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Speaker 1: Happy New Year. Hi guys, welcome to you another episode

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Speaker 1: of Horrible Decisions. Weezie and I decided that we were

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Speaker 1: going to give you guys the best moments of twenty eighteen. Now,

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Speaker 1: this is based off some of our patrons, this is

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Speaker 1: based all some of our Twitter followers, and this is

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Speaker 1: also just based on Weezie and I personal opinion. So

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Speaker 1: I'm excited to give you guys now the best moments

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Speaker 1: of Horrible Decisions. Enjoy. So We're gonna begin with the

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Speaker 1: very first thing that I think was kind of the

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Speaker 1: turning points. So we ended up joining Loudspeaker, and as

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Speaker 1: we were recording our episode, one of the Loudspeaker family members,

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Speaker 1: Dallas Pen, walked into our studio session and decided to

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Speaker 1: share one of his kinks with us on air, and

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Speaker 1: Weezy and I had our mouths to the floor. So

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Speaker 1: listening as dallas Pen tells everyone what his kink is

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Speaker 1: masturbated or like touch yourself with something that someone had

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Speaker 1: that you wanted to m No, I really don't do that.

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Speaker 1: That's some WPS panties that white people. Wait, what that

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Speaker 1: is the thing? What did you just say? Doing in socks?

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Speaker 1: People always masturbate inside of shoes. I wish you would

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Speaker 1: masturbate them some of my motherfucking heels. Oh wait, you

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Speaker 1: the internet? Oh yes, yes, I did have an ex

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Speaker 1: who took my who liked my shoes, and he would

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Speaker 1: exx with my shoes and my clothes and he would

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Speaker 1: do that. So I do know what you we gotta

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Speaker 1: limit that is, Steve mad I don't know how to

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Speaker 1: go income. You're not doing that with my red bottoms.

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Speaker 1: Oh my god, look the first thing to pop up.

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Speaker 1: I secretly borrow shoes from my lady friends and masturbate

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Speaker 1: into them. People tend to frown downpone this when they

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Speaker 1: see you lick the inside of their shoe. Wait wait,

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Speaker 1: they look their own what Okay, you know he's like,

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Speaker 1: I don't like but you have jerked off inside of shoe. Okay,

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Speaker 1: that's not weird at all. What kind of shoe was it?

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Speaker 1: What kind of shoe? Okay, that's not too expensive? Can

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Speaker 1: we hear him? Can we hear him? No? No, we can.

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Speaker 1: We gotta get can we get you on the mic

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Speaker 1: real quick? Oh? Hey, hey, Dallas pan, we I met

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Speaker 1: you at the Hi. Wait, we gotta get that on

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Speaker 1: the mic, though, come on, So we really need to

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Speaker 1: get this crocodile Caviclin ship with this. Did you come in? Okay?

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Speaker 1: So we have someone in the room who has all right,

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Speaker 1: I'm talking about a pair of fire ask black Label

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Speaker 1: Calvin Klein. Does it matter if they're like fire or

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Speaker 1: like I mean, they just just the design was obviously

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Speaker 1: thought of where you turned on by her wearing them first,

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Speaker 1: and then you wanted to masturbate in them. Well, I

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Speaker 1: gotta be honest with you, no one had put the

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Speaker 1: shoe on yet, but I imagine the person wearing the shoe,

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Speaker 1: whoa how fire they were? They were just going to

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Speaker 1: be so fucking incredible. And did you buy this? Well?

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Speaker 1: Actually I was. I was working at Marshall's at the time,

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Speaker 1: and I'm in the back. I wasn't. I mean, yeah,

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Speaker 1: I was younger. Marshalls didn't get in my car. I was,

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Speaker 1: I was. I was in my thirties now, I was.

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Speaker 1: I was just in the back stock room and I

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Speaker 1: was like, Yo, the person that's gonna wear this shoe

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Speaker 1: was gonna be so fucking fire, She's gonna be beautiful,

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Speaker 1: and she's gonna let me fuck because I made her

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Speaker 1: laugh and ship oh my god, like her calfs are

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Speaker 1: so crazy and I just I gave it up. Aside

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Speaker 1: aside from the shoes, you would say you're a man

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Speaker 1: with a foot fetish, I would say that I like

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Speaker 1: nice shoes. I would say that I like nice shoes.

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Speaker 1: I don't. I don't consider that so much a foot fetish.

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Speaker 1: But but I love the architecture of just a really

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Speaker 1: nice heel and what it does to the person wearing it,

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Speaker 1: the confidence that it gives them, the tautness that it

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Speaker 1: a superhelo makes you walk a certain way. And I

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Speaker 1: love And this all goes through your mind, do you

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Speaker 1: kidding me? You kidding me? The older you get, you

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Speaker 1: start processing all this, you see somebody in heels and

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Speaker 1: you can be like, oh, they just got those heels.

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Speaker 1: They don't even know how to walk on yet, they

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Speaker 1: don't know how walking them yet. Y'all can tell when

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Speaker 1: we're just breaking in a shoe right right now, right now,

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you. I'm gonna tell you when the

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Speaker 1: last time you got your eyebrows thready, microblade? Thank you? Okay, okay,

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Speaker 1: I M gonna have to come and expect that when

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Speaker 1: he went on the premium show and he said that

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Speaker 1: he sucked a mother and adult. This is better than that.

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Speaker 1: Hold on for a second, God is in the details.

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Speaker 1: That's crazy. Do you buy shoes for women? Like? Are

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Speaker 1: you do you currently have a wife? I am married

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Speaker 1: actually And and the crazy thing, the true story is

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Speaker 1: that my wife, um, her feet are actually two different sizes.

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Speaker 1: So she has to go to Norshroom because Northhrom Norshroom

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Speaker 1: is the only department store that will let you buy

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Speaker 1: like you know, it's not like a half size off.

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Speaker 1: There's more than a whole size difference between Yeah, so

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Speaker 1: Norsham will let you actually have one shoe and one

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Speaker 1: size one shoe another size. But she's the one who

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Speaker 1: kind of got me out of She kind of show

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Speaker 1: what my story was. My issue was, which was what

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Speaker 1: was your issue? We think are not an issue? I

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Speaker 1: want to go ahead. And I had a small collection

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Speaker 1: bro Is this real? This is real? This is some

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Speaker 1: real ship I had. She came to my apartment, man

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Speaker 1: and she got to just see all the ship that

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Speaker 1: I collect and ship that I had fucking hoarded and

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Speaker 1: stuff like that. I had, like I had baby clothes

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Speaker 1: with matching adult clothes. Like I had adult Polo Bear sweater,

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Speaker 1: four of them with the matching baby sweater. Why for

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Speaker 1: when I had a child that we could twin up? Oh,

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Speaker 1: I thought this was still geting sexual. I was starting

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Speaker 1: to freak out, all right, No, no, no, no, no,

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Speaker 1: had a collection. Again. I worked at Marshals and and

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Speaker 1: every now and then they would get in these incredible

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Speaker 1: She was like, yo, whose shoes are these? Like? Whose

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Speaker 1: We did, guys, we did not playing this. These are

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Speaker 1: just they were the first thing she was concerned about.

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Speaker 1: The real talk. Was like she was like, yo, can

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Speaker 1: you know, I might have might have that in my stevee.

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Speaker 1: But I was like, you know, that's too far. No,

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Speaker 1: But I just I just I love the architecture, I

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Speaker 1: love the design of them. I'm just imagining. And this

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Speaker 1: imagine the person that's gonna put these on, how they're

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Speaker 1: People are gonna be like, oh my god. This come

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Speaker 1: stem from this is something else? No, it stems from

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Speaker 1: me just loving being attracted to a confident woman. And

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Speaker 1: and it doesn't have to be the heel she has on.

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Speaker 1: She could have on skippies. But she could again have

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Speaker 1: her eyebrows micro blazard. But whatever, whatever this she got,

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Speaker 1: whatever that she done, you could build a bit if

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Speaker 1: you wanted to. First of all, First of all, all

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Speaker 1: these all these robot chicks, that's from my brain. Sex dolls,

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Speaker 1: they're from Dallas, pen guys, that's from That's from my brain, totally,

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Speaker 1: all right. And and and the reason why we have

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Speaker 1: have been programmed at the same me too. What a

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Speaker 1: bittersweet clip. This next one is for me. This episode

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Speaker 1: I didn't even want to post. I didn't want cameras therefore,

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Speaker 1: I was so angry about And it's episode seventy seven,

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Speaker 1: working out the kinks, the most talked about episode. People

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Speaker 1: and it was amazing that it happened. I think I

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Speaker 1: really was angry for the first half of this episode

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Speaker 1: because she's only heard one thing. And I was so

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Speaker 1: mad to be there and to know that all these

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Speaker 1: people would get to listen. But when Mandy got emotional,

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Speaker 1: it really was a pivotal point for me in realizing

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Speaker 1: some of my wrong doings and wanting to grow. And

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Speaker 1: I know that many of you shared with us that

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Speaker 1: you've cried in your are or your cubicle or just

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Speaker 1: an intense moment to hear Mandy get upset, and I'm

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Speaker 1: very grateful that, um we had a breakthrough. So share

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Speaker 1: this moment again with us. Don't cry, We're doing great,

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Speaker 1: But enjoy episode seventy seven working out the Kings. You

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Speaker 1: know what, even with all of this fluff and all

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Speaker 1: the she's you're a little runkin bumpkin. You both are.

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Speaker 1: You're so sensitive. You think I want but I think

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Speaker 1: do you even as in, yeah, can I say something? So?

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Speaker 1: Why am I here? You're just wasting money? So you

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Speaker 1: You've got to have a sense of face. Yes, yes,

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Speaker 1: How hard is it for you to be soft? I

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Speaker 1: a different thing. Yes, I become frustrated. Yes, I can't

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Speaker 1: Oh so now you want to be emotional, You're just overreacting.

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Speaker 1: And it's like, yes, I'm not the one that shows

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Speaker 1: to it, but I do still want a certain level

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Speaker 1: specifically from people that I do business with, specifically from

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Speaker 1: These niggas we out here like feeding propaganda to females.

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Speaker 1: you're doing it? Like? Let's not friend Like, let me

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Speaker 1: just say this. I when I was in my whole face,

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Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like, there's a whole community

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Speaker 1: My homeboy Mike, he has um. He throws BBD BBW

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Speaker 1: asked niggas as that like pop and asked niggas buying bottles,

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Speaker 1: But niggas do is they put this prop again the

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Speaker 1: out there, like to separate us as women. You know

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Speaker 1: what I'm saying, So you can feel like you're better

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Speaker 1: I'll be spending bad money on me, says he will,

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Speaker 1: he will, he will fly me out, he will do

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Speaker 1: they can't breathe? I guess, I mean, you gotta hold

424
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Speaker 1: yourself up a little bit. Bro like you like? The

425
00:25:15,000 --> 00:25:17,600
Speaker 1: fantasy though, is like having a girl that's bigger and

426
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Speaker 1: that's a whole niche. And a lot of your girls

427
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Speaker 1: on your site are in the BBW category, And so

428
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Speaker 1: where do you find these women? Where are? Because I

429
00:25:31,440 --> 00:25:33,920
Speaker 1: feel like we get so many letters from listeners that

430
00:25:34,080 --> 00:25:36,720
Speaker 1: once they reach maybe maybe they gain weight or reach

431
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Speaker 1: the BBW status, their confidence leaves them. You have very

432
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Speaker 1: confident women on your website who embraced they gained the weight.

433
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Speaker 1: And we've had male listeners say my wife lost her confidence.

434
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Speaker 1: She you know, We've had a lot of those letters

435
00:25:50,600 --> 00:25:52,359
Speaker 1: so where do you find these women? Just let me

436
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Speaker 1: just say, because I don't know if you guys know this,

437
00:25:54,200 --> 00:25:55,960
Speaker 1: but I used to be a part of the industry

438
00:25:56,040 --> 00:25:58,840
Speaker 1: more so than just being what I am today. I

439
00:25:59,160 --> 00:26:01,000
Speaker 1: used to be a stripper back in like two thousand,

440
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Speaker 1: five thousand six. I was going to rock Wells in

441
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Speaker 1: Brooklyn collecting my coins, okay, and I was getting my

442
00:26:07,280 --> 00:26:09,080
Speaker 1: money and I was getting my life. So I'm just

443
00:26:09,160 --> 00:26:11,760
Speaker 1: waiting for one more, like one liner that big man,

444
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Speaker 1: how much I want to pay attention to you. All

445
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Speaker 1: I can think about is big, big, Big. I heard

446
00:26:18,840 --> 00:26:20,720
Speaker 1: that was one of my favorite lines. So but not

447
00:26:20,920 --> 00:26:24,440
Speaker 1: not for nothing, like you know, I just so I'm

448
00:26:24,520 --> 00:26:26,359
Speaker 1: really in the industry, Like I know a lot of

449
00:26:26,400 --> 00:26:28,159
Speaker 1: people people know about. My side has been around for

450
00:26:28,240 --> 00:26:30,920
Speaker 1: a while, and I just this year haven't been featured

451
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Speaker 1: on your Yes I did, I was. I was at

452
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Speaker 1: one point in time, but I just realized I felt

453
00:26:36,080 --> 00:26:39,480
Speaker 1: like my talents were more served behind the camera. You

454
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Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Um, I had a big following.

455
00:26:41,680 --> 00:26:45,760
Speaker 1: I went mainstream, and that's how you find your co stars. Yeah,

456
00:26:45,840 --> 00:26:48,639
Speaker 1: that's what I asked. How do they know about me?

457
00:26:49,520 --> 00:26:51,840
Speaker 1: My co stars? The guys that wanted to I'll be

458
00:26:51,880 --> 00:26:54,520
Speaker 1: honest with you, and that that was I had had

459
00:26:54,560 --> 00:26:57,280
Speaker 1: these holes, you know, I had these holes trying to

460
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Speaker 1: holler at me and that and like in the earliest

461
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Speaker 1: like when end up in the beginning, like I used

462
00:27:00,960 --> 00:27:03,040
Speaker 1: to just nas wanna sunk, We're gonna suck on film

463
00:27:03,240 --> 00:27:05,160
Speaker 1: and then it was like you ever like charge them

464
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Speaker 1: to suck you charge me the pe to you. I'm saying,

465
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Speaker 1: they want you to get this one. Ignore it's a

466
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Speaker 1: charge I don't charge for you can't get. Have you

467
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Speaker 1: ever had a Roses as a donation Roses? Let me

468
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Speaker 1: just I want to pause for a second. I did

469
00:27:27,840 --> 00:27:30,159
Speaker 1: not mean that to insult you. But if they just

470
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Speaker 1: want to suck you that badge want to get me

471
00:27:32,080 --> 00:27:34,440
Speaker 1: caught up, let me just say this. I had I

472
00:27:34,520 --> 00:27:37,600
Speaker 1: had holes and they was stricken on me. I basically

473
00:27:37,720 --> 00:27:39,760
Speaker 1: was able to get any man in my life to do,

474
00:27:40,440 --> 00:27:42,720
Speaker 1: you know, go be in a video, let's do this,

475
00:27:42,880 --> 00:27:45,480
Speaker 1: give me some money. Like I had the same life

476
00:27:45,760 --> 00:27:52,480
Speaker 1: as you guys, just like I get the same You're

477
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Speaker 1: home asid. No, I'm just saying, like, but it's it's

478
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Speaker 1: a it's a common it's a commonality. And experience, like

479
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Speaker 1: you know, people tend to think that BBW is like

480
00:28:01,240 --> 00:28:05,399
Speaker 1: so different, then y'all we're not. Now I want to

481
00:28:05,440 --> 00:28:08,080
Speaker 1: know one more thing. Um, I know you some questions too.

482
00:28:08,440 --> 00:28:11,440
Speaker 1: So you told us earlier before we were airing that

483
00:28:11,680 --> 00:28:15,359
Speaker 1: you have a boyfriend. Now what has changed since you've

484
00:28:15,400 --> 00:28:19,440
Speaker 1: had your sight in your I guess social media personality,

485
00:28:19,520 --> 00:28:21,000
Speaker 1: since you've had a boyfriend, And what does he want

486
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Speaker 1: you to do different? So mm hm, you know, we

487
00:28:27,320 --> 00:28:29,639
Speaker 1: have men in the room that are curious because before

488
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Speaker 1: you answer that, we have two men in the room,

489
00:28:31,720 --> 00:28:33,840
Speaker 1: would you guys have a problem dating someone in the

490
00:28:33,920 --> 00:28:37,000
Speaker 1: industry as far as the porn industry or doing what

491
00:28:37,160 --> 00:28:40,960
Speaker 1: she does be honest, behind the scenes, probably not, But

492
00:28:41,080 --> 00:28:43,120
Speaker 1: if she was in front of the camera, yes, What

493
00:28:43,200 --> 00:28:45,040
Speaker 1: about if she was a porn star when you met

494
00:28:45,040 --> 00:28:48,360
Speaker 1: her and now she's only doing lesbian porn because you

495
00:28:48,400 --> 00:28:49,880
Speaker 1: know a lot of porn starts do that. They stopped

496
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Speaker 1: sucking men and they just do lesbian And if Fox

497
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Speaker 1: up their money, what about you? Oh yeah, he like

498
00:28:57,440 --> 00:29:03,600
Speaker 1: y'all gonna hear me. She'd had to educate me in

499
00:29:04,200 --> 00:29:09,560
Speaker 1: in its full entirety about her world before because this

500
00:29:09,680 --> 00:29:14,480
Speaker 1: is their name. I wouldn't. I can respect that my

501
00:29:14,600 --> 00:29:17,040
Speaker 1: perception of what it is, it's probably far different from

502
00:29:17,080 --> 00:29:18,880
Speaker 1: what it really is. Can I say, can I get

503
00:29:20,040 --> 00:29:22,440
Speaker 1: I want to kick some facts. Yeah, so let me

504
00:29:22,520 --> 00:29:24,480
Speaker 1: just say something. One thing that a lot of people

505
00:29:24,600 --> 00:29:29,160
Speaker 1: don't get is that hose real holes and porn stars.

506
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Speaker 1: Guess what we're cleaning than regular bitches. Okay, real holes.

507
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Speaker 1: They suck dick with a condom bitches. Regular bitches will

508
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Speaker 1: go to the club and meet a n and suck

509
00:29:37,080 --> 00:29:39,280
Speaker 1: his the same night. Not all in the back of that.

510
00:29:42,120 --> 00:29:44,360
Speaker 1: When he made that comment, I wasn't really thinking about

511
00:29:44,440 --> 00:29:49,120
Speaker 1: like safety. I was thinking of like men feeling secure mostee,

512
00:29:49,200 --> 00:29:51,200
Speaker 1: my dude, like he really fucks with me, and he

513
00:29:51,280 --> 00:29:53,000
Speaker 1: sucks with me on the level like when I met him.

514
00:29:54,280 --> 00:29:57,440
Speaker 1: We've been together for like ten years now. Ship you

515
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Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. You see you before he kid

516
00:30:02,080 --> 00:30:04,080
Speaker 1: so he when he met me, I was just like

517
00:30:04,200 --> 00:30:07,800
Speaker 1: really getting into that lifestyle, was dancing, and it wasn't

518
00:30:07,880 --> 00:30:09,800
Speaker 1: like it was one of those situations where I really

519
00:30:10,040 --> 00:30:12,280
Speaker 1: wasn't It wasn't like it wasn't supposed to be what

520
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Speaker 1: it is today, you know what I mean? And after

521
00:30:15,560 --> 00:30:18,760
Speaker 1: a while he was just like, is this what you

522
00:30:18,800 --> 00:30:21,960
Speaker 1: want to do? And I'm like, it started not feeling

523
00:30:22,320 --> 00:30:25,320
Speaker 1: like at first it was empowering because I grew up

524
00:30:25,360 --> 00:30:27,320
Speaker 1: with my mom and people in my family telling me

525
00:30:27,360 --> 00:30:29,520
Speaker 1: you're fat, nobody's gonna want you. And the fact that

526
00:30:29,600 --> 00:30:31,880
Speaker 1: I'm making money off of my body. Who told you this,

527
00:30:32,240 --> 00:30:35,040
Speaker 1: my mom and my own mom because of your weight,

528
00:30:35,280 --> 00:30:37,960
Speaker 1: no one would want you. That A lot of women

529
00:30:38,160 --> 00:30:41,880
Speaker 1: deal with that growing up. They like bigger girls that

530
00:30:42,040 --> 00:30:44,600
Speaker 1: grow up are told not to eat like you, you're fat,

531
00:30:44,720 --> 00:30:47,360
Speaker 1: and even not only from the family, you're getting it

532
00:30:47,440 --> 00:30:49,720
Speaker 1: at school, You're getting it from your peers. And so

533
00:30:50,360 --> 00:30:52,520
Speaker 1: what made you go to where you was like with

534
00:30:52,600 --> 00:30:54,480
Speaker 1: my mom, gotta say I'm beautiful, I'm big, and I'm

535
00:30:54,520 --> 00:30:55,960
Speaker 1: loving it and I'm gonna do what I need to do.

