WEBVTT - Mending Relationships with Isaac Rodriguez 0:00:04.800 --> 0:00:07.240 Welcome back to the Overcome for podcast. I'm your host, 0:00:07.320 --> 0:00:11.240 Jena Kalpez. Thank you guys so much for joining today's episode. 0:00:11.240 --> 0:00:14.000 If you guys have seen the title, then you guys 0:00:14.000 --> 0:00:18.560 already know who is here. But before I introduce him, 0:00:18.840 --> 0:00:24.160 I do want to remind you guys and bring awareness 0:00:24.200 --> 0:00:27.600 also to everything that's going on in the world. We 0:00:27.680 --> 0:00:30.160 are having a lot of ice raids and a lot 0:00:30.160 --> 0:00:33.000 of families are being affected by it. So if you 0:00:33.600 --> 0:00:38.000 or anyone you know is at risk or needs help, 0:00:38.040 --> 0:00:40.240 I'm gonna leave a couple links in the description box 0:00:40.360 --> 0:00:42.360 that you guys can go ahead and find out ways 0:00:42.680 --> 0:00:45.440 that you can help and support those families, or if 0:00:45.479 --> 0:00:48.440 you guys need awareness, just you know, I'm gonna leave 0:00:48.479 --> 0:00:52.000 that all here. Please, please please be kind to one another, 0:00:52.159 --> 0:00:55.320 and without further ado, we have the one and only, 0:00:55.400 --> 0:00:56.840 for the third time. 0:00:57.360 --> 0:00:58.040 Run it back. 0:00:58.240 --> 0:01:03.440 Isaac Rodriguez. All right, you guys, I think I think 0:01:03.440 --> 0:01:06.960 this is a surprise too many. Let's just say, I 0:01:06.959 --> 0:01:11.440 think we're just gonna say how it is. It is 0:01:11.480 --> 0:01:15.000 a surprise too many, because I I think everybody kind 0:01:15.000 --> 0:01:17.800 of knows, like, you know, we had a little break, 0:01:18.600 --> 0:01:21.600 little moment, you know, we did we grew we you know, 0:01:21.720 --> 0:01:24.800 he has his own life. I have mine a lack 0:01:24.840 --> 0:01:26.800 of the better words. We you know, we've parted ways 0:01:26.840 --> 0:01:30.120 for a bit, yeah, just for healthy reasons, I would say, 0:01:30.160 --> 0:01:36.640 simpler in simpler terms. Yeah, and we're here now we're friends, yeah, 0:01:41.400 --> 0:01:44.120 because not that it gets awkward, but it's just like 0:01:44.560 --> 0:01:46.720 now that we're past that part, it's like, all right, 0:01:46.840 --> 0:01:49.720 you guys. You know, this is like getting back with 0:01:49.760 --> 0:01:55.680 the toxic eggs, like like this is like well being friends, 0:01:56.080 --> 0:01:57.280 like as an adults. 0:01:57.360 --> 0:01:58.760 They just kind of looks like, you. 0:01:58.720 --> 0:02:00.800 Know, which is what I want to talk about, and 0:02:00.880 --> 0:02:06.880 kind of like just kind of walk people through obviously, 0:02:08.000 --> 0:02:10.920 you know, there's things that had happened, there's things that 0:02:11.520 --> 0:02:14.160 everybody kind of knows about, and especially like the TikTok 0:02:14.200 --> 0:02:17.080 world and you know, all my favorite people are on 0:02:17.160 --> 0:02:19.600 there and just and we love all of that. 0:02:19.840 --> 0:02:23.040 They're just great. I love all the little TikTokers and 0:02:23.960 --> 0:02:25.120 referring to the people in. 0:02:25.080 --> 0:02:32.040 The chat, you know, Okay, okay, well I think we should. 0:02:32.120 --> 0:02:34.799 I think just I'm honesty, I'm gonna let you drive. 0:02:35.320 --> 0:02:40.080 I'm your passenger, princess, I'm go and wherever you go. 0:02:40.240 --> 0:02:50.760 Isaak loves being the Princess Jackie. I'm just kidding, No, honestly, okay, 0:02:51.560 --> 0:02:56.240 I think that I don't even okay, I wanted to 0:02:56.320 --> 0:02:58.880 keep it between about me and you. Obviously there's obviously, 0:02:59.000 --> 0:03:02.600 like other factors that played into it, and like you know, 0:03:03.720 --> 0:03:06.880 I genuinely believe that there was just a lot, a 0:03:07.000 --> 0:03:12.920 lot going on that obviously poured into our friendship, which 0:03:12.919 --> 0:03:19.440 obviously sucked. Yeah, and I think I'll take accountability and 0:03:19.440 --> 0:03:22.560 acknowledge the parts that you know, I obviously took a 0:03:22.560 --> 0:03:24.440 step back and did what I had to do for 0:03:24.560 --> 0:03:28.200 my own peace of mind and whatever, and always praying 0:03:28.240 --> 0:03:30.880 and hoping for the best because at the end of 0:03:30.919 --> 0:03:34.920 the day, like we did live together, like we like, 0:03:35.120 --> 0:03:37.200 the Isaac that you guys know is not the Isaac 0:03:37.240 --> 0:03:39.680 that I know. So I think that's why it hurt 0:03:39.720 --> 0:03:42.480 me more like what was going on and like how 0:03:42.520 --> 0:03:47.400 it turned things turned out to be because the guy, yeah, 0:03:47.440 --> 0:03:50.440 like Isaac, you guys see, it is obviously a different Isaac. 0:03:50.440 --> 0:03:52.880 It's a new and better Isaac. It's you know, he grew. 0:03:53.520 --> 0:03:55.080 But in my head and in my heart, it was 0:03:55.120 --> 0:03:56.920 always that guy that you know, my guy, best friend, 0:03:57.000 --> 0:03:59.760 the one that lived with me like we had hookah 0:03:59.760 --> 0:04:01.840 and I it's like we would. He was there for 0:04:01.920 --> 0:04:04.240 my anxiety attacks, like he was there for a lot 0:04:04.280 --> 0:04:07.800 of things. So losing that part of me and losing you, 0:04:07.920 --> 0:04:11.800 and like I never had a best guy straight friend. 0:04:12.120 --> 0:04:20.000 I have gay friends, but questionable. I'm just kidding, just kidding, Okay, 0:04:20.120 --> 0:04:22.480 I'm sorry, you know this is this is why I 0:04:22.560 --> 0:04:24.720 brought him guys. No, I'm just kidding. No, but he 0:04:24.920 --> 0:04:28.880 was and is my my best guy friend. Like he 0:04:29.000 --> 0:04:30.599 was the one that I ran to and I feel 0:04:30.600 --> 0:04:33.320 like we have we have and had had a connection 0:04:33.480 --> 0:04:37.280 that like not many people can like understand and you 0:04:37.360 --> 0:04:40.200 understand me, and I understand you for sure. But I 0:04:40.240 --> 0:04:43.240 do want to tell you publicly also because you also 0:04:43.279 --> 0:04:45.760 did something for me publicly, and I think it would 0:04:45.800 --> 0:04:55.039 be fair if I did the same thing in return, obviously. Okay, yeah, 0:04:55.160 --> 0:04:57.000 I'm just gonna say it for orders his unbrowns person 0:04:57.000 --> 0:05:01.280 I out here anymore that live. Remember I messaged you 0:05:01.320 --> 0:05:03.800 about the life that Wilito had with the therapist and 0:05:03.880 --> 0:05:06.200 then everybody in the Waka house was there and like 0:05:07.040 --> 0:05:09.880 everyone kind of just shitted on me, and like everything, 0:05:10.680 --> 0:05:12.760 I do want to say that Isaac was also the 0:05:12.800 --> 0:05:16.680 only person and maybe a couple I want to say 0:05:16.720 --> 0:05:22.880 shoddy a couple times also did clear out and defending me. 0:05:23.000 --> 0:05:25.520 And because a lot of that shit wasn't true and 0:05:25.560 --> 0:05:28.080 it's still not true about who I am or who 0:05:28.080 --> 0:05:31.440 my family is, or that I stole or that I 0:05:31.480 --> 0:05:36.000 put seasoned desist or this, this and that, or that 0:05:36.040 --> 0:05:40.200 I was just an evil person. I Isaac was one 0:05:40.240 --> 0:05:43.520 of the main people that came out and also defended 0:05:43.520 --> 0:05:45.560 me and my family. So I wanted to say thank you, 0:05:45.600 --> 0:05:48.120 and I appreciate that because you didn't have to. 0:05:49.960 --> 0:05:54.840 And like to preface that, it's also like at that 0:05:55.000 --> 0:05:57.200 time we weren't talking at all. So I did that 0:05:57.279 --> 0:06:02.320 because I genuinely knew the truth and I knew that 0:06:02.480 --> 0:06:06.120 it wasn't fair for you guys to be kind of 0:06:06.200 --> 0:06:08.760 like a casualty of war at the time when I 0:06:08.800 --> 0:06:10.960 really felt like you guys really had nothing to do 0:06:11.040 --> 0:06:13.400 with it, very like was the right thing. 