WEBVTT - Classic Music Saved with Darryl "DMC" McDaniels

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<v Speaker 1>Music Saved Me, alcoholic suicide and metaphysical spiritual wreck who

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<v Speaker 1>is thinking of killing himself already but then finds out

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<v Speaker 1>that he's adopted. Oh, let's not forget this. During that time,

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<v Speaker 1>Jim I Sagen gets shaw and killing, then my farm

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<v Speaker 1>and eye. So I was dealing with all of that.

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<v Speaker 1>Please lock on it. It was the music or the music.

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<v Speaker 1>I look at it like this, The music had healed

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<v Speaker 1>me already.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm Len Hoffman and welcome to the Music Saved Me Podcast,

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<v Speaker 2>the podcast where we get to talk in depth to

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<v Speaker 2>up and coming artists and musicians as well as some

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<v Speaker 2>of the biggest names in the business about the healing

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<v Speaker 2>powers of music. On this episode, you are in for

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<v Speaker 2>a huge treat. I'm so excited to welcome one of

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<v Speaker 2>the very biggest names in music in the world. In fact,

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<v Speaker 2>his band run DMC is credited as being the greatest

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<v Speaker 2>hip hop band of all time by MTV and the

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<v Speaker 2>Beatles of Rap. It's like I have a Beatle here.

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<v Speaker 2>I like to refer to him not only as the Goat,

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<v Speaker 2>but also as a dear old friend who is one

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<v Speaker 2>of the most giving humans that I've ever met on

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<v Speaker 2>the planet and in the music industry. Daryl McDaniel's d

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<v Speaker 2>mc welcome to.

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<v Speaker 1>Music saved me. Thanks for having me. It's so great

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<v Speaker 1>to have you here.

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<v Speaker 2>I would it be fair to say that music saved you?

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<v Speaker 1>I hit you with the one right up front right. Yes, yes,

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<v Speaker 1>I could say that, but I went and said that

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<v Speaker 1>because the actual moment it saved me came later on

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<v Speaker 1>in my life. Can you But I can say music

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<v Speaker 1>saved me from having to figure out what I was

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<v Speaker 1>going to do for career. That's right, and literally saved

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<v Speaker 1>my life after that, after I got into the career

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<v Speaker 1>of music, it saved my life. Put in the beginning,

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<v Speaker 1>I was at Saint John's University. I went to Saint

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<v Speaker 1>John's for business management only because my best friend Douglas

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<v Speaker 1>Hey shout out to Butter and we shout him out

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<v Speaker 1>on rock box when Mangoes but of Love Now co

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<v Speaker 1>Tina Man Butter. We was together since kindergarten. So from

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<v Speaker 1>kindergarten in the twelfth grade, it was me and him.

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<v Speaker 1>If you saw a Butter, you saw me. If you

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<v Speaker 1>saw me, you saw a Butter. So in twelfth grade

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<v Speaker 1>at Rice High School, all boys Catholic High School at

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<v Speaker 1>Harlem UH the guidance Council gives you the life papers

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<v Speaker 1>and says, pick a career, pick a college. I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>know what I wanted to do. All I cared about

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<v Speaker 1>was comic books, That's right. And I was just good

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<v Speaker 1>in school. And I was like, Doug, what do I pick?

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<v Speaker 1>He said, hold on, pick business management, okay, and pick

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<v Speaker 1>Saint John's University. So I did that, and then first

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<v Speaker 1>day is Saint John's University. I get up to the

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<v Speaker 1>campus snow butter snow Doug. So I go to the

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<v Speaker 1>pay phone, I put the money in and I call him.

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<v Speaker 1>He's sleep. I'm like, dog, what's up. It's the first

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<v Speaker 1>day of school. Because we've been together first day of

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<v Speaker 1>school for twelve years. He goes, hold on, I ain't

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<v Speaker 1>got no classes. I'll see you later, hangs up on me.

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<v Speaker 1>What so now? Anxiety and fear and confusion and abandonment

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<v Speaker 1>and alienation and just hitting me. And I turned around.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm looking at the big campus of Saint John's University.

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<v Speaker 1>I was just like totally overwhelmed. So I went to

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<v Speaker 1>the orientation class and I didn't go to my classes

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<v Speaker 1>that I had that day, and went back to Alis,

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<v Speaker 1>went to the pool hall, and I brought forty yunths

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<v Speaker 1>of old English and I sat there saying, Oh my god,

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<v Speaker 1>I gotta grow up. I gotta get my life together,

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<v Speaker 1>this and that. So that was a journey. That was

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<v Speaker 1>a big, big journey, a lot of emotional issues that

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't know what later on exploding my life. But

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<v Speaker 1>fortunately the reason why I say it saved me. I

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<v Speaker 1>was mere and thought it was a class of eighty

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<v Speaker 1>two or Rice High School. So Juna eighty two, I

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<v Speaker 1>graduated from Rice High School. August of eighty two. My

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<v Speaker 1>friend Joseph Simmons, who I went to Saint Pasco being

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<v Speaker 1>one elementary school with, he calls me, says, de remember

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<v Speaker 1>what four years ago when I said if I ever

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<v Speaker 1>make a record, I'm putting you in my group. I'm like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>grab you around book, We're going in the studio. So

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<v Speaker 1>on August of eighty two, we went and we made

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<v Speaker 1>a demo for two songs called It's like That in

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<v Speaker 1>the B side, because remember it was no albums back then.

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<v Speaker 1>Hip hop records were like discos. It was singles and

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<v Speaker 1>the B side was suckeram ceas. So now I'm into

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<v Speaker 1>the second semester at Saint John's University, realizing I hate

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<v Speaker 1>business management, I don't like account What am I going

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<v Speaker 1>to do with myself? We had recorded the demo August

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<v Speaker 1>eighty two. So now Joseph Simmon called me again, my

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<v Speaker 1>brother Russell. He got us a record deal. We're gonna

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<v Speaker 1>be on this label called Profile Records. Hooray and he

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<v Speaker 1>hangs up, oh my. So that kind of was this

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<v Speaker 1>saving moment that music first say through me a life raft.

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<v Speaker 2>It sure did, and then later on cutting through quite

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<v Speaker 2>a bit of your life and career, because I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know a lot of artists that put out their first

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<v Speaker 2>album and it sells a million copies, and then they

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<v Speaker 2>have to do another album and then it does even better.

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<v Speaker 2>Usually it's all the way around, and then everyone do

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<v Speaker 2>you keep going up the ladder?

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<v Speaker 1>We had a three. I kind of look at that

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<v Speaker 1>early part of our career as the career of Cream.

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<v Speaker 1>It was like trifecta. Yeah, we put the first album OUNT,

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<v Speaker 1>and we put the first album OUNT in a world

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<v Speaker 1>where okay, we like these hip hop singles, and this

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<v Speaker 1>was it. There's no way anybody in this universe once

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<v Speaker 1>they hear a whole album full of this hip hop

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<v Speaker 1>rap stuff, so we put out the self titled Run DMC,

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<v Speaker 1>so five hundred thousand copies and win gold and we

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<v Speaker 1>got on MTV. Yeah you did so. Then that was

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<v Speaker 1>eighty four. Then in eighty five, when they were saying, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>we'll give you all that too, but there's no way

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<v Speaker 1>you're going to be around hip hop's are fat it's

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<v Speaker 1>gonna die like disco. What are you going to be

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<v Speaker 1>doing next year? So I got offended. I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not just doing this show. I'm not going to

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<v Speaker 1>be the King of Rocks. So then we did an

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<v Speaker 1>album where the balls and the guts to do an

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<v Speaker 1>album called King of Rock, and we put that out

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<v Speaker 1>and then it went platinum. And then we did a

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<v Speaker 1>video with Larry Budd Melman from The David Letterman Show

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<v Speaker 1>at the front door of a Rock and Roll Hall

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<v Speaker 1>of Fame museum that didn't exist yet, telling us we're

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<v Speaker 1>not allowed to come in here. And then look now

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<v Speaker 1>the Rock Roll Old Fame Museum. Everybody's like, why is

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<v Speaker 1>you rapping there? All of that was pathetic. So that

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<v Speaker 1>was eighty four Run DMC, eighty five King of Rock.

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<v Speaker 1>Then in eighty six we hooked up with Aerosmith, of course,

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<v Speaker 1>walked all the way, they'd walk this way, did a

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<v Speaker 1>song about our sneakers. I don't play no basketball and

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<v Speaker 1>I got a sneaky deal, just like Michael Jordan. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>you can't write this stuff. You can't. It's crazy. So

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<v Speaker 1>who Well, music did a lot, but it definitely saved

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<v Speaker 1>my saved me by giving me a career. And then

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<v Speaker 1>we'll get into later on where and forget careers saved

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<v Speaker 1>my life?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I sure did well. Before we go there, I

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<v Speaker 2>want to bring up something that you just said about

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<v Speaker 2>fifty years of hip hop. Well you didn't say it.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm saying it. Last year celebrated fifty years and it

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<v Speaker 2>was supposed to be a flash in the pan.

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<v Speaker 1>They were telling you, right, I I thought it would

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<v Speaker 1>have win single you had.

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<v Speaker 2>You had everything to do with it. You run, Jason,

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<v Speaker 2>you did it all. I mean you took something that

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<v Speaker 2>was underground and you made it right right.

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<v Speaker 1>We did on Adidas. I say, what Run DMC did.

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<v Speaker 1>We took the beat from the street and put it

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<v Speaker 1>on TV. We didn't create it, but we we were

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<v Speaker 1>the face. People say, if you look up hip hop

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<v Speaker 1>in a dictionary, encyclopedia or online, now your face J. No, No, definitely,

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<v Speaker 1>no words, just me running J like that like that's

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<v Speaker 1>we definitely did that, that's the answer. Yeah, we definitely

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<v Speaker 1>did that. When were you first exposed to music as

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<v Speaker 1>a kid growing up? Oh you remember, yes, I definitely remember.

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<v Speaker 1>I probably was. Let me see, it was after kindergarten

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<v Speaker 1>when I started paying attention, probably six or seven years old.

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<v Speaker 1>It was AM radio, a lot of AM stations, but

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<v Speaker 1>it was all segregated, a separate yet the white station

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<v Speaker 1>you at, the black AM stations w WORL had all

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<v Speaker 1>of the w O R, all of these different but

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<v Speaker 1>it was separate. But the thing that was the exposure

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<v Speaker 1>to it that made me catch the cold or the flu.

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<v Speaker 1>The thing that made me catch it was seventy seven

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<v Speaker 1>w ABC in New York City FM Dan Ingram, Oh yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>Harry Harrison, that's the stud chuck in my life. That's

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<v Speaker 1>when I started paying attention to music because before that,

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<v Speaker 1>for me, prior to that, prior to seventy seven w ABC,

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<v Speaker 1>it was comic books, the old black and white Godzilla movies,

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my God, and the old black white nineteen thirties Horruthor,

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<v Speaker 1>Lawn Cheney, Bela Lagosi, Boris call it. Those are the

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<v Speaker 1>best movies ever made in the history of cinema. Do

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<v Speaker 1>you watch Single Wolf? Yeah? I love every Saturday Night

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<v Speaker 1>in the Avenue Costellos or Sunday Meet the Wolfburg. So

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<v Speaker 1>that was my life for seventy seven. W A b C.

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<v Speaker 1>Made me pay attention to music because prior to that,

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<v Speaker 1>Al Green, I was never in the soul music Al Green,

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<v Speaker 1>Marvin Gayeretha Frank, oldest people. That was my mother and

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<v Speaker 1>father's music. That's because they were cool, like they're always cool,

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<v Speaker 1>Rest in peace. But that was I'm a kid, so

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't have a music that was mine. But when

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<v Speaker 1>seventy seven w ABC came along, you know, you have

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<v Speaker 1>the black station playing Slive, James Brown and Jacks and Fire.

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<v Speaker 1>You had the white stations playing Crosby Still Younger, Nass,

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<v Speaker 1>the Beatles and the Stones, and seventy seven there we

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<v Speaker 1>used to played all together. So you would hear Crosby

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<v Speaker 1>Still Younger, Nass, Anyould here, Slide Family Stone, you would

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<v Speaker 1>hear Elwen John and Bob Dylan, and then you would

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<v Speaker 1>hear James Brown. A lot of that. But I started

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<v Speaker 1>paying attention to seventy seven w ABC because when the

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<v Speaker 1>rock songs came on, like Zeppelin and all that and

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<v Speaker 1>Neil Young and stuff like that. The beats and the

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<v Speaker 1>guitars was harder than the R and B in the

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<v Speaker 1>soul music. So I'm in the comic books. I was like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>these drums are crazy. So I remember one of the

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<v Speaker 1>first songs that caught my attention over was two songs

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<v Speaker 1>the Beatles Let it Be, But only because I went

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<v Speaker 1>to Catholic school. So there's a line in there, and

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't learn this till later. There's a line in

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<v Speaker 1>there when Paul McCartney says, a mother Mary comes to me.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm a kid something, oh the version married. Like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm listening to the stories telling. Later on, I found

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<v Speaker 1>out his mother was the name married. But my whole

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<v Speaker 1>life until I probably was twenty something years old when

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<v Speaker 1>I read something in Paul McCarty's mother's name Mary for

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<v Speaker 1>my whole life's but I'm only paying attention to Let

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<v Speaker 1>it Be because I'm a Catholic school kid. That was

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<v Speaker 1>a connected ben. It was a beautiful song, so I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, wow, I mean it was so bitch. He's

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<v Speaker 1>laying there and mother married. He saw the Virgin American

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<v Speaker 1>management But the other song that I always would stop

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<v Speaker 1>playing whatever it was to do was Doobie Brothers Blackwater.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my gosh, hearing that on the radio, it was

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<v Speaker 1>just something either there were either yes ethereal you could

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<v Speaker 1>touch it for you. Yeah, it was just it just

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<v Speaker 1>did something. But those were seventy seven w ABC changed

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<v Speaker 1>my life. What touched my life? It did?