536
00:30:56,120 --> 00:30:59,280
Speaker 1: Like was it immediate or was it took time? I

537
00:30:59,320 --> 00:31:02,160
Speaker 1: would through a lot of shitty relationships and settling for

538
00:31:02,320 --> 00:31:04,960
Speaker 1: less and not feeling like, you know, just taking whatever

539
00:31:05,040 --> 00:31:08,520
Speaker 1: I could get, and then like life's pretty reality setting

540
00:31:08,520 --> 00:31:10,800
Speaker 1: because I got kicked out when I was eighteen, and

541
00:31:11,120 --> 00:31:12,920
Speaker 1: you know, bitch had to pay her bill, which had

542
00:31:12,920 --> 00:31:18,000
Speaker 1: to get her coins. So it was only right that

543
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Speaker 1: we gave you guys the episode that had the most

544
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Speaker 1: listens for the year, and it was none other than

545
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Speaker 1: The episode was Rory from the Joe Buddon podcast. We

546
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Speaker 1: talked about ghosts cream pies and he shared a very

547
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Speaker 1: interesting story about how was it cut holding was it?

548
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Speaker 1: I don't know it was. It was weird though, and

549
00:31:38,240 --> 00:31:40,760
Speaker 1: he shared a story with us about how he got

550
00:31:40,880 --> 00:31:44,440
Speaker 1: caught fucking someone's wife. Anyways, it was very interesting. It

551
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Speaker 1: was very entertaining. Tune into this moment of eighteen where

552
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Speaker 1: Rory shared one of his biggest horrible decisions. It's from

553
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Speaker 1: the Cuckold Couple. They made a separate email for this ship,

554
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Speaker 1: so I know they was like, we were really on

555
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Speaker 1: the law. Hello, ladies, just found the podcast and damn

556
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557
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Speaker 1: in Washington State who's been together since high school, fifteen

558
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Speaker 1: years old and now we're both thirty eight. We have

559
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Speaker 1: had an open relationship for ten years. She enjoys having

560
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561
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562
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563
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Speaker 1: been searching for black dick. By the way, I asked

564
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Speaker 1: him later what their ethnicity was in their white You

565
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Speaker 1: don't say I wanted to know if she's just curious

566
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567
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Speaker 1: I've been trying to find a guy to be her

568
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Speaker 1: first in this arena, and it's not the easiest thing.

569
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Speaker 1: The show makes us feel less alone, and since none

570
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Speaker 1: of our family and friends know we since none of

571
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Speaker 1: our family and friends now, I hope you continue to

572
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Speaker 1: have great success. PS. I would totally snowball Rihanna with

573
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574
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575
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576
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Speaker 1: it back. But that's the colding thing, right because like

577
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Speaker 1: in a lot of cu holding videos, you'll watch her

578
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Speaker 1: be like, oh, the kids come off of me, or

579
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Speaker 1: suck to come out of his dick like crazy ship.

580
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Speaker 1: What was the question in that? Um? I think his

581
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Speaker 1: question is I was just trying to get something, just

582
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Speaker 1: trying to get some black Oh. I guess I kind

583
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Speaker 1: of like maybe the how to UM because they're saying

584
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Speaker 1: they're searching and it's not easy go to Jamaica. Um

585
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Speaker 1: so I want to. I mean, I'm just saying, so

586
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Speaker 1: I want to Hedonism, which is a um so. It's

587
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Speaker 1: a nude adult only resort um in Jamaica. And when

588
00:33:36,920 --> 00:33:39,400
Speaker 1: I went, there was a lot of white couples there

589
00:33:39,720 --> 00:33:42,000
Speaker 1: that literally said to me that they were there for

590
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Speaker 1: black dick And of course Jamaican's are black with big dicks, so, um,

591
00:33:46,800 --> 00:33:52,320
Speaker 1: I would think you forgot, which said what, I'm surprised

592
00:33:52,360 --> 00:33:54,560
Speaker 1: I ain't got no kids. You know, ship. My daddy's Jamaican.

593
00:33:54,640 --> 00:33:56,280
Speaker 1: I'm sure my mom was dealt with him for a reason,

594
00:33:56,640 --> 00:34:00,280
Speaker 1: but because he ain't ship. But I would say, I would.

595
00:34:00,280 --> 00:34:01,920
Speaker 1: I think that's just something that's in your Jamaican blood.

596
00:34:02,040 --> 00:34:04,320
Speaker 1: You know Jamaican. Remember I said, dancing niggazine ship capitlas

597
00:34:04,320 --> 00:34:07,600
Speaker 1: in Jamaicans, and they I'm just saying, they just don't

598
00:34:08,320 --> 00:34:10,440
Speaker 1: they are only ship. I would say, though, if you're

599
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Speaker 1: looking for something to do, I don't know what city

600
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Speaker 1: you live in. So my suggestion would be to um

601
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Speaker 1: go to Hedonism. It is again, it's a resort in

602
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Speaker 1: Jamaica and that's what you have there is black cocks

603
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Speaker 1: to fuck your white wife. I had something like that

604
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Speaker 1: happened to me. Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, okay, you had

605
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Speaker 1: something like we talked about it and we did on

606
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Speaker 1: it in Chicago, and I was like, you did what

607
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Speaker 1: I said. You need to bring it up. We gotta

608
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Speaker 1: holding porn, but I got kept getting annoyed at all

613
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Speaker 1: the fetishizing of black men. So I'm like, so, I'm like,

614
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Speaker 1: let me try to find white man. And you were

615
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Speaker 1: asked to cuck hold, so I wasn't asked. Nobody asked me. Okay,

616
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Speaker 1: wait nobody, So what happened with your cut holding story?

617
00:35:04,760 --> 00:35:07,600
Speaker 1: I was like, I told this on my podcast, but

618
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Speaker 1: it was a long like back when he was in

619
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Speaker 1: the lower numbers, so I don't know. Um, sucking asshole.

620
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Speaker 1: Oh you're definitely dumbing this ship. When y'all required, because

621
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Speaker 1: I'm setting a reminder, N put me on what happened.

622
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Speaker 1: I was like twenty or twenty one maybe, and I

623
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Speaker 1: was working for a label at the time, and these

624
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Speaker 1: artists from Ohio. I'm not going to say who it was.

625
00:35:36,920 --> 00:35:40,240
Speaker 1: It was not Busy Bone. Was Busy Bone and his wife.

626
00:35:41,880 --> 00:35:46,480
Speaker 1: It was from Ohio. They came and uh they asked me.

627
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Speaker 1: They was like, yo, can you take the whole crew

628
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Speaker 1: out because you're young and you know what's going on

629
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Speaker 1: in New York? Like take them out, let them see

630
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Speaker 1: the city. It was a big group of them. So

631
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Speaker 1: I took them down to a spot one bleaker. We

632
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Speaker 1: was chilling whatever, and some girl that really didn't say

633
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Speaker 1: much at all the whole time came up to me

634
00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:03,520
Speaker 1: when she was leaving and she was like, I just

635
00:36:03,560 --> 00:36:05,080
Speaker 1: want to give you my number. I was like, all right, cool.

636
00:36:06,120 --> 00:36:08,160
Speaker 1: I didn't think anything of it. Continued to night. She

637
00:36:08,280 --> 00:36:11,040
Speaker 1: texts me like, yo, it's my hotel. I said, all right,

638
00:36:11,120 --> 00:36:16,360
Speaker 1: I'm twenty Okay, I'm coming over with the ships. So

639
00:36:16,440 --> 00:36:18,399
Speaker 1: I take a cab. This is prior to Uber. Take

640
00:36:18,440 --> 00:36:20,680
Speaker 1: a cab up there, Like you know, I'm in the lobby.

641
00:36:21,760 --> 00:36:26,240
Speaker 1: She said, give me a second now that I'm red flag,

642
00:36:27,040 --> 00:36:32,719
Speaker 1: could I told you I was on the way. So

643
00:36:32,920 --> 00:36:34,560
Speaker 1: then I get to the elevator. When she says, come up,

644
00:36:34,560 --> 00:36:36,239
Speaker 1: I see it's the key card thing. I'm like, all right,

645
00:36:36,640 --> 00:36:38,399
Speaker 1: you gotta come down and get me. She comes down

646
00:36:38,480 --> 00:36:40,680
Speaker 1: and like a rope. I'm like, all right. She read

647
00:36:40,840 --> 00:36:44,759
Speaker 1: a little crazy that in the lobby, like you let

648
00:36:44,840 --> 00:36:47,759
Speaker 1: it be known. So we get into the room. She

649
00:36:47,880 --> 00:36:49,759
Speaker 1: taking shut off right away. I'm like, oh, we're get

650
00:36:49,800 --> 00:36:52,600
Speaker 1: into it. This is great. This is like a portal.

651
00:36:54,320 --> 00:36:58,960
Speaker 1: This was awesome. So she starts sucking my dick. I

652
00:36:59,040 --> 00:37:00,440
Speaker 1: was like, this is this is it? Out of like

653
00:37:00,480 --> 00:37:02,399
Speaker 1: I didn't even have to work for this. I said

654
00:37:02,440 --> 00:37:06,120
Speaker 1: one word to this ship, this is awesome. Wow. Then

655
00:37:06,160 --> 00:37:09,759
Speaker 1: I slightly see the bathroom door start to open. You thought,

656
00:37:09,760 --> 00:37:14,160
Speaker 1: another girl from where I'm from, right that you you

657
00:37:14,200 --> 00:37:15,800
Speaker 1: can't set up about to get right, I'm about to

658
00:37:15,840 --> 00:37:20,600
Speaker 1: get robbed. She was a pond in my dumb old

659
00:37:20,640 --> 00:37:25,440
Speaker 1: ask fell for that ship because I'm horny. It might

660
00:37:25,480 --> 00:37:29,200
Speaker 1: be worth three an you don't know you broke out.

661
00:37:31,000 --> 00:37:32,359
Speaker 1: I don't know your way, and it's been like all

662
00:37:32,400 --> 00:37:35,480
Speaker 1: the families are worse. Let's let's end that. Now we

663
00:37:35,560 --> 00:37:40,600
Speaker 1: all don't know a judge in fact, So the door opens,

664
00:37:40,640 --> 00:37:43,200
Speaker 1: I said, I'm getting robbed. It's over. Now, let me start.

665
00:37:43,239 --> 00:37:50,200
Speaker 1: Where's where's my wallet? Take my iPhone? Three? So I

666
00:37:50,320 --> 00:37:55,239
Speaker 1: see just arms come out with an iPad and I'm like, wait,

667
00:37:55,360 --> 00:37:58,360
Speaker 1: what the fuck? So I pushed her head off of me,

668
00:38:00,040 --> 00:38:02,520
Speaker 1: which kind of hurt when you twenty and horny, because

669
00:38:02,640 --> 00:38:07,520
Speaker 1: she was all right. And this big gass dude comes

670
00:38:07,560 --> 00:38:10,160
Speaker 1: out the bathroom with an iPad and I said there

671
00:38:10,239 --> 00:38:12,600
Speaker 1: was another white couple. No, they were black. Both of

672
00:38:12,640 --> 00:38:17,640
Speaker 1: them were black. Oh both were black. You love that

673
00:38:17,680 --> 00:38:19,520
Speaker 1: detail out? No, we needed it, we needed that. We

674
00:38:19,640 --> 00:38:22,719
Speaker 1: just all I guess we should have said your friends, Well,

675
00:38:22,760 --> 00:38:26,680
Speaker 1: they weren't my friends. People that okay. So so he

676
00:38:26,760 --> 00:38:29,640
Speaker 1: comes out, this big dude comes out with an iPad filming,

677
00:38:30,480 --> 00:38:32,320
Speaker 1: and I'm like, yo, what the fuck is going on?

678
00:38:32,920 --> 00:38:34,520
Speaker 1: And he's like, no, no, no, bro, you could suck her.

679
00:38:35,200 --> 00:38:41,000
Speaker 1: I said what. So I go up to him and

680
00:38:41,200 --> 00:38:44,440
Speaker 1: I said, give me that fucking iPad. He said, no, no, no,

681
00:38:44,560 --> 00:38:47,759
Speaker 1: it's cool, bro, Like, it's fine, that's my wife. I said,

682
00:38:48,040 --> 00:38:51,600
Speaker 1: what if he didn't come out with an iPad? What

683
00:38:52,080 --> 00:38:55,239
Speaker 1: was it the recording that bothered? You know? The man

684
00:38:55,400 --> 00:38:57,840
Speaker 1: coming out of a bathroom bothered me. Hold on, hold on,

685
00:38:57,880 --> 00:39:00,120
Speaker 1: hold on, hold on what wait? I guess more so

686
00:39:00,239 --> 00:39:02,600
Speaker 1: it's like continuing, is it what she meant? Like if

687
00:39:02,640 --> 00:39:05,200
Speaker 1: he didn't come out with the iPad with that, Bobby

688
00:39:05,320 --> 00:39:11,040
Speaker 1: like to keep going? You just wasn't. I feel like

689
00:39:14,680 --> 00:39:16,360
Speaker 1: what happened was he was like no, no, no, that's

690
00:39:16,400 --> 00:39:18,080
Speaker 1: my wife, Like this is what we do. You could

691
00:39:18,200 --> 00:39:20,440
Speaker 1: like I want you to fuck her and I was

692
00:39:20,520 --> 00:39:22,160
Speaker 1: like no, He's like no, it's not like I'm gonna

693
00:39:22,160 --> 00:39:24,440
Speaker 1: get involved. I just want to watch your fuck. I

694
00:39:24,560 --> 00:39:26,680
Speaker 1: was like, dog, give me that fucking iPad, took the

695
00:39:26,760 --> 00:39:29,919
Speaker 1: iPad open, that ship, deleted that video, threw that ship

696
00:39:30,000 --> 00:39:31,560
Speaker 1: on the bed, and ran the funk out of that

697
00:39:31,600 --> 00:39:37,440
Speaker 1: hotel room. No nope, nope, nope, nope nope. So it's

698
00:39:37,440 --> 00:39:39,480
Speaker 1: safe to say you're not into cuckolding or at this

699
00:39:39,719 --> 00:39:43,520
Speaker 1: day and age, that's that's a that's a surprise. That's

700
00:39:43,840 --> 00:39:45,799
Speaker 1: a man coming out of the bathroom like you getting

701
00:39:45,800 --> 00:39:49,560
Speaker 1: your dicks honestly, Like and I still had like that

702
00:39:50,400 --> 00:39:52,640
Speaker 1: nervousness of getting robbed. Now you were still you were

703
00:39:52,680 --> 00:39:56,080
Speaker 1: super violated. Not only where you did someone surprise you

704
00:39:56,160 --> 00:40:00,160
Speaker 1: as someone else, but it was inside my co I

705
00:40:00,200 --> 00:40:03,600
Speaker 1: didn't have a dick at that point did they go

706
00:40:03,760 --> 00:40:08,680
Speaker 1: up the ball inside? He was terrified. What isn't you

707
00:40:08,719 --> 00:40:10,840
Speaker 1: know what happens when your balls like go up and

708
00:40:10,920 --> 00:40:12,680
Speaker 1: then like they have to fall back down? Is that

709
00:40:12,719 --> 00:40:15,360
Speaker 1: how your dick win? Answer? I think, you know, you

710
00:40:15,440 --> 00:40:17,320
Speaker 1: know how people say their balls get up there and

711
00:40:17,400 --> 00:40:20,320
Speaker 1: then they have to like drop back. I don't know, children,

712
00:40:20,560 --> 00:40:22,360
Speaker 1: have you ever heard this? I've never heard of it.

713
00:40:22,480 --> 00:40:24,279
Speaker 1: I heard that your balls can like get up too

714
00:40:24,400 --> 00:40:26,480
Speaker 1: high and then like it takes a minute for them

715
00:40:26,520 --> 00:40:29,640
Speaker 1: to like settle down like your testicles, like we have

716
00:40:29,719 --> 00:40:31,080
Speaker 1: two men in the room. Has never happened, and I've

717
00:40:31,120 --> 00:40:32,880
Speaker 1: never heard of this happening. I was reading about it

718
00:40:33,800 --> 00:40:37,239
Speaker 1: in what book? Well, I was. I was trying to

719
00:40:37,239 --> 00:40:39,320
Speaker 1: find it kink, And that kink I was trying to

720
00:40:39,400 --> 00:40:41,480
Speaker 1: find was about like the kicking, which we've already done.

721
00:40:41,760 --> 00:40:44,680
Speaker 1: But the sensation apparently from your balls going up is

722
00:40:44,719 --> 00:40:47,239
Speaker 1: the thing that people like, a sensation that you get

723
00:40:47,280 --> 00:40:49,160
Speaker 1: when your balls go back up when they started, like

724
00:40:49,239 --> 00:40:51,279
Speaker 1: think they know it's like the most painful when you

725
00:40:51,360 --> 00:40:53,719
Speaker 1: get when they get kicked in up there. I know,

726
00:40:53,920 --> 00:40:56,960
Speaker 1: but apparently some people, some people like it. As I

727
00:40:57,040 --> 00:40:59,480
Speaker 1: was trying to figure out what that's how I found it. Look,

728
00:40:59,520 --> 00:41:01,920
Speaker 1: I know, not girl like the Nancy Trough for like section,

729
00:41:04,200 --> 00:41:06,359
Speaker 1: I didn't. I do not have sex, but you know her,

730
00:41:06,880 --> 00:41:08,680
Speaker 1: I mean, I don't know where she is now, but

731
00:41:08,800 --> 00:41:12,040
Speaker 1: imagine she's probably not ask guys to burn like that was.

732
00:41:12,360 --> 00:41:14,480
Speaker 1: That was her thing when she sucked. She liked cigarettes

733
00:41:14,480 --> 00:41:15,960
Speaker 1: being burnt on her well, and she had scared. I

734
00:41:15,960 --> 00:41:17,520
Speaker 1: could see the stars in her own That's like with

735
00:41:17,640 --> 00:41:21,120
Speaker 1: Lisa spliffs and people. She ashes them in people's um mouth.

736
00:41:21,840 --> 00:41:23,680
Speaker 1: She's a dumb. Yeah, she's a dumb that does that.

737
00:41:23,800 --> 00:41:25,680
Speaker 1: But I feel like if a woman is wanting to

738
00:41:25,760 --> 00:41:28,520
Speaker 1: be asked wall getting no, not ash, No, the whole

739
00:41:28,600 --> 00:41:31,480
Speaker 1: cigarette burnt. That's not ash, that's a cigarette being burney skin.

740
00:41:31,760 --> 00:41:33,799
Speaker 1: She had scars on her forum. I mean, I can

741
00:41:33,960 --> 00:41:36,960
Speaker 1: understand candle wax, but yeah, I don't know about no

742
00:41:37,040 --> 00:41:39,160
Speaker 1: goddamn cigarettes. I recently did a candle wax thing. I

743
00:41:39,480 --> 00:41:42,840
Speaker 1: liked it, but it was a special sex candle apparently

744
00:41:42,960 --> 00:41:45,840
Speaker 1: to where it wasn't like od burning. Well. Yeah, it

745
00:41:45,920 --> 00:41:48,239
Speaker 1: was like you can't just use any candle. Oh yeah,

746
00:41:48,239 --> 00:41:50,000
Speaker 1: because that should be like you said, it can't be, Yankee,

747
00:41:50,600 --> 00:41:53,680
Speaker 1: can't be. It can't be glade. Please please let them

748
00:41:53,800 --> 00:41:57,640
Speaker 1: never accidentally. I mean no, no, no, no, I mean

749
00:41:57,760 --> 00:41:59,879
Speaker 1: it could still some people still wanted to be that hot.

750
00:42:00,080 --> 00:42:02,880
Speaker 1: But the sex candle that I used apparently was like

751
00:42:03,360 --> 00:42:07,040
Speaker 1: it dripped so our, So it wasn't as like you know,

752
00:42:07,080 --> 00:42:08,960
Speaker 1: it's supposed to feel like a sting, but I really

753
00:42:09,040 --> 00:42:10,799
Speaker 1: enjoyed it was on my back. I guess that that's

754
00:42:10,880 --> 00:42:12,200
Speaker 1: that's a good tip. I guess to get to our

755
00:42:12,239 --> 00:42:15,239
Speaker 1: listeners if anyone is interested in maybe candle wax plate

756
00:42:15,320 --> 00:42:18,319
Speaker 1: to know that there is actual sex candles to look at,

757
00:42:18,360 --> 00:42:20,720
Speaker 1: and maybe don't go the cheap router or the expensive

758
00:42:20,760 --> 00:42:22,759
Speaker 1: rod and get Yankee candle. Yeah, use our code w

759
00:42:22,960 --> 00:42:29,439
Speaker 1: D fifty. Yeah there and oh Yankee candle. I began

760
00:42:29,560 --> 00:42:35,880
Speaker 1: micha cross. He fell like a lemon grass mat. So

761
00:42:36,560 --> 00:42:39,560
Speaker 1: this episode is yet another one where the guests and

762
00:42:39,719 --> 00:42:42,680
Speaker 1: myself just went out agree. We tried to bring you

763
00:42:42,760 --> 00:42:46,480
Speaker 1: guys an episode with an actual sugar daddy and failed

764
00:42:46,520 --> 00:42:49,680
Speaker 1: miserably because what we got instead was a splendid daddy.

765
00:42:49,920 --> 00:42:51,560
Speaker 1: He was a trick, he was a john, he was

766
00:42:51,600 --> 00:42:55,000
Speaker 1: everything but a sugar daddy. I don't know what sugar

767
00:42:55,080 --> 00:42:57,560
Speaker 1: he was given out. Maybe it was you know, the

768
00:42:57,760 --> 00:43:02,360
Speaker 1: artificial type. Um, but yeah, this episode calls quite the

769
00:43:02,520 --> 00:43:05,560
Speaker 1: reaction from a lot of our listeners. So listen in

770
00:43:06,000 --> 00:43:10,360
Speaker 1: now to moments of eighteen where we had a sugar

771
00:43:10,480 --> 00:43:14,400
Speaker 1: daddy that wasn't a sugar daddy. What what is your type?

