Speaker 1: Happy New Year. Hi guys, welcome to you another episode
Speaker 1: of Horrible Decisions. Weezie and I decided that we were
Speaker 1: going to give you guys the best moments of twenty eighteen. Now,
Speaker 1: this is based off some of our patrons, this is
Speaker 1: based all some of our Twitter followers, and this is
Speaker 1: also just based on Weezie and I personal opinion. So
Speaker 1: I'm excited to give you guys now the best moments
Speaker 1: of Horrible Decisions. Enjoy. So We're gonna begin with the
Speaker 1: very first thing that I think was kind of the
Speaker 1: turning points. So we ended up joining Loudspeaker, and as
Speaker 1: we were recording our episode, one of the Loudspeaker family members,
Speaker 1: Dallas Pen, walked into our studio session and decided to
Speaker 1: share one of his kinks with us on air, and
Speaker 1: Weezy and I had our mouths to the floor. So
Speaker 1: listening as dallas Pen tells everyone what his kink is
Speaker 1: masturbated or like touch yourself with something that someone had
Speaker 1: that you wanted to m No, I really don't do that.
Speaker 1: That's some WPS panties that white people. Wait, what that
Speaker 1: is the thing? What did you just say? Doing in socks?
Speaker 1: People always masturbate inside of shoes. I wish you would
Speaker 1: masturbate them some of my motherfucking heels. Oh wait, you
Speaker 1: the internet? Oh yes, yes, I did have an ex
Speaker 1: who took my who liked my shoes, and he would
Speaker 1: exx with my shoes and my clothes and he would
Speaker 1: do that. So I do know what you we gotta
Speaker 1: limit that is, Steve mad I don't know how to
Speaker 1: go income. You're not doing that with my red bottoms.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, look the first thing to pop up.
Speaker 1: I secretly borrow shoes from my lady friends and masturbate
Speaker 1: into them. People tend to frown downpone this when they
Speaker 1: see you lick the inside of their shoe. Wait wait,
Speaker 1: they look their own what Okay, you know he's like,
Speaker 1: I don't like but you have jerked off inside of shoe. Okay,
Speaker 1: that's not weird at all. What kind of shoe was it?
Speaker 1: What kind of shoe? Okay, that's not too expensive? Can
Speaker 1: we hear him? Can we hear him? No? No, we can.
Speaker 1: We gotta get can we get you on the mic
Speaker 1: real quick? Oh? Hey, hey, Dallas pan, we I met
Speaker 1: you at the Hi. Wait, we gotta get that on
Speaker 1: the mic, though, come on, So we really need to
Speaker 1: get this crocodile Caviclin ship with this. Did you come in? Okay?
Speaker 1: So we have someone in the room who has all right,
Speaker 1: I'm talking about a pair of fire ask black Label
Speaker 1: Calvin Klein. Does it matter if they're like fire or
Speaker 1: like I mean, they just just the design was obviously
Speaker 1: thought of where you turned on by her wearing them first,
Speaker 1: and then you wanted to masturbate in them. Well, I
Speaker 1: gotta be honest with you, no one had put the
Speaker 1: shoe on yet, but I imagine the person wearing the shoe,
Speaker 1: whoa how fire they were? They were just going to
Speaker 1: be so fucking incredible. And did you buy this? Well?
Speaker 1: Actually I was. I was working at Marshall's at the time,
Speaker 1: and I'm in the back. I wasn't. I mean, yeah,
Speaker 1: I was younger. Marshalls didn't get in my car. I was,
Speaker 1: I was. I was in my thirties now, I was.
Speaker 1: I was just in the back stock room and I
Speaker 1: was like, Yo, the person that's gonna wear this shoe
Speaker 1: was gonna be so fucking fire, She's gonna be beautiful,
Speaker 1: and she's gonna let me fuck because I made her
Speaker 1: laugh and ship oh my god, like her calfs are
Speaker 1: so crazy and I just I gave it up. Aside
Speaker 1: aside from the shoes, you would say you're a man
Speaker 1: with a foot fetish, I would say that I like
Speaker 1: nice shoes. I would say that I like nice shoes.
Speaker 1: I don't. I don't consider that so much a foot fetish.
Speaker 1: But but I love the architecture of just a really
Speaker 1: nice heel and what it does to the person wearing it,
Speaker 1: the confidence that it gives them, the tautness that it
Speaker 1: gives their's just the way that it makes I mean,
Speaker 1: a superhelo makes you walk a certain way. And I
Speaker 1: love And this all goes through your mind, do you
Speaker 1: kidding me? You kidding me? The older you get, you
Speaker 1: start processing all this, you see somebody in heels and
Speaker 1: you can be like, oh, they just got those heels.
Speaker 1: They don't even know how to walk on yet, they
Speaker 1: don't know how walking them yet. Y'all can tell when
Speaker 1: we're just breaking in a shoe right right now, right now,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you. I'm gonna tell you when the
Speaker 1: last time you got your eyebrows thready, microblade? Thank you? Okay, okay,
Speaker 1: I M gonna have to come and expect that when
Speaker 1: he went on the premium show and he said that
Speaker 1: he sucked a mother and adult. This is better than that.
Speaker 1: Hold on for a second, God is in the details.
Speaker 1: That's crazy. Do you buy shoes for women? Like? Are
Speaker 1: you do you currently have a wife? I am married
Speaker 1: actually And and the crazy thing, the true story is
Speaker 1: that my wife, um, her feet are actually two different sizes.
Speaker 1: So she has to go to Norshroom because Northhrom Norshroom
Speaker 1: is the only department store that will let you buy
Speaker 1: like you know, it's not like a half size off.
Speaker 1: There's more than a whole size difference between Yeah, so
Speaker 1: Norsham will let you actually have one shoe and one
Speaker 1: size one shoe another size. But she's the one who
Speaker 1: kind of got me out of She kind of show
Speaker 1: what my story was. My issue was, which was what
Speaker 1: was your issue? We think are not an issue? I
Speaker 1: want to go ahead. And I had a small collection
Speaker 1: of heels. Um she bought just a jerk off in
Speaker 1: bro Is this real? This is real? This is some
Speaker 1: real ship I had. She came to my apartment, man
Speaker 1: and she got to just see all the ship that
Speaker 1: I collect and ship that I had fucking hoarded and
Speaker 1: stuff like that. I had, like I had baby clothes
Speaker 1: with matching adult clothes. Like I had adult Polo Bear sweater,
Speaker 1: four of them with the matching baby sweater. Why for
Speaker 1: when I had a child that we could twin up? Oh,
Speaker 1: I thought this was still geting sexual. I was starting
Speaker 1: to freak out, all right, No, no, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: no no no. And I had and I had, I
Speaker 1: had a collection. Again. I worked at Marshals and and
Speaker 1: every now and then they would get in these incredible
Speaker 1: designer uh like these calm con joints in the house. Yes.
Speaker 1: She was like, yo, whose shoes are these? Like? Whose
Speaker 1: shoes are you at? They're too small to fit your
Speaker 1: We did, guys, we did not playing this. These are
Speaker 1: just they were the first thing she was concerned about.
Speaker 1: The real talk. Was like she was like, yo, can
Speaker 1: these shoes fit you? And I was like, no, they open.
Speaker 1: She thought you were cross. She thought I might be
Speaker 1: you know, I might have might have that in my stevee.
Speaker 1: But I was like, you know, that's too far. No,
Speaker 1: But I just I just I love the architecture, I
Speaker 1: love the design of them. I'm just imagining. And this
Speaker 1: is what I told him myself. I said, I just
Speaker 1: imagine the person that's gonna put these on, how they're
Speaker 1: gonna have to walk in them, the confidence that they're
Speaker 1: gonna have because people are gonna be looking at them.
Speaker 1: People are gonna be like, oh my god. This come
Speaker 1: stem from this is something else? No, it stems from
Speaker 1: me just loving being attracted to a confident woman. And
Speaker 1: and it doesn't have to be the heel she has on.
Speaker 1: She could have on skippies. But she could again have
Speaker 1: her eyebrows micro blazard. But whatever, whatever this she got,
Speaker 1: whatever that she done, you could build a bit if
Speaker 1: you wanted to. First of all, First of all, all
Speaker 1: these all these robot chicks, that's from my brain. Sex dolls,
Speaker 1: they're from Dallas, pen guys, that's from That's from my brain, totally,
Speaker 1: all right. And and and the reason why we have
Speaker 1: anse sex dollars now anyway, is because sex dolls they
Speaker 1: have been programmed at the same me too. What a
Speaker 1: bittersweet clip. This next one is for me. This episode
Speaker 1: I didn't even want to post. I didn't want cameras therefore,
Speaker 1: I was so angry about And it's episode seventy seven,
Speaker 1: working out the kinks, the most talked about episode. People
Speaker 1: that don't even listen to our podcast to check this out,
Speaker 1: and it was amazing that it happened. I think I
Speaker 1: really was angry for the first half of this episode
Speaker 1: that we went through a therapy session with someone that
Speaker 1: listened to an episode and had this bias of me
Speaker 1: because she's only heard one thing. And I was so
Speaker 1: mad to be there and to know that all these
Speaker 1: people would get to listen. But when Mandy got emotional,
Speaker 1: it really was a pivotal point for me in realizing
Speaker 1: some of my wrong doings and wanting to grow. And
Speaker 1: I know that many of you shared with us that
Speaker 1: you've cried in your are or your cubicle or just
Speaker 1: on the subway listening to this, and it was such
Speaker 1: an intense moment to hear Mandy get upset, and I'm
Speaker 1: very grateful that, um we had a breakthrough. So share
Speaker 1: this moment again with us. Don't cry, We're doing great,
Speaker 1: But enjoy episode seventy seven working out the Kings. You
Speaker 1: know what, even with all of this fluff and all
Speaker 1: the she's you're a little runkin bumpkin. You both are.
Speaker 1: You're so sensitive. You think I want but I think
Speaker 1: that you you don't even believe me, So then why
Speaker 1: do you even as in, yeah, can I say something? So?
Speaker 1: Why am I here? You're just wasting money? So you
Speaker 1: did it again. You did it again every time she
Speaker 1: makes an attempt. And I know past behavior informs present
Speaker 1: behavior perception, but you've got to give it a truy.
Speaker 1: If you want even emoticum of this to work out,
Speaker 1: you've got to try. You just ask me to bag.
Speaker 1: You've got to have a sense of face. Yes, yes,
Speaker 1: How hard is it for you to be soft? I
Speaker 1: this is the problem. When I sit here and actually
Speaker 1: do hurt, or actually do show my emotions, then I
Speaker 1: get well, you're not even the imo ho. I didn't
Speaker 1: think he was gonna be mad. As a human being,
Speaker 1: I do hurt. I do get my emotions like bother.
Speaker 1: So it bothers me that because I don't sit here
Speaker 1: and show emotions or or talk about the men that
Speaker 1: I love, or I don't have these emotions for men,
Speaker 1: that people just assume that she's gonna get over it.
Speaker 1: She's gonna laugh it off, she's not gonna be hurt.
Speaker 1: And I think that's bullshit because I do do I
Speaker 1: see here and show my emotions as much as others know.
Speaker 1: But when I see here and and receive something in
Speaker 1: private and then in front of other people, I'm in
Speaker 1: a different thing. Yes, I become frustrated. Yes, I can't
Speaker 1: take it in as genuine because behind closed doors and
Speaker 1: within our personal conversations, I'm over talked to or hung
Speaker 1: up on. We both hung up on each other. It
Speaker 1: goes to levels to where we're just trying to talk
Speaker 1: over each other and there is no resolution. So when
Speaker 1: I come into a place or I stay here and
Speaker 1: my feelings are actually hurt, for that to not be acknowledged,
Speaker 1: for for me to be told you're not getting an
Speaker 1: apology for me, and for me to get a long thread,
Speaker 1: Oh so now you want to be emotional, You're just overreacting.
Speaker 1: And it's like, yes, I'm not the one that shows
Speaker 1: my emotions on this podcast. People bring it up all
Speaker 1: the time. I'm able to have sex without tying emotions
Speaker 1: to it, but I do still want a certain level
Speaker 1: of respect from people. And when my feelings are hurt,
Speaker 1: specifically from people that I do business with, specifically from
Speaker 1: people that I helped put money into their pockets, that
Speaker 1: we make money together, from someone that I'm building something
Speaker 1: strong with I absolutely want them to know that I
Speaker 1: am still human and if I'm gonna respond to way
Speaker 1: the way that you knew I would respond because you
Speaker 1: said you knew I would be upset? Did you know?
Speaker 1: Did you know I would be this upset? No? But
Speaker 1: the fact, but the fact that when I showed my
Speaker 1: emotions you came to me and was like, well, I think, okay,
Speaker 1: I did I get it. But but you attribute to
Speaker 1: the problem, sweetie, because I don't show my emotions. I
Speaker 1: am I'm very cold and I don't show my emotions
Speaker 1: with a lot of people. My mom was that way.
Speaker 1: This is this is how I am. No, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: it is how you are. But it doesn't have to
Speaker 1: be the way. It doesn't have to You don't always
Speaker 1: have to be that way. And what you're doing, listen,
Speaker 1: is you do yourself a great disservice by presenting yourself
Speaker 1: as unbreakable. I'll agree to that, yes, okay, that with
Speaker 1: my mom. And so this one, this one, Reezy who
Speaker 1: has a heart, take time taking responsibility for being hurtful.
Speaker 1: She's going to hide behind that. Oh, Mandy's tough. So
Speaker 1: you need to share and be more open you're asking
Speaker 1: her to be more open, need to do the same.
Speaker 1: And I don't know, maybe this whole podcast you two
Speaker 1: be in these like brazenly open sexually whatever it's it,
Speaker 1: it does you a disservice because it doesn't allow you
Speaker 1: to be who you truly are. And maybe that's something
Speaker 1: you two need to build upon with the podcast, is
Speaker 1: you can be brazen, you can have this open sexual
Speaker 1: energy and connect with people and stop bullshitting yourselves and
Speaker 1: saying that there's no emotion behind it, because that's not true.
