1 00:00:01,280 --> 00:00:10,320 Speaker 1: This is kJ Live with Chris john Sali and Chris 2 00:00:10,440 --> 00:00:13,680 Speaker 1: is having conversations with influencers in the sports world and 3 00:00:13,920 --> 00:00:21,000 Speaker 1: entertainment industry. Now here's Chris Johnson. You're now tuned in 4 00:00:21,239 --> 00:00:26,079 Speaker 1: to kJ Live. Today's guest on the show is an actor, model, 5 00:00:26,760 --> 00:00:29,520 Speaker 1: and renaissance man. He recently was named to a role 6 00:00:29,760 --> 00:00:33,720 Speaker 1: on Tyler Perry's All the Queen's Men, starring on BT. 7 00:00:34,159 --> 00:00:38,360 Speaker 1: Welcome into the show. My little brother, Ja Marcus Johnson 8 00:00:38,440 --> 00:00:42,519 Speaker 1: is in the building. What's up, man, appreciate it's kind 9 00:00:42,520 --> 00:00:45,200 Speaker 1: of cool. That's something cool to talk about. Now, well, 10 00:00:45,280 --> 00:00:48,400 Speaker 1: now you always had something cool to talk about. I 11 00:00:48,440 --> 00:00:51,320 Speaker 1: think schedules permitting. You've been a busy man lately, so 12 00:00:51,520 --> 00:00:53,559 Speaker 1: I appreciate you taking the time out of your schedule, 13 00:00:53,880 --> 00:00:57,080 Speaker 1: your shooting schedule too, to join the show. Man. Look, 14 00:00:57,120 --> 00:01:01,440 Speaker 1: it's as somebody that you growing up in a family 15 00:01:01,480 --> 00:01:04,840 Speaker 1: with older brothers and brothers and siblings and dads and 16 00:01:04,880 --> 00:01:07,319 Speaker 1: people that have always, you know, been sort of in 17 00:01:07,319 --> 00:01:11,040 Speaker 1: the limelight or achieved what sort of pressure did you 18 00:01:11,120 --> 00:01:13,959 Speaker 1: feel in carving out your own niche when you decided 19 00:01:14,480 --> 00:01:18,480 Speaker 1: to chase this acting thing. You know, it's funny you 20 00:01:18,520 --> 00:01:20,680 Speaker 1: say that because just thinking about it, you know, Like, 21 00:01:20,760 --> 00:01:23,960 Speaker 1: so it's either you kind of fold under the pressure, 22 00:01:24,280 --> 00:01:26,160 Speaker 1: which I did as a kid growing up, you know, 23 00:01:26,240 --> 00:01:28,360 Speaker 1: just kind of folded blah blah blah, like this is 24 00:01:28,360 --> 00:01:30,840 Speaker 1: for me, or then like you rise to it. And 25 00:01:30,880 --> 00:01:32,560 Speaker 1: then so I got to a point where I was like, yeah, 26 00:01:32,600 --> 00:01:35,480 Speaker 1: that's it. I'm gonna rise to it, man, like whatever, Like, 27 00:01:35,520 --> 00:01:37,039 Speaker 1: you know, I got one life to live and like, 28 00:01:37,120 --> 00:01:38,920 Speaker 1: this is my life, this is what I want to do. 29 00:01:39,040 --> 00:01:42,360 Speaker 1: I'm gonna go for it. And so the pressure, you know, 30 00:01:42,400 --> 00:01:44,880 Speaker 1: it kind of just it's just it's I changed in myself, 31 00:01:45,240 --> 00:01:47,000 Speaker 1: you know, and I was just like, yeah, like let's 32 00:01:47,040 --> 00:01:48,560 Speaker 1: do it. I'm gonna go for it. The pressures on. 33 00:01:48,640 --> 00:01:50,040 Speaker 1: I got something to live up to, I got something 34 00:01:50,040 --> 00:01:52,760 Speaker 1: to live for, and I'm gonna keep this name going. 35 00:01:53,600 --> 00:01:56,760 Speaker 1: How long did it take, as far as like for 36 00:01:56,880 --> 00:01:59,080 Speaker 1: that light bulb to click in for you to have 37 00:01:59,200 --> 00:02:02,120 Speaker 1: that confident when you say fold or kind of rise? 38 00:02:02,440 --> 00:02:06,800 Speaker 1: What made you like when you were folding? Why why 39 00:02:06,840 --> 00:02:10,000 Speaker 1: were you folding? Why were you shrinking away from whatever 40 00:02:10,080 --> 00:02:15,959 Speaker 1: pressure in your mind? Just growing up? You know, like 41 00:02:17,200 --> 00:02:19,800 Speaker 1: just so I mean not to put the blame on basketball, 42 00:02:19,840 --> 00:02:23,360 Speaker 1: but you know, our father was NBA legend, you know, 43 00:02:23,520 --> 00:02:25,840 Speaker 1: and like so he was like extreme, like athletically, like 44 00:02:25,880 --> 00:02:27,840 Speaker 1: he was just supreme and all that and I that 45 00:02:27,880 --> 00:02:30,320 Speaker 1: didn't hit from me until later on, and like and 46 00:02:30,400 --> 00:02:32,480 Speaker 1: so like I just never thought it would happen, you know, 47 00:02:32,600 --> 00:02:34,880 Speaker 1: like I had went through things in my childhood which 48 00:02:34,919 --> 00:02:38,720 Speaker 1: it cost my my my process of groing to to 49 00:02:38,800 --> 00:02:41,800 Speaker 1: slow down a bit. And I remember one time I 50 00:02:41,840 --> 00:02:44,200 Speaker 1: went to the doctor for a check up and you know, 51 00:02:44,280 --> 00:02:46,240 Speaker 1: he told he told me and my mother that I'd 52 00:02:46,240 --> 00:02:48,480 Speaker 1: be lucky if I made it to six ft and 53 00:02:48,600 --> 00:02:50,920 Speaker 1: so like things like that just kind of like destroyed 54 00:02:50,919 --> 00:02:52,760 Speaker 1: me and blah blah, and like you know, just that 55 00:02:52,800 --> 00:02:55,080 Speaker 1: whole process, me being the fourteen year old kid and 56 00:02:55,120 --> 00:02:57,400 Speaker 1: just like dangn just like seeing your dreams kind of 57 00:02:57,440 --> 00:02:59,680 Speaker 1: just shattered, you know, like you're taking it from a 58 00:02:59,720 --> 00:03:03,720 Speaker 1: medical professional, and then you know, then you just keep 59 00:03:03,720 --> 00:03:06,880 Speaker 1: getting older and then you realize like, oh snap, six one, 60 00:03:06,960 --> 00:03:09,080 Speaker 1: now he was wrong, you know. So it just it 61 00:03:09,160 --> 00:03:11,799 Speaker 1: was just like constant progression of me just realizing things 62 00:03:11,840 --> 00:03:14,200 Speaker 1: like you know, I'm in control, and I just you know, 63 00:03:14,880 --> 00:03:16,840 Speaker 1: use it to my advantage and just kept pushing and 64 00:03:16,919 --> 00:03:20,200 Speaker 1: kept kid persistent and kept persevering and here and you 65 00:03:20,240 --> 00:03:25,480 Speaker 1: went through Lookemia. Tell tell us about just with all 66 00:03:25,600 --> 00:03:29,399 Speaker 1: that entailed, what the disease did to you and how 67 00:03:29,480 --> 00:03:31,680 Speaker 1: you had to deal with it on a daily basis. 68 00:03:32,880 --> 00:03:37,280 Speaker 1: Oh man, So you know it started the summer of nineties, six, 69 00:03:37,320 --> 00:03:40,440 Speaker 1: I believe or seven. I remember just being just like 70 00:03:40,640 --> 00:03:43,960 Speaker 1: just crazy pain, like daily, like couldn't sleep at night, 71 00:03:44,040 --> 00:03:48,560 Speaker 1: like nice sweats, just headaches. I feel it in my 72 00:03:48,640 --> 00:03:50,640 Speaker 1: lefe right now, like they just burning and all that, 73 00:03:50,720 --> 00:03:53,680 Speaker 1: and just not being able to keep up. You know, 74 00:03:53,920 --> 00:03:56,120 Speaker 1: I got a brother who's two a year and a 75 00:03:56,120 --> 00:03:58,360 Speaker 1: half younger than me, so he's five at the time, 76 00:03:58,400 --> 00:04:00,200 Speaker 1: and like you know, I couldn't keep up with him them, 77 00:04:00,200 --> 00:04:03,560 Speaker 1: and just like extreme me, thethargic and lazy until one 78 00:04:03,680 --> 00:04:07,040 Speaker 1: night I just I just couldn't sleep and then like 79 00:04:07,120 --> 00:04:08,400 Speaker 1: my mom was just like no, we gotta go to 80 00:04:08,440 --> 00:04:10,280 Speaker 1: the hospital. And then we found out then. So I 81 00:04:10,360 --> 00:04:14,480 Speaker 1: just remember that whole process, you know, all the shots 82 00:04:14,480 --> 00:04:16,160 Speaker 1: and all the tests had to go through, and then 83 00:04:16,279 --> 00:04:19,719 Speaker 1: you know the chemotherapy for four years, gone to remission 84 00:04:19,720 --> 00:04:26,159 Speaker 1: when I was eleven, so two thousand, Um, yeah, dude, Jesus, 85 00:04:26,440 --> 00:04:30,040 Speaker 1: you know the different medications, the hunger, craves and all that. 86 00:04:30,200 --> 00:04:32,920 Speaker 1: And like, so the k is a cancer of the 87 00:04:33,000 --> 00:04:37,359 Speaker 1: blood and bones. If I'm not mistaken, oh seven, so 88 00:04:37,680 --> 00:04:40,040 Speaker 1: forgive me now. But if I'm not mistakeing to cancer 89 00:04:40,040 --> 00:04:41,960 Speaker 1: the blood and bones. So like you know, you feel it. 90 00:04:41,960 --> 00:04:43,760 Speaker 1: It's you know, you feel it all throughout your body. 91 00:04:43,800 --> 00:04:47,560 Speaker 1: Your whole body is much on fire. Yeah. And with that, 92 00:04:48,040 --> 00:04:50,800 Speaker 1: so sports for you, And I do remember this time. 93 00:04:51,160 --> 00:04:52,479 Speaker 1: It was tough. I was at U c l A 94 00:04:52,920 --> 00:04:58,440 Speaker 1: and just just hearing about the spinal taps and those 95 00:04:58,560 --> 00:05:01,359 Speaker 1: those shots. That still remember that vividly, just what you 96 00:05:01,400 --> 00:05:05,240 Speaker 1: had to go through every time they did that. Uh, 97 00:05:05,400 --> 00:05:07,479 Speaker 1: not to really bring up that memory, but the fact 98 00:05:07,480 --> 00:05:11,880 Speaker 1: that you were able two go through that, do you 99 00:05:11,920 --> 00:05:15,880 Speaker 1: feel and then you grew and then you were able 100 00:05:15,880 --> 00:05:21,039 Speaker 1: to play sports. Talk about just the what that did 101 00:05:21,080 --> 00:05:24,600 Speaker 1: for you your life, Just that the beating that disease, 102 00:05:24,720 --> 00:05:27,560 Speaker 1: be getting out of that that cloud, that rut. What 103 00:05:27,600 --> 00:05:31,880 Speaker 1: did that do for you your confidence? So first and foremost, 104 00:05:31,920 --> 00:05:35,200 Speaker 1: you know, a lot of credit to my village, like 105 00:05:35,360 --> 00:05:38,880 Speaker 1: you know you Joe Mo, like you know Dad, Mom, 106 00:05:39,200 --> 00:05:42,679 Speaker 1: Just I just remember, you know, one of my most 107 00:05:42,800 --> 00:05:45,280 Speaker 1: vivid memories through all that is you know, I mean, 108 00:05:45,279 --> 00:05:46,839 Speaker 1: I would sleep at the time in the hospital just 109 00:05:46,880 --> 00:05:50,080 Speaker 1: waking up and like somebody always being there, you know, 110 00:05:50,160 --> 00:05:53,640 Speaker 1: and like especially what y'all haven't been through, you know 111 00:05:53,680 --> 00:05:56,039 Speaker 1: what I mean, and like seeing me like that and 112 00:05:56,120 --> 00:06:00,080 Speaker 1: like y'all still being there every day, you know. So 113 00:06:01,080 --> 00:06:03,080 Speaker 1: that gave me so much strength as a child that 114 00:06:03,120 --> 00:06:05,679 Speaker 1: I never realized that it gave me until I got older, 115 00:06:05,680 --> 00:06:07,440 Speaker 1: and just how much I appreciate and love y'all for 116 00:06:07,520 --> 00:06:10,440 Speaker 1: that and just kind of you know, so my my, 117 00:06:10,160 --> 00:06:13,120 Speaker 1: my value of family is just so much bigger and 118 00:06:13,160 --> 00:06:15,240 Speaker 1: more important than pretty much anything in the world. And 119 00:06:15,240 --> 00:06:18,120 Speaker 1: like so I'm so grateful and blessed that were just 120 00:06:18,160 --> 00:06:22,960 Speaker 1: so connected like that first and foremost, and then just 121 00:06:23,680 --> 00:06:27,479 Speaker 1: being able to survive that just kind of taught me, like, 122 00:06:28,760 --> 00:06:31,840 Speaker 1: you know, I'm built to survive anything in a way, 123 00:06:32,040 --> 00:06:34,960 Speaker 1: you know, and like just to have faith and just 124 00:06:35,040 --> 00:06:37,600 Speaker 1: to attack