0:06:13.240 --> 0:06:16.159 To do, right, And Isaac, obviously, I mean, you know, 0:06:16.680 --> 0:06:19.320 you were there, You've been around my family, you've been 0:06:19.360 --> 0:06:21.920 around me, and obviously you lived with me, so yeah, 0:06:21.960 --> 0:06:25.440 it's like you know firsthand, but I did want it 0:06:25.440 --> 0:06:27.680 to It's just that was in my mental knowledge, I 0:06:27.680 --> 0:06:29.919 do want to publish per safe, thank you no, because 0:06:29.920 --> 0:06:32.560 it was it was a pivotal because you know what, 0:06:32.960 --> 0:06:35.200 and I think you could agree to this, like TikTok 0:06:35.240 --> 0:06:39.240 is no joke. Everybody, like I'm sorry. Maybe I'm the 0:06:39.279 --> 0:06:41.640 only person that was really happy that it was gonna 0:06:41.680 --> 0:06:44.200 get banned, and I know that stucks to say, but 0:06:44.400 --> 0:06:47.520 like I know, but I know I thought, no, bro, 0:06:47.680 --> 0:06:49.520 I know that's why because I thought about you. I'm like, 0:06:49.520 --> 0:06:51.520 the damn Isaac makes money from here, like a lot 0:06:51.560 --> 0:06:55.640 of people do mem which you know sucks. But I 0:06:55.760 --> 0:06:59.200 was also like I cannot wait till everybody's a kind 0:06:59.200 --> 0:07:02.280 person again, Like there's so many like hateful people on 0:07:02.360 --> 0:07:04.600 there and the hate that I was receiving, and I'm 0:07:04.640 --> 0:07:07.600 sure that you were too about just things and you 0:07:07.640 --> 0:07:09.279 get to this day and the shit that I get 0:07:09.279 --> 0:07:13.200 to this day. It felt good knowing that, like damn, 0:07:13.280 --> 0:07:15.880 like okay, yeah, it's over now, it's over now, and 0:07:15.960 --> 0:07:18.760 like he knew and like it it lifted something obviously 0:07:19.200 --> 0:07:20.560 that still didn't end. 0:07:20.720 --> 0:07:23.040 No, It's crazy because like when that happened, I was 0:07:23.080 --> 0:07:25.640 with Jackie and San Diego and then it was like 0:07:25.800 --> 0:07:28.880 a moment where you couldn't like it just went black. 0:07:29.480 --> 0:07:31.200 I was sitting there, I was just like, damn, Like 0:07:32.120 --> 0:07:36.400 everything that I like thought was so like as far 0:07:36.440 --> 0:07:38.800 as like opinions and what people thought about me and 0:07:38.800 --> 0:07:41.800 stuff like, I'm like it's over, Like I can't see 0:07:41.880 --> 0:07:45.080 what they say about me anymore. It's it's legit disappeared. No, 0:07:45.880 --> 0:07:48.160 it was like a pressure or not like a pressure. 0:07:48.280 --> 0:07:51.880 Don't feel pressure to do it or like it just 0:07:51.880 --> 0:07:54.760 felt like everything that because at one point it was 0:07:54.800 --> 0:07:57.720 something that you know, things that you're involved in, like 0:07:57.800 --> 0:08:01.200 drama and stuff like that. When you're in it, it 0:08:01.240 --> 0:08:03.560 does like it stays in your mind and then for 0:08:03.680 --> 0:08:06.160 it to just kind of like disappears, like oh it 0:08:06.240 --> 0:08:08.520 really doesn't matter, you know, like people think of you 0:08:08.560 --> 0:08:09.200 and stuff like that. 0:08:09.480 --> 0:08:11.800 Yeah, And I think that's like, but that's the thing 0:08:11.840 --> 0:08:14.560 when it's when it's your living, you constantly have to 0:08:14.600 --> 0:08:17.040 be there looking at it, and it's like, fuck, like 0:08:18.200 --> 0:08:20.000 this is my living. I don't want people to think 0:08:20.040 --> 0:08:22.960 this about me. Yeah, how am I going to fix 0:08:23.000 --> 0:08:23.840 it or whatever? 0:08:24.600 --> 0:08:28.040 Because she's like, yo, I use TikTok obviously I post 0:08:28.240 --> 0:08:30.800 and you know, I go live. You know, people clip 0:08:30.800 --> 0:08:33.240 stuff or whatever. But I used ticktok to laugh and 0:08:33.360 --> 0:08:36.200 have a good time, bro, and I love TikTok, Like, oh. 0:08:36.160 --> 0:08:38.679 You're looking cookie recipes like dam. 0:08:39.400 --> 0:08:42.560 I used to out to fix my fucking my battery 0:08:42.840 --> 0:08:45.959 or some bullshit or like cooking stuff too, and then brom, 0:08:46.360 --> 0:08:49.280 you know it. It was like a bitter sweet relationship. 0:08:49.280 --> 0:08:51.920 I love hate relationship because obviously you're able to make 0:08:51.920 --> 0:08:54.360 money or you're able to you need it. You know, 0:08:54.400 --> 0:08:57.959 it's upon social media, but yeah, there is like when 0:08:57.960 --> 0:09:00.920 you are involved in it, there's I go badass, Bro. 0:09:00.960 --> 0:09:03.560 I had to change my algorithm, like I had have 0:09:03.679 --> 0:09:07.040 you gone in there and done the refresher for you page? Bro? 0:09:07.280 --> 0:09:10.160 I had to like, and I'll say it loud and clear. 0:09:10.280 --> 0:09:12.160 I was like, and I've even told you too, Like 0:09:12.400 --> 0:09:14.880 I had to like unfollow and do whatever I had 0:09:14.920 --> 0:09:17.320 to do because I didn't want to see nothing. Like 0:09:18.000 --> 0:09:20.960 it was such a bad energy or type of like 0:09:21.240 --> 0:09:23.840 toxicity that I just didn't feel like was healthy for me. 0:09:23.880 --> 0:09:25.920 And you know, like I battled with anxiety and like 0:09:27.040 --> 0:09:28.640 you know, I've been in this for a while, so 0:09:28.840 --> 0:09:31.400 just like I don't want any bad anything, like I 0:09:31.480 --> 0:09:33.920 wish everybody well and I've even told you that too, 0:09:33.960 --> 0:09:36.080 and I even told Jackie too, because Jackie has reached 0:09:36.080 --> 0:09:39.400 out to me and you know she's she's dope and 0:09:39.440 --> 0:09:41.559 cool and love and respect to Jackie. I don't know 0:09:41.559 --> 0:09:43.000 how you put up with it, but you know you 0:09:43.040 --> 0:09:49.400 do because I wonder. I'm like, damn, like I know, 0:09:49.600 --> 0:09:50.600 I've lived with that man. 0:09:51.679 --> 0:09:57.679 Like, yeah, Jackie, she's a keyper, she's a good one. 0:09:56.880 --> 0:09:58.800 She loves it. 0:10:00.080 --> 0:10:01.240 How's it going? I want to know? 0:10:01.880 --> 0:10:06.520 Yeah, I would say, you know, just like any other relationship. 0:10:06.600 --> 0:10:10.439 We have our our discussions, as we'd like to call them, 0:10:10.480 --> 0:10:14.840 our heated debates. But no, I think she's a special person. 0:10:15.559 --> 0:10:18.320 And it's crazy like when TikTok was always like damn, 0:10:18.360 --> 0:10:20.720 I really met you because of this app technic. Yeah, 0:10:20.800 --> 0:10:23.440 you know, like all this trenks are because I started, 0:10:23.520 --> 0:10:25.480 you know, filming, I met certain people and then that 0:10:25.600 --> 0:10:29.840 brought me to you. But it does feel like like 0:10:29.880 --> 0:10:32.800 a one of a kind person you meet I love 0:10:33.000 --> 0:10:36.920 so much, and uh, you know we're going strong and. 0:10:37.480 --> 0:10:38.680 What is it a year and something? 0:10:39.120 --> 0:10:42.120 It's like a year. We're going into February, so like 0:10:42.120 --> 0:10:43.439 a year in like three months. 0:10:44.120 --> 0:10:46.239 Yeah, imagine you forgot. 0:10:48.160 --> 0:10:48.559 TikTok. 0:10:52.480 --> 0:10:53.920 All right, you guys, we're going to go on a 0:10:54.000 --> 0:10:56.880 quick break and we'll be right back with more Isaac. 0:10:57.120 --> 0:11:00.000 Welcome back, you guys. And it was so funny because 0:11:00.080 --> 0:11:02.400 you and I to go to the same exact gym, 0:11:02.960 --> 0:11:04.559 and the times we would just like. 0:11:05.160 --> 0:11:09.520 Run into each other, You're like, it's like, it's like 0:11:09.720 --> 0:11:15.760 very complicated because I felt like my issue there were 0:11:15.840 --> 0:11:19.160 things that I was upset about with you, but I 0:11:19.200 --> 0:11:25.360 felt like my real frustration or anger was never directly 0:11:25.440 --> 0:11:28.720 towards you, you know, And that sucked because it was 0:11:28.760 --> 0:11:31.000 just kind of, like as I said before, it was 0:11:31.000 --> 0:11:34.800 like you were a casualty of another friendship that I 0:11:34.880 --> 0:11:37.000 had and you were kind of like stuck in the middle. 0:11:37.360 --> 0:11:38.760 And it just kind of felt like, well, I have 0:11:38.800 --> 0:11:40.960 to let go of that for sure, and you were 0:11:40.960 --> 0:11:41.520 in the middle of that. 0:11:42.240 --> 0:11:45.520 And I think that's what is important about also having 0:11:47.200 --> 0:11:52.559 individualism and separating relationships and having that open communication. And 0:11:52.679 --> 0:11:54.920 I just literally got to a point one day whereas 0:11:54.920 --> 0:11:56.319 like I saw you at the gym, I'm like, I'm 0:11:56.360 --> 0:11:59.240 tired of this. I'm so done. I was like, Isaac, 0:11:59.440 --> 0:12:03.360 let's talk, Like let's let's literally let's talk. I don't 0:12:03.360 --> 0:12:05.199 even know how many months it was that we weren't 0:12:05.200 --> 0:12:06.520 talking about. I was just like, you know what, like, 0:12:06.600 --> 0:12:09.280 let's just clear it up for the sake, because you're 0:12:09.320 --> 0:12:12.240 a good person. You're a good friend, and I love you, 0:12:12.320 --> 0:12:14.280 and like I love the growth and I love to 0:12:14.280 --> 0:12:15.839 see the things that you're doing, and it would suck 0:12:15.880 --> 0:12:19.080 for me. It's like, damn, like these are things that 0:12:19.120 --> 0:12:21.880 he dreamed of while he was living with me, and 0:12:21.920 --> 0:12:23.480 that I wish that I was a part of. 0:12:23.880 --> 0:12:24.760 Yeah, exactly, you know. 0:12:24.800 --> 0:12:26.640 And I'm not saying it like out of jealousy or whatever. 