Speaker 1: So how do you feel about the fact that she's
Speaker 1: crying in front of you? Of course, I mean, honestly,
Speaker 1: I'm surprised. I thought I would be the one and
Speaker 1: I did to cry. I I'm crying. Look at it,
Speaker 1: you crying. I feel so bad, you know. I feel
Speaker 1: really bad that you feel like this, Okay, And no, no,
Speaker 1: I feel bad that you really think that. I feel
Speaker 1: badly that you think. Yes, I feel badly that you
Speaker 1: think I hurt you, and I think I said I
Speaker 1: feel badly that I did hate you because you have done.
Speaker 1: Of course, I feel badly that I did hurt you.
Speaker 1: I feel badly that you know you said because I'm
Speaker 1: not emotional. You knew I would react that way, No,
Speaker 1: I didn't. I feel badly that I responded with you
Speaker 1: that way. Sometimes I do have to be softer too.
Speaker 1: But I think I've just felt maybe I don't know
Speaker 1: what the word is. Maybe I didn't feel remorse because
Speaker 1: I was already harboring feelings for things that I feel
Speaker 1: like I went through on the show. For the most part,
Speaker 1: on the show, I feel like I'm the one who's
Speaker 1: super emotional. So when you reacted that way and went crazy, yes,
Speaker 1: I was like, fuck you because I felt like you
Speaker 1: said fuck me. I just the one thing that I
Speaker 1: could ever say that I want from you is just
Speaker 1: to call me first. And I feel like the and
Speaker 1: I've been so upset with you is because when we talk,
Speaker 1: you bring up other people. A King said, my friends say,
Speaker 1: Van says, Mal says, I don't care. I want to
Speaker 1: know what you think. Are you taking in everything she's saying.
Speaker 1: I gotta say it appears quite genuine to me. Can
Speaker 1: you accept her apology? And I need for you to
Speaker 1: tap into the softer part of yourself, not the cold
Speaker 1: mother pushing people away. This is your opportunity. There's a
Speaker 1: lot going on in my head right now? Why would
Speaker 1: I want to come on here and cry in front
Speaker 1: of you and all these people on the ears. I
Speaker 1: didn't mean it. Okay, stop Mandy. It's hard. It's hard,
Speaker 1: but I need for you to embrace the fact that
Speaker 1: Wheezy is actually being genuine and Karen, I can acknowledge that. Okay,
Speaker 1: can you say it to her? Not to me? I don't.
Speaker 1: I can see here and say I'm acknowledging what you're saying,
Speaker 1: and I'm going to stop there because I know that
Speaker 1: I'm not able to say it, but right which is
Speaker 1: so I want. I want to say I do appreciate
Speaker 1: you acknowledging and us getting to where we are right now,
Speaker 1: because I feel like it's been a huge detriment to
Speaker 1: how we have been communicating over the last year and
Speaker 1: a half. We sat here at episode five ready to
Speaker 1: give in. We've sat here at episodes sixteen seventeen, need
Speaker 1: to give it. We've sat here at episode thirty and
Speaker 1: try and and almost given in. So you sitting here
Speaker 1: and acknowledging that I appreciate that and moving forward if
Speaker 1: this is something to where you can't sit here and
Speaker 1: look at me as a human being, even if it's
Speaker 1: someone that you don't like, look at me as that
Speaker 1: human being, knowing that I have feelings, knowing that I
Speaker 1: have emotions. And even if we're not friends, those three
Speaker 1: close friends to you, look at me and when you
Speaker 1: do things. I just want you to say, with my
Speaker 1: three best friends, like if I did this to them,
Speaker 1: because even though we're not friends, even though we're not friends, wheezy,
Speaker 1: this is this is a business and this is no. No.
Speaker 1: Not only that, I feel like our relationship and the
Speaker 1: things that we go through are much more than a marriage.
Speaker 1: They're much more than a friendship, so much more than
Speaker 1: a lot of other types of relationships. Mandy, are you
Speaker 1: going to do the same, Yes, yes, yes, because you've
Speaker 1: told you moving, moving, moving. You said you're the only
Speaker 1: person we were in that meeting with Christmas. We were.
Speaker 1: You told me we were like, you're the only thing
Speaker 1: I absolutely stand by that I had Mandy, stop stop, stop,
Speaker 1: you see she's throwing me under the bus. I said,
Speaker 1: you told me you can't do this for me to
Speaker 1: my face, I literally have one minute. Just did it.
Speaker 1: You just did it. You had a break through and
Speaker 1: then you can't toatuate the feel good emotions. You can't
Speaker 1: what was said. I need for you to say that
Speaker 1: going forward, you're going to extend to her the same
Speaker 1: respect that you deserve and want, and don't tell me
Speaker 1: you've always No. No, that's fine, but no, say can
Speaker 1: I sit here and say that there was a misunderstanding
Speaker 1: and I want that has to be clear before we
Speaker 1: move forward. I sat here and said that that is
Speaker 1: something that I'm in willing to do. What was misconstrued
Speaker 1: in what was said was that I don't have this
Speaker 1: energy or interaction or relationship with anyone the way that
Speaker 1: I do you in my life currently. That is what
Speaker 1: was said. That's why I treat you this way. I
Speaker 1: don't treat you away. We have no way of communication.
Speaker 1: But we've we've gotten past that. So that's what I'm
Speaker 1: telling you that I'm sitting here telling you to your
Speaker 1: face that I'm willing to do that and I have.
Speaker 1: But in terms of but stop, I'm willing to do
Speaker 1: that and I have. Are you willing to work with
Speaker 1: her as well? Absolutely? Okay, So this guy's falling asleep.
Speaker 1: I have a headache. I've got to say. This is
Speaker 1: way past my bedtime mine too. Thank you for coming
Speaker 1: can I shake your hand now? I don't know why
Speaker 1: you didn't because we tend not to therapy. Therapy uncomfortable
Speaker 1: and I hugger after, so I get it. You go
Speaker 1: to therapy all this time? Holy cow. So one of
Speaker 1: my favorite episodes foren was when we had Cake on
Speaker 1: and she sat here and showed motherfucking love and confidence
Speaker 1: for all of the BBWs. So take a listen to
Speaker 1: this episode where Cake sat here and said, why these
Speaker 1: niggas be liking us? Big girls? Yes? Is BBW sluts
Speaker 1: so or BBW um big booty big? We're gonna pull
Speaker 1: it up? Well? Can I ask this question while you're
Speaker 1: from up? Um? What's the difference on each side? That's
Speaker 1: a good So I started out in the BBW um
Speaker 1: community or the BBW niche niche, and then I decided, like,
Speaker 1: you know, because my the guy that I was working with, um,
Speaker 1: he kept bringing me like, you know, small girls, smaller
Speaker 1: girls that were kind of thick, but they weren't BBW.
Speaker 1: He kept bringing me girls like Manzie, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like she's maybe initial up right now, you're
Speaker 1: not really this is the best thing. Maybe thirty pounds ago,
Speaker 1: I was you ain't righting. Wait, so what's a bb
Speaker 1: saying that? I think anybody's walking fat dude? That's factual.
Speaker 1: Now they definitely do, and I think I mean, I
Speaker 1: get comments on Instagram to say big beautiful that's what. Okay,
Speaker 1: So so BBW for our listeners then, because I think
Speaker 1: Drake maybe made it acceptable for just think bitches to
Speaker 1: be like, you know, BBW because Drake like BBW, he
Speaker 1: BBWs and they're not BBWs. Okay, BBW is can you
Speaker 1: give a weight variance or what does it be, Donna,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna okay. So like it's just like a girl
Speaker 1: that's you know, you got some good, you got some,
Speaker 1: but got some titties. So can I say this? I'm
Speaker 1: like really scared to say because don't want to be
Speaker 1: at it. I've always when I've seen BBW porn, it's
Speaker 1: always like they're really big, well like a lot of
Speaker 1: like you've got like you could grab something, like you've
Speaker 1: got some rolls, some stuff, so like a lot of
Speaker 1: fucking me, yeah, you gotta met And it's to me
Speaker 1: not really thick, like I think different when I think thick,
Speaker 1: like to me, I think like black China type of
Speaker 1: thick or okay, you know, guys, not looking at her,
Speaker 1: you do BBW. What about Chocolate Booty goddess because she
Speaker 1: looks thick to me, but she actually lost some weight,
Speaker 1: but she's b W. She she got a big old
Speaker 1: assay she she has like okay, Queen Spit does that
Speaker 1: girl right on all the time. She's BBW. So it's like,
Speaker 1: you know, um, I want to say, like if you're
Speaker 1: like two fifty to I don't know how much you weigh,
Speaker 1: but like neither of those two fifty and that's like
Speaker 1: that's b b W. But people like in the early
Speaker 1: two hundreds, you just just that's the thing with BBW.
Speaker 1: I think people men want to see more meat in
Speaker 1: your like in your stomach too, Like that's what they're looking.
Speaker 1: Let me just say something first of all, this is
Speaker 1: I wouldn't we even talking about this earlier. It's propaganda.
Speaker 1: These niggas we out here like feeding propaganda to females.
Speaker 1: Like niggas are still lifting up bitches muffintop and eating
Speaker 1: that pussy. Talk about it, Yeah, just lifting up the
Speaker 1: muffintop and eating that bab W pussy. Niggas is eating
Speaker 1: it from the back like a big Mac. He's doing
Speaker 1: all of that okay, like a good bag doing it
Speaker 1: from the bag like a big mag Let's tap are
Speaker 1: you're doing it? Like? Let's not friend Like, let me
Speaker 1: just say this. I when I was in my whole face,
Speaker 1: I was getting flown out. I was a little tricking
Speaker 1: on me. You know what I'm saying, Like, what is
Speaker 1: it I'm talking about? Let me tell you something. Everybody
Speaker 1: thinks that just because their press effective is one way.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like, there's a whole community
Speaker 1: in New York City BBWs. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: My homeboy Mike, he has um. He throws BBD BBW
Speaker 1: parties at um slaggers in midtown and packed with fine
Speaker 1: asked niggas as that like pop and asked niggas buying bottles,
Speaker 1: all kind of ships. So just because like your experience
Speaker 1: is not like you never looked at b bws like
Speaker 1: it's a whole community and niggas really do funk with it.
Speaker 1: But niggas do is they put this prop again the
Speaker 1: out there, like to separate us as women. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, So you can feel like you're better
Speaker 1: than me because you're smaller, and this way they're able
Speaker 1: to divide and conquer easier because that fat bitchin' gonna
Speaker 1: take my man. Guess I will, I will, I will.
Speaker 1: I'll be spending bad money on me, says he will,
Speaker 1: he will, he will fly me out, he will do
Speaker 1: all that. Okay, yes, I'll ride his face. I will,
Speaker 1: I will. That's I mean. But I even you'll be
Speaker 1: riding face because I'm right nigally want you to sit
Speaker 1: all of that on a face. Girl, what dude, like
Speaker 1: they can't breathe? I guess, I mean, you gotta hold
Speaker 1: yourself up a little bit. Bro like you like? The
Speaker 1: fantasy though, is like having a girl that's bigger and
Speaker 1: that's a whole niche. And a lot of your girls
Speaker 1: on your site are in the BBW category, And so
Speaker 1: where do you find these women? Where are? Because I
Speaker 1: feel like we get so many letters from listeners that
Speaker 1: once they reach maybe maybe they gain weight or reach
Speaker 1: the BBW status, their confidence leaves them. You have very
Speaker 1: confident women on your website who embraced they gained the weight.
Speaker 1: And we've had male listeners say my wife lost her confidence.
Speaker 1: She you know, We've had a lot of those letters
Speaker 1: so where do you find these women? Just let me
Speaker 1: just say, because I don't know if you guys know this,
Speaker 1: but I used to be a part of the industry
Speaker 1: more so than just being what I am today. I
Speaker 1: used to be a stripper back in like two thousand,
Speaker 1: five thousand six. I was going to rock Wells in
Speaker 1: Brooklyn collecting my coins, okay, and I was getting my
Speaker 1: money and I was getting my life. So I'm just
Speaker 1: waiting for one more, like one liner that big man,
Speaker 1: how much I want to pay attention to you. All
Speaker 1: I can think about is big, big, Big. I heard
Speaker 1: that was one of my favorite lines. So but not
Speaker 1: not for nothing, like you know, I just so I'm
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Speaker 1: a while, and I just this year haven't been featured
Speaker 1: on your Yes I did, I was. I was at
Speaker 1: one point in time, but I just realized I felt
Speaker 1: like my talents were more served behind the camera. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Um, I had a big following.
Speaker 1: I went mainstream, and that's how you find your co stars. Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's what I asked. How do they know about me?
Speaker 1: My co stars? The guys that wanted to I'll be
Speaker 1: honest with you, and that that was I had had
Speaker 1: these holes, you know, I had these holes trying to
Speaker 1: holler at me and that and like in the earliest
Speaker 1: like when end up in the beginning, like I used
Speaker 1: to just nas wanna sunk, We're gonna suck on film
Speaker 1: and then it was like you ever like charge them
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Speaker 1: they want you to get this one. Ignore it's a
Speaker 1: charge I don't charge for you can't get. Have you
Speaker 1: ever had a Roses as a donation Roses? Let me
Speaker 1: just I want to pause for a second. I did
Speaker 1: not mean that to insult you. But if they just
Speaker 1: want to suck you that badge want to get me
Speaker 1: caught up, let me just say this. I had I
Speaker 1: had holes and they was stricken on me. I basically
Speaker 1: was able to get any man in my life to do,
Speaker 1: you know, go be in a video, let's do this,
Speaker 1: give me some money. Like I had the same life
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Speaker 1: had your sight in your I guess social media personality,
Speaker 1: since you've had a boyfriend, And what does he want
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Speaker 1: have men in the room that are curious because before
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Speaker 1: would you guys have a problem dating someone in the
Speaker 1: industry as far as the porn industry or doing what
Speaker 1: she does be honest, behind the scenes, probably not, But
Speaker 1: if she was in front of the camera, yes, What
Speaker 1: about if she was a porn star when you met
Speaker 1: her and now she's only doing lesbian porn because you
Speaker 1: know a lot of porn starts do that. They stopped
Speaker 1: sucking men and they just do lesbian And if Fox
Speaker 1: up their money, what about you? Oh yeah, he like
Speaker 1: y'all gonna hear me. She'd had to educate me in
Speaker 1: in its full entirety about her world before because this
Speaker 1: is their name. I wouldn't. I can respect that my
Speaker 1: perception of what it is, it's probably far different from
Speaker 1: what it really is. Can I say, can I get
Speaker 1: I want to kick some facts. Yeah, so let me
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Speaker 1: go to the club and meet a n and suck
Speaker 1: his the same night. Not all in the back of that.