it. So that's why I have such a 125 00:06:37,680 --> 00:06:39,560 Speaker 1: lust for life and such an attack for life and 126 00:06:39,600 --> 00:06:42,320 Speaker 1: just such a I try to be charismatic and everything 127 00:06:42,360 --> 00:06:44,480 Speaker 1: I do, I try to be appreciative and everything I do, 128 00:06:44,600 --> 00:06:47,560 Speaker 1: like every time, you know, I'm always trying to think, 129 00:06:48,040 --> 00:06:50,039 Speaker 1: who if I see a city worker, like I'm rolling 130 00:06:50,080 --> 00:06:52,000 Speaker 1: down my window, I'm beeping. I'm thanking them for their 131 00:06:52,040 --> 00:06:53,719 Speaker 1: role work. I don't care about the traffic. I'm living 132 00:06:53,720 --> 00:06:56,760 Speaker 1: in constant gratitude every day and just you know, constantly 133 00:06:56,800 --> 00:06:59,279 Speaker 1: trying to put a smile of somebody else's face. So 134 00:06:59,279 --> 00:07:01,480 Speaker 1: this is why I'm glad I'm an entertainment because I'm 135 00:07:01,520 --> 00:07:04,960 Speaker 1: able to entertain and like bring joy or show overcoming 136 00:07:05,040 --> 00:07:08,120 Speaker 1: or show triumph in in in situations. And so it's 137 00:07:08,160 --> 00:07:12,320 Speaker 1: just really put that perspective in my world of just realizing, 138 00:07:12,360 --> 00:07:15,960 Speaker 1: you know, things could suck and at the end of 139 00:07:15,960 --> 00:07:18,880 Speaker 1: the day, you know, the good always altweighs the bad. 140 00:07:19,200 --> 00:07:21,400 Speaker 1: And so I'm just appreciative to have gone through that 141 00:07:21,520 --> 00:07:25,280 Speaker 1: antency life through that leans. Yeah, you do live your 142 00:07:25,280 --> 00:07:35,080 Speaker 1: life with assessed. To put it mildly, I mean, if 143 00:07:35,120 --> 00:07:37,120 Speaker 1: you if you go to Josh's Twitter or i g 144 00:07:37,440 --> 00:07:40,200 Speaker 1: or stories and follow them, you'll you'll get a sense 145 00:07:40,200 --> 00:07:45,480 Speaker 1: of what this young man's talking about. Um, when you 146 00:07:46,160 --> 00:07:49,080 Speaker 1: decided to go on the basketball journey and you took 147 00:07:49,080 --> 00:07:51,880 Speaker 1: it serious. Um, We'll talk about basketball journeys a lot 148 00:07:51,880 --> 00:07:53,520 Speaker 1: here on this show. When you went on your basketball 149 00:07:53,600 --> 00:07:57,640 Speaker 1: journey and it was one in the family of people 150 00:07:57,680 --> 00:08:00,200 Speaker 1: that came before you that all bald and you were 151 00:08:00,200 --> 00:08:03,160 Speaker 1: involved heavily, deeply rooted in the city of l a 152 00:08:03,320 --> 00:08:05,320 Speaker 1: and you went to Crenshaw and you know, so it 153 00:08:05,400 --> 00:08:08,080 Speaker 1: was a similar type of path, and so you're going 154 00:08:08,120 --> 00:08:12,880 Speaker 1: down the similar path. Is your people before you? How 155 00:08:13,000 --> 00:08:19,200 Speaker 1: is your experience? So little backstory, so chemotherapy and all 156 00:08:19,200 --> 00:08:21,200 Speaker 1: that that, all that kind of slowed down my my 157 00:08:22,320 --> 00:08:26,120 Speaker 1: puberty process and all that. So I really I didn't 158 00:08:26,160 --> 00:08:29,760 Speaker 1: hear my Grosberg til I was like eighteen nineteen and 159 00:08:29,800 --> 00:08:33,319 Speaker 1: then so I was probably about I probably graduate high 160 00:08:33,320 --> 00:08:37,439 Speaker 1: schoolbout six too. Uh, just like barely tapping the surface. 161 00:08:37,440 --> 00:08:39,040 Speaker 1: Like I remember I started working out with you like 162 00:08:39,080 --> 00:08:42,360 Speaker 1: after my highs my senior season, like I like like 163 00:08:42,840 --> 00:08:44,560 Speaker 1: I wasn't able to dunk like that, and then like 164 00:08:44,600 --> 00:08:46,240 Speaker 1: I just started being able to. Just I was getting 165 00:08:46,240 --> 00:08:48,439 Speaker 1: Oh my god, I was so athletic it was crazy. 166 00:08:48,640 --> 00:08:50,680 Speaker 1: And then like you know, now I'm six five six. 167 00:08:50,720 --> 00:08:53,040 Speaker 1: It's just like so it's just it's kind of annoying 168 00:08:53,040 --> 00:08:55,600 Speaker 1: in hindsight. Just I just I do wonder what if 169 00:08:55,720 --> 00:08:58,400 Speaker 1: at points, but you know, everything happens for a reason, 170 00:08:58,760 --> 00:09:00,959 Speaker 1: and so I just you know, live be gratitude with that. 171 00:09:01,640 --> 00:09:05,439 Speaker 1: But so yeah, I mean I went to prep school 172 00:09:05,520 --> 00:09:08,280 Speaker 1: for a year, still worked on my game, you know, 173 00:09:08,480 --> 00:09:11,320 Speaker 1: went to a D to an Oregon Western ok University, 174 00:09:11,360 --> 00:09:14,200 Speaker 1: did pretty well there, and you know, I thought, you know, 175 00:09:14,440 --> 00:09:16,520 Speaker 1: I could probably do better. So I went to Pastadena 176 00:09:16,559 --> 00:09:19,400 Speaker 1: City College. I bounced back to the junior college year, 177 00:09:19,520 --> 00:09:22,680 Speaker 1: did pretty well, average like fifteen and teen. But then 178 00:09:22,840 --> 00:09:26,520 Speaker 1: you know, I just kind of kind of got over it. 179 00:09:26,880 --> 00:09:29,240 Speaker 1: Why what what what happened? I was I've always been 180 00:09:30,480 --> 00:09:32,680 Speaker 1: I think school. I just kind of like, it's like 181 00:09:32,720 --> 00:09:34,640 Speaker 1: I need a new simula. So I went to school 182 00:09:34,720 --> 00:09:35,880 Speaker 1: and it was just like I fel like I was 183 00:09:35,920 --> 00:09:37,439 Speaker 1: learning the same thing in high school and I was 184 00:09:37,480 --> 00:09:38,920 Speaker 1: just like, man, this is a waste of my time. Bro, 185 00:09:39,040 --> 00:09:42,559 Speaker 1: Like let me figure this out, and I mean, let 186 00:09:42,559 --> 00:09:45,000 Speaker 1: me let me go out another path. It was really 187 00:09:45,000 --> 00:09:47,080 Speaker 1: stupid to me. But whatever, that's just not that's not 188 00:09:47,240 --> 00:09:50,400 Speaker 1: it's not stupid because you have to go with how 189 00:09:50,440 --> 00:09:52,960 Speaker 1: you're feeling. When you're at that age and you're doing 190 00:09:53,000 --> 00:09:55,640 Speaker 1: things and you're traveling around and you beat what you beat. 191 00:09:55,679 --> 00:09:57,240 Speaker 1: I mean, you have you walk around with a sense 192 00:09:57,280 --> 00:09:59,360 Speaker 1: of self confidence, in a sense of you know, hey, 193 00:09:59,400 --> 00:10:02,320 Speaker 1: I know my just decisions. I can stand on my 194 00:10:02,360 --> 00:10:05,079 Speaker 1: decisions basically, like you know, so I don't think it 195 00:10:05,160 --> 00:10:07,640 Speaker 1: was stupid. I think we live and we learned and 196 00:10:07,720 --> 00:10:10,360 Speaker 1: it happens the way it's supposed to happen. Now. When 197 00:10:10,400 --> 00:10:12,679 Speaker 1: you quit basketball, it was a little like, come on, 198 00:10:12,800 --> 00:10:15,640 Speaker 1: you're balling. It was like, what's why? I mean, it 199 00:10:15,720 --> 00:10:18,120 Speaker 1: was just a confusing thing for me that I just 200 00:10:18,200 --> 00:10:20,200 Speaker 1: kind of like Jesus Christ, I don't know what the 201 00:10:20,240 --> 00:10:22,640 Speaker 1: hell is going on. Yeah, he's probably starting to make 202 00:10:22,640 --> 00:10:24,959 Speaker 1: sense that you do this now, come on, but I 203 00:10:25,000 --> 00:10:27,640 Speaker 1: don't know. I just you know, I don't huh. I 204 00:10:27,679 --> 00:10:30,520 Speaker 1: don't really have a strategy and calculation with my decisions though. 205 00:10:30,559 --> 00:10:32,280 Speaker 1: I just kind of just like live and go, just 206 00:10:32,320 --> 00:10:35,960 Speaker 1: like okay, you just kind of just throttle, which you know, 207 00:10:36,440 --> 00:10:38,280 Speaker 1: it looks like work in my benefit a little bit, 208 00:10:38,320 --> 00:10:43,120 Speaker 1: but you know, absolutely whatever, you know, it's good. I 209 00:10:43,240 --> 00:10:47,079 Speaker 1: was still alive, still living, you know, out here it's 210 00:10:47,120 --> 00:10:50,079 Speaker 1: a gamble, it's it's life as a whole as a gamble. Dog. 211 00:10:50,160 --> 00:10:53,280 Speaker 1: You never know, especially with all the recent situations we've 212 00:10:53,320 --> 00:10:56,520 Speaker 1: had recently, Dog, you know, just you never know, somebody 213 00:10:56,520 --> 00:10:58,240 Speaker 1: just gonna snap it. Just want to go crazy, and 214 00:10:58,280 --> 00:11:00,760 Speaker 1: you know, you just never know, so you just kind 215 00:11:00,760 --> 00:11:03,400 Speaker 1: of gotta stand on your gut and just go for 216 00:11:03,520 --> 00:11:06,440 Speaker 1: what you want, almost man like, and it's unfortunate, but 217 00:11:06,520 --> 00:11:08,600 Speaker 1: it's the real world and that's it. That's the reality 218 00:11:08,600 --> 00:11:12,240 Speaker 1: of it all. And after you made that decision from Pasadena, 219 00:11:12,800 --> 00:11:16,880 Speaker 1: you decided to hang it up. What did you do next? Oh? Man, 220 00:11:17,240 --> 00:11:21,440 Speaker 1: So my oldest brother you it's kind of you kind 221 00:11:21,440 --> 00:11:22,800 Speaker 1: of put me aside over day, like, man, what you 222 00:11:22,840 --> 00:11:24,920 Speaker 1: want to do with your life? I don't know. I'm 223 00:11:24,920 --> 00:11:27,520 Speaker 1: to figure it out. And you know, you said you 224 00:11:27,559 --> 00:11:30,120 Speaker 1: ever thought about modeling, and then I was like, kind of, 225 00:11:30,160 --> 00:11:32,360 Speaker 1: but I don't know how to get into it. And 226 00:11:32,400 --> 00:11:33,880 Speaker 1: then you made a call next to you know, I 227 00:11:33,960 --> 00:11:36,360 Speaker 1: was in Miami and then TIGN with the ABC and 228 00:11:36,360 --> 00:11:39,360 Speaker 1: all that, and then my first ever job was with Ever, 229 00:11:39,440 --> 00:11:41,640 Speaker 1: probably a fitch. So I was in my I living 230 00:11:41,640 --> 00:11:45,439 Speaker 1: in Miami. Then came back home Santa Barbara. That's where 231 00:11:45,440 --> 00:11:47,160 Speaker 1: I had my first shoot at for a week Ever 232 00:11:47,240 --> 00:11:49,679 Speaker 1: probably a Fish, And that was just crazy because you know, 233 00:11:49,720 --> 00:11:51,520 Speaker 1: I don't think Aver probably and Fish be looking for 234 00:11:51,800 --> 00:11:54,160 Speaker 1: people to look like me, but you know, they booked me. 235 00:11:54,240 --> 00:11:55,720 Speaker 1: It was fun. It was a great experience, and I 236 00:11:55,720 --> 00:11:57,440 Speaker 1: was like, dang, I think we're on the right path here. 237 00:11:57,520 --> 00:11:59,920 Speaker 1: So that was cool Miami for about a year and 238 00:11:59,920 --> 00:12:04,000 Speaker 1: the have Molin work with like ever coming, Fitch, Periellis, 239 00:12:04,080 --> 00:12:10,560 Speaker 1: kopa Veda, um, who else? Nike? Yeah, I did a 240 00:12:10,559 --> 00:12:15,640 Speaker 1: lot bro Man with Eagle outfit or what was what 241 00:12:15,720 --> 00:12:17,880 Speaker 1: was the scene like in Miami? I mean you hear 242 00:12:17,880 --> 00:12:19,600 Speaker 1: about it a lot, and I've been New York. I 243 00:12:19,640 --> 00:12:21,280 Speaker 1: know the scene in Cold I've been in Mammie for 244 00:12:21,320 --> 00:12:23,400 Speaker 1: a little bit. But what was the scene when you 245 00:12:23,480 --> 00:12:26,360 Speaker 1: were down there working in monom Oh my god, Miami. 