772
00:43:14,760 --> 00:43:17,200
Speaker 1: What is your type? Do you put in slim and athletic?

773
00:43:17,400 --> 00:43:23,000
Speaker 1: Put that in? Put that in its black and Latino line.

774
00:43:24,400 --> 00:43:29,960
Speaker 1: I don't believe him as at all. Oh, now you're

775
00:43:30,000 --> 00:43:34,080
Speaker 1: not so okay, So you're you're typing in black and Latina?

776
00:43:34,200 --> 00:43:36,480
Speaker 1: What is the age range for your ideal? Yeah, that's

777
00:43:36,560 --> 00:43:41,560
Speaker 1: for your ideal? Good question. Um, First, I'm certain distance, right,

778
00:43:41,680 --> 00:43:43,600
Speaker 1: you know, and I'm keeping you want them closer far?

779
00:43:46,640 --> 00:43:49,239
Speaker 1: I like out of town to sugar daddy? What is

780
00:43:49,320 --> 00:43:55,680
Speaker 1: the allowance that you have on your profile? Negotiable? Now? Yeah,

781
00:43:56,239 --> 00:43:58,080
Speaker 1: when when they asked, like how much they want monthly?

782
00:43:58,200 --> 00:44:02,080
Speaker 1: What's your cap? No? No? The first rule negotiating is

783
00:44:02,120 --> 00:44:04,680
Speaker 1: like you you never said the price first? You know,

784
00:44:04,800 --> 00:44:08,719
Speaker 1: like you never we're asking. Yeah, I'm telling you what

785
00:44:08,800 --> 00:44:11,600
Speaker 1: I do, right, Like, first of all, I want to

786
00:44:12,000 --> 00:44:17,759
Speaker 1: last time, y'all yell at me said again you must

787
00:44:17,800 --> 00:44:24,000
Speaker 1: not know all some real ship though. Um, no, you don't.

788
00:44:24,400 --> 00:44:26,680
Speaker 1: That's just how you negotiate, Like you never know first,

789
00:44:26,719 --> 00:44:28,560
Speaker 1: like what I'm saying, you see with their prices and

790
00:44:28,640 --> 00:44:31,200
Speaker 1: then you know and then you you work around. Well,

791
00:44:31,239 --> 00:44:33,800
Speaker 1: my question is more is like your personal cap what

792
00:44:34,000 --> 00:44:36,120
Speaker 1: is the max you're willing? Yeah, it depends on how

793
00:44:36,200 --> 00:44:41,920
Speaker 1: bad pitches man? The most man, that's what we got

794
00:44:42,040 --> 00:44:44,120
Speaker 1: to know. What type of sugar she was? Like the

795
00:44:44,239 --> 00:44:52,160
Speaker 1: most is like twelve for a one night Oh okay,

796
00:44:52,200 --> 00:44:54,080
Speaker 1: So that was my question. Gave me an idea, but

797
00:44:54,160 --> 00:44:56,439
Speaker 1: that was going to be my question when you set

798
00:44:56,560 --> 00:44:59,160
Speaker 1: up these arrangements and she wasn't white when you set

799
00:44:59,239 --> 00:45:04,040
Speaker 1: up these arrangement, Um, do you only pay a sugar

800
00:45:04,120 --> 00:45:08,120
Speaker 1: baby after she gives you sex? Or are there gifts

801
00:45:08,160 --> 00:45:13,160
Speaker 1: and money before sex takes place? Dinner or something she

802
00:45:13,239 --> 00:45:16,840
Speaker 1: might come she might company me to. Okay, And how

803
00:45:16,880 --> 00:45:19,560
Speaker 1: many dinners are you going to before you're expecting sex?

804
00:45:19,760 --> 00:45:23,160
Speaker 1: Since this is the arrangement, I'm having sex immediately after

805
00:45:24,200 --> 00:45:25,800
Speaker 1: on the first date. Now, how do you how do

806
00:45:25,840 --> 00:45:28,640
Speaker 1: you have that conversation because a lot of times, like

807
00:45:29,440 --> 00:45:31,960
Speaker 1: so I was on seeking arrangement, like when I was

808
00:45:32,080 --> 00:45:36,239
Speaker 1: maybe i'd say eighteen through twenty two. Um, and so

809
00:45:36,400 --> 00:45:38,479
Speaker 1: like I would go to dinner and like they would

810
00:45:38,480 --> 00:45:40,000
Speaker 1: bring the cash and I'd be like, okay, so this

811
00:45:40,120 --> 00:45:44,640
Speaker 1: must be just and they would give me cash. I

812
00:45:44,680 --> 00:45:46,879
Speaker 1: would take the cash and then be like, well, I'll

813
00:45:46,880 --> 00:45:54,719
Speaker 1: see you again now shutter that lay mass niked. I

814
00:45:54,880 --> 00:45:56,239
Speaker 1: was kind of going the first time, and they were

815
00:45:56,320 --> 00:45:57,759
Speaker 1: telling me that, you know, this is how they want

816
00:45:57,760 --> 00:46:00,600
Speaker 1: to show me they're interested in me now learning because

817
00:46:00,600 --> 00:46:02,640
Speaker 1: I've been talking to a few girls on Instagram the

818
00:46:02,760 --> 00:46:06,560
Speaker 1: PPM paper meat, So do you have that discussion before

819
00:46:06,600 --> 00:46:08,920
Speaker 1: you guys? I have the whole discussion, man. So basically

820
00:46:08,960 --> 00:46:11,239
Speaker 1: it's like we start talking about, like, so what kind

821
00:46:11,280 --> 00:46:12,719
Speaker 1: of relation she be looking for right in there? And

822
00:46:12,760 --> 00:46:14,520
Speaker 1: they were like, oh, let me give us the blah

823
00:46:14,520 --> 00:46:16,200
Speaker 1: blah blah. I don't really give a funk what they say, right,

824
00:46:16,280 --> 00:46:18,239
Speaker 1: And then I'll say um, and then I'll say, all right,

825
00:46:18,280 --> 00:46:21,480
Speaker 1: what you're thinking like some long term or paper meat? Right?

826
00:46:21,800 --> 00:46:23,759
Speaker 1: And then they'll they'll say either one. I don't give

827
00:46:23,760 --> 00:46:25,360
Speaker 1: a funk what they say. And then I was like,

828
00:46:25,400 --> 00:46:26,960
Speaker 1: all right, well let's start off with like, you know,

829
00:46:27,200 --> 00:46:29,719
Speaker 1: the paper meat or something, no matter what they say.

830
00:46:30,280 --> 00:46:34,239
Speaker 1: And then and then like they they're they're in a

831
00:46:34,320 --> 00:46:37,080
Speaker 1: bad situation like with me, right, because like I negotiate

832
00:46:37,120 --> 00:46:38,719
Speaker 1: for a living, you know what I'm saying, Like, so

833
00:46:38,920 --> 00:46:42,680
Speaker 1: it's so, what was that was that for? Was that for?

834
00:46:43,040 --> 00:46:45,720
Speaker 1: So I'm making this I know I'm making this space

835
00:46:45,880 --> 00:46:49,880
Speaker 1: first off, because to me, sugaring like how you're describing

836
00:46:49,960 --> 00:46:55,600
Speaker 1: it to me is more tricking. I'm prostitute sugar only

837
00:46:55,680 --> 00:46:58,279
Speaker 1: because and I've had this conversation with a lot of

838
00:46:58,360 --> 00:47:00,880
Speaker 1: my friends, because I mean, maybe I'm blessed with the

839
00:47:01,239 --> 00:47:03,439
Speaker 1: with the guys that I've had um in my life

840
00:47:03,480 --> 00:47:06,760
Speaker 1: over the years, but they live in a different state cities,

841
00:47:06,800 --> 00:47:08,279
Speaker 1: and I can literally call them and ask for money

842
00:47:08,280 --> 00:47:14,520
Speaker 1: and I'm getting it without having that. Okay, I'm gonna

843
00:47:14,520 --> 00:47:16,160
Speaker 1: say I don't think that. I don't think that that's

844
00:47:16,200 --> 00:47:19,960
Speaker 1: what anybody thinks. They're signing up forever. That comes with tenure,

845
00:47:20,040 --> 00:47:24,840
Speaker 1: that comes with time for a month. It's just like,

846
00:47:25,400 --> 00:47:28,800
Speaker 1: I mean, maybe, but the chances are spent right for

847
00:47:28,920 --> 00:47:31,279
Speaker 1: both you and I if we did that, I bet

848
00:47:31,360 --> 00:47:33,680
Speaker 1: it would be someone that we've known. Yeah, I mean,

849
00:47:34,280 --> 00:47:36,880
Speaker 1: I only disagree with this because I have friends currently

850
00:47:37,000 --> 00:47:39,759
Speaker 1: and they're they've bread bottoms, dinners, all this stuff well

851
00:47:39,840 --> 00:47:43,759
Speaker 1: before money, before someone's sugaring. I will say this to

852
00:47:43,840 --> 00:47:46,360
Speaker 1: both of your points. What he's saying is not sugaring,

853
00:47:46,400 --> 00:47:48,360
Speaker 1: and what you're saying with that, I can call the

854
00:47:48,400 --> 00:47:51,040
Speaker 1: men and get that money. That's not sugaring either. Sugaring

855
00:47:51,120 --> 00:47:55,680
Speaker 1: by definition is not a paper meat. However, seeking arrangement

856
00:47:55,760 --> 00:47:59,480
Speaker 1: has made that a very normalized thing. Right. Sugaring by

857
00:47:59,560 --> 00:48:03,759
Speaker 1: definitely is either allowance cash or gifts, but it has

858
00:48:03,920 --> 00:48:07,200
Speaker 1: no exchange during the actual act. That's what I'm saying.

859
00:48:07,360 --> 00:48:09,759
Speaker 1: But then I don't be shivering. There my fault. You

860
00:48:09,880 --> 00:48:12,399
Speaker 1: just buying. You just be buying for pussy. Well, here's

861
00:48:12,400 --> 00:48:15,160
Speaker 1: the thing, you just be buying pussy. That's what That's

862
00:48:15,200 --> 00:48:18,040
Speaker 1: what I'd rather do that, you know, I'm saying because because,

863
00:48:18,400 --> 00:48:20,600
Speaker 1: but it can involve into more of a relationship that

864
00:48:20,680 --> 00:48:23,480
Speaker 1: you're talking about, and hopefully that's like, hopefully it does

865
00:48:23,760 --> 00:48:26,879
Speaker 1: into something more like that where it's like um, for one,

866
00:48:26,960 --> 00:48:29,959
Speaker 1: it's more it's more economical for me, but it's also

867
00:48:30,040 --> 00:48:33,200
Speaker 1: probably puts her in a better position to like, you know, uh,

868
00:48:34,360 --> 00:48:36,120
Speaker 1: you know, for whatever it is she's trying to accomplish

869
00:48:36,560 --> 00:48:38,600
Speaker 1: her knees and propose, Well, what is the ideal. Is

870
00:48:38,640 --> 00:48:40,640
Speaker 1: it like a college girls more ideal for you? Is

871
00:48:40,680 --> 00:48:43,200
Speaker 1: it a girl that has kids? Is it like someone

872
00:48:43,239 --> 00:48:44,680
Speaker 1: that just needs to do this to get away? Like?

873
00:48:44,760 --> 00:48:46,320
Speaker 1: What life? Man? I don't think I've ever sucked the

874
00:48:46,360 --> 00:48:50,680
Speaker 1: girl with kids? Like not really? You the girl kids?

875
00:48:51,280 --> 00:48:56,080
Speaker 1: I have? See you just say it? Really before she

876
00:48:56,200 --> 00:48:58,759
Speaker 1: had kids? Oh yeah, okay, I don't think I sucked

877
00:48:58,800 --> 00:49:01,480
Speaker 1: the girl after she had kids. Yeah. If that's the case,

878
00:49:01,520 --> 00:49:04,560
Speaker 1: then yeah, Oh I'm wine I nick baby Mama with him?

879
00:49:05,120 --> 00:49:08,839
Speaker 1: Oh I did he is That's right? But I had

880
00:49:08,880 --> 00:49:11,759
Speaker 1: to Yeah, I forgot that is right? And she had

881
00:49:11,760 --> 00:49:16,400
Speaker 1: about for kids. It hasn't come up. Okay. So so

882
00:49:16,560 --> 00:49:19,120
Speaker 1: here's here's my question to you as as a man,

883
00:49:19,280 --> 00:49:21,080
Speaker 1: because we do have a lot of male listeners, and

884
00:49:21,239 --> 00:49:23,680
Speaker 1: I think a lot of a lot of our episodes

885
00:49:23,719 --> 00:49:26,400
Speaker 1: have been they've been saying it was for the ladies.

886
00:49:26,440 --> 00:49:29,160
Speaker 1: So I want to make sure we do some talking

887
00:49:29,239 --> 00:49:32,120
Speaker 1: for the men. So, if there's any men listening, how

888
00:49:32,239 --> 00:49:36,400
Speaker 1: do you approach a woman outside of maybe okay, of

889
00:49:36,480 --> 00:49:38,640
Speaker 1: course there's the website, But how do you get into

890
00:49:38,680 --> 00:49:42,879
Speaker 1: these relationships where you say, okay, I want to pay

891
00:49:43,000 --> 00:49:45,800
Speaker 1: you and I don't want to be in a relationship

892
00:49:45,840 --> 00:49:48,160
Speaker 1: with you, I don't. I don't like you know, because

893
00:49:48,560 --> 00:49:51,799
Speaker 1: it becomes one, you know, especially with the climate right now,

894
00:49:51,840 --> 00:49:54,200
Speaker 1: I feel like you offered money for sex. Man. You know,

895
00:49:54,680 --> 00:49:59,080
Speaker 1: that's like that's more than you And no, it's like

896
00:49:59,239 --> 00:50:00,840
Speaker 1: that kind of should have is online. Like if I

897
00:50:00,920 --> 00:50:03,800
Speaker 1: meet a girl in person who I like men like,

898
00:50:04,400 --> 00:50:07,560
Speaker 1: or if she likes me, unless he's trying to smash,

899
00:50:07,760 --> 00:50:09,560
Speaker 1: I probably don't want to work with her, right because

900
00:50:09,600 --> 00:50:15,279
Speaker 1: she's gonna want to be my girl. Days having conversations

901
00:50:15,320 --> 00:50:17,560
Speaker 1: like hey, I'm only looking for X y Z because

902
00:50:17,600 --> 00:50:20,239
Speaker 1: it doesn't matter. No, it doesn't. Can they can say

903
00:50:20,280 --> 00:50:23,640
Speaker 1: that if it is still want more, you can always man,

904
00:50:24,520 --> 00:50:28,160
Speaker 1: you can say you can say goddamn anything. You can

905
00:50:28,200 --> 00:50:31,239
Speaker 1: say anything, man, you can say listen, you know all

906
00:50:31,280 --> 00:50:34,160
Speaker 1: I wanted to fun. Man, you know, um, I kill people.

907
00:50:37,080 --> 00:50:39,319
Speaker 1: I'm about to rob a bank. I want to play

908
00:50:39,360 --> 00:50:42,799
Speaker 1: with that. I got aids right, maybe not the last one.

909
00:50:43,200 --> 00:50:45,160
Speaker 1: Maybe not the last one. That's that's how you get

910
00:50:45,239 --> 00:50:48,280
Speaker 1: that take it too far? Yeah, But my first relationship actually,

911
00:50:48,400 --> 00:50:50,479
Speaker 1: and it's the reason that I refused to date married

912
00:50:50,560 --> 00:50:52,520
Speaker 1: man because I feel like the karma was awful. I

913
00:50:52,600 --> 00:50:54,799
Speaker 1: met a dude in the club Roxy and Orlando, if

914
00:50:54,800 --> 00:50:58,840
Speaker 1: any Orlando listeners. Um, he never told me he was married,

915
00:50:58,880 --> 00:51:00,560
Speaker 1: never told me he's going to throw step ration anything.

916
00:51:00,600 --> 00:51:02,319
Speaker 1: Three months later I found out here his wife broke

917
00:51:02,400 --> 00:51:04,040
Speaker 1: up with him, and then he left her and was

918
00:51:04,120 --> 00:51:07,480
Speaker 1: with me. We were together for two years. And I

919
00:51:07,560 --> 00:51:09,560
Speaker 1: always blame myself, like, oh my god, even though I

920
00:51:09,600 --> 00:51:13,600
Speaker 1: didn't know. And I really think it doesn't matter. And

921
00:51:13,760 --> 00:51:16,600
Speaker 1: that's why, because chicks proved time and time again that

922
00:51:16,760 --> 00:51:18,480
Speaker 1: it don't matter what you say, you might end up

923
00:51:18,520 --> 00:51:21,520
Speaker 1: with me. And and it's other things that say they

924
00:51:21,560 --> 00:51:24,560
Speaker 1: don't want nothing that things happen, which is why chicks

925
00:51:24,680 --> 00:51:27,279
Speaker 1: really don't believe you. Yeah, I mean, I can't speak

926
00:51:27,320 --> 00:51:29,759
Speaker 1: to the boyfriend I had in Florida, let you know,

927
00:51:29,840 --> 00:51:31,480
Speaker 1: do what I did. It was like, nope, I want

928
00:51:31,560 --> 00:51:34,120
Speaker 1: this to be a one night stand, bam meeting, Mama's

929
00:51:34,200 --> 00:51:37,640
Speaker 1: we in love talking about marriage. That's how it's crazy.

930
00:51:37,760 --> 00:51:41,200
Speaker 1: And that's why. That's why to your point, I got

931
00:51:41,239 --> 00:51:43,680
Speaker 1: into this ship in the first places, because you know,

932
00:51:43,880 --> 00:51:45,880
Speaker 1: I just want to set expectations from the set. Do

933
00:51:45,920 --> 00:51:48,600
Speaker 1: you ever have sex where you're not paying? It's been,

934
00:51:48,680 --> 00:51:54,440
Speaker 1: it's been. I don't remember the last time. WHOA then,

935
00:51:54,480 --> 00:51:57,400
Speaker 1: because you're that scared of these girls having that emotional

936
00:51:57,480 --> 00:51:59,200
Speaker 1: attachment to you and you just don't want to deal

937
00:51:59,239 --> 00:52:02,600
Speaker 1: with that that experience. You're that scared of emotional attachment

938
00:52:02,680 --> 00:52:04,560
Speaker 1: because you might need to see a therapist. Let's the

939
00:52:04,600 --> 00:52:07,520
Speaker 1: average you're paying per per per time you have sex? Three.

940
00:52:08,320 --> 00:52:11,120
Speaker 1: I'm trying to think, oh yeah, like there or would

941
00:52:11,120 --> 00:52:13,160
Speaker 1: be some girls who just like, you know, like just

942
00:52:13,280 --> 00:52:15,719
Speaker 1: some you know, I'm paying some rents. I'm paying some

943
00:52:15,800 --> 00:52:18,399
Speaker 1: rents and some phone building to go ahead and send

944
00:52:18,440 --> 00:52:21,480
Speaker 1: them sugar to me. Yeah. I get into those situations

945
00:52:21,520 --> 00:52:23,520
Speaker 1: where where it becomes like a little bit more what's

946
00:52:23,520 --> 00:52:24,800
Speaker 1: the I mean these checks that you said live in

947
00:52:24,800 --> 00:52:27,680
Speaker 1: New York, what's the rent you pand? Oh? Man, yeah

948
00:52:28,640 --> 00:52:32,960
Speaker 1: some rents? Man. Now I'm curious. It's like twelve hundreds

949
00:52:34,520 --> 00:52:37,200
Speaker 1: in the Bronx. Yeah yeah, yo, man, I was on

950
00:52:37,280 --> 00:52:39,600
Speaker 1: the I was on the site. Right. It's just like yo,

951
00:52:40,160 --> 00:52:41,719
Speaker 1: she was like, yo, yo, can you give me a

952
00:52:41,840 --> 00:52:47,280
Speaker 1: uber from the Alright, just broke that? Don't first off? Pause,

953
00:52:47,440 --> 00:52:51,080
Speaker 1: That doesn't mean you're broke because I tell niggas all

954
00:52:51,120 --> 00:52:52,560
Speaker 1: the time, I'm not taking a train to go see

955
00:52:52,560 --> 00:52:53,960
Speaker 1: no niggas. So if you want to see me, you're

956
00:52:53,960 --> 00:52:56,520
Speaker 1: gonna pay my my uber and I live in the Bronx. Okay, Okay,

957
00:52:56,960 --> 00:52:58,640
Speaker 1: so it doesn't mean I'm broke. I just don't want

958
00:52:58,640 --> 00:53:01,279
Speaker 1: to pay my uber. Ever that he had, that was

959
00:53:01,360 --> 00:53:04,560
Speaker 1: the same reaction that Andrew had, which is really interesting

960
00:53:04,680 --> 00:53:08,080
Speaker 1: to me because you just said, and I feel like

961
00:53:08,200 --> 00:53:10,759
Speaker 1: there's this underlying thing, right, And I'm not shaming you,

962
00:53:11,280 --> 00:53:13,160
Speaker 1: but like I've heard two men on the show say

963
00:53:13,200 --> 00:53:15,600
Speaker 1: something like this about the uber thing, and I'm very

964
00:53:15,680 --> 00:53:18,680
Speaker 1: interested to know what it is about that holds the

965
00:53:18,719 --> 00:53:20,759
Speaker 1: whole reason I'm doing this ship is like one is

966
00:53:20,840 --> 00:53:23,920
Speaker 1: to keep emotion on it, but also because I want

967
00:53:23,920 --> 00:53:25,959
Speaker 1: to keep you convenient for me. Right now, she's adding

968
00:53:26,120 --> 00:53:29,439
Speaker 1: levels of inconvenience, right, you're adding If I know I'm

969
00:53:29,480 --> 00:53:34,200
Speaker 1: dealing with a man who I'm not putting no investment in,

970
00:53:34,320 --> 00:53:36,799
Speaker 1: and you're paying for my pussy and all we're doing

971
00:53:37,000 --> 00:53:39,600
Speaker 1: is sex, there's no reason why I'm gonna put the

972
00:53:39,680 --> 00:53:46,000
Speaker 1: investment out of my pocket. Take it easy, now, you

973
00:53:46,120 --> 00:53:53,279
Speaker 1: guys on a title today. Continue. I just don't mean

974
00:53:53,320 --> 00:53:55,680
Speaker 1: I gotta like it, and I might thinking, all right, maybe,

975
00:53:55,719 --> 00:53:57,600
Speaker 1: just maybe if I got to keep this uber every

976
00:53:57,600 --> 00:53:59,680
Speaker 1: time you dona work. I don't know, that's what I'm thinking.

