> 0:42:14.799
<v Speaker 1>If they say tequila is the best one to drink,

0:42:14.840 --> 0:42:18.120
<v Speaker 1>is that true? Supposedly? But it's all nasty, it's all gross.

0:42:18.160 --> 0:42:21.319
<v Speaker 1>He's yeah, gross, it's all nasty. So yeah, I mean,

0:42:21.920 --> 0:42:27.440
<v Speaker 1>you know, But so if you're gonna drink alcohol, you know,

0:42:27.520 --> 0:42:30.719
<v Speaker 1>don't make it an everyday thing, because I mean what

0:42:30.760 --> 0:42:32.759
<v Speaker 1>you mean, Like, I'm like, I don't know I don't

0:42:32.760 --> 0:42:35.279
<v Speaker 1>know because for my like, I'll call it nasty. Man,

0:42:35.480 --> 0:42:37.440
<v Speaker 1>it don't taste good, bro, it don't taste good. So

0:42:37.440 --> 0:42:39.440
<v Speaker 1>I don't see how people do it every day. But

0:42:39.440 --> 0:42:40.960
<v Speaker 1>if you got if you want to get turned up,

0:42:41.080 --> 0:42:42.919
<v Speaker 1>I mean, just pick a day. I guess, pick a day.

0:42:43.200 --> 0:42:44.759
<v Speaker 1>There you go with your pick a day. So every

0:42:44.840 --> 0:42:48.759
<v Speaker 1>so everything is moderation pretty much for you, everything excumely moderation,

0:42:48.840 --> 0:42:50.759
<v Speaker 1>Like you don't need to be drinking every day and

0:42:50.800 --> 0:42:54.080
<v Speaker 1>like eating all this unhealthy stuff every day, especially when

0:42:54.120 --> 0:42:55.400
<v Speaker 1>you know it's not good for you. If you're feeling

0:42:55.440 --> 0:42:58.719
<v Speaker 1>like slow, sluggish and lethargic, it's like, why would you

0:42:58.760 --> 0:43:00.919
<v Speaker 1>want to feel that? But you know, I can't speak

0:43:00.920 --> 0:43:02.799
<v Speaker 1>for everybody because I wouldn't want to feel that. Don't

0:43:02.800 --> 0:43:05.720
<v Speaker 1>mean that everybody else will want to feel that. So okay,

0:43:05.760 --> 0:43:08.719
<v Speaker 1>but the best alcohol to drink for somebody that's trying

0:43:08.760 --> 0:43:10.840
<v Speaker 1>to watch way would be would be like what like

0:43:10.880 --> 0:43:13.040
<v Speaker 1>give me an exact like for me, okay, I'll tell

0:43:13.080 --> 0:43:16.880
<v Speaker 1>you red wine, all right, I do reds. I also

0:43:16.920 --> 0:43:22.200
<v Speaker 1>do like Michaelo Ultra one hundreds, which are very light. Uh.

0:43:22.280 --> 0:43:26.120
<v Speaker 1>If if you have Taihen, it really makes it. Uh

0:43:26.160 --> 0:43:28.759
<v Speaker 1>easier to go down a little bit. Yeah, but then

0:43:28.880 --> 0:43:30.839
<v Speaker 1>you know, but then that's pretty much it. You know,

0:43:31.000 --> 0:43:33.919
<v Speaker 1>I don't really subscribe, like I know, dark is bad,

0:43:34.560 --> 0:43:37.080
<v Speaker 1>which I understand, but it's important when you get around

0:43:37.080 --> 0:43:38.719
<v Speaker 1>my age, because you like to eat good, you like

0:43:38.800 --> 0:43:40.840
<v Speaker 1>to drink good, and you like to have these these

0:43:40.920 --> 0:43:44.040
<v Speaker 1>consistent you should enjoy yourself and like the main point

0:43:44.080 --> 0:43:46.359
<v Speaker 1>I want to say, it's like, don't stress yourself out

0:43:46.360 --> 0:43:48.560
<v Speaker 1>about it too much. So even if my picket day