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<v Speaker 2>And what do you think it is about music that

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<v Speaker 2>affects us? The moment? It was for me, it was

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<v Speaker 2>just storyteller because I'm comic book so the story so

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<v Speaker 2>hearing yeah, Harry Chapin, Jim Crochey.

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<v Speaker 1>Bad bad Leroy Brown Bad. It ain't even had a

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<v Speaker 1>video for it, had an animated video back then for

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<v Speaker 1>that he did. Yeah, yeah, but it was just it

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<v Speaker 1>was definitely this storytelling from Oh Foggety John Foggey Credence, like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh my, I can't name them all them songs, all

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<v Speaker 1>Knights and White. It was just there was just something

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<v Speaker 1>because I guess so was so familiar to me because

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<v Speaker 1>my mother and I was playing it, so I was

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<v Speaker 1>here and knees saw it was harmonicas it was just

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<v Speaker 1>it was different, but it was storytelling. It definitely was

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<v Speaker 1>the storytelling because most most of them, you know, Marvin

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<v Speaker 1>Gaye was the soul sex love man, you know what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying, which was cool, but the storytelling like a

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<v Speaker 1>foggey looking out my back door and you know Harry

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<v Speaker 1>Chapin's cats and it was just it was a storytelling.

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<v Speaker 1>It was about life. So it made the and I

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<v Speaker 1>know these guys were famous, but it made him seem

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<v Speaker 1>so normal. Relata records, what gave you the inspiration to be?

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<v Speaker 2>I mean to be so relatable because when I listened

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<v Speaker 2>to run DMC when I was, you know, freshman in

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<v Speaker 2>high school, it was everything to me.

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<v Speaker 1>Was your first record? Nice? Right? And it was it

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<v Speaker 1>was like my friends, right, that's that's a great that's

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<v Speaker 1>a great now and no, yeah, no, it's great that

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<v Speaker 1>you notice that because in the beginning, most of the

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<v Speaker 1>hip hop was considered black ghetto music, and rightfully so,

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<v Speaker 1>because it was all about the conditions in the ghetto.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure it was the message, but even if you go back,

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<v Speaker 1>every record was a message. It was dark and depressing.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a happy kid with comic books and I go

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<v Speaker 1>to school and I got both parents in my house,

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<v Speaker 1>so me hip keep it real. So it's funny you

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<v Speaker 1>said that I can't come and talk about broken glass everywhere.

0:14:46.560 --> 0:14:49.120
<v Speaker 1>I got both parents in my house. They pay for

0:14:49.160 --> 0:14:51.840
<v Speaker 1>me and my brother to go to Catholic school. My father,

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<v Speaker 1>they didn't have a Fleetwood or El Dorado, but he

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<v Speaker 1>had the poor man's Cadillac, the Buick Electra. Two twenty

0:14:57.800 --> 0:15:00.600
<v Speaker 1>five min old who's had a good life. You know.

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<v Speaker 1>Run used to say, it ain't Christmas in your house

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<v Speaker 1>on Christmas, It's Christmas in your house every day. Because

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<v Speaker 1>I have very very loving parents. So me coming in

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<v Speaker 1>the hip hop, I'm like, I can't rhyme like Mellie Mellan.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm about what I don't think queens. I gotta fence

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<v Speaker 1>around my house, and my father mows the lawn. We

0:15:18.560 --> 0:15:22.760
<v Speaker 1>gotta we gotta. My dad water is the lawn and

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<v Speaker 1>mows it. So for me, I was like, when I come,

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<v Speaker 1>I gotta come. I gotta be like Dylan. I just

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<v Speaker 1>got to tell the story of I'm DMC in the

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<v Speaker 1>place to be a go to Saint John's University. But

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<v Speaker 1>everybody was running about gangs and sticks. I'm romming about that,

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<v Speaker 1>but those people related to them, the people in the

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<v Speaker 1>Bronx and mad because they knew that this really existed.

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<v Speaker 1>So I think I kind of broke the mold with

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<v Speaker 1>hip hop because even in the dark, scary, destructive, death

0:15:59.120 --> 0:16:03.560
<v Speaker 1>ridden ghetto, there was kids playing hopscotch, There was girls

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<v Speaker 1>playing double, there was kids reading comic books and drawings.

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<v Speaker 1>So it pisses me off that when you say the street,

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<v Speaker 1>everybody always associates the street with negativity. But that's because

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<v Speaker 1>of the Median house played when you say the street

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<v Speaker 1>pimps and drugs and drugs and gang bangers, that's true,

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<v Speaker 1>But what about every kid's cheeing bubble gum? When I

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<v Speaker 1>came along, I said, Foggety and Dylan and John and Paul,

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<v Speaker 1>they would write stories about what the mothers and the

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<v Speaker 1>farmers and the bakers and the milkman said, I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 1>do that.

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<v Speaker 2>And you never talked down to anyone either. You just

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<v Speaker 2>in a way run dmc led by example right exactly.

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<v Speaker 1>You wasn't wrong for selling drugs, he wasn't wrong from

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<v Speaker 1>being a gang. But we gave you all the alternatives

0:16:49.360 --> 0:16:52.800
<v Speaker 1>that she was overlooking. So it was a very visual thing.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's why you said, you even you know a

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<v Speaker 1>white girl, you can relate to what run Y I

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<v Speaker 1>related beyoncause those things are present in everybody.

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<v Speaker 2>It was everything I was doing that was the Christmas

0:17:05.200 --> 0:17:07.399
<v Speaker 2>time in Hollis queens and moms cooking.

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<v Speaker 1>Check and even if you wasn't celebrating Christmas, what do

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<v Speaker 1>people from all coaches do on festive occasions? Like right now,

0:17:16.640 --> 0:17:20.959
<v Speaker 1>I can't go to the mall because Jewish people, Mostlim people,

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<v Speaker 1>Asian people. They screamed my lyric at me about the

0:17:26.480 --> 0:17:29.760
<v Speaker 1>Jewish family, DMC, it's Christmas. I guess what we're going

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<v Speaker 1>on to listen to? You know what I'm saying, because

0:17:34.200 --> 0:17:38.000
<v Speaker 1>they can relate to the essence of what was presenting.

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<v Speaker 1>So I definitely got that from John and Paul and

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<v Speaker 1>Neil Young and all those cats.

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<v Speaker 2>When you're young, starting out, it's difficult to be well

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<v Speaker 2>you expressing yourself for your music as artists. How important

0:17:55.760 --> 0:17:58.080
<v Speaker 2>it is is it to be yourself?

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<v Speaker 1>You know it's it's very important. Now. I never thought

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<v Speaker 1>this would happened with hip hop, with with pop music.

0:18:07.920 --> 0:18:12.960
<v Speaker 1>There's the thing where you can get person and you

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<v Speaker 1>write the music for it, you choreograph them this and that.

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<v Speaker 1>Like what I'm trying to say is no, I never

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<v Speaker 1>thought this happened to hip hop because hip hop. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>the whole Drake thing about ghost writing and stuff like that. Yeah,

0:18:26.480 --> 0:18:29.240
<v Speaker 1>that's allowed now a hip hop because we're in the

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<v Speaker 1>music business. But with or without the music business is

0:18:33.000 --> 0:18:35.159
<v Speaker 1>hip hop. So I'm talking from that point. But what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to say is Britney Spears is phenomenal, but

0:18:39.840 --> 0:18:43.879
<v Speaker 1>she needs somebody to write it, to choreograph it. Clover

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<v Speaker 1>just stylist and alect Sheryl Crown other hand, don't even

0:18:48.440 --> 0:18:52.080
<v Speaker 1>need electricity. You give her an acoustic guitar, she'll sit

0:18:52.160 --> 0:18:54.199
<v Speaker 1>on the stage in front of three thousand people and

0:18:54.280 --> 0:18:58.560
<v Speaker 1>you will be entertained. So for us, coming hip hop

0:18:58.680 --> 0:19:02.480
<v Speaker 1>was all about authent city. So the reason why rundium

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<v Speaker 1>c was respected, the reason why Will Smith was respected,

0:19:06.520 --> 0:19:09.600
<v Speaker 1>the sick grit was it we didn't try to reach

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<v Speaker 1>and be something that we weren't. We were able to,

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<v Speaker 1>like Nirvana said, come as you are, So you have

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<v Speaker 1>to have integrity. But over the years in hip hop

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<v Speaker 1>there's a lot of people that didn't gang bang who

0:19:26.680 --> 0:19:30.280
<v Speaker 1>thrown up gang size. But that's only because of this.

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<v Speaker 1>Anything that is sacred, holy to a culture or people

0:19:37.720 --> 0:19:42.720
<v Speaker 1>will get diluted, polluted, used, abused, and destroyed. Once it's commercialized,

0:19:43.600 --> 0:19:47.560
<v Speaker 1>anything not just anything. So for rundium C it was

0:19:47.920 --> 0:19:50.960
<v Speaker 1>we took it the responsibility us to keep it. Two

0:19:51.000 --> 0:19:55.200
<v Speaker 1>turned tables, microphone and legit. You can come wrong about

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<v Speaker 1>your drugs and all of that, and even the guys

0:19:57.840 --> 0:20:00.800
<v Speaker 1>that did live that life, there was enough rule. I'm

0:20:00.800 --> 0:20:03.240
<v Speaker 1>gonna do this record about my gun and my drugs.

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<v Speaker 1>But my very next record, which will be my single

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<v Speaker 1>in hot rotation on the radio every fifteen minutes like

0:20:11.640 --> 0:20:14.440
<v Speaker 1>music does, will be me the guy who just told

0:20:14.480 --> 0:20:17.840
<v Speaker 1>you I shot and sold drugs, saying not to do

0:20:17.920 --> 0:20:21.199
<v Speaker 1>what I'm doing. That's lacking now because now you're in

0:20:21.240 --> 0:20:24.040
<v Speaker 1>the business, they want to see what's working. Get rid

0:20:24.119 --> 0:20:26.560
<v Speaker 1>of that stuff. We don't care about lives, We don't

0:20:26.600 --> 0:20:29.600
<v Speaker 1>care about what's going on in society. We only worried

0:20:29.640 --> 0:20:32.800
<v Speaker 1>about this bottom line. So we're a run DMC, like

0:20:32.880 --> 0:20:38.840
<v Speaker 1>Ice Tea said, run dm C yo RUNNINGMC made positivity gangster. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>you doing to the top and was standing there like

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<v Speaker 1>what all of you all without? Well, I mean we

0:20:43.840 --> 0:20:46.480
<v Speaker 1>cursed on about two records barely Barrett, you know what

0:20:46.480 --> 0:20:49.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. We didn't shoot, we didn't disrespect women and

0:20:50.000 --> 0:20:52.320
<v Speaker 1>l That was another guy who did it too. He

0:20:52.440 --> 0:20:55.199
<v Speaker 1>never called the lady out of their name. Now he

0:20:55.320 --> 0:20:57.399
<v Speaker 1>lifted women up. He never used to be in the

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<v Speaker 1>H word, you know what I'm saying. So that's power.

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<v Speaker 2>Power is getting on stage with one hundred thousand people

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<v Speaker 2>at Live AID with all these rock bands saying you're

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<v Speaker 2>the king of rock.

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<v Speaker 1>Really were you scared? Yeah, we didn't want to do it.

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<v Speaker 1>That's the funny joke. Because we got the call we

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<v Speaker 1>on to we live. We're good right now, we get

0:21:17.960 --> 0:21:20.760
<v Speaker 1>a call we gotta go to Philly. In the RF case,

0:21:21.000 --> 0:21:24.199
<v Speaker 1>who's on the black side. Nope, nobody else trying to

0:21:24.240 --> 0:21:27.000
<v Speaker 1>do No, you're trying to get us. No mean running

0:21:27.040 --> 0:21:30.240
<v Speaker 1>to we literally me and run chopping it and play sick.

0:21:30.320 --> 0:21:32.119
<v Speaker 1>We did a lot of stuff to get as we do.

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<v Speaker 1>We wanted to play sick and y'all ain't sick, motherfuckers,

0:21:35.600 --> 0:21:39.480
<v Speaker 1>get your nor Russell and the label get on a

0:21:39.640 --> 0:21:44.320
<v Speaker 1>state it was. We didn't want to go. But I

0:21:44.320 --> 0:21:47.959
<v Speaker 1>didn't even find this out. Telling years later too, they

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<v Speaker 1>were having a meeting about to line up in Philly

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<v Speaker 1>and Bill Graham, the great promoter producer you know who

0:21:56.640 --> 0:22:02.439
<v Speaker 1>he is. Legend says yeah, run DMC and the to me.

0:22:02.760 --> 0:22:05.560
<v Speaker 1>And there's people there that verified this. A lot of

0:22:05.560 --> 0:22:07.600
<v Speaker 1>people say, why do you want them on this for

0:22:07.920 --> 0:22:10.240
<v Speaker 1>they're not even gonna be here in five years? Hip

0:22:10.280 --> 0:22:13.439
<v Speaker 1>hop's a fan like that whole thing. Yeah, I forgot

0:22:13.480 --> 0:22:16.399
<v Speaker 1>who told me so? Money Individ said yeah, I was

0:22:16.440 --> 0:22:19.199
<v Speaker 1>in the room. Bill Graham said, if rundym S is

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<v Speaker 1>not on this, I'm pulling out. Wow. Wow, Bill, I said,

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<v Speaker 1>did he did? Because you know, he's dude, he knows

0:22:30.400 --> 0:22:33.240
<v Speaker 1>everything is something. Yeah, yeah, yeah, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>And he was like, this ain't disco. This is something

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. Even if he didn't know what it is,

0:22:38.520 --> 0:22:41.800
<v Speaker 1>he knew it was something that East. He saw this before.