0:12:26.720 --> 0:12:28.760 I like, I'm so proud of you and everything that 0:12:28.800 --> 0:12:31.800 you've done and that you continue to do and you know, 0:12:31.880 --> 0:12:36.920 you're still grinding and whatever the case may be. I 0:12:37.000 --> 0:12:40.720 just knew that for my my heart, like and for 0:12:40.840 --> 0:12:43.640 my friendships and this new space that I was going 0:12:43.679 --> 0:12:45.680 into that I was like, you know what, like I 0:12:45.800 --> 0:12:48.800 need to I don't want to just end something that 0:12:48.880 --> 0:12:53.080 was so good like that, you know, And I think 0:12:53.120 --> 0:12:56.200 that's important in friendships is having that open communication and 0:12:56.280 --> 0:12:58.440 just being straight up, especially with someone that you live 0:12:58.520 --> 0:13:00.360 with or some of that you're just super you're super 0:13:00.360 --> 0:13:03.280 close with that knows everything about your life, yeah, you know, 0:13:03.440 --> 0:13:05.599 and like I don't know, I don't know if you 0:13:05.640 --> 0:13:09.760 want to speak into that about you know, communicating and yeah. 0:13:09.600 --> 0:13:12.960 I think that's something kind of like what I said 0:13:13.000 --> 0:13:16.520 in the beginning, friendships kind of like changed throughout the 0:13:16.559 --> 0:13:18.960 stages of your life, which is normal, Which is normal. 0:13:19.040 --> 0:13:21.800 It just kind of happens like as you grow older. 0:13:22.040 --> 0:13:23.920 And that's to say that I'm old man, because that's 0:13:23.960 --> 0:13:25.000 another thing people say. 0:13:24.880 --> 0:13:30.760 No but old no, no, but we're not twenty one, 0:13:31.080 --> 0:13:34.160 we're not nineteen, and like you're changing exactly. 0:13:34.200 --> 0:13:37.760 So it's like you get into relationships or you know, 0:13:37.880 --> 0:13:42.200 certain situations happened to where it's just like each situation 0:13:42.400 --> 0:13:46.080 is different. But I think as I grew older, to me, 0:13:46.559 --> 0:13:49.000 something that I felt like I developed a lot more 0:13:49.160 --> 0:13:52.320 was a lot of empathy and understanding. So like even 0:13:52.320 --> 0:13:55.040 when you told me like hey, I'm gonna follow you, 0:13:55.160 --> 0:13:57.200 or hey I gotta do this, like okay, Like if 0:13:57.200 --> 0:13:59.840 that's something that you need to do for your own 0:14:00.440 --> 0:14:04.040 sake and your own mental health, then like I understand, 0:14:04.160 --> 0:14:07.560 I get it, you know, even if I don't understand it, Like, hey, 0:14:07.760 --> 0:14:10.480 if that's what you need, I want what's best for 0:14:10.520 --> 0:14:12.560 you and I feel like that's what I try to 0:14:12.600 --> 0:14:17.000 do with all my I would say genuine friendships is 0:14:17.040 --> 0:14:19.840 like or anyone that I approachess I feel like I 0:14:19.840 --> 0:14:22.520 have a relationship with is like, hey, my foundation was 0:14:22.640 --> 0:14:24.560 with you? Is I care for you, I love you, 0:14:24.600 --> 0:14:26.480 I want the best for you. So whether if I 0:14:26.560 --> 0:14:29.640 understand it or don't understand it, whatever you got to do, 0:14:29.840 --> 0:14:32.080 if that's what it's best for you, then okay, like 0:14:33.120 --> 0:14:36.800 it is what it is. And I think when I 0:14:36.800 --> 0:14:38.520 feel like now we're just kind of like talking about 0:14:38.560 --> 0:14:41.880 like mending relationships. And even if you were to have 0:14:42.000 --> 0:14:46.040 like let's say differences, or you have some sort of 0:14:46.920 --> 0:14:51.200 I don't know, misunderstanding certain situations to happen, I think 0:14:51.320 --> 0:14:53.480 it's just all goes back to your foundation. If you 0:14:53.520 --> 0:14:55.840 love this person, you care for them, you want what's 0:14:55.880 --> 0:14:58.760 best for them, then someone has to put their pride 0:14:58.800 --> 0:15:01.280 down exactly. Someone has to go up to the other person. 0:15:01.320 --> 0:15:03.200 And even if you feel like it's your fall or 0:15:03.280 --> 0:15:06.200 it isn't your fall, or you know, whatever happened happened, 0:15:06.760 --> 0:15:08.920 if you're willing and you care for that person, it's 0:15:09.000 --> 0:15:11.800 just like, hey, I'm messed up, I'm sorry. What can 0:15:11.840 --> 0:15:14.000 we do? Let's talk. And I feel like that was 0:15:14.200 --> 0:15:17.080 a good sign, like for you, it's coming to me 0:15:17.200 --> 0:15:19.800 that I was like, Okay, that takes a real person 0:15:19.920 --> 0:15:21.640 to be like, hey, I don't give a fuck, well 0:15:21.640 --> 0:15:24.160 how I look like, because I'm pretty sure up to 0:15:24.160 --> 0:15:25.720 those moments, you're just like, bro, I'm gonna look like 0:15:25.760 --> 0:15:27.480 an idiot. He doesn't want to talk to me, like, 0:15:28.000 --> 0:15:30.360 of course, well this and X, Y and Z about 0:15:30.360 --> 0:15:32.880 this situation. But to me, it was just like wow, 0:15:33.000 --> 0:15:35.720 like that's real from her. She really does care for me, 0:15:35.720 --> 0:15:38.520 because someone who really did it doesn't give a fuck 0:15:38.560 --> 0:15:41.200 and would just like go on about their life of course. 0:15:41.240 --> 0:15:45.200 And I think now it's like respecting each other's boundaries 0:15:45.480 --> 0:15:48.080 as well, like whatever it is like in your friendship 0:15:48.160 --> 0:15:51.800 or in this case, like certain people or certain things 0:15:51.800 --> 0:15:54.440 that might be said or whatever. And I think it's 0:15:54.520 --> 0:15:56.640 obviously like how you said, going back to the foundation 0:15:56.680 --> 0:15:58.920 and going back to the base, Like to me, it's 0:15:58.920 --> 0:16:02.480 always going to be like me, you just the days, 0:16:02.560 --> 0:16:06.200 like that's all that's my picture, that's my idea. That's 0:16:06.520 --> 0:16:10.120 always going to be what it is because that's who 0:16:10.160 --> 0:16:14.360 I know, who you are versus obviously like TikTok and 0:16:14.600 --> 0:16:17.280 ill you know, I don't know, this is weird. 0:16:18.240 --> 0:16:21.920 That's like the whole thing about TikTok is that they 0:16:21.960 --> 0:16:26.400 get a perspective of thirty seconds, yes minute clip, and 0:16:26.440 --> 0:16:28.480 you form an opinion of us. 0:16:28.840 --> 0:16:33.080 They have your whole life plan. They know this, You're. 0:16:32.920 --> 0:16:39.280 The worst person, Satan's son. I mean that seriously, Like 0:16:39.560 --> 0:16:44.000 they draw their conclusion about you from two minutes of 0:16:44.040 --> 0:16:48.200 a clip, and I understand, like there's an aspect to 0:16:48.240 --> 0:16:52.000 it towards like you know, they're they have no other 0:16:52.080 --> 0:16:56.000 thing to draw from except you see online. Absolutely, you know, 0:16:56.200 --> 0:16:59.640 even I got clipped the other day. Oh my god. 0:17:00.200 --> 0:17:04.960 So I was my frustration, Like, I have absolutely no hate. 0:17:05.240 --> 0:17:09.719 I have no offense to anybody that I've collaborated with, 0:17:09.880 --> 0:17:12.360 that hung out with. Like a to each their own. 0:17:12.720 --> 0:17:15.879 I may have a different opinion on certain things, but 0:17:16.000 --> 0:17:18.000 I don't hate any creator or anything like that that 0:17:18.080 --> 0:17:21.919 I like, I have nothing but good to say about everybody. Okay, 0:17:23.119 --> 0:17:27.280 but I realized, I'm like, my frustration is with the 0:17:27.359 --> 0:17:31.400 comments people in the chat, because you guys say things 0:17:31.800 --> 0:17:35.120 that I'm like, that's fucking insane for you to say. 0:17:35.119 --> 0:17:39.200 That's crazy. So then I started to roast the chat 0:17:39.720 --> 0:17:43.200 and I said, oh, that's why you magic, because you're 0:17:43.359 --> 0:17:45.399 and I started to make fun of their toes and 0:17:45.400 --> 0:17:52.120 shit like that, I say, your toes throwing gang signs 0:17:52.240 --> 0:17:57.840 and you know. So and like people don't know about 0:17:57.920 --> 0:18:00.680 me or I feel like I think by now they 0:18:00.680 --> 0:18:04.320 would catch up, but they don't. I'm very sarcastic, like, yeah, 0:18:04.359 --> 0:18:06.080 that is the number one. That's how I kind of 0:18:06.119 --> 0:18:08.840 like show my love towards people. It's like once I 0:18:08.840 --> 0:18:11.760 can started like kind of teasing you and picking at you, 0:18:11.920 --> 0:18:14.399 like that's my love language of like, hey, you're my friend, 0:18:14.520 --> 0:18:17.840 you're in my inner circle. Like you, I can pick 0:18:17.880 --> 0:18:19.479 at you, you can pick at me. And we go 0:18:19.560 --> 0:18:22.679 back and forth, and they clipped it in a certain 0:18:22.720 --> 0:18:26.040 way and they're like, oh, Isaiah's about this right right, 0:18:26.320 --> 0:18:29.240 and oh my god, like I was getting cooked. 0:18:29.359 --> 0:18:32.000 Yeah, because it's just what that clip is, yeah exactly, 0:18:32.160 --> 0:18:34.280 Like there's no they don't see the context or whatever. 