977
00:53:59,719 --> 00:54:03,799
Speaker 1: I don't because entitled to listen. Where do I live?

978
00:54:03,920 --> 00:54:07,400
Speaker 1: I live on the Upper east Side. Okay, so anyway,

979
00:54:07,480 --> 00:54:09,840
Speaker 1: so I get the funk I'm about to get and

980
00:54:09,880 --> 00:54:15,440
Speaker 1: you don't. Girls, But then I'm thinking, not the Harlem Okay,

981
00:54:15,640 --> 00:54:21,960
Speaker 1: that's true. Yeah, um, but first let me search his address?

982
00:54:22,000 --> 00:54:23,879
Speaker 1: So quick, man, am I going? It's the projects where

983
00:54:23,960 --> 00:54:26,759
Speaker 1: I'm just curious. Right, it was high school and I

984
00:54:26,880 --> 00:54:31,400
Speaker 1: was like the middle of the day. Wait, it was

985
00:54:31,440 --> 00:54:33,799
Speaker 1: like high school, so I didn't I didn't. I didn't

986
00:54:33,800 --> 00:54:39,480
Speaker 1: even call it bitches out here, wild man, we'll watch

987
00:54:39,560 --> 00:54:41,960
Speaker 1: out niggas. Niggas ain't a lot. I think I might

988
00:54:42,040 --> 00:54:44,200
Speaker 1: have right out of high school. Yo, yo, Yeah, I'm

989
00:54:44,200 --> 00:54:46,160
Speaker 1: just saying, man, you can get I don't know what

990
00:54:46,200 --> 00:54:47,640
Speaker 1: the age of consent is here. I mean I was

991
00:54:47,680 --> 00:54:50,840
Speaker 1: getting flown out in high school by NBA players, but

992
00:54:50,840 --> 00:54:54,719
Speaker 1: I mean I was eighteen. I was eighteen. I don't

993
00:54:54,719 --> 00:54:56,319
Speaker 1: know that. That's just now. I wouldn't want to pick

994
00:54:56,400 --> 00:54:59,839
Speaker 1: up a bitch from high school. So okay, it could

995
00:54:59,880 --> 00:55:02,719
Speaker 1: have in the cops. So you're having you're having first

996
00:55:02,760 --> 00:55:07,880
Speaker 1: date dinners, right, first date dinners and then she's at dinner,

997
00:55:08,640 --> 00:55:11,680
Speaker 1: but she just set up from the onset like oh great,

998
00:55:11,800 --> 00:55:13,759
Speaker 1: so you're like, hey, if it goes well, can you

999
00:55:14,040 --> 00:55:17,759
Speaker 1: come to my place? Yeah? OK, like I got. Have

1000
00:55:17,920 --> 00:55:20,600
Speaker 1: you ever had such a great chemistry with a sugar

1001
00:55:20,680 --> 00:55:23,440
Speaker 1: baby that it came to where she didn't want you

1002
00:55:23,440 --> 00:55:26,640
Speaker 1: to pay? Like she didn't even care? If? Yeah? Is

1003
00:55:26,680 --> 00:55:28,759
Speaker 1: that often? Like, how does that work? I mean that

1004
00:55:28,920 --> 00:55:34,719
Speaker 1: that's happened. Uh, that's happened. Happened as women, still trying

1005
00:55:34,760 --> 00:55:38,160
Speaker 1: to trying to shift the narrative, still trying to shift

1006
00:55:38,160 --> 00:55:40,719
Speaker 1: the narrative. It goes into the to the it goes

1007
00:55:40,760 --> 00:55:42,759
Speaker 1: out pretty frequently, you know, if if it's like some

1008
00:55:42,800 --> 00:55:45,520
Speaker 1: of this prolonged, like if it's like after multiple times whatever,

1009
00:55:45,560 --> 00:55:47,800
Speaker 1: it's like, yes, she tries to She said, Oh, I

1010
00:55:47,880 --> 00:55:50,840
Speaker 1: just want to know, you know, do you let it

1011
00:55:50,920 --> 00:55:54,960
Speaker 1: happen uh to a certain extent? You know, since you're

1012
00:55:54,960 --> 00:55:57,800
Speaker 1: acting a little cheap about it. It's not it's not

1013
00:55:57,920 --> 00:56:00,680
Speaker 1: it's not cheap, it's it's inconvenie is for me. I'm

1014
00:56:00,719 --> 00:56:07,440
Speaker 1: just impressed. Are there any limits I'm entitled to feel like?

1015
00:56:07,680 --> 00:56:10,239
Speaker 1: You got? I mean, I guess if you're paying for

1016
00:56:10,280 --> 00:56:11,920
Speaker 1: it every time and you attack on ubers from the

1017
00:56:11,920 --> 00:56:14,359
Speaker 1: Bronx fright, maybe forty bucks. So you're already saying I'm

1018
00:56:14,360 --> 00:56:16,839
Speaker 1: spending other hundred dollars. It's not even about that, it's

1019
00:56:16,880 --> 00:56:20,239
Speaker 1: just more like, al right, whatever, how more steps? How

1020
00:56:20,320 --> 00:56:22,400
Speaker 1: often are you you said you haven't? You can't remember

1021
00:56:22,400 --> 00:56:23,959
Speaker 1: the last time you didn't pay for it? How often

1022
00:56:24,000 --> 00:56:26,160
Speaker 1: are you having sex? Not that often? You know, Like

1023
00:56:26,560 --> 00:56:29,680
Speaker 1: I work really hard, you know, saying so I'm actually

1024
00:56:29,840 --> 00:56:31,880
Speaker 1: work more than everything. How many sugar babies? You have

1025
00:56:31,960 --> 00:56:38,120
Speaker 1: a rotation? Right now? You should have came with these

1026
00:56:38,160 --> 00:56:42,800
Speaker 1: answers more than five? No, we belt five, man, But

1027
00:56:42,840 --> 00:56:45,239
Speaker 1: then it'll be it'll be like, have you ever gotten

1028
00:56:45,280 --> 00:56:49,200
Speaker 1: them together? Do you ever pay for like three SOMs

1029
00:56:49,280 --> 00:56:52,240
Speaker 1: or anything else that's like a little out there? I haven't,

1030
00:56:52,360 --> 00:56:54,200
Speaker 1: you know, I'd be down for it, but like, I

1031
00:56:54,239 --> 00:56:56,279
Speaker 1: don't know, man, He's like you said, I'm vanilla, man,

1032
00:56:56,360 --> 00:56:58,520
Speaker 1: So I've had my fair share three sims. You know.

1033
00:56:59,360 --> 00:57:01,440
Speaker 1: I just feel like she's overrated, man, Like I like

1034
00:57:02,000 --> 00:57:06,880
Speaker 1: I like ship more than I like three simes. What

1035
00:57:07,440 --> 00:57:11,880
Speaker 1: an amazing person Tyoming is? I think we all have

1036
00:57:12,040 --> 00:57:15,480
Speaker 1: been fans of her how to Ride video, which is

1037
00:57:15,520 --> 00:57:18,400
Speaker 1: why we wanted to bring her in. She's known as

1038
00:57:18,440 --> 00:57:22,440
Speaker 1: a sex coach and sex furt and she's beautiful and amazing.

1039
00:57:23,280 --> 00:57:26,800
Speaker 1: But we started to get in the conversation of nonmonogamy,

1040
00:57:27,120 --> 00:57:30,320
Speaker 1: and I feel like this was an episode where I

1041
00:57:30,400 --> 00:57:33,480
Speaker 1: actually pressed a guest the most. For the most part,

1042
00:57:33,520 --> 00:57:35,160
Speaker 1: when guests come on the show, I really like to

1043
00:57:35,200 --> 00:57:37,240
Speaker 1: take the role of even if I don't believe them,

1044
00:57:37,680 --> 00:57:39,600
Speaker 1: I just kind of sit there and let y'all come

1045
00:57:39,640 --> 00:57:42,480
Speaker 1: for their neck in a comment. But I just couldn't

1046
00:57:42,560 --> 00:57:45,480
Speaker 1: let this one go. As somebody that prides themselves on

1047
00:57:45,600 --> 00:57:50,040
Speaker 1: being communicative and respecting marriage, this kind of sucked me up.

1048
00:57:50,920 --> 00:57:54,760
Speaker 1: Check out episode forty three featuring Glamazon Tyomi because me

1049
00:57:54,840 --> 00:57:58,000
Speaker 1: and we just spoke about this non monogamous entering a

1050
00:57:58,120 --> 00:58:01,200
Speaker 1: non monogamous relationship with some one means what. So non

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00:58:01,280 --> 00:58:07,600
Speaker 1: monogamous is like basically an umbrella. Nonmonogamy will basically categorize

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00:58:07,720 --> 00:58:10,800
Speaker 1: everything else we're seeing here. So it's like the umbrella.

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00:58:10,880 --> 00:58:15,480
Speaker 1: It means that you are not with just one person,

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00:58:15,640 --> 00:58:18,560
Speaker 1: whether that be socially meaning living together and all that,

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00:58:19,080 --> 00:58:23,040
Speaker 1: or sexually meaning solo just with sex with one person. Okay,

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00:58:23,080 --> 00:58:25,160
Speaker 1: So polyamorous, we've talked about this. Do you want to

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00:58:25,400 --> 00:58:27,160
Speaker 1: give that one real quick? We don't stay on that one.

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00:58:27,440 --> 00:58:32,000
Speaker 1: Polyamory is basically having a relationship with other people where

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00:58:32,080 --> 00:58:35,520
Speaker 1: everyone involved knows what's going on and everyone has to

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00:58:35,600 --> 00:58:38,280
Speaker 1: consent of everyone involved to for all this stuff to

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00:58:38,320 --> 00:58:41,640
Speaker 1: go down. And it's not just about sex. It's also

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00:58:41,920 --> 00:58:44,520
Speaker 1: romantic partners as well. And most of the time people

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00:58:44,600 --> 00:58:47,840
Speaker 1: have like a primary partner and then everyone else outside

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00:58:47,880 --> 00:58:52,000
Speaker 1: the primary partner is considered a paramore. A paramore, Okay,

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00:58:52,000 --> 00:58:56,600
Speaker 1: I've never heard of that one. It's it's a lot,

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00:58:56,840 --> 00:58:59,000
Speaker 1: it's a lot. It's a lot, and so that's poly

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00:58:59,320 --> 00:59:01,760
Speaker 1: What does a solo polly? So solo Polly is a

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00:59:01,840 --> 00:59:04,360
Speaker 1: person who doesn't have a primary partner and they choose

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00:59:04,440 --> 00:59:07,000
Speaker 1: not to take on a relationship that takes on the

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00:59:07,080 --> 00:59:12,439
Speaker 1: form of a traditional relationship. Unicorn, I mean, I guess

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Speaker 1: if you want to call it that, the unicorn is polyamorous,

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00:59:15,160 --> 00:59:18,320
Speaker 1: because unicorn could just be somebody that's guests starring. Really right, Yeah,

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00:59:18,360 --> 00:59:21,440
Speaker 1: So this person, you know, they hold down multiple romantic

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00:59:21,520 --> 00:59:25,240
Speaker 1: and sexual relationships without having a primary partner and without

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00:59:25,720 --> 00:59:29,360
Speaker 1: choosing to be in a relationship that looks like the typical, Like,

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00:59:29,880 --> 00:59:32,200
Speaker 1: you know, I'm dating this one person, you know, like

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00:59:32,320 --> 00:59:36,040
Speaker 1: a typical So would that be like nolo darling? Have

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00:59:36,120 --> 00:59:41,439
Speaker 1: you watched? But she doesn't when correct me if I'm wrong.

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00:59:41,680 --> 00:59:45,000
Speaker 1: Most everyone everyone about each other. Yeah, and everyone doesn't

1080
00:59:45,040 --> 00:59:51,000
Speaker 1: know about each other, so she'st skift a little bit.

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00:59:51,000 --> 00:59:53,520
Speaker 1: But tryads, I guess that was definitely what I have.

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00:59:53,640 --> 00:59:56,480
Speaker 1: Then a triad in the quad is basically a polyamorous

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00:59:56,560 --> 01:00:00,080
Speaker 1: relationship with everybody lives together in the same household. So

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01:00:00,200 --> 01:00:02,680
Speaker 1: if it's three, is try's four as quad and that's

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01:00:02,720 --> 01:00:05,760
Speaker 1: under the polyamor. But in that sense, they're all dating

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01:00:05,800 --> 01:00:09,080
Speaker 1: each other and can't have outside relationships. They're all one,

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01:00:10,080 --> 01:00:13,160
Speaker 1: like one big unit, living together, all contributing to each

1088
01:00:13,200 --> 01:00:19,080
Speaker 1: other's financial wellness and all that stuff. So but it's like, um,

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01:00:20,200 --> 01:00:23,480
Speaker 1: there could be a primary partner within that, but they're

1090
01:00:23,520 --> 01:00:26,760
Speaker 1: all just together. Okay. And then swingers, Um, we've talked

1091
01:00:26,800 --> 01:00:30,120
Speaker 1: to you guys. We we pretty much know what swinging is. Um,

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01:00:30,560 --> 01:00:36,520
Speaker 1: so you don't practice any of these no non binaries. Basically,

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01:00:36,560 --> 01:00:38,800
Speaker 1: people who are in relationship that do not subscribe to

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01:00:38,920 --> 01:00:43,040
Speaker 1: gender roles. Because talking about like a gender being, non

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01:00:43,120 --> 01:00:49,000
Speaker 1: virnus sexuality, yeah okay, not okay, not identifying with gender roles.

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01:00:49,240 --> 01:00:52,320
Speaker 1: So of all of these labels, you say, throw all

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01:00:52,400 --> 01:00:56,800
Speaker 1: them ships away. Um, they're okay, there's nothing wrong we're

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01:00:56,800 --> 01:01:00,400
Speaker 1: practicing any of that. The main focus is are you

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01:01:00,800 --> 01:01:03,800
Speaker 1: practicing love? Because a lot of people what they do

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01:01:04,120 --> 01:01:08,920
Speaker 1: is they get into these relationships, but they're still boundaries,

1101
01:01:08,920 --> 01:01:11,919
Speaker 1: are still rules, they're still controlled, they're still jealousy, they're

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01:01:11,920 --> 01:01:15,160
Speaker 1: still all these things that pop up because they're not

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01:01:15,360 --> 01:01:18,240
Speaker 1: remembering the love in an end. Also, they don't have

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01:01:18,320 --> 01:01:20,400
Speaker 1: a real purpose, but why they're even in this type

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01:01:20,400 --> 01:01:24,760
Speaker 1: of relationship. It's like, okay, so you want to be polyamorous,

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01:01:24,920 --> 01:01:26,720
Speaker 1: but what is your purpose? Is it just so that

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01:01:26,880 --> 01:01:29,800
Speaker 1: you can fund other people? And that's it? Because if

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01:01:29,840 --> 01:01:33,360
Speaker 1: that's if that's it, that's not going to go anywhere.

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01:01:33,760 --> 01:01:36,080
Speaker 1: You know, having a purpose in your relationship is a

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01:01:36,200 --> 01:01:39,520
Speaker 1: destination because it's a relationship a ship being a vehicle,

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01:01:40,000 --> 01:01:42,200
Speaker 1: so it has to carry you somewhere. If you don't

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01:01:42,240 --> 01:01:44,760
Speaker 1: have a purpose, then why are you even doing it? Right?

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01:01:44,840 --> 01:01:47,120
Speaker 1: You know what I mean? Because for the polyamorous person

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01:01:47,240 --> 01:01:50,200
Speaker 1: who has a binary part of a primary partner and

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01:01:50,240 --> 01:01:52,440
Speaker 1: then you have all these other people. What is your

1116
01:01:52,480 --> 01:01:55,720
Speaker 1: purpose for having all these other people? Is it just

1117
01:01:55,880 --> 01:01:57,680
Speaker 1: so you can funk all the people? Because if that's

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01:01:57,720 --> 01:02:01,040
Speaker 1: the case, why are you even having this idol like?

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01:02:01,840 --> 01:02:04,440
Speaker 1: And so free love is different from these and what

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01:02:04,840 --> 01:02:09,360
Speaker 1: it's just call it. I called it free love because

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01:02:09,400 --> 01:02:13,680
Speaker 1: the average person won't understand that love in itself is free.

1122
01:02:14,080 --> 01:02:16,439
Speaker 1: Love is freedom. So that for me to be able

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01:02:16,520 --> 01:02:19,640
Speaker 1: to explain it to people where they understand is to

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01:02:19,760 --> 01:02:22,520
Speaker 1: call it something, to give it a label, but really

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01:02:22,560 --> 01:02:24,640
Speaker 1: it has no label. My husband and I love each other,

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01:02:24,760 --> 01:02:27,560
Speaker 1: and we love everyone in our lives the same. Love

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01:02:27,680 --> 01:02:30,880
Speaker 1: is freedom, and within that, you know, he not he

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01:02:31,200 --> 01:02:33,280
Speaker 1: He doesn't require for me to change and thing about myself.

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01:02:33,400 --> 01:02:35,800
Speaker 1: I don't require for him to change anything. And we

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01:02:35,920 --> 01:02:38,400
Speaker 1: have multiple partners in our lives, and that does not

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01:02:38,520 --> 01:02:41,480
Speaker 1: mean that all of our partners are sexual partners. His

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01:02:41,680 --> 01:02:45,080
Speaker 1: mother is a partner, My mother is my partner. His sisters,

1133
01:02:45,160 --> 01:02:50,320
Speaker 1: his brothers, his business partners, his friends, these are all partners.

1134
01:02:50,600 --> 01:02:52,880
Speaker 1: I got a question coming. So the love that we

1135
01:02:53,360 --> 01:02:56,200
Speaker 1: that we practice is just love, and we don't we

1136
01:02:56,520 --> 01:03:01,120
Speaker 1: don't hold any restrictions on each other. I haven't cheating,

1137
01:03:01,240 --> 01:03:03,800
Speaker 1: so cheating doesn't exist in your relationship. There's no way,

1138
01:03:04,040 --> 01:03:07,520
Speaker 1: because he could cheat or you could cheat. The only

1139
01:03:07,600 --> 01:03:10,160
Speaker 1: way that we can cheat is if in our minds

1140
01:03:10,320 --> 01:03:12,480
Speaker 1: we forget who we are to each other and we

1141
01:03:12,560 --> 01:03:14,840
Speaker 1: forget that we're on the same team. It's not about

1142
01:03:14,920 --> 01:03:17,160
Speaker 1: what we do or don't do with our bodies, because

1143
01:03:17,280 --> 01:03:21,400
Speaker 1: our bodies don't mean anything. We're spiritual beings having a

1144
01:03:21,520 --> 01:03:25,000
Speaker 1: human experience. But when people get into relationships, they believe

1145
01:03:25,040 --> 01:03:28,240
Speaker 1: they have dominion over the other person's body. Oh you're

1146
01:03:28,560 --> 01:03:31,600
Speaker 1: mine now, so you're not allowed to go and have

1147
01:03:31,800 --> 01:03:34,720
Speaker 1: sex with someone else. But love says you're free to

1148
01:03:34,760 --> 01:03:36,520
Speaker 1: do what you wanna do and don't do what you

1149
01:03:36,600 --> 01:03:39,000
Speaker 1: don't want to do. So for me to say, hey, Naim,

1150
01:03:39,560 --> 01:03:41,880
Speaker 1: you can't go share your dick with anyone else because

1151
01:03:41,960 --> 01:03:45,080
Speaker 1: I own you, that's not love. That's not love, that's

1152
01:03:45,160 --> 01:03:47,680
Speaker 1: that's me being in my ego. He's free to do

1153
01:03:47,800 --> 01:03:50,440
Speaker 1: whatever he wants to do, and he chooses to be

1154
01:03:50,960 --> 01:03:53,880
Speaker 1: with me. Likewise, do I choose to be with him?