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<v Speaker 1>And fritzco you know what I'm saying, he fillmore. He

0:22:45.400 --> 0:22:49.040
<v Speaker 1>said no. Bill Graham says, if Rundy's now on this,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm pulling out. And I was like what Wow.

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<v Speaker 2>That's It's amazing when you find out all the years later,

0:22:54.960 --> 0:22:58.040
<v Speaker 2>think when you talk to people and you hear the in.

0:22:57.960 --> 0:23:01.159
<v Speaker 1>The nervousness, we just I'll think us, we don't know

0:23:01.200 --> 0:23:03.040
<v Speaker 1>what's going on. Let's just go out there and do

0:23:03.080 --> 0:23:04.920
<v Speaker 1>what we do. So if you go on YouTube right now,

0:23:04.920 --> 0:23:10.080
<v Speaker 1>you can see the performance. Everything goes wrong. When Jay's

0:23:10.160 --> 0:23:13.800
<v Speaker 1>doing the beginning, the needle keeps jumping. See it's different

0:23:13.840 --> 0:23:16.120
<v Speaker 1>with the band. With the band, you'd get the drama

0:23:16.160 --> 0:23:18.760
<v Speaker 1>and this and that. We get up. When we showed

0:23:18.880 --> 0:23:22.159
<v Speaker 1>up there, the stage crew was like, hey, where's the

0:23:22.280 --> 0:23:26.399
<v Speaker 1>instruments and we don't have the turn tables. So the

0:23:26.480 --> 0:23:30.240
<v Speaker 1>guys that knew about what run DMC was doing, they

0:23:30.280 --> 0:23:32.720
<v Speaker 1>thought it was funny, but they're I'm talking about the

0:23:32.800 --> 0:23:36.800
<v Speaker 1>hardcore rock religious monks of hip hop, was like, y'are

0:23:36.880 --> 0:23:41.880
<v Speaker 1>playing goddamn records like it was. They was disgusted about it,

0:23:42.040 --> 0:23:45.960
<v Speaker 1>so they set the turntables up for us. There you go,

0:23:45.960 --> 0:23:48.640
<v Speaker 1>go do your thing. But when we came off stage,

0:23:49.000 --> 0:23:52.800
<v Speaker 1>the same guys it was eighth was ol oh, hell yo.

0:23:53.040 --> 0:23:56.040
<v Speaker 1>That was crazy, the like it's crazy.

0:23:56.200 --> 0:23:59.040
<v Speaker 2>It was, I mean just the reach that you realized

0:23:59.080 --> 0:24:00.800
<v Speaker 2>you had at that moment worldwide, you.

0:24:00.800 --> 0:24:03.520
<v Speaker 1>Know, and when they announce starts, I mean people say

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<v Speaker 1>no they did. That's why it was eighty twenty eighty thousand.

0:24:07.359 --> 0:24:09.560
<v Speaker 1>All those people it's like, yeah, we know these guys,

0:24:09.600 --> 0:24:12.359
<v Speaker 1>even know them or this is cool, but you still

0:24:12.400 --> 0:24:17.560
<v Speaker 1>have the twenty boom? Did you even hear them boo? No?

0:24:17.720 --> 0:24:20.720
<v Speaker 1>You know I heard them? Oh man, but everybody, a

0:24:20.760 --> 0:24:22.760
<v Speaker 1>lot of people's I know, I was there. They wasn't

0:24:22.760 --> 0:24:26.080
<v Speaker 1>doing it like a lot of people was. People in

0:24:26.119 --> 0:24:29.520
<v Speaker 1>Philly came to see her under your CEB part of this,

0:24:29.680 --> 0:24:32.560
<v Speaker 1>which was cool. Do you do you believe music has

0:24:32.640 --> 0:24:40.000
<v Speaker 1>healing powers? Yes? I do, honey, it's it's it's clinically proven.

0:24:40.480 --> 0:24:44.520
<v Speaker 1>Tell me how you feel that. I work with this

0:24:44.680 --> 0:24:51.600
<v Speaker 1>organization called hip Hop Public Health. Doctor Williams, a lady

0:24:51.760 --> 0:24:55.000
<v Speaker 1>Jo can't pronounce his name, but doctor Williams, huge hip

0:24:55.000 --> 0:24:59.119
<v Speaker 1>hop guy. They used music as therapy for kids, for

0:24:59.200 --> 0:25:04.119
<v Speaker 1>adults and everything. People with memory loss, people with brain problems,

0:25:04.200 --> 0:25:09.439
<v Speaker 1>people with comas and concussions. They use music to you

0:25:09.520 --> 0:25:13.000
<v Speaker 1>play a song, the person that didn't move or flinch

0:25:13.040 --> 0:25:18.760
<v Speaker 1>will start moving their head. What's happened in that foot?

0:25:19.320 --> 0:25:23.199
<v Speaker 1>Or people would speak things. You got to learn to

0:25:23.240 --> 0:25:27.399
<v Speaker 1>speak all over again. Oh, don't give them phonics, but

0:25:27.560 --> 0:25:30.919
<v Speaker 1>you don't say put a song on, I start singing.

0:25:31.200 --> 0:25:34.120
<v Speaker 1>So it definitely has because it's music. Is the vibration

0:25:34.240 --> 0:25:37.200
<v Speaker 1>of life percent on it.

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<v Speaker 2>When it got late later in your career, and you

0:25:39.920 --> 0:25:42.640
<v Speaker 2>were talking about it earlier, about how the management would

0:25:42.680 --> 0:25:46.040
<v Speaker 2>start telling you, oh, after all this what to do and.

0:25:46.119 --> 0:25:49.679
<v Speaker 1>How to do it, and you do it and you're

0:25:49.760 --> 0:25:53.600
<v Speaker 1>just doing it and everything that somebody would want in

0:25:53.680 --> 0:25:57.320
<v Speaker 1>the music business is happening. But once it's happening, people

0:25:57.320 --> 0:26:04.760
<v Speaker 1>that don't understand the business, no, the life and the

0:26:04.920 --> 0:26:08.200
<v Speaker 1>joy and the data. They're not coming from where you are.

0:26:08.440 --> 0:26:13.119
<v Speaker 1>So you're getting you're getting charted, you're getting on the radio,

0:26:13.440 --> 0:26:16.320
<v Speaker 1>you're touring, and you're making money. People around you start

0:26:16.359 --> 0:26:19.199
<v Speaker 1>saying you need to chart, you need to get on

0:26:19.240 --> 0:26:22.240
<v Speaker 1>the radio, you need to tour, you need to make money.

0:26:22.480 --> 0:26:27.399
<v Speaker 1>That's when I started going, I need to so not

0:26:27.600 --> 0:26:30.040
<v Speaker 1>just because they're saying that I'm getting scared, Oh my god,

0:26:30.520 --> 0:26:33.000
<v Speaker 1>what if I let people down? And then all of

0:26:33.040 --> 0:26:37.359
<v Speaker 1>that comes in anxiety, and and then I said, doctor,

0:26:38.160 --> 0:26:39.760
<v Speaker 1>if I need to do it, what you have to

0:26:39.760 --> 0:26:42.240
<v Speaker 1>start thinking what if I can't. So then I started

0:26:42.240 --> 0:26:45.919
<v Speaker 1>reaching for something outside of my body to give me strength,

0:26:45.960 --> 0:26:49.320
<v Speaker 1>which was the alcohol, to help me deal with those

0:26:49.400 --> 0:26:50.720
<v Speaker 1>emotions and feelings.

0:26:50.920 --> 0:26:53.920
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and they also tried to make you play music

0:26:53.920 --> 0:26:55.320
<v Speaker 2>that you didn't even want to play.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah against the rappers big and stuff like that, and

0:27:00.320 --> 0:27:05.320
<v Speaker 1>against Jane Rest in peace. But remember New Jack swing up? Yes, yes, yeh.

0:27:05.440 --> 0:27:08.920
<v Speaker 1>Talk about this in my book Jay One. Jay was

0:27:08.960 --> 0:27:11.560
<v Speaker 1>the guy, the new style. You know, Jay, he was

0:27:11.600 --> 0:27:14.680
<v Speaker 1>the he was the he was, he was the how

0:27:14.720 --> 0:27:18.320
<v Speaker 1>you say that, the current, He was the flavor. So

0:27:18.480 --> 0:27:22.399
<v Speaker 1>anything just the gold change shake. I never brought a

0:27:22.400 --> 0:27:24.840
<v Speaker 1>gold change in my life. Jay brought me my dookie world.

0:27:24.920 --> 0:27:27.600
<v Speaker 1>I didn't want one. So Jay was like, Yo, we

0:27:27.640 --> 0:27:30.520
<v Speaker 1>gotta do these New Jack and they were all right records,

0:27:30.640 --> 0:27:33.760
<v Speaker 1>and I did them, knowing it wasn't for me though.

0:27:34.480 --> 0:27:38.520
<v Speaker 1>I didn't know the reality of doing something to ease

0:27:38.640 --> 0:27:45.200
<v Speaker 1>others and it will kill you, yes, because I started

0:27:45.280 --> 0:27:49.399
<v Speaker 1>drinking myself to death. My therapist was told me, do

0:27:49.520 --> 0:27:51.520
<v Speaker 1>you What she should have did is say you sit

0:27:51.600 --> 0:27:57.760
<v Speaker 1>down and say no, yes, no, no, come back to me.

0:27:57.920 --> 0:28:01.119
<v Speaker 1>When y'all get yourself your system. I'll be But I didn't.

0:28:01.480 --> 0:28:03.960
<v Speaker 2>No, you didn't, And that would probably bring you around

0:28:04.040 --> 0:28:07.159
<v Speaker 2>to the next time that music saved you. We'll be

0:28:07.320 --> 0:28:10.199
<v Speaker 2>right back with more of the Music Saved Me podcast.

0:28:10.480 --> 0:28:12.720
<v Speaker 2>And by the way, if you like this podcast, you

0:28:12.720 --> 0:28:16.119
<v Speaker 2>are going to love our companion podcast called Taking a Walk.

0:28:16.440 --> 0:28:18.879
<v Speaker 2>It's hosted by my dear friend Buzz Night and you

0:28:18.880 --> 0:28:25.600
<v Speaker 2>can find it wherever you get your podcasts. Welcome back

0:28:25.640 --> 0:28:28.800
<v Speaker 2>to the Music Saved Me podcast, the podcast where we

0:28:28.920 --> 0:28:31.639
<v Speaker 2>discussed the healing powers of music with some of the

0:28:31.680 --> 0:28:34.840
<v Speaker 2>biggest names in music as well as up and comers.

0:28:35.720 --> 0:28:38.720
<v Speaker 2>I remember you told me a story the first time,

0:28:39.200 --> 0:28:41.480
<v Speaker 2>maybe the second time I met you. I think it

0:28:41.520 --> 0:28:43.880
<v Speaker 2>was VH one, and we sat on the couch and

0:28:43.920 --> 0:28:47.200
<v Speaker 2>it was all very professional, and you told me a

0:28:47.240 --> 0:28:49.280
<v Speaker 2>story and my jaw hit the floor. I think it

0:28:49.360 --> 0:28:51.640
<v Speaker 2>was around the time you went to search for your

0:28:51.640 --> 0:28:52.120
<v Speaker 2>birth mom.

0:28:52.280 --> 0:28:56.960
<v Speaker 1>Right, Yeah, and that was right. I was an alcoholic

0:28:57.200 --> 0:29:01.560
<v Speaker 1>suicide of metaphysical correct. But that's a funny, Joe. It came.

0:29:01.800 --> 0:29:04.560
<v Speaker 1>All of this came in a good time. All through

0:29:04.560 --> 0:29:07.680
<v Speaker 1>the eighties everything we just talked about, and the nineties

0:29:07.720 --> 0:29:10.880
<v Speaker 1>hip hop had changed. We were still run demn Cibard,

0:29:10.920 --> 0:29:15.560
<v Speaker 1>Jet Tupac, Biggie n w A, Slick Rick, Naughty by Nature,

0:29:15.720 --> 0:29:18.440
<v Speaker 1>Chop or Daylight sold It. We were still run DMC,

0:29:18.560 --> 0:29:22.040
<v Speaker 1>but we wasn't participating as much. But then in nineteen

0:29:22.080 --> 0:29:25.120
<v Speaker 1>ninety three, one of the guys who were inspired by

0:29:25.200 --> 0:29:28.640
<v Speaker 1>us run Pete Rock, Pete Rock, seal smooth, they reminiss

0:29:28.680 --> 0:29:29.120
<v Speaker 1>over range.

0:29:29.160 --> 0:29:31.400
<v Speaker 3>Oh he didn't he do that the King? He produced

0:29:31.440 --> 0:29:33.320
<v Speaker 3>down with the car, Down with the King. That's right, right,

0:29:34.320 --> 0:29:37.640
<v Speaker 3>he produces down with the King. This is funny. People

0:29:37.720 --> 0:29:40.160
<v Speaker 3>do this down with the King. Oh this is even deeper.

0:29:40.200 --> 0:29:47.120
<v Speaker 1>Everybody people saying run demn C brought Aerosmith back by

0:29:47.160 --> 0:29:49.880
<v Speaker 1>doing walked this way over with them. Yea, So the

0:29:50.000 --> 0:29:53.240
<v Speaker 1>same thing that we did for Aerosmith in eighty six,

0:29:53.680 --> 0:29:56.400
<v Speaker 1>Pete Rock did for us in ninety three when he

0:29:56.520 --> 0:29:59.400
<v Speaker 1>did Down with the King. For us, him and CEO

0:29:59.560 --> 0:30:04.680
<v Speaker 1>did our first verses off of Succrum Ceas gallenty Ting

0:30:05.320 --> 0:30:08.680
<v Speaker 1>put us back on a chart, back on the radio,

0:30:09.480 --> 0:30:12.960
<v Speaker 1>back on MTV with the video, and back on the roll.