246 00:12:26,400 --> 00:12:30,760 Speaker 1: It's crazy pig never ending party dog. It is like 247 00:12:31,520 --> 00:12:34,319 Speaker 1: the weather like so it'll rain a lot, but it's 248 00:12:34,320 --> 00:12:36,360 Speaker 1: still be warm, so it'll be like it'd be like 249 00:12:36,440 --> 00:12:38,959 Speaker 1: sexy raining. So you like you just like f and 250 00:12:38,960 --> 00:12:41,760 Speaker 1: I'm gonna go out with my shirt off, you know. Ever, 251 00:12:41,880 --> 00:12:43,800 Speaker 1: Like every Thursday is Sunday, it's cracking on the b 252 00:12:43,920 --> 00:12:45,800 Speaker 1: I living on South Beat, so you'll be cracking on 253 00:12:45,840 --> 00:12:48,720 Speaker 1: Ocean Avenue. Man, So I'm whatever, I'm shirtless, I'm pulling up, 254 00:12:48,720 --> 00:12:53,680 Speaker 1: I'm going to the Clevelander. It's a new batch every weekend. Man. 255 00:12:53,920 --> 00:12:55,640 Speaker 1: I was out there whiling out. Man, I living my 256 00:12:55,679 --> 00:12:57,719 Speaker 1: best life. And then I just got to the point, like, 257 00:12:57,800 --> 00:13:00,160 Speaker 1: dagn this is not sustainable. I can't be doing this 258 00:13:00,280 --> 00:13:03,720 Speaker 1: much longer. Man. So but shouts out to Miami beach. Man, 259 00:13:03,720 --> 00:13:05,720 Speaker 1: it was fun. It was fun for what it was. 260 00:13:05,800 --> 00:13:08,440 Speaker 1: I learned a lot. It was a weird place, but 261 00:13:08,480 --> 00:13:11,200 Speaker 1: it's all good. Yeah. I'm sure, I'm sure you you 262 00:13:11,240 --> 00:13:14,480 Speaker 1: did learn a lot. I mean, god, bro, yeah, I'm 263 00:13:14,480 --> 00:13:17,720 Speaker 1: sure you did. Um. I remember when my you know, 264 00:13:17,760 --> 00:13:20,160 Speaker 1: when you leave home and the first time anywhere kind 265 00:13:20,160 --> 00:13:22,760 Speaker 1: of overseas or whatever. It's sort of a culture shock 266 00:13:22,800 --> 00:13:24,880 Speaker 1: at first, but once you figure figure out the culture 267 00:13:24,960 --> 00:13:29,319 Speaker 1: and and the network, man, it becomes really live. Um. Now, 268 00:13:30,920 --> 00:13:33,320 Speaker 1: you did modeling, You're so you're heavy with the modeling. 269 00:13:33,520 --> 00:13:35,240 Speaker 1: This is a career you're trying to chase. It was 270 00:13:35,320 --> 00:13:39,880 Speaker 1: modeling something that you actually liked or did you want 271 00:13:39,920 --> 00:13:42,080 Speaker 1: to expand on that or were you kind of just 272 00:13:42,160 --> 00:13:45,800 Speaker 1: locked into being a model. Um? I liked it. But 273 00:13:46,040 --> 00:13:48,800 Speaker 1: me as a person, I'm always looking to to to 274 00:13:48,840 --> 00:13:51,280 Speaker 1: what's next and how I can expand on something. And 275 00:13:52,040 --> 00:13:56,000 Speaker 1: of course, I mean acting was the next foray and so, 276 00:13:56,960 --> 00:13:59,800 Speaker 1: but I did really enjoy modeling. I mean, I mean 277 00:14:00,200 --> 00:14:02,800 Speaker 1: you get, like you said, money to take pictures and 278 00:14:02,880 --> 00:14:06,160 Speaker 1: like three food on the set and like, but you 279 00:14:06,200 --> 00:14:10,680 Speaker 1: can't because you gotta watch your weight, right. I mean 280 00:14:10,920 --> 00:14:12,680 Speaker 1: I'm a hog though, so I'll be working out like 281 00:14:12,720 --> 00:14:14,560 Speaker 1: four or five times a day. I was going crazy, 282 00:14:14,640 --> 00:14:16,600 Speaker 1: so I mean, you know, I was doing like wake 283 00:14:16,679 --> 00:14:19,040 Speaker 1: up in the morning, do my hour cardio, just four 284 00:14:19,040 --> 00:14:21,760 Speaker 1: situations like that, you know, lifting my weights. You know, 285 00:14:21,800 --> 00:14:24,320 Speaker 1: I was doing probably like four or five thousand like 286 00:14:24,800 --> 00:14:27,880 Speaker 1: crunches or legled like that whole app combination to day. 287 00:14:27,920 --> 00:14:31,040 Speaker 1: I was very serious, you know. And in the South Beach. 288 00:14:31,800 --> 00:14:33,520 Speaker 1: I was in New York too, so both of those 289 00:14:33,560 --> 00:14:35,520 Speaker 1: places you're doing a lot of walking, so you probably 290 00:14:35,520 --> 00:14:38,520 Speaker 1: walked like six seven miles a day easy. And I was, 291 00:14:38,600 --> 00:14:40,760 Speaker 1: you know, I was mama talized, was kind of fast 292 00:14:40,800 --> 00:14:42,400 Speaker 1: and all that. So me, I would need that. I 293 00:14:42,440 --> 00:14:45,400 Speaker 1: would need to eat to sustain to look otherwise, you know, 294 00:14:45,480 --> 00:14:50,680 Speaker 1: you get skinny fat and look ugly. Skinny fat fat, 295 00:14:51,160 --> 00:14:53,240 Speaker 1: Oh man, it's when you look. It's like when you're skinny, 296 00:14:53,360 --> 00:14:57,320 Speaker 1: but like you look sloppy. And I don't down skinny 297 00:14:57,320 --> 00:15:00,040 Speaker 1: fat phobic, but like it didn't work for me. I 298 00:15:00,040 --> 00:15:03,000 Speaker 1: wasn't happy with the look, and so you know, you 299 00:15:03,080 --> 00:15:04,840 Speaker 1: just gotta figure out what's work with, what works for 300 00:15:04,880 --> 00:15:07,640 Speaker 1: you as far as your fitness goes. But yeah, I 301 00:15:07,640 --> 00:15:10,000 Speaker 1: mean as far as you say about the eating, Like 302 00:15:10,040 --> 00:15:11,720 Speaker 1: there were certain things you couldn't eat, so I had 303 00:15:11,760 --> 00:15:13,440 Speaker 1: to be really like I had to be super on 304 00:15:13,520 --> 00:15:16,640 Speaker 1: top of it. Even it just got so crazy though, 305 00:15:16,720 --> 00:15:19,760 Speaker 1: like man, because you just be overthinking everything you eat, 306 00:15:19,800 --> 00:15:22,040 Speaker 1: so you end up stressing yourself out, and then that 307 00:15:22,080 --> 00:15:24,960 Speaker 1: affects you negatively because when you stress, you build cortisol, 308 00:15:25,040 --> 00:15:27,640 Speaker 1: and cortisol builds fat. And it's just it's just all 309 00:15:27,760 --> 00:15:31,080 Speaker 1: just a weird, messed up chemical biological situation that goes 310 00:15:31,120 --> 00:15:32,560 Speaker 1: on in your body. And I had to a lot 311 00:15:32,400 --> 00:15:34,920 Speaker 1: of you to figure it out, but I figured it 312 00:15:34,920 --> 00:15:38,360 Speaker 1: out clearly. I mean, you see this to see hello. Yeah. 313 00:15:38,520 --> 00:15:41,440 Speaker 1: Fox Sports Radio has the best sports talk lineup in 314 00:15:41,440 --> 00:15:44,440 Speaker 1: the nation. Catch all of our shows at Fox sports 315 00:15:44,560 --> 00:15:47,640 Speaker 1: Radio dot com and within the I Heart Radio app 316 00:15:47,680 --> 00:15:50,920 Speaker 1: search f s are to listen live. How many hours 317 00:15:50,920 --> 00:15:54,280 Speaker 1: a day you work out? He's too much. I'm probably 318 00:15:54,280 --> 00:15:59,320 Speaker 1: like there four. Yeah, it's not too bad. What about you? 319 00:15:59,400 --> 00:16:02,040 Speaker 1: Was you? I don't work out at all? You know 320 00:16:02,080 --> 00:16:05,400 Speaker 1: work at at all. I don't work out. I woke 321 00:16:05,480 --> 00:16:10,520 Speaker 1: up like this. No, but Josh, seriously, listen, you know 322 00:16:11,000 --> 00:16:15,000 Speaker 1: we're gonna get on more fitness tips later on. Um, 323 00:16:15,160 --> 00:16:18,560 Speaker 1: I just I really want to get to this kind 324 00:16:18,560 --> 00:16:22,880 Speaker 1: of thing because because you're very talented in the acting space, 325 00:16:23,120 --> 00:16:25,840 Speaker 1: and I'm just trying to figure out the evolution of 326 00:16:26,440 --> 00:16:30,040 Speaker 1: the modeling journey into you know, that day or that 327 00:16:30,160 --> 00:16:35,000 Speaker 1: moment when I don't remember this story, but when was 328 00:16:35,120 --> 00:16:37,760 Speaker 1: the moment that you said I want to make the 329 00:16:37,800 --> 00:16:41,920 Speaker 1: transition from acting from modeling the actor. Um, I've always 330 00:16:41,920 --> 00:16:46,080 Speaker 1: wanted to be an actor of I've always being so 331 00:16:46,280 --> 00:16:50,520 Speaker 1: just boisterous in my character and so just like, um, 332 00:16:50,560 --> 00:16:52,120 Speaker 1: you know, I wear my heart on the sleeve, wear 333 00:16:52,160 --> 00:16:54,280 Speaker 1: my heart on my face, I wear my emotions on 334 00:16:54,320 --> 00:16:57,120 Speaker 1: my face. And like, I think it was a point 335 00:16:57,160 --> 00:17:00,960 Speaker 1: of me being afraid to learn how to challenge that 336 00:17:01,040 --> 00:17:04,320 Speaker 1: and use it to my advantage in the acting space. 337 00:17:04,880 --> 00:17:10,359 Speaker 1: But I think it finally happened when we think. So, 338 00:17:10,440 --> 00:17:12,800 Speaker 1: I did this this short film called The Other Side, 339 00:17:13,720 --> 00:17:15,640 Speaker 1: and you know, I didn't have very many lines whatever, 340 00:17:15,640 --> 00:17:19,920 Speaker 1: It's like five six minutes, but I remember showing Dad 341 00:17:20,320 --> 00:17:23,960 Speaker 1: and he showed his acting coach. And you know the 342 00:17:24,000 --> 00:17:26,359 Speaker 1: acting coach, his acting coach. He's such a hard as 343 00:17:26,359 --> 00:17:33,520 Speaker 1: sorry for cursion and like you know, he's tough. But Rick, Yeah, 344 00:17:32,880 --> 00:17:35,840 Speaker 1: and he said, he told that I didn't really told 345 00:17:35,840 --> 00:17:37,600 Speaker 1: that I did really good work. And I knew he 346 00:17:37,680 --> 00:17:40,520 Speaker 1: meant it because he didn't know which character I was. 347 00:17:40,960 --> 00:17:44,240 Speaker 1: So he told, he said that the bad guy with 348 00:17:44,240 --> 00:17:46,640 Speaker 1: the white shirt, he did, he did really really, really 349 00:17:46,680 --> 00:17:48,560 Speaker 1: good work. And you can tell he really took all 350 00:17:48,680 --> 00:17:50,880 Speaker 1: so Rick didn't even know which character. He just picked 351 00:17:50,920 --> 00:17:53,920 Speaker 1: out the best performance. Yeah. So there was like a 352 00:17:53,920 --> 00:17:55,600 Speaker 1: cop and then there was me, and there was like 353 00:17:55,640 --> 00:17:57,960 Speaker 1: I had there was another character who was like my my, 354 00:17:57,960 --> 00:18:01,240 Speaker 1: my Robert partner, and he he said he did really 355 00:18:01,240 --> 00:18:03,520 Speaker 1: good work and I was like, oh, snap, okay tight. 356 00:18:04,080 --> 00:18:06,239 Speaker 1: And then so I started taking classes and all that, 357 00:18:06,359 --> 00:18:10,080 Speaker 1: doing more short films, and then I did another short 358 00:18:10,119 --> 00:18:13,919 Speaker 1: film called Behind Greatness, which you know, one of my 359 00:18:13,960 --> 00:18:16,160 Speaker 1: favorite's one of my favorite pieces that I've done so far. 360 00:18:16,560 --> 00:18:20,440 Speaker 1: And uh that the basketball one, that's the basketball one. Yeah, yeah, 361 00:18:20,480 --> 00:18:22,480 Speaker 1: that's pretty powerful. I mean you you show a lot 362 00:18:22,520 --> 00:18:24,600 Speaker 1: of range and that I didn't know I had that 363 00:18:24,680 --> 00:18:27,840 Speaker 1: inem me bro. So I was just like wow, Okay, like, 364 00:18:27,960 --> 00:18:30,439 Speaker 1: let's take this serious. So then I just started the 365 00:18:30,480 --> 00:18:33,199 Speaker 1: grind of it all, you know. So I was just 366 00:18:33,320 --> 00:18:35,399 Speaker 1: constantly or trying to be around set. So I was 367 00:18:35,440 --> 00:18:37,879 Speaker 1: working as a p a just to be around you know, 368 00:18:38,840 --> 00:18:42,080 Speaker 1: you know, then you know, doing extra word body double work. 369 00:18:42,160 --> 00:18:46,360 Speaker 1: And then things started progressing until I got uh so 370 00:18:46,400 --> 00:18:49,800 Speaker 1: I went from doing background work. Now the director noticed 371 00:18:49,800 --> 00:18:51,800 Speaker 1: me in the in the background, He's like, yo, you 372 00:18:51,880 --> 00:18:53,440 Speaker 1: come here, puts me in the front of the camera. 