1155
01:03:54,720 --> 01:03:59,800
Speaker 1: So our definition of cheating is if in my mind,

1156
01:03:59,840 --> 01:04:03,400
Speaker 1: I'm like Naim was a fucked up person, Like my

1157
01:04:03,480 --> 01:04:05,760
Speaker 1: ego is telling me bullshit that I know it's not true,

1158
01:04:05,760 --> 01:04:07,800
Speaker 1: and then I start believing it, and then I start

1159
01:04:07,880 --> 01:04:12,120
Speaker 1: attacking him. That's true infidelity when you start forgetting that

1160
01:04:12,200 --> 01:04:15,240
Speaker 1: your partner is an innocent party, who who you trust

1161
01:04:15,320 --> 01:04:17,880
Speaker 1: and who you love, and then you start attacking them

1162
01:04:18,040 --> 01:04:20,640
Speaker 1: because you're believing lies that your ego is telling. Right,

1163
01:04:21,160 --> 01:04:23,480
Speaker 1: so you're saying cheating has nothing to do have nothing

1164
01:04:23,520 --> 01:04:26,240
Speaker 1: to do with what we do don't do with our bodies,

1165
01:04:26,280 --> 01:04:29,720
Speaker 1: That has everything to do with how we think about it, right,

1166
01:04:29,720 --> 01:04:31,520
Speaker 1: Because a lot of people say that you can cheat

1167
01:04:31,600 --> 01:04:34,480
Speaker 1: just by texting someone else or being like emotionally involved

1168
01:04:34,520 --> 01:04:37,680
Speaker 1: with someone else. So it's funny because but so many

1169
01:04:37,720 --> 01:04:40,320
Speaker 1: women to look for their partner to be doing something wrong,

1170
01:04:40,400 --> 01:04:42,400
Speaker 1: and so you gotta really look at it. What are

1171
01:04:42,440 --> 01:04:45,439
Speaker 1: you basing your relationship on? Are you basically get on love,

1172
01:04:45,560 --> 01:04:47,920
Speaker 1: which is the content, or are you basically get on

1173
01:04:48,040 --> 01:04:54,360
Speaker 1: the form meaning um sex, romance, text messages, phone calls, dates,

1174
01:04:54,800 --> 01:04:57,560
Speaker 1: who you talk to, who you interact with. So, because

1175
01:04:57,600 --> 01:05:01,280
Speaker 1: if you then if that's not cheating, then what is

1176
01:05:01,320 --> 01:05:05,840
Speaker 1: it called? When our average definition of cheating where someone's

1177
01:05:05,920 --> 01:05:07,800
Speaker 1: partner ends up sleeping with someone else and they're being

1178
01:05:07,840 --> 01:05:12,160
Speaker 1: lied to, then what's that. That's that's people labeling, labeling

1179
01:05:12,200 --> 01:05:14,360
Speaker 1: it whatever they want to label it. Because the average

1180
01:05:14,400 --> 01:05:17,640
Speaker 1: person in a relationship believes that they're in a situation

1181
01:05:17,800 --> 01:05:21,240
Speaker 1: where they have control over someone. So of course, if

1182
01:05:21,280 --> 01:05:23,600
Speaker 1: you're in a relationship where you feel like you own

1183
01:05:24,040 --> 01:05:27,960
Speaker 1: someone and you have domainion over whatever they do with

1184
01:05:28,000 --> 01:05:30,120
Speaker 1: their bodies, of course you're going to call that cheating.

1185
01:05:30,720 --> 01:05:34,600
Speaker 1: But but we're not. We're not playing games here, So

1186
01:05:34,760 --> 01:05:36,800
Speaker 1: like my Devil's advocate, because I feel like everyone that's

1187
01:05:36,800 --> 01:05:40,200
Speaker 1: listening is like this nuts. Well, yeah, it's gonna sound crazy.

1188
01:05:40,200 --> 01:05:42,320
Speaker 1: You want to know why are because the average person

1189
01:05:42,360 --> 01:05:46,520
Speaker 1: out here doesn't think as well, but I do, relationship.

1190
01:05:46,600 --> 01:05:48,760
Speaker 1: I'm really trying to like stay on the same track here.

1191
01:05:49,040 --> 01:05:50,880
Speaker 1: I don't even ship the person I'm going to someone else.

1192
01:05:50,880 --> 01:05:51,960
Speaker 1: I think that has nothing to do with what we

1193
01:05:52,040 --> 01:05:54,919
Speaker 1: have and you and you are thinking the correct way,

1194
01:05:55,240 --> 01:05:58,680
Speaker 1: but I can't tell you that. I don't call someone

1195
01:05:58,800 --> 01:06:01,480
Speaker 1: being lied to and like sleeping behind someone's back cheating.

1196
01:06:02,000 --> 01:06:05,320
Speaker 1: So like that's where I'm confused, because this is something

1197
01:06:05,360 --> 01:06:08,200
Speaker 1: that works for me and you, but to someone else

1198
01:06:08,240 --> 01:06:09,760
Speaker 1: that it doesn't work for it for two people that

1199
01:06:09,840 --> 01:06:11,800
Speaker 1: are consenting that they just want to be the only ones?

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01:06:12,680 --> 01:06:16,080
Speaker 1: Then what what about monogamous people? Well, for monogamous people,

1201
01:06:16,280 --> 01:06:17,840
Speaker 1: so we are we only talking about in terms of

1202
01:06:17,920 --> 01:06:20,360
Speaker 1: people that are non monogamous. See, this is the thing.

1203
01:06:20,760 --> 01:06:23,000
Speaker 1: If you are a person that wants to be monogamous

1204
01:06:23,040 --> 01:06:25,000
Speaker 1: and you and your partner have an agreement that, oh,

1205
01:06:25,120 --> 01:06:28,720
Speaker 1: we're only going to be with each other, that's completely fine.

1206
01:06:29,480 --> 01:06:33,160
Speaker 1: But the question is are you subscribing to love or

1207
01:06:33,240 --> 01:06:37,120
Speaker 1: do you care more about the form, who you do,

1208
01:06:37,320 --> 01:06:40,760
Speaker 1: what with, where you go all that stuff. Because if

1209
01:06:40,920 --> 01:06:43,439
Speaker 1: love is the main thing that's holding you together, whether

1210
01:06:43,520 --> 01:06:47,040
Speaker 1: you are in a monogamous relationship or not, it should

1211
01:06:47,080 --> 01:06:51,000
Speaker 1: not matter what someone else does with someone else because

1212
01:06:51,120 --> 01:06:53,400
Speaker 1: love cannot be threatened. There is nothing that can ever

1213
01:06:53,520 --> 01:06:56,800
Speaker 1: be done, nothing you can ever do with anyone else

1214
01:06:56,840 --> 01:06:58,840
Speaker 1: that will threaten the love that you and your partner

1215
01:06:58,920 --> 01:07:03,480
Speaker 1: have for each other. That, however, but is it argues

1216
01:07:03,600 --> 01:07:08,840
Speaker 1: subscribing to ego if you are going behind your partner's

1217
01:07:08,920 --> 01:07:11,640
Speaker 1: back and being sneaky and and doing things. No, of

1218
01:07:11,720 --> 01:07:13,960
Speaker 1: course you are because you're forgetting love in that moment.

1219
01:07:14,640 --> 01:07:18,400
Speaker 1: If you love your partner, open communication, that that should

1220
01:07:18,560 --> 01:07:21,840
Speaker 1: that should It's probably more so the communication that if

1221
01:07:21,880 --> 01:07:30,320
Speaker 1: you're lying and you're being deceitful, cheating, greed, jealousy, those

1222
01:07:30,360 --> 01:07:33,160
Speaker 1: things come from fear right, fearnest of the ego. If

1223
01:07:33,200 --> 01:07:35,360
Speaker 1: you love your partner, you know that even if they

1224
01:07:35,400 --> 01:07:38,200
Speaker 1: went out there and fucked a thousand digs or sucked

1225
01:07:38,200 --> 01:07:40,120
Speaker 1: a thousand pussies, like, it's not going to change the

1226
01:07:40,200 --> 01:07:43,240
Speaker 1: love that they have for you. But at the same time,

1227
01:07:43,320 --> 01:07:45,400
Speaker 1: it's like, in the midst of that, can you still

1228
01:07:45,560 --> 01:07:48,840
Speaker 1: see your partner? Ask the loving person that you trust

1229
01:07:48,960 --> 01:07:51,720
Speaker 1: even if they decide to go and flex their autonomy

1230
01:07:51,840 --> 01:07:55,520
Speaker 1: because whether you guys have this contract or not, they're

1231
01:07:55,520 --> 01:07:58,160
Speaker 1: still free. Now that's the whole thing, Like can you

1232
01:07:58,280 --> 01:08:00,880
Speaker 1: stay for you? So how does it work in your

1233
01:08:00,960 --> 01:08:03,840
Speaker 1: relationship where you just said like I don't own him

1234
01:08:03,840 --> 01:08:07,120
Speaker 1: blah blah blah and these things that are true. How

1235
01:08:07,240 --> 01:08:10,800
Speaker 1: did you feel when he's with someone else? Do you

1236
01:08:10,960 --> 01:08:13,200
Speaker 1: need to know? Are there are any rules that you have? No?

1237
01:08:13,520 --> 01:08:15,360
Speaker 1: Why do I need to know about where he's going

1238
01:08:15,440 --> 01:08:19,080
Speaker 1: and what he's doing? What with Like I don't, I don't,

1239
01:08:19,160 --> 01:08:22,000
Speaker 1: So what do you track his movements when he's like, oh,

1240
01:08:22,360 --> 01:08:25,120
Speaker 1: I'm going out the house, So I'm going out the house?

1241
01:08:25,160 --> 01:08:27,519
Speaker 1: To help my mother. I'll be back. I don't question that.

1242
01:08:27,920 --> 01:08:31,160
Speaker 1: But then as soon as he's going out the house

1243
01:08:31,280 --> 01:08:33,680
Speaker 1: to be with somebody else that's not a mother or

1244
01:08:33,720 --> 01:08:35,760
Speaker 1: a friend, now I'm supposed to jump down his throat

1245
01:08:35,800 --> 01:08:37,519
Speaker 1: and ask him where he's going and what he's doing

1246
01:08:37,640 --> 01:08:41,639
Speaker 1: for what? So what commitment is? What is your commitment

1247
01:08:41,680 --> 01:08:43,280
Speaker 1: to each other? Then? Because a lot of people feel

1248
01:08:43,520 --> 01:08:46,960
Speaker 1: feel like so you don't so you don't need anything? Else?

1249
01:08:47,080 --> 01:08:50,280
Speaker 1: Is there anything? There's not? So for example, like a

1250
01:08:50,360 --> 01:08:52,720
Speaker 1: lot of things that I need personally. And maybe it

1251
01:08:52,840 --> 01:08:55,680
Speaker 1: is my ego or in an insecurity, but I like,

1252
01:08:55,800 --> 01:08:57,559
Speaker 1: you know you're married. I'd feel like I would need

1253
01:08:57,760 --> 01:08:59,800
Speaker 1: someone to know when someone's home with me, Like I

1254
01:09:00,000 --> 01:09:01,360
Speaker 1: would want to know if I was going to come

1255
01:09:01,400 --> 01:09:03,439
Speaker 1: home and someone wasn't there, that's very important to me.

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01:09:04,200 --> 01:09:06,040
Speaker 1: Or if they make a plan. I feel like to me,

1257
01:09:06,360 --> 01:09:09,479
Speaker 1: it's at least consider it. So how do you Because

1258
01:09:09,520 --> 01:09:11,960
Speaker 1: you're saying you don't feel like you owe any of that, No,

1259
01:09:12,240 --> 01:09:14,719
Speaker 1: I'm not. He he does not owe me an explanation,

1260
01:09:14,800 --> 01:09:18,040
Speaker 1: But you're the primary partner. No, I'm one of his

1261
01:09:18,160 --> 01:09:21,040
Speaker 1: partners and we just happened to be married. But you

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01:09:21,080 --> 01:09:23,280
Speaker 1: don't use the word primary at all. No, because he

1263
01:09:23,400 --> 01:09:26,000
Speaker 1: has many partners in his life, even though as a wife,

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01:09:26,040 --> 01:09:29,120
Speaker 1: he still don't think primary is a good word why.

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01:09:29,280 --> 01:09:32,960
Speaker 1: I mean, look, yeah, I'm married to this man because

1266
01:09:33,080 --> 01:09:35,280
Speaker 1: we've chosen to be. But just because I have this

1267
01:09:35,439 --> 01:09:38,719
Speaker 1: title of wife now doesn't change anything about the love

1268
01:09:39,160 --> 01:09:41,000
Speaker 1: that has anything to change about the stuff like we

1269
01:09:41,080 --> 01:09:44,280
Speaker 1: talked about when we do, we don't, we don't write.

1270
01:09:44,400 --> 01:09:47,839
Speaker 1: I know you don't have now does that title change

1271
01:09:48,120 --> 01:09:50,880
Speaker 1: or um? Are you open about your title with him

1272
01:09:51,160 --> 01:09:53,400
Speaker 1: when you have other partners? Do you have other partners

1273
01:09:53,439 --> 01:09:56,880
Speaker 1: as well? Yeah, just like all of our partners are

1274
01:09:56,960 --> 01:10:02,280
Speaker 1: not just sexual and he's limited to the sexual partners then,

1275
01:10:02,280 --> 01:10:04,799
Speaker 1: because that's where I think a lot of our listeners

1276
01:10:05,479 --> 01:10:09,160
Speaker 1: don't understandople people get completely confused because people put more

1277
01:10:09,240 --> 01:10:12,320
Speaker 1: importance on sex over love. So and this is where

1278
01:10:12,320 --> 01:10:15,240
Speaker 1: people get themselves fucked up in love most of the time,

1279
01:10:15,320 --> 01:10:18,479
Speaker 1: because you're placing more emphasis on form, which is sex,

1280
01:10:18,560 --> 01:10:21,639
Speaker 1: which in itself doesn't mean anything because sex can be used,

1281
01:10:22,400 --> 01:10:25,040
Speaker 1: uh for violence, and sex can also be used to

1282
01:10:25,160 --> 01:10:28,160
Speaker 1: heal and to join together. But people use something that

1283
01:10:28,439 --> 01:10:34,840
Speaker 1: is completely meaningless in itself to harm themselves in separation,

1284
01:10:35,439 --> 01:10:39,200
Speaker 1: separating themselves from the next person simply because oh, you've

1285
01:10:39,240 --> 01:10:42,599
Speaker 1: had sex with someone else. Are sexual partners. I don't

1286
01:10:42,640 --> 01:10:44,439
Speaker 1: know how many he has. He could have a thousand.

1287
01:10:44,520 --> 01:10:46,560
Speaker 1: I don't ask him that because it doesn't matter to me.

1288
01:10:49,000 --> 01:10:51,280
Speaker 1: For those of you either avid listeners of the show,

1289
01:10:51,960 --> 01:10:54,320
Speaker 1: you've probably heard the joke that I love paink Dick,

1290
01:10:54,680 --> 01:10:58,000
Speaker 1: which is not necessarily the case. Just because I sucked

1291
01:10:58,000 --> 01:11:00,760
Speaker 1: the White Guard two does not mean that I will

1292
01:11:00,840 --> 01:11:04,120
Speaker 1: not call out the audacity of call Cassidy when you

1293
01:11:04,200 --> 01:11:06,680
Speaker 1: come for one of my bitches. Next, check out this

1294
01:11:06,760 --> 01:11:10,639
Speaker 1: clip from episode of forty four with Michelle Hope. Before

1295
01:11:10,680 --> 01:11:13,559
Speaker 1: we let our guests even speak, I had to get

1296
01:11:13,600 --> 01:11:16,200
Speaker 1: a few things off my chest. I also want to

1297
01:11:16,240 --> 01:11:19,720
Speaker 1: say I know that I have to chill one on

1298
01:11:19,800 --> 01:11:22,200
Speaker 1: the show. I feel like I try to do a

1299
01:11:22,280 --> 01:11:25,639
Speaker 1: good job with being even friendly bitch, but I spas

1300
01:11:26,000 --> 01:11:28,080
Speaker 1: and I'm not proud of it, but I did it

1301
01:11:28,160 --> 01:11:32,519
Speaker 1: for us. Check this clip we actually did. This is

1302
01:11:32,560 --> 01:11:34,240
Speaker 1: a shout out to our favorite one of our favorite

1303
01:11:34,280 --> 01:11:38,880
Speaker 1: podcasts to read. Okay, we you know we got to

1304
01:11:38,920 --> 01:11:41,479
Speaker 1: read your name names. We never really go off on

1305
01:11:41,520 --> 01:11:43,680
Speaker 1: anybody and Mandy replied to this girl and she is

1306
01:11:43,800 --> 01:11:46,200
Speaker 1: very lucky. I'm not gonna say her name, but I'm

1307
01:11:46,240 --> 01:11:49,720
Speaker 1: just going to try to all right, I'm still I'm

1308
01:11:49,760 --> 01:11:51,880
Speaker 1: so irritated because I just remembered about this. So this

1309
01:11:52,000 --> 01:11:55,519
Speaker 1: girl writes in um on a picture of Lisa's spliffs

1310
01:11:55,600 --> 01:11:57,280
Speaker 1: in who came? And if you guys got to hear

1311
01:11:57,280 --> 01:12:01,040
Speaker 1: that episode, She's a finndom who Michelle Hope describes very radical.

1312
01:12:01,120 --> 01:12:02,680
Speaker 1: She had a lot of opinions. She used the word

1313
01:12:02,720 --> 01:12:05,800
Speaker 1: white supremacy a lot, and um had a lot of anger.

1314
01:12:05,920 --> 01:12:07,519
Speaker 1: She's been violated in a lot of ways. So she

1315
01:12:07,640 --> 01:12:13,840
Speaker 1: told her story. Anyway, here's the comment that please don't

1316
01:12:14,120 --> 01:12:15,640
Speaker 1: are you going to read it all? Okay, I'm just

1317
01:12:15,720 --> 01:12:18,400
Speaker 1: pretty bad, guys, Okay, so listen to this. Tried it

1318
01:12:18,640 --> 01:12:20,320
Speaker 1: and then y'all can come up with your own opinion.

1319
01:12:20,520 --> 01:12:24,160
Speaker 1: I think that I think that we is overreacting. Um

1320
01:12:24,320 --> 01:12:27,839
Speaker 1: I I responded in a fine way, like you responded

1321
01:12:27,840 --> 01:12:33,000
Speaker 1: the way that you should have nicely. I'm not no,

1322
01:12:33,120 --> 01:12:35,160
Speaker 1: you did what you should have done. We should be

1323
01:12:35,280 --> 01:12:40,439
Speaker 1: taking Listen, I'll tell you if this episode, listen to

1324
01:12:40,520 --> 01:12:42,599
Speaker 1: the comment, thank you? Can I get my black card back?

1325
01:12:42,600 --> 01:12:45,120
Speaker 1: Because Mandy about to lose I're talking about I'm overreacting this.

1326
01:12:45,240 --> 01:12:49,680
Speaker 1: Listening this episode nipple car back with that top, well,

1327
01:12:49,800 --> 01:12:52,720
Speaker 1: I don't know. I'm mad at let him show, let

1328
01:12:52,800 --> 01:12:55,559
Speaker 1: him blow. It's very hot in here, which is why

1329
01:12:55,600 --> 01:12:58,160
Speaker 1: my tips are out. I had a sweatshirt on. Alright, alright,

1330
01:12:58,200 --> 01:13:00,559
Speaker 1: read it. This episode made me sick to my stomach.

1331
01:13:00,640 --> 01:13:02,760
Speaker 1: Forget the ignorance and prejudice that was pouring out of

1332
01:13:02,760 --> 01:13:06,120
Speaker 1: it as they all caps white child sexual harassment victim.

1333
01:13:06,520 --> 01:13:09,439
Speaker 1: I'm telling you this, Take your ex explanation of child

1334
01:13:09,479 --> 01:13:12,760
Speaker 1: abuse with white supremacy rapid in a gift paper that

1335
01:13:12,800 --> 01:13:14,760
Speaker 1: didn't make sense, and put it on the shelf, never

1336
01:13:14,880 --> 01:13:17,000
Speaker 1: open again. I don't think you realize you're denying women

1337
01:13:17,040 --> 01:13:19,719
Speaker 1: to their own experience. Women of all colors body shamed

1338
01:13:19,760 --> 01:13:22,360
Speaker 1: by men of all colors. The oppression of women's stems, largely,

1339
01:13:22,360 --> 01:13:24,920
Speaker 1: when She's right on this, from men's desire for power

1340
01:13:24,960 --> 01:13:27,320
Speaker 1: and control. The same need which throughout history is driven

1341
01:13:27,360 --> 01:13:29,439
Speaker 1: men to try to conquer and subjugate other groups and

1342
01:13:29,520 --> 01:13:32,240
Speaker 1: nations and oppress other classes and groups in their own society,

1343
01:13:32,520 --> 01:13:34,960
Speaker 1: drives them to dominate an oppressed women. Since men feel

1344
01:13:35,000 --> 01:13:36,519
Speaker 1: they need to gain as much power and control as

1345
01:13:36,520 --> 01:13:38,759
Speaker 1: they can. They can steal away power and control from women.