0:18:34.280 --> 0:18:36.639 They weren't on the live or yeah. 0:18:36.680 --> 0:18:39.400 So it's just it's crazy because you know, people will 0:18:39.480 --> 0:18:41.880 just form an opinion about you in the thirty seconds 0:18:41.880 --> 0:18:44.880 two minutes or you know, sometimes people just say things 0:18:44.880 --> 0:18:48.480 that just aren't simply true, all right, and then they 0:18:48.520 --> 0:18:50.399 people just run with it and you're just kind of 0:18:50.440 --> 0:18:53.840 like a bystander of that and they don't really see, 0:18:53.920 --> 0:18:55.520 like going back to what you were saying, it's like 0:18:55.960 --> 0:18:59.320 they don't really know or see, like, hey, the things 0:18:59.320 --> 0:19:02.000 that you've done for me, the things that like I've 0:19:02.040 --> 0:19:04.719 done for you, things that you've done for other people 0:19:04.840 --> 0:19:08.440 online and stuff like that, and you know, that's that's 0:19:08.480 --> 0:19:10.959 why I lie to us. It's I feel like it's 0:19:11.000 --> 0:19:14.000 always easy to just be like, hey, like let's let's 0:19:14.000 --> 0:19:16.400 cut the bullshit, let's let's try to work things out. 0:19:16.640 --> 0:19:19.640 Like you're a person that is not prideful, that is humble, 0:19:19.960 --> 0:19:23.439 because I think, if anything, what had drawn me to 0:19:23.560 --> 0:19:27.000 you and our friendship it was like, well like despite 0:19:27.119 --> 0:19:32.080 you having all these things, like you were always simply humble, 0:19:32.200 --> 0:19:34.159 you're always simply a person of just like, hey, I 0:19:34.200 --> 0:19:36.399 want to help you out, which is you know the 0:19:36.440 --> 0:19:38.639 reason why I'm here today. And you know some people 0:19:38.640 --> 0:19:41.399 know that, some people don't, but you know, those are 0:19:41.520 --> 0:19:45.119 things that like I will always stand for what's right 0:19:45.160 --> 0:19:47.200 and what's true. So that's why in that moment when 0:19:47.240 --> 0:19:48.919 they were saying certain things to me, it was like, 0:19:49.000 --> 0:19:51.760 not like I know how this person is. I know 0:19:51.880 --> 0:19:53.879 it may look like a certain thing and because they 0:19:53.880 --> 0:19:55.399 don't know you, like how I know you or your 0:19:55.400 --> 0:19:57.320 family and stuff like that. But to me, it felt 0:19:57.320 --> 0:19:59.560 like I'm always going to stick to what's right and 0:19:59.600 --> 0:20:02.040 what I leave its true, no matter if I know 0:20:02.119 --> 0:20:04.960 this person for ten years or I know this person 0:20:05.080 --> 0:20:06.639 for two weeks three. 0:20:06.520 --> 0:20:10.760 Weeks, right, which is obviously important. I think it's like again, 0:20:10.840 --> 0:20:13.680 the basis of any friendship. And I do want to 0:20:13.680 --> 0:20:15.919 clarify something because I already know that they're gonna get 0:20:15.960 --> 0:20:16.320 mad at me. 0:20:16.720 --> 0:20:17.239 I hear it. 0:20:17.440 --> 0:20:20.360 I see it about the TikTok band because I want 0:20:20.400 --> 0:20:22.320 to go into it with you about Obviously, it was 0:20:22.320 --> 0:20:24.560 a wake up call for like a lot of people, 0:20:24.600 --> 0:20:27.560 a lot of creators that depend a lot on TikTok 0:20:27.600 --> 0:20:31.960 and the creator fun. I'm not happy obviously that people 0:20:31.960 --> 0:20:34.760 were losing their jobs. Technically, I do not want I 0:20:34.880 --> 0:20:37.800 want to make that clear obviously someone that like, because 0:20:37.800 --> 0:20:39.199 then they're gonna be like, oh, you make a lot 0:20:39.240 --> 0:20:41.840 of money and whatever. Like No, I already I already 0:20:41.840 --> 0:20:44.000 know how it's gonna get. No, I don't. I'm not 0:20:44.040 --> 0:20:47.399 happy about that, obviously, It's just in another perspective, and 0:20:47.440 --> 0:20:50.920 in another world, it's like, I feel like TikTok is 0:20:50.960 --> 0:20:53.639 the most toxic app that there is out there. So 0:20:53.680 --> 0:20:56.040 in that sense, that's what I That's why I'm saying that. 0:20:57.200 --> 0:21:00.640 But obviously you've had You've built a lot of your career, 0:21:00.680 --> 0:21:02.680 and obviously you know, you have your other job and 0:21:03.440 --> 0:21:05.639 you do your stuff on the side. Was it a 0:21:05.640 --> 0:21:08.840 wake up call and like was it like oh shit, 0:21:09.080 --> 0:21:10.200 like what are we gonna do? 0:21:10.280 --> 0:21:12.320 Yeah, definitely, it's just like that saying of like, don't 0:21:12.400 --> 0:21:15.119 keep all your eggs in one basket. So to me, 0:21:15.720 --> 0:21:17.760 if any think I woke up something in me like 0:21:17.800 --> 0:21:21.159 a new challenge, because obviously I've been doing TikTok for 0:21:21.240 --> 0:21:24.040 what it feels like two years now, and it just 0:21:24.119 --> 0:21:27.520 kind of felt like repetitive, like oh, going live and TikTok. 0:21:27.840 --> 0:21:30.960 So if anything, I was never like scared because I 0:21:30.960 --> 0:21:33.400 remember like Relita would always be like, bro, it's really 0:21:33.400 --> 0:21:38.600 going away as it is, I'm his new source those 0:21:38.840 --> 0:21:45.440 NBC Fox five like that he needs information on I'm 0:21:45.480 --> 0:21:48.440 his source. So I'm like, bro, Like I genuinely think 0:21:48.720 --> 0:21:51.520 it could go like there's a possibility, Like you know, 0:21:51.640 --> 0:21:55.000 at first it was you hear something and then they 0:21:55.000 --> 0:21:57.080 were talking about the band like from last year that 0:21:57.119 --> 0:21:59.280 was gonna happen, right right, So you know we thought 0:21:59.280 --> 0:22:00.160 it was but. 0:22:00.480 --> 0:22:01.960 Thought it wasn't gonna happen. Huh. 0:22:02.160 --> 0:22:06.359 It did, And then I was never fearful, like I'm like, Okay, 0:22:06.400 --> 0:22:09.360 it could happen, but I'm just sorry. It's a new challenge, 0:22:09.400 --> 0:22:12.359 it's a new opportunity for me to and I just 0:22:12.359 --> 0:22:14.679 found like that's what God put in my heart or 0:22:14.680 --> 0:22:16.680 resonated a lot in my mind. It was like, all right, 0:22:17.280 --> 0:22:19.760 I need to try to do something new. Maybe you two, 0:22:19.840 --> 0:22:23.880 maybe streaming the case may be. And yeah, I mean 0:22:24.160 --> 0:22:26.359 is that where you're I feel like what you were 0:22:26.359 --> 0:22:29.080 saying is like you can like something and not like 0:22:29.119 --> 0:22:32.960 everything about it. You know, I love TikTok, but is 0:22:33.000 --> 0:22:35.359 there bad Hell yeah, there's a lot of stuff that 0:22:35.400 --> 0:22:38.000 I don't like about it. And you know it's. 0:22:37.640 --> 0:22:42.040 There, it's your favorite app. It's everybody. It's not mine. Yeah, exactly, 0:22:42.080 --> 0:22:45.879 like it's it's a wishy washy But all my respects 0:22:45.880 --> 0:22:48.439 to everybody that you know, yeah, make their money and 0:22:48.480 --> 0:22:50.840 this is what they do. Go for it. Just have 0:22:50.880 --> 0:22:53.480 a plan B because we really don't know I don't. 0:22:53.560 --> 0:22:56.320 I truly don't believe that, Like you don't know. 0:22:56.320 --> 0:22:58.080 I always thinking about the people that would go like, 0:22:58.400 --> 0:23:00.000 there's guys, oh yeah. 0:22:59.800 --> 0:23:01.800 There's people that are live all. 0:23:01.680 --> 0:23:03.560 Day all day. 0:23:03.840 --> 0:23:06.280 I'm like those people, you guys are about to be 0:23:06.359 --> 0:23:07.040 so bored. 0:23:08.160 --> 0:23:09.399 God, what are you going to do? 0:23:09.800 --> 0:23:12.960 And then Instagram was already starting like their little monetization, 0:23:13.280 --> 0:23:15.280 like with reels and stuff. It was like, damn, they're 0:23:15.320 --> 0:23:17.200 really trying out here, or if not, they're all going 0:23:17.240 --> 0:23:17.840 to snapchat. 0:23:18.320 --> 0:23:21.399 Everybody's out there to snapchat. Is like there's a whole process. 0:23:21.680 --> 0:23:22.640 Oh my god. 0:23:23.200 --> 0:23:26.359 Like TikTok, I feel like, is the app that it 0:23:26.400 --> 0:23:29.520 was so easy to blow up on and then obviously 0:23:29.640 --> 0:23:31.920 make money. Of course you can literally go on live 0:23:32.000 --> 0:23:34.600 and be live twenty four hours, then you could probably 0:23:34.640 --> 0:23:35.240 make good money. 0:23:35.320 --> 0:23:40.439 Yeah sure, I mean we've seen it didn't Okay. So 0:23:40.520 --> 0:23:42.840 are you and Jackie still having your YouTube channel or not? 0:23:43.119 --> 0:23:48.320 Yeah? We do, Okay. The last time we film something, 0:23:49.080 --> 0:23:51.240 it is it's hard because we're not with each other 0:23:51.240 --> 0:23:54.119 all the time. Okay, that is the difficult part for sure. 0:23:55.400 --> 0:23:57.760 The last time we filmed was a bit like a 0:23:57.840 --> 0:24:00.919 month ago and we went to Big Beer with oh yeah, 0:24:02.119 --> 0:24:04.840 But now I'm kind of like taking because the whole 0:24:04.840 --> 0:24:06.600 point of the channel was like to do stuff together. 