373 00:18:53,520 --> 00:18:56,080 Speaker 1: So now I'm getting those those bumps and those upgrades 374 00:18:56,119 --> 00:18:58,000 Speaker 1: and all that stuff. And then so it just kind 375 00:18:58,000 --> 00:19:00,119 Speaker 1: of just kept progressing and kept progressing, and I just 376 00:19:00,200 --> 00:19:02,640 Speaker 1: kept on working and staying on it and just being 377 00:19:02,720 --> 00:19:05,960 Speaker 1: cognizant of of of real life situations and applying that, 378 00:19:06,040 --> 00:19:08,399 Speaker 1: you know, and just kind of shedding that what I 379 00:19:08,400 --> 00:19:10,840 Speaker 1: think actors should be and just me being comfortable in 380 00:19:10,880 --> 00:19:13,640 Speaker 1: myself to to portray whatever I could, whatever I want 381 00:19:13,640 --> 00:19:16,160 Speaker 1: to portray, and in touch on that point for a minute, 382 00:19:16,200 --> 00:19:20,240 Speaker 1: when you say what an act or what you think 383 00:19:20,240 --> 00:19:22,760 Speaker 1: and actors should be versus being comfortable with yourself, what 384 00:19:22,840 --> 00:19:25,080 Speaker 1: does that mean? So a lot of people get it 385 00:19:25,119 --> 00:19:27,720 Speaker 1: mess So a lot of people when they look at acting. 386 00:19:27,760 --> 00:19:30,320 Speaker 1: They look at it as you being a character and 387 00:19:30,359 --> 00:19:34,600 Speaker 1: all this, when you know that's not real being. You know, 388 00:19:34,640 --> 00:19:36,320 Speaker 1: they don't want to see real. So real is this 389 00:19:36,520 --> 00:19:40,520 Speaker 1: really your everyday situations, on everyday interactions, And so you 390 00:19:40,520 --> 00:19:43,600 Speaker 1: you apply that and you be you be cognizant of 391 00:19:44,040 --> 00:19:46,080 Speaker 1: that how you move in real life, and then you 392 00:19:46,119 --> 00:19:49,360 Speaker 1: apply that to acting. So now it looks real. Now, 393 00:19:49,480 --> 00:19:51,640 Speaker 1: you know, now it looks like you're watching a real 394 00:19:51,720 --> 00:19:54,399 Speaker 1: conversation as opposed to you watching two people trying to 395 00:19:54,400 --> 00:19:57,720 Speaker 1: be characters and not trying to be anything. You're being you're, you're, 396 00:19:57,760 --> 00:20:00,360 Speaker 1: you're you you know, and like you know, they put 397 00:20:00,359 --> 00:20:03,960 Speaker 1: on the accent and all that, but you're you're you're 398 00:20:04,480 --> 00:20:05,879 Speaker 1: not even know the word I'll be trying to use, 399 00:20:06,320 --> 00:20:11,919 Speaker 1: but you're. It's you're, you're, you're, you're using your you 400 00:20:12,160 --> 00:20:14,479 Speaker 1: miss it for lack of better terms, you know what 401 00:20:14,520 --> 00:20:17,480 Speaker 1: I mean, As opposed to trying to be this whole 402 00:20:17,560 --> 00:20:20,199 Speaker 1: other thing, and that that's not it. That's fake and 403 00:20:20,200 --> 00:20:22,800 Speaker 1: that's super dramatic. It's not super dramatic because that's not 404 00:20:22,840 --> 00:20:24,920 Speaker 1: how life is all the time. Like sometimes just a 405 00:20:24,960 --> 00:20:27,639 Speaker 1: simple conversation like that when you're mad, it's not you 406 00:20:27,760 --> 00:20:30,960 Speaker 1: just cursing to be sometimes your maddest, you're trying to 407 00:20:31,000 --> 00:20:32,880 Speaker 1: hold back a tear or something like that. So you've 408 00:20:32,880 --> 00:20:34,760 Speaker 1: got to be able to recognize all those things and 409 00:20:34,800 --> 00:20:36,800 Speaker 1: all your triggers and all your inabilities and all what 410 00:20:36,920 --> 00:20:40,400 Speaker 1: makes you happy your vulnerabilities and just don't know, throw 411 00:20:40,440 --> 00:20:43,880 Speaker 1: them out there though. M hm. So you feel like 412 00:20:44,280 --> 00:20:46,440 Speaker 1: you turned the corner once you figured that out? What 413 00:20:47,080 --> 00:20:49,600 Speaker 1: you said behind Greatness was the performance that you felt 414 00:20:49,640 --> 00:20:51,720 Speaker 1: like you turned the acting corner or was it something 415 00:20:51,760 --> 00:20:58,000 Speaker 1: else behind? And then so after so on the heels 416 00:20:58,160 --> 00:21:02,360 Speaker 1: of or after beyond greatness? What was your next role 417 00:21:02,560 --> 00:21:10,760 Speaker 1: that she had that was notable? Um? So I didn't 418 00:21:10,800 --> 00:21:14,119 Speaker 1: do any short films after that, but I did a 419 00:21:14,160 --> 00:21:17,320 Speaker 1: couple of commercials, so I was you know, I had 420 00:21:17,600 --> 00:21:21,080 Speaker 1: a small role in a commercial Magana Stallion for Coach. 421 00:21:21,720 --> 00:21:24,080 Speaker 1: It was it was background, but my face wasn't it 422 00:21:24,160 --> 00:21:26,520 Speaker 1: quite a bit? And that because like I wore a 423 00:21:26,640 --> 00:21:28,919 Speaker 1: very provocative outfit, you know, I showed the muscles and 424 00:21:28,960 --> 00:21:30,640 Speaker 1: all that and they said, oh, yeah, we need that. 425 00:21:31,040 --> 00:21:34,439 Speaker 1: And then um, I did another commercial, Magan the Stallion 426 00:21:34,480 --> 00:21:37,359 Speaker 1: for cash app where I was like her assistant, her 427 00:21:37,400 --> 00:21:40,800 Speaker 1: sexy mail assistant. Remember that. Yeah, I was pretty fun. 428 00:21:41,000 --> 00:21:43,520 Speaker 1: She's great. She was like Cleopatra, and you're like the 429 00:21:43,520 --> 00:21:46,880 Speaker 1: Egyptian slave or whatever. I wouldn't call it a slave, man. 430 00:21:46,920 --> 00:21:49,399 Speaker 1: I was just like, you're acting like a slave in 431 00:21:49,440 --> 00:21:51,720 Speaker 1: that one, bro, No man, act like a maid. You know. 432 00:21:51,760 --> 00:21:54,199 Speaker 1: It's okay to be making the Stallion slave for for 433 00:21:54,240 --> 00:21:57,879 Speaker 1: a few minutes, Bros. A few hours. Shout out to 434 00:21:57,920 --> 00:22:00,239 Speaker 1: Magan Stallion, shout out to the party. He's a great right, 435 00:22:00,240 --> 00:22:02,959 Speaker 1: that's your boyfriend. But yeah, so I did that. That 436 00:22:03,040 --> 00:22:07,280 Speaker 1: was cool, you know, And then um, yeah, then we 437 00:22:07,320 --> 00:22:13,359 Speaker 1: started auditioning for like the big stuff, and then getting 438 00:22:13,359 --> 00:22:17,440 Speaker 1: closer and closer, I noticed that Mr Perry kept having 439 00:22:17,480 --> 00:22:21,160 Speaker 1: me audition for more and more things. You just felt 440 00:22:21,200 --> 00:22:23,920 Speaker 1: like you was trying to find something for me. I mean, 441 00:22:23,960 --> 00:22:26,560 Speaker 1: I may be wrong, but it just felt like that. 442 00:22:26,640 --> 00:22:29,040 Speaker 1: Let's back up. Let's back up to Tyler Perry and 443 00:22:29,720 --> 00:22:34,960 Speaker 1: in the auditions and and the whole your introduction into Hollywood, 444 00:22:34,960 --> 00:22:37,680 Speaker 1: Black Hollywood, if you will. Yeah, what was the first 445 00:22:37,760 --> 00:22:41,320 Speaker 1: audition that you went on? And and you said you 446 00:22:41,359 --> 00:22:43,000 Speaker 1: had to do audition for a lot of stuff, So 447 00:22:43,040 --> 00:22:46,000 Speaker 1: did you feel like you nailed some other things that 448 00:22:46,080 --> 00:22:48,359 Speaker 1: you might have been in or did you did you 449 00:22:48,400 --> 00:22:50,560 Speaker 1: feel like your best work was the audition for All 450 00:22:50,600 --> 00:22:54,919 Speaker 1: the Queens meant backtrack? Be right. Two weeks before we 451 00:22:54,960 --> 00:22:57,439 Speaker 1: got here with the pandemic audition to be on the 452 00:22:57,480 --> 00:23:02,280 Speaker 1: oval callback everything cast and director told my manager to 453 00:23:02,320 --> 00:23:06,639 Speaker 1: pin me, pin him meeting like we want them, so like, yeah, 454 00:23:06,720 --> 00:23:09,600 Speaker 1: everything's all good, and then pandemic happened and then everything 455 00:23:09,600 --> 00:23:12,960 Speaker 1: shut down and so I guess things kind of backtrack then. 456 00:23:13,680 --> 00:23:17,080 Speaker 1: But so then you know, like audition for like all 457 00:23:17,119 --> 00:23:21,960 Speaker 1: his like he has sisters, bro um, you know, he 458 00:23:22,000 --> 00:23:24,840 Speaker 1: got everything, bro he got like nineteen million shows, but 459 00:23:25,080 --> 00:23:28,679 Speaker 1: a lot. And then finally I had one audition. It 460 00:23:28,760 --> 00:23:31,520 Speaker 1: was two different two different roles for All the Queens Man, 461 00:23:31,560 --> 00:23:35,160 Speaker 1: So I didh you for both? And then like yeah, 462 00:23:35,320 --> 00:23:38,240 Speaker 1: then got the roller ray Sean and let's talk about 463 00:23:38,680 --> 00:23:41,159 Speaker 1: ray Sean and All the Queens man. When I was 464 00:23:41,160 --> 00:23:43,320 Speaker 1: reading the press release and it just trying to learn 465 00:23:43,320 --> 00:23:46,399 Speaker 1: a little bit about it. Um, it's a In the 466 00:23:46,440 --> 00:23:51,320 Speaker 1: first season, established Maryland, Madame Deville was a fierce businesswoman 467 00:23:51,400 --> 00:23:54,720 Speaker 1: ruling over her empire and delucrative male exotic nightclub industry. 468 00:23:54,840 --> 00:23:58,160 Speaker 1: Now hell bent on expanding her queendom. In season two, 469 00:23:58,640 --> 00:24:01,760 Speaker 1: Madam will have to navigate the sexy yet dangerous world 470 00:24:02,160 --> 00:24:04,840 Speaker 1: and she wants to stay alive in ahead of the game. 471 00:24:04,880 --> 00:24:07,600 Speaker 1: And so you're so ray Sean is a character who 472 00:24:07,680 --> 00:24:11,240 Speaker 1: was an amateur amateur that's basically not cut out for 473 00:24:11,320 --> 00:24:14,800 Speaker 1: the life of an exotic dancer, but he's hell bent 474 00:24:15,000 --> 00:24:18,959 Speaker 1: on becoming one. Okay, talk talk about this. What type 475 00:24:19,160 --> 00:24:24,000 Speaker 1: of inspirations did you draw upon when you acted out 476 00:24:24,080 --> 00:24:27,359 Speaker 1: this character of ray Sean? So honestly, you just I 477 00:24:27,440 --> 00:24:33,080 Speaker 1: just drew upon my own, you know, inspiration of of 478 00:24:33,800 --> 00:24:36,760 Speaker 1: wanting to be in this, wanting to be an actor, 479 00:24:36,760 --> 00:24:39,880 Speaker 1: wanted to be somebody, wanted to be as cool as 480 00:24:39,880 --> 00:24:42,280 Speaker 1: my brothers, wanted to be like as cool as my dad, 481 00:24:42,440 --> 00:24:44,199 Speaker 1: you know, just kind of just like that kind of 482 00:24:44,240 --> 00:24:47,199 Speaker 1: thirst and like desperation and all that, and wanted to 483 00:24:47,240 --> 00:24:49,639 Speaker 1: live up to something and just be somebody. And so 484 00:24:49,840 --> 00:24:52,160 Speaker 1: just you know, you know, and I wouldn't say willing 485 00:24:52,200 --> 00:24:54,400 Speaker 1: to do anything, but god damn willing to go far, 486 00:24:54,720 --> 00:24:56,600 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, and just willing to push 487 00:24:56,600 --> 00:24:59,320 Speaker 1: myself and do whatever it takes. And so with that, 488 00:24:59,400 --> 00:25:03,320 Speaker 1: it's just it was just applying that and too maybe 489 00:25:03,359 --> 00:25:08,280 Speaker 1: a little different kind of situations. So it wasn't too hard. 490 00:25:08,320 --> 00:25:10,119 Speaker 1: It wasn't too hard to transition for me, you know, 491 00:25:10,200 --> 00:25:12,240 Speaker 1: to to to to