Speaker 1: When he made that comment, I wasn't really thinking about
Speaker 1: like safety. I was thinking of like men feeling secure mostee,
Speaker 1: my dude, like he really fucks with me, and he
Speaker 1: sucks with me on the level like when I met him.
Speaker 1: We've been together for like ten years now. Ship you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. You see you before he kid
Speaker 1: so he when he met me, I was just like
Speaker 1: really getting into that lifestyle, was dancing, and it wasn't
Speaker 1: like it was one of those situations where I really
Speaker 1: wasn't It wasn't like it wasn't supposed to be what
Speaker 1: it is today, you know what I mean? And after
Speaker 1: a while he was just like, is this what you
Speaker 1: want to do? And I'm like, it started not feeling
Speaker 1: like at first it was empowering because I grew up
Speaker 1: with my mom and people in my family telling me
Speaker 1: you're fat, nobody's gonna want you. And the fact that
Speaker 1: I'm making money off of my body. Who told you this,
Speaker 1: my mom and my own mom because of your weight,
Speaker 1: no one would want you. That A lot of women
Speaker 1: deal with that growing up. They like bigger girls that
Speaker 1: grow up are told not to eat like you, you're fat,
Speaker 1: and even not only from the family, you're getting it
Speaker 1: at school, You're getting it from your peers. And so
Speaker 1: what made you go to where you was like with
Speaker 1: my mom, gotta say I'm beautiful, I'm big, and I'm
Speaker 1: loving it and I'm gonna do what I need to do.
Speaker 1: Like was it immediate or was it took time? I
Speaker 1: would through a lot of shitty relationships and settling for
Speaker 1: less and not feeling like, you know, just taking whatever
Speaker 1: I could get, and then like life's pretty reality setting
Speaker 1: because I got kicked out when I was eighteen, and
Speaker 1: you know, bitch had to pay her bill, which had
Speaker 1: to get her coins. So it was only right that
Speaker 1: we gave you guys the episode that had the most
Speaker 1: listens for the year, and it was none other than
Speaker 1: The episode was Rory from the Joe Buddon podcast. We
Speaker 1: talked about ghosts cream pies and he shared a very
Speaker 1: interesting story about how was it cut holding was it?
Speaker 1: I don't know it was. It was weird though, and
Speaker 1: he shared a story with us about how he got
Speaker 1: caught fucking someone's wife. Anyways, it was very interesting. It
Speaker 1: was very entertaining. Tune into this moment of eighteen where
Speaker 1: Rory shared one of his biggest horrible decisions. It's from
Speaker 1: the Cuckold Couple. They made a separate email for this ship,
Speaker 1: so I know they was like, we were really on
Speaker 1: the law. Hello, ladies, just found the podcast and damn
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Speaker 1: in Washington State who's been together since high school, fifteen
Speaker 1: years old and now we're both thirty eight. We have
Speaker 1: had an open relationship for ten years. She enjoys having
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Speaker 1: black Dick. We have been searching, and I've been trying
Speaker 1: to find a guy. We've been searching, wait they've both
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Speaker 1: him later what their ethnicity was in their white You
Speaker 1: don't say I wanted to know if she's just curious
Speaker 1: how the guy is searching. We have been searching, and
Speaker 1: I've been trying to find a guy to be her
Speaker 1: first in this arena, and it's not the easiest thing.
Speaker 1: The show makes us feel less alone, and since none
Speaker 1: of our family and friends know we since none of
Speaker 1: our family and friends now, I hope you continue to
Speaker 1: have great success. PS. I would totally snowball Rihanna with
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Speaker 1: someone else's well, it's just comes swapping, basically snowballing passing
Speaker 1: it back. But that's the colding thing, right because like
Speaker 1: in a lot of cu holding videos, you'll watch her
Speaker 1: be like, oh, the kids come off of me, or
Speaker 1: suck to come out of his dick like crazy ship.
Speaker 1: What was the question in that? Um? I think his
Speaker 1: question is I was just trying to get something, just
Speaker 1: trying to get some black Oh. I guess I kind
Speaker 1: of like maybe the how to UM because they're saying
Speaker 1: they're searching and it's not easy go to Jamaica. Um
Speaker 1: so I want to. I mean, I'm just saying, so
Speaker 1: I want to Hedonism, which is a um so. It's
Speaker 1: a nude adult only resort um in Jamaica. And when
Speaker 1: I went, there was a lot of white couples there
Speaker 1: that literally said to me that they were there for
Speaker 1: black dick And of course Jamaican's are black with big dicks, so, um,
Speaker 1: I would think you forgot, which said what, I'm surprised
Speaker 1: I ain't got no kids. You know, ship. My daddy's Jamaican.
Speaker 1: I'm sure my mom was dealt with him for a reason,
Speaker 1: but because he ain't ship. But I would say, I would.
Speaker 1: I think that's just something that's in your Jamaican blood.
Speaker 1: You know Jamaican. Remember I said, dancing niggazine ship capitlas
Speaker 1: in Jamaicans, and they I'm just saying, they just don't
Speaker 1: they are only ship. I would say, though, if you're
Speaker 1: looking for something to do, I don't know what city
Speaker 1: you live in. So my suggestion would be to um
Speaker 1: go to Hedonism. It is again, it's a resort in
Speaker 1: Jamaica and that's what you have there is black cocks
Speaker 1: to fuck your white wife. I had something like that
Speaker 1: happened to me. Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, okay, you had
Speaker 1: something like we talked about it and we did on
Speaker 1: it in Chicago, and I was like, you did what
Speaker 1: I said. You need to bring it up. We gotta
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Speaker 1: the fetishizing of black men. So I'm like, so, I'm like,
Speaker 1: let me try to find white man. And you were
Speaker 1: asked to cuck hold, so I wasn't asked. Nobody asked me. Okay,
Speaker 1: wait nobody, So what happened with your cut holding story?
Speaker 1: I was like, I told this on my podcast, but
Speaker 1: it was a long like back when he was in
Speaker 1: the lower numbers, so I don't know. Um, sucking asshole.
Speaker 1: Oh you're definitely dumbing this ship. When y'all required, because
Speaker 1: I'm setting a reminder, N put me on what happened.
Speaker 1: I was like twenty or twenty one maybe, and I
Speaker 1: was working for a label at the time, and these
Speaker 1: artists from Ohio. I'm not going to say who it was.
Speaker 1: It was not Busy Bone. Was Busy Bone and his wife.
Speaker 1: It was from Ohio. They came and uh they asked me.
Speaker 1: They was like, yo, can you take the whole crew
Speaker 1: out because you're young and you know what's going on
Speaker 1: in New York? Like take them out, let them see
Speaker 1: the city. It was a big group of them. So
Speaker 1: I took them down to a spot one bleaker. We
Speaker 1: was chilling whatever, and some girl that really didn't say
Speaker 1: much at all the whole time came up to me
Speaker 1: when she was leaving and she was like, I just
Speaker 1: want to give you my number. I was like, all right, cool.
Speaker 1: I didn't think anything of it. Continued to night. She
Speaker 1: texts me like, yo, it's my hotel. I said, all right,
Speaker 1: I'm twenty Okay, I'm coming over with the ships. So
Speaker 1: I take a cab. This is prior to Uber. Take
Speaker 1: a cab up there, Like you know, I'm in the lobby.
Speaker 1: She said, give me a second now that I'm red flag,
Speaker 1: could I told you I was on the way. So
Speaker 1: then I get to the elevator. When she says, come up,
Speaker 1: I see it's the key card thing. I'm like, all right,
Speaker 1: you gotta come down and get me. She comes down
Speaker 1: and like a rope. I'm like, all right. She read
Speaker 1: a little crazy that in the lobby, like you let
Speaker 1: it be known. So we get into the room. She
Speaker 1: taking shut off right away. I'm like, oh, we're get
Speaker 1: into it. This is great. This is like a portal.
Speaker 1: This was awesome. So she starts sucking my dick. I
Speaker 1: was like, this is this is it? Out of like
Speaker 1: I didn't even have to work for this. I said
Speaker 1: one word to this ship, this is awesome. Wow. Then
Speaker 1: I slightly see the bathroom door start to open. You thought,
Speaker 1: another girl from where I'm from, right that you you
Speaker 1: can't set up about to get right, I'm about to
Speaker 1: get robbed. She was a pond in my dumb old
Speaker 1: ask fell for that ship because I'm horny. It might
Speaker 1: be worth three an you don't know you broke out.
Speaker 1: I don't know your way, and it's been like all
Speaker 1: the families are worse. Let's let's end that. Now we
Speaker 1: all don't know a judge in fact, So the door opens,
Speaker 1: I said, I'm getting robbed. It's over. Now, let me start.
Speaker 1: Where's where's my wallet? Take my iPhone? Three? So I
Speaker 1: see just arms come out with an iPad and I'm like, wait,
Speaker 1: what the fuck? So I pushed her head off of me,
Speaker 1: which kind of hurt when you twenty and horny, because
Speaker 1: she was all right. And this big gass dude comes
Speaker 1: out the bathroom with an iPad and I said there
Speaker 1: was another white couple. No, they were black. Both of
Speaker 1: them were black. Oh both were black. You love that
Speaker 1: detail out? No, we needed it, we needed that. We
Speaker 1: just all I guess we should have said your friends, Well,
Speaker 1: they weren't my friends. People that okay. So so he
Speaker 1: comes out, this big dude comes out with an iPad filming,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, yo, what the fuck is going on?
Speaker 1: And he's like, no, no, no, bro, you could suck her.
Speaker 1: I said what. So I go up to him and
Speaker 1: I said, give me that fucking iPad. He said, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: it's cool, bro, Like, it's fine, that's my wife. I said,
Speaker 1: what if he didn't come out with an iPad? What
Speaker 1: was it the recording that bothered? You know? The man
Speaker 1: coming out of a bathroom bothered me. Hold on, hold on,
Speaker 1: hold on, hold on what wait? I guess more so
Speaker 1: it's like continuing, is it what she meant? Like if
Speaker 1: he didn't come out with the iPad with that, Bobby
Speaker 1: like to keep going? You just wasn't. I feel like
Speaker 1: what happened was he was like no, no, no, that's
Speaker 1: my wife, Like this is what we do. You could
Speaker 1: like I want you to fuck her and I was
Speaker 1: like no, He's like no, it's not like I'm gonna
Speaker 1: get involved. I just want to watch your fuck. I
Speaker 1: was like, dog, give me that fucking iPad, took the
Speaker 1: iPad open, that ship, deleted that video, threw that ship
Speaker 1: on the bed, and ran the funk out of that
Speaker 1: hotel room. No nope, nope, nope, nope nope. So it's
Speaker 1: safe to say you're not into cuckolding or at this
Speaker 1: day and age, that's that's a that's a surprise. That's
Speaker 1: a man coming out of the bathroom like you getting
Speaker 1: your dicks honestly, Like and I still had like that
Speaker 1: nervousness of getting robbed. Now you were still you were
Speaker 1: super violated. Not only where you did someone surprise you
Speaker 1: as someone else, but it was inside my co I
Speaker 1: didn't have a dick at that point did they go
Speaker 1: up the ball inside? He was terrified. What isn't you
Speaker 1: know what happens when your balls like go up and
Speaker 1: then like they have to fall back down? Is that
Speaker 1: how your dick win? Answer? I think, you know, you
Speaker 1: know how people say their balls get up there and
Speaker 1: then they have to like drop back. I don't know, children,
Speaker 1: have you ever heard this? I've never heard of it.
Speaker 1: I heard that your balls can like get up too
Speaker 1: high and then like it takes a minute for them
Speaker 1: to like settle down like your testicles, like we have
Speaker 1: two men in the room. Has never happened, and I've
Speaker 1: never heard of this happening. I was reading about it
Speaker 1: in what book? Well, I was. I was trying to
Speaker 1: find it kink, And that kink I was trying to
Speaker 1: find was about like the kicking, which we've already done.
Speaker 1: But the sensation apparently from your balls going up is
Speaker 1: the thing that people like, a sensation that you get
Speaker 1: when your balls go back up when they started, like
Speaker 1: think they know it's like the most painful when you
Speaker 1: get when they get kicked in up there. I know,
Speaker 1: but apparently some people, some people like it. As I
Speaker 1: was trying to figure out what that's how I found it. Look,
Speaker 1: I know, not girl like the Nancy Trough for like section,
Speaker 1: I didn't. I do not have sex, but you know her,
Speaker 1: I mean, I don't know where she is now, but
Speaker 1: imagine she's probably not ask guys to burn like that was.
Speaker 1: That was her thing when she sucked. She liked cigarettes
Speaker 1: being burnt on her well, and she had scared. I
Speaker 1: could see the stars in her own That's like with
Speaker 1: Lisa spliffs and people. She ashes them in people's um mouth.
Speaker 1: She's a dumb. Yeah, she's a dumb that does that.
Speaker 1: But I feel like if a woman is wanting to
Speaker 1: be asked wall getting no, not ash, No, the whole
Speaker 1: cigarette burnt. That's not ash, that's a cigarette being burney skin.
Speaker 1: She had scars on her forum. I mean, I can
Speaker 1: understand candle wax, but yeah, I don't know about no
Speaker 1: goddamn cigarettes. I recently did a candle wax thing. I
Speaker 1: liked it, but it was a special sex candle apparently
Speaker 1: to where it wasn't like od burning. Well. Yeah, it
Speaker 1: was like you can't just use any candle. Oh yeah,
Speaker 1: because that should be like you said, it can't be, Yankee,
Speaker 1: can't be. It can't be glade. Please please let them
Speaker 1: never accidentally. I mean no, no, no, no, I mean
Speaker 1: it could still some people still wanted to be that hot.