0:24:07.160 --> 0:24:09.199 But then if I wanted to do stuff by myself 0:24:09.359 --> 0:24:11.440 do it, I could do it. And then she wanted 0:24:11.440 --> 0:24:14.720 to do stuff, she could do it. So now I'm like, 0:24:14.800 --> 0:24:17.600 all right, you know because sometimes, like at least with Jackie, 0:24:17.720 --> 0:24:20.360 she's been doing it for so long, it's like templus. Yeah, 0:24:20.480 --> 0:24:23.320 doing social media, there's like, you know, if we can film, 0:24:23.320 --> 0:24:26.400 we can film. But to me, it's like I'm just starting. Yeah, 0:24:26.440 --> 0:24:30.760 I'm so excited about you know, like creating, Yeah, creating, storytelling, 0:24:30.920 --> 0:24:34.439 filmmaking and stuff like that. So I definitely want to 0:24:34.480 --> 0:24:36.800 take advantage of that. And now we have this YouTube 0:24:36.840 --> 0:24:39.840 channel and I tell them you don't film, I'm gonna film. Sorry, 0:24:39.960 --> 0:24:42.359 I do have to have some videos lined up, and 0:24:42.720 --> 0:24:45.000 you will be seeing me more on on YouTube and 0:24:45.880 --> 0:24:46.480 than TikTok. 0:24:46.520 --> 0:24:48.760 I feel like, there you go. 0:24:49.119 --> 0:24:50.640 My passion for that is still there. 0:24:50.840 --> 0:24:54.480 That's good though. Honestly, today is also a very happy 0:24:54.560 --> 0:24:56.919 day for Isaac because his Eagles are going to the 0:24:56.960 --> 0:25:01.480 Super Bowl. I told he, I literally messaged him yesterday. 0:25:01.520 --> 0:25:03.800 I said, if they lose, please just don't come because 0:25:03.840 --> 0:25:09.399 he gets in the worst moods ever, like this is 0:25:09.440 --> 0:25:12.800 a great day for him, So congratulations to you. Yes, 0:25:14.119 --> 0:25:18.160 all right, he's over here trying to be fade right. 0:25:18.600 --> 0:25:20.520 You know, you know, you know what pissses me off 0:25:20.560 --> 0:25:23.159 to that people say they're like, oh, you're trying to 0:25:23.160 --> 0:25:26.560 be bad Bunny. He's trying to be like me, gang, 0:25:27.320 --> 0:25:30.199 I promise you every time I put some on is 0:25:30.240 --> 0:25:33.360 not a coincidence. Like a couple of days after he's 0:25:33.359 --> 0:25:35.880 wearing like the same type of liked that. I'm going, 0:25:36.400 --> 0:25:36.919 my bro. 0:25:37.000 --> 0:25:39.600 So do you think like she just has you like 0:25:39.880 --> 0:25:43.880 you think he's like, oh, let me go made. 0:25:45.359 --> 0:25:47.280 I think it's a hate hate account. 0:25:50.119 --> 0:25:53.879 He's like, I think you're the hot No, no, no, no, 0:25:53.920 --> 0:25:54.439 that's not it. 0:25:54.920 --> 0:25:57.399 The thing is that, like I've never said I look 0:25:57.480 --> 0:25:59.880 like bad Bunny, people call me you dell too. 0:26:00.119 --> 0:26:03.360 You're such cat because you've told me that this man 0:26:03.480 --> 0:26:04.119 is a liar. 0:26:04.240 --> 0:26:06.600 You guys, listen. The only thing that me and bad 0:26:06.640 --> 0:26:09.800 Bunny having comments that were both pisces. Okay, when people 0:26:09.800 --> 0:26:11.520 say a little like bad Bunny, I never said. 0:26:11.560 --> 0:26:13.560 I don't think anybody has ever said you look like 0:26:13.600 --> 0:26:14.840 bad Bunny, Jennica. 0:26:15.400 --> 0:26:18.160 I can go to my comments right now. 0:26:18.480 --> 0:26:21.879 Whoever commented that, delete it down. That you were not 0:26:22.119 --> 0:26:27.440 what that man is six three, you're like half. 0:26:27.520 --> 0:26:32.320 That we have the same physical stature. Okay, clearly I've 0:26:32.359 --> 0:26:32.960 fall short in. 0:26:32.960 --> 0:26:35.639 The tattoos are very simil though I will say, like 0:26:35.680 --> 0:26:37.280 the little everything. 0:26:37.480 --> 0:26:40.240 And I was getting that first. See That's what I'm saying. 0:26:40.280 --> 0:26:42.919 It's like I'm not sure how he sees me or 0:26:43.000 --> 0:26:46.240 someone sends my stuff as like inspo. But like I 0:26:46.280 --> 0:26:49.160 started wearing like nice collar shirts like crop. Who started 0:26:49.160 --> 0:26:54.760 wearing crops? Now? Everybody but I was doing it first. 0:26:54.800 --> 0:26:57.360 Okay, Sorr, you're gonna go to Puerto Rico and tell him. 0:26:57.480 --> 0:27:00.000 I want to are you? 0:27:00.040 --> 0:27:00.440 They stayed? 0:27:01.160 --> 0:27:07.879 There's no hat on my side. This like just tag me. 0:27:08.040 --> 0:27:10.359 You know I do love you. We do love you 0:27:10.920 --> 0:27:14.120 number one fans right here, right here, if. 0:27:14.080 --> 0:27:16.159 You want me to come up on stage and I'm like, 0:27:16.200 --> 0:27:18.919 oh my god, like the double games are together, you know, 0:27:19.000 --> 0:27:21.399 like when Okay. 0:27:20.880 --> 0:27:23.240 But yeah, no, there's a doppel gager at the gym. 0:27:23.280 --> 0:27:28.959 Though yes it looks like what's his name, Tony Stark 0:27:29.480 --> 0:27:33.240 Robert Downey Jr. And you made a baby like together 0:27:33.280 --> 0:27:36.520 and it was you just shorter. No, he's no, he's short, 0:27:36.560 --> 0:27:38.960 but he's buff. He's like, who how buff? You would 0:27:39.000 --> 0:27:43.320 want to be? Like? Buff? Like I have to. 0:27:43.320 --> 0:27:47.479 Show you because I never seen anyone looks like me. 0:27:48.640 --> 0:27:50.040 There's a lot of people that look like. 0:27:50.000 --> 0:27:55.000 You look like me at the gym. You know, you guys, 0:27:55.000 --> 0:27:57.960 are you know we want to talk about celebrities. Okay, 0:27:58.040 --> 0:27:59.040 like you know. 0:27:59.760 --> 0:28:04.200 Oh, okay, all right, you guys, We're gonna go on 0:28:04.240 --> 0:28:07.240 a quick break and we'll be right back with more. Isaac, 0:28:07.480 --> 0:28:08.240 welcome back. 0:28:08.160 --> 0:28:08.639 You guys. 0:28:09.119 --> 0:28:12.960 It's just when you've like known someone this long and like, 0:28:12.960 --> 0:28:14.640 like he said at the beginning, like we could pick 0:28:14.680 --> 0:28:17.240 on each other all day long. The same thing about 0:28:17.720 --> 0:28:20.440 you picking on whoever's feet told you're picking on is 0:28:20.480 --> 0:28:22.679 the same way he would pick on my feet if 0:28:22.720 --> 0:28:25.320 I didn't get a pedicure in the house in Isaac 0:28:25.320 --> 0:28:27.480 would see me walk around, He's like, you better go 0:28:27.560 --> 0:28:30.359 get those ugly ass dogs pick I. 0:28:30.280 --> 0:28:35.359 Just hope you're not wearing sandals. 0:28:36.000 --> 0:28:38.520 My biggest hater, I swear to God. Yeah, all right, 0:28:38.560 --> 0:28:43.160 so I think of well, meet it update. You know, 0:28:43.960 --> 0:28:48.160 it's kind of needed. Obviously, I saw I saw Alan 0:28:48.200 --> 0:28:51.680 I's podcast. You did amazing with Jackie. Obviously you talked 0:28:51.680 --> 0:28:54.280 about everything, how you came here and what you're doing. 0:28:55.320 --> 0:28:58.040 I want to know what is in Isaac's plan right now. 0:28:58.080 --> 0:29:02.920 Obviously it's still the being of the year. What are 0:29:02.960 --> 0:29:07.440 we doing? How's it like? How's the house situation? What 0:29:07.520 --> 0:29:12.840 do we you know, are we Jackie moving us an? 0:29:15.800 --> 0:29:16.040 You know? 0:29:16.080 --> 0:29:16.760 What are we doing? 0:29:17.000 --> 0:29:19.840 Listen? I'm doing I'm doing a whole lot this year. 0:29:20.360 --> 0:29:24.040 I'm doing the most this year. I'm doing the most. 0:29:24.240 --> 0:29:27.120 I want to do literally everything that I possibly can, 0:29:27.240 --> 0:29:30.560 all right, because I feel like one thing that that 0:29:30.600 --> 0:29:32.600 I feel like God has just put in my heart 0:29:32.680 --> 0:29:35.000 and that That's when I was having this conversation with 0:29:35.080 --> 0:29:37.600 Jackie the other day and I'm like, I just can't 0:29:37.640 --> 0:29:40.560 sleep at night because I just have all these ideas 0:29:40.640 --> 0:29:43.920 of what I want to do. And I felt like 0:29:44.400 --> 0:29:47.280 I left a lot on the plate last year of 0:29:47.320 --> 0:29:50.120 what I could have possibly done and you know, maximizing 0:29:50.120 --> 0:29:54.000 my potential. And I think as that I get older, 0:29:54.760 --> 0:29:58.960 I realized, like how just time kind of passes by 0:29:59.400 --> 0:30:02.720 and I'm like, wow, I remember being because being with Wlito, 0:30:03.720 --> 0:30:07.520 it's like seeing how young he is and I can 0:30:07.640 --> 0:30:11.440 remember like being his age and it felt like yesterday. 0:30:11.600 --> 0:30:14.760 To be honest, I remember being twenty twenty one, and 0:30:15.240 --> 0:30:17.800 you know, to fast forward six years later not being 0:30:17.800 --> 0:30:21.480 twenty seven. I was like, damn, that time went. 0:30:21.360 --> 0:30:23.640 By fast, dude, We're going to be twenty eight this year. 0:30:23.760 --> 0:30:29.440 Yeah, being twenty eight, listen, Okay. People make fun of 0:30:29.480 --> 0:30:32.760 me obviously being a little the oldest one house and 0:30:32.800 --> 0:30:36.960 all that, but I'm not afraid to be old or 0:30:37.040 --> 0:30:37.720 like be older. 