WEBVTT - Nightmare Blurnt Rotations 0:00:15.080 --> 0:00:16.640 Where is my mind? 0:00:17.600 --> 0:00:19.000 Where Roman phone? 0:00:20.000 --> 0:00:23.560 Hello, Welcome to this episode of Emergency Intercom. 0:00:23.840 --> 0:00:25.919 This morning, I woke up and my phone was broken. 0:00:26.440 --> 0:00:27.840 Not my fault, it's. 0:00:27.640 --> 0:00:28.440 Full of your fault. 0:00:28.720 --> 0:00:30.720 No, it was literally you know what it was. 0:00:31.040 --> 0:00:33.919 It was the universe heard me talking about how much 0:00:33.960 --> 0:00:36.320 I like the camera on your phone, and the universe 0:00:36.400 --> 0:00:38.760 manifested a new phone from me, so it broke. 0:00:38.880 --> 0:00:39.960 It broke my phone. 0:00:40.040 --> 0:00:42.599 See. I was thinking it was the universe telling you 0:00:42.600 --> 0:00:44.600 to get off your fucking phone because you're on your 0:00:44.640 --> 0:00:45.560 damn phone all the time. 0:00:46.120 --> 0:00:48.000 No, I'm no. 0:00:48.320 --> 0:00:51.240 Actually, when it happened, I was like, oh, like, this 0:00:51.320 --> 0:00:53.280 is the universe like trying to get in you to 0:00:53.280 --> 0:00:55.280 get her burner phone, like she's been saying she wants to. 0:00:55.520 --> 0:00:57.120 I know, I was thinking about that. I was like, 0:00:57.160 --> 0:00:58.840 I literally I'm not kidding. That's why I was like, 0:00:58.880 --> 0:01:02.160 I might just transfer, not to say that an iPhone 0:01:02.160 --> 0:01:04.679 ten is a fucking burner phone, like it's literally still 0:01:04.720 --> 0:01:05.319 an iPhone. 0:01:05.400 --> 0:01:08.760 But you actually, I'm not kidding. It is. 0:01:08.880 --> 0:01:13.520 This sounds like so like hyperconsumerism, like brainwashed, but it 0:01:13.560 --> 0:01:16.840 is actually insane how much faster the new phones move, 0:01:16.920 --> 0:01:20.160 especially with the updates, versus this fucking donkey as. 0:01:19.920 --> 0:01:24.319 Phone, literally, and the cameras on this are like absolute garbage, you. 0:01:24.480 --> 0:01:26.840 Know, like literally, I know y'all can't see this, and 0:01:26.880 --> 0:01:28.440 I'm literally we're not gonna make the effort to put 0:01:28.440 --> 0:01:30.600 it in, but like, look at the fucking camera on 0:01:30.640 --> 0:01:31.039 this one. 0:01:31.640 --> 0:01:34.000 It literally looks I mean, it's kind of it's kind 0:01:34.000 --> 0:01:36.199 of a lot, it's kind of cool, it's like blown out. 0:01:36.440 --> 0:01:38.240 I know, I am gonna I think I'm just gonna 0:01:38.280 --> 0:01:40.320 keep this one until the new fucking iPhone comes out, 0:01:40.360 --> 0:01:43.600 because if I buy your phone, Steve Jobs is about 0:01:43.600 --> 0:01:45.040 to announce it now my phone. 0:01:46.160 --> 0:01:48.120 Imagine I thought Steve Jobs was still alive and I 0:01:48.160 --> 0:01:51.840 said that, and I meant it. Can you just give 0:01:51.880 --> 0:01:52.880 me your phone for free? 0:01:53.320 --> 0:01:53.639 No? 0:01:53.920 --> 0:01:57.280 Oh, I'm sorry, Oh my god, it just told you actually. 0:01:57.120 --> 0:02:00.200 Know what I'm feeling good today. You can have it. 0:01:59.640 --> 0:02:01.280 You can have it, we can trade. I'll take the 0:02:01.280 --> 0:02:03.520 iPhone to it. No, I'll take the broken one because 0:02:03.560 --> 0:02:05.280 the cameras on that one are kind of crazy. 0:02:05.640 --> 0:02:06.920 Yeah, you can take that one. 0:02:07.080 --> 0:02:08.919 The only bad thing about this one is I don't 0:02:08.919 --> 0:02:10.680 have the wide lens, so now I can't be goofy. 0:02:11.560 --> 0:02:13.240 But yeah, I'm just gonna keep this one. But basically 0:02:13.320 --> 0:02:18.240 I just want to let everybody know because I'm just different, 0:02:18.320 --> 0:02:19.960 Like I'm not like y'all. I'm not like stuck in 0:02:20.000 --> 0:02:22.680 that capitalistic loop where I feel like this is like 0:02:23.760 --> 0:02:26.520 insidious need to go buy a new iPhone the second 0:02:26.560 --> 0:02:30.000 my iPhone breaks, Like, I keep everything, not because I'm 0:02:30.000 --> 0:02:33.840 a hoarder, but because one day you'll need it. See 0:02:33.880 --> 0:02:36.280 that's where my poor brain comes into use, because people 0:02:36.280 --> 0:02:38.079 are like, oh, like, just get rid of that. 0:02:38.000 --> 0:02:39.200 Phone, and I'm like, no, I need to keep it. 0:02:39.280 --> 0:02:41.040 What if something happens, Like I want to keep it. 0:02:41.040 --> 0:02:41.680 It's valuable. 0:02:41.919 --> 0:02:44.280 You're saying this like you didn't just spend like five 0:02:44.280 --> 0:02:45.840 thousand dollars in the past two days. 0:02:46.000 --> 0:02:48.480 Literally, Alisa sent me a picture that Comb released the 0:02:48.520 --> 0:02:50.960 ballet shoes that I just bought from the two thousand 0:02:50.960 --> 0:02:53.200 and three collection. They re released a new pair and 0:02:53.240 --> 0:02:55.200 I literally was like how much and them was like, wait, actually, 0:02:55.320 --> 0:02:57.519 literally don't tell me because I actually can't buy them, 0:02:57.520 --> 0:02:59.760 Like I should not buy them. I literally I have 0:03:00.120 --> 0:03:04.000 two pairs of comb flats, two pairs of ballet. 0:03:04.160 --> 0:03:04.839 And they don't fit. 0:03:05.160 --> 0:03:08.000 Nope, neither one's too big, one's too small. 0:03:08.440 --> 0:03:10.959 I just look, didn't you try to get it stretched out? Yeah? 0:03:10.960 --> 0:03:13.200 And it didn't work because literally, like the two thousand 0:03:13.200 --> 0:03:15.640 and three ones are made out of fucking wooden leather. 0:03:16.120 --> 0:03:18.800 Not even a leather turns to dust as he stretches. 0:03:20.400 --> 0:03:24.959 But basically all that aside, we're here to talk about. 0:03:24.760 --> 0:03:28.040 Weed, yep. I mean we've teased it a bunch before. 0:03:28.200 --> 0:03:31.600 We're here to talk about our experiences with weed. And 0:03:32.680 --> 0:03:36.040 I know we've said this probably thirty six billion times online, 0:03:36.160 --> 0:03:41.440 but we don't partake partake in like weed culture as 0:03:41.560 --> 0:03:44.000 much as you'd assume based off of our characters and 0:03:44.040 --> 0:03:48.720 how we act, because we are fucking monsters. 0:03:49.760 --> 0:03:51.120 No, and we're hella chill. 0:03:51.280 --> 0:03:55.640 We're chill as fuck. We're chill as fuck. But you know, 0:03:55.760 --> 0:03:59.880 sometimes we like to like have a weed induced panic 0:04:00.240 --> 0:04:01.880 every once in a while, we want to freak the 0:04:01.880 --> 0:04:05.640 fuck out. Yeah, so we smoke a little bit or 0:04:05.680 --> 0:04:06.240 eat a little bit. 0:04:06.280 --> 0:04:08.560 I guess, Yeah, I guess because I can't smoke. 0:04:08.600 --> 0:04:12.080 Okay, Like, okay, we'll explain our separate situations because we're 0:04:12.120 --> 0:04:16.520 like the same, but also like not because I can partake. 0:04:16.120 --> 0:04:17.920 If I walk. Yeah, but it has to be very 0:04:18.120 --> 0:04:23.000 very specific, Yeah, like I have to have weed that 0:04:23.120 --> 0:04:25.839 has like an intense amount of CBD in it for 0:04:25.920 --> 0:04:29.039 me to get high, because if it isn't more CBD 0:04:29.400 --> 0:04:31.800 than THHC, I will literally lose my mind and like 0:04:31.839 --> 0:04:32.599 run away forever. 0:04:32.760 --> 0:04:34.880 Like it's like a paradox for you though, because like 0:04:35.080 --> 0:04:38.960 you need uh CBD to like get high, but then 0:04:39.000 --> 0:04:41.240 you smoke CBD and you sleep till four pm the 0:04:41.279 --> 0:04:41.600 next day. 0:04:41.720 --> 0:04:43.520 Yeah, and CBD literally sedates me. 0:04:43.640 --> 0:04:46.560 Which is one of my theories is that, like I 0:04:46.600 --> 0:04:49.280 think I am, you would think I don't know how 0:04:49.279 --> 0:04:51.280 to explain this because like I in my head, I'm 0:04:51.279 --> 0:04:52.760 like weed is supposed to calm you down, but it 0:04:52.800 --> 0:04:56.120 literally gives me like such an adrenaline adrenaline rush that 0:04:56.200 --> 0:04:58.240 it like insides a panic. 0:04:59.360 --> 0:04:59.840 I don't know. 0:05:00.960 --> 0:05:02.480 I literally she doesn't know. 0:05:02.839 --> 0:05:05.200 I smoked just to Tiva once and I literally I 0:05:05.240 --> 0:05:07.120 started shaking and I almost went to psychosis. 0:05:07.120 --> 0:05:08.640 And I remember I was at a rideout and I 0:05:08.640 --> 0:05:09.160 was like, do. 0:05:09.160 --> 0:05:12.000 You have a CBD joint please? And need CBD? Now? 0:05:12.160 --> 0:05:14.840 Yeah, the CBD fixed me, but it might be placebo. 0:05:14.920 --> 0:05:17.440 I might just be like crazy, yeah, And I do know, 0:05:17.640 --> 0:05:21.840 I do. I found out that smoking on an empty 0:05:21.839 --> 0:05:26.160 stomach is really fucking bad. Like, oh yeah, that's probably why, 0:05:27.000 --> 0:05:30.520 like every time I've ever smoked weed or eaten weed, 0:05:30.640 --> 0:05:33.920 I've had just like the most awful, psychedelic, like bad 0:05:33.960 --> 0:05:37.240 trip experience of my entire life. It's because I probably 0:05:38.000 --> 0:05:41.320 don't have a full belly. Oh fully, Yeah, I'm curious 0:05:41.360 --> 0:05:45.560 to see if, maybe one day, if I'm ready enough 0:05:45.560 --> 0:05:49.240 and all that trauma from those terrible trips is gone, 0:05:49.400 --> 0:05:51.880 if I can just like eat a meal and then 0:05:51.960 --> 0:05:53.320 smoke and see if it's all good. 0:05:53.520 --> 0:05:56.240 Yeah, that's actually another thing I always eat before. Like 0:05:56.320 --> 0:05:59.280 I'll be with someone who like enjoys smoking weed and 0:05:59.360 --> 0:06:01.200 they'll be like, oh my god, I'm gonna smoke and 0:06:01.200 --> 0:06:04.920 then we should order food, and I'm like, no, I'm 0:06:05.000 --> 0:06:08.360 getting food in me, and then I can like maybe join. 0:06:08.320 --> 0:06:18.760 But maybe I'll have a midnight snack munchies, munchies. If 0:06:18.800 --> 0:06:21.600 you can't tell, I feel fucking batshit crazy today, I 0:06:21.640 --> 0:06:25.360 don't feel normal. I mean it's I'm not doing a 0:06:25.360 --> 0:06:28.800 good job at hiding it at this point. I'm not 0:06:28.839 --> 0:06:29.719 good at masking it. 0:06:30.480 --> 0:06:32.920 I genuinely actually do think it's because you need to eat. 0:06:33.200 --> 0:06:38.599 Yeah, because I think I was like I personally probably no, 0:06:40.880 --> 0:06:43.760 it's just it's too much, I think for me at 0:06:43.760 --> 0:06:47.440 the end of the day, like as the consumer, I 0:06:47.520 --> 0:06:50.440 want the I feel like people love weed so much 0:06:50.480 --> 0:06:53.360 because it's easy and like it feels good every time 0:06:53.400 --> 0:06:56.720 for them, and like the fact that like for you, 0:06:56.839 --> 0:06:58.839 it's a gamble, and then for me it's like I 0:06:58.880 --> 0:07:02.000 literally have to take all these precautionary steps to enjoy it. 0:07:02.040 --> 0:07:04.119 Most of the time. It's like that's why I can't 0:07:04.160 --> 0:07:08.840 be like a full time like consumer connoisseur, because I'm like, bitch, I. 0:07:08.760 --> 0:07:11.280 Want to see you at like full blown stone re phase, 0:07:11.360 --> 0:07:13.840 like picking out the nug that has the most crystallization 0:07:14.080 --> 0:07:17.840 at fucking flower or whatever, like doing the math on 0:07:17.880 --> 0:07:20.080 the thac and shit, that would be fucking awesome. But 0:07:20.320 --> 0:07:23.680 also I was thinking as you were saying that, I 0:07:23.760 --> 0:07:27.480 was like, I don't smoke weed. I haven't smoked weed 0:07:27.520 --> 0:07:30.240 since high school. So I'm thinking it also could be 0:07:30.320 --> 0:07:33.240 the fact that I'm just eating edibles because or like 0:07:33.400 --> 0:07:36.800 taking edible weed because I know it has like it's 0:07:36.880 --> 0:07:40.200 a crazy different effect, So maybe that has something to 0:07:40.200 --> 0:07:43.200 do with it. But like, well, no, I've had like 0:07:43.280 --> 0:07:46.360 fucking freakouts on just smoking weed too. I don't know. 0:07:46.880 --> 0:07:50.400 I just think I have like a weird brain chemistry, 0:07:50.600 --> 0:07:52.640 like I think it. I think it just has something 0:07:52.680 --> 0:07:56.440 to do with like my anxiety, and then like like 0:07:57.480 --> 0:08:00.560 weed just makes me like more anxious. I don't know. 0:08:00.600 --> 0:08:02.960 I go into it anxious every time. I'm like, oh, 0:08:03.000 --> 0:08:05.080 maybe I'm gonna have a bad drip or some shit. 0:08:05.480 --> 0:08:06.760 Yeah, I guess I used to have that. 0:08:08.560 --> 0:08:14.600 And then I like like was just like, dude, worse 0:08:14.640 --> 0:08:15.120 things worse. 0:08:15.160 --> 0:08:15.920 As I go to sleep. 0:08:15.960 --> 0:08:18.040 I just go to sleep cause I think, like the 0:08:18.120 --> 0:08:20.000 last time I had like a really bad Actually no, 0:08:20.080 --> 0:08:22.400 the last my last really bad high was like so 0:08:22.560 --> 0:08:23.239 fucking bad. 0:08:23.680 --> 0:08:26.640 But I think I'm trying. 