0:43:48.600 --> 0:43:51.120
<v Speaker 1>concept don't work for you, don't, you know, don't stress

0:43:51.160 --> 0:43:52.759
<v Speaker 1>out about it. If you've got to have that little drink,

0:43:53.080 --> 0:43:55.279
<v Speaker 1>take you that little drink, you know, sip it slow,

0:43:55.560 --> 0:43:57.160
<v Speaker 1>take a little drink, you know. If you gotta have

0:43:57.200 --> 0:44:01.160
<v Speaker 1>that cookie, yeah, yeah, cookie, don't you know, don't play

0:44:01.320 --> 0:44:02.920
<v Speaker 1>don't mind too much about it because it's going into

0:44:02.960 --> 0:44:04.960
<v Speaker 1>backfind on your regardless, So don't do that. You know,

0:44:05.000 --> 0:44:09.279
<v Speaker 1>don't restrict yourself because restricting causes a being. So yes,

0:44:09.440 --> 0:44:12.680
<v Speaker 1>it's no, that's a great formula, josh Uh. I like

0:44:12.920 --> 0:44:16.640
<v Speaker 1>your approach to it. It's not really it's it's a

0:44:16.680 --> 0:44:20.040
<v Speaker 1>good balance of like tough but also giving the person

0:44:20.640 --> 0:44:22.920
<v Speaker 1>a lot of leeway to make his own decisions and

0:44:22.960 --> 0:44:29.520
<v Speaker 1>holding his own self accountable. That's dope. Um man, man, man,

0:44:29.560 --> 0:44:32.880
<v Speaker 1>it's been this. This I enjoyed speaking to you in

0:44:32.920 --> 0:44:35.799
<v Speaker 1>this type of form um, in this format, you know,

0:44:35.880 --> 0:44:38.759
<v Speaker 1>just hearing you kind of talk about your stuff through

0:44:38.800 --> 0:44:41.880
<v Speaker 1>your through how you've experienced it. You know, we you know,

0:44:41.920 --> 0:44:44.560
<v Speaker 1>we're brothers. We don't talk as much. We talk all

0:44:44.560 --> 0:44:45.960
<v Speaker 1>the time, but we don't talk about this type of

0:44:46.000 --> 0:44:48.719
<v Speaker 1>stuff like this in depth. So this was this was

0:44:48.840 --> 0:44:53.560
<v Speaker 1>really good. Um Yeah, we hold a lot of things

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<v Speaker 1>in and uh, we gotta talk about that. We gotta

0:44:56.320 --> 0:44:59.319
<v Speaker 1>talk about that one day. About the toxic masculinity in

0:44:59.360 --> 0:45:01.879
<v Speaker 1>like in the sense of of having to be hard

0:45:01.880 --> 0:45:04.600
<v Speaker 1>all the time and not you know, you know, spill

0:45:04.600 --> 0:45:07.279
<v Speaker 1>out your feelings sometimes and maybe like share a cry bro, Like,

0:45:07.440 --> 0:45:09.360
<v Speaker 1>we gotta we gotta have a discussion about that. I

0:45:09.400 --> 0:45:12.640
<v Speaker 1>think we should have like a big form me to

0:45:12.719 --> 0:45:16.160
<v Speaker 1>talk about that. You know, it's just showed it. It's okay, man,

0:45:16.160 --> 0:45:21.879
<v Speaker 1>because like, like the male suicide rate is crazy right now. Dog, Yeah,

0:45:22.440 --> 0:45:25.040
<v Speaker 1>we're killing ourselves because we can't we feel like we

0:45:25.080 --> 0:45:26.640
<v Speaker 1>can't share it. So like we think that's the next

0:45:26.640 --> 0:45:29.799
<v Speaker 1>mess option. Man, we gotta, we gotta clean that up, man.