0:30:13.400 --> 0:30:16.320
<v Speaker 1>So here we all were back again. As soon as

0:30:16.360 --> 0:30:18.200
<v Speaker 1>that happened to me, I woke up the next day

0:30:18.240 --> 0:30:21.720
<v Speaker 1>wanting to kill myself. Oh no know why just all

0:30:21.760 --> 0:30:24.000
<v Speaker 1>of this happen. We're back on a roll, back on MTV,

0:30:24.080 --> 0:30:27.080
<v Speaker 1>back on the chart, back tour, and now we're touring

0:30:27.920 --> 0:30:32.400
<v Speaker 1>and everybody from day I sold in Naughty My Nature

0:30:32.440 --> 0:30:37.040
<v Speaker 1>and tripqalk Quest, they're saying they're only where they're at

0:30:37.160 --> 0:30:40.360
<v Speaker 1>because of us. So now we're back in where the

0:30:40.440 --> 0:30:43.840
<v Speaker 1>old g's. We're back in with them. And you know,

0:30:43.880 --> 0:30:45.680
<v Speaker 1>in the eighties was getting the eighties pay day. Now

0:30:45.720 --> 0:30:47.880
<v Speaker 1>in the nineties were getting the nineties pay day. Yeah,

0:30:48.160 --> 0:30:50.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying, which is now now these rappers is getting

0:30:50.920 --> 0:30:53.920
<v Speaker 1>two fifty and up. So now we're back into that

0:30:54.520 --> 0:30:57.400
<v Speaker 1>and we're back on MTV, back on the chart, back touring.

0:30:57.480 --> 0:31:00.040
<v Speaker 1>And I just woke up the next the day I

0:31:00.120 --> 0:31:03.160
<v Speaker 1>to the video down, went to King video dropped on MTV.

0:31:03.320 --> 0:31:06.959
<v Speaker 1>Easy E was in it, Redman was in it. It was chryonic,

0:31:07.000 --> 0:31:09.280
<v Speaker 1>so it was crazy. I woke up in the next

0:31:09.280 --> 0:31:11.360
<v Speaker 1>morning wanted to come and sol, not knowing why. It

0:31:11.480 --> 0:31:16.640
<v Speaker 1>was just all that happened. It was what's this? And

0:31:16.760 --> 0:31:20.040
<v Speaker 1>something in my spirits said something's missing and I couldn't

0:31:20.080 --> 0:31:21.640
<v Speaker 1>put my hand on it. And I was like, Okay,

0:31:21.840 --> 0:31:24.840
<v Speaker 1>let me look at my life from Darryl McDaniels from Alice, Queens,

0:31:24.880 --> 0:31:30.400
<v Speaker 1>New York Byferd and Banner's my mother, Alfred's my brother

0:31:30.560 --> 0:31:33.400
<v Speaker 1>runs my friend. You remember the rock son of byfriend,

0:31:33.520 --> 0:31:38.600
<v Speaker 1>brother of al Banner's my mother runs my pal. It's McDaniels,

0:31:38.680 --> 0:31:42.360
<v Speaker 1>not McDonald's these rhymes are Darrel's, those burgers are donald's.

0:31:42.480 --> 0:31:45.640
<v Speaker 1>I ran down my family tree, my mother, my father,

0:31:45.760 --> 0:31:49.360
<v Speaker 1>my brother and me. Okay, and then Jay joins the group.

0:31:49.640 --> 0:31:52.080
<v Speaker 1>We put out one single, put on another single, and

0:31:52.080 --> 0:31:54.360
<v Speaker 1>then the album's first album said first to go go

0:31:54.560 --> 0:31:56.560
<v Speaker 1>first and go platinum first one the cover roller Stone

0:31:56.560 --> 0:31:58.880
<v Speaker 1>first with the Sneaker deals first with the Victor's first,

0:31:58.880 --> 0:32:01.160
<v Speaker 1>with the Dope movie. Everything that hip hop is doing.

0:32:01.160 --> 0:32:03.560
<v Speaker 1>They say it's because of me running, me running j

0:32:03.800 --> 0:32:05.600
<v Speaker 1>But why am I feeling it? And I had no

0:32:05.720 --> 0:32:11.360
<v Speaker 1>idea what it was, so I'm walking around in this hage.

0:32:11.360 --> 0:32:18.360
<v Speaker 1>But it didn't And now because the adoption thing came

0:32:18.520 --> 0:32:24.200
<v Speaker 1>because I'm feeling this void and it got uncomfortable, not

0:32:24.360 --> 0:32:26.960
<v Speaker 1>knowing what to I'm dmc the Mighty King or rot,

0:32:27.120 --> 0:32:30.520
<v Speaker 1>not knowing what to do. So my stupid brain goes,

0:32:30.560 --> 0:32:32.880
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to live with this anymore. So now

0:32:32.880 --> 0:32:36.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm thinking I killing myself. How crazy is that? But

0:32:36.520 --> 0:32:39.880
<v Speaker 1>then I go, hold up, if I die tomorrow, people

0:32:39.960 --> 0:32:43.280
<v Speaker 1>know the music, I got the albums, they got the videos,

0:32:43.440 --> 0:32:45.440
<v Speaker 1>but they don't know who Daryl is. So just in

0:32:45.480 --> 0:32:47.440
<v Speaker 1>case I kill myself, I want to write a book,

0:32:47.640 --> 0:32:49.880
<v Speaker 1>and I want to start the book. Hey world, I'm

0:32:49.960 --> 0:32:53.320
<v Speaker 1>Daryl McDaniels from the groundbreaking run DMC. You know me.

0:32:53.400 --> 0:32:55.360
<v Speaker 1>First of go go first, go platting for all of

0:32:55.360 --> 0:32:58.880
<v Speaker 1>that stuff, but really, just Daryl McDaniels. I'm from Hollis Queens,

0:32:58.920 --> 0:33:01.200
<v Speaker 1>New York. I was born May thirty, first ninety. Said

0:33:01.280 --> 0:33:04.080
<v Speaker 1>then I just realized, Oh, I know my birthday, but

0:33:04.160 --> 0:33:06.560
<v Speaker 1>I don't know no details about it. So just to

0:33:06.640 --> 0:33:10.320
<v Speaker 1>make it more interesting for the reader, I call my

0:33:10.360 --> 0:33:14.160
<v Speaker 1>mother up. Now I'm looking back, I should have called mom.

0:33:14.400 --> 0:33:18.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm feeling I'm sure, but you know, the stigma. Don't

0:33:18.680 --> 0:33:21.680
<v Speaker 1>want to be troubled with nobody's I supposed to be strong.

0:33:21.680 --> 0:33:24.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm a black man rapper, you know what I'm saying.

0:33:25.040 --> 0:33:28.000
<v Speaker 1>So I called my mother up and instead of saying

0:33:28.200 --> 0:33:30.200
<v Speaker 1>and she's my mother, she would have did and she

0:33:30.360 --> 0:33:32.320
<v Speaker 1>was a nurse, she would have known what to do.

0:33:32.720 --> 0:33:35.200
<v Speaker 1>But let me skip past her. I just go, Mom,

0:33:35.560 --> 0:33:37.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm writing this book, and just to make it more

0:33:37.160 --> 0:33:39.240
<v Speaker 1>interest for the reader, I want to know three things.

0:33:39.560 --> 0:33:41.720
<v Speaker 1>How much should I weigh? She told me what time

0:33:41.760 --> 0:33:44.560
<v Speaker 1>I was born? She told me, well hospital, she told me,

0:33:44.760 --> 0:33:46.600
<v Speaker 1>I love you. So I love you toom. I hung up.

0:33:47.000 --> 0:33:48.880
<v Speaker 1>So now at this point in my life, I'm an

0:33:48.920 --> 0:33:54.240
<v Speaker 1>alcoholic suicide and metaphysical spiritual wreck with a void inside

0:33:54.280 --> 0:33:57.240
<v Speaker 1>them that don't know what's going on. An hour goes by,

0:33:57.840 --> 0:34:01.400
<v Speaker 1>she calls back with my father son, Hey Dad, They go,

0:34:01.600 --> 0:34:04.280
<v Speaker 1>we have something else to tell you. Now I'm thinking

0:34:04.320 --> 0:34:07.120
<v Speaker 1>they're gonna go, well, when you was born, there was

0:34:07.160 --> 0:34:09.600
<v Speaker 1>a power eutish in the hospital and we gave birth

0:34:09.640 --> 0:34:12.279
<v Speaker 1>to you my handlelight something like that. No, they didn't

0:34:12.320 --> 0:34:14.080
<v Speaker 1>hit me with that. They was like this, we have

0:34:14.200 --> 0:34:16.960
<v Speaker 1>something else to tell you, And I go, what you

0:34:17.160 --> 0:34:18.960
<v Speaker 1>was a month old when we brought you home and

0:34:19.000 --> 0:34:22.240
<v Speaker 1>your adopted, but we love you by click, So madder

0:34:22.320 --> 0:34:23.880
<v Speaker 1>me dealing with all the stuff that I was dealing with.

0:34:24.480 --> 0:34:27.440
<v Speaker 1>Now I just found right. They didn't know it. But

0:34:27.800 --> 0:34:30.239
<v Speaker 1>what happened was when I asked those questions, my mother

0:34:30.360 --> 0:34:32.880
<v Speaker 1>hung up and ran on my father. Byfriend, he's about

0:34:32.920 --> 0:34:35.480
<v Speaker 1>to write a book and he's asking questions. So this

0:34:35.760 --> 0:34:38.560
<v Speaker 1>thing they hid from me my whole life. Don't never

0:34:38.600 --> 0:34:40.600
<v Speaker 1>tell him he's a straight A student. They never tell

0:34:40.640 --> 0:34:42.640
<v Speaker 1>him he's on an honor row. Don't never tell him

0:34:42.760 --> 0:34:44.480
<v Speaker 1>he made it. The Saint John you first, and he

0:34:44.480 --> 0:34:47.600
<v Speaker 1>wouldn't know. My brother, who's their biologically said, d don't

0:34:47.640 --> 0:34:49.680
<v Speaker 1>you after all this came out, don't you know if

0:34:49.719 --> 0:34:53.040
<v Speaker 1>you never asked that question, they would have never told you.

0:34:53.360 --> 0:34:57.000
<v Speaker 1>But she goes with my father. He's about to shit.

0:34:57.160 --> 0:34:59.480
<v Speaker 1>We gotta tell him. So they called me back. Now

0:34:59.480 --> 0:35:01.000
<v Speaker 1>they could have don I did better. But you gotta

0:35:01.040 --> 0:35:04.960
<v Speaker 1>understand in the nineties and seventies, you know, but I

0:35:05.000 --> 0:35:06.880
<v Speaker 1>heard they didn't even have the book that they give

0:35:06.920 --> 0:35:08.919
<v Speaker 1>to the parents. And you're telling yourself it was something

0:35:08.920 --> 0:35:12.280
<v Speaker 1>that you don't tell them. Yeah, yeah, So they called

0:35:12.320 --> 0:35:14.960
<v Speaker 1>me back and they're like, he was a month old

0:35:15.239 --> 0:35:18.440
<v Speaker 1>when we brought you home and you're adopted. So that

0:35:18.600 --> 0:35:22.000
<v Speaker 1>just crushed me in before I really killed myself. Now

0:35:22.040 --> 0:35:26.960
<v Speaker 1>to killer thing about that is, from nineteen ninety to

0:35:27.200 --> 0:35:31.759
<v Speaker 1>ninety to this revelation of finding out that I was adopted,

0:35:32.960 --> 0:35:34.920
<v Speaker 1>I got to go back some I had a cute

0:35:34.960 --> 0:35:39.600
<v Speaker 1>pancreatitis in nineteen ninety because I was drinking a case

0:35:39.640 --> 0:35:42.920
<v Speaker 1>of Old English. Today and the reason why that that

0:35:44.120 --> 0:35:49.239
<v Speaker 1>is significant is a lot of harmful, harmful behaviors and

0:35:49.320 --> 0:35:56.160
<v Speaker 1>everybody's community is celebrated. The guy that could take twenty shots.

0:35:56.440 --> 0:35:59.320
<v Speaker 1>Nobody stops at at number five and says, what's wrong

0:36:00.239 --> 0:36:03.040
<v Speaker 1>the girl sleeping with every the guy that did No,

0:36:03.200 --> 0:36:05.879
<v Speaker 1>guy's fighting and beating everybody up in the neighborhood. He's

0:36:05.920 --> 0:36:09.200
<v Speaker 1>just beating everybody's ass. Nobody stops him and said, who's

0:36:09.239 --> 0:36:12.719
<v Speaker 1>abusing you or who's meeting you? So I'm going to

0:36:13.160 --> 0:36:18.279
<v Speaker 1>stuff that has been existing for eons. But so from

0:36:18.360 --> 0:36:23.440
<v Speaker 1>ninety I was drinking a case ling, not one in

0:36:24.080 --> 0:36:27.160
<v Speaker 1>a case twelve. I was so alcoholic I put a

0:36:27.239 --> 0:36:30.120
<v Speaker 1>figgerator in the back of my truck. No, I didn't

0:36:30.120 --> 0:36:32.680
<v Speaker 1>have to stop at the deli. So caught up with

0:36:32.719 --> 0:36:35.320
<v Speaker 1>me in nineteen ninety out of q pancret titus to

0:36:35.480 --> 0:36:38.520
<v Speaker 1>doctor says to me, dy, when they I was in

0:36:38.600 --> 0:36:40.640
<v Speaker 1>the hospital for like a month and a half. When

0:36:40.680 --> 0:36:43.279
<v Speaker 1>they discharged me, doctor just says, son, you have two

0:36:43.360 --> 0:36:46.640
<v Speaker 1>choices in life. You can drink and die or not

0:36:46.719 --> 0:36:50.720
<v Speaker 1>drink and live. So I was good, but now you're mourful.