Speaker 1: But the sex candle that I used apparently was like
Speaker 1: it dripped so our, So it wasn't as like you know,
Speaker 1: it's supposed to feel like a sting, but I really
Speaker 1: enjoyed it was on my back. I guess that that's
Speaker 1: that's a good tip. I guess to get to our
Speaker 1: listeners if anyone is interested in maybe candle wax plate
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Speaker 1: micha cross. He fell like a lemon grass mat. So
Speaker 1: this episode is yet another one where the guests and
Speaker 1: myself just went out agree. We tried to bring you
Speaker 1: guys an episode with an actual sugar daddy and failed
Speaker 1: miserably because what we got instead was a splendid daddy.
Speaker 1: He was a trick, he was a john, he was
Speaker 1: everything but a sugar daddy. I don't know what sugar
Speaker 1: he was given out. Maybe it was you know, the
Speaker 1: artificial type. Um, but yeah, this episode calls quite the
Speaker 1: reaction from a lot of our listeners. So listen in
Speaker 1: now to moments of eighteen where we had a sugar
Speaker 1: daddy that wasn't a sugar daddy. What what is your type?
Speaker 1: What is your type? Do you put in slim and athletic?
Speaker 1: Put that in? Put that in its black and Latino line.
Speaker 1: I don't believe him as at all. Oh, now you're
Speaker 1: not so okay, So you're you're typing in black and Latina?
Speaker 1: What is the age range for your ideal? Yeah, that's
Speaker 1: for your ideal? Good question. Um, First, I'm certain distance, right,
Speaker 1: you know, and I'm keeping you want them closer far?
Speaker 1: I like out of town to sugar daddy? What is
Speaker 1: the allowance that you have on your profile? Negotiable? Now? Yeah,
Speaker 1: when when they asked, like how much they want monthly?
Speaker 1: What's your cap? No? No? The first rule negotiating is
Speaker 1: like you you never said the price first? You know,
Speaker 1: like you never we're asking. Yeah, I'm telling you what
Speaker 1: I do, right, Like, first of all, I want to
Speaker 1: last time, y'all yell at me said again you must
Speaker 1: not know all some real ship though. Um, no, you don't.
Speaker 1: That's just how you negotiate, Like you never know first,
Speaker 1: like what I'm saying, you see with their prices and
Speaker 1: then you know and then you you work around. Well,
Speaker 1: my question is more is like your personal cap what
Speaker 1: is the max you're willing? Yeah, it depends on how
Speaker 1: bad pitches man? The most man, that's what we got
Speaker 1: to know. What type of sugar she was? Like the
Speaker 1: most is like twelve for a one night Oh okay,
Speaker 1: So that was my question. Gave me an idea, but
Speaker 1: that was going to be my question when you set
Speaker 1: up these arrangements and she wasn't white when you set
Speaker 1: up these arrangement, Um, do you only pay a sugar
Speaker 1: baby after she gives you sex? Or are there gifts
Speaker 1: and money before sex takes place? Dinner or something she
Speaker 1: might come she might company me to. Okay, And how
Speaker 1: many dinners are you going to before you're expecting sex?
Speaker 1: Since this is the arrangement, I'm having sex immediately after
Speaker 1: on the first date. Now, how do you how do
Speaker 1: you have that conversation because a lot of times, like
Speaker 1: so I was on seeking arrangement, like when I was
Speaker 1: maybe i'd say eighteen through twenty two. Um, and so
Speaker 1: like I would go to dinner and like they would
Speaker 1: bring the cash and I'd be like, okay, so this
Speaker 1: must be just and they would give me cash. I
Speaker 1: would take the cash and then be like, well, I'll
Speaker 1: see you again now shutter that lay mass niked. I
Speaker 1: was kind of going the first time, and they were
Speaker 1: telling me that, you know, this is how they want
Speaker 1: to show me they're interested in me now learning because
Speaker 1: I've been talking to a few girls on Instagram the
Speaker 1: PPM paper meat, So do you have that discussion before
Speaker 1: you guys? I have the whole discussion, man. So basically
Speaker 1: it's like we start talking about, like, so what kind
Speaker 1: of relation she be looking for right in there? And
Speaker 1: they were like, oh, let me give us the blah
Speaker 1: blah blah. I don't really give a funk what they say, right,
Speaker 1: And then I'll say um, and then I'll say, all right,
Speaker 1: what you're thinking like some long term or paper meat? Right?
Speaker 1: And then they'll they'll say either one. I don't give
Speaker 1: a funk what they say. And then I was like,
Speaker 1: all right, well let's start off with like, you know,
Speaker 1: the paper meat or something, no matter what they say.
Speaker 1: And then and then like they they're they're in a
Speaker 1: bad situation like with me, right, because like I negotiate
Speaker 1: for a living, you know what I'm saying, Like, so
Speaker 1: it's so, what was that was that for? Was that for?
Speaker 1: So I'm making this I know I'm making this space
Speaker 1: first off, because to me, sugaring like how you're describing
Speaker 1: it to me is more tricking. I'm prostitute sugar only
Speaker 1: because and I've had this conversation with a lot of
Speaker 1: my friends, because I mean, maybe I'm blessed with the
Speaker 1: with the guys that I've had um in my life
Speaker 1: over the years, but they live in a different state cities,
Speaker 1: and I can literally call them and ask for money
Speaker 1: and I'm getting it without having that. Okay, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: say I don't think that. I don't think that that's
Speaker 1: what anybody thinks. They're signing up forever. That comes with tenure,
Speaker 1: that comes with time for a month. It's just like,
Speaker 1: I mean, maybe, but the chances are spent right for
Speaker 1: both you and I if we did that, I bet
Speaker 1: it would be someone that we've known. Yeah, I mean,
Speaker 1: I only disagree with this because I have friends currently
Speaker 1: and they're they've bread bottoms, dinners, all this stuff well
Speaker 1: before money, before someone's sugaring. I will say this to
Speaker 1: both of your points. What he's saying is not sugaring,
Speaker 1: and what you're saying with that, I can call the
Speaker 1: men and get that money. That's not sugaring either. Sugaring
Speaker 1: by definition is not a paper meat. However, seeking arrangement
Speaker 1: has made that a very normalized thing. Right. Sugaring by
Speaker 1: definitely is either allowance cash or gifts, but it has
Speaker 1: no exchange during the actual act. That's what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: But then I don't be shivering. There my fault. You
Speaker 1: just buying. You just be buying for pussy. Well, here's
Speaker 1: the thing, you just be buying pussy. That's what That's
Speaker 1: what I'd rather do that, you know, I'm saying because because,
Speaker 1: but it can involve into more of a relationship that
Speaker 1: you're talking about, and hopefully that's like, hopefully it does
Speaker 1: into something more like that where it's like um, for one,
Speaker 1: it's more it's more economical for me, but it's also
Speaker 1: probably puts her in a better position to like, you know, uh,
Speaker 1: you know, for whatever it is she's trying to accomplish
Speaker 1: her knees and propose, Well, what is the ideal. Is
Speaker 1: it like a college girls more ideal for you? Is
Speaker 1: it a girl that has kids? Is it like someone
Speaker 1: that just needs to do this to get away? Like?
Speaker 1: What life? Man? I don't think I've ever sucked the
Speaker 1: girl with kids? Like not really? You the girl kids?
Speaker 1: I have? See you just say it? Really before she
Speaker 1: had kids? Oh yeah, okay, I don't think I sucked
Speaker 1: the girl after she had kids. Yeah. If that's the case,
Speaker 1: then yeah, Oh I'm wine I nick baby Mama with him?
Speaker 1: Oh I did he is That's right? But I had
Speaker 1: to Yeah, I forgot that is right? And she had
Speaker 1: about for kids. It hasn't come up. Okay. So so
Speaker 1: here's here's my question to you as as a man,
Speaker 1: because we do have a lot of male listeners, and
Speaker 1: I think a lot of a lot of our episodes
Speaker 1: have been they've been saying it was for the ladies.
Speaker 1: So I want to make sure we do some talking
Speaker 1: for the men. So, if there's any men listening, how
Speaker 1: do you approach a woman outside of maybe okay, of
Speaker 1: course there's the website, But how do you get into
Speaker 1: these relationships where you say, okay, I want to pay
Speaker 1: you and I don't want to be in a relationship
Speaker 1: with you, I don't. I don't like you know, because
Speaker 1: it becomes one, you know, especially with the climate right now,
Speaker 1: I feel like you offered money for sex. Man. You know,
Speaker 1: that's like that's more than you And no, it's like
Speaker 1: that kind of should have is online. Like if I
Speaker 1: meet a girl in person who I like men like,
Speaker 1: or if she likes me, unless he's trying to smash,
Speaker 1: I probably don't want to work with her, right because
Speaker 1: she's gonna want to be my girl. Days having conversations
Speaker 1: like hey, I'm only looking for X y Z because
Speaker 1: it doesn't matter. No, it doesn't. Can they can say
Speaker 1: that if it is still want more, you can always man,
Speaker 1: you can say you can say goddamn anything. You can
Speaker 1: say anything, man, you can say listen, you know all
Speaker 1: I wanted to fun. Man, you know, um, I kill people.
Speaker 1: I'm about to rob a bank. I want to play
Speaker 1: with that. I got aids right, maybe not the last one.
Speaker 1: Maybe not the last one. That's that's how you get
Speaker 1: that take it too far? Yeah, But my first relationship actually,
Speaker 1: and it's the reason that I refused to date married
Speaker 1: man because I feel like the karma was awful. I
Speaker 1: met a dude in the club Roxy and Orlando, if
Speaker 1: any Orlando listeners. Um, he never told me he was married,
Speaker 1: never told me he's going to throw step ration anything.
Speaker 1: Three months later I found out here his wife broke
Speaker 1: up with him, and then he left her and was
Speaker 1: with me. We were together for two years. And I
Speaker 1: always blame myself, like, oh my god, even though I
Speaker 1: didn't know. And I really think it doesn't matter. And
Speaker 1: that's why, because chicks proved time and time again that
Speaker 1: it don't matter what you say, you might end up
Speaker 1: with me. And and it's other things that say they
Speaker 1: don't want nothing that things happen, which is why chicks
Speaker 1: really don't believe you. Yeah, I mean, I can't speak
Speaker 1: to the boyfriend I had in Florida, let you know,
Speaker 1: do what I did. It was like, nope, I want
Speaker 1: this to be a one night stand, bam meeting, Mama's
Speaker 1: we in love talking about marriage. That's how it's crazy.
Speaker 1: And that's why. That's why to your point, I got
Speaker 1: into this ship in the first places, because you know,
Speaker 1: I just want to set expectations from the set. Do
Speaker 1: you ever have sex where you're not paying? It's been,
Speaker 1: it's been. I don't remember the last time. WHOA then,
Speaker 1: because you're that scared of these girls having that emotional
Speaker 1: attachment to you and you just don't want to deal
Speaker 1: with that that experience. You're that scared of emotional attachment
Speaker 1: because you might need to see a therapist. Let's the
Speaker 1: average you're paying per per per time you have sex? Three.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to think, oh yeah, like there or would
Speaker 1: be some girls who just like, you know, like just
Speaker 1: some you know, I'm paying some rents. I'm paying some
Speaker 1: rents and some phone building to go ahead and send
Speaker 1: them sugar to me. Yeah. I get into those situations
Speaker 1: where where it becomes like a little bit more what's
Speaker 1: the I mean these checks that you said live in
Speaker 1: New York, what's the rent you pand? Oh? Man, yeah
Speaker 1: some rents? Man. Now I'm curious. It's like twelve hundreds
Speaker 1: in the Bronx. Yeah yeah, yo, man, I was on
Speaker 1: the I was on the site. Right. It's just like yo,
Speaker 1: she was like, yo, yo, can you give me a
Speaker 1: uber from the Alright, just broke that? Don't first off? Pause,
Speaker 1: That doesn't mean you're broke because I tell niggas all
Speaker 1: the time, I'm not taking a train to go see
Speaker 1: no niggas. So if you want to see me, you're
Speaker 1: gonna pay my my uber and I live in the Bronx. Okay, Okay,
Speaker 1: so it doesn't mean I'm broke. I just don't want
Speaker 1: to pay my uber. Ever that he had, that was
Speaker 1: the same reaction that Andrew had, which is really interesting
Speaker 1: to me because you just said, and I feel like
Speaker 1: there's this underlying thing, right, And I'm not shaming you,
Speaker 1: but like I've heard two men on the show say
Speaker 1: something like this about the uber thing, and I'm very
Speaker 1: interested to know what it is about that holds the
Speaker 1: whole reason I'm doing this ship is like one is
Speaker 1: to keep emotion on it, but also because I want
Speaker 1: to keep you convenient for me. Right now, she's adding
Speaker 1: levels of inconvenience, right, you're adding If I know I'm
Speaker 1: dealing with a man who I'm not putting no investment in,
Speaker 1: and you're paying for my pussy and all we're doing
Speaker 1: is sex, there's no reason why I'm gonna put the
Speaker 1: investment out of my pocket. Take it easy, now, you
Speaker 1: guys on a title today. Continue. I just don't mean
Speaker 1: I gotta like it, and I might thinking, all right, maybe,
Speaker 1: just maybe if I got to keep this uber every
Speaker 1: time you dona work. I don't know, that's what I'm thinking.
Speaker 1: I don't because entitled to listen. Where do I live?
Speaker 1: I live on the Upper east Side. Okay, so anyway,
Speaker 1: so I get the funk I'm about to get and
Speaker 1: you don't. Girls, But then I'm thinking, not the Harlem Okay,
Speaker 1: that's true. Yeah, um, but first let me search his address?