0:45:29.960 --> 0:45:31.719
<v Speaker 1>And that's a side of that toxicity that we need

0:45:31.719 --> 0:45:33.879
<v Speaker 1>to clean up. Man. We like we gotta we gotta

0:45:33.920 --> 0:45:37.080
<v Speaker 1>save the world, we gotta save ourselves. Yeah, Man, it's

0:45:37.680 --> 0:45:39.600
<v Speaker 1>a lot of it is pride, a lot of it

0:45:39.360 --> 0:45:42.920
<v Speaker 1>is you know. It's like it takes a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>undoing to because you grow up in the culture that

0:45:48.600 --> 0:45:51.680
<v Speaker 1>we encouraged it, allowed it. Everything you've seen is pretty

0:45:51.719 --> 0:45:54.840
<v Speaker 1>much about it. So unless you were really you know,

0:45:56.040 --> 0:45:59.520
<v Speaker 1>taught early, you know, and a lot of us in

0:45:59.560 --> 0:46:02.719
<v Speaker 1>our family you were. But there's still tendencies that happen

0:46:02.760 --> 0:46:05.280
<v Speaker 1>as you grow, man, and your you you move outside

0:46:05.280 --> 0:46:07.200
<v Speaker 1>to different units. People go to school, you know, you

0:46:07.239 --> 0:46:10.120
<v Speaker 1>pick up habits and these are bad habits. That and

0:46:10.120 --> 0:46:13.960
<v Speaker 1>and something I enjoyed talking about because there are no

0:46:14.000 --> 0:46:16.120
<v Speaker 1>real well I won't say no, but it's nice to

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<v Speaker 1>have a safe space where you know, men can talk

0:46:19.760 --> 0:46:22.319
<v Speaker 1>and share real feelings and things like that. But we'll

0:46:22.360 --> 0:46:25.640
<v Speaker 1>definitely um touch on that. We have a whole episode's

0:46:25.640 --> 0:46:29.160
<v Speaker 1>worth of stuff like that. But man, your journey has

0:46:29.200 --> 0:46:32.040
<v Speaker 1>been an amazing one to hear about. Dude. Although I

0:46:32.120 --> 0:46:35.319
<v Speaker 1>knew the story, it's just it resonates more to hear

0:46:35.360 --> 0:46:38.799
<v Speaker 1>it through your words and your voice. Uh. Proud of

0:46:38.840 --> 0:46:43.880
<v Speaker 1>you and everything that you're accomplishing uh in in life.

0:46:44.120 --> 0:46:46.520
<v Speaker 1>I wanted to know this and then this would be

0:46:46.560 --> 0:46:52.959
<v Speaker 1>my last question. When you ultimately you're gonna have a platform. Um,

0:46:53.000 --> 0:46:55.560
<v Speaker 1>you gotta be someone that has gonna be able to

0:46:55.600 --> 0:47:01.560
<v Speaker 1>affect others. What's sort of your message or what do

0:47:01.640 --> 0:47:05.640
<v Speaker 1>you live what words or do you live your life

0:47:05.640 --> 0:47:13.440
<v Speaker 1>by that you would want others to know about you? Um,

0:47:13.480 --> 0:47:15.399
<v Speaker 1>there's I forget the version of Bible. With this version

0:47:15.400 --> 0:47:19.520
<v Speaker 1>of Bible where in saying faith, hope, and most important love.

0:47:19.680 --> 0:47:23.600
<v Speaker 1>So I try to live my life loving everybody of

0:47:23.640 --> 0:47:27.160
<v Speaker 1>different creeds, different orientations, different whatever. Like I always want

0:47:27.160 --> 0:47:30.839
<v Speaker 1>to be somebody that we'll listen and try my best

0:47:30.840 --> 0:47:33.279
<v Speaker 1>to understand it. If I can't understand, I will sympathize

0:47:33.280 --> 0:47:36.200
<v Speaker 1>with you. Want to be somebody know with empathy and

0:47:36.239 --> 0:47:39.359
<v Speaker 1>I just want people to know. Like like you said

0:47:39.360 --> 0:47:41.960
<v Speaker 1>about safe spaces, like I would you know, I want

0:47:41.960 --> 0:47:44.279
<v Speaker 1>to be I want to be a safe space you know,

0:47:44.320 --> 0:47:48.400
<v Speaker 1>where people can talk to me about any and everything honestly,