0:36:51.800 --> 0:36:55.200
<v Speaker 1>When we brought you, so imagine this. I didn't know

0:36:55.680 --> 0:36:59.799
<v Speaker 1>what I didn't know about therapy. I didn't know this agency,

0:37:00.120 --> 0:37:03.000
<v Speaker 1>and so I went right back to the thing that

0:37:03.080 --> 0:37:06.440
<v Speaker 1>I knew, the self medication, So I started drinking. So

0:37:06.480 --> 0:37:09.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm drinking and drinking and drinking and drinking and drinking,

0:37:10.160 --> 0:37:13.960
<v Speaker 1>getting depressed, depressed, depressed, depressed, the press. So that was

0:37:14.000 --> 0:37:17.040
<v Speaker 1>my life when Down went the King out, I was

0:37:17.080 --> 0:37:21.080
<v Speaker 1>a functional alcoholic getting depressed, depressed, depressed, wrest So then

0:37:22.120 --> 0:37:30.120
<v Speaker 1>what manifest emotionally, Well, what's going on emotionally will manifest

0:37:30.200 --> 0:37:33.160
<v Speaker 1>itself physically. So down with the King are we back

0:37:33.200 --> 0:37:39.840
<v Speaker 1>on the road, returing by the sixth show, my voice leaves,

0:37:39.920 --> 0:37:45.759
<v Speaker 1>just bye, bye bye. So my alcoholic, depressed man who

0:37:45.960 --> 0:37:48.480
<v Speaker 1>just found out that he was adopted, who's back on

0:37:48.640 --> 0:37:52.120
<v Speaker 1>the charts with a powerhouse song, back out there doing

0:37:52.160 --> 0:37:55.840
<v Speaker 1>what I was doing in the eighties, with this void

0:37:55.920 --> 0:38:00.160
<v Speaker 1>and all this mental stuff going on, not doing any

0:38:00.160 --> 0:38:03.279
<v Speaker 1>thing about it. That alcohol is not helping. I felt

0:38:03.280 --> 0:38:05.560
<v Speaker 1>ill when I was drunk, but not realizing when the

0:38:05.640 --> 0:38:08.040
<v Speaker 1>high way down the problem sit here. So then my

0:38:08.120 --> 0:38:14.719
<v Speaker 1>voice says bye, I'm leaving. So now I go I

0:38:14.760 --> 0:38:18.200
<v Speaker 1>can't rhyme no more, thinking that's the only reason I

0:38:18.280 --> 0:38:23.160
<v Speaker 1>was put here to be. But because my voice is gone,

0:38:23.480 --> 0:38:26.319
<v Speaker 1>I think that I have no reason to be here now.

0:38:26.719 --> 0:38:30.080
<v Speaker 1>So now I'm making a decisions. I gotta kill myself

0:38:30.320 --> 0:38:33.680
<v Speaker 1>because I can't. And now I'm thinking, even without a voice,

0:38:33.719 --> 0:38:37.520
<v Speaker 1>I can still live a productive, wonderful life, but in

0:38:37.560 --> 0:38:42.000
<v Speaker 1>this depressed state. So now I'm gonna kill myself. So

0:38:42.080 --> 0:38:46.600
<v Speaker 1>we come home from Europe and this is gonna be funny.

0:38:47.080 --> 0:38:50.440
<v Speaker 1>You want a good Jersey story. Oh, I was living

0:38:50.480 --> 0:38:53.560
<v Speaker 1>in Jersey at the time, So all of this has

0:38:53.560 --> 0:38:57.480
<v Speaker 1>happened to me. Lynn, the pancreatitis, now the adoption thing.

0:38:58.000 --> 0:39:00.600
<v Speaker 1>My voice is gone and I'm still run and I'm

0:39:00.640 --> 0:39:04.279
<v Speaker 1>still I should have It was better that I was

0:39:04.320 --> 0:39:07.120
<v Speaker 1>on the road struggling than sitting at because I might

0:39:07.160 --> 0:39:10.480
<v Speaker 1>have really killed myself. But running Jay was like, de

0:39:11.080 --> 0:39:14.480
<v Speaker 1>we'll help you. We gotta get this check. So now

0:39:14.520 --> 0:39:18.480
<v Speaker 1>without a voice, I still got to perform, but not

0:39:18.560 --> 0:39:21.280
<v Speaker 1>because I needed to. I don't want let run in Jada.

0:39:21.960 --> 0:39:24.800
<v Speaker 1>So I'm out the right and they're doing over dumbs.

0:39:24.800 --> 0:39:27.720
<v Speaker 1>They're playing the vocal versions in the record. So imagine

0:39:27.760 --> 0:39:33.680
<v Speaker 1>how that felt. Imagine being at a Montrose jazz festival

0:39:34.120 --> 0:39:35.960
<v Speaker 1>and can't run, but I gotta go out there and

0:39:36.160 --> 0:39:41.520
<v Speaker 1>act happy. That was killer. So in all story, show

0:39:41.600 --> 0:39:44.960
<v Speaker 1>up real quickly. This is this is gonna be funny

0:39:44.960 --> 0:39:49.160
<v Speaker 1>to everybody. So we're coming home from Europe. We go

0:39:49.239 --> 0:39:53.400
<v Speaker 1>to Europe and my travel agent calls, Now, this is

0:39:53.400 --> 0:39:57.560
<v Speaker 1>gonna be funny because you are everybody here travels. It

0:39:57.640 --> 0:40:01.120
<v Speaker 1>could have been anything. It could have been like some

0:40:01.360 --> 0:40:05.680
<v Speaker 1>traumatic event. Could have been an earthquake, a tornado. For

0:40:05.880 --> 0:40:09.200
<v Speaker 1>my My trowel agent calls me, and this is funny,

0:40:09.280 --> 0:40:12.320
<v Speaker 1>Shelley d Nunzio. She's scared to tell me that. She said,

0:40:12.520 --> 0:40:17.160
<v Speaker 1>Darryl old On, I don't know how to tell you this.

0:40:19.080 --> 0:40:25.160
<v Speaker 1>What is it, Shelley, there's no flights into Newark. You

0:40:25.239 --> 0:40:28.920
<v Speaker 1>gotta go to JFK. How what she tells me that

0:40:29.160 --> 0:40:33.520
<v Speaker 1>I go, I'm definitely killing myself down in this song,

0:40:33.719 --> 0:40:37.360
<v Speaker 1>and you don't want to go to JFK. True story,

0:40:37.520 --> 0:40:41.440
<v Speaker 1>lend that little thing. I don't all. I'm already on

0:40:41.560 --> 0:40:45.520
<v Speaker 1>my alcoholic bankrupt she and she's scared to tell me this.

0:40:46.760 --> 0:40:52.839
<v Speaker 1>You gotta go to JFK. There's no other no. And

0:40:52.880 --> 0:40:55.840
<v Speaker 1>in my mind when I get home, I'm killing myself

0:40:56.000 --> 0:40:59.080
<v Speaker 1>what because that's how bad it was. But people can't

0:40:59.120 --> 0:41:02.880
<v Speaker 1>understand want to go to JFK. So that was God's

0:41:02.920 --> 0:41:07.120
<v Speaker 1>message to me. Yes, it's that bad. So I get

0:41:07.160 --> 0:41:11.920
<v Speaker 1>to JFK. I'm thinking, Am I gonna drink? Oh? No,

0:41:12.040 --> 0:41:14.840
<v Speaker 1>am I gonna drink the poison? Am I gonna shoot myself?

0:41:14.880 --> 0:41:18.680
<v Speaker 1>Am I gonna hang myself? I'm thinking about it. There

0:41:18.760 --> 0:41:21.520
<v Speaker 1>was times, and I gotta be honest, there was times

0:41:21.640 --> 0:41:24.239
<v Speaker 1>where oh I said, I'm gonna take a gun and

0:41:24.280 --> 0:41:29.560
<v Speaker 1>go to the morning and kill people. Whoa WHOA true?

0:41:29.840 --> 0:41:33.879
<v Speaker 1>Because you're gonna that was there? Just yeah, that's how

0:41:33.920 --> 0:41:36.719
<v Speaker 1>bad it were. So I get to JFK and it's

0:41:36.719 --> 0:41:42.360
<v Speaker 1>a guy standing there with the sign real professional, that's me. Cool?

0:41:42.760 --> 0:41:45.720
<v Speaker 1>How many ba? I got two bags? So I'm pissed

0:41:48.200 --> 0:41:51.120
<v Speaker 1>with all other stuff that's really more important to be

0:41:51.160 --> 0:41:53.920
<v Speaker 1>wearing about Darrow. But that was just the sum to

0:41:54.040 --> 0:41:57.000
<v Speaker 1>sum it all up. So we get in the car

0:41:57.080 --> 0:42:00.399
<v Speaker 1>and we're leaving j f K and the drivers I'm here,

0:42:00.600 --> 0:42:02.759
<v Speaker 1>you know, on the passenger I'm on the passenger's side

0:42:02.800 --> 0:42:04.799
<v Speaker 1>in the back, and the drivers in the front, and

0:42:04.960 --> 0:42:06.799
<v Speaker 1>you know, you got the rear view venue. So I'm

0:42:06.840 --> 0:42:12.359
<v Speaker 1>like this, but I feel something and I look up

0:42:12.400 --> 0:42:14.279
<v Speaker 1>into the mirror and it was the drive. He was

0:42:14.320 --> 0:42:16.880
<v Speaker 1>looking at me because he can't believe DMC's backing. But

0:42:16.960 --> 0:42:18.719
<v Speaker 1>every time I would look up. He would turn his

0:42:18.760 --> 0:42:21.640
<v Speaker 1>head and he did it like two times. And we

0:42:21.719 --> 0:42:24.560
<v Speaker 1>coming out of JFK. It's like three lights. So I said,

0:42:24.560 --> 0:42:26.279
<v Speaker 1>when we get to the last night, I'm gonna be

0:42:26.360 --> 0:42:28.480
<v Speaker 1>looking in the mirror. When he turns to look at me,

0:42:28.520 --> 0:42:31.160
<v Speaker 1>we're gonna hit eye to eye. So we hit eye

0:42:31.160 --> 0:42:33.960
<v Speaker 1>of eye. Boom boom, boom boom. And in that moment

0:42:34.320 --> 0:42:38.560
<v Speaker 1>he's driving and he just turns to me. I said, DC,

0:42:38.719 --> 0:42:41.279
<v Speaker 1>please don't tell nobody this man. Your music saved me.

0:42:41.280 --> 0:42:43.640
<v Speaker 1>It got me to the roughest tombs in my life.

0:42:43.640 --> 0:42:46.200
<v Speaker 1>I had the worst Paris ever, and every time my

0:42:46.280 --> 0:42:48.800
<v Speaker 1>knuckle had Paris do do something, I would go into

0:42:48.840 --> 0:42:51.359
<v Speaker 1>my bedroom with my Raisin Helk. It's that tape and

0:42:51.360 --> 0:42:53.640
<v Speaker 1>that thing would make me feel that I was in heaven.

0:42:54.480 --> 0:42:56.359
<v Speaker 1>So I'm like and then he goes, can y'all get

0:42:56.400 --> 0:43:00.839
<v Speaker 1>an autograph? And I'm like, I'll take a What you doing?

0:43:01.000 --> 0:43:04.000
<v Speaker 1>So he opened? Now right he's open. He's like, oh,

0:43:04.040 --> 0:43:06.719
<v Speaker 1>really cool. So we driving. He says, said, just make

0:43:06.760 --> 0:43:09.000
<v Speaker 1>sure you don't tell my boy. So we're driving it

0:43:09.080 --> 0:43:13.319
<v Speaker 1>because I'm DMC in New York City. He goes, could

0:43:13.320 --> 0:43:15.840
<v Speaker 1>I turn the radio on now? The last thing I

0:43:15.880 --> 0:43:18.440
<v Speaker 1>wanted to hear was any music. I can't speak, I

0:43:18.480 --> 0:43:21.000
<v Speaker 1>can't go on. The last thing I wanted to hear

0:43:21.120 --> 0:43:23.560
<v Speaker 1>was any hip hop music because I can't do the

0:43:23.600 --> 0:43:26.520
<v Speaker 1>thing that I'm really good at normal. So I say, yeah,

0:43:26.560 --> 0:43:28.800
<v Speaker 1>you could turn it off. He turns into Hot ninety

0:43:28.840 --> 0:43:34.040
<v Speaker 1>seven buff station and busts on and slick ricks on.

0:43:34.560 --> 0:43:39.200
<v Speaker 1>I say, yo, turn it to any any surprise, turn

0:43:39.239 --> 0:43:42.480
<v Speaker 1>it to anything except that. So he turns it to

0:43:42.640 --> 0:43:46.200
<v Speaker 1>light of f him. And at the time he turns

0:43:46.239 --> 0:43:49.000
<v Speaker 1>it light and all I hear was this piano and

0:43:49.040 --> 0:43:54.360
<v Speaker 1>this angelic voice going in the arms of an angel.

0:43:55.120 --> 0:44:02.080
<v Speaker 1>Flyaway in the dark cold hold Sarah Mclochlan's Angel is on.

0:44:02.840 --> 0:44:06.200
<v Speaker 1>And at that moment in the car, something me says,

0:44:06.320 --> 0:44:09.680
<v Speaker 1>you know how you talk like right now, I was

0:44:09.719 --> 0:44:11.719
<v Speaker 1>talking to Yah. When you talk to yourself, you hear

0:44:11.760 --> 0:44:16.640
<v Speaker 1>yourself talking out said so now that don't yourself right

0:44:17.080 --> 0:44:19.960
<v Speaker 1>That voice says, Daryld. Life may be fucked up, but

0:44:20.040 --> 0:44:24.520
<v Speaker 1>if something this beautiful exists, it's good to be alive. Wow.