Speaker 1: So quick, man, am I going? It's the projects where
Speaker 1: I'm just curious. Right, it was high school and I
Speaker 1: was like the middle of the day. Wait, it was
Speaker 1: like high school, so I didn't I didn't. I didn't
Speaker 1: even call it bitches out here, wild man, we'll watch
Speaker 1: out niggas. Niggas ain't a lot. I think I might
Speaker 1: have right out of high school. Yo, yo, Yeah, I'm
Speaker 1: just saying, man, you can get I don't know what
Speaker 1: the age of consent is here. I mean I was
Speaker 1: getting flown out in high school by NBA players, but
Speaker 1: I mean I was eighteen. I was eighteen. I don't
Speaker 1: know that. That's just now. I wouldn't want to pick
Speaker 1: up a bitch from high school. So okay, it could
Speaker 1: have in the cops. So you're having you're having first
Speaker 1: date dinners, right, first date dinners and then she's at dinner,
Speaker 1: but she just set up from the onset like oh great,
Speaker 1: so you're like, hey, if it goes well, can you
Speaker 1: come to my place? Yeah? OK, like I got. Have
Speaker 1: you ever had such a great chemistry with a sugar
Speaker 1: baby that it came to where she didn't want you
Speaker 1: to pay? Like she didn't even care? If? Yeah? Is
Speaker 1: that often? Like, how does that work? I mean that
Speaker 1: that's happened. Uh, that's happened. Happened as women, still trying
Speaker 1: to trying to shift the narrative, still trying to shift
Speaker 1: the narrative. It goes into the to the it goes
Speaker 1: out pretty frequently, you know, if if it's like some
Speaker 1: of this prolonged, like if it's like after multiple times whatever,
Speaker 1: it's like, yes, she tries to She said, Oh, I
Speaker 1: just want to know, you know, do you let it
Speaker 1: happen uh to a certain extent? You know, since you're
Speaker 1: acting a little cheap about it. It's not it's not
Speaker 1: it's not cheap, it's it's inconvenie is for me. I'm
Speaker 1: just impressed. Are there any limits I'm entitled to feel like?
Speaker 1: You got? I mean, I guess if you're paying for
Speaker 1: it every time and you attack on ubers from the
Speaker 1: Bronx fright, maybe forty bucks. So you're already saying I'm
Speaker 1: spending other hundred dollars. It's not even about that, it's
Speaker 1: just more like, al right, whatever, how more steps? How
Speaker 1: often are you you said you haven't? You can't remember
Speaker 1: the last time you didn't pay for it? How often
Speaker 1: are you having sex? Not that often? You know, Like
Speaker 1: I work really hard, you know, saying so I'm actually
Speaker 1: work more than everything. How many sugar babies? You have
Speaker 1: a rotation? Right now? You should have came with these
Speaker 1: answers more than five? No, we belt five, man, But
Speaker 1: then it'll be it'll be like, have you ever gotten
Speaker 1: them together? Do you ever pay for like three SOMs
Speaker 1: or anything else that's like a little out there? I haven't,
Speaker 1: you know, I'd be down for it, but like, I
Speaker 1: don't know, man, He's like you said, I'm vanilla, man,
Speaker 1: So I've had my fair share three sims. You know.
Speaker 1: I just feel like she's overrated, man, Like I like
Speaker 1: I like ship more than I like three simes. What
Speaker 1: an amazing person Tyoming is? I think we all have
Speaker 1: been fans of her how to Ride video, which is
Speaker 1: why we wanted to bring her in. She's known as
Speaker 1: a sex coach and sex furt and she's beautiful and amazing.
Speaker 1: But we started to get in the conversation of nonmonogamy,
Speaker 1: and I feel like this was an episode where I
Speaker 1: actually pressed a guest the most. For the most part,
Speaker 1: when guests come on the show, I really like to
Speaker 1: take the role of even if I don't believe them,
Speaker 1: I just kind of sit there and let y'all come
Speaker 1: for their neck in a comment. But I just couldn't
Speaker 1: let this one go. As somebody that prides themselves on
Speaker 1: being communicative and respecting marriage, this kind of sucked me up.
Speaker 1: Check out episode forty three featuring Glamazon Tyomi because me
Speaker 1: and we just spoke about this non monogamous entering a
Speaker 1: non monogamous relationship with some one means what. So non
Speaker 1: monogamous is like basically an umbrella. Nonmonogamy will basically categorize
Speaker 1: everything else we're seeing here. So it's like the umbrella.
Speaker 1: It means that you are not with just one person,
Speaker 1: whether that be socially meaning living together and all that,
Speaker 1: or sexually meaning solo just with sex with one person. Okay,
Speaker 1: So polyamorous, we've talked about this. Do you want to
Speaker 1: give that one real quick? We don't stay on that one.
Speaker 1: Polyamory is basically having a relationship with other people where
Speaker 1: everyone involved knows what's going on and everyone has to
Speaker 1: consent of everyone involved to for all this stuff to
Speaker 1: go down. And it's not just about sex. It's also
Speaker 1: romantic partners as well. And most of the time people
Speaker 1: have like a primary partner and then everyone else outside
Speaker 1: the primary partner is considered a paramore. A paramore, Okay,
Speaker 1: I've never heard of that one. It's it's a lot,
Speaker 1: it's a lot. It's a lot, and so that's poly
Speaker 1: What does a solo polly? So solo Polly is a
Speaker 1: person who doesn't have a primary partner and they choose
Speaker 1: not to take on a relationship that takes on the
Speaker 1: form of a traditional relationship. Unicorn, I mean, I guess
Speaker 1: if you want to call it that, the unicorn is polyamorous,
Speaker 1: because unicorn could just be somebody that's guests starring. Really right, Yeah,
Speaker 1: So this person, you know, they hold down multiple romantic
Speaker 1: and sexual relationships without having a primary partner and without
Speaker 1: choosing to be in a relationship that looks like the typical, Like,
Speaker 1: you know, I'm dating this one person, you know, like
Speaker 1: a typical So would that be like nolo darling? Have
Speaker 1: you watched? But she doesn't when correct me if I'm wrong.
Speaker 1: Most everyone everyone about each other. Yeah, and everyone doesn't
Speaker 1: know about each other, so she'st skift a little bit.
Speaker 1: But tryads, I guess that was definitely what I have.
Speaker 1: Then a triad in the quad is basically a polyamorous
Speaker 1: relationship with everybody lives together in the same household. So
Speaker 1: if it's three, is try's four as quad and that's
Speaker 1: under the polyamor. But in that sense, they're all dating
Speaker 1: each other and can't have outside relationships. They're all one,
Speaker 1: like one big unit, living together, all contributing to each
Speaker 1: other's financial wellness and all that stuff. So but it's like, um,
Speaker 1: there could be a primary partner within that, but they're
Speaker 1: all just together. Okay. And then swingers, Um, we've talked
Speaker 1: to you guys. We we pretty much know what swinging is. Um,
Speaker 1: so you don't practice any of these no non binaries. Basically,
Speaker 1: people who are in relationship that do not subscribe to
Speaker 1: gender roles. Because talking about like a gender being, non
Speaker 1: virnus sexuality, yeah okay, not okay, not identifying with gender roles.
Speaker 1: So of all of these labels, you say, throw all
Speaker 1: them ships away. Um, they're okay, there's nothing wrong we're
Speaker 1: practicing any of that. The main focus is are you
Speaker 1: practicing love? Because a lot of people what they do
Speaker 1: is they get into these relationships, but they're still boundaries,
Speaker 1: are still rules, they're still controlled, they're still jealousy, they're
Speaker 1: still all these things that pop up because they're not
Speaker 1: remembering the love in an end. Also, they don't have
Speaker 1: a real purpose, but why they're even in this type
Speaker 1: of relationship. It's like, okay, so you want to be polyamorous,
Speaker 1: but what is your purpose? Is it just so that
Speaker 1: you can fund other people? And that's it? Because if
Speaker 1: that's if that's it, that's not going to go anywhere.
Speaker 1: You know, having a purpose in your relationship is a
Speaker 1: destination because it's a relationship a ship being a vehicle,
Speaker 1: so it has to carry you somewhere. If you don't
Speaker 1: have a purpose, then why are you even doing it? Right?
Speaker 1: You know what I mean? Because for the polyamorous person
Speaker 1: who has a binary part of a primary partner and
Speaker 1: then you have all these other people. What is your
Speaker 1: purpose for having all these other people? Is it just
Speaker 1: so you can funk all the people? Because if that's
Speaker 1: the case, why are you even having this idol like?
Speaker 1: And so free love is different from these and what
Speaker 1: it's just call it. I called it free love because
Speaker 1: the average person won't understand that love in itself is free.
Speaker 1: Love is freedom. So that for me to be able
Speaker 1: to explain it to people where they understand is to
Speaker 1: call it something, to give it a label, but really
Speaker 1: it has no label. My husband and I love each other,
Speaker 1: and we love everyone in our lives the same. Love
Speaker 1: is freedom, and within that, you know, he not he
Speaker 1: He doesn't require for me to change and thing about myself.
Speaker 1: I don't require for him to change anything. And we
Speaker 1: have multiple partners in our lives, and that does not
Speaker 1: mean that all of our partners are sexual partners. His
Speaker 1: mother is a partner, My mother is my partner. His sisters,
Speaker 1: his brothers, his business partners, his friends, these are all partners.
Speaker 1: I got a question coming. So the love that we
Speaker 1: that we practice is just love, and we don't we
Speaker 1: don't hold any restrictions on each other. I haven't cheating,
Speaker 1: so cheating doesn't exist in your relationship. There's no way,
Speaker 1: because he could cheat or you could cheat. The only
Speaker 1: way that we can cheat is if in our minds
Speaker 1: we forget who we are to each other and we
Speaker 1: forget that we're on the same team. It's not about
Speaker 1: what we do or don't do with our bodies, because
Speaker 1: our bodies don't mean anything. We're spiritual beings having a
Speaker 1: human experience. But when people get into relationships, they believe
Speaker 1: they have dominion over the other person's body. Oh you're
Speaker 1: mine now, so you're not allowed to go and have
Speaker 1: sex with someone else. But love says you're free to
Speaker 1: do what you wanna do and don't do what you
Speaker 1: don't want to do. So for me to say, hey, Naim,
Speaker 1: you can't go share your dick with anyone else because
Speaker 1: I own you, that's not love. That's not love, that's
Speaker 1: that's me being in my ego. He's free to do
Speaker 1: whatever he wants to do, and he chooses to be
Speaker 1: with me. Likewise, do I choose to be with him?
Speaker 1: So our definition of cheating is if in my mind,
Speaker 1: I'm like Naim was a fucked up person, Like my
Speaker 1: ego is telling me bullshit that I know it's not true,
Speaker 1: and then I start believing it, and then I start
Speaker 1: attacking him. That's true infidelity when you start forgetting that
Speaker 1: your partner is an innocent party, who who you trust
Speaker 1: and who you love, and then you start attacking them
Speaker 1: because you're believing lies that your ego is telling. Right,
Speaker 1: so you're saying cheating has nothing to do have nothing
Speaker 1: to do with what we do don't do with our bodies,
Speaker 1: That has everything to do with how we think about it, right,
Speaker 1: Because a lot of people say that you can cheat
Speaker 1: just by texting someone else or being like emotionally involved
Speaker 1: with someone else. So it's funny because but so many
Speaker 1: women to look for their partner to be doing something wrong,
Speaker 1: and so you gotta really look at it. What are
Speaker 1: you basing your relationship on? Are you basically get on love,
Speaker 1: which is the content, or are you basically get on
Speaker 1: the form meaning um sex, romance, text messages, phone calls, dates,
Speaker 1: who you talk to, who you interact with. So, because
Speaker 1: if you then if that's not cheating, then what is
Speaker 1: it called? When our average definition of cheating where someone's
Speaker 1: partner ends up sleeping with someone else and they're being
Speaker 1: lied to, then what's that. That's that's people labeling, labeling
Speaker 1: it whatever they want to label it. Because the average
Speaker 1: person in a relationship believes that they're in a situation
Speaker 1: where they have control over someone. So of course, if
Speaker 1: you're in a relationship where you feel like you own
Speaker 1: someone and you have domainion over whatever they do with
Speaker 1: their bodies, of course you're going to call that cheating.
Speaker 1: But but we're not. We're not playing games here, So
Speaker 1: like my Devil's advocate, because I feel like everyone that's
Speaker 1: listening is like this nuts. Well, yeah, it's gonna sound crazy.
Speaker 1: You want to know why are because the average person
Speaker 1: out here doesn't think as well, but I do, relationship.
Speaker 1: I'm really trying to like stay on the same track here.
Speaker 1: I don't even ship the person I'm going to someone else.
Speaker 1: I think that has nothing to do with what we
Speaker 1: have and you and you are thinking the correct way,
Speaker 1: but I can't tell you that. I don't call someone
Speaker 1: being lied to and like sleeping behind someone's back cheating.
Speaker 1: So like that's where I'm confused, because this is something
Speaker 1: that works for me and you, but to someone else
Speaker 1: that it doesn't work for it for two people that
Speaker 1: are consenting that they just want to be the only ones?
Speaker 1: Then what what about monogamous people? Well, for monogamous people,
Speaker 1: so we are we only talking about in terms of
Speaker 1: people that are non monogamous. See, this is the thing.
Speaker 1: If you are a person that wants to be monogamous
Speaker 1: and you and your partner have an agreement that, oh,
Speaker 1: we're only going to be with each other, that's completely fine.
Speaker 1: But the question is are you subscribing to love or
Speaker 1: do you care more about the form, who you do,
Speaker 1: what with, where you go all that stuff. Because if
Speaker 1: love is the main thing that's holding you together, whether
Speaker 1: you are in a monogamous relationship or not, it should
Speaker 1: not matter what someone else does with someone else because
Speaker 1: love cannot be threatened. There is nothing that can ever
Speaker 1: be done, nothing you can ever do with anyone else
Speaker 1: that will threaten the love that you and your partner
Speaker 1: have for each other. That, however, but is it argues
Speaker 1: subscribing to ego if you are going behind your partner's
Speaker 1: back and being sneaky and and doing things. No, of
Speaker 1: course you are because you're forgetting love in that moment.