0:08:26.720 --> 0:08:29.080 No, actually no, my last bad high was when you 0:08:29.320 --> 0:08:33.199 had your last good high was literally because we're always 0:08:33.200 --> 0:08:36.400 on fucking opposite, Yeah, it's when you, me and O'Ryan 0:08:36.520 --> 0:08:40.679 got high together and I got too high, which is again. 0:08:40.559 --> 0:08:42.720 Weird because I had just eaten dinner. Oh no, I 0:08:42.720 --> 0:08:45.840 didn't finish dinner because that's why it was a big drama. 0:08:46.160 --> 0:08:47.760 But I went home. 0:08:47.559 --> 0:08:50.040 And I and I had there's drama to unpact there. 0:08:50.240 --> 0:08:53.760 I know that I got high, and I at that 0:08:53.880 --> 0:08:56.640 point I can recognize it when it's like not too bad, 0:08:56.760 --> 0:08:59.680 like I've been good at being like oh fuck, like 0:09:00.200 --> 0:09:01.959 oh I have to just go put myself to bed 0:09:02.000 --> 0:09:03.280 and like get naked and shake. 0:09:03.160 --> 0:09:04.000 Until I fall asleep. 0:09:04.200 --> 0:09:07.000 The absolute worst feeling in the world is like a 0:09:07.080 --> 0:09:09.959 bad high and like you're laying in bed and you're like, 0:09:10.000 --> 0:09:11.719 I'm just gonna go to sleep, I'm gonna sleep it off, 0:09:11.760 --> 0:09:13.840 and then your like brain is going a million miles 0:09:13.840 --> 0:09:17.240 an hour and you're like literally freaking the fuck out. 0:09:17.280 --> 0:09:19.360 And I always go to this same thought where I'm 0:09:19.360 --> 0:09:21.600 like I'm trapped like this forever, like I'm stuck like this, 0:09:21.800 --> 0:09:24.320 like I'm literally gonna be stoned for the rest of 0:09:24.360 --> 0:09:26.439 my life. Like I literally hate this feeling. I want 0:09:26.480 --> 0:09:28.240 it gone. And then I wake up the next morning 0:09:28.240 --> 0:09:32.400 and I'm like, huh, I was like that was weird, 0:09:32.480 --> 0:09:34.240 that was goofy. 0:09:34.720 --> 0:09:37.120 I literally I don't know what I think. 0:09:37.200 --> 0:09:38.599 I don't know if I think like I'm gonna be 0:09:38.600 --> 0:09:40.280 stucky forever, but I think I'm just like. 0:09:41.880 --> 0:09:44.480 Embarrassed and like freaked out. 0:09:44.679 --> 0:09:47.760 Yeah, Like because I literally go into shakes, like I 0:09:47.840 --> 0:09:52.199 literally like I like physically start like trembling, and like 0:09:52.360 --> 0:09:54.559 I can't stop myself from trembling, which is also why 0:09:54.600 --> 0:09:57.199 I think it's like an adrenaline thing, because like each 0:09:57.240 --> 0:09:59.240 time it happens the same way. It's like I'm sitting 0:09:59.720 --> 0:10:02.000 and I don't know what trigger is it. Maybe it's 0:10:02.000 --> 0:10:04.320 someone mentioning that we're high, or like. 0:10:04.559 --> 0:10:05.320 I don't know what it is. 0:10:05.440 --> 0:10:06.599 You're high right now, aren't you. 0:10:06.720 --> 0:10:06.920 Dude? 0:10:07.040 --> 0:10:09.959 Christian did that to me once and it also destroyed me, like. 0:10:10.000 --> 0:10:11.280 Oh my god, you're so high. 0:10:11.360 --> 0:10:14.680 Yeah, I mean literally, actually the first time I had 0:10:14.720 --> 0:10:17.000 a bad high, That's how it happened, is I Like, 0:10:17.400 --> 0:10:21.319 should I just get into that story or yeah, So 0:10:21.559 --> 0:10:27.000 my first like really bad high was I I was Again, 0:10:27.040 --> 0:10:28.720 I was never like a stoner because I think, like 0:10:28.760 --> 0:10:30.720 we've said this before, like just in general, I don't 0:10:30.760 --> 0:10:35.240 like consume a lot. But like the first time I 0:10:35.400 --> 0:10:37.439 had a bad high, at this point, I was like 0:10:37.840 --> 0:10:41.240 I was fully chilled, like smoking eating edibles, like it 0:10:41.400 --> 0:10:42.160 didn't affect me. 0:10:42.200 --> 0:10:45.040 If anything, It took a lot for me to get high. 0:10:45.360 --> 0:10:48.599 So I was taking like anywhere from twenty five milligrams 0:10:48.600 --> 0:10:51.920 to fifty milligrams of edible and like not thinking twice 0:10:51.920 --> 0:10:52.920 about it, which. 0:10:52.679 --> 0:10:55.480 Is like before the naive is a shit ton, Like 0:10:55.520 --> 0:10:57.360 that's that's a lot of weed. 0:10:57.520 --> 0:10:59.960 Like, yeah, that is insane because like now I see 0:11:00.120 --> 0:11:02.600 literally someone take like a ten miligram edible and I 0:11:02.720 --> 0:11:03.480 freak the fuck out. 0:11:03.520 --> 0:11:05.720 I'm like, y'all are living life on the edge. Ye, 0:11:05.760 --> 0:11:07.960 you're a dangerous person. You scare the fuck out of me. 0:11:08.160 --> 0:11:12.000 Actually, a good fucking comparison is now for me to 0:11:12.040 --> 0:11:16.520 get high, it only takes max like five milligrams and 0:11:16.559 --> 0:11:18.680 it has to have a bunch of CBD with that. 0:11:19.320 --> 0:11:21.640 So I went from like being able to like down 0:11:21.640 --> 0:11:24.880 fifty milligrams and then on top of that, like two 0:11:24.960 --> 0:11:26.280 hours later smoke. 0:11:26.040 --> 0:11:27.920 Because I'm like, oh, I'm not as high anymore, Like 0:11:28.160 --> 0:11:29.280 I could. 0:11:29.040 --> 0:11:32.560 Do that literally first coming to La, like you were 0:11:32.679 --> 0:11:36.920 stones like the entire time, Like you smoked so much weak. 0:11:37.360 --> 0:11:39.720 It was just like it was literally like it was 0:11:39.720 --> 0:11:41.000 one of those things where I didn't get to do 0:11:41.080 --> 0:11:41.600 in high school. 0:11:41.600 --> 0:11:42.520 I couldn't do it at home. 0:11:42.679 --> 0:11:45.000 If my dad's hearing this, he's literally gonna kill himself 0:11:45.040 --> 0:11:46.600 because I haven't spoken him about this. 0:11:47.040 --> 0:11:49.160 Like literally, it was just like one of those things 0:11:49.160 --> 0:11:50.800 where I didn't do it at home. I didn't do 0:11:50.840 --> 0:11:52.839 it in high school, and then once I graduated, I 0:11:52.880 --> 0:11:55.520 was like, damn, I could just buy it here. 0:11:55.640 --> 0:11:56.959 I'm gonna explore a little bit. 0:11:57.080 --> 0:11:58.160 Even though I couldn't buy it here. 0:11:58.200 --> 0:12:00.840 I yeah, but whatever you get. It was just like 0:12:00.880 --> 0:12:03.640 a thing here. But yeah, I was like, oh I 0:12:03.679 --> 0:12:05.520 was in my I maybe I did. I had a 0:12:05.520 --> 0:12:08.520 little stoner face, but it was like only within the 0:12:08.559 --> 0:12:10.079 week I'd be here and then I would go. 0:12:10.040 --> 0:12:11.439 Home and like never do anything. 0:12:11.520 --> 0:12:16.920 Yeah, but it was dude, this day was a fucking nightmare. 0:12:16.920 --> 0:12:18.760 It was actually what what's that one convention? 0:12:19.760 --> 0:12:21.040 Uh? VidCon? 0:12:21.320 --> 0:12:22.720 It was it was VidCon. 0:12:23.360 --> 0:12:26.720 I came to VidCon alone. I had been up since 0:12:26.760 --> 0:12:30.360 six am. I was there all day alone. I had 0:12:30.559 --> 0:12:36.120 intense anxiety because like I don't do like well when 0:12:36.240 --> 0:12:40.480 like people come up to me, like in big groups, 0:12:40.880 --> 0:12:42.959 it like actually freaks me the fuck out. And I 0:12:43.000 --> 0:12:45.200 think it's mainly because like in my head, I'm like, 0:12:45.240 --> 0:12:46.679 y'all are about to attack me, and I'm about to 0:12:46.720 --> 0:12:48.600 have the fist fight everybody, Like I don't. 0:12:48.400 --> 0:12:51.079 Know you inct speaking and you're like, oh my god, 0:12:51.080 --> 0:12:52.599 there's a lot of people surrounding me. I'm gonna have 0:12:52.640 --> 0:12:53.200 to fight each. 0:12:53.080 --> 0:12:56.199 One literally, So like a bunch of people were coming 0:12:56.280 --> 0:12:58.720 up to me and like, I'm sure on the outside 0:12:58.720 --> 0:13:00.959 I looked normal on the indie, I was literally having 0:13:01.000 --> 0:13:03.680 a fucking panic attack. And then after that long day 0:13:03.720 --> 0:13:07.400 of just like anxiety and running around alone, I had 0:13:07.440 --> 0:13:10.760 to get in a two hour uber back to la 0:13:10.920 --> 0:13:13.680 from Anaheim because it was like during peak traffic. My 0:13:13.760 --> 0:13:17.000 uber driver was a creep. He asked for my number, 0:13:17.160 --> 0:13:19.640 was playing like music that he made that it was 0:13:19.720 --> 0:13:22.480 literally him wrapping over goosebump beats. 0:13:22.440 --> 0:13:25.040 Like it was the most insane shit ever. 0:13:26.040 --> 0:13:27.920 At one point, he like pulled off the highway and 0:13:27.960 --> 0:13:29.880 stopped to get gas and left me in the car alone, 0:13:29.920 --> 0:13:31.000 and I was like, oh my god, I'm gonna be 0:13:31.080 --> 0:13:32.880 murgered by him, Like he's gonna murder me. 0:13:34.200 --> 0:13:36.160 We later on went to like troll the fuck out 0:13:36.160 --> 0:13:39.040 of him and it was awesome. Yeah, but I got 0:13:39.080 --> 0:13:39.520 back home. 0:13:39.679 --> 0:13:42.600 I hadn't eaten yet, which like I had done before, 0:13:42.640 --> 0:13:44.920 I had like smoked and like had edibles on an 0:13:44.960 --> 0:13:47.960 empty stomach, but I had anxiety all day. I hadn't 0:13:48.000 --> 0:13:50.839 eat in and my friend was like, oh, I have 0:13:51.000 --> 0:13:52.120 like edibles, do you want some? 0:13:52.200 --> 0:13:53.400 And I was like, yeah, how much is that? And 0:13:53.440 --> 0:13:55.160 she was like twenty five and I was like, oh, perfect, 0:13:55.280 --> 0:13:57.280 So I took it, didn't think anything of it. 0:13:57.679 --> 0:14:01.319 Me and my brother, my friend Ashley, and her boyfriend 0:14:01.360 --> 0:14:05.800 at the time went to McDonald's. I think actually's boyfriend 0:14:05.840 --> 0:14:08.200 was driving or someone had a car. We were going 0:14:08.200 --> 0:14:12.480 to McDonald's. And as we got to McDonald's, I just 0:14:12.559 --> 0:14:16.319 like this was literally within like less than thirty minutes, 0:14:16.480 --> 0:14:19.720 I went from like being like just exhausted, anxiety ridden too, 0:14:19.800 --> 0:14:22.840 like being belligerently high, to the point that I like 0:14:22.960 --> 0:14:24.720 remember I went up to go order and I like 0:14:26.040 --> 0:14:28.720 I just like could barely read the menu because my 0:14:28.760 --> 0:14:31.520 brain was just like being fucking like smushed by the 0:14:31.560 --> 0:14:34.400 ass of an edible. And I was just like sitting 0:14:34.440 --> 0:14:36.280 there and I was like can I And I was 0:14:36.280 --> 0:14:38.480 like kind of stumbling over my words, and my friend 0:14:38.520 --> 0:14:42.520 actually from the side just goes, you're so high right now, 0:14:42.960 --> 0:14:46.440 and it literally just instantly like I was like, fuck, 0:14:46.680 --> 0:14:49.320 I am so high right now, Like yeah, I need 0:14:49.360 --> 0:14:50.560 to go, I need to get out of here. And 0:14:50.560 --> 0:14:52.720 I remember I like ordered stuff and I like went 0:14:52.760 --> 0:14:54.960 and like stood by the water the fountain machine and 0:14:55.040 --> 0:14:57.440 was like trying to distract myself and get like juice 0:14:57.640 --> 0:14:59.640 but actually and her boyfriend were like laughing at me, 0:14:59.680 --> 0:15:01.520 and don he was kind of just watching him, being like. 0:15:01.480 --> 0:15:03.040 What am I witnessing right now? 0:15:03.080 --> 0:15:06.520 Like this is weird. Dante was not high. Dante was 0:15:06.560 --> 0:15:08.280 just like sober and there Dante's also my brother. 0:15:08.320 --> 0:15:10.960 I don't know if I mentioned that. But we get 0:15:10.960 --> 0:15:11.640 back in the car. 0:15:11.800 --> 0:15:14.280 I'm like in the car and I'm like shoving fries 0:15:14.280 --> 0:15:16.440 in my mouth because I'm like, I think I need food, 0:15:16.520 --> 0:15:18.600 Like I'm just like shoving fries in my mouth. 0:15:18.920 --> 0:15:21.840 Hella silent. We get back to the apartment, and the 0:15:21.880 --> 0:15:26.160 apartment like was in downtown, the Airbnb, I was saying it, 0:15:26.280 --> 0:15:28.800 and it was like the parking garage was like a loop, 0:15:28.880 --> 0:15:31.920 like a spiral parking lot, and we couldn't find our 0:15:31.960 --> 0:15:32.760 fucking floor. 0:15:33.200 --> 0:15:37.440 So then I got the spins because Dante was driving 0:15:37.480 --> 0:15:39.280 and was just like going in a loop up and 0:15:39.280 --> 0:15:41.480 down and up and down, and everyone kept asking me, like, 0:15:41.560 --> 0:15:42.680 what's the parking spot number? 0:15:42.680 --> 0:15:43.600 What's the parking spot number? 0:15:43.600 --> 0:15:45.360 I was like, dude, I don't I don't know, Like 0:15:45.640 --> 0:15:48.440 please like stop talking to me right now, please, like actually, 0:15:48.480 --> 0:15:49.680 I'm freaking the fuck out. 0:15:50.000 --> 0:15:52.240 And then I don't even remember from the car to 0:15:52.280 --> 0:15:52.840 the apartment. 