1346
01:13:39,000 --> 01:13:41,080
Speaker 1: They deny women the right to make decisions so that

1347
01:13:41,160 --> 01:13:42,880
Speaker 1: they can make it for them, leave women unable to

1348
01:13:43,280 --> 01:13:45,559
Speaker 1: direct their own lives so they can do it for them.

1349
01:13:45,760 --> 01:13:47,360
Speaker 1: This is really long, guys. This is why she was

1350
01:13:48,040 --> 01:13:53,400
Speaker 1: on that part biological right, don't do do all right.

1351
01:13:54,120 --> 01:13:57,679
Speaker 1: Since biological processes like sex, menstruation, breastfeeding, and even pregnancy

1352
01:13:57,720 --> 01:14:00,559
Speaker 1: were discussing, women felt themselves disgusted to when that brings

1353
01:14:00,680 --> 01:14:03,360
Speaker 1: me me to the sexual power that brings them to

1354
01:14:03,439 --> 01:14:05,720
Speaker 1: the sexual power women have over men. Men resent that

1355
01:14:05,720 --> 01:14:07,360
Speaker 1: feeling at the sign of weakness, and women out to

1356
01:14:07,360 --> 01:14:08,720
Speaker 1: blame as they're the one to produce it, and that

1357
01:14:08,800 --> 01:14:12,160
Speaker 1: means men can't complete the domination over women. They may

1358
01:14:12,200 --> 01:14:13,800
Speaker 1: be able to force women to cover their bodies and

1359
01:14:13,840 --> 01:14:16,759
Speaker 1: faces like slaves, but any woman that's capable of arousing

1360
01:14:17,240 --> 01:14:20,719
Speaker 1: powerful and uncontrollable sexual impulses inside them at any moment.

1361
01:14:21,120 --> 01:14:23,760
Speaker 1: I got your call. I got that you call your

1362
01:14:23,800 --> 01:14:27,400
Speaker 1: podcast a black podcast, but you are so exclusive it

1363
01:14:27,600 --> 01:14:32,880
Speaker 1: hurts me on a socio economic level. Mandy reply turns

1364
01:14:32,920 --> 01:14:35,280
Speaker 1: that everyone has their own experiences. We've had many different

1365
01:14:35,320 --> 01:14:37,559
Speaker 1: people in the show. Sorry, police's experience is different from

1366
01:14:37,680 --> 01:14:39,240
Speaker 1: your own. Perhaps will have someone in the show that

1367
01:14:39,240 --> 01:14:41,400
Speaker 1: shares your views. I just want to tell you something.

1368
01:14:42,200 --> 01:14:44,760
Speaker 1: I was read it and I got irritated, and I

1369
01:14:44,800 --> 01:14:48,960
Speaker 1: thought about the words socio economic and how has this

1370
01:14:49,200 --> 01:14:54,000
Speaker 1: impacted your money or your job or your livelihood, because

1371
01:14:54,080 --> 01:14:56,360
Speaker 1: let's take it for a second. You love to capitalize

1372
01:14:56,400 --> 01:14:59,200
Speaker 1: that you were white, so on a socio economic level,

1373
01:14:59,560 --> 01:15:02,920
Speaker 1: how the did you get offended economically? I mean, really,

1374
01:15:03,240 --> 01:15:06,559
Speaker 1: when black podcasts are the minority, black people are the minority,

1375
01:15:06,880 --> 01:15:09,280
Speaker 1: what the funk are you? How are you really affected

1376
01:15:09,360 --> 01:15:12,200
Speaker 1: by hearing a black girl tell her fucking struggle and

1377
01:15:12,280 --> 01:15:14,760
Speaker 1: then here you alred these white fucking tears about how

1378
01:15:14,880 --> 01:15:17,120
Speaker 1: you're left out? How the fund did Lisa feel her

1379
01:15:17,160 --> 01:15:19,559
Speaker 1: whole fucking life, or every fucking black girl that goes

1380
01:15:19,600 --> 01:15:22,519
Speaker 1: through ship, even especially if it's with the white man

1381
01:15:22,640 --> 01:15:25,880
Speaker 1: and someone saying, oh, hey, you know it's okay, get

1382
01:15:25,960 --> 01:15:28,160
Speaker 1: over it. But now we got a cater to your

1383
01:15:28,280 --> 01:15:32,080
Speaker 1: motherfucking white ass on our black ass podcast, because god forbid,

1384
01:15:32,560 --> 01:15:35,719
Speaker 1: we have some black bitch on here talking about somebody

1385
01:15:35,800 --> 01:15:38,680
Speaker 1: looks like yo, daddy, know the funk you didn't, And

1386
01:15:38,760 --> 01:15:41,400
Speaker 1: if it's such a problem, you should have never have

1387
01:15:41,680 --> 01:15:44,920
Speaker 1: ever have followed our black asses half black asses. Whatever

1388
01:15:44,960 --> 01:15:47,559
Speaker 1: the funk you want to say, I haven't indulged. Didn't

1389
01:15:47,560 --> 01:15:50,080
Speaker 1: even bring it up. You sound dumb. I know it's

1390
01:15:50,080 --> 01:15:53,160
Speaker 1: a black podcast, but I'm hurt fit. Shut the funk up.

1391
01:15:53,200 --> 01:15:54,800
Speaker 1: Do you know how many black girls have been heard?

1392
01:15:54,800 --> 01:15:56,679
Speaker 1: Do you know how many black girls were feeling? Lisa

1393
01:15:56,920 --> 01:15:59,360
Speaker 1: not to mention how I was embarrassed that we had

1394
01:15:59,439 --> 01:16:02,040
Speaker 1: black men on here talking about Spanish women and how

1395
01:16:02,080 --> 01:16:04,040
Speaker 1: they're better. Do you know how many black girls were hurting?

1396
01:16:04,040 --> 01:16:06,280
Speaker 1: And where the funk were you? You weren't offended because

1397
01:16:06,320 --> 01:16:09,360
Speaker 1: your hair is good too. Fuck you out of that,

1398
01:16:10,160 --> 01:16:12,920
Speaker 1: Monica Marika, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you,

1399
01:16:13,080 --> 01:16:15,880
Speaker 1: fuck you. Most of the girls that are finndoms are white.

1400
01:16:15,880 --> 01:16:17,519
Speaker 1: Do you know how many black ones are there? Not

1401
01:16:17,640 --> 01:16:20,760
Speaker 1: a fucking lot, Not a fucking lot. She's feticized for

1402
01:16:20,800 --> 01:16:23,360
Speaker 1: being black, being big, being whatever, and here you are

1403
01:16:23,680 --> 01:16:26,519
Speaker 1: being hurt on a socio economic level. What does that

1404
01:16:26,640 --> 01:16:29,840
Speaker 1: even fucking mean? Did this podcast really take you away

1405
01:16:29,880 --> 01:16:32,160
Speaker 1: from work for the day because you were so fucked up?

1406
01:16:32,760 --> 01:16:35,960
Speaker 1: Anything that you listen to is catered towards you is

1407
01:16:36,000 --> 01:16:39,280
Speaker 1: cater to your demographic and one fucking black girl. I

1408
01:16:39,400 --> 01:16:42,720
Speaker 1: swear to God like it almost man. Yeah, this is

1409
01:16:42,760 --> 01:16:46,000
Speaker 1: a podcast for people look like And if I left,

1410
01:16:47,080 --> 01:16:49,280
Speaker 1: I'm sorry because I feel like we've always like we

1411
01:16:49,479 --> 01:16:52,280
Speaker 1: ride for any fucking woman, But here you are having

1412
01:16:52,320 --> 01:16:54,960
Speaker 1: a tear. This bitch us a new asshole for having

1413
01:16:55,000 --> 01:16:57,000
Speaker 1: the nerve to bring another black bitch on our black

1414
01:16:57,080 --> 01:16:59,479
Speaker 1: ass podcast. Bitch, you're gonna have to go. And if

1415
01:16:59,520 --> 01:17:03,720
Speaker 1: it fucking sacrifices me the whole listener away, that's what

1416
01:17:03,880 --> 01:17:06,080
Speaker 1: she said. I don't roll the whole listener away. We

1417
01:17:06,200 --> 01:17:09,240
Speaker 1: just because you know what I told Mandy when I

1418
01:17:09,320 --> 01:17:10,960
Speaker 1: started this show that I didn't want it to be

1419
01:17:11,000 --> 01:17:15,000
Speaker 1: a black podcast, wanted it to be inclusive of everyone.

1420
01:17:15,560 --> 01:17:17,120
Speaker 1: If that's what we had to do, that's what we

1421
01:17:17,200 --> 01:17:18,920
Speaker 1: had to do. Because if you can't sit and listen

1422
01:17:18,960 --> 01:17:20,640
Speaker 1: to a black girl tell her feelings, then but you've

1423
01:17:20,680 --> 01:17:23,920
Speaker 1: gotta go. You gotta throw the whole person away. Fuck it.

1424
01:17:24,280 --> 01:17:26,720
Speaker 1: Lead the one star review, suck my dick, you can

1425
01:17:26,840 --> 01:17:29,080
Speaker 1: kiss my ass. I don't even know Lisa. I never

1426
01:17:29,160 --> 01:17:30,800
Speaker 1: spoke to her again, but I can tell you this,

1427
01:17:31,400 --> 01:17:33,240
Speaker 1: I get it and bitch. A lot of other white

1428
01:17:33,280 --> 01:17:34,600
Speaker 1: people that listen to it got it, and no one

1429
01:17:34,600 --> 01:17:36,800
Speaker 1: sat there and said, oh my god, she's talking so

1430
01:17:37,000 --> 01:17:39,760
Speaker 1: much about white people and can't stand the lean and

1431
01:17:39,840 --> 01:17:43,200
Speaker 1: I'm so offended. Bitch. Maybe she was offended when you

1432
01:17:43,400 --> 01:17:45,719
Speaker 1: sat there and said you were hurt on a socio

1433
01:17:45,800 --> 01:17:48,200
Speaker 1: economic level. Bitch? How the fund did it affect you?

1434
01:17:50,000 --> 01:17:53,400
Speaker 1: I know you are so happy you got that ship out.

1435
01:17:54,680 --> 01:17:59,320
Speaker 1: Oh that's all I had to say. So, and I

1436
01:17:59,400 --> 01:18:02,360
Speaker 1: thought I had it at all. However, I had literally

1437
01:18:02,520 --> 01:18:07,160
Speaker 1: my most freakiest, nastiest, wildest night of sex in my life,

1438
01:18:07,280 --> 01:18:09,800
Speaker 1: and I shared it with you guys this year. So

1439
01:18:11,160 --> 01:18:15,080
Speaker 1: for this portion of the Best of Tea, please enjoy

1440
01:18:15,200 --> 01:18:18,920
Speaker 1: my freakiest wild is sexiest, nastiest wild this fucking knights

1441
01:18:19,760 --> 01:18:24,360
Speaker 1: of my life. Enjoli even wheezy when I said I'm

1442
01:18:24,360 --> 01:18:26,439
Speaker 1: about to share the story of what happened on my

1443
01:18:26,520 --> 01:18:30,160
Speaker 1: freakiest nastiest sex session ever. Um, but I said, we

1444
01:18:30,240 --> 01:18:33,600
Speaker 1: made this whole. I'm not even saying myself wheezy the

1445
01:18:33,720 --> 01:18:36,040
Speaker 1: pictures of this nigga. And she was like, bitch, you lying.

1446
01:18:37,160 --> 01:18:40,920
Speaker 1: She was like, but the thing is gorgeous. Same with me,

1447
01:18:41,040 --> 01:18:44,320
Speaker 1: Like I've never done anything like anally with a guy

1448
01:18:44,400 --> 01:18:47,880
Speaker 1: that wasn't like that attractive or attractive, And I think

1449
01:18:47,960 --> 01:18:52,479
Speaker 1: it's because when they're that fine, they just be like like,

1450
01:18:52,560 --> 01:18:54,519
Speaker 1: I don't know what it is like the confident they

1451
01:18:54,640 --> 01:18:57,160
Speaker 1: just know, they just know, and nothing deters that. I

1452
01:18:57,240 --> 01:19:01,160
Speaker 1: actually so, UM, I guess you call this ship story time.

1453
01:19:01,200 --> 01:19:02,840
Speaker 1: I don't know what we're gonna call it, but um

1454
01:19:02,920 --> 01:19:06,439
Speaker 1: the horrible decision for this week. I'm waiting to see

1455
01:19:06,479 --> 01:19:09,240
Speaker 1: what we gonna say, but basically, it's the nastiest, freakiest

1456
01:19:09,240 --> 01:19:11,960
Speaker 1: sec session ever. And if you guys know, um, I

1457
01:19:12,120 --> 01:19:17,519
Speaker 1: did not attend the Drizzy Drake concerts with Wheezy because

1458
01:19:17,560 --> 01:19:19,599
Speaker 1: when she called me and invited me to this concert

1459
01:19:19,640 --> 01:19:22,720
Speaker 1: of hers, I said, sorry, I'm getting dick um or

1460
01:19:22,760 --> 01:19:25,640
Speaker 1: booty hole. I am booty hole and all of this.

1461
01:19:25,800 --> 01:19:29,040
Speaker 1: So I literally, by the way, look at you for

1462
01:19:29,120 --> 01:19:31,519
Speaker 1: a second. There was someone on Twitter today they was

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01:19:31,560 --> 01:19:34,560
Speaker 1: saying make this up, and I feel like this was

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01:19:34,680 --> 01:19:41,080
Speaker 1: so crazy. You can't honestly, even the one that I'm

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01:19:41,080 --> 01:19:43,360
Speaker 1: about to tell you asked me like two or three

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01:19:43,439 --> 01:19:44,640
Speaker 1: hours ago, do you have a story? I was like,

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01:19:44,680 --> 01:19:47,400
Speaker 1: I'll figure it out. And this ship is real. Yeah, so, um,

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01:19:47,920 --> 01:19:50,080
Speaker 1: we ain't getting paid by Mona Scott. Mona Scott ain't

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01:19:50,080 --> 01:19:52,760
Speaker 1: not have righting oscar the second week do I'll started

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01:19:52,760 --> 01:19:55,000
Speaker 1: scripting my ship. I'd be like. It was a cold,

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01:19:55,160 --> 01:20:01,120
Speaker 1: rainy night. We had a long UM. So basically he

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01:20:01,240 --> 01:20:03,760
Speaker 1: called me and invited me to the Drake concert and

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01:20:03,800 --> 01:20:05,960
Speaker 1: I was like, no, bitch, I'm getting dick. Um. So

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01:20:06,320 --> 01:20:08,320
Speaker 1: this guy who we've been on and off talking for

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01:20:08,320 --> 01:20:10,439
Speaker 1: about four years, he came to New York. Have you

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01:20:10,520 --> 01:20:13,640
Speaker 1: ever him? We had never fucked No, but over the

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01:20:13,760 --> 01:20:17,280
Speaker 1: last like maybe two weeks, UM, we rekindled. Um. He

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01:20:17,400 --> 01:20:19,080
Speaker 1: hopped my d M and I just was being dry

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01:20:19,120 --> 01:20:21,880
Speaker 1: with him because I was like, what you Um, he

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01:20:22,000 --> 01:20:27,559
Speaker 1: came here for me specifically stop playing. I know. Yeah

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01:20:27,680 --> 01:20:30,040
Speaker 1: one night he and then he ended up buying a

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01:20:30,080 --> 01:20:32,479
Speaker 1: whole new flight to leave a little bit later. Um

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01:20:33,760 --> 01:20:38,720
Speaker 1: at the dinner table. At the dinner table. Um. So

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01:20:38,920 --> 01:20:40,960
Speaker 1: he came here, and prior to him getting here, we

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01:20:41,040 --> 01:20:42,880
Speaker 1: had talked about all these nasty things that we wanted

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01:20:42,920 --> 01:20:45,280
Speaker 1: to do. UM. And I was just making sure because

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01:20:45,280 --> 01:20:47,280
Speaker 1: I had already let him know, like listen, there's a

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01:20:47,360 --> 01:20:49,200
Speaker 1: nig I funk right now who sucks the ship out

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01:20:49,200 --> 01:20:51,160
Speaker 1: of me, and I'm good. So I'm like, if you're

1490
01:20:51,200 --> 01:20:53,439
Speaker 1: not trying to do no ship that he can do,

1491
01:20:54,120 --> 01:20:57,960
Speaker 1: I'm cool, like I don't need no like like no.

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01:20:58,040 --> 01:20:59,640
Speaker 1: We got a room in Time Square because bitch I

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01:20:59,720 --> 01:21:02,519
Speaker 1: had to work the next day, so I was like, listen,

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01:21:02,560 --> 01:21:04,680
Speaker 1: we know I'm not community like I wanted to be

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01:21:04,720 --> 01:21:06,800
Speaker 1: in the city. So he was like bet. So I

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01:21:06,880 --> 01:21:08,960
Speaker 1: met him right after work, got off early on Friday

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01:21:09,439 --> 01:21:12,680
Speaker 1: and went straight to the room. And when I got

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01:21:12,720 --> 01:21:14,600
Speaker 1: to the room, he was just so fucking sexy and

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01:21:14,680 --> 01:21:16,439
Speaker 1: I didn't want to suck him. I was starving though

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01:21:16,439 --> 01:21:18,479
Speaker 1: I hadn't eaten lunch because I was really stressed. I

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01:21:18,600 --> 01:21:20,600
Speaker 1: was stressed that day, didn't eat lunch, so I'm like,

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01:21:20,640 --> 01:21:23,160
Speaker 1: I'm starving, can we go eat. I'm trying to pick

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01:21:23,240 --> 01:21:26,840
Speaker 1: then actor or something. He looks like just fine. We

1504
01:21:26,920 --> 01:21:28,640
Speaker 1: could just think of Boars, cool Joe or something. He

1505
01:21:28,800 --> 01:21:30,759
Speaker 1: like just fine like that because he likes six seven

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01:21:31,000 --> 01:21:39,479
Speaker 1: beautiful tests seven yeah. Seven. So anyways, so you know, um,

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01:21:40,280 --> 01:21:42,080
Speaker 1: I thought that I was going to be able to

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01:21:42,280 --> 01:21:44,680
Speaker 1: make it to dinner before sucking him, but he was

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01:21:44,760 --> 01:21:46,640
Speaker 1: just looking too sexy. So I went ahead and just

1510
01:21:46,640 --> 01:21:48,240
Speaker 1: started sucking his dick, and I was like, can we

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01:21:48,320 --> 01:21:51,920
Speaker 1: do a quickie? Like I know that we're both hungry,

1512
01:21:51,960 --> 01:21:53,400
Speaker 1: but can we just get a quickie? I said, could

1513
01:21:53,439 --> 01:21:55,679
Speaker 1: you come fast? Like, can you come fast? Because there's

1514
01:21:55,720 --> 01:21:57,719
Speaker 1: niggas that I want to go like forty five minutes,

1515
01:21:57,760 --> 01:21:59,360
Speaker 1: not bro that I can't do that right now. He

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01:21:59,479 --> 01:22:00,960
Speaker 1: was like, yeah, I got it. So we fun and

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01:22:01,040 --> 01:22:04,320
Speaker 1: it was great fucking bomb how fast? Um? Now for

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01:22:04,400 --> 01:22:07,040
Speaker 1: the quickie, it was still probably like five six minutes,

1519
01:22:07,280 --> 01:22:09,360
Speaker 1: like but I mean, oh no, it's probably like that.

1520
01:22:09,720 --> 01:22:11,400
Speaker 1: That's that's I mean. It was a good funk, like

1521
01:22:11,640 --> 01:22:13,720
Speaker 1: we got more than one position and so it was cool.

1522
01:22:14,080 --> 01:22:18,440
Speaker 1: So that's what really destitutes is that the right destitutes.

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01:22:18,439 --> 01:22:20,560
Speaker 1: I don't think that's the word at all. Destitute is

1524
01:22:20,600 --> 01:22:23,640
Speaker 1: like when you're out and dry, high and dry. Destitutes

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01:22:23,640 --> 01:22:25,400
Speaker 1: a word is when you're like left alone. But that's

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01:22:25,400 --> 01:22:28,120
Speaker 1: not what I meant. That really designates, That's what I meant.

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01:22:28,720 --> 01:22:33,639
Speaker 1: Bitch check me, home, checkie, bitch check me. Now, were

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01:22:33,680 --> 01:22:36,160
Speaker 1: not like I wanted a therapy episode, nigga, What did

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01:22:36,240 --> 01:22:40,160
Speaker 1: you say that it was? I said designated? What did

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01:22:40,200 --> 01:22:43,200
Speaker 1: you say? The definition of destitutes? Destitute is when you're

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01:22:43,240 --> 01:22:46,439
Speaker 1: like left high and dry, like alone or when you're

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01:22:46,479 --> 01:22:50,680
Speaker 1: stranded read it without the basic necessities of life not

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01:22:50,880 --> 01:22:54,840
Speaker 1: having Yeah, so that no, I'm gonna say the positions

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01:22:54,920 --> 01:22:58,120
Speaker 1: to me designated good quickie if you can get in

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01:22:58,240 --> 01:23:00,400
Speaker 1: a bunch of shapes. Well we did, like twis. It

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01:23:00,520 --> 01:23:03,600
Speaker 1: was suck the dick um and it was good. So

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01:23:03,680 --> 01:23:05,360
Speaker 1: then we went to dinner. We ended up going to

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01:23:06,479 --> 01:23:09,320
Speaker 1: did you come? Yeah, No one would know that first time. No,

1539
01:23:09,439 --> 01:23:10,559
Speaker 1: but it was a quickie. But I was like, oh,

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01:23:10,640 --> 01:23:12,519
Speaker 1: this dick big, it's good. Like and I told him

1541
01:23:12,560 --> 01:23:13,840
Speaker 1: while I was stuck in his dick, I was like,

1542
01:23:15,160 --> 01:23:19,320
Speaker 1: you know, Snapchat did your dick no justice, sir, Like, sir,

1543
01:23:19,520 --> 01:23:23,080
Speaker 1: this ship is bigger in persona. You catfish the funk

1544
01:23:23,120 --> 01:23:24,320
Speaker 1: out of me. What can I tell you? An app?