Speaker 1: If you love your partner, open communication, that that should
Speaker 1: that should It's probably more so the communication that if
Speaker 1: you're lying and you're being deceitful, cheating, greed, jealousy, those
Speaker 1: things come from fear right, fearnest of the ego. If
Speaker 1: you love your partner, you know that even if they
Speaker 1: went out there and fucked a thousand digs or sucked
Speaker 1: a thousand pussies, like, it's not going to change the
Speaker 1: love that they have for you. But at the same time,
Speaker 1: it's like, in the midst of that, can you still
Speaker 1: see your partner? Ask the loving person that you trust
Speaker 1: even if they decide to go and flex their autonomy
Speaker 1: because whether you guys have this contract or not, they're
Speaker 1: still free. Now that's the whole thing, Like can you
Speaker 1: stay for you? So how does it work in your
Speaker 1: relationship where you just said like I don't own him
Speaker 1: blah blah blah and these things that are true. How
Speaker 1: did you feel when he's with someone else? Do you
Speaker 1: need to know? Are there are any rules that you have? No?
Speaker 1: Why do I need to know about where he's going
Speaker 1: and what he's doing? What with Like I don't, I don't,
Speaker 1: So what do you track his movements when he's like, oh,
Speaker 1: I'm going out the house, So I'm going out the house?
Speaker 1: To help my mother. I'll be back. I don't question that.
Speaker 1: But then as soon as he's going out the house
Speaker 1: to be with somebody else that's not a mother or
Speaker 1: a friend, now I'm supposed to jump down his throat
Speaker 1: and ask him where he's going and what he's doing
Speaker 1: for what? So what commitment is? What is your commitment
Speaker 1: to each other? Then? Because a lot of people feel
Speaker 1: feel like so you don't so you don't need anything? Else?
Speaker 1: Is there anything? There's not? So for example, like a
Speaker 1: lot of things that I need personally. And maybe it
Speaker 1: is my ego or in an insecurity, but I like,
Speaker 1: you know you're married. I'd feel like I would need
Speaker 1: someone to know when someone's home with me, Like I
Speaker 1: would want to know if I was going to come
Speaker 1: home and someone wasn't there, that's very important to me.
Speaker 1: Or if they make a plan. I feel like to me,
Speaker 1: it's at least consider it. So how do you Because
Speaker 1: you're saying you don't feel like you owe any of that, No,
Speaker 1: I'm not. He he does not owe me an explanation,
Speaker 1: But you're the primary partner. No, I'm one of his
Speaker 1: partners and we just happened to be married. But you
Speaker 1: don't use the word primary at all. No, because he
Speaker 1: has many partners in his life, even though as a wife,
Speaker 1: he still don't think primary is a good word why.
Speaker 1: I mean, look, yeah, I'm married to this man because
Speaker 1: we've chosen to be. But just because I have this
Speaker 1: title of wife now doesn't change anything about the love
Speaker 1: that has anything to change about the stuff like we
Speaker 1: talked about when we do, we don't, we don't write.
Speaker 1: I know you don't have now does that title change
Speaker 1: or um? Are you open about your title with him
Speaker 1: when you have other partners? Do you have other partners
Speaker 1: as well? Yeah, just like all of our partners are
Speaker 1: not just sexual and he's limited to the sexual partners then,
Speaker 1: because that's where I think a lot of our listeners
Speaker 1: don't understandople people get completely confused because people put more
Speaker 1: importance on sex over love. So and this is where
Speaker 1: people get themselves fucked up in love most of the time,
Speaker 1: because you're placing more emphasis on form, which is sex,
Speaker 1: which in itself doesn't mean anything because sex can be used,
Speaker 1: uh for violence, and sex can also be used to
Speaker 1: heal and to join together. But people use something that
Speaker 1: is completely meaningless in itself to harm themselves in separation,
Speaker 1: separating themselves from the next person simply because oh, you've
Speaker 1: had sex with someone else. Are sexual partners. I don't
Speaker 1: know how many he has. He could have a thousand.
Speaker 1: I don't ask him that because it doesn't matter to me.
Speaker 1: For those of you either avid listeners of the show,
Speaker 1: you've probably heard the joke that I love paink Dick,
Speaker 1: which is not necessarily the case. Just because I sucked
Speaker 1: the White Guard two does not mean that I will
Speaker 1: not call out the audacity of call Cassidy when you
Speaker 1: come for one of my bitches. Next, check out this
Speaker 1: clip from episode of forty four with Michelle Hope. Before
Speaker 1: we let our guests even speak, I had to get
Speaker 1: a few things off my chest. I also want to
Speaker 1: say I know that I have to chill one on
Speaker 1: the show. I feel like I try to do a
Speaker 1: good job with being even friendly bitch, but I spas
Speaker 1: and I'm not proud of it, but I did it
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Speaker 1: just going to try to all right, I'm still I'm
Speaker 1: so irritated because I just remembered about this. So this
Speaker 1: girl writes in um on a picture of Lisa's spliffs
Speaker 1: in who came? And if you guys got to hear
Speaker 1: that episode, She's a finndom who Michelle Hope describes very radical.
Speaker 1: She had a lot of opinions. She used the word
Speaker 1: white supremacy a lot, and um had a lot of anger.
Speaker 1: She's been violated in a lot of ways. So she
Speaker 1: told her story. Anyway, here's the comment that please don't
Speaker 1: are you going to read it all? Okay, I'm just
Speaker 1: pretty bad, guys, Okay, so listen to this. Tried it
Speaker 1: and then y'all can come up with your own opinion.
Speaker 1: I think that I think that we is overreacting. Um
Speaker 1: I I responded in a fine way, like you responded
Speaker 1: the way that you should have nicely. I'm not no,
Speaker 1: you did what you should have done. We should be
Speaker 1: taking Listen, I'll tell you if this episode, listen to
Speaker 1: the comment, thank you? Can I get my black card back?
Speaker 1: Because Mandy about to lose I're talking about I'm overreacting this.
Speaker 1: Listening this episode nipple car back with that top, well,
Speaker 1: I don't know. I'm mad at let him show, let
Speaker 1: him blow. It's very hot in here, which is why
Speaker 1: my tips are out. I had a sweatshirt on. Alright, alright,
Speaker 1: read it. This episode made me sick to my stomach.
Speaker 1: Forget the ignorance and prejudice that was pouring out of
Speaker 1: it as they all caps white child sexual harassment victim.
Speaker 1: I'm telling you this, Take your ex explanation of child
Speaker 1: abuse with white supremacy rapid in a gift paper that
Speaker 1: didn't make sense, and put it on the shelf, never
Speaker 1: open again. I don't think you realize you're denying women
Speaker 1: to their own experience. Women of all colors body shamed
Speaker 1: by men of all colors. The oppression of women's stems, largely,
Speaker 1: when She's right on this, from men's desire for power
Speaker 1: and control. The same need which throughout history is driven
Speaker 1: men to try to conquer and subjugate other groups and
Speaker 1: nations and oppress other classes and groups in their own society,
Speaker 1: drives them to dominate an oppressed women. Since men feel
Speaker 1: they need to gain as much power and control as
Speaker 1: they can. They can steal away power and control from women.
Speaker 1: They deny women the right to make decisions so that
Speaker 1: they can make it for them, leave women unable to
Speaker 1: direct their own lives so they can do it for them.
Speaker 1: This is really long, guys. This is why she was
Speaker 1: on that part biological right, don't do do all right.
Speaker 1: Since biological processes like sex, menstruation, breastfeeding, and even pregnancy
Speaker 1: were discussing, women felt themselves disgusted to when that brings
Speaker 1: me me to the sexual power that brings them to
Speaker 1: the sexual power women have over men. Men resent that
Speaker 1: feeling at the sign of weakness, and women out to
Speaker 1: blame as they're the one to produce it, and that
Speaker 1: means men can't complete the domination over women. They may
Speaker 1: be able to force women to cover their bodies and
Speaker 1: faces like slaves, but any woman that's capable of arousing
Speaker 1: powerful and uncontrollable sexual impulses inside them at any moment.
Speaker 1: I got your call. I got that you call your
Speaker 1: podcast a black podcast, but you are so exclusive it
Speaker 1: hurts me on a socio economic level. Mandy reply turns
Speaker 1: that everyone has their own experiences. We've had many different
Speaker 1: people in the show. Sorry, police's experience is different from
Speaker 1: your own. Perhaps will have someone in the show that
Speaker 1: shares your views. I just want to tell you something.
Speaker 1: I was read it and I got irritated, and I
Speaker 1: thought about the words socio economic and how has this
Speaker 1: impacted your money or your job or your livelihood, because
Speaker 1: let's take it for a second. You love to capitalize
Speaker 1: that you were white, so on a socio economic level,
Speaker 1: how the did you get offended economically? I mean, really,
Speaker 1: when black podcasts are the minority, black people are the minority,
Speaker 1: what the funk are you? How are you really affected
Speaker 1: by hearing a black girl tell her fucking struggle and
Speaker 1: then here you alred these white fucking tears about how
Speaker 1: you're left out? How the fund did Lisa feel her
Speaker 1: whole fucking life, or every fucking black girl that goes
Speaker 1: through ship, even especially if it's with the white man
Speaker 1: and someone saying, oh, hey, you know it's okay, get
Speaker 1: over it. But now we got a cater to your
Speaker 1: motherfucking white ass on our black ass podcast, because god forbid,
Speaker 1: we have some black bitch on here talking about somebody
Speaker 1: looks like yo, daddy, know the funk you didn't, And
Speaker 1: if it's such a problem, you should have never have
Speaker 1: ever have followed our black asses half black asses. Whatever
Speaker 1: the funk you want to say, I haven't indulged. Didn't
Speaker 1: even bring it up. You sound dumb. I know it's
Speaker 1: a black podcast, but I'm hurt fit. Shut the funk up.
Speaker 1: Do you know how many black girls have been heard?
Speaker 1: Do you know how many black girls were feeling? Lisa
Speaker 1: not to mention how I was embarrassed that we had
Speaker 1: black men on here talking about Spanish women and how
Speaker 1: they're better. Do you know how many black girls were hurting?
Speaker 1: And where the funk were you? You weren't offended because
Speaker 1: your hair is good too. Fuck you out of that,
Speaker 1: Monica Marika, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you,
Speaker 1: fuck you. Most of the girls that are finndoms are white.
Speaker 1: Do you know how many black ones are there? Not
Speaker 1: a fucking lot, Not a fucking lot. She's feticized for
Speaker 1: being black, being big, being whatever, and here you are
Speaker 1: being hurt on a socio economic level. What does that
Speaker 1: even fucking mean? Did this podcast really take you away
Speaker 1: from work for the day because you were so fucked up?
Speaker 1: Anything that you listen to is catered towards you is
Speaker 1: cater to your demographic and one fucking black girl. I
Speaker 1: swear to God like it almost man. Yeah, this is
Speaker 1: a podcast for people look like And if I left,
Speaker 1: I'm sorry because I feel like we've always like we
Speaker 1: ride for any fucking woman, But here you are having
Speaker 1: a tear. This bitch us a new asshole for having
Speaker 1: the nerve to bring another black bitch on our black
Speaker 1: ass podcast. Bitch, you're gonna have to go. And if
Speaker 1: it fucking sacrifices me the whole listener away, that's what
Speaker 1: she said. I don't roll the whole listener away. We
Speaker 1: just because you know what I told Mandy when I
Speaker 1: started this show that I didn't want it to be
Speaker 1: a black podcast, wanted it to be inclusive of everyone.
Speaker 1: If that's what we had to do, that's what we
Speaker 1: had to do. Because if you can't sit and listen
Speaker 1: to a black girl tell her feelings, then but you've
Speaker 1: gotta go. You gotta throw the whole person away. Fuck it.
Speaker 1: Lead the one star review, suck my dick, you can
Speaker 1: kiss my ass. I don't even know Lisa. I never
Speaker 1: spoke to her again, but I can tell you this,
Speaker 1: I get it and bitch. A lot of other white
Speaker 1: people that listen to it got it, and no one
Speaker 1: sat there and said, oh my god, she's talking so
Speaker 1: much about white people and can't stand the lean and
Speaker 1: I'm so offended. Bitch. Maybe she was offended when you
Speaker 1: sat there and said you were hurt on a socio
Speaker 1: economic level. Bitch? How the fund did it affect you?
Speaker 1: I know you are so happy you got that ship out.
Speaker 1: Oh that's all I had to say. So, and I
Speaker 1: thought I had it at all. However, I had literally
Speaker 1: my most freakiest, nastiest, wildest night of sex in my life,
Speaker 1: and I shared it with you guys this year. So
Speaker 1: for this portion of the Best of Tea, please enjoy
Speaker 1: my freakiest wild is sexiest, nastiest wild this fucking knights
Speaker 1: of my life. Enjoli even wheezy when I said I'm
Speaker 1: about to share the story of what happened on my
Speaker 1: freakiest nastiest sex session ever. Um, but I said, we
Speaker 1: made this whole. I'm not even saying myself wheezy the
Speaker 1: pictures of this nigga. And she was like, bitch, you lying.
Speaker 1: She was like, but the thing is gorgeous. Same with me,
Speaker 1: Like I've never done anything like anally with a guy
Speaker 1: that wasn't like that attractive or attractive, And I think
Speaker 1: it's because when they're that fine, they just be like like,
Speaker 1: I don't know what it is like the confident they
Speaker 1: just know, they just know, and nothing deters that. I
Speaker 1: actually so, UM, I guess you call this ship story time.
Speaker 1: I don't know what we're gonna call it, but um
Speaker 1: the horrible decision for this week. I'm waiting to see
Speaker 1: what we gonna say, but basically, it's the nastiest, freakiest
Speaker 1: sec session ever. And if you guys know, um, I
Speaker 1: did not attend the Drizzy Drake concerts with Wheezy because
Speaker 1: when she called me and invited me to this concert
Speaker 1: of hers, I said, sorry, I'm getting dick um or
Speaker 1: booty hole. I am booty hole and all of this.