0:15:52.880 --> 0:15:55.240 But I got into the apartment, We're all sitting at 0:15:55.240 --> 0:15:59.440 this like island eating and all of a sudden, like 0:16:00.160 --> 0:16:02.440 we're talking and I don't think I'm talking that much, 0:16:02.480 --> 0:16:07.160 but the conversation starts like slowing down. And I don't 0:16:07.160 --> 0:16:11.000 know how to explain this, but like, sensences are still fluid, 0:16:11.040 --> 0:16:14.080 but the way they're happening is is like if after 0:16:14.160 --> 0:16:16.120 every word, you picked up the next word. So it 0:16:16.200 --> 0:16:20.640 was like, I think I need to drink water. 0:16:20.840 --> 0:16:22.560 You had a psychedelic trip. 0:16:22.680 --> 0:16:24.240 Yeah, So it was like it was like I would 0:16:24.280 --> 0:16:26.560 say I and then for anybody who's not watching it 0:16:26.640 --> 0:16:28.640 didn't see my hand movie, it's like I would be like, 0:16:28.760 --> 0:16:32.840 I think I need to drink water. 0:16:33.040 --> 0:16:35.000 And that's how the conversation was going. 0:16:35.040 --> 0:16:36.720 We were all sitting in a circle and it was 0:16:36.760 --> 0:16:39.880 going like that, and I just like in that moment, 0:16:39.920 --> 0:16:42.800 I was like, this is not normal, and I just 0:16:42.840 --> 0:16:44.680 like put my head down on the counter and I'm 0:16:44.680 --> 0:16:46.960 not kidding. I knocked the fuck out, Like I literally 0:16:47.000 --> 0:16:49.920 put my head down and I pass out, and Dante 0:16:50.000 --> 0:16:52.920 freaks out and like jerks me awake, and I wake 0:16:53.000 --> 0:16:54.800 up and I see them and I don't know who 0:16:54.840 --> 0:16:57.080 they are, and they scare the fuck out of me. 0:16:57.480 --> 0:17:01.160 You're literally the first person to overdose. Weird. You literally 0:17:01.200 --> 0:17:02.320 like overdose. 0:17:01.920 --> 0:17:04.960 And I'm not kidding because I literally did. Because then 0:17:05.400 --> 0:17:06.440 they scared the fuck out of me. 0:17:06.480 --> 0:17:12.480 I got up and I start screaming, like like like hysterical, like. 0:17:12.520 --> 0:17:16.119 Woman in danger screaming, and I'm like, God, in this apartment, 0:17:16.160 --> 0:17:20.280 I'm shrieking. I'm like, get the fuck away from me. 0:17:20.520 --> 0:17:23.520 And I'm like screaming and running around this like it's 0:17:23.560 --> 0:17:25.840 not a big apartment, it's like a one bedroom apartment. 0:17:25.880 --> 0:17:28.440 And I'm running in circles, like running away. 0:17:28.160 --> 0:17:31.240 From them, like screaming, and they're obviously chasing me because 0:17:31.240 --> 0:17:34.400 they're like girl, like they're going to grab me. And 0:17:34.520 --> 0:17:38.679 I'm just freaking out. And then finally I like, I 0:17:38.800 --> 0:17:41.240 like knock onto the floor. I think, I like fall 0:17:41.280 --> 0:17:43.119 onto the floor, onto my back and I'm like looking 0:17:43.200 --> 0:17:45.920 up and Dante's over me and is like what's wrong? 0:17:45.960 --> 0:17:47.840 And I'm like, who who are you? 0:17:47.840 --> 0:17:48.000 No? 0:17:48.240 --> 0:17:52.160 Wait, and I like the only way to describe this 0:17:52.200 --> 0:17:56.640 part is like this is what my life felt felt like. 0:17:56.680 --> 0:17:58.399 This is like a book, and this is what it 0:17:58.400 --> 0:17:58.800 felt like. 0:17:58.880 --> 0:18:04.159 It felt like like that like pages flipping rabbits. 0:18:04.600 --> 0:18:05.560 It felt like like. 0:18:08.600 --> 0:18:09.600 Speed up and slow. 0:18:09.960 --> 0:18:11.880 Yeah, Like it was like going slow and then going 0:18:11.920 --> 0:18:17.439 really fast and then going really slow and she and 0:18:17.480 --> 0:18:19.879 then I'm like laying on the floor and I like 0:18:19.920 --> 0:18:22.280 close my eyes and it's just pure white, and I 0:18:22.359 --> 0:18:26.440 like have zero thoughts and and like I start genuinely 0:18:26.480 --> 0:18:29.520 this sounds fucking crazy happening just off of an edible, 0:18:29.720 --> 0:18:32.600 but I literally start thinking about my whole life, like 0:18:32.880 --> 0:18:34.240 everything that's ever happened to me. 0:18:34.359 --> 0:18:36.640 Like I'm like, God, a very similar experience. 0:18:36.760 --> 0:18:39.200 Yeah, like recounting my life like trying to like it's 0:18:39.200 --> 0:18:40.720 like a part of my brain is trying to like 0:18:40.800 --> 0:18:42.880 feed me the information and be like this is. 0:18:42.800 --> 0:18:43.239 Who you are. 0:18:43.280 --> 0:18:45.520 And I'm like to Dante, I was like my name 0:18:45.560 --> 0:18:48.680 is any emails or like I'm from Miami. 0:18:48.800 --> 0:18:49.760 You're my older brother. 0:18:49.880 --> 0:18:52.679 I have like three other siblings, And like I'm like 0:18:53.040 --> 0:18:55.119 trying to like feed the information that my brain is 0:18:55.119 --> 0:18:57.280 feeding me to Dante to like verify it, to make 0:18:57.280 --> 0:19:01.639 sure that I'm like a real human. Yeah, and then 0:19:01.920 --> 0:19:04.280 I like get back up, and I'm still in a 0:19:04.320 --> 0:19:06.520 full panic, and I like run to my room and 0:19:06.560 --> 0:19:10.240 I like in front of everyone. I start stripping down 0:19:10.280 --> 0:19:13.600 my clothes and Dante's like a like like we're all here, 0:19:13.880 --> 0:19:16.639 and I was like look away, Like I don't know 0:19:16.640 --> 0:19:18.119 what I said, but I like got naked and got 0:19:18.200 --> 0:19:20.720 under the covers that I started shaking, like cause my 0:19:20.840 --> 0:19:23.560 clothes were like like suffocating me, so I had to 0:19:23.560 --> 0:19:25.399 get them off and I got under the covers and 0:19:25.440 --> 0:19:28.200 I was like shaking, and then I started making crazy 0:19:28.240 --> 0:19:31.000 accusations and like making up theories that I was like, 0:19:31.400 --> 0:19:34.119 I was like I know today, like I was alone 0:19:34.119 --> 0:19:35.960 with this person and this person and I think I 0:19:36.040 --> 0:19:39.160 was like given something from them and like this, Like dude, 0:19:39.160 --> 0:19:42.240 it was actually insane. Like I was convinced all my deepest, 0:19:42.280 --> 0:19:45.600 darkest fears had happened to me. And yeah, and then 0:19:45.640 --> 0:19:47.120 I woke up and I was like kind of still 0:19:47.119 --> 0:19:48.080 convinced about. 0:19:47.880 --> 0:19:49.800 That part, but yeah, and then you had a bad 0:19:49.840 --> 0:19:53.040 trip like two months later and re triggered that, like 0:19:53.480 --> 0:19:55.639 brought all that paranoia back, and you like sat in 0:19:55.640 --> 0:19:57.359 my lap crying about it all, and I was like, 0:19:57.480 --> 0:19:59.560 I don't know what to do here, but I'm just 0:19:59.600 --> 0:20:02.280 gonna pay your head and like everything's gonna be okay. 0:20:02.560 --> 0:20:05.679 I have a very similar like bad weed trip story 0:20:05.760 --> 0:20:10.199 where so like back in Texas, Like well, I have 0:20:10.320 --> 0:20:14.040 two really bad ones from Texas. So the first one, 0:20:14.200 --> 0:20:17.040 like I was in high school and like weed was 0:20:17.080 --> 0:20:20.960 still very illegal and like my parents like weren't down 0:20:21.000 --> 0:20:23.440 for it or whatever, and just like all this crazy shit. 0:20:24.040 --> 0:20:26.880 So me and my friends like bought like a baggy weed. 0:20:26.880 --> 0:20:29.040 I don't know how much fucking weed we bought whatever, 0:20:30.880 --> 0:20:34.720 and like, uh, for some reason, like they penned on me. 0:20:34.800 --> 0:20:36.320 It was always like I don't want it at my house, 0:20:36.359 --> 0:20:37.840 so you take it at We'll give it to you 0:20:37.880 --> 0:20:39.440 and you can keep it at your house. And then 0:20:39.480 --> 0:20:41.600 like for some reason it fell back on me and 0:20:41.640 --> 0:20:43.679 like I had never smoked alone before, and I was 0:20:43.720 --> 0:20:45.439 just like I don't want this in my room, but whatever, 0:20:45.560 --> 0:20:47.879 like I'll I'll have it in my room. So I 0:20:47.880 --> 0:20:52.600 had this like baggie of weed and like joint papers, 0:20:52.640 --> 0:20:54.760 and I was just like a loon and board one 0:20:54.840 --> 0:20:56.560 night on the weekend and I was like you know what, 0:20:56.880 --> 0:20:59.800 like I'm gonna smoke alone and see what happens. So 0:20:59.880 --> 0:21:01.760 I like took the weaed out of the bag, like 0:21:01.800 --> 0:21:04.199 crushed it up with my fucking fingers and rolled like 0:21:04.800 --> 0:21:08.320 I'm not kidding. The worst joint I have ever seen 0:21:08.359 --> 0:21:10.720 in my entire life. Like it was actually a fucking 0:21:10.800 --> 0:21:15.199 tooth pick. Literally it was like crinkly and like fucking 0:21:15.320 --> 0:21:17.320 just rancid. Looking at it was like actually hard to 0:21:17.359 --> 0:21:20.560 look at. It was so gross. And like I went 0:21:20.600 --> 0:21:24.800 out to like my balcony and I smoked this joint 0:21:25.000 --> 0:21:28.080 and like I like when I tell you, like there 0:21:28.160 --> 0:21:30.080 was no weat inside of it, Like there was like 0:21:30.200 --> 0:21:32.080 no wheat. It was literally like I was just smoking 0:21:32.080 --> 0:21:35.160 a rolling paper. But like for some reason, I got 0:21:35.200 --> 0:21:40.320 like blasted into outer space like literally like zoted beyond belief, 0:21:40.359 --> 0:21:43.119 and I was like, oh my fucking god, like this 0:21:43.320 --> 0:21:45.560 is terrible, Like I hate this. I hate the way 0:21:45.560 --> 0:21:48.040 I feel. And then I just like went back to 0:21:48.040 --> 0:21:49.800 my room and tried to like have fun, but I 0:21:49.840 --> 0:21:51.919 literally like couldn't. Like I was like, you smile, like 0:21:51.960 --> 0:21:54.840 you'll be fine, just smile through it, like you'll be okay, 0:21:54.880 --> 0:21:57.159 You'll be okay. And so I'm just like sitting in 0:21:57.160 --> 0:21:59.320 my bed like with my eyes closed, like rocking back 0:21:59.359 --> 0:22:02.800 and forth, just smially like just smiling like and then 0:22:02.920 --> 0:22:06.399 like I like almost like astral projected or some weird 0:22:06.440 --> 0:22:08.439 shit and I was like looking at myself in the 0:22:08.480 --> 0:22:11.200 third person, and I was like, oh my god, I'm 0:22:11.280 --> 0:22:14.520 literally like I've lost my mind. Like I'm sitting on 0:22:14.520 --> 0:22:17.600 my bed like smiling, rocking back and forth like and 0:22:17.640 --> 0:22:19.640 then I'm looking at myself. It was like this whole 0:22:19.720 --> 0:22:22.879 weird like cycle of thoughts and then I like snap 0:22:22.920 --> 0:22:25.119 out of it and I like open my eyes and 0:22:25.119 --> 0:22:27.159 then I'm like, oh my god, like I'm freaking the 0:22:27.200 --> 0:22:29.520 fuck out, like I'm trapped like this forever, like I 0:22:29.560 --> 0:22:33.199 triggered like schizophrenia, Like I'm like literally gonna be like 0:22:33.200 --> 0:22:34.760 this forever, like oh my god, Oh my god, and 0:22:34.840 --> 0:22:37.720 just like spiral thoughts, like they just keep compounding and 0:22:37.760 --> 0:22:41.120 snowballing and it just becomes like like a real thing 0:22:41.200 --> 0:22:43.240 for you if you're like having a bad trip. And 0:22:43.280 --> 0:22:45.000 so I lay under my covers and I close my 0:22:45.040 --> 0:22:47.119 eyes and then I start thinking about my parents and 0:22:47.160 --> 0:22:49.800 I'm like, oh my god, like my parents like I'm 0:22:49.880 --> 0:22:52.439 up here like I'm a degenerate. I just smoked a joint. 0:22:52.600 --> 0:22:55.520 Like my parents, if they knew this would like literally 0:22:55.600 --> 0:22:58.560 like disown me, like they're so disappointed in me. And 0:22:58.600 --> 0:23:01.280 like that said, like even now, like as a twenty 0:23:01.320 --> 0:23:03.719 three year old in a state where it's legal, like 0:23:03.920 --> 0:23:08.600 fully financially like supporting myself. When I smoke, I still 0:23:08.640 --> 0:23:10.360 have like intrusive thoughts in the back of my brain 0:23:10.400 --> 0:23:12.960 where I'm like my parents would be so disappointed in me, 0:23:13.119 --> 0:23:17.080 like literally just like the weirdest shit. So I'm laying 0:23:17.080 --> 0:23:21.000 in bed and then like like the craziest thoughts start 0:23:21.000 --> 0:23:23.199 coming into my brain, like the craziest shit, and I 0:23:23.280 --> 0:23:26.639 just like start I just start repeating the word like 0:23:26.840 --> 0:23:31.040 blood in my head over and over again, like blood, blood, blood, blood, blood, 0:23:31.160 --> 0:23:33.479 and like there's like a second thought in my head 0:23:33.520 --> 0:23:35.919 where it's like stop saying that, stop saying that, but 0:23:36.000 --> 0:23:39.280 I keep saying blood like over and over again. And 0:23:39.320 --> 0:23:41.680 this went on for like fifteen minutes, and I was like, 0:23:41.720 --> 0:23:44.119 friends gave you mad, Literally, that's like I think. I 0:23:44.200 --> 0:23:46.119 was like I don't know what the fuck it was, 0:23:46.160 --> 0:23:49.040 but I'm repeating blood and over and over and over 0:23:49.119 --> 0:23:51.359 again in my head, and I'm like, oh my god, Like, 0:23:51.400 --> 0:23:53.879 did I just like find out that I'm a serial killer? 