0:44:24.719 --> 0:44:27.520
<v Speaker 1>So from that day on, all I did was listening

0:44:27.560 --> 0:44:31.960
<v Speaker 1>to Sam McLachlan's Angel. I go home to my wife,

0:44:32.440 --> 0:44:35.600
<v Speaker 1>remember it was in the movie City of Angels with

0:44:35.760 --> 0:44:42.040
<v Speaker 1>Nicholas Cage, mag Ran Meg Ryan, Right, yes, remember that

0:44:42.120 --> 0:44:44.600
<v Speaker 1>movie was on that side. So I go, honey, did

0:44:44.640 --> 0:44:47.000
<v Speaker 1>you hit that record? And she said yeah, I said

0:44:47.040 --> 0:44:49.680
<v Speaker 1>the movie. So for Christmas, she buys me the sound

0:44:49.760 --> 0:44:52.239
<v Speaker 1>check of that album to sign. Yeah, and then she

0:44:52.320 --> 0:44:54.640
<v Speaker 1>goes out and buys me All Listener and mc lachlan's

0:44:54.680 --> 0:44:56.920
<v Speaker 1>album and stuff like that. But she had no idea

0:44:56.960 --> 0:44:59.080
<v Speaker 1>what was going on with me. I'm listening to that

0:44:59.160 --> 0:45:00.640
<v Speaker 1>record because of what the did it to me in

0:45:00.640 --> 0:45:04.440
<v Speaker 1>a car. So for one whole year all I listened

0:45:04.440 --> 0:45:07.359
<v Speaker 1>to was Sam maclarker. And It's funny. When I finally

0:45:07.440 --> 0:45:10.239
<v Speaker 1>went to therapy and rehab, my therapist said, do you

0:45:10.360 --> 0:45:14.480
<v Speaker 1>have a lot of willpower? Because even through all of

0:45:14.520 --> 0:45:17.839
<v Speaker 1>the pancreat titus to all the forties and when I

0:45:17.880 --> 0:45:21.600
<v Speaker 1>started drinking again because of the adoption revelation, I was

0:45:21.640 --> 0:45:24.520
<v Speaker 1>still going to the gym. But now when I look back,

0:45:24.600 --> 0:45:26.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, I will go to the gym some mornings

0:45:26.880 --> 0:45:29.719
<v Speaker 1>and I'd be on the treadmill and everybody would be

0:45:29.840 --> 0:45:31.560
<v Speaker 1>on that side of the gym, and I'm trying to

0:45:31.560 --> 0:45:34.400
<v Speaker 1>figure there's indeed the fucking alcohol is coming on your poors.

0:45:34.480 --> 0:45:38.640
<v Speaker 1>You probably smelt like fucking garbage lawns some research. So anyway,

0:45:39.280 --> 0:45:43.640
<v Speaker 1>you're like, everyone's always coming to me, and now he's saying, hey,

0:45:44.040 --> 0:45:47.120
<v Speaker 1>but they ain't coming over there because I was drinking

0:45:47.160 --> 0:45:50.120
<v Speaker 1>from five in the morning to five in the morning.

0:45:50.560 --> 0:45:55.319
<v Speaker 1>Wow wow, and you look amazing. You wouldn't even know.

0:45:55.480 --> 0:46:01.560
<v Speaker 1>It's crazy. So for one whole year, listen Sarah McLoughlin. Eric,

0:46:01.600 --> 0:46:04.440
<v Speaker 1>who's here with me right now, Him and Tracy Miller,

0:46:04.480 --> 0:46:08.680
<v Speaker 1>who he spoked to. They know something's wrong. Keep him busy,

0:46:08.760 --> 0:46:11.720
<v Speaker 1>so they're trying to keep you busy. Eric gets tickets

0:46:11.760 --> 0:46:15.480
<v Speaker 1>to go to Clive davis grammy party. He comes to

0:46:15.560 --> 0:46:17.560
<v Speaker 1>me and he says, D we're going to cover this

0:46:17.719 --> 0:46:20.279
<v Speaker 1>is me fuck Clive Davis. But I can't run on.

0:46:20.680 --> 0:46:23.719
<v Speaker 1>I fuck the music. Just in there. I tell Eric this,

0:46:24.120 --> 0:46:26.160
<v Speaker 1>all I want to do is sit in my room

0:46:26.200 --> 0:46:30.239
<v Speaker 1>and listen to Sarah mc lockley. So Eric goes, and

0:46:30.239 --> 0:46:32.680
<v Speaker 1>you gotta understand this is funny too. He goes, he

0:46:32.760 --> 0:46:35.400
<v Speaker 1>got two tickets right, He looks at me. He cauldn't

0:46:35.440 --> 0:46:40.440
<v Speaker 1>get three, but he got two for dmc. He says, D,

0:46:41.080 --> 0:46:44.360
<v Speaker 1>I worked really hard to get these tickets, and it

0:46:44.480 --> 0:46:46.520
<v Speaker 1>was funny. Lining I remember the way he said that

0:46:46.560 --> 0:46:48.680
<v Speaker 1>to me. I just looked at him and in my mind,

0:46:48.719 --> 0:46:52.320
<v Speaker 1>I'm crazy. Now, this fool probably done sold his soul

0:46:52.440 --> 0:46:55.640
<v Speaker 1>to the devil just to go to Love Davis Grammy.

0:46:56.000 --> 0:46:59.799
<v Speaker 1>So I'm going up for me for him. But that's

0:46:59.840 --> 0:47:02.400
<v Speaker 1>how you are. That's up. So I said, okay, we're

0:47:02.440 --> 0:47:05.320
<v Speaker 1>gonna go whatever. So we go to Clid davis Grammy

0:47:05.360 --> 0:47:09.800
<v Speaker 1>party and I'm telling him I'm only staying one hour,

0:47:10.200 --> 0:47:12.399
<v Speaker 1>and he's doing the management thing because he thinks he's

0:47:12.400 --> 0:47:14.799
<v Speaker 1>gonna get me to do the red carpet this and that.

0:47:15.000 --> 0:47:17.399
<v Speaker 1>So we get there. First of all, we get there,

0:47:19.000 --> 0:47:22.080
<v Speaker 1>the door is a mile away. It's no way we

0:47:22.160 --> 0:47:24.480
<v Speaker 1>get into that door. But Eric's funny. He just said,

0:47:24.520 --> 0:47:26.160
<v Speaker 1>de I know you don't want to do it. Just

0:47:26.200 --> 0:47:30.399
<v Speaker 1>wear your hat, Okay. So I walk up to Clive

0:47:30.480 --> 0:47:34.239
<v Speaker 1>Davis Grammy Park. The big bounces for the size of

0:47:34.320 --> 0:47:37.839
<v Speaker 1>Snoop Dogg's bouncers seize the hat way in the back.

0:47:38.440 --> 0:47:43.080
<v Speaker 1>Just true story, all right, Everybody moved to the fucking

0:47:43.480 --> 0:47:48.360
<v Speaker 1>they put it, and Eric smiling because he even smart,

0:47:48.520 --> 0:47:51.920
<v Speaker 1>we walk I'm walking past. My joke is I saw God,

0:47:52.080 --> 0:47:55.200
<v Speaker 1>Jesus and Moses, and I'm like, hey, God, hey Jesus.

0:47:55.320 --> 0:47:57.319
<v Speaker 1>I'm getting in about the way. So we get in

0:47:58.320 --> 0:48:00.400
<v Speaker 1>and Eric goes, you'll go do the rect But this

0:48:00.600 --> 0:48:03.400
<v Speaker 1>is I said, motherfucker. And he can tell you, O

0:48:03.560 --> 0:48:06.560
<v Speaker 1>d you was fucking me. I said, motherfucker. Only came

0:48:06.640 --> 0:48:09.160
<v Speaker 1>in for you. I'm sitting right here by his door

0:48:09.400 --> 0:48:12.200
<v Speaker 1>and I'm leaving in one hour, and he's trying to

0:48:12.200 --> 0:48:14.359
<v Speaker 1>do in the management thing I saw going fifty nine

0:48:14.920 --> 0:48:17.759
<v Speaker 1>fifty eight doing my account. So he just walks away,

0:48:17.800 --> 0:48:21.080
<v Speaker 1>hands and airs. I'm sitting there. Busting Rome comes in,

0:48:21.480 --> 0:48:23.840
<v Speaker 1>Oh my God, giving me love yo, and it Buster

0:48:24.000 --> 0:48:28.040
<v Speaker 1>makes an announcement, ladies and gentlemen. They didn't just change music,

0:48:28.160 --> 0:48:31.560
<v Speaker 1>they changed everything. They changed fast and aStyle. So Busting

0:48:31.600 --> 0:48:33.479
<v Speaker 1>walks away. I was like, the last person I wanted

0:48:33.480 --> 0:48:38.200
<v Speaker 1>to see was Busting and I'm saying, then I always

0:48:38.200 --> 0:48:41.719
<v Speaker 1>say this, and this is Trudeau. Buster comes in, and

0:48:41.760 --> 0:48:44.160
<v Speaker 1>then Stevie Wonder comes in, but he didn't see me.

0:48:44.800 --> 0:48:48.000
<v Speaker 1>What I mean by that is Steevie Wonder comes in,

0:48:48.040 --> 0:48:50.400
<v Speaker 1>but he didn't see me because his boy saw me.

0:48:50.520 --> 0:48:53.760
<v Speaker 1>Hold up his boy. Stevie's just being Stevie. His boy

0:48:53.920 --> 0:48:58.600
<v Speaker 1>sees me and takes Stevie's true story. He sees me

0:48:58.640 --> 0:49:01.640
<v Speaker 1>sitting in my depressed and his boy sees me and

0:49:01.680 --> 0:49:04.359
<v Speaker 1>he goes see me. Dmc wants to meet you. That's

0:49:04.440 --> 0:49:08.240
<v Speaker 1>real funny. The god tells that. So he brings Stevie

0:49:08.239 --> 0:49:11.960
<v Speaker 1>over and Stevie yokat you cats and starts telling how

0:49:12.080 --> 0:49:14.560
<v Speaker 1>much Stevie wanted telling me how much he loves her MC.

0:49:15.520 --> 0:49:17.840
<v Speaker 1>But I'm still not at the point where the this

0:49:17.920 --> 0:49:20.200
<v Speaker 1>is good to be alive. If you never rhyme again,

0:49:20.520 --> 0:49:23.840
<v Speaker 1>you touch like Alicia Keyes comes in, Hey, I know Russell,

0:49:23.960 --> 0:49:26.680
<v Speaker 1>I know Kamara, I know running the family and kids.

0:49:26.680 --> 0:49:28.800
<v Speaker 1>I never got to meet you. And she says, honored

0:49:28.840 --> 0:49:31.520
<v Speaker 1>to meet you. D boom boom, and she walks away.

0:49:31.840 --> 0:49:34.640
<v Speaker 1>Then I'm sitting there. I can't wait to go back

0:49:34.680 --> 0:49:37.160
<v Speaker 1>to my room just to put in if the Walkman,

0:49:37.239 --> 0:49:40.360
<v Speaker 1>I had a CD of it, put Angel beck On,

0:49:40.440 --> 0:49:41.040
<v Speaker 1>who walks in?

0:49:41.200 --> 0:49:45.880
<v Speaker 2>Sarah McLoughlin, Oh, now what happens?

0:49:47.920 --> 0:49:50.160
<v Speaker 1>What do I do this and that in the voice again?

0:49:50.680 --> 0:49:53.120
<v Speaker 1>Do you just get up and go tell her what

0:49:53.160 --> 0:49:56.320
<v Speaker 1>her music did for you? So I walk over to Sarah.

0:49:56.480 --> 0:49:59.560
<v Speaker 1>She sees because I have to have one run, dmc.

0:50:00.040 --> 0:50:02.200
<v Speaker 1>This trick you to rock and run, rock and run.

0:50:02.400 --> 0:50:04.840
<v Speaker 1>Sarah was amazing and she was like yeah, she was

0:50:04.880 --> 0:50:07.040
<v Speaker 1>like rock y'all, I love you guys, and this and that.