Speaker 1: So I literally, by the way, look at you for
Speaker 1: a second. There was someone on Twitter today they was
Speaker 1: saying make this up, and I feel like this was
Speaker 1: so crazy. You can't honestly, even the one that I'm
Speaker 1: about to tell you asked me like two or three
Speaker 1: hours ago, do you have a story? I was like,
Speaker 1: I'll figure it out. And this ship is real. Yeah, so, um,
Speaker 1: we ain't getting paid by Mona Scott. Mona Scott ain't
Speaker 1: not have righting oscar the second week do I'll started
Speaker 1: scripting my ship. I'd be like. It was a cold,
Speaker 1: rainy night. We had a long UM. So basically he
Speaker 1: called me and invited me to the Drake concert and
Speaker 1: I was like, no, bitch, I'm getting dick. Um. So
Speaker 1: this guy who we've been on and off talking for
Speaker 1: about four years, he came to New York. Have you
Speaker 1: ever him? We had never fucked No, but over the
Speaker 1: last like maybe two weeks, UM, we rekindled. Um. He
Speaker 1: hopped my d M and I just was being dry
Speaker 1: with him because I was like, what you Um, he
Speaker 1: came here for me specifically stop playing. I know. Yeah
Speaker 1: one night he and then he ended up buying a
Speaker 1: whole new flight to leave a little bit later. Um
Speaker 1: at the dinner table. At the dinner table. Um. So
Speaker 1: he came here, and prior to him getting here, we
Speaker 1: had talked about all these nasty things that we wanted
Speaker 1: to do. UM. And I was just making sure because
Speaker 1: I had already let him know, like listen, there's a
Speaker 1: nig I funk right now who sucks the ship out
Speaker 1: of me, and I'm good. So I'm like, if you're
Speaker 1: not trying to do no ship that he can do,
Speaker 1: I'm cool, like I don't need no like like no.
Speaker 1: We got a room in Time Square because bitch I
Speaker 1: had to work the next day, so I was like, listen,
Speaker 1: we know I'm not community like I wanted to be
Speaker 1: in the city. So he was like bet. So I
Speaker 1: met him right after work, got off early on Friday
Speaker 1: and went straight to the room. And when I got
Speaker 1: to the room, he was just so fucking sexy and
Speaker 1: I didn't want to suck him. I was starving though
Speaker 1: I hadn't eaten lunch because I was really stressed. I
Speaker 1: was stressed that day, didn't eat lunch, so I'm like,
Speaker 1: I'm starving, can we go eat. I'm trying to pick
Speaker 1: then actor or something. He looks like just fine. We
Speaker 1: could just think of Boars, cool Joe or something. He
Speaker 1: like just fine like that because he likes six seven
Speaker 1: beautiful tests seven yeah. Seven. So anyways, so you know, um,
Speaker 1: I thought that I was going to be able to
Speaker 1: make it to dinner before sucking him, but he was
Speaker 1: just looking too sexy. So I went ahead and just
Speaker 1: started sucking his dick, and I was like, can we
Speaker 1: do a quickie? Like I know that we're both hungry,
Speaker 1: but can we just get a quickie? I said, could
Speaker 1: you come fast? Like, can you come fast? Because there's
Speaker 1: niggas that I want to go like forty five minutes,
Speaker 1: not bro that I can't do that right now. He
Speaker 1: was like, yeah, I got it. So we fun and
Speaker 1: it was great fucking bomb how fast? Um? Now for
Speaker 1: the quickie, it was still probably like five six minutes,
Speaker 1: like but I mean, oh no, it's probably like that.
Speaker 1: That's that's I mean. It was a good funk, like
Speaker 1: we got more than one position and so it was cool.
Speaker 1: So that's what really destitutes is that the right destitutes.
Speaker 1: I don't think that's the word at all. Destitute is
Speaker 1: like when you're out and dry, high and dry. Destitutes
Speaker 1: a word is when you're like left alone. But that's
Speaker 1: not what I meant. That really designates, That's what I meant.
Speaker 1: Bitch check me, home, checkie, bitch check me. Now, were
Speaker 1: not like I wanted a therapy episode, nigga, What did
Speaker 1: you say that it was? I said designated? What did
Speaker 1: you say? The definition of destitutes? Destitute is when you're
Speaker 1: like left high and dry, like alone or when you're
Speaker 1: stranded read it without the basic necessities of life not
Speaker 1: having Yeah, so that no, I'm gonna say the positions
Speaker 1: to me designated good quickie if you can get in
Speaker 1: a bunch of shapes. Well we did, like twis. It
Speaker 1: was suck the dick um and it was good. So
Speaker 1: then we went to dinner. We ended up going to
Speaker 1: did you come? Yeah, No one would know that first time. No,
Speaker 1: but it was a quickie. But I was like, oh,
Speaker 1: this dick big, it's good. Like and I told him
Speaker 1: while I was stuck in his dick, I was like,
Speaker 1: you know, Snapchat did your dick no justice, sir, Like, sir,
Speaker 1: this ship is bigger in persona. You catfish the funk
Speaker 1: out of me. What can I tell you? An app?
Speaker 1: And I want to give everybody this app. Use an
Speaker 1: app called Wicker w I c k R. This is
Speaker 1: an app that's way better than Snapchat because it detects
Speaker 1: screen recording. It'll block you off the app. Snapchat does that.
Speaker 1: Now it'll block you off the app. It's completely encrypted,
Speaker 1: where Snapchat isn't. I think it's not encrypted. And this
Speaker 1: app has uh second delay replayed delay like all of
Speaker 1: that ship kind of like Snapchat, but especially for messaging,
Speaker 1: and I learned it because of the field I'm in.
Speaker 1: Check it out. I'm cool with snap I like the
Speaker 1: filters um um. But anyway, so, like I told him,
Speaker 1: his dick was way bigger than I thought it was
Speaker 1: gonna be, and I was like, damn, why are we
Speaker 1: been going four years on and off? I could have
Speaker 1: been had this. So he wanted steak, so we ended
Speaker 1: up going to STK for dinner. I was like, Oh,
Speaker 1: that's my favorite restaurant, but y'all know I can't eat
Speaker 1: a lot in the most so you know, I just suicide.
Speaker 1: We went to the one in Midtown. Um. And then
Speaker 1: so before he came, we had been talking about me
Speaker 1: fucking him with a strap one because I was that
Speaker 1: the plan that night though. It was so I had
Speaker 1: been making him put fingers in his ass for me
Speaker 1: bending over in the shower, like he was making a
Speaker 1: lot of videos with playing with his ass, and I
Speaker 1: was really really excited because as we he said, I'm
Speaker 1: addicted to the booty hole or obsessed? What did the reason?
Speaker 1: What was my session with the booty hole? They think
Speaker 1: I'm obsessed with white man and you know, well his
Speaker 1: booty hole was very pretty um and so after what's
Speaker 1: a pretty asshole? The pretty okay, so a pretty asshole?
Speaker 1: I mean you deal with paint niggas? No, No, I
Speaker 1: did like brown there I saying it's gonna be brown everything.
Speaker 1: I'm not looking at the inside of the booty holes.
Speaker 1: You don't seen any when you gaping them, niggas. Chill,
Speaker 1: bro chill. I sorry, I took it too far now,
Speaker 1: just so we ended up going to air Brash Bitch.
Speaker 1: That wasn't too much, but it doesn't keep them open um.
Speaker 1: But we ended up going to the pleasure Chess. I
Speaker 1: ended up getting a new strap on and it was
Speaker 1: actually like, it looked like a real dick. This one,
Speaker 1: I know. The last one was a prostate toy. This
Speaker 1: one looked like a real dick and it was thick.
Speaker 1: I wouldn't fit it in my booty hole. It was
Speaker 1: a little big, but I was excited to use it
Speaker 1: on them. So you couldn't fit it in yours? Can
Speaker 1: you can? You? Also, could you be willing to put
Speaker 1: up on Instagram the picture that you sent me? Yeah? Yeah, absolutely, yeah,
Speaker 1: I'll go ahead and put up a picture of the
Speaker 1: strap on that I used, um, and it's it was
Speaker 1: actually really good. Um. So I'll go ahead, and oh,
Speaker 1: I left the box in the hotel room, but I'll
Speaker 1: figure out what brand it was and let you guys
Speaker 1: know how much depen. So it was a seventy dollars
Speaker 1: strap bar on. Um, and it came with the dildo
Speaker 1: and the strap. Now, I just want to know, I've
Speaker 1: never bought a strap on for someone. So I bought
Speaker 1: a strap on for a guy and a woman prostate
Speaker 1: simulator and regular trap on, and I never bought it
Speaker 1: with him there. Oh, he was there, and he was
Speaker 1: looking at a lot of the other toys. But I
Speaker 1: had even asked the lady who was working there, Hey,
Speaker 1: can you come help me to let me know which
Speaker 1: one I should get because I liked the one that
Speaker 1: us his beautiful ast. Nope, he just stood there and like, well, no,
Speaker 1: really normal. But he was really normal. Like I mean,
Speaker 1: where is he from? We're not gonna put all that
Speaker 1: out there. I don't. Yeah, I don't even We're not
Speaker 1: gonna put all specifics. Well, I asked that because like
Speaker 1: I feel like it was a metropolitan city, Like if
Speaker 1: he's super you know what I mean, Like, I mean,
Speaker 1: he's from the DNB Okay, So I say that because
Speaker 1: like I packed a guy from the Midwest, and I
Speaker 1: remember him telling me he was getting anxiety about picking
Speaker 1: one out to bring. Well see, and that's the thing.
Speaker 1: So I decided to buy because it's gonna be mine
Speaker 1: if I can use it on another book. Yeah, it's mine.
Speaker 1: He wasn't gonna take it back home with him, and
Speaker 1: I don't think that a man should buy a toy
Speaker 1: that I'm liable to use on another nigga, Like that's
Speaker 1: my motherfucking toy. So um, I mean, I mean. So
Speaker 1: we ended up going back to the room and we
Speaker 1: fucked four more times in the room. So I just
Speaker 1: want to let you guys know the entire night. Um
Speaker 1: we sucked ten times total. I will say it is Monday.
Speaker 1: We sucked Friday. My body still feels like I ran
Speaker 1: a marathon. But um, so we kept going. When I
Speaker 1: got back to the room, I used the prostate kid
Speaker 1: on him that I got from the Adam and Eve
Speaker 1: box and I just went straight to the biggest one.
Speaker 1: So while I was sucking his dick, I was using um,
Speaker 1: one of the prostate toys to go in and out
Speaker 1: of his But I use a lot of lupo. How
Speaker 1: did I mean? Not like ship? Thank god, I ain't
Speaker 1: smell like, No, it ain't. It won't no dirty booty
Speaker 1: hole TK. Yeah, but I'm just they got grap and cheese,
Speaker 1: like I know you don't like to eat. It wasn't
Speaker 1: it wasn't like to wear. I mean, it wasn't messy
Speaker 1: like because I had ate his ass before I was
Speaker 1: putting that in there. So because I didn't want to
Speaker 1: eat the lube. It wasn't a tasting lube, so I
Speaker 1: wanted to make sure I ate all the ass before
Speaker 1: I added all the lube in there. Um and then
Speaker 1: so yeah, so I was just licking him. And then
Speaker 1: before he came, I told him I really enjoyed moaning,
Speaker 1: so he was making sure to be vocal with me,
Speaker 1: and he did a ton of um moaning and finally, what,
Speaker 1: let's get one even a moan. I can't do a
Speaker 1: man moan. I can do a girl moan. But no,
Speaker 1: it did that's not that's a grunt, bitch. That is
Speaker 1: not a moan. But basically, after I was sucking his
Speaker 1: dick and ended up getting on top bitch, I actually
Speaker 1: wrote dick. This time, I was this is how much
Speaker 1: this was a whole different scenario for me now, So
Speaker 1: I rode the dick. Then I went and got the
Speaker 1: shop when I said, and I suck you, and he
Speaker 1: was like yeah, And so basically the first time, the
Speaker 1: first time, I did, um, yeah, why is that so disait? No,
Speaker 1: I'm lying, I'm lying, I'm lying. I ended up making
Speaker 1: him get on his knees because that's the easier way
Speaker 1: for me. But because he's six seven, I realized it
Speaker 1: wasn't that easy for me. Like I actually had to
Speaker 1: be up on my legs like the blast guy on
Speaker 1: his knees bent, yeah, bent over for me, like holding
Speaker 1: his ass cheeks open for me to get in. I
Speaker 1: was so excited, it was beautiful. I slapped his ask
Speaker 1: and everything, like you ready slap that ass? Drunk? What oh?
Speaker 1: By this time, Yeah, we started drinking tequila. And we
Speaker 1: were drinking tequila because we were going to the sex.
Speaker 1: That's why the booty holes open. We were going tequila.
Speaker 1: Don would just be making niggas booty holes open. Look now,
Speaker 1: none of the niggas listening drink tequila. No, because Julio
Speaker 1: Hennessy home. He sucking me Hendy bit drying me home?
Speaker 1: You know down no, you know the New York niggas,
Speaker 1: do say now no more Heneyot's do say? You know?
Speaker 1: Do say? When I was at Drake I this is quick.
Speaker 1: I went to the I got this girl. I was
Speaker 1: with a drink. I'm like, what do you want? She's like,
Speaker 1: I'll take do say? And I got to the counter,
Speaker 1: I'm like, can I get a story? And if we
Speaker 1: don't have it, we don't. We have a javison. It's
Speaker 1: what we have. We ended up um fucking multiple times again.
Speaker 1: We actually sucked five times before we went to the
Speaker 1: sex club. So got to the sex club? Which one
Speaker 1: did you go to? The same one that I went
Speaker 1: to last Halloween? I went to Caligula for isn't it
Speaker 1: in Queen's Yes it is, so any of you guys
Speaker 1: who are in New York, This um sex club does
Speaker 1: cater to an all black crowd. Um Missy is the promoter.
Speaker 1: So if you're ever going and you want to go
Speaker 1: to a black miss he paid for us. I don't know.