0:23:53.960 --> 0:23:54.800 Like am I? 0:23:54.920 --> 0:23:55.040 Did? 0:23:55.080 --> 0:23:57.400 I just like awaken the fact that I'm like an 0:23:57.440 --> 0:24:01.399 actual serial killer in my brain and like I just 0:24:01.480 --> 0:24:04.160 want to kill people now, like I don't know what 0:24:04.240 --> 0:24:06.639 was going on. And then I just had this like 0:24:07.200 --> 0:24:10.400 ridiculous thought. I was like, there's knife downstairs, like get 0:24:10.440 --> 0:24:13.080 the knife and like and then I was like then 0:24:13.119 --> 0:24:14.720 I was like, oh my god, like this is real, 0:24:14.800 --> 0:24:17.000 Like I need to just like figure this out. So 0:24:17.080 --> 0:24:19.879 I took a bunch of sleeping aid and just knocked 0:24:19.920 --> 0:24:21.560 myself out and I woke up the next day and 0:24:22.080 --> 0:24:26.320 was totally fucking fine. And then probably like I should 0:24:26.320 --> 0:24:27.800 have just known then and there never to fuck with 0:24:27.800 --> 0:24:29.800 w weed again, because like I literally think it's like 0:24:29.800 --> 0:24:32.800 from the devil, Like literally it's it's like devil shit, 0:24:32.960 --> 0:24:35.679 Like it like opens your fucking third eye, and like 0:24:35.720 --> 0:24:37.679 it awakens you from society. 0:24:37.800 --> 0:24:39.760 Well alcohol opens you up to demon. 0:24:40.080 --> 0:24:46.480 Yeah. Literally no, it like it's so evil, like if 0:24:46.520 --> 0:24:52.639 it is evil to you. But then I like like 0:24:52.680 --> 0:24:54.600 two weeks later, I should have known better, but I 0:24:54.640 --> 0:24:56.640 was like whatever, Like I'm with my homies, like it'll 0:24:56.680 --> 0:24:59.760 probably be different. So we're like in this like addict 0:24:59.760 --> 0:25:02.840 space because again, like it's illegal where we live, like 0:25:02.840 --> 0:25:06.200 we have to hide when we do it, and it's 0:25:06.200 --> 0:25:09.160 like furnished though, and like this is the first time 0:25:09.200 --> 0:25:11.960 I've ever used like a bong before, and like if 0:25:12.000 --> 0:25:15.600 you haven't used a bong before, like it is so 0:25:15.760 --> 0:25:18.600 much weed smoke all at once, like it's really really 0:25:18.600 --> 0:25:20.919 gnarly and it hits you way quicker and it's just 0:25:20.960 --> 0:25:23.320 like this whole fucking thing. And also like my friends 0:25:23.320 --> 0:25:25.959 would be like no, like if you cough, you get higher, 0:25:25.960 --> 0:25:28.000 like you need the cough more. And I was like no, 0:25:28.160 --> 0:25:31.159 like it hurts, like whatever. So I take this like 0:25:31.400 --> 0:25:33.359 everybody takes a bon rip and then it comes to 0:25:33.400 --> 0:25:35.000 me and I'm like, oh, like I don't want to 0:25:35.000 --> 0:25:38.200 do this, like this this is gonna suck, but I 0:25:38.240 --> 0:25:41.879 like feel peer pressure, not from they weren't like you 0:25:42.000 --> 0:25:43.720 have to do it, but I feel like this just 0:25:43.760 --> 0:25:46.240 like if I don't do it, I'll like be a whatever. 0:25:46.359 --> 0:25:48.960 I'll I'm you're gonna be a bit. Yeah, I'm a bitch, 0:25:49.000 --> 0:25:50.520 like and I don't want to be a booch. So 0:25:50.600 --> 0:25:54.520 I like take this like massive bond rip and everyone's 0:25:54.560 --> 0:25:57.040 like no, that was too much, Like that was a 0:25:57.040 --> 0:25:59.080 big hit, like that that's the most smoke I've ever 0:25:59.119 --> 0:26:00.640 seen come out of it, like all this. 0:26:00.640 --> 0:26:03.200 Crazy shit like point zero seconds. 0:26:03.280 --> 0:26:05.679 No, I was petrified. I was literally like oh, my 0:26:05.800 --> 0:26:08.320 fucking god, this is about to be so bad. So 0:26:08.359 --> 0:26:11.000 then I immediately like stumble over to this couch and 0:26:11.119 --> 0:26:13.640 just like like close my eyes and like go into 0:26:13.640 --> 0:26:17.399 my head, and like it was like I was like 0:26:17.920 --> 0:26:21.760 experiencing life from like a cell, like from the very 0:26:22.119 --> 0:26:26.119 first cell that was formed in my mother's body. Like 0:26:26.200 --> 0:26:29.960 it felt like I like was like in that you 0:26:29.960 --> 0:26:33.160 know that SpongeBob episode where like the it's the white 0:26:33.200 --> 0:26:35.919 room and like the shapes and the words, like it 0:26:35.960 --> 0:26:42.479 felt like I was in that universe. But then like 0:26:42.480 --> 0:26:45.000 like it was just like the world was exploding around 0:26:45.040 --> 0:26:47.520 me or whatever, and like I like began as a 0:26:47.560 --> 0:26:50.440 cell and then like I like formed into like a 0:26:50.520 --> 0:26:52.479 clump of cells, and then I was a fetus and 0:26:52.520 --> 0:26:55.720 then like I was born, and I just like experienced 0:26:55.720 --> 0:26:59.080 my life and like then it went on beyond like 0:26:59.240 --> 0:27:01.719 where I was now, and I like experienced like my 0:27:01.800 --> 0:27:04.440 life up until like death, and like it was this 0:27:04.520 --> 0:27:08.720 crazy fucking experience. Like it was literally the most hallucinogenic, 0:27:08.760 --> 0:27:12.200 like psychedelic experience I've ever had in my entire life, 0:27:12.240 --> 0:27:16.800 like even have like partaking in like mushrooms, LSD and 0:27:16.880 --> 0:27:19.880 shit like that. So I was just like holy shit. 0:27:20.040 --> 0:27:22.280 Like it wasn't necessarily a bad trip, but it was 0:27:22.400 --> 0:27:25.800 like it was just like so anxiety inducing and like 0:27:25.840 --> 0:27:29.480 it fucked me up for like we no like years, 0:27:29.520 --> 0:27:32.080 Like I genuinely think it's like that was like the 0:27:32.119 --> 0:27:36.440 beginning of like my super like existential like thought processes 0:27:36.480 --> 0:27:38.479 and shit, Like I really do think it was just 0:27:38.560 --> 0:27:42.040 like the kickstarter of my depression. Like I like couldn't 0:27:42.080 --> 0:27:43.800 look at I couldn't look up at the stars at 0:27:43.880 --> 0:27:45.800 night because I was just like so scared of like 0:27:45.920 --> 0:27:50.400 the infinite like universe and like my brain can't process that. Ah, yeah, dude, 0:27:50.400 --> 0:27:53.480 it it fucked my shit up. But here we are 0:27:53.560 --> 0:27:55.040 now and you. 0:27:54.960 --> 0:27:55.600 Still be trying. 0:27:56.480 --> 0:28:00.160 I'm still fucked up. But yeah, those were like two 0:28:00.200 --> 0:28:02.280 of the most notable weed trips I've had. And then, 0:28:02.359 --> 0:28:04.520 like I've said it before, but like recently i'd like 0:28:04.720 --> 0:28:07.720 had two milligrams of a weed soda and thought people 0:28:07.800 --> 0:28:12.199 were like trying to break into our house. Like I like, 0:28:13.200 --> 0:28:13.679 I have. 0:28:13.640 --> 0:28:16.639 Like another story, but it's like so fucking gnarly, I 0:28:16.680 --> 0:28:17.959 like literally don't want to say it. 0:28:18.000 --> 0:28:23.320 The one where I was like literally like watching myself 0:28:23.520 --> 0:28:25.159 in like an ad or whatever. 0:28:25.440 --> 0:28:28.119 Oh, like that one was just so insane, and that 0:28:28.160 --> 0:28:31.080 one's like kind of I feel like it'd be triggering, 0:28:31.160 --> 0:28:32.879 so like I don't want to talk about it, but 0:28:32.920 --> 0:28:36.199 it literally was like so fucking insane, like on my 0:28:36.400 --> 0:28:40.960 last really bad like psychosis ass shit, I was literally 0:28:41.040 --> 0:28:45.120 like out of body watching myself experience the things I 0:28:45.160 --> 0:28:47.760 was watching, and I was being told what not to 0:28:47.840 --> 0:28:50.840 do in my life to avoid this situation I was 0:28:50.880 --> 0:28:53.719 already in and it was so fucked up and like 0:28:53.800 --> 0:28:56.840 it was involving someone else and like the other person 0:28:57.000 --> 0:29:00.160 was like playing a part in the like infomercial I 0:29:00.200 --> 0:29:04.320 was watching. It was insane and yeah, that also ended 0:29:04.360 --> 0:29:07.120 with me shaking and going to sleep. I've been pretty lucky, 0:29:07.200 --> 0:29:12.560 like I haven't had like a bad weed experience probably 0:29:12.800 --> 0:29:14.680 since like twenty nineteen. 0:29:14.840 --> 0:29:16.480 Yeah, since late twenty which. 0:29:16.360 --> 0:29:18.680 Is because you like just figured out what works for you. Yeah. 0:29:18.720 --> 0:29:22.120 I just like during quarantine specifically, like me and O'Ryan 0:29:22.280 --> 0:29:24.640 would like experiment. 0:29:24.320 --> 0:29:25.920 And I found it out surely. 0:29:26.480 --> 0:29:28.560 Yeah, we would like touch each other's boobs and like 0:29:28.600 --> 0:29:30.560 get high, so that it was like we were like 0:29:30.600 --> 0:29:32.200 a little more like chill with it, like. 0:29:32.240 --> 0:29:36.680 Keep going oh huh uh. Sorry, I forgot the mics 0:29:36.680 --> 0:29:40.160 and camera we're here. This is weird toopid, but. 0:29:41.760 --> 0:29:44.040 Oh I think that's also another thing, is it depends 0:29:44.040 --> 0:29:46.680 on who you're with, because like I would like try 0:29:46.680 --> 0:29:49.600 to get high with like literally everybody in the world, 0:29:49.640 --> 0:29:51.920 and like in like situations where I didn't know people 0:29:52.080 --> 0:29:55.000 very well and I like, yeh, wasn't super relaxed around them, 0:29:55.200 --> 0:29:58.040 and then I like just like filed it down to 0:29:58.080 --> 0:29:58.880 only getting. 0:29:58.640 --> 0:30:01.040 High around like you and Ora in and then like 0:30:01.080 --> 0:30:04.160 from there I could like venture into like even other 0:30:04.160 --> 0:30:06.120 people in the front group. But it was literally just 0:30:06.160 --> 0:30:08.560 like who are the people that have seen me at 0:30:08.560 --> 0:30:10.280 like my lowest and like most vulnerable. 0:30:10.320 --> 0:30:11.680 And I was like, okay, Drew and a Ryan, like 0:30:11.960 --> 0:30:14.320 because if y'all see me panic, like I won't. 0:30:14.160 --> 0:30:16.040 Feel as much embarrassment and shame. 0:30:16.560 --> 0:30:19.920 So like that was another thing, was like I hated 0:30:19.960 --> 0:30:23.480 the feeling of like embarrassment, and that would make all 0:30:23.520 --> 0:30:25.920 of my like bad highs even worse because like on 0:30:25.960 --> 0:30:28.680 top of just panicking from like being like fuck, I'm like. 0:30:29.480 --> 0:30:32.040 Literally having a psychedelic trip right now. 0:30:32.080 --> 0:30:34.600 Like I was like embarrassed by the fact that like 0:30:34.880 --> 0:30:37.360 something that's seen as simple as weed was doing that 0:30:37.440 --> 0:30:37.640 to me. 0:30:37.840 --> 0:30:39.080 But I feel like it's common. 0:30:39.280 --> 0:30:40.640 Yeah, it's very common. 0:30:40.680 --> 0:30:40.959 I was. 0:30:41.040 --> 0:30:43.160 I was laughing because I was thinking about, like, next 0:30:43.160 --> 0:30:44.880 time you have a bad trip around me, I'm literally 0:30:44.960 --> 0:30:47.720 gonna just like make fun of you, and like I'm 0:30:47.760 --> 0:30:50.520 literally just gonna be like nightmare, Like You're gonna have 0:30:50.520 --> 0:30:52.880 a nightmare, like Drew is fucking evil. 0:30:53.800 --> 0:30:56.400 You come into a room, me and Uran will be. 0:30:56.360 --> 0:31:00.360 Like very calmly watching TV and like watching my near 0:31:00.440 --> 0:31:03.040 death comps, like highest shit just on the sofa. 0:31:03.160 --> 0:31:05.200 Dude, wait, we need to keep you one way. 0:31:05.280 --> 0:31:08.120 Drew will come in and be like nightmare, nightmare and 0:31:08.320 --> 0:31:10.800 be like, oh my god, y'all looks so high right now. 0:31:10.960 --> 0:31:12.840 It smells like weed in here. Did you smoke? 0:31:13.160 --> 0:31:15.800 Like just saying all this shit and like trying to 0:31:15.800 --> 0:31:17.840 freak us out. And I feel like there was like 0:31:17.880 --> 0:31:20.600 maybe one time where it like kind of almost got me. 0:31:20.840 --> 0:31:22.400 But then I was like, no, he's like doing this 0:31:22.440 --> 0:31:22.880 on purpose. 0:31:22.880 --> 0:31:26.160 Like ignore him. I do to people that like understand 0:31:26.200 --> 0:31:28.040 that I'm joking, but like I don't go into like 0:31:28.080 --> 0:31:29.719 a group of people who are like stone out their 0:31:29.720 --> 0:31:33.080 mind and I'm like, y'all are like gross degenerate. 