plug all that in and be 492 00:25:12,320 --> 00:25:15,840 Speaker 1: fully brought in and fully committed to it. Yeah, because 493 00:25:15,880 --> 00:25:18,679 Speaker 1: there are things that you can you said, you relate 494 00:25:18,760 --> 00:25:23,480 Speaker 1: to with too, Ray sean Um, what's the most difficult 495 00:25:23,520 --> 00:25:25,919 Speaker 1: part of playing a character like that or being on 496 00:25:26,040 --> 00:25:28,159 Speaker 1: set in in a situation like that? Like for me, 497 00:25:28,240 --> 00:25:31,800 Speaker 1: I would imagine, you know, Tyler Perry working on that 498 00:25:31,840 --> 00:25:33,720 Speaker 1: production is sort of like you know, you're you're at 499 00:25:33,720 --> 00:25:36,200 Speaker 1: a tryout or you're on you know, at a game 500 00:25:36,240 --> 00:25:38,400 Speaker 1: with a high level coach, and you know it's kind 501 00:25:38,400 --> 00:25:40,840 Speaker 1: of like this guy is you know your coach isn't 502 00:25:40,880 --> 00:25:44,080 Speaker 1: this do you have the same type of correlationship? That 503 00:25:44,119 --> 00:25:46,760 Speaker 1: was like one of the factors. But like so like 504 00:25:46,800 --> 00:25:49,960 Speaker 1: my first day down there, we got dance rehearsals and 505 00:25:50,000 --> 00:25:51,800 Speaker 1: all that, and in the in the in the four 506 00:25:51,880 --> 00:25:54,919 Speaker 1: main dudes like them dudes is like crazy ass dances. Bro, 507 00:25:54,960 --> 00:25:57,359 Speaker 1: They're so good, Like they got food on, like like 508 00:25:57,480 --> 00:26:00,199 Speaker 1: choreography and like they're going crazy and I'm just like, 509 00:26:00,280 --> 00:26:02,920 Speaker 1: oh man, dog, I'm just sexy. Bro. I can't dance 510 00:26:02,960 --> 00:26:06,320 Speaker 1: like that they like, but they got they do it. 511 00:26:06,320 --> 00:26:08,199 Speaker 1: They hit all that like that, like the hit swivels 512 00:26:08,240 --> 00:26:11,480 Speaker 1: and all like, so I'm just there intimidated. Man, I'm 513 00:26:11,520 --> 00:26:13,479 Speaker 1: just like, damn, these dude is like really because they 514 00:26:13,520 --> 00:26:16,720 Speaker 1: actually like they this this is their lane, you know 515 00:26:16,760 --> 00:26:19,800 Speaker 1: what I mean lane, and like they're so good at it. 516 00:26:19,840 --> 00:26:21,600 Speaker 1: But you know, they all took me in and like 517 00:26:22,040 --> 00:26:24,400 Speaker 1: helped me in. So I got a better understanding of 518 00:26:24,560 --> 00:26:26,920 Speaker 1: how to feel music as opposed to dance to music, 519 00:26:27,400 --> 00:26:29,399 Speaker 1: and so that helped a lot. And so like now 520 00:26:29,440 --> 00:26:31,280 Speaker 1: I just find myself like if I'm in the gym, 521 00:26:31,400 --> 00:26:34,199 Speaker 1: like I just I'm actudentally hitting my moves, you know, 522 00:26:34,280 --> 00:26:36,400 Speaker 1: in the middle of doing bench presser like a role, 523 00:26:36,440 --> 00:26:38,399 Speaker 1: I'm just hitting a little swivel and like, you know, 524 00:26:38,440 --> 00:26:40,280 Speaker 1: I might get an eyre two looking at me, you know, 525 00:26:40,320 --> 00:26:42,719 Speaker 1: do my little gyrations and all that, but I mean 526 00:26:42,760 --> 00:26:45,720 Speaker 1: I'm just that. So I'm just always constantly feeling music now, 527 00:26:46,320 --> 00:26:48,120 Speaker 1: and I think that helped a lot. And then as 528 00:26:48,119 --> 00:26:52,640 Speaker 1: far as working with Mr Perry, I mean, dog man, 529 00:26:52,760 --> 00:26:55,800 Speaker 1: it's just just to be down there on that on that. 530 00:26:56,000 --> 00:26:59,199 Speaker 1: So they housed us at the studios. Yeah, what's the studio, 531 00:26:59,320 --> 00:27:02,719 Speaker 1: Like how big is it? I've heard about it, I've 532 00:27:02,760 --> 00:27:05,600 Speaker 1: seen a tour of it, but is it really that huge? Bro? 533 00:27:06,000 --> 00:27:09,120 Speaker 1: So from our housing to like the main building where 534 00:27:09,119 --> 00:27:13,000 Speaker 1: the gym is, it's a mile and a half walk. Wow, 535 00:27:13,840 --> 00:27:18,480 Speaker 1: Like so that's a straight walk. And so he's yeah, 536 00:27:19,080 --> 00:27:24,520 Speaker 1: like dog, it's like five different like residential sense, like 537 00:27:25,000 --> 00:27:29,639 Speaker 1: he's building like a New York skyline dog like dog. 538 00:27:29,880 --> 00:27:33,520 Speaker 1: But you know it's just it's just so it's like 539 00:27:33,560 --> 00:27:35,800 Speaker 1: you almost like almost so proud of him because you know, 540 00:27:35,880 --> 00:27:38,159 Speaker 1: like I grew up watching mcdea, bro, Like you know, 541 00:27:38,520 --> 00:27:41,639 Speaker 1: just see from from that to those stage plays and 542 00:27:41,760 --> 00:27:44,959 Speaker 1: productions to like all this is him, Like this is 543 00:27:45,000 --> 00:27:47,000 Speaker 1: all this is all his name on it. This is 544 00:27:47,080 --> 00:27:50,920 Speaker 1: like it's like almost seeing like like your uncle or 545 00:27:51,040 --> 00:27:52,879 Speaker 1: like your big brother just make it, you know what 546 00:27:52,920 --> 00:27:55,360 Speaker 1: I mean. And so it's just like it's just humbling 547 00:27:55,400 --> 00:27:58,120 Speaker 1: but so inspiring to be there, just like I used 548 00:27:58,160 --> 00:28:01,080 Speaker 1: to take walks every day like whenever we had like 549 00:28:01,119 --> 00:28:04,400 Speaker 1: an off there or anything, and just like walk around 550 00:28:04,400 --> 00:28:07,800 Speaker 1: and just like appreciate everything, just see just see it all. 551 00:28:07,960 --> 00:28:10,760 Speaker 1: Just like damn dog, this is really like this is 552 00:28:10,800 --> 00:28:13,240 Speaker 1: really him, bro, Like this is it's almost like it's 553 00:28:13,240 --> 00:28:15,520 Speaker 1: somebody you known for twenty years, you know, from watching 554 00:28:15,560 --> 00:28:18,199 Speaker 1: all his stuff and just to look like this is 555 00:28:18,240 --> 00:28:22,240 Speaker 1: all this all you dog, like wow, and then to 556 00:28:22,280 --> 00:28:25,080 Speaker 1: work with him, like dude is cool man, you know, 557 00:28:25,200 --> 00:28:27,600 Speaker 1: you mean, he's tough, but like you know, it's a lot. 558 00:28:27,680 --> 00:28:29,120 Speaker 1: He put a lot of pressure on himself. You want 559 00:28:29,119 --> 00:28:31,080 Speaker 1: to put out a good product. He want to really 560 00:28:31,080 --> 00:28:34,280 Speaker 1: communicate with his audience and his supporters and put out 561 00:28:34,320 --> 00:28:36,160 Speaker 1: a good product that people are gonna watch it, people 562 00:28:36,160 --> 00:28:37,760 Speaker 1: are gonna enjoy. And so he puts a lot of 563 00:28:37,800 --> 00:28:39,760 Speaker 1: pressure on himself and he puts it on us. But 564 00:28:39,800 --> 00:28:42,920 Speaker 1: he's also like a really guy. He's like a great teacher, 565 00:28:43,120 --> 00:28:45,920 Speaker 1: like almost like a great coach, acting wized, you know, 566 00:28:46,080 --> 00:28:51,160 Speaker 1: like he's you know, he be on you. I got 567 00:28:51,200 --> 00:28:53,360 Speaker 1: a problem where I when I'm on camera kind of 568 00:28:53,360 --> 00:28:56,360 Speaker 1: do a little like rock and like he like cussing. 569 00:28:56,560 --> 00:28:58,600 Speaker 1: He just like, hey, man, you guys stop doing that. 570 00:28:58,840 --> 00:29:00,880 Speaker 1: You guys are doing that's that's a bad thing to happen. Man, 571 00:29:01,080 --> 00:29:02,600 Speaker 1: gonna work with you. Man, I'm trying to help you. 572 00:29:03,040 --> 00:29:04,560 Speaker 1: And so like he keep it so real with you. 573 00:29:04,720 --> 00:29:06,520 Speaker 1: But like you know, he talked to you like like 574 00:29:06,720 --> 00:29:09,720 Speaker 1: he talked to you like it ain't condescend it, but 575 00:29:09,720 --> 00:29:11,960 Speaker 1: like he just really like he really want to help 576 00:29:12,360 --> 00:29:16,960 Speaker 1: you keep one get these careers off. Man. So it's 577 00:29:16,960 --> 00:29:19,600 Speaker 1: just amazing, bro. Like he pray over the set every day. 578 00:29:20,080 --> 00:29:22,080 Speaker 1: You lead us on like a big prayer, man. Like, 579 00:29:22,160 --> 00:29:24,640 Speaker 1: it's just it's just amazing, like you do. I still 580 00:29:24,720 --> 00:29:27,040 Speaker 1: can't believe, like it's me, you know, I can't believe 581 00:29:27,040 --> 00:29:29,360 Speaker 1: it's I get to work with this man. It's just like, Bro, 582 00:29:30,080 --> 00:29:33,920 Speaker 1: it's amazing, man, man, dog, it's crazy. You know, it 583 00:29:34,000 --> 00:29:36,440 Speaker 1: sounds dope. Man, it sounds like a heck of an 584 00:29:36,520 --> 00:29:39,960 Speaker 1: experience from what I've seen, dude, and from just the 585 00:29:40,000 --> 00:29:43,280 Speaker 1: reputation Tyler PERRYO. I don't know him personally, but for 586 00:29:43,360 --> 00:29:45,160 Speaker 1: you to having worked with him, man, it's it's it's 587 00:29:45,240 --> 00:29:48,920 Speaker 1: it's like I feel honored as well because my brother 588 00:29:49,040 --> 00:29:51,680 Speaker 1: is with you know, talking to Tyler Perry. He's on there. 589 00:29:51,720 --> 00:29:54,440 Speaker 1: You know, he's hey, you know, getting getting yil that 590 00:29:54,560 --> 00:29:57,600 Speaker 1: by Tyler Perry. It's all good. Like any other time, 591 00:29:57,640 --> 00:29:59,360 Speaker 1: I'm sensitive, bro, so I'll be like one of this, 592 00:29:59,520 --> 00:30:05,080 Speaker 1: like know, maybe lash out of crying or something. But na, Rob, Yes, 593 00:30:05,320 --> 00:30:09,600 Speaker 1: Tyler Perry absolutely, I call it Mr Tyler Perry, absolutly 594 00:30:10,040 --> 00:30:13,880 Speaker 1: give you the whole name Tyler Perry, please absolutely. How 595 00:30:13,920 --> 00:30:19,680 Speaker 1: does someone that lands a show on like BT continue 596 00:30:19,760 --> 00:30:24,120 Speaker 1: to to stay sharp, not be complacent? They continue to 597 00:30:24,160 --> 00:30:26,440 Speaker 1: work on their craft, like what is your strategy or 598 00:30:26,480 --> 00:30:29,120 Speaker 1: approach to to like when you get it? When now 599 00:30:29,120 --> 00:30:31,520 Speaker 1: you've landed your first big role, how are you going 600 00:30:31,520 --> 00:30:36,239 Speaker 1: to continue to land other roles? I mean, first of all, 601 00:30:36,360 --> 00:30:38,880 Speaker 1: just staying grateful for it all and maintaining the same 602 00:30:38,960 --> 00:30:43,680 Speaker 1: hunger and maintain the same recognition of of life going 603 00:30:43,720 --> 00:30:47,680 Speaker 1: on around me. So I'm always observing and people watching 604 00:30:47,720 --> 00:30:49,520 Speaker 1: and just trying to take in what I can and 605 00:30:49,560 --> 00:30:52,640 Speaker 1: being on top of my thoughts and like my feelings 606 00:30:52,680 --> 00:30:54,400 Speaker 1: when I see on top of my thoughts just so 607 00:30:54,480 --> 00:30:57,840 Speaker 1: thoughts are like what I was taughting, acting thoughts will 608 00:30:57,880 --> 00:31:00,320 Speaker 1: help drive your emotion, like your eyes and all that, 609 00:31:00,400 --> 00:31:03,160 Speaker 1: and show people like DA he got a lot going on. 610 00:31:03,400 --> 00:31:05,840 Speaker 1: So it's always being on top of those and on 611 00:31:05,880 --> 00:31:08,520 Speaker 1: top of my feelings and you know, recognizing how feeling 612 00:31:08,560 --> 00:31:12,280 Speaker 1: certain situations, and you know, being aware of my vulnerabilities 613 00:31:12,360 --> 00:31:16,080 Speaker 1: and my irritabilities and all that, and you know, sick 614 00:31:16,120 --> 00:31:19,600 Speaker 1: as it sounds like remembering my reactions to things, you know, 615 00:31:19,720 --> 00:31:22,520 Speaker 1: So it's always constantly real, so it's always true to myself. 