0:30:38.560 --> 0:30:40.960 I know a lot of people like like around young 0:30:40.960 --> 0:30:42.800 people are just growing up and just. 0:30:42.680 --> 0:30:45.520 Saying in general like yeah, you know, people like obviously 0:30:45.560 --> 0:30:47.520 my girl talks about like, oh my god, eventually I 0:30:47.560 --> 0:30:50.400 would be thirty. And I don't feel like that, you know, 0:30:50.440 --> 0:30:52.320 because to me, it's just like all right, I feel 0:30:52.360 --> 0:30:54.080 like I'm going to be a lot more wiser, a 0:30:54.080 --> 0:30:57.280 lot more richer, Like you know, I'm going to be 0:30:57.360 --> 0:30:59.160 good when I'm there. I'm going to be happy. I 0:30:59.160 --> 0:31:01.480 feel like everything that I'm doing right now is going 0:31:01.560 --> 0:31:05.240 to create the life that i want to live when 0:31:05.280 --> 0:31:08.360 i'm that age. So I don't really have a fear, 0:31:08.640 --> 0:31:13.120 like if everybody has. But as far as like this year, 0:31:13.600 --> 0:31:16.440 I want to do everything that I possibly can. I 0:31:16.480 --> 0:31:19.360 want to take more risk, and I would say in 0:31:19.400 --> 0:31:24.840 the aspect of like social media storytelling and I this 0:31:24.960 --> 0:31:26.800 is also something I was telling Jackie in regards to that, 0:31:26.840 --> 0:31:29.480 I'm like, I can't sleep. I just have this urge 0:31:29.520 --> 0:31:33.720 to create, to storytell, And I told Hi, I'm like, 0:31:34.080 --> 0:31:37.080 one thing that I feel that God has put like 0:31:37.120 --> 0:31:39.920 a gift to me is to see the good in others. 0:31:40.800 --> 0:31:44.160 And I want to tell, you know, other people's stories. 0:31:44.240 --> 0:31:46.880 You know, I want to create, whether if it's through 0:31:47.120 --> 0:31:50.440 a podcast or not. I wouldn't say like a podcast 0:31:50.480 --> 0:31:53.720 like format, but like through video, through storytelling and tell 0:31:53.760 --> 0:31:55.960 that person's story and show the good that they have, 0:31:56.040 --> 0:31:58.120 because I feel like that's something that I'm just able 0:31:58.160 --> 0:32:00.760 to do and I'm able to see someone and be like, Yo, 0:32:01.120 --> 0:32:04.600 you're this, you're that, And you know. That's many conversations 0:32:04.600 --> 0:32:06.520 that I have, either with Jackie or Relite. I'm like, yo, bro, 0:32:06.880 --> 0:32:09.120 I think you should have this person on stream, or 0:32:09.120 --> 0:32:11.520 you should do this with that person because they're funny 0:32:11.600 --> 0:32:13.440 or because of that, or I think it'll be good 0:32:13.480 --> 0:32:16.920 some type of encouragement. Yeah. So I think in regards 0:32:16.960 --> 0:32:19.320 to that, that's something that you guys will see more 0:32:19.360 --> 0:32:25.480 from me, is you know just filming, telling stories a 0:32:25.520 --> 0:32:29.000 lot more on YouTube. As I was saying before, TikTok, 0:32:29.320 --> 0:32:32.040 just everything that I can do, whether it's streaming, and 0:32:32.240 --> 0:32:34.960 I just want to be able to maximize his time 0:32:35.680 --> 0:32:37.760 and just to be able at the end of the day, 0:32:38.000 --> 0:32:40.040 whether if it's ten five years from I just be like, yo, 0:32:40.200 --> 0:32:42.520 I took advantage of that time. I made the most 0:32:42.520 --> 0:32:45.239 out of it. And if it went good, it went good. 0:32:45.320 --> 0:32:47.280 If it didn't, it didn't as long as I'm able 0:32:47.320 --> 0:32:48.360 to say. 0:32:48.720 --> 0:32:51.360 Which is funny, not funny that you say, but not 0:32:51.640 --> 0:32:53.760 like when you were talking about it. I remember, like 0:32:54.440 --> 0:32:59.440 when you first moved over here, you were so depressed, 0:33:00.520 --> 0:33:02.840 like and you had no idea what the hell you 0:33:02.880 --> 0:33:05.480 were going to do. Like so saying that you stay 0:33:05.560 --> 0:33:10.120 up at night now having a vision and having these 0:33:10.280 --> 0:33:14.920 like creative ideas is such a shift to what you 0:33:15.000 --> 0:33:17.160 were who you were when you got here. Yeah, and 0:33:17.200 --> 0:33:20.200 it's like now it's like okay, because you would be 0:33:20.240 --> 0:33:23.040 freaking out. You would freak out about like what am 0:33:23.040 --> 0:33:24.840 I going to do? Like this, this and that, Like 0:33:24.920 --> 0:33:27.480 you had no idea, and it's like now like not 0:33:27.560 --> 0:33:29.520 that you have a plan because it's obviously, but you 0:33:29.640 --> 0:33:32.719 have more vision, you have the drive to like, you know, 0:33:33.440 --> 0:33:36.520 to do these YouTube videos or whatever it is, the 0:33:36.560 --> 0:33:40.480 twitch and all that, like, and I'm just happy. I'm 0:33:40.480 --> 0:33:43.360 happy and I'm very proud friend because I've seen him 0:33:43.400 --> 0:33:47.160 come a very long way and a personal aspect. 0:33:47.280 --> 0:33:52.600 And can I tell you something that you know, it's 0:33:52.680 --> 0:33:54.880 like I still worry. 0:33:54.960 --> 0:33:56.400 Of course, I think, Yeah, I. 0:33:56.360 --> 0:33:58.240 Still have those moments w FRO. I'm like, I don't 0:33:58.280 --> 0:34:00.560 know how I'm going to do this. I don't know 0:34:00.640 --> 0:34:03.800 if I'll even take off or if I'll even be 0:34:04.320 --> 0:34:07.040 this person that I see myself like in my visions. 0:34:08.120 --> 0:34:10.040 And that kind of like plays into that, like to 0:34:10.160 --> 0:34:12.319 staying up at night. I just say that because it's 0:34:12.320 --> 0:34:15.319 just like, yeah, at one point, it's kind of like 0:34:15.400 --> 0:34:19.680 as you grow, the things you worry about are different, right, 0:34:19.760 --> 0:34:19.960 you know. 0:34:20.160 --> 0:34:22.920 But the difference is that at that time you were 0:34:22.960 --> 0:34:26.640 scared to take risk, yeah, and I now that you're not, like, 0:34:26.680 --> 0:34:28.920 you have a lot of risks that you want to take, yeah, 0:34:28.960 --> 0:34:33.359 and you're like whichever one boom like goes so. And 0:34:33.400 --> 0:34:36.239 even to get from there to where you're at now 0:34:36.400 --> 0:34:40.279 is like a huge sign of growth because it takes 0:34:40.280 --> 0:34:41.680 a lot for a person to come out of that 0:34:41.760 --> 0:34:46.040 type of mentality too, like like okay, like because a 0:34:46.080 --> 0:34:48.680 lot of people are scared of failure, and I feel 0:34:48.719 --> 0:34:51.000 like that's the like you have to take the risk 0:34:51.040 --> 0:34:52.799 and if you fail, you fail, and that's fine. But 0:34:52.880 --> 0:34:54.160 if you don't know, if you. 0:34:54.800 --> 0:34:57.440 Don't try, that's that's the thing. You just don't know. 0:34:58.400 --> 0:35:01.520 You don't know, you don't know if like even and 0:35:01.560 --> 0:35:03.880 that's why you just have to get through that mental 0:35:03.920 --> 0:35:07.080 block and whatever you do in life. Right Like when 0:35:07.120 --> 0:35:10.360 I would say in my relationship, when I was driving 0:35:10.600 --> 0:35:14.040 fucking three hours just to go to see Jackie. To me, 0:35:14.320 --> 0:35:17.680 when I met her, it was like, wow, I love this. 0:35:17.800 --> 0:35:21.160 I love the way she makes me feel. And it 0:35:21.280 --> 0:35:24.160 makes absolutely no sense. Even where I was at, like 0:35:24.280 --> 0:35:26.680 in my career doing social media, it made no sense 0:35:26.719 --> 0:35:28.680 to get in a relationship unless it was gonna be 0:35:28.800 --> 0:35:31.480 one of those like fake relationships that people do. But 0:35:31.600 --> 0:35:35.040 to me, it was like, I just know, this is 0:35:35.040 --> 0:35:37.120 something that I just have to do and I would 0:35:37.120 --> 0:35:38.960 hate And this time I always told Jackie till like 0:35:39.360 --> 0:35:43.520 the thought of not knowing overcomes my fear every time. 0:35:43.960 --> 0:35:46.680 So what if of like what if it does amazing? 0:35:46.719 --> 0:35:49.600 You know, whatever this goes well will always be my 0:35:50.000 --> 0:35:53.000 But damn, what if it always goes bad? This literally 0:35:53.040 --> 0:35:55.239 is the worst decision I ever make. It's like I 0:35:55.360 --> 0:35:55.759 have to. 0:35:55.760 --> 0:36:00.719 Know, But that's just us as humans though, Yeah. 0:35:59.280 --> 0:36:02.319 It's but some people are like, I'm too scared to 0:36:02.360 --> 0:36:05.239 do it. I don't want to do it. Yeah, And 0:36:05.280 --> 0:36:06.960 you just have to get through that mental block. So 0:36:07.000 --> 0:36:08.759 whe if it's a relationship or you want to post 0:36:08.840 --> 0:36:12.120 on social media, or like you know, you want to 0:36:12.160 --> 0:36:14.760 do something in your career, go to school, quote your job, 0:36:14.960 --> 0:36:17.319 start a business, you just have to get through that 0:36:17.360 --> 0:36:19.520 mental block of like, damn, what if it goes back? 0:36:19.520 --> 0:36:21.520 But what if it goes amazing? What if it is 0:36:21.560 --> 0:36:23.560 the best decision you ever made. To me, it was 0:36:23.560 --> 0:36:25.800 like I always go back to Thank god, I fucking 0:36:25.840 --> 0:36:29.320 moved out of Miami. I moved in with you. Thank God, I, 0:36:29.440 --> 0:36:32.200 you know, just took that d because if I hadn't, 0:36:32.239 --> 0:36:33.640 I'll be fucking miserable over. 0:36:33.520 --> 0:36:35.360 There, be sitting on a computer talking to what's. 0:36:38.120 --> 0:36:42.080 Working nine to five? Bro, Not that there's anything wrong, 0:36:42.160 --> 0:36:44.719 but to me, I would just that was just not 0:36:44.880 --> 0:36:46.880 for me. I just could not do that. I was 0:36:47.320 --> 0:36:50.719 rotting in my old life because I just knew the 0:36:50.840 --> 0:36:54.919 things that like that I aspired for. We're just not there, 0:36:55.280 --> 0:36:58.960 right and now you're here. Yeah, and we're now on 0:36:59.040 --> 0:37:02.240 this big amazing you have a beautiful house. 