0:50:07.160 --> 0:50:09.040
<v Speaker 1>I said, miss mc loughlow, I just want to tell

0:50:09.080 --> 0:50:11.239
<v Speaker 1>you the name of the song is Angel. You sound

0:50:11.280 --> 0:50:13.760
<v Speaker 1>like Angel. People are saying Angel, but you're another angel

0:50:13.760 --> 0:50:15.759
<v Speaker 1>to me, your God. And I go went to listen

0:50:15.840 --> 0:50:18.799
<v Speaker 1>to your record every day for twenty four hours for

0:50:18.880 --> 0:50:20.960
<v Speaker 1>the last and so when I finished, she's looking at

0:50:21.000 --> 0:50:24.160
<v Speaker 1>me like, yeah, I was just trying to say your

0:50:24.200 --> 0:50:27.399
<v Speaker 1>ass right, But then she says this, She says, thank you,

0:50:27.560 --> 0:50:31.280
<v Speaker 1>this is powerful for this music save me. She goes

0:50:31.840 --> 0:50:34.680
<v Speaker 1>she said I had I was gonna kill me. And

0:50:34.800 --> 0:50:37.880
<v Speaker 1>she says, thank you for telling me that, Daryl, because

0:50:37.960 --> 0:50:41.479
<v Speaker 1>that's what music is supposed to do, shakes my hand

0:50:41.520 --> 0:50:47.040
<v Speaker 1>and walks away. Wow. Wow, Now what's crazy is I

0:50:47.040 --> 0:50:50.319
<v Speaker 1>had never experienced that because the closest I got to

0:50:50.400 --> 0:50:52.680
<v Speaker 1>it was the guy in the car telling me, did

0:50:52.719 --> 0:50:55.200
<v Speaker 1>I have to work for the music? Saved me? Ain't

0:50:55.200 --> 0:50:59.200
<v Speaker 1>never happened to me, but it did. It was happening

0:50:59.400 --> 0:51:03.080
<v Speaker 1>to me. Do all of that. And then she told

0:51:03.080 --> 0:51:07.080
<v Speaker 1>me that, and I was like, oh wow, So I

0:51:07.120 --> 0:51:10.399
<v Speaker 1>think it's crazier there. I got no voice. But when

0:51:10.440 --> 0:51:14.680
<v Speaker 1>she tells me that the Daryl thing, oh my god,

0:51:14.880 --> 0:51:17.800
<v Speaker 1>I gotta do something because now I'm thinking there's probably

0:51:17.800 --> 0:51:21.000
<v Speaker 1>a billion adopted kids like me who have these same

0:51:21.160 --> 0:51:24.080
<v Speaker 1>feelings in the motion. I gotta do something that's gonna

0:51:24.960 --> 0:51:28.520
<v Speaker 1>help those people who feel like I feel the same

0:51:28.560 --> 0:51:31.239
<v Speaker 1>way Sarah's record did for me. So this is mind black,

0:51:31.400 --> 0:51:34.799
<v Speaker 1>so I said. Seventy seven w ABC, there was this

0:51:35.000 --> 0:51:38.160
<v Speaker 1>record by this guy named Harry Chapman called Cats in

0:51:38.200 --> 0:51:41.080
<v Speaker 1>a Cradle. It was this song about a father who

0:51:41.080 --> 0:51:44.400
<v Speaker 1>had no time for the kids. Child is born just

0:51:44.480 --> 0:51:47.520
<v Speaker 1>the other day, came into the world in the usual way.

0:51:47.600 --> 0:51:50.400
<v Speaker 1>But the Cats in the Cradle in the silverspone and

0:51:50.440 --> 0:51:52.759
<v Speaker 1>that the drums drop. It was so hip hop to me.

0:51:53.000 --> 0:51:54.600
<v Speaker 1>So I said, I know what I'm gonna I'm gonna

0:51:54.600 --> 0:51:58.160
<v Speaker 1>take cat This is crazy, this but crazy, it's beautiful.

0:51:58.480 --> 0:52:00.680
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna take Cats in a Cradle and I'm gonna

0:52:00.680 --> 0:52:03.200
<v Speaker 1>write a rap about how good my parents were to me,

0:52:03.480 --> 0:52:07.399
<v Speaker 1>because Cat's in the Cradle was about parents, said father,

0:52:07.400 --> 0:52:09.520
<v Speaker 1>but that didn't have time. I said, I'll talk about

0:52:09.520 --> 0:52:11.040
<v Speaker 1>by from the man and what they did to me.

0:52:11.280 --> 0:52:14.200
<v Speaker 1>Then that light bulb comes on. I'm gonna get that

0:52:14.520 --> 0:52:17.520
<v Speaker 1>lady who just Sarah mcglachlin and do the chorus for me.

0:52:17.560 --> 0:52:20.239
<v Speaker 1>Siting I call Eric. Eric said, what's going on? He was,

0:52:20.480 --> 0:52:22.399
<v Speaker 1>I do Cats in a Cradle. I'm writing my mom

0:52:22.440 --> 0:52:24.880
<v Speaker 1>and he you gotta find Sarah mcglochlin for me. But

0:52:24.920 --> 0:52:27.680
<v Speaker 1>what's this about. Don't worry, just find it. So about

0:52:27.719 --> 0:52:30.279
<v Speaker 1>six days go by, I'm at dinner with my son

0:52:30.320 --> 0:52:32.680
<v Speaker 1>and my wife and Eric calls me, de Sarah's gonna

0:52:32.680 --> 0:52:36.000
<v Speaker 1>call you. Sarah's gonna call you. Pick up the phone.

0:52:36.320 --> 0:52:39.680
<v Speaker 1>So she calls me, and I got miss McLoughlin. Remember

0:52:39.680 --> 0:52:41.800
<v Speaker 1>when I met you and I told you what music

0:52:41.840 --> 0:52:43.920
<v Speaker 1>did to me. Yeah, yeah, Well I just found out

0:52:43.920 --> 0:52:45.920
<v Speaker 1>that I was adopted and I want to do this record.

0:52:45.960 --> 0:52:49.200
<v Speaker 1>Boom boom. So we do the record. But here's a

0:52:49.280 --> 0:52:52.640
<v Speaker 1>killer thing. When I fly I told Sarah I'm gonna

0:52:52.640 --> 0:52:54.600
<v Speaker 1>fly you to New York City to work at the

0:52:54.719 --> 0:52:57.480
<v Speaker 1>Hit Factory. In fact, she says, no, you could come

0:52:57.520 --> 0:53:00.480
<v Speaker 1>to my house, So I'll go to Vancouver. We're in

0:53:00.480 --> 0:53:04.400
<v Speaker 1>the studio. So what happened was I hear her record.

0:53:05.000 --> 0:53:07.600
<v Speaker 1>I'm struggling going through this. I go to a party

0:53:07.640 --> 0:53:09.120
<v Speaker 1>that I didn't want to go to and I get

0:53:09.160 --> 0:53:11.200
<v Speaker 1>to meet her this and that, finding out that I

0:53:11.239 --> 0:53:13.080
<v Speaker 1>was adopted and all that stuff. She tells me that

0:53:13.200 --> 0:53:14.840
<v Speaker 1>she says, D, there's something I need to tell you,

0:53:14.880 --> 0:53:18.600
<v Speaker 1>and I go what she goes, I was adopted too,

0:53:18.640 --> 0:53:21.359
<v Speaker 1>and I did not know that. So when I heard

0:53:21.400 --> 0:53:24.239
<v Speaker 1>her record, I didn't know she was adopted too. No,

0:53:24.880 --> 0:53:28.480
<v Speaker 1>think about that, that's amazing. So she the feared the

0:53:28.640 --> 0:53:33.759
<v Speaker 1>vibrations and the music. So we do the record on

0:53:33.880 --> 0:53:36.680
<v Speaker 1>the record comes out. Well, we do the record and

0:53:36.719 --> 0:53:40.640
<v Speaker 1>then I'm meeting another adopted person, and then another adopted

0:53:40.680 --> 0:53:44.160
<v Speaker 1>person goes, d aren't you curious of meeting your birth parents?

0:53:44.200 --> 0:53:46.760
<v Speaker 1>And I go, no, you know the record Son of Byfer,

0:53:46.920 --> 0:53:50.280
<v Speaker 1>brother of Al Christmas time in Hollis Queens, whatever, whatever, whatever.

0:53:50.800 --> 0:53:53.360
<v Speaker 1>It's a deep down side I didn't want to know.

0:53:53.760 --> 0:53:57.640
<v Speaker 1>So they let it go for about seven you know,

0:53:57.800 --> 0:54:00.719
<v Speaker 1>meetings with other adopted people and stuff like that, and

0:54:00.760 --> 0:54:03.000
<v Speaker 1>then I go, yes, I definitely want to know. So

0:54:03.200 --> 0:54:05.560
<v Speaker 1>I knew in order for me to go fard my

0:54:05.760 --> 0:54:09.960
<v Speaker 1>birth parents, I had to be of sound mind. And

0:54:10.719 --> 0:54:13.799
<v Speaker 1>so I said Okay. The revelation of me finding out

0:54:13.840 --> 0:54:19.640
<v Speaker 1>that I was adopted the old Sarah thing gave me

0:54:19.840 --> 0:54:24.000
<v Speaker 1>the confidence and couragesy you know what. And people were

0:54:24.040 --> 0:54:25.600
<v Speaker 1>telling me that for the longest, you need to go

0:54:25.680 --> 0:54:31.400
<v Speaker 1>to rehab. So I went into rehab and Sierra Tucson

0:54:31.560 --> 0:54:34.440
<v Speaker 1>in Arizona. I'm going into Sierra tu Son in Arizona.

0:54:34.719 --> 0:54:36.680
<v Speaker 1>And when I walked in, I'll never forget the day.

0:54:36.760 --> 0:54:41.520
<v Speaker 1>The intake room that got the ten characteristics of an

0:54:41.520 --> 0:54:44.719
<v Speaker 1>addictive personality. So I look at the black boll and

0:54:44.760 --> 0:54:47.239
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, and I'll say, wow, I'm all of them.

0:54:47.360 --> 0:54:50.440
<v Speaker 1>And then everybody in the room I'm clapping and I'm like,

0:54:50.520 --> 0:54:52.120
<v Speaker 1>what are you doing that for? You on your way

0:54:52.160 --> 0:54:54.600
<v Speaker 1>to healing? Yes, now you're amitting. So I went to

0:54:54.680 --> 0:54:59.399
<v Speaker 1>Sarah Sierra Tucson for one whole month, got sober, came

0:54:59.560 --> 0:55:03.720
<v Speaker 1>out the adopted lady, Shila Jaffy, who is a casting

0:55:03.840 --> 0:55:08.920
<v Speaker 1>director in La She casts sopranos and entourage just do

0:55:09.000 --> 0:55:12.400
<v Speaker 1>it tardy with her. Yes, yes, we started feeling somebody.

0:55:12.480 --> 0:55:15.960
<v Speaker 1>They said last was short. When I came out, Sheila

0:55:16.920 --> 0:55:21.279
<v Speaker 1>connected me to the private Eye for the adopted guy.

0:55:21.640 --> 0:55:23.320
<v Speaker 1>And the reason why I say that just this private

0:55:23.360 --> 0:55:26.160
<v Speaker 1>eye lady that does private eye work only for adoptees

0:55:26.200 --> 0:55:29.480
<v Speaker 1>because we have so much trouble finding it. So lossoy

0:55:29.520 --> 0:55:34.400
<v Speaker 1>short the private eye for the adopted guy finds my

0:55:34.560 --> 0:55:37.800
<v Speaker 1>birth mother. Wow, it took two weeks to find and

0:55:37.840 --> 0:55:40.520
<v Speaker 1>I found my birth mother, two brothers and a sister

0:55:40.640 --> 0:55:43.760
<v Speaker 1>that I didn't know that I had, and everything turned

0:55:43.800 --> 0:55:48.359
<v Speaker 1>out great because of Sarah maclachlan's angel song.

0:55:48.840 --> 0:55:52.759
<v Speaker 2>That's amazing, what an amazing story. It's crazy And I

0:55:52.840 --> 0:55:56.120
<v Speaker 2>met you right after that happened, and you would never

0:55:56.320 --> 0:55:57.160
<v Speaker 2>I said.

0:55:57.040 --> 0:56:01.920
<v Speaker 1>This guy, there's no way, yeah, just crazy wow, alcoholic

0:56:02.040 --> 0:56:05.640
<v Speaker 1>suicide and metaphysical spiritual wreck who is thinking of killing

0:56:05.719 --> 0:56:08.680
<v Speaker 1>himself already but then finds out that he's adopted. Oh,

0:56:08.840 --> 0:56:11.760
<v Speaker 1>let's not forget this. During that time, Jim I Sagen

0:56:11.840 --> 0:56:13.840
<v Speaker 1>gets shot and killing in my pharm and died. So

0:56:14.000 --> 0:56:16.719
<v Speaker 1>I was dealing with all of that, but it was

0:56:16.840 --> 0:56:20.719
<v Speaker 1>the music. I don't think a pill would have did it.

0:56:21.960 --> 0:56:25.800
<v Speaker 1>I don't think the therapy became good because my therapist

0:56:25.960 --> 0:56:29.560
<v Speaker 1>just basically said, the therapist doesn't help you. I was like, then,

0:56:29.640 --> 0:56:32.040
<v Speaker 1>why do you come The therapist is a decoy so

0:56:32.160 --> 0:56:35.720
<v Speaker 1>you could do two things, and I'm realizing this in therapy. Therapy,

0:56:35.880 --> 0:56:38.840
<v Speaker 1>you say stuff to yourself that you said to yourself

0:56:38.880 --> 0:56:42.680
<v Speaker 1>that you didn't listen to. Oh, you start saying stuff

0:56:42.719 --> 0:56:45.239
<v Speaker 1>that you need to tell yourself. But you can't look

0:56:45.280 --> 0:56:47.760
<v Speaker 1>at yourself in the mirror. So you need another person

0:56:47.880 --> 0:56:50.120
<v Speaker 1>so you can say this not thinking you're talking to you.

0:56:50.280 --> 0:56:52.600
<v Speaker 1>But it's not going They don't need it. They're looking

0:56:52.640 --> 0:56:54.759
<v Speaker 1>at you like they're just right. You need to be

0:56:54.960 --> 0:57:03.040
<v Speaker 1>there right. So the music was the catalyst or the music.

0:57:03.360 --> 0:57:05.360
<v Speaker 1>I look at it like this. The music had healed

0:57:05.440 --> 0:57:09.560
<v Speaker 1>me already, so I didn't have to go through I

0:57:09.680 --> 0:57:13.600
<v Speaker 1>didn't have to use anything outside of them, a foreign substance.

0:57:14.520 --> 0:57:16.480
<v Speaker 1>I didn't need no anxiety pills. I didn't need it.

0:57:16.560 --> 0:57:18.960
<v Speaker 1>You know, some people do because the chemical things going on.