616 00:31:22,920 --> 00:31:25,400 Speaker 1: And then that's on top of that, staying true to 617 00:31:25,440 --> 00:31:28,080 Speaker 1: myself and me and my truth. So like that's why 618 00:31:28,120 --> 00:31:30,400 Speaker 1: I like my stories on Instagram or just how they 619 00:31:30,400 --> 00:31:33,600 Speaker 1: are so chaotic or whatever, because like it's honestly what 620 00:31:33,680 --> 00:31:36,000 Speaker 1: comes to mind. It makes me laughing, entertains me. So 621 00:31:36,080 --> 00:31:37,880 Speaker 1: you're about to get it too, whether you like it 622 00:31:37,960 --> 00:31:41,760 Speaker 1: or not. It's always trying to stay on top of 623 00:31:41,800 --> 00:31:44,200 Speaker 1: it like that. And that's that's that's my practice. You know, 624 00:31:44,280 --> 00:31:46,760 Speaker 1: that's my that's my work. You know, that's my That's 625 00:31:46,760 --> 00:31:49,120 Speaker 1: how I get my reps in. So I'm constantly getting 626 00:31:49,120 --> 00:31:53,719 Speaker 1: reps in. Are you in class? I'm not in class? 627 00:31:54,600 --> 00:31:56,600 Speaker 1: And you know I'll get back into it. I mean 628 00:31:56,640 --> 00:31:58,320 Speaker 1: I have I have, I have a coach that I 629 00:31:58,360 --> 00:32:01,160 Speaker 1: work with. Shout out to pat Uh. I mean he 630 00:32:01,280 --> 00:32:03,280 Speaker 1: just he's he's really good. He's really good at breaking 631 00:32:03,320 --> 00:32:04,880 Speaker 1: scripts down. He's really good at talking to me like 632 00:32:04,920 --> 00:32:06,360 Speaker 1: how I need to be talked to. He's good at 633 00:32:06,400 --> 00:32:09,760 Speaker 1: talking my language, and he's good at you know, of 634 00:32:09,840 --> 00:32:12,560 Speaker 1: helping me of of of breaking it down to a 635 00:32:12,560 --> 00:32:18,840 Speaker 1: philosophical and almost like it's so organic is teaching, and 636 00:32:19,080 --> 00:32:21,680 Speaker 1: it's just it's so real and it's like so so 637 00:32:23,400 --> 00:32:25,400 Speaker 1: cutic in a way. You know, he just knows how 638 00:32:25,440 --> 00:32:27,600 Speaker 1: to talk, and he knows how to just I don't know, 639 00:32:27,760 --> 00:32:30,200 Speaker 1: just communicated to me. So it's just every time, every time, 640 00:32:30,240 --> 00:32:32,280 Speaker 1: it's always like get an epiphany every time I talked 641 00:32:32,320 --> 00:32:34,240 Speaker 1: with him. Man. And so I don't not in the 642 00:32:34,280 --> 00:32:37,080 Speaker 1: classes right now, but you know, I got a coach 643 00:32:37,120 --> 00:32:39,280 Speaker 1: that I work with weekly. You know, he's also worked 644 00:32:39,320 --> 00:32:41,320 Speaker 1: out with me at the gym, So it's always giving 645 00:32:41,400 --> 00:32:43,240 Speaker 1: vice and tips. He always sending me tips, so and 646 00:32:43,280 --> 00:32:45,600 Speaker 1: I'm just always open to receiving them and just applying them. 647 00:32:46,640 --> 00:32:50,320 Speaker 1: Let's go, man, Yeah. Fox Sports Radio has the best 648 00:32:50,320 --> 00:32:53,160 Speaker 1: sports talk lineup in the nation. Catch all of our 649 00:32:53,200 --> 00:32:56,680 Speaker 1: shows at Fox sports Radio dot com and within the 650 00:32:56,720 --> 00:32:59,800 Speaker 1: I Heart Radio app search f s R to listen live. 651 00:33:00,640 --> 00:33:03,000 Speaker 1: As far as the physical fitness side, you've been You've 652 00:33:03,000 --> 00:33:06,760 Speaker 1: mentioned and alluded to yourself being sexy numerous times. You 653 00:33:06,800 --> 00:33:09,720 Speaker 1: have a tremendous you have a tremendous physique. I understand 654 00:33:10,120 --> 00:33:13,160 Speaker 1: it's not your fault, but when when we're going in 655 00:33:13,160 --> 00:33:16,560 Speaker 1: the summer and I had somebody on the show, Dr 656 00:33:16,640 --> 00:33:18,840 Speaker 1: Courtney Watson. She gave some great health tips from the 657 00:33:18,840 --> 00:33:24,080 Speaker 1: medical side of course. Corner. Yes, absolutely, I want to 658 00:33:24,120 --> 00:33:27,360 Speaker 1: I want to Joshua John Marcus Johnson to give us 659 00:33:27,440 --> 00:33:33,160 Speaker 1: Josh's tips on how to either maintain a nice summer 660 00:33:33,200 --> 00:33:36,560 Speaker 1: beach bod, get a beach bock, or just healthy tips 661 00:33:36,600 --> 00:33:40,560 Speaker 1: for living that will enhance our lifestyle because obviously you 662 00:33:40,600 --> 00:33:44,120 Speaker 1: have done a tremendous job at that. And it's so crazy, man, 663 00:33:44,160 --> 00:33:46,400 Speaker 1: because like people will tell you like all this difficult 664 00:33:46,440 --> 00:33:50,360 Speaker 1: heart advice, and in my opinion, it's really like because 665 00:33:50,400 --> 00:33:54,560 Speaker 1: people if you people literally do nothing. So like my 666 00:33:54,600 --> 00:33:56,760 Speaker 1: biggest thing is to do something like get out and 667 00:33:56,800 --> 00:33:58,960 Speaker 1: walk outside of your team twenty minutes. Like if you 668 00:33:59,040 --> 00:34:01,480 Speaker 1: got a gym membership, set the time for forty five 669 00:34:01,920 --> 00:34:06,080 Speaker 1: to an hour, pick three workout, pick three exercise to do, 670 00:34:06,760 --> 00:34:10,040 Speaker 1: so it could be like like a row, a push up, 671 00:34:10,120 --> 00:34:13,160 Speaker 1: and a squat do those forty five minutes straight, ten 672 00:34:13,239 --> 00:34:15,360 Speaker 1: sets of each. You gotta take a break, take a break, 673 00:34:15,520 --> 00:34:17,520 Speaker 1: but you gotta do something, you know, And that's that's 674 00:34:17,520 --> 00:34:20,920 Speaker 1: a lot of people's problems, like they're going from doing 675 00:34:20,920 --> 00:34:24,120 Speaker 1: nothing and just expecting things to be easy. I mean, 676 00:34:24,160 --> 00:34:26,360 Speaker 1: it's not gonna be easy, but you just gotta do 677 00:34:26,480 --> 00:34:28,319 Speaker 1: something like you know, it takes an hour a day. 678 00:34:28,360 --> 00:34:30,040 Speaker 1: I'm telling you, if you spend an hour a day 679 00:34:30,040 --> 00:34:32,680 Speaker 1: dog like, and then you'll find like as you as 680 00:34:32,719 --> 00:34:36,960 Speaker 1: you exercise more and more, your your exercise vocabulary experience. 681 00:34:37,120 --> 00:34:38,960 Speaker 1: And so now you're doing this, you're doing that, You're 682 00:34:39,000 --> 00:34:41,200 Speaker 1: doing this, you're doing that, and then you start actually 683 00:34:41,239 --> 00:34:43,319 Speaker 1: liking it. After three or four weeks or maybe a month, 684 00:34:43,600 --> 00:34:45,600 Speaker 1: you love it, and then it becomes something that you 685 00:34:45,680 --> 00:34:48,040 Speaker 1: need to do. It's it's it's just you take a 686 00:34:48,120 --> 00:34:50,440 Speaker 1: day off and you feel gross, and so it's just 687 00:34:50,480 --> 00:34:52,200 Speaker 1: something that you need to do. It almost becomes like 688 00:34:52,200 --> 00:34:54,960 Speaker 1: a positive addiction, you know. And so I just encourage 689 00:34:55,000 --> 00:34:58,839 Speaker 1: people to just do something anything, and then you'll find 690 00:34:58,840 --> 00:35:00,440 Speaker 1: it so good for your mental health. It's a good 691 00:35:00,440 --> 00:35:04,279 Speaker 1: way to transmute like different energies that you may have, 692 00:35:04,360 --> 00:35:07,640 Speaker 1: whether it be sadness, anger, you know, even happiness. You know, 693 00:35:07,680 --> 00:35:09,839 Speaker 1: it's just a good way to just just to get 694 00:35:09,840 --> 00:35:12,080 Speaker 1: that out, you know, just put it to use it 695 00:35:12,120 --> 00:35:13,479 Speaker 1: on something, to get it out, and then you find 696 00:35:13,480 --> 00:35:16,000 Speaker 1: that you sleep better, you start caring about what you 697 00:35:16,040 --> 00:35:18,080 Speaker 1: put in your body as far as eating goes, you know, 698 00:35:18,239 --> 00:35:21,279 Speaker 1: and that so it just starts with doing something. I mean, 699 00:35:21,360 --> 00:35:24,759 Speaker 1: I'm even even if it's just twenty minutes straight of 700 00:35:25,239 --> 00:35:28,359 Speaker 1: three exercises in the circuit and just go ten ten 701 00:35:28,440 --> 00:35:30,400 Speaker 1: ten reps each, like you just go, like you just 702 00:35:30,440 --> 00:35:34,600 Speaker 1: gotta do something. Yeah, what about eating stuff? Um, you know, 703 00:35:34,640 --> 00:35:37,120 Speaker 1: I felt I've always felt like the eating part is 704 00:35:37,480 --> 00:35:41,359 Speaker 1: more important than the physical part to a certain level, 705 00:35:41,360 --> 00:35:43,279 Speaker 1: because I've lost weight and gotten into shape and I 706 00:35:43,280 --> 00:35:45,440 Speaker 1: didn't work out before, but I was I was on 707 00:35:45,440 --> 00:35:48,759 Speaker 1: a vegetarian diet, so without having to go to the 708 00:35:48,760 --> 00:35:52,680 Speaker 1: extremes of like vegetarian, what's something like a normal person 709 00:35:53,560 --> 00:35:57,200 Speaker 1: you know, my age or younger and my around my 710 00:35:57,280 --> 00:36:00,000 Speaker 1: age because this is my audience. My audience is people 711 00:36:00,320 --> 00:36:03,040 Speaker 1: you know, thirty five to like fifty or so somewhere 712 00:36:03,040 --> 00:36:05,719 Speaker 1: around there, hopefully younger. But I think it's around that 713 00:36:06,480 --> 00:36:10,759 Speaker 1: what type of foods should we absolutely stay away from 714 00:36:10,800 --> 00:36:14,880 Speaker 1: and what should we gravitate towards. So I like to 715 00:36:14,920 --> 00:36:17,520 Speaker 1: live by like an eight percent percent things, So twenty 716 00:36:17,560 --> 00:36:19,360 Speaker 1: percent of the time you do something bad if you 717 00:36:19,400 --> 00:36:22,160 Speaker 1: have to, like not saying you have to, but but 718 00:36:22,960 --> 00:36:25,319 Speaker 1: people know not to eat fry foods, like you know 719 00:36:25,400 --> 00:36:29,680 Speaker 1: that that goes without saying, now you know, and and 720 00:36:29,800 --> 00:36:31,880 Speaker 1: so you get so I just encourage to get to 721 00:36:31,880 --> 00:36:34,680 Speaker 1: a point ahead. But no, there's also but there's also 722 00:36:34,760 --> 00:36:37,680 Speaker 1: these foods that for for the longest time, because I'm 723 00:36:37,680 --> 00:36:40,160 Speaker 1: asking you, because you're younger, you're you're plugged into the fitness. 