0:37:02.600 --> 0:37:04.520 Thanks, this is okay. You guys want to know this 0:37:04.560 --> 0:37:06.960 is Isaac's first time in my actual house. 0:37:08.360 --> 0:37:10.839 She had tried to say, all, this could have been 0:37:10.880 --> 0:37:15.480 your room, you know, Damn well, bro, I. 0:37:15.600 --> 0:37:19.560 Was showing the house. I was just like, yeah, that 0:37:19.600 --> 0:37:22.640 could have been your room, but it's not. No, But 0:37:23.200 --> 0:37:26.719 I do want to tell you, if you know, anytime, 0:37:27.360 --> 0:37:29.839 my doors are always open, my heart is always open 0:37:29.920 --> 0:37:32.960 for you. Yeah, I'm always going to be willing to. 0:37:33.040 --> 0:37:33.200 Like. 0:37:35.840 --> 0:37:38.040 I don't know, just be there for you and every 0:37:38.080 --> 0:37:40.840 aspect in every way, even if I'm not there, Like 0:37:41.360 --> 0:37:43.600 you know, I just want to know that you have 0:37:43.800 --> 0:37:45.759 somebody here that still loves you and still cares for 0:37:45.800 --> 0:37:50.400 you and believes in you and ways like that nobody 0:37:50.440 --> 0:37:52.880 can understand, like and the same way with me, Like 0:37:52.960 --> 0:37:54.400 you don't you know me in ways that a lot 0:37:54.440 --> 0:37:58.080 of people don't understand and I appreciate. And I think 0:37:58.120 --> 0:38:00.520 there's just been a lot of growth, even in your 0:38:00.560 --> 0:38:05.360 personal relationships, but more specifically obviously in our friendship here, like, 0:38:06.520 --> 0:38:10.359 I'm grateful for what happened, and I'm grateful that we 0:38:10.360 --> 0:38:12.480 were able to you know, be grown. 0:38:12.840 --> 0:38:14.400 Yeah, because I think the way it see is like 0:38:14.560 --> 0:38:17.040 now that we've been through that, a situation like that 0:38:17.080 --> 0:38:19.920 where we kind of like separated ways, where you had 0:38:19.920 --> 0:38:22.640 your faults, I had my faults, It's like now we 0:38:22.680 --> 0:38:25.000 know something like that will never happen exactly. You know, 0:38:25.080 --> 0:38:27.560 it's something that you kind of grow through, you learn 0:38:27.600 --> 0:38:31.640 and you move on communication exactly. And also like, hey, 0:38:31.680 --> 0:38:34.640 if something happens right, you know, I'll talk to Wilito 0:38:34.719 --> 0:38:37.359 and you know, you can we have a room for. 0:38:37.280 --> 0:38:42.000 You to you know what, Honestly, I'm okay where I'm 0:38:42.000 --> 0:38:43.080 at in my corner. 0:38:45.480 --> 0:38:48.719 Hey, you know I'll put it in a good way 0:38:48.760 --> 0:38:50.759 then you know, we can make it happen. We'll put 0:38:50.760 --> 0:38:51.240 a spot. 0:38:51.880 --> 0:38:56.440 Look, I think we should Yeah, I think that Wlito 0:38:56.520 --> 0:39:02.440 also should be Uh. I guess we gotta yeah in 0:39:02.480 --> 0:39:04.600 case everybody's asking no, But honestly, I would love to. 0:39:04.640 --> 0:39:06.480 I feel like again like I'm in a space and 0:39:06.840 --> 0:39:08.640 maybe a lot of people don't can't recognize it or 0:39:08.640 --> 0:39:10.040 see it because they don't know me, But I am 0:39:10.080 --> 0:39:11.719 in a space of like I just want to like 0:39:12.320 --> 0:39:15.680 clean slate, like wish well for everybody. I'm the last 0:39:15.680 --> 0:39:20.919 person to wish mad mal intent on anybody. I love 0:39:20.960 --> 0:39:22.680 and care for everyone, and I would do it all 0:39:22.719 --> 0:39:28.040 over again for you and because of what the loves 0:39:28.280 --> 0:39:30.560 that I received from you. And you know, I'm not 0:39:30.640 --> 0:39:32.600 just happy. You know, I can like talk to you about, like, 0:39:32.680 --> 0:39:34.320 you know, my problems since. 0:39:34.239 --> 0:39:37.080 Yeah, exactly what relationships for you? Oh? 0:39:37.160 --> 0:39:41.000 Here he goes, because our last podcast was about what 0:39:41.040 --> 0:39:43.560 was it? We were talking about something about dating guys 0:39:43.600 --> 0:39:47.400 and dating or whatever. Yeah, you know what, as I'm getting. 0:39:47.120 --> 0:39:49.560 Older, recap for last year. 0:39:49.800 --> 0:39:52.719 Last year, we're all my dating recap, dating all right, 0:39:52.760 --> 0:39:56.920 So I probably went on about like three dates. No, 0:39:59.480 --> 0:40:03.919 yeah dates. One was the first, one was the first date, 0:40:04.480 --> 0:40:09.960 he got, two second dates, three got my number. But 0:40:10.040 --> 0:40:15.200 this year's yeah, there's nobody ever me through friends. Yeah, 0:40:15.200 --> 0:40:17.440 but that doesn't matter anymore. No. I did do a 0:40:17.520 --> 0:40:19.680 dating apps, but I was just I was just there 0:40:20.320 --> 0:40:23.239 and this is not it. I don't I don't recommend it. 0:40:23.719 --> 0:40:25.520 I mean, if it's where you go for it, do 0:40:25.520 --> 0:40:26.200 you feel. 0:40:25.960 --> 0:40:28.160 Like meeting someone through mutual is the best? 0:40:28.280 --> 0:40:31.799 No? No, no, no, no, no, I don't I mean, 0:40:32.200 --> 0:40:35.120 it could be a way, but I also feel like, 0:40:35.360 --> 0:40:38.839 because there's that middle person, that person could always be 0:40:38.840 --> 0:40:42.959 that middle person that like, I mean, unless they're grown, grown, 0:40:43.000 --> 0:40:46.200 I know how to communicate. But I feel like because 0:40:46.239 --> 0:40:49.680 I had that experience that that person wasn't like emotionally 0:40:49.719 --> 0:40:53.479 available or like mature, that it was always that going 0:40:53.520 --> 0:40:56.120 to communicate through that middle person, And probably on my 0:40:56.200 --> 0:40:59.560 part too, because like I'm obviously gonna go and cheeve 0:40:59.560 --> 0:41:02.200 me out into them, like what the fuck's happening? Yeah, 0:41:02.360 --> 0:41:04.520 but I do think it takes a lot of emotional 0:41:04.680 --> 0:41:09.319 maturity to like separate the two. But dating wise, I 0:41:09.360 --> 0:41:13.080 think this year, I'm just I'm over people that are 0:41:13.120 --> 0:41:15.760 younger than me. I do need a lot older than me. Yes, 0:41:16.239 --> 0:41:17.680 I can't, Isaac. 0:41:17.280 --> 0:41:18.960 How old were these guys on this? 0:41:19.239 --> 0:41:26.239 I dated twenty six? Okay, I'm twenty seven. I'm twenty seven, right, 0:41:26.400 --> 0:41:29.320 I'm when it turned twenty eight, So twenty seven twenty six, 0:41:29.719 --> 0:41:32.759 and that was pretty much it twenty seven twenty six. 0:41:33.680 --> 0:41:37.600 But now, oh, I can't give you all that infor now. 0:41:37.680 --> 0:41:42.600 What you mean, I'll tell you off camera anyways. But no, honestly, 0:41:42.640 --> 0:41:44.439 I'm kind of just I'm taking it easy, and maybe 0:41:44.480 --> 0:41:47.360 I think my problem is and I realized that yesterdays 0:41:47.360 --> 0:41:50.319 that I overly communicate how I'm feeling, and I think 0:41:50.320 --> 0:41:54.840 that can come off as like, okay, like I share, 0:41:55.040 --> 0:41:57.720 Like if I don't like something, I say I don't. 0:41:57.640 --> 0:42:01.120 Like it, like and the reason why. 0:42:01.000 --> 0:42:04.719 Yes, and then like that person, Okay, great, you got 0:42:04.760 --> 0:42:08.799 it there. Then something else happens that I that bothers me, 0:42:08.880 --> 0:42:11.319 not necessarily that I don't like, but I express it. 0:42:12.120 --> 0:42:14.759 And this is like talking stage though. So I think 0:42:14.840 --> 0:42:18.560 I overly communicate and it scares people off or they're. 0:42:18.360 --> 0:42:22.880 Just not say like, okay, well go on the first day, 0:42:23.080 --> 0:42:27.120 and then you tell me, oh, I don't or no, 0:42:27.480 --> 0:42:30.080 say it because it talking. Okay, so look, give me 0:42:30.120 --> 0:42:32.920 an example. I'm trying to say an example. Okay, right now. 0:42:33.040 --> 0:42:35.960 You know what really bothers me is that when someone 0:42:36.000 --> 0:42:39.040 watches my stories or replies to my stories but won't 0:42:39.080 --> 0:42:40.680 reply to my text first. 