1545
01:23:24,320 --> 01:23:27,320
Speaker 1: And I want to give everybody this app. Use an

1546
01:23:27,320 --> 01:23:31,280
Speaker 1: app called Wicker w I c k R. This is

1547
01:23:31,320 --> 01:23:34,280
Speaker 1: an app that's way better than Snapchat because it detects

1548
01:23:34,320 --> 01:23:37,280
Speaker 1: screen recording. It'll block you off the app. Snapchat does that.

1549
01:23:37,360 --> 01:23:40,639
Speaker 1: Now it'll block you off the app. It's completely encrypted,

1550
01:23:40,680 --> 01:23:43,560
Speaker 1: where Snapchat isn't. I think it's not encrypted. And this

1551
01:23:43,760 --> 01:23:46,960
Speaker 1: app has uh second delay replayed delay like all of

1552
01:23:47,000 --> 01:23:50,040
Speaker 1: that ship kind of like Snapchat, but especially for messaging,

1553
01:23:50,400 --> 01:23:52,080
Speaker 1: and I learned it because of the field I'm in.

1554
01:23:53,600 --> 01:23:55,400
Speaker 1: Check it out. I'm cool with snap I like the

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01:23:55,439 --> 01:24:00,320
Speaker 1: filters um um. But anyway, so, like I told him,

1556
01:24:00,360 --> 01:24:02,040
Speaker 1: his dick was way bigger than I thought it was

1557
01:24:02,080 --> 01:24:03,519
Speaker 1: gonna be, and I was like, damn, why are we

1558
01:24:03,640 --> 01:24:05,400
Speaker 1: been going four years on and off? I could have

1559
01:24:05,479 --> 01:24:07,800
Speaker 1: been had this. So he wanted steak, so we ended

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01:24:07,880 --> 01:24:09,320
Speaker 1: up going to STK for dinner. I was like, Oh,

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01:24:09,400 --> 01:24:11,040
Speaker 1: that's my favorite restaurant, but y'all know I can't eat

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01:24:11,040 --> 01:24:13,440
Speaker 1: a lot in the most so you know, I just suicide.

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01:24:15,360 --> 01:24:17,920
Speaker 1: We went to the one in Midtown. Um. And then

1564
01:24:18,439 --> 01:24:21,360
Speaker 1: so before he came, we had been talking about me

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01:24:21,640 --> 01:24:24,760
Speaker 1: fucking him with a strap one because I was that

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01:24:24,960 --> 01:24:28,160
Speaker 1: the plan that night though. It was so I had

1567
01:24:28,640 --> 01:24:30,880
Speaker 1: been making him put fingers in his ass for me

1568
01:24:31,000 --> 01:24:32,960
Speaker 1: bending over in the shower, like he was making a

1569
01:24:33,040 --> 01:24:35,640
Speaker 1: lot of videos with playing with his ass, and I

1570
01:24:35,800 --> 01:24:38,120
Speaker 1: was really really excited because as we he said, I'm

1571
01:24:38,120 --> 01:24:40,840
Speaker 1: addicted to the booty hole or obsessed? What did the reason?

1572
01:24:41,000 --> 01:24:43,320
Speaker 1: What was my session with the booty hole? They think

1573
01:24:43,320 --> 01:24:46,600
Speaker 1: I'm obsessed with white man and you know, well his

1574
01:24:46,680 --> 01:24:51,000
Speaker 1: booty hole was very pretty um and so after what's

1575
01:24:51,040 --> 01:24:53,799
Speaker 1: a pretty asshole? The pretty okay, so a pretty asshole?

1576
01:24:55,520 --> 01:24:57,760
Speaker 1: I mean you deal with paint niggas? No, No, I

1577
01:24:57,800 --> 01:25:01,800
Speaker 1: did like brown there I saying it's gonna be brown everything.

1578
01:25:02,800 --> 01:25:04,719
Speaker 1: I'm not looking at the inside of the booty holes.

1579
01:25:05,000 --> 01:25:08,080
Speaker 1: You don't seen any when you gaping them, niggas. Chill,

1580
01:25:08,360 --> 01:25:13,160
Speaker 1: bro chill. I sorry, I took it too far now,

1581
01:25:13,640 --> 01:25:18,519
Speaker 1: just so we ended up going to air Brash Bitch.

1582
01:25:18,640 --> 01:25:21,320
Speaker 1: That wasn't too much, but it doesn't keep them open um.

1583
01:25:21,439 --> 01:25:23,479
Speaker 1: But we ended up going to the pleasure Chess. I

1584
01:25:23,600 --> 01:25:25,519
Speaker 1: ended up getting a new strap on and it was

1585
01:25:25,560 --> 01:25:27,760
Speaker 1: actually like, it looked like a real dick. This one,

1586
01:25:27,800 --> 01:25:29,320
Speaker 1: I know. The last one was a prostate toy. This

1587
01:25:29,360 --> 01:25:30,599
Speaker 1: one looked like a real dick and it was thick.

1588
01:25:30,640 --> 01:25:32,080
Speaker 1: I wouldn't fit it in my booty hole. It was

1589
01:25:32,080 --> 01:25:33,519
Speaker 1: a little big, but I was excited to use it

1590
01:25:33,560 --> 01:25:37,160
Speaker 1: on them. So you couldn't fit it in yours? Can

1591
01:25:37,240 --> 01:25:41,760
Speaker 1: you can? You? Also, could you be willing to put

1592
01:25:41,840 --> 01:25:47,559
Speaker 1: up on Instagram the picture that you sent me? Yeah? Yeah, absolutely, yeah,

1593
01:25:47,680 --> 01:25:49,680
Speaker 1: I'll go ahead and put up a picture of the

1594
01:25:49,720 --> 01:25:51,920
Speaker 1: strap on that I used, um, and it's it was

1595
01:25:51,920 --> 01:25:54,479
Speaker 1: actually really good. Um. So I'll go ahead, and oh,

1596
01:25:54,520 --> 01:25:56,160
Speaker 1: I left the box in the hotel room, but I'll

1597
01:25:56,160 --> 01:25:58,120
Speaker 1: figure out what brand it was and let you guys

1598
01:25:58,160 --> 01:26:01,960
Speaker 1: know how much depen. So it was a seventy dollars

1599
01:26:01,960 --> 01:26:04,080
Speaker 1: strap bar on. Um, and it came with the dildo

1600
01:26:04,320 --> 01:26:06,000
Speaker 1: and the strap. Now, I just want to know, I've

1601
01:26:06,040 --> 01:26:08,880
Speaker 1: never bought a strap on for someone. So I bought

1602
01:26:09,080 --> 01:26:12,040
Speaker 1: a strap on for a guy and a woman prostate

1603
01:26:12,120 --> 01:26:14,880
Speaker 1: simulator and regular trap on, and I never bought it

1604
01:26:14,960 --> 01:26:18,120
Speaker 1: with him there. Oh, he was there, and he was

1605
01:26:18,200 --> 01:26:19,960
Speaker 1: looking at a lot of the other toys. But I

1606
01:26:20,080 --> 01:26:22,960
Speaker 1: had even asked the lady who was working there, Hey,

1607
01:26:23,000 --> 01:26:24,320
Speaker 1: can you come help me to let me know which

1608
01:26:24,320 --> 01:26:26,160
Speaker 1: one I should get because I liked the one that

1609
01:26:27,760 --> 01:26:30,960
Speaker 1: us his beautiful ast. Nope, he just stood there and like, well, no,

1610
01:26:31,240 --> 01:26:34,160
Speaker 1: really normal. But he was really normal. Like I mean,

1611
01:26:34,280 --> 01:26:36,880
Speaker 1: where is he from? We're not gonna put all that

1612
01:26:36,960 --> 01:26:39,439
Speaker 1: out there. I don't. Yeah, I don't even We're not

1613
01:26:39,479 --> 01:26:42,760
Speaker 1: gonna put all specifics. Well, I asked that because like

1614
01:26:43,560 --> 01:26:45,519
Speaker 1: I feel like it was a metropolitan city, Like if

1615
01:26:45,560 --> 01:26:47,760
Speaker 1: he's super you know what I mean, Like, I mean,

1616
01:26:47,840 --> 01:26:51,080
Speaker 1: he's from the DNB Okay, So I say that because

1617
01:26:51,120 --> 01:26:54,439
Speaker 1: like I packed a guy from the Midwest, and I

1618
01:26:54,520 --> 01:26:57,040
Speaker 1: remember him telling me he was getting anxiety about picking

1619
01:26:57,080 --> 01:26:59,920
Speaker 1: one out to bring. Well see, and that's the thing.

1620
01:27:00,240 --> 01:27:03,000
Speaker 1: So I decided to buy because it's gonna be mine

1621
01:27:03,120 --> 01:27:05,759
Speaker 1: if I can use it on another book. Yeah, it's mine.

1622
01:27:06,439 --> 01:27:08,640
Speaker 1: He wasn't gonna take it back home with him, and

1623
01:27:08,880 --> 01:27:10,880
Speaker 1: I don't think that a man should buy a toy

1624
01:27:11,000 --> 01:27:13,320
Speaker 1: that I'm liable to use on another nigga, Like that's

1625
01:27:13,360 --> 01:27:19,000
Speaker 1: my motherfucking toy. So um, I mean, I mean. So

1626
01:27:19,200 --> 01:27:20,800
Speaker 1: we ended up going back to the room and we

1627
01:27:21,560 --> 01:27:24,439
Speaker 1: fucked four more times in the room. So I just

1628
01:27:24,479 --> 01:27:26,519
Speaker 1: want to let you guys know the entire night. Um

1629
01:27:26,680 --> 01:27:29,880
Speaker 1: we sucked ten times total. I will say it is Monday.

1630
01:27:29,960 --> 01:27:32,280
Speaker 1: We sucked Friday. My body still feels like I ran

1631
01:27:32,320 --> 01:27:36,439
Speaker 1: a marathon. But um, so we kept going. When I

1632
01:27:36,520 --> 01:27:39,040
Speaker 1: got back to the room, I used the prostate kid

1633
01:27:39,080 --> 01:27:41,120
Speaker 1: on him that I got from the Adam and Eve

1634
01:27:41,160 --> 01:27:43,360
Speaker 1: box and I just went straight to the biggest one.

1635
01:27:43,400 --> 01:27:47,320
Speaker 1: So while I was sucking his dick, I was using um,

1636
01:27:47,720 --> 01:27:49,720
Speaker 1: one of the prostate toys to go in and out

1637
01:27:49,760 --> 01:27:52,760
Speaker 1: of his But I use a lot of lupo. How

1638
01:27:52,800 --> 01:27:57,120
Speaker 1: did I mean? Not like ship? Thank god, I ain't

1639
01:27:57,160 --> 01:27:59,160
Speaker 1: smell like, No, it ain't. It won't no dirty booty

1640
01:27:59,160 --> 01:28:04,240
Speaker 1: hole TK. Yeah, but I'm just they got grap and cheese,

1641
01:28:07,520 --> 01:28:09,719
Speaker 1: like I know you don't like to eat. It wasn't

1642
01:28:10,080 --> 01:28:13,040
Speaker 1: it wasn't like to wear. I mean, it wasn't messy

1643
01:28:13,160 --> 01:28:14,880
Speaker 1: like because I had ate his ass before I was

1644
01:28:14,960 --> 01:28:16,760
Speaker 1: putting that in there. So because I didn't want to

1645
01:28:16,760 --> 01:28:18,960
Speaker 1: eat the lube. It wasn't a tasting lube, so I

1646
01:28:19,000 --> 01:28:21,479
Speaker 1: wanted to make sure I ate all the ass before

1647
01:28:21,560 --> 01:28:24,120
Speaker 1: I added all the lube in there. Um and then

1648
01:28:24,240 --> 01:28:26,120
Speaker 1: so yeah, so I was just licking him. And then

1649
01:28:26,520 --> 01:28:28,679
Speaker 1: before he came, I told him I really enjoyed moaning,

1650
01:28:29,439 --> 01:28:31,160
Speaker 1: so he was making sure to be vocal with me,

1651
01:28:31,960 --> 01:28:36,280
Speaker 1: and he did a ton of um moaning and finally, what,

1652
01:28:36,640 --> 01:28:38,760
Speaker 1: let's get one even a moan. I can't do a

1653
01:28:38,840 --> 01:28:41,120
Speaker 1: man moan. I can do a girl moan. But no,

1654
01:28:41,320 --> 01:28:44,760
Speaker 1: it did that's not that's a grunt, bitch. That is

1655
01:28:44,840 --> 01:28:47,800
Speaker 1: not a moan. But basically, after I was sucking his

1656
01:28:47,920 --> 01:28:50,479
Speaker 1: dick and ended up getting on top bitch, I actually

1657
01:28:50,520 --> 01:28:52,599
Speaker 1: wrote dick. This time, I was this is how much

1658
01:28:52,720 --> 01:28:56,600
Speaker 1: this was a whole different scenario for me now, So

1659
01:28:56,920 --> 01:28:59,320
Speaker 1: I rode the dick. Then I went and got the

1660
01:28:59,320 --> 01:29:00,720
Speaker 1: shop when I said, and I suck you, and he

1661
01:29:00,840 --> 01:29:04,439
Speaker 1: was like yeah, And so basically the first time, the

1662
01:29:04,520 --> 01:29:07,600
Speaker 1: first time, I did, um, yeah, why is that so disait? No,

1663
01:29:07,720 --> 01:29:11,000
Speaker 1: I'm lying, I'm lying, I'm lying. I ended up making

1664
01:29:11,040 --> 01:29:13,040
Speaker 1: him get on his knees because that's the easier way

1665
01:29:13,120 --> 01:29:15,519
Speaker 1: for me. But because he's six seven, I realized it

1666
01:29:15,680 --> 01:29:17,360
Speaker 1: wasn't that easy for me. Like I actually had to

1667
01:29:17,439 --> 01:29:19,680
Speaker 1: be up on my legs like the blast guy on

1668
01:29:19,720 --> 01:29:22,559
Speaker 1: his knees bent, yeah, bent over for me, like holding

1669
01:29:22,600 --> 01:29:24,400
Speaker 1: his ass cheeks open for me to get in. I

1670
01:29:24,520 --> 01:29:26,920
Speaker 1: was so excited, it was beautiful. I slapped his ask

1671
01:29:26,920 --> 01:29:33,000
Speaker 1: and everything, like you ready slap that ass? Drunk? What oh?

1672
01:29:33,080 --> 01:29:35,080
Speaker 1: By this time, Yeah, we started drinking tequila. And we

1673
01:29:35,160 --> 01:29:36,960
Speaker 1: were drinking tequila because we were going to the sex.

1674
01:29:37,160 --> 01:29:40,000
Speaker 1: That's why the booty holes open. We were going tequila.

1675
01:29:40,040 --> 01:29:43,200
Speaker 1: Don would just be making niggas booty holes open. Look now,

1676
01:29:43,280 --> 01:29:48,000
Speaker 1: none of the niggas listening drink tequila. No, because Julio

1677
01:29:49,240 --> 01:29:53,840
Speaker 1: Hennessy home. He sucking me Hendy bit drying me home?

1678
01:29:55,360 --> 01:29:59,960
Speaker 1: You know down no, you know the New York niggas,

1679
01:30:00,400 --> 01:30:03,479
Speaker 1: do say now no more Heneyot's do say? You know?

1680
01:30:03,680 --> 01:30:06,800
Speaker 1: Do say? When I was at Drake I this is quick.

1681
01:30:07,520 --> 01:30:08,880
Speaker 1: I went to the I got this girl. I was

1682
01:30:08,920 --> 01:30:10,000
Speaker 1: with a drink. I'm like, what do you want? She's like,

1683
01:30:10,000 --> 01:30:12,040
Speaker 1: I'll take do say? And I got to the counter,

1684
01:30:12,439 --> 01:30:14,200
Speaker 1: I'm like, can I get a story? And if we

1685
01:30:14,280 --> 01:30:17,800
Speaker 1: don't have it, we don't. We have a javison. It's

1686
01:30:17,800 --> 01:30:23,439
Speaker 1: what we have. We ended up um fucking multiple times again.

1687
01:30:23,520 --> 01:30:26,640
Speaker 1: We actually sucked five times before we went to the

1688
01:30:26,680 --> 01:30:29,920
Speaker 1: sex club. So got to the sex club? Which one

1689
01:30:29,960 --> 01:30:31,439
Speaker 1: did you go to? The same one that I went

1690
01:30:31,479 --> 01:30:34,720
Speaker 1: to last Halloween? I went to Caligula for isn't it

1691
01:30:34,800 --> 01:30:36,880
Speaker 1: in Queen's Yes it is, so any of you guys

1692
01:30:36,920 --> 01:30:40,160
Speaker 1: who are in New York, This um sex club does

1693
01:30:40,280 --> 01:30:44,120
Speaker 1: cater to an all black crowd. Um Missy is the promoter.

1694
01:30:44,280 --> 01:30:45,880
Speaker 1: So if you're ever going and you want to go

1695
01:30:46,000 --> 01:30:49,280
Speaker 1: to a black miss he paid for us. I don't know.

1696
01:30:49,320 --> 01:30:51,320
Speaker 1: I meant like, because like it's a sex club and

1697
01:30:51,600 --> 01:30:55,120
Speaker 1: we're like sex hose. Yeah, no, well, he paid. I

1698
01:30:55,160 --> 01:30:57,240
Speaker 1: didn't care about it charging because I've been offered like

1699
01:30:57,320 --> 01:31:00,479
Speaker 1: sex club ship we went to, well you went to

1700
01:31:00,760 --> 01:31:04,639
Speaker 1: and w um, but no I paid. It wasn't that expensive,

1701
01:31:04,720 --> 01:31:05,960
Speaker 1: y'all know we need the one day we're going to

1702
01:31:06,000 --> 01:31:09,599
Speaker 1: the expensive ship. This was eighty dollars for a couple. Yeah,

1703
01:31:10,520 --> 01:31:13,880
Speaker 1: it was eighty dollars for a couple for women for women,

1704
01:31:14,160 --> 01:31:17,720
Speaker 1: which is free. Um. And so we went and he

1705
01:31:17,880 --> 01:31:21,720
Speaker 1: actually was not like too big y'all planning to go

1706
01:31:21,800 --> 01:31:23,760
Speaker 1: to the sex gluess. It was on the plan. They

1707
01:31:23,760 --> 01:31:26,760
Speaker 1: just let me tell him. My god, goddamn, I even

1708
01:31:26,760 --> 01:31:29,880
Speaker 1: have to get through ship, but it's goddamn ship. Um.

1709
01:31:30,000 --> 01:31:31,680
Speaker 1: We made the plan, went to the sex club. We

1710
01:31:31,760 --> 01:31:34,120
Speaker 1: had already finished about half the bottle of tequila by

1711
01:31:34,200 --> 01:31:35,920
Speaker 1: this time. I had already also been in his ass

1712
01:31:35,920 --> 01:31:38,840
Speaker 1: about two or three times. And so we got to

1713
01:31:38,920 --> 01:31:41,160
Speaker 1: the club and I had let him know like you're

1714
01:31:41,160 --> 01:31:43,200
Speaker 1: more than welcome to you know, like I would love

1715
01:31:43,240 --> 01:31:46,040
Speaker 1: to watch you please someone else. Like what time of

1716
01:31:46,160 --> 01:31:51,280
Speaker 1: night was it? Um? This was o'clock. Um. And so

1717
01:31:51,439 --> 01:31:53,400
Speaker 1: we got there and he wasn't really feeling none of

1718
01:31:53,439 --> 01:31:55,960
Speaker 1: the other girls. So I do want to give a

1719
01:31:56,040 --> 01:31:58,439
Speaker 1: shout out to Andrew because I did. He did take

1720
01:31:58,439 --> 01:32:00,559
Speaker 1: the Blue Choo because he was like, oh, I want

1721
01:32:00,560 --> 01:32:01,640
Speaker 1: to say that ship, like I want to be on

1722
01:32:01,720 --> 01:32:04,800
Speaker 1: that ship, So he took the Blue Ship. Um. And

1723
01:32:05,200 --> 01:32:07,240
Speaker 1: so the first in the first room that we had sex,

1724
01:32:07,320 --> 01:32:09,559
Speaker 1: it was in the couple's room, where basically other couples

1725
01:32:09,640 --> 01:32:12,360
Speaker 1: could have sex by you. And he wasn't like aroused

1726
01:32:12,400 --> 01:32:14,560
Speaker 1: by the couple next to us, So he just like

1727
01:32:14,760 --> 01:32:17,400
Speaker 1: wasn't feeling that. He was just not feeling that. He

1728
01:32:17,479 --> 01:32:18,840
Speaker 1: was like, I don't know how this fat bitch had

1729
01:32:18,880 --> 01:32:20,680
Speaker 1: to be next to us, like stob And that's what

1730
01:32:20,800 --> 01:32:22,760
Speaker 1: he said. I'm just saying what he said. And bitch,

1731
01:32:22,800 --> 01:32:24,559
Speaker 1: I was a follower at one time, so I can't

1732
01:32:24,640 --> 01:32:26,519
Speaker 1: sit here and say I was offended, Like he was

1733
01:32:26,600 --> 01:32:28,559
Speaker 1: not physically attracted to the woman who was sucking her

1734
01:32:28,880 --> 01:32:31,759
Speaker 1: next to us. Do you think the people were attracted?