724 00:36:40,200 --> 00:36:41,840 Speaker 1: But for the longest time, we used to think certain 725 00:36:41,880 --> 00:36:44,680 Speaker 1: foods were all good, and then later on they're like, 726 00:36:44,680 --> 00:36:47,440 Speaker 1: oh no, those that acts actually isn't all good. That's 727 00:36:47,440 --> 00:36:49,319 Speaker 1: not that's not a good. Kind of fact, I was 728 00:36:49,320 --> 00:36:52,120 Speaker 1: wonder if there's anything new out like that we should 729 00:36:52,160 --> 00:36:55,920 Speaker 1: know about. I don't even follow recommendations no more because 730 00:36:57,400 --> 00:37:00,640 Speaker 1: because like they they tell you, they change it up. 731 00:37:00,640 --> 00:37:05,520 Speaker 1: When your mess with people's minds. Now it's just, you know, 732 00:37:05,560 --> 00:37:07,920 Speaker 1: it's just dumb. So you just kinda gotta go. You 733 00:37:07,960 --> 00:37:11,240 Speaker 1: gotta be on top of what makes you feel good. 734 00:37:11,400 --> 00:37:15,080 Speaker 1: And so like the fry food is never gonna be good, 735 00:37:15,280 --> 00:37:17,120 Speaker 1: but if you have to have it, you know, planting 736 00:37:17,200 --> 00:37:19,600 Speaker 1: out to where you work out, you eat good for 737 00:37:19,640 --> 00:37:21,480 Speaker 1: like the three days before that and make you feel 738 00:37:21,480 --> 00:37:23,680 Speaker 1: like it's a reward or something like that. And so 739 00:37:24,239 --> 00:37:26,400 Speaker 1: I mean, but like a simple kind of die for 740 00:37:26,440 --> 00:37:29,800 Speaker 1: me is like you know, like grill saltae, shrimp, real salta, 741 00:37:30,000 --> 00:37:34,879 Speaker 1: chicken fish, steak um, you know, brown rice, white rice, 742 00:37:34,880 --> 00:37:38,160 Speaker 1: sweep potato, but starch in greens. You know, I just 743 00:37:38,239 --> 00:37:39,880 Speaker 1: keep it simple like that. And what do you do 744 00:37:39,920 --> 00:37:42,320 Speaker 1: with brown rice? How can you eat brown rice? This 745 00:37:42,440 --> 00:37:44,360 Speaker 1: is my question? How do you how do you actually 746 00:37:44,480 --> 00:37:47,640 Speaker 1: swallow brown rice and like eat it? How do you 747 00:37:47,680 --> 00:37:50,160 Speaker 1: do that? A little bit of grass their butter and 748 00:37:50,200 --> 00:37:51,880 Speaker 1: some of that juice from the fish or the chicken 749 00:37:53,320 --> 00:37:57,680 Speaker 1: grass that butter, different dog that grass, said, brother are different. Man. 750 00:37:58,239 --> 00:38:00,359 Speaker 1: It's good for you too. It's really good. Where you've 751 00:38:00,400 --> 00:38:02,840 Speaker 1: got that conjugated lino leg acid that c l A 752 00:38:03,239 --> 00:38:05,359 Speaker 1: and it you know, it helps with your belly fat, 753 00:38:05,960 --> 00:38:10,040 Speaker 1: doesn't it. Yeah? So they say where you get it from? 754 00:38:10,640 --> 00:38:13,800 Speaker 1: Getting from rouse? It's it's the carry gold carry carry 755 00:38:13,800 --> 00:38:18,879 Speaker 1: gold butter. Hm, it's grass fad butter, you know it's 756 00:38:19,239 --> 00:38:22,439 Speaker 1: it's so you got your regular butter the American eyes, 757 00:38:22,480 --> 00:38:24,040 Speaker 1: I guess whatever, and then you got your grass fed. 758 00:38:24,680 --> 00:38:27,160 Speaker 1: Grass fed is like super it's almost like golden color. 759 00:38:27,239 --> 00:38:29,600 Speaker 1: So it's this is rich and like and like vitamin 760 00:38:29,719 --> 00:38:32,359 Speaker 1: a invada, carrooteen and stuff like that. Got the good 761 00:38:32,360 --> 00:38:36,080 Speaker 1: fast for you? And whereas this not as what not 762 00:38:36,160 --> 00:38:42,279 Speaker 1: as much interesting? Okay, okay? What about like liquids are 763 00:38:42,320 --> 00:38:45,239 Speaker 1: the liquids that like? For the longest I used to 764 00:38:45,280 --> 00:38:48,120 Speaker 1: think juice was cool, But juice apparently it's not. It's 765 00:38:48,120 --> 00:38:50,400 Speaker 1: not all good. There's a lot of fat. Even diet 766 00:38:50,440 --> 00:38:53,680 Speaker 1: sodas are kind of shaky. So do you what do 767 00:38:53,719 --> 00:38:56,399 Speaker 1: you suggest water all the time or what is your 768 00:38:56,480 --> 00:38:59,320 Speaker 1: juice daily liquid intake? Look like? Like I try to 769 00:38:59,400 --> 00:39:02,080 Speaker 1: drink like a don't have two gallons of water a day, 770 00:39:02,520 --> 00:39:06,120 Speaker 1: damn And lots of coffee. I like coffee a lot. 771 00:39:06,680 --> 00:39:09,320 Speaker 1: How much coffee do you drink? I'm probably like fi 772 00:39:09,400 --> 00:39:12,400 Speaker 1: cups coffee a day. It's gonna stain your teeth. You 773 00:39:12,480 --> 00:39:15,680 Speaker 1: better get that teeth white. And the thing, boy, it's 774 00:39:15,680 --> 00:39:17,759 Speaker 1: all good. You know what you got, what you got. 775 00:39:18,120 --> 00:39:20,320 Speaker 1: So it's just it's one of them Instagram has got me. 776 00:39:20,360 --> 00:39:23,400 Speaker 1: It's this purple stuff and then you spray and then purple. 777 00:39:23,920 --> 00:39:27,080 Speaker 1: It helped bleach out a bunch of it, bleach out 778 00:39:27,200 --> 00:39:29,040 Speaker 1: yellow things and stuff like that. It's really cool. I 779 00:39:29,080 --> 00:39:31,000 Speaker 1: forget what it's called. I'll texted to you it's working, 780 00:39:33,719 --> 00:39:38,160 Speaker 1: as he smiles and shows the pearly whites. Yes, it's working, Yes, 781 00:39:38,239 --> 00:39:44,080 Speaker 1: it's working. But so yeah, but water coffee is cool 782 00:39:44,160 --> 00:39:47,400 Speaker 1: because caffeine helps, you know, get your metabolism up, and 783 00:39:47,400 --> 00:39:50,120 Speaker 1: you know, it burns fat while you're at rest. Um, 784 00:39:50,600 --> 00:39:53,439 Speaker 1: I'll drink juice, but so you gotta do it strategically. 785 00:39:53,520 --> 00:39:57,080 Speaker 1: So if you have like a nice hard workout, your 786 00:39:57,120 --> 00:39:59,400 Speaker 1: muscles and all that are like craving cards. So if 787 00:39:59,440 --> 00:40:02,520 Speaker 1: you drink the juice after you work out, your muscle 788 00:40:02,560 --> 00:40:05,080 Speaker 1: is gonna know what to do with them, whereas he's 789 00:40:05,080 --> 00:40:07,799 Speaker 1: gonna know to do with the cars, whereas before it's 790 00:40:07,840 --> 00:40:09,520 Speaker 1: just kind of just chilling and hanging out. You know, 791 00:40:09,600 --> 00:40:11,759 Speaker 1: it has no use in application, but if you use 792 00:40:11,840 --> 00:40:14,399 Speaker 1: it as like a recovery drink, then you're gonna be like, oh, 793 00:40:14,440 --> 00:40:15,799 Speaker 1: this is kind of nice. It's just kind of good. 794 00:40:15,840 --> 00:40:20,279 Speaker 1: It's feeding my muscles, it's feeling my muscles. Okay, okay, 795 00:40:20,920 --> 00:40:23,880 Speaker 1: lots of water. So like simple cars, like simple cars, 796 00:40:23,920 --> 00:40:25,759 Speaker 1: like don't even be thinking you can go get like 797 00:40:25,800 --> 00:40:29,319 Speaker 1: a twelve pack of doughnuts from the Crispy Cream even 798 00:40:29,360 --> 00:40:32,400 Speaker 1: though the sign hot now on I couldn't blame you 799 00:40:32,440 --> 00:40:34,359 Speaker 1: if you did, but you know you gotta be careful. Man. 800 00:40:34,360 --> 00:40:37,120 Speaker 1: It's just full of oils and just bad fast and 801 00:40:37,239 --> 00:40:39,120 Speaker 1: or make it sixtens. It causes information on that you 802 00:40:39,160 --> 00:40:41,200 Speaker 1: don't want to be get. So so what is someone's 803 00:40:41,239 --> 00:40:45,120 Speaker 1: supposed to do if they have a sweep too? Uh? 804 00:40:45,400 --> 00:40:49,000 Speaker 1: Pick a day, pick a day and go crazy just 805 00:40:49,040 --> 00:40:51,000 Speaker 1: one day? So what's crazy to you? Because I feel 806 00:40:51,040 --> 00:40:54,040 Speaker 1: like crazy? Like me, my my disciplines got to the 807 00:40:54,040 --> 00:40:56,720 Speaker 1: point where crazy to me is like eating like four 808 00:40:56,800 --> 00:40:59,640 Speaker 1: doughnuts and and that's it, and that's it. That's my 809 00:40:59,719 --> 00:41:01,879 Speaker 1: crazy zy day. Or a piece of pie and ice 810 00:41:01,920 --> 00:41:05,240 Speaker 1: cream two in two scoops ice cream, Like that's crazy 811 00:41:05,280 --> 00:41:09,160 Speaker 1: for me. So what's crazy? So I don't know. So, 812 00:41:09,239 --> 00:41:11,160 Speaker 1: like my biology is kind of different. So I feel 813 00:41:11,200 --> 00:41:13,239 Speaker 1: like I'll be having like these cheat days where I 814 00:41:13,239 --> 00:41:15,480 Speaker 1: want to just go crazy, and so I start to 815 00:41:15,520 --> 00:41:17,440 Speaker 1: day off for like choking chip pancakes, and then I'll 816 00:41:17,480 --> 00:41:20,400 Speaker 1: be done, Like it'll be it'll be satisfied. And so 817 00:41:21,000 --> 00:41:23,560 Speaker 1: I just think you pick a day and maybe just 818 00:41:23,600 --> 00:41:25,359 Speaker 1: planning to go all out, and then you'll find like, oh, 819 00:41:25,520 --> 00:41:28,040 Speaker 1: like I'm done this. You know, I got what I needed, 820 00:41:28,120 --> 00:41:30,280 Speaker 1: you know, and like, so it ends of not being crazy. 821 00:41:30,320 --> 00:41:32,680 Speaker 1: But just pick a day, make sure you on your stuff, 822 00:41:32,719 --> 00:41:34,279 Speaker 1: make sure you on you're working out, make sure you're 823 00:41:34,280 --> 00:41:37,400 Speaker 1: on eating appropriately for your diet and for your goals. 824 00:41:38,080 --> 00:41:39,799 Speaker 1: And then just if you need to have a day 825 00:41:39,880 --> 00:41:43,439 Speaker 1: just like, Okay, I'm I'm planning it for two days 826 00:41:43,440 --> 00:41:46,319 Speaker 1: from now, I'm gonna go crazy. I'm just gonna just 827 00:41:46,360 --> 00:41:49,080 Speaker 1: eat whatever I want. Blah blah blah. But make sure 828 00:41:49,120 --> 00:41:51,160 Speaker 1: you're following your plan and doing it right and earn it. 829 00:41:51,360 --> 00:41:53,920 Speaker 1: You know, what's your thoughts on alcohol? And this will 830 00:41:53,960 --> 00:41:59,080 Speaker 1: be the last question on the diet. Um, So I'm 831 00:41:59,080 --> 00:42:01,200 Speaker 1: not gonna love the man. When the pandemic first hit, Dog, 832 00:42:01,600 --> 00:42:06,040 Speaker 1: I'll probably taking down a bottle of day I had, Like, man, 833 00:42:06,600 --> 00:42:12,920 Speaker 1: I had so much unemployment money. Dog, Like, what so tequila? 834 00:42:12,960 --> 00:42:14,799 Speaker 1: If they say tequila is the best one to drink, 835 00:42:14,840 --> 00:42:18,120 Speaker 1: is that true? Supposedly? But it's all nasty, it's all gross. 836 00:42:18,160 --> 00:42:21,319 Speaker 1: He's yeah, gross, it's all nasty. So yeah, I mean, 837 00:42:21,920 --> 00:42:27,440 Speaker 1: you know, But so if you're gonna drink alcohol, you know, 838 00:42:27,520 --> 00:42:30,719 Speaker 1: don't make it an everyday thing, because I mean what 839 00:42:30,760 --> 00:42:32,759 Speaker 1: you mean, Like, I'm like, I don't know I don't 840 00:42:32,760 --> 00:42:35,279 Speaker 1: know because for my like, I'll call it nasty. Man, 841 00:42:35,480 --> 00:42:37,440 Speaker 1: it don't taste good, bro, it don't taste good. So 842 00:42:37,440 --> 00:42:39,440 Speaker 1: I don't see how people do it every day. But 843 00:42:39,440 --> 00:42:40,960 Speaker 1: if you got if you want to get turned up, 844 00:42:41,080 --> 00:42:42,919 Speaker 1: I mean, just pick a day. I guess, pick a day. 845 00:42:43,200 --> 00:42:44,759 Speaker 1: There you go with your pick a day. So every 846 00:42:44,840 --> 00:42:48,759 Speaker 1: so everything is moderation pretty much for you, everything excumely moderation, 847 00:42:48,840 --> 00:42:50,759 Speaker 1: Like you don't need to be drinking every day and 848 00:42:50,800 --> 00:42:54,080 Speaker 1: like eating all this unhealthy stuff every day, especially when 849 00:42:54,120 --> 00:42:55,400 Speaker 1: you know it's not good for you. If you're feeling 850 00:42:55,440 --> 00:42:58,719 Speaker 1: like slow, sluggish and lethargic, it's like, why would you 851 00:42:58,760 --> 00:43:00,919 Speaker 1: want to feel that? But you know, I can't speak 852 00:43:00,920 --> 00:43:02,799 Speaker 1: for everybody because I wouldn't want to feel that. Don't 853 00:43:02,800 --> 00:43:05,720 Speaker 1: mean that everybody else will want to feel that. So okay, 854 00:43:05,760 --> 00:43:08,719 Speaker 1: but the best alcohol to drink for somebody that's trying 855 00:43:08,760 --> 00:43:10,840 Speaker 1: to watch way would be would be like what like 856 00:43:10,880 --> 00:43:13,040 Speaker 1: give me an exact like for me, okay, I'll tell 857 00:43:13,080 --> 00:43:16,880 Speaker 1: you red wine, all right, I do