0:31:33.440 --> 0:31:36.320 You did you know you did it recently? Like, fuck, 0:31:36.360 --> 0:31:37.080 I can't think of it. 0:31:37.120 --> 0:31:39.480 But we were like, I think in the car or something, 0:31:40.000 --> 0:31:41.520 and you like it was like me and a few 0:31:41.520 --> 0:31:43.480 other people and you were like, oh my god, y'all are. 0:31:43.360 --> 0:31:46.720 Like so high right now, like and you just. 0:31:47.160 --> 0:31:49.600 Deliberate like that, like you deliver it like you're gonna 0:31:49.600 --> 0:31:52.239 say something important, so we all listen, and then you're like, 0:31:52.440 --> 0:31:53.440 y'all are so high right now? 0:31:53.440 --> 0:31:54.000 Are you okay? 0:31:54.200 --> 0:31:55.560 Like, dude, are you freaking out? 0:31:55.840 --> 0:31:58.000 It's it's probably the most evil thing I do. It's 0:31:58.080 --> 0:32:00.520 like try to I try to purposely green people out 0:32:00.520 --> 0:32:02.320 because I just want them to feel what I feel, 0:32:02.360 --> 0:32:05.360 you know, because I forgot about this but when I 0:32:05.400 --> 0:32:12.040 was back My most recent bad weed experience was when 0:32:12.080 --> 0:32:15.000 I was back in Texas. Yeah, and I was like 0:32:15.600 --> 0:32:17.880 laying on the couch watching TV, and I just had 0:32:17.920 --> 0:32:23.160 the gnarliest thoughts about like like we were watching Netflix 0:32:23.160 --> 0:32:25.600 and I was watching these shows on Netflix and I 0:32:25.680 --> 0:32:29.760 was like, I was like, no, this is like garbage TV. 0:32:29.960 --> 0:32:32.479 Like we're watching garbage TV. And then we watched I 0:32:32.520 --> 0:32:34.280 was like, I was like, we have to turn this off. 0:32:34.360 --> 0:32:36.280 We have to turn this episode off, like or we 0:32:36.280 --> 0:32:38.320 have to turn the show off because it's literally like 0:32:38.720 --> 0:32:42.360 it was made by aliens to like keep us like down, 0:32:42.480 --> 0:32:48.600 like there's some like crazy like freaked out like like 0:32:48.960 --> 0:32:51.600 thought process. So we switched it and we put on 0:32:51.640 --> 0:32:54.720 this like magic show and it was like this dude 0:32:54.760 --> 0:32:58.040 doing this switch. But it was like it was so 0:32:58.160 --> 0:33:00.640 confusing because it was like this dude doing magic, but 0:33:00.680 --> 0:33:03.000 I couldn't tell if it was like a joke or 0:33:03.040 --> 0:33:05.160 if it was real or what. And I just kept 0:33:05.200 --> 0:33:07.240 saying that out loud, and I kept like audibly being 0:33:07.280 --> 0:33:09.840 like no, no, like no, like turn this off. And 0:33:09.880 --> 0:33:12.200 I just kept going into these thoughts about like how 0:33:12.240 --> 0:33:16.560 like like this is gonna like I literally sound psycho. 0:33:16.640 --> 0:33:19.280 But I was like, dude, like TV is made to 0:33:19.400 --> 0:33:23.120 like keep the population at bay, like like just like 0:33:23.120 --> 0:33:27.120 the most like the eighties, Yeah, exactly, like the most 0:33:27.160 --> 0:33:29.720 smoked thoughts you can ever have. And I was like 0:33:29.880 --> 0:33:31.640 this is why I don't do like, this is why 0:33:31.720 --> 0:33:34.360 I don't smoke or take edibles because I literally like 0:33:34.480 --> 0:33:37.760 cannot remember like the last good experience I had. And 0:33:37.840 --> 0:33:39.800 even like like I don't know, I don't know, I 0:33:39.800 --> 0:33:43.480 don't care, but like literally I could just go on 0:33:43.520 --> 0:33:49.880 to it, shut the fuck up whatever. But I'm like, 0:33:50.520 --> 0:33:52.480 not anti weed, because I know it does help a 0:33:52.480 --> 0:33:55.360 lot of people, but like for me personally, I'm like, 0:33:55.400 --> 0:33:58.640 it's it was made by the devil, like literally, and 0:33:58.680 --> 0:33:59.640 it's trying to kill me. 0:34:01.880 --> 0:34:03.680 You're like, it's trying to kill me when the only 0:34:03.840 --> 0:34:04.600 person to go put. 0:34:04.520 --> 0:34:07.480 It in you is you, Like exactly, no, the weed, 0:34:07.800 --> 0:34:08.840 it controls people. 0:34:09.760 --> 0:34:10.200 I think. 0:34:10.760 --> 0:34:13.960 I was just thinking, Oh, that reminded me of when 0:34:14.000 --> 0:34:16.840 I went to Texas for like that fun party we 0:34:16.840 --> 0:34:17.760 went to what was that party? 0:34:17.800 --> 0:34:18.960 I went to Texas for. 0:34:22.360 --> 0:34:27.480 My brother's funeral. That was the event of the year. 0:34:28.160 --> 0:34:29.920 But when I went to Texas for that and I 0:34:30.120 --> 0:34:37.120 like brought the my like chocolate edibles like that one 0:34:37.320 --> 0:34:41.759 that edible is like five to five five five CPD and. 0:34:41.800 --> 0:34:47.600 I just remember I got I just realized where you're going. 0:34:47.880 --> 0:34:50.799 I got so high with Drew's family, who I like, 0:34:50.960 --> 0:34:54.360 this is my first time meeting them, and we like 0:34:54.520 --> 0:34:56.520 all like got a little like some of us got 0:34:56.520 --> 0:34:59.560 a little high, and I got high, and you were 0:34:59.560 --> 0:35:01.520 trying to get us all to play Catan, and I 0:35:01.600 --> 0:35:03.799 literally I was like, dude, like, my friend. 0:35:03.600 --> 0:35:04.759 Don't play Catan with me? 0:35:05.000 --> 0:35:06.400 Do you know, play a fucking cheater. 0:35:06.640 --> 0:35:08.920 I don't cheat. I just play the chaos agent. I 0:35:09.080 --> 0:35:12.359 like causing people pain. I like being the villain. I 0:35:12.440 --> 0:35:14.520 like being the villain. I can't be the villain in 0:35:14.520 --> 0:35:17.440 real life, so I'll do it in fucking board game reality. 0:35:17.520 --> 0:35:20.120 But we was trying to get us all to play Catana, 0:35:20.120 --> 0:35:21.839 and I was like, dude, I can't, like my brain 0:35:21.880 --> 0:35:22.440 can't do this. 0:35:22.680 --> 0:35:24.839 And then I got hungry and I got up. 0:35:24.880 --> 0:35:27.799 There was like leftover like tacos that I could make 0:35:27.840 --> 0:35:30.040 in the kitchen, and I got up to go make tacos, 0:35:30.080 --> 0:35:32.280 and I'm like, girls in the kitchen. 0:35:32.760 --> 0:35:35.279 She was in the kitchen for forty five minutes, and 0:35:35.320 --> 0:35:37.520 she okay, she was in the kitchen for forty five minutes, 0:35:37.560 --> 0:35:40.719 like making like small little sounds like like you'd hear 0:35:40.800 --> 0:35:43.360 like tinfoil crunch, and then you'd hear a drawer like 0:35:43.440 --> 0:35:46.000 open and shut the you need'd hear like a spatula. 0:35:46.320 --> 0:35:49.200 And she was in there literally like forever. I was sober, 0:35:49.320 --> 0:35:52.280 so like my like grasp of time was like very accurate, 0:35:52.520 --> 0:35:54.880 and I was like, I was like, what is she 0:35:55.000 --> 0:35:57.120 doing in there? What is she building in there? And 0:35:57.200 --> 0:36:01.759 like she came back with like two most bunk, like 0:36:01.880 --> 0:36:05.600 literally two bunk fucking tacos, like the most bunk shit 0:36:05.680 --> 0:36:06.480 I've ever seen. 0:36:07.080 --> 0:36:09.359 No, I don't know why I'm anything. I just had 0:36:09.360 --> 0:36:11.120 a wonderful conversation with a friend. 0:36:11.440 --> 0:36:14.839 That's what I felt like walking into the I was 0:36:14.880 --> 0:36:16.959 literally just in there, like thinking in my bird. 0:36:17.200 --> 0:36:19.239 And the thing is, I did get anxiety because I was. 0:36:19.200 --> 0:36:21.799 Like, I've been in here for some and I think 0:36:22.320 --> 0:36:25.359 one of my uh, I think your mom, my mom 0:36:25.480 --> 0:36:28.080 was like you were in there forever, and then everybody 0:36:28.200 --> 0:36:29.560 just died laughing, and. 0:36:29.800 --> 0:36:32.360 I remember, you know what made it even longer because 0:36:32.480 --> 0:36:34.120 every now and then I would stop and like look 0:36:34.200 --> 0:36:36.040 over to see if y'all were looking at me, and 0:36:36.160 --> 0:36:39.680 like I would like spend like three minutes like eyeballing 0:36:39.760 --> 0:36:42.200 y'all to see if somebody looked up to look at me. 0:36:42.760 --> 0:36:45.080 And it made the process lower because I'd like do 0:36:45.200 --> 0:36:47.200 one thing and then be like, dude, I've been doing 0:36:47.200 --> 0:36:49.600 this for so far, like look over and see if 0:36:49.680 --> 0:36:50.600 y'all were looking at me. 0:36:50.960 --> 0:36:51.280 Dude. 0:36:51.400 --> 0:36:53.640 But that's one of those times where like I got anxiety, 0:36:53.640 --> 0:36:54.440 but it wasn't. 0:36:54.200 --> 0:36:56.360 Like like gonna kill your Yeah, I wasn't. 0:36:56.160 --> 0:36:56.640 Gonna kill me. 0:36:56.680 --> 0:36:58.440 It was like funny because I was like, dude, if 0:36:58.480 --> 0:37:01.240 I'm in here for any longer, it's like it's gonna 0:37:01.239 --> 0:37:01.920 be like too. 0:37:01.760 --> 0:37:03.439 Funny, Like I like need to get out. 0:37:03.760 --> 0:37:07.480 Did I just like I romanticize like sneaking around my 0:37:07.640 --> 0:37:10.360 like family so much like with weed. Like I'll like 0:37:10.400 --> 0:37:12.160 think back to like all the times that i'd like 0:37:12.200 --> 0:37:14.160 snuck out of my house to like go do like 0:37:14.239 --> 0:37:17.120 bad shit with my friends and like like coming in 0:37:17.160 --> 0:37:19.600 and like having to be like quiet, like getting past 0:37:19.600 --> 0:37:21.600 the front door in the moment, it's like the scariest 0:37:21.600 --> 0:37:24.120 fucking thing in the world, Like one wrong move in 0:37:24.280 --> 0:37:26.080 like you wake up your house or whatever. Also, my 0:37:26.160 --> 0:37:30.839 parents like were like heavy fucking sleepers because I would 0:37:30.840 --> 0:37:33.040 be loudish shit coming into the house and they would 0:37:33.080 --> 0:37:35.600 never fucking wake up. But I just literally love that 0:37:37.160 --> 0:37:41.480 feeling feeling or thinking back on it, like sneaking around, I. 0:37:41.440 --> 0:37:44.160 Don't I didn't like really have that because again, like 0:37:44.560 --> 0:37:47.680 I just was like too scared to like get in 0:37:47.760 --> 0:37:50.680 trouble in my house. Like my parents were just like 0:37:50.719 --> 0:37:54.720 so strict that like there wasn't really that, but I did. 0:37:54.920 --> 0:37:57.759 I think I smoked in Miami maybe like two three 0:37:57.840 --> 0:38:04.520 times in my life like four random ass times, and 0:38:04.640 --> 0:38:07.279 I would like try to sneak alcohol from my dad, 0:38:07.320 --> 0:38:09.840 but he like always caught me, like he genuinely almost 0:38:09.920 --> 0:38:11.440 always caught me, so embarrassing. 0:38:11.480 --> 0:38:12.520 I don't know if he told. 0:38:12.280 --> 0:38:12.600 You all this. 0:38:12.960 --> 0:38:15.080 He told us, yeah, literally like awesome, Like. 0:38:15.160 --> 0:38:18.120 He made fun of you behind your back about it, dude. 0:38:18.160 --> 0:38:20.080 I know when they went to Miami, my dad told 0:38:20.160 --> 0:38:20.760 him this story. 0:38:20.800 --> 0:38:23.960 But my dad would like my uncle used to have 0:38:23.960 --> 0:38:26.320 a restaurant, and my dad would go out to this restaurant, 0:38:26.440 --> 0:38:29.080 like to go hang out with my uncle and like 0:38:29.719 --> 0:38:31.719 just fucking I don't know, do what adults do, like 0:38:31.760 --> 0:38:34.200 talk shit about their lives. I don't know, Like he 0:38:34.239 --> 0:38:38.080 would just go like every weekend, and it was like 0:38:38.120 --> 0:38:40.480 a Saturday night. He went to leave, and I was 0:38:40.520 --> 0:38:44.640 like tighty, like I'm gonna have a drink. And I remember, 0:38:45.040 --> 0:38:47.239 I literally I'm dumb as shit. I didn't even let 0:38:47.360 --> 0:38:49.200 him get like a block away. Like the second he 0:38:49.200 --> 0:38:50.799 walked out the door, I got up to go touch 0:38:50.840 --> 0:38:53.719 the alcohol, and I literally like there was just the 0:38:53.760 --> 0:38:56.480 table with all the alcohol. I literally the second he left, 0:38:56.920 --> 0:38:58.680 I don't even think. I don't remember how long he 0:38:58.719 --> 0:38:59.680 was gone. I'm not kidding. 0:38:59.840 --> 0:39:02.120 He said it like he was gone for thirty seconds. Yeah. 0:39:02.160 --> 0:39:03.799 He told me the story that like you were going, 0:39:03.840 --> 0:39:06.640 he was literally like walked to the car, yeah, and. 0:39:06.640 --> 0:39:07.880 Walked to the car. I was like, oh, I forgot 0:39:07.880 --> 0:39:09.600 my wallet and like turned around to come back in 0:39:09.680 --> 0:39:10.120 and came. 0:39:10.000 --> 0:39:11.480 Back in the second my hand was on the bottle. 0:39:11.560 --> 0:39:13.360 My dad just stood at the door was looking at me. 0:39:13.400 --> 0:39:14.480 He was like, what are you doing? 0:39:14.480 --> 0:39:16.399 And I was like nothing, And I just like got 0:39:16.480 --> 0:39:18.680 up and turned and went like white and sat back down. 0:39:18.800 --> 0:39:20.360 And I was so. 0:39:20.200 --> 0:39:30.200 Embarrassed, like you literally like nothing, oh cleaning. I was 0:39:30.520 --> 0:39:34.000 just checking the levels to see if the seven years second. 0:39:33.800 --> 0:39:35.760 Shared none of the other siblings were touching. 0:39:35.560 --> 0:39:37.880 In you're like literal children's siblings. 