0:57:19.320 --> 0:57:22.560
<v Speaker 1>But my thing was all emotional. So I was diagnosed

0:57:22.960 --> 0:57:25.120
<v Speaker 1>when they let me out to see hera Tucson, I

0:57:25.280 --> 0:57:29.400
<v Speaker 1>was diagnosed with suppressed emotions. That was my daughter. I said,

0:57:29.520 --> 0:57:31.880
<v Speaker 1>what's that about? They said, here's what happened. They asked

0:57:31.920 --> 0:57:36.000
<v Speaker 1>me this. Well. One of the first questions that when

0:57:36.040 --> 0:57:40.160
<v Speaker 1>I got into City Era Tucson. My doctor he was

0:57:40.240 --> 0:57:42.800
<v Speaker 1>I was thirty five so he probably was like forty

0:57:42.920 --> 0:57:46.600
<v Speaker 1>six white guy with the white cloak and the pad

0:57:46.720 --> 0:57:50.400
<v Speaker 1>and everything. The first question he asked me was doing

0:57:50.480 --> 0:57:53.160
<v Speaker 1>your career at running m seeing did anybody do anything

0:57:53.360 --> 0:57:59.240
<v Speaker 1>to make you upset? So I'm sitting in I'm I'm deflected.

0:57:59.240 --> 0:58:02.560
<v Speaker 1>I go, no, I'll never forget this day. This is

0:58:02.600 --> 0:58:04.919
<v Speaker 1>the first day. Guy. I was in rehab for thirty days.

0:58:05.000 --> 0:58:07.080
<v Speaker 1>The first day. That was one of the questions. After

0:58:07.160 --> 0:58:09.960
<v Speaker 1>I went through the intake room. He goes, did anybody

0:58:10.080 --> 0:58:12.720
<v Speaker 1>ever do anything during your career run your seat to

0:58:12.760 --> 0:58:16.400
<v Speaker 1>make you upset? I go, I'm sitting damn no, I'll

0:58:16.400 --> 0:58:19.320
<v Speaker 1>never forget this. He stands up right and he starts

0:58:19.400 --> 0:58:22.040
<v Speaker 1>unbuttoning his white cloak. So I'm thinking, where do you

0:58:22.040 --> 0:58:24.680
<v Speaker 1>think put my eyes? But he only did that to

0:58:24.800 --> 0:58:27.600
<v Speaker 1>break the ice. He takes off his cloak and he

0:58:27.680 --> 0:58:30.360
<v Speaker 1>got on the AC DC shirts that always wear, and

0:58:30.400 --> 0:58:32.480
<v Speaker 1>I think he did this to get real over and

0:58:32.560 --> 0:58:34.320
<v Speaker 1>he put it down right, He put it down, He

0:58:34.400 --> 0:58:36.200
<v Speaker 1>put the bag, and he took his glasses off, and

0:58:36.320 --> 0:58:38.320
<v Speaker 1>he sat down closer to me, and he looked me

0:58:38.400 --> 0:58:41.880
<v Speaker 1>in my eye and he said, you're a goddamn motherfucking

0:58:42.080 --> 0:58:44.720
<v Speaker 1>liar and when he said that, Yeah, man, in nineteen

0:58:44.760 --> 0:58:47.919
<v Speaker 1>eighty four, Joe did this. I had all the rememories

0:58:48.160 --> 0:58:51.080
<v Speaker 1>of stuff when people did stuff that I didn't like,

0:58:51.400 --> 0:58:54.040
<v Speaker 1>but I didn't speak up. Instead of speaking up and

0:58:54.160 --> 0:58:59.120
<v Speaker 1>not just expressing my opinion my feeling. And he was like,

0:58:59.160 --> 0:59:01.720
<v Speaker 1>you got expression fear. They'll get over it. They do

0:59:01.840 --> 0:59:04.000
<v Speaker 1>it all day around you. But instead of doing that,

0:59:04.120 --> 0:59:06.840
<v Speaker 1>I would do this. So I got diagnosed with suppressed

0:59:06.840 --> 0:59:11.040
<v Speaker 1>emotions coming out there. He said, deep, every time you

0:59:11.160 --> 0:59:15.000
<v Speaker 1>had an opportunity to save yourself. See, it took the

0:59:15.160 --> 0:59:18.880
<v Speaker 1>music to save me, to save yourself, you renigged on

0:59:18.960 --> 0:59:23.040
<v Speaker 1>that opportunity and let the alcohol. And he said that

0:59:23.280 --> 0:59:27.360
<v Speaker 1>was killing you. He said you should have said, look, guys,

0:59:28.960 --> 0:59:31.000
<v Speaker 1>just nu Jack city. Now. I don't have nothing against

0:59:31.080 --> 0:59:35.200
<v Speaker 1>nujack music, but it's not for me. And to this Daylen,

0:59:36.000 --> 0:59:39.720
<v Speaker 1>we got a song called Pause and there's a video,

0:59:40.520 --> 0:59:43.440
<v Speaker 1>and I'm in the Pause video with a green and

0:59:43.640 --> 0:59:47.720
<v Speaker 1>purple only to please Jake, a green and purple suit

0:59:48.600 --> 0:59:53.280
<v Speaker 1>doing the Bobby Brown running man. I'm sober now and

0:59:53.280 --> 0:59:56.320
<v Speaker 1>I'm showing that every time I see this video and

0:59:56.480 --> 0:59:59.480
<v Speaker 1>hear that song and see those images, it's the worst

0:59:59.600 --> 1:00:03.040
<v Speaker 1>feeling but the rehab had helped me. But I was

1:00:03.080 --> 1:00:09.640
<v Speaker 1>diagnosed with suppressed emotions. Wow, And I was also I

1:00:09.720 --> 1:00:14.200
<v Speaker 1>didn't have to shoot myself, paying myself or drink the poison.

1:00:14.760 --> 1:00:20.840
<v Speaker 1>I was subconsciously killing myself because my subconscious was saying,

1:00:21.240 --> 1:00:25.200
<v Speaker 1>you're not supposed to drink alcohol because you have pancreatitis.

1:00:26.320 --> 1:00:29.400
<v Speaker 1>So I went back and this is I would eventually

1:00:29.600 --> 1:00:34.520
<v Speaker 1>killed myself and I'll never forget my wife. And one thing, guys,

1:00:34.800 --> 1:00:38.240
<v Speaker 1>I got to say about women, that the truth they

1:00:38.400 --> 1:00:42.640
<v Speaker 1>know you're lying. When on I started drinking again, my

1:00:42.840 --> 1:00:46.120
<v Speaker 1>excuse for my wife was pick up. I'm drinking to

1:00:46.280 --> 1:00:49.080
<v Speaker 1>celebrate the new farm part of my identity, the fact

1:00:49.120 --> 1:00:51.160
<v Speaker 1>that I because when I found out that I was adopted,

1:00:51.200 --> 1:00:54.560
<v Speaker 1>the void was filled. I'm Don McDaniels hot Queens, New York,

1:00:54.680 --> 1:00:58.200
<v Speaker 1>sonner by friend and I'm adopted, So that filled it.

1:00:58.320 --> 1:01:00.840
<v Speaker 1>But that didn't deal with your she wasn't the issues

1:01:00.840 --> 1:01:03.120
<v Speaker 1>and stuff like that. So I told my wife, I'm

1:01:03.200 --> 1:01:07.200
<v Speaker 1>drinking to celebrate this newfound revelation. I'll never forget my wife. Zury.

1:01:07.320 --> 1:01:10.439
<v Speaker 1>She says this to me. This was I don't think

1:01:11.000 --> 1:01:15.080
<v Speaker 1>no psychologist's book has this or anything Sigmund Freud or

1:01:15.120 --> 1:01:17.960
<v Speaker 1>whatever his name is. I said, I'm drinking to celebrate

1:01:18.080 --> 1:01:21.880
<v Speaker 1>this new found part of mine. She said, motherfucker you.

1:01:22.080 --> 1:01:24.360
<v Speaker 1>I don't never forget this. You are drinking because you

1:01:24.520 --> 1:01:28.600
<v Speaker 1>can't emotionally handle the fact that your ass is adopted.

1:01:29.280 --> 1:01:31.480
<v Speaker 1>And she was right, because I was hurt that my

1:01:31.560 --> 1:01:33.960
<v Speaker 1>mother and father didn't tell me. You didn't address it ever,

1:01:34.040 --> 1:01:38.440
<v Speaker 1>and I didn't address it. So that there's another funny thing.

1:01:39.080 --> 1:01:41.840
<v Speaker 1>When my mother and father told me that he was

1:01:41.880 --> 1:01:43.440
<v Speaker 1>a month of where we brought you him and you adopted.

1:01:43.560 --> 1:01:46.200
<v Speaker 1>After that, they called up all my uncle, aunts and

1:01:46.360 --> 1:01:54.720
<v Speaker 1>uncles during it as a kid, Christmas, Thanksgiving, New Year's promotions,

1:01:54.840 --> 1:01:58.560
<v Speaker 1>Birthday part. Everybody always came to Daryn McDaniel's house. We're

1:01:58.560 --> 1:02:01.640
<v Speaker 1>going to miss McDaniels. The next day, after my mother

1:02:01.760 --> 1:02:04.040
<v Speaker 1>tells me, I get a call from Robin. I get

1:02:04.080 --> 1:02:05.960
<v Speaker 1>a call from Donnie. I get a call from all

1:02:06.040 --> 1:02:11.480
<v Speaker 1>my cousins who were younger than me. They said, d man,

1:02:11.600 --> 1:02:13.920
<v Speaker 1>we're so glad your mother told you that we've been

1:02:14.080 --> 1:02:17.520
<v Speaker 1>holding that secret. And they oh, my cousin, yes, they said,

1:02:17.560 --> 1:02:20.240
<v Speaker 1>just what would happened, kids, is fourth of July. We're

1:02:20.280 --> 1:02:22.640
<v Speaker 1>going to the McDaniel's house, cookout. Come to the living room.

1:02:22.800 --> 1:02:25.320
<v Speaker 1>It's Christmas. Come to the liver room, Thanksgiving, Oh, I said,

1:02:25.600 --> 1:02:28.720
<v Speaker 1>Alfred said, Darrel's brother's birthday. It's Miss McDaniel's promoting it.

1:02:29.080 --> 1:02:31.800
<v Speaker 1>Come to the living room. What's the rule? Kids? Nobody

1:02:31.960 --> 1:02:36.200
<v Speaker 1>let Darryl know he's adopted. They all held that secret

1:02:36.280 --> 1:02:42.640
<v Speaker 1>in so I had that feeling in me all the time.

1:02:42.680 --> 1:02:45.480
<v Speaker 1>I had a lot of healing to do. Even though

1:02:45.560 --> 1:02:50.000
<v Speaker 1>the traumatic revelation was the thing that I thought was

1:02:50.080 --> 1:02:54.920
<v Speaker 1>going to kill me, it was the music that allowed

1:02:55.080 --> 1:02:57.560
<v Speaker 1>me to get to a place where I could go

1:02:57.920 --> 1:03:02.000
<v Speaker 1>into therapy and not be There's a thing I always

1:03:02.040 --> 1:03:06.400
<v Speaker 1>say about when we're going through whether it's sexual abuse

1:03:06.880 --> 1:03:11.160
<v Speaker 1>and are gambling, whatever, it is the problem with the

1:03:11.240 --> 1:03:17.720
<v Speaker 1>mental health issues. Stigma exists because if we don't remove

1:03:17.840 --> 1:03:21.880
<v Speaker 1>the guilt and shame, you don't remove the pain of

1:03:22.000 --> 1:03:27.200
<v Speaker 1>the situation. So guilt and shame allows stigma to remain.

1:03:27.800 --> 1:03:30.240
<v Speaker 1>And also in my case, if you don't admit how

1:03:30.280 --> 1:03:33.320
<v Speaker 1>you feel, whether good or bad, you never healed. But

1:03:33.480 --> 1:03:36.080
<v Speaker 1>it took the music to get me to that place

1:03:36.680 --> 1:03:39.800
<v Speaker 1>to realize, oh, I'm not the only adopted kid. I'm

1:03:39.840 --> 1:03:42.320
<v Speaker 1>not the only alcohol, and just so many people just

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<v Speaker 1>like so it took the music. What is music is universal?

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<v Speaker 1>It breaks down. Stephen Tyler shows what music does. I've

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<v Speaker 1>been to South Sudan, which was crazy but beautiful South

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<v Speaker 1>Sudan Awar Zone. They love Naughty by Nature in public,

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<v Speaker 1>enemy and slickreck. You would never guess. I've been to

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<v Speaker 1>Russia and Ukraine in the same touring. Out of those

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<v Speaker 1>two countries of fighting. Here's the power of music. To

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<v Speaker 1>this day, I can go to somewhere I've never been.

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<v Speaker 1>And this has been going on since eighty six, when

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<v Speaker 1>I went to South Sudan, when I went to Venezuela,

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<v Speaker 1>when I went to Russia, and when I went to Ukraine.

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<v Speaker 1>People always come to me and say this dmnse. Don't

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<v Speaker 1>you know in nineteen ninety six, when Steven Tyler took

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<v Speaker 1>that mic stand and knocked down the walls that was

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<v Speaker 1>separating y'all in the video, it didn't just happened in

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<v Speaker 1>the video, really happened in the world. I sure did.

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<v Speaker 1>So all of the stuff people have told me, all

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<v Speaker 1>of the stuff to people tell me, now I can

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<v Speaker 1>relate to that because it happened to me. With that

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<v Speaker 1>angel record.

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<v Speaker 2>Hey, thanks so much for listening to this powerful episode

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<v Speaker 2>of Music Saved Me with Darryl McDaniels.

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<v Speaker 1>Keep an eye out for part two.

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<v Speaker 2>I surprised Darryl with a rising artist on Glass Note

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<v Speaker 2>Records who happened to be on the podcast a few

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<v Speaker 2>months ago, and when he told me he was a

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<v Speaker 2>huge fan of Run DMC and there were a major

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<v Speaker 2>influence on him.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I just had to introduce the two.

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<v Speaker 2>Please come back and join me at Part two on

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<v Speaker 2>Music Save Me with Daryl McDaniels coming up soon.

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<v Speaker 1>Thanks so much for listening.