0:42:40.560 --> 0:42:44.239 Ah, okay, okay, okay, so you tell them, hey, I 0:42:44.239 --> 0:42:46.480 don't like the fact that you watched my story but 0:42:46.560 --> 0:42:47.040 you didn't. 0:42:47.280 --> 0:42:50.760 Yes, that is one of my like, okay, that's something 0:42:50.800 --> 0:42:54.719 I don't like. I feel like whatever. Okay, cool, there's that, 0:42:55.080 --> 0:42:57.719 but then it's also like another forms of communication, like 0:42:58.920 --> 0:43:01.040 I get that you don't have to talk every day 0:43:01.480 --> 0:43:01.919 every day. 0:43:02.000 --> 0:43:03.520 No, no, but hold on, I want to go back 0:43:03.520 --> 0:43:06.640 to this over community so communicating. So you said you 0:43:06.719 --> 0:43:09.760 tell them, hey, I don't like that, you replied to myself, 0:43:09.760 --> 0:43:12.319 but don't text me. So where do you go from there? 0:43:12.680 --> 0:43:12.759 Like? 0:43:12.840 --> 0:43:13.200 Do you over? 0:43:13.280 --> 0:43:15.760 Okay, I'm sorry? Okay, that person says, I'm sorry. Okay, 0:43:15.800 --> 0:43:19.280 this is like you know, I'm sorry, Like it wasn't 0:43:19.320 --> 0:43:22.000 like that, Okay, cool, Yeah, Like I'm letting you know 0:43:22.040 --> 0:43:23.759 that I don't like it, so let's not let it 0:43:23.760 --> 0:43:24.360 happen again. 0:43:24.520 --> 0:43:24.920 Okay. 0:43:25.000 --> 0:43:29.200 But then another thing happens where it's like, oh, you 0:43:29.239 --> 0:43:34.080 didn't text me for like a lot of the day 0:43:34.120 --> 0:43:41.200 A lot of the day, yes, exactly, which I still 0:43:41.200 --> 0:43:45.040 don't feel like anyone is too busy like or doesn't 0:43:45.080 --> 0:43:47.360 look at their phone. That's the ship that bothers me, 0:43:47.440 --> 0:43:53.920 the excuse that I wasn't on my phone. No, like 0:43:54.480 --> 0:43:57.880 you have like be for real. But you know what 0:43:58.040 --> 0:44:03.680 I'm just gonna I've expressed it how I don't like 0:44:04.040 --> 0:44:05.960 feeling because I think my thing is is that I 0:44:06.000 --> 0:44:09.040 just I don't like feeling ignored, especially as if I'm 0:44:09.080 --> 0:44:12.600 like if the line is like we've already shared our 0:44:12.640 --> 0:44:15.200 intentions in dating. You already know what I want. I 0:44:15.280 --> 0:44:18.160 know what you want. Like we're kind of on the 0:44:18.200 --> 0:44:20.200 same page. So and when you're kind of just like 0:44:20.239 --> 0:44:23.560 a little bit ghost, you're acting a little weird. 0:44:23.680 --> 0:44:25.680 Listen, I relate to that because I think there's some 0:44:26.080 --> 0:44:28.359 me and you share is like the moment you make 0:44:28.480 --> 0:44:32.480 us feel like not important or insignificant, it's like I. 0:44:32.680 --> 0:44:36.880 Bet exactly, I bet, thank you you see he gets me. 0:44:37.440 --> 0:44:39.560 It's because it's like I could play I could play 0:44:39.640 --> 0:44:43.719 the game. I'll play the game too, But what was 0:44:43.800 --> 0:44:46.640 told to me before is it what's happening now? So 0:44:46.840 --> 0:44:49.839 like so we're switching up all right, cool, like I 0:44:49.880 --> 0:44:50.279 got it. 0:44:50.360 --> 0:44:52.000 So then when you communicated that. 0:44:52.000 --> 0:44:55.480 I communicated that, and then it comes off as like 0:44:55.800 --> 0:44:59.680 everything is kind of like a little bit judging or okay, 0:45:00.400 --> 0:45:04.719 like I'm probably like like they get scared. I'm I 0:45:04.760 --> 0:45:07.080 don't know, I don't know, I don't know, and I 0:45:07.120 --> 0:45:09.400 try to do like healthy communication because you already know, 0:45:09.520 --> 0:45:11.840 like I'm used to hiding or like keeping things to 0:45:11.880 --> 0:45:14.640 myself and now that I'm just like especially in a relationship. 0:45:14.640 --> 0:45:18.280 I feel like it's super essential to have that, like, hey, like, yeah, 0:45:18.400 --> 0:45:20.480 let's this is what I like and what I don't like. 0:45:20.960 --> 0:45:22.680 If this is something that you're not going to fuck 0:45:22.760 --> 0:45:25.880 with or that you can't get passed or can't handle, 0:45:25.960 --> 0:45:28.279 and let me know, yeah, because this is what like, 0:45:28.320 --> 0:45:32.399 this is the type and certain communication that I need. 0:45:33.200 --> 0:45:34.920 And then can I give you some hope? 0:45:35.239 --> 0:45:35.439 Yeah? 0:45:35.480 --> 0:45:39.560 Tell me, all right, some hope for you you will 0:45:39.640 --> 0:45:42.839 find that person that is understanding of how you are, 0:45:43.040 --> 0:45:46.359 of course, because like when you want to be with somebody, 0:45:46.480 --> 0:45:51.680 you'll look over past their flaws, their imperfections because you're like, hey, 0:45:51.680 --> 0:45:54.480 you know what, a life is better with them than 0:45:54.520 --> 0:45:58.640 without them. And I feel like that's that's my I 0:45:58.680 --> 0:46:01.240 would say my reason as to why me and Jackie 0:46:01.520 --> 0:46:04.759 last or have been together for you know, a year, 0:46:05.560 --> 0:46:09.000 it's not that we've had a perfect relationship. It's more 0:46:09.040 --> 0:46:13.680 of like we've had we've shown our nakedness, our perfection, 0:46:14.920 --> 0:46:20.120 our truths are bad, are past, and it's a like, hey, 0:46:20.480 --> 0:46:23.359 in spite of all of that, in spite of you know, 0:46:23.480 --> 0:46:27.800 her immaturities, the things that she has fallen short as 0:46:28.400 --> 0:46:31.080 to me, it's like, hey, I still want to stay. 0:46:31.239 --> 0:46:33.880 I still want to work it out because life is 0:46:33.880 --> 0:46:36.479 better with you than without you. So you will find 0:46:36.520 --> 0:46:41.480 that person that will deal with your over communicating and 0:46:41.680 --> 0:46:44.280 learn together and grow together, because that's the whole point. 0:46:44.680 --> 0:46:48.239 And it's like I feel like dating now it's like 0:46:48.400 --> 0:46:50.920 either you come perfect or this ain't it. 0:46:51.760 --> 0:46:56.000 Sadly, yeah, I think more for me too, because I 0:46:56.080 --> 0:46:58.040 just I feel like I've been just been through too much, 0:46:58.480 --> 0:47:01.759 Like I don't have time to be like going back 0:47:01.800 --> 0:47:05.200 and forth. Like if you got problems, like I get it, 0:47:05.280 --> 0:47:08.200 like it's having you know, your little issues are fine, Yeah, 0:47:08.239 --> 0:47:10.560 but if you haven't like worked through them, or like 0:47:11.680 --> 0:47:14.640 if you're not at like a certain point, like I'm sorry, 0:47:14.640 --> 0:47:18.239 but you're not cut for it. Yeah you know, but 0:47:18.520 --> 0:47:20.320 you know, we're gonna see how it goes. I'm hopeful 0:47:20.320 --> 0:47:21.080 this year. 0:47:20.920 --> 0:47:22.400 And I'll say this and then we can move on 0:47:22.440 --> 0:47:24.920 to the next thing. But it's like we live in 0:47:24.960 --> 0:47:29.120 a generation of like in the past, people broke things 0:47:29.760 --> 0:47:32.839 and they fixed it. Now things are broken and then 0:47:32.880 --> 0:47:34.240 we replace it with new things. 0:47:34.440 --> 0:47:37.080 Yeah. So yeah, but I can't be a fixer and that's. 0:47:36.880 --> 0:47:40.239 My problem for sure, for sure. But it's obviously two 0:47:40.320 --> 0:47:43.440 people coming together. And that's where you need to make 0:47:43.440 --> 0:47:46.200 a decision on whether things, Hey, I can deal with 0:47:46.239 --> 0:47:47.480 this or you can't be cause you have to have 0:47:47.520 --> 0:47:51.400 some so self awareness as like I can't deal with this, 0:47:51.560 --> 0:47:54.160 Like this is just too much. I got to step away. 0:47:54.400 --> 0:47:56.120 You know, I agree, you. 0:47:56.040 --> 0:47:58.880 Know what, honestly in your list of dreams and risk 0:47:59.200 --> 0:48:02.359 in your little podcast or twitch or whatever, I think 0:48:02.360 --> 0:48:07.640 you should do like hotlines of like dating, Yeah, we can, we. 0:48:07.640 --> 0:48:09.960 Can go, we can do yeah a stream where and 0:48:09.960 --> 0:48:12.920 then people call in, Yeah, I just gotta get a 0:48:12.920 --> 0:48:13.480 new number. 0:48:13.880 --> 0:48:15.440 Please do you invite me? 0:48:15.960 --> 0:48:16.280 Please? 0:48:16.320 --> 0:48:18.800 I'll give the girl perspective, you guys like guy perspective. 0:48:19.600 --> 0:48:24.440 That's cool, that'll be cool, all right, you guys. No, 0:48:24.600 --> 0:48:28.560 but I really appreciate you coming out here and welcoming 0:48:28.600 --> 0:48:35.120 you into my home. I appreciate obviously you having that 0:48:35.160 --> 0:48:37.960 communication with me and putting our relationship first before anything. 0:48:38.560 --> 0:48:41.080 And I love you and I love everything that you're 0:48:41.120 --> 0:48:46.520 doing again, so very proud. Please share your socials, share, 0:48:46.880 --> 0:48:49.520 you know, if everybody wants to catch up and see 0:48:49.520 --> 0:48:53.279 what he's doing, and you know his little leprechaun as, 0:48:53.760 --> 0:48:58.839 just keep watching him and just everything. He's just great. Sometimes. 0:49:00.280 --> 0:49:05.560 Anyways, when you're not watching Jenica and her tiktoks or 0:49:05.560 --> 0:49:09.440 her podcast, you can find me on TikTok and on Twitch. 0:49:09.480 --> 0:49:11.840 Isaac made you look. 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