0:39:38.000 --> 0:39:41.640 Yeah. And I think the other time was after prom. 0:39:41.680 --> 0:39:44.279 I like me and my friend Annie, who I went 0:39:44.320 --> 0:39:46.239 to prom with, like got back to my house and 0:39:46.280 --> 0:39:49.560 I like took alcohol and like drank with my friend. 0:39:49.960 --> 0:39:50.439 Oh my god. 0:39:50.600 --> 0:39:52.239 And then the next morning my dad was like did 0:39:52.280 --> 0:39:54.319 you touch that alcohol? And I was like yes, and 0:39:54.320 --> 0:39:55.759 then he was like, don't do that. 0:39:55.880 --> 0:40:00.319 And I was like okay, yes, yeah, the first time 0:40:00.440 --> 0:40:03.239 I ever drank not no, this isn't the first time 0:40:03.280 --> 0:40:07.600 I drank, but like, dude, I was like a bad 0:40:07.640 --> 0:40:10.600 I mean, there's nothing to fucking do in shit ass nowhere, Texas. 0:40:10.640 --> 0:40:12.120 So like literally all we would do. 0:40:12.320 --> 0:40:15.440 It's it is so common for like teenagers to do 0:40:15.480 --> 0:40:15.839 this shit. 0:40:16.120 --> 0:40:19.880 I was barely thirteen, Like literally I maybe I was 0:40:20.080 --> 0:40:24.759 barely fourteen, but like like I was eight, I was 0:40:24.760 --> 0:40:28.359 eight years old. But like I'm this is probably the 0:40:28.480 --> 0:40:31.960 dumbest shit I've ever fucking done in my entire life. 0:40:32.200 --> 0:40:35.320 So like we start the night at my friend's house 0:40:35.680 --> 0:40:39.440 like across the town, and like we're like we're like angsty, 0:40:39.520 --> 0:40:41.920 and we're like ooh, like we should do something like 0:40:42.040 --> 0:40:45.880 fun tonight, and like, mind you, we're literally thirteen, fourteen 0:40:45.960 --> 0:40:48.480 years old. Like none of us know what alcohol is. 0:40:48.520 --> 0:40:51.000 No one knows what alcohol does to us. We've just 0:40:51.040 --> 0:40:56.000 seen like adults do it, and like just all this 0:40:56.120 --> 0:40:58.880 like we had just no we had no idea what 0:40:58.880 --> 0:41:01.080 we were getting ourselves into. But like we went into 0:41:01.160 --> 0:41:05.560 my friend's fridge grabbed like probably like six beers, and 0:41:05.600 --> 0:41:07.160 like I had pants on, and I put him in 0:41:07.200 --> 0:41:09.200 my pant leg and I called my brother and I 0:41:09.239 --> 0:41:10.759 was like, yo, like come pick us up. We want 0:41:10.760 --> 0:41:13.080 to go to my other friend's house, and he was like, ugh, 0:41:13.480 --> 0:41:16.520 like whatever, sure, and like we got into the car 0:41:16.719 --> 0:41:20.480 and like the beers in my legs were glass and 0:41:20.520 --> 0:41:25.799 they were clinking against, clinking against themselves the entire car ride. 0:41:26.000 --> 0:41:28.520 And like my brother's like eighteen at this point or 0:41:28.520 --> 0:41:30.440 however old he was, so he knows what the fuck's 0:41:30.480 --> 0:41:33.880 going on. But he's like really like y'all are like children, 0:41:34.000 --> 0:41:36.840 Like what are y'all doing? So they're like, he like 0:41:36.920 --> 0:41:40.520 knows what's up. He drops us off, and we like 0:41:40.840 --> 0:41:43.759 get to the house and there's enough beer for like 0:41:43.880 --> 0:41:46.759 one beer each, and so we all like have this 0:41:46.800 --> 0:41:50.359 beer and we fucking chug it and like we're all 0:41:50.440 --> 0:41:53.560 obviously obliterated off of one beer because we're literally like 0:41:53.600 --> 0:41:58.560 thirty pounds like whatever. And like my other friend, who's 0:41:58.280 --> 0:42:03.840 a no I swear like it was high alcohol percentage. 0:42:03.920 --> 0:42:07.160 And then so my the friends whose house we went to, 0:42:07.840 --> 0:42:10.440 is like, oh, my mom keeps alcohol and the refrigerator 0:42:10.480 --> 0:42:12.960 we should drink it or in the freezer. So he 0:42:13.120 --> 0:42:16.360 like pulls out like the biggest bottle of gray Goose 0:42:16.400 --> 0:42:18.279 I have ever seen. Still to this day, it was 0:42:18.280 --> 0:42:20.200 one of those like giant. 0:42:19.680 --> 0:42:21.480 One of the giant ones. You see it like behind 0:42:21.520 --> 0:42:22.120 counters at. 0:42:22.080 --> 0:42:27.759 Like yeah, exactly. So we pull it out. It's like 0:42:27.800 --> 0:42:31.319 three quarters full, and we just start chugging it and 0:42:31.400 --> 0:42:34.040 drinking red gatorade and chugging and chugging and chugging, like 0:42:34.800 --> 0:42:37.920 to the point where like between the four of us 0:42:38.040 --> 0:42:40.360 or five of us, it was five of us, we 0:42:40.520 --> 0:42:44.160 finished this entire giant bottle of gray goose. Oh my god, 0:42:44.480 --> 0:42:47.720 and like which like for like a person my size 0:42:47.840 --> 0:42:51.479 to drink that much between five people is a shit 0:42:51.560 --> 0:42:53.880 ton of alcohol. But literally, like being that young, like 0:42:54.040 --> 0:42:55.719 I don't know how none of us died, Like it 0:42:55.760 --> 0:42:58.239 was gnarly. Like we were like literally out front, like 0:42:58.320 --> 0:43:02.480 rolling naked in the grass, like projectile vomiting red all 0:43:02.520 --> 0:43:05.640 over the place because of the fucking gatorade, like crying 0:43:05.960 --> 0:43:12.440 like like crying mom, like mom, like I want my mommy, 0:43:12.840 --> 0:43:17.800 like freaking the fuck out. And my brother like calls 0:43:17.840 --> 0:43:19.600 me and I don't answer, and he's like, oh, these 0:43:19.640 --> 0:43:22.319 fuckers are like up to no good. So then my 0:43:22.400 --> 0:43:24.759 brother comes back and like bangs on the door and 0:43:24.800 --> 0:43:27.480 like makes it. He's like open up, and like we're 0:43:27.560 --> 0:43:29.799 freaking the fuck out. We're like stanmming around, like we 0:43:29.920 --> 0:43:33.160 fill the bottle back with water and put it in 0:43:33.239 --> 0:43:37.440 the freezer, like put freezer, I mean put water in 0:43:37.520 --> 0:43:39.080 a bottle and put it in the freezer to try 0:43:39.120 --> 0:43:41.239 to cover up our tracks. Like like his mom wasn't 0:43:41.239 --> 0:43:43.320 gonna notice. He was, fuck, she was fucking drinking water. 0:43:43.480 --> 0:43:45.359 And my brother just like opens the or and comes 0:43:45.360 --> 0:43:47.239 in and he's like what are y'all doing? And we're 0:43:47.239 --> 0:43:51.000 like like like coat like my other my friend's like 0:43:51.040 --> 0:43:53.759 holding back vomit and like we were like nothing, and 0:43:53.760 --> 0:43:55.160 he's like, no, I know what y'all are fucking doing. 0:43:55.239 --> 0:43:57.799 I see the beer bottles everywhere, like, Drew, you're coming 0:43:57.840 --> 0:44:01.600 home with me, and so like I go home. My 0:44:01.800 --> 0:44:05.040 homies are left at this house, and like my mom 0:44:05.160 --> 0:44:07.560 is just sitting on the couch and like I like 0:44:07.680 --> 0:44:10.640 walk in like an actual like TV show drunk, like 0:44:10.760 --> 0:44:13.960 just like obliterated, Like I take my slides off my 0:44:14.000 --> 0:44:16.680 feet and just like throw them across the room, and 0:44:16.719 --> 0:44:19.160 I like my mom's like Drew, come here, and I'm 0:44:19.160 --> 0:44:21.200 like okay, and like I go and sit on the 0:44:21.200 --> 0:44:24.200 couch and like I'm like spinning, nodding off. Yeah, I'm 0:44:24.200 --> 0:44:27.280 like nodding off and spinning and like she's just giving 0:44:27.280 --> 0:44:30.279 me like the typical mom, like I'm disappointed in you, 0:44:30.400 --> 0:44:32.960 and that made me feel like fucking shit. She was 0:44:33.000 --> 0:44:35.839 like I'm not mad at you, like we'll talk about 0:44:35.840 --> 0:44:37.320 this in the morning, but I'm pissed at you. And 0:44:37.360 --> 0:44:39.279 I grab a broom and I like throw it at 0:44:39.280 --> 0:44:42.719 the wall, and like my brother's like laughing his ass off, 0:44:42.719 --> 0:44:44.839 and my mom is like holding back laughs because like 0:44:45.239 --> 0:44:47.879 she's watching her like she can't be mad because it's yeah, 0:44:47.920 --> 0:44:49.239 I mean, she can be mad, but she can't be 0:44:49.280 --> 0:44:50.920 mad because it's literally fucking ridiculous. 0:44:51.000 --> 0:44:52.480 Yeah, it's it's like comical. 0:44:52.640 --> 0:44:55.400 Yeah, it's like whatever. And so I go into my 0:44:55.480 --> 0:44:58.080 bed and like I just marinate with that I'm disappointed 0:44:58.120 --> 0:45:00.200 in you, and I'm just like laying there like one 0:45:00.280 --> 0:45:03.000 leg off the bed, just like fucking spinning an outer 0:45:03.080 --> 0:45:05.520 space because I'm so obliterated. And then I wake up 0:45:05.520 --> 0:45:08.360 the next day and not hungover, and me and my 0:45:08.400 --> 0:45:10.400 mom had a conversation about it and all is well. 0:45:11.040 --> 0:45:15.920 All was well, dude, just like the putting like water 0:45:16.640 --> 0:45:20.120 like that young and not knowing that like alcohol. 0:45:19.680 --> 0:45:22.839 Does exactly exactly. And so I get a call, my 0:45:22.880 --> 0:45:26.560 mom gets a call the next day from this guy's mom. Yeah, 0:45:26.719 --> 0:45:30.120 and she's like, I think our boys were drinking last night, 0:45:30.120 --> 0:45:33.000 and she was like, I wasn't gonna. My mom wasn't 0:45:33.000 --> 0:45:35.279 like a snitch, like she was chill or whatever. Like 0:45:35.320 --> 0:45:38.480 she was like boys do boys shit sometimes and learn 0:45:38.560 --> 0:45:40.840 their own fucking learn from their own mistakes. And she 0:45:40.960 --> 0:45:44.160 was like, because my gray Goose bottle was exploded in 0:45:44.200 --> 0:45:48.120 the freezer, like it had literally exploded, like the fucking 0:45:48.239 --> 0:45:50.560 powder and there was just an ice block in there. 0:45:50.600 --> 0:45:54.680 And she was like, like, dumbasses and he got reprimanded 0:45:54.719 --> 0:45:59.319 and yeah, just whatever, but literally so funny that like 0:46:00.760 --> 0:46:03.120 that ship like happened, like I don't know, just like 0:46:04.719 --> 0:46:06.959 Young and Dumb. I guess I don't know Young Dumb 0:46:06.960 --> 0:46:13.720 and Broke, Young Dumb, Young Dumb and Broke, Young Dumb 0:46:13.840 --> 0:46:14.400 and Broke. 0:46:15.440 --> 0:46:16.399 What song is that? 0:46:16.640 --> 0:46:21.200 I think it's a menem I don't know. Or Zeke 0:46:22.200 --> 0:46:27.840 Zeke Zeke, Like what the fuck is his name? Do 0:46:27.920 --> 0:46:30.720 you know that song Young Dumb and Broke Khalid? 0:46:31.040 --> 0:46:41.600 Yes, yes, Zeke, you know who Zeke is. 0:46:42.760 --> 0:46:45.040 We can't talk about Zeke, but we'll talk about Zeke 0:46:45.080 --> 0:46:47.759 when we have Josh on the podcast. We're gonna press 0:46:47.800 --> 0:46:50.759 him for that ship. I know, literally like why did 0:46:51.480 --> 0:46:53.759 why did he have to die? That's all I'll say, 0:46:53.840 --> 0:46:54.319 Like why do you. 0:46:54.280 --> 0:46:54.759 Have to die? 0:46:56.400 --> 0:46:59.799 Fuck? I was gonna say. I literally maybe one day 0:46:59.840 --> 0:47:01.480 we'll get into like press play and what. 0:47:01.520 --> 0:47:05.840 That really was the worst time of ever of not 0:47:05.920 --> 0:47:09.160 the worst time of my life, because I did honestly. 0:47:09.080 --> 0:47:13.080 Like it was like my favorite memories. 0:47:12.800 --> 0:47:13.880 Isn't Yeah it was. 0:47:14.080 --> 0:47:16.040 It was so much old, but it was like the 0:47:16.080 --> 0:47:17.120 best thing ever. 0:47:17.120 --> 0:47:20.480 Like getting taken advantage of by like a scumbag manager. 0:47:20.680 --> 0:47:24.280 Nothing not good, but press play memories fucking awesome. 0:47:24.440 --> 0:47:27.480 Like yeah, like so fun and like, oh my god, 0:47:27.640 --> 0:47:28.640 one day we'll talk about it. 0:47:28.640 --> 0:47:31.480 But that is where I like experimented. 0:47:31.640 --> 0:47:34.560 Yeah, I was like sixteen seventeen, and that's where I 0:47:34.600 --> 0:47:38.200 started like dabbling and like, oh my god, I'm like 0:47:38.239 --> 0:47:40.080 young and I'm like drinking with my friends and like 0:47:40.120 --> 0:47:42.799 I know someone who anybody who's like been here. But 0:47:42.880 --> 0:47:45.520 no one's stupid because even the like the fans who 0:47:45.520 --> 0:47:47.600 would come to press like would like we would see 0:47:47.640 --> 0:47:49.360 like other sixteen year olds around. 0:47:49.600 --> 0:47:52.200 Literally we'd be on our floor and we'd go to 0:47:52.200 --> 0:47:54.120 the lobby and they would all just be fucked up too, 0:47:54.400 --> 0:47:55.239 like fucked. 0:47:54.960 --> 0:47:57.440 Up when the lobby like yeah, Papa John's and Domino. 0:47:57.840 --> 0:48:02.320 Literally my first memory with Christian was like my second 0:48:02.320 --> 0:48:05.240 press play, I think, and or like my my favorite 0:48:05.280 --> 0:48:07.720 one of my favorite memories with Christians their second press play. 0:48:08.239 --> 0:48:10.360 I got super drunk because I was like trying to 0:48:10.360 --> 0:48:12.400 be cool or whatever, and I was like, I have 0:48:12.440 --> 0:48:14.279 texts below to me. I can handle it. I got 0:48:14.280 --> 0:48:16.680 like obliterated, and we ordered pizza to the door and 0:48:16.719 --> 0:48:19.319 I grabbed the pizza and I just frisbee off the 0:48:19.360 --> 0:48:24.000 back and everybody's like, dude, why did you do that? Like, 0:48:24.040 --> 0:48:26.560 what is your fucking issue? Remember? 