reds. I also 858 00:43:16,920 --> 00:43:22,200 Speaker 1: do like Michaelo Ultra one hundreds, which are very light. Uh. 859 00:43:22,280 --> 00:43:26,120 Speaker 1: If if you have Taihen, it really makes it. Uh 860 00:43:26,160 --> 00:43:28,759 Speaker 1: easier to go down a little bit. Yeah, but then 861 00:43:28,880 --> 00:43:30,839 Speaker 1: you know, but then that's pretty much it. You know, 862 00:43:31,000 --> 00:43:33,919 Speaker 1: I don't really subscribe, like I know, dark is bad, 863 00:43:34,560 --> 00:43:37,080 Speaker 1: which I understand, but it's important when you get around 864 00:43:37,080 --> 00:43:38,719 Speaker 1: my age, because you like to eat good, you like 865 00:43:38,800 --> 00:43:40,840 Speaker 1: to drink good, and you like to have these these 866 00:43:40,920 --> 00:43:44,040 Speaker 1: consistent you should enjoy yourself and like the main point 867 00:43:44,080 --> 00:43:46,359 Speaker 1: I want to say, it's like, don't stress yourself out 868 00:43:46,360 --> 00:43:48,560 Speaker 1: about it too much. So even if my picket day 869 00:43:48,600 --> 00:43:51,120 Speaker 1: concept don't work for you, don't, you know, don't stress 870 00:43:51,160 --> 00:43:52,759 Speaker 1: out about it. If you've got to have that little drink, 871 00:43:53,080 --> 00:43:55,279 Speaker 1: take you that little drink, you know, sip it slow, 872 00:43:55,560 --> 00:43:57,160 Speaker 1: take a little drink, you know. If you gotta have 873 00:43:57,200 --> 00:44:01,160 Speaker 1: that cookie, yeah, yeah, cookie, don't you know, don't play 874 00:44:01,320 --> 00:44:02,920 Speaker 1: don't mind too much about it because it's going into 875 00:44:02,960 --> 00:44:04,960 Speaker 1: backfind on your regardless, So don't do that. You know, 876 00:44:05,000 --> 00:44:09,279 Speaker 1: don't restrict yourself because restricting causes a being. So yes, 877 00:44:09,440 --> 00:44:12,680 Speaker 1: it's no, that's a great formula, josh Uh. I like 878 00:44:12,920 --> 00:44:16,640 Speaker 1: your approach to it. It's not really it's it's a 879 00:44:16,680 --> 00:44:20,040 Speaker 1: good balance of like tough but also giving the person 880 00:44:20,640 --> 00:44:22,920 Speaker 1: a lot of leeway to make his own decisions and 881 00:44:22,960 --> 00:44:29,520 Speaker 1: holding his own self accountable. That's dope. Um man, man, man, 882 00:44:29,560 --> 00:44:32,880 Speaker 1: it's been this. This I enjoyed speaking to you in 883 00:44:32,920 --> 00:44:35,799 Speaker 1: this type of form um, in this format, you know, 884 00:44:35,880 --> 00:44:38,759 Speaker 1: just hearing you kind of talk about your stuff through 885 00:44:38,800 --> 00:44:41,880 Speaker 1: your through how you've experienced it. You know, we you know, 886 00:44:41,920 --> 00:44:44,560 Speaker 1: we're brothers. We don't talk as much. We talk all 887 00:44:44,560 --> 00:44:45,960 Speaker 1: the time, but we don't talk about this type of 888 00:44:46,000 --> 00:44:48,719 Speaker 1: stuff like this in depth. So this was this was 889 00:44:48,840 --> 00:44:53,560 Speaker 1: really good. Um Yeah, we hold a lot of things 890 00:44:53,560 --> 00:44:56,319 Speaker 1: in and uh, we gotta talk about that. We gotta 891 00:44:56,320 --> 00:44:59,319 Speaker 1: talk about that one day. About the toxic masculinity in 892 00:44:59,360 --> 00:45:01,879 Speaker 1: like in the sense of of having to be hard 893 00:45:01,880 --> 00:45:04,600 Speaker 1: all the time and not you know, you know, spill 894 00:45:04,600 --> 00:45:07,279 Speaker 1: out your feelings sometimes and maybe like share a cry bro, Like, 895 00:45:07,440 --> 00:45:09,360 Speaker 1: we gotta we gotta have a discussion about that. I 896 00:45:09,400 --> 00:45:12,640 Speaker 1: think we should have like a big form me to 897 00:45:12,719 --> 00:45:16,160 Speaker 1: talk about that. You know, it's just showed it. It's okay, man, 898 00:45:16,160 --> 00:45:21,879 Speaker 1: because like, like the male suicide rate is crazy right now. Dog, Yeah, 899 00:45:22,440 --> 00:45:25,040 Speaker 1: we're killing ourselves because we can't we feel like we 900 00:45:25,080 --> 00:45:26,640 Speaker 1: can't share it. So like we think that's the next 901 00:45:26,640 --> 00:45:29,799 Speaker 1: mess option. Man, we gotta, we gotta clean that up, man. 902 00:45:29,960 --> 00:45:31,719 Speaker 1: And that's a side of that toxicity that we need 903 00:45:31,719 --> 00:45:33,879 Speaker 1: to clean up. Man. We like we gotta we gotta 904 00:45:33,920 --> 00:45:37,080 Speaker 1: save the world, we gotta save ourselves. Yeah, Man, it's 905 00:45:37,680 --> 00:45:39,600 Speaker 1: a lot of it is pride, a lot of it 906 00:45:39,360 --> 00:45:42,920 Speaker 1: is you know. It's like it takes a lot of 907 00:45:43,000 --> 00:45:47,200 Speaker 1: undoing to because you grow up in the culture that 908 00:45:48,600 --> 00:45:51,680 Speaker 1: we encouraged it, allowed it. Everything you've seen is pretty 909 00:45:51,719 --> 00:45:54,840 Speaker 1: much about it. So unless you were really you know, 910 00:45:56,040 --> 00:45:59,520 Speaker 1: taught early, you know, and a lot of us in 911 00:45:59,560 --> 00:46:02,719 Speaker 1: our family you were. But there's still tendencies that happen 912 00:46:02,760 --> 00:46:05,280 Speaker 1: as you grow, man, and your you you move outside 913 00:46:05,280 --> 00:46:07,200 Speaker 1: to different units. People go to school, you know, you 914 00:46:07,239 --> 00:46:10,120 Speaker 1: pick up habits and these are bad habits. That and 915 00:46:10,120 --> 00:46:13,960 Speaker 1: and something I enjoyed talking about because there are no 916 00:46:14,000 --> 00:46:16,120 Speaker 1: real well I won't say no, but it's nice to 917 00:46:16,160 --> 00:46:18,840 Speaker 1: have a safe space where you know, men can talk 918 00:46:19,760 --> 00:46:22,319 Speaker 1: and share real feelings and things like that. But we'll 919 00:46:22,360 --> 00:46:25,640 Speaker 1: definitely um touch on that. We have a whole episode's 920 00:46:25,640 --> 00:46:29,160 Speaker 1: worth of stuff like that. But man, your journey has 921 00:46:29,200 --> 00:46:32,040 Speaker 1: been an amazing one to hear about. Dude. Although I 922 00:46:32,120 --> 00:46:35,319 Speaker 1: knew the story, it's just it resonates more to hear 923 00:46:35,360 --> 00:46:38,799 Speaker 1: it through your words and your voice. Uh. Proud of 924 00:46:38,840 --> 00:46:43,880 Speaker 1: you and everything that you're accomplishing uh in in life. 925 00:46:44,120 --> 00:46:46,520 Speaker 1: I wanted to know this and then this would be 926 00:46:46,560 --> 00:46:52,959 Speaker 1: my last question. When you ultimately you're gonna have a platform. Um, 927 00:46:53,000 --> 00:46:55,560 Speaker 1: you gotta be someone that has gonna be able to 928 00:46:55,600 --> 00:47:01,560 Speaker 1: affect others. What's sort of your message or what do 929 00:47:01,640 --> 00:47:05,640 Speaker 1: you live what words or do you live your life 930 00:47:05,640 --> 00:47:13,440 Speaker 1: by that you would want others to know about you? Um, 931 00:47:13,480 --> 00:47:15,399 Speaker 1: there's I forget the version of Bible. With this version 932 00:47:15,400 --> 00:47:19,520 Speaker 1: of Bible where in saying faith, hope, and most important love. 933 00:47:19,680 --> 00:47:23,600 Speaker 1: So I try to live my life loving everybody of 934 00:47:23,640 --> 00:47:27,160 Speaker 1: different creeds, different orientations, different whatever. Like I always want 935 00:47:27,160 --> 00:47:30,839 Speaker 1: to be somebody that we'll listen and try my best 936 00:47:30,840 --> 00:47:33,279 Speaker 1: to understand it. If I can't understand, I will sympathize 937 00:47:33,280 --> 00:47:36,200 Speaker 1: with you. Want to be somebody know with empathy and 938 00:47:36,239 --> 00:47:39,359 Speaker 1: I just want people to know. Like like you said 939 00:47:39,360 --> 00:47:41,960 Speaker 1: about safe spaces, like I would you know, I want 940 00:47:41,960 --> 00:47:44,279 Speaker 1: to be I want to be a safe space you know, 941 00:47:44,320 --> 00:47:48,400 Speaker 1: where people can talk to me about any and everything honestly, 942 00:47:48,520 --> 00:47:52,319 Speaker 1: and like you know, I pray that nothing ever gets 943 00:47:52,400 --> 00:47:56,440 Speaker 1: too much for me to bear or here you know, 944 00:47:56,719 --> 00:47:58,520 Speaker 1: and so like that's it. Man. I just want to 945 00:47:58,520 --> 00:48:00,000 Speaker 1: live a life and just love and be a best 946 00:48:00,000 --> 00:48:03,840 Speaker 1: of love and to everybody and to anybody. You know, 947 00:48:03,880 --> 00:48:05,880 Speaker 1: I don't want, you know, I want people to be 948 00:48:05,880 --> 00:48:07,719 Speaker 1: able to walk up to me, you know, and ask 949 00:48:07,760 --> 00:48:10,120 Speaker 1: me questions, ask me if I's on working out or 950 00:48:10,160 --> 00:48:14,600 Speaker 1: anything like, you know, and not feel, you know, not 951 00:48:14,800 --> 00:48:16,600 Speaker 1: not be not be intimidated about me. I don't want 952 00:48:16,600 --> 00:48:18,399 Speaker 1: to be intimidating. I want I want to be somebody 953 00:48:18,440 --> 00:48:20,359 Speaker 1: who's an open book, somebody who people can just come 954 00:48:20,400 --> 00:48:23,160 Speaker 1: and talk to about anything like. And so I try 955 00:48:23,160 --> 00:48:24,920 Speaker 1: to live my life like that now. Like you know, 956 00:48:25,800 --> 00:48:27,520 Speaker 1: I try to help a lot of people, man, try 957 00:48:27,560 --> 00:48:29,840 Speaker 1: to help a lot of people. Man. It's just important 958 00:48:29,880 --> 00:48:31,160 Speaker 1: to me to be that voice because a lot of 959 00:48:31,160 --> 00:48:33,759 Speaker 1: people don't have that even within their own families. And 960 00:48:33,840 --> 00:48:36,719 Speaker 1: I recognized that I was fortunate enough to get that 961 00:48:36,760 --> 00:48:39,040 Speaker 1: with mine and so if I could be an extension 962 00:48:39,080 --> 00:48:41,560 Speaker 1: of our family to other people, man, like, you know, 963 00:48:42,160 --> 00:48:46,600 Speaker 1: that's a life well lived. Dog, you know. Yeah, man, 964 00:48:46,640 --> 00:48:51,359 Speaker 1: good stuff. Uh, You're blessed, you're touched, and you've you've 965 00:48:51,400 --> 00:48:55,759 Speaker 1: always been destined to do what you're doing. Appreciate you, man, 966 00:48:55,840 --> 00:48:58,279 Speaker 1: you know. I I reverbed back to one of my 967 00:48:58,280 --> 00:49:00,720 Speaker 1: favorite pictures of us. You have me on your shoulders 968 00:49:00,719 --> 00:49:02,759 Speaker 1: at Drake Stadium. Man. You know, you know, I'm just 969 00:49:03,040 --> 00:49:05,880 Speaker 1: I'm on my big brother shoulders. Man, you and so 970 00:49:06,000 --> 00:49:07,839 Speaker 1: you know, I'm just grateful to have y'all to man 971 00:49:07,960 --> 00:49:10,200 Speaker 1: like two the best neig brothers in the world. Ah. 972 00:49:10,280 --> 00:49:11,759 Speaker 1: So that's why I try to be the big brother 973 00:49:11,840 --> 00:49:15,600 Speaker 1: I am to countless people. Man. So that's direct from you. Man, 974 00:49:15,680 --> 00:49:17,640 Speaker 1: So you give yourself around of applause for that. I 975 00:49:17,680 --> 00:49:20,160 Speaker 1: appreciate you. Man. You're the first born and you did 976 00:49:20,160 --> 00:49:23,160 Speaker 1: the hell of a job, you know, leading us. You know, 977 00:49:23,239 --> 00:49:25,960 Speaker 1: so I appreciate you, man. I appreciate you, my brother, 978 00:49:26,360 --> 00:49:29,480 Speaker 1: and I love you. Thank lad man, ladies and gentlemen. 979 00:49:29,719 --> 00:49:31,360 Speaker 1: Ja Marcus Johnson