1735
01:32:32,280 --> 01:32:34,479
Speaker 1: So let me finish, bitch, because we get in there

1736
01:32:34,520 --> 01:32:36,479
Speaker 1: because bitch, I told you we ended up dealing with

1737
01:32:36,600 --> 01:32:41,320
Speaker 1: three couples so at one time. So yes, So we

1738
01:32:41,400 --> 01:32:44,120
Speaker 1: went into the other room which allows everyone to just watch,

1739
01:32:44,400 --> 01:32:47,200
Speaker 1: and and there we just like played with each other

1740
01:32:47,320 --> 01:32:49,439
Speaker 1: and we were just sucking again. It was literally we

1741
01:32:49,479 --> 01:32:51,640
Speaker 1: weren't paying attention to anybody else in the room, and

1742
01:32:51,720 --> 01:32:55,600
Speaker 1: we just sucked again. And then finally before we went downstairs,

1743
01:32:55,800 --> 01:33:00,280
Speaker 1: we were passing the shower. How many it's two floors, um,

1744
01:33:00,479 --> 01:33:03,600
Speaker 1: but all of the sex text takes place upstairs, and

1745
01:33:03,760 --> 01:33:06,920
Speaker 1: so there's a shower there. And so we were walking

1746
01:33:07,000 --> 01:33:09,680
Speaker 1: past the shower and we look in and there's three

1747
01:33:09,800 --> 01:33:12,400
Speaker 1: couples and the ship just looks lit. Everyone is with

1748
01:33:12,520 --> 01:33:15,439
Speaker 1: their perspective like, but they're all just having sex in

1749
01:33:15,520 --> 01:33:19,400
Speaker 1: a shower together. So we look touching each other. Um.

1750
01:33:19,640 --> 01:33:22,080
Speaker 1: At this point, now everyone was just in the shower,

1751
01:33:22,120 --> 01:33:24,040
Speaker 1: but they were all with their couples. So we look

1752
01:33:24,080 --> 01:33:26,479
Speaker 1: at each other and I'm like, you want to go

1753
01:33:26,560 --> 01:33:28,040
Speaker 1: in there? Because there was still room at least for

1754
01:33:28,080 --> 01:33:30,080
Speaker 1: one more couple. So I'm like, you want to go

1755
01:33:30,160 --> 01:33:34,840
Speaker 1: out there? Shower heads were there. I saw, dick, I'm

1756
01:33:34,880 --> 01:33:36,600
Speaker 1: not counting, no, no, no, no no, I mean like

1757
01:33:37,200 --> 01:33:40,040
Speaker 1: a dry shower, and there the water was going. It

1758
01:33:40,160 --> 01:33:42,960
Speaker 1: was wetness going on in there. It was fucking water

1759
01:33:43,080 --> 01:33:45,280
Speaker 1: is wet, bitch? It was wet. No. I just mean like, okay,

1760
01:33:45,400 --> 01:33:47,600
Speaker 1: is it like a prison shower like there's everybody can

1761
01:33:47,640 --> 01:33:50,000
Speaker 1: get in. No, it looks like a real shower that

1762
01:33:50,000 --> 01:33:51,920
Speaker 1: would be in like a really nice house, but it's

1763
01:33:51,960 --> 01:33:55,519
Speaker 1: really big with sliding. So we opened the door. Yeah,

1764
01:33:55,560 --> 01:33:57,280
Speaker 1: we opened the doors and we're like, hey, can we

1765
01:33:57,360 --> 01:34:00,720
Speaker 1: come in? And you could tell like the girls had

1766
01:34:00,800 --> 01:34:03,000
Speaker 1: to scan first, so they were like, wait, who are

1767
01:34:03,040 --> 01:34:06,200
Speaker 1: you with? And so when I pointed to him, they

1768
01:34:06,200 --> 01:34:07,880
Speaker 1: were like, oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, y'all can come in.

1769
01:34:07,960 --> 01:34:10,000
Speaker 1: Y'all can come in. I was like, bitch, I know, uh,

1770
01:34:11,760 --> 01:34:14,160
Speaker 1: you know, my nigga is fine. So we went in

1771
01:34:14,280 --> 01:34:17,880
Speaker 1: there and I'm messing with with my man and there's

1772
01:34:17,920 --> 01:34:19,640
Speaker 1: two couples on either side of me, and there's a

1773
01:34:19,720 --> 01:34:22,000
Speaker 1: third couple all the way against the wall, and I'm

1774
01:34:22,120 --> 01:34:26,040
Speaker 1: looking and I'm like, okay, every like everyone in the

1775
01:34:26,120 --> 01:34:28,080
Speaker 1: room was good looking and I don't know how like

1776
01:34:28,880 --> 01:34:31,479
Speaker 1: people found each other and literally and I think we

1777
01:34:31,520 --> 01:34:33,679
Speaker 1: stayed away from all the uglies. I don't know, but bitch,

1778
01:34:34,560 --> 01:34:36,280
Speaker 1: that's the thing. No, that's the thing in the sex club. No,

1779
01:34:36,400 --> 01:34:40,720
Speaker 1: it is. And so we're all many people. How many

1780
01:34:40,760 --> 01:34:43,120
Speaker 1: people do you think we're in the club? Total? Oh god,

1781
01:34:43,200 --> 01:34:49,400
Speaker 1: at least at least eight. It was packed. I even

1782
01:34:49,479 --> 01:34:51,160
Speaker 1: told told my room, and I was like, bitch, this

1783
01:34:51,280 --> 01:34:53,400
Speaker 1: is the most like it was. Wait, it was more

1784
01:34:53,439 --> 01:34:55,080
Speaker 1: packed than Halloween. How many time have you been there?

1785
01:34:55,120 --> 01:34:57,640
Speaker 1: This is only my second time. So we were in

1786
01:34:57,720 --> 01:35:00,519
Speaker 1: the shower and at this point, like I'm starting to

1787
01:35:00,560 --> 01:35:01,840
Speaker 1: fill on the girls next to me. You know, I

1788
01:35:01,920 --> 01:35:03,720
Speaker 1: had to start the ship. So I'm like filling on

1789
01:35:03,800 --> 01:35:05,640
Speaker 1: the girls titties next to me because she's cute, like

1790
01:35:05,760 --> 01:35:08,680
Speaker 1: a really cute, dark skinned black girl, beautiful, like like

1791
01:35:08,840 --> 01:35:10,880
Speaker 1: had these bees in her hair and she had a

1792
01:35:10,920 --> 01:35:12,400
Speaker 1: little bubble but like she looked like she used to

1793
01:35:12,439 --> 01:35:15,599
Speaker 1: run track of something. So I'm like feeling on her

1794
01:35:15,600 --> 01:35:20,240
Speaker 1: because she's super cute. And then and then you listen, bitch,

1795
01:35:20,680 --> 01:35:23,400
Speaker 1: and then so as I'm sucking her titties, like her

1796
01:35:23,479 --> 01:35:25,559
Speaker 1: niggas sucking her. So they just starts just getting sexy.

1797
01:35:26,000 --> 01:35:29,240
Speaker 1: Next thing, you know, then I decide, I see the

1798
01:35:29,280 --> 01:35:31,080
Speaker 1: bitch I want in the shower. The bitch all the

1799
01:35:31,120 --> 01:35:33,920
Speaker 1: way in the corner. She's like an Indian Middle East

1800
01:35:33,960 --> 01:35:35,559
Speaker 1: and I don't know what the funk. She is long,

1801
01:35:35,640 --> 01:35:39,280
Speaker 1: curly brown hair, exotic as beautiful face, olive skin, beautiful.

1802
01:35:40,000 --> 01:35:41,679
Speaker 1: So bitch, I just go over and I just start

1803
01:35:41,760 --> 01:35:43,680
Speaker 1: sucking eating her pussy. I moved her man out the

1804
01:35:43,720 --> 01:35:46,040
Speaker 1: way and I opened her legs up and start we

1805
01:35:46,120 --> 01:35:49,640
Speaker 1: start making your guy. Um, I gotta come up with

1806
01:35:49,680 --> 01:35:51,200
Speaker 1: a name because I don't want to call him peg them,

1807
01:35:51,600 --> 01:35:54,320
Speaker 1: but no, we're gonna come up with a name for him.

1808
01:35:55,640 --> 01:36:03,280
Speaker 1: Seven seven what lawyer Bay is? Six seven? Have manuse? Okay? Seven?

1809
01:36:03,360 --> 01:36:05,760
Speaker 1: So what was so? Sixty seven? Then looked at me

1810
01:36:05,920 --> 01:36:08,880
Speaker 1: like because he was in like filling on one of

1811
01:36:08,920 --> 01:36:11,519
Speaker 1: the other couples, well not the couples, but the girl

1812
01:36:11,560 --> 01:36:13,840
Speaker 1: from the other couple. So next thing you know, because

1813
01:36:13,880 --> 01:36:17,080
Speaker 1: everyone in there is with their couples, so or only

1814
01:36:17,160 --> 01:36:19,400
Speaker 1: one of them was using a condom. So next thing

1815
01:36:19,439 --> 01:36:23,280
Speaker 1: you know, the guy turns around is like yells out

1816
01:36:23,320 --> 01:36:27,400
Speaker 1: of the shower, who got condoms? So they give us

1817
01:36:27,479 --> 01:36:29,559
Speaker 1: like a whole row of condoms, and the next thing

1818
01:36:29,640 --> 01:36:34,920
Speaker 1: you know, like everyone is swapping. I would like to

1819
01:36:35,040 --> 01:36:38,280
Speaker 1: take this moment to apologize for being so fucking domin

1820
01:36:38,360 --> 01:36:41,479
Speaker 1: and considerate to anybody that me have had a triggering

1821
01:36:41,640 --> 01:36:46,240
Speaker 1: experience with what you're about to do. But the show

1822
01:36:46,439 --> 01:36:49,680
Speaker 1: is basically a place for us to learn, grow with you,

1823
01:36:50,120 --> 01:36:53,639
Speaker 1: teach you things we know and laugh at our fucking mistakes.

1824
01:36:54,200 --> 01:36:56,559
Speaker 1: I really only shared this story because that don't work

1825
01:36:56,600 --> 01:36:59,479
Speaker 1: there anymore. But have a laugh at a clip from

1826
01:36:59,479 --> 01:37:03,400
Speaker 1: episode eighty five on how I got out to work

1827
01:37:03,439 --> 01:37:05,439
Speaker 1: for a few days. I ain't got time for the bullshit,

1828
01:37:05,520 --> 01:37:08,160
Speaker 1: but that's the truth. I don't have PTO for abortions,

1829
01:37:08,200 --> 01:37:11,679
Speaker 1: only vacations. I'm not playing. Did I tell you about

1830
01:37:11,680 --> 01:37:15,320
Speaker 1: the time I lied about an abortion? Did you? Did

1831
01:37:15,360 --> 01:37:17,960
Speaker 1: you share that? I definitely did wait to get money

1832
01:37:17,960 --> 01:37:21,880
Speaker 1: out of a nigga. No. I already had taken so

1833
01:37:22,000 --> 01:37:24,200
Speaker 1: much time off with my boss, but I really needed

1834
01:37:24,240 --> 01:37:25,920
Speaker 1: to go to you lied deal boss to said you

1835
01:37:26,000 --> 01:37:27,920
Speaker 1: have to get My boss was super chill. So this

1836
01:37:28,000 --> 01:37:30,519
Speaker 1: is my old company, right, And I was like this

1837
01:37:30,680 --> 01:37:32,320
Speaker 1: nigga is not gonna believe me because I've told I've

1838
01:37:32,360 --> 01:37:34,720
Speaker 1: been honest about hangovers. I've been honest about shit. But

1839
01:37:34,840 --> 01:37:36,599
Speaker 1: I needed to go on vacation to get some dick.

1840
01:37:36,760 --> 01:37:40,640
Speaker 1: It was loverboy, and I was like, fuck, how am

1841
01:37:40,680 --> 01:37:42,040
Speaker 1: I going to do this? How am I gonna get

1842
01:37:42,160 --> 01:37:44,760
Speaker 1: a few days off? So I pulled him in the

1843
01:37:44,800 --> 01:37:46,280
Speaker 1: conference room. I'm like, hey, I need to talk to

1844
01:37:46,320 --> 01:37:53,320
Speaker 1: you about and they're like, how you lie about being pregnant.

1845
01:37:53,360 --> 01:37:55,680
Speaker 1: I'm like, honestly, I don't know. So I was like,

1846
01:37:55,760 --> 01:37:57,240
Speaker 1: this is the only thing where it's like he a

1847
01:37:57,479 --> 01:37:59,800
Speaker 1: has to be really sensitive because I'm a woman, or

1848
01:38:00,000 --> 01:38:02,479
Speaker 1: seemed like a dick and be like I could play

1849
01:38:02,600 --> 01:38:06,360
Speaker 1: super emotional if he just is a dick. So I

1850
01:38:06,400 --> 01:38:08,160
Speaker 1: was like, are talking to you about something serious, like

1851
01:38:09,800 --> 01:38:12,760
Speaker 1: I'm pregnant and I want you to understand I'm not

1852
01:38:12,760 --> 01:38:14,160
Speaker 1: going to keep it. I really love my job. And

1853
01:38:14,200 --> 01:38:15,800
Speaker 1: he's like, oh, I don't want you to think about work.

1854
01:38:15,840 --> 01:38:19,880
Speaker 1: I was like, no, I want to focus, but I

1855
01:38:20,000 --> 01:38:24,000
Speaker 1: do need some time for myself. He's like okay, and

1856
01:38:24,040 --> 01:38:25,760
Speaker 1: I'm like, I scheduled it just like my date for

1857
01:38:25,800 --> 01:38:27,240
Speaker 1: the ticket. I was like, I scheduled it on April

1858
01:38:28,320 --> 01:38:30,439
Speaker 1: so real quick, and I'll probably need the weekend pump

1859
01:38:30,479 --> 01:38:33,280
Speaker 1: that Monday real quick. Just the real quick. The fact

1860
01:38:33,360 --> 01:38:35,880
Speaker 1: that you so you really ain't ship? Can I tell

1861
01:38:35,920 --> 01:38:38,960
Speaker 1: you my ain't ship thoughts real quick? Because I feel

1862
01:38:39,000 --> 01:38:42,000
Speaker 1: like you told me I'm going to hell one time

1863
01:38:42,040 --> 01:38:43,920
Speaker 1: and I said bitch right after you. Oh, this is

1864
01:38:43,960 --> 01:38:45,280
Speaker 1: one of those things where I feel like what you

1865
01:38:45,439 --> 01:38:47,040
Speaker 1: just said was so ain't ship that they ain't gonna

1866
01:38:47,040 --> 01:38:49,880
Speaker 1: come from me, so I'll be real, I have a

1867
01:38:49,920 --> 01:38:51,840
Speaker 1: pregnancy scare. I thought that was God if we if

1868
01:38:51,840 --> 01:38:56,439
Speaker 1: we're getting into these pregnancy thoughts, I legit be thinking

1869
01:38:56,800 --> 01:39:00,400
Speaker 1: so real quick insurance with no insurance. Abortion probably like

1870
01:39:00,640 --> 01:39:04,080
Speaker 1: five hunting if you get it early. So I legit

1871
01:39:05,160 --> 01:39:07,280
Speaker 1: I won't even think about sucking a nigga row if

1872
01:39:07,320 --> 01:39:08,960
Speaker 1: I feel like he ain't got that money to get

1873
01:39:10,880 --> 01:39:12,880
Speaker 1: because then I'll be like, I know I got a job,

1874
01:39:12,920 --> 01:39:14,600
Speaker 1: but do I want to come out five hunted? No?

1875
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Speaker 1: So I'm like, how hard is it gonna be? The

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Speaker 1: athink of five dollars? Which is how I determine if

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Speaker 1: he's ever worthy of raw like raw pussy. And I'm

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Speaker 1: just like, I know you'll be talking about me because

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Speaker 1: I'll be talking about the Brokeyes. But ladies, if you're

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Speaker 1: dealing with a nigga and you feel like you maybe

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01:39:33,280 --> 01:39:35,559
Speaker 1: don't want him to be your baby daddy, think about

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Speaker 1: if he go had that five hundred dollars again, because

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Speaker 1: but you know what I have to say say, I

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01:39:40,479 --> 01:39:42,400
Speaker 1: really tired of people being like, oh, why would you

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Speaker 1: suck someone wrong that you would never baby? Because I'm

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Speaker 1: not against abortion. That's why I'm pro choice all the way.

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Speaker 1: Hold on, we probably sound like some nation. We sound

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Speaker 1: like some democrats. That's fine. I'm a centurist slash socialist.

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Speaker 1: So I want to say, ah, you want of the

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Speaker 1: other parties? Yeah, I want to say I was watching

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Speaker 1: uh you know, I was talking to a friend of mine.

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Speaker 1: All is soup. We've given him five extra minutes. We

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Speaker 1: got her a kid, right, And I went with her

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Speaker 1: to an abortion before m HM. And I was like,

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Speaker 1: you know, what made you what made you have your

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Speaker 1: kid this time? Like whatever? And she was like, bitch,

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Speaker 1: honestly it would have been number three. She's like it.

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Speaker 1: I just felt like if I got to get one

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Speaker 1: mode She's like, you know, I love the baby at death.

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Speaker 1: But you know what's crazy if I think about my friends.

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01:40:32,320 --> 01:40:34,920
Speaker 1: I have friends like that now, like I can't get

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Speaker 1: any more abortions because I've already killed four and I

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01:40:36,800 --> 01:40:39,240
Speaker 1: don't feel like I should be killing any I know,

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01:40:39,560 --> 01:40:42,880
Speaker 1: I said, I have friends that have had four abortions. Dahn.

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Speaker 1: Looking at the judgment in the raid, Wait, y'all judge

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Speaker 1: it what? No? I am four abortions? One person did

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Speaker 1: judge in the room with school. You know, y'all really

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01:40:51,880 --> 01:40:55,479
Speaker 1: judge you I've got biggest ship. How do you get one?

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Speaker 1: Real quick bit? You got a chill right after you

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01:40:59,360 --> 01:41:02,080
Speaker 1: need to So after girls get two abortions, you say

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Speaker 1: all girls get free bad after two you should be

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Speaker 1: really taking girl too. Abortions is cool? Do all of

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Speaker 1: that ship. I'm not gonna like the older we get.

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Speaker 1: So all of my friends now are in their early

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Speaker 1: thirties and it's now to the point where it's like, bitch,

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01:41:16,240 --> 01:41:18,479
Speaker 1: I'm too old to be getting aboard for how many

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Speaker 1: abortions is too many? So this has been the year

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Speaker 1: wrap up for Horrible Decisions. We want to thank you

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Speaker 1: guys so much for supporting us, all of the patrons,

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Speaker 1: everyone who tweeted us, who supported us on Instagram and

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01:41:32,680 --> 01:41:35,519
Speaker 1: our personal pages, for making this happen and continuing this

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Speaker 1: to grow. We want to thank you so much from

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Speaker 1: the bottom of our hearts. Because of our patrons, we

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Speaker 1: are able to kick off two thousand nineteen with a tour.

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Speaker 1: So Horrible Decisions is coming to you live. We are

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Speaker 1: starting it in the DMV January nineteenth, followed by we're

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01:41:53,600 --> 01:41:57,960
Speaker 1: following it up in Atlanta to then we're heading some

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Speaker 1: mother fucking at Toronto. Of six I don't know Drake

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Speaker 1: gonna be there, but we're gonna try. Um That again

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Speaker 1: is March six. Then we're going to Chicago on March thirty.

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Speaker 1: We're also knocking up Houston. We're making it some motherfucking Texas.

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Speaker 1: They said everything is big in Texas, So we're going

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Speaker 1: to Texas and that's for twenty but bigger than ever.

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Speaker 1: We're making it all the way to the West coast

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Speaker 1: in Los Angeles, California, also in New York City. Those

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Speaker 1: are to be announcement. We want to thank each and

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01:42:26,840 --> 01:42:29,719
Speaker 1: every one of you guys for supporting us along this journey.

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Speaker 1: This has not been easy, as y'all see with the

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Speaker 1: therapy episode, but we have made it through triumphs like

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Speaker 1: anyone does, like any fucking person does, Dealing with someone

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Speaker 1: else is not always the easiest, but also learning and

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Speaker 1: growing together makes us just so much more special. So

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Speaker 1: you want to thank each and everyone of you once again.

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Speaker 1: Follow the horrible decisions that you made and all of

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Speaker 1: the horrible decisions you have to come. Thank you and

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Speaker 1: we hope to see you guys in twenty motherfucking ninety. Baby,

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Speaker 1: this has been yet another episode of worable decisions by

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Speaker 1: Girl