0:48:28.200 --> 0:48:28.560 Uh? 0:48:28.800 --> 0:48:31.560 Nug Jenner nug Jenny. 0:48:31.640 --> 0:48:31.839 Dude. 0:48:31.840 --> 0:48:34.359 That was so I haven't seen that much weed in person. 0:48:34.600 --> 0:48:35.799 Since yeah, since then. 0:48:36.120 --> 0:48:38.560 There was someone we knew who like was a like 0:48:38.719 --> 0:48:43.120 huge stoner and they left, like this is a playlist memory, Yeah, 0:48:43.120 --> 0:48:46.440 but they left like a big jar of like literally 0:48:46.480 --> 0:48:49.800 like a fucking cookie jar, like those huge jars. 0:48:49.520 --> 0:48:52.680 Full of weed in our room. And we put a wig. 0:48:52.480 --> 0:48:55.880 On it and we called it nug Jenner. Kylie Jenner's 0:48:55.920 --> 0:48:56.799 like sister. 0:48:56.800 --> 0:48:59.759 Kylie Jenner's like that was actually her first born. Oh 0:49:00.360 --> 0:49:04.200 did Stormy because we were like, this is Doug Jenner. 0:49:03.960 --> 0:49:08.200 Like Kylie Jenner gave birth to fucking a jar of weed, 0:49:09.160 --> 0:49:11.520 so smoke. We have pictures of it somewhere. I know 0:49:11.560 --> 0:49:14.160 I do on my like old laptop because Noug Jenner 0:49:14.239 --> 0:49:19.239 was iconic the yellow Wig. But yeah, I think we 0:49:19.239 --> 0:49:23.359 should talk about what we're gonna say O dream, yeah, 0:49:23.480 --> 0:49:27.040 dream and nightmare blunt rotations. Yeah, Okay, I wrote mine down. 0:49:27.200 --> 0:49:28.839 I know I cheated, and you were like, we can 0:49:28.880 --> 0:49:30.680 come up with them on the spot, but I'm just 0:49:30.760 --> 0:49:33.439 not good at that. Yeah, so I wrote mine down, 0:49:36.360 --> 0:49:40.920 So I'll start with nightmare. So I'll start with nightmare 0:49:40.920 --> 0:49:43.719 blunt rotation. Like I'm gonna name if I have a baby, 0:49:43.719 --> 0:49:49.279 I'm gonna name it nightmare blood, nightmare blood. Oh my 0:49:49.360 --> 0:49:51.560 last name being cheesecake. No one wants to talk about that, 0:49:51.800 --> 0:49:56.680 silly cheese cheese steak, all right, So my nightmare blunt rotation, 0:49:57.600 --> 0:50:01.160 James Charles, I think that's just there. 0:50:01.560 --> 0:50:03.920 That is a fucking nice I think. 0:50:03.719 --> 0:50:05.759 You can come to your own conclusions on that. 0:50:05.880 --> 0:50:07.800 Like that would be the worst thing, Okay. 0:50:07.480 --> 0:50:09.640 It would just it would be terrible, it would just 0:50:09.680 --> 0:50:13.719 be awful. Okay. Then I have the knelk boys like 0:50:13.760 --> 0:50:18.120 that Instagram like super chads whatever, like absolute nightmare. 0:50:18.200 --> 0:50:20.319 Those are the guys who, if like you were getting 0:50:20.400 --> 0:50:22.960 high via bong rips, would like make you do a 0:50:23.040 --> 0:50:24.200 dab against your will. 0:50:24.040 --> 0:50:27.360 Literally and then they'd start freestyling around. They'd start like 0:50:27.400 --> 0:50:29.960 white boy freestyling like put on a type beat. I't 0:50:29.960 --> 0:50:33.439 want to rap. I also have white boy who wants 0:50:33.480 --> 0:50:35.480 to freestyle as a nightmare. 0:50:36.960 --> 0:50:37.439 I have. 0:50:39.760 --> 0:50:45.719 I have Josiah as Corella. So like a little backstory, 0:50:46.000 --> 0:50:49.800 we watched Corrella and Josiah watched the New Coerrella movie 0:50:49.840 --> 0:50:53.280 like eighteen thousand times. Like he's watched it probably fifteen times. 0:50:53.440 --> 0:50:55.600 I don't know what the fuck is deal with is 0:50:55.640 --> 0:50:57.920 with that movie, but he's watched it so many times 0:50:57.920 --> 0:51:01.120 that it's like starting to like actually affect his like 0:51:01.360 --> 0:51:03.480 brain chemistry. And every once in a while he'll just 0:51:03.560 --> 0:51:06.160 randomly like pick up this cane that we have and 0:51:06.239 --> 0:51:09.560 become Corella for hours, and like he like has like 0:51:09.640 --> 0:51:12.239 dialed in this character like so poorly. Like he has 0:51:12.280 --> 0:51:15.440 two lines that he just repeats over and over again, 0:51:15.600 --> 0:51:19.800 like what are the lines? Like fuck do you remember? 0:51:19.920 --> 0:51:23.040 It's need to. 0:51:23.000 --> 0:51:26.799 Know basis need to know basis and then there's another one. 0:51:27.560 --> 0:51:30.080 But literally, just like nightmare. 0:51:29.760 --> 0:51:30.320 It's awful. 0:51:30.600 --> 0:51:32.960 It is so bad, and Josiah is usually good at 0:51:33.000 --> 0:51:36.239 like picking up like he had his what's her name 0:51:36.280 --> 0:51:43.080 like Harley Quinn yead is Harley Quinn moment after after birdcaids. 0:51:45.040 --> 0:51:49.840 Dude Josiah, Harley Quinn and Josiah Corrella Josiah Deville, Like 0:51:49.960 --> 0:51:53.799 I literally like if I could like turn Josiah's like 0:51:53.840 --> 0:51:55.719 if I could go in and the bottomize that part 0:51:55.760 --> 0:51:58.120 of Josiah's brain where he becomes these characters, like I 0:51:58.160 --> 0:51:59.840 would like I don't care, I don't care. 0:52:00.120 --> 0:52:02.880 Putting him under the knife and like killing Harley Quinn 0:52:02.880 --> 0:52:04.440 and Corolla at his brain. 0:52:06.120 --> 0:52:08.719 But Harley Quinn wasn't as bad. Corolla's really bad. 0:52:08.800 --> 0:52:12.640 It's just so it just like literally it no, it's annoying. 0:52:12.640 --> 0:52:15.319 It like it sets off like a rage I haven't 0:52:15.360 --> 0:52:16.759 had since I was like fifteen. 0:52:16.440 --> 0:52:17.480 Angry at my siblings. 0:52:17.520 --> 0:52:19.760 Like I literally he does it and like I become 0:52:19.840 --> 0:52:23.480 like infra red, like angry. 0:52:23.080 --> 0:52:25.040 And I want to like beat the ship, and this 0:52:25.080 --> 0:52:27.560 motherfucker knows it makes us angry. And he feeds off 0:52:27.600 --> 0:52:29.759 of that energy like he feeds off of like so 0:52:29.880 --> 0:52:32.400 like literally I don't like when he's corilla, Like I 0:52:32.400 --> 0:52:34.960 don't look him in the eyes, Like I give him nothing, 0:52:35.000 --> 0:52:37.600 I don't respond to him. I give him absolutely nothing 0:52:37.600 --> 0:52:38.680 because he will keep fucking going. 0:52:38.719 --> 0:52:40.840 Yeah I started doing that too. I just like literally 0:52:40.880 --> 0:52:42.719 will walk away. Yeah, he keep him in the room 0:52:42.760 --> 0:52:44.400 doing it alone. And he'll keep doing it in the 0:52:44.719 --> 0:52:47.800 room alone for like five minutes, hoping someone will come back, 0:52:47.840 --> 0:52:49.440 and we just don't. 0:52:49.600 --> 0:52:53.200 It's just so gnarly. And then my final nightmare blunt 0:52:53.280 --> 0:52:59.040 rotation is any bird just in general, I hate birds. 0:52:59.280 --> 0:53:02.680 You hide room with James Charles numb boys just siy 0:53:02.760 --> 0:53:06.000 it in a full corla the costume and a bird 0:53:06.120 --> 0:53:07.160 like trying to get. 0:53:07.000 --> 0:53:09.640 Out and hit sounds like a fucking nightmare for a 0:53:09.719 --> 0:53:12.960 reason because birds are evil, Like literally, like I'm not 0:53:13.000 --> 0:53:15.399 into those birds aren't real shit, they're real, but they 0:53:15.440 --> 0:53:17.960 know what they're fucking doing. They're so erratic they like 0:53:18.160 --> 0:53:21.719 will come after you and like shit on you. I 0:53:21.719 --> 0:53:23.680 have no reason to hate birds as much as I do, 0:53:23.800 --> 0:53:26.440 but because I've never been shipped on, I've never been attacked, 0:53:26.560 --> 0:53:28.880 but like walking through a flock of pigeons is the 0:53:28.960 --> 0:53:31.560 scariest thing in the world. Like they are. They'll just 0:53:31.600 --> 0:53:33.520 come after you. They just come after you, and. 0:53:33.520 --> 0:53:37.040 You've never been like, no bird has ever come after me. 0:53:37.239 --> 0:53:42.520 And then guess what I found out? Literally it's like 0:53:42.680 --> 0:53:47.240 and then I found out there's this specie of bird 0:53:47.600 --> 0:53:52.280 or hawk or falcon in Australia that when there's bushfires, 0:53:52.719 --> 0:53:55.840 they fly down and grab sticks that are on fire 0:53:56.200 --> 0:53:59.880 and fly like fifteen miles away and drop them in 0:54:00.120 --> 0:54:03.240 drybrush to fucking hunt. If that's not the most evil 0:54:03.280 --> 0:54:06.440 shit you've ever seen, they'll start wildfires. They're literally serial 0:54:06.560 --> 0:54:10.960 arsonists like birds are. This is their planet, but they're evil, 0:54:11.680 --> 0:54:12.400 Like they're evil. 0:54:12.440 --> 0:54:16.239 We're literally we are the invasive species to animals. I'm 0:54:16.239 --> 0:54:19.239 not somebody who gets too animals other than fleas, because 0:54:19.239 --> 0:54:22.480 I'm like, okay, fuck all that like biology shit where 0:54:22.480 --> 0:54:23.680 every animal is important. 0:54:23.760 --> 0:54:24.960 Get rid of that motherfucker. 0:54:25.000 --> 0:54:28.080 Yeah, get rid of fleas. Get rid of fleas period. 0:54:28.920 --> 0:54:31.719 I'm not I'm not saying eradicate to bird population. We 0:54:31.800 --> 0:54:32.160 need them. 0:54:33.760 --> 0:54:37.480 I think Lucas was saying that he was like he 0:54:37.520 --> 0:54:39.920 would put a dome, he would get all the birds 0:54:39.920 --> 0:54:42.400 onto one island, put a dome there, set off a 0:54:42.480 --> 0:54:43.400 nuke in the dome. 0:54:43.480 --> 0:54:46.440 But don't kill every bird. No, I don't think every 0:54:46.480 --> 0:54:48.719 bird deserves a die, because we do actually need them. 0:54:49.120 --> 0:54:51.200 But I'm just saying every bird should stay away from 0:54:51.200 --> 0:54:53.200 me because I will start throwing punches now, like I 0:54:53.280 --> 0:54:55.719 will start beating fucking birds asses like I don't care. 0:54:56.000 --> 0:54:58.359 I literally don't care. I literally hate birds. 0:54:58.080 --> 0:55:00.560 Like, yeah, fucking much, like genuinely have fear of. 0:55:00.520 --> 0:55:02.960 Them, yeah, like anytime they fly whatever. I could go 0:55:03.000 --> 0:55:05.440 on for hours and hours about my hatred for fucking birds. 0:55:05.440 --> 0:55:08.840 But should we do your nightmare now or my dream? 0:55:09.000 --> 0:55:11.560 The thing is, I like, was really trying to think 0:55:11.600 --> 0:55:13.040 of a nightmare of mine. Oh my god. 0:55:13.040 --> 0:55:16.640 Actually, I'll start with an influencer, Tanamojo. That'll be my 0:55:16.840 --> 0:55:19.319 nightmare is in a room with Tanamojo. 0:55:20.560 --> 0:55:22.480 I can't really like think of anyone I. 0:55:22.480 --> 0:55:24.920 Would fuck with Tanamojo. Like I would like to smoke 0:55:24.960 --> 0:55:26.480 with her. I feel like she has a lot going 0:55:26.480 --> 0:55:27.000 on up there. 0:55:27.520 --> 0:55:29.279 No, I would feel like she would need like to 0:55:29.320 --> 0:55:31.480 smoke so much to get high. 0:55:31.840 --> 0:55:35.520 She doesn't get high anymore. Yeah, she gets sober, and 0:55:35.560 --> 0:55:38.680 that's her being high. She's she's high all the time. 0:55:39.280 --> 0:55:41.960 I don't think actually, maybe that would even be a nightmare. 0:55:42.000 --> 0:55:45.160 I think like between Tanamojo and like James Charles, James 0:55:45.239 --> 0:55:46.840 Charles is warm when I'm there to get high with, 0:55:46.960 --> 0:55:48.359 Like that would literally be like. 0:55:49.840 --> 0:55:51.920 That sounds like being in a room with like the eight. 0:55:51.840 --> 0:55:56.719 Clown high, Like that's what it feels like if I 0:55:54.719 --> 0:55:59.480 had I'll start with my dream blunt rotation instead of 0:55:59.560 --> 0:56:01.120 nightmare because I like can't think. 0:56:01.320 --> 0:56:03.480 I was in the bed and I was like, who 0:56:03.480 --> 0:56:05.399 would be a nightmare to be any man? 0:56:05.480 --> 0:56:08.200 I don't know like that immediately is a nightmare, but 0:56:08.239 --> 0:56:09.279 like especially any man, I. 0:56:09.440 --> 0:56:11.879 Think all of mine were men, Yeah, all of your 0:56:12.160 --> 0:56:14.680 there's a reason for that. I did have Ellen as 0:56:14.719 --> 0:56:18.880 a nightmare because I literally think she's evil, but like 0:56:18.960 --> 0:56:21.680 I think she's actually evil, like not like oh like 0:56:21.880 --> 0:56:24.160 she isn't pay her workers. No, I think she's an 0:56:24.200 --> 0:56:25.600 actually like evil energy. 0:56:25.719 --> 0:56:26.320 She's a demon. 0:56:26.400 --> 0:56:28.319 Yeah, she's an actual demon like reincarnated. 0:56:28.360 --> 0:56:33.200 But sorry, okay, my dream blunt rotation is Florence pew 0:56:34.320 --> 0:56:37.480 Alisa and Orian. They have to be there because like 0:56:37.520 --> 0:56:39.480 those are people who like every time I'm high with them, 0:56:39.520 --> 0:56:41.240 it's like always a funny. 