Speaker 1: I meant like, because like it's a sex club and
Speaker 1: we're like sex hose. Yeah, no, well, he paid. I
Speaker 1: didn't care about it charging because I've been offered like
Speaker 1: sex club ship we went to, well you went to
Speaker 1: and w um, but no I paid. It wasn't that expensive,
Speaker 1: y'all know we need the one day we're going to
Speaker 1: the expensive ship. This was eighty dollars for a couple. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it was eighty dollars for a couple for women for women,
Speaker 1: which is free. Um. And so we went and he
Speaker 1: actually was not like too big y'all planning to go
Speaker 1: to the sex gluess. It was on the plan. They
Speaker 1: just let me tell him. My god, goddamn, I even
Speaker 1: have to get through ship, but it's goddamn ship. Um.
Speaker 1: We made the plan, went to the sex club. We
Speaker 1: had already finished about half the bottle of tequila by
Speaker 1: this time. I had already also been in his ass
Speaker 1: about two or three times. And so we got to
Speaker 1: the club and I had let him know like you're
Speaker 1: more than welcome to you know, like I would love
Speaker 1: to watch you please someone else. Like what time of
Speaker 1: night was it? Um? This was o'clock. Um. And so
Speaker 1: we got there and he wasn't really feeling none of
Speaker 1: the other girls. So I do want to give a
Speaker 1: shout out to Andrew because I did. He did take
Speaker 1: the Blue Choo because he was like, oh, I want
Speaker 1: to say that ship, like I want to be on
Speaker 1: that ship, So he took the Blue Ship. Um. And
Speaker 1: so the first in the first room that we had sex,
Speaker 1: it was in the couple's room, where basically other couples
Speaker 1: could have sex by you. And he wasn't like aroused
Speaker 1: by the couple next to us, So he just like
Speaker 1: wasn't feeling that. He was just not feeling that. He
Speaker 1: was like, I don't know how this fat bitch had
Speaker 1: to be next to us, like stob And that's what
Speaker 1: he said. I'm just saying what he said. And bitch,
Speaker 1: I was a follower at one time, so I can't
Speaker 1: sit here and say I was offended, Like he was
Speaker 1: not physically attracted to the woman who was sucking her
Speaker 1: next to us. Do you think the people were attracted?
Speaker 1: So let me finish, bitch, because we get in there
Speaker 1: because bitch, I told you we ended up dealing with
Speaker 1: three couples so at one time. So yes, So we
Speaker 1: went into the other room which allows everyone to just watch,
Speaker 1: and and there we just like played with each other
Speaker 1: and we were just sucking again. It was literally we
Speaker 1: weren't paying attention to anybody else in the room, and
Speaker 1: we just sucked again. And then finally before we went downstairs,
Speaker 1: we were passing the shower. How many it's two floors, um,
Speaker 1: but all of the sex text takes place upstairs, and
Speaker 1: so there's a shower there. And so we were walking
Speaker 1: past the shower and we look in and there's three
Speaker 1: couples and the ship just looks lit. Everyone is with
Speaker 1: their perspective like, but they're all just having sex in
Speaker 1: a shower together. So we look touching each other. Um.
Speaker 1: At this point, now everyone was just in the shower,
Speaker 1: but they were all with their couples. So we look
Speaker 1: at each other and I'm like, you want to go
Speaker 1: in there? Because there was still room at least for
Speaker 1: one more couple. So I'm like, you want to go
Speaker 1: out there? Shower heads were there. I saw, dick, I'm
Speaker 1: not counting, no, no, no, no no, I mean like
Speaker 1: a dry shower, and there the water was going. It
Speaker 1: was wetness going on in there. It was fucking water
Speaker 1: is wet, bitch? It was wet. No. I just mean like, okay,
Speaker 1: is it like a prison shower like there's everybody can
Speaker 1: get in. No, it looks like a real shower that
Speaker 1: would be in like a really nice house, but it's
Speaker 1: really big with sliding. So we opened the door. Yeah,
Speaker 1: we opened the doors and we're like, hey, can we
Speaker 1: come in? And you could tell like the girls had
Speaker 1: to scan first, so they were like, wait, who are
Speaker 1: you with? And so when I pointed to him, they
Speaker 1: were like, oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, y'all can come in.
Speaker 1: Y'all can come in. I was like, bitch, I know, uh,
Speaker 1: you know, my nigga is fine. So we went in
Speaker 1: there and I'm messing with with my man and there's
Speaker 1: two couples on either side of me, and there's a
Speaker 1: third couple all the way against the wall, and I'm
Speaker 1: looking and I'm like, okay, every like everyone in the
Speaker 1: room was good looking and I don't know how like
Speaker 1: people found each other and literally and I think we
Speaker 1: stayed away from all the uglies. I don't know, but bitch,
Speaker 1: that's the thing. No, that's the thing in the sex club. No,
Speaker 1: it is. And so we're all many people. How many
Speaker 1: people do you think we're in the club? Total? Oh god,
Speaker 1: at least at least eight. It was packed. I even
Speaker 1: told told my room, and I was like, bitch, this
Speaker 1: is the most like it was. Wait, it was more
Speaker 1: packed than Halloween. How many time have you been there?
Speaker 1: This is only my second time. So we were in
Speaker 1: the shower and at this point, like I'm starting to
Speaker 1: fill on the girls next to me. You know, I
Speaker 1: had to start the ship. So I'm like filling on
Speaker 1: the girls titties next to me because she's cute, like
Speaker 1: a really cute, dark skinned black girl, beautiful, like like
Speaker 1: had these bees in her hair and she had a
Speaker 1: little bubble but like she looked like she used to
Speaker 1: run track of something. So I'm like feeling on her
Speaker 1: because she's super cute. And then and then you listen, bitch,
Speaker 1: and then so as I'm sucking her titties, like her
Speaker 1: niggas sucking her. So they just starts just getting sexy.
Speaker 1: Next thing, you know, then I decide, I see the
Speaker 1: bitch I want in the shower. The bitch all the
Speaker 1: way in the corner. She's like an Indian Middle East
Speaker 1: and I don't know what the funk. She is long,
Speaker 1: curly brown hair, exotic as beautiful face, olive skin, beautiful.
Speaker 1: So bitch, I just go over and I just start
Speaker 1: sucking eating her pussy. I moved her man out the
Speaker 1: way and I opened her legs up and start we
Speaker 1: start making your guy. Um, I gotta come up with
Speaker 1: a name because I don't want to call him peg them,
Speaker 1: but no, we're gonna come up with a name for him.
Speaker 1: Seven seven what lawyer Bay is? Six seven? Have manuse? Okay? Seven?
Speaker 1: So what was so? Sixty seven? Then looked at me
Speaker 1: like because he was in like filling on one of
Speaker 1: the other couples, well not the couples, but the girl
Speaker 1: from the other couple. So next thing you know, because
Speaker 1: everyone in there is with their couples, so or only
Speaker 1: one of them was using a condom. So next thing
Speaker 1: you know, the guy turns around is like yells out
Speaker 1: of the shower, who got condoms? So they give us
Speaker 1: like a whole row of condoms, and the next thing
Speaker 1: you know, like everyone is swapping. I would like to
Speaker 1: take this moment to apologize for being so fucking domin
Speaker 1: and considerate to anybody that me have had a triggering
Speaker 1: experience with what you're about to do. But the show
Speaker 1: is basically a place for us to learn, grow with you,
Speaker 1: teach you things we know and laugh at our fucking mistakes.
Speaker 1: I really only shared this story because that don't work
Speaker 1: there anymore. But have a laugh at a clip from
Speaker 1: episode eighty five on how I got out to work
Speaker 1: for a few days. I ain't got time for the bullshit,
Speaker 1: but that's the truth. I don't have PTO for abortions,
Speaker 1: only vacations. I'm not playing. Did I tell you about
Speaker 1: the time I lied about an abortion? Did you? Did
Speaker 1: you share that? I definitely did wait to get money
Speaker 1: out of a nigga. No. I already had taken so
Speaker 1: much time off with my boss, but I really needed
Speaker 1: to go to you lied deal boss to said you
Speaker 1: have to get My boss was super chill. So this
Speaker 1: is my old company, right, And I was like this
Speaker 1: nigga is not gonna believe me because I've told I've
Speaker 1: been honest about hangovers. I've been honest about shit. But
Speaker 1: I needed to go on vacation to get some dick.
Speaker 1: It was loverboy, and I was like, fuck, how am
Speaker 1: I going to do this? How am I gonna get
Speaker 1: a few days off? So I pulled him in the
Speaker 1: conference room. I'm like, hey, I need to talk to
Speaker 1: you about and they're like, how you lie about being pregnant.
Speaker 1: I'm like, honestly, I don't know. So I was like,
Speaker 1: this is the only thing where it's like he a
Speaker 1: has to be really sensitive because I'm a woman, or
Speaker 1: seemed like a dick and be like I could play
Speaker 1: super emotional if he just is a dick. So I
Speaker 1: was like, are talking to you about something serious, like
Speaker 1: I'm pregnant and I want you to understand I'm not
Speaker 1: going to keep it. I really love my job. And
Speaker 1: he's like, oh, I don't want you to think about work.
Speaker 1: I was like, no, I want to focus, but I
Speaker 1: do need some time for myself. He's like okay, and
Speaker 1: I'm like, I scheduled it just like my date for
Speaker 1: the ticket. I was like, I scheduled it on April
Speaker 1: so real quick, and I'll probably need the weekend pump
Speaker 1: that Monday real quick. Just the real quick. The fact
Speaker 1: that you so you really ain't ship? Can I tell
Speaker 1: you my ain't ship thoughts real quick? Because I feel
Speaker 1: like you told me I'm going to hell one time
Speaker 1: and I said bitch right after you. Oh, this is
Speaker 1: one of those things where I feel like what you
Speaker 1: just said was so ain't ship that they ain't gonna
Speaker 1: come from me, so I'll be real, I have a
Speaker 1: pregnancy scare. I thought that was God if we if
Speaker 1: we're getting into these pregnancy thoughts, I legit be thinking
Speaker 1: so real quick insurance with no insurance. Abortion probably like
Speaker 1: five hunting if you get it early. So I legit
Speaker 1: I won't even think about sucking a nigga row if
Speaker 1: I feel like he ain't got that money to get
Speaker 1: because then I'll be like, I know I got a job,
Speaker 1: but do I want to come out five hunted? No?
Speaker 1: So I'm like, how hard is it gonna be? The
Speaker 1: athink of five dollars? Which is how I determine if
Speaker 1: he's ever worthy of raw like raw pussy. And I'm
Speaker 1: just like, I know you'll be talking about me because
Speaker 1: I'll be talking about the Brokeyes. But ladies, if you're
Speaker 1: dealing with a nigga and you feel like you maybe
Speaker 1: don't want him to be your baby daddy, think about
Speaker 1: if he go had that five hundred dollars again, because
Speaker 1: but you know what I have to say say, I
Speaker 1: really tired of people being like, oh, why would you
Speaker 1: suck someone wrong that you would never baby? Because I'm
Speaker 1: not against abortion. That's why I'm pro choice all the way.
Speaker 1: Hold on, we probably sound like some nation. We sound
Speaker 1: like some democrats. That's fine. I'm a centurist slash socialist.
Speaker 1: So I want to say, ah, you want of the
Speaker 1: other parties? Yeah, I want to say I was watching
Speaker 1: uh you know, I was talking to a friend of mine.
Speaker 1: All is soup. We've given him five extra minutes. We
Speaker 1: got her a kid, right, And I went with her
Speaker 1: to an abortion before m HM. And I was like,
Speaker 1: you know, what made you what made you have your
Speaker 1: kid this time? Like whatever? And she was like, bitch,
Speaker 1: honestly it would have been number three. She's like it.
Speaker 1: I just felt like if I got to get one
Speaker 1: mode She's like, you know, I love the baby at death.
Speaker 1: But you know what's crazy if I think about my friends.
Speaker 1: I have friends like that now, like I can't get
Speaker 1: any more abortions because I've already killed four and I
Speaker 1: don't feel like I should be killing any I know,
Speaker 1: I said, I have friends that have had four abortions. Dahn.
Speaker 1: Looking at the judgment in the raid, Wait, y'all judge
Speaker 1: it what? No? I am four abortions? One person did
Speaker 1: judge in the room with school. You know, y'all really
Speaker 1: judge you I've got biggest ship. How do you get one?
Speaker 1: Real quick bit? You got a chill right after you
Speaker 1: need to So after girls get two abortions, you say
Speaker 1: all girls get free bad after two you should be
Speaker 1: really taking girl too. Abortions is cool? Do all of
Speaker 1: that ship. I'm not gonna like the older we get.
Speaker 1: So all of my friends now are in their early
Speaker 1: thirties and it's now to the point where it's like, bitch,
Speaker 1: I'm too old to be getting aboard for how many
Speaker 1: abortions is too many? So this has been the year
Speaker 1: wrap up for Horrible Decisions. We want to thank you
Speaker 1: guys so much for supporting us, all of the patrons,
Speaker 1: everyone who tweeted us, who supported us on Instagram and
Speaker 1: our personal pages, for making this happen and continuing this
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Speaker 1: the bottom of our hearts. Because of our patrons, we
Speaker 1: are able to kick off two thousand nineteen with a tour.
Speaker 1: So Horrible Decisions is coming to you live. We are
Speaker 1: starting it in the DMV January nineteenth, followed by we're
Speaker 1: following it up in Atlanta to then we're heading some
Speaker 1: mother fucking at Toronto. Of six I don't know Drake
Speaker 1: gonna be there, but we're gonna try. Um That again
Speaker 1: is March six. Then we're going to Chicago on March thirty.
Speaker 1: We're also knocking up Houston. We're making it some motherfucking Texas.
Speaker 1: They said everything is big in Texas, So we're going
Speaker 1: to Texas and that's for twenty but bigger than ever.
Speaker 1: We're making it all the way to the West coast
Speaker 1: in Los Angeles, California, also in New York City. Those
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Speaker 1: every one of you guys for supporting us along this journey.
Speaker 1: This has not been easy, as y'all see with the
Speaker 1: therapy episode, but we have made it through triumphs like
Speaker 1: anyone does, like any fucking person does, Dealing with someone
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Speaker 1: growing together makes us just so much more special. So
Speaker 1: you want to thank each and everyone of you once again.
Speaker 1: Follow the horrible decisions that you made and all of
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Speaker 1: we hope to see you guys in twenty motherfucking ninety. Baby,
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