0:47:48.520 --> 0:47:52.319
<v Speaker 1>and like you know, I pray that nothing ever gets

0:47:52.400 --> 0:47:56.440
<v Speaker 1>too much for me to bear or here you know,

0:47:56.719 --> 0:47:58.520
<v Speaker 1>and so like that's it. Man. I just want to

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<v Speaker 1>live a life and just love and be a best

0:48:00.000 --> 0:48:03.840
<v Speaker 1>of love and to everybody and to anybody. You know,

0:48:03.880 --> 0:48:05.880
<v Speaker 1>I don't want, you know, I want people to be

0:48:05.880 --> 0:48:07.719
<v Speaker 1>able to walk up to me, you know, and ask

0:48:07.760 --> 0:48:10.120
<v Speaker 1>me questions, ask me if I's on working out or

0:48:10.160 --> 0:48:14.600
<v Speaker 1>anything like, you know, and not feel, you know, not

0:48:14.800 --> 0:48:16.600
<v Speaker 1>not be not be intimidated about me. I don't want

0:48:16.600 --> 0:48:18.399
<v Speaker 1>to be intimidating. I want I want to be somebody

0:48:18.440 --> 0:48:20.359
<v Speaker 1>who's an open book, somebody who people can just come

0:48:20.400 --> 0:48:23.160
<v Speaker 1>and talk to about anything like. And so I try

0:48:23.160 --> 0:48:24.920
<v Speaker 1>to live my life like that now. Like you know,

0:48:25.800 --> 0:48:27.520
<v Speaker 1>I try to help a lot of people, man, try

0:48:27.560 --> 0:48:29.840
<v Speaker 1>to help a lot of people. Man. It's just important

0:48:29.880 --> 0:48:31.160
<v Speaker 1>to me to be that voice because a lot of

0:48:31.160 --> 0:48:33.759
<v Speaker 1>people don't have that even within their own families. And

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<v Speaker 1>I recognized that I was fortunate enough to get that

0:48:36.760 --> 0:48:39.040
<v Speaker 1>with mine and so if I could be an extension

0:48:39.080 --> 0:48:41.560
<v Speaker 1>of our family to other people, man, like, you know,

0:48:42.160 --> 0:48:46.600
<v Speaker 1>that's a life well lived. Dog, you know. Yeah, man,

0:48:46.640 --> 0:48:51.359
<v Speaker 1>good stuff. Uh, You're blessed, you're touched, and you've you've

0:48:51.400 --> 0:48:55.759
<v Speaker 1>always been destined to do what you're doing. Appreciate you, man,

0:48:55.840 --> 0:48:58.279
<v Speaker 1>you know. I I reverbed back to one of my

0:48:58.280 --> 0:49:00.720
<v Speaker 1>favorite pictures of us. You have me on your shoulders

0:49:00.719 --> 0:49:02.759
<v Speaker 1>at Drake Stadium. Man. You know, you know, I'm just

0:49:03.040 --> 0:49:05.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm on my big brother shoulders. Man, you and so

0:49:06.000 --> 0:49:07.839
<v Speaker 1>you know, I'm just grateful to have y'all to man

0:49:07.960 --> 0:49:10.200
<v Speaker 1>like two the best neig brothers in the world. Ah.

0:49:10.280 --> 0:49:11.759
<v Speaker 1>So that's why I try to be the big brother

0:49:11.840 --> 0:49:15.600
<v Speaker 1>I am to countless people. Man. So that's direct from you. Man,

0:49:15.680 --> 0:49:17.640
<v Speaker 1>So you give yourself around of applause for that. I

0:49:17.680 --> 0:49:20.160
<v Speaker 1>appreciate you. Man. You're the first born and you did

0:49:20.160 --> 0:49:23.160
<v Speaker 1>the hell of a job, you know, leading us. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>so I appreciate you, man. I appreciate you, my brother,

0:49:26.360 --> 0:49:29.480
<v Speaker 1>and I love you. Thank lad man, ladies and gentlemen.

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<v Speaker 1>Ja Marcus Johnson