0:56:41.040 --> 0:56:44.120 Like key key Florence Peugh because I'm like in love 0:56:44.120 --> 0:56:44.319 with her. 0:56:44.360 --> 0:56:47.000 I was gonna say Rihanna, but she like would make 0:56:47.040 --> 0:56:49.520 me so horney that I would like be high as 0:56:49.560 --> 0:56:52.839 fucking extra charged in horny, and I'd be like come on. 0:56:53.200 --> 0:56:54.520 Fuck, like let me let me. 0:56:55.560 --> 0:56:57.799 Or it would like cause me anxiety. So actually, maybe 0:56:57.880 --> 0:56:58.560 Rihanna is. 0:56:58.520 --> 0:57:02.000 Like in my nightmare rotation and only because she would 0:57:02.000 --> 0:57:04.080 like I would be horny around her and it would 0:57:04.120 --> 0:57:06.680 make me really insecure and like I would have intrusive 0:57:06.719 --> 0:57:08.720 thoughts about like how weird it is that I'm attracted 0:57:08.760 --> 0:57:10.719 to her and I feel like she could handle her 0:57:10.760 --> 0:57:13.239 weed better than I can, so she would be like 0:57:13.360 --> 0:57:15.960 high and super chill and that would give me insund. 0:57:15.760 --> 0:57:17.720 And You're in the corner like fucking shaking and sweating, 0:57:17.760 --> 0:57:18.480 like yeah, this. 0:57:18.480 --> 0:57:20.760 Is literally the second episode I've mentioned Rihanna, and like 0:57:20.760 --> 0:57:21.479 I need to get alive. 0:57:22.400 --> 0:57:25.520 We need to save Rihanna once the wealth war happens, 0:57:25.880 --> 0:57:30.320 because like she's a billionaire now and like no, yeah, 0:57:29.960 --> 0:57:32.640 I'll I'll let her take refuge in my house on 0:57:32.640 --> 0:57:35.000 one condition that she makes me an album a year. 0:57:35.400 --> 0:57:38.520 An album a year, yeah, no, do like three years, 0:57:38.560 --> 0:57:41.640 because I do think you need like time between albums. 0:57:41.320 --> 0:57:42.960 Yeah, to really just let her resonate. 0:57:43.080 --> 0:57:45.320 Yeah, but like we were talking about this the other day. 0:57:45.800 --> 0:57:47.920 Cool fucking conversation, Like can we stay on topic? But 0:57:47.960 --> 0:57:49.720 we were talking about this the other day and like 0:57:50.640 --> 0:57:53.960 Anti being her last album, if that is her last album, 0:57:54.720 --> 0:57:55.280 is a serf. 0:57:55.480 --> 0:57:57.720 It's the serve of the century. It's like really like 0:57:57.800 --> 0:58:03.160 truly like artist mastery, Like you don't let yourself fall down. 0:58:03.000 --> 0:58:05.320 You don't let yourself become an M and M exactly. 0:58:05.400 --> 0:58:07.840 You stop, you stop before. 0:58:07.600 --> 0:58:10.439 You stop it before it's too late. But I feel 0:58:10.480 --> 0:58:14.040 like we're gonna get one more Rihanna album, maybe a 0:58:14.080 --> 0:58:16.880 Beyonce album. I don't think we're gonna get another Beyonce album, 0:58:16.880 --> 0:58:19.360 which is like an actual war crime. 0:58:19.840 --> 0:58:22.080 It's heartbreaking. But what was the last one? Lemonade? 0:58:23.560 --> 0:58:25.560 I think the Carters maybe. 0:58:25.960 --> 0:58:27.600 But that doesn't count because that's a joyt album. 0:58:27.720 --> 0:58:33.080 We'll probably get another Carter's album. And I know Nicki 0:58:33.080 --> 0:58:36.960 Minaj has one more album contractually obligated, so where I 0:58:36.960 --> 0:58:39.280 think we're gonna get one more Nikki album as well, 0:58:39.320 --> 0:58:45.600 which is like like that's the harsh reality of growing older, 0:58:46.200 --> 0:58:47.240 getting older. 0:58:48.560 --> 0:58:51.360 That's the hard reality of growing up. Is that beyond 0:58:51.680 --> 0:58:52.640 making another. 0:58:52.400 --> 0:58:56.840 Album exactly, I'm gonna like actually piss myself, like, Okay, wh. 0:58:56.800 --> 0:58:59.880 Should I try and come up with my nightmare? Okay, 0:59:00.000 --> 0:59:02.520 I'm stealing from you. It's gonna be James Charles, any 0:59:02.560 --> 0:59:07.640 straight man that I don't know, honestly, like randomly enough. 0:59:07.720 --> 0:59:11.120 I was thinking Drake, I know, I like said I 0:59:11.160 --> 0:59:11.880 want to have sex. 0:59:11.720 --> 0:59:13.800 With him, and I will be having sex with Drake 0:59:13.880 --> 0:59:16.560 soon that like big things are coming, like I will 0:59:16.600 --> 0:59:17.560 like be having sex. 0:59:19.600 --> 0:59:24.680 I'm literally Drake back to back, just slamming ascids. Ll Drake, 0:59:24.760 --> 0:59:25.680 We're literally. 0:59:25.360 --> 0:59:28.640 Never gonna have sex. It's just like fun to talk about. 0:59:29.000 --> 0:59:32.680 So Drake, James Charles any like random man I don't know, 0:59:32.760 --> 0:59:35.720 like in my head, like I'm like standing outside of 0:59:35.760 --> 0:59:38.000 like the nice guy, and James Charles walks out, and 0:59:38.040 --> 0:59:40.240 I'm like smoking alone, and James Charles walks out. 0:59:42.120 --> 0:59:44.000 And he's like, can I get a hit? 0:59:44.120 --> 0:59:47.480 And I'm like, because I'm high and like scared that 0:59:47.520 --> 0:59:50.080 he like exists, I like give it to him. And 0:59:50.120 --> 0:59:53.480 then Drake comes out and he's like also smoking and 0:59:53.560 --> 0:59:55.880 he just stands next to us, and I start freaking out, 0:59:55.920 --> 0:59:57.920 and then a random man sees Drake and he's like, 0:59:58.120 --> 1:00:00.880 oh yo, I love your music so much. Then he 1:00:00.960 --> 1:00:04.120 starts smoking with all of us, And that's my nightmare rotation. 1:00:04.440 --> 1:00:06.880 And I have an uber that's coming, but because of 1:00:06.920 --> 1:00:09.160 like the high surge and everybody trying to leave at once, 1:00:09.280 --> 1:00:10.280 it's like thirty minutes ago. 1:00:10.400 --> 1:00:14.520 Oh hell no, that's my nightmare situation. Oh my god. Wait, 1:00:15.280 --> 1:00:17.880 I know I keep getting off topics. But one day 1:00:17.920 --> 1:00:21.400 we have to tell her James Charles stories. Like literally, 1:00:21.440 --> 1:00:24.520 one day we have to get into that. But okay, 1:00:24.600 --> 1:00:29.960 my dream blunt rotation Azalea Banks. I feel like that 1:00:30.000 --> 1:00:31.200 bitch has a lot to say. 1:00:31.640 --> 1:00:33.040 I feel like she would be so fun. 1:00:33.120 --> 1:00:36.120 Yeah, it would just be like she just would open 1:00:36.440 --> 1:00:38.919 my mind like she would just because everything she's ever 1:00:38.960 --> 1:00:45.680 said I agree with. Not actually yeah not actually okay 1:00:46.520 --> 1:00:50.240 retin link from Good Mythical Morning, just like really wholesome 1:00:50.360 --> 1:00:54.120 energy think Caitlin. Yeah, I think that's my dream blind Okay, 1:00:54.200 --> 1:00:58.720 keep going. The guy who zapped that girl into a 1:00:58.760 --> 1:01:03.080 different dimension, do you know what I'm talking about. Yeah, 1:01:03.760 --> 1:01:10.000 let's let's act it out. We're all energetically connected. There's 1:01:10.000 --> 1:01:14.960 no such thing as coincidence. That full that literally he 1:01:15.160 --> 1:01:17.880 knows what he's saying, Like he knows what he's fucking saying. 1:01:17.920 --> 1:01:20.080 No, bitch, he would make you existential because he'd be 1:01:20.200 --> 1:01:21.200 highest shit and he'd be. 1:01:21.160 --> 1:01:23.560 Like but he'd be comforting while he did it. Okay, 1:01:24.080 --> 1:01:25.920 where the fuck is he getting those children? He has 1:01:25.960 --> 1:01:30.280 like eighteen babies now. And then I have Caesar from 1:01:30.320 --> 1:01:37.240 the Planet of the Apes, that motherfucker. 1:01:37.480 --> 1:01:42.520 Saul Goodman but in character Okay, okay, I'm high with him. 1:01:42.640 --> 1:01:45.440 Okay, but yeah, Caesar from the Planet of the Apes, 1:01:45.840 --> 1:01:48.200 because I mean that's like a no brainer, like that 1:01:48.320 --> 1:01:50.400 motherfucker knows things. 1:01:50.920 --> 1:01:53.040 He is scary, No, he's not. 1:01:53.160 --> 1:01:57.840 He's like he's like torn. He's like I don't, like 1:01:57.960 --> 1:02:01.120 I want to like rise because we tortured our whole life. 1:02:01.120 --> 1:02:03.120 But I'm thinking of the other monkey and Planet of 1:02:03.120 --> 1:02:05.360 the Apes who's like really scary and like doesn't fuck 1:02:05.400 --> 1:02:07.160 with Caesar and like throws him around. 1:02:06.880 --> 1:02:09.600 In that one scene like Caesar, I mean, Caesar's kind 1:02:09.600 --> 1:02:11.480 of a bit because he plays both sides, but whatever. 1:02:11.720 --> 1:02:16.240 And then I have HRH Collection, ohcause imagine imagine HRH 1:02:16.240 --> 1:02:19.920 collection and asalien banks like just communicating. 1:02:20.560 --> 1:02:23.840 I fuck your dream. Blunt Rotation was so good. Can 1:02:23.840 --> 1:02:26.560 we just like amalgamate ours, Like, imagine that room. That 1:02:26.560 --> 1:02:28.480 would be too many people and I would have anxiety. 1:02:28.640 --> 1:02:30.959 We would have to like put weed in a uh 1:02:31.720 --> 1:02:34.800 uh an air diffuser. Yeah, and just like gassing. 1:02:35.240 --> 1:02:35.360 Oh. 1:02:35.400 --> 1:02:37.440 If I was crossfaded though, it would be like literally 1:02:37.680 --> 1:02:39.720 it would be magical. If I was cross faded, my 1:02:40.400 --> 1:02:43.240 nightmare blunt rotation would turn into my dream blunt rotation. 1:02:44.520 --> 1:02:47.960 Does that make sense? It would become good. 1:02:48.080 --> 1:02:50.720 See, That's that was my problem with my nightmare rotation. 1:02:50.760 --> 1:02:52.720 As I was writing it out, I was like, like, 1:02:53.240 --> 1:02:57.919 I'm so like dark, like dark and evil, Like there's 1:02:57.920 --> 1:02:59.880 like a part of me that like wants to like 1:03:00.400 --> 1:03:03.560 see that happen and be like in that really city situation, 1:03:03.720 --> 1:03:05.760 and just I just want to see James Charles high, 1:03:05.840 --> 1:03:07.280 Like I just want to see that full high and 1:03:07.280 --> 1:03:09.040 freak the fuck out because whatever. 1:03:11.120 --> 1:03:14.320 Oh god, Okay, Yeah, that's the end of this episode. 1:03:14.800 --> 1:03:17.400 Media of the Week is I don't have my phone, 1:03:17.440 --> 1:03:18.520 so I have to go off the top of my 1:03:18.600 --> 1:03:24.200 head reminiscing by I don't know the band so cause 1:03:24.200 --> 1:03:25.520 I don't have I think the River. 1:03:25.440 --> 1:03:26.440 Band I don't know. 1:03:28.680 --> 1:03:31.680 On my mind and mine by everything but the Girl, 1:03:32.320 --> 1:03:35.720 oh and which is all Alignment by Glenn Campbell. I 1:03:35.800 --> 1:03:38.040 just made What's so annoying about my phone dying and 1:03:38.120 --> 1:03:39.040 like breaking it is. 1:03:39.080 --> 1:03:39.960 I just made one of my. 1:03:39.880 --> 1:03:42.120 Favorite playlists I've ever made for my ride back from 1:03:42.320 --> 1:03:44.360 Joshua Tree and like everything on that. 1:03:44.440 --> 1:03:46.160 But I wouldn't give you all everything, because then, like 1:03:46.200 --> 1:03:47.200 what would you come back for? 1:03:49.240 --> 1:03:54.040 Okay, so my media, I like Yellow Bike Cold Play 1:03:54.120 --> 1:03:58.720 right now, I'll admit it. Whatever, let it go. I 1:03:58.880 --> 1:04:02.200 like No I was arc by Coco Rosie. That's a 1:04:02.280 --> 1:04:10.400 really fucking solid song, and like, this is embarrassing for 1:04:10.480 --> 1:04:14.240 me to say, um, oh my god, I know where 1:04:14.440 --> 1:04:19.200 it said. I think we're coming to an end on 1:04:19.280 --> 1:04:23.280 the imagine Dragon Slander. I think I think we're almost there. 1:04:23.720 --> 1:04:26.040 I can't listen to a song fully and enjoy it, 1:04:26.200 --> 1:04:28.600 but it like I listened to like a few of 1:04:28.640 --> 1:04:30.520 their songs with an open heart and an open mind 1:04:30.560 --> 1:04:35.200 recently and it wasn't the worst thing in the world. 1:04:35.240 --> 1:04:36.440 And they have to be so they have to be 1:04:36.480 --> 1:04:39.760 doing something fucking right to have eighty billion streams. 1:04:39.840 --> 1:04:43.080 Okay, then say that about Ed Cheran, No exactly. 1:04:42.800 --> 1:04:47.640 Ed she Banche literally a witch and then everything he 1:04:47.680 --> 1:04:48.880 Needs by Karli ra Jebson. 1:04:49.440 --> 1:04:52.240 He needs me, he needs me, he needs me, he 1:04:52.280 --> 1:04:55.240 needs me, he needs me, he needs me all right. 1:04:55.360 --> 1:04:57.840 At the end of the episode, my sim card I 1:04:57.840 --> 1:05:00.520 think is wet, and then my phone, my backup phone, 1:05:00.560 --> 1:05:01.440 isn't working anymore. 1:05:02.160 --> 1:05:04.720 My life is a nightmare. Go watch Old Boy too, 1:05:06.000 --> 1:05:06.320 just that. 1:05:06.760 --> 1:05:08.880 Oh you know where you should watch your fucking mouth. 1:05:11.440 --> 1:05:14.440 Whatever. Bye, I'm also quitting. I'm quitting. 1:05:14.840 --> 1:05:18.400 Go ahead, bitch, bye bye. Why the fuck are you 1:05:18.400 --> 1:05:18.840 still here? 1:05:19.120 --> 1:05:41.880 Bye bye bye 